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You may copy it, give it away or +re-use it under the terms of the Project Gutenberg License included +with this eBook or online at www.gutenberg.org + + + + + +Title: Gladys, the Reaper + +Author: Anne Beale + +Release Date: March 10, 2005 [eBook #15315] + +Language: English + +Character set encoding: ISO-8859-1 + + +***START OF THE PROJECT GUTENBERG EBOOK GLADYS, THE REAPER*** + + +E-text prepared by Juliet Sutherland, Martin Pettit, and the Project +Gutenberg Online Distributed Proofreading Team + + + +GLADYS, THE REAPER + +by + +ANNE BEALE + +Author of _Fay Arlington_, _Simplicity and Fascination_, +_The Miller's Daughter_, etc. etc. + + + + +... standing like Ruth amid the alien corn + + + + +Griffith Farran Browne & Co. Limited +35 Bow Street, Covent Garden +London + +1881 + + + + + + + +[Illustration: Frontispiece.] + + + + + +CHAPTER I. + +THE FARMER'S WIFE. + + +It is an evening in June, and the skies that have been weeping of late, +owing to some calamity best known to themselves, have suddenly dried +their eyes, and called up a smile to enliven their gloomy countenances. +The farmers, who have been shaking their heads at sight of the unmown +grass, and predicting a bad hay-harvest, are beginning to brighten up +with the weather, and to consult upon the propriety of mowing to-morrow. +The barometer is gently tapped by many a sturdy hand, and the result is +favourable; so that there are good prospects of a few weeks' sunshine to +atone for the late clouds. + +Sunshine: how gracious it is just now! Down yonder in the west, that +ancient of days, the sun throws around him his evening glory, and right +royally he does it. The rain-covered meadows glow beneath it, like so +many lakes--the river looks up rejoicing, and the distant mountains are +wrapped in garments dyed in the old king's own regal colours. The woods +look as smooth and glossy as the braided locks of maidens prepared for +conquests; and the roads and paths that wind here and there amongst the +trees, are as gay as little streamlets in the sun's reflected light. + +Suddenly a rainbow leaps, as it were, out of the river, and spans, with +its mighty arch, the country scene before us. + + 'A rainbow at night + Is the shepherd's delight;' + +so the proverbially-grumbling farmers will have another prognostic to +clear their countenances. + +Perchance the worthy man who inhabits the farm we have just reached, may +be congratulating himself upon it, as he jogs home from market this +Saturday evening. If he could look upon his homestead with our eyes, I +feel sure he would cease to despond. How cheerily the wide, slated roof +gleams forth from amongst the trees, and returns the warm glance of the +sun with one almost as warm, albeit proceeding from a very moist eyelid! +How gladly the white smoke arises once more, spirally, from the large +chimneys, after having been so long depressed by the heavy atmosphere! +and how the massive ivy that covers the gable end, responds to the songs +of the birds that warble their evening gladness amongst its gleaming +leaves! The face of the dwelling is as cheerful as are the sun, river, +mountains and meads, that it looks down upon from its slight elevation. +Every leaf of the vine and pyrus-japonica that covers its front, is +bedecked with a diamond; and the roses, laburnums, nasturtiums, and +other gay flowers in the garden, drop jewels more freely than the maiden +in the fairy tale, as they glisten beneath the rainbow. + +This is what we see from the hawthorn lane below the house; but walking +up into the highroad at the back, the scene changes, and just as our +sympathies with beautiful nature were called forth below, so are they +instantaneously assailed by our fellow-creatures above. + +We come to the substantial gate that is the entrance to the pretty farm, +and a curious and a motley group is there. We see such groups almost +daily, here in Carmarthenshire; but as all the counties of England and +Wales are not thoroughfares for the Irish from their country to England, +we will describe these poor people as graphically as we can. There is +evidently a consultation going on amongst them, and the general +attention is directed to one individual of their party. + +This is a young girl of some seventeen or eighteen years of age. She is +seated on the ground, and leans her back against the stone wall that +flanks the substantial gate afore mentioned. To judge from her general +appearance she can scarcely belong to the ragged set that surround her, +for there is an attempt at neatness and cleanliness in her attire, +though it is poor enough, that the rest cannot boast of. She wears a +cotton gown, shawl, straw bonnet, and shoes and stockings, which were +once respectable and seem to have been originally intended for her. +True, they are all worn and shabby-looking. The gown is faded, the +bonnet very brown, and the shoes have holes in them; but they indicate +a mind, or station, at least a degree above those of her companions. Her +head is so inclined upon her breast, that it is difficult to see more +than a pale face underneath the bonnet; but a pair of thin white hands +that rest listlessly upon her lap, still tend to induce the notion that +the girl cannot quite belong to the wild-looking company with which she +is mixed up. + +Right in front of her, and looking alternately from her to a man to whom +she is talking, stands a middle-aged woman of good-natured but terrified +aspect. A checked and ragged handkerchief confines her black, rough +hair--a torn red cloak covers a portion of her body, and a curious +collection of rags and tatters makes a vain effort to shelter the rest. +In the large hood of the red cloak a hardy-looking infant is tied up, +its little head and hand being alone visible, which are engaged in +munching and holding a crust of bread. At the feet of the woman are +sundry articles, amongst which a bundle of rags, an iron pot, and a tin +saucepan, are the most conspicuous. The man to whom she is talking is a +tall, gaunt specimen of Irish poverty and famine. He holds a rake and +pitchfork in his hand, and leans upon them for support. Gazing into his +face is a rough, surly-looking youth, who seems cordially to agree with +all that he says. + +Leaning against the wall that flanks the gate on the side opposite that +which supports the girl, are another man and woman, who cast from time +to time pitying glances at the pale face beneath the straw bonnet. These +are as raggedly picturesque in their attire as the rest--a short red +petticoat, a blanket substituted for a shawl, and a bundle on the back, +distinguish the female; a long great coat and short trousers the male. +They are deep in conversation upon the common theme. A young man of more +stalwart figure stands beside the girl, and failing to attract her +attention, kneels down on one knee and speaks low to her. A little boy +is seated at her feet, alternately stroking her hands, and stirring up a +small puddle of water with a short stick. Two other children are engaged +at a little distance in making a lean cur beg for a mouthful of bread, +which the generous urchins would evidently rather share with the dog +than eat alone. + +The one prevailing feature of the party is rags, and how they hold +together no tongue can tell. + +At last there is a general movement, as well as general clamour of +voices and much gesticulation. All, old and young, with the exception of +the girl, gather round the woman in the red cloak, and seem to be urging +her to do something that she does not like to do. They point to the +girl, and the appeal is not in vain. + +The woman moves slowly and somewhat sulkily towards one of the boys, +takes him by the hand, and returning to the gate, opens it, and walks +down the good broad road that leads to the farm, the boy trotting by her +side. We watch the bright red cloak till it disappears amongst the trees +that surround the house; and turn again to wonder what can be the matter +with the girl. She neither moves nor speaks, although her kindly +companions in turn endeavour to attract her attention. + +In the course of a few minutes the red cloak is again seen coming up the +road, closely followed by another figure. We soon hear sounds of earnest +pleading, in a broad Irish brogue, from our friend of the red cloak. As +they approach the gate sound distinctly the words,-- + +'It's all thrue, my leddy--as thrue as the blessed gospel. I'm afeered +she's dyin' if yer honour's glory won't lend us a hand.' + +'I don't know how to believe you, my good woman, for some of you come +every week and deceive me with all kinds of stories.' + +'An' she's Welsh, yer honour. She's come to find out her friends, my +leddy! God bless ye, ye've a kind eye and a gintle voice,' + +Red cloak spoke the truth. The woman who is now added to the group has +truly 'a kind eye and a gintle voice.' She is short and small of form, +of middle age and matronly appearance; neatly and even handsomely +dressed, as becomes the mistress of one of the largest and wealthiest +farms of a country where large farms are rare. She has a handsome, +placid face, and looks as if the world had moved on quietly and happily +ever since she had been on its surface. Her dark eyes, that must once +have been bright and piercing, are softened down to gentleness by the +quieting hand of time; and the black hair is slightly streaked with +white by the same unsparing fingers. But for this, age would seem to +have little to do with the comely dame who is now bending her +neatly-attired head before the shabby-looking girl against the wall, + +'What is the matter with you, my poor girl?' says the 'gintle voice,' + +These kind words have a power that the equally kind ones of the rough +friends around had not. The brown straw bonnet is raised from the +breast, and we perceive that the girl is neither dead nor sleeping. We +perceive something more--a pair of the most painfully melancholy, and +beautiful violet eyes that we ever looked into, which are languidly +uplifted to the farm-lady. With the words, 'I am very tired, ma'am,' the +eyes reclose, and we see long black fringes of soft hair rest upon the +pale, thin cheek. The ready tear of compassion springs to the matron's +eyes, as she stoops still lower to feel the pulse in the wan hand. + +'What is the matter with her?' she inquires, turning to the bystanders. + +'Tis tiert all out she is, my leddy. We come by say from Watherford to +Milford, and thin, yer honour, we come on foot all trough Pembrokeshire, +and County Carmarthin, and now she's jist kilt.' + +'But what is she going to do? Why do you come away from Ireland at all?' + +'Och, my leddy, shure we're starvin' there. And we jist come to luk for +the work in the harvest, an' we're goin' to Herefordshire to git it. An' +plaase yer honour's glory, she come wid us to this counthry to luk for +her mother's relations that's Welsh, my leddy, small blame to thim, +seein' her mother married an Irishman, and come to live in our +counthry.' + +'I will give you a night's lodging, and that is all I can do for you,' +says the gentle mistress of the farm. + +'The Lord bless ye, my leddy, the holy angels keep ye, the blessed +Vargin and all the saints--' + +'Oh, hush! hush!' exclaims the good woman, highly shocked. 'Help the +poor girl, and come with me.' + +The woman went towards the girl, and trying to assist her to rise, +said,-- + +'Now, Gladys, asthore! An' shure, my leddy, she's a thrue Welsh name. +I'll help ye, my darlin', there! Och! an it's betther she is already, as +soon as she heerd of a night's lodgin'.' + +The young man who was kneeling by the girl just now, goes to her other +side, and succeeds in supporting her by putting his arm round her waist, +whilst the woman holds her by one arm; and thus they follow the good +mistress of the farm, followed in their turn by the rest of the party. + +They move slowly down the road, underneath the fine oak and ash trees +that shelter the back of the farm, until they reach a large farm-yard, +wherein some thirty fine cows, of Welsh, English, and Alderney breed, +are yielding their rich milk at the hands of some three or four +rough-looking men and women who are kneeling down to get it. + +'Come here, Tom,' cries the mistress, authoritatively. + +Tom gives a knowing wink to the nearest girl, mutters, 'Irish again,' +and goes to his mistress. + +'See if there is good clean straw spread in the barn, Tom, and make +haste.' + +Tom goes to a large building outside the farm-yard, whither his mistress +and the rest follow him. + +'Plenty of straw, ma'am, good enough for such folk,' says Tom. + +'Spread some more, and shut the window in the loft.' + +This is done in a slow grumbling way. + +The barn is a large, clean, airy building, that must look like a palace +to these ragged, way-worn people. + +'Now you may sleep here to-night, provided you go off early and quietly +to-morrow morning. There is a good pump down below, where you can get +water to wash yourselves, and at eight o'clock I shall lock the barn +door; my husband always insists upon that.' Thus speaks the mistress. + +'Heaven bless his honour, we're all honest. We wouldn't harm a hair of +your blessed heads. We heerd o' ye many a time, and o' the good lodgin' +and supper--the sun shine upon ye--ye give to the poor Irish on their +thravels.' Thus answers the Irishwoman. + +'You tell one another then! And this is why we have more calls than any +one else!' + +'The Lord love ye, and why wouldn't we? 'Tis the good as always gets the +blessin'.' + +Whilst this little conversation is going on, the girl, Gladys, is laid +upon the shawl-blanket of the woman who wears that singular attire, and +a pillow, half rags, half straw, is contrived for her head. The bonnet +is taken off to increase her comfort, and, as her head falls languidly +back upon the rough pillow, a wan, thin face is disclosed, that, from +the regular outline of the profile, must be pretty, under happier +circumstances, and is interesting. + +Whilst the guests prepare to make themselves comfortable in different +ways, the kindly farm-lady leaves them, amid many and enthusiastic +blessings, and returns to the house. + +In less than half-an-hour she reappears, followed by a female servant, +both carrying tokens of a true hospitality that expects no return. She +goes towards the poor girl with a small basin of good broth and a plate +of toasted bread, such as might tempt the palate of a more dainty +invalid; whilst the servant places a can of real Welsh broth, smelling +strongly of the country emblem, the leek, in the midst of the hungry +crew who are scattered over the barn. To this she adds various scraps of +coarse bread and hard cheese, which she draws from a capacious apron, +and evidently considers too good for the luckless vagabonds before her. +She is soon, however, as much interested as her mistress in the sick +girl, to whom the latter is administering the warm restorative. Spoonful +after spoonful is applied to her lips, and greedily swallowed though +with evident effort. The toasted bread is soaked in a portion of the +broth, and is also devoured as speedily as offered, with an avidity made +still more painful by the difficulty of swallowing, occasioned by some +obstruction in the throat. + +'God help you, poor girl,' says the good Samaritan, as she puts the +last mouthful to the lips of the patient. + +The eyes unclose, and a tear falls upon the wan cheek, as a murmured, +'Thank you, my lady,' is faintly heard. + +The 'lady' turns away with a heavy sigh, whilst the servant begins to +arrange the blanket-shawl and rags more comfortably, and finally takes +off her large linsey-woolsey apron to make a softer resting-place for +the head and neck of the girl. The grateful friends that stand around +now bless the servant as zealously as they blessed her mistress, and if +she understood the language in which the warm Irish hearts express their +gratitude, she would probably wonder who 'the Vargin and all the holy +saints and angels' are, that are invoked for her sake. + +Again the farm-lady goes away, and returns bearing a small bottle of +medicine, that she bids the red-cloaked woman give the sick girl in +about an hour. She then leaves her patient and motley guests to their +supper and night's repose, followed by such prayers as the poor alone +know how to utter, and perhaps how to feel. + + + + + + +CHAPTER II. + +THE FARMER. + + +The rainbow was a true prophet; the sun that went down so gloriously +last night amid the half-dried tears of a lately weeping earth, has +arisen this morning with a resolution to dry up all the remaining tears, +and to make the Sabbath as it should be--a day of rejoicing. Sunrise +amongst the hills and valleys! I wish we all saw it oftener. Not only +would the glorious spectacle make us wiser and better, but the early +rising would be not only conducive to health and good spirits, but to +the addition of a vast amount of time to the waking and working hours of +our very short life. + +All nature arouses herself by degrees, as the great source of light +rises from his couch, curtained with rose and daffodil-coloured drapery. +As these gorgeous curtains spread east and west, and he takes his +morning bath in the clouds and vapours, rises up the proud monarch of +the farm-yard, as if in bold rivalry, outspreads his fine plumage in +emulation of the rose and daffodil curtains, and bids him welcome with a +voice so loud and shrill, that he must almost hear it from his domed +throne above. More arbitrary in his kingdom than the sun in his, this +grand Turk insists on arousing all his subjects; and the sleepy inmates +of his harem withdraw their heads from beneath their wings, and, one by +one, begin to smooth their feathers, and to descend lazily from their +dormitories. A faint twittering is heard amongst the ivy-leaves, in +answer to 'the cock's shrill clarion,' and in a few seconds, the little +sleepers amongst the oak and ash trees take it up, and by the time the +sun has come out of his bath, and the cock has ceased crowing, there is +a full chorus of heart stirring minstrelsy round about the quiet farm. +Down below in the meadow, the cattle begin to shake off the dew-drops +from their hides, and to send forth a plaintive low as they slowly seek +their early breakfast in the spangled grass, or by the steaming river. +Away among the hills, the faint bleat of the sheep echoes from heath to +heath, whilst their white fleeces dot the plains. Over the face of happy +nature creeps a glow that seems to come from the heart, and to make her +look up, rejoicing, to the sun as part of herself, and yet a type of the +Great Creator. + +But whilst this Sabbath morning hymn thus rises, betimes, to the throne +of Him who sits beyond the sunbeams, tired man sleeps on. The farmer's +household is still slumbering, and after a week of hard labour, taking +an additional hour's repose on that day which was graciously appointed +as a day of rest. Scarcely can the sun peep in through the drawn +curtains and shutters of the windows, and no song of birds, or low of +cows, seems as yet to have reached the closed ears of the sleepers. +Master and men alike obtain the bounteous gift of sleep so often denied +to the less laborious rich. + +We are wrong in supposing that all are slumbering in the farm-house. +Quietly the mistress steps out of the back door which she has +noiselessly opened, as if afraid of disturbing her household. As the +brisk little figure moves across the farm-yard, it is instantly +surrounded by a flock of poultry that seem intuitively to expect an alms +at her hand, as do the poor Irish who haunt her dwelling. But she has +nothing to give them thus early in the morning, and scarcely heeds their +cackling and crowing. The fierce house-dog, however, will be noticed as +bounding through the poultry, and knocking down one luckless hen, he +jumps upon his mistress, and almost oversets her also. The 'Down Lion, +down,' of the 'gintle voice,' serves only to make him more +demonstrative, as he gambols roughly on her path as she proceeds towards +the barn. + +Mrs Prothero--such is the name of our farm-lady--had been haunted all +night long by visions of the poor Irish girl. She had not slept as +soundly as the other members of her family, because there was a +fellow-creature suffering within her little circle. Although she had +lived nearly fifty years in the world, and had been variously cheated +and imposed upon by beggars of all kinds, her heart was still open to +'melting charity,' and liable to be again and again deceived. As she +stopped before the barn door with the key in her hand, Lion began a low +growl. He could never get over his antipathy to Irish beggars, and all +his mistress's influence was necessary to prevent the growl becoming a +bark. She put her ear to the door and listened, but no sound disturbed +the stillness within. She knocked gently, but there was no answer. At +last she thought she heard a feeble voice say something which she +interpreted into 'Come in,' and she turned the key in the lock of the +door and opened the top half of it. She looked in, and saw all her +mendicant guests in profound repose, excepting the girl Gladys, who +endeavoured to rise as she perceived the kindly face, but fell back +again immediately. She unclosed the other half of the door, and +carefully excluding Lion, by shutting it after her, walked softly across +the barn to the rough couch on which Gladys lay. She appeared to be in +the same state of exhaustion as on the previous night; and if she had +noticed Mrs Prothero at all, the transient effort was over, and she +remained with closed eyes and listless form, whilst the good woman +looked at her and felt her pulse. Then her lips moved slightly, as if +wishing to say something, but emitted no sound. What was to be done for +one in such a helpless state? Mrs Prothero's kind heart sank within her. + +As she did not like to disturb the weary wretches, who were sleeping so +soundly in their rags amongst the hay and straw, she prepared to leave +the barn; but as she moved away, the girl's eyes unclosed, and glanced +dimly at her through a film of tears. Nourishment seemed the only remedy +that presented itself to her mind. She smiled kindly at the girl, +murmured 'I will come again,' and went through the sleepers towards the +door, pausing, however, to look at the peaceful face of the baby, as it +lay on its mother's arm, covered with the old red cloak. + +She returned to the house, and went to the clean, large dairy, where she +took a cup of the last night's milk, already covered with rich cream, +from a pan and went with it to the back kitchen, where was a fire, kept +up all night by means of the hard Welsh coal, and heat-diffusing balls. +She warmed the milk, procured a piece of fine white bread, and once more +returned to the barn. + +She administered these remedies to her patient, who swallowed them with +the same avidity and difficulty as she had done the broth. She fancied +she again heard the words, 'God bless you, my lady,' but they were so +faint that she was not sure. + +Again she threaded her way amongst the sleepers, and left the barn. She +went into her garden, and walked for a few moments amongst the flowers, +as if for council. The bees were beginning to hum about the hives, and +the butterflies to flit amongst the flowers. She stood and looked at the +beautiful scene before her--the woods, hills, river, and above, the +morning sun--and offered up a prayer and thanksgiving to the Giver of +all good things. Her thoughtful face brightened into a smile, and her +walk became more brisk as she left her garden, and went again into the +farm-yard. + +The cow-man was bringing up the cows to be milked, and he looked +astonished as he greeted his mistress. So did the two ruddy, disheveled +farm maidens, who had barely turned out of their beds to milk the cows, +and had paid small attention either to their toilet or ablutions. + +The house was perfectly quiet as she entered it, and she crept upstairs, +and into her bedroom very softly, for fear of disturbing any one. + +'Where in the world have you been, my dear?' greeted her, in a gruff +voice from amongst the bed-clothes, that covered a large old-fashioned +bed, hung with chintz curtains. + +'Go to sleep and don't trouble, Davy, _bach'_, [Footnote A Welsh term of +endearment, equivalent to 'dear,' pronounced like the German.] quietly +replied the brisk little dame. + +'Go to sleep, indeed! Easier said than done, when one wakes up in a +fright, and finds you gone, nobody knows where. Now where _have_ you +been? You 'ont let one sleep, even of a Sunday morning.' + +'Well, now, don't get into a passion, my dear--I mean, don't be angry.' + +'What have I to be angry about when I don't know what you've been +doing?' + +This was said in an injured tone, as if the heart under the bed-clothes +were softer than the voice. + +'I didn't mean to say you were angry, only I thought--' + +'You thought what?' + +'Well, my dear, I have only just been across to the barn.' This was +uttered timidly and pleadingly, and as if our good housewife knew she +had been doing wrong. + +Suddenly, a large red face started up from amongst the bed-clothes, +ornamented with a peculiarly-shaped white cap and tassel. + +'Now you haven't been after them Irishers again?' exclaimed the owner +of the red face. 'The idle vagabonds! I vow to goodness that all our +money, and food and clothing, too, I believe, go to feed a set of +good-for-nothing, ragged rascals.' + +'Hush, Davy! Remember they are God's creatures, and this is Sunday.' + +'I don't know that. And if it's Sunday, why mayn't I sleep in peace?' + +'Indeed, I am very sorry. But that poor girl I told you of is so ill!' + +'Hang the poor girl! Then send her to the workhouse, and they'll give +her a lift home.' + +'But if she has no home?' + +'Then let her go to her parish.' + +'But they don't seem to have any parishes in Ireland.' + +'No parishes! I suppose that's the geography the vagabonds teach you? +Well you pay dear enough for your lessons. But I tell you what, Mary, +you just go and tell 'em all to decamp this minute.' + +'But the girl is too weak and ill.' + +'Then send her to the Union, I say, and they are bound to forward her.' + +'But a Sunday! and the House miles away! Oh, Davy, we really cannot do +it to-day!' + +'What with the Irish, and one charity and another, I declare there's no +peace in life! Name o' goodness, 'oornan, why do you harbour such folk? +If the girl's too ill to go on with her gang, they must leave her at the +Union, or else get the overseers to send for her.' + +'Will you just go and look at her?' + +'No, I 'ont, and that's plain speaking!' + +Here the red face, and white night-cap and tassel, suddenly, disappeared +amongst the bed-clothes. + +Mrs Prothero considered a few minutes, and again left the room, and went +to the barn. Here, all was confusion and consultation. They had tried to +help Gladys to rise, and the girl could not stand. + +A clamour of voices assailed Mrs Prothero, who was bewildered by the +noise, and terrified at the remembrance of her husband. + +'My good people, I don't know what to advise,' she said at last. + +'She don't want to laive Carrmanthinshire, my leddy.' + +'We'll be ruined intirely if we stop till she's cured, yer leddyship!' + +'Niver a frind in the worrld, yer honour.' + +'Her mother and father, sisthers and brothers, all dead of the faver +and the famine.' + +'Nobody left but her relations in Carrmarrthinshire, and, maybe, they're +all dead and buried, yer honour's glory.' + +'And what'll we do wid her, poor sowl?' + +Mrs Prothero was looking compassionately on the poor girl, whilst +sentence upon sentence was poured into her ear; and as the death of her +relation was mentioned, she fancied she perceived a movement in her +seemingly impassive features. She opened her eyes, and looked at Mrs +Prothero, who went to her, and seeing her lips move, knelt down by her +side. + +'Let them go, and send me to the workhouse, if you please, my lady,' she +murmured. + +Mrs Prothero once more left the barn, promising to return shortly, and, +with trembling steps, again sought the apartment where her lord and +master was reposing. A very decided snore met her ear. She stood by the +bedside, and looked at the tassel, which was the only portion visible of +her better half. She sat down on a chair; she got up again; she fussed +about the room; she even opened the drawers and took out the Sunday +attire of that Somnus before her. But nothing she could do would arouse +him. + +At last she gently touched the face. A louder snore was the only reply. +She gave a nervous push to the shoulder, and whispered into the +bed-clothes, 'My dear.' + +'Well, what now?' growled the justly irritated sleeper. + +'My dear, I am very sorry, but the poor girl is too ill to move, and I +really don't know what is to be done.' + +'Upon my very deed, if you are not enough to provoke a saint!' broke out +Mr Prothero, now fairly sitting up in bed. 'If you will encourage +vagrants, get rid of 'em, and don't bother me. I'll tell you what it is, +Mrs Prothero, if all of 'em are not off the farm before I'm up, I'll +give 'em such a bit of my mind as 'll keep 'em away for the future; see +if I don't.' + +Mrs Prothero saw that her husband was redder in the face than usual, and +she had a very great dread of putting him in a passion; still she +ventured one word more very meekly. + +'But the girl, David?' + +'What's the girl to you or me! we've a girl of our own, and half-a-dozen +servant girls. We don't want any more. Send her to the Union.' + +'How can we send her?' + +'Let the rascally Irish manage that, 'tis no affair of mine; but if you +bother me any more, I vow I'll take a whip and drive 'em, girl and all, +off the premises.' + +'Very well, David,' said Mrs Prothero, submissively, and with a heavy +sigh: 'but if the girl should die?' + +She walked across to the door, paused on the threshold, and glanced +back; but there was no change in the rubicund face. She went into the +passage, and slowly closed the door, holding the handle in her hand for +a few seconds as she did so. She walked deliberately down the passage, +pausing at each step. Before she was at the end of it, a loud voice +reached her ear. She joyfully turned back and re-entered the bedroom. + +'Yes, David?' she said quietly. + +'If the girl is really bad, send her in the cart, or let her have a +horse, if you like,' growled Mr Prothero. 'Only I do wish, mother, you +would have nothing to do with them Irishers.' + +'Thank you, my dear,' said the quiet little woman. 'Then if the rest go +away, I may manage about the girl?' + +'Do what you like, only get rid of 'em somehow.' + +'Thank you.' + +'Oh, you needn't thank me! I'd as soon send every one of 'em to jail as +not; but I can't stand your puffing and sighing just as if they were all +your own flesh and blood.' + +'We're all the same flesh and blood, my dear.' + +'I'd be uncommon sorry to think so. I've nothing but Welsh flesh and +blood about me, and should be loath to have any other, Irish, Scotch, or +English either.' + +Mrs Prothero disappeared. + +'That 'ooman 'ould wheedle the stone out of a mill,' continued the +farmer, rubbing his eyes, and deliberately taking off his night-cap, +'and yet she don't ever seem to have her own way, and is as meek as +Moses. She has wheedled me out of my Sunday nap, so I suppose I may as +well get up. Hang the Irish! There is no getting rid of 'em. She's given +'em a night's lodging, and a supper for so many years, that they come +and ask as if it was their due. But I'll put a stop to it, yet, in spite +of her, or my name isn't David Prothero.' + +When Mr Prothero came forth from his dormitory, he was in his very best +Sunday attire. As he walked across the farm-yard in search of his wife, +there was an air about him that seemed to say, 'I am monarch of all I +survey.' Indeed, few monarchs are as independent, and proud of their +independence, as David Prothero of Glanyravon. + +He was a tall, muscular man, of some fifty years of age. He was well +made, and of that easy, swinging gait, that is rather the teaching of +Dame Nature, than of the dancing mistress or posture master. His face +was full and ruddy, betokening health, spirits, and that choleric +disposition to which his countrymen are said to incline, whether justly +or unjustly is not for me to determine. His hair had a reddish tinge, +and his whiskers were decidedly roseate, bearing still further testimony +to a slight irrascibility of temperament. But he was a good-looking man, +in spite of his hair and whiskers, which, as his wife admired them, are +not to be despised. + +'Where's your mistress, Sam?' roared Mr Prothero across the farm-yard. + +'In the barn, master,' answered a man, who was eating bread and cheese +on the gate, and swinging his legs pleasantly about. + +'Tell her I want her,' + +In answer to the summons, immediately appeared his worthy helpmate. She +carried a very beautiful half-blown rose in her hand, which, as soon as +she approached her husband, she placed carefully in his button-hole, +standing on tiptoe to perform this graceful Sunday morning service. + +'Thank you, mother,' said Mr Prothero, smiling, and looking down +complacently on his little wife. + +What went with all his lecture upon the profligacy of Irish beggars? I +suppose it was silently delivered from his breast to the rose, for none +of it came to his lips, though it was quite ready to be heard when the +rose made her appearance. + +All the Irish are gone except the girl, Davy, _bach_' said quiet Mrs +Prothero, 'and they are gone to the Overseer to tell him about her, and +I will see that she is sent to the workhouse to-night, that is to say if +I can.' + +'I suppose you fed and clothed the ragged rascals?' + +'I just gave them some scraps for breakfast, and indeed their blessings +did me good,' + +'I should think they must. People that left a dying girl behind 'em.' + +'They promised to come back and see after her when the hay-harvest is +over. They are going into Herefordshire to get work, and she, poor +thing, is looking for her relations in this county, and meant to get +work here.' + +'Well, I want my breakfast. I promised brother Jonathan to go to church +to-day. He is going to preach a charity sermon for the Church Building +Society, and wants my shilling. He and Mrs Jonathan are to come +to-morrow, you know, my dear. I hope in my heart everything is as fine +as fippence, or my lady 'll turn up her nose.' + +'I can't make things neater, Davy.' + +This was said by Mrs Prothero, in a desponding tone, quite different +from her former quiet cheerfulness, and she accompanied the words by +rubbing her hands nervously one over the other. + +'There now, don't look as if you were going to be smothered. Mrs +Jonathan isn't so bad as all that. I wish to goodness Jonathan hadn't +married a fine lady. But then she brought him a good fortune, and it's +all the better for our children.' + +'I don't want her money.' + +'But if it wasn't for her, my dear, Rowland would never have had an +Oxford edication.' + +'I'd as soon he had gone to Lampeter, or been made a good Wesleyan +minister, and then he might have been content to stay in Wales, instead +of going off to England.' + +'There, there! never mind! He'll be a bishop some day; and though you do +still incline to the chapel, you'll be proud of that. Now, name o' +goodness, let's have some breakfast.' + +With this peculiarly Welsh interjection, Mr Prothero turned towards the +farm, and, followed by his wife, went to the desired repast. + + + + + + +CHAPTER III. + +THE FARMER'S DAUGHTER. + + +'Nobody has come for that poor girl, Netta, and I have'n't the heart to +send her away,' said Mrs Prothero to her only daughter Janetta, towards +the close of the Sunday, the morning of which we noticed in the last +chapter. + +'I am sure, mother, you have been plagued quite enough with her already. +You have neither been to church nor chapel, and scarcely eaten a morsel +all the day. I can't imagine what pleasure you take in such people.' + +'I wouldn't care if your father was at home; but I don't quite like to +have her into the house without his leave, and she is not fit to be left +in the barn.' + +'Into the house, mother! That wild Irish beggar! Why, father would get +into a fury, and I'm sure I should be afraid to sleep in the same place +with such a creature.' + +'Oh, my dear child! when will it please the Lord to soften your heart, +and teach you that all men and women are brothers and sisters.' + +'Never, I'm sure, in that kind of way.' + +Whilst the mother and daughter continue their conversation about Gladys, +of which the above is a specimen, we will glance at Janetta Prothero, +the spoilt daughter of Glanyravon Farm. + +She is decidedly a pretty girl? some might call her a beauty. She has +dark eyes, black hair, a clear pink and white complexion, a round, +dimpled cheek, a fair neck, a passable nose, and a very red-lipped, +pouting mouth. She is small of stature--not much taller than her +mother--but so well-formed, that her delicate little figure is quite the +perfection of symmetry. Her movements are languid rather than brisk like +her mother's, and she either has, or is desirous of having, more of the +fine lady in her manners and appearance. We discern, as she talks, more +of obstinacy than reason, and more of pride than sense, in her +conversation, and the face rather expresses self-will than intellect, +although not deficient in the latter. + +We are led to suppose, from the appearance of the room in which the +mother and daughter are located, that Miss Janetta is somewhat +accomplished; more so than young ladies in her position commonly were +some thirty or forty years ago. This is a large parlour, with some +pretensions to be called a drawing-room. True, the furniture is of +old-fashioned mahogany, the sofa of hair, the curtains of chintz, and +all that appertains to the master and mistress of the house, of solid +but ancient make. But the square piano, the endless succession of +baskets, card-racks, etc., the footstools with the worsted-work dog and +cat thereon emblazoned, the album and other books, so neatly and +regularly placed round the table, and above all, three heads in very bad +water-colours that adorn the walls--all proclaim the superior education +of the daughter of the house, and her aspirations after modern +gentility. + +We will just take up the thread of the conversation of the mother and +daughter at the end of it, and see what conclusions they have arrived +at. In a somewhat doggedly excited tone, Miss Janetta says,-- + +'Well, mother, I know that father would be very angry, and that she +might give us all low Irish fever. I shouldn't wonder if she brought a +famine with her.' + +'Remember, Netta, who said "and if ye have done it unto the least of +these my brethren, ye have done it unto me."' + +'If those people are one's brethren, as father says, the sooner we +disown our relations the better.' + +Whilst Miss Janetta was uttering this unchristian speech, and greatly +shocking her mother thereby, a young man entered with a book in his +hand, and throwing himself on the sofa, began to read. It was soon, +however, evident that he was listening to the conversation, although he +professedly kept his eyes on his book. Poor Mrs Prothero continued her +efforts to enlist her daughter on the side of charity, but did not +greatly prevail. The young man did not interfere, probably being aware +that it is better to let two women finish their own quarrel. + +Again, however, they were interrupted by the appearance of a fourth, and +more animated personage. + +'Good evening, Mrs Prothero. How do you do, Netta?' exclaimed the new +comer, shaking Mrs Prothero's hand, and pulling Netta's curls. Hereupon +the young man arose from the sofa, and bowing profoundly, said,-- + +'Good evening, Miss Gwynne,' with a tone as grave as his appearance. + +'I beg your pardon, Mr Rowland,' said the young lady, who we now +introduce in form as Miss Gwynne of Glanyravon Park. + +With a very becoming grace, she advanced and held out her hand to Mr +Rowland Prothero, eldest son of the good farmer and his wife, just +returned from Oxford. Mr Rowland slightly touched the hand, bowed again +gravely, and placed a chair for Miss Gwynne. + +'I thought I should never come here again,' said that young lady, +turning from Mr Rowland with a nod and a 'thank you,' and retreating +towards the window where the mother and daughter were standing, 'what +with the rain, and poor papa's nervous complaints, and all the affairs, +I declare I have been as busy as possible.' + +'Now, Miss Gwynne, I am sure you will agree with me,' cried Netta, +suddenly brightening up and getting animated 'Do you think it right to +encourage those Irish beggars?' + +'Right! no, of course I don't.' + +'And do you think people ought to allow them to come into the house--to +take them in, and to--to shelter them in short?' + +'Decidedly not. I hope you don't do such things, Mrs Prothero?' + +There was a wicked twinkle in a merry eye as this was said. + +'The truth is, Miss Gwynne,' said Mrs Prothero, slowly rubbing her hands +one over another, 'there is a poor Irish girl in the barn almost dying, +and it is impossible to send her to the Union to-night, or to leave her +where she is.' + +'Oh, I'll write an order for the Union in papa's name. You can't believe +a word those Irish say. You had better get her sent off directly.' + +This was said with the air of command and decision of one not accustomed +to have her orders disputed. + +'But, Miss Gwynne, if you only knew--' began the overwhelmed Mrs +Prothero. + +'I know quite well. We are obliged to commit dozens of them as vagrants, +and I should not at all wonder if we should not be compelled to have +you taken up some day for harbouring suspicious characters.' + +The tears stood in Mrs Prothero's kind eyes. She had not much authority +amongst the young people apparently. + +'There, mother! I knew Miss Gwynne would agree with me.' + +'And do you think the law of Christian charity would agree with you, +Netta?' here broke in a grave and stern voice from the sofa. + +Both the young ladies coloured at this interruption? Miss Gwynne with +mortified dignity, Netta with anger. Mrs Prothero cast an appealing +glance at her son, who came forward. + +'She may have my bed, mother,' said the young man, colouring in his +turn, as he met Miss Gwynne's defiant glance, that seemed to say, 'Who +are you?' + +'How very absurd, Mr Rowland,' said that young lady, laughing +scornfully. 'I suppose, according to your law of Christian charity, we +must fill our houses with all the Irish beggars that come through +Carmarthenshire! A goodly company!' + +'Have you seen this poor girl. Miss Gwynne?' + +'No, certainly not, but I know by heart all she has to say.' + +'If you would but just see her,' said Mrs Prothero entreatingly not +daring to contradict the heiress of Glanyravon Park, who had a will of +her own, if Mrs Prothero had not. + +'With the greatest pleasure; but I know all the "my leddy's," "yer +honour's," and "the sweet face o' ye," that I shall hear.' + +'Don't go, Miss Gwynne, you may take the fever. I wouldn't go for the +world,' cried Netta. + +'I am not afraid of fevers or anything else, I hope,' said Miss Gwynne +contemptuously. 'You will be afraid of catching a toothache from +infection next,' and herewith she left the room, followed by Mrs +Prothero. + +During their short absence, Mr Rowland Prothero read his sister a very +proper lecture for a clergyman, on Christian charity and filial +obedience, to which she listened with pouting lips and knitted brow, but +with no answering speech, good or bad. She was not silent because she +had nothing to say, but because she was afraid of her brother, who was +the only person of whom she was afraid. Her feelings, however, found +vent in the leaves of a rose that she was pulling to pieces and +scattering ruthlessly. + +The lecturer on Christian charity was a tall, gentlemanly-looking young +man, whose apparently habitual gravity of deportment warmed into +earnestness and animation as he talked to his sister. He looked and +spoke as if his soul were in the words he uttered, and as if it had +been choice and not compulsion that led him to become a minister in +Christ's family. + +The entrance of Mrs Prothero and Miss Gwynne was a great relief to +Netta. She looked up briskly at the latter, as if sure of sympathy, and +if eyes full of tears could give it, she certainly was satisfied. + +Mr Rowland Prothero perceived the tears, and retired to his sofa, taking +up his book and pretending to read. + +'Can I help you, Mrs Prothero? There does not seem a moment to lose. I +will send for a doctor, or do anything I can,' said Miss Gwynne. + +'Thank you, dear Miss Gwynne,' replied Mrs Prothero, 'I will put her in +Owen's room.' + +'Who can we get to bring her in? Shall I go and fetch one of the men? +Netta, do get some one to help us.' + +'I will help you, if you will allow me,' said Mr Rowland, rising from +his sofa, and looking at Miss Gwynne with a glance of warm approval. + +'Pray do; now; at once. I will go with you whilst your mother prepares +the room. You could carry her quite well, for she is as thin as a ghost; +I never saw such a wretched girl.' + +Miss Gwynne hurried to the barn, followed by Rowland. They found Gladys +with a farm-servant by her side, apparently either dead or asleep. + +Rowland Prothero knelt down, and took her up gently in his arms, Miss +Gwynne assisting. The poor girl unclosed her eyes, and looked wistfully +at the face that was bending over her. + +'You are with friends, and in God's hands,'said Rowland gently, as the +eyes languidly reclosed. + +He carried her upstairs to his brother's room, and having placed her on +the bed, left her to the care of his mother and Miss Gwynne. + +Whilst they were employed in getting her into bed, a house-servant came +to say that Miss Gwynne was wanted. She found a footman awaiting her, +who told her that his master had sent him in search of her, and was in a +state of great anxiety about her. She ran up to Mrs Prothero for a few +minutes. + +'Really papa is too absurd, too provoking,' she said with a vexed voice; +'he has sent after me again, and I am sure he must know I am here. Let +me hear if I can be of any service, Mrs Prothero; I will send anything +in the way of medicine or nourishment. Good-bye, I will come again +to-morrow.' + +'Mr and Mrs Prothero, the Vicarage, come to-morrow,' said Mrs Prothero. + +'Yes, they are to dine with us on Wednesday, and told me they meant to +sleep here. Good evening. Dear me, how wretched that poor girl looks.' + +Miss Gwynne was soon hastening homewards, heedless of the splendid sky +above, or the glowing fields beneath. She was making reflections on the +excellence of Mrs Prothero, the silliness of Netta, the precision of +Rowland, and the misery of the girl Gladys. Thence she turned her +thoughts upon herself, and suddenly discovered that she had been too +decided in at once ordering any person to the workhouse, without at +first knowing the case. + +'But it is no wonder that I am too decided sometimes, when my father is +so dreadfully weak and vacillating,' she said to herself; 'indeed I do +not think, after all, that one can be too decided in this irresolute +world.' + +This very decided young lady is the only child and supposed heiress of +Gwynne of Glanyravon, as her father is usually called. She is an +aristocratic-looking personage, with a certain I-will-have-my-own-way +air, that you cannot help recognising at once. She is rather taller than +most tall women, and the tokens of decision in her carriage, eyes, +voice, and general deportment would be disagreeable, but for the extreme +grace of her figure, the unaffected ease of her manner, and the +remarkable clearness and sweetness of her voice. She is handsome, too, +with a noble forehead, sensible grey eyes, glossy chestnut hair, and a +very fine complexion. The many of her nominal friends and admirers who +at heart dislike her, prophesy that in a few years she will be coarse, +and say that she is already too masculine; but the few who love her, +think that she will improve both in person and mind, as she rubs off the +pride and self-opinionativeness of twenty years of country life against +the wholesome iron of society and the world. But we shall see. + +At present she is fortunate enough to rule everybody she comes in +contact with; her father, his servants, his tenants, the poor, the very +mendicants that come to the door. + +Certainly there is something very charming in her appearance, as she +hurries up the fine old avenue that leads to her ancestral home. The +ease of her port, the graceful dignity of her extreme haste, the +heightened colour, and the glowing eye, are all very handsome, in spite +of the coarseness in perspective. The poor footman can scarcely keep up +with her; he has not found the last twenty years at Glanyravon +productive of the same lightness of step to him, as to his young +mistress, and wishes she were a little less agile. + +A handsome country house in a good park has not often in itself much of +the picturesque. Ruskin would not consider Glanyravon, with its heavy +porch, massive square walls, and innumerable long windows, a good +specimen of architectural beauty; still it is a most comfortable +dwelling, beautifully situated; and the magnificent woods at the back, +and grand view in front, would make the most unartistic building +picturesque in appearance if not in reality. + +Miss Gwynne ran up the broad stairs, through the large hall, and into a +good library. Here a very tall, thin, sickly-looking man was seated in +an easy-chair. + +'My dear Freda, I am so thankful you are come!' + +'My dear father, how I wish you would not send for me the very moment I +go out. I really cannot be pestered with servants. It fidgets me to +death to have a man walking and puffing after me.' + +'But just consider, my love, the lateness of the hour.' + +'It is scarcely eight o'clock now, papa, and as light as possible.' + +'I am too nervous, my love, to bear your being out alone.' + +Miss Gwynne rang the bell authoritatively, and the footman entered. + +'Tell Mrs Davies to send some jelly, and whatever strengthening things +there are in the house, to Glanyravon Farm immediately,' she said; then +turning to her father, added, 'do you know, papa, Mrs Prothero has taken +in a sick Irish girl, and I have abetted it.' + +'You, child! I hope she has no infectious disease; it quite alarms me.' + +'I really don't know. But Mr and Mrs Jonathan Prothero are going to +Glanyravon to-morrow, and remember you invited them to dinner on +Wednesday.' + +'I am very sorry! that man kills me with the antiquities of the Welsh +language, and heaven knows what old things that happened before the +flood. But you must entertain them. I suppose we had better ask young +Rowland.' + +'Oh, papa! He is so dreadfully quiet and stiff, and thinks there is only +one man who ever went to Oxford, and he is that man; and I can't endure +him.' + +'Perhaps not, my dear--indeed, perhaps not.' + +'If we ask him, we must ask Netta. She has come home quite accomplished +from boarding school, and would do in a quiet way. Mrs Jonathan would be +pleased, and you know she _is_ a lady, though awfully particular. I +can't endure her either.' + +'Perhaps you could invite Lady Mary, and Miss Nugent to meet them?' + +'I don't think they would like it. They would not object to the two +clergymen, because, as Lady Mary says, 'You see, my dear, the cloth is a +passport to all grades of society;' but they would not approve of Netta. +That is to say, Lady Mary would think herself insulted if we introduced +her sweet Wilhelmina to a farmer's daughter.' + +'She is a very superior woman, my love, and understands etiquette, and +all that sort of thing, better than any one I ever met.' + +'She seems to me to understand her own interests, papa, as well as most +people. But I will tell her that Sir Hugh and the Protheros are coming, +and that we have asked Netta, so she can accept or decline as she +likes.' + +'Do you think it wise, my dear, to put yourself so much on a level with +Miss Prothero, as to invite her?' + +'Oh! she understands how we are very well. It will be a source of pride +and satisfaction to her, without making her presume more than before; +and the vicar and his lady will like the attention.' + +'I dread the vicar. His genealogies are too much for me.' + +'Oh, I can put up with the vicar's antiquities, but not with the young +vicar's pedantic Oxonianism. He does think so well of himself, and quite +rules every one at home.' + +'Oh! that is very fatiguing, I should think.' + +'I wish he would fall in love with Miss Nugent, and she with him, and +carry off her forty-thousand pounds. She is silly enough for anything, +and it would be such a downfall to her mother's pride.' + +'Her mother is much too careful, my dear, and by far too superior a +woman. And Miss Wilhelmina is very accomplished and all that sort of +thing, you know, and likely to make a fine match. She is very pretty, +too.' + +'Yes; she and Netta Prothero would run in harness. Pretty, silly, rather +affected, and having drawn each four or five drawings, and learnt six +tunes on the piano. Only the one is more fashionable than the other. Do +you know, papa, Miss Nugent can play the Irish and Scotch quadrilles, +and Netta '_Ar hydy Nos,_' with small variations. We will have a +concert; you know I have asked the Rice Rices?' + +'Very well, my dear. Now I think I will read a sermon to the servants, +so just ring the bell.' + + + + + + +CHAPTER IV. + +THE MISER. + + +Whilst Mr Gwynne is reading his sermon, and Mrs Prothero is nursing the +mendicant Gladys, an event is passing in the neighbouring country-town, +involving matters of interest to her, and those belonging to her. In a +small bedroom over a little huckster's shop, an old man lies dangerously +ill. By his side is seated a middle-aged woman watching. In a dark +corner, behind the bed, stands a man, who is so deep in shadow that you +scarcely know whether he is young or old. + +The room is small and shabby, and contains apparently few comforts for +one nearly approaching his last hour. + +There is a tap at the door, upon which the man behind the bed goes out, +and returns, almost immediately, followed by Rowland Prothero. He goes +towards the bed, and stooping down, whispers to the sick man. + +'Father, you wished to see Rowland--he is here.' + +Rowland advances, and takes the seat vacated for him by the woman. + +The three inmates of the room are Mr and Mrs Griffith Jenkins, and their +only son, Howel. They are cousins of the Protheros, Mrs Jenkins being Mr +Prothero's first cousin, and the members of the younger generation being +consequently second cousins. + +Griffith Jenkins motions to his wife and son to leave the room, which +they do immediately. Rowland kneels beside his bed, the better to hear +what he has to say. He appears, however to revive, and is distinct +enough in his enunciation of the following words, though very slow. + +'My son Howel is come back, Mr Rowland, and do promise to be study.' + +'I am very glad to hear it; it must be a great comfort to you,' + +'But I am not seure of him. He will be spending my money that I have +been takking such pains to make.' + +'I hope he may do good with it, Uncle Griff.' + +'Good! no such thing. Squander, squander! Spend the beauty gold! Will +you promise me to see to it? tak' care of it?' + +'I, Uncle Griff! I have no power with Howel. Would it not be better to +pray to God to guide Howel, and trust in a higher power than mine?' + +Mr Jenkins put a long, thin, bony hand out of bed, and grasped +Rowland's hand tightly. He fixed two keen black eyes upon him, and, as +he half raised himself in bed, displayed a withered face, the most +remarkable feature of which was a very prominent, hooked nose, like the +beak of a large bird. + +'You wasn't thinking I was going to die, was you, Rowland? I 'ont just +awhile, see you. But tell you your father there's more gold than he is +thinking of; and Howel'll be a husband for any one, much less for Miss +Netta. Promise me to be lending him a hand, if he do keep constant to +your sister.' + +'I am sorry, Uncle Griff, that I cannot promise anything for Howel. If +he grows steady as you say, there can be no objection; but he must prove +it first. Would you like me to read to you, and pray to Almighty God, +for Christ's sake, to change his and all our hearts?' + +'I didn't be wanting a parson, but a relation, sir; and I don't be going +to die yet. Look you here. There's money in the bank--there's more in +mortgages on Davies, Llansadwn, and Rees, Llanarthney--there's more on +loan to Griffiths, Pontardewé,--Jones, Glantewey,--Pugh the draper, +Llansant--and others. And there's a box beside. Mind you, I 'ont die +yet, but I tell you, because I can trust you; and Howel don't know +nothing.' + +'May I write it down for you, Uncle Griff; or would you have a lawyer?' + +'No, no. I've had enough of law in paying for Howel, and nothing come of +it. But you may be writing down a little. Here, in that chest, there's +pen, ink and paper; tak' you my keys, and open you it.' + +Griffith Jenkins took from under his pillow a bunch of keys, and +fumbling amongst them, gave one to Rowland, with which he opened the +chest, and procured the necessary writing apparatus. + +'Give you me my keys--quick, quick!' cried the old man, again hiding +them somewhere in his bed.' + +At his dictation, Rowland wrote a list of the different moneys he +possessed in various places, and was utterly astonished to find that he +had soon written down between sixty and seventy thousand pounds. +Everybody knew that Griffith Jenkins was rich, but nobody had guessed +how rich he was. + +'Now say, "I give and bequeath to my wife, 'Lizbeth Jenkins, ten +thousand pound out of the aforesaid mortgage on Jacob Davies Llansadwn's +property."' + +'Is that all, Uncle Griff?' + +'Yes, I sha'n't say no more.' + +'And the box of gold?' + +Again the miser grasped Rowland's hand, and fixed his keen eyes on his +face. + +'I 'ont be dying yet, and I 'ont be putting that down to-night. Tell you +your father what there is, without the box, and without more mortgages +and loans; but don't you be talking to anybody about it. Mind you, not +to Howel nor to 'Lizbeth: promise me.' + +Rowland promised. + +The miser fell back exhausted. + +'And now Uncle Griff, may I pray for you? Only think how soon you may be +called to your account, to say exactly how you have employed your time, +and the talents given--' + +'I have done plenty--plenty--all out at interest, at five, six, even ten +per cent.; none wrapped up in a napkin. I don't be calling a box a +napkin, Rowland Prothero.' + +'May I call in Mrs Jenkins and Howel, and pray for you? Think; oh think, +of the great Judge, and great Mediator. O God, have mercy upon us, +miserable sinners!' + +As Rowland said this, he clasped his hands, and looked upwards, in +unutterable supplication. The old man was alarmed. + +'I don't be going to die, but you may call 'em in.' + +Rowland rose and obeyed. Mrs Jenkins appeared with a candle in her hand. +The old man rose with an effort as she drew near the bed. + +'Put--out--the--candle,' he muttered. + +As the night was fast drawing in, Mrs Jenkins hesitated. + +'Put--out--the--candle,' repeated the dying man, with a still stronger +effort to rise and extinguish it himself. 'The ruling passion strong in +death' must be attended to, and the light was extinguished. + +Rowland Prothero clasped his hands with a groan, and repeated aloud a +prayer from the service for the dying. The terrified wife knelt down by +the bed in the deep gloom, and in the still deeper gloom behind, the son +buried his face in his arms, and leaned upon the little table. + +Whilst Rowland Prothero was praying from the very depth of his heart for +the soul that was thus awfully passing to its account, they were all +aroused by the last fearful struggle between death and life of him who +had made gold his god. For some time they feared to rekindle the light, +but at last they ventured. It was but to witness the last dread pangs of +one who had made wife and son secondary to the great absorbing passion +of avarice; and now he was constrained to depart from the scene of his +toil, and to leave all that he had grovelled for behind him, for ever! + +We will not dwell upon the awful hours that succeeded his final words. +He neither spoke nor was conscious again. Light and dark were alike to +him. Save that he grasped something in his right hand with an iron hold, +reason and power had left him; death was still fighting with life, and +gradually gaining the last great victory. + +A few hours afterwards, and when that victory had been gained, the scene +was changed in that small house. The chamber of death was deserted, and +the wretched clay of the miser, decently covered with a white sheet, lay +heavy and still, where the spirit that formerly animated it had been +accustomed to brood over the miserable gains of its clays and years on +earth. + +In the small sitting-room below, behind the little shop where these +gains had been begun and continued for half-a-century or more, sat the +widow, surrounded by a score of gossips, who had left their beds and +homes at daybreak to condole with her. + +It would have been much more unnatural than natural if Mrs Jenkins had +grieved at heart for the husband she had lost. Married, or rather sold +to him, when he was fifty and she thirty, she had lived five or six and +twenty years of pure misery with him. She had starved with him, when she +could not pilfer from him, and had endured patiently all these years +what seemed past endurance in expectation of the closing scene. She had +married and lived upon the prospect of his death, and it was come at +last; and now that it was come, the awfulness of that last struggle +overpowered her, and she wept and lamented as copiously as if her +husband had been the kindest and most liberal in the world. Still, she +was free, with competence, she hoped, in perspective? and this thought, +together with the ever all-pervading one of her idol, her treasure, her +only son, and his expectations, more than counterbalanced that of the +death she had witnessed. + +'Come you, don't you be takking on so,' said one old woman soothingly, +as the widow rocked herself to and fro, and held her handkerchief to her +eyes. + +'Tak' you this drop o' tea,' said another, 'it'll be doing you good,' + +'The Lord will be having mercy on his soul,' said a third, whose +conscience was large when she was offering comfort. + +'There now, keep up your spirits, Mrs Jinkins, fach,' said a fourth, +entering with a comfortable glass of gin and water that did seem of an +exhilarating nature. + +'There's a comfort Howel will be to you now!' said a fifth triumphantly. + +'Deed to goodness, Griffey Jinkins was a saving man, and you have lost +him, Mrs Jinkins, fach,' began the friend with the gin and water; 'but +I am seeing no use in takking on so. When John Jones died, he was +leaving me with ten children, and they have all come on somehow. And you +have only wan son, and he is so ginteel! Drink you this, my dear, and +don't be down-hearted.' + +Mrs Jenkins turned from the tea to the gin and water with no apparent +reluctance, and swallowed a portion of it. Revived by the beverage, she +responded to the condolences of her friends by more rockings, sobs, and +applications of the handkerchief and finally unburdened herself of her +grief in the following manner. + +'My son Howel, oh yes, he'll be a blessing to me, I know. Says I to my +poor Griffey--oh, dear, only to be thinking of him now!--says I, "Let us +be giving Howel a good eddication, and he so clever as never was, and +able to be learning everything he do put his mind to, and never daunted +at nothing--grammar, nor music, nor Latin, nor no heathen languages, and +able to read so soon as he could speak, and knowing all the beasts in +the ark one from another, when he was no bigger than that," says I, to +my poor Griffey; "oh, annwyl! we have only wan child, let him be a +clargy, or a 'torney, or a doctor, or something smart," and says he, "I +can't afford it." He was rather near or so, you know, was my poor +Griffey; but I never was letting him rest day or night, and the only +thing he wasn't liking was being much talked over. So says I, "Come you, +Jinkins, bach,"--he liked to be called by his sirname--"if you do larn +Howel well, he'll be making his fortune some day," for he do say so, he +do be always saying, "I'll be a great man, and get as much money as +father." I eused to put in the last words of myself, for Howel never was +taking to making money, but 'ould as soon give it away as not. Only poor +Griffey--oh dear! oh dear!--was never knowing that, because I did be +hiding it from him as much as I could.' + +Whilst the widow talks on in this strain to her sympathising friends, +her son and Rowland Prothero are in another small room of the house, +engaged in a very different style of conversation. The room in which +they are is worth a few words of description, not for any beauty or +desert of its own, but for its heterogeneous, contents. You would think +a small music warehouse, a miniature tobacco shop, or branch depot of +foreign grammars and dictionaries were before you. Every kind of musical +instrument seems to have met with a companion in this tiny apartment. +Here are a violin, violoncello, horn, and cornopean; there an old Welsh +harp and unstrung guitar. On this shelf are pipes of all sorts and +sizes, forms, and nations--the straight English, the short German, and +the long Turkish; on that are cigar-boxes, snuff-boxes, and +tobacco-boxes of various kinds and appearances. Scattered about the room +are play-books without number, from Shakspeare to the dramatists of the +present day; and, interspersed with these, collections of songs of all +countries and of all grades of merit. Some few novels, mostly French, +live with the plays and songs; and Latin, French, German, Italian, +Welsh, Spanish, and English grammars and dictionaries take up their +abode in every available corner. A quantity of fishing tackle and a gun +are thrown upon the window seat, and an embroidered waistcoat, blue +satin cravat, and a pair of yellow kid gloves lie on an unoccupied +chair. + +From the general appearance of this room, the imagination would conceive +great things of its inmate. All we shall here say is that he is one who +has the reputation of being a natural genius, and firmly believes that +he is one. + +As all natural geniuses are supposed to have something very remarkable +in their appearance, we will just take a sketch of the miser's son, as +he alternately leans on the table or stalks about the room during his +earnest conversation with his cousin. He has decidedly sentimental hair; +long, black, shining, and with a tendency to curl; he has what might be +termed poetical eyes, bright, piercing, and very restless; the sharp, +aquiline nose of his father, slightly modified; and a mouth and brow +which curl and knit in a manner that may be poetic, but might be +disagreeable, under less soothing influences. That he is very handsome +no one could dispute, and it is equally certain that he has an air much +above the position in which he was born; but the expression of his face +inspires distrust rather than confidence, and conveys the impression +that there is more of passion than feeling beneath the fiery eyes and +compressed mouth. + +A great contrast to this family genius is presented in the person of his +cousin Rowland, now addressing him earnestly and seriously upon the +grave subjects naturally uppermost at such a time. He, too, is +sufficiently good-looking, with an open, though grave, cast of +countenance, fine, soft, hazel eyes, and a tall, manly figure. By +'sufficiently good-looking,' I mean that he is neither very handsome nor +ugly, and when his lady friends debate upon his outer man they generally +wind up by saying, 'Well, if he isn't handsome, he is very genteel.' + +We are not going to repeat here the well-known fable of the 'Hare and +the Tortoise,' but something of the character of those animals may be +found in the cousins. At their first dame's school, as well as at the +more advanced grammar school of their little town. Howel was always able +to beat Rowland in swiftness, whilst Rowland effectually distanced +Howel in the long run. It was Rowland who carried off the prizes, when +study and prolonged endeavour were necessary to obtain them, whilst +Howel eclipsed all his contemporaries, if a theme were to be written, or +a poem learnt. + +Such differences are so frequent, and have been so often discussed that +it is scarcely necessary to pursue the contrast further; but the result +at the present stands thus. Howel, the elder of the two, has dipped a +little into everything; has gained a reputation for genius; has been +articled to an attorney--but is in no apparent danger of becoming +one--has written various articles for the county papers, and has had the +pleasure of seeing them printed; has acquired a smattering of several +languages, and various styles of music; and has proved himself an +admired beau amongst the ladies, and a favourite boon companion amongst +the gentlemen. He has been idolised and spoilt by his mother, and +stinted and pinched by his father, and having no very great respect or +admiration for the talents or conduct of either parent, has not tried +much to please them, save when it suited him. + +The result of all this, if not already apparent, will doubtless be seen +hereafter, for, at four or five and twenty, conduct and principles begin +to establish themselves. + +Rowland Prothero is very much the reverse of all this. From a child he +had a desire to enter the Church, which desire was fostered by his uncle +and aunt into a resolution, when he grew old enough to resolve. As they +very nearly adopted and educated him, his parents made no objection, and +as they were ambitious to raise their family in worldly position, they +spared no expense. + +Rowland was reckoned dull, but plodding, at Rugby, whither his uncle +sent him. However, his dulness and plodding were more successful than +the brightness of many, since they managed to gain a scholarship at +school, which helped him at Oxford. He was called proud and obstinate, +and he was both. Pride and obstinacy were the characteristics of his +family, but in him they fortunately tended to good: inasmuch as his +pride generally led him to do well, and his obstinacy kept up his pride. + +At present, it would be difficult to say whether he is a young man +likely to shine in the path he has chosen, or to walk quietly along it +unnoticed. His friends do not anticipate anything remarkable, but they +expect him to be slow and sure. He did very well at college, but gained +no greater honours than the respect and goodwill of those he was known +to. Query--Is not that worth as much, morally, as a first class? + +At home, he is understood by few. He has not many associates, because, +either from his own fault, or some mental peculiarity, he cannot fall in +with those who are immediately about him; and consequently is rather +feared by his acquaintances and reckoned proud, stiff, and +conceited--above his birth, in short. + +With him, as with Howel and every one else, the course of years will +show the man. 'Handsome is that handsome does.' + +'The fact is, Rowland,' said Howel, as he suddenly stood still in one of +his rapid walks across the room, 'you and I never could agree in +anything, and never shall.' + +'I hope we may yet agree in many things,' said Rowland gently. 'At +present, all I wish you to do is to pay your debts, go to London, take +out your stamps, and become an attorney.' + +'I am the best judge of that, and shall be my own master now. At all +events, I can make some people ashamed of themselves.' + +'I only wish to advise you for your good, now that you are your own +master. Your poor father begged me--' + +'Oh, Rowland, I can't stand any more about my father. Everybody knows +what he was, and, I suppose, nobody expects me to live in the same line. +I am emancipated, thank heaven! and the world shall soon know it.' + +'Still, he was your father.' + +'No one knows that better than I do, I should imagine; but if you expect +me to mourn as others do for a parent, you will be disappointed. He +never showed me one token of love, or acted by me as a father from the +day of my birth till his death.' + +'At least he has left you and your mother handsomely provided for, and +with his last words, hoped that you were now very steady.' + +'He did! I wonder who dares to say that I am not steady? But how do you +know how we are provided for?' + +'He begged me to write down what he was worth. I will give it you at +some future period, but not now.' + +'Why not now?' + +'Because I think it is scarcely yet a time to consider money matters. +After the last duties are performed you shall have the paper. Part of +his property is written down, but a box of gold and some other sums he +did not name. After that last sad scene one can scarcely think of +anything earthly. Oh, Howel! I wish you would consider the shortness and +uncertainty of life, and what is its end.' + +'So awful do I consider its end that I mean to enjoy it while it lasts. +But don't go off with the impression that I was not shocked and +frightened with what we have just seen. It is one thing to read and +write about a death-bed and another to witness it. But I cannot weep or +pray as some people can.' + +'You might do both if you would only seek aright.' + +'There, enough! I am past being preached to as a naughty boy, and can +now look forward to some enjoyment without robbing my own father, or +getting my mother to rob him, to procure it. But I shall never forget +that last struggle? no, never.' + +Here, with a face of horror, Howel began his restless walk again. +Rowland sat in melancholy silence. + +'Rowland,' suddenly broke in Howel, 'how is Netta?' + +'Quite well, I thank you,' answered Rowland gravely. + +'I have not seen her for a long time? will you remember me to her?' + +'I cannot promise to do so.' + +'Do you think me a fiend, sir, that my name cannot be mentioned to my +cousin? I will manage to convey my own remembrances.' + +'Howel, you know how it is? I do not mean to be unkind. If only you +would give up your old life, enter your profession, and begin another--' + +'That is as I choose. I shall be glad of the paper you wrote for my +father, and then you and I, Rowland, are best apart.' + +'Good-bye then, Howel? perhaps some day you may know that I wish you +well. I will bring the paper at the funeral.' + +'For heaven's sake stay, or send some one else! I cannot bear to be +alone here? his ghost will haunt me.' + +'Then let me read to you.' + +Howel assented gloomily and threw himself on the bed in the corner of +the room. Rowland took a small Testament from his pocket and resolutely +read several chapters. + +During the reading Howel fell asleep. + + + + + + +CHAPTER V. + +THE FARMER'S SON. + + +At about ten o'clock on Monday morning Miss Gwynne rode up to the door +of Glanyravon Farm, and, dismounting, entered the house. She was +attended by a groom, and told him that she should not be long. + +'How is that poor girl, Netta?' were her first words on entering the +house. + +'Very ill indeed, I believe,' said Netta, rather sulkily. + +'Where is your mother?' + +'She has been with the Irish beggar all the morning, and all night too. +I don't know what father and uncle and aunt will think.' + +'Will you ask your mother whether I can see her for a few minutes?' + +'Certainly.' + +'Netta, you must come and dine with us on Wednesday, with your uncle and +aunt.' + +'Thank you,' said Netta, brightening up as she left the room. + +'I'm sure I scarcely know whether she will behave rightly,' muttered +Miss Gwynne, tapping her hand with her riding-whip. + +Mrs Prothero soon appeared. + +'You good, clear Mrs Prothero!' exclaimed Miss Gwynne, running up to her +and taking both her hands. 'You look quite worn out. How is that poor +girl?' + +'Alive, Miss Gwynne, and that is almost all,' was the reply very gravely +uttered. + +'Can we do anything? Did Dr Richards come?' + +'Yes, Miss Gwynne, and was very kind. He has been again this morning.' + +'I came to invite Mr Rowland and Netta to dinner on Wednesday, with Mr +and Mrs Jonathan Prothero.' + +'Thank you, Miss Gwynne, I will tell Rowland; but I really think Netta +had better not go.' + +'I have just told her of the invitation.' + +'Dear me! I am really very sorry. I beg your pardon, Miss Gwynne, but it +will put ideas into her head above her station.' + +'We shall be very quiet.' + +The conversation was interrupted by the sudden entrance of Rowland. He +drew back on seeing Miss Gwynne, and bowed, as usual, profoundly. She +also, as usual, advanced and held out her hand. + +'My father begged me to ask if you would come and dine with us on +Wednesday,' said Miss Gwynne. + +'Thank you, I am much obliged,' stammered Rowland, whilst a bright Hush +overspread his face, 'I shall be very happy, if I am not obliged to be +elsewhere. Mother, poor Griffith Jenkins is dead. I have been there all +the night.' + +'Dead! I had no idea he was so ill! Oh, Rowland, how did he die?' + +'Just as he lived, mother. With the key of his coffers so tightly +clasped in one hand that it was impossible to take it from it after he +was dead. And the said coffers hidden, nobody knows where. But poor Mrs +Jenkins has no friend near who can be of any real comfort to her. I wish +you could go to her for a few hours.' + +'This poor girl, Rowland--what can I do with her? And your uncle and +aunt coming.' + +'I think I can manage my uncle and aunt till your return. As to the poor +girl I really know not what to say.' + +'Oh! if you will trust her to me, Mrs Prothero, I will nurse her till +you come back!' exclaimed Miss Gwynne eagerly. 'I assure you I can +manage capitally, and will send back the horses, and a message to papa.' + +'I am afraid it would not be right--I think the girl has low fever--Mr +Gwynne would object.' + +'I assure you it would be quite right, and I don't fear infection and +papa would let me do just as I like. In short, I mean to stay, and you +must go directly. Is young Jenkins at home, Mr Rowland?' + +'Yes, he returned a few hours before his father's death.' + +'I suppose that horrid old man died as rich as Croesus, and, according +to custom in such cases, his son will spend the money.' + +'I wish he had not got it,' said Mrs Prothero. + +'That is scarcely a fair wish, mother. Let us hope that he will do well +with it.' + +'Never, never. He was not born or bred in a way to make him turn out +well.' + +'Nothing is impossible, mother.' + +'You must take care of Netta, Mrs Prothero. But now do go to that +wretched Mrs Jenkins, and leave the poor girl to me, and Mr and Mrs +Jonathan to Mr Rowland. I hope you have been studying the antiquities of +Wales at Oxford, Mr Rowland?' + +This was said as Mrs Prothero left the room; and Rowland was startled +from a rather earnest gaze on Miss Gwynne's very handsome and animated +face, by this sudden appeal to him, and by meeting that young lady's +eyes as they turned towards him. A slight blush from the lady and a very +deep one from the gentleman were the result. The lady was indignant with +herself for allowing such a symptom of female weakness to appear, and +said somewhat peremptorily,-- + +'Will you be so good as to tell Jones to take the horses home, and to +let my father know that he must not wait luncheon, or even dinner for +me?' + +'Excuse me, Miss Gwynne,' said the young man, recovering his composure, +'but I do not think my mother would be justified in allowing you to +attend upon that poor girl.' + +'Allowing me! Really I do not mean to ask her. I choose to do it, thank +you, and I will speak to the servant myself.' + +It was now Miss Gwynne's turn to grow very red, as, with haughty port, +she swept past Rowland, leaving him muttering to himself. + +'What a pity that one so noble should be so determined and absolute. Let +her go, however. Nobody shall say that I lent a hand to her remaining +here. In the first place she runs the risk of infection, in the second +every one else thinks she degrades herself by coming here as she does. +Still, her desire to take care of the girl is a fine, natural trait of +character. I must just go and look over the _Guardian_. A curacy in +England I am resolved to get, away from all temptation. Yet I hate +answering advertisements, or advertising. If my aunt's friends would +only interest themselves in procuring me a London curacy, I think I +should like to work there. That would be labouring in the vineyard, with +a positive certainty of reaping some of the fruits.' + +The soliloquy was interrupted by the reappearance of Mrs Prothero, +dressed for her walk. + +'Mother, you ought not to let Miss Gwynne stay.' + +'I! my dear Rowland! Do you think she would mind what I say to her?' + +Miss Gwynne entered. + +'I have sent off the servant, and now let me go to the girl.' + +This was said with the decision of an empress, and with equal grandeur +and dignity was the bow made with which she honoured Rowland as she made +her exit, followed meekly by Mrs Prothero. + +A short time afterwards she was alone by the bedside of the sick girl. +Every comfort had been provided for her by Mrs Prothero, and Miss Gwynne +had little to do but to administer medicines and nourishment. + +'Is there anything I can do for you, my poor girl?' she said, leaning +over her bed. 'Anything you have to say--any letter I can write--any--' + +'If--you--would--pray--my lady,' was the slow, almost inarticulate +reply. + +Pray! This was what Miss Gwynne could not do. 'Why,' she asked herself, +'can I not say aloud what I feel at my heart for this unhappy creature? +I never felt so before, and yet I know not how to pray.' + +She went to the head of the stairs, and called Netta. + +'Will you ask your brother whether he will come and read a prayer to the +poor girl?' she said. + +A few seconds after there was a knock at the door. She opened it and +admitted Rowland. He went to the bed, and began to whisper gently of the +hope of salvation to those who believe. Gladys opened her eyes, and +caught the hand extended to her. + +'More--more,' she murmured. 'Lord, I believe, help thou mine unbelief.' + +Rowland read the Office for the Sick, from the prayer book, and she +responded inwardly, her lips moving. Miss Gwynne came to the bed, and +kneeling down, joined in the prayers. + +Again Rowland spoke soothingly to the girl of the need of looking to +Christ, the Saviour, alone in the hour of her extremity; and she +murmured, 'He is my rock and my fortress.' + +'Do you trust wholly in Him?' + +'In whom else should I trust? All human friends are gone.' + +'Not all, you have friends around you.' + +'Have I? Thank you, sir? God bless you.' + +'I will come again and read to you when you are able to bear it.' + +Rowland said this and withdrew, without speaking again to Miss Gwynne, +or even bowing as he left the room. + +'He certainly reads most impressively,' thought Miss Gwynne; 'I could +scarcely believe he was not English born and bred; but still he is quite +a Goth in manners, and I am sure he thinks no one in the country so +clever as himself.' + +Rowland met Netta at the foot of the stairs. + +'Netta, I really am ashamed to think that you can allow Miss Gwynne to +wait upon that girl in your own house.' + +'I'm sure, Rowland, Miss Gwynne needn't do it if she didn't choose. I +don't want to catch the fever, and I never will run the risk by nursing +such a girl as that.' + +'Surely, Netta, you cannot be our mother's daughter, or you could not +use such unchristian expressions.' + +'I'm no more unchristian than other people, but you're always finding +fault with me.' + +The conversation was interrupted by a loud knocking at the house door, +and Farmer Prothero's voice was heard without, calling,-- + +'Mother, mother, where are you? Here we are, all come!' + +Netta flew to open the door, and was soon industriously kissing a lady +and gentleman, who had just alighted from a little four-wheeled +carriage, and were waiting, with her father, for admission. Rowland, +also, in his turn, duly embraced the lady, who seemed much pleased to +see him. They brought in various packages, and proceeded to the parlour. + +'Where's mother, Netta?' exclaimed Mr Prothero. + +Rowland answered for her. + +'She is gone to Mrs Griffey Jenkins, father; perhaps you have not heard +that Uncle Griff is dead.' + +'Not I, indeed. Well! he's as good out of the world as in, though I'm +sorry for the old fellow. But what'll we do without mother? She's always +nursing somebody or other, either alive or dead.' + +Rowland turned to his aunt, and said that his mother begged him to +apologise for her necessary absence for a few hours. + +'I shall do very well, I daresay,' said the aunt, whose countenance wore +a somewhat austere expression. + +She was a lady of middle age, who prided herself upon having a first +cousin a baronet. Her father, a clergyman, rector of a good English +living, was the younger son of Sir Philip Payne Perry, and she an only +child, was his heiress. Mr Jonathan Prothero had been, in years gone by, +his curate, and had succeeded in gaining the affections, as well as +fortune, of the daughter, and in bringing both into his native country. +He had the living of Llanfach, in which parish Glanyravon was situated, +and lived in very good style in a pretty house that he had built +something in the style of an English vicarage. + +Mrs Jonathan Prothero, or Mrs Prothero, the Vicarage, as she was usually +called, was tall and thin, very fashionably dressed, with a very long +face, a very long nose, very keen greenish grey eyes, a very elaborately +curled front, a very long neck, very thin lips, and very dainty manners. +She was proud of her feet and hands, which were always well shod, +stockinged, gloved, and ringed, and as these were the only pretty points +about her, we cannot wonder at her taking care of them. People used to +say she would have been an old maid, had not a certain auspicious day +taken the Rev. Jonathan Prothero to her father's parish, who, having an +eye after the fashion of servants of a lower grade, to 'bettering +himself,' wisely made her a matron. Having no children of their own, +they lavished their affections on their nephews and niece, and their +money on their education. + +'My dear Rowland,' said Mrs Jonathan, 'I think I have agreeable news for +you. I wrote to my cousin, Sir Philip Payne Perry, whose wife's brother +is, as you know, high in the church, and received this answer.' + +She put a letter into Rowland's hands, and watched his countenance as he +read it. + +'My dear aunt, how very good of you!' exclaimed Rowland; 'the very +thing I wished for. Oh, if I can only get it, I shall be quite happy. A +curacy in London, father! Just read this. Sir Philip thinks I might not +like it in the heart of the city, but that is really what I wish. Plenty +to do all the week long. Oh, aunt, how can I thank you enough?' + +'By making every effort to advance yourself in life, and to rise in the +world, my dear nephew,' said Mrs Jonathan. + +'What do you think, uncle?' asked Rowland, turning to Mr Jonathan +Prothero, who was seated in the window, with a large book before him, +that he had brought from the carriage. + +'He! what! what did you ask?' + +'Only what you think of this London curacy that my aunt has been so kind +as to write about.' + +'Me! I! Oh, capital! just the thing in my humble opinion. If you get it, +you will be able to go to the Museum, and look up the old genealogy we +were talking about. Do you know I have made a remarkable discovery about +Careg Cennin Castle. It was built--' + +'Never mind, my dear, just now; we were talking of Rowland's curacy,' +interrupted Mrs Jonathan, who generally managed all business matters. + +'To be sure, my dear, to be sure, you know best,' said Mr Jonathan +absently, resuming his book. + +'For my part, sister,' said the farmer, 'I 'ould rather he had a curacy +in his own country, and so 'ould his mother; but he's so confoundedly +ambitious.' + +'Aunt, won't you come upstairs and take off your things?' asked Netta, +interposing, for once in her life, at the right time. + +'Thank you, my dear, I should be very glad,' and they accordingly +disappeared. + +'Father,' began Rowland, as soon as they were gone, 'I think it right to +tell you, that we were obliged, out of sheer charity, to take that poor +Irish girl into the house. It was impossible to move her without risk of +instant death.' + +'And upon my very deed, Rowland, if this isn't too bad,' cried the +farmer, stamping his foot on the floor, and instantaneously swelling +with passion. 'As if it wasn't enough to have paupers, and poor-rates, +and sick and dying, bothering one all day long, without your bringing an +Irish beggar into the house. I never saw such an 'ooman as your mother +in my life; she's never quiet a minute. I 'ont stand it any longer; now +'tis a subscription for this, now a donation for that, then sixpence for +Jack such a one, or a shilling for Sal the other, till I have neither +peace nor money. Come you, sir, go and turn that vagabond out directly, +or I'll do it before your mother comes home, hark'ee, sir.' + +'I can't father, really.' + +'Then I will.' + +Off stalked the farmer in his passion, crying out in the passage, +'Shanno, come here!' + +A servant girl quickly answered the summons. + +'Where's that Irish vagabond?' + +'In Mr Owen's room, sir.' + +Upstairs went the farmer, leaving Shanno grinning and saying, 'He, he, +he'll do be turning her out very soon, she will, he, he.' + +Rowland ran upstairs after his father, calling out gently, 'Stop, +father, Miss Gwynne--' but the father was in the bedroom before he heard +the words, and had made the house re-echo the noise of his opening the +door. + +He was instantaneously checked in his career by seeing Miss Gwynne +advance towards him, with her finger in the air. + +'Hush, Mr Prothero,' she whispered, 'she is asleep. Look here; gently, +very gently.' + +She led the enraged farmer by one of his large brass buttons to the +bedside, where the white-faced Gladys lay. She looked so much like a +corpse, that he started back affrighted. Then Miss Gwynne led him out +into the passage, and seeing from his angry face the state of the case, +instantly said,-- + +'It was I who had her brought here, Mr Prothero; and by-and-by I will +get her sent back to her parish, but until she is better we must take +care of her.' + +At these words from the all-powerful Miss Gwynne, Mr Prothero was fain +to put such check upon his rising choler as the shortness of the notice +would allow. He could not, however, fully restrain the whole of the +invective that had been upon his lips a short time before. + +'No offence, Miss Gwynne? but 'pon my soul, I'm sick to death of my +missus's pensioners and paupers, and I'm determined to have no more of +'em. You may do as you please, miss, at your own house, and I'll do as I +please in mine.' + +Here Rowland popped his head out of a neighbouring bedroom + +'Father, Miss Gwynne is taking upon herself a risk and encumbrance that +should be wholly my mother's. She has nothing to do with the girl, +beyond showing her great kindness.' + +'Really, Mr Rowland Prothero,' began Miss Gwynne, drawing herself up to +her fullest height, 'I wish you would allow me to manage my own +affairs.' + +'Yes, yes, Rowland. What, name o' goodness, have you to do with Miss +Gwynne? I'm ashamed of the boy. I really beg your pardon, miss, but I +believe he's so set up by having a chance of going to London, that he +don't know whether he stands on his head or his heels. Go you away, +Rowland, directly. I won't have you interfaring with me.' + +Miss Gwynne could not help laughing as she saw Rowland's sense of duty +struggle with his pride at this authoritative mandate; but she was very +much surprised to see him bow politely to her and walk away. She +wondered whether anything on earth could have induced her to obey a +similar order. + +She followed Mr Prothero downstairs and made herself so agreeable to him +and Mrs Jonathan, that they quite forgot Mrs Prothero's absence, until +the sudden return of that good woman set all matters right, and enabled +Miss Gwynne to leave the farm. + + + + + + +CHAPTER VI. + +THE MISER'S WIFE. + + +'I must have money,' said Howel Jenkins as he sat alone with his mother +in their little parlour, the evening after Mrs Prothero had left them. + +'My dear, there will be plenty when we can find it, be you sure of that. +I do know well enough that your poor father was having a chest full, +only he was keeping his door locked and barred so that I couldn't see +him at it.' + +'But surely, mother, you must have some idea where my father kept his +gold. If I don't pay a man in London by tomorrow's post, I shall be in +jail before a week is over my head.' + +'Mercy! Howel, bach! Now don't you be spending the mint o' money that'll +be coming to you, there's a good boy, before you do know what it is. +Remember Netta! You'll be as grand as any of 'em now, if you do only +begin right, and are being study and persevaring, and sticking to your +business. I 'ouldn't wonder if you was to be a councillor some day. Only +to think of me, mother of Councillor Jenkins! You may be looking higher +than Netta, and be marrying a real lady, and be riding in your coach and +four, and be dining with my Lord Single ton, and be in the London +papers; and I 'ouldn't wonder if you was to be visiting the Queen and +Prince Albert again, and behaving your picture taken to put into your +own books and the "'Lustrated." I always was saying I 'ould be making a +gentleman of you, and I have.' + +'But, mother, before I can do anything like this I must pay my debts and +make a new beginning. I will marry Netta, now, in spite of the whole +tribe of Davids and Jonathans, and they shall see us as much above them +as--as--money can make us. Now, mother, we must have a search for the +money.' + +'Not whilst your father is in the house, Howel; I should be afraid. Be +you sure his spirit'll be looking after the money till the funeral's +over.' + +'Nonsense; where are the keys? We'll have a turn at the old bureau +anyhow. Money I must have, at once, and Rowland is as obstinate as a pig +about what the governor told him.' + +'Indeet, and indeet, Howel, you had better don't. Suppose it 'ould bring +him to life again?' + +'I'll risk that. Give me the keys.' + +Mrs Jenkins handed a bunch of keys to her son with trembling fingers. + +'Tak you a drop of spirits first. It do show how rich they are thinking +us now. There's Jones, the Red Cow, and Lewis, draper, are letting us +have as much credit as we like; and they 'ouldn't let us have as much as +a dobbin or a yard of tape before poor Griffey died.' + +Howel drank a wine-glass of raw brandy and went upstairs with the keys +in his hand. He crept stealthily into that room where the miser breathed +his last, as if fearful of arousing the body within the drawn curtains. +He proceeded to the bureau and tried the various keys of the large bunch +that he now grasped for the first time in his life. At last one key +entered the lock and turned in it. Hush! there is a sound in the room. +He turns very pale as he glances round. He sees no movement anywhere. +The curtains are so still that he almost wishes the wind would stir +them. He opens the bureau and again looks wistfully round. He is almost +sure that the curtains move. 'Coward that I am,' he cries, 'what do I +fear?' + +He turns again, and, looking into the bureau, sees that all the open +divisions are filled with papers, and imagines what must be the contents +of the closed and secret compartments. As he touches one of these a +tremor seizes him, and he fancies that a hand is on his shoulder. He +starts and turns, but the curtains are motionless as ever. He goes into +the passage and calls, 'Mother, come here. Quick! I want you directly.' + +Mrs Jenkins comes upstairs, looking as pale as her son. + +'Just help me out with this bureau, mother; I cannot examine it in this +room, you have put such ridiculous notions into my head.' + +'I'm afraid, Howel.' + +'Nonsense, come directly, or I must get some one else.' + +The pair went into the room and tried to move the bureau that had stood +for nearly fifty years in that corner untouched, save by the husband and +father, now lifeless near them. It was very heavy, and scarcely could +their united strength move it from its resting-place. They finally +succeeded, however, in dragging it towards the door, in doing which they +had to pass the foot of the bed. Unconsciously they pushed the bed with +the corner of the bureau and shook it. They nearly sank to the ground +with terror, expecting, for the moment, to see the miser arise, and +again take possession of his treasures. The mother rushed into the +passage, the son again called himself a coward, and, with a great +effort, pushed the bureau through the door and shut it after him. + +'Now, mother, help to get it into my room. One would think we were +breaking into another man's house, instead of taking possession of our +own property.' + +With the whole of their joint strength they succeeded in getting the +heavy piece of furniture into Howel's room, where, having first locked +the door, they proceeded to examine its contents. Disappointment awaited +them; they could find nothing but papers. Deeds, mortgages, bills, +letters, accounts, were arranged in every open and shut division. The +drawers contained nothing else, and the little locked cupboard in the +centre, the key of which was found upon the bunch, also enshrined +nothing but a few very particular documents. + +'These papers could not have made the bureau so heavy,' said Howel, +biting his nails. 'There must be secret drawers.' + +He pulled out the drawers and papers, and threw them on his bed. He +tried to move the bureau, and found it almost as heavy as ever. + +'I am thinking, Howel, bach, that cupboard don't go through to the back +of the bureau,' suggested Mrs Jenkins. + +Howel seized the poker and aimed a blow at the cupboard; the mahogany +did not give way, but they fancied they heard a chinking sound within. + +'I am thinking,' said the mother, 'that it must be a double bureau. It +is looking so much broader than it do seem.' + +Howel examined it, and began to think so, too; he took some carpenter's +tools down from the shelf, and set to work to try to pierce the back of +the bureau with a gimlet, in order to see if the gimlet would appear on +the other side. + +He worked the implement through a portion of the wood, and then found +its course stopped by some still harder matter. He had recourse to his +penknife, with which he hacked a hole in the wood, large enough to find +that there was an inner back of iron, or some kind of metal. Each new +obstacle served only to inflame his impatience, and to provoke his +temper. He forgot the bed in the next room, and everything else in the +world except the attainment of his object, and running downstairs, +returned with a large sledge-hammer that he found in the coal-hole. With +his strength concentrated in one blow, he swung it against the back of +the bureau, and had the satisfaction of finding his wishes gratified. +The concussion moved some secret spring somewhere, for as the piece of +furniture tottered on its foundation, and fell forwards against the bed, +out rolled such a profusion of gold, as led Howel to believe, the 'El +dorado' was found at last. Mother and son lifted up their hands in +astonishment; gold pieces were in every corner of the room, scattered +here and there like large yellow hail. + +The noise of the blow, however, and the subsequent fall of the bureau +had alarmed a neighbour, and before one piece of the tempting gold had +been picked up, there was a loud knock at the door. + +'Say the house has fallen in; the inquisitive fools!' exclaimed Howel, +as his mother left the room. + +Howel began to fill his pockets with gold pieces, and opening a box, +pushed as many as he could hastily gather up into it also. There were +thousands upon thousands of sovereigns upon the floor. + +'It was old Pal, the shop,' said Mrs Jenkins, returning to her golden +harvest, 'she was up nursing next door, and heard the noise. I tell her +it was the table falling down.' + +'Now, mother, as soon as all is over, I must go to London and clear off +my debts with some of this money; but I must see Netta first.' + +'Why don't you be putting it in the bank, Howel, bach? It will make a +gentleman of you.' + +'There's enough besides to make me a gentleman, if I am not one already; +and I promise you, that when I am clear again I will come back and make +all the rich men in the country hang their heads. But I want to see +Netta.' + +'Write you a bit of a note, and I will manage to send it.' + +'Pick up the money, mother, and I will write the note.' Mrs Jenkins +proceeded to obey her son, whilst he unlocked a desk, and wrote the +following hasty lines:-- + +'I must be in London next Monday. I must see you before I leave. Meet +me at the old place in the wood by the little Fall, Sunday evening, +during church time.' + +He folded the note without signing it, and gave it to his mother, +without adding any address. + +'Seal it mother, and deliver it, or rather send it by some one you can +trust.' + +'I'll manage that. Now pick you up some of the money. Here's a hundred +pound in my apron now, and gracious me! the lots more!' + +'If you will keep the hundred pounds in your apron, mother, and let me +have the rest, I shall be satisfied.' + +'But what'll you be doing with all this goold?' + +'Preparing to make you the mother of Councillor Jenkins, or of a famous +man of some sort or other. What do you say to a poet or a prime +minister?' + +'I 'ould rather you do be a councillor, than anything--like Councillor +Rice, Llandore.' + +'Well, I shall perhaps, be a judge with all this money, and I daresay my +father--' + +Here a vision of the bed in the next room stopped the young man's +speech, and shuddering slightly, he kicked a heap of sovereigns that lay +near his foot, and sent them rolling into different corners of the room. + +'Take away the ill-gotten gain, mother, it will never prosper; you had +better go to bed, and I will do the same. I suppose it would be +impossible to sleep with that yellow usury on the floor. I should have +Plutus at the head of the imps of darkness about my bed, instead of +"Matthew, Mark, Luke, and John," that I used to pray to "bless the bed +that I lie on."' + +'Don't talk so fullish, Howel.' + +'Why it was you taught me all that Popery.' + +'The Lord forgive you, Howel, I never did see the Pope, and 'ould sooner +teach you the Methodist hymn book.' + +'Well, never mind, let us go to bed.' + +'I'll go down and sit by the fire. Lie you down here. God bless you, my +boy, give your poor mother a kiss.' + +'Good-night, mother, or rather good morning,' said the son, bending down +carelessly to be embraced by the parent who would sacrifice her life for +him. + +When Mrs Jenkins had left the room, Howel hastily collected the gold +that was scattered about, and tossed it, without counting it, into the +box already mentioned, which he locked, and put the key in his pocket. +He then lay down on the bed without undressing, and tried to sleep. In +vain, no sleep would come to 'steep his senses in forgetfulness.' The +bed in the next room, with its grim, gaunt inmate, was constantly before +his eyes. If he dozed for a moment, the miser, his father, and the gold +he had for years longed to obtain possession of, haunted him, and made +him start like a thief, as if taken in the act of stealing the coin now +by inheritance his own. + +'Cursed gold!' he exclaimed at last, jumping from the bed, 'what shall I +do with it? Pay my debts, and turn a sober man? I will try. If 'Netta +will have me, perhaps I may; indeed I am sure I could. We will come here +and cut a dash first, however. I should like to humble some of our Welsh +aristocrats by showing them how the son of Griffey Jenkins can eclipse +their genealogies, by the magic power of the Golden God. I will stay +over the funeral, then off to town and get rid of my pressing debts; +then pay Levi and Moses, and all my debts of honour; then set myself up +in clothes and jewels, and come home and carry off Netta; and, finally, +have a year's pleasure at least. Take Netta to the continent, and teach +her to _parlez-vous_ a little more fluently than she does now, and to +assume more aristocratic manners; in short--in short--' + +The soliloquy was interrupted by the sudden explosion of some substance +under his feet, upon which he accidentally trod as he was pacing up and +down the room. He swore an oath that emanated from his fear, and thought +that the lower regions had actually opened to receive the gold he was +meditating upon, since fire and smoke accompanied the noise, together +with a smell of gunpowder. He rushed out of the room, just as his +mother, alarmed by the sound, was running upstairs. + +'They will carry him off before the funeral,' he cried, as his mother +asked what was the matter. + +Ashamed of his cowardice, he made an effort to return to the room, +followed by his mother. There was such a strong smell of sulphur that +both recoiled. + +'What fools we are!' exclaimed Howel, forcing himself to enter. He +stooped to examine the floor, and to his amusement and disgust, found +the remains of a cracker, which had burst beneath his foot-tread. There +were several others scattered about, that had been unnoticed, because +they looked simply like bits of paper. These had evidently been placed +by his father amongst the gold, in the hope of frightening any one who +might wish to finger it, and had rolled out with the treasure they were +intended to protect. + +Mother and son again left the room, the latter locking the door as he +did so, and putting the key in his pocket. They descended to the little +parlour below stairs, where they finished the night, alternately dozing +in their chairs, and talking, and occasionally supporting themselves by +draughts of the different liquors that were spread upon the table near +them. In spite of his best efforts to throw aside such thoughts, Howel +could see nothing all that night but the gold, the father who had won +it, and the poor wretches who had been ruined in paying usurious +interest for it. + + + + + + +CHAPTER VII. + +THE SQUIRE. + + +The dinners at Glanyravon were always unexceptionable. Mr Gwynne was a +bit of an epicure, and kept a capital cook, and his daughter liked to +see everything done in good style. Even Mrs. Jonathan Prothero declared +that the dinner-parties at her cousin's, Sir Philip Payne Perry's, were +scarcely more agreeable or better managed. + +Still, at the dinner in question, all the elements were not quite well +amalgamated. Although the dishes were so discreetly seasoned, and the +_entremets_ so exquisitely prepared, that the most fastidious critic of +the gastronomic art would not have found a grain too much of any one +ingredient, there was a less judicious mixture amongst the guests. +Nothing could be more perfect than the bearing of the host and hostess. +Mr Gywnne was a gentleman, even in his peculiarities--fastidiously a +gentleman--and comported himself as such to every one. But he was too +nervous, and had too low a voice to put his guests at ease: one half did +not hear him at all, and the rest were slightly afraid of him on account +of this extreme fastidiousness, his nervous complaints and his being +very easily tired, or bored. Miss Gwynne was more successful at her end +of the table, but she rather annoyed some of her guests by being too +much bent on bringing out her friend Netta, and playing her off against +Miss Nugent. + +She was, however, very polite to all, and, for so young a woman, made a +very agreeable and fascinating hostess. So, apparently, thought all the +gentlemen, as they principally addressed their conversation to her, and +had manoeuvred, particularly the young ones, to sit as near her as +possible. The Rev Jonathan Prothero had the place of honour at her +right, and did not take up much of her time. He appeared to be deep in +the speculation concerning the ancient castle of which we have already +heard, and was learnedly descanting upon it to Mrs Rice Rice, a lady on +his other side. The said Mrs Rice Rice, having _un oeil aux champs, et +l'autre à la ville,_ was ostensibly listening to him, whilst she was +really attending to her son, who was making visible efforts on the heart +of the heiress, Miss Gwynne. + +The Rice Rices were people of family and fortune, living in the +neighbouring town. Mr Rice Rice was in the law, and was at that moment +engaged in discussing the affairs of the deceased Mr. Griffith Jenkins +and his quondam articled pupil, Howel, with Rowland Prothero across Miss +Nugent. He was a portly well-to-do-looking man, with a bald head and +good-humoured countenance. His wife was even more portly than himself, +and sat, in black velvet and marabout feathers, as stately as a princess +at a drawing-room. The task of keeping up the family reputation of the +ancient house of Rice Rice devolved in a great measure on this lady, +assisted by her daughter; and, it must be said, that if any one could +have doubted the antiquity of this honourable race after an hour's +conversation with this enthusiastic pair he must have been a sceptic +indeed! Family pride is a common weakness, but one could almost call it +the stronghold of Mrs. Rice Rice, just as the various archæological and +historical glories of Wales and the Welsh was the fortress of Mr. +Jonathan Prothero. + +It was into these towers of strength that these worthies retreated on +all occasions. One saw the bulwark in Mrs. Rice Rice's ample, immoveable +figure, and in the glance of the eyes that looked over the somewhat +mountainous cheek; one saw it in a certain extension of the chin, turn +of the mouth, and slightly _retroussé_ nose. One saw it, above all, in +her manner to the Protheros. + +But Mrs. Jonathan Prothero was quite as capable of sustaining the +dignity of the Philip Payne Perrys as the Welsh lady that of the Rice +Rices, and a satirist might have made a clever caricature of these +patriotic dames--the one thin and stiff, the other stout and stiff--as +they compared their family honours. + +But the lady of undoubted rank and pretension of the party is Lady Mary +Nugent, who can afford to patronise or throw over-board whomsoever she +will. She is seated next to Mr Gwynne, and is lavishing a considerable +share of good looks and eloquence on that gentleman. Still in the prime +of life, elegant, refined, pretty, and a skilful tactician, she is a +dangerous rival of the young ladies, and is not wholly innocent of a +desire to eclipse them. She and her daughter are dressed very nearly +alike, in some white and light material, and at a little distance she +might pass for the fair Wilhelmina's elder sister. A profusion of +ornaments, too well arranged to appear too numerous, alone distinguish +mother and daughter. She has a handsome profile and a captivating +manner, two dangerous things in woman; but therewith she has an +occasionally malicious expression of eye and mouth, that somewhat +impairs the effect of the captivation. + +Her daughter is like her in profile, but has not her fascination of +manner. She is, however, beautiful as a statue, with chiselled features +and marble complexion. But she does not at present appear to have +character enough to possess the clever malice of her mother. This may +possibly come with suitors and rivals, who generally draw out all the +evil, and sometimes much of the good, of woman's nature. + +She is now simpering and blushing and saying pretty nothings between +Rowland Prothero and a certain Sir Hugh Pryse, who, on their respective +parts, think her a goose, being attracted elsewhere. Sir Hugh is +exerting his lungs to their utmost, and much beyond the boundaries that +etiquette would vainly try to impose upon them, in endeavouring to +attract the attention of Miss Gwynne; whilst Rowland is, as we before +said, discussing the death of Mr Jenkins and the prospects of his son. + +Perhaps the most uncomfortable person at the table is Netta, who really +does not quite understand how to behave herself in the new atmosphere in +which she finds herself. She never was at a dinner-party before, never +waited upon by grand servants, never surrounded by such gay people; and, +in spite of her ambition to eclipse by her beauty the Misses Nugent and +Rice Rice, she feels and looks rather awkward. Miss Gwynne does all in +her power to reassure her, but she sits, looking very pretty--by far the +prettiest person in the room--and very ill at ease, until the ladies +adjourn to the drawing-room, and she takes refuge in the pictures of the +drawing-room scrap-book and her aunt. + +The gentlemen arrive in course of time, which they must do, linger as +long as they will over the delights of port and politics, and then the +various schemes and thoughts engendered at the dinner-table are brought +to light over the coffee-cup. + +Miss Gwynne patronisingly singles out Rowland Prothero, who, reserved by +nature, feels doubly so amongst the ill-assorted elements around him. + +'Have you seen that poor girl since I was last at your house, Mr +Prothero, and how is she to-day?' inquires the heiress. + +'She asked to see me yesterday, and I went to her. She seemed more +composed, and liked being read to; but she is in a very precarious +state.' + +'Is your father more reconciled to her being with you?' + +'Not at all. And it certainly is very unfortunate. But he would not +allow her to be neglected now she is thrown on his kindness.' + +'I wish she had never come,' interposed Netta, who had ventured to cross +the room to Miss Gwynne. + +'Have you heard of the great catch you are all likely to have, Miss +Gwynne?' here broke in Sir Hugh Pryse, of stentorian reputation. + +'I do not know what you mean,' said Miss Gwynne. + +'Why, Mr Rice Rice tells me there is more than a hundred thousand pounds +to be raffled for by all the young ladies in the country. They have +simply to put themselves into the lottery, and only one can have the +prize.' + +'I never knew you so figurative before. Sir Hugh.' 'Don't pay any +attention to him, Miss Gwynne,' said a fresh addition to the circle that +stood round that young lady's chair. 'He means that old Griffey Jenkins, +the miser, is dead, and that Howel comes into all his immense wealth.' + +Miss Gwynne gave her head such a magnificent toss that her neck looked +quite strained. + +'I do not imagine many _young ladies_ will purchase tickets in that +lottery,' she said, with a stress upon the 'young ladies.' + +'I have no doubt there are dozens who would, and will, do it at once,' +responded Sir Hugh. 'And quite right too. Such a fortune is not to be +had every day.' + +'But it is gentlemen, and not ladies, who are fortune-hunters,' said +Miss Gwynne, changing her tone, when she suddenly perceived that Netta's +face and neck were crimson. + +But the subject was become quite an interesting piece of local gossip, +and, one after another, all the party joined in it. + +'Howel Jenkins might make anything of himself if he would but be +steady,' said Mr Rice Rice. + +'Except a gentleman by birth,' said his lady. + +'Or the least bit of an archæologist,' said Mr Jonathan Prothero. 'I +tried one day--you will scarcely believe it, Mr Gwynne--to make him +understand that Garn Goch was an old British encampment, but he would +not take it in.' + +'Ah, really; I do not very much wonder myself, for I cannot quite "take +in" those heaps of stones and all that sort of thing,' responded the +host. + +'What can they find to interest them in that sort of person?' asked +Lady Mary in an aside to Mr Gwynne. + +Miss Gwynne overheard it, and answered for her father. + +'He is a young man of great talent, very rich, very handsome, and has +had a miser for a father. Is not that the case Mr Rowland?' + +'I--I--really, it is scarcely fair to appeal to me, as he is a +relation.' + +'And do you never say a good word in favour of your relations?' + +'I hope so, when they deserve it,' said Rowland resolutely, glancing at +his sister, who was biting her glove. + +'If I may be allowed an opinion,' said Mrs Jonathan decidedly, also +glancing at poor Netta, 'I should say that Howel Jenkins was a complete +scapegrace. What he may yet turn out remains to be proved.' + +'Well, that is putting an end to him at once,' said Miss Gwynne, 'and I +think we had better play his funeral dirge. Lady Mary, will you give us +'The Dead March in Saul,' or something appropriate? Never mind, Netta; I +daresay cousin Howel will turn out a great man by-and-by;' this last +clause was whispered to Netta, whilst the young hostess went towards a +grand piano that stood invitingly open, and begged Lady Mary Nugent to +give them some music. + +That lady played some brilliant waltzes, after which, her daughter +accompanied her in the small bass of a duet. + +'Pon my soul, that's a pretty girl, that little Prothero!' said Sir Hugh +Pryse to young Rice Rice. 'I never saw such a complexion in my life. +Roses and carnations are nothing to it.' + +'Rather a vulgar style of beauty, I think,' said Mr Rice Rice, junior, +taking up an eyeglass, and finding some difficulty in fixing it in his +eye. He had lately discovered that he was nearsighted, to the great +grief of his mother, who, however, sometimes spoke of the sad fact in +the same tone that she used to speak of the Rice Rice, and Morgan of +Glanwilliam families. She herself belonged to the latter. + +'I vow she's lovely!' cried the baronet, so emphatically that every one +in the room might have heard him. Most of the ladies, doubtless, did, +and appropriated the sentiment, but, by-and-by, Netta was triumphant, as +he went and sat by her, and complimented her in very audible terms. + +She blushed and coquetted very respectably for a country damsel, and +wondered whether a poor baronet, or a wealthy miser's son would best +help her to humble the pride and condescension of the Nugents and the +Rice Rices. + +Whilst Lady Mary Nugent was playing, Mr Gwynne very nearly went to +sleep, and Rowland Prothero, who liked nothing but chants, and a solemn +kind of music that he chose to think befitting a clergyman, was, in his +turn, looking over the drawing-room scrap book. Miss Gwynne gave her +papa a sly push, and whispered, that she believed Mr Rowland Prothero +played chess. + +Mr Gwynne aroused himself, and challenged his young neighbour. Miss +Gwyne, assisted by all the gentlemen, brought the chess-table, and the +game soon began. + +There is no doubt that there is nothing in the world more selfish, more +absorbing, more disagreeable to every one excepting the players, than +chess. Mr Gwynne began his game half asleep; Rowland began his in a very +bad temper. The former was glad of anything that could keep him awake, +the latter was disgusted at having been made the victim of Miss Gwynne's +anxiety to preserve her father from falling fast asleep in the midst of +his guests. But, by degrees, the one was thoroughly aroused, and the +other forgot his annoyance. Both soon ignored the presence of any human +being save himself and his opponent. + +Music and talking sounded on all sides, but they made no impression on +the chess-players. Lady Mary performed all her most brilliant airs and +variations in vain, as far as Mr Gwynne was concerned; and Rowland was +even unconscious that Netta had resolutely played through all the small +pieces she had learnt at school at the particular request of Sir Hugh +Pryse. + +'That game will never finish,' at last exclaimed Lady Mary, approaching +Mr Gwynne. 'How can any one like chess?' + +Mr Gwynne kept his finger on a piece he was about to move, glanced up, +but did not speak. + +'They tell me you ought to have at least five or six moves in your eye +whilst you are making one,' said Sir Hugh. 'For my part, I always find +one move at a time more than I can manage. It certainly is the dullest +game ever invented.' + +'Chess is a game of great antiquity,' said the Rev. Jonathan +sententiously. 'It is supposed to have been invented in China or +Hindustan, and was known in the latter place by the name _Chaturanga_, +that is, four _angas_, or members of an army.' + +'The army must be proud to send such members to parliament,' said young +Rice Rice, with a consciousness of superior wit, in which the remainder +of the party did not appear to participate. + +'True, young gentleman,' said Mr Jonathan, 'and well she might, for they +were elephants, horses, chariots, and foot-soldiers; but what such +members of an army have to do with parliament, I should be glad to hear +you explain. I do not remember mention being made of parliament till the +twelfth century. It was first applied to general assemblies in France +during the reign of Louis the Seventh; and the earliest mention of it in +England is in the preamble to the statute of Westminster in 1272. It is +derived from the French word _parler_, to speak.' + +'Then,' said Miss Gwynne, 'there must be some truth in what I have +heard, that the first parliament was composed of women.' + +'Good, good, 'pon my soul!' roared Sir Hugh. + +'But Sir William Jones says of chess,' continued Mr Jonathan, in the +same unchanged tone and manner, 'that the Hindus--' + +'Oh, my dear, pray do not let us hear anything of Sir William Jones; I +am sick to death of all the Jones',' interrupted Mrs Prothero, causing a +diversion, and a suppressed laugh at her expense, instead of at young +Rice Rice's, who had made the last sally upon Mr Jonathan, and a +somewhat mortifying retreat. + +It was remarkable, that whoever made a sly attack upon that worthy, with +a view to a joke, was sure to have the tables turned upon him, by the +matter-of-fact way in which his joke was received, refuted, and cut to +pieces. + +'I assure you, my dear, there have been many very celebrated Jones', Sir +William at the head of them. He was a great Oriental scholar. Then there +was Inigo Jones, the architect; and John Paul Jones, the admiral; and Dr +John Jones, the grammarian, born in this very county; and--and--' + +'That celebrated Mr David Jones, Mr Prothero, whose locker was so deep +that I am sure he must have been a relation of the admiral,' suggested +Miss Gwynne. + +'Truly so, my dear--but I have read--' + +'I am afraid I must trouble you to order my carriage, Mr Gwynne,' said +Lady Mary, looking impatiently, first at the chess-table, secondly at +her daughter, who was engaged in animated nonsense with Mr Rice Rice, +junior; and thirdly at Sir Hugh, still occupied in making Netta blush. + +'I beg your pardon; one moment, Lady Mary; I must just castle my king.' + +'Perhaps you had better put an end to the game, papa,' said Miss Gwynne. + +'Not for the world, my dear. What do you say, Mr Rowland?' + +'I should certainly like to finish it, but perhaps we are +inconveniencing others.' + +'Ah, yes, to be sure. Then will you come and dine with me to-morrow, and +we will finish it?' + +'Thank you, I shall be very happy,' + +Mr Rice Rice, junior, and Sir Hugh wished that they were good chess +players. It was quite an honour to be invited to a family party at +Glanyravon. + +'Put the chess-table into the book-room, Winifred, and lock the door.' + +Mr Gwynne actually rose in the excitement of the moment. + +'If the servants come they will disturb the men, and--and--all that sort +of thing, you know.' + +Miss Gwynne and Rowland carried the chess-table into a small room, +opening into the drawing-room, and duly locked the door after them. + +'I suppose you are fond of chess,' said Miss Gwynne for want of +something to say. + +'Very,' said Rowland laconically, and she little knew what was passing +in his mind. + +Always the same thoughts when in her presence--thoughts of mingled +approbation and dislike. But she cared little what he thought of her. + +'Dry and pedantic, and very disagreeable,' was what she thought of him. + +'Your nephew is rather a sinking-looking young man,' were Lady Mary's +words to Mrs Prothero, during his temporary absence. + +'Yes, he is very clever and gentlemanlike. He gained high honours at +Oxford, and my cousin. Sir Philip Payne Perry, is going to procure him a +London curacy,' + +Lady Mary looked still more favourably upon Rowland when he returned, +with a flush on his face, from the book-room. + +'Do you know that young Prothero is a very handsome young man?' she said +to Miss Gwynne. + +'Very handsome,' said Miss Gwynne, remembering her intentions for +Wilhelmina. And the carriages were announced. + + + + + + +CHAPTER VIII. + +THE MISER'S SON. + + +It was Sunday evening, and all the inmates of Glanyravon Farm were +either at church or chapel, with the exception of Netta and one of the +servants, who remained to watch the sick Gladys. Netta said she had a +headache, and preferred staying at home. By way of curing it she put on +her best bonnet and went for a walk. As soon as she was out of sight of +the house she set off at a pace that did not bespeak pain of any kind. +She soon struck out of the country road, with its hedges of hawthorn, +into a field, and thence into a small wood or grove, almost flanking the +road. The warm June sun sent his rays in upon her through the trees, and +helped them to cast checkered shadows upon her path, lighting up, every +here and there, a bunch of fern or flowers, and brightening the trunks +of the interlacing trees. As she saw the lights and shadows dancing +before her she became serious for a moment, and fancied they were like +the will-o'-the-wisp, and portended no good; but she soon quickened her +pace, and at the first opening went out again into the road, where the +sun was uninterrupted in his gaze, and her few fanciful thoughts took +flight. + +She glanced furtively into one or two cottages as she passed them, and +the absence of all inmates seemed to reproach her for her Sunday evening +falsehood. At last she reached a small cross-road or lane, down which +she turned, heedless of the profusion of wild roses that actually +canopied the way. Another path, narrower still, and thickly bordered +with blackberry bushes in full blossom, brought her to what seemed a +large mass of brambles, low underwood, and occasional young oaks. There +were, however, little patches of grass here and there amongst the +thicket, and into one of these she got with some difficulty. This was +the hall from which diverged one or two little passages, that looked so +dark, narrow, and brambly, that they appeared inaccessible. But Netta +managed to push aside some briars with her parasol and enter one. Almost +at her first footstep she tore her pretty muslin dress, but folding it +closer round her, she pushed her way. The smart pink bonnet was in great +danger, but escaped uninjured. + +At last she found herself on the brink of a deep ravine, almost +precipitous, and heard the sound of rushing water beneath her. Large, +gloomy trees outspread their brawny arms on each side of this gorge and +lovingly embraced above it, so that the rays of the sun were again +thwarted in their purpose, and turned and twisted about before they +could glance upon the dark waters below. + +Netta did not know all the tangles and tears she was to meet with when +she set out on her walk. She had not visited this spot for some time, +and then she had taken a more frequented path, on the other side of the +ravine. She looked around, and down into the depth below, but she could +see nothing but trees and brushwood. She was not strong-minded, so she +began to be afraid. However, summoning up her courage, she pushed into +a kind of broken stony path, down the side of the gully, and at the +expense of a few more rents in the muslin dress, and some scratches on +her hands, she succeeded in scrambling to the bottom. + +Here was a wild and beautiful scene. A waterfall rolled from a height, +over rocks and brushwood, down into a foaming stream beneath, that +rushed, in its turn, over huge stones through the dark ravine. + +As Netta stood almost at the base of the waterfall, and on the edge of +the rapid brook, something like reflection took possession of her +volatile mind. There was a solemn gloom and grandeur about the scene +that reminded her of the Sabbath she was desecrating, and therewith of +her parents, and her duty to them. For a moment--only for a moment--she +thought she would return, and strive to atone for the falsehood, by +giving up the object of her evening wandering. But a bright gleam of +sunshine darted through the trees--the stream foamed and leapt towards +it--the waterfall sparkled beneath--the arrowy fern glittered like gold, +and Netta's heart forgot her duty, and thought of her recreant lover. +Her repentance must come in gloom, her sin in sunshine. + +She plucked a bunch of the wild roses that hung around and above her, +and dashed them petulantly into the stream. She watched them as their +course was interrupted by the large masses of rock, and they were tossed +here and there by the angry mischievous water. At last they hung +trembling on a huge stone, stranded, as it were, on their impetuous +course. Again, for a moment, a serious comparison arose in her mind, and +she wondered whether her life might be like that of the flowers she had +cast away from her? whether she might be carried, by the force of +contending passions, and left to wither upon some hard shore that as yet +she knew not of. Such ideas naturally present themselves to the mind of +all who are not wholly devoid of imagination and when the rapid stream +again bore, away the bunch of roses, and Netta saw them no more, she had +quite believed that such would be her course upon the troubled waters of +the world. + +But she was not long left to speculate upon her future. Whilst her eyes +were yet fixed upon the spot whence the roses had vanished, she felt a +hand on her shoulder, heard a voice call her name, and starting round, +saw her cousin Howel behind her. He had crept so softly down that she +had not heard him, and she uttered a sharp cry that sounded like one of +terror, as she suddenly felt his touch. + +'A strange greeting, Netta,' were the first words, after they had shaken +hands. + +'You frightened me, and why were you not here sooner? I have been +waiting an hour,' was the rejoinder, in a tone of voice that belied the +radiant joy of the young face. + +Suddenly Netta seemed to recollect something that brought a shadow over +the sunshine. + +'Cousin Howel, I--I am very sorry for you. Poor Uncle Griff! How is +aunt?--and you--you look ill, Howel; what is the matter?' + +It was difficult for Netta to know what to say about the death of the +miser. She was not sorry, and she could not tell how her cousin felt. + +'Oh, yes; my mother is pretty well. I have been ill, but shall soon be +all right again. Netta, how long is it since we met?' + +'A twelvemonth next Friday.' + +'You remember the day, dear Netta. Then you do not hate me, although +they have done their best to make you do so, by calling me gambler, +spendthrift, drunkard, and all the charming etceteras.' + +'Oh no, Howel.' + +'Take off that bonnet, and let me see if you are altered.' He unfastened +the strings, and let the long black curls fall over the girl's neck. +'No, you are only prettier than ever, cousin Netta. How would you look +in lace and pearls, and all the goodly array of a fine lady?' + +'I don't know, Howel; but tell me what you wanted me for. + +'Just let me twist this bunch of roses into your hair first, to see how +an evening toilette would become my pretty cousin Netta.' + +Howel had torn a spray from the rose-bush at their back, and he inserted +it carelessly amongst the curls. + +'How well you look, Netta. I should like to see you in a ball-room. We +will go together to plenty of balls, if you will only consent.' + +'I don't like those roses, cousin,' said Netta hastily, 'they are +unlucky I think,' and she tore them from her hair, and threw them, as +she had done the previous ones, into the brook. 'Now let us see where +they will go.' + +'We have not time, Netta, and I do not know why I am fooling away the +hours. You must answer all my questions truly and plainly. I am become a +rich man, how rich I do not myself know; and I mean to let every one +belonging to me see that I can spend my money like a gentleman, and be +as grand as those who have hitherto lorded it over me.' + +'Particularly the Rice Rices and Lady Mary Nugent,' interrupted Netta. + +'Would you like to be grander than they, Netta? have a finer carriage, +more beautiful clothes, a handsomer house, plate, jewels, servants, and +all sorts of magnificence?' + +'Oh, yes, of all things in the world.' + +'Then you shall be my wife, Netta, and we will soon see whether we +cannot be as grand as the grandest.' + +'Oh, cousin!' + +'Well, dear Netta; tell me, are you changed?' + +'No, cousin.' + +'If I ask your father's consent, and he gives it, will you marry me?' + +'You know we settled that long ago, cousin Howel; but father will not +consent, unless--unless--' + +'Pshaw, but if I ask his consent, and he refuses it, will you marry me +then, dear Netta, dear, dear cousin?' + +Howel fixed his large, piercing eyes upon Netta, who coloured and +trembled, and murmured, 'Oh, Howel, I don't know--how can I?' + +'How can you? Who is to prevent you? We can marry and go abroad, and +return and ask pardon, and I will take a fine house, and they will be +only too proud to own us?' + +'Not father, Howel, unless--' + +'Unless I become a steady fellow, and settle down, as I mean to do, if +you will marry me. But if you refuse me, I shall just go on as I am, or +put an end to my wretched life perhaps.' + +'Howel, don't be so wicked,' cried Netta, bursting into tears. + +'Then, Netta, you must give me your promise to be mine, whether your +father consents or not, whenever I write you word, through my mother, +that I will have a carriage ready at the corner near the turnpike. But I +can settle all particulars at the proper time, provided only you +promise. Remember, you have told me hundreds of times that you will be +my wife, and neither father nor mother should prevent it.' + +'I do not know--I cannot tell whether it would be right.' + +'Not right to save me from destruction, to make me what I ought to be, +to cleave to your husband as if he were yourself, in spite of parents or +relations! I am sure, Netta, that you are taught to do all this; +besides, you cannot help it, if you love me. You know that I would have +married you when I had nothing, as readily as I will now that I have +tens of thousands, and surely this deserves a return?' + +Netta began to sob. + +'You know how it is, Howel. I am afraid of father, and could not bear to +annoy mother, but--' + +'But you love me better still, Netta; so do not cry, and we will be as +happy as the day is long. Will you promise me?' + +Netta sobbed on and hesitated. + +'I am going to London to-morrow, cousin Netta, to pay debts, and make +myself clear of the world. If you will promise, in a few months I will +return for you; we will travel, we will do anything in the world you +like; I shall have plenty of money, I shall probably write a book when +we are abroad, which will make me famous as well as rich; we will come +home and astonish the world. If you do not promise, I shall never come +here again, and shall probably live a gay, wretched life on the +continent, or elsewhere, and be really the good-for-nothing fellow I am +thought to be;--will you promise, dear cousin Netta?' + +Howel knew well how to assume a manner that should add force to the +feelings he expressed, and rarely did he employ his powers of persuasion +in vain, particularly with the fair sex, never with his cousin, to whom +he was really attached, and who was wholly devoted to him. + +'Netta,' he added, in a low, sad voice, 'I fear, after all, you do not +love me, and I have very few who care for me in this world.' + +'Do not say this, cousin,' sobbed Netta, 'you know I always promised--I +always said--I--I--will do anything in the world you wish me, cousin +Howel.' + +'Even if your father refuses?' + +'Yes, I will not care for any one but you.' + +'Thank you, dear Netta; now I know that we shall be happy, and you shall +have everything you can desire.' + +'Stop, cousin; I shall not marry you because you are rich, or great, or +likely to be as grand as other people--though I should like to put them +down, just as well as you--but because we have loved each other ever +since we were little children, and I could not care for any one +else--not even if Sir Hugh Pryse were to ask me.' + +Howel was both touched and amused. + +'You are a good, kind, little cousin, Netta; but what can you mean about +Sir Hugh?' + +Netta tossed her head, and looked vain-glorious. + +'Oh, I dined at Glanyravon on Thursday, and the Rice Rices, and Nugents, +and Sir Hugh were there; and Sir Hugh was very attentive to me, and said +a great many things to me. And he has been at our house since, and has +met me in the road, and been as polite as possible.' + +'But he is desperately in love with Miss Gwynne, or her fortune; so you +need not alarm yourself, my little cousin.' + +'You need not alarm _yourself_, you ought to say,' and Netta again +tossed her head. + +'Well, I am not jealous. Sir Hugh, with his loud voice, vulgar manners, +and stupid fat face, could not light a candle to me, and as to his +title, I will back my fortune against that.' + +'It sounds very grand to be called my lady.' Netta said this to pique +her cousin, and she succeeded; but she did not expect to provoke the +storm that she raised. The dark brow lowered, and he said,-- + +'Netta, I am in no mood to be trifled with. If you wish to be 'my lady,' +take Sir Hugh, if he will have you; but I go halves with nobody. Now is +the time to resolve; I shall never ask you again; and whatever your +opinion may be upon the subject, I consider that I do you as great +honour in asking you to be my wife, as if there were fifty Sir Hughs at +your feet.' + +It was now Netta's time to pout and look cross. She generally did before +her private interviews with her cousin ended. Their quick tempers were +sure to inflame each other. + +'I am sure I don't care whether you ask me again or not. It is not such +a great favour on your part.' + +'Very well; then "your ladyship" has probably decided in favour of +this,' and Howel made a face to represent Sir Hugh swelling his cheeks +to their utmost extent. Netta tried to smother a laugh. + +'I am sure he is quite as good looking as you are, with your cross face. +You are enough to frighten one out of one's wits.' + +'If you had any, Miss Netta. But come, this is absurd. Is it to be Sir +Hugh in perspective, or cousin Howel at once?' + +Netta was still pouting, fidgeting with her parasol, and restlessly +pushing her foot through the grass and flowers, when they were startled +by a voice crying,-- + +'Is that you, Netta?' + +Both looked up in affright, and, to their extreme disgust, perceived +their very sedate brother and cousin, Rowland, threading his way down +the opposite side of the ravine. He was soon at the bottom, and in less +than a minute had crossed from stone to stone over the brook, and stood +by the side of his sister. + +'Netta, what can you be doing here?' he asked abruptly. + +'I came for a walk,' was the somewhat hesitating reply. + +'Then, perhaps, you will have no objection to walk home with me,' said +Rowland, looking reproachfully at Howel. He met a defiant glance in +return. + +'Howel,' he said, 'I do not think my father would approve of Netta's +meeting you here, and, I therefore, must beg to break up an interview +that had been better avoided.' + +'Whatever right your father may have, sir, to prevent my seeing your +sister, at any rate you have none,' was Howel's indignant reply. + +'Then I shall take a brother's right, and in the absence of my father, +assume his place. Netta, you know you are doing wrong; come with me.' + +Netta hesitated, but her brother's manner was authoritative, and she +felt that she dared not disobey. + +'I tell you what it is, Rowland, you have always assumed a tone with me +that I neither can nor will brook,' passionately exclaimed Howel.' I beg +you to account for your conduct, and to understand that I will have +either an apology or satisfaction for your ungentlemanly proceedings.' + +'I never apologise when I have done no wrong; and as for satisfaction, +as you understand it, I have not the power of making it. I will not +desecrate the Sabbath by an unseemly quarrel amidst the most beautiful +works of creation, nor offend my sister's ear by recrimination. If you +have any real regard for her, you will allow her to go home quietly with +me, and remember that we are all relations, and ought to be friends.' + +'Friends we can never be. The only friend I have in your family is Owen, +except, perhaps, Netta, who is turned by one and the other of you, like +a weathercock by the winds.' + +'I beg your pardon, cousin Howel,' began Netta. + +'We have had enough of this,' said Rowland calmly. 'If you choose to +come and see us as a relation, in a straightforward manner, Howel, we +should be glad to see you, but underhand ways are equally disagreeable +to us all.' + +'How remarkably condescending!' said Howel with a sneer. 'But I will not +waste time with a canting, Methodist parson like you. I wish you as many +converts as you desire, but not myself amongst them. Remember, Netta! +Good bye. I suppose your most excellent brother will allow us to shake +hands.' + +Netta held out her hand, and as Howel shook it, he again repeated the +word 'remember.' Rowland advanced a pace or two, and partly extended his +hand. Howel turned abruptly away, and with a contemptuous glance, merely +said, 'Good day to you,' The brother and sister took an opposite course +to his, and had to cross the brook, whilst he pushed his way through the +briers that had impeded Netta's path. He turned and watched them as they +stepped from stone to stone, and finally ascended the ravine. Netta +looked round, and he kissed his hand to her, to which she responded by +nodding her head; but Rowland neither turned to the right nor left. + +'Meddling coxcomb!' he exclaimed, 'what is there in him that commands +the attention and respect that I fail to obtain with ten times his +talents?' + +He stood for a few minutes musing, whilst the music of the waterfall +insensibly soothed his irritated mind. + +'Why should I care for Netta, who could marry any one I like?' were his +thoughts. 'I suppose because she really loves me, and because they all +oppose me. Well, supposing I do turn over a new leaf, and spend the gold +my father got so usuriously, in doing good! That would be making a use +of a miser's money, rarely, if ever, made before? and might be worth the +trial, if only to work a new problem, whether ill-gotten wealth could +conduce to moral health. I should like to out-Herod that puppy Rowland, +and make a saint of myself out of a sinner. That would be working out +two problems at once. I wonder whether Netta will help me to solve +them?' + +Netta, meanwhile, was receiving a very severe lecture from her brother, +to which she did not condescend to reply, until he spoke of what his +father would say to her meeting Howel clandestinely, + +'I suppose you are not going to be cross enough to tell father,' said +Netta' + +'I shall certainly think it my duty to tell him,' was the reply. + +'Then you are an unkind, unfeeling, unnatural brother,' cried Netta, +bursting into tears. + +'Will you promise not to meet Howel again without my father or mother's +consent?' asked Rowland, relenting, + +'I won't promise anything? and Howel is a thousand times nicer and +kinder than you are. You have no feeling for any one. I wish Owen were +at home.' + +'Netta, you are very unjust? you know I only wish your good.' + +'And I suppose you wish Howel's good, too. Just as his father is dead, +and he meaning to be good, and only wishing to see me before he goes to +London, and having plenty of money to do what he likes, and intending to +pay his debts with it, and--and--' + +Here sobs and tears came to the rescue of the voluble words that would +soon have worn themselves out--for Netta had no great flow of language. + +Rowland was perplexed. He was fond of his sister? he wished Howel well? +he did not know whether it would be best to let them marry or not. If +they were prevented, they would either take French leave, or hate all +their relations? and if they married they would not be happy, he was +sure. But he knew it was wrong to deceive his parents. In this uncertain +state of mind they reached home, through, the little hawthorn lane +before described. Mrs Prothero was on the look out for them, she having +returned from chapel and missed them. + +Netta ran past her mother into the house, without replying to her +question concerning her headache, and Rowland at once related to his +mother what he had seen of Howel and Netta's private interview, which +that good lady was very much distressed to hear. + + + + + + +CHAPTER IX. + +THE IRISH BEGGAR. + + +Glanyravon farm was anything but a quiet home during the ensuing week. +Mrs Prothero thought it right to inform her husband of what had passed; +and he blustered and raged even more than he had ever done about the +Irish beggars. Everybody thought proper to try to convert Netta, but +none of them knew the indomitable obstinacy of her character, and all +signally failed. Even Uncle and Aunt Jonathan had their turn, and drove +over on purpose to canvass the matter; but as the elders disagreed upon +the various points at issue, it was no wonder that all remained much as +it was before the unfortunate meeting we have mentioned. + +'For my part,' said Mrs Jonathan Prothero, when all were assembled, +except Netta, in family conclave, 'I cannot see so much against the +young man after all. Such a fortune as his is not to be met with every +day, and I must say he is very handsome and clever.' + +Here we must remark that this lady's sentiments had undergone a change, +since it had been rumoured that Howel was worth more than a hundred +thousand pounds. + +'I tell you what it is, ma'am,' roared the farmer, 'if he were worth his +weight in gold, he 'ouldn't be a good match for any prudent 'ooman. To +my certain knowledge he drinks and gambles, and he shall never have my +consent to marry Netta so long as I live, and you may tell him so.' + +'I do not know enough of him, sir, to have any communication of the kind +with him,' said Mrs Jonathan, stiffly. + +'My dear,' interposed mild Mrs Prothero, 'if he gets steady, and settles +down, it might be better to let them marry, than to make them miserable +for life.' + +'_Study_! miserable! mother, you're a--I beg your pardon, but when +Howel's study, I'll turn to smoking cigars. Why, the very night of his +father's funeral he was half drunk, instead of being decent for once.' + +'He couldn't care much for his father, my dear; you must make +allowances.' + +'An odd man, that Griff, brother David,' said Mr Jonathan Prothero, as +if just awaking from a dream. 'Do you remember when we were lads +together, and used to go up to Garn Goch looking for treasures? I knew, +even then, that it was an old British encampment, and began to speculate +upon its date, and so on; you used to hunt rabbits, and provoke me by +overturning the walls, but Griff got it into his head that there was +money buried somewhere, and never ceased digging for it. At last he +found an old coin of very ancient date, and seeing that I wished to have +it, he bargained with me, until he got all the money I had for it. Of +course the coin was worth any money, and satisfactorily proves that Garn +Goch was an old British encampment at the time of the invasion of the +Romans.' + +'Well, brother, you _are_ by the head! That old coin is nothing but a +well-used sixpence.' + +'I have every reason to believe, and I am supported in my opinion by +various antiquaries, that it bears the inscription either of Cunobelin +or Caractacus. There is a decided C, and we are told that money was +coined in Britain in the time of Cunobelin.' + +'And how on earth did he get up to Garn Goch?' + +'Why, you know that Caractacus commanded the Silures, or people of South +Wales, against the Romans, and that they held out bravely, I have no +shadow of doubt that Garn Goch was one of their strongholds.' + +'But what can Garn Goch have to do with Netta and Howel? Brother, I +always shall say you are by the head with your antiquities.' + +'Well, I think you had better let them marry, I really do. It's no good +opposing young people, when they will have their own way at last.' + +'I sha'n't send for you to consult with again. Mother, go and bring +Netta here, and let us see what she has to say for herself.' + +'My dear Davy, would it not be better to speak to her privately?' + +'Not a bit. I can't say a word when I am alone with her, but I could +give her a bit of my mind when you are all present. Why don't you go, +and not stand looking as if you was as much by the head as brother Jo.' + +Poor Mrs Prothero perceived that her husband was determined to have +Netta publicly reprimanded, so, much against her will, she left the +room. Rowland was preparing to follow, not liking the prospect of a +scene, when his father peremptorily called him back. + +'Stay you, sir. If you was the better for going to Oxford, you'd try to +teach your sister how to behave, instead of cutting off the moment +you're wanted.' + +'I really do not think, father, that a public reproof is likely to make +Netta change her mind. You would do better to talk quietly to her.' + +Here Mrs Prothero returned, followed by Netta, looking as sulky as she +possibly could, and with the traces of tears on her face. There was an +awkward silence for a few seconds, during which both Mr Prothero and +Netta were getting redder and redder, and their inner man +correspondingly choleric. At last the father began the strife. + +'Now, I say, Miss Netta,' there was a pause for a few minutes. 'Do you +hear, miss?' + +'Yes, father, I hear very well,' said Netta, and muttered to herself in +continuation, 'who could help it?' + +'You hear very well--I should think so. You hear a good deal you've no +business to listen to. Do you mean to give up that scamp Howel?' + +No reply. + +'Now it's no use for you to stand there and say nothing, for an answer I +will have.' + +'I don't think he's a scamp,' said Netta boldly. + +Poor Mrs Prothero trembled, and looked imploringly at Netta. + +'My dear Netta, you should not contradict your father,' said Mrs +Jonathan, with a severe look. + +'You don't think he's a scamp. Then you mean to have him, I suppose?' +said Mr Prothero. + +'I didn't say that, father. But I don't see why I may not speak to my +own cousin.' + +Every one was surprised at Netta's answers. Like her father, she could +talk better before numbers. She had done nothing but cry when her mother +had reasoned with her. + +'Very well, miss. All I can say is, that if you meet him again +I'll--I'll--I'll--' the good farmer did not know what he would do. He +was not prepared to say. + +'He is gone to London, father,' + +'Will you promise not to meet him any more, you good-for-nothing girl, +you? You most disobedient daughter!' + +Again Netta was silent. + +'Will you promise your father, Netta,' said Mrs Prothero, gently, 'not +to meet Howel again, or have anything to say to him, without his +consent?' + +Still Netta was silent. + +'He may reform, you know,' suggested Mrs Jonathan, 'and then you may be +allowed to marry,' + +'No chance of that,' roared Mr Prothero, advancing towards Netta, taking +her by the arm, and looking as if a few more of her rejoinders would +bring her a good shaking. 'Do you mean to promise, miss?' + +'Father, you're hurting me,' said Netta petulantly. 'You needn't pinch +me so.' + +Mr Prothero relaxed his hold. He doated on this obstinate, pretty, +wilful child of his--the only girl, and whose temper was the very +facsimile of his own. + +'It's you're hurting me most, Netta, by rushing into certain misery. +Will you promise?' + +Again he took hold of the arm. + +'One would think you were a Papist, father, and this the Inquisition,' +said Netta, growing learned under the torture of her father's grasp, + +'Well said, Netta,' broke in Mr Jonathan, aroused by any allusion to any +subject out of the present. 'A cruel court that perhaps more properly +called Jesuitical than Papistical.' + +Mr Prothero gave Netta a slight shake, which shook more passion into +both of them, and frightened Mrs Prothero. + +'Once for all, Netta, will you promise to give up that scamp of a cousin +of yours, Howel Jenkins?' roared the father. + +'I won't promise anything at all,' replied Netta doggedly; and freeing +herself from her father, she ran to her uncle as if for protection. + +'You won't!' said Mr Prothero, pursuing her, 'then I tell you what it +is. The moment you are known to keep company with him, you may find some +other home than this; and if you determine to marry him, you shall be no +longer a daughter of mine. I'll never, as long as I live--' + +'Hush, hush, David, hush, please,' said Mrs Prothero, putting her hand +on his arm. 'Netta will not disobey us, I am sure. But it is her +obstinate temper; she never would say anything she was commanded to +say.' + +'Then you ought to have taught her better. She is a good-for-nothing +girl, and I'll--' + +'Netta, you had better leave the room,' said Rowland, opening the door, +through which Netta gladly escaped. '"Fathers, provoke not your children +to wrath,"' he added, turning to his father. 'You will do nothing with +her at present. She is worked up to a spirit of resistance by too much +argument, and the more you say the more obstinate she will become.' + +'You are all as obstinate as mules,' said Mr Prothero; 'I can't think +who you turn after. And then to have the impudence to say I was a +Papist! Why, I'd rather be a Methody preacher any day. And you to +encourage her, brother Jonathan. You ought to be ashamed of yourself.' + +Brother Jonathan started up from his dream of Garn Goch and the +Inquisition, to repudiate the imputation of encouragement. + +'I was merely glad to find that she knew anything about the Inquisition, +and had any information at all in her head; generally speaking, women +know so little. I assure you, David, it was far from me to wish to +encourage her in disobedience, or to offend you; so give me your hand.' + +The brothers shook hands very warmly, and in so doing, the contrast +between them was very great. The farmer I have already described. The +clergyman was a remarkable specimen of the 'dry-as-dust' species. Very +tall, very thin, with very loose joints, seemingly hung together on +wires, and a very prominent nose. He had acquired the habit of poking +his chin and looking on the ground, as if he were always in search for +something, which he possibly was, as he never despaired of finding some +antiquity or curiosity at any moment. It must not be augured from his +devotion to antiquarian lore that he made a bad clergyman On the +contrary, he was always ready at the call of the poorest parishioner, +regular in his visits to the sick, charitable in no mean degree, and +humble in his deportment to rich and poor. True, his sermons were +somewhat dry, and occasionally too learned for the greater portion of +his flock; but he made up for this by the simplicity of his conversation +when he talked to them at their own houses. + +He seldom was seen without a sort of school-boy satchel at his back, +containing a small hammer and other useful tools, which, it was +believed, had actually carried his lesson-books years ago. All the +villagers knew his strong-and-weak point, and he rarely appeared amongst +them without having various stones and imaginary curiosities presented +to him, particularly by the young people. Many of these stones found +their way into his bag, and it was not to be wondered at that he had a +somewhat round back, as he frequently carried a load upon it, that a +beast of burden would not have rejoiced in. + +He and Mrs Jonathan were a remarkable pair; one of those ill-assorted +couples that you wonder at. 'How in the world did they come together?' +was the usual question, the philosophic reply to which would have been, +that theirs was actually one of the 'Matches made in heaven.' The +gentleman got money to enable him to follow the bent of his genius +without anxiety for his daily bread, and therewith a stirring wife to +take care of him and his house; the wife got her great desideratum, a +husband, and therewith the desideratum of all women, her own way. + +But we must return to Netta and the other belligerents. As nothing more +was to be made of her at present, they let her alone, perhaps the wisest +thing they could do, and sat down to dinner. Netta declined eating, and +consequently was left to her own reflections. Mr Prothero inquired +anxiously of his wife, when he had cooled a little, whether he had +really hurt Netta when he took hold of her arm; to which Mrs Prothero +replied with unusual severity, 'No, perhaps it had been better if you +had; she wanted some trial or punishment to bring down her proud +spirit.' + +In the course of the evening, a little before Mr and Mrs Jonathan left +Glanyravon to return home, Miss Gwynne came to inquire for the poor +Irish girl. She joined the party in the parlour for a short time, and +gave a message from her father to Rowland, to the effect that he was +very anxious for another game of chess, and begged him to come and dine +at the Park on the morrow. Of course Rowland was only too happy, and the +rest of the party too proud. + +'Papa is disgusted at your having beaten him the other night,' said Miss +Gwynne to Rowland. + +'I think Mr Gwynne got tired,' said Rowland modestly. + +'What affectation,' thought Miss Gwynne, as she said, 'oh, no! he says +you are the best player.' + +'I disclaim that entirely,' said Rowland. 'I merely beat two games out +of three, and we had not time for another.' + +Rowland had been, according to promise, to dine and play chess with Mr +Gwynne; Miss Gwynne had dined with them, but had left them after dinner +to follow their own devices, whilst she had followed hers, and did not +reappear during the evening. Mr Gwynne had reproached her for her +absence, and she had declared that she hated to be so long without +talking, and that chess and young Prothero were perfect antidotes to +conversation. + +'That ancient, Saracenic game, as Mr Jonathan Prothero calls it, played +by a Goth,' she said, 'is beyond my store of politeness.' + +Mrs Prothero and Miss Gwynne went to see the poor Irish girl; they found +her rather better, and able to speak to them with some degree of +composure. The fever and its accompanying delirium had abated, and the +danger was past; but, as is usual in such cases, extreme weakness was +the result. + +'God bless you, my ladies,' she murmured, as Miss Gwynne stooped over +her to inquire how she did, and Mrs Prothero took her thin hand. 'I am +better, thank ye; I can see and understand, and know now all that you +have done for the wretched beggar.' + +Here the poor girl's tears began to flow. + +'We only wish to see you get well,' said Miss Gwynne softly, 'and then +we can help you to find your friends.' + +'I have no friends in the world miss, asthore; my father died years ago, +and my mother, brother, and sister all died of this horrible famine and +pestilence! oh me! oh me!' + +The tears flowed still faster, and Mrs Prothero begged her to be silent, +and not to excite herself; but with restless eagerness she went on, as +if anxious to pour forth her sorrows whilst she felt the strength to do +so. It was remarkable that her English was very good, and that, with the +exception of an occasional Irish epithet of endearment, you would +scarcely have discovered her country. Indeed, the Welsh peculiarities of +expression and accent sometimes appeared, so that it would have been +difficult to say where she was born or brought up. + +'I am going to look for my friends, if I live, and then, may be, I may +be able to repay you for your kindness to me, a poor, wretched wanderer +on the face of God's earth. If you'll be pleased to listen whilst I have +the strength, I will tell you my story. + +'My mother was a Welshwoman, born in some part of South Wales; she was +the daughter of a clergyman, and respectably brought up. Her father +taught her a great many things that we ignorant people in Ireland used +to think a great deal of. Oh, she was a good and tender mother to me, +ladies, avourneen. + +'My father was an Irishman, and a fine, handsome man. He was a soldier, +a corporal in the Welsh Fusiliers, and used to be called Corporal +O'Grady. He was going through this country to Ireland, to visit his +friends, on leave, when he first saw mother, and fell in love with her, +and she with him. She knew that her father would not be willing that +they should marry, so she ran away with him to Ireland. They travelled +about for some time with his regiment, but, after I was born, mother +went to settle in Ireland with father's family, and there she had three +other children, two boys and a girl. After this my father was wounded in +India, and got his discharge and his half-pay. He became a kind of +under-agent for a gentleman that lived in England, so we were very well +off as long as he lived; but he died when I was about twelve years old, +and then mother did not well know what to do. I remember my father's +death, and all our trouble, as if it was yesterday. + +'She set up a little school, and for some years did pretty well. She +could teach all that the farmers' daughters wanted to learn, and I +helped her; so we managed to live. It was a hard struggle sometimes, but +everybody was kind to widow O'Grady and her orphans; God reward them. + +'But the bad time came for poor Ireland; the famine visited us, and +then the pestilence! Ye have heard enough of the horrors, without doubt, +but not half of what they really were. We were all starving, dying--I +saw enough people die to make me wish myself dead hundreds of times, to +be hidden from the sight; but I was fated to live. You, ladies, in your +charity, have saved me again; but oh! if it were not wicked, I should +wish myself with my mother, brothers, and sister in heaven.' + +Here the poor girl's sobs choked her speech, and Mrs Prothero entreated +her not to proceed. + +'Only one word more, my ladies, and I have done. When they were all +gone--all--all--and I only left, I did not care what became of me. I +went about amongst those stricken down with the fever; but, woe is me, I +never caught it. I fasted from morning to night, day after day, but I +could not die of starvation; nothing would kill me. I was alone in the +wide world, yet it would not please God to take me to another, much as I +prayed to Him. + +'Before mother died she told me to go into Wales, and try to find if she +had any relations left. It was all she said, or had strength for; and +before she got ill she seldom talked of her friends. All that I know of +them I heard from my father when I was quite a child. He told me that +mother had written to her father when she settled in Ireland, and that +her letter had been returned with a note, saying that he was dead, and +his only son gone away, no one knew where. This was her brother, and my +uncle, but I do not know where to find him, only I am come to seek them, +that I may do her bidding.' + +'And what was your mother's name?' asked Mrs Prothero. + +'Margaret Jones, ma'am,' + +'My poor girl, there are hundreds of that name in South Wales. But we +will make inquiries for you, and when you are better--' + +'I am better now, thank you, ma'am. To-morrow I think I may go on my +way. I would not trouble you any more; a poor beggar like me is not +fit--oh dear! oh dear!' + +'Now I insist on your being quiet and going to sleep, and forgetting all +those horrors,' said Miss Gwynne, assuming her most decided voice to +hide her emotion. 'You are not to go away to-morrow; but I daresay in a +few days you will be able to do so, and we can help you a little. But +your best plan now is to get as strong as you can whilst you have the +opportunity,' and herewith Miss Gwynne put a large spoonful of jelly +into the girl's mouth. + +Mrs Prothero was wiping her eyes, and stifling a rising sob behind the +curtain, which caused Miss Gwynne to become very severe, and to utter +something about giving way to foolish weakness which aroused Mrs +Prothero, and made the patient bury her head beneath the bed-clothes. + +Miss Gwynne beckoned to Mrs Prothero, and they left the room together. +Upon asking for Netta, Miss Gwynne was let into the secret of the family +troubles and consultations, and greatly fearing to be made a party in +the lecturings overhanging the luckless head of the offender, she took a +hasty leave of Mr and Mrs Jonathan, and begging Mrs Prothero not to be +too hard upon Netta, or to let her son Rowland preach too many sermons, +went her very independent way. + + + + + + +CHAPTER X. + +THE SQUIRE'S DAUGHTER. + + +'You will oblige me by remaining at home this evening, my dear,' said Mr +Gwynne to his daughter. + +'That I assuredly shall, papa,' was the reply, 'for dear Miss Hall is +coming to-day, and that princess of bores, Miss Nugent, has invited +herself to tea. I certainly do wish Rowland Prothero would fall in love +with her. She is quite ready for the _premier venu_, be he prince or +peasant.' + +'Does not Lady Mary come, my dear?' + +'No; I am thankful to say she is gone to spend a few days with the +Llanfawr family.' + +'I am very glad Miss Hall is coming, Freda. I wish she would live with +you; it would be very pleasant, and a protection for you, and all that +sort of thing.' + +'Oh, do ask her, dear papa. I have tried a thousand times to persuade +her to come here and live with us for ever; but I think she will not +come on my invitation.' + +'I could not possibly ask her, my dear. I should break down at the first +word; we never were very familiar. She is stiff, and I am +nervous--and--and--I really could not summon courage.' + +Miss Hall had been Miss Gwynne's governess during a few years of her +education era, and had succeeded in entirely gaining her affections, as +well as a small portion of ascendancy over her determined will. She had +left Glanyravon to reside with an aged father, who, having lately died, +left her again under the necessity of seeking a situation. Miss Gwynne +had invited her to pay her a visit, and she was to arrive almost +immediately. + +She did arrive whilst they were talking about her, and as the carriage +that had been sent to meet her drove up to the door out flew Freda in +great excitement, and scarcely allowed her _ci-devant_ governess to +alight before she was overwhelming her with embraces. Mr Gwynne followed +somewhat more leisurely, and received Miss Hall with his usual nervous +reserve of manner, but great courtesy. She responded most warmly to the +embraces of Freda, and quietly to the welcome of Mr Gwynne. + +We will not give a minute description of the new comer, because she is +not quite a person to be described. She is neither very good-looking nor +very plain, neither very old nor very young, neither very tall nor very +short, neither very talkative nor very reserved, neither very much +over-dressed nor very much under-dressed, neither very merry nor very +grave. Freda used to say that she was the personification of gentle +dignity and serenity, and in the days of her Italian studies called her +occasionally _La Dignità_, but more frequently _La Serenità_, which +epithet would sometimes be abbreviated into Serena, or Sera, or Nita, or +anything but Miss Hall, which the love of the impulsive pupil, so hard +to obtain, and so great when obtained, thought much too formal. + +When Freda took Miss Hall to the delightful apartment she had been +adorning for her for a week past, the first impulse of the older lady +was to throw herself upon the neck of the younger, and burst into tears. + +'Dearest Serena, I have been so very sorry for you,' was all that Freda +could say. + +For a minute there was silence, when Miss Hall, recovering herself, +said,-- + +'Dear Freda, this is all so kind of you. If anything could console me +for the loss of my last earthly support, it is such affection as yours.' + +We will pass over the long conversation of those two friends, its +melancholy and its mirth, for there was much of both, and bring them to +the dinner-table and Messrs Gwynne and Rowland Prothero. + +They were rather a formal quartette, and at first conversation did not +flow easily. Mr Gwynne's nerves, Rowland's embarrassment Miss Hall's +natural depression of spirits, and Freda's resolution not to make +herself agreeable to a person she was determined to consider conceited, +were bad ingredients for a dish of good sociable converse. By degrees, +however, they thawed a little. Mr Gwynne wished to say something that +would set his young chess opponent at his ease, and said the very thing +likely the most to confuse a shy man. He made a personal remark and paid +a compliment. + +'I am sure your uncle and--and your father, of course, must have been +much gratified, and so forth, at your gaining that fellowship at +Oxford.' + +'I think you labour under a mistake,' said Rowland, looking more than +usually confused when he saw Miss Gwynne's eyes turned upon him; 'I +merely gained a scholarship at Rugby, which is really nothing. I did not +even try for a fellowship.' + +'Conceited!' thought Freda. 'I suppose he thinks if he had tried he +would have got one.' + +'Were you not at Baliol?' asked Mr Gwynne. + +'Yes; I went there because my aunt had a fancy for the college, her +father having been, there, otherwise I should have gone to Jesus College +and tried for a Welsh fellowship, which is more easily obtained, because +there are few competitors.' + +'Did you know anything of Mr Neville, Sir Thomas Neville's son?' asked +Miss Hall. + +'Yes; I was introduced to him through some friends of my aunt's, and we +became very intimate. He was very kind to me.' + +'Is he clever?' + +'Very. I think he has very fine talents, and is likely to shine at the +bar if he continues in his resolution to go to it. I have just had an +invitation to spend a few days with him, but do not think I shall have +time before I go to be ordained.' + +'Has your aunt settled the curacy?' asked Freda, with a wicked laugh in +the corner of her eye. + +'I think and hope so,' replied Rowland, answering the visible smile by a +blush; 'she has done her utmost to obtain it for me.' + +'Ah! she was well connected, and has some interest, and a--a great deal +of energy, and all that sort of thing; I should think she was a clever, +or I mean a--an enterprising woman.' + +Mr Gwynne hesitated as he said this, not admiring the lady in question, +yet thinking it incumbent upon him to pay her a compliment. His daughter +glanced inquiringly at Rowland, as if wondering what he could say to so +dubious a speech. He appeared equally at a loss, and, as he turned from +Mr Gwynne for a moment, caught Miss Gwynne's mirthful eye. He could not +help smiling, but said with much spirit,-- + +'My aunt has been very good to me, Mr Gwynne, and I owe her a heavy debt +of gratitude for giving me at least the opportunity of getting on in the +world.' + +'Well, I like him for that,' thought Freda; 'and are you going to +London?' she asked aloud, with a degree of interest. + +'I am to be ordained by the Bishop of London to a city curacy,' was the +reply. + +'Will you allow me to take wine with you and wish you success, sir?' +said Mr Gwynne. 'Who knows but we may see you Bishop of London some day? +Miss Hall, Freda, will you join us?' + +Mr Gwynne became quite animated. He felt proud that the son of his most +respectable tenant should be going to take a London curacy. + +Freda bent rather less stiffly than usual to Mr Rowland Prothero. She +was annoyed with herself for feeling more inclined to be friendly with +him since she had heard that he was intimate with young Neville, and was +to be ordained by the Bishop of London. + +There was more conversation, which it is unnecessary to repeat; but in +due course of time the ladies retired to the drawing-room, where they +found Miss Nugent awaiting them. + +'Whose _beaux yeux_ do you think we have in the dining-room?' asked +Freda. + +'I am thure I cannot gueth; perhapth Thir Hugh Prythe's,' Miss Nugent +lisped. + +'Do you call his _beaux yeux_? Little ferret eyes like his! No; guess +again.' + +'Young Rithe Rithe?' + +'Wrong again.' + +'Not Captain Lewith?' + +'Some one much nearer home.' + +'I do not know any one elthe, exthept that Mr Howel Jenkinth, who, they +thay, will be quite a grand man.' + +'I do not even know him. What do you think of his cousin, Mr Rowland +Prothero?' + +'I never thought about him; mamma thayth he ith very handthome, but I am +thure he is very _gauche_ and countrified.' + +'Oh, I am sure he is not. You are greatly mistaken, he has been in +excellent society, and is going at once to a London living--curacy I +mean, but it is all the same.' + +Miss Hall looked rather amazed at Freda. A few hours before she had been +lamenting the necessity of entertaining that 'stupid young Prothero.' + +'Ith he really?' said Miss Nugent. 'The London curateth are tho +interething. There ith one at Tht Jameth'th, with a pale face and black +hair, and thuch a beautiful voice. Ith Mr Prothero going to Tht +Jameth'th?' + +'You shall ask him yourself; I daresay he will like you to seem +interested.' + +'Are you going to Tht Jameth'th, Mr Prothero?' inquired Miss Nugent, +when that young man entered the room shortly after. + +'I beg your pardon, I do not quite understand what you mean.' + +'Mith Gwynne thaid you were going to a London curacy; I thought it might +be Tht Jameth'th.' + +'I believe not. If I go to London I shall probably be in the city--a +very different locality to St James's.' + +'Oh! when we are in town we alwayth go to Tht Jameth'th, it ith thuch a +nice church.' + +Freda perceived that Miss Nugent's interest fell as soon as she found +that Rowland was going into the city. She also saw a smile lurking about +Rowland's mouth when he said,-- + +'I have never been in London; but I suppose St James's is one of the +fashionable parts.' + +'Oh yeth, very. Numberth of grand people go to Tht Jameth'th; don't you +with you were going to be curate there instead of the thity?' + +Rowland was grave in a moment. + +'I should wish to labour wherever there is the largest field to work in, +Miss Nugent, whether in the city or St James's.' + +'Yeth, to be sure, I believe there are loths of poor people in Tht +Jameth'th. I onthe went by chance into thuch a nathty alley clothe by +Tht Jameth'th Threet. Thuch dirty children!' + +'Alas,' said Miss Hall, coming to the rescue of Rowland, who was looking +quite distressed, 'we cannot go many steps in the London parishes, be +they fashionable or unfashionable, without entering a "vineyard" amply +wide enough for any one who wishes to work in it, whether priest or +layman.' + +Rowland looked round brightly and pleasantly at Miss Hall. Freda could +not help noticing the sudden animation in a face that she had considered +a minute ago almost heavy. + +'When are we to have our game at chess?' interrupted Mr Gwynne. 'The +poor of London is a subject I quite dread to hear discussed, it is so +hopeless. One can do no good, and what is the use of tormenting oneself +about it here in Wales.' + +'Oh, papa! they want very decided measures; plenty of police, active +magistrates, and I don't know what besides,' said Freda. + +'Would you allow me to supply what you have omitted?' asked Rowland; +'they want Christian sympathy, Christian teaching, brotherly kindness, +and the aid of the rich and powerful.' + +Freda considered Rowland's finale to her sentence impertinent and was +about to take up the defence of her magisterial system very warmly, +when she met a glance so earnest and appealing, and withal so beautiful +in its earnestness, that she could not find in her heart to answer it by +a hard look or word; so, for want of better reply, she went to prepare +the chess-table. + +'I wish you joy of that Saracenic game,' she said ironically, as her +father and Rowland sat down to chess, not perhaps quite by the wish of +one of the pair. + +'I thought you liked chess, Freda?' said Miss Hall. + +'Oh, pretty well, when I can get any one who does not beat me. I hate so +to lose a game that I think it is better not to play at all than to run +the risk of feeling in a passion, and not being able to give vent to +it.' + +'Perhaps the better plan would be to control the passion,' said Miss +Hall. + +'Impossible! I am sure it must be just such a feeling as a good general +would have if he lost a battle, after having done his best to win it.' + +'I suppose the best general is always the calmest, both in victory and +defeat,' murmured Rowland, without taking his eyes from his men. + +'If you would oblige me by not talking,' said Mr Gwynne nervously; 'I +can never play if my opponent talks.' + +'I beg your pardon,' said Rowland; 'I know it is very disagreeable.' + +'Are you too tired to visit some of your old haunts, Serenità?' said +Freda. 'By the way that would be a good name for Mr Prothero's ideal +general.' + +'Not quite,' began Rowland, but was silent in a moment. + +'My dear Freda, are you going out? I really am sorry to stop your +amusement, and so forth, but I cannot play,' said Mr Gwynne. + +'Exactly, papa; we will go directly if Miss Hall likes.' + +The three ladies left the room, and, as Rowland glanced after them, he +very decidedly wished that he might be permitted to accompany them. One +other great wish he also had at his heart, the conversion of Miss Gwynne +to a purer and higher tone of mind. He did not, we grieve to say, bestow +a similar pastoral thought on Miss Nugent. + +'That position of your queen at such an early stage of the game must be +an oversight, I think. Excuse me, but I could not take such an unfair +advantage,' said Mr Gwynne. + +Rowland was roused at once. He gave himself up to his game, and an hour +afterwards, when the ladies returned from their walk, and candles were +ordered, it was still in progress, but he had the best of it. + +'Will you sing for us, Serena?' said Freda. + +'Will you sing a duet with me?' was the reply. + +The duet was sung, and another and another and another, and Rowland lost +the game. + +Mr Gwynne arose, very much elated and rubbing his hands gently, +according to his wont. + +'How do you feel, general, defeated?' asked Freda. + +'Very much like a subaltern,' said Rowland. + +'Do you sing, Mr Prothero?' asked Miss Hall; 'all the Welsh are so +musical that I think there are few who have not voices.' + +'I sometimes sing chants and sacred music; but I know very few songs, +and those old ones.' + +'Perhaps you will take the bass of some of these old glees. Here is "The +Chough and Crow," "When shall we three meet again," "The Canadian Boat +Song," "The Sicilian Mariner," and I know not how many more,' said Miss +Hall, turning over the leaves of a thick old book full of glees. + +'I will do my best,' said Rowland, and the glees began in earnest. + +All the Protheros were musical, and Rowland had a very fine clear voice. +Miss Hall was right in saying that the Welsh are a musical people; +Rowland was a happy example. He had been studying Church music a good +deal, and learning to take different parts, so he acquitted himself very +creditably in the glees, all of which he had either tried or heard sung. +Freda was quite astonished. She had a great taste for music herself, and +a good voice, but would never sing with any one but Miss Hall, a piece +of wilfulness that her father occasionally reproached her with. The +addition of Rowland was rather agreeable to her, as it enabled them to +sing the glees that she was fond of. She no longer objected to the +chess, and when her father proposed giving Rowland his revenge on the +morrow, she added, 'And then we can wind up with a few more glees.' + +Rowland bowed his thanks and departed. + +During the ensuing month there were frequent chess and glee clubs at +Glanyravon. What the effect such associations had upon Rowland he never +confided to any one, but when Miss Hall expressed her opinion that 'Mr +Prothero was a sensible, unaffected young man, but shy,' Freda +condescended to say, 'Well, he is not quite such a Goth or half as +affected as I fancied he was, but he has a very good opinion of himself, +nevertheless.' + +In due course Rowland went to London to be ordained, and so ended the +chess and glee clubs. + + + + + + +CHAPTER XI. + +THE SAILOR. + + +Argument and persuasion were alike thrown away upon Netta Prothero. She +would make no promises, no concessions; she stood her ground with the +obstinacy of a Cadwallader. Her father stormed for about a week, when he +got tired of the subject and of Netta's resolute manner and cross face, +and gave it up. He heard that Howel had started for London, having put +his affairs in the hands of an attorney, and that it was not at all +unlikely that he would marry some lady of rank. He laughed heartily at +the notion. It was also rumoured that he meant to return and take a +place in the neighbourhood, stand for the county, and be one of the +greatest men in South Wales. In short, the enchanter, the merlin, the +open sesame, the omnipotent sorcerer _gold_ was to work the miracles to +which Howel had been so long looking forward. And the gossips were not +far wrong. Gold is truly a famous master-key to all hearts and to all +companies. + +But whilst the gossips--and who is not a gossip in a country +neighbourhood?--whilst the gossips were settling Howel's future so +comfortably and respectably for him, he was dispensing his gold amongst +gamblers and the like--paying debts of honour as they are called. + +However, Mr Prothero thought it not unlikely that what the gossips said +might prove true, and was therefore tolerably comfortable about his +spoilt pet, Netta. When his anger and her pouting had subsided, matters +went on much as usual for a time at the farm. Even the blaze that was +kindled at the incursion of the Irish girl, had well-nigh gone out, and +Mr Prothero had nearly forgotten her existence. + +She, meanwhile, was slowly recovering under Mrs Prothero's kind care. +One day, that good woman was sitting with her in the little room that +had been allotted to her, and said,-- + +'Is there anything you could think of that would amuse you, my dear?' + +'If I might--' Gladys began and paused. + +'Pray, go on, do not be afraid to ask.' + +'If I might only make up that cap for you, ma'am, I should be so proud. +I used to make caps at home.' + +Mrs Prothero was manufacturing a cap for herself, and had a certain +womanly fear as to how it would turn out, if transferred to other +fingers; but she did not like to refuse the request, so she resigned it +into the thin hands of Gladys. She was almost immediately called away, +and did not return for some hours. When she again visited her invalid +she found her quite excited with her work that she had just completed. + +'Oh, what a pretty cap!' said Mrs Prothero, quite astonished at the +taste displayed. 'I must just run and show it to Netta--I am so much +obliged to you.' + +Mrs Prothero left the room and soon returned, followed by her daughter. + +'Can you trim bonnets as well as make caps?' asked Netta, forgetful of +infection when her personal interest was involved. + +'Yes, miss, a little,' replied Gladys modestly. + +'I wish you would trim mine for me to-morrow.' + +'Oh, thank you, miss! If you will only let me try I shall be so +grateful.' + +'She does not seem like a beggar after all,' thought Netta. 'Who taught +you to work so nicely?' she said aloud. + +'I was apprenticed to a mantua-maker and milliner for six months, miss, +and after that I worked for the neighbours.' + +'How could you work for them, when they are all rags and tatters?' + +'There were some farmers' wives, miss,' said Gladys, colouring slightly, +'and the clergyman's family, and the steward's--I used to work for +them.' + +'Then how came you here?' + +'People couldn't work, or pay for work, miss, when every one was +starvin' around them.' + +Mrs Prothero looked at Netta reproachfully. The girl was not really +hard-hearted, so she changed the subject. + +'I daresay you can knit and mark samplers?' she said. + +'Yes, miss, mother taught us to do that at school.' + +'I think, Netta,' interrupted Mrs Prothero, 'that she must go to bed +now. She looks tired, and has been up long enough.' + +'What a fuss mother makes about the girl,' muttered Netta as she left +the room. + +The following day the bonnet was tastily trimmed under Netta's +superintendence, and work enough hunted up to employ Gladys for a month +at least. Netta even found an old cotton gown, which she presented to +her in return for her labours. It was not long enough, but Gladys +thought she might be able to lengthen it. + +Whilst her convalescence and Netta's needlework were thus progressing, +there was an arrival at the farm. One evening the family were assembled +in the large hall, their usual sitting-room. Mr Prothero was reading the +newspaper at a small round table, with an especial candle to himself. +His worthy wife was mending or making shirts. At another round table, +not very far off, Netta had some work in her hands, and one of Captain +Marryat's novels open before her. + +'Why don't you do your work instead of reading those trashy stories, +Netta?' suddenly exclaimed Mr Prothero. + +'I am working, father,' said Netta. + +'Pretty working sure enough. What nonsense have you got reading now?' + +'Peter Simple, father, oh it is so funny.' + +'Ah! it was that stupid stuff, and 'The Pilot,' and 'The Spy,' and I +don't know what else, that sent Owen off to sea. I suppose it's there +you learn all your nonsense. I wish you would read the cookery book, and +help your mother to take care of the house and dairy, instead of doing +what's no good in the world.' + +A loud knocking at the door interrupted a rather pert reply. + +'Who on earth is that at this time of night?' exclaimed the farmer, +throwing down his paper. + +'Shanno,' called Mrs Prothero into the passage, 'ask who it is before +you open the door.' + +'It's no great things,' suggested Netta, 'for they're knocking with a +stick, and not with the knocker.' + +'Name o' goodness, what's the row?' said the farmer. + +'Who's there?' demanded Shanno, in the passage. + +The answer did not reach the hall, but Shanno came rushing in, 'It's +them Irishers again, master, upon my deet, they do be here for ever.' + +'Give me my stick!' exclaimed Mr Prothero, 'if I don't give them a +lesson my name isn't David.' + +He seized a stick and went into the passage, followed by his wife, +murmuring, 'Oh, David, bach,' and by Netta as far as the door, from +which she peeped down the passage. + +'Who's there?' roared the farmer in a voice of thunder. + +'May it please yer honour, I'm cowld and hungry. Long life to yer honour +and her leddyship, if yell only give the loan o' yer barn, or maybe yer +loft, or--' + +'I'll show you the way to my barn, you idle, good-for-nothing scamp,' +cried Mr Prothero, opening the door, and levelling a blow with his stick +into the moonlight, that must infallibly have knocked down any one less +agile than the man for whom it was intended. As it was, the unwelcome +visitor jumped aside, whilst the portly farmer tripped himself up by his +own impetuosity, and fell upon the threshold. Mrs Prothero and Netta +screamed, and Shanno took hold of the beggar's arm, to prevent his +escape. But the beggar had pulled Mr Prothero up, and was beginning to +sympathise with him in broad brogue, when that valiant anti-Irishman got +hold of his stick again, and began to belabour the unoffending party's +back most manfully. + +'Enough's as good as a faist, yer honour,' cried the stranger, skipping +from side to side, and evading the blows very skilfully; 'pon my sowl, +yer honour 'ud do for a fair or a wake. 'Tis madam as has the heart an' +the conscience for the poor Irish, an' miss, too, asthore!' + +The impudent fellow ran round to where Netta stood, who, in terror, went +into the house, followed by the man, and after him, the rest in full hue +and cry. + +'Tin thousand pardons, miss,' said the man, taking off his hat and +confronting Netta. + +'Owen! Owen!' screamed Netta. 'For shame upon you, you naughty boy,' and +therewith Netta and the unexpected guest were hugging one another, most +lovingly. + +''Tis the mother will give the poor Irisher a lodgin' and a drop o' the +cratur,' cried that mother's well-beloved eldest born almost catching +her up in his arms, and smothering her with kisses. 'And the masther +isn't so hard-hearted as he looks,' he added, shaking the astonished +farmer by the hand. + +'Owen! oughtn't you to be ashamed of yourself?' cried the farmer, +laughing aloud, and rubbing his right leg. + +'Not kilt intirely, yer honour! didn't I take you all in, that's all!' + +'Where did you come from? How did you come? When did you leave your +ship?' were the questions reiterated on all sides of the welcome guest. + +'I'll tell you all that to-morrow. At present I am dying of cowld and +hunger, and haven't broke me fast since morning. Let me show you how the +locker stands.' + +Owen emptied his pockets, and from a corner of one of them turned out a +solitary halfpenny. + +'I shouldn't have had that if old Nanny Cwmgwyn hadn't given it to me +just now. But I'll tell you my story to-morrow in character.' + +'Not an improved one anyhow,' said Mr Prothero with a gathering frown. + +'Don't lecture to-night, Datta, bach; you shall have an hour on purpose +to-morrow, when I promise to listen to edification. 'Pon my word it is +pleasant to be at home again. How I long to sleep in my comfortable bed +once more.' + +Poor Mrs Prothero's countenance fell, and Netta looked malicious. + +'Not likely to sleep there to-night, boy,' said the farmer; 'mother has +got visitors.' + +'Visitors!' exclaimed Owen, 'and gone to bed already! what sleepy +people.' + +'Some of your friends of the cowld and hungry sort,' said the farmer. + +'Not mother's old friends, and my relations, the Irish beggars?' + +'Singular number, and a young lady!' said the farmer with a sneer and a +puff of the tobacco with which he was beginning to solace himself, at +the sight of the bread and cheese that were appearing. + +'A poor girl, Owen, who was taken ill,' said Mrs Prothero. + +'I understand it all, mother; never mind, she's welcome for once, +provided I get a good bed, but to-morrow she must turn out.' + +'Very well, my dear,' said Mrs Prothero submissively; for Owen, though a +prodigal, was the eldest son, and generally had his own way. + +'Now don't be frightened at my appetite,' said Owen, sitting down to +cold meat and strong ale. + +'Bless you and your appetite,' said Mrs Prothero, kissing his forehead; +upon which he jumped up again, and hugged her with all his heart. + +'Now, Netta, let us go and see about the sheets,' said Mrs Prothero, +smoothing her dress. + +The mother and daughter left the room, and were not long in preparing +the best bedroom for Owen. This done, they hastened back to the hall, +where they found diminished ham and increased smoke, Owen having lighted +a short pipe, and taken to smoking with his father, over a large jug of +ale. + +'We must have your adventures to-night, Owen,' cried Netta, as she +entered, 'and you must tell us why you came home so very shabby. I +suppose you have been wrecked on a desert island.' + +'To be sure,' said Owen, laying down the pipe. 'But I must go out and +find my wardrobe, and all my valuables, that my hospitable Daddy there +caused me to throw down, when he gave me such a warm welcome.' + +Owen disappeared, but soon returned with a box in his hands, apparently +of some weight, and a bundle slung across his shoulder, suspended on a +walking stick. Putting down the box he began to sing,-- + + 'A handkerchief held all the treasure I had.' + +whilst he flourished his walking-stick and bundle over his mother's +head. When he had finished his song, he put down his bundle and went to +the box. + +'I have shown you the size of my wardrobe, now allow me to show off the +rest of my fortune and stock in trade. Father, you shall have the first +peep. Let me put my box on the table, and the light--so. Now, stoop, +so--look through that glass, so--and--have you got the right focus? +Yes!--To the right, you beholds the gallant 'ero, Lord Nelson, him as +lost his harm, a just fallin' in the harms of Capen 'Ardy and +Victory.--To the left--but first his lordship is a singin' "England +expects every man to do his dooty." To the left--' + +'Well, if that isn't as pretty a picture and as much like life as +anything I ever saw,' said Mr Prothero, interrupting the showman. 'Come +here, mother; Netta, look here.' + +Mrs Prothero glanced into the box, which was nothing more nor less than +a penny peep-show, and Owen began again. + +'To the right you beholds,' when Netta, impatient, looked through a +second glass, and exclaimed in ecstasy, 'Where did you get this, Owen?' + +In answer, the scene shifted, and Owen recommenced. + +'Here you beholds Lisbon, that wast city, or rayther what wos Lisbon +after the great earthquake. See the ruins all around, and the women and +children a screamin'; and the priests a-prayin'--those men in robes is +priests, papishers, like them Irish beggars.' + +'Hush, Owen,' interrupted Mrs Prothero. 'Look, father, do look here!' + +While Mr Prothero and Netta gazed admiringly, Mrs Prothero was off and +returned with Shanno, Mal, and Tom the boy, who were all in a broad grin +of delight at the arrival of their prime favourite, Owen. + +He, meanwhile, is in his element; begins with Lord Nelson again, and +makes the whole party take turns. Then he goes to Lisbon; afterwards he +has The Queen of the Cannibal Islands; The Great Fire of London; a +portrait large as life of the immense fat man Daniel Lambert, at sight +of which the servants all exclaim 'Ach!' and a variety of other splendid +designs, which we decline to enumerate. Suffice it to say that they all +draw forth the approving commendations of the spectators, from Mr +Prothero, master, to Tom, serving-lad. + +When the peep-show has been duly exhibited, Netta again demands her +brother's history, and a particular account of how he procured the show. + +'Oh! there is not much to tell,' says Owen, 'and I won't tell that +unless father promises to keep his lecture till to-morrow. I hate a +sermon late at night, but don't so much mind it in the morning. Don't +look so serious, mother; I don't mean a clerical preachment. Do you +promise, father?' + +'Well, there, as you like,' said Mr Prothero, laughing? 'but I wish you +hadn't made me break my shin.' + +'Here's a patch of diaculum, father. I hope you have not really hurt +yourself?' + +'No, wild goose. Now, let's have the story.' + +'Well, here goes. Since this time twelvemonth I have been a voyage to +Australia and back: seen Sydney and Botany Bay, and my brethren the +convicts; done a little in the mercantile way: speculated in gin and +'baccy on my own account, and helped the captain. Came home as first +mate of the 'Fair Weather,' and had enough of tailoring in the worst +voyage I ever made. We were almost wrecked more than once, and almost +starved for the last month, owing to the time the leaky old hulk took in +the voyage. When we landed in Plymouth we had a spree, as you may +suppose, and soon spent most of our money. I and a messmate were to +travel together as far as Swansea, so we just saved money enough to pay +our way, and enjoyed ourselves with the rest; but, as ill luck would +have it, we fell in with a poor Welsh woman, who had come to Plymouth in +the hope of meeting her husband, and being disappointed, and having +spent all her money, she didn't know how to get back to her home again. +Of course we couldn't leave a fellow-countrywoman in distress, so we +gave her what we had: enough to pay her journey home, and a few +shillings over. We then sold some of our clothes, and stumbling upon a +man with this old box in his arms, we bargained with him, and bought it +for twelve shillings. He wanted a pound, but we beat him down. + +'Having thus a fortune in our possession we set out with our peep-show, +and thought of getting interest for our money. We have been about three +weeks journeying from place to place; and I assure you we have seen a +good deal of life. We unfortunately spent the interest of our fortune as +it came in; but, as you will perceive, I have brought the whole capital +home with me. When we entered a town on a fair or market-day, we made a +great deal of money, but then the temptations to spend were all the +greater. I used to have all the labour of the imagination, for my friend +Jack Jenkins had not the gift of eloquence; so we agreed that I should +be showman, and he porter--a division of work that we thought quite +fair. When we arrived at Swansea I gave him all the money we had in +hand, and he resigned the peep-show to me, and so we parted company; he +to go to his friends in Glamorganshire, I to come on here. + +'I had a rare lark on my way home. I went to uncle's, and finding aunt +in the garden, slouched my hat over my face, and began my story. She +ordered me off the premises instantly as a vagrant. I went round to the +back door and got a penny a-piece from the servants, who were quite +delighted. Then I met uncle, and telling him that I had a wonderful box +of antiques to exhibit, he gave me sixpence, and with great curiosity +poked his proboscis against the glass. It was worth something to see +him. I at once put a picture of Stonehenge, and afterwards one of +Herculaneum into the box, that I had bought on purpose for his benefit. +I went through the history of the Druids, and managed a touch of Garn +Goch and the Welsh castles with a strong and masterly nasal, that so +delighted the worthy vicar, that he actually invited me in to see his +museum. I excused myself by saying that my wife was waiting for +me--mother, that was my only fib, I assure you--and hastened away, lest +in his delight at finding an itinerant archæologist, he should ask my +wife to see his museum as well. The rest of my adventures you had the +honour and glory of sharing, so I must beg to say they are at an end. +And now I am really and truly and soberly come to settle at home for the +remainder of my days, and to become a farmer in good earnest if father +will take me into partnership. The two things I like best in the world +are, the rolling sea by moonlight and a field of golden corn in broad +sunshine, of a fine day in autumn.' + +'Oh, you naughty boy!' cried Netta, as Owen ended his story. + +'A fine sturdy farmer you would make,' said Mr Prothero, trying to +stifle a very hearty fit of laughter, that burst out at last in spite of +himself. 'I'm glad you took in brother Jonathan, or he'd have had the +laugh against me.' + +Mrs Prothero had a tear in her eye as she smiled sadly, and shook her +head at the darling son who had caused her nothing but love and grief +since he was born; but the tear was soon kissed away, and the smile +turned into a cheerful one by that son's merry lips. + + + + + + +CHAPTER XII. + +THE SEMPSTRESS. + + +Owen Prothero, like his sister Netta, had been very much spoilt by his +father during his childhood and boyhood. Indeed it would have been +difficult not to have spoilt him. Handsome in person, and frank in +manners, he was a general favourite. His uncle, the vicar, quite +idolised him, and would have lavished a fortune on his education had he +been of a studious nature. His mother, alone, conscious of his many +faults, strove to correct them, and to counterbalance the undue +admiration he received on all sides, by impartial justice in her praises +and reproofs. + +But we have not much to do with his boyhood, which was wild and +untameable; beyond the fact that, when sent by his good uncle to Rugby +with a view to his becoming a clergyman, he resolutely declared his +intention of going to sea, and ran away from school to effect his +purpose. He was captured, however by the masters, and a sharp look-out +kept upon him for the future, which prevented further escapades. + +He did not make brilliant progress in his studies, though he was clever +enough, and accordingly his aunt persuaded her vicar to adopt her +favourite nephew, Rowland, in his stead, and to let Owen go a voyage or +two in a merchant vessel, to cure him of his love for a seafaring life. + +It was Mr Prothero's wish to have one of his two sons a farmer, he did +not much care which, so it was with some difficulty that Aunt Jonathan +induced him to listen to her proposal of making a clergyman of Rowland. +He yielded at last, however, in the hope that when Owen had had enough +of the sea, he would come and settle at home, since, next to this, his +favourite hobby, he professed to like farming. + +Owen was about fifteen when he first went to sea--he was just +seven-and-twenty when he came home with the peep-show. During the +intermediate twelve years he had been all over the world: not merely as +a sailor, but as an adventurer, traveller, speculator, merchant, and +wandering Jack-of-all trades. As quickly as he made money, so he lost +it, spent it, or gave it away; and when he had no other resource, he +worked as a common sailor, or labourer, until some lucky chance opened a +passage for some fresh excitement. There is this to be said in his +favour. During this long period he was never chargeable to his father in +any way. If he got into difficulties, he got out of them pretty easily: +if he was in want of bread, which had been frequently the case, his +friends at home knew nothing of it. Beyond the regular new outfit, in +the way of clothes, that his mother made for him each time that he +returned home, he had never had anything from his parents, and +resolutely refused it if offered. Always cheerful, hopeful, in high +spirits, open as the day, affectionate, and attractive, he was a welcome +guest wherever he went. Did he come home in rags, or as now, with a +peep-show in his arms, or as once before, with a hurdy-gurdy and +monkey, all his old friends made merry, and gave parties in his honour. +And whatever the state of his wardrobe or exchequer, he was sure to be +in the fields the following day, reaping, hay-making, ploughing, sowing, +or even milking, as either of these, or similar avocations, came in his +way. Nobody could be angry with him, and his father's lectures, and his +brother's reasonings all melted away before the row of white teeth that +he was for ever displaying in his joyous laughter. + +Of middle height, athletic, sunburnt--with hands almost as brown as his +merry brown eyes--with black, long, curly hair, a bushy beard, and +plenty of whiskers, a bronze neck from which, in sailor fashion, the +blue and white shirt-collar receded--and a broad forehead, showing all +kinds of bumps, particularly those of locality over the bushy black +eyebrows--Owen Prothero was as fine a type of an English sailor as could +be found the broad seas over. + +He was in the habit of falling desperately in love with at least one out +of every five or six girls that came in his way, and of making frightful +havoc in the hearts of females of all ranks and ages. Netta's general +inquiry was,--'Well, Owen, who is the last new love?' to which Owen +would gravely reply, by a recapitulation of the charms of some fair +damsel on whom his affections would be for ever fixed, could he only +afford to marry. All his beauties had bright eyes, bright complexions, +mirthful smiles, and were very 'jolly,' which seemed to be the word +including all that was necessary to make a woman charming in his eyes. + +'So, Netta, Howel has come into a fine fortune!' he began one morning, +when he and his sister were alone together. 'I suppose he won't think of +little cousin Netta now?' + +'Oh! indeed,' was Netta's reply with a toss of the head. + +'I wish he was here now. He is a fine fellow in his way. I do like +Howel.' + +'I knew you would say so,' exclaimed Netta. 'You are a kind, dear +brother. They are all turned against him, even mother, who can take in +the scum of the earth, and make much of a wretched Irish beggar, and +will not ask Howel here, who is a gentleman,' + +'Oh! oh! that's the way the wind blows. So you do not forget cousin +Howel, Miss Netta.' + +'No, I assure you; and I won't forget him, that's more.' + +'Bravo! Netta. I admire a girl of spirit. But, perhaps now he is so rich +he will not think of you.' + +'I suppose that depends upon whether I choose to think of him. They say +he is coming down soon, and that he will be the grandest man in the +county.' + +What Netta had heard rumoured came to pass in due time, Mr Howel +Jenkins did come from London, and established himself in the best hotel +of his native town, throwing out hints as to the probability of his +taking a certain beautiful park in the neighbourhood. He was soon +supplied with the best horses, dogs, and general appointments of any man +in the county; and being really clever, handsome, and sufficiently +gentleman like, had made his way into society that had hitherto been +closed to him. Like Prince Hal, he eschewed most of his former +companions and appeared to be beginning life anew, in a new world. The +country rang with rumours of his enormous wealth, which, considerable as +it was, report nearly doubled. Indeed he himself scarcely knew what he +was worth, as he was continually finding memorandums of moneys out at +high interest, of which his father had not chosen to speak to Rowland, +but which his carefully secreted books and papers proved, as well as the +knowledge of Mr Rice Rice, who had been his attorney. + +In the course of the autumn the Irish girl was quite convalescent and, +although not strong, had recovered from the fever, and was regaining +some degree of health. As she was such a clever sempstress, even Netta +did not object to a proposal made by Mrs Prothero, that she should +remain as a work-girl, at least until Owen's wardrobe was in a decent +condition; and she was accordingly installed in a small room, half +lumber-room, half work-room, as shirt-maker in ordinary to the son and +heir. He was restored to his own bedroom, and, together, with his father +kept at a distance from the bone of contention. + +However, adverse elements cannot always be kept apart, and one day when +Mrs Prothero was sitting stitching wrist-bands with Gladys, her better +half made his appearance suddenly in the room. + +'Mother, I have been hunting you out all over the house,' he exclaimed? +'I have torn the sleeve of my coat from top to bottom in that confounded +hedge.' + +As he took off his coat and displayed the tear, he perceived Gladys, who +had risen from her work, and curtseyed very timidly and profoundly. Mr +Prothero had almost forgotten the Irish beggar, and certainly did not +suppose the tidy-looking, pale, tall girl before him to be her. + +'Oh, young 'ooman, I daresay you can do this job for me. You've got a +new manty-maker, mother; where's Jane Morris, name o' goodness?' + +'We're only making shirts for Owen, father,' replied the wife meekly, +dreading an outburst. + +Gladys took up the coat and was instantly engaged in mending it, whilst +Mr Prothero produced a letter just received from Rowland. + +'There, my dear, now you ought to be satisfied, and I am sure Mrs +Jonathan will be as proud as Punch. Rowland has been ordained by the +Bishop of London himself, and "passed a very good examination," or +whatever they call it. He has taken lodgings up in London, and preached +his first sermon in a great church that 'ould hold three of ours. He has +dined with the rector, and been to call on Sir Philip Payne Perry,--the +three green peas as Owen calls him--and I wonder what even Mrs Jonathan +'ould desire more?' + +Mrs Prothero read, her dear son's letter with tears in her eyes, the +sudden sight of which caused sympathetic tears to flow from the eyes of +the poor work-girl, much to the surprise of Mr Prothero, who chanced to +look round to see whether his coat was finished. + +'Hang the 'oomen,' he muttered to himself, 'they can't read a bit of a +letter without blubbing. How long will that take you to do?--what's your +name?' + +'Gladys, if you please, sir,' said Gladys, looking up from her work. 'I +shall have finished it directly, sir.' + +'Gladys? Gladys what?' asked Mr Prothero. + +'Gladys O'Grady, sir,' was the reply whilst the mending was coming to a +close. + +'Where on earth did you pick up such names as that?' + +'One was my mother's, and the other my father's, sir,' said Gladys, +rising and presenting the coat with a deep curtsey. + +Mrs Prothero was absorbed in her letter. + +'Name o' goodness where did your father get such a name? and where do +you live?' + +The girl bent her head over the coat she held in her hand, and her tears +fell upon it. + +'There, never mind? give me my coat. Thank you. Why, Lewis the tailor +'ouldn't 'a mended it better. Why, girl, where did you learn tailoring?' + +'Mother taught me to mend everything, sir.' + +'There then, take you that old hat and see if you can make as good a job +of sewing on the brim as you done of the coat. Mother, come you here, I +want to speak to you.' + +Mr Prothero left the room, and Mrs Prothero followed. + +'Who's that girl, mother? I never saw her before,' were his first words +in the passage, whilst pulling to the coat that he had begun to put on +in the work-room. + +'Why, David, you see--it is--there now, don't be angry.' + +'Angry! what for? Hasn't she mended my coat capital, and isn't she as +modest looking a young 'ooman as I ever saw?' + +'She is very delicate, but she works night and day. Indeed, she does +more in a day than most girls in a week Owen wanted some shirts, you +see--she made that cap you admired so much, and that new gown of +Netta's; and has more than paid for--' + +'But who the deuce is she?' + +'There now, don't be angry, David. 'Tis that poor Irish girl that was so +ill of the fever.' + +'I'll never believe she's Irish as long as I live--she's too pretty and +tidy and delicate and fair. She's no more Irish than I am, mother, and +you've been taken in.' + +'She is Welsh on the mother's side. But are you very angry, David?' + +'No, I don't mind her doing a little work in an honest way like that. +I'm not such a fool. When she has done the work send her off, that's +all. Poor soul! she does look as if she had been dead and buried and +come to life again. Mother, you're a good 'ooman, and God bless you!' + +Mrs Prothero looked up into her husband's face with an expression of +such love and joy as must have delighted a much harder heart than that +spouse possessed. Don't laugh, gentle reader, at the conjugal embrace of +that middle-aged pair, which seals the quarrel about the Irish girl; but +believe me, there is more real sentiment in it than in most of the +love-scenes you may have read about. + +Mrs Prothero took advantage of her husband's approval of Gladys's +exterior to send her out into the garden in the evening to breathe the +air, and afterwards into the fields. The girl's strength gradually +returned, but with it there appeared to be no return of youth or hope. A +settled melancholy was in her countenance and demeanour; and when Netta +rallied her on being so sad and silent, her reply was, 'Oh, miss, there +is no more joy or happiness for me in this world! all I love have left +it, and I am but a lonely wanderer and an outcast!' + +When the shirts were finished, it was time to think of her departure, +for she had exhausted all the sewing-work of the house. Mrs Prothero +could not bear to turn the friendless, homeless girl adrift on the +world. She ventured upon the subject one day at dinner. + +'What will become of her, David? And she so beautiful! I declare I think +I never saw a prettier girl.' + +'Well, mother, who will you call pretty next?' said Owen, who had seen +her once or twice by chance. 'Why, she has no more colour in her face +than this tablecloth, and I don't believe she has any eyes at all; at +least, I never saw them; but I mean to try whether she has any some day, +by making a frightful noise when she drops me that smart curtsey in +passing.' + +'I am sure we want hands badly enough in the wheat field, said Farmer +Prothero. 'If the girl could pick up her crumbs a little by harvesting, +you could keep her a while longer, and then send her off in search of +her relations.' + +'Thank you, David. I will ask her what she can do,' said Mrs Prothero. + +'Not much in that way, I am pretty sure,' said Netta. 'How should those +wretched Irish, who live on nothing but potatoes, know any thing about +the wheat harvest?' + +'Treue for you there, my girl,' said Mr Prothero, 'but I daresay mother +will make believe that she knows something. + +'Mother' found the object of their conversation that very evening in the +wheat field, sitting under a tree, at work. She had sent her out for a +walk, and this was her exercise. Owen and Netta were with their mother, +and as they approached, Gladys rose, curtseyed, and was going away, when +Owen made an unnatural kind of whistle, as if to frighten away some cows +in the distance. Gladys started, and with a terrified face glanced at +him. He found that she had very beautiful, violet eyes, with lashes so +long and black, that when she looked to the earth again they made a +strange contrast to her pale face. + +'What sad, uncomfortable eyes,' thought Owen; 'I must have another +glance at them by-and-by. If she had a colour she might be pretty, as +mother says, but it makes one ill to look at her.' + +'Do you think,' said Mrs Prothero, addressing Gladys, 'that you could +manage to help in the harvest; My husband says he will employ you, if +you can.' + +'Oh, thank you, my lady! I would do my best, and if I could only stay +here longer under any circumstances--I should--oh, be so thankful!' + +This was said with much hesitation. + +'Very well, then; if you will try to-morrow we shall be able to judge +what you can do.' + +'She don't look strong enough to bind the sheaves,' said Owen. + +'I will try, sir, if you please,' said Gladys. + +'What is the name of the friends you are seeking?' asked Owen with a +glance at his sister. + +'Jones, sir,' replied Gladys, again looking at Owen. + +'Perhaps there is a David in the family?' asked Owen. + +'I believe that my grandfather's name was David,' was the reply. + +'Now, if you walk through Carmarthenshire, and just ask every one you +meet if they know David Jones, I am sure you would find him. It is +astonishing what a powerful name David Jones is. I know a Rev. David +Jones very well? a clergyman too--' + +'Oh! if you could only tell me where to find him. I would go anywhere +for my poor mother's sake!' + +The girl clasped her hands and looked imploringly at Owen. He was +silenced by the appeal of the eyes he did not believe in. Mrs Prothero +glanced at him reproachfully, and said,-- + +'It is such a common Welsh name that I am afraid it would be no guide to +you, unless you would remember the place where he lived.' + +'I daresay it began with Llan,' broke in Owen. + +'I am almost sure it did,' said Gladys; 'but mother never liked to talk +of the place,' + +'What do you say, mother, to writing to the Rev. David Jones, Llan., +etc., Carmarthenshire?' + +Netta laughed aloud; she could not help it; whilst Gladys again looked +upon the ground. + +'Owen,' whispered Mrs Prothero, taking her son's arm and leading him +away, 'what is a joke to you is death to her, remember that.' + +'There, don't be angry, mother; I will help her to do her work +to-morrow.' + +'He was as good as his word, and the following day resolutely kept near +the poor, timid girl, aiding her to bind up the full-eared corn, and +carrying it himself for her to the mows, into which they were hastily +forming the sheaves for fear of rain. He could not resist occasionally +alluding to Mr David Jones, but receiving no encouragement to carry out +the jest, and finding her as silent and shy as a frightened child, he +gave up the subject, and with it all attempt at conversation. He +declared afterwards that she worked like a slave, and knew all about +harvesting as well as anybody, only she was not strong, and that she was +the dullest Irish woman he ever saw in his life, since even the beggars +had a bit of fun in them. Indeed he didn't believe her to be Irish, or +credit a word of her story; but, as to beauty, he began to agree with +his mother, for if she had only a colour she would be as pretty a girl, +with as graceful a figure, as anybody need wish to see. + +The farmer declared that she had well earned her supper; and that if +mother thought she would do, she might keep her instead of Betty, after +Hollantide; the said Betty having signified her intention of getting +married at the matrimonial season of the year. Mrs Prothero said she +would think it over, but she was afraid she was not strong enough for +hard farm service. It was evident that Gladys had taken a step into the +kind heart of the worthy farmer. + + + + + + +CHAPTER XIII. + +THE WIDOW. + + +'Whose grand groom is that, half afraid to ride through the yard?' asked +Mr Prothero, as he and his son Owen were standing by the big wheat-mow, +awaiting the arrival of a load of corn. + +'I'll go and see what he wants,' said Owen, and off he went. + +He returned, bearing a note for his father. + +'He says he is Mr Griffith Jenkins's groom, and waits for an answer. +Howel doesn't do the thing by halves anyhow.' + +'Mr Griffith Jackanapes!' said the farmer, breaking the seal of the note +hastily, and reading it. + +Owen watched his countenance assume an angry expression, and then heard +him utter a very broad Welsh oath. + +'Tell that feller there's no answer,' said Mr Prothero. + +'What is it about father? you had better let mother see it first.' + +'The impudent young ass! does he think I am to be taken in by all that +gold and plush? He shall never have my consent, and you may tell him so, +Owen.' + +'Come into the house a minute, father, and let us see the note.' + +They went into the house, the farmer giving an indignant grunt at the +groom as he passed. + +'Mother, come here!' he roared as he entered the parlour, followed by +Owen. + +The obedient wife left her kitchen and went to her husband. + +'Read you it out loud, Owen.' + +Owen read. + + 'SIR,--Being in a position to marry, and to marry any lady in the + county, I think you need not be surprised at my now aspiring to the + hand of your daughter, to whom I have been many years attached. I + beg, therefore, to say that my object in writing to you is, to ask + your permission to pay my addresses to her, and to make her my + wife. My attorney will see to any arrangements you may require as + regards settlements, which are matters of no importance to me,--I + remain, sir, your obedient servant, + + 'HOWEL GRIFFITH JENKINS.' + +'The impudent scoundrel!' said Mr Prothero. + +'Well, father, I don't see--' began Owen. + +'You don't see, sir, I daresay you don't. Wasn't he as near ruining you +as possible! Didn't he teach you to gamble, and fleece you, and lead +you into all kinds of mischief? Didn't I forbid him the house for it? +Didn't he rob his own father, and make his mother miserable? Didn't he +drink and keep company with the worst profligates of the country? Didn't +he as good as rob me, sir, out of a ten-pound note when he was a bit of +a boy, and when I found it out, called it a lark? Do you think a great +fortune will all of a sudden change such a chap as that into an honest +man? No, what's ill got is ill spent, and old Giffrey Jenkins's money +'ill never turn to good account. He that grinds the poor, and goes +against scripture as a usurer, 'ill never find his son do well. Howel +shall never have my consent to marry Netta, and there's an end of it.' + +'But suppose they are determined,' said Mrs Prothero. + +'Then I'll wash my hands of 'em for ever, and vow Netta's no girl of +mine. Go you, Owen, and send off that fine yellar-band, sent to astonish +me, and tell him I'll have nothing to do with his master nor him.' + +'But, father, you must write!' + +'Write! not I: but stop, I'll write. Bring the paper. Haven't you got +any with a fine gloss, and coloured?' + +'Now, David, bach, if you would only consider a little. I am really +afraid of the consequences.' + +'Now, mother, my mind's made up, and you won't wheedle me in this +matter. So, here's the pen and ink,' + +Mr Prothero sat down and wrote the following reply to Howel's note:-- + + 'HOWEL,--You have had my answer before now, and you may have it + again. When I know you're out-and-out a changed man, I may think + differently; but I don't know it yet, so you shall not have my + consent to marry Netta. One hundred pounds of steadiness and + honesty is worth a hundred thousand pounds of gold. I wish you + well, but if you was king of England you shouldn't have my girl as + you are now.'--Yours to command, 'DAVID PROTHERO,' + +'There, mother, there's my mind,' said Mr Prothero, giving the note to +his wife. + +'Well, David, I believe you are right, only Netta is so determined!' + +'Determined, is she! Then I'll lock her up. Take that to yon +yellar-band, Owen.' + +Owen took the note to the servant + +'Tell your master that I am coming to see him this evening,' he said, +and soliloquised thus when the man was gone. 'Howel is a good fellow, I +believe, only a little extravagant and gay. I must tell him not to be +down-hearted about Netta. Why, the girl isn't worth such a bother? I +never saw one that was yet. It would take a great deal of time and +trouble to work me up into that kind of thing--and at least a dozen +girls. Netta's very pretty, to be sure, but she has a will of her own, +and so has Howel. I am sure they would soon fight. As to father, he is +as obstinate as a mule. And Howel with such a mint of money! But I like +father's pride, and I must say I reel proud of him for it. I would never +give in just because a man has suddenly got a fortune.' + +When Owen had arrived at this conclusion, he perceived Netta coming +towards him. + +'What did that servant want, Owen?' she asked when she came quite near? +'and what were those two notes about?' + +'I dare say you know, Miss Netta. It is all over with you for this +present. Howel has popped the question, and father has refused him.' + +If Owen had ever been really in love, he would have spoken less abruptly +on such a delicate subject, as he found, when he saw Netta turn pale, +then red, then burst into tears and run away from him into the house. + +He followed her, somewhat distressed, to the door of her bedroom. He +knocked gently, but received no answer. + +'Netta, let me in, I have something to say to you,' + +No reply, but a passionate sobbing audible. + +'Netta, dear Netta, I am so sorry for you. Let me in.' + +He tried the door, but it was locked. + +'Netta, if you don't let me in I'll go and fetch mother directly. One, +two, three, and, now, open the door, I'm going. One, two, three, and +away!' + +He walked down the passage, and heard the door opened behind him. + +'Owen, come here, I will let you in,' + +'There's a good little sister.' + +'Don't palaver me, sir,' burst forth Netta, as soon as her door was +closed. 'You are all unfeeling, unnatural, cruel, selfish, hard-hearted +heathens! You don't care for me or Howel any more than as if we were +strangers. Father don't mind what he drives me to, and mother cares more +for that Irish beggar than for me--I know she does. I did think you +would be our friend, and now you are as stiff and unfeeling as Rowland. +Seure you are,' + +'Why, if I was a parson like Rowland, I'd marry you to-morrow.' + +'Then, why don't you try to bring father round. You know he thinks more +of you than of anybody else.' + +'It's no use trying; nobody but mother has any influence with father, +and she is not sure that 'tis right or good for you and Howel to marry.' + +'She is cruel and unkind,' sobbed Netta; 'I don't believe any one really +loves me but Howel,' + +'Stick to that, Netta; 'I for one haven't a spark of affection for you. +All father wants is to get rid of you, and that is why he is in such a +hurry for you to make such a grand match!' + +'Oh! indeed! he and all the rest of you are as jealous of Howel's good +fortune as you can be,--you know you are. And you wouldn't like to see +me a grand lady, grander than Miss Rice or Miss Nugent even. Won't I let +them know I'm somebody, and not to be looked down upon any more, that's +all!' + +Hereupon Netta wiped her eyes, and walked up and down the room grandly, +whilst Owen burst out laughing, + +'I beg you to go out of, my room, Owen!' said Netta, stamping her foot +and getting into a passion. 'One can't expect manners or sympathy from +seafaring porcupines like you. Go away directly. Why, John James, the +carter, is genteeler than a great coarse sailor such as you. Go you +away, I say.' + +'You ought to have said a seafaring dolphin or whale; they don't pay +twopence a week to learn manners, like you land-lubbers. When you want +me you may send for me.' + +Owen went off very much offended, leaving Netta to cogitate upon the +cruelty of her relations. + +In the course of that afternoon, a very well-dressed woman, in the +deepest of sables, was seen going down the road to the farm. She went +round through the garden to the glass-door, disdaining the yard, knocked +a great many times, to the great astonishment, of Shanno, and was at +last admitted, as Mrs Griffith Jenkins. Shanno, all reverence at sight +of the crape bonnet, crape veil, and widow's cap, ushered her into the +parlour, feeling that a chasm now lay between her and the dame she had +last seen in a high-crowned Welsh hat, striped flannel gown, and checked +apron. Having duly dusted a chair with her skirts, Shanno glanced at Mrs +Jenkins, and was about to leave the room, when Mrs Jenkins said,-- + +'Tell you your missus that I am coming on particular business and wish +to speak with her in private. Here, stop you, Shanno, where is Miss +Netta? I 'ouldn't mind giving you a shilling to tell her I was wanting +to see her before I am seeing her mother.' + +The shilling was offered, and received with much satisfaction and an +intelligent grin, and in less than five minutes Netta was with Mrs +Jenkins. + +'Deet to goodness, and you do look very poorly, Netta, fach!' said that +worthy, 'Howel was telling me to see you, and to be giving you this +note. Give you another to Shanno before I will be going away, and I will +give it to my Howel. Annwyl! you shall be seeing my Howel, now; how he +do look a horseback. Beauty seure! he do say you will have a horse, too. +There, go you? tell Shanno to tell your mother that I do be glad to see +her, let her tak' care how she do refuse you again.' + +Netta escaped with her note, and was soon succeeded by Mrs Prothero, who +shook hands in a trembling, frightened way with Mrs Jenkins, who, on the +contrary, strong in the consciousness of fortune and new apparel, was +perfectly self-possessed. She began at once. + +'I am coming about my Howel and your Netta, Mrs Prothero Howel is in a +fine temper, keeping noise enough, I can tell you; and I should like to +be knowing why he isn't good enough for your doater, Mrs Prothero; him +as is worth hundreds of thousands, and is as like to be coming a member, +and to be riding in his own carriage, and to be dining with the Queen +for that much! and seurely, he don't be good enough for Miss Prothero +Glanyravon Farm! Ach a fi! some peoples do be setting themselves up! my +Howel, too! So handsome, and genteel, so full of learning! Name o' +goodness what would you have, Mrs Prothero, Glanyravon Farm?' + +Mrs Jenkins paused with a long emphasis on the farm. + +'I am very sorry, Mrs Jenkins,' began trembling Mrs Prothero rubbing one +hand nervously over the other, 'but my husband is afraid that Howel is +not quite steady enough for such a giddy young thing as Netta.' + +'Study! why, tak' your time and you'll be seeing how study and pretty he +do behave. On my deet, and I 'ouldn't say that, if I wasn't as seure as +I'm alive, he haven't took a drop too much, nor said a wicked word, nor +keep no low company since his poor dear father was dying. Ah, Mrs +Prothero! you was being very good to us when I was losing my poor +Griffey. Who'd be thinking what a heap of money he'd be leaving, and +Howel'll be building a good house for me? and seure, I must be dressing +in my best, and having servants to wait on me? and, bless you, nothing +as my son Howel's can be getting is too good for his poor old mother!' + +'I am very glad to hear he is so kind,' said Mrs Prothero. + +'Then what do you say about Netta, Mrs Prothero, fach?' sharply asked +Mrs Jenkins. + +'To tell you the truth, I have very little power; my husband made up his +mind and wrote the note without consulting me.' + +'Then maybe I could be seeing Mr Prothero?' + +'I am afraid it would only lead to something unpleasant between you.' + +'Oh, you needn't be taking the trouble to be afraid, ma'am! I am calling +my Howel as good or better as your Netta. There was a time when you +might been looking higher, but now I conceit it, it will be us as do +condescend. There's Miss Rice Rice, and the Miss Jamms's, Plas Newydd, +and Miss Lawis, Pontammon, and Miss Colonel Rees, and Miss Jones the +'Torney, and Miss Captain Thomas, and I 'ouldn't say but Miss Gwynne, +Glanyravon, do be all speaking, and talking, and walking, and dancing +with my Howels! There's for you: and yet he do like his cousin Netta +best he do say.' + +'If you wish to see David, Mrs Griffey, I will call him,' said timid Mrs +Prothero, at her wits' end for anything to say or do. + +'Seurely I am wishing to see him,' said Mrs Jenkins majestically. + +David had not come in from his farm, so there was nothing for it but to +ask Mrs Jenkins to take off her bonnet and have some tea, to which that +lady graciously consented. When the crape shawl and black kid gloves +were removed Mrs Prothero perceived a large mourning brooch, containing +a gloomy picture of a tomb, set in pearls and diamonds, and surrounded +by the age, death, etc., of the lamented deceased; and a handsome +mourning ring, displaying a portion of iron-grey hair, also set in +pearls and diamonds, and surrounded with an appropriate epithalamium. +Mrs Prothero sat 'washing her hands in invisible soap,' whilst she saw +these ensigns of grandeur in the once mean, ill-dressed Mrs Jenkins, and +heard of all that 'her Howels' was about to effect. + +Owen came in, and with due gravity admired the mourning insignia, and +examined the dates, age, etc., of the defunct Griffey. He went so far as +to venture upon a distant allusion to the future. + +'I never thought those caps so becoming before, Aunt Jenkins,' he said, +eyeing her from head to foot, and wondering that he had never previously +been aware of what a good-looking woman his Welsh aunt was. + +A Welsh aunt, be it understood, is your father or mother's cousin, and +Mrs Jenkins and Mr Prothero were first cousins. + +'Isn't Davies, Pennycoed, that you used to tell us was once a lover of +yours, a widower?' continued Owen. + +'Well, Owen,' said Mrs Jenkins, not displeased, 'you are always for +jokes, but I do mean never to marry again.' + +'Don't make any rash vows; a young woman like you!' + +Here Netta having dried her eyes, joined the party, and shortly after +Mr Prothero's voice was heard. + +'After tea!' whispered Mrs Prothero to Mrs Jenkins, as she went out to +meet her husband. 'Here's Elizabeth Jenkins, David, come over to see us, +and she is going to stay to tea. I think she wants to speak to you +afterwards.' + +'Very glad to see her; but Howel sha'n't have Netta a bit the more for +that.' + +Mr Prothero put on a smart coat, brushed his hair, and came into the +parlour, as became one about to meet a grand lady. + +'How d'ye do, cousin 'Lizabeth? Glad to see you looking so well; welcome +to Glanyravon.' + +They shook hands, and as Mrs Jenkins made rather a grand attempt at a +curtsey, Owen looked at Netta, and showed his white teeth; but Netta was +as grave as a judge. + +Mr Prothero was as much struck with the improvement in the widow's +appearance as his son. + +'Why, I declare, cousin 'Lizabeth, you look ten years younger than you +did when I saw you last. Do you mind when we two used to go nutting +together? If 'twasn't for my good 'ooman there--' + +'I was just saying so, father,' interrupted Owen; 'don't you think +Davies, Pennycoed--' + +'I am not having no intentions of marrying again,' simpered the widow; +'wanst is enough. My poor Griffey.' + +'Quite right, cousin 'Lizabeth, wan Griffey is enough, in all +conscience.' + +The best tea things were duly arranged; cakes hot from the oven +buttered; the best green tea put into the best teapot, and all proper +honour done to Mrs Jenkins, from which she augured well for her Howels. + +As Shanno was very busy and very dirty, Mrs Prothero, during her +preparations in the kitchen, was at a loss to know who was to wait if +anything was wanted. Gladys chanced to be there, and said modestly,-- + +'If I could do, ma'am, I would soon make myself neat in Miss Prothero's +gown; and if I might just take in the tray instead of you.' + +'Thank you, Gladys, I am sure you will do,' and Gladys was installed. + +'There is nothing that girl cannot do,' thought Mrs Prothero, as she +arranged everything on the tea-table as neatly and properly as Mrs +Prothero could have done herself. + +'What a tidy girl you have!' said Mrs Jenkins. 'Do she mean to be +staying over Hollantide? I am wanting a servant.' + +All eyes were turned on Gladys as she came into the room again, but as +hers were always fixed on what she was carrying, or on her mistress, she +was not aware of the sudden attention she excited. + +'Irish beggars!' muttered Netta. + +'One of mother's godsends,' said Mr Prothero. + +'What a beautiful piece of snow,' thought Owen. + +After tea Mr Prothero invited Mrs Jenkins to go and see his fine fat +cattle. The pair went together, leaving an anxious trio behind them. + +Farmer Prothero was a man of few words when his mind was made up, and +was not long in beginning the subject each had at heart. + +'I'm sorry, cousin 'Lizabeth, that I can't let Netta marry just now. +She's too young, and Howel isn't the lad to study her.' + +'Oh! but you can't be knowing, David Prothero, how study he is since his +poor father's death.' + +'Then let him wait two years, and if he is downright well-conducted, +then he may have Netta.' + +'Upon my deet! he as can be marrying Miss Rice Rice or any young lady in +the country! Mighty condescent, Mr Prothero!' + +'Let him marry 'em all, I don't want him.' + +'Then you won't let Netta marry my Howels?' + +'If he's study in two years, and they are both in the same mind, they +may marry, and be hanged to 'em! I never was so bothered in my life. +But, between ourselves, I think it's just as likely your son Howel 'ould +be study in two years as my son Owen.' + +'Oh, name o' goodness, we don't want Miss Netta! No 'casion to be +waiting!' + +'Then don't wait, 'ooman! Who wants you to wait?' + +Mrs Jenkins hurried back into the house, and left Mr Prothero with his +cattle. + +'I must be going now, Mrs Prothero--my son Howels too! Thousands and +thousands of pounds. Netta, come you upstairs, my dear, whilst I am +putting on my bonnet.' + +Mrs Prothero was not duenna enough to accompany them upstairs, and +consequently Netta gave a note to Mrs Jenkins, cried a little, and +helped her to abuse her parents. + +'Never you mind, Netta, fach,' were the last words, 'Howels don't be +meaning to give you up.' + +'Good evening, ma'am; good evening, Mr Owen,' said Mrs Jenkins, as she +made the attempt at a curtsey, that caused Owen to show his white teeth +again. + +'Oh dear, dear! what will be the end of it?' said Mrs Prothero to Owen +as Netta sulked upstairs. 'I wish Rowland was at home.' + +'Very complimentary to your eldest son!' said Owen, laughing. + + + + + + +CHAPTER XIV. + +THE MILLIONAIRE. + + +Nearly a twelvemonth passed, and an autumn morning again hovered over +Glanyravon Farm. It would seem that all the inmates of the homestead +were sleeping; but there was one already awake and moving furtively +about. It was Netta, not usually such an early riser. The curtains of +her trim little bed and window were drawn aside to admit all the light +that a September twilight could cast upon the chamber in which she had +slept since her childhood. A lovely bunch of monthly roses and some +leaves of dark green ivy alone looked in upon her in the uncertain +gloaming, as if imaging her present and future. She was dressing herself +hastily, but with care, in her very best attire. She stood before the +glass braiding and arranging her dark glossy hair, that luxuriant +ornament of her bright, rosy face; then she put on the blossom white +lace habit-shirt and striped pink and drab silk dress, her kind father's +last gift, and the smart shawl and pink bonnet were duly arranged +afterwards. Whatever the early visit Netta was about to make, it was +evidently a premeditated one. When the attire was quite complete, and +she had surveyed herself in the glass, she suddenly paused and looked +around her. In a moment she was putting her room to rights, and pushing +stray articles of dress into drawers, until all was quite neat; then she +paused again, and glanced at a letter that was lying on her little +dressing-table. Turning hastily away from this she opened the window and +looked out. The sun had not yet arisen, though there was a streak of +light, forerunner of his advent, on the horizon. Mountains, rivers, +fields, and woods were all wrapped in a cold, grey mist, but still it +was not dark. Netta tore the bunch of roses from the bough and put them +in her bosom, then re-closed the window. She took up a large shawl that +was lying on a chair, and a small package from underneath and +dexterously arranged the shawl so as to fall over the parcel, as she +held both in her hand and on her arm. Again she paused a moment and +glanced around her. Her face was flushed, and there was moisture in her +dark eye. + +Oh, pause a little longer and consider, poor Netta! But no. The sudden +flash of sunlight into the room terrifies the thoughtless child, and she +goes hastily into the passage. Quietly she closes her door; stealthily +she creeps along. She makes no sound as she steals, like a thief, +through the house where she was born some eighteen summers ago. Before +one closed door she pauses again--listens. She can hear the breath of +the sleepers within. She is on her knees, and represses with difficulty +a rising sob, 'Mother! mother! forgive me! God bless you!' she whispers, +as she once more rises and runs down the remainder of the +passage--downstairs--through the hall--through the parlour, and out by +the little glass door into the garden. In spite of her tears, haste, +agitation she cannot pass that bed of carnations--her mother's +treasure--without stopping to gather one fresh and dripping with the air +and dews of night. Innocent flowers! they will see her mother that very +day; but what of the stray, wandering rose of Glanyravon? Through the +garden, and out by the little wicket into the lane; across a field +sparkling with dewdrops; over a stile; down another lane; over another +stile, and into another field! Here she pauses and glances round. A dark +figure at the opposite side of the field seems to assure her that all is +well. She runs quickly across the meadow, and within it, under shelter +of the hedge, near a half-open gate, stands Mrs Griffith Jenkins. + +'Where is Howel?' asks Netta hastily. + +'He did write yesterday to say he 'ould bring the carriage from Swansea +to meet us at Tynewydd, and he was sure to be there by six o'clock,' + +'Let us make haste then, Aunt 'Lisbeth. Why didn't he come here himself? +I have a great mind to turn back.' + +'Come you, Netta, fach! we'll soon be there. See you the letter?' + +'Not now--not now,' cries Netta impatiently, walking along the high road +as fast as she possibly can. Mrs Jenkins keeps up with her, but is soon +out of breath. + +'There's Jack Trefortyn; he'll be sure to tell. Aunt 'Lisbeth, I will +turn back. Father will be after me. It is too bad,' sobs Netta. + +'We are near by now, Netta, fach. Come you!' + +The little woman quickened her pace into a short run to keep up with +Netta. + +'Here's the turnpike; we'll be at Tynewydd 'rectly.' + +'I see Tynewydd,' says Netta, straining her eyes to catch sight of some +object far down the road; 'there is no carriage--I am sure there is +none. Cousin Howel ought to be ashamed of himself.' + +Netta runs on very fast, leaving Mrs Jenkins far behind, until she +reaches the turning to a lane that leads to a little farm called +'Tynewydd.' She bursts out crying, and stamps her foot as she +exclaims,-- + +'Does he think he's going to do what he likes with me because he's rich? +I'll tell him he shall wait for me, I will!' + +Hereupon she turns back and runs faster than before towards Mrs Jenkins. + +'Come you, Netta, fach! He'll be here by now. Read you the letter.' + +Netta pauses a moment to read a letter held out to her by Mrs Jenkins. +It runs thus:-- + +'I can't be with you to-day. Meet Netta at the appointed place, and walk +to Tynewydd. I will be there with a carriage by six o'clock.--Yours, +H.J.' + +'See you, Netta, it isn't six yet.' Mrs Jenkins pulls out a large gold +watch, which, while Netta was running on, she has managed to put back +half-an-hour. 'Five-and-twenty minutes to six, see you.' + +Netta turns again and hurries on. + +'There is Jones Tynewydd. If he should see me,' says Netta. 'Do make +haste, Aunt 'Lisbeth.' + +They walk on for about a quarter of a mile, when carriage wheels are +distinctly heard, and in a few moments a fly and pair is distinctly seen +coming at great speed. The driver would have passed them, but Mrs +Jenkins calls out,-- + +'A gentleman for Tynewydd inside?' Upon which he pulls up. Howel is out +of the fly, and Netta lifted in before she knows what she is about. Mrs +Jenkins is put in almost as quickly, and the fly turned and off again in +less time than it takes to write it. + +'Howel, how could you? I was going back, and I wish I had,' sobs Netta. + +Howel kisses her and tells her to be a good little cousin, and she shall +see London in no time. She clings close to him, and hides her face on +his shoulder and sobs on. He draws her to him, and lets her grief have +way. Few words are spoken for a time, but at last Netta dries her tears +and says,-- + +'I was so frightened, cousin, and I didn't think it would be so hard to +leave mother without saying good-bye. Mother was always kind.' + +'Hide you, Howel! hide you, Netta! there's Mr Jonathan Prothero,' says +Mrs Jenkins, shrinking back into the corner of the fly. + +Howel peeps out and sees Netta's worthy uncle, bag on back, setting +forth on some archæological search. + +Howel and Netta lean back in the fly whilst he passes, little thinking +whom the vehicle contains. + +'Uncle and aunt will be glad at least,' says Netta. 'Aunt says you are +very clever and handsome, Howel, and wonders why father won't let us--' + +'Marry, Netta--say the word. I suppose Aunt Jonathan found out my +talents and beauty after I acquired my fortune.' + +After driving about ten miles they stop to change horses, and in the +course of three or four hours arrive at the Swansea railway station, +newly erected within the last few months. The scene is equally new to +Netta and Mrs Jenkins, and whilst Howel goes to take their tickets they +stand wondering and admiring. Neither of them has ever travelled by +rail, and both are equally nervous at the prospect. They are just in +time for the express, and soon find themselves seated in a first-class +carriage. As it is a carriage of two compartments, Howel fastens the +door between the two, draws down the blind, puts some coats on the +fourth seat, and says they will now have it to themselves all the way to +London. + +Netta seizes his hand and screams when the steam whistle sounds, and his +mother falls down upon him from the opposite seat He laughs aloud, and +seems in such buoyant spirits that the women laugh too; and very soon +Netta has quite forgotten her home, as with her hand clasped in Howel's +he unfolds to her his future plans and arranges hers. + +'Deet, and this is like a sofa in a drawing-room. I shall be asleep if I +don't take care,' says Mrs Jenkins. + +'The best thing you can do, mother. I will awake you when we get to +Reading, where the biscuits are made you used to sell, faugh! and be +sure to show you Windsor Castle.' + +Mrs Jenkins obeys her son's wish, and is soon sleeping soundly. + +Howel then gives Netta the following intelligence, which, as it +interests her, we will hope may be interesting to her friends. + +'The old gown you gave my mother, Netta, I sent to a celebrated house in +town, and calling there the next day ordered a proper _trousseau_ to be +made for you.' + +'What's a _trousseau_, Howel?' + +'You little dunce. Why, what we call a _stafell_ without the household +furniture. So you will find a wedding dress and all kinds of dresses and +garments without number awaiting you, for I gave the milliner _carte +blanche_.' + +'What's _carte blanche_, cousin? You are become so grand.' + +'Never mind--white paper with two meanings. And here is a present to +begin with.' + +Howel takes a leather case from his pocket and puts it into Netta's +hand. She opens it, and sees a beautiful little gold watch and chain. + +'Oh, you dear, kind cousin, Howel!' she cries; her eyes sparkling with +delight. 'I have longed for one all my life.' + +'Will you go back again, Netta dear?' asks Howel archly. + +The watch and chain are duly put on, and then Howel continues,-- + +'To-morrow you will have a hard day's work. You must purchase a great +many things that will be necessary for travelling that I could not buy. +The rest we can get in Paris. I have invited my friends, Sir John and +Lady Simpson, and their son and daughter, to the wedding, which I have +fixed for the day after to-morrow. One of the reasons for my not being +able to come to you yesterday was that I must be a fortnight in the +parish where we are to be married before we are married. I just ran down +by the night train, took the fly, and met you; and shall make up my lost +night by sleeping in town, for certainly I slept nowhere yesterday. +Can't sleep in a train like mother; always feel too excited.' + +'I don't like those grand people,' interrupted Netta, pouting. + +'You will know them directly. But don't let out anything about the farm, +or father and mother; papa and mamma now, little coz. Miss Simpson +guesses it is an elopement, I think, but I haven't told her so. They are +very great friends of mine; very grand people.' + +'Quite like Lady Nugent, I suppose,' suggests Netta. + +'Quite--grander indeed. Well, I have ordered the wedding-breakfast, +carriages, everything. Never had such fun in my life. It was quite an +excitement. You don't know half my talents yet.' + +'Suppose brother Rowland were to hear of it?' says Netta, frightened at +the idea. + +Howel laughs aloud, and awakes his mother. + +'He is east, we are west, my dear cousin. He is amongst the plebeians, +we the patricians; he is _canaille_, we are _noblesse_.' + +'What are they, Howel?' + +''Tis a pleasure to be hearing you talk, Howel,' says Mrs Jenkins, +yawning and rubbing her eyes. + +'I was saying, mother, that we are to have a grand wedding, and you must +take care not to let anything come out about the shop, faugh! or, +indeed, not talk much to the friends I have asked--Lady Simpson, for +instance,' + +'Oh, yes? you was telling me of her. Wasn't it when you was dining with +Prince Albert wanst, and was wanting that money of my Griffey?' + +'Do hold your tongue, mother,' shouts Howel, shuddering; he always +shivers when he hears his father's name. + +He sees a head trying to peep through the curtain, and thinks it best to +hold his tongue for a time, then continues,-- + +'I mean, mother, don't mention my dining with the prince, or any of +these old stories, to the Simpsons. You must both be very careful of +what you say. I shall show you as much as I can of London to-morrow, +mother, as you will be obliged to return the day after.' + +'Deet now, I did be thinking I should stay a week in London, now I am +going there for the first time in my life? I'll be staying after you, +Howel, bach. I've plenty of money now.' + +'You shall come up again to meet us when we return; but you must be at +home to see to the house, and let us know what is said of our doings. +You see we shall go direct to Paris, stay some time abroad, and then +come and settle at home. Won't we astonish the county! Mr and Mrs Howel +Jenkins will be no longer the Howel and Netta of old days; we shall be +the upon, not the fawners!' + +'I'd scorn to fawn on any one, Howel,' says Netta indignantly; 'I never +did in my life. I always gave Miss Rice Rice as big a stare as she gave +me.' + +'You will be able to give her a bigger now,' laughs Howel. As they +journeyed on, Howel pointed out all the different objects that were +likely to interest his mother and Netta. Every one, or nearly every one, +knows what an exciting event is a first journey to London, it matters +not whether performed at eighteen or sixty-five. And if the first +journey to London be also the first journey by rail, the wonder and +excitement are doubled. + +When Howel had finished all his instructions concerning the future, he +thoroughly entered into the present, and enchanted his companions by his +general knowledge of the passing scenes, and the amusing stories he had +to tell. Netta was more in love with him than ever before they reached +town, and wondered that such a grand and clever gentleman could have +kept constant to a little country cousin like herself. She had seen +nothing of Howel during the most stirring years of his life, and could +not have supposed what a change the mere commerce with the world could +effect. She considered him far more agreeable than her brother Rowland, +handsomer and more polished than Sir Hugh Pryse, and much more +fashionable than Mr Rice Rice. + +At Swindon he treated them liberally, and loaded Netta with sweets to +take with her to the carriage after she had swallowed her cold chicken +and wine. As to his mother, knowing her peculiar tastes, he gave her a +glass of brandy and water, upon plea of illness, which she took with +evident pleasure; but fearing to attract the attention of the smart +people around her, sipped so daintly, that it was not half finished when +the signal to return to the carriages sounded, and Howel hurried her +off. + +'Just let me put this piece of chicken and ham into my bag, Howel, and +finish this drop,' she whispered. + +'Quick, mother, not a minute,' was all the answer she received, +accompanied by a pull of the sleeve so imperative, that she was obliged +to leave her half filled glass behind her. + +At the Oxford Station, Netta began to wonder what Rowland would think of +her conduct. + +'Think!' said Howel, with a scowling brow, 'the prig! what right has he +to think? He will know that three or four thousand a-year are somewhat +better than a London curacy--ha! ha! and wish himself in my place, I +fancy,' + +As they neared London, Netta was haunted by visions of her brother, the +only person she really feared. + +'Suppose he should meet them! should find her out! Suppose the clergyman +who married them should guess, from her name, she was his sister, and go +and tell him?' + +Howel laughed heartily at this, told her to look out of the window at +London as they entered it, and see whether she thought one parson would +be likely to be met by chance by another. + +'This London!' exclaims Netta, 'I see nothing but the roofs of a lot of +ugly black houses!' + +'Carmarthen is as fine, and Swansea finer!' says Mrs Jenkins, her face +expressive of great disappointment. + +'Draw down your veils, and stand there whilst I get a cab,' says Howel, +after they have descended upon the platform. + +Netta trembles all over, and fancies every tall man in black must be +Rowland. + +'Name o' goodness what are all the people about?' says Mrs Jenkins. 'My +deet, there do be a lot of carriages! And look you, Netta, at all the +gentlemen's servants in blue and silver! Here's a place! big enough to +hold our town. Look you at the glass--like a large hot-house. Seure all +London isn't covered up like this!' + +'Here you are! all right--come along quick!' says Howel, taking them to +a cab, and putting them in. + +'Half Moon Street, Piccadilly,' and off they go, as fast as the poor +cab-horse can take them. + +'Now, what do you think of it, Netta?' asks Howel, as they drive through +the magnificent streets and squares of the West End of London, where +every house looks a palace. + +Netta was so bewildered that she could not answer; but Mrs Jenkins +talked for both. + +'Look you! well to be seure! that's grander than I ever see. There's a +church! Trees too! Who'd be thinking of trees in London? Well, name o' +goodness, where are all they people going? That church 'ont hold 'em +all! There's beauty! Is that St Paul's, Howel, bach! or the Monument? My +Griffey was talking of them! There's houses! Seure that's Prince +Albert's coach! There again! Where was all those carriages going? Ach a +fi! that man was just driving into our horse. Howel, name o' goodness +tell the coachman to tak' care. He'll be upsetting us. Yes, indeet, +Netta, there's shops! One after another. Did you be buying Netta's +wedding clothes there, Howel! Is that a play-house? No! not a +gentleman's house? I 'ould like to see a play for wanst, if nobody 'ould +tell our minister.' + +'If you are not too tired, I'll take you to-night, mother,' here broke +in Howel. 'We may go, perhaps, after you have had some tea. What do you +say, Netta?' + +'Anywhere you like, Howel,' said Netta, 'I am no more ready than if I +was just starting.' + +'Pic what, Howel, was you calling this?' asked Jenkins. + +'Piccadilly, mother. One of the best parts of London.' + +'Deet, and I should think so. 'Tis like a 'lumination lights. There's no +night here. Daylight all the year round. Trees again, like Glanyravon +Park, and lights along by. There pretty--what a many carriages! Was they +all going to the play? Soldiers, too, I am thinking! And more o' them +gentlemen's servants in blue and white. Do all the servants in London be +wearing the same livery, Howel?' + +'Those are the police, mother,' said Howel, laughing. + +'The pleece! Well, I do be calling them handsome men. When will the +noise stop, Howel? I can't hear myself speak, much less you and Netta. +'Tis more noise than Hollantide fair! But maybe 'tis fairday here +to-day, only I wasn't seeing no cattle. There for you! that man 'll +upset us, seure he will.' + +'Here we are, mother,' interrupted Howel, as the cab stopped in Half +Moon Street. 'Now, you must remember that the landlady is not to be in +all our secrets.' + +'Seure, and this isn't half as grand as Pic--what's that long name, +Howel?' + +'Will you walk upstairs, ma'am,' said a well-dressed woman who stood in +the passage of the house at which they stopped. + +'Thank you, ma'am,' said Mrs Jenkins, making her very best curtsey to +the landlady. + +'Is tea ready, Mrs Thompson?' asked Howel, hastening into the passage. + +'Yes, sir!' replied Mrs Thompson, trying to catch a glimpse of Netta's +face. + +'This way, mother,' said Howel, striding upstairs. 'You can send the +traps into the bedrooms, Mrs Thompson. William, take them up.' + +This to a smart tiger, emblazoned in green and gold, belonging to +Howel's private menagerie. + +'What a lovely room! what a beautiful fire!' cried Netta, as she +followed Howel into a handsome first-floor drawing-room. + +'Treue for you there!' said Mrs Jenkins, surveying herself in the glass. + +Tea was ready, and a substantial repast besides, of which they all soon +began to partake, and to which they did justice. + +'I do wish I had that drop of brandy I left in those grand rooms, I am +feeling a pain,' began Mrs Jenkins. + +Howel drew a flask from his pocket, and poured a little brandy into his +mother's tea. + +'This must be the first and last time mother,' he said, as he did so. + +When they had finished tea, Howel told them that their room was within +the folding-doors, and that Netta would find a dress there for the play, +and must make haste, if she meant to go. His mother, being in her very +best black, wanted nothing but the widow's cap to complete her attire as +chaperon. Howel lighted his cigar, and finished the brandy in the flask +whilst the women were dressing. They soon returned, Netta looking really +beautiful, in a new and fashionable white dress, elaborately trimmed +with ribbons and lace. + +Howel went up to her and kissed her with infinite satisfaction. + +'Won't we create a sensation at the Olympic,' he said. 'There will not +be such bright eyes and lilies and roses to be seen there as yours, +cousin Netta!' + +'Mother don't approve of plays, Howel!' + +'You must think of me, not mother now,' said Howel, ringing the bell and +ordering a cab, which as soon as it arrived received our trio, and was +driven to the Olympic, where they arrived in due time, and where we will +leave them for the present. + + + + + + +CHAPTER XV. + +THE MILLIONAIRE'S WIFE. + + +'Don't you be taking on so, Netta, fach! if you do be crying this way, +your eyes 'll be as red as carrots, and Howel 'ont like it.' + +'Oh! Aunt 'Lisbeth, I can't help thinking of mother, and how she is +vexing about me.' + +'Look you at yourself in the glass, Netta, fach! and you 'ont be vexing +any more. I never was seeing such a glass as that before. Look you! you +can see yourself from the beauty-flowers in the white bonnet--dear! +there is a bonnet! and you was looking so well in it--down to them +lovely white shoes on your foots, I never was thinking before you had +such little foots.' + +This conversation takes place whilst Mrs Jenkins is engaged in dressing +Netta for her wedding, and in endeavouring at the same time to soothe +various ebullitions of grief that burst out ever and anon, between the +different acts of the attiring. The girl cannot quite forget the friends +she left behind her, when she so suddenly ran away from home. The appeal +to her personal appearance is not, however, in vain. She looks in the +cheval-glass which draws forth Mrs Jenkins' admiration, and thinks she +has seldom seen anything so pretty as the reflection of her own person +in her bridal dress. She hastily dries her eyes, and turns round and +round several times to assure herself that all is right. + +'Ah! Howel is knowing everything!' says Mrs Jenkins. 'Silks and laces, +and flowers, and worked-handkerchiefs, and all as white as a lily! And +your cheeks a deal redder than any I do see here along! My deet! but you +do be looking genteel.' + +'Do I look as if I had been crying, aunt?' asks Netta, wetting her eyes +with lavender water. 'I'm afraid of Howel and those grand people. I wish +he hadn't asked them.' + +'Oh, for sham! Netta. There they are, I shouldn't wonder! Yes indeet! +says Mrs Jenkins, 'I hear them talking on the stairs.' + +A knock at the bedroom door is followed by the entrance of two ladies, +apparently mother and daughter; the former a portly and roseate dame, +clad in the richest of brocades and white lace shawls--the latter a thin +and somewhat yellow damsel, a tired in white and pink bonnet and mantle +to match, evidently in bridesmaid's gear. + +'Ah I how charming! how beautiful! what a country-flower in London +leaves!' exclaim the ladies, rushing up to Netta and kissing her. 'Good +morning, Mrs Jenkins, your son has chosen a bewitching young person +indeed!' + +'Treue for your ladyship,' says Mrs Jenkins, making her very best +curtsey, as the ladies alternately shake hands with her. + +'Your ladyship' is no less a person than Lady Simpson, the wife of Sir +John Simpson, a gentleman who acquired that title on an occasion when +William the Fourth, of blessed memory, was fêted in the city. Sir John, +having made a considerable fortune in trade, and being blessed with a +helpmate of an aspiring mind, has removed from his old neighbourhood to +that of Hyde Park, where he is spending the money he earned on the +general advancement of his family. This family consists of a son and +daughter, who have been highly educated according to the general +acceptation of the term. With the son Howel is very intimate, and +through him he has long been known to the rest of the family; but it is +only since his vast accession of wealth that he has had the +distinguished honour of claiming Sir John and Lady Simpson as his +particular friends. To them he confided his intended marriage with a +beautiful cousin, who, for family reasons, was coming to London, he +said, under his mother's protection, to be united to him. They had +called on Mrs Jenkins and Netta the previous day, and were invited to +the wedding in the various capacities of father, bridesman, and +bridesmaid. Previously to their making his mother's acquaintance, Howel +informed them that being Welsh, she naturally spoke the language of her +country, and was so patriotic that she disliked any other; and said that +they must not be surprised at her peculiar English, which was simply a +translation of the Welsh idioms into what, to her, was a foreign tongue. +He also gave his mother an hour's lecture upon her dress and deportment; +and Netta a few hints as to her general behaviour, which, whilst it +enchanted the elder, frightened the younger lady. Thus 'forewarned,' if +not 'fore-armed' the forces of Simpson and Jenkins were thrown together. + +Lady Simpson is an average specimen of a vulgar woman aping gentility; +her daughter of a would-be fine lady. + +After they have sufficiently admired Netta's dress, and put the +finishing touches to it, Miss Simpson informs Netta of her duty as bride +elect. + +'Of course, my dear, papa will take you to the hymeneal altar, and our +friend Captain Dancy will take me.' + +'Oh! I hope there is no other stranger,' gasps Netta. + +'Only a particular friend of my brother's and of Mr Jenkins'. Do not be +alarmed, you shy little dove.' + +'Netta, fach!' whispers Mrs Jenkins, 'the ladies was knowing what is +right' + +'Then my brother must take up Mrs Jenkins, and Mr Jenkins, mamma. I +declare we shall be a charming party; and remember to take off your +glove, dear, and give it to me.' + +'We had better go downstairs now,' said Lady Simpson. 'Bridegrooms are +very impatient at these times.' + +Lady Simpson took the blushing, frightened Netta by the hand, and led +her into the drawing-room. Truly the poor child did look like a lovely +country rose, as Miss Simpson had not inaptly called her. Howel led her, +proud of her beauty, to the portly Sir John, who patted her kindly on +the cheeks, and reminded Netta so strongly of her father that the tears +sprung into her eyes. Howel's frown soon checked them, and a thundering +knock at the door, followed by the entrance of Mr Simpson, junior, and +his friend, Captain Dancy, turned her attention from the father to the +son. The look of decided admiration that the new comers cast upon her, +quite revived her drooping spirits, and she smiled, curtseyed, and +blushed as becomingly and naively as Howel could have wished. + +Mr Horatio Simpson was a young man very much adorned with chains, rings, +studs, and black curls. He had, moreover, a very fine waistcoat, and was +altogether well fitted by his tailor. His face was not unlike that of an +otter. He used grand words when he spoke, but did not tire his +companions by quite as voluble a tongue as did his mother. He was one of +those fine gentlemen who would, or could neither plod nor dash at his +studies, and who was quite willing to take all his knowledge second hand +from any one who would kindly impart it. + +Captain Dancy was so entirely his devoted friend, that he gladly gave +him the advantage of his superior parts, in return for various favours +which Miss Simpson also aided in conferring. + +Captain Dancy is a tall, fashionable-looking man, with what Miss Simpson +and her mamma consider a splendid figure. 'And such a lovely moustache!' +Miss Simpson usually adds with a sigh. The moustache and hair are, +however, inclined to red, and the face within them is not unlike that of +a fox. Perhaps some of his friends might be surprised if they found him +in the present company; but he would do anything to oblige Simpson and +Jenkins, who are, in turn, always at his service, in more ways than one. + +After a little preliminary conversation, Mr Simpson offers Netta his +arm; and followed by the rest of the bridal party, leads the way +downstairs. A smart little liveried page is at the door, and two fine +carriages are in the street, each with its horses and coachman +ornamented with bridal favours. + +'We cannot make all our arrangements' as I could wish, whispers Howel +to Miss Simpson, 'owing to circumstances; or I should have met you at +the church from another house.' + +Netta, Mr Simpson, and the two ladies are in the first carriage, which +soon arrives at St James's Church, followed by the other. How the +bouquet in Netta's hand trembles, as she takes Mr Simpson's arm, and +walks with him up the steps, and finally through the centre aisle to the +altar! She has never been in a London church before, and the varied +colours of that magnificent painted window strike her with wonder even +now. + +Netta turns very pale as she stands by the altar, and waits until Howel +comes up. Sir John whispers some kindly words, which so forcibly remind +her of her father, that she can scarcely repress her tears. She glances +at Howel, as he stands opposite, gazing at her, and sees that his +handsome face is calm and determined. He smiles as she looks at him, +which reassures her. A prettier bride could never stand before an altar; +Howel feels this and is satisfied. And Netta has loved her cousin all +her life, and thinks him perfect. She can truly say that she leaves +father, mother, all for him. + +And these are the feelings with which they receive the first words of +the earnest-spoken grey-haired priest, who tells them that they are +assembled in the sight of God, to be joined indissolubly together. + +Netta once read through the marriage service years ago. She had +forgotten it, and would have read it again, but she did not take away +either her Bible or prayer book when she fled from her home, and did not +like to ask Howel to buy her one. Now, as the clergyman continues his +exhortation, the words sound to her as some solemn and wonderful address +spoken for her alone. She listens in spite of a multitude of feelings +that are struggling within her, and is struck with fear when she is +adjured to confess, if there is any impediment to her being lawfully +wedded. She knows that her father's anger and her mother's sorrow are +broad impediments in her road to happiness. + +Her hand trembles, as he who holds the office that offended father ought +to hold, takes it and places it in that of the clergyman It trembles +still more as she hears the question put to her concerning her future +conduct to him, so soon to be her husband, and to think she must audibly +respond. Howel has already answered firmly and boldly, and she strives +to say the final, 'I will,' firmly too, but her voice falters; she is +too much absorbed in her own emotions to notice how carelessly and +thoughtlessly Howel repeats his solemn promise to her after the +clergyman, but she feels him press her hand and is reassured. +Tremblingly, but in all earnestness of purpose, she makes her vow to +'love, cherish, and obey' him whom she has resolutely chosen for her +husband; and, as if touched by her manner, and by the searching glance +of the clergyman, Howel becomes more serious as he places the ring on +her finger and repeats the last words in those great and awful names, +which it is sin to utter but with humility and prayer. + +Truly, as they kneel before the altar to receive the final blessing of +the clergyman, they are a sight for much joy or much grief. Who shall +say what the end will be? Two human beings joined in one to all +eternity! + +As that prayer and blessing are being spoken, a bright flash of +lightning darts through the church, followed by a heavy peal of thunder; +suddenly a great gloom fills the sacred edifice, and a storm of hail and +rain dashes against the windows. + +Poor Netta is superstitious and as easily frightened as a child; she +starts and gives an involuntary little cry as the lightning flashes +before her eyes, and the thunder seems to shake her as she kneels. She +turns paler and paler as the storm continues, and can scarcely hear the +concluding psalms, prayers, and exhortation, for her fear of the +lightning which fitfully and at intervals slants through the painted +windows. + +Stronger nerves than Netta's have been shaken by a thunderstorm on a +wedding-day. Even Howel involuntarily quails at this evil omen, and Mrs +Jenkins clasps her hands and mutters a Welsh proverb. She and Netta had +been congratulating each other on the sunshine of the morning, and such +a storm was bad indeed. + +However, the service proceeds, and then he who addresses the +newly-married pair in God's name, makes himself heard in spite of the +pattering hail. He seems the more impressive as he cannot but remark +Howel's frowning brow and Netta's agitation. + +It is a relief to all the wedding-party when the last words are spoken +and Howel leads his bride into the vestry. By this time tears are +running fast down her pale cheeks, and Howel's efforts at encouragement, +and the warm kiss he gives her, fail to dry them; Sir John Simpson's +fatherly embrace rather serves to increase than diminish the emotion, +and poor Netta is conscious that Howel must be very displeased. + +She mutters something about her great fear of lightning and thunder; +signs her name even more stragglingly than usual, and is at last led by +Howel through the church to the carriage. + +'I don't wonder she is frightened and nervous,' says Miss Simpson? 'I am +sure I should have fainted if such a storm had come on at my marriage. +It is--' + +'Nonsense!' exclaims Howel, somewhat rudely, as they drive quickly +through Jermyn Street, up St James's Street, down Piccadilly, and into +Half Moon Street, without much farther conversation, whilst the storm +rolls on. Netta hurries upstairs and gives way to a burst of sobs and +tears; Howel follows, and knowing the best way to console her, takes her +in his arms, and having told her that she is his own little wife now, +begs her to remember all the grand things they are going to do. + +'You are a great lady now, Netta. We must astonish the little people +down in Wales. Think of Paris, and that Lady Nugent and Miss Rice Rice, +and all your old rivals will hear of your being there, and soon see you +return smarter and richer than any one,' + +'But the storm, cousin Howel! All those solemn words! I am frightened to +death!' + +'Silly little Netta! what has the storm to do with you and me? All our +prosperity and happiness are beginning.' + +'But they say, "Blessed is the bride the sun shines on," and that +thunder and lightning are such a bad omen.' + +'Don't be'--a fool, Howel was going to say, but he modified it into +'Don't be such a silly little puss, but dry your eyes, and come and make +yourself agreeable to our first visitors. _Ours,_ Netta dear.' + +Netta did as she was bid, and in a short time was at the head of the +table, on which a wedding-breakfast had been duly placed, according to +the general rules laid down for such occasions. Howel had given _carte +blanche_ to a fashionable confectioner, and everything was as it should +be for the quiet and private marriage of a man of large fortune. The +cake was splendidly ornamented, the champagne iced, and the other viands +and wines in keeping with them; the hired waiters vied with Sir John's +servants in propriety of demeanour, and Howel's page was as pompous as +pages generally are. + +All Netta's pride and ambition returned when she saw herself mistress at +a table more luxuriously spread than that of Mr Gwynne, and she soon +began to enjoy her new dignity very much. + +'I am to have a French maid when I get to Paris,' she said to Miss +Simpson. 'Howel does not like to take one with us, and we shall form our +establishment when we return.' + +Howel laughed in his sleeve when he heard this: he managed to hear every +word that Netta uttered, and gave her an approving glance; he also saw +that his friends, Captain Dancy and Mr Horatio Simpson, greatly admired +his beautiful young wife, and little cousin Netta rose in his, +estimation. + +'We shall soon meet in Paris, I hope,' said Captain Dancy. 'Simpson and +I are going to run over next week. I should like to assist in showing +you some of the lions, Mrs Howel Jenkins,' + +'Lions! name o' goodness don't tak' her to see them!' exclaims Mrs +Jenkins, now put off her guard by fear. + +'Ah! you have not that Welsh figure; it means--' began Miss Simpson, but +she was interrupted by Mr Simpson proposing the health of the bride and +bridegroom. + +The breakfast went off very well, and the champagne went round only too +often; ladies as well as gentlemen were flushed by this exhilarating +beverage, and Mrs Griffith Jenkins was beginning to be very voluble on +the subject of 'my son Howels,' when that gentleman gave her a look that +silenced her, and that reminded Netta that he had told her to look at +Lady Simpson when it was time for her to put on her travelling-dress. + +The ladies went to their retiring-room, whilst the gentlemen drank more +champagne, and arranged various Parisian amusements. + +It was understood that, as Howel had no friends to leave behind him for +the final settlement of lodgings and the like, his guests were to depart +before he and his bride left. They accordingly took their leave as soon +as Netta reappeared in fashionable travelling costume. No sooner were +they fairly gone than Howel set to work to pay and arrange; this done, +he called Netta to look at their wedding cards. There were a great +number directed to different friends, some to acquaintances in their old +neighbourhood, and one to David Prothero, Esq., Glanyravon. + +Netta quailed but said nothing. + +'Now let me read you this, Netta? it is for the _Welshman,_ and every +one will see it:--"On the 16th instant, at St James's Church, +Piccadilly, London, Howel Jenkins, Esq., of our county, was married to +Miss Prothero, daughter of D. Prothero, Esq., of Glanyravon. Sir John +Simpson gave away the lovely bride, and the wedding-breakfast was +attended by a select, but fashionable party of friends."' + +'Father will see that,' said Netta; 'he will be in such a passion.' + +'Serve him right,' replied Howel, and called the page and sent the +letters to the post. + +The carriage was at the door, and the luggage in. Mrs Griffith Jenkins +was busily engaged in packing up the cake and a spare bottle of +champagne, together with a few other confections' in a stray hamper. + +'Make haste, mother,' cried Howel. + +'Stop you, Howel, bach! in a minute. We must be wishing you joy at home; +and I should like to be sending cousin Prothero some of this grand +cake.' + +At last Mrs Jenkins and her hamper were ready, and the trio started for +the Paddington Station. + +When they arrived there Howel took a second-class ticket for his mother +as far as Swansea, telling her to take a first-class from that place +home. She was to sleep with some friends at Swansea. + +'We mustn't waste money, mother.' + +'Treue for you, Howel.' + +'Tell everybody at home of the grand wedding.' + +'Don't be afraid of that.' + +When Howel had seen his mother off, he and Netta drove to their station, +and, per first-class carriage, with page in second, steamed off to +Folkestone, which was to be the first stage of their life-journey. + + + + + + +CHAPTER XVI. + +THE SERVANT. + + +We must now leave Netta and her husband for a time, and return to the +morning when Netta left her home to go forth in search of a new one. + +The breakfast-table was spread at the farm, and all were assembled +except Netta. + +'Owen, go and call Netta,' said Mr Prothero, seating himself before some +smoking rashers of bacon; 'she's always late, I'll say that for her.' + +Owen did his father's bidding, but returned exclaiming,-- + +'She is up and out of her room. There must be something wonderful to +make her go out before breakfast.' + +'Such a lovely morning,' said Mrs Prothero, 'I daresay she is in the +garden.' + +'Well, let her find her way in,' said the farmer; 'she knows the hour, +and we'll fall to. Say grace, mother, if you please.' + +Mrs Prothero said grace, and the trio sat down to breakfast. + +'I expect brother Jo and Mrs Jonathan to-day,' said Mr Prothero; 'they +are going to a clerical meeting, and are coming here on their way back.' + +'Dear me!' said Mrs Prothero. 'What can we have for dinner?' + +'Eggs and bacon. What better?' said the farmer. 'But you needn't be +afraid, they 'ont come till tea. Owen, I wish you'd just look out and +see after that idle slut Netta.' + +Off started Owen with a piece of bread and butter in his hand. + +'Mother, why don't you make that girl more regular?' asked Mr Prothero. + +'Oh, David! you know she doesn't mind me.' + +'Then you should make her.' + +Mrs Prothero could have said, 'You should have helped me to make her all +her life,' but she refrained. + +'Can't find her,' cried Owen, returning. + +'Perhaps she is ill upstairs,' suggested Mrs Prothero, rising, and +running up to her room. + +The room was empty, as we know, and Mrs Prothero was about to leave it +again, when she went to the open window to see if she could espy Netta +from it. She passed the dressing-table as she did so, and perceiving a +letter, glanced at the direction. She was surprised to find it addressed +to herself, and on a nearer examination saw that it was in Netta's +handwriting. It was with a trembling hand and foreboding heart that she +took it up and broke the seal After she had done this, she was some time +before she could summon courage to open it. When she did so, her brain +swam as she read the following words, written with trembling fingers:-- + + 'DEAR MOTHER,--I am going to marry cousin Howel. Father won't + consent, so we are going to London to be married. I hope you will + forgive me for not telling you, but I knew it was no good, as + father is so much against it. I am sure I shall be very happy, only + I should like to have been married properly at home; but it is not + my fault that father would not hear of it, and that Howel would not + wait. We are going to France and a great many other countries, and + it grieves me to think how long it will be before I shall see you + again. I hope you and father will forgive me? as Howel is a + gentleman with plenty of money, and we have loved one another all + our lives. I don't see why we were not allowed to marry like + anybody else, instead of being obliged to go so far away; I am sure + it would have been better if father had let us. Dear mother, you + were always very good to me, and I am sorry if I ever offended you; + but father called me bad names, and was very cross; he will be + vexed, perhaps, when he sees how grand and happy I am. + + 'Good-bye for a little time, my dear mother. Don't be very angry + with your dutiful, affectionate daughter, JANETTA.' + +The word 'dutiful' was scratched through and affectionate added. + +When Mrs Prothero had read this letter, she turned very pale, and stood +like one in a dream; she could not realise the contents. That Netta was +wilful and obstinate she knew, but she had never known her guilty of +resolute disobedience; she felt very faint, and sat down on a chair +opposite the open door--she tried to rise to go downstairs to her +husband, but found that her head was too giddy, and she could not move; +she put her hand before her eyes, and became unconscious. + +At this moment Gladys passed down the passage, and seeing Mrs Prothero +in this strange attitude, went into the room and asked if anything was +the matter. Receiving no answer, she put her hand tenderly on Mrs +Prothero's, and removing it from before her face, saw that she was pale, +and appeared to have fainted. She ran hastily downstairs, and finding +Owen alone, told him that his mother was ill. He followed her upstairs, +and soon perceived that Mrs Prothero was really in a kind of swoon. +Whilst he supported her, Gladys brought water and such restoratives as +she could procure; she begged him to go for his father, and whilst he +was gone, succeeded in restoring Mrs Prothero. At the sight of the open +letter, however, she sank again into a fainting fit. + +Mr Prothero and Owen appeared. + +'Mother, what is the matter? Name o' goodness what is the matter?' said +Mr Prothero in great alarm. + +Gladys pointed out the letter to Owen, who glanced at it whilst his +father took his wife into his arms. + +Gladys put vinegar to her temples and nostrils, and begged Mr Prothero +to take her to the open window; as he did so he saw Owen reading a +letter. + +'How can you read now, you unnatural son?' he said sternly. + +'Oh, father! father, Netta!' he exclaimed. + +'Never mind her; think of your mother, ten thousand times as precious.' + +At last Gladys succeeded in restoring Mrs Prothero to consciousness and +when she found herself in her husband's arms, with Owen bending over +her, she burst into a flood of hysterical tears, which partially +relieved her. + +'Oh, Netta! Netta!' was all she could say, when they asked her what was +the matter. + +'Never mind her, mother, but get better,' said Mr Prothero, his usually +rosy face almost as pale as his wife's. + +'If you please, sir, we will lay her on the bed,' said Gladys. + +'Not here--not here,' gasped Mrs Prothero. + +They took her to her own room, and Gladys said,--'Perhaps, sir, if you +would leave her to me a little I could get her into bed, I am used to +illness.' + +Mr Prothero looked at the girl, and saw her eyes full of tears, but her +face was calm and pale, and seemed to indicate a self-possession that no +one else present had. + +'I will come back again soon, mother,' he said as he left the room, +followed by Owen. + +When they were gone, Mrs Prothero gave way to an uncontrollable grief, +and threw herself upon the neck of the girl Gladys. + +'What will he say? what will he do when he knows it all?' she sobbed. + +'If you only hope and pray, ma'am, perhaps all will be right that +troubles you now,' faltered Gladys. + +'My only girl! to be so wilful, so disobedient!' + +'May I ask what has happened to Miss Netta?' + +'She has run away with her cousin, and her father will never forgive +her--never!' + +'Ah! that was what my poor mother did; but she was happy with my father; +and Mr Jenkins is rich and kind. Take comfort, ma'am, it may not be so +very bad.' + +Gladys managed to get Mrs Prothero into bed, who, happily, did not see +the effect produced by Netta's letter on her husband. Whilst she was +shedding quiet tears on her pillow, he was raging with furious passion +to his son. Over and over again did he comment on every word of the +letter, sometimes with keen irony, sometimes with a burst of rage, until +Owen endeavoured to suggest pursuit. + +'Go after her! the ungrateful, disobedient, good-for-nothing hussey! No, +not if she were stopping a mile off instead of whirling away in her +grand coach and four nobody knows where. Let her go, the impertinent +baggage! "Father 'ont consent! father was very cross! father had better +let us marry! he will be sorry when he sees how grand and happy I am! +father called me bad names!" I wish I had called her worse! she deserves +every name that was ever written!' + +'But, perhaps,' suggests Owen, 'she will be happy, and Howel will be +steady.' + +'Steady! hold your tongue and don't be a fool! Make a drunkard steady! +make a bad son steady! make a gambler steady! make a horse-racer steady! +make--make--make--hold your tongue, sir: don't say a word for the +ungrateful girl--never mention her name to me again--I never wish to see +her face more as long as I live--I--I--I--' + +Mr Prothero's passion choked his words. Could Netta have suddenly +returned and seen her father shaking with suppressed grief, his face +crimson with rage, and his hands and teeth clenched, and her mother +pale and weeping on her bed, she would, I think, have paused longer +before she caused them this great grief. + +Mr Prothero returned to his wife before his passion was calmed. He found +her sitting up in bed wringing her hands, and crying as if her heart +would break. + +'Now, mother, there's no good in this,' began the farmer. 'That girl +don't deserve tears and lamentations, and I 'ont have 'em. We 'ont have +the house turned upside down because a bad, obstinate, ungrateful +daughter has run away with a miser's son, and a good-for-nothing +spendthrift. Let 'em go, I say! I 'ouldn't stir a step to bring 'em +back--' + +'Oh, David! dear, dear husband! if only you will find out that they are +married; if only you would send some one to see that Howel marries her! +This is all--all--all! I will never name her again! I will try to forget +her--I will do all you wish! but for my sake, for yours, for all, for +God's sake, see to this, or I shall die.' + +Mr Prothero was cowed at once by this passionate burst of grief. He had +never seen his submissive, patient little wife excited in this way +before, for never before had she felt so deep a pain. Her only daughter! + +'God help me! God help me!' she sobbed, when she had controlled her +great emotion. 'I know I have indulged her--spoilt her perhaps. I know +she is proud and wilful, and obstinate; but oh! to disobey us all--to go +off, she doesn't know where--with Howel, too, who has no religion, +nothing to keep him pure and honest--this is too much! too hard! No, +David, bach! it is no good to be angry now--if you won't go after her I +must.' + +'Stop you, mother, stop you! we'll see the slut married anyhow; that is +to say, Howel shall marry her--who ever doubted that? but I'll never set +eyes on her again as long as I live, I 'ont.' + +Whilst Mr Prothero was speaking, Gladys, who had been waiting upon Mrs +Prothero until that moment, slipped out of the room, and ran in search +of Owen. She found him amongst servants making inquiries. + +'Mr Owen, may I speak with you if you please.' + +Owen followed her into the hall. + +'Oh! sir, if you would go after Miss Netta, now that the master is +willing, at once; may be you will save your mother's life. If she goes +on this way, she will surely be very ill.' + +'What use would it be for me to go after her? The cow-boy saw her pass +at about five this morning, and she is at Swansea by this time. My +father ought to have let 'em marry, and get on together like other young +couples.' + +'But, Mr Owen, the mistress is afraid--she wants to be sure--she would +be happier, sir, if some one could see them married!' + +'Oh! that's the way the wind blows! You may tell mother that I'll try to +track them--but it won't be of any use. At any rate it will calm her to +think we are making the attempt. You write to my brother Rowland, +Gladys, and tell him of this affair; but the truth is, we must make the +best of it. They are off to London to be married, and 'tis no good to +try to look for 'em there.' + +Here Shanno entered. + +'Mr Owen, Mr Jones, Tenewydd, did tell Mr Thomas, Trefortyn, who did +tell John, blacksmith, who did tell Betto, that he saw Miss Netta and +Mrs Jenkins, tallow-chandler, this morning about six o'clock, and they +did get into a carriage by there.' + +'Go and tell mother that Aunt Jenkins was with Netta, Gladys, and I'll +go and see whether Mr Jones really saw her or not.' + +Gladys returned to her mistress, who had become more quiet, and was +trying to persuade Mr Prothero to go after the fugitives. + +'Mr Owen is gone, ma'am,' said Gladys, 'and Mr Jones, of Tynewydd, saw +Miss Netta this morning with Mrs Griffith Jenkins, and they got into a +carriage together.' + +'Thank God that 'Lizbeth was with her,' said Mrs Prothero. + +'The deceitful, pompous old vagabond,' thundered Mr Prothero. 'She to +connive and contrive! fit mother for such a son. They 'ont come to no +good end. No, mother, I can't, nor I 'ont go after 'em; Netta has made +her own bed, and she must lie on it.' + +'Mr Owen is gone, ma'am,' whispered Gladys. 'Try to take comfort; there +is One who can make all our rough ways straight, and will bring poor +Miss Netta home again, if we pray for it.' + +'What's the girl preaching about?' said Mr Prothero, glancing sternly at +Gladys, who was silenced at once. 'Now, mother, we mustn't let that +undutiful girl upset us. I must go to the wheat-field--you must--' he +looked at his wife, and changed what he was going to say to, 'lie in +bed.' + +'No, Davy, I can't lie in bed, I must go and look for Netta.' + +'Now, wife, I 'ont have none of this nonsense. You must either lie in +bed or go about your work. The whole house sha'n't be turned +topsey-turvey for a baggage like that.' + +Mr Prothero left the room, and his wife insisted upon getting up. + +'If you could pray for her, ma'am, you would be happier, and perhaps +poor Miss Netta might be helped in a way we cannot see.' + +'Pray for me, Gladys, I cannot think or pray for myself, I am so +bewildered.' + +The two earnest-minded women knelt down by the bedside, and Gladys +offered up a simple prayer in her clear, strong language, for the 'poor +lamb who had strayed from the fold;' in which the mother joined in the +midst of her sobs and tears. When they arose from their knees, Mrs +Prothero kissed Gladys, and said she would go downstairs, and try to +work, and seek to keep her heart in prayer. + +And the day wore through, until the evening brought Mr and Mrs Jonathan +Prothero. For the first time, Mrs Jonathan comforted her sister-in-law. + +'Now, really, I do not see why you should be so very much distressed,' +she said. 'Howel is a fine, clever young man, with plenty of money. He +is sure to make his way into good society, and to place Netta in a +superior position. Of course, it was very wrong of her to elope, very; +but your husband is so obstinate that they knew he would never consent, +and what else were they to do? I confess I should have done the very +same thing. As to his not marrying her after all, that is absurd. He is +devotedly attached to her, and he knows that with her beauty and spirit, +she will soon be fit for good society.' + +Mr Jonathan was not so successful with his brother. After saying that he +had seen a carriage and pair pass at about six that morning, he +proceeded to offer consolation. + +'It is according to nature, brother. Since the creation, the man has +cleaved to the woman and the woman to the man. You married according to +your fancy, so did I; so have men and women ever since the world began. +It may turn out better than you imagine.' + +'Brother Jo!' thundered the farmer, 'hold your tongue. I know Howel +better than you do, or anybody else, except Rowland. I 'ont hear any +more about 'em, and the less you say the better. She's no daughter o' +mine any more.' + +With this Mr Prothero walked away, leaving his brother very much +perplexed and distressed, but comforting himself with hoping that time +would soften even his choleric relative. + +Owen returned about ten o'clock. He had ridden to the inn where Howel +had changed horses, and learnt the name of the house whence the fly +came; had left his own horse and taken another, and gone on to Swansea, +where he found from the drivers that the trio had gone direct to London. +Thinking it useless to try to track them farther, he returned, fully +impressed with the wisdom of Howel in running off with what he couldn't +get by fair means. + +'Such a row as father makes,' he soliloquised. 'Why, I should do the +very same thing to-morrow. And Howel's a decent chap too; will be, at +least, when he's sown a few more wild oats. But if Netta doesn't lead +him a dance I'm mistaken. She's father all over. There's a difference +between her and that Irish girl! My wig! if she isn't a quiet one. But I +never saw such eyes as hers in all my life, or such a sweet temper. I +wonder what father would say if I ran off with her, and took her a +voyage or two to give her a little more colour. That's all she wants to +make her a downright angel' + + + + + + +CHAPTER XVII. + +THE COLONEL. + + +The next day it was evident to every one that Mrs Prothero was very ill. +She had never had any very extraordinary misfortunes or troubles, and +the elopement of an only daughter was an event to her so dreadful and +unexpected that it seemed as bad, or worse, than her death. As nothing +more was to be gleaned concerning Netta, and further inquiries were +literally useless--indeed, Mr Prothero would not hear of their being +made--Mrs Prothero gave way to her grief, and her husband's most +passionate demonstrations of displeasure failed to frighten her into her +usual calm submission to him and his humours. + +Owen paid a visit to Mrs Jenkins' abode, and heard from the servant left +in charge that she was not expected home for some time. Owen bribed the +woman to let him know when her mistress returned, and comforted his +mother by assuring her that he would find out all about Netta from Aunt +'Lizbeth, whose tongue was too well oiled to stop going. + +Mr and Mrs Jonathan offered to remain at the farm, but as they rather +irritated Mr Prothero by their evident inclination to take up the +defence of the offenders, Owen told his aunt that she had better write +to Lady Payne Perry about Netta, as there was always a chance of great +people hearing the news. Owen was very well aware that his aunt could +not possibly write to her aristocratic cousin with the pens, ink, and +paper in general use at the farm, and that she would be obliged to go +to her davenport at the vicarage, where he already saw her, in +imagination, with the finest satin letter paper before her, mending her +pen into the most delicate of points. + +Accordingly they took their leave, with a promise to return on Monday, +and were soon succeeded by Miss Gwynne, who, having heard of the +elopement, came to see Mrs Prothero. + +'If you could prevail on the mistress to go to bed, ma'am,' said Gladys +when she opened the door to her, 'I would be for ever thankful to you; +she is much too ill to be about, and she has done nothing but mope and +fret all day.' + +Miss Gwynne went straight into the dairy, where Mrs Prothero was making +butter. + +'So Netta has taken the law into her own hands, Mrs Prothero. So much +the better; I shouldn't grieve about it if I were you. It is a grand +thing for her.' + +'Not to disobey us and run away, Miss Gwynne? she would be better doing +her father's bidding than marrying a lord, much less Howel.' + +'But you are not going to make yourself ill and miserable about it. +Since it is done, you may as well make the best of it; but you must go +to bed and keep quiet, to-day at least. You are not fit to see all the +people who are already on their way to condole or congratulate. You will +have half the parish here before night; I passed old Nancy, Cwmriddle, +hobbling down the lane, and she will be here shortly.' + +'Oh, I couldn't see them, Miss Gwynne.' + +'Then you must go to bed to avoid it. Do be advised, you look so ill.' + +'When Miss Gwynne so far forgot herself as to be persuasive instead of +commanding, she was irresistible. She put her hand so gently on Mrs +Prothero's shoulder, and looked so kindly into her tearful eyes, that +the poor woman began to cry afresh. The sound of a stick knocking at the +back door completed the victory, and Mrs Prothero went sobbing upstairs, +whilst Gladys opened the door to admit Nancy, Cwmriddle, and another +gossip who had overtaken her. Mr Prothero came into the yard at the same +time. + +'Well, sir, to be sure; only to think of Miss Netta,' began the old +woman in Welsh. + +'If you're come here to talk about her, I'll thank you to go away again, +and tell everybody you meet that they may have their nine days' wonder +about us anywhere but here,' roared Mr Prothero into Nancy's ear, who +was very deaf. + +The old crones, knowing Mr. Prothero well, turned away quicker than +they came, and soon began to do his bidding, perceiving that he was in +an 'awful way.' + +'Mr Prothero, do you know I have sent Mrs Prothero to bed,' began Miss +Gwynne, advancing towards him; 'she looks so very ill and unlike herself +that I am sure you must be careful of her for a time.' + +'All that ungrateful, good-for-nothing daughter of ours, Miss Gwynne. +What would she care if she were to kill her mother? I know you are a +true lady and a kind friend, miss, and have more sense than all the rest +of the country put together, so I don't mind telling you what I think. +Those that disobey their parents'll be seure to come to a bad end.' + +'We will hope the best, Mr Prothero; and you must remember that you have +your sons to comfort you.' + +'Fine comfort to be seure. There's Owen as wild as an untrained colt, +and Rowland such a grand man up in London that he 'ont know his own +father by-and-by. Dining with bishops and rectors, and as fine as my +lord. I always told my wife that all Mrs Jonathan's eddication was too +much for us, and so it is turning out. We shall be left in our old age +to shift for ourselves; one son at sea, without a shirt to his back; +another preaching upon a hundred a-year--gentleman Rowland I call him; +and the third in a workhouse, maybe. And all this because brother Jo +must needs bring a fine lady amongst us, and with her nothing but +grammar-schools, boarding-schools, and colleges. My wife always spoilt +that girl.' + +'Perhaps you helped a little bit, Mr Prothero,' said Miss Gwynne, +smiling, to stop the farmer's flow of words. 'But one couldn't help +spoiling poor--' + +'There, don't you go for to take her part, miss. Name o' goodness, let +alone the girl. Beg pardon for being so rude.' + +Here Gladys appeared, who had followed her mistress upstairs. + +'Sir, the mistress is very ill. I think she would like to see you. +Perhaps you had better have a doctor.' + +'Never had a doctor in my house since Netta was born, that's the trouble +she brought with her; I'd as soon have an undertaker. Send you for a +doctor, and everybody in the house is seure to be ill. He's infectious. +Excuse me, Miss Gwynne, whilst I go and see what's the matter.' + +Miss Gwynne waited until she heard Mr Prothero come down from his wife's +room, calling busily for Owen, who was in the wheat-field, and telling +him to go and fetch Dr Richards. She then called Gladys, and said she +should have whatever her mistress could fancy from the Park, and that +she would come again in the afternoon and see how she was. + +This done, Miss Gwynne went her own erratic way, which led her over +stiles, and through fields, and into various cottages, where she +alternately scolded, lectured, and condoled, accordingly as she thought +their inmates deserved the one or the other. She rarely left them, +however, without giving some substantial proof of the interest she felt +in their wants and trials, either by promises of food or clothing, or by +money given then and there. She finally anchored in a pretty +school-house that she had lately prevailed on her father to build, close +by the Park, where she found Miss Hall patiently superintending the +needlework of the girls. She gave two or three quick nods to the +children, and they curtseyed and bowed on her entrance, and then told +Miss Hall it was twelve o'clock, and she had had quite enough teaching +for one morning. + +'I don't see what use it is having a school, if half the children are to +stay away,' she said to the mistress. + +'It is the harvest, ma'am; they stay at home to take care of the younger +children; that is why we have so few.' + +'Yes, and half go to the Dissenting schools; I see them creeping out. +Now, children,' turning to the terrified urchins, who were just about to +leave the room, if I see any of you going to any other school but this, +or going away from church to the meeting-houses, you shall neither have +new frocks, hats, nor shawls, nor shall you come to the tea-party I am +going to give you soon; do you hear?' + +'Yes, ma'am--yes, ma'am,' muttered the children as they curtseyed and +bowed and slipped away. + +As Freda and Miss Hall walked through the park to the house, the former +grew very excited in her manner. + +'I tell you what it is, Nita,' she said, 'Lady Nugent is doing +everything in her power to win papa, and as soon as Miss Nugent marries, +or rather as soon as somebody marries her fortune, she will get papa to +marry her, I am sure of it. She must propose for him herself, for he +will never have the courage to do so; I see through her, and I am sure +you must do the same. He is flattered by the constant attentions, and +little notes, and insinuating manners of a very handsome, fashionable, +agreeable woman; and she thinks Glanyravon Park and a man of fortune +that she will be able to turn round her fingers, better than the +jointure she will have to live upon when her daughter leaves her. I was +actually disgusted with her yesterday; it was what I call a dead set; if +he marries her I shall hang myself, for live with her I never will; I +positively detest her.' + +'Oh! Freda; those are the old expressions of years gone by. But you are +jumping at a conclusion.' + +'Not at all; papa always stands up for Lady Nugent and her insipid +daughter. You know he is a thorough gentleman himself and does not +understand such a maneuvering woman. I told him so the other day, and he +was quite angry; and I am sure she sets him against me. Why will you not +try to marry papa, if he must marry again? and you are the only person I +could tolerate for a step-mother.' + +'My dear Freda,' said Miss Hall, laughing, 'your papa would as soon +think of Miss Rice Rice as of me.' + +'You are quite mistaken, he has always admired you very much, only you +are so dreadfully reserved with him. You won't see that he wants some +one who can talk to and for him, to save him the trouble. This Lady +Nugent does with the most contemptible tact; and does it so cleverly +that nobody sees through her. If you will only try, and just propose at +the right moment, I am convinced papa would have you. If he marries her, +I say good-bye to Glanyravon for ever.' + +'You are so impetuous, Freda; I am sure your papa has never thought of +it.' + +'Not exactly in a downright way, nor will he till Lady Nugent makes the +proposal; then he will be rather frightened at first, and finally think +that she will head his table more gracefully than I shall, and be less +dictatorial--and I shall go into a convent.' + +'Better marry yourself, my dear.' + +'Marry who? The only person who would really care to have me, whether I +had a fortune or not, is Sir Hugh Pryse, and I could no more marry him +than--than--Mr Rice Rice, or Major Madox, who thinks only of the heiress +of Glanyravon.' + +'But you have refused half-a-dozen more, and have not even taken the +trouble to try to like any one of them!' + +'They were all in love with the Park, not with me; and I certainly never +mean to try to like any one. It must be true love with me, or none at +all. I shall die an old maid, and unless you will, just for my sake, try +to cut out Lady Nugent, I daresay you and I will nurse the black cat +together.' + +Freda's conversation was checked by the sound of horses' hoofs behind; +she turned sound and saw a gentleman riding slowly up the drive. He soon +overtook them, and raising his hat, said,-- + +'Miss Gwynne! I am sure it must be Miss Gwynne; am I right?' + +Freda bowed. + +'You do not remember me! twelve years make a great difference! and you +were a child when I left.' + +'Colonel Vaughan! Oh! I am so glad to see you!' claimed Freda. 'And +papa will be charmed; we heard you were in England, but did not know you +were in this county.' + +Colonel Vaughan dismounted, and shook hands with Freda, evidently with +all his heart, then glancing at Miss Hall, started, and said,-- + +'Yes--no--I beg your pardon, surely not Miss Hall.' + +'Yes,' said Miss Hall, colouring slightly, and holding out her hand, I +am very glad to welcome you home again, but can well imagine you did not +expect to see me here.' + +By this time they were at the house, and Freda was planning introducing +Colonel Vaughan to her father as a stranger, and seeing whether he would +recognise him or not. + +She accordingly preceded him to the study, and said to Mr Gwynne, 'A +gentleman wishes to see you, papa.' + +Mr Gwynne rose and made his bow, and motioned to a seat in his usually +nervous manner. + +'How do you do, Mr Gwynne? Don't you know me?' said the colonel, +standing up before him. + +'I beg your pardon--no--I do not think I have ever--impossible! It +cannot be my godson, Gwynne Vaughan?' + +'The very same!' said the colonel. 'I only came down last night, and +this is the first place I have visited.' + +'I am very glad to see you, my dear fellow,' said Mr Gwynne, absolutely +rising from his chair. + +'And this was what the bells were ringing for last night?' said Freda, +looking flushed and handsome. + +'In spite of my poverty they did me that honour,' said the colonel. 'I +heard the old place was likely to be let again, and so ran down to have +a look at it first, and beat up my old friends. It was years ago that I +went, a youth of nineteen, into the army, and twelve since I have been +here, and I have been all the world over since then; but I come back and +find everything much as I left it.' + +'But surely you will not go away again?' said Mr Gwynne. + +'I am not rich enough to keep up the old place as it ought to be kept, +and the debts are not half wiped off yet, so I don't mean to settle down +at present.' + +'But a little economy and that sort of thing would soon clear the +property. You had better settle down.' + +'I don't think I should like it; besides, I hear there are negotiations +going on between my attorneys and some other persons for a fresh +tenant.' + +The luncheon-bell rang, and the party went into the dining-room; and +whilst they are eating and talking we will examine the new comer. + +He is decidedly a handsome man. The most fastidious judge of masculine +beauty could scarcely deny this fact. Tall, well made, of commanding +figure and aristocratic appearance, black hair, a high rather than a +broad forehead, well marked eyebrows, and black lashes so long that they +half conceal the grey eyes beneath; an aquiline nose, and a well-defined +mouth, with an expression slightly sarcastic; a chin so deeply indented +with a dimple that, if the old saw be true, he must be a flirt or a +deceiver; and withal, a manner so perfectly easy and self-possessed that +you say at once court, camp, or cottage must be equally accessible to +that man. + +There is a certain power in him that even a reader of character would +scarcely understand for some time. Is it intellect? There is decidedly +intelligence in the face, yet it is not highly intellectual; there are +no disfiguring lines and cross lines, the furrows of study or thought. +Is it mere health and animal spirits? He is neither particularly rosy +nor overpoweringly cheerful. Does he read your mind at a glance? His +eyes are penetrating, but not uncomfortably so. It is, we are inclined +to think, that general and instinctive knowledge of the characters and +tendencies of those with whom he converses, which commerce with the +world, and a keen observation of men and manners, alone can give. He is, +in short, a man of the world. + +When he first entered the army his father and an elder brother were +alive. They, dying about three years after, left him in possession of a +large but greatly encumbered property. It was estimated that it would +take twenty years at least to clear the estate, and that only by letting +it and never drawing upon the proceeds. + +The young heir was wise enough to retain his post as officer in Her +Majesty's service, though not to sequester all his income for the +payment of his father's, grandfather's, and great-grandfather's debts or +mortgages. He spent about a fourth of it annually, and consequently the +property was still greatly encumbered and he knew that to reside on it +and clear it he would be obliged to live in a very humdrum style, or +else add to the burden of debt already incurred. He preferred, remaining +in the army, and being a general favourite in society, and having no +near relations in Wales, it never occurred to him to spend his furloughs +in his native county. He had always some distant land to visit, and +either with his regiment or on leave had travelled nearly all over the +world. + +His return was therefore an event of considerable interest to the +neighbourhood in which his place and property lay; and, doubtless, Mr +Gwynne was not the only person who wished Colonel Vaughan to settle at +Plas Abertewey. + +When he was last at Glanyravon Park Mrs Gwynne was alive, Freda was a +child of eight, and Miss Hall a very elegant and pretty young woman. Mr +Gwynne Vaughan was then one of her numerous admirers; but there was +apparently no remnant of his early passion left, if you can judge of the +heart of a man, or his character at least, by his face or manner. Miss +Hall was much more confused when she suddenly met him than he was when +he first recognised her. + +Freda had always had a pleasant recollection of him. He had been very +kind to her when she was a child, and an occasional letter to her +father, or the intelligence, through the papers, of his distinguishing +himself in India, or his gradual rise in the army, had kept alive a +certain amount of interest in her mind for this old friend. + +She showed it at once, and delighted Colonel Vaughan by the perfectly +natural manner with which she welcomed him, and the frank heartiness of +her expressed wish that he should remain in the country now he had +returned to it. + +'We have never had any one we cared for at Abertewey,' she said. +'Sometimes it was an English family who came to ruin themselves in +mining speculations; sometimes a sporting man who came for the hunting, +shooting, and fishing; and now, if you don't stay, I daresay it will be +a Manchester mill owner or some such person.' + +'Much nearer home, I fancy; but I believe it is a kind of secret, only I +am so much like a woman that I cannot keep a secret. To my utter +astonishment I find it is to be a son of old Jenkins, the miser! I +remember the father, but the son was some years my junior. You need not +mention this, however, as it may fall to the ground. He wanted to buy +the place, but I am too patriotic still to wish to sell.' + +'Howel Jenkins! little Netta! at Abertewey!' exclaimed the trio in +concert. + +'True it is that mountains fall and mushrooms rise,' said the colonel +laughing. 'But he has money, and as far as negotiations have gone, seems +willing to pay, so I am content.' + +'And I am not,' said Freda. 'It will be odious, and I shall be so sorry +for poor Mrs Prothero. You must settle there yourself, Colonel Vaughan.' + +'A poor lonely bachelor with no money!' + +'Hem--hem, you might find a wife, I should think,' suggested Mr Gwynne. +'There is a beautiful girl in this neighbourhood with thirty thousand +pounds at her disposal.' + +'Oh, papa!' said Freda frowning perceptibly, 'such an empty-headed, +insipid idiot would be dear at a hundred thousand.' + +Colonel Vaughan looked at Freda to see whether she was jealous, but +could not quite understand the frown. + +Soon after luncheon he took his leave, with promises to make Glanyravon +his head-quarters if he remained any time in the country. + + + + + + +CHAPTER XVIII. + +THE NURSE. + + +Mrs Prothero continued very ill, and the doctor said there was no chance +of her amendment until her mind was more at ease. Four days had passed, +and no intelligence of Netta. Each day found her worse than the +preceding, and brain fever was apprehended. Gladys nursed her day and +night. Mr Prothero stormed and lamented by turns. Owen did what he could +to assist and comfort all, and Miss Gwynne and Miss Hall sent every kind +of nourishing food from the Park. + +On the fifth morning, Owen rode into the town in the vague hope that he +should hear something of his sister, either through Mrs Jenkins's +servant or the post. Mrs Jenkins had not returned, but there was a neat, +smooth letter for his father, directed by Howel, with which he rode off +homewards at full gallop. He longed to open it, but he dared not. He was +fearful that his father would put it into the fire unread, so he formed +twenty plans for securing it, which he knew he could not carry out; +however, when he returned home and sought his father in the harvest +field, he said,-- + +'Father, I have a letter directed by Howel. Will you let me open it for +mother's sake?' + +'If it is yours, do what you will with it? if it is mine, burn it +unread.' + +'But, father, surely you would do something to save mother's life. Any +news of Netta--' + +'Don't name that girl to me, sir, or I'll horsewhip you!' + +'May I open the letter, father?' + +'Do as you will, but don't let me see it. The deceitful up-start! the +pompous fool! the--the--' + +Owen waited for no more epithets but ran into the house, and stumbling +upon Gladys in the passage, told her to come and see what the letter +contained. When he opened the outer envelope and took out the beautiful +little glossy note with its silver border and white seal, stamped with +a small crest of an eagle, he burst out laughing. + +'Cards, by jingo!' he exclaimed. + +'Oh, Mr Owen, just let me cut round the neat little seal. I am sure your +mother would like to see it,' said Gladys, joining involuntarily in the +laugh, and taking a pair of scissors out of her pocket. + +The seal was cut, and two cards were taken out, silver-lettered and +silver-bordered, showing that Netta was now Mrs Howel Jenkins. + +Gladys ran off with them without asking any questions, followed by Owen. +They found Mrs Prothero crying, as she usually was when left alone. + +'I hope we have good news, ma'am,' said Gladys. + +'All right, mother. Cheer up! Netta is married at any rate,' cried Owen. + +'Thank God!' said Mrs Prothero, taking the cards and pressing them to +her lips. 'But not a line--not a word from Netta!' + +'She would not dare to write, ma'am,' suggested Gladys. + +'I suppose not? but why did she go away? Why did she leave me never to +see me again?' + +The following day brought the _Welshman_, Mr Prothero's weekly treat, +which it generally took him the week thoroughly to read and enjoy. + +Owen chanced to open it first, and, as is usually the case, stumbled at +once upon the marriage of his sister. When his father came in he was in +uncontrollable fits of laughter. + +'Don't be angry, father, but I can't help it. Ha, ha, ha! D. Prothero, +Esq. of Glanyravon! Oh, I shall die of it! Now, really, father, you +ought to be proud.' + +'What are you making such a row about?' said Mr Prothero looking over +Owen's shoulder. + +His eye caught the words, 'Howel Jenkins, Esq., and Miss Prothero, +Glanyravon, and Sir John Simpson. This was quite enough. He seized the +paper with an oath, crumpled it up, and thrust it into the fire, and +gave Owen such a violent blow on the back with his fist, that the young +man's first impulse was to start up and clench his in return; however, +his flush of passion cooled in a moment, and he said,-- + +'Come, father! remember it isn't I that ran away. Time enough to give me +a licking when I do. I'm much obliged to you for letting me know what a +strong father I've got.' + +'Once for all, Owen, take you care how you laugh upon that subject or +name it to me. I can give and take a joke as well as most people, but +not about that, sir, and from you. Name o' goodness, what d'ye think I'm +made of!' + +The farmer walked out of the hall, and left Owen heartily sorry for +having hurt his father's feelings, but chuckling over the fashionable +marriage. + +The following morning he managed to procure another paper, and read his +mother and Gladys the announcement, knowing full well that maternal +pride must rejoice in the exaltation, whilst it wept over the +disobedience of an only daughter. + +To the astonishment of every one, the following morning brought Mrs +Griffith Jenkins to Glanyravon, attended by her maid-servant. Gladys +answered the door to the thundering double-knock that resounded through +the house, and was quite taken aback when she saw who the visitor was. + +'Is Mrs Prothero at home, young 'ooman?' asked Mrs Jenkins in a grand +tone of voice. + +'My mistress is very ill, ma'am,' said Gladys. + +'Ill! Since when?' + +'Ever since Miss Netta left, ma'am.' + +'Do Mr Prothero be in the house, or Mr Owen?' + +'They are out harvesting, ma'am.' + +'Tell you Mrs Prothero that I do bring message from Mrs Howel Jenkins +for her, and that I was promising to give it myself.' + +Gladys did not know what to do. She felt sure that Mr Prothero would not +admit Mrs Jenkins under his roof, and that her mistress would be afraid +to do so; however, she ventured to ask her to come in and wait a little +time whilst she sent for Mr Owen. Fortunately, Owen was not far from the +house, and Mr Prothero was riding to some distant part of his farm, so +Gladys left Mrs Jenkins to Owen, and went upstairs to tell Mrs Prothero +that she was in the house. Mrs Prothero was greatly agitated, but +declared that she would see her at all risks, and tell her husband that +she had done so. She begged Gladys to remain in the room during the +visit, and to prevent a meeting between Mrs Jenkins and Mr Prothero. + +Gladys went downstairs again, and found Owen telling Mrs Jenkins what he +thought of Howel's and her own conduct. + +'My mistress would like to see you, ma'am,' said Gladys. + +'I'm thinking I 'ont go near her now, you, Owen, have been so reude.' + +'Oh, for that much, you may do as you please, Aunt 'Lizbeth. I shall +have the pleasure of going with you to my mother. You've pretty nearly +killed her amongst you, and I don't mean to let her be quite put an end +to.' + +'Will you be showing the way, young 'ooman,' said Mrs Jenkins, rising +majestically and smoothing down a very handsome silk dress, which she +had carefully taken up before she sat down. + +Owen's wrath was turned to amusement + +'Did you think we hadn't a duster in the house, aunt? I can tell you +you've pretty well dirtied that white petticoat.' + +Gladys led the way to Mrs Prothero's room, and Mrs Jenkins and Owen +followed. + +'I'm sorry to see you so poorly, cousin,' said Mrs Jenkins, approaching +the bed on which Mrs Prothero lay, looking flushed and excited. + +'What did you expect, 'Lizabeth Jenkins? when you have carried off my +daughter--my child--my Netta! And caused misery in our house never to be +mended.' + +'Well, seure! One 'ould think we'd murdered Netta, 'stead of making her +as grand as a queen, with a lord and a lady to be giving her away, and a +captain to be at the wedding, and a gentleman in a waistcoat and chains +and rings that do be worth a hundred pounds at least, and a young lady +for bridesmaid in a shoall of lace, handsomer than your Miss Gwynne of +the Park, and a wedding-cake covered with sugar, and silver, and little +angels, and all sorts of things which I was bringing with me for you; +and a clergy like a bishop to marry her, and a coach and horses to be +taking her back and fore, and she looking as beauty and happy as ever I +was seeing! And my Howel's as rich and fine as anybody in London, Prince +Albert nothing to him, and might be marrying Miss Simpson, my ladyship's +doter, if he wasn't so fullish as to be marrying your Netta!' + +'Now, aunt, it is our turn, if you please,' said Owen, as soon as Mrs +Jenkins gave him time to speak. 'Will you tell my mother Netta's +message?' + +'I am taking it very unkind that you should all turn upon me. David +Prothero I 'spected 'ould be in a passion, but, stim odds! Netta said, +cousin, that I wos to tell you she was sorry to be leaving you in a +hurry, but that she had everything she could be wishing, gowns, and +white shoes, and lace veils--seure you never wos seeing such a +beauty--and a _stafell_--_trosy_ they do call it in London--good enough +for my Lady Nugent, and a goold watch and chains, and rings and +bracelets, ach un wry! there's grand!' + +'But what did Netta say to me, cousin 'Lizbeth? I don't care if she was +all gold from head to foot. I would rather have her here in rags,' said +Mrs Prothero, bursting afresh into tears. + +'She's more likely to be here in satins and velvets, cousin,' said Mrs +Jenkins, rising from her seat, and walking up and down, apparently in +great wrath. 'What you think of my Howels and your Netta at Abertewey: +And you to be all toalking as if we wos ail dirt. And they in France, +over the sea, where I 'ould be going with them only I am so 'fraid of +the water.' + +'There's a loss it would be, Aunt 'Lizbeth, if anything had happened to +you! Suppose a shark had swallowed you up! gold watch, mourning ring, +silk gown, brooch, and all? Those creatures aren't particular. But we +haven't had all Netta's message yet.' + +'She was sending her kind love and duty to you, cousin, and was saying +she was sorry to be leaving you, but my Howels was so kind as you, and +she was as happy as could be.' + +'Did she cry, cousin? did she shed one tear?' asked Mrs Prothero, +sitting up in bed, and looking at Mrs Jenkins with a quick, wild eye, +quite unlike her usual quiet glance. + +'You needn't be looking at me so fierce, cousin, I didn't be killing +Netta. Is seure--she did cry enough, if that's a pleasure to you. She +was crying when she was meeting my Howels; she was crying when she was +putting on her wedding gown; she was crying when the parson was +preaching that sermon, and when the thunder and lightning did frighten +her, seure, and no wonder--' + +'Did it thunder and lighten when they were married? 'asked Mrs Prothero, +through her sobs. + +'Yes, indeet! I thoate I should be struck myself; but she was soon +forgetting it at breakfast; they do call it breakfast, you see, but I +never was seeing a grander dinner. Chickens, and tongue, and ham, and +meats, and cakes, and jellies, and fruit, and wines, all froathing up +like new milk, some sort of _pain_ they was calling it; but I never did +be seeing such good _pain_ or tasting it before, he! he!' + +'I don't care about the dress or the dinner, or the grand people, +cousin,' said Mrs Prothero, 'I pray God to forgive Howel for making our +only girl run away from us like a thief in the night; and I would rather +hear she cried for us whom she treated so badly, than that she was +dressed in velvet and jewels. All those fine people and fine things +won't make her happy, and her father will never forgive her, never. Oh +dear! oh dear!' + +'What will I tell her, Mrs Prothero, when I do write to my son Howels?' + +'Tell her--tell her that my heart is breaking; but I forgive her. Beg +her not to forget her parents, and, above all, not to forget her God. +Poor child! poor silly, thoughtless child, she will never be happy +again.' + +'Indeet to goodness, this is fullish! I shall go, Mrs Prothero. Good +morning.' + +Just as Mrs Jenkins was making a kind of curtsey by the bedside Gladys +said that she saw Mr Prothero riding up to the house. + +'Perhaps you had better make haste, Aunt 'Lizbeth,' said Owen, 'it would +not very well do for you and my father to meet.' + +'I 'ont be running away from any man's house, Mr Owen. I do hope I'm as +good as your father any day.' + +'Oh, pray make haste,' said Mrs Prothero, very much frightened. +'Good-bye, cousin. Forgive me if I have been rude? I beg your pardon.' + +'This way, ma'am, if you please,' said Gladys, opening the door; but Mrs +Jenkins was smoothing down her silk dress, and arranging her bonnet in +the looking glass. + +'Quite ready for another husband, aunt; but you had better make haste, +you don't know what you may come in for if you meet my father.' + +'I am not caring neither,' said the little woman, sweeping across the +room and out at the door. At the top of the stair she met Mr Prothero, +face to face. The effect of her appearance upon that worthy man is not +to be described. She made a kind of curtsey and began to speak, but no +sooner did she see his face than she held her tongue. Neither did words +appear to come at the farmer's bidding, but very decided deeds did. He +took the alarmed Mrs Jenkins by the two shoulders, literally lifted her +from the ground, carried her downstairs a great deal faster than she +came up, helped her along the passage much in the same way, and with +something very nearly approaching a kick and an oath, turned her out of +doors, and shut the door behind her with so violent a bang that it +echoed through the house. + +Owen ran down stairs to receive the first brunt of his passion, and to +prevent his going up to his mother. He allowed the words that came at +last to have way, and then took all the fault on himself; said that he +had admitted Mrs Jenkins to try to soothe his mother, and that she had +done so, he thought. + +'Take you care, sir, how you let that 'ooman darken my doors again, or +any one belonging to her. It'll be worse for you than for them,' said Mr +Prothero, with a brow like a thunder cloud. + +His wrath was interrupted by the sound of wheels, and to Owen's great +relief, he saw the head of his uncle's well known grey mare through the +window. He ran out to admit him and his aunt. + +'We have just seen Mrs Jenkins, Owen,' began his aunt. + +'Not a word to father, aunt.' + +'Very well. But she stopped us and began telling us that she had been +turned out of these doors, and would have the law on your father. She +was furious; talked of Netta and Howel, and your mother, and Paris, and +the wedding, all in the same breath, and would not let us go on until we +had heard all. Neither of us spoke to her, but she stood at the horse's +head and frightened me to death.' + +When they all went into the hall, they found that Mr Prothero was not +there. Gladys came in and said he was with her mistress, but had not +mentioned Mrs Jenkins. + +'I am afraid she has made my mistress worse, sir,' she said to Owen. +'She has been very faint ever since she left,' + +In truth she had made her worse, and when Dr Richards came to see her +that afternoon, she was quite delirious. He shook his head, and declared +that she had brain fever, and that the utmost quiet and freedom from all +excitement were necessary for her. Poor Mr Prothero was beside himself, +and the whole household was in great consternation. Serious illness had +never visited either the farm or the vicarage before, and none of the +Prothero family knew what it was. Not so Gladys, however. She did not +wait to be directed or ordered, but took her post as nurse by her dear +mistress's bedside. To her the doctor gave his directions, to her Mr +Prothero turned for information, to her Owen came for comfort; and even +Mrs Jonathan, who had scarcely ever spoken to her before, looked to her +as the only hope in this time of uncertainty. + +'I have seen all kind of fevers,' she would say to one and another as +they questioned her, 'worse than this, and with God's grace the dear +mistress will recover. I am not afraid to sit up alone with her, oh, no! +It is better not to have too many in the room at once. Do not be uneasy, +master, the delirium is not very bad. Yes, Mr Owen, you can do better +than any one else, because you are calmer. No, ma'am, it is not an +infectious fever--you need not be afraid,' and so from one to another at +intervals she went, giving hope and comfort. + +During all that night and several successive ones, Gladys sat up with +her beloved mistress. It was she who listened to her disturbed, +delirious talk about Netta, and tried to console her; she who read the +Bible to her, and prayed with and for her during the intervals of +reason, and she who gave her all her medicines and nourishment. + +Poor Mr Prothero could do nothing but wander from the fields to the +house, and the house back again to the fields, followed by his brother +like his shadow, who strove to comfort him in vain. Mrs Jonathan made +jellies, and did her best. Owen was gentle and tender as a girl, and +helped to nurse his mother with a love and care that Gladys could +scarcely understand in the lighthearted, wild sailor. + +Before the end of the week, they wrote to summon Rowland, for Mrs +Prothero's life was despaired of, and great was the anxiety and terror +of all, lest he should come too late. + +'Pray for her, Mr Owen, pray for her. There is nothing else of any avail +at such a time as this,' would Gladys say in answer to the young man's +entreating glance. + +'If I were as good as you I could, Gladys. Oh, God! spare my beloved +mother!' he would reply. + + + + + + +CHAPTER XIX. + +THE CURATE. + + +Although it was a bright autumn morning, the stillness of death hovered +over Glanyravon Farm. There was scarcely a sound to be heard within or +without. The men in the yard moved about like spectres, and work was +suspended in the harvest fields; whispers circulated from bedroom to +kitchen, and from kitchen to outhouse, that the good and kind mistress +whom every body loved, was on her deathbed; and how should they labour? +All the talk of the farm-servants was upon subjects ominous of death. +One said that he had heard Lion, the big watch-dog, howl long and loud +before daylight; another that he had seen a corpse candle as he went +homewards the previous evening; a third that she had seen her mistress +all in white at her bedside, looking beautiful; a fourth that she had +heard a raven croak; in short, if sighs and wonders could kill poor Mrs +Prothero, there was little chance for her life. Where every one was +usually so busy, so full of energy and spirit, there was more than a +Sabbath calm. They were expecting some one, too, for Tom and Bill were +looking down the road about every five minutes, whilst Shanno appeared +now and again at the back door, and whispered 'Is he coming?' to which a +shake of the head was a constant reply. + +The doctor had just gone into the house, and knots of men and women +stood about with sorrowful faces; kind neighbours who came one after +another to hear the last report as soon as he should again reappear. Mrs +Prothero was greatly beloved, and no one could afford to lose her. + +'She was so bad last night that she was not expected to see the +morning,' whispered one. + +'Couldn't take a drop of anything,' said another. + +'Is talking of Miss Netta for ever,' said a third. + +'There'll be a loss to every one. Mr Jonathan prayed for her in church +last Sunday; if prayers'll save her she 'ont die, no seure.' + +'She gave me a jug of milk only Friday week.' + +'And was coming to see my John in the measles Wednesday before Miss +Netta ran away.' + +'She's the death of her mother I always say.' + +'Poor master is nearly mad.' + +'And Mr Owen crying like a baby.' + +'And they do say that the Irish girl is better than a daughter to 'em +all.' + +'Hush! I do hear wheels. Oh! if he do come, perhaps he may rouse her up +a bit.' + +The gates were open, and before the last whisper was over Mr Gwynne's +carriage was driving down to the farm. The bystanders drew back as it +rolled through a part of the yard and stopped at the door. Rowland got +out, and was in the house almost before any one could see him. He went +into the hall, and there he saw Miss Gwynne, Miss Hall, and Dr Richards. +Miss Gwynne held out her hand, and said at once,--'Your mother is still +alive.' + +'Thank God I!' exclaimed Rowland, giving a sort of convulsive gasp, and +wringing the hand that pressed his. + +'Is there any hope?' he asked of Dr Richards. + +'The crisis is at hand, and she is insensible; it is impossible to +say--if we could rouse her?' + +'I may go upstairs?' + +'Yes, but you had better let your father know you are come; he is in the +outer room.' + +Rowland went at once to what had been his own bedroom in former times; +he opened the door gently, and there alone on his knees by the bedside, +groaning audibly, was his poor stricken father. He went up softly to him +and whispered, 'Father, it is I, Rowland!' and Mr Prothero rose, and in +a few seconds went with him into the room where the beloved wife and +mother lay. + +Rowland went up to the bedside, and took the place which Gladys silently +vacated for him. He gazed upon what appeared to him to be death, but was +really the prostration and insensibility that followed the delirium and +fever of the past week. He bent down and kissed the cold forehead of his +mother, then turned away, covered his face with his hands, and wept +silently. Gladys whispered to him that there was still hope, and resumed +her occupation of bathing the temples with vinegar, wetting the lips +with wine, and administering tea spoonfuls of wine, which still +continued to find a passage down the throat. Mrs Jonathan Prothero +crept softly up to Rowland, and put her hand in his--Owen came to +him--his uncle--all were there. + +But as soon as he had recovered from his temporary emotion, he went to +his father's side, who had seated himself on a chair behind the curtain +of the bed, and tried to comfort him. The presence of his second son was +in itself a consolation to poor Mr Prothero; but he could not listen to +his words. + +'Pray for your mother, Rowland,' was all he could say. + +Rowland knelt down with all those present, except Gladys, who joined in +spirit and prayed. Never before had he known what it was to use the +prayers of his church for one so dear to him; never before had he felt +the great difficulty of reading them when his emotion nearly choked his +utterance. But as priest and son he prayed fervently for his mother. + +Mr Prothero seemed calmer after he rose from his knees, and ventured to +lean over his wife to assure himself that she still breathed. There was +an occasional slight pulsation scarcely to be called breath. + +The doctor came in and felt her pulse. It was not quite gone, and whilst +there was life there was hope. + +They stood round her bed watching the calm, pale face with a love and +anxiety so intense that they could neither speak nor breathe. Gladys +looked almost as pale as her mistress, and as the light fell upon her +when she was leaning over her, she might have been the angel of death +herself. + +Mrs Jonathan Prothero drew Rowland from the room and insisted upon his +taking some refreshment. He had travelled all night, and Mr Gwynne, at +his daughter's request, had sent his carriage to meet him. + +Miss Gwynne and Miss Hall were still waiting downstairs. They asked Mrs +Jonathan if they could be of any use in taking Gladys's place whilst the +poor girl got some rest; Mrs Jonathan said it was useless to urge her to +leave her mistress for a moment. + +Rowland thanked Miss Gwynne for her kindness, and she said she would do +anything in the world for Mrs Prothero. + +She and Miss Hall went away in the carriage that brought Rowland, +promising to return again in the afternoon. + +When Rowland had swallowed some coffee, he went back to his mother's +room. As he walked from the door to the foot of the bed, she opened her +eyes, and seemed for a moment to look at him; a thrill of hope shot +through him. He went round and took her hand, and whispered, 'Mother!' +Did she smile? He thought she did. + +Shortly afterwards her lips moved, and Gladys heard the name ever on +them, 'Netta.' This was better, far better, than that death-like trance. + +'Mother, dear mother,' again whispered Rowland, and once more her eyes +opened and fixed on him, with something like consciousness. + +At last an opiate which the doctor had given took effect, and she slept; +her pulse was so weak, and her breathing so faint, that at first the +watchers thought she was passing away into that sleep from which there +is no awakening; but it was not so. It was a weak troubled sleep; still +it was a sleep. + +By degrees all left the room but Rowland and Gladys. Mrs Prothero's hand +seemed to be clasping that of her son, as if it would not let go; and +Gladys never moved from the bedside. + +She saw that there must be hope if real sleep came. As she sat down in a +kind of easy chair that Owen had placed for her by the bedside, she +thanked God for this amount of hope, + +'Sleep, Gladys, I will watch,' whispered Rowland. + +And truly the poor girl had need of rest. Scarce had she closed her eyes +during that anxious week, and she knew well how necessary rest was to +her. But she felt as if she could not sleep whilst this uncertainty +lasted. All the anxious faces of the household flitted before her when +she tried to compose herself. Her poor master, his brother, Mrs +Jonathan, Rowland, but mostly Owen. He who had said the least, had shown +the greatest self-command and done the most. His large kind eyes seemed +to be looking at his mother or at her, and trying to anticipate their +wants. His hands so brown and sinewy, yet so very gentle, seemed to be +touching hers, as they had done when moving his mother or otherwise +helping in the sick-room. His cheery voice seemed to be telling her not +to weary herself so much, or to be thanking her for the care she +bestowed upon his dear parent. In vain she tried to put aside this kind +of haunting vision. Her mistress and Owen were painted on the +over-strained retina, and she could not efface the picture. She prayed +for them, for all. Then, as the afternoon sunlight faded away, and a +twilight hue crept over the room, with just a flickering streak of light +playing on the wall opposite to her, the death-beds of her father, +mother, sister, and brothers rose up before her with a vivid reality +that made her tremble, and forced tears from her weary eyes. The tears +seemed a relief, and as they flowed quietly down her cheeks, and the +coming shadows dispersed the visions of the living, dying, and dead +faded away, a mist fell on her eyes and she slept. + +Rowland, meanwhile, watched his mother. During the twelve months that he +had been a curate in a parish in one of the worst parts of London, he +had seen much of the sick and the dying. He had seen poverty, +wretchedness, and sin in their most dreadful aspects, and the peace and +comfort of his mother's present condition were a great contrast to the +riot and squalor of many a death room into which he had sought to carry +the gospel message of mercy. Truly he felt thankful in his inmost soul +that she, over whom he was watching with filial love, was ready at any +moment to appear before the great Tribunal, because she 'believed and +knew in whom she believed.' It was for Netta, his beloved and wayward +sister, the cause of this first great family trouble, that he grieved +the most, because he feared that she had entered upon that downward path +that would lead her far astray from the one in which her mother had so +long and happily trod. But he, too, knew where to apply in all his times +of doubt and misgiving, and thither he went for comfort as the shadows +fell around and night crept on. + +Mrs Jonathan Prothero came noiselessly into the room, bringing in a +shaded night light, and anxious to bear some intelligence to the +watchers downstairs. Her step, light as it was, awoke Gladys. She +started up, and looking on her mistress, clasped her hands, and +fervently thanked God. + +'She is sleeping as calmly as a child,' she said. 'I am sure the worst +is past.' + +Mrs Jonathan went out to tell the good news, and to beg the brothers to +go to bed, which they did, after some demur. Gladys and Rowland watched +on for about an hour longer, when Mrs Prothero opened her eyes and fixed +them upon Rowland. She smiled as if she knew him, and when he bent over +her and kissed her, murmured some faint words which he could not +understand. + +Gladys gave her some jelly which she swallowed, and soon afterwards she +slept again. + +'The crisis is over, she will recover, I hope, Mr Rowland,' said Gladys. +'You can go to bed, sir--you had better. The mistress will want you +to-morrow, and you can be of no use to-night.' + +Rowland felt the force of this, and again kissing his mother's forehead, +and shaking Gladys by the hand, he went downstairs to Owen, who he found +asleep on the sofa in the parlour. Supper was awaiting him, and Owen and +he were soon seated over the fire, discussing their mother's illness and +Netta's conduct. + +They had not met for three or four years, and there was much to say. Few +brothers loved one another more tenderly than they did, despite the +dissimilarity of habits, tastes, and occupations, and when they were +together, all the secrets of their hearts were usually unfolded. +Although Owen's wild roving nature had caused Rowland much anxiety, +still he had perfect confidence in his honest, open character. Owing to +early education Owen was not deficient in general acquirements. He knew +a little Latin and Greek, and could read, write, and cypher well. Added +to this, his knowledge of foreign lands was great, and of men and +manners greater. Under a careless exterior, he had a considerable +portion of talent and information, and Rowland was delighted to find in +his sea-faring, roystering brother, a much more cultivated and sensible +mind than he had expected. Rowland was beginning to be conscious of +wishing to see all his family superior to what they were. Placed by his +own profession amongst gentle-folks, and feeling in himself all the +refinement of the class so called, he was often annoyed and pained to be +differently situated from those who were nearest and dearest to him. He +knew that in London he was received as an equal by men and women of rank +and position, as well as by those of talent and learning; whereas, in +the country, even Miss Gwynne, at whose house he visited, considered it +a condescension to speak to him, whilst she looked upon those who +belonged to him as people of another sphere. In spite of all his prayers +for humility, and his striving after pure Christianity, Rowland was, and +knew that he was a proud man, and all the prouder because his original +station was beneath his present one. He felt that he must be humbled +before he could be the pastor and disciple of One whose whole life was a +lesson of humility. But the world knew nothing of this. He walked before +it, and through it as a bright example of a young clergyman devoted to +his work. Neither was he less devoted to his mother, dutiful to his +father, or loving to his brother, because they were good, honest, plain +farmers, and he a clergyman; or which was, perhaps, more to the point, +because Miss Gwynne could not, or would not separate him from his +family. + +When he and his brother and sister were children, they were constantly +at the vicarage with their uncle and aunt, and Miss Gwynne was their +playmate there, and had not known their inferiority. Now that he really +was a man of education and a gentleman, in spite of all her kindness to +his mother, she knew it full well. Why did he never consider what any +one else in his own neighbourhood thought of him or his family? It was +only Miss Gwynne--always Miss Gwynne. + +Early the following morning that young lady came to inquire for Mrs +Prothero, accompanied by Miss Hall. It was Rowland who gave them the +joyful intelligence that his mother had had a good night, and was much +more quiet. The real pleasure that shone from Miss Gwynne's intelligent +and intelligible eyes, showed Rowland how fond she was of his mother. + +'And now,' she said, 'Miss Hall and I are come, resolutely bent on +remaining with your mother, whilst your aunt and Gladys go to bed. We +are quite determined, and you know I always have my way.' + +Rowland bowed, smiled, and called his aunt, who, after some hesitation +consented, and went upstairs to request Gladys to do the same, but +Gladys was inexorable until Mr Prothero came in, and in his most decided +manner insisted on her taking some rest. Mrs Prothero also murmured a +'Go, Gladys fach!' and she kissed the dear cheek and went at once. + +Mr Prothero took her place. He was alone with his wife, and the rough, +loud man became gentle as one of his own lambs, as he bent over her and +thanked God that she was better. A big tear fell from his eyes on her +face, and he made an inward vow, that if her life were spared, he would +never again say a cross word to her as long as he lived. + +She felt the tear, heard the kind words, and seemed to understand the +vow, for she looked at him tenderly, and said in her low, weak voice, +'God bless you, David!' + +From that moment he went out to his work with a lightened heart; the +labourers read the good news that their mistress was better in his face, +and heard it in his voice. Even Netta's disobedience was forgotten, if +not forgiven, in the joy of feeling that the partner of more than half +his life was likely to recover. And by degrees she did recover. That is +to say, before Rowland was obliged again to leave her, she was able to +go down into the parlour and sit at her work, 'quite like a lady,' as +she expressed it. And even out of the evil of such an illness good had +sprung. It had aroused all the sympathy and kind feeling of relatives, +friends, and neighbours; but especially had it been beneficial in +bringing out the womanly kindness that lay hid under the stiffness of +pride in Mrs Jonathan Prothero, and in opening the hearts of the +sisters-in-law towards each other. Mrs Jonathan forgot her cousin, Sir +Philip Payne Perry, and helped to nurse, and learned to love her humbler +connection, whilst the ever-ready tenderness of the simple farmer's +wife, sprung up to respond to it like a stream leaping in the sunlight. +Gladys, too, reaped the reward of her devotion, in the increased +kindness of Mr Prothero, who began to forget the Irish beggar in the +gentle girl whose care, under God, had saved his wife's life; and so, as +is usually the case, affliction had not come from the ground, but had +fallen like a softening dew upon the irritated feelings of the +afflicted, and bound heart still nearer to heart. + +Perhaps in the younger and more impetuous natures it had done almost too +much. Thoughtless of consequences, they had all worked to save a life, +valuable to so many. Rowland, Owen, Miss Gwynne, Miss Hall, Gladys, had +been thrown together at a time when the formalities of the world and the +distinctions of rank are forgotten, and the tear of sympathy, the word +of friendly comfort, or the pressure of the hand of kindly feeling are +given and taken, without a thought of giver or receiver. But they are +remembered, and dwelt upon in after years as passages in life's history +never to be obliterated--never to be forgotten. + + + + + + +CHAPTER XX. + +THE HEIRESS. + + +Glanyravon Park lay, as we have said, in the parish of which Mr Jonathan +Prothero was vicar, but as the parish and park were large, the house was +three or four miles from the church; and it was on account of this +distance of Glanyravon and its dependencies from church and school, that +Miss Gwynne had induced her father to build the school-house, of which +mention has been already made, since there was a large school in the +village for such children as were within its reach. She would have had +him build a small church also, and endow it, to remove all excuse, as +she said, from the chapel-goers; but this was an undertaking too mighty +for him. However, the school flourished wonderfully, both on week days +and Sundays, and Miss Gwynne always filled every corner of an omnibus in +which the servants went to church with such of the children as could not +walk so far. Miss Hall was an admirable assistant to the school-mistress +during the week; and Gladys, with Mrs Prothero's permission, undertook +the Sunday duty for the mistress, in order that she might have a holiday +on that day. Miss Gwynne also attended, but she was too impatient and +imperious to be a good teacher, much as she wished to be one. + +Miss Gwynne had great ideas of doing good; grand schemes that she tried +to carry out, but in which she often failed. Nevertheless, she did a +great deal of good in her own peculiar way. + +She had been reading of the 'harvest homes' that they were endeavouring +to revive in England, and had induced her father to have one in the +park. Happily, the day fixed for this general rejoicing was during Mrs +Prothero's convalescence, and before Rowland's return to London, so that +most of the members of the Prothero family could be present. They also +yielded to Miss Gwynne's ready assistance in such preparations as she +made, and were the instruments in surprising her and her father by some +tasteful decorations in their honour, unknown to them. Owen and Gladys +worked very hard at floral and evergreen mottoes for the tent, whilst +Rowland gave his advice as he sat with his mother, and tried to amuse +her during the tedium of her recovery. + +A few hours before the general gathering, a messenger arrived at the +Park in great haste, bearing a note to Miss Gwynne, containing the +information that the vicar had sprained his ankle just as he was going +to set out for Glanyravon, and was unable to move. There was another +note for Rowland, which was to be carried on to the farm, requesting him +to supply his uncle's place. + +Miss Gwynne was greatly annoyed; wished that the vicar would not go +wandering about after old stones, as she was sure he had done; knew that +Rowland would never be able to manage and was very sorry she had +attempted the treat at all. + +Whilst she was still grumbling, and Miss Hall laughing and consoling, +Rowland arrived. This was his first visit to the Park since he had been +in the country, and Mr Gwynne was delighted to see him. He perceived at +once that Miss Gwynne's equanimity was disturbed; and said that he was +very sorry to come as a substitute for his uncle, but that he would do +his best. His manner was so quiet and composed, and he seemed so little +alarmed by the honours thrust upon him, that Miss Gwynne gradually +became reassured. + +In less than half-an-hour she told Miss Hall that he was worth a hundred +of the vicar, and that after all the sprained ankle was rather a +fortunate accident. + +At about two o'clock the guests began to assemble at the school-house, +over the door of which was the motto in dahlias on a ground of +evergreens, 'Welcome for all,' which had been arranged by Miss Hall. The +school-room was very tastefully decorated by the mistress, Gladys, and +the children; and the motto, 'Long Live Miss Gwynne,' was very apparent +in scarlet letters amongst a crown of laurels. + +All the children and their teachers were assembled here, and a great +many of their relations, also most of the farmers and their families. In +addition, there were Mr and Miss Gwynne, Miss Hall, Lady Mary and Miss +Nugent, Colonel Vaughan, who was staying at the Park, Sir Hugh Pryse, +Mrs Jonathan Prothero, who left her husband at his particular request, +and Rowland. No one out of the precincts of the Park had been invited, +and as it was, there was a goodly number. + +As there was no church near enough for them to go to, Rowland read the +evening service in the school-room; after this he gave out one of the +hymns for harvest, and led the youthful band in singing it. His fine +clear voice seemed to give the children courage, especially when a +beautiful full treble joined, to which they were evidently accustomed. +It was impossible not to try to discover from whom those sweet notes +proceeded, and one by one everybody looked at Gladys, who had a +magnificent voice; she, however, was unconscious of observation, for her +eyes were fixed on her hymn-book that she was sharing with a small +child. + +It must be acknowledged that she not unfrequently distracted the +attention of many a young man from his hymn-book on Sunday, when at +church; and on the present occasion, what with the face and the voice, +more than one pair of eyes were fixed on her. Owen, I am sorry to say, +looked more attentively at her than at his book; and, as to Colonel +Vaughan, he never took his eyes off her face, and was heard to whisper +the question of 'Who is that girl?' to Lady Mary Nugent. + +When the hymn was sung, Rowland stood behind the high desk of the +mistress, and gave a short lecture on the words, 'Thou crownest the year +with thy goodness.' Rowland was not ungifted with the talent for +extempore preaching, common to so many of his countrymen, and therewith +possessed, in general, much self-possession; on the present occasion, it +must be confessed that he felt unusually nervous, still he commanded +himself and his feelings, and by degrees, forgetting them and his +hearers, in his subject, warmed into a natural flow of eloquence that +somewhat astonished his congregation, and entirely gained their +attention. + +Beneath a quiet exterior Rowland hid a romantic and poetic mind, which +few, if any of his friends knew anything about; for he had never shown +his poetry to them, and never attempted to publish it. But it sometimes +appeared, in spite of his efforts to repress it, in his sermons; and now +it made a desperate effort to burst forth, and conquered. + +There was so much to excite the enthusiasm of a young preacher in that +harvest-home gathering--in the mows of golden corn heaped up against the +future--in the splendid autumn weather they were then enjoying--in the +bright sunshine and many-hued leaves of the changing trees--and the +goodness of God crowning the whole! + +I am not going through his sermon, for I should only mar what his +feelings made powerful. Suffice it to say that some of his friends had +tears in their eyes as he preached; others, according to the custom of +their country, uttered occasional exclamations of approval as he went +on, and some were glad to own him as their near and dear relation. + +Perhaps the proudest moment of the farmer's life was when Mr Gwynne went +up to him after that short discourse, and shook him by the hand, with +the words--emphatic words for him-- + +'Well, Prothero, I congratulate you upon your son. You have reason to be +proud of him. He managed his sermon well at a short notice, clear, +poetical, etc., and all that sort of thing.' + +The abrupt termination to the speech was occasioned by the approach of +Lady Mary Nugent, who also congratulated Mr Prothero. + +'Thank you, sir; thank your ladyship; glad you approve,' was all the +proud father could say, with the tears in his eyes all the while. + +As to Rowland, he was undergoing an ovation of hand-shakings and praises +from everybody present, which he was fain to put an end to, by beginning +to organise the procession to the tent. One simple sentence, however, +rang in his ears for the remainder of that day. + +'Thank you, Mr Rowland, for your sermon. I hope you have done us all +good,' said Miss Gwynne. + +She began to think more highly of him than she had ever thought before, +and owned to Miss Hall that he had words at command, and that at a short +notice. + +The procession was very pretty. The school-children walked two and two, +and looked like so many large scarlet poppies, as they wended their way +through the avenue. Miss Gwynne gave them all their outer garments, and +it was her picturesque and pleasing fancy to keep to the national +costume; so they had high-crowned black beaver hats, scarlet cloaks with +hoods, striped linsey frocks, and woollen aprons. They carried a due +amount of little flags with appropriate mottoes, and some few of the +Glanyravon musicians formed a band for the occasion, and played +cheerily, 'The March of the Men of Harlech.' + +Mr Prothero and his son Owen headed the tenantry, and carried between +them a magnificent banner, fashioned at the farm, bearing as motto, +'Prosperity to Glanyravon.' Others followed with appropriate Welsh +mottoes. And one was conspicuous as containing the sentiment, 'Long live +our Vicar and his Lady.' + +A large tent was erected in front of the house, ornamented with flowers, +wreaths of evergreens, devices, and mottoes. The most conspicuous of +these was in Welsh, and above Mr Gwynne's seat at the head of the long +table. It was composed of wheat-ears and oak-leaves, and contained the +words, 'May God bless Gwynne of Glanyravon and his daughter.' Mr Gwynne +felt almost uncomfortable in seating himself beneath such a sentence, +but having consented for the first time in his life, and, he earnestly +hoped, for the last, to become a hero, he knew he must go through with +it. Accordingly, with Colonel Vaughan on his left, and Lady Mary Nugent +on his right hand he prepared to do the honours of a most substantial +feast to his tenantry, their wives and children. When every one was +seated Rowland said grace, and they began the feast _con amore_. They +were as merry and happy a party as could be assembled on a fine autumn +day. Every one was in good humour, and thoroughly enjoyed the treat. As +soon as they had feasted enough, they proceeded to give toasts, which +were enthusiastically drunk in good Welsh ale. + +Mr Gwynne proposed the health of the Queen and royal family. Sir Hugh +proposed Mr Gwynne and his daughter, the kind and liberal donors of the +feast, in a hearty speech, which all understood. Mr Gwynne did his best +to return thanks, but found that he could not get much beyond,--'I feel +most grateful for the honour you have done me, but--my +feelings--been--and--and--all that sort of thing,' at which point the +cheers grew so deafening that he sat down quite overwhelmed, and wished +himself in his library. + +'So very exciting, so complimentary, so touching,' whispered Lady Mary +Nugent to Mr Gwynne. + +Rowland was again called upon to exert his eloquence in responding for +the Church, which he did in a short, apt speech, duly applauded. + +He, in return, proposed the army, coupled with Colonel Vaughan, +who--and, he said, he knew he was expressing the thoughts of all +present--was heartily welcomed home, and earnestly entreated to remain +in his native country. + +Colonel Vaughan delighted every one by a most eloquent response. 'Such a +grand gentleman, but so humble,' was the general opinion of him. As for +the ladies, they were all in love with him. Lady Mary Nugent, Freda, +Miss Nugent--they had never seen so charming a man. And he was so +universally gallant that he might have been in love with them all in +return. He gave the 'Welsh Yeomanry,' for whom Mr Prothero returned +thanks, and right well he did it; giving the colonel to understand in +something more than a hint, that if he wished the farmers and farming to +improve, he, and other absent landlords, must come and live on their +property as Mr Gwynne did, and then there would be more wealth and +prosperity, and more 'harvest homes.' + +And so, with various other toasts, including the vicar and his lady, for +whom Owen had to return thanks, the afternoon wore on. The children were +playing at games in the Park, and by degrees the elders joined them. + +Here Gladys was foremost. It was wonderful to see how she had gained the +affections of the young. One and all were round her, and when the +gentlemen and ladies came to look on, and join in the revels, the first +thing that attracted them was the flushed face and graceful figure of +this really beautiful girl, as she led the boisterous youngsters in a +game of 'French and English.' + +In a moment Colonel Vaughan was in the ring heading the boys; but Gladys +immediately retired, abashed, as he stood opposite to her, as captain on +the French side. But Owen came to the rescue, and the gallant officer +and equally gallant sailor headed the ranks, as commanders of the bands +of French and English. They had a hard fight on both sides, but at last +the English conquered, and Owen and his party won the day amidst great +cheering. + +Sir Hugh and Rowland joined in the succeeding games; and sixpences, +sweetmeats, apples, and every available prize was given to the boys and +girls for racing, jumping, singing, and the like, until the shades of +evening fell over the scene. + +Lady Mary Nugent and her daughter were the first to wish good-night; as +they were to walk home, Colonel Vaughan proposed accompanying them. + +'You will return at once?' asked Freda, rather peremptorily, for she +disliked that the Nugents should carry off the all-fascinating colonel. + +He bowed and said 'yes,' and Rowland, who was near, saw Freda's cheek +flush as he looked at her. + +It chanced that Rowland and Miss Gwynne were left together at a distance +from the revel. They stood awhile, looking on, and talking over the day. +Rowland said it had been most successful. Indeed he felt that all had +been pleased; none more than himself, for had not everyone congratulated +him, and above all, had not Miss Gwynne been even kinder and more +friendly, than when by his mother's bed side she had seemed to him as a +sister? + +'If it has been successful, Mr Rowland, it is in a great measure due to +you,' said Miss Gwynne, looking up into his face with a smile of real +satisfaction. 'I should never have managed the children so well, and I +must say, much as I like your uncle, I don't think he would have managed +the services so well as you have done.' + +Reader! were you ever praised by a very handsome woman, whom you have +loved all your life, when standing with her alone under a wide-spreading +oak, in a noble park, with mountains bathed in the red and yellow of the +sunset before you, and a broad harvest-moon rising above your heads? If +so, you will not wonder at the end of this chapter. + +Rowland suddenly fixed his fine, dark eyes upon Freda's face, and looked +into it, as if he would read her soul. For a moment she was abashed at +the gaze, and coloured deeply, whilst her eye-lids drooped over the eyes +he sought. Was there ever a woman who was not flattered and excited by +such a look? + +'Miss Gwynne,' at last said Rowland tremulously, 'if in any way I can +have served and pleased you I am happy. For this, in part, I have +laboured, and still would labour. You do not, you cannot know how I have +loved you all my life.' + +Poor Rowland almost whispered these few words, and as he did so, wished +he could recall them, but now the deed was done, and she knew the secret +of his childhood, boyhood, and manhood. He said no more, but stood +looking down upon her with his heart beating as it had never beaten +before. + +Higher and higher rose the colour on her cheek. What were the feelings +that deepened it so? Alas! poor Rowland! Pride, only pride. For a moment +she stood as if hesitating what to say, then, suddenly drawing herself +up to her full height, she looked haughtily at him, and said words that +he never forgot to his dying day. + +'Mr Rowland Prothero, have you quite forgotten who I am, and who you +are?' + +With these words she made a stately bow, and turned towards the house. +Proudly and hastily she walked up the avenue; once she had turned round, +and seeing Rowland standing exactly where she had left him, hurried on +until she found herself in her own room, indulging in a very decided +flood of indignant tears. + + + + + + +CHAPTER XXI. + +THE BROTHERS. + + +During this short conversation between Rowland and Miss Gwynne, Gladys +was still playing with the children at no great distance from them. With +all a woman's penetration, she had guessed Rowland's secret during his +mother's illness, and had perceived no symptoms of attachment on the +part of Miss Gwynne; and now, with all a woman's pity, she was watching +him from afar. She had seen them standing together, had marked the hasty +bow and retreat of the lady, and the immoveable attitude of the +gentleman; she saw that he continued to stand where Miss Gwynne had left +him, as if he were a statue; she guessed something must have passed +between them. + +As twilight was fairly come on, she told the schoolmistress that she +must go home, and begged her to see that the children dispersed when she +thought best. Owen, who was in the midst of a game of cricket with the +boys, was as well aware of all Gladys's movements as if he had been by +her side. He saw that she was shaking hands with the mistress, and that +the children were imploring her to stay a little longer. He went to her +and asked her to remain until he had finished his game, in order that he +might see her home. + +She thanked him, but said, rather abruptly for her, that she must go at +once, and, heedless of what he or others might think, went hastily +across the park to Rowland. + +'That's the way the wind blows, is it?' said Owen to himself, whilst a +frown gathered on his open forehead. + +Rowland was unconscious of the approach of Gladys, and was startled from +his trance by the words,-- + +'Mr Rowland, sir, I think the mistress will be expecting you home.' + +He looked at her half unconsciously for a moment, and then rousing +himself, said,-- + +'Oh! Gladys, is it you? Yes, I will go directly. Where? Home? Of course +it is time. I will walk with you.' + +These were the only words spoken between the pair. Rapidly he strode +down the avenue, inwardly resolving never to enter it again; as rapidly +along the road that led to the farm, until he reached the house, with +Gladys breathless by his side. + +'I am afraid I have walked too quickly, Gladys, I am very sorry. I was +anxious to get home, I do not feel very well.' + +With these words he hurried through the passage, and was going to his +room, when his father met him and called him into the parlour. He felt +so bewildered that he scarcely knew what his mother said, when she told +him how proud and happy he had made her by his conduct that day. + +'All, my dear son, church-people and dissenters were pleased with your +sermon, and the way you managed everything. Your aunt repeated it word +for word to me, and it was just what I like. This is the first comfort I +have felt since--' + +Mrs Prothero pressed her son's hand, and her eyes filled with tears. + +'Thank you, mother, I am glad,' was all Rowland could say. + +'Mind you, Row, my boy, you must write a good sermon for Sunday. You've +got a character to lose now,' said Mr Prothero, giving him a slap on the +back. + +'Yes, father. I will go and write it.' + +'Not to-night, Rowland,' said Mrs Prothero, anxiously; 'you look pale +and tired. What is the matter?' + +'Nothing, mother; but I must think of this sermon, I have only one clear +day. We will talk to-morrow. Good-night, dear mother.' + +Rowland stooped to kiss his mother, and she felt that his face was very +cold, and that his hand trembled. + +'You are ill, Rowland?' + +'No, only tired. I will come and see you again by-and-by.' + +Rowland went to his room and bolted himself in. He threw himself on a +chair, covered his face with his hands, and wept like a child. He was +seated by a little writing-table near the window, through which the moon +looked down pitifully upon him in his great anguish. Yes, great. Perhaps +the greatest anguish of a life. His arms on the table, his head on his +arms, he thought, in the misery of that moment, that he must die, and he +wished to die. The illusion of a life was destroyed, and how? So rudely, +so cruelly, so heartlessly broken! He could have borne it if there had +been one kind word, only a look of interest or pity; but that pride and +haughtiness were like the stabs of a dagger in his heart. + +'Womanly weakness! unmanly folly!' you say, some one who has never felt +keenly and suddenly the pangs of such a passion unrequited. Perhaps so. +But out of our great weakness sometimes grows our strength; out of our +bitterest disappointments our sternest resolution. By-and-by such +weakness will strengthen; such folly will breed wisdom. + +Thus Rowland remained for some time, with unkind and unholy thoughts and +feelings rushing through his mind, like the howling winds through the +air in a great storm. Afterwards, he prayed humbly to be forgiven those +devilish feelings of anger, pride, hatred of life and mistrust of God's +goodness that assailed him in that hour of misery. But for the time, +they were darting to and fro, and casting out every good thought, and +hopeful purpose from his soul, like demons as they were. + +But strength came at last, and like one arising out of a horrid dream, +Rowland got up from his anguish, and looked out into the night. The moon +was too tender and beautiful for his mood at that time; he roughly drew +down the blind, took a box of matches from the table, and lighted a +candle. Then he paced up and down the room, and suddenly thought of +Howel and Netta. He knew not how the transition took place, but he +immediately accused himself of having been hard to them. Does any one +ever fully sympathise with another, until he has felt as he does? No, we +should not judge our weak fellow mortals so harshly, if we knew all +their temptations and trials. + +Then, again, Miss Gwynne returned to him, with her pride and coldness. +How could he love such a woman? he, whose beau ideal of feminine +perfection was a creature of gentleness, love, and pity? but he would +think of her no more. She, at least, should discover that he was as +proud as herself. + +Yes, he was proud, he knew it, and now, he would glory in his pride +instead of trample it down, as he had been of late trying to do, as an +arch tempter; he should be justified in showing pride for her pride. + +Again a gentler and better mood came. Was he not vain, ambitious, +ridiculous in her eyes, for venturing to speak to her as he had done? +Doubtless he had been wrong, but she needed not to spurn him as she had +done; she might have told him so as a friend. Friend! she thought him +beneath her friendship. + +But we will not pursue these musings further; every kind and degree of +feeling alternated for nearly two hours, when, as if by some sudden +impulse or resolution, Rowland sat down and determined to write his +sermon. It should be upon pride, and should touch her as well as +himself. He found pleasure in thinking of all the texts in which the +word occurs, in looking for them, and considering which was the most +biting. + +A hasty knock at his door interrupted this study. It was Owen, who +insisted upon coming in, and would take no excuse. + +Owen, too, had been ruminating upon the nature of woman, and was not in +a very good humour; he, however, had been cheerfully talking to his +mother of the events of the day, and duly lauding their own particular +hero, Rowland. + +When he entered, he looked surprised at seeing Rowland with his Bible in +his hand; he took a chair, and, turning his seat towards him, sat down +astride upon it, leaning his chin upon the back and facing Rowland. + +'Now, Rowland, I'm going to ask you a very plain question. There ought +to be no secrets between brothers: I've told you all mine, nearly? you +must tell me yours. Are you in love?' + +Poor Rowland coloured to the temples, but did not answer. + +'You won't tell me? There was a time, Rowland, when you and I knew one +another's hearts as well as if they were two open books, in which we +could read when we like, but I suppose London and fine people--' + +'Stop, Owen, do not disgrace yourself or me by going on. Why do you wish +to probe me in a wounded place, where every stab is death?' + +Owen looked at his brother, and saw the conflict that was going on in +his mind in the working of his features. + +'Rowland, I only want your confidence; by Jove you shall have mine, even +though you are my successful rival; and I love you so well that I would +give her up to you, if it cost me--let me see--a voyage to the North +Pole.' + +'Owen, this is no jesting matter. I have been a fool, I am ashamed of +myself, I am trying to conquer my feelings; leave me until I have +succeeded, and then--' + +'But, Rowland, if she loves you, I don't see why you should try to +overcome your feelings. It would not be quite the right match, +certainly; but she would make a better parson's wife than a sailor's +wife after all; and my father might consent in time, and--' + +'Owen, is it kind of you to make a jest of me?' asked Rowland, rising +from his chair, and resuming his walk up and down his room. 'If you had +ever really loved either of the many girls you have fancied you adored, +you would understand me better; but I deserve it all for my +presumption--my folly.' + +'For that much, Rowland, perhaps I love her a trifle better than you do +at this very moment; still I am not selfish enough to come between you, +and would rather try absence and the northern latitudes; only just be +honest. I'm not quite such a piece of blubber as not to be capable of +constancy, though I may have been a rover until now; but when I see a +girl walk right away from me, and refuse to wait for me to go home with +her, and go straight off to another man, never mind if he was my father, +instead of my brother, I don't mean to break my heart about her. +Besides, I'm disappointed in her, and that's the truth. I thought she +was as modest as the moon; but I never saw the moon walk out of her +straight path to go after another planet, and no girl that I have +anything to say to, shall go after another man. So you're welcome to +her, though I'll say this, that I never saw the woman yet I loved so +well, and believe she's as good as gold, as pure as that same moon, but +as cold as ice itself; at least, so I've found her, perhaps you've a +warmer experience.' + +As soon as Owen paused in his rapid speech, Rowland paused in his walk, +and putting his hand on Owen's shoulder, said,-- + +'This is a misapprehension, my dear Owen; you and I are thinking of a +different person.' + +'I am thinking of Gladys,' said Owen bluntly, 'and repeat that I love +you both too well to come between you and happiness.' + +'I am sure of that, Owen, you have no selfishness about you; but I do +not love Gladys. I never thought of her except as a beautiful and +superior girl, thrown by Providence amongst us, and to be treated with +kindness and consideration. I only hope my manner to her has never +indicated anything else.' + +'Do you mean what you say?' said Owen, jumping up from his chair, and +cutting a caper, 'then shake hands, and tell me you forgive me for being +so hasty.' + +They shook hands heartily, and Rowland said,-- + +'Thank you, Owen, you have done me good; now go away, and I will write +my sermon.' + +'Not before I know what is the matter with you, and why Gladys went +across on purpose to walk home with you.' + +After much hesitation, and some pressing on the part of Owen, Rowland +told his brother what had passed between him and Miss Gwynne. When he +had made a clean breast of it, he felt as if relieved of half his +load--especially when Owen assured him that women were all alike, and +that when you asked them the first time, they were as proud as Lucifer. + +'It is first and last with me, Owen. I have forgotten my position, my +profession, my own dignity in giving way to a passion that I had no +right to suppose could be returned. I will crush it, and nobody but you +shall ever know of its existence. This struggle over, and I shall hope +henceforth to have but one Master and to serve Him.' + +'Well, I never should have thought you would have fancied Miss Gwynne; +not but that she is handsome and clever and very agreeable and kind, +too, when she pleases; but so proud, so domineering, and then--' + +'Neither should I have supposed Gladys to be your choice, Owen; and I am +sorry it should be so. What would my father say? so soon upon Netta, +too; and you must confess that her uncertain history, her present +condition, the way she came to us, would be utter barriers to anything +serious.' + +'Bravo, Rowland; now I must put the application to your lecture. I +suppose everything is by comparison in this world--the squire and the +squire's daughter look down upon the farmer and the farmer's son, and +beg to decline the honour of an alliance. The farmer and the farmer's +son look down upon the corporal and corporal's daughter, and beg to do +the same, especially as she is their servant. Tom, the carpenter, thinks +his daughter too good for Joseph the labourer, and Matthew the shoeblack +wouldn't let his son marry Sal the crossing-sweeper for all the world. +Oh, Rowland!, is this what you have learnt from your profession, and +the book before you? Why, I've found a better philosophy on board ship, +with no teachers but the moon and stars.' + +'Owen, I am ashamed of myself. My pride deserves to be thus pulled +down.' + +'I don't want to seem unkind, Rowland, but my notion is, that an honest +gentleman, such as you, educated, and a clergyman is good enough for any +lady; and that a good, religious girl, who has saved my mother's life, +is a great deal too good for a ne'er-do-well fellow like me. But I won't +fall before I'm pushed, since I'm pretty sure she thinks so too. So, +now, cheer up, old boy! and show the heiress what a sermon you can +preach; and let her see you don't care a fig for her; and then, by +jingo, she'll be over head and ears in love with you, and propose +herself next leap-year.' + +Rowland laughed, in spite of himself, at this notion. + +'I will go and wish my mother good night,' he said, 'and then set to +work.' + +The brothers went together to their mother, who was in bed, and together +received her 'God bless you, my children!' Then they separated for the +night, and Rowland returned to his room a wiser, if still a sadder, man, +than when Owen visited it. Owen's plain common sense had often got the +better of Rowland's romance; and although he could not approve his +roving and seemingly useless life, he always acknowledged that he +gathered some wisdom by his experience. + +Again Rowland sat down, but this time he drew up the blind, and let the +moonlight in upon his chamber like a silver flood. He took himself to +task for his pride, ambition, and conceit, in a way that did him good, +doubtless, but was not palatable; still he made many excuses for +himself, and none for Miss Gwynne. He was not to recover the effects of +that disappointment in a few hours! Days and even years were necessary +for that. But he asked for strength where it is never asked in vain, and +then resolutely wrote a sermon on the words, 'Blessed are the poor in +spirit, for theirs is the kingdom of heaven.' + +He wrote as he felt, and under the influence of those strong, +half-curbed feelings, wrote so easily, that he was astonished to find +how quickly he composed, and how soon a sufficient number of sheets were +written, to occupy his customary half-hour when preached. He did not +read them over, but promised to do so on the morrow, which was Saturday. +He was already far into the small hours, and knew that he ought to be in +bed. + +When he was there he could not sleep. That love of his was too +deeply-rooted to be torn up by a few proud words that haunted him all +the night, and to which he was constantly adding 'Yes, you are the +heiress of Glanyravon, and I am only a farmer's son and a poor curate.' + + + + + + +CHAPTER XXII. + +THE GOVERNESS. + + +'Only a curate!' exclaimed Miss Gwynne, as she and Miss Hall were +discussing Rowland's presumption the following morning. + +'Still, a gentleman,' replied Miss Hall quietly. + +'The son of one of my father's tenants; a farmer's son!' + +'Still, a gentleman!' + +'The ninety-ninth attempt on Glanyravon, and, happily, an unsuccessful +one.' + +'Perhaps the first sincere attempt to gain the heiress's heart, without +any thought of her park and its broad acres.' + +'I declare, Serena, _vous m'impatientez_. I verily believe you are in +his interest and confidence, and trying to plead his cause.' + +This was said with great excitement; the answer, however, was calm. + +'Scarcely possible, if probable, because I was never alone with him in +my life, and have rarely seen him except in your presence.' + +'Then, why do you take up his defence? You would not have me marry him, +would you?' + +'Certainly not, for many reasons. In the first place, you do not love +him; in the second, your father would not approve of such a match; in +the third, you are not suited to him.' + +'I understand. Not good enough. But why do you defend him? Do you think +it was right of him to say what he did to me?' + +'Well, perhaps not. But I think he has been nursing these feelings for +you so long, that he began to forget whether they were right or wrong, +sensible or foolish; and last night, carried away by the excitement of +the day and his own success, and finding himself alone with you--you, +probably, more friendly than usual--he forgot his customary prudence, +and overstepped the bounds of conventionality.' + +'Very well said, Nita. Then it was wrong of me to be friendly, and right +of him to make a dunce of himself.' + +'Perhaps if you had ever felt as he does, Freda, you might make some +excuse for him.' + +'I am sure you must have been in love a hundred times, you are so +sentimental, and would like to see him run away with me.' + +'Quite wrong again.' + +'Then what would you like, for I am sure you don't approve of my +conduct?' + +'Simply, that you should have treated a clergyman and a gentleman as +such, and at least felt grateful that a good and honest heart was +offered to you, even though you would not accept it.' + +'But I don't believe in the heart, you see, Serena. There is not a more +mercenary race under the sun than the clergy. They all marry for money. +I can mention quite a dozen; his own uncle at the head of them. Now, you +cannot suppose that he married Mrs Jonathan Prothero for anything but +her fortune and her family.' + +'I think he is too simple-minded a man to have considered either the one +or the other.' + +'Then why didn't he marry some simple-minded girl, his equal? No, you +are quite out of your depth now, Serena. Depend upon it, that Rowland +Prothero will soon find some English lady just as rich as _I am to +be_--always provided that Lady Mary Nugent doesn't carry off papa, and +get him to leave her the property. These men don't seem to know that it +is not entailed; and that, after all, I may be cut off with a shilling. +I think I may venture to affirm that were such the case, there is not +one of my ninety-nine adorers who would have me, except, perhaps poor +Sir Hugh.' + +'Perhaps, Freda, I may have been imprudent, situated as I am here, in +even saying what I have in favour of Rowland Prothero. The fact is, that +not only do I particularly like what I know of him, but there is a +little passage in my early history that makes me have a great pity for +young men who venture to fall in love with young ladies who consider +themselves their superiors.' + +'If you will tell me your story, Nita, I will forgive you all the rest, +and finish this sketch of Abertewey for Colonel Vaughan, meanwhile.' + +Freda drew well in water-colours, and had before her, as she sat in the +embrasure of one of the windows of that charming morning-room, a +half-finished sketch of Colonel Vaughan's place, which he had begged her +to take for him. Hitherto it had been untouched; now she began to work +at it with pretended vigour, whilst Miss Hall took up the little frock +she was making for a poor child, which had been laid down during the +discussion, and also made believe to stitch and sew industriously. + +But there was a flush on her cheek, and a tremor in her voice, as she +began to tell Freda the little passage in her life to which she had +alluded. Freda was conscious of this, and accordingly devoted herself +more energetically to her drawing. + +'It was when I was just eighteen, Freda, and during my _beaux jours_, +before my father had lost his fortune, or been obliged to retire from +the army on half-pay on account of that dreadful paralytic +stroke--before my sister's imprudent marriage, and consequent emigration +to Australia--before my dear mother's death. We were a happy and gay +family, and I had then more pride and higher spirits than you would +probably give me credit for now. + +'I was visiting a friend who had married the head-master of one of our +principal grammar schools. Amongst his tutors there was a young man of +whom he was very fond, and who used to be a good deal with his family +after the duties of the day were over. It is just possible that he was a +countryman of yours, for his name was Jones.' + +'Oh, Serena! you don't mean to say that you fell in love with a Jones in +England, and then came into Wales to be in the midst of that very +ancient and numerous family.' + +'I have not come to the love part yet, Freda. He was a very quiet and +unobtrusive person, but, my friends said, very amiable and sufficiently +clever. I know that I used to take an unkind delight in teasing him, and +that he was rather clever in repartee, and never spared me in return. I +liked him as an amusing companion, and had no objection to his getting +me books or flowers, or whatever lay within his reach that might be +agreeable to me. Moreover, I pitied him, because I was told that both +his parents were dead, and that he was working hard to pay for his own +course at college, whither he intended to go as soon as he could get the +means. + +'As my father was with his regiment abroad at this time, and my mother +and sister were making a round of visits amongst our Scotch friends, I +stayed a long time with the Merryweathers. They were very pleasant +people, and had an agreeable circle of acquaintance. + +'But that has nothing to do with my story. The evening before I left +them to return home, my friend, Mr Jones, managed to be alone with me; +how, I never found out, for he ought to have been with the boys--and +committed a similar misdemeanour to that of poor Rowland Prothero. He +had unfortunately lost his heart to me--so he said, and was constrained +to tell me so. Would I think of him, if, in the course of time, he could +enter the church and marry me? + +'Now I had the world before me, a happy home, a prospect of a certain +independence, and, I suppose, a sufficient share of personal +attractions. I had never considered whether I could like this young man +or not; but I had well considered that when I married, I must have +talent, position, personal beauty, and a hundred other visionary +attributes in my husband. I was of a most imaginative, and at the same +time, ambitious temperament; and on the one hand, thought a great poet +or warrior would fall to my lot, and on the other, that a prince of the +blood royal was not too good for me. + +'Your pride, my dear Freda, is too matter-of-fact, as is your general +character, thoroughly to understand me. At that time I was touched and +flattered by the devotion of this young man, and felt, that had he been +differently placed, and had he more of the attributes either of station +or romance about him, I might have taken him under my august +consideration; but as I had never even looked upon him in the light of a +lover, or supposed it possible that he could be one, I at once, and +decidedly refused him. + +'I shall never forget the pained and melancholy expression of his +features when I did so, or the few words he uttered. He said that he had +not ventured to hope for a different answer, though he had dared to +speak, and that his one slight prospect of happiness had vanished. He +had now nothing but a life of labour before him, without a gleam of hope +to cheer his way, but that he should think of me always, and of the +happy hours we had passed together. I felt so sorry for him that I could +really say nothing, either to cheer or discourage him. He simply asked +me to allow him to remain my friend, and to forgive his presumption; and +so we shook hands and parted. He did not join the family that evening, +and the next day I left the Merryweathers. + +'I do not know how it was, but when I returned home, I thought more of +this young man than of any one else. Although my sister and myself were +surrounded by men of a very different, and I may say, superior class, +still he haunted me very much, for a time at least. + +'Then came my sister's marriage, which proved, as you know, unfortunate +in a pecuniary point of view, and her and her husband's emigration to +Australia in search of fortune. Then followed our own ruin, and my +father's paralytic seizure. To help my parents and support myself, I +came to you as governess. You know, dearest Freda, how happy your dear +mother made me as long as she lived, and how ardently I desired to +fulfil her dying wish that I should finish your education. Most thankful +I am that I was permitted to do so. + +'I need not tell you, over and over again, the sad story of my mother's +death, and my return home to live with my father, and become a daily +instead of a resident governess. All the happiness I have known--at +least the greatest--since our troubles, has been in this house. + +'But this has nothing to do with Mr Jones. I heard, casually from my +friend, Mrs Merryweather, that he had left them and gone to college; +what college, she did not say. For some years I had quite enough of +painful duty to perform to make me forget the weeks passed in his +society, and their termination; or to think of a person of whom I had +quite lost sight. About six or seven years ago, however, I heard of him, +strange to say, through my sister. I had, of course, told her of his +proposal and my refusal. + +'She and her husband were among the early settlers at Melbourne, and in +the course of time became tolerably prosperous. He, you know, was +obliged to leave his regiment for drunkenness, and contrary to the usual +course of things, became steadier, though not steady, in Australia. My +sister lost two children in one week from fever, and during her great +sorrow, was constantly visited by the clergyman of her parish, who +turned out to be my early friend, Mr Jones. I do not think he knew she +was my sister for some time; but she described his untiring kindness and +gentleness as her greatest comfort during her troubles. He was also of +great benefit to her husband, by taking advantage of the opportunity +offered by the loss of his children, to press upon him the necessity of +a reformation in his own course of life, which, I am thankful to say, +has been gradually effected. They became very intimate, and, I suppose +by mutually comparing notes concerning Old England, found one another +out, so to say. But he seldom spoke of me. If my sister tried to draw +him into the subject of his acquaintance with me, he changed it as soon +as possible, as if it were disagreeable to him. And no wonder. + +'However, my sister looks upon this man as her greatest benefactor--him, +whom I, in my pride and ignorance, considered beneath me in every +respect; and when he left Melbourne a year or two ago, she said they had +lost their best and dearest earthly friend, and that the children cried +when he wished them good-bye, as if they were parting from a father.' + +Whilst Miss Hall was telling this simple narrative, Freda was very +attentive. As it drew to a close, she rose from her drawing, and +kneeling, as she sometimes would do, by Miss Hall's side, put her arm +affectionately round her. There was something in the action at that +moment which drew tears from Miss Hall's eyes. + +'But he is not married, Serena, I know he is not married,' she +exclaimed. 'Who knows!' + +'My dear child,' said Miss Hall, smiling, and stroking Freda's shining +hair, 'I have long given up all thoughts of matrimony. But the +recollection of old times always affects me, and your love affects me +still more. I have not told you this because I regret not being married +to Mr Jones--it was mercifully ordained that I should not marry any one. +What would my dear father have done if I had? but simply to show you how +the very people we think the least of frequently become our best +friends; the "weak things of the earth confounding those that are +mighty," in scripture phrase.' + +'Oh, Serena! do you hear?' interrupted Freda, 'there is Miss Nugent in +the hall. Of all the bores! we never can be free from those people. Yes +it is; I hear her _lithp_;' and Miss Nugent was announced. + +She had walked over, she said, to ask how they all were after the +delightful Harvest Home, and to bring an invitation from her mamma to +dinner the following Tuesday. + +'I do hope you will come, Freda, and you, Mith Hall, and bring that +charming Colonel Vaughan with you. He ith tho nithe. Don't you think +tho.' + +'Very,' said Freda, drily. + +'But, do you know, I don't admire him half ath much ath Mr Rowland +Prothero. Mamma thaith he ith tho gentlemanlike and that the meanth to +athk him Tuethday.' + +'Really!' again said Freda, not daring to look at Miss Hall. + +'We are going to Llanfach to-morrow to hear him preach. Hith thermon +wath beautiful in the school-room. Don't you think he ith like the +picture at the beginning of "Evangeline." Dear me, who wath he, Freda?' + +'Longfellow, you mean, I suppose.' + +'Of courth. And hith language ith tho poetical. Mamma thaith the +thouldn't wonder if he turned out a great author by-and-by. Thould you, +Mith Hall?' + +'It takes so much to make a great author, dear; but it is just +possible.' + +'But not probable,' whispered Freda. + +'Oh, Freda! don't you like him? I am thure you ought; he managed +everything tho nithely for you yethterday. Mamma thaith--Ah! there is +Colonel Vaughan coming up the drive.' + +Miss Hall looked across at Freda, and remarked that she began to draw +most industriously, and did not glance out of the window as Miss Nugent +did. + +'Mamma thaith,' began that young lady, 'that the colonel ith the motht +accomplithed and agreeable man in Waleth.' + +'How can she tell that?' asked Freda, with feigned surprise. 'There are +so many clever men in Wales. I assure you we are a talented race.' + +'I am thure of that, Freda; but I think the Englith are more thinthere; +mamma thaith tho.' + +'Ah, she must be a good judge,' said Freda, somewhat ironically. + +'Yeth; mamma ath theen a great deal of the world,' replied the +unsuspecting Miss Nugent. + +Here Colonel Vaughan made his appearance, and that young lady gave him +her mamma's invitation, which he said he should be delighted to accept, +if his friends did; so Freda said her papa was out, but she would send +Lady Mary Nugent an answer when he came in. + +'Ah! this _is_ a sketch, Freda,' said Colonel Vaughan, who had somehow +returned to the old familiarity of earlier days. 'How can I thank you +sufficiently? who could think that the child I left twelve years ago +would be such a good artist when I returned? But that was the cleverest +bit of life-like drawing I ever saw, that sketch of your old pony. By +the way, do you know who this is?' + +The colonel opened a sketch-book that he had in his hand, and put it +into Freda's. + +'Why, this is Gladys, Mrs Prothero's Gladys. How could you prevail on +her to stand for her picture? Look, Serena, how well Colonel Vaughan has +hit off her expression and general effect in those few touches!' + +'I went to see Prothero, who used to be a good friend of mine in old +times, and whilst I was waiting for him and looking out of the window, I +saw this Gladys in the garden, and made the attempt you are pleased to +praise. Certainly she is about the loveliest specimen of country beauty +I ever saw in my life.' + +'Do you admire her, Colonel Vaughan? I think the ith tho very pale and +thupid.' + +'I never contradict a young lady, and suppose you must be right; but in +the present company, one cannot think of other belles. It would be a +case of looking for stars in the presence of the sun.' + +Colonel Vaughan glanced from one to the other of the ladies. Freda bent +more closely over her sketch, but coloured perceptibly. Miss Nugent +simpered and looked very handsome withal. + +Miss Hall was struck with her beauty as she then appeared; a perfect +profile, perfect complexion, perfect features, beneath a most becoming +straw hat and feathers. Such a colour and complexion, but no expression, +not even the sarcastic turn of the lip of the mother. + +'Perfectly child-like, amiable, and silly,' thought Miss Hall, 'and yet +Colonel Vaughan admires that statue more than the noble face and grand +expression of my Freda.' + + + + + + +CHAPTER XXIII. + +THE PREACHER. + + +As Mr Jonathan Prothero's sprain proved to be a very bad one, Rowland +was obliged to undertake his weekly as well as his Sunday duty, and +being summoned to the vicarage early on Saturday morning for a wedding, +and finding other clerical duty in the afternoon, he had no time to +revise his sermon until the morning on which he was to preach it. His +mind was still in a state of so much excitement, that he found, on +reading it over, that he had no power to amend what he had written +hastily, but feeling that it was what he earnestly desired to act up to +himself, and to bring his own mind down to, he hoped the words would not +be without effect on his hearers. If Miss Gwynne took them as intended +personally to touch her, why, he could not help it, and besides, she +probably would be at Llanfawr church, to avoid seeing him. + +But this was not the case. Gwynnes, Nugents, Protheros, and many others +of Rowland's neighbours, helped to fill the little church that Sunday, +all anxious to hear him preach; this made him feel nervous in spite of +himself. In vain he reasoned with himself, prayed to forget himself, and +those present--he could not get rid of those haunting words of Miss +Gwynne's, or of the consciousness that she was listening to him. +However, he read the service clearly and impressively, in the manly +tone, and simply religious manner of one who knows that he is leading +the prayers and praises of a congregation who cannot express their wants +too humbly and naturally, to One who knows what they desire, even before +they ask. No one in that church prayed more earnestly to be delivered +from 'all blindness of heart, from pride, vain-glory and hypocrisy; from +envy, hatred, and malice, and all uncharitableness,' than he did. And +as he proceeded with the litany, his mind grew calmer, and he gradually +received strength to overcome the great inward struggle that he was +suffering from. + +Before reading the thanksgiving, he gave out in a tremulous voice, that +a 'member of that congregation was desirous of returning thanks to +Almighty God for her recovery from dangerous, illness.' When he thanked +God for all His mercies to all men, 'particularly to her who desires now +to offer up her praises and thanksgivings for late mercies vouchsafed +unto her,' every one felt that he was returning thanks for his own +mother's recovery, and joined him in so doing. His father was seen to +put his handkerchief to his eyes, as he lifted up his heart in praise. + +His earnest manner evidently impressed his congregation, who were +usually accustomed to the somewhat monotonous reading of his uncle, and +to his rather learned discourses. + +It is generally the case, that words spoken from the overflowings of the +speaker's own heart and feelings, make the greatest impression on the +hearts and feelings of his hearers; so it was now. When Rowland, in +simple and forcible language, told his listeners that the first words of +our Lord's Sermon on the Mount were to bless the poor in spirit, and to +promise them the kingdom of heaven; and went on to contrast such poverty +of spirit with the pride and vain glory inherent in man, and to call up +the various scriptural examples and texts that bore upon the subject of +humility; he gained the attention of all. Then he enlarged more +particularly on the necessity of curbing and bridling and keeping down +the spirit, until it attained that lowliness to which Our Saviour +alludes in the very first of the beatitudes; and finally went through +that Saviour's life, as the great example for all men, of meekness, +gentleness, and humility--the interest in his words increased. + +Rowland preached from the heart to the heart, and so his sermon that day +was not in vain, albeit not perhaps written in the very best of moods. +There was no poetry, no overheated enthusiasm no display of eloquence, +but the plain, straightforward announcement to rich and poor alike, that +to enter God's kingdom the spirit must become even as that of a little +child. + +Perhaps this is the least understood, and least palatable of all +subjects, and when brought before a congregation, and well discussed for +half-an-hour, must make many of its members pause to consider whether, +on such terms, 'theirs is the kingdom of heaven.' + +Miss Gwynne was one of those who paused so to consider, and acknowledged +to herself that she had never looked upon our Lord's Sermon on the +Mount, as so practically and so particularly addressed to herself +before. She did not for a moment believe that the sermon was intended +for her, more than for the rest of the congregation, but she felt, for +the first time, that she had been proud and overbearing in her conduct +to the preacher, as well as to many others whom she chose to think her +inferiors. + +She left the church, resolved to make such amends as were in her power, +for the hasty and haughty way of her rejection of Rowland, and to strive +to be less proud for the future. + +When she was without, her father said to her, that he must go into the +vicarage to congratulate the vicar on his nephew's preaching, and to ask +Rowland to dinner. Miss Gwynne endeavoured to dissuade him from doing +so, but Lady Mary Nugent expressed her intention of performing similar +civilities; consequently the whole party, Colonel Vaughan and Miss Hall +inclusive, walked across the churchyard to the vicarage, which lay just +the other side of it. + +The vicarage was a snug little cottage, with a rustic porch, adorned +with the Virginian creeper, which, together with the massive ivy, also +nearly covered the house. Red and cheerful looked the tiny dwelling +beneath the autumn sun; and very pretty was the garden which surrounded +it, still bright with dahlias, fuchsias, red geraniums, and monthly +roses. It was here, years ago, that Rowland, Miss Gwynne, and Netta had +often played together; and it was here that Rowland had passed the +principal part of his holidays when at home from Rugby or college. It +was here that Mrs Jonathan had done her utmost to make a gentleman of +him, and had succeeded to her heart's content. Rowland had been very +happy with his uncle and aunt, and loved them almost as well as his +parents. + +In the pretty garden were innumerable wonderful stones heaped into all +sorts of masses, which he had helped his uncle to bring from various +parts in the neighbourhood, and all of which were curiosities in their +way; and there, also, was a fernery which he himself had made, and which +contained all the remarkable ferns of a country rich in those beautiful +productions of nature. The vicarage and its garden were neatness itself. +Mrs Jonathan prided herself on them, and took great pains to prove that +there could be, in a Welsh country village, a clergyman's abode +something akin to the far-famed dwellings of the English ecclesiastic. + +The party from the church quite filled the little drawing-room. Mr +Jonathan Prothero was in an easy-chair, with his foot on a cushion, and +looking very much like a caged stork. + +Every one began by congratulating him on the success of his nephew in +the pulpit. + +'He must become a popular preacher,' said Lady Mary Nugent. + +'I must say I have seldom heard more simple yet forcible language,' +said Mr Gwynne. + +'He touched us all upon our besetting sin of pride,' said Colonel +Vaughan, glancing at Miss Gwynne, who said nothing. + +'And thuch a beautiful voice!' remarked Miss Nugent. + +Mrs Jonathan looked delighted. + +'But where is he all this time, my dear?' asked the vicar. + +We must answer the question by informing the reader that, having watched +his congregation leave the church, he went into the vestry and sat down +there, in order to avoid meeting any of the Gwynne party; when a +messenger from his aunt came to inform him that he was wanted at once. +He inquired by whom, and on hearing, tried to arm himself for an +unavoidable encounter with Miss Gwynne. + +When he entered the room she was talking to his uncle, and had her back +turned to the door. He was at once greeted by Mr Gwynne and Lady Mary +Nugent, so that he did not find it necessary to shake hands with every +one, and made a kind of general bow, which he addressed to Miss Hall +particularly, and was therefore unconscious of the half-attempt of Freda +to rise from her seat as he entered. Miss Hall, alone, saw the flush on +her cheek, as she relapsed into her position by Mr Jonathan Prothero and +professed to be listening to the cause of his accident. His adventurous +search after trinobites in a celebrated quarry, the slipping of a stone, +and consequent spraining of his right ankle, sounded into one of her +ears, whilst the following conversation, entered the other:-- + +'I hope you will give us the pleasure of your company on Tuesday,' said +Lady Mary Nugent. 'We shall not be a large party.' + +'And will come to us on Wednesday,' said Mr Gwynne. 'We must have some +more chess. I have never met with a fair opponent since--hem--I beg your +pardon, Lady Mary--Ah--yes--or, on Thursday. You see we did not like to +ask you whilst your mother was so ill; my daughter thought it would be +useless.' + +Rowland coloured at the allusion to Freda, but did not even glance at +her. + +'Thank you, Lady Mary; thank you, Mr Gwynne, very much indeed, but I +intend being in London on Tuesday. I have already outstayed my +prescribed fortnight.' + +'My dear Rowland!' exclaimed his aunt, 'you do not mean this?' + +'Yes, aunt; my fellow curate has been fortunate enough to get a living +given to him, and is to read himself in next Sunday, and I have promised +to take double duty.' + +'But one day more or less,' suggested Lady Nugent, who did not imagine +it possible that Rowland Prothero _could_ refuse an invitation from her, +which was, in her opinion, quite a royal command. She, so exclusive! + +'I am very much obliged to your ladyship, but I have promised to be in +London on Tuesday; and as my mother is really better, there is no longer +any necessity for my staying in the country.' + +'Your uncleth foot?' suggested Miss Nugent. + +'Two good dinners, and more agreeable company than you will meet with in +your East End parish!' said Colonel Vaughan. + +'My uncle will easily find help,' said Rowland, turning to Miss Nugent, +'although I am sorry not to be able to give him more; and,' to Colonel +Vaughan, with a smile, 'had you ever tried the far East, you would know +that there is very good company there, as well as in the West. I should +be very glad to introduce you to some, if you would come and see me in +town.' + +'That I certainly will,' said the colonel, heartily; 'and I shall be +able to tell you all about your sister, as I heard yesterday that her +husband has finally taken my place, and will be down here as soon as it +is put in first-rate order, furnished, etc.' + +'You are not likely to leave us yet I hope, Colonel Vaughan?' said Lady +Mary Nugent. + +'For a time, I must; but having found how pleasant you all are down +here, I shall hope to come again frequently, if Miss Gwynne will second +her papa's invitation.' + +Freda just turned round, bowed, and smiled, and then resolutely resumed +her conversation with, or rather act of listening to, the vicar. + +'How interested you appear to be,' whispered the colonel, sitting down +behind her. + +Rowland saw this little bit of by-play, and wished himself in London; +whilst Colonel Vaughan joined in the vicar's archæological description +of the quarry in which he had met with his accident. Freda heard all +that Rowland said more distinctly than what passed close at her side. + +She heard her father and Lady Mary's repeated entreaties that he would +remain until the end of the week, and the decided, but polite refusal of +Rowland. She heard her father prophecy that he would soon have a good +living, and Rowland's reply, 'that without interest or any particular +talent for what is called "popular preaching," there was little chance +of church preferment. 'But,' he added, 'I am well content to be only a +curate. There is enough to do in my parish to keep one from morning to +night employed, and that in real, active, heart-stirring work, that will +not let one flag if one would wish it.' + +'I thould like to thee the Eatht End, mamma,' said Miss Nugent. 'People +in the Wetht theem to think all the inhabitanths barbarians.' + +'It is a pity they don't come and try to civilise us, then,' said +Rowland. 'We should be very glad of their help.' + + +'I will go if mamma will let me,' said Miss Nugent. + +Lady Mary smiled somewhat superciliously, and observed that she did not +think she would be of much use. + +'All who have a desire to do good will make a path of usefulness, Lady +Mary, I think,' said Rowland. 'In these days the enlightened must not +hide their light under a bushel. We live in stirring, striving times, +when good and evil seem at terrible issue.' + +'And which will conquer?' broke in Colonel Vaughan suddenly. 'I don't +see that all the meetings and tracts have done much, as yet, towards +their part in the fight.' + +'Good must conquer eventually,' said Rowland, 'and is conquering daily +and hourly.' + +'In your East End parish?' + +'We hope so. If our progress is slow we are not without encouragement +even there, in the very thick of the battle, and where the armies of +evil are ten to one against good.' + +'I know something of fighting, Mr Rowland, and I fear the odds are too +great. You may as well give up the conflict.' + +'Remember, Colonel Vaughan, that in all the great battles of antiquity, +and not a few of modern times--the Swiss for example--those who fought +for freedom and right have always found their arms nerved to resist +multitudes--hundreds have conquered tens of thousands. So is it with our +warfare. We have strength given us that makes the single champion of the +cross, powerful against the legion of his adversaries.' + +'Very well said, nephew,' broke in the vicar, 'Marathon, Thermopylæ, +Platea--' + +'I am afraid we are keeping you from your dinner, Mrs Prothero,' +interrupted Mr Gwynne, who had a nervous dread of the vicar's +antiquities, whether in war or peace. 'Freda, I think we must go.' + +Freda rose from her seat, and shook hands very warmly with Mr and Mrs +Prothero. She had made up her mind to do the same with Rowland; but just +as she approached the door near which he had been standing, he said he +would go out and see whether the carriages were ready, and did so +accordingly. They followed him as soon as the leave-takings were over, +and found him waiting at the gate. He immediately assisted Lady Mary and +Miss Nugent into their carriage, leaving Colonel Vaughan to perform the +same office for Miss Gwynne and Miss Hall. Mr Gwynne stayed to shake +hands with him, and tell him that he should always be glad to see him; +and Colonel Vaughan promised to pay him a visit as soon as he went to +town. The former got into the carriage, the latter upon the box to +drive. Rowland stood by the door a moment irresolute. + +'Good-bye, Mr Rowland,' said Miss Hall, 'I shall hope often to see your +mother.' + +'Thank you, Miss Hall,' said Rowland, pressing the hand she held out to +him with an iron pressure. + +Freda was just going to put out her hand across Miss Hall, when Colonel +Vaughan touched the horses, and the carriage drove off. Rowland raised +his hat, and as he glanced at Freda saw that she was looking at him not +altogether unkindly. After those words of hers, he never could have +shaken hands with her, unless she made the advance; and so they parted, +he believing her too proud to acknowledge him after what he had said to +her; she admiring what she considered his pride and resentment a great +deal more than she had ever done his humility. + + + + + + +CHAPTER XXIV. + +THE LOVER. + + +Spring came round again, and Owen and Gladys were still at the farm. The +following conversation will show how they went on together. + +'Let me carry that bucket for you, Gladys,' said Owen, one evening when +she was proceeding across the farm-yard, to carry a warm mesh to a sick +cow. + +'It is not heavy, sir,' said Gladys, gently. + +'It is too heavy for you, _ma'am_, said Owen, emphasising the 'ma'am.' + +He took the bucket from her, and carried it to the shed, where Gladys +dosed and fed her sick cow so very tenderly, that Owen was impelled to +say,-- + +'I wish I were that cow.' + +'Oh, sir! she is but a poor, sick, witless animal.' + +'But she has you to nurse and be kind to her; so I wish I were that +cow.' + +'Sure, sir, I would be glad to nurse you if you were sick,' + +'Would you, Gladys? Then I will be sick to-morrow.' + +'I hope not, Mr Owen. Come, poor Mally. Drink it up.' + +'Never mind, Mally, but attend to me. Will you not be so cold and stiff, +and respectful to me? I hate a girl who "sir's" me as if I were a lord, +and makes me curtseys, and never looks at me, and seems as if she hated +me--' + +'Oh, no, indeed no, sir--' + +'And lives all day long in the same house, and scarcely speaks to me. +You will drive me off to sea again, _ma'am_, if you don't take care. +Look into my face, and say why you hate me so!' + +'I hate no one in the world, sir; much less any one of your name.' + +Here the girl looked up from the poor cow who was licking her hand, and +round whose neck her arm was flung, into the face of the young man. Owen +put his hand on the arm that rested on the cow, and said earnestly,-- + +'Then treat me as your brother.' + +'I have lost my brothers and sisters, and father and mother, and kith +and kin. I have seen them all die--all that ever loved me. Oh! Mr Owen! +you are too kind--too kind; but do not talk to me so, or it will break +my heart.' + +Here was even more of Irish feeling than Owen either expected or +desired. But he took Gladys's hand in his, and, looking kindly from his +large honest dark eyes into hers, said,-- + +'Forgive me, Gladys, for making you think of your sorrows. But you know +my dear sister Netta is as good as lost to me, and I want some one who +will be like her, or at least, who will not be quite as cold as clay.' + +'Gladys withdrew her eyes and her hand. There was even more than +brotherly warmth in that kind glance and winning manner. + +'Thank you, sir, I will try; indeed I will,' said Gladys, as she took up +the bucket, and turned to leave the shed. + +'Thank you, ma'am, you are very obliging, but you are not going to carry +my bucket.' + +'Oh,' sir! if you please do not speak so to a poor servant girl like me. +I would rather not hear it.' + +'You will not see, or hear, or believe what I do, and say and think all +day long; so now, here, where nobody else can listen, you must hear me. +You must learn to be happy with us, you must love us, you must--' + +'Oh! I do, sir, I do. Let me go, sir, if you please.' + +'Not until you hear that you must love me, even me whom you cannot +bear.' + +'Oh! I do, sir--I do. I thank you, I pray for you, I love you all, +always; indeed, indeed, I do.' + +'But better than all the others, as I love you, so as to be my wife +when--when--' + +'Let me go, Mr Owen, if you please. You must not talk to me so, sir; me, +just now a beggar at your gate.' + +'But I must, I will, and you must listen. In spite of myself, and of +your cold manners and pale face, and all the trouble you take to avoid +me, I love you, Gladys, and will marry you if you will have me. I will +give up the sea, and become a steady fellow, and live at home, and make +you and my parents happy, and--' + +'Oh! Mr Owen, if your parents were to hear you talking like this to me, +what would they say to you? what would they think of me? You should not +make a joke of my poverty and friendless state, sir. Anything else, but +not this! oh! not this! and from you.' + +'I was never more in earnest in all my life, and ask for only one word +of encouragement from you to go and tell my and mother directly,' + +'Oh! if you please, Mr Owen, do not do this. If are in earnest, sir, and +I hope you are not, you must forget that you ever said this to me.' + +'I do not mean to forget it, Gladys, or to let you forget it. Will you +say the word? only give me hope and all will be right. Will you marry +me, and be the daughter of your adopted mother?' + +'I can never marry any one, sir; I have nothing to live for in this +world, but to try to do my duty to you and yours, and to think of those +I have lost.' + +'Gladys, your cold manner maddens me. Say you hate me, and would rather +marry some one else; say anything that has some heart in it. We sailors +are made of warmer stuff than such icebergs as you.' + +'I cannot say that, sir, because I do not hate you; and I never mean to +marry, and I would sooner die than cause trouble in your family.' + +'Then you won't have me, Gladys? and you mean to send me back to sea +again, and to make me return to my wild ways, and to make my mother +miserable?' + +'Och hone! what will I do? Why do you say such things to me, Mr Owen, +who have never done you any harm? I cannot marry--I cannot do what would +be wicked and ungrateful--I will go away again back to old Ireland, and +not cause trouble to those who have been so good to me.' + +'No, you will not do anything of the kind, unless you wish me to go +after you. I shall tell my father that I will be off to sea again, and +then I need not trouble you any more.' + +'I will not stay, Mr Owen, to make mischief; so if you will only please +to stop at home with your parents I will go away.' + +'I shall not please to do anything of the kind, for I only stayed so +long on your account, and this is the reward I get.' + +Owen was in a passion, and vainly striving to keep it down. His face was +flushed, he looked angrily and moodily upon the drooping head of Gladys +as it bent lower and lower over the poor cow upon which she was leaning. +He suddenly seized her hand, and exclaimed,-- + +'I am not used to be refused in this cool sort of way, and I don't +believe there ever was a woman in the world who doesn't wish to get +married to some one or other. Now whether you mean to have me or not is +not the question I am going to ask; but whether you have any other +lover, or ever had one that you prefer to me?--Tell me this, and I shall +be satisfied.' + +Gladys tried to draw away her hand from the impetuous young man, but he +held it fast. + +'You needn't be afraid; I would not hurt a hair of your head. And if you +knew what I am feeling now at this moment you will tell me the truth. +Will you answer me a few questions?' + +'Yes, Mr Owen, if I can without doing or saying what is wrong.' + +Owen looked Gladys again in the face, as she slightly raised her head to +answer his question. Why that burning blush? Why those bright, +expressive eyes, if she did not care for him? For a moment he had hope, +and pressed the hand he held. Again she bent over the cow that divided +them, and tried to withdraw her hand. + +At any other time Owen would have laughed at the notion of making an +offer, divided from his beloved by a fine Alderney cow, but now he was +too much in earnest for laughing. + +'Gladys, do you love my brother Rowland?' he asked. + +Gladys now looked at him in unfeigned astonishment as she answered,-- + +'No, Mr Owen; surely I have never given you reason to suppose so. A +grand gentleman like him!' + +'But there is a still grander of whom I am jealous,' continued Owen. +'Colonel Vaughan, I have often seen him here upon every excuse--and +always to look at you. I have seen him, and know it well. Do you care +for this great gentleman?' + +'Oh! no sir,' said Gladys, sadly. 'How can you suspect me of such a +thing? Are my manners so forward, or am I so foolish as to let any one +suppose I could think of people so far above me? This is not kind, Mr +Owen.' + +'One more, Gladys. Those beneath you, then. You cannot, I feel you +cannot, think of that gardener or footman at the Park, or of young +Gwillim, the Half Moon, or--there are so many who admire you, Gladys.' + +'Oh! no, sir, I do not think so; no one says so to me, and I care for +none of them. Now, I had better go, if you please, Mr Owen--my mistress +will be wanting me.' + +'I should think she 'ould, seure enough,' said a stentorian voice, as Mr +Prothero entered the cow-house, having just heard the last words, and +seen the clasped hands. + +Gladys looked entreatingly at Owen, who at once said, 'It was my fault +that she stayed here, I kept her against her will.' + +Gladys glanced gratefully at Owen, and left him with his father; but +before she was out of hearing, the farmer's loud voice was audible, +informing Owen that he 'didn't want another 'lopement from his house; +and that that Irish beggar should leave the place.' + +'It was all chance, father, and my fault,' said Owen. + +'It's always chance and your fault then. Where Gladys is, you're seure +to be pretty near. She's a good sort of young 'ooman enough, but you +have no call to be for ever hunting after her.' + +'I don't see why I shouldn't if I like. It doesn't hurt anybody, and is +only kind to her.' + +'But I don't cheuse her to be thinking you're going to make love to her, +and by-and-by, perhaps, expecting to--there's no knowing what young +'oomen may expect.' + +'She isn't one to expect very much, and I am sure she doesn't take any +liberties with any one, or go beyond her place.' + +'Treue for you there; but that's no fault of yours. You don't take +notice of any other female that I see, and seure you eused to make love +to them all in turns.' + +'I don't see any girl half as good as Gladys, or worthy to light a +candle to her, that's why I have given them all up.' + +'Name o' goodness what for? If you are going to make a fool of yourself +about her, I'll soon send her away, and stop that anyhow.' + +'You may save yourself the trouble, father, for I am going away myself. +I can't be a land-lubber any longer, and I won't, so I shall look out +for a ship, pretty soon.' + +'All because that girl came here to bother us. Deet to goodness, them +Irishers have been the plagues of my life ever since I married.' + +'But she's Welsh, father, and you said so yourself.' + +'She's a mongrel, and no good ever came out of them.' + +'She saved mother's life, anyhow.' + +This reflection posed the worthy farmer. He softened somewhat in his +reply. + +'Treue for you again there. But that's no reason for your going to sea, +just when you're getting euseful here.' + +'Well, father, thank you for saying for once in my life that I'm useful. +You never said that before.' + +'And it don't seem out of any great favour to us that you are euseful +now; but only to please an Irish beggar.' + +'I tell you what, father, if you were anybody else, you shouldn't call +her an Irish beggar.' + +As Gladys went on her way, she heard the voices, ever louder and louder; +she hurried into the house, and then to her own little bedroom, where +she still seemed to hear the words, 'Irish beggar,' and a little spark +of the pride of poor human nature kindled in her heart. + +'They shall not quarrel about me--they shall not throw my misery after +me--they shall not think I want to marry him--I will go away,' were her +muttered expressions. 'Why have I lived--why have I been kindly treated? +if I am to be the sport and the by-word of my friends? A poor +outcast--an Irish beggar--a lone girl, friendless, homeless, +heartless, wretched, miserable! Och hone! what will I do? what will I +do?' + +She threw herself on her bed and sobbed. + +'And I only want to do my duty--to show my gratitude--to die for the +mistress, if needs be, and they will think me forward and vain. Why was +I born to cause trouble and to bear such misery? Oh! mother, mother, if +you were here to comfort your poor child! If I could but go after you! +if I could but go away to my mother and all the lost ones!' + +This thought of her mother and the lost ones seemed to overpower her for +a few seconds, and then to calm her. She rose from her bed, and fell +upon her knees and prayed. + +'I can go to them, if they cannot come to me. I can fill my place of +sorrow, as is best for me. I need not bring trouble on this blessed +home! I will not. I need not send away that kind Mr Owen from his +family. I will not. Why does he think of a poor, wretched being like me? +Why has he been so good to me; so tender to me--as if he were my +brother? If I go away, he will think of some one else, and make them all +happy here, and live with them, and be good and steady. And I shall be +only one sufferer instead of many. May God bless them all! I will go +away, but never to see him more!--never, never!' Thus thought Gladys. +For half-an-hour, whilst she was striving to calm herself, such thoughts +and thousands of others flitted through her mind; but she did not murmur +again at the sad lot which had been assigned to her by Providence; she +had gathered strength in that prayer which she had offered up out of her +trouble of heart. Still she felt aggrieved by her master's hard words, +knowing as she did that she did not deserve them; but she struggled hard +to conquer that pride which she knew ill became one in her dependent and +friendless state. + +When she had sufficiently recovered herself, she went down to prepare +the supper, according to her custom. She found the hall empty, and +wondered what had become of her master and mistress. She glanced into +the garden, and saw them walking up and down engaged in earnest +conversation, although the hour was late and it was getting dark and +chill. She felt that they were talking about her. She would not listen, +and returned to spread the table for their evening meal; whilst doing +so, Owen made his appearance. + +'Gladys,' he said, 'shake hands with me, and forgive me for causing you +pain. I hope it will be the first and last time.' + +Gladys held out her hand, saying 'Oh, Mr Owen, I have nothing to +forgive, I am only very sorry'' + +As Owen held her hand, in stalked Mr Prothero, followed by his wife. He +was not looking very well pleased when he entered, but finding them +together, his dark frowning brow became still darker. + +'Good-night, mother,' said Owen, 'I don't want any supper. Good-night, +father,' he added with a strong effort, but receiving no response, he +left the room. + +Gladys longed to follow his example, but feared it would not be right. + +'Gladys, I fear you are not well,' said Mrs Prothero gravely, but +kindly, 'perhaps you would like to go to bed.' + +'Thank you, ma'am,' said Gladys, glancing furtively at her mistress, +whose gentle face looked perplexed and anxious. + +'Good-night, then,' said Mrs Prothero. + +Gladys could not speak, for there was something constrained in the +manners of her dear mistress, that she could not bear to see. She did +not venture to speak to Mr Prothero, but dropping him a silent curtsey, +as she left the room, went to bed, but not to sleep. + +That night, Mrs Prothero went to her son, Owen's room, and heard the +history of the evening. He told her that he loved Gladys, but that she +did not care for him; and that his father would not believe him when he +said so. Mrs Prothero gave him a maternal lecture on his conduct, and +the impossibility of his marrying Gladys, particularly whilst his father +was so irritated against his sister. She rallied him, in a quiet way, on +his various previous loves, and said that she had no doubt he would +forget his present one in the same manner. + +She was struck with the unusually grave tone of his reply, as he simply +said, that if Gladys were like his other loves, he might forget her in +the same way; but as she was quite different from any one he had ever +liked before, so he should remember her as he had never before +remembered any one. She was also struck with his manner of wishing her +good night, and of recommending Gladys to her care, entreating her not +to be less kind to her than she had always been, because he had the +misfortune to love her. + +Mrs Prothero promised all he desired, scarcely believing, as she did so, +in the depth of his affection. + +'And, mother, fach,' he said, 'you must not be vexed if I run away again +to cure myself. There is nothing like sea air for my disease; and if I +do, I promise to write regularly, and to come home at the end of my +voyage. Only be kind to Gladys, and don't let her go away.' + +Owen had a presentiment, that if he did not leave Glanyravon, Gladys +would. + +'And you must try to bring father round by degrees. I don't want to +annoy him; and I know you are as fond of Gladys as if she were your own +daughter, and father likes her, too. Will you try, mother?' + +'Anything to keep you at home, and steady, my son,' said Mrs Prothero +with tears in her eyes, 'but you must not go away again, we cannot do +without you.' + +'Only this once, for change of air; I assure you it is best' + +'Well, we will talk of this again, Owen; good night, and God bless you.' + +'Just tell father not to be angry with me or Gladys, and that I can't +run away with her, because she won't have me. Good night, mother dear.' + +Again Owen kissed his mother, more lovingly than usual, and so they +parted for the night. + + + + + + +CHAPTER XXV. + +THE FUGITIVE. + + +Gladys did not go to bed all that night. If her mistress could have +watched her occupations, seen her tears, and listened to her prayers, +she would, at least, have known that she was grateful. The first thing +she did was to finish a cap that she had been making for her, the next +to complete a large piece of ornamental netting, that had been long in +secret progress, and had been intended as a present for that dear +mistress's birthday on the morrow. The third, last and most difficult, +was to write a letter. Gladys usually wrote easily and well. She had +been accustomed to assist her father at an early age, and had been +carefully taught by her mother, but on the present occasion she +considered every sentence with a too painful thoughtfulness, and +literally blotted her writing with her tears. + +Morning was beginning to dawn before she had finished these tasks, and +then she washed her face and hands, took off the pretty cotton gown she +had on, and put on the one Netta gave her when first she came to +Glanyravon. An old straw hat that she had been in the habit of wearing +in the fields, and a tidy, but plain shawl, completed her attire. She +had a few shillings which Mr Prothero had given her, and these she put +into her pocket, together with a pincushion, and a curious foreign +shell, gifts of Owen. + +She thought of Netta, and of her very different flight from the same +house; she fancied that if she had been in her place, no lover, however +dear, could have prevailed upon her to leave so good a mother; but she +was different. An orphan and a beggar, she had no right to remain to +cause dissension between father and son. + +And so she fell upon her knees, and prayed for blessings on every member +of that family; she forgot no one, not even poor Owen, whose suit she +had rejected. Most especially she prayed that he might be a comfort to +his parents, and turn from his wild, wandering ways, to those of rest +and sobriety; she particularly used that latter word, which would have +sounded formal in less earnest lips. + +With tearful eyes, and throbbing heart, but with a resigned spirit, she +rose from her knees, took her little bundle in her hand, and went +quickly out into the passage. She did not trust herself to pass the +doors of her slumbering friends, but went by the back-staircase into the +kitchen, and thence into the yard. There was a thick mist over the face +of nature, falling like a heavy veil on the rising sun, and making the +early day but a lengthened night; not a sound was heard, not an animal +had yet been aroused from sleep, save Lion, the large watch-dog, whose +duty it was to wake when others slept, and he bounded towards Gladys, +and her suppressed, 'Down, Lion, down,' failed to quiet him. As she +hurried up the road, he ran after her, and it was not until she reached +the gate, that she had courage to command him with heightened voice, and +threatening manner, to go home. The dog crouched, and then licked the +hand, upraised to send him back. Poor Gladys fell upon his neck, and +burst into tears. He licked off the tears with a wistful, canine +earnestness and love, and again prepared to follow her. + +'Back, good dog! Home, Lion!' said Gladys. + +The dog turned away with his tail between his legs, and walked half-way +down the road. Gladys hurried through the gate, and along the public +road, shutting the gate behind her upon Lion. No sooner was she out of +sight than the tail was again in motion, the head turned, and Lion was +peering over the hedge after her. As she swiftly pursued her way, +turning neither to the right nor to the left, she did not perceive the +faithful friend that was literally dogging her steps; but still Lion +followed; and thoughtless of master and mistress at home, kept in view +the poor beggar-girl who had managed to win his love, together with that +of all the animal kind around and about Glanyravon. + +Thus pursuing her unknown way, and thus pursued by Lion, we must leave +Gladys and return to the farm. + +At the usual hour, Mrs Prothero came down to breakfast; no Gladys was +visible, and no neat table was laid for the early meal. Mrs Prothero +asked the servants if they had seen Gladys, and they said she had not +yet come down; not altogether ill-pleased to find the favourite, for +once, in fault. Mrs Prothero thought that the events of the past night +had probably made her ill; and relenting from her somewhat severe +feelings towards her, she went upstairs to see what was the matter. +Receiving no answer to her tap at the door, and call of 'Gladys,' she +went into her little room. She saw all neat as usual, and the bed +unruffled. Her heart misgave her, and she painfully remembered the +morning of Netta's flight. As if by instinct she went to the small +dressing-table, and at once had her fears confirmed. Very sadly she took +up the pretty cap that was left there, and looked at the large piece of +netting to which was appended a paper. She unpinned the paper, and read +the following words:--'For my dear mistress, with respectful wishes, and +best prayers for many happy returns of the day.' + +Mrs Prothero unfolded the work slowly, and saw two handsome, long, +netted window curtains, with a fancy border, that must have taken hours +from the donor's sleep to accomplish. As she unfolded them, a letter +fell upon the floor. + +Poor, nervous Mrs Prothero, rubbed her hands over one another several +times before she had the courage to pick it up, and then she scarcely +dared to open it. As she made the attempt, however, a cry of 'Mother! +mother! why isn't my breakfast ready?' was heard from the foot of the +stairs, proceeding from Mr Prothero's lusty voice, who was too proud and +too angry to call for Gladys. + +Mrs Prothero ran downstairs with the letter in her hand. + +'My dear David, I am afraid Gladys is gone,' she said tremblingly. + +'Well, let her go,' said the farmer. 'A good riddance. But what do you +mean?' + +Mrs Prothero told of the empty room, unused bed, cap, curtains, and +letter. + +'This house is bewitched!' said Mr Prothero. 'What's in the letter?' + +'Indeed, I don't know, Davy bach!' said the wife, giving him the +document. + +Mr Prothero took out his glasses, wiped them deliberately, and put them +on, whilst his wife stood before him rubbing her poor little hands as +usual. + +'What a good hand the girl writes,' said Mr Prothero, as he carefully +unfolded the letter, and then began to read aloud as follows:-- + + + 'DEAR AND HONOURED MISTRESS,--Before leaving for ever your blessed + home, I beg you will allow me to write you a few lines, and I hope + you will not think me too bold in so doing. I am going away, + because I would not cause trouble to you, or my good, kind master. + May it please God to bless you both for ever and ever! As long as I + live I shall pray for you and love you! If I am too bold, forgive + me, but my heart is full. I can only thank you for all you have + done for me, by my prayers! Farewell! my dear, kind, honoured + mistress and master. You will be rewarded in this world for your + care of the poor orphan, who prays to meet you in the + next.--GLADYS.' + + +It was evident that the writer had been obliged to conclude hastily, +because her paper was so wet with tears that she could write no more. + +When Mr Prothero finished reading, he hemmed two or three times and +cleared his throat, and took off his spectacles and wiped them; then +perceiving that his wife was crying like a child, he said,-- + +'Don't be so fullish!' Suddenly recollecting himself, he exclaimed, +'Where's Owen? Go you, mother, and see if we haven't had another +'lopement,' + +'No fear of that,' said Mrs Prothero, leaving the room to do her +husband's bidding. + +She stayed so long that Mr Prothero, out of patience, bustled after her. +He found her standing before an open, half-empty chest of drawers. The +room was very untidy, and here, also, the bed had not been slept in the +past night. + +Mrs Prothero was rubbing her hands and crying pitifully; more from fear +of her husband's wrath than from sorrow for Owen, because she had +anticipated a sudden flight. + +Mr Prothero began to stamp with rage. It was a long time before he could +speak, and his wife had a certain fear that he would choke. At last +words found vent. + +'The impudent, lying, hypocritical, young baggage! The ungrateful, +disobedient, good-for-nothing brute! Ach a fi! upon 'em both. That's +what you get by harbouring Irish beggars!--that's the return they make! +A pale-faced, deceitful hussy!' + +'Davy, bach! they are not gone together,' said Mrs Prothero, +half-believing at the same time that they were. + +'Shall I lay breakfast, ma'am?' interrupted Shanno, putting her head in +at the door and grinning suspiciously. + +'Go your way, and mind your own business,' said Mr Prothero. + +Shanno disappeared. + +'I'll go out and see whether either of the horses is gone. Go you and +make breakfast--the good-for-nothing--' + +'Just let me tell you first what Owen said to me last night,' said Mrs +Prothero. 'I don't think he ever deceived us, Davy; and if he did wrong, +he was never the one to hide it.' + +'Treue for you! Well, what did the young scamp say? I don't blame him +half as much as that meek, pale-faced, still-water thing, who's as deep +as the north star, I'll be bound.' + +'But Owen told me, seriously, that she refused to have anything to say +to him, and begged me to be kind to her when he was gone away, for his +sake.' + +'Nothing but a trap to take you in--the deceitful young +puppies--the--the--' + +'Go and look about the horses and I'll make breakfast.' + +He went accordingly. All the horses were safe. Nothing was missing +anywhere but Lion. + +'I 'ouldn't take twenty pounds for that dog,' said Mr Prothero when he +returned to the house, and sat down to breakfast. + +'Hadn't we better send to look for them?' asked Mrs Prothero timidly. + +'I'll see 'em hanged first. What! go and make another hullabaloo all +through the country, as if one wasn't enough in one house. No, not I. +Let 'em go to sea, or where they will; but don't tell anybody anything +about 'em. Let people think what they will; I only wish I was at the +world's end. But it's all your fault. Do you remember that morning when +you bothered me into letting the girl stay? Fine things have come of it, +seure enough.' + +'But we don't know that they're together.' + +'But we do, I say, Mrs Prothero; or why should they go off together? +Fine things, indeed, for the gossips! Two 'lopements from one house. The +young hussy.' + +Mrs Prothero could not help crying. To lose them both at once--a son and +one who had been better than a daughter to her--it was too sad--and to +feel so uncertain as to what would become of them! + +Mr Prothero was resolved to take no notice of her tears, but hastily +swallowed his breakfast and went out. The servants did not need to be +asked about the fugitives. They were all sure that they had run away +together. Gladys, good and quiet as she seemed, was deep enough; and +they had managed so well that nobody had seen them! Not like Miss Netta, +who was so open! Many had seen her when she ran away! + +Mrs Prothero sent one of the men off in a search for Lion, feeling sure +that if he were found, Gladys would be discovered. + +At about eleven o'clock, to Mrs Prothero's great delight, Miss Gwynne +and Miss Hall called to see if the report about Owen and Gladys were +true, and to hear what Mrs Prothero thought of it. Miss Gwynne was +highly indignant. + +'You cannot believe it, Mrs Prothero. That girl Gladys would no more run +away with any man living than I would. If Mr Prothero won't send after +her I will. Where is he?' + +'Shall I send and tell him you want to speak to him?' + +'By all means--directly.' + +Mr Prothero was soon in the house again, at Miss Gwynne's bidding. He +looked more than usually red and excited. + +'Mr Prothero, I would stake my life upon it, that girl has not gone off +with your son. I don't like the Irish, or their beggars more than you +do; but I am very fond of Gladys, and she shall not lose her character, +or die of starvation whilst I have a horse to send after her, or a +shilling to help her.' + +'That's very well for you, Miss Gwynne, but Owen is no relation of +yours; and I don't cheuse him to marry an Irish beggar. This house is +bewitched, and my children are bewitched, all except Rowland.' + +Miss Gwynne wondered what Mr Prothero would think of _him_ if he knew +all. + +'Well, Mr Prothero, will you send after Gladys, or shall I? You needn't +have her back here. There is a situation of schoolmistress or lady's +maid for her at once. I will take her in either capacity.' + +'Indeed, Mr Prothero,' said Miss Hall, 'I think you may trust Gladys; +that letter is sincere if ever anything was.' + +'Who is to search, for there is no time to lose?' asked Miss Gwynne. + +She was the only person in Wales who would have moved Mr Prothero, but +he never could refuse her anything. + +'What you say, Miss, is seure to have sense in it. I never knew you take +to any one yet who wasn't worth something, so I'll just ride myself and +look after 'em both. I shouldn't like people to fancy we were in a fuss +and fright. But remember, Miss Gwynne, it is to oblige you; and if I +find that she has run away with my son--' + +'You may do what you like, Mr Prothero, for then I will have nothing to +say to her. But go at once, and thank you very much.' + +'I'll go Swansea way, for I am sure they'll take to the sea. Ach a fi! +what's gone to the young people.' + +In less than a quarter of a hour Mr Prothero had mounted his best mare, +and muttering a great many Welsh oaths, was soon riding in search of the +fugitives. When he got out of his own immediate neighbourhood, he began +to ask whether 'a tall, dark, young man, and a tall, pale, young 'ooman' +had been seen. + +'Is it a couple of gipsies, Mr Prothero?' asked a farmer, who lived +about seven miles from Glanyravon. 'I did see a dark man, and a sallow +'ooman go up the lane by now.' + +'Was the man like my son Owen?' + +'Well, I didn't be seeing his face, but I shouldn't wonder.' + +Up the lane Mr Prothero went for a good half mile, and at last reached a +gipsy encampment, where there were plenty of dark men, and sallow women, +but not Owen and Gladys. + +A shrewd old gipsy, seeing him evidently on the search for some one, +assured him before he had asked any questions, that she had seen those +whom he was looking for. + +'Where?' asked the farmer. + +'Cross my hand with a silver coin, and I'll tell ye,' she said. + +He gave her a shilling. + +'Young couple, my lord?' asked the woman. + +Mr Prothero nodded assent. + +'Dark and fair, yer honour?' + +Another nod. + +'I never tell secrets under a half-a-crown, but I have seen them, sir. +Young man something like you, and handsome.' + +'Make haste and tell, you cheat and vagabond,' said Mr Prothero, +throwing her eighteenpence. + +'Up the first turning to the right, off the road, over the hill,' said +the woman. + +'When?' + +'An hour ago.' + +Mr Prothero rode quickly down the lane, along the turnpike, up the first +turning to the right, and then up a long and tedious hill. + +It will be unnecessary to describe how Mr Prothero wandered over this +hill for hours, without finding those he sought. As the said hill was a +short cut to the road to Swansea, whither he was persuaded they were +gone, it is not much to be wondered at that he was taken in, and that he +went on as fast as his good horse would go for many a long mile; but he +found neither Owen nor Gladys, and all his inquiries after them were +fruitless. + +Towards evening he returned home, tired and very cross, and found his +good wife looking anxious and unhappy, and ready to say at any moment, +'Dear, dear, how I do miss Gladys.' + +A messenger from the Park was awaiting him, with a note from Miss +Gwynne, inquiring whether he had found the poor girl or not. He was +obliged to write a few respectful lines in reply, to inform her of the +failure of his search. + +'I wish we had never set eyes on the girl,' he muttered, as he was +writing the note with much pains and some difficulty. 'To take off Owen, +too, just as he was getting euseful, and he such a good writer and +accountant.' + +Still more heartily did he repeat that wish several times during the +night. Mrs Prothero could not sleep, and what with her anxiety about +Gladys, sorrow for the departure of Owen, and longing to see her own +daughter, her mind was excited beyond its wont. As is often the case +under such circumstances, she fancied she heard all kinds of noises in +the house; once she was sure some one was coming upstairs, and another +time that there was a tapping at the front door. She crept softly out of +bed, and half fancying she should find Gladys without, went downstairs, +and opened it. Nothing was visible but the flickering moonbeams amongst +the trees, or audible save the tinkling of the brook through the +farm-yard. + +'Name o' goodness, what's the matter now?' ejaculated the farmer, as +the creaking of the bedroom door awoke him. + +'Don't be angry, Davy, bach, but I can't sleep for thinking of that poor +girl; maybe she's without a roof to cover her.' + +'Owen'll see to that. 'Tis a hard case a man mayn't sleep in his bed +because of a good-for-nothing wench like her.' + +The next morning, after breakfast, when Mrs Prothero was urging him once +more to look for Gladys, and he was vehemently refusing, Miss Gwynne and +Miss Hall again made their appearance. + +Mr Prothero had to swallow a very broad expression of disgust, as well +as to listen politely to that young lady, who persisted in saying she +would continue the search for Gladys if he would not. + +'I am sorry to annoy you, Mr Prothero,' she said, 'but it is due to +Gladys to clear her character; there are plenty of jealous people about +us, quite ready to take it away. I do not wish you to have any more +trouble in this matter, but I cannot let it rest until I find the poor +girl. She shall come to me direct, and need not be an eyesore to you. I +will send off in every direction until I find her.' + +'I beg your pardon, Miss Gwynne. If she is to be found, I must do it. I +'ont have a talk made about our turning her out of doors, and such like. +As she isn't gone Glamorganshire way, I suppose she must be gone towards +Ireland, and I had best follow that scent. I'll give her one more turn, +and then have done with her. Mother, if I don't come home to-night, +don't be frightened, as she may have gone a good step.' + +Mr Prothero was leaving the room, when Miss Hall stopped him, saying,-- + +'I thought, Mr Prothero, that you might not have seen this notice of a +meeting in your son's parish, and as he is mentioned, I brought over the +paper for you.' + +Mr Prothero thanked Miss Hall, and took out his spectacles. Whilst he +was wiping them, however, Miss Hall read from the _Times_ the report of +a meeting for forming a ragged school in Rowland's parish, in which was +the following paragraph:--'The Reverend Rowland Prothero, curate of the +parish, made a very clear and able speech upon the subject, and brought +forward a well-digested plan for the school, which will probably be +adopted. The thanks of the meeting were offered to him.' + +'There is always a pleasure with every pain,' said Mrs Prothero, wiping +her eyes. 'Thank you, Miss Hall.' + +'And the Bishop of London was in the chair. So, mother, if he isn't a +bishop himself, you see he's been very near one,' said Mr Prothero, +looking very much gratified. 'Well, I'll go now, Miss Gwynne, and look +after that confounded--I beg your pardon, Miss--after that Irish jade,' +and he went accordingly, leaving the ladies to talk it over with his +wife. + + + + + + +CHAPTER XXVI. + +THE FRIEND. + + +Mr Prothero started as soon as his horse was ready, and, it must be +confessed, in a very bad temper. As soon as he got out of the precincts +of Glanyravon, he began to make inquiries of every one he met, and at +every cottage he passed, concerning Gladys. It was evident, from the +replies that he received, that if she had gone that road, it was so +early in the morning that no one had seen her. + +At last he fell in with a farmer's wife whom he knew, who was jogging +along on horseback, with a little boy behind her. After the usual +greetings, he said,-- + +'You never come to Glanyravon now, Mrs Davies. I daresay you haven't +seen any of our folk for a year?' + +'Well, not exactly. But I almost fancied I saw that pretty young 'ooman +that lives with you yesterday morning. She was too shabby, or I should +have been seure of the face. Only when she saw me she turned away and +went on.' + +'Which way?' + +'Oh, down the Carmarthen road, seure.' + +'You'll excuse my hurrying on, Mrs Davies; I want to call at Lewis, +Dryslwyn.' + +'To be seure. Good morning, Mr Prothero.' + +The worthy farmer rode off at a gallop, till he was more than out of +sight of Mrs Davies. He stopped at a tidy cottage to speak to an old +woman who was washing at the door. + +'Did you chance to see a strange young 'ooman go by here yesterday, +early?' he asked. + +'What young 'ooman?' was the rejoinder. + +'Rather shabbily dressed, with blue eyes, and a very pale face?' + +'Had she a big black dog along, sir?' asked a boy who came from within +the house. + +'I think she had.' + +'Then granny gave her a cup of tea when she asked for some water, and I +gave the dog a piece of my bread and cheese,' said the boy. + +'There's sixpence for you, my lad,' said Mr Prothero. 'Was there a +young man with the girl?' + +'Nobody was along, sir.' + +'Which way did she go?' + +'By there, to Dryslwyn, sir.' + +Mr Prothero rode on to the picturesque village bearing this name. The +old ruined castle looked down upon him from its curiously formed, +tumulus-looking elevation, as he stopped before a neat farm-house. + +'Good morning, Mrs Lewis.' + +'Walk in, Mr Prothero. We were talking of you by now. There was a young +'ooman by here yesterday, and John Lewis said he was seure she had your +dog with her. She went away so fast, that I hadn't time to ask about the +dog.' + +'Which way did she go?' + +'Down the Carmarthen road.' + +'Good morning, Mrs Lewis, thank you. I must look after my dog.' + +Mr Prothero found it easiest to ask for the girl with a large black dog, +and traced them to within a mile of Carmarthen. + +He stopped at a small roadside inn to have a glass of _cwrw +da_.[Footnote: Good ale] Here he asked the landlady of Gladys. + +'See her and the dog! Is seure. They come here in the evening, and she +asked for a slice of bread and a drink of water, and took out sixpence +to pay for it. She gave all the bread to the dog, and my master, who is +fond of dogs, told me to give 'em both a good supper. Poor dear! she +couldn't help crying; and my master, who is tender-hearted when he sees +a girl do be crying, tell me to give her and the dog a good supper and a +bed in the barn, which I did, is seure.' + +Mr Prothero paid handsomely for his ale, and having learnt that Gladys +and Lion went straight to Carmarthen, went thither also. He made some +few inquiries at the small inns that he passed, but gained no +information. He accordingly rode through the town, and took the direct +route to Hob's Point, whence, he knew, she would probably sail for +Ireland. + +The afternoon was far advanced, still he rode on. He began to feel as +anxious as he was angry and annoyed, and declared to himself that he +wouldn't turn back until he had found her. He soon began to track her +again. All the little boys on the way had noticed the big dog, and could +point out the route he and Gladys had pursued. + +He stopped at one cottage where the mistress told him that she had made +the girl sit down in the porch, because she looked so tired; and at +another where she had asked how far it was to Pembrokeshire. + +He had ridden about thirty miles, and twilight was creeping on. He began +to think of the necessity of finding a night's lodging, and once more +consigned Gladys and the Irish generally to any distant region where he +should never see them again. + +'If she hadn't nursed mother so tenderly,' he muttered to himself, 'I'd +turn back now; but as she does seem to be running away from Owen, and +not with him, it 'ould be creuel.' + +The moon, the young May moon, arose in the heavens, and the farmer +quickened his pace, for he knew the road, and that he was a good way +from an inn, or, indeed, from any habitation where he could ask a +night's lodging. Lights peeped out, one by one, from the cottages as he +passed, and when he glanced into them, and saw the cheerful little +fires, he thought more compassionately of Gladys, and wondered whether +she had found food and lodging for the night. + +He was within a mile of a small village that he knew very well, when it +was about ten o'clock. The wind blew rather keenly, and he buttoned up +his great-coat, and began to whistle, by way of keeping himself warm. + +'Come, old girl! we shall soon have something to eat! come along,' he +said to his mare, as he gave her a slight touch with his whip. + +He was passing by a very lonely quarry in a field by the road-side, +about which he had heard some ugly stories of robbers and ghosts years +ago. Although he was a courageous, he was a superstitious man, and gave +his mare another stroke as he encouraged her to proceed. She started, +however, suddenly, and made a kind of halt. The moon was shining so +brightly that Mr Prothero could see into the quarry across the hedge, +and he fancied he perceived somebody moving about. He urged his horse on +by whip and voice, but as he did so, some one jumped over the gate that +led into the quarry, and made towards him. He was so much alarmed that +he spurred the mare vigorously. He was sure it was a robber. He turned +his whip, and held the heavy handle ready for a blow, which fell, in +effect on the robber or ghost, or whatever it was, that leapt upon his +leg, and seemed, to his imagination, to lay hold of it. + +A loud howl, and then a sharp, joyous bark, however, soon told him who +the intruder was, and gave him courage to encounter the jumpings and +gambols of his own good dog, Lion. + +The mare kicked, and Mr Prothero exclaimed, 'Lion! Lion! down, good +dog, down! Don't upset me, Lion, bach. Let me get off, Lion! Name o' +goodness, be quiet, dog! There; now you may jump as you will. Where is +she? Where's Gladys?' + +Mr Prothero was off his horse, and Lion was over the hedge in a moment. +The former climbed the gate somewhat less speedily--and both were, in a +few seconds, in the quarry, where, either dead or asleep, lay Gladys, +beneath and upon the hard stones. + +As the rays of the moon fell upon her pale face, Mr Prothero almost +thought it was death and not sleep; but when Lion began to bark +joyously, and to lick the cold hands and cheek, and when Mr Prothero +ventured to stoop down and whisper, 'Gladys! Gladys!' and to take one of +the damp, clammy hands in his, the white eyelids unclosed, and with a +little scream of terror, the poor girl started up. + +There, beneath the moonlight, she recognised her master, and falling +down on her knees before him, clasped her hands, but uttered no word. + +Where was Mr Prothero's ready-prepared lecture on ingratitude? Where +were the questions about Owen? Where was the passion of the previous +day? He could not tell. He only knew that he raised the poor kneeling +girl kindly, almost tenderly. She threw her arms round him, and for the +first time kissed him as if he were her father. Then, suddenly, +recollecting herself, she exclaimed,--'Oh! Master! Oh, sir! forgive me.' + +Her master did not speak, but lifted her in his strong arms, and carried +her to the gate; lifted her over, lifted her on his horse, and, amidst +the joyous caperings of Lion, mounted himself. + +'Put you your arms round me, and hold fast,' he said to Gladys. + +'Come you, Lion, good dog! we'll have a supper by now!' And so they all +went, as fast as they could, to the neighbouring village. + +Mr Prothero, with no small noise and bluster, knocked up the inmates of +the little inn of that little place, and succeeded in getting Gladys +ensconced by a cheerful fire in the kitchen. The poor girl was benumbed +with cold and overpowered with fatigue. The landlady rubbed her feet and +hands, administered hot brandy and water, and finally got her to bed. + +Mr Prothero kept out of her way lest he should say something that he +might afterwards repent of in the warmth of his delight at finding her +again. After she was in bed, and he had heard from the landlady that she +seemed better and more comfortable, he and Lion had a good supper--a +meal the dog appeared thoroughly to enjoy, and which he ate with a +ravenous appetite. + +Mr Prothero told the landlady to leave Gladys in bed the next morning +until nine o'clock, by which hour he supposed she would be sufficiently +refreshed, and then retired himself, feeling thankful to Miss Gwynne for +having made him do a good action, but still believing that Owen must +have been in the secret of Gladys' sudden flight. + +Gladys slept soundly until the landlady took her a good breakfast at +nine o'clock. She then awoke, refreshed but frightened, and uncertain as +to her present state or future proceedings. She was told that Mr +Prothero wished to see her as soon as she was dressed, and accordingly +when she had eaten her breakfast, she got up. She felt very stiff and +weak, and her hands trembled so much that she could scarcely dress +herself. + +Lion found her out, however, and gained admittance into her bedroom. He +was in such very boisterous spirits that he quite cheered her, as pale +and frightened she tried to gain courage to meet her master. Before she +left the bedroom, she sought for guidance where she was always in the +habit of going for help and comfort, and found strength 'according to +her day.' + +Mr Prothero was waiting for her in the little parlour of the inn. During +the morning, having nothing to do, he had employed himself by getting up +his temper, and persuading himself that he ought to be very angry with +Gladys. He had quite slept off his softer feelings, and whilst at his +lonely breakfast had gone through an imaginary quarrel with Owen, and a +dispute with his wife, which had so raised his choler, that when Gladys +entered he was as red as he usually was when in a passion at home. + +Gladys saw that he was angry and trembled very much; but she knew that +she had done no wrong, and tried to reassure herself. + +Mr Prothero began at once. It must be remarked, however, that he had +previously learnt from the landlady that Gladys was pretty well, and had +eaten a good breakfast. + +'Name o' goodness, young 'ooman, what did you run away from our house +for in such a sly, underhand way, and give us all this trouble and +bother? Don't suppose I 'ould a run after you, if it wasn't for Miss +Gwynne and your mistress.' + +'Oh, sir, I am very thankful to ye and to them. I know I don't deserve +such kindness.' + +'Treue for you there. I should have thought you'd have known that one +'lopement was quite enough from one house. Pray, what have you done with +my son Owen?' + +'I, sir? Nothing, sir!' said Gladys, trembling at this abrupt question. + +Lion licked her hand as if to reassure her. + +'You needn't tell no lies about it, because I shall be seure to find +out. Where is he gone?' + +'Indeed--indeed, I don't know, sir. I thought he was at home at +Glanyravon.' + +'But he isn't at home. He went off with you.' + +'Oh, not with me, sir--not with me, I assure you. I went away that he +might stay, and that I might not cause anger between you. I am speaking +the truth, sir, indeed I am.' + +Mr Prothero looked at the agitated girl, and felt inclined to believe +her. + +'Tell me why you went away at all, then?' + +'Because Mr Owen said to me words that I knew he would be sorry for, and +because I saw that you, sir, were displeased at what he said about me.' + +'What did he say to you? Tell me the truth.' + +'He said, sir--oh! I cannot tell. Perhaps you would be more angry with +him if you knew.' + +Gladys' head drooped low, and a burning blush overspread her pale face. + +'I can't be much more angry with him than I am, but tell you the treuth. +Did he want to marry you?' + +'Yes, sir.' + +'And you--what did you say?' + +'That I couldn't marry any one in this world, sir.' + +'What do you mean to wait for, then?' + +'Nothing, sir, nobody.' + +'And what did Owen say to that?' + +'I don't think anything more particular passed between us. He was very +kind, sir.' + +'I daresay. But what made him go away?' + +'I think it must have been because he thought you would send me away.' + +'And you don't want to marry my son Owen?' + +'No, sir.' + +Gladys' voice wavered slightly as she said this. + +'Ha, ha! He's a fine young man, however.' + +'Yes, sir, and very kind.' + +'I daresay. Will you promise never to marry him?' + +As Mr Prothero asked this question, he looked Gladys full in the face. + +She blushed again, but returned his gaze with a quiet, grave look that +seemed to wonder at the question. She did not reply at once, and Mr +Prothero repeated it, louder than before, with the additional one of 'Do +you hear, girl?' + +'Sir, I don't like to make promises,' said Gladys; 'suppose the +temptation to break it ever came, and proved too strong for me. I might +perjure myself.' + +'Then you mean to marry my son Owen?' + +'No, sir, I don't think I shall ever marry him. As far as I can see now, +I am sure I never shall.' + +'Name o' goodness, what does the girl mean? You don't mean to marry him, +and yet you 'ont promise--what do you mean?' + +'I scarcely know myself, sir. But I cannot tell what God may appoint for +me in the future, and so I cannot make a solemn promise.' + +'Then I 'spose you're going to run off like Netta?' + +'No, sir, never.' + +'Why, "no, sir," if you 'ont promise?' + +'Because I could never do what you and my mistress would dislike.' + +'Then you can promise, perhaps, never to marry my son Owen without my +consent.' + +'Yes, sir, I can--do--that--' + +Gladys said these words very slowly, and turned very pale as she said +them. She clasped her hands firmly together with a visible effort. + +'Well, you're an odd girl; you 'ont promise one thing, and yet you as +good as promise it in another way. What's the difference?' + +Again the colour came and went. + +'It would be wrong, sir, in me to make a son disobey a father, and I +wouldn't like to do it; so I can promise that; and maybe you may +change.' + +'Then you love the boy? Tell me the treuth.' + +Gladys began to cry, and was a few moments before she could say, +somewhat more resolutely than usual,-- + +'Sir, my feelings are my own. Mr Owen has been like a brother to me, and +the mistress like a mother--and you--oh, sir! should I not love his +mother's son?' + +Mr Prothero was touched; he could ask no more questions. + +'There, there--go you and get ready directly. I promised Miss Gwynne to +bring you back to Glanyravon, where she means to make you schoolmistress +and lady's maid, and all the rest. I suppose you don't want to go to +Ireland?' + +'No, sir.' + +'Have you any relations there?' + +'No, sir.' + +'You don't want to leave Glanyravon parish?' + +'No, sir. I would rather live and die there than anywhere else in the +world.' + +'Then go you and get ready; and, mind you, have some ale before you +start. I must keep my promise to Miss Gwynne; mind you yours to me. You +'ont encourage my son Owen without my consent' + +'No, sir--never. And I do not wish or mean ever to marry any one, if you +will only believe me.' + +'I don't believe any young 'ooman who says that. You may as well go into +a nunnery. But I believe the rest till I find you out to the contrary. +Now, go you and get ready.' + +'Thank you, sir--thank you.' + +Soon after this conversation the farmer had mounted his good mare, who +was as much refreshed as her master by a night's rest, and with Gladys, +_en croupe_, and Lion running by his side, he jogged back to his home. + +'We shall have a fine long journey, and a tiresome one enough,' he +muttered. 'Thirty mile and carrying double is too much for my +mare.--take the 'oomen! they'll be the death 'o me, one way and another. +There's mother, and Netta, and Miss Gwynne, and now this Gladys! This is +the last time I'll put myself out for any of 'em, or my name isn't David +Prothero.' + + + + + + +CHAPTER XXVII. + +THE MISSIONARY. + + +It was about half-past ten o'clock when Mr Prothero and Gladys started +on their homeward journey. When they had gone about half way, they +stopped for an hour to bait the mare, which brought them to nearly two +o'clock, and reduced Mr Prothero to a state of great ill humour. Poor +Gladys had to bear many reproachful speeches, which reached her between +a very animated conversation which he kept up with the mare and Lion +alternately. He did not talk much to her, but contented himself with +making her eat and drink a great deal more than was pleasant for her, +because, as he phrased it, 'People shouldn't think she was starved at +Glanyravon.' + +In truth, there was a great contrast between the farmer's rosy, broad, +good-humoured countenance, which not even his present angry feelings +could make morose, and Gladys' pale, wearied face, rendered more palid +than usual by her late fatigue and anxiety. It was with some difficulty +that she could keep her seat behind Mr. Prothero, as the mare trotted on +at an equal but somewhat rough pace, and made her long for rest. + +However, all things come to an end, and within about five miles of +Glanyravon, Mr Prothero muttered,--'Confound the 'ooman! Shall we ever +get home; 'tis enough to kill the mare. Come along, old girl! Good dog! +Lion, old boy!'--which sentences were interrupted by the address of a +stranger on horseback, who asked if he were right for Glanyravon Park. + +'Quite right, sir,' said Mr Prothero, pleased at any break in a ride +that had been peculiarly devoid of adventure. 'I am going half a mile +beyond the Park myself, and shall be proud to show you the way if you +aren't in a hurry.' + +'By no means. I am too tired to ride very fast myself, for I have been a +great traveller of late. I came down from London to Glamorganshire two +days ago, and have come across country in coaches and dogcarts to the +"Coach and Horses." I daresay you know the inn?' + +'Oh yes, sir. That's the "Coach and Horses" mare you're upon now?' + +'Yes; I borrowed her to come to Glanyravon, and have promised to ride +her back to-night, but I am sure I shall not be able. How far are we +from Glanyravon?' + +'About four mile and a half.' + +'You live in the village?' + +'There is no village, sir. I live at Glanyravon Farm.' + +'Is there any inn nearer than the "Coach and Horses" where I might get a +night's lodging, and a man to ride the mare back?' + +'No, sir; but I shall be glad to offer a bed to any friend of Mr +Gwynne's, though I am sure you'll find one at the Park.' + +'Thank you kindly. I am not known to Mr Gwynne; but I am going to see +Miss Hall, who, I believe, resides with him.' + +'To be seure she does; and a better lady never lived. If you're a friend +of Miss Hall's, you're as welcome to our house as if you were born and +bred at Glanyravon.' + +'You are very kind. It does one good to meet with true Welsh hospitality +once more.' + +'You're not Welsh, sir, I should say?' + +'I was Welsh originally; but it would be difficult to make out my +parish, as I have been wandering about for many years.' + +'A clergyman, sir?' + +'Yes, sir.' + +The gentleman smiled, and thought the question savoured of American +curiosity. + +'I have a son a clergyman. Perhaps you may have fallen in with him. They +tell me he's a very promising young man.' + +'What is his name?' + +'Prothero, sir--Rowland Prothero.' + +'I do not know him personally, but I know him by reputation; he is +curate of an old friend of mine, Mr Stephenson.' + +'To be seure--Rowly's rector! Allow me to shake hands with you, sir. +You'll sleep at Glanyravon.' + +'Certainly, if I shall not inconvenience you and your family. Your +daughter looks very ill and tired; perhaps it may--' + +'Not a bit, sir. She's not my daughter; she always looks as pale as +moonlight, 'scept when she blushes up; she'll see to a bed for a strange +gentleman, and so'll my missus. To think of your knowing Mr Stephenson!' + +'Yes, I saw him during my short stay in town, and he told me he had a +capital curate, a countryman of mine. A regular hard-working, useful +parish priest, he called him; a good preacher besides!' + +'Well, mother will be pleased, won't she, Gladys?' + +This was said in the old good-humoured way, and Gladys brightened up as +she answered,-- + +'Yes, sir, very.' + +'Are you ill?' said the stranger, looking at Gladys with sudden +interest. + +'No, sir, thank you; I am only rather tired,' was the reply. + +'Tired! I should think so! Why, she's walked more than thirty miles, and +ridden thirty in the last two days,' said the farmer gruffly. + +The stranger glanced again compassionately at Gladys, but merely said,-- + +'She looks so pale that I fancied she was suddenly faint. How long has +Miss Hall been at Glanyravon?' + +'Somewhere about two or three years now, I should say; but when she was +teaching Miss Gwynne she was there a great many years.' + +'Is she in good health? How does she look? Is she happy?' + +'If she was ill, sir, I don't think any one 'ould know it, she's so +quiet and patient; but I think she's pretty well, and she can't help +being happy, for she's just the same as if she was at home with her +father and sister. Now she is a nice lady! If all 'oomen were like her +there 'ouldn't be half the plague with 'em there is. She's quite content +without having a lot of lovers after her, and running away, and making +everybody in a fever. Deet to goodness, my opinion is that the world +'ould go on a sight better without 'em. What do you think, sir? You must +have plenty of experience as a clergyman, for all the ladies are pretty +sharp after the cloth.' + +The stranger laughed, and said he thought the world would be very +disagreeable without the fair sex, and that he had no doubt Mr Prothero +would find it so if they became suddenly extinct. + +The farmer was so pleased with his new acquaintance that when they +reached the Park gate, he said very heartily,-- + +'Now, mind you, sir, there's a warm welcome, and a well-aired bed, and +fine, white, home-spun linen at the farm. The squire may give you a +better dinner, may be, but not a hotter, I'll answer for it; Gladys'll +see to that; she's capital for that. And mother 'ould be so glad to hear +what the rector said about our Rowly.' + +'You may depend upon my coming,' said the stranger. 'What time does Mr +Gwynne dine? I suppose I shall escape his dinner hour? It is now about +five o'clock.' + +'Oh! they don't dine till Christian folks are going to bed--seven or +eight o'clock, or some such heathen hour. You'll be able to see them all +before dinner; but I don't believe Mr Gwynne'll let you come away.' + +'I shall not see him probably. Good day for the present.' + +The stranger rode slowly up the drive from the lodge to the house, and +Mr Prothero quickened his pace homeward. The mare, nothing loath, +trotted off hard and fast, and Gladys looked paler than ever. + +When they reached the farm gate they were greeted by a loud shout from +the 'boys,' Tom and Bill, who were right glad to see pretty Gladys back +again. They both ran as fast as they could to the house, to tell their +mistress the good news, and Lion after them. Mrs Prothero was at the +door to receive the travellers, and as Gladys slipped off the mare, took +her round the neck, and gave her a hearty kiss. + +'My dear David, I am so thankful! so much obliged!' she said, as her +more portly husband dismounted. 'Come in quick; Miss Gwynne and Miss +Hall are here. They were just going, but they will be relieved of all +their anxiety when they see Gladys. Come in, Gladys, fach! don't be +afraid; they must see you.' + +Poor Gladys was crying with all her heart--good, comfortable, refreshing +tears of joy at her mistress's kind welcome. + +Miss Gwynne appeared at the parlour door. + +'Well, Gladys! you have had your long walk for nothing. What a foolish +girl you were to go away. Mr Prothero, how do you do? I am so glad you +have brought us back Gladys. We couldn't do without her in these parts.' + +'Do you still stand to your text, Miss Gwynne?' said Mr Prothero. 'We +may as well settle the matter at once. It will be a great thing for the +girl.' + +'Oh, certainly; only she looks too tired to settle anything. Gladys, I +will give you a day or two to consider whether you will come and live +with me, as my maid, or be Miss Hall's pattern school-mistress.' + +Gladys looked from Miss Gwynne to Miss Hall, and then from her master to +her mistress, through the tears that were gathering faster and faster. +She answered in a voice half choked by them,-- + +'Thank you, ma'am, thank you over and over and over again. If I must go +away--if I must--whichever--you--like--I--' Here she finally gave way, +and, sitting down on a chair, sobbed aloud. Mrs Prothero went to her, +and put her arm round her neck. Miss Gwynne looked on compassionately, +and Miss Hall turned to Mr Prothero. + +'She does not like to leave you, Mr Prothero,' she said gently. + +'I don't want to turn the girl out of the house. But if Miss Gwynne +wants her, I think it is better for all parties for her to go.' + +'If you please--certainly,' said Gladys, recovering herself with an +effort. 'I would much rather go to Miss Gwynne in any capacity, and if I +can be of use--it is best, my dear mistress.' + +'Then go you, Gladys, and stop crying,' said Mr Prothero. 'Why, your +eyes'll be as red as ferrets when the gentleman comes, and he'll think +we've been giving you an appetite by making you cry. I was near +forgetting, Miss Hall, that we left a strange gentleman at the Park +gate, who said he was going to call on you; he's going to take a bed +here, because there's no inn nearer than the "Coach and Horses."' + +'Who can that be?' said Miss Hall. + +'We had better make haste home, or we shall miss him,' said Freda. + +'Good-bye, Mrs Prothero; I will come again and settle about Gladys.' + +It was nearly dusk when the ladies left the farm, and they walked very +fast. They had not gone far when they saw some one on horseback coming +towards them. + +'I daresay this is your friend, and that stupid Morgan hasn't let him +in,' said Freda. + +'It cannot be; I do not know this gentleman at all,' said Miss Hall, as +the stranger advanced. + +He looked at them, and they looked at him; but as there was no symptom +of recognition on either side, they passed without speaking. + +'I hope we shall have a good night's rest, now that Gladys is found,' +said Miss Gwynne. 'What is there in the girl that interests one so much? +Even Mr Prothero, in spite of his son, was glad to find her, and to +have her at the farm again. Colonel Vaughan admires her very much.' + +'I hope not too much,' said Miss Hall quietly. + +'What an absurd idea!' said Miss Gwynne, colouring from beneath her +broad hat. 'He is a man that admires beauty and talent, wherever it is +to be found. I do like that sort of person; free from vulgar prejudice.' + +'Not quite, I think, my dearest Freda. He is not so easily read, +perhaps, as you in your straightforward nature fancy.' + +'If he isn't prejudiced, you are, at any rate,' said Freda. + +When they reached the house, Freda went into the drawing-room first, and +Miss Hall heard her exclaiming, as she rushed out of it with a card in +her hand,-- + +'Serena! Nita! only think! Mr Jones, Melbourne, South Australia! Hurrah! +I never thought I should be so glad to see a card bearing that name. +Morgan! why didn't you ask the gentleman who called on Miss Hall to come +in and wait?' + +'I did not know, ma'am,' said the man who was at the door. 'My master +does not always like strangers, and I did not know the gentleman.' + +Miss Hall had vanished upstairs during this little interlude with +Morgan, so Freda did not see the agitation of her manner when she took +the card and read the name. Freda went straight into the library, where +she found her father half asleep over a letter. + +'Papa! papa! Do you know an old friend of Miss Hall's has called, that +she has not seen for twenty years, and Morgan let him go away?' + +'Wasn't she glad, my dear? It is so exciting to see people whose very +faces you have forgotten.' + +'Glad, papa? Of course not. He must just have come from Australia, where +her sister is living, and I daresay has brought letters. By the way, +there was a packet near the card.' + +'I don't understand people going so far away from their own country.' + +'But, papa, Mr Jones--this gentleman--has gone to sleep at Mr +Prothero's, and I daresay they are not prepared for him.' + +'Really--well, my dear?' + +'Don't you think you had better write and ask him here to dinner, and I +will order a bed to be prepared?' + +'Me! My dear!--a perfect stranger!--a bore! Some one full of tiresome +adventures and travellers' stories, and all that sort of thing.' + +'He is a clergyman, papa, and a Welshman, I believe. It would only be +hospitable. We must not belie our country. Do write, papa. Think how +anxious Miss Hall must be to hear of her sister.' + +'But you say she has a packet of letters.' + +'There is nothing like seeing a friend who has seen one's sister, I +should think. Just one line of invitation! We will amuse him. He is very +quiet, Miss Hall says. Here is the paper and a new pen. There's a good +pappy, and--yes, "Presents his compliments"--yes--don't forget the bed. +That's right! Now, just add, "that if he prefers not coming to-night, +you hope he will make a point of spending the day here to-morrow."' + +'But I don't hope it, my dear.' + +'We will amuse him. Drive him out--anything. And perhaps he won't come.' + +'Very well. Remember that I am not expected to--to--' + +'Nothing, but just to drive with him. Thanks! you are a capital _pater_, +and I will send this off immediately. Just direct it, "---- Jones, Esq., +Glanyravon Farm." I wonder whether his name is David? I hope not. I +don't like David.' + +'Freda carried the note to the butler herself, and told him to get it +sent immediately, and to tell the messenger to wait for an answer; then +she went with the parcel of letters to Miss Hall. + +The note found Mr Jones, Mr Prothero, and Gladys comfortably established +near a snug fire in the hall, at a well-spread tea-table. Mr Jones asked +for tea in preference to _cwrw da_, and he and Gladys were enjoying it, +whilst Mr Prothero chose the good home-brewed. Eggs and bacon, cold +meat, and most tempting butter were upon the table, and Mrs Prothero was +acting waitress and hostess at the same time. + +Shanno appeared with the note, delicately held by the corner between her +finger and thumb. + +'From the Park, missus, for the gentleman.' + +'Promise you me, before you open it, not to go there to-night,' said Mr +Prothero, taking the note. + +'That I can safely do,' said Mr Jones. + +When he had read the note he looked pleased, and his manner was rather +flurried, as he said,-- + +'Perhaps I can manage to stay over to-morrow, but I will not go +to-night. Will you oblige me with a pen and ink?' + +Gladys was off in a moment, and returned with writing materials. + +Mr Jones wrote a polite note, declining the invitation for that evening +upon plea of the lateness of the hour and fatigue, but promising to call +on the morrow early, and to remain the day, if he possibly could. + +After he had despatched his note he seemed more thoughtful than he was +before, and, for a short time, absent when spoken to; but rousing +himself he made good return for the kindness and hospitality of his host +and hostess by his agreeable and instructive conversation. + +He told them that he had been a missionary ever since his ordination, +and had travelled over the principal parts of the continent of +Australia. Gladys forgot her fatigue in her great interest in his +subject; and when he saw her deep attention, he frequently addressed her +and drew forth questions from her which surprised Mr Prothero quite as +much, or more than it did Mr Jones. Mrs Prothero knew the girl's turn of +mind too well to be astonished at the amount of missionary and +geographical knowledge that she possessed. Gladys was naturally very +timid and modest, but when subjects of interest were introduced she +forgot her timidity in a desire for information. + +Owen had discovered her bent, and in their frequent meetings, accidental +or designed, had often chained her to him by descriptions of the +countries he had visited and the wonders he had seen. He, too, had found +out that there was a deep vein of romance running beneath the stratum of +reserve that, at first, had formed the outward feature of her character, +but which was wearing away as she became accustomed to her new friends, +and had been treated as a friend by them. + +It was evident that Mr Jones was greatly interested in Gladys. He +addressed her, looked at her, called her 'my dear,' somewhat to the +scandal of Mr Prothero, who thought him too young a man for such a +familiar address. But Gladys only turned on him two beautiful eyes +beaming with a kind of wondering gratitude, and thought the white and +grey hairs that were mingled with the brown, and the deep lines in his +forehead, quite passport enough for the two kind words. + +In addition to a great deal of missionary adventure, Mr Jones told his +new friends that he had come home partly in search of health and rest, +and partly to stir up friends at home in the cause of religion abroad. +He said that he might or might not return himself to Australia,--it +would depend on circumstances; but that he could not be idle in England, +and was likely to become either a fellow-curate of Rowland's, or a +neighbouring one. He liked a city curacy, because, having taught the +heathen in another land for many years, he thought he might do some good +amongst them at home. He told them, also, that it was during a year's +residence in Melbourne that he had known Miss Hall's sister. He had been +obliged to undertake clerical duty there, because his health was failing +in his attempts to convert the aborigines. + +Mr Jones was a man of grave and quiet manner, one who seemed to think +much and deeply. He habitually led the conversation, without pedantry, +to religious or instructive subjects, and when lighter matter was +introduced, was given rather to withdraw his mind from it to his own +thoughts. + +He had been little in society for many years, during which his time had +been passed in the highest, weightiest, gravest, grandest of all +labours,--that of studying to turn the human soul from darkness to +light. Now that he found himself in his own country again, he felt far +behind most men in worldly conversation though very far beyond them, not +only in religious, but in practical, useful, and general knowledge; such +knowledge, I mean, as would be suited to the improvement, not merely of +savages, but of the wild, lawless bushmen, gold diggers, and convicts of +the Australian world. His manners were gentlemanlike but slightly +old-fashioned, and, doubtless, many a young Englander would have found +matter for ridicule in some of his doings and sayings. Not so, however, +the good and cultivated Englishman of the nineteenth century. He would +have found abundance to love and respect in the man who left the luxury, +science, learning and refinement of England, in that most wonderful of +all ages, to labour amongst the refuse of her people in the largest of +her colonies. For Mr Jones had seen but little, during his twenty years +of Australian life, of the better portion of Australian settlers, or the +grandeur of her cities. He had devoted himself to those who had no means +of gaining religious teaching elsewhere and he thanked God that the +years of his ministry had not been without abundance of those fruits in +which the heart of the laborious worker in Christ's vineyard rejoices. + +When Mr Jones left the farm the following morning, it was with a promise +to pay it another visit at no very distant period. He took away with him +a letter to Rowland, which was to introduce the brother, clergymen to +each other. As he shook Mr Prothero by the hand, he thanked him warmly +for his hospitality, and then abruptly added, 'Take care of that young +girl Gladys. She will surely prove a blessing to you, and repay you for +any kindness you may bestow upon her,' + + + + + + +CHAPTER XXVIII. + +THE LADY'S MAID. + + +Miss HALL and Freda were sitting alone in the morning-room that has +before been alluded to. The former was much more nervous than Freda had +ever seen her. First she took up her work, then her book, then she began +to copy some music. Freda had great pleasure in watching her, and in +remarking that the calm Serena could be excited by the expected +appearance of a lover of twenty years ago; also in observing that she +had a most becoming colour on her cheeks, and looked quite young; also +that she was dressed even with more care than usual, and her hair was +smooth as brush could make it. Freda longed to laugh at her, but she +forbore; she felt that there was something very touching in this meeting +between two people who had parted under such uncomfortable circumstances +so many years ago. + +When the door bell rang Freda rose to leave the room. + +'If you please, Freda, remain where you are, I would very much rather.' + +Freda resumed her seat, and shortly after Mr Jones was announced. + +'Quite an old man; twice as old as Nita,' was Freda's first thought as +she looked at him. + +Miss Hall rose and advanced to meet Mr Jones. They shook hands, Freda +thought, very much like other people, and then Miss Hall introduced her, +and Mr Jones bowed. + +'I promised your sister to come and see you, Miss Hall, when I came down +into Wales,' he said after he was duly seated. + +'I am very much obliged to you, it was very kind,' was the reply. + +Freda saw that they were both as nervous and shy as a couple of +children, and came to the rescue by apologising for her father's +unavoidable absence, he having gone to a neighbouring tenant's, and by +saying that he would be at home at luncheon. + +By degrees they all three got into conversation, and Mr Jones gave Miss +Hall an account of her sister and her family. One little girl was very +like Miss Hall, and she was the general favourite.' + +'I am sure she must be very pretty,' suggested Freda. + +'Very,' said Mr Jones, with a smile at Freda, of greater archness than +she gave him credit for. + +'Don't you think Miss Hall very little altered?' she asked again. + +'I think I should have known her anywhere, though I passed her in the +twilight, uncertain who she was.' + +A long conversation followed upon various general topics, until the +luncheon bell rang. As no Mr Gwynne appeared, Freda was obliged to make +another excuse for him; but Mr Jones seemed perfectly satisfied without +him, if not relieved by his non-appearance. + +Freda proposed a walk as soon as luncheon was over, and she and Miss +Hall took their guest to see the school, which Freda was careful to say +was under Miss Hall's superintendence. Then they pioneered him to +various points of view, which he seemed to look upon with the eye of a +real lover of the beauties of nature; and finally they rested on a +rustic seat at the top of a wooded hill, whence they looked down on the +magnificent valley beneath, with its green meadows, winding river, and +boundary of distant mountains. + +Alter Freda had remained here a few minutes, she suddenly said,-- + +'Would you mind my just running down to Mrs Prothero's to settle with +her about Gladys? I am sure we shall none of us be happy until that +matter is arranged. If you will go down through the wood, Nita, I will +join you at the waterfall, or somewhere else, in less than a quarter of +an hour. Will you excuse me, Mr Jones?' + +'Certainly,' was the reply. + +'But had we not better all go?' asked Miss Hall, casting an entreating +glance upon Freda, who, however, would not see it. + +'I think not. Mrs Prothero is so nervous that we should frighten her to +death. It will take me five minutes to run down the hill, five minutes +to say my say, and five to get to the waterfall. But you need not hurry +away, as I can wait for you; or, if you are not there, I will find you. +Come, Frisk, come with me.' + +Frisk was a fine, little Scotch terrier, his mistress's especial +favourite, and he bounded after her with great satisfaction. The pair +were soon half-way down the hill, near the bottom of which Glanyravon +Farm lay. + +'I think I managed that capitally,' said Freda to Frisk? 'didn't I, +Frisk? Now, if he doesn't take advantage of the opportunity, he is very +foolish. Don't you think so, Frisk?' + +Frisk jumped, and barked, and twirled about in a very affirmative way. + +'I should like to make up a match, it would be such fun. And I think he +is a very worthy, gentlemanly sort of man, though I shouldn't like him +for myself, and he is not quite the sort of person that I could have +supposed would have made such an impression on Serena. But she would be +such a capital clergyman's wife, and he would be so fond of her! But +what should I do without her? Get married myself? The only man that I +ever saw that I could marry won't marry; and then he doesn't care for +me. Heigho! this is an odd world. All of us at cross-purposes. But I +don't mean to break my heart,--do I, Frisk?' + +The 'do I, Frisk?' brought Freda and her dog to the gate that led into +the road, and the road soon led them to the farm, where Frisk began at +once to run after all the poultry, to the no small annoyance of Shanno. +But Freda succeeded in catching him, and carrying him off with her into +the parlour, whither she went, and whither Mrs Prothero followed her. + +'I have just come to ask what you have settled about Gladys,' said Miss +Gwynne. 'I cannot stay long, and am anxious to know.' + +'My husband thinks it better that she should go to you, as you kindly +wish to take her,' replied Mrs Prothero, with tears in her eyes. 'He +says that he has no ill-will to the poor girl; on the contrary, he is +very fond of her; but he don't think her a good match for our eldest +son, Owen, who might marry very well. For my own part, I think he would +never meet with such another as Gladys; but that is in the hands of +Providence, and if it is to be it will be. He says that he is sure Owen +will never come home as long as she is with us, for fear of sending her +away; but that when he knows that she is so well off with you, he will +perhaps come back again. And, indeed, we want him sadly, Miss Gwynne. It +is a great trial to us, to have three children, and neither of them at +home to help us. My husband is much altered since Netta married, though +he don't show it; and Netta won't write, or do anything to prove she's +sorry, and though he don't say so, I think this makes him more angry.' + +'Then you really wish Gladys to come to me?' + +'I do indeed, Miss Gwynne. I am quite sure it will be for her good; and +you cannot help liking her. But she will not make any choice between the +two situations you offer, but says you must do with her whatever you +think best.' + +'Is she very unhappy at the idea of coming to us?' + +'Not at all. She is very sad to leave us, but she says she would rather +do so, and would rather serve you than any other lady in the world.' + +'Well, perhaps it may be best for all parties. I think she is too young +and too pretty to live alone at the school-house, and besides, I don't +particularly want to change mistresses: so I mean to have her as my +maid, and then I can take care of her myself. You know I have not had a +regular maid since that disagreeable affair of Evans; one of the +housemaids has waited on me, and I don't like maids, they are so in +one's way. But I shall like Gladys. And she can help Miss Hall in the +school, and go and see you every evening if she likes, when we are at +dinner. In short, I am sure it is a capital plan for us all, and will +make matters easy for you.' + +'You are so very kind, Miss Gwynne, I do not know what we should have +done without you. Gladys would have begged her way back to Ireland, and +died there.' + +'I mustn't stay any longer; I have outstayed my five minutes over and +over again. You can send Gladys when you like. I have heaps of dresses, +and clothes, of all kinds for her, so don't you think of giving her +anything new. I will give her the same wages that I gave Evans, so she +will feel quite independent; and I will put her under the particular +charge of the housekeeper, until she gets into the ways of the house. +Now I must go; what will Miss Hall say?' + +Well might Freda ask, 'What will Miss Hall say?' She walked as quickly +as possible to the waterfall, she was not there; up the hill again, not +there; home through the wood, not there; into the house, not there. She +waited a little while with her hat on, but as no Mr Jones or Miss Hall +arrived, she took off her walking things, and went about her usual +avocations, saying to herself, with a smile on her lips the while,-- + +'I never thought I was a manoeuvrer before. It is evident they don't +want me, or they would have waited for me, and I have no doubt they are +much happier without me. I must go and look, after my father.' + +Freda found Mr Gwynne in his library. + +'Where is your guest, Freda? What is he like? Is he a bore?' were his +queries. + +'He is walking with Miss Hall, and my impression is they are very good +company. He is very quiet, very grave, has no wonderful travellers' +stories, and none of the ologies, and can play chess, for I asked him. I +don't think him a bore, and I am sure Miss Hall doesn't.' + +'Very well, then I will go into the drawing-room against he comes in.' + +'Thanks; and I will whisper a little secret into your ear; he is an old +lover of Serena's, and I cannot help hoping he is come to propose for +her.' + +Mr Gwynne was alive and interested in a moment. It is curious how on the +alert people are when they hear of a love affair. + +'I will go and dress at once; he must be nice if Miss Hall likes him, +for she is certainly the least intrusive, and all that sort of thing. Is +he like Rowland Prothero?' + +Freda coloured at this sudden question. + +'No, not at all; besides, he is a middle-aged man.' + +'To be sure; I suppose so. Miss Hall must be--I don't know--nearly forty +I suppose. I wish Rowland Prothero lived at the farm; he was so obliging +and pleasant; even Lady Mary Nugent admires him.' + +'She is no great criterion of what is agreeable; I shouldn't think it +any compliment to be liked by her. There is the dressing bell. Now, +papa, do be ready for dinner, if you please.' + +Freda went to her room in a sudden fit of ill-temper. The mention of +Lady Mary always put her out of humour. In a few moments there was a tap +at the door, and Miss Hall made her appearance. + +'I might have waited a long time at the waterfall, Serena,' she began +maliciously. + +For answer, Miss Hall went to her and kissed her, and when Freda looked +up, she saw that there was an unusually bright colour in her cheeks, and +something very like tears in her eyes. + +Freda threw her arms round her friend, exclaiming,-- + +'I know, Nita dear! It is all signed, sealed, and settled _n'est-ce +pas_?' + +And so it proved; during that long walk the old love had become new, and +two people as deserving of happiness as most of the poor sinful mortals +who are for ever seeking her, were made perfectly happy for that day at +least. + +Freda's reflections, whilst she sat alone, listlessly brushing her hair +and dressing herself, were as follows:-- + +'How happy she seems; she looks twenty years younger; and he, an +elderly, iron-grey clergyman; it would be ridiculous, only it is all so +true and good. I suppose, after all, there is something grand, as the +poet says, in constancy, and love, and the like; and I ought to pity +Rowland Prothero, if he really cares for me. And yet I don't; on the +contrary, I could be over head and ears in love with another man +to-morrow if he would only ask me; and he is gone away without telling +me that he cares for me, if he does, as I cannot help hoping. But +nothing shall induce me to give my heart to any one, unless I am asked +for it, of that I am resolved; no, not if I were to die in the struggle +to keep it.' + +With this prudent and womanly resolution, Freda got up from her seat, +hastily put on her dress, and went to Miss Hall, to insist on dressing +her on that particular day. + +'You must put on the pink and white muslin that you look so well in. I +insist on it, and will have my way to-night,' she said, and had her way +accordingly, and the satisfaction of hearing her father remark +afterwards, that he had 'not seen Miss Hall look so well for years. She +really was a very pretty ladylike person, and Mr Jones ought to think +himself very fortunate, and all that sort of thing.' + +To judge from Mr Jones' manner and countenance, he did think himself +very happy and fortunate; and his happiness and good fortune had the +effect of making him so very agreeable, that Mr Gwynne was quite pleased +with him, and strongly urged his remaining some days at Glanyravon. But +this could not be, as he was engaged to be present at a meeting of the +Society for the Propagation of the Gospel the next day but one. To +Freda's indignation, her father engaged him in a game of chess, which +lasted the greater part of the evening; but as he seemed quite patient +under the infliction, and Miss Hall glad that he should be agreeable to +her kind friend, Mr Gwynne, Freda was obliged to give up her plan of +leaving them alone for the remainder of the evening, and to be content +with resolving that they should at least have the following morning to +themselves. This she effected, and was rewarded by a lusty squeeze of +the hand from the gentleman, when he took his leave, which she +afterwards declared to Miss Hall, would have made an Australian native +scream. Mr Gwynne sent Mr Jones to meet the train in his carriage, and +invited him to return as soon as he possibly could. + +It may, perhaps, be as well to anticipate some of the events of this +story, and to say that in the course of three or four months, Mr Jones +and Miss Hall were married. + +Soon after his return to London, Mr Jones was appointed brother curate +to Rowland Prothero, recommended by his friend, the rector. He undertook +this as temporary duty, because he was in expectation either of +obtaining a living or of returning to Australia; Miss Hall was quite +ready for either kind of work, feeling that, whether as the wife of a +clergyman at home or abroad, she would be most thankful to be permitted +to devote herself to her woman's part of missionary labour. Mr Jones had +a small income as secretary to one of the London and Colonial religious +societies, and was also engaged in work for the S.P.G., which, together +with his curacy, and the small savings of twenty years abroad, enabled +him to take and furnish a home for his wife, and gave them the prospect +of comfort, if not of ease and riches. Their desires were very moderate, +and their hopes fixed on objects beyond the general scope of vision; so +that they were content to 'live by the day,' and trust for the rest. The +world called them romantic and foolish for people of their ages; they +'knew in whom they believed,' and, 'having food and raiment, were +therewith content.' + +Gladys had been installed in her offices of parcel lady's-maid, parcel +school-mistress at the Park, nearly three months, when the wedding took +place. She had largely contributed towards making Miss Hall's simple +wardrobe and wedding gear, and was rewarded by being allowed to marshal +the school children on the happy-day, as they lined the drive at the +Park gates, on the going forth and return of the bridal party. She was, +moreover, the one selected by the children to present Miss Hall with a +handsome Bible in Welsh and English, in token of their gratitude and +love for her. Mr Jones had been too much engaged in London to allow of +his visiting Wales until two or three days before his marriage, during +which time he had occasionally met, and spoken kindly to Gladys, and +given her a book on Missionary subjects, which he had brought purposely +for her, expecting to find her at the farm. He had also carried pleasant +news of Rowland to Mrs Prothero, and frequently spoken of him to Mr +Gwynne and Freda--of his earnestness in his profession, and of the love +and esteem in which he was held by his rector and his flock. + +Freda felt very lonely when her dear Serena was gone. She had no one +amongst her immediate neighbours for whom she cared much. The general +round of country dinner-parties she had always found very dull, and the +annual hunt week and assize balls she had never liked; so she found +herself again thrown quite upon her own resources. As long as Colonel +Vaughan had been in the country, she had taken an interest in +everything; when he left, her ordinary pursuits--her riding, painting, +music, garden--in all of which he had aided her, suddenly lost their +charm. Her friend's marriage came about just when she wanted an object +of interest, and when that was over she was thrown back upon herself. + +By degrees, however, a healthier tone returned to her mind, and she +forgot the fascinating Colonel Vaughan, and recovered her interest in +her house, school, dogs, birds, garden, and the thousand and one small +objects that serve to make time pass cheerfully and happily in a country +home. Above all, she became more and more interested in Gladys, and +anxious to shelter her from the many dangers and temptations which she +saw her peculiar beauty and position subjected her to. She soon found +out that all the men-servants paid their devotions to her shrine, and +that even the ancient and portly butler was not indifferent to her +charms; but the simplicity and modesty of Gladys kept them all at a +respectful distance, and the housekeeper told Miss Gwynne, that 'Reelly, +she was quite a pattern in the servants' 'all, and it was a treat to see +a young 'oman who knew how to keep the men off--not but the girls were +as jealous of her as could be; but that wasn't to be wondered at, for +none of 'em was made anything of when Gladys was near.' Even Mr Gwynne +roused himself to make inquiries concerning Freda's pretty maid, which +was quite the crowning feather in Gladys' cap. + + + + + + +CHAPTER XXIX. + +THE COUNTRY GENTLEMAN. + + +Plas Abertewey was a fine old country seat, that had been in Colonel +Vaughan's family for generations. Miss Gwynne was not the only scion of +the good old county gentry who was disgusted at seeing it in the +possession of a son of old Griffey Jenkins, the miser. But so it was to +be. Howel took the place, nominally for a term, but with the avowed +intention of purchasing it, or the first place of any note that should +be for sale in the county. + +He made liberal proposals to Colonel Vaughan's agents as regarded +improvements and repairs, the house having been much neglected for some +years; and in the course of a few months after his marriage with Netta, +workmen of all kinds were employed in adorning Plas Abertewey for his +expected arrival with his bride. + +This did not take place, however, until the following spring, by which +time the house and grounds were in as fine order as money could make +them. Howel sent down a person from London to superintend the work, and +remained with Netta in Paris until it was nearly completed; then he +brought her over to England, left her in London with his friends the +Simpsons, and ran down into Wales, accompanied by Captain Dancy, who had +been his companion during a great portion of his Paris trip. + +They remained only a few days, and then returned to town to superintend +the purchase of furniture, plate, and the various appurtenances of a +country establishment, which were duly despatched to the _chargé +d'affaires_ in the country, and vigilantly guarded by Mrs Griffith +Jenkins, who took up her abode at Abertewey for the time being. + +As bell-ringers do not pause to consider the cause and effect of the +events they are ordered to commemorate, but rather think of the amount +of money and liquid they are likely to receive for their labour, the +chime of Llanfawr rang a merry peal when the future master and mistress +of Plas Abertewey drove through the town. There was, moreover, a small +show of fireworks on the occasion. Blue balls, crackers, rockets and the +like blazed and hissed about to the no small danger of the thatched +roofs of some of the houses. Mrs Griffith Jenkins undrew her purse +strings on that day, and the cheering and shouting were great as the +bride and bridegroom appeared. Howel bowed and smiled as all great men +do on such occasions, and Netta laughed, and was proud. One of the blue +balls made the fine pair of horses that drew Howel's new carriage take +fright, but the London coachman showed the superiority of his driving by +pulling them in' and the crowd shouted amain. + +Captain Dancy and Miss Simpson, who accompanied the pair, were duly +impressed with the loyalty of Howel's subjects, and were not +particularly shown the little shop to which he owed their sudden +devotion. 'Jenkins, the miser,' was quite swallowed up in 'Howel +Jenkins, Esq.,' and 'Netta Prothero, Glanyravon,' was engulphed in his +wife. So goes the world. Shout on, little boys, for so will it be when +you are in your turn big men, and 'adore the rising, rather than the +setting sun,' as the French proverb hath it. + +Fortunately, Abertewey was in the parish of Llanfawr, and some seven or +eight miles from Glanyravon, therefore Mr and Mrs Prothero knew nothing +of the demonstrations in honour of their children. + +Mrs Griffith Jenkins received them, dressed in a new _moiré antique_, +quite in baronial style, under the portico of their dwelling, and the +proper complement of retainers was in the background. More shouts were +heard from some of the immediate neighbours, who had gathered round the +door to see the arrival; and as Netta alighted from her carriage, +attired like a Paris doll, she felt that she was now a grand lady, and +could conscientiously look down on Miss Rice Rice, and be on an equality +with Miss Nugent. + +Howel gave some orders in a very commanding tone to the various +lords-in-waiting, and then the door closed upon their majesties, and the +admiring crowds saw them no more. + +It is no wonder that the world without Plas Abertewey was much engaged +in talking of, and speculating on, the world within. Howel's horses, +Netta's dress, Miss Simpson's father's baronetcy, Captain Dancy's +regiment, Plas Abertewey's appointments, the footmen's liveries, the +reputed wealth of the miser, even Mrs Griffith Jenkins' _moiré antique_, +mourning ornaments and gold watch were variously remarked upon, and +doubtless with great good nature and deserving approbation. We all know +how we rejoice when our neighbours rise to wealth or eminence. There was +not one breakfast-table within twenty miles of Abertewey, from that of +my lord and my lady to Jim Davies and his wife, shoemakers, over which +the arrival of Howel Jenkins, the miser, as he was called, according to +his father before him, was not pulled to pieces, from the first sound of +the bells to the last shout at his hall door. + +'Shall we call?' were the words on the lips of all heads of families, +generally settled by the said 'heads' driving in their very best +equipages and gayest clothes, to pay the wedding visit to the reputed +millionnaire and his pretty, elegantly attired wife. + +Money, as I have somewhat commonplacedly remarked elsewhere, is the +master-key to most hearts, and Howel found that nearly all the hearts in +his native county were opened by his wealth. The exceptions were +principally those of his wife's family, and even in some of these he +managed to turn the key. + +It was shortly after the arrival at Plas Abertewey that Owen and Gladys +simultaneously left the farm, and we find the former on that same +morning, standing at a little distance from this residence of his sister +and Howel, surveying it, and ruminating on the family fortunes. + +'Well done, Howel,' he said to himself; 'if money hasn't done something +for you, I don't know for whom it has done anything. I declare I will +try and make some myself, and come back and marry Gladys in spite of the +world.' + +Then he began to ask himself, whether it was kind and brotherly to pass +by his only sister's door without saying good-bye to her, and whether +his father had any right to expect all her relations to give her up, +because he chose to do so? His reflections were suddenly cut short by +the appearance of Howel and another gentleman, bound, apparently, on a +fishing expedition. + +'Owen, come at last!' cried Howel, hastening up to him with great good +will. 'Better late than never. I am very glad to see you, so will be +Netta. Travelled early to hide your carpet bag, or whatever it is?' + +'Knapsack,' said Owen, shaking his cousin's offered hand; 'I'm off to +sea again.' + +'A queer road to take; but you come to see us on your way, of course. +Let me introduce you to Mr Simpson, Sir John Simpson's son. My cousin, +Mr Simpson, my wife's brother. + +Owen nodded, and Mr Simpson bowed. + +'We're going out fishing, but you'll find Netta--in bed, I'm afraid, but +she'll be glad to see you anywhere. Go up the avenue, and let Netta know +you've come. We shall be home to dinner at seven. Good-bye for the +present.' + +Owen did not stay to consider, but walked past the handsome lodge, and +up the drive, according to Howel's direction. + +'Mighty condescending and very patronising, cousin Howel!' he +soliloquised; 'but I will go and see how Netta gets on, and how your +highness treats her.' + +He reached the house, and rang stoutly at the bell. A servant answered +it, who was adjusting his coat just put on, he not having expected such +early visitors. + +'The back entrance is round the corner there, young man,' were his words +on perceiving Owen, whose pride was greatly roused thereby. + +'Tell Mrs Howel Jenkins that her brother, Mr Owen Prothero, is here,' +said Owen, intending to electrify the man. + +But he did not succeed. The servants knew very well that their +mistress's family was not of 'county rank,' and that its members were +not upon terms with the Aberteweys, therefore had no very high opinion +of them. He turned on his heel, and told a female servant to tell +Lucette, the French maid, to tell her mistress that Mr Owen Prothero was +at the door. + +In a few minutes the man reappeared, and, with a great increase of +civility, asked Mr Prothero to walk into the breakfast-room, and said +his mistress would be down as soon as possible. Whilst he was admiring +the room and its costly furniture, and considering the tea service, a +smart little French-woman came to him and asked him in French, whether +he would stay to breakfast; as he knew something of the language he +replied in the affirmative. Then appeared an equally smart and +fascinating French valet, who begged to be allowed the honour of +conducting Monsieur to a bedroom, to arrange his toilet. + +Owen laughed heartily and followed the man, who took up his knapsack +daintily, and led him to a very handsome bedroom, where Owen brushed his +hair as becomingly as he could, arranged his beard, and made himself as +smart as his wardrobe would allow of his doing. He was, as we have +before said, a very handsome young man, and sufficiently well mannered +to pass muster anywhere. + +'What is the next act, I wonder?' said he, as he found his way into the +breakfast-room. He was quite taken aback as he entered, when he saw a +pale young lady sitting in one of the windows, reading. He made his bow, +she curtseyed, and said,-- + +'Mrs Howel Jenkins' brother, I believe? My name is Simpson.' + +Owen bowed again, and not being of a shy turn, and having seen ladies of +various degrees during his travels, began to make himself agreeable. + +In a few minutes, a little French fairy flitted into the room, with her +hair off her face to display such eyes and complexion as are rare in all +times; and muslins, laces, and ribbons so blended, as to set off a +petite figure to the very best advantage. Owen was going to bow again, +when a little affected laugh, and a 'Ma foi! he doesn't know me, Miss +Simpson,' proclaimed the fairy to be his sister Netta. + +'Owen, you naughty boy, not to know me,' the little thing continued, +more naturally, running up to her brother, who took her, despite +muslins, laces, and ribbons, almost up in his big arms, and kissed her. + +'How you have rumpled me, Owen? did you ever see such a thing, Miss +Simpson?' she cried, half laughing, half in tears, as she smoothed down +the point-lace sleeves and collar. + +Just then a tall man entered, and Netta disengaging herself from Owen, +who was on the point of kissing her again, and asking her what she had +done to herself, simpered out an introduction between 'Captain Dancy and +my brother, Captain Prothero.' + +'Not quite that yet,' began Owen, anxious to disclaim the captaincy, +when he was interrupted by the entrance of one or two other men, who +were, in their turn, named to him as Sir Samuel Spendall and Mr Deep. +Owen did not like their appearance and looked towards his really lovely +little sister, to see how she received them. Her manners had a mixture +of affectation and simplicity that was rather taking than otherwise. And +Owen wondered how Howel could leave one so young and pretty amongst +three men of the world, which he soon discovered his new acquaintances +to be. True, Miss Simpson was with her, and in the middle of breakfast, +to which, in due time, they sat down, another lady came upon the scene, +by name Madame Duvet, who turned out to be the English widow of a +Frenchman. She was young, handsome, but over-bold for the taste of a man +who was in love with Gladys. + +She was at once taken with Owen's handsome face, and talked to him +incessantly, whilst Captain Dancy seated himself near Netta, and devoted +himself to her much more closely than Owen liked. However, he was very +hungry, and managed to make a good breakfast. + +He heard Netta telling Captain Dancy that her brother had been at sea +all his life, and knew nothing of the fashionable world; at which he +thought the ham he was eating would have choked him, in his effort to +repress a laugh. He longed very much to knock down one of the +'Jeames's,' who would stand gazing at him, and did so far betray his +indignation, as to ask him, when he came behind his chair, whether he +saw anything remarkable in his appearance, which so amused Madame Duvet, +that she exclaimed '_Charmant! brava!_ you make me _crêver de rire_.' + +Owen was astonished at everything, but at nothing so much as at his +sister. Netta had always aped the fine lady, and made the most of her +few accomplishments; but now it was all like a fairy-tale, and the +heroine was Netta, transformed by some fairy into a princess. By turns +coquettish, affected, simple, languishing, accordingly as she feared she +was too like her natural self--the Netta of the Farm was no more, and +her representative was, to Owen at least, an anomaly. How she could have +acquired such an amount of small talk, and such a mincing speech in nine +months, was an enigma to him. London, Paris, the opera, the fashions, +even the picture galleries, were alternately in her mouth; and she +poured out tea and coffee, and laughed a silly laugh, much to her own +satisfaction, and Owen's disgust, whilst all the men were looking at +her; for assuredly she was very pretty. + +'Owen,' she said, during a sudden pause in rather a noisy conversation, +'I hear Rowland is quite a fashionable preacher. Howel means to ask him +down here, I believe. Miss Simpson went to hear him--didn't you, Miss +Simpson?' + +This was drawled out, and Owen felt very much disposed to get up and +shake his sister, as he had often done when she came from school with +any new airs and graces. But he contented himself with saying,---- + +'Rowly's a capital fellow, Netta, fach, and doing his best. Whether he's +a fashionable preacher or not I don't know, but he kept us all awake at +Llanfach one Sunday for half-an-hour, which is something.' + +'Your brother is so amusing! so _naïf_! I die of him!' said Madame +Duvet. + +'Very original!' remarked Miss Simpson; 'I do like originality--' + +'Then you must like Netta,' said Owen; 'for there was never any one of +our family the least like her.' + +'Oh yes! you are, about the eyes. _Malin!_' said Madame Duvet. + +After breakfast, Owen tried to get Netta a little to himself, but there +were distant calls to make, and drives and rides to be arranged, which +caused him to be unsuccessful in his efforts. So he fell to the lot of +Mr Deep, who took him to see Howel's hunters and dogs, and all the other +wonders of Abertewey. + +'Deep by name, and deep by nature,' was Owen's reflection, after his +morning with his new acquaintance. 'He has managed to get all my secrets +out of me, one excepted; but he has not confided any to me in return. +One thing I suspect, however, that he has a turn for horse-racing and +betting.' + +Howel and Mr Simpson came home about six o'clock; and the whole party, +with the addition of Mr Rice Rice, assembled at dinner. Howel had +ordered his valet to see that 'Captain Prothero' was properly dressed; +and, accordingly, Owen was obliged to put on a smart waistcoat and tie +belonging to Howel, which greatly embellished his outer man, and gave +him increased favour in the eyes of Madame Duvet and Miss Simpson. + +He was more astounded than ever when he saw his sister in her evening +costume. + +'What do you think of her, Owen?' whispered Howel, as he stood literally +gazing at her before dinner. + +'I can't exactly say,' was the reply; 'but she is no longer Netta +Prothero of the Farm.' + +'I should imagine not!' said Howel. 'Pray don't let us talk of farms +here, Owen. I don't like conversation that smells of the shop.' + +'Not even of the old place where we used to steal lollilops?' asked +Owen, maliciously. + +Howel turned away for fear of being overheard, and devoted himself quite +as much to Madame Duvet, as Captain Dancy still did to Netta; and Owen +wondered on. + +Again he looked at Netta, as she sat curled up on a sofa, a mere child +in appearance, but so pretty, in white, with some sort of +cherry-coloured ornaments for dress and head, that no one could possibly +have recognised her as the country belle of twelve months ago. 'Her own +mother would not know her!' thought Howel. 'Poor mother, she would +scarcely care for all this grandeur, though one can't help envying it a +little. I will be off to California, and come home and buy a place, and +see whether Gladys would not be as good a fine lady as Netta.' + +The dinner was grand; the servants were grand; all was grand to Owen's +bewildered imagination. Madame Duvet made such very decided attempts to +talk to him, however, that he was obliged to cease wondering, and to +bring his usually versatile genius into play, in the light of all the +grandeur. He got on so well with the lady, that Howel wondered in his +turn, and after dinner told Owen that he verily believed if he played +his cards well, he might make an impression on the pretty widow. + +'One can do that, I should say, without any cards at all,' said Owen, +showing his white teeth from amidst his big black beard. + +When the ladies had left the dinner-table, Owen began to gain some +insight into the characters and pursuits of Howel's guests. He had not +spent thirteen or fourteen years amongst men of all ranks and all +nations, without having acquired a shrewd judgment, and a tolerable +knowledge of mankind. + +The conversation turned at once upon hunting, racing, steeple-chasing, +billiards, bets, and the like. It was evident that Howel, too, was well +initiated into such matters. Mr Rice Rice asked him when the question of +the hounds was to be decided, and Howel said that kennels were in +preparation, and that he hoped to have a first-rate pack by the winter. +There arose a dispute about a celebrated racer that Howel appeared to +possess in London, and that was expected daily at Abertewey. Howel +declared his intention of letting her run at the Carmarthen races. +Captain Dancy, having heavy stakes on the mare, vowed it might disable +her for the Derby, and words ran high; but Mr Deep interposed, and +changed the subject to that of _rouge et noir_. + +They sat over the dinner-table till nearly eleven o'clock, by which time +they were all more or less exhilarated. Howel's wines were good, his +cellar was well stocked, and he was lavish of everything that might give +him a reputation amongst the Welsh squires that surrounded him, many of +whom still worshipped at the shrine of Bacchus. + +When they joined the ladies, Owen thought the conversation was rather +too loud and boisterous. Captain Dancy alone was quite himself, and made +Netta sing some little French songs to Owen's great amusement. After tea +and coffee had been carried round, a card table appeared, and +_vingt-et-un_ was proposed. The stakes were so high that Owen trembled +for his small stock of wealth? but to his astonishment again, he found +himself, at the end of the evening, a gainer of nearly five pounds, +although he had been most moderate in his own stakes. He was struck with +the eagerness of Madame Duvet and Netta, who entered into the game with +all the avidity of accomplished gamblers. + +It was very late when they finished the game, and nominally retired for +the night, but not late enough to prevent Howel, Captain Dancy, Mr Deep, +and Sir Samuel Spendall from sitting down again to whist. Owen left them +at it, not altogether satisfied with himself or his companions. + +The following day, Owen again tried to get some private conversation +with Howel or Netta, but in vain. The breakfast was even later than the +previous morning, as Howel did not go out fishing, and afterwards there +were more distant calls to make, and Netta was engaged in preparing her +dress with her maid for a dinner-party at Mr Rice Rice's, at which she +desired to appear particularly grand. The gentlemen were playing +billiards part of the day, and riding the rest, in neither of which +amusement Owen joined. Madame Duvet did her best to amuse him, and +succeeded very well, for Owen was far from insensible to the charms of +beauty, and, in spite of Gladys, could not resist flirting a little, in +his own matter-of-fact way, with a pretty woman. + +The three ladies, Captain Dancy and Howel, were the dinner guests at Mr +Rice Rice's, the other gentlemen were invited for the dance in the +evening. Young Rice Rice had given Owen a lame invitation the previous +day, which he had declined; never having been in the habit of visiting +him when at home, he did not choose to do so under Howel's countenance. + +Owen's astonishment was brought to a climax that evening when his sister +appeared dressed for this, her first public appearance on the small +stage of a country-neighbourhood, or, to speak more respectfully, county +visiting. It was Howel's pleasure that she should make it in point lace +and diamonds. Not even to Owen was it whispered that the lace was a +wonderfully good imitation, or that the diamonds, instead of being of +the first water, were first-rate paste; and no one suspected the +deception. The great millionnaire, Howel Jenkins, could well afford to +give his pretty wife the real jewels and lace, and had the credit of so +doing; and as no one, save himself and the jeweller, knew that they were +false, he thought himself a very clever fellow for gaining the +reputation of unbounded liberality upon very small means. Be it said, +however, that his own studs, pin and ring, were real. + +The French maid had eclipsed herself in Netta's toilet, and Owen felt +that if she were not his sister, he must have fallen in love with her +himself. The black roguish eyes sparkled like the brilliants she wore, +and the complexion was scarcely rivalled by the roses she had in her +bouquet. + +Howel looked really proud of her, and it is not surprising that he felt +greatly elevated as he took the reins from the coachman and drove off in +his fine new carriage, drawn by capital horses, and attended by liveried +servants. + +His last whisper to Netta, before they entered Mr Rice Rice's +drawing-room was, 'Keep up your consequence, and don't say, "Yes, +indeed!" every minute.' + +He was determined to keep up his own consequence, and began at once by +patronising everybody present. There were some of the county gentry who +had demurred as to calling on the old miser's son, and who were +astonished at the kind of tone he assumed. They, who had been gravely +considering whether they could possibly shake hands with him, found +themselves on a level with, if not beneath him, at once, by mere +effrontery. There is some truth in the saying that, 'Accordingly as you +think of yourself, others will think of you;' and impudence and riches +combined, together with a certain amount of talent and personal +appearance, can overcome vast worldly obstacles. Besides did he not +bring an unmarried baronet with him--one of the very ancient family of +Spendalls--and the son and daughter of a man of title, and a captain of +the dragoon guards? to say nothing of that fashionable widow, reputed a +fortune. And were there not plenty of young ladies, poor if proud, in +the county, wanting partners, either for dancing or life, or both? + +After that evening, people sneered at home perhaps, but they called and +invited and made much of the master and mistress of Plas Abertewey, +forgetting or ignoring their origin. + +Netta, too, obeyed Howel's last injunction to the best of her ability. +Her youth and beauty were greatly in her favour, and her affectation +covered the shyness and awkwardness that she felt in being suddenly +thrown amongst people upon whom she had formerly looked with awe. The +Nugents were there, but the Gwynnes were absent, and she had the +pleasure of feeling that she had as many, if not more, partners than the +heiress, Miss Nugent, and was much more grandly dressed. As for Miss +Rice Rice, she fell quite into the shade before her. + +Her old friend, Sir Hugh Pryse, was particularly attentive, and talked +to her of Miss Gwynne; and Captain Dancy was as much devoted to her +abroad as at home. Her head was quite turned, and nothing but the +consciousness that Howel was present kept it on her shoulders at all; +but the fear of a lecture for some mistake in manners kept her so much +on her guard, that she got through the evening wonderfully, and achieved +what Mme. Duvet called _un grand succès_. + +And Howel danced, and talked, and introduced his friends, and patronised +everybody, much as if he had been a feudal monarch amongst his barons. +Here and there might have been seen a suppressed smile, as one of the +company whispered to another, 'Where is Mrs Griffey Jenkins to-night? +What would old Griff, the miser, say to those diamonds? I wonder his +very ghost doesn't appear?' but still money won its usual way. And when +Howel's chariot came to the door, there were more surprised and admiring +eyes fixed upon it from the bystanders without, than on that of any +other of the assembled party. As Mrs Griffey Jenkins said when she heard +of the evening gaieties,-- + +'Deet to goodness, and my Howel's was grander than any one. I do answer +for that. Now his is a beauty carriage and horses, and servants as grand +as Queen Victoria's or Prince Albert's, for I did be seeing them in +London myself.' + + + + + + +CHAPTER XXX. + +THE PATRON. + + +Tuesday and Wednesday had passed quickly away, and Thursday brought to +Owen amusements similar to those of the previous days; but no private +intercourse with his relations. In the evening of his third day at +Abertewey, there was a concert at the neighbouring town, huge bills of +which had been posted up on the walls and houses of the said town, +purporting that the entertainment was under the immediate patronage of +Howel Jenkins, Esq. of Plas Abertewey, and his friends. Elegant little +pink and blue programmes were scattered over that patriotic gentleman's +tables, and he had used his eloquent language, and made great efforts to +get together a large party for the occasion. + +It was principally a Welsh concert, he urged, and he considered it right +to patronise native talent. There was the celebrated _Eos_, and the last +representative of the ancient bards, and the best specimen of a Welsh +harper, besides several respectable English singers, and he, for one, +should muster as many supporters as he possibly could. + +He did so, accordingly, and with that spirit of liberality which +characterised him when any popularity was to be acquired thereby +purchased a great number of tickets, and distributed them amongst his +servants and neighbours with majestic grace. He had managed to enlist a +large party at Mr Rice Rice's the previous evening, some of whom were to +dine at Abertewey, and to go thence to the concert; others to meet him +and his friends there. + +Owen felt lost in the grandeur of that evening, and would have been +quite forgotten but for Mme. Duvet, who was constant in her admiration +of him. But it was amusement and wonder enough for him to watch Howel +and Netta, quite _en prince et princesse_, receiving their guests, who, +if not as yet of the aristocracy of the county, were of high +respectability and good position in it. If the host and hostess were +rather desirous of showing how grand they were, their dinner and wines +were so good as to cover their efforts. + +What if their guests remarked, as guests will, gentle reader, when our +backs are turned, that Howel was insufferably purse-proud and conceited, +and his wife as affected and provincial as possible; they did not hear +the friendly notices, and were well content to fill the concert room +with their party, all in full dress, to the admiration of the townsfolk, +and of Mrs Griffey Jenkins in particular. + +Howel had quite forgotten his mother in his general invitation and did +not even see her for some time, seated in a prominent position, and +making one of his own party, to all appearance. She had saved his +character for filial duty by going where he would little have thought of +placing her, and awaiting his arrival, as her pride impelled her to do. +Owen spied her at once, and took Mme. Duvet to the seat next her, on her +left; whilst on her right sat Mr Deep, and nigh to him, of all people in +the world, Mrs Rice Rice, that staunch supporter of family dignity. + +Owen shook hands with Aunt 'Lizbeth, and introduced her to Madame Duvet +and Mr Deep, after having asked them first of all whether they had seen +her previously. + +'I never had that honour,' said Madame Duvet, curtseying. + +'I didn't be going to Abertewey since you was coming there, ma'am,' said +Mrs Griffey, rising and curtseying, to the unspeakable diversion of Mrs +Rice Rice and Mr Deep. + +The reader may remember that Mrs Jenkins was at Abertewey when Howel +made his triumphant entry there, but the following morning he gave her +to understand, as delicately as he could, that the idiomatic +translations of the Welsh language which had been so refreshing in +London, would be better in her native town than at Abertewey, and she +departed accordingly. + +His ire may be imagined, when he suddenly heard the well-known idioms +lavished upon Madame Duvet and Mr Deep, who were enjoying them a great +deal more than the concert, which, being principally in the vernacular, +was not so intelligible and far less amusing. Mrs Jenkins was in her +glory. Never had Mrs Rice Rice been so condescending before. She and Mr +Deep made themselves more agreeable than she had supposed it possible +for such grand people to be, and she frequently glanced at Owen, as much +as to say, 'And I am the person that your father turned out of doors!' + +Owen, on his side, was sorry that he had exposed her to the sarcasm that +she so little understood, and talked to Madame Duvet to withdraw +attention from her. + +As to Howel, his rising sun was obscured--his blushing honours were +dimmed--his majesty, patronage, grandeur were lowered by the propinquity +of his nearest of kin. In the midst of his county friends himself, he +still felt that his mother was making herself ridiculous near at hand; +whilst complimented and thanked for his patriotic support of native +_cos_,[Footnote: Nightingales.] the native idioms rang in his ears, and +he longed to annihilate them altogether. This on his right hand. On his +left, Netta, looking literally like 'a rose in June,' and receiving the +very marked attentions of Captain Dancy, on one side, and of Mr Rice +Rice, junior, on the other. He scarcely knew which was most irritating, +'the idioms,' or her affected giggle. Trite but true is the proverb, +'There is no rose without its thorn;' and Howel was pricked severely by +the thorns surrounding the rose of his first step into popularity. + +Between the acts, and between the songs, Mrs Griffey went on something +in this sort,-- + +'Indeet yes, sir! treue for you there. The Welsh is a splendit language. +My son Howels--there he is to be proving it--do always say so. Ah! +that's "The rising of the lark," I was singing that myself years ago. +London! to be seure! Now there was singing I was hearing at the play. My +son Howels did tak us to the play. I never was hearing or seeing the +like in my life. Seure, the Queen Victoria or Prince Albert don't be +dressing half as fine as the gentlemen and ladies I was seeing act. The +Queen! Oh, Mrs Rice Rice, fach! Ma'am, I was disappointed! Just a bonnet +no better than my doater-in-law's. What, sir! a crown? Not 'sactly a +crown; but I was 'specting to see a queen different from other people. +Hush! I do hear my son Howels cry, "Silence!" and they do be playing "Ap +Shenkin." Not so bad that for Wales, Mrs Rice Rice. My son Howels do +sing beautiful himself, and do play--Hush! look you at him. He don't +like tolking in the music. He, he, he, sir! you do make me laugh. To be +seure I don't mean to be marrying again, though men are so much for +money. I am thinking you gentlemen 'ould be marrying your grandmothers +for the beauty money! Not my son Howels, indeet! He don't be wanting +money. He marry his cousin for love. Hush you! There's Pengoch beginning +a Penyll! You don't be hearing anything like that in England. Ach a fi! +my 'deet, I am sorry. "God save the Queen!" and it don't seem an hour +since they began!' + +Mrs Jenkins stood up with the rest, and beat time emphatically Scarcely +was the last verse of 'God save the Queen' finished, when Howel came up +to his mother, and biting his tongue to keep in his ire, said-- + +'Mother, I will see you safe first!' and without allowing her time to do +more than make a curtsey to her companions, offered her his arm, and led +her quickly down the room. He did not venture to speak to her, but +nodding to one and another as he passed, said, 'I shall be back +directly. I am just going to send my mother home first,' reached the +door, and called for his carriage. It was close at hand, the hour for +ordering the carriages being past; and he speedily put his mother into +it. 'Drive Mrs Jenkins home, and return immediately,' he exclaimed. + +'Which way, ma'am?' asked the servant. + +'Go you down the street, then turn to the right, and the first house +with a railing and steps, and a brass knocker,' said Mrs Jenkins, +exulting as they drove off in her new dignity and importance. Howel, on +the contrary, returned to the concert-room, cursing his folly for having +settled in his native county, and wishing his mother anywhere else. + +Nevertheless, he received the thanks of the conductor of the concert +with bland humility, and expressed his intention of using all his best +efforts in behalf of his country and countrymen. Finally he assisted in +cloaking and shawling the ladies, seeing them to their carriages, and +bidding them condescending good nights. + +For himself, however, he had not a good night, being haunted with the +demons of jealousy and discontent. As soon as Netta and he were alone, +he addressed her in very different tones from those which he had called +forth for the ladies of the concert-room. + +'Netta, why do you let Dancy pay you such attentions?' he began, with a +scowling brow and flashing eye. + +'Why does Mme. Duvet let you pay her such attention?' was Netta's +instant reply. + +Now Netta was too well pleased with herself, and the effect of her +beauty on others, to endure being snubbed, and was very angry that Howel +was not pleased also. + +'Don't be a fool, Netta. You know Madame Duvet is doing all she can to +catch Owen.' + +'Oh! jealous are you? Well, there were plenty of other ladies who let +you pay them attention; why was that I wonder?' + +'I tell you what it is, Netta, I won't allow Dancy to devote himself to +you as he does.' + +'Then you had better tell him so, I ain't going to do it; he's your +friend, and if he admires me, I think you ought to be proud of it.' + +'You did nothing but flirt and giggle with him all the evening. What +with you on one side and my mother on the other, I thought I must have +left the room.' + +'Giggle, indeed; I don't know what you mean, sir; you never eused to say +I giggled.' + +'Can't you say _used_, and not _eused_, you will never cease to be +provincial,' + +'Other folks are provincial, I think, besides me. If you said your own +mother was provincial, it 'ould be true enough.' + +'There again! if you are your own natural self, you leave out all your +_w's_ directly; I wish you would be careful, Netta.' + +'Well, so do the French. I declare I won't speak again to-night, that I +won't, you cross, unnatural, unfeeling fellow; and all because you're +jealous of Owen. Madame Duvet says he's the handsomest man she ever saw, +and that his beard is enough to win any woman's heart.' + +'You had better hold your tongue, I think,' said Howel, stifling a laugh +at the idea of Owen's irresistible beard; 'you never say a word of +sense.' + +'And you never say a kind word,' said Netta, breaking down at that last +attack, and beginning to cry. + +'Now don't blubber, and let all the house hear you.' + +'I wonder whether leaving out a _w_ is half as vulgar as to tell one's +wife not to blubber. But I won't speak to you again. I wish I hadn't +married you, I do.' + +'I wish to heaven you hadn't.' + +At this Netta began to sob very much, and Howel softened somewhat, but +not sufficiently to make any excuse for his conduct; and Netta went to +bed, proud, indignant, and unhappy, and wishing herself back again at +Glanyravon. + +The next morning, Owen remarked that Netta did not speak to Howel at +all, and that she was very reserved and strange in her manner to Captain +Dancy. The captain, however, took no notice of the change, but whilst he +seemed to converse more than usual with Miss Simpson, anticipated all +Netta's wants and wishes with most insinuating tact. Netta, with her +changing colour, and half-pettish, half-shy manner, was still more +attractive than Netta affected and silly. Owen thought that Howel felt +this, for he went behind her chair, and put his hand on her shoulder, +whilst he asked for some more sugar in his tea. Netta's lips pouted, but +her eyes brightened as she said in a half whisper, 'You're sweeter than +you were, Howel.' + +Howel excused the common-place allusion to the sugar, in consideration +of the bright face that looked up at him, and so the storm lulled for +the present. + +This was Owen's fourth day at Abertewey, and it was a facsimile of the +second, with the exception that Mr and Miss Simpson and Mr Deep did not +go to the dinner-party to which the rest went, at a neighbouring country +house, so Owen had company at dinner, and was ordered by Netta to do the +honours. + +Miss Simpson refused to play whist, and Owen declined billiards, so +whilst Mr Deep got as much money as he could out of Mr Simpson, Owen +devoted himself and his captivating beard to Miss Simpson. + +In the course of conversation that young lady informed him that she and +her brother intended leaving Abertewey the following week, and that she +supposed the rest of the party would soon follow for the Ascot Races, +and she hoped Owen would join them; she was sure her papa and mamma +would be very glad to see him. She also let out that her brother, +Captain Dancy, and Howel had heavy bets on the different horses that +were to run, and that she expected there would be great excitement. As +to Mr Deep, nobody quite knew what he did, he was so very reserved and +quiet. + +Owen stayed on at Abertewey day after day, he scarcely knew why. In the +first place, he was very well amused, and liked his quarters. In the +second, his new friends all liked him; the women for his good looks and +open-hearted civility, the men, because he took his own course and did +not interfere with them, and was a very amusing fellow besides. In the +third place, he stayed on because he felt anxious about Howel and Netta +and their way of beginning life. He had been a man careless of money +himself all his days, but he had been, as the saying goes, no one's +enemy but his own--he feared that Howel might turn out, not only his own +foe but the foe of others, since he perceived that the propensities of +his unmonied youth were strengthening and maturing in his monied +manhood. He had no opinion of any man who would fleece another, and he +saw that Howel and Mr Deep were preying upon the simple, conceited Mr +Simpson, and the careless, lavish Sir Samuel Spendall. As to Mr Deep, he +watched his opportunity of outwitting either of the four as it offered. + +Saturday came and passed, as usual, in visiting and gambling. A good +many of the sporting men of the country called to see Howel's famous +race-horse, Campaigner, in training for the St Leger, and to indulge in +a little of the sporting gossip of the day, whilst their womankind +indulged in more general, and equally intellectual, country gossip. Some +of the young men stayed to dinner, and when Miss Simpson had duly played +her waltzes, and Netta had gone through her French songs, _vingt-et-un_ +was proposed. + +Owen took his customary place by Madame Duvet, and played his usual +game. But he had not the luck of the previous evening, and soon lost the +five pounds he then won, and very nearly the little he possessed +besides. When he knew that he was within a few shillings of bankruptcy +he said,-- + +'I am very sorry to leave such agreeable society, but if I play any more +I shall never get to sea. Look at my purse!' holding it up and shaking +it, 'it is very nearly empty.' + +'Luck will change,' said Madame Duvet. 'You shall go partners with me,' +pointing to a large heap of money and counters. + +'I should be only too happy if I could bring anything to the bank, said +Owen; 'but I am too proud to be a penniless partner.' + +'You need only bring yourself,' said Madame Duvet, lowering her voice, +and giving such a glance from a pair of fine black eyes as few men could +have withstood. + +Perhaps Owen would have yielded to it, for he was by no means a hero, +had not a sudden vision of Gladys passed before his mind, followed by +one of his mother, just as he had seen her when she bade him that last +solemn good-night only the Tuesday in that very week. How the vision +came he knew not, nor did he pause to ask; but it gave him strength to +resist the temptation to begin regular gambling, a vice he had hitherto +steadily avoided. + +'No,' he said, with a merry laugh; 'I cannot afford to run into debt.' + +'Mortgage those entailed farms of yours,' said Howel. 'I wouldn't mind +lending you a trifle on them.' + +'And I will lend you five pounds without a mortgage,' said Netta. + +'Can't afford to borrow or mortgage,' laughed Owen. 'Besides it is +nearly Sunday morning, and we must all break up directly,' so he slipped +away from his seat, looked on for a few minutes, and when the party were +again absorbed in their game, went to bed. + +'Well,' he thought; 'I am not as particular as I ought to be, I know, +myself; but to play cards into Sunday morning! I could not do this. What +would my poor mother say of Netta if she knew it? I will have a serious +conversation with her to-morrow, when I suppose she will have an hour to +spare, and be off on Monday. I almost wish I had never come. That Madame +Duvet, too! One cannot help paying her attention, and she is very +handsome and agreeable; but even if there were no Gladys, she wouldn't +suit me; and here am I almost making her believe--Pashaw! She don't care +for me. What a vain fellow I am! But, I suppose, as Netta says, they +admire my beard. All but Gladys, who won't even look at it, or me. I +wonder what she would think of me in the midst of all these fine people, +dressed up in Howel's London attire! At any rate I shouldn't be half as +worthy of her good opinion as when I carried that unfortunate mash to +the Alderney, which caused the rumpus with my father. How beautiful the +girl looked, leaning upon that fortunate animal; and what a fool I made +of myself on the other side of her! Well, I was never so happy at home +before; and I know it isn't right to leave my father and mother; and I +have never done any good all my life; and I, the eldest son, and very +nearly thirty years of age! Poor uncle and aunt gave me an education, to +very little purpose I fear; and I shall have to answer for the use I +have made of it, just as those Sabbath-breakers downstairs will have to +answer for profaning this holy day. Half of it is the force of example. +Here is Howel leading Netta to destruction, just as Gladys might lead me +to--heaven, I verily believe. Rowland used to argue with me about +individual responsibility, and I suppose he was in the right of it.' + + + + + + +CHAPTER XXXI. + +THE PATRON'S WIFE. + + +The following morning, Netta was not well, and did not appear at the +breakfast-table. Howel said she had a bad headache, and did not intend +going to church. + +Breakfast was hurried over to prepare for a six miles' drive to church, +and the carriage conveyed the two ladies and three of the gentlemen +thither, resplendent with fashion and emblazoned prayer-books. Mr Deep +did not go, and Owen determined to remain at home, in order to secure +the desired conversation with Netta. + +Mr Deep, however, seized upon him first of all. + +It had not escaped that keen observer, that Howel had hinted the +previous evening that Owen possessed property in reversion; which, +indeed, he did, inasmuch as his father was a small landed proprietor, +and had several farms of his own, descended to him from his father, and +entailed upon Owen. + +Mr Deep was reading some racing calendar, and called Owen's attention to +his brother-in-law's name in connection with the names of men of note on +the turf. Also to his horse, Campaigner as being one of those entered +for the Ascot races. + +Then he went very cautiously to work to see whether he could not induce +Owen to bet; but he, holding up again his nearly empty purse, laughed +his merry laugh, and said,-- + +'I am not to be caught, Mr Deep. I hate horse-racing, and never laid a +wager of any kind in my life. That is the only redeeming point in my +character. Wild enough I have been, and roving all my life, but I never +gambled. Excuse me now, as I must go and see my sister.' + +He went accordingly to Netta's room, and after knocking at the door, +and hearing that she was still in bed, entered unceremoniously. He was +at once struck with the difference between the Netta of the farm, in her +little muslin night-cap, that he had often fairly pulled off, to get her +to promise to leave the pretty white-curtained bed, and the lady of +Abertewey, in lace and fine linen, reclining beneath satin drapery, in a +room furnished most luxuriously. + +'Well, Netta, I have you alone at last; and now, if your head is not +very bad, we will have a regular old-fashioned gossip,' said Owen, +stooping to kiss the pretty flushed face of the little sister he dearly +loved, despite her follies. + +'Did you stop at home for me, Owen? How very kind! I don't think any one +else would,' said Netta. + +'Oh, yes, many others would if it were necessary; but I wanted to have +you all to myself. Now I know you have been longing to ask me a hundred +questions, but have never got beyond "How are they all at home?" yet.' + +Netta blushed, and stammered out, as an apology, that she had never been +at leisure one minute all the week. + +By degrees she began to talk of home and her parents, and Owen was glad +to find that as she did so she returned to her old, natural self. He +told her everything that had happened at Glanyravon since she left it, +save and except what related to Gladys. He never even mentioned her +name. + +Netta had various ebullitions of temper during their conversation and +declared herself greatly aggrieved by her father's conduct. + +'But it is just as well,' she said, 'for our positions are so different +that we should never have got on comfortably. Howel is determined never +to make up with father.' + +'I am afraid he is not likely to have the option,' said Owen, gravely. +'But you should write and beg his pardon, Netta; you know you acted +directly contrary to his wishes.' + +'I think I would write, Owen, but Howel won't hear of it; he gets +furious if I even name Glanyravon, and can't bear any of 'em except +you.' + +'Netta, I think you must use your influence to keep Howel from so much +horse-racing and betting and card-playing.' + +'He don't care for what I say, and goes in a passion when I advise him.' + +'But surely you needn't play yourself as you do, and so late! Only think +what my mother--' + +'Nonsense, Owen. That would be very fine for Rowland; but you needn't +take to lecturing. You never were a pattern brother or son either.' + +Owen felt his sister's words more keenly than she intended. + +'You are right, Netta, but I hope to mend. I must go away to-morrow in +order that I may begin. I mean to make some money this next voyage, and +come home, and set up as a steady fellow and good son.' + +'And marry Madame Duvet? Do you know she is regularly in love with you? +and they say she has a large fortune in France.' + +'There it may remain for me. But I wish you wouldn't play cards +Sundays.' + +'They all do it in Paris, Owen, and what's the harm? Besides, it was +only Saturday night; and we never do play Sundays, as you will see +to-day. By-the-bye, what's gone with that Methodistical, lack-a-daisical +Gladys? Is mother as mad about her as ever?' + +'She saved your mother's life when there was no one else to nurse her, +and is an angel, if ever there was one!' + +Netta opened her large black eyes very wide, and burst out laughing. + +'_Ma foi_! is that the last? Well, indeed! I never should have suspected +her of making an impression. But she's deep enough for anything. How +would father like that? Irish beggar against Abertewey! Come, Howel's +better than that any day. + +'Handsome is that handsome does,' said Owen, getting very red. 'And +Gladys has done well ever since she's been at Glanyravon by every one +belonging to us, not excepting yourself.' + +'Very much obliged to her, I am sure,' said Netta, suddenly sitting up +in bed, and forgetting her headache. 'She needn't trouble herself about +me. I fancy we are never likely to cross one another again, unless she +chances to come a-begging to Abertewey, and then perhaps--' + +'And then perhaps you would give her a penny and send her on to starve. +Oh! Netta, Netta, how were you ever my mother's daughter? But once for +all, Netta, I will never hear one word spoken against Gladys. _I_ at +least am thankful that I still have a mother, and I owe it to her.' + +'Dear me! you needn't be in such a huff directly, Owen. How was I to +suppose you were in love with an Irish--I beg your pardon, with Miss +Gladys O'Grady, County Kilkenny, Ireland? A very pretty name, to be +sure! But if you don't go away I shall never be dressed by the time they +come from church. There, go like a good boy. I 'ont offend you any +more.' + +'I will go as soon as you have told me what you and Howel did in Paris. +I seem to know nothing of your proceedings for ages past.' + +'It was dreadfully dull there at first, and I thought I should have +died of it. I quite longed to be at home again. Howel was a great deal +out, and I was alone; but then he gave me a singing master, and a French +and dancing mistress, and made me work as hard as if I was at school +again. In about a month Captain Dancy and Mr Simpson came over, and it +was much more pleasant. We used to go to the opera and the play nearly +every night, and Captain Dancy introduced me to Madame Duvet, and she +introduced me to a great many other ladies, English and French, and we +had a good deal of fun. I went to balls and parties, and picture +galleries, and the Champs Elysées, and all the fashionable places.' + +'But where did Howel meet with Mr Deep?' interrupted Owen. + +'Oh! he used to be with him from the first. They are very old friends, +Howel says, and have known one another for years; he is a very +fashionable man, an attorney by profession. Simpson says that the races +couldn't go on without him.' + +'I should think not,' said Owen, smiling; 'at all events, Mr Simpson's +races would be at a stand still without him. Did you, did Howel play +much abroad?' + +'Yes, I learned from Madame Duvet? and I think Howel and Mr Deep and the +other gentlemen used to play all day. You know they have nothing else to +do in Paris. It would be very dull there without cards.' + +'Poor Netta! is that what you learned with your little bit of French?' + +'I assure you, Owen, Monsieur Letellier and a dozen other Frenchmen said +I had a beautiful accent, and that they would have thought I was born in +Paris.' + +Owen laughed heartily, and Netta was offended, and told him to go away. +Just as he was in the act of obeying, Howel appeared. + +'What! not up, Netta? How's the head? Owen, there's a letter for you. +Llanfach post-mark, and from a lady? such a neat, pretty, ladylike hand! +How sly you are to have lady correspondents, and not let us know who the +charmer is!' + +'Let me see the direction,' said Netta, trying to get the letter from +her brother. + +'No, no,' said Owen. 'I must keep my secret for the present when it is +all settled you shall know.' + +'It makes you blush, however,' laughed Howel. + +'Is it Mary Jones, or Anne Jenkins, or Amelia Lewis, or Miss Richards, +doctor, or Jemima Thomas--or--or--perhaps it is Gladys. Ha, ha! do you +know, Howel, Owen's last is mother's Irish girl, Gladys?' + +'Really?' sneered Howel. 'My mother tells me that she ran away from +Glanyravon, and report says with somebody we know of. But report was +false as usual; and she turns up again as Miss Gwynne's lady's maid. +Miss Gwynne is about as eccentric as the rest of the clique, and I wish +her joy of her bargain. The girl is a beauty, certainly, but--' + +'Hush, Howel!' cried Netta; 'Owen was nearly boxing my ears about her +just now.' + +'Not exactly, Netta,' said Owen, smothering rising anger, and looking +very red; 'but I won't hear a word said against her either by man or +woman. I am going to read my letter now, and you are going to get up, so +I won't stop here any longer,' and Owen left the room. + +He went at once to his own bedroom, where he hastily broke open the +letter Howel had given him, and read as follows:-- + + 'GLANYRAVON PARK, _May_----. + + 'SIR,--I hope you will excuse my boldness in writing to you; but + having heard that you are at Abertewey, I take the liberty of doing + so, to tell you that your leaving home has made us all very + unhappy. Oh! Mr Owen, if you would only go back and see your dear + mother and honoured father, and learn how lonely they are without + you, I think you would give up the sea, or at least remain with + them for some time. If you would write to the master, or say a few + gentle words to him, he would overlook your going to see your + sister, I am almost sure; and, indeed, it breaks my heart to know + that I was the cause of your going away so suddenly, after you had + been so long at home, and so good to your parents. + + 'Then, dear Mr Owen, you, who have been always so kind to me, a + poor orphan wanderer, and beggar at your father's gate, do, I pray + you, add this one favour more to the many you have done me, and + return to your parents, to take leave of them at least before you + go away. Hoping you will forgive my writing to you on this subject, + believe me to remain, Mr Owen, your obedient and grateful servant, + GLADYS O'GRADY.' + +When Owen had read this letter twice, he devoutly kissed it, and +exclaimed,-- + +'This favour, Gladys! ay, and a thousand more, if you will only write to +me, and let one little "_dear_" slip in unawares every time you ask one. +I suppose I had better write to father to-day, and follow my letter +to-morrow.' + +Owen sat down at once, and wrote the following brief epistle:-- + + 'MY DEAR FATHER,--If I have offended you in any way, I am very + sorry. I didn't mean to do so, and shall return to-morrow to ask + pardon in person; but, remember, I am just as much in love with + Gladys as ever, and don't mean to curry favour about her. With best + love to mother, I am, your affectionate son, OWEN.' + +That day at luncheon Owen announced his intention of leaving Abertewey +the following morning. + +'To see the fair lady who wrote that neat note?' said Howel. + +'Probably so,' replied Owen. + +'Where are you going? We shall miss you dreadfully,' said Madame Duvet, +with an entreating glance. + +'I fear we must all leave on Tuesday or Wednesday,' said Miss Simpson: +'at least if you still intend going to London with us, Madame Duvet. I +have had a letter from home, positively refusing any further extension +of leave, and my brother promises to return with me.' + +'We may as well all go together, then,' said Captain Dancy, 'as I must +be in town this week; and Deep goes up on Tuesday. When are you coming, +Jenkins?' + +'Only in time for Ascot. I cannot leave home until to-morrow week, and +shall probably only remain the race week. Mrs Jenkins is not going up, +and I shall not like to leave her long alone. Owen, you must come over +and see her when I am away.' + +'I think you had better stay at home, Howel. You will run less risk in +taking care of Netta than you will at Ascot.' + +'Thanks for your advice, but I know my own business best.' + +'I beg your pardon, Howel, I meant no offence. But although I am going +home, I don't know how long I may stay there. Perhaps shall be off to +sea in a few days.' + +'I will use your own words,' said Madame Duvet, 'and say better stay at +home, and take care of--let me see--yourself, I suppose. You will run +less risk than at sea.' + +Owen laughed, and said he would not reply in Howel's words, as he was +not sure that he knew his own business best. But he did not add that he +should like to take care of Madame Duvet as she wished him to do. + +Neither did that afternoon and evening at Abertewey improve Owen's +opinion of its inmates. French novels and betting-books were their +sermons, and he longed to take his poor little sister Netta away from +the contamination of such society. But she came downstairs after +luncheon was over, gay and bright in dress and person, and ready for any +amount of frivolity. Her countenance clouded over, when she heard how +soon the party was to be broken up; but when Howel assured her he +should be only a week absent, and that he would take her to town in +June, it cleared again. + +Owen took his leave of Abertewey the following morning. Netta whispered +'Give my love to mother,' and had a very large tear in her black eye, as +he walked away, the remembrance of which often haunted him in after +days. Howel told him to come again whenever he liked, and accompanied +him as far as the lodge on his homeward journey. + +When he reached Glanyravon, he found his mother prepared to receive him +with joyful love. His father came in soon after his return, and greeted +him as he expected, with a very wrathful lecture, which he bore +patiently, and to which he replied as follows:-- + +'Thank you, father; I am much obliged to you for all your abuse, but I +don't think I deserve it. As I am of age, and a few years past that +period, you must let me have a will of my own.' + +'I think you have always had one,' roared the farmer. + +'Yes, but not at home, father. I was obliged to run away to get it. But +now I mean to stay at home if you will let me. Gladys is gone away, so I +don't stay on her account.' + +'I'm not seure of that. You never stayed on ours.' + +'Well, I will now. But I can't promise to give up Netta. I've had enough +of Abertewey, and don't mean to go there any more as far as I can see at +present, and that's all I can say about that matter. As for Gladys, I +suppose I must get her consent and yours to marry her, and when I've got +them you won't object, I suppose?' + +'I think you'd best go off to sea again. I don't want any agreements +made here.' + +'I am not going to make any agreements, but as I am your eldest son, and +the only one able and willing to stay at home and help you and mother, I +do not see why you should wish to send me off to sea again, now that I +really would be of use to you. I know that I have not been what I ought +to have been to you hitherto, and my desire is to make up for the past +as well as I can. So, father, you had better take me whilst I am in the +humour, and see what you can make of me. Hit the nail while it is hot, +and don't discourage me at first starting, or I shall never get on. You +know I'm very shy, and want some one to lend me a helping hand. If +you're not too hard upon me you may make something useful of me yet.' + +Owen put his hand on his father's shoulder, as he wound up his speech, +in a coaxing, boyish way, that had always proved irresistible. The +honest farmer pished and pshawed, and tried to get into a fresh +passion, but meeting Owen's saucy eyes, fairly broke down. + +'I tell you what it is, Owen, you're a regular scamp, and always were; +but you know better than any of 'em to come over me, so--now, don't be a +fool, mother! Just because the good-for-nothing young scoundrel promises +to stay at home you must begin to cry. Name o' goodness hold your +tongue, and don't be coaxing and kissing me, and all that nonsense. He +'out keep his promise a month, you shall see.' + +'So she shall, father, and you and I will shake hands upon it, and I'll +be a good boy, and never be naughty any more.' + +Father and son shook hands, and mother and son embraced, and future +chapters will show whether Owen kept his word. + + + + + + +CHAPTER XXXII. + +THE MAN OF THE WORLD. + + +Two or three months passed, and no particular event happened either at +the park or farm, and summer came round again. Gladys was now +established at the former, and Owen at the latter, but although they had +seen one another frequently at church or at a distance, they had +scarcely spoken since they parted on the evening of their remarkable +meeting in the cow-house. Gladys scrupulously avoided Owen, and all his +endeavours to fall in with her were fruitless. + +Colonel Vaughan was again at Glanyravon, and Freda was in buoyant +spirits. So, indeed, were her neighbours, the Nugents,--Miss Nugent in +particular. She was to be of age in a few days, and grand preparations +were making to celebrate the event. + +On the morning on which we take up our Glanyravon narrative Miss Nugent +is inflicting herself upon Miss Gwynne, who longs to tell her to go +away, but is too polite to do so. + +'You know, Freda,' she says, 'I have been longing to be of age for +yearth. Mamma ath been tho thrict, and kept me tho clothe, that I never +dared to thpeak to a gentleman. Now I can do ath I like.' + +'And what will you have to say?' asked Freda, bluntly. 'I never hear you +venture upon many topics, when you have an opportunity.' + +'Oh, Freda! there are tho many thingth.' + +'Just tell me one or two.' + +'Let me thee. Ballth and contherth, and the opera when I go to London, +and--and--muthic--' + +'Is that all?' + +'You are tho tirethome, Freda; of courthe there are other thingth, but +one cannot think of them all at onthe. Every one ithent tho clever ath +you. Colonel Vaughan thaid I talked quite enough for any young lady. +Gentlemen didn't like ladieth who talked too much.' + +'Indeed! Where was your mamma when he said that?' + +'Oh! the didn't hear him. Do you know I think the liketh Colonel +Vaughan, and ith jealouth of me. He thaid he would come down when I came +of age, and tho he did, you see, Freda.' + +'To your mamma, or you?' + +'To me quite alone. But you needn't look tho croth and fierthe, Freda. I +couldn't help hith being polite to me, and paying me complimenth.' + +'What compliments?' + +'Oh! I can't tell you, he thaid so much about my lookth, that I am thure +he made me bluth.' + +'Did you believe him?' + +'Yeth; and I think he liketh me better than mamma.' + +'Do you think there is any one else in the world besides your mamma and +yourself?' + +'Well, yeth, of courth.' + +'Then why don't you sometimes talk of some one else? Do you like Colonel +Vaughan, for instance?' + +'Oh! I never thaw any one in my life I like tho much, except Rowland +Prothero. He ith younger. Mamma thaith--' + +'There again, Wilhelmina!' + +'I forgot--you are tho quick, Freda. Don't you like Colonel Vaughan?' + +'Pretty well sometimes.' + +'What a colour you have, Freda. You thouldn't draw tho much. I with I +had a tathte for drawing. Colonel Vaughan drawth tho well!' + +'What can his drawing well have to do with your drawing?' + +'He would look over my drawing then ath he doth yourth, Freda. He thaith +you are very clever. But you mutht be nearly five-and-twenty, Freda; and +he thaith no woman ought ever to be more than twenty-one,' + +'When did he favour you with that remark? I think I once heard him say +twenty-five was the most charming age of all.' + +At this part of the conversation the subject of it entered the room, and +whilst Freda's colour rose higher and higher, and she stooped more +closely over her drawing, Miss Nugent got up and greeted him with great +delight. Freda made up her mind not to speak, that she might listen to +the conversation that ensued. + +'Are all the preparations progressing, Miss Nugent? What are we to do to +celebrate the great event?' asked the colonel. + +'There ith to be an oxth roathed for the poor people, and tea on the +lawn, and a ball in the evening, you know, colonel.' + +'Oh, yes, I am looking forwards to that, and to the first dance. +Remember you promised me.' + +'Oh, yeth, I am thure of plenty of partnerth.' + +'I should imagine so. We men must have very bad taste if we let you sit +down. Did you walk here this morning?' + +'No, I rode. The hortheth are taken round. I have been here a long time +with Freda. It ith thuch a nice morning, ithn't it, Colonel Vaughan?' + +'Delightful! What do you mean to do when you are your own mistress? I +quite fancy how grand you will feel when you have struck the magic +hour.' + +'I darethay I thall be jutht the thame, unleth I get married.' + +Freda glances up, and perceives a smile of amusement on Colonel +Vaughan's lips, and the usual calm inanity on Miss Nugent's handsome +features. + +'That will depend on yourself, I am sure,' said the colonel. + +Freda looks again, and sees the colonel's magnificent eyes fixed on the +young lady, who returns his glance, and simpers out,-- + +'I darethay it will.' + +Colonel Vaughan turns suddenly, and encounters Freda's glance. + +'How does the drawing get on Freda? Capitally! What a sky! quite +artistic.' + +This is said whilst looking over Freda's shoulder, but she does not +respond to the remark. + +'I wath jutht thaying I with I could draw. It mutht be thuth a nithe +amuthement.' + +'Very. How is Lady Mary, to-day? I am ashamed to say I forgot to ask for +her.' + +'Very well, thank you. The thaid you promithed to come over and help to +arrange the decorationth. I hope you will.' + +'Thank you, yes. Perhaps Miss Gwynne will ride over with me to-morrow; +will you, Freda?' + +'I am engaged to-morrow,' said Freda shortly. + +'You will come at any rate, if Freda won't?' said Miss Nugent; 'the +alwayth thayth the ith engaged when we athk her. Now, don't be engaged +on Thurthday. I muth go now; will you be tho kind ath to ring for the +hortheth, Colonel Vaughan?' + +The horses were ordered, and the colonel assisted the young heiress to +mount. She looked remarkably well on horseback, and even Freda was +obliged to allow that she and her grey mare would have made a fine +equestrian statue. She saw Colonel Vaughan look at her, and even watch +her down the drive. When he returned to the drawing-room, he said,-- + +'What is the matter, Miss Freda? Have the domestic deities been adverse +this morning? I am afraid you are very--cross,' + +'Thank you, Colonel Vaughan. I am not at all--cross.' + +'Have I had the misfortune to offend you?' + +'You? by no means. But I do not wish to assist in any of the Nugent +decorations. I am not so fond of the family as you may imagine; Lady +Mary and Miss Nugent are less than indifferent to me. Lady Mary is a +mere manoeuvrer, that no straightforward person could like; and Miss +Nugent is a mere handsome wax figure, with such clever machinery inside, +that she can literally say the words, "mamma thaith." I have heard of a +doll who could say "mamma," but she is still cleverer.' + +'Colonel Vaughan bit his lips, knit his forehead, but smiled. 'You are +severe upon your neighbours, Freda.' + +'Do you admire them, then? do you think Miss Nugent altogether charming? +or will she be perfect in your eyes the day after to-morrow?' + +'If perfection consists in being a beauty and an heiress, I need not go +away from Glanyravon to seek one, Freda.' + +'Do you stereotype your compliments? I hear that you pay them wherever +you go, and I hate compliments, particularly from people whose good +opinion I value. Besides, I am neither a beauty nor an heiress, and to +be complimented in almost the same words as Miss Nugent is too +contemptible.' + +'You do not suppose that I class you together, Freda?' + +'I am thankful to say that you cannot do that, Colonel Vaughan, at least +if I know myself at all; but, after all, I may be infinitely her +inferior.' + +Freda got up from her drawing with a very flushed face. She knew that +she had said more than she meant to say, and that Colonel Vaughan was +scrutinising her with his calm, collected mind and penetrating eyes. + +'I am going out now, and you promised to ride with papa, I think,' she +said abruptly. + +'But you must not go until you have told me how I have displeased you,' +said Colonel Vaughan, rising and detaining her. He had such a power over +her that he always wormed her thoughts out of her. + +'I did not like to hear you saying what you did not mean, to Miss +Nugent,' said Freda, as if she were obliged to make a confession; 'and I +think it beneath a man like you to pay frivolous compliments to a girl +you must despise.' + +'Oh, is that all! I make a point of complimenting handsome girls, _pour +passer le temps_; it is the only way of getting on with half of them. +You must forgive me this once.' + +Freda looked at him, and even he, clever as he was, could not tell +whether her glance expressed pity, contempt, or love. She turned away, +and left the room without speaking; he made another movement to detain +her, but she was gone; his thoughts were as follows:-- + +'Charming girl! yes, she is charming: of a truthful, noble, trusting +nature; still too _prononcée_ for a woman. I scarcely think I love, much +as I must admire that sort of girl; and as a wife, I should be afraid of +her. Yet she provokes me, interests me. She is jealous of those Nugents, +and if she doesn't take care, they will cut her out, mother and +daughter, with their manoeuvres and wax; and she will be heiress of +Glanyravon no longer. Better the waxen heiress, Miss Nugent, with thirty +thousand pounds in possession in some thirty-six hours, than the iron +heiress, Miss Gwynne, with Glanyravon _in futuro_. + +'Moreover, the one may be moulded into any shape one pleases--the other +must have her own opinion, and her own way, unless a man beat her into +subjection. Certainly, few people were ever more fortunately, or +perplexingly placed, than I am just now. + +'Between two young women, handsome, rich, of good family; if I mistake +not, in love with me, and to be had for the asking. But if I married +Freda, Mr Gwynne would marry Lady Nugent directly; and then one could +tell what would become of the property. If, on the other hand, I were to +marry Miss Nugent, I should incur the utmost contempt of which Miss +Gwynne is capable, and should not wholly esteem myself. But why am I +thinking of marrying at all? Because I am forty years old, and found a +grey hair in my whiskers yesterday; because I am tired of an unsettled +life, and should like to clear off the old place, and end my days there; +and because, after all, a married man has a better position than a +single one. If that girl Gladys were in the place of either heiress, I +would not hesitate a moment. I declare she would grace a coronet; no +wonder all the young men round are in love with her. And yet, meet her +when I will, I can scarcely get more than 'yes,' and 'no,' out of her. + +'It is utterly impossible she can be what she seems, or is supposed to +be. I never saw more thoroughly aristocratic beauty in our most +aristocratic circles. Miss Nugent is as handsome as a woman can well be, +in form and feature; but her eyes are like two frozen pools, whereas +this Gladys, are literally two deep blue lakes with stars shining into +them, or out of them, or something or other that a poet would describe +better than I do. Well, what a fool I am! "A dream of fair women," in my +fortieth year, just as I dreamt of them in my sixteenth. The Fates must +decide for me, only I wish they would clear up the mystery that hangs +over that girl, and give her Miss Nugent's thirty thousand pounds.' + +Such were the thoughts that rushed through Colonel Vaughan's mind, as he +sat, apparently looking at Freda's drawing in the place that she had +vacated. We have unveiled a portion of his mind, because he is too good +a tactician to unveil it himself. It is needless to say that this +fascinating man, who has that nameless power which some men possess of +making all women love him, has himself no heart to bestow on any one. +Beyond the gratification of the moment, he is totally indifferent to all +the consequences of his powers. He is not a bad man, he would not do +anything that the world--his world, at least--would consider +dishonourable; but as to reflecting upon the cruelty of inflicting +wounds, never to be healed, upon the hearts of young ladies--why, he +would as soon reflect upon the wounds he gave an enemy in the +battle-field. He considers Cupid as fair game as Mars, and thinks that +if women will be weak, and if he is irresistible, it is no fault of his, +but rather their and his misfortune. + +Young ladies! the vulgar saying that a woman should never give her heart +to a man until she is asked for it, is, like many vulgar sayings, a good +one. Colonel Vaughan is the type of a class amongst which all are liable +to be thrown; and although men of his talent, knowledge of the world, +and apparent sincerity are rare, you may each of you meet with one such. +If you do, beware of falling in love with him until he plainly tells you +that he is in love with you, and asks if you are willing to marry him. + +Colonel Vaughan leaves the drawing-room in search of Mr Gwynne, humming +a little Scotch air, the _refrain_ of which is 'and troth I'll wed ye +a,' a thing he has often wished he could actually do. + +He finds Mr Gwynne in his library, and reminds him of the promised ride. +The horses are ordered, and they are soon trotting down the drive. As if +by mutual consent, they take the turn that leads to Pentre, Lady Mary +Nugent's place. It is about a mile from Glanyravon, and beautifully +situated on a hill that commands a fine prospect of dale, wood, and +river. + +The handsome mother and daughter are at home, and hail the arrivals +with great glee. As Lady Mary is not at all certain that Colonel +Vaughan's attentions are not exclusively meant for her, she divides her +civilities with a charming tact between the two gentlemen, and looks so +captivating whilst she does so, that the colonel wishes that her +statue-like daughter had a little of her animation. + +Everything that art and taste can devise is collected to adorn the +ladies and their abode, and if nature is lacking within doors, she is +profuse in her gifts without. + +There is nothing worth recording in the conversation; if Colonel Vaughan +had thought it over afterwards, he would probably have laughed at the +platitudes he had uttered, and wondered why people paid morning visits. +The coming of age was a grand topic, and the colonel promised to go +again the following day, and 'help in the decorations.' + +When the gentlemen took their leave, Mr Gwynne proposed a ride through +his plantations, which he was improving and enlarging. They went +accordingly. On their way they stopped at a small farm to inquire for +one of Mr Gwynne's tenants, who was dangerously ill. Mr Gwynne +dismounted, and as he entered the house, Gladys came out; she curtseyed +as she passed Colonel Vaughan, who said,-- + +'How is the invalid, Gladys? I take it for granted you have been to see +him.' + +'Yes, sir, Miss Gwynne sent me with some jelly. He is better, I hope?' + +'And are you going home now?' + +'Yes, sir.' + +'Stay one moment; will you give the poor man this half-crown when you +see him again?' + +Gladys approached, and took the half-crown, but with it there was +half-a-sovereign. + +'The rest is for yourself, to do what you like with,' added the colonel, +in a low voice. + +'Thank you, sir, but I never take money,' said Gladys, leaving the gold +in his hand, 'I do not need it.' + +'Give it to the poor, then,' said the colonel, letting it drop, and +looking annoyed. + +'Certainly, sir, if you wish it; I will tell Miss Gwynne, and she will +know to whom to give it.' + +'By no means--I mean it for you.' + +'Sir, you will excuse me, I would rather not,' said Gladys, curtseying +again, and hastening on. + +Colonel Vaughan called to a boy who was near, and told him to pick up +the money and give it to him. + +'How often does that young lady come here?' he asked. + +'Almost every day, sir,' was the reply. + +'At what time?' + +'In the afternoon, sir, from three to five, or thereabouts.' + +'Goes back in time to help Miss Gwynne dress for dinner,' thought the +colonel; 'what a lovely face it is! And what grace of movement.' + +He watched Gladys cross the farm-yard, and disappear in the plantations, +through which there was a private path to the house. + +Mr Gwynne and he passed her again as they rode on, and she curtseyed +once more, Mr Gwynne nodding to her kindly as she looked at him. + +'Who _is_ that girl, Mr Gwynne?' + +'Oh! my daughter's maid, I believe. A very pretty, modest young woman, +and all that sort of thing. Freda is very fond of her.' + +They struck into another path, and Colonel Vaughan saw no more of Gladys +that day, though he peeped into various stray corners of the house in +the hope of doing so. Moreover, he found Freda captious and cross, and +particularly annoyed at his and her father's visit to Pentre. He +punished her by playing chess with her father nearly all the evening, +and leaving her to a variety of reflections that were anything but +satisfactory to her. + + + + + + +CHAPTER XXXIII. + +THE TEMPTER. + + +'I particularly wish you to go, Gladys, and there will be plenty of +time. He was worse when I saw him yesterday, and I promised to send you +to-day to read to him, and take him some wine. I shall not want you till +five, and my dress is quite ready. They dine at half-past six, and the +evening party are invited for nine, I believe.' + +This was said by Miss Gwynne to Gladys, at about half-past two o'clock, +on the day of Miss Nugent's festivities. + +'Very well, ma'am,' said Gladys, 'I will make as much haste as +possible.' + +'Do you know where Colonel Vaughan is, Gladys?' asked Miss Gwynne. + +'I heard some one say, ma'am, that he and Mr Gwynne had walked to +Pentre, to see the dinner on the lawn.' + +'Oh! By the way, would you have liked to have gone to see these said +diversions? If so, I can send some one else with the wine.' + +'Oh no, thank you, ma'am. I would much rather walk to see poor Lloyd.' + +'Then you had better make haste.' + +Gladys was soon on her way, through the wood, to the farm mentioned in +the last chapter. She thoroughly enjoyed her walk on that lovely July +day, and thought she had never heard the birds sing so sweetly before. + +In truth, Gladys had not been so happy since her sorrows as she was now. +She felt independent, and placed in a position where she knew her exact +duties. She devoted herself and her time wholly to Miss Gwynne, and was +repaid, not only by regular wages, but by kindness, and even affection +from her mistress. + +There was increased colour on her cheek, brightness in her eyes, mirth +in her smile, elasticity in her step, and life in her whole being as she +entered the cottage whither she was sent. + +She found her patient better, and having given him some wine, read to +him, and helped his wife to make his bed. She was preparing to leave the +farm, when Owen made his appearance. He came, ostensibly to see the sick +man, but prefaced his visit to him by shaking hands with Gladys, and +talking to her. + +When she left the house, he followed her into the yard. + +'I have caught you at last, Gladys. You always run away from me as if I +were a monster.' + +'No, Mr Owen, you are mistaken.' + +'Then why don't you come and see us oftener?' + +'Because I have a great deal to do, sir; and I do not think Mr Prothero +wishes to see me.' + +'You thrive upon your absence, Gladys. I never saw any one look so much +better.' + +'How is the dear mistress, Mr Owen? and your father? and Lion? and the +cows? and--and--' + +'Not so fast, Gladys. Come and see. They are all quite well. And the +Alderney is my particular charge.' + +Gladys blushed and smiled. + +'You see I came home because you told me, and am as steady as old Time. +Don't I look so? I am going to shave off my beard--do you approve?' + +'No,' said Gladys, laughing. She scarcely knew why she felt more at ease +with Owen in her present than in her past position. + +'Then I won't do it. Did you hear that I was going to be married to Miss +Richards, Dr Richards' daughter?' + +'Yes, sir. I was told so.' + +Why did Gladys blush so very much more than before, and say the 'sir' so +stiffly? + +'Then you may deny it, for it is not true. I have not changed, Gladys, +since--do you remember the Alderney?' + +Gladys' smile said that she did. + +'But I am on parole, both to you and my father. I am quite ready to +break it with your leave.' + +'I must go, Mr Owen--Miss Gwynne will be waiting for me. Will you give +my duty to the dear mistress?' + +'I will take your love to her, Gladys, and keep half of it. May I walk +with you?' + +'If you please not, Mr Owen. I would rather not.' + +'Are you happy? just tell me this.' + +'Very--very. Miss Gwynne is so good. I can only be happy. Good-bye, Mr +Owen.' + +'Good-bye, dear Gladys,' said Owen, pressing her trembling hand that she +held out to him, and opening the farm-yard gate for her to go out. + +As Gladys hurried on with a light heart and light step, she little +thought that those kind eyes which had looked so lovingly at her were +clouded with the mists of jealousy in less than five minutes after she +had left the farm. She could not guess that the boy who had picked up +the half sovereign for Colonel Vaughan would give Owen the history of +the same, and would tell him that Gladys had dropped it, but that he was +pretty sure she had more money in her hand. + +Unconscious of anything but sunshine above and within, she hastened on, +thinking of Owen, in spite of her resolution not to think of him--a +resolution she was making and breaking from morning till night. Her +thoughts were turned into another channel, however, by the appearance of +Colonel Vaughan, who suddenly came upon her from one of the many +cross-paths in the wood. + +She curtseyed slightly, and was about to pass him, but he turned and +walked with her. + +'Gladys,' he began, 'I wish to know why you refused the money I offered +you yesterday.' + +'Because, sir, I did not think it right to take it,' answered Gladys, +promptly. + +'Why! what harm could there have been?' + +Gladys quickened her steps, but did not answer. + +'Not so fast, Gladys. I have you at last, in spite of yourself. You have +avoided me hitherto, both when you were at Prothero's and here, and +purposely misunderstood me--now you must walk through the wood with me, +and at my pace, for I must speak to you.' + +'Sir, Miss Gwynne expects me early,' said Gladys, with wonderful dignity +of manner, which was not lost upon the colonel--'_she_ is my mistress, +and I must obey her. I shall be obliged by your letting me go on.' + +'We will both go on, but leisurely and together. I have much to say to +you, and I may not have another opportunity.' + +Gladys tried to pass on, but finding that Colonel Vaughan's hand was on +her arm, and that he was resolved to detain her, she endeavoured to +summon up all her resolution and sense, and to answer his questions, +whatever they might be, according to what she might think right. + +'You will be so good as to account to my mistress for this delay, sir,' +she said. 'I am no longer a free agent.' + +'I shall do no such thing; neither will you, I hope?' + +'I most certainly shall, if necessary.' + +'Never mind; I must know, at all risks, who and what you are.' + +'I am Irish on my father's side, and Welsh on my mother's; my name is +O'Grady.' + +'But you were not born in the position you now occupy?' + +'My father was a corporal in the Welsh Fusiliers; I was brought up to +work for my bread.' + +'And your mother?' + +'Was the daughter, I believe, of a clergyman.' + +'I was sure of that--and she educated you?' + +'She taught me what she herself knew.' + +'What brought you into Wales?' + +'Starvation.' + +'How did you get to Mr Prothero's?' + +'I was a beggar and they took me in out of charity.' + +'Why did you leave them and come here?' + +'Because they wished it.' + +'Say because Owen Prothero was in love with you.' + +No answer. + +'Do you love that rough sailor?' + +No answer. + +'I must know all, Gladys. I must and will.' + +'Colonel Vaughan, I shall only answer such questions as you, as a +gentleman, may _think_ you have a right to ask a friendless girl, whom +you forcibly detain. You _know_ you have no right to ask this.' + +Colonel Vaughan looked at the usually shy girl, and saw a spirit and +resolution in her bearing that he had not believed were in her. + +'I beg your pardon, Gladys, I was wrong. Can you endure the state of +dependence you are now in?' + +'I consider myself independent I work for my bread, and am paid for it.' + +'But you might be independent without working.' + +'Impossible, unless beggary is independence.' + +'Quite possible; I am sure you must feel your dependence on such an +imperious mistress as you now have.' + +'My present mistress, sir, Miss Gwynne, is far too noble to let any one +feel dependent, even those who are, like myself, wholly her servants.' + +'You like Miss Gwynne?' + +'I respect and love her. Perhaps you will now let me go to her.' + +'Not yet. This independence. I could make you independent.' + +'You! How? Impossible!' + +'I love you, Gladys.' + +'Me! This to me! Is it to insult me that you have detained me? Let me +go, sir--I insist--and my mistress! You, Colonel Vaughan, who have been +paying her such attentions as no man has a right to pay a lady unless he +loves her, to dare to say this to me, and I a servant in her house. You, +sharing her father's hospitality, to deceive her, and insult me. What +have I done to encourage you to speak thus to me?' + +Gladys stood still amidst the lights and shadows of the sun-crowned +trees, and looked the colonel steadily in the face. That look, voice, +manner, completed the conquest that had been maturing for weeks and +months. The flushed cheek, the sparkling eyes, the tall, slight, erect +figure, the voice, deportment--all were those of a lady in mind as well +as person. + +'Gladys, hear me calmly. I do not wish to insult you; I have never meant +anything by my attentions to Miss Gwynne.' + +'Then you are a--' + +Gladys checked herself. + +'A villain, you would say. Not at all. I merely pay Miss Gwynne the +civilities due to her. I am not obliged to fall in love with every young +lady in whose father's house I am visiting. But I admired you the first +moment I saw you; and now, at this moment, I vow that I love you as I +never loved in my life before.' + +They stood face to face, looking at each other. Gladys' eyes drooped +before the gaze of the colonel. + +'This to me!' she exclaimed, 'and yet you say you do not insult me! Let +me go, sir, I insist!' + +She tried to hasten on, but the strong hand was again on her arm. + +'I do not insult you, Gladys, I honour and respect you. If you will +only say you love me, I will--yes, I will--I think, at least--I will +marry you privately, and take you abroad at once. I vow this is more +than I ever said to any woman in my life before.' + +'And you will repent having said it to me before the night is out, +Colonel Vaughan, and you do not mean it. Think of who I am; think of +Miss Gwynne; think of yourself. Oh! this is cruel, cruel jesting to +all!' + +'I was never more serious in my life.' + +As Colonel Vaughan said this, he saw nothing, thought of nothing, but +the peculiar beauty of the creature who stood, flushed and agitated, at +his side. He forgot himself and his purposes, in his temporary blind +admiration. + +'Now, Gladys, I await your answer,' he said, not doubting what that +answer would be. + +'I have no answer to give, sir, because I know that, even if you now +think yourself in earnest, you will be no longer so to-night.' + +'Before we leave this wood, girl, I will and must have an answer, and +beware how you irritate me.' + +He seized her hand as he spoke, and held it tight. + +'You will release me before I answer you, sir; I have gone through too +many dangers and temptations to be frightened into speech.' + +He released her hand, but kept his eyes fixed on her face. She did not +quail, though she felt her heart beat violently. + +'If you are serious, sir, I ought, I suppose, to be grateful for so +strange an honour; but I do not believe you are so, and my answer is, +that a servant such as I, can have nothing to say to a gentleman such as +you.' + +'A servant! You will be no longer a servant. You are not one at this +moment.' + +Again he seized her hand. She was frightened, but did not loose her +self-command. + +'Sir, you had now better let me return home. Miss Gwynne will wonder +what has become of me. It is time that she should be ready--that you, +sir, should be ready. What will she think and say?' + +'I care not; nothing shall turn me from my purpose. You shall not leave +this wood until you promise.' + +'Then I shall never leave it, sir; and if you persist in detaining me, I +will make known to every one, how a gentleman can demean himself to a +poor, unprotected girl, who has no friend near her but her God. To Him I +appeal for help in this hour, when you, sir, a gentleman and a +Christian, so far forget yourself as to insult and persecute me.' + +As Gladys spoke, she lifted her eyes solemnly to heaven--both her hands +were held by Colonel Vaughan. + +As he gazed at her, he suddenly relaxed his hold, saying, 'You are a +wonderful girl! I do not persecute you, but I will not give you up.' + +No sooner did Gladys feel the grasp loosen, than she made a sudden +bound, almost a leap, onwards, and ran with incredible swiftness through +the path. + +Colonel Vaughan pursued her, but soon found that she ran more swiftly +than he did. However, he would not give up the chase, and in spite of +the hot sun, ran on, in somewhat undignified haste and anger. + +Every one knows that winding paths in plantations are not always +perfectly smooth. So found our gallant colonel to his cost. + +With his eyes fixed on the quickly vanishing form of Gladys, how was he +to see the gnarled root of an oak, that sprung up through the ground, +directly in his path? His foot caught in it, and he fell with +considerable violence upon his face. He got up again as quickly as he +could, cursing his carelessness and folly. + +He felt that he had knocked his somewhat prominent nose rather severely, +and to his great dismay, found that it was bleeding copiously. + +All further pursuit was out of the question. He must staunch the blood +of the much-offending member, and being rather giddy for the moment, sat +down to do so. + +It is said that any sudden and violent blow sobers a drunkard; so did +this unforeseen fall sober the mental intoxication of the colonel. As +his nose bled, so did his intellect clear. Bleeding, on the old system, +was never more successful. + +This was truly a descent, if not from the sublime, at least from the +heroic, to the ridiculous. Panting with heat, bleeding, apostrophising, +the lover came to his senses. + +Partly aloud, at intervals, partly muttered between his teeth, he gave +forth the following sentences; and when he became calm he thought the +subsequent thoughts, which, although he did not rail them forth against +the rooks and smaller birds, we will venture to repeat, for the further +elucidating the mystery of his mind. + +'Fool to let go her arm! No; fool to take it at all! What a girl! I +never saw such--pho! How it bleeds! Will it never stop! They'll think +there's been a murder here. What could possess me to run after her? A +rustic coquette! Rustic! No; a most courtly one. She had me fairly in +her power. But she has too much sense to tell. 'Pon my word, I never +loved any one so much before. Disgusting! All over my cravat. If I were +to meet any one? If Freda were to see me, what would she think or say? +And I actually talked of marriage. Let me see; what did I say? But +nobody could believe her. Pshaw! what a fool I have been. Suppose she +had taken me at my word, and accepted me, I wonder how I could have got +out of it! There is such a power in her eyes, that as long as I am +looking at them she could make me do anything. I wish she was the +heiress, and not Miss Nugent. Yes; and I shall be too late for dinner. +What will they think? I vow, I am so giddy I can scarcely walk; and this +horrible bleeding won't stop. I must stuff this bunch of keys down my +back, and see what that will do. Well! if that isn't enough to cool any +one's courage, together with this disgusting--I must go on, and get into +my room as quickly as possible. I vow, it is just six o'clock. If she +tells Freda! But she won't do that--no woman ever does. She'll think it +over, and manage to let me see her again--and then--and then--I shall +not be able to resist her eyes, and she shall not be able to resist +mine. The witch! A mere servant to do what no woman ever has done, or +ever would do--positively refuse me. But she knows her power, I daresay. +There it is bleeding again, and I thought I had stopped it. I am just at +home though, and if I go round by the stables no one can make any +remarks. Confound this--here's the coachman in full hue and cry after +me. Yes, I will dress directly. Thomas! tell your master not to wait. +The heat has made my nose bleed, and detained me. If he and Miss Gwynne +will go on, you can drive back for me, and I shall be in time for the +ball. Beg them to make my excuses to Lady Mary Nugent, and explain how +it is. You are quite right. It has bled tremendously; but I shall stop +it as soon as I get to my room.' + +It need not be said that the concluding portion of Colonel Vaughan's +speech was addressed to a servant, who came in search of him with the +intelligence that the carriage was waiting, and his master ready. He +managed to get to his room, however, unperceived, where we will leave +him to dress and recover himself at his leisure. + + + + + + +CHAPTER XXXIV. + +THE RIVALS. + + +We will now return to Miss Gwynne, who pursued her usual avocations +until about five o'clock, and then began to wonder what detained +Gladys. However, as she was quite independent of maids in her toilette, +she went to her room and began to dress herself at the usual hour. She +found all her attire already spread upon the bed, as if Gladys +anticipated being late; nothing was wanting, and she had nothing to do +but to dress. + +As it happened, however, she was particularly anxious to look her best +that evening; why, she would not even ask herself; but she, who was +usually careless of what she wore, provided she were properly attired, +began to fidget over wreaths and ornaments as if she were going to her +first ball. + +'Miss Nugent will be all jewels,' she said, taking up a set of pearls +that was on the dressing-table. 'At any rate, I will not be like her. +And, of course, she will wear white, so I shall change my mind and won't +wear white. Where is Gladys? The only evening I ever really wanted her, +she is out of the way.' + +Miss Gwynne rang her bell violently, and the housemaid answered it. + +'Send Gladys. Surely she is come back.' + +'No, ma'am. I can't think where she is. I went a little way to look for +her, but she is not in sight. Can I do anything, ma'am?' + +'No, thank you; but send Gladys as soon as she comes. Provoking,' +continued Miss Gwynne, turning out two or three shelves of a large +wardrobe. 'Where are the trimmings of that blue dress? He said I looked +best in blue, and so, I think, I do. That wreath of blue forget-me-nots +and lilies of the valley, where in the world is it? But forget-me-nots +are so ridiculously sentimental; and the turquoise ornaments? I suppose +I must wear the bracelets and locket. Oh! here they are; and here are +the flowers and trimmings in a box, in the neatest possible order.' + +Miss Gwynne began to arrange her hair. + +'I declare I have forgotten how to do anything since Gladys has been +with me. I cannot put up this braid neatly. I must wait, and it is +nearly six o'clock, and dinner at half-past. What does it matter how I +look? I daresay Miss Nugent will look twenty times as well, and her +mother will dress her up to perfection. But he _cannot_ care for such a +girl as that. It is impossible; and he always looks at me with such +interest, and has such a kind manner, and says things that convey so +much. But if he really cares for me, why does he not say so? He knows +papa would consent, and--but he does not know that; I never--Ah! here +she is at last! Come in! Where have you been, Gladys? It really is too +provoking that you should have stayed so long, when you knew that I +particularly wanted you to-day.' Gladys enters the room pale and +breathless, just as Miss Gwynne is endeavouring to fasten in the wreath +of forget-me-nots and lilies. She does not turn round, and is at the +moment too much engrossed with her own appearance to think of Gladys. + +'Come quickly and finish my hair, and put in this wreath. We ought to be +starting now.' + +Gladys obeys without speaking, and steadying her nerves and fingers as +best she may, begins to arrange a most elegant and becoming wreath round +her young mistress's head. Whilst she does this, and afterwards dresses +her and fastens on the turquoise ornaments, she endeavours to collect +her thoughts, and to summon courage for what she has resolved to do and +say. + +Gladys has long known Miss Gwynne's secret; as she discovered that she +did not care for Rowland, so she has found out that she cares over much +for Colonel Vaughan. She now knows that he is not worthy of her, and +that if he should ever ask her to marry him, it would be that he might +gain possession of Clanyravon, and not of the warm, sincere heart of its +mistress. Gladys feels sure that a man who could say such words as +Colonel Vaughan said to her, whether meant seriously or not, could not +be worthy of Miss Gwynne; and she determines to open that young lady's +eyes to the real state of his mind, even if she loses her favour for +ever by so doing. + +'I shall save her,' thinks Gladys, 'if I ruin my own happiness.' + +When the dressing is completed, Freda stands before a cheval glass to +see that all is right. Gladys has never before seen her examine every +portion of her attire so minutely, or look so satisfied with the survey. +In truth she never before saw her look so handsome, or so perfectly well +dressed. The full, light, many-skirted blue dress, with its bouquets of +forget-me-nots and lilies, its fringes and ribbons, suits so well the +fine complexion of the very distinguished-looking girl who wears +it--whilst the wreath slightly crowns the well-shaped head, and falls +gracefully down the neck and back in becoming simplicity and elegance. + +Poor Freda! She has more colour than usual, more animation in her eyes, +and more anxiety at her heart. Were she to analyse her feelings, she +would thoroughly despise herself for the envy, vanity, and distrust she +would find in them, and think herself unworthy of the name of woman for +allowing herself to study to gain the attentions of any man who might +feel disposed to give them to another. But her pride is for a time +swamped in her weakness; and the hitherto haughty and unsuspectible Miss +Gwynne is no better than the most sentimental of school girls. + +Whilst Gladys is putting the last pin into the dress, and Freda is still +watching her own shadow, there is a knock at the door. + +'Make haste, Gladys. The carriage, I suppose. Come in,' says Freda. + +'Mr Gwynne wishes to know, ma'am, whether you have seen Colonel Vaughan, +or whether he intends dressing at Pentre?' asks the servant who opens +the door. + +'I have not seen him since the morning, and do not know what he means to +do,' is the reply. 'Did you see anything of him when you were out, +Gladys?' continues Miss Gwynne, after the servant has left the room. + +As she makes the inquiry, she, for the first time catches the reflection +of Gladys' face in the glass, and is struck with its unusual pallor. She +turns quickly and looks at the girl. + +'What is the matter, Gladys? Something must have happened? It must have +something to do with Colonel Vaughan. Did you see him? Speak.' + +'Yes, ma'am, I saw him in the wood.' + +'And is that the reason you are looking so frightened? What has happened +to him? Speak, I say, or I must ring the bell and send some one in +search of him.' + +With her usual impetuosity, Freda's hand was on the bell. Gladys +exclaimed quickly,-- + +'Do not ring, Miss Gwynne. I can tell you all I know. Nothing has +happened to injure Colonel Vaughan, bodily at least' + +'What do you mean, girl?' said Miss Gwynne, turning round again and +facing Gladys. + +Gladys stood before her mistress with clasped hands, heaving breast, +quivering lips, and downcast eyes. She tried to summon courage and +words, but neither would come. How could she crush the love and hopes of +one so dear to her? her benefactress, her all? But it must be done. + +With one great effort she began, and in as few words as possible, +without comment or gloss, related what had passed between her and +Colonel Vaughan. She told all, as nearly as she could remember, in his +own words, merely omitting what he said about Miss Gwynne. + +As she spoke, she felt like a culprit before a judge, who, though +conscious of his innocence, has not courage to meet the glance of him on +whom his fate depends. But not on her own account had she that throbbing +fear at her heart; she felt for her mistress alone. + +That mistress stood erect, towering above the drooping girl, like a +queen above a slave or suppliant. Red and pale by turns, with compressed +lips and flashing eyes, she listened to the tale. + +When it was finished, she, too, strove for words, but none came; so she +laughed a short, sarcastic laugh, and moved back a few paces. At last,-- + +'Why do you tell me this ridiculous tale? Have you no better confidante +for such absurd imaginations? You have dreamt it, Gladys. I do not +believe you. Go!' + +Gladys gave one penetrating, truthful look at her mistress, before which +the defiant glance fell: but the rigid features alarmed her, and she +would fain have remained, had not another. 'Go! I do not want you any +longer!' sent her at once from the room. + +When Gladys was gone, Miss Gwynne sat down upon the nearest chair, and +covered her face with her hands. + +Another knock at the door. + +'Come in! What do you want?' she exclaimed in a suppressed voice. + +'My master says the carriage is ready, and he thinks you had better go, +ma'am. Colonel Vaughan has just come in. The heat has made his nose +bleed so violently that he cannot be ready for dinner, but will be at +Pentre for the ball, ma'am, my master says.' + +'Very well; I shall be ready in a few moments.' + +Freda rose from her chair, and went to her dressing-table. There was a +bottle of eau-de-cologne on it. She poured out nearly half a +wine-glassful, added water, and drank the dose. Then she dashed a +quantity over her forehead; wetted her handkerchief with more, and +having nearly exhausted the bottle, prepared to leave the room. Suddenly +she stopped, exclaiming,-- + +'I cannot go! I feel as if I must faint; yet I must see the farce played +out.' + +A bitter smile, almost ghastly, passed over her face, as she muttered +these words. She took up a splendid bouquet of greenhouse flowers that +had been prepared for her, and were placed on the table, almost +mechanically, and looking like one in a dream, left the room. + +'It is half-past six, Freda,' said Mr Gwynne in the loudest tone of +which his voice was capable, as he descended the stairs. + +The servants remarked to one another how very ill Miss Gwynne was +looking, but her father did not perceive it. He was talking of Colonel +Vaughan. + +'So provoking of Vaughan, to go and tire himself in the heat, and make +his nose bleed, and all that sort of thing.' + +Freda did not answer. Her thoughts were running wild--here, there, and +everywhere. One moment, she believed that Gladys had been romancing for +some purpose of her own; the next, that all she said was true. Then she +felt sure that Colonel Vaughan must really love Gladys, and must mean +all that he said; and a cold shudder crept over her, as she became aware +how much she loved him. Again, she knew that a man of his position could +only be trifling with a girl in her's, and was ready to hate and despise +one who could be so vile. As she thought and thought, she grew paler and +paler--colder and colder; and when she entered Lady Mary Nugent's +drawing-room, that lady said,-- + +'My dear Freda, what is the matter? You look so ill, and feel so cold.' + +'Nothing but the heat. It always has this enervating effect on me,' was +the answer. + +The absence of Colonel Vaughan set the shrewd Lady Mary guessing as to +the real cause of the sudden indisposition; she felt sure that something +must have passed between him and Freda more exciting than usual to +occasion such paleness. + +At dinner, Freda was fortunate in being placed next Sir Hugh Pryse, who +knew her too well, and was far too fond of her, to make any personal +remarks. + +Miss Nugent's uncle, Lord Nugent, was the master of the ceremonies for +the evening. He had come, as Miss Nugent's guardian, to resign his +office, and to be present at her attaining her majority. Freda had once +met him before, and liked him. He was now particularly friendly in his +manner to her, but when he spoke to her across one intermediate person, +she could only answer him in monosyllables. Every one silently remarked +her absence of mind and unusual frigidity. + +When the dinner was over, of which Freda only remembered that she had +had certain viands placed before her, and when the ladies were leaving +the dining-room, Colonel Vaughan's voice was heard in the hall. Lady +Mary told a servant to show him into the dining-room; and as Freda was +crossing the hall, she saw him at the opposite end of it. She hurried +into the drawing-room, but was keenly alive to what passed in the hall +after she had done so. She heard him, with his usual courtly manner, +apologise to Lady Mary Nugent for his non-appearance at the +dinner-table, and attribute his accident to his having stood so long on +her lawn, in the heat, watching the poor people at their dinner. He +added that he was glad to have arrived in time to drink Miss Nugent's +health, and proceeded to the dining-room. + +Freda did her best to talk to the few, and very select, ladies, who had +been honoured by an invitation to dinner; and felt intense relief when, +one after another, all the evening-party arrived. + +Dancing soon began, and Freda saw Colonel Vaughan and Miss Nugent +together in a quadrille. Sir Hugh had asked her to dance with him, but +she begged him to let her sit down that first dance, and promised him +the next. + +Of course she watched the pair in whom she was most interested. She was +obliged to confess that Miss Nugent was the handsomest, most elegant, +and best dressed girl in the room; as she talked to Colonel Vaughan, she +looked almost animated; and he, on his part, seemed as gay and perfectly +at his ease, as if there had never been a Gladys in the world. They +were, unquestionably a fine, aristocratic couple; danced well, walked +well, and to all appearance were well pleased with one another. Lady +Mary Nugent watched them quite as narrowly as Freda. + +Sick at heart, Freda danced the next dance with Sir Hugh, and managed to +avoid coming in contact with Colonel Vaughan, who had secured Lady Mary +as his partner. Once or twice, however, Freda caught his keen, searching +glance fixed upon her, and knew that he was trying to read her mind, as +he had often done before. + +It was useless for her to try to avoid him, as he came direct to her to +ask her for the next dance. She longed to say that she would never dance +with him again, but even she had tact enough to know that it would not +do to refuse, for the sake of the effect such a refusal might have both +on him and the world. All she could do, however, was to bow her consent, +take his arm, and walk, pale, silent, and stately, to the top of a +quadrille. They had met Sir Hugh and Miss Nugent, and Colonel Vaughan +had secured them as _vis-à-vis_; for once his tact had failed him, he +could not have managed worse. + +Freda tried to answer his questions, but in vain; she could not be +hypocrite enough to treat him as she was accustomed to do. In him there +was no perceptible change; she once fancied she perceived an uneasy +expression in his face, as he looked at her, but his manner was +friendly, lively, fascinating as ever; he even asked her what was the +matter, and said she looked ill. Her answer was contained in the few +sarcastic words,-- + +'The heat. I hear you have suffered from it also.' + +Although Freda could not, herself, enter into the conversation she could +observe the by-play between the colonel and Miss Nugent; the bashful, +simpering smiles of the young lady, the flattering glances of the +gentleman. She would not have believed, when she awoke that morning, +that it was possible to endure so much real suffering as she was +enduring, in the short space of one quadrille. + +It was over at last, and Colonel Vaughan led her to a seat amongst some +ladies. She said she would go to her father, when she saw that he was +going to sit down by her side. He offered her his arm again, and took +her to the drawing-room; here she found her father, somewhat apart from +the rest of the company, talking to Lady Mary, or more properly being +talked to by her. She sat down on a sofa near her father, and bowing +statelily to Colonel Vaughan, said,-- + +'I will not detain you. I shall remain here for the present.' + +He made some passing observation to Mr Gwynne, and returned to the +drawing-room, followed shortly after by Lady Mary. + +Sir Hugh came up and began talking to Freda; he was so kind and so +natural even in his loudness, that Freda felt as if she would rather +trust him with every secret of her heart, than the polished worldling +who had just left her. + +'And yet, perhaps,' she thought, 'Gladys has really deceived me, and he +is innocent; still, better Gladys than that statue-like Miss Nugent.' + +Freda thought the night would never end; she exerted herself to talk and +dance, because every one came to ask what was the matter with her, and +by the time they went to supper, she was as flushed as she had +previously been pale. Lord Nugent was particularly attentive to her, and +evidently admired her very much; bitterly she thought that she could +gain, unsought, the civilities of one man, whilst she was but too +conscious that the one she cared the most for in the world, was devoting +himself almost exclusively to the Nugents. But he was unworthy of the +heart of any right-minded woman, so she would tear him from hers, and +again make her father her first care. + +But those despicable Nugents had got possession of him also. He was +seated next to Lady Mary at supper, her profile and diamonds were +directed at him, and she looked almost as young, and quite as handsome +as her daughter. Alas! and again alas! poor Freda! + +However, all things come to an end, and an heiress's twenty-first +birthday amongst them. Miss Nugent's did not finish till three o'clock +in the morning, at which hour, Mr and Miss Gwynne and Colonel Vaughan +were driving home from the festivities at Pentre. The gentlemen were +keeping up a rather lively conversation on the events of the evening, +and the lady was sustaining a very strong conflict with her own pride. + +As the carriage rolled past a certain large oak tree in the Park, Freda +suddenly remembered Rowland Prothero. About a twelvemonth ago she had +left him beneath that oak, humbled and deeply pained, doubtless, by her +haughty words. Now she was similarly pained and humbled, and she was, +for the first time, aware of the shock her proud refusal of his love +must have been to him. Had she not been weak enough to yield her heart +unasked, and was it not almost thrown back into her own bosom? She, who +had believed herself above the silly romance of her sex, to have sunk +below even Miss Nugent. But she would rouse herself from such a mania, +and show Colonel Vaughan how thoroughly she despised him. + +She did rouse herself, and the first words she heard were,-- + +'Yes, certainly, very handsome, mother and daughter,' from Colonel +Vaughan's lips. + +'And which is to be the happy object of your notice, Colonel Vaughan?' +she asked, suddenly joining in the conversation. 'I heard grand +discussions on the subject on all sides.' + +'Really,' replied the colonel, somewhat surprised by the sudden +question, 'I did not know I was of so much importance.' + +'What! you, about whom every one is speculating.' + +'Freda, my dear, I am so glad you are able to speak. I thought you +so--ill, dull, unlike yourself, and all that sort of thing.' + +'Thanks, papa, I was thoroughly overpowered by the heat; but this +delightful breeze has refreshed me. I hope, Colonel Vaughan, you also +have got over your weakness. I wonder you ever returned alive from +India, if such a day as this was sufficient to upset you.' + +Further sarcasm was cut short by their reaching the house, for which +Freda was very thankful, at a later period, feeling that she lowered her +dignity by allowing herself to allude, however covertly, to Gladys or +Miss Nugent. But she was scarcely herself when she did so. + +Colonel Vaughan was going to help her out of the carriage, but she +passed quickly up the steps without touching his arm. + +He had felt her lash, and now fully understood that she knew of his +meeting with Gladys, and guessed that he had designs upon Miss Nugent or +her fortune. For once in his life he felt somewhat abashed as he met the +eye of the pale, haughty girl, whom he really admired twenty times as +much as Miss Nugent, or any other young lady of his then devotees. And +he admired her still more, as she kissed her father's cheek, nodded a +haughty 'good-night' to himself, and went upstairs to her room in the +haste of strong excitement. + +As soon as she was gone, Colonel Vaughan told Mr Gwynne that he had +promised Sir Hugh Pryse to go and spend a week with him, and that he +should leave Glanyravon for that purpose on the morrow. + +'You will come back again, of course?' said Mr Gwynne. + +'Oh yes, certainly! but I have only ten days more leave, and then I must +bid you all good-bye again.' + +'I am so sorry, and so will be Freda when she hears it. What could have +been the matter with Freda to-night, I never saw her so odd? But I +suppose it was the heat, and all that sort of thing; good-night. I am +tired to death, though it was a charming party, certainly a charming +party.' + + + + + + +CHAPTER XXXV. + +THE LADY IN HER OWN RIGHT. + + +When Freda reached her room, Gladys was awaiting her there. + +'Why did you not go to bed, Gladys? you know I dislike your sitting up +so late.' + +'I could not go to bed, ma'am, feeling that I have offended you, without +begging your pardon for having done so.' + +'Then all you said was an invention.' + +'I said nothing but the truth, ma'am, but perhaps offended you in saying +it to you, merely to excuse myself. I am very sorry.' + +There were traces of tears on Gladys' face and she looked pale and +agitated. + +'Gladys, you can go to bed, I have nothing to forgive. If you tell me +the truth, I am very sorry for it, and that such words should have been +said to you. Of course you did not believe them?' + +'No, ma'am, I certainly did not.' + +Miss Gwynne was fidgeting with her dress, and Gladys went to assist her, +uncalled for. When it was unfastened, Miss Gwynne again said, 'Thank +you, that will do; I wish you to go to bed; good-night,' and Gladys +again obeyed in sorrow. + +Miss Gwynne had little sleep that night, and the next morning she felt +very ill. Much as she longed to lie in bed, however, and to avoid +meeting Colonel Vaughan again, she got up when Gladys called her, and +was, as usual, first downstairs. Much to her satisfaction, her father +appeared next, and the colonel soon afterwards. She exerted herself to +talk and laugh as usual, and the only difference in her manner to +Colonel Vaughan was, that instead of shaking hands with him, as was her +custom every morning, she busied herself with the cups and saucers when +he approached, and simply said good morning. Her father remarked that +she was looking ill, and she said she had one of her old headaches. + +When breakfast was over, she expressed her intention of visiting the +school, and said that, as Colonel Vaughan was going to Sir Hugh's, she +probably should not see him again before he left. She wished him good +morning and a pleasant visit, stiffly, but courteously; felt compelled +to shake hands with him, and went her way with a proud but aching heart. +He also went his, wondering in his very selfish heart whether Freda +really cared for him after all, and scheming to see Gladys, whose utter +carelessness of him had roused his vanity. + +When he had left Glanyravon, with a promise to Mr Gwynne of returning, +Freda no longer strove to appear what she was not, and went to bed +really ill. She was subject to occasional severe nervous headaches, and +was obliged to be very quiet when so attacked, in order to prevent +congestion of the brain, which the doctors had once threatened her with. +Her father, therefore, insisted on her keeping her room until she was +quite well, which she was only too thankful to do, and so great were her +actual sufferings from her head, that they distracted her mind from +brooding over her real or imaginary miseries. + +Gladys waited on her quietly and patiently for about a week, at the end +of which time she began to feel better. Her gratitude to Gladys for the +perfectly unobtrusive nature of her attention was so great that she felt +as if she could never do enough for her, and she frequently assured her +that she knew she had been unjust towards her in accusing her of +falsehood. She never, however, again mentioned Colonel Vaughan's name to +her. + +Mr Gwynne paid daily visits to his daughter's sick-room. In spite of her +head, she could not help noticing something peculiar in his manner. He +did not talk, because conversation was forbidden during these attacks, +but there was an increased briskness in his eyes and step as he +approached her, and, she fancied, more of anxious care in his tone when +he spoke. She was sure he had something to communicate. + +'Gladys, what makes you so calm and patient?' she suddenly asked, when +she was getting better, and trying to reason herself out of her fancy +for Colonel Vaughan. + +'Perhaps, ma'am, trouble has made me calm, and I pray to be made +patient; but I have a rebellious heart,' was the reply. + +'Have you? I am very glad to hear it. Then there is hope for me. Now I +am going to get up.' + +Freda had made some good resolutions during the intervals of her pain, +the principal of which were, entirely to forget Colonel Vaughan, or to +feel only intense contempt for him; to be more gentle with her father, +and more considerate of his nerves and peculiarities; more patient with +the servants, school children, and poor people generally; to do more +good, and to be more useful to others; but she had not made these +resolutions in Gladys' spirit. They were not made with prayer for help, +but in her own strength. + +In the same way, she threw off the remains of her headache, and went +downstairs again with a prouder step and a prouder heart than when she +went up last. + +In the library she found her father writing a letter and looking quite +animated. He was so sprucely dressed that she asked him if he were going +out. + +'Not at present,' he said. 'I am so glad you are come down again. There +is so much to tell you; I have scarcely been able to keep myself from +letting you hear the news. Do you know it is all settled, and Gwynne +Vaughan is actually engaged to Miss Nugent! Isn't he a lucky fellow?' + +Freda felt suddenly very sick; she sat down in an arm-chair near her +father, but did not speak. He looked at her, and said,-- + +'My dear, you are very pale still. Coming downstairs has been too much, +and dressing, and--and--all that sort of thing. Let me ring for Gladys.' + +'No, I shall be better directly. Only the exertion--yes, you were +telling me--' + +Strange that Mr Gwynne never supposed that Freda could be in love with +any one. She had refused so many, and was so different from other girls, +that the thought never entered his mind, and he had left her alone with +Colonel Vaughan, and would have done so with Cupid himself, quite +thoughtless of results. Moreover, his own natural inactivity and love of +ease, led him to allow her to take her own course, as long as she left +him alone to take his. + +'Yes; I was saying that it is now quite settled. I believe he proposed +the very ball-night to Miss Nugent, at least, and the next day went in +form, and after certain preliminaries, was duly accepted by all parties. +Of course, he is quite unexceptionable, and she can do as she likes now +she is of age. Lady Mary expected a title, and I don't think she is +quite satisfied. She told me--at least--they say--at least--of course, +there are always objections, and--and--all that sort of thing, you +know.' + +Freda was too hard at work, trying to overcome a very strong desire to +burst into tears, to observe that her father had not once used his +favourite phrase, or lost the thread of his words, until he came to +'Lady Mary told me,' so when he stopped, she simply said, 'Really! Yes!' +and he went on again. + +'I must confess, Freda, I am rather disappointed. I thought Gwynne liked +you, and, indeed, I think so still. But--ah! my dear--you are so proud, +or cold, or--or--that you refuse every one. It has been suggested to me +by--ah! I have remarked, I mean, that you must have a secret liking for +some one, not quite what one considers--ah!--eligible--and that--but, I +am sure, Freda, I would make any sacrifice for your happiness, and +should wish to see you married.' + +'What do you mean, papa?' said Freda, effectually roused. + +'Well, my dear, it is thought--I mean, I have fancied--I mean +Lady--I--I--the fact is, are you attached to Rowland Prothero? Now, I am +not angry, Freda; he is one of the nicest young men, and the best--but I +should have preferred Gwynne, or Sir Hugh, or--or--in fact, many others, +in a worldly point of view. A tenant's son, and only a curate!--and all +that sort of thing. But then as Lady--as--as I--as your father, my dear, +I should like to make you happy. You see, that day at the vicarage, +we--that is to say, I--thought there was something peculiar in his +manner and yours; and to be sure, he may be a bishop, he is so good and +clever. A great favourite of mine. And if he lives in London, it doesn't +so much matter; and--and--in short--Freda--' + +'Papa, I understand,' said Freda, rising from her seat with majestic +pride, 'Lady Mary has been kind enough to suggest, doubtless for her own +ends, what never could have entered your mind. I am very much obliged to +you for forgetting, on my account, what I cannot forget on my own, that +I am a Gwynne of Glanyravon! and I daresay you meant it kindly. But you +may make my compliments to Lady Mary Nugent, and tell her, that if there +was anything peculiar in Rowland Prothero's manner on that particular +Sunday, it was because he had been bold enough to propose for me, and I +had rejected him. You may tell her also that if he had asked her +daughter instead, she would have given him herself and her fortune quite +as willingly, and, I believe, more willingly, than to Colonel Vaughan. +With her it is a case of "first come first served."' + +When Freda had given her message to Lady Mary Nugent, she walked out of +the room. But scarcely had she crossed the hall when she turned again +and re-entered it. + +'Papa, I must beg you _not_ to tell Lady Mary Nugent that Rowland +Prothero proposed for me. He is at least a gentleman, and a man of +honour, and deserves to be treated as such with all due courtesy. The +more I see of men, the more I begin to think him one of the few true +gentlemen one meets with. I should not even have told you this had it +not escaped me in reply to what you said, because I thought it would +annoy you, and perhaps make you feel unkindly towards the Prothero +family. But you may tell her, if you like, that were Rowland Prothero +not the gentleman I begin to perceive he is, Miss Nugent and her money +might be his.' + +'But, Freda--after all--if you do like him. You see, his uncle married a +Perry, one of the oldest families in Herefordshire, niece of the +baronet, daughter of the dean, cousin of the present baronet.' + +'My dear father! I know all the Perrys by heart. Mrs Jonathan is not +likely to have left me ignorant of their antiquity. But, pray, do you +want to get rid of me, that you force me upon poor Rowland, or him upon +me, whichever it may be?' + +'Of course not, my dear. Only I am naturally anxious to see you settled. +And if you really like him--' + +'But I am settled, and I do not like him; that is to say, I like him +well enough, fifty times better than I used to like him, but I have not +the most remote intention of marrying him. And now, I should like to +know what particular reason Lady Mary Nugent had for putting this absurd +notion into your head. There must be something, my dear papa, under all +this sudden anxiety to get me married. You used rather to rejoice when I +declined settling Glanyravon on a suitor.' + +'Yes, my dear--but--you see--it is not quite certain that Glanyravon--I +mean that you--I mean that I--in short--the fact is--you are so +impetuous, Freda.' + +'What can my impetuosity have to do with it?' + +Freda saw that her father was more than usually nervous and fidgety, and +became alarmed lest there should be some sudden money difficulty, as any +threat, however slight, of debt or involvement always made him ill. She +sat down beside him, and putting her hand in his, as it rested on a +table nervously fidgeting with a pen, she said gently,-- + +'Now, pappy, I hope we are not all going to jail?' + +'By no means; the tenants are most prosperous. I could raise any sum if +necessary, and give you a marriage portion suitable in every way.' + +What was there in this marriage scheme? Freda grew impatient and +indignant again. + +'Now, really, papa, this is too absurd; If you have anything on your +mind, will you say it?' + +'Well--the fact is, Freda, that you--I mean that I, have made up my +mind--you see you may marry, and leave me alone, and I should want a +companion, and--and all that sort of thing, you know--so I have +considered--for your--for our--for my, perhaps--happiness, that it might +be well for me to--to--to--in short, my dear--to marry again; in fact, +Freda, I have resolved to do so.' + +'Lady Mary Nugent!' screamed Freda; 'not her! not her! not settled! oh +papa!' + +Mr Gwynne had called Freda impetuous, but he was not prepared for the +sudden burst of uncontrollable grief that followed his announcement. +Often as Freda had jested over the proposal Lady Mary was to make her +father, she had never believed that he would marry her. It came upon her +like the news of an unexpected death, or great family misfortune. She +covered her face with her hands, and sobbed till her father thought she +must burst some blood vessel then and there before him. He got up, sat +down; went to the bell, touched the rope, let it go; opened the window, +put his hand on Freda's bowed head, called her by name, and, in return, +was greeted by-- + +'Not Lady Mary! think of my mother! think of me! oh father! father! +cruel! this is too much! Say it is not true; only a jest. What have I +done? I will be better, kinder, gentler--I will nurse you, tend +you--never marry. I would rather not--I never shall. Nobody loves you as +well as I. Your only child. My mother's only child. Say it is not +true--oh, say it is not true?' + +This was impossible, for Mr Gwynne knew full well that he was pledged +beyond recall. But now, as he looked on his daughter, heard her words, +thought of her mother, he began to repent of what he had done. He, who +hated scenes, dreaded tears, would not annoy Freda for the world, to +have raised such emotion! He did not understand it. Lady Mary had +assured him Freda would be so glad to be allowed to marry Rowland. And +she was so discerning and clever! But he could not bear those sobs. + +'Freda! my dear, don't, I beg, I entreat! You will make me so nervous. +You know I cannot bear--in short, I feel quite ill. The fact is, you +will make yourself ill, and after all, it need make no difference to +you. You will be just the same. Freda, I must beg you to desist. I must +insist--I will ring for the housekeeper.' + +'No, no, papa. Do not let us expose ourselves!' cried Freda, rising +suddenly; 'I will go upstairs. Neither you nor I will ever be happy +again!' + +Freda was about to leave the room, when Mr Gwynne suddenly went up to +her, and putting his arm round her neck, whispered, whilst the tears +sprang into his eyes,-- + +'Freda, Freda! my child, forgive me! I didn't think it would vex you so. +I scarcely know how it has all happened.' + +Poor Freda threw both her arms around her father, and sobbed again. As +she leaned on his shoulder, his white hairs touched the brown glossy +braids of her head, and his lips kissed them. At that moment he knew +that he did not love Lady Mary Nugent as well as he loved his child, +and that child was conscious for the first time how very dear her father +was to her. + +Again she roused herself, and as if ashamed of her emotion, hastened out +of the room. She went upstairs, and locking herself in her room, threw +herself on her bed. Here she gave way to feelings that were as new as +strange to her, unaccustomed as she was to what some one calls 'the +luxury of tears.' She scarcely knew whether sorrow or anger +predominated, but she was wretched and indignant. Tumultuous thoughts +rushed through her mind of the past, present, and probable future! +thoughts too numerous and changeable to be transcribed, but which may +well be imagined. + +At last her pride, that one grand feature of her character, got the +better of her grief and anger. She rose from her bed, dried her eyes, +arranged her hair, and with a carriage as erect as her soul was haughty, +once more entered her father's library. The momentary emotion and pathos +of their last embrace had been overpowered in both by stronger +sensations; in him by the remembrance of Lady Mary Nugent's +fascinations, in her by the sense of that lady's tact and duplicity. + +Freda sat quietly down opposite her father, and said abruptly,-- + +'Papa, this odious subject must be begun and ended between us this day. +If you will be good enough to answer me a few questions and to listen to +me, I will never mention it again. Are you really engaged to Lady Mary +Nugent, or is it a horrible dream?' + +'I--yes--I certainly am, my dear--engaged to be married to her +ladyship.' + +'And you mean to marry her? Impossible!' + +'Do you consider me a man of honour? or am I one likely to break my word +when pledged?' + +'Oh! papa, when a woman proposes and makes love, and waits till the very +moment when it suits her own convenience to marry, do you think she +deserves consideration? You know that Lady Mary Nugent has done it all +herself, and that you would never have taken the trouble, or had the +courage to propose for any woman under the sun, if she had not asked you +first. You know you do not want to marry. I would give the world to know +how she managed to bring you to the point.' + +'Really, Freda, this is too--too--personal, and rude, I may call +it--and--' + +'Forgive me, papa. Of course you are your own master, and are at liberty +to be chosen by any woman, but she will not choose me, nor I her. I hate +Lady Mary Nugent, despise her most intensely, and shall leave this house +before she comes into it; never--' + +It seemed as if an invisible hand checked the end of Freda's +determination, for she stopped short at the 'never.' + +'But what I came particularly to say, papa, is, that I believe I have +some little private fortune of my own, my dear mother's, in short, and I +suppose I can have that when I like.' + +'Certainly--certainly--but--' + +'Then I wish both you and Lady Mary Nugent to understand that I shall +not live here. Not on your account, but on hers. I ask, as a particular +favour, that I may not be informed of the day of your marriage; and I +shall make it a point of going away in a month or so, so as to leave you +free to act. I shall hope to hear from you, and to write to you. I am +only sorry for you, because she cannot understand your tastes; but that +is nothing. I don't think either she or her daughter ever read any book +but a fashionable novel in their lives. But what is the difference! +Money and tact against the world! I cannot help speaking my mind for +this first and last time. Forgive me. You will not have me long to speak +it, and my successor never spoke her's in her life, so she will not bore +you by abruptness and sincerity, as I perhaps have done.' + +Freda had spoken so fast that she paused to take breath, and during that +necessary process her father wiped his face, as if he, too, were +exhausted by her volubility. Freda could scarcely help smiling. + +'I am very sorry for everything I have ever done to displease you,' she +began again; 'and I only hope you will not be so unhappy, as I am afraid +you will be.' + +'This is too exhausting!' muttered Mr Gwynne, sinking back in his chair. +'Freda, you really do talk too much. Will you ring for Perkins? I must +take a dose of that cordial.' + +When the cordial was mentioned, Freda knew that all conversation was at +an end. She rang the bell, and when Perkins came, left the room. + +She went at once to her writing desk, and wrote the following note:-- + + 'MY DEAREST SERENA,--What you and I have sometimes feared is about + to come to pass. My father is going to marry Lady Mary Nugent. Of + course I can no longer live here; will you and Mr Jones give me + shelter for a time whilst I arrange my thoughts and plans? I will + give as little trouble as I can, but I know you will bear with + me.--Your loving friend, + + 'WINIFRED GWYNNE.' + +Freda sealed and directed her letter, and then went to the open window, +and stood there for some time. A slight shower of rain was falling and +a few light clouds were struggling with the afternoon sunbeams. Strong +shadows fell from the trees in the Park, equally strong lights were on +the distant hills. The river looked hot and hazy, and the cattle had +congregated under the arch of the bridge--the only cool spot--as if for +shelter from the sun. A shrill, blithe, distant whistle sounded, and the +bells of Llanfawr church pealed in the far-away town, just sending their +faint echoes across the river. + +'What are those bells ringing for?' said Freda, as she wiped away some +large tears that were gathering in her eyes. 'They ring for everything; +soon it will be for these odious marriages. Why was I ever born? Why, +above all, was I born in such a place as this? And to leave it! Yes, +Frisk' (to her terrier, that was barking and jumping outside the +window), 'you and I must go away. No more quarrels with Jerry; no more +fights with Gelert?; no more hunts in the brook. Will you come with me +to smoky London? Yes, and hate it as much as I shall. Sleep away your +life by a city fire, and grow fat and old, instead of racing after me +and Prince. But we shall not live long in a town, Frisk. We shall soon +die of sheer laziness, and so much the better--for who will care for us? +Lion and Jerry and even Gipsy will forget you; and every one has +forgotten me already. Why am I so foolish as to cry so? I never knew how +weak I could be until these last few days. But we must be strong, +Frisk--we must be strong, and not care for this old place, and the +beautiful park, and all the--oh, why will those bells ring? and what are +they ringing for? And there is the dinner-bell, too, harsh as my lot. +And I must try to be dutiful, and show a bold face and good courage to +the world, who will pity me, or rejoice over me, and say that I wanted +something to pull down my pride. And so, perhaps, I do; but this shall +not be the something. No, no; it shall only make me prouder. Poor papa, +too; he will be more wretched than I--I am sure he will. I cannot bear +to think of him. Frisk! Frisk! don't make such a noise. Don't jump so, +Frisk. There! I will take you in. Good dog! good Frisk! You love me if +no one else does; you and Gladys.' + + + + + + +CHAPTER XXXVI. + +THE FIRST-BORN. + + +Those Llanfawr bells which, as Freda said, certainly did ring for +everything, were sending forth their chimes to celebrate the birth of a +daughter at Plas Abertewey. But whilst they were ringing, and Freda was +abusing them, the mother of the little daughter was, apparently, about +to depart for that other country where bells shall no longer 'ring out +the old, and ring in the new,' welcome the babe, or speed the spirit of +the dead. + +Good Dr Richards and the nurse stood, one on either side of Netta's bed, +pouring brandy and wine down her throat, whilst her infant was on its +grandmother's, Mrs Jenkins's lap, in the next room. The doctor was in a +state of intense anxiety. He had sent off one man and horse for another +surgeon, and a second to Swansea, to telegraph for Howel, who had not +yet returned from London, where he had been nearly three months. He felt +the great responsibility of his situation, and that if Netta did not +rally, she must die. + +It was six o'clock in the evening; the baby had been born in the +morning, and Netta's continual cry had been 'Howel! Howel! When will my +husband come?' But she had not spoken for some hours, and seemed to be +sinking out of the world. + +As Dr Richards leaned over her, he thought she murmured something. +Putting his ear close to her, he heard the words, 'Mother! oh, mother!' + +'She shall come! you shall see her!' said Dr Richards. He went to a +writing-table, and wrote as follows:-- + +'Mrs Howel Jenkins is dying. The only chance to save her is her mother's +presence. Come, for God's sake.' + +He went out of the room, and ordered the carriage and horses to be +prepared at once, and sent them and the coachman to Glanyravon Farm. The +man said it was as much as his place was worth to go; but Dr Richards +insisted, and he went. + +In about two hours the carriage returned. Dr Richards heard the distant +sound of wheels, so did Netta. She opened her eyes, and with a painful, +eager glance, again said, 'Mother!' + +Dr Richards left the room, and, to his great joy, welcomed Mrs Prothero +in the hall. + +'Thank God, you are come! She is yet alive,' said he. + +'I did not stop to ask David,' said Mrs Prothero, 'but came straight +away.' + +She followed Dr Richards to Netta's room, and the feelings of the mother +and the daughter may well be imagined, as they thus met after such a +separation. Mrs Prothero turned away and wept--then prepared to wait +upon her child. + +As the long absence of Howel, and his non-arrival day after day, +according to promises almost daily made, had caused Netta's extreme +prostration of mental as well as physical power; so the presence of her +mother appeared to revive and cheer her. Again she had some one near her +who loved her. Her mother, whom she had so grievously offended, had come +to her in trouble, and she was roused and comforted. The mother-in-law, +who had been so anxious to take her from her parents, did not fill their +places. + +Whilst Mrs Prothero was tenderly nursing her daughter, and gently +assuring her of her love and forgiveness, Mrs Griffey Jenkins was +discussing her arrival with the various domestics and the nurse, who +went into an adjoining room to have her supper, where Mrs Griffey also +had hers. + +Their conversation was carried on in an under voice, and between sips of +gin and water, Mrs Griffey said,-- + +'You do see, Mrs Gwillim, that if Mrs Howel was to die, my Howels 'ould +be seure to be marrying again. He could have anybody.' + +'Of course, ma'am--of course.' + +'There don't be a lady anywhere as 'ouldn't be proud to be marrying my +Howels. Up in London there's my Lady Sinclairs, and a hundred others; +and down here there's Miss Nugent, or Miss Gwynne. You do see, Mrs +Gwillim, that though Mrs Howels do be very respectable, she 'ouldn't be +Mrs Howel Jenkins, Abertewey, only my Howels was too honourable not to +be marrying her. I 'ould be sorry after her, but if she was to be taken, +why, she couldn't go at a better time. What was you thinking of her by +now?' + +'Very bad, ma'am, very bad,' said Mrs Gwillim, ominously shaking her +head. + +And 'very bad,' Netta undoubtedly was all that night. Dr Richards did +not leave the house, and in due course of time the other medical man +arrived; still, the half-expressed and wholly felt wishes of her +mother-in-law for her death were not realised. The dawn of morning found +her sleeping peaceably with her infant in her arms, and her mother +thanking God that she was better. + +At ten o'clock in the morning, carriage wheels were again heard, and Mrs +Prothero trembled as Howel entered the house, and there was a +consultation of doctors as to the propriety of his seeing his wife at +once. + +Mrs Griffey anticipated every one else by going direct to Howel. + +'How is she, mother?' were his first words. + +'Better they do say.' + +'Then why on earth did they telegraph for me. It may be the loss of +thousands.' + +'Mrs Prothero is with Netta, Howel, bach.' + +'Who dared to bring her into my house?' + +'Netta, I 'spose. They was turning _me_ out of Glanyravon.' + +'And I'll turn her out of Abertewey, the canting old humbug.' + +Here Dr Richards came in. + +'She is out of danger, I hope, Mr Jenkins; anxiety about you reduced her +so low; and I took upon myself to send for her mother, who has roused +her, and, I believe, saved her life. She knows you are come, and perhaps +the sight of you for a moment may not injure her, as she is very anxious +to see you; but we must not excite her.' + +Howel looked paler and darker than usual, and Dr Richards attributed it, +and his silence, to his emotion. They went together upstairs, and Howel +stood by the bed where lay his young wife and his first-born child. As +he looked upon the pale face of Netta, and saw her large black eyes +gleam with joy, and her lips purse themselves up like a double cherry, +to kiss him, he was touched. He bent over her, and kissed her warmly. +When she uncovered a small portion of the bed-clothes, and displayed the +infant that lay in her arms, a smile passed over his countenance, and he +kissed his wife and child together. + +'Dear Howel,' murmured Netta, as the nurse covered up the mother and her +babe, and the doctor touched Howel, and told him to come away. He caught +sight of the trembling Mrs Prothero as he was leaving the room, and a +terrible frown passed over his face. She followed him downstairs, and +anticipated his abuse of her, by saying at once, gently, but firmly,-- + +'Howel, I came here at Dr Richards' summons to my dying child. My +husband did not even know I was coming, but neither he nor you could +have prevented me at such a time. You cannot turn me from your doors +whilst she is still in danger. When she is out of danger I will go.' + +'You turned my mother from yours.' + +'Not I, Howel; and I have never injured you. Leave me till to-morrow, +and I will go.' + +One of the few people in the world for whom Howel had a small amount of +respect and affection, was Mrs Prothero. The simply good, and +unaffectedly pious, will sometimes command the regard of the worldly and +irreligious. + +'If you remain in my house, Mrs Prothero, it is because you have been +consistently kind to me, and received my mother. As to your husband, I +would--' + +'Not to me, Howel, if you please I can hear nothing against him. You +must remember the provocation, and try to forgive and forget as I do. +But thank you for letting me stay with Netta. I have so longed and +prayed to see her again, and it has been brought about for me.' + +Mrs Prothero remained one clear day and two nights longer at Abertewey. +As Netta was quite out of danger before that time had expired, she +thought it right to go home, both on Howel's account and her own +husband's, whose anger she would have to allay. During her stay with +Netta she lost no opportunity to work gently on the mind of her child, +now opened and softened by her late trials. She found, with grief, what +she had always feared, that Howel and Netta were not happy together; +that he was frequently morose and unkind, and that she was passionate +and revengeful. This eked out in Netta's confessions to her mother, for +Howel was attentive and affectionate during her illness. Mrs Prothero +entreated her to be gentle and obedient. Earnestly did she speak to her +of religion, trying to recall the lessons of her childhood; and with +tears poor Netta promised everything. Particularly she promised to read +her Bible. Her mother was shocked that the Book was not to be found in +her bedroom. She put a little Testament, that she always carried in her +pocket, under her child's pillow. It was lined, and underlined by her +own hand, and she fondly hoped she might read it for her sake. + +Netta was so loving, gentle, and teachable with her mother--blamed +herself so severely for having displeased her and her father--sent so +many messages to him, and seemed so desirous of obtaining his +forgiveness, that Mrs Prothero hoped everything. + +It was a hard struggle to part again with that dear child, and to kiss +the little grandchild for the last time, perhaps, for years--she would +not believe for ever; but both she and Netta were obliged to put a brave +face upon it, in order not to displease Howel, already suspicious of +their conversations. + +'You see Netta has all the grandest lady could desire,' said Howel, +before Mrs Prothero left. + +'Oh yes! I hope you will be happy,' was the reply. Mrs Prothero had +never given a thought to the grandeur by which she was surrounded. + +'Why not? Does Netta complain?' said Howel. + +'No, no; she says you are very good, and let her have all she wants; +but, Howel, riches may not always bring happiness, and we must try to +look beyond the perishable things of life for it.' + +'Pshaw!' said Howel, impatiently; 'you know, aunt, I hate that sort of +cant.' + +Soon after she left Abertewey, Colonel Vaughan called Howel and he had +a long conversation, the purport of which was, that the colonel wished +to come himself to reside at Abertewey at the end of Howel's term of two +years; and Howel was quite ready and willing to give it up to him, +saying that he meant to purchase a house in town--in Belgravia, of +course--and to reside there until he could meet with a property that he +could purchase. + +Howel told Netta that he was tired of the neighbourhood already, it was +so stupid; and that London, and a country house in some English county, +would be far preferable to living in such a dull part of the world. She +quite agreed with him, and had her own reasons for being glad to leave +Wales. In the first place, she was not at home with the people she met +in society, and liked the notion of living where no one would know that +she was the daughter of the Protheros of Glanyravon. In the second, +Howel would be always at home in London, and never again absent for +three months, she knew not why. Moreover, she longed to be far away from +the mother-in-law, who was a sort of spy over all she said or did; and +she thought Howel would be kinder to her when he was at a distance from +their kith and kin, whose propinquity seemed to irritate him. + +Netta did not stop to consider Howel's real reasons for leaving the +country, or imagine for a moment that a man of his, to her, +inexhaustible resources, could be induced to do so because he found +those resources were not inexhaustible. Neither did she remember that in +London he would be in the midst of the gamblers, horse-racers, and +spendthrifts who had been helping him to diminish his father's +ill-gotten gains, before and since, he came into possession of them. + +During the remainder of his stay in the county, his house was open to +sportsmen of every grade. His racers, hunters, hounds, and good dinners +were points of union to all the sporting men of the county; and Captain +Dancy, Mr Deep, Sir Samuel Spendall, the Simpsons, Madame Duvet, and +many others, again adorned Plas Abertewey. Races and race-balls, +steeple-chases, and steeple-chase balls, hunts, and hunt-balls, took +Howel, Netta, and his friends from place to place, and he and his horses +soon became celebrated. The latter ran at all the races. He was a good +rider, and rode himself in several steeple-chases; in short, he was +declared to be 'a capital fellow!' and one who, if he would only remain +in the county, would raise the sporting interest throughout it. As +'blessings brighten as they take their flight,' so Howel's popularity +reached its zenith just as he resigned Abertewey to Colonel Vaughan, and +went, with his wife and child, abroad for a few months. + +As Freda foretold, bells rang, bonfires blazed, and cannons fired, when +the respective owners of Glanyravon and Abertewey brought home their +respective brides, which took place in due course. If anybody thought of +Miss Gwynne, it was to comment loudly on her conduct in leaving her +home, because her father chose to marry again, and lowering herself and +her position by going to reside with her former governess, the wife of a +curate in the East End of London. Some few sympathised with her, but the +greater number laughed at Mr Gwynne, admired Lady Nugent's tact, and +blamed Freda. + +Those, also, who discussed Colonel Vaughan, as everybody did, thought +him a wise man to marry a woman who could at once clear his estate, and +enable him to live upon it as his fathers had never lived before him, +and welcomed him home with great ardour, and a regular volley of dinner +parties. + +Thus Lady Mary Nugent and her daughter, with their various worldly and +external advantages, and Colonel Vaughan, with his _savoir faire_, had +done more for themselves than Freda or Gladys, or Owen or Rowland could +have done, with their honesty of purpose, beauty, and intelligence, in a +worldly point of view, I would be understood to mean. + + + + + + +CHAPTER XXXVII. + +THE SPENDTHRIFT. + + +We must now run rapidly through the next six years of Howel and Netta's +career. + +After spending nearly a year abroad, where Howel amused himself, in +addition, to his usual diversions, by speculating in some German mines, +they came back to England. They went for a time to Spendall Lodge in +Yorkshire, on a visit to Sir Samuel Spendall, in order to be in the +vicinity of the Doncaster races. Thence they went to Scarborough, where +Howel left Netta, her child and maid in a lodging, whilst he attended +the various races in other parts of the country. + +About this time, Sir John Simpson died, and his son came into his +fortune. Howel immediately bought a handsome house in Belgravia, +furnished it expensively, and began life as a London fine gentleman. + +It is needless to describe how Howel's income and position in society +gradually dwindled down; or more properly, how his means fluctuated +according as his horses lost or won, or his various speculations +succeeded or failed. Long before his father died, he had mortgaged that +father's very mortgages; and had spent a large portion of his wealth in +paying off debts of honour, and freeing himself from the Jews, into +whose hands he had got before he went to live at Abertewey. + +During his four years' residence in London, it was evident that his +means fluctuated in some wonderful way. His house was the rendezvous of +men of all ranks who were on the turf, and his life was passed in a +state of perpetual excitement. Netta did not see much of him, except at +their own table, or that of their acquaintances. When she was alone with +him, he was either quite silent, or abusive; the career of such a man +will be better understood by most of my readers, than described by me. +The resorts of black-legs, and the betting-books of men on the turf, the +dishonourable payment of so-called debts of honour, the trickery of +horse-dealers, horse-trainers, and horse-racers, and the wretched +madness of professed gamblers, are things we have all heard of, but of +which, happily, comparatively few of us know much, practically. + +Howel managed to maintain his reputation as a gentleman and man of large +fortune, even when he was, from time to time, on the verge of ruin; and +the purchase of Sir Samuel Spendall's property in Yorkshire, when that +baronet was obliged to leave the country for debt, confirmed the opinion +of his wealth. Every one did not know that Sir Samuel, like Mr Simpson, +owed him an enormous sum of money, for various bets, loans, and even +mortgages, of which Howel kept quite as usurious an account as his +father would have done before him, and at which the lawyers of those +gentlemen shook their heads, although they could not disprove any item +of it. Howel had learnt enough of law to serve his purposes, and to +teach him how far he might venture to go, in the matter of interest and +compound interest, with impunity. + +Howel's friend, Mr Deep, was a lawyer by profession. He had duly taken +out his stamps, and had chambers in Lincoln's Inn, and did such business +as fell in his way amongst his sporting friends. + +It was he who had been Howel's attorney in all his dealings with Sir +Samuel Spendall, Mr Simpson and others, and although his reputation was +not very good amongst his professional brethren, nothing dishonourable +had ever been proved against him. + +We will now look into the chambers of this worthy in Lincoln's Inn, and +listen to a conversation that is passing between him and Howel, over +what appears to be their mid-day potation of brandy and water. Howel's +manner is excited, and his face at its darkest; Mr Deep is calm, and his +face smooth as usual. + +'You see, we must have money!' says Howel, 'I, at least, must have six +thousand five hundred pounds before this month is out. I owe that to +Dancy, who, of all men in the world, I don't choose to make wait. If I +lose at the Derby, I must have twenty thousand more.' + +'But the chances are you will win. Alma is pretty safe, I think.' + +'Yes, if we can manage to drug Magnificent. I think I have Little Bill +in my power; he will do anything for us. But this six thousand five +hundred is the first thing to think of. I have mortgaged Spendall Lodge +almost to its value. By the way, are you quite sure that Spendall has +nothing against us? They say his mother is paying his debts, and that he +will be able to come back.' + +'Positive; besides, he never knows what money he has paid, or what +receipts he has had, or what the amount of his mortgages was.' + +'Simpson, again, I think he is sharper since his father's death. He was +regularly frightened when he found what a sum he owed me; and if I +hadn't got into a passion, and threatened to call him out for doubting +my honour, I believe he would have checked our bill.' + +'Can't you get more money on your house in town?' + +'No; I have tried Levi and Jacobs, and they won't advance any more +without better security.' + +'Your mother; surely she would help you, if you were to make up a good +story.' + +'No; I ran down to see her the other day, and she had taken offence +because she chose to think I had neglected her, and was as obstinate as +an old mule. I believe she is getting stingy, too, and says she will +keep her money as long as she lives, and then I may do what I like with +it.' + +'What is she worth?' + +'Well, I should say by this time, she must have as good as six or seven +hundred a-year. She hasn't lived up to her income, and what she has +doled out to me now and then, hasn't touched the principal. She must +have from fifteen to twenty thousand pounds one way and another.' + +'Ask her to come and visit you; take her about and make much of her, and +then seize upon her in an unwary moment. Borrow the money, and say you +will pay it back, which you know, you will be able to do, if you have +any luck.' + +'That's a bright idea. The old soul has always been hankering to come to +London. Give me a pen and ink directly. Let me see; I know how she +likes me to begin. "Dear and honoured mother." Faugh! shall we go on in +the ancient style? "I hope this will find you well, as it leaves me at +present." I only wish it would find her--well--I think that will do. I +have told her that Netta and I will be delighted to see her, etc., etc. +And Netta hates her, too.' + +'By the way, Jenkins, could not Mrs Howel Jenkins get Dancy to give in +about that money? She is a prime favourite.' + +'Mrs Jenkins knows nothing of my money transactions, and certainly would +be the last person I should wish to interfere in such a matter. Let us +go and post this letter, and then I want to go to Tattersalls. Will you +dine with me at the club at six? and afterwards we will keep our +appointment with Dancy and Lord Dupe; we may make something of the +latter, if we can't of the former.' + +It was nearly two o'clock in the morning when Howel reached his home. +His little girl was ill in the measles, and Netta, feeling anxious about +her, had been sitting up with her. When Howel entered the bedroom in +which the mother and child were, he began to talk in a loud voice. + +'Why on earth don't you go to bed, Netta?' + +Netta put her finger on her lips, and pointed to the little bed in which +her child was sleeping, then hurried into the next room, a kind of +nursery and play-room, and sent the maid, who was sitting there, into +the bedroom. Howel followed her; Netta saw that he had been drinking, +and was greatly excited; he never was absolutely intoxicated, but he +constantly drank too much. + +'Why do you sit up I say, Netta?' + +'Because Minette is so feverish; I did not like to leave her.' + +The child had been called Minette by a French _bonne_, and they had all +somehow adopted it as a name; her real name was Victoria. + +'You didn't sit up for me, of course?' + +'Certainly not; you are not so very agreeable when you come home, as to +make me sit up for you.' + +'I say, Netta, do you know I have written to invite my mother to come +and pay us a visit.' + +'Your mother! then you must amuse her, for I certainly won't.' + +'I beg to say you will, and will do everything in your power to make her +visit agreeable. It will be worse for you if you do not. What do you +mean by always disobeying me?' + +'You had better not strike me again, you coward, you! Justine will hear +you. She can see and hear, if she can't understand.' + +'I tell you what, Netta, everything may depend on our reception of my +mother--your very living, and mine, and Minette's.' + +'I don't care about living; I'd rather starve than live the life I do, +and if I have Aunt 'Lizbeth, too, I shall run away, I am sure I shall.' + +'With whom, madam?' + +'With anybody or nobody; I don't care what becomes of me since you're so +unkind. Perhaps you'd like to see my shoulder that you hurt yesterday? I +haven't had the pleasure of seeing you since. Your shakes, and pinches +ain't very soft, sir, I assure you.' + +Netta threw off a portion of the white dressing-gown she had on, and +displayed her round white neck and shoulder disfigured by a +black-and-blue mark. + +'I'll do the same to the other if you aggravate me any more,' said +Howel, clenching his teeth, and moving towards Netta. + +'Not to-night, anyhow,' said Netta, running through the door and short +passage into her child's bedroom. She knew that he was always +sufficiently master of himself not to expose himself before the +servants. + +'Justine, I shall sleep with Minette to-night--that is to say, I shall +lie down on this sofa by her side. You can go to bed as usual,' said +Netta. + +And when Minette and Justine were fast asleep in their respective beds, +poor Netta sat and cried the livelong night, with her feet upon the +fender, and her eyes fixed upon the almost-extinguished fire. + +The following morning, when she was watching her child, Howel came into +the room. He went up to the bed on which Minette lay, and kissed her, +and asked her how she did. The little girl looked pleased, and putting +her arms round her father's neck, whispered,-- + +'Papa! do you know mamma has not been in bed all night? Will you tell +her I am quite well, and ask her to go to bed?' + +'I will, darling. I have a new picture-book for you downstairs Mamma +will come and fetch it. Mamma, will you come and fetch a new book for +Minette?' + +Netta looked at Howel for the first time, and seeing that his face was +tolerably pleasant, followed him out of the room, and down into the +dining-room, where his breakfast was awaiting him. + +'Netta! you must make my breakfast, and have some with me. Minette is +better, and you needn't starve yourself to death,' said Howel, sitting +down at the breakfast-table. + +'Thank you,' replied Netta sulkily. 'I can't eat anything, I am a great +deal too tired and wretched.' + +'Netta, I am sorry I hurt you; but you do aggravate me so, and I have a +great deal on my mind.' + +Netta's face brightened a little. + +'Why don't you tell me what you have on your mind, instead of bullying +me from morning to night?' + +'Because a woman cannot understand such matters. But if I do not get +some money this month we shall be ruined. I have asked my mother up to +see whether she will advance it, and that will depend on our treatment +of her. Will you be kind to her?' + +'I suppose you will give me some of the money, if you get it, to pay +servants' wages, and other bills? I am dunned for money from morning to +night, and never have a farthing to pay.' + +'I shall be able to pay everything next month. I am sure of plenty of +money.' + +'And I suppose you want to get money from your mother to pay bets, or +something of the sort? Why won't you tell me?' + +'Yes; I owe it to _your_ friend Dancy. Perhaps you will help me to pay +_him_.' + +'He is no friend of mine. I don't like him; but he would do more for me +than you would, and is kinder too. But I don't want to be under any +obligation to him.' + +'If you wish to keep a house over your head, or me out of a prison, you +must either ask him, as a personal favour, to let me off the debt, or +you must help me to get the money out of my mother.' + +'Howel, I don't like underhand ways. I don't mind trying to be civil to +Aunt 'Lizbeth, provided you tell her exactly how you are situated, and +promise me never to bet with Captain Dancy, or borrow money of him +again.' + +'I promise most faithfully.' + +'And if you can't afford to live in this grand house, Howel, why don't +you give it up, and take to the law, or anything to get your living? +Perhaps, if you did, we should be happy again. I would rather work like +a slave, and not keep a servant, and live in a small lodging, or +anything, than see you so altered.' + +Here Netta began to cry. + +'If I get this money from mother, and what I expect from other sources, +we shall be all right again, and then--' + +'And then, Howel, you will give up horse-racing and betting and gambling +and bad company, and think more of Minette and me--your poor unhappy +Netta--your wife--your little cousin that you used to say you +loved!--oh, Howel! Howel! that you hate so now, and treat so unkindly.' + +Netta had been standing by the fire-place hitherto, but at this juncture +she went towards Howel timidly, and kneeling down by his side as he sat +at the table, put her hands on his arm, and fixed her tearful eyes on +his face. + +Howel was touched. We know that there are moments in the lives of the +worst of men when better feelings overcome the evil ones; and Howel was +not utterly bad; and now his guardian angel seemed to be making a great +effort to reclaim him from his sins. He really loved Netta as much as he +could love anything. Was she not the only creature in the world who had +really loved him? + +'Then you do not quite hate me, Netta?' he said, putting his arm round +her neck, 'I thought all the old love was gone.' + +'No, no, Howel! Dear, dear Howel! I love you in my heart! but you are so +changed--so--so--you don't care for my company now. You never come home +and play and sing as you used to do. You never speak to Minette; you +never speak to me except--' + +Here Netta leant her head on Howel's knees, and began to sob. He put his +hand on her head, smoothed her hair, and finally raised her from the +ground, and took her in his arms to his weak, wicked heart--a heart not +wholly depraved, because there was still in it love for his wife. + +For a long time she clung to him; her arms round his neck, her cheek to +his cheek, her beating heart to his bosom, as if she was afraid that the +spell would be broken if once she let go. Howel kissed her pale cheek, +wiped those large black eyes, and comforted her as she had never hoped +to be comforted again. Vague thoughts entered his mind of the +possibility of beginning life afresh--of being a better husband and +father--of giving up his wild, sinful courses. 'Shall the Ethiopian +change his skin, or the leopard his spots.' + +'I will do anything, Howel, darling--anything you wish,' suddenly +murmured Netta, returning his caresses, 'only you will promise never to +be unkind again. I will beg, starve for you as long as you love me; but +you know I am hot-tempered, and when you are cross I get angry; and then +you are violent, and I am hard and sullen and wicked--oh, so wicked! I +think I must have lived fifty years in the last five years, Howel, I +feel so old and altered. Don't make me so hard-hearted again, Howel, +bach, or I shall die, indeed I shall; I feel it now at my heart.' + +Netta put her hand on her heart as she leant against Howel. He raised +her, and saw that she was of a deathly paleness. + +'Don't be--frightened--I have--it--often--only--a spasm,' she gasped, as +frightened he went to the sideboard, and poured out some brandy into one +of the tea cups, and putting a little water to it, gave it her to drink. + +She soon revived, and recovering a little of her old colour again, put +her arms round Howel, and thanked him for being so kind. Howel was +aware, for the first time for many years, that conscience is not a myth; +his smote him. + +'Will you stay at home to-day, Howel?' asked Netta. 'I will write myself +to your mother, if you will.' + +'Yes, Netta, dear, I will. Now, shall we carry the picture-book to +Minette?' + +'No; you must have your breakfast now, and I will make it. Oh! I am so +happy.' + +'And you do not care for Dancy, Netta?' + +'No; I hate him.' + +Howel kept his word, and stayed at home that one day with Netta and her +child, and she wrote that day down on the tablets of her memory as the +brightest spot in six years of trouble and distrust. + + + + + + +CHAPTER XXXVIII. + +THE FORGER. + + +In a few days Mrs Griffith Jenkins arrived in London, equally surprised +and delighted by the invitation she had received from her son and +daughter-in-law. Netta kept her word, and behaved to her with all the +kindness and consideration she could assume. She took her to various +places of amusement, and tried to find pleasure herself in scenes that a +few years before would have given her great delight; but the forebodings +of coming evil hung heavily over her, and she could not rouse herself +into her old spirits. Howel was very kind to her when with her; but +after that one white day he was not much at home. He went out once or +twice with her and his mother in the evening, and was so very attentive +to the latter that she began to think herself a person of consideration +once more. + +'There's kind Howels is, Netta, fach!' she would say. 'There's proud you +ought to be to be having such a kind husband. But he don't be looking +well, nor you neither. You was looking as pale as those wox figures at +Mrs Tuss's; and seure won was as like you as could be. Ach a fi! I +'ouldn't like to be going again into that little room with all the +murderers. And Howel was looking quite pale. But such beauty music, and +dresses, and all like life. I thought I should a-screeked out when that +man turned and looked at me, and wogged his head, and was nodding, is +seure as if he was alive, and he only wox!' + +Mrs Jenkins had been in London about a week, when Howel began +carelessly the subject nearest his heart. + +'I say, mother, fach, how does your money hold out? I daresay you are +rich as a Jew by this time.' + +'Pretty well, Howel. I hope you do be well off now, and don't be living +so gay as you wos.' + +'Well, mother, if I could just get a few thousands for a couple of weeks +I should be as rich as Croesus, and out of all those difficulties I told +you of in another month. Do you know of any one likely to have such a +sum to lend?' + +'Thousands, Howel! why hundreds wasn't plenty with us, let alone +thousands. You do know that there don't be any wan so rich as you in our +parts.' + +'So I am, mother, or rather shall be by-and-by. I have lived beyond my +income, but I am going to retrench, and if you could only lend me five +or six thousands pounds, it would set me right, and I could pay you +again in a month.' + +'Five or six thousand! Why, Howel, I 'ouldn't know how to get it; and I +don't cheuse to be reuining myself, and bringing myself down again for +nobody.' + +'Not even for me, mother? To save me from jail, perhaps! Ha! ha! I'm +sure you wouldn't like to see me in jail; and 'pon my honour I don't +know how I shall keep out of it unless you help me.' + +'And where's the thousands and hundreds of thousands your father was +leaving you? Ten years ago come next Jeune he did die, my poor Griffey.' + +'Now, mother, don't humbug me about that. You know you were glad enough. +Only let me have the money, unless you want me to leave the country, +never to come back.' + +'Ach an wyr! How you be talking. You wos frightening me to death. I +'ouldn't mind lending you a few hundreds, but--' + +'Hundreds won't do, mother. I must have five thousand six hundred before +this week is out, or else--It is impossible you could be cruel enough to +see your only son in distress, and not help him out of it.' + +'I have been helping you all your life, Howel. I could lend you wan +thousand, and no more, and if you'll promise to be paying me soon.' + +'One thousand six hundred, mother, I must have that at least.' + +It would be waste of time to write the reasons urged by Howel to induce +his mother to advance him this money; but after some hours of entreaty, +and a promise from him that he would repay it shortly, she consented to +write the necessary cheque for that sum. She insisted upon the business +being managed through Mr Rice Rice, her attorney at home, and wrote to +him to empower him to raise it as he best could for her son at once. + +As she was a poor scribe, and a still worse orthographer, Howel +superintended the letter, and when it was written said he would enclose +and post it. He was most particular in telling her where and how to +write the figures; and before the ink was dry begged her to go to a +davenport, which stood at the other end of the room, for a stamp. + +No sooner was her back turned towards him, than with the same pen and +ink he made the straight figure _one_ into a _four_, and in the cheque +which she had written, as well as in the accompanying letter, four +thousand six hundred pounds held the place that one thousand six hundred +had held when Mrs Griffith Jenkins left the table to go to the +davenport. + +If Howel trembled, or if his conscience smote him when he did this +dreadful deed, he did not let his mother see it. + +'Perhaps, after all, you had better direct the letter, mother,' he said, +as he finished sealing it. 'If I do it it will look as if I thought you +couldn't write, and you really write just as well as any other lady of +your age. I am really very much obliged to you.' + +When Howel carried the letter out of the room, and went for a few +moments into another, he said to himself, 'I can pay the whole back +after the races, and manage so as to prevent her knowing anything about +it. And if the worst come to the worst, I must tell her what I did. She +won't expose me; it will be a furious quarrel, and then all will be +over. We must keep her here for a long time, and I must get hold of her +letters first and read them to her, and alter them if necessary. Now I +must look about for another thousand pounds.' + +In due course of time the money was procured for Mrs Jenkins, and paid +into a London bank. Howel took possession of the letter of advice +concerning it, and told his mother he had opened it because she was out +when it arrived, and he had not a moment to lose in obtaining the money +from the bank. He kissed her, and talked to her, and hurried her and +Netta to dress for a drive in the park with him, until he made her +forget to obtain possession of the letter, and so far his fraud +prospered. + +A few mornings after he had received the money, he had a note from Mr +Deep, containing the intelligence of the return from abroad of Sir +Samuel Spendall, and that his attorneys were investigating his affairs. +As soon as he received this note, he went by a succession of omnibuses +to the east of London, and, as it chanced, into his brother-in-law's +parish. In this parish there was a wretched-looking suburb, inhabited +principally by Jews, whose houses were, unlike the whited sepulchres +metaphorically used in scripture to describe the hearts of their race, +most unclean without, but magnificent within. Into many of these +dwellings Howel went in the hope of raising money, but without success. +His credit was at zero. + +In a desolate, but somewhat more respectable-looking house of the same +parish, he hired a couple of rooms, giving his name as Mr Mills, and +paying a week's rent in advance. + +He was walking up this street, looking for a cab, when he was suddenly +accosted by his brother-in-law, Rowland Prothero. + +'You are coming to see me, Howel, I am so glad,' said Rowland, as they +shook hands. + +'Not to-day; I am here on a little business, and in a great hurry.' + +Howel walked on, but Rowland accompanied him. + +'You were all out when I called yesterday,' said Rowland, 'and I +particularly wanted to see you, Howel. When will you be at home?' + +'It is impossible to say.' + +'It is on your own account; it is about Sir Samuel Spendall that I wish +to speak.' + +Howel turned pale, and stood still for a moment, looking round him as he +did so to see that no one was listening. + +'What of him?' + +'Sir Philip told me that he had been heard to say he would dispute your +right to his property, for you had acquired it by unfair means.' + +'The scoundrel!' cried Howel, turning pale. 'You have always something +agreeable to communicate when we do meet. It is well it is so seldom, Mr +Rowland Prothero.' + +'Oh, Howel! hear me whilst it is yet time, and clear yourself from the +imputations to which I cannot shut my ears. My eyes, alas! have been +long opened, and I would have helped you, but neither Netta nor you will +listen.' + +'Cab!' shouted Howel, and a cab drew up, and Howel jumped into it, with +a 'good morning,' leaving Rowland looking mournfully after it. + +The next morning Rowland was at Howel's house very early. He found Netta +alone, and heard from her that Howel had not been at home since the +previous morning. She had had a line from him telling her that he was +going with Mr Deep to Greenwich. + +Netta looked ill and anxious. Rowland entreated her to tell him freely +what made her so unhappy. He said he did not wish to interfere between +her and her husband, only to advise her for her good. + +Netta burst into tears, and said that Howel was very kind now, but that +she feared there was something on his mind. She knew they were in debt, +but that Howel told her all would soon be right. + +Rowland begged her to come to him if she were in any difficulty; assured +her of his brotherly love and deep interest in her; pointed out her path +of duty to her, and urged her to be patient with her husband whatever +might happen, and to endeavour to win him to better courses; then left +her with a heavy heart and a promise to return on the morrow. He was +obliged to be at home that evening for a service in the church. + +Late at night Howel returned, anxious and pale. Netta and Mrs Griffey +had been to see Albert Smith's entertainment, and the latter was in a +great state of descriptive excitement, when Howel interrupted her by +saying,-- + +'Mother, I am very sorry to seem so unkind and inhospitable, but I am +afraid I must ask you to return home to-morrow.' + +'To-morrow! I am feeling too tired to be up in time to-morrow, and, +seure! if you 'on't give your own mother a home for as long as she do +like to stay, there's my Lady Simpson who is asking me there, and--' + +'Impossible, mother, I must see you off for Wales. I am in great trouble +about money, and I must leave to-morrow myself or shall be in jail.' + +'Name o' goodness, Howel, what wos you doing with what I did give you?' + +'Never mind; only, if anything is said to you about that money by any +one, take care what you say in answer. Don't answer at all, indeed, or +it may ruin you and me. Now you must pack up your things to be ready for +the first train. Tell the servants--I will--that you are summoned home +by a telegraphic message.' + +Howel impelled his mother upstairs, and then said to Netta, who was +standing looking very pale, with her hand on her heart,-- + +'Netta, you must fill your pockets, and every corner of your dress that +will contain them, with such jewels and plate as are of value. Money, I +fear, there is none, unless my mother has any. Send the servants to bed, +and do this when all is quiet. I am liable to be arrested for debt, and +do not know when it may or may not take place. Have a cab to-morrow +morning, and send my mother to the station; then take Minette, at your +usual hour, through the park to Hyde Park Corner. Start about ten. I +will meet you. I must not stay here to-night; indeed, I must not stay +longer.' + +Netta threw her arms round Howel's neck, and entreated him not to leave +her. + +'Netta, don't be a fool! You don't want to ruin me, do you?' + +Netta withdrew her arms, and stood like a statue before Howel. + +'You needn't look so frightened? it will be all right in a few weeks. +To-morrow at ten, remember.' + +Howel kissed her, and again left the house. + +Poor Netta set about the work that was appointed her mechanically. First +of all, however, she went into her mother-in-law's room, and assisted +her to pack. Mrs Griffey was by turns indignant, alarmed, and sorrowful; +but finding that she must depart, and that some real difficulty existed, +she made no further resistance. Seeing that Netta had literally no +money, she gave her a ten-pound note, under a faithful promise that she +would not transfer it to Howel. + +'He do be very good-for-nothing, Netta, and have been spending money +enough to buy half London. Tak' you care of this, and write you to me. +You was very good to me since I was come here.' + +The kind word was too much for Netta, and she sat down and cried +bitterly. Mrs Griffey tried to comfort her by crying too, and so the +night waned away. + +The following morning the cab was sent for, according to Howel's order, +and a man-servant ordered to accompany Mrs Griffith Jenkins to the +station and see her off. Netta had never believed it possible that she +could have cried at parting with her mother-in-law; but after she left +the house she wrung her hands in despair, and wept as if she had lost +her last earthly friend. + +Still, she thought, Howel is kind, and loves me, so I will not mind what +else happens. + +She ordered Justine to dress Minette, whilst she hurriedly finished such +preparations as she could make for her uncertain future. She found that +all Howel's jewels were already gone, so she had only to fill her +pockets and a bag with the best of her own and some plate and lock her +drawers. She took it for granted that Howel wanted the jewels for +himself, and that she would be obliged, when she returned home, to +secure other things. + +As she took Minette by the hand, and led her along the handsome square +in which they lived, she saw two men look at her very intently, and then +exchange some words apparently about her. In former days, when her +bright colour and pretty face attracted the notice of passers-by, this +would only have pleased her; now it frightened her. + +Before they reached Hyde Park Corner Howel hailed her from a cab. + +'Netta, would you rather go into Wales to my mother or come with me?' +said Howel. + +'With you, Howel, anywhere, not into Wales for the world.' + +Howel leaned back into a corner of the cab, and did not speak again. + +Netta did not know where they went, but they got into four cabs in +succession, driving a certain distance in one, then paying the driver, +then walking into another street and hailing a fresh vehicle. + +At last they reached the far east of London, and found themselves in a +dirty, wretched street, amongst a squalid population. + +'Give me the bag, and take care of your pocket,' said Howel, as they +walked along the pavement. 'Keep close to me.' + +They reached the house where Howel had taken a lodging the previous day. +He walked through the passage, and bade his wife and child follow him; +ascended two pair of stairs, and entered a large and tolerably +respectable room. + +There was a letter on the table, which he opened at once. It contained +the following lines:-- + +'The double S are comparing notes, and various rumours are in +circulation amongst that set.' + +He put the letter in his pocket, and, turning to Netta, told her to go +into the bedroom and take off her own and Minette's bonnet, as they must +stay for a little while where they were. + +'Not here, papa,' said Minette, beginning to cry. 'I don't like this +place.' + +'Hold your tongue!' said her father sternly, as Netta led her out of the +room. + +'Netta,' whispered Howel, 'our name is Mills here--just for a time +only.' + +When Netta went into the close, dark bedroom at the back of the +sitting-room, she took off her sobbing child's things, set her on her +lap, and by degrees soothed her to sleep. She laid her on such a bed as +she had assuredly never slept on before, and then returned to Howel. + +She stood before him pale and resolute. He was pacing the room rapidly, +and muttering to himself. + +'Howel, I must know all! What is the matter? What is to become of us?' +she said. + +'We must not be seen by our friends for a time, dear Netta, because I +am liable to be arrested. Will you mind staying here a day or two alone? +I must go away for a short time on business but will return and remove +you when it is settled. You are better here than at home, as everything +will be seized. You are in Rowland's parish, if the worst should come to +the worst; but I don't want him to know anything about me, as it will be +all right again by-and-by.' + +'Howel, I asked Captain Dancy not to insist upon that money.' + +'You did! That is why he let me off with half for another month. What +did he say?' + +'He said, Howel, that if I would go to France with him he would forgive +your debt.' + +'And you, Netta?' Howel clenched his fist. + +'And I, Howel? I left the room, and have never seen him since. He called +after, but I could not speak to him again. How could I?' + +'Netta, will you forgive and try to forget how jealous and unkind I have +been? In spite of all, I have loved you, Netta. Oh! if I had not taken +you away from your happy home!' + +'I can bear anything if you love me, Howel. We will try to get through +this difficulty, and then you will begin afresh as a clerk or anything; +and we will be happy--oh, so happy again! Happier than ever!' + +Netta smiled through her tears, whilst Howel groaned aloud. + +'Think kindly of me, Netta; don't let them make you hate me. I care for +no one else in the world. If I send for you, will you come to me, +supposing I cannot come myself?' + +'Anywhere! anywhere!' + +Netta put her arms around her husband and sobbed aloud. + +By-and-by some refreshments that Howel had ordered came up. The landlady +appeared, who seemed a quiet, meek-looking woman. + +'I shall be obliged to leave Mrs Mills and the little girl for a day or +two,' said Howel. 'You will see they are attended to, I hope.' + +'Yes, sir,' said the landlady looking, and, doubtless, feeling +astonished at the sort of person Netta was, so pretty and well-dressed. + +That evening another letter arrived from Mr Deep, which told Howel very +plainly that writs were issued against him, and that his bills, cheques, +betting debts, and affairs generally, were being questioned by his +friends. There was also rather more than a hint of his being suspected +of forgery. + +He went out as soon as he had received that letter, and did not return +until past midnight. Netta awaited him in an agony of terror lest he +should return no more. + +He gave Netta ten pounds and told her on no account to disclose her real +name, or give a clue to his having been with her in those lodgings, if +she should see Rowland. + +'But you will be back soon?' said poor Netta. + +'In a few days I hope, or else I will send for you. I must leave +to-morrow morning at daybreak.' + +A few weeks ago and neither husband nor wife would have cared how long +the separation might be, now it seemed death for each to part. + +Howel kissed his child again and again as she lay sleeping in her dingy +bed, and held Netta long in his arms. The only human being who really +loved him! Him, weak, wild, sinful, godless! yet with one divine spark +rekindling in his breast--the spark of human love. + +He laid his wife, fainting, by the side of her child on the bed, bathed +her temples with water until he saw that she would revive, and then +rushed out into the dirty streets, under the misty, murky morning sky, a +reckless and miserable man. + + + + + + +CHAPTER XXXIX. + +THE ACCOUNTANT. + + +'I never shall get through these accounts!' is the soliloquy of Miss +Gwynne, to whom we return with much pleasure, on my part, at least, +after a separation of six years. + +She is seated in a gloomy but comfortable dining-room, in a house +situated in one of the squares at the East End of London. We left her in +her large, airy, country home, looking out upon a beautiful view of hill +and valley--we find her in a close, dark square, with nothing to enliven +the scene without but a few dingy shrubs, a row of tall gaunt houses, +and a smoke-discoloured, soot-filled atmosphere. We left her unhappy and +discontented--we find her happy and contented. We left her with a mind +harassed by uncertain plans, disappointed hopes, and humbled pride--we +find her with a mind strengthened by good purposes, holy aspirations, +and prayers for humility. Still, we left her and find her Winifred +Gwynne. She has not lost her idiosyncrasy. + +Reader, be not hasty to pronounce upon the suddenness of these changes. +Six years spent principally amongst the earnest minded, laborious clergy +of London and their families, in the heart of the most wretched, squalid +parish, amongst the lowest, most depraved, most ignorant, most utterly +miserable set of people in England, would sober the most thoughtless +woman in the world, provided she had a heart. And Freda has not only a +heart, but one earnestly desirous of doing good. + +She has found vent for her energy, occupation for her time, a bank for +all the money she possesses; therefore we find her in the midst of +papers covered with figures, containing accounts of ragged schools, +which she is labouring to reckon up, in the simplest of morning dresses, +without ornament or extraneous adornment. She is somewhat paler and +thinner than she used to be amongst the breezy hills of Wales, but her +eyes are brighter, and the expression of her countenance is gentler. + +'How stupid I am!' she exclaims. 'Gladys would reckon them up directly, +but she is at the school, and I am ashamed to ask Nita, with all her +accounts.' + +She pauses a moment and lays down her pen. Her eyes fall upon an +unopened letter. + +'And I declare I have not broken the seal of my own father's letter,' +she mutters, performing this duty as she does so, and running through it +with occasional comments. + +'"We hope you will come and spend Christmas--" I suppose I must--"and +see your little brother, who longs to see sister Freda again--" Humph! +but who cut her out of Glanyravon Park and all thereto belonging, though +he certainly is a dear little man. "Her ladyship quite well, and desires +her love." I suppose I ought to be glad and try to return the love. "Mrs +Gwynne Vaughan and her children were here yesterday. She asked for you, +and the little ones wished to know when you were coming home--" I am +much obliged to her, and am afraid I am _not_ too anxious to see either +her or her husband, in spite of their civility. "Little Harold is really +a wonderful child! He begins to spell already!" So like my good father. +Well, I ought to be thankful he is happy, and that it all turned out so +much better than I expected. But I can't help feeling a kind of wicked +disappointment when I think that Lady Mary should be quite as good a +tactician as a second wife, as she was before she married again. But, I +hope, I am happy that she makes poor papa comfortable and doesn't worry +him to death. I don't think he loves her now half as well as he does me; +still, perhaps she suits him better, because she manages him, and I +never could. But the _tyfydd_ [Footnote: Welsh for heir.] is a dear +little fellow, and I am really fond of him.' + +Miss Gwynne's soliloquy is cut short by a rap at the door, followed by +the entrance of Rowland Prothero, who says, as he bows and seems about +to retreat,-- + +'I beg your pardon--I was told Mr Jones was here.' + +'Oh, do come in!' says Miss Gwynne, rising, and advancing to meet +Rowland; 'I cannot get through these accounts. I have been reckoning and +reckoning ever since breakfast, and they will not come right. I should +be so much obliged to you if you would just look them over for me.' + +Rowland seated himself at Freda's desk, and began at once to do her +bidding. The ragged school was the one in which he was so much +interested, and that he had been instrumental in establishing. + +Whilst Miss Gwynne had been living with her friend, Mrs Jones, she had +seen a great deal of Rowland; they had, in fact, been thrown much +together. At first, Rowland ceased to come to consult the Joneses, or to +spend his few spare hours with them, when he heard that Freda was there; +and, of course, they and she understood and respected his reasons for +absenting himself; but in the course of time, they met at Sir Philip +Payne Perry's, at his rector's, and elsewhere, and his reserve slightly +wore off. When Freda began to assist Mrs Jones in her parish work, and +threw herself, heart and soul, into the ragged school, they met of +necessity very frequently. Freda was so studiously polite in her manners +to him, and so careful to avoid every subject that would recall their +old relations at Glanyravon, that he gradually felt more at his ease +with her, and it ended by his resuming his old, friendly intercourse +with Mr and Mrs Jones. But Freda knew well that, in spite of her best +efforts to propitiate him, he never forgot those words, 'Do you know who +I am, and who you are?' He was always gentlemanlike, always kind, always +ready to do anything she asked him, but he never relaxed the somewhat +formal respect of his manner. In society, he was quite different with +every one else to what he was with her. With the Perrys he was as much +at ease as if he were their own son; and they seemed almost to consider +him as such. At his rector's he was the life of their little circle, and +might have been, Freda shrewdly suspected, united to it by a link closer +than that of curate, had he so chosen; for there was a very pretty +daughter who evidently looked upon him with favourable eyes. Amongst the +respectable portion of his flock he was a general favourite, and all the +young ladies, as young ladies will, worked with and for him; not only in +the matter of schools, but in slippers and purses. What was still more +clear and satisfactory to Freda was, that he made way amongst the +miserable poor. + +The ragged school children loved him, and through them, he got at the +hearts of some of their degraded parents. His seemed a labour of love +with every one but her. She received his marked politeness and nothing +more. But he interested her daily. Some new trait of character would +break out--some little touch of deep feeling--some symptom of a highly +sensitive nature, which told her how much he must have felt her cutting +words. He was proud, too, and she liked him for it, although she was +striving to humble her own pride. What would she not have given to have +recalled those words! The Rowland Prothero of London, esteemed and loved +by the wise and good, for his unpretending but strenuous parochial +labours, his clear, forcible, but very simple preaching--was to her +quite a different person from him of Glanyravon Farm, the son of her +father's tenant. In short they were no longer identical. As she was no +longer the heiress of Glanyravon, but simply Miss Gwynne, Mrs. Jones' +friend--so he was Mr. Rowland Prothero, a respectable and respected +London clergyman. + +And these are the relations under which they appear, sitting near one +another over the accounts of the ragged school, which Freda has +undertaken to keep. + +'I think there is a slight fault here, Miss Gwynne,' he says, pointing +out an error in calculation. + +'Of course, I never had a head for figures, and Mrs. Jones could never +get me to do my sums.' + +'Still, the account is quite right in the main, the errors were in the +adding up, and it is rightly balanced.' + +'Thank you, I am so very much obliged to you. I should never have got +through them. And now, will you tell me of those wretched people that +Mr. Jones would not let me go and see.' + +'I gave them the money you kindly sent, or, at least, laid it out for +them, as they would have spent it in gin, and they are already more +comfortable; but the father is gone away, and the mother apparently +dying.' + +'Is there no way of alleviating all this wretchedness?' + +'I fear none. Sin is at the root, and as long as the present world +lasts, there must be misery with it.' + +Rowland spoke these words in an unusually melancholy and depressed tone +of voice, which caused Miss Gwynne to look up from the papers, directly +at him. He was paler than usual, and his lip quivered. He met her +glance, and making an effort to rise, said hastily,-- + +'Can I have the honour of doing anything more for you, Miss Gwynne. I am +sure I can return you the thanks of the committee, indeed of every one +concerned for--' + +'I want no thanks, I deserve no thanks from any one; are you ill, Mr. +Rowland? You have been in some of those dreadful haunts, and they have +upset you. May I get you something?' + +'Thank you, I am quite well.' Rowland's lip quivered still more and he +grew still less calm, as he again met Miss Gwynne's eye fixed on him +with evident interest. + +'I am sure you are ill; you must allow me the privilege of a +parishioner, if not of an old friend, and let me ask what is the +matter?' + +Her manner was so kind, that Rowland's reserve was for a moment +overcome. + +'Thank you, Miss Gwynne--my poor sister.' + +'Yes, what of her? I assure you I am truly interested for her; poor +Netta!' + +'I fear she is in serious trouble, I scarcely know what myself as yet; +but she, her husband and child have left the house, and Howel's +creditors have taken possession of all his effects. No one knows where +they are gone, or what is to become of them.' + +Rowland had not the courage to tell Miss Gwynne that the police were +searching for Howel right and left upon a charge of forgery. + +'Poor Netta! I am very, very sorry. What can have reduced him to this?' + +'Gaming, horse-racing, speculating! These will waste the largest fortune +and ruin the fairest hopes. But he deserves it all, only my poor sister +is the victim, and the respectability of an honest name is impeached.' + +'Oh no--poor Netta's hasty marriage and wilful temper were the causes of +her trouble, it can have nothing to do with your family; besides, many +people of high family and position are obliged to fly for debt.' + +'That is dishonour enough, Miss Gwynne, but this--this is worse; Howel +is suspected of--of forgery.' + +Rowland gave Miss Gwynne one quick, searching glance as he said that +word, and then rose to go. She rose, too, but putting out her hands, and +looking him full in the face, kindly and gently, she said,-- + +'Mr. Prothero, I am very sorry for you; for Netta; for all. But if this +is true, the sin and the shame will rest with him who caused them--it +cannot fall on you or yours.' + +Rowland shook the offered hand, and then left the room. + +In the hall he met Gladys, who had just come in from the school. Frisk +was barking and jumping about her with great animation, not having +grown, as Freda foretold, a useless and fat London dog. When Rowland +appeared, he transferred his attentions to him, and looked much +disappointed at receiving none in return. + +Rowland shook hands with Gladys, and asked her to come with him into Mr +Jones' little study, where he told her, more clearly than he had told +Miss Gwynne, what he knew of Howel and Netta. + +He said that he had been to their house the previous day in the +afternoon, and had found it occupied by sheriffs' officers and +policemen, who were trying, in vain, to ascertain from the servants +where their master and mistress were. All that they knew was that their +master did not sleep in the house the previous night, and that their +mistress left it that morning. Rowland had waited until late at night, +but no further intelligence was gained. + +He gleaned that Howel was accused of having forged cheques, at different +times, to a very large amount, in the names both of Sir Samuel Spendall +and Sir Horatio Simpson. The frauds had been discovered through a cheque +on the latter's bank, purporting to be written by him for five hundred +pounds, received by Howel a few weeks before. Sir Horatio Simpson having +gone himself to his bankers for some money, it was found that he had +overdrawn his account, and, upon examining his late cheques, he utterly +disclaimed that of Howel, and declared it forged. The result of this was +a general examination of his banking accounts for the last four years, +and the discovery of forgeries, by alteration of figures and forged +signatures, to the amount of some five or six thousand pounds. + +At the same time Sir Samuel Spendall's attorneys found, from a rigid +examination of that baronet's affairs, that Howel's claim on him did not +amount to two-thirds of his demand, and that various signatures to +betting debts, and loans of money, etc., were forgeries. + +In addition to this, Howel's own debts, both on the turf and to his +tradesmen, were enormous, and ignominy surrounded him on all sides. + +Rowland groaned aloud as he told Gladys these horrible truths, and +Gladys had no words of comfort; all she could say was,-- + +'It is not poor Netta's fault; it is not yours, Mr Rowland, or that of +any one belonging to you.' + +'But the shame, Gladys; you know my father, it will be his death.' + +'Oh no, sir, he always expected something of the kind. I have often +heard him say so. If we could only find Mrs Jenkins and her child it +would not be so bad.' + +Mr Jones came in, and Gladys left the room and went to Miss Gwynne. + +Gladys has become the friend and confidential adviser of every member of +that small household; no one but herself considers her as a servant. She +acts as housekeeper for Mrs Jones, maid to Miss Gwynne, school teacher +and district visitor to Mr Jones and Rowland, almoner and confidante to +all. Gladys, within doors, Miss Gladys, without; no one knows that she +has any other name. In spite of her beauty, her youth, her timidity, she +goes amongst scenes and people, from whom most women, even the best, +would shrink, and seems to bear about with her a charmed life and +invisible strength that nothing can destroy. + +Amongst the wretched Irish who inhabit a portion of that vast, depraved +parish, she has an influence that even the clergy cannot boast, due to +her Irish extraction and slight accent; and the sufferings she has +herself undergone from gaunt famine and grim death, make her keenly +alive to their wants and feelings. No one has such power over the poor +untutored heathen children of the ragged school as she has, and no one +loves them as she does. She, too, like her mistress, has found her +vocation in their city home; who cannot find a vocation in any home, if +they will only look around them for it? + +Whilst Rowland and Mr Jones discuss the sad news Rowland has to tell, +Miss Gwynne, Mrs Jones and Gladys discuss it also, for Mrs Jones has +joined the pair in the dining room. There is but one feeling in that +household--sorrow for Rowland and his family, anxiety about Netta. Tears +are in the eyes of all those true-hearted women as they think of the +probable fate of the once bright little belle of their country +neighbourhood, deserted, perhaps amongst the wild wildernesses of London +houses. + +Mr Jones endeavours to console Rowland by suggesting that if Netta is +left by her husband she will surely fall back upon her brother; and when +he has exhausted what little portion of hope he can inspire, Rowland +turns resolutely to subjects that must be attended to, even if his heart +were breaking from sorrow. + +The respected rector of that large parish was in very uncertain health, +and had gone abroad with his family for three months, leaving all the +parochial duties in the hands of his two curates. They were heavy enough +for three clergymen, but Mr Jones and Rowland found them almost too +weighty for them, unassisted by their chief; however, they fought +manfully through them, Sundays and week days. + +Rowland refused Mr and Mrs Jones' invitation to dinner, and, crossing +the square, entered his solitary lodging in one of the opposite houses, +and began to write to his brother Owen. He told him all that he knew of +Howel and Netta, and begged him to break it to their parents as best he +might. + +When he had finished his letter he prepared to go out again. His +landlady brought him some luncheon, but he could not touch it. He went +first to his ragged school, and there the sight of those children of +crime and infamy recalled his little niece to his mind, and made his +heart sink still lower with the fear of what she might become. Never had +he spoken with such feeling to the motley throng that stood about him as +he did that day. Then he had to thread some of the haunts whence those +children came to seek out the miserable parents to whom they had been a +sort of introduction, and never before had he experienced so forcibly +that he was their brother, even theirs, as now that he knew that his +sister's husband was 'a thief and a forger;' he could almost fancy that +they already pointed to him as belonging, at least, to one as degraded +as themselves. + +That evening he read prayers and lectured in one of the churches. He +lectured extempore, and it was noted by all his congregation that more +than once his feelings nearly overcame him. They thought and talked of +the fact, when, at a later period, they heard of his family sorrow. But +they all said that his 'word was with power,' and there was many a moist +eye amongst them as he warned them, in language made even more forcible +than usual by the events of the day, against the pleasures and vices of +the world. + +After the service many of the school teachers and Scripture-readers met +him in the vestry to have their work allotted, and their word of advice +and encouragement. Again he pressed upon them the subject brought home +to his heart, that of resisting in youth the 'temptations of the world, +the flesh, and the devil.' + +His youthful regiment of soldiers talked to one another afterwards of +the earnestness and piety of Him who led them on in their battle against +evil, and prayed to become more like one who was so devoted to 'fighting +that good fight,' which they had enlisted to join in. + +Tired and exhausted, Rowland returned to his lodging. He tried to review +the events of the day, but in doing so, fairly broke down. He had been +striving to keep his mind in subjection by beating down his monster +enemy, pride, for the last six years; but he found that he was still +rampant within him. It was not simply the grief for a sister's distress +and a brother-in-law's sin that he felt, but strong personal +mortification. How could he think of self, of the Perrys, of his rector, +of his family, of his parishioners and their opinion, above all, how +could he think of Miss Gwynne, who disdained him,--at a time when every +personal feeling ought to be merged into sympathy with others? He prayed +and struggled against the tempter; prayed for his sister; above all, for +Howel; in words too fervent and holy for these pages; and went to bed +and slept from mere exhaustion of mind and body. Little did Netta +imagine, when she made that disobedient step into the dark future, what +misery it would bring upon all who loved her! + +Pause, then, and think, all you young women who may be meditating a +similar course, even whilst reading this story, or may be at issue with +your parents, because their experience shows them a future which your +inexperience cannot show you! Pause and think that Netta is no +fictitious character, her story no mere creation of an author's brain, +but the portrait and history of one out of hundreds of wilful daughters +brought to shame and grief, and bringing all belonging to them to shame +and grief by an unblessed and unholy marriage. + + + + + + +CHAPTER XL. + +THE FORGER'S WIFE. + + +Days and weeks passed, and there was no intelligence of Netta. Rowland +had heard from Owen of the domestic misery at home, and also that he had +been to see Mrs Griffith Jenkins, who disclaimed all knowledge of her +son's hiding place, or what had become of his wife and child. Her own +grief was too real to allow even the sceptical Owen to doubt it; and +when, in addition, she gave him to understand that she, too, was nearly +ruined by Howel's forgeries, but that she would die rather than tell any +one else of it, he could only pity the wretched mother who had, by her +bad example and teaching, helped to train her son for the ruin into +which he had fallen. + +Rowland heard that Mr Deep had been arrested upon a charge of abetting +Howel in his crimes, and that a search-warrant for the examination of +his papers had brought to light other nefarious dealings, as well as an +unsigned letter, supposed to be in Howel's writing, intimating his +intention of going to America. This had caused inquiries to be made at +the docks, and police emissaries to be despatched forthwith to America. +A person answering his description had sailed for that continent from +Southampton the day after Howel left his house, but unaccompanied by +wife or child. + +Strange to say that the Epsom races had come off, and that Howel's +horse, Magnificent, had actually won the Derby stakes! Too late! save +for his creditors and those he had defrauded. Still, doubtless, one more +bitter drop in the cup of his despair, wherever he might chance to be +drinking it. + +All that he had left behind him was sold, hunters inclusive, and this +Magnificent alone, particularly after the Derby, yielded a princely +fortune. Too late, either for further crimes, or poor Netta's hoped-for +reformation. + +It was hard work for Rowland to go through his heavy parochial duties +with this great misfortune hanging over his head. But if the sympathy +and kindness of friends could help him in his work, and support him +under the pressure of anxiety, he was helped and supported. Still it was +evident to all that he fled from society, and in spite of the delicate +tact of the Joneses and Freda, he had scarcely been near them since that +first day. Whether it was pride or susceptibility, he could scarcely +tell himself, but he could not bring himself to thrust his sorrow and +those of his family upon others. He caused every possible search to be +made, through the police and otherwise for Netta, but in vain. + +But Providence answered his prayers, when his own efforts seemed +fruitless, and that through the instrumentality of one of the poor +children, for whose benefit he had exerted such talents as God had given +him. + +Some four years before, a miserable girl of eleven years old had become +one of his ragged school children. I say _his_, because even his rector +allowed him the merit of establishing the school. Through this child, +Rowland became acquainted with her mother, a wretched, starving widow, +living in squalor and iniquity. Miss Gwynne had helped her temporally, +Rowland spiritually, and when she had died, about a year ago, he had +strong hopes that much suffering had brought forth a sincere repentance. + +Her little girl was one of the many examples of the blessed effects of a +ragged school. At her mother's death she was fifteen years old, +teachable and anxious to be taught. Rowland prevailed on a respectable +woman, the lodging-house keeper, in whose house Netta had found a +refuge, to try her as a servant, and she had turned out well. + +So it was that this girl, having an idea that Rowland could effect +wonders, waited for him one Sunday evening after service, and asked if +she might speak with him. She told him, with a long preface of +apologies, that she did not know if she was right in saying what she was +going to say, but that there was a poor lady in her mistress's second +floor, who was very ill, out of her mind she thought, and who hadn't a +friend in the world. The lady had forbidden her mistress to speak to any +doctor or clergyman about her, but she had not forbidden her. And indeed +it seemed almost worse to see a lady in such trouble and sickness than +it did those who were used to it, as she, and the like of her had been, +and would be still, but for Mr Prothero. + +'What is her name?' asked Rowland eagerly. + +'Mrs Mills, sir.' + +Rowland's sudden hope fell. + +'And she has a little girl, sir, who isn't well either, and who does +nothing but cry and moan.' + +'What is her name?' + +'Her mamma calls her Minette, or some such name, sir.' + +'I will come with you now,' said Rowland, in great agitation. 'Make +haste; I suppose she has been with you some time.' + +'More than a month, sir, and she is always expecting some one to +come--and no one comes.' + +Rowland strode on, fast--faster than he had once before walked with +Gladys--heedless of everything around him. In about a quarter of an hour +he and the girl reached the lodging house. + +'You will tell missus how it was, please, sir. I don't think she can be +angry, sir.' + +'I am sure she will not be angry; tell her that I want to see her. + +Mrs Saunders, the landlady, came at once. + +Rowland inquired into the particulars of Netta's arrival at her house, +her illness, etc., and heard what we already know of Howel's sudden +departure; and the following account, in addition of the month Netta had +spent since he left her. + +'The morning after Mr Mills left, sir,' said the landlady 'Mrs Mills did +not ring for breakfast, or show any sign of being up. I waited for a +long time, and then I went and listened at the bedroom door. I heard a +kind of moaning, and was so frightened, I made so bold as to go in. I +found the poor lady lying down on the bed, beside the little girl, who +was still asleep. She seemed more dead than alive, and looked at me +terrified-like, as if she didn't know who was coming in. When she saw +me, she tried to get up and look cheerful, and to give account of her +never having undressed. I went and made her some tea, and got her to go +into the sitting-room by the fire which the girl lighted, for she was as +cold as death. Then I dressed the little girl, who awoke and began to +cry when she saw how pale her mamma looked, and I told her to try to +make her mamma eat and drink. And the little dear, like an angel as she +is, began to comfort her mother, and to coax her, and when I saw the +poor lady begin to shed tears over the child I went away. + +'Ever since that morning, sir, she has been in a kind of a dream. She +does nothing but look out of the window, up and down the street, as if +she was expecting some one, and whenever there is a step on the stairs, +she runs to the door and peeps out. And then, when the postman's knock +is heard, she starts, turns red, turns pale, and puts her hand on her +heart. I am sure she has heart complaint, and I asked her to let me send +for a doctor, but she wouldn't hear of it. Sometimes I think she's a +little crazed. Once I mentioned the clergy, and asked if she wouldn't +like to see one, and said you and Mr Jones, sir, were very kind +gentlemen. She started up, and said, "Hush! hush! not for worlds--not +for worlds! Mr Mills will soon be back!" She gave me a ten-pound note to +change twice--and I was obliged to buy everything for her and the little +girl, for they hadn't a rag with them, except what they stood up in. I +was as careful as I could be, but the money went, and now she talks of +selling some jewels and things she brought with her. Oh, sir! if you +could find their friends!' + +As may be supposed, Rowland had some difficulty in controlling his +emotion during this recital. When Mrs Saunders paused, he said,-- + +'I have every reason to believe that I know this poor lady, and, if you +will trust me to go to her, I am sure that I shall be of service. I must +go quite alone. You may depend upon my having a right to do this.' + +'Whatever you do, sir, is sure to be right and kind. If you will take it +upon yourself I shall be only too glad. You know the room, sir? the one +where you used to go and see my poor husband.' + +Rowland was upstairs immediately. Almost before he reached the door, a +pale, haggard face peered out of it. + +'It is--it is Howel!' cried poor Netta, rushing into the gloomy passage, +and throwing her arms round Rowland's neck. + +'No, Netta--dearest Netta! it is I, Rowland--your brother,' said +Rowland, supporting his fainting sister back into the room. + +'Uncle! Uncle Rowland! I am so glad!' exclaimed a little voice, as +Minette ran towards him and clasped his knees. + +As, the glare of the gas by which the room was lighted fell upon Netta's +face, Rowland half believed that it was the corpse of his once blooming +sister that he was placing on the sofa. + +'Fetch some water, Minette, darling,' said Rowland, supporting Netta. + +'This is what mamma takes,' said the child, bringing Rowland a small +bottle labelled 'Prussic acid' from the bedroom. + +'I cannot give her this. Is there no wine?' + +'The little girl went to an old chiffonier and brought a decanter with +wine in it. Rowland poured some down Netta's throat, and she recovered. + +'Rowland, is it you? Not--not--' muttered Netta, as she strove to rise. +'I think you had better go. Perhaps, when he comes, he won't like--oh, +my heart.' + +'Be calm, dear Netta; I will do nothing you dislike. If Howel comes back +I will go away directly. I will be most careful of what I say. You need +not fear me, Netta,--your brother who loves you so dearly' + +'You won't go away again, uncle, will you?' said the pale, little +Minette, climbing on Rowland's knee and nestling her head in his bosom; +'or will you take mamma and me away from this nasty place?' + +'No, dear, Uncle Rowland will not leave you, he is so very glad to find +you.' + +Tears, actual tears, filled Rowland's eyes as he kissed the brow of the +child, who was soon fast asleep in his arms, and as he held Netta's thin +hand and looked at her bewildered face. + +'Did you say you loved me, Rowland?' asked Netta, looking at him with a +strange, wandering glance, whilst large tears rolled down her cheeks. 'I +don't think I deserve any one's love, do I? Is mother vexed that I have +been away so long?' + +'Yes, dear, and you must come home at once. You must come to me first to +get strong, and then--' + +'Hush! hush! No, I cannot leave this house,--I will not; never, never +till Howel comes or sends for me. Isn't that some one on the stairs?' + +'I will see, dear.' + +'No, not you,--not you.' + +'It is some one gone to the next floor. Lie still, dear Netta.' + +'It is nice having you, Rowland; but if he should come--' + +'I would go away. You are ill, Netta. Tell me what is the matter with +you.' + +Rowland was feeling Netta's pulse, and found that they were too rapid to +be counted, whilst he could literally hear the pulsation of her heart. + +'I don't know; something at my heart. And--and--my head, just here,--at +the top. It is so burning, like fire.' + +'We must nurse you, Netta. If you would only come to my lodgings.' + +'Hush! hush! not for the world. I will stay here till--I am sure that is +a step.' + +'No dear. Try to be calm and sleep for half-an-hour, whilst I go and +make some arrangements.' + +'Do you think he will come to-night?' + +'I scarcely think he can, Netta. You know he is obliged to hide, dear, +do you not? for--' + +'Yes, yes! he told me for a few days for debt, and then he would come +back. But he didn't murder Captain Dancy, did he?' + +Netta started up and fixed her eyes wildly on her brother. + +'No,--I assure you, no! I saw some one who saw Captain Dancy yesterday.' + +'Thank God! thank God!' + +'And, Netta, I do not think he can venture to come back just yet; so you +must try to get well for all our sakes.' + +'Yes, I will, that I may go to him. I will sleep now. Put Minette by my +side. Poor Minette!' + +Rowland laid the child's head on her mother's lap, and arranged the +pillows for Netta, and then went, with a heart full to bursting, to Mrs +Saunders. + +'Mrs Saunders,' he said, 'I know that I can trust you. The poor lady to +whom you have been so kind is my own sister, for whom we have been +anxiously searching all this time. I don't know how far secrecy may be +necessary, but, at present at least, do no let this fact go beyond +yourself. Her husband has reduced her to what you see. I must leave her +for half-an-hour; meanwhile, will you prepare supper, make a cheerful +fire, let off the gas, and give us a couple of candles? Make the room as +home-like as you can, in short. After my sister and the little girl are +gone to bed, put a couple of blankets on the sofa in the sitting-room +for me. I cannot leave her to-night.' + +'Excuse me, sir,' said Mrs Saunders, 'wouldn't your sleeping here excite +observation, if secrecy is necessary. You may depend on my care. Sarah +has slept on the sofa for a fortnight, unknown to Mrs Mills, to be +within call.' + +'Perhaps you are right; but I want to make my sister fancy she is at +home. It might recall her mind, which is evidently wandering. I shall be +back soon.' + +Rowland walked as fast as he could to Mr Jones'. He found him, his wife, +and Freda together in his library. + +'I must apologise for coming so late,' he began; 'but I know you are so +kindly interested in my poor sister that you will excuse me. I have +found her and her child, and cannot prevail on her to leave her rooms at +Mrs Saunders', where she is.' + +Then Rowland told his friends shortly how he had found her, and that he +feared her mind was in a most uncertain state. + +'She evidently does not know her husband's crimes, but thinks he is +hiding on account of debt, and is expecting him to fetch her away every +moment. I think if we could distract her thoughts from this one subject +she might get better; but she is very ill, bodily as well as mentally.' + +'Would not the sight of old friends be the best restorative?' suggested +Miss Gwynne. 'Gladys and I could go to her, and as we are in the habit +of visiting the sick in the parish, no suspicion could attach to our +being with her; for it would never do, in poor Netta's state, to expose +her to inquisitive people connected with her husband's flight.' + +'Thank you--thank you, Miss Gwynne,' said Rowland 'This is what I +wished, but scarcely dared to ask.' + +Miss Gwynne left the room, and returned accompanied by Gladys. + +'Gladys says she is ready to go at once, if necessary,' said Freda; 'and +we can do without her, cannot we, Serena?' + +'Quite well,' said Mrs Jones; 'but it will not do to excite an invalid, +and so sudden a visit may not be good for her.' + +'She must not be left another night without a friend at hand,' said +Freda decidedly. + +Rowland looked his thanks. + +'Could not Mr Rowland prepare her for my coming? And I could sleep in +the sitting-room, and not even see her to-night, but be ready to wait +upon her to-morrow morning,' said Gladys. + +'Yes,' said Freda. 'If you will go back and try to prepare her for +Gladys, Mr Prothero, she shall follow you in a short time.' + +'I will bring her,' said Mr Jones, 'and she can but return, if you +cannot prevail on your sister to see her.' + +Rowland could only press the hands of his kind friends, and hurry back +to Netta. + +He found her sitting in an old easy-chair, with Minette on a stool at +her feet, fast asleep. The child refused to go to bed till 'Uncle +Rowland' came back. There was a bright fire in the grate, and a supper +was spread on a table drawn close to it. Candles replaced the gas-lamp, +and the room looked almost cheerful, in spite of its faded red curtains +and dingy furniture. + +Netta had a small book in her hand, which she gave Rowland to look at. + +'Mother gave me that when I was ill years ago--how long ago? How old is +Minette?' + +'She must be nearly eight, I think,' said Rowland, turning over the +small, well-read Testament that had once been his mother's. + +'I like that book now, Rowland!' said Netta. 'I am so glad you have come +back. It seemed so lonesome when you were gone. Ha! ha! Howel used to +say I must say _lonely_ and not lonesome. Are you sure he won't come and +find you here?' + +'Quite sure. And I am going to bring another old friend to see you?--you +remember Gladys?' + +'Gladys! No, I don't remember her. What! The Irish beggar? I don't like +her, and she don't like me. I think I was very unkind to her. Yes, I +should like to see her once to ask her pardon.' + +Minette awoke just at this moment, and Rowland took her on his knee, and +gave her some supper, and tried to make Netta eat, but it was evident +that she had neither appetite nor inclination for food, though she did +her best to please her brother. + +'This is like old times, Rowland,' she said. 'I like it better than +grandeur. When will Gladys come? Owen told me she saved mother's life. +Is it true? Why doesn't mother come?' + +'Would you like to see Gladys to-night, Netta?' + +'Yes. Will you go and fetch her?' + +Rowland found Gladys and Mr Jones in Mrs Saunders' parlour. Gladys said +she would take her bonnet off, that she might meet Netta as she used to +do at the farm. + +Rowland did not know that Gladys had put on the identical print gown +that Netta had given her years ago, and which she had kept carefully, in +remembrance of her. This and a plain cap transformed her into the Gladys +of Netta's recollection, from the Gladys of Miss Gwynne's attiring. + +Her heart beat almost as quickly as Netta's as she entered her room, but +she steadied her nerves and voice as she went up to Netta, curtseyed, +and said quite naturally,-- + +'How do you do, Miss Netta?' + +Netta put her hand to her brow, as if to clear her memory, and fixed her +large bewildered eyes on Gladys. Then she put out her hand, rather +condescendingly, with something of the old attempt at superiority, and +finally burst into tears. + +The tears were so natural that Rowland and Gladys let them flow on; only +the latter knelt down by poor Netta's side, and taking her hands in +hers, pressed them tenderly. Netta threw her arms round Gladys' neck and +kissed her, and called her, 'Gladys, Gladys, fach!' and said, 'You will +not leave me.' + +And thus the once proud little Netta and the always humble Gladys clave +to one another, as Naomi and Ruth. + +Minette got off her uncle's knee, and climbed up into the chair, and +put her arms, too, round her mother's neck, and began to cry with her. + +Rowland's emotion at this scene found vent in prayer. Inwardly he asked +that Gladys might be a comfort and support to his dear, wandering, +forsaken sister. + +When Netta's emotion had worn itself out, Rowland prepared to go, +promising to return early on the morrow. + +He asked Netta if she would like him to offer up a few words of +thanksgiving for their reunion before he left her, and when she assented +they all knelt together in family prayer. Eight full years had passed +since Netta had so knelt before. + +When Rowland had departed, Gladys asked Minette if she might put her to +bed. The child looked shyly at her at first, and then allowed her to +undress her, and to take her to the close, gloomy bedroom. It was so +late, and the child was so tired, that her little head drooped in sleep +even before she was undressed, and when Gladys laid her pale cheek on +the pillow she slept soundly at once. Then Gladys returned to the +sitting-room, and found Netta at the door listening. + +'Hush! you had better go. I think he is coming,' she said. + +Gladys withdrew for a moment, till the steps were no longer heard. As +long as Netta had been occupied with her brother and Gladys, she seemed +to have forgotten the passing sounds, but when left alone she listened +as before. + +With some difficulty Gladys prevailed on her to go to bed. Mrs Jones had +given her night-lights, and a slight sleeping potion before she left +home, upon the chance of their being wanted; and she put one of the +former in the bedroom, and gave Netta the latter. She sat by her side +until she fell asleep, and then returned to the sitting-room, literally +'to watch and pray.' + + + + + + +CHAPTER XLI. + +THE SISTER OF CHARITY. + + +The following morning, soon after eight o'clock, there arrived a basket +from Miss Gwynne, containing various meats and condiments that she +thought might be good for Netta and her child, and, above all, a nosegay +of Glanyravon flowers. Mr Gwynne had of late taken to send his daughter +baskets of game, poultry, and other country cheer, to which her +particular ally, the old gardener always added a tin of well-packed +flowers. These Miss Gwynne was in the habit of tending and treasuring, +as people in large cities alone can tend and treasure flowers, until +their last odour and colour departed, and these she now gladly +sacrificed to Netta. + +It was an October morning, dull and misty. Gladys had kept up the fire, +and when Rowland's friend, Sarah, came to clean the room, she found that +her work had been done for her. + +'Oh, Miss Gladys,' said the girl, 'why did you?' + +'Never mind, Sarah, you get the breakfast things and boiling water, and +I will do the rest.' + +Netta and her child slept late, and so heavily, that Gladys thought they +would never awake. She had arranged and rearranged the room, the +breakfast, everything; and was employed in mending a rent in Minette's +frock, when she heard the little girl say 'Mamma!' She went into the +bedroom, and found Minette sitting up in bed, and her mother still +sleeping. She washed and dressed the child, who seemed to take to her +naturally, and then led her into the sitting-room. Her delight was so +unbounded at the sight of the breakfast and the flowers on the table, +that her exclamations pierced the thin partition, and awoke her mother. + +'He is come! he is come!' cried Netta, jumping out of bed, and hastening +into the sitting-room in her night-dress through the door that +communicated with the bedroom. + +When Gladys saw the wild excitement of Netta's manner, and the unusual +gleam of her eyes, she understood what Rowland meant by saying that her +mind was unsettled; when she saw Gladys, she started, and ran back again +into the bedroom, whither Gladys followed her. A fit of depression and +pain at the heart succeeded, as they always did, this new +disappointment; and it was evident to Gladys that the only chance of +restoring her to health of mind or body was by keeping her amused, and +distracting her thoughts from her husband. + +Minette brought in the flowers, and Gladys ventured to say that they +came from Glanyravon, and that Miss Gwynne had sent them. The flowers, +or their associations, brought the tears, which were the best outlets +for poor Netta's hysterical feelings, and when she had minutely examined +each--chrysanthemums, verbenas, salvias, geraniums--she shook the one +carnation from the vase, and kissing it, and pressing it to her heart, +said,-- + +'This came from mother, how good of her to think of me.' + +Then she let Gladys help her to dress, and went to the well-stored +breakfast-table, sitting down on a chair Gladys placed for her. She +seemed to take up the teapot mechanically, and began to pour out the +tea; Gladys did not attempt to sit down, but waited upon her and +Minette, as if she were, indeed, the servant she professed to be. Either +Netta took this as a matter of course, or was too much absorbed in other +thoughts to give it consideration. + +'Mamma, I should like Gladys to have some breakfast with us,' said +Minette, 'she must be so hungry. I think she is a lady, mamma; I like +her, she is so kind.' + +'Yes, Gladys, do,' said Netta, 'you know this is not Abertewey. But +where did you get this game?' + +'Miss Gwynne sent it, ma'am, she will come and see you by-and-by. I am +sure I hear Mr Rowland's voice on the stairs,' + +Gladys said this to avoid another start, and Rowland appeared. Having +kissed his sister and niece, and shaken hands with Gladys, he sat down +to the breakfast-table. Gladys was still standing, but he begged her to +sit down, and she did so. + +'Miss Gwynne sent me all this, Rowland,' said Netta, 'except the +carnation, that was mother's.' + +Netta had placed it in her bosom. + +'Uncle must have a flower too, mamma,' said Minette, jumping up, and +taking him a red geranium. 'Let me put it into your button-hole, it +smells so sweet.' + +Rowland smiled and coloured as that sprig of red geranium from +Glanyravon was placed in his coat by his little niece, and in spite of +his better resolutions, when he went home, it was transferred to a +glass, and treasured as long as imagination could fancy it a flower. + +After breakfast, Gladys asked Netta if Minette might go with her to see +Miss Gwynne, as she was obliged to leave for a short time. + +'Gladys, you are going away, and would carry off my child, I know you +are,' said Netta, 'all, all! nobody cares what becomes of me. Why can I +not die?' + +Minette's arms were round her mother's neck in a moment. + +'I will stay till you return, Gladys,' said Rowland. + +'She will not come back if once she goes,' repeated Netta; 'none of them +do, except you, Rowland. Owen never did--mother never did--Howel--oh! he +will! he will!' + +'They will both return, dear Netta, only let Minette go.' + +'No, uncle, I won't leave mamma, never--never!' + +Gladys went away alone. Sarah came to clear the breakfast things, and +when Netta was seated in her old armchair, Rowland again began to urge +her to leave the lodgings she was in, and either come to his, or accept +an invitation that he brought her from Mrs Jones to go to her house. + +'I will never leave these rooms, Rowland,' she said solemnly, 'until +_he_ fetches me, or sends for me, or bids me go. He loves me, Rowland, +dearly; he said so. Do you know, I once fancied he did not, and tried +not to care for him. But when he was in debt and trouble, it all came +back again. And, you know, he is my husband, even if I did run away from +home, and I must do as he bids me.' + +Mrs Saunders came to say that Mr Wenlock wanted Rowland. + +'Perhaps it is he, Rowland,' said Netta. + +'No, dear Netta; it is a great friend of mine, a doctor. Will you see +him to please me? We all want so much to get you better.' + +'Yes, if you will not tell him about Howel. I must get well, for it may +be a long, long journey. Do you know that I dreamt last night that he +sent for me, and that I was to travel thousands of miles before I met +him. I must get well, so I will see your friend, Rowland, only don't +tell him my name. Minette, go with Mrs Saunders, whilst mamma sees Uncle +Rowland's friend.' + +Mrs Saunders took Minette away, and Mr Wenlock, a gentle-looking, +elderly medical man, a great friend of Rowland's, made his appearance. + +Netta rose with a little attempt at her Parisian curtsey, and an effort +to assume her Abertewey manners; but she soon forgot her grandeur when +the doctor spoke to her in a soothing, fatherly way, and won her to +confide her long-concealed illness to him. Rowland left them together, +and went down to Mrs Saunders' parlour to amuse his little niece. + +In something less-than half-an-hour he was joined by Mr Wenlock, who +took Minette on his knee, and looked at her thin cheeks and hollow eyes, +felt her weak pulse, and asked her many questions. + +When she went upstairs to her mother, Mr Wenlock said,-- + +'The poor lady is very ill, dangerously, I fear. She must have had some +heavy sorrows for years to have reduced her to her present state of +nervousness, nearly amounting to insanity, but not quite. This may yet +be warded off with great care, total freedom from all excitement, and +change of air and scene. She has heart complaint of an alarming nature. +This can never be cured; but if her strength can be restored, she may +live for years--her natural life, in short--or she may be taken at any +moment. Any sudden shock would probably be fatal.' + +Rowland had not told Mr Wenlock that Netta was his sister. When he heard +his opinion, so clearly and unreservedly expressed, he was greatly +distressed. + +'She will not be moved from these lodgings,' he said. 'She positively +refuses. Will it do to oblige her to leave?' + +'By no means. But I hear that admirable young woman, whom I call _our_ +Sister of Charity, Miss Gladys, has undertaken to nurse her. If any one +can persuade her to submit to go elsewhere she will do it. It should be +into the country. To her native air, if possible.' + +Just at this juncture, Gladys returned, and Rowland called her into the +consultation. Mr Wenlock continued,-- + +'Lead her to think of her child, who is also in a most delicate state. +Tell her, that change of air, country air, is absolutely necessary for +her--which it really is--but she must not be taken from her mother. +Distract her mind as much as possible from the trouble, whatever it is, +that oppresses it. Had she been left much longer to herself, she would +have quite lost her reason. Let her see such friends as can be trusted +to talk to her cheerfully and to amuse, without wearying her. If you +undertake this office, Miss Gladys, you will require all your patience, +and more than your natural health; and once undertaken, you must not +give it up, for she will get used to you, and depend upon you. Poor +thing! poor thing! I have seen many such cases, and never need to +inquire much into private history to know their origin. Wicked, morose, +unfeeling, cruel husbands are generally at the root, and God only knows +what their victims have to bear. There will be a pretty large account to +make up at the Great Day, Mr Prothero, between man and wife, of marriage +vows broken, and feelings outraged.' + +'And my poor--and Mrs Mills,' said Rowland, 'ought, you think, to be +removed at once from London?' + +'Decidedly, if she can be prevailed upon to go of her own free will, not +otherwise. I will see her again to-morrow, and watch her case as long as +she remains here. As regards the poor child, Miss Gladys, she, too, must +be nursed and amused, and well fed. I suppose she has been neglected +since the measles that her mother told me of, or else she never was a +strong child. Poor little lamb! It would kill her mother if she were to +be taken! But, really, I couldn't say--however, we shall see. Good +morning. I ought to be elsewhere by this time.' + +Mr Wenlock took his departure. + +'Miss Gwynne is coming directly, Mr Rowland,' said Gladys; 'I suppose I +had better tell Mrs Jenkins so. She has been out all the morning, +purchasing everything she thought Mrs Jenkins and Miss Minette could +want, and is going to bring what she has bought, in a cab, herself,' + +'God bless her!' murmured Rowland. 'Gladys, do say Minette, and not +Miss. Why will you not consider yourself as a friend--a sister?' + +Why did that quick, bright flush spread so suddenly over Gladys' pale +face? + +'Thank you, Mr Rowland, I will. But I cannot forget what I really was, +and am.' + +'You are and have been everything to us all, and now all our hopes seem +to centre in you. Can Miss Gwynne spare you?' + +'She proposed my coming herself; but even if she had not, my first duty +is to my dear mistress and her children.' + +'You will receive Miss Gwynne, Gladys. It will be less awkward. I have a +hundred things to do. Tell Netta that I will come again.' + +Rowland went first of all to his lodgings, and wrote a long letter to +his father. He told him boldly and plainly what Mr Wenlock had said; he +had already written to his mother the good news of his having found +Netta. He asked his father in a straightforward manner to receive Netta, +and to forgive her. He made no comments, preached no sermon. He thought +that a statement of facts would have more effect on his father than all +his eloquence, or all the texts of the Bible, every one of which his +father knew as well as he did. He also began to feel it was not for him +to lecture and reprimand a parent, even though he knew that parent to be +in the wrong. As he folded his manly and affectionate letter, he prayed +for a blessing upon it, and went to preach and pray with many members of +his flock, who, alas! knew not, like his father, those blessed texts, +which teach us to 'forgive as we hope to be forgiven.' + +Later in the afternoon he went to Netta again; he found Miss Gwynne with +her, cloak and bonnet thrown off, and Minette in full and eager talk on +her lap. Netta was looking quite cheerful under the influence of Miss +Gwynne's animated manners, and Minette's shouts of laughter. Toys and +picture-books were on the table before the child, and all sorts of +garments spread about the room. Miss Gwynne had sent Gladys home for a +large dressing-gown for Netta, and had expressed her intention of +remaining some time. + +Minette jumped off her lap when Rowland entered, and ran towards him, +with a book in one hand, and a doll in the other. + +'Look, uncle, what this kind lady has brought me; and she has made mamma +quite well. She has been laughing like she used to laugh. Oh, uncle, I +love her very much, don't you?' + +Rowland did not say 'yes,' but went up to Miss Gwynne, and with all his +heart,-- + +'Oh, Miss Gwynne, how can we ever thank you enough for all this +kindness?' + +'By not thanking me at all,' replied Miss Gwynne, stooping to pick up a +book, doubtless to conceal a very decided increase of colour. + +These were the first genuine and natural words that Rowland had spoken +to Miss Gwynne since those fatal sentences under the great oak in her +father's park. + +'It is all like a dream,' said Netta, passing her hand over her eyes and +forehead, as she did constantly, as if to clear away some cloud that +obscured her memory. 'If mother were only here, it would be quite +home-like.' + +Truly Gladys had made the room almost a pleasant place. The books and +work she had brought with her, were already on the tables, and the +flowers filled all the old-fashioned vases, taken from the mantelpiece. +The fire was bright, and the hearth swept, and poor Netta and Minette +were neat and clean. + +'Uncle, what have you done with the geranium?' suddenly asked Minette. + +'I left it at home, dear.' + +'How cross of you, uncle, to let the pretty flower die.' + +'I put it in water, Minette, because it came from Glanyravon, where your +mother and I were born, and where your grandfather and grandmother +live.' + +'I don't like grandmamma, uncle, she was so fat, and talked so +strangely.' + +'You should not say that; but you have another grandmother whom you have +never seen.' + +'Shall we go to her, mammy dear? and will you come, Uncle Rowland? and +shall the kind lady come, and Gladys? and then we can gather those +pretty flowers. I saw them growing once at the Crystal Palace, and they +would not let me pick them.' + +Netta forgot her grief, Rowland his sermon, Miss Gwynne her dignity, in +talking to Minette of Glanyravon and its inhabitants; and, by degrees, +they fell into a conversation upon old friends and old times, that ended +in the days when they played together as children in the garden at the +vicarage, whilst the squire and his lady were paying their periodical +visits to the vicar and his lady. + +Unconsciously it oozed out how every incident of those childish games +was remembered and treasured up by Rowland, as well as the meetings of a +more advanced age, when, as a Rugby boy, he tried to make himself +agreeable to the young heiress, who bestowed no thought on him. + +But Rowland suddenly remembered that he was treading on dangerous +ground, and must not forget who he was, and who Miss Gwynne was. Those +words always came to haunt him, whenever he felt more than usually +happy; and how could he feel happy for one moment, with Netta possibly +dying, and Howel an exile for forgery. Poor fellow, it was only a +passing gleam through the mists of a hard life; let him enjoy it. + +Gladys returned, and Rowland got a cab for Miss Gwynne, who went home to +dinner. Rowland had some tea, and went to his evening service in the +church. + +After tea, Gladys read a story to Minette, which interested Netta, and +so the day passed, with but a slight recurrence of Netta's nervous +excitement. + +Gladys asked Netta if she would like her to read a chapter in the Bible, +and Netta said yes; so, with Minette on her lap, she read one of the +lessons of the day, which she knew to be particularly applicable to her. + +'I will read the other with you,' said Netta, when it was concluded +taking her mother's little Testament out of her pocket. + +'I wish you would teach me to read, Gladys?' said Minette. 'Justine +taught me to read French, and to say French prayers, but I can't read +English,' + +'Perhaps mamma will teach you, darling!' said Gladys, 'and I will help +when she is poorly.' + +'We will begin to-morrow,' said Netta? 'I meant to get her a governess, +but we were always moving about, and so I never did.' + +They read the second lesson, and when it was finished, Netta asked +Gladys to sing her a hymn. 'The Evening Hymn, Gladys. I could sing and +play that once, before I learnt to sing French songs.' + +Gladys' beautiful, clear voice soon began the 'Glory to Thee, my God, +this night,' that has been the evening song of praise of so many +thousands for so many years. Netta joined at intervals, and her +wandering eyes seemed to be steadied, for the time, into a fixed +attention, as she gazed at Gladys whilst she sung. + +When she finished, Minette was crying. Gladys soothed her, and asked her +what was the matter. + +'It was so beautiful!' she said. 'Your voice was like the lady's I heard +at the play, only the words were so solemn. I thought of my papa. I do +not love him much, because he was cross to mamma, but I want to see him, +that you may sing to him and make him good.' + +Gladys saw Netta's countenance lose the expression of calm it had worn +for a few moments, and regain the bewildered and painful one of the +morning. + +'We can pray for your papa, my love,' she said, gently. + +'Will you, will you, Gladys!' almost screamed Netta. 'Your prayers will +be heard, you are so good. Now, before Minette goes to bed, that she, +too, may pray for her father.' + +Gladys had long been in the habit of praying with and for people in +great misery, as well as in great sin, so the request did not startle +her as it might have startled many. She read, from the Prayer Book, the +Confession, and then chose the concluding portion of the Litany, feeling +sure that almost any part of that list of petitions was suitable both +for Howel and themselves. When she read the words, 'That it may please +Thee to have mercy upon all men,' she paused, and added earnestly, +'especially upon him for whom we now desire to pray,' and little Minette +added to this, 'that is my poor papa.' + +It was with difficulty that Gladys could conclude, she was herself so +affected by Netta's sobs, and Minette's innocent petition, but when they +rose from their knees, Netta said, 'I have not really prayed before, +Gladys, for a long time. Will God ever forgive me?' and Minette +entreated Gladys 'to teach her prayers in English; she liked them so +much better than in French.' + +Gladys endeavoured to comfort the poor mother by passages from the +Scripture, and promised the child 'to teach her to pray,' and so she +helped to repay to her mother and grandmother the debt of gratitude she +owed to her and her family. + + + + + + +CHAPTER XLII. + +THE NIECE. + + +THE following day Mrs Jones came to see Netta, and to do her part in +amusing her, and distracting her mind from Howel's promised return. Mr +Jones also accompanied Rowland in the afternoon in his visit to his +sister, and, the ice once broken, these kind and Christian people came, +alternately with Miss Gwynne, daily, for about a week, during which +period there had been no news of Howel, either public or private. Mr +Wenlock visited Netta regularly, but said there could be no improvement +in her health, and comparatively little strengthening of the mind, until +she could be removed to country air; this, however, she would not hear +of, although she cried very much, and was painfully excited, when +Rowland gave her a letter from her mother, entreating her to come to +Glanyravon, and made her acquainted with the contents of a letter he had +received from his father, which we will transcribe. + + GLANYRAVON FARM, _October 9, 18--._ + + 'MY DEAR SON,--Your letter came duly to hand, and I will not deny + that it affected me very much. Netta, set up above her station at + Abertewey, after disobeying her parents by running away, is very + different from Netta, deserted by her scamp of a husband, and left + in a poor London lodging. Bring her home, and we will take care of + her and her child, though I would rather lose a thousand pounds + than have to see her as she is. Mother wants to go up and nurse + her, but as that would kill her, I don't choose to let her go. If + you can't bring her down, Owen shall fetch her. I always said how + it would all end. Netta will believe me now it's no good; but no + need to tell her that. I wish Howel the--Well, I won't say more, + but remain your affectionate father, DAVID PROTHERO.' + +Miss Gwynne was very anxious to tell Netta that Howel was supposed to be +in America, and that it was well known he could not return; and at last +Rowland took Mr Wenlock into full confidence and asked him whether it +would be advisable to do so. He said that he feared she would be +frightened at first, and then consider it a _ruse_ to get her away. +However, something must be done. To tell her that her husband was a +felon would kill her; and she would die if she remained in that close +air. He would think the matter over, and decide. + +It was, however, decided for them the following morning. Netta was the +first to hear, as usual, the postman's rap. Manoeuvre as she would, +Gladys could not prevent this, and it always brought on considerable +excitement. This morning, however, there was actually a letter for +Netta, and Sarah went upstairs with it to Gladys. Although she called +Gladys out of the room to give it to her, Netta suspected something, ran +into the passage, and seized the letter. + +Gladys was obliged to support her back to the sofa, and give her some +medicine, before she was sufficiently herself to open it When she +recovered, she waited for Gladys to leave the room, which she thought it +best to do, and then broke the seal. The letter contained the following +words:-- + + 'DEAREST,--You had better go to your mother or mine. Kiss our child + for me. Believe that I love you. God bless you.' + +When Gladys returned to the sitting-room, upon a cry from Minette, she +found Netta in a swoon. The letter was tightly clasped in her hand, the +envelope was on the floor. She ventured to look at the address and +postmark. The former was to Mrs Mills, the latter some illegible place +in America. She wanted no more information, and asked for none. She +brought poor Netta to herself with difficulty, and let her put the +letter in its envelope, and both in her bosom, without a question. Netta +lay on the sofa, with her eyes closed, and said not a word. All that +Gladys or Minette could do to attract her attention was unavailing. But +when Rowland came, she roused herself sufficiently to say, 'I am ready +to go home now, Rowland: I must go directly.' And then she relapsed into +a state of passive inaction. Rowland went for Mr Wenlock, and was +fortunate in finding him at home. He accompanied him to Netta, and said +that she must be roused by a change of some kind. Rowland said that it +was absolutely necessary to write to summon his brother to fetch Netta, +and that by the time the letter reached home, and Owen reached London, +three days must elapse. Fortunately, Miss Gwynne arrived, and with her +usual promptitude, proposed that Netta should be taken for those three +days to Mrs Jones'; and she returned home at once to expedite any +arrangements Mrs Jones might have to make. + +'I am afraid, my dear Serena,' she said, when she had begun the subject, +'that it will put you out. But the poor creature shall have my bedroom, +and I can sleep anywhere for those few nights. The dressing-room, +Gladys' workroom, will do beautifully for her to sit in if she shouldn't +be able to come into the drawing-room.' + +'Yes,' said Mrs Jones, 'we can put a sofa in it and easy-chair, and make +a regular snuggery of it.' + +Mr Jones came in and entered into consultation. + +'I shall be thankful if she can come here,' he said, 'for poor Prothero +is making himself quite ill with anxiety and overwork. I don't think he +has slept four hours a night since he found her. And then, Gladys! she +is not strong, she will be laid up.' + +'I believe you love Gladys better than me,' laughed Mrs Jones. + +'It was love at first sight, my dear. She was the first pretty girl that +I saw after I came from Australia. And I have gone on loving her better +and better ever since.' + +'The worst of it is, that it is mutual,' said Miss Gwynne. 'I wonder +whether it is on your account or Owen Prothero's that she has refused +all the London swains who are dying for her.' + +Mrs Jones and Freda were soon hard at work arranging rooms. Every +available comfort was put into Freda's bedroom and dressing-room, and +her own clothes and general possessions were turned out to find a home +elsewhere. Gladys' little workroom soon wore a most cheerful aspect, and +the easiest chair and sofa the house afforded were put into it. Whilst +these matters were being arranged, Mr Jones was despatched to tell +Rowland to bring his sister as soon as possible, and in the course of a +few hours they arrived, accompanied by Gladys and Minette. The shock of +the morning had so weakened Netta's nervous system, that Rowland was +obliged to carry her upstairs. When she was put on the sofa in the +little room, and saw so many kind friends about her once more, the +bewildered, wandering eyes found relief in tears. + +'Gladys! you will not go away?' she said, holding Gladys by the hand. +'She may come home with me, Miss Gwynne?' + +Gladys knelt down by the sofa, and tried to soothe her, by telling her +that her brother was coming to fetch her. + +'I can't go home without Gladys!' persisted Netta, casting wild, +beseeching glances from one to the other of the friends who stood round +her. + +'She shall go with you, Netta, decidedly,' said Miss Gwynne. 'It will be +much the best plan.' + +'Gladys, you will come with us?' said Minette, throwing her arm round +her neck, as she knelt by her mother. 'You won't go away from poor +mamma, and your little Minette.' + +Gladys felt, that in this, she was but an instrument. However it was +settled that she was to accompany Netta home; and if the inmates of the +farm did not receive her willingly, she was to go to the Park, whither +Miss Gwynne was to follow shortly, for her long-promised Christmas +visit. + +When Netta and Rowland were left alone, Minette having been seduced by +Miss Gwynne into another room, Netta said,-- + +'You see, Rowland, I must go away directly, because I don't know when he +may come. I am sure he will fetch me, and if I stay here he will not +know where to find me.' + +'Only two or three days, dear Netta. I have written to Owen. He will get +the letter to-morrow, and be here the next day. You can start the day +after to-morrow, if you will try to rouse yourself, and eat and drink.' + +'Yes, I will; but I am afraid of father. It is nearly ten years since I +saw him, and if he is cross now, I shall die.' + +'He will be kind, quite kind.' + +'Are you sure?' + +'Yes, quite sure.' + +'And will you come and see me, Rowland? I used to think you cross too, +but now you are very good to me. Do you think it was wrong of me to run +away with Howel? You know he loves me; he says so, Rowland.' + +Here Netta pressed her hand upon the letter that was in her bosom, and +Rowland kissed her tenderly. + +At intervals, during that day and the next, Netta made fitful efforts +to exert herself, but it was evident to all that her body was getting +weaker, and every one dreaded the journey in prospect, and longed for +its conclusion. + +Netta had taken a sudden and violent interest in teaching her child to +read and repeat hymns. The hymns that it pleased Minette best to learn +were some that Gladys had sung at her mother's request. These Netta did +not know by heart, indeed, her failing memory prevented her retaining +anything she had once known; so an old hymn book was produced from +Gladys' book-shelf, which contained these hymns that she had been taught +in her childhood by her mother. + +It was the second evening of Netta's stay with the Joneses, and she had +been prevailed upon to go into the drawing-room, where Rowland was added +to the usual little party. + +She was gradually sinking into a state of apparent forgetfulness of +those around her, from which it had been so difficult to rouse her since +Howel's letter, when Miss Gwynne said,-- + +'I think Minette knows the hymn now, Mr Jones. Ask mamma if you may say +it, dear.' + +'Mamma, may I try to say the hymn now? Mr Jones will take me to see the +little children to-morrow if I know it,' asked the child. + +Netta was roused. + +'Where is the book? I don't think I remember it, she said. + +'I will go to Gladys for the book. I know the way, mamma.' + +Minette ran to the little room where Gladys was at work busily preparing +for the journey. She got the hymn book, asked Gladys to find the place, +and returning to the drawing-room triumphantly, gave the book to Mr +Jones. + +'You must hear me, to see that I say it quite, quite right,' + +The hymn was somewhat difficult for a child, but it had taken Netta's +fancy, because the words were written for an old Welsh air that she knew +well; indeed the book consisted principally of English and Welsh hymns +that had been composed for some of the fine old Welsh tunes. + +The words were as follow:-- + + MORNING, Y FOREU. + + Great God, look on me, + From Thy throne eternal; + Make pure unto Thee + This my hymn diurnal. + I my grateful voice would blend, + With nature's loud thanksgiving; + + Praises through the earth would send + For the bliss of living. + Then, God, look on me, + From Thy throne eternal, + Make pure unto Thee, + This my hymn diurnal. + On the wings of morning, + With songs of birds up-soaring, + I address Thee, + Praise and bless Thee, + Joying and adoring. + O Lord! bless this day, + All my thoughts and doings, + And keep my heart away + From all vain pursuings. + Shield me with Thy fostering wings, + From every wild temptation. + Let the daily course of things, + Work for my salvation. + O Lord I bless this day, + All my thoughts and doings, + And keep my heart away + From all vain pursuings. + With the hymns of flowers, + And streams and fountains blending? + I adore Thee, + And implore Thee, + Prayer and praise upsending. + +Minette was in a great state of excitement whilst saying her hymn, and +repeated it so energetically, and withal so feelingly, that the +attention of Mrs Jones, Miss Gwynne, and Rowland was quite drawn towards +her. They did not, therefore, notice the still greater excitement of Mr +Jones, as he was, professedly, looking at the hymn book to see whether +the child repeated her task correctly. + +'Well done, my little niece,' cried Rowland, catching her up in his +arms, and giving her a hearty kiss. + +'Let me go, uncle. Mr Jones, Mr Jones,' screamed Minette, 'may I go with +you to see the poor children, Mr Jones?' + +Mr Jones did not even hear the entreating appeal of the little girl. He +was out of the drawing-room, book in hand, and in Gladys' work-room, +almost before the struggling Minette was released from her uncle's arms, +and forcibly caught by Miss Gwynne. + +Gladys was sitting quietly at her work, humming low the air of the hymn +Minette had been saying, when Mr Jones entered the room abruptly. + +'Gladys, tell me where you got this book?' he said, putting the hymn +book on the table before her. + +He looked so nervous and excited that Gladys was almost frightened. + +'My mother gave it me, sir,' was the reply. + +'And who wrote these names?' he asked, pointing to the words written on +the fly-leaf, which were, "Margaret Jones, from her affectionate +brother, William Jones." + +'My uncle, sir, I believe, who gave the book to my mother.' + +'And your mother--your mother, who was she?' + +'The daughter of a clergyman, sir.' + +'I know that. But where--what--who?' + +'That is what I don't know, sir.' + +'Who did she marry? For God's sake tell me all, Gladys.' + +'She ran away with my father, sir, an Irish soldier, a corporal named +O'Grady. She went abroad with him, and did not come back to Ireland for +two years.' + +'And then--and her father--and--and her brother?' + +'Her father was dead, sir, and nobody knew where her brother was.' + +'Where did her father live?' + +'Alas! sir, I cannot tell that either. We never talked to my poor mother +about him, because it made her so unhappy, and as he was dead, I had no +interest in asking for the address. All I know was, that she was Welsh; +and when she was dying, she told me to go into Wales and find my uncle. +I don't think she quite knew what she was saying, but I came.' + +The tears gathered in Gladys' eyes, and hearing a strange heavy sigh +from Mr Jones, she looked up at him through their mist, and saw that he +was struggling to speak through some great emotion. + +'Oh, sir! what is the matter?' said Gladys, rising and going towards him +as he stood, trembling, on the other side of her work-table. + +He could not speak, but opening his arms as she approached him, folded +her in them, and kissed her, as she had not been kissed before, since +her poor mother died. + +Gladys could only yield to the embrace, she knew not wherefore. She +loved Mr Jones as if he were her own father, he had been almost like a +father to her ever since she had been in his house; she felt as if she +were once more in a father's arms. + +We will leave them thus for one moment, to return to the drawing-room. + +Mrs Jones, in her turn, kissed Minette, and praised her for repeating +her hymn so well. + +'But where is Mr Jones?' asked the child. 'Will he take me to see the +little boys and girls?' + +'I think he must be gone to find a book for you, dear,' was the reply. + +But as neither Mr Jones nor the book came, Mrs Jones got rather fidgety, +and fancying her husband might be ill, left the room to see what had +become of him. She went to the dining-room, study, and bedroom, and, not +finding him, went to ask Gladys whether she knew where he was. She was +not a little astonished at finding him with Gladys in his arms, and the +door half open at his back. + +Mrs Jones was not a jealous wife, but Gladys was a very pretty girl, Mr +Jones was avowedly very fond of her, and Mr Jones was mortal. + +She felt a strange pain at her heart, turned pale, and stood for a +moment unobserved by either, on the threshold, irresolute, when she +heard these words from her husband,-- + +'It must be so. Gladys--you are--you must be--my poor, dear, lost +sister's child!' + +Gladys and Mrs Jones uttered a simultaneous cry, and the latter entered +the room. + +'My dear William, what does this mean?' she said, approaching her +husband and putting her hand on his shoulder. + +'Serena!' (he, too called that gentle woman Serena) 'my love. For my +sake! This is my sister's child--my niece--my--our Gladys!' + +Mr Jones released the bewildered Gladys from his embrace, and almost +placed her in the arms of his wife, who, scarcely comprehending what was +passing, kissed her tenderly. + +Then Gladys sat down, covered her face with her hands, and sobbed +convulsively. It was all a dream to her, from which she must awake. It +could not be true. Mr and Mrs Jones soothed her. The former, restraining +his own emotion, endeavoured to calm hers, by telling her that it was he +who had written the names in that fortunate hymn book; he who was the +brother of her mother; he who was her uncle, and who would be, not only +an uncle, but a father to her henceforth. + +At last, the agitated girl looked up at the kind and loving faces that +were bending over her, and murmured,-- + +'It cannot be--it is--too good--too great--too happy.' + +'It is true, Gladys, my niece, my child,' said Mr Jones, stooping to +kiss her forehead. + +Mrs Jones sat down by her, and taking one of her hands in hers, said,-- + +'It all seems a dream, Gladys. But if it be true, remember, you are now +my niece, my child as well; and, God knows, I love you, and value you +dearly.' + +Once more the lonely Gladys felt that she had kindred. Yielding to the +feeling, she threw her arms round Mrs Jones' neck, and gave vent to the +emotion she had been striving to suppress. + +At this juncture, Miss Gwynne appeared, who, wondering in her turn what +could detain Mr and Mrs Jones so long from their guests, came to look +for them. + +Of course, she wondered still more when she found them both with their +arms round one another and Gladys. + +She was going away; but Mrs Jones, perceiving her, said,-- + +'Come in, dear Freda, Minette's hymn has led to a wonderful +discovery--has given us a niece--a child--in--in--our dear friend +Gladys.' + +Miss Gwynne knelt down at the feet of the sobbing Gladys, and taking one +of her hands, said,-- + +'Gladys, if this be true, we cannot love you better than we do now, or +esteem you more; but you now _feel_ one of us, instead of the isolated +Gladys of this little room, which you have resolutely been hitherto.' + +As may be imagined, Gladys was a long time realising the fact, that she +was suddenly, and in the most extraordinary manner, raised from the +Irish beggar, lady's maid, or whatever she had hitherto chosen to +consider herself--for every one about her had long looked upon her as a +friend--to the niece of the good and kind Mr Jones. When she was able to +speak, her first words were,-- + +'I do not understand it--I cannot believe it. It is too good--too +happy.' + +'I can scarcely believe it either,' said Mr Jones, taking up the hymn +book, and turning to his wife and Miss Gwynne, who had, thus far, taken +the strange news upon Mr Jones' word, which they never ventured to +dispute. + +'This is my writing. Margaret Jones was my sister, and Gladys' mother. I +gave her this book when we were both young, and the date, also in my +handwriting, marks the time, some two or three years after the gift, +when I was at college, and she must have been about eighteen; she ran +away with an Irish soldier, whose real name, even, we never learnt. My +poor father doated on my sister, and spoilt her. She was high-spirited +and wilful, but very loving, and very handsome. Not at all like Gladys. +My sister's was the Welsh, Gladys' the Irish cast of countenance; yet I +have seen an expression in Gladys' face that has reminded me of her +mother.' + +'We discovered, after my sister ran away, that she had met the man she +married when going to visit the landlady of a small inn, in my father's +parish, who was ill. It seems that this woman connived at their meeting; +and when strictly questioned, said, that she had believed he was a +gentleman, and that he had called himself Captain O'Brien.' + +'My poor father!' here broke in Gladys. 'He bitterly repented this, his +only deception. He was of a good family, and his mother was an O'Brien; +but no one belonging to him could afford to purchase him a commission, +and so he went into the ranks. He once told me, that he persuaded my +mother to marry him first, and then promised to let her write to his +father. But I only know scraps of the story. I fancy my father was on +his way home on leave, when he saw my mother and fell in love with her. +He loved her very dearly, and as long as he lived she wanted nothing +that he could get her. The regiment was suddenly ordered abroad, and my +mother could not write to her father, or did not, before they sailed. +And so she delayed, and delayed; but she wrote at last, and received no +answer at all. I fancy she wrote several times from foreign parts, but +never heard from any one. I know she wrote again from Ireland; but the +letter was returned, with a note from some one, saying that her father +had been dead some years, and no one knew anything of her brother.' + +'Too true! too true!' said Mr Jones. 'My poor father, never very strong, +was in his grave in less than six months after my sister left him. I +returned from college to nurse, and bury him. I have told you all this, +my dear Serena, little thinking that the young girl I first saw, after +visiting his grave some twenty years after I had seen him laid in it, +should be the child of the beloved daughter who had helped to hasten him +thither.' + +'My poor, dear mother!' said Gladys, sobbing as if her heart would +break. + +'Still less that you, my dear niece, would be five or six years in my +house; I loving you as a daughter, and yet not knowing the relationship +existing between us. But how could it have been discovered but for this +book? I only knew of you, that you were an Irish girl escaping from +poverty in Ireland, to find some Welsh friends, whose address even you +did not know. But for your evident truthfulness, the very story must +have been doubted. When I saw you at Mr Prothero's, I took you for his +daughter; since I have looked upon you as one of our family, an orphan +to be pitied and loved. Let us thank God and kind Christian people, that +you have been so pitied and loved.' + +Mr Jones' mild grey eyes, full of tears, turned upon Miss Gwynne, who +said, hastily,-- + +'Ought not we to tell her first and best friends of this strange +discovery?--Rowland, Mr Prothero, and Netta. What must they think of our +long absence?' + +'Not for worlds, Miss Gwynne, if you please!' cried Gladys, 'I could +never be what I would like to be to Mrs Jenkins and her dear mother, if +I were anything but the Gladys they have always known. They would be +treating me as--as--they would not let me work and wait upon Mrs +Jenkins. Until she is at home, at least, let me be as I am, as I was; it +is all so strange. Until I have offered to remain and nurse her, and +been refused--until, in short--' + +'I understand, Gladys,' said Miss Gwynne. 'You are quite right. Let them +all value you for yourself, and then we will introduce you as--' + +'I didn't mean that, indeed, indeed, Miss Gwynne,' said Gladys, her pale +face growing red. 'I only wanted to show my gratitude, as I am, to them +all. Perhaps even Mr Prothero may excuse me then, and--' + +Here Gladys broke down again. She could not explain her own bewildered +thoughts; but her friends understood her, and respected the honest pride +that would be known, welcomed and beloved for merit, and not for a +bettered position and condition. Miss Gwynne saw a vision of Owen in the +background, with his handsome, honest, black eyes, and white teeth; but +she did not mention what she saw. + +'At any rate, I must go and make the best of lame excuses,' she said, +'and leave you in your new relationship, to dry your eyes, and learn to +say "Uncle." Such a pleasant name! I always longed for an uncle.' + +Miss Gwynne returned to the drawing-room, and told Rowland that Mr Jones +had been quite upset by the Welsh hymn that Minette had repeated, having +known it under peculiar circumstances when he was young. She apologised +for his non-appearance, and Rowland, seeing that something unusual had +occurred, took his departure. She promised Minette a visit to the +school, and prevailed on the little girl to allow one of the servants to +put her to bed, instead of Gladys. Minette begged Miss Gwynne to let her +say her 'English prayers' to her first, which she, of course, did. + +Then Freda did her best to amuse Netta until Mrs Jones appeared, and +said Gladys was quite ready to assist Netta, if she liked to retire for +the night. + +When Netta was in bed, Gladys joined her friends, and they discussed, +more calmly than before, their newly-found relationship. + +Gladys brought with her her Bible, in which her mother had written her +name, and Mr Jones recognised his sister's hand writing. She had also a +lock of her mother's hair, and her wedding-ring, and one or two other +trifles, that drew fresh tears from a brother's eyes. + +Gladys said that she should like, for her own satisfaction, that a +certificate of her mother's marriage, and of her birth, should be +obtained. Her mother was married, she believed, during the short time +she was in Ireland; and she was born, she knew, in the parish where her +father's parents lived, to whose care her father had confided her +mother. Two children had been born, and died before her birth, during +the period that her parents were abroad. + +It may be as well to say here, that the certificates were duly procured, +through the clergyman of the parish, to whom Mr Jones wrote a statement +of the case. Also that letters, written for the gratification of Gladys, +to the Protestant and Roman Catholic clergy of her parent's last +neighbourhood were duly answered, and confirmed all that Gladys had said +of them and of herself from first to last. This, of course, took some +time to effect; but I have so far anticipated the event, to avoid +fanning to it again. + +Gladys now recapitulated, more minutely, the circumstances of her early +history, a sketch of which she gave Miss Gwynne and Mrs Prothero when +she was recovering from her fever. + +There were a few points that she did not mention at that time, which, we +will insert for the benefit of the reader, in Gladys' own words. + +'My father left my mother in Ireland, and went with his regiment to +India. My mother lived with my grandfather, who was old and infirm, but +still managed a small farm, in which my mother assisted. He died, and +then my mother kept a school, took in needlework, and did what she could +to help out my father's remittances, which were small, but regular. He +was severely wounded in the head, and got his discharge upon his +corporal's pay. Being a clever man, he soon procured work, as a kind of +under-agent, and we lived very happily together for some years. He was +never a saving man, so what he earned he spent, and my poor mother spent +it with him. I had two brothers and three sisters, and when my father +died, rather suddenly, we had nothing but our own exertions to depend +upon. My mother and I managed to live and keep the children--how, I +scarcely know--till the famine from the failure of the potato crop, and +consequent fever and starvation came upon us. God preserve me, and every +one else, from witnessing such misery again! One child died after +another, and then the darling mother! I had nothing to give her; +literally nothing. Every one round us was in the same state. On her +death-bed she was rambling and incoherent, but talked of Wales, and her +father and brother. + +'"Go to them, Gladys," she said, "when I am gone. Maybe they'll take to +ye." "Where, mother dear!" I asked. But she did not hear me. Thank God! +she clasped her hands and prayed for pardon of her sins through Jesus +Christ; and so she died. I don't know how I lived after her--how I +buried her--how I came into Wales. I scarcely remember anything, till I +awoke from that illness in calm, clean, beautiful Glanyravon; with my +mistress's blessed face looking down upon me, and Miss Gwynne waiting on +me, and Mr Rowland praying for me.' + +For some years past Gladys had succeeded in obtaining a calm and even +spirit, by striving to banish these dreadful scenes from her mind, by +active labours for others, and abnegation of self. Now, they opened once +more the flood-gates of memory, and as the old recollections rushed +through, like repressed waters, her strength of mind gave way, and she +could do nothing but weep. + +'Only to-night--forgive me!' she sobbed. 'I shall be better to-morrow. +But it all comes back, all; even in the moment of my great happiness.' + +Her kind friends soothed and comforted her--her uncle wept with her, and +by degrees she once more grew calm. + +Before they separated for the night, Mr Jones offered up a thanksgiving +for the great mercy God had vouchsafed to them; and commending his +newly-found niece to the further protection of that gracious Providence, +who had led the orphan to her home; in His presence, and that of his +wife and her friends, he solemnly blessed her, and adopted her as his +own child. + +It need scarcely be added that his wife registered and signed the vow +that her husband made. + + + + + + +CHAPTER XLIII. + +THE HAPPIEST MAN IN THE WORLD. + + +Most people know what it is to awake from sleep the morning after a +great sorrow; some, also, know what it is to awake after a great and +unexpected joy. Gladys opened her eyes upon a dark, thick, cheerless +November fog in London, one of the most depressing of all the +atmospheric influences. But she did not think of the fog. Although she +did not at first fully realise the happiness that she had experienced, +and was to experience, she felt, on awakening, a strange sensation of +spirits so light, and a heart beating to such cheerful measure, that it +all seemed too ethereal to be real. She thought it was the continuation +of a blissful dream. For many a long year she had retired to rest, and +arisen in the morning calm, resigned, nay, cheerful; but it was the +calmness and resignation of a soul attuned by prayer and self-restraint +to an equanimity that rarely was disturbed by mirth or pleasure. Now, +that soul seemed to dance within her to exhilarating melodies. So happy +had been her dreams, so joyous her sleep, that her eyes sparkled +unwonted fires when she opened them; and as she jumped out of bed, there +was an elasticity in her movements that surprised her very self. + +Netta and Minette were still sleeping, and as she dressed herself +carefully and neatly, she almost forgot that every one else was not as +suddenly raised from sorrow to joy as herself. + +'He will come to-day,' she thought, as she smoothed her dark hair, 'and +I shall meet him as an equal, no longer a suspicion of my truth. He will +not know it yet, but I know it, and oh! the difference of feeling that +you can clear yourself by a word when you like. Not to him, for he never +doubted--generous, kind Mr Owen! but to his father! to all. How can I be +thankful enough! and such an uncle and aunt! It must be a dream; but +will he care for me still? so long! and after all my coldness. He has +asked me again and again, and each time have I refused him; but then I +was an Irish beggar, and nothing more, and I would have died rather than +have brought disgrace into his family. And still my promise to his +father is binding, and without his consent I never could--but where am I +wandering? Maybe he'll not care for me now I am all this older--and he +so handsome that he may have any one in and about Glanyravon.' + +Gladys cast a shy look into her glass, and a delicate blush kindled her +cheek as those dark violet eyes glanced from beneath their long black +fringes. Gladys! you are but a weak woman after all. + +When Gladys was dressed, she gently awoke Minette, and took her into the +dressing-room to attire her also. + +'Gladys, dear, how pretty you look!' exclaimed the child, 'you have a +pink cheek, and your eyes are as bright as the sky; and you have such a +pretty gown and collar, and everything. You are quite a lady, now you +have left off that gown mamma gave you so long ago. Is Uncle Owen, who +is coming to-day, as nice as Uncle Rowland? Do you love him as well, +Gladys?' + +'He is very, very nice, dear, and as kind as any gentleman in the +world.' + +The little girl clapped her hands. + +'I shall like to go to Glanyravon and make mamma quite well.' + +Soon after breakfast, Rowland arrived, accompanied by Owen, who had +travelled all night. + +Gladys was with Netta in her bedroom, but all the rest of the family +welcomed Owen. Mr Jones shook him by the hand with peculiar warmth, +because he was given to understand that he loved his newly-found niece. + +Minette was soon on his knee, and in less than ten minutes had duly +informed him that she loved him next to Uncle Rowland and that Gladys +told her he 'was the nicest gentleman in the world.' + +Owen laughed heartily at this, to conceal his rising colour, and said,-- + +'And how is Gladys?' + +'Quite well; she is coming to Glanyravon with us, to take care of mamma +and me.' + +Here Mrs Jones interposed, and explained how matters stood. + +In a few moments Gladys appeared to say that Netta was ready in her +little sitting-room to see her brothers. + +Owen was not shy, so he walked bravely across the room to meet Gladys, +and to shake hands with her, so thoroughly _con amore_ that if, as +Minette expressed it, her cheek was pink when she entered the room, it +was crimson when she quitted it. + +Mr and Mrs Jones looked at one another with great satisfaction, and +somehow or other Rowland's eyes met Miss Gwynne's, and both smiled +involuntarily. + +'He is a fine young fellow,' said Mrs Jones, when Owen and Rowland had +gone upstairs to Netta, accompanied by Minette. + +'I almost wonder how two such sons, with such a fine, sturdy, sensible +father, should have had such a silly little sister as that poor child +upstairs; but I must go out. Ask them to dinner, my dear, and don't let +Gladys tire herself to death before she starts for her journey. Did you +ever see any one look prettier in your life than she did when she met +that fine young man? What a couple they will make!' + +'What a romance you have worked up already, my dear,' said Mrs Jones +laughing, 'but certainly one may be proud of Gladys. How thoroughly +ladylike she is, and looks. And she is so happy; she told me just now +that she felt as if she had suddenly begun a new life.' + +'God grant it may be a happy one, and may He bless you, my dear, for +taking to the poor child so kindly.' + +Miss Gwynne, who had left the party to put on her bonnet, here appeared, +and Mr Jones and she set out on parochial business. + +When Rowland and Owen had been some time with Netta, they returned to +Mrs Jones, who pressed them to come to dinner. They declined, however, +having much to talk of, that could not be discussed in public, even +before the kindest of friends. Moreover, when Owen had been in London +before, he told his brother that he would not dine in any house as guest +where Gladys was considered as a servant. In vain his brother assured +him that she was more friend than servant--she did not dine with her +friends, and therefore he would not dine with them. + +When they had left the house, and reached Rowland's lodging, Owen said, +his usually joyful face clouded by an expression of sorrow and pain,-- + +'Curse that fellow! I say, Rowland, I can't help it, it breaks my heart +to see Netta as she is; and she will kill mother. As to father, there is +no getting a civil word from him ever since the news came.' + +'I suppose every one knows it?' said Rowland. + +'Of course Aunt 'Lizbeth has employed Mr Rice Rice and a counsel for +that scoundrel, to do what they can when the case is tried. You know +they have indicted him, and, present or absent, it is to come on at the +next assizes. Then, if they prove him guilty, or make out a case against +him, or whatever they call it, he will be brought to trial as soon as +they can catch him.' + +'Sir Samuel Spendall and Sir Horatio Simpson are furious against him, I +hear,' said Rowland. + +'No wonder; I foresaw something bad when I was at Abertewey. But what of +that rascal, Deep?' + +'They can make nothing of him; he is already released, and if he knows +anything of Howel he has not let it out.' + +'I can't help liking poor Aunt 'Lizbeth; she says she will spend every +farthing she has for Howel, and when I tell her to remember her old age +and keep her money, all I get is, "What will I do if my Howel is ruined? +What will I care for money if he is gone?" It is pretty well known that +he has forged her name for thousands of pounds, but she won't own it, +and swears to all his signatures as her own, I verily believe, with her +eyes shut.' + +'Does father hear all these things?' + +'Nobody dares to speak to him. He opens out to me with a vengeance, and +wants a little of your preaching to refine his language. But who can +wonder? I am ashamed to show my nose myself. The first bit of pleasure I +have had since it began was seeing Gladys look so well and happy this +morning. What has happened to her? Is she going to be married? for +nothing else have changed a girl's face from November to June. At the +same time, she might have a little more feeling for us than to look her +best when we are at our worst. Poor Netta! I'm sure she won't live. I've +wished myself at sea nearly every day for the last six years, and I'm +sure I wish myself there now.' + +'My good fellow,' said Rowland, 'don't say that; what should any of us +do without you? You are the only stay of our parents at home, and will +be poor Netta's last comfort.' + +'If I were sure I were of any use I wouldn't mind; but when I see +Gladys, or think of her, the truth is I get savage. Perhaps it is a +proper punishment for pretending to stay at home on father and mother's +account, when it was really on hers. But never mind; I suppose one +girl's really as good as another. Will you come down at Christmas, +Rowland?' + +'I wish I could; but our rector is so ill that there is no chance of his +being able to leave Nice this winter, and Jones and I have all the duty. +The last account was so bad that Mr Wenlock fears, if he returns at all, +it will be only to die.' + +We will not follow the brothers further in their conversation; they made +the most of the few hours they were together, and after a short night's +rest, arose early, breakfasted, and went to fetch Netta. + +The sight of her favourite brother, and the prospect of returning home +had roused her, and she seemed more herself than she had been since +Howel's letter. Gladys was as bright and busy as a queen-bee, and +Minette was all tears and smiles. + +There were a great many 'last words' to be said, and as all the +preparations had been made the previous day, there was plenty of time to +say them. + +'I don't know how to thank you,' said poor Netta to Mrs Jones and Miss +Gwynne, as they were putting on her last warm cloak. The tears were +streaming down her pale cheeks, and her hand, as usual, was on her +heart. + +Mrs Jones kissed her, and Miss Gwynne said cheerfully, 'I shall see you +soon, Netta, and I want Mrs Jones to come to Glanyravon with me, so it +will not be a long parting.' + +'You have been very good to my child and me,--God will bless you!' +sobbed Netta. + +'I will come again, Mr Jones, and see you, and Mrs Jones, and the little +children,' said Minette, who was hugging Mr Jones warmly. + +He took her up in his arms, kissed her, and put her into the cab next +her mother, who had been placed therein by Rowland. + +Gladys' farewells were the last. + +'That's what I call something like it, Rowly,' said Owen tapping his +brother's shoulder, as he watched Mr and Mrs Jones alternately give +Gladys a most affectionate embrace. + +'But why does the old parson hug her so? He shouldn't do that if I were +Mrs Jones, or if she were Mrs--' + +The truth was, that at the last the uncle's feelings overcame Gladys' +desire for secrecy, and exploded in a kiss long and fatherly. + +When she was in the cab Mr Jones called Owen aside, and said in a +whisper,-- + +'I know you will take care of Gladys, and remember, that although she is +ready for everything that is good, she is not strong. If your father +makes the least objection to her remaining with your sister, take her to +the Park, whence she can return at once to us. As long as I live, no one +will neglect her with impunity; but I am sure I can trust you and +yours.' + +'That you certainly may,' said Owen, nearly shaking Mr Jones' hand off, +but saying to himself a few minutes after, 'What could he mean by +putting her into my care? If his wife had done it, or Miss Gwynne, well +and good; but I declare parsons are no better than the rest of us, I +daresay Rowly isn't half as steady as he seems; he and Miss Gwynne are +wonderfully polite to one another, and he's as grand as any lord.' + +Owen jumped upon the box, and Rowland by the side of Gladys inside the +cab, and so they drove off through the thick fog, some five or six miles +to the Paddington Station. + +Owen took a second-class ticket for himself, but when Netta heard that +he had done so she begged so hard to be allowed to travel second class +with him, or that he would come with her, that he was obliged to change +it, and become, as he expressed it, 'a grand gentleman for once in his +life.' + +They had a compartment to themselves, into which Rowland went, to be +with Netta until the whistle sounded. + +'Oh, brother!' sobbed Netta, 'if I never see you again, promise to be +kind to Howel; promise to give him whatever I leave for him. Perhaps I +shall die,--I don't know. Tell him all you have said to me; try to make +him good, and give him the hope you have given me. Will you, brother? +Say, will you?' + +'I will do everything you wish, my darling sister, if I have the +opportunity.' + +'And will you write to me about what you have been saying to me?' + +'I will, dear, regularly. But you have only to believe and pray. God +bless you, Netta, dear! God for ever bless you!' + +The guard was at the door, Owen in the carriage. Rowland gave Netta one +long, last kiss, and went out upon the platform. + +'Kiss me, uncle,' said Minette, putting her little face out of the +window. + +When she drew it in again she wiped off a tear that Rowland had left +upon her cheek. + +'Good-bye, Gladys,--good-bye, Owen,' he said, stretching out his hand, +which was clasping that of his brother as the train began to move, and +separated him from the sister, brother, niece, and friend whom he loved +so well. + +Poor Netta cried long and quietly in the corner of the carriage in which +she had been placed. Of course she had the side without an arm that she +might put up her feet when she liked, so Owen and Gladys were placed, of +necessity, side by side, and Minette jumped upon Gladys' lap, and began +talking of Glanyravon. Owen and Gladys were quite shy with one another. +The former studied Bradshaw, the latter occupied herself with Minette. + +When Netta ceased crying, Owen tried to engage her attention, and amused +her for a time by accounts of home and country news. But by degrees she +relapsed into her usual abstraction. + +Owen hated railway travelling, and was a great fidget. Out at every +station, of course, and alternately reading the newspaper and making +remarks upon the confounded November weather when in the carriage. He +scarcely addressed Gladys particularly, but talked to Netta or Minette; +and Gladys thought him very cold and constrained, but did not know that +he was thinking of what Colonel Vaughan had done years ago, and +comparing it with Mr Jones' embrace. + +'Do you know, Netta, that I am thinking of getting married?' he said +suddenly, and thoroughly rousing Gladys. + +'Don't be so foolish, Owen! You have been getting married or falling in +love ever since you were twelve,' said Netta. 'Who is it now?' + +'Miss Richards,--Dr Richards' daughter. It is the talk of the county. +You know she has plenty of money.' + +Owen cast a side glance towards Gladys and saw her turn quite pale, +which was very satisfactory to him. + +'Is Miss Richards pretty, uncle?' asked Minette. 'Is she as pretty as +Gladys?' + +'That depends upon taste.' + +'But what do you think, uncle? She must be very pretty, if she is as +pretty as my dear Gladys! Isn't Gladys pretty, uncle?' + +'Gladys knows what I think on that subject,' said Owen, 'but she doesn't +care what I think.' + +This was said so that Netta, sitting opposite, did not hear. + +'Oh, Mr Owen!' said Gladys, involuntarily. + +'Oh, Mrs Snow!' said Owen. + +'As the day went on, Netta got very weary, and, finally, slept. Minette, +also, in spite of Gladys' resolute efforts to keep her awake, fell fast +asleep, curled up in the corner, with her mother's feet in her lap. And +so Owen and Gladys were _tête-à-tête_. + +The November day was drawing to a close, and it was dull and dark. +Gladys fancied Owen was asleep, and was thinking how very much more +cheerful she felt in the morning than she did at that moment; and all +because Owen said he was going to be married. She was trying to remember +the great blessings she had lately experienced, and that she ought to be +thinking of Netta instead of her brother. + +At last, Owen started up, and said,-- + +'Gladys, do you like coming back to Glanyravon?' + +'Dearly, sir, if you like to have me.' + +'Now, Gladys, that is too absurd! You know I have wanted to have you all +these years.' + +'I didn't mean that, Mr Owen.' + +'Gladys, tell me why that old Jones kissed you.' + +'I--I--don't know. Because--because he is fond of me, Mr Owen.' + +'That is no reason, Miss Gladys. If it was, somebody else would kiss +you, too. Now I have an opportunity, I must ask you a few more +questions. I beg you to understand that old Jones, who is so fond of +you, put you under my especial care.' + +'Oh, Mr Owen!' + +'Oh, Mrs Snow! Now, tell me why you let that cunning man of the world, +Colonel Vaughan, give you ten shillings? This has been on my mind for +six or seven years, and I have never had an opportunity of getting it +off before. You know if you won't have me for a lover, you may for a +brother.' + +'Colonel Vaughan offered me the money, Mr Owen, and I returned it to +him. Who could have told you of that?' + +'The boy who saw him give you some money, and picked up the +half-sovereign you dropped.' + +'He gave me money for poor Mr Lloyd, who was ill, and offered me the +half-sovereign for myself, which I refused.' + +'Why did you refuse it.' + +'Because I did not want it, and because he had no right to offer it me.' + +'Bravo, Gladys! You are a capital girl!' + +'And yet, Mr Owen, you think all sorts of unkind things of me when I am +absent. For six years!' + +'How can I help it, Gladys? You know that I love you better than my +life, and yet you won't care one straw for me.' + +'Oh! Mr Owen.' + +'I can tell you it is no trifling mark of constancy, for a wandering +fellow like me to stick to farming, and doing the dutiful son all these +years. I should have been off to sea again long ago but for you, and--' + +'And the father and mother, Mr Owen.' + +'Well, yes, to a certain extent. But you always answer every question +but one like a pure, straightforward young woman, as you are. Why won't +you tell me the reason you have for hating me so?' + +'I don't hate you, Mr Owen.' + +'It must be either love or hate. You don't love me. Do you love any one +else?' + +'No.' + +'Have you a heart to give?' + +'Ye--no.' + +'Which do you mean?' + +'I cannot tell you, indeed I cannot!' + +'Oh! Gladys, if you knew the pain! Why will you not make me happy, or at +least give me a sensible reason?' + +'I--I--promised--oh, Mr Owen.' + +'Dear Gladys, what? I will never betray you, and will always be a +friend, a brother. Who have you promised? Not to marry, not to love--' + +'Your father, Mr Owen. I--I--promised never--to--without his consent.' + +Fortunately it was dusk, and the curtain between the double carriage was +drawn, and Netta and Minette were, apparently at least, fast asleep, so +no one saw Owen jump up from his seat with a kind of bound, seize +Gladys' hand, try to look into her face, and finally sit down again, +retaining possession of the said hand across the elbow of the carriage. + +'Do you mean, Gladys, that you promised never to marry me without my +father's consent?' + +'Yes.' + +'Never to love me without his consent?' + +'No.' + +'That you don't hate me?' + +'No.' + +'That if I got his consent you would make me the happiest man in the +world?' + +'I would try, Mr Owen.' + +'Nothing but his consent? + +'Nothing, Mr Owen. If you do not change, I cannot. + +'Gladys, do not trifle with me. But you could not trifle. Have you cared +for me--may I say loved me--all these years?' + +'All these years.' + +Gladys bowed her head as if in shame over those clasped hands, and a +large tear fell upon Owen's. He wanted no other confirmation of her +words, and felt, as he had expressed it, the happiest man in the world. + + + + + + +CHAPTER XLIV. + +THE PRODIGAL DAUGHTER. + + +It was nine o'clock when the fly that took the travellers from Swansea +to Glanyravon reached the door of the farm. The night was 'dark and +dreary;' very different was the weather, the aspect of external nature; +very different were Netta's feelings and all the circumstances, when she +was at home ten years ago. She had been thinking again on all these +things during that gloomy drive, when her companions thought she was +asleep. + +Bright lights are in the windows and passage as the travellers look out +of the carriage. Mrs Prothero's anxious face is visible in front, Mr and +Mrs Jonathan's tall forms above her from behind, the servants are +without, Lion is barking joyously, but there is no Mr Prothero. + +'Is this Glanyravon, mamma?' asks Minette waking up and rubbing her +eyes. + +No answer. + +Owen jumps out, and without stopping to greet his pale, trembling +mother, turns to help Netta, who cannot help herself. He carries a dead +weight into the parlour, and lays it on the sofa. Netta has fainted. + +Gladys is at her side in a moment with every kind of restorative but no +one notices or thinks of her. Mrs Prothero is on her knees rubbing her +child's cold hands, and looking as white as the corpse-like daughter +thus restored to her. Mr and Mrs Jonathan look at one another, and then +at Netta, with a glance of pity and grief. + +There is another face for one moment bent over the sofa, and the next a +loud heavy groan is heard in the corner of the room that comes from a +heart in extreme agony; but no one, save Minette, seems conscious of +it. She turns affrighted at the sound, and in the impulse of her quick, +warm nature runs to comfort. + +'Mamma will be better soon,' she says; 'she is often so. Don't cry so +loud, you will frighten her.' + +Poor Mr Prothero removes his hand from his eyes to behold, for the first +time, his grandchild. Another heavy groan, almost a cry, and he takes +the child in his large arms, and presses her to his breast, weeping like +an infant. + +Netta uncloses her eyes on familiar objects for a moment, and shuts them +again. Has she seen the cheerful, old-fashioned parlour, the bright +fire, near which the sofa is wheeled, her father's portrait over the +mantelpiece, her mother at her feet? + +'She is getting better,' whispers Gladys, who still holds her place at +Netta's head, with strong salts in her hand, and a bottle and glass by +her side. + +Again the eyes unclose, wander restlessly from one anxious face to +another, settling on none; close again, once more unclose and look with +some consciousness on the breathless group that surrounds the sofa. + +'Father! father!' now murmurs Netta; 'where is father?' + +The feeble cry has reached that father's ears and inmost heart. He puts +down Minette and staggers, blinded by his grief, to the sofa. All +withdrew but his wife. He is on his knees before his poor penitent +daughter. Her arms are round his neck, and she strives to rise but +cannot. Oh! the depth, agony, remorse of that long, silent, paternal, +and filial embrace. + +'Do you forgive me, father?' asks Netta. + +'All--all. God forgive us both!' groans Mr Prothero. + +Mrs Prothero lays her head on her hands on the sofa, by which she +kneels, and gives way to a passionate burst of grief. + +'My poor, poor mistress,' says Gladys, unable any longer to refrain from +approaching her. 'All is well; she will be better now.' + +'Mother!' cries Netta. 'Don't cry so for me. Come and kiss me, mother.' + +Father and mother surround with their arms that wandering, restored +lamb, and take it into the fold again. + +A little voice from behind is heard. + +'Mamma! mamma! think of your poor Minette!' + +And in another minute Minette is on the sofa, in the midst of her +mother, grandfather, and grandmother. + +Blessed are the warm, gushing tears that fall on the child's head--tears +of love and reconciliation. + +Soon the worthy vicar and his wife, who have thus far been only +spectators of the scene, draw near to bless and welcome their niece. + +'She will faint again,' whispers Gladys to Owen. + +'She is happy now,' replies Owen, looking into Gladys' tearful eyes from +his own, equally dimmed with tears. It is the first time he has seen +that face since he has known that Gladys loves him. + +But Gladys is right--happiness is too overpowering for Netta. She faints +in the midst of all those dear ones, so kind and loving. + +Again Gladys is at her side to revive her, which she is able to do more +quickly than before. When she is better, Gladys raises her pillows, and +places her in a more comfortable posture. By degrees every one is +conscious that Gladys is present. + +'Dear Gladys!' says Netta, 'I am better now; quite--quite well, father!' + +'Drink this first,' says Gladys, giving her some wine and water that +Owen has brought. + +She drinks the wine and water, and again calls her father + +'I brought Gladys, father; I cannot do without her. She has saved my +life, I think, and mother's, so Owen told me--didn't you, Owen? May she +stay with me, father?' + +Netta presses her hand to her head, and looks at her father with those +bewildered eyes, which are only too sadly irresistible. + +'Gladys!' he replies. 'Oh, yes! I haven't seen her yet.' + +Gladys is by his side, and he turns and shakes her hand warmly, and +says,-- + +'Thank you, Gladys, thank you, I have heard all; but we will talk of +this another time.' + +'Best now, father, whilst I remember. She may stay? You like to have +her?' + +'Of course, of course, my dear.' + +Mr Prothero glances rather uneasily at the very lady-like looking young +woman, for whom he is thus humbly petitioned, and in doing so spies Owen +close behind her. + +His feelings are too much softened by Netta to allow him to feel angry; +still he does not know what to make of if. Mrs Prothero kisses Gladys, +and Mr and Mrs Jonathan shake hands with her. + +'Nothing like the present time,' thinks Owen; but Gladys declares +decidedly that Netta ought to go to her room, and everybody yields to +her calm, assured voice. + +'Then you will stay with us?' asks gentle Mrs Prothero, looking the +while at her husband. + +'To be sure she will,' says Mr Prothero. + +'Thank you, sir; thank you, ma'am. I shall be only too glad,' replies +Gladys, as humbly as if she were really the servant she professes to be. +'Miss Gwynne will allow me to stay, if you wish it.' + +After they had been upstairs they returned to tea, and Mr Prothero could +not quit Netta, but sat watching her with a painful anxiety. + +She was greatly excited, and her mind and eyes appeared equally to +wander on the objects of her childhood. She asked her father a variety +of questions concerning scenes and people that she felt were +particularly associated with him, and he was quite overcome. + +When the meal was finished, Owen carried Netta at once to her room, and +all the womankind accompanied her. It was then that poor Mr Prothero's +wrath and grief exploded. Left alone with his brother he vented both in +language which, as Owen had expressed it, needed clerical revision. But +Mr Jonathan knew that it must have its course before exhortations could +take effect. He paced up and down the room pouring curses loud and deep +upon Howel, and bemoaning his unfortunate daughter. At last he sat down +and cried bitterly. + +It was then that his brother drew near to comfort, and that Owen +returned to the room. + +'So young, so pretty--our only girl! God only knows how I love her--to +come to die! Driven mad by that heartless villain--curse him--a +thousand--' + +'Hush, brother! hush! You cannot alter the past. Home and a father's and +mother's love will soon bring her round, poor dear.' + +'Do you think so? why, she looks like a corpse. No rose was redder when +she went away, when I kissed her the night before. And now! and now! I +say again, curse the man! I can't help it, brother,--I won't help it.' + +'Come, father, let us hope the best, now we have her home again.' + +Owen put his hand on his father's shoulder as he spoke, but there was no +comfort for that sorrowing parent. While he cursed Howel there, was much +self-reproach within him for long-harboured feelings of anger and +unforgiveness against his daughter. He even began, to think that if he +had been gentle and kind he might have saved her. The proud hearts of +parent and child were alike subdued by heavy sorrow. + +The following day Netta was unable to leave her bed. Excitement and +fatigue had been too much for her. Dr Richards was sent for, who shook +his head, and ordered quiet and rest. Mrs Prothero and Gladys were with +her, and as she was continually sleeping, no one else was admitted. Mr +and Mrs Jonathan left early, after having made friends with Minette, who +confided to them that she liked them better than grandpapa and +grandmamma, because they were gentlefolks. She didn't know why there was +no carpet in the hall, and didn't like stones to her feet. She promised +to go and see them when her mamma was better. The worthy couple took to +her as they had done to her mother. + +In a day or two Netta was much better and able to be brought downstairs. +Matters gradually settled into their regular course at the farm, and all +went on as usual. Mr Prothero spent every spare moment with Netta and +his grandchild, who soon forgot that 'grandfather,' as he insisted on +her calling him, 'talked loud, and had large, rough hands.' Gladys +slipped imperceptibly into her old place, and alternately nursed Netta +and helped Mrs Prothero in the dairy. Owen found many opportunities of +entreating Gladys to let him speak to his father, but she positively +forbade him, as long as there was painful anxiety about Netta; and, at +the same time, angered him by refusing to consider him as her accepted +lover until his father's consent was obtained. Mrs Prothero schooled her +aching heart into outward calm, but her white hair and paleface showed +what she had gone through, and was still suffering. Howel's name was +never mentioned, except between Netta and Gladys. It was to Gladys that +poor Netta opened her mind, and poured out all her hopes and fears about +Howel's return. + +The state of that mind varied continually. Sometimes it was tolerably +clear, at others sadly wandering, and the least excitement produced +faintness and pain at the heart; still her friends fancied she gained +strength. + +She had the sofa placed so that she could look out of the parlour-window +upon the distant hills. The weather cleared up brisk and bright. The red +and yellow foliage that still remained to cover the huge trunks of the +oaks shone in the sunlight, and the lights and shadows danced upon the +mountains. A few white chrysanthemums, and one or two roses still looked +in at the window, upon her who had once been the brightest flower of +Glanyravon. + +Netta had been at home a fortnight, and was really stronger and better. +The sun was setting behind those distant hills, and casting glorious +shades of red, purple, and gold upon them. She was gazing wistfully on +the sky, and thinking of Howel, whilst Minette was sitting on a stool at +her feet, turning over a book, out of which she had been reading to her +mother, whose chief occupation was trying to teach her. + +Mr Prothero came in, and took his customary seat at the head of her +sofa. He was followed, almost instantly, by Gladys, who called Minette +out to have her cup of warm milk fresh from the cow, ordered by her +doctor. + +'Father,' began Netta, abruptly, 'I have something to say to you.' + +'Well, Netta, fach!' said her father, cheerfully. 'Say away. I'm all +attention,' + +'Do you like Gladys, father?' + +'Of course I do, my dear. Who could help it? She's an excellent young +'ooman.' + +'I wish you would promise me one thing, father, before I go away.' + +'But you are not going away ever again, my love?' + +'Perhaps I may--far, far away; and perhaps I may go to heaven. I don't +know. But I should like, when I go away, to leave you a better daughter +than I have ever been to you. One that will take care of you and mother, +and my Minette, as long as you and she live; who will make Owen a good +wife and a happy man, as he is now, a good son and brother. Father, will +you take her for my sake?' + +'My darling, I don't know what you mean?' + +'I mean--You won't be cross, father, bach?' + +'Never again with you, Netta, please God.' + +'Will you promise to grant me this great favour, now that my head is +clear, and I have no pain, and can ask it right?' + +'There is little I 'ould refuse you, Netta; but I should rather hear it +first.' + +'It is about Owen and Gladys, father. They have loved one another ever +since they were first together. I found it out in the train; and when +Owen pressed Gladys very hard to tell him why she didn't love him, she +said it was because she had promised you something. I could not hear +what; but I heard enough to know that she loved Owen dearly. And she is +good and clever; and, oh! so kind and gentle to me. I never think now of +what I used to think so much--how she was a beggar at our gate; and +everybody in London looks up to her and loves her. Mr and Mrs Jones, +Miss Gwynne, and Rowland, all treat her like a lady. I should die, I +think I should, so much happier, or go away when I am fetched, so much +happier, if I could know she was with you as a daughter. I have been +very disobedient and wilful; but she has been obedient and grateful, +though she was not your child. When I left mother to die of fever, she +nursed her and saved her life. May God forgive me, for Christ's sake, +and bless her! She has made Owen steady. She has nursed the sick. She +has taught in the poor, wretched London ragged-schools, as well as in +the others. She has made clothes for the poor. What has she not done? +Oh, that I were like her! And now she is waiting on me, and helping +mother, and nursing my child, like a common servant. Oh, father! take to +her instead of me. Indeed indeed, you will never repent--never!' + +As Netta spoke, her wasted cheek flushed, her eyes sparkled, and her +manner grew more and more animated. Her father listened attentively, +without interrupting her, and when she paused, said,-- + +'Netta, fach, are you seure you didn't dream or fancy this? Owen +declared to me, Gladys 'ouldn't have him, and didn't love him.' + +'Because you would not let her, father. Think of her making him believe +this, and yet loving him dearly all the time; and because she was too +grateful to you and mother to do what you don't like.' + +'Yes; the girl's a good girl, Netta, I don't deny that; but I can't bear +the Irish, and don't want Owen, who is a fine, sensible young man, who +might have any respectable young 'ooman, to marry a girl nobody knows +of, and there's the treuth! If you let him alone, he'd marry Miss +Richards.' + +'Never, father! Only ask him; for my sake--though I don't deserve you +should do anything for me.' + +'There--there; don't you begin to cry, and excite yourself. I'll ask the +boy.' + +'Now, father! He's in the hall; I heard him whistling. Let him come +here.' + +Mr Prothero went out and called Owen, who came in forthwith He began the +subject at once. + +'Owen, Netta has got into her head that you and Gladys are making fools +of one another still, in spite of all I said. Is that treue?' + +'Not exactly, father. You know I have been in love with Gladys nearly +ever since I knew her, and made up my mind never to have anybody else. I +don't call that making a fool of her; perhaps it was of myself. She has +refused me, without rhyme or reason, more than once; and it was only +when we came home with Netta that I found out the cause of her refusal. +It is just because she won't marry me without your consent. I have been +waiting for her permission to speak to you about this ever since I came +home; but she wouldn't let me, because Netta was ill. I must confess to +you, honestly, that I would have married her any day these seven years, +and worked for her, by sea of land, if she would have had me. But she +wouldn't, so there's an end of that I find, now, that your consent is +wanting alone, and I ask it boldly. If you let us marry, you make us +happy; if you refuse, you make us miserable, and send me to sea +again--for I don't see that you can expect me to work at home, if you +don't try to contribute to my happiness. I am not angry, father, though +I can't see what right you had to extract a promise from a girl to whom +you had done a service. That was not generous, or like Prothero, +Glanyravon.' + +'Treue for you there, boy.' + +Mr Prothero began to rub his ear; a trick he had when in doubt. Netta, +seeing this, put her arms round his neck, and whispered,-- + +'Oh, father! make us happy. He is a good son, father, bach.' + +'Then go you and tell the girl, you may have her, as far as I am +concerned,' said Mr Prothero. + +'Indeed, father!' said Owen doubtfully. + +'Do you want me to swear, sir? Upon my deed, then, you may marry the +girl. I have but one objection, and that's the way she came here. The +girl's a good girl, and I like her well enough. Now, p'r'aps you 'ont go +to sea.' + +'Decidedly not; I'm a steady land-lubber for my life: thank you, father. +Shake hands upon it! You won't repent. Kiss me, Netta! You have done it, +I know, and you shall dance at the wedding. Now, I'll go and tell +Gladys.' + +Owen and his father shook hands until their arms ached. Then the brother +and sister kissed one another, and, with a sort of greyhound leap, or +caper, Owen started off in search of Gladys. + +'Father, you will never repent it. Thank you--a thousand times,' said +Netta, covering her face with her hands, and bursting into tears. + +The worthy farmer cried with her, and thus the father and daughter's +love returned and increased. + + + + + + +CHAPTER XLV. + +THE BETROTHED. + + +Owen found Gladys in the dairy with his mother and Minette. She had a +candle in one hand, lighting Mrs Prothero, whilst she was looking at the +fresh milk just put into the pans; Minette held the other. + +'All right, Gladys! all right! Father has consented!' cried Owen, +literally tumbling down the passage between the milk-pans. + +Down went a splendid tin of milk right over Minette. Owen didn't mind. +His arm was round Gladys' waist, and the candle stowed away somewhere, +before any one knew what he was about. Mother and niece saw the long, +fervent embrace to which Gladys yielded; but Owen didn't mind that. If +all the servants, domestic and otherwise, had been there, he wouldn't +have cared. + +'Oh, Mr Owen!' said Gladys. + +'Oh, Mrs. Owen,' said he. + +'Mother, she is mine and yours now for ever!' he continued, releasing +Gladys somewhat from his firm clasp. 'Father has given her to me. I +needn't ask you. We will live all together. I will herd the cows, and +she shall milk them.' + +'Come into the kitchen, Owen,' said Mrs Prothero, utterly astonished. + +'Uncle, you have wet me all over,' sighed Minette. + +'Never mind. Come by the fire and dry yourself.' + +They all went into the kitchen, which was empty. There, by the blazing +wood fire, Owen kissed Gladys and his mother and Minette, and Mrs +Prothero kissed Gladys; and the women cried and Owen laughed. It was a +long time before he could explain the real state of the case. + +'You are quite sure you love me, Gladys? It is not _gratitude_, but +love!' said Owen, looking into the pure, lustrous 'violets dropping +dew,' that he had studied so long and so lovingly. + +The answering glance and the quick blush were quite satisfactory. + +'Then, will you come with me to father and Netta. We owe it all to +her--poor dear Netta!' + +'Please to wipe my frock first,' said Minette to her grandmother; 'and +tell me if uncle is going to marry Gladys. I am so glad.' + +The frock was wiped, and Owen took the child up in his arms, and told +her to love her new aunt better than ever. + +'I can't love her better, uncle,' was the simple assurance of the little +girl. + +'Nor can I, even as my daughter,' said Mrs Prothero, pressing the hand +she held with a mother's love. + +They all went to the parlour, where Mr Prothero and Netta were sitting, +quite silent, by the fire-light. + +Owen led Gladys to his father, who did not well know what to do on the +occasion, not being quite satisfied with the respectability of the +parentage of his future daughter-in-law. + +Gladys summoned all her courage, and standing before Mr Prothero, said +firmly,-- + +'You will be glad, sir, to know that I have found my friends, and that +they acknowledge me as their relation. I could never have consented to +bring disgrace upon you and yours. I do not think I could have accepted +your present great kindness even, had I not been able to make my truth +as clear as the noon-day. Mr Jones, with whom Miss Gwynne and I have +been living so long, is my uncle--my mother's own brother.' + +The general exclamations of surprise may be imagined. + +'The girl's dreaming, like Netta,' from Mr Prothero. + +'Why didn't you tell me before?' from Owen. + +'I knew she was true,' from Mrs Prothero. + +'How can this be, Gladys?' from Netta. + +Gladys told her story simply. Every one was too much engrossed with it, +to think of the pretty picture that wondering family group made; but as +we know it already, we will look at the picture whilst she is telling +her tale. + +The large, old-fashioned sofa is placed at one side of the fire-place, +its head against the wall, its foot towards the window, so as to give +Netta warmth and the view of the distant hills at the same time. Between +the head of the sofa and the fire-place is an arm-chair, also against +the wall, Mr Prothero's favourite seat; and Minette's footstool is by +the side of her mother, and at the feet of her grandfather. + +Netta's pale face is in shadow, but the large, bright black eyes beam +upon Gladys, with preternatural lustre, and the raven hair shines +against the white pillow that supports her head. The broad, massive +figure of the father, in its rough work-a-day clothes, is also in +shadow. One elbow rests upon the arm of Netta's sofa, one hand smooths +mechanically the head of his grandchild, resting against his knee. This +large hand and that tender head come within the glow of the fire-light. +His grey head is lifted towards Gladys, on whom his keen black eyes, so +like Netta's, are also fixed. Minette, too, sitting at his feet, gazes +with child-like wonder on Gladys; her long black curls falling over her +pale face. Grandsire, daughter, child, so like one another, and yet so +far apart in age. Three types they are of the ancient Briton. + +Opposite this trio, with her left hand clasped in that of Netta, and +close to her sofa, stands the fair, blue-eyed, graceful Gladys; +thoroughly Irish in beauty, if Welsh in heart. The red glare of the +large bright fire brings out her sweet, earnest face, and slight form. +Her eyes are cast down, as if they cannot support the gaze of so many +other eyes, and her cheeks are flushed with a strange excitement. +Towering a full head above her, his arm round her waist, the thick black +beard touching her hair is the manly, handsome Owen. Love, joy, pride, +in his honest black eyes, and health on his bronzed and ruddy cheeks. +Seated on the sofa, her arms on Netta's knees, her head, with its silver +hair, and plain white lace cap, eagerly pressed forward, is the +well-beloved mother. For the first time since Netta's return, grief for +the one child, has merged into joy for the other, and prayer and praise +for all are in her heart even whilst she listens. + +The story is told, Gladys raises her eyes and head somewhat proudly for +her. Owen lowers his, and kisses the pure, white forehead. There is +silence for a few moments, no one can speak for tears. Owen is the +first. + +'Well, father! all's right now, at any rate.' + +'Treue for you there, Owen, my boy. The only objection is removed; +everybody will know now that Gladys was honest, God bless you both, and +make you happy.' + +At this moment there was a suppressed sob from Netta. Her mind had +wandered from the open, straightforward betrothal of Owen and Gladys, +crowned, after years of difficulty, with a father's and mother's +blessing, to her own unhallowed marriage--to her lost husband. + +Again poor Netta was the object of every one's thoughts, Gladys forgot +herself, and Owen his joy, to cheer and comfort her. + +It was in private that Mrs Prothero poured out her feelings to Gladys, +and assured her of her unbounded satisfaction in the prospect of such a +daughter. It was also in private that Netta solemnly gave her child into +Gladys' care. She said,-- + +'If I die, Gladys, you are to be her mother. You are to bring her up; +she is never to leave you. If Howel comes back, say to him this was my +wish. But I will write it for him. You must teach her to love her +father, and to pray for him; and when she is old enough to be firm in +her duty, to go to him if he wishes it. But never let Aunt 'Lizbeth have +her--never. I _must_ see Aunt 'Lizbeth, I must tell her my wishes +myself; you must talk to her, Gladys; she must not have my child if I +die.' + +Owen and Minette went together to see poor Mrs Griffey. They +found her much altered. Owen could scarcely recognise the brisk, +handsomely-dressed Aunt 'Lizbeth who came to announce her son's gay +wedding to Mrs Prothero, in that son's mother, as stricken by his crime. +Moreover, there was a very strong smell of spirits in the room, and Owen +perceived a bottle and glass, that had been hastily put aside, under a +table in the corner. + +Mrs Jenkins cried a great deal when she saw Minette, and Owen was soon +very sorry that he had brought the child. However he told her to go to a +small inner room, the window of which looked into the street, and her +attention was soon quite absorbed. Her grandmother was in a maudlin +condition, out of which, under any other circumstances, Owen would have +extracted mirth, but now he only felt anger and sorrow. + +'Have you heard anything of Howel, Aunt 'Lizbeth?' he asked. + +'Oh, _annwyl_! No. Mr Rice Rice is telling me there is a 'ditement +brought against him for forgery, and now they can be taking him +anywhere, and bringing him to trial as soon as they do find him. +Forgery! name o' goodness, why 'ould he be forging, as I do say to every +one, and his own mother as 'ould be giving him thousands of pounds. My +Howels! Ach a fi! for sham to them! But he 'ont be found guilty, if they +do tak him. Owen, bach! it was killing me, 'deet to goodness it was,' + +'Don't cry, Aunt 'Lizbeth, I wanted to speak to you about Netta.' + +'Oh seure! she 'ont come to see her husband's mother! and I don't be +cheusing to be turned out of doors again.' + +'She is very ill, aunt. We don't know whether she can ever recover. Her +mind is wandering, and has been ever since that--Howel left her; she +thinks he is gone for debt, and if she knew the real state of the case, +it would probably be the death of her. If we could manage a meeting +between you, could you speak only of Howel's debts, and not of this +terrible suspicion.' + +'Seurely I could; but I 'ont go to Glanyravon; if your father was +turning me out of doors then, what will he be doing now?' + +'We must see, Aunt 'Lizbeth? poor Netta sends her love to you, and begs +you to keep up; she says she is sure Howel will come back; I was to tell +you this.' + +'Netta! Netta! poor dear, poor dear.' + +Mrs Jenkins began to rock herself to and fro in her chair violently, and +to cry hysterically. + +'He was very fond of her, Owen; you don't think she'll be dying? I do be +wishing all day long that she hadn't gone off with him, and that my +Griffey hadn't left all that money--and--and--tak you a glass of +brandy and water, Owen, it will be warming you after your cold walk, and +I do feel so poorly and wretched all over, that I'll be having a drop +along.' + +'No thank you, aunt, we must be going; what of the counsel for Howel?' + +'Oh, I do be having the best in all London; Prince Albert or Queen +Victoria 'ouldn't be having a better; to think of him as was dining with +them wanst.' + +'Don't believe such nonsense, Aunt 'Lizbeth.' + +'Was you thinking that my Howels is not telling the treuth? But I am +seure they 'ont be finding him; they was telling me that America, where +they do think he is gone, is bigger than all Wales, and England, and +London put together. Oh, if I could be going to him, I 'ouldn't be +vexing shocking, as I was now. All that money that my Griffey was +putting by in pence and sixpences and shillings all gone, and he no +better, and Howels no better, and I no better, 'scept that I did be +seeing London. Come you, Owen, tak you a drop of brandy and water. I do +tak it very kind of you to be coming to see me.' + +'What message shall I give Netta, Aunt 'Lizbeth?' + +'Give you her my love, and I'll be seeing her whenever she do like. Tell +you her that Howels shall be having every penny his poor old mother do +own to set him right again; he'll be seure to be proving himself right, +come you. Them Simpsons and Spendalls were always living upon him, and +now to be turning against him. Ach a fi! now do be taking a drop before +you do go.' + +'No thank you, Aunt 'Lizbeth; and I don't think spirits good for you. +You had better be careful.' + +'I don't be drinking a wine glass full in a week, but when I am having +the spasms, and now I am vexing so, they was coming oftener than they +was eused to.' + +Owen left Mrs Jenkins with a heavy heart, foreseeing her end; Minette +said she didn't like her because she smelt so of wine, and wasn't a +lady. + +The next day but one Gladys went to see her, and did what she could to +comfort and help her; she was used to all sorts of sorrow and sin, and +was so gentle a consoler, and so Christian an adviser, that poor Mrs +Jenkins asked her to come and stay with her always; but that could not +be; she went, however, as often as she could leave Netta. + +Netta's will and word was now law with her father; he refused her +nothing; he even allowed her to see her mother-in-law, provided the +meeting was managed when he was from home. It was so managed, and a +melancholy meeting it proved; the old woman's tears and sobs were so +irrepressible, that Gladys was obliged to shorten it as much as +possible; Netta, however, was calmer than she expected. + +'Mother,' she said, 'I want you to promise me one thing. If I die--' + +'Oh, Netta, fach! why was you talking of dying? you 'ont be dying.' + +'I said _if_, mother. I wish Gladys, who is going to marry Owen--' + +'Gladys, Owen! name o' goodness! and your father! he 'ouldn't let you +marry my Howels, and she--' + +'Is very good, mother, whilst I am very bad. But I wish her and Owen to +bring up my child; you must tell Howel so, when he comes back; and when +she is grown up, she will be a comfort to you and him. My head is +confused; I dreamt last night Howel was here, and he was going to take +away Minette. Is he with you, mother? tell me! do you know where he is? +Oh! if I could see him once more! once more!' + +'He is being safe in America, Netta, fach, but is coming home soon I am +thinking. Don't you be dying; he was doating upon you, and if he do come +home, and don't be finding you, he'll be dying too.' + +'Are you sure he will come back? Did he tell you so himself?' + +'To be seure. He is coming back soon, only he must be paying his debts +first. Come you!' + +Mrs Jenkins' unmitigated falsehoods did Netta a great deal of good; they +cheered her, and gave her hope for the time. Gladys doubted whether +hopes so based, and to be so miserably crushed, were to be encouraged, +but she had not the heart to undeceive her. + +When Mr Prothero returned home that evening, he was surprised to see +Netta looking so much more cheerful than she had done since her return. + +'Better, much better,' was her answer to his eager look of inquiry. 'And +now I am better, I have another favour to ask. I want to see Owen and +Gladys married while I am here. I think it would almost cure me to feel +that I had helped to do one kind and right thing in my wrong life. Would +you mind it, father?' + +'I shall be very glad to see them married, my dear; the sooner the +better. Owen's good-for-nothing now but sitting with his arm round +Gladys' waist all day long, and I hate those sort of follies.' + +'Oh! Davy,' said Mrs Prothero, 'young people will be young people, and +I'm sure no one can be so modest as Gladys,' + +'Well, I'm of Netta's opinion, and the sooner they're married the +better. I must confess, now I know who Gladys is, there isn't a girl in +all the country I like so well. And Mr and Mrs Jones have written as a +gentleman and lady ought to write, owning her, and giving their free +consent to her marrying our Owen. So, Netta, fach, if you can get the +young folk's consent you have mine.' + +Owen and Gladys had accompanied Mrs Jenkins part of the way home. She +had particularly asked Gladys to 'send her,' and as it was getting dusk, +Owen had 'sent her' also. They returned during the conversation +respecting their marriage and Mr Prothero who had forgotten, if he had +ever experienced, the shyness of affianced lovers, began the subject at +once. + +'Netta wants you two young people to be married directly, so do I. I +shall be glad when 'tis all over. What do you say to it?' + +They had nothing to say, Gladys blushed, and Owen felt awkward on her +account, not his own. + +'There, I always said that lovers were fools,' said Mr Prothero. + +'We will settle it another time,' said Netta. + +'Go you and settle it directly,' said Mr Prothero; 'what my little girl +here says, is law in this house.' + +Poor Netta always began to cry when her father said anything +particularly kind. She did so now. There was a reaction on her spirits, +and she suddenly became as depressed as she had previously been gay. The +constantly recurring contrasts between herself and Gladys continually +affected her, and her father's readiness for the marriage reminded her +of the scenes between him and herself previously to her own. + +The topic was given up for that evening, but the following morning Netta +renewed it with Owen, who declared himself ready to marry Gladys that +very moment. + +The upshot of it all was, that the wedding was settled for New Year's +Day, at Netta's particular request. No one cared, or indeed thought what +the world would say at a marriage taking place during a period of such +heavy affliction. Netta willed it, and to give her pleasure, and an +object for her poor wandering mind, every member of the family would +have made any sacrifice; and this was not a sacrifice at all, but an +event of importance to all. + +Mr and Mrs Jones promised to come if only for one clear day, and sent a +box of presents to their niece, which Netta had the pleasure of +unpacking. Amongst them was a simple and pretty wedding dress and +bonnet, that poor Netta wept over, thinking of her own. + +On the whole, however, Netta was better and more cheerful, and even +assisted in the preparations that were going forward. She helped to make +that pretty dove-coloured silk dress that was manufactured at home, and +tried to join in the happiness which her apparently improved health +seemed to make allowable. + +But Netta's heart was with Howel, and the certainty that she felt of his +return and constant love, alone sustained her. Alas! that poor, +fluttering, uncertain heart! + + + + + + +CHAPTER XLVI. + +THE HEIR. + + +Miss Gwynne returned to Glanyravon on Christmas Eve. She had not visited +it before, since she left it when her father married. She had seen her +father, his wife, and her little brother almost yearly in London, +whither Lady Mary Nugent insisted on dragging her husband annually; but +she had not hitherto had love, or courage, or Christian charity enough +to visit them at home. When last in town, and repeatedly by letter, her +father had urged her doing so, and she had at last complied with his +request, more from a latent sense of duty than from inclination. + +It was a bright, frosty night, when the carriage that had been sent to +meet her drove up to the door. If poor Netta had fainted on returning to +the farm, Freda was obliged to brush away gathering tears as she +returned to the Park. Every branch of tree, as it glittered in the +moonlight in its dress of hoar frost, was familiar to her, every pane of +glass in the windows of the old place seemed a friend. + +On the lowest step, bare-headed and expectant, were the old butler and +footman she had left when she went away; she shook hands with each, and +they almost rung her hand off. In the door-way stood her father, not +bare-headed, but expectant, who received her with paternal warmth. Freda +knew that he must for once have forgotten himself and his nervous +debility to have thus exposed himself to the frosty air. In the hall was +Lady Mary ready with smiles and embraces, with which Freda would gladly +have dispensed; but she did her best to seem, if she could not feel, +glad to see her. + +Her ladyship preceded her to her own old bedroom, where a huge fire, and +bright wax candles bade her welcome, and whither she was followed by +Frisk, who was exuberant in his demonstrations of delight at his return +home after his long absence. + +'I have ordered my maid to wait on you my dear,' said Freda's +stepmother, 'because I find your's does not return to you. But we can +replace her. Dinner will be ready whenever you are; can I do anything +for you?' + +'No, thank you, I shall not be long,' said Freda mechanically. + +Lady Mary left the room. + +Freda felt that her tact was good after all; for no nice feeling could +have been more successful than it was. She had received her just as if +she had come home after a short absence. No demonstrations of any kind; +her room was much as it had ever been. There were even some of her +clothes in the wardrobe. + +'I won't cry! I won't give way!' muttered Freda, beginning to take off +her wrappings. + +There was a tap at the door. + +'Come in!' And Anne the old housemaid appeared. + +'Oh, miss, I am so glad to see you home again, it do seem so natural. +Please to let me unpack your things, miss. My lady thought you might +like me better than Mrs Pink.' + +'Thank you, Anne, it does look like home to see you.' + +'Shall I get your dress, miss?' + +'I can't dress to-night, I am too tired. There, that will do. Now I will +go downstairs.' + +She did so, and found her father alone in the library. + +'I won't cry,' again she said, as she kissed him affectionately. + +'Thank you for coming, Freda, it will do me good, and my wife is +delighted. Harold, too, is in ecstasies, and only went to bed with a +promise that sister Freda--he calls you sister, you know, and--and all +that sort of thing.' + +The 'my wife,' grated strangely on Freda's ear, but she promised to go +and see her little brother. + +Lady Mary came in, and they went to dinner. + +It seemed strange to see her at the head of the table, and Freda felt as +if she were in a dream. But nothing could be more perfect than her +ladyship's manner. She behaved as if nothing had ever happened to cause +the least estrangement between them, and almost as if she were still +Lady Mary Nugent. Handsome as ever, and perfectly well-bred, she almost +made even Freda believe, after her long absence from her, that she +really was what she seemed. However, Freda tried to take her as she was, +and to feel thankful that she was no worse. It was she who principally +kept up the conversation; Freda made great efforts, and signally failed, +and Mr Gwynne never talked much. + +After dinner, Freda proposed to go and see the little brother. As she +looked at the magnificent boy who lay peacefully sleeping in his little +crib, she was thankful to be able to kiss him, and say, 'God bless you, +my brother,' without feeling angered that he had deprived her of the +inheritance she had once been so proud of. She knew that Lady Mary was +watching her narrowly, but there was no hypocrisy in her affection, so +she did not care. + +They went down to the library, where were Mr Gwynne, tea and coffee. + +'Is he not a splendid fellow, my dear?' said Mr Gwynne. + +'He certainly is, papa,' replied Freda, aloud, saying inwardly, 'and +everything with you now. I am quite second--third I ought to say.' + +This was true; Mr Gwynne was proud of his wife and son. The former took +care of him, and did not greatly interfere with his pursuits or +peculiarities, the latter gave him new life and hopes. An heir in his +old age was a gift that might well exceed that of the daughter who could +not perpetuate his name. + +Freda was glad when she went to bed, which she did as soon as tea was +over. It was a great relief to sit down once more in the easy-chair +which had helped to nurse so many crude fancies and humours in days gone +by, and think over the past and present. There was an atmosphere of +unreality about everything at Glanyravon, that she hoped to clear off on +the morrow, so she resolved to try not to feel depressed under its +influence; but having once known what it was to enjoy living with real, +working men and women, with aims beyond the formalities of society, it +seemed hard to be thrown back upon the cold worldliness of her +stepmother, and the selfish nervousness of her father. + +She was, however, aroused on the blessed morning of Christmas Day by +something that was very real. + +'A merry Kismas, sister Freda,' shouted a sharp little voice into her +ear, and before her eyes were half opened brisk little feet were +stamping at her bedside, and the same voice authoritatively enouncing, +'Put me up, Dane, I 'ull be put up.' + +'I beg your pardon, miss,' said the nurse, who stood in the doorway, +'but Master Harold would come, and my lady isn't up, and--' + +'Never mind, let him in,' said Freda, sitting up in bed, and opening her +arms to receive the rosy, wilful, handsome child, who did not know how +he had supplanted her. + +'A merry Kismas!' he repeated, returning Freda's kisses by pulling off +her night-cap, and letting down her long hair before she knew what he +was about. 'Now, I'll dive 'ou to Tewey.' + +'Master Harold! don't, sir!' said the nurse. + +But Master Harold was jumping on the pillow behind his sister, making +reins of her hair and horses of her head in no very gentle fashion. + +'I sha'n't give you what I brought you from London if you pull my hair,' +said Freda, catching the bare, firm, sturdy leg of the small tyrant who +called her sister. + +'Is it soldiers?' asked the child, suddenly tumbling down before her. + +She caught the little fellow in her arms, and told him that if he would +go away whilst she dressed he should have the present. After some demur +he consented, having first informed Freda that ''ittle Minnie, and +Winnie, and Dot, and baby' were all coming to dinner. + +'A family party!' groaned Freda, when the child was carried away by its +nurse, 'myself the only rightful member of the family, and probably the +only one who will feel as if she doesn't belong to it.' + +Freda got up and looked out upon the fine park and the hills beyond. She +sighed involuntarily. + +'Why should I sigh,' she said. 'I am happier than when it was my +home,--happier, and, I hope, more useful. My father doesn't want +me,'--here she paused. Perhaps that father really did want her, for she, +at least, loved him, and his wife did not; and she was beginning to be +conscious, daily more and more conscious, of the exceeding preciousness +of love. + +Breakfast passed, with the same effort to feel at home on her part, and +attempt to keep up a conversation on that of Lady Mary, as had the +dinner of the previous day. + +Harold made a diversion by bursting into the room to ask for his +soldiers. He, at least, was quite natural, and entirely spoilt. + +Immediately after breakfast they drove to church. It was delightful to +Freda to see the good vicar in the reading-desk, and his wife in the pew +beneath. She felt at home again for the first time. For the first time, +also, she really listened to the worthy man's somewhat dry sermon, and +strove to feel 'in charity with all men' on that blessed day. She +thought once or twice of a sermon Rowland had preached that day +twelvemonth, which riveted the attention of his large congregation, and +made her wonder whence he had received the gift, by half-an-hour's plain +eloquent preaching, of opening the heart to receive truths hitherto more +understood than felt. Rowland had become to her, and many, the type of a +preacher and minister of the Gospel, and to him she owed, under God, the +fuller enlightenment and enlargement of her own mind. + +After the service was over she went into the vicarage. Here, again, she +was at home. She had much to tell Mrs Prothero of the kindness of Sir +Philip Payne Perry and his wife to her, and many messages to deliver +from them. She had also to hear Mr and Mrs Jonathan's opinion of Netta, +and of the approaching wedding. She avoided any word that could recall +Howel. + +'I hope you are not displeased with the match?' said Freda. + +'By no means,' was Mrs Jonathan's reply. 'I always thought Gladys very +superior, and her turning out to be Mr Jones' niece removes our only +objection. It is quite a romance!' + +'She is a clever young woman,' said Mr Jonathan. 'I was surprised the +other day to find how much history she knew. As to Wales, she has it by +heart, and is not wholly unacquainted with the antiquities of the +country. It was quite a pleasure for me, Miss Gwynne, I assure you, to +meet with any one who took so much interest in ancient lore. And now she +is to be one of the family she is so much more at her ease. Actually +asked me, of her own accord, of the fossils in the Park quarry, and a +very acute question concerning the lords of the marches. She even knew +that her name, Gladys, meant Claudia, and that the original Gladys is, +probably, the very Claudia mentioned by St Paul.' + +'We shall all be thrown into the shade now, Mrs Prothero,' said Freda, +laughing. 'Gladys will evidently be the favourite.' + +'I am afraid I must break up your conversation, my love,' interrupted +Lady Mary. 'You can drive or ride over to finish it when you like.' + +On their way home her ladyship remarked,-- + +'I suppose this unfortunate discovery concerning Mr Howel Jenkins will +quite ruin Mr. Rowland Prothero's position in London society?' + +'He is scarcely in what is called "society;" but his friends are not +likely to be changed by the conduct of his brother-in-in-law. He is far +too highly esteemed and admired to be injured by such a man as Howel +Jenkins.' + +Freda felt the blood rush to her cheeks, and was convinced that Lady +Mary noticed it. + +'I am glad to hear you say so, my dear,' said Mr Gwynne. 'He is a great +favourite of mine, and I should be sorry to think his prospects were +injured. They are a rising family. His brother is very much thought of, +and improving his own and my property amazingly. A most energetic young +man, and so amusing, that he almost kills me whenever I see him. I am +glad he is going to marry that pretty Gladys.' + +When they arrived at home they found the party from Abertewey ready to +receive them,--at least, Mrs Gwynne Vaughan and her children. The +colonel was to join them at dinner. + +'Oh, Freda, dear, I am tho glad you are come home again!' lisped Mrs +Gwynne Vaughan. 'Tho ith Gwynne. He thaith it will be delightful to have +you. Thith ith little Gwynne, and thith ith Minnie, and we call thith +one Dot, and baby ith in the nurthery. You thall thee her by-and-by. +Kith Aunt Freda, Minnie,--they all call you Aunt Freda, you know.' + +Freda, not at all rejoicing in the honour, stooped to kiss all the +pretty little children by turns, and had soon made friends with them +all. The children were the greatest possible relief to her; she turned +to them as a sort of neutral ground between the war in her own heart and +the tact and inanity of her stepmother and stepsister. + +The latter was as unchanged as the former. Very handsome, very +fashionably dressed, very good-tempered,--in short, Miss Nugent simply +turned into Mrs Vaughan. Freda wondered how the really clever and +agreeable Colonel Vaughan could live with so dull a companion. + +Having got through luncheon and the afternoon somehow, thanks to the +children, the dinner-hour arrived, and therewith the colonel. Freda +always felt reserved with him, and his studied kindness and politeness +to her when she had met him occasionally in London, irritated her. She +had spoken to him before his marriage so unreservedly of his wife, and +had given him to understand so unmistakably that she knew what had +passed between him and Gladys, that she fancied he must at heart +cordially dislike her. Moreover, she had loved him. Much as she despised +herself now for having done so, she knew it, and she despised him all +the more on that account. + +There was, however, no mistaking the real warmth of his welcome, and for +the moment--only for the moment--Freda's heart beat quick. + +'I am so glad to see you, Freda,--sister Freda, you know, now,--and +looking so well.' + +'Yeth, ith'nt the looking well. I think the lookth younger than when the +went away.' + +'Handsomer, at any rate. I may pay you a compliment, now, Freda.' + +Freda could not return it. Colonel Vaughan looked more than six years +older since his marriage, and there was a dissatisfied expression on his +countenance very different from the old suavity. + +Freda was not long in discovering that if he had improved his fortune by +marriage he had not improved his temper, or increased his happiness. +Fortunately for his wife, her imperturbable placidity and want of acute +feeling prevented her from appropriating many hard hits from her husband +that would have made Freda wretched. + +Again, she admired the tact of the mother. By it she managed her husband +admirably, and retained her power over him in precisely the same way as +she did before she married him; while Wilhelmina wholly lost what little +she had gained over hers prior to her marriage. Her silliness annoyed +him continually, and her beauty, for want of expression, palled upon his +fastidious taste. + +Freda's contempt very soon turned to pity. The handsome, fascinating, +deceitful colonel was amply indemnified for all the hearts he had +broken, and those broken hearts fully avenged by the tedium of his home +life. + +Of course, Freda did not discover all this during that one Christmas +Day, but it developed itself during her subsequent stay at Glanyravon. + +'We did not ask any one else to dinner to-day, Gwynne,' said Mr Gwynne, +'because we thought Freda would like to have us alone, you know, and see +the children, and--and all that sort of thing.' + +'I hope Freda enjoys a family-party better than I do,' said the colonel, +looking at her as he spoke. 'Of all things on earth, it is the slowest.' + +'Complimentary,' said Lady Mary. + +'Oh! Gwynne ith alwayth tho fond of thaying what he dothn't mean. He +often doth to me, don't you, my dear? But I don't mind, becauth I +underthtand him now.' + +Freda looked at Mrs Vaughan to see if she spoke ironically. Not at all. +She fully believed what she said. Colonel Vaughan saw the glance, and +smiling, said,-- + +'All in good faith, I assure you.' + +Freda blushed, and to turn the conversation, began to talk to him of his +children, and to praise their beauty. He smiled again, as perfectly +understanding her ruse. + +'People call them loves and angels!' he said, 'and even go into raptures +over the baby. For my part, I never look at them when they are babies. +Indeed, I don't like children, and all ours are so spoilt. Wilhelmina +doesn't know how to manage them, and now their governess is away, the +house is like a lunatic asylum.' + +'Oh, Gwynne, how abthurd you are! He ith tho fond of them, Freda, you +can't think, and they are thuch little dearth.' + +'I was greatly amused,' said Freda, 'to hear Minnie call Harold "uncle," +just now; and he seemed not a little proud of his dignity.' + +'Surely, Freda, you haven't learnt to talk baby talk!' said Colonel +Vaughan. 'You used to eschew such twaddle.' + +'It was time for me to learn to like a great many things that I +professed to hate. I hope I am improved since I was here last. But I +always liked children.' + +'Oh! Harold is so fond of her,' said Mr Gwynne. 'He is a wonderful boy.' + +Here followed a history of various achievements of Harold, during which +Colonel Vaughan vainly endeavoured to catch Freda's eye. She was only +too well-disposed to smile at the infatuation of the doating father. + +'Here are the children, I think,' said Lady Mary. + +In bounded Harold, and jumped, unbidden, on Freda's lap. + +'I ull have some of that--and that,' said Harold. + +'And I will have--' began Minnie. + +'You will have nothing if you ask for it,' said the colonel with a +frown. + +His little trio were quiet in a moment. + +'Ganpapa, take me up,' said Dot, creeping round to Mr Gwynne. + +Freda felt her blood creep at that word 'Grandpapa,' and also felt the +colonel's glance. He seemed to take a pleasure in watching every +expression of her countenance, and it did, unfortunately, always convey +her feelings to the watcher. + +Freda had never passed so uncomfortable a dinner since the day when the +present Mrs Vaughan came of age. Probably she was the only one of the +party who was conscious of Colonel Vaughan's changed manner and temper, +because it was new to her, and she could scarcely believe him to be +himself. Her father was wrapped up in his boy--his wife's attention was +divided between him and the other children, and Mrs Vaughan smiled and +lisped on all by turns. + +Freda thought of old times, when her father and herself were so happy +together; and then she thought of the last Christmas day in London, when +Mr and Mrs Jones, Rowland, and herself dined late off a Glanyravon Park +turkey, having first feasted as many poor people as the kitchen would +hold, on geese from Glanyravon Farm. Certainly the comparison with her +present companions was 'odious' to her. + +Freda scarcely knew which was worst--the riotous, untameable spirits of +Harold, who did and said what he liked, unchecked either by father or +mother, or the cowed and altered manner of the other children in the +presence of their father; they, too, had been noisy enough before he +arrived. + +'It was very good of you to come to-day, Gwynne,' said Lady Mary; 'I +scarcely expected you, knowing how you dislike this frosty weather.' + +'Freda is attraction enough to draw off the frost, though she has become +so much better than her neighbours. Wilhelmina, my dear, why do you let +Minnie stuff her mouth so full of orange? The child will choke.' + +The dinner came to an end at last, and the children went to bed. Freda +played and sung some sacred music at Colonel Vaughan's request, and he +complimented her on her improvement, and said he wished his wife played +and sung as well, because music was such a resource in a dull country +place. + +'I suppose you have practised a great deal since you have been in +London?' he said. + +'Mrs Jones and I play and sing whenever we have time, and I have had +some lessons,' replied Freda. 'Besides, one hears all the first +musicians and singers, and they teach one.' + +'Did you see much of that young parson, Prothero? I remember he was +somewhere in your neighbourhood,' asked the colonel. + +Freda was sure this question was a feeler, and she answered +carelessly,-- + +'Yes, naturally. He is Mr Jones' brother curate.' + +'Now confess, you didn't like those people, and that sort of life? You +must have been _ennuyée_ from morning to night.' + +'On the contrary, the days were not half long enough.' + +'Freda!' exclaimed Mrs Vaughan, 'I get tho tired, and tho doth the +colonel, before half the evening ith over.' + +'Some one else seems in the same condition,' said Freda. 'Papa is fast +asleep.' + +'And mamma nearly,' said Mrs Vaughan. 'And I am tho tired. I think +Chrithmath dayth are very dull. One dothn't know what to do.' + +'That isn't peculiar to Christmas days in your year,' said the colonel, +sarcastically; 'but I suppose we had better go to bed. I hope we shall +be more amusing to-morrow, Freda. All your old friends, the constant Sir +Hugh amongst them, are invited to meet you. Let me light your candle. +Remember, I always used to do that, when we had our snug evenings +together such an age ago.' + +'Yeth, he often talkth of you, Freda, and thayth you were thuch good +company.' + +Freda heard Colonel Vaughan sigh, and thought, as she said 'good-night,' +and hastened upstairs, that she ought to be thankful that the +imperturbable and dull Wilhelmina Nugent had been the choice of that +discontented and irritable colonel, instead of the quick-tempered, +independent Winifred Gwynne. + + + + + + +CHAPTER XLVII. + +THE DAUGHTER-IN-LAW. + + +New Year's Day dawned under the influence of a bright sun, and a clear, +frosty atmosphere. The old year was dead and buried with all his griefs +and joys; his son and heir came forward smiling, to begin his career of +times and seasons, clouds and sunbeams. + +With him, Owen and Gladys were to commence their united lives. An +auspicious morning ushered in this, their bridal day, and the year's +birthday. Nature had put on all her jewels in honour of the joint +festivities. Her very tears were turned into diamonds that sparkled on +her capacious breast, neck, and arms, more brilliantly than stomachers, +necklaces and bracelets of gems, on the courtiers of an Indian monarch. + +Truly, as the fair and gentle Gladys drove through the roads and lanes +that led from the farm to the church, the hedge-rows sparkled with these +brilliants, and her very pathway was strewn with them. Attired in that +Quaker-like garb of dove-colour and white, her soft cheek tinged as from +the sun, her eyes cast down in modest shyness, and her heart beating +with quiet happiness, she seemed a fitting bride to wait upon that heir +of so many by-gone generations. + +And assuredly a happier never drove to a church to meet her expectant +bridegroom, her hand clasped lovingly between the kindly palms of her +future mother, sitting by her side; and the affectionate glances of her +uncle and aunt cast upon her from the opposite seat. She felt as if it +were all a dream. She, the Irish beggar--the friendless--the +wanderer--the orphan! + +And now so honoured! All whom she most cared for in the world, with the +exception of Rowland, were assembled in that village church to meet her. +There were Owen and his father--Miss Gwynne and Minette--Mr and Mrs +Jonathan Prothero. + +Gentleness, gratitude and simple merit, were, for once rewarded, even in +this world. + +The kind and worthy Uncle Jonathan--so soon to be _her_ uncle--married +her. Her own uncle gave her, with prayers and blessings, to him whom she +had loved so long and truly--her former mistress, now her fast friend, +and another mistress's grandchild, were her bridesmaids. + +If a tear gathered in her eye, it was a tear of joy; and there, at the +altar, amongst all those to whom she was henceforth to be united by the +ties of relationship, she inwardly vowed to devote herself to their +happiness, and to the fulfilment of the promises she was making to him +who would be one with her for ever. + +The churchyard was full of spectators, as the proud and happy Owen led +his bride through it to the vicarage, and the general opinion was, that +there had never been married so handsome a couple in the church of +Llanfach. + +The bells and the sunbeams rang out and shone out together, and all the +wedding-party forgot their private sorrows in the joy of the moment. + +Even Netta, who had been taken to the vicarage for the occasion, +received them with one of her old bright smiles. She threw her arms +round Gladys, and called her 'sister.' + +'_My_ sister,' she said more than once emphatically. + +And if tears would, from time to time, spring into her eyes, as she +contrasted herself with Gladys, she brushed them away, and did her best +not to cast a shadow from her grief, on the brightness of a brother and +sister's joy. That little drawing-room at the vicarage contained as +pretty and pleasant a group as could well be seen, of which Owen and +Gladys formed the centre figures. + +'Now, my good girl, let me give you a real kiss,' said honest Mr +Prothero, 'and tell you that I am proud of my daughter. Mother, what do +you say?' + +'I say, thank God for all His mercies,' said quiet Mrs Prothero, shaking +Gladys' hand, which she seemed loath to part with. + +If there is a great variety of character and feeling displayed in +shaking hands, there assuredly is, also, in kissing. Gladys experienced +it in that same little drawing-room, where she submitted her blushing +cheeks to all sorts of impressions. + +Mr Prothero gave her three very hearty smacks, which resounded through +the room, and seemed to say at once, 'I am your father; his wife's +embrace was quieter, but more tender. Mrs Jonathan stooped majestically, +and imprinted her lips patronisingly on the forehead, as much as to say, +'I receive you into the family of the Payne Perrys, since you are +respectably connected.' Mrs Jones kissed her on the lips, and said, 'God +bless you, my dear.' Miss Gwynne, who hated kissing, and did not +consider herself one of the family, looked on, but took no active part. +Was that pride? she asked herself afterwards, and the answer was, 'Yes.' +As to Mr Jones, his embrace made Owen exclaim, 'It is well I know you +are her uncle now. I was as jealous as could be when you kissed her in +London.' Minette's embrace was a long hug, and when the vicar came in, +he wound up the scene by a salute as original as himself, which called +forth the following reproof from his brother:-- + +'Why, man, you don't know how to kiss. You stumbled upon the very tip of +her nose, and almost put her eyes out with your spectacles.' + +Heedless of the interruption, Mr Jonathan addressed his niece as +follows:-- + +'My dear Niece, Claudia,--I shall henceforth call you by that name, in +memory of her of the Epistle, and I so registered it just now, Gladys or +Claudia--I wish you and my good nephew, Owen, all happiness and +prosperity, both spiritual and temporal. I pray that you may, according +to the example of your illustrious namesake, devote yourself to works of +piety and hospitality, making your husband's home happy, and keeping a +place therein for his and your friends.' + +'To be sure she will, uncle,' said Owen, 'and we will have an especial +corner for you, called "The Claudia," where the little hypocrite shall +talk to you of all the druidical remains, and fossil mammoths, that she +pretends to be so interested in.' + +'You had better come and take off your bonnet now, my dear,' said Mrs +Jonathan to the flushed and shy Gladys. + +'I hope I shall never be married,' whispered Freda to Mrs Jones, 'if I +am to undergo that sort of ordeal. But I suppose all brides are not +kissed in that way.' + +Uncle and Aunt Jonathan had prepared a substantial early dinner--they +did not dignify it by the name of _déjeuner_, or miscall it +breakfast--to which, in the course of an hour or so, the family party +sat down, much as they would have sat down to any ordinary dinner. The +dining-table just accommodated ten comfortably, and Netta sat in her +easy-chair by the fire, with a small table by her side, making the +eleventh. + +Miss Gwynne remained to luncheon only, being engaged to dine at +Abertewey, and not considering herself quite as one of the guests. She +had come uninvited and unexpected, to show due honour to Gladys and her +dear friends, Mr and Mrs Jones, and the whole party were gratified by +the attention. + +The remarks upon her doing so made by her friends at home, were various. + +'Freda is certainly very eccentric,' said Lady Mary to her husband. 'Her +former maid--your tenant's son--the brother-in-law of that Howel +Jenkins. Do you think it discreet, Mr Gwynne?' + +'Why, really, Lady Mary, I didn't think about it. She has always done +what she likes; they are very worthy, respectable people, you know, and +all that sort of thing.' + +'Well, if you don't object, of course it is no affair of mine. But it +looks very much as if she still thought of Mr Rowland.' + +'Oh, an excellent young man! It was only yesterday I saw his name +mentioned in the _Times_, as having attended a large meeting in the +place of his rector, who is ill. It was upon the general question of all +sorts of improvements of the low parts of London. I can't exactly +remember what they were, religious, and sanitary, and all that sort of +thing you know. Well, the thanks of the meeting were awarded him, for +his very clear and accurate information, or something of the sort. Very +satisfactory, you know.' + +'Oh very! but that can have nothing to do with Freda.' + +'She is very good, is Freda, much improved! she never disputes and +quarrels with me now. I hope she will live with us--indeed I cannot part +with her again.' + +At Abertewey, Mrs Vaughan asked the colonel whether 'he thought Freda +would come away from that thupid wedding, in time for dinner.' + +'If she doesn't, I will never ask her here again,' was the reply. 'Now +Freda really is a capital girl, unaffected and sensible; improving every +year. I wish all women were more like her.' + +'Tho do I, Gwynne; the ith very nice, tho kind to the children, and not +tho thatirical to me as the uthed to be. I uthed to be afraid of her, +but I am not now, at all. Don't you think thatirical people very +dithagreeable? I hope Winnie won't be thatirical, don't you? Mamma +thaith--' + +'Never mind what she says, my dear. I hope Freda will come. All the +people will be so disgusted if she does not, particularly poor Sir Hugh. +I wish she would marry him--but she is too good for him. Intellectual +people ought not to marry those who have no brains.' + +'No, thertainly not. Oh! here they are! Freda and all. I hear her +voithe. I am tho glad.' + +To Freda's surprise, every one seemed really glad to see her, and to the +surprise of every one, the more they saw of her, the more they liked +her. The very people whom she had shunned as bores, and who had shunned +her as 'tho thatirical,' now became friendly and pleasant to her, and +she to them; how it was they could not tell, but various reasons were +assigned for the change. + +'How altered Miss Gwynne is,' said one; 'I suppose the birth of the +brother has made her more humble.' + +'Nothing like London to pull the pride out of our country gentry,' said +a second. 'Lords at home, they are only one of a multitude there. Miss +Gwynne has learnt her true position at last.' + +'How much more agreeable Miss Gwynne is,' said a fourth. 'I suppose it +is because she has been living in a clergyman's family, where they are +obliged to be pleasant to all the parishioners.' + +'How much less fastidious, satirical, and overbearing Freda Gwynne is,' +a fourth; 'her very countenance is altered; I am sure there has been +some great change in her mind.' + +And thus the neighbours rang the changes upon Freda's change; but Mrs +Gwynne Vaughan had been, perhaps, the nearest to the real cause. She was +no longer satirical, no longer striving to find out vulnerable points in +people's characters to laugh at; she had learnt to make allowances for +others, who in turn made allowances for her. Satirical people are very +amusing, but rarely welcome, companions; not that Freda was exactly +satirical, but she had the gift of finding out every one's weak +points--a good gift to those who will kindly cover the point, but a bad +one to such as like to lay it bare. + +The party at Abertewey went off very well; the colonel was in good +humour, and devoted to Freda, who tried to treat him as her +brother-in-law; and Sir Hugh was more gallant than ever, and long before +the evening was over, had managed to tell Freda that he would rather +have her without the Park than with it, which Freda pretended to take as +a joke on the part of her old admirer. + +The following day, Mr and Mrs Jones spent at the Park, according to a +special invitation from its master and mistress. Lady Mary's attention +to Freda's friends did more towards reconciling her to her step-mother +than anything else; and she even forgot to ask whether it was tact or +not. Mr Jones was obliged to return to London the next day, but at +Freda's earnest entreaty, he left his wife behind him for a week, which +was spent by her between the Park and farm very agreeably. + +Before she left, Mr Gwynne had a little private conference with her, to +the following effect, and very nervous he was meanwhile:-- + +'I am very much obliged to you and Mr Jones, I am sure, for your +kindness to Freda. I hope you understand how satisfied, and--and--all +that sort of thing, you know, I am whilst she is with you.' + +Mrs Jones saw that she must say something to help him on. + +'We are only too glad to have her society and aid. I assure you she has +been invaluable in the parish, and is beloved by every one.' + +'Exactly; I perceive a wonderful change in her; she is gentler, and less +excitable. I feel that you--that your husband--in short, I +mean--that--hem--' + +'Freda has such a fine natural character, Mr Gwynne.' + +'Precisely; I would say that I am convinced you would not influence her, +and so forth, in remaining away from--you understand--from me, in +short.' + +'Certainly not. I should be very glad to think that she would return +and live happily at her natural home, sorry as I should be to lose her.' + +'Thank you very much indeed; you have always been her true friend. I am +very anxious--so we are all you see--Lady Mary would like a +companion--Harold attends to her better than to any one else. I hope you +like Harold; ah--yes--he is a fine boy, and so talented; and you +know--to be sure. I should wish to have Freda to read with me again; I +assure you I miss her in many ways. And the colonel and Mrs Vaughan--the +children--in fact--in short--you understand?' + +'Perfectly, and will not throw any obstacle in the way of Freda's +remaining at home.' + +'Thank you very much. You are a true friend, Mrs Jones; thank you.' + +Mrs Jones made a point of repeating that conversation to Freda, whose +look of blank dismay quite startled her. + +'Oh! Serena, you want to get rid of me. I could never live this kind of +life again. Lady Mary would kill me in another month; not an idea in +common. Her daughter is fifty times more endurable, for she is innocent +in her silliness. And then that cranky, exigeant colonel, longing to +make love to me if I would let him; the stiff dinner parties, tiresome +people, spoilt children--though I do delight in Harold and Winnie and +Gwynne and Dot and baby, too, for that much--and--' + +'And your father,' quietly suggested Mrs Jones. + +'I never thought you would wish me to leave you, Serena. Those happy, +useful days! The poor, the schools, the church!' + +'They are everywhere, my love.' + +'But so different. I never felt so happy or useful before I lived with +you in London.' + +'The change is in yourself, not in the place.' + +'Oh! Serena, this is cruel! I could live with my father anywhere, but +the others--impossible.' + +'Think it over. You know that you have a home with us whenever you like; +that it would be my pleasure as well as interest to have you always. +That we shall miss you in every possible way; still duty is duty. As +long as your father did not care, and Lady Mary was rather glad to have +the Park to herself, the thing was, perhaps, different, at any rate +Freda was not then the Freda she is now. + +'Serena, you are a bitter-sweet, and a horrible little apple that is.' + +'But they say it makes good cider.' + +'At any rate you ought not to influence me. I will not decide whilst you +are here, and that is all I will promise. If I do, it will be to go to +you undoubtedly. But I will think it over.' + +That very night before she went to bed, Freda did think it over, sitting +by the fire in her delightful, warm, well-lighted, well-furnished +bedroom; but she could not come to any determination. She made out a +sort of debtor and creditor account in her own head, and cashed it +according to her somewhat imperfect notions of book-keeping. + +'My father--of course I owe him a great deal in the way of duty and +love; but he owes me something for letting me have my own way all my +life, bringing me up with the notion that I should be an heiress, and +then disappointing me by marrying a woman whom I utterly despise. Lady +Mary--I owe her nothing whatever, beyond the common proper treatment +that one must give to every one; she, on the contrary, owes me +compensation for marrying my father when I am sure he didn't want her, +and certainly I did not. + +'Colonel Vaughan--I don't owe him anything beyond a little improvement +in my style of singing and drawing; yes, I owe him a heavy debt of +gratitude for not proposing for me instead of Wilhelmina, for assuredly +I should have married him, and he owes me something for making a fool of +me. Wilhelmina--I owe her a good deal, firstly, for despising her, +laughing at her, ridiculing her--and she all the time better than I was, +for she never retaliated--and secondly, for trying to prejudice the +colonel against her. Harold--I owe him the love of a sister, and he owes +me nothing as yet; here I am decidedly debtor. The poor, of course, +wherever one is, one owes them a great debt of Christian charity and +love; and I must confess that they are not quite so well seen to as when +Gladys was my almoner; but then she is here again to see to them, and +that, on her own responsibility, and it is Lady Mary's place to care for +them now. + +'On the other hand, Serena--I owe her everything; all my few good +thoughts, words and works. She owes me nothing. Mr Jones, ditto; I am +wholly creditor in London: the poor, the ragged schools, I owe them +every farthing I can give, for they want it, and have few to help them. +I feel almost sure I should be best in London. Rowland Prothero, I owe +him compensation for my great, unpardonable rudeness and pride; I am +more ashamed of that one action than of any other. He so superior to me +in every way, but the mere accident of birth.' + +Thus far Freda got in her arithmetic. But Rowland seemed to open a new +rule, farther on in Butler than addition and substraction. In short, +she found herself lost in the maze of fractions, and could not extricate +herself. When she jumped up from her easy-chair, she was trying to +reduce the following complex fractions, into one simple one, and +entirely failed. + +'A curate, the son of my father's tenant, the brother-in-law of my +former maid, brother-in-law also of a man indicted for forgery. But, +proud as myself; below me here, but above me in London; infinitely my +superior in everything worth the consideration of a person travelling +quickly through a world of silly distinctions, to one where we shall all +begin life on very different principles. The fact is, Freda, that the +tables are turned, and you now esteem this same Rowland Prothero much +higher than he esteems you. Constant intercourse has brought out all his +grand points, and all your weak ones. His mind has conquered your vulgar +prejudices, but has also fully seen through them, and despises you +accordingly. Well, I suppose duty and propriety concur in my remaining +at Glanyravon Park, discretion being the better part of valour.' + +And so ended Freda's arithmetic. + + + + + + +CHAPTER XLVIII. + +THE PENITENT. + + +A week after the marriage of Owen and Gladys, the following conversation +took place between Gladys and Netta. The latter had been much more +wandering in mind since the wedding, and had been occupying herself by +writing a variety of letters, all of which were addressed to Howel, with +the exception of one, which was to her brother Rowland. + +'You see, dear sister,' said Netta, 'that Howel cannot come to me, +because he is in debt, so I must go to him. He is in America, I know. +His letter was from America.' + +'But America is an immense continent, dear Netta,' said Gladys; 'you +would not know where to seek him.' + +'Oh, yes! I should find him very soon. My love would point the way. I +should track his steps like a dog, Gladys--like a dog.' + +'But you cannot go till you are better and stronger. Then we can all +consult upon the best way.' + +'Hush not a word to any one. They would stop me. And you know now +Howell is my husband, I must leave father and mother to follow him. I +know I was wrong to leave them to marry him; though he loves me, Gladys! +he loves me! Don't you think he does?' + +'I am sure he does. Still, it might not be well for you to go to him, if +he is hiding for debt. He might prefer your remaining here?' + +'Would you not go to Owen? Would he like you to be away from him in +trouble? You, who have only been married a week, know better; and I have +been married years.' + +'Owen shall tell you, my dear love, whether he would wish me to go to +him at such a time. Perhaps men know best what other men would like?' + +'But I mean to go, Gladys. Neither Owen nor you can hinder me.' + +'And what of Minette? You would kill her, if you took her so far.' + +'Ah! that is what I wanted to say to you. I knew there was something; +but my head aches so, I forget. If I go away, will you take care of +Minette till I come back. Will you love her as if she were your own?' + +'Wherever you go I will be a mother to her; but she would not like to +part from her own dear mother, any better than you will from yours. We +will not think of the journey just yet, dear; we will be happy together, +all of us, for a little longer. You cannot leave so soon, after you have +made Owen and me so blest.' + +'None of you want me now; father and mother have a new daughter, a +better one than I have ever been; Owen a wife! What a word that is, +Gladys! We don't understand it till we are parted from our husband; and +I give Minette a mother in my place. I must go very soon.' + +Poor Netta laid her head on Gladys' shoulder, and began to cry. + +'Well, dear,' said Gladys soothingly, 'we will see about it, you and I. +But you must not go till I think you strong enough, and till we are +prepared with clothes and money.' + +'Oh! I can beg! I don't want clothes or money to get to Howel.' + +Gladys knew that it was of no use to try to combat Netta's purpose. All +she could do was to seem to yield. + +'We will see,' she said, 'when the days are a little longer. But you +have not told me about the letters yet.' + +'No, I was forgetting them. If anything happens to me, or it I should +miss Howel on my way, I want him to have this packet of letters. In +them, I have told him that I wish Minette to remain here with you and +mother; I have said a great deal to him, but mostly to beg him to +forgive me, as I forgive him, all our unkindness to one another. Was +that right, Gladys?' + +'Quite right, love. We must forgive, as we hope to be forgiven.' + +'Father and mother have forgiven me. Do you think my heavenly Father +has?' + +'Yes, I do; because you have repented, and "come to your Father," and +asked forgiveness for His Son's sake.' + +'I have, Gladys; so I can go on my journey cheerfully.' + +Gladys could scarcely refrain from tears, when she thought of the +journey she was really travelling. + +'I know you have forgiven me, Gladys, for all I said of you when you +came here first. Strange that I should have been willing to leave you in +the barn, or anywhere, to die; you who have done so much for me! Oh, +Gladys!' + +'Don't think of those times, Netta, dear; they are past, thank God.' + +Here the door opened, and Owen appeared, his face beaming with a +happiness that it did all around him good to see. + +'What! tears! both of you! Only a week married!' he said, half +playfully, half reproachfully, as he kissed, alternately, his wife and +sister, and finally, sat down by the side of the former. + +'It was my fault, Owen,' said Netta. + +'Is that true, Gladys--quite true?' asked Owen, taking Gladys' hands in +his, and looking into her eyes. + +'Quite true, Owen,' said Gladys, smiling lovingly on the open +countenance of Owen, whilst a quiet tear rolled down her cheek. + +Owen kissed off the tear. + +'You are happy, my love?' again he asked, as if fearing that a shadow +should pass over that fair, sweet face, to obscure the light of their +spring of wedded life. + +Gladys pressed his hands, assured him by a glance true as oaths, and +looked at Netta. The hint was taken. + +In a moment Netta's were the thin hands that Owen clasped, her's the +face into which he gazed. + +'Owen,' she said earnestly, 'if I go away, will you take my child, as if +she were your own? Will you love her, and bring her up?' + +'You are not going away, Netta! But you may be quite sure that I will +love Minette, without any going away. We will all keep together now, we +are too happy--so happy, my Gladys, are we not?' + +There was a strange restlessness about Netta. This resolution to go +away had taken such a hold upon her, that she reverted to it again and +again. Gladys confided it to Owen and their mother, and they all decided +that it would be necessary to watch her night and day, without letting +her know that she was watched. + +They resorted to every possible means of amusement, but in vain. She was +quite preoccupied, and even her child failed to attract her attention. +Again she became nervous at every sudden sound, and started at every +footfall. She told Gladys that she knew that Howel would either come to +her during the course of that week, or that she should go to him. + +Her mother assisted her in going to bed that night, and before she laid +down, she said,-- + +'Dear mother! do you remember that you used to come to this dear room +when I was a child, the last thing at night, and, sleeping or waking, to +kiss me before you went to sleep? and do you remember that I always said +my prayers at your knee, in that very corner by the little table? +Sometimes I feel as if I was a child, or quite a young girl again. It +was so good of you to give me my own room, and my own bed, that I love +so well. If I go away, I should like Minette to have this room. It will +make her think of me. I pray she may be a better child than I have +been.' + +'Will you not get into bed, dear, and try to sleep?' said Mrs Prothero. + +'I think I should like to say my prayers again alone with you; so, at +your feet. You shall pray for me, and I will join with you.' + +Netta knelt, as if she were, indeed, once more a child, at her mother's +knees, and clasped her thin white hands together. + +'Will you pray for Howel, mother?' asked Netta. + +Mrs Prothero laid her hand on her kneeling daughter's head, and +uplifting her tearful eyes to heaven, prayed aloud for Netta, for Howel, +for all. Netta repeated each sentence after her mother, and when the +prayer was concluded, threw her arms around her, and thanked her for +praying for Howel. + +'I cannot deceive you again mother, fach,' she said 'I am going away to +seek Howel, because he cannot come to me. If I should never find him, +mother--but I shall, I know I shall, if I should die on the road--tell +him that I never loved any one but him all my life, and I am sure he +loves me. And now I am at peace with all the world, and have repented of +all my sins. Gladys thinks I shall go to heaven if I die. And I humbly +believe I shall. I feel quite calm and happy in my own mind, only +wishful to go to my poor Howel, who is alone and unhappy. Now, mother, I +will go to bed.' + +She went to bed accordingly. + +'Let Minette come and say good-night to me, mother,' she said, when Mrs +Prothero had made her comfortable. + +Mrs Prothero called the child, and her grandfather brought her upstairs. + +'How does my girl feel to-night?' asked Mr Prothero cheerfully. + +'Better, father, thank you; quite well indeed. God bless you, darling. +Be a good child to grandmother and Aunt Gladys, and all. God bless you, +father. I think I should like to have Owen and Gladys to wish me +good-night; it is so nice to see you all together.' + +Owen and Gladys came, and Netta bade 'God bless' them all, and said she +should now go to sleep quite happy. + +Gladys went to put Minette to bed, and Mrs Prothero sat by Netta's +pillow. + +'Good-night, mother; God bless you,' Netta said, more than once, before +she fell asleep. + +When Gladys returned, she was sleeping peacefully. + +'The excitement of the day seems to have passed away,' whispered Gladys. +'Let me watch by her, dear mother.' + +The words 'mother' and 'daughter' had come quite naturally to Mrs +Prothero and Gladys. + +'No, Gladys, thank you; not to-night. I will be in the room to-night.' + +'Then you will go to bed soon?' + +'Yes, very shortly.' + +The two women embraced one another tenderly. + +'We can only pray for her, poor lamb,' said Mrs Prothero gently. 'I have +given her to the Lord to do with her according to His good pleasure.' + +'He will not leave her nor forsake her,' said Gladys. + +Mrs Prothero sat a long time by her child's side watching her, but she +slept so calmly that at last she went to the little table by the fire, +and read her Bible. It was late--very late for the farm--when she +undressed herself and lay down on the little bed, placed near the larger +bed of Netta. Even then, more than an hour passed before she slept. The +last thing she heard before she closed her eyes was her daughter's +somewhat irregular breathing--the last words that rang in her ears were +her 'God bless you, mother.' + +Gladys, uneasy, she knew not wherefore, was in the room at about three +o'clock in the morning. She had learnt to move so gently that the +sleepers were not conscious of her presence. She was most thankful to +find them sleeping. + +Gladys was up and dressed by six o'clock. She was anxious to spare her +mother all possible trouble, and to see that the household was astir +before she arose. It was a cold, dark January morning. As she went down +the passage, a candle in her hand, towards Netta's room, she felt the +chill air press heavily around her. She put the candle on the floor, +outside the room, and went in. The night-light had burnt out, and the +fire was dim, though not extinguished. Gladys passes Mrs Prothero +without awaking her, and stands at Netta's bedside. + +She cannot see clearly the face of the sleeping Netta, but such a +restless anxiety about her had haunted her all the night, that she +stoops down to listen to her breathing. It is so faint that she kneels +down, and puts her ear close to the face. So very faint it is, that she +is not quite sure that she hears it at all. She goes into the passage +for the candle, and meets Owen. She signs him to silence, and her pale +face frightens him. He goes with her into Netta's room. Shading the +candle with her hand, she again stoops over Netta, so does Owen. + +Very calm, very pale, and most lovely is the face on which they gaze +with an eager, throbbing anxiety. Gladys presses her hand on Owen's arm, +as she puts the candle near that placid face. He, too, puts his ear +close to the half-open mouth, touches the hand that lies on the white +counterpane, feels for the pulse, so quick but yesterday. He is about to +utter the fear that oppresses him, but Gladys points to his mother, +still heavily sleeping. + +'Perhaps it is a swoon,' she whispers, and goes for the draught ready +for such an attack. The light of the candle awakes Mrs Prothero, and she +is out of bed in a moment. + +'Netta has fainted, mother; she has one of her spasms,' says Owen, +turning his pale face to his mother. + +'My God, it is death!' cries the stricken mother, falling on her knees +by the bedside of her child. + +And it is death. Without a groan the spirit has quitted its dwelling of +clay to enter upon its eternal rest! + + + + + + +CHAPTER XLIX. + +THE RECTOR. + + +Life and death! What are they? A soul in chains, and a soul set free. +Darkness and light, uncertainty and certainty! Warfare and peace! A +railway journey and the great terminus! A span of time and immeasurable +eternity! A bounded horizon and illimitable space! Earth and heaven! +Satan and Christ! Man and God! + +Life! On New Year's morning Glanyravon Farm was gay with preparations +for a wedding. All its inmates were hopeful and cheerful! Two human +beings were made as happy as human beings can be in this world. Three +generations witnessed the auspicious event, and blessings and +congratulations mingled with the marriage bells! + +One short week, and Glanyravon Farm was mournful with lamentations for +the dead. All its inmates were weeping. Death's angel had glided in +unawares and unexpected, and had borne away one of that loving family, +leaving only her earthly tenement behind! + +Another short week, and Glanyravon Farm held no longer even that once +beautiful tenement. Quiet forms moved about in black clothing, and +melancholy faces looked sadly at one another, and spoke low of her from +whom they were parted for an indefinite period. + +Such is life! + +Death! what know the living of death? Is it not 'swallowed up in +victory?' Death, then, to the believer in Christ is victory. + +Such is death! + +These were thoughts that presented themselves to Rowland Prothero after +he had followed his sister's body to the grave. It was with such +thoughts, simplified when put into words, that he attempted to comfort +his mother, and to raise his father's mind from a morbid ruminating upon +the past, to the hope that his beloved child had found death victory. +Whilst Gladys comforted Owen and Minette, Rowland seemed to be all in +all to his parents, and devoted himself to them during the period that +he was able to leave his duties in London. The news of the death of his +rector abroad had reached him the day before the intelligence of that of +Netta; and, had it not been for the kind exertions of Mr Jones, he could +not have stayed with his family the Sunday that followed the funeral. + +Mr Jones, however, managed everything for him in London, and procured +help in the emergency. Thus Rowland was able to accompany his family to +church, and to be with them a few days of the week succeeding that on +which his dear sister was buried. + +It was on the afternoon of one of these few and precious days that he +was sitting alone with his mother. The rest of the family were about +their necessary avocations. Gladys, followed by poor little Minette in +her black frock, was managing the household. Owen and his father were +out of doors, the former doing his best to cheer his poor father, who +had been perhaps more entirely cast down by his loss than any other +member of the family, Mrs Prothero not excepted. As he himself said, he +had not known what an idol he had made of his girl until she was gone +from him. + +Rowland and his mother were talking of Netta. It was Mrs Prothero's one +theme when alone with him or Gladys. They could comfort her aching heart +by assuring her that they believed her child's repentance to have been +sincere, and her faith, if at times troubled and confused by the +wandering mind and puzzled brain, placed on the One sole and sure +foundation. + +It was in the midst of this conversation that Mrs Griffith Jenkins +entered, unushered, into the parlour where they were sitting. + +At the earnest request of his wife and all his children, backed by the +feeling that Netta would have wished it, Mr Prothero had consented to +ask Mrs Jenkins to the funeral, which she had attended, together with +Mrs Prothero, Mrs Jonathan, and Gladys. Mr Prothero had shaken her by +the hand on that sad day, but had not spoken to her. Sorrow had so far +bowed his spirit as to teach him to forgive her, if not Howel. + +Mrs Jenkins scarcely gave herself time to say 'How do you do?' when she +poured out the grief which had brought her to Glanyravon. + +'Oh, Mrs Prothero, fach! Ach, Rowland! what will I do? They was finding +him in America--the pleece was finding him, my Howels! And he do be in +jail in London, 'dited for forgery. He, my beauty Howels--he forge! Why +'ould he be forging? Annwyl! Fie was innocent, Rowland--on my deet, he +was innocent. Oh, bach gen anwyl!'[Footnote: Oh, darling boy!] + +Mrs Jenkins wrung her hands and cried bitterly. + +'How do you know this, Aunt 'Lizbeth?' said Rowland. 'Tell me calmly, +and then we will see what can be done,' + +'Read you that letter. By to-morrow he'll be in all the papers. He--so +clever, so genteel, so rich! And all my Griffey's savings--hundreds of +thousands of pound--nobody do be knowing where they was. Ach a fi! ach a +fi!' + +Rowland read a letter from a celebrated London counsel retained by Mr +Rice Rice for Howel, to the effect that Howel had been taken in America +on the very day that his poor wife was planning to wander away in search +of him, and was a prisoner the day she died. He had arrived in London, +and been lodged in Newgate the previous day, the one on which that +letter was written. + +Rowland gently told his mother the contents of it. + +'Thank God that my child did not live to see this day!' exclaimed Mrs +Prothero. + +'Better dead, cousin, than to be living as Howels is!' sobbed Mrs +Griffey. 'In a prison, too, my beauty Howels! But I was wanting to know, +Mr Rowland, when you was going to London? Seure, I do think of going +to-night, or to-morrow morning.' + +'Why must you go, aunt?' asked Rowland. + +'Why must I be going? Why ask such a question? 'Ould I be staying at +home, and my Howels in gaol? I do go to tak care of him, to pay for him, +to be seeing justice done him, to be near him. Night or morrow morning I +do mean to go.' + +'Mother,' said Rowland, 'I am sure you will not mind sacrificing one day +to poor Aunt Griffey and Howel. I must be in London the day after +to-morrow. I will go to-morrow instead, and take her up with me, and see +what is to be done for Howel. He will not have too many friends near him +at such a time.' + +'God bless you, Rowland, bach,' said Mrs Griffey, springing up from her +chair, and running to Rowland and kissing him vigorously--a compliment, +it must be confessed, he could have dispensed with. 'And you will be +standing up for him, and be telling of his character--and of his living +at Abertewey--and how he was so clever, and did never be doing anything +wrong. You will be saving him, Rowland, seure!' + +Rowland shook his head. + +'I will go with you, Aunt 'Lizbeth, and take you to my lodgings till I +have seen Howel, and told him you are in London. We shall then see what +can be done.' + +'But you will be speaking up for him, Rowland, bach?' + +'Cousin 'Lizbeth,' said Mrs Prothero, 'if Howel had been a good son, and +a steady young man, you could scarcely ask Rowland to speak up for him, +and his own sister in Llanfach churchyard! "As we have sown, so must we +reap," in this world.' + +'It do be fine for you, cousin, to be preaching, who was having +fortunate sons, but--' + +'Hush, Aunt 'Lizbeth, if you please,' interrupted Rowland. 'I will take +you to London to-morrow, if you are resolved to go. You must meet me at +the omnibus.' + +(There was now a railway within a few miles of Llanfawr.) + +'Then I will be going home to get ready. You was seure to come, Mr +Rowlands?' + +'Sure, if nothing unforeseen prevents me.' + +At this point of the conversation, Mr Prothero entered the parlour, +leading Minette, who had two letters in her hand. + +'Here are two letters for you, Uncle Rowland,' said the child. +'Grandfather says one must be from a bishop. What's a bishop, uncle? +Oh, Grandma Jenkins!' + +Minette gave the letters to Rowland, and then went to kiss her +grandmother, who began to cry when she saw her. Mr Prothero suppressed a +very equivocal question concerning the reason of her again appearing at +Glanyravon, and said,-- + +'How d'ye do, Mrs Griffey?' + +Rowland opened his letters. One was from Mr Jones, the other, as Minette +said, was from a bishop--the Bishop of London. He read Mr Jones' first, +and turned more than usually red as he did so. He uttered an exclamation +of surprise when he finished reading it, and put it into his father's +hands. + +He then read the second letter. It was short. He got up, sat down, got +up again, gave the letter to his father, and said,-- + +'It is too much! I do not deserve it! I wish it were Jones instead of +me. He is much better--more suited--married. I cannot believe it!' + +Neither could Mr Prothero, to judge from the expression of his face. He +read each letter twice over, and seemed struggling with some great +emotion as he ejaculated, 'Rowland, my boy!' and burst into tears. + +Mr Prothero had not cried before since Netta's death, and those were, +indeed, precious tears. + +Minette, terrified at seeing her grandfather cry, ran off in search of +Gladys, who had been every one's refuge since her marriage. + +She and Owen were at the front door, receiving Mr and Mrs Jonathan +Prothero, who had just arrived. + +'Aunty, grandfather is crying,' said the child. 'You said you wished he +would cry; but I don't like it. I think he is crying for poor mamma, who +is in heaven, and can't come to him.' + +All hurried into the parlour. + +They found Mr Prothero holding one of his son's hands, and shaking it +nervously, and Mrs Prothero holding the other, and vain attempts to +speak. + +'Brother Jo! sister-in-law! Just in time. If our Netta was but here!' +said Mr Prothero. 'Mrs Jonathan shall read the letters. It was she who +got him the curacy.' + +Mrs Jonathan was not a little surprised to be greeted by having two +letters thrust into her hands, and being requested to read them. + +'This one first, sister-in-law.' + +At any other time Mrs Jonathan would have resented the epithet of +sister-in-law, but she now swallowed it, and began to read as follows:-- + + 'MY DEAR ROWLAND,--I should have written to you earlier, but I + could not do so until a question that has been pending ever since + you left was decided. Deputations and round-robins have been + issuing from this parish by unanimous consent, and tending to St + James'. For once High Church and Low Church have united in paying + you the greatest compliment you can have paid just at present, + viz., in requesting the bishop to give you the living of which you + have been more than ten years curate. I believe it is pretty nearly + settled that you are to be our new rector, and that I shall have to + knock under, and solicit you to continue me in the curacy. I + congratulate you from my heart; so does my wife; so, I am sure, do + rich and poor around us. There never was a more popular + presentation. May God prosper your labours as a rector as He has as + curate. + + 'Give our love to my niece, Gladys, and kind regards to all the + rest of your family, with a kiss to Minette, and believe me, most + faithfully yours, + + WILLIAM JONES.' + +Mrs Jonathan Prothero had begun to read this letter with a firm voice. +It faltered before she got half way through it, and nearly failed before +she completed it. + +'Read the other before you say anything,' said Mr Prothero. + +She began accordingly, clearing her throat and eyes at the same time. + + 'MY DEAR SIR,--I have great pleasure in offering you the living of + which you are now curate, vacant by the lamented death of Mr + Stephenson. I assure you that the united request of your friends + and parishioners was but the echo of my own will, as I have long + known and appreciated your untiring labours for the good of the + souls committed to your care, particularly during the long illness + of the rector, when you were of necessity brought more prominently + forward. + + 'Praying that God's blessing may rest on you and your + parishioners,--I remain, my dear sir, faithfully yours, + + 'LONDON.' + +'Rowland! my dear nephew!' exclaimed Mr Jonathan Prothero, 'this is +incredible! Such a living, without interest, personal application, much +acquaintance with his lordship--' + +'You forget, my dear,' said Mrs Jonathan interrupting her husband in his +speech, and herself in an embrace she was about to give Rowland; 'you +forget that Rowland frequently met the bishop at Sir Philip Payne +Perry's, and was not without interest, I am proud to say.' + +'And I am proud that he has got on by honest merit,' said Mr Jonathan. + +'And so am I, uncle, much obliged as we are to the "three green peas,"' +said Owen. 'Let us shake hands upon it, Rowly, and here's Gladys waiting +for a kiss; she'll be running away from me again to be your district +visitor, or Sister of Charity, or whatever you call it. Quite grand to +have a near relation a London rector; I am half a foot taller already.' + +'Kiss me, Uncle Rowland; I am very glad the bishop has written you such +a nice letter,' said Minette. Rowland took the child up in his arms. +'Grandma Jenkins is crying so in the corner,' she whispered; 'is it for +papa, or poor mamma?' + +Rowland's attention was instantly recalled to Mrs Jenkins, who was, +indeed, crying and sobbing very much. He pointed her out to his mother, +who at once went to her. + +'Oh! I am thinking of your Rowlands and my Howels, so different!' said +the wretched mother; 'he to be beginning life so rich, and your son with +nothing; and now! oh, anwyl! oh, anwyl!' + +'Come with me, cousin 'Lizbeth,' said Mrs Prothero kindly; 'come +upstairs, and I will make you some tea, and then Owen shall send you +home.' + +Mrs Prothero and Mrs Jenkins left the room, followed by Gladys, who was +soon making the required beverage. + +Whilst congratulations were still going on in the parlour, Miss Gwynne's +voice was heard in the passage. + +'Not a word to Miss Gwynne, or indeed to any one, of my having the +living, to-day at least,' said Rowland, leaving the room hastily, and +repeating his request to Gladys in the hall. + +'I can only stay a few minutes,' said Miss Gwynne, when she had shaken +hands with the party in the parlour, 'I wished to ask how Mrs Prothero +is, and to see you, Mrs Jonathan. I have been delayed at the school, and +it is nearly dusk already.' + +'Oh, don't go yet, Miss Gwynne,' said Minette, creeping up to her, and +getting on her lap, 'it is so nice with you. Poor mamma is gone to +heaven, Miss Gwynne.' + +'Yes, love,' whispered Miss Gwynne, kissing Minette, 'but we will not +talk of it before your grandfather, you see it grieves him.' + +'But you won't go; it is moonlight now--a pretty moon--I see it. It will +light you home.' + +The 'pretty moon' rather frightened Miss Gwynne, who said that if she +did not go, she would have the servants in search of her. + +'Will you allow me to walk with you, Miss Gwynne?' said Rowland; 'it is +too late for you to return alone.' + +'Thank you, I shall be really obliged, if I am not taking you from your +friends. I am a much greater coward than I used to be. London lamps +spoil one for country roads. Tell your grandmother that I will come +again to-morrow and see her, Minette.' + +Miss Gwynne and Rowland left the house together. Mr Prothero saw them to +the door, and watched them up the road. + +'Strange times!' he said to his brother, when he returned to the +parlour. 'Rowland walking with Miss Gwynne quite familiar. I hope he +isn't too forward; to be seure he don't offer his arm, or go near her; +but it seems out of place their going together in that way at all. +Gwynne, Glanyravon is a proud man, perhaps he 'ouldnt like it; but +Rowland is so grand and so good now, that I daren't say a word.' + +'Oh!' said Mrs Jonathan, drawing herself up to her fullest height, 'a +Rugby boy, and an Oxford man is a companion for any lady--and a London +rector is a match for any lady in the kingdom, allow me to assure you, +Mr Prothero; and Rowland has been in quite as good, or better society in +town, than you can meet with in this neighbourhood. Sir Philip is quite +in the first circles.' + +'And Rowland isn't spoilt by it, brother,' said Mr Jonathan. 'He is a +son and nephew we have reason to be proud of.' + +Thus, in the midst of heavy sorrow, a joy came to the inmates of +Glanyravon Farm. A sunbeam through the shadows. + +Such, too, is life! + + + + + + +CHAPTER L. + +THE DISINHERITED. + + +Miss Gwynne and Rowland walked on quietly together for a little space. +There was something in the heart of each, unknown to the other, that +seemed to close up speech. It was nearly five o'clock, and a January +evening; but for the 'pretty moon' and the white mist from the river, +and the frost-bitten snow on the roads, it would have been dark; but it +was really a fine, bright night. That river-mist rose from the meadows +beneath like a large lake, and the moonlight pierced through it and +mingled with it. + +It was such a night as lovers of a healthy, natural tone of mind might +rejoice in; frost and snow being no refrigerators of true, honest +warmth, but rather tending to keep it alive, by exhilarating the spirits +and clearing the atmosphere. + +Rowland broke the silence, and so clear was the air, that his own voice +startled him. + +'I am going to London to-morrow, Miss Gwynne; may I give Mrs Jones some +hope that you will soon be back again?' + +'I fear not,' said Freda; 'my father wishes me to remain at home, and I +have decided upon doing so.' + +'Not entirely?' asked Rowland, in a voice that all his self-command +could not render calm. + +'I believe it is so settled. He makes a great point of it. Lady Mary is +equally urgent, and I have promised. Do you not think it is right?' + +'I suppose so; but what shall we do without you?' + +Rowland spoke as he felt, from his heart. Miss Gwynne was touched by the +words and tone. + +'I shall be very sorry,' she said, simply. 'I never was so happy as in +that dingy old square.' + +Rowland felt that his new living, with all its increased +responsibilities, would be a heavy burden to him without Freda's ready +energy to lighten it. He did not at that moment pause to think how +closely even our highest duties are entwined with our affections, and +thereby lowered to earth--but so it is. The conscientious man does them; +but a helping hand, a friendly voice, a loving word, is a wonderful aid +towards doing them with a cheerful spirit. + +There was silence for a few minutes between Rowland and Freda, and their +quick steps slackened. At last: + +'I thank you from my heart, Miss Gwynne,' said Rowland, for all your +kindness to my dear sister. It must cease, alas! but it will never be +forgotten.' + +'Poor Netta! my old playfellow! I was only too thankful to be of any +service. I wish we could have saved her.' + +'God knows best. Her husband is in Newgate gaol.' + +Rowland said this with a great effort; Freda started, and there was +again a brief silence. + +'Miss Gwynne, I have long wished to say to you, how much I have felt +your devotion to the schools and poor of our parish. Now that we are +about to lose you, perhaps, I may do so. Glanyravon will gain what our +poor East End loses.' + +'Thank you. If I leave London in a better spirit than I entered it, I am +in great measure indebted to you for it.' + +'To me!' + +'Yes. I do not wish to flatter, or to be religiously sentimental; but +your practical, simple sermons, and your still more practical life have +done me much good. Now we will not compliment one another any more.' + +'Oh, Miss Gwynne! you do not know what you do when you say such words +to me.' + +'I simply tell the truth.' + +'I, too, have another truth to tell, which, if not told now, will never +be told.' + +Freda's heart beat quick, and her face flushed. She was thankful that +silence concealed the one, and night the other. But the truth was not +what the heart whispered, and the pulsation slackened. + +'Years ago--I know not how many years, the time seems so long, and yet +so short--I insulted you by words that should never have been said. We +were on this very drive, near this very spot--the same moon was looking +down upon us. This very tree was over our heads. Do you remember? You +do--alas! you must. Pride, most improper pride in one who should be a +teacher of humility, has prevented my alluding to the subject ever +since.' + +Rowland paused, and he and Freda stood still beneath that old oak, so +well remembered by both. She did not speak; she could not for the +moment; and Rowland continued,-- + +'Those words, which called forth your severe and deserved reproof, +should never have been said; but your kindness, the hour, the scene, my +own excited feelings, my--in short, they were called forth +involuntarily, but were wholly inexcusable. I forgot my birth and +position, and was punished accordingly. Pride has kept me silent ever +since. Pride has prevented my saying that I am sorry now that I so +forgot myself then, and pride has made me cold and reserved to you, when +I saw clearly that you wished to be my friend, and have since proved +yourself such. Will you forgive me?' + +Freda did not, as when they once before stood beneath that huge oak, +draw herself up to her full height, and make an indignant answer. She +trembled, and glanced very timidly into the face that looked down upon +hers. There, in the cold moonlight, with the icicles hanging from the +old tree, and the frost-spirit hovering near, she read that face more +truly than she had done in the genial summer moonshine, and wished those +words had never been spoken. She said, gently but decidedly,-- + +'Mr Rowland, it is I, not you who ought to crave forgiveness. You did me +an honour of which I was not deserving, and, therefore, I could not +appreciate it. I have repented of those proud words almost ever since. I +am heartily ashamed of them, and beg you to try to forget that they were +ever uttered.' + +Once more there was a momentary silence, then Rowland said firmly,-- + +'Miss Gwynne, you must understand that I only regret the boldness of my +conduct, and that I did not conceal my feelings from you as from the +rest of the world. I do not regret the feelings; do not apologise for +them. They were my own, engendered by nature and circumstances, given me +by God, as part of my portion of trial in this world; they grew with me +from childhood, ever since I used to play with you at the vicarage--they +were fostered by your father's kindness and my own self-esteem, as well +as by your presence, which I ought to have fled; they are with me still, +have never left me, will be my weakness and my strength so long as this +earthly warfare lasts.' + +'And is it really so?' said Freda, a large tear glittering in the eyes +into which the moon, the frost-spirit, and Rowland were equally looking. + +Two hands were tightly clasped that had hitherto scarcely dared to touch +each other; two hearts were for ever united, that hitherto had been as +far estranged as Vesuvius and the icebergs. + +I know that many cynical and sentimental readers will ask if there is no +danger of the pair of lovers taking cold on an evening in January, +whilst thus mutually discovering the 'eternal passion' in the presence +of the 'Erl-king.' + +Rowland and Freda seem to ask the same question, for, loosening that +close grasp of hands, and without one word of love, they walk hastily +towards the house. Rowland talks rapidly the whole way, interrupted by +an occasional sentence from Freda. Readers, there is no proposal, no +acceptance. The conversation is as follows:-- + +_Rowland._--I have just received letters from the Bishop of London and +Mr Jones offering me the living, and telling me that the parishioners +wish me for their rector. I am most thankful now, for it puts me in a +very different position--it allows me to hope, and with less +presumption. + +_Freda._--It makes no difference to me, you are yourself whether rector +or curate. But I rejoice for your sake, and to know that they appreciate +you. + +_Rowland._--You will know and believe that it was Miss Gwynne, Freda, +the woman, not the heiress, that I have loved so long and so well. + +_Freda._--I am no longer an heiress; you are far the best off. + +_Rowland._--I am most thankful. Had this wide park still been yours, I +could never have said what I have dared to say to-day; but let me repeat +once more your words that I may remember who I am--a farmer's son, your +father's tenant. + +_Freda._--A clergyman, a gentleman, and a Christian. + +_Rowland._--My brother-in-law a--a--felon. + +_Freda._--Yourself not changed by your brother-in-law's crimes. + +_Rowland._--If then in the course of another year our present painful +position should be forgotten, or at least, at rest, when I am +established at the rectory as rector, when I can come forward on my own +responsibility, when, in short, I can say without compunction all I now +feel, may I hope?' + +_Freda._--Then as now, you may be certain. + +They were on the steps before the door of the house; again their hands +were firmly clasped. + +_Rowland._--Till then, farewell, and God bless you. + +_Freda._--Will you not come in? + +_Rowland._--No, I would rather not now. + +_Freda._--Then God bless you, and be with you during your coming trial. + +And thus they parted, happy, and having perfect faith in one another. + + + + + + +CHAPTER LI. + +THE CONVICT. + + +Forgeries of all sorts are so much the taste of genteel rogues of the +present age, that the reader will readily dispense with a detailed +account of the trial and conviction of Howel Jenkins. Any one of the +various cases that fill those columns of the _Times_, devoted to such +criminalities, will give a very good general idea of his. All that his +mother's remnant of his father's hoarded wealth could do, was done, to +prove him guiltless, but in vain. Counsel pleaded, some of his turf +friends, themselves of doubtful reputation, spoke to his character, and +he sat through his trial as imperturbably as if he had been at a +dinner-party. The prosecutors, Sir Samuel Spendall and Sir Horatio +Simpson, met with deserved reproofs for allowing themselves to be +swindled, almost before their faces, out of money and property to an +enormous amount. + +Long before his father's death, Howel had begun a system of betting-book +cheating, and forgery on a small scale, which had ceased for a short +time when he came into his enormous wealth, but recommenced as that +wealth dwindled. Numerous instances came out from various sources whilst +he was in America,--all his former associates being ready to leave his +setting sun, for the rising one of his accusers. + +Sir S. Spendall and Sir H. Simpson were sole prosecutors, and between +forgeries on banks, and in betting-books, and the unjust acquisition of +Spendall Lodge, Howel was found guilty of forgeries to the amount of +some fifty or sixty thousand pounds, and sentenced to transportation for +fourteen years. So much general villainy transpired amongst the set in +which these crimes were committed, and the prosecutors themselves were +so weak and dissipated, that the sentence was supposed to be less severe +than it might have been under other circumstances. + +The nefarious conduct of Mr Deep as Howel's attorney, and the enormous +interest he was found to have received, caused him to be struck off the +rolls, and very little evidence was wanting to prove him an accomplice +in Howel's villainy. However, it was not forthcoming, and so Howel +suffered alone. + +It was generally rumoured that Howel had forged his mother's name, at +various times, to a very large amount; but, as she vigorously denied the +fact, and acknowledged every signature as her own, the case was, of +course, not brought forward. + +In spite of her manifold exertions in his favour, in spite of all +Rowland's efforts, Howel positively refused to see either of them before +the trial took place. He declared to his mother, through his attorney, +that if he saw her, she would take away some of that nerve and courage +so necessary to establish his innocence; and to Rowland, he politely +hinted that he did not wish to see him at all. + +As the trial was almost immediate upon the imprisonment, they did not +press the point. Rowland and Mr and Mrs Jones, pitying Mrs Jenkins in +her evident misery, would have had her remain amongst them, but she +insisted on taking a lodging near the gaol, that she might, at least, be +in her son's neighbourhood, and hear from his attorney and others of his +health daily. + +He was always reported to be well, and in good spirits, and indeed was +so, to all appearance. He ate, drank, and slept much as if he had never +committed crimes that at one period would have brought him to the +gallows; and to the last moment of his leaving the prison for his trial, +jauntily talked of what he should do when he was out of 'that confounded +hole.' + +It was with great difficulty that Rowland persuaded Mrs Jenkins to +remain in her lodging during the time of the trial, which he attended +himself, more on her account than his own; for he was so fully convinced +of Howel's guilt, that he knew he should only witness his degradation. + +In the court he fell in with Captain Dancy, who told him that he had +wished to say a good word for Howel on his wife's account, for whom he +entertained a great respect; but that Howel had positively refused any +aid whatever from him. He thought this strange, as he owed him a large +sum of money, and he had not brought forward his claim. Rowland thought +it strange too, not knowing then, that Howel had one soft part in his +hard nature, and that was love for Netta. + +Howel bore the summing up of the judge and his severe reprimand with +indifference. He seemed slightly moved when the sentence was pronounced; +but recovering perfect calmness, he said aloud, so that the whole court +could hear,--'If I am guilty, my prosecutors are guilty, and all the +speculators in the world are guilty.' + +When Rowland went to Mrs Jenkins' lodging after all was over, he found +Mrs Jones with her, her husband having been with him during the trial. +Mrs Jones had been endeavouring to prepare the poor mother for the +probable sentence, but nothing could persuade her that 'her Howels, so +clever, so genteel, who dined with the Queen and Prince Albert, and was +handsomer than the Prince, for she had seen him,' could be transported +for forgery. + +When Rowland told her the truth, as gently as he could, the effect it +had upon her was quite different from what he had expected. She burst +into a passion, not of grief, but of rage. She had been drinking brandy +before Mrs Jones went to her, and had been greatly excited the whole +morning, as she had also been on the previous day, the trial having +lasted two days. At the climax, the true nature of the woman showed +itself, and the friends who surrounded her thought she was insane. + +Judge, jury, witnesses, prosecutors, and finally every member of the +Prothero family came in for a share of abuse of the coarsest kind. +Rowland felt thankful that the greatest part of it was uttered in Welsh, +and that, therefore, Mrs Jones could not understand it, although the +strong guttural, made stronger by uncontrolled passion, was enough, in +itself, to frighten any one. Happily, she was surrounded by Christians +who pitied her, and did not leave her in her sin and sorrow to the +strange people who came, uncalled, to see what was the matter, and who +would fain have remained; but Rowland told them, decidedly, to go away. + +Mr and Mrs Jones, also, withdrew at Rowland's request when the outburst +had somewhat subsided, and left him to reason with the wretched, +maddened woman alone. + +He let the fury wear itself out, and then stood by to hear his +unfortunate sister and his father abused as the primary causes of +Howel's downfall. + +'If he didn't be marrying beneath him, he 'ould be holding up his head, +and looking for a lady, who do be keeping him in his place. And Netta +Prothero so 'stravagant! ach a fi! and Prothero, Glanyfavon, who was +turning against him, and kicking me out of his house. Shame for you all, +Rowland Prothero! your own cousin and brother-in-law! and no one to be +saying a word to help him. Oh, anwyl! my boy! my Howels! What 'ould his +poor father be saying if he was knowing all! and how his money was going +and all mine too! I shall be going to the Eunion, and then you'll be +feeling satisfied, Rowland Prothero! and your mother, and that Gladys, +and all so grand! 'll be looking down upon me. And my Howels over the +sea! 'sported for fourteen years, and I 'ont be living to see him come +back again. Anwyl! anywyl!' + +Here tears came, and Mrs Jenkins sank upon a chair, and covered her face +with her hands. + +Rowland let them flow for a time, and then putting his hand kindly on +her shoulder said,-- + +'Aunt 'Lizbeth! you must try to keep up for Howel's sake. He will like +you to visit him now, perhaps,' + +The kind tones touched a gentler chord in the poor woman's heart, and +she looked up at Rowland, like one awaking from a dream. + +'Seure! Mr Rowland Prothero! I'm thinking you're too fine for us now. A +clergy and a rector! oh seure! you'll not be going to see my poor +Howels!' + +'Yes, I will, if you will try to be calm. I will see him first, and +prepare him for your coming; I will not even ask his permission but go +to him. I can gain admittance at once, I know, both as a clergyman and +relation.' + +'Now! go you directly! tell you my Howels--' + +'I don't think I can go to-night. It is too late--but to-morrow I will +go, on condition that you compose yourself, and return with me to my +lodgings.' + +'I 'ont be going to your lodgings, I 'ouldn't be leaving my Howels for +the world.' + +'You cannot see him to-night, you must not stay with the people of this +house after what you said to-day, or they will take advantage of your +being alone, to make you say more. I cannot remain here to-night, and I +am the only friend you have in town to whom you could go.' + +'Treue, for you, Rowland Prothero. There's my Lady Simpson was asking me +to stay with her, when my Howels and I was having money enough to buy +her presents, and her son and doater did go to Abertewey when they did +like--and now, not wan of all the fine folks do come and say, "How was +you, Mrs Jenkins?"' + +Rowland ventured to repeat a few verses from Scripture, and to beg her +to turn her mind to better thoughts. Then he induced her to put on her +bonnet and cloak and go home with him, promising to bring her back the +following day, and retaining the lodging for another week. + +They passed a miserable evening. It was in vain that Rowland strove to +comfort or advise his guest. She did nothing but abuse justice, and +lament her son's past grandeur. + +The following day, Rowland fulfilled his promise. He left her at her +lodging and went to the gaol. + +He had previously obtained full permission of the authorities, through +the chaplain, who was well-known to him, to visit Howel when he liked, +and to give him the letters left for him by his deceased wife. The +chaplain had told him that the prisoner was quite indifferent to all +that he said to him on religious subjects, and listened to them, if, +indeed, he listened at all, with a scoffing, incredulous, hardness of +manner, that was more painful than mere carelessness. + +When Rowland entered the cell, Howel was sitting with his back to the +door, and did not turn or take any notice of the incomers. He had a +piece of paper before him, and a pencil in his hand, over which he +seemed rather to be dreaming than writing. The gaoler closed the door, +having orders to remain without, and left the cousins alone. + +Rowland stood some time irresolute in the gloomy cell, but finding that +Howel did not move, he went round in front of him, and said,-- + +'Howel!' + +The word was quite sufficient. He started up, and whilst the blood +rushed to his face, said coolly,-- + +'To what am I indebted for the honour of a visit from Mr Prothero? I +think I sent you a message to the effect that I am not now in a position +to receive company. My chambers are anything but suited to convivial +society, and I prefer solitude just at present. I have already had the +benefit of clergy, and do not need any of your sermons, excellent as I +am told they are. Indeed, divinity was always out of my line.' + +'I come to fulfil the dying request of your wife and my sister, which +that letter will explain,' said Rowland, calmly and gravely, placing an +open letter on the table. + +Howel's countenance changed at once--the flush of passion passed away, +and left a painful pallor, whilst the sarcastic mouth became compressed +into a marble rigidity. He sat down again, and pushing aside the paper +that had previously been before him, drew the letter towards him. He put +his elbows on the table, and shrouded his face so that Rowland could +not see him, and bending over the letter, gazed on the writing without +attempting to read, as one might gaze on a spirit without daring to +speak to it. The letter was, indeed, a voice from the dead, and dated +the very day before that on which Netta died. Its contents were as +follows:-- + + 'MY DEAR BROTHER,--I intend leaving Glanyravon, and all my dear + relations, to go in search of Howel, who, you know, is my husband; + and therefore to be loved and obeyed before any one else. If I die + before I find him, as perhaps I may--my heart being so bad--I wish + you to see him when he comes back, and to give him the accompanying + sealed packet yourself. Nobody knows how I have loved him all my + life, and perhaps if I had been better tempered and less jealous, + he might have stayed at home, and not been obliged to go away for + debt. But when I have found him, I will be very loving and patient, + and then we shall be happy together again. If I don't find him, + however--if I die first--will you, dear brother, talk to him as you + have talked and written to me, and then I may meet him again in a + happier world, where I am praying and striving to go, through the + atonement of Him who died for sinners--even for me and Howel, who + are both great sinners--yet not too great to be saved. Thank you, + my dear, dear brother, for showing me the way to heaven, and for + all your goodness to me and Minette--(my poor Minette, I must leave + her, but you will all take care of her better than I have done). + Thank you, I am very sorry that I was such a wilful, perverse + sister, when you tried to do me good. + + 'God bless you for ever and ever--you and all--Your loving but + afflicted sister, NETTA JENKINS.' + +Rowland sat down at one end of the cell, on the iron bedstead and that +he might not seem to be watching Howel, took a small Testament from his +pocket and began to read. This, too, he had brought for Howel. It was +the one Netta had used, as long as she lived, and in it she had written, +'To be given to my dear husband, if I die.--Netta.' She had marked many +passages, and appended her initials to each of the marks. + +Rowland could not read long. It was impossible not to see the trembling +of that iron man who sat before him; the heaving breast and the +convulsed hands. And yet Howel did not read the letter. He saw the +familiar handwriting once more of the only thing he had ever +loved--loved and murdered--and he sat transfixed before it. + +At last Rowland rose, and going to him, put his hand on his shoulder. +He started as if Netta's spirit had appeared, and looked up wildly. +Seeing Rowland, he struggled for self-possession and again shrouding his +face, began to read. + +Rowland kept his hand on his shoulder, gently pressing it, as if to +assure him of sympathy. He felt him trembling beneath his touch. + +As he stood thus his eye fell on the paper that Howel had had before him +when he entered the cell. He could not help seeing the words, 'From my +cell in Newgate--my judge and jury.' Underneath this heading appeared to +be the commencement of a poem, and beneath that were caricatures of a +man in a large wig, and of others, with every variety of nose and chin. + +This had been Howel's occupation within four-and-twenty hours of his +conviction! + +Three times Howel turned the sheet of paper that he was reading, as if +he had not understood the words that were written on it, and then he +uttered a groan, so deep and loud, that Rowland could restrain himself +no longer, but said,-- + +'Howel, for her sake, listen to me, her brother. Look on me as your +friend, your brother.' + +Howel looked up, and for one moment there was remorse and agony in his +face; the next, no stone was harder and colder. + +'Brother!' he said, with a voice of icy sarcasm, 'you have shown +yourself my brother of late! I saw you in the court, cold and +calculating; not a word for this, your _brother_! Bah!' + +'What would you have had me say?' asked Rowland, recovering his +composure, and glancing from Howel to Netta's letter. + +'I understand you; you mean that I murdered her. I did, virtually. Then +why be hypocrite enough to call me brother?' + +'She forgave you, and called you husband.' + +'Because she--she loved me.' + +There was another involuntary groan, and a brief silence. + +'Where are her papers? Give them me, and go,' said Howel imperatively. + +Rowland put a neatly-sealed packet on the table, on which was written, +'For my husband, Howel Jenkins;--to the care of my brother, Rowland +Prothero. Janetta Jenkins.' + +'This, too, she left for you,' said Rowland, putting the small +Testament, originally her mother's, on the table. Again the stony lips +trembled, the eyes softened. 'Howel, Howel, for her sake!' once more +ventured Rowland. + +There they lay--the letter, the packet, the Testament. All that was left +to him of the once bright, loving, and lovely creature, who had been +devoted to him all her life. + +He turned the leaves of the Testament mechanically; touched the +packet--shuddered; then leaning his head upon his folded arms on the +table, burst into an uncontrollable agony of grief. + +'She is--she was--where?' he said, after a short interval, rising from +his seat, and beginning to pace the cell. + +'Her soul is in heaven, I hope and believe; her body rests in Llanfach +churchyard, under the large hawthorn bush near the vicarage gate.' + +Often and often had Howel gathered Netta bunches of May from that very +tree that now sheltered her remains. + +'Tell me--tell me all,' he said, 'from the time I left her, till--how +you found her--everything.' + +'You must sit down, Howel, and hear me patiently if you can.' + +Howel sat down on the bedstead, and again covering his face with both +hands, listened; whilst Rowland took the seat he had left, and fulfilled +his bidding. + +He told him everything that had happened to Netta, from the period of +her being left in the lodgings in his parish, until her death at the +farm. He felt that the one hope of softening Howel, or doing him any +good, was through his love for his wife; he therefore narrated simply +what she had suffered and said; he told how that she had been hourly +expecting him back, until his one short note; how she had listened for +his footsteps, and refused to leave the place where he had left her, +until he came. All that her friends had done for her, was introduced +incidentally; Howel understood that she had been taken to her relations +again, as the prodigal son to his father, but he was not told so. + +Rowland did not spare him, however, as regarded Netta. He knew him to be +utterly callous as to the follies and crimes of his life; he must, +therefore, be made conscious of their weight, through their effects upon +others; he knew that they had been the cause of Netta's death, and this +would show him the enormity of sin if nothing else would. + +As he detailed the wanderings of poor Netta's mind, and then her anxious +inquiries of him of the way of salvation for Howel, as well as herself, +he was visibly affected. Not even his determination that Rowland should +not see his emotion could conceal it; but he did not speak a word. He +listened to the end, and then, without uncovering his face, he said in a +voice tremulous from emotion,-- + +'Thank you; now go; and come back to-morrow; I would be alone with her.' + +'And to-morrow I must bring your mother,' said Rowland + +'No, no, let me see you alone,' was the hasty reply. + +'God bless you, Howel, and grant you His help,' said Rowland, passing +before the stooping figure. + +There was no reply, so, with a heavy sigh and an inward prayer, Rowland +left the cell. + + + + + + +CHAPTER LII. + +THE PENITENT HUSBAND. + + +The following morning, Rowland again took Mrs Jenkins to her lodging and +left her there. It was with very great difficulty that he persuaded Mrs +Jenkins to remain behind, and only under a promise to prevail upon Howel +to see her immediately after his interview with him. + +As he expected, he found Howel almost as cold and impassive as on the +previous day. But he fancied that this was an assumed manner, and that +he could trace workings of more natural feelings underneath. He was at +least civil to him, and instead of receiving him as before, said,-- + +'I thought you would never come; but I suppose prosperous people are +never in a great hurry to visit the unfortunate. Ha! ha! Certainly my +reception-rooms are not very inviting.' + +'I came as soon as I could gain admittance. I wish you would believe, +Howel, that I am very anxious to be of any use to you that I can. You +know that you refused to see me before.' + +'And it is no great compliment now; this confounded place will kill me. +I have been haunted by spectres all the night, five thousand times worse +than a voyage to Australia. That will be amusing, ha! ha! But to have my +father in one corner, and--and Netta in the other,--and that cursed +money rolling about everywhere, just as it did--well, never mind that! +but hanging outright would have been better. Don't preach; it is no +good; I am far beyond that, and I know you have your sermon ready; but +your presence is some relief after such a night. I tell you what it is, +Rowland, if you are a better and a happier man than I, it is because you +had honest parents; it is no merit of yours, and no fault of mine.' + +'Howel, I claim no merit; but we are all responsible for our own +actions, God forgive those who set a bad example: they will have to +answer for it.' + +'Pshaw! Do you think I meant that? I mean that if my father hadn't +heaped up all that gold--bah! the word makes me sick,--and denied me a +sixpence whilst he lived; and if I hadn't seen my mother rob him +whenever she could, and learnt from her to do the same, I shouldn't be +here now! No, I should be a plodding shopkeeper, or at least a country +lawyer, or doctor, and should have been living in a house with three +steps to it, and a portico, by this time, with--don't suppose I regret +such a house--but Netta! oh, God! Netta!' + +Howel beat his forehead with his hand, and pointed to the corner of his +cell. + +'There she is! there she has been all the night. Pale as when I laid her +on her bed that miserable day!' + +'Howel! you loved Netta, I see, and believe it now,' said Rowland. + +'You do! And why not before? Ah! I see. Because I have never done +anything to prove it. But I did not know how I loved her until I knew +how she loved me.' + +'Would you prove it now, if you could?' + +'Would I? Why do you mock me by such a question?' + +'Because she, being dead, yet speaks. Her last wishes, thoughts, words, +writing, were for you.' + +'Do I not know it? Have I not read? All night have her words not haunted +me?' + +'And her prayers, Howel? Shall they be forgotten? And that Book in which +she wrote last, will you not read it?' + +'I don't know. I tried last night, and I could not. I have never read +the book since I wrote Greek at school.' + +'Netta begged you to read it.' + +'What is that to you, Rowland Prothero? Who put you over me as judge and +counsellor?' + +'Netta. As spiritual counsellor, at least; and in her name, since you +will not let me appeal to you in a Higher name, I command you to listen +to me.' + +Rowland saw that he had gained an advantage by appealing to Netta, and +that Howel checked the irony that was on his tongue, out of reverence +for her name. At once he spoke as an ambassador in that Higher name he +had feared to use before. + +Rowland had had ten years' experience of men as bad and worse than +Howel, and had learnt how to speak to them, and to seize the mood of the +listener. He knew Howel well; and he, therefore, used the strong and +powerful language of the Bible, as the priests, prophets, and apostles +used it--as the word of God to man. Not diluted by their own +reflections, but in its bare and grand simplicity. He had not made the +Bible his study in vain. He knew how to bring it to the heart of men +with a power that none 'could gainsay or resist,' Even Howel, sceptic, +scoffer as he was, listened in spite of himself. + +Rowland was a humbler man than he had been, when he used, years before, +to argue with Howel, and endeavour to convert him to the truth. He was +equally right in his views then, but he gave them forth more +dogmatically, and allowed self to peep in; now self was wholly swallowed +up in the Word itself; and so Howel gave heed as to God, and not to man. + +He laid bare Howel's heart to himself, for the first time that it had +ever been so exposed, and then showed him the denunciations of the law +against sin. He did not spare him. He knew that the only way to save +such a man was by bringing him to know himself first, and then to '' +preach repentance and remission of sin.' + +In his energy and longing to rescue him from destruction, he stood +before him as one sent to tear up his unbelief by the roots not to dally +with it. + +'Flee from the wrath to come,' might have been the text of his +discourse, as it was that of the Baptist. + +When he paused, as if for breath, Howel exclaimed,-- + +'Enough! enough! Stop! I can hear no more; you have opened to me the +gates of hell wide enough.' + +'And now I would open those of heaven. Let us pray.' + +Rowland's eyes flashed such a fire as Howel had never seen in them +before; his voice and words had a command that he had never heard. +Perforce he obeyed. And there, in that narrow cell, actuated by fear, +rather than remorse, astonishment rather than contrition, bowed by a +will yet stronger than his own, Howel fell on his knees beside his +cousin, and listened to a prayer for pardon and help, that might have +melted the heart of a Nero. + +At first he heard as in a dream, then his ears were opened, then his +heart. And at last Rowland's spirit breathed within him the blessed +words, 'Behold he prayeth.' + +It is not for us to look into the heart of the criminal, and decide how +God works in it. Even Rowland could not tell the ultimate effect of his +preaching and prayers. All he knew that from that day Howel welcomed him +to his cell as the one hope of his life. He was awakened to a sense of +his condition, and Rowland thanked God, and took courage. + +As the meetings and partings of parent and child--however wicked they +both may be--in the cell of a felon, simply harrow the feelings of the +reader, I will pass over those of Howel and his mother. Some +recrimination, and much grief on the one side--some remorse, and much +misery on the other. Rowland did what he could for both until the last +parting was over. And then he left the mother to the care of Mrs Jones +to accompany the son on board the ship that was to convey him to his +convict home. + +We are not to suppose that the 'Ethiopian's skin' was changed because it +was pierced. Howel continued outwardly proud, scornful, and hard to the +last; but Rowland witnessed the struggle that went on within to maintain +that bearing, and knew that some good might arise even out of the +spendthrift and the forger. + +'You will take care of Minette amongst you, for her mother's sake,' he +said to Rowland. + +'And for yours, and her own,' was the reply. + +'Tell her not to hate her father. You who never told her mother of my--I +suppose I must use the word--crime, will be as gentle as you can in +letting the child know who and what her father is. I thank you all, more +for keeping _her_ in ignorance till death, than for all the rest.' + +'And for _her_ sake, Howel, you will read that book, and pray to be kept +from temptation.' + +'What temptation shall I have? I shall be more inclined to pray to be +thrown into temptation.' + +'Oh, Howel!' + +'Well! This convict ship and the ocean, and chains and hard labour at +the end, don't seem very inviting. I know it has been my own fault and +my father's, but that doesn't make it better; however, I will try. And +if ever I get back to Old England again a reformed character, will you +lend me a helping hand, or turn your back upon me?' + +'Give you the hand of friendship and brotherhood.' + +'Thank you; and don't let them quite desert my mother. Bad as she is, I +am worse, and I have ruined her; a worse thing that than getting a +little money out of those turf-dupes and idiots, though hers was +ill-gotten wealth.' + +'We will take care of your mother amongst us as well as we can. My +mother never forsakes an old friend.' + +'Give my love to her; she was kind to me and to my child. All the rest +have deserted me, and wished me hanged. But I have to thank you, who +always despised me, for being here now, and for your anxiety about me. +Rowland, you are a better fellow than I thought you, and you have helped +to rid me of some of those spectres that haunted me night and day. You +must go! I know it. Alone! alone! with this crew! Is this Heaven's law +or man's? and I was not made for this. I shall destroy myself--I must--I +will. Good-bye! oh Rowland! cousin! brother! remember me, for God's sake +and for hers!' + +The hands of the minister of the Gospel and the felon were clasped for +a few seconds, as if they could never unlink, and then, with a heavy +groan, Howel sank down upon some timber that was near him, and covered +his face with his hands. Thick tears filled Rowland's eyes as he stooped +over his wretched cousin, and again whispered, 'God bless you, cousin +Howel, God bless you.' + +And so they parted. + + + + + + +CHAPTER LIII. + +GLADYS REAPING HER FRUITS. + + +Our story began at Glanyravon, in the cheery month of June, and at +Glanyravon, in the same cheery month, we will end it. + +I must beg my readers to pass over in their imaginations one +twelvemonth, of which I do not mean to say anything, and to accompany me +to the gate at Glanyravon Farm, where they first made acquaintance with +Mrs Prothero and Gladys. A hasty glance will suffice to show that all is +much the same at this said gate as it was ten years ago, save and except +that the extraneous accompaniments are changed. Instead of a group of +Irish beggars and a dying girl, it is surrounded by a party of +well-dressed peasants in high, smooth hats and striped flannel gowns. +Moreover, it is surrounded by an arch of evergreens and flowers, of most +tasteful form and beautiful colour. + +We will not linger here at present, but pursue our way along the road. +We meet more peasants, in holiday costume, talking and laughing +together, with Miss Gwynne's school children in their scarlet cloak and +best frocks. They all seem to be lingering about, with nothing to do, +and enjoying their idleness and June holiday as thoroughly as the +greatest philanthropist in the world could desire. As we approach the +entrance of the Park, we see another magnificent arch spanning the road. +We turn to the large iron gates, and they, too, are circled with laurels +and roses. + +We walk through the gates, and to the right, far in amongst the trees, +are long lines of tables covered with white, and bearing the remains of +a huge feast, at which, we take it for granted, the people we have met +have been regaled. Scattered here and there amongst the oaks, elms, and +ashes are more peasants and school children amusing themselves +variously. + +We pursue our way up the drive until we come to the memorable oak, +under which words were spoken greatly influencing the fates of two of +the individuals in whom I have been endeavouring to interest my readers. +From this venerable tree to another, almost as venerable, hangs another +wreath, flanked with banners. We reach the house, and another garland +entirely surrounds the door. White roses and lillies of the valley make +the air heavy with their breath, drawn out by the attractive rays of the +beaming afternoon sun. + +We enter the hall, and peep into the different rooms. In the dining-room +is the remains of an ample repast. At the head of the table is an +enormous cake, covered with silver doves and ornaments of all kinds; +servants are drinking the remains of champagne out of glasses and +bottles with healths innumerable. In the library and hall, children in +white frocks, with silver bows fastened to them, pattering to and fro in +unchecked excitement. In the drawing-room we pause, and listen to the +conversation that is passing between Mr Gwynne, Lady Mary, Colonel and +Mrs Gwynne Vaughan, and Sir Hugh Pryse. + +'I am so thankful it is over, and that it has all gone off so well,' +says Lady Mary. + +'Really, Lady Mary,' says Mr Gwynne, 'great thanks are due to you for +the admirable manner in which you managed everything. I think it was +wonderful that we amalgamated, and all that sort of thing, don't you, +Gwynne?' + +Colonel Vaughan replies, yawning,-- + +'I don't know what on earth we shall do without Freda! And she to throw +herself away upon that stupid London parish, where all her charming +manner and talent will be lavished upon ragged schools and missionary +meetings. I wish she had never come back.' + +'Oh, Gwynne, I'm thure Mr Prothero ith very nithe, and tho gentlemanlike +and good and handthome. And, you know, clergymen are ath good ath any +one in London.' + +'Prothero is better than most, I think,' says Sir Hugh, 'because there +is no humbug about him. And I'm sure, since Freda wouldn't have me, I'm +glad she had him, though I never guessed she liked him; I used to think +she liked you best, Vaughan.' + +The colonel sighs. + +'Oh! I never flattered myself so far, I wish--' + +'Certainly, I could not have believed the Protheros were such superior +people,' says Lady Mary. 'As to Mr Owen and his wife, they might be +introduced into any society.' + +'Thweetly pretty, Gladyth ith, I never thought tho much of her before,' +lisps Mrs Vaughan. 'Tho interethting the looked in that dreth, the one +the wath married in, my maid thaith.' + +'I was obliged to call at the farm myself, to induce old Prothero and +his wife to come,' says Mr Gwynne, 'Freda wished it so much; I cannot +say I did: you see it was rather awkward. But he did not change his old +manner towards me--or--in fact--you know, Sir Hugh he might have been--' + +'Bumptious,' breaks in Sir Hugh; 'exactly, not a bit of it. They're +better behaved. Besides, there was Mrs Jonathan to support the honour of +the family, and her husband the learning.' + +'Yes,' says Lady Mary; '' it is a comfort that they are really +gentlefolks. And Mr and Mrs Jones too--in short, with the exception of +the parents, after all, there is no great objection. Many girls make +worse matches. Only they live so near.' + +Here little Harold comes bouncing into the room, followed by the other +children. + +'Mamma! papa! do you know I am going to marry Minette, I told her so; +her name is Victoria, after the Queen, she said. I shall go to see her +to-morrow; she is bigger than Minnie, and looked prettier in her veil. +Didn't Dot look funny in a veil? Dot nearly cried, but Aunt Freda gave +her some cake. Why did Mr Prothero come, papa? isn't he a farmer?' + +'And isn't your papa a farmer? and am not I a farmer, Master Harold?' +exclaims Sir Hugh, catching the boy up in his arms. + +'I am so sorry Aunt Freda is going away,' says quiet little Minnie to +her mother. + +'And tho am I, my dear.' + +'And tho am I, mamma,' lisps Dot, exactly as lisps her mamma. + +'I hope she will be happy,' says Mr Gwynne, aside to the colonel; 'do +you think she will?' + +'Yes, I am sure she will; she is evidently sincerely attached to Rowland +Prothero, and he to her. He is a good man and a gentleman, one cannot +deny that. Pshaw! why am I so sorry she is gone? we shall miss her +dreadfully after this twelvemonth.' + +'Thank you, Gwynne; she has been very good and kind to us all; so much +improved, and she told me she owed it all to Rowland. Well, I liked him +from the first. You saw the Bible his school children gave him, and the +presents from his parishioners and the letter from the bishop, so +complimentary, you know, so flattering, and all that sort of thing. God +bless them,' + +Mr Gwynne very nearly begins to cry, and Colonel Vaughan feels inclined +to join; but by way of consoling himself, says,-- + +'I shall go and see the Protheros sometimes now. I never saw anything in +my life so lovely as that younger Mrs Prothero.' + +'Take care, my dear,' cries Lady Mary to her daughter; 'the colonel is +going to visit the fair Gladys.' + +'Oh! I thant allow that, Gwynne, the ith much too pretty.' + +'Let us go out and look at the people before dinner,' says Colonel +Vaughan; 'I must say it was cruel of Freda to refuse to have a party. +This is fearfully dull; the vicar and his wife, or Mr and Mrs Jones +would have been better than nobody.' + +'Much obliged!' says Sir Hugh. + +As all the party go into the Park, we will follow them, and leaving them +there, retrace our steps to the farm. + +There is high tea going on in the parlour, and a pleasant, cheerful +party they are, assembled round the tea-table. Gladys in the +wedding-gown, with a colour on her cheeks and a light in her eyes that +were not there in former days, presides. Owen divides his attentions +between her and some object in the corner of the room; first jumping up +to peep into this curtained curiosity, and then returning to put cream +into the tea-cups, hand the cakes and bread and butter, or do any and +everything that his loving and lovely Gladys asks him, with whom he is +just as much in love as ever. + +Mr Jones and Mr Prothero sit on either side of Gladys, and seem to vie +with one another in showing a father's and uncle's affection to her. +Next to Mr Jones we have Mrs Prothero, looking more like what she looked +when first we saw her, than she has done for years. Then Mr Jonathan and +Mrs Jones; and between Mrs Jones and Owen we are glad to see poor Mrs +Jenkins, very kindly treated by her neighbours, and dressed in the +_moiré_ and a handsome shawl; then Mrs Jonathan, in the richest of +silks, and the loveliest of caps; and, finally, Minette between her and +her grandfather; completing a 'round table' more cheerful and natural +than that of King Arthur. + +Through the open window and white netted curtains--Gladys' treasured +work--the roses and sunbeams look in together, and the distant mountains +are blue and hazy as the sky. Flowers are on the mantel-piece and +tables, bridal-favours are scattered here and there. Above all, there is +a large white and silver bow, surmounting that 'curiosity' in the +corner, towards which all eyes occasionally turn. Perhaps we may as well +peep within the little white curtains. + +There lies a wee baby, fast asleep, with its tiny hand outside the +coverlet, and its lace cap on the little pillow. 'Netta,' is the name of +that small fragment of humanity. Owen and Gladys' first-born. + +Having surveyed the company, we will listen to their conversation. + +'Well, father, don't you feel vain-glorious to-day?' says Owen, +stopping suddenly on his way to the cradle, and pulling his father's +grey whisker. + +'I feel very thankful that it is all over, and very unnatural.' + +'Not unnatural, David, bach,' says his wife. + +'Yes, unnatural. It was never intended for Miss Gwynne to be my +daughter-in-law, and I breakfasting at the Park. I felt like a hog in +armour, fidgeting inside and out.' + +'Perhaps it was never intended for me to be your daughter, either,' says +Gladys, looking archly at the farmer. + +'Treue for you, my dear. That was a piece of luck that came without my +seeking, and I like it all the better for that reason, I suppose.' + +'I am sure you may rejoice in the present Mrs Rowland Prothero,' says +Mrs Jonathan; 'and you certainly need not imagine, for one moment, that +she is degrading herself by marrying your son. In London he is in the +first society, and meets people constantly, on equal terms, who would +quite throw your Lady Marys into the shade. Does he not, Mr Jones?' + +'I cannot quite enter into these points, ma'am,' says Mr Jones; 'but he +and his bride are as well suited to one another as any young people I +ever saw, and will be a blessing to their parish and their friends.' + +'Besides, if you come to family, brother David,' says Mr Jonathan, 'ours +is of considerable antiquity, and I cannot think how it got Anglicised +into Prothero. You know I have been enabled to trace it back to +Rhyddrch, or Rhodri, a prince who fought with and frequently defeated +Ethelbald. You may not be aware, Mrs Jones, that our name, properly +Prydderch, means Ap Rhyddrch, and that we owe it to this illustrious +source.' + +'Now, aunt,' exclaims Owen, 'never mention the Payne Perrys again. Why, +you cannot light a candle to us. I am sure your Herefordshire Perry +can't date back to the conquest, and here are we long before it. What +date, uncle?' + +'720, Owen. And I wish you, as the eldest son, would begin to write your +name in the proper way. I contemn, absolutely, this altering our fine +old language into that jargon of Anglo-Saxon, Danish, Norman, and +French, now yclept English. + +'Very well, uncle, let us spell it R, H, Y, D, D, R, C, H,--eight +consonants without the aid of one single vowel. I declare the very name +is courage itself,--no auxiliary forces. Gladys, I beg you will always +sign yourself so when you write to Mrs Jones; and be sure you spell your +own name as it ought to be spelt,--G, W, L, A, D, Y, S. Even this shows +the weakness of the female sex; you do require one little vowel to help +along the consonants,' + +'Ha, ha, ha!' shouts Mr Prothero, 'he has you now, brother Jo.' + +'Not at all. Owen seems to have forgotten that w and y are vowels. But +he never had a taste for study, Rowland is quite different; and our dear +niece, Claudia, is much better suited to him than to Owen, for she +appreciates the wisdom of a past age.' + +'The little hypocrite,' cries Owen. 'She doesn't--' + +'I never could have supposed Lady Mary could be so affable,' interrupts +Gladys, fearing a dispute. + +'She can be anything she likes,' says Mrs Jones. 'She pressed me and Mr +Jones to stay there to-day, but I could not have done so without Freda. +She was especially kind all last week, and resolved to go through +everything properly. I told her that your uncle could only stay two +clear days, and that we had promised to spend them here. It is such a +relief to be here, Mr Gwynne and Mrs Gwynne Vaughan are very well; but +her ladyship's constant tact and effort to do exactly the right thing +are wearying.' + +'Do my Laddy Marry be very grand? Grander than Laddy Simpson, Mrs +Jones?' asked Mrs Jenkins, in an undertone, of her neighbour. She has an +infinite awe of Mrs Jonathan. + +'I don't think I ever saw Lady Simpson,' says Mrs Jones, + +'Not be seeing Laddy Simpson! Well, it is no loss for you. She was as +ugly an 'ooman as I ever was seeing. I am hating the Simpsons, and no +wonder. But Miss Gwynne is a lady,--Mrs Rowland Prothero, I am meaning. +She was coming to see me the other day, and says she, "I know you have +been unfortunate Mrs Jenkins, fach! and no fault of yours." And she was +giving me this new white shoal. And, seure, if it wasn't for Rowland +Prothero and she, I 'oudn't be in that tidy cottage by there, with Mrs +Owen and my grandoater coming to see me and reading to me; and Mrs +Prothero too, is seure, and bringing me something nice, and my Griffey +with hundreds of thousands, Mrs Jones, as you was knowing,' + +Mrs Jenkins gradually gets excited, as she finds Mrs Jones listens, and +by degrees she gains the ear of the rest of the party, who all, in spite +of Gladys' efforts to divert their attention, turn to her when they hear +the words 'Rowland and Miss Gwynne.' + +'I must be telling you now, Mrs Jones, ma'am,' continues Mrs Jenkins, +'that I am not forgetting all your kindness to me up in London, when +every one else was turning away. Ach a fi! and they 'joying themselves +at Abertewey.' + +Mrs Jones presses Mrs Griffey's arm, and whispers 'hush!' + +'To be seure! I was forgetting. But, indeet, Rowland Prothero did be +more than a son to me, and if Miss Gwynne was my own doater she couldn't +be kinder. She was buying up enough of my beauty furniture to fill the +little cottage. I did be finding it out 'esterday, and seure it was +their wedding present to a poor, childless widow, as 'ould be in the +Eunion, and I with hundreds and thousands!' + +'Hold your tongue, name o' goodness, 'Lizbeth Jenkins!' growls Mr +Prothero. + +'Hush, Davy, bach! we have all our troubles,' says Mrs Prothero, +brushing a tear from her eye. + +'Grandfather, I liked Harold so much!' says Minette, to the great relief +of the rest of the party. + +'Call him Master Gwynne, you forward little minx,' says Mr Prothero, +patting the child's back gently. + +'Oh! but he told me he should marry me, and that Colonel Vaughan said he +was my uncle.' + +'Children and 'oomen all alike,' says the farmer; 'thinking of marriage +as soon as they can speak. Gladys, why don't you teach the child +better?' + +'It was the champagne, father,' says Owen. 'My full impression is, that +a few glasses more and you would have kissed Lady Mary. I wish we had +brought a glass for you to drink the bride and bridegroom's health, Aunt +'Lizbeth.' + +'Oh, I have been drinking that pain!' + +A sudden little cry in the corner prevents any allusion to the occasion +on which Mrs Jenkins drank champagne. + +Gladys has her baby in her arms in a few seconds. The infant is attired +in her christening robe and cap, and seems to add a new beauty to the +sweet and gentle Gladys. All eyes are directed towards them, all hearts +warm towards them. Minette is instantly kissing her little cousin, even +Mrs Jonathan takes its tiny hand, as Gladys carries it round in her +mother's pride and joy. + +'Your grandchild and my grandniece, Mr Prothero,' says Mr Jones, 'may +she grow up as good as her mother.' + +'Amen!' replies Mr Prothero. + +And with this word we end our story. The wedding wreath--the +christening-robe--the shroud! Again the wreath and the robe! 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You may copy it, give it away or +re-use it under the terms of the Project Gutenberg License included +with this eBook or online at <a href = "https://www.gutenberg.org">www.gutenberg.org</a></pre> +<p>Title: Gladys, the Reaper</p> +<p>Author: Anne Beale</p> +<p>Release Date: March 10, 2005 [eBook #15315]</p> +<p>Language: English</p> +<p>Character set encoding: ISO-8859-1</p> +<p>***START OF THE PROJECT GUTENBERG EBOOK GLADYS, THE REAPER***</p> +<p> </p> +<h3>E-text prepared by Juliet Sutherland, Martin Pettit,<br /> + and the Project Gutenberg Online Distributed Proofreading Team</h3> +<p> </p> +<hr class="full" /> +<p> </p> +<p> </p> +<h1>GLADYS, THE REAPER</h1> + +<p class="center"><img src="images/frontis.jpg" width='490' height='700' alt="Frontispiece" /></p> + +<p> </p> +<h3>BY</h3> + +<h2>ANNE BEALE</h2> + +<p class='center'>AUTHOR OF</p> +<p class='center'><i>FAY ARLINGTON</i>, <i>SIMPLICITY AND FASCINATION</i>,<br /> +<i>THE MILLER'S DAUGHTER</i>, ETC. ETC.</p> + +<p> </p> +<p class='center'>... standing like Ruth amid the alien corn</p> +<p> </p> + +<h6>Griffith Farran Browne & Co. Limited<br /> +35 Bow Street, Covent Garden<br /> +London</h6> + +<h4>1881</h4> + +<p> </p> +<hr /> + +<h3>CONTENTS</h3> + +<ul> +<li> </li> +<li> <a href="#CHAPTER_I">CHAPTER I.</a> THE FARMER'S WIFE.</li> +<li> <a href="#CHAPTER_II">CHAPTER II.</a> THE FARMER.</li> +<li> <a href="#CHAPTER_III">CHAPTER III.</a> THE FARMER'S DAUGHTER.</li> +<li> <a href="#CHAPTER_IV">CHAPTER IV.</a> THE MISER.</li> +<li> <a href="#CHAPTER_V">CHAPTER V.</a> THE FARMER'S SON.</li> +<li> <a href="#CHAPTER_VI">CHAPTER VI.</a> THE MISER'S WIFE.</li> +<li> <a href="#CHAPTER_VII">CHAPTER VII.</a> THE SQUIRE.</li> +<li> <a href="#CHAPTER_VIII">CHAPTER VIII.</a> THE MISER'S SON.</li> +<li> <a href="#CHAPTER_IX">CHAPTER IX.</a> THE IRISH BEGGAR.</li> +<li> <a href="#CHAPTER_X">CHAPTER X.</a> THE SQUIRE'S DAUGHTER.</li> +<li> <a href="#CHAPTER_XI">CHAPTER XI.</a> THE SAILOR.</li> +<li> <a href="#CHAPTER_XII">CHAPTER XII.</a> THE SEMPSTRESS.</li> +<li> <a href="#CHAPTER_XIII">CHAPTER XIII.</a> THE WIDOW.</li> +<li> <a href="#CHAPTER_XIV">CHAPTER XIV.</a> THE MILLIONAIRE.</li> +<li> <a href="#CHAPTER_XV">CHAPTER XV.</a> THE MILLIONAIRE'S WIFE.</li> +<li> <a href="#CHAPTER_XVI">CHAPTER XVI.</a> THE SERVANT.</li> +<li> <a href="#CHAPTER_XVII">CHAPTER XVII.</a> THE COLONEL.</li> +<li> <a href="#CHAPTER_XVIII">CHAPTER XVIII.</a> THE NURSE.</li> +<li> <a href="#CHAPTER_XIX">CHAPTER XIX.</a> THE CURATE.</li> +<li> <a href="#CHAPTER_XX">CHAPTER XX.</a> THE HEIRESS</li> +<li> <a href="#CHAPTER_XXI">CHAPTER XXI.</a> THE BROTHERS.</li> +<li> <a href="#CHAPTER_XXII">CHAPTER XXII.</a> THE GOVERNESS.</li> +<li> <a href="#CHAPTER_XXIII">CHAPTER XXIII.</a> THE PREACHER.</li> +<li> <a href="#CHAPTER_XXIV">CHAPTER XXIV.</a> THE LOVER.</li> +<li> <a href="#CHAPTER_XXV">CHAPTER XXV.</a> THE FUGITIVE.</li> +<li> <a href="#CHAPTER_XXVI">CHAPTER XXVI.</a> THE FRIEND.</li> +<li> <a href="#CHAPTER_XXVII">CHAPTER XXVII.</a> THE MISSIONARY.</li> +<li> <a href="#CHAPTER_XXVIII">CHAPTER XXVIII.</a> THE LADY'S MAID.</li> +<li> <a href="#CHAPTER_XXIX">CHAPTER XXIX.</a> THE COUNTRY GENTLEMAN.</li> +<li> <a href="#CHAPTER_XXX">CHAPTER XXX.</a> THE PATRON.</li> +<li> <a href="#CHAPTER_XXXI">CHAPTER XXXI.</a> THE PATRON'S WIFE.</li> +<li> <a href="#CHAPTER_XXXII">CHAPTER XXXII.</a> THE MAN OF THE WORLD.</li> +<li> <a href="#CHAPTER_XXXIII">CHAPTER XXXIII.</a> THE TEMPTER.</li> +<li> <a href="#CHAPTER_XXXIV">CHAPTER XXXIV.</a> THE RIVALS.</li> +<li> <a href="#CHAPTER_XXXV">CHAPTER XXXV.</a> THE LADY IN HER OWN RIGHT.</li> +<li> <a href="#CHAPTER_XXXVI">CHAPTER XXXVI.</a> THE FIRST-BORN.</li> +<li> <a href="#CHAPTER_XXXVII">CHAPTER XXXVII.</a> THE SPENDTHRIFT.</li> +<li> <a href="#CHAPTER_XXXVIII">CHAPTER XXXVIII.</a> THE FORGER.</li> +<li> <a href="#CHAPTER_XXXIX">CHAPTER XXXIX.</a> THE ACCOUNTANT.</li> +<li> <a href="#CHAPTER_XL">CHAPTER XL.</a> THE FORGER'S WIFE.</li> +<li> <a href="#CHAPTER_XLI">CHAPTER XLI.</a> THE SISTER OF CHARITY.</li> +<li> <a href="#CHAPTER_XLII">CHAPTER XLII.</a> THE NIECE.</li> +<li> <a href="#CHAPTER_XLIII">CHAPTER XLIII.</a> THE HAPPIEST MAN IN THE WORLD.</li> +<li> <a href="#CHAPTER_XLIV">CHAPTER XLIV.</a> THE PRODIGAL DAUGHTER.</li> +<li> <a href="#CHAPTER_XLV">CHAPTER XLV.</a> THE BETROTHED.</li> +<li> <a href="#CHAPTER_XLVI">CHAPTER XLVI.</a> THE HEIR.</li> +<li> <a href="#CHAPTER_XLVII">CHAPTER XLVII.</a> THE DAUGHTER-IN-LAW.</li> +<li> <a href="#CHAPTER_XLVIII">CHAPTER XLVIII.</a> THE PENITENT.</li> +<li> <a href="#CHAPTER_XLIX">CHAPTER XLIX.</a> THE RECTOR.</li> +<li> <a href="#CHAPTER_L">CHAPTER L.</a> THE DISINHERITED.</li> +<li> <a href="#CHAPTER_LI">CHAPTER LI.</a> THE CONVICT.</li> +<li> <a href="#CHAPTER_LII">CHAPTER LII.</a> THE PENITENT HUSBAND.</li> +<li> <a href="#CHAPTER_LIII">CHAPTER LIII.</a> GLADYS REAPING HER FRUITS.</li> +</ul> + +<hr /> + +<h2>GLADYS, THE REAPER.</h2> + +<hr class='smallbreak' /> + +<h2><a name="CHAPTER_I" id="CHAPTER_I" ></a>CHAPTER I</h2> + +<h3>THE FARMER'S WIFE.</h3> + + +<p>It is an evening in June, and the skies that have been weeping of late, +owing to some calamity best known to themselves, have suddenly dried +their eyes, and called up a smile to enliven their gloomy countenances. +The farmers, who have been shaking their heads at sight of the unmown +grass, and predicting a bad hay-harvest, are beginning to brighten up +with the weather, and to consult upon the propriety of mowing to-morrow. +The barometer is gently tapped by many a sturdy hand, and the result is +favourable; so that there are good prospects of a few weeks' sunshine to +atone for the late clouds.</p> + +<p>Sunshine: how gracious it is just now! Down yonder in the west, that +ancient of days, the sun throws around him his evening glory, and right +royally he does it. The rain-covered meadows glow beneath it, like so +many lakes—the river looks up rejoicing, and the distant mountains are +wrapped in garments dyed in the old king's own regal colours. The woods +look as smooth and glossy as the braided locks of maidens prepared for +conquests; and the roads and paths that wind here and there amongst the +trees, are as gay as little streamlets in the sun's reflected light.</p> + +<p>Suddenly a rainbow leaps, as it were, out of the river, and spans, with +its mighty arch, the country scene before us.</p> + +<div class="poem"> +<div class='stanza'><div>'A rainbow at night</div> +<div>Is the shepherd's delight;'</div></div> +</div> + +<p>so the proverbially-grumbling farmers will have another prognostic to +clear their countenances.</p> + +<p>Perchance the worthy man who inhabits the farm we have just reached, may +be congratulating himself upon it, as he jogs home from market this +Saturday evening. If he could look upon his homestead with our eyes, I +feel sure he would cease to despond. How cheerily the wide, slated roof +gleams forth from amongst the trees, and returns the warm glance of the +sun with one almost as warm, albeit proceeding from a very moist eyelid! +How gladly the white smoke arises once more, spirally, from the large +chimneys, after having been so long depressed by the heavy atmosphere! +and how the massive ivy that covers the gable end, responds to the songs +of the birds that warble their evening gladness amongst its gleaming +leaves! The face of the dwelling is as cheerful as are the sun, river, +mountains and meads, that it looks down upon from its slight elevation. +Every leaf of the vine and pyrus-japonica that covers its front, is +bedecked with a diamond; and the roses, laburnums, nasturtiums, and +other gay flowers in the garden, drop jewels more freely than the maiden +in the fairy tale, as they glisten beneath the rainbow.</p> + +<p>This is what we see from the hawthorn lane below the house; but walking +up into the highroad at the back, the scene changes, and just as our +sympathies with beautiful nature were called forth below, so are they +instantaneously assailed by our fellow-creatures above.</p> + +<p>We come to the substantial gate that is the entrance to the pretty farm, +and a curious and a motley group is there. We see such groups almost +daily, here in Carmarthenshire; but as all the counties of England and +Wales are not thoroughfares for the Irish from their country to England, +we will describe these poor people as graphically as we can. There is +evidently a consultation going on amongst them, and the general +attention is directed to one individual of their party.</p> + +<p>This is a young girl of some seventeen or eighteen years of age. She is +seated on the ground, and leans her back against the stone wall that +flanks the substantial gate afore mentioned. To judge from her general +appearance she can scarcely belong to the ragged set that surround her, +for there is an attempt at neatness and cleanliness in her attire, +though it is poor enough, that the rest cannot boast of. She wears a +cotton gown, shawl, straw bonnet, and shoes and stockings, which were +once respectable and seem to have been originally intended for her. +True, they are all worn and shabby-looking. The gown is faded, the +bonnet very brown, and the shoes have holes in them; but they indicate +a mind, or station, at least a degree above those of her companions. Her +head is so inclined upon her breast, that it is difficult to see more +than a pale face underneath the bonnet; but a pair of thin white hands +that rest listlessly upon her lap, still tend to induce the notion that +the girl cannot quite belong to the wild-looking company with which she +is mixed up.</p> + +<p>Right in front of her, and looking alternately from her to a man to whom +she is talking, stands a middle-aged woman of good-natured but terrified +aspect. A checked and ragged handkerchief confines her black, rough +hair—a torn red cloak covers a portion of her body, and a curious +collection of rags and tatters makes a vain effort to shelter the rest. +In the large hood of the red cloak a hardy-looking infant is tied up, +its little head and hand being alone visible, which are engaged in +munching and holding a crust of bread. At the feet of the woman are +sundry articles, amongst which a bundle of rags, an iron pot, and a tin +saucepan, are the most conspicuous. The man to whom she is talking is a +tall, gaunt specimen of Irish poverty and famine. He holds a rake and +pitchfork in his hand, and leans upon them for support. Gazing into his +face is a rough, surly-looking youth, who seems cordially to agree with +all that he says.</p> + +<p>Leaning against the wall that flanks the gate on the side opposite that +which supports the girl, are another man and woman, who cast from time +to time pitying glances at the pale face beneath the straw bonnet. These +are as raggedly picturesque in their attire as the rest—a short red +petticoat, a blanket substituted for a shawl, and a bundle on the back, +distinguish the female; a long great coat and short trousers the male. +They are deep in conversation upon the common theme. A young man of more +stalwart figure stands beside the girl, and failing to attract her +attention, kneels down on one knee and speaks low to her. A little boy +is seated at her feet, alternately stroking her hands, and stirring up a +small puddle of water with a short stick. Two other children are engaged +at a little distance in making a lean cur beg for a mouthful of bread, +which the generous urchins would evidently rather share with the dog +than eat alone.</p> + +<p>The one prevailing feature of the party is rags, and how they hold +together no tongue can tell.</p> + +<p>At last there is a general movement, as well as general clamour of +voices and much gesticulation. All, old and young, with the exception of +the girl, gather round the woman in the red cloak, and seem to be urging +her to do something that she does not like to do. They point to the +girl, and the appeal is not in vain.</p> + +<p>The woman moves slowly and somewhat sulkily towards one of the boys, +takes him by the hand, and returning to the gate, opens it, and walks +down the good broad road that leads to the farm, the boy trotting by her +side. We watch the bright red cloak till it disappears amongst the trees +that surround the house; and turn again to wonder what can be the matter +with the girl. She neither moves nor speaks, although her kindly +companions in turn endeavour to attract her attention.</p> + +<p>In the course of a few minutes the red cloak is again seen coming up the +road, closely followed by another figure. We soon hear sounds of earnest +pleading, in a broad Irish brogue, from our friend of the red cloak. As +they approach the gate sound distinctly the words,—</p> + +<p>'It's all thrue, my leddy—as thrue as the blessed gospel. I'm afeered +she's dyin' if yer honour's glory won't lend us a hand.'</p> + +<p>'I don't know how to believe you, my good woman, for some of you come +every week and deceive me with all kinds of stories.'</p> + +<p>'An' she's Welsh, yer honour. She's come to find out her friends, my +leddy! God bless ye, ye've a kind eye and a gintle voice,'</p> + +<p>Red cloak spoke the truth. The woman who is now added to the group has +truly 'a kind eye and a gintle voice.' She is short and small of form, +of middle age and matronly appearance; neatly and even handsomely +dressed, as becomes the mistress of one of the largest and wealthiest +farms of a country where large farms are rare. She has a handsome, +placid face, and looks as if the world had moved on quietly and happily +ever since she had been on its surface. Her dark eyes, that must once +have been bright and piercing, are softened down to gentleness by the +quieting hand of time; and the black hair is slightly streaked with +white by the same unsparing fingers. But for this, age would seem to +have little to do with the comely dame who is now bending her +neatly-attired head before the shabby-looking girl against the wall,</p> + +<p>'What is the matter with you, my poor girl?' says the 'gintle voice,'</p> + +<p>These kind words have a power that the equally kind ones of the rough +friends around had not. The brown straw bonnet is raised from the +breast, and we perceive that the girl is neither dead nor sleeping. We +perceive something more—a pair of the most painfully melancholy, and +beautiful violet eyes that we ever looked into, which are languidly +uplifted to the farm-lady. With the words, 'I am very tired, ma'am,' the +eyes reclose, and we see long black fringes of soft hair rest upon the +pale, thin cheek. The ready tear of compassion springs to the matron's +eyes, as she stoops still lower to feel the pulse in the wan hand.</p> + +<p>'What is the matter with her?' she inquires, turning to the bystanders.</p> + +<p>'Tis tiert all out she is, my leddy. We come by say from Watherford to +Milford, and thin, yer honour, we come on foot all trough Pembrokeshire, +and County Carmarthin, and now she's jist kilt.'</p> + +<p>'But what is she going to do? Why do you come away from Ireland at all?'</p> + +<p>'Och, my leddy, shure we're starvin' there. And we jist come to luk for +the work in the harvest, an' we're goin' to Herefordshire to git it. An' +plaase yer honour's glory, she come wid us to this counthry to luk for +her mother's relations that's Welsh, my leddy, small blame to thim, +seein' her mother married an Irishman, and come to live in our +counthry.'</p> + +<p>'I will give you a night's lodging, and that is all I can do for you,' +says the gentle mistress of the farm.</p> + +<p>'The Lord bless ye, my leddy, the holy angels keep ye, the blessed +Vargin and all the saints—'</p> + +<p>'Oh, hush! hush!' exclaims the good woman, highly shocked. 'Help the +poor girl, and come with me.'</p> + +<p>The woman went towards the girl, and trying to assist her to rise, +said,—</p> + +<p>'Now, Gladys, asthore! An' shure, my leddy, she's a thrue Welsh name. +I'll help ye, my darlin', there! Och! an it's betther she is already, as +soon as she heerd of a night's lodgin'.'</p> + +<p>The young man who was kneeling by the girl just now, goes to her other +side, and succeeds in supporting her by putting his arm round her waist, +whilst the woman holds her by one arm; and thus they follow the good +mistress of the farm, followed in their turn by the rest of the party.</p> + +<p>They move slowly down the road, underneath the fine oak and ash trees +that shelter the back of the farm, until they reach a large farm-yard, +wherein some thirty fine cows, of Welsh, English, and Alderney breed, +are yielding their rich milk at the hands of some three or four +rough-looking men and women who are kneeling down to get it.</p> + +<p>'Come here, Tom,' cries the mistress, authoritatively.</p> + +<p>Tom gives a knowing wink to the nearest girl, mutters, 'Irish again,' +and goes to his mistress.</p> + +<p>'See if there is good clean straw spread in the barn, Tom, and make +haste.'</p> + +<p>Tom goes to a large building outside the farm-yard, whither his mistress +and the rest follow him.</p> + +<p>'Plenty of straw, ma'am, good enough for such folk,' says Tom.</p> + +<p>'Spread some more, and shut the window in the loft.'</p> + +<p>This is done in a slow grumbling way.</p> + +<p>The barn is a large, clean, airy building, that must look like a palace +to these ragged, way-worn people.</p> + +<p>'Now you may sleep here to-night, provided you go off early and quietly +to-morrow morning. There is a good pump down below, where you can get +water to wash yourselves, and at eight o'clock I shall lock the barn +door; my husband always insists upon that.' Thus speaks the mistress.</p> + +<p>'Heaven bless his honour, we're all honest. We wouldn't harm a hair of +your blessed heads. We heerd o' ye many a time, and o' the good lodgin' +and supper—the sun shine upon ye—ye give to the poor Irish on their +thravels.' Thus answers the Irishwoman.</p> + +<p>'You tell one another then! And this is why we have more calls than any +one else!'</p> + +<p>'The Lord love ye, and why wouldn't we? 'Tis the good as always gets the +blessin'.'</p> + +<p>Whilst this little conversation is going on, the girl, Gladys, is laid +upon the shawl-blanket of the woman who wears that singular attire, and +a pillow, half rags, half straw, is contrived for her head. The bonnet +is taken off to increase her comfort, and, as her head falls languidly +back upon the rough pillow, a wan, thin face is disclosed, that, from +the regular outline of the profile, must be pretty, under happier +circumstances, and is interesting.</p> + +<p>Whilst the guests prepare to make themselves comfortable in different +ways, the kindly farm-lady leaves them, amid many and enthusiastic +blessings, and returns to the house.</p> + +<p>In less than half-an-hour she reappears, followed by a female servant, +both carrying tokens of a true hospitality that expects no return. She +goes towards the poor girl with a small basin of good broth and a plate +of toasted bread, such as might tempt the palate of a more dainty +invalid; whilst the servant places a can of real Welsh broth, smelling +strongly of the country emblem, the leek, in the midst of the hungry +crew who are scattered over the barn. To this she adds various scraps of +coarse bread and hard cheese, which she draws from a capacious apron, +and evidently considers too good for the luckless vagabonds before her. +She is soon, however, as much interested as her mistress in the sick +girl, to whom the latter is administering the warm restorative. Spoonful +after spoonful is applied to her lips, and greedily swallowed though +with evident effort. The toasted bread is soaked in a portion of the +broth, and is also devoured as speedily as offered, with an avidity made +still more painful by the difficulty of swallowing, occasioned by some +obstruction in the throat.</p> + +<p>'God help you, poor girl,' says the good Samaritan, as she puts the +last mouthful to the lips of the patient.</p> + +<p>The eyes unclose, and a tear falls upon the wan cheek, as a murmured, +'Thank you, my lady,' is faintly heard.</p> + +<p>The 'lady' turns away with a heavy sigh, whilst the servant begins to +arrange the blanket-shawl and rags more comfortably, and finally takes +off her large linsey-woolsey apron to make a softer resting-place for +the head and neck of the girl. The grateful friends that stand around +now bless the servant as zealously as they blessed her mistress, and if +she understood the language in which the warm Irish hearts express their +gratitude, she would probably wonder who 'the Vargin and all the holy +saints and angels' are, that are invoked for her sake.</p> + +<p>Again the farm-lady goes away, and returns bearing a small bottle of +medicine, that she bids the red-cloaked woman give the sick girl in +about an hour. She then leaves her patient and motley guests to their +supper and night's repose, followed by such prayers as the poor alone +know how to utter, and perhaps how to feel.</p> + +<hr class='smallbreak' /> + +<h2><a name="CHAPTER_II" id="CHAPTER_II" ></a>CHAPTER II.</h2> + +<h3>THE FARMER.</h3> + + +<p>The rainbow was a true prophet; the sun that went down so gloriously +last night amid the half-dried tears of a lately weeping earth, has +arisen this morning with a resolution to dry up all the remaining tears, +and to make the Sabbath as it should be—a day of rejoicing. Sunrise +amongst the hills and valleys! I wish we all saw it oftener. Not only +would the glorious spectacle make us wiser and better, but the early +rising would be not only conducive to health and good spirits, but to +the addition of a vast amount of time to the waking and working hours of +our very short life.</p> + +<p>All nature arouses herself by degrees, as the great source of light +rises from his couch, curtained with rose and daffodil-coloured drapery. +As these gorgeous curtains spread east and west, and he takes his +morning bath in the clouds and vapours, rises up the proud monarch of +the farm-yard, as if in bold rivalry, outspreads his fine plumage in +emulation of the rose and daffodil curtains, and bids him welcome with a +voice so loud and shrill, that he must almost hear it from his domed +throne above. More arbitrary in his kingdom than the sun in his, this +grand Turk insists on arousing all his subjects; and the sleepy inmates +of his harem withdraw their heads from beneath their wings, and, one by +one, begin to smooth their feathers, and to descend lazily from their +dormitories. A faint twittering is heard amongst the ivy-leaves, in +answer to 'the cock's shrill clarion,' and in a few seconds, the little +sleepers amongst the oak and ash trees take it up, and by the time the +sun has come out of his bath, and the cock has ceased crowing, there is +a full chorus of heart stirring minstrelsy round about the quiet farm. +Down below in the meadow, the cattle begin to shake off the dew-drops +from their hides, and to send forth a plaintive low as they slowly seek +their early breakfast in the spangled grass, or by the steaming river. +Away among the hills, the faint bleat of the sheep echoes from heath to +heath, whilst their white fleeces dot the plains. Over the face of happy +nature creeps a glow that seems to come from the heart, and to make her +look up, rejoicing, to the sun as part of herself, and yet a type of the +Great Creator.</p> + +<p>But whilst this Sabbath morning hymn thus rises, betimes, to the throne +of Him who sits beyond the sunbeams, tired man sleeps on. The farmer's +household is still slumbering, and after a week of hard labour, taking +an additional hour's repose on that day which was graciously appointed +as a day of rest. Scarcely can the sun peep in through the drawn +curtains and shutters of the windows, and no song of birds, or low of +cows, seems as yet to have reached the closed ears of the sleepers. +Master and men alike obtain the bounteous gift of sleep so often denied +to the less laborious rich.</p> + +<p>We are wrong in supposing that all are slumbering in the farm-house. +Quietly the mistress steps out of the back door which she has +noiselessly opened, as if afraid of disturbing her household. As the +brisk little figure moves across the farm-yard, it is instantly +surrounded by a flock of poultry that seem intuitively to expect an alms +at her hand, as do the poor Irish who haunt her dwelling. But she has +nothing to give them thus early in the morning, and scarcely heeds their +cackling and crowing. The fierce house-dog, however, will be noticed as +bounding through the poultry, and knocking down one luckless hen, he +jumps upon his mistress, and almost oversets her also. The 'Down Lion, +down,' of the 'gintle voice,' serves only to make him more +demonstrative, as he gambols roughly on her path as she proceeds towards +the barn.</p> + +<p>Mrs Prothero—such is the name of our farm-lady—had been haunted all +night long by visions of the poor Irish girl. She had not slept as +soundly as the other members of her family, because there was a +fellow-creature suffering within her little circle. Although she had +lived nearly fifty years in the world, and had been variously cheated +and imposed upon by beggars of all kinds, her heart was still open to +'melting charity,' and liable to be again and again deceived. As she +stopped before the barn door with the key in her hand, Lion began a low +growl. He could never get over his antipathy to Irish beggars, and all +his mistress's influence was necessary to prevent the growl becoming a +bark. She put her ear to the door and listened, but no sound disturbed +the stillness within. She knocked gently, but there was no answer. At +last she thought she heard a feeble voice say something which she +interpreted into 'Come in,' and she turned the key in the lock of the +door and opened the top half of it. She looked in, and saw all her +mendicant guests in profound repose, excepting the girl Gladys, who +endeavoured to rise as she perceived the kindly face, but fell back +again immediately. She unclosed the other half of the door, and +carefully excluding Lion, by shutting it after her, walked softly across +the barn to the rough couch on which Gladys lay. She appeared to be in +the same state of exhaustion as on the previous night; and if she had +noticed Mrs Prothero at all, the transient effort was over, and she +remained with closed eyes and listless form, whilst the good woman +looked at her and felt her pulse. Then her lips moved slightly, as if +wishing to say something, but emitted no sound. What was to be done for +one in such a helpless state? Mrs Prothero's kind heart sank within her.</p> + +<p>As she did not like to disturb the weary wretches, who were sleeping so +soundly in their rags amongst the hay and straw, she prepared to leave +the barn; but as she moved away, the girl's eyes unclosed, and glanced +dimly at her through a film of tears. Nourishment seemed the only remedy +that presented itself to her mind. She smiled kindly at the girl, +murmured 'I will come again,' and went through the sleepers towards the +door, pausing, however, to look at the peaceful face of the baby, as it +lay on its mother's arm, covered with the old red cloak.</p> + +<p>She returned to the house, and went to the clean, large dairy, where she +took a cup of the last night's milk, already covered with rich cream, +from a pan and went with it to the back kitchen, where was a fire, kept +up all night by means of the hard Welsh coal, and heat-diffusing balls. +She warmed the milk, procured a piece of fine white bread, and once more +returned to the barn.</p> + +<p>She administered these remedies to her patient, who swallowed them with +the same avidity and difficulty as she had done the broth. She fancied +she again heard the words, 'God bless you, my lady,' but they were so +faint that she was not sure.</p> + +<p>Again she threaded her way amongst the sleepers, and left the barn. She +went into her garden, and walked for a few moments amongst the flowers, +as if for council. The bees were beginning to hum about the hives, and +the butterflies to flit amongst the flowers. She stood and looked at the +beautiful scene before her—the woods, hills, river, and above, the +morning sun—and offered up a prayer and thanksgiving to the Giver of +all good things. Her thoughtful face brightened into a smile, and her +walk became more brisk as she left her garden, and went again into the +farm-yard.</p> + +<p>The cow-man was bringing up the cows to be milked, and he looked +astonished as he greeted his mistress. So did the two ruddy, disheveled +farm maidens, who had barely turned out of their beds to milk the cows, +and had paid small attention either to their toilet or ablutions.</p> + +<p>The house was perfectly quiet as she entered it, and she crept upstairs, +and into her bedroom very softly, for fear of disturbing any one.</p> + +<p>'Where in the world have you been, my dear?' greeted her, in a gruff +voice from amongst the bed-clothes, that covered a large old-fashioned +bed, hung with chintz curtains.</p> + +<p>'Go to sleep and don't trouble, Davy, <i>bach'</i>, [Footnote: A Welsh term of +endearment, equivalent to 'dear,' pronounced like the German.] quietly +replied the brisk little dame.</p> + +<p>'Go to sleep, indeed! Easier said than done, when one wakes up in a +fright, and finds you gone, nobody knows where. Now where <i>have</i> you +been? You 'ont let one sleep, even of a Sunday morning.'</p> + +<p>'Well, now, don't get into a passion, my dear—I mean, don't be angry.'</p> + +<p>'What have I to be angry about when I don't know what you've been +doing?'</p> + +<p>This was said in an injured tone, as if the heart under the bed-clothes +were softer than the voice.</p> + +<p>'I didn't mean to say you were angry, only I thought—'</p> + +<p>'You thought what?'</p> + +<p>'Well, my dear, I have only just been across to the barn.' This was +uttered timidly and pleadingly, and as if our good housewife knew she +had been doing wrong.</p> + +<p>Suddenly, a large red face started up from amongst the bed-clothes, +ornamented with a peculiarly-shaped white cap and tassel.</p> + +<p>'Now you haven't been after them Irishers again?' exclaimed the owner +of the red face. 'The idle vagabonds! I vow to goodness that all our +money, and food and clothing, too, I believe, go to feed a set of +good-for-nothing, ragged rascals.'</p> + +<p>'Hush, Davy! Remember they are God's creatures, and this is Sunday.'</p> + +<p>'I don't know that. And if it's Sunday, why mayn't I sleep in peace?'</p> + +<p>'Indeed, I am very sorry. But that poor girl I told you of is so ill!'</p> + +<p>'Hang the poor girl! Then send her to the workhouse, and they'll give +her a lift home.'</p> + +<p>'But if she has no home?'</p> + +<p>'Then let her go to her parish.'</p> + +<p>'But they don't seem to have any parishes in Ireland.'</p> + +<p>'No parishes! I suppose that's the geography the vagabonds teach you? +Well you pay dear enough for your lessons. But I tell you what, Mary, +you just go and tell 'em all to decamp this minute.'</p> + +<p>'But the girl is too weak and ill.'</p> + +<p>'Then send her to the Union, I say, and they are bound to forward her.'</p> + +<p>'But a Sunday! and the House miles away! Oh, Davy, we really cannot do +it to-day!'</p> + +<p>'What with the Irish, and one charity and another, I declare there's no +peace in life! Name o' goodness, 'oornan, why do you harbour such folk? +If the girl's too ill to go on with her gang, they must leave her at the +Union, or else get the overseers to send for her.'</p> + +<p>'Will you just go and look at her?'</p> + +<p>'No, I 'ont, and that's plain speaking!'</p> + +<p>Here the red face, and white night-cap and tassel, suddenly, disappeared +amongst the bed-clothes.</p> + +<p>Mrs Prothero considered a few minutes, and again left the room, and went +to the barn. Here, all was confusion and consultation. They had tried to +help Gladys to rise, and the girl could not stand.</p> + +<p>A clamour of voices assailed Mrs Prothero, who was bewildered by the +noise, and terrified at the remembrance of her husband.</p> + +<p>'My good people, I don't know what to advise,' she said at last.</p> + +<p>'She don't want to laive Carrmanthinshire, my leddy.'</p> + +<p>'We'll be ruined intirely if we stop till she's cured, yer leddyship!'</p> + +<p>'Niver a frind in the worrld, yer honour.'</p> + +<p>'Her mother and father, sisthers and brothers, all dead of the faver +and the famine.'</p> + +<p>'Nobody left but her relations in Carrmarrthinshire, and, maybe, they're +all dead and buried, yer honour's glory.'</p> + +<p>'And what'll we do wid her, poor sowl?'</p> + +<p>Mrs Prothero was looking compassionately on the poor girl, whilst +sentence upon sentence was poured into her ear; and as the death of her +relation was mentioned, she fancied she perceived a movement in her +seemingly impassive features. She opened her eyes, and looked at Mrs +Prothero, who went to her, and seeing her lips move, knelt down by her +side.</p> + +<p>'Let them go, and send me to the workhouse, if you please, my lady,' she +murmured.</p> + +<p>Mrs Prothero once more left the barn, promising to return shortly, and, +with trembling steps, again sought the apartment where her lord and +master was reposing. A very decided snore met her ear. She stood by the +bedside, and looked at the tassel, which was the only portion visible of +her better half. She sat down on a chair; she got up again; she fussed +about the room; she even opened the drawers and took out the Sunday +attire of that Somnus before her. But nothing she could do would arouse +him.</p> + +<p>At last she gently touched the face. A louder snore was the only reply. +She gave a nervous push to the shoulder, and whispered into the +bed-clothes, 'My dear.'</p> + +<p>'Well, what now?' growled the justly irritated sleeper.</p> + +<p>'My dear, I am very sorry, but the poor girl is too ill to move, and I +really don't know what is to be done.'</p> + +<p>'Upon my very deed, if you are not enough to provoke a saint!' broke out +Mr Prothero, now fairly sitting up in bed. 'If you will encourage +vagrants, get rid of 'em, and don't bother me. I'll tell you what it is, +Mrs Prothero, if all of 'em are not off the farm before I'm up, I'll +give 'em such a bit of my mind as 'll keep 'em away for the future; see +if I don't.'</p> + +<p>Mrs Prothero saw that her husband was redder in the face than usual, and +she had a very great dread of putting him in a passion; still she +ventured one word more very meekly.</p> + +<p>'But the girl, David?'</p> + +<p>'What's the girl to you or me! we've a girl of our own, and half-a-dozen +servant girls. We don't want any more. Send her to the Union.'</p> + +<p>'How can we send her?'</p> + +<p>'Let the rascally Irish manage that, 'tis no affair of mine; but if you +bother me any more, I vow I'll take a whip and drive 'em, girl and all, +off the premises.'</p> + +<p>'Very well, David,' said Mrs Prothero, submissively, and with a heavy +sigh: 'but if the girl should die?'</p> + +<p>She walked across to the door, paused on the threshold, and glanced +back; but there was no change in the rubicund face. She went into the +passage, and slowly closed the door, holding the handle in her hand for +a few seconds as she did so. She walked deliberately down the passage, +pausing at each step. Before she was at the end of it, a loud voice +reached her ear. She joyfully turned back and re-entered the bedroom.</p> + +<p>'Yes, David?' she said quietly.</p> + +<p>'If the girl is really bad, send her in the cart, or let her have a +horse, if you like,' growled Mr Prothero. 'Only I do wish, mother, you +would have nothing to do with them Irishers.'</p> + +<p>'Thank you, my dear,' said the quiet little woman. 'Then if the rest go +away, I may manage about the girl?'</p> + +<p>'Do what you like, only get rid of 'em somehow.'</p> + +<p>'Thank you.'</p> + +<p>'Oh, you needn't thank me! I'd as soon send every one of 'em to jail as +not; but I can't stand your puffing and sighing just as if they were all +your own flesh and blood.'</p> + +<p>'We're all the same flesh and blood, my dear.'</p> + +<p>'I'd be uncommon sorry to think so. I've nothing but Welsh flesh and +blood about me, and should be loath to have any other, Irish, Scotch, or +English either.'</p> + +<p>Mrs Prothero disappeared.</p> + +<p>'That 'ooman 'ould wheedle the stone out of a mill,' continued the +farmer, rubbing his eyes, and deliberately taking off his night-cap, +'and yet she don't ever seem to have her own way, and is as meek as +Moses. She has wheedled me out of my Sunday nap, so I suppose I may as +well get up. Hang the Irish! There is no getting rid of 'em. She's given +'em a night's lodging, and a supper for so many years, that they come +and ask as if it was their due. But I'll put a stop to it, yet, in spite +of her, or my name isn't David Prothero.'</p> + +<p>When Mr Prothero came forth from his dormitory, he was in his very best +Sunday attire. As he walked across the farm-yard in search of his wife, +there was an air about him that seemed to say, 'I am monarch of all I +survey.' Indeed, few monarchs are as independent, and proud of their +independence, as David Prothero of Glanyravon.</p> + +<p>He was a tall, muscular man, of some fifty years of age. He was well +made, and of that easy, swinging gait, that is rather the teaching of +Dame Nature, than of the dancing mistress or posture master. His face +was full and ruddy, betokening health, spirits, and that choleric +disposition to which his countrymen are said to incline, whether justly +or unjustly is not for me to determine. His hair had a reddish tinge, +and his whiskers were decidedly roseate, bearing still further testimony +to a slight irrascibility of temperament. But he was a good-looking man, +in spite of his hair and whiskers, which, as his wife admired them, are +not to be despised.</p> + +<p>'Where's your mistress, Sam?' roared Mr Prothero across the farm-yard.</p> + +<p>'In the barn, master,' answered a man, who was eating bread and cheese +on the gate, and swinging his legs pleasantly about.</p> + +<p>'Tell her I want her,'</p> + +<p>In answer to the summons, immediately appeared his worthy helpmate. She +carried a very beautiful half-blown rose in her hand, which, as soon as +she approached her husband, she placed carefully in his button-hole, +standing on tiptoe to perform this graceful Sunday morning service.</p> + +<p>'Thank you, mother,' said Mr Prothero, smiling, and looking down +complacently on his little wife.</p> + +<p>What went with all his lecture upon the profligacy of Irish beggars? I +suppose it was silently delivered from his breast to the rose, for none +of it came to his lips, though it was quite ready to be heard when the +rose made her appearance.</p> + +<p>All the Irish are gone except the girl, Davy, <i>bach</i>' said quiet Mrs +Prothero, 'and they are gone to the Overseer to tell him about her, and +I will see that she is sent to the workhouse to-night, that is to say if +I can.'</p> + +<p>'I suppose you fed and clothed the ragged rascals?'</p> + +<p>'I just gave them some scraps for breakfast, and indeed their blessings +did me good,'</p> + +<p>'I should think they must. People that left a dying girl behind 'em.'</p> + +<p>'They promised to come back and see after her when the hay-harvest is +over. They are going into Herefordshire to get work, and she, poor +thing, is looking for her relations in this county, and meant to get +work here.'</p> + +<p>'Well, I want my breakfast. I promised brother Jonathan to go to church +to-day. He is going to preach a charity sermon for the Church Building +Society, and wants my shilling. He and Mrs Jonathan are to come +to-morrow, you know, my dear. I hope in my heart everything is as fine +as fippence, or my lady 'll turn up her nose.'</p> + +<p>'I can't make things neater, Davy.'</p> + +<p>This was said by Mrs Prothero, in a desponding tone, quite different +from her former quiet cheerfulness, and she accompanied the words by +rubbing her hands nervously one over the other.</p> + +<p>'There now, don't look as if you were going to be smothered. Mrs +Jonathan isn't so bad as all that. I wish to goodness Jonathan hadn't +married a fine lady. But then she brought him a good fortune, and it's +all the better for our children.'</p> + +<p>'I don't want her money.'</p> + +<p>'But if it wasn't for her, my dear, Rowland would never have had an +Oxford edication.'</p> + +<p>'I'd as soon he had gone to Lampeter, or been made a good Wesleyan +minister, and then he might have been content to stay in Wales, instead +of going off to England.'</p> + +<p>'There, there! never mind! He'll be a bishop some day; and though you do +still incline to the chapel, you'll be proud of that. Now, name o' +goodness, let's have some breakfast.'</p> + +<p>With this peculiarly Welsh interjection, Mr Prothero turned towards the +farm, and, followed by his wife, went to the desired repast.</p> + +<hr class='smallbreak' /> + +<h2><a name="CHAPTER_III" id="CHAPTER_III" ></a>CHAPTER III.</h2> + +<h3>THE FARMER'S DAUGHTER.</h3> + +<p>'Nobody has come for that poor girl, Netta, and I have'n't the heart to +send her away,' said Mrs Prothero to her only daughter Janetta, towards +the close of the Sunday, the morning of which we noticed in the last +chapter.</p> + +<p>'I am sure, mother, you have been plagued quite enough with her already. +You have neither been to church nor chapel, and scarcely eaten a morsel +all the day. I can't imagine what pleasure you take in such people.'</p> + +<p>'I wouldn't care if your father was at home; but I don't quite like to +have her into the house without his leave, and she is not fit to be left +in the barn.'</p> + +<p>'Into the house, mother! That wild Irish beggar! Why, father would get +into a fury, and I'm sure I should be afraid to sleep in the same place +with such a creature.'</p> + +<p>'Oh, my dear child! when will it please the Lord to soften your heart, +and teach you that all men and women are brothers and sisters.'</p> + +<p>'Never, I'm sure, in that kind of way.'</p> + +<p>Whilst the mother and daughter continue their conversation about Gladys, +of which the above is a specimen, we will glance at Janetta Prothero, +the spoilt daughter of Glanyravon Farm.</p> + +<p>She is decidedly a pretty girl? some might call her a beauty. She has +dark eyes, black hair, a clear pink and white complexion, a round, +dimpled cheek, a fair neck, a passable nose, and a very red-lipped, +pouting mouth. She is small of stature—not much taller than her +mother—but so well-formed, that her delicate little figure is quite the +perfection of symmetry. Her movements are languid rather than brisk like +her mother's, and she either has, or is desirous of having, more of the +fine lady in her manners and appearance. We discern, as she talks, more +of obstinacy than reason, and more of pride than sense, in her +conversation, and the face rather expresses self-will than intellect, +although not deficient in the latter.</p> + +<p>We are led to suppose, from the appearance of the room in which the +mother and daughter are located, that Miss Janetta is somewhat +accomplished; more so than young ladies in her position commonly were +some thirty or forty years ago. This is a large parlour, with some +pretensions to be called a drawing-room. True, the furniture is of +old-fashioned mahogany, the sofa of hair, the curtains of chintz, and +all that appertains to the master and mistress of the house, of solid +but ancient make. But the square piano, the endless succession of +baskets, card-racks, etc., the footstools with the worsted-work dog and +cat thereon emblazoned, the album and other books, so neatly and +regularly placed round the table, and above all, three heads in very bad +water-colours that adorn the walls—all proclaim the superior education +of the daughter of the house, and her aspirations after modern +gentility.</p> + +<p>We will just take up the thread of the conversation of the mother and +daughter at the end of it, and see what conclusions they have arrived +at. In a somewhat doggedly excited tone, Miss Janetta says,—</p> + +<p>'Well, mother, I know that father would be very angry, and that she +might give us all low Irish fever. I shouldn't wonder if she brought a +famine with her.'</p> + +<p>'Remember, Netta, who said "and if ye have done it unto the least of +these my brethren, ye have done it unto me."'</p> + +<p>'If those people are one's brethren, as father says, the sooner we +disown our relations the better.'</p> + +<p>Whilst Miss Janetta was uttering this unchristian speech, and greatly +shocking her mother thereby, a young man entered with a book in his +hand, and throwing himself on the sofa, began to read. It was soon, +however, evident that he was listening to the conversation, although he +professedly kept his eyes on his book. Poor Mrs Prothero continued her +efforts to enlist her daughter on the side of charity, but did not +greatly prevail. The young man did not interfere, probably being aware +that it is better to let two women finish their own quarrel.</p> + +<p>Again, however, they were interrupted by the appearance of a fourth, and +more animated personage.</p> + +<p>'Good evening, Mrs Prothero. How do you do, Netta?' exclaimed the new +comer, shaking Mrs Prothero's hand, and pulling Netta's curls. Hereupon +the young man arose from the sofa, and bowing profoundly, said,—</p> + +<p>'Good evening, Miss Gwynne,' with a tone as grave as his appearance.</p> + +<p>'I beg your pardon, Mr Rowland,' said the young lady, who we now +introduce in form as Miss Gwynne of Glanyravon Park.</p> + +<p>With a very becoming grace, she advanced and held out her hand to Mr +Rowland Prothero, eldest son of the good farmer and his wife, just +returned from Oxford. Mr Rowland slightly touched the hand, bowed again +gravely, and placed a chair for Miss Gwynne.</p> + +<p>'I thought I should never come here again,' said that young lady, +turning from Mr Rowland with a nod and a 'thank you,' and retreating +towards the window where the mother and daughter were standing, 'what +with the rain, and poor papa's nervous complaints, and all the affairs, +I declare I have been as busy as possible.'</p> + +<p>'Now, Miss Gwynne, I am sure you will agree with me,' cried Netta, +suddenly brightening up and getting animated 'Do you think it right to +encourage those Irish beggars?'</p> + +<p>'Right! no, of course I don't.'</p> + +<p>'And do you think people ought to allow them to come into the house—to +take them in, and to—to shelter them in short?'</p> + +<p>'Decidedly not. I hope you don't do such things, Mrs Prothero?'</p> + +<p>There was a wicked twinkle in a merry eye as this was said.</p> + +<p>'The truth is, Miss Gwynne,' said Mrs Prothero, slowly rubbing her hands +one over another, 'there is a poor Irish girl in the barn almost dying, +and it is impossible to send her to the Union to-night, or to leave her +where she is.'</p> + +<p>'Oh, I'll write an order for the Union in papa's name. You can't believe +a word those Irish say. You had better get her sent off directly.'</p> + +<p>This was said with the air of command and decision of one not accustomed +to have her orders disputed.</p> + +<p>'But, Miss Gwynne, if you only knew—' began the overwhelmed Mrs +Prothero.</p> + +<p>'I know quite well. We are obliged to commit dozens of them as vagrants, +and I should not at all wonder if we should not be compelled to have +you taken up some day for harbouring suspicious characters.'</p> + +<p>The tears stood in Mrs Prothero's kind eyes. She had not much authority +amongst the young people apparently.</p> + +<p>'There, mother! I knew Miss Gwynne would agree with me.'</p> + +<p>'And do you think the law of Christian charity would agree with you, +Netta?' here broke in a grave and stern voice from the sofa.</p> + +<p>Both the young ladies coloured at this interruption? Miss Gwynne with +mortified dignity, Netta with anger. Mrs Prothero cast an appealing +glance at her son, who came forward.</p> + +<p>'She may have my bed, mother,' said the young man, colouring in his +turn, as he met Miss Gwynne's defiant glance, that seemed to say, 'Who +are you?'</p> + +<p>'How very absurd, Mr Rowland,' said that young lady, laughing +scornfully. 'I suppose, according to your law of Christian charity, we +must fill our houses with all the Irish beggars that come through +Carmarthenshire! A goodly company!'</p> + +<p>'Have you seen this poor girl. Miss Gwynne?'</p> + +<p>'No, certainly not, but I know by heart all she has to say.'</p> + +<p>'If you would but just see her,' said Mrs Prothero entreatingly not +daring to contradict the heiress of Glanyravon Park, who had a will of +her own, if Mrs Prothero had not.</p> + +<p>'With the greatest pleasure; but I know all the "my leddy's," "yer +honour's," and "the sweet face o' ye," that I shall hear.'</p> + +<p>'Don't go, Miss Gwynne, you may take the fever. I wouldn't go for the +world,' cried Netta.</p> + +<p>'I am not afraid of fevers or anything else, I hope,' said Miss Gwynne +contemptuously. 'You will be afraid of catching a toothache from +infection next,' and herewith she left the room, followed by Mrs +Prothero.</p> + +<p>During their short absence, Mr Rowland Prothero read his sister a very +proper lecture for a clergyman, on Christian charity and filial +obedience, to which she listened with pouting lips and knitted brow, but +with no answering speech, good or bad. She was not silent because she +had nothing to say, but because she was afraid of her brother, who was +the only person of whom she was afraid. Her feelings, however, found +vent in the leaves of a rose that she was pulling to pieces and +scattering ruthlessly.</p> + +<p>The lecturer on Christian charity was a tall, gentlemanly-looking young +man, whose apparently habitual gravity of deportment warmed into +earnestness and animation as he talked to his sister. He looked and +spoke as if his soul were in the words he uttered, and as if it had +been choice and not compulsion that led him to become a minister in +Christ's family.</p> + +<p>The entrance of Mrs Prothero and Miss Gwynne was a great relief to +Netta. She looked up briskly at the latter, as if sure of sympathy, and +if eyes full of tears could give it, she certainly was satisfied.</p> + +<p>Mr Rowland Prothero perceived the tears, and retired to his sofa, taking +up his book and pretending to read.</p> + +<p>'Can I help you, Mrs Prothero? There does not seem a moment to lose. I +will send for a doctor, or do anything I can,' said Miss Gwynne.</p> + +<p>'Thank you, dear Miss Gwynne,' replied Mrs Prothero, 'I will put her in +Owen's room.'</p> + +<p>'Who can we get to bring her in? Shall I go and fetch one of the men? +Netta, do get some one to help us.'</p> + +<p>'I will help you, if you will allow me,' said Mr Rowland, rising from +his sofa, and looking at Miss Gwynne with a glance of warm approval.</p> + +<p>'Pray do; now; at once. I will go with you whilst your mother prepares +the room. You could carry her quite well, for she is as thin as a ghost; +I never saw such a wretched girl.'</p> + +<p>Miss Gwynne hurried to the barn, followed by Rowland. They found Gladys +with a farm-servant by her side, apparently either dead or asleep.</p> + +<p>Rowland Prothero knelt down, and took her up gently in his arms, Miss +Gwynne assisting. The poor girl unclosed her eyes, and looked wistfully +at the face that was bending over her.</p> + +<p>'You are with friends, and in God's hands,'said Rowland gently, as the +eyes languidly reclosed.</p> + +<p>He carried her upstairs to his brother's room, and having placed her on +the bed, left her to the care of his mother and Miss Gwynne.</p> + +<p>Whilst they were employed in getting her into bed, a house-servant came +to say that Miss Gwynne was wanted. She found a footman awaiting her, +who told her that his master had sent him in search of her, and was in a +state of great anxiety about her. She ran up to Mrs Prothero for a few +minutes.</p> + +<p>'Really papa is too absurd, too provoking,' she said with a vexed voice; +'he has sent after me again, and I am sure he must know I am here. Let +me hear if I can be of any service, Mrs Prothero; I will send anything +in the way of medicine or nourishment. Good-bye, I will come again +to-morrow.'</p> + +<p>'Mr and Mrs Prothero, the Vicarage, come to-morrow,' said Mrs Prothero.</p> + +<p>'Yes, they are to dine with us on Wednesday, and told me they meant to +sleep here. Good evening. Dear me, how wretched that poor girl looks.'</p> + +<p>Miss Gwynne was soon hastening homewards, heedless of the splendid sky +above, or the glowing fields beneath. She was making reflections on the +excellence of Mrs Prothero, the silliness of Netta, the precision of +Rowland, and the misery of the girl Gladys. Thence she turned her +thoughts upon herself, and suddenly discovered that she had been too +decided in at once ordering any person to the workhouse, without at +first knowing the case.</p> + +<p>'But it is no wonder that I am too decided sometimes, when my father is +so dreadfully weak and vacillating,' she said to herself; 'indeed I do +not think, after all, that one can be too decided in this irresolute +world.'</p> + +<p>This very decided young lady is the only child and supposed heiress of +Gwynne of Glanyravon, as her father is usually called. She is an +aristocratic-looking personage, with a certain I-will-have-my-own-way +air, that you cannot help recognising at once. She is rather taller than +most tall women, and the tokens of decision in her carriage, eyes, +voice, and general deportment would be disagreeable, but for the extreme +grace of her figure, the unaffected ease of her manner, and the +remarkable clearness and sweetness of her voice. She is handsome, too, +with a noble forehead, sensible grey eyes, glossy chestnut hair, and a +very fine complexion. The many of her nominal friends and admirers who +at heart dislike her, prophesy that in a few years she will be coarse, +and say that she is already too masculine; but the few who love her, +think that she will improve both in person and mind, as she rubs off the +pride and self-opinionativeness of twenty years of country life against +the wholesome iron of society and the world. But we shall see.</p> + +<p>At present she is fortunate enough to rule everybody she comes in +contact with; her father, his servants, his tenants, the poor, the very +mendicants that come to the door.</p> + +<p>Certainly there is something very charming in her appearance, as she +hurries up the fine old avenue that leads to her ancestral home. The +ease of her port, the graceful dignity of her extreme haste, the +heightened colour, and the glowing eye, are all very handsome, in spite +of the coarseness in perspective. The poor footman can scarcely keep up +with her; he has not found the last twenty years at Glanyravon +productive of the same lightness of step to him, as to his young +mistress, and wishes she were a little less agile.</p> + +<p>A handsome country house in a good park has not often in itself much of +the picturesque. Ruskin would not consider Glanyravon, with its heavy +porch, massive square walls, and innumerable long windows, a good +specimen of architectural beauty; still it is a most comfortable +dwelling, beautifully situated; and the magnificent woods at the back, +and grand view in front, would make the most unartistic building +picturesque in appearance if not in reality.</p> + +<p>Miss Gwynne ran up the broad stairs, through the large hall, and into a +good library. Here a very tall, thin, sickly-looking man was seated in +an easy-chair.</p> + +<p>'My dear Freda, I am so thankful you are come!'</p> + +<p>'My dear father, how I wish you would not send for me the very moment I +go out. I really cannot be pestered with servants. It fidgets me to +death to have a man walking and puffing after me.'</p> + +<p>'But just consider, my love, the lateness of the hour.'</p> + +<p>'It is scarcely eight o'clock now, papa, and as light as possible.'</p> + +<p>'I am too nervous, my love, to bear your being out alone.'</p> + +<p>Miss Gwynne rang the bell authoritatively, and the footman entered.</p> + +<p>'Tell Mrs Davies to send some jelly, and whatever strengthening things +there are in the house, to Glanyravon Farm immediately,' she said; then +turning to her father, added, 'do you know, papa, Mrs Prothero has taken +in a sick Irish girl, and I have abetted it.'</p> + +<p>'You, child! I hope she has no infectious disease; it quite alarms me.'</p> + +<p>'I really don't know. But Mr and Mrs Jonathan Prothero are going to +Glanyravon to-morrow, and remember you invited them to dinner on +Wednesday.'</p> + +<p>'I am very sorry! that man kills me with the antiquities of the Welsh +language, and heaven knows what old things that happened before the +flood. But you must entertain them. I suppose we had better ask young +Rowland.'</p> + +<p>'Oh, papa! He is so dreadfully quiet and stiff, and thinks there is only +one man who ever went to Oxford, and he is that man; and I can't endure +him.'</p> + +<p>'Perhaps not, my dear—indeed, perhaps not.'</p> + +<p>'If we ask him, we must ask Netta. She has come home quite accomplished +from boarding school, and would do in a quiet way. Mrs Jonathan would be +pleased, and you know she <i>is</i> a lady, though awfully particular. I +can't endure her either.'</p> + +<p>'Perhaps you could invite Lady Mary, and Miss Nugent to meet them?'</p> + +<p>'I don't think they would like it. They would not object to the two +clergymen, because, as Lady Mary says, 'You see, my dear, the cloth is a +passport to all grades of society;' but they would not approve of Netta. +That is to say, Lady Mary would think herself insulted if we introduced +her sweet Wilhelmina to a farmer's daughter.'</p> + +<p>'She is a very superior woman, my love, and understands etiquette, and +all that sort of thing, better than any one I ever met.'</p> + +<p>'She seems to me to understand her own interests, papa, as well as most +people. But I will tell her that Sir Hugh and the Protheros are coming, +and that we have asked Netta, so she can accept or decline as she +likes.'</p> + +<p>'Do you think it wise, my dear, to put yourself so much on a level with +Miss Prothero, as to invite her?'</p> + +<p>'Oh! she understands how we are very well. It will be a source of pride +and satisfaction to her, without making her presume more than before; +and the vicar and his lady will like the attention.'</p> + +<p>'I dread the vicar. His genealogies are too much for me.'</p> + +<p>'Oh, I can put up with the vicar's antiquities, but not with the young +vicar's pedantic Oxonianism. He does think so well of himself, and quite +rules every one at home.'</p> + +<p>'Oh! that is very fatiguing, I should think.'</p> + +<p>'I wish he would fall in love with Miss Nugent, and she with him, and +carry off her forty-thousand pounds. She is silly enough for anything, +and it would be such a downfall to her mother's pride.'</p> + +<p>'Her mother is much too careful, my dear, and by far too superior a +woman. And Miss Wilhelmina is very accomplished and all that sort of +thing, you know, and likely to make a fine match. She is very pretty, +too.'</p> + +<p>'Yes; she and Netta Prothero would run in harness. Pretty, silly, rather +affected, and having drawn each four or five drawings, and learnt six +tunes on the piano. Only the one is more fashionable than the other. Do +you know, papa, Miss Nugent can play the Irish and Scotch quadrilles, +and Netta '<i>Ar hydy Nos,</i>' with small variations. We will have a +concert; you know I have asked the Rice Rices?'</p> + +<p>'Very well, my dear. Now I think I will read a sermon to the servants, +so just ring the bell.'</p> + +<hr class='smallbreak' /> + +<h2><a name="CHAPTER_IV" id="CHAPTER_IV" ></a>CHAPTER IV.</h2> + +<h3>THE MISER.</h3> + + +<p>Whilst Mr Gwynne is reading his sermon, and Mrs Prothero is nursing the +mendicant Gladys, an event is passing in the neighbouring country-town, +involving matters of interest to her, and those belonging to her. In a +small bedroom over a little huckster's shop, an old man lies dangerously +ill. By his side is seated a middle-aged woman watching. In a dark +corner, behind the bed, stands a man, who is so deep in shadow that you +scarcely know whether he is young or old.</p> + +<p>The room is small and shabby, and contains apparently few comforts for +one nearly approaching his last hour.</p> + +<p>There is a tap at the door, upon which the man behind the bed goes out, +and returns, almost immediately, followed by Rowland Prothero. He goes +towards the bed, and stooping down, whispers to the sick man.</p> + +<p>'Father, you wished to see Rowland—he is here.'</p> + +<p>Rowland advances, and takes the seat vacated for him by the woman.</p> + +<p>The three inmates of the room are Mr and Mrs Griffith Jenkins, and their +only son, Howel. They are cousins of the Protheros, Mrs Jenkins being Mr +Prothero's first cousin, and the members of the younger generation being +consequently second cousins.</p> + +<p>Griffith Jenkins motions to his wife and son to leave the room, which +they do immediately. Rowland kneels beside his bed, the better to hear +what he has to say. He appears, however to revive, and is distinct +enough in his enunciation of the following words, though very slow.</p> + +<p>'My son Howel is come back, Mr Rowland, and do promise to be study.'</p> + +<p>'I am very glad to hear it; it must be a great comfort to you,'</p> + +<p>'But I am not seure of him. He will be spending my money that I have +been takking such pains to make.'</p> + +<p>'I hope he may do good with it, Uncle Griff.'</p> + +<p>'Good! no such thing. Squander, squander! Spend the beauty gold! Will +you promise me to see to it? tak' care of it?'</p> + +<p>'I, Uncle Griff! I have no power with Howel. Would it not be better to +pray to God to guide Howel, and trust in a higher power than mine?'</p> + +<p>Mr Jenkins put a long, thin, bony hand out of bed, and grasped +Rowland's hand tightly. He fixed two keen black eyes upon him, and, as +he half raised himself in bed, displayed a withered face, the most +remarkable feature of which was a very prominent, hooked nose, like the +beak of a large bird.</p> + +<p>'You wasn't thinking I was going to die, was you, Rowland? I 'ont just +awhile, see you. But tell you your father there's more gold than he is +thinking of; and Howel'll be a husband for any one, much less for Miss +Netta. Promise me to be lending him a hand, if he do keep constant to +your sister.'</p> + +<p>'I am sorry, Uncle Griff, that I cannot promise anything for Howel. If +he grows steady as you say, there can be no objection; but he must prove +it first. Would you like me to read to you, and pray to Almighty God, +for Christ's sake, to change his and all our hearts?'</p> + +<p>'I didn't be wanting a parson, but a relation, sir; and I don't be going +to die yet. Look you here. There's money in the bank—there's more in +mortgages on Davies, Llansadwn, and Rees, Llanarthney—there's more on +loan to Griffiths, Pontardewé,—Jones, Glantewey,—Pugh the draper, +Llansant—and others. And there's a box beside. Mind you, I 'ont die +yet, but I tell you, because I can trust you; and Howel don't know +nothing.'</p> + +<p>'May I write it down for you, Uncle Griff; or would you have a lawyer?'</p> + +<p>'No, no. I've had enough of law in paying for Howel, and nothing come of +it. But you may be writing down a little. Here, in that chest, there's +pen, ink and paper; tak' you my keys, and open you it.'</p> + +<p>Griffith Jenkins took from under his pillow a bunch of keys, and +fumbling amongst them, gave one to Rowland, with which he opened the +chest, and procured the necessary writing apparatus.</p> + +<p>'Give you me my keys—quick, quick!' cried the old man, again hiding +them somewhere in his bed.'</p> + +<p>At his dictation, Rowland wrote a list of the different moneys he +possessed in various places, and was utterly astonished to find that he +had soon written down between sixty and seventy thousand pounds. +Everybody knew that Griffith Jenkins was rich, but nobody had guessed +how rich he was.</p> + +<p>'Now say, "I give and bequeath to my wife, 'Lizbeth Jenkins, ten +thousand pound out of the aforesaid mortgage on Jacob Davies Llansadwn's +property."'</p> + +<p>'Is that all, Uncle Griff?'</p> + +<p>'Yes, I sha'n't say no more.'</p> + +<p>'And the box of gold?'</p> + +<p>Again the miser grasped Rowland's hand, and fixed his keen eyes on his +face.</p> + +<p>'I 'ont be dying yet, and I 'ont be putting that down to-night. Tell you +your father what there is, without the box, and without more mortgages +and loans; but don't you be talking to anybody about it. Mind you, not +to Howel nor to 'Lizbeth: promise me.'</p> + +<p>Rowland promised.</p> + +<p>The miser fell back exhausted.</p> + +<p>'And now Uncle Griff, may I pray for you? Only think how soon you may be +called to your account, to say exactly how you have employed your time, +and the talents given—'</p> + +<p>'I have done plenty—plenty—all out at interest, at five, six, even ten +per cent.; none wrapped up in a napkin. I don't be calling a box a +napkin, Rowland Prothero.'</p> + +<p>'May I call in Mrs Jenkins and Howel, and pray for you? Think; oh think, +of the great Judge, and great Mediator. O God, have mercy upon us, +miserable sinners!'</p> + +<p>As Rowland said this, he clasped his hands, and looked upwards, in +unutterable supplication. The old man was alarmed.</p> + +<p>'I don't be going to die, but you may call 'em in.'</p> + +<p>Rowland rose and obeyed. Mrs Jenkins appeared with a candle in her hand. +The old man rose with an effort as she drew near the bed.</p> + +<p>'Put—out—the—candle,' he muttered.</p> + +<p>As the night was fast drawing in, Mrs Jenkins hesitated.</p> + +<p>'Put—out—the—candle,' repeated the dying man, with a still stronger +effort to rise and extinguish it himself. 'The ruling passion strong in +death' must be attended to, and the light was extinguished.</p> + +<p>Rowland Prothero clasped his hands with a groan, and repeated aloud a +prayer from the service for the dying. The terrified wife knelt down by +the bed in the deep gloom, and in the still deeper gloom behind, the son +buried his face in his arms, and leaned upon the little table.</p> + +<p>Whilst Rowland Prothero was praying from the very depth of his heart for +the soul that was thus awfully passing to its account, they were all +aroused by the last fearful struggle between death and life of him who +had made gold his god. For some time they feared to rekindle the light, +but at last they ventured. It was but to witness the last dread pangs of +one who had made wife and son secondary to the great absorbing passion +of avarice; and now he was constrained to depart from the scene of his +toil, and to leave all that he had grovelled for behind him, for ever!</p> + +<p>We will not dwell upon the awful hours that succeeded his final words. +He neither spoke nor was conscious again. Light and dark were alike to +him. Save that he grasped something in his right hand with an iron hold, +reason and power had left him; death was still fighting with life, and +gradually gaining the last great victory.</p> + +<p>A few hours afterwards, and when that victory had been gained, the scene +was changed in that small house. The chamber of death was deserted, and +the wretched clay of the miser, decently covered with a white sheet, lay +heavy and still, where the spirit that formerly animated it had been +accustomed to brood over the miserable gains of its clays and years on +earth.</p> + +<p>In the small sitting-room below, behind the little shop where these +gains had been begun and continued for half-a-century or more, sat the +widow, surrounded by a score of gossips, who had left their beds and +homes at daybreak to condole with her.</p> + +<p>It would have been much more unnatural than natural if Mrs Jenkins had +grieved at heart for the husband she had lost. Married, or rather sold +to him, when he was fifty and she thirty, she had lived five or six and +twenty years of pure misery with him. She had starved with him, when she +could not pilfer from him, and had endured patiently all these years +what seemed past endurance in expectation of the closing scene. She had +married and lived upon the prospect of his death, and it was come at +last; and now that it was come, the awfulness of that last struggle +overpowered her, and she wept and lamented as copiously as if her +husband had been the kindest and most liberal in the world. Still, she +was free, with competence, she hoped, in perspective? and this thought, +together with the ever all-pervading one of her idol, her treasure, her +only son, and his expectations, more than counterbalanced that of the +death she had witnessed.</p> + +<p>'Come you, don't you be takking on so,' said one old woman soothingly, +as the widow rocked herself to and fro, and held her handkerchief to her +eyes.</p> + +<p>'Tak' you this drop o' tea,' said another, 'it'll be doing you good,'</p> + +<p>'The Lord will be having mercy on his soul,' said a third, whose +conscience was large when she was offering comfort.</p> + +<p>'There now, keep up your spirits, Mrs Jinkins, fach,' said a fourth, +entering with a comfortable glass of gin and water that did seem of an +exhilarating nature.</p> + +<p>'There's a comfort Howel will be to you now!' said a fifth triumphantly.</p> + +<p>'Deed to goodness, Griffey Jinkins was a saving man, and you have lost +him, Mrs Jinkins, fach,' began the friend with the gin and water; 'but +I am seeing no use in takking on so. When John Jones died, he was +leaving me with ten children, and they have all come on somehow. And you +have only wan son, and he is so ginteel! Drink you this, my dear, and +don't be down-hearted.'</p> + +<p>Mrs Jenkins turned from the tea to the gin and water with no apparent +reluctance, and swallowed a portion of it. Revived by the beverage, she +responded to the condolences of her friends by more rockings, sobs, and +applications of the handkerchief and finally unburdened herself of her +grief in the following manner.</p> + +<p>'My son Howel, oh yes, he'll be a blessing to me, I know. Says I to my +poor Griffey—oh, dear, only to be thinking of him now!—says I, "Let us +be giving Howel a good eddication, and he so clever as never was, and +able to be learning everything he do put his mind to, and never daunted +at nothing—grammar, nor music, nor Latin, nor no heathen languages, and +able to read so soon as he could speak, and knowing all the beasts in +the ark one from another, when he was no bigger than that," says I, to +my poor Griffey; "oh, annwyl! we have only wan child, let him be a +clargy, or a 'torney, or a doctor, or something smart," and says he, "I +can't afford it." He was rather near or so, you know, was my poor +Griffey; but I never was letting him rest day or night, and the only +thing he wasn't liking was being much talked over. So says I, "Come you, +Jinkins, bach,"—he liked to be called by his sirname—"if you do larn +Howel well, he'll be making his fortune some day," for he do say so, he +do be always saying, "I'll be a great man, and get as much money as +father." I eused to put in the last words of myself, for Howel never was +taking to making money, but 'ould as soon give it away as not. Only poor +Griffey—oh dear! oh dear!—was never knowing that, because I did be +hiding it from him as much as I could.'</p> + +<p>Whilst the widow talks on in this strain to her sympathising friends, +her son and Rowland Prothero are in another small room of the house, +engaged in a very different style of conversation. The room in which +they are is worth a few words of description, not for any beauty or +desert of its own, but for its heterogeneous, contents. You would think +a small music warehouse, a miniature tobacco shop, or branch depot of +foreign grammars and dictionaries were before you. Every kind of musical +instrument seems to have met with a companion in this tiny apartment. +Here are a violin, violoncello, horn, and cornopean; there an old Welsh +harp and unstrung guitar. On this shelf are pipes of all sorts and +sizes, forms, and nations—the straight English, the short German, and +the long Turkish; on that are cigar-boxes, snuff-boxes, and +tobacco-boxes of various kinds and appearances. Scattered about the room +are play-books without number, from Shakspeare to the dramatists of the +present day; and, interspersed with these, collections of songs of all +countries and of all grades of merit. Some few novels, mostly French, +live with the plays and songs; and Latin, French, German, Italian, +Welsh, Spanish, and English grammars and dictionaries take up their +abode in every available corner. A quantity of fishing tackle and a gun +are thrown upon the window seat, and an embroidered waistcoat, blue +satin cravat, and a pair of yellow kid gloves lie on an unoccupied +chair.</p> + +<p>From the general appearance of this room, the imagination would conceive +great things of its inmate. All we shall here say is that he is one who +has the reputation of being a natural genius, and firmly believes that +he is one.</p> + +<p>As all natural geniuses are supposed to have something very remarkable +in their appearance, we will just take a sketch of the miser's son, as +he alternately leans on the table or stalks about the room during his +earnest conversation with his cousin. He has decidedly sentimental hair; +long, black, shining, and with a tendency to curl; he has what might be +termed poetical eyes, bright, piercing, and very restless; the sharp, +aquiline nose of his father, slightly modified; and a mouth and brow +which curl and knit in a manner that may be poetic, but might be +disagreeable, under less soothing influences. That he is very handsome +no one could dispute, and it is equally certain that he has an air much +above the position in which he was born; but the expression of his face +inspires distrust rather than confidence, and conveys the impression +that there is more of passion than feeling beneath the fiery eyes and +compressed mouth.</p> + +<p>A great contrast to this family genius is presented in the person of his +cousin Rowland, now addressing him earnestly and seriously upon the +grave subjects naturally uppermost at such a time. He, too, is +sufficiently good-looking, with an open, though grave, cast of +countenance, fine, soft, hazel eyes, and a tall, manly figure. By +'sufficiently good-looking,' I mean that he is neither very handsome nor +ugly, and when his lady friends debate upon his outer man they generally +wind up by saying, 'Well, if he isn't handsome, he is very genteel.'</p> + +<p>We are not going to repeat here the well-known fable of the 'Hare and +the Tortoise,' but something of the character of those animals may be +found in the cousins. At their first dame's school, as well as at the +more advanced grammar school of their little town. Howel was always able +to beat Rowland in swiftness, whilst Rowland effectually distanced +Howel in the long run. It was Rowland who carried off the prizes, when +study and prolonged endeavour were necessary to obtain them, whilst +Howel eclipsed all his contemporaries, if a theme were to be written, or +a poem learnt.</p> + +<p>Such differences are so frequent, and have been so often discussed that +it is scarcely necessary to pursue the contrast further; but the result +at the present stands thus. Howel, the elder of the two, has dipped a +little into everything; has gained a reputation for genius; has been +articled to an attorney—but is in no apparent danger of becoming +one—has written various articles for the county papers, and has had the +pleasure of seeing them printed; has acquired a smattering of several +languages, and various styles of music; and has proved himself an +admired beau amongst the ladies, and a favourite boon companion amongst +the gentlemen. He has been idolised and spoilt by his mother, and +stinted and pinched by his father, and having no very great respect or +admiration for the talents or conduct of either parent, has not tried +much to please them, save when it suited him.</p> + +<p>The result of all this, if not already apparent, will doubtless be seen +hereafter, for, at four or five and twenty, conduct and principles begin +to establish themselves.</p> + +<p>Rowland Prothero is very much the reverse of all this. From a child he +had a desire to enter the Church, which desire was fostered by his uncle +and aunt into a resolution, when he grew old enough to resolve. As they +very nearly adopted and educated him, his parents made no objection, and +as they were ambitious to raise their family in worldly position, they +spared no expense.</p> + +<p>Rowland was reckoned dull, but plodding, at Rugby, whither his uncle +sent him. However, his dulness and plodding were more successful than +the brightness of many, since they managed to gain a scholarship at +school, which helped him at Oxford. He was called proud and obstinate, +and he was both. Pride and obstinacy were the characteristics of his +family, but in him they fortunately tended to good: inasmuch as his +pride generally led him to do well, and his obstinacy kept up his pride.</p> + +<p>At present, it would be difficult to say whether he is a young man +likely to shine in the path he has chosen, or to walk quietly along it +unnoticed. His friends do not anticipate anything remarkable, but they +expect him to be slow and sure. He did very well at college, but gained +no greater honours than the respect and goodwill of those he was known +to. Query—Is not that worth as much, morally, as a first class?</p> + +<p>At home, he is understood by few. He has not many associates, because, +either from his own fault, or some mental peculiarity, he cannot fall in +with those who are immediately about him; and consequently is rather +feared by his acquaintances and reckoned proud, stiff, and +conceited—above his birth, in short.</p> + +<p>With him, as with Howel and every one else, the course of years will +show the man. 'Handsome is that handsome does.'</p> + +<p>'The fact is, Rowland,' said Howel, as he suddenly stood still in one of +his rapid walks across the room, 'you and I never could agree in +anything, and never shall.'</p> + +<p>'I hope we may yet agree in many things,' said Rowland gently. 'At +present, all I wish you to do is to pay your debts, go to London, take +out your stamps, and become an attorney.'</p> + +<p>'I am the best judge of that, and shall be my own master now. At all +events, I can make some people ashamed of themselves.'</p> + +<p>'I only wish to advise you for your good, now that you are your own +master. Your poor father begged me—'</p> + +<p>'Oh, Rowland, I can't stand any more about my father. Everybody knows +what he was, and, I suppose, nobody expects me to live in the same line. +I am emancipated, thank heaven! and the world shall soon know it.'</p> + +<p>'Still, he was your father.'</p> + +<p>'No one knows that better than I do, I should imagine; but if you expect +me to mourn as others do for a parent, you will be disappointed. He +never showed me one token of love, or acted by me as a father from the +day of my birth till his death.'</p> + +<p>'At least he has left you and your mother handsomely provided for, and +with his last words, hoped that you were now very steady.'</p> + +<p>'He did! I wonder who dares to say that I am not steady? But how do you +know how we are provided for?'</p> + +<p>'He begged me to write down what he was worth. I will give it you at +some future period, but not now.'</p> + +<p>'Why not now?'</p> + +<p>'Because I think it is scarcely yet a time to consider money matters. +After the last duties are performed you shall have the paper. Part of +his property is written down, but a box of gold and some other sums he +did not name. After that last sad scene one can scarcely think of +anything earthly. Oh, Howel! I wish you would consider the shortness and +uncertainty of life, and what is its end.'</p> + +<p>'So awful do I consider its end that I mean to enjoy it while it lasts. +But don't go off with the impression that I was not shocked and +frightened with what we have just seen. It is one thing to read and +write about a death-bed and another to witness it. But I cannot weep or +pray as some people can.'</p> + +<p>'You might do both if you would only seek aright.'</p> + +<p>'There, enough! I am past being preached to as a naughty boy, and can +now look forward to some enjoyment without robbing my own father, or +getting my mother to rob him, to procure it. But I shall never forget +that last struggle? no, never.'</p> + +<p>Here, with a face of horror, Howel began his restless walk again. +Rowland sat in melancholy silence.</p> + +<p>'Rowland,' suddenly broke in Howel, 'how is Netta?'</p> + +<p>'Quite well, I thank you,' answered Rowland gravely.</p> + +<p>'I have not seen her for a long time? will you remember me to her?'</p> + +<p>'I cannot promise to do so.'</p> + +<p>'Do you think me a fiend, sir, that my name cannot be mentioned to my +cousin? I will manage to convey my own remembrances.'</p> + +<p>'Howel, you know how it is? I do not mean to be unkind. If only you +would give up your old life, enter your profession, and begin another—'</p> + +<p>'That is as I choose. I shall be glad of the paper you wrote for my +father, and then you and I, Rowland, are best apart.'</p> + +<p>'Good-bye then, Howel? perhaps some day you may know that I wish you +well. I will bring the paper at the funeral.'</p> + +<p>'For heaven's sake stay, or send some one else! I cannot bear to be +alone here? his ghost will haunt me.'</p> + +<p>'Then let me read to you.'</p> + +<p>Howel assented gloomily and threw himself on the bed in the corner of +the room. Rowland took a small Testament from his pocket and resolutely +read several chapters.</p> + +<p>During the reading Howel fell asleep.</p> + +<hr class='smallbreak' /> + +<h2><a name="CHAPTER_V" id="CHAPTER_V" ></a>CHAPTER V</h2> + +<h3>THE FARMER'S SON.</h3> + +<p>At about ten o'clock on Monday morning Miss Gwynne rode up to the door +of Glanyravon Farm, and, dismounting, entered the house. She was +attended by a groom, and told him that she should not be long.</p> + +<p>'How is that poor girl, Netta?' were her first words on entering the +house.</p> + +<p>'Very ill indeed, I believe,' said Netta, rather sulkily.</p> + +<p>'Where is your mother?'</p> + +<p>'She has been with the Irish beggar all the morning, and all night too. +I don't know what father and uncle and aunt will think.'</p> + +<p>'Will you ask your mother whether I can see her for a few minutes?'</p> + +<p>'Certainly.'</p> + +<p>'Netta, you must come and dine with us on Wednesday, with your uncle and +aunt.'</p> + +<p>'Thank you,' said Netta, brightening up as she left the room.</p> + +<p>'I'm sure I scarcely know whether she will behave rightly,' muttered +Miss Gwynne, tapping her hand with her riding-whip.</p> + +<p>Mrs Prothero soon appeared.</p> + +<p>'You good, clear Mrs Prothero!' exclaimed Miss Gwynne, running up to her +and taking both her hands. 'You look quite worn out. How is that poor +girl?'</p> + +<p>'Alive, Miss Gwynne, and that is almost all,' was the reply very gravely +uttered.</p> + +<p>'Can we do anything? Did Dr Richards come?'</p> + +<p>'Yes, Miss Gwynne, and was very kind. He has been again this morning.'</p> + +<p>'I came to invite Mr Rowland and Netta to dinner on Wednesday, with Mr +and Mrs Jonathan Prothero.'</p> + +<p>'Thank you, Miss Gwynne, I will tell Rowland; but I really think Netta +had better not go.'</p> + +<p>'I have just told her of the invitation.'</p> + +<p>'Dear me! I am really very sorry. I beg your pardon, Miss Gwynne, but it +will put ideas into her head above her station.'</p> + +<p>'We shall be very quiet.'</p> + +<p>The conversation was interrupted by the sudden entrance of Rowland. He +drew back on seeing Miss Gwynne, and bowed, as usual, profoundly. She +also, as usual, advanced and held out her hand.</p> + +<p>'My father begged me to ask if you would come and dine with us on +Wednesday,' said Miss Gwynne.</p> + +<p>'Thank you, I am much obliged,' stammered Rowland, whilst a bright Hush +overspread his face, 'I shall be very happy, if I am not obliged to be +elsewhere. Mother, poor Griffith Jenkins is dead. I have been there all +the night.'</p> + +<p>'Dead! I had no idea he was so ill! Oh, Rowland, how did he die?'</p> + +<p>'Just as he lived, mother. With the key of his coffers so tightly +clasped in one hand that it was impossible to take it from it after he +was dead. And the said coffers hidden, nobody knows where. But poor Mrs +Jenkins has no friend near who can be of any real comfort to her. I wish +you could go to her for a few hours.'</p> + +<p>'This poor girl, Rowland—what can I do with her? And your uncle and +aunt coming.'</p> + +<p>'I think I can manage my uncle and aunt till your return. As to the poor +girl I really know not what to say.'</p> + +<p>'Oh! if you will trust her to me, Mrs Prothero, I will nurse her till +you come back!' exclaimed Miss Gwynne eagerly. 'I assure you I can +manage capitally, and will send back the horses, and a message to papa.'</p> + +<p>'I am afraid it would not be right—I think the girl has low fever—Mr +Gwynne would object.'</p> + +<p>'I assure you it would be quite right, and I don't fear infection and +papa would let me do just as I like. In short, I mean to stay, and you +must go directly. Is young Jenkins at home, Mr Rowland?'</p> + +<p>'Yes, he returned a few hours before his father's death.'</p> + +<p>'I suppose that horrid old man died as rich as Croesus, and, according +to custom in such cases, his son will spend the money.'</p> + +<p>'I wish he had not got it,' said Mrs Prothero.</p> + +<p>'That is scarcely a fair wish, mother. Let us hope that he will do well +with it.'</p> + +<p>'Never, never. He was not born or bred in a way to make him turn out +well.'</p> + +<p>'Nothing is impossible, mother.'</p> + +<p>'You must take care of Netta, Mrs Prothero. But now do go to that +wretched Mrs Jenkins, and leave the poor girl to me, and Mr and Mrs +Jonathan to Mr Rowland. I hope you have been studying the antiquities of +Wales at Oxford, Mr Rowland?'</p> + +<p>This was said as Mrs Prothero left the room; and Rowland was startled +from a rather earnest gaze on Miss Gwynne's very handsome and animated +face, by this sudden appeal to him, and by meeting that young lady's +eyes as they turned towards him. A slight blush from the lady and a very +deep one from the gentleman were the result. The lady was indignant with +herself for allowing such a symptom of female weakness to appear, and +said somewhat peremptorily,—</p> + +<p>'Will you be so good as to tell Jones to take the horses home, and to +let my father know that he must not wait luncheon, or even dinner for +me?'</p> + +<p>'Excuse me, Miss Gwynne,' said the young man, recovering his composure, +'but I do not think my mother would be justified in allowing you to +attend upon that poor girl.'</p> + +<p>'Allowing me! Really I do not mean to ask her. I choose to do it, thank +you, and I will speak to the servant myself.'</p> + +<p>It was now Miss Gwynne's turn to grow very red, as, with haughty port, +she swept past Rowland, leaving him muttering to himself.</p> + +<p>'What a pity that one so noble should be so determined and absolute. Let +her go, however. Nobody shall say that I lent a hand to her remaining +here. In the first place she runs the risk of infection, in the second +every one else thinks she degrades herself by coming here as she does. +Still, her desire to take care of the girl is a fine, natural trait of +character. I must just go and look over the <i>Guardian</i>. A curacy in +England I am resolved to get, away from all temptation. Yet I hate +answering advertisements, or advertising. If my aunt's friends would +only interest themselves in procuring me a London curacy, I think I +should like to work there. That would be labouring in the vineyard, with +a positive certainty of reaping some of the fruits.'</p> + +<p>The soliloquy was interrupted by the reappearance of Mrs Prothero, +dressed for her walk.</p> + +<p>'Mother, you ought not to let Miss Gwynne stay.'</p> + +<p>'I! my dear Rowland! Do you think she would mind what I say to her?'</p> + +<p>Miss Gwynne entered.</p> + +<p>'I have sent off the servant, and now let me go to the girl.'</p> + +<p>This was said with the decision of an empress, and with equal grandeur +and dignity was the bow made with which she honoured Rowland as she made +her exit, followed meekly by Mrs Prothero.</p> + +<p>A short time afterwards she was alone by the bedside of the sick girl. +Every comfort had been provided for her by Mrs Prothero, and Miss Gwynne +had little to do but to administer medicines and nourishment.</p> + +<p>'Is there anything I can do for you, my poor girl?' she said, leaning +over her bed. 'Anything you have to say—any letter I can write—any—'</p> + +<p>'If—you—would—pray—my lady,' was the slow, almost inarticulate +reply.</p> + +<p>Pray! This was what Miss Gwynne could not do. 'Why,' she asked herself, +'can I not say aloud what I feel at my heart for this unhappy creature? +I never felt so before, and yet I know not how to pray.'</p> + +<p>She went to the head of the stairs, and called Netta.</p> + +<p>'Will you ask your brother whether he will come and read a prayer to the +poor girl?' she said.</p> + +<p>A few seconds after there was a knock at the door. She opened it and +admitted Rowland. He went to the bed, and began to whisper gently of the +hope of salvation to those who believe. Gladys opened her eyes, and +caught the hand extended to her.</p> + +<p>'More—more,' she murmured. 'Lord, I believe, help thou mine unbelief.'</p> + +<p>Rowland read the Office for the Sick, from the prayer book, and she +responded inwardly, her lips moving. Miss Gwynne came to the bed, and +kneeling down, joined in the prayers.</p> + +<p>Again Rowland spoke soothingly to the girl of the need of looking to +Christ, the Saviour, alone in the hour of her extremity; and she +murmured, 'He is my rock and my fortress.'</p> + +<p>'Do you trust wholly in Him?'</p> + +<p>'In whom else should I trust? All human friends are gone.'</p> + +<p>'Not all, you have friends around you.'</p> + +<p>'Have I? Thank you, sir? God bless you.'</p> + +<p>'I will come again and read to you when you are able to bear it.'</p> + +<p>Rowland said this and withdrew, without speaking again to Miss Gwynne, +or even bowing as he left the room.</p> + +<p>'He certainly reads most impressively,' thought Miss Gwynne; 'I could +scarcely believe he was not English born and bred; but still he is quite +a Goth in manners, and I am sure he thinks no one in the country so +clever as himself.'</p> + +<p>Rowland met Netta at the foot of the stairs.</p> + +<p>'Netta, I really am ashamed to think that you can allow Miss Gwynne to +wait upon that girl in your own house.'</p> + +<p>'I'm sure, Rowland, Miss Gwynne needn't do it if she didn't choose. I +don't want to catch the fever, and I never will run the risk by nursing +such a girl as that.'</p> + +<p>'Surely, Netta, you cannot be our mother's daughter, or you could not +use such unchristian expressions.'</p> + +<p>'I'm no more unchristian than other people, but you're always finding +fault with me.'</p> + +<p>The conversation was interrupted by a loud knocking at the house door, +and Farmer Prothero's voice was heard without, calling,—</p> + +<p>'Mother, mother, where are you? Here we are, all come!'</p> + +<p>Netta flew to open the door, and was soon industriously kissing a lady +and gentleman, who had just alighted from a little four-wheeled +carriage, and were waiting, with her father, for admission. Rowland, +also, in his turn, duly embraced the lady, who seemed much pleased to +see him. They brought in various packages, and proceeded to the parlour.</p> + +<p>'Where's mother, Netta?' exclaimed Mr Prothero.</p> + +<p>Rowland answered for her.</p> + +<p>'She is gone to Mrs Griffey Jenkins, father; perhaps you have not heard +that Uncle Griff is dead.'</p> + +<p>'Not I, indeed. Well! he's as good out of the world as in, though I'm +sorry for the old fellow. But what'll we do without mother? She's always +nursing somebody or other, either alive or dead.'</p> + +<p>Rowland turned to his aunt, and said that his mother begged him to +apologise for her necessary absence for a few hours.</p> + +<p>'I shall do very well, I daresay,' said the aunt, whose countenance wore +a somewhat austere expression.</p> + +<p>She was a lady of middle age, who prided herself upon having a first +cousin a baronet. Her father, a clergyman, rector of a good English +living, was the younger son of Sir Philip Payne Perry, and she an only +child, was his heiress. Mr Jonathan Prothero had been, in years gone by, +his curate, and had succeeded in gaining the affections, as well as +fortune, of the daughter, and in bringing both into his native country. +He had the living of Llanfach, in which parish Glanyravon was situated, +and lived in very good style in a pretty house that he had built +something in the style of an English vicarage.</p> + +<p>Mrs Jonathan Prothero, or Mrs Prothero, the Vicarage, as she was usually +called, was tall and thin, very fashionably dressed, with a very long +face, a very long nose, very keen greenish grey eyes, a very elaborately +curled front, a very long neck, very thin lips, and very dainty manners. +She was proud of her feet and hands, which were always well shod, +stockinged, gloved, and ringed, and as these were the only pretty points +about her, we cannot wonder at her taking care of them. People used to +say she would have been an old maid, had not a certain auspicious day +taken the Rev. Jonathan Prothero to her father's parish, who, having an +eye after the fashion of servants of a lower grade, to 'bettering +himself,' wisely made her a matron. Having no children of their own, +they lavished their affections on their nephews and niece, and their +money on their education.</p> + +<p>'My dear Rowland,' said Mrs Jonathan, 'I think I have agreeable news for +you. I wrote to my cousin, Sir Philip Payne Perry, whose wife's brother +is, as you know, high in the church, and received this answer.'</p> + +<p>She put a letter into Rowland's hands, and watched his countenance as he +read it.</p> + +<p>'My dear aunt, how very good of you!' exclaimed Rowland; 'the very +thing I wished for. Oh, if I can only get it, I shall be quite happy. A +curacy in London, father! Just read this. Sir Philip thinks I might not +like it in the heart of the city, but that is really what I wish. Plenty +to do all the week long. Oh, aunt, how can I thank you enough?'</p> + +<p>'By making every effort to advance yourself in life, and to rise in the +world, my dear nephew,' said Mrs Jonathan.</p> + +<p>'What do you think, uncle?' asked Rowland, turning to Mr Jonathan +Prothero, who was seated in the window, with a large book before him, +that he had brought from the carriage.</p> + +<p>'He! what! what did you ask?'</p> + +<p>'Only what you think of this London curacy that my aunt has been so kind +as to write about.'</p> + +<p>'Me! I! Oh, capital! just the thing in my humble opinion. If you get it, +you will be able to go to the Museum, and look up the old genealogy we +were talking about. Do you know I have made a remarkable discovery about +Careg Cennin Castle. It was built—'</p> + +<p>'Never mind, my dear, just now; we were talking of Rowland's curacy,' +interrupted Mrs Jonathan, who generally managed all business matters.</p> + +<p>'To be sure, my dear, to be sure, you know best,' said Mr Jonathan +absently, resuming his book.</p> + +<p>'For my part, sister,' said the farmer, 'I 'ould rather he had a curacy +in his own country, and so 'ould his mother; but he's so confoundedly +ambitious.'</p> + +<p>'Aunt, won't you come upstairs and take off your things?' asked Netta, +interposing, for once in her life, at the right time.</p> + +<p>'Thank you, my dear, I should be very glad,' and they accordingly +disappeared.</p> + +<p>'Father,' began Rowland, as soon as they were gone, 'I think it right to +tell you, that we were obliged, out of sheer charity, to take that poor +Irish girl into the house. It was impossible to move her without risk of +instant death.'</p> + +<p>'And upon my very deed, Rowland, if this isn't too bad,' cried the +farmer, stamping his foot on the floor, and instantaneously swelling +with passion. 'As if it wasn't enough to have paupers, and poor-rates, +and sick and dying, bothering one all day long, without your bringing an +Irish beggar into the house. I never saw such an 'ooman as your mother +in my life; she's never quiet a minute. I 'ont stand it any longer; now +'tis a subscription for this, now a donation for that, then sixpence for +Jack such a one, or a shilling for Sal the other, till I have neither +peace nor money. Come you, sir, go and turn that vagabond out directly, +or I'll do it before your mother comes home, hark'ee, sir.'</p> + +<p>'I can't father, really.'</p> + +<p>'Then I will.'</p> + +<p>Off stalked the farmer in his passion, crying out in the passage, +'Shanno, come here!'</p> + +<p>A servant girl quickly answered the summons.</p> + +<p>'Where's that Irish vagabond?'</p> + +<p>'In Mr Owen's room, sir.'</p> + +<p>Upstairs went the farmer, leaving Shanno grinning and saying, 'He, he, +he'll do be turning her out very soon, she will, he, he.'</p> + +<p>Rowland ran upstairs after his father, calling out gently, 'Stop, +father, Miss Gwynne—' but the father was in the bedroom before he heard +the words, and had made the house re-echo the noise of his opening the +door.</p> + +<p>He was instantaneously checked in his career by seeing Miss Gwynne +advance towards him, with her finger in the air.</p> + +<p>'Hush, Mr Prothero,' she whispered, 'she is asleep. Look here; gently, +very gently.'</p> + +<p>She led the enraged farmer by one of his large brass buttons to the +bedside, where the white-faced Gladys lay. She looked so much like a +corpse, that he started back affrighted. Then Miss Gwynne led him out +into the passage, and seeing from his angry face the state of the case, +instantly said,—</p> + +<p>'It was I who had her brought here, Mr Prothero; and by-and-by I will +get her sent back to her parish, but until she is better we must take +care of her.'</p> + +<p>At these words from the all-powerful Miss Gwynne, Mr Prothero was fain +to put such check upon his rising choler as the shortness of the notice +would allow. He could not, however, fully restrain the whole of the +invective that had been upon his lips a short time before.</p> + +<p>'No offence, Miss Gwynne? but 'pon my soul, I'm sick to death of my +missus's pensioners and paupers, and I'm determined to have no more of +'em. You may do as you please, miss, at your own house, and I'll do as I +please in mine.'</p> + +<p>Here Rowland popped his head out of a neighbouring bedroom</p> + +<p>'Father, Miss Gwynne is taking upon herself a risk and encumbrance that +should be wholly my mother's. She has nothing to do with the girl, +beyond showing her great kindness.'</p> + +<p>'Really, Mr Rowland Prothero,' began Miss Gwynne, drawing herself up to +her fullest height, 'I wish you would allow me to manage my own +affairs.'</p> + +<p>'Yes, yes, Rowland. What, name o' goodness, have you to do with Miss +Gwynne? I'm ashamed of the boy. I really beg your pardon, miss, but I +believe he's so set up by having a chance of going to London, that he +don't know whether he stands on his head or his heels. Go you away, +Rowland, directly. I won't have you interfaring with me.'</p> + +<p>Miss Gwynne could not help laughing as she saw Rowland's sense of duty +struggle with his pride at this authoritative mandate; but she was very +much surprised to see him bow politely to her and walk away. She +wondered whether anything on earth could have induced her to obey a +similar order.</p> + +<p>She followed Mr Prothero downstairs and made herself so agreeable to him +and Mrs Jonathan, that they quite forgot Mrs Prothero's absence, until +the sudden return of that good woman set all matters right, and enabled +Miss Gwynne to leave the farm.</p> + +<hr class='smallbreak' /> + +<h2><a name="CHAPTER_VI" id="CHAPTER_VI" ></a>CHAPTER VI.</h2> + +<h3>THE MISER'S WIFE.</h3> + +<p>'I must have money,' said Howel Jenkins as he sat alone with his mother +in their little parlour, the evening after Mrs Prothero had left them.</p> + +<p>'My dear, there will be plenty when we can find it, be you sure of that. +I do know well enough that your poor father was having a chest full, +only he was keeping his door locked and barred so that I couldn't see +him at it.'</p> + +<p>'But surely, mother, you must have some idea where my father kept his +gold. If I don't pay a man in London by tomorrow's post, I shall be in +jail before a week is over my head.'</p> + +<p>'Mercy! Howel, bach! Now don't you be spending the mint o' money that'll +be coming to you, there's a good boy, before you do know what it is. +Remember Netta! You'll be as grand as any of 'em now, if you do only +begin right, and are being study and persevaring, and sticking to your +business. I 'ouldn't wonder if you was to be a councillor some day. Only +to think of me, mother of Councillor Jenkins! You may be looking higher +than Netta, and be marrying a real lady, and be riding in your coach and +four, and be dining with my Lord Single ton, and be in the London +papers; and I 'ouldn't wonder if you was to be visiting the Queen and +Prince Albert again, and behaving your picture taken to put into your +own books and the "'Lustrated." I always was saying I 'ould be making a +gentleman of you, and I have.'</p> + +<p>'But, mother, before I can do anything like this I must pay my debts and +make a new beginning. I will marry Netta, now, in spite of the whole +tribe of Davids and Jonathans, and they shall see us as much above them +as—as—money can make us. Now, mother, we must have a search for the +money.'</p> + +<p>'Not whilst your father is in the house, Howel; I should be afraid. Be +you sure his spirit'll be looking after the money till the funeral's +over.'</p> + +<p>'Nonsense; where are the keys? We'll have a turn at the old bureau +anyhow. Money I must have, at once, and Rowland is as obstinate as a pig +about what the governor told him.'</p> + +<p>'Indeet, and indeet, Howel, you had better don't. Suppose it 'ould bring +him to life again?'</p> + +<p>'I'll risk that. Give me the keys.'</p> + +<p>Mrs Jenkins handed a bunch of keys to her son with trembling fingers.</p> + +<p>'Tak you a drop of spirits first. It do show how rich they are thinking +us now. There's Jones, the Red Cow, and Lewis, draper, are letting us +have as much credit as we like; and they 'ouldn't let us have as much as +a dobbin or a yard of tape before poor Griffey died.'</p> + +<p>Howel drank a wine-glass of raw brandy and went upstairs with the keys +in his hand. He crept stealthily into that room where the miser breathed +his last, as if fearful of arousing the body within the drawn curtains. +He proceeded to the bureau and tried the various keys of the large bunch +that he now grasped for the first time in his life. At last one key +entered the lock and turned in it. Hush! there is a sound in the room. +He turns very pale as he glances round. He sees no movement anywhere. +The curtains are so still that he almost wishes the wind would stir +them. He opens the bureau and again looks wistfully round. He is almost +sure that the curtains move. 'Coward that I am,' he cries, 'what do I +fear?'</p> + +<p>He turns again, and, looking into the bureau, sees that all the open +divisions are filled with papers, and imagines what must be the contents +of the closed and secret compartments. As he touches one of these a +tremor seizes him, and he fancies that a hand is on his shoulder. He +starts and turns, but the curtains are motionless as ever. He goes into +the passage and calls, 'Mother, come here. Quick! I want you directly.'</p> + +<p>Mrs Jenkins comes upstairs, looking as pale as her son.</p> + +<p>'Just help me out with this bureau, mother; I cannot examine it in this +room, you have put such ridiculous notions into my head.'</p> + +<p>'I'm afraid, Howel.'</p> + +<p>'Nonsense, come directly, or I must get some one else.'</p> + +<p>The pair went into the room and tried to move the bureau that had stood +for nearly fifty years in that corner untouched, save by the husband and +father, now lifeless near them. It was very heavy, and scarcely could +their united strength move it from its resting-place. They finally +succeeded, however, in dragging it towards the door, in doing which they +had to pass the foot of the bed. Unconsciously they pushed the bed with +the corner of the bureau and shook it. They nearly sank to the ground +with terror, expecting, for the moment, to see the miser arise, and +again take possession of his treasures. The mother rushed into the +passage, the son again called himself a coward, and, with a great +effort, pushed the bureau through the door and shut it after him.</p> + +<p>'Now, mother, help to get it into my room. One would think we were +breaking into another man's house, instead of taking possession of our +own property.'</p> + +<p>With the whole of their joint strength they succeeded in getting the +heavy piece of furniture into Howel's room, where, having first locked +the door, they proceeded to examine its contents. Disappointment awaited +them; they could find nothing but papers. Deeds, mortgages, bills, +letters, accounts, were arranged in every open and shut division. The +drawers contained nothing else, and the little locked cupboard in the +centre, the key of which was found upon the bunch, also enshrined +nothing but a few very particular documents.</p> + +<p>'These papers could not have made the bureau so heavy,' said Howel, +biting his nails. 'There must be secret drawers.'</p> + +<p>He pulled out the drawers and papers, and threw them on his bed. He +tried to move the bureau, and found it almost as heavy as ever.</p> + +<p>'I am thinking, Howel, bach, that cupboard don't go through to the back +of the bureau,' suggested Mrs Jenkins.</p> + +<p>Howel seized the poker and aimed a blow at the cupboard; the mahogany +did not give way, but they fancied they heard a chinking sound within.</p> + +<p>'I am thinking,' said the mother, 'that it must be a double bureau. It +is looking so much broader than it do seem.'</p> + +<p>Howel examined it, and began to think so, too; he took some carpenter's +tools down from the shelf, and set to work to try to pierce the back of +the bureau with a gimlet, in order to see if the gimlet would appear on +the other side.</p> + +<p>He worked the implement through a portion of the wood, and then found +its course stopped by some still harder matter. He had recourse to his +penknife, with which he hacked a hole in the wood, large enough to find +that there was an inner back of iron, or some kind of metal. Each new +obstacle served only to inflame his impatience, and to provoke his +temper. He forgot the bed in the next room, and everything else in the +world except the attainment of his object, and running downstairs, +returned with a large sledge-hammer that he found in the coal-hole. With +his strength concentrated in one blow, he swung it against the back of +the bureau, and had the satisfaction of finding his wishes gratified. +The concussion moved some secret spring somewhere, for as the piece of +furniture tottered on its foundation, and fell forwards against the bed, +out rolled such a profusion of gold, as led Howel to believe, the 'El +dorado' was found at last. Mother and son lifted up their hands in +astonishment; gold pieces were in every corner of the room, scattered +here and there like large yellow hail.</p> + +<p>The noise of the blow, however, and the subsequent fall of the bureau +had alarmed a neighbour, and before one piece of the tempting gold had +been picked up, there was a loud knock at the door.</p> + +<p>'Say the house has fallen in; the inquisitive fools!' exclaimed Howel, +as his mother left the room.</p> + +<p>Howel began to fill his pockets with gold pieces, and opening a box, +pushed as many as he could hastily gather up into it also. There were +thousands upon thousands of sovereigns upon the floor.</p> + +<p>'It was old Pal, the shop,' said Mrs Jenkins, returning to her golden +harvest, 'she was up nursing next door, and heard the noise. I tell her +it was the table falling down.'</p> + +<p>'Now, mother, as soon as all is over, I must go to London and clear off +my debts with some of this money; but I must see Netta first.'</p> + +<p>'Why don't you be putting it in the bank, Howel, bach? It will make a +gentleman of you.'</p> + +<p>'There's enough besides to make me a gentleman, if I am not one already; +and I promise you, that when I am clear again I will come back and make +all the rich men in the country hang their heads. But I want to see +Netta.'</p> + +<p>'Write you a bit of a note, and I will manage to send it.'</p> + +<p>'Pick up the money, mother, and I will write the note.' Mrs Jenkins +proceeded to obey her son, whilst he unlocked a desk, and wrote the +following hasty lines:—</p> + +<p>'I must be in London next Monday. I must see you before I leave. Meet +me at the old place in the wood by the little Fall, Sunday evening, +during church time.'</p> + +<p>He folded the note without signing it, and gave it to his mother, +without adding any address.</p> + +<p>'Seal it mother, and deliver it, or rather send it by some one you can +trust.'</p> + +<p>'I'll manage that. Now pick you up some of the money. Here's a hundred +pound in my apron now, and gracious me! the lots more!'</p> + +<p>'If you will keep the hundred pounds in your apron, mother, and let me +have the rest, I shall be satisfied.'</p> + +<p>'But what'll you be doing with all this goold?'</p> + +<p>'Preparing to make you the mother of Councillor Jenkins, or of a famous +man of some sort or other. What do you say to a poet or a prime +minister?'</p> + +<p>'I 'ould rather you do be a councillor, than anything—like Councillor +Rice, Llandore.'</p> + +<p>'Well, I shall perhaps, be a judge with all this money, and I daresay my +father—'</p> + +<p>Here a vision of the bed in the next room stopped the young man's +speech, and shuddering slightly, he kicked a heap of sovereigns that lay +near his foot, and sent them rolling into different corners of the room.</p> + +<p>'Take away the ill-gotten gain, mother, it will never prosper; you had +better go to bed, and I will do the same. I suppose it would be +impossible to sleep with that yellow usury on the floor. I should have +Plutus at the head of the imps of darkness about my bed, instead of +"Matthew, Mark, Luke, and John," that I used to pray to "bless the bed +that I lie on."'</p> + +<p>'Don't talk so fullish, Howel.'</p> + +<p>'Why it was you taught me all that Popery.'</p> + +<p>'The Lord forgive you, Howel, I never did see the Pope, and 'ould sooner +teach you the Methodist hymn book.'</p> + +<p>'Well, never mind, let us go to bed.'</p> + +<p>'I'll go down and sit by the fire. Lie you down here. God bless you, my +boy, give your poor mother a kiss.'</p> + +<p>'Good-night, mother, or rather good morning,' said the son, bending down +carelessly to be embraced by the parent who would sacrifice her life for +him.</p> + +<p>When Mrs Jenkins had left the room, Howel hastily collected the gold +that was scattered about, and tossed it, without counting it, into the +box already mentioned, which he locked, and put the key in his pocket. +He then lay down on the bed without undressing, and tried to sleep. In +vain, no sleep would come to 'steep his senses in forgetfulness.' The +bed in the next room, with its grim, gaunt inmate, was constantly before +his eyes. If he dozed for a moment, the miser, his father, and the gold +he had for years longed to obtain possession of, haunted him, and made +him start like a thief, as if taken in the act of stealing the coin now +by inheritance his own.</p> + +<p>'Cursed gold!' he exclaimed at last, jumping from the bed, 'what shall I +do with it? Pay my debts, and turn a sober man? I will try. If 'Netta +will have me, perhaps I may; indeed I am sure I could. We will come here +and cut a dash first, however. I should like to humble some of our Welsh +aristocrats by showing them how the son of Griffey Jenkins can eclipse +their genealogies, by the magic power of the Golden God. I will stay +over the funeral, then off to town and get rid of my pressing debts; +then pay Levi and Moses, and all my debts of honour; then set myself up +in clothes and jewels, and come home and carry off Netta; and, finally, +have a year's pleasure at least. Take Netta to the continent, and teach +her to <i>parlez-vous</i> a little more fluently than she does now, and to +assume more aristocratic manners; in short—in short—'</p> + +<p>The soliloquy was interrupted by the sudden explosion of some substance +under his feet, upon which he accidentally trod as he was pacing up and +down the room. He swore an oath that emanated from his fear, and thought +that the lower regions had actually opened to receive the gold he was +meditating upon, since fire and smoke accompanied the noise, together +with a smell of gunpowder. He rushed out of the room, just as his +mother, alarmed by the sound, was running upstairs.</p> + +<p>'They will carry him off before the funeral,' he cried, as his mother +asked what was the matter.</p> + +<p>Ashamed of his cowardice, he made an effort to return to the room, +followed by his mother. There was such a strong smell of sulphur that +both recoiled.</p> + +<p>'What fools we are!' exclaimed Howel, forcing himself to enter. He +stooped to examine the floor, and to his amusement and disgust, found +the remains of a cracker, which had burst beneath his foot-tread. There +were several others scattered about, that had been unnoticed, because +they looked simply like bits of paper. These had evidently been placed +by his father amongst the gold, in the hope of frightening any one who +might wish to finger it, and had rolled out with the treasure they were +intended to protect.</p> + +<p>Mother and son again left the room, the latter locking the door as he +did so, and putting the key in his pocket. They descended to the little +parlour below stairs, where they finished the night, alternately dozing +in their chairs, and talking, and occasionally supporting themselves by +draughts of the different liquors that were spread upon the table near +them. In spite of his best efforts to throw aside such thoughts, Howel +could see nothing all that night but the gold, the father who had won +it, and the poor wretches who had been ruined in paying usurious +interest for it.</p> + +<hr class='smallbreak' /> + +<h2><a name="CHAPTER_VII" id="CHAPTER_VII" ></a>CHAPTER VII.</h2> + +<h3>THE SQUIRE.</h3> + +<p>The dinners at Glanyravon were always unexceptionable. Mr Gwynne was a +bit of an epicure, and kept a capital cook, and his daughter liked to +see everything done in good style. Even Mrs. Jonathan Prothero declared +that the dinner-parties at her cousin's, Sir Philip Payne Perry's, were +scarcely more agreeable or better managed.</p> + +<p>Still, at the dinner in question, all the elements were not quite well +amalgamated. Although the dishes were so discreetly seasoned, and the +<i>entremets</i> so exquisitely prepared, that the most fastidious critic of +the gastronomic art would not have found a grain too much of any one +ingredient, there was a less judicious mixture amongst the guests. +Nothing could be more perfect than the bearing of the host and hostess. +Mr Gywnne was a gentleman, even in his peculiarities—fastidiously a +gentleman—and comported himself as such to every one. But he was too +nervous, and had too low a voice to put his guests at ease: one half did +not hear him at all, and the rest were slightly afraid of him on account +of this extreme fastidiousness, his nervous complaints and his being +very easily tired, or bored. Miss Gwynne was more successful at her end +of the table, but she rather annoyed some of her guests by being too +much bent on bringing out her friend Netta, and playing her off against +Miss Nugent.</p> + +<p>She was, however, very polite to all, and, for so young a woman, made a +very agreeable and fascinating hostess. So, apparently, thought all the +gentlemen, as they principally addressed their conversation to her, and +had manoeuvred, particularly the young ones, to sit as near her as +possible. The Rev Jonathan Prothero had the place of honour at her +right, and did not take up much of her time. He appeared to be deep in +the speculation concerning the ancient castle of which we have already +heard, and was learnedly descanting upon it to Mrs Rice Rice, a lady on +his other side. The said Mrs Rice Rice, having <i>un oeil aux champs, et +l'autre à la ville,</i> was ostensibly listening to him, whilst she was +really attending to her son, who was making visible efforts on the heart +of the heiress, Miss Gwynne.</p> + +<p>The Rice Rices were people of family and fortune, living in the +neighbouring town. Mr Rice Rice was in the law, and was at that moment +engaged in discussing the affairs of the deceased Mr. Griffith Jenkins +and his quondam articled pupil, Howel, with Rowland Prothero across Miss +Nugent. He was a portly well-to-do-looking man, with a bald head and +good-humoured countenance. His wife was even more portly than himself, +and sat, in black velvet and marabout feathers, as stately as a princess +at a drawing-room. The task of keeping up the family reputation of the +ancient house of Rice Rice devolved in a great measure on this lady, +assisted by her daughter; and, it must be said, that if any one could +have doubted the antiquity of this honourable race after an hour's +conversation with this enthusiastic pair he must have been a sceptic +indeed! Family pride is a common weakness, but one could almost call it +the stronghold of Mrs. Rice Rice, just as the various archæological and +historical glories of Wales and the Welsh was the fortress of Mr. +Jonathan Prothero.</p> + +<p>It was into these towers of strength that these worthies retreated on +all occasions. One saw the bulwark in Mrs. Rice Rice's ample, immoveable +figure, and in the glance of the eyes that looked over the somewhat +mountainous cheek; one saw it in a certain extension of the chin, turn +of the mouth, and slightly <i>retroussé</i> nose. One saw it, above all, in +her manner to the Protheros.</p> + +<p>But Mrs. Jonathan Prothero was quite as capable of sustaining the +dignity of the Philip Payne Perrys as the Welsh lady that of the Rice +Rices, and a satirist might have made a clever caricature of these +patriotic dames—the one thin and stiff, the other stout and stiff—- as +they compared their family honours.</p> + +<p>But the lady of undoubted rank and pretension of the party is Lady Mary +Nugent, who can afford to patronise or throw over-board whomsoever she +will. She is seated next to Mr Gwynne, and is lavishing a considerable +share of good looks and eloquence on that gentleman. Still in the prime +of life, elegant, refined, pretty, and a skilful tactician, she is a +dangerous rival of the young ladies, and is not wholly innocent of a +desire to eclipse them. She and her daughter are dressed very nearly +alike, in some white and light material, and at a little distance she +might pass for the fair Wilhelmina's elder sister. A profusion of +ornaments, too well arranged to appear too numerous, alone distinguish +mother and daughter. She has a handsome profile and a captivating +manner, two dangerous things in woman; but therewith she has an +occasionally malicious expression of eye and mouth, that somewhat +impairs the effect of the captivation.</p> + +<p>Her daughter is like her in profile, but has not her fascination of +manner. She is, however, beautiful as a statue, with chiselled features +and marble complexion. But she does not at present appear to have +character enough to possess the clever malice of her mother. This may +possibly come with suitors and rivals, who generally draw out all the +evil, and sometimes much of the good, of woman's nature.</p> + +<p>She is now simpering and blushing and saying pretty nothings between +Rowland Prothero and a certain Sir Hugh Pryse, who, on their respective +parts, think her a goose, being attracted elsewhere. Sir Hugh is +exerting his lungs to their utmost, and much beyond the boundaries that +etiquette would vainly try to impose upon them, in endeavouring to +attract the attention of Miss Gwynne; whilst Rowland is, as we before +said, discussing the death of Mr Jenkins and the prospects of his son.</p> + +<p>Perhaps the most uncomfortable person at the table is Netta, who really +does not quite understand how to behave herself in the new atmosphere in +which she finds herself. She never was at a dinner-party before, never +waited upon by grand servants, never surrounded by such gay people; and, +in spite of her ambition to eclipse by her beauty the Misses Nugent and +Rice Rice, she feels and looks rather awkward. Miss Gwynne does all in +her power to reassure her, but she sits, looking very pretty—by far the +prettiest person in the room—and very ill at ease, until the ladies +adjourn to the drawing-room, and she takes refuge in the pictures of the +drawing-room scrap-book and her aunt.</p> + +<p>The gentlemen arrive in course of time, which they must do, linger as +long as they will over the delights of port and politics, and then the +various schemes and thoughts engendered at the dinner-table are brought +to light over the coffee-cup.</p> + +<p>Miss Gwynne patronisingly singles out Rowland Prothero, who, reserved by +nature, feels doubly so amongst the ill-assorted elements around him.</p> + +<p>'Have you seen that poor girl since I was last at your house, Mr +Prothero, and how is she to-day?' inquires the heiress.</p> + +<p>'She asked to see me yesterday, and I went to her. She seemed more +composed, and liked being read to; but she is in a very precarious +state.'</p> + +<p>'Is your father more reconciled to her being with you?'</p> + +<p>'Not at all. And it certainly is very unfortunate. But he would not +allow her to be neglected now she is thrown on his kindness.'</p> + +<p>'I wish she had never come,' interposed Netta, who had ventured to cross +the room to Miss Gwynne.</p> + +<p>'Have you heard of the great catch you are all likely to have, Miss +Gwynne?' here broke in Sir Hugh Pryse, of stentorian reputation.</p> + +<p>'I do not know what you mean,' said Miss Gwynne.</p> + +<p>'Why, Mr Rice Rice tells me there is more than a hundred thousand pounds +to be raffled for by all the young ladies in the country. They have +simply to put themselves into the lottery, and only one can have the +prize.'</p> + +<p>'I never knew you so figurative before. Sir Hugh.' 'Don't pay any +attention to him, Miss Gwynne,' said a fresh addition to the circle that +stood round that young lady's chair. 'He means that old Griffey Jenkins, +the miser, is dead, and that Howel comes into all his immense wealth.'</p> + +<p>Miss Gwynne gave her head such a magnificent toss that her neck looked +quite strained.</p> + +<p>'I do not imagine many <i>young ladies</i> will purchase tickets in that +lottery,' she said, with a stress upon the 'young ladies.'</p> + +<p>'I have no doubt there are dozens who would, and will, do it at once,' +responded Sir Hugh. 'And quite right too. Such a fortune is not to be +had every day.'</p> + +<p>'But it is gentlemen, and not ladies, who are fortune-hunters,' said +Miss Gwynne, changing her tone, when she suddenly perceived that Netta's +face and neck were crimson.</p> + +<p>But the subject was become quite an interesting piece of local gossip, +and, one after another, all the party joined in it.</p> + +<p>'Howel Jenkins might make anything of himself if he would but be +steady,' said Mr Rice Rice.</p> + +<p>'Except a gentleman by birth,' said his lady.</p> + +<p>'Or the least bit of an archæologist,' said Mr Jonathan Prothero. 'I +tried one day—you will scarcely believe it, Mr Gwynne—to make him +understand that Garn Goch was an old British encampment, but he would +not take it in.'</p> + +<p>'Ah, really; I do not very much wonder myself, for I cannot quite "take +in" those heaps of stones and all that sort of thing,' responded the +host.</p> + +<p>'What can they find to interest them in that sort of person?' asked +Lady Mary in an aside to Mr Gwynne.</p> + +<p>Miss Gwynne overheard it, and answered for her father.</p> + +<p>'He is a young man of great talent, very rich, very handsome, and has +had a miser for a father. Is not that the case Mr Rowland?'</p> + +<p>'I—I—really, it is scarcely fair to appeal to me, as he is a +relation.'</p> + +<p>'And do you never say a good word in favour of your relations?'</p> + +<p>'I hope so, when they deserve it,' said Rowland resolutely, glancing at +his sister, who was biting her glove.</p> + +<p>'If I may be allowed an opinion,' said Mrs Jonathan decidedly, also +glancing at poor Netta, 'I should say that Howel Jenkins was a complete +scapegrace. What he may yet turn out remains to be proved.'</p> + +<p>'Well, that is putting an end to him at once,' said Miss Gwynne, 'and I +think we had better play his funeral dirge. Lady Mary, will you give us +'The Dead March in Saul,' or something appropriate? Never mind, Netta; I +daresay cousin Howel will turn out a great man by-and-by;' this last +clause was whispered to Netta, whilst the young hostess went towards a +grand piano that stood invitingly open, and begged Lady Mary Nugent to +give them some music.</p> + +<p>That lady played some brilliant waltzes, after which, her daughter +accompanied her in the small bass of a duet.</p> + +<p>'Pon my soul, that's a pretty girl, that little Prothero!' said Sir Hugh +Pryse to young Rice Rice. 'I never saw such a complexion in my life. +Roses and carnations are nothing to it.'</p> + +<p>'Rather a vulgar style of beauty, I think,' said Mr Rice Rice, junior, +taking up an eyeglass, and finding some difficulty in fixing it in his +eye. He had lately discovered that he was nearsighted, to the great +grief of his mother, who, however, sometimes spoke of the sad fact in +the same tone that she used to speak of the Rice Rice, and Morgan of +Glanwilliam families. She herself belonged to the latter.</p> + +<p>'I vow she's lovely!' cried the baronet, so emphatically that every one +in the room might have heard him. Most of the ladies, doubtless, did, +and appropriated the sentiment, but, by-and-by, Netta was triumphant, as +he went and sat by her, and complimented her in very audible terms.</p> + +<p>She blushed and coquetted very respectably for a country damsel, and +wondered whether a poor baronet, or a wealthy miser's son would best +help her to humble the pride and condescension of the Nugents and the +Rice Rices.</p> + +<p>Whilst Lady Mary Nugent was playing, Mr Gwynne very nearly went to +sleep, and Rowland Prothero, who liked nothing but chants, and a solemn +kind of music that he chose to think befitting a clergyman, was, in his +turn, looking over the drawing-room scrap book. Miss Gwynne gave her +papa a sly push, and whispered, that she believed Mr Rowland Prothero +played chess.</p> + +<p>Mr Gwynne aroused himself, and challenged his young neighbour. Miss +Gwyne, assisted by all the gentlemen, brought the chess-table, and the +game soon began.</p> + +<p>There is no doubt that there is nothing in the world more selfish, more +absorbing, more disagreeable to every one excepting the players, than +chess. Mr Gwynne began his game half asleep; Rowland began his in a very +bad temper. The former was glad of anything that could keep him awake, +the latter was disgusted at having been made the victim of Miss Gwynne's +anxiety to preserve her father from falling fast asleep in the midst of +his guests. But, by degrees, the one was thoroughly aroused, and the +other forgot his annoyance. Both soon ignored the presence of any human +being save himself and his opponent.</p> + +<p>Music and talking sounded on all sides, but they made no impression on +the chess-players. Lady Mary performed all her most brilliant airs and +variations in vain, as far as Mr Gwynne was concerned; and Rowland was +even unconscious that Netta had resolutely played through all the small +pieces she had learnt at school at the particular request of Sir Hugh +Pryse.</p> + +<p>'That game will never finish,' at last exclaimed Lady Mary, approaching +Mr Gwynne. 'How can any one like chess?'</p> + +<p>Mr Gwynne kept his finger on a piece he was about to move, glanced up, +but did not speak.</p> + +<p>'They tell me you ought to have at least five or six moves in your eye +whilst you are making one,' said Sir Hugh. 'For my part, I always find +one move at a time more than I can manage. It certainly is the dullest +game ever invented.'</p> + +<p>'Chess is a game of great antiquity,' said the Rev. Jonathan +sententiously. 'It is supposed to have been invented in China or +Hindustan, and was known in the latter place by the name <i>Chaturanga</i>, +that is, four <i>angas</i>, or members of an army.'</p> + +<p>'The army must be proud to send such members to parliament,' said young +Rice Rice, with a consciousness of superior wit, in which the remainder +of the party did not appear to participate.</p> + +<p>'True, young gentleman,' said Mr Jonathan, 'and well she might, for they +were elephants, horses, chariots, and foot-soldiers; but what such +members of an army have to do with parliament, I should be glad to hear +you explain. I do not remember mention being made of parliament till the +twelfth century. It was first applied to general assemblies in France +during the reign of Louis the Seventh; and the earliest mention of it in +England is in the preamble to the statute of Westminster in 1272. It is +derived from the French word <i>parler</i>, to speak.'</p> + +<p>'Then,' said Miss Gwynne, 'there must be some truth in what I have +heard, that the first parliament was composed of women.'</p> + +<p>'Good, good, 'pon my soul!' roared Sir Hugh.</p> + +<p>'But Sir William Jones says of chess,' continued Mr Jonathan, in the +same unchanged tone and manner, 'that the Hindus—'</p> + +<p>'Oh, my dear, pray do not let us hear anything of Sir William Jones; I +am sick to death of all the Jones',' interrupted Mrs Prothero, causing a +diversion, and a suppressed laugh at her expense, instead of at young +Rice Rice's, who had made the last sally upon Mr Jonathan, and a +somewhat mortifying retreat.</p> + +<p>It was remarkable, that whoever made a sly attack upon that worthy, with +a view to a joke, was sure to have the tables turned upon him, by the +matter-of-fact way in which his joke was received, refuted, and cut to +pieces.</p> + +<p>'I assure you, my dear, there have been many very celebrated Jones', Sir +William at the head of them. He was a great Oriental scholar. Then there +was Inigo Jones, the architect; and John Paul Jones, the admiral; and Dr +John Jones, the grammarian, born in this very county; and—and—'</p> + +<p>'That celebrated Mr David Jones, Mr Prothero, whose locker was so deep +that I am sure he must have been a relation of the admiral,' suggested +Miss Gwynne.</p> + +<p>'Truly so, my dear—but I have read—'</p> + +<p>'I am afraid I must trouble you to order my carriage, Mr Gwynne,' said +Lady Mary, looking impatiently, first at the chess-table, secondly at +her daughter, who was engaged in animated nonsense with Mr Rice Rice, +junior; and thirdly at Sir Hugh, still occupied in making Netta blush.</p> + +<p>'I beg your pardon; one moment, Lady Mary; I must just castle my king.'</p> + +<p>'Perhaps you had better put an end to the game, papa,' said Miss Gwynne.</p> + +<p>'Not for the world, my dear. What do you say, Mr Rowland?'</p> + +<p>'I should certainly like to finish it, but perhaps we are +inconveniencing others.'</p> + +<p>'Ah, yes, to be sure. Then will you come and dine with me to-morrow, and +we will finish it?'</p> + +<p>'Thank you, I shall be very happy,'</p> + +<p>Mr Rice Rice, junior, and Sir Hugh wished that they were good chess +players. It was quite an honour to be invited to a family party at +Glanyravon.</p> + +<p>'Put the chess-table into the book-room, Winifred, and lock the door.'</p> + +<p>Mr Gwynne actually rose in the excitement of the moment.</p> + +<p>'If the servants come they will disturb the men, and—and—all that sort +of thing, you know.'</p> + +<p>Miss Gwynne and Rowland carried the chess-table into a small room, +opening into the drawing-room, and duly locked the door after them.</p> + +<p>'I suppose you are fond of chess,' said Miss Gwynne for want of +something to say.</p> + +<p>'Very,' said Rowland laconically, and she little knew what was passing +in his mind.</p> + +<p>Always the same thoughts when in her presence—thoughts of mingled +approbation and dislike. But she cared little what he thought of her.</p> + +<p>'Dry and pedantic, and very disagreeable,' was what she thought of him.</p> + +<p>'Your nephew is rather a sinking-looking young man,' were Lady Mary's +words to Mrs Prothero, during his temporary absence.</p> + +<p>'Yes, he is very clever and gentlemanlike. He gained high honours at +Oxford, and my cousin. Sir Philip Payne Perry, is going to procure him a +London curacy,'</p> + +<p>Lady Mary looked still more favourably upon Rowland when he returned, +with a flush on his face, from the book-room.</p> + +<p>'Do you know that young Prothero is a very handsome young man?' she said +to Miss Gwynne.</p> + +<p>'Very handsome,' said Miss Gwynne, remembering her intentions for +Wilhelmina. And the carriages were announced.</p> + +<hr class='smallbreak' /> + +<h2><a name="CHAPTER_VIII" id="CHAPTER_VIII" ></a>CHAPTER VIII.</h2> + +<h3>THE MISER'S SON.</h3> + +<p>It was Sunday evening, and all the inmates of Glanyravon Farm were +either at church or chapel, with the exception of Netta and one of the +servants, who remained to watch the sick Gladys. Netta said she had a +headache, and preferred staying at home. By way of curing it she put on +her best bonnet and went for a walk. As soon as she was out of sight of +the house she set off at a pace that did not bespeak pain of any kind. +She soon struck out of the country road, with its hedges of hawthorn, +into a field, and thence into a small wood or grove, almost flanking the +road. The warm June sun sent his rays in upon her through the trees, and +helped them to cast checkered shadows upon her path, lighting up, every +here and there, a bunch of fern or flowers, and brightening the trunks +of the interlacing trees. As she saw the lights and shadows dancing +before her she became serious for a moment, and fancied they were like +the will-o'-the-wisp, and portended no good; but she soon quickened her +pace, and at the first opening went out again into the road, where the +sun was uninterrupted in his gaze, and her few fanciful thoughts took +flight.</p> + +<p>She glanced furtively into one or two cottages as she passed them, and +the absence of all inmates seemed to reproach her for her Sunday evening +falsehood. At last she reached a small cross-road or lane, down which +she turned, heedless of the profusion of wild roses that actually +canopied the way. Another path, narrower still, and thickly bordered +with blackberry bushes in full blossom, brought her to what seemed a +large mass of brambles, low underwood, and occasional young oaks. There +were, however, little patches of grass here and there amongst the +thicket, and into one of these she got with some difficulty. This was +the hall from which diverged one or two little passages, that looked so +dark, narrow, and brambly, that they appeared inaccessible. But Netta +managed to push aside some briars with her parasol and enter one. Almost +at her first footstep she tore her pretty muslin dress, but folding it +closer round her, she pushed her way. The smart pink bonnet was in great +danger, but escaped uninjured.</p> + +<p>At last she found herself on the brink of a deep ravine, almost +precipitous, and heard the sound of rushing water beneath her. Large, +gloomy trees outspread their brawny arms on each side of this gorge and +lovingly embraced above it, so that the rays of the sun were again +thwarted in their purpose, and turned and twisted about before they +could glance upon the dark waters below.</p> + +<p>Netta did not know all the tangles and tears she was to meet with when +she set out on her walk. She had not visited this spot for some time, +and then she had taken a more frequented path, on the other side of the +ravine. She looked around, and down into the depth below, but she could +see nothing but trees and brushwood. She was not strong-minded, so she +began to be afraid. However, summoning up her courage, she pushed into +a kind of broken stony path, down the side of the gully, and at the +expense of a few more rents in the muslin dress, and some scratches on +her hands, she succeeded in scrambling to the bottom.</p> + +<p>Here was a wild and beautiful scene. A waterfall rolled from a height, +over rocks and brushwood, down into a foaming stream beneath, that +rushed, in its turn, over huge stones through the dark ravine.</p> + +<p>As Netta stood almost at the base of the waterfall, and on the edge of +the rapid brook, something like reflection took possession of her +volatile mind. There was a solemn gloom and grandeur about the scene +that reminded her of the Sabbath she was desecrating, and therewith of +her parents, and her duty to them. For a moment—only for a moment—she +thought she would return, and strive to atone for the falsehood, by +giving up the object of her evening wandering. But a bright gleam of +sunshine darted through the trees—the stream foamed and leapt towards +it—the waterfall sparkled beneath—the arrowy fern glittered like gold, +and Netta's heart forgot her duty, and thought of her recreant lover. +Her repentance must come in gloom, her sin in sunshine.</p> + +<p>She plucked a bunch of the wild roses that hung around and above her, +and dashed them petulantly into the stream. She watched them as their +course was interrupted by the large masses of rock, and they were tossed +here and there by the angry mischievous water. At last they hung +trembling on a huge stone, stranded, as it were, on their impetuous +course. Again, for a moment, a serious comparison arose in her mind, and +she wondered whether her life might be like that of the flowers she had +cast away from her? whether she might be carried, by the force of +contending passions, and left to wither upon some hard shore that as yet +she knew not of. Such ideas naturally present themselves to the mind of +all who are not wholly devoid of imagination and when the rapid stream +again bore, away the bunch of roses, and Netta saw them no more, she had +quite believed that such would be her course upon the troubled waters of +the world.</p> + +<p>But she was not long left to speculate upon her future. Whilst her eyes +were yet fixed upon the spot whence the roses had vanished, she felt a +hand on her shoulder, heard a voice call her name, and starting round, +saw her cousin Howel behind her. He had crept so softly down that she +had not heard him, and she uttered a sharp cry that sounded like one of +terror, as she suddenly felt his touch.</p> + +<p>'A strange greeting, Netta,' were the first words, after they had shaken +hands.</p> + +<p>'You frightened me, and why were you not here sooner? I have been +waiting an hour,' was the rejoinder, in a tone of voice that belied the +radiant joy of the young face.</p> + +<p>Suddenly Netta seemed to recollect something that brought a shadow over +the sunshine.</p> + +<p>'Cousin Howel, I—I am very sorry for you. Poor Uncle Griff! How is +aunt?—and you—you look ill, Howel; what is the matter?'</p> + +<p>It was difficult for Netta to know what to say about the death of the +miser. She was not sorry, and she could not tell how her cousin felt.</p> + +<p>'Oh, yes; my mother is pretty well. I have been ill, but shall soon be +all right again. Netta, how long is it since we met?'</p> + +<p>'A twelvemonth next Friday.'</p> + +<p>'You remember the day, dear Netta. Then you do not hate me, although +they have done their best to make you do so, by calling me gambler, +spendthrift, drunkard, and all the charming etceteras.'</p> + +<p>'Oh no, Howel.'</p> + +<p>'Take off that bonnet, and let me see if you are altered.' He unfastened +the strings, and let the long black curls fall over the girl's neck. +'No, you are only prettier than ever, cousin Netta. How would you look +in lace and pearls, and all the goodly array of a fine lady?'</p> + +<p>'I don't know, Howel; but tell me what you wanted me for.</p> + +<p>'Just let me twist this bunch of roses into your hair first, to see how +an evening toilette would become my pretty cousin Netta.'</p> + +<p>Howel had torn a spray from the rose-bush at their back, and he inserted +it carelessly amongst the curls.</p> + +<p>'How well you look, Netta. I should like to see you in a ball-room. We +will go together to plenty of balls, if you will only consent.'</p> + +<p>'I don't like those roses, cousin,' said Netta hastily, 'they are +unlucky I think,' and she tore them from her hair, and threw them, as +she had done the previous ones, into the brook. 'Now let us see where +they will go.'</p> + +<p>'We have not time, Netta, and I do not know why I am fooling away the +hours. You must answer all my questions truly and plainly. I am become a +rich man, how rich I do not myself know; and I mean to let every one +belonging to me see that I can spend my money like a gentleman, and be +as grand as those who have hitherto lorded it over me.'</p> + +<p>'Particularly the Rice Rices and Lady Mary Nugent,' interrupted Netta.</p> + +<p>'Would you like to be grander than they, Netta? have a finer carriage, +more beautiful clothes, a handsomer house, plate, jewels, servants, and +all sorts of magnificence?'</p> + +<p>'Oh, yes, of all things in the world.'</p> + +<p>'Then you shall be my wife, Netta, and we will soon see whether we +cannot be as grand as the grandest.'</p> + +<p>'Oh, cousin!'</p> + +<p>'Well, dear Netta; tell me, are you changed?'</p> + +<p>'No, cousin.'</p> + +<p>'If I ask your father's consent, and he gives it, will you marry me?'</p> + +<p>'You know we settled that long ago, cousin Howel; but father will not +consent, unless—unless—'</p> + +<p>'Pshaw, but if I ask his consent, and he refuses it, will you marry me +then, dear Netta, dear, dear cousin?'</p> + +<p>Howel fixed his large, piercing eyes upon Netta, who coloured and +trembled, and murmured, 'Oh, Howel, I don't know—how can I?'</p> + +<p>'How can you? Who is to prevent you? We can marry and go abroad, and +return and ask pardon, and I will take a fine house, and they will be +only too proud to own us?'</p> + +<p>'Not father, Howel, unless—'</p> + +<p>'Unless I become a steady fellow, and settle down, as I mean to do, if +you will marry me. But if you refuse me, I shall just go on as I am, or +put an end to my wretched life perhaps.'</p> + +<p>'Howel, don't be so wicked,' cried Netta, bursting into tears.</p> + +<p>'Then, Netta, you must give me your promise to be mine, whether your +father consents or not, whenever I write you word, through my mother, +that I will have a carriage ready at the corner near the turnpike. But I +can settle all particulars at the proper time, provided only you +promise. Remember, you have told me hundreds of times that you will be +my wife, and neither father nor mother should prevent it.'</p> + +<p>'I do not know—I cannot tell whether it would be right.'</p> + +<p>'Not right to save me from destruction, to make me what I ought to be, +to cleave to your husband as if he were yourself, in spite of parents or +relations! I am sure, Netta, that you are taught to do all this; +besides, you cannot help it, if you love me. You know that I would have +married you when I had nothing, as readily as I will now that I have +tens of thousands, and surely this deserves a return?'</p> + +<p>Netta began to sob.</p> + +<p>'You know how it is, Howel. I am afraid of father, and could not bear to +annoy mother, but—'</p> + +<p>'But you love me better still, Netta; so do not cry, and we will be as +happy as the day is long. Will you promise me?'</p> + +<p>Netta sobbed on and hesitated.</p> + +<p>'I am going to London to-morrow, cousin Netta, to pay debts, and make +myself clear of the world. If you will promise, in a few months I will +return for you; we will travel, we will do anything in the world you +like; I shall have plenty of money, I shall probably write a book when +we are abroad, which will make me famous as well as rich; we will come +home and astonish the world. If you do not promise, I shall never come +here again, and shall probably live a gay, wretched life on the +continent, or elsewhere, and be really the good-for-nothing fellow I am +thought to be;—will you promise, dear cousin Netta?'</p> + +<p>Howel knew well how to assume a manner that should add force to the +feelings he expressed, and rarely did he employ his powers of persuasion +in vain, particularly with the fair sex, never with his cousin, to whom +he was really attached, and who was wholly devoted to him.</p> + +<p>'Netta,' he added, in a low, sad voice, 'I fear, after all, you do not +love me, and I have very few who care for me in this world.'</p> + +<p>'Do not say this, cousin,' sobbed Netta, 'you know I always promised—I +always said—I—I—will do anything in the world you wish me, cousin +Howel.'</p> + +<p>'Even if your father refuses?'</p> + +<p>'Yes, I will not care for any one but you.'</p> + +<p>'Thank you, dear Netta; now I know that we shall be happy, and you shall +have everything you can desire.'</p> + +<p>'Stop, cousin; I shall not marry you because you are rich, or great, or +likely to be as grand as other people—though I should like to put them +down, just as well as you—but because we have loved each other ever +since we were little children, and I could not care for any one +else—not even if Sir Hugh Pryse were to ask me.'</p> + +<p>Howel was both touched and amused.</p> + +<p>'You are a good, kind, little cousin, Netta; but what can you mean about +Sir Hugh?'</p> + +<p>Netta tossed her head, and looked vain-glorious.</p> + +<p>'Oh, I dined at Glanyravon on Thursday, and the Rice Rices, and Nugents, +and Sir Hugh were there; and Sir Hugh was very attentive to me, and said +a great many things to me. And he has been at our house since, and has +met me in the road, and been as polite as possible.'</p> + +<p>'But he is desperately in love with Miss Gwynne, or her fortune; so you +need not alarm yourself, my little cousin.'</p> + +<p>'You need not alarm <i>yourself</i>, you ought to say,' and Netta again +tossed her head.</p> + +<p>'Well, I am not jealous. Sir Hugh, with his loud voice, vulgar manners, +and stupid fat face, could not light a candle to me, and as to his +title, I will back my fortune against that.'</p> + +<p>'It sounds very grand to be called my lady.' Netta said this to pique +her cousin, and she succeeded; but she did not expect to provoke the +storm that she raised. The dark brow lowered, and he said,—</p> + +<p>'Netta, I am in no mood to be trifled with. If you wish to be 'my lady,' +take Sir Hugh, if he will have you; but I go halves with nobody. Now is +the time to resolve; I shall never ask you again; and whatever your +opinion may be upon the subject, I consider that I do you as great +honour in asking you to be my wife, as if there were fifty Sir Hughs at +your feet.'</p> + +<p>It was now Netta's time to pout and look cross. She generally did before +her private interviews with her cousin ended. Their quick tempers were +sure to inflame each other.</p> + +<p>'I am sure I don't care whether you ask me again or not. It is not such +a great favour on your part.'</p> + +<p>'Very well; then "your ladyship" has probably decided in favour of +this,' and Howel made a face to represent Sir Hugh swelling his cheeks +to their utmost extent. Netta tried to smother a laugh.</p> + +<p>'I am sure he is quite as good looking as you are, with your cross face. +You are enough to frighten one out of one's wits.'</p> + +<p>'If you had any, Miss Netta. But come, this is absurd. Is it to be Sir +Hugh in perspective, or cousin Howel at once?'</p> + +<p>Netta was still pouting, fidgeting with her parasol, and restlessly +pushing her foot through the grass and flowers, when they were startled +by a voice crying,—</p> + +<p>'Is that you, Netta?'</p> + +<p>Both looked up in affright, and, to their extreme disgust, perceived +their very sedate brother and cousin, Rowland, threading his way down +the opposite side of the ravine. He was soon at the bottom, and in less +than a minute had crossed from stone to stone over the brook, and stood +by the side of his sister.</p> + +<p>'Netta, what can you be doing here?' he asked abruptly.</p> + +<p>'I came for a walk,' was the somewhat hesitating reply.</p> + +<p>'Then, perhaps, you will have no objection to walk home with me,' said +Rowland, looking reproachfully at Howel. He met a defiant glance in +return.</p> + +<p>'Howel,' he said, 'I do not think my father would approve of Netta's +meeting you here, and, I therefore, must beg to break up an interview +that had been better avoided.'</p> + +<p>'Whatever right your father may have, sir, to prevent my seeing your +sister, at any rate you have none,' was Howel's indignant reply.</p> + +<p>'Then I shall take a brother's right, and in the absence of my father, +assume his place. Netta, you know you are doing wrong; come with me.'</p> + +<p>Netta hesitated, but her brother's manner was authoritative, and she +felt that she dared not disobey.</p> + +<p>'I tell you what it is, Rowland, you have always assumed a tone with me +that I neither can nor will brook,' passionately exclaimed Howel.' I beg +you to account for your conduct, and to understand that I will have +either an apology or satisfaction for your ungentlemanly proceedings.'</p> + +<p>'I never apologise when I have done no wrong; and as for satisfaction, +as you understand it, I have not the power of making it. I will not +desecrate the Sabbath by an unseemly quarrel amidst the most beautiful +works of creation, nor offend my sister's ear by recrimination. If you +have any real regard for her, you will allow her to go home quietly with +me, and remember that we are all relations, and ought to be friends.'</p> + +<p>'Friends we can never be. The only friend I have in your family is Owen, +except, perhaps, Netta, who is turned by one and the other of you, like +a weathercock by the winds.'</p> + +<p>'I beg your pardon, cousin Howel,' began Netta.</p> + +<p>'We have had enough of this,' said Rowland calmly. 'If you choose to +come and see us as a relation, in a straightforward manner, Howel, we +should be glad to see you, but underhand ways are equally disagreeable +to us all.'</p> + +<p>'How remarkably condescending!' said Howel with a sneer. 'But I will not +waste time with a canting, Methodist parson like you. I wish you as many +converts as you desire, but not myself amongst them. Remember, Netta! +Good bye. I suppose your most excellent brother will allow us to shake +hands.'</p> + +<p>Netta held out her hand, and as Howel shook it, he again repeated the +word 'remember.' Rowland advanced a pace or two, and partly extended his +hand. Howel turned abruptly away, and with a contemptuous glance, merely +said, 'Good day to you,' The brother and sister took an opposite course +to his, and had to cross the brook, whilst he pushed his way through the +briers that had impeded Netta's path. He turned and watched them as they +stepped from stone to stone, and finally ascended the ravine. Netta +looked round, and he kissed his hand to her, to which she responded by +nodding her head; but Rowland neither turned to the right nor left.</p> + +<p>'Meddling coxcomb!' he exclaimed, 'what is there in him that commands +the attention and respect that I fail to obtain with ten times his +talents?'</p> + +<p>He stood for a few minutes musing, whilst the music of the waterfall +insensibly soothed his irritated mind.</p> + +<p>'Why should I care for Netta, who could marry any one I like?' were his +thoughts. 'I suppose because she really loves me, and because they all +oppose me. Well, supposing I do turn over a new leaf, and spend the gold +my father got so usuriously, in doing good! That would be making a use +of a miser's money, rarely, if ever, made before? and might be worth the +trial, if only to work a new problem, whether ill-gotten wealth could +conduce to moral health. I should like to out-Herod that puppy Rowland, +and make a saint of myself out of a sinner. That would be working out +two problems at once. I wonder whether Netta will help me to solve +them?'</p> + +<p>Netta, meanwhile, was receiving a very severe lecture from her brother, +to which she did not condescend to reply, until he spoke of what his +father would say to her meeting Howel clandestinely,</p> + +<p>'I suppose you are not going to be cross enough to tell father,' said +Netta'</p> + +<p>'I shall certainly think it my duty to tell him,' was the reply.</p> + +<p>'Then you are an unkind, unfeeling, unnatural brother,' cried Netta, +bursting into tears.</p> + +<p>'Will you promise not to meet Howel again without my father or mother's +consent?' asked Rowland, relenting,</p> + +<p>'I won't promise anything? and Howel is a thousand times nicer and +kinder than you are. You have no feeling for any one. I wish Owen were +at home.'</p> + +<p>'Netta, you are very unjust? you know I only wish your good.'</p> + +<p>'And I suppose you wish Howel's good, too. Just as his father is dead, +and he meaning to be good, and only wishing to see me before he goes to +London, and having plenty of money to do what he likes, and intending to +pay his debts with it, and—- and—'</p> + +<p>Here sobs and tears came to the rescue of the voluble words that would +soon have worn themselves out—for Netta had no great flow of language.</p> + +<p>Rowland was perplexed. He was fond of his sister? he wished Howel well? +he did not know whether it would be best to let them marry or not. If +they were prevented, they would either take French leave, or hate all +their relations? and if they married they would not be happy, he was +sure. But he knew it was wrong to deceive his parents. In this uncertain +state of mind they reached home, through, the little hawthorn lane +before described. Mrs Prothero was on the look out for them, she having +returned from chapel and missed them.</p> + +<p>Netta ran past her mother into the house, without replying to her +question concerning her headache, and Rowland at once related to his +mother what he had seen of Howel and Netta's private interview, which +that good lady was very much distressed to hear.</p> + +<hr class='smallbreak' /> + +<h2><a name="CHAPTER_IX" id="CHAPTER_IX" ></a>CHAPTER IX.</h2> + +<h3>THE IRISH BEGGAR.</h3> + +<p>Glanyravon farm was anything but a quiet home during the ensuing week. +Mrs Prothero thought it right to inform her husband of what had passed; +and he blustered and raged even more than he had ever done about the +Irish beggars. Everybody thought proper to try to convert Netta, but +none of them knew the indomitable obstinacy of her character, and all +signally failed. Even Uncle and Aunt Jonathan had their turn, and drove +over on purpose to canvass the matter; but as the elders disagreed upon +the various points at issue, it was no wonder that all remained much as +it was before the unfortunate meeting we have mentioned.</p> + +<p>'For my part,' said Mrs Jonathan Prothero, when all were assembled, +except Netta, in family conclave, 'I cannot see so much against the +young man after all. Such a fortune as his is not to be met with every +day, and I must say he is very handsome and clever.'</p> + +<p>Here we must remark that this lady's sentiments had undergone a change, +since it had been rumoured that Howel was worth more than a hundred +thousand pounds.</p> + +<p>'I tell you what it is, ma'am,' roared the farmer, 'if he were worth his +weight in gold, he 'ouldn't be a good match for any prudent 'ooman. To +my certain knowledge he drinks and gambles, and he shall never have my +consent to marry Netta so long as I live, and you may tell him so.'</p> + +<p>'I do not know enough of him, sir, to have any communication of the kind +with him,' said Mrs Jonathan, stiffly.</p> + +<p>'My dear,' interposed mild Mrs Prothero, 'if he gets steady, and settles +down, it might be better to let them marry, than to make them miserable +for life.'</p> + +<p>'<i>Study</i>! miserable! mother, you're a—I beg your pardon, but when +Howel's study, I'll turn to smoking cigars. Why, the very night of his +father's funeral he was half drunk, instead of being decent for once.'</p> + +<p>'He couldn't care much for his father, my dear; you must make +allowances.'</p> + +<p>'An odd man, that Griff, brother David,' said Mr Jonathan Prothero, as +if just awaking from a dream. 'Do you remember when we were lads +together, and used to go up to Garn Goch looking for treasures? I knew, +even then, that it was an old British encampment, and began to speculate +upon its date, and so on; you used to hunt rabbits, and provoke me by +overturning the walls, but Griff got it into his head that there was +money buried somewhere, and never ceased digging for it. At last he +found an old coin of very ancient date, and seeing that I wished to have +it, he bargained with me, until he got all the money I had for it. Of +course the coin was worth any money, and satisfactorily proves that Garn +Goch was an old British encampment at the time of the invasion of the +Romans.'</p> + +<p>'Well, brother, you <i>are</i> by the head! That old coin is nothing but a +well-used sixpence.'</p> + +<p>'I have every reason to believe, and I am supported in my opinion by +various antiquaries, that it bears the inscription either of Cunobelin +or Caractacus. There is a decided C, and we are told that money was +coined in Britain in the time of Cunobelin.'</p> + +<p>'And how on earth did he get up to Garn Goch?'</p> + +<p>'Why, you know that Caractacus commanded the Silures, or people of South +Wales, against the Romans, and that they held out bravely, I have no +shadow of doubt that Garn Goch was one of their strongholds.'</p> + +<p>'But what can Garn Goch have to do with Netta and Howel? Brother, I +always shall say you are by the head with your antiquities.'</p> + +<p>'Well, I think you had better let them marry, I really do. It's no good +opposing young people, when they will have their own way at last.'</p> + +<p>'I sha'n't send for you to consult with again. Mother, go and bring +Netta here, and let us see what she has to say for herself.'</p> + +<p>'My dear Davy, would it not be better to speak to her privately?'</p> + +<p>'Not a bit. I can't say a word when I am alone with her, but I could +give her a bit of my mind when you are all present. Why don't you go, +and not stand looking as if you was as much by the head as brother Jo.'</p> + +<p>Poor Mrs Prothero perceived that her husband was determined to have +Netta publicly reprimanded, so, much against her will, she left the +room. Rowland was preparing to follow, not liking the prospect of a +scene, when his father peremptorily called him back.</p> + +<p>'Stay you, sir. If you was the better for going to Oxford, you'd try to +teach your sister how to behave, instead of cutting off the moment +you're wanted.'</p> + +<p>'I really do not think, father, that a public reproof is likely to make +Netta change her mind. You would do better to talk quietly to her.'</p> + +<p>Here Mrs Prothero returned, followed by Netta, looking as sulky as she +possibly could, and with the traces of tears on her face. There was an +awkward silence for a few seconds, during which both Mr Prothero and +Netta were getting redder and redder, and their inner man +correspondingly choleric. At last the father began the strife.</p> + +<p>'Now, I say, Miss Netta,' there was a pause for a few minutes. 'Do you +hear, miss?'</p> + +<p>'Yes, father, I hear very well,' said Netta, and muttered to herself in +continuation, 'who could help it?'</p> + +<p>'You hear very well—I should think so. You hear a good deal you've no +business to listen to. Do you mean to give up that scamp Howel?'</p> + +<p>No reply.</p> + +<p>'Now it's no use for you to stand there and say nothing, for an answer I +will have.'</p> + +<p>'I don't think he's a scamp,' said Netta boldly.</p> + +<p>Poor Mrs Prothero trembled, and looked imploringly at Netta.</p> + +<p>'My dear Netta, you should not contradict your father,' said Mrs +Jonathan, with a severe look.</p> + +<p>'You don't think he's a scamp. Then you mean to have him, I suppose?' +said Mr Prothero.</p> + +<p>'I didn't say that, father. But I don't see why I may not speak to my +own cousin.'</p> + +<p>Every one was surprised at Netta's answers. Like her father, she could +talk better before numbers. She had done nothing but cry when her mother +had reasoned with her.</p> + +<p>'Very well, miss. All I can say is, that if you meet him again +I'll—I'll—I'll—' the good farmer did not know what he would do. He +was not prepared to say.</p> + +<p>'He is gone to London, father,'</p> + +<p>'Will you promise not to meet him any more, you good-for-nothing girl, +you? You most disobedient daughter!'</p> + +<p>Again Netta was silent.</p> + +<p>'Will you promise your father, Netta,' said Mrs Prothero, gently, 'not +to meet Howel again, or have anything to say to him, without his +consent?'</p> + +<p>Still Netta was silent.</p> + +<p>'He may reform, you know,' suggested Mrs Jonathan, 'and then you may be +allowed to marry,'</p> + +<p>'No chance of that,' roared Mr Prothero, advancing towards Netta, taking +her by the arm, and looking as if a few more of her rejoinders would +bring her a good shaking. 'Do you mean to promise, miss?'</p> + +<p>'Father, you're hurting me,' said Netta petulantly. 'You needn't pinch +me so.'</p> + +<p>Mr Prothero relaxed his hold. He doated on this obstinate, pretty, +wilful child of his—the only girl, and whose temper was the very +facsimile of his own.</p> + +<p>'It's you're hurting me most, Netta, by rushing into certain misery. +Will you promise?'</p> + +<p>Again he took hold of the arm.</p> + +<p>'One would think you were a Papist, father, and this the Inquisition,' +said Netta, growing learned under the torture of her father's grasp,</p> + +<p>'Well said, Netta,' broke in Mr Jonathan, aroused by any allusion to any +subject out of the present. 'A cruel court that perhaps more properly +called Jesuitical than Papistical.'</p> + +<p>Mr Prothero gave Netta a slight shake, which shook more passion into +both of them, and frightened Mrs Prothero.</p> + +<p>'Once for all, Netta, will you promise to give up that scamp of a cousin +of yours, Howel Jenkins?' roared the father.</p> + +<p>'I won't promise anything at all,' replied Netta doggedly; and freeing +herself from her father, she ran to her uncle as if for protection.</p> + +<p>'You won't!' said Mr Prothero, pursuing her, 'then I tell you what it +is. The moment you are known to keep company with him, you may find some +other home than this; and if you determine to marry him, you shall be no +longer a daughter of mine. I'll never, as long as I live—'</p> + +<p>'Hush, hush, David, hush, please,' said Mrs Prothero, putting her hand +on his arm. 'Netta will not disobey us, I am sure. But it is her +obstinate temper; she never would say anything she was commanded to +say.'</p> + +<p>'Then you ought to have taught her better. She is a good-for-nothing +girl, and I'll—'</p> + +<p>'Netta, you had better leave the room,' said Rowland, opening the door, +through which Netta gladly escaped. '"Fathers, provoke not your children +to wrath,"' he added, turning to his father. 'You will do nothing with +her at present. She is worked up to a spirit of resistance by too much +argument, and the more you say the more obstinate she will become.'</p> + +<p>'You are all as obstinate as mules,' said Mr Prothero; 'I can't think +who you turn after. And then to have the impudence to say I was a +Papist! Why, I'd rather be a Methody preacher any day. And you to +encourage her, brother Jonathan. You ought to be ashamed of yourself.'</p> + +<p>Brother Jonathan started up from his dream of Garn Goch and the +Inquisition, to repudiate the imputation of encouragement.</p> + +<p>'I was merely glad to find that she knew anything about the Inquisition, +and had any information at all in her head; generally speaking, women +know so little. I assure you, David, it was far from me to wish to +encourage her in disobedience, or to offend you; so give me your hand.'</p> + +<p>The brothers shook hands very warmly, and in so doing, the contrast +between them was very great. The farmer I have already described. The +clergyman was a remarkable specimen of the 'dry-as-dust' species. Very +tall, very thin, with very loose joints, seemingly hung together on +wires, and a very prominent nose. He had acquired the habit of poking +his chin and looking on the ground, as if he were always in search for +something, which he possibly was, as he never despaired of finding some +antiquity or curiosity at any moment. It must not be augured from his +devotion to antiquarian lore that he made a bad clergyman On the +contrary, he was always ready at the call of the poorest parishioner, +regular in his visits to the sick, charitable in no mean degree, and +humble in his deportment to rich and poor. True, his sermons were +somewhat dry, and occasionally too learned for the greater portion of +his flock; but he made up for this by the simplicity of his conversation +when he talked to them at their own houses.</p> + +<p>He seldom was seen without a sort of school-boy satchel at his back, +containing a small hammer and other useful tools, which, it was +believed, had actually carried his lesson-books years ago. All the +villagers knew his strong-and-weak point, and he rarely appeared amongst +them without having various stones and imaginary curiosities presented +to him, particularly by the young people. Many of these stones found +their way into his bag, and it was not to be wondered at that he had a +somewhat round back, as he frequently carried a load upon it, that a +beast of burden would not have rejoiced in.</p> + +<p>He and Mrs Jonathan were a remarkable pair; one of those ill-assorted +couples that you wonder at. 'How in the world did they come together?' +was the usual question, the philosophic reply to which would have been, +that theirs was actually one of the 'Matches made in heaven.' The +gentleman got money to enable him to follow the bent of his genius +without anxiety for his daily bread, and therewith a stirring wife to +take care of him and his house; the wife got her great desideratum, a +husband, and therewith the desideratum of all women, her own way.</p> + +<p>But we must return to Netta and the other belligerents. As nothing more +was to be made of her at present, they let her alone, perhaps the wisest +thing they could do, and sat down to dinner. Netta declined eating, and +consequently was left to her own reflections. Mr Prothero inquired +anxiously of his wife, when he had cooled a little, whether he had +really hurt Netta when he took hold of her arm; to which Mrs Prothero +replied with unusual severity, 'No, perhaps it had been better if you +had; she wanted some trial or punishment to bring down her proud +spirit.'</p> + +<p>In the course of the evening, a little before Mr and Mrs Jonathan left +Glanyravon to return home, Miss Gwynne came to inquire for the poor +Irish girl. She joined the party in the parlour for a short time, and +gave a message from her father to Rowland, to the effect that he was +very anxious for another game of chess, and begged him to come and dine +at the Park on the morrow. Of course Rowland was only too happy, and the +rest of the party too proud.</p> + +<p>'Papa is disgusted at your having beaten him the other night,' said Miss +Gwynne to Rowland.</p> + +<p>'I think Mr Gwynne got tired,' said Rowland modestly.</p> + +<p>'What affectation,' thought Miss Gwynne, as she said, 'oh, no! he says +you are the best player.'</p> + +<p>'I disclaim that entirely,' said Rowland. 'I merely beat two games out +of three, and we had not time for another.'</p> + +<p>Rowland had been, according to promise, to dine and play chess with Mr +Gwynne; Miss Gwynne had dined with them, but had left them after dinner +to follow their own devices, whilst she had followed hers, and did not +reappear during the evening. Mr Gwynne had reproached her for her +absence, and she had declared that she hated to be so long without +talking, and that chess and young Prothero were perfect antidotes to +conversation.</p> + +<p>'That ancient, Saracenic game, as Mr Jonathan Prothero calls it, played +by a Goth,' she said, 'is beyond my store of politeness.'</p> + +<p>Mrs Prothero and Miss Gwynne went to see the poor Irish girl; they found +her rather better, and able to speak to them with some degree of +composure. The fever and its accompanying delirium had abated, and the +danger was past; but, as is usual in such cases, extreme weakness was +the result.</p> + +<p>'God bless you, my ladies,' she murmured, as Miss Gwynne stooped over +her to inquire how she did, and Mrs Prothero took her thin hand. 'I am +better, thank ye; I can see and understand, and know now all that you +have done for the wretched beggar.'</p> + +<p>Here the poor girl's tears began to flow.</p> + +<p>'We only wish to see you get well,' said Miss Gwynne softly, 'and then +we can help you to find your friends.'</p> + +<p>'I have no friends in the world miss, asthore; my father died years ago, +and my mother, brother, and sister all died of this horrible famine and +pestilence! oh me! oh me!'</p> + +<p>The tears flowed still faster, and Mrs Prothero begged her to be silent, +and not to excite herself; but with restless eagerness she went on, as +if anxious to pour forth her sorrows whilst she felt the strength to do +so. It was remarkable that her English was very good, and that, with the +exception of an occasional Irish epithet of endearment, you would +scarcely have discovered her country. Indeed, the Welsh peculiarities of +expression and accent sometimes appeared, so that it would have been +difficult to say where she was born or brought up.</p> + +<p>'I am going to look for my friends, if I live, and then, may be, I may +be able to repay you for your kindness to me, a poor, wretched wanderer +on the face of God's earth. If you'll be pleased to listen whilst I have +the strength, I will tell you my story.</p> + +<p>'My mother was a Welshwoman, born in some part of South Wales; she was +the daughter of a clergyman, and respectably brought up. Her father +taught her a great many things that we ignorant people in Ireland used +to think a great deal of. Oh, she was a good and tender mother to me, +ladies, avourneen.</p> + +<p>'My father was an Irishman, and a fine, handsome man. He was a soldier, +a corporal in the Welsh Fusiliers, and used to be called Corporal +O'Grady. He was going through this country to Ireland, to visit his +friends, on leave, when he first saw mother, and fell in love with her, +and she with him. She knew that her father would not be willing that +they should marry, so she ran away with him to Ireland. They travelled +about for some time with his regiment, but, after I was born, mother +went to settle in Ireland with father's family, and there she had three +other children, two boys and a girl. After this my father was wounded in +India, and got his discharge and his half-pay. He became a kind of +under-agent for a gentleman that lived in England, so we were very well +off as long as he lived; but he died when I was about twelve years old, +and then mother did not well know what to do. I remember my father's +death, and all our trouble, as if it was yesterday.</p> + +<p>'She set up a little school, and for some years did pretty well. She +could teach all that the farmers' daughters wanted to learn, and I +helped her; so we managed to live. It was a hard struggle sometimes, but +everybody was kind to widow O'Grady and her orphans; God reward them.</p> + +<p>'But the bad time came for poor Ireland; the famine visited us, and +then the pestilence! Ye have heard enough of the horrors, without doubt, +but not half of what they really were. We were all starving, dying—I +saw enough people die to make me wish myself dead hundreds of times, to +be hidden from the sight; but I was fated to live. You, ladies, in your +charity, have saved me again; but oh! if it were not wicked, I should +wish myself with my mother, brothers, and sister in heaven.'</p> + +<p>Here the poor girl's sobs choked her speech, and Mrs Prothero entreated +her not to proceed.</p> + +<p>'Only one word more, my ladies, and I have done. When they were all +gone—all—all—and I only left, I did not care what became of me. I +went about amongst those stricken down with the fever; but, woe is me, I +never caught it. I fasted from morning to night, day after day, but I +could not die of starvation; nothing would kill me. I was alone in the +wide world, yet it would not please God to take me to another, much as I +prayed to Him.</p> + +<p>'Before mother died she told me to go into Wales, and try to find if she +had any relations left. It was all she said, or had strength for; and +before she got ill she seldom talked of her friends. All that I know of +them I heard from my father when I was quite a child. He told me that +mother had written to her father when she settled in Ireland, and that +her letter had been returned with a note, saying that he was dead, and +his only son gone away, no one knew where. This was her brother, and my +uncle, but I do not know where to find him, only I am come to seek them, +that I may do her bidding.'</p> + +<p>'And what was your mother's name?' asked Mrs Prothero.</p> + +<p>'Margaret Jones, ma'am,'</p> + +<p>'My poor girl, there are hundreds of that name in South Wales. But we +will make inquiries for you, and when you are better—'</p> + +<p>'I am better now, thank you, ma'am. To-morrow I think I may go on my +way. I would not trouble you any more; a poor beggar like me is not +fit—oh dear! oh dear!'</p> + +<p>'Now I insist on your being quiet and going to sleep, and forgetting all +those horrors,' said Miss Gwynne, assuming her most decided voice to +hide her emotion. 'You are not to go away to-morrow; but I daresay in a +few days you will be able to do so, and we can help you a little. But +your best plan now is to get as strong as you can whilst you have the +opportunity,' and herewith Miss Gwynne put a large spoonful of jelly +into the girl's mouth.</p> + +<p>Mrs Prothero was wiping her eyes, and stifling a rising sob behind the +curtain, which caused Miss Gwynne to become very severe, and to utter +something about giving way to foolish weakness which aroused Mrs +Prothero, and made the patient bury her head beneath the bed-clothes.</p> + +<p>Miss Gwynne beckoned to Mrs Prothero, and they left the room together. +Upon asking for Netta, Miss Gwynne was let into the secret of the family +troubles and consultations, and greatly fearing to be made a party in +the lecturings overhanging the luckless head of the offender, she took a +hasty leave of Mr and Mrs Jonathan, and begging Mrs Prothero not to be +too hard upon Netta, or to let her son Rowland preach too many sermons, +went her very independent way.</p> + +<hr class='smallbreak' /> + +<h2><a name="CHAPTER_X" id="CHAPTER_X" ></a>CHAPTER X.</h2> + +<h3>THE SQUIRE'S DAUGHTER.</h3> + +<p>'You will oblige me by remaining at home this evening, my dear,' said Mr +Gwynne to his daughter.</p> + +<p>'That I assuredly shall, papa,' was the reply, 'for dear Miss Hall is +coming to-day, and that princess of bores, Miss Nugent, has invited +herself to tea. I certainly do wish Rowland Prothero would fall in love +with her. She is quite ready for the <i>premier venu</i>, be he prince or +peasant.'</p> + +<p>'Does not Lady Mary come, my dear?'</p> + +<p>'No; I am thankful to say she is gone to spend a few days with the +Llanfawr family.'</p> + +<p>'I am very glad Miss Hall is coming, Freda. I wish she would live with +you; it would be very pleasant, and a protection for you, and all that +sort of thing.'</p> + +<p>'Oh, do ask her, dear papa. I have tried a thousand times to persuade +her to come here and live with us for ever; but I think she will not +come on my invitation.'</p> + +<p>'I could not possibly ask her, my dear. I should break down at the first +word; we never were very familiar. She is stiff, and I am +nervous—and—and—I really could not summon courage.'</p> + +<p>Miss Hall had been Miss Gwynne's governess during a few years of her +education era, and had succeeded in entirely gaining her affections, as +well as a small portion of ascendancy over her determined will. She had +left Glanyravon to reside with an aged father, who, having lately died, +left her again under the necessity of seeking a situation. Miss Gwynne +had invited her to pay her a visit, and she was to arrive almost +immediately.</p> + +<p>She did arrive whilst they were talking about her, and as the carriage +that had been sent to meet her drove up to the door out flew Freda in +great excitement, and scarcely allowed her <i>ci-devant</i> governess to +alight before she was overwhelming her with embraces. Mr Gwynne followed +somewhat more leisurely, and received Miss Hall with his usual nervous +reserve of manner, but great courtesy. She responded most warmly to the +embraces of Freda, and quietly to the welcome of Mr Gwynne.</p> + +<p>We will not give a minute description of the new comer, because she is +not quite a person to be described. She is neither very good-looking nor +very plain, neither very old nor very young, neither very tall nor very +short, neither very talkative nor very reserved, neither very much +over-dressed nor very much under-dressed, neither very merry nor very +grave. Freda used to say that she was the personification of gentle +dignity and serenity, and in the days of her Italian studies called her +occasionally <i>La Dignità</i>, but more frequently <i>La Serenità</i>, which +epithet would sometimes be abbreviated into Serena, or Sera, or Nita, or +anything but Miss Hall, which the love of the impulsive pupil, so hard +to obtain, and so great when obtained, thought much too formal.</p> + +<p>When Freda took Miss Hall to the delightful apartment she had been +adorning for her for a week past, the first impulse of the older lady +was to throw herself upon the neck of the younger, and burst into tears.</p> + +<p>'Dearest Serena, I have been so very sorry for you,' was all that Freda +could say.</p> + +<p>For a minute there was silence, when Miss Hall, recovering herself, +said,—</p> + +<p>'Dear Freda, this is all so kind of you. If anything could console me +for the loss of my last earthly support, it is such affection as yours.'</p> + +<p>We will pass over the long conversation of those two friends, its +melancholy and its mirth, for there was much of both, and bring them to +the dinner-table and Messrs Gwynne and Rowland Prothero.</p> + +<p>They were rather a formal quartette, and at first conversation did not +flow easily. Mr Gwynne's nerves, Rowland's embarrassment Miss Hall's +natural depression of spirits, and Freda's resolution not to make +herself agreeable to a person she was determined to consider conceited, +were bad ingredients for a dish of good sociable converse. By degrees, +however, they thawed a little. Mr Gwynne wished to say something that +would set his young chess opponent at his ease, and said the very thing +likely the most to confuse a shy man. He made a personal remark and paid +a compliment.</p> + +<p>'I am sure your uncle and—and your father, of course, must have been +much gratified, and so forth, at your gaining that fellowship at +Oxford.'</p> + +<p>'I think you labour under a mistake,' said Rowland, looking more than +usually confused when he saw Miss Gwynne's eyes turned upon him; 'I +merely gained a scholarship at Rugby, which is really nothing. I did not +even try for a fellowship.'</p> + +<p>'Conceited!' thought Freda. 'I suppose he thinks if he had tried he +would have got one.'</p> + +<p>'Were you not at Baliol?' asked Mr Gwynne.</p> + +<p>'Yes; I went there because my aunt had a fancy for the college, her +father having been, there, otherwise I should have gone to Jesus College +and tried for a Welsh fellowship, which is more easily obtained, because +there are few competitors.'</p> + +<p>'Did you know anything of Mr Neville, Sir Thomas Neville's son?' asked +Miss Hall.</p> + +<p>'Yes; I was introduced to him through some friends of my aunt's, and we +became very intimate. He was very kind to me.'</p> + +<p>'Is he clever?'</p> + +<p>'Very. I think he has very fine talents, and is likely to shine at the +bar if he continues in his resolution to go to it. I have just had an +invitation to spend a few days with him, but do not think I shall have +time before I go to be ordained.'</p> + +<p>'Has your aunt settled the curacy?' asked Freda, with a wicked laugh in +the corner of her eye.</p> + +<p>'I think and hope so,' replied Rowland, answering the visible smile by a +blush; 'she has done her utmost to obtain it for me.'</p> + +<p>'Ah! she was well connected, and has some interest, and a—a great deal +of energy, and all that sort of thing; I should think she was a clever, +or I mean a—an enterprising woman.'</p> + +<p>Mr Gwynne hesitated as he said this, not admiring the lady in question, +yet thinking it incumbent upon him to pay her a compliment. His daughter +glanced inquiringly at Rowland, as if wondering what he could say to so +dubious a speech. He appeared equally at a loss, and, as he turned from +Mr Gwynne for a moment, caught Miss Gwynne's mirthful eye. He could not +help smiling, but said with much spirit,—</p> + +<p>'My aunt has been very good to me, Mr Gwynne, and I owe her a heavy debt +of gratitude for giving me at least the opportunity of getting on in the +world.'</p> + +<p>'Well, I like him for that,' thought Freda; 'and are you going to +London?' she asked aloud, with a degree of interest.</p> + +<p>'I am to be ordained by the Bishop of London to a city curacy,' was the +reply.</p> + +<p>'Will you allow me to take wine with you and wish you success, sir?' +said Mr Gwynne. 'Who knows but we may see you Bishop of London some day? +Miss Hall, Freda, will you join us?'</p> + +<p>Mr Gwynne became quite animated. He felt proud that the son of his most +respectable tenant should be going to take a London curacy.</p> + +<p>Freda bent rather less stiffly than usual to Mr Rowland Prothero. She +was annoyed with herself for feeling more inclined to be friendly with +him since she had heard that he was intimate with young Neville, and was +to be ordained by the Bishop of London.</p> + +<p>There was more conversation, which it is unnecessary to repeat; but in +due course of time the ladies retired to the drawing-room, where they +found Miss Nugent awaiting them.</p> + +<p>'Whose <i>beaux yeux</i> do you think we have in the dining-room?' asked +Freda.</p> + +<p>'I am thure I cannot gueth; perhapth Thir Hugh Prythe's,' Miss Nugent +lisped.</p> + +<p>'Do you call his <i>beaux yeux</i>? Little ferret eyes like his! No; guess +again.'</p> + +<p>'Young Rithe Rithe?'</p> + +<p>'Wrong again.'</p> + +<p>'Not Captain Lewith?'</p> + +<p>'Some one much nearer home.'</p> + +<p>'I do not know any one elthe, exthept that Mr Howel Jenkinth, who, they +thay, will be quite a grand man.'</p> + +<p>'I do not even know him. What do you think of his cousin, Mr Rowland +Prothero?'</p> + +<p>'I never thought about him; mamma thayth he ith very handthome, but I am +thure he is very <i>gauche</i> and countrified.'</p> + +<p>'Oh, I am sure he is not. You are greatly mistaken, he has been in +excellent society, and is going at once to a London living—curacy I +mean, but it is all the same.'</p> + +<p>Miss Hall looked rather amazed at Freda. A few hours before she had been +lamenting the necessity of entertaining that 'stupid young Prothero.'</p> + +<p>'Ith he really?' said Miss Nugent. 'The London curateth are tho +interething. There ith one at Tht Jameth'th, with a pale face and black +hair, and thuch a beautiful voice. Ith Mr Prothero going to Tht +Jameth'th?'</p> + +<p>'You shall ask him yourself; I daresay he will like you to seem +interested.'</p> + +<p>'Are you going to Tht Jameth'th, Mr Prothero?' inquired Miss Nugent, +when that young man entered the room shortly after.</p> + +<p>'I beg your pardon, I do not quite understand what you mean.'</p> + +<p>'Mith Gwynne thaid you were going to a London curacy; I thought it might +be Tht Jameth'th.'</p> + +<p>'I believe not. If I go to London I shall probably be in the city—a +very different locality to St James's.'</p> + +<p>'Oh! when we are in town we alwayth go to Tht Jameth'th, it ith thuch a +nice church.'</p> + +<p>Freda perceived that Miss Nugent's interest fell as soon as she found +that Rowland was going into the city. She also saw a smile lurking about +Rowland's mouth when he said,—</p> + +<p>'I have never been in London; but I suppose St James's is one of the +fashionable parts.'</p> + +<p>'Oh yeth, very. Numberth of grand people go to Tht Jameth'th; don't you +with you were going to be curate there instead of the thity?'</p> + +<p>Rowland was grave in a moment.</p> + +<p>'I should wish to labour wherever there is the largest field to work in, +Miss Nugent, whether in the city or St James's.'</p> + +<p>'Yeth, to be sure, I believe there are loths of poor people in Tht +Jameth'th. I onthe went by chance into thuch a nathty alley clothe by +Tht Jameth'th Threet. Thuch dirty children!'</p> + +<p>'Alas,' said Miss Hall, coming to the rescue of Rowland, who was looking +quite distressed, 'we cannot go many steps in the London parishes, be +they fashionable or unfashionable, without entering a "vineyard" amply +wide enough for any one who wishes to work in it, whether priest or +layman.'</p> + +<p>Rowland looked round brightly and pleasantly at Miss Hall. Freda could +not help noticing the sudden animation in a face that she had considered +a minute ago almost heavy.</p> + +<p>'When are we to have our game at chess?' interrupted Mr Gwynne. 'The +poor of London is a subject I quite dread to hear discussed, it is so +hopeless. One can do no good, and what is the use of tormenting oneself +about it here in Wales.'</p> + +<p>'Oh, papa! they want very decided measures; plenty of police, active +magistrates, and I don't know what besides,' said Freda.</p> + +<p>'Would you allow me to supply what you have omitted?' asked Rowland; +'they want Christian sympathy, Christian teaching, brotherly kindness, +and the aid of the rich and powerful.'</p> + +<p>Freda considered Rowland's finale to her sentence impertinent and was +about to take up the defence of her magisterial system very warmly, +when she met a glance so earnest and appealing, and withal so beautiful +in its earnestness, that she could not find in her heart to answer it by +a hard look or word; so, for want of better reply, she went to prepare +the chess-table.</p> + +<p>'I wish you joy of that Saracenic game,' she said ironically, as her +father and Rowland sat down to chess, not perhaps quite by the wish of +one of the pair.</p> + +<p>'I thought you liked chess, Freda?' said Miss Hall.</p> + +<p>'Oh, pretty well, when I can get any one who does not beat me. I hate so +to lose a game that I think it is better not to play at all than to run +the risk of feeling in a passion, and not being able to give vent to +it.'</p> + +<p>'Perhaps the better plan would be to control the passion,' said Miss +Hall.</p> + +<p>'Impossible! I am sure it must be just such a feeling as a good general +would have if he lost a battle, after having done his best to win it.'</p> + +<p>'I suppose the best general is always the calmest, both in victory and +defeat,' murmured Rowland, without taking his eyes from his men.</p> + +<p>'If you would oblige me by not talking,' said Mr Gwynne nervously; 'I +can never play if my opponent talks.'</p> + +<p>'I beg your pardon,' said Rowland; 'I know it is very disagreeable.'</p> + +<p>'Are you too tired to visit some of your old haunts, Serenità?' said +Freda. 'By the way that would be a good name for Mr Prothero's ideal +general.'</p> + +<p>'Not quite,' began Rowland, but was silent in a moment.</p> + +<p>'My dear Freda, are you going out? I really am sorry to stop your +amusement, and so forth, but I cannot play,' said Mr Gwynne.</p> + +<p>'Exactly, papa; we will go directly if Miss Hall likes.'</p> + +<p>The three ladies left the room, and, as Rowland glanced after them, he +very decidedly wished that he might be permitted to accompany them. One +other great wish he also had at his heart, the conversion of Miss Gwynne +to a purer and higher tone of mind. He did not, we grieve to say, bestow +a similar pastoral thought on Miss Nugent.</p> + +<p>'That position of your queen at such an early stage of the game must be +an oversight, I think. Excuse me, but I could not take such an unfair +advantage,' said Mr Gwynne.</p> + +<p>Rowland was roused at once. He gave himself up to his game, and an hour +afterwards, when the ladies returned from their walk, and candles were +ordered, it was still in progress, but he had the best of it.</p> + +<p>'Will you sing for us, Serena?' said Freda.</p> + +<p>'Will you sing a duet with me?' was the reply.</p> + +<p>The duet was sung, and another and another and another, and Rowland lost +the game.</p> + +<p>Mr Gwynne arose, very much elated and rubbing his hands gently, +according to his wont.</p> + +<p>'How do you feel, general, defeated?' asked Freda.</p> + +<p>'Very much like a subaltern,' said Rowland.</p> + +<p>'Do you sing, Mr Prothero?' asked Miss Hall; 'all the Welsh are so +musical that I think there are few who have not voices.'</p> + +<p>'I sometimes sing chants and sacred music; but I know very few songs, +and those old ones.'</p> + +<p>'Perhaps you will take the bass of some of these old glees. Here is "The +Chough and Crow," "When shall we three meet again," "The Canadian Boat +Song," "The Sicilian Mariner," and I know not how many more,' said Miss +Hall, turning over the leaves of a thick old book full of glees.</p> + +<p>'I will do my best,' said Rowland, and the glees began in earnest.</p> + +<p>All the Protheros were musical, and Rowland had a very fine clear voice. +Miss Hall was right in saying that the Welsh are a musical people; +Rowland was a happy example. He had been studying Church music a good +deal, and learning to take different parts, so he acquitted himself very +creditably in the glees, all of which he had either tried or heard sung. +Freda was quite astonished. She had a great taste for music herself, and +a good voice, but would never sing with any one but Miss Hall, a piece +of wilfulness that her father occasionally reproached her with. The +addition of Rowland was rather agreeable to her, as it enabled them to +sing the glees that she was fond of. She no longer objected to the +chess, and when her father proposed giving Rowland his revenge on the +morrow, she added, 'And then we can wind up with a few more glees.'</p> + +<p>Rowland bowed his thanks and departed.</p> + +<p>During the ensuing month there were frequent chess and glee clubs at +Glanyravon. What the effect such associations had upon Rowland he never +confided to any one, but when Miss Hall expressed her opinion that 'Mr +Prothero was a sensible, unaffected young man, but shy,' Freda +condescended to say, 'Well, he is not quite such a Goth or half as +affected as I fancied he was, but he has a very good opinion of himself, +nevertheless.'</p> + +<p>In due course Rowland went to London to be ordained, and so ended the +chess and glee clubs.</p> + +<hr class='smallbreak' /> + +<h2><a name="CHAPTER_XI" id="CHAPTER_XI" ></a>CHAPTER XI.</h2> + +<h3>THE SAILOR.</h3> + +<p>Argument and persuasion were alike thrown away upon Netta Prothero. She +would make no promises, no concessions; she stood her ground with the +obstinacy of a Cadwallader. Her father stormed for about a week, when he +got tired of the subject and of Netta's resolute manner and cross face, +and gave it up. He heard that Howel had started for London, having put +his affairs in the hands of an attorney, and that it was not at all +unlikely that he would marry some lady of rank. He laughed heartily at +the notion. It was also rumoured that he meant to return and take a +place in the neighbourhood, stand for the county, and be one of the +greatest men in South Wales. In short, the enchanter, the merlin, the +open sesame, the omnipotent sorcerer <i>gold</i> was to work the miracles to +which Howel had been so long looking forward. And the gossips were not +far wrong. Gold is truly a famous master-key to all hearts and to all +companies.</p> + +<p>But whilst the gossips—and who is not a gossip in a country +neighbourhood?—whilst the gossips were settling Howel's future so +comfortably and respectably for him, he was dispensing his gold amongst +gamblers and the like—paying debts of honour as they are called.</p> + +<p>However, Mr Prothero thought it not unlikely that what the gossips said +might prove true, and was therefore tolerably comfortable about his +spoilt pet, Netta. When his anger and her pouting had subsided, matters +went on much as usual for a time at the farm. Even the blaze that was +kindled at the incursion of the Irish girl, had well-nigh gone out, and +Mr Prothero had nearly forgotten her existence.</p> + +<p>She, meanwhile, was slowly recovering under Mrs Prothero's kind care. +One day, that good woman was sitting with her in the little room that +had been allotted to her, and said,—</p> + +<p>'Is there anything you could think of that would amuse you, my dear?'</p> + +<p>'If I might—' Gladys began and paused.</p> + +<p>'Pray, go on, do not be afraid to ask.'</p> + +<p>'If I might only make up that cap for you, ma'am, I should be so proud. +I used to make caps at home.'</p> + +<p>Mrs Prothero was manufacturing a cap for herself, and had a certain +womanly fear as to how it would turn out, if transferred to other +fingers; but she did not like to refuse the request, so she resigned it +into the thin hands of Gladys. She was almost immediately called away, +and did not return for some hours. When she again visited her invalid +she found her quite excited with her work that she had just completed.</p> + +<p>'Oh, what a pretty cap!' said Mrs Prothero, quite astonished at the +taste displayed. 'I must just run and show it to Netta—I am so much +obliged to you.'</p> + +<p>Mrs Prothero left the room and soon returned, followed by her daughter.</p> + +<p>'Can you trim bonnets as well as make caps?' asked Netta, forgetful of +infection when her personal interest was involved.</p> + +<p>'Yes, miss, a little,' replied Gladys modestly.</p> + +<p>'I wish you would trim mine for me to-morrow.'</p> + +<p>'Oh, thank you, miss! If you will only let me try I shall be so +grateful.'</p> + +<p>'She does not seem like a beggar after all,' thought Netta. 'Who taught +you to work so nicely?' she said aloud.</p> + +<p>'I was apprenticed to a mantua-maker and milliner for six months, miss, +and after that I worked for the neighbours.'</p> + +<p>'How could you work for them, when they are all rags and tatters?'</p> + +<p>'There were some farmers' wives, miss,' said Gladys, colouring slightly, +'and the clergyman's family, and the steward's—I used to work for +them.'</p> + +<p>'Then how came you here?'</p> + +<p>'People couldn't work, or pay for work, miss, when every one was +starvin' around them.'</p> + +<p>Mrs Prothero looked at Netta reproachfully. The girl was not really +hard-hearted, so she changed the subject.</p> + +<p>'I daresay you can knit and mark samplers?' she said.</p> + +<p>'Yes, miss, mother taught us to do that at school.'</p> + +<p>'I think, Netta,' interrupted Mrs Prothero, 'that she must go to bed +now. She looks tired, and has been up long enough.'</p> + +<p>'What a fuss mother makes about the girl,' muttered Netta as she left +the room.</p> + +<p>The following day the bonnet was tastily trimmed under Netta's +superintendence, and work enough hunted up to employ Gladys for a month +at least. Netta even found an old cotton gown, which she presented to +her in return for her labours. It was not long enough, but Gladys +thought she might be able to lengthen it.</p> + +<p>Whilst her convalescence and Netta's needlework were thus progressing, +there was an arrival at the farm. One evening the family were assembled +in the large hall, their usual sitting-room. Mr Prothero was reading the +newspaper at a small round table, with an especial candle to himself. +His worthy wife was mending or making shirts. At another round table, +not very far off, Netta had some work in her hands, and one of Captain +Marryat's novels open before her.</p> + +<p>'Why don't you do your work instead of reading those trashy stories, +Netta?' suddenly exclaimed Mr Prothero.</p> + +<p>'I am working, father,' said Netta.</p> + +<p>'Pretty working sure enough. What nonsense have you got reading now?'</p> + +<p>'Peter Simple, father, oh it is so funny.'</p> + +<p>'Ah! it was that stupid stuff, and 'The Pilot,' and 'The Spy,' and I +don't know what else, that sent Owen off to sea. I suppose it's there +you learn all your nonsense. I wish you would read the cookery book, and +help your mother to take care of the house and dairy, instead of doing +what's no good in the world.'</p> + +<p>A loud knocking at the door interrupted a rather pert reply.</p> + +<p>'Who on earth is that at this time of night?' exclaimed the farmer, +throwing down his paper.</p> + +<p>'Shanno,' called Mrs Prothero into the passage, 'ask who it is before +you open the door.'</p> + +<p>'It's no great things,' suggested Netta, 'for they're knocking with a +stick, and not with the knocker.'</p> + +<p>'Name o' goodness, what's the row?' said the farmer.</p> + +<p>'Who's there?' demanded Shanno, in the passage.</p> + +<p>The answer did not reach the hall, but Shanno came rushing in, 'It's +them Irishers again, master, upon my deet, they do be here for ever.'</p> + +<p>'Give me my stick!' exclaimed Mr Prothero, 'if I don't give them a +lesson my name isn't David.'</p> + +<p>He seized a stick and went into the passage, followed by his wife, +murmuring, 'Oh, David, bach,' and by Netta as far as the door, from +which she peeped down the passage.</p> + +<p>'Who's there?' roared the farmer in a voice of thunder.</p> + +<p>'May it please yer honour, I'm cowld and hungry. Long life to yer honour +and her leddyship, if yell only give the loan o' yer barn, or maybe yer +loft, or—'</p> + +<p>'I'll show you the way to my barn, you idle, good-for-nothing scamp,' +cried Mr Prothero, opening the door, and levelling a blow with his stick +into the moonlight, that must infallibly have knocked down any one less +agile than the man for whom it was intended. As it was, the unwelcome +visitor jumped aside, whilst the portly farmer tripped himself up by his +own impetuosity, and fell upon the threshold. Mrs Prothero and Netta +screamed, and Shanno took hold of the beggar's arm, to prevent his +escape. But the beggar had pulled Mr Prothero up, and was beginning to +sympathise with him in broad brogue, when that valiant anti-Irishman got +hold of his stick again, and began to belabour the unoffending party's +back most manfully.</p> + +<p>'Enough's as good as a faist, yer honour,' cried the stranger, skipping +from side to side, and evading the blows very skilfully; 'pon my sowl, +yer honour 'ud do for a fair or a wake. 'Tis madam as has the heart an' +the conscience for the poor Irish, an' miss, too, asthore!'</p> + +<p>The impudent fellow ran round to where Netta stood, who, in terror, went +into the house, followed by the man, and after him, the rest in full hue +and cry.</p> + +<p>'Tin thousand pardons, miss,' said the man, taking off his hat and +confronting Netta.</p> + +<p>'Owen! Owen!' screamed Netta. 'For shame upon you, you naughty boy,' and +therewith Netta and the unexpected guest were hugging one another, most +lovingly.</p> + +<p>''Tis the mother will give the poor Irisher a lodgin' and a drop o' the +cratur,' cried that mother's well-beloved eldest born almost catching +her up in his arms, and smothering her with kisses. 'And the masther +isn't so hard-hearted as he looks,' he added, shaking the astonished +farmer by the hand.</p> + +<p>'Owen! oughtn't you to be ashamed of yourself?' cried the farmer, +laughing aloud, and rubbing his right leg.</p> + +<p>'Not kilt intirely, yer honour! didn't I take you all in, that's all!'</p> + +<p>'Where did you come from? How did you come? When did you leave your +ship?' were the questions reiterated on all sides of the welcome guest.</p> + +<p>'I'll tell you all that to-morrow. At present I am dying of cowld and +hunger, and haven't broke me fast since morning. Let me show you how the +locker stands.'</p> + +<p>Owen emptied his pockets, and from a corner of one of them turned out a +solitary halfpenny.</p> + +<p>'I shouldn't have had that if old Nanny Cwmgwyn hadn't given it to me +just now. But I'll tell you my story to-morrow in character.'</p> + +<p>'Not an improved one anyhow,' said Mr Prothero with a gathering frown.</p> + +<p>'Don't lecture to-night, Datta, bach; you shall have an hour on purpose +to-morrow, when I promise to listen to edification. 'Pon my word it is +pleasant to be at home again. How I long to sleep in my comfortable bed +once more.'</p> + +<p>Poor Mrs Prothero's countenance fell, and Netta looked malicious.</p> + +<p>'Not likely to sleep there to-night, boy,' said the farmer; 'mother has +got visitors.'</p> + +<p>'Visitors!' exclaimed Owen, 'and gone to bed already! what sleepy +people.'</p> + +<p>'Some of your friends of the cowld and hungry sort,' said the farmer.</p> + +<p>'Not mother's old friends, and my relations, the Irish beggars?'</p> + +<p>'Singular number, and a young lady!' said the farmer with a sneer and a +puff of the tobacco with which he was beginning to solace himself, at +the sight of the bread and cheese that were appearing.</p> + +<p>'A poor girl, Owen, who was taken ill,' said Mrs Prothero.</p> + +<p>'I understand it all, mother; never mind, she's welcome for once, +provided I get a good bed, but to-morrow she must turn out.'</p> + +<p>'Very well, my dear,' said Mrs Prothero submissively; for Owen, though a +prodigal, was the eldest son, and generally had his own way.</p> + +<p>'Now don't be frightened at my appetite,' said Owen, sitting down to +cold meat and strong ale.</p> + +<p>'Bless you and your appetite,' said Mrs Prothero, kissing his forehead; +upon which he jumped up again, and hugged her with all his heart.</p> + +<p>'Now, Netta, let us go and see about the sheets,' said Mrs Prothero, +smoothing her dress.</p> + +<p>The mother and daughter left the room, and were not long in preparing +the best bedroom for Owen. This done, they hastened back to the hall, +where they found diminished ham and increased smoke, Owen having lighted +a short pipe, and taken to smoking with his father, over a large jug of +ale.</p> + +<p>'We must have your adventures to-night, Owen,' cried Netta, as she +entered, 'and you must tell us why you came home so very shabby. I +suppose you have been wrecked on a desert island.'</p> + +<p>'To be sure,' said Owen, laying down the pipe. 'But I must go out and +find my wardrobe, and all my valuables, that my hospitable Daddy there +caused me to throw down, when he gave me such a warm welcome.'</p> + +<p>Owen disappeared, but soon returned with a box in his hands, apparently +of some weight, and a bundle slung across his shoulder, suspended on a +walking stick. Putting down the box he began to sing,—</p> + +<p> +'A handkerchief held all the treasure I had.'<br /> +</p> + +<p>whilst he flourished his walking-stick and bundle over his mother's +head. When he had finished his song, he put down his bundle and went to +the box.</p> + +<p>'I have shown you the size of my wardrobe, now allow me to show off the +rest of my fortune and stock in trade. Father, you shall have the first +peep. Let me put my box on the table, and the light—so. Now, stoop, +so—look through that glass, so—and—have you got the right focus? +Yes!—To the right, you beholds the gallant 'ero, Lord Nelson, him as +lost his harm, a just fallin' in the harms of Capen 'Ardy and +Victory.—To the left—but first his lordship is a singin' "England +expects every man to do his dooty." To the left—'</p> + +<p>'Well, if that isn't as pretty a picture and as much like life as +anything I ever saw,' said Mr Prothero, interrupting the showman. 'Come +here, mother; Netta, look here.'</p> + +<p>Mrs Prothero glanced into the box, which was nothing more nor less than +a penny peep-show, and Owen began again.</p> + +<p>'To the right you beholds,' when Netta, impatient, looked through a +second glass, and exclaimed in ecstasy, 'Where did you get this, Owen?'</p> + +<p>In answer, the scene shifted, and Owen recommenced.</p> + +<p>'Here you beholds Lisbon, that wast city, or rayther what wos Lisbon +after the great earthquake. See the ruins all around, and the women and +children a screamin'; and the priests a-prayin'—those men in robes is +priests, papishers, like them Irish beggars.'</p> + +<p>'Hush, Owen,' interrupted Mrs Prothero. 'Look, father, do look here!'</p> + +<p>While Mr Prothero and Netta gazed admiringly, Mrs Prothero was off and +returned with Shanno, Mal, and Tom the boy, who were all in a broad grin +of delight at the arrival of their prime favourite, Owen.</p> + +<p>He, meanwhile, is in his element; begins with Lord Nelson again, and +makes the whole party take turns. Then he goes to Lisbon; afterwards he +has The Queen of the Cannibal Islands; The Great Fire of London; a +portrait large as life of the immense fat man Daniel Lambert, at sight +of which the servants all exclaim 'Ach!' and a variety of other splendid +designs, which we decline to enumerate. Suffice it to say that they all +draw forth the approving commendations of the spectators, from Mr +Prothero, master, to Tom, serving-lad.</p> + +<p>When the peep-show has been duly exhibited, Netta again demands her +brother's history, and a particular account of how he procured the show.</p> + +<p>'Oh! there is not much to tell,' says Owen, 'and I won't tell that +unless father promises to keep his lecture till to-morrow. I hate a +sermon late at night, but don't so much mind it in the morning. Don't +look so serious, mother; I don't mean a clerical preachment. Do you +promise, father?'</p> + +<p>'Well, there, as you like,' said Mr Prothero, laughing? 'but I wish you +hadn't made me break my shin.'</p> + +<p>'Here's a patch of diaculum, father. I hope you have not really hurt +yourself?'</p> + +<p>'No, wild goose. Now, let's have the story.'</p> + +<p>'Well, here goes. Since this time twelvemonth I have been a voyage to +Australia and back: seen Sydney and Botany Bay, and my brethren the +convicts; done a little in the mercantile way: speculated in gin and +'baccy on my own account, and helped the captain. Came home as first +mate of the 'Fair Weather,' and had enough of tailoring in the worst +voyage I ever made. We were almost wrecked more than once, and almost +starved for the last month, owing to the time the leaky old hulk took in +the voyage. When we landed in Plymouth we had a spree, as you may +suppose, and soon spent most of our money. I and a messmate were to +travel together as far as Swansea, so we just saved money enough to pay +our way, and enjoyed ourselves with the rest; but, as ill luck would +have it, we fell in with a poor Welsh woman, who had come to Plymouth in +the hope of meeting her husband, and being disappointed, and having +spent all her money, she didn't know how to get back to her home again. +Of course we couldn't leave a fellow-countrywoman in distress, so we +gave her what we had: enough to pay her journey home, and a few +shillings over. We then sold some of our clothes, and stumbling upon a +man with this old box in his arms, we bargained with him, and bought it +for twelve shillings. He wanted a pound, but we beat him down.</p> + +<p>'Having thus a fortune in our possession we set out with our peep-show, +and thought of getting interest for our money. We have been about three +weeks journeying from place to place; and I assure you we have seen a +good deal of life. We unfortunately spent the interest of our fortune as +it came in; but, as you will perceive, I have brought the whole capital +home with me. When we entered a town on a fair or market-day, we made a +great deal of money, but then the temptations to spend were all the +greater. I used to have all the labour of the imagination, for my friend +Jack Jenkins had not the gift of eloquence; so we agreed that I should +be showman, and he porter—a division of work that we thought quite +fair. When we arrived at Swansea I gave him all the money we had in +hand, and he resigned the peep-show to me, and so we parted company; he +to go to his friends in Glamorganshire, I to come on here.</p> + +<p>'I had a rare lark on my way home. I went to uncle's, and finding aunt +in the garden, slouched my hat over my face, and began my story. She +ordered me off the premises instantly as a vagrant. I went round to the +back door and got a penny a-piece from the servants, who were quite +delighted. Then I met uncle, and telling him that I had a wonderful box +of antiques to exhibit, he gave me sixpence, and with great curiosity +poked his proboscis against the glass. It was worth something to see +him. I at once put a picture of Stonehenge, and afterwards one of +Herculaneum into the box, that I had bought on purpose for his benefit. +I went through the history of the Druids, and managed a touch of Garn +Goch and the Welsh castles with a strong and masterly nasal, that so +delighted the worthy vicar, that he actually invited me in to see his +museum. I excused myself by saying that my wife was waiting for +me—mother, that was my only fib, I assure you—and hastened away, lest +in his delight at finding an itinerant archæologist, he should ask my +wife to see his museum as well. The rest of my adventures you had the +honour and glory of sharing, so I must beg to say they are at an end. +And now I am really and truly and soberly come to settle at home for the +remainder of my days, and to become a farmer in good earnest if father +will take me into partnership. The two things I like best in the world +are, the rolling sea by moonlight and a field of golden corn in broad +sunshine, of a fine day in autumn.'</p> + +<p>'Oh, you naughty boy!' cried Netta, as Owen ended his story.</p> + +<p>'A fine sturdy farmer you would make,' said Mr Prothero, trying to +stifle a very hearty fit of laughter, that burst out at last in spite of +himself. 'I'm glad you took in brother Jonathan, or he'd have had the +laugh against me.'</p> + +<p>Mrs Prothero had a tear in her eye as she smiled sadly, and shook her +head at the darling son who had caused her nothing but love and grief +since he was born; but the tear was soon kissed away, and the smile +turned into a cheerful one by that son's merry lips.</p> + +<hr class='smallbreak' /> + +<h2><a name="CHAPTER_XII" id="CHAPTER_XII" ></a>CHAPTER XII.</h2> + +<h3>THE SEMPSTRESS.</h3> + +<p>Owen Prothero, like his sister Netta, had been very much spoilt by his +father during his childhood and boyhood. Indeed it would have been +difficult not to have spoilt him. Handsome in person, and frank in +manners, he was a general favourite. His uncle, the vicar, quite +idolised him, and would have lavished a fortune on his education had he +been of a studious nature. His mother, alone, conscious of his many +faults, strove to correct them, and to counterbalance the undue +admiration he received on all sides, by impartial justice in her praises +and reproofs.</p> + +<p>But we have not much to do with his boyhood, which was wild and +untameable; beyond the fact that, when sent by his good uncle to Rugby +with a view to his becoming a clergyman, he resolutely declared his +intention of going to sea, and ran away from school to effect his +purpose. He was captured, however by the masters, and a sharp look-out +kept upon him for the future, which prevented further escapades.</p> + +<p>He did not make brilliant progress in his studies, though he was clever +enough, and accordingly his aunt persuaded her vicar to adopt her +favourite nephew, Rowland, in his stead, and to let Owen go a voyage or +two in a merchant vessel, to cure him of his love for a seafaring life.</p> + +<p>It was Mr Prothero's wish to have one of his two sons a farmer, he did +not much care which, so it was with some difficulty that Aunt Jonathan +induced him to listen to her proposal of making a clergyman of Rowland. +He yielded at last, however, in the hope that when Owen had had enough +of the sea, he would come and settle at home, since, next to this, his +favourite hobby, he professed to like farming.</p> + +<p>Owen was about fifteen when he first went to sea—he was just +seven-and-twenty when he came home with the peep-show. During the +intermediate twelve years he had been all over the world: not merely as +a sailor, but as an adventurer, traveller, speculator, merchant, and +wandering Jack-of-all trades. As quickly as he made money, so he lost +it, spent it, or gave it away; and when he had no other resource, he +worked as a common sailor, or labourer, until some lucky chance opened a +passage for some fresh excitement. There is this to be said in his +favour. During this long period he was never chargeable to his father in +any way. If he got into difficulties, he got out of them pretty easily: +if he was in want of bread, which had been frequently the case, his +friends at home knew nothing of it. Beyond the regular new outfit, in +the way of clothes, that his mother made for him each time that he +returned home, he had never had anything from his parents, and +resolutely refused it if offered. Always cheerful, hopeful, in high +spirits, open as the day, affectionate, and attractive, he was a welcome +guest wherever he went. Did he come home in rags, or as now, with a +peep-show in his arms, or as once before, with a hurdy-gurdy and +monkey, all his old friends made merry, and gave parties in his honour. +And whatever the state of his wardrobe or exchequer, he was sure to be +in the fields the following day, reaping, hay-making, ploughing, sowing, +or even milking, as either of these, or similar avocations, came in his +way. Nobody could be angry with him, and his father's lectures, and his +brother's reasonings all melted away before the row of white teeth that +he was for ever displaying in his joyous laughter.</p> + +<p>Of middle height, athletic, sunburnt—with hands almost as brown as his +merry brown eyes—with black, long, curly hair, a bushy beard, and +plenty of whiskers, a bronze neck from which, in sailor fashion, the +blue and white shirt-collar receded—and a broad forehead, showing all +kinds of bumps, particularly those of locality over the bushy black +eyebrows—Owen Prothero was as fine a type of an English sailor as could +be found the broad seas over.</p> + +<p>He was in the habit of falling desperately in love with at least one out +of every five or six girls that came in his way, and of making frightful +havoc in the hearts of females of all ranks and ages. Netta's general +inquiry was,—'Well, Owen, who is the last new love?' to which Owen +would gravely reply, by a recapitulation of the charms of some fair +damsel on whom his affections would be for ever fixed, could he only +afford to marry. All his beauties had bright eyes, bright complexions, +mirthful smiles, and were very 'jolly,' which seemed to be the word +including all that was necessary to make a woman charming in his eyes.</p> + +<p>'So, Netta, Howel has come into a fine fortune!' he began one morning, +when he and his sister were alone together. 'I suppose he won't think of +little cousin Netta now?'</p> + +<p>'Oh! indeed,' was Netta's reply with a toss of the head.</p> + +<p>'I wish he was here now. He is a fine fellow in his way. I do like +Howel.'</p> + +<p>'I knew you would say so,' exclaimed Netta. 'You are a kind, dear +brother. They are all turned against him, even mother, who can take in +the scum of the earth, and make much of a wretched Irish beggar, and +will not ask Howel here, who is a gentleman,'</p> + +<p>'Oh! oh! that's the way the wind blows. So you do not forget cousin +Howel, Miss Netta.'</p> + +<p>'No, I assure you; and I won't forget him, that's more.'</p> + +<p>'Bravo! Netta. I admire a girl of spirit. But, perhaps now he is so rich +he will not think of you.'</p> + +<p>'I suppose that depends upon whether I choose to think of him. They say +he is coming down soon, and that he will be the grandest man in the +county.'</p> + +<p>What Netta had heard rumoured came to pass in due time, Mr Howel +Jenkins did come from London, and established himself in the best hotel +of his native town, throwing out hints as to the probability of his +taking a certain beautiful park in the neighbourhood. He was soon +supplied with the best horses, dogs, and general appointments of any man +in the county; and being really clever, handsome, and sufficiently +gentleman like, had made his way into society that had hitherto been +closed to him. Like Prince Hal, he eschewed most of his former +companions and appeared to be beginning life anew, in a new world. The +country rang with rumours of his enormous wealth, which, considerable as +it was, report nearly doubled. Indeed he himself scarcely knew what he +was worth, as he was continually finding memorandums of moneys out at +high interest, of which his father had not chosen to speak to Rowland, +but which his carefully secreted books and papers proved, as well as the +knowledge of Mr Rice Rice, who had been his attorney.</p> + +<p>In the course of the autumn the Irish girl was quite convalescent and, +although not strong, had recovered from the fever, and was regaining +some degree of health. As she was such a clever sempstress, even Netta +did not object to a proposal made by Mrs Prothero, that she should +remain as a work-girl, at least until Owen's wardrobe was in a decent +condition; and she was accordingly installed in a small room, half +lumber-room, half work-room, as shirt-maker in ordinary to the son and +heir. He was restored to his own bedroom, and, together, with his father +kept at a distance from the bone of contention.</p> + +<p>However, adverse elements cannot always be kept apart, and one day when +Mrs Prothero was sitting stitching wrist-bands with Gladys, her better +half made his appearance suddenly in the room.</p> + +<p>'Mother, I have been hunting you out all over the house,' he exclaimed? +'I have torn the sleeve of my coat from top to bottom in that confounded +hedge.'</p> + +<p>As he took off his coat and displayed the tear, he perceived Gladys, who +had risen from her work, and curtseyed very timidly and profoundly. Mr +Prothero had almost forgotten the Irish beggar, and certainly did not +suppose the tidy-looking, pale, tall girl before him to be her.</p> + +<p>'Oh, young 'ooman, I daresay you can do this job for me. You've got a +new manty-maker, mother; where's Jane Morris, name o' goodness?'</p> + +<p>'We're only making shirts for Owen, father,' replied the wife meekly, +dreading an outburst.</p> + +<p>Gladys took up the coat and was instantly engaged in mending it, whilst +Mr Prothero produced a letter just received from Rowland.</p> + +<p>'There, my dear, now you ought to be satisfied, and I am sure Mrs +Jonathan will be as proud as Punch. Rowland has been ordained by the +Bishop of London himself, and "passed a very good examination," or +whatever they call it. He has taken lodgings up in London, and preached +his first sermon in a great church that 'ould hold three of ours. He has +dined with the rector, and been to call on Sir Philip Payne Perry,—the +three green peas as Owen calls him—and I wonder what even Mrs Jonathan +'ould desire more?'</p> + +<p>Mrs Prothero read, her dear son's letter with tears in her eyes, the +sudden sight of which caused sympathetic tears to flow from the eyes of +the poor work-girl, much to the surprise of Mr Prothero, who chanced to +look round to see whether his coat was finished.</p> + +<p>'Hang the 'oomen,' he muttered to himself, 'they can't read a bit of a +letter without blubbing. How long will that take you to do?—what's your +name?'</p> + +<p>'Gladys, if you please, sir,' said Gladys, looking up from her work. 'I +shall have finished it directly, sir.'</p> + +<p>'Gladys? Gladys what?' asked Mr Prothero.</p> + +<p>'Gladys O'Grady, sir,' was the reply whilst the mending was coming to a +close.</p> + +<p>'Where on earth did you pick up such names as that?'</p> + +<p>'One was my mother's, and the other my father's, sir,' said Gladys, +rising and presenting the coat with a deep curtsey.</p> + +<p>Mrs Prothero was absorbed in her letter.</p> + +<p>'Name o' goodness where did your father get such a name? and where do +you live?'</p> + +<p>The girl bent her head over the coat she held in her hand, and her tears +fell upon it.</p> + +<p>'There, never mind? give me my coat. Thank you. Why, Lewis the tailor +'ouldn't 'a mended it better. Why, girl, where did you learn tailoring?'</p> + +<p>'Mother taught me to mend everything, sir.'</p> + +<p>'There then, take you that old hat and see if you can make as good a job +of sewing on the brim as you done of the coat. Mother, come you here, I +want to speak to you.'</p> + +<p>Mr Prothero left the room, and Mrs Prothero followed.</p> + +<p>'Who's that girl, mother? I never saw her before,' were his first words +in the passage, whilst pulling to the coat that he had begun to put on +in the work-room.</p> + +<p>'Why, David, you see—it is—there now, don't be angry.'</p> + +<p>'Angry! what for? Hasn't she mended my coat capital, and isn't she as +modest looking a young 'ooman as I ever saw?'</p> + +<p>'She is very delicate, but she works night and day. Indeed, she does +more in a day than most girls in a week Owen wanted some shirts, you +see—she made that cap you admired so much, and that new gown of +Netta's; and has more than paid for—'</p> + +<p>'But who the deuce is she?'</p> + +<p>'There now, don't be angry, David. 'Tis that poor Irish girl that was so +ill of the fever.'</p> + +<p>'I'll never believe she's Irish as long as I live—she's too pretty and +tidy and delicate and fair. She's no more Irish than I am, mother, and +you've been taken in.'</p> + +<p>'She is Welsh on the mother's side. But are you very angry, David?'</p> + +<p>'No, I don't mind her doing a little work in an honest way like that. +I'm not such a fool. When she has done the work send her off, that's +all. Poor soul! she does look as if she had been dead and buried and +come to life again. Mother, you're a good 'ooman, and God bless you!'</p> + +<p>Mrs Prothero looked up into her husband's face with an expression of +such love and joy as must have delighted a much harder heart than that +spouse possessed. Don't laugh, gentle reader, at the conjugal embrace of +that middle-aged pair, which seals the quarrel about the Irish girl; but +believe me, there is more real sentiment in it than in most of the +love-scenes you may have read about.</p> + +<p>Mrs Prothero took advantage of her husband's approval of Gladys's +exterior to send her out into the garden in the evening to breathe the +air, and afterwards into the fields. The girl's strength gradually +returned, but with it there appeared to be no return of youth or hope. A +settled melancholy was in her countenance and demeanour; and when Netta +rallied her on being so sad and silent, her reply was, 'Oh, miss, there +is no more joy or happiness for me in this world! all I love have left +it, and I am but a lonely wanderer and an outcast!'</p> + +<p>When the shirts were finished, it was time to think of her departure, +for she had exhausted all the sewing-work of the house. Mrs Prothero +could not bear to turn the friendless, homeless girl adrift on the +world. She ventured upon the subject one day at dinner.</p> + +<p>'What will become of her, David? And she so beautiful! I declare I think +I never saw a prettier girl.'</p> + +<p>'Well, mother, who will you call pretty next?' said Owen, who had seen +her once or twice by chance. 'Why, she has no more colour in her face +than this tablecloth, and I don't believe she has any eyes at all; at +least, I never saw them; but I mean to try whether she has any some day, +by making a frightful noise when she drops me that smart curtsey in +passing.'</p> + +<p>'I am sure we want hands badly enough in the wheat field, said Farmer +Prothero. 'If the girl could pick up her crumbs a little by harvesting, +you could keep her a while longer, and then send her off in search of +her relations.'</p> + +<p>'Thank you, David. I will ask her what she can do,' said Mrs Prothero.</p> + +<p>'Not much in that way, I am pretty sure,' said Netta. 'How should those +wretched Irish, who live on nothing but potatoes, know any thing about +the wheat harvest?'</p> + +<p>'Treue for you there, my girl,' said Mr Prothero, 'but I daresay mother +will make believe that she knows something.</p> + +<p>'Mother' found the object of their conversation that very evening in the +wheat field, sitting under a tree, at work. She had sent her out for a +walk, and this was her exercise. Owen and Netta were with their mother, +and as they approached, Gladys rose, curtseyed, and was going away, when +Owen made an unnatural kind of whistle, as if to frighten away some cows +in the distance. Gladys started, and with a terrified face glanced at +him. He found that she had very beautiful, violet eyes, with lashes so +long and black, that when she looked to the earth again they made a +strange contrast to her pale face.</p> + +<p>'What sad, uncomfortable eyes,' thought Owen; 'I must have another +glance at them by-and-by. If she had a colour she might be pretty, as +mother says, but it makes one ill to look at her.'</p> + +<p>'Do you think,' said Mrs Prothero, addressing Gladys, 'that you could +manage to help in the harvest; My husband says he will employ you, if +you can.'</p> + +<p>'Oh, thank you, my lady! I would do my best, and if I could only stay +here longer under any circumstances—I should—oh, be so thankful!'</p> + +<p>This was said with much hesitation.</p> + +<p>'Very well, then; if you will try to-morrow we shall be able to judge +what you can do.'</p> + +<p>'She don't look strong enough to bind the sheaves,' said Owen.</p> + +<p>'I will try, sir, if you please,' said Gladys.</p> + +<p>'What is the name of the friends you are seeking?' asked Owen with a +glance at his sister.</p> + +<p>'Jones, sir,' replied Gladys, again looking at Owen.</p> + +<p>'Perhaps there is a David in the family?' asked Owen.</p> + +<p>'I believe that my grandfather's name was David,' was the reply.</p> + +<p>'Now, if you walk through Carmarthenshire, and just ask every one you +meet if they know David Jones, I am sure you would find him. It is +astonishing what a powerful name David Jones is. I know a Rev. David +Jones very well? a clergyman too—'</p> + +<p>'Oh! if you could only tell me where to find him. I would go anywhere +for my poor mother's sake!'</p> + +<p>The girl clasped her hands and looked imploringly at Owen. He was +silenced by the appeal of the eyes he did not believe in. Mrs Prothero +glanced at him reproachfully, and said,—</p> + +<p>'It is such a common Welsh name that I am afraid it would be no guide to +you, unless you would remember the place where he lived.'</p> + +<p>'I daresay it began with Llan,' broke in Owen.</p> + +<p>'I am almost sure it did,' said Gladys; 'but mother never liked to talk +of the place,'</p> + +<p>'What do you say, mother, to writing to the Rev. David Jones, Llan., +etc., Carmarthenshire?'</p> + +<p>Netta laughed aloud; she could not help it; whilst Gladys again looked +upon the ground.</p> + +<p>'Owen,' whispered Mrs Prothero, taking her son's arm and leading him +away, 'what is a joke to you is death to her, remember that.'</p> + +<p>'There, don't be angry, mother; I will help her to do her work +to-morrow.'</p> + +<p>'He was as good as his word, and the following day resolutely kept near +the poor, timid girl, aiding her to bind up the full-eared corn, and +carrying it himself for her to the mows, into which they were hastily +forming the sheaves for fear of rain. He could not resist occasionally +alluding to Mr David Jones, but receiving no encouragement to carry out +the jest, and finding her as silent and shy as a frightened child, he +gave up the subject, and with it all attempt at conversation. He +declared afterwards that she worked like a slave, and knew all about +harvesting as well as anybody, only she was not strong, and that she was +the dullest Irish woman he ever saw in his life, since even the beggars +had a bit of fun in them. Indeed he didn't believe her to be Irish, or +credit a word of her story; but, as to beauty, he began to agree with +his mother, for if she had only a colour she would be as pretty a girl, +with as graceful a figure, as anybody need wish to see.</p> + +<p>The farmer declared that she had well earned her supper; and that if +mother thought she would do, she might keep her instead of Betty, after +Hollantide; the said Betty having signified her intention of getting +married at the matrimonial season of the year. Mrs Prothero said she +would think it over, but she was afraid she was not strong enough for +hard farm service. It was evident that Gladys had taken a step into the +kind heart of the worthy farmer.</p> + +<hr class='smallbreak' /> + +<h2><a name="CHAPTER_XIII" id="CHAPTER_XIII" ></a>CHAPTER XIII.</h2> + +<h3>THE WIDOW.</h3> + +<p>'Whose grand groom is that, half afraid to ride through the yard?' asked +Mr Prothero, as he and his son Owen were standing by the big wheat-mow, +awaiting the arrival of a load of corn.</p> + +<p>'I'll go and see what he wants,' said Owen, and off he went.</p> + +<p>He returned, bearing a note for his father.</p> + +<p>'He says he is Mr Griffith Jenkins's groom, and waits for an answer. +Howel doesn't do the thing by halves anyhow.'</p> + +<p>'Mr Griffith Jackanapes!' said the farmer, breaking the seal of the note +hastily, and reading it.</p> + +<p>Owen watched his countenance assume an angry expression, and then heard +him utter a very broad Welsh oath.</p> + +<p>'Tell that feller there's no answer,' said Mr Prothero.</p> + +<p>'What is it about father? you had better let mother see it first.'</p> + +<p>'The impudent young ass! does he think I am to be taken in by all that +gold and plush? He shall never have my consent, and you may tell him so, +Owen.'</p> + +<p>'Come into the house a minute, father, and let us see the note.'</p> + +<p>They went into the house, the farmer giving an indignant grunt at the +groom as he passed.</p> + +<p>'Mother, come here!' he roared as he entered the parlour, followed by +Owen.</p> + +<p>The obedient wife left her kitchen and went to her husband.</p> + +<p>'Read you it out loud, Owen.'</p> + +<p>Owen read.</p> + +<blockquote><p>'SIR,—Being in a position to marry, and to marry any lady in the + county, I think you need not be surprised at my now aspiring to the + hand of your daughter, to whom I have been many years attached. I + beg, therefore, to say that my object in writing to you is, to ask + your permission to pay my addresses to her, and to make her my + wife. My attorney will see to any arrangements you may require as + regards settlements, which are matters of no importance to me,—I + remain, sir, your obedient servant,</p> + +<p class='right'>'HOWEL GRIFFITH JENKINS.'</p></blockquote> + +<p>'The impudent scoundrel!' said Mr Prothero.</p> + +<p>'Well, father, I don't see—' began Owen.</p> + +<p>'You don't see, sir, I daresay you don't. Wasn't he as near ruining you +as possible! Didn't he teach you to gamble, and fleece you, and lead +you into all kinds of mischief? Didn't I forbid him the house for it? +Didn't he rob his own father, and make his mother miserable? Didn't he +drink and keep company with the worst profligates of the country? Didn't +he as good as rob me, sir, out of a ten-pound note when he was a bit of +a boy, and when I found it out, called it a lark? Do you think a great +fortune will all of a sudden change such a chap as that into an honest +man? No, what's ill got is ill spent, and old Giffrey Jenkins's money +'ill never turn to good account. He that grinds the poor, and goes +against scripture as a usurer, 'ill never find his son do well. Howel +shall never have my consent to marry Netta, and there's an end of it.'</p> + +<p>'But suppose they are determined,' said Mrs Prothero.</p> + +<p>'Then I'll wash my hands of 'em for ever, and vow Netta's no girl of +mine. Go you, Owen, and send off that fine yellar-band, sent to astonish +me, and tell him I'll have nothing to do with his master nor him.'</p> + +<p>'But, father, you must write!'</p> + +<p>'Write! not I: but stop, I'll write. Bring the paper. Haven't you got +any with a fine gloss, and coloured?'</p> + +<p>'Now, David, bach, if you would only consider a little. I am really +afraid of the consequences.'</p> + +<p>'Now, mother, my mind's made up, and you won't wheedle me in this +matter. So, here's the pen and ink,'</p> + +<p>Mr Prothero sat down and wrote the following reply to Howel's note:—</p> + +<blockquote><p>'HOWEL,—You have had my answer before now, and you may have it + again. When I know you're out-and-out a changed man, I may think + differently; but I don't know it yet, so you shall not have my + consent to marry Netta. One hundred pounds of steadiness and + honesty is worth a hundred thousand pounds of gold. I wish you + well, but if you was king of England you shouldn't have my girl as + you are now.'—Yours to command,</p> + +<p class='right'> 'DAVID PROTHERO,'</p></blockquote> + +<p>'There, mother, there's my mind,' said Mr Prothero, giving the note to +his wife.</p> + +<p>'Well, David, I believe you are right, only Netta is so determined!'</p> + +<p>'Determined, is she! Then I'll lock her up. Take that to yon +yellar-band, Owen.'</p> + +<p>Owen took the note to the servant</p> + +<p>'Tell your master that I am coming to see him this evening,' he said, +and soliloquised thus when the man was gone. 'Howel is a good fellow, I +believe, only a little extravagant and gay. I must tell him not to be +down-hearted about Netta. Why, the girl isn't worth such a bother? I +never saw one that was yet. It would take a great deal of time and +trouble to work me up into that kind of thing—and at least a dozen +girls. Netta's very pretty, to be sure, but she has a will of her own, +and so has Howel. I am sure they would soon fight. As to father, he is +as obstinate as a mule. And Howel with such a mint of money! But I like +father's pride, and I must say I reel proud of him for it. I would never +give in just because a man has suddenly got a fortune.'</p> + +<p>When Owen had arrived at this conclusion, he perceived Netta coming +towards him.</p> + +<p>'What did that servant want, Owen?' she asked when she came quite near? +'and what were those two notes about?'</p> + +<p>'I dare say you know, Miss Netta. It is all over with you for this +present. Howel has popped the question, and father has refused him.'</p> + +<p>If Owen had ever been really in love, he would have spoken less abruptly +on such a delicate subject, as he found, when he saw Netta turn pale, +then red, then burst into tears and run away from him into the house.</p> + +<p>He followed her, somewhat distressed, to the door of her bedroom. He +knocked gently, but received no answer.</p> + +<p>'Netta, let me in, I have something to say to you,'</p> + +<p>No reply, but a passionate sobbing audible.</p> + +<p>'Netta, dear Netta, I am so sorry for you. Let me in.'</p> + +<p>He tried the door, but it was locked.</p> + +<p>'Netta, if you don't let me in I'll go and fetch mother directly. One, +two, three, and, now, open the door, I'm going. One, two, three, and +away!'</p> + +<p>He walked down the passage, and heard the door opened behind him.</p> + +<p>'Owen, come here, I will let you in,'</p> + +<p>'There's a good little sister.'</p> + +<p>'Don't palaver me, sir,' burst forth Netta, as soon as her door was +closed. 'You are all unfeeling, unnatural, cruel, selfish, hard-hearted +heathens! You don't care for me or Howel any more than as if we were +strangers. Father don't mind what he drives me to, and mother cares more +for that Irish beggar than for me—I know she does. I did think you +would be our friend, and now you are as stiff and unfeeling as Rowland. +Seure you are,'</p> + +<p>'Why, if I was a parson like Rowland, I'd marry you to-morrow.'</p> + +<p>'Then, why don't you try to bring father round. You know he thinks more +of you than of anybody else.'</p> + +<p>'It's no use trying; nobody but mother has any influence with father, +and she is not sure that 'tis right or good for you and Howel to marry.'</p> + +<p>'She is cruel and unkind,' sobbed Netta; 'I don't believe any one really +loves me but Howel,'</p> + +<p>'Stick to that, Netta; 'I for one haven't a spark of affection for you. +All father wants is to get rid of you, and that is why he is in such a +hurry for you to make such a grand match!'</p> + +<p>'Oh! indeed! he and all the rest of you are as jealous of Howel's good +fortune as you can be,—you know you are. And you wouldn't like to see +me a grand lady, grander than Miss Rice or Miss Nugent even. Won't I let +them know I'm somebody, and not to be looked down upon any more, that's +all!'</p> + +<p>Hereupon Netta wiped her eyes, and walked up and down the room grandly, +whilst Owen burst out laughing,</p> + +<p>'I beg you to go out of, my room, Owen!' said Netta, stamping her foot +and getting into a passion. 'One can't expect manners or sympathy from +seafaring porcupines like you. Go away directly. Why, John James, the +carter, is genteeler than a great coarse sailor such as you. Go you +away, I say.'</p> + +<p>'You ought to have said a seafaring dolphin or whale; they don't pay +twopence a week to learn manners, like you land-lubbers. When you want +me you may send for me.'</p> + +<p>Owen went off very much offended, leaving Netta to cogitate upon the +cruelty of her relations.</p> + +<p>In the course of that afternoon, a very well-dressed woman, in the +deepest of sables, was seen going down the road to the farm. She went +round through the garden to the glass-door, disdaining the yard, knocked +a great many times, to the great astonishment, of Shanno, and was at +last admitted, as Mrs Griffith Jenkins. Shanno, all reverence at sight +of the crape bonnet, crape veil, and widow's cap, ushered her into the +parlour, feeling that a chasm now lay between her and the dame she had +last seen in a high-crowned Welsh hat, striped flannel gown, and checked +apron. Having duly dusted a chair with her skirts, Shanno glanced at Mrs +Jenkins, and was about to leave the room, when Mrs Jenkins said,—</p> + +<p>'Tell you your missus that I am coming on particular business and wish +to speak with her in private. Here, stop you, Shanno, where is Miss +Netta? I 'ouldn't mind giving you a shilling to tell her I was wanting +to see her before I am seeing her mother.'</p> + +<p>The shilling was offered, and received with much satisfaction and an +intelligent grin, and in less than five minutes Netta was with Mrs +Jenkins.</p> + +<p>'Deet to goodness, and you do look very poorly, Netta, fach!' said that +worthy, 'Howel was telling me to see you, and to be giving you this +note. Give you another to Shanno before I will be going away, and I will +give it to my Howel. Annwyl! you shall be seeing my Howel, now; how he +do look a horseback. Beauty seure! he do say you will have a horse, too. +There, go you? tell Shanno to tell your mother that I do be glad to see +her, let her tak' care how she do refuse you again.'</p> + +<p>Netta escaped with her note, and was soon succeeded by Mrs Prothero, who +shook hands in a trembling, frightened way with Mrs Jenkins, who, on the +contrary, strong in the consciousness of fortune and new apparel, was +perfectly self-possessed. She began at once.</p> + +<p>'I am coming about my Howel and your Netta, Mrs Prothero Howel is in a +fine temper, keeping noise enough, I can tell you; and I should like to +be knowing why he isn't good enough for your doater, Mrs Prothero; him +as is worth hundreds of thousands, and is as like to be coming a member, +and to be riding in his own carriage, and to be dining with the Queen +for that much! and seurely, he don't be good enough for Miss Prothero +Glanyravon Farm! Ach a fi! some peoples do be setting themselves up! my +Howel, too! So handsome, and genteel, so full of learning! Name o' +goodness what would you have, Mrs Prothero, Glanyravon Farm?'</p> + +<p>Mrs Jenkins paused with a long emphasis on the farm.</p> + +<p>'I am very sorry, Mrs Jenkins,' began trembling Mrs Prothero rubbing one +hand nervously over the other, 'but my husband is afraid that Howel is +not quite steady enough for such a giddy young thing as Netta.'</p> + +<p>'Study! why, tak' your time and you'll be seeing how study and pretty he +do behave. On my deet, and I 'ouldn't say that, if I wasn't as seure as +I'm alive, he haven't took a drop too much, nor said a wicked word, nor +keep no low company since his poor dear father was dying. Ah, Mrs +Prothero! you was being very good to us when I was losing my poor +Griffey. Who'd be thinking what a heap of money he'd be leaving, and +Howel'll be building a good house for me? and seure, I must be dressing +in my best, and having servants to wait on me? and, bless you, nothing +as my son Howel's can be getting is too good for his poor old mother!'</p> + +<p>'I am very glad to hear he is so kind,' said Mrs Prothero.</p> + +<p>'Then what do you say about Netta, Mrs Prothero, fach?' sharply asked +Mrs Jenkins.</p> + +<p>'To tell you the truth, I have very little power; my husband made up his +mind and wrote the note without consulting me.'</p> + +<p>'Then maybe I could be seeing Mr Prothero?'</p> + +<p>'I am afraid it would only lead to something unpleasant between you.'</p> + +<p>'Oh, you needn't be taking the trouble to be afraid, ma'am! I am calling +my Howel as good or better as your Netta. There was a time when you +might been looking higher, but now I conceit it, it will be us as do +condescend. There's Miss Rice Rice, and the Miss Jamms's, Plas Newydd, +and Miss Lawis, Pontammon, and Miss Colonel Rees, and Miss Jones the +'Torney, and Miss Captain Thomas, and I 'ouldn't say but Miss Gwynne, +Glanyravon, do be all speaking, and talking, and walking, and dancing +with my Howels! There's for you: and yet he do like his cousin Netta +best he do say.'</p> + +<p>'If you wish to see David, Mrs Griffey, I will call him,' said timid Mrs +Prothero, at her wits' end for anything to say or do.</p> + +<p>'Seurely I am wishing to see him,' said Mrs Jenkins majestically.</p> + +<p>David had not come in from his farm, so there was nothing for it but to +ask Mrs Jenkins to take off her bonnet and have some tea, to which that +lady graciously consented. When the crape shawl and black kid gloves +were removed Mrs Prothero perceived a large mourning brooch, containing +a gloomy picture of a tomb, set in pearls and diamonds, and surrounded +by the age, death, etc., of the lamented deceased; and a handsome +mourning ring, displaying a portion of iron-grey hair, also set in +pearls and diamonds, and surrounded with an appropriate epithalamium. +Mrs Prothero sat 'washing her hands in invisible soap,' whilst she saw +these ensigns of grandeur in the once mean, ill-dressed Mrs Jenkins, and +heard of all that 'her Howels' was about to effect.</p> + +<p>Owen came in, and with due gravity admired the mourning insignia, and +examined the dates, age, etc., of the defunct Griffey. He went so far as +to venture upon a distant allusion to the future.</p> + +<p>'I never thought those caps so becoming before, Aunt Jenkins,' he said, +eyeing her from head to foot, and wondering that he had never previously +been aware of what a good-looking woman his Welsh aunt was.</p> + +<p>A Welsh aunt, be it understood, is your father or mother's cousin, and +Mrs Jenkins and Mr Prothero were first cousins.</p> + +<p>'Isn't Davies, Pennycoed, that you used to tell us was once a lover of +yours, a widower?' continued Owen.</p> + +<p>'Well, Owen,' said Mrs Jenkins, not displeased, 'you are always for +jokes, but I do mean never to marry again.'</p> + +<p>'Don't make any rash vows; a young woman like you!'</p> + +<p>Here Netta having dried her eyes, joined the party, and shortly after +Mr Prothero's voice was heard.</p> + +<p>'After tea!' whispered Mrs Prothero to Mrs Jenkins, as she went out to +meet her husband. 'Here's Elizabeth Jenkins, David, come over to see us, +and she is going to stay to tea. I think she wants to speak to you +afterwards.'</p> + +<p>'Very glad to see her; but Howel sha'n't have Netta a bit the more for +that.'</p> + +<p>Mr Prothero put on a smart coat, brushed his hair, and came into the +parlour, as became one about to meet a grand lady.</p> + +<p>'How d'ye do, cousin 'Lizabeth? Glad to see you looking so well; welcome +to Glanyravon.'</p> + +<p>They shook hands, and as Mrs Jenkins made rather a grand attempt at a +curtsey, Owen looked at Netta, and showed his white teeth; but Netta was +as grave as a judge.</p> + +<p>Mr Prothero was as much struck with the improvement in the widow's +appearance as his son.</p> + +<p>'Why, I declare, cousin 'Lizabeth, you look ten years younger than you +did when I saw you last. Do you mind when we two used to go nutting +together? If 'twasn't for my good 'ooman there—'</p> + +<p>'I was just saying so, father,' interrupted Owen; 'don't you think +Davies, Pennycoed—'</p> + +<p>'I am not having no intentions of marrying again,' simpered the widow; +'wanst is enough. My poor Griffey.'</p> + +<p>'Quite right, cousin 'Lizabeth, wan Griffey is enough, in all +conscience.'</p> + +<p>The best tea things were duly arranged; cakes hot from the oven +buttered; the best green tea put into the best teapot, and all proper +honour done to Mrs Jenkins, from which she augured well for her Howels.</p> + +<p>As Shanno was very busy and very dirty, Mrs Prothero, during her +preparations in the kitchen, was at a loss to know who was to wait if +anything was wanted. Gladys chanced to be there, and said modestly,—</p> + +<p>'If I could do, ma'am, I would soon make myself neat in Miss Prothero's +gown; and if I might just take in the tray instead of you.'</p> + +<p>'Thank you, Gladys, I am sure you will do,' and Gladys was installed.</p> + +<p>'There is nothing that girl cannot do,' thought Mrs Prothero, as she +arranged everything on the tea-table as neatly and properly as Mrs +Prothero could have done herself.</p> + +<p>'What a tidy girl you have!' said Mrs Jenkins. 'Do she mean to be +staying over Hollantide? I am wanting a servant.'</p> + +<p>All eyes were turned on Gladys as she came into the room again, but as +hers were always fixed on what she was carrying, or on her mistress, she +was not aware of the sudden attention she excited.</p> + +<p>'Irish beggars!' muttered Netta.</p> + +<p>'One of mother's godsends,' said Mr Prothero.</p> + +<p>'What a beautiful piece of snow,' thought Owen.</p> + +<p>After tea Mr Prothero invited Mrs Jenkins to go and see his fine fat +cattle. The pair went together, leaving an anxious trio behind them.</p> + +<p>Farmer Prothero was a man of few words when his mind was made up, and +was not long in beginning the subject each had at heart.</p> + +<p>'I'm sorry, cousin 'Lizabeth, that I can't let Netta marry just now. +She's too young, and Howel isn't the lad to study her.'</p> + +<p>'Oh! but you can't be knowing, David Prothero, how study he is since his +poor father's death.'</p> + +<p>'Then let him wait two years, and if he is downright well-conducted, +then he may have Netta.'</p> + +<p>'Upon my deet! he as can be marrying Miss Rice Rice or any young lady in +the country! Mighty condescent, Mr Prothero!'</p> + +<p>'Let him marry 'em all, I don't want him.'</p> + +<p>'Then you won't let Netta marry my Howels?'</p> + +<p>'If he's study in two years, and they are both in the same mind, they +may marry, and be hanged to 'em! I never was so bothered in my life. +But, between ourselves, I think it's just as likely your son Howel 'ould +be study in two years as my son Owen.'</p> + +<p>'Oh, name o' goodness, we don't want Miss Netta! No 'casion to be +waiting!'</p> + +<p>'Then don't wait, 'ooman! Who wants you to wait?'</p> + +<p>Mrs Jenkins hurried back into the house, and left Mr Prothero with his +cattle.</p> + +<p>'I must be going now, Mrs Prothero—my son Howels too! Thousands and +thousands of pounds. Netta, come you upstairs, my dear, whilst I am +putting on my bonnet.'</p> + +<p>Mrs Prothero was not duenna enough to accompany them upstairs, and +consequently Netta gave a note to Mrs Jenkins, cried a little, and +helped her to abuse her parents.</p> + +<p>'Never you mind, Netta, fach,' were the last words, 'Howels don't be +meaning to give you up.'</p> + +<p>'Good evening, ma'am; good evening, Mr Owen,' said Mrs Jenkins, as she +made the attempt at a curtsey, that caused Owen to show his white teeth +again.</p> + +<p>'Oh dear, dear! what will be the end of it?' said Mrs Prothero to Owen +as Netta sulked upstairs. 'I wish Rowland was at home.'</p> + +<p>'Very complimentary to your eldest son!' said Owen, laughing.</p> + +<hr class='smallbreak' /> + +<h2><a name="CHAPTER_XIV" id="CHAPTER_XIV" ></a>CHAPTER XIV.</h2> + +<h3>THE MILLIONAIRE.</h3> + +<p>Nearly a twelvemonth passed, and an autumn morning again hovered over +Glanyravon Farm. It would seem that all the inmates of the homestead +were sleeping; but there was one already awake and moving furtively +about. It was Netta, not usually such an early riser. The curtains of +her trim little bed and window were drawn aside to admit all the light +that a September twilight could cast upon the chamber in which she had +slept since her childhood. A lovely bunch of monthly roses and some +leaves of dark green ivy alone looked in upon her in the uncertain +gloaming, as if imaging her present and future. She was dressing herself +hastily, but with care, in her very best attire. She stood before the +glass braiding and arranging her dark glossy hair, that luxuriant +ornament of her bright, rosy face; then she put on the blossom white +lace habit-shirt and striped pink and drab silk dress, her kind father's +last gift, and the smart shawl and pink bonnet were duly arranged +afterwards. Whatever the early visit Netta was about to make, it was +evidently a premeditated one. When the attire was quite complete, and +she had surveyed herself in the glass, she suddenly paused and looked +around her. In a moment she was putting her room to rights, and pushing +stray articles of dress into drawers, until all was quite neat; then she +paused again, and glanced at a letter that was lying on her little +dressing-table. Turning hastily away from this she opened the window and +looked out. The sun had not yet arisen, though there was a streak of +light, forerunner of his advent, on the horizon. Mountains, rivers, +fields, and woods were all wrapped in a cold, grey mist, but still it +was not dark. Netta tore the bunch of roses from the bough and put them +in her bosom, then re-closed the window. She took up a large shawl that +was lying on a chair, and a small package from underneath and +dexterously arranged the shawl so as to fall over the parcel, as she +held both in her hand and on her arm. Again she paused a moment and +glanced around her. Her face was flushed, and there was moisture in her +dark eye.</p> + +<p>Oh, pause a little longer and consider, poor Netta! But no. The sudden +flash of sunlight into the room terrifies the thoughtless child, and she +goes hastily into the passage. Quietly she closes her door; stealthily +she creeps along. She makes no sound as she steals, like a thief, +through the house where she was born some eighteen summers ago. Before +one closed door she pauses again—listens. She can hear the breath of +the sleepers within. She is on her knees, and represses with difficulty +a rising sob, 'Mother! mother! forgive me! God bless you!' she whispers, +as she once more rises and runs down the remainder of the +passage—downstairs—through the hall—through the parlour, and out by +the little glass door into the garden. In spite of her tears, haste, +agitation she cannot pass that bed of carnations—her mother's +treasure—without stopping to gather one fresh and dripping with the air +and dews of night. Innocent flowers! they will see her mother that very +day; but what of the stray, wandering rose of Glanyravon? Through the +garden, and out by the little wicket into the lane; across a field +sparkling with dewdrops; over a stile; down another lane; over another +stile, and into another field! Here she pauses and glances round. A dark +figure at the opposite side of the field seems to assure her that all is +well. She runs quickly across the meadow, and within it, under shelter +of the hedge, near a half-open gate, stands Mrs Griffith Jenkins.</p> + +<p>'Where is Howel?' asks Netta hastily.</p> + +<p>'He did write yesterday to say he 'ould bring the carriage from Swansea +to meet us at Tynewydd, and he was sure to be there by six o'clock,'</p> + +<p>'Let us make haste then, Aunt 'Lisbeth. Why didn't he come here himself? +I have a great mind to turn back.'</p> + +<p>'Come you, Netta, fach! we'll soon be there. See you the letter?'</p> + +<p>'Not now—not now,' cries Netta impatiently, walking along the high road +as fast as she possibly can. Mrs Jenkins keeps up with her, but is soon +out of breath.</p> + +<p>'There's Jack Trefortyn; he'll be sure to tell. Aunt 'Lisbeth, I will +turn back. Father will be after me. It is too bad,' sobs Netta.</p> + +<p>'We are near by now, Netta, fach. Come you!'</p> + +<p>The little woman quickened her pace into a short run to keep up with +Netta.</p> + +<p>'Here's the turnpike; we'll be at Tynewydd 'rectly.'</p> + +<p>'I see Tynewydd,' says Netta, straining her eyes to catch sight of some +object far down the road; 'there is no carriage—I am sure there is +none. Cousin Howel ought to be ashamed of himself.'</p> + +<p>Netta runs on very fast, leaving Mrs Jenkins far behind, until she +reaches the turning to a lane that leads to a little farm called +'Tynewydd.' She bursts out crying, and stamps her foot as she +exclaims,—</p> + +<p>'Does he think he's going to do what he likes with me because he's rich? +I'll tell him he shall wait for me, I will!'</p> + +<p>Hereupon she turns back and runs faster than before towards Mrs Jenkins.</p> + +<p>'Come you, Netta, fach! He'll be here by now. Read you the letter.'</p> + +<p>Netta pauses a moment to read a letter held out to her by Mrs Jenkins. +It runs thus:—</p> + +<p>'I can't be with you to-day. Meet Netta at the appointed place, and walk +to Tynewydd. I will be there with a carriage by six o'clock.—Yours, +H.J.'</p> + +<p>'See you, Netta, it isn't six yet.' Mrs Jenkins pulls out a large gold +watch, which, while Netta was running on, she has managed to put back +half-an-hour. 'Five-and-twenty minutes to six, see you.'</p> + +<p>Netta turns again and hurries on.</p> + +<p>'There is Jones Tynewydd. If he should see me,' says Netta. 'Do make +haste, Aunt 'Lisbeth.'</p> + +<p>They walk on for about a quarter of a mile, when carriage wheels are +distinctly heard, and in a few moments a fly and pair is distinctly seen +coming at great speed. The driver would have passed them, but Mrs +Jenkins calls out,—</p> + +<p>'A gentleman for Tynewydd inside?' Upon which he pulls up. Howel is out +of the fly, and Netta lifted in before she knows what she is about. Mrs +Jenkins is put in almost as quickly, and the fly turned and off again in +less time than it takes to write it.</p> + +<p>'Howel, how could you? I was going back, and I wish I had,' sobs Netta.</p> + +<p>Howel kisses her and tells her to be a good little cousin, and she shall +see London in no time. She clings close to him, and hides her face on +his shoulder and sobs on. He draws her to him, and lets her grief have +way. Few words are spoken for a time, but at last Netta dries her tears +and says,—</p> + +<p>'I was so frightened, cousin, and I didn't think it would be so hard to +leave mother without saying good-bye. Mother was always kind.'</p> + +<p>'Hide you, Howel! hide you, Netta! there's Mr Jonathan Prothero,' says +Mrs Jenkins, shrinking back into the corner of the fly.</p> + +<p>Howel peeps out and sees Netta's worthy uncle, bag on back, setting +forth on some archæological search.</p> + +<p>Howel and Netta lean back in the fly whilst he passes, little thinking +whom the vehicle contains.</p> + +<p>'Uncle and aunt will be glad at least,' says Netta. 'Aunt says you are +very clever and handsome, Howel, and wonders why father won't let us—'</p> + +<p>'Marry, Netta—say the word. I suppose Aunt Jonathan found out my +talents and beauty after I acquired my fortune.'</p> + +<p>After driving about ten miles they stop to change horses, and in the +course of three or four hours arrive at the Swansea railway station, +newly erected within the last few months. The scene is equally new to +Netta and Mrs Jenkins, and whilst Howel goes to take their tickets they +stand wondering and admiring. Neither of them has ever travelled by +rail, and both are equally nervous at the prospect. They are just in +time for the express, and soon find themselves seated in a first-class +carriage. As it is a carriage of two compartments, Howel fastens the +door between the two, draws down the blind, puts some coats on the +fourth seat, and says they will now have it to themselves all the way to +London.</p> + +<p>Netta seizes his hand and screams when the steam whistle sounds, and his +mother falls down upon him from the opposite seat He laughs aloud, and +seems in such buoyant spirits that the women laugh too; and very soon +Netta has quite forgotten her home, as with her hand clasped in Howel's +he unfolds to her his future plans and arranges hers.</p> + +<p>'Deet, and this is like a sofa in a drawing-room. I shall be asleep if I +don't take care,' says Mrs Jenkins.</p> + +<p>'The best thing you can do, mother. I will awake you when we get to +Reading, where the biscuits are made you used to sell, faugh! and be +sure to show you Windsor Castle.'</p> + +<p>Mrs Jenkins obeys her son's wish, and is soon sleeping soundly.</p> + +<p>Howel then gives Netta the following intelligence, which, as it +interests her, we will hope may be interesting to her friends.</p> + +<p>'The old gown you gave my mother, Netta, I sent to a celebrated house in +town, and calling there the next day ordered a proper <i>trousseau</i> to be +made for you.'</p> + +<p>'What's a <i>trousseau</i>, Howel?'</p> + +<p>'You little dunce. Why, what we call a <i>stafell</i> without the household +furniture. So you will find a wedding dress and all kinds of dresses and +garments without number awaiting you, for I gave the milliner <i>carte +blanche</i>.'</p> + +<p>'What's <i>carte blanche</i>, cousin? You are become so grand.'</p> + +<p>'Never mind—white paper with two meanings. And here is a present to +begin with.'</p> + +<p>Howel takes a leather case from his pocket and puts it into Netta's +hand. She opens it, and sees a beautiful little gold watch and chain.</p> + +<p>'Oh, you dear, kind cousin, Howel!' she cries; her eyes sparkling with +delight. 'I have longed for one all my life.'</p> + +<p>'Will you go back again, Netta dear?' asks Howel archly.</p> + +<p>The watch and chain are duly put on, and then Howel continues,—</p> + +<p>'To-morrow you will have a hard day's work. You must purchase a great +many things that will be necessary for travelling that I could not buy. +The rest we can get in Paris. I have invited my friends, Sir John and +Lady Simpson, and their son and daughter, to the wedding, which I have +fixed for the day after to-morrow. One of the reasons for my not being +able to come to you yesterday was that I must be a fortnight in the +parish where we are to be married before we are married. I just ran down +by the night train, took the fly, and met you; and shall make up my lost +night by sleeping in town, for certainly I slept nowhere yesterday. +Can't sleep in a train like mother; always feel too excited.'</p> + +<p>'I don't like those grand people,' interrupted Netta, pouting.</p> + +<p>'You will know them directly. But don't let out anything about the farm, +or father and mother; papa and mamma now, little coz. Miss Simpson +guesses it is an elopement, I think, but I haven't told her so. They are +very great friends of mine; very grand people.'</p> + +<p>'Quite like Lady Nugent, I suppose,' suggests Netta.</p> + +<p>'Quite—grander indeed. Well, I have ordered the wedding-breakfast, +carriages, everything. Never had such fun in my life. It was quite an +excitement. You don't know half my talents yet.'</p> + +<p>'Suppose brother Rowland were to hear of it?' says Netta, frightened at +the idea.</p> + +<p>Howel laughs aloud, and awakes his mother.</p> + +<p>'He is east, we are west, my dear cousin. He is amongst the plebeians, +we the patricians; he is <i>canaille</i>, we are <i>noblesse</i>.'</p> + +<p>'What are they, Howel?'</p> + +<p>''Tis a pleasure to be hearing you talk, Howel,' says Mrs Jenkins, +yawning and rubbing her eyes.</p> + +<p>'I was saying, mother, that we are to have a grand wedding, and you must +take care not to let anything come out about the shop, faugh! or, +indeed, not talk much to the friends I have asked—Lady Simpson, for +instance,'</p> + +<p>'Oh, yes? you was telling me of her. Wasn't it when you was dining with +Prince Albert wanst, and was wanting that money of my Griffey?'</p> + +<p>'Do hold your tongue, mother,' shouts Howel, shuddering; he always +shivers when he hears his father's name.</p> + +<p>He sees a head trying to peep through the curtain, and thinks it best to +hold his tongue for a time, then continues,—</p> + +<p>'I mean, mother, don't mention my dining with the prince, or any of +these old stories, to the Simpsons. You must both be very careful of +what you say. I shall show you as much as I can of London to-morrow, +mother, as you will be obliged to return the day after.'</p> + +<p>'Deet now, I did be thinking I should stay a week in London, now I am +going there for the first time in my life? I'll be staying after you, +Howel, bach. I've plenty of money now.'</p> + +<p>'You shall come up again to meet us when we return; but you must be at +home to see to the house, and let us know what is said of our doings. +You see we shall go direct to Paris, stay some time abroad, and then +come and settle at home. Won't we astonish the county! Mr and Mrs Howel +Jenkins will be no longer the Howel and Netta of old days; we shall be +the upon, not the fawners!'</p> + +<p>'I'd scorn to fawn on any one, Howel,' says Netta indignantly; 'I never +did in my life. I always gave Miss Rice Rice as big a stare as she gave +me.'</p> + +<p>'You will be able to give her a bigger now,' laughs Howel. As they +journeyed on, Howel pointed out all the different objects that were +likely to interest his mother and Netta. Every one, or nearly every one, +knows what an exciting event is a first journey to London, it matters +not whether performed at eighteen or sixty-five. And if the first +journey to London be also the first journey by rail, the wonder and +excitement are doubled.</p> + +<p>When Howel had finished all his instructions concerning the future, he +thoroughly entered into the present, and enchanted his companions by his +general knowledge of the passing scenes, and the amusing stories he had +to tell. Netta was more in love with him than ever before they reached +town, and wondered that such a grand and clever gentleman could have +kept constant to a little country cousin like herself. She had seen +nothing of Howel during the most stirring years of his life, and could +not have supposed what a change the mere commerce with the world could +effect. She considered him far more agreeable than her brother Rowland, +handsomer and more polished than Sir Hugh Pryse, and much more +fashionable than Mr Rice Rice.</p> + +<p>At Swindon he treated them liberally, and loaded Netta with sweets to +take with her to the carriage after she had swallowed her cold chicken +and wine. As to his mother, knowing her peculiar tastes, he gave her a +glass of brandy and water, upon plea of illness, which she took with +evident pleasure; but fearing to attract the attention of the smart +people around her, sipped so daintly, that it was not half finished when +the signal to return to the carriages sounded, and Howel hurried her +off.</p> + +<p>'Just let me put this piece of chicken and ham into my bag, Howel, and +finish this drop,' she whispered.</p> + +<p>'Quick, mother, not a minute,' was all the answer she received, +accompanied by a pull of the sleeve so imperative, that she was obliged +to leave her half filled glass behind her.</p> + +<p>At the Oxford Station, Netta began to wonder what Rowland would think of +her conduct.</p> + +<p>'Think!' said Howel, with a scowling brow, 'the prig! what right has he +to think? He will know that three or four thousand a-year are somewhat +better than a London curacy—ha! ha! and wish himself in my place, I +fancy,'</p> + +<p>As they neared London, Netta was haunted by visions of her brother, the +only person she really feared.</p> + +<p>'Suppose he should meet them! should find her out! Suppose the clergyman +who married them should guess, from her name, she was his sister, and go +and tell him?'</p> + +<p>Howel laughed heartily at this, told her to look out of the window at +London as they entered it, and see whether she thought one parson would +be likely to be met by chance by another.</p> + +<p>'This London!' exclaims Netta, 'I see nothing but the roofs of a lot of +ugly black houses!'</p> + +<p>'Carmarthen is as fine, and Swansea finer!' says Mrs Jenkins, her face +expressive of great disappointment.</p> + +<p>'Draw down your veils, and stand there whilst I get a cab,' says Howel, +after they have descended upon the platform.</p> + +<p>Netta trembles all over, and fancies every tall man in black must be +Rowland.</p> + +<p>'Name o' goodness what are all the people about?' says Mrs Jenkins. 'My +deet, there do be a lot of carriages! And look you, Netta, at all the +gentlemen's servants in blue and silver! Here's a place! big enough to +hold our town. Look you at the glass—like a large hot-house. Seure all +London isn't covered up like this!'</p> + +<p>'Here you are! all right—come along quick!' says Howel, taking them to +a cab, and putting them in.</p> + +<p>'Half Moon Street, Piccadilly,' and off they go, as fast as the poor +cab-horse can take them.</p> + +<p>'Now, what do you think of it, Netta?' asks Howel, as they drive through +the magnificent streets and squares of the West End of London, where +every house looks a palace.</p> + +<p>Netta was so bewildered that she could not answer; but Mrs Jenkins +talked for both.</p> + +<p>'Look you! well to be seure! that's grander than I ever see. There's a +church! Trees too! Who'd be thinking of trees in London? Well, name o' +goodness, where are all they people going? That church 'ont hold 'em +all! There's beauty! Is that St Paul's, Howel, bach! or the Monument? My +Griffey was talking of them! There's houses! Seure that's Prince +Albert's coach! There again! Where was all those carriages going? Ach a +fi! that man was just driving into our horse. Howel, name o' goodness +tell the coachman to tak' care. He'll be upsetting us. Yes, indeet, +Netta, there's shops! One after another. Did you be buying Netta's +wedding clothes there, Howel! Is that a play-house? No! not a +gentleman's house? I 'ould like to see a play for wanst, if nobody 'ould +tell our minister.'</p> + +<p>'If you are not too tired, I'll take you to-night, mother,' here broke +in Howel. 'We may go, perhaps, after you have had some tea. What do you +say, Netta?'</p> + +<p>'Anywhere you like, Howel,' said Netta, 'I am no more ready than if I +was just starting.'</p> + +<p>'Pic what, Howel, was you calling this?' asked Jenkins.</p> + +<p>'Piccadilly, mother. One of the best parts of London.'</p> + +<p>'Deet, and I should think so. 'Tis like a 'lumination lights. There's no +night here. Daylight all the year round. Trees again, like Glanyravon +Park, and lights along by. There pretty—what a many carriages! Was they +all going to the play? Soldiers, too, I am thinking! And more o' them +gentlemen's servants in blue and white. Do all the servants in London be +wearing the same livery, Howel?'</p> + +<p>'Those are the police, mother,' said Howel, laughing.</p> + +<p>'The pleece! Well, I do be calling them handsome men. When will the +noise stop, Howel? I can't hear myself speak, much less you and Netta. +'Tis more noise than Hollantide fair! But maybe 'tis fairday here +to-day, only I wasn't seeing no cattle. There for you! that man 'll +upset us, seure he will.'</p> + +<p>'Here we are, mother,' interrupted Howel, as the cab stopped in Half +Moon Street. 'Now, you must remember that the landlady is not to be in +all our secrets.'</p> + +<p>'Seure, and this isn't half as grand as Pic—what's that long name, +Howel?'</p> + +<p>'Will you walk upstairs, ma'am,' said a well-dressed woman who stood in +the passage of the house at which they stopped.</p> + +<p>'Thank you, ma'am,' said Mrs Jenkins, making her very best curtsey to +the landlady.</p> + +<p>'Is tea ready, Mrs Thompson?' asked Howel, hastening into the passage.</p> + +<p>'Yes, sir!' replied Mrs Thompson, trying to catch a glimpse of Netta's +face.</p> + +<p>'This way, mother,' said Howel, striding upstairs. 'You can send the +traps into the bedrooms, Mrs Thompson. William, take them up.'</p> + +<p>This to a smart tiger, emblazoned in green and gold, belonging to +Howel's private menagerie.</p> + +<p>'What a lovely room! what a beautiful fire!' cried Netta, as she +followed Howel into a handsome first-floor drawing-room.</p> + +<p>'Treue for you there!' said Mrs Jenkins, surveying herself in the glass.</p> + +<p>Tea was ready, and a substantial repast besides, of which they all soon +began to partake, and to which they did justice.</p> + +<p>'I do wish I had that drop of brandy I left in those grand rooms, I am +feeling a pain,' began Mrs Jenkins.</p> + +<p>Howel drew a flask from his pocket, and poured a little brandy into his +mother's tea.</p> + +<p>'This must be the first and last time mother,' he said, as he did so.</p> + +<p>When they had finished tea, Howel told them that their room was within +the folding-doors, and that Netta would find a dress there for the play, +and must make haste, if she meant to go. His mother, being in her very +best black, wanted nothing but the widow's cap to complete her attire as +chaperon. Howel lighted his cigar, and finished the brandy in the flask +whilst the women were dressing. They soon returned, Netta looking really +beautiful, in a new and fashionable white dress, elaborately trimmed +with ribbons and lace.</p> + +<p>Howel went up to her and kissed her with infinite satisfaction.</p> + +<p>'Won't we create a sensation at the Olympic,' he said. 'There will not +be such bright eyes and lilies and roses to be seen there as yours, +cousin Netta!'</p> + +<p>'Mother don't approve of plays, Howel!'</p> + +<p>'You must think of me, not mother now,' said Howel, ringing the bell and +ordering a cab, which as soon as it arrived received our trio, and was +driven to the Olympic, where they arrived in due time, and where we will +leave them for the present.</p> + +<hr class='smallbreak' /> + +<h2><a name="CHAPTER_XV" id="CHAPTER_XV" ></a>CHAPTER XV.</h2> + +<h3>THE MILLIONAIRE'S WIFE.</h3> + +<p>'Don't you be taking on so, Netta, fach! if you do be crying this way, +your eyes 'll be as red as carrots, and Howel 'ont like it.'</p> + +<p>'Oh! Aunt 'Lisbeth, I can't help thinking of mother, and how she is +vexing about me.'</p> + +<p>'Look you at yourself in the glass, Netta, fach! and you 'ont be vexing +any more. I never was seeing such a glass as that before. Look you! you +can see yourself from the beauty-flowers in the white bonnet—dear! +there is a bonnet! and you was looking so well in it—down to them +lovely white shoes on your foots, I never was thinking before you had +such little foots.'</p> + +<p>This conversation takes place whilst Mrs Jenkins is engaged in dressing +Netta for her wedding, and in endeavouring at the same time to soothe +various ebullitions of grief that burst out ever and anon, between the +different acts of the attiring. The girl cannot quite forget the friends +she left behind her, when she so suddenly ran away from home. The appeal +to her personal appearance is not, however, in vain. She looks in the +cheval-glass which draws forth Mrs Jenkins' admiration, and thinks she +has seldom seen anything so pretty as the reflection of her own person +in her bridal dress. She hastily dries her eyes, and turns round and +round several times to assure herself that all is right.</p> + +<p>'Ah! Howel is knowing everything!' says Mrs Jenkins. 'Silks and laces, +and flowers, and worked-handkerchiefs, and all as white as a lily! And +your cheeks a deal redder than any I do see here along! My deet! but you +do be looking genteel.'</p> + +<p>'Do I look as if I had been crying, aunt?' asks Netta, wetting her eyes +with lavender water. 'I'm afraid of Howel and those grand people. I wish +he hadn't asked them.'</p> + +<p>'Oh, for sham! Netta. There they are, I shouldn't wonder! Yes indeet! +says Mrs Jenkins, 'I hear them talking on the stairs.'</p> + +<p>A knock at the bedroom door is followed by the entrance of two ladies, +apparently mother and daughter; the former a portly and roseate dame, +clad in the richest of brocades and white lace shawls—the latter a thin +and somewhat yellow damsel, a tired in white and pink bonnet and mantle +to match, evidently in bridesmaid's gear.</p> + +<p>'Ah I how charming! how beautiful! what a country-flower in London +leaves!' exclaim the ladies, rushing up to Netta and kissing her. 'Good +morning, Mrs Jenkins, your son has chosen a bewitching young person +indeed!'</p> + +<p>'Treue for your ladyship,' says Mrs Jenkins, making her very best +curtsey, as the ladies alternately shake hands with her.</p> + +<p>'Your ladyship' is no less a person than Lady Simpson, the wife of Sir +John Simpson, a gentleman who acquired that title on an occasion when +William the Fourth, of blessed memory, was fêted in the city. Sir John, +having made a considerable fortune in trade, and being blessed with a +helpmate of an aspiring mind, has removed from his old neighbourhood to +that of Hyde Park, where he is spending the money he earned on the +general advancement of his family. This family consists of a son and +daughter, who have been highly educated according to the general +acceptation of the term. With the son Howel is very intimate, and +through him he has long been known to the rest of the family; but it is +only since his vast accession of wealth that he has had the +distinguished honour of claiming Sir John and Lady Simpson as his +particular friends. To them he confided his intended marriage with a +beautiful cousin, who, for family reasons, was coming to London, he +said, under his mother's protection, to be united to him. They had +called on Mrs Jenkins and Netta the previous day, and were invited to +the wedding in the various capacities of father, bridesman, and +bridesmaid. Previously to their making his mother's acquaintance, Howel +informed them that being Welsh, she naturally spoke the language of her +country, and was so patriotic that she disliked any other; and said that +they must not be surprised at her peculiar English, which was simply a +translation of the Welsh idioms into what, to her, was a foreign tongue. +He also gave his mother an hour's lecture upon her dress and deportment; +and Netta a few hints as to her general behaviour, which, whilst it +enchanted the elder, frightened the younger lady. Thus 'forewarned,' if +not 'fore-armed' the forces of Simpson and Jenkins were thrown together.</p> + +<p>Lady Simpson is an average specimen of a vulgar woman aping gentility; +her daughter of a would-be fine lady.</p> + +<p>After they have sufficiently admired Netta's dress, and put the +finishing touches to it, Miss Simpson informs Netta of her duty as bride +elect.</p> + +<p>'Of course, my dear, papa will take you to the hymeneal altar, and our +friend Captain Dancy will take me.'</p> + +<p>'Oh! I hope there is no other stranger,' gasps Netta.</p> + +<p>'Only a particular friend of my brother's and of Mr Jenkins'. Do not be +alarmed, you shy little dove.'</p> + +<p>'Netta, fach!' whispers Mrs Jenkins, 'the ladies was knowing what is +right'</p> + +<p>'Then my brother must take up Mrs Jenkins, and Mr Jenkins, mamma. I +declare we shall be a charming party; and remember to take off your +glove, dear, and give it to me.'</p> + +<p>'We had better go downstairs now,' said Lady Simpson. 'Bridegrooms are +very impatient at these times.'</p> + +<p>Lady Simpson took the blushing, frightened Netta by the hand, and led +her into the drawing-room. Truly the poor child did look like a lovely +country rose, as Miss Simpson had not inaptly called her. Howel led her, +proud of her beauty, to the portly Sir John, who patted her kindly on +the cheeks, and reminded Netta so strongly of her father that the tears +sprung into her eyes. Howel's frown soon checked them, and a thundering +knock at the door, followed by the entrance of Mr Simpson, junior, and +his friend, Captain Dancy, turned her attention from the father to the +son. The look of decided admiration that the new comers cast upon her, +quite revived her drooping spirits, and she smiled, curtseyed, and +blushed as becomingly and naively as Howel could have wished.</p> + +<p>Mr Horatio Simpson was a young man very much adorned with chains, rings, +studs, and black curls. He had, moreover, a very fine waistcoat, and was +altogether well fitted by his tailor. His face was not unlike that of an +otter. He used grand words when he spoke, but did not tire his +companions by quite as voluble a tongue as did his mother. He was one of +those fine gentlemen who would, or could neither plod nor dash at his +studies, and who was quite willing to take all his knowledge second hand +from any one who would kindly impart it.</p> + +<p>Captain Dancy was so entirely his devoted friend, that he gladly gave +him the advantage of his superior parts, in return for various favours +which Miss Simpson also aided in conferring.</p> + +<p>Captain Dancy is a tall, fashionable-looking man, with what Miss Simpson +and her mamma consider a splendid figure. 'And such a lovely moustache!' +Miss Simpson usually adds with a sigh. The moustache and hair are, +however, inclined to red, and the face within them is not unlike that of +a fox. Perhaps some of his friends might be surprised if they found him +in the present company; but he would do anything to oblige Simpson and +Jenkins, who are, in turn, always at his service, in more ways than one.</p> + +<p>After a little preliminary conversation, Mr Simpson offers Netta his +arm; and followed by the rest of the bridal party, leads the way +downstairs. A smart little liveried page is at the door, and two fine +carriages are in the street, each with its horses and coachman +ornamented with bridal favours.</p> + +<p>'We cannot make all our arrangements' as I could wish, whispers Howel +to Miss Simpson, 'owing to circumstances; or I should have met you at +the church from another house.'</p> + +<p>Netta, Mr Simpson, and the two ladies are in the first carriage, which +soon arrives at St James's Church, followed by the other. How the +bouquet in Netta's hand trembles, as she takes Mr Simpson's arm, and +walks with him up the steps, and finally through the centre aisle to the +altar! She has never been in a London church before, and the varied +colours of that magnificent painted window strike her with wonder even +now.</p> + +<p>Netta turns very pale as she stands by the altar, and waits until Howel +comes up. Sir John whispers some kindly words, which so forcibly remind +her of her father, that she can scarcely repress her tears. She glances +at Howel, as he stands opposite, gazing at her, and sees that his +handsome face is calm and determined. He smiles as she looks at him, +which reassures her. A prettier bride could never stand before an altar; +Howel feels this and is satisfied. And Netta has loved her cousin all +her life, and thinks him perfect. She can truly say that she leaves +father, mother, all for him.</p> + +<p>And these are the feelings with which they receive the first words of +the earnest-spoken grey-haired priest, who tells them that they are +assembled in the sight of God, to be joined indissolubly together.</p> + +<p>Netta once read through the marriage service years ago. She had +forgotten it, and would have read it again, but she did not take away +either her Bible or prayer book when she fled from her home, and did not +like to ask Howel to buy her one. Now, as the clergyman continues his +exhortation, the words sound to her as some solemn and wonderful address +spoken for her alone. She listens in spite of a multitude of feelings +that are struggling within her, and is struck with fear when she is +adjured to confess, if there is any impediment to her being lawfully +wedded. She knows that her father's anger and her mother's sorrow are +broad impediments in her road to happiness.</p> + +<p>Her hand trembles, as he who holds the office that offended father ought +to hold, takes it and places it in that of the clergyman It trembles +still more as she hears the question put to her concerning her future +conduct to him, so soon to be her husband, and to think she must audibly +respond. Howel has already answered firmly and boldly, and she strives +to say the final, 'I will,' firmly too, but her voice falters; she is +too much absorbed in her own emotions to notice how carelessly and +thoughtlessly Howel repeats his solemn promise to her after the +clergyman, but she feels him press her hand and is reassured. +Tremblingly, but in all earnestness of purpose, she makes her vow to +'love, cherish, and obey' him whom she has resolutely chosen for her +husband; and, as if touched by her manner, and by the searching glance +of the clergyman, Howel becomes more serious as he places the ring on +her finger and repeats the last words in those great and awful names, +which it is sin to utter but with humility and prayer.</p> + +<p>Truly, as they kneel before the altar to receive the final blessing of +the clergyman, they are a sight for much joy or much grief. Who shall +say what the end will be? Two human beings joined in one to all +eternity!</p> + +<p>As that prayer and blessing are being spoken, a bright flash of +lightning darts through the church, followed by a heavy peal of thunder; +suddenly a great gloom fills the sacred edifice, and a storm of hail and +rain dashes against the windows.</p> + +<p>Poor Netta is superstitious and as easily frightened as a child; she +starts and gives an involuntary little cry as the lightning flashes +before her eyes, and the thunder seems to shake her as she kneels. She +turns paler and paler as the storm continues, and can scarcely hear the +concluding psalms, prayers, and exhortation, for her fear of the +lightning which fitfully and at intervals slants through the painted +windows.</p> + +<p>Stronger nerves than Netta's have been shaken by a thunderstorm on a +wedding-day. Even Howel involuntarily quails at this evil omen, and Mrs +Jenkins clasps her hands and mutters a Welsh proverb. She and Netta had +been congratulating each other on the sunshine of the morning, and such +a storm was bad indeed.</p> + +<p>However, the service proceeds, and then he who addresses the +newly-married pair in God's name, makes himself heard in spite of the +pattering hail. He seems the more impressive as he cannot but remark +Howel's frowning brow and Netta's agitation.</p> + +<p>It is a relief to all the wedding-party when the last words are spoken +and Howel leads his bride into the vestry. By this time tears are +running fast down her pale cheeks, and Howel's efforts at encouragement, +and the warm kiss he gives her, fail to dry them; Sir John Simpson's +fatherly embrace rather serves to increase than diminish the emotion, +and poor Netta is conscious that Howel must be very displeased.</p> + +<p>She mutters something about her great fear of lightning and thunder; +signs her name even more stragglingly than usual, and is at last led by +Howel through the church to the carriage.</p> + +<p>'I don't wonder she is frightened and nervous,' says Miss Simpson? 'I am +sure I should have fainted if such a storm had come on at my marriage. +It is—'</p> + +<p>'Nonsense!' exclaims Howel, somewhat rudely, as they drive quickly +through Jermyn Street, up St James's Street, down Piccadilly, and into +Half Moon Street, without much farther conversation, whilst the storm +rolls on. Netta hurries upstairs and gives way to a burst of sobs and +tears; Howel follows, and knowing the best way to console her, takes her +in his arms, and having told her that she is his own little wife now, +begs her to remember all the grand things they are going to do.</p> + +<p>'You are a great lady now, Netta. We must astonish the little people +down in Wales. Think of Paris, and that Lady Nugent and Miss Rice Rice, +and all your old rivals will hear of your being there, and soon see you +return smarter and richer than any one,'</p> + +<p>'But the storm, cousin Howel! All those solemn words! I am frightened to +death!'</p> + +<p>'Silly little Netta! what has the storm to do with you and me? All our +prosperity and happiness are beginning.'</p> + +<p>'But they say, "Blessed is the bride the sun shines on," and that +thunder and lightning are such a bad omen.'</p> + +<p>'Don't be'—a fool, Howel was going to say, but he modified it into +'Don't be such a silly little puss, but dry your eyes, and come and make +yourself agreeable to our first visitors. <i>Ours,</i> Netta dear.'</p> + +<p>Netta did as she was bid, and in a short time was at the head of the +table, on which a wedding-breakfast had been duly placed, according to +the general rules laid down for such occasions. Howel had given <i>carte +blanche</i> to a fashionable confectioner, and everything was as it should +be for the quiet and private marriage of a man of large fortune. The +cake was splendidly ornamented, the champagne iced, and the other viands +and wines in keeping with them; the hired waiters vied with Sir John's +servants in propriety of demeanour, and Howel's page was as pompous as +pages generally are.</p> + +<p>All Netta's pride and ambition returned when she saw herself mistress at +a table more luxuriously spread than that of Mr Gwynne, and she soon +began to enjoy her new dignity very much.</p> + +<p>'I am to have a French maid when I get to Paris,' she said to Miss +Simpson. 'Howel does not like to take one with us, and we shall form our +establishment when we return.'</p> + +<p>Howel laughed in his sleeve when he heard this: he managed to hear every +word that Netta uttered, and gave her an approving glance; he also saw +that his friends, Captain Dancy and Mr Horatio Simpson, greatly admired +his beautiful young wife, and little cousin Netta rose in his, +estimation.</p> + +<p>'We shall soon meet in Paris, I hope,' said Captain Dancy. 'Simpson and +I are going to run over next week. I should like to assist in showing +you some of the lions, Mrs Howel Jenkins,'</p> + +<p>'Lions! name o' goodness don't tak' her to see them!' exclaims Mrs +Jenkins, now put off her guard by fear.</p> + +<p>'Ah! you have not that Welsh figure; it means—' began Miss Simpson, but +she was interrupted by Mr Simpson proposing the health of the bride and +bridegroom.</p> + +<p>The breakfast went off very well, and the champagne went round only too +often; ladies as well as gentlemen were flushed by this exhilarating +beverage, and Mrs Griffith Jenkins was beginning to be very voluble on +the subject of 'my son Howels,' when that gentleman gave her a look that +silenced her, and that reminded Netta that he had told her to look at +Lady Simpson when it was time for her to put on her travelling-dress.</p> + +<p>The ladies went to their retiring-room, whilst the gentlemen drank more +champagne, and arranged various Parisian amusements.</p> + +<p>It was understood that, as Howel had no friends to leave behind him for +the final settlement of lodgings and the like, his guests were to depart +before he and his bride left. They accordingly took their leave as soon +as Netta reappeared in fashionable travelling costume. No sooner were +they fairly gone than Howel set to work to pay and arrange; this done, +he called Netta to look at their wedding cards. There were a great +number directed to different friends, some to acquaintances in their old +neighbourhood, and one to David Prothero, Esq., Glanyravon.</p> + +<p>Netta quailed but said nothing.</p> + +<p>'Now let me read you this, Netta? it is for the <i>Welshman,</i> and every +one will see it:—"On the 16th instant, at St James's Church, +Piccadilly, London, Howel Jenkins, Esq., of our county, was married to +Miss Prothero, daughter of D. Prothero, Esq., of Glanyravon. Sir John +Simpson gave away the lovely bride, and the wedding-breakfast was +attended by a select, but fashionable party of friends."'</p> + +<p>'Father will see that,' said Netta; 'he will be in such a passion.'</p> + +<p>'Serve him right,' replied Howel, and called the page and sent the +letters to the post.</p> + +<p>The carriage was at the door, and the luggage in. Mrs Griffith Jenkins +was busily engaged in packing up the cake and a spare bottle of +champagne, together with a few other confections' in a stray hamper.</p> + +<p>'Make haste, mother,' cried Howel.</p> + +<p>'Stop you, Howel, bach! in a minute. We must be wishing you joy at home; +and I should like to be sending cousin Prothero some of this grand +cake.'</p> + +<p>At last Mrs Jenkins and her hamper were ready, and the trio started for +the Paddington Station.</p> + +<p>When they arrived there Howel took a second-class ticket for his mother +as far as Swansea, telling her to take a first-class from that place +home. She was to sleep with some friends at Swansea.</p> + +<p>'We mustn't waste money, mother.'</p> + +<p>'Treue for you, Howel.'</p> + +<p>'Tell everybody at home of the grand wedding.'</p> + +<p>'Don't be afraid of that.'</p> + +<p>When Howel had seen his mother off, he and Netta drove to their station, +and, per first-class carriage, with page in second, steamed off to +Folkestone, which was to be the first stage of their life-journey.</p> + +<hr class='smallbreak' /> + +<h2><a name="CHAPTER_XVI" id="CHAPTER_XVI" ></a>CHAPTER XVI.</h2> + +<h3>THE SERVANT.</h3> + +<p>We must now leave Netta and her husband for a time, and return to the +morning when Netta left her home to go forth in search of a new one.</p> + +<p>The breakfast-table was spread at the farm, and all were assembled +except Netta.</p> + +<p>'Owen, go and call Netta,' said Mr Prothero, seating himself before some +smoking rashers of bacon; 'she's always late, I'll say that for her.'</p> + +<p>Owen did his father's bidding, but returned exclaiming,—</p> + +<p>'She is up and out of her room. There must be something wonderful to +make her go out before breakfast.'</p> + +<p>'Such a lovely morning,' said Mrs Prothero, 'I daresay she is in the +garden.'</p> + +<p>'Well, let her find her way in,' said the farmer; 'she knows the hour, +and we'll fall to. Say grace, mother, if you please.'</p> + +<p>Mrs Prothero said grace, and the trio sat down to breakfast.</p> + +<p>'I expect brother Jo and Mrs Jonathan to-day,' said Mr Prothero; 'they +are going to a clerical meeting, and are coming here on their way back.'</p> + +<p>'Dear me!' said Mrs Prothero. 'What can we have for dinner?'</p> + +<p>'Eggs and bacon. What better?' said the farmer. 'But you needn't be +afraid, they 'ont come till tea. Owen, I wish you'd just look out and +see after that idle slut Netta.'</p> + +<p>Off started Owen with a piece of bread and butter in his hand.</p> + +<p>'Mother, why don't you make that girl more regular?' asked Mr Prothero.</p> + +<p>'Oh, David! you know she doesn't mind me.'</p> + +<p>'Then you should make her.'</p> + +<p>Mrs Prothero could have said, 'You should have helped me to make her all +her life,' but she refrained.</p> + +<p>'Can't find her,' cried Owen, returning.</p> + +<p>'Perhaps she is ill upstairs,' suggested Mrs Prothero, rising, and +running up to her room.</p> + +<p>The room was empty, as we know, and Mrs Prothero was about to leave it +again, when she went to the open window to see if she could espy Netta +from it. She passed the dressing-table as she did so, and perceiving a +letter, glanced at the direction. She was surprised to find it addressed +to herself, and on a nearer examination saw that it was in Netta's +handwriting. It was with a trembling hand and foreboding heart that she +took it up and broke the seal After she had done this, she was some time +before she could summon courage to open it. When she did so, her brain +swam as she read the following words, written with trembling fingers:—</p> + +<blockquote><p>'DEAR MOTHER,—I am going to marry cousin Howel. Father won't + consent, so we are going to London to be married. I hope you will + forgive me for not telling you, but I knew it was no good, as + father is so much against it. I am sure I shall be very happy, only + I should like to have been married properly at home; but it is not + my fault that father would not hear of it, and that Howel would not + wait. We are going to France and a great many other countries, and + it grieves me to think how long it will be before I shall see you + again. I hope you and father will forgive me? as Howel is a + gentleman with plenty of money, and we have loved one another all + our lives. I don't see why we were not allowed to marry like + anybody else, instead of being obliged to go so far away; I am sure + it would have been better if father had let us. Dear mother, you + were always very good to me, and I am sorry if I ever offended you; + but father called me bad names, and was very cross; he will be + vexed, perhaps, when he sees how grand and happy I am.</p> + +<p> 'Good-bye for a little time, my dear mother. Don't be very angry + with your dutiful, affectionate daughter, JANETTA.'</p></blockquote> + +<p>The word 'dutiful' was scratched through and affectionate added.</p> + +<p>When Mrs Prothero had read this letter, she turned very pale, and stood +like one in a dream; she could not realise the contents. That Netta was +wilful and obstinate she knew, but she had never known her guilty of +resolute disobedience; she felt very faint, and sat down on a chair +opposite the open door—she tried to rise to go downstairs to her +husband, but found that her head was too giddy, and she could not move; +she put her hand before her eyes, and became unconscious.</p> + +<p>At this moment Gladys passed down the passage, and seeing Mrs Prothero +in this strange attitude, went into the room and asked if anything was +the matter. Receiving no answer, she put her hand tenderly on Mrs +Prothero's, and removing it from before her face, saw that she was pale, +and appeared to have fainted. She ran hastily downstairs, and finding +Owen alone, told him that his mother was ill. He followed her upstairs, +and soon perceived that Mrs Prothero was really in a kind of swoon. +Whilst he supported her, Gladys brought water and such restoratives as +she could procure; she begged him to go for his father, and whilst he +was gone, succeeded in restoring Mrs Prothero. At the sight of the open +letter, however, she sank again into a fainting fit.</p> + +<p>Mr Prothero and Owen appeared.</p> + +<p>'Mother, what is the matter? Name o' goodness what is the matter?' said +Mr Prothero in great alarm.</p> + +<p>Gladys pointed out the letter to Owen, who glanced at it whilst his +father took his wife into his arms.</p> + +<p>Gladys put vinegar to her temples and nostrils, and begged Mr Prothero +to take her to the open window; as he did so he saw Owen reading a +letter.</p> + +<p>'How can you read now, you unnatural son?' he said sternly.</p> + +<p>'Oh, father! father, Netta!' he exclaimed.</p> + +<p>'Never mind her; think of your mother, ten thousand times as precious.'</p> + +<p>At last Gladys succeeded in restoring Mrs Prothero to consciousness and +when she found herself in her husband's arms, with Owen bending over +her, she burst into a flood of hysterical tears, which partially +relieved her.</p> + +<p>'Oh, Netta! Netta!' was all she could say, when they asked her what was +the matter.</p> + +<p>'Never mind her, mother, but get better,' said Mr Prothero, his usually +rosy face almost as pale as his wife's.</p> + +<p>'If you please, sir, we will lay her on the bed,' said Gladys.</p> + +<p>'Not here—not here,' gasped Mrs Prothero.</p> + +<p>They took her to her own room, and Gladys said,—'Perhaps, sir, if you +would leave her to me a little I could get her into bed, I am used to +illness.'</p> + +<p>Mr Prothero looked at the girl, and saw her eyes full of tears, but her +face was calm and pale, and seemed to indicate a self-possession that no +one else present had.</p> + +<p>'I will come back again soon, mother,' he said as he left the room, +followed by Owen.</p> + +<p>When they were gone, Mrs Prothero gave way to an uncontrollable grief, +and threw herself upon the neck of the girl Gladys.</p> + +<p>'What will he say? what will he do when he knows it all?' she sobbed.</p> + +<p>'If you only hope and pray, ma'am, perhaps all will be right that +troubles you now,' faltered Gladys.</p> + +<p>'My only girl! to be so wilful, so disobedient!'</p> + +<p>'May I ask what has happened to Miss Netta?'</p> + +<p>'She has run away with her cousin, and her father will never forgive +her—never!'</p> + +<p>'Ah! that was what my poor mother did; but she was happy with my father; +and Mr Jenkins is rich and kind. Take comfort, ma'am, it may not be so +very bad.'</p> + +<p>Gladys managed to get Mrs Prothero into bed, who, happily, did not see +the effect produced by Netta's letter on her husband. Whilst she was +shedding quiet tears on her pillow, he was raging with furious passion +to his son. Over and over again did he comment on every word of the +letter, sometimes with keen irony, sometimes with a burst of rage, until +Owen endeavoured to suggest pursuit.</p> + +<p>'Go after her! the ungrateful, disobedient, good-for-nothing hussey! No, +not if she were stopping a mile off instead of whirling away in her +grand coach and four nobody knows where. Let her go, the impertinent +baggage! "Father 'ont consent! father was very cross! father had better +let us marry! he will be sorry when he sees how grand and happy I am! +father called me bad names!" I wish I had called her worse! she deserves +every name that was ever written!'</p> + +<p>'But, perhaps,' suggests Owen, 'she will be happy, and Howel will be +steady.'</p> + +<p>'Steady! hold your tongue and don't be a fool! Make a drunkard steady! +make a bad son steady! make a gambler steady! make a horse-racer steady! +make—make—make—hold your tongue, sir: don't say a word for the +ungrateful girl—never mention her name to me again—I never wish to see +her face more as long as I live—I—I—I—'</p> + +<p>Mr Prothero's passion choked his words. Could Netta have suddenly +returned and seen her father shaking with suppressed grief, his face +crimson with rage, and his hands and teeth clenched, and her mother +pale and weeping on her bed, she would, I think, have paused longer +before she caused them this great grief.</p> + +<p>Mr Prothero returned to his wife before his passion was calmed. He found +her sitting up in bed wringing her hands, and crying as if her heart +would break.</p> + +<p>'Now, mother, there's no good in this,' began the farmer. 'That girl +don't deserve tears and lamentations, and I 'ont have 'em. We 'ont have +the house turned upside down because a bad, obstinate, ungrateful +daughter has run away with a miser's son, and a good-for-nothing +spendthrift. Let 'em go, I say! I 'ouldn't stir a step to bring 'em +back—'</p> + +<p>'Oh, David! dear, dear husband! if only you will find out that they are +married; if only you would send some one to see that Howel marries her! +This is all—all—all! I will never name her again! I will try to forget +her—I will do all you wish! but for my sake, for yours, for all, for +God's sake, see to this, or I shall die.'</p> + +<p>Mr Prothero was cowed at once by this passionate burst of grief. He had +never seen his submissive, patient little wife excited in this way +before, for never before had she felt so deep a pain. Her only daughter!</p> + +<p>'God help me! God help me!' she sobbed, when she had controlled her +great emotion. 'I know I have indulged her—spoilt her perhaps. I know +she is proud and wilful, and obstinate; but oh! to disobey us all—to go +off, she doesn't know where—with Howel, too, who has no religion, +nothing to keep him pure and honest—this is too much! too hard! No, +David, bach! it is no good to be angry now—if you won't go after her I +must.'</p> + +<p>'Stop you, mother, stop you! we'll see the slut married anyhow; that is +to say, Howel shall marry her—who ever doubted that? but I'll never set +eyes on her again as long as I live, I 'ont.'</p> + +<p>Whilst Mr Prothero was speaking, Gladys, who had been waiting upon Mrs +Prothero until that moment, slipped out of the room, and ran in search +of Owen. She found him amongst servants making inquiries.</p> + +<p>'Mr Owen, may I speak with you if you please.'</p> + +<p>Owen followed her into the hall.</p> + +<p>'Oh! sir, if you would go after Miss Netta, now that the master is +willing, at once; may be you will save your mother's life. If she goes +on this way, she will surely be very ill.'</p> + +<p>'What use would it be for me to go after her? The cow-boy saw her pass +at about five this morning, and she is at Swansea by this time. My +father ought to have let 'em marry, and get on together like other young +couples.'</p> + +<p>'But, Mr Owen, the mistress is afraid—she wants to be sure—she would +be happier, sir, if some one could see them married!'</p> + +<p>'Oh! that's the way the wind blows! You may tell mother that I'll try to +track them—but it won't be of any use. At any rate it will calm her to +think we are making the attempt. You write to my brother Rowland, +Gladys, and tell him of this affair; but the truth is, we must make the +best of it. They are off to London to be married, and 'tis no good to +try to look for 'em there.'</p> + +<p>Here Shanno entered.</p> + +<p>'Mr Owen, Mr Jones, Tenewydd, did tell Mr Thomas, Trefortyn, who did +tell John, blacksmith, who did tell Betto, that he saw Miss Netta and +Mrs Jenkins, tallow-chandler, this morning about six o'clock, and they +did get into a carriage by there.'</p> + +<p>'Go and tell mother that Aunt Jenkins was with Netta, Gladys, and I'll +go and see whether Mr Jones really saw her or not.'</p> + +<p>Gladys returned to her mistress, who had become more quiet, and was +trying to persuade Mr Prothero to go after the fugitives.</p> + +<p>'Mr Owen is gone, ma'am,' said Gladys, 'and Mr Jones, of Tynewydd, saw +Miss Netta this morning with Mrs Griffith Jenkins, and they got into a +carriage together.'</p> + +<p>'Thank God that 'Lizbeth was with her,' said Mrs Prothero.</p> + +<p>'The deceitful, pompous old vagabond,' thundered Mr Prothero. 'She to +connive and contrive! fit mother for such a son. They 'ont come to no +good end. No, mother, I can't, nor I 'ont go after 'em; Netta has made +her own bed, and she must lie on it.'</p> + +<p>'Mr Owen is gone, ma'am,' whispered Gladys. 'Try to take comfort; there +is One who can make all our rough ways straight, and will bring poor +Miss Netta home again, if we pray for it.'</p> + +<p>'What's the girl preaching about?' said Mr Prothero, glancing sternly at +Gladys, who was silenced at once. 'Now, mother, we mustn't let that +undutiful girl upset us. I must go to the wheat-field—you must—' he +looked at his wife, and changed what he was going to say to, 'lie in +bed.'</p> + +<p>'No, Davy, I can't lie in bed, I must go and look for Netta.'</p> + +<p>'Now, wife, I 'ont have none of this nonsense. You must either lie in +bed or go about your work. The whole house sha'n't be turned +topsey-turvey for a baggage like that.'</p> + +<p>Mr Prothero left the room, and his wife insisted upon getting up.</p> + +<p>'If you could pray for her, ma'am, you would be happier, and perhaps +poor Miss Netta might be helped in a way we cannot see.'</p> + +<p>'Pray for me, Gladys, I cannot think or pray for myself, I am so +bewildered.'</p> + +<p>The two earnest-minded women knelt down by the bedside, and Gladys +offered up a simple prayer in her clear, strong language, for the 'poor +lamb who had strayed from the fold;' in which the mother joined in the +midst of her sobs and tears. When they arose from their knees, Mrs +Prothero kissed Gladys, and said she would go downstairs, and try to +work, and seek to keep her heart in prayer.</p> + +<p>And the day wore through, until the evening brought Mr and Mrs Jonathan +Prothero. For the first time, Mrs Jonathan comforted her sister-in-law.</p> + +<p>'Now, really, I do not see why you should be so very much distressed,' +she said. 'Howel is a fine, clever young man, with plenty of money. He +is sure to make his way into good society, and to place Netta in a +superior position. Of course, it was very wrong of her to elope, very; +but your husband is so obstinate that they knew he would never consent, +and what else were they to do? I confess I should have done the very +same thing. As to his not marrying her after all, that is absurd. He is +devotedly attached to her, and he knows that with her beauty and spirit, +she will soon be fit for good society.'</p> + +<p>Mr Jonathan was not so successful with his brother. After saying that he +had seen a carriage and pair pass at about six that morning, he +proceeded to offer consolation.</p> + +<p>'It is according to nature, brother. Since the creation, the man has +cleaved to the woman and the woman to the man. You married according to +your fancy, so did I; so have men and women ever since the world began. +It may turn out better than you imagine.'</p> + +<p>'Brother Jo!' thundered the farmer, 'hold your tongue. I know Howel +better than you do, or anybody else, except Rowland. I 'ont hear any +more about 'em, and the less you say the better. She's no daughter o' +mine any more.'</p> + +<p>With this Mr Prothero walked away, leaving his brother very much +perplexed and distressed, but comforting himself with hoping that time +would soften even his choleric relative.</p> + +<p>Owen returned about ten o'clock. He had ridden to the inn where Howel +had changed horses, and learnt the name of the house whence the fly +came; had left his own horse and taken another, and gone on to Swansea, +where he found from the drivers that the trio had gone direct to London. +Thinking it useless to try to track them farther, he returned, fully +impressed with the wisdom of Howel in running off with what he couldn't +get by fair means.</p> + +<p>'Such a row as father makes,' he soliloquised. 'Why, I should do the +very same thing to-morrow. And Howel's a decent chap too; will be, at +least, when he's sown a few more wild oats. But if Netta doesn't lead +him a dance I'm mistaken. She's father all over. There's a difference +between her and that Irish girl! My wig! if she isn't a quiet one. But I +never saw such eyes as hers in all my life, or such a sweet temper. I +wonder what father would say if I ran off with her, and took her a +voyage or two to give her a little more colour. That's all she wants to +make her a downright angel'</p> + +<hr class='smallbreak' /> + +<h2><a name="CHAPTER_XVII" id="CHAPTER_XVII" ></a>CHAPTER XVII.</h2> + +<h3>THE COLONEL.</h3> + +<p>The next day it was evident to every one that Mrs Prothero was very ill. +She had never had any very extraordinary misfortunes or troubles, and +the elopement of an only daughter was an event to her so dreadful and +unexpected that it seemed as bad, or worse, than her death. As nothing +more was to be gleaned concerning Netta, and further inquiries were +literally useless—indeed, Mr Prothero would not hear of their being +made—Mrs Prothero gave way to her grief, and her husband's most +passionate demonstrations of displeasure failed to frighten her into her +usual calm submission to him and his humours.</p> + +<p>Owen paid a visit to Mrs Jenkins' abode, and heard from the servant left +in charge that she was not expected home for some time. Owen bribed the +woman to let him know when her mistress returned, and comforted his +mother by assuring her that he would find out all about Netta from Aunt +'Lizbeth, whose tongue was too well oiled to stop going.</p> + +<p>Mr and Mrs Jonathan offered to remain at the farm, but as they rather +irritated Mr Prothero by their evident inclination to take up the +defence of the offenders, Owen told his aunt that she had better write +to Lady Payne Perry about Netta, as there was always a chance of great +people hearing the news. Owen was very well aware that his aunt could +not possibly write to her aristocratic cousin with the pens, ink, and +paper in general use at the farm, and that she would be obliged to go +to her davenport at the vicarage, where he already saw her, in +imagination, with the finest satin letter paper before her, mending her +pen into the most delicate of points.</p> + +<p>Accordingly they took their leave, with a promise to return on Monday, +and were soon succeeded by Miss Gwynne, who, having heard of the +elopement, came to see Mrs Prothero.</p> + +<p>'If you could prevail on the mistress to go to bed, ma'am,' said Gladys +when she opened the door to her, 'I would be for ever thankful to you; +she is much too ill to be about, and she has done nothing but mope and +fret all day.'</p> + +<p>Miss Gwynne went straight into the dairy, where Mrs Prothero was making +butter.</p> + +<p>'So Netta has taken the law into her own hands, Mrs Prothero. So much +the better; I shouldn't grieve about it if I were you. It is a grand +thing for her.'</p> + +<p>'Not to disobey us and run away, Miss Gwynne? she would be better doing +her father's bidding than marrying a lord, much less Howel.'</p> + +<p>'But you are not going to make yourself ill and miserable about it. +Since it is done, you may as well make the best of it; but you must go +to bed and keep quiet, to-day at least. You are not fit to see all the +people who are already on their way to condole or congratulate. You will +have half the parish here before night; I passed old Nancy, Cwmriddle, +hobbling down the lane, and she will be here shortly.'</p> + +<p>'Oh, I couldn't see them, Miss Gwynne.'</p> + +<p>'Then you must go to bed to avoid it. Do be advised, you look so ill.'</p> + +<p>'When Miss Gwynne so far forgot herself as to be persuasive instead of +commanding, she was irresistible. She put her hand so gently on Mrs +Prothero's shoulder, and looked so kindly into her tearful eyes, that +the poor woman began to cry afresh. The sound of a stick knocking at the +back door completed the victory, and Mrs Prothero went sobbing upstairs, +whilst Gladys opened the door to admit Nancy, Cwmriddle, and another +gossip who had overtaken her. Mr Prothero came into the yard at the same +time.</p> + +<p>'Well, sir, to be sure; only to think of Miss Netta,' began the old +woman in Welsh.</p> + +<p>'If you're come here to talk about her, I'll thank you to go away again, +and tell everybody you meet that they may have their nine days' wonder +about us anywhere but here,' roared Mr Prothero into Nancy's ear, who +was very deaf.</p> + +<p>The old crones, knowing Mr. Prothero well, turned away quicker than +they came, and soon began to do his bidding, perceiving that he was in +an 'awful way.'</p> + +<p>'Mr Prothero, do you know I have sent Mrs Prothero to bed,' began Miss +Gwynne, advancing towards him; 'she looks so very ill and unlike herself +that I am sure you must be careful of her for a time.'</p> + +<p>'All that ungrateful, good-for-nothing daughter of ours, Miss Gwynne. +What would she care if she were to kill her mother? I know you are a +true lady and a kind friend, miss, and have more sense than all the rest +of the country put together, so I don't mind telling you what I think. +Those that disobey their parents'll be seure to come to a bad end.'</p> + +<p>'We will hope the best, Mr Prothero; and you must remember that you have +your sons to comfort you.'</p> + +<p>'Fine comfort to be seure. There's Owen as wild as an untrained colt, +and Rowland such a grand man up in London that he 'ont know his own +father by-and-by. Dining with bishops and rectors, and as fine as my +lord. I always told my wife that all Mrs Jonathan's eddication was too +much for us, and so it is turning out. We shall be left in our old age +to shift for ourselves; one son at sea, without a shirt to his back; +another preaching upon a hundred a-year—gentleman Rowland I call him; +and the third in a workhouse, maybe. And all this because brother Jo +must needs bring a fine lady amongst us, and with her nothing but +grammar-schools, boarding-schools, and colleges. My wife always spoilt +that girl.'</p> + +<p>'Perhaps you helped a little bit, Mr Prothero,' said Miss Gwynne, +smiling, to stop the farmer's flow of words. 'But one couldn't help +spoiling poor—'</p> + +<p>'There, don't you go for to take her part, miss. Name o' goodness, let +alone the girl. Beg pardon for being so rude.'</p> + +<p>Here Gladys appeared, who had followed her mistress upstairs.</p> + +<p>'Sir, the mistress is very ill. I think she would like to see you. +Perhaps you had better have a doctor.'</p> + +<p>'Never had a doctor in my house since Netta was born, that's the trouble +she brought with her; I'd as soon have an undertaker. Send you for a +doctor, and everybody in the house is seure to be ill. He's infectious. +Excuse me, Miss Gwynne, whilst I go and see what's the matter.'</p> + +<p>Miss Gwynne waited until she heard Mr Prothero come down from his wife's +room, calling busily for Owen, who was in the wheat-field, and telling +him to go and fetch Dr Richards. She then called Gladys, and said she +should have whatever her mistress could fancy from the Park, and that +she would come again in the afternoon and see how she was.</p> + +<p>This done, Miss Gwynne went her own erratic way, which led her over +stiles, and through fields, and into various cottages, where she +alternately scolded, lectured, and condoled, accordingly as she thought +their inmates deserved the one or the other. She rarely left them, +however, without giving some substantial proof of the interest she felt +in their wants and trials, either by promises of food or clothing, or by +money given then and there. She finally anchored in a pretty +school-house that she had lately prevailed on her father to build, close +by the Park, where she found Miss Hall patiently superintending the +needlework of the girls. She gave two or three quick nods to the +children, and they curtseyed and bowed on her entrance, and then told +Miss Hall it was twelve o'clock, and she had had quite enough teaching +for one morning.</p> + +<p>'I don't see what use it is having a school, if half the children are to +stay away,' she said to the mistress.</p> + +<p>'It is the harvest, ma'am; they stay at home to take care of the younger +children; that is why we have so few.'</p> + +<p>'Yes, and half go to the Dissenting schools; I see them creeping out. +Now, children,' turning to the terrified urchins, who were just about to +leave the room, if I see any of you going to any other school but this, +or going away from church to the meeting-houses, you shall neither have +new frocks, hats, nor shawls, nor shall you come to the tea-party I am +going to give you soon; do you hear?'</p> + +<p>'Yes, ma'am—yes, ma'am,' muttered the children as they curtseyed and +bowed and slipped away.</p> + +<p>As Freda and Miss Hall walked through the park to the house, the former +grew very excited in her manner.</p> + +<p>'I tell you what it is, Nita,' she said, 'Lady Nugent is doing +everything in her power to win papa, and as soon as Miss Nugent marries, +or rather as soon as somebody marries her fortune, she will get papa to +marry her, I am sure of it. She must propose for him herself, for he +will never have the courage to do so; I see through her, and I am sure +you must do the same. He is flattered by the constant attentions, and +little notes, and insinuating manners of a very handsome, fashionable, +agreeable woman; and she thinks Glanyravon Park and a man of fortune +that she will be able to turn round her fingers, better than the +jointure she will have to live upon when her daughter leaves her. I was +actually disgusted with her yesterday; it was what I call a dead set; if +he marries her I shall hang myself, for live with her I never will; I +positively detest her.'</p> + +<p>'Oh! Freda; those are the old expressions of years gone by. But you are +jumping at a conclusion.'</p> + +<p>'Not at all; papa always stands up for Lady Nugent and her insipid +daughter. You know he is a thorough gentleman himself and does not +understand such a maneuvering woman. I told him so the other day, and he +was quite angry; and I am sure she sets him against me. Why will you not +try to marry papa, if he must marry again? and you are the only person I +could tolerate for a step-mother.'</p> + +<p>'My dear Freda,' said Miss Hall, laughing, 'your papa would as soon +think of Miss Rice Rice as of me.'</p> + +<p>'You are quite mistaken, he has always admired you very much, only you +are so dreadfully reserved with him. You won't see that he wants some +one who can talk to and for him, to save him the trouble. This Lady +Nugent does with the most contemptible tact; and does it so cleverly +that nobody sees through her. If you will only try, and just propose at +the right moment, I am convinced papa would have you. If he marries her, +I say good-bye to Glanyravon for ever.'</p> + +<p>'You are so impetuous, Freda; I am sure your papa has never thought of +it.'</p> + +<p>'Not exactly in a downright way, nor will he till Lady Nugent makes the +proposal; then he will be rather frightened at first, and finally think +that she will head his table more gracefully than I shall, and be less +dictatorial—and I shall go into a convent.'</p> + +<p>'Better marry yourself, my dear.'</p> + +<p>'Marry who? The only person who would really care to have me, whether I +had a fortune or not, is Sir Hugh Pryse, and I could no more marry him +than—than—Mr Rice Rice, or Major Madox, who thinks only of the heiress +of Glanyravon.'</p> + +<p>'But you have refused half-a-dozen more, and have not even taken the +trouble to try to like any one of them!'</p> + +<p>'They were all in love with the Park, not with me; and I certainly never +mean to try to like any one. It must be true love with me, or none at +all. I shall die an old maid, and unless you will, just for my sake, try +to cut out Lady Nugent, I daresay you and I will nurse the black cat +together.'</p> + +<p>Freda's conversation was checked by the sound of horses' hoofs behind; +she turned sound and saw a gentleman riding slowly up the drive. He soon +overtook them, and raising his hat, said,—</p> + +<p>'Miss Gwynne! I am sure it must be Miss Gwynne; am I right?'</p> + +<p>Freda bowed.</p> + +<p>'You do not remember me! twelve years make a great difference! and you +were a child when I left.'</p> + +<p>'Colonel Vaughan! Oh! I am so glad to see you!' claimed Freda. 'And +papa will be charmed; we heard you were in England, but did not know you +were in this county.'</p> + +<p>Colonel Vaughan dismounted, and shook hands with Freda, evidently with +all his heart, then glancing at Miss Hall, started, and said,—</p> + +<p>'Yes—no—I beg your pardon, surely not Miss Hall.'</p> + +<p>'Yes,' said Miss Hall, colouring slightly, and holding out her hand, I +am very glad to welcome you home again, but can well imagine you did not +expect to see me here.'</p> + +<p>By this time they were at the house, and Freda was planning introducing +Colonel Vaughan to her father as a stranger, and seeing whether he would +recognise him or not.</p> + +<p>She accordingly preceded him to the study, and said to Mr Gwynne, 'A +gentleman wishes to see you, papa.'</p> + +<p>Mr Gwynne rose and made his bow, and motioned to a seat in his usually +nervous manner.</p> + +<p>'How do you do, Mr Gwynne? Don't you know me?' said the colonel, +standing up before him.</p> + +<p>'I beg your pardon—no—I do not think I have ever—impossible! It +cannot be my godson, Gwynne Vaughan?'</p> + +<p>'The very same!' said the colonel. 'I only came down last night, and +this is the first place I have visited.'</p> + +<p>'I am very glad to see you, my dear fellow,' said Mr Gwynne, absolutely +rising from his chair.</p> + +<p>'And this was what the bells were ringing for last night?' said Freda, +looking flushed and handsome.</p> + +<p>'In spite of my poverty they did me that honour,' said the colonel. 'I +heard the old place was likely to be let again, and so ran down to have +a look at it first, and beat up my old friends. It was years ago that I +went, a youth of nineteen, into the army, and twelve since I have been +here, and I have been all the world over since then; but I come back and +find everything much as I left it.'</p> + +<p>'But surely you will not go away again?' said Mr Gwynne.</p> + +<p>'I am not rich enough to keep up the old place as it ought to be kept, +and the debts are not half wiped off yet, so I don't mean to settle down +at present.'</p> + +<p>'But a little economy and that sort of thing would soon clear the +property. You had better settle down.'</p> + +<p>'I don't think I should like it; besides, I hear there are negotiations +going on between my attorneys and some other persons for a fresh +tenant.'</p> + +<p>The luncheon-bell rang, and the party went into the dining-room; and +whilst they are eating and talking we will examine the new comer.</p> + +<p>He is decidedly a handsome man. The most fastidious judge of masculine +beauty could scarcely deny this fact. Tall, well made, of commanding +figure and aristocratic appearance, black hair, a high rather than a +broad forehead, well marked eyebrows, and black lashes so long that they +half conceal the grey eyes beneath; an aquiline nose, and a well-defined +mouth, with an expression slightly sarcastic; a chin so deeply indented +with a dimple that, if the old saw be true, he must be a flirt or a +deceiver; and withal, a manner so perfectly easy and self-possessed that +you say at once court, camp, or cottage must be equally accessible to +that man.</p> + +<p>There is a certain power in him that even a reader of character would +scarcely understand for some time. Is it intellect? There is decidedly +intelligence in the face, yet it is not highly intellectual; there are +no disfiguring lines and cross lines, the furrows of study or thought. +Is it mere health and animal spirits? He is neither particularly rosy +nor overpoweringly cheerful. Does he read your mind at a glance? His +eyes are penetrating, but not uncomfortably so. It is, we are inclined +to think, that general and instinctive knowledge of the characters and +tendencies of those with whom he converses, which commerce with the +world, and a keen observation of men and manners, alone can give. He is, +in short, a man of the world.</p> + +<p>When he first entered the army his father and an elder brother were +alive. They, dying about three years after, left him in possession of a +large but greatly encumbered property. It was estimated that it would +take twenty years at least to clear the estate, and that only by letting +it and never drawing upon the proceeds.</p> + +<p>The young heir was wise enough to retain his post as officer in Her +Majesty's service, though not to sequester all his income for the +payment of his father's, grandfather's, and great-grandfather's debts or +mortgages. He spent about a fourth of it annually, and consequently the +property was still greatly encumbered and he knew that to reside on it +and clear it he would be obliged to live in a very humdrum style, or +else add to the burden of debt already incurred. He preferred, remaining +in the army, and being a general favourite in society, and having no +near relations in Wales, it never occurred to him to spend his furloughs +in his native county. He had always some distant land to visit, and +either with his regiment or on leave had travelled nearly all over the +world.</p> + +<p>His return was therefore an event of considerable interest to the +neighbourhood in which his place and property lay; and, doubtless, Mr +Gwynne was not the only person who wished Colonel Vaughan to settle at +Plas Abertewey.</p> + +<p>When he was last at Glanyravon Park Mrs Gwynne was alive, Freda was a +child of eight, and Miss Hall a very elegant and pretty young woman. Mr +Gwynne Vaughan was then one of her numerous admirers; but there was +apparently no remnant of his early passion left, if you can judge of the +heart of a man, or his character at least, by his face or manner. Miss +Hall was much more confused when she suddenly met him than he was when +he first recognised her.</p> + +<p>Freda had always had a pleasant recollection of him. He had been very +kind to her when she was a child, and an occasional letter to her +father, or the intelligence, through the papers, of his distinguishing +himself in India, or his gradual rise in the army, had kept alive a +certain amount of interest in her mind for this old friend.</p> + +<p>She showed it at once, and delighted Colonel Vaughan by the perfectly +natural manner with which she welcomed him, and the frank heartiness of +her expressed wish that he should remain in the country now he had +returned to it.</p> + +<p>'We have never had any one we cared for at Abertewey,' she said. +'Sometimes it was an English family who came to ruin themselves in +mining speculations; sometimes a sporting man who came for the hunting, +shooting, and fishing; and now, if you don't stay, I daresay it will be +a Manchester mill owner or some such person.'</p> + +<p>'Much nearer home, I fancy; but I believe it is a kind of secret, only I +am so much like a woman that I cannot keep a secret. To my utter +astonishment I find it is to be a son of old Jenkins, the miser! I +remember the father, but the son was some years my junior. You need not +mention this, however, as it may fall to the ground. He wanted to buy +the place, but I am too patriotic still to wish to sell.'</p> + +<p>'Howel Jenkins! little Netta! at Abertewey!' exclaimed the trio in +concert.</p> + +<p>'True it is that mountains fall and mushrooms rise,' said the colonel +laughing. 'But he has money, and as far as negotiations have gone, seems +willing to pay, so I am content.'</p> + +<p>'And I am not,' said Freda. 'It will be odious, and I shall be so sorry +for poor Mrs Prothero. You must settle there yourself, Colonel Vaughan.'</p> + +<p>'A poor lonely bachelor with no money!'</p> + +<p>'Hem—hem, you might find a wife, I should think,' suggested Mr Gwynne. +'There is a beautiful girl in this neighbourhood with thirty thousand +pounds at her disposal.'</p> + +<p>'Oh, papa!' said Freda frowning perceptibly, 'such an empty-headed, +insipid idiot would be dear at a hundred thousand.'</p> + +<p>Colonel Vaughan looked at Freda to see whether she was jealous, but +could not quite understand the frown.</p> + +<p>Soon after luncheon he took his leave, with promises to make Glanyravon +his head-quarters if he remained any time in the country.</p> + +<hr class='smallbreak' /> + +<h2><a name="CHAPTER_XVIII" id="CHAPTER_XVIII" ></a>CHAPTER XVIII.</h2> + +<h3>THE NURSE.</h3> + +<p>Mrs Prothero continued very ill, and the doctor said there was no chance +of her amendment until her mind was more at ease. Four days had passed, +and no intelligence of Netta. Each day found her worse than the +preceding, and brain fever was apprehended. Gladys nursed her day and +night. Mr Prothero stormed and lamented by turns. Owen did what he could +to assist and comfort all, and Miss Gwynne and Miss Hall sent every kind +of nourishing food from the Park.</p> + +<p>On the fifth morning, Owen rode into the town in the vague hope that he +should hear something of his sister, either through Mrs Jenkins's +servant or the post. Mrs Jenkins had not returned, but there was a neat, +smooth letter for his father, directed by Howel, with which he rode off +homewards at full gallop. He longed to open it, but he dared not. He was +fearful that his father would put it into the fire unread, so he formed +twenty plans for securing it, which he knew he could not carry out; +however, when he returned home and sought his father in the harvest +field, he said,—</p> + +<p>'Father, I have a letter directed by Howel. Will you let me open it for +mother's sake?'</p> + +<p>'If it is yours, do what you will with it? if it is mine, burn it +unread.'</p> + +<p>'But, father, surely you would do something to save mother's life. Any +news of Netta—'</p> + +<p>'Don't name that girl to me, sir, or I'll horsewhip you!'</p> + +<p>'May I open the letter, father?'</p> + +<p>'Do as you will, but don't let me see it. The deceitful up-start! the +pompous fool! the—the—'</p> + +<p>Owen waited for no more epithets but ran into the house, and stumbling +upon Gladys in the passage, told her to come and see what the letter +contained. When he opened the outer envelope and took out the beautiful +little glossy note with its silver border and white seal, stamped with +a small crest of an eagle, he burst out laughing.</p> + +<p>'Cards, by jingo!' he exclaimed.</p> + +<p>'Oh, Mr Owen, just let me cut round the neat little seal. I am sure your +mother would like to see it,' said Gladys, joining involuntarily in the +laugh, and taking a pair of scissors out of her pocket.</p> + +<p>The seal was cut, and two cards were taken out, silver-lettered and +silver-bordered, showing that Netta was now Mrs Howel Jenkins.</p> + +<p>Gladys ran off with them without asking any questions, followed by Owen. +They found Mrs Prothero crying, as she usually was when left alone.</p> + +<p>'I hope we have good news, ma'am,' said Gladys.</p> + +<p>'All right, mother. Cheer up! Netta is married at any rate,' cried Owen.</p> + +<p>'Thank God!' said Mrs Prothero, taking the cards and pressing them to +her lips. 'But not a line—not a word from Netta!'</p> + +<p>'She would not dare to write, ma'am,' suggested Gladys.</p> + +<p>'I suppose not? but why did she go away? Why did she leave me never to +see me again?'</p> + +<p>The following day brought the <i>Welshman</i>, Mr Prothero's weekly treat, +which it generally took him the week thoroughly to read and enjoy.</p> + +<p>Owen chanced to open it first, and, as is usually the case, stumbled at +once upon the marriage of his sister. When his father came in he was in +uncontrollable fits of laughter.</p> + +<p>'Don't be angry, father, but I can't help it. Ha, ha, ha! D. Prothero, +Esq. of Glanyravon! Oh, I shall die of it! Now, really, father, you +ought to be proud.'</p> + +<p>'What are you making such a row about?' said Mr Prothero looking over +Owen's shoulder.</p> + +<p>His eye caught the words, 'Howel Jenkins, Esq., and Miss Prothero, +Glanyravon, and Sir John Simpson. This was quite enough. He seized the +paper with an oath, crumpled it up, and thrust it into the fire, and +gave Owen such a violent blow on the back with his fist, that the young +man's first impulse was to start up and clench his in return; however, +his flush of passion cooled in a moment, and he said,—</p> + +<p>'Come, father! remember it isn't I that ran away. Time enough to give me +a licking when I do. I'm much obliged to you for letting me know what a +strong father I've got.'</p> + +<p>'Once for all, Owen, take you care how you laugh upon that subject or +name it to me. I can give and take a joke as well as most people, but +not about that, sir, and from you. Name o' goodness, what d'ye think I'm +made of!'</p> + +<p>The farmer walked out of the hall, and left Owen heartily sorry for +having hurt his father's feelings, but chuckling over the fashionable +marriage.</p> + +<p>The following morning he managed to procure another paper, and read his +mother and Gladys the announcement, knowing full well that maternal +pride must rejoice in the exaltation, whilst it wept over the +disobedience of an only daughter.</p> + +<p>To the astonishment of every one, the following morning brought Mrs +Griffith Jenkins to Glanyravon, attended by her maid-servant. Gladys +answered the door to the thundering double-knock that resounded through +the house, and was quite taken aback when she saw who the visitor was.</p> + +<p>'Is Mrs Prothero at home, young 'ooman?' asked Mrs Jenkins in a grand +tone of voice.</p> + +<p>'My mistress is very ill, ma'am,' said Gladys.</p> + +<p>'Ill! Since when?'</p> + +<p>'Ever since Miss Netta left, ma'am.'</p> + +<p>'Do Mr Prothero be in the house, or Mr Owen?'</p> + +<p>'They are out harvesting, ma'am.'</p> + +<p>'Tell you Mrs Prothero that I do bring message from Mrs Howel Jenkins +for her, and that I was promising to give it myself.'</p> + +<p>Gladys did not know what to do. She felt sure that Mr Prothero would not +admit Mrs Jenkins under his roof, and that her mistress would be afraid +to do so; however, she ventured to ask her to come in and wait a little +time whilst she sent for Mr Owen. Fortunately, Owen was not far from the +house, and Mr Prothero was riding to some distant part of his farm, so +Gladys left Mrs Jenkins to Owen, and went upstairs to tell Mrs Prothero +that she was in the house. Mrs Prothero was greatly agitated, but +declared that she would see her at all risks, and tell her husband that +she had done so. She begged Gladys to remain in the room during the +visit, and to prevent a meeting between Mrs Jenkins and Mr Prothero.</p> + +<p>Gladys went downstairs again, and found Owen telling Mrs Jenkins what he +thought of Howel's and her own conduct.</p> + +<p>'My mistress would like to see you, ma'am,' said Gladys.</p> + +<p>'I'm thinking I 'ont go near her now, you, Owen, have been so reude.'</p> + +<p>'Oh, for that much, you may do as you please, Aunt 'Lizbeth. I shall +have the pleasure of going with you to my mother. You've pretty nearly +killed her amongst you, and I don't mean to let her be quite put an end +to.'</p> + +<p>'Will you be showing the way, young 'ooman,' said Mrs Jenkins, rising +majestically and smoothing down a very handsome silk dress, which she +had carefully taken up before she sat down.</p> + +<p>Owen's wrath was turned to amusement</p> + +<p>'Did you think we hadn't a duster in the house, aunt? I can tell you +you've pretty well dirtied that white petticoat.'</p> + +<p>Gladys led the way to Mrs Prothero's room, and Mrs Jenkins and Owen +followed.</p> + +<p>'I'm sorry to see you so poorly, cousin,' said Mrs Jenkins, approaching +the bed on which Mrs Prothero lay, looking flushed and excited.</p> + +<p>'What did you expect, 'Lizabeth Jenkins? when you have carried off my +daughter—my child—my Netta! And caused misery in our house never to be +mended.'</p> + +<p>'Well, seure! One 'ould think we'd murdered Netta, 'stead of making her +as grand as a queen, with a lord and a lady to be giving her away, and a +captain to be at the wedding, and a gentleman in a waistcoat and chains +and rings that do be worth a hundred pounds at least, and a young lady +for bridesmaid in a shoall of lace, handsomer than your Miss Gwynne of +the Park, and a wedding-cake covered with sugar, and silver, and little +angels, and all sorts of things which I was bringing with me for you; +and a clergy like a bishop to marry her, and a coach and horses to be +taking her back and fore, and she looking as beauty and happy as ever I +was seeing! And my Howel's as rich and fine as anybody in London, Prince +Albert nothing to him, and might be marrying Miss Simpson, my ladyship's +doter, if he wasn't so fullish as to be marrying your Netta!'</p> + +<p>'Now, aunt, it is our turn, if you please,' said Owen, as soon as Mrs +Jenkins gave him time to speak. 'Will you tell my mother Netta's +message?'</p> + +<p>'I am taking it very unkind that you should all turn upon me. David +Prothero I 'spected 'ould be in a passion, but, stim odds! Netta said, +cousin, that I wos to tell you she was sorry to be leaving you in a +hurry, but that she had everything she could be wishing, gowns, and +white shoes, and lace veils—seure you never wos seeing such a +beauty—and a <i>stafell</i>—<i>trosy</i> they do call it in London—good enough +for my Lady Nugent, and a goold watch and chains, and rings and +bracelets, ach un wry! there's grand!'</p> + +<p>'But what did Netta say to me, cousin 'Lizbeth? I don't care if she was +all gold from head to foot. I would rather have her here in rags,' said +Mrs Prothero, bursting afresh into tears.</p> + +<p>'She's more likely to be here in satins and velvets, cousin,' said Mrs +Jenkins, rising from her seat, and walking up and down, apparently in +great wrath. 'What you think of my Howels and your Netta at Abertewey: +And you to be all toalking as if we wos ail dirt. And they in France, +over the sea, where I 'ould be going with them only I am so 'fraid of +the water.'</p> + +<p>'There's a loss it would be, Aunt 'Lizbeth, if anything had happened to +you! Suppose a shark had swallowed you up! gold watch, mourning ring, +silk gown, brooch, and all? Those creatures aren't particular. But we +haven't had all Netta's message yet.'</p> + +<p>'She was sending her kind love and duty to you, cousin, and was saying +she was sorry to be leaving you, but my Howels was so kind as you, and +she was as happy as could be.'</p> + +<p>'Did she cry, cousin? did she shed one tear?' asked Mrs Prothero, +sitting up in bed, and looking at Mrs Jenkins with a quick, wild eye, +quite unlike her usual quiet glance.</p> + +<p>'You needn't be looking at me so fierce, cousin, I didn't be killing +Netta. Is seure—she did cry enough, if that's a pleasure to you. She +was crying when she was meeting my Howels; she was crying when she was +putting on her wedding gown; she was crying when the parson was +preaching that sermon, and when the thunder and lightning did frighten +her, seure, and no wonder—'</p> + +<p>'Did it thunder and lighten when they were married? 'asked Mrs Prothero, +through her sobs.</p> + +<p>'Yes, indeet! I thoate I should be struck myself; but she was soon +forgetting it at breakfast; they do call it breakfast, you see, but I +never was seeing a grander dinner. Chickens, and tongue, and ham, and +meats, and cakes, and jellies, and fruit, and wines, all froathing up +like new milk, some sort of <i>pain</i> they was calling it; but I never did +be seeing such good <i>pain</i> or tasting it before, he! he!'</p> + +<p>'I don't care about the dress or the dinner, or the grand people, +cousin,' said Mrs Prothero, 'I pray God to forgive Howel for making our +only girl run away from us like a thief in the night; and I would rather +hear she cried for us whom she treated so badly, than that she was +dressed in velvet and jewels. All those fine people and fine things +won't make her happy, and her father will never forgive her, never. Oh +dear! oh dear!'</p> + +<p>'What will I tell her, Mrs Prothero, when I do write to my son Howels?'</p> + +<p>'Tell her—tell her that my heart is breaking; but I forgive her. Beg +her not to forget her parents, and, above all, not to forget her God. +Poor child! poor silly, thoughtless child, she will never be happy +again.'</p> + +<p>'Indeet to goodness, this is fullish! I shall go, Mrs Prothero. Good +morning.'</p> + +<p>Just as Mrs Jenkins was making a kind of curtsey by the bedside Gladys +said that she saw Mr Prothero riding up to the house.</p> + +<p>'Perhaps you had better make haste, Aunt 'Lizbeth,' said Owen, 'it would +not very well do for you and my father to meet.'</p> + +<p>'I 'ont be running away from any man's house, Mr Owen. I do hope I'm as +good as your father any day.'</p> + +<p>'Oh, pray make haste,' said Mrs Prothero, very much frightened. +'Good-bye, cousin. Forgive me if I have been rude? I beg your pardon.'</p> + +<p>'This way, ma'am, if you please,' said Gladys, opening the door; but Mrs +Jenkins was smoothing down her silk dress, and arranging her bonnet in +the looking glass.</p> + +<p>'Quite ready for another husband, aunt; but you had better make haste, +you don't know what you may come in for if you meet my father.'</p> + +<p>'I am not caring neither,' said the little woman, sweeping across the +room and out at the door. At the top of the stair she met Mr Prothero, +face to face. The effect of her appearance upon that worthy man is not +to be described. She made a kind of curtsey and began to speak, but no +sooner did she see his face than she held her tongue. Neither did words +appear to come at the farmer's bidding, but very decided deeds did. He +took the alarmed Mrs Jenkins by the two shoulders, literally lifted her +from the ground, carried her downstairs a great deal faster than she +came up, helped her along the passage much in the same way, and with +something very nearly approaching a kick and an oath, turned her out of +doors, and shut the door behind her with so violent a bang that it +echoed through the house.</p> + +<p>Owen ran down stairs to receive the first brunt of his passion, and to +prevent his going up to his mother. He allowed the words that came at +last to have way, and then took all the fault on himself; said that he +had admitted Mrs Jenkins to try to soothe his mother, and that she had +done so, he thought.</p> + +<p>'Take you care, sir, how you let that 'ooman darken my doors again, or +any one belonging to her. It'll be worse for you than for them,' said Mr +Prothero, with a brow like a thunder cloud.</p> + +<p>His wrath was interrupted by the sound of wheels, and to Owen's great +relief, he saw the head of his uncle's well known grey mare through the +window. He ran out to admit him and his aunt.</p> + +<p>'We have just seen Mrs Jenkins, Owen,' began his aunt.</p> + +<p>'Not a word to father, aunt.'</p> + +<p>'Very well. But she stopped us and began telling us that she had been +turned out of these doors, and would have the law on your father. She +was furious; talked of Netta and Howel, and your mother, and Paris, and +the wedding, all in the same breath, and would not let us go on until we +had heard all. Neither of us spoke to her, but she stood at the horse's +head and frightened me to death.'</p> + +<p>When they all went into the hall, they found that Mr Prothero was not +there. Gladys came in and said he was with her mistress, but had not +mentioned Mrs Jenkins.</p> + +<p>'I am afraid she has made my mistress worse, sir,' she said to Owen. +'She has been very faint ever since she left,'</p> + +<p>In truth she had made her worse, and when Dr Richards came to see her +that afternoon, she was quite delirious. He shook his head, and declared +that she had brain fever, and that the utmost quiet and freedom from all +excitement were necessary for her. Poor Mr Prothero was beside himself, +and the whole household was in great consternation. Serious illness had +never visited either the farm or the vicarage before, and none of the +Prothero family knew what it was. Not so Gladys, however. She did not +wait to be directed or ordered, but took her post as nurse by her dear +mistress's bedside. To her the doctor gave his directions, to her Mr +Prothero turned for information, to her Owen came for comfort; and even +Mrs Jonathan, who had scarcely ever spoken to her before, looked to her +as the only hope in this time of uncertainty.</p> + +<p>'I have seen all kind of fevers,' she would say to one and another as +they questioned her, 'worse than this, and with God's grace the dear +mistress will recover. I am not afraid to sit up alone with her, oh, no! +It is better not to have too many in the room at once. Do not be uneasy, +master, the delirium is not very bad. Yes, Mr Owen, you can do better +than any one else, because you are calmer. No, ma'am, it is not an +infectious fever—you need not be afraid,' and so from one to another at +intervals she went, giving hope and comfort.</p> + +<p>During all that night and several successive ones, Gladys sat up with +her beloved mistress. It was she who listened to her disturbed, +delirious talk about Netta, and tried to console her; she who read the +Bible to her, and prayed with and for her during the intervals of +reason, and she who gave her all her medicines and nourishment.</p> + +<p>Poor Mr Prothero could do nothing but wander from the fields to the +house, and the house back again to the fields, followed by his brother +like his shadow, who strove to comfort him in vain. Mrs Jonathan made +jellies, and did her best. Owen was gentle and tender as a girl, and +helped to nurse his mother with a love and care that Gladys could +scarcely understand in the lighthearted, wild sailor.</p> + +<p>Before the end of the week, they wrote to summon Rowland, for Mrs +Prothero's life was despaired of, and great was the anxiety and terror +of all, lest he should come too late.</p> + +<p>'Pray for her, Mr Owen, pray for her. There is nothing else of any avail +at such a time as this,' would Gladys say in answer to the young man's +entreating glance.</p> + +<p>'If I were as good as you I could, Gladys. Oh, God! spare my beloved +mother!' he would reply.</p> + +<hr class='smallbreak' /> + +<h2><a name="CHAPTER_XIX" id="CHAPTER_XIX" ></a>CHAPTER XIX.</h2> + +<h3>THE CURATE.</h3> + +<p>Although it was a bright autumn morning, the stillness of death hovered +over Glanyravon Farm. There was scarcely a sound to be heard within or +without. The men in the yard moved about like spectres, and work was +suspended in the harvest fields; whispers circulated from bedroom to +kitchen, and from kitchen to outhouse, that the good and kind mistress +whom every body loved, was on her deathbed; and how should they labour? +All the talk of the farm-servants was upon subjects ominous of death. +One said that he had heard Lion, the big watch-dog, howl long and loud +before daylight; another that he had seen a corpse candle as he went +homewards the previous evening; a third that she had seen her mistress +all in white at her bedside, looking beautiful; a fourth that she had +heard a raven croak; in short, if sighs and wonders could kill poor Mrs +Prothero, there was little chance for her life. Where every one was +usually so busy, so full of energy and spirit, there was more than a +Sabbath calm. They were expecting some one, too, for Tom and Bill were +looking down the road about every five minutes, whilst Shanno appeared +now and again at the back door, and whispered 'Is he coming?' to which a +shake of the head was a constant reply.</p> + +<p>The doctor had just gone into the house, and knots of men and women +stood about with sorrowful faces; kind neighbours who came one after +another to hear the last report as soon as he should again reappear. Mrs +Prothero was greatly beloved, and no one could afford to lose her.</p> + +<p>'She was so bad last night that she was not expected to see the +morning,' whispered one.</p> + +<p>'Couldn't take a drop of anything,' said another.</p> + +<p>'Is talking of Miss Netta for ever,' said a third.</p> + +<p>'There'll be a loss to every one. Mr Jonathan prayed for her in church +last Sunday; if prayers'll save her she 'ont die, no seure.'</p> + +<p>'She gave me a jug of milk only Friday week.'</p> + +<p>'And was coming to see my John in the measles Wednesday before Miss +Netta ran away.'</p> + +<p>'She's the death of her mother I always say.'</p> + +<p>'Poor master is nearly mad.'</p> + +<p>'And Mr Owen crying like a baby.'</p> + +<p>'And they do say that the Irish girl is better than a daughter to 'em +all.'</p> + +<p>'Hush! I do hear wheels. Oh! if he do come, perhaps he may rouse her up +a bit.'</p> + +<p>The gates were open, and before the last whisper was over Mr Gwynne's +carriage was driving down to the farm. The bystanders drew back as it +rolled through a part of the yard and stopped at the door. Rowland got +out, and was in the house almost before any one could see him. He went +into the hall, and there he saw Miss Gwynne, Miss Hall, and Dr Richards. +Miss Gwynne held out her hand, and said at once,—'Your mother is still +alive.'</p> + +<p>'Thank God I!' exclaimed Rowland, giving a sort of convulsive gasp, and +wringing the hand that pressed his.</p> + +<p>'Is there any hope?' he asked of Dr Richards.</p> + +<p>'The crisis is at hand, and she is insensible; it is impossible to +say—if we could rouse her?'</p> + +<p>'I may go upstairs?'</p> + +<p>'Yes, but you had better let your father know you are come; he is in the +outer room.'</p> + +<p>Rowland went at once to what had been his own bedroom in former times; +he opened the door gently, and there alone on his knees by the bedside, +groaning audibly, was his poor stricken father. He went up softly to him +and whispered, 'Father, it is I, Rowland!' and Mr Prothero rose, and in +a few seconds went with him into the room where the beloved wife and +mother lay.</p> + +<p>Rowland went up to the bedside, and took the place which Gladys silently +vacated for him. He gazed upon what appeared to him to be death, but was +really the prostration and insensibility that followed the delirium and +fever of the past week. He bent down and kissed the cold forehead of his +mother, then turned away, covered his face with his hands, and wept +silently. Gladys whispered to him that there was still hope, and resumed +her occupation of bathing the temples with vinegar, wetting the lips +with wine, and administering tea spoonfuls of wine, which still +continued to find a passage down the throat. Mrs Jonathan Prothero +crept softly up to Rowland, and put her hand in his—Owen came to +him—his uncle—all were there.</p> + +<p>But as soon as he had recovered from his temporary emotion, he went to +his father's side, who had seated himself on a chair behind the curtain +of the bed, and tried to comfort him. The presence of his second son was +in itself a consolation to poor Mr Prothero; but he could not listen to +his words.</p> + +<p>'Pray for your mother, Rowland,' was all he could say.</p> + +<p>Rowland knelt down with all those present, except Gladys, who joined in +spirit and prayed. Never before had he known what it was to use the +prayers of his church for one so dear to him; never before had he felt +the great difficulty of reading them when his emotion nearly choked his +utterance. But as priest and son he prayed fervently for his mother.</p> + +<p>Mr Prothero seemed calmer after he rose from his knees, and ventured to +lean over his wife to assure himself that she still breathed. There was +an occasional slight pulsation scarcely to be called breath.</p> + +<p>The doctor came in and felt her pulse. It was not quite gone, and whilst +there was life there was hope.</p> + +<p>They stood round her bed watching the calm, pale face with a love and +anxiety so intense that they could neither speak nor breathe. Gladys +looked almost as pale as her mistress, and as the light fell upon her +when she was leaning over her, she might have been the angel of death +herself.</p> + +<p>Mrs Jonathan Prothero drew Rowland from the room and insisted upon his +taking some refreshment. He had travelled all night, and Mr Gwynne, at +his daughter's request, had sent his carriage to meet him.</p> + +<p>Miss Gwynne and Miss Hall were still waiting downstairs. They asked Mrs +Jonathan if they could be of any use in taking Gladys's place whilst the +poor girl got some rest; Mrs Jonathan said it was useless to urge her to +leave her mistress for a moment.</p> + +<p>Rowland thanked Miss Gwynne for her kindness, and she said she would do +anything in the world for Mrs Prothero.</p> + +<p>She and Miss Hall went away in the carriage that brought Rowland, +promising to return again in the afternoon.</p> + +<p>When Rowland had swallowed some coffee, he went back to his mother's +room. As he walked from the door to the foot of the bed, she opened her +eyes, and seemed for a moment to look at him; a thrill of hope shot +through him. He went round and took her hand, and whispered, 'Mother!' +Did she smile? He thought she did.</p> + +<p>Shortly afterwards her lips moved, and Gladys heard the name ever on +them, 'Netta.' This was better, far better, than that death-like trance.</p> + +<p>'Mother, dear mother,' again whispered Rowland, and once more her eyes +opened and fixed on him, with something like consciousness.</p> + +<p>At last an opiate which the doctor had given took effect, and she slept; +her pulse was so weak, and her breathing so faint, that at first the +watchers thought she was passing away into that sleep from which there +is no awakening; but it was not so. It was a weak troubled sleep; still +it was a sleep.</p> + +<p>By degrees all left the room but Rowland and Gladys. Mrs Prothero's hand +seemed to be clasping that of her son, as if it would not let go; and +Gladys never moved from the bedside.</p> + +<p>She saw that there must be hope if real sleep came. As she sat down in a +kind of easy chair that Owen had placed for her by the bedside, she +thanked God for this amount of hope,</p> + +<p>'Sleep, Gladys, I will watch,' whispered Rowland.</p> + +<p>And truly the poor girl had need of rest. Scarce had she closed her eyes +during that anxious week, and she knew well how necessary rest was to +her. But she felt as if she could not sleep whilst this uncertainty +lasted. All the anxious faces of the household flitted before her when +she tried to compose herself. Her poor master, his brother, Mrs +Jonathan, Rowland, but mostly Owen. He who had said the least, had shown +the greatest self-command and done the most. His large kind eyes seemed +to be looking at his mother or at her, and trying to anticipate their +wants. His hands so brown and sinewy, yet so very gentle, seemed to be +touching hers, as they had done when moving his mother or otherwise +helping in the sick-room. His cheery voice seemed to be telling her not +to weary herself so much, or to be thanking her for the care she +bestowed upon his dear parent. In vain she tried to put aside this kind +of haunting vision. Her mistress and Owen were painted on the +over-strained retina, and she could not efface the picture. She prayed +for them, for all. Then, as the afternoon sunlight faded away, and a +twilight hue crept over the room, with just a flickering streak of light +playing on the wall opposite to her, the death-beds of her father, +mother, sister, and brothers rose up before her with a vivid reality +that made her tremble, and forced tears from her weary eyes. The tears +seemed a relief, and as they flowed quietly down her cheeks, and the +coming shadows dispersed the visions of the living, dying, and dead +faded away, a mist fell on her eyes and she slept.</p> + +<p>Rowland, meanwhile, watched his mother. During the twelve months that he +had been a curate in a parish in one of the worst parts of London, he +had seen much of the sick and the dying. He had seen poverty, +wretchedness, and sin in their most dreadful aspects, and the peace and +comfort of his mother's present condition were a great contrast to the +riot and squalor of many a death room into which he had sought to carry +the gospel message of mercy. Truly he felt thankful in his inmost soul +that she, over whom he was watching with filial love, was ready at any +moment to appear before the great Tribunal, because she 'believed and +knew in whom she believed.' It was for Netta, his beloved and wayward +sister, the cause of this first great family trouble, that he grieved +the most, because he feared that she had entered upon that downward path +that would lead her far astray from the one in which her mother had so +long and happily trod. But he, too, knew where to apply in all his times +of doubt and misgiving, and thither he went for comfort as the shadows +fell around and night crept on.</p> + +<p>Mrs Jonathan Prothero came noiselessly into the room, bringing in a +shaded night light, and anxious to bear some intelligence to the +watchers downstairs. Her step, light as it was, awoke Gladys. She +started up, and looking on her mistress, clasped her hands, and +fervently thanked God.</p> + +<p>'She is sleeping as calmly as a child,' she said. 'I am sure the worst +is past.'</p> + +<p>Mrs Jonathan went out to tell the good news, and to beg the brothers to +go to bed, which they did, after some demur. Gladys and Rowland watched +on for about an hour longer, when Mrs Prothero opened her eyes and fixed +them upon Rowland. She smiled as if she knew him, and when he bent over +her and kissed her, murmured some faint words which he could not +understand.</p> + +<p>Gladys gave her some jelly which she swallowed, and soon afterwards she +slept again.</p> + +<p>'The crisis is over, she will recover, I hope, Mr Rowland,' said Gladys. +'You can go to bed, sir—you had better. The mistress will want you +to-morrow, and you can be of no use to-night.'</p> + +<p>Rowland felt the force of this, and again kissing his mother's forehead, +and shaking Gladys by the hand, he went downstairs to Owen, who he found +asleep on the sofa in the parlour. Supper was awaiting him, and Owen and +he were soon seated over the fire, discussing their mother's illness and +Netta's conduct.</p> + +<p>They had not met for three or four years, and there was much to say. Few +brothers loved one another more tenderly than they did, despite the +dissimilarity of habits, tastes, and occupations, and when they were +together, all the secrets of their hearts were usually unfolded. +Although Owen's wild roving nature had caused Rowland much anxiety, +still he had perfect confidence in his honest, open character. Owing to +early education Owen was not deficient in general acquirements. He knew +a little Latin and Greek, and could read, write, and cypher well. Added +to this, his knowledge of foreign lands was great, and of men and +manners greater. Under a careless exterior, he had a considerable +portion of talent and information, and Rowland was delighted to find in +his sea-faring, roystering brother, a much more cultivated and sensible +mind than he had expected. Rowland was beginning to be conscious of +wishing to see all his family superior to what they were. Placed by his +own profession amongst gentle-folks, and feeling in himself all the +refinement of the class so called, he was often annoyed and pained to be +differently situated from those who were nearest and dearest to him. He +knew that in London he was received as an equal by men and women of rank +and position, as well as by those of talent and learning; whereas, in +the country, even Miss Gwynne, at whose house he visited, considered it +a condescension to speak to him, whilst she looked upon those who +belonged to him as people of another sphere. In spite of all his prayers +for humility, and his striving after pure Christianity, Rowland was, and +knew that he was a proud man, and all the prouder because his original +station was beneath his present one. He felt that he must be humbled +before he could be the pastor and disciple of One whose whole life was a +lesson of humility. But the world knew nothing of this. He walked before +it, and through it as a bright example of a young clergyman devoted to +his work. Neither was he less devoted to his mother, dutiful to his +father, or loving to his brother, because they were good, honest, plain +farmers, and he a clergyman; or which was, perhaps, more to the point, +because Miss Gwynne could not, or would not separate him from his +family.</p> + +<p>When he and his brother and sister were children, they were constantly +at the vicarage with their uncle and aunt, and Miss Gwynne was their +playmate there, and had not known their inferiority. Now that he really +was a man of education and a gentleman, in spite of all her kindness to +his mother, she knew it full well. Why did he never consider what any +one else in his own neighbourhood thought of him or his family? It was +only Miss Gwynne—always Miss Gwynne.</p> + +<p>Early the following morning that young lady came to inquire for Mrs +Prothero, accompanied by Miss Hall. It was Rowland who gave them the +joyful intelligence that his mother had had a good night, and was much +more quiet. The real pleasure that shone from Miss Gwynne's intelligent +and intelligible eyes, showed Rowland how fond she was of his mother.</p> + +<p>'And now,' she said, 'Miss Hall and I are come, resolutely bent on +remaining with your mother, whilst your aunt and Gladys go to bed. We +are quite determined, and you know I always have my way.'</p> + +<p>Rowland bowed, smiled, and called his aunt, who, after some hesitation +consented, and went upstairs to request Gladys to do the same, but +Gladys was inexorable until Mr Prothero came in, and in his most decided +manner insisted on her taking some rest. Mrs Prothero also murmured a +'Go, Gladys fach!' and she kissed the dear cheek and went at once.</p> + +<p>Mr Prothero took her place. He was alone with his wife, and the rough, +loud man became gentle as one of his own lambs, as he bent over her and +thanked God that she was better. A big tear fell from his eyes on her +face, and he made an inward vow, that if her life were spared, he would +never again say a cross word to her as long as he lived.</p> + +<p>She felt the tear, heard the kind words, and seemed to understand the +vow, for she looked at him tenderly, and said in her low, weak voice, +'God bless you, David!'</p> + +<p>From that moment he went out to his work with a lightened heart; the +labourers read the good news that their mistress was better in his face, +and heard it in his voice. Even Netta's disobedience was forgotten, if +not forgiven, in the joy of feeling that the partner of more than half +his life was likely to recover. And by degrees she did recover. That is +to say, before Rowland was obliged again to leave her, she was able to +go down into the parlour and sit at her work, 'quite like a lady,' as +she expressed it. And even out of the evil of such an illness good had +sprung. It had aroused all the sympathy and kind feeling of relatives, +friends, and neighbours; but especially had it been beneficial in +bringing out the womanly kindness that lay hid under the stiffness of +pride in Mrs Jonathan Prothero, and in opening the hearts of the +sisters-in-law towards each other. Mrs Jonathan forgot her cousin, Sir +Philip Payne Perry, and helped to nurse, and learned to love her humbler +connection, whilst the ever-ready tenderness of the simple farmer's +wife, sprung up to respond to it like a stream leaping in the sunlight. +Gladys, too, reaped the reward of her devotion, in the increased +kindness of Mr Prothero, who began to forget the Irish beggar in the +gentle girl whose care, under God, had saved his wife's life; and so, as +is usually the case, affliction had not come from the ground, but had +fallen like a softening dew upon the irritated feelings of the +afflicted, and bound heart still nearer to heart.</p> + +<p>Perhaps in the younger and more impetuous natures it had done almost too +much. Thoughtless of consequences, they had all worked to save a life, +valuable to so many. Rowland, Owen, Miss Gwynne, Miss Hall, Gladys, had +been thrown together at a time when the formalities of the world and the +distinctions of rank are forgotten, and the tear of sympathy, the word +of friendly comfort, or the pressure of the hand of kindly feeling are +given and taken, without a thought of giver or receiver. But they are +remembered, and dwelt upon in after years as passages in life's history +never to be obliterated—never to be forgotten.</p> + +<hr class='smallbreak' /> + +<h2><a name="CHAPTER_XX" id="CHAPTER_XX" ></a>CHAPTER XX.</h2> + +<h3>THE HEIRESS.</h3> + +<p>Glanyravon Park lay, as we have said, in the parish of which Mr Jonathan +Prothero was vicar, but as the parish and park were large, the house was +three or four miles from the church; and it was on account of this +distance of Glanyravon and its dependencies from church and school, that +Miss Gwynne had induced her father to build the school-house, of which +mention has been already made, since there was a large school in the +village for such children as were within its reach. She would have had +him build a small church also, and endow it, to remove all excuse, as +she said, from the chapel-goers; but this was an undertaking too mighty +for him. However, the school flourished wonderfully, both on week days +and Sundays, and Miss Gwynne always filled every corner of an omnibus in +which the servants went to church with such of the children as could not +walk so far. Miss Hall was an admirable assistant to the school-mistress +during the week; and Gladys, with Mrs Prothero's permission, undertook +the Sunday duty for the mistress, in order that she might have a holiday +on that day. Miss Gwynne also attended, but she was too impatient and +imperious to be a good teacher, much as she wished to be one.</p> + +<p>Miss Gwynne had great ideas of doing good; grand schemes that she tried +to carry out, but in which she often failed. Nevertheless, she did a +great deal of good in her own peculiar way.</p> + +<p>She had been reading of the 'harvest homes' that they were endeavouring +to revive in England, and had induced her father to have one in the +park. Happily, the day fixed for this general rejoicing was during Mrs +Prothero's convalescence, and before Rowland's return to London, so that +most of the members of the Prothero family could be present. They also +yielded to Miss Gwynne's ready assistance in such preparations as she +made, and were the instruments in surprising her and her father by some +tasteful decorations in their honour, unknown to them. Owen and Gladys +worked very hard at floral and evergreen mottoes for the tent, whilst +Rowland gave his advice as he sat with his mother, and tried to amuse +her during the tedium of her recovery.</p> + +<p>A few hours before the general gathering, a messenger arrived at the +Park in great haste, bearing a note to Miss Gwynne, containing the +information that the vicar had sprained his ankle just as he was going +to set out for Glanyravon, and was unable to move. There was another +note for Rowland, which was to be carried on to the farm, requesting him +to supply his uncle's place.</p> + +<p>Miss Gwynne was greatly annoyed; wished that the vicar would not go +wandering about after old stones, as she was sure he had done; knew that +Rowland would never be able to manage and was very sorry she had +attempted the treat at all.</p> + +<p>Whilst she was still grumbling, and Miss Hall laughing and consoling, +Rowland arrived. This was his first visit to the Park since he had been +in the country, and Mr Gwynne was delighted to see him. He perceived at +once that Miss Gwynne's equanimity was disturbed; and said that he was +very sorry to come as a substitute for his uncle, but that he would do +his best. His manner was so quiet and composed, and he seemed so little +alarmed by the honours thrust upon him, that Miss Gwynne gradually +became reassured.</p> + +<p>In less than half-an-hour she told Miss Hall that he was worth a hundred +of the vicar, and that after all the sprained ankle was rather a +fortunate accident.</p> + +<p>At about two o'clock the guests began to assemble at the school-house, +over the door of which was the motto in dahlias on a ground of +evergreens, 'Welcome for all,' which had been arranged by Miss Hall. The +school-room was very tastefully decorated by the mistress, Gladys, and +the children; and the motto, 'Long Live Miss Gwynne,' was very apparent +in scarlet letters amongst a crown of laurels.</p> + +<p>All the children and their teachers were assembled here, and a great +many of their relations, also most of the farmers and their families. In +addition, there were Mr and Miss Gwynne, Miss Hall, Lady Mary and Miss +Nugent, Colonel Vaughan, who was staying at the Park, Sir Hugh Pryse, +Mrs Jonathan Prothero, who left her husband at his particular request, +and Rowland. No one out of the precincts of the Park had been invited, +and as it was, there was a goodly number.</p> + +<p>As there was no church near enough for them to go to, Rowland read the +evening service in the school-room; after this he gave out one of the +hymns for harvest, and led the youthful band in singing it. His fine +clear voice seemed to give the children courage, especially when a +beautiful full treble joined, to which they were evidently accustomed. +It was impossible not to try to discover from whom those sweet notes +proceeded, and one by one everybody looked at Gladys, who had a +magnificent voice; she, however, was unconscious of observation, for her +eyes were fixed on her hymn-book that she was sharing with a small +child.</p> + +<p>It must be acknowledged that she not unfrequently distracted the +attention of many a young man from his hymn-book on Sunday, when at +church; and on the present occasion, what with the face and the voice, +more than one pair of eyes were fixed on her. Owen, I am sorry to say, +looked more attentively at her than at his book; and, as to Colonel +Vaughan, he never took his eyes off her face, and was heard to whisper +the question of 'Who is that girl?' to Lady Mary Nugent.</p> + +<p>When the hymn was sung, Rowland stood behind the high desk of the +mistress, and gave a short lecture on the words, 'Thou crownest the year +with thy goodness.' Rowland was not ungifted with the talent for +extempore preaching, common to so many of his countrymen, and therewith +possessed, in general, much self-possession; on the present occasion, it +must be confessed that he felt unusually nervous, still he commanded +himself and his feelings, and by degrees, forgetting them and his +hearers, in his subject, warmed into a natural flow of eloquence that +somewhat astonished his congregation, and entirely gained their +attention.</p> + +<p>Beneath a quiet exterior Rowland hid a romantic and poetic mind, which +few, if any of his friends knew anything about; for he had never shown +his poetry to them, and never attempted to publish it. But it sometimes +appeared, in spite of his efforts to repress it, in his sermons; and now +it made a desperate effort to burst forth, and conquered.</p> + +<p>There was so much to excite the enthusiasm of a young preacher in that +harvest-home gathering—in the mows of golden corn heaped up against the +future—in the splendid autumn weather they were then enjoying—in the +bright sunshine and many-hued leaves of the changing trees—and the +goodness of God crowning the whole!</p> + +<p>I am not going through his sermon, for I should only mar what his +feelings made powerful. Suffice it to say that some of his friends had +tears in their eyes as he preached; others, according to the custom of +their country, uttered occasional exclamations of approval as he went +on, and some were glad to own him as their near and dear relation.</p> + +<p>Perhaps the proudest moment of the farmer's life was when Mr Gwynne went +up to him after that short discourse, and shook him by the hand, with +the words—emphatic words for him—</p> + +<p>'Well, Prothero, I congratulate you upon your son. You have reason to be +proud of him. He managed his sermon well at a short notice, clear, +poetical, etc., and all that sort of thing.'</p> + +<p>The abrupt termination to the speech was occasioned by the approach of +Lady Mary Nugent, who also congratulated Mr Prothero.</p> + +<p>'Thank you, sir; thank your ladyship; glad you approve,' was all the +proud father could say, with the tears in his eyes all the while.</p> + +<p>As to Rowland, he was undergoing an ovation of hand-shakings and praises +from everybody present, which he was fain to put an end to, by beginning +to organise the procession to the tent. One simple sentence, however, +rang in his ears for the remainder of that day.</p> + +<p>'Thank you, Mr Rowland, for your sermon. I hope you have done us all +good,' said Miss Gwynne.</p> + +<p>She began to think more highly of him than she had ever thought before, +and owned to Miss Hall that he had words at command, and that at a short +notice.</p> + +<p>The procession was very pretty. The school-children walked two and two, +and looked like so many large scarlet poppies, as they wended their way +through the avenue. Miss Gwynne gave them all their outer garments, and +it was her picturesque and pleasing fancy to keep to the national +costume; so they had high-crowned black beaver hats, scarlet cloaks with +hoods, striped linsey frocks, and woollen aprons. They carried a due +amount of little flags with appropriate mottoes, and some few of the +Glanyravon musicians formed a band for the occasion, and played +cheerily, 'The March of the Men of Harlech.'</p> + +<p>Mr Prothero and his son Owen headed the tenantry, and carried between +them a magnificent banner, fashioned at the farm, bearing as motto, +'Prosperity to Glanyravon.' Others followed with appropriate Welsh +mottoes. And one was conspicuous as containing the sentiment, 'Long live +our Vicar and his Lady.'</p> + +<p>A large tent was erected in front of the house, ornamented with flowers, +wreaths of evergreens, devices, and mottoes. The most conspicuous of +these was in Welsh, and above Mr Gwynne's seat at the head of the long +table. It was composed of wheat-ears and oak-leaves, and contained the +words, 'May God bless Gwynne of Glanyravon and his daughter.' Mr Gwynne +felt almost uncomfortable in seating himself beneath such a sentence, +but having consented for the first time in his life, and, he earnestly +hoped, for the last, to become a hero, he knew he must go through with +it. Accordingly, with Colonel Vaughan on his left, and Lady Mary Nugent +on his right hand he prepared to do the honours of a most substantial +feast to his tenantry, their wives and children. When every one was +seated Rowland said grace, and they began the feast <i>con amore</i>. They +were as merry and happy a party as could be assembled on a fine autumn +day. Every one was in good humour, and thoroughly enjoyed the treat. As +soon as they had feasted enough, they proceeded to give toasts, which +were enthusiastically drunk in good Welsh ale.</p> + +<p>Mr Gwynne proposed the health of the Queen and royal family. Sir Hugh +proposed Mr Gwynne and his daughter, the kind and liberal donors of the +feast, in a hearty speech, which all understood. Mr Gwynne did his best +to return thanks, but found that he could not get much beyond,—'I feel +most grateful for the honour you have done me, but—my +feelings—been—and—and—all that sort of thing,' at which point the +cheers grew so deafening that he sat down quite overwhelmed, and wished +himself in his library.</p> + +<p>'So very exciting, so complimentary, so touching,' whispered Lady Mary +Nugent to Mr Gwynne.</p> + +<p>Rowland was again called upon to exert his eloquence in responding for +the Church, which he did in a short, apt speech, duly applauded.</p> + +<p>He, in return, proposed the army, coupled with Colonel Vaughan, +who—and, he said, he knew he was expressing the thoughts of all +present—was heartily welcomed home, and earnestly entreated to remain +in his native country.</p> + +<p>Colonel Vaughan delighted every one by a most eloquent response. 'Such a +grand gentleman, but so humble,' was the general opinion of him. As for +the ladies, they were all in love with him. Lady Mary Nugent, Freda, +Miss Nugent—they had never seen so charming a man. And he was so +universally gallant that he might have been in love with them all in +return. He gave the 'Welsh Yeomanry,' for whom Mr Prothero returned +thanks, and right well he did it; giving the colonel to understand in +something more than a hint, that if he wished the farmers and farming to +improve, he, and other absent landlords, must come and live on their +property as Mr Gwynne did, and then there would be more wealth and +prosperity, and more 'harvest homes.'</p> + +<p>And so, with various other toasts, including the vicar and his lady, for +whom Owen had to return thanks, the afternoon wore on. The children were +playing at games in the Park, and by degrees the elders joined them.</p> + +<p>Here Gladys was foremost. It was wonderful to see how she had gained the +affections of the young. One and all were round her, and when the +gentlemen and ladies came to look on, and join in the revels, the first +thing that attracted them was the flushed face and graceful figure of +this really beautiful girl, as she led the boisterous youngsters in a +game of 'French and English.'</p> + +<p>In a moment Colonel Vaughan was in the ring heading the boys; but Gladys +immediately retired, abashed, as he stood opposite to her, as captain on +the French side. But Owen came to the rescue, and the gallant officer +and equally gallant sailor headed the ranks, as commanders of the bands +of French and English. They had a hard fight on both sides, but at last +the English conquered, and Owen and his party won the day amidst great +cheering.</p> + +<p>Sir Hugh and Rowland joined in the succeeding games; and sixpences, +sweetmeats, apples, and every available prize was given to the boys and +girls for racing, jumping, singing, and the like, until the shades of +evening fell over the scene.</p> + +<p>Lady Mary Nugent and her daughter were the first to wish good-night; as +they were to walk home, Colonel Vaughan proposed accompanying them.</p> + +<p>'You will return at once?' asked Freda, rather peremptorily, for she +disliked that the Nugents should carry off the all-fascinating colonel.</p> + +<p>He bowed and said 'yes,' and Rowland, who was near, saw Freda's cheek +flush as he looked at her.</p> + +<p>It chanced that Rowland and Miss Gwynne were left together at a distance +from the revel. They stood awhile, looking on, and talking over the day. +Rowland said it had been most successful. Indeed he felt that all had +been pleased; none more than himself, for had not everyone congratulated +him, and above all, had not Miss Gwynne been even kinder and more +friendly, than when by his mother's bed side she had seemed to him as a +sister?</p> + +<p>'If it has been successful, Mr Rowland, it is in a great measure due to +you,' said Miss Gwynne, looking up into his face with a smile of real +satisfaction. 'I should never have managed the children so well, and I +must say, much as I like your uncle, I don't think he would have managed +the services so well as you have done.'</p> + +<p>Reader! were you ever praised by a very handsome woman, whom you have +loved all your life, when standing with her alone under a wide-spreading +oak, in a noble park, with mountains bathed in the red and yellow of the +sunset before you, and a broad harvest-moon rising above your heads? If +so, you will not wonder at the end of this chapter.</p> + +<p>Rowland suddenly fixed his fine, dark eyes upon Freda's face, and looked +into it, as if he would read her soul. For a moment she was abashed at +the gaze, and coloured deeply, whilst her eye-lids drooped over the eyes +he sought. Was there ever a woman who was not flattered and excited by +such a look?</p> + +<p>'Miss Gwynne,' at last said Rowland tremulously, 'if in any way I can +have served and pleased you I am happy. For this, in part, I have +laboured, and still would labour. You do not, you cannot know how I have +loved you all my life.'</p> + +<p>Poor Rowland almost whispered these few words, and as he did so, wished +he could recall them, but now the deed was done, and she knew the secret +of his childhood, boyhood, and manhood. He said no more, but stood +looking down upon her with his heart beating as it had never beaten +before.</p> + +<p>Higher and higher rose the colour on her cheek. What were the feelings +that deepened it so? Alas! poor Rowland! Pride, only pride. For a moment +she stood as if hesitating what to say, then, suddenly drawing herself +up to her full height, she looked haughtily at him, and said words that +he never forgot to his dying day.</p> + +<p>'Mr Rowland Prothero, have you quite forgotten who I am, and who you +are?'</p> + +<p>With these words she made a stately bow, and turned towards the house. +Proudly and hastily she walked up the avenue; once she had turned round, +and seeing Rowland standing exactly where she had left him, hurried on +until she found herself in her own room, indulging in a very decided +flood of indignant tears.</p> + +<hr class='smallbreak' /> + +<h2><a name="CHAPTER_XXI" id="CHAPTER_XXI" ></a>CHAPTER XXI.</h2> + +<h3>THE BROTHERS.</h3> + +<p>During this short conversation between Rowland and Miss Gwynne, Gladys +was still playing with the children at no great distance from them. With +all a woman's penetration, she had guessed Rowland's secret during his +mother's illness, and had perceived no symptoms of attachment on the +part of Miss Gwynne; and now, with all a woman's pity, she was watching +him from afar. She had seen them standing together, had marked the hasty +bow and retreat of the lady, and the immoveable attitude of the +gentleman; she saw that he continued to stand where Miss Gwynne had left +him, as if he were a statue; she guessed something must have passed +between them.</p> + +<p>As twilight was fairly come on, she told the schoolmistress that she +must go home, and begged her to see that the children dispersed when she +thought best. Owen, who was in the midst of a game of cricket with the +boys, was as well aware of all Gladys's movements as if he had been by +her side. He saw that she was shaking hands with the mistress, and that +the children were imploring her to stay a little longer. He went to her +and asked her to remain until he had finished his game, in order that he +might see her home.</p> + +<p>She thanked him, but said, rather abruptly for her, that she must go at +once, and, heedless of what he or others might think, went hastily +across the park to Rowland.</p> + +<p>'That's the way the wind blows, is it?' said Owen to himself, whilst a +frown gathered on his open forehead.</p> + +<p>Rowland was unconscious of the approach of Gladys, and was startled from +his trance by the words,—</p> + +<p>'Mr Rowland, sir, I think the mistress will be expecting you home.'</p> + +<p>He looked at her half unconsciously for a moment, and then rousing +himself, said,—</p> + +<p>'Oh! Gladys, is it you? Yes, I will go directly. Where? Home? Of course +it is time. I will walk with you.'</p> + +<p>These were the only words spoken between the pair. Rapidly he strode +down the avenue, inwardly resolving never to enter it again; as rapidly +along the road that led to the farm, until he reached the house, with +Gladys breathless by his side.</p> + +<p>'I am afraid I have walked too quickly, Gladys, I am very sorry. I was +anxious to get home, I do not feel very well.'</p> + +<p>With these words he hurried through the passage, and was going to his +room, when his father met him and called him into the parlour. He felt +so bewildered that he scarcely knew what his mother said, when she told +him how proud and happy he had made her by his conduct that day.</p> + +<p>'All, my dear son, church-people and dissenters were pleased with your +sermon, and the way you managed everything. Your aunt repeated it word +for word to me, and it was just what I like. This is the first comfort I +have felt since—'</p> + +<p>Mrs Prothero pressed her son's hand, and her eyes filled with tears.</p> + +<p>'Thank you, mother, I am glad,' was all Rowland could say.</p> + +<p>'Mind you, Row, my boy, you must write a good sermon for Sunday. You've +got a character to lose now,' said Mr Prothero, giving him a slap on the +back.</p> + +<p>'Yes, father. I will go and write it.'</p> + +<p>'Not to-night, Rowland,' said Mrs Prothero, anxiously; 'you look pale +and tired. What is the matter?'</p> + +<p>'Nothing, mother; but I must think of this sermon, I have only one clear +day. We will talk to-morrow. Good-night, dear mother.'</p> + +<p>Rowland stooped to kiss his mother, and she felt that his face was very +cold, and that his hand trembled.</p> + +<p>'You are ill, Rowland?'</p> + +<p>'No, only tired. I will come and see you again by-and-by.'</p> + +<p>Rowland went to his room and bolted himself in. He threw himself on a +chair, covered his face with his hands, and wept like a child. He was +seated by a little writing-table near the window, through which the moon +looked down pitifully upon him in his great anguish. Yes, great. Perhaps +the greatest anguish of a life. His arms on the table, his head on his +arms, he thought, in the misery of that moment, that he must die, and he +wished to die. The illusion of a life was destroyed, and how? So rudely, +so cruelly, so heartlessly broken! He could have borne it if there had +been one kind word, only a look of interest or pity; but that pride and +haughtiness were like the stabs of a dagger in his heart.</p> + +<p>'Womanly weakness! unmanly folly!' you say, some one who has never felt +keenly and suddenly the pangs of such a passion unrequited. Perhaps so. +But out of our great weakness sometimes grows our strength; out of our +bitterest disappointments our sternest resolution. By-and-by such +weakness will strengthen; such folly will breed wisdom.</p> + +<p>Thus Rowland remained for some time, with unkind and unholy thoughts and +feelings rushing through his mind, like the howling winds through the +air in a great storm. Afterwards, he prayed humbly to be forgiven those +devilish feelings of anger, pride, hatred of life and mistrust of God's +goodness that assailed him in that hour of misery. But for the time, +they were darting to and fro, and casting out every good thought, and +hopeful purpose from his soul, like demons as they were.</p> + +<p>But strength came at last, and like one arising out of a horrid dream, +Rowland got up from his anguish, and looked out into the night. The moon +was too tender and beautiful for his mood at that time; he roughly drew +down the blind, took a box of matches from the table, and lighted a +candle. Then he paced up and down the room, and suddenly thought of +Howel and Netta. He knew not how the transition took place, but he +immediately accused himself of having been hard to them. Does any one +ever fully sympathise with another, until he has felt as he does? No, we +should not judge our weak fellow mortals so harshly, if we knew all +their temptations and trials.</p> + +<p>Then, again, Miss Gwynne returned to him, with her pride and coldness. +How could he love such a woman? he, whose beau ideal of feminine +perfection was a creature of gentleness, love, and pity? but he would +think of her no more. She, at least, should discover that he was as +proud as herself.</p> + +<p>Yes, he was proud, he knew it, and now, he would glory in his pride +instead of trample it down, as he had been of late trying to do, as an +arch tempter; he should be justified in showing pride for her pride.</p> + +<p>Again a gentler and better mood came. Was he not vain, ambitious, +ridiculous in her eyes, for venturing to speak to her as he had done? +Doubtless he had been wrong, but she needed not to spurn him as she had +done; she might have told him so as a friend. Friend! she thought him +beneath her friendship.</p> + +<p>But we will not pursue these musings further; every kind and degree of +feeling alternated for nearly two hours, when, as if by some sudden +impulse or resolution, Rowland sat down and determined to write his +sermon. It should be upon pride, and should touch her as well as +himself. He found pleasure in thinking of all the texts in which the +word occurs, in looking for them, and considering which was the most +biting.</p> + +<p>A hasty knock at his door interrupted this study. It was Owen, who +insisted upon coming in, and would take no excuse.</p> + +<p>Owen, too, had been ruminating upon the nature of woman, and was not in +a very good humour; he, however, had been cheerfully talking to his +mother of the events of the day, and duly lauding their own particular +hero, Rowland.</p> + +<p>When he entered, he looked surprised at seeing Rowland with his Bible in +his hand; he took a chair, and, turning his seat towards him, sat down +astride upon it, leaning his chin upon the back and facing Rowland.</p> + +<p>'Now, Rowland, I'm going to ask you a very plain question. There ought +to be no secrets between brothers: I've told you all mine, nearly? you +must tell me yours. Are you in love?'</p> + +<p>Poor Rowland coloured to the temples, but did not answer.</p> + +<p>'You won't tell me? There was a time, Rowland, when you and I knew one +another's hearts as well as if they were two open books, in which we +could read when we like, but I suppose London and fine people—'</p> + +<p>'Stop, Owen, do not disgrace yourself or me by going on. Why do you wish +to probe me in a wounded place, where every stab is death?'</p> + +<p>Owen looked at his brother, and saw the conflict that was going on in +his mind in the working of his features.</p> + +<p>'Rowland, I only want your confidence; by Jove you shall have mine, even +though you are my successful rival; and I love you so well that I would +give her up to you, if it cost me—let me see—a voyage to the North +Pole.'</p> + +<p>'Owen, this is no jesting matter. I have been a fool, I am ashamed of +myself, I am trying to conquer my feelings; leave me until I have +succeeded, and then—'</p> + +<p>'But, Rowland, if she loves you, I don't see why you should try to +overcome your feelings. It would not be quite the right match, +certainly; but she would make a better parson's wife than a sailor's +wife after all; and my father might consent in time, and—'</p> + +<p>'Owen, is it kind of you to make a jest of me?' asked Rowland, rising +from his chair, and resuming his walk up and down his room. 'If you had +ever really loved either of the many girls you have fancied you adored, +you would understand me better; but I deserve it all for my +presumption—my folly.'</p> + +<p>'For that much, Rowland, perhaps I love her a trifle better than you do +at this very moment; still I am not selfish enough to come between you, +and would rather try absence and the northern latitudes; only just be +honest. I'm not quite such a piece of blubber as not to be capable of +constancy, though I may have been a rover until now; but when I see a +girl walk right away from me, and refuse to wait for me to go home with +her, and go straight off to another man, never mind if he was my father, +instead of my brother, I don't mean to break my heart about her. +Besides, I'm disappointed in her, and that's the truth. I thought she +was as modest as the moon; but I never saw the moon walk out of her +straight path to go after another planet, and no girl that I have +anything to say to, shall go after another man. So you're welcome to +her, though I'll say this, that I never saw the woman yet I loved so +well, and believe she's as good as gold, as pure as that same moon, but +as cold as ice itself; at least, so I've found her, perhaps you've a +warmer experience.'</p> + +<p>As soon as Owen paused in his rapid speech, Rowland paused in his walk, +and putting his hand on Owen's shoulder, said,—</p> + +<p>'This is a misapprehension, my dear Owen; you and I are thinking of a +different person.'</p> + +<p>'I am thinking of Gladys,' said Owen bluntly, 'and repeat that I love +you both too well to come between you and happiness.'</p> + +<p>'I am sure of that, Owen, you have no selfishness about you; but I do +not love Gladys. I never thought of her except as a beautiful and +superior girl, thrown by Providence amongst us, and to be treated with +kindness and consideration. I only hope my manner to her has never +indicated anything else.'</p> + +<p>'Do you mean what you say?' said Owen, jumping up from his chair, and +cutting a caper, 'then shake hands, and tell me you forgive me for being +so hasty.'</p> + +<p>They shook hands heartily, and Rowland said,—</p> + +<p>'Thank you, Owen, you have done me good; now go away, and I will write +my sermon.'</p> + +<p>'Not before I know what is the matter with you, and why Gladys went +across on purpose to walk home with you.'</p> + +<p>After much hesitation, and some pressing on the part of Owen, Rowland +told his brother what had passed between him and Miss Gwynne. When he +had made a clean breast of it, he felt as if relieved of half his +load—especially when Owen assured him that women were all alike, and +that when you asked them the first time, they were as proud as Lucifer.</p> + +<p>'It is first and last with me, Owen. I have forgotten my position, my +profession, my own dignity in giving way to a passion that I had no +right to suppose could be returned. I will crush it, and nobody but you +shall ever know of its existence. This struggle over, and I shall hope +henceforth to have but one Master and to serve Him.'</p> + +<p>'Well, I never should have thought you would have fancied Miss Gwynne; +not but that she is handsome and clever and very agreeable and kind, +too, when she pleases; but so proud, so domineering, and then—'</p> + +<p>'Neither should I have supposed Gladys to be your choice, Owen; and I am +sorry it should be so. What would my father say? so soon upon Netta, +too; and you must confess that her uncertain history, her present +condition, the way she came to us, would be utter barriers to anything +serious.'</p> + +<p>'Bravo, Rowland; now I must put the application to your lecture. I +suppose everything is by comparison in this world—the squire and the +squire's daughter look down upon the farmer and the farmer's son, and +beg to decline the honour of an alliance. The farmer and the farmer's +son look down upon the corporal and corporal's daughter, and beg to do +the same, especially as she is their servant. Tom, the carpenter, thinks +his daughter too good for Joseph the labourer, and Matthew the shoeblack +wouldn't let his son marry Sal the crossing-sweeper for all the world. +Oh, Rowland!, is this what you have learnt from your profession, and +the book before you? Why, I've found a better philosophy on board ship, +with no teachers but the moon and stars.'</p> + +<p>'Owen, I am ashamed of myself. My pride deserves to be thus pulled +down.'</p> + +<p>'I don't want to seem unkind, Rowland, but my notion is, that an honest +gentleman, such as you, educated, and a clergyman is good enough for any +lady; and that a good, religious girl, who has saved my mother's life, +is a great deal too good for a ne'er-do-well fellow like me. But I won't +fall before I'm pushed, since I'm pretty sure she thinks so too. So, +now, cheer up, old boy! and show the heiress what a sermon you can +preach; and let her see you don't care a fig for her; and then, by +jingo, she'll be over head and ears in love with you, and propose +herself next leap-year.'</p> + +<p>Rowland laughed, in spite of himself, at this notion.</p> + +<p>'I will go and wish my mother good night,' he said, 'and then set to +work.'</p> + +<p>The brothers went together to their mother, who was in bed, and together +received her 'God bless you, my children!' Then they separated for the +night, and Rowland returned to his room a wiser, if still a sadder, man, +than when Owen visited it. Owen's plain common sense had often got the +better of Rowland's romance; and although he could not approve his +roving and seemingly useless life, he always acknowledged that he +gathered some wisdom by his experience.</p> + +<p>Again Rowland sat down, but this time he drew up the blind, and let the +moonlight in upon his chamber like a silver flood. He took himself to +task for his pride, ambition, and conceit, in a way that did him good, +doubtless, but was not palatable; still he made many excuses for +himself, and none for Miss Gwynne. He was not to recover the effects of +that disappointment in a few hours! Days and even years were necessary +for that. But he asked for strength where it is never asked in vain, and +then resolutely wrote a sermon on the words, 'Blessed are the poor in +spirit, for theirs is the kingdom of heaven.'</p> + +<p>He wrote as he felt, and under the influence of those strong, +half-curbed feelings, wrote so easily, that he was astonished to find +how quickly he composed, and how soon a sufficient number of sheets were +written, to occupy his customary half-hour when preached. He did not +read them over, but promised to do so on the morrow, which was Saturday. +He was already far into the small hours, and knew that he ought to be in +bed.</p> + +<p>When he was there he could not sleep. That love of his was too +deeply-rooted to be torn up by a few proud words that haunted him all +the night, and to which he was constantly adding 'Yes, you are the +heiress of Glanyravon, and I am only a farmer's son and a poor curate.'</p> + +<hr class='smallbreak' /> + +<h2><a name="CHAPTER_XXII" id="CHAPTER_XXII" ></a>CHAPTER XXII.</h2> + +<h3>THE GOVERNESS.</h3> + +<p>'Only a curate!' exclaimed Miss Gwynne, as she and Miss Hall were +discussing Rowland's presumption the following morning.</p> + +<p>'Still, a gentleman,' replied Miss Hall quietly.</p> + +<p>'The son of one of my father's tenants; a farmer's son!'</p> + +<p>'Still, a gentleman!'</p> + +<p>'The ninety-ninth attempt on Glanyravon, and, happily, an unsuccessful +one.'</p> + +<p>'Perhaps the first sincere attempt to gain the heiress's heart, without +any thought of her park and its broad acres.'</p> + +<p>'I declare, Serena, <i>vous m'impatientez</i>. I verily believe you are in +his interest and confidence, and trying to plead his cause.'</p> + +<p>This was said with great excitement; the answer, however, was calm.</p> + +<p>'Scarcely possible, if probable, because I was never alone with him in +my life, and have rarely seen him except in your presence.'</p> + +<p>'Then, why do you take up his defence? You would not have me marry him, +would you?'</p> + +<p>'Certainly not, for many reasons. In the first place, you do not love +him; in the second, your father would not approve of such a match; in +the third, you are not suited to him.'</p> + +<p>'I understand. Not good enough. But why do you defend him? Do you think +it was right of him to say what he did to me?'</p> + +<p>'Well, perhaps not. But I think he has been nursing these feelings for +you so long, that he began to forget whether they were right or wrong, +sensible or foolish; and last night, carried away by the excitement of +the day and his own success, and finding himself alone with you—you, +probably, more friendly than usual—he forgot his customary prudence, +and overstepped the bounds of conventionality.'</p> + +<p>'Very well said, Nita. Then it was wrong of me to be friendly, and right +of him to make a dunce of himself.'</p> + +<p>'Perhaps if you had ever felt as he does, Freda, you might make some +excuse for him.'</p> + +<p>'I am sure you must have been in love a hundred times, you are so +sentimental, and would like to see him run away with me.'</p> + +<p>'Quite wrong again.'</p> + +<p>'Then what would you like, for I am sure you don't approve of my +conduct?'</p> + +<p>'Simply, that you should have treated a clergyman and a gentleman as +such, and at least felt grateful that a good and honest heart was +offered to you, even though you would not accept it.'</p> + +<p>'But I don't believe in the heart, you see, Serena. There is not a more +mercenary race under the sun than the clergy. They all marry for money. +I can mention quite a dozen; his own uncle at the head of them. Now, you +cannot suppose that he married Mrs Jonathan Prothero for anything but +her fortune and her family.'</p> + +<p>'I think he is too simple-minded a man to have considered either the one +or the other.'</p> + +<p>'Then why didn't he marry some simple-minded girl, his equal? No, you +are quite out of your depth now, Serena. Depend upon it, that Rowland +Prothero will soon find some English lady just as rich as <i>I am to +be</i>—always provided that Lady Mary Nugent doesn't carry off papa, and +get him to leave her the property. These men don't seem to know that it +is not entailed; and that, after all, I may be cut off with a shilling. +I think I may venture to affirm that were such the case, there is not +one of my ninety-nine adorers who would have me, except, perhaps poor +Sir Hugh.'</p> + +<p>'Perhaps, Freda, I may have been imprudent, situated as I am here, in +even saying what I have in favour of Rowland Prothero. The fact is, that +not only do I particularly like what I know of him, but there is a +little passage in my early history that makes me have a great pity for +young men who venture to fall in love with young ladies who consider +themselves their superiors.'</p> + +<p>'If you will tell me your story, Nita, I will forgive you all the rest, +and finish this sketch of Abertewey for Colonel Vaughan, meanwhile.'</p> + +<p>Freda drew well in water-colours, and had before her, as she sat in the +embrasure of one of the windows of that charming morning-room, a +half-finished sketch of Colonel Vaughan's place, which he had begged her +to take for him. Hitherto it had been untouched; now she began to work +at it with pretended vigour, whilst Miss Hall took up the little frock +she was making for a poor child, which had been laid down during the +discussion, and also made believe to stitch and sew industriously.</p> + +<p>But there was a flush on her cheek, and a tremor in her voice, as she +began to tell Freda the little passage in her life to which she had +alluded. Freda was conscious of this, and accordingly devoted herself +more energetically to her drawing.</p> + +<p>'It was when I was just eighteen, Freda, and during my <i>beaux jours</i>, +before my father had lost his fortune, or been obliged to retire from +the army on half-pay on account of that dreadful paralytic +stroke—before my sister's imprudent marriage, and consequent emigration +to Australia—before my dear mother's death. We were a happy and gay +family, and I had then more pride and higher spirits than you would +probably give me credit for now.</p> + +<p>'I was visiting a friend who had married the head-master of one of our +principal grammar schools. Amongst his tutors there was a young man of +whom he was very fond, and who used to be a good deal with his family +after the duties of the day were over. It is just possible that he was a +countryman of yours, for his name was Jones.'</p> + +<p>'Oh, Serena! you don't mean to say that you fell in love with a Jones in +England, and then came into Wales to be in the midst of that very +ancient and numerous family.'</p> + +<p>'I have not come to the love part yet, Freda. He was a very quiet and +unobtrusive person, but, my friends said, very amiable and sufficiently +clever. I know that I used to take an unkind delight in teasing him, and +that he was rather clever in repartee, and never spared me in return. I +liked him as an amusing companion, and had no objection to his getting +me books or flowers, or whatever lay within his reach that might be +agreeable to me. Moreover, I pitied him, because I was told that both +his parents were dead, and that he was working hard to pay for his own +course at college, whither he intended to go as soon as he could get the +means.</p> + +<p>'As my father was with his regiment abroad at this time, and my mother +and sister were making a round of visits amongst our Scotch friends, I +stayed a long time with the Merryweathers. They were very pleasant +people, and had an agreeable circle of acquaintance.</p> + +<p>'But that has nothing to do with my story. The evening before I left +them to return home, my friend, Mr Jones, managed to be alone with me; +how, I never found out, for he ought to have been with the boys—and +committed a similar misdemeanour to that of poor Rowland Prothero. He +had unfortunately lost his heart to me—so he said, and was constrained +to tell me so. Would I think of him, if, in the course of time, he could +enter the church and marry me?</p> + +<p>'Now I had the world before me, a happy home, a prospect of a certain +independence, and, I suppose, a sufficient share of personal +attractions. I had never considered whether I could like this young man +or not; but I had well considered that when I married, I must have +talent, position, personal beauty, and a hundred other visionary +attributes in my husband. I was of a most imaginative, and at the same +time, ambitious temperament; and on the one hand, thought a great poet +or warrior would fall to my lot, and on the other, that a prince of the +blood royal was not too good for me.</p> + +<p>'Your pride, my dear Freda, is too matter-of-fact, as is your general +character, thoroughly to understand me. At that time I was touched and +flattered by the devotion of this young man, and felt, that had he been +differently placed, and had he more of the attributes either of station +or romance about him, I might have taken him under my august +consideration; but as I had never even looked upon him in the light of a +lover, or supposed it possible that he could be one, I at once, and +decidedly refused him.</p> + +<p>'I shall never forget the pained and melancholy expression of his +features when I did so, or the few words he uttered. He said that he had +not ventured to hope for a different answer, though he had dared to +speak, and that his one slight prospect of happiness had vanished. He +had now nothing but a life of labour before him, without a gleam of hope +to cheer his way, but that he should think of me always, and of the +happy hours we had passed together. I felt so sorry for him that I could +really say nothing, either to cheer or discourage him. He simply asked +me to allow him to remain my friend, and to forgive his presumption; and +so we shook hands and parted. He did not join the family that evening, +and the next day I left the Merryweathers.</p> + +<p>'I do not know how it was, but when I returned home, I thought more of +this young man than of any one else. Although my sister and myself were +surrounded by men of a very different, and I may say, superior class, +still he haunted me very much, for a time at least.</p> + +<p>'Then came my sister's marriage, which proved, as you know, unfortunate +in a pecuniary point of view, and her and her husband's emigration to +Australia in search of fortune. Then followed our own ruin, and my +father's paralytic seizure. To help my parents and support myself, I +came to you as governess. You know, dearest Freda, how happy your dear +mother made me as long as she lived, and how ardently I desired to +fulfil her dying wish that I should finish your education. Most thankful +I am that I was permitted to do so.</p> + +<p>'I need not tell you, over and over again, the sad story of my mother's +death, and my return home to live with my father, and become a daily +instead of a resident governess. All the happiness I have known—at +least the greatest—since our troubles, has been in this house.</p> + +<p>'But this has nothing to do with Mr Jones. I heard, casually from my +friend, Mrs Merryweather, that he had left them and gone to college; +what college, she did not say. For some years I had quite enough of +painful duty to perform to make me forget the weeks passed in his +society, and their termination; or to think of a person of whom I had +quite lost sight. About six or seven years ago, however, I heard of him, +strange to say, through my sister. I had, of course, told her of his +proposal and my refusal.</p> + +<p>'She and her husband were among the early settlers at Melbourne, and in +the course of time became tolerably prosperous. He, you know, was +obliged to leave his regiment for drunkenness, and contrary to the usual +course of things, became steadier, though not steady, in Australia. My +sister lost two children in one week from fever, and during her great +sorrow, was constantly visited by the clergyman of her parish, who +turned out to be my early friend, Mr Jones. I do not think he knew she +was my sister for some time; but she described his untiring kindness and +gentleness as her greatest comfort during her troubles. He was also of +great benefit to her husband, by taking advantage of the opportunity +offered by the loss of his children, to press upon him the necessity of +a reformation in his own course of life, which, I am thankful to say, +has been gradually effected. They became very intimate, and, I suppose +by mutually comparing notes concerning Old England, found one another +out, so to say. But he seldom spoke of me. If my sister tried to draw +him into the subject of his acquaintance with me, he changed it as soon +as possible, as if it were disagreeable to him. And no wonder.</p> + +<p>'However, my sister looks upon this man as her greatest benefactor—him, +whom I, in my pride and ignorance, considered beneath me in every +respect; and when he left Melbourne a year or two ago, she said they had +lost their best and dearest earthly friend, and that the children cried +when he wished them good-bye, as if they were parting from a father.'</p> + +<p>Whilst Miss Hall was telling this simple narrative, Freda was very +attentive. As it drew to a close, she rose from her drawing, and +kneeling, as she sometimes would do, by Miss Hall's side, put her arm +affectionately round her. There was something in the action at that +moment which drew tears from Miss Hall's eyes.</p> + +<p>'But he is not married, Serena, I know he is not married,' she +exclaimed. 'Who knows!'</p> + +<p>'My dear child,' said Miss Hall, smiling, and stroking Freda's shining +hair, 'I have long given up all thoughts of matrimony. But the +recollection of old times always affects me, and your love affects me +still more. I have not told you this because I regret not being married +to Mr Jones—it was mercifully ordained that I should not marry any one. +What would my dear father have done if I had? but simply to show you how +the very people we think the least of frequently become our best +friends; the "weak things of the earth confounding those that are +mighty," in scripture phrase.'</p> + +<p>'Oh, Serena! do you hear?' interrupted Freda, 'there is Miss Nugent in +the hall. Of all the bores! we never can be free from those people. Yes +it is; I hear her <i>lithp</i>;' and Miss Nugent was announced.</p> + +<p>She had walked over, she said, to ask how they all were after the +delightful Harvest Home, and to bring an invitation from her mamma to +dinner the following Tuesday.</p> + +<p>'I do hope you will come, Freda, and you, Mith Hall, and bring that +charming Colonel Vaughan with you. He ith tho nithe. Don't you think +tho.'</p> + +<p>'Very,' said Freda, drily.</p> + +<p>'But, do you know, I don't admire him half ath much ath Mr Rowland +Prothero. Mamma thaith he ith tho gentlemanlike and that the meanth to +athk him Tuethday.'</p> + +<p>'Really!' again said Freda, not daring to look at Miss Hall.</p> + +<p>'We are going to Llanfach to-morrow to hear him preach. Hith thermon +wath beautiful in the school-room. Don't you think he ith like the +picture at the beginning of "Evangeline." Dear me, who wath he, Freda?'</p> + +<p>'Longfellow, you mean, I suppose.'</p> + +<p>'Of courth. And hith language ith tho poetical. Mamma thaith the +thouldn't wonder if he turned out a great author by-and-by. Thould you, +Mith Hall?'</p> + +<p>'It takes so much to make a great author, dear; but it is just +possible.'</p> + +<p>'But not probable,' whispered Freda.</p> + +<p>'Oh, Freda! don't you like him? I am thure you ought; he managed +everything tho nithely for you yethterday. Mamma thaith—Ah! there is +Colonel Vaughan coming up the drive.'</p> + +<p>Miss Hall looked across at Freda, and remarked that she began to draw +most industriously, and did not glance out of the window as Miss Nugent +did.</p> + +<p>'Mamma thaith,' began that young lady, 'that the colonel ith the motht +accomplithed and agreeable man in Waleth.'</p> + +<p>'How can she tell that?' asked Freda, with feigned surprise. 'There are +so many clever men in Wales. I assure you we are a talented race.'</p> + +<p>'I am thure of that, Freda; but I think the Englith are more thinthere; +mamma thaith tho.'</p> + +<p>'Ah, she must be a good judge,' said Freda, somewhat ironically.</p> + +<p>'Yeth; mamma ath theen a great deal of the world,' replied the +unsuspecting Miss Nugent.</p> + +<p>Here Colonel Vaughan made his appearance, and that young lady gave him +her mamma's invitation, which he said he should be delighted to accept, +if his friends did; so Freda said her papa was out, but she would send +Lady Mary Nugent an answer when he came in.</p> + +<p>'Ah! this <i>is</i> a sketch, Freda,' said Colonel Vaughan, who had somehow +returned to the old familiarity of earlier days. 'How can I thank you +sufficiently? who could think that the child I left twelve years ago +would be such a good artist when I returned? But that was the cleverest +bit of life-like drawing I ever saw, that sketch of your old pony. By +the way, do you know who this is?'</p> + +<p>The colonel opened a sketch-book that he had in his hand, and put it +into Freda's.</p> + +<p>'Why, this is Gladys, Mrs Prothero's Gladys. How could you prevail on +her to stand for her picture? Look, Serena, how well Colonel Vaughan has +hit off her expression and general effect in those few touches!'</p> + +<p>'I went to see Prothero, who used to be a good friend of mine in old +times, and whilst I was waiting for him and looking out of the window, I +saw this Gladys in the garden, and made the attempt you are pleased to +praise. Certainly she is about the loveliest specimen of country beauty +I ever saw in my life.'</p> + +<p>'Do you admire her, Colonel Vaughan? I think the ith tho very pale and +thupid.'</p> + +<p>'I never contradict a young lady, and suppose you must be right; but in +the present company, one cannot think of other belles. It would be a +case of looking for stars in the presence of the sun.'</p> + +<p>Colonel Vaughan glanced from one to the other of the ladies. Freda bent +more closely over her sketch, but coloured perceptibly. Miss Nugent +simpered and looked very handsome withal.</p> + +<p>Miss Hall was struck with her beauty as she then appeared; a perfect +profile, perfect complexion, perfect features, beneath a most becoming +straw hat and feathers. Such a colour and complexion, but no expression, +not even the sarcastic turn of the lip of the mother.</p> + +<p>'Perfectly child-like, amiable, and silly,' thought Miss Hall, 'and yet +Colonel Vaughan admires that statue more than the noble face and grand +expression of my Freda.'</p> + +<hr class='smallbreak' /> + +<h2><a name="CHAPTER_XXIII" id="CHAPTER_XXIII" ></a>CHAPTER XXIII.</h2> + +<h3>THE PREACHER.</h3> + +<p>As Mr Jonathan Prothero's sprain proved to be a very bad one, Rowland +was obliged to undertake his weekly as well as his Sunday duty, and +being summoned to the vicarage early on Saturday morning for a wedding, +and finding other clerical duty in the afternoon, he had no time to +revise his sermon until the morning on which he was to preach it. His +mind was still in a state of so much excitement, that he found, on +reading it over, that he had no power to amend what he had written +hastily, but feeling that it was what he earnestly desired to act up to +himself, and to bring his own mind down to, he hoped the words would not +be without effect on his hearers. If Miss Gwynne took them as intended +personally to touch her, why, he could not help it, and besides, she +probably would be at Llanfawr church, to avoid seeing him.</p> + +<p>But this was not the case. Gwynnes, Nugents, Protheros, and many others +of Rowland's neighbours, helped to fill the little church that Sunday, +all anxious to hear him preach; this made him feel nervous in spite of +himself. In vain he reasoned with himself, prayed to forget himself, and +those present—he could not get rid of those haunting words of Miss +Gwynne's, or of the consciousness that she was listening to him. +However, he read the service clearly and impressively, in the manly +tone, and simply religious manner of one who knows that he is leading +the prayers and praises of a congregation who cannot express their wants +too humbly and naturally, to One who knows what they desire, even before +they ask. No one in that church prayed more earnestly to be delivered +from 'all blindness of heart, from pride, vain-glory and hypocrisy; from +envy, hatred, and malice, and all uncharitableness,' than he did. And +as he proceeded with the litany, his mind grew calmer, and he gradually +received strength to overcome the great inward struggle that he was +suffering from.</p> + +<p>Before reading the thanksgiving, he gave out in a tremulous voice, that +a 'member of that congregation was desirous of returning thanks to +Almighty God for her recovery from dangerous, illness.' When he thanked +God for all His mercies to all men, 'particularly to her who desires now +to offer up her praises and thanksgivings for late mercies vouchsafed +unto her,' every one felt that he was returning thanks for his own +mother's recovery, and joined him in so doing. His father was seen to +put his handkerchief to his eyes, as he lifted up his heart in praise.</p> + +<p>His earnest manner evidently impressed his congregation, who were +usually accustomed to the somewhat monotonous reading of his uncle, and +to his rather learned discourses.</p> + +<p>It is generally the case, that words spoken from the overflowings of the +speaker's own heart and feelings, make the greatest impression on the +hearts and feelings of his hearers; so it was now. When Rowland, in +simple and forcible language, told his listeners that the first words of +our Lord's Sermon on the Mount were to bless the poor in spirit, and to +promise them the kingdom of heaven; and went on to contrast such poverty +of spirit with the pride and vain glory inherent in man, and to call up +the various scriptural examples and texts that bore upon the subject of +humility; he gained the attention of all. Then he enlarged more +particularly on the necessity of curbing and bridling and keeping down +the spirit, until it attained that lowliness to which Our Saviour +alludes in the very first of the beatitudes; and finally went through +that Saviour's life, as the great example for all men, of meekness, +gentleness, and humility—the interest in his words increased.</p> + +<p>Rowland preached from the heart to the heart, and so his sermon that day +was not in vain, albeit not perhaps written in the very best of moods. +There was no poetry, no overheated enthusiasm no display of eloquence, +but the plain, straightforward announcement to rich and poor alike, that +to enter God's kingdom the spirit must become even as that of a little +child.</p> + +<p>Perhaps this is the least understood, and least palatable of all +subjects, and when brought before a congregation, and well discussed for +half-an-hour, must make many of its members pause to consider whether, +on such terms, 'theirs is the kingdom of heaven.'</p> + +<p>Miss Gwynne was one of those who paused so to consider, and acknowledged +to herself that she had never looked upon our Lord's Sermon on the +Mount, as so practically and so particularly addressed to herself +before. She did not for a moment believe that the sermon was intended +for her, more than for the rest of the congregation, but she felt, for +the first time, that she had been proud and overbearing in her conduct +to the preacher, as well as to many others whom she chose to think her +inferiors.</p> + +<p>She left the church, resolved to make such amends as were in her power, +for the hasty and haughty way of her rejection of Rowland, and to strive +to be less proud for the future.</p> + +<p>When she was without, her father said to her, that he must go into the +vicarage to congratulate the vicar on his nephew's preaching, and to ask +Rowland to dinner. Miss Gwynne endeavoured to dissuade him from doing +so, but Lady Mary Nugent expressed her intention of performing similar +civilities; consequently the whole party, Colonel Vaughan and Miss Hall +inclusive, walked across the churchyard to the vicarage, which lay just +the other side of it.</p> + +<p>The vicarage was a snug little cottage, with a rustic porch, adorned +with the Virginian creeper, which, together with the massive ivy, also +nearly covered the house. Red and cheerful looked the tiny dwelling +beneath the autumn sun; and very pretty was the garden which surrounded +it, still bright with dahlias, fuchsias, red geraniums, and monthly +roses. It was here, years ago, that Rowland, Miss Gwynne, and Netta had +often played together; and it was here that Rowland had passed the +principal part of his holidays when at home from Rugby or college. It +was here that Mrs Jonathan had done her utmost to make a gentleman of +him, and had succeeded to her heart's content. Rowland had been very +happy with his uncle and aunt, and loved them almost as well as his +parents.</p> + +<p>In the pretty garden were innumerable wonderful stones heaped into all +sorts of masses, which he had helped his uncle to bring from various +parts in the neighbourhood, and all of which were curiosities in their +way; and there, also, was a fernery which he himself had made, and which +contained all the remarkable ferns of a country rich in those beautiful +productions of nature. The vicarage and its garden were neatness itself. +Mrs Jonathan prided herself on them, and took great pains to prove that +there could be, in a Welsh country village, a clergyman's abode +something akin to the far-famed dwellings of the English ecclesiastic.</p> + +<p>The party from the church quite filled the little drawing-room. Mr +Jonathan Prothero was in an easy-chair, with his foot on a cushion, and +looking very much like a caged stork.</p> + +<p>Every one began by congratulating him on the success of his nephew in +the pulpit.</p> + +<p>'He must become a popular preacher,' said Lady Mary Nugent.</p> + +<p>'I must say I have seldom heard more simple yet forcible language,' +said Mr Gwynne.</p> + +<p>'He touched us all upon our besetting sin of pride,' said Colonel +Vaughan, glancing at Miss Gwynne, who said nothing.</p> + +<p>'And thuch a beautiful voice!' remarked Miss Nugent.</p> + +<p>Mrs Jonathan looked delighted.</p> + +<p>'But where is he all this time, my dear?' asked the vicar.</p> + +<p>We must answer the question by informing the reader that, having watched +his congregation leave the church, he went into the vestry and sat down +there, in order to avoid meeting any of the Gwynne party; when a +messenger from his aunt came to inform him that he was wanted at once. +He inquired by whom, and on hearing, tried to arm himself for an +unavoidable encounter with Miss Gwynne.</p> + +<p>When he entered the room she was talking to his uncle, and had her back +turned to the door. He was at once greeted by Mr Gwynne and Lady Mary +Nugent, so that he did not find it necessary to shake hands with every +one, and made a kind of general bow, which he addressed to Miss Hall +particularly, and was therefore unconscious of the half-attempt of Freda +to rise from her seat as he entered. Miss Hall, alone, saw the flush on +her cheek, as she relapsed into her position by Mr Jonathan Prothero and +professed to be listening to the cause of his accident. His adventurous +search after trinobites in a celebrated quarry, the slipping of a stone, +and consequent spraining of his right ankle, sounded into one of her +ears, whilst the following conversation, entered the other:—</p> + +<p>'I hope you will give us the pleasure of your company on Tuesday,' said +Lady Mary Nugent. 'We shall not be a large party.'</p> + +<p>'And will come to us on Wednesday,' said Mr Gwynne. 'We must have some +more chess. I have never met with a fair opponent since—hem—I beg your +pardon, Lady Mary—Ah—yes—or, on Thursday. You see we did not like to +ask you whilst your mother was so ill; my daughter thought it would be +useless.'</p> + +<p>Rowland coloured at the allusion to Freda, but did not even glance at +her.</p> + +<p>'Thank you, Lady Mary; thank you, Mr Gwynne, very much indeed, but I +intend being in London on Tuesday. I have already outstayed my +prescribed fortnight.'</p> + +<p>'My dear Rowland!' exclaimed his aunt, 'you do not mean this?'</p> + +<p>'Yes, aunt; my fellow curate has been fortunate enough to get a living +given to him, and is to read himself in next Sunday, and I have promised +to take double duty.'</p> + +<p>'But one day more or less,' suggested Lady Nugent, who did not imagine +it possible that Rowland Prothero <i>could</i> refuse an invitation from her, +which was, in her opinion, quite a royal command. She, so exclusive!</p> + +<p>'I am very much obliged to your ladyship, but I have promised to be in +London on Tuesday; and as my mother is really better, there is no longer +any necessity for my staying in the country.'</p> + +<p>'Your uncleth foot?' suggested Miss Nugent.</p> + +<p>'Two good dinners, and more agreeable company than you will meet with in +your East End parish!' said Colonel Vaughan.</p> + +<p>'My uncle will easily find help,' said Rowland, turning to Miss Nugent, +'although I am sorry not to be able to give him more; and,' to Colonel +Vaughan, with a smile, 'had you ever tried the far East, you would know +that there is very good company there, as well as in the West. I should +be very glad to introduce you to some, if you would come and see me in +town.'</p> + +<p>'That I certainly will,' said the colonel, heartily; 'and I shall be +able to tell you all about your sister, as I heard yesterday that her +husband has finally taken my place, and will be down here as soon as it +is put in first-rate order, furnished, etc.'</p> + +<p>'You are not likely to leave us yet I hope, Colonel Vaughan?' said Lady +Mary Nugent.</p> + +<p>'For a time, I must; but having found how pleasant you all are down +here, I shall hope to come again frequently, if Miss Gwynne will second +her papa's invitation.'</p> + +<p>Freda just turned round, bowed, and smiled, and then resolutely resumed +her conversation with, or rather act of listening to, the vicar.</p> + +<p>'How interested you appear to be,' whispered the colonel, sitting down +behind her.</p> + +<p>Rowland saw this little bit of by-play, and wished himself in London; +whilst Colonel Vaughan joined in the vicar's archæological description +of the quarry in which he had met with his accident. Freda heard all +that Rowland said more distinctly than what passed close at her side.</p> + +<p>She heard her father and Lady Mary's repeated entreaties that he would +remain until the end of the week, and the decided, but polite refusal of +Rowland. She heard her father prophecy that he would soon have a good +living, and Rowland's reply, 'that without interest or any particular +talent for what is called "popular preaching," there was little chance +of church preferment. 'But,' he added, 'I am well content to be only a +curate. There is enough to do in my parish to keep one from morning to +night employed, and that in real, active, heart-stirring work, that will +not let one flag if one would wish it.'</p> + +<p>'I thould like to thee the Eatht End, mamma,' said Miss Nugent. 'People +in the Wetht theem to think all the inhabitanths barbarians.'</p> + +<p>'It is a pity they don't come and try to civilise us, then,' said +Rowland. 'We should be very glad of their help.'</p> + + +<p>'I will go if mamma will let me,' said Miss Nugent.</p> + +<p>Lady Mary smiled somewhat superciliously, and observed that she did not +think she would be of much use.</p> + +<p>'All who have a desire to do good will make a path of usefulness, Lady +Mary, I think,' said Rowland. 'In these days the enlightened must not +hide their light under a bushel. We live in stirring, striving times, +when good and evil seem at terrible issue.'</p> + +<p>'And which will conquer?' broke in Colonel Vaughan suddenly. 'I don't +see that all the meetings and tracts have done much, as yet, towards +their part in the fight.'</p> + +<p>'Good must conquer eventually,' said Rowland, 'and is conquering daily +and hourly.'</p> + +<p>'In your East End parish?'</p> + +<p>'We hope so. If our progress is slow we are not without encouragement +even there, in the very thick of the battle, and where the armies of +evil are ten to one against good.'</p> + +<p>'I know something of fighting, Mr Rowland, and I fear the odds are too +great. You may as well give up the conflict.'</p> + +<p>'Remember, Colonel Vaughan, that in all the great battles of antiquity, +and not a few of modern times—the Swiss for example—those who fought +for freedom and right have always found their arms nerved to resist +multitudes—hundreds have conquered tens of thousands. So is it with our +warfare. We have strength given us that makes the single champion of the +cross, powerful against the legion of his adversaries.'</p> + +<p>'Very well said, nephew,' broke in the vicar, 'Marathon, Thermopylæ, +Platea—'</p> + +<p>'I am afraid we are keeping you from your dinner, Mrs Prothero,' +interrupted Mr Gwynne, who had a nervous dread of the vicar's +antiquities, whether in war or peace. 'Freda, I think we must go.'</p> + +<p>Freda rose from her seat, and shook hands very warmly with Mr and Mrs +Prothero. She had made up her mind to do the same with Rowland; but just +as she approached the door near which he had been standing, he said he +would go out and see whether the carriages were ready, and did so +accordingly. They followed him as soon as the leave-takings were over, +and found him waiting at the gate. He immediately assisted Lady Mary and +Miss Nugent into their carriage, leaving Colonel Vaughan to perform the +same office for Miss Gwynne and Miss Hall. Mr Gwynne stayed to shake +hands with him, and tell him that he should always be glad to see him; +and Colonel Vaughan promised to pay him a visit as soon as he went to +town. The former got into the carriage, the latter upon the box to +drive. Rowland stood by the door a moment irresolute.</p> + +<p>'Good-bye, Mr Rowland,' said Miss Hall, 'I shall hope often to see your +mother.'</p> + +<p>'Thank you, Miss Hall,' said Rowland, pressing the hand she held out to +him with an iron pressure.</p> + +<p>Freda was just going to put out her hand across Miss Hall, when Colonel +Vaughan touched the horses, and the carriage drove off. Rowland raised +his hat, and as he glanced at Freda saw that she was looking at him not +altogether unkindly. After those words of hers, he never could have +shaken hands with her, unless she made the advance; and so they parted, +he believing her too proud to acknowledge him after what he had said to +her; she admiring what she considered his pride and resentment a great +deal more than she had ever done his humility.</p> + +<hr class='smallbreak' /> + +<h2><a name="CHAPTER_XXIV" id="CHAPTER_XXIV" ></a>CHAPTER XXIV.</h2> + +<h3>THE LOVER.</h3> + +<p>Spring came round again, and Owen and Gladys were still at the farm. The +following conversation will show how they went on together.</p> + +<p>'Let me carry that bucket for you, Gladys,' said Owen, one evening when +she was proceeding across the farm-yard, to carry a warm mesh to a sick +cow.</p> + +<p>'It is not heavy, sir,' said Gladys, gently.</p> + +<p>'It is too heavy for you, <i>ma'am</i>, said Owen, emphasising the 'ma'am.'</p> + +<p>He took the bucket from her, and carried it to the shed, where Gladys +dosed and fed her sick cow so very tenderly, that Owen was impelled to +say,—</p> + +<p>'I wish I were that cow.'</p> + +<p>'Oh, sir! she is but a poor, sick, witless animal.'</p> + +<p>'But she has you to nurse and be kind to her; so I wish I were that +cow.'</p> + +<p>'Sure, sir, I would be glad to nurse you if you were sick,'</p> + +<p>'Would you, Gladys? Then I will be sick to-morrow.'</p> + +<p>'I hope not, Mr Owen. Come, poor Mally. Drink it up.'</p> + +<p>'Never mind, Mally, but attend to me. Will you not be so cold and stiff, +and respectful to me? I hate a girl who "sir's" me as if I were a lord, +and makes me curtseys, and never looks at me, and seems as if she hated +me—'</p> + +<p>'Oh, no, indeed no, sir—'</p> + +<p>'And lives all day long in the same house, and scarcely speaks to me. +You will drive me off to sea again, <i>ma'am</i>, if you don't take care. +Look into my face, and say why you hate me so!'</p> + +<p>'I hate no one in the world, sir; much less any one of your name.'</p> + +<p>Here the girl looked up from the poor cow who was licking her hand, and +round whose neck her arm was flung, into the face of the young man. Owen +put his hand on the arm that rested on the cow, and said earnestly,—</p> + +<p>'Then treat me as your brother.'</p> + +<p>'I have lost my brothers and sisters, and father and mother, and kith +and kin. I have seen them all die—all that ever loved me. Oh! Mr Owen! +you are too kind—too kind; but do not talk to me so, or it will break +my heart.'</p> + +<p>Here was even more of Irish feeling than Owen either expected or +desired. But he took Gladys's hand in his, and, looking kindly from his +large honest dark eyes into hers, said,—</p> + +<p>'Forgive me, Gladys, for making you think of your sorrows. But you know +my dear sister Netta is as good as lost to me, and I want some one who +will be like her, or at least, who will not be quite as cold as clay.'</p> + +<p>'Gladys withdrew her eyes and her hand. There was even more than +brotherly warmth in that kind glance and winning manner.</p> + +<p>'Thank you, sir, I will try; indeed I will,' said Gladys, as she took up +the bucket, and turned to leave the shed.</p> + +<p>'Thank you, ma'am, you are very obliging, but you are not going to carry +my bucket.'</p> + +<p>'Oh,' sir! if you please do not speak so to a poor servant girl like me. +I would rather not hear it.'</p> + +<p>'You will not see, or hear, or believe what I do, and say and think all +day long; so now, here, where nobody else can listen, you must hear me. +You must learn to be happy with us, you must love us, you must—'</p> + +<p>'Oh! I do, sir, I do. Let me go, sir, if you please.'</p> + +<p>'Not until you hear that you must love me, even me whom you cannot +bear.'</p> + +<p>'Oh! I do, sir—I do. I thank you, I pray for you, I love you all, +always; indeed, indeed, I do.'</p> + +<p>'But better than all the others, as I love you, so as to be my wife +when—when—'</p> + +<p>'Let me go, Mr Owen, if you please. You must not talk to me so, sir; me, +just now a beggar at your gate.'</p> + +<p>'But I must, I will, and you must listen. In spite of myself, and of +your cold manners and pale face, and all the trouble you take to avoid +me, I love you, Gladys, and will marry you if you will have me. I will +give up the sea, and become a steady fellow, and live at home, and make +you and my parents happy, and—'</p> + +<p>'Oh! Mr Owen, if your parents were to hear you talking like this to me, +what would they say to you? what would they think of me? You should not +make a joke of my poverty and friendless state, sir. Anything else, but +not this! oh! not this! and from you.'</p> + +<p>'I was never more in earnest in all my life, and ask for only one word +of encouragement from you to go and tell my and mother directly,'</p> + +<p>'Oh! if you please, Mr Owen, do not do this. If are in earnest, sir, and +I hope you are not, you must forget that you ever said this to me.'</p> + +<p>'I do not mean to forget it, Gladys, or to let you forget it. Will you +say the word? only give me hope and all will be right. Will you marry +me, and be the daughter of your adopted mother?'</p> + +<p>'I can never marry any one, sir; I have nothing to live for in this +world, but to try to do my duty to you and yours, and to think of those +I have lost.'</p> + +<p>'Gladys, your cold manner maddens me. Say you hate me, and would rather +marry some one else; say anything that has some heart in it. We sailors +are made of warmer stuff than such icebergs as you.'</p> + +<p>'I cannot say that, sir, because I do not hate you; and I never mean to +marry, and I would sooner die than cause trouble in your family.'</p> + +<p>'Then you won't have me, Gladys? and you mean to send me back to sea +again, and to make me return to my wild ways, and to make my mother +miserable?'</p> + +<p>'Och hone! what will I do? Why do you say such things to me, Mr Owen, +who have never done you any harm? I cannot marry—I cannot do what would +be wicked and ungrateful—I will go away again back to old Ireland, and +not cause trouble to those who have been so good to me.'</p> + +<p>'No, you will not do anything of the kind, unless you wish me to go +after you. I shall tell my father that I will be off to sea again, and +then I need not trouble you any more.'</p> + +<p>'I will not stay, Mr Owen, to make mischief; so if you will only please +to stop at home with your parents I will go away.'</p> + +<p>'I shall not please to do anything of the kind, for I only stayed so +long on your account, and this is the reward I get.'</p> + +<p>Owen was in a passion, and vainly striving to keep it down. His face was +flushed, he looked angrily and moodily upon the drooping head of Gladys +as it bent lower and lower over the poor cow upon which she was leaning. +He suddenly seized her hand, and exclaimed,—</p> + +<p>'I am not used to be refused in this cool sort of way, and I don't +believe there ever was a woman in the world who doesn't wish to get +married to some one or other. Now whether you mean to have me or not is +not the question I am going to ask; but whether you have any other +lover, or ever had one that you prefer to me?—Tell me this, and I shall +be satisfied.'</p> + +<p>Gladys tried to draw away her hand from the impetuous young man, but he +held it fast.</p> + +<p>'You needn't be afraid; I would not hurt a hair of your head. And if you +knew what I am feeling now at this moment you will tell me the truth. +Will you answer me a few questions?'</p> + +<p>'Yes, Mr Owen, if I can without doing or saying what is wrong.'</p> + +<p>Owen looked Gladys again in the face, as she slightly raised her head to +answer his question. Why that burning blush? Why those bright, +expressive eyes, if she did not care for him? For a moment he had hope, +and pressed the hand he held. Again she bent over the cow that divided +them, and tried to withdraw her hand.</p> + +<p>At any other time Owen would have laughed at the notion of making an +offer, divided from his beloved by a fine Alderney cow, but now he was +too much in earnest for laughing.</p> + +<p>'Gladys, do you love my brother Rowland?' he asked.</p> + +<p>Gladys now looked at him in unfeigned astonishment as she answered,—</p> + +<p>'No, Mr Owen; surely I have never given you reason to suppose so. A +grand gentleman like him!'</p> + +<p>'But there is a still grander of whom I am jealous,' continued Owen. +'Colonel Vaughan, I have often seen him here upon every excuse—and +always to look at you. I have seen him, and know it well. Do you care +for this great gentleman?'</p> + +<p>'Oh! no sir,' said Gladys, sadly. 'How can you suspect me of such a +thing? Are my manners so forward, or am I so foolish as to let any one +suppose I could think of people so far above me? This is not kind, Mr +Owen.'</p> + +<p>'One more, Gladys. Those beneath you, then. You cannot, I feel you +cannot, think of that gardener or footman at the Park, or of young +Gwillim, the Half Moon, or—there are so many who admire you, Gladys.'</p> + +<p>'Oh! no, sir, I do not think so; no one says so to me, and I care for +none of them. Now, I had better go, if you please, Mr Owen—my mistress +will be wanting me.'</p> + +<p>'I should think she 'ould, seure enough,' said a stentorian voice, as Mr +Prothero entered the cow-house, having just heard the last words, and +seen the clasped hands.</p> + +<p>Gladys looked entreatingly at Owen, who at once said, 'It was my fault +that she stayed here, I kept her against her will.'</p> + +<p>Gladys glanced gratefully at Owen, and left him with his father; but +before she was out of hearing, the farmer's loud voice was audible, +informing Owen that he 'didn't want another 'lopement from his house; +and that that Irish beggar should leave the place.'</p> + +<p>'It was all chance, father, and my fault,' said Owen.</p> + +<p>'It's always chance and your fault then. Where Gladys is, you're seure +to be pretty near. She's a good sort of young 'ooman enough, but you +have no call to be for ever hunting after her.'</p> + +<p>'I don't see why I shouldn't if I like. It doesn't hurt anybody, and is +only kind to her.'</p> + +<p>'But I don't cheuse her to be thinking you're going to make love to her, +and by-and-by, perhaps, expecting to—there's no knowing what young +'oomen may expect.'</p> + +<p>'She isn't one to expect very much, and I am sure she doesn't take any +liberties with any one, or go beyond her place.'</p> + +<p>'Treue for you there; but that's no fault of yours. You don't take +notice of any other female that I see, and seure you eused to make love +to them all in turns.'</p> + +<p>'I don't see any girl half as good as Gladys, or worthy to light a +candle to her, that's why I have given them all up.'</p> + +<p>'Name o' goodness what for? If you are going to make a fool of yourself +about her, I'll soon send her away, and stop that anyhow.'</p> + +<p>'You may save yourself the trouble, father, for I am going away myself. +I can't be a land-lubber any longer, and I won't, so I shall look out +for a ship, pretty soon.'</p> + +<p>'All because that girl came here to bother us. Deet to goodness, them +Irishers have been the plagues of my life ever since I married.'</p> + +<p>'But she's Welsh, father, and you said so yourself.'</p> + +<p>'She's a mongrel, and no good ever came out of them.'</p> + +<p>'She saved mother's life, anyhow.'</p> + +<p>This reflection posed the worthy farmer. He softened somewhat in his +reply.</p> + +<p>'Treue for you again there. But that's no reason for your going to sea, +just when you're getting euseful here.'</p> + +<p>'Well, father, thank you for saying for once in my life that I'm useful. +You never said that before.'</p> + +<p>'And it don't seem out of any great favour to us that you are euseful +now; but only to please an Irish beggar.'</p> + +<p>'I tell you what, father, if you were anybody else, you shouldn't call +her an Irish beggar.'</p> + +<p>As Gladys went on her way, she heard the voices, ever louder and louder; +she hurried into the house, and then to her own little bedroom, where +she still seemed to hear the words, 'Irish beggar,' and a little spark +of the pride of poor human nature kindled in her heart.</p> + +<p>'They shall not quarrel about me—they shall not throw my misery after +me—they shall not think I want to marry him—I will go away,' were her +muttered expressions. 'Why have I lived—why have I been kindly treated? +if I am to be the sport and the by-word of my friends? A poor +outcast—an Irish beggar—- a lone girl, friendless, homeless, +heartless, wretched, miserable! Och hone! what will I do? what will I +do?'</p> + +<p>She threw herself on her bed and sobbed.</p> + +<p>'And I only want to do my duty—to show my gratitude—to die for the +mistress, if needs be, and they will think me forward and vain. Why was +I born to cause trouble and to bear such misery? Oh! mother, mother, if +you were here to comfort your poor child! If I could but go after you! +if I could but go away to my mother and all the lost ones!'</p> + +<p>This thought of her mother and the lost ones seemed to overpower her for +a few seconds, and then to calm her. She rose from her bed, and fell +upon her knees and prayed.</p> + +<p>'I can go to them, if they cannot come to me. I can fill my place of +sorrow, as is best for me. I need not bring trouble on this blessed +home! I will not. I need not send away that kind Mr Owen from his +family. I will not. Why does he think of a poor, wretched being like me? +Why has he been so good to me; so tender to me—as if he were my +brother? If I go away, he will think of some one else, and make them all +happy here, and live with them, and be good and steady. And I shall be +only one sufferer instead of many. May God bless them all! I will go +away, but never to see him more!—never, never!' Thus thought Gladys. +For half-an-hour, whilst she was striving to calm herself, such thoughts +and thousands of others flitted through her mind; but she did not murmur +again at the sad lot which had been assigned to her by Providence; she +had gathered strength in that prayer which she had offered up out of her +trouble of heart. Still she felt aggrieved by her master's hard words, +knowing as she did that she did not deserve them; but she struggled hard +to conquer that pride which she knew ill became one in her dependent and +friendless state.</p> + +<p>When she had sufficiently recovered herself, she went down to prepare +the supper, according to her custom. She found the hall empty, and +wondered what had become of her master and mistress. She glanced into +the garden, and saw them walking up and down engaged in earnest +conversation, although the hour was late and it was getting dark and +chill. She felt that they were talking about her. She would not listen, +and returned to spread the table for their evening meal; whilst doing +so, Owen made his appearance.</p> + +<p>'Gladys,' he said, 'shake hands with me, and forgive me for causing you +pain. I hope it will be the first and last time.'</p> + +<p>Gladys held out her hand, saying 'Oh, Mr Owen, I have nothing to +forgive, I am only very sorry''</p> + +<p>As Owen held her hand, in stalked Mr Prothero, followed by his wife. He +was not looking very well pleased when he entered, but finding them +together, his dark frowning brow became still darker.</p> + +<p>'Good-night, mother,' said Owen, 'I don't want any supper. Good-night, +father,' he added with a strong effort, but receiving no response, he +left the room.</p> + +<p>Gladys longed to follow his example, but feared it would not be right.</p> + +<p>'Gladys, I fear you are not well,' said Mrs Prothero gravely, but +kindly, 'perhaps you would like to go to bed.'</p> + +<p>'Thank you, ma'am,' said Gladys, glancing furtively at her mistress, +whose gentle face looked perplexed and anxious.</p> + +<p>'Good-night, then,' said Mrs Prothero.</p> + +<p>Gladys could not speak, for there was something constrained in the +manners of her dear mistress, that she could not bear to see. She did +not venture to speak to Mr Prothero, but dropping him a silent curtsey, +as she left the room, went to bed, but not to sleep.</p> + +<p>That night, Mrs Prothero went to her son, Owen's room, and heard the +history of the evening. He told her that he loved Gladys, but that she +did not care for him; and that his father would not believe him when he +said so. Mrs Prothero gave him a maternal lecture on his conduct, and +the impossibility of his marrying Gladys, particularly whilst his father +was so irritated against his sister. She rallied him, in a quiet way, on +his various previous loves, and said that she had no doubt he would +forget his present one in the same manner.</p> + +<p>She was struck with the unusually grave tone of his reply, as he simply +said, that if Gladys were like his other loves, he might forget her in +the same way; but as she was quite different from any one he had ever +liked before, so he should remember her as he had never before +remembered any one. She was also struck with his manner of wishing her +good night, and of recommending Gladys to her care, entreating her not +to be less kind to her than she had always been, because he had the +misfortune to love her.</p> + +<p>Mrs Prothero promised all he desired, scarcely believing, as she did so, +in the depth of his affection.</p> + +<p>'And, mother, fach,' he said, 'you must not be vexed if I run away again +to cure myself. There is nothing like sea air for my disease; and if I +do, I promise to write regularly, and to come home at the end of my +voyage. Only be kind to Gladys, and don't let her go away.'</p> + +<p>Owen had a presentiment, that if he did not leave Glanyravon, Gladys +would.</p> + +<p>'And you must try to bring father round by degrees. I don't want to +annoy him; and I know you are as fond of Gladys as if she were your own +daughter, and father likes her, too. Will you try, mother?'</p> + +<p>'Anything to keep you at home, and steady, my son,' said Mrs Prothero +with tears in her eyes, 'but you must not go away again, we cannot do +without you.'</p> + +<p>'Only this once, for change of air; I assure you it is best'</p> + +<p>'Well, we will talk of this again, Owen; good night, and God bless you.'</p> + +<p>'Just tell father not to be angry with me or Gladys, and that I can't +run away with her, because she won't have me. Good night, mother dear.'</p> + +<p>Again Owen kissed his mother, more lovingly than usual, and so they +parted for the night.</p> + +<hr class='smallbreak' /> + +<h2><a name="CHAPTER_XXV" id="CHAPTER_XXV" ></a>CHAPTER XXV.</h2> + +<h3>THE FUGITIVE.</h3> + +<p>Gladys did not go to bed all that night. If her mistress could have +watched her occupations, seen her tears, and listened to her prayers, +she would, at least, have known that she was grateful. The first thing +she did was to finish a cap that she had been making for her, the next +to complete a large piece of ornamental netting, that had been long in +secret progress, and had been intended as a present for that dear +mistress's birthday on the morrow. The third, last and most difficult, +was to write a letter. Gladys usually wrote easily and well. She had +been accustomed to assist her father at an early age, and had been +carefully taught by her mother, but on the present occasion she +considered every sentence with a too painful thoughtfulness, and +literally blotted her writing with her tears.</p> + +<p>Morning was beginning to dawn before she had finished these tasks, and +then she washed her face and hands, took off the pretty cotton gown she +had on, and put on the one Netta gave her when first she came to +Glanyravon. An old straw hat that she had been in the habit of wearing +in the fields, and a tidy, but plain shawl, completed her attire. She +had a few shillings which Mr Prothero had given her, and these she put +into her pocket, together with a pincushion, and a curious foreign +shell, gifts of Owen.</p> + +<p>She thought of Netta, and of her very different flight from the same +house; she fancied that if she had been in her place, no lover, however +dear, could have prevailed upon her to leave so good a mother; but she +was different. An orphan and a beggar, she had no right to remain to +cause dissension between father and son.</p> + +<p>And so she fell upon her knees, and prayed for blessings on every member +of that family; she forgot no one, not even poor Owen, whose suit she +had rejected. Most especially she prayed that he might be a comfort to +his parents, and turn from his wild, wandering ways, to those of rest +and sobriety; she particularly used that latter word, which would have +sounded formal in less earnest lips.</p> + +<p>With tearful eyes, and throbbing heart, but with a resigned spirit, she +rose from her knees, took her little bundle in her hand, and went +quickly out into the passage. She did not trust herself to pass the +doors of her slumbering friends, but went by the back-staircase into the +kitchen, and thence into the yard. There was a thick mist over the face +of nature, falling like a heavy veil on the rising sun, and making the +early day but a lengthened night; not a sound was heard, not an animal +had yet been aroused from sleep, save Lion, the large watch-dog, whose +duty it was to wake when others slept, and he bounded towards Gladys, +and her suppressed, 'Down, Lion, down,' failed to quiet him. As she +hurried up the road, he ran after her, and it was not until she reached +the gate, that she had courage to command him with heightened voice, and +threatening manner, to go home. The dog crouched, and then licked the +hand, upraised to send him back. Poor Gladys fell upon his neck, and +burst into tears. He licked off the tears with a wistful, canine +earnestness and love, and again prepared to follow her.</p> + +<p>'Back, good dog! Home, Lion!' said Gladys.</p> + +<p>The dog turned away with his tail between his legs, and walked half-way +down the road. Gladys hurried through the gate, and along the public +road, shutting the gate behind her upon Lion. No sooner was she out of +sight than the tail was again in motion, the head turned, and Lion was +peering over the hedge after her. As she swiftly pursued her way, +turning neither to the right nor to the left, she did not perceive the +faithful friend that was literally dogging her steps; but still Lion +followed; and thoughtless of master and mistress at home, kept in view +the poor beggar-girl who had managed to win his love, together with that +of all the animal kind around and about Glanyravon.</p> + +<p>Thus pursuing her unknown way, and thus pursued by Lion, we must leave +Gladys and return to the farm.</p> + +<p>At the usual hour, Mrs Prothero came down to breakfast; no Gladys was +visible, and no neat table was laid for the early meal. Mrs Prothero +asked the servants if they had seen Gladys, and they said she had not +yet come down; not altogether ill-pleased to find the favourite, for +once, in fault. Mrs Prothero thought that the events of the past night +had probably made her ill; and relenting from her somewhat severe +feelings towards her, she went upstairs to see what was the matter. +Receiving no answer to her tap at the door, and call of 'Gladys,' she +went into her little room. She saw all neat as usual, and the bed +unruffled. Her heart misgave her, and she painfully remembered the +morning of Netta's flight. As if by instinct she went to the small +dressing-table, and at once had her fears confirmed. Very sadly she took +up the pretty cap that was left there, and looked at the large piece of +netting to which was appended a paper. She unpinned the paper, and read +the following words:—'For my dear mistress, with respectful wishes, and +best prayers for many happy returns of the day.'</p> + +<p>Mrs Prothero unfolded the work slowly, and saw two handsome, long, +netted window curtains, with a fancy border, that must have taken hours +from the donor's sleep to accomplish. As she unfolded them, a letter +fell upon the floor.</p> + +<p>Poor, nervous Mrs Prothero, rubbed her hands over one another several +times before she had the courage to pick it up, and then she scarcely +dared to open it. As she made the attempt, however, a cry of 'Mother! +mother! why isn't my breakfast ready?' was heard from the foot of the +stairs, proceeding from Mr Prothero's lusty voice, who was too proud and +too angry to call for Gladys.</p> + +<p>Mrs Prothero ran downstairs with the letter in her hand.</p> + +<p>'My dear David, I am afraid Gladys is gone,' she said tremblingly.</p> + +<p>'Well, let her go,' said the farmer. 'A good riddance. But what do you +mean?'</p> + +<p>Mrs Prothero told of the empty room, unused bed, cap, curtains, and +letter.</p> + +<p>'This house is bewitched!' said Mr Prothero. 'What's in the letter?'</p> + +<p>'Indeed, I don't know, Davy bach!' said the wife, giving him the +document.</p> + +<p>Mr Prothero took out his glasses, wiped them deliberately, and put them +on, whilst his wife stood before him rubbing her poor little hands as +usual.</p> + +<p>'What a good hand the girl writes,' said Mr Prothero, as he carefully +unfolded the letter, and then began to read aloud as follows:—</p> + + +<blockquote><p>'DEAR AND HONOURED MISTRESS,—Before leaving for ever your blessed + home, I beg you will allow me to write you a few lines, and I hope + you will not think me too bold in so doing. I am going away, + because I would not cause trouble to you, or my good, kind master. + May it please God to bless you both for ever and ever! As long as I + live I shall pray for you and love you! If I am too bold, forgive + me, but my heart is full. I can only thank you for all you have + done for me, by my prayers! Farewell! my dear, kind, honoured + mistress and master. You will be rewarded in this world for your + care of the poor orphan, who prays to meet you in the + next.—GLADYS.'</p></blockquote> + + +<p>It was evident that the writer had been obliged to conclude hastily, +because her paper was so wet with tears that she could write no more.</p> + +<p>When Mr Prothero finished reading, he hemmed two or three times and +cleared his throat, and took off his spectacles and wiped them; then +perceiving that his wife was crying like a child, he said,—</p> + +<p>'Don't be so fullish!' Suddenly recollecting himself, he exclaimed, +'Where's Owen? Go you, mother, and see if we haven't had another +'lopement,'</p> + +<p>'No fear of that,' said Mrs Prothero, leaving the room to do her +husband's bidding.</p> + +<p>She stayed so long that Mr Prothero, out of patience, bustled after her. +He found her standing before an open, half-empty chest of drawers. The +room was very untidy, and here, also, the bed had not been slept in the +past night.</p> + +<p>Mrs Prothero was rubbing her hands and crying pitifully; more from fear +of her husband's wrath than from sorrow for Owen, because she had +anticipated a sudden flight.</p> + +<p>Mr Prothero began to stamp with rage. It was a long time before he could +speak, and his wife had a certain fear that he would choke. At last +words found vent.</p> + +<p>'The impudent, lying, hypocritical, young baggage! The ungrateful, +disobedient, good-for-nothing brute! Ach a fi! upon 'em both. That's +what you get by harbouring Irish beggars!—that's the return they make! +A pale-faced, deceitful hussy!'</p> + +<p>'Davy, bach! they are not gone together,' said Mrs Prothero, +half-believing at the same time that they were.</p> + +<p>'Shall I lay breakfast, ma'am?' interrupted Shanno, putting her head in +at the door and grinning suspiciously.</p> + +<p>'Go your way, and mind your own business,' said Mr Prothero.</p> + +<p>Shanno disappeared.</p> + +<p>'I'll go out and see whether either of the horses is gone. Go you and +make breakfast—the good-for-nothing—'</p> + +<p>'Just let me tell you first what Owen said to me last night,' said Mrs +Prothero. 'I don't think he ever deceived us, Davy; and if he did wrong, +he was never the one to hide it.'</p> + +<p>'Treue for you! Well, what did the young scamp say? I don't blame him +half as much as that meek, pale-faced, still-water thing, who's as deep +as the north star, I'll be bound.'</p> + +<p>'But Owen told me, seriously, that she refused to have anything to say +to him, and begged me to be kind to her when he was gone away, for his +sake.'</p> + +<p>'Nothing but a trap to take you in—the deceitful young +puppies—the—the—'</p> + +<p>'Go and look about the horses and I'll make breakfast.'</p> + +<p>He went accordingly. All the horses were safe. Nothing was missing +anywhere but Lion.</p> + +<p>'I 'ouldn't take twenty pounds for that dog,' said Mr Prothero when he +returned to the house, and sat down to breakfast.</p> + +<p>'Hadn't we better send to look for them?' asked Mrs Prothero timidly.</p> + +<p>'I'll see 'em hanged first. What! go and make another hullabaloo all +through the country, as if one wasn't enough in one house. No, not I. +Let 'em go to sea, or where they will; but don't tell anybody anything +about 'em. Let people think what they will; I only wish I was at the +world's end. But it's all your fault. Do you remember that morning when +you bothered me into letting the girl stay? Fine things have come of it, +seure enough.'</p> + +<p>'But we don't know that they're together.'</p> + +<p>'But we do, I say, Mrs Prothero; or why should they go off together? +Fine things, indeed, for the gossips! Two 'lopements from one house. The +young hussy.'</p> + +<p>Mrs Prothero could not help crying. To lose them both at once—a son and +one who had been better than a daughter to her—it was too sad—and to +feel so uncertain as to what would become of them!</p> + +<p>Mr Prothero was resolved to take no notice of her tears, but hastily +swallowed his breakfast and went out. The servants did not need to be +asked about the fugitives. They were all sure that they had run away +together. Gladys, good and quiet as she seemed, was deep enough; and +they had managed so well that nobody had seen them! Not like Miss Netta, +who was so open! Many had seen her when she ran away!</p> + +<p>Mrs Prothero sent one of the men off in a search for Lion, feeling sure +that if he were found, Gladys would be discovered.</p> + +<p>At about eleven o'clock, to Mrs Prothero's great delight, Miss Gwynne +and Miss Hall called to see if the report about Owen and Gladys were +true, and to hear what Mrs Prothero thought of it. Miss Gwynne was +highly indignant.</p> + +<p>'You cannot believe it, Mrs Prothero. That girl Gladys would no more run +away with any man living than I would. If Mr Prothero won't send after +her I will. Where is he?'</p> + +<p>'Shall I send and tell him you want to speak to him?'</p> + +<p>'By all means—directly.'</p> + +<p>Mr Prothero was soon in the house again, at Miss Gwynne's bidding. He +looked more than usually red and excited.</p> + +<p>'Mr Prothero, I would stake my life upon it, that girl has not gone off +with your son. I don't like the Irish, or their beggars more than you +do; but I am very fond of Gladys, and she shall not lose her character, +or die of starvation whilst I have a horse to send after her, or a +shilling to help her.'</p> + +<p>'That's very well for you, Miss Gwynne, but Owen is no relation of +yours; and I don't cheuse him to marry an Irish beggar. This house is +bewitched, and my children are bewitched, all except Rowland.'</p> + +<p>Miss Gwynne wondered what Mr Prothero would think of <i>him</i> if he knew +all.</p> + +<p>'Well, Mr Prothero, will you send after Gladys, or shall I? You needn't +have her back here. There is a situation of schoolmistress or lady's +maid for her at once. I will take her in either capacity.'</p> + +<p>'Indeed, Mr Prothero,' said Miss Hall, 'I think you may trust Gladys; +that letter is sincere if ever anything was.'</p> + +<p>'Who is to search, for there is no time to lose?' asked Miss Gwynne.</p> + +<p>She was the only person in Wales who would have moved Mr Prothero, but +he never could refuse her anything.</p> + +<p>'What you say, Miss, is seure to have sense in it. I never knew you take +to any one yet who wasn't worth something, so I'll just ride myself and +look after 'em both. I shouldn't like people to fancy we were in a fuss +and fright. But remember, Miss Gwynne, it is to oblige you; and if I +find that she has run away with my son—'</p> + +<p>'You may do what you like, Mr Prothero, for then I will have nothing to +say to her. But go at once, and thank you very much.'</p> + +<p>'I'll go Swansea way, for I am sure they'll take to the sea. Ach a fi! +what's gone to the young people.'</p> + +<p>In less than a quarter of a hour Mr Prothero had mounted his best mare, +and muttering a great many Welsh oaths, was soon riding in search of the +fugitives. When he got out of his own immediate neighbourhood, he began +to ask whether 'a tall, dark, young man, and a tall, pale, young 'ooman' +had been seen.</p> + +<p>'Is it a couple of gipsies, Mr Prothero?' asked a farmer, who lived +about seven miles from Glanyravon. 'I did see a dark man, and a sallow +'ooman go up the lane by now.'</p> + +<p>'Was the man like my son Owen?'</p> + +<p>'Well, I didn't be seeing his face, but I shouldn't wonder.'</p> + +<p>Up the lane Mr Prothero went for a good half mile, and at last reached a +gipsy encampment, where there were plenty of dark men, and sallow women, +but not Owen and Gladys.</p> + +<p>A shrewd old gipsy, seeing him evidently on the search for some one, +assured him before he had asked any questions, that she had seen those +whom he was looking for.</p> + +<p>'Where?' asked the farmer.</p> + +<p>'Cross my hand with a silver coin, and I'll tell ye,' she said.</p> + +<p>He gave her a shilling.</p> + +<p>'Young couple, my lord?' asked the woman.</p> + +<p>Mr Prothero nodded assent.</p> + +<p>'Dark and fair, yer honour?'</p> + +<p>Another nod.</p> + +<p>'I never tell secrets under a half-a-crown, but I have seen them, sir. +Young man something like you, and handsome.'</p> + +<p>'Make haste and tell, you cheat and vagabond,' said Mr Prothero, +throwing her eighteenpence.</p> + +<p>'Up the first turning to the right, off the road, over the hill,' said +the woman.</p> + +<p>'When?'</p> + +<p>'An hour ago.'</p> + +<p>Mr Prothero rode quickly down the lane, along the turnpike, up the first +turning to the right, and then up a long and tedious hill.</p> + +<p>It will be unnecessary to describe how Mr Prothero wandered over this +hill for hours, without finding those he sought. As the said hill was a +short cut to the road to Swansea, whither he was persuaded they were +gone, it is not much to be wondered at that he was taken in, and that he +went on as fast as his good horse would go for many a long mile; but he +found neither Owen nor Gladys, and all his inquiries after them were +fruitless.</p> + +<p>Towards evening he returned home, tired and very cross, and found his +good wife looking anxious and unhappy, and ready to say at any moment, +'Dear, dear, how I do miss Gladys.'</p> + +<p>A messenger from the Park was awaiting him, with a note from Miss +Gwynne, inquiring whether he had found the poor girl or not. He was +obliged to write a few respectful lines in reply, to inform her of the +failure of his search.</p> + +<p>'I wish we had never set eyes on the girl,' he muttered, as he was +writing the note with much pains and some difficulty. 'To take off Owen, +too, just as he was getting euseful, and he such a good writer and +accountant.'</p> + +<p>Still more heartily did he repeat that wish several times during the +night. Mrs Prothero could not sleep, and what with her anxiety about +Gladys, sorrow for the departure of Owen, and longing to see her own +daughter, her mind was excited beyond its wont. As is often the case +under such circumstances, she fancied she heard all kinds of noises in +the house; once she was sure some one was coming upstairs, and another +time that there was a tapping at the front door. She crept softly out of +bed, and half fancying she should find Gladys without, went downstairs, +and opened it. Nothing was visible but the flickering moonbeams amongst +the trees, or audible save the tinkling of the brook through the +farm-yard.</p> + +<p>'Name o' goodness, what's the matter now?' ejaculated the farmer, as +the creaking of the bedroom door awoke him.</p> + +<p>'Don't be angry, Davy, bach, but I can't sleep for thinking of that poor +girl; maybe she's without a roof to cover her.'</p> + +<p>'Owen'll see to that. 'Tis a hard case a man mayn't sleep in his bed +because of a good-for-nothing wench like her.'</p> + +<p>The next morning, after breakfast, when Mrs Prothero was urging him once +more to look for Gladys, and he was vehemently refusing, Miss Gwynne and +Miss Hall again made their appearance.</p> + +<p>Mr Prothero had to swallow a very broad expression of disgust, as well +as to listen politely to that young lady, who persisted in saying she +would continue the search for Gladys if he would not.</p> + +<p>'I am sorry to annoy you, Mr Prothero,' she said, 'but it is due to +Gladys to clear her character; there are plenty of jealous people about +us, quite ready to take it away. I do not wish you to have any more +trouble in this matter, but I cannot let it rest until I find the poor +girl. She shall come to me direct, and need not be an eyesore to you. I +will send off in every direction until I find her.'</p> + +<p>'I beg your pardon, Miss Gwynne. If she is to be found, I must do it. I +'ont have a talk made about our turning her out of doors, and such like. +As she isn't gone Glamorganshire way, I suppose she must be gone towards +Ireland, and I had best follow that scent. I'll give her one more turn, +and then have done with her. Mother, if I don't come home to-night, +don't be frightened, as she may have gone a good step.'</p> + +<p>Mr Prothero was leaving the room, when Miss Hall stopped him, saying,—</p> + +<p>'I thought, Mr Prothero, that you might not have seen this notice of a +meeting in your son's parish, and as he is mentioned, I brought over the +paper for you.'</p> + +<p>Mr Prothero thanked Miss Hall, and took out his spectacles. Whilst he +was wiping them, however, Miss Hall read from the <i>Times</i> the report of +a meeting for forming a ragged school in Rowland's parish, in which was +the following paragraph:—'The Reverend Rowland Prothero, curate of the +parish, made a very clear and able speech upon the subject, and brought +forward a well-digested plan for the school, which will probably be +adopted. The thanks of the meeting were offered to him.'</p> + +<p>'There is always a pleasure with every pain,' said Mrs Prothero, wiping +her eyes. 'Thank you, Miss Hall.'</p> + +<p>'And the Bishop of London was in the chair. So, mother, if he isn't a +bishop himself, you see he's been very near one,' said Mr Prothero, +looking very much gratified. 'Well, I'll go now, Miss Gwynne, and look +after that confounded—I beg your pardon, Miss—after that Irish jade,' +and he went accordingly, leaving the ladies to talk it over with his +wife.</p> + +<hr class='smallbreak' /> + +<h2><a name="CHAPTER_XXVI" id="CHAPTER_XXVI" ></a>CHAPTER XXVI.</h2> + +<h3>THE FRIEND.</h3> + +<p>Mr Prothero started as soon as his horse was ready, and, it must be +confessed, in a very bad temper. As soon as he got out of the precincts +of Glanyravon, he began to make inquiries of every one he met, and at +every cottage he passed, concerning Gladys. It was evident, from the +replies that he received, that if she had gone that road, it was so +early in the morning that no one had seen her.</p> + +<p>At last he fell in with a farmer's wife whom he knew, who was jogging +along on horseback, with a little boy behind her. After the usual +greetings, he said,—</p> + +<p>'You never come to Glanyravon now, Mrs Davies. I daresay you haven't +seen any of our folk for a year?'</p> + +<p>'Well, not exactly. But I almost fancied I saw that pretty young 'ooman +that lives with you yesterday morning. She was too shabby, or I should +have been seure of the face. Only when she saw me she turned away and +went on.'</p> + +<p>'Which way?'</p> + +<p>'Oh, down the Carmarthen road, seure.'</p> + +<p>'You'll excuse my hurrying on, Mrs Davies; I want to call at Lewis, +Dryslwyn.'</p> + +<p>'To be seure. Good morning, Mr Prothero.'</p> + +<p>The worthy farmer rode off at a gallop, till he was more than out of +sight of Mrs Davies. He stopped at a tidy cottage to speak to an old +woman who was washing at the door.</p> + +<p>'Did you chance to see a strange young 'ooman go by here yesterday, +early?' he asked.</p> + +<p>'What young 'ooman?' was the rejoinder.</p> + +<p>'Rather shabbily dressed, with blue eyes, and a very pale face?'</p> + +<p>'Had she a big black dog along, sir?' asked a boy who came from within +the house.</p> + +<p>'I think she had.'</p> + +<p>'Then granny gave her a cup of tea when she asked for some water, and I +gave the dog a piece of my bread and cheese,' said the boy.</p> + +<p>'There's sixpence for you, my lad,' said Mr Prothero. 'Was there a +young man with the girl?'</p> + +<p>'Nobody was along, sir.'</p> + +<p>'Which way did she go?'</p> + +<p>'By there, to Dryslwyn, sir.'</p> + +<p>Mr Prothero rode on to the picturesque village bearing this name. The +old ruined castle looked down upon him from its curiously formed, +tumulus-looking elevation, as he stopped before a neat farm-house.</p> + +<p>'Good morning, Mrs Lewis.'</p> + +<p>'Walk in, Mr Prothero. We were talking of you by now. There was a young +'ooman by here yesterday, and John Lewis said he was seure she had your +dog with her. She went away so fast, that I hadn't time to ask about the +dog.'</p> + +<p>'Which way did she go?'</p> + +<p>'Down the Carmarthen road.'</p> + +<p>'Good morning, Mrs Lewis, thank you. I must look after my dog.'</p> + +<p>Mr Prothero found it easiest to ask for the girl with a large black dog, +and traced them to within a mile of Carmarthen.</p> + +<p>He stopped at a small roadside inn to have a glass of <i>cwrw +da</i>. [Footnote: Good ale] Here he asked the landlady of Gladys.</p> + +<p>'See her and the dog! Is seure. They come here in the evening, and she +asked for a slice of bread and a drink of water, and took out sixpence +to pay for it. She gave all the bread to the dog, and my master, who is +fond of dogs, told me to give 'em both a good supper. Poor dear! she +couldn't help crying; and my master, who is tender-hearted when he sees +a girl do be crying, tell me to give her and the dog a good supper and a +bed in the barn, which I did, is seure.'</p> + +<p>Mr Prothero paid handsomely for his ale, and having learnt that Gladys +and Lion went straight to Carmarthen, went thither also. He made some +few inquiries at the small inns that he passed, but gained no +information. He accordingly rode through the town, and took the direct +route to Hob's Point, whence, he knew, she would probably sail for +Ireland.</p> + +<p>The afternoon was far advanced, still he rode on. He began to feel as +anxious as he was angry and annoyed, and declared to himself that he +wouldn't turn back until he had found her. He soon began to track her +again. All the little boys on the way had noticed the big dog, and could +point out the route he and Gladys had pursued.</p> + +<p>He stopped at one cottage where the mistress told him that she had made +the girl sit down in the porch, because she looked so tired; and at +another where she had asked how far it was to Pembrokeshire.</p> + +<p>He had ridden about thirty miles, and twilight was creeping on. He began +to think of the necessity of finding a night's lodging, and once more +consigned Gladys and the Irish generally to any distant region where he +should never see them again.</p> + +<p>'If she hadn't nursed mother so tenderly,' he muttered to himself, 'I'd +turn back now; but as she does seem to be running away from Owen, and +not with him, it 'ould be creuel.'</p> + +<p>The moon, the young May moon, arose in the heavens, and the farmer +quickened his pace, for he knew the road, and that he was a good way +from an inn, or, indeed, from any habitation where he could ask a +night's lodging. Lights peeped out, one by one, from the cottages as he +passed, and when he glanced into them, and saw the cheerful little +fires, he thought more compassionately of Gladys, and wondered whether +she had found food and lodging for the night.</p> + +<p>He was within a mile of a small village that he knew very well, when it +was about ten o'clock. The wind blew rather keenly, and he buttoned up +his great-coat, and began to whistle, by way of keeping himself warm.</p> + +<p>'Come, old girl! we shall soon have something to eat! come along,' he +said to his mare, as he gave her a slight touch with his whip.</p> + +<p>He was passing by a very lonely quarry in a field by the road-side, +about which he had heard some ugly stories of robbers and ghosts years +ago. Although he was a courageous, he was a superstitious man, and gave +his mare another stroke as he encouraged her to proceed. She started, +however, suddenly, and made a kind of halt. The moon was shining so +brightly that Mr Prothero could see into the quarry across the hedge, +and he fancied he perceived somebody moving about. He urged his horse on +by whip and voice, but as he did so, some one jumped over the gate that +led into the quarry, and made towards him. He was so much alarmed that +he spurred the mare vigorously. He was sure it was a robber. He turned +his whip, and held the heavy handle ready for a blow, which fell, in +effect on the robber or ghost, or whatever it was, that leapt upon his +leg, and seemed, to his imagination, to lay hold of it.</p> + +<p>A loud howl, and then a sharp, joyous bark, however, soon told him who +the intruder was, and gave him courage to encounter the jumpings and +gambols of his own good dog, Lion.</p> + +<p>The mare kicked, and Mr Prothero exclaimed, 'Lion! Lion! down, good +dog, down! Don't upset me, Lion, bach. Let me get off, Lion! Name o' +goodness, be quiet, dog! There; now you may jump as you will. Where is +she? Where's Gladys?'</p> + +<p>Mr Prothero was off his horse, and Lion was over the hedge in a moment. +The former climbed the gate somewhat less speedily—and both were, in a +few seconds, in the quarry, where, either dead or asleep, lay Gladys, +beneath and upon the hard stones.</p> + +<p>As the rays of the moon fell upon her pale face, Mr Prothero almost +thought it was death and not sleep; but when Lion began to bark +joyously, and to lick the cold hands and cheek, and when Mr Prothero +ventured to stoop down and whisper, 'Gladys! Gladys!' and to take one of +the damp, clammy hands in his, the white eyelids unclosed, and with a +little scream of terror, the poor girl started up.</p> + +<p>There, beneath the moonlight, she recognised her master, and falling +down on her knees before him, clasped her hands, but uttered no word.</p> + +<p>Where was Mr Prothero's ready-prepared lecture on ingratitude? Where +were the questions about Owen? Where was the passion of the previous +day? He could not tell. He only knew that he raised the poor kneeling +girl kindly, almost tenderly. She threw her arms round him, and for the +first time kissed him as if he were her father. Then, suddenly, +recollecting herself, she exclaimed,—'Oh! Master! Oh, sir! forgive me.'</p> + +<p>Her master did not speak, but lifted her in his strong arms, and carried +her to the gate; lifted her over, lifted her on his horse, and, amidst +the joyous caperings of Lion, mounted himself.</p> + +<p>'Put you your arms round me, and hold fast,' he said to Gladys.</p> + +<p>'Come you, Lion, good dog! we'll have a supper by now!' And so they all +went, as fast as they could, to the neighbouring village.</p> + +<p>Mr Prothero, with no small noise and bluster, knocked up the inmates of +the little inn of that little place, and succeeded in getting Gladys +ensconced by a cheerful fire in the kitchen. The poor girl was benumbed +with cold and overpowered with fatigue. The landlady rubbed her feet and +hands, administered hot brandy and water, and finally got her to bed.</p> + +<p>Mr Prothero kept out of her way lest he should say something that he +might afterwards repent of in the warmth of his delight at finding her +again. After she was in bed, and he had heard from the landlady that she +seemed better and more comfortable, he and Lion had a good supper—a +meal the dog appeared thoroughly to enjoy, and which he ate with a +ravenous appetite.</p> + +<p>Mr Prothero told the landlady to leave Gladys in bed the next morning +until nine o'clock, by which hour he supposed she would be sufficiently +refreshed, and then retired himself, feeling thankful to Miss Gwynne for +having made him do a good action, but still believing that Owen must +have been in the secret of Gladys' sudden flight.</p> + +<p>Gladys slept soundly until the landlady took her a good breakfast at +nine o'clock. She then awoke, refreshed but frightened, and uncertain as +to her present state or future proceedings. She was told that Mr +Prothero wished to see her as soon as she was dressed, and accordingly +when she had eaten her breakfast, she got up. She felt very stiff and +weak, and her hands trembled so much that she could scarcely dress +herself.</p> + +<p>Lion found her out, however, and gained admittance into her bedroom. He +was in such very boisterous spirits that he quite cheered her, as pale +and frightened she tried to gain courage to meet her master. Before she +left the bedroom, she sought for guidance where she was always in the +habit of going for help and comfort, and found strength 'according to +her day.'</p> + +<p>Mr Prothero was waiting for her in the little parlour of the inn. During +the morning, having nothing to do, he had employed himself by getting up +his temper, and persuading himself that he ought to be very angry with +Gladys. He had quite slept off his softer feelings, and whilst at his +lonely breakfast had gone through an imaginary quarrel with Owen, and a +dispute with his wife, which had so raised his choler, that when Gladys +entered he was as red as he usually was when in a passion at home.</p> + +<p>Gladys saw that he was angry and trembled very much; but she knew that +she had done no wrong, and tried to reassure herself.</p> + +<p>Mr Prothero began at once. It must be remarked, however, that he had +previously learnt from the landlady that Gladys was pretty well, and had +eaten a good breakfast.</p> + +<p>'Name o' goodness, young 'ooman, what did you run away from our house +for in such a sly, underhand way, and give us all this trouble and +bother? Don't suppose I 'ould a run after you, if it wasn't for Miss +Gwynne and your mistress.'</p> + +<p>'Oh, sir, I am very thankful to ye and to them. I know I don't deserve +such kindness.'</p> + +<p>'Treue for you there. I should have thought you'd have known that one +'lopement was quite enough from one house. Pray, what have you done with +my son Owen?'</p> + +<p>'I, sir? Nothing, sir!' said Gladys, trembling at this abrupt question.</p> + +<p>Lion licked her hand as if to reassure her.</p> + +<p>'You needn't tell no lies about it, because I shall be seure to find +out. Where is he gone?'</p> + +<p>'Indeed—indeed, I don't know, sir. I thought he was at home at +Glanyravon.'</p> + +<p>'But he isn't at home. He went off with you.'</p> + +<p>'Oh, not with me, sir—not with me, I assure you. I went away that he +might stay, and that I might not cause anger between you. I am speaking +the truth, sir, indeed I am.'</p> + +<p>Mr Prothero looked at the agitated girl, and felt inclined to believe +her.</p> + +<p>'Tell me why you went away at all, then?'</p> + +<p>'Because Mr Owen said to me words that I knew he would be sorry for, and +because I saw that you, sir, were displeased at what he said about me.'</p> + +<p>'What did he say to you? Tell me the truth.'</p> + +<p>'He said, sir—oh! I cannot tell. Perhaps you would be more angry with +him if you knew.'</p> + +<p>Gladys' head drooped low, and a burning blush overspread her pale face.</p> + +<p>'I can't be much more angry with him than I am, but tell you the treuth. +Did he want to marry you?'</p> + +<p>'Yes, sir.'</p> + +<p>'And you—what did you say?'</p> + +<p>'That I couldn't marry any one in this world, sir.'</p> + +<p>'What do you mean to wait for, then?'</p> + +<p>'Nothing, sir, nobody.'</p> + +<p>'And what did Owen say to that?'</p> + +<p>'I don't think anything more particular passed between us. He was very +kind, sir.'</p> + +<p>'I daresay. But what made him go away?'</p> + +<p>'I think it must have been because he thought you would send me away.'</p> + +<p>'And you don't want to marry my son Owen?'</p> + +<p>'No, sir.'</p> + +<p>Gladys' voice wavered slightly as she said this.</p> + +<p>'Ha, ha! He's a fine young man, however.'</p> + +<p>'Yes, sir, and very kind.'</p> + +<p>'I daresay. Will you promise never to marry him?'</p> + +<p>As Mr Prothero asked this question, he looked Gladys full in the face.</p> + +<p>She blushed again, but returned his gaze with a quiet, grave look that +seemed to wonder at the question. She did not reply at once, and Mr +Prothero repeated it, louder than before, with the additional one of 'Do +you hear, girl?'</p> + +<p>'Sir, I don't like to make promises,' said Gladys; 'suppose the +temptation to break it ever came, and proved too strong for me. I might +perjure myself.'</p> + +<p>'Then you mean to marry my son Owen?'</p> + +<p>'No, sir, I don't think I shall ever marry him. As far as I can see now, +I am sure I never shall.'</p> + +<p>'Name o' goodness, what does the girl mean? You don't mean to marry him, +and yet you 'ont promise—what do you mean?'</p> + +<p>'I scarcely know myself, sir. But I cannot tell what God may appoint for +me in the future, and so I cannot make a solemn promise.'</p> + +<p>'Then I 'spose you're going to run off like Netta?'</p> + +<p>'No, sir, never.'</p> + +<p>'Why, "no, sir," if you 'ont promise?'</p> + +<p>'Because I could never do what you and my mistress would dislike.'</p> + +<p>'Then you can promise, perhaps, never to marry my son Owen without my +consent.'</p> + +<p>'Yes, sir, I can—do—that—'</p> + +<p>Gladys said these words very slowly, and turned very pale as she said +them. She clasped her hands firmly together with a visible effort.</p> + +<p>'Well, you're an odd girl; you 'ont promise one thing, and yet you as +good as promise it in another way. What's the difference?'</p> + +<p>Again the colour came and went.</p> + +<p>'It would be wrong, sir, in me to make a son disobey a father, and I +wouldn't like to do it; so I can promise that; and maybe you may +change.'</p> + +<p>'Then you love the boy? Tell me the treuth.'</p> + +<p>Gladys began to cry, and was a few moments before she could say, +somewhat more resolutely than usual,—</p> + +<p>'Sir, my feelings are my own. Mr Owen has been like a brother to me, and +the mistress like a mother—and you—oh, sir! should I not love his +mother's son?'</p> + +<p>Mr Prothero was touched; he could ask no more questions.</p> + +<p>'There, there—go you and get ready directly. I promised Miss Gwynne to +bring you back to Glanyravon, where she means to make you schoolmistress +and lady's maid, and all the rest. I suppose you don't want to go to +Ireland?'</p> + +<p>'No, sir.'</p> + +<p>'Have you any relations there?'</p> + +<p>'No, sir.'</p> + +<p>'You don't want to leave Glanyravon parish?'</p> + +<p>'No, sir. I would rather live and die there than anywhere else in the +world.'</p> + +<p>'Then go you and get ready; and, mind you, have some ale before you +start. I must keep my promise to Miss Gwynne; mind you yours to me. You +'ont encourage my son Owen without my consent'</p> + +<p>'No, sir—never. And I do not wish or mean ever to marry any one, if you +will only believe me.'</p> + +<p>'I don't believe any young 'ooman who says that. You may as well go into +a nunnery. But I believe the rest till I find you out to the contrary. +Now, go you and get ready.'</p> + +<p>'Thank you, sir—thank you.'</p> + +<p>Soon after this conversation the farmer had mounted his good mare, who +was as much refreshed as her master by a night's rest, and with Gladys, +<i>en croupe</i>, and Lion running by his side, he jogged back to his home.</p> + +<p>'We shall have a fine long journey, and a tiresome one enough,' he +muttered. 'Thirty mile and carrying double is too much for my +mare.—take the 'oomen! they'll be the death 'o me, one way and another. +There's mother, and Netta, and Miss Gwynne, and now this Gladys! This is +the last time I'll put myself out for any of 'em, or my name isn't David +Prothero.'</p> + +<hr class='smallbreak' /> + +<h2><a name="CHAPTER_XXVII" id="CHAPTER_XXVII" ></a>CHAPTER XXVII.</h2> + +<h3>THE MISSIONARY.</h3> + +<p>It was about half-past ten o'clock when Mr Prothero and Gladys started +on their homeward journey. When they had gone about half way, they +stopped for an hour to bait the mare, which brought them to nearly two +o'clock, and reduced Mr Prothero to a state of great ill humour. Poor +Gladys had to bear many reproachful speeches, which reached her between +a very animated conversation which he kept up with the mare and Lion +alternately. He did not talk much to her, but contented himself with +making her eat and drink a great deal more than was pleasant for her, +because, as he phrased it, 'People shouldn't think she was starved at +Glanyravon.'</p> + +<p>In truth, there was a great contrast between the farmer's rosy, broad, +good-humoured countenance, which not even his present angry feelings +could make morose, and Gladys' pale, wearied face, rendered more palid +than usual by her late fatigue and anxiety. It was with some difficulty +that she could keep her seat behind Mr. Prothero, as the mare trotted on +at an equal but somewhat rough pace, and made her long for rest.</p> + +<p>However, all things come to an end, and within about five miles of +Glanyravon, Mr Prothero muttered,—'Confound the 'ooman! Shall we ever +get home; 'tis enough to kill the mare. Come along, old girl! Good dog! +Lion, old boy!'—which sentences were interrupted by the address of a +stranger on horseback, who asked if he were right for Glanyravon Park.</p> + +<p>'Quite right, sir,' said Mr Prothero, pleased at any break in a ride +that had been peculiarly devoid of adventure. 'I am going half a mile +beyond the Park myself, and shall be proud to show you the way if you +aren't in a hurry.'</p> + +<p>'By no means. I am too tired to ride very fast myself, for I have been a +great traveller of late. I came down from London to Glamorganshire two +days ago, and have come across country in coaches and dogcarts to the +"Coach and Horses." I daresay you know the inn?'</p> + +<p>'Oh yes, sir. That's the "Coach and Horses" mare you're upon now?'</p> + +<p>'Yes; I borrowed her to come to Glanyravon, and have promised to ride +her back to-night, but I am sure I shall not be able. How far are we +from Glanyravon?'</p> + +<p>'About four mile and a half.'</p> + +<p>'You live in the village?'</p> + +<p>'There is no village, sir. I live at Glanyravon Farm.'</p> + +<p>'Is there any inn nearer than the "Coach and Horses" where I might get a +night's lodging, and a man to ride the mare back?'</p> + +<p>'No, sir; but I shall be glad to offer a bed to any friend of Mr +Gwynne's, though I am sure you'll find one at the Park.'</p> + +<p>'Thank you kindly. I am not known to Mr Gwynne; but I am going to see +Miss Hall, who, I believe, resides with him.'</p> + +<p>'To be seure she does; and a better lady never lived. If you're a friend +of Miss Hall's, you're as welcome to our house as if you were born and +bred at Glanyravon.'</p> + +<p>'You are very kind. It does one good to meet with true Welsh hospitality +once more.'</p> + +<p>'You're not Welsh, sir, I should say?'</p> + +<p>'I was Welsh originally; but it would be difficult to make out my +parish, as I have been wandering about for many years.'</p> + +<p>'A clergyman, sir?'</p> + +<p>'Yes, sir.'</p> + +<p>The gentleman smiled, and thought the question savoured of American +curiosity.</p> + +<p>'I have a son a clergyman. Perhaps you may have fallen in with him. They +tell me he's a very promising young man.'</p> + +<p>'What is his name?'</p> + +<p>'Prothero, sir—Rowland Prothero.'</p> + +<p>'I do not know him personally, but I know him by reputation; he is +curate of an old friend of mine, Mr Stephenson.'</p> + +<p>'To be seure—Rowly's rector! Allow me to shake hands with you, sir. +You'll sleep at Glanyravon.'</p> + +<p>'Certainly, if I shall not inconvenience you and your family. Your +daughter looks very ill and tired; perhaps it may—'</p> + +<p>'Not a bit, sir. She's not my daughter; she always looks as pale as +moonlight, 'scept when she blushes up; she'll see to a bed for a strange +gentleman, and so'll my missus. To think of your knowing Mr Stephenson!'</p> + +<p>'Yes, I saw him during my short stay in town, and he told me he had a +capital curate, a countryman of mine. A regular hard-working, useful +parish priest, he called him; a good preacher besides!'</p> + +<p>'Well, mother will be pleased, won't she, Gladys?'</p> + +<p>This was said in the old good-humoured way, and Gladys brightened up as +she answered,—</p> + +<p>'Yes, sir, very.'</p> + +<p>'Are you ill?' said the stranger, looking at Gladys with sudden +interest.</p> + +<p>'No, sir, thank you; I am only rather tired,' was the reply.</p> + +<p>'Tired! I should think so! Why, she's walked more than thirty miles, and +ridden thirty in the last two days,' said the farmer gruffly.</p> + +<p>The stranger glanced again compassionately at Gladys, but merely said,—</p> + +<p>'She looks so pale that I fancied she was suddenly faint. How long has +Miss Hall been at Glanyravon?'</p> + +<p>'Somewhere about two or three years now, I should say; but when she was +teaching Miss Gwynne she was there a great many years.'</p> + +<p>'Is she in good health? How does she look? Is she happy?'</p> + +<p>'If she was ill, sir, I don't think any one 'ould know it, she's so +quiet and patient; but I think she's pretty well, and she can't help +being happy, for she's just the same as if she was at home with her +father and sister. Now she is a nice lady! If all 'oomen were like her +there 'ouldn't be half the plague with 'em there is. She's quite content +without having a lot of lovers after her, and running away, and making +everybody in a fever. Deet to goodness, my opinion is that the world +'ould go on a sight better without 'em. What do you think, sir? You must +have plenty of experience as a clergyman, for all the ladies are pretty +sharp after the cloth.'</p> + +<p>The stranger laughed, and said he thought the world would be very +disagreeable without the fair sex, and that he had no doubt Mr Prothero +would find it so if they became suddenly extinct.</p> + +<p>The farmer was so pleased with his new acquaintance that when they +reached the Park gate, he said very heartily,—</p> + +<p>'Now, mind you, sir, there's a warm welcome, and a well-aired bed, and +fine, white, home-spun linen at the farm. The squire may give you a +better dinner, may be, but not a hotter, I'll answer for it; Gladys'll +see to that; she's capital for that. And mother 'ould be so glad to hear +what the rector said about our Rowly.'</p> + +<p>'You may depend upon my coming,' said the stranger. 'What time does Mr +Gwynne dine? I suppose I shall escape his dinner hour? It is now about +five o'clock.'</p> + +<p>'Oh! they don't dine till Christian folks are going to bed—seven or +eight o'clock, or some such heathen hour. You'll be able to see them all +before dinner; but I don't believe Mr Gwynne'll let you come away.'</p> + +<p>'I shall not see him probably. Good day for the present.'</p> + +<p>The stranger rode slowly up the drive from the lodge to the house, and +Mr Prothero quickened his pace homeward. The mare, nothing loath, +trotted off hard and fast, and Gladys looked paler than ever.</p> + +<p>When they reached the farm gate they were greeted by a loud shout from +the 'boys,' Tom and Bill, who were right glad to see pretty Gladys back +again. They both ran as fast as they could to the house, to tell their +mistress the good news, and Lion after them. Mrs Prothero was at the +door to receive the travellers, and as Gladys slipped off the mare, took +her round the neck, and gave her a hearty kiss.</p> + +<p>'My dear David, I am so thankful! so much obliged!' she said, as her +more portly husband dismounted. 'Come in quick; Miss Gwynne and Miss +Hall are here. They were just going, but they will be relieved of all +their anxiety when they see Gladys. Come in, Gladys, fach! don't be +afraid; they must see you.'</p> + +<p>Poor Gladys was crying with all her heart—good, comfortable, refreshing +tears of joy at her mistress's kind welcome.</p> + +<p>Miss Gwynne appeared at the parlour door.</p> + +<p>'Well, Gladys! you have had your long walk for nothing. What a foolish +girl you were to go away. Mr Prothero, how do you do? I am so glad you +have brought us back Gladys. We couldn't do without her in these parts.'</p> + +<p>'Do you still stand to your text, Miss Gwynne?' said Mr Prothero. 'We +may as well settle the matter at once. It will be a great thing for the +girl.'</p> + +<p>'Oh, certainly; only she looks too tired to settle anything. Gladys, I +will give you a day or two to consider whether you will come and live +with me, as my maid, or be Miss Hall's pattern school-mistress.'</p> + +<p>Gladys looked from Miss Gwynne to Miss Hall, and then from her master to +her mistress, through the tears that were gathering faster and faster. +She answered in a voice half choked by them,—</p> + +<p>'Thank you, ma'am, thank you over and over and over again. If I must go +away—if I must—whichever—you—like—I—' Here she finally gave way, +and, sitting down on a chair, sobbed aloud. Mrs Prothero went to her, +and put her arm round her neck. Miss Gwynne looked on compassionately, +and Miss Hall turned to Mr Prothero.</p> + +<p>'She does not like to leave you, Mr Prothero,' she said gently.</p> + +<p>'I don't want to turn the girl out of the house. But if Miss Gwynne +wants her, I think it is better for all parties for her to go.'</p> + +<p>'If you please—certainly,' said Gladys, recovering herself with an +effort. 'I would much rather go to Miss Gwynne in any capacity, and if I +can be of use—it is best, my dear mistress.'</p> + +<p>'Then go you, Gladys, and stop crying,' said Mr Prothero. 'Why, your +eyes'll be as red as ferrets when the gentleman comes, and he'll think +we've been giving you an appetite by making you cry. I was near +forgetting, Miss Hall, that we left a strange gentleman at the Park +gate, who said he was going to call on you; he's going to take a bed +here, because there's no inn nearer than the "Coach and Horses."'</p> + +<p>'Who can that be?' said Miss Hall.</p> + +<p>'We had better make haste home, or we shall miss him,' said Freda.</p> + +<p>'Good-bye, Mrs Prothero; I will come again and settle about Gladys.'</p> + +<p>It was nearly dusk when the ladies left the farm, and they walked very +fast. They had not gone far when they saw some one on horseback coming +towards them.</p> + +<p>'I daresay this is your friend, and that stupid Morgan hasn't let him +in,' said Freda.</p> + +<p>'It cannot be; I do not know this gentleman at all,' said Miss Hall, as +the stranger advanced.</p> + +<p>He looked at them, and they looked at him; but as there was no symptom +of recognition on either side, they passed without speaking.</p> + +<p>'I hope we shall have a good night's rest, now that Gladys is found,' +said Miss Gwynne. 'What is there in the girl that interests one so much? +Even Mr Prothero, in spite of his son, was glad to find her, and to +have her at the farm again. Colonel Vaughan admires her very much.'</p> + +<p>'I hope not too much,' said Miss Hall quietly.</p> + +<p>'What an absurd idea!' said Miss Gwynne, colouring from beneath her +broad hat. 'He is a man that admires beauty and talent, wherever it is +to be found. I do like that sort of person; free from vulgar prejudice.'</p> + +<p>'Not quite, I think, my dearest Freda. He is not so easily read, +perhaps, as you in your straightforward nature fancy.'</p> + +<p>'If he isn't prejudiced, you are, at any rate,' said Freda.</p> + +<p>When they reached the house, Freda went into the drawing-room first, and +Miss Hall heard her exclaiming, as she rushed out of it with a card in +her hand,—</p> + +<p>'Serena! Nita! only think! Mr Jones, Melbourne, South Australia! Hurrah! +I never thought I should be so glad to see a card bearing that name. +Morgan! why didn't you ask the gentleman who called on Miss Hall to come +in and wait?'</p> + +<p>'I did not know, ma'am,' said the man who was at the door. 'My master +does not always like strangers, and I did not know the gentleman.'</p> + +<p>Miss Hall had vanished upstairs during this little interlude with +Morgan, so Freda did not see the agitation of her manner when she took +the card and read the name. Freda went straight into the library, where +she found her father half asleep over a letter.</p> + +<p>'Papa! papa! Do you know an old friend of Miss Hall's has called, that +she has not seen for twenty years, and Morgan let him go away?'</p> + +<p>'Wasn't she glad, my dear? It is so exciting to see people whose very +faces you have forgotten.'</p> + +<p>'Glad, papa? Of course not. He must just have come from Australia, where +her sister is living, and I daresay has brought letters. By the way, +there was a packet near the card.'</p> + +<p>'I don't understand people going so far away from their own country.'</p> + +<p>'But, papa, Mr Jones—this gentleman—has gone to sleep at Mr +Prothero's, and I daresay they are not prepared for him.'</p> + +<p>'Really—well, my dear?'</p> + +<p>'Don't you think you had better write and ask him here to dinner, and I +will order a bed to be prepared?'</p> + +<p>'Me! My dear!—a perfect stranger!—a bore! Some one full of tiresome +adventures and travellers' stories, and all that sort of thing.'</p> + +<p>'He is a clergyman, papa, and a Welshman, I believe. It would only be +hospitable. We must not belie our country. Do write, papa. Think how +anxious Miss Hall must be to hear of her sister.'</p> + +<p>'But you say she has a packet of letters.'</p> + +<p>'There is nothing like seeing a friend who has seen one's sister, I +should think. Just one line of invitation! We will amuse him. He is very +quiet, Miss Hall says. Here is the paper and a new pen. There's a good +pappy, and—yes, "Presents his compliments"—yes—don't forget the bed. +That's right! Now, just add, "that if he prefers not coming to-night, +you hope he will make a point of spending the day here to-morrow."'</p> + +<p>'But I don't hope it, my dear.'</p> + +<p>'We will amuse him. Drive him out—anything. And perhaps he won't come.'</p> + +<p>'Very well. Remember that I am not expected to—to—'</p> + +<p>'Nothing, but just to drive with him. Thanks! you are a capital <i>pater</i>, +and I will send this off immediately. Just direct it, "—— Jones, Esq., +Glanyravon Farm." I wonder whether his name is David? I hope not. I +don't like David.'</p> + +<p>'Freda carried the note to the butler herself, and told him to get it +sent immediately, and to tell the messenger to wait for an answer; then +she went with the parcel of letters to Miss Hall.</p> + +<p>The note found Mr Jones, Mr Prothero, and Gladys comfortably established +near a snug fire in the hall, at a well-spread tea-table. Mr Jones asked +for tea in preference to <i>cwrw da</i>, and he and Gladys were enjoying it, +whilst Mr Prothero chose the good home-brewed. Eggs and bacon, cold +meat, and most tempting butter were upon the table, and Mrs Prothero was +acting waitress and hostess at the same time.</p> + +<p>Shanno appeared with the note, delicately held by the corner between her +finger and thumb.</p> + +<p>'From the Park, missus, for the gentleman.'</p> + +<p>'Promise you me, before you open it, not to go there to-night,' said Mr +Prothero, taking the note.</p> + +<p>'That I can safely do,' said Mr Jones.</p> + +<p>When he had read the note he looked pleased, and his manner was rather +flurried, as he said,—</p> + +<p>'Perhaps I can manage to stay over to-morrow, but I will not go +to-night. Will you oblige me with a pen and ink?'</p> + +<p>Gladys was off in a moment, and returned with writing materials.</p> + +<p>Mr Jones wrote a polite note, declining the invitation for that evening +upon plea of the lateness of the hour and fatigue, but promising to call +on the morrow early, and to remain the day, if he possibly could.</p> + +<p>After he had despatched his note he seemed more thoughtful than he was +before, and, for a short time, absent when spoken to; but rousing +himself he made good return for the kindness and hospitality of his host +and hostess by his agreeable and instructive conversation.</p> + +<p>He told them that he had been a missionary ever since his ordination, +and had travelled over the principal parts of the continent of +Australia. Gladys forgot her fatigue in her great interest in his +subject; and when he saw her deep attention, he frequently addressed her +and drew forth questions from her which surprised Mr Prothero quite as +much, or more than it did Mr Jones. Mrs Prothero knew the girl's turn of +mind too well to be astonished at the amount of missionary and +geographical knowledge that she possessed. Gladys was naturally very +timid and modest, but when subjects of interest were introduced she +forgot her timidity in a desire for information.</p> + +<p>Owen had discovered her bent, and in their frequent meetings, accidental +or designed, had often chained her to him by descriptions of the +countries he had visited and the wonders he had seen. He, too, had found +out that there was a deep vein of romance running beneath the stratum of +reserve that, at first, had formed the outward feature of her character, +but which was wearing away as she became accustomed to her new friends, +and had been treated as a friend by them.</p> + +<p>It was evident that Mr Jones was greatly interested in Gladys. He +addressed her, looked at her, called her 'my dear,' somewhat to the +scandal of Mr Prothero, who thought him too young a man for such a +familiar address. But Gladys only turned on him two beautiful eyes +beaming with a kind of wondering gratitude, and thought the white and +grey hairs that were mingled with the brown, and the deep lines in his +forehead, quite passport enough for the two kind words.</p> + +<p>In addition to a great deal of missionary adventure, Mr Jones told his +new friends that he had come home partly in search of health and rest, +and partly to stir up friends at home in the cause of religion abroad. +He said that he might or might not return himself to Australia,—it +would depend on circumstances; but that he could not be idle in England, +and was likely to become either a fellow-curate of Rowland's, or a +neighbouring one. He liked a city curacy, because, having taught the +heathen in another land for many years, he thought he might do some good +amongst them at home. He told them, also, that it was during a year's +residence in Melbourne that he had known Miss Hall's sister. He had been +obliged to undertake clerical duty there, because his health was failing +in his attempts to convert the aborigines.</p> + +<p>Mr Jones was a man of grave and quiet manner, one who seemed to think +much and deeply. He habitually led the conversation, without pedantry, +to religious or instructive subjects, and when lighter matter was +introduced, was given rather to withdraw his mind from it to his own +thoughts.</p> + +<p>He had been little in society for many years, during which his time had +been passed in the highest, weightiest, gravest, grandest of all +labours,—that of studying to turn the human soul from darkness to +light. Now that he found himself in his own country again, he felt far +behind most men in worldly conversation though very far beyond them, not +only in religious, but in practical, useful, and general knowledge; such +knowledge, I mean, as would be suited to the improvement, not merely of +savages, but of the wild, lawless bushmen, gold diggers, and convicts of +the Australian world. His manners were gentlemanlike but slightly +old-fashioned, and, doubtless, many a young Englander would have found +matter for ridicule in some of his doings and sayings. Not so, however, +the good and cultivated Englishman of the nineteenth century. He would +have found abundance to love and respect in the man who left the luxury, +science, learning and refinement of England, in that most wonderful of +all ages, to labour amongst the refuse of her people in the largest of +her colonies. For Mr Jones had seen but little, during his twenty years +of Australian life, of the better portion of Australian settlers, or the +grandeur of her cities. He had devoted himself to those who had no means +of gaining religious teaching elsewhere and he thanked God that the +years of his ministry had not been without abundance of those fruits in +which the heart of the laborious worker in Christ's vineyard rejoices.</p> + +<p>When Mr Jones left the farm the following morning, it was with a promise +to pay it another visit at no very distant period. He took away with him +a letter to Rowland, which was to introduce the brother, clergymen to +each other. As he shook Mr Prothero by the hand, he thanked him warmly +for his hospitality, and then abruptly added, 'Take care of that young +girl Gladys. She will surely prove a blessing to you, and repay you for +any kindness you may bestow upon her,'</p> + +<hr class='smallbreak' /> + +<h2><a name="CHAPTER_XXVIII" id="CHAPTER_XXVIII" ></a>CHAPTER XXVIII.</h2> + +<h3>THE LADY'S MAID.</h3> + +<p>Miss HALL and Freda were sitting alone in the morning-room that has +before been alluded to. The former was much more nervous than Freda had +ever seen her. First she took up her work, then her book, then she began +to copy some music. Freda had great pleasure in watching her, and in +remarking that the calm Serena could be excited by the expected +appearance of a lover of twenty years ago; also in observing that she +had a most becoming colour on her cheeks, and looked quite young; also +that she was dressed even with more care than usual, and her hair was +smooth as brush could make it. Freda longed to laugh at her, but she +forbore; she felt that there was something very touching in this meeting +between two people who had parted under such uncomfortable circumstances +so many years ago.</p> + +<p>When the door bell rang Freda rose to leave the room.</p> + +<p>'If you please, Freda, remain where you are, I would very much rather.'</p> + +<p>Freda resumed her seat, and shortly after Mr Jones was announced.</p> + +<p>'Quite an old man; twice as old as Nita,' was Freda's first thought as +she looked at him.</p> + +<p>Miss Hall rose and advanced to meet Mr Jones. They shook hands, Freda +thought, very much like other people, and then Miss Hall introduced her, +and Mr Jones bowed.</p> + +<p>'I promised your sister to come and see you, Miss Hall, when I came down +into Wales,' he said after he was duly seated.</p> + +<p>'I am very much obliged to you, it was very kind,' was the reply.</p> + +<p>Freda saw that they were both as nervous and shy as a couple of +children, and came to the rescue by apologising for her father's +unavoidable absence, he having gone to a neighbouring tenant's, and by +saying that he would be at home at luncheon.</p> + +<p>By degrees they all three got into conversation, and Mr Jones gave Miss +Hall an account of her sister and her family. One little girl was very +like Miss Hall, and she was the general favourite.'</p> + +<p>'I am sure she must be very pretty,' suggested Freda.</p> + +<p>'Very,' said Mr Jones, with a smile at Freda, of greater archness than +she gave him credit for.</p> + +<p>'Don't you think Miss Hall very little altered?' she asked again.</p> + +<p>'I think I should have known her anywhere, though I passed her in the +twilight, uncertain who she was.'</p> + +<p>A long conversation followed upon various general topics, until the +luncheon bell rang. As no Mr Gwynne appeared, Freda was obliged to make +another excuse for him; but Mr Jones seemed perfectly satisfied without +him, if not relieved by his non-appearance.</p> + +<p>Freda proposed a walk as soon as luncheon was over, and she and Miss +Hall took their guest to see the school, which Freda was careful to say +was under Miss Hall's superintendence. Then they pioneered him to +various points of view, which he seemed to look upon with the eye of a +real lover of the beauties of nature; and finally they rested on a +rustic seat at the top of a wooded hill, whence they looked down on the +magnificent valley beneath, with its green meadows, winding river, and +boundary of distant mountains.</p> + +<p>Alter Freda had remained here a few minutes, she suddenly said,—</p> + +<p>'Would you mind my just running down to Mrs Prothero's to settle with +her about Gladys? I am sure we shall none of us be happy until that +matter is arranged. If you will go down through the wood, Nita, I will +join you at the waterfall, or somewhere else, in less than a quarter of +an hour. Will you excuse me, Mr Jones?'</p> + +<p>'Certainly,' was the reply.</p> + +<p>'But had we not better all go?' asked Miss Hall, casting an entreating +glance upon Freda, who, however, would not see it.</p> + +<p>'I think not. Mrs Prothero is so nervous that we should frighten her to +death. It will take me five minutes to run down the hill, five minutes +to say my say, and five to get to the waterfall. But you need not hurry +away, as I can wait for you; or, if you are not there, I will find you. +Come, Frisk, come with me.'</p> + +<p>Frisk was a fine, little Scotch terrier, his mistress's especial +favourite, and he bounded after her with great satisfaction. The pair +were soon half-way down the hill, near the bottom of which Glanyravon +Farm lay.</p> + +<p>'I think I managed that capitally,' said Freda to Frisk? 'didn't I, +Frisk? Now, if he doesn't take advantage of the opportunity, he is very +foolish. Don't you think so, Frisk?'</p> + +<p>Frisk jumped, and barked, and twirled about in a very affirmative way.</p> + +<p>'I should like to make up a match, it would be such fun. And I think he +is a very worthy, gentlemanly sort of man, though I shouldn't like him +for myself, and he is not quite the sort of person that I could have +supposed would have made such an impression on Serena. But she would be +such a capital clergyman's wife, and he would be so fond of her! But +what should I do without her? Get married myself? The only man that I +ever saw that I could marry won't marry; and then he doesn't care for +me. Heigho! this is an odd world. All of us at cross-purposes. But I +don't mean to break my heart,—do I, Frisk?'</p> + +<p>The 'do I, Frisk?' brought Freda and her dog to the gate that led into +the road, and the road soon led them to the farm, where Frisk began at +once to run after all the poultry, to the no small annoyance of Shanno. +But Freda succeeded in catching him, and carrying him off with her into +the parlour, whither she went, and whither Mrs Prothero followed her.</p> + +<p>'I have just come to ask what you have settled about Gladys,' said Miss +Gwynne. 'I cannot stay long, and am anxious to know.'</p> + +<p>'My husband thinks it better that she should go to you, as you kindly +wish to take her,' replied Mrs Prothero, with tears in her eyes. 'He +says that he has no ill-will to the poor girl; on the contrary, he is +very fond of her; but he don't think her a good match for our eldest +son, Owen, who might marry very well. For my own part, I think he would +never meet with such another as Gladys; but that is in the hands of +Providence, and if it is to be it will be. He says that he is sure Owen +will never come home as long as she is with us, for fear of sending her +away; but that when he knows that she is so well off with you, he will +perhaps come back again. And, indeed, we want him sadly, Miss Gwynne. It +is a great trial to us, to have three children, and neither of them at +home to help us. My husband is much altered since Netta married, though +he don't show it; and Netta won't write, or do anything to prove she's +sorry, and though he don't say so, I think this makes him more angry.'</p> + +<p>'Then you really wish Gladys to come to me?'</p> + +<p>'I do indeed, Miss Gwynne. I am quite sure it will be for her good; and +you cannot help liking her. But she will not make any choice between the +two situations you offer, but says you must do with her whatever you +think best.'</p> + +<p>'Is she very unhappy at the idea of coming to us?'</p> + +<p>'Not at all. She is very sad to leave us, but she says she would rather +do so, and would rather serve you than any other lady in the world.'</p> + +<p>'Well, perhaps it may be best for all parties. I think she is too young +and too pretty to live alone at the school-house, and besides, I don't +particularly want to change mistresses: so I mean to have her as my +maid, and then I can take care of her myself. You know I have not had a +regular maid since that disagreeable affair of Evans; one of the +housemaids has waited on me, and I don't like maids, they are so in +one's way. But I shall like Gladys. And she can help Miss Hall in the +school, and go and see you every evening if she likes, when we are at +dinner. In short, I am sure it is a capital plan for us all, and will +make matters easy for you.'</p> + +<p>'You are so very kind, Miss Gwynne, I do not know what we should have +done without you. Gladys would have begged her way back to Ireland, and +died there.'</p> + +<p>'I mustn't stay any longer; I have outstayed my five minutes over and +over again. You can send Gladys when you like. I have heaps of dresses, +and clothes, of all kinds for her, so don't you think of giving her +anything new. I will give her the same wages that I gave Evans, so she +will feel quite independent; and I will put her under the particular +charge of the housekeeper, until she gets into the ways of the house. +Now I must go; what will Miss Hall say?'</p> + +<p>Well might Freda ask, 'What will Miss Hall say?' She walked as quickly +as possible to the waterfall, she was not there; up the hill again, not +there; home through the wood, not there; into the house, not there. She +waited a little while with her hat on, but as no Mr Jones or Miss Hall +arrived, she took off her walking things, and went about her usual +avocations, saying to herself, with a smile on her lips the while,—</p> + +<p>'I never thought I was a manoeuvrer before. It is evident they don't +want me, or they would have waited for me, and I have no doubt they are +much happier without me. I must go and look, after my father.'</p> + +<p>Freda found Mr Gwynne in his library.</p> + +<p>'Where is your guest, Freda? What is he like? Is he a bore?' were his +queries.</p> + +<p>'He is walking with Miss Hall, and my impression is they are very good +company. He is very quiet, very grave, has no wonderful travellers' +stories, and none of the ologies, and can play chess, for I asked him. I +don't think him a bore, and I am sure Miss Hall doesn't.'</p> + +<p>'Very well, then I will go into the drawing-room against he comes in.'</p> + +<p>'Thanks; and I will whisper a little secret into your ear; he is an old +lover of Serena's, and I cannot help hoping he is come to propose for +her.'</p> + +<p>Mr Gwynne was alive and interested in a moment. It is curious how on the +alert people are when they hear of a love affair.</p> + +<p>'I will go and dress at once; he must be nice if Miss Hall likes him, +for she is certainly the least intrusive, and all that sort of thing. Is +he like Rowland Prothero?'</p> + +<p>Freda coloured at this sudden question.</p> + +<p>'No, not at all; besides, he is a middle-aged man.'</p> + +<p>'To be sure; I suppose so. Miss Hall must be—I don't know—nearly forty +I suppose. I wish Rowland Prothero lived at the farm; he was so obliging +and pleasant; even Lady Mary Nugent admires him.'</p> + +<p>'She is no great criterion of what is agreeable; I shouldn't think it +any compliment to be liked by her. There is the dressing bell. Now, +papa, do be ready for dinner, if you please.'</p> + +<p>Freda went to her room in a sudden fit of ill-temper. The mention of +Lady Mary always put her out of humour. In a few moments there was a tap +at the door, and Miss Hall made her appearance.</p> + +<p>'I might have waited a long time at the waterfall, Serena,' she began +maliciously.</p> + +<p>For answer, Miss Hall went to her and kissed her, and when Freda looked +up, she saw that there was an unusually bright colour in her cheeks, and +something very like tears in her eyes.</p> + +<p>Freda threw her arms round her friend, exclaiming,—</p> + +<p>'I know, Nita dear! It is all signed, sealed, and settled <i>n'est-ce +pas</i>?'</p> + +<p>And so it proved; during that long walk the old love had become new, and +two people as deserving of happiness as most of the poor sinful mortals +who are for ever seeking her, were made perfectly happy for that day at +least.</p> + +<p>Freda's reflections, whilst she sat alone, listlessly brushing her hair +and dressing herself, were as follows:—</p> + +<p>'How happy she seems; she looks twenty years younger; and he, an +elderly, iron-grey clergyman; it would be ridiculous, only it is all so +true and good. I suppose, after all, there is something grand, as the +poet says, in constancy, and love, and the like; and I ought to pity +Rowland Prothero, if he really cares for me. And yet I don't; on the +contrary, I could be over head and ears in love with another man +to-morrow if he would only ask me; and he is gone away without telling +me that he cares for me, if he does, as I cannot help hoping. But +nothing shall induce me to give my heart to any one, unless I am asked +for it, of that I am resolved; no, not if I were to die in the struggle +to keep it.'</p> + +<p>With this prudent and womanly resolution, Freda got up from her seat, +hastily put on her dress, and went to Miss Hall, to insist on dressing +her on that particular day.</p> + +<p>'You must put on the pink and white muslin that you look so well in. I +insist on it, and will have my way to-night,' she said, and had her way +accordingly, and the satisfaction of hearing her father remark +afterwards, that he had 'not seen Miss Hall look so well for years. She +really was a very pretty ladylike person, and Mr Jones ought to think +himself very fortunate, and all that sort of thing.'</p> + +<p>To judge from Mr Jones' manner and countenance, he did think himself +very happy and fortunate; and his happiness and good fortune had the +effect of making him so very agreeable, that Mr Gwynne was quite pleased +with him, and strongly urged his remaining some days at Glanyravon. But +this could not be, as he was engaged to be present at a meeting of the +Society for the Propagation of the Gospel the next day but one. To +Freda's indignation, her father engaged him in a game of chess, which +lasted the greater part of the evening; but as he seemed quite patient +under the infliction, and Miss Hall glad that he should be agreeable to +her kind friend, Mr Gwynne, Freda was obliged to give up her plan of +leaving them alone for the remainder of the evening, and to be content +with resolving that they should at least have the following morning to +themselves. This she effected, and was rewarded by a lusty squeeze of +the hand from the gentleman, when he took his leave, which she +afterwards declared to Miss Hall, would have made an Australian native +scream. Mr Gwynne sent Mr Jones to meet the train in his carriage, and +invited him to return as soon as he possibly could.</p> + +<p>It may, perhaps, be as well to anticipate some of the events of this +story, and to say that in the course of three or four months, Mr Jones +and Miss Hall were married.</p> + +<p>Soon after his return to London, Mr Jones was appointed brother curate +to Rowland Prothero, recommended by his friend, the rector. He undertook +this as temporary duty, because he was in expectation either of +obtaining a living or of returning to Australia; Miss Hall was quite +ready for either kind of work, feeling that, whether as the wife of a +clergyman at home or abroad, she would be most thankful to be permitted +to devote herself to her woman's part of missionary labour. Mr Jones had +a small income as secretary to one of the London and Colonial religious +societies, and was also engaged in work for the S.P.G., which, together +with his curacy, and the small savings of twenty years abroad, enabled +him to take and furnish a home for his wife, and gave them the prospect +of comfort, if not of ease and riches. Their desires were very moderate, +and their hopes fixed on objects beyond the general scope of vision; so +that they were content to 'live by the day,' and trust for the rest. The +world called them romantic and foolish for people of their ages; they +'knew in whom they believed,' and, 'having food and raiment, were +therewith content.'</p> + +<p>Gladys had been installed in her offices of parcel lady's-maid, parcel +school-mistress at the Park, nearly three months, when the wedding took +place. She had largely contributed towards making Miss Hall's simple +wardrobe and wedding gear, and was rewarded by being allowed to marshal +the school children on the happy-day, as they lined the drive at the +Park gates, on the going forth and return of the bridal party. She was, +moreover, the one selected by the children to present Miss Hall with a +handsome Bible in Welsh and English, in token of their gratitude and +love for her. Mr Jones had been too much engaged in London to allow of +his visiting Wales until two or three days before his marriage, during +which time he had occasionally met, and spoken kindly to Gladys, and +given her a book on Missionary subjects, which he had brought purposely +for her, expecting to find her at the farm. He had also carried pleasant +news of Rowland to Mrs Prothero, and frequently spoken of him to Mr +Gwynne and Freda—of his earnestness in his profession, and of the love +and esteem in which he was held by his rector and his flock.</p> + +<p>Freda felt very lonely when her dear Serena was gone. She had no one +amongst her immediate neighbours for whom she cared much. The general +round of country dinner-parties she had always found very dull, and the +annual hunt week and assize balls she had never liked; so she found +herself again thrown quite upon her own resources. As long as Colonel +Vaughan had been in the country, she had taken an interest in +everything; when he left, her ordinary pursuits—her riding, painting, +music, garden—in all of which he had aided her, suddenly lost their +charm. Her friend's marriage came about just when she wanted an object +of interest, and when that was over she was thrown back upon herself.</p> + +<p>By degrees, however, a healthier tone returned to her mind, and she +forgot the fascinating Colonel Vaughan, and recovered her interest in +her house, school, dogs, birds, garden, and the thousand and one small +objects that serve to make time pass cheerfully and happily in a country +home. Above all, she became more and more interested in Gladys, and +anxious to shelter her from the many dangers and temptations which she +saw her peculiar beauty and position subjected her to. She soon found +out that all the men-servants paid their devotions to her shrine, and +that even the ancient and portly butler was not indifferent to her +charms; but the simplicity and modesty of Gladys kept them all at a +respectful distance, and the housekeeper told Miss Gwynne, that 'Reelly, +she was quite a pattern in the servants' 'all, and it was a treat to see +a young 'oman who knew how to keep the men off—not but the girls were +as jealous of her as could be; but that wasn't to be wondered at, for +none of 'em was made anything of when Gladys was near.' Even Mr Gwynne +roused himself to make inquiries concerning Freda's pretty maid, which +was quite the crowning feather in Gladys' cap.</p> + +<hr class='smallbreak' /> + +<h2><a name="CHAPTER_XXIX" id="CHAPTER_XXIX" ></a>CHAPTER XXIX.</h2> + +<h3>THE COUNTRY GENTLEMAN.</h3> + +<p>Plas Abertewey was a fine old country seat, that had been in Colonel +Vaughan's family for generations. Miss Gwynne was not the only scion of +the good old county gentry who was disgusted at seeing it in the +possession of a son of old Griffey Jenkins, the miser. But so it was to +be. Howel took the place, nominally for a term, but with the avowed +intention of purchasing it, or the first place of any note that should +be for sale in the county.</p> + +<p>He made liberal proposals to Colonel Vaughan's agents as regarded +improvements and repairs, the house having been much neglected for some +years; and in the course of a few months after his marriage with Netta, +workmen of all kinds were employed in adorning Plas Abertewey for his +expected arrival with his bride.</p> + +<p>This did not take place, however, until the following spring, by which +time the house and grounds were in as fine order as money could make +them. Howel sent down a person from London to superintend the work, and +remained with Netta in Paris until it was nearly completed; then he +brought her over to England, left her in London with his friends the +Simpsons, and ran down into Wales, accompanied by Captain Dancy, who had +been his companion during a great portion of his Paris trip.</p> + +<p>They remained only a few days, and then returned to town to superintend +the purchase of furniture, plate, and the various appurtenances of a +country establishment, which were duly despatched to the <i>chargé +d'affaires</i> in the country, and vigilantly guarded by Mrs Griffith +Jenkins, who took up her abode at Abertewey for the time being.</p> + +<p>As bell-ringers do not pause to consider the cause and effect of the +events they are ordered to commemorate, but rather think of the amount +of money and liquid they are likely to receive for their labour, the +chime of Llanfawr rang a merry peal when the future master and mistress +of Plas Abertewey drove through the town. There was, moreover, a small +show of fireworks on the occasion. Blue balls, crackers, rockets and the +like blazed and hissed about to the no small danger of the thatched +roofs of some of the houses. Mrs Griffith Jenkins undrew her purse +strings on that day, and the cheering and shouting were great as the +bride and bridegroom appeared. Howel bowed and smiled as all great men +do on such occasions, and Netta laughed, and was proud. One of the blue +balls made the fine pair of horses that drew Howel's new carriage take +fright, but the London coachman showed the superiority of his driving by +pulling them in' and the crowd shouted amain.</p> + +<p>Captain Dancy and Miss Simpson, who accompanied the pair, were duly +impressed with the loyalty of Howel's subjects, and were not +particularly shown the little shop to which he owed their sudden +devotion. 'Jenkins, the miser,' was quite swallowed up in 'Howel +Jenkins, Esq.,' and 'Netta Prothero, Glanyravon,' was engulphed in his +wife. So goes the world. Shout on, little boys, for so will it be when +you are in your turn big men, and 'adore the rising, rather than the +setting sun,' as the French proverb hath it.</p> + +<p>Fortunately, Abertewey was in the parish of Llanfawr, and some seven or +eight miles from Glanyravon, therefore Mr and Mrs Prothero knew nothing +of the demonstrations in honour of their children.</p> + +<p>Mrs Griffith Jenkins received them, dressed in a new <i>moiré antique</i>, +quite in baronial style, under the portico of their dwelling, and the +proper complement of retainers was in the background. More shouts were +heard from some of the immediate neighbours, who had gathered round the +door to see the arrival; and as Netta alighted from her carriage, +attired like a Paris doll, she felt that she was now a grand lady, and +could conscientiously look down on Miss Rice Rice, and be on an equality +with Miss Nugent.</p> + +<p>Howel gave some orders in a very commanding tone to the various +lords-in-waiting, and then the door closed upon their majesties, and the +admiring crowds saw them no more.</p> + +<p>It is no wonder that the world without Plas Abertewey was much engaged +in talking of, and speculating on, the world within. Howel's horses, +Netta's dress, Miss Simpson's father's baronetcy, Captain Dancy's +regiment, Plas Abertewey's appointments, the footmen's liveries, the +reputed wealth of the miser, even Mrs Griffith Jenkins' <i>moiré antique</i>, +mourning ornaments and gold watch were variously remarked upon, and +doubtless with great good nature and deserving approbation. We all know +how we rejoice when our neighbours rise to wealth or eminence. There was +not one breakfast-table within twenty miles of Abertewey, from that of +my lord and my lady to Jim Davies and his wife, shoemakers, over which +the arrival of Howel Jenkins, the miser, as he was called, according to +his father before him, was not pulled to pieces, from the first sound of +the bells to the last shout at his hall door.</p> + +<p>'Shall we call?' were the words on the lips of all heads of families, +generally settled by the said 'heads' driving in their very best +equipages and gayest clothes, to pay the wedding visit to the reputed +millionnaire and his pretty, elegantly attired wife.</p> + +<p>Money, as I have somewhat commonplacedly remarked elsewhere, is the +master-key to most hearts, and Howel found that nearly all the hearts in +his native county were opened by his wealth. The exceptions were +principally those of his wife's family, and even in some of these he +managed to turn the key.</p> + +<p>It was shortly after the arrival at Plas Abertewey that Owen and Gladys +simultaneously left the farm, and we find the former on that same +morning, standing at a little distance from this residence of his sister +and Howel, surveying it, and ruminating on the family fortunes.</p> + +<p>'Well done, Howel,' he said to himself; 'if money hasn't done something +for you, I don't know for whom it has done anything. I declare I will +try and make some myself, and come back and marry Gladys in spite of the +world.'</p> + +<p>Then he began to ask himself, whether it was kind and brotherly to pass +by his only sister's door without saying good-bye to her, and whether +his father had any right to expect all her relations to give her up, +because he chose to do so? His reflections were suddenly cut short by +the appearance of Howel and another gentleman, bound, apparently, on a +fishing expedition.</p> + +<p>'Owen, come at last!' cried Howel, hastening up to him with great good +will. 'Better late than never. I am very glad to see you, so will be +Netta. Travelled early to hide your carpet bag, or whatever it is?'</p> + +<p>'Knapsack,' said Owen, shaking his cousin's offered hand; 'I'm off to +sea again.'</p> + +<p>'A queer road to take; but you come to see us on your way, of course. +Let me introduce you to Mr Simpson, Sir John Simpson's son. My cousin, +Mr Simpson, my wife's brother.</p> + +<p>Owen nodded, and Mr Simpson bowed.</p> + +<p>'We're going out fishing, but you'll find Netta—in bed, I'm afraid, but +she'll be glad to see you anywhere. Go up the avenue, and let Netta know +you've come. We shall be home to dinner at seven. Good-bye for the +present.'</p> + +<p>Owen did not stay to consider, but walked past the handsome lodge, and +up the drive, according to Howel's direction.</p> + +<p>'Mighty condescending and very patronising, cousin Howel!' he +soliloquised; 'but I will go and see how Netta gets on, and how your +highness treats her.'</p> + +<p>He reached the house, and rang stoutly at the bell. A servant answered +it, who was adjusting his coat just put on, he not having expected such +early visitors.</p> + +<p>'The back entrance is round the corner there, young man,' were his words +on perceiving Owen, whose pride was greatly roused thereby.</p> + +<p>'Tell Mrs Howel Jenkins that her brother, Mr Owen Prothero, is here,' +said Owen, intending to electrify the man.</p> + +<p>But he did not succeed. The servants knew very well that their +mistress's family was not of 'county rank,' and that its members were +not upon terms with the Aberteweys, therefore had no very high opinion +of them. He turned on his heel, and told a female servant to tell +Lucette, the French maid, to tell her mistress that Mr Owen Prothero was +at the door.</p> + +<p>In a few minutes the man reappeared, and, with a great increase of +civility, asked Mr Prothero to walk into the breakfast-room, and said +his mistress would be down as soon as possible. Whilst he was admiring +the room and its costly furniture, and considering the tea service, a +smart little French-woman came to him and asked him in French, whether +he would stay to breakfast; as he knew something of the language he +replied in the affirmative. Then appeared an equally smart and +fascinating French valet, who begged to be allowed the honour of +conducting Monsieur to a bedroom, to arrange his toilet.</p> + +<p>Owen laughed heartily and followed the man, who took up his knapsack +daintily, and led him to a very handsome bedroom, where Owen brushed his +hair as becomingly as he could, arranged his beard, and made himself as +smart as his wardrobe would allow of his doing. He was, as we have +before said, a very handsome young man, and sufficiently well mannered +to pass muster anywhere.</p> + +<p>'What is the next act, I wonder?' said he, as he found his way into the +breakfast-room. He was quite taken aback as he entered, when he saw a +pale young lady sitting in one of the windows, reading. He made his bow, +she curtseyed, and said,—</p> + +<p>'Mrs Howel Jenkins' brother, I believe? My name is Simpson.'</p> + +<p>Owen bowed again, and not being of a shy turn, and having seen ladies of +various degrees during his travels, began to make himself agreeable.</p> + +<p>In a few minutes, a little French fairy flitted into the room, with her +hair off her face to display such eyes and complexion as are rare in all +times; and muslins, laces, and ribbons so blended, as to set off a +petite figure to the very best advantage. Owen was going to bow again, +when a little affected laugh, and a 'Ma foi! he doesn't know me, Miss +Simpson,' proclaimed the fairy to be his sister Netta.</p> + +<p>'Owen, you naughty boy, not to know me,' the little thing continued, +more naturally, running up to her brother, who took her, despite +muslins, laces, and ribbons, almost up in his big arms, and kissed her.</p> + +<p>'How you have rumpled me, Owen? did you ever see such a thing, Miss +Simpson?' she cried, half laughing, half in tears, as she smoothed down +the point-lace sleeves and collar.</p> + +<p>Just then a tall man entered, and Netta disengaging herself from Owen, +who was on the point of kissing her again, and asking her what she had +done to herself, simpered out an introduction between 'Captain Dancy and +my brother, Captain Prothero.'</p> + +<p>'Not quite that yet,' began Owen, anxious to disclaim the captaincy, +when he was interrupted by the entrance of one or two other men, who +were, in their turn, named to him as Sir Samuel Spendall and Mr Deep. +Owen did not like their appearance and looked towards his really lovely +little sister, to see how she received them. Her manners had a mixture +of affectation and simplicity that was rather taking than otherwise. And +Owen wondered how Howel could leave one so young and pretty amongst +three men of the world, which he soon discovered his new acquaintances +to be. True, Miss Simpson was with her, and in the middle of breakfast, +to which, in due time, they sat down, another lady came upon the scene, +by name Madame Duvet, who turned out to be the English widow of a +Frenchman. She was young, handsome, but over-bold for the taste of a man +who was in love with Gladys.</p> + +<p>She was at once taken with Owen's handsome face, and talked to him +incessantly, whilst Captain Dancy seated himself near Netta, and devoted +himself to her much more closely than Owen liked. However, he was very +hungry, and managed to make a good breakfast.</p> + +<p>He heard Netta telling Captain Dancy that her brother had been at sea +all his life, and knew nothing of the fashionable world; at which he +thought the ham he was eating would have choked him, in his effort to +repress a laugh. He longed very much to knock down one of the +'Jeames's,' who would stand gazing at him, and did so far betray his +indignation, as to ask him, when he came behind his chair, whether he +saw anything remarkable in his appearance, which so amused Madame Duvet, +that she exclaimed '<i>Charmant! brava!</i> you make me <i>crêver de rire</i>.'</p> + +<p>Owen was astonished at everything, but at nothing so much as at his +sister. Netta had always aped the fine lady, and made the most of her +few accomplishments; but now it was all like a fairy-tale, and the +heroine was Netta, transformed by some fairy into a princess. By turns +coquettish, affected, simple, languishing, accordingly as she feared she +was too like her natural self—the Netta of the Farm was no more, and +her representative was, to Owen at least, an anomaly. How she could have +acquired such an amount of small talk, and such a mincing speech in nine +months, was an enigma to him. London, Paris, the opera, the fashions, +even the picture galleries, were alternately in her mouth; and she +poured out tea and coffee, and laughed a silly laugh, much to her own +satisfaction, and Owen's disgust, whilst all the men were looking at +her; for assuredly she was very pretty.</p> + +<p>'Owen,' she said, during a sudden pause in rather a noisy conversation, +'I hear Rowland is quite a fashionable preacher. Howel means to ask him +down here, I believe. Miss Simpson went to hear him—didn't you, Miss +Simpson?'</p> + +<p>This was drawled out, and Owen felt very much disposed to get up and +shake his sister, as he had often done when she came from school with +any new airs and graces. But he contented himself with saying,——</p> + +<p>'Rowly's a capital fellow, Netta, fach, and doing his best. Whether he's +a fashionable preacher or not I don't know, but he kept us all awake at +Llanfach one Sunday for half-an-hour, which is something.'</p> + +<p>'Your brother is so amusing! so <i>naïf</i>! I die of him!' said Madame +Duvet.</p> + +<p>'Very original!' remarked Miss Simpson; 'I do like originality—'</p> + +<p>'Then you must like Netta,' said Owen; 'for there was never any one of +our family the least like her.'</p> + +<p>'Oh yes! you are, about the eyes. <i>Malin!</i>' said Madame Duvet.</p> + +<p>After breakfast, Owen tried to get Netta a little to himself, but there +were distant calls to make, and drives and rides to be arranged, which +caused him to be unsuccessful in his efforts. So he fell to the lot of +Mr Deep, who took him to see Howel's hunters and dogs, and all the other +wonders of Abertewey.</p> + +<p>'Deep by name, and deep by nature,' was Owen's reflection, after his +morning with his new acquaintance. 'He has managed to get all my secrets +out of me, one excepted; but he has not confided any to me in return. +One thing I suspect, however, that he has a turn for horse-racing and +betting.'</p> + +<p>Howel and Mr Simpson came home about six o'clock; and the whole party, +with the addition of Mr Rice Rice, assembled at dinner. Howel had +ordered his valet to see that 'Captain Prothero' was properly dressed; +and, accordingly, Owen was obliged to put on a smart waistcoat and tie +belonging to Howel, which greatly embellished his outer man, and gave +him increased favour in the eyes of Madame Duvet and Miss Simpson.</p> + +<p>He was more astounded than ever when he saw his sister in her evening +costume.</p> + +<p>'What do you think of her, Owen?' whispered Howel, as he stood literally +gazing at her before dinner.</p> + +<p>'I can't exactly say,' was the reply; 'but she is no longer Netta +Prothero of the Farm.'</p> + +<p>'I should imagine not!' said Howel. 'Pray don't let us talk of farms +here, Owen. I don't like conversation that smells of the shop.'</p> + +<p>'Not even of the old place where we used to steal lollilops?' asked +Owen, maliciously.</p> + +<p>Howel turned away for fear of being overheard, and devoted himself quite +as much to Madame Duvet, as Captain Dancy still did to Netta; and Owen +wondered on.</p> + +<p>Again he looked at Netta, as she sat curled up on a sofa, a mere child +in appearance, but so pretty, in white, with some sort of +cherry-coloured ornaments for dress and head, that no one could possibly +have recognised her as the country belle of twelve months ago. 'Her own +mother would not know her!' thought Howel. 'Poor mother, she would +scarcely care for all this grandeur, though one can't help envying it a +little. I will be off to California, and come home and buy a place, and +see whether Gladys would not be as good a fine lady as Netta.'</p> + +<p>The dinner was grand; the servants were grand; all was grand to Owen's +bewildered imagination. Madame Duvet made such very decided attempts to +talk to him, however, that he was obliged to cease wondering, and to +bring his usually versatile genius into play, in the light of all the +grandeur. He got on so well with the lady, that Howel wondered in his +turn, and after dinner told Owen that he verily believed if he played +his cards well, he might make an impression on the pretty widow.</p> + +<p>'One can do that, I should say, without any cards at all,' said Owen, +showing his white teeth from amidst his big black beard.</p> + +<p>When the ladies had left the dinner-table, Owen began to gain some +insight into the characters and pursuits of Howel's guests. He had not +spent thirteen or fourteen years amongst men of all ranks and all +nations, without having acquired a shrewd judgment, and a tolerable +knowledge of mankind.</p> + +<p>The conversation turned at once upon hunting, racing, steeple-chasing, +billiards, bets, and the like. It was evident that Howel, too, was well +initiated into such matters. Mr Rice Rice asked him when the question of +the hounds was to be decided, and Howel said that kennels were in +preparation, and that he hoped to have a first-rate pack by the winter. +There arose a dispute about a celebrated racer that Howel appeared to +possess in London, and that was expected daily at Abertewey. Howel +declared his intention of letting her run at the Carmarthen races. +Captain Dancy, having heavy stakes on the mare, vowed it might disable +her for the Derby, and words ran high; but Mr Deep interposed, and +changed the subject to that of <i>rouge et noir</i>.</p> + +<p>They sat over the dinner-table till nearly eleven o'clock, by which time +they were all more or less exhilarated. Howel's wines were good, his +cellar was well stocked, and he was lavish of everything that might give +him a reputation amongst the Welsh squires that surrounded him, many of +whom still worshipped at the shrine of Bacchus.</p> + +<p>When they joined the ladies, Owen thought the conversation was rather +too loud and boisterous. Captain Dancy alone was quite himself, and made +Netta sing some little French songs to Owen's great amusement. After tea +and coffee had been carried round, a card table appeared, and +<i>vingt-et-un</i> was proposed. The stakes were so high that Owen trembled +for his small stock of wealth? but to his astonishment again, he found +himself, at the end of the evening, a gainer of nearly five pounds, +although he had been most moderate in his own stakes. He was struck with +the eagerness of Madame Duvet and Netta, who entered into the game with +all the avidity of accomplished gamblers.</p> + +<p>It was very late when they finished the game, and nominally retired for +the night, but not late enough to prevent Howel, Captain Dancy, Mr Deep, +and Sir Samuel Spendall from sitting down again to whist. Owen left them +at it, not altogether satisfied with himself or his companions.</p> + +<p>The following day, Owen again tried to get some private conversation +with Howel or Netta, but in vain. The breakfast was even later than the +previous morning, as Howel did not go out fishing, and afterwards there +were more distant calls to make, and Netta was engaged in preparing her +dress with her maid for a dinner-party at Mr Rice Rice's, at which she +desired to appear particularly grand. The gentlemen were playing +billiards part of the day, and riding the rest, in neither of which +amusement Owen joined. Madame Duvet did her best to amuse him, and +succeeded very well, for Owen was far from insensible to the charms of +beauty, and, in spite of Gladys, could not resist flirting a little, in +his own matter-of-fact way, with a pretty woman.</p> + +<p>The three ladies, Captain Dancy and Howel, were the dinner guests at Mr +Rice Rice's, the other gentlemen were invited for the dance in the +evening. Young Rice Rice had given Owen a lame invitation the previous +day, which he had declined; never having been in the habit of visiting +him when at home, he did not choose to do so under Howel's countenance.</p> + +<p>Owen's astonishment was brought to a climax that evening when his sister +appeared dressed for this, her first public appearance on the small +stage of a country-neighbourhood, or, to speak more respectfully, county +visiting. It was Howel's pleasure that she should make it in point lace +and diamonds. Not even to Owen was it whispered that the lace was a +wonderfully good imitation, or that the diamonds, instead of being of +the first water, were first-rate paste; and no one suspected the +deception. The great millionnaire, Howel Jenkins, could well afford to +give his pretty wife the real jewels and lace, and had the credit of so +doing; and as no one, save himself and the jeweller, knew that they were +false, he thought himself a very clever fellow for gaining the +reputation of unbounded liberality upon very small means. Be it said, +however, that his own studs, pin and ring, were real.</p> + +<p>The French maid had eclipsed herself in Netta's toilet, and Owen felt +that if she were not his sister, he must have fallen in love with her +himself. The black roguish eyes sparkled like the brilliants she wore, +and the complexion was scarcely rivalled by the roses she had in her +bouquet.</p> + +<p>Howel looked really proud of her, and it is not surprising that he felt +greatly elevated as he took the reins from the coachman and drove off in +his fine new carriage, drawn by capital horses, and attended by liveried +servants.</p> + +<p>His last whisper to Netta, before they entered Mr Rice Rice's +drawing-room was, 'Keep up your consequence, and don't say, "Yes, +indeed!" every minute.'</p> + +<p>He was determined to keep up his own consequence, and began at once by +patronising everybody present. There were some of the county gentry who +had demurred as to calling on the old miser's son, and who were +astonished at the kind of tone he assumed. They, who had been gravely +considering whether they could possibly shake hands with him, found +themselves on a level with, if not beneath him, at once, by mere +effrontery. There is some truth in the saying that, 'Accordingly as you +think of yourself, others will think of you;' and impudence and riches +combined, together with a certain amount of talent and personal +appearance, can overcome vast worldly obstacles. Besides did he not +bring an unmarried baronet with him—one of the very ancient family of +Spendalls—and the son and daughter of a man of title, and a captain of +the dragoon guards? to say nothing of that fashionable widow, reputed a +fortune. And were there not plenty of young ladies, poor if proud, in +the county, wanting partners, either for dancing or life, or both?</p> + +<p>After that evening, people sneered at home perhaps, but they called and +invited and made much of the master and mistress of Plas Abertewey, +forgetting or ignoring their origin.</p> + +<p>Netta, too, obeyed Howel's last injunction to the best of her ability. +Her youth and beauty were greatly in her favour, and her affectation +covered the shyness and awkwardness that she felt in being suddenly +thrown amongst people upon whom she had formerly looked with awe. The +Nugents were there, but the Gwynnes were absent, and she had the +pleasure of feeling that she had as many, if not more, partners than the +heiress, Miss Nugent, and was much more grandly dressed. As for Miss +Rice Rice, she fell quite into the shade before her.</p> + +<p>Her old friend, Sir Hugh Pryse, was particularly attentive, and talked +to her of Miss Gwynne; and Captain Dancy was as much devoted to her +abroad as at home. Her head was quite turned, and nothing but the +consciousness that Howel was present kept it on her shoulders at all; +but the fear of a lecture for some mistake in manners kept her so much +on her guard, that she got through the evening wonderfully, and achieved +what Mme. Duvet called <i>un grand succès</i>.</p> + +<p>And Howel danced, and talked, and introduced his friends, and patronised +everybody, much as if he had been a feudal monarch amongst his barons. +Here and there might have been seen a suppressed smile, as one of the +company whispered to another, 'Where is Mrs Griffey Jenkins to-night? +What would old Griff, the miser, say to those diamonds? I wonder his +very ghost doesn't appear?' but still money won its usual way. And when +Howel's chariot came to the door, there were more surprised and admiring +eyes fixed upon it from the bystanders without, than on that of any +other of the assembled party. As Mrs Griffey Jenkins said when she heard +of the evening gaieties,—</p> + +<p>'Deet to goodness, and my Howel's was grander than any one. I do answer +for that. Now his is a beauty carriage and horses, and servants as grand +as Queen Victoria's or Prince Albert's, for I did be seeing them in +London myself.'</p> + +<hr class='smallbreak' /> + +<h2><a name="CHAPTER_XXX" id="CHAPTER_XXX" ></a>CHAPTER XXX.</h2> + +<h3>THE PATRON.</h3> + +<p>Tuesday and Wednesday had passed quickly away, and Thursday brought to +Owen amusements similar to those of the previous days; but no private +intercourse with his relations. In the evening of his third day at +Abertewey, there was a concert at the neighbouring town, huge bills of +which had been posted up on the walls and houses of the said town, +purporting that the entertainment was under the immediate patronage of +Howel Jenkins, Esq. of Plas Abertewey, and his friends. Elegant little +pink and blue programmes were scattered over that patriotic gentleman's +tables, and he had used his eloquent language, and made great efforts to +get together a large party for the occasion.</p> + +<p>It was principally a Welsh concert, he urged, and he considered it right +to patronise native talent. There was the celebrated <i>Eos</i>, and the last +representative of the ancient bards, and the best specimen of a Welsh +harper, besides several respectable English singers, and he, for one, +should muster as many supporters as he possibly could.</p> + +<p>He did so, accordingly, and with that spirit of liberality which +characterised him when any popularity was to be acquired thereby +purchased a great number of tickets, and distributed them amongst his +servants and neighbours with majestic grace. He had managed to enlist a +large party at Mr Rice Rice's the previous evening, some of whom were to +dine at Abertewey, and to go thence to the concert; others to meet him +and his friends there.</p> + +<p>Owen felt lost in the grandeur of that evening, and would have been +quite forgotten but for Mme. Duvet, who was constant in her admiration +of him. But it was amusement and wonder enough for him to watch Howel +and Netta, quite <i>en prince et princesse</i>, receiving their guests, who, +if not as yet of the aristocracy of the county, were of high +respectability and good position in it. If the host and hostess were +rather desirous of showing how grand they were, their dinner and wines +were so good as to cover their efforts.</p> + +<p>What if their guests remarked, as guests will, gentle reader, when our +backs are turned, that Howel was insufferably purse-proud and conceited, +and his wife as affected and provincial as possible; they did not hear +the friendly notices, and were well content to fill the concert room +with their party, all in full dress, to the admiration of the townsfolk, +and of Mrs Griffey Jenkins in particular.</p> + +<p>Howel had quite forgotten his mother in his general invitation and did +not even see her for some time, seated in a prominent position, and +making one of his own party, to all appearance. She had saved his +character for filial duty by going where he would little have thought of +placing her, and awaiting his arrival, as her pride impelled her to do. +Owen spied her at once, and took Mme. Duvet to the seat next her, on her +left; whilst on her right sat Mr Deep, and nigh to him, of all people in +the world, Mrs Rice Rice, that staunch supporter of family dignity.</p> + +<p>Owen shook hands with Aunt 'Lizbeth, and introduced her to Madame Duvet +and Mr Deep, after having asked them first of all whether they had seen +her previously.</p> + +<p>'I never had that honour,' said Madame Duvet, curtseying.</p> + +<p>'I didn't be going to Abertewey since you was coming there, ma'am,' said +Mrs Griffey, rising and curtseying, to the unspeakable diversion of Mrs +Rice Rice and Mr Deep.</p> + +<p>The reader may remember that Mrs Jenkins was at Abertewey when Howel +made his triumphant entry there, but the following morning he gave her +to understand, as delicately as he could, that the idiomatic +translations of the Welsh language which had been so refreshing in +London, would be better in her native town than at Abertewey, and she +departed accordingly.</p> + +<p>His ire may be imagined, when he suddenly heard the well-known idioms +lavished upon Madame Duvet and Mr Deep, who were enjoying them a great +deal more than the concert, which, being principally in the vernacular, +was not so intelligible and far less amusing. Mrs Jenkins was in her +glory. Never had Mrs Rice Rice been so condescending before. She and Mr +Deep made themselves more agreeable than she had supposed it possible +for such grand people to be, and she frequently glanced at Owen, as much +as to say, 'And I am the person that your father turned out of doors!'</p> + +<p>Owen, on his side, was sorry that he had exposed her to the sarcasm that +she so little understood, and talked to Madame Duvet to withdraw +attention from her.</p> + +<p>As to Howel, his rising sun was obscured—his blushing honours were +dimmed—his majesty, patronage, grandeur were lowered by the propinquity +of his nearest of kin. In the midst of his county friends himself, he +still felt that his mother was making herself ridiculous near at hand; +whilst complimented and thanked for his patriotic support of native +<i>cos</i>, [Footnote: Nightingales.] the native idioms rang in his ears, and +he longed to annihilate them altogether. This on his right hand. On his +left, Netta, looking literally like 'a rose in June,' and receiving the +very marked attentions of Captain Dancy, on one side, and of Mr Rice +Rice, junior, on the other. He scarcely knew which was most irritating, +'the idioms,' or her affected giggle. Trite but true is the proverb, +'There is no rose without its thorn;' and Howel was pricked severely by +the thorns surrounding the rose of his first step into popularity.</p> + +<p>Between the acts, and between the songs, Mrs Griffey went on something +in this sort,—</p> + +<p>'Indeet yes, sir! treue for you there. The Welsh is a splendit language. +My son Howels—there he is to be proving it—do always say so. Ah! +that's "The rising of the lark," I was singing that myself years ago. +London! to be seure! Now there was singing I was hearing at the play. My +son Howels did tak us to the play. I never was hearing or seeing the +like in my life. Seure, the Queen Victoria or Prince Albert don't be +dressing half as fine as the gentlemen and ladies I was seeing act. The +Queen! Oh, Mrs Rice Rice, fach! Ma'am, I was disappointed! Just a bonnet +no better than my doater-in-law's. What, sir! a crown? Not 'sactly a +crown; but I was 'specting to see a queen different from other people. +Hush! I do hear my son Howels cry, "Silence!" and they do be playing "Ap +Shenkin." Not so bad that for Wales, Mrs Rice Rice. My son Howels do +sing beautiful himself, and do play—Hush! look you at him. He don't +like tolking in the music. He, he, he, sir! you do make me laugh. To be +seure I don't mean to be marrying again, though men are so much for +money. I am thinking you gentlemen 'ould be marrying your grandmothers +for the beauty money! Not my son Howels, indeet! He don't be wanting +money. He marry his cousin for love. Hush you! There's Pengoch beginning +a Penyll! You don't be hearing anything like that in England. Ach a fi! +my 'deet, I am sorry. "God save the Queen!" and it don't seem an hour +since they began!'</p> + +<p>Mrs Jenkins stood up with the rest, and beat time emphatically Scarcely +was the last verse of 'God save the Queen' finished, when Howel came up +to his mother, and biting his tongue to keep in his ire, said—</p> + +<p>'Mother, I will see you safe first!' and without allowing her time to do +more than make a curtsey to her companions, offered her his arm, and led +her quickly down the room. He did not venture to speak to her, but +nodding to one and another as he passed, said, 'I shall be back +directly. I am just going to send my mother home first,' reached the +door, and called for his carriage. It was close at hand, the hour for +ordering the carriages being past; and he speedily put his mother into +it. 'Drive Mrs Jenkins home, and return immediately,' he exclaimed.</p> + +<p>'Which way, ma'am?' asked the servant.</p> + +<p>'Go you down the street, then turn to the right, and the first house +with a railing and steps, and a brass knocker,' said Mrs Jenkins, +exulting as they drove off in her new dignity and importance. Howel, on +the contrary, returned to the concert-room, cursing his folly for having +settled in his native county, and wishing his mother anywhere else.</p> + +<p>Nevertheless, he received the thanks of the conductor of the concert +with bland humility, and expressed his intention of using all his best +efforts in behalf of his country and countrymen. Finally he assisted in +cloaking and shawling the ladies, seeing them to their carriages, and +bidding them condescending good nights.</p> + +<p>For himself, however, he had not a good night, being haunted with the +demons of jealousy and discontent. As soon as Netta and he were alone, +he addressed her in very different tones from those which he had called +forth for the ladies of the concert-room.</p> + +<p>'Netta, why do you let Dancy pay you such attentions?' he began, with a +scowling brow and flashing eye.</p> + +<p>'Why does Mme. Duvet let you pay her such attention?' was Netta's +instant reply.</p> + +<p>Now Netta was too well pleased with herself, and the effect of her +beauty on others, to endure being snubbed, and was very angry that Howel +was not pleased also.</p> + +<p>'Don't be a fool, Netta. You know Madame Duvet is doing all she can to +catch Owen.'</p> + +<p>'Oh! jealous are you? Well, there were plenty of other ladies who let +you pay them attention; why was that I wonder?'</p> + +<p>'I tell you what it is, Netta, I won't allow Dancy to devote himself to +you as he does.'</p> + +<p>'Then you had better tell him so, I ain't going to do it; he's your +friend, and if he admires me, I think you ought to be proud of it.'</p> + +<p>'You did nothing but flirt and giggle with him all the evening. What +with you on one side and my mother on the other, I thought I must have +left the room.'</p> + +<p>'Giggle, indeed; I don't know what you mean, sir; you never eused to say +I giggled.'</p> + +<p>'Can't you say <i>used</i>, and not <i>eused</i>, you will never cease to be +provincial,'</p> + +<p>'Other folks are provincial, I think, besides me. If you said your own +mother was provincial, it 'ould be true enough.'</p> + +<p>'There again! if you are your own natural self, you leave out all your +<i>w's</i> directly; I wish you would be careful, Netta.'</p> + +<p>'Well, so do the French. I declare I won't speak again to-night, that I +won't, you cross, unnatural, unfeeling fellow; and all because you're +jealous of Owen. Madame Duvet says he's the handsomest man she ever saw, +and that his beard is enough to win any woman's heart.'</p> + +<p>'You had better hold your tongue, I think,' said Howel, stifling a laugh +at the idea of Owen's irresistible beard; 'you never say a word of +sense.'</p> + +<p>'And you never say a kind word,' said Netta, breaking down at that last +attack, and beginning to cry.</p> + +<p>'Now don't blubber, and let all the house hear you.'</p> + +<p>'I wonder whether leaving out a <i>w</i> is half as vulgar as to tell one's +wife not to blubber. But I won't speak to you again. I wish I hadn't +married you, I do.'</p> + +<p>'I wish to heaven you hadn't.'</p> + +<p>At this Netta began to sob very much, and Howel softened somewhat, but +not sufficiently to make any excuse for his conduct; and Netta went to +bed, proud, indignant, and unhappy, and wishing herself back again at +Glanyravon.</p> + +<p>The next morning, Owen remarked that Netta did not speak to Howel at +all, and that she was very reserved and strange in her manner to Captain +Dancy. The captain, however, took no notice of the change, but whilst he +seemed to converse more than usual with Miss Simpson, anticipated all +Netta's wants and wishes with most insinuating tact. Netta, with her +changing colour, and half-pettish, half-shy manner, was still more +attractive than Netta affected and silly. Owen thought that Howel felt +this, for he went behind her chair, and put his hand on her shoulder, +whilst he asked for some more sugar in his tea. Netta's lips pouted, but +her eyes brightened as she said in a half whisper, 'You're sweeter than +you were, Howel.'</p> + +<p>Howel excused the common-place allusion to the sugar, in consideration +of the bright face that looked up at him, and so the storm lulled for +the present.</p> + +<p>This was Owen's fourth day at Abertewey, and it was a facsimile of the +second, with the exception that Mr and Miss Simpson and Mr Deep did not +go to the dinner-party to which the rest went, at a neighbouring country +house, so Owen had company at dinner, and was ordered by Netta to do the +honours.</p> + +<p>Miss Simpson refused to play whist, and Owen declined billiards, so +whilst Mr Deep got as much money as he could out of Mr Simpson, Owen +devoted himself and his captivating beard to Miss Simpson.</p> + +<p>In the course of conversation that young lady informed him that she and +her brother intended leaving Abertewey the following week, and that she +supposed the rest of the party would soon follow for the Ascot Races, +and she hoped Owen would join them; she was sure her papa and mamma +would be very glad to see him. She also let out that her brother, +Captain Dancy, and Howel had heavy bets on the different horses that +were to run, and that she expected there would be great excitement. As +to Mr Deep, nobody quite knew what he did, he was so very reserved and +quiet.</p> + +<p>Owen stayed on at Abertewey day after day, he scarcely knew why. In the +first place, he was very well amused, and liked his quarters. In the +second, his new friends all liked him; the women for his good looks and +open-hearted civility, the men, because he took his own course and did +not interfere with them, and was a very amusing fellow besides. In the +third place, he stayed on because he felt anxious about Howel and Netta +and their way of beginning life. He had been a man careless of money +himself all his days, but he had been, as the saying goes, no one's +enemy but his own—he feared that Howel might turn out, not only his own +foe but the foe of others, since he perceived that the propensities of +his unmonied youth were strengthening and maturing in his monied +manhood. He had no opinion of any man who would fleece another, and he +saw that Howel and Mr Deep were preying upon the simple, conceited Mr +Simpson, and the careless, lavish Sir Samuel Spendall. As to Mr Deep, he +watched his opportunity of outwitting either of the four as it offered.</p> + +<p>Saturday came and passed, as usual, in visiting and gambling. A good +many of the sporting men of the country called to see Howel's famous +race-horse, Campaigner, in training for the St Leger, and to indulge in +a little of the sporting gossip of the day, whilst their womankind +indulged in more general, and equally intellectual, country gossip. Some +of the young men stayed to dinner, and when Miss Simpson had duly played +her waltzes, and Netta had gone through her French songs, <i>vingt-et-un</i> +was proposed.</p> + +<p>Owen took his customary place by Madame Duvet, and played his usual +game. But he had not the luck of the previous evening, and soon lost the +five pounds he then won, and very nearly the little he possessed +besides. When he knew that he was within a few shillings of bankruptcy +he said,—</p> + +<p>'I am very sorry to leave such agreeable society, but if I play any more +I shall never get to sea. Look at my purse!' holding it up and shaking +it, 'it is very nearly empty.'</p> + +<p>'Luck will change,' said Madame Duvet. 'You shall go partners with me,' +pointing to a large heap of money and counters.</p> + +<p>'I should be only too happy if I could bring anything to the bank, said +Owen; 'but I am too proud to be a penniless partner.'</p> + +<p>'You need only bring yourself,' said Madame Duvet, lowering her voice, +and giving such a glance from a pair of fine black eyes as few men could +have withstood.</p> + +<p>Perhaps Owen would have yielded to it, for he was by no means a hero, +had not a sudden vision of Gladys passed before his mind, followed by +one of his mother, just as he had seen her when she bade him that last +solemn good-night only the Tuesday in that very week. How the vision +came he knew not, nor did he pause to ask; but it gave him strength to +resist the temptation to begin regular gambling, a vice he had hitherto +steadily avoided.</p> + +<p>'No,' he said, with a merry laugh; 'I cannot afford to run into debt.'</p> + +<p>'Mortgage those entailed farms of yours,' said Howel. 'I wouldn't mind +lending you a trifle on them.'</p> + +<p>'And I will lend you five pounds without a mortgage,' said Netta.</p> + +<p>'Can't afford to borrow or mortgage,' laughed Owen. 'Besides it is +nearly Sunday morning, and we must all break up directly,' so he slipped +away from his seat, looked on for a few minutes, and when the party were +again absorbed in their game, went to bed.</p> + +<p>'Well,' he thought; 'I am not as particular as I ought to be, I know, +myself; but to play cards into Sunday morning! I could not do this. What +would my poor mother say of Netta if she knew it? I will have a serious +conversation with her to-morrow, when I suppose she will have an hour to +spare, and be off on Monday. I almost wish I had never come. That Madame +Duvet, too! One cannot help paying her attention, and she is very +handsome and agreeable; but even if there were no Gladys, she wouldn't +suit me; and here am I almost making her believe—Pashaw! She don't care +for me. What a vain fellow I am! But, I suppose, as Netta says, they +admire my beard. All but Gladys, who won't even look at it, or me. I +wonder what she would think of me in the midst of all these fine people, +dressed up in Howel's London attire! At any rate I shouldn't be half as +worthy of her good opinion as when I carried that unfortunate mash to +the Alderney, which caused the rumpus with my father. How beautiful the +girl looked, leaning upon that fortunate animal; and what a fool I made +of myself on the other side of her! Well, I was never so happy at home +before; and I know it isn't right to leave my father and mother; and I +have never done any good all my life; and I, the eldest son, and very +nearly thirty years of age! Poor uncle and aunt gave me an education, to +very little purpose I fear; and I shall have to answer for the use I +have made of it, just as those Sabbath-breakers downstairs will have to +answer for profaning this holy day. Half of it is the force of example. +Here is Howel leading Netta to destruction, just as Gladys might lead me +to—heaven, I verily believe. Rowland used to argue with me about +individual responsibility, and I suppose he was in the right of it.'</p> + +<hr class='smallbreak' /> + +<h2><a name="CHAPTER_XXXI" id="CHAPTER_XXXI" ></a>CHAPTER XXXI.</h2> + +<h3>THE PATRON'S WIFE.</h3> + +<p>The following morning, Netta was not well, and did not appear at the +breakfast-table. Howel said she had a bad headache, and did not intend +going to church.</p> + +<p>Breakfast was hurried over to prepare for a six miles' drive to church, +and the carriage conveyed the two ladies and three of the gentlemen +thither, resplendent with fashion and emblazoned prayer-books. Mr Deep +did not go, and Owen determined to remain at home, in order to secure +the desired conversation with Netta.</p> + +<p>Mr Deep, however, seized upon him first of all.</p> + +<p>It had not escaped that keen observer, that Howel had hinted the +previous evening that Owen possessed property in reversion; which, +indeed, he did, inasmuch as his father was a small landed proprietor, +and had several farms of his own, descended to him from his father, and +entailed upon Owen.</p> + +<p>Mr Deep was reading some racing calendar, and called Owen's attention to +his brother-in-law's name in connection with the names of men of note on +the turf. Also to his horse, Campaigner as being one of those entered +for the Ascot races.</p> + +<p>Then he went very cautiously to work to see whether he could not induce +Owen to bet; but he, holding up again his nearly empty purse, laughed +his merry laugh, and said,—-</p> + +<p>'I am not to be caught, Mr Deep. I hate horse-racing, and never laid a +wager of any kind in my life. That is the only redeeming point in my +character. Wild enough I have been, and roving all my life, but I never +gambled. Excuse me now, as I must go and see my sister.'</p> + +<p>He went accordingly to Netta's room, and after knocking at the door, +and hearing that she was still in bed, entered unceremoniously. He was +at once struck with the difference between the Netta of the farm, in her +little muslin night-cap, that he had often fairly pulled off, to get her +to promise to leave the pretty white-curtained bed, and the lady of +Abertewey, in lace and fine linen, reclining beneath satin drapery, in a +room furnished most luxuriously.</p> + +<p>'Well, Netta, I have you alone at last; and now, if your head is not +very bad, we will have a regular old-fashioned gossip,' said Owen, +stooping to kiss the pretty flushed face of the little sister he dearly +loved, despite her follies.</p> + +<p>'Did you stop at home for me, Owen? How very kind! I don't think any one +else would,' said Netta.</p> + +<p>'Oh, yes, many others would if it were necessary; but I wanted to have +you all to myself. Now I know you have been longing to ask me a hundred +questions, but have never got beyond "How are they all at home?" yet.'</p> + +<p>Netta blushed, and stammered out, as an apology, that she had never been +at leisure one minute all the week.</p> + +<p>By degrees she began to talk of home and her parents, and Owen was glad +to find that as she did so she returned to her old, natural self. He +told her everything that had happened at Glanyravon since she left it, +save and except what related to Gladys. He never even mentioned her +name.</p> + +<p>Netta had various ebullitions of temper during their conversation and +declared herself greatly aggrieved by her father's conduct.</p> + +<p>'But it is just as well,' she said, 'for our positions are so different +that we should never have got on comfortably. Howel is determined never +to make up with father.'</p> + +<p>'I am afraid he is not likely to have the option,' said Owen, gravely. +'But you should write and beg his pardon, Netta; you know you acted +directly contrary to his wishes.'</p> + +<p>'I think I would write, Owen, but Howel won't hear of it; he gets +furious if I even name Glanyravon, and can't bear any of 'em except +you.'</p> + +<p>'Netta, I think you must use your influence to keep Howel from so much +horse-racing and betting and card-playing.'</p> + +<p>'He don't care for what I say, and goes in a passion when I advise him.'</p> + +<p>'But surely you needn't play yourself as you do, and so late! Only think +what my mother—'</p> + +<p>'Nonsense, Owen. That would be very fine for Rowland; but you needn't +take to lecturing. You never were a pattern brother or son either.'</p> + +<p>Owen felt his sister's words more keenly than she intended.</p> + +<p>'You are right, Netta, but I hope to mend. I must go away to-morrow in +order that I may begin. I mean to make some money this next voyage, and +come home, and set up as a steady fellow and good son.'</p> + +<p>'And marry Madame Duvet? Do you know she is regularly in love with you? +and they say she has a large fortune in France.'</p> + +<p>'There it may remain for me. But I wish you wouldn't play cards +Sundays.'</p> + +<p>'They all do it in Paris, Owen, and what's the harm? Besides, it was +only Saturday night; and we never do play Sundays, as you will see +to-day. By-the-bye, what's gone with that Methodistical, lack-a-daisical +Gladys? Is mother as mad about her as ever?'</p> + +<p>'She saved your mother's life when there was no one else to nurse her, +and is an angel, if ever there was one!'</p> + +<p>Netta opened her large black eyes very wide, and burst out laughing.</p> + +<p>'<i>Ma foi</i>! is that the last? Well, indeed! I never should have suspected +her of making an impression. But she's deep enough for anything. How +would father like that? Irish beggar against Abertewey! Come, Howel's +better than that any day.</p> + +<p>'Handsome is that handsome does,' said Owen, getting very red. 'And +Gladys has done well ever since she's been at Glanyravon by every one +belonging to us, not excepting yourself.'</p> + +<p>'Very much obliged to her, I am sure,' said Netta, suddenly sitting up +in bed, and forgetting her headache. 'She needn't trouble herself about +me. I fancy we are never likely to cross one another again, unless she +chances to come a-begging to Abertewey, and then perhaps—'</p> + +<p>'And then perhaps you would give her a penny and send her on to starve. +Oh! Netta, Netta, how were you ever my mother's daughter? But once for +all, Netta, I will never hear one word spoken against Gladys. <i>I</i> at +least am thankful that I still have a mother, and I owe it to her.'</p> + +<p>'Dear me! you needn't be in such a huff directly, Owen. How was I to +suppose you were in love with an Irish—I beg your pardon, with Miss +Gladys O'Grady, County Kilkenny, Ireland? A very pretty name, to be +sure! But if you don't go away I shall never be dressed by the time they +come from church. There, go like a good boy. I 'ont offend you any +more.'</p> + +<p>'I will go as soon as you have told me what you and Howel did in Paris. +I seem to know nothing of your proceedings for ages past.'</p> + +<p>'It was dreadfully dull there at first, and I thought I should have +died of it. I quite longed to be at home again. Howel was a great deal +out, and I was alone; but then he gave me a singing master, and a French +and dancing mistress, and made me work as hard as if I was at school +again. In about a month Captain Dancy and Mr Simpson came over, and it +was much more pleasant. We used to go to the opera and the play nearly +every night, and Captain Dancy introduced me to Madame Duvet, and she +introduced me to a great many other ladies, English and French, and we +had a good deal of fun. I went to balls and parties, and picture +galleries, and the Champs Elysées, and all the fashionable places.'</p> + +<p>'But where did Howel meet with Mr Deep?' interrupted Owen.</p> + +<p>'Oh! he used to be with him from the first. They are very old friends, +Howel says, and have known one another for years; he is a very +fashionable man, an attorney by profession. Simpson says that the races +couldn't go on without him.'</p> + +<p>'I should think not,' said Owen, smiling; 'at all events, Mr Simpson's +races would be at a stand still without him. Did you, did Howel play +much abroad?'</p> + +<p>'Yes, I learned from Madame Duvet? and I think Howel and Mr Deep and the +other gentlemen used to play all day. You know they have nothing else to +do in Paris. It would be very dull there without cards.'</p> + +<p>'Poor Netta! is that what you learned with your little bit of French?'</p> + +<p>'I assure you, Owen, Monsieur Letellier and a dozen other Frenchmen said +I had a beautiful accent, and that they would have thought I was born in +Paris.'</p> + +<p>Owen laughed heartily, and Netta was offended, and told him to go away. +Just as he was in the act of obeying, Howel appeared.</p> + +<p>'What! not up, Netta? How's the head? Owen, there's a letter for you. +Llanfach post-mark, and from a lady? such a neat, pretty, ladylike hand! +How sly you are to have lady correspondents, and not let us know who the +charmer is!'</p> + +<p>'Let me see the direction,' said Netta, trying to get the letter from +her brother.</p> + +<p>'No, no,' said Owen. 'I must keep my secret for the present when it is +all settled you shall know.'</p> + +<p>'It makes you blush, however,' laughed Howel.</p> + +<p>'Is it Mary Jones, or Anne Jenkins, or Amelia Lewis, or Miss Richards, +doctor, or Jemima Thomas—or—or—perhaps it is Gladys. Ha, ha! do you +know, Howel, Owen's last is mother's Irish girl, Gladys?'</p> + +<p>'Really?' sneered Howel. 'My mother tells me that she ran away from +Glanyravon, and report says with somebody we know of. But report was +false as usual; and she turns up again as Miss Gwynne's lady's maid. +Miss Gwynne is about as eccentric as the rest of the clique, and I wish +her joy of her bargain. The girl is a beauty, certainly, but—'</p> + +<p>'Hush, Howel!' cried Netta; 'Owen was nearly boxing my ears about her +just now.'</p> + +<p>'Not exactly, Netta,' said Owen, smothering rising anger, and looking +very red; 'but I won't hear a word said against her either by man or +woman. I am going to read my letter now, and you are going to get up, so +I won't stop here any longer,' and Owen left the room.</p> + +<p>He went at once to his own bedroom, where he hastily broke open the +letter Howel had given him, and read as follows:—</p> + +<blockquote><p class='right'>'GLANYRAVON PARK, <i>May</i>——.</p> + +<p>'SIR,—- I hope you will excuse my boldness in writing to you; but + having heard that you are at Abertewey, I take the liberty of doing + so, to tell you that your leaving home has made us all very + unhappy. Oh! Mr Owen, if you would only go back and see your dear + mother and honoured father, and learn how lonely they are without + you, I think you would give up the sea, or at least remain with + them for some time. If you would write to the master, or say a few + gentle words to him, he would overlook your going to see your + sister, I am almost sure; and, indeed, it breaks my heart to know + that I was the cause of your going away so suddenly, after you had + been so long at home, and so good to your parents.</p> + +<p> 'Then, dear Mr Owen, you, who have been always so kind to me, a + poor orphan wanderer, and beggar at your father's gate, do, I pray + you, add this one favour more to the many you have done me, and + return to your parents, to take leave of them at least before you + go away. Hoping you will forgive my writing to you on this subject, + believe me to remain, Mr Owen, your obedient and grateful servant, + GLADYS O'GRADY.'</p></blockquote> + +<p>When Owen had read this letter twice, he devoutly kissed it, and +exclaimed,—</p> + +<p>'This favour, Gladys! ay, and a thousand more, if you will only write to +me, and let one little "<i>dear</i>" slip in unawares every time you ask one. +I suppose I had better write to father to-day, and follow my letter +to-morrow.'</p> + +<p>Owen sat down at once, and wrote the following brief epistle:—</p> + +<blockquote><p>'MY DEAR FATHER,—If I have offended you in any way, I am very + sorry. I didn't mean to do so, and shall return to-morrow to ask + pardon in person; but, remember, I am just as much in love with + Gladys as ever, and don't mean to curry favour about her. With best + love to mother, I am, your affectionate son, OWEN.'</p></blockquote> + +<p>That day at luncheon Owen announced his intention of leaving Abertewey +the following morning.</p> + +<p>'To see the fair lady who wrote that neat note?' said Howel.</p> + +<p>'Probably so,' replied Owen.</p> + +<p>'Where are you going? We shall miss you dreadfully,' said Madame Duvet, +with an entreating glance.</p> + +<p>'I fear we must all leave on Tuesday or Wednesday,' said Miss Simpson: +'at least if you still intend going to London with us, Madame Duvet. I +have had a letter from home, positively refusing any further extension +of leave, and my brother promises to return with me.'</p> + +<p>'We may as well all go together, then,' said Captain Dancy, 'as I must +be in town this week; and Deep goes up on Tuesday. When are you coming, +Jenkins?'</p> + +<p>'Only in time for Ascot. I cannot leave home until to-morrow week, and +shall probably only remain the race week. Mrs Jenkins is not going up, +and I shall not like to leave her long alone. Owen, you must come over +and see her when I am away.'</p> + +<p>'I think you had better stay at home, Howel. You will run less risk in +taking care of Netta than you will at Ascot.'</p> + +<p>'Thanks for your advice, but I know my own business best.'</p> + +<p>'I beg your pardon, Howel, I meant no offence. But although I am going +home, I don't know how long I may stay there. Perhaps shall be off to +sea in a few days.'</p> + +<p>'I will use your own words,' said Madame Duvet, 'and say better stay at +home, and take care of—let me see—yourself, I suppose. You will run +less risk than at sea.'</p> + +<p>Owen laughed, and said he would not reply in Howel's words, as he was +not sure that he knew his own business best. But he did not add that he +should like to take care of Madame Duvet as she wished him to do.</p> + +<p>Neither did that afternoon and evening at Abertewey improve Owen's +opinion of its inmates. French novels and betting-books were their +sermons, and he longed to take his poor little sister Netta away from +the contamination of such society. But she came downstairs after +luncheon was over, gay and bright in dress and person, and ready for any +amount of frivolity. Her countenance clouded over, when she heard how +soon the party was to be broken up; but when Howel assured her he +should be only a week absent, and that he would take her to town in +June, it cleared again.</p> + +<p>Owen took his leave of Abertewey the following morning. Netta whispered +'Give my love to mother,' and had a very large tear in her black eye, as +he walked away, the remembrance of which often haunted him in after +days. Howel told him to come again whenever he liked, and accompanied +him as far as the lodge on his homeward journey.</p> + +<p>When he reached Glanyravon, he found his mother prepared to receive him +with joyful love. His father came in soon after his return, and greeted +him as he expected, with a very wrathful lecture, which he bore +patiently, and to which he replied as follows:—</p> + +<p>'Thank you, father; I am much obliged to you for all your abuse, but I +don't think I deserve it. As I am of age, and a few years past that +period, you must let me have a will of my own.'</p> + +<p>'I think you have always had one,' roared the farmer.</p> + +<p>'Yes, but not at home, father. I was obliged to run away to get it. But +now I mean to stay at home if you will let me. Gladys is gone away, so I +don't stay on her account.'</p> + +<p>'I'm not seure of that. You never stayed on ours.'</p> + +<p>'Well, I will now. But I can't promise to give up Netta. I've had enough +of Abertewey, and don't mean to go there any more as far as I can see at +present, and that's all I can say about that matter. As for Gladys, I +suppose I must get her consent and yours to marry her, and when I've got +them you won't object, I suppose?'</p> + +<p>'I think you'd best go off to sea again. I don't want any agreements +made here.'</p> + +<p>'I am not going to make any agreements, but as I am your eldest son, and +the only one able and willing to stay at home and help you and mother, I +do not see why you should wish to send me off to sea again, now that I +really would be of use to you. I know that I have not been what I ought +to have been to you hitherto, and my desire is to make up for the past +as well as I can. So, father, you had better take me whilst I am in the +humour, and see what you can make of me. Hit the nail while it is hot, +and don't discourage me at first starting, or I shall never get on. You +know I'm very shy, and want some one to lend me a helping hand. If +you're not too hard upon me you may make something useful of me yet.'</p> + +<p>Owen put his hand on his father's shoulder, as he wound up his speech, +in a coaxing, boyish way, that had always proved irresistible. The +honest farmer pished and pshawed, and tried to get into a fresh +passion, but meeting Owen's saucy eyes, fairly broke down.</p> + +<p>'I tell you what it is, Owen, you're a regular scamp, and always were; +but you know better than any of 'em to come over me, so—now, don't be a +fool, mother! Just because the good-for-nothing young scoundrel promises +to stay at home you must begin to cry. Name o' goodness hold your +tongue, and don't be coaxing and kissing me, and all that nonsense. He +'out keep his promise a month, you shall see.'</p> + +<p>'So she shall, father, and you and I will shake hands upon it, and I'll +be a good boy, and never be naughty any more.'</p> + +<p>Father and son shook hands, and mother and son embraced, and future +chapters will show whether Owen kept his word.</p> + +<hr class='smallbreak' /> + +<h2><a name="CHAPTER_XXXII" id="CHAPTER_XXXII" ></a>CHAPTER XXXII.</h2> + +<h3>THE MAN OF THE WORLD.</h3> + +<p>Two or three months passed, and no particular event happened either at +the park or farm, and summer came round again. Gladys was now +established at the former, and Owen at the latter, but although they had +seen one another frequently at church or at a distance, they had +scarcely spoken since they parted on the evening of their remarkable +meeting in the cow-house. Gladys scrupulously avoided Owen, and all his +endeavours to fall in with her were fruitless.</p> + +<p>Colonel Vaughan was again at Glanyravon, and Freda was in buoyant +spirits. So, indeed, were her neighbours, the Nugents,—Miss Nugent in +particular. She was to be of age in a few days, and grand preparations +were making to celebrate the event.</p> + +<p>On the morning on which we take up our Glanyravon narrative Miss Nugent +is inflicting herself upon Miss Gwynne, who longs to tell her to go +away, but is too polite to do so.</p> + +<p>'You know, Freda,' she says, 'I have been longing to be of age for +yearth. Mamma ath been tho thrict, and kept me tho clothe, that I never +dared to thpeak to a gentleman. Now I can do ath I like.'</p> + +<p>'And what will you have to say?' asked Freda, bluntly. 'I never hear you +venture upon many topics, when you have an opportunity.'</p> + +<p>'Oh, Freda! there are tho many thingth.'</p> + +<p>'Just tell me one or two.'</p> + +<p>'Let me thee. Ballth and contherth, and the opera when I go to London, +and—and—muthic—'</p> + +<p>'Is that all?'</p> + +<p>'You are tho tirethome, Freda; of courthe there are other thingth, but +one cannot think of them all at onthe. Every one ithent tho clever ath +you. Colonel Vaughan thaid I talked quite enough for any young lady. +Gentlemen didn't like ladieth who talked too much.'</p> + +<p>'Indeed! Where was your mamma when he said that?'</p> + +<p>'Oh! the didn't hear him. Do you know I think the liketh Colonel +Vaughan, and ith jealouth of me. He thaid he would come down when I came +of age, and tho he did, you see, Freda.'</p> + +<p>'To your mamma, or you?'</p> + +<p>'To me quite alone. But you needn't look tho croth and fierthe, Freda. I +couldn't help hith being polite to me, and paying me complimenth.'</p> + +<p>'What compliments?'</p> + +<p>'Oh! I can't tell you, he thaid so much about my lookth, that I am thure +he made me bluth.'</p> + +<p>'Did you believe him?'</p> + +<p>'Yeth; and I think he liketh me better than mamma.'</p> + +<p>'Do you think there is any one else in the world besides your mamma and +yourself?'</p> + +<p>'Well, yeth, of courth.'</p> + +<p>'Then why don't you sometimes talk of some one else? Do you like Colonel +Vaughan, for instance?'</p> + +<p>'Oh! I never thaw any one in my life I like tho much, except Rowland +Prothero. He ith younger. Mamma thaith—'</p> + +<p>'There again, Wilhelmina!'</p> + +<p>'I forgot—you are tho quick, Freda. Don't you like Colonel Vaughan?'</p> + +<p>'Pretty well sometimes.'</p> + +<p>'What a colour you have, Freda. You thouldn't draw tho much. I with I +had a tathte for drawing. Colonel Vaughan drawth tho well!'</p> + +<p>'What can his drawing well have to do with your drawing?'</p> + +<p>'He would look over my drawing then ath he doth yourth, Freda. He thaith +you are very clever. But you mutht be nearly five-and-twenty, Freda; and +he thaith no woman ought ever to be more than twenty-one,'</p> + +<p>'When did he favour you with that remark? I think I once heard him say +twenty-five was the most charming age of all.'</p> + +<p>At this part of the conversation the subject of it entered the room, and +whilst Freda's colour rose higher and higher, and she stooped more +closely over her drawing, Miss Nugent got up and greeted him with great +delight. Freda made up her mind not to speak, that she might listen to +the conversation that ensued.</p> + +<p>'Are all the preparations progressing, Miss Nugent? What are we to do to +celebrate the great event?' asked the colonel.</p> + +<p>'There ith to be an oxth roathed for the poor people, and tea on the +lawn, and a ball in the evening, you know, colonel.'</p> + +<p>'Oh, yes, I am looking forwards to that, and to the first dance. +Remember you promised me.'</p> + +<p>'Oh, yeth, I am thure of plenty of partnerth.'</p> + +<p>'I should imagine so. We men must have very bad taste if we let you sit +down. Did you walk here this morning?'</p> + +<p>'No, I rode. The hortheth are taken round. I have been here a long time +with Freda. It ith thuch a nice morning, ithn't it, Colonel Vaughan?'</p> + +<p>'Delightful! What do you mean to do when you are your own mistress? I +quite fancy how grand you will feel when you have struck the magic +hour.'</p> + +<p>'I darethay I thall be jutht the thame, unleth I get married.'</p> + +<p>Freda glances up, and perceives a smile of amusement on Colonel +Vaughan's lips, and the usual calm inanity on Miss Nugent's handsome +features.</p> + +<p>'That will depend on yourself, I am sure,' said the colonel.</p> + +<p>Freda looks again, and sees the colonel's magnificent eyes fixed on the +young lady, who returns his glance, and simpers out,—</p> + +<p>'I darethay it will.'</p> + +<p>Colonel Vaughan turns suddenly, and encounters Freda's glance.</p> + +<p>'How does the drawing get on Freda? Capitally! What a sky! quite +artistic.'</p> + +<p>This is said whilst looking over Freda's shoulder, but she does not +respond to the remark.</p> + +<p>'I wath jutht thaying I with I could draw. It mutht be thuth a nithe +amuthement.'</p> + +<p>'Very. How is Lady Mary, to-day? I am ashamed to say I forgot to ask for +her.'</p> + +<p>'Very well, thank you. The thaid you promithed to come over and help to +arrange the decorationth. I hope you will.'</p> + +<p>'Thank you, yes. Perhaps Miss Gwynne will ride over with me to-morrow; +will you, Freda?'</p> + +<p>'I am engaged to-morrow,' said Freda shortly.</p> + +<p>'You will come at any rate, if Freda won't?' said Miss Nugent; 'the +alwayth thayth the ith engaged when we athk her. Now, don't be engaged +on Thurthday. I muth go now; will you be tho kind ath to ring for the +hortheth, Colonel Vaughan?'</p> + +<p>The horses were ordered, and the colonel assisted the young heiress to +mount. She looked remarkably well on horseback, and even Freda was +obliged to allow that she and her grey mare would have made a fine +equestrian statue. She saw Colonel Vaughan look at her, and even watch +her down the drive. When he returned to the drawing-room, he said,—</p> + +<p>'What is the matter, Miss Freda? Have the domestic deities been adverse +this morning? I am afraid you are very—cross,'</p> + +<p>'Thank you, Colonel Vaughan. I am not at all—cross.'</p> + +<p>'Have I had the misfortune to offend you?'</p> + +<p>'You? by no means. But I do not wish to assist in any of the Nugent +decorations. I am not so fond of the family as you may imagine; Lady +Mary and Miss Nugent are less than indifferent to me. Lady Mary is a +mere manoeuvrer, that no straightforward person could like; and Miss +Nugent is a mere handsome wax figure, with such clever machinery inside, +that she can literally say the words, "mamma thaith." I have heard of a +doll who could say "mamma," but she is still cleverer.'</p> + +<p>'Colonel Vaughan bit his lips, knit his forehead, but smiled. 'You are +severe upon your neighbours, Freda.'</p> + +<p>'Do you admire them, then? do you think Miss Nugent altogether charming? +or will she be perfect in your eyes the day after to-morrow?'</p> + +<p>'If perfection consists in being a beauty and an heiress, I need not go +away from Glanyravon to seek one, Freda.'</p> + +<p>'Do you stereotype your compliments? I hear that you pay them wherever +you go, and I hate compliments, particularly from people whose good +opinion I value. Besides, I am neither a beauty nor an heiress, and to +be complimented in almost the same words as Miss Nugent is too +contemptible.'</p> + +<p>'You do not suppose that I class you together, Freda?'</p> + +<p>'I am thankful to say that you cannot do that, Colonel Vaughan, at least +if I know myself at all; but, after all, I may be infinitely her +inferior.'</p> + +<p>Freda got up from her drawing with a very flushed face. She knew that +she had said more than she meant to say, and that Colonel Vaughan was +scrutinising her with his calm, collected mind and penetrating eyes.</p> + +<p>'I am going out now, and you promised to ride with papa, I think,' she +said abruptly.</p> + +<p>'But you must not go until you have told me how I have displeased you,' +said Colonel Vaughan, rising and detaining her. He had such a power over +her that he always wormed her thoughts out of her.</p> + +<p>'I did not like to hear you saying what you did not mean, to Miss +Nugent,' said Freda, as if she were obliged to make a confession; 'and I +think it beneath a man like you to pay frivolous compliments to a girl +you must despise.'</p> + +<p>'Oh, is that all! I make a point of complimenting handsome girls, <i>pour +passer le temps</i>; it is the only way of getting on with half of them. +You must forgive me this once.'</p> + +<p>Freda looked at him, and even he, clever as he was, could not tell +whether her glance expressed pity, contempt, or love. She turned away, +and left the room without speaking; he made another movement to detain +her, but she was gone; his thoughts were as follows:—</p> + +<p>'Charming girl! yes, she is charming: of a truthful, noble, trusting +nature; still too <i>prononcée</i> for a woman. I scarcely think I love, much +as I must admire that sort of girl; and as a wife, I should be afraid of +her. Yet she provokes me, interests me. She is jealous of those Nugents, +and if she doesn't take care, they will cut her out, mother and +daughter, with their manoeuvres and wax; and she will be heiress of +Glanyravon no longer. Better the waxen heiress, Miss Nugent, with thirty +thousand pounds in possession in some thirty-six hours, than the iron +heiress, Miss Gwynne, with Glanyravon <i>in futuro</i>.</p> + +<p>'Moreover, the one may be moulded into any shape one pleases—the other +must have her own opinion, and her own way, unless a man beat her into +subjection. Certainly, few people were ever more fortunately, or +perplexingly placed, than I am just now.</p> + +<p>'Between two young women, handsome, rich, of good family; if I mistake +not, in love with me, and to be had for the asking. But if I married +Freda, Mr Gwynne would marry Lady Nugent directly; and then one could +tell what would become of the property. If, on the other hand, I were to +marry Miss Nugent, I should incur the utmost contempt of which Miss +Gwynne is capable, and should not wholly esteem myself. But why am I +thinking of marrying at all? Because I am forty years old, and found a +grey hair in my whiskers yesterday; because I am tired of an unsettled +life, and should like to clear off the old place, and end my days there; +and because, after all, a married man has a better position than a +single one. If that girl Gladys were in the place of either heiress, I +would not hesitate a moment. I declare she would grace a coronet; no +wonder all the young men round are in love with her. And yet, meet her +when I will, I can scarcely get more than 'yes,' and 'no,' out of her.</p> + +<p>'It is utterly impossible she can be what she seems, or is supposed to +be. I never saw more thoroughly aristocratic beauty in our most +aristocratic circles. Miss Nugent is as handsome as a woman can well be, +in form and feature; but her eyes are like two frozen pools, whereas +this Gladys, are literally two deep blue lakes with stars shining into +them, or out of them, or something or other that a poet would describe +better than I do. Well, what a fool I am! "A dream of fair women," in my +fortieth year, just as I dreamt of them in my sixteenth. The Fates must +decide for me, only I wish they would clear up the mystery that hangs +over that girl, and give her Miss Nugent's thirty thousand pounds.'</p> + +<p>Such were the thoughts that rushed through Colonel Vaughan's mind, as he +sat, apparently looking at Freda's drawing in the place that she had +vacated. We have unveiled a portion of his mind, because he is too good +a tactician to unveil it himself. It is needless to say that this +fascinating man, who has that nameless power which some men possess of +making all women love him, has himself no heart to bestow on any one. +Beyond the gratification of the moment, he is totally indifferent to all +the consequences of his powers. He is not a bad man, he would not do +anything that the world—his world, at least—would consider +dishonourable; but as to reflecting upon the cruelty of inflicting +wounds, never to be healed, upon the hearts of young ladies—why, he +would as soon reflect upon the wounds he gave an enemy in the +battle-field. He considers Cupid as fair game as Mars, and thinks that +if women will be weak, and if he is irresistible, it is no fault of his, +but rather their and his misfortune.</p> + +<p>Young ladies! the vulgar saying that a woman should never give her heart +to a man until she is asked for it, is, like many vulgar sayings, a good +one. Colonel Vaughan is the type of a class amongst which all are liable +to be thrown; and although men of his talent, knowledge of the world, +and apparent sincerity are rare, you may each of you meet with one such. +If you do, beware of falling in love with him until he plainly tells you +that he is in love with you, and asks if you are willing to marry him.</p> + +<p>Colonel Vaughan leaves the drawing-room in search of Mr Gwynne, humming +a little Scotch air, the <i>refrain</i> of which is 'and troth I'll wed ye +a,' a thing he has often wished he could actually do.</p> + +<p>He finds Mr Gwynne in his library, and reminds him of the promised ride. +The horses are ordered, and they are soon trotting down the drive. As if +by mutual consent, they take the turn that leads to Pentre, Lady Mary +Nugent's place. It is about a mile from Glanyravon, and beautifully +situated on a hill that commands a fine prospect of dale, wood, and +river.</p> + +<p>The handsome mother and daughter are at home, and hail the arrivals +with great glee. As Lady Mary is not at all certain that Colonel +Vaughan's attentions are not exclusively meant for her, she divides her +civilities with a charming tact between the two gentlemen, and looks so +captivating whilst she does so, that the colonel wishes that her +statue-like daughter had a little of her animation.</p> + +<p>Everything that art and taste can devise is collected to adorn the +ladies and their abode, and if nature is lacking within doors, she is +profuse in her gifts without.</p> + +<p>There is nothing worth recording in the conversation; if Colonel Vaughan +had thought it over afterwards, he would probably have laughed at the +platitudes he had uttered, and wondered why people paid morning visits. +The coming of age was a grand topic, and the colonel promised to go +again the following day, and 'help in the decorations.'</p> + +<p>When the gentlemen took their leave, Mr Gwynne proposed a ride through +his plantations, which he was improving and enlarging. They went +accordingly. On their way they stopped at a small farm to inquire for +one of Mr Gwynne's tenants, who was dangerously ill. Mr Gwynne +dismounted, and as he entered the house, Gladys came out; she curtseyed +as she passed Colonel Vaughan, who said,—</p> + +<p>'How is the invalid, Gladys? I take it for granted you have been to see +him.'</p> + +<p>'Yes, sir, Miss Gwynne sent me with some jelly. He is better, I hope?'</p> + +<p>'And are you going home now?'</p> + +<p>'Yes, sir.'</p> + +<p>'Stay one moment; will you give the poor man this half-crown when you +see him again?'</p> + +<p>Gladys approached, and took the half-crown, but with it there was +half-a-sovereign.</p> + +<p>'The rest is for yourself, to do what you like with,' added the colonel, +in a low voice.</p> + +<p>'Thank you, sir, but I never take money,' said Gladys, leaving the gold +in his hand, 'I do not need it.'</p> + +<p>'Give it to the poor, then,' said the colonel, letting it drop, and +looking annoyed.</p> + +<p>'Certainly, sir, if you wish it; I will tell Miss Gwynne, and she will +know to whom to give it.'</p> + +<p>'By no means—I mean it for you.'</p> + +<p>'Sir, you will excuse me, I would rather not,' said Gladys, curtseying +again, and hastening on.</p> + +<p>Colonel Vaughan called to a boy who was near, and told him to pick up +the money and give it to him.</p> + +<p>'How often does that young lady come here?' he asked.</p> + +<p>'Almost every day, sir,' was the reply.</p> + +<p>'At what time?'</p> + +<p>'In the afternoon, sir, from three to five, or thereabouts.'</p> + +<p>'Goes back in time to help Miss Gwynne dress for dinner,' thought the +colonel; 'what a lovely face it is! And what grace of movement.'</p> + +<p>He watched Gladys cross the farm-yard, and disappear in the plantations, +through which there was a private path to the house.</p> + +<p>Mr Gwynne and he passed her again as they rode on, and she curtseyed +once more, Mr Gwynne nodding to her kindly as she looked at him.</p> + +<p>'Who <i>is</i> that girl, Mr Gwynne?'</p> + +<p>'Oh! my daughter's maid, I believe. A very pretty, modest young woman, +and all that sort of thing. Freda is very fond of her.'</p> + +<p>They struck into another path, and Colonel Vaughan saw no more of Gladys +that day, though he peeped into various stray corners of the house in +the hope of doing so. Moreover, he found Freda captious and cross, and +particularly annoyed at his and her father's visit to Pentre. He +punished her by playing chess with her father nearly all the evening, +and leaving her to a variety of reflections that were anything but +satisfactory to her.</p> + +<hr class='smallbreak' /> + +<h2><a name="CHAPTER_XXXIII" id="CHAPTER_XXXIII" ></a>CHAPTER XXXIII.</h2> + +<h3>THE TEMPTER.</h3> + +<p>'I particularly wish you to go, Gladys, and there will be plenty of +time. He was worse when I saw him yesterday, and I promised to send you +to-day to read to him, and take him some wine. I shall not want you till +five, and my dress is quite ready. They dine at half-past six, and the +evening party are invited for nine, I believe.'</p> + +<p>This was said by Miss Gwynne to Gladys, at about half-past two o'clock, +on the day of Miss Nugent's festivities.</p> + +<p>'Very well, ma'am,' said Gladys, 'I will make as much haste as +possible.'</p> + +<p>'Do you know where Colonel Vaughan is, Gladys?' asked Miss Gwynne.</p> + +<p>'I heard some one say, ma'am, that he and Mr Gwynne had walked to +Pentre, to see the dinner on the lawn.'</p> + +<p>'Oh! By the way, would you have liked to have gone to see these said +diversions? If so, I can send some one else with the wine.'</p> + +<p>'Oh no, thank you, ma'am. I would much rather walk to see poor Lloyd.'</p> + +<p>'Then you had better make haste.'</p> + +<p>Gladys was soon on her way, through the wood, to the farm mentioned in +the last chapter. She thoroughly enjoyed her walk on that lovely July +day, and thought she had never heard the birds sing so sweetly before.</p> + +<p>In truth, Gladys had not been so happy since her sorrows as she was now. +She felt independent, and placed in a position where she knew her exact +duties. She devoted herself and her time wholly to Miss Gwynne, and was +repaid, not only by regular wages, but by kindness, and even affection +from her mistress.</p> + +<p>There was increased colour on her cheek, brightness in her eyes, mirth +in her smile, elasticity in her step, and life in her whole being as she +entered the cottage whither she was sent.</p> + +<p>She found her patient better, and having given him some wine, read to +him, and helped his wife to make his bed. She was preparing to leave the +farm, when Owen made his appearance. He came, ostensibly to see the sick +man, but prefaced his visit to him by shaking hands with Gladys, and +talking to her.</p> + +<p>When she left the house, he followed her into the yard.</p> + +<p>'I have caught you at last, Gladys. You always run away from me as if I +were a monster.'</p> + +<p>'No, Mr Owen, you are mistaken.'</p> + +<p>'Then why don't you come and see us oftener?'</p> + +<p>'Because I have a great deal to do, sir; and I do not think Mr Prothero +wishes to see me.'</p> + +<p>'You thrive upon your absence, Gladys. I never saw any one look so much +better.'</p> + +<p>'How is the dear mistress, Mr Owen? and your father? and Lion? and the +cows? and—and—'</p> + +<p>'Not so fast, Gladys. Come and see. They are all quite well. And the +Alderney is my particular charge.'</p> + +<p>Gladys blushed and smiled.</p> + +<p>'You see I came home because you told me, and am as steady as old Time. +Don't I look so? I am going to shave off my beard—do you approve?'</p> + +<p>'No,' said Gladys, laughing. She scarcely knew why she felt more at ease +with Owen in her present than in her past position.</p> + +<p>'Then I won't do it. Did you hear that I was going to be married to Miss +Richards, Dr Richards' daughter?'</p> + +<p>'Yes, sir. I was told so.'</p> + +<p>Why did Gladys blush so very much more than before, and say the 'sir' so +stiffly?</p> + +<p>'Then you may deny it, for it is not true. I have not changed, Gladys, +since—do you remember the Alderney?'</p> + +<p>Gladys' smile said that she did.</p> + +<p>'But I am on parole, both to you and my father. I am quite ready to +break it with your leave.'</p> + +<p>'I must go, Mr Owen—Miss Gwynne will be waiting for me. Will you give +my duty to the dear mistress?'</p> + +<p>'I will take your love to her, Gladys, and keep half of it. May I walk +with you?'</p> + +<p>'If you please not, Mr Owen. I would rather not.'</p> + +<p>'Are you happy? just tell me this.'</p> + +<p>'Very—very. Miss Gwynne is so good. I can only be happy. Good-bye, Mr +Owen.'</p> + +<p>'Good-bye, dear Gladys,' said Owen, pressing her trembling hand that she +held out to him, and opening the farm-yard gate for her to go out.</p> + +<p>As Gladys hurried on with a light heart and light step, she little +thought that those kind eyes which had looked so lovingly at her were +clouded with the mists of jealousy in less than five minutes after she +had left the farm. She could not guess that the boy who had picked up +the half sovereign for Colonel Vaughan would give Owen the history of +the same, and would tell him that Gladys had dropped it, but that he was +pretty sure she had more money in her hand.</p> + +<p>Unconscious of anything but sunshine above and within, she hastened on, +thinking of Owen, in spite of her resolution not to think of him—a +resolution she was making and breaking from morning till night. Her +thoughts were turned into another channel, however, by the appearance of +Colonel Vaughan, who suddenly came upon her from one of the many +cross-paths in the wood.</p> + +<p>She curtseyed slightly, and was about to pass him, but he turned and +walked with her.</p> + +<p>'Gladys,' he began, 'I wish to know why you refused the money I offered +you yesterday.'</p> + +<p>'Because, sir, I did not think it right to take it,' answered Gladys, +promptly.</p> + +<p>'Why! what harm could there have been?'</p> + +<p>Gladys quickened her steps, but did not answer.</p> + +<p>'Not so fast, Gladys. I have you at last, in spite of yourself. You have +avoided me hitherto, both when you were at Prothero's and here, and +purposely misunderstood me—now you must walk through the wood with me, +and at my pace, for I must speak to you.'</p> + +<p>'Sir, Miss Gwynne expects me early,' said Gladys, with wonderful dignity +of manner, which was not lost upon the colonel—'<i>she</i> is my mistress, +and I must obey her. I shall be obliged by your letting me go on.'</p> + +<p>'We will both go on, but leisurely and together. I have much to say to +you, and I may not have another opportunity.'</p> + +<p>Gladys tried to pass on, but finding that Colonel Vaughan's hand was on +her arm, and that he was resolved to detain her, she endeavoured to +summon up all her resolution and sense, and to answer his questions, +whatever they might be, according to what she might think right.</p> + +<p>'You will be so good as to account to my mistress for this delay, sir,' +she said. 'I am no longer a free agent.'</p> + +<p>'I shall do no such thing; neither will you, I hope?'</p> + +<p>'I most certainly shall, if necessary.'</p> + +<p>'Never mind; I must know, at all risks, who and what you are.'</p> + +<p>'I am Irish on my father's side, and Welsh on my mother's; my name is +O'Grady.'</p> + +<p>'But you were not born in the position you now occupy?'</p> + +<p>'My father was a corporal in the Welsh Fusiliers; I was brought up to +work for my bread.'</p> + +<p>'And your mother?'</p> + +<p>'Was the daughter, I believe, of a clergyman.'</p> + +<p>'I was sure of that—and she educated you?'</p> + +<p>'She taught me what she herself knew.'</p> + +<p>'What brought you into Wales?'</p> + +<p>'Starvation.'</p> + +<p>'How did you get to Mr Prothero's?'</p> + +<p>'I was a beggar and they took me in out of charity.'</p> + +<p>'Why did you leave them and come here?'</p> + +<p>'Because they wished it.'</p> + +<p>'Say because Owen Prothero was in love with you.'</p> + +<p>No answer.</p> + +<p>'Do you love that rough sailor?'</p> + +<p>No answer.</p> + +<p>'I must know all, Gladys. I must and will.'</p> + +<p>'Colonel Vaughan, I shall only answer such questions as you, as a +gentleman, may <i>think</i> you have a right to ask a friendless girl, whom +you forcibly detain. You <i>know</i> you have no right to ask this.'</p> + +<p>Colonel Vaughan looked at the usually shy girl, and saw a spirit and +resolution in her bearing that he had not believed were in her.</p> + +<p>'I beg your pardon, Gladys, I was wrong. Can you endure the state of +dependence you are now in?'</p> + +<p>'I consider myself independent I work for my bread, and am paid for it.'</p> + +<p>'But you might be independent without working.'</p> + +<p>'Impossible, unless beggary is independence.'</p> + +<p>'Quite possible; I am sure you must feel your dependence on such an +imperious mistress as you now have.'</p> + +<p>'My present mistress, sir, Miss Gwynne, is far too noble to let any one +feel dependent, even those who are, like myself, wholly her servants.'</p> + +<p>'You like Miss Gwynne?'</p> + +<p>'I respect and love her. Perhaps you will now let me go to her.'</p> + +<p>'Not yet. This independence. I could make you independent.'</p> + +<p>'You! How? Impossible!'</p> + +<p>'I love you, Gladys.'</p> + +<p>'Me! This to me! Is it to insult me that you have detained me? Let me +go, sir—I insist—and my mistress! You, Colonel Vaughan, who have been +paying her such attentions as no man has a right to pay a lady unless he +loves her, to dare to say this to me, and I a servant in her house. You, +sharing her father's hospitality, to deceive her, and insult me. What +have I done to encourage you to speak thus to me?'</p> + +<p>Gladys stood still amidst the lights and shadows of the sun-crowned +trees, and looked the colonel steadily in the face. That look, voice, +manner, completed the conquest that had been maturing for weeks and +months. The flushed cheek, the sparkling eyes, the tall, slight, erect +figure, the voice, deportment—all were those of a lady in mind as well +as person.</p> + +<p>'Gladys, hear me calmly. I do not wish to insult you; I have never meant +anything by my attentions to Miss Gwynne.'</p> + +<p>'Then you are a—'</p> + +<p>Gladys checked herself.</p> + +<p>'A villain, you would say. Not at all. I merely pay Miss Gwynne the +civilities due to her. I am not obliged to fall in love with every young +lady in whose father's house I am visiting. But I admired you the first +moment I saw you; and now, at this moment, I vow that I love you as I +never loved in my life before.'</p> + +<p>They stood face to face, looking at each other. Gladys' eyes drooped +before the gaze of the colonel.</p> + +<p>'This to me!' she exclaimed, 'and yet you say you do not insult me! Let +me go, sir, I insist!'</p> + +<p>She tried to hasten on, but the strong hand was again on her arm.</p> + +<p>'I do not insult you, Gladys, I honour and respect you. If you will +only say you love me, I will—yes, I will—I think, at least—I will +marry you privately, and take you abroad at once. I vow this is more +than I ever said to any woman in my life before.'</p> + +<p>'And you will repent having said it to me before the night is out, +Colonel Vaughan, and you do not mean it. Think of who I am; think of +Miss Gwynne; think of yourself. Oh! this is cruel, cruel jesting to +all!'</p> + +<p>'I was never more serious in my life.'</p> + +<p>As Colonel Vaughan said this, he saw nothing, thought of nothing, but +the peculiar beauty of the creature who stood, flushed and agitated, at +his side. He forgot himself and his purposes, in his temporary blind +admiration.</p> + +<p>'Now, Gladys, I await your answer,' he said, not doubting what that +answer would be.</p> + +<p>'I have no answer to give, sir, because I know that, even if you now +think yourself in earnest, you will be no longer so to-night.'</p> + +<p>'Before we leave this wood, girl, I will and must have an answer, and +beware how you irritate me.'</p> + +<p>He seized her hand as he spoke, and held it tight.</p> + +<p>'You will release me before I answer you, sir; I have gone through too +many dangers and temptations to be frightened into speech.'</p> + +<p>He released her hand, but kept his eyes fixed on her face. She did not +quail, though she felt her heart beat violently.</p> + +<p>'If you are serious, sir, I ought, I suppose, to be grateful for so +strange an honour; but I do not believe you are so, and my answer is, +that a servant such as I, can have nothing to say to a gentleman such as +you.'</p> + +<p>'A servant! You will be no longer a servant. You are not one at this +moment.'</p> + +<p>Again he seized her hand. She was frightened, but did not loose her +self-command.</p> + +<p>'Sir, you had now better let me return home. Miss Gwynne will wonder +what has become of me. It is time that she should be ready—that you, +sir, should be ready. What will she think and say?'</p> + +<p>'I care not; nothing shall turn me from my purpose. You shall not leave +this wood until you promise.'</p> + +<p>'Then I shall never leave it, sir; and if you persist in detaining me, I +will make known to every one, how a gentleman can demean himself to a +poor, unprotected girl, who has no friend near her but her God. To Him I +appeal for help in this hour, when you, sir, a gentleman and a +Christian, so far forget yourself as to insult and persecute me.'</p> + +<p>As Gladys spoke, she lifted her eyes solemnly to heaven—both her hands +were held by Colonel Vaughan.</p> + +<p>As he gazed at her, he suddenly relaxed his hold, saying, 'You are a +wonderful girl! I do not persecute you, but I will not give you up.'</p> + +<p>No sooner did Gladys feel the grasp loosen, than she made a sudden +bound, almost a leap, onwards, and ran with incredible swiftness through +the path.</p> + +<p>Colonel Vaughan pursued her, but soon found that she ran more swiftly +than he did. However, he would not give up the chase, and in spite of +the hot sun, ran on, in somewhat undignified haste and anger.</p> + +<p>Every one knows that winding paths in plantations are not always +perfectly smooth. So found our gallant colonel to his cost.</p> + +<p>With his eyes fixed on the quickly vanishing form of Gladys, how was he +to see the gnarled root of an oak, that sprung up through the ground, +directly in his path? His foot caught in it, and he fell with +considerable violence upon his face. He got up again as quickly as he +could, cursing his carelessness and folly.</p> + +<p>He felt that he had knocked his somewhat prominent nose rather severely, +and to his great dismay, found that it was bleeding copiously.</p> + +<p>All further pursuit was out of the question. He must staunch the blood +of the much-offending member, and being rather giddy for the moment, sat +down to do so.</p> + +<p>It is said that any sudden and violent blow sobers a drunkard; so did +this unforeseen fall sober the mental intoxication of the colonel. As +his nose bled, so did his intellect clear. Bleeding, on the old system, +was never more successful.</p> + +<p>This was truly a descent, if not from the sublime, at least from the +heroic, to the ridiculous. Panting with heat, bleeding, apostrophising, +the lover came to his senses.</p> + +<p>Partly aloud, at intervals, partly muttered between his teeth, he gave +forth the following sentences; and when he became calm he thought the +subsequent thoughts, which, although he did not rail them forth against +the rooks and smaller birds, we will venture to repeat, for the further +elucidating the mystery of his mind.</p> + +<p>'Fool to let go her arm! No; fool to take it at all! What a girl! I +never saw such—pho! How it bleeds! Will it never stop! They'll think +there's been a murder here. What could possess me to run after her? A +rustic coquette! Rustic! No; a most courtly one. She had me fairly in +her power. But she has too much sense to tell. 'Pon my word, I never +loved any one so much before. Disgusting! All over my cravat. If I were +to meet any one? If Freda were to see me, what would she think or say? +And I actually talked of marriage. Let me see; what did I say? But +nobody could believe her. Pshaw! what a fool I have been. Suppose she +had taken me at my word, and accepted me, I wonder how I could have got +out of it! There is such a power in her eyes, that as long as I am +looking at them she could make me do anything. I wish she was the +heiress, and not Miss Nugent. Yes; and I shall be too late for dinner. +What will they think? I vow, I am so giddy I can scarcely walk; and this +horrible bleeding won't stop. I must stuff this bunch of keys down my +back, and see what that will do. Well! if that isn't enough to cool any +one's courage, together with this disgusting—I must go on, and get into +my room as quickly as possible. I vow, it is just six o'clock. If she +tells Freda! But she won't do that—no woman ever does. She'll think it +over, and manage to let me see her again—and then—and then—I shall +not be able to resist her eyes, and she shall not be able to resist +mine. The witch! A mere servant to do what no woman ever has done, or +ever would do—positively refuse me. But she knows her power, I daresay. +There it is bleeding again, and I thought I had stopped it. I am just at +home though, and if I go round by the stables no one can make any +remarks. Confound this—here's the coachman in full hue and cry after +me. Yes, I will dress directly. Thomas! tell your master not to wait. +The heat has made my nose bleed, and detained me. If he and Miss Gwynne +will go on, you can drive back for me, and I shall be in time for the +ball. Beg them to make my excuses to Lady Mary Nugent, and explain how +it is. You are quite right. It has bled tremendously; but I shall stop +it as soon as I get to my room.'</p> + +<p>It need not be said that the concluding portion of Colonel Vaughan's +speech was addressed to a servant, who came in search of him with the +intelligence that the carriage was waiting, and his master ready. He +managed to get to his room, however, unperceived, where we will leave +him to dress and recover himself at his leisure.</p> + +<hr class='smallbreak' /> + +<h2><a name="CHAPTER_XXXIV" id="CHAPTER_XXXIV" ></a>CHAPTER XXXIV.</h2> + +<h3>THE RIVALS.</h3> + +<p>We will now return to Miss Gwynne, who pursued her usual avocations +until about five o'clock, and then began to wonder what detained +Gladys. However, as she was quite independent of maids in her toilette, +she went to her room and began to dress herself at the usual hour. She +found all her attire already spread upon the bed, as if Gladys +anticipated being late; nothing was wanting, and she had nothing to do +but to dress.</p> + +<p>As it happened, however, she was particularly anxious to look her best +that evening; why, she would not even ask herself; but she, who was +usually careless of what she wore, provided she were properly attired, +began to fidget over wreaths and ornaments as if she were going to her +first ball.</p> + +<p>'Miss Nugent will be all jewels,' she said, taking up a set of pearls +that was on the dressing-table. 'At any rate, I will not be like her. +And, of course, she will wear white, so I shall change my mind and won't +wear white. Where is Gladys? The only evening I ever really wanted her, +she is out of the way.'</p> + +<p>Miss Gwynne rang her bell violently, and the housemaid answered it.</p> + +<p>'Send Gladys. Surely she is come back.'</p> + +<p>'No, ma'am. I can't think where she is. I went a little way to look for +her, but she is not in sight. Can I do anything, ma'am?'</p> + +<p>'No, thank you; but send Gladys as soon as she comes. Provoking,' +continued Miss Gwynne, turning out two or three shelves of a large +wardrobe. 'Where are the trimmings of that blue dress? He said I looked +best in blue, and so, I think, I do. That wreath of blue forget-me-nots +and lilies of the valley, where in the world is it? But forget-me-nots +are so ridiculously sentimental; and the turquoise ornaments? I suppose +I must wear the bracelets and locket. Oh! here they are; and here are +the flowers and trimmings in a box, in the neatest possible order.'</p> + +<p>Miss Gwynne began to arrange her hair.</p> + +<p>'I declare I have forgotten how to do anything since Gladys has been +with me. I cannot put up this braid neatly. I must wait, and it is +nearly six o'clock, and dinner at half-past. What does it matter how I +look? I daresay Miss Nugent will look twenty times as well, and her +mother will dress her up to perfection. But he <i>cannot</i> care for such a +girl as that. It is impossible; and he always looks at me with such +interest, and has such a kind manner, and says things that convey so +much. But if he really cares for me, why does he not say so? He knows +papa would consent, and—but he does not know that; I never—Ah! here +she is at last! Come in! Where have you been, Gladys? It really is too +provoking that you should have stayed so long, when you knew that I +particularly wanted you to-day.' Gladys enters the room pale and +breathless, just as Miss Gwynne is endeavouring to fasten in the wreath +of forget-me-nots and lilies. She does not turn round, and is at the +moment too much engrossed with her own appearance to think of Gladys.</p> + +<p>'Come quickly and finish my hair, and put in this wreath. We ought to be +starting now.'</p> + +<p>Gladys obeys without speaking, and steadying her nerves and fingers as +best she may, begins to arrange a most elegant and becoming wreath round +her young mistress's head. Whilst she does this, and afterwards dresses +her and fastens on the turquoise ornaments, she endeavours to collect +her thoughts, and to summon courage for what she has resolved to do and +say.</p> + +<p>Gladys has long known Miss Gwynne's secret; as she discovered that she +did not care for Rowland, so she has found out that she cares over much +for Colonel Vaughan. She now knows that he is not worthy of her, and +that if he should ever ask her to marry him, it would be that he might +gain possession of Clanyravon, and not of the warm, sincere heart of its +mistress. Gladys feels sure that a man who could say such words as +Colonel Vaughan said to her, whether meant seriously or not, could not +be worthy of Miss Gwynne; and she determines to open that young lady's +eyes to the real state of his mind, even if she loses her favour for +ever by so doing.</p> + +<p>'I shall save her,' thinks Gladys, 'if I ruin my own happiness.'</p> + +<p>When the dressing is completed, Freda stands before a cheval glass to +see that all is right. Gladys has never before seen her examine every +portion of her attire so minutely, or look so satisfied with the survey. +In truth she never before saw her look so handsome, or so perfectly well +dressed. The full, light, many-skirted blue dress, with its bouquets of +forget-me-nots and lilies, its fringes and ribbons, suits so well the +fine complexion of the very distinguished-looking girl who wears +it—whilst the wreath slightly crowns the well-shaped head, and falls +gracefully down the neck and back in becoming simplicity and elegance.</p> + +<p>Poor Freda! She has more colour than usual, more animation in her eyes, +and more anxiety at her heart. Were she to analyse her feelings, she +would thoroughly despise herself for the envy, vanity, and distrust she +would find in them, and think herself unworthy of the name of woman for +allowing herself to study to gain the attentions of any man who might +feel disposed to give them to another. But her pride is for a time +swamped in her weakness; and the hitherto haughty and unsuspectible Miss +Gwynne is no better than the most sentimental of school girls.</p> + +<p>Whilst Gladys is putting the last pin into the dress, and Freda is still +watching her own shadow, there is a knock at the door.</p> + +<p>'Make haste, Gladys. The carriage, I suppose. Come in,' says Freda.</p> + +<p>'Mr Gwynne wishes to know, ma'am, whether you have seen Colonel Vaughan, +or whether he intends dressing at Pentre?' asks the servant who opens +the door.</p> + +<p>'I have not seen him since the morning, and do not know what he means to +do,' is the reply. 'Did you see anything of him when you were out, +Gladys?' continues Miss Gwynne, after the servant has left the room.</p> + +<p>As she makes the inquiry, she, for the first time catches the reflection +of Gladys' face in the glass, and is struck with its unusual pallor. She +turns quickly and looks at the girl.</p> + +<p>'What is the matter, Gladys? Something must have happened? It must have +something to do with Colonel Vaughan. Did you see him? Speak.'</p> + +<p>'Yes, ma'am, I saw him in the wood.'</p> + +<p>'And is that the reason you are looking so frightened? What has happened +to him? Speak, I say, or I must ring the bell and send some one in +search of him.'</p> + +<p>With her usual impetuosity, Freda's hand was on the bell. Gladys +exclaimed quickly,—</p> + +<p>'Do not ring, Miss Gwynne. I can tell you all I know. Nothing has +happened to injure Colonel Vaughan, bodily at least'</p> + +<p>'What do you mean, girl?' said Miss Gwynne, turning round again and +facing Gladys.</p> + +<p>Gladys stood before her mistress with clasped hands, heaving breast, +quivering lips, and downcast eyes. She tried to summon courage and +words, but neither would come. How could she crush the love and hopes of +one so dear to her? her benefactress, her all? But it must be done.</p> + +<p>With one great effort she began, and in as few words as possible, +without comment or gloss, related what had passed between her and +Colonel Vaughan. She told all, as nearly as she could remember, in his +own words, merely omitting what he said about Miss Gwynne.</p> + +<p>As she spoke, she felt like a culprit before a judge, who, though +conscious of his innocence, has not courage to meet the glance of him on +whom his fate depends. But not on her own account had she that throbbing +fear at her heart; she felt for her mistress alone.</p> + +<p>That mistress stood erect, towering above the drooping girl, like a +queen above a slave or suppliant. Red and pale by turns, with compressed +lips and flashing eyes, she listened to the tale.</p> + +<p>When it was finished, she, too, strove for words, but none came; so she +laughed a short, sarcastic laugh, and moved back a few paces. At last,—</p> + +<p>'Why do you tell me this ridiculous tale? Have you no better confidante +for such absurd imaginations? You have dreamt it, Gladys. I do not +believe you. Go!'</p> + +<p>Gladys gave one penetrating, truthful look at her mistress, before which +the defiant glance fell: but the rigid features alarmed her, and she +would fain have remained, had not another. 'Go! I do not want you any +longer!' sent her at once from the room.</p> + +<p>When Gladys was gone, Miss Gwynne sat down upon the nearest chair, and +covered her face with her hands.</p> + +<p>Another knock at the door.</p> + +<p>'Come in! What do you want?' she exclaimed in a suppressed voice.</p> + +<p>'My master says the carriage is ready, and he thinks you had better go, +ma'am. Colonel Vaughan has just come in. The heat has made his nose +bleed so violently that he cannot be ready for dinner, but will be at +Pentre for the ball, ma'am, my master says.'</p> + +<p>'Very well; I shall be ready in a few moments.'</p> + +<p>Freda rose from her chair, and went to her dressing-table. There was a +bottle of eau-de-cologne on it. She poured out nearly half a +wine-glassful, added water, and drank the dose. Then she dashed a +quantity over her forehead; wetted her handkerchief with more, and +having nearly exhausted the bottle, prepared to leave the room. Suddenly +she stopped, exclaiming,—</p> + +<p>'I cannot go! I feel as if I must faint; yet I must see the farce played +out.'</p> + +<p>A bitter smile, almost ghastly, passed over her face, as she muttered +these words. She took up a splendid bouquet of greenhouse flowers that +had been prepared for her, and were placed on the table, almost +mechanically, and looking like one in a dream, left the room.</p> + +<p>'It is half-past six, Freda,' said Mr Gwynne in the loudest tone of +which his voice was capable, as he descended the stairs.</p> + +<p>The servants remarked to one another how very ill Miss Gwynne was +looking, but her father did not perceive it. He was talking of Colonel +Vaughan.</p> + +<p>'So provoking of Vaughan, to go and tire himself in the heat, and make +his nose bleed, and all that sort of thing.'</p> + +<p>Freda did not answer. Her thoughts were running wild—here, there, and +everywhere. One moment, she believed that Gladys had been romancing for +some purpose of her own; the next, that all she said was true. Then she +felt sure that Colonel Vaughan must really love Gladys, and must mean +all that he said; and a cold shudder crept over her, as she became aware +how much she loved him. Again, she knew that a man of his position could +only be trifling with a girl in her's, and was ready to hate and despise +one who could be so vile. As she thought and thought, she grew paler and +paler—colder and colder; and when she entered Lady Mary Nugent's +drawing-room, that lady said,—</p> + +<p>'My dear Freda, what is the matter? You look so ill, and feel so cold.'</p> + +<p>'Nothing but the heat. It always has this enervating effect on me,' was +the answer.</p> + +<p>The absence of Colonel Vaughan set the shrewd Lady Mary guessing as to +the real cause of the sudden indisposition; she felt sure that something +must have passed between him and Freda more exciting than usual to +occasion such paleness.</p> + +<p>At dinner, Freda was fortunate in being placed next Sir Hugh Pryse, who +knew her too well, and was far too fond of her, to make any personal +remarks.</p> + +<p>Miss Nugent's uncle, Lord Nugent, was the master of the ceremonies for +the evening. He had come, as Miss Nugent's guardian, to resign his +office, and to be present at her attaining her majority. Freda had once +met him before, and liked him. He was now particularly friendly in his +manner to her, but when he spoke to her across one intermediate person, +she could only answer him in monosyllables. Every one silently remarked +her absence of mind and unusual frigidity.</p> + +<p>When the dinner was over, of which Freda only remembered that she had +had certain viands placed before her, and when the ladies were leaving +the dining-room, Colonel Vaughan's voice was heard in the hall. Lady +Mary told a servant to show him into the dining-room; and as Freda was +crossing the hall, she saw him at the opposite end of it. She hurried +into the drawing-room, but was keenly alive to what passed in the hall +after she had done so. She heard him, with his usual courtly manner, +apologise to Lady Mary Nugent for his non-appearance at the +dinner-table, and attribute his accident to his having stood so long on +her lawn, in the heat, watching the poor people at their dinner. He +added that he was glad to have arrived in time to drink Miss Nugent's +health, and proceeded to the dining-room.</p> + +<p>Freda did her best to talk to the few, and very select, ladies, who had +been honoured by an invitation to dinner; and felt intense relief when, +one after another, all the evening-party arrived.</p> + +<p>Dancing soon began, and Freda saw Colonel Vaughan and Miss Nugent +together in a quadrille. Sir Hugh had asked her to dance with him, but +she begged him to let her sit down that first dance, and promised him +the next.</p> + +<p>Of course she watched the pair in whom she was most interested. She was +obliged to confess that Miss Nugent was the handsomest, most elegant, +and best dressed girl in the room; as she talked to Colonel Vaughan, she +looked almost animated; and he, on his part, seemed as gay and perfectly +at his ease, as if there had never been a Gladys in the world. They +were, unquestionably a fine, aristocratic couple; danced well, walked +well, and to all appearance were well pleased with one another. Lady +Mary Nugent watched them quite as narrowly as Freda.</p> + +<p>Sick at heart, Freda danced the next dance with Sir Hugh, and managed to +avoid coming in contact with Colonel Vaughan, who had secured Lady Mary +as his partner. Once or twice, however, Freda caught his keen, searching +glance fixed upon her, and knew that he was trying to read her mind, as +he had often done before.</p> + +<p>It was useless for her to try to avoid him, as he came direct to her to +ask her for the next dance. She longed to say that she would never dance +with him again, but even she had tact enough to know that it would not +do to refuse, for the sake of the effect such a refusal might have both +on him and the world. All she could do, however, was to bow her consent, +take his arm, and walk, pale, silent, and stately, to the top of a +quadrille. They had met Sir Hugh and Miss Nugent, and Colonel Vaughan +had secured them as <i>vis-à-vis</i>; for once his tact had failed him, he +could not have managed worse.</p> + +<p>Freda tried to answer his questions, but in vain; she could not be +hypocrite enough to treat him as she was accustomed to do. In him there +was no perceptible change; she once fancied she perceived an uneasy +expression in his face, as he looked at her, but his manner was +friendly, lively, fascinating as ever; he even asked her what was the +matter, and said she looked ill. Her answer was contained in the few +sarcastic words,—</p> + +<p>'The heat. I hear you have suffered from it also.'</p> + +<p>Although Freda could not, herself, enter into the conversation she could +observe the by-play between the colonel and Miss Nugent; the bashful, +simpering smiles of the young lady, the flattering glances of the +gentleman. She would not have believed, when she awoke that morning, +that it was possible to endure so much real suffering as she was +enduring, in the short space of one quadrille.</p> + +<p>It was over at last, and Colonel Vaughan led her to a seat amongst some +ladies. She said she would go to her father, when she saw that he was +going to sit down by her side. He offered her his arm again, and took +her to the drawing-room; here she found her father, somewhat apart from +the rest of the company, talking to Lady Mary, or more properly being +talked to by her. She sat down on a sofa near her father, and bowing +statelily to Colonel Vaughan, said,—</p> + +<p>'I will not detain you. I shall remain here for the present.'</p> + +<p>He made some passing observation to Mr Gwynne, and returned to the +drawing-room, followed shortly after by Lady Mary.</p> + +<p>Sir Hugh came up and began talking to Freda; he was so kind and so +natural even in his loudness, that Freda felt as if she would rather +trust him with every secret of her heart, than the polished worldling +who had just left her.</p> + +<p>'And yet, perhaps,' she thought, 'Gladys has really deceived me, and he +is innocent; still, better Gladys than that statue-like Miss Nugent.'</p> + +<p>Freda thought the night would never end; she exerted herself to talk and +dance, because every one came to ask what was the matter with her, and +by the time they went to supper, she was as flushed as she had +previously been pale. Lord Nugent was particularly attentive to her, and +evidently admired her very much; bitterly she thought that she could +gain, unsought, the civilities of one man, whilst she was but too +conscious that the one she cared the most for in the world, was devoting +himself almost exclusively to the Nugents. But he was unworthy of the +heart of any right-minded woman, so she would tear him from hers, and +again make her father her first care.</p> + +<p>But those despicable Nugents had got possession of him also. He was +seated next to Lady Mary at supper, her profile and diamonds were +directed at him, and she looked almost as young, and quite as handsome +as her daughter. Alas! and again alas! poor Freda!</p> + +<p>However, all things come to an end, and an heiress's twenty-first +birthday amongst them. Miss Nugent's did not finish till three o'clock +in the morning, at which hour, Mr and Miss Gwynne and Colonel Vaughan +were driving home from the festivities at Pentre. The gentlemen were +keeping up a rather lively conversation on the events of the evening, +and the lady was sustaining a very strong conflict with her own pride.</p> + +<p>As the carriage rolled past a certain large oak tree in the Park, Freda +suddenly remembered Rowland Prothero. About a twelvemonth ago she had +left him beneath that oak, humbled and deeply pained, doubtless, by her +haughty words. Now she was similarly pained and humbled, and she was, +for the first time, aware of the shock her proud refusal of his love +must have been to him. Had she not been weak enough to yield her heart +unasked, and was it not almost thrown back into her own bosom? She, who +had believed herself above the silly romance of her sex, to have sunk +below even Miss Nugent. But she would rouse herself from such a mania, +and show Colonel Vaughan how thoroughly she despised him.</p> + +<p>She did rouse herself, and the first words she heard were,—</p> + +<p>'Yes, certainly, very handsome, mother and daughter,' from Colonel +Vaughan's lips.</p> + +<p>'And which is to be the happy object of your notice, Colonel Vaughan?' +she asked, suddenly joining in the conversation. 'I heard grand +discussions on the subject on all sides.'</p> + +<p>'Really,' replied the colonel, somewhat surprised by the sudden +question, 'I did not know I was of so much importance.'</p> + +<p>'What! you, about whom every one is speculating.'</p> + +<p>'Freda, my dear, I am so glad you are able to speak. I thought you +so—ill, dull, unlike yourself, and all that sort of thing.'</p> + +<p>'Thanks, papa, I was thoroughly overpowered by the heat; but this +delightful breeze has refreshed me. I hope, Colonel Vaughan, you also +have got over your weakness. I wonder you ever returned alive from +India, if such a day as this was sufficient to upset you.'</p> + +<p>Further sarcasm was cut short by their reaching the house, for which +Freda was very thankful, at a later period, feeling that she lowered her +dignity by allowing herself to allude, however covertly, to Gladys or +Miss Nugent. But she was scarcely herself when she did so.</p> + +<p>Colonel Vaughan was going to help her out of the carriage, but she +passed quickly up the steps without touching his arm.</p> + +<p>He had felt her lash, and now fully understood that she knew of his +meeting with Gladys, and guessed that he had designs upon Miss Nugent or +her fortune. For once in his life he felt somewhat abashed as he met the +eye of the pale, haughty girl, whom he really admired twenty times as +much as Miss Nugent, or any other young lady of his then devotees. And +he admired her still more, as she kissed her father's cheek, nodded a +haughty 'good-night' to himself, and went upstairs to her room in the +haste of strong excitement.</p> + +<p>As soon as she was gone, Colonel Vaughan told Mr Gwynne that he had +promised Sir Hugh Pryse to go and spend a week with him, and that he +should leave Glanyravon for that purpose on the morrow.</p> + +<p>'You will come back again, of course?' said Mr Gwynne.</p> + +<p>'Oh yes, certainly! but I have only ten days more leave, and then I must +bid you all good-bye again.'</p> + +<p>'I am so sorry, and so will be Freda when she hears it. What could have +been the matter with Freda to-night, I never saw her so odd? But I +suppose it was the heat, and all that sort of thing; good-night. I am +tired to death, though it was a charming party, certainly a charming +party.'</p> + +<hr class='smallbreak' /> + +<h2><a name="CHAPTER_XXXV" id="CHAPTER_XXXV" ></a>CHAPTER XXXV.</h2> + +<h3>THE LADY IN HER OWN RIGHT.</h3> + +<p>When Freda reached her room, Gladys was awaiting her there.</p> + +<p>'Why did you not go to bed, Gladys? you know I dislike your sitting up +so late.'</p> + +<p>'I could not go to bed, ma'am, feeling that I have offended you, without +begging your pardon for having done so.'</p> + +<p>'Then all you said was an invention.'</p> + +<p>'I said nothing but the truth, ma'am, but perhaps offended you in saying +it to you, merely to excuse myself. I am very sorry.'</p> + +<p>There were traces of tears on Gladys' face and she looked pale and +agitated.</p> + +<p>'Gladys, you can go to bed, I have nothing to forgive. If you tell me +the truth, I am very sorry for it, and that such words should have been +said to you. Of course you did not believe them?'</p> + +<p>'No, ma'am, I certainly did not.'</p> + +<p>Miss Gwynne was fidgeting with her dress, and Gladys went to assist her, +uncalled for. When it was unfastened, Miss Gwynne again said, 'Thank +you, that will do; I wish you to go to bed; good-night,' and Gladys +again obeyed in sorrow.</p> + +<p>Miss Gwynne had little sleep that night, and the next morning she felt +very ill. Much as she longed to lie in bed, however, and to avoid +meeting Colonel Vaughan again, she got up when Gladys called her, and +was, as usual, first downstairs. Much to her satisfaction, her father +appeared next, and the colonel soon afterwards. She exerted herself to +talk and laugh as usual, and the only difference in her manner to +Colonel Vaughan was, that instead of shaking hands with him, as was her +custom every morning, she busied herself with the cups and saucers when +he approached, and simply said good morning. Her father remarked that +she was looking ill, and she said she had one of her old headaches.</p> + +<p>When breakfast was over, she expressed her intention of visiting the +school, and said that, as Colonel Vaughan was going to Sir Hugh's, she +probably should not see him again before he left. She wished him good +morning and a pleasant visit, stiffly, but courteously; felt compelled +to shake hands with him, and went her way with a proud but aching heart. +He also went his, wondering in his very selfish heart whether Freda +really cared for him after all, and scheming to see Gladys, whose utter +carelessness of him had roused his vanity.</p> + +<p>When he had left Glanyravon, with a promise to Mr Gwynne of returning, +Freda no longer strove to appear what she was not, and went to bed +really ill. She was subject to occasional severe nervous headaches, and +was obliged to be very quiet when so attacked, in order to prevent +congestion of the brain, which the doctors had once threatened her with. +Her father, therefore, insisted on her keeping her room until she was +quite well, which she was only too thankful to do, and so great were her +actual sufferings from her head, that they distracted her mind from +brooding over her real or imaginary miseries.</p> + +<p>Gladys waited on her quietly and patiently for about a week, at the end +of which time she began to feel better. Her gratitude to Gladys for the +perfectly unobtrusive nature of her attention was so great that she felt +as if she could never do enough for her, and she frequently assured her +that she knew she had been unjust towards her in accusing her of +falsehood. She never, however, again mentioned Colonel Vaughan's name to +her.</p> + +<p>Mr Gwynne paid daily visits to his daughter's sick-room. In spite of her +head, she could not help noticing something peculiar in his manner. He +did not talk, because conversation was forbidden during these attacks, +but there was an increased briskness in his eyes and step as he +approached her, and, she fancied, more of anxious care in his tone when +he spoke. She was sure he had something to communicate.</p> + +<p>'Gladys, what makes you so calm and patient?' she suddenly asked, when +she was getting better, and trying to reason herself out of her fancy +for Colonel Vaughan.</p> + +<p>'Perhaps, ma'am, trouble has made me calm, and I pray to be made +patient; but I have a rebellious heart,' was the reply.</p> + +<p>'Have you? I am very glad to hear it. Then there is hope for me. Now I +am going to get up.'</p> + +<p>Freda had made some good resolutions during the intervals of her pain, +the principal of which were, entirely to forget Colonel Vaughan, or to +feel only intense contempt for him; to be more gentle with her father, +and more considerate of his nerves and peculiarities; more patient with +the servants, school children, and poor people generally; to do more +good, and to be more useful to others; but she had not made these +resolutions in Gladys' spirit. They were not made with prayer for help, +but in her own strength.</p> + +<p>In the same way, she threw off the remains of her headache, and went +downstairs again with a prouder step and a prouder heart than when she +went up last.</p> + +<p>In the library she found her father writing a letter and looking quite +animated. He was so sprucely dressed that she asked him if he were going +out.</p> + +<p>'Not at present,' he said. 'I am so glad you are come down again. There +is so much to tell you; I have scarcely been able to keep myself from +letting you hear the news. Do you know it is all settled, and Gwynne +Vaughan is actually engaged to Miss Nugent! Isn't he a lucky fellow?'</p> + +<p>Freda felt suddenly very sick; she sat down in an arm-chair near her +father, but did not speak. He looked at her, and said,—</p> + +<p>'My dear, you are very pale still. Coming downstairs has been too much, +and dressing, and—and—all that sort of thing. Let me ring for Gladys.'</p> + +<p>'No, I shall be better directly. Only the exertion—yes, you were +telling me—'</p> + +<p>Strange that Mr Gwynne never supposed that Freda could be in love with +any one. She had refused so many, and was so different from other girls, +that the thought never entered his mind, and he had left her alone with +Colonel Vaughan, and would have done so with Cupid himself, quite +thoughtless of results. Moreover, his own natural inactivity and love of +ease, led him to allow her to take her own course, as long as she left +him alone to take his.</p> + +<p>'Yes; I was saying that it is now quite settled. I believe he proposed +the very ball-night to Miss Nugent, at least, and the next day went in +form, and after certain preliminaries, was duly accepted by all parties. +Of course, he is quite unexceptionable, and she can do as she likes now +she is of age. Lady Mary expected a title, and I don't think she is +quite satisfied. She told me—at least—they say—at least—of course, +there are always objections, and—and—all that sort of thing, you +know.'</p> + +<p>Freda was too hard at work, trying to overcome a very strong desire to +burst into tears, to observe that her father had not once used his +favourite phrase, or lost the thread of his words, until he came to +'Lady Mary told me,' so when he stopped, she simply said, 'Really! Yes!' +and he went on again.</p> + +<p>'I must confess, Freda, I am rather disappointed. I thought Gwynne liked +you, and, indeed, I think so still. But—ah! my dear—you are so proud, +or cold, or—or—that you refuse every one. It has been suggested to me +by—ah! I have remarked, I mean, that you must have a secret liking for +some one, not quite what one considers—ah!—eligible—and that—but, I +am sure, Freda, I would make any sacrifice for your happiness, and +should wish to see you married.'</p> + +<p>'What do you mean, papa?' said Freda, effectually roused.</p> + +<p>'Well, my dear, it is thought—I mean, I have fancied—I mean +Lady—I—I—the fact is, are you attached to Rowland Prothero? Now, I am +not angry, Freda; he is one of the nicest young men, and the best—but I +should have preferred Gwynne, or Sir Hugh, or—or—in fact, many others, +in a worldly point of view. A tenant's son, and only a curate!—and all +that sort of thing. But then as Lady—as—as I—as your father, my dear, +I should like to make you happy. You see, that day at the vicarage, +we—that is to say, I—thought there was something peculiar in his +manner and yours; and to be sure, he may be a bishop, he is so good and +clever. A great favourite of mine. And if he lives in London, it doesn't +so much matter; and—and—in short—Freda—'</p> + +<p>'Papa, I understand,' said Freda, rising from her seat with majestic +pride, 'Lady Mary has been kind enough to suggest, doubtless for her own +ends, what never could have entered your mind. I am very much obliged to +you for forgetting, on my account, what I cannot forget on my own, that +I am a Gwynne of Glanyravon! and I daresay you meant it kindly. But you +may make my compliments to Lady Mary Nugent, and tell her, that if there +was anything peculiar in Rowland Prothero's manner on that particular +Sunday, it was because he had been bold enough to propose for me, and I +had rejected him. You may tell her also that if he had asked her +daughter instead, she would have given him herself and her fortune quite +as willingly, and, I believe, more willingly, than to Colonel Vaughan. +With her it is a case of "first come first served."'</p> + +<p>When Freda had given her message to Lady Mary Nugent, she walked out of +the room. But scarcely had she crossed the hall when she turned again +and re-entered it.</p> + +<p>'Papa, I must beg you <i>not</i> to tell Lady Mary Nugent that Rowland +Prothero proposed for me. He is at least a gentleman, and a man of +honour, and deserves to be treated as such with all due courtesy. The +more I see of men, the more I begin to think him one of the few true +gentlemen one meets with. I should not even have told you this had it +not escaped me in reply to what you said, because I thought it would +annoy you, and perhaps make you feel unkindly towards the Prothero +family. But you may tell her, if you like, that were Rowland Prothero +not the gentleman I begin to perceive he is, Miss Nugent and her money +might be his.'</p> + +<p>'But, Freda—after all—if you do like him. You see, his uncle married a +Perry, one of the oldest families in Herefordshire, niece of the +baronet, daughter of the dean, cousin of the present baronet.'</p> + +<p>'My dear father! I know all the Perrys by heart. Mrs Jonathan is not +likely to have left me ignorant of their antiquity. But, pray, do you +want to get rid of me, that you force me upon poor Rowland, or him upon +me, whichever it may be?'</p> + +<p>'Of course not, my dear. Only I am naturally anxious to see you settled. +And if you really like him—'</p> + +<p>'But I am settled, and I do not like him; that is to say, I like him +well enough, fifty times better than I used to like him, but I have not +the most remote intention of marrying him. And now, I should like to +know what particular reason Lady Mary Nugent had for putting this absurd +notion into your head. There must be something, my dear papa, under all +this sudden anxiety to get me married. You used rather to rejoice when I +declined settling Glanyravon on a suitor.'</p> + +<p>'Yes, my dear—but—you see—it is not quite certain that Glanyravon—I +mean that you—I mean that I—in short—the fact is—you are so +impetuous, Freda.'</p> + +<p>'What can my impetuosity have to do with it?'</p> + +<p>Freda saw that her father was more than usually nervous and fidgety, and +became alarmed lest there should be some sudden money difficulty, as any +threat, however slight, of debt or involvement always made him ill. She +sat down beside him, and putting her hand in his, as it rested on a +table nervously fidgeting with a pen, she said gently,—</p> + +<p>'Now, pappy, I hope we are not all going to jail?'</p> + +<p>'By no means; the tenants are most prosperous. I could raise any sum if +necessary, and give you a marriage portion suitable in every way.'</p> + +<p>What was there in this marriage scheme? Freda grew impatient and +indignant again.</p> + +<p>'Now, really, papa, this is too absurd; If you have anything on your +mind, will you say it?'</p> + +<p>'Well—the fact is, Freda, that you—I mean that I, have made up my +mind—you see you may marry, and leave me alone, and I should want a +companion, and—and all that sort of thing, you know—so I have +considered—for your—for our—for my, perhaps—happiness, that it might +be well for me to—to—to—in short, my dear—to marry again; in fact, +Freda, I have resolved to do so.'</p> + +<p>'Lady Mary Nugent!' screamed Freda; 'not her! not her! not settled! oh +papa!'</p> + +<p>Mr Gwynne had called Freda impetuous, but he was not prepared for the +sudden burst of uncontrollable grief that followed his announcement. +Often as Freda had jested over the proposal Lady Mary was to make her +father, she had never believed that he would marry her. It came upon her +like the news of an unexpected death, or great family misfortune. She +covered her face with her hands, and sobbed till her father thought she +must burst some blood vessel then and there before him. He got up, sat +down; went to the bell, touched the rope, let it go; opened the window, +put his hand on Freda's bowed head, called her by name, and, in return, +was greeted by—</p> + +<p>'Not Lady Mary! think of my mother! think of me! oh father! father! +cruel! this is too much! Say it is not true; only a jest. What have I +done? I will be better, kinder, gentler—I will nurse you, tend +you—never marry. I would rather not—I never shall. Nobody loves you as +well as I. Your only child. My mother's only child. Say it is not +true—oh, say it is not true?'</p> + +<p>This was impossible, for Mr Gwynne knew full well that he was pledged +beyond recall. But now, as he looked on his daughter, heard her words, +thought of her mother, he began to repent of what he had done. He, who +hated scenes, dreaded tears, would not annoy Freda for the world, to +have raised such emotion! He did not understand it. Lady Mary had +assured him Freda would be so glad to be allowed to marry Rowland. And +she was so discerning and clever! But he could not bear those sobs.</p> + +<p>'Freda! my dear, don't, I beg, I entreat! You will make me so nervous. +You know I cannot bear—in short, I feel quite ill. The fact is, you +will make yourself ill, and after all, it need make no difference to +you. You will be just the same. Freda, I must beg you to desist. I must +insist—I will ring for the housekeeper.'</p> + +<p>'No, no, papa. Do not let us expose ourselves!' cried Freda, rising +suddenly; 'I will go upstairs. Neither you nor I will ever be happy +again!'</p> + +<p>Freda was about to leave the room, when Mr Gwynne suddenly went up to +her, and putting his arm round her neck, whispered, whilst the tears +sprang into his eyes,—</p> + +<p>'Freda, Freda! my child, forgive me! I didn't think it would vex you so. +I scarcely know how it has all happened.'</p> + +<p>Poor Freda threw both her arms around her father, and sobbed again. As +she leaned on his shoulder, his white hairs touched the brown glossy +braids of her head, and his lips kissed them. At that moment he knew +that he did not love Lady Mary Nugent as well as he loved his child, +and that child was conscious for the first time how very dear her father +was to her.</p> + +<p>Again she roused herself, and as if ashamed of her emotion, hastened out +of the room. She went upstairs, and locking herself in her room, threw +herself on her bed. Here she gave way to feelings that were as new as +strange to her, unaccustomed as she was to what some one calls 'the +luxury of tears.' She scarcely knew whether sorrow or anger +predominated, but she was wretched and indignant. Tumultuous thoughts +rushed through her mind of the past, present, and probable future! +thoughts too numerous and changeable to be transcribed, but which may +well be imagined.</p> + +<p>At last her pride, that one grand feature of her character, got the +better of her grief and anger. She rose from her bed, dried her eyes, +arranged her hair, and with a carriage as erect as her soul was haughty, +once more entered her father's library. The momentary emotion and pathos +of their last embrace had been overpowered in both by stronger +sensations; in him by the remembrance of Lady Mary Nugent's +fascinations, in her by the sense of that lady's tact and duplicity.</p> + +<p>Freda sat quietly down opposite her father, and said abruptly,—</p> + +<p>'Papa, this odious subject must be begun and ended between us this day. +If you will be good enough to answer me a few questions and to listen to +me, I will never mention it again. Are you really engaged to Lady Mary +Nugent, or is it a horrible dream?'</p> + +<p>'I—yes—I certainly am, my dear—engaged to be married to her +ladyship.'</p> + +<p>'And you mean to marry her? Impossible!'</p> + +<p>'Do you consider me a man of honour? or am I one likely to break my word +when pledged?'</p> + +<p>'Oh! papa, when a woman proposes and makes love, and waits till the very +moment when it suits her own convenience to marry, do you think she +deserves consideration? You know that Lady Mary Nugent has done it all +herself, and that you would never have taken the trouble, or had the +courage to propose for any woman under the sun, if she had not asked you +first. You know you do not want to marry. I would give the world to know +how she managed to bring you to the point.'</p> + +<p>'Really, Freda, this is too—too—personal, and rude, I may call +it—and—'</p> + +<p>'Forgive me, papa. Of course you are your own master, and are at liberty +to be chosen by any woman, but she will not choose me, nor I her. I hate +Lady Mary Nugent, despise her most intensely, and shall leave this house +before she comes into it; never—'</p> + +<p>It seemed as if an invisible hand checked the end of Freda's +determination, for she stopped short at the 'never.'</p> + +<p>'But what I came particularly to say, papa, is, that I believe I have +some little private fortune of my own, my dear mother's, in short, and I +suppose I can have that when I like.'</p> + +<p>'Certainly—certainly—but—'</p> + +<p>'Then I wish both you and Lady Mary Nugent to understand that I shall +not live here. Not on your account, but on hers. I ask, as a particular +favour, that I may not be informed of the day of your marriage; and I +shall make it a point of going away in a month or so, so as to leave you +free to act. I shall hope to hear from you, and to write to you. I am +only sorry for you, because she cannot understand your tastes; but that +is nothing. I don't think either she or her daughter ever read any book +but a fashionable novel in their lives. But what is the difference! +Money and tact against the world! I cannot help speaking my mind for +this first and last time. Forgive me. You will not have me long to speak +it, and my successor never spoke her's in her life, so she will not bore +you by abruptness and sincerity, as I perhaps have done.'</p> + +<p>Freda had spoken so fast that she paused to take breath, and during that +necessary process her father wiped his face, as if he, too, were +exhausted by her volubility. Freda could scarcely help smiling.</p> + +<p>'I am very sorry for everything I have ever done to displease you,' she +began again; 'and I only hope you will not be so unhappy, as I am afraid +you will be.'</p> + +<p>'This is too exhausting!' muttered Mr Gwynne, sinking back in his chair. +'Freda, you really do talk too much. Will you ring for Perkins? I must +take a dose of that cordial.'</p> + +<p>When the cordial was mentioned, Freda knew that all conversation was at +an end. She rang the bell, and when Perkins came, left the room.</p> + +<p>She went at once to her writing desk, and wrote the following note:—</p> + +<blockquote><p>'MY DEAREST SERENA,—What you and I have sometimes feared is about to +come to pass. My father is going to marry Lady Mary Nugent. Of course I +can no longer live here; will you and Mr Jones give me shelter for a +time whilst I arrange my thoughts and plans? I will give as little +trouble as I can, but I know you will bear with me.—Your loving friend,</p> + +<p class='right'>'WINIFRED GWYNNE.'</p></blockquote> + +<p>Freda sealed and directed her letter, and then went to the open window, +and stood there for some time. A slight shower of rain was falling and +a few light clouds were struggling with the afternoon sunbeams. Strong +shadows fell from the trees in the Park, equally strong lights were on +the distant hills. The river looked hot and hazy, and the cattle had +congregated under the arch of the bridge—the only cool spot—as if for +shelter from the sun. A shrill, blithe, distant whistle sounded, and the +bells of Llanfawr church pealed in the far-away town, just sending their +faint echoes across the river.</p> + +<p>'What are those bells ringing for?' said Freda, as she wiped away some +large tears that were gathering in her eyes. 'They ring for everything; +soon it will be for these odious marriages. Why was I ever born? Why, +above all, was I born in such a place as this? And to leave it! Yes, +Frisk' (to her terrier, that was barking and jumping outside the +window), 'you and I must go away. No more quarrels with Jerry; no more +fights with Gelert?; no more hunts in the brook. Will you come with me +to smoky London? Yes, and hate it as much as I shall. Sleep away your +life by a city fire, and grow fat and old, instead of racing after me +and Prince. But we shall not live long in a town, Frisk. We shall soon +die of sheer laziness, and so much the better—for who will care for us? +Lion and Jerry and even Gipsy will forget you; and every one has +forgotten me already. Why am I so foolish as to cry so? I never knew how +weak I could be until these last few days. But we must be strong, +Frisk—we must be strong, and not care for this old place, and the +beautiful park, and all the—oh, why will those bells ring? and what are +they ringing for? And there is the dinner-bell, too, harsh as my lot. +And I must try to be dutiful, and show a bold face and good courage to +the world, who will pity me, or rejoice over me, and say that I wanted +something to pull down my pride. And so, perhaps, I do; but this shall +not be the something. No, no; it shall only make me prouder. Poor papa, +too; he will be more wretched than I—I am sure he will. I cannot bear +to think of him. Frisk! Frisk! don't make such a noise. Don't jump so, +Frisk. There! I will take you in. Good dog! good Frisk! You love me if +no one else does; you and Gladys.'</p> + +<hr class='smallbreak' /> + +<h2><a name="CHAPTER_XXXVI" id="CHAPTER_XXXVI" ></a>CHAPTER XXXVI.</h2> + +<h3>THE FIRST-BORN.</h3> + +<p>Those Llanfawr bells which, as Freda said, certainly did ring for +everything, were sending forth their chimes to celebrate the birth of a +daughter at Plas Abertewey. But whilst they were ringing, and Freda was +abusing them, the mother of the little daughter was, apparently, about +to depart for that other country where bells shall no longer 'ring out +the old, and ring in the new,' welcome the babe, or speed the spirit of +the dead.</p> + +<p>Good Dr Richards and the nurse stood, one on either side of Netta's bed, +pouring brandy and wine down her throat, whilst her infant was on its +grandmother's, Mrs Jenkins's lap, in the next room. The doctor was in a +state of intense anxiety. He had sent off one man and horse for another +surgeon, and a second to Swansea, to telegraph for Howel, who had not +yet returned from London, where he had been nearly three months. He felt +the great responsibility of his situation, and that if Netta did not +rally, she must die.</p> + +<p>It was six o'clock in the evening; the baby had been born in the +morning, and Netta's continual cry had been 'Howel! Howel! When will my +husband come?' But she had not spoken for some hours, and seemed to be +sinking out of the world.</p> + +<p>As Dr Richards leaned over her, he thought she murmured something. +Putting his ear close to her, he heard the words, 'Mother! oh, mother!'</p> + +<p>'She shall come! you shall see her!' said Dr Richards. He went to a +writing-table, and wrote as follows:—</p> + +<p>'Mrs Howel Jenkins is dying. The only chance to save her is her mother's +presence. Come, for God's sake.'</p> + +<p>He went out of the room, and ordered the carriage and horses to be +prepared at once, and sent them and the coachman to Glanyravon Farm. The +man said it was as much as his place was worth to go; but Dr Richards +insisted, and he went.</p> + +<p>In about two hours the carriage returned. Dr Richards heard the distant +sound of wheels, so did Netta. She opened her eyes, and with a painful, +eager glance, again said, 'Mother!'</p> + +<p>Dr Richards left the room, and, to his great joy, welcomed Mrs Prothero +in the hall.</p> + +<p>'Thank God, you are come! She is yet alive,' said he.</p> + +<p>'I did not stop to ask David,' said Mrs Prothero, 'but came straight +away.'</p> + +<p>She followed Dr Richards to Netta's room, and the feelings of the mother +and the daughter may well be imagined, as they thus met after such a +separation. Mrs Prothero turned away and wept—then prepared to wait +upon her child.</p> + +<p>As the long absence of Howel, and his non-arrival day after day, +according to promises almost daily made, had caused Netta's extreme +prostration of mental as well as physical power; so the presence of her +mother appeared to revive and cheer her. Again she had some one near her +who loved her. Her mother, whom she had so grievously offended, had come +to her in trouble, and she was roused and comforted. The mother-in-law, +who had been so anxious to take her from her parents, did not fill their +places.</p> + +<p>Whilst Mrs Prothero was tenderly nursing her daughter, and gently +assuring her of her love and forgiveness, Mrs Griffey Jenkins was +discussing her arrival with the various domestics and the nurse, who +went into an adjoining room to have her supper, where Mrs Griffey also +had hers.</p> + +<p>Their conversation was carried on in an under voice, and between sips of +gin and water, Mrs Griffey said,—</p> + +<p>'You do see, Mrs Gwillim, that if Mrs Howel was to die, my Howels 'ould +be seure to be marrying again. He could have anybody.'</p> + +<p>'Of course, ma'am—of course.'</p> + +<p>'There don't be a lady anywhere as 'ouldn't be proud to be marrying my +Howels. Up in London there's my Lady Sinclairs, and a hundred others; +and down here there's Miss Nugent, or Miss Gwynne. You do see, Mrs +Gwillim, that though Mrs Howels do be very respectable, she 'ouldn't be +Mrs Howel Jenkins, Abertewey, only my Howels was too honourable not to +be marrying her. I 'ould be sorry after her, but if she was to be taken, +why, she couldn't go at a better time. What was you thinking of her by +now?'</p> + +<p>'Very bad, ma'am, very bad,' said Mrs Gwillim, ominously shaking her +head.</p> + +<p>And 'very bad,' Netta undoubtedly was all that night. Dr Richards did +not leave the house, and in due course of time the other medical man +arrived; still, the half-expressed and wholly felt wishes of her +mother-in-law for her death were not realised. The dawn of morning found +her sleeping peaceably with her infant in her arms, and her mother +thanking God that she was better.</p> + +<p>At ten o'clock in the morning, carriage wheels were again heard, and Mrs +Prothero trembled as Howel entered the house, and there was a +consultation of doctors as to the propriety of his seeing his wife at +once.</p> + +<p>Mrs Griffey anticipated every one else by going direct to Howel.</p> + +<p>'How is she, mother?' were his first words.</p> + +<p>'Better they do say.'</p> + +<p>'Then why on earth did they telegraph for me. It may be the loss of +thousands.'</p> + +<p>'Mrs Prothero is with Netta, Howel, bach.'</p> + +<p>'Who dared to bring her into my house?'</p> + +<p>'Netta, I 'spose. They was turning <i>me</i> out of Glanyravon.'</p> + +<p>'And I'll turn her out of Abertewey, the canting old humbug.'</p> + +<p>Here Dr Richards came in.</p> + +<p>'She is out of danger, I hope, Mr Jenkins; anxiety about you reduced her +so low; and I took upon myself to send for her mother, who has roused +her, and, I believe, saved her life. She knows you are come, and perhaps +the sight of you for a moment may not injure her, as she is very anxious +to see you; but we must not excite her.'</p> + +<p>Howel looked paler and darker than usual, and Dr Richards attributed it, +and his silence, to his emotion. They went together upstairs, and Howel +stood by the bed where lay his young wife and his first-born child. As +he looked upon the pale face of Netta, and saw her large black eyes +gleam with joy, and her lips purse themselves up like a double cherry, +to kiss him, he was touched. He bent over her, and kissed her warmly. +When she uncovered a small portion of the bed-clothes, and displayed the +infant that lay in her arms, a smile passed over his countenance, and he +kissed his wife and child together.</p> + +<p>'Dear Howel,' murmured Netta, as the nurse covered up the mother and her +babe, and the doctor touched Howel, and told him to come away. He caught +sight of the trembling Mrs Prothero as he was leaving the room, and a +terrible frown passed over his face. She followed him downstairs, and +anticipated his abuse of her, by saying at once, gently, but firmly,—</p> + +<p>'Howel, I came here at Dr Richards' summons to my dying child. My +husband did not even know I was coming, but neither he nor you could +have prevented me at such a time. You cannot turn me from your doors +whilst she is still in danger. When she is out of danger I will go.'</p> + +<p>'You turned my mother from yours.'</p> + +<p>'Not I, Howel; and I have never injured you. Leave me till to-morrow, +and I will go.'</p> + +<p>One of the few people in the world for whom Howel had a small amount of +respect and affection, was Mrs Prothero. The simply good, and +unaffectedly pious, will sometimes command the regard of the worldly and +irreligious.</p> + +<p>'If you remain in my house, Mrs Prothero, it is because you have been +consistently kind to me, and received my mother. As to your husband, I +would—'</p> + +<p>'Not to me, Howel, if you please I can hear nothing against him. You +must remember the provocation, and try to forgive and forget as I do. +But thank you for letting me stay with Netta. I have so longed and +prayed to see her again, and it has been brought about for me.'</p> + +<p>Mrs Prothero remained one clear day and two nights longer at Abertewey. +As Netta was quite out of danger before that time had expired, she +thought it right to go home, both on Howel's account and her own +husband's, whose anger she would have to allay. During her stay with +Netta she lost no opportunity to work gently on the mind of her child, +now opened and softened by her late trials. She found, with grief, what +she had always feared, that Howel and Netta were not happy together; +that he was frequently morose and unkind, and that she was passionate +and revengeful. This eked out in Netta's confessions to her mother, for +Howel was attentive and affectionate during her illness. Mrs Prothero +entreated her to be gentle and obedient. Earnestly did she speak to her +of religion, trying to recall the lessons of her childhood; and with +tears poor Netta promised everything. Particularly she promised to read +her Bible. Her mother was shocked that the Book was not to be found in +her bedroom. She put a little Testament, that she always carried in her +pocket, under her child's pillow. It was lined, and underlined by her +own hand, and she fondly hoped she might read it for her sake.</p> + +<p>Netta was so loving, gentle, and teachable with her mother—blamed +herself so severely for having displeased her and her father—sent so +many messages to him, and seemed so desirous of obtaining his +forgiveness, that Mrs Prothero hoped everything.</p> + +<p>It was a hard struggle to part again with that dear child, and to kiss +the little grandchild for the last time, perhaps, for years—she would +not believe for ever; but both she and Netta were obliged to put a brave +face upon it, in order not to displease Howel, already suspicious of +their conversations.</p> + +<p>'You see Netta has all the grandest lady could desire,' said Howel, +before Mrs Prothero left.</p> + +<p>'Oh yes! I hope you will be happy,' was the reply. Mrs Prothero had +never given a thought to the grandeur by which she was surrounded.</p> + +<p>'Why not? Does Netta complain?' said Howel.</p> + +<p>'No, no; she says you are very good, and let her have all she wants; +but, Howel, riches may not always bring happiness, and we must try to +look beyond the perishable things of life for it.'</p> + +<p>'Pshaw!' said Howel, impatiently; 'you know, aunt, I hate that sort of +cant.'</p> + +<p>Soon after she left Abertewey, Colonel Vaughan called Howel and he had +a long conversation, the purport of which was, that the colonel wished +to come himself to reside at Abertewey at the end of Howel's term of two +years; and Howel was quite ready and willing to give it up to him, +saying that he meant to purchase a house in town—in Belgravia, of +course—and to reside there until he could meet with a property that he +could purchase.</p> + +<p>Howel told Netta that he was tired of the neighbourhood already, it was +so stupid; and that London, and a country house in some English county, +would be far preferable to living in such a dull part of the world. She +quite agreed with him, and had her own reasons for being glad to leave +Wales. In the first place, she was not at home with the people she met +in society, and liked the notion of living where no one would know that +she was the daughter of the Protheros of Glanyravon. In the second, +Howel would be always at home in London, and never again absent for +three months, she knew not why. Moreover, she longed to be far away from +the mother-in-law, who was a sort of spy over all she said or did; and +she thought Howel would be kinder to her when he was at a distance from +their kith and kin, whose propinquity seemed to irritate him.</p> + +<p>Netta did not stop to consider Howel's real reasons for leaving the +country, or imagine for a moment that a man of his, to her, +inexhaustible resources, could be induced to do so because he found +those resources were not inexhaustible. Neither did she remember that in +London he would be in the midst of the gamblers, horse-racers, and +spendthrifts who had been helping him to diminish his father's +ill-gotten gains, before and since, he came into possession of them.</p> + +<p>During the remainder of his stay in the county, his house was open to +sportsmen of every grade. His racers, hunters, hounds, and good dinners +were points of union to all the sporting men of the county; and Captain +Dancy, Mr Deep, Sir Samuel Spendall, the Simpsons, Madame Duvet, and +many others, again adorned Plas Abertewey. Races and race-balls, +steeple-chases, and steeple-chase balls, hunts, and hunt-balls, took +Howel, Netta, and his friends from place to place, and he and his horses +soon became celebrated. The latter ran at all the races. He was a good +rider, and rode himself in several steeple-chases; in short, he was +declared to be 'a capital fellow!' and one who, if he would only remain +in the county, would raise the sporting interest throughout it. As +'blessings brighten as they take their flight,' so Howel's popularity +reached its zenith just as he resigned Abertewey to Colonel Vaughan, and +went, with his wife and child, abroad for a few months.</p> + +<p>As Freda foretold, bells rang, bonfires blazed, and cannons fired, when +the respective owners of Glanyravon and Abertewey brought home their +respective brides, which took place in due course. If anybody thought of +Miss Gwynne, it was to comment loudly on her conduct in leaving her +home, because her father chose to marry again, and lowering herself and +her position by going to reside with her former governess, the wife of a +curate in the East End of London. Some few sympathised with her, but the +greater number laughed at Mr Gwynne, admired Lady Nugent's tact, and +blamed Freda.</p> + +<p>Those, also, who discussed Colonel Vaughan, as everybody did, thought +him a wise man to marry a woman who could at once clear his estate, and +enable him to live upon it as his fathers had never lived before him, +and welcomed him home with great ardour, and a regular volley of dinner +parties.</p> + +<p>Thus Lady Mary Nugent and her daughter, with their various worldly and +external advantages, and Colonel Vaughan, with his <i>savoir faire</i>, had +done more for themselves than Freda or Gladys, or Owen or Rowland could +have done, with their honesty of purpose, beauty, and intelligence, in a +worldly point of view, I would be understood to mean.</p> + +<hr class='smallbreak' /> + +<h2><a name="CHAPTER_XXXVII" id="CHAPTER_XXXVII" ></a>CHAPTER XXXVII.</h2> + +<h3>THE SPENDTHRIFT.</h3> + +<p>We must now run rapidly through the next six years of Howel and Netta's +career.</p> + +<p>After spending nearly a year abroad, where Howel amused himself, in +addition, to his usual diversions, by speculating in some German mines, +they came back to England. They went for a time to Spendall Lodge in +Yorkshire, on a visit to Sir Samuel Spendall, in order to be in the +vicinity of the Doncaster races. Thence they went to Scarborough, where +Howel left Netta, her child and maid in a lodging, whilst he attended +the various races in other parts of the country.</p> + +<p>About this time, Sir John Simpson died, and his son came into his +fortune. Howel immediately bought a handsome house in Belgravia, +furnished it expensively, and began life as a London fine gentleman.</p> + +<p>It is needless to describe how Howel's income and position in society +gradually dwindled down; or more properly, how his means fluctuated +according as his horses lost or won, or his various speculations +succeeded or failed. Long before his father died, he had mortgaged that +father's very mortgages; and had spent a large portion of his wealth in +paying off debts of honour, and freeing himself from the Jews, into +whose hands he had got before he went to live at Abertewey.</p> + +<p>During his four years' residence in London, it was evident that his +means fluctuated in some wonderful way. His house was the rendezvous of +men of all ranks who were on the turf, and his life was passed in a +state of perpetual excitement. Netta did not see much of him, except at +their own table, or that of their acquaintances. When she was alone with +him, he was either quite silent, or abusive; the career of such a man +will be better understood by most of my readers, than described by me. +The resorts of black-legs, and the betting-books of men on the turf, the +dishonourable payment of so-called debts of honour, the trickery of +horse-dealers, horse-trainers, and horse-racers, and the wretched +madness of professed gamblers, are things we have all heard of, but of +which, happily, comparatively few of us know much, practically.</p> + +<p>Howel managed to maintain his reputation as a gentleman and man of large +fortune, even when he was, from time to time, on the verge of ruin; and +the purchase of Sir Samuel Spendall's property in Yorkshire, when that +baronet was obliged to leave the country for debt, confirmed the opinion +of his wealth. Every one did not know that Sir Samuel, like Mr Simpson, +owed him an enormous sum of money, for various bets, loans, and even +mortgages, of which Howel kept quite as usurious an account as his +father would have done before him, and at which the lawyers of those +gentlemen shook their heads, although they could not disprove any item +of it. Howel had learnt enough of law to serve his purposes, and to +teach him how far he might venture to go, in the matter of interest and +compound interest, with impunity.</p> + +<p>Howel's friend, Mr Deep, was a lawyer by profession. He had duly taken +out his stamps, and had chambers in Lincoln's Inn, and did such business +as fell in his way amongst his sporting friends.</p> + +<p>It was he who had been Howel's attorney in all his dealings with Sir +Samuel Spendall, Mr Simpson and others, and although his reputation was +not very good amongst his professional brethren, nothing dishonourable +had ever been proved against him.</p> + +<p>We will now look into the chambers of this worthy in Lincoln's Inn, and +listen to a conversation that is passing between him and Howel, over +what appears to be their mid-day potation of brandy and water. Howel's +manner is excited, and his face at its darkest; Mr Deep is calm, and his +face smooth as usual.</p> + +<p>'You see, we must have money!' says Howel, 'I, at least, must have six +thousand five hundred pounds before this month is out. I owe that to +Dancy, who, of all men in the world, I don't choose to make wait. If I +lose at the Derby, I must have twenty thousand more.'</p> + +<p>'But the chances are you will win. Alma is pretty safe, I think.'</p> + +<p>'Yes, if we can manage to drug Magnificent. I think I have Little Bill +in my power; he will do anything for us. But this six thousand five +hundred is the first thing to think of. I have mortgaged Spendall Lodge +almost to its value. By the way, are you quite sure that Spendall has +nothing against us? They say his mother is paying his debts, and that he +will be able to come back.'</p> + +<p>'Positive; besides, he never knows what money he has paid, or what +receipts he has had, or what the amount of his mortgages was.'</p> + +<p>'Simpson, again, I think he is sharper since his father's death. He was +regularly frightened when he found what a sum he owed me; and if I +hadn't got into a passion, and threatened to call him out for doubting +my honour, I believe he would have checked our bill.'</p> + +<p>'Can't you get more money on your house in town?'</p> + +<p>'No; I have tried Levi and Jacobs, and they won't advance any more +without better security.'</p> + +<p>'Your mother; surely she would help you, if you were to make up a good +story.'</p> + +<p>'No; I ran down to see her the other day, and she had taken offence +because she chose to think I had neglected her, and was as obstinate as +an old mule. I believe she is getting stingy, too, and says she will +keep her money as long as she lives, and then I may do what I like with +it.'</p> + +<p>'What is she worth?'</p> + +<p>'Well, I should say by this time, she must have as good as six or seven +hundred a-year. She hasn't lived up to her income, and what she has +doled out to me now and then, hasn't touched the principal. She must +have from fifteen to twenty thousand pounds one way and another.'</p> + +<p>'Ask her to come and visit you; take her about and make much of her, and +then seize upon her in an unwary moment. Borrow the money, and say you +will pay it back, which you know, you will be able to do, if you have +any luck.'</p> + +<p>'That's a bright idea. The old soul has always been hankering to come to +London. Give me a pen and ink directly. Let me see; I know how she +likes me to begin. "Dear and honoured mother." Faugh! shall we go on in +the ancient style? "I hope this will find you well, as it leaves me at +present." I only wish it would find her—well—I think that will do. I +have told her that Netta and I will be delighted to see her, etc., etc. +And Netta hates her, too.'</p> + +<p>'By the way, Jenkins, could not Mrs Howel Jenkins get Dancy to give in +about that money? She is a prime favourite.'</p> + +<p>'Mrs Jenkins knows nothing of my money transactions, and certainly would +be the last person I should wish to interfere in such a matter. Let us +go and post this letter, and then I want to go to Tattersalls. Will you +dine with me at the club at six? and afterwards we will keep our +appointment with Dancy and Lord Dupe; we may make something of the +latter, if we can't of the former.'</p> + +<p>It was nearly two o'clock in the morning when Howel reached his home. +His little girl was ill in the measles, and Netta, feeling anxious about +her, had been sitting up with her. When Howel entered the bedroom in +which the mother and child were, he began to talk in a loud voice.</p> + +<p>'Why on earth don't you go to bed, Netta?'</p> + +<p>Netta put her finger on her lips, and pointed to the little bed in which +her child was sleeping, then hurried into the next room, a kind of +nursery and play-room, and sent the maid, who was sitting there, into +the bedroom. Howel followed her; Netta saw that he had been drinking, +and was greatly excited; he never was absolutely intoxicated, but he +constantly drank too much.</p> + +<p>'Why do you sit up I say, Netta?'</p> + +<p>'Because Minette is so feverish; I did not like to leave her.'</p> + +<p>The child had been called Minette by a French <i>bonne</i>, and they had all +somehow adopted it as a name; her real name was Victoria.</p> + +<p>'You didn't sit up for me, of course?'</p> + +<p>'Certainly not; you are not so very agreeable when you come home, as to +make me sit up for you.'</p> + +<p>'I say, Netta, do you know I have written to invite my mother to come +and pay us a visit.'</p> + +<p>'Your mother! then you must amuse her, for I certainly won't.'</p> + +<p>'I beg to say you will, and will do everything in your power to make her +visit agreeable. It will be worse for you if you do not. What do you +mean by always disobeying me?'</p> + +<p>'You had better not strike me again, you coward, you! Justine will hear +you. She can see and hear, if she can't understand.'</p> + +<p>'I tell you what, Netta, everything may depend on our reception of my +mother—your very living, and mine, and Minette's.'</p> + +<p>'I don't care about living; I'd rather starve than live the life I do, +and if I have Aunt 'Lizbeth, too, I shall run away, I am sure I shall.'</p> + +<p>'With whom, madam?'</p> + +<p>'With anybody or nobody; I don't care what becomes of me since you're so +unkind. Perhaps you'd like to see my shoulder that you hurt yesterday? I +haven't had the pleasure of seeing you since. Your shakes, and pinches +ain't very soft, sir, I assure you.'</p> + +<p>Netta threw off a portion of the white dressing-gown she had on, and +displayed her round white neck and shoulder disfigured by a +black-and-blue mark.</p> + +<p>'I'll do the same to the other if you aggravate me any more,' said +Howel, clenching his teeth, and moving towards Netta.</p> + +<p>'Not to-night, anyhow,' said Netta, running through the door and short +passage into her child's bedroom. She knew that he was always +sufficiently master of himself not to expose himself before the +servants.</p> + +<p>'Justine, I shall sleep with Minette to-night—that is to say, I shall +lie down on this sofa by her side. You can go to bed as usual,' said +Netta.</p> + +<p>And when Minette and Justine were fast asleep in their respective beds, +poor Netta sat and cried the livelong night, with her feet upon the +fender, and her eyes fixed upon the almost-extinguished fire.</p> + +<p>The following morning, when she was watching her child, Howel came into +the room. He went up to the bed on which Minette lay, and kissed her, +and asked her how she did. The little girl looked pleased, and putting +her arms round her father's neck, whispered,—</p> + +<p>'Papa! do you know mamma has not been in bed all night? Will you tell +her I am quite well, and ask her to go to bed?'</p> + +<p>'I will, darling. I have a new picture-book for you downstairs Mamma +will come and fetch it. Mamma, will you come and fetch a new book for +Minette?'</p> + +<p>Netta looked at Howel for the first time, and seeing that his face was +tolerably pleasant, followed him out of the room, and down into the +dining-room, where his breakfast was awaiting him.</p> + +<p>'Netta! you must make my breakfast, and have some with me. Minette is +better, and you needn't starve yourself to death,' said Howel, sitting +down at the breakfast-table.</p> + +<p>'Thank you,' replied Netta sulkily. 'I can't eat anything, I am a great +deal too tired and wretched.'</p> + +<p>'Netta, I am sorry I hurt you; but you do aggravate me so, and I have a +great deal on my mind.'</p> + +<p>Netta's face brightened a little.</p> + +<p>'Why don't you tell me what you have on your mind, instead of bullying +me from morning to night?'</p> + +<p>'Because a woman cannot understand such matters. But if I do not get +some money this month we shall be ruined. I have asked my mother up to +see whether she will advance it, and that will depend on our treatment +of her. Will you be kind to her?'</p> + +<p>'I suppose you will give me some of the money, if you get it, to pay +servants' wages, and other bills? I am dunned for money from morning to +night, and never have a farthing to pay.'</p> + +<p>'I shall be able to pay everything next month. I am sure of plenty of +money.'</p> + +<p>'And I suppose you want to get money from your mother to pay bets, or +something of the sort? Why won't you tell me?'</p> + +<p>'Yes; I owe it to <i>your</i> friend Dancy. Perhaps you will help me to pay +<i>him</i>.'</p> + +<p>'He is no friend of mine. I don't like him; but he would do more for me +than you would, and is kinder too. But I don't want to be under any +obligation to him.'</p> + +<p>'If you wish to keep a house over your head, or me out of a prison, you +must either ask him, as a personal favour, to let me off the debt, or +you must help me to get the money out of my mother.'</p> + +<p>'Howel, I don't like underhand ways. I don't mind trying to be civil to +Aunt 'Lizbeth, provided you tell her exactly how you are situated, and +promise me never to bet with Captain Dancy, or borrow money of him +again.'</p> + +<p>'I promise most faithfully.'</p> + +<p>'And if you can't afford to live in this grand house, Howel, why don't +you give it up, and take to the law, or anything to get your living? +Perhaps, if you did, we should be happy again. I would rather work like +a slave, and not keep a servant, and live in a small lodging, or +anything, than see you so altered.'</p> + +<p>Here Netta began to cry.</p> + +<p>'If I get this money from mother, and what I expect from other sources, +we shall be all right again, and then—'</p> + +<p>'And then, Howel, you will give up horse-racing and betting and gambling +and bad company, and think more of Minette and me—your poor unhappy +Netta—your wife—your little cousin that you used to say you +loved!—oh, Howel! Howel! that you hate so now, and treat so unkindly.'</p> + +<p>Netta had been standing by the fire-place hitherto, but at this juncture +she went towards Howel timidly, and kneeling down by his side as he sat +at the table, put her hands on his arm, and fixed her tearful eyes on +his face.</p> + +<p>Howel was touched. We know that there are moments in the lives of the +worst of men when better feelings overcome the evil ones; and Howel was +not utterly bad; and now his guardian angel seemed to be making a great +effort to reclaim him from his sins. He really loved Netta as much as he +could love anything. Was she not the only creature in the world who had +really loved him?</p> + +<p>'Then you do not quite hate me, Netta?' he said, putting his arm round +her neck, 'I thought all the old love was gone.'</p> + +<p>'No, no, Howel! Dear, dear Howel! I love you in my heart! but you are so +changed—so—so—you don't care for my company now. You never come home +and play and sing as you used to do. You never speak to Minette; you +never speak to me except—'</p> + +<p>Here Netta leant her head on Howel's knees, and began to sob. He put his +hand on her head, smoothed her hair, and finally raised her from the +ground, and took her in his arms to his weak, wicked heart—a heart not +wholly depraved, because there was still in it love for his wife.</p> + +<p>For a long time she clung to him; her arms round his neck, her cheek to +his cheek, her beating heart to his bosom, as if she was afraid that the +spell would be broken if once she let go. Howel kissed her pale cheek, +wiped those large black eyes, and comforted her as she had never hoped +to be comforted again. Vague thoughts entered his mind of the +possibility of beginning life afresh—of being a better husband and +father—of giving up his wild, sinful courses. 'Shall the Ethiopian +change his skin, or the leopard his spots.'</p> + +<p>'I will do anything, Howel, darling—anything you wish,' suddenly +murmured Netta, returning his caresses, 'only you will promise never to +be unkind again. I will beg, starve for you as long as you love me; but +you know I am hot-tempered, and when you are cross I get angry; and then +you are violent, and I am hard and sullen and wicked—oh, so wicked! I +think I must have lived fifty years in the last five years, Howel, I +feel so old and altered. Don't make me so hard-hearted again, Howel, +bach, or I shall die, indeed I shall; I feel it now at my heart.'</p> + +<p>Netta put her hand on her heart as she leant against Howel. He raised +her, and saw that she was of a deathly paleness.</p> + +<p>'Don't be—frightened—I have—it—often—only—a spasm,' she gasped, as +frightened he went to the sideboard, and poured out some brandy into one +of the tea cups, and putting a little water to it, gave it her to drink.</p> + +<p>She soon revived, and recovering a little of her old colour again, put +her arms round Howel, and thanked him for being so kind. Howel was +aware, for the first time for many years, that conscience is not a myth; +his smote him.</p> + +<p>'Will you stay at home to-day, Howel?' asked Netta. 'I will write myself +to your mother, if you will.'</p> + +<p>'Yes, Netta, dear, I will. Now, shall we carry the picture-book to +Minette?'</p> + +<p>'No; you must have your breakfast now, and I will make it. Oh! I am so +happy.'</p> + +<p>'And you do not care for Dancy, Netta?'</p> + +<p>'No; I hate him.'</p> + +<p>Howel kept his word, and stayed at home that one day with Netta and her +child, and she wrote that day down on the tablets of her memory as the +brightest spot in six years of trouble and distrust.</p> + +<hr class='smallbreak' /> + +<h2><a name="CHAPTER_XXXVIII" id="CHAPTER_XXXVIII" ></a>CHAPTER XXXVIII.</h2> + +<h3>THE FORGER.</h3> + +<p>In a few days Mrs Griffith Jenkins arrived in London, equally surprised +and delighted by the invitation she had received from her son and +daughter-in-law. Netta kept her word, and behaved to her with all the +kindness and consideration she could assume. She took her to various +places of amusement, and tried to find pleasure herself in scenes that a +few years before would have given her great delight; but the forebodings +of coming evil hung heavily over her, and she could not rouse herself +into her old spirits. Howel was very kind to her when with her; but +after that one white day he was not much at home. He went out once or +twice with her and his mother in the evening, and was so very attentive +to the latter that she began to think herself a person of consideration +once more.</p> + +<p>'There's kind Howels is, Netta, fach!' she would say. 'There's proud you +ought to be to be having such a kind husband. But he don't be looking +well, nor you neither. You was looking as pale as those wox figures at +Mrs Tuss's; and seure won was as like you as could be. Ach a fi! I +'ouldn't like to be going again into that little room with all the +murderers. And Howel was looking quite pale. But such beauty music, and +dresses, and all like life. I thought I should a-screeked out when that +man turned and looked at me, and wogged his head, and was nodding, is +seure as if he was alive, and he only wox!'</p> + +<p>Mrs Jenkins had been in London about a week, when Howel began +carelessly the subject nearest his heart.</p> + +<p>'I say, mother, fach, how does your money hold out? I daresay you are +rich as a Jew by this time.'</p> + +<p>'Pretty well, Howel. I hope you do be well off now, and don't be living +so gay as you wos.'</p> + +<p>'Well, mother, if I could just get a few thousands for a couple of weeks +I should be as rich as Croesus, and out of all those difficulties I told +you of in another month. Do you know of any one likely to have such a +sum to lend?'</p> + +<p>'Thousands, Howel! why hundreds wasn't plenty with us, let alone +thousands. You do know that there don't be any wan so rich as you in our +parts.'</p> + +<p>'So I am, mother, or rather shall be by-and-by. I have lived beyond my +income, but I am going to retrench, and if you could only lend me five +or six thousands pounds, it would set me right, and I could pay you +again in a month.'</p> + +<p>'Five or six thousand! Why, Howel, I 'ouldn't know how to get it; and I +don't cheuse to be reuining myself, and bringing myself down again for +nobody.'</p> + +<p>'Not even for me, mother? To save me from jail, perhaps! Ha! ha! I'm +sure you wouldn't like to see me in jail; and 'pon my honour I don't +know how I shall keep out of it unless you help me.'</p> + +<p>'And where's the thousands and hundreds of thousands your father was +leaving you? Ten years ago come next Jeune he did die, my poor Griffey.'</p> + +<p>'Now, mother, don't humbug me about that. You know you were glad enough. +Only let me have the money, unless you want me to leave the country, +never to come back.'</p> + +<p>'Ach an wyr! How you be talking. You wos frightening me to death. I +'ouldn't mind lending you a few hundreds, but—'</p> + +<p>'Hundreds won't do, mother. I must have five thousand six hundred before +this week is out, or else—It is impossible you could be cruel enough to +see your only son in distress, and not help him out of it.'</p> + +<p>'I have been helping you all your life, Howel. I could lend you wan +thousand, and no more, and if you'll promise to be paying me soon.'</p> + +<p>'One thousand six hundred, mother, I must have that at least.'</p> + +<p>It would be waste of time to write the reasons urged by Howel to induce +his mother to advance him this money; but after some hours of entreaty, +and a promise from him that he would repay it shortly, she consented to +write the necessary cheque for that sum. She insisted upon the business +being managed through Mr Rice Rice, her attorney at home, and wrote to +him to empower him to raise it as he best could for her son at once.</p> + +<p>As she was a poor scribe, and a still worse orthographer, Howel +superintended the letter, and when it was written said he would enclose +and post it. He was most particular in telling her where and how to +write the figures; and before the ink was dry begged her to go to a +davenport, which stood at the other end of the room, for a stamp.</p> + +<p>No sooner was her back turned towards him, than with the same pen and +ink he made the straight figure <i>one</i> into a <i>four</i>, and in the cheque +which she had written, as well as in the accompanying letter, four +thousand six hundred pounds held the place that one thousand six hundred +had held when Mrs Griffith Jenkins left the table to go to the +davenport.</p> + +<p>If Howel trembled, or if his conscience smote him when he did this +dreadful deed, he did not let his mother see it.</p> + +<p>'Perhaps, after all, you had better direct the letter, mother,' he said, +as he finished sealing it. 'If I do it it will look as if I thought you +couldn't write, and you really write just as well as any other lady of +your age. I am really very much obliged to you.'</p> + +<p>When Howel carried the letter out of the room, and went for a few +moments into another, he said to himself, 'I can pay the whole back +after the races, and manage so as to prevent her knowing anything about +it. And if the worst come to the worst, I must tell her what I did. She +won't expose me; it will be a furious quarrel, and then all will be +over. We must keep her here for a long time, and I must get hold of her +letters first and read them to her, and alter them if necessary. Now I +must look about for another thousand pounds.'</p> + +<p>In due course of time the money was procured for Mrs Jenkins, and paid +into a London bank. Howel took possession of the letter of advice +concerning it, and told his mother he had opened it because she was out +when it arrived, and he had not a moment to lose in obtaining the money +from the bank. He kissed her, and talked to her, and hurried her and +Netta to dress for a drive in the park with him, until he made her +forget to obtain possession of the letter, and so far his fraud +prospered.</p> + +<p>A few mornings after he had received the money, he had a note from Mr +Deep, containing the intelligence of the return from abroad of Sir +Samuel Spendall, and that his attorneys were investigating his affairs. +As soon as he received this note, he went by a succession of omnibuses +to the east of London, and, as it chanced, into his brother-in-law's +parish. In this parish there was a wretched-looking suburb, inhabited +principally by Jews, whose houses were, unlike the whited sepulchres +metaphorically used in scripture to describe the hearts of their race, +most unclean without, but magnificent within. Into many of these +dwellings Howel went in the hope of raising money, but without success. +His credit was at zero.</p> + +<p>In a desolate, but somewhat more respectable-looking house of the same +parish, he hired a couple of rooms, giving his name as Mr Mills, and +paying a week's rent in advance.</p> + +<p>He was walking up this street, looking for a cab, when he was suddenly +accosted by his brother-in-law, Rowland Prothero.</p> + +<p>'You are coming to see me, Howel, I am so glad,' said Rowland, as they +shook hands.</p> + +<p>'Not to-day; I am here on a little business, and in a great hurry.'</p> + +<p>Howel walked on, but Rowland accompanied him.</p> + +<p>'You were all out when I called yesterday,' said Rowland, 'and I +particularly wanted to see you, Howel. When will you be at home?'</p> + +<p>'It is impossible to say.'</p> + +<p>'It is on your own account; it is about Sir Samuel Spendall that I wish +to speak.'</p> + +<p>Howel turned pale, and stood still for a moment, looking round him as he +did so to see that no one was listening.</p> + +<p>'What of him?'</p> + +<p>'Sir Philip told me that he had been heard to say he would dispute your +right to his property, for you had acquired it by unfair means.'</p> + +<p>'The scoundrel!' cried Howel, turning pale. 'You have always something +agreeable to communicate when we do meet. It is well it is so seldom, Mr +Rowland Prothero.'</p> + +<p>'Oh, Howel! hear me whilst it is yet time, and clear yourself from the +imputations to which I cannot shut my ears. My eyes, alas! have been +long opened, and I would have helped you, but neither Netta nor you will +listen.'</p> + +<p>'Cab!' shouted Howel, and a cab drew up, and Howel jumped into it, with +a 'good morning,' leaving Rowland looking mournfully after it.</p> + +<p>The next morning Rowland was at Howel's house very early. He found Netta +alone, and heard from her that Howel had not been at home since the +previous morning. She had had a line from him telling her that he was +going with Mr Deep to Greenwich.</p> + +<p>Netta looked ill and anxious. Rowland entreated her to tell him freely +what made her so unhappy. He said he did not wish to interfere between +her and her husband, only to advise her for her good.</p> + +<p>Netta burst into tears, and said that Howel was very kind now, but that +she feared there was something on his mind. She knew they were in debt, +but that Howel told her all would soon be right.</p> + +<p>Rowland begged her to come to him if she were in any difficulty; assured +her of his brotherly love and deep interest in her; pointed out her path +of duty to her, and urged her to be patient with her husband whatever +might happen, and to endeavour to win him to better courses; then left +her with a heavy heart and a promise to return on the morrow. He was +obliged to be at home that evening for a service in the church.</p> + +<p>Late at night Howel returned, anxious and pale. Netta and Mrs Griffey +had been to see Albert Smith's entertainment, and the latter was in a +great state of descriptive excitement, when Howel interrupted her by +saying,—</p> + +<p>'Mother, I am very sorry to seem so unkind and inhospitable, but I am +afraid I must ask you to return home to-morrow.'</p> + +<p>'To-morrow! I am feeling too tired to be up in time to-morrow, and, +seure! if you 'on't give your own mother a home for as long as she do +like to stay, there's my Lady Simpson who is asking me there, and—'</p> + +<p>'Impossible, mother, I must see you off for Wales. I am in great trouble +about money, and I must leave to-morrow myself or shall be in jail.'</p> + +<p>'Name o' goodness, Howel, what wos you doing with what I did give you?'</p> + +<p>'Never mind; only, if anything is said to you about that money by any +one, take care what you say in answer. Don't answer at all, indeed, or +it may ruin you and me. Now you must pack up your things to be ready for +the first train. Tell the servants—I will—that you are summoned home +by a telegraphic message.'</p> + +<p>Howel impelled his mother upstairs, and then said to Netta, who was +standing looking very pale, with her hand on her heart,—</p> + +<p>'Netta, you must fill your pockets, and every corner of your dress that +will contain them, with such jewels and plate as are of value. Money, I +fear, there is none, unless my mother has any. Send the servants to bed, +and do this when all is quiet. I am liable to be arrested for debt, and +do not know when it may or may not take place. Have a cab to-morrow +morning, and send my mother to the station; then take Minette, at your +usual hour, through the park to Hyde Park Corner. Start about ten. I +will meet you. I must not stay here to-night; indeed, I must not stay +longer.'</p> + +<p>Netta threw her arms round Howel's neck, and entreated him not to leave +her.</p> + +<p>'Netta, don't be a fool! You don't want to ruin me, do you?'</p> + +<p>Netta withdrew her arms, and stood like a statue before Howel.</p> + +<p>'You needn't look so frightened? it will be all right in a few weeks. +To-morrow at ten, remember.'</p> + +<p>Howel kissed her, and again left the house.</p> + +<p>Poor Netta set about the work that was appointed her mechanically. First +of all, however, she went into her mother-in-law's room, and assisted +her to pack. Mrs Griffey was by turns indignant, alarmed, and sorrowful; +but finding that she must depart, and that some real difficulty existed, +she made no further resistance. Seeing that Netta had literally no +money, she gave her a ten-pound note, under a faithful promise that she +would not transfer it to Howel.</p> + +<p>'He do be very good-for-nothing, Netta, and have been spending money +enough to buy half London. Tak' you care of this, and write you to me. +You was very good to me since I was come here.'</p> + +<p>The kind word was too much for Netta, and she sat down and cried +bitterly. Mrs Griffey tried to comfort her by crying too, and so the +night waned away.</p> + +<p>The following morning the cab was sent for, according to Howel's order, +and a man-servant ordered to accompany Mrs Griffith Jenkins to the +station and see her off. Netta had never believed it possible that she +could have cried at parting with her mother-in-law; but after she left +the house she wrung her hands in despair, and wept as if she had lost +her last earthly friend.</p> + +<p>Still, she thought, Howel is kind, and loves me, so I will not mind what +else happens.</p> + +<p>She ordered Justine to dress Minette, whilst she hurriedly finished such +preparations as she could make for her uncertain future. She found that +all Howel's jewels were already gone, so she had only to fill her +pockets and a bag with the best of her own and some plate and lock her +drawers. She took it for granted that Howel wanted the jewels for +himself, and that she would be obliged, when she returned home, to +secure other things.</p> + +<p>As she took Minette by the hand, and led her along the handsome square +in which they lived, she saw two men look at her very intently, and then +exchange some words apparently about her. In former days, when her +bright colour and pretty face attracted the notice of passers-by, this +would only have pleased her; now it frightened her.</p> + +<p>Before they reached Hyde Park Corner Howel hailed her from a cab.</p> + +<p>'Netta, would you rather go into Wales to my mother or come with me?' +said Howel.</p> + +<p>'With you, Howel, anywhere, not into Wales for the world.'</p> + +<p>Howel leaned back into a corner of the cab, and did not speak again.</p> + +<p>Netta did not know where they went, but they got into four cabs in +succession, driving a certain distance in one, then paying the driver, +then walking into another street and hailing a fresh vehicle.</p> + +<p>At last they reached the far east of London, and found themselves in a +dirty, wretched street, amongst a squalid population.</p> + +<p>'Give me the bag, and take care of your pocket,' said Howel, as they +walked along the pavement. 'Keep close to me.'</p> + +<p>They reached the house where Howel had taken a lodging the previous day. +He walked through the passage, and bade his wife and child follow him; +ascended two pair of stairs, and entered a large and tolerably +respectable room.</p> + +<p>There was a letter on the table, which he opened at once. It contained +the following lines:—</p> + +<p>'The double S are comparing notes, and various rumours are in +circulation amongst that set.'</p> + +<p>He put the letter in his pocket, and, turning to Netta, told her to go +into the bedroom and take off her own and Minette's bonnet, as they must +stay for a little while where they were.</p> + +<p>'Not here, papa,' said Minette, beginning to cry. 'I don't like this +place.'</p> + +<p>'Hold your tongue!' said her father sternly, as Netta led her out of the +room.</p> + +<p>'Netta,' whispered Howel, 'our name is Mills here—just for a time +only.'</p> + +<p>When Netta went into the close, dark bedroom at the back of the +sitting-room, she took off her sobbing child's things, set her on her +lap, and by degrees soothed her to sleep. She laid her on such a bed as +she had assuredly never slept on before, and then returned to Howel.</p> + +<p>She stood before him pale and resolute. He was pacing the room rapidly, +and muttering to himself.</p> + +<p>'Howel, I must know all! What is the matter? What is to become of us?' +she said.</p> + +<p>'We must not be seen by our friends for a time, dear Netta, because I +am liable to be arrested. Will you mind staying here a day or two alone? +I must go away for a short time on business but will return and remove +you when it is settled. You are better here than at home, as everything +will be seized. You are in Rowland's parish, if the worst should come to +the worst; but I don't want him to know anything about me, as it will be +all right again by-and-by.'</p> + +<p>'Howel, I asked Captain Dancy not to insist upon that money.'</p> + +<p>'You did! That is why he let me off with half for another month. What +did he say?'</p> + +<p>'He said, Howel, that if I would go to France with him he would forgive +your debt.'</p> + +<p>'And you, Netta?' Howel clenched his fist.</p> + +<p>'And I, Howel? I left the room, and have never seen him since. He called +after, but I could not speak to him again. How could I?'</p> + +<p>'Netta, will you forgive and try to forget how jealous and unkind I have +been? In spite of all, I have loved you, Netta. Oh! if I had not taken +you away from your happy home!'</p> + +<p>'I can bear anything if you love me, Howel. We will try to get through +this difficulty, and then you will begin afresh as a clerk or anything; +and we will be happy—oh, so happy again! Happier than ever!'</p> + +<p>Netta smiled through her tears, whilst Howel groaned aloud.</p> + +<p>'Think kindly of me, Netta; don't let them make you hate me. I care for +no one else in the world. If I send for you, will you come to me, +supposing I cannot come myself?'</p> + +<p>'Anywhere! anywhere!'</p> + +<p>Netta put her arms around her husband and sobbed aloud.</p> + +<p>By-and-by some refreshments that Howel had ordered came up. The landlady +appeared, who seemed a quiet, meek-looking woman.</p> + +<p>'I shall be obliged to leave Mrs Mills and the little girl for a day or +two,' said Howel. 'You will see they are attended to, I hope.'</p> + +<p>'Yes, sir,' said the landlady looking, and, doubtless, feeling +astonished at the sort of person Netta was, so pretty and well-dressed.</p> + +<p>That evening another letter arrived from Mr Deep, which told Howel very +plainly that writs were issued against him, and that his bills, cheques, +betting debts, and affairs generally, were being questioned by his +friends. There was also rather more than a hint of his being suspected +of forgery.</p> + +<p>He went out as soon as he had received that letter, and did not return +until past midnight. Netta awaited him in an agony of terror lest he +should return no more.</p> + +<p>He gave Netta ten pounds and told her on no account to disclose her real +name, or give a clue to his having been with her in those lodgings, if +she should see Rowland.</p> + +<p>'But you will be back soon?' said poor Netta.</p> + +<p>'In a few days I hope, or else I will send for you. I must leave +to-morrow morning at daybreak.'</p> + +<p>A few weeks ago and neither husband nor wife would have cared how long +the separation might be, now it seemed death for each to part.</p> + +<p>Howel kissed his child again and again as she lay sleeping in her dingy +bed, and held Netta long in his arms. The only human being who really +loved him! Him, weak, wild, sinful, godless! yet with one divine spark +rekindling in his breast—the spark of human love.</p> + +<p>He laid his wife, fainting, by the side of her child on the bed, bathed +her temples with water until he saw that she would revive, and then +rushed out into the dirty streets, under the misty, murky morning sky, a +reckless and miserable man.</p> + +<hr class='smallbreak' /> + +<h2><a name="CHAPTER_XXXIX" id="CHAPTER_XXXIX" ></a>CHAPTER XXXIX.</h2> + +<h3>THE ACCOUNTANT.</h3> + +<p>'I never shall get through these accounts!' is the soliloquy of Miss +Gwynne, to whom we return with much pleasure, on my part, at least, +after a separation of six years.</p> + +<p>She is seated in a gloomy but comfortable dining-room, in a house +situated in one of the squares at the East End of London. We left her in +her large, airy, country home, looking out upon a beautiful view of hill +and valley—we find her in a close, dark square, with nothing to enliven +the scene without but a few dingy shrubs, a row of tall gaunt houses, +and a smoke-discoloured, soot-filled atmosphere. We left her unhappy and +discontented—we find her happy and contented. We left her with a mind +harassed by uncertain plans, disappointed hopes, and humbled pride—we +find her with a mind strengthened by good purposes, holy aspirations, +and prayers for humility. Still, we left her and find her Winifred +Gwynne. She has not lost her idiosyncrasy.</p> + +<p>Reader, be not hasty to pronounce upon the suddenness of these changes. +Six years spent principally amongst the earnest minded, laborious clergy +of London and their families, in the heart of the most wretched, squalid +parish, amongst the lowest, most depraved, most ignorant, most utterly +miserable set of people in England, would sober the most thoughtless +woman in the world, provided she had a heart. And Freda has not only a +heart, but one earnestly desirous of doing good.</p> + +<p>She has found vent for her energy, occupation for her time, a bank for +all the money she possesses; therefore we find her in the midst of +papers covered with figures, containing accounts of ragged schools, +which she is labouring to reckon up, in the simplest of morning dresses, +without ornament or extraneous adornment. She is somewhat paler and +thinner than she used to be amongst the breezy hills of Wales, but her +eyes are brighter, and the expression of her countenance is gentler.</p> + +<p>'How stupid I am!' she exclaims. 'Gladys would reckon them up directly, +but she is at the school, and I am ashamed to ask Nita, with all her +accounts.'</p> + +<p>She pauses a moment and lays down her pen. Her eyes fall upon an +unopened letter.</p> + +<p>'And I declare I have not broken the seal of my own father's letter,' +she mutters, performing this duty as she does so, and running through it +with occasional comments.</p> + +<p>'"We hope you will come and spend Christmas—" I suppose I must—"and +see your little brother, who longs to see sister Freda again—" Humph! +but who cut her out of Glanyravon Park and all thereto belonging, though +he certainly is a dear little man. "Her ladyship quite well, and desires +her love." I suppose I ought to be glad and try to return the love. "Mrs +Gwynne Vaughan and her children were here yesterday. She asked for you, +and the little ones wished to know when you were coming home—" I am +much obliged to her, and am afraid I am <i>not</i> too anxious to see either +her or her husband, in spite of their civility. "Little Harold is really +a wonderful child! He begins to spell already!" So like my good father. +Well, I ought to be thankful he is happy, and that it all turned out so +much better than I expected. But I can't help feeling a kind of wicked +disappointment when I think that Lady Mary should be quite as good a +tactician as a second wife, as she was before she married again. But, I +hope, I am happy that she makes poor papa comfortable and doesn't worry +him to death. I don't think he loves her now half as well as he does me; +still, perhaps she suits him better, because she manages him, and I +never could. But the <i>tyfydd</i> [Footnote: Welsh for heir.] is a dear +little fellow, and I am really fond of him.'</p> + +<p>Miss Gwynne's soliloquy is cut short by a rap at the door, followed by +the entrance of Rowland Prothero, who says, as he bows and seems about +to retreat,—</p> + +<p>'I beg your pardon—I was told Mr Jones was here.'</p> + +<p>'Oh, do come in!' says Miss Gwynne, rising, and advancing to meet +Rowland; 'I cannot get through these accounts. I have been reckoning and +reckoning ever since breakfast, and they will not come right. I should +be so much obliged to you if you would just look them over for me.'</p> + +<p>Rowland seated himself at Freda's desk, and began at once to do her +bidding. The ragged school was the one in which he was so much +interested, and that he had been instrumental in establishing.</p> + +<p>Whilst Miss Gwynne had been living with her friend, Mrs Jones, she had +seen a great deal of Rowland; they had, in fact, been thrown much +together. At first, Rowland ceased to come to consult the Joneses, or to +spend his few spare hours with them, when he heard that Freda was there; +and, of course, they and she understood and respected his reasons for +absenting himself; but in the course of time, they met at Sir Philip +Payne Perry's, at his rector's, and elsewhere, and his reserve slightly +wore off. When Freda began to assist Mrs Jones in her parish work, and +threw herself, heart and soul, into the ragged school, they met of +necessity very frequently. Freda was so studiously polite in her manners +to him, and so careful to avoid every subject that would recall their +old relations at Glanyravon, that he gradually felt more at his ease +with her, and it ended by his resuming his old, friendly intercourse +with Mr and Mrs Jones. But Freda knew well that, in spite of her best +efforts to propitiate him, he never forgot those words, 'Do you know who +I am, and who you are?' He was always gentlemanlike, always kind, always +ready to do anything she asked him, but he never relaxed the somewhat +formal respect of his manner. In society, he was quite different with +every one else to what he was with her. With the Perrys he was as much +at ease as if he were their own son; and they seemed almost to consider +him as such. At his rector's he was the life of their little circle, and +might have been, Freda shrewdly suspected, united to it by a link closer +than that of curate, had he so chosen; for there was a very pretty +daughter who evidently looked upon him with favourable eyes. Amongst the +respectable portion of his flock he was a general favourite, and all the +young ladies, as young ladies will, worked with and for him; not only in +the matter of schools, but in slippers and purses. What was still more +clear and satisfactory to Freda was, that he made way amongst the +miserable poor.</p> + +<p>The ragged school children loved him, and through them, he got at the +hearts of some of their degraded parents. His seemed a labour of love +with every one but her. She received his marked politeness and nothing +more. But he interested her daily. Some new trait of character would +break out—some little touch of deep feeling—some symptom of a highly +sensitive nature, which told her how much he must have felt her cutting +words. He was proud, too, and she liked him for it, although she was +striving to humble her own pride. What would she not have given to have +recalled those words! The Rowland Prothero of London, esteemed and loved +by the wise and good, for his unpretending but strenuous parochial +labours, his clear, forcible, but very simple preaching—was to her +quite a different person from him of Glanyravon Farm, the son of her +father's tenant. In short they were no longer identical. As she was no +longer the heiress of Glanyravon, but simply Miss Gwynne, Mrs. Jones' +friend—so he was Mr. Rowland Prothero, a respectable and respected +London clergyman.</p> + +<p>And these are the relations under which they appear, sitting near one +another over the accounts of the ragged school, which Freda has +undertaken to keep.</p> + +<p>'I think there is a slight fault here, Miss Gwynne,' he says, pointing +out an error in calculation.</p> + +<p>'Of course, I never had a head for figures, and Mrs. Jones could never +get me to do my sums.'</p> + +<p>'Still, the account is quite right in the main, the errors were in the +adding up, and it is rightly balanced.'</p> + +<p>'Thank you, I am so very much obliged to you. I should never have got +through them. And now, will you tell me of those wretched people that +Mr. Jones would not let me go and see.'</p> + +<p>'I gave them the money you kindly sent, or, at least, laid it out for +them, as they would have spent it in gin, and they are already more +comfortable; but the father is gone away, and the mother apparently +dying.'</p> + +<p>'Is there no way of alleviating all this wretchedness?'</p> + +<p>'I fear none. Sin is at the root, and as long as the present world +lasts, there must be misery with it.'</p> + +<p>Rowland spoke these words in an unusually melancholy and depressed tone +of voice, which caused Miss Gwynne to look up from the papers, directly +at him. He was paler than usual, and his lip quivered. He met her +glance, and making an effort to rise, said hastily,—</p> + +<p>'Can I have the honour of doing anything more for you, Miss Gwynne. I am +sure I can return you the thanks of the committee, indeed of every one +concerned for—'</p> + +<p>'I want no thanks, I deserve no thanks from any one; are you ill, Mr. +Rowland? You have been in some of those dreadful haunts, and they have +upset you. May I get you something?'</p> + +<p>'Thank you, I am quite well.' Rowland's lip quivered still more and he +grew still less calm, as he again met Miss Gwynne's eye fixed on him +with evident interest.</p> + +<p>'I am sure you are ill; you must allow me the privilege of a +parishioner, if not of an old friend, and let me ask what is the +matter?'</p> + +<p>Her manner was so kind, that Rowland's reserve was for a moment +overcome.</p> + +<p>'Thank you, Miss Gwynne—my poor sister.'</p> + +<p>'Yes, what of her? I assure you I am truly interested for her; poor +Netta!'</p> + +<p>'I fear she is in serious trouble, I scarcely know what myself as yet; +but she, her husband and child have left the house, and Howel's +creditors have taken possession of all his effects. No one knows where +they are gone, or what is to become of them.'</p> + +<p>Rowland had not the courage to tell Miss Gwynne that the police were +searching for Howel right and left upon a charge of forgery.</p> + +<p>'Poor Netta! I am very, very sorry. What can have reduced him to this?'</p> + +<p>'Gaming, horse-racing, speculating! These will waste the largest fortune +and ruin the fairest hopes. But he deserves it all, only my poor sister +is the victim, and the respectability of an honest name is impeached.'</p> + +<p>'Oh no—poor Netta's hasty marriage and wilful temper were the causes of +her trouble, it can have nothing to do with your family; besides, many +people of high family and position are obliged to fly for debt.'</p> + +<p>'That is dishonour enough, Miss Gwynne, but this—this is worse; Howel +is suspected of—of forgery.'</p> + +<p>Rowland gave Miss Gwynne one quick, searching glance as he said that +word, and then rose to go. She rose, too, but putting out her hands, and +looking him full in the face, kindly and gently, she said,—</p> + +<p>'Mr. Prothero, I am very sorry for you; for Netta; for all. But if this +is true, the sin and the shame will rest with him who caused them—it +cannot fall on you or yours.'</p> + +<p>Rowland shook the offered hand, and then left the room.</p> + +<p>In the hall he met Gladys, who had just come in from the school. Frisk +was barking and jumping about her with great animation, not having +grown, as Freda foretold, a useless and fat London dog. When Rowland +appeared, he transferred his attentions to him, and looked much +disappointed at receiving none in return.</p> + +<p>Rowland shook hands with Gladys, and asked her to come with him into Mr +Jones' little study, where he told her, more clearly than he had told +Miss Gwynne, what he knew of Howel and Netta.</p> + +<p>He said that he had been to their house the previous day in the +afternoon, and had found it occupied by sheriffs' officers and +policemen, who were trying, in vain, to ascertain from the servants +where their master and mistress were. All that they knew was that their +master did not sleep in the house the previous night, and that their +mistress left it that morning. Rowland had waited until late at night, +but no further intelligence was gained.</p> + +<p>He gleaned that Howel was accused of having forged cheques, at different +times, to a very large amount, in the names both of Sir Samuel Spendall +and Sir Horatio Simpson. The frauds had been discovered through a cheque +on the latter's bank, purporting to be written by him for five hundred +pounds, received by Howel a few weeks before. Sir Horatio Simpson having +gone himself to his bankers for some money, it was found that he had +overdrawn his account, and, upon examining his late cheques, he utterly +disclaimed that of Howel, and declared it forged. The result of this was +a general examination of his banking accounts for the last four years, +and the discovery of forgeries, by alteration of figures and forged +signatures, to the amount of some five or six thousand pounds.</p> + +<p>At the same time Sir Samuel Spendall's attorneys found, from a rigid +examination of that baronet's affairs, that Howel's claim on him did not +amount to two-thirds of his demand, and that various signatures to +betting debts, and loans of money, etc., were forgeries.</p> + +<p>In addition to this, Howel's own debts, both on the turf and to his +tradesmen, were enormous, and ignominy surrounded him on all sides.</p> + +<p>Rowland groaned aloud as he told Gladys these horrible truths, and +Gladys had no words of comfort; all she could say was,—</p> + +<p>'It is not poor Netta's fault; it is not yours, Mr Rowland, or that of +any one belonging to you.'</p> + +<p>'But the shame, Gladys; you know my father, it will be his death.'</p> + +<p>'Oh no, sir, he always expected something of the kind. I have often +heard him say so. If we could only find Mrs Jenkins and her child it +would not be so bad.'</p> + +<p>Mr Jones came in, and Gladys left the room and went to Miss Gwynne.</p> + +<p>Gladys has become the friend and confidential adviser of every member of +that small household; no one but herself considers her as a servant. She +acts as housekeeper for Mrs Jones, maid to Miss Gwynne, school teacher +and district visitor to Mr Jones and Rowland, almoner and confidante to +all. Gladys, within doors, Miss Gladys, without; no one knows that she +has any other name. In spite of her beauty, her youth, her timidity, she +goes amongst scenes and people, from whom most women, even the best, +would shrink, and seems to bear about with her a charmed life and +invisible strength that nothing can destroy.</p> + +<p>Amongst the wretched Irish who inhabit a portion of that vast, depraved +parish, she has an influence that even the clergy cannot boast, due to +her Irish extraction and slight accent; and the sufferings she has +herself undergone from gaunt famine and grim death, make her keenly +alive to their wants and feelings. No one has such power over the poor +untutored heathen children of the ragged school as she has, and no one +loves them as she does. She, too, like her mistress, has found her +vocation in their city home; who cannot find a vocation in any home, if +they will only look around them for it?</p> + +<p>Whilst Rowland and Mr Jones discuss the sad news Rowland has to tell, +Miss Gwynne, Mrs Jones and Gladys discuss it also, for Mrs Jones has +joined the pair in the dining room. There is but one feeling in that +household—sorrow for Rowland and his family, anxiety about Netta. Tears +are in the eyes of all those true-hearted women as they think of the +probable fate of the once bright little belle of their country +neighbourhood, deserted, perhaps amongst the wild wildernesses of London +houses.</p> + +<p>Mr Jones endeavours to console Rowland by suggesting that if Netta is +left by her husband she will surely fall back upon her brother; and when +he has exhausted what little portion of hope he can inspire, Rowland +turns resolutely to subjects that must be attended to, even if his heart +were breaking from sorrow.</p> + +<p>The respected rector of that large parish was in very uncertain health, +and had gone abroad with his family for three months, leaving all the +parochial duties in the hands of his two curates. They were heavy enough +for three clergymen, but Mr Jones and Rowland found them almost too +weighty for them, unassisted by their chief; however, they fought +manfully through them, Sundays and week days.</p> + +<p>Rowland refused Mr and Mrs Jones' invitation to dinner, and, crossing +the square, entered his solitary lodging in one of the opposite houses, +and began to write to his brother Owen. He told him all that he knew of +Howel and Netta, and begged him to break it to their parents as best he +might.</p> + +<p>When he had finished his letter he prepared to go out again. His +landlady brought him some luncheon, but he could not touch it. He went +first to his ragged school, and there the sight of those children of +crime and infamy recalled his little niece to his mind, and made his +heart sink still lower with the fear of what she might become. Never had +he spoken with such feeling to the motley throng that stood about him as +he did that day. Then he had to thread some of the haunts whence those +children came to seek out the miserable parents to whom they had been a +sort of introduction, and never before had he experienced so forcibly +that he was their brother, even theirs, as now that he knew that his +sister's husband was 'a thief and a forger;' he could almost fancy that +they already pointed to him as belonging, at least, to one as degraded +as themselves.</p> + +<p>That evening he read prayers and lectured in one of the churches. He +lectured extempore, and it was noted by all his congregation that more +than once his feelings nearly overcame him. They thought and talked of +the fact, when, at a later period, they heard of his family sorrow. But +they all said that his 'word was with power,' and there was many a moist +eye amongst them as he warned them, in language made even more forcible +than usual by the events of the day, against the pleasures and vices of +the world.</p> + +<p>After the service many of the school teachers and Scripture-readers met +him in the vestry to have their work allotted, and their word of advice +and encouragement. Again he pressed upon them the subject brought home +to his heart, that of resisting in youth the 'temptations of the world, +the flesh, and the devil.'</p> + +<p>His youthful regiment of soldiers talked to one another afterwards of +the earnestness and piety of Him who led them on in their battle against +evil, and prayed to become more like one who was so devoted to 'fighting +that good fight,' which they had enlisted to join in.</p> + +<p>Tired and exhausted, Rowland returned to his lodging. He tried to review +the events of the day, but in doing so, fairly broke down. He had been +striving to keep his mind in subjection by beating down his monster +enemy, pride, for the last six years; but he found that he was still +rampant within him. It was not simply the grief for a sister's distress +and a brother-in-law's sin that he felt, but strong personal +mortification. How could he think of self, of the Perrys, of his rector, +of his family, of his parishioners and their opinion, above all, how +could he think of Miss Gwynne, who disdained him,—at a time when every +personal feeling ought to be merged into sympathy with others? He prayed +and struggled against the tempter; prayed for his sister; above all, for +Howel; in words too fervent and holy for these pages; and went to bed +and slept from mere exhaustion of mind and body. Little did Netta +imagine, when she made that disobedient step into the dark future, what +misery it would bring upon all who loved her!</p> + +<p>Pause, then, and think, all you young women who may be meditating a +similar course, even whilst reading this story, or may be at issue with +your parents, because their experience shows them a future which your +inexperience cannot show you! Pause and think that Netta is no +fictitious character, her story no mere creation of an author's brain, +but the portrait and history of one out of hundreds of wilful daughters +brought to shame and grief, and bringing all belonging to them to shame +and grief by an unblessed and unholy marriage.</p> + +<hr class='smallbreak' /> + +<h2><a name="CHAPTER_XL" id="CHAPTER_XL" ></a>CHAPTER XL.</h2> + +<h3>THE FORGER'S WIFE.</h3> + +<p>Days and weeks passed, and there was no intelligence of Netta. Rowland +had heard from Owen of the domestic misery at home, and also that he had +been to see Mrs Griffith Jenkins, who disclaimed all knowledge of her +son's hiding place, or what had become of his wife and child. Her own +grief was too real to allow even the sceptical Owen to doubt it; and +when, in addition, she gave him to understand that she, too, was nearly +ruined by Howel's forgeries, but that she would die rather than tell any +one else of it, he could only pity the wretched mother who had, by her +bad example and teaching, helped to train her son for the ruin into +which he had fallen.</p> + +<p>Rowland heard that Mr Deep had been arrested upon a charge of abetting +Howel in his crimes, and that a search-warrant for the examination of +his papers had brought to light other nefarious dealings, as well as an +unsigned letter, supposed to be in Howel's writing, intimating his +intention of going to America. This had caused inquiries to be made at +the docks, and police emissaries to be despatched forthwith to America. +A person answering his description had sailed for that continent from +Southampton the day after Howel left his house, but unaccompanied by +wife or child.</p> + +<p>Strange to say that the Epsom races had come off, and that Howel's +horse, Magnificent, had actually won the Derby stakes! Too late! save +for his creditors and those he had defrauded. Still, doubtless, one more +bitter drop in the cup of his despair, wherever he might chance to be +drinking it.</p> + +<p>All that he had left behind him was sold, hunters inclusive, and this +Magnificent alone, particularly after the Derby, yielded a princely +fortune. Too late, either for further crimes, or poor Netta's hoped-for +reformation.</p> + +<p>It was hard work for Rowland to go through his heavy parochial duties +with this great misfortune hanging over his head. But if the sympathy +and kindness of friends could help him in his work, and support him +under the pressure of anxiety, he was helped and supported. Still it was +evident to all that he fled from society, and in spite of the delicate +tact of the Joneses and Freda, he had scarcely been near them since that +first day. Whether it was pride or susceptibility, he could scarcely +tell himself, but he could not bring himself to thrust his sorrow and +those of his family upon others. He caused every possible search to be +made, through the police and otherwise for Netta, but in vain.</p> + +<p>But Providence answered his prayers, when his own efforts seemed +fruitless, and that through the instrumentality of one of the poor +children, for whose benefit he had exerted such talents as God had given +him.</p> + +<p>Some four years before, a miserable girl of eleven years old had become +one of his ragged school children. I say <i>his</i>, because even his rector +allowed him the merit of establishing the school. Through this child, +Rowland became acquainted with her mother, a wretched, starving widow, +living in squalor and iniquity. Miss Gwynne had helped her temporally, +Rowland spiritually, and when she had died, about a year ago, he had +strong hopes that much suffering had brought forth a sincere repentance.</p> + +<p>Her little girl was one of the many examples of the blessed effects of a +ragged school. At her mother's death she was fifteen years old, +teachable and anxious to be taught. Rowland prevailed on a respectable +woman, the lodging-house keeper, in whose house Netta had found a +refuge, to try her as a servant, and she had turned out well.</p> + +<p>So it was that this girl, having an idea that Rowland could effect +wonders, waited for him one Sunday evening after service, and asked if +she might speak with him. She told him, with a long preface of +apologies, that she did not know if she was right in saying what she was +going to say, but that there was a poor lady in her mistress's second +floor, who was very ill, out of her mind she thought, and who hadn't a +friend in the world. The lady had forbidden her mistress to speak to any +doctor or clergyman about her, but she had not forbidden her. And indeed +it seemed almost worse to see a lady in such trouble and sickness than +it did those who were used to it, as she, and the like of her had been, +and would be still, but for Mr Prothero.</p> + +<p>'What is her name?' asked Rowland eagerly.</p> + +<p>'Mrs Mills, sir.'</p> + +<p>Rowland's sudden hope fell.</p> + +<p>'And she has a little girl, sir, who isn't well either, and who does +nothing but cry and moan.'</p> + +<p>'What is her name?'</p> + +<p>'Her mamma calls her Minette, or some such name, sir.'</p> + +<p>'I will come with you now,' said Rowland, in great agitation. 'Make +haste; I suppose she has been with you some time.'</p> + +<p>'More than a month, sir, and she is always expecting some one to +come—and no one comes.'</p> + +<p>Rowland strode on, fast—faster than he had once before walked with +Gladys—heedless of everything around him. In about a quarter of an hour +he and the girl reached the lodging house.</p> + +<p>'You will tell missus how it was, please, sir. I don't think she can be +angry, sir.'</p> + +<p>'I am sure she will not be angry; tell her that I want to see her.</p> + +<p>Mrs Saunders, the landlady, came at once.</p> + +<p>Rowland inquired into the particulars of Netta's arrival at her house, +her illness, etc., and heard what we already know of Howel's sudden +departure; and the following account, in addition of the month Netta had +spent since he left her.</p> + +<p>'The morning after Mr Mills left, sir,' said the landlady 'Mrs Mills did +not ring for breakfast, or show any sign of being up. I waited for a +long time, and then I went and listened at the bedroom door. I heard a +kind of moaning, and was so frightened, I made so bold as to go in. I +found the poor lady lying down on the bed, beside the little girl, who +was still asleep. She seemed more dead than alive, and looked at me +terrified-like, as if she didn't know who was coming in. When she saw +me, she tried to get up and look cheerful, and to give account of her +never having undressed. I went and made her some tea, and got her to go +into the sitting-room by the fire which the girl lighted, for she was as +cold as death. Then I dressed the little girl, who awoke and began to +cry when she saw how pale her mamma looked, and I told her to try to +make her mamma eat and drink. And the little dear, like an angel as she +is, began to comfort her mother, and to coax her, and when I saw the +poor lady begin to shed tears over the child I went away.</p> + +<p>'Ever since that morning, sir, she has been in a kind of a dream. She +does nothing but look out of the window, up and down the street, as if +she was expecting some one, and whenever there is a step on the stairs, +she runs to the door and peeps out. And then, when the postman's knock +is heard, she starts, turns red, turns pale, and puts her hand on her +heart. I am sure she has heart complaint, and I asked her to let me send +for a doctor, but she wouldn't hear of it. Sometimes I think she's a +little crazed. Once I mentioned the clergy, and asked if she wouldn't +like to see one, and said you and Mr Jones, sir, were very kind +gentlemen. She started up, and said, "Hush! hush! not for worlds—not +for worlds! Mr Mills will soon be back!" She gave me a ten-pound note to +change twice—and I was obliged to buy everything for her and the little +girl, for they hadn't a rag with them, except what they stood up in. I +was as careful as I could be, but the money went, and now she talks of +selling some jewels and things she brought with her. Oh, sir! if you +could find their friends!'</p> + +<p>As may be supposed, Rowland had some difficulty in controlling his +emotion during this recital. When Mrs Saunders paused, he said,—</p> + +<p>'I have every reason to believe that I know this poor lady, and, if you +will trust me to go to her, I am sure that I shall be of service. I must +go quite alone. You may depend upon my having a right to do this.'</p> + +<p>'Whatever you do, sir, is sure to be right and kind. If you will take it +upon yourself I shall be only too glad. You know the room, sir? the one +where you used to go and see my poor husband.'</p> + +<p>Rowland was upstairs immediately. Almost before he reached the door, a +pale, haggard face peered out of it.</p> + +<p>'It is—it is Howel!' cried poor Netta, rushing into the gloomy passage, +and throwing her arms round Rowland's neck.</p> + +<p>'No, Netta—dearest Netta! it is I, Rowland—your brother,' said +Rowland, supporting his fainting sister back into the room.</p> + +<p>'Uncle! Uncle Rowland! I am so glad!' exclaimed a little voice, as +Minette ran towards him and clasped his knees.</p> + +<p>As, the glare of the gas by which the room was lighted fell upon Netta's +face, Rowland half believed that it was the corpse of his once blooming +sister that he was placing on the sofa.</p> + +<p>'Fetch some water, Minette, darling,' said Rowland, supporting Netta.</p> + +<p>'This is what mamma takes,' said the child, bringing Rowland a small +bottle labelled 'Prussic acid' from the bedroom.</p> + +<p>'I cannot give her this. Is there no wine?'</p> + +<p>'The little girl went to an old chiffonier and brought a decanter with +wine in it. Rowland poured some down Netta's throat, and she recovered.</p> + +<p>'Rowland, is it you? Not—not—' muttered Netta, as she strove to rise. +'I think you had better go. Perhaps, when he comes, he won't like—oh, +my heart.'</p> + +<p>'Be calm, dear Netta; I will do nothing you dislike. If Howel comes back +I will go away directly. I will be most careful of what I say. You need +not fear me, Netta,—your brother who loves you so dearly'</p> + +<p>'You won't go away again, uncle, will you?' said the pale, little +Minette, climbing on Rowland's knee and nestling her head in his bosom; +'or will you take mamma and me away from this nasty place?'</p> + +<p>'No, dear, Uncle Rowland will not leave you, he is so very glad to find +you.'</p> + +<p>Tears, actual tears, filled Rowland's eyes as he kissed the brow of the +child, who was soon fast asleep in his arms, and as he held Netta's thin +hand and looked at her bewildered face.</p> + +<p>'Did you say you loved me, Rowland?' asked Netta, looking at him with a +strange, wandering glance, whilst large tears rolled down her cheeks. 'I +don't think I deserve any one's love, do I? Is mother vexed that I have +been away so long?'</p> + +<p>'Yes, dear, and you must come home at once. You must come to me first to +get strong, and then—'</p> + +<p>'Hush! hush! No, I cannot leave this house,—I will not; never, never +till Howel comes or sends for me. Isn't that some one on the stairs?'</p> + +<p>'I will see, dear.'</p> + +<p>'No, not you,—not you.'</p> + +<p>'It is some one gone to the next floor. Lie still, dear Netta.'</p> + +<p>'It is nice having you, Rowland; but if he should come—'</p> + +<p>'I would go away. You are ill, Netta. Tell me what is the matter with +you.'</p> + +<p>Rowland was feeling Netta's pulse, and found that they were too rapid to +be counted, whilst he could literally hear the pulsation of her heart.</p> + +<p>'I don't know; something at my heart. And—and—my head, just here,—at +the top. It is so burning, like fire.'</p> + +<p>'We must nurse you, Netta. If you would only come to my lodgings.'</p> + +<p>'Hush! hush! not for the world. I will stay here till—I am sure that is +a step.'</p> + +<p>'No dear. Try to be calm and sleep for half-an-hour, whilst I go and +make some arrangements.'</p> + +<p>'Do you think he will come to-night?'</p> + +<p>'I scarcely think he can, Netta. You know he is obliged to hide, dear, +do you not? for—'</p> + +<p>'Yes, yes! he told me for a few days for debt, and then he would come +back. But he didn't murder Captain Dancy, did he?'</p> + +<p>Netta started up and fixed her eyes wildly on her brother.</p> + +<p>'No,—I assure you, no! I saw some one who saw Captain Dancy yesterday.'</p> + +<p>'Thank God! thank God!'</p> + +<p>'And, Netta, I do not think he can venture to come back just yet; so you +must try to get well for all our sakes.'</p> + +<p>'Yes, I will, that I may go to him. I will sleep now. Put Minette by my +side. Poor Minette!'</p> + +<p>Rowland laid the child's head on her mother's lap, and arranged the +pillows for Netta, and then went, with a heart full to bursting, to Mrs +Saunders.</p> + +<p>'Mrs Saunders,' he said, 'I know that I can trust you. The poor lady to +whom you have been so kind is my own sister, for whom we have been +anxiously searching all this time. I don't know how far secrecy may be +necessary, but, at present at least, do no let this fact go beyond +yourself. Her husband has reduced her to what you see. I must leave her +for half-an-hour; meanwhile, will you prepare supper, make a cheerful +fire, let off the gas, and give us a couple of candles? Make the room as +home-like as you can, in short. After my sister and the little girl are +gone to bed, put a couple of blankets on the sofa in the sitting-room +for me. I cannot leave her to-night.'</p> + +<p>'Excuse me, sir,' said Mrs Saunders, 'wouldn't your sleeping here excite +observation, if secrecy is necessary. You may depend on my care. Sarah +has slept on the sofa for a fortnight, unknown to Mrs Mills, to be +within call.'</p> + +<p>'Perhaps you are right; but I want to make my sister fancy she is at +home. It might recall her mind, which is evidently wandering. I shall be +back soon.'</p> + +<p>Rowland walked as fast as he could to Mr Jones'. He found him, his wife, +and Freda together in his library.</p> + +<p>'I must apologise for coming so late,' he began; 'but I know you are so +kindly interested in my poor sister that you will excuse me. I have +found her and her child, and cannot prevail on her to leave her rooms at +Mrs Saunders', where she is.'</p> + +<p>Then Rowland told his friends shortly how he had found her, and that he +feared her mind was in a most uncertain state.</p> + +<p>'She evidently does not know her husband's crimes, but thinks he is +hiding on account of debt, and is expecting him to fetch her away every +moment. I think if we could distract her thoughts from this one subject +she might get better; but she is very ill, bodily as well as mentally.'</p> + +<p>'Would not the sight of old friends be the best restorative?' suggested +Miss Gwynne. 'Gladys and I could go to her, and as we are in the habit +of visiting the sick in the parish, no suspicion could attach to our +being with her; for it would never do, in poor Netta's state, to expose +her to inquisitive people connected with her husband's flight.'</p> + +<p>'Thank you—thank you, Miss Gwynne,' said Rowland 'This is what I +wished, but scarcely dared to ask.'</p> + +<p>Miss Gwynne left the room, and returned accompanied by Gladys.</p> + +<p>'Gladys says she is ready to go at once, if necessary,' said Freda; 'and +we can do without her, cannot we, Serena?'</p> + +<p>'Quite well,' said Mrs Jones; 'but it will not do to excite an invalid, +and so sudden a visit may not be good for her.'</p> + +<p>'She must not be left another night without a friend at hand,' said +Freda decidedly.</p> + +<p>Rowland looked his thanks.</p> + +<p>'Could not Mr Rowland prepare her for my coming? And I could sleep in +the sitting-room, and not even see her to-night, but be ready to wait +upon her to-morrow morning,' said Gladys.</p> + +<p>'Yes,' said Freda. 'If you will go back and try to prepare her for +Gladys, Mr Prothero, she shall follow you in a short time.'</p> + +<p>'I will bring her,' said Mr Jones, 'and she can but return, if you +cannot prevail on your sister to see her.'</p> + +<p>Rowland could only press the hands of his kind friends, and hurry back +to Netta.</p> + +<p>He found her sitting in an old easy-chair, with Minette on a stool at +her feet, fast asleep. The child refused to go to bed till 'Uncle +Rowland' came back. There was a bright fire in the grate, and a supper +was spread on a table drawn close to it. Candles replaced the gas-lamp, +and the room looked almost cheerful, in spite of its faded red curtains +and dingy furniture.</p> + +<p>Netta had a small book in her hand, which she gave Rowland to look at.</p> + +<p>'Mother gave me that when I was ill years ago—how long ago? How old is +Minette?'</p> + +<p>'She must be nearly eight, I think,' said Rowland, turning over the +small, well-read Testament that had once been his mother's.</p> + +<p>'I like that book now, Rowland!' said Netta. 'I am so glad you have come +back. It seemed so lonesome when you were gone. Ha! ha! Howel used to +say I must say <i>lonely</i> and not lonesome. Are you sure he won't come and +find you here?'</p> + +<p>'Quite sure. And I am going to bring another old friend to see you?—you +remember Gladys?'</p> + +<p>'Gladys! No, I don't remember her. What! The Irish beggar? I don't like +her, and she don't like me. I think I was very unkind to her. Yes, I +should like to see her once to ask her pardon.'</p> + +<p>Minette awoke just at this moment, and Rowland took her on his knee, and +gave her some supper, and tried to make Netta eat, but it was evident +that she had neither appetite nor inclination for food, though she did +her best to please her brother.</p> + +<p>'This is like old times, Rowland,' she said. 'I like it better than +grandeur. When will Gladys come? Owen told me she saved mother's life. +Is it true? Why doesn't mother come?'</p> + +<p>'Would you like to see Gladys to-night, Netta?'</p> + +<p>'Yes. Will you go and fetch her?'</p> + +<p>Rowland found Gladys and Mr Jones in Mrs Saunders' parlour. Gladys said +she would take her bonnet off, that she might meet Netta as she used to +do at the farm.</p> + +<p>Rowland did not know that Gladys had put on the identical print gown +that Netta had given her years ago, and which she had kept carefully, in +remembrance of her. This and a plain cap transformed her into the Gladys +of Netta's recollection, from the Gladys of Miss Gwynne's attiring.</p> + +<p>Her heart beat almost as quickly as Netta's as she entered her room, but +she steadied her nerves and voice as she went up to Netta, curtseyed, +and said quite naturally,—</p> + +<p>'How do you do, Miss Netta?'</p> + +<p>Netta put her hand to her brow, as if to clear her memory, and fixed her +large bewildered eyes on Gladys. Then she put out her hand, rather +condescendingly, with something of the old attempt at superiority, and +finally burst into tears.</p> + +<p>The tears were so natural that Rowland and Gladys let them flow on; only +the latter knelt down by poor Netta's side, and taking her hands in +hers, pressed them tenderly. Netta threw her arms round Gladys' neck and +kissed her, and called her, 'Gladys, Gladys, fach!' and said, 'You will +not leave me.'</p> + +<p>And thus the once proud little Netta and the always humble Gladys clave +to one another, as Naomi and Ruth.</p> + +<p>Minette got off her uncle's knee, and climbed up into the chair, and +put her arms, too, round her mother's neck, and began to cry with her.</p> + +<p>Rowland's emotion at this scene found vent in prayer. Inwardly he asked +that Gladys might be a comfort and support to his dear, wandering, +forsaken sister.</p> + +<p>When Netta's emotion had worn itself out, Rowland prepared to go, +promising to return early on the morrow.</p> + +<p>He asked Netta if she would like him to offer up a few words of +thanksgiving for their reunion before he left her, and when she assented +they all knelt together in family prayer. Eight full years had passed +since Netta had so knelt before.</p> + +<p>When Rowland had departed, Gladys asked Minette if she might put her to +bed. The child looked shyly at her at first, and then allowed her to +undress her, and to take her to the close, gloomy bedroom. It was so +late, and the child was so tired, that her little head drooped in sleep +even before she was undressed, and when Gladys laid her pale cheek on +the pillow she slept soundly at once. Then Gladys returned to the +sitting-room, and found Netta at the door listening.</p> + +<p>'Hush! you had better go. I think he is coming,' she said.</p> + +<p>Gladys withdrew for a moment, till the steps were no longer heard. As +long as Netta had been occupied with her brother and Gladys, she seemed +to have forgotten the passing sounds, but when left alone she listened +as before.</p> + +<p>With some difficulty Gladys prevailed on her to go to bed. Mrs Jones had +given her night-lights, and a slight sleeping potion before she left +home, upon the chance of their being wanted; and she put one of the +former in the bedroom, and gave Netta the latter. She sat by her side +until she fell asleep, and then returned to the sitting-room, literally +'to watch and pray.'</p> + +<hr class='smallbreak' /> + +<h2><a name="CHAPTER_XLI" id="CHAPTER_XLI" ></a>CHAPTER XLI.</h2> + +<h3>THE SISTER OF CHARITY.</h3> + +<p>The following morning, soon after eight o'clock, there arrived a basket +from Miss Gwynne, containing various meats and condiments that she +thought might be good for Netta and her child, and, above all, a nosegay +of Glanyravon flowers. Mr Gwynne had of late taken to send his daughter +baskets of game, poultry, and other country cheer, to which her +particular ally, the old gardener always added a tin of well-packed +flowers. These Miss Gwynne was in the habit of tending and treasuring, +as people in large cities alone can tend and treasure flowers, until +their last odour and colour departed, and these she now gladly +sacrificed to Netta.</p> + +<p>It was an October morning, dull and misty. Gladys had kept up the fire, +and when Rowland's friend, Sarah, came to clean the room, she found that +her work had been done for her.</p> + +<p>'Oh, Miss Gladys,' said the girl, 'why did you?'</p> + +<p>'Never mind, Sarah, you get the breakfast things and boiling water, and +I will do the rest.'</p> + +<p>Netta and her child slept late, and so heavily, that Gladys thought they +would never awake. She had arranged and rearranged the room, the +breakfast, everything; and was employed in mending a rent in Minette's +frock, when she heard the little girl say 'Mamma!' She went into the +bedroom, and found Minette sitting up in bed, and her mother still +sleeping. She washed and dressed the child, who seemed to take to her +naturally, and then led her into the sitting-room. Her delight was so +unbounded at the sight of the breakfast and the flowers on the table, +that her exclamations pierced the thin partition, and awoke her mother.</p> + +<p>'He is come! he is come!' cried Netta, jumping out of bed, and hastening +into the sitting-room in her night-dress through the door that +communicated with the bedroom.</p> + +<p>When Gladys saw the wild excitement of Netta's manner, and the unusual +gleam of her eyes, she understood what Rowland meant by saying that her +mind was unsettled; when she saw Gladys, she started, and ran back again +into the bedroom, whither Gladys followed her. A fit of depression and +pain at the heart succeeded, as they always did, this new +disappointment; and it was evident to Gladys that the only chance of +restoring her to health of mind or body was by keeping her amused, and +distracting her thoughts from her husband.</p> + +<p>Minette brought in the flowers, and Gladys ventured to say that they +came from Glanyravon, and that Miss Gwynne had sent them. The flowers, +or their associations, brought the tears, which were the best outlets +for poor Netta's hysterical feelings, and when she had minutely examined +each—chrysanthemums, verbenas, salvias, geraniums—she shook the one +carnation from the vase, and kissing it, and pressing it to her heart, +said,—</p> + +<p>'This came from mother, how good of her to think of me.'</p> + +<p>Then she let Gladys help her to dress, and went to the well-stored +breakfast-table, sitting down on a chair Gladys placed for her. She +seemed to take up the teapot mechanically, and began to pour out the +tea; Gladys did not attempt to sit down, but waited upon her and +Minette, as if she were, indeed, the servant she professed to be. Either +Netta took this as a matter of course, or was too much absorbed in other +thoughts to give it consideration.</p> + +<p>'Mamma, I should like Gladys to have some breakfast with us,' said +Minette, 'she must be so hungry. I think she is a lady, mamma; I like +her, she is so kind.'</p> + +<p>'Yes, Gladys, do,' said Netta, 'you know this is not Abertewey. But +where did you get this game?'</p> + +<p>'Miss Gwynne sent it, ma'am, she will come and see you by-and-by. I am +sure I hear Mr Rowland's voice on the stairs,'</p> + +<p>Gladys said this to avoid another start, and Rowland appeared. Having +kissed his sister and niece, and shaken hands with Gladys, he sat down +to the breakfast-table. Gladys was still standing, but he begged her to +sit down, and she did so.</p> + +<p>'Miss Gwynne sent me all this, Rowland,' said Netta, 'except the +carnation, that was mother's.'</p> + +<p>Netta had placed it in her bosom.</p> + +<p>'Uncle must have a flower too, mamma,' said Minette, jumping up, and +taking him a red geranium. 'Let me put it into your button-hole, it +smells so sweet.'</p> + +<p>Rowland smiled and coloured as that sprig of red geranium from +Glanyravon was placed in his coat by his little niece, and in spite of +his better resolutions, when he went home, it was transferred to a +glass, and treasured as long as imagination could fancy it a flower.</p> + +<p>After breakfast, Gladys asked Netta if Minette might go with her to see +Miss Gwynne, as she was obliged to leave for a short time.</p> + +<p>'Gladys, you are going away, and would carry off my child, I know you +are,' said Netta, 'all, all! nobody cares what becomes of me. Why can I +not die?'</p> + +<p>Minette's arms were round her mother's neck in a moment.</p> + +<p>'I will stay till you return, Gladys,' said Rowland.</p> + +<p>'She will not come back if once she goes,' repeated Netta; 'none of them +do, except you, Rowland. Owen never did—mother never did—Howel—oh! he +will! he will!'</p> + +<p>'They will both return, dear Netta, only let Minette go.'</p> + +<p>'No, uncle, I won't leave mamma, never—never!'</p> + +<p>Gladys went away alone. Sarah came to clear the breakfast things, and +when Netta was seated in her old armchair, Rowland again began to urge +her to leave the lodgings she was in, and either come to his, or accept +an invitation that he brought her from Mrs Jones to go to her house.</p> + +<p>'I will never leave these rooms, Rowland,' she said solemnly, 'until +<i>he</i> fetches me, or sends for me, or bids me go. He loves me, Rowland, +dearly; he said so. Do you know, I once fancied he did not, and tried +not to care for him. But when he was in debt and trouble, it all came +back again. And, you know, he is my husband, even if I did run away from +home, and I must do as he bids me.'</p> + +<p>Mrs Saunders came to say that Mr Wenlock wanted Rowland.</p> + +<p>'Perhaps it is he, Rowland,' said Netta.</p> + +<p>'No, dear Netta; it is a great friend of mine, a doctor. Will you see +him to please me? We all want so much to get you better.'</p> + +<p>'Yes, if you will not tell him about Howel. I must get well, for it may +be a long, long journey. Do you know that I dreamt last night that he +sent for me, and that I was to travel thousands of miles before I met +him. I must get well, so I will see your friend, Rowland, only don't +tell him my name. Minette, go with Mrs Saunders, whilst mamma sees Uncle +Rowland's friend.'</p> + +<p>Mrs Saunders took Minette away, and Mr Wenlock, a gentle-looking, +elderly medical man, a great friend of Rowland's, made his appearance.</p> + +<p>Netta rose with a little attempt at her Parisian curtsey, and an effort +to assume her Abertewey manners; but she soon forgot her grandeur when +the doctor spoke to her in a soothing, fatherly way, and won her to +confide her long-concealed illness to him. Rowland left them together, +and went down to Mrs Saunders' parlour to amuse his little niece.</p> + +<p>In something less-than half-an-hour he was joined by Mr Wenlock, who +took Minette on his knee, and looked at her thin cheeks and hollow eyes, +felt her weak pulse, and asked her many questions.</p> + +<p>When she went upstairs to her mother, Mr Wenlock said,—</p> + +<p>'The poor lady is very ill, dangerously, I fear. She must have had some +heavy sorrows for years to have reduced her to her present state of +nervousness, nearly amounting to insanity, but not quite. This may yet +be warded off with great care, total freedom from all excitement, and +change of air and scene. She has heart complaint of an alarming nature. +This can never be cured; but if her strength can be restored, she may +live for years —her natural life, in short—or she may be taken at any +moment. Any sudden shock would probably be fatal.'</p> + +<p>Rowland had not told Mr Wenlock that Netta was his sister. When he heard +his opinion, so clearly and unreservedly expressed, he was greatly +distressed.</p> + +<p>'She will not be moved from these lodgings,' he said. 'She positively +refuses. Will it do to oblige her to leave?'</p> + +<p>'By no means. But I hear that admirable young woman, whom I call <i>our</i> +Sister of Charity, Miss Gladys, has undertaken to nurse her. If any one +can persuade her to submit to go elsewhere she will do it. It should be +into the country. To her native air, if possible.'</p> + +<p>Just at this juncture, Gladys returned, and Rowland called her into the +consultation. Mr Wenlock continued,—</p> + +<p>'Lead her to think of her child, who is also in a most delicate state. +Tell her, that change of air, country air, is absolutely necessary for +her—which it really is—but she must not be taken from her mother. +Distract her mind as much as possible from the trouble, whatever it is, +that oppresses it. Had she been left much longer to herself, she would +have quite lost her reason. Let her see such friends as can be trusted +to talk to her cheerfully and to amuse, without wearying her. If you +undertake this office, Miss Gladys, you will require all your patience, +and more than your natural health; and once undertaken, you must not +give it up, for she will get used to you, and depend upon you. Poor +thing! poor thing! I have seen many such cases, and never need to +inquire much into private history to know their origin. Wicked, morose, +unfeeling, cruel husbands are generally at the root, and God only knows +what their victims have to bear. There will be a pretty large account to +make up at the Great Day, Mr Prothero, between man and wife, of marriage +vows broken, and feelings outraged.'</p> + +<p>'And my poor—and Mrs Mills,' said Rowland, 'ought, you think, to be +removed at once from London?'</p> + +<p>'Decidedly, if she can be prevailed upon to go of her own free will, not +otherwise. I will see her again to-morrow, and watch her case as long as +she remains here. As regards the poor child, Miss Gladys, she, too, must +be nursed and amused, and well fed. I suppose she has been neglected +since the measles that her mother told me of, or else she never was a +strong child. Poor little lamb! It would kill her mother if she were to +be taken! But, really, I couldn't say—however, we shall see. Good +morning. I ought to be elsewhere by this time.'</p> + +<p>Mr Wenlock took his departure.</p> + +<p>'Miss Gwynne is coming directly, Mr Rowland,' said Gladys; 'I suppose I +had better tell Mrs Jenkins so. She has been out all the morning, +purchasing everything she thought Mrs Jenkins and Miss Minette could +want, and is going to bring what she has bought, in a cab, herself,'</p> + +<p>'God bless her!' murmured Rowland. 'Gladys, do say Minette, and not +Miss. Why will you not consider yourself as a friend—a sister?'</p> + +<p>Why did that quick, bright flush spread so suddenly over Gladys' pale +face?</p> + +<p>'Thank you, Mr Rowland, I will. But I cannot forget what I really was, +and am.'</p> + +<p>'You are and have been everything to us all, and now all our hopes seem +to centre in you. Can Miss Gwynne spare you?'</p> + +<p>'She proposed my coming herself; but even if she had not, my first duty +is to my dear mistress and her children.'</p> + +<p>'You will receive Miss Gwynne, Gladys. It will be less awkward. I have a +hundred things to do. Tell Netta that I will come again.'</p> + +<p>Rowland went first of all to his lodgings, and wrote a long letter to +his father. He told him boldly and plainly what Mr Wenlock had said; he +had already written to his mother the good news of his having found +Netta. He asked his father in a straightforward manner to receive Netta, +and to forgive her. He made no comments, preached no sermon. He thought +that a statement of facts would have more effect on his father than all +his eloquence, or all the texts of the Bible, every one of which his +father knew as well as he did. He also began to feel it was not for him +to lecture and reprimand a parent, even though he knew that parent to be +in the wrong. As he folded his manly and affectionate letter, he prayed +for a blessing upon it, and went to preach and pray with many members of +his flock, who, alas! knew not, like his father, those blessed texts, +which teach us to 'forgive as we hope to be forgiven.'</p> + +<p>Later in the afternoon he went to Netta again; he found Miss Gwynne with +her, cloak and bonnet thrown off, and Minette in full and eager talk on +her lap. Netta was looking quite cheerful under the influence of Miss +Gwynne's animated manners, and Minette's shouts of laughter. Toys and +picture-books were on the table before the child, and all sorts of +garments spread about the room. Miss Gwynne had sent Gladys home for a +large dressing-gown for Netta, and had expressed her intention of +remaining some time.</p> + +<p>Minette jumped off her lap when Rowland entered, and ran towards him, +with a book in one hand, and a doll in the other.</p> + +<p>'Look, uncle, what this kind lady has brought me; and she has made mamma +quite well. She has been laughing like she used to laugh. Oh, uncle, I +love her very much, don't you?'</p> + +<p>Rowland did not say 'yes,' but went up to Miss Gwynne, and with all his +heart,—</p> + +<p>'Oh, Miss Gwynne, how can we ever thank you enough for all this +kindness?'</p> + +<p>'By not thanking me at all,' replied Miss Gwynne, stooping to pick up a +book, doubtless to conceal a very decided increase of colour.</p> + +<p>These were the first genuine and natural words that Rowland had spoken +to Miss Gwynne since those fatal sentences under the great oak in her +father's park.</p> + +<p>'It is all like a dream,' said Netta, passing her hand over her eyes and +forehead, as she did constantly, as if to clear away some cloud that +obscured her memory. 'If mother were only here, it would be quite +home-like.'</p> + +<p>Truly Gladys had made the room almost a pleasant place. The books and +work she had brought with her, were already on the tables, and the +flowers filled all the old-fashioned vases, taken from the mantelpiece. +The fire was bright, and the hearth swept, and poor Netta and Minette +were neat and clean.</p> + +<p>'Uncle, what have you done with the geranium?' suddenly asked Minette.</p> + +<p>'I left it at home, dear.'</p> + +<p>'How cross of you, uncle, to let the pretty flower die.'</p> + +<p>'I put it in water, Minette, because it came from Glanyravon, where your +mother and I were born, and where your grandfather and grandmother +live.'</p> + +<p>'I don't like grandmamma, uncle, she was so fat, and talked so +strangely.'</p> + +<p>'You should not say that; but you have another grandmother whom you have +never seen.'</p> + +<p>'Shall we go to her, mammy dear? and will you come, Uncle Rowland? and +shall the kind lady come, and Gladys? and then we can gather those +pretty flowers. I saw them growing once at the Crystal Palace, and they +would not let me pick them.'</p> + +<p>Netta forgot her grief, Rowland his sermon, Miss Gwynne her dignity, in +talking to Minette of Glanyravon and its inhabitants; and, by degrees, +they fell into a conversation upon old friends and old times, that ended +in the days when they played together as children in the garden at the +vicarage, whilst the squire and his lady were paying their periodical +visits to the vicar and his lady.</p> + +<p>Unconsciously it oozed out how every incident of those childish games +was remembered and treasured up by Rowland, as well as the meetings of a +more advanced age, when, as a Rugby boy, he tried to make himself +agreeable to the young heiress, who bestowed no thought on him.</p> + +<p>But Rowland suddenly remembered that he was treading on dangerous +ground, and must not forget who he was, and who Miss Gwynne was. Those +words always came to haunt him, whenever he felt more than usually +happy; and how could he feel happy for one moment, with Netta possibly +dying, and Howel an exile for forgery. Poor fellow, it was only a +passing gleam through the mists of a hard life; let him enjoy it.</p> + +<p>Gladys returned, and Rowland got a cab for Miss Gwynne, who went home to +dinner. Rowland had some tea, and went to his evening service in the +church.</p> + +<p>After tea, Gladys read a story to Minette, which interested Netta, and +so the day passed, with but a slight recurrence of Netta's nervous +excitement.</p> + +<p>Gladys asked Netta if she would like her to read a chapter in the Bible, +and Netta said yes; so, with Minette on her lap, she read one of the +lessons of the day, which she knew to be particularly applicable to her.</p> + +<p>'I will read the other with you,' said Netta, when it was concluded +taking her mother's little Testament out of her pocket.</p> + +<p>'I wish you would teach me to read, Gladys?' said Minette. 'Justine +taught me to read French, and to say French prayers, but I can't read +English,'</p> + +<p>'Perhaps mamma will teach you, darling!' said Gladys, 'and I will help +when she is poorly.'</p> + +<p>'We will begin to-morrow,' said Netta? 'I meant to get her a governess, +but we were always moving about, and so I never did.'</p> + +<p>They read the second lesson, and when it was finished, Netta asked +Gladys to sing her a hymn. 'The Evening Hymn, Gladys. I could sing and +play that once, before I learnt to sing French songs.'</p> + +<p>Gladys' beautiful, clear voice soon began the 'Glory to Thee, my God, +this night,' that has been the evening song of praise of so many +thousands for so many years. Netta joined at intervals, and her +wandering eyes seemed to be steadied, for the time, into a fixed +attention, as she gazed at Gladys whilst she sung.</p> + +<p>When she finished, Minette was crying. Gladys soothed her, and asked her +what was the matter.</p> + +<p>'It was so beautiful!' she said. 'Your voice was like the lady's I heard +at the play, only the words were so solemn. I thought of my papa. I do +not love him much, because he was cross to mamma, but I want to see him, +that you may sing to him and make him good.'</p> + +<p>Gladys saw Netta's countenance lose the expression of calm it had worn +for a few moments, and regain the bewildered and painful one of the +morning.</p> + +<p>'We can pray for your papa, my love,' she said, gently.</p> + +<p>'Will you, will you, Gladys!' almost screamed Netta. 'Your prayers will +be heard, you are so good. Now, before Minette goes to bed, that she, +too, may pray for her father.'</p> + +<p>Gladys had long been in the habit of praying with and for people in +great misery, as well as in great sin, so the request did not startle +her as it might have startled many. She read, from the Prayer Book, the +Confession, and then chose the concluding portion of the Litany, feeling +sure that almost any part of that list of petitions was suitable both +for Howel and themselves. When she read the words, 'That it may please +Thee to have mercy upon all men,' she paused, and added earnestly, +'especially upon him for whom we now desire to pray,' and little Minette +added to this, 'that is my poor papa.'</p> + +<p>It was with difficulty that Gladys could conclude, she was herself so +affected by Netta's sobs, and Minette's innocent petition, but when they +rose from their knees, Netta said, 'I have not really prayed before, +Gladys, for a long time. Will God ever forgive me?' and Minette +entreated Gladys 'to teach her prayers in English; she liked them so +much better than in French.'</p> + +<p>Gladys endeavoured to comfort the poor mother by passages from the +Scripture, and promised the child 'to teach her to pray,' and so she +helped to repay to her mother and grandmother the debt of gratitude she +owed to her and her family.</p> + +<hr class='smallbreak' /> + +<h2><a name="CHAPTER_XLII" id="CHAPTER_XLII" ></a>CHAPTER XLII.</h2> + +<h3>THE NIECE.</h3> + +<p>THE following day Mrs Jones came to see Netta, and to do her part in +amusing her, and distracting her mind from Howel's promised return. Mr +Jones also accompanied Rowland in the afternoon in his visit to his +sister, and, the ice once broken, these kind and Christian people came, +alternately with Miss Gwynne, daily, for about a week, during which +period there had been no news of Howel, either public or private. Mr +Wenlock visited Netta regularly, but said there could be no improvement +in her health, and comparatively little strengthening of the mind, until +she could be removed to country air; this, however, she would not hear +of, although she cried very much, and was painfully excited, when +Rowland gave her a letter from her mother, entreating her to come to +Glanyravon, and made her acquainted with the contents of a letter he had +received from his father, which we will transcribe.</p> + +<blockquote><p class='right'>GLANYRAVON FARM, <i>October 9, 18—.</i></p> + +<p> 'MY DEAR SON,—Your letter came duly to hand, and I will not deny + that it affected me very much. Netta, set up above her station at + Abertewey, after disobeying her parents by running away, is very + different from Netta, deserted by her scamp of a husband, and left + in a poor London lodging. Bring her home, and we will take care of + her and her child, though I would rather lose a thousand pounds + than have to see her as she is. Mother wants to go up and nurse + her, but as that would kill her, I don't choose to let her go. If + you can't bring her down, Owen shall fetch her. I always said how + it would all end. Netta will believe me now it's no good; but no + need to tell her that. I wish Howel the—Well, I won't say more, + but remain your affectionate father, DAVID PROTHERO.'</p></blockquote> + +<p>Miss Gwynne was very anxious to tell Netta that Howel was supposed to be +in America, and that it was well known he could not return; and at last +Rowland took Mr Wenlock into full confidence and asked him whether it +would be advisable to do so. He said that he feared she would be +frightened at first, and then consider it a <i>ruse</i> to get her away. +However, something must be done. To tell her that her husband was a +felon would kill her; and she would die if she remained in that close +air. He would think the matter over, and decide.</p> + +<p>It was, however, decided for them the following morning. Netta was the +first to hear, as usual, the postman's rap. Manoeuvre as she would, +Gladys could not prevent this, and it always brought on considerable +excitement. This morning, however, there was actually a letter for +Netta, and Sarah went upstairs with it to Gladys. Although she called +Gladys out of the room to give it to her, Netta suspected something, ran +into the passage, and seized the letter.</p> + +<p>Gladys was obliged to support her back to the sofa, and give her some +medicine, before she was sufficiently herself to open it When she +recovered, she waited for Gladys to leave the room, which she thought it +best to do, and then broke the seal. The letter contained the following +words:—</p> + +<blockquote><p>'DEAREST,—You had better go to your mother or mine. Kiss our child + for me. Believe that I love you. God bless you.'</p></blockquote> + +<p>When Gladys returned to the sitting-room, upon a cry from Minette, she +found Netta in a swoon. The letter was tightly clasped in her hand, the +envelope was on the floor. She ventured to look at the address and +postmark. The former was to Mrs Mills, the latter some illegible place +in America. She wanted no more information, and asked for none. She +brought poor Netta to herself with difficulty, and let her put the +letter in its envelope, and both in her bosom, without a question. Netta +lay on the sofa, with her eyes closed, and said not a word. All that +Gladys or Minette could do to attract her attention was unavailing. But +when Rowland came, she roused herself sufficiently to say, 'I am ready +to go home now, Rowland: I must go directly.' And then she relapsed into +a state of passive inaction. Rowland went for Mr Wenlock, and was +fortunate in finding him at home. He accompanied him to Netta, and said +that she must be roused by a change of some kind. Rowland said that it +was absolutely necessary to write to summon his brother to fetch Netta, +and that by the time the letter reached home, and Owen reached London, +three days must elapse. Fortunately, Miss Gwynne arrived, and with her +usual promptitude, proposed that Netta should be taken for those three +days to Mrs Jones'; and she returned home at once to expedite any +arrangements Mrs Jones might have to make.</p> + +<p>'I am afraid, my dear Serena,' she said, when she had begun the subject, +'that it will put you out. But the poor creature shall have my bedroom, +and I can sleep anywhere for those few nights. The dressing-room, +Gladys' workroom, will do beautifully for her to sit in if she shouldn't +be able to come into the drawing-room.'</p> + +<p>'Yes,' said Mrs Jones, 'we can put a sofa in it and easy-chair, and make +a regular snuggery of it.'</p> + +<p>Mr Jones came in and entered into consultation.</p> + +<p>'I shall be thankful if she can come here,' he said, 'for poor Prothero +is making himself quite ill with anxiety and overwork. I don't think he +has slept four hours a night since he found her. And then, Gladys! she +is not strong, she will be laid up.'</p> + +<p>'I believe you love Gladys better than me,' laughed Mrs Jones.</p> + +<p>'It was love at first sight, my dear. She was the first pretty girl that +I saw after I came from Australia. And I have gone on loving her better +and better ever since.'</p> + +<p>'The worst of it is, that it is mutual,' said Miss Gwynne. 'I wonder +whether it is on your account or Owen Prothero's that she has refused +all the London swains who are dying for her.'</p> + +<p>Mrs Jones and Freda were soon hard at work arranging rooms. Every +available comfort was put into Freda's bedroom and dressing-room, and +her own clothes and general possessions were turned out to find a home +elsewhere. Gladys' little workroom soon wore a most cheerful aspect, and +the easiest chair and sofa the house afforded were put into it. Whilst +these matters were being arranged, Mr Jones was despatched to tell +Rowland to bring his sister as soon as possible, and in the course of a +few hours they arrived, accompanied by Gladys and Minette. The shock of +the morning had so weakened Netta's nervous system, that Rowland was +obliged to carry her upstairs. When she was put on the sofa in the +little room, and saw so many kind friends about her once more, the +bewildered, wandering eyes found relief in tears.</p> + +<p>'Gladys! you will not go away?' she said, holding Gladys by the hand. +'She may come home with me, Miss Gwynne?'</p> + +<p>Gladys knelt down by the sofa, and tried to soothe her, by telling her +that her brother was coming to fetch her.</p> + +<p>'I can't go home without Gladys!' persisted Netta, casting wild, +beseeching glances from one to the other of the friends who stood round +her.</p> + +<p>'She shall go with you, Netta, decidedly,' said Miss Gwynne. 'It will be +much the best plan.'</p> + +<p>'Gladys, you will come with us?' said Minette, throwing her arm round +her neck, as she knelt by her mother. 'You won't go away from poor +mamma, and your little Minette.'</p> + +<p>Gladys felt, that in this, she was but an instrument. However it was +settled that she was to accompany Netta home; and if the inmates of the +farm did not receive her willingly, she was to go to the Park, whither +Miss Gwynne was to follow shortly, for her long-promised Christmas +visit.</p> + +<p>When Netta and Rowland were left alone, Minette having been seduced by +Miss Gwynne into another room, Netta said,—</p> + +<p>'You see, Rowland, I must go away directly, because I don't know when he +may come. I am sure he will fetch me, and if I stay here he will not +know where to find me.'</p> + +<p>'Only two or three days, dear Netta. I have written to Owen. He will get +the letter to-morrow, and be here the next day. You can start the day +after to-morrow, if you will try to rouse yourself, and eat and drink.'</p> + +<p>'Yes, I will; but I am afraid of father. It is nearly ten years since I +saw him, and if he is cross now, I shall die.'</p> + +<p>'He will be kind, quite kind.'</p> + +<p>'Are you sure?'</p> + +<p>'Yes, quite sure.'</p> + +<p>'And will you come and see me, Rowland? I used to think you cross too, +but now you are very good to me. Do you think it was wrong of me to run +away with Howel? You know he loves me; he says so, Rowland.'</p> + +<p>Here Netta pressed her hand upon the letter that was in her bosom, and +Rowland kissed her tenderly.</p> + +<p>At intervals, during that day and the next, Netta made fitful efforts +to exert herself, but it was evident to all that her body was getting +weaker, and every one dreaded the journey in prospect, and longed for +its conclusion.</p> + +<p>Netta had taken a sudden and violent interest in teaching her child to +read and repeat hymns. The hymns that it pleased Minette best to learn +were some that Gladys had sung at her mother's request. These Netta did +not know by heart, indeed, her failing memory prevented her retaining +anything she had once known; so an old hymn book was produced from +Gladys' book-shelf, which contained these hymns that she had been taught +in her childhood by her mother.</p> + +<p>It was the second evening of Netta's stay with the Joneses, and she had +been prevailed upon to go into the drawing-room, where Rowland was added +to the usual little party.</p> + +<p>She was gradually sinking into a state of apparent forgetfulness of +those around her, from which it had been so difficult to rouse her since +Howel's letter, when Miss Gwynne said,—</p> + +<p>'I think Minette knows the hymn now, Mr Jones. Ask mamma if you may say +it, dear.'</p> + +<p>'Mamma, may I try to say the hymn now? Mr Jones will take me to see the +little children to-morrow if I know it,' asked the child.</p> + +<p>Netta was roused.</p> + +<p>'Where is the book? I don't think I remember it, she said.</p> + +<p>'I will go to Gladys for the book. I know the way, mamma.'</p> + +<p>Minette ran to the little room where Gladys was at work busily preparing +for the journey. She got the hymn book, asked Gladys to find the place, +and returning to the drawing-room triumphantly, gave the book to Mr +Jones.</p> + +<p>'You must hear me, to see that I say it quite, quite right,'</p> + +<p>The hymn was somewhat difficult for a child, but it had taken Netta's +fancy, because the words were written for an old Welsh air that she knew +well; indeed the book consisted principally of English and Welsh hymns +that had been composed for some of the fine old Welsh tunes.</p> + +<p>The words were as follow:—</p> + +<p class='center'>MORNING, Y FOREU.</p> + +<div class="poem"> +<div class='stanza'> +<div class='i2'>Great God, look on me,</div> +<div class='i3'>From Thy throne eternal;</div> +<div class='i2'>Make pure unto Thee</div> +<div class='i3'>This my hymn diurnal.</div> +<div>I my grateful voice would blend,</div> +<div class='i1'>With nature's loud thanksgiving;</div></div> + +<div class='stanza'> +<div>Praises through the earth would send</div> +<div class='i1'>For the bliss of living.</div> +<div class='i2'>Then, God, look on me,</div> +<div class='i3'>From Thy throne eternal,</div> +<div class='i2'>Make pure unto Thee,</div> +<div class='i3'>This my hymn diurnal.</div> +<div class='i2'>On the wings of morning,</div> +<div class='i2'>With songs of birds up-soaring,</div> +<div class='i3'>I address Thee,</div> +<div class='i3'>Praise and bless Thee,</div> +<div class='i3'>Joying and adoring.</div> +<div class='i1'>O Lord! bless this day,</div> +<div class='i2'>All my thoughts and doings,</div> +<div class='i1'>And keep my heart away</div> +<div class='i2'>From all vain pursuings.</div> +<div class='i1'>Shield me with Thy fostering wings,</div> +<div class='i2'>From every wild temptation.</div> +<div class='i1'>Let the daily course of things,</div> +<div class='i2'>Work for my salvation.</div> +<div class='i1'>O Lord I bless this day,</div> +<div class='i2'>All my thoughts and doings,</div> +<div class='i1'>And keep my heart away</div> +<div class='i2'>From all vain pursuings.</div> +<div class='i2'>With the hymns of flowers,</div> +<div class='i1'>And streams and fountains blending?</div> +<div class='i4'>I adore Thee,</div> +<div class='i4'>And implore Thee,</div> +<div class='i1'>Prayer and praise upsending.</div></div> +</div> + +<p>Minette was in a great state of excitement whilst saying her hymn, and +repeated it so energetically, and withal so feelingly, that the +attention of Mrs Jones, Miss Gwynne, and Rowland was quite drawn towards +her. They did not, therefore, notice the still greater excitement of Mr +Jones, as he was, professedly, looking at the hymn book to see whether +the child repeated her task correctly.</p> + +<p>'Well done, my little niece,' cried Rowland, catching her up in his +arms, and giving her a hearty kiss.</p> + +<p>'Let me go, uncle. Mr Jones, Mr Jones,' screamed Minette, 'may I go with +you to see the poor children, Mr Jones?'</p> + +<p>Mr Jones did not even hear the entreating appeal of the little girl. He +was out of the drawing-room, book in hand, and in Gladys' work-room, +almost before the struggling Minette was released from her uncle's arms, +and forcibly caught by Miss Gwynne.</p> + +<p>Gladys was sitting quietly at her work, humming low the air of the hymn +Minette had been saying, when Mr Jones entered the room abruptly.</p> + +<p>'Gladys, tell me where you got this book?' he said, putting the hymn +book on the table before her.</p> + +<p>He looked so nervous and excited that Gladys was almost frightened.</p> + +<p>'My mother gave it me, sir,' was the reply.</p> + +<p>'And who wrote these names?' he asked, pointing to the words written on +the fly-leaf, which were, "Margaret Jones, from her affectionate +brother, William Jones."</p> + +<p>'My uncle, sir, I believe, who gave the book to my mother.'</p> + +<p>'And your mother—your mother, who was she?'</p> + +<p>'The daughter of a clergyman, sir.'</p> + +<p>'I know that. But where—what—who?'</p> + +<p>'That is what I don't know, sir.'</p> + +<p>'Who did she marry? For God's sake tell me all, Gladys.'</p> + +<p>'She ran away with my father, sir, an Irish soldier, a corporal named +O'Grady. She went abroad with him, and did not come back to Ireland for +two years.'</p> + +<p>'And then—and her father—and—and her brother?'</p> + +<p>'Her father was dead, sir, and nobody knew where her brother was.'</p> + +<p>'Where did her father live?'</p> + +<p>'Alas! sir, I cannot tell that either. We never talked to my poor mother +about him, because it made her so unhappy, and as he was dead, I had no +interest in asking for the address. All I know was, that she was Welsh; +and when she was dying, she told me to go into Wales and find my uncle. +I don't think she quite knew what she was saying, but I came.'</p> + +<p>The tears gathered in Gladys' eyes, and hearing a strange heavy sigh +from Mr Jones, she looked up at him through their mist, and saw that he +was struggling to speak through some great emotion.</p> + +<p>'Oh, sir! what is the matter?' said Gladys, rising and going towards him +as he stood, trembling, on the other side of her work-table.</p> + +<p>He could not speak, but opening his arms as she approached him, folded +her in them, and kissed her, as she had not been kissed before, since +her poor mother died.</p> + +<p>Gladys could only yield to the embrace, she knew not wherefore. She +loved Mr Jones as if he were her own father, he had been almost like a +father to her ever since she had been in his house; she felt as if she +were once more in a father's arms.</p> + +<p>We will leave them thus for one moment, to return to the drawing-room.</p> + +<p>Mrs Jones, in her turn, kissed Minette, and praised her for repeating +her hymn so well.</p> + +<p>'But where is Mr Jones?' asked the child. 'Will he take me to see the +little boys and girls?'</p> + +<p>'I think he must be gone to find a book for you, dear,' was the reply.</p> + +<p>But as neither Mr Jones nor the book came, Mrs Jones got rather fidgety, +and fancying her husband might be ill, left the room to see what had +become of him. She went to the dining-room, study, and bedroom, and, not +finding him, went to ask Gladys whether she knew where he was. She was +not a little astonished at finding him with Gladys in his arms, and the +door half open at his back.</p> + +<p>Mrs Jones was not a jealous wife, but Gladys was a very pretty girl, Mr +Jones was avowedly very fond of her, and Mr Jones was mortal.</p> + +<p>She felt a strange pain at her heart, turned pale, and stood for a +moment unobserved by either, on the threshold, irresolute, when she +heard these words from her husband,—</p> + +<p>'It must be so. Gladys—- you are—you must be—my poor, dear, lost +sister's child!'</p> + +<p>Gladys and Mrs Jones uttered a simultaneous cry, and the latter entered +the room.</p> + +<p>'My dear William, what does this mean?' she said, approaching her +husband and putting her hand on his shoulder.</p> + +<p>'Serena!' (he, too called that gentle woman Serena) 'my love. For my +sake! This is my sister's child—my niece—my—our Gladys!'</p> + +<p>Mr Jones released the bewildered Gladys from his embrace, and almost +placed her in the arms of his wife, who, scarcely comprehending what was +passing, kissed her tenderly.</p> + +<p>Then Gladys sat down, covered her face with her hands, and sobbed +convulsively. It was all a dream to her, from which she must awake. It +could not be true. Mr and Mrs Jones soothed her. The former, restraining +his own emotion, endeavoured to calm hers, by telling her that it was he +who had written the names in that fortunate hymn book; he who was the +brother of her mother; he who was her uncle, and who would be, not only +an uncle, but a father to her henceforth.</p> + +<p>At last, the agitated girl looked up at the kind and loving faces that +were bending over her, and murmured,—</p> + +<p>'It cannot be—it is—too good—too great—too happy.'</p> + +<p>'It is true, Gladys, my niece, my child,' said Mr Jones, stooping to +kiss her forehead.</p> + +<p>Mrs Jones sat down by her, and taking one of her hands in hers, said,—</p> + +<p>'It all seems a dream, Gladys. But if it be true, remember, you are now +my niece, my child as well; and, God knows, I love you, and value you +dearly.'</p> + +<p>Once more the lonely Gladys felt that she had kindred. Yielding to the +feeling, she threw her arms round Mrs Jones' neck, and gave vent to the +emotion she had been striving to suppress.</p> + +<p>At this juncture, Miss Gwynne appeared, who, wondering in her turn what +could detain Mr and Mrs Jones so long from their guests, came to look +for them.</p> + +<p>Of course, she wondered still more when she found them both with their +arms round one another and Gladys.</p> + +<p>She was going away; but Mrs Jones, perceiving her, said,—</p> + +<p>'Come in, dear Freda, Minette's hymn has led to a wonderful +discovery—has given us a niece—a child—in—in—our dear friend +Gladys.'</p> + +<p>Miss Gwynne knelt down at the feet of the sobbing Gladys, and taking one +of her hands, said,—</p> + +<p>'Gladys, if this be true, we cannot love you better than we do now, or +esteem you more; but you now <i>feel</i> one of us, instead of the isolated +Gladys of this little room, which you have resolutely been hitherto.'</p> + +<p>As may be imagined, Gladys was a long time realising the fact, that she +was suddenly, and in the most extraordinary manner, raised from the +Irish beggar, lady's maid, or whatever she had hitherto chosen to +consider herself—for every one about her had long looked upon her as a +friend—to the niece of the good and kind Mr Jones. When she was able to +speak, her first words were,—</p> + +<p>'I do not understand it—I cannot believe it. It is too good—too +happy.'</p> + +<p>'I can scarcely believe it either,' said Mr Jones, taking up the hymn +book, and turning to his wife and Miss Gwynne, who had, thus far, taken +the strange news upon Mr Jones' word, which they never ventured to +dispute.</p> + +<p>'This is my writing. Margaret Jones was my sister, and Gladys' mother. I +gave her this book when we were both young, and the date, also in my +handwriting, marks the time, some two or three years after the gift, +when I was at college, and she must have been about eighteen; she ran +away with an Irish soldier, whose real name, even, we never learnt. My +poor father doated on my sister, and spoilt her. She was high-spirited +and wilful, but very loving, and very handsome. Not at all like Gladys. +My sister's was the Welsh, Gladys' the Irish cast of countenance; yet I +have seen an expression in Gladys' face that has reminded me of her +mother.'</p> + +<p>'We discovered, after my sister ran away, that she had met the man she +married when going to visit the landlady of a small inn, in my father's +parish, who was ill. It seems that this woman connived at their meeting; +and when strictly questioned, said, that she had believed he was a +gentleman, and that he had called himself Captain O'Brien.'</p> + +<p>'My poor father!' here broke in Gladys. 'He bitterly repented this, his +only deception. He was of a good family, and his mother was an O'Brien; +but no one belonging to him could afford to purchase him a commission, +and so he went into the ranks. He once told me, that he persuaded my +mother to marry him first, and then promised to let her write to his +father. But I only know scraps of the story. I fancy my father was on +his way home on leave, when he saw my mother and fell in love with her. +He loved her very dearly, and as long as he lived she wanted nothing +that he could get her. The regiment was suddenly ordered abroad, and my +mother could not write to her father, or did not, before they sailed. +And so she delayed, and delayed; but she wrote at last, and received no +answer at all. I fancy she wrote several times from foreign parts, but +never heard from any one. I know she wrote again from Ireland; but the +letter was returned, with a note from some one, saying that her father +had been dead some years, and no one knew anything of her brother.'</p> + +<p>'Too true! too true!' said Mr Jones. 'My poor father, never very strong, +was in his grave in less than six months after my sister left him. I +returned from college to nurse, and bury him. I have told you all this, +my dear Serena, little thinking that the young girl I first saw, after +visiting his grave some twenty years after I had seen him laid in it, +should be the child of the beloved daughter who had helped to hasten him +thither.'</p> + +<p>'My poor, dear mother!' said Gladys, sobbing as if her heart would +break.</p> + +<p>'Still less that you, my dear niece, would be five or six years in my +house; I loving you as a daughter, and yet not knowing the relationship +existing between us. But how could it have been discovered but for this +book? I only knew of you, that you were an Irish girl escaping from +poverty in Ireland, to find some Welsh friends, whose address even you +did not know. But for your evident truthfulness, the very story must +have been doubted. When I saw you at Mr Prothero's, I took you for his +daughter; since I have looked upon you as one of our family, an orphan +to be pitied and loved. Let us thank God and kind Christian people, that +you have been so pitied and loved.'</p> + +<p>Mr Jones' mild grey eyes, full of tears, turned upon Miss Gwynne, who +said, hastily,—</p> + +<p>'Ought not we to tell her first and best friends of this strange +discovery?—Rowland, Mr Prothero, and Netta. What must they think of our +long absence?'</p> + +<p>'Not for worlds, Miss Gwynne, if you please!' cried Gladys, 'I could +never be what I would like to be to Mrs Jenkins and her dear mother, if +I were anything but the Gladys they have always known. They would be +treating me as—as—they would not let me work and wait upon Mrs +Jenkins. Until she is at home, at least, let me be as I am, as I was; it +is all so strange. Until I have offered to remain and nurse her, and +been refused—until, in short—'</p> + +<p>'I understand, Gladys,' said Miss Gwynne. 'You are quite right. Let them +all value you for yourself, and then we will introduce you as—'</p> + +<p>'I didn't mean that, indeed, indeed, Miss Gwynne,' said Gladys, her pale +face growing red. 'I only wanted to show my gratitude, as I am, to them +all. Perhaps even Mr Prothero may excuse me then, and—'</p> + +<p>Here Gladys broke down again. She could not explain her own bewildered +thoughts; but her friends understood her, and respected the honest pride +that would be known, welcomed and beloved for merit, and not for a +bettered position and condition. Miss Gwynne saw a vision of Owen in the +background, with his handsome, honest, black eyes, and white teeth; but +she did not mention what she saw.</p> + +<p>'At any rate, I must go and make the best of lame excuses,' she said, +'and leave you in your new relationship, to dry your eyes, and learn to +say "Uncle." Such a pleasant name! I always longed for an uncle.'</p> + +<p>Miss Gwynne returned to the drawing-room, and told Rowland that Mr Jones +had been quite upset by the Welsh hymn that Minette had repeated, having +known it under peculiar circumstances when he was young. She apologised +for his non-appearance, and Rowland, seeing that something unusual had +occurred, took his departure. She promised Minette a visit to the +school, and prevailed on the little girl to allow one of the servants to +put her to bed, instead of Gladys. Minette begged Miss Gwynne to let her +say her 'English prayers' to her first, which she, of course, did.</p> + +<p>Then Freda did her best to amuse Netta until Mrs Jones appeared, and +said Gladys was quite ready to assist Netta, if she liked to retire for +the night.</p> + +<p>When Netta was in bed, Gladys joined her friends, and they discussed, +more calmly than before, their newly-found relationship.</p> + +<p>Gladys brought with her her Bible, in which her mother had written her +name, and Mr Jones recognised his sister's hand writing. She had also a +lock of her mother's hair, and her wedding-ring, and one or two other +trifles, that drew fresh tears from a brother's eyes.</p> + +<p>Gladys said that she should like, for her own satisfaction, that a +certificate of her mother's marriage, and of her birth, should be +obtained. Her mother was married, she believed, during the short time +she was in Ireland; and she was born, she knew, in the parish where her +father's parents lived, to whose care her father had confided her +mother. Two children had been born, and died before her birth, during +the period that her parents were abroad.</p> + +<p>It may be as well to say here, that the certificates were duly procured, +through the clergyman of the parish, to whom Mr Jones wrote a statement +of the case. Also that letters, written for the gratification of Gladys, +to the Protestant and Roman Catholic clergy of her parent's last +neighbourhood were duly answered, and confirmed all that Gladys had said +of them and of herself from first to last. This, of course, took some +time to effect; but I have so far anticipated the event, to avoid +fanning to it again.</p> + +<p>Gladys now recapitulated, more minutely, the circumstances of her early +history, a sketch of which she gave Miss Gwynne and Mrs Prothero when +she was recovering from her fever.</p> + +<p>There were a few points that she did not mention at that time, which, we +will insert for the benefit of the reader, in Gladys' own words.</p> + +<p>'My father left my mother in Ireland, and went with his regiment to +India. My mother lived with my grandfather, who was old and infirm, but +still managed a small farm, in which my mother assisted. He died, and +then my mother kept a school, took in needlework, and did what she could +to help out my father's remittances, which were small, but regular. He +was severely wounded in the head, and got his discharge upon his +corporal's pay. Being a clever man, he soon procured work, as a kind of +under-agent, and we lived very happily together for some years. He was +never a saving man, so what he earned he spent, and my poor mother spent +it with him. I had two brothers and three sisters, and when my father +died, rather suddenly, we had nothing but our own exertions to depend +upon. My mother and I managed to live and keep the children—how, I +scarcely know—till the famine from the failure of the potato crop, and +consequent fever and starvation came upon us. God preserve me, and every +one else, from witnessing such misery again! One child died after +another, and then the darling mother! I had nothing to give her; +literally nothing. Every one round us was in the same state. On her +death-bed she was rambling and incoherent, but talked of Wales, and her +father and brother.</p> + +<p>'"Go to them, Gladys," she said, "when I am gone. Maybe they'll take to +ye." "Where, mother dear!" I asked. But she did not hear me. Thank God! +she clasped her hands and prayed for pardon of her sins through Jesus +Christ; and so she died. I don't know how I lived after her—how I +buried her—how I came into Wales. I scarcely remember anything, till I +awoke from that illness in calm, clean, beautiful Glanyravon; with my +mistress's blessed face looking down upon me, and Miss Gwynne waiting on +me, and Mr Rowland praying for me.'</p> + +<p>For some years past Gladys had succeeded in obtaining a calm and even +spirit, by striving to banish these dreadful scenes from her mind, by +active labours for others, and abnegation of self. Now, they opened once +more the flood-gates of memory, and as the old recollections rushed +through, like repressed waters, her strength of mind gave way, and she +could do nothing but weep.</p> + +<p>'Only to-night—forgive me!' she sobbed. 'I shall be better to-morrow. +But it all comes back, all; even in the moment of my great happiness.'</p> + +<p>Her kind friends soothed and comforted her—her uncle wept with her, and +by degrees she once more grew calm.</p> + +<p>Before they separated for the night, Mr Jones offered up a thanksgiving +for the great mercy God had vouchsafed to them; and commending his +newly-found niece to the further protection of that gracious Providence, +who had led the orphan to her home; in His presence, and that of his +wife and her friends, he solemnly blessed her, and adopted her as his +own child.</p> + +<p>It need scarcely be added that his wife registered and signed the vow +that her husband made.</p> + +<hr class='smallbreak' /> + +<h2><a name="CHAPTER_XLIII" id="CHAPTER_XLIII" ></a>CHAPTER XLIII.</h2> + +<h3>THE HAPPIEST MAN IN THE WORLD.</h3> + +<p>Most people know what it is to awake from sleep the morning after a +great sorrow; some, also, know what it is to awake after a great and +unexpected joy. Gladys opened her eyes upon a dark, thick, cheerless +November fog in London, one of the most depressing of all the +atmospheric influences. But she did not think of the fog. Although she +did not at first fully realise the happiness that she had experienced, +and was to experience, she felt, on awakening, a strange sensation of +spirits so light, and a heart beating to such cheerful measure, that it +all seemed too ethereal to be real. She thought it was the continuation +of a blissful dream. For many a long year she had retired to rest, and +arisen in the morning calm, resigned, nay, cheerful; but it was the +calmness and resignation of a soul attuned by prayer and self-restraint +to an equanimity that rarely was disturbed by mirth or pleasure. Now, +that soul seemed to dance within her to exhilarating melodies. So happy +had been her dreams, so joyous her sleep, that her eyes sparkled +unwonted fires when she opened them; and as she jumped out of bed, there +was an elasticity in her movements that surprised her very self.</p> + +<p>Netta and Minette were still sleeping, and as she dressed herself +carefully and neatly, she almost forgot that every one else was not as +suddenly raised from sorrow to joy as herself.</p> + +<p>'He will come to-day,' she thought, as she smoothed her dark hair, 'and +I shall meet him as an equal, no longer a suspicion of my truth. He will +not know it yet, but I know it, and oh! the difference of feeling that +you can clear yourself by a word when you like. Not to him, for he never +doubted—generous, kind Mr Owen! but to his father! to all. How can I be +thankful enough! and such an uncle and aunt! It must be a dream; but +will he care for me still? so long! and after all my coldness. He has +asked me again and again, and each time have I refused him; but then I +was an Irish beggar, and nothing more, and I would have died rather than +have brought disgrace into his family. And still my promise to his +father is binding, and without his consent I never could—but where am I +wandering? Maybe he'll not care for me now I am all this older—and he +so handsome that he may have any one in and about Glanyravon.'</p> + +<p>Gladys cast a shy look into her glass, and a delicate blush kindled her +cheek as those dark violet eyes glanced from beneath their long black +fringes. Gladys! you are but a weak woman after all.</p> + +<p>When Gladys was dressed, she gently awoke Minette, and took her into the +dressing-room to attire her also.</p> + +<p>'Gladys, dear, how pretty you look!' exclaimed the child, 'you have a +pink cheek, and your eyes are as bright as the sky; and you have such a +pretty gown and collar, and everything. You are quite a lady, now you +have left off that gown mamma gave you so long ago. Is Uncle Owen, who +is coming to-day, as nice as Uncle Rowland? Do you love him as well, +Gladys?'</p> + +<p>'He is very, very nice, dear, and as kind as any gentleman in the +world.'</p> + +<p>The little girl clapped her hands.</p> + +<p>'I shall like to go to Glanyravon and make mamma quite well.'</p> + +<p>Soon after breakfast, Rowland arrived, accompanied by Owen, who had +travelled all night.</p> + +<p>Gladys was with Netta in her bedroom, but all the rest of the family +welcomed Owen. Mr Jones shook him by the hand with peculiar warmth, +because he was given to understand that he loved his newly-found niece.</p> + +<p>Minette was soon on his knee, and in less than ten minutes had duly +informed him that she loved him next to Uncle Rowland and that Gladys +told her he 'was the nicest gentleman in the world.'</p> + +<p>Owen laughed heartily at this, to conceal his rising colour, and said,—</p> + +<p>'And how is Gladys?'</p> + +<p>'Quite well; she is coming to Glanyravon with us, to take care of mamma +and me.'</p> + +<p>Here Mrs Jones interposed, and explained how matters stood.</p> + +<p>In a few moments Gladys appeared to say that Netta was ready in her +little sitting-room to see her brothers.</p> + +<p>Owen was not shy, so he walked bravely across the room to meet Gladys, +and to shake hands with her, so thoroughly <i>con amore</i> that if, as +Minette expressed it, her cheek was pink when she entered the room, it +was crimson when she quitted it.</p> + +<p>Mr and Mrs Jones looked at one another with great satisfaction, and +somehow or other Rowland's eyes met Miss Gwynne's, and both smiled +involuntarily.</p> + +<p>'He is a fine young fellow,' said Mrs Jones, when Owen and Rowland had +gone upstairs to Netta, accompanied by Minette.</p> + +<p>'I almost wonder how two such sons, with such a fine, sturdy, sensible +father, should have had such a silly little sister as that poor child +upstairs; but I must go out. Ask them to dinner, my dear, and don't let +Gladys tire herself to death before she starts for her journey. Did you +ever see any one look prettier in your life than she did when she met +that fine young man? What a couple they will make!'</p> + +<p>'What a romance you have worked up already, my dear,' said Mrs Jones +laughing, 'but certainly one may be proud of Gladys. How thoroughly +ladylike she is, and looks. And she is so happy; she told me just now +that she felt as if she had suddenly begun a new life.'</p> + +<p>'God grant it may be a happy one, and may He bless you, my dear, for +taking to the poor child so kindly.'</p> + +<p>Miss Gwynne, who had left the party to put on her bonnet, here appeared, +and Mr Jones and she set out on parochial business.</p> + +<p>When Rowland and Owen had been some time with Netta, they returned to +Mrs Jones, who pressed them to come to dinner. They declined, however, +having much to talk of, that could not be discussed in public, even +before the kindest of friends. Moreover, when Owen had been in London +before, he told his brother that he would not dine in any house as guest +where Gladys was considered as a servant. In vain his brother assured +him that she was more friend than servant—she did not dine with her +friends, and therefore he would not dine with them.</p> + +<p>When they had left the house, and reached Rowland's lodging, Owen said, +his usually joyful face clouded by an expression of sorrow and pain,—</p> + +<p>'Curse that fellow! I say, Rowland, I can't help it, it breaks my heart +to see Netta as she is; and she will kill mother. As to father, there is +no getting a civil word from him ever since the news came.'</p> + +<p>'I suppose every one knows it?' said Rowland.</p> + +<p>'Of course Aunt 'Lizbeth has employed Mr Rice Rice and a counsel for +that scoundrel, to do what they can when the case is tried. You know +they have indicted him, and, present or absent, it is to come on at the +next assizes. Then, if they prove him guilty, or make out a case against +him, or whatever they call it, he will be brought to trial as soon as +they can catch him.'</p> + +<p>'Sir Samuel Spendall and Sir Horatio Simpson are furious against him, I +hear,' said Rowland.</p> + +<p>'No wonder; I foresaw something bad when I was at Abertewey. But what of +that rascal, Deep?'</p> + +<p>'They can make nothing of him; he is already released, and if he knows +anything of Howel he has not let it out.'</p> + +<p>'I can't help liking poor Aunt 'Lizbeth; she says she will spend every +farthing she has for Howel, and when I tell her to remember her old age +and keep her money, all I get is, "What will I do if my Howel is ruined? +What will I care for money if he is gone?" It is pretty well known that +he has forged her name for thousands of pounds, but she won't own it, +and swears to all his signatures as her own, I verily believe, with her +eyes shut.'</p> + +<p>'Does father hear all these things?'</p> + +<p>'Nobody dares to speak to him. He opens out to me with a vengeance, and +wants a little of your preaching to refine his language. But who can +wonder? I am ashamed to show my nose myself. The first bit of pleasure I +have had since it began was seeing Gladys look so well and happy this +morning. What has happened to her? Is she going to be married? for +nothing else have changed a girl's face from November to June. At the +same time, she might have a little more feeling for us than to look her +best when we are at our worst. Poor Netta! I'm sure she won't live. I've +wished myself at sea nearly every day for the last six years, and I'm +sure I wish myself there now.'</p> + +<p>'My good fellow,' said Rowland, 'don't say that; what should any of us +do without you? You are the only stay of our parents at home, and will +be poor Netta's last comfort.'</p> + +<p>'If I were sure I were of any use I wouldn't mind; but when I see +Gladys, or think of her, the truth is I get savage. Perhaps it is a +proper punishment for pretending to stay at home on father and mother's +account, when it was really on hers. But never mind; I suppose one +girl's really as good as another. Will you come down at Christmas, +Rowland?'</p> + +<p>'I wish I could; but our rector is so ill that there is no chance of his +being able to leave Nice this winter, and Jones and I have all the duty. +The last account was so bad that Mr Wenlock fears, if he returns at all, +it will be only to die.'</p> + +<p>We will not follow the brothers further in their conversation; they made +the most of the few hours they were together, and after a short night's +rest, arose early, breakfasted, and went to fetch Netta.</p> + +<p>The sight of her favourite brother, and the prospect of returning home +had roused her, and she seemed more herself than she had been since +Howel's letter. Gladys was as bright and busy as a queen-bee, and +Minette was all tears and smiles.</p> + +<p>There were a great many 'last words' to be said, and as all the +preparations had been made the previous day, there was plenty of time to +say them.</p> + +<p>'I don't know how to thank you,' said poor Netta to Mrs Jones and Miss +Gwynne, as they were putting on her last warm cloak. The tears were +streaming down her pale cheeks, and her hand, as usual, was on her +heart.</p> + +<p>Mrs Jones kissed her, and Miss Gwynne said cheerfully, 'I shall see you +soon, Netta, and I want Mrs Jones to come to Glanyravon with me, so it +will not be a long parting.'</p> + +<p>'You have been very good to my child and me,—God will bless you!' +sobbed Netta.</p> + +<p>'I will come again, Mr Jones, and see you, and Mrs Jones, and the little +children,' said Minette, who was hugging Mr Jones warmly.</p> + +<p>He took her up in his arms, kissed her, and put her into the cab next +her mother, who had been placed therein by Rowland.</p> + +<p>Gladys' farewells were the last.</p> + +<p>'That's what I call something like it, Rowly,' said Owen tapping his +brother's shoulder, as he watched Mr and Mrs Jones alternately give +Gladys a most affectionate embrace.</p> + +<p>'But why does the old parson hug her so? He shouldn't do that if I were +Mrs Jones, or if she were Mrs—'</p> + +<p>The truth was, that at the last the uncle's feelings overcame Gladys' +desire for secrecy, and exploded in a kiss long and fatherly.</p> + +<p>When she was in the cab Mr Jones called Owen aside, and said in a +whisper,—</p> + +<p>'I know you will take care of Gladys, and remember, that although she is +ready for everything that is good, she is not strong. If your father +makes the least objection to her remaining with your sister, take her to +the Park, whence she can return at once to us. As long as I live, no one +will neglect her with impunity; but I am sure I can trust you and +yours.'</p> + +<p>'That you certainly may,' said Owen, nearly shaking Mr Jones' hand off, +but saying to himself a few minutes after, 'What could he mean by +putting her into my care? If his wife had done it, or Miss Gwynne, well +and good; but I declare parsons are no better than the rest of us, I +daresay Rowly isn't half as steady as he seems; he and Miss Gwynne are +wonderfully polite to one another, and he's as grand as any lord.'</p> + +<p>Owen jumped upon the box, and Rowland by the side of Gladys inside the +cab, and so they drove off through the thick fog, some five or six miles +to the Paddington Station.</p> + +<p>Owen took a second-class ticket for himself, but when Netta heard that +he had done so she begged so hard to be allowed to travel second class +with him, or that he would come with her, that he was obliged to change +it, and become, as he expressed it, 'a grand gentleman for once in his +life.'</p> + +<p>They had a compartment to themselves, into which Rowland went, to be +with Netta until the whistle sounded.</p> + +<p>'Oh, brother!' sobbed Netta, 'if I never see you again, promise to be +kind to Howel; promise to give him whatever I leave for him. Perhaps I +shall die,—I don't know. Tell him all you have said to me; try to make +him good, and give him the hope you have given me. Will you, brother? +Say, will you?'</p> + +<p>'I will do everything you wish, my darling sister, if I have the +opportunity.'</p> + +<p>'And will you write to me about what you have been saying to me?'</p> + +<p>'I will, dear, regularly. But you have only to believe and pray. God +bless you, Netta, dear! God for ever bless you!'</p> + +<p>The guard was at the door, Owen in the carriage. Rowland gave Netta one +long, last kiss, and went out upon the platform.</p> + +<p>'Kiss me, uncle,' said Minette, putting her little face out of the +window.</p> + +<p>When she drew it in again she wiped off a tear that Rowland had left +upon her cheek.</p> + +<p>'Good-bye, Gladys,—good-bye, Owen,' he said, stretching out his hand, +which was clasping that of his brother as the train began to move, and +separated him from the sister, brother, niece, and friend whom he loved +so well.</p> + +<p>Poor Netta cried long and quietly in the corner of the carriage in which +she had been placed. Of course she had the side without an arm that she +might put up her feet when she liked, so Owen and Gladys were placed, of +necessity, side by side, and Minette jumped upon Gladys' lap, and began +talking of Glanyravon. Owen and Gladys were quite shy with one another. +The former studied Bradshaw, the latter occupied herself with Minette.</p> + +<p>When Netta ceased crying, Owen tried to engage her attention, and amused +her for a time by accounts of home and country news. But by degrees she +relapsed into her usual abstraction.</p> + +<p>Owen hated railway travelling, and was a great fidget. Out at every +station, of course, and alternately reading the newspaper and making +remarks upon the confounded November weather when in the carriage. He +scarcely addressed Gladys particularly, but talked to Netta or Minette; +and Gladys thought him very cold and constrained, but did not know that +he was thinking of what Colonel Vaughan had done years ago, and +comparing it with Mr Jones' embrace.</p> + +<p>'Do you know, Netta, that I am thinking of getting married?' he said +suddenly, and thoroughly rousing Gladys.</p> + +<p>'Don't be so foolish, Owen! You have been getting married or falling in +love ever since you were twelve,' said Netta. 'Who is it now?'</p> + +<p>'Miss Richards,—Dr Richards' daughter. It is the talk of the county. +You know she has plenty of money.'</p> + +<p>Owen cast a side glance towards Gladys and saw her turn quite pale, +which was very satisfactory to him.</p> + +<p>'Is Miss Richards pretty, uncle?' asked Minette. 'Is she as pretty as +Gladys?'</p> + +<p>'That depends upon taste.'</p> + +<p>'But what do you think, uncle? She must be very pretty, if she is as +pretty as my dear Gladys! Isn't Gladys pretty, uncle?'</p> + +<p>'Gladys knows what I think on that subject,' said Owen, 'but she doesn't +care what I think.'</p> + +<p>This was said so that Netta, sitting opposite, did not hear.</p> + +<p>'Oh, Mr Owen!' said Gladys, involuntarily.</p> + +<p>'Oh, Mrs Snow!' said Owen.</p> + +<p>'As the day went on, Netta got very weary, and, finally, slept. Minette, +also, in spite of Gladys' resolute efforts to keep her awake, fell fast +asleep, curled up in the corner, with her mother's feet in her lap. And +so Owen and Gladys were <i>tête-à-tête</i>.</p> + +<p>The November day was drawing to a close, and it was dull and dark. +Gladys fancied Owen was asleep, and was thinking how very much more +cheerful she felt in the morning than she did at that moment; and all +because Owen said he was going to be married. She was trying to remember +the great blessings she had lately experienced, and that she ought to be +thinking of Netta instead of her brother.</p> + +<p>At last, Owen started up, and said,—</p> + +<p>'Gladys, do you like coming back to Glanyravon?'</p> + +<p>'Dearly, sir, if you like to have me.'</p> + +<p>'Now, Gladys, that is too absurd! You know I have wanted to have you all +these years.'</p> + +<p>'I didn't mean that, Mr Owen.'</p> + +<p>'Gladys, tell me why that old Jones kissed you.'</p> + +<p>'I—I—don't know. Because—because he is fond of me, Mr Owen.'</p> + +<p>'That is no reason, Miss Gladys. If it was, somebody else would kiss +you, too. Now I have an opportunity, I must ask you a few more +questions. I beg you to understand that old Jones, who is so fond of +you, put you under my especial care.'</p> + +<p>'Oh, Mr Owen!'</p> + +<p>'Oh, Mrs Snow! Now, tell me why you let that cunning man of the world, +Colonel Vaughan, give you ten shillings? This has been on my mind for +six or seven years, and I have never had an opportunity of getting it +off before. You know if you won't have me for a lover, you may for a +brother.'</p> + +<p>'Colonel Vaughan offered me the money, Mr Owen, and I returned it to +him. Who could have told you of that?'</p> + +<p>'The boy who saw him give you some money, and picked up the +half-sovereign you dropped.'</p> + +<p>'He gave me money for poor Mr Lloyd, who was ill, and offered me the +half-sovereign for myself, which I refused.'</p> + +<p>'Why did you refuse it.'</p> + +<p>'Because I did not want it, and because he had no right to offer it me.'</p> + +<p>'Bravo, Gladys! You are a capital girl!'</p> + +<p>'And yet, Mr Owen, you think all sorts of unkind things of me when I am +absent. For six years!'</p> + +<p>'How can I help it, Gladys? You know that I love you better than my +life, and yet you won't care one straw for me.'</p> + +<p>'Oh! Mr Owen.'</p> + +<p>'I can tell you it is no trifling mark of constancy, for a wandering +fellow like me to stick to farming, and doing the dutiful son all these +years. I should have been off to sea again long ago but for you, and—'</p> + +<p>'And the father and mother, Mr Owen.'</p> + +<p>'Well, yes, to a certain extent. But you always answer every question +but one like a pure, straightforward young woman, as you are. Why won't +you tell me the reason you have for hating me so?'</p> + +<p>'I don't hate you, Mr Owen.'</p> + +<p>'It must be either love or hate. You don't love me. Do you love any one +else?'</p> + +<p>'No.'</p> + +<p>'Have you a heart to give?'</p> + +<p>'Ye—no.'</p> + +<p>'Which do you mean?'</p> + +<p>'I cannot tell you, indeed I cannot!'</p> + +<p>'Oh! Gladys, if you knew the pain! Why will you not make me happy, or at +least give me a sensible reason?'</p> + +<p>'I—I—promised—oh, Mr Owen.'</p> + +<p>'Dear Gladys, what? I will never betray you, and will always be a +friend, a brother. Who have you promised? Not to marry, not to love—'</p> + +<p>'Your father, Mr Owen. I—I—promised never—to—without his consent.'</p> + +<p>Fortunately it was dusk, and the curtain between the double carriage was +drawn, and Netta and Minette were, apparently at least, fast asleep, so +no one saw Owen jump up from his seat with a kind of bound, seize +Gladys' hand, try to look into her face, and finally sit down again, +retaining possession of the said hand across the elbow of the carriage.</p> + +<p>'Do you mean, Gladys, that you promised never to marry me without my +father's consent?'</p> + +<p>'Yes.'</p> + +<p>'Never to love me without his consent?'</p> + +<p>'No.'</p> + +<p>'That you don't hate me?'</p> + +<p>'No.'</p> + +<p>'That if I got his consent you would make me the happiest man in the +world?'</p> + +<p>'I would try, Mr Owen.'</p> + +<p>'Nothing but his consent?</p> + +<p>'Nothing, Mr Owen. If you do not change, I cannot.</p> + +<p>'Gladys, do not trifle with me. But you could not trifle. Have you cared +for me—may I say loved me—all these years?'</p> + +<p>'All these years.'</p> + +<p>Gladys bowed her head as if in shame over those clasped hands, and a +large tear fell upon Owen's. He wanted no other confirmation of her +words, and felt, as he had expressed it, the happiest man in the world.</p> + +<hr class='smallbreak' /> + +<h2><a name="CHAPTER_XLIV" id="CHAPTER_XLIV" ></a>CHAPTER XLIV.</h2> + +<h3>THE PRODIGAL DAUGHTER.</h3> + +<p>It was nine o'clock when the fly that took the travellers from Swansea +to Glanyravon reached the door of the farm. The night was 'dark and +dreary;' very different was the weather, the aspect of external nature; +very different were Netta's feelings and all the circumstances, when she +was at home ten years ago. She had been thinking again on all these +things during that gloomy drive, when her companions thought she was +asleep.</p> + +<p>Bright lights are in the windows and passage as the travellers look out +of the carriage. Mrs Prothero's anxious face is visible in front, Mr and +Mrs Jonathan's tall forms above her from behind, the servants are +without, Lion is barking joyously, but there is no Mr Prothero.</p> + +<p>'Is this Glanyravon, mamma?' asks Minette waking up and rubbing her +eyes.</p> + +<p>No answer.</p> + +<p>Owen jumps out, and without stopping to greet his pale, trembling +mother, turns to help Netta, who cannot help herself. He carries a dead +weight into the parlour, and lays it on the sofa. Netta has fainted.</p> + +<p>Gladys is at her side in a moment with every kind of restorative but no +one notices or thinks of her. Mrs Prothero is on her knees rubbing her +child's cold hands, and looking as white as the corpse-like daughter +thus restored to her. Mr and Mrs Jonathan look at one another, and then +at Netta, with a glance of pity and grief.</p> + +<p>There is another face for one moment bent over the sofa, and the next a +loud heavy groan is heard in the corner of the room that comes from a +heart in extreme agony; but no one, save Minette, seems conscious of +it. She turns affrighted at the sound, and in the impulse of her quick, +warm nature runs to comfort.</p> + +<p>'Mamma will be better soon,' she says; 'she is often so. Don't cry so +loud, you will frighten her.'</p> + +<p>Poor Mr Prothero removes his hand from his eyes to behold, for the first +time, his grandchild. Another heavy groan, almost a cry, and he takes +the child in his large arms, and presses her to his breast, weeping like +an infant.</p> + +<p>Netta uncloses her eyes on familiar objects for a moment, and shuts them +again. Has she seen the cheerful, old-fashioned parlour, the bright +fire, near which the sofa is wheeled, her father's portrait over the +mantelpiece, her mother at her feet?</p> + +<p>'She is getting better,' whispers Gladys, who still holds her place at +Netta's head, with strong salts in her hand, and a bottle and glass by +her side.</p> + +<p>Again the eyes unclose, wander restlessly from one anxious face to +another, settling on none; close again, once more unclose and look with +some consciousness on the breathless group that surrounds the sofa.</p> + +<p>'Father! father!' now murmurs Netta; 'where is father?'</p> + +<p>The feeble cry has reached that father's ears and inmost heart. He puts +down Minette and staggers, blinded by his grief, to the sofa. All +withdrew but his wife. He is on his knees before his poor penitent +daughter. Her arms are round his neck, and she strives to rise but +cannot. Oh! the depth, agony, remorse of that long, silent, paternal, +and filial embrace.</p> + +<p>'Do you forgive me, father?' asks Netta.</p> + +<p>'All—all. God forgive us both!' groans Mr Prothero.</p> + +<p>Mrs Prothero lays her head on her hands on the sofa, by which she +kneels, and gives way to a passionate burst of grief.</p> + +<p>'My poor, poor mistress,' says Gladys, unable any longer to refrain from +approaching her. 'All is well; she will be better now.'</p> + +<p>'Mother!' cries Netta. 'Don't cry so for me. Come and kiss me, mother.'</p> + +<p>Father and mother surround with their arms that wandering, restored +lamb, and take it into the fold again.</p> + +<p>A little voice from behind is heard.</p> + +<p>'Mamma! mamma! think of your poor Minette!'</p> + +<p>And in another minute Minette is on the sofa, in the midst of her +mother, grandfather, and grandmother.</p> + +<p>Blessed are the warm, gushing tears that fall on the child's head—tears +of love and reconciliation.</p> + +<p>Soon the worthy vicar and his wife, who have thus far been only +spectators of the scene, draw near to bless and welcome their niece.</p> + +<p>'She will faint again,' whispers Gladys to Owen.</p> + +<p>'She is happy now,' replies Owen, looking into Gladys' tearful eyes from +his own, equally dimmed with tears. It is the first time he has seen +that face since he has known that Gladys loves him.</p> + +<p>But Gladys is right—happiness is too overpowering for Netta. She faints +in the midst of all those dear ones, so kind and loving.</p> + +<p>Again Gladys is at her side to revive her, which she is able to do more +quickly than before. When she is better, Gladys raises her pillows, and +places her in a more comfortable posture. By degrees every one is +conscious that Gladys is present.</p> + +<p>'Dear Gladys!' says Netta, 'I am better now; quite—quite well, father!'</p> + +<p>'Drink this first,' says Gladys, giving her some wine and water that +Owen has brought.</p> + +<p>She drinks the wine and water, and again calls her father</p> + +<p>'I brought Gladys, father; I cannot do without her. She has saved my +life, I think, and mother's, so Owen told me—didn't you, Owen? May she +stay with me, father?'</p> + +<p>Netta presses her hand to her head, and looks at her father with those +bewildered eyes, which are only too sadly irresistible.</p> + +<p>'Gladys!' he replies. 'Oh, yes! I haven't seen her yet.'</p> + +<p>Gladys is by his side, and he turns and shakes her hand warmly, and +says,—</p> + +<p>'Thank you, Gladys, thank you, I have heard all; but we will talk of +this another time.'</p> + +<p>'Best now, father, whilst I remember. She may stay? You like to have +her?'</p> + +<p>'Of course, of course, my dear.'</p> + +<p>Mr Prothero glances rather uneasily at the very lady-like looking young +woman, for whom he is thus humbly petitioned, and in doing so spies Owen +close behind her.</p> + +<p>His feelings are too much softened by Netta to allow him to feel angry; +still he does not know what to make of if. Mrs Prothero kisses Gladys, +and Mr and Mrs Jonathan shake hands with her.</p> + +<p>'Nothing like the present time,' thinks Owen; but Gladys declares +decidedly that Netta ought to go to her room, and everybody yields to +her calm, assured voice.</p> + +<p>'Then you will stay with us?' asks gentle Mrs Prothero, looking the +while at her husband.</p> + +<p>'To be sure she will,' says Mr Prothero.</p> + +<p>'Thank you, sir; thank you, ma'am. I shall be only too glad,' replies +Gladys, as humbly as if she were really the servant she professes to be. +'Miss Gwynne will allow me to stay, if you wish it.'</p> + +<p>After they had been upstairs they returned to tea, and Mr Prothero could +not quit Netta, but sat watching her with a painful anxiety.</p> + +<p>She was greatly excited, and her mind and eyes appeared equally to +wander on the objects of her childhood. She asked her father a variety +of questions concerning scenes and people that she felt were +particularly associated with him, and he was quite overcome.</p> + +<p>When the meal was finished, Owen carried Netta at once to her room, and +all the womankind accompanied her. It was then that poor Mr Prothero's +wrath and grief exploded. Left alone with his brother he vented both in +language which, as Owen had expressed it, needed clerical revision. But +Mr Jonathan knew that it must have its course before exhortations could +take effect. He paced up and down the room pouring curses loud and deep +upon Howel, and bemoaning his unfortunate daughter. At last he sat down +and cried bitterly.</p> + +<p>It was then that his brother drew near to comfort, and that Owen +returned to the room.</p> + +<p>'So young, so pretty—our only girl! God only knows how I love her—to +come to die! Driven mad by that heartless villain —curse him—a +thousand—'</p> + +<p>'Hush, brother! hush! You cannot alter the past. Home and a father's and +mother's love will soon bring her round, poor dear.'</p> + +<p>'Do you think so? why, she looks like a corpse. No rose was redder when +she went away, when I kissed her the night before. And now! and now! I +say again, curse the man! I can't help it, brother,—I won't help it.'</p> + +<p>'Come, father, let us hope the best, now we have her home again.'</p> + +<p>Owen put his hand on his father's shoulder as he spoke, but there was no +comfort for that sorrowing parent. While he cursed Howel there, was much +self-reproach within him for long-harboured feelings of anger and +unforgiveness against his daughter. He even began, to think that if he +had been gentle and kind he might have saved her. The proud hearts of +parent and child were alike subdued by heavy sorrow.</p> + +<p>The following day Netta was unable to leave her bed. Excitement and +fatigue had been too much for her. Dr Richards was sent for, who shook +his head, and ordered quiet and rest. Mrs Prothero and Gladys were with +her, and as she was continually sleeping, no one else was admitted. Mr +and Mrs Jonathan left early, after having made friends with Minette, who +confided to them that she liked them better than grandpapa and +grandmamma, because they were gentlefolks. She didn't know why there was +no carpet in the hall, and didn't like stones to her feet. She promised +to go and see them when her mamma was better. The worthy couple took to +her as they had done to her mother.</p> + +<p>In a day or two Netta was much better and able to be brought downstairs. +Matters gradually settled into their regular course at the farm, and all +went on as usual. Mr Prothero spent every spare moment with Netta and +his grandchild, who soon forgot that 'grandfather,' as he insisted on +her calling him, 'talked loud, and had large, rough hands.' Gladys +slipped imperceptibly into her old place, and alternately nursed Netta +and helped Mrs Prothero in the dairy. Owen found many opportunities of +entreating Gladys to let him speak to his father, but she positively +forbade him, as long as there was painful anxiety about Netta; and, at +the same time, angered him by refusing to consider him as her accepted +lover until his father's consent was obtained. Mrs Prothero schooled her +aching heart into outward calm, but her white hair and paleface showed +what she had gone through, and was still suffering. Howel's name was +never mentioned, except between Netta and Gladys. It was to Gladys that +poor Netta opened her mind, and poured out all her hopes and fears about +Howel's return.</p> + +<p>The state of that mind varied continually. Sometimes it was tolerably +clear, at others sadly wandering, and the least excitement produced +faintness and pain at the heart; still her friends fancied she gained +strength.</p> + +<p>She had the sofa placed so that she could look out of the parlour-window +upon the distant hills. The weather cleared up brisk and bright. The red +and yellow foliage that still remained to cover the huge trunks of the +oaks shone in the sunlight, and the lights and shadows danced upon the +mountains. A few white chrysanthemums, and one or two roses still looked +in at the window, upon her who had once been the brightest flower of +Glanyravon.</p> + +<p>Netta had been at home a fortnight, and was really stronger and better. +The sun was setting behind those distant hills, and casting glorious +shades of red, purple, and gold upon them. She was gazing wistfully on +the sky, and thinking of Howel, whilst Minette was sitting on a stool at +her feet, turning over a book, out of which she had been reading to her +mother, whose chief occupation was trying to teach her.</p> + +<p>Mr Prothero came in, and took his customary seat at the head of her +sofa. He was followed, almost instantly, by Gladys, who called Minette +out to have her cup of warm milk fresh from the cow, ordered by her +doctor.</p> + +<p>'Father,' began Netta, abruptly, 'I have something to say to you.'</p> + +<p>'Well, Netta, fach!' said her father, cheerfully. 'Say away. I'm all +attention,'</p> + +<p>'Do you like Gladys, father?'</p> + +<p>'Of course I do, my dear. Who could help it? She's an excellent young +'ooman.'</p> + +<p>'I wish you would promise me one thing, father, before I go away.'</p> + +<p>'But you are not going away ever again, my love?'</p> + +<p>'Perhaps I may—far, far away; and perhaps I may go to heaven. I don't +know. But I should like, when I go away, to leave you a better daughter +than I have ever been to you. One that will take care of you and mother, +and my Minette, as long as you and she live; who will make Owen a good +wife and a happy man, as he is now, a good son and brother. Father, will +you take her for my sake?'</p> + +<p>'My darling, I don't know what you mean?'</p> + +<p>'I mean—You won't be cross, father, bach?'</p> + +<p>'Never again with you, Netta, please God.'</p> + +<p>'Will you promise to grant me this great favour, now that my head is +clear, and I have no pain, and can ask it right?'</p> + +<p>'There is little I 'ould refuse you, Netta; but I should rather hear it +first.'</p> + +<p>'It is about Owen and Gladys, father. They have loved one another ever +since they were first together. I found it out in the train; and when +Owen pressed Gladys very hard to tell him why she didn't love him, she +said it was because she had promised you something. I could not hear +what; but I heard enough to know that she loved Owen dearly. And she is +good and clever; and, oh! so kind and gentle to me. I never think now of +what I used to think so much—how she was a beggar at our gate; and +everybody in London looks up to her and loves her. Mr and Mrs Jones, +Miss Gwynne, and Rowland, all treat her like a lady. I should die, I +think I should, so much happier, or go away when I am fetched, so much +happier, if I could know she was with you as a daughter. I have been +very disobedient and wilful; but she has been obedient and grateful, +though she was not your child. When I left mother to die of fever, she +nursed her and saved her life. May God forgive me, for Christ's sake, +and bless her! She has made Owen steady. She has nursed the sick. She +has taught in the poor, wretched London ragged-schools, as well as in +the others. She has made clothes for the poor. What has she not done? +Oh, that I were like her! And now she is waiting on me, and helping +mother, and nursing my child, like a common servant. Oh, father! take to +her instead of me. Indeed indeed, you will never repent—never!'</p> + +<p>As Netta spoke, her wasted cheek flushed, her eyes sparkled, and her +manner grew more and more animated. Her father listened attentively, +without interrupting her, and when she paused, said,—</p> + +<p>'Netta, fach, are you seure you didn't dream or fancy this? Owen +declared to me, Gladys 'ouldn't have him, and didn't love him.'</p> + +<p>'Because you would not let her, father. Think of her making him believe +this, and yet loving him dearly all the time; and because she was too +grateful to you and mother to do what you don't like.'</p> + +<p>'Yes; the girl's a good girl, Netta, I don't deny that; but I can't bear +the Irish, and don't want Owen, who is a fine, sensible young man, who +might have any respectable young 'ooman, to marry a girl nobody knows +of, and there's the treuth! If you let him alone, he'd marry Miss +Richards.'</p> + +<p>'Never, father! Only ask him; for my sake—though I don't deserve you +should do anything for me.'</p> + +<p>'There—there; don't you begin to cry, and excite yourself. I'll ask the +boy.'</p> + +<p>'Now, father! He's in the hall; I heard him whistling. Let him come +here.'</p> + +<p>Mr Prothero went out and called Owen, who came in forthwith He began the +subject at once.</p> + +<p>'Owen, Netta has got into her head that you and Gladys are making fools +of one another still, in spite of all I said. Is that treue?'</p> + +<p>'Not exactly, father. You know I have been in love with Gladys nearly +ever since I knew her, and made up my mind never to have anybody else. I +don't call that making a fool of her; perhaps it was of myself. She has +refused me, without rhyme or reason, more than once; and it was only +when we came home with Netta that I found out the cause of her refusal. +It is just because she won't marry me without your consent. I have been +waiting for her permission to speak to you about this ever since I came +home; but she wouldn't let me, because Netta was ill. I must confess to +you, honestly, that I would have married her any day these seven years, +and worked for her, by sea of land, if she would have had me. But she +wouldn't, so there's an end of that I find, now, that your consent is +wanting alone, and I ask it boldly. If you let us marry, you make us +happy; if you refuse, you make us miserable, and send me to sea +again—for I don't see that you can expect me to work at home, if you +don't try to contribute to my happiness. I am not angry, father, though +I can't see what right you had to extract a promise from a girl to whom +you had done a service. That was not generous, or like Prothero, +Glanyravon.'</p> + +<p>'Treue for you there, boy.'</p> + +<p>Mr Prothero began to rub his ear; a trick he had when in doubt. Netta, +seeing this, put her arms round his neck, and whispered,—</p> + +<p>'Oh, father! make us happy. He is a good son, father, bach.'</p> + +<p>'Then go you and tell the girl, you may have her, as far as I am +concerned,' said Mr Prothero.</p> + +<p>'Indeed, father!' said Owen doubtfully.</p> + +<p>'Do you want me to swear, sir? Upon my deed, then, you may marry the +girl. I have but one objection, and that's the way she came here. The +girl's a good girl, and I like her well enough. Now, p'r'aps you 'ont go +to sea.'</p> + +<p>'Decidedly not; I'm a steady land-lubber for my life: thank you, father. +Shake hands upon it! You won't repent. Kiss me, Netta! You have done it, +I know, and you shall dance at the wedding. Now, I'll go and tell +Gladys.'</p> + +<p>Owen and his father shook hands until their arms ached. Then the brother +and sister kissed one another, and, with a sort of greyhound leap, or +caper, Owen started off in search of Gladys.</p> + +<p>'Father, you will never repent it. Thank you—a thousand times,' said +Netta, covering her face with her hands, and bursting into tears.</p> + +<p>The worthy farmer cried with her, and thus the father and daughter's +love returned and increased.</p> + +<hr class='smallbreak' /> + +<h2><a name="CHAPTER_XLV" id="CHAPTER_XLV" ></a>CHAPTER XLV.</h2> + +<h3>THE BETROTHED.</h3> + +<p>Owen found Gladys in the dairy with his mother and Minette. She had a +candle in one hand, lighting Mrs Prothero, whilst she was looking at the +fresh milk just put into the pans; Minette held the other.</p> + +<p>'All right, Gladys! all right! Father has consented!' cried Owen, +literally tumbling down the passage between the milk-pans.</p> + +<p>Down went a splendid tin of milk right over Minette. Owen didn't mind. +His arm was round Gladys' waist, and the candle stowed away somewhere, +before any one knew what he was about. Mother and niece saw the long, +fervent embrace to which Gladys yielded; but Owen didn't mind that. If +all the servants, domestic and otherwise, had been there, he wouldn't +have cared.</p> + +<p>'Oh, Mr Owen!' said Gladys.</p> + +<p>'Oh, Mrs. Owen,' said he.</p> + +<p>'Mother, she is mine and yours now for ever!' he continued, releasing +Gladys somewhat from his firm clasp. 'Father has given her to me. I +needn't ask you. We will live all together. I will herd the cows, and +she shall milk them.'</p> + +<p>'Come into the kitchen, Owen,' said Mrs Prothero, utterly astonished.</p> + +<p>'Uncle, you have wet me all over,' sighed Minette.</p> + +<p>'Never mind. Come by the fire and dry yourself.'</p> + +<p>They all went into the kitchen, which was empty. There, by the blazing +wood fire, Owen kissed Gladys and his mother and Minette, and Mrs +Prothero kissed Gladys; and the women cried and Owen laughed. It was a +long time before he could explain the real state of the case.</p> + +<p>'You are quite sure you love me, Gladys? It is not <i>gratitude</i>, but +love!' said Owen, looking into the pure, lustrous 'violets dropping +dew,' that he had studied so long and so lovingly.</p> + +<p>The answering glance and the quick blush were quite satisfactory.</p> + +<p>'Then, will you come with me to father and Netta. We owe it all to +her—poor dear Netta!'</p> + +<p>'Please to wipe my frock first,' said Minette to her grandmother; 'and +tell me if uncle is going to marry Gladys. I am so glad.'</p> + +<p>The frock was wiped, and Owen took the child up in his arms, and told +her to love her new aunt better than ever.</p> + +<p>'I can't love her better, uncle,' was the simple assurance of the little +girl.</p> + +<p>'Nor can I, even as my daughter,' said Mrs Prothero, pressing the hand +she held with a mother's love.</p> + +<p>They all went to the parlour, where Mr Prothero and Netta were sitting, +quite silent, by the fire-light.</p> + +<p>Owen led Gladys to his father, who did not well know what to do on the +occasion, not being quite satisfied with the respectability of the +parentage of his future daughter-in-law.</p> + +<p>Gladys summoned all her courage, and standing before Mr Prothero, said +firmly,—</p> + +<p>'You will be glad, sir, to know that I have found my friends, and that +they acknowledge me as their relation. I could never have consented to +bring disgrace upon you and yours. I do not think I could have accepted +your present great kindness even, had I not been able to make my truth +as clear as the noon-day. Mr Jones, with whom Miss Gwynne and I have +been living so long, is my uncle—my mother's own brother.'</p> + +<p>The general exclamations of surprise may be imagined.</p> + +<p>'The girl's dreaming, like Netta,' from Mr Prothero.</p> + +<p>'Why didn't you tell me before?' from Owen.</p> + +<p>'I knew she was true,' from Mrs Prothero.</p> + +<p>'How can this be, Gladys?' from Netta.</p> + +<p>Gladys told her story simply. Every one was too much engrossed with it, +to think of the pretty picture that wondering family group made; but as +we know it already, we will look at the picture whilst she is telling +her tale.</p> + +<p>The large, old-fashioned sofa is placed at one side of the fire-place, +its head against the wall, its foot towards the window, so as to give +Netta warmth and the view of the distant hills at the same time. Between +the head of the sofa and the fire-place is an arm-chair, also against +the wall, Mr Prothero's favourite seat; and Minette's footstool is by +the side of her mother, and at the feet of her grandfather.</p> + +<p>Netta's pale face is in shadow, but the large, bright black eyes beam +upon Gladys, with preternatural lustre, and the raven hair shines +against the white pillow that supports her head. The broad, massive +figure of the father, in its rough work-a-day clothes, is also in +shadow. One elbow rests upon the arm of Netta's sofa, one hand smooths +mechanically the head of his grandchild, resting against his knee. This +large hand and that tender head come within the glow of the fire-light. +His grey head is lifted towards Gladys, on whom his keen black eyes, so +like Netta's, are also fixed. Minette, too, sitting at his feet, gazes +with child-like wonder on Gladys; her long black curls falling over her +pale face. Grandsire, daughter, child, so like one another, and yet so +far apart in age. Three types they are of the ancient Briton.</p> + +<p>Opposite this trio, with her left hand clasped in that of Netta, and +close to her sofa, stands the fair, blue-eyed, graceful Gladys; +thoroughly Irish in beauty, if Welsh in heart. The red glare of the +large bright fire brings out her sweet, earnest face, and slight form. +Her eyes are cast down, as if they cannot support the gaze of so many +other eyes, and her cheeks are flushed with a strange excitement. +Towering a full head above her, his arm round her waist, the thick black +beard touching her hair is the manly, handsome Owen. Love, joy, pride, +in his honest black eyes, and health on his bronzed and ruddy cheeks. +Seated on the sofa, her arms on Netta's knees, her head, with its silver +hair, and plain white lace cap, eagerly pressed forward, is the +well-beloved mother. For the first time since Netta's return, grief for +the one child, has merged into joy for the other, and prayer and praise +for all are in her heart even whilst she listens.</p> + +<p>The story is told, Gladys raises her eyes and head somewhat proudly for +her. Owen lowers his, and kisses the pure, white forehead. There is +silence for a few moments, no one can speak for tears. Owen is the +first.</p> + +<p>'Well, father! all's right now, at any rate.'</p> + +<p>'Treue for you there, Owen, my boy. The only objection is removed; +everybody will know now that Gladys was honest, God bless you both, and +make you happy.'</p> + +<p>At this moment there was a suppressed sob from Netta. Her mind had +wandered from the open, straightforward betrothal of Owen and Gladys, +crowned, after years of difficulty, with a father's and mother's +blessing, to her own unhallowed marriage—to her lost husband.</p> + +<p>Again poor Netta was the object of every one's thoughts, Gladys forgot +herself, and Owen his joy, to cheer and comfort her.</p> + +<p>It was in private that Mrs Prothero poured out her feelings to Gladys, +and assured her of her unbounded satisfaction in the prospect of such a +daughter. It was also in private that Netta solemnly gave her child into +Gladys' care. She said,—</p> + +<p>'If I die, Gladys, you are to be her mother. You are to bring her up; +she is never to leave you. If Howel comes back, say to him this was my +wish. But I will write it for him. You must teach her to love her +father, and to pray for him; and when she is old enough to be firm in +her duty, to go to him if he wishes it. But never let Aunt 'Lizbeth have +her—never. I <i>must</i> see Aunt 'Lizbeth, I must tell her my wishes +myself; you must talk to her, Gladys; she must not have my child if I +die.'</p> + +<p>Owen and Minette went together to see poor Mrs Griffey. They found her +much altered. Owen could scarcely recognise the brisk, +handsomely-dressed Aunt 'Lizbeth who came to announce her son's gay +wedding to Mrs Prothero, in that son's mother, as stricken by his crime. +Moreover, there was a very strong smell of spirits in the room, and Owen +perceived a bottle and glass, that had been hastily put aside, under a +table in the corner.</p> + +<p>Mrs Jenkins cried a great deal when she saw Minette, and Owen was soon +very sorry that he had brought the child. However he told her to go to a +small inner room, the window of which looked into the street, and her +attention was soon quite absorbed. Her grandmother was in a maudlin +condition, out of which, under any other circumstances, Owen would have +extracted mirth, but now he only felt anger and sorrow.</p> + +<p>'Have you heard anything of Howel, Aunt 'Lizbeth?' he asked.</p> + +<p>'Oh, <i>annwyl</i>! No. Mr Rice Rice is telling me there is a 'ditement +brought against him for forgery, and now they can be taking him +anywhere, and bringing him to trial as soon as they do find him. +Forgery! name o' goodness, why 'ould he be forging, as I do say to every +one, and his own mother as 'ould be giving him thousands of pounds. My +Howels! Ach a fi! for sham to them! But he 'ont be found guilty, if they +do tak him. Owen, bach! it was killing me, 'deet to goodness it was,'</p> + +<p>'Don't cry, Aunt 'Lizbeth, I wanted to speak to you about Netta.'</p> + +<p>'Oh seure! she 'ont come to see her husband's mother! and I don't be +cheusing to be turned out of doors again.'</p> + +<p>'She is very ill, aunt. We don't know whether she can ever recover. Her +mind is wandering, and has been ever since that —Howel left her; she +thinks he is gone for debt, and if she knew the real state of the case, +it would probably be the death of her. If we could manage a meeting +between you, could you speak only of Howel's debts, and not of this +terrible suspicion.'</p> + +<p>'Seurely I could; but I 'ont go to Glanyravon; if your father was +turning me out of doors then, what will he be doing now?'</p> + +<p>'We must see, Aunt 'Lizbeth? poor Netta sends her love to you, and begs +you to keep up; she says she is sure Howel will come back; I was to tell +you this.'</p> + +<p>'Netta! Netta! poor dear, poor dear.'</p> + +<p>Mrs Jenkins began to rock herself to and fro in her chair violently, and +to cry hysterically.</p> + +<p>'He was very fond of her, Owen; you don't think she'll be dying? I do be +wishing all day long that she hadn't gone off with him, and that my +Griffey hadn't left all that money—and—- and—tak you a glass of +brandy and water, Owen, it will be warming you after your cold walk, and +I do feel so poorly and wretched all over, that I'll be having a drop +along.'</p> + +<p>'No thank you, aunt, we must be going; what of the counsel for Howel?'</p> + +<p>'Oh, I do be having the best in all London; Prince Albert or Queen +Victoria 'ouldn't be having a better; to think of him as was dining with +them wanst.'</p> + +<p>'Don't believe such nonsense, Aunt 'Lizbeth.'</p> + +<p>'Was you thinking that my Howels is not telling the treuth? But I am +seure they 'ont be finding him; they was telling me that America, where +they do think he is gone, is bigger than all Wales, and England, and +London put together. Oh, if I could be going to him, I 'ouldn't be +vexing shocking, as I was now. All that money that my Griffey was +putting by in pence and sixpences and shillings all gone, and he no +better, and Howels no better, and I no better, 'scept that I did be +seeing London. Come you, Owen, tak you a drop of brandy and water. I do +tak it very kind of you to be coming to see me.'</p> + +<p>'What message shall I give Netta, Aunt 'Lizbeth?'</p> + +<p>'Give you her my love, and I'll be seeing her whenever she do like. Tell +you her that Howels shall be having every penny his poor old mother do +own to set him right again; he'll be seure to be proving himself right, +come you. Them Simpsons and Spendalls were always living upon him, and +now to be turning against him. Ach a fi! now do be taking a drop before +you do go.'</p> + +<p>'No thank you, Aunt 'Lizbeth; and I don't think spirits good for you. +You had better be careful.'</p> + +<p>'I don't be drinking a wine glass full in a week, but when I am having +the spasms, and now I am vexing so, they was coming oftener than they +was eused to.'</p> + +<p>Owen left Mrs Jenkins with a heavy heart, foreseeing her end; Minette +said she didn't like her because she smelt so of wine, and wasn't a +lady.</p> + +<p>The next day but one Gladys went to see her, and did what she could to +comfort and help her; she was used to all sorts of sorrow and sin, and +was so gentle a consoler, and so Christian an adviser, that poor Mrs +Jenkins asked her to come and stay with her always; but that could not +be; she went, however, as often as she could leave Netta.</p> + +<p>Netta's will and word was now law with her father; he refused her +nothing; he even allowed her to see her mother-in-law, provided the +meeting was managed when he was from home. It was so managed, and a +melancholy meeting it proved; the old woman's tears and sobs were so +irrepressible, that Gladys was obliged to shorten it as much as +possible; Netta, however, was calmer than she expected.</p> + +<p>'Mother,' she said, 'I want you to promise me one thing. If I die—'</p> + +<p>'Oh, Netta, fach! why was you talking of dying? you 'ont be dying.'</p> + +<p>'I said <i>if</i>, mother. I wish Gladys, who is going to marry Owen—'</p> + +<p>'Gladys, Owen! name o' goodness! and your father! he 'ouldn't let you +marry my Howels, and she—'</p> + +<p>'Is very good, mother, whilst I am very bad. But I wish her and Owen to +bring up my child; you must tell Howel so, when he comes back; and when +she is grown up, she will be a comfort to you and him. My head is +confused; I dreamt last night Howel was here, and he was going to take +away Minette. Is he with you, mother? tell me! do you know where he is? +Oh! if I could see him once more! once more!'</p> + +<p>'He is being safe in America, Netta, fach, but is coming home soon I am +thinking. Don't you be dying; he was doating upon you, and if he do come +home, and don't be finding you, he'll be dying too.'</p> + +<p>'Are you sure he will come back? Did he tell you so himself?'</p> + +<p>'To be seure. He is coming back soon, only he must be paying his debts +first. Come you!'</p> + +<p>Mrs Jenkins' unmitigated falsehoods did Netta a great deal of good; they +cheered her, and gave her hope for the time. Gladys doubted whether +hopes so based, and to be so miserably crushed, were to be encouraged, +but she had not the heart to undeceive her.</p> + +<p>When Mr Prothero returned home that evening, he was surprised to see +Netta looking so much more cheerful than she had done since her return.</p> + +<p>'Better, much better,' was her answer to his eager look of inquiry. 'And +now I am better, I have another favour to ask. I want to see Owen and +Gladys married while I am here. I think it would almost cure me to feel +that I had helped to do one kind and right thing in my wrong life. Would +you mind it, father?'</p> + +<p>'I shall be very glad to see them married, my dear; the sooner the +better. Owen's good-for-nothing now but sitting with his arm round +Gladys' waist all day long, and I hate those sort of follies.'</p> + +<p>'Oh! Davy,' said Mrs Prothero, 'young people will be young people, and +I'm sure no one can be so modest as Gladys,'</p> + +<p>'Well, I'm of Netta's opinion, and the sooner they're married the +better. I must confess, now I know who Gladys is, there isn't a girl in +all the country I like so well. And Mr and Mrs Jones have written as a +gentleman and lady ought to write, owning her, and giving their free +consent to her marrying our Owen. So, Netta, fach, if you can get the +young folk's consent you have mine.'</p> + +<p>Owen and Gladys had accompanied Mrs Jenkins part of the way home. She +had particularly asked Gladys to 'send her,' and as it was getting dusk, +Owen had 'sent her' also. They returned during the conversation +respecting their marriage and Mr Prothero who had forgotten, if he had +ever experienced, the shyness of affianced lovers, began the subject at +once.</p> + +<p>'Netta wants you two young people to be married directly, so do I. I +shall be glad when 'tis all over. What do you say to it?'</p> + +<p>They had nothing to say, Gladys blushed, and Owen felt awkward on her +account, not his own.</p> + +<p>'There, I always said that lovers were fools,' said Mr Prothero.</p> + +<p>'We will settle it another time,' said Netta.</p> + +<p>'Go you and settle it directly,' said Mr Prothero; 'what my little girl +here says, is law in this house.'</p> + +<p>Poor Netta always began to cry when her father said anything +particularly kind. She did so now. There was a reaction on her spirits, +and she suddenly became as depressed as she had previously been gay. The +constantly recurring contrasts between herself and Gladys continually +affected her, and her father's readiness for the marriage reminded her +of the scenes between him and herself previously to her own.</p> + +<p>The topic was given up for that evening, but the following morning Netta +renewed it with Owen, who declared himself ready to marry Gladys that +very moment.</p> + +<p>The upshot of it all was, that the wedding was settled for New Year's +Day, at Netta's particular request. No one cared, or indeed thought what +the world would say at a marriage taking place during a period of such +heavy affliction. Netta willed it, and to give her pleasure, and an +object for her poor wandering mind, every member of the family would +have made any sacrifice; and this was not a sacrifice at all, but an +event of importance to all.</p> + +<p>Mr and Mrs Jones promised to come if only for one clear day, and sent a +box of presents to their niece, which Netta had the pleasure of +unpacking. Amongst them was a simple and pretty wedding dress and +bonnet, that poor Netta wept over, thinking of her own.</p> + +<p>On the whole, however, Netta was better and more cheerful, and even +assisted in the preparations that were going forward. She helped to make +that pretty dove-coloured silk dress that was manufactured at home, and +tried to join in the happiness which her apparently improved health +seemed to make allowable.</p> + +<p>But Netta's heart was with Howel, and the certainty that she felt of his +return and constant love, alone sustained her. Alas! that poor, +fluttering, uncertain heart!</p> + +<hr class='smallbreak' /> + +<h2><a name="CHAPTER_XLVI" id="CHAPTER_XLVI" ></a>CHAPTER XLVI.</h2> + +<h3>THE HEIR.</h3> + +<p>Miss Gwynne returned to Glanyravon on Christmas Eve. She had not visited +it before, since she left it when her father married. She had seen her +father, his wife, and her little brother almost yearly in London, +whither Lady Mary Nugent insisted on dragging her husband annually; but +she had not hitherto had love, or courage, or Christian charity enough +to visit them at home. When last in town, and repeatedly by letter, her +father had urged her doing so, and she had at last complied with his +request, more from a latent sense of duty than from inclination.</p> + +<p>It was a bright, frosty night, when the carriage that had been sent to +meet her drove up to the door. If poor Netta had fainted on returning to +the farm, Freda was obliged to brush away gathering tears as she +returned to the Park. Every branch of tree, as it glittered in the +moonlight in its dress of hoar frost, was familiar to her, every pane of +glass in the windows of the old place seemed a friend.</p> + +<p>On the lowest step, bare-headed and expectant, were the old butler and +footman she had left when she went away; she shook hands with each, and +they almost rung her hand off. In the door-way stood her father, not +bare-headed, but expectant, who received her with paternal warmth. Freda +knew that he must for once have forgotten himself and his nervous +debility to have thus exposed himself to the frosty air. In the hall was +Lady Mary ready with smiles and embraces, with which Freda would gladly +have dispensed; but she did her best to seem, if she could not feel, +glad to see her.</p> + +<p>Her ladyship preceded her to her own old bedroom, where a huge fire, and +bright wax candles bade her welcome, and whither she was followed by +Frisk, who was exuberant in his demonstrations of delight at his return +home after his long absence.</p> + +<p>'I have ordered my maid to wait on you my dear,' said Freda's +stepmother, 'because I find your's does not return to you. But we can +replace her. Dinner will be ready whenever you are; can I do anything +for you?'</p> + +<p>'No, thank you, I shall not be long,' said Freda mechanically.</p> + +<p>Lady Mary left the room.</p> + +<p>Freda felt that her tact was good after all; for no nice feeling could +have been more successful than it was. She had received her just as if +she had come home after a short absence. No demonstrations of any kind; +her room was much as it had ever been. There were even some of her +clothes in the wardrobe.</p> + +<p>'I won't cry! I won't give way!' muttered Freda, beginning to take off +her wrappings.</p> + +<p>There was a tap at the door.</p> + +<p>'Come in!' And Anne the old housemaid appeared.</p> + +<p>'Oh, miss, I am so glad to see you home again, it do seem so natural. +Please to let me unpack your things, miss. My lady thought you might +like me better than Mrs Pink.'</p> + +<p>'Thank you, Anne, it does look like home to see you.'</p> + +<p>'Shall I get your dress, miss?'</p> + +<p>'I can't dress to-night, I am too tired. There, that will do. Now I will +go downstairs.'</p> + +<p>She did so, and found her father alone in the library.</p> + +<p>'I won't cry,' again she said, as she kissed him affectionately.</p> + +<p>'Thank you for coming, Freda, it will do me good, and my wife is +delighted. Harold, too, is in ecstasies, and only went to bed with a +promise that sister Freda—he calls you sister, you know, and—and all +that sort of thing.'</p> + +<p>The 'my wife,' grated strangely on Freda's ear, but she promised to go +and see her little brother.</p> + +<p>Lady Mary came in, and they went to dinner.</p> + +<p>It seemed strange to see her at the head of the table, and Freda felt as +if she were in a dream. But nothing could be more perfect than her +ladyship's manner. She behaved as if nothing had ever happened to cause +the least estrangement between them, and almost as if she were still +Lady Mary Nugent. Handsome as ever, and perfectly well-bred, she almost +made even Freda believe, after her long absence from her, that she +really was what she seemed. However, Freda tried to take her as she was, +and to feel thankful that she was no worse. It was she who principally +kept up the conversation; Freda made great efforts, and signally failed, +and Mr Gwynne never talked much.</p> + +<p>After dinner, Freda proposed to go and see the little brother. As she +looked at the magnificent boy who lay peacefully sleeping in his little +crib, she was thankful to be able to kiss him, and say, 'God bless you, +my brother,' without feeling angered that he had deprived her of the +inheritance she had once been so proud of. She knew that Lady Mary was +watching her narrowly, but there was no hypocrisy in her affection, so +she did not care.</p> + +<p>They went down to the library, where were Mr Gwynne, tea and coffee.</p> + +<p>'Is he not a splendid fellow, my dear?' said Mr Gwynne.</p> + +<p>'He certainly is, papa,' replied Freda, aloud, saying inwardly, 'and +everything with you now. I am quite second—third I ought to say.'</p> + +<p>This was true; Mr Gwynne was proud of his wife and son. The former took +care of him, and did not greatly interfere with his pursuits or +peculiarities, the latter gave him new life and hopes. An heir in his +old age was a gift that might well exceed that of the daughter who could +not perpetuate his name.</p> + +<p>Freda was glad when she went to bed, which she did as soon as tea was +over. It was a great relief to sit down once more in the easy-chair +which had helped to nurse so many crude fancies and humours in days gone +by, and think over the past and present. There was an atmosphere of +unreality about everything at Glanyravon, that she hoped to clear off on +the morrow, so she resolved to try not to feel depressed under its +influence; but having once known what it was to enjoy living with real, +working men and women, with aims beyond the formalities of society, it +seemed hard to be thrown back upon the cold worldliness of her +stepmother, and the selfish nervousness of her father.</p> + +<p>She was, however, aroused on the blessed morning of Christmas Day by +something that was very real.</p> + +<p>'A merry Kismas, sister Freda,' shouted a sharp little voice into her +ear, and before her eyes were half opened brisk little feet were +stamping at her bedside, and the same voice authoritatively enouncing, +'Put me up, Dane, I 'ull be put up.'</p> + +<p>'I beg your pardon, miss,' said the nurse, who stood in the doorway, +'but Master Harold would come, and my lady isn't up, and—'</p> + +<p>'Never mind, let him in,' said Freda, sitting up in bed, and opening her +arms to receive the rosy, wilful, handsome child, who did not know how +he had supplanted her.</p> + +<p>'A merry Kismas!' he repeated, returning Freda's kisses by pulling off +her night-cap, and letting down her long hair before she knew what he +was about. 'Now, I'll dive 'ou to Tewey.'</p> + +<p>'Master Harold! don't, sir!' said the nurse.</p> + +<p>But Master Harold was jumping on the pillow behind his sister, making +reins of her hair and horses of her head in no very gentle fashion.</p> + +<p>'I sha'n't give you what I brought you from London if you pull my hair,' +said Freda, catching the bare, firm, sturdy leg of the small tyrant who +called her sister.</p> + +<p>'Is it soldiers?' asked the child, suddenly tumbling down before her.</p> + +<p>She caught the little fellow in her arms, and told him that if he would +go away whilst she dressed he should have the present. After some demur +he consented, having first informed Freda that ''ittle Minnie, and +Winnie, and Dot, and baby' were all coming to dinner.</p> + +<p>'A family party!' groaned Freda, when the child was carried away by its +nurse, 'myself the only rightful member of the family, and probably the +only one who will feel as if she doesn't belong to it.'</p> + +<p>Freda got up and looked out upon the fine park and the hills beyond. She +sighed involuntarily.</p> + +<p>'Why should I sigh,' she said. 'I am happier than when it was my +home,—happier, and, I hope, more useful. My father doesn't want +me,'—here she paused. Perhaps that father really did want her, for she, +at least, loved him, and his wife did not; and she was beginning to be +conscious, daily more and more conscious, of the exceeding preciousness +of love.</p> + +<p>Breakfast passed, with the same effort to feel at home on her part, and +attempt to keep up a conversation on that of Lady Mary, as had the +dinner of the previous day.</p> + +<p>Harold made a diversion by bursting into the room to ask for his +soldiers. He, at least, was quite natural, and entirely spoilt.</p> + +<p>Immediately after breakfast they drove to church. It was delightful to +Freda to see the good vicar in the reading-desk, and his wife in the pew +beneath. She felt at home again for the first time. For the first time, +also, she really listened to the worthy man's somewhat dry sermon, and +strove to feel 'in charity with all men' on that blessed day. She +thought once or twice of a sermon Rowland had preached that day +twelvemonth, which riveted the attention of his large congregation, and +made her wonder whence he had received the gift, by half-an-hour's plain +eloquent preaching, of opening the heart to receive truths hitherto more +understood than felt. Rowland had become to her, and many, the type of a +preacher and minister of the Gospel, and to him she owed, under God, the +fuller enlightenment and enlargement of her own mind.</p> + +<p>After the service was over she went into the vicarage. Here, again, she +was at home. She had much to tell Mrs Prothero of the kindness of Sir +Philip Payne Perry and his wife to her, and many messages to deliver +from them. She had also to hear Mr and Mrs Jonathan's opinion of Netta, +and of the approaching wedding. She avoided any word that could recall +Howel.</p> + +<p>'I hope you are not displeased with the match?' said Freda.</p> + +<p>'By no means,' was Mrs Jonathan's reply. 'I always thought Gladys very +superior, and her turning out to be Mr Jones' niece removes our only +objection. It is quite a romance!'</p> + +<p>'She is a clever young woman,' said Mr Jonathan. 'I was surprised the +other day to find how much history she knew. As to Wales, she has it by +heart, and is not wholly unacquainted with the antiquities of the +country. It was quite a pleasure for me, Miss Gwynne, I assure you, to +meet with any one who took so much interest in ancient lore. And now she +is to be one of the family she is so much more at her ease. Actually +asked me, of her own accord, of the fossils in the Park quarry, and a +very acute question concerning the lords of the marches. She even knew +that her name, Gladys, meant Claudia, and that the original Gladys is, +probably, the very Claudia mentioned by St Paul.'</p> + +<p>'We shall all be thrown into the shade now, Mrs Prothero,' said Freda, +laughing. 'Gladys will evidently be the favourite.'</p> + +<p>'I am afraid I must break up your conversation, my love,' interrupted +Lady Mary. 'You can drive or ride over to finish it when you like.'</p> + +<p>On their way home her ladyship remarked,—</p> + +<p>'I suppose this unfortunate discovery concerning Mr Howel Jenkins will +quite ruin Mr. Rowland Prothero's position in London society?'</p> + +<p>'He is scarcely in what is called "society;" but his friends are not +likely to be changed by the conduct of his brother-in-in-law. He is far +too highly esteemed and admired to be injured by such a man as Howel +Jenkins.'</p> + +<p>Freda felt the blood rush to her cheeks, and was convinced that Lady +Mary noticed it.</p> + +<p>'I am glad to hear you say so, my dear,' said Mr Gwynne. 'He is a great +favourite of mine, and I should be sorry to think his prospects were +injured. They are a rising family. His brother is very much thought of, +and improving his own and my property amazingly. A most energetic young +man, and so amusing, that he almost kills me whenever I see him. I am +glad he is going to marry that pretty Gladys.'</p> + +<p>When they arrived at home they found the party from Abertewey ready to +receive them,—at least, Mrs Gwynne Vaughan and her children. The +colonel was to join them at dinner.</p> + +<p>'Oh, Freda, dear, I am tho glad you are come home again!' lisped Mrs +Gwynne Vaughan. 'Tho ith Gwynne. He thaith it will be delightful to have +you. Thith ith little Gwynne, and thith ith Minnie, and we call thith +one Dot, and baby ith in the nurthery. You thall thee her by-and-by. +Kith Aunt Freda, Minnie,—they all call you Aunt Freda, you know.'</p> + +<p>Freda, not at all rejoicing in the honour, stooped to kiss all the +pretty little children by turns, and had soon made friends with them +all. The children were the greatest possible relief to her; she turned +to them as a sort of neutral ground between the war in her own heart and +the tact and inanity of her stepmother and stepsister.</p> + +<p>The latter was as unchanged as the former. Very handsome, very +fashionably dressed, very good-tempered,—in short, Miss Nugent simply +turned into Mrs Vaughan. Freda wondered how the really clever and +agreeable Colonel Vaughan could live with so dull a companion.</p> + +<p>Having got through luncheon and the afternoon somehow, thanks to the +children, the dinner-hour arrived, and therewith the colonel. Freda +always felt reserved with him, and his studied kindness and politeness +to her when she had met him occasionally in London, irritated her. She +had spoken to him before his marriage so unreservedly of his wife, and +had given him to understand so unmistakably that she knew what had +passed between him and Gladys, that she fancied he must at heart +cordially dislike her. Moreover, she had loved him. Much as she despised +herself now for having done so, she knew it, and she despised him all +the more on that account.</p> + +<p>There was, however, no mistaking the real warmth of his welcome, and for +the moment—only for the moment—Freda's heart beat quick.</p> + +<p>'I am so glad to see you, Freda,—sister Freda, you know, now,—and +looking so well.'</p> + +<p>'Yeth, ith'nt the looking well. I think the lookth younger than when the +went away.'</p> + +<p>'Handsomer, at any rate. I may pay you a compliment, now, Freda.'</p> + +<p>Freda could not return it. Colonel Vaughan looked more than six years +older since his marriage, and there was a dissatisfied expression on his +countenance very different from the old suavity.</p> + +<p>Freda was not long in discovering that if he had improved his fortune by +marriage he had not improved his temper, or increased his happiness. +Fortunately for his wife, her imperturbable placidity and want of acute +feeling prevented her from appropriating many hard hits from her husband +that would have made Freda wretched.</p> + +<p>Again, she admired the tact of the mother. By it she managed her husband +admirably, and retained her power over him in precisely the same way as +she did before she married him; while Wilhelmina wholly lost what little +she had gained over hers prior to her marriage. Her silliness annoyed +him continually, and her beauty, for want of expression, palled upon his +fastidious taste.</p> + +<p>Freda's contempt very soon turned to pity. The handsome, fascinating, +deceitful colonel was amply indemnified for all the hearts he had +broken, and those broken hearts fully avenged by the tedium of his home +life.</p> + +<p>Of course, Freda did not discover all this during that one Christmas +Day, but it developed itself during her subsequent stay at Glanyravon.</p> + +<p>'We did not ask any one else to dinner to-day, Gwynne,' said Mr Gwynne, +'because we thought Freda would like to have us alone, you know, and see +the children, and—and all that sort of thing.'</p> + +<p>'I hope Freda enjoys a family-party better than I do,' said the colonel, +looking at her as he spoke. 'Of all things on earth, it is the slowest.'</p> + +<p>'Complimentary,' said Lady Mary.</p> + +<p>'Oh! Gwynne ith alwayth tho fond of thaying what he dothn't mean. He +often doth to me, don't you, my dear? But I don't mind, becauth I +underthtand him now.'</p> + +<p>Freda looked at Mrs Vaughan to see if she spoke ironically. Not at all. +She fully believed what she said. Colonel Vaughan saw the glance, and +smiling, said,—</p> + +<p>'All in good faith, I assure you.'</p> + +<p>Freda blushed, and to turn the conversation, began to talk to him of his +children, and to praise their beauty. He smiled again, as perfectly +understanding her ruse.</p> + +<p>'People call them loves and angels!' he said, 'and even go into raptures +over the baby. For my part, I never look at them when they are babies. +Indeed, I don't like children, and all ours are so spoilt. Wilhelmina +doesn't know how to manage them, and now their governess is away, the +house is like a lunatic asylum.'</p> + +<p>'Oh, Gwynne, how abthurd you are! He ith tho fond of them, Freda, you +can't think, and they are thuch little dearth.'</p> + +<p>'I was greatly amused,' said Freda, 'to hear Minnie call Harold "uncle," +just now; and he seemed not a little proud of his dignity.'</p> + +<p>'Surely, Freda, you haven't learnt to talk baby talk!' said Colonel +Vaughan. 'You used to eschew such twaddle.'</p> + +<p>'It was time for me to learn to like a great many things that I +professed to hate. I hope I am improved since I was here last. But I +always liked children.'</p> + +<p>'Oh! Harold is so fond of her,' said Mr Gwynne. 'He is a wonderful boy.'</p> + +<p>Here followed a history of various achievements of Harold, during which +Colonel Vaughan vainly endeavoured to catch Freda's eye. She was only +too well-disposed to smile at the infatuation of the doating father.</p> + +<p>'Here are the children, I think,' said Lady Mary.</p> + +<p>In bounded Harold, and jumped, unbidden, on Freda's lap.</p> + +<p>'I ull have some of that—and that,' said Harold.</p> + +<p>'And I will have—' began Minnie.</p> + +<p>'You will have nothing if you ask for it,' said the colonel with a +frown.</p> + +<p>His little trio were quiet in a moment.</p> + +<p>'Ganpapa, take me up,' said Dot, creeping round to Mr Gwynne.</p> + +<p>Freda felt her blood creep at that word 'Grandpapa,' and also felt the +colonel's glance. He seemed to take a pleasure in watching every +expression of her countenance, and it did, unfortunately, always convey +her feelings to the watcher.</p> + +<p>Freda had never passed so uncomfortable a dinner since the day when the +present Mrs Vaughan came of age. Probably she was the only one of the +party who was conscious of Colonel Vaughan's changed manner and temper, +because it was new to her, and she could scarcely believe him to be +himself. Her father was wrapped up in his boy—his wife's attention was +divided between him and the other children, and Mrs Vaughan smiled and +lisped on all by turns.</p> + +<p>Freda thought of old times, when her father and herself were so happy +together; and then she thought of the last Christmas day in London, when +Mr and Mrs Jones, Rowland, and herself dined late off a Glanyravon Park +turkey, having first feasted as many poor people as the kitchen would +hold, on geese from Glanyravon Farm. Certainly the comparison with her +present companions was 'odious' to her.</p> + +<p>Freda scarcely knew which was worst—the riotous, untameable spirits of +Harold, who did and said what he liked, unchecked either by father or +mother, or the cowed and altered manner of the other children in the +presence of their father; they, too, had been noisy enough before he +arrived.</p> + +<p>'It was very good of you to come to-day, Gwynne,' said Lady Mary; 'I +scarcely expected you, knowing how you dislike this frosty weather.'</p> + +<p>'Freda is attraction enough to draw off the frost, though she has become +so much better than her neighbours. Wilhelmina, my dear, why do you let +Minnie stuff her mouth so full of orange? The child will choke.'</p> + +<p>The dinner came to an end at last, and the children went to bed. Freda +played and sung some sacred music at Colonel Vaughan's request, and he +complimented her on her improvement, and said he wished his wife played +and sung as well, because music was such a resource in a dull country +place.</p> + +<p>'I suppose you have practised a great deal since you have been in +London?' he said.</p> + +<p>'Mrs Jones and I play and sing whenever we have time, and I have had +some lessons,' replied Freda. 'Besides, one hears all the first +musicians and singers, and they teach one.'</p> + +<p>'Did you see much of that young parson, Prothero? I remember he was +somewhere in your neighbourhood,' asked the colonel.</p> + +<p>Freda was sure this question was a feeler, and she answered +carelessly,—</p> + +<p>'Yes, naturally. He is Mr Jones' brother curate.'</p> + +<p>'Now confess, you didn't like those people, and that sort of life? You +must have been <i>ennuyée</i> from morning to night.'</p> + +<p>'On the contrary, the days were not half long enough.'</p> + +<p>'Freda!' exclaimed Mrs Vaughan, 'I get tho tired, and tho doth the +colonel, before half the evening ith over.'</p> + +<p>'Some one else seems in the same condition,' said Freda. 'Papa is fast +asleep.'</p> + +<p>'And mamma nearly,' said Mrs Vaughan. 'And I am tho tired. I think +Chrithmath dayth are very dull. One dothn't know what to do.'</p> + +<p>'That isn't peculiar to Christmas days in your year,' said the colonel, +sarcastically; 'but I suppose we had better go to bed. I hope we shall +be more amusing to-morrow, Freda. All your old friends, the constant Sir +Hugh amongst them, are invited to meet you. Let me light your candle. +Remember, I always used to do that, when we had our snug evenings +together such an age ago.'</p> + +<p>'Yeth, he often talkth of you, Freda, and thayth you were thuch good +company.'</p> + +<p>Freda heard Colonel Vaughan sigh, and thought, as she said 'good-night,' +and hastened upstairs, that she ought to be thankful that the +imperturbable and dull Wilhelmina Nugent had been the choice of that +discontented and irritable colonel, instead of the quick-tempered, +independent Winifred Gwynne.</p> + +<hr class='smallbreak' /> + +<h2><a name="CHAPTER_XLVII" id="CHAPTER_XLVII" ></a>CHAPTER XLVII.</h2> + +<h3>THE DAUGHTER-IN-LAW.</h3> + +<p>New Year's Day dawned under the influence of a bright sun, and a clear, +frosty atmosphere. The old year was dead and buried with all his griefs +and joys; his son and heir came forward smiling, to begin his career of +times and seasons, clouds and sunbeams.</p> + +<p>With him, Owen and Gladys were to commence their united lives. An +auspicious morning ushered in this, their bridal day, and the year's +birthday. Nature had put on all her jewels in honour of the joint +festivities. Her very tears were turned into diamonds that sparkled on +her capacious breast, neck, and arms, more brilliantly than stomachers, +necklaces and bracelets of gems, on the courtiers of an Indian monarch.</p> + +<p>Truly, as the fair and gentle Gladys drove through the roads and lanes +that led from the farm to the church, the hedge-rows sparkled with these +brilliants, and her very pathway was strewn with them. Attired in that +Quaker-like garb of dove-colour and white, her soft cheek tinged as from +the sun, her eyes cast down in modest shyness, and her heart beating +with quiet happiness, she seemed a fitting bride to wait upon that heir +of so many by-gone generations.</p> + +<p>And assuredly a happier never drove to a church to meet her expectant +bridegroom, her hand clasped lovingly between the kindly palms of her +future mother, sitting by her side; and the affectionate glances of her +uncle and aunt cast upon her from the opposite seat. She felt as if it +were all a dream. She, the Irish beggar—the friendless—the +wanderer—the orphan!</p> + +<p>And now so honoured! All whom she most cared for in the world, with the +exception of Rowland, were assembled in that village church to meet her. +There were Owen and his father—Miss Gwynne and Minette—Mr and Mrs +Jonathan Prothero.</p> + +<p>Gentleness, gratitude and simple merit, were, for once rewarded, even in +this world.</p> + +<p>The kind and worthy Uncle Jonathan—so soon to be <i>her</i> uncle—married +her. Her own uncle gave her, with prayers and blessings, to him whom she +had loved so long and truly—her former mistress, now her fast friend, +and another mistress's grandchild, were her bridesmaids.</p> + +<p>If a tear gathered in her eye, it was a tear of joy; and there, at the +altar, amongst all those to whom she was henceforth to be united by the +ties of relationship, she inwardly vowed to devote herself to their +happiness, and to the fulfilment of the promises she was making to him +who would be one with her for ever.</p> + +<p>The churchyard was full of spectators, as the proud and happy Owen led +his bride through it to the vicarage, and the general opinion was, that +there had never been married so handsome a couple in the church of +Llanfach.</p> + +<p>The bells and the sunbeams rang out and shone out together, and all the +wedding-party forgot their private sorrows in the joy of the moment.</p> + +<p>Even Netta, who had been taken to the vicarage for the occasion, +received them with one of her old bright smiles. She threw her arms +round Gladys, and called her 'sister.'</p> + +<p>'<i>My</i> sister,' she said more than once emphatically.</p> + +<p>And if tears would, from time to time, spring into her eyes, as she +contrasted herself with Gladys, she brushed them away, and did her best +not to cast a shadow from her grief, on the brightness of a brother and +sister's joy. That little drawing-room at the vicarage contained as +pretty and pleasant a group as could well be seen, of which Owen and +Gladys formed the centre figures.</p> + +<p>'Now, my good girl, let me give you a real kiss,' said honest Mr +Prothero, 'and tell you that I am proud of my daughter. Mother, what do +you say?'</p> + +<p>'I say, thank God for all His mercies,' said quiet Mrs Prothero, shaking +Gladys' hand, which she seemed loath to part with.</p> + +<p>If there is a great variety of character and feeling displayed in +shaking hands, there assuredly is, also, in kissing. Gladys experienced +it in that same little drawing-room, where she submitted her blushing +cheeks to all sorts of impressions.</p> + +<p>Mr Prothero gave her three very hearty smacks, which resounded through +the room, and seemed to say at once, 'I am your father; his wife's +embrace was quieter, but more tender. Mrs Jonathan stooped majestically, +and imprinted her lips patronisingly on the forehead, as much as to say, +'I receive you into the family of the Payne Perrys, since you are +respectably connected.' Mrs Jones kissed her on the lips, and said, 'God +bless you, my dear.' Miss Gwynne, who hated kissing, and did not +consider herself one of the family, looked on, but took no active part. +Was that pride? she asked herself afterwards, and the answer was, 'Yes.' +As to Mr Jones, his embrace made Owen exclaim, 'It is well I know you +are her uncle now. I was as jealous as could be when you kissed her in +London.' Minette's embrace was a long hug, and when the vicar came in, +he wound up the scene by a salute as original as himself, which called +forth the following reproof from his brother:—</p> + +<p>'Why, man, you don't know how to kiss. You stumbled upon the very tip of +her nose, and almost put her eyes out with your spectacles.'</p> + +<p>Heedless of the interruption, Mr Jonathan addressed his niece as +follows:—</p> + +<p>'My dear Niece, Claudia,—I shall henceforth call you by that name, in +memory of her of the Epistle, and I so registered it just now, Gladys or +Claudia—I wish you and my good nephew, Owen, all happiness and +prosperity, both spiritual and temporal. I pray that you may, according +to the example of your illustrious namesake, devote yourself to works of +piety and hospitality, making your husband's home happy, and keeping a +place therein for his and your friends.'</p> + +<p>'To be sure she will, uncle,' said Owen, 'and we will have an especial +corner for you, called "The Claudia," where the little hypocrite shall +talk to you of all the druidical remains, and fossil mammoths, that she +pretends to be so interested in.'</p> + +<p>'You had better come and take off your bonnet now, my dear,' said Mrs +Jonathan to the flushed and shy Gladys.</p> + +<p>'I hope I shall never be married,' whispered Freda to Mrs Jones, 'if I +am to undergo that sort of ordeal. But I suppose all brides are not +kissed in that way.'</p> + +<p>Uncle and Aunt Jonathan had prepared a substantial early dinner—they +did not dignify it by the name of <i>déjeuner</i>, or miscall it +breakfast—to which, in the course of an hour or so, the family party +sat down, much as they would have sat down to any ordinary dinner. The +dining-table just accommodated ten comfortably, and Netta sat in her +easy-chair by the fire, with a small table by her side, making the +eleventh.</p> + +<p>Miss Gwynne remained to luncheon only, being engaged to dine at +Abertewey, and not considering herself quite as one of the guests. She +had come uninvited and unexpected, to show due honour to Gladys and her +dear friends, Mr and Mrs Jones, and the whole party were gratified by +the attention.</p> + +<p>The remarks upon her doing so made by her friends at home, were various.</p> + +<p>'Freda is certainly very eccentric,' said Lady Mary to her husband. 'Her +former maid—your tenant's son—the brother-in-law of that Howel +Jenkins. Do you think it discreet, Mr Gwynne?'</p> + +<p>'Why, really, Lady Mary, I didn't think about it. She has always done +what she likes; they are very worthy, respectable people, you know, and +all that sort of thing.'</p> + +<p>'Well, if you don't object, of course it is no affair of mine. But it +looks very much as if she still thought of Mr Rowland.'</p> + +<p>'Oh, an excellent young man! It was only yesterday I saw his name +mentioned in the <i>Times</i>, as having attended a large meeting in the +place of his rector, who is ill. It was upon the general question of all +sorts of improvements of the low parts of London. I can't exactly +remember what they were, religious, and sanitary, and all that sort of +thing you know. Well, the thanks of the meeting were awarded him, for +his very clear and accurate information, or something of the sort. Very +satisfactory, you know.'</p> + +<p>'Oh very! but that can have nothing to do with Freda.'</p> + +<p>'She is very good, is Freda, much improved! she never disputes and +quarrels with me now. I hope she will live with us—indeed I cannot part +with her again.'</p> + +<p>At Abertewey, Mrs Vaughan asked the colonel whether 'he thought Freda +would come away from that thupid wedding, in time for dinner.'</p> + +<p>'If she doesn't, I will never ask her here again,' was the reply. 'Now +Freda really is a capital girl, unaffected and sensible; improving every +year. I wish all women were more like her.'</p> + +<p>'Tho do I, Gwynne; the ith very nice, tho kind to the children, and not +tho thatirical to me as the uthed to be. I uthed to be afraid of her, +but I am not now, at all. Don't you think thatirical people very +dithagreeable? I hope Winnie won't be thatirical, don't you? Mamma +thaith—'</p> + +<p>'Never mind what she says, my dear. I hope Freda will come. All the +people will be so disgusted if she does not, particularly poor Sir Hugh. +I wish she would marry him—but she is too good for him. Intellectual +people ought not to marry those who have no brains.'</p> + +<p>'No, thertainly not. Oh! here they are! Freda and all. I hear her +voithe. I am tho glad.'</p> + +<p>To Freda's surprise, every one seemed really glad to see her, and to the +surprise of every one, the more they saw of her, the more they liked +her. The very people whom she had shunned as bores, and who had shunned +her as 'tho thatirical,' now became friendly and pleasant to her, and +she to them; how it was they could not tell, but various reasons were +assigned for the change.</p> + +<p>'How altered Miss Gwynne is,' said one; 'I suppose the birth of the +brother has made her more humble.'</p> + +<p>'Nothing like London to pull the pride out of our country gentry,' said +a second. 'Lords at home, they are only one of a multitude there. Miss +Gwynne has learnt her true position at last.'</p> + +<p>'How much more agreeable Miss Gwynne is,' said a fourth. 'I suppose it +is because she has been living in a clergyman's family, where they are +obliged to be pleasant to all the parishioners.'</p> + +<p>'How much less fastidious, satirical, and overbearing Freda Gwynne is,' +a fourth; 'her very countenance is altered; I am sure there has been +some great change in her mind.'</p> + +<p>And thus the neighbours rang the changes upon Freda's change; but Mrs +Gwynne Vaughan had been, perhaps, the nearest to the real cause. She was +no longer satirical, no longer striving to find out vulnerable points in +people's characters to laugh at; she had learnt to make allowances for +others, who in turn made allowances for her. Satirical people are very +amusing, but rarely welcome, companions; not that Freda was exactly +satirical, but she had the gift of finding out every one's weak +points—a good gift to those who will kindly cover the point, but a bad +one to such as like to lay it bare.</p> + +<p>The party at Abertewey went off very well; the colonel was in good +humour, and devoted to Freda, who tried to treat him as her +brother-in-law; and Sir Hugh was more gallant than ever, and long before +the evening was over, had managed to tell Freda that he would rather +have her without the Park than with it, which Freda pretended to take as +a joke on the part of her old admirer.</p> + +<p>The following day, Mr and Mrs Jones spent at the Park, according to a +special invitation from its master and mistress. Lady Mary's attention +to Freda's friends did more towards reconciling her to her step-mother +than anything else; and she even forgot to ask whether it was tact or +not. Mr Jones was obliged to return to London the next day, but at +Freda's earnest entreaty, he left his wife behind him for a week, which +was spent by her between the Park and farm very agreeably.</p> + +<p>Before she left, Mr Gwynne had a little private conference with her, to +the following effect, and very nervous he was meanwhile:—</p> + +<p>'I am very much obliged to you and Mr Jones, I am sure, for your +kindness to Freda. I hope you understand how satisfied, and—and—all +that sort of thing, you know, I am whilst she is with you.'</p> + +<p>Mrs Jones saw that she must say something to help him on.</p> + +<p>'We are only too glad to have her society and aid. I assure you she has +been invaluable in the parish, and is beloved by every one.'</p> + +<p>'Exactly; I perceive a wonderful change in her; she is gentler, and less +excitable. I feel that you—that your husband—in short, I +mean—that—hem—'</p> + +<p>'Freda has such a fine natural character, Mr Gwynne.'</p> + +<p>'Precisely; I would say that I am convinced you would not influence her, +and so forth, in remaining away from—you understand—from me, in +short.'</p> + +<p>'Certainly not. I should be very glad to think that she would return +and live happily at her natural home, sorry as I should be to lose her.'</p> + +<p>'Thank you very much indeed; you have always been her true friend. I am +very anxious—so we are all you see—Lady Mary would like a +companion—Harold attends to her better than to any one else. I hope you +like Harold; ah—yes—he is a fine boy, and so talented; and you +know—to be sure. I should wish to have Freda to read with me again; I +assure you I miss her in many ways. And the colonel and Mrs Vaughan—the +children—in fact—in short—you understand?'</p> + +<p>'Perfectly, and will not throw any obstacle in the way of Freda's +remaining at home.'</p> + +<p>'Thank you very much. You are a true friend, Mrs Jones; thank you.'</p> + +<p>Mrs Jones made a point of repeating that conversation to Freda, whose +look of blank dismay quite startled her.</p> + +<p>'Oh! Serena, you want to get rid of me. I could never live this kind of +life again. Lady Mary would kill me in another month; not an idea in +common. Her daughter is fifty times more endurable, for she is innocent +in her silliness. And then that cranky, exigeant colonel, longing to +make love to me if I would let him; the stiff dinner parties, tiresome +people, spoilt children—though I do delight in Harold and Winnie and +Gwynne and Dot and baby, too, for that much—and—'</p> + +<p>'And your father,' quietly suggested Mrs Jones.</p> + +<p>'I never thought you would wish me to leave you, Serena. Those happy, +useful days! The poor, the schools, the church!'</p> + +<p>'They are everywhere, my love.'</p> + +<p>'But so different. I never felt so happy or useful before I lived with +you in London.'</p> + +<p>'The change is in yourself, not in the place.'</p> + +<p>'Oh! Serena, this is cruel! I could live with my father anywhere, but +the others—impossible.'</p> + +<p>'Think it over. You know that you have a home with us whenever you like; +that it would be my pleasure as well as interest to have you always. +That we shall miss you in every possible way; still duty is duty. As +long as your father did not care, and Lady Mary was rather glad to have +the Park to herself, the thing was, perhaps, different, at any rate +Freda was not then the Freda she is now.</p> + +<p>'Serena, you are a bitter-sweet, and a horrible little apple that is.'</p> + +<p>'But they say it makes good cider.'</p> + +<p>'At any rate you ought not to influence me. I will not decide whilst you +are here, and that is all I will promise. If I do, it will be to go to +you undoubtedly. But I will think it over.'</p> + +<p>That very night before she went to bed, Freda did think it over, sitting +by the fire in her delightful, warm, well-lighted, well-furnished +bedroom; but she could not come to any determination. She made out a +sort of debtor and creditor account in her own head, and cashed it +according to her somewhat imperfect notions of book-keeping.</p> + +<p>'My father—of course I owe him a great deal in the way of duty and +love; but he owes me something for letting me have my own way all my +life, bringing me up with the notion that I should be an heiress, and +then disappointing me by marrying a woman whom I utterly despise. Lady +Mary—I owe her nothing whatever, beyond the common proper treatment +that one must give to every one; she, on the contrary, owes me +compensation for marrying my father when I am sure he didn't want her, +and certainly I did not.</p> + +<p>'Colonel Vaughan—I don't owe him anything beyond a little improvement +in my style of singing and drawing; yes, I owe him a heavy debt of +gratitude for not proposing for me instead of Wilhelmina, for assuredly +I should have married him, and he owes me something for making a fool of +me. Wilhelmina—I owe her a good deal, firstly, for despising her, +laughing at her, ridiculing her—and she all the time better than I was, +for she never retaliated—and secondly, for trying to prejudice the +colonel against her. Harold—I owe him the love of a sister, and he owes +me nothing as yet; here I am decidedly debtor. The poor, of course, +wherever one is, one owes them a great debt of Christian charity and +love; and I must confess that they are not quite so well seen to as when +Gladys was my almoner; but then she is here again to see to them, and +that, on her own responsibility, and it is Lady Mary's place to care for +them now.</p> + +<p>'On the other hand, Serena—I owe her everything; all my few good +thoughts, words and works. She owes me nothing. Mr Jones, ditto; I am +wholly creditor in London: the poor, the ragged schools, I owe them +every farthing I can give, for they want it, and have few to help them. +I feel almost sure I should be best in London. Rowland Prothero, I owe +him compensation for my great, unpardonable rudeness and pride; I am +more ashamed of that one action than of any other. He so superior to me +in every way, but the mere accident of birth.'</p> + +<p>Thus far Freda got in her arithmetic. But Rowland seemed to open a new +rule, farther on in Butler than addition and substraction. In short, +she found herself lost in the maze of fractions, and could not extricate +herself. When she jumped up from her easy-chair, she was trying to +reduce the following complex fractions, into one simple one, and +entirely failed.</p> + +<p>'A curate, the son of my father's tenant, the brother-in-law of my +former maid, brother-in-law also of a man indicted for forgery. But, +proud as myself; below me here, but above me in London; infinitely my +superior in everything worth the consideration of a person travelling +quickly through a world of silly distinctions, to one where we shall all +begin life on very different principles. The fact is, Freda, that the +tables are turned, and you now esteem this same Rowland Prothero much +higher than he esteems you. Constant intercourse has brought out all his +grand points, and all your weak ones. His mind has conquered your vulgar +prejudices, but has also fully seen through them, and despises you +accordingly. Well, I suppose duty and propriety concur in my remaining +at Glanyravon Park, discretion being the better part of valour.'</p> + +<p>And so ended Freda's arithmetic.</p> + +<hr class='smallbreak' /> + +<h2><a name="CHAPTER_XLVIII" id="CHAPTER_XLVIII" ></a>CHAPTER XLVIII.</h2> + +<h3>THE PENITENT.</h3> + +<p>A week after the marriage of Owen and Gladys, the following conversation +took place between Gladys and Netta. The latter had been much more +wandering in mind since the wedding, and had been occupying herself by +writing a variety of letters, all of which were addressed to Howel, with +the exception of one, which was to her brother Rowland.</p> + +<p>'You see, dear sister,' said Netta, 'that Howel cannot come to me, +because he is in debt, so I must go to him. He is in America, I know. +His letter was from America.'</p> + +<p>'But America is an immense continent, dear Netta,' said Gladys; 'you +would not know where to seek him.'</p> + +<p>'Oh, yes! I should find him very soon. My love would point the way. I +should track his steps like a dog, Gladys—like a dog.'</p> + +<p>'But you cannot go till you are better and stronger. Then we can all +consult upon the best way.'</p> + +<p>'Hush not a word to any one. They would stop me. And you know now +Howell is my husband, I must leave father and mother to follow him. I +know I was wrong to leave them to marry him; though he loves me, Gladys! +he loves me! Don't you think he does?'</p> + +<p>'I am sure he does. Still, it might not be well for you to go to him, if +he is hiding for debt. He might prefer your remaining here?'</p> + +<p>'Would you not go to Owen? Would he like you to be away from him in +trouble? You, who have only been married a week, know better; and I have +been married years.'</p> + +<p>'Owen shall tell you, my dear love, whether he would wish me to go to +him at such a time. Perhaps men know best what other men would like?'</p> + +<p>'But I mean to go, Gladys. Neither Owen nor you can hinder me.'</p> + +<p>'And what of Minette? You would kill her, if you took her so far.'</p> + +<p>'Ah! that is what I wanted to say to you. I knew there was something; +but my head aches so, I forget. If I go away, will you take care of +Minette till I come back. Will you love her as if she were your own?'</p> + +<p>'Wherever you go I will be a mother to her; but she would not like to +part from her own dear mother, any better than you will from yours. We +will not think of the journey just yet, dear; we will be happy together, +all of us, for a little longer. You cannot leave so soon, after you have +made Owen and me so blest.'</p> + +<p>'None of you want me now; father and mother have a new daughter, a +better one than I have ever been; Owen a wife! What a word that is, +Gladys! We don't understand it till we are parted from our husband; and +I give Minette a mother in my place. I must go very soon.'</p> + +<p>Poor Netta laid her head on Gladys' shoulder, and began to cry.</p> + +<p>'Well, dear,' said Gladys soothingly, 'we will see about it, you and I. +But you must not go till I think you strong enough, and till we are +prepared with clothes and money.'</p> + +<p>'Oh! I can beg! I don't want clothes or money to get to Howel.'</p> + +<p>Gladys knew that it was of no use to try to combat Netta's purpose. All +she could do was to seem to yield.</p> + +<p>'We will see,' she said, 'when the days are a little longer. But you +have not told me about the letters yet.'</p> + +<p>'No, I was forgetting them. If anything happens to me, or it I should +miss Howel on my way, I want him to have this packet of letters. In +them, I have told him that I wish Minette to remain here with you and +mother; I have said a great deal to him, but mostly to beg him to +forgive me, as I forgive him, all our unkindness to one another. Was +that right, Gladys?'</p> + +<p>'Quite right, love. We must forgive, as we hope to be forgiven.'</p> + +<p>'Father and mother have forgiven me. Do you think my heavenly Father +has?'</p> + +<p>'Yes, I do; because you have repented, and "come to your Father," and +asked forgiveness for His Son's sake.'</p> + +<p>'I have, Gladys; so I can go on my journey cheerfully.'</p> + +<p>Gladys could scarcely refrain from tears, when she thought of the +journey she was really travelling.</p> + +<p>'I know you have forgiven me, Gladys, for all I said of you when you +came here first. Strange that I should have been willing to leave you in +the barn, or anywhere, to die; you who have done so much for me! Oh, +Gladys!'</p> + +<p>'Don't think of those times, Netta, dear; they are past, thank God.'</p> + +<p>Here the door opened, and Owen appeared, his face beaming with a +happiness that it did all around him good to see.</p> + +<p>'What! tears! both of you! Only a week married!' he said, half +playfully, half reproachfully, as he kissed, alternately, his wife and +sister, and finally, sat down by the side of the former.</p> + +<p>'It was my fault, Owen,' said Netta.</p> + +<p>'Is that true, Gladys—quite true?' asked Owen, taking Gladys' hands in +his, and looking into her eyes.</p> + +<p>'Quite true, Owen,' said Gladys, smiling lovingly on the open +countenance of Owen, whilst a quiet tear rolled down her cheek.</p> + +<p>Owen kissed off the tear.</p> + +<p>'You are happy, my love?' again he asked, as if fearing that a shadow +should pass over that fair, sweet face, to obscure the light of their +spring of wedded life.</p> + +<p>Gladys pressed his hands, assured him by a glance true as oaths, and +looked at Netta. The hint was taken.</p> + +<p>In a moment Netta's were the thin hands that Owen clasped, her's the +face into which he gazed.</p> + +<p>'Owen,' she said earnestly, 'if I go away, will you take my child, as if +she were your own? Will you love her, and bring her up?'</p> + +<p>'You are not going away, Netta! But you may be quite sure that I will +love Minette, without any going away. We will all keep together now, we +are too happy—so happy, my Gladys, are we not?'</p> + +<p>There was a strange restlessness about Netta. This resolution to go +away had taken such a hold upon her, that she reverted to it again and +again. Gladys confided it to Owen and their mother, and they all decided +that it would be necessary to watch her night and day, without letting +her know that she was watched.</p> + +<p>They resorted to every possible means of amusement, but in vain. She was +quite preoccupied, and even her child failed to attract her attention. +Again she became nervous at every sudden sound, and started at every +footfall. She told Gladys that she knew that Howel would either come to +her during the course of that week, or that she should go to him.</p> + +<p>Her mother assisted her in going to bed that night, and before she laid +down, she said,—</p> + +<p>'Dear mother! do you remember that you used to come to this dear room +when I was a child, the last thing at night, and, sleeping or waking, to +kiss me before you went to sleep? and do you remember that I always said +my prayers at your knee, in that very corner by the little table? +Sometimes I feel as if I was a child, or quite a young girl again. It +was so good of you to give me my own room, and my own bed, that I love +so well. If I go away, I should like Minette to have this room. It will +make her think of me. I pray she may be a better child than I have +been.'</p> + +<p>'Will you not get into bed, dear, and try to sleep?' said Mrs Prothero.</p> + +<p>'I think I should like to say my prayers again alone with you; so, at +your feet. You shall pray for me, and I will join with you.'</p> + +<p>Netta knelt, as if she were, indeed, once more a child, at her mother's +knees, and clasped her thin white hands together.</p> + +<p>'Will you pray for Howel, mother?' asked Netta.</p> + +<p>Mrs Prothero laid her hand on her kneeling daughter's head, and +uplifting her tearful eyes to heaven, prayed aloud for Netta, for Howel, +for all. Netta repeated each sentence after her mother, and when the +prayer was concluded, threw her arms around her, and thanked her for +praying for Howel.</p> + +<p>'I cannot deceive you again mother, fach,' she said 'I am going away to +seek Howel, because he cannot come to me. If I should never find him, +mother—but I shall, I know I shall, if I should die on the road—tell +him that I never loved any one but him all my life, and I am sure he +loves me. And now I am at peace with all the world, and have repented of +all my sins. Gladys thinks I shall go to heaven if I die. And I humbly +believe I shall. I feel quite calm and happy in my own mind, only +wishful to go to my poor Howel, who is alone and unhappy. Now, mother, I +will go to bed.'</p> + +<p>She went to bed accordingly.</p> + +<p>'Let Minette come and say good-night to me, mother,' she said, when Mrs +Prothero had made her comfortable.</p> + +<p>Mrs Prothero called the child, and her grandfather brought her upstairs.</p> + +<p>'How does my girl feel to-night?' asked Mr Prothero cheerfully.</p> + +<p>'Better, father, thank you; quite well indeed. God bless you, darling. +Be a good child to grandmother and Aunt Gladys, and all. God bless you, +father. I think I should like to have Owen and Gladys to wish me +good-night; it is so nice to see you all together.'</p> + +<p>Owen and Gladys came, and Netta bade 'God bless' them all, and said she +should now go to sleep quite happy.</p> + +<p>Gladys went to put Minette to bed, and Mrs Prothero sat by Netta's +pillow.</p> + +<p>'Good-night, mother; God bless you,' Netta said, more than once, before +she fell asleep.</p> + +<p>When Gladys returned, she was sleeping peacefully.</p> + +<p>'The excitement of the day seems to have passed away,' whispered Gladys. +'Let me watch by her, dear mother.'</p> + +<p>The words 'mother' and 'daughter' had come quite naturally to Mrs +Prothero and Gladys.</p> + +<p>'No, Gladys, thank you; not to-night. I will be in the room to-night.'</p> + +<p>'Then you will go to bed soon?'</p> + +<p>'Yes, very shortly.'</p> + +<p>The two women embraced one another tenderly.</p> + +<p>'We can only pray for her, poor lamb,' said Mrs Prothero gently. 'I have +given her to the Lord to do with her according to His good pleasure.'</p> + +<p>'He will not leave her nor forsake her,' said Gladys.</p> + +<p>Mrs Prothero sat a long time by her child's side watching her, but she +slept so calmly that at last she went to the little table by the fire, +and read her Bible. It was late—very late for the farm—when she +undressed herself and lay down on the little bed, placed near the larger +bed of Netta. Even then, more than an hour passed before she slept. The +last thing she heard before she closed her eyes was her daughter's +somewhat irregular breathing—the last words that rang in her ears were +her 'God bless you, mother.'</p> + +<p>Gladys, uneasy, she knew not wherefore, was in the room at about three +o'clock in the morning. She had learnt to move so gently that the +sleepers were not conscious of her presence. She was most thankful to +find them sleeping.</p> + +<p>Gladys was up and dressed by six o'clock. She was anxious to spare her +mother all possible trouble, and to see that the household was astir +before she arose. It was a cold, dark January morning. As she went down +the passage, a candle in her hand, towards Netta's room, she felt the +chill air press heavily around her. She put the candle on the floor, +outside the room, and went in. The night-light had burnt out, and the +fire was dim, though not extinguished. Gladys passes Mrs Prothero +without awaking her, and stands at Netta's bedside.</p> + +<p>She cannot see clearly the face of the sleeping Netta, but such a +restless anxiety about her had haunted her all the night, that she +stoops down to listen to her breathing. It is so faint that she kneels +down, and puts her ear close to the face. So very faint it is, that she +is not quite sure that she hears it at all. She goes into the passage +for the candle, and meets Owen. She signs him to silence, and her pale +face frightens him. He goes with her into Netta's room. Shading the +candle with her hand, she again stoops over Netta, so does Owen.</p> + +<p>Very calm, very pale, and most lovely is the face on which they gaze +with an eager, throbbing anxiety. Gladys presses her hand on Owen's arm, +as she puts the candle near that placid face. He, too, puts his ear +close to the half-open mouth, touches the hand that lies on the white +counterpane, feels for the pulse, so quick but yesterday. He is about to +utter the fear that oppresses him, but Gladys points to his mother, +still heavily sleeping.</p> + +<p>'Perhaps it is a swoon,' she whispers, and goes for the draught ready +for such an attack. The light of the candle awakes Mrs Prothero, and she +is out of bed in a moment.</p> + +<p>'Netta has fainted, mother; she has one of her spasms,' says Owen, +turning his pale face to his mother.</p> + +<p>'My God, it is death!' cries the stricken mother, falling on her knees +by the bedside of her child.</p> + +<p>And it is death. Without a groan the spirit has quitted its dwelling of +clay to enter upon its eternal rest!</p> + +<hr class='smallbreak' /> + +<h2><a name="CHAPTER_XLIX" id="CHAPTER_XLIX" ></a>CHAPTER XLIX.</h2> + +<h3>THE RECTOR.</h3> + +<p>Life and death! What are they? A soul in chains, and a soul set free. +Darkness and light, uncertainty and certainty! Warfare and peace! A +railway journey and the great terminus! A span of time and immeasurable +eternity! A bounded horizon and illimitable space! Earth and heaven! +Satan and Christ! Man and God!</p> + +<p>Life! On New Year's morning Glanyravon Farm was gay with preparations +for a wedding. All its inmates were hopeful and cheerful! Two human +beings were made as happy as human beings can be in this world. Three +generations witnessed the auspicious event, and blessings and +congratulations mingled with the marriage bells!</p> + +<p>One short week, and Glanyravon Farm was mournful with lamentations for +the dead. All its inmates were weeping. Death's angel had glided in +unawares and unexpected, and had borne away one of that loving family, +leaving only her earthly tenement behind!</p> + +<p>Another short week, and Glanyravon Farm held no longer even that once +beautiful tenement. Quiet forms moved about in black clothing, and +melancholy faces looked sadly at one another, and spoke low of her from +whom they were parted for an indefinite period.</p> + +<p>Such is life!</p> + +<p>Death! what know the living of death? Is it not 'swallowed up in +victory?' Death, then, to the believer in Christ is victory.</p> + +<p>Such is death!</p> + +<p>These were thoughts that presented themselves to Rowland Prothero after +he had followed his sister's body to the grave. It was with such +thoughts, simplified when put into words, that he attempted to comfort +his mother, and to raise his father's mind from a morbid ruminating upon +the past, to the hope that his beloved child had found death victory. +Whilst Gladys comforted Owen and Minette, Rowland seemed to be all in +all to his parents, and devoted himself to them during the period that +he was able to leave his duties in London. The news of the death of his +rector abroad had reached him the day before the intelligence of that of +Netta; and, had it not been for the kind exertions of Mr Jones, he could +not have stayed with his family the Sunday that followed the funeral.</p> + +<p>Mr Jones, however, managed everything for him in London, and procured +help in the emergency. Thus Rowland was able to accompany his family to +church, and to be with them a few days of the week succeeding that on +which his dear sister was buried.</p> + +<p>It was on the afternoon of one of these few and precious days that he +was sitting alone with his mother. The rest of the family were about +their necessary avocations. Gladys, followed by poor little Minette in +her black frock, was managing the household. Owen and his father were +out of doors, the former doing his best to cheer his poor father, who +had been perhaps more entirely cast down by his loss than any other +member of the family, Mrs Prothero not excepted. As he himself said, he +had not known what an idol he had made of his girl until she was gone +from him.</p> + +<p>Rowland and his mother were talking of Netta. It was Mrs Prothero's one +theme when alone with him or Gladys. They could comfort her aching heart +by assuring her that they believed her child's repentance to have been +sincere, and her faith, if at times troubled and confused by the +wandering mind and puzzled brain, placed on the One sole and sure +foundation.</p> + +<p>It was in the midst of this conversation that Mrs Griffith Jenkins +entered, unushered, into the parlour where they were sitting.</p> + +<p>At the earnest request of his wife and all his children, backed by the +feeling that Netta would have wished it, Mr Prothero had consented to +ask Mrs Jenkins to the funeral, which she had attended, together with +Mrs Prothero, Mrs Jonathan, and Gladys. Mr Prothero had shaken her by +the hand on that sad day, but had not spoken to her. Sorrow had so far +bowed his spirit as to teach him to forgive her, if not Howel.</p> + +<p>Mrs Jenkins scarcely gave herself time to say 'How do you do?' when she +poured out the grief which had brought her to Glanyravon.</p> + +<p>'Oh, Mrs Prothero, fach! Ach, Rowland! what will I do? They was finding +him in America—the pleece was finding him, my Howels! And he do be in +jail in London, 'dited for forgery. He, my beauty Howels—he forge! Why +'ould he be forging? Annwyl! Fie was innocent, Rowland—on my deet, he +was innocent. Oh, bach gen anwyl!' [Footnote: Oh, darling boy!]</p> + +<p>Mrs Jenkins wrung her hands and cried bitterly.</p> + +<p>'How do you know this, Aunt 'Lizbeth?' said Rowland. 'Tell me calmly, +and then we will see what can be done,'</p> + +<p>'Read you that letter. By to-morrow he'll be in all the papers. He—so +clever, so genteel, so rich! And all my Griffey's savings—hundreds of +thousands of pound—nobody do be knowing where they was. Ach a fi! ach a +fi!'</p> + +<p>Rowland read a letter from a celebrated London counsel retained by Mr +Rice Rice for Howel, to the effect that Howel had been taken in America +on the very day that his poor wife was planning to wander away in search +of him, and was a prisoner the day she died. He had arrived in London, +and been lodged in Newgate the previous day, the one on which that +letter was written.</p> + +<p>Rowland gently told his mother the contents of it.</p> + +<p>'Thank God that my child did not live to see this day!' exclaimed Mrs +Prothero.</p> + +<p>'Better dead, cousin, than to be living as Howels is!' sobbed Mrs +Griffey. 'In a prison, too, my beauty Howels! But I was wanting to know, +Mr Rowland, when you was going to London? Seure, I do think of going +to-night, or to-morrow morning.'</p> + +<p>'Why must you go, aunt?' asked Rowland.</p> + +<p>'Why must I be going? Why ask such a question? 'Ould I be staying at +home, and my Howels in gaol? I do go to tak care of him, to pay for him, +to be seeing justice done him, to be near him. Night or morrow morning I +do mean to go.'</p> + +<p>'Mother,' said Rowland, 'I am sure you will not mind sacrificing one day +to poor Aunt Griffey and Howel. I must be in London the day after +to-morrow. I will go to-morrow instead, and take her up with me, and see +what is to be done for Howel. He will not have too many friends near him +at such a time.'</p> + +<p>'God bless you, Rowland, bach,' said Mrs Griffey, springing up from her +chair, and running to Rowland and kissing him vigorously—a compliment, +it must be confessed, he could have dispensed with. 'And you will be +standing up for him, and be telling of his character—and of his living +at Abertewey—and how he was so clever, and did never be doing anything +wrong. You will be saving him, Rowland, seure!'</p> + +<p>Rowland shook his head.</p> + +<p>'I will go with you, Aunt 'Lizbeth, and take you to my lodgings till I +have seen Howel, and told him you are in London. We shall then see what +can be done.'</p> + +<p>'But you will be speaking up for him, Rowland, bach?'</p> + +<p>'Cousin 'Lizbeth,' said Mrs Prothero, 'if Howel had been a good son, and +a steady young man, you could scarcely ask Rowland to speak up for him, +and his own sister in Llanfach churchyard! "As we have sown, so must we +reap," in this world.'</p> + +<p>'It do be fine for you, cousin, to be preaching, who was having +fortunate sons, but—'</p> + +<p>'Hush, Aunt 'Lizbeth, if you please,' interrupted Rowland. 'I will take +you to London to-morrow, if you are resolved to go. You must meet me at +the omnibus.'</p> + +<p>(There was now a railway within a few miles of Llanfawr.)</p> + +<p>'Then I will be going home to get ready. You was seure to come, Mr +Rowlands?'</p> + +<p>'Sure, if nothing unforeseen prevents me.'</p> + +<p>At this point of the conversation, Mr Prothero entered the parlour, +leading Minette, who had two letters in her hand.</p> + +<p>'Here are two letters for you, Uncle Rowland,' said the child. +'Grandfather says one must be from a bishop. What's a bishop, uncle? +Oh, Grandma Jenkins!'</p> + +<p>Minette gave the letters to Rowland, and then went to kiss her +grandmother, who began to cry when she saw her. Mr Prothero suppressed a +very equivocal question concerning the reason of her again appearing at +Glanyravon, and said,—</p> + +<p>'How d'ye do, Mrs Griffey?'</p> + +<p>Rowland opened his letters. One was from Mr Jones, the other, as Minette +said, was from a bishop—the Bishop of London. He read Mr Jones' first, +and turned more than usually red as he did so. He uttered an exclamation +of surprise when he finished reading it, and put it into his father's +hands.</p> + +<p>He then read the second letter. It was short. He got up, sat down, got +up again, gave the letter to his father, and said,—</p> + +<p>'It is too much! I do not deserve it! I wish it were Jones instead of +me. He is much better—more suited—married. I cannot believe it!'</p> + +<p>Neither could Mr Prothero, to judge from the expression of his face. He +read each letter twice over, and seemed struggling with some great +emotion as he ejaculated, 'Rowland, my boy!' and burst into tears.</p> + +<p>Mr Prothero had not cried before since Netta's death, and those were, +indeed, precious tears.</p> + +<p>Minette, terrified at seeing her grandfather cry, ran off in search of +Gladys, who had been every one's refuge since her marriage.</p> + +<p>She and Owen were at the front door, receiving Mr and Mrs Jonathan +Prothero, who had just arrived.</p> + +<p>'Aunty, grandfather is crying,' said the child. 'You said you wished he +would cry; but I don't like it. I think he is crying for poor mamma, who +is in heaven, and can't come to him.'</p> + +<p>All hurried into the parlour.</p> + +<p>They found Mr Prothero holding one of his son's hands, and shaking it +nervously, and Mrs Prothero holding the other, and vain attempts to +speak.</p> + +<p>'Brother Jo! sister-in-law! Just in time. If our Netta was but here!' +said Mr Prothero. 'Mrs Jonathan shall read the letters. It was she who +got him the curacy.'</p> + +<p>Mrs Jonathan was not a little surprised to be greeted by having two +letters thrust into her hands, and being requested to read them.</p> + +<p>'This one first, sister-in-law.'</p> + +<p>At any other time Mrs Jonathan would have resented the epithet of +sister-in-law, but she now swallowed it, and began to read as follows:—</p> + +<blockquote><p>'MY DEAR ROWLAND,—I should have written to you earlier, but I + could not do so until a question that has been pending ever since + you left was decided. Deputations and round-robins have been + issuing from this parish by unanimous consent, and tending to St + James'. For once High Church and Low Church have united in paying + you the greatest compliment you can have paid just at present, + viz., in requesting the bishop to give you the living of which you + have been more than ten years curate. I believe it is pretty nearly + settled that you are to be our new rector, and that I shall have to + knock under, and solicit you to continue me in the curacy. I + congratulate you from my heart; so does my wife; so, I am sure, do + rich and poor around us. There never was a more popular + presentation. May God prosper your labours as a rector as He has as + curate.</p> + +<p> 'Give our love to my niece, Gladys, and kind regards to all the + rest of your family, with a kiss to Minette, and believe me, most + faithfully yours, WILLIAM JONES.'</p></blockquote> + +<p>Mrs Jonathan Prothero had begun to read this letter with a firm voice. +It faltered before she got half way through it, and nearly failed before +she completed it.</p> + +<p>'Read the other before you say anything,' said Mr Prothero.</p> + +<p>She began accordingly, clearing her throat and eyes at the same time.</p> + +<blockquote><p>'MY DEAR SIR,—I have great pleasure in offering you the living of + which you are now curate, vacant by the lamented death of Mr + Stephenson. I assure you that the united request of your friends + and parishioners was but the echo of my own will, as I have long + known and appreciated your untiring labours for the good of the + souls committed to your care, particularly during the long illness + of the rector, when you were of necessity brought more prominently + forward.</p> + +<p> 'Praying that God's blessing may rest on you and your + parishioners,—I remain, my dear sir, faithfully yours,</p> + +<p class='right'>'LONDON.'</p></blockquote> + +<p>'Rowland! my dear nephew!' exclaimed Mr Jonathan Prothero, 'this is +incredible! Such a living, without interest, personal application, much +acquaintance with his lordship—'</p> + +<p>'You forget, my dear,' said Mrs Jonathan interrupting her husband in his +speech, and herself in an embrace she was about to give Rowland; 'you +forget that Rowland frequently met the bishop at Sir Philip Payne +Perry's, and was not without interest, I am proud to say.'</p> + +<p>'And I am proud that he has got on by honest merit,' said Mr Jonathan.</p> + +<p>'And so am I, uncle, much obliged as we are to the "three green peas,"' +said Owen. 'Let us shake hands upon it, Rowly, and here's Gladys waiting +for a kiss; she'll be running away from me again to be your district +visitor, or Sister of Charity, or whatever you call it. Quite grand to +have a near relation a London rector; I am half a foot taller already.'</p> + +<p>'Kiss me, Uncle Rowland; I am very glad the bishop has written you such +a nice letter,' said Minette. Rowland took the child up in his arms. +'Grandma Jenkins is crying so in the corner,' she whispered; 'is it for +papa, or poor mamma?'</p> + +<p>Rowland's attention was instantly recalled to Mrs Jenkins, who was, +indeed, crying and sobbing very much. He pointed her out to his mother, +who at once went to her.</p> + +<p>'Oh! I am thinking of your Rowlands and my Howels, so different!' said +the wretched mother; 'he to be beginning life so rich, and your son with +nothing; and now! oh, anwyl! oh, anwyl!'</p> + +<p>'Come with me, cousin 'Lizbeth,' said Mrs Prothero kindly; 'come +upstairs, and I will make you some tea, and then Owen shall send you +home.'</p> + +<p>Mrs Prothero and Mrs Jenkins left the room, followed by Gladys, who was +soon making the required beverage.</p> + +<p>Whilst congratulations were still going on in the parlour, Miss Gwynne's +voice was heard in the passage.</p> + +<p>'Not a word to Miss Gwynne, or indeed to any one, of my having the +living, to-day at least,' said Rowland, leaving the room hastily, and +repeating his request to Gladys in the hall.</p> + +<p>'I can only stay a few minutes,' said Miss Gwynne, when she had shaken +hands with the party in the parlour, 'I wished to ask how Mrs Prothero +is, and to see you, Mrs Jonathan. I have been delayed at the school, and +it is nearly dusk already.'</p> + +<p>'Oh, don't go yet, Miss Gwynne,' said Minette, creeping up to her, and +getting on her lap, 'it is so nice with you. Poor mamma is gone to +heaven, Miss Gwynne.'</p> + +<p>'Yes, love,' whispered Miss Gwynne, kissing Minette, 'but we will not +talk of it before your grandfather, you see it grieves him.'</p> + +<p>'But you won't go; it is moonlight now—a pretty moon—I see it. It will +light you home.'</p> + +<p>The 'pretty moon' rather frightened Miss Gwynne, who said that if she +did not go, she would have the servants in search of her.</p> + +<p>'Will you allow me to walk with you, Miss Gwynne?' said Rowland; 'it is +too late for you to return alone.'</p> + +<p>'Thank you, I shall be really obliged, if I am not taking you from your +friends. I am a much greater coward than I used to be. London lamps +spoil one for country roads. Tell your grandmother that I will come +again to-morrow and see her, Minette.'</p> + +<p>Miss Gwynne and Rowland left the house together. Mr Prothero saw them to +the door, and watched them up the road.</p> + +<p>'Strange times!' he said to his brother, when he returned to the +parlour. 'Rowland walking with Miss Gwynne quite familiar. I hope he +isn't too forward; to be seure he don't offer his arm, or go near her; +but it seems out of place their going together in that way at all. +Gwynne, Glanyravon is a proud man, perhaps he 'ouldnt like it; but +Rowland is so grand and so good now, that I daren't say a word.'</p> + +<p>'Oh!' said Mrs Jonathan, drawing herself up to her fullest height, 'a +Rugby boy, and an Oxford man is a companion for any lady—and a London +rector is a match for any lady in the kingdom, allow me to assure you, +Mr Prothero; and Rowland has been in quite as good, or better society in +town, than you can meet with in this neighbourhood. Sir Philip is quite +in the first circles.'</p> + +<p>'And Rowland isn't spoilt by it, brother,' said Mr Jonathan. 'He is a +son and nephew we have reason to be proud of.'</p> + +<p>Thus, in the midst of heavy sorrow, a joy came to the inmates of +Glanyravon Farm. A sunbeam through the shadows.</p> + +<p>Such, too, is life!</p> + +<hr class='smallbreak' /> + +<h2><a name="CHAPTER_L" id="CHAPTER_L" ></a>CHAPTER L.</h2> + +<h3>THE DISINHERITED.</h3> + +<p>Miss Gwynne and Rowland walked on quietly together for a little space. +There was something in the heart of each, unknown to the other, that +seemed to close up speech. It was nearly five o'clock, and a January +evening; but for the 'pretty moon' and the white mist from the river, +and the frost-bitten snow on the roads, it would have been dark; but it +was really a fine, bright night. That river-mist rose from the meadows +beneath like a large lake, and the moonlight pierced through it and +mingled with it.</p> + +<p>It was such a night as lovers of a healthy, natural tone of mind might +rejoice in; frost and snow being no refrigerators of true, honest +warmth, but rather tending to keep it alive, by exhilarating the spirits +and clearing the atmosphere.</p> + +<p>Rowland broke the silence, and so clear was the air, that his own voice +startled him.</p> + +<p>'I am going to London to-morrow, Miss Gwynne; may I give Mrs Jones some +hope that you will soon be back again?'</p> + +<p>'I fear not,' said Freda; 'my father wishes me to remain at home, and I +have decided upon doing so.'</p> + +<p>'Not entirely?' asked Rowland, in a voice that all his self-command +could not render calm.</p> + +<p>'I believe it is so settled. He makes a great point of it. Lady Mary is +equally urgent, and I have promised. Do you not think it is right?'</p> + +<p>'I suppose so; but what shall we do without you?'</p> + +<p>Rowland spoke as he felt, from his heart. Miss Gwynne was touched by the +words and tone.</p> + +<p>'I shall be very sorry,' she said, simply. 'I never was so happy as in +that dingy old square.'</p> + +<p>Rowland felt that his new living, with all its increased +responsibilities, would be a heavy burden to him without Freda's ready +energy to lighten it. He did not at that moment pause to think how +closely even our highest duties are entwined with our affections, and +thereby lowered to earth—but so it is. The conscientious man does them; +but a helping hand, a friendly voice, a loving word, is a wonderful aid +towards doing them with a cheerful spirit.</p> + +<p>There was silence for a few minutes between Rowland and Freda, and their +quick steps slackened. At last:</p> + +<p>'I thank you from my heart, Miss Gwynne,' said Rowland, for all your +kindness to my dear sister. It must cease, alas! but it will never be +forgotten.'</p> + +<p>'Poor Netta! my old playfellow! I was only too thankful to be of any +service. I wish we could have saved her.'</p> + +<p>'God knows best. Her husband is in Newgate gaol.'</p> + +<p>Rowland said this with a great effort; Freda started, and there was +again a brief silence.</p> + +<p>'Miss Gwynne, I have long wished to say to you, how much I have felt +your devotion to the schools and poor of our parish. Now that we are +about to lose you, perhaps, I may do so. Glanyravon will gain what our +poor East End loses.'</p> + +<p>'Thank you. If I leave London in a better spirit than I entered it, I am +in great measure indebted to you for it.'</p> + +<p>'To me!'</p> + +<p>'Yes. I do not wish to flatter, or to be religiously sentimental; but +your practical, simple sermons, and your still more practical life have +done me much good. Now we will not compliment one another any more.'</p> + +<p>'Oh, Miss Gwynne! you do not know what you do when you say such words +to me.'</p> + +<p>'I simply tell the truth.'</p> + +<p>'I, too, have another truth to tell, which, if not told now, will never +be told.'</p> + +<p>Freda's heart beat quick, and her face flushed. She was thankful that +silence concealed the one, and night the other. But the truth was not +what the heart whispered, and the pulsation slackened.</p> + +<p>'Years ago—I know not how many years, the time seems so long, and yet +so short—I insulted you by words that should never have been said. We +were on this very drive, near this very spot—the same moon was looking +down upon us. This very tree was over our heads. Do you remember? You +do—alas! you must. Pride, most improper pride in one who should be a +teacher of humility, has prevented my alluding to the subject ever +since.'</p> + +<p>Rowland paused, and he and Freda stood still beneath that old oak, so +well remembered by both. She did not speak; she could not for the +moment; and Rowland continued,—</p> + +<p>'Those words, which called forth your severe and deserved reproof, +should never have been said; but your kindness, the hour, the scene, my +own excited feelings, my—in short, they were called forth +involuntarily, but were wholly inexcusable. I forgot my birth and +position, and was punished accordingly. Pride has kept me silent ever +since. Pride has prevented my saying that I am sorry now that I so +forgot myself then, and pride has made me cold and reserved to you, when +I saw clearly that you wished to be my friend, and have since proved +yourself such. Will you forgive me?'</p> + +<p>Freda did not, as when they once before stood beneath that huge oak, +draw herself up to her full height, and make an indignant answer. She +trembled, and glanced very timidly into the face that looked down upon +hers. There, in the cold moonlight, with the icicles hanging from the +old tree, and the frost-spirit hovering near, she read that face more +truly than she had done in the genial summer moonshine, and wished those +words had never been spoken. She said, gently but decidedly,—</p> + +<p>'Mr Rowland, it is I, not you who ought to crave forgiveness. You did me +an honour of which I was not deserving, and, therefore, I could not +appreciate it. I have repented of those proud words almost ever since. I +am heartily ashamed of them, and beg you to try to forget that they were +ever uttered.'</p> + +<p>Once more there was a momentary silence, then Rowland said firmly,—</p> + +<p>'Miss Gwynne, you must understand that I only regret the boldness of my +conduct, and that I did not conceal my feelings from you as from the +rest of the world. I do not regret the feelings; do not apologise for +them. They were my own, engendered by nature and circumstances, given me +by God, as part of my portion of trial in this world; they grew with me +from childhood, ever since I used to play with you at the vicarage—they +were fostered by your father's kindness and my own self-esteem, as well +as by your presence, which I ought to have fled; they are with me still, +have never left me, will be my weakness and my strength so long as this +earthly warfare lasts.'</p> + +<p>'And is it really so?' said Freda, a large tear glittering in the eyes +into which the moon, the frost-spirit, and Rowland were equally looking.</p> + +<p>Two hands were tightly clasped that had hitherto scarcely dared to touch +each other; two hearts were for ever united, that hitherto had been as +far estranged as Vesuvius and the icebergs.</p> + +<p>I know that many cynical and sentimental readers will ask if there is no +danger of the pair of lovers taking cold on an evening in January, +whilst thus mutually discovering the 'eternal passion' in the presence +of the 'Erl-king.'</p> + +<p>Rowland and Freda seem to ask the same question, for, loosening that +close grasp of hands, and without one word of love, they walk hastily +towards the house. Rowland talks rapidly the whole way, interrupted by +an occasional sentence from Freda. Readers, there is no proposal, no +acceptance. The conversation is as follows:—</p> + +<p><i>Rowland.</i>—I have just received letters from the Bishop of London and +Mr Jones offering me the living, and telling me that the parishioners +wish me for their rector. I am most thankful now, for it puts me in a +very different position—it allows me to hope, and with less +presumption.</p> + +<p><i>Freda.</i>—It makes no difference to me, you are yourself whether rector +or curate. But I rejoice for your sake, and to know that they appreciate +you.</p> + +<p><i>Rowland.</i>—You will know and believe that it was Miss Gwynne, Freda, +the woman, not the heiress, that I have loved so long and so well.</p> + +<p><i>Freda.</i>—I am no longer an heiress; you are far the best off.</p> + +<p><i>Rowland.</i>—I am most thankful. Had this wide park still been yours, I +could never have said what I have dared to say to-day; but let me repeat +once more your words that I may remember who I am—a farmer's son, your +father's tenant.</p> + +<p><i>Freda.</i>—A clergyman, a gentleman, and a Christian.</p> + +<p><i>Rowland.</i>—My brother-in-law a—a—felon.</p> + +<p><i>Freda.</i>—Yourself not changed by your brother-in-law's crimes.</p> + +<p><i>Rowland.</i>—If then in the course of another year our present painful +position should be forgotten, or at least, at rest, when I am +established at the rectory as rector, when I can come forward on my own +responsibility, when, in short, I can say without compunction all I now +feel, may I hope?'</p> + +<p><i>Freda.</i>—Then as now, you may be certain.</p> + +<p>They were on the steps before the door of the house; again their hands +were firmly clasped.</p> + +<p><i>Rowland.</i>—Till then, farewell, and God bless you.</p> + +<p><i>Freda.</i>—Will you not come in?</p> + +<p><i>Rowland.</i>—No, I would rather not now.</p> + +<p><i>Freda.</i>—Then God bless you, and be with you during your coming trial.</p> + +<p>And thus they parted, happy, and having perfect faith in one another.</p> + +<hr class='smallbreak' /> + +<h2><a name="CHAPTER_LI" id="CHAPTER_LI" ></a>CHAPTER LI.</h2> + +<h3>THE CONVICT.</h3> + +<p>Forgeries of all sorts are so much the taste of genteel rogues of the +present age, that the reader will readily dispense with a detailed +account of the trial and conviction of Howel Jenkins. Any one of the +various cases that fill those columns of the <i>Times</i>, devoted to such +criminalities, will give a very good general idea of his. All that his +mother's remnant of his father's hoarded wealth could do, was done, to +prove him guiltless, but in vain. Counsel pleaded, some of his turf +friends, themselves of doubtful reputation, spoke to his character, and +he sat through his trial as imperturbably as if he had been at a +dinner-party. The prosecutors, Sir Samuel Spendall and Sir Horatio +Simpson, met with deserved reproofs for allowing themselves to be +swindled, almost before their faces, out of money and property to an +enormous amount.</p> + +<p>Long before his father's death, Howel had begun a system of betting-book +cheating, and forgery on a small scale, which had ceased for a short +time when he came into his enormous wealth, but recommenced as that +wealth dwindled. Numerous instances came out from various sources whilst +he was in America,—all his former associates being ready to leave his +setting sun, for the rising one of his accusers.</p> + +<p>Sir S. Spendall and Sir H. Simpson were sole prosecutors, and between +forgeries on banks, and in betting-books, and the unjust acquisition of +Spendall Lodge, Howel was found guilty of forgeries to the amount of +some fifty or sixty thousand pounds, and sentenced to transportation for +fourteen years. So much general villainy transpired amongst the set in +which these crimes were committed, and the prosecutors themselves were +so weak and dissipated, that the sentence was supposed to be less severe +than it might have been under other circumstances.</p> + +<p>The nefarious conduct of Mr Deep as Howel's attorney, and the enormous +interest he was found to have received, caused him to be struck off the +rolls, and very little evidence was wanting to prove him an accomplice +in Howel's villainy. However, it was not forthcoming, and so Howel +suffered alone.</p> + +<p>It was generally rumoured that Howel had forged his mother's name, at +various times, to a very large amount; but, as she vigorously denied the +fact, and acknowledged every signature as her own, the case was, of +course, not brought forward.</p> + +<p>In spite of her manifold exertions in his favour, in spite of all +Rowland's efforts, Howel positively refused to see either of them before +the trial took place. He declared to his mother, through his attorney, +that if he saw her, she would take away some of that nerve and courage +so necessary to establish his innocence; and to Rowland, he politely +hinted that he did not wish to see him at all.</p> + +<p>As the trial was almost immediate upon the imprisonment, they did not +press the point. Rowland and Mr and Mrs Jones, pitying Mrs Jenkins in +her evident misery, would have had her remain amongst them, but she +insisted on taking a lodging near the gaol, that she might, at least, be +in her son's neighbourhood, and hear from his attorney and others of his +health daily.</p> + +<p>He was always reported to be well, and in good spirits, and indeed was +so, to all appearance. He ate, drank, and slept much as if he had never +committed crimes that at one period would have brought him to the +gallows; and to the last moment of his leaving the prison for his trial, +jauntily talked of what he should do when he was out of 'that confounded +hole.'</p> + +<p>It was with great difficulty that Rowland persuaded Mrs Jenkins to +remain in her lodging during the time of the trial, which he attended +himself, more on her account than his own; for he was so fully convinced +of Howel's guilt, that he knew he should only witness his degradation.</p> + +<p>In the court he fell in with Captain Dancy, who told him that he had +wished to say a good word for Howel on his wife's account, for whom he +entertained a great respect; but that Howel had positively refused any +aid whatever from him. He thought this strange, as he owed him a large +sum of money, and he had not brought forward his claim. Rowland thought +it strange too, not knowing then, that Howel had one soft part in his +hard nature, and that was love for Netta.</p> + +<p>Howel bore the summing up of the judge and his severe reprimand with +indifference. He seemed slightly moved when the sentence was pronounced; +but recovering perfect calmness, he said aloud, so that the whole court +could hear,—'If I am guilty, my prosecutors are guilty, and all the +speculators in the world are guilty.'</p> + +<p>When Rowland went to Mrs Jenkins' lodging after all was over, he found +Mrs Jones with her, her husband having been with him during the trial. +Mrs Jones had been endeavouring to prepare the poor mother for the +probable sentence, but nothing could persuade her that 'her Howels, so +clever, so genteel, who dined with the Queen and Prince Albert, and was +handsomer than the Prince, for she had seen him,' could be transported +for forgery.</p> + +<p>When Rowland told her the truth, as gently as he could, the effect it +had upon her was quite different from what he had expected. She burst +into a passion, not of grief, but of rage. She had been drinking brandy +before Mrs Jones went to her, and had been greatly excited the whole +morning, as she had also been on the previous day, the trial having +lasted two days. At the climax, the true nature of the woman showed +itself, and the friends who surrounded her thought she was insane.</p> + +<p>Judge, jury, witnesses, prosecutors, and finally every member of the +Prothero family came in for a share of abuse of the coarsest kind. +Rowland felt thankful that the greatest part of it was uttered in Welsh, +and that, therefore, Mrs Jones could not understand it, although the +strong guttural, made stronger by uncontrolled passion, was enough, in +itself, to frighten any one. Happily, she was surrounded by Christians +who pitied her, and did not leave her in her sin and sorrow to the +strange people who came, uncalled, to see what was the matter, and who +would fain have remained; but Rowland told them, decidedly, to go away.</p> + +<p>Mr and Mrs Jones, also, withdrew at Rowland's request when the outburst +had somewhat subsided, and left him to reason with the wretched, +maddened woman alone.</p> + +<p>He let the fury wear itself out, and then stood by to hear his +unfortunate sister and his father abused as the primary causes of +Howel's downfall.</p> + +<p>'If he didn't be marrying beneath him, he 'ould be holding up his head, +and looking for a lady, who do be keeping him in his place. And Netta +Prothero so 'stravagant! ach a fi! and Prothero, Glanyfavon, who was +turning against him, and kicking me out of his house. Shame for you all, +Rowland Prothero! your own cousin and brother-in-law! and no one to be +saying a word to help him. Oh, anwyl! my boy! my Howels! What 'ould his +poor father be saying if he was knowing all! and how his money was going +and all mine too! I shall be going to the Eunion, and then you'll be +feeling satisfied, Rowland Prothero! and your mother, and that Gladys, +and all so grand! 'll be looking down upon me. And my Howels over the +sea! 'sported for fourteen years, and I 'ont be living to see him come +back again. Anwyl! anywyl!'</p> + +<p>Here tears came, and Mrs Jenkins sank upon a chair, and covered her face +with her hands.</p> + +<p>Rowland let them flow for a time, and then putting his hand kindly on +her shoulder said,—</p> + +<p>'Aunt 'Lizbeth! you must try to keep up for Howel's sake. He will like +you to visit him now, perhaps,'</p> + +<p>The kind tones touched a gentler chord in the poor woman's heart, and +she looked up at Rowland, like one awaking from a dream.</p> + +<p>'Seure! Mr Rowland Prothero! I'm thinking you're too fine for us now. A +clergy and a rector! oh seure! you'll not be going to see my poor +Howels!'</p> + +<p>'Yes, I will, if you will try to be calm. I will see him first, and +prepare him for your coming; I will not even ask his permission but go +to him. I can gain admittance at once, I know, both as a clergyman and +relation.'</p> + +<p>'Now! go you directly! tell you my Howels—'</p> + +<p>'I don't think I can go to-night. It is too late—but to-morrow I will +go, on condition that you compose yourself, and return with me to my +lodgings.'</p> + +<p>'I 'ont be going to your lodgings, I 'ouldn't be leaving my Howels for +the world.'</p> + +<p>'You cannot see him to-night, you must not stay with the people of this +house after what you said to-day, or they will take advantage of your +being alone, to make you say more. I cannot remain here to-night, and I +am the only friend you have in town to whom you could go.'</p> + +<p>'Treue, for you, Rowland Prothero. There's my Lady Simpson was asking me +to stay with her, when my Howels and I was having money enough to buy +her presents, and her son and doater did go to Abertewey when they did +like—and now, not wan of all the fine folks do come and say, "How was +you, Mrs Jenkins?"'</p> + +<p>Rowland ventured to repeat a few verses from Scripture, and to beg her +to turn her mind to better thoughts. Then he induced her to put on her +bonnet and cloak and go home with him, promising to bring her back the +following day, and retaining the lodging for another week.</p> + +<p>They passed a miserable evening. It was in vain that Rowland strove to +comfort or advise his guest. She did nothing but abuse justice, and +lament her son's past grandeur.</p> + +<p>The following day, Rowland fulfilled his promise. He left her at her +lodging and went to the gaol.</p> + +<p>He had previously obtained full permission of the authorities, through +the chaplain, who was well-known to him, to visit Howel when he liked, +and to give him the letters left for him by his deceased wife. The +chaplain had told him that the prisoner was quite indifferent to all +that he said to him on religious subjects, and listened to them, if, +indeed, he listened at all, with a scoffing, incredulous, hardness of +manner, that was more painful than mere carelessness.</p> + +<p>When Rowland entered the cell, Howel was sitting with his back to the +door, and did not turn or take any notice of the incomers. He had a +piece of paper before him, and a pencil in his hand, over which he +seemed rather to be dreaming than writing. The gaoler closed the door, +having orders to remain without, and left the cousins alone.</p> + +<p>Rowland stood some time irresolute in the gloomy cell, but finding that +Howel did not move, he went round in front of him, and said,—</p> + +<p>'Howel!'</p> + +<p>The word was quite sufficient. He started up, and whilst the blood +rushed to his face, said coolly,—</p> + +<p>'To what am I indebted for the honour of a visit from Mr Prothero? I +think I sent you a message to the effect that I am not now in a position +to receive company. My chambers are anything but suited to convivial +society, and I prefer solitude just at present. I have already had the +benefit of clergy, and do not need any of your sermons, excellent as I +am told they are. Indeed, divinity was always out of my line.'</p> + +<p>'I come to fulfil the dying request of your wife and my sister, which +that letter will explain,' said Rowland, calmly and gravely, placing an +open letter on the table.</p> + +<p>Howel's countenance changed at once—the flush of passion passed away, +and left a painful pallor, whilst the sarcastic mouth became compressed +into a marble rigidity. He sat down again, and pushing aside the paper +that had previously been before him, drew the letter towards him. He put +his elbows on the table, and shrouded his face so that Rowland could +not see him, and bending over the letter, gazed on the writing without +attempting to read, as one might gaze on a spirit without daring to +speak to it. The letter was, indeed, a voice from the dead, and dated +the very day before that on which Netta died. Its contents were as +follows:—</p> + +<blockquote><p>'MY DEAR BROTHER,—I intend leaving Glanyravon, and all my dear + relations, to go in search of Howel, who, you know, is my husband; + and therefore to be loved and obeyed before any one else. If I die + before I find him, as perhaps I may—my heart being so bad—I wish + you to see him when he comes back, and to give him the accompanying + sealed packet yourself. Nobody knows how I have loved him all my + life, and perhaps if I had been better tempered and less jealous, + he might have stayed at home, and not been obliged to go away for + debt. But when I have found him, I will be very loving and patient, + and then we shall be happy together again. If I don't find him, + however—if I die first—will you, dear brother, talk to him as you + have talked and written to me, and then I may meet him again in a + happier world, where I am praying and striving to go, through the + atonement of Him who died for sinners—even for me and Howel, who + are both great sinners—yet not too great to be saved. Thank you, + my dear, dear brother, for showing me the way to heaven, and for + all your goodness to me and Minette—(my poor Minette, I must leave + her, but you will all take care of her better than I have done). + Thank you, I am very sorry that I was such a wilful, perverse + sister, when you tried to do me good.</p> + +<p> 'God bless you for ever and ever—you and all—Your loving but + afflicted sister, NETTA JENKINS.'</p></blockquote> + +<p>Rowland sat down at one end of the cell, on the iron bedstead and that +he might not seem to be watching Howel, took a small Testament from his +pocket and began to read. This, too, he had brought for Howel. It was +the one Netta had used, as long as she lived, and in it she had written, +'To be given to my dear husband, if I die.—Netta.' She had marked many +passages, and appended her initials to each of the marks.</p> + +<p>Rowland could not read long. It was impossible not to see the trembling +of that iron man who sat before him; the heaving breast and the +convulsed hands. And yet Howel did not read the letter. He saw the +familiar handwriting once more of the only thing he had ever +loved—loved and murdered—and he sat transfixed before it.</p> + +<p>At last Rowland rose, and going to him, put his hand on his shoulder. +He started as if Netta's spirit had appeared, and looked up wildly. +Seeing Rowland, he struggled for self-possession and again shrouding his +face, began to read.</p> + +<p>Rowland kept his hand on his shoulder, gently pressing it, as if to +assure him of sympathy. He felt him trembling beneath his touch.</p> + +<p>As he stood thus his eye fell on the paper that Howel had had before him +when he entered the cell. He could not help seeing the words, 'From my +cell in Newgate—my judge and jury.' Underneath this heading appeared to +be the commencement of a poem, and beneath that were caricatures of a +man in a large wig, and of others, with every variety of nose and chin.</p> + +<p>This had been Howel's occupation within four-and-twenty hours of his +conviction!</p> + +<p>Three times Howel turned the sheet of paper that he was reading, as if +he had not understood the words that were written on it, and then he +uttered a groan, so deep and loud, that Rowland could restrain himself +no longer, but said,—</p> + +<p>'Howel, for her sake, listen to me, her brother. Look on me as your +friend, your brother.'</p> + +<p>Howel looked up, and for one moment there was remorse and agony in his +face; the next, no stone was harder and colder.</p> + +<p>'Brother!' he said, with a voice of icy sarcasm, 'you have shown +yourself my brother of late! I saw you in the court, cold and +calculating; not a word for this, your <i>brother</i>! Bah!'</p> + +<p>'What would you have had me say?' asked Rowland, recovering his +composure, and glancing from Howel to Netta's letter.</p> + +<p>'I understand you; you mean that I murdered her. I did, virtually. Then +why be hypocrite enough to call me brother?'</p> + +<p>'She forgave you, and called you husband.'</p> + +<p>'Because she—she loved me.'</p> + +<p>There was another involuntary groan, and a brief silence.</p> + +<p>'Where are her papers? Give them me, and go,' said Howel imperatively.</p> + +<p>Rowland put a neatly-sealed packet on the table, on which was written, +'For my husband, Howel Jenkins;—to the care of my brother, Rowland +Prothero. Janetta Jenkins.'</p> + +<p>'This, too, she left for you,' said Rowland, putting the small +Testament, originally her mother's, on the table. Again the stony lips +trembled, the eyes softened. 'Howel, Howel, for her sake!' once more +ventured Rowland.</p> + +<p>There they lay—the letter, the packet, the Testament. All that was left +to him of the once bright, loving, and lovely creature, who had been +devoted to him all her life.</p> + +<p>He turned the leaves of the Testament mechanically; touched the +packet—shuddered; then leaning his head upon his folded arms on the +table, burst into an uncontrollable agony of grief.</p> + +<p>'She is—she was—where?' he said, after a short interval, rising from +his seat, and beginning to pace the cell.</p> + +<p>'Her soul is in heaven, I hope and believe; her body rests in Llanfach +churchyard, under the large hawthorn bush near the vicarage gate.'</p> + +<p>Often and often had Howel gathered Netta bunches of May from that very +tree that now sheltered her remains.</p> + +<p>'Tell me—- tell me all,' he said, 'from the time I left her, till—how +you found her—everything.'</p> + +<p>'You must sit down, Howel, and hear me patiently if you can.'</p> + +<p>Howel sat down on the bedstead, and again covering his face with both +hands, listened; whilst Rowland took the seat he had left, and fulfilled +his bidding.</p> + +<p>He told him everything that had happened to Netta, from the period of +her being left in the lodgings in his parish, until her death at the +farm. He felt that the one hope of softening Howel, or doing him any +good, was through his love for his wife; he therefore narrated simply +what she had suffered and said; he told how that she had been hourly +expecting him back, until his one short note; how she had listened for +his footsteps, and refused to leave the place where he had left her, +until he came. All that her friends had done for her, was introduced +incidentally; Howel understood that she had been taken to her relations +again, as the prodigal son to his father, but he was not told so.</p> + +<p>Rowland did not spare him, however, as regarded Netta. He knew him to be +utterly callous as to the follies and crimes of his life; he must, +therefore, be made conscious of their weight, through their effects upon +others; he knew that they had been the cause of Netta's death, and this +would show him the enormity of sin if nothing else would.</p> + +<p>As he detailed the wanderings of poor Netta's mind, and then her anxious +inquiries of him of the way of salvation for Howel, as well as herself, +he was visibly affected. Not even his determination that Rowland should +not see his emotion could conceal it; but he did not speak a word. He +listened to the end, and then, without uncovering his face, he said in a +voice tremulous from emotion,—</p> + +<p>'Thank you; now go; and come back to-morrow; I would be alone with her.'</p> + +<p>'And to-morrow I must bring your mother,' said Rowland</p> + +<p>'No, no, let me see you alone,' was the hasty reply.</p> + +<p>'God bless you, Howel, and grant you His help,' said Rowland, passing +before the stooping figure.</p> + +<p>There was no reply, so, with a heavy sigh and an inward prayer, Rowland +left the cell.</p> + +<hr class='smallbreak' /> + +<h2><a name="CHAPTER_LII" id="CHAPTER_LII" ></a>CHAPTER LII.</h2> + +<h3>THE PENITENT HUSBAND.</h3> + +<p>The following morning, Rowland again took Mrs Jenkins to her lodging and +left her there. It was with very great difficulty that he persuaded Mrs +Jenkins to remain behind, and only under a promise to prevail upon Howel +to see her immediately after his interview with him.</p> + +<p>As he expected, he found Howel almost as cold and impassive as on the +previous day. But he fancied that this was an assumed manner, and that +he could trace workings of more natural feelings underneath. He was at +least civil to him, and instead of receiving him as before, said,—</p> + +<p>'I thought you would never come; but I suppose prosperous people are +never in a great hurry to visit the unfortunate. Ha! ha! Certainly my +reception-rooms are not very inviting.'</p> + +<p>'I came as soon as I could gain admittance. I wish you would believe, +Howel, that I am very anxious to be of any use to you that I can. You +know that you refused to see me before.'</p> + +<p>'And it is no great compliment now; this confounded place will kill me. +I have been haunted by spectres all the night, five thousand times worse +than a voyage to Australia. That will be amusing, ha! ha! But to have my +father in one corner, and—and Netta in the other,—and that cursed +money rolling about everywhere, just as it did—well, never mind that! +but hanging outright would have been better. Don't preach; it is no +good; I am far beyond that, and I know you have your sermon ready; but +your presence is some relief after such a night. I tell you what it is, +Rowland, if you are a better and a happier man than I, it is because you +had honest parents; it is no merit of yours, and no fault of mine.'</p> + +<p>'Howel, I claim no merit; but we are all responsible for our own +actions, God forgive those who set a bad example: they will have to +answer for it.'</p> + +<p>'Pshaw! Do you think I meant that? I mean that if my father hadn't +heaped up all that gold—bah! the word makes me sick,—and denied me a +sixpence whilst he lived; and if I hadn't seen my mother rob him +whenever she could, and learnt from her to do the same, I shouldn't be +here now! No, I should be a plodding shopkeeper, or at least a country +lawyer, or doctor, and should have been living in a house with three +steps to it, and a portico, by this time, with—don't suppose I regret +such a house—but Netta! oh, God! Netta!'</p> + +<p>Howel beat his forehead with his hand, and pointed to the corner of his +cell.</p> + +<p>'There she is! there she has been all the night. Pale as when I laid her +on her bed that miserable day!'</p> + +<p>'Howel! you loved Netta, I see, and believe it now,' said Rowland.</p> + +<p>'You do! And why not before? Ah! I see. Because I have never done +anything to prove it. But I did not know how I loved her until I knew +how she loved me.'</p> + +<p>'Would you prove it now, if you could?'</p> + +<p>'Would I? Why do you mock me by such a question?'</p> + +<p>'Because she, being dead, yet speaks. Her last wishes, thoughts, words, +writing, were for you.'</p> + +<p>'Do I not know it? Have I not read? All night have her words not haunted +me?'</p> + +<p>'And her prayers, Howel? Shall they be forgotten? And that Book in which +she wrote last, will you not read it?'</p> + +<p>'I don't know. I tried last night, and I could not. I have never read +the book since I wrote Greek at school.'</p> + +<p>'Netta begged you to read it.'</p> + +<p>'What is that to you, Rowland Prothero? Who put you over me as judge and +counsellor?'</p> + +<p>'Netta. As spiritual counsellor, at least; and in her name, since you +will not let me appeal to you in a Higher name, I command you to listen +to me.'</p> + +<p>Rowland saw that he had gained an advantage by appealing to Netta, and +that Howel checked the irony that was on his tongue, out of reverence +for her name. At once he spoke as an ambassador in that Higher name he +had feared to use before.</p> + +<p>Rowland had had ten years' experience of men as bad and worse than +Howel, and had learnt how to speak to them, and to seize the mood of the +listener. He knew Howel well; and he, therefore, used the strong and +powerful language of the Bible, as the priests, prophets, and apostles +used it—as the word of God to man. Not diluted by their own +reflections, but in its bare and grand simplicity. He had not made the +Bible his study in vain. He knew how to bring it to the heart of men +with a power that none 'could gainsay or resist,' Even Howel, sceptic, +scoffer as he was, listened in spite of himself.</p> + +<p>Rowland was a humbler man than he had been, when he used, years before, +to argue with Howel, and endeavour to convert him to the truth. He was +equally right in his views then, but he gave them forth more +dogmatically, and allowed self to peep in; now self was wholly swallowed +up in the Word itself; and so Howel gave heed as to God, and not to man.</p> + +<p>He laid bare Howel's heart to himself, for the first time that it had +ever been so exposed, and then showed him the denunciations of the law +against sin. He did not spare him. He knew that the only way to save +such a man was by bringing him to know himself first, and then to '' +preach repentance and remission of sin.'</p> + +<p>In his energy and longing to rescue him from destruction, he stood +before him as one sent to tear up his unbelief by the roots not to dally +with it.</p> + +<p>'Flee from the wrath to come,' might have been the text of his +discourse, as it was that of the Baptist.</p> + +<p>When he paused, as if for breath, Howel exclaimed,—</p> + +<p>'Enough! enough! Stop! I can hear no more; you have opened to me the +gates of hell wide enough.'</p> + +<p>'And now I would open those of heaven. Let us pray.'</p> + +<p>Rowland's eyes flashed such a fire as Howel had never seen in them +before; his voice and words had a command that he had never heard. +Perforce he obeyed. And there, in that narrow cell, actuated by fear, +rather than remorse, astonishment rather than contrition, bowed by a +will yet stronger than his own, Howel fell on his knees beside his +cousin, and listened to a prayer for pardon and help, that might have +melted the heart of a Nero.</p> + +<p>At first he heard as in a dream, then his ears were opened, then his +heart. And at last Rowland's spirit breathed within him the blessed +words, 'Behold he prayeth.'</p> + +<p>It is not for us to look into the heart of the criminal, and decide how +God works in it. Even Rowland could not tell the ultimate effect of his +preaching and prayers. All he knew that from that day Howel welcomed him +to his cell as the one hope of his life. He was awakened to a sense of +his condition, and Rowland thanked God, and took courage.</p> + +<p>As the meetings and partings of parent and child—however wicked they +both may be—in the cell of a felon, simply harrow the feelings of the +reader, I will pass over those of Howel and his mother. Some +recrimination, and much grief on the one side—some remorse, and much +misery on the other. Rowland did what he could for both until the last +parting was over. And then he left the mother to the care of Mrs Jones +to accompany the son on board the ship that was to convey him to his +convict home.</p> + +<p>We are not to suppose that the 'Ethiopian's skin' was changed because it +was pierced. Howel continued outwardly proud, scornful, and hard to the +last; but Rowland witnessed the struggle that went on within to maintain +that bearing, and knew that some good might arise even out of the +spendthrift and the forger.</p> + +<p>'You will take care of Minette amongst you, for her mother's sake,' he +said to Rowland.</p> + +<p>'And for yours, and her own,' was the reply.</p> + +<p>'Tell her not to hate her father. You who never told her mother of my—I +suppose I must use the word—crime, will be as gentle as you can in +letting the child know who and what her father is. I thank you all, more +for keeping <i>her</i> in ignorance till death, than for all the rest.'</p> + +<p>'And for <i>her</i> sake, Howel, you will read that book, and pray to be kept +from temptation.'</p> + +<p>'What temptation shall I have? I shall be more inclined to pray to be +thrown into temptation.'</p> + +<p>'Oh, Howel!'</p> + +<p>'Well! This convict ship and the ocean, and chains and hard labour at +the end, don't seem very inviting. I know it has been my own fault and +my father's, but that doesn't make it better; however, I will try. And +if ever I get back to Old England again a reformed character, will you +lend me a helping hand, or turn your back upon me?'</p> + +<p>'Give you the hand of friendship and brotherhood.'</p> + +<p>'Thank you; and don't let them quite desert my mother. Bad as she is, I +am worse, and I have ruined her; a worse thing that than getting a +little money out of those turf-dupes and idiots, though hers was +ill-gotten wealth.'</p> + +<p>'We will take care of your mother amongst us as well as we can. My +mother never forsakes an old friend.'</p> + +<p>'Give my love to her; she was kind to me and to my child. All the rest +have deserted me, and wished me hanged. But I have to thank you, who +always despised me, for being here now, and for your anxiety about me. +Rowland, you are a better fellow than I thought you, and you have helped +to rid me of some of those spectres that haunted me night and day. You +must go! I know it. Alone! alone! with this crew! Is this Heaven's law +or man's? and I was not made for this. I shall destroy myself—I must—I +will. Good-bye! oh Rowland! cousin! brother! remember me, for God's sake +and for hers!'</p> + +<p>The hands of the minister of the Gospel and the felon were clasped for +a few seconds, as if they could never unlink, and then, with a heavy +groan, Howel sank down upon some timber that was near him, and covered +his face with his hands. Thick tears filled Rowland's eyes as he stooped +over his wretched cousin, and again whispered, 'God bless you, cousin +Howel, God bless you.'</p> + +<p>And so they parted.</p> + +<hr class='smallbreak' /> + +<h2><a name="CHAPTER_LIII" id="CHAPTER_LIII" ></a>CHAPTER LIII.</h2> + +<h3>GLADYS REAPING HER FRUITS.</h3> + +<p>Our story began at Glanyravon, in the cheery month of June, and at +Glanyravon, in the same cheery month, we will end it.</p> + +<p>I must beg my readers to pass over in their imaginations one +twelvemonth, of which I do not mean to say anything, and to accompany me +to the gate at Glanyravon Farm, where they first made acquaintance with +Mrs Prothero and Gladys. A hasty glance will suffice to show that all is +much the same at this said gate as it was ten years ago, save and except +that the extraneous accompaniments are changed. Instead of a group of +Irish beggars and a dying girl, it is surrounded by a party of +well-dressed peasants in high, smooth hats and striped flannel gowns. +Moreover, it is surrounded by an arch of evergreens and flowers, of most +tasteful form and beautiful colour.</p> + +<p>We will not linger here at present, but pursue our way along the road. +We meet more peasants, in holiday costume, talking and laughing +together, with Miss Gwynne's school children in their scarlet cloak and +best frocks. They all seem to be lingering about, with nothing to do, +and enjoying their idleness and June holiday as thoroughly as the +greatest philanthropist in the world could desire. As we approach the +entrance of the Park, we see another magnificent arch spanning the road. +We turn to the large iron gates, and they, too, are circled with laurels +and roses.</p> + +<p>We walk through the gates, and to the right, far in amongst the trees, +are long lines of tables covered with white, and bearing the remains of +a huge feast, at which, we take it for granted, the people we have met +have been regaled. Scattered here and there amongst the oaks, elms, and +ashes are more peasants and school children amusing themselves +variously.</p> + +<p>We pursue our way up the drive until we come to the memorable oak, +under which words were spoken greatly influencing the fates of two of +the individuals in whom I have been endeavouring to interest my readers. +From this venerable tree to another, almost as venerable, hangs another +wreath, flanked with banners. We reach the house, and another garland +entirely surrounds the door. White roses and lillies of the valley make +the air heavy with their breath, drawn out by the attractive rays of the +beaming afternoon sun.</p> + +<p>We enter the hall, and peep into the different rooms. In the dining-room +is the remains of an ample repast. At the head of the table is an +enormous cake, covered with silver doves and ornaments of all kinds; +servants are drinking the remains of champagne out of glasses and +bottles with healths innumerable. In the library and hall, children in +white frocks, with silver bows fastened to them, pattering to and fro in +unchecked excitement. In the drawing-room we pause, and listen to the +conversation that is passing between Mr Gwynne, Lady Mary, Colonel and +Mrs Gwynne Vaughan, and Sir Hugh Pryse.</p> + +<p>'I am so thankful it is over, and that it has all gone off so well,' +says Lady Mary.</p> + +<p>'Really, Lady Mary,' says Mr Gwynne, 'great thanks are due to you for +the admirable manner in which you managed everything. I think it was +wonderful that we amalgamated, and all that sort of thing, don't you, +Gwynne?'</p> + +<p>Colonel Vaughan replies, yawning,—</p> + +<p>'I don't know what on earth we shall do without Freda! And she to throw +herself away upon that stupid London parish, where all her charming +manner and talent will be lavished upon ragged schools and missionary +meetings. I wish she had never come back.'</p> + +<p>'Oh, Gwynne, I'm thure Mr Prothero ith very nithe, and tho gentlemanlike +and good and handthome. And, you know, clergymen are ath good ath any +one in London.'</p> + +<p>'Prothero is better than most, I think,' says Sir Hugh, 'because there +is no humbug about him. And I'm sure, since Freda wouldn't have me, I'm +glad she had him, though I never guessed she liked him; I used to think +she liked you best, Vaughan.'</p> + +<p>The colonel sighs.</p> + +<p>'Oh! I never flattered myself so far, I wish—'</p> + +<p>'Certainly, I could not have believed the Protheros were such superior +people,' says Lady Mary. 'As to Mr Owen and his wife, they might be +introduced into any society.'</p> + +<p>'Thweetly pretty, Gladyth ith, I never thought tho much of her before,' +lisps Mrs Vaughan. 'Tho interethting the looked in that dreth, the one +the wath married in, my maid thaith.'</p> + +<p>'I was obliged to call at the farm myself, to induce old Prothero and +his wife to come,' says Mr Gwynne, 'Freda wished it so much; I cannot +say I did: you see it was rather awkward. But he did not change his old +manner towards me—or—in fact—you know, Sir Hugh he might have been—'</p> + +<p>'Bumptious,' breaks in Sir Hugh; 'exactly, not a bit of it. They're +better behaved. Besides, there was Mrs Jonathan to support the honour of +the family, and her husband the learning.'</p> + +<p>'Yes,' says Lady Mary; '' it is a comfort that they are really +gentlefolks. And Mr and Mrs Jones too—in short, with the exception of +the parents, after all, there is no great objection. Many girls make +worse matches. Only they live so near.'</p> + +<p>Here little Harold comes bouncing into the room, followed by the other +children.</p> + +<p>'Mamma! papa! do you know I am going to marry Minette, I told her so; +her name is Victoria, after the Queen, she said. I shall go to see her +to-morrow; she is bigger than Minnie, and looked prettier in her veil. +Didn't Dot look funny in a veil? Dot nearly cried, but Aunt Freda gave +her some cake. Why did Mr Prothero come, papa? isn't he a farmer?'</p> + +<p>'And isn't your papa a farmer? and am not I a farmer, Master Harold?' +exclaims Sir Hugh, catching the boy up in his arms.</p> + +<p>'I am so sorry Aunt Freda is going away,' says quiet little Minnie to +her mother.</p> + +<p>'And tho am I, my dear.'</p> + +<p>'And tho am I, mamma,' lisps Dot, exactly as lisps her mamma.</p> + +<p>'I hope she will be happy,' says Mr Gwynne, aside to the colonel; 'do +you think she will?'</p> + +<p>'Yes, I am sure she will; she is evidently sincerely attached to Rowland +Prothero, and he to her. He is a good man and a gentleman, one cannot +deny that. Pshaw! why am I so sorry she is gone? we shall miss her +dreadfully after this twelvemonth.'</p> + +<p>'Thank you, Gwynne; she has been very good and kind to us all; so much +improved, and she told me she owed it all to Rowland. Well, I liked him +from the first. You saw the Bible his school children gave him, and the +presents from his parishioners and the letter from the bishop, so +complimentary, you know, so flattering, and all that sort of thing. God +bless them,'</p> + +<p>Mr Gwynne very nearly begins to cry, and Colonel Vaughan feels inclined +to join; but by way of consoling himself, says,—</p> + +<p>'I shall go and see the Protheros sometimes now. I never saw anything in +my life so lovely as that younger Mrs Prothero.'</p> + +<p>'Take care, my dear,' cries Lady Mary to her daughter; 'the colonel is +going to visit the fair Gladys.'</p> + +<p>'Oh! I thant allow that, Gwynne, the ith much too pretty.'</p> + +<p>'Let us go out and look at the people before dinner,' says Colonel +Vaughan; 'I must say it was cruel of Freda to refuse to have a party. +This is fearfully dull; the vicar and his wife, or Mr and Mrs Jones +would have been better than nobody.'</p> + +<p>'Much obliged!' says Sir Hugh.</p> + +<p>As all the party go into the Park, we will follow them, and leaving them +there, retrace our steps to the farm.</p> + +<p>There is high tea going on in the parlour, and a pleasant, cheerful +party they are, assembled round the tea-table. Gladys in the +wedding-gown, with a colour on her cheeks and a light in her eyes that +were not there in former days, presides. Owen divides his attentions +between her and some object in the corner of the room; first jumping up +to peep into this curtained curiosity, and then returning to put cream +into the tea-cups, hand the cakes and bread and butter, or do any and +everything that his loving and lovely Gladys asks him, with whom he is +just as much in love as ever.</p> + +<p>Mr Jones and Mr Prothero sit on either side of Gladys, and seem to vie +with one another in showing a father's and uncle's affection to her. +Next to Mr Jones we have Mrs Prothero, looking more like what she looked +when first we saw her, than she has done for years. Then Mr Jonathan and +Mrs Jones; and between Mrs Jones and Owen we are glad to see poor Mrs +Jenkins, very kindly treated by her neighbours, and dressed in the +<i>moiré</i> and a handsome shawl; then Mrs Jonathan, in the richest of +silks, and the loveliest of caps; and, finally, Minette between her and +her grandfather; completing a 'round table' more cheerful and natural +than that of King Arthur.</p> + +<p>Through the open window and white netted curtains—Gladys' treasured +work—the roses and sunbeams look in together, and the distant mountains +are blue and hazy as the sky. Flowers are on the mantel-piece and +tables, bridal-favours are scattered here and there. Above all, there is +a large white and silver bow, surmounting that 'curiosity' in the +corner, towards which all eyes occasionally turn. Perhaps we may as well +peep within the little white curtains.</p> + +<p>There lies a wee baby, fast asleep, with its tiny hand outside the +coverlet, and its lace cap on the little pillow. 'Netta,' is the name of +that small fragment of humanity. Owen and Gladys' first-born.</p> + +<p>Having surveyed the company, we will listen to their conversation.</p> + +<p>'Well, father, don't you feel vain-glorious to-day?' says Owen, +stopping suddenly on his way to the cradle, and pulling his father's +grey whisker.</p> + +<p>'I feel very thankful that it is all over, and very unnatural.'</p> + +<p>'Not unnatural, David, bach,' says his wife.</p> + +<p>'Yes, unnatural. It was never intended for Miss Gwynne to be my +daughter-in-law, and I breakfasting at the Park. I felt like a hog in +armour, fidgeting inside and out.'</p> + +<p>'Perhaps it was never intended for me to be your daughter, either,' says +Gladys, looking archly at the farmer.</p> + +<p>'Treue for you, my dear. That was a piece of luck that came without my +seeking, and I like it all the better for that reason, I suppose.'</p> + +<p>'I am sure you may rejoice in the present Mrs Rowland Prothero,' says +Mrs Jonathan; 'and you certainly need not imagine, for one moment, that +she is degrading herself by marrying your son. In London he is in the +first society, and meets people constantly, on equal terms, who would +quite throw your Lady Marys into the shade. Does he not, Mr Jones?'</p> + +<p>'I cannot quite enter into these points, ma'am,' says Mr Jones; 'but he +and his bride are as well suited to one another as any young people I +ever saw, and will be a blessing to their parish and their friends.'</p> + +<p>'Besides, if you come to family, brother David,' says Mr Jonathan, 'ours +is of considerable antiquity, and I cannot think how it got Anglicised +into Prothero. You know I have been enabled to trace it back to +Rhyddrch, or Rhodri, a prince who fought with and frequently defeated +Ethelbald. You may not be aware, Mrs Jones, that our name, properly +Prydderch, means Ap Rhyddrch, and that we owe it to this illustrious +source.'</p> + +<p>'Now, aunt,' exclaims Owen, 'never mention the Payne Perrys again. Why, +you cannot light a candle to us. I am sure your Herefordshire Perry +can't date back to the conquest, and here are we long before it. What +date, uncle?'</p> + +<p>'720, Owen. And I wish you, as the eldest son, would begin to write your +name in the proper way. I contemn, absolutely, this altering our fine +old language into that jargon of Anglo-Saxon, Danish, Norman, and +French, now yclept English.</p> + +<p>'Very well, uncle, let us spell it R, H, Y, D, D, R, C, H,—eight +consonants without the aid of one single vowel. I declare the very name +is courage itself,—no auxiliary forces. Gladys, I beg you will always +sign yourself so when you write to Mrs Jones; and be sure you spell your +own name as it ought to be spelt,—G, W, L, A, D, Y, S. Even this shows +the weakness of the female sex; you do require one little vowel to help +along the consonants,'</p> + +<p>'Ha, ha, ha!' shouts Mr Prothero, 'he has you now, brother Jo.'</p> + +<p>'Not at all. Owen seems to have forgotten that w and y are vowels. But +he never had a taste for study, Rowland is quite different; and our dear +niece, Claudia, is much better suited to him than to Owen, for she +appreciates the wisdom of a past age.'</p> + +<p>'The little hypocrite,' cries Owen. 'She doesn't—'</p> + +<p>'I never could have supposed Lady Mary could be so affable,' interrupts +Gladys, fearing a dispute.</p> + +<p>'She can be anything she likes,' says Mrs Jones. 'She pressed me and Mr +Jones to stay there to-day, but I could not have done so without Freda. +She was especially kind all last week, and resolved to go through +everything properly. I told her that your uncle could only stay two +clear days, and that we had promised to spend them here. It is such a +relief to be here, Mr Gwynne and Mrs Gwynne Vaughan are very well; but +her ladyship's constant tact and effort to do exactly the right thing +are wearying.'</p> + +<p>'Do my Laddy Marry be very grand? Grander than Laddy Simpson, Mrs +Jones?' asked Mrs Jenkins, in an undertone, of her neighbour. She has an +infinite awe of Mrs Jonathan.</p> + +<p>'I don't think I ever saw Lady Simpson,' says Mrs Jones,</p> + +<p>'Not be seeing Laddy Simpson! Well, it is no loss for you. She was as +ugly an 'ooman as I ever was seeing. I am hating the Simpsons, and no +wonder. But Miss Gwynne is a lady,—Mrs Rowland Prothero, I am meaning. +She was coming to see me the other day, and says she, "I know you have +been unfortunate Mrs Jenkins, fach! and no fault of yours." And she was +giving me this new white shoal. And, seure, if it wasn't for Rowland +Prothero and she, I 'oudn't be in that tidy cottage by there, with Mrs +Owen and my grandoater coming to see me and reading to me; and Mrs +Prothero too, is seure, and bringing me something nice, and my Griffey +with hundreds of thousands, Mrs Jones, as you was knowing,'</p> + +<p>Mrs Jenkins gradually gets excited, as she finds Mrs Jones listens, and +by degrees she gains the ear of the rest of the party, who all, in spite +of Gladys' efforts to divert their attention, turn to her when they hear +the words 'Rowland and Miss Gwynne.'</p> + +<p>'I must be telling you now, Mrs Jones, ma'am,' continues Mrs Jenkins, +'that I am not forgetting all your kindness to me up in London, when +every one else was turning away. Ach a fi! and they 'joying themselves +at Abertewey.'</p> + +<p>Mrs Jones presses Mrs Griffey's arm, and whispers 'hush!'</p> + +<p>'To be seure! I was forgetting. But, indeet, Rowland Prothero did be +more than a son to me, and if Miss Gwynne was my own doater she couldn't +be kinder. She was buying up enough of my beauty furniture to fill the +little cottage. I did be finding it out 'esterday, and seure it was +their wedding present to a poor, childless widow, as 'ould be in the +Eunion, and I with hundreds and thousands!'</p> + +<p>'Hold your tongue, name o' goodness, 'Lizbeth Jenkins!' growls Mr +Prothero.</p> + +<p>'Hush, Davy, bach! we have all our troubles,' says Mrs Prothero, +brushing a tear from her eye.</p> + +<p>'Grandfather, I liked Harold so much!' says Minette, to the great relief +of the rest of the party.</p> + +<p>'Call him Master Gwynne, you forward little minx,' says Mr Prothero, +patting the child's back gently.</p> + +<p>'Oh! but he told me he should marry me, and that Colonel Vaughan said he +was my uncle.'</p> + +<p>'Children and 'oomen all alike,' says the farmer; 'thinking of marriage +as soon as they can speak. Gladys, why don't you teach the child +better?'</p> + +<p>'It was the champagne, father,' says Owen. 'My full impression is, that +a few glasses more and you would have kissed Lady Mary. I wish we had +brought a glass for you to drink the bride and bridegroom's health, Aunt +'Lizbeth.'</p> + +<p>'Oh, I have been drinking that pain!'</p> + +<p>A sudden little cry in the corner prevents any allusion to the occasion +on which Mrs Jenkins drank champagne.</p> + +<p>Gladys has her baby in her arms in a few seconds. The infant is attired +in her christening robe and cap, and seems to add a new beauty to the +sweet and gentle Gladys. All eyes are directed towards them, all hearts +warm towards them. Minette is instantly kissing her little cousin, even +Mrs Jonathan takes its tiny hand, as Gladys carries it round in her +mother's pride and joy.</p> + +<p>'Your grandchild and my grandniece, Mr Prothero,' says Mr Jones, 'may +she grow up as good as her mother.'</p> + +<p>'Amen!' replies Mr Prothero.</p> + +<p>And with this word we end our story. The wedding wreath—the +christening-robe—the shroud! Again the wreath and the robe! 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You may copy it, give it away or +re-use it under the terms of the Project Gutenberg License included +with this eBook or online at www.gutenberg.org + + + + + +Title: Gladys, the Reaper + +Author: Anne Beale + +Release Date: March 10, 2005 [eBook #15315] + +Language: English + +Character set encoding: ISO-646-US (US-ASCII) + + +***START OF THE PROJECT GUTENBERG EBOOK GLADYS, THE REAPER*** + + +E-text prepared by Juliet Sutherland, Martin Pettit, and the Project +Gutenberg Online Distributed Proofreading Team + + + +GLADYS, THE REAPER + +by + +ANNE BEALE + +Author of _Fay Arlington_, _Simplicity and Fascination_, +_The Miller's Daughter_, etc. etc. + + + + +... standing like Ruth amid the alien corn + + + + +Griffith Farran Browne & Co. Limited +35 Bow Street, Covent Garden +London + +1881 + + + + + + + +[Illustration: Frontispiece.] + + + + + +CHAPTER I. + +THE FARMER'S WIFE. + + +It is an evening in June, and the skies that have been weeping of late, +owing to some calamity best known to themselves, have suddenly dried +their eyes, and called up a smile to enliven their gloomy countenances. +The farmers, who have been shaking their heads at sight of the unmown +grass, and predicting a bad hay-harvest, are beginning to brighten up +with the weather, and to consult upon the propriety of mowing to-morrow. +The barometer is gently tapped by many a sturdy hand, and the result is +favourable; so that there are good prospects of a few weeks' sunshine to +atone for the late clouds. + +Sunshine: how gracious it is just now! Down yonder in the west, that +ancient of days, the sun throws around him his evening glory, and right +royally he does it. The rain-covered meadows glow beneath it, like so +many lakes--the river looks up rejoicing, and the distant mountains are +wrapped in garments dyed in the old king's own regal colours. The woods +look as smooth and glossy as the braided locks of maidens prepared for +conquests; and the roads and paths that wind here and there amongst the +trees, are as gay as little streamlets in the sun's reflected light. + +Suddenly a rainbow leaps, as it were, out of the river, and spans, with +its mighty arch, the country scene before us. + + 'A rainbow at night + Is the shepherd's delight;' + +so the proverbially-grumbling farmers will have another prognostic to +clear their countenances. + +Perchance the worthy man who inhabits the farm we have just reached, may +be congratulating himself upon it, as he jogs home from market this +Saturday evening. If he could look upon his homestead with our eyes, I +feel sure he would cease to despond. How cheerily the wide, slated roof +gleams forth from amongst the trees, and returns the warm glance of the +sun with one almost as warm, albeit proceeding from a very moist eyelid! +How gladly the white smoke arises once more, spirally, from the large +chimneys, after having been so long depressed by the heavy atmosphere! +and how the massive ivy that covers the gable end, responds to the songs +of the birds that warble their evening gladness amongst its gleaming +leaves! The face of the dwelling is as cheerful as are the sun, river, +mountains and meads, that it looks down upon from its slight elevation. +Every leaf of the vine and pyrus-japonica that covers its front, is +bedecked with a diamond; and the roses, laburnums, nasturtiums, and +other gay flowers in the garden, drop jewels more freely than the maiden +in the fairy tale, as they glisten beneath the rainbow. + +This is what we see from the hawthorn lane below the house; but walking +up into the highroad at the back, the scene changes, and just as our +sympathies with beautiful nature were called forth below, so are they +instantaneously assailed by our fellow-creatures above. + +We come to the substantial gate that is the entrance to the pretty farm, +and a curious and a motley group is there. We see such groups almost +daily, here in Carmarthenshire; but as all the counties of England and +Wales are not thoroughfares for the Irish from their country to England, +we will describe these poor people as graphically as we can. There is +evidently a consultation going on amongst them, and the general +attention is directed to one individual of their party. + +This is a young girl of some seventeen or eighteen years of age. She is +seated on the ground, and leans her back against the stone wall that +flanks the substantial gate afore mentioned. To judge from her general +appearance she can scarcely belong to the ragged set that surround her, +for there is an attempt at neatness and cleanliness in her attire, +though it is poor enough, that the rest cannot boast of. She wears a +cotton gown, shawl, straw bonnet, and shoes and stockings, which were +once respectable and seem to have been originally intended for her. +True, they are all worn and shabby-looking. The gown is faded, the +bonnet very brown, and the shoes have holes in them; but they indicate +a mind, or station, at least a degree above those of her companions. Her +head is so inclined upon her breast, that it is difficult to see more +than a pale face underneath the bonnet; but a pair of thin white hands +that rest listlessly upon her lap, still tend to induce the notion that +the girl cannot quite belong to the wild-looking company with which she +is mixed up. + +Right in front of her, and looking alternately from her to a man to whom +she is talking, stands a middle-aged woman of good-natured but terrified +aspect. A checked and ragged handkerchief confines her black, rough +hair--a torn red cloak covers a portion of her body, and a curious +collection of rags and tatters makes a vain effort to shelter the rest. +In the large hood of the red cloak a hardy-looking infant is tied up, +its little head and hand being alone visible, which are engaged in +munching and holding a crust of bread. At the feet of the woman are +sundry articles, amongst which a bundle of rags, an iron pot, and a tin +saucepan, are the most conspicuous. The man to whom she is talking is a +tall, gaunt specimen of Irish poverty and famine. He holds a rake and +pitchfork in his hand, and leans upon them for support. Gazing into his +face is a rough, surly-looking youth, who seems cordially to agree with +all that he says. + +Leaning against the wall that flanks the gate on the side opposite that +which supports the girl, are another man and woman, who cast from time +to time pitying glances at the pale face beneath the straw bonnet. These +are as raggedly picturesque in their attire as the rest--a short red +petticoat, a blanket substituted for a shawl, and a bundle on the back, +distinguish the female; a long great coat and short trousers the male. +They are deep in conversation upon the common theme. A young man of more +stalwart figure stands beside the girl, and failing to attract her +attention, kneels down on one knee and speaks low to her. A little boy +is seated at her feet, alternately stroking her hands, and stirring up a +small puddle of water with a short stick. Two other children are engaged +at a little distance in making a lean cur beg for a mouthful of bread, +which the generous urchins would evidently rather share with the dog +than eat alone. + +The one prevailing feature of the party is rags, and how they hold +together no tongue can tell. + +At last there is a general movement, as well as general clamour of +voices and much gesticulation. All, old and young, with the exception of +the girl, gather round the woman in the red cloak, and seem to be urging +her to do something that she does not like to do. They point to the +girl, and the appeal is not in vain. + +The woman moves slowly and somewhat sulkily towards one of the boys, +takes him by the hand, and returning to the gate, opens it, and walks +down the good broad road that leads to the farm, the boy trotting by her +side. We watch the bright red cloak till it disappears amongst the trees +that surround the house; and turn again to wonder what can be the matter +with the girl. She neither moves nor speaks, although her kindly +companions in turn endeavour to attract her attention. + +In the course of a few minutes the red cloak is again seen coming up the +road, closely followed by another figure. We soon hear sounds of earnest +pleading, in a broad Irish brogue, from our friend of the red cloak. As +they approach the gate sound distinctly the words,-- + +'It's all thrue, my leddy--as thrue as the blessed gospel. I'm afeered +she's dyin' if yer honour's glory won't lend us a hand.' + +'I don't know how to believe you, my good woman, for some of you come +every week and deceive me with all kinds of stories.' + +'An' she's Welsh, yer honour. She's come to find out her friends, my +leddy! God bless ye, ye've a kind eye and a gintle voice,' + +Red cloak spoke the truth. The woman who is now added to the group has +truly 'a kind eye and a gintle voice.' She is short and small of form, +of middle age and matronly appearance; neatly and even handsomely +dressed, as becomes the mistress of one of the largest and wealthiest +farms of a country where large farms are rare. She has a handsome, +placid face, and looks as if the world had moved on quietly and happily +ever since she had been on its surface. Her dark eyes, that must once +have been bright and piercing, are softened down to gentleness by the +quieting hand of time; and the black hair is slightly streaked with +white by the same unsparing fingers. But for this, age would seem to +have little to do with the comely dame who is now bending her +neatly-attired head before the shabby-looking girl against the wall, + +'What is the matter with you, my poor girl?' says the 'gintle voice,' + +These kind words have a power that the equally kind ones of the rough +friends around had not. The brown straw bonnet is raised from the +breast, and we perceive that the girl is neither dead nor sleeping. We +perceive something more--a pair of the most painfully melancholy, and +beautiful violet eyes that we ever looked into, which are languidly +uplifted to the farm-lady. With the words, 'I am very tired, ma'am,' the +eyes reclose, and we see long black fringes of soft hair rest upon the +pale, thin cheek. The ready tear of compassion springs to the matron's +eyes, as she stoops still lower to feel the pulse in the wan hand. + +'What is the matter with her?' she inquires, turning to the bystanders. + +'Tis tiert all out she is, my leddy. We come by say from Watherford to +Milford, and thin, yer honour, we come on foot all trough Pembrokeshire, +and County Carmarthin, and now she's jist kilt.' + +'But what is she going to do? Why do you come away from Ireland at all?' + +'Och, my leddy, shure we're starvin' there. And we jist come to luk for +the work in the harvest, an' we're goin' to Herefordshire to git it. An' +plaase yer honour's glory, she come wid us to this counthry to luk for +her mother's relations that's Welsh, my leddy, small blame to thim, +seein' her mother married an Irishman, and come to live in our +counthry.' + +'I will give you a night's lodging, and that is all I can do for you,' +says the gentle mistress of the farm. + +'The Lord bless ye, my leddy, the holy angels keep ye, the blessed +Vargin and all the saints--' + +'Oh, hush! hush!' exclaims the good woman, highly shocked. 'Help the +poor girl, and come with me.' + +The woman went towards the girl, and trying to assist her to rise, +said,-- + +'Now, Gladys, asthore! An' shure, my leddy, she's a thrue Welsh name. +I'll help ye, my darlin', there! Och! an it's betther she is already, as +soon as she heerd of a night's lodgin'.' + +The young man who was kneeling by the girl just now, goes to her other +side, and succeeds in supporting her by putting his arm round her waist, +whilst the woman holds her by one arm; and thus they follow the good +mistress of the farm, followed in their turn by the rest of the party. + +They move slowly down the road, underneath the fine oak and ash trees +that shelter the back of the farm, until they reach a large farm-yard, +wherein some thirty fine cows, of Welsh, English, and Alderney breed, +are yielding their rich milk at the hands of some three or four +rough-looking men and women who are kneeling down to get it. + +'Come here, Tom,' cries the mistress, authoritatively. + +Tom gives a knowing wink to the nearest girl, mutters, 'Irish again,' +and goes to his mistress. + +'See if there is good clean straw spread in the barn, Tom, and make +haste.' + +Tom goes to a large building outside the farm-yard, whither his mistress +and the rest follow him. + +'Plenty of straw, ma'am, good enough for such folk,' says Tom. + +'Spread some more, and shut the window in the loft.' + +This is done in a slow grumbling way. + +The barn is a large, clean, airy building, that must look like a palace +to these ragged, way-worn people. + +'Now you may sleep here to-night, provided you go off early and quietly +to-morrow morning. There is a good pump down below, where you can get +water to wash yourselves, and at eight o'clock I shall lock the barn +door; my husband always insists upon that.' Thus speaks the mistress. + +'Heaven bless his honour, we're all honest. We wouldn't harm a hair of +your blessed heads. We heerd o' ye many a time, and o' the good lodgin' +and supper--the sun shine upon ye--ye give to the poor Irish on their +thravels.' Thus answers the Irishwoman. + +'You tell one another then! And this is why we have more calls than any +one else!' + +'The Lord love ye, and why wouldn't we? 'Tis the good as always gets the +blessin'.' + +Whilst this little conversation is going on, the girl, Gladys, is laid +upon the shawl-blanket of the woman who wears that singular attire, and +a pillow, half rags, half straw, is contrived for her head. The bonnet +is taken off to increase her comfort, and, as her head falls languidly +back upon the rough pillow, a wan, thin face is disclosed, that, from +the regular outline of the profile, must be pretty, under happier +circumstances, and is interesting. + +Whilst the guests prepare to make themselves comfortable in different +ways, the kindly farm-lady leaves them, amid many and enthusiastic +blessings, and returns to the house. + +In less than half-an-hour she reappears, followed by a female servant, +both carrying tokens of a true hospitality that expects no return. She +goes towards the poor girl with a small basin of good broth and a plate +of toasted bread, such as might tempt the palate of a more dainty +invalid; whilst the servant places a can of real Welsh broth, smelling +strongly of the country emblem, the leek, in the midst of the hungry +crew who are scattered over the barn. To this she adds various scraps of +coarse bread and hard cheese, which she draws from a capacious apron, +and evidently considers too good for the luckless vagabonds before her. +She is soon, however, as much interested as her mistress in the sick +girl, to whom the latter is administering the warm restorative. Spoonful +after spoonful is applied to her lips, and greedily swallowed though +with evident effort. The toasted bread is soaked in a portion of the +broth, and is also devoured as speedily as offered, with an avidity made +still more painful by the difficulty of swallowing, occasioned by some +obstruction in the throat. + +'God help you, poor girl,' says the good Samaritan, as she puts the +last mouthful to the lips of the patient. + +The eyes unclose, and a tear falls upon the wan cheek, as a murmured, +'Thank you, my lady,' is faintly heard. + +The 'lady' turns away with a heavy sigh, whilst the servant begins to +arrange the blanket-shawl and rags more comfortably, and finally takes +off her large linsey-woolsey apron to make a softer resting-place for +the head and neck of the girl. The grateful friends that stand around +now bless the servant as zealously as they blessed her mistress, and if +she understood the language in which the warm Irish hearts express their +gratitude, she would probably wonder who 'the Vargin and all the holy +saints and angels' are, that are invoked for her sake. + +Again the farm-lady goes away, and returns bearing a small bottle of +medicine, that she bids the red-cloaked woman give the sick girl in +about an hour. She then leaves her patient and motley guests to their +supper and night's repose, followed by such prayers as the poor alone +know how to utter, and perhaps how to feel. + + + + + + +CHAPTER II. + +THE FARMER. + + +The rainbow was a true prophet; the sun that went down so gloriously +last night amid the half-dried tears of a lately weeping earth, has +arisen this morning with a resolution to dry up all the remaining tears, +and to make the Sabbath as it should be--a day of rejoicing. Sunrise +amongst the hills and valleys! I wish we all saw it oftener. Not only +would the glorious spectacle make us wiser and better, but the early +rising would be not only conducive to health and good spirits, but to +the addition of a vast amount of time to the waking and working hours of +our very short life. + +All nature arouses herself by degrees, as the great source of light +rises from his couch, curtained with rose and daffodil-coloured drapery. +As these gorgeous curtains spread east and west, and he takes his +morning bath in the clouds and vapours, rises up the proud monarch of +the farm-yard, as if in bold rivalry, outspreads his fine plumage in +emulation of the rose and daffodil curtains, and bids him welcome with a +voice so loud and shrill, that he must almost hear it from his domed +throne above. More arbitrary in his kingdom than the sun in his, this +grand Turk insists on arousing all his subjects; and the sleepy inmates +of his harem withdraw their heads from beneath their wings, and, one by +one, begin to smooth their feathers, and to descend lazily from their +dormitories. A faint twittering is heard amongst the ivy-leaves, in +answer to 'the cock's shrill clarion,' and in a few seconds, the little +sleepers amongst the oak and ash trees take it up, and by the time the +sun has come out of his bath, and the cock has ceased crowing, there is +a full chorus of heart stirring minstrelsy round about the quiet farm. +Down below in the meadow, the cattle begin to shake off the dew-drops +from their hides, and to send forth a plaintive low as they slowly seek +their early breakfast in the spangled grass, or by the steaming river. +Away among the hills, the faint bleat of the sheep echoes from heath to +heath, whilst their white fleeces dot the plains. Over the face of happy +nature creeps a glow that seems to come from the heart, and to make her +look up, rejoicing, to the sun as part of herself, and yet a type of the +Great Creator. + +But whilst this Sabbath morning hymn thus rises, betimes, to the throne +of Him who sits beyond the sunbeams, tired man sleeps on. The farmer's +household is still slumbering, and after a week of hard labour, taking +an additional hour's repose on that day which was graciously appointed +as a day of rest. Scarcely can the sun peep in through the drawn +curtains and shutters of the windows, and no song of birds, or low of +cows, seems as yet to have reached the closed ears of the sleepers. +Master and men alike obtain the bounteous gift of sleep so often denied +to the less laborious rich. + +We are wrong in supposing that all are slumbering in the farm-house. +Quietly the mistress steps out of the back door which she has +noiselessly opened, as if afraid of disturbing her household. As the +brisk little figure moves across the farm-yard, it is instantly +surrounded by a flock of poultry that seem intuitively to expect an alms +at her hand, as do the poor Irish who haunt her dwelling. But she has +nothing to give them thus early in the morning, and scarcely heeds their +cackling and crowing. The fierce house-dog, however, will be noticed as +bounding through the poultry, and knocking down one luckless hen, he +jumps upon his mistress, and almost oversets her also. The 'Down Lion, +down,' of the 'gintle voice,' serves only to make him more +demonstrative, as he gambols roughly on her path as she proceeds towards +the barn. + +Mrs Prothero--such is the name of our farm-lady--had been haunted all +night long by visions of the poor Irish girl. She had not slept as +soundly as the other members of her family, because there was a +fellow-creature suffering within her little circle. Although she had +lived nearly fifty years in the world, and had been variously cheated +and imposed upon by beggars of all kinds, her heart was still open to +'melting charity,' and liable to be again and again deceived. As she +stopped before the barn door with the key in her hand, Lion began a low +growl. He could never get over his antipathy to Irish beggars, and all +his mistress's influence was necessary to prevent the growl becoming a +bark. She put her ear to the door and listened, but no sound disturbed +the stillness within. She knocked gently, but there was no answer. At +last she thought she heard a feeble voice say something which she +interpreted into 'Come in,' and she turned the key in the lock of the +door and opened the top half of it. She looked in, and saw all her +mendicant guests in profound repose, excepting the girl Gladys, who +endeavoured to rise as she perceived the kindly face, but fell back +again immediately. She unclosed the other half of the door, and +carefully excluding Lion, by shutting it after her, walked softly across +the barn to the rough couch on which Gladys lay. She appeared to be in +the same state of exhaustion as on the previous night; and if she had +noticed Mrs Prothero at all, the transient effort was over, and she +remained with closed eyes and listless form, whilst the good woman +looked at her and felt her pulse. Then her lips moved slightly, as if +wishing to say something, but emitted no sound. What was to be done for +one in such a helpless state? Mrs Prothero's kind heart sank within her. + +As she did not like to disturb the weary wretches, who were sleeping so +soundly in their rags amongst the hay and straw, she prepared to leave +the barn; but as she moved away, the girl's eyes unclosed, and glanced +dimly at her through a film of tears. Nourishment seemed the only remedy +that presented itself to her mind. She smiled kindly at the girl, +murmured 'I will come again,' and went through the sleepers towards the +door, pausing, however, to look at the peaceful face of the baby, as it +lay on its mother's arm, covered with the old red cloak. + +She returned to the house, and went to the clean, large dairy, where she +took a cup of the last night's milk, already covered with rich cream, +from a pan and went with it to the back kitchen, where was a fire, kept +up all night by means of the hard Welsh coal, and heat-diffusing balls. +She warmed the milk, procured a piece of fine white bread, and once more +returned to the barn. + +She administered these remedies to her patient, who swallowed them with +the same avidity and difficulty as she had done the broth. She fancied +she again heard the words, 'God bless you, my lady,' but they were so +faint that she was not sure. + +Again she threaded her way amongst the sleepers, and left the barn. She +went into her garden, and walked for a few moments amongst the flowers, +as if for council. The bees were beginning to hum about the hives, and +the butterflies to flit amongst the flowers. She stood and looked at the +beautiful scene before her--the woods, hills, river, and above, the +morning sun--and offered up a prayer and thanksgiving to the Giver of +all good things. Her thoughtful face brightened into a smile, and her +walk became more brisk as she left her garden, and went again into the +farm-yard. + +The cow-man was bringing up the cows to be milked, and he looked +astonished as he greeted his mistress. So did the two ruddy, disheveled +farm maidens, who had barely turned out of their beds to milk the cows, +and had paid small attention either to their toilet or ablutions. + +The house was perfectly quiet as she entered it, and she crept upstairs, +and into her bedroom very softly, for fear of disturbing any one. + +'Where in the world have you been, my dear?' greeted her, in a gruff +voice from amongst the bed-clothes, that covered a large old-fashioned +bed, hung with chintz curtains. + +'Go to sleep and don't trouble, Davy, _bach'_, [Footnote A Welsh term of +endearment, equivalent to 'dear,' pronounced like the German.] quietly +replied the brisk little dame. + +'Go to sleep, indeed! Easier said than done, when one wakes up in a +fright, and finds you gone, nobody knows where. Now where _have_ you +been? You 'ont let one sleep, even of a Sunday morning.' + +'Well, now, don't get into a passion, my dear--I mean, don't be angry.' + +'What have I to be angry about when I don't know what you've been +doing?' + +This was said in an injured tone, as if the heart under the bed-clothes +were softer than the voice. + +'I didn't mean to say you were angry, only I thought--' + +'You thought what?' + +'Well, my dear, I have only just been across to the barn.' This was +uttered timidly and pleadingly, and as if our good housewife knew she +had been doing wrong. + +Suddenly, a large red face started up from amongst the bed-clothes, +ornamented with a peculiarly-shaped white cap and tassel. + +'Now you haven't been after them Irishers again?' exclaimed the owner +of the red face. 'The idle vagabonds! I vow to goodness that all our +money, and food and clothing, too, I believe, go to feed a set of +good-for-nothing, ragged rascals.' + +'Hush, Davy! Remember they are God's creatures, and this is Sunday.' + +'I don't know that. And if it's Sunday, why mayn't I sleep in peace?' + +'Indeed, I am very sorry. But that poor girl I told you of is so ill!' + +'Hang the poor girl! Then send her to the workhouse, and they'll give +her a lift home.' + +'But if she has no home?' + +'Then let her go to her parish.' + +'But they don't seem to have any parishes in Ireland.' + +'No parishes! I suppose that's the geography the vagabonds teach you? +Well you pay dear enough for your lessons. But I tell you what, Mary, +you just go and tell 'em all to decamp this minute.' + +'But the girl is too weak and ill.' + +'Then send her to the Union, I say, and they are bound to forward her.' + +'But a Sunday! and the House miles away! Oh, Davy, we really cannot do +it to-day!' + +'What with the Irish, and one charity and another, I declare there's no +peace in life! Name o' goodness, 'oornan, why do you harbour such folk? +If the girl's too ill to go on with her gang, they must leave her at the +Union, or else get the overseers to send for her.' + +'Will you just go and look at her?' + +'No, I 'ont, and that's plain speaking!' + +Here the red face, and white night-cap and tassel, suddenly, disappeared +amongst the bed-clothes. + +Mrs Prothero considered a few minutes, and again left the room, and went +to the barn. Here, all was confusion and consultation. They had tried to +help Gladys to rise, and the girl could not stand. + +A clamour of voices assailed Mrs Prothero, who was bewildered by the +noise, and terrified at the remembrance of her husband. + +'My good people, I don't know what to advise,' she said at last. + +'She don't want to laive Carrmanthinshire, my leddy.' + +'We'll be ruined intirely if we stop till she's cured, yer leddyship!' + +'Niver a frind in the worrld, yer honour.' + +'Her mother and father, sisthers and brothers, all dead of the faver +and the famine.' + +'Nobody left but her relations in Carrmarrthinshire, and, maybe, they're +all dead and buried, yer honour's glory.' + +'And what'll we do wid her, poor sowl?' + +Mrs Prothero was looking compassionately on the poor girl, whilst +sentence upon sentence was poured into her ear; and as the death of her +relation was mentioned, she fancied she perceived a movement in her +seemingly impassive features. She opened her eyes, and looked at Mrs +Prothero, who went to her, and seeing her lips move, knelt down by her +side. + +'Let them go, and send me to the workhouse, if you please, my lady,' she +murmured. + +Mrs Prothero once more left the barn, promising to return shortly, and, +with trembling steps, again sought the apartment where her lord and +master was reposing. A very decided snore met her ear. She stood by the +bedside, and looked at the tassel, which was the only portion visible of +her better half. She sat down on a chair; she got up again; she fussed +about the room; she even opened the drawers and took out the Sunday +attire of that Somnus before her. But nothing she could do would arouse +him. + +At last she gently touched the face. A louder snore was the only reply. +She gave a nervous push to the shoulder, and whispered into the +bed-clothes, 'My dear.' + +'Well, what now?' growled the justly irritated sleeper. + +'My dear, I am very sorry, but the poor girl is too ill to move, and I +really don't know what is to be done.' + +'Upon my very deed, if you are not enough to provoke a saint!' broke out +Mr Prothero, now fairly sitting up in bed. 'If you will encourage +vagrants, get rid of 'em, and don't bother me. I'll tell you what it is, +Mrs Prothero, if all of 'em are not off the farm before I'm up, I'll +give 'em such a bit of my mind as 'll keep 'em away for the future; see +if I don't.' + +Mrs Prothero saw that her husband was redder in the face than usual, and +she had a very great dread of putting him in a passion; still she +ventured one word more very meekly. + +'But the girl, David?' + +'What's the girl to you or me! we've a girl of our own, and half-a-dozen +servant girls. We don't want any more. Send her to the Union.' + +'How can we send her?' + +'Let the rascally Irish manage that, 'tis no affair of mine; but if you +bother me any more, I vow I'll take a whip and drive 'em, girl and all, +off the premises.' + +'Very well, David,' said Mrs Prothero, submissively, and with a heavy +sigh: 'but if the girl should die?' + +She walked across to the door, paused on the threshold, and glanced +back; but there was no change in the rubicund face. She went into the +passage, and slowly closed the door, holding the handle in her hand for +a few seconds as she did so. She walked deliberately down the passage, +pausing at each step. Before she was at the end of it, a loud voice +reached her ear. She joyfully turned back and re-entered the bedroom. + +'Yes, David?' she said quietly. + +'If the girl is really bad, send her in the cart, or let her have a +horse, if you like,' growled Mr Prothero. 'Only I do wish, mother, you +would have nothing to do with them Irishers.' + +'Thank you, my dear,' said the quiet little woman. 'Then if the rest go +away, I may manage about the girl?' + +'Do what you like, only get rid of 'em somehow.' + +'Thank you.' + +'Oh, you needn't thank me! I'd as soon send every one of 'em to jail as +not; but I can't stand your puffing and sighing just as if they were all +your own flesh and blood.' + +'We're all the same flesh and blood, my dear.' + +'I'd be uncommon sorry to think so. I've nothing but Welsh flesh and +blood about me, and should be loath to have any other, Irish, Scotch, or +English either.' + +Mrs Prothero disappeared. + +'That 'ooman 'ould wheedle the stone out of a mill,' continued the +farmer, rubbing his eyes, and deliberately taking off his night-cap, +'and yet she don't ever seem to have her own way, and is as meek as +Moses. She has wheedled me out of my Sunday nap, so I suppose I may as +well get up. Hang the Irish! There is no getting rid of 'em. She's given +'em a night's lodging, and a supper for so many years, that they come +and ask as if it was their due. But I'll put a stop to it, yet, in spite +of her, or my name isn't David Prothero.' + +When Mr Prothero came forth from his dormitory, he was in his very best +Sunday attire. As he walked across the farm-yard in search of his wife, +there was an air about him that seemed to say, 'I am monarch of all I +survey.' Indeed, few monarchs are as independent, and proud of their +independence, as David Prothero of Glanyravon. + +He was a tall, muscular man, of some fifty years of age. He was well +made, and of that easy, swinging gait, that is rather the teaching of +Dame Nature, than of the dancing mistress or posture master. His face +was full and ruddy, betokening health, spirits, and that choleric +disposition to which his countrymen are said to incline, whether justly +or unjustly is not for me to determine. His hair had a reddish tinge, +and his whiskers were decidedly roseate, bearing still further testimony +to a slight irrascibility of temperament. But he was a good-looking man, +in spite of his hair and whiskers, which, as his wife admired them, are +not to be despised. + +'Where's your mistress, Sam?' roared Mr Prothero across the farm-yard. + +'In the barn, master,' answered a man, who was eating bread and cheese +on the gate, and swinging his legs pleasantly about. + +'Tell her I want her,' + +In answer to the summons, immediately appeared his worthy helpmate. She +carried a very beautiful half-blown rose in her hand, which, as soon as +she approached her husband, she placed carefully in his button-hole, +standing on tiptoe to perform this graceful Sunday morning service. + +'Thank you, mother,' said Mr Prothero, smiling, and looking down +complacently on his little wife. + +What went with all his lecture upon the profligacy of Irish beggars? I +suppose it was silently delivered from his breast to the rose, for none +of it came to his lips, though it was quite ready to be heard when the +rose made her appearance. + +All the Irish are gone except the girl, Davy, _bach_' said quiet Mrs +Prothero, 'and they are gone to the Overseer to tell him about her, and +I will see that she is sent to the workhouse to-night, that is to say if +I can.' + +'I suppose you fed and clothed the ragged rascals?' + +'I just gave them some scraps for breakfast, and indeed their blessings +did me good,' + +'I should think they must. People that left a dying girl behind 'em.' + +'They promised to come back and see after her when the hay-harvest is +over. They are going into Herefordshire to get work, and she, poor +thing, is looking for her relations in this county, and meant to get +work here.' + +'Well, I want my breakfast. I promised brother Jonathan to go to church +to-day. He is going to preach a charity sermon for the Church Building +Society, and wants my shilling. He and Mrs Jonathan are to come +to-morrow, you know, my dear. I hope in my heart everything is as fine +as fippence, or my lady 'll turn up her nose.' + +'I can't make things neater, Davy.' + +This was said by Mrs Prothero, in a desponding tone, quite different +from her former quiet cheerfulness, and she accompanied the words by +rubbing her hands nervously one over the other. + +'There now, don't look as if you were going to be smothered. Mrs +Jonathan isn't so bad as all that. I wish to goodness Jonathan hadn't +married a fine lady. But then she brought him a good fortune, and it's +all the better for our children.' + +'I don't want her money.' + +'But if it wasn't for her, my dear, Rowland would never have had an +Oxford edication.' + +'I'd as soon he had gone to Lampeter, or been made a good Wesleyan +minister, and then he might have been content to stay in Wales, instead +of going off to England.' + +'There, there! never mind! He'll be a bishop some day; and though you do +still incline to the chapel, you'll be proud of that. Now, name o' +goodness, let's have some breakfast.' + +With this peculiarly Welsh interjection, Mr Prothero turned towards the +farm, and, followed by his wife, went to the desired repast. + + + + + + +CHAPTER III. + +THE FARMER'S DAUGHTER. + + +'Nobody has come for that poor girl, Netta, and I have'n't the heart to +send her away,' said Mrs Prothero to her only daughter Janetta, towards +the close of the Sunday, the morning of which we noticed in the last +chapter. + +'I am sure, mother, you have been plagued quite enough with her already. +You have neither been to church nor chapel, and scarcely eaten a morsel +all the day. I can't imagine what pleasure you take in such people.' + +'I wouldn't care if your father was at home; but I don't quite like to +have her into the house without his leave, and she is not fit to be left +in the barn.' + +'Into the house, mother! That wild Irish beggar! Why, father would get +into a fury, and I'm sure I should be afraid to sleep in the same place +with such a creature.' + +'Oh, my dear child! when will it please the Lord to soften your heart, +and teach you that all men and women are brothers and sisters.' + +'Never, I'm sure, in that kind of way.' + +Whilst the mother and daughter continue their conversation about Gladys, +of which the above is a specimen, we will glance at Janetta Prothero, +the spoilt daughter of Glanyravon Farm. + +She is decidedly a pretty girl? some might call her a beauty. She has +dark eyes, black hair, a clear pink and white complexion, a round, +dimpled cheek, a fair neck, a passable nose, and a very red-lipped, +pouting mouth. She is small of stature--not much taller than her +mother--but so well-formed, that her delicate little figure is quite the +perfection of symmetry. Her movements are languid rather than brisk like +her mother's, and she either has, or is desirous of having, more of the +fine lady in her manners and appearance. We discern, as she talks, more +of obstinacy than reason, and more of pride than sense, in her +conversation, and the face rather expresses self-will than intellect, +although not deficient in the latter. + +We are led to suppose, from the appearance of the room in which the +mother and daughter are located, that Miss Janetta is somewhat +accomplished; more so than young ladies in her position commonly were +some thirty or forty years ago. This is a large parlour, with some +pretensions to be called a drawing-room. True, the furniture is of +old-fashioned mahogany, the sofa of hair, the curtains of chintz, and +all that appertains to the master and mistress of the house, of solid +but ancient make. But the square piano, the endless succession of +baskets, card-racks, etc., the footstools with the worsted-work dog and +cat thereon emblazoned, the album and other books, so neatly and +regularly placed round the table, and above all, three heads in very bad +water-colours that adorn the walls--all proclaim the superior education +of the daughter of the house, and her aspirations after modern +gentility. + +We will just take up the thread of the conversation of the mother and +daughter at the end of it, and see what conclusions they have arrived +at. In a somewhat doggedly excited tone, Miss Janetta says,-- + +'Well, mother, I know that father would be very angry, and that she +might give us all low Irish fever. I shouldn't wonder if she brought a +famine with her.' + +'Remember, Netta, who said "and if ye have done it unto the least of +these my brethren, ye have done it unto me."' + +'If those people are one's brethren, as father says, the sooner we +disown our relations the better.' + +Whilst Miss Janetta was uttering this unchristian speech, and greatly +shocking her mother thereby, a young man entered with a book in his +hand, and throwing himself on the sofa, began to read. It was soon, +however, evident that he was listening to the conversation, although he +professedly kept his eyes on his book. Poor Mrs Prothero continued her +efforts to enlist her daughter on the side of charity, but did not +greatly prevail. The young man did not interfere, probably being aware +that it is better to let two women finish their own quarrel. + +Again, however, they were interrupted by the appearance of a fourth, and +more animated personage. + +'Good evening, Mrs Prothero. How do you do, Netta?' exclaimed the new +comer, shaking Mrs Prothero's hand, and pulling Netta's curls. Hereupon +the young man arose from the sofa, and bowing profoundly, said,-- + +'Good evening, Miss Gwynne,' with a tone as grave as his appearance. + +'I beg your pardon, Mr Rowland,' said the young lady, who we now +introduce in form as Miss Gwynne of Glanyravon Park. + +With a very becoming grace, she advanced and held out her hand to Mr +Rowland Prothero, eldest son of the good farmer and his wife, just +returned from Oxford. Mr Rowland slightly touched the hand, bowed again +gravely, and placed a chair for Miss Gwynne. + +'I thought I should never come here again,' said that young lady, +turning from Mr Rowland with a nod and a 'thank you,' and retreating +towards the window where the mother and daughter were standing, 'what +with the rain, and poor papa's nervous complaints, and all the affairs, +I declare I have been as busy as possible.' + +'Now, Miss Gwynne, I am sure you will agree with me,' cried Netta, +suddenly brightening up and getting animated 'Do you think it right to +encourage those Irish beggars?' + +'Right! no, of course I don't.' + +'And do you think people ought to allow them to come into the house--to +take them in, and to--to shelter them in short?' + +'Decidedly not. I hope you don't do such things, Mrs Prothero?' + +There was a wicked twinkle in a merry eye as this was said. + +'The truth is, Miss Gwynne,' said Mrs Prothero, slowly rubbing her hands +one over another, 'there is a poor Irish girl in the barn almost dying, +and it is impossible to send her to the Union to-night, or to leave her +where she is.' + +'Oh, I'll write an order for the Union in papa's name. You can't believe +a word those Irish say. You had better get her sent off directly.' + +This was said with the air of command and decision of one not accustomed +to have her orders disputed. + +'But, Miss Gwynne, if you only knew--' began the overwhelmed Mrs +Prothero. + +'I know quite well. We are obliged to commit dozens of them as vagrants, +and I should not at all wonder if we should not be compelled to have +you taken up some day for harbouring suspicious characters.' + +The tears stood in Mrs Prothero's kind eyes. She had not much authority +amongst the young people apparently. + +'There, mother! I knew Miss Gwynne would agree with me.' + +'And do you think the law of Christian charity would agree with you, +Netta?' here broke in a grave and stern voice from the sofa. + +Both the young ladies coloured at this interruption? Miss Gwynne with +mortified dignity, Netta with anger. Mrs Prothero cast an appealing +glance at her son, who came forward. + +'She may have my bed, mother,' said the young man, colouring in his +turn, as he met Miss Gwynne's defiant glance, that seemed to say, 'Who +are you?' + +'How very absurd, Mr Rowland,' said that young lady, laughing +scornfully. 'I suppose, according to your law of Christian charity, we +must fill our houses with all the Irish beggars that come through +Carmarthenshire! A goodly company!' + +'Have you seen this poor girl. Miss Gwynne?' + +'No, certainly not, but I know by heart all she has to say.' + +'If you would but just see her,' said Mrs Prothero entreatingly not +daring to contradict the heiress of Glanyravon Park, who had a will of +her own, if Mrs Prothero had not. + +'With the greatest pleasure; but I know all the "my leddy's," "yer +honour's," and "the sweet face o' ye," that I shall hear.' + +'Don't go, Miss Gwynne, you may take the fever. I wouldn't go for the +world,' cried Netta. + +'I am not afraid of fevers or anything else, I hope,' said Miss Gwynne +contemptuously. 'You will be afraid of catching a toothache from +infection next,' and herewith she left the room, followed by Mrs +Prothero. + +During their short absence, Mr Rowland Prothero read his sister a very +proper lecture for a clergyman, on Christian charity and filial +obedience, to which she listened with pouting lips and knitted brow, but +with no answering speech, good or bad. She was not silent because she +had nothing to say, but because she was afraid of her brother, who was +the only person of whom she was afraid. Her feelings, however, found +vent in the leaves of a rose that she was pulling to pieces and +scattering ruthlessly. + +The lecturer on Christian charity was a tall, gentlemanly-looking young +man, whose apparently habitual gravity of deportment warmed into +earnestness and animation as he talked to his sister. He looked and +spoke as if his soul were in the words he uttered, and as if it had +been choice and not compulsion that led him to become a minister in +Christ's family. + +The entrance of Mrs Prothero and Miss Gwynne was a great relief to +Netta. She looked up briskly at the latter, as if sure of sympathy, and +if eyes full of tears could give it, she certainly was satisfied. + +Mr Rowland Prothero perceived the tears, and retired to his sofa, taking +up his book and pretending to read. + +'Can I help you, Mrs Prothero? There does not seem a moment to lose. I +will send for a doctor, or do anything I can,' said Miss Gwynne. + +'Thank you, dear Miss Gwynne,' replied Mrs Prothero, 'I will put her in +Owen's room.' + +'Who can we get to bring her in? Shall I go and fetch one of the men? +Netta, do get some one to help us.' + +'I will help you, if you will allow me,' said Mr Rowland, rising from +his sofa, and looking at Miss Gwynne with a glance of warm approval. + +'Pray do; now; at once. I will go with you whilst your mother prepares +the room. You could carry her quite well, for she is as thin as a ghost; +I never saw such a wretched girl.' + +Miss Gwynne hurried to the barn, followed by Rowland. They found Gladys +with a farm-servant by her side, apparently either dead or asleep. + +Rowland Prothero knelt down, and took her up gently in his arms, Miss +Gwynne assisting. The poor girl unclosed her eyes, and looked wistfully +at the face that was bending over her. + +'You are with friends, and in God's hands,'said Rowland gently, as the +eyes languidly reclosed. + +He carried her upstairs to his brother's room, and having placed her on +the bed, left her to the care of his mother and Miss Gwynne. + +Whilst they were employed in getting her into bed, a house-servant came +to say that Miss Gwynne was wanted. She found a footman awaiting her, +who told her that his master had sent him in search of her, and was in a +state of great anxiety about her. She ran up to Mrs Prothero for a few +minutes. + +'Really papa is too absurd, too provoking,' she said with a vexed voice; +'he has sent after me again, and I am sure he must know I am here. Let +me hear if I can be of any service, Mrs Prothero; I will send anything +in the way of medicine or nourishment. Good-bye, I will come again +to-morrow.' + +'Mr and Mrs Prothero, the Vicarage, come to-morrow,' said Mrs Prothero. + +'Yes, they are to dine with us on Wednesday, and told me they meant to +sleep here. Good evening. Dear me, how wretched that poor girl looks.' + +Miss Gwynne was soon hastening homewards, heedless of the splendid sky +above, or the glowing fields beneath. She was making reflections on the +excellence of Mrs Prothero, the silliness of Netta, the precision of +Rowland, and the misery of the girl Gladys. Thence she turned her +thoughts upon herself, and suddenly discovered that she had been too +decided in at once ordering any person to the workhouse, without at +first knowing the case. + +'But it is no wonder that I am too decided sometimes, when my father is +so dreadfully weak and vacillating,' she said to herself; 'indeed I do +not think, after all, that one can be too decided in this irresolute +world.' + +This very decided young lady is the only child and supposed heiress of +Gwynne of Glanyravon, as her father is usually called. She is an +aristocratic-looking personage, with a certain I-will-have-my-own-way +air, that you cannot help recognising at once. She is rather taller than +most tall women, and the tokens of decision in her carriage, eyes, +voice, and general deportment would be disagreeable, but for the extreme +grace of her figure, the unaffected ease of her manner, and the +remarkable clearness and sweetness of her voice. She is handsome, too, +with a noble forehead, sensible grey eyes, glossy chestnut hair, and a +very fine complexion. The many of her nominal friends and admirers who +at heart dislike her, prophesy that in a few years she will be coarse, +and say that she is already too masculine; but the few who love her, +think that she will improve both in person and mind, as she rubs off the +pride and self-opinionativeness of twenty years of country life against +the wholesome iron of society and the world. But we shall see. + +At present she is fortunate enough to rule everybody she comes in +contact with; her father, his servants, his tenants, the poor, the very +mendicants that come to the door. + +Certainly there is something very charming in her appearance, as she +hurries up the fine old avenue that leads to her ancestral home. The +ease of her port, the graceful dignity of her extreme haste, the +heightened colour, and the glowing eye, are all very handsome, in spite +of the coarseness in perspective. The poor footman can scarcely keep up +with her; he has not found the last twenty years at Glanyravon +productive of the same lightness of step to him, as to his young +mistress, and wishes she were a little less agile. + +A handsome country house in a good park has not often in itself much of +the picturesque. Ruskin would not consider Glanyravon, with its heavy +porch, massive square walls, and innumerable long windows, a good +specimen of architectural beauty; still it is a most comfortable +dwelling, beautifully situated; and the magnificent woods at the back, +and grand view in front, would make the most unartistic building +picturesque in appearance if not in reality. + +Miss Gwynne ran up the broad stairs, through the large hall, and into a +good library. Here a very tall, thin, sickly-looking man was seated in +an easy-chair. + +'My dear Freda, I am so thankful you are come!' + +'My dear father, how I wish you would not send for me the very moment I +go out. I really cannot be pestered with servants. It fidgets me to +death to have a man walking and puffing after me.' + +'But just consider, my love, the lateness of the hour.' + +'It is scarcely eight o'clock now, papa, and as light as possible.' + +'I am too nervous, my love, to bear your being out alone.' + +Miss Gwynne rang the bell authoritatively, and the footman entered. + +'Tell Mrs Davies to send some jelly, and whatever strengthening things +there are in the house, to Glanyravon Farm immediately,' she said; then +turning to her father, added, 'do you know, papa, Mrs Prothero has taken +in a sick Irish girl, and I have abetted it.' + +'You, child! I hope she has no infectious disease; it quite alarms me.' + +'I really don't know. But Mr and Mrs Jonathan Prothero are going to +Glanyravon to-morrow, and remember you invited them to dinner on +Wednesday.' + +'I am very sorry! that man kills me with the antiquities of the Welsh +language, and heaven knows what old things that happened before the +flood. But you must entertain them. I suppose we had better ask young +Rowland.' + +'Oh, papa! He is so dreadfully quiet and stiff, and thinks there is only +one man who ever went to Oxford, and he is that man; and I can't endure +him.' + +'Perhaps not, my dear--indeed, perhaps not.' + +'If we ask him, we must ask Netta. She has come home quite accomplished +from boarding school, and would do in a quiet way. Mrs Jonathan would be +pleased, and you know she _is_ a lady, though awfully particular. I +can't endure her either.' + +'Perhaps you could invite Lady Mary, and Miss Nugent to meet them?' + +'I don't think they would like it. They would not object to the two +clergymen, because, as Lady Mary says, 'You see, my dear, the cloth is a +passport to all grades of society;' but they would not approve of Netta. +That is to say, Lady Mary would think herself insulted if we introduced +her sweet Wilhelmina to a farmer's daughter.' + +'She is a very superior woman, my love, and understands etiquette, and +all that sort of thing, better than any one I ever met.' + +'She seems to me to understand her own interests, papa, as well as most +people. But I will tell her that Sir Hugh and the Protheros are coming, +and that we have asked Netta, so she can accept or decline as she +likes.' + +'Do you think it wise, my dear, to put yourself so much on a level with +Miss Prothero, as to invite her?' + +'Oh! she understands how we are very well. It will be a source of pride +and satisfaction to her, without making her presume more than before; +and the vicar and his lady will like the attention.' + +'I dread the vicar. His genealogies are too much for me.' + +'Oh, I can put up with the vicar's antiquities, but not with the young +vicar's pedantic Oxonianism. He does think so well of himself, and quite +rules every one at home.' + +'Oh! that is very fatiguing, I should think.' + +'I wish he would fall in love with Miss Nugent, and she with him, and +carry off her forty-thousand pounds. She is silly enough for anything, +and it would be such a downfall to her mother's pride.' + +'Her mother is much too careful, my dear, and by far too superior a +woman. And Miss Wilhelmina is very accomplished and all that sort of +thing, you know, and likely to make a fine match. She is very pretty, +too.' + +'Yes; she and Netta Prothero would run in harness. Pretty, silly, rather +affected, and having drawn each four or five drawings, and learnt six +tunes on the piano. Only the one is more fashionable than the other. Do +you know, papa, Miss Nugent can play the Irish and Scotch quadrilles, +and Netta '_Ar hydy Nos,_' with small variations. We will have a +concert; you know I have asked the Rice Rices?' + +'Very well, my dear. Now I think I will read a sermon to the servants, +so just ring the bell.' + + + + + + +CHAPTER IV. + +THE MISER. + + +Whilst Mr Gwynne is reading his sermon, and Mrs Prothero is nursing the +mendicant Gladys, an event is passing in the neighbouring country-town, +involving matters of interest to her, and those belonging to her. In a +small bedroom over a little huckster's shop, an old man lies dangerously +ill. By his side is seated a middle-aged woman watching. In a dark +corner, behind the bed, stands a man, who is so deep in shadow that you +scarcely know whether he is young or old. + +The room is small and shabby, and contains apparently few comforts for +one nearly approaching his last hour. + +There is a tap at the door, upon which the man behind the bed goes out, +and returns, almost immediately, followed by Rowland Prothero. He goes +towards the bed, and stooping down, whispers to the sick man. + +'Father, you wished to see Rowland--he is here.' + +Rowland advances, and takes the seat vacated for him by the woman. + +The three inmates of the room are Mr and Mrs Griffith Jenkins, and their +only son, Howel. They are cousins of the Protheros, Mrs Jenkins being Mr +Prothero's first cousin, and the members of the younger generation being +consequently second cousins. + +Griffith Jenkins motions to his wife and son to leave the room, which +they do immediately. Rowland kneels beside his bed, the better to hear +what he has to say. He appears, however to revive, and is distinct +enough in his enunciation of the following words, though very slow. + +'My son Howel is come back, Mr Rowland, and do promise to be study.' + +'I am very glad to hear it; it must be a great comfort to you,' + +'But I am not seure of him. He will be spending my money that I have +been takking such pains to make.' + +'I hope he may do good with it, Uncle Griff.' + +'Good! no such thing. Squander, squander! Spend the beauty gold! Will +you promise me to see to it? tak' care of it?' + +'I, Uncle Griff! I have no power with Howel. Would it not be better to +pray to God to guide Howel, and trust in a higher power than mine?' + +Mr Jenkins put a long, thin, bony hand out of bed, and grasped +Rowland's hand tightly. He fixed two keen black eyes upon him, and, as +he half raised himself in bed, displayed a withered face, the most +remarkable feature of which was a very prominent, hooked nose, like the +beak of a large bird. + +'You wasn't thinking I was going to die, was you, Rowland? I 'ont just +awhile, see you. But tell you your father there's more gold than he is +thinking of; and Howel'll be a husband for any one, much less for Miss +Netta. Promise me to be lending him a hand, if he do keep constant to +your sister.' + +'I am sorry, Uncle Griff, that I cannot promise anything for Howel. If +he grows steady as you say, there can be no objection; but he must prove +it first. Would you like me to read to you, and pray to Almighty God, +for Christ's sake, to change his and all our hearts?' + +'I didn't be wanting a parson, but a relation, sir; and I don't be going +to die yet. Look you here. There's money in the bank--there's more in +mortgages on Davies, Llansadwn, and Rees, Llanarthney--there's more on +loan to Griffiths, Pontardewe,--Jones, Glantewey,--Pugh the draper, +Llansant--and others. And there's a box beside. Mind you, I 'ont die +yet, but I tell you, because I can trust you; and Howel don't know +nothing.' + +'May I write it down for you, Uncle Griff; or would you have a lawyer?' + +'No, no. I've had enough of law in paying for Howel, and nothing come of +it. But you may be writing down a little. Here, in that chest, there's +pen, ink and paper; tak' you my keys, and open you it.' + +Griffith Jenkins took from under his pillow a bunch of keys, and +fumbling amongst them, gave one to Rowland, with which he opened the +chest, and procured the necessary writing apparatus. + +'Give you me my keys--quick, quick!' cried the old man, again hiding +them somewhere in his bed.' + +At his dictation, Rowland wrote a list of the different moneys he +possessed in various places, and was utterly astonished to find that he +had soon written down between sixty and seventy thousand pounds. +Everybody knew that Griffith Jenkins was rich, but nobody had guessed +how rich he was. + +'Now say, "I give and bequeath to my wife, 'Lizbeth Jenkins, ten +thousand pound out of the aforesaid mortgage on Jacob Davies Llansadwn's +property."' + +'Is that all, Uncle Griff?' + +'Yes, I sha'n't say no more.' + +'And the box of gold?' + +Again the miser grasped Rowland's hand, and fixed his keen eyes on his +face. + +'I 'ont be dying yet, and I 'ont be putting that down to-night. Tell you +your father what there is, without the box, and without more mortgages +and loans; but don't you be talking to anybody about it. Mind you, not +to Howel nor to 'Lizbeth: promise me.' + +Rowland promised. + +The miser fell back exhausted. + +'And now Uncle Griff, may I pray for you? Only think how soon you may be +called to your account, to say exactly how you have employed your time, +and the talents given--' + +'I have done plenty--plenty--all out at interest, at five, six, even ten +per cent.; none wrapped up in a napkin. I don't be calling a box a +napkin, Rowland Prothero.' + +'May I call in Mrs Jenkins and Howel, and pray for you? Think; oh think, +of the great Judge, and great Mediator. O God, have mercy upon us, +miserable sinners!' + +As Rowland said this, he clasped his hands, and looked upwards, in +unutterable supplication. The old man was alarmed. + +'I don't be going to die, but you may call 'em in.' + +Rowland rose and obeyed. Mrs Jenkins appeared with a candle in her hand. +The old man rose with an effort as she drew near the bed. + +'Put--out--the--candle,' he muttered. + +As the night was fast drawing in, Mrs Jenkins hesitated. + +'Put--out--the--candle,' repeated the dying man, with a still stronger +effort to rise and extinguish it himself. 'The ruling passion strong in +death' must be attended to, and the light was extinguished. + +Rowland Prothero clasped his hands with a groan, and repeated aloud a +prayer from the service for the dying. The terrified wife knelt down by +the bed in the deep gloom, and in the still deeper gloom behind, the son +buried his face in his arms, and leaned upon the little table. + +Whilst Rowland Prothero was praying from the very depth of his heart for +the soul that was thus awfully passing to its account, they were all +aroused by the last fearful struggle between death and life of him who +had made gold his god. For some time they feared to rekindle the light, +but at last they ventured. It was but to witness the last dread pangs of +one who had made wife and son secondary to the great absorbing passion +of avarice; and now he was constrained to depart from the scene of his +toil, and to leave all that he had grovelled for behind him, for ever! + +We will not dwell upon the awful hours that succeeded his final words. +He neither spoke nor was conscious again. Light and dark were alike to +him. Save that he grasped something in his right hand with an iron hold, +reason and power had left him; death was still fighting with life, and +gradually gaining the last great victory. + +A few hours afterwards, and when that victory had been gained, the scene +was changed in that small house. The chamber of death was deserted, and +the wretched clay of the miser, decently covered with a white sheet, lay +heavy and still, where the spirit that formerly animated it had been +accustomed to brood over the miserable gains of its clays and years on +earth. + +In the small sitting-room below, behind the little shop where these +gains had been begun and continued for half-a-century or more, sat the +widow, surrounded by a score of gossips, who had left their beds and +homes at daybreak to condole with her. + +It would have been much more unnatural than natural if Mrs Jenkins had +grieved at heart for the husband she had lost. Married, or rather sold +to him, when he was fifty and she thirty, she had lived five or six and +twenty years of pure misery with him. She had starved with him, when she +could not pilfer from him, and had endured patiently all these years +what seemed past endurance in expectation of the closing scene. She had +married and lived upon the prospect of his death, and it was come at +last; and now that it was come, the awfulness of that last struggle +overpowered her, and she wept and lamented as copiously as if her +husband had been the kindest and most liberal in the world. Still, she +was free, with competence, she hoped, in perspective? and this thought, +together with the ever all-pervading one of her idol, her treasure, her +only son, and his expectations, more than counterbalanced that of the +death she had witnessed. + +'Come you, don't you be takking on so,' said one old woman soothingly, +as the widow rocked herself to and fro, and held her handkerchief to her +eyes. + +'Tak' you this drop o' tea,' said another, 'it'll be doing you good,' + +'The Lord will be having mercy on his soul,' said a third, whose +conscience was large when she was offering comfort. + +'There now, keep up your spirits, Mrs Jinkins, fach,' said a fourth, +entering with a comfortable glass of gin and water that did seem of an +exhilarating nature. + +'There's a comfort Howel will be to you now!' said a fifth triumphantly. + +'Deed to goodness, Griffey Jinkins was a saving man, and you have lost +him, Mrs Jinkins, fach,' began the friend with the gin and water; 'but +I am seeing no use in takking on so. When John Jones died, he was +leaving me with ten children, and they have all come on somehow. And you +have only wan son, and he is so ginteel! Drink you this, my dear, and +don't be down-hearted.' + +Mrs Jenkins turned from the tea to the gin and water with no apparent +reluctance, and swallowed a portion of it. Revived by the beverage, she +responded to the condolences of her friends by more rockings, sobs, and +applications of the handkerchief and finally unburdened herself of her +grief in the following manner. + +'My son Howel, oh yes, he'll be a blessing to me, I know. Says I to my +poor Griffey--oh, dear, only to be thinking of him now!--says I, "Let us +be giving Howel a good eddication, and he so clever as never was, and +able to be learning everything he do put his mind to, and never daunted +at nothing--grammar, nor music, nor Latin, nor no heathen languages, and +able to read so soon as he could speak, and knowing all the beasts in +the ark one from another, when he was no bigger than that," says I, to +my poor Griffey; "oh, annwyl! we have only wan child, let him be a +clargy, or a 'torney, or a doctor, or something smart," and says he, "I +can't afford it." He was rather near or so, you know, was my poor +Griffey; but I never was letting him rest day or night, and the only +thing he wasn't liking was being much talked over. So says I, "Come you, +Jinkins, bach,"--he liked to be called by his sirname--"if you do larn +Howel well, he'll be making his fortune some day," for he do say so, he +do be always saying, "I'll be a great man, and get as much money as +father." I eused to put in the last words of myself, for Howel never was +taking to making money, but 'ould as soon give it away as not. Only poor +Griffey--oh dear! oh dear!--was never knowing that, because I did be +hiding it from him as much as I could.' + +Whilst the widow talks on in this strain to her sympathising friends, +her son and Rowland Prothero are in another small room of the house, +engaged in a very different style of conversation. The room in which +they are is worth a few words of description, not for any beauty or +desert of its own, but for its heterogeneous, contents. You would think +a small music warehouse, a miniature tobacco shop, or branch depot of +foreign grammars and dictionaries were before you. Every kind of musical +instrument seems to have met with a companion in this tiny apartment. +Here are a violin, violoncello, horn, and cornopean; there an old Welsh +harp and unstrung guitar. On this shelf are pipes of all sorts and +sizes, forms, and nations--the straight English, the short German, and +the long Turkish; on that are cigar-boxes, snuff-boxes, and +tobacco-boxes of various kinds and appearances. Scattered about the room +are play-books without number, from Shakspeare to the dramatists of the +present day; and, interspersed with these, collections of songs of all +countries and of all grades of merit. Some few novels, mostly French, +live with the plays and songs; and Latin, French, German, Italian, +Welsh, Spanish, and English grammars and dictionaries take up their +abode in every available corner. A quantity of fishing tackle and a gun +are thrown upon the window seat, and an embroidered waistcoat, blue +satin cravat, and a pair of yellow kid gloves lie on an unoccupied +chair. + +From the general appearance of this room, the imagination would conceive +great things of its inmate. All we shall here say is that he is one who +has the reputation of being a natural genius, and firmly believes that +he is one. + +As all natural geniuses are supposed to have something very remarkable +in their appearance, we will just take a sketch of the miser's son, as +he alternately leans on the table or stalks about the room during his +earnest conversation with his cousin. He has decidedly sentimental hair; +long, black, shining, and with a tendency to curl; he has what might be +termed poetical eyes, bright, piercing, and very restless; the sharp, +aquiline nose of his father, slightly modified; and a mouth and brow +which curl and knit in a manner that may be poetic, but might be +disagreeable, under less soothing influences. That he is very handsome +no one could dispute, and it is equally certain that he has an air much +above the position in which he was born; but the expression of his face +inspires distrust rather than confidence, and conveys the impression +that there is more of passion than feeling beneath the fiery eyes and +compressed mouth. + +A great contrast to this family genius is presented in the person of his +cousin Rowland, now addressing him earnestly and seriously upon the +grave subjects naturally uppermost at such a time. He, too, is +sufficiently good-looking, with an open, though grave, cast of +countenance, fine, soft, hazel eyes, and a tall, manly figure. By +'sufficiently good-looking,' I mean that he is neither very handsome nor +ugly, and when his lady friends debate upon his outer man they generally +wind up by saying, 'Well, if he isn't handsome, he is very genteel.' + +We are not going to repeat here the well-known fable of the 'Hare and +the Tortoise,' but something of the character of those animals may be +found in the cousins. At their first dame's school, as well as at the +more advanced grammar school of their little town. Howel was always able +to beat Rowland in swiftness, whilst Rowland effectually distanced +Howel in the long run. It was Rowland who carried off the prizes, when +study and prolonged endeavour were necessary to obtain them, whilst +Howel eclipsed all his contemporaries, if a theme were to be written, or +a poem learnt. + +Such differences are so frequent, and have been so often discussed that +it is scarcely necessary to pursue the contrast further; but the result +at the present stands thus. Howel, the elder of the two, has dipped a +little into everything; has gained a reputation for genius; has been +articled to an attorney--but is in no apparent danger of becoming +one--has written various articles for the county papers, and has had the +pleasure of seeing them printed; has acquired a smattering of several +languages, and various styles of music; and has proved himself an +admired beau amongst the ladies, and a favourite boon companion amongst +the gentlemen. He has been idolised and spoilt by his mother, and +stinted and pinched by his father, and having no very great respect or +admiration for the talents or conduct of either parent, has not tried +much to please them, save when it suited him. + +The result of all this, if not already apparent, will doubtless be seen +hereafter, for, at four or five and twenty, conduct and principles begin +to establish themselves. + +Rowland Prothero is very much the reverse of all this. From a child he +had a desire to enter the Church, which desire was fostered by his uncle +and aunt into a resolution, when he grew old enough to resolve. As they +very nearly adopted and educated him, his parents made no objection, and +as they were ambitious to raise their family in worldly position, they +spared no expense. + +Rowland was reckoned dull, but plodding, at Rugby, whither his uncle +sent him. However, his dulness and plodding were more successful than +the brightness of many, since they managed to gain a scholarship at +school, which helped him at Oxford. He was called proud and obstinate, +and he was both. Pride and obstinacy were the characteristics of his +family, but in him they fortunately tended to good: inasmuch as his +pride generally led him to do well, and his obstinacy kept up his pride. + +At present, it would be difficult to say whether he is a young man +likely to shine in the path he has chosen, or to walk quietly along it +unnoticed. His friends do not anticipate anything remarkable, but they +expect him to be slow and sure. He did very well at college, but gained +no greater honours than the respect and goodwill of those he was known +to. Query--Is not that worth as much, morally, as a first class? + +At home, he is understood by few. He has not many associates, because, +either from his own fault, or some mental peculiarity, he cannot fall in +with those who are immediately about him; and consequently is rather +feared by his acquaintances and reckoned proud, stiff, and +conceited--above his birth, in short. + +With him, as with Howel and every one else, the course of years will +show the man. 'Handsome is that handsome does.' + +'The fact is, Rowland,' said Howel, as he suddenly stood still in one of +his rapid walks across the room, 'you and I never could agree in +anything, and never shall.' + +'I hope we may yet agree in many things,' said Rowland gently. 'At +present, all I wish you to do is to pay your debts, go to London, take +out your stamps, and become an attorney.' + +'I am the best judge of that, and shall be my own master now. At all +events, I can make some people ashamed of themselves.' + +'I only wish to advise you for your good, now that you are your own +master. Your poor father begged me--' + +'Oh, Rowland, I can't stand any more about my father. Everybody knows +what he was, and, I suppose, nobody expects me to live in the same line. +I am emancipated, thank heaven! and the world shall soon know it.' + +'Still, he was your father.' + +'No one knows that better than I do, I should imagine; but if you expect +me to mourn as others do for a parent, you will be disappointed. He +never showed me one token of love, or acted by me as a father from the +day of my birth till his death.' + +'At least he has left you and your mother handsomely provided for, and +with his last words, hoped that you were now very steady.' + +'He did! I wonder who dares to say that I am not steady? But how do you +know how we are provided for?' + +'He begged me to write down what he was worth. I will give it you at +some future period, but not now.' + +'Why not now?' + +'Because I think it is scarcely yet a time to consider money matters. +After the last duties are performed you shall have the paper. Part of +his property is written down, but a box of gold and some other sums he +did not name. After that last sad scene one can scarcely think of +anything earthly. Oh, Howel! I wish you would consider the shortness and +uncertainty of life, and what is its end.' + +'So awful do I consider its end that I mean to enjoy it while it lasts. +But don't go off with the impression that I was not shocked and +frightened with what we have just seen. It is one thing to read and +write about a death-bed and another to witness it. But I cannot weep or +pray as some people can.' + +'You might do both if you would only seek aright.' + +'There, enough! I am past being preached to as a naughty boy, and can +now look forward to some enjoyment without robbing my own father, or +getting my mother to rob him, to procure it. But I shall never forget +that last struggle? no, never.' + +Here, with a face of horror, Howel began his restless walk again. +Rowland sat in melancholy silence. + +'Rowland,' suddenly broke in Howel, 'how is Netta?' + +'Quite well, I thank you,' answered Rowland gravely. + +'I have not seen her for a long time? will you remember me to her?' + +'I cannot promise to do so.' + +'Do you think me a fiend, sir, that my name cannot be mentioned to my +cousin? I will manage to convey my own remembrances.' + +'Howel, you know how it is? I do not mean to be unkind. If only you +would give up your old life, enter your profession, and begin another--' + +'That is as I choose. I shall be glad of the paper you wrote for my +father, and then you and I, Rowland, are best apart.' + +'Good-bye then, Howel? perhaps some day you may know that I wish you +well. I will bring the paper at the funeral.' + +'For heaven's sake stay, or send some one else! I cannot bear to be +alone here? his ghost will haunt me.' + +'Then let me read to you.' + +Howel assented gloomily and threw himself on the bed in the corner of +the room. Rowland took a small Testament from his pocket and resolutely +read several chapters. + +During the reading Howel fell asleep. + + + + + + +CHAPTER V. + +THE FARMER'S SON. + + +At about ten o'clock on Monday morning Miss Gwynne rode up to the door +of Glanyravon Farm, and, dismounting, entered the house. She was +attended by a groom, and told him that she should not be long. + +'How is that poor girl, Netta?' were her first words on entering the +house. + +'Very ill indeed, I believe,' said Netta, rather sulkily. + +'Where is your mother?' + +'She has been with the Irish beggar all the morning, and all night too. +I don't know what father and uncle and aunt will think.' + +'Will you ask your mother whether I can see her for a few minutes?' + +'Certainly.' + +'Netta, you must come and dine with us on Wednesday, with your uncle and +aunt.' + +'Thank you,' said Netta, brightening up as she left the room. + +'I'm sure I scarcely know whether she will behave rightly,' muttered +Miss Gwynne, tapping her hand with her riding-whip. + +Mrs Prothero soon appeared. + +'You good, clear Mrs Prothero!' exclaimed Miss Gwynne, running up to her +and taking both her hands. 'You look quite worn out. How is that poor +girl?' + +'Alive, Miss Gwynne, and that is almost all,' was the reply very gravely +uttered. + +'Can we do anything? Did Dr Richards come?' + +'Yes, Miss Gwynne, and was very kind. He has been again this morning.' + +'I came to invite Mr Rowland and Netta to dinner on Wednesday, with Mr +and Mrs Jonathan Prothero.' + +'Thank you, Miss Gwynne, I will tell Rowland; but I really think Netta +had better not go.' + +'I have just told her of the invitation.' + +'Dear me! I am really very sorry. I beg your pardon, Miss Gwynne, but it +will put ideas into her head above her station.' + +'We shall be very quiet.' + +The conversation was interrupted by the sudden entrance of Rowland. He +drew back on seeing Miss Gwynne, and bowed, as usual, profoundly. She +also, as usual, advanced and held out her hand. + +'My father begged me to ask if you would come and dine with us on +Wednesday,' said Miss Gwynne. + +'Thank you, I am much obliged,' stammered Rowland, whilst a bright Hush +overspread his face, 'I shall be very happy, if I am not obliged to be +elsewhere. Mother, poor Griffith Jenkins is dead. I have been there all +the night.' + +'Dead! I had no idea he was so ill! Oh, Rowland, how did he die?' + +'Just as he lived, mother. With the key of his coffers so tightly +clasped in one hand that it was impossible to take it from it after he +was dead. And the said coffers hidden, nobody knows where. But poor Mrs +Jenkins has no friend near who can be of any real comfort to her. I wish +you could go to her for a few hours.' + +'This poor girl, Rowland--what can I do with her? And your uncle and +aunt coming.' + +'I think I can manage my uncle and aunt till your return. As to the poor +girl I really know not what to say.' + +'Oh! if you will trust her to me, Mrs Prothero, I will nurse her till +you come back!' exclaimed Miss Gwynne eagerly. 'I assure you I can +manage capitally, and will send back the horses, and a message to papa.' + +'I am afraid it would not be right--I think the girl has low fever--Mr +Gwynne would object.' + +'I assure you it would be quite right, and I don't fear infection and +papa would let me do just as I like. In short, I mean to stay, and you +must go directly. Is young Jenkins at home, Mr Rowland?' + +'Yes, he returned a few hours before his father's death.' + +'I suppose that horrid old man died as rich as Croesus, and, according +to custom in such cases, his son will spend the money.' + +'I wish he had not got it,' said Mrs Prothero. + +'That is scarcely a fair wish, mother. Let us hope that he will do well +with it.' + +'Never, never. He was not born or bred in a way to make him turn out +well.' + +'Nothing is impossible, mother.' + +'You must take care of Netta, Mrs Prothero. But now do go to that +wretched Mrs Jenkins, and leave the poor girl to me, and Mr and Mrs +Jonathan to Mr Rowland. I hope you have been studying the antiquities of +Wales at Oxford, Mr Rowland?' + +This was said as Mrs Prothero left the room; and Rowland was startled +from a rather earnest gaze on Miss Gwynne's very handsome and animated +face, by this sudden appeal to him, and by meeting that young lady's +eyes as they turned towards him. A slight blush from the lady and a very +deep one from the gentleman were the result. The lady was indignant with +herself for allowing such a symptom of female weakness to appear, and +said somewhat peremptorily,-- + +'Will you be so good as to tell Jones to take the horses home, and to +let my father know that he must not wait luncheon, or even dinner for +me?' + +'Excuse me, Miss Gwynne,' said the young man, recovering his composure, +'but I do not think my mother would be justified in allowing you to +attend upon that poor girl.' + +'Allowing me! Really I do not mean to ask her. I choose to do it, thank +you, and I will speak to the servant myself.' + +It was now Miss Gwynne's turn to grow very red, as, with haughty port, +she swept past Rowland, leaving him muttering to himself. + +'What a pity that one so noble should be so determined and absolute. Let +her go, however. Nobody shall say that I lent a hand to her remaining +here. In the first place she runs the risk of infection, in the second +every one else thinks she degrades herself by coming here as she does. +Still, her desire to take care of the girl is a fine, natural trait of +character. I must just go and look over the _Guardian_. A curacy in +England I am resolved to get, away from all temptation. Yet I hate +answering advertisements, or advertising. If my aunt's friends would +only interest themselves in procuring me a London curacy, I think I +should like to work there. That would be labouring in the vineyard, with +a positive certainty of reaping some of the fruits.' + +The soliloquy was interrupted by the reappearance of Mrs Prothero, +dressed for her walk. + +'Mother, you ought not to let Miss Gwynne stay.' + +'I! my dear Rowland! Do you think she would mind what I say to her?' + +Miss Gwynne entered. + +'I have sent off the servant, and now let me go to the girl.' + +This was said with the decision of an empress, and with equal grandeur +and dignity was the bow made with which she honoured Rowland as she made +her exit, followed meekly by Mrs Prothero. + +A short time afterwards she was alone by the bedside of the sick girl. +Every comfort had been provided for her by Mrs Prothero, and Miss Gwynne +had little to do but to administer medicines and nourishment. + +'Is there anything I can do for you, my poor girl?' she said, leaning +over her bed. 'Anything you have to say--any letter I can write--any--' + +'If--you--would--pray--my lady,' was the slow, almost inarticulate +reply. + +Pray! This was what Miss Gwynne could not do. 'Why,' she asked herself, +'can I not say aloud what I feel at my heart for this unhappy creature? +I never felt so before, and yet I know not how to pray.' + +She went to the head of the stairs, and called Netta. + +'Will you ask your brother whether he will come and read a prayer to the +poor girl?' she said. + +A few seconds after there was a knock at the door. She opened it and +admitted Rowland. He went to the bed, and began to whisper gently of the +hope of salvation to those who believe. Gladys opened her eyes, and +caught the hand extended to her. + +'More--more,' she murmured. 'Lord, I believe, help thou mine unbelief.' + +Rowland read the Office for the Sick, from the prayer book, and she +responded inwardly, her lips moving. Miss Gwynne came to the bed, and +kneeling down, joined in the prayers. + +Again Rowland spoke soothingly to the girl of the need of looking to +Christ, the Saviour, alone in the hour of her extremity; and she +murmured, 'He is my rock and my fortress.' + +'Do you trust wholly in Him?' + +'In whom else should I trust? All human friends are gone.' + +'Not all, you have friends around you.' + +'Have I? Thank you, sir? God bless you.' + +'I will come again and read to you when you are able to bear it.' + +Rowland said this and withdrew, without speaking again to Miss Gwynne, +or even bowing as he left the room. + +'He certainly reads most impressively,' thought Miss Gwynne; 'I could +scarcely believe he was not English born and bred; but still he is quite +a Goth in manners, and I am sure he thinks no one in the country so +clever as himself.' + +Rowland met Netta at the foot of the stairs. + +'Netta, I really am ashamed to think that you can allow Miss Gwynne to +wait upon that girl in your own house.' + +'I'm sure, Rowland, Miss Gwynne needn't do it if she didn't choose. I +don't want to catch the fever, and I never will run the risk by nursing +such a girl as that.' + +'Surely, Netta, you cannot be our mother's daughter, or you could not +use such unchristian expressions.' + +'I'm no more unchristian than other people, but you're always finding +fault with me.' + +The conversation was interrupted by a loud knocking at the house door, +and Farmer Prothero's voice was heard without, calling,-- + +'Mother, mother, where are you? Here we are, all come!' + +Netta flew to open the door, and was soon industriously kissing a lady +and gentleman, who had just alighted from a little four-wheeled +carriage, and were waiting, with her father, for admission. Rowland, +also, in his turn, duly embraced the lady, who seemed much pleased to +see him. They brought in various packages, and proceeded to the parlour. + +'Where's mother, Netta?' exclaimed Mr Prothero. + +Rowland answered for her. + +'She is gone to Mrs Griffey Jenkins, father; perhaps you have not heard +that Uncle Griff is dead.' + +'Not I, indeed. Well! he's as good out of the world as in, though I'm +sorry for the old fellow. But what'll we do without mother? She's always +nursing somebody or other, either alive or dead.' + +Rowland turned to his aunt, and said that his mother begged him to +apologise for her necessary absence for a few hours. + +'I shall do very well, I daresay,' said the aunt, whose countenance wore +a somewhat austere expression. + +She was a lady of middle age, who prided herself upon having a first +cousin a baronet. Her father, a clergyman, rector of a good English +living, was the younger son of Sir Philip Payne Perry, and she an only +child, was his heiress. Mr Jonathan Prothero had been, in years gone by, +his curate, and had succeeded in gaining the affections, as well as +fortune, of the daughter, and in bringing both into his native country. +He had the living of Llanfach, in which parish Glanyravon was situated, +and lived in very good style in a pretty house that he had built +something in the style of an English vicarage. + +Mrs Jonathan Prothero, or Mrs Prothero, the Vicarage, as she was usually +called, was tall and thin, very fashionably dressed, with a very long +face, a very long nose, very keen greenish grey eyes, a very elaborately +curled front, a very long neck, very thin lips, and very dainty manners. +She was proud of her feet and hands, which were always well shod, +stockinged, gloved, and ringed, and as these were the only pretty points +about her, we cannot wonder at her taking care of them. People used to +say she would have been an old maid, had not a certain auspicious day +taken the Rev. Jonathan Prothero to her father's parish, who, having an +eye after the fashion of servants of a lower grade, to 'bettering +himself,' wisely made her a matron. Having no children of their own, +they lavished their affections on their nephews and niece, and their +money on their education. + +'My dear Rowland,' said Mrs Jonathan, 'I think I have agreeable news for +you. I wrote to my cousin, Sir Philip Payne Perry, whose wife's brother +is, as you know, high in the church, and received this answer.' + +She put a letter into Rowland's hands, and watched his countenance as he +read it. + +'My dear aunt, how very good of you!' exclaimed Rowland; 'the very +thing I wished for. Oh, if I can only get it, I shall be quite happy. A +curacy in London, father! Just read this. Sir Philip thinks I might not +like it in the heart of the city, but that is really what I wish. Plenty +to do all the week long. Oh, aunt, how can I thank you enough?' + +'By making every effort to advance yourself in life, and to rise in the +world, my dear nephew,' said Mrs Jonathan. + +'What do you think, uncle?' asked Rowland, turning to Mr Jonathan +Prothero, who was seated in the window, with a large book before him, +that he had brought from the carriage. + +'He! what! what did you ask?' + +'Only what you think of this London curacy that my aunt has been so kind +as to write about.' + +'Me! I! Oh, capital! just the thing in my humble opinion. If you get it, +you will be able to go to the Museum, and look up the old genealogy we +were talking about. Do you know I have made a remarkable discovery about +Careg Cennin Castle. It was built--' + +'Never mind, my dear, just now; we were talking of Rowland's curacy,' +interrupted Mrs Jonathan, who generally managed all business matters. + +'To be sure, my dear, to be sure, you know best,' said Mr Jonathan +absently, resuming his book. + +'For my part, sister,' said the farmer, 'I 'ould rather he had a curacy +in his own country, and so 'ould his mother; but he's so confoundedly +ambitious.' + +'Aunt, won't you come upstairs and take off your things?' asked Netta, +interposing, for once in her life, at the right time. + +'Thank you, my dear, I should be very glad,' and they accordingly +disappeared. + +'Father,' began Rowland, as soon as they were gone, 'I think it right to +tell you, that we were obliged, out of sheer charity, to take that poor +Irish girl into the house. It was impossible to move her without risk of +instant death.' + +'And upon my very deed, Rowland, if this isn't too bad,' cried the +farmer, stamping his foot on the floor, and instantaneously swelling +with passion. 'As if it wasn't enough to have paupers, and poor-rates, +and sick and dying, bothering one all day long, without your bringing an +Irish beggar into the house. I never saw such an 'ooman as your mother +in my life; she's never quiet a minute. I 'ont stand it any longer; now +'tis a subscription for this, now a donation for that, then sixpence for +Jack such a one, or a shilling for Sal the other, till I have neither +peace nor money. Come you, sir, go and turn that vagabond out directly, +or I'll do it before your mother comes home, hark'ee, sir.' + +'I can't father, really.' + +'Then I will.' + +Off stalked the farmer in his passion, crying out in the passage, +'Shanno, come here!' + +A servant girl quickly answered the summons. + +'Where's that Irish vagabond?' + +'In Mr Owen's room, sir.' + +Upstairs went the farmer, leaving Shanno grinning and saying, 'He, he, +he'll do be turning her out very soon, she will, he, he.' + +Rowland ran upstairs after his father, calling out gently, 'Stop, +father, Miss Gwynne--' but the father was in the bedroom before he heard +the words, and had made the house re-echo the noise of his opening the +door. + +He was instantaneously checked in his career by seeing Miss Gwynne +advance towards him, with her finger in the air. + +'Hush, Mr Prothero,' she whispered, 'she is asleep. Look here; gently, +very gently.' + +She led the enraged farmer by one of his large brass buttons to the +bedside, where the white-faced Gladys lay. She looked so much like a +corpse, that he started back affrighted. Then Miss Gwynne led him out +into the passage, and seeing from his angry face the state of the case, +instantly said,-- + +'It was I who had her brought here, Mr Prothero; and by-and-by I will +get her sent back to her parish, but until she is better we must take +care of her.' + +At these words from the all-powerful Miss Gwynne, Mr Prothero was fain +to put such check upon his rising choler as the shortness of the notice +would allow. He could not, however, fully restrain the whole of the +invective that had been upon his lips a short time before. + +'No offence, Miss Gwynne? but 'pon my soul, I'm sick to death of my +missus's pensioners and paupers, and I'm determined to have no more of +'em. You may do as you please, miss, at your own house, and I'll do as I +please in mine.' + +Here Rowland popped his head out of a neighbouring bedroom + +'Father, Miss Gwynne is taking upon herself a risk and encumbrance that +should be wholly my mother's. She has nothing to do with the girl, +beyond showing her great kindness.' + +'Really, Mr Rowland Prothero,' began Miss Gwynne, drawing herself up to +her fullest height, 'I wish you would allow me to manage my own +affairs.' + +'Yes, yes, Rowland. What, name o' goodness, have you to do with Miss +Gwynne? I'm ashamed of the boy. I really beg your pardon, miss, but I +believe he's so set up by having a chance of going to London, that he +don't know whether he stands on his head or his heels. Go you away, +Rowland, directly. I won't have you interfaring with me.' + +Miss Gwynne could not help laughing as she saw Rowland's sense of duty +struggle with his pride at this authoritative mandate; but she was very +much surprised to see him bow politely to her and walk away. She +wondered whether anything on earth could have induced her to obey a +similar order. + +She followed Mr Prothero downstairs and made herself so agreeable to him +and Mrs Jonathan, that they quite forgot Mrs Prothero's absence, until +the sudden return of that good woman set all matters right, and enabled +Miss Gwynne to leave the farm. + + + + + + +CHAPTER VI. + +THE MISER'S WIFE. + + +'I must have money,' said Howel Jenkins as he sat alone with his mother +in their little parlour, the evening after Mrs Prothero had left them. + +'My dear, there will be plenty when we can find it, be you sure of that. +I do know well enough that your poor father was having a chest full, +only he was keeping his door locked and barred so that I couldn't see +him at it.' + +'But surely, mother, you must have some idea where my father kept his +gold. If I don't pay a man in London by tomorrow's post, I shall be in +jail before a week is over my head.' + +'Mercy! Howel, bach! Now don't you be spending the mint o' money that'll +be coming to you, there's a good boy, before you do know what it is. +Remember Netta! You'll be as grand as any of 'em now, if you do only +begin right, and are being study and persevaring, and sticking to your +business. I 'ouldn't wonder if you was to be a councillor some day. Only +to think of me, mother of Councillor Jenkins! You may be looking higher +than Netta, and be marrying a real lady, and be riding in your coach and +four, and be dining with my Lord Single ton, and be in the London +papers; and I 'ouldn't wonder if you was to be visiting the Queen and +Prince Albert again, and behaving your picture taken to put into your +own books and the "'Lustrated." I always was saying I 'ould be making a +gentleman of you, and I have.' + +'But, mother, before I can do anything like this I must pay my debts and +make a new beginning. I will marry Netta, now, in spite of the whole +tribe of Davids and Jonathans, and they shall see us as much above them +as--as--money can make us. Now, mother, we must have a search for the +money.' + +'Not whilst your father is in the house, Howel; I should be afraid. Be +you sure his spirit'll be looking after the money till the funeral's +over.' + +'Nonsense; where are the keys? We'll have a turn at the old bureau +anyhow. Money I must have, at once, and Rowland is as obstinate as a pig +about what the governor told him.' + +'Indeet, and indeet, Howel, you had better don't. Suppose it 'ould bring +him to life again?' + +'I'll risk that. Give me the keys.' + +Mrs Jenkins handed a bunch of keys to her son with trembling fingers. + +'Tak you a drop of spirits first. It do show how rich they are thinking +us now. There's Jones, the Red Cow, and Lewis, draper, are letting us +have as much credit as we like; and they 'ouldn't let us have as much as +a dobbin or a yard of tape before poor Griffey died.' + +Howel drank a wine-glass of raw brandy and went upstairs with the keys +in his hand. He crept stealthily into that room where the miser breathed +his last, as if fearful of arousing the body within the drawn curtains. +He proceeded to the bureau and tried the various keys of the large bunch +that he now grasped for the first time in his life. At last one key +entered the lock and turned in it. Hush! there is a sound in the room. +He turns very pale as he glances round. He sees no movement anywhere. +The curtains are so still that he almost wishes the wind would stir +them. He opens the bureau and again looks wistfully round. He is almost +sure that the curtains move. 'Coward that I am,' he cries, 'what do I +fear?' + +He turns again, and, looking into the bureau, sees that all the open +divisions are filled with papers, and imagines what must be the contents +of the closed and secret compartments. As he touches one of these a +tremor seizes him, and he fancies that a hand is on his shoulder. He +starts and turns, but the curtains are motionless as ever. He goes into +the passage and calls, 'Mother, come here. Quick! I want you directly.' + +Mrs Jenkins comes upstairs, looking as pale as her son. + +'Just help me out with this bureau, mother; I cannot examine it in this +room, you have put such ridiculous notions into my head.' + +'I'm afraid, Howel.' + +'Nonsense, come directly, or I must get some one else.' + +The pair went into the room and tried to move the bureau that had stood +for nearly fifty years in that corner untouched, save by the husband and +father, now lifeless near them. It was very heavy, and scarcely could +their united strength move it from its resting-place. They finally +succeeded, however, in dragging it towards the door, in doing which they +had to pass the foot of the bed. Unconsciously they pushed the bed with +the corner of the bureau and shook it. They nearly sank to the ground +with terror, expecting, for the moment, to see the miser arise, and +again take possession of his treasures. The mother rushed into the +passage, the son again called himself a coward, and, with a great +effort, pushed the bureau through the door and shut it after him. + +'Now, mother, help to get it into my room. One would think we were +breaking into another man's house, instead of taking possession of our +own property.' + +With the whole of their joint strength they succeeded in getting the +heavy piece of furniture into Howel's room, where, having first locked +the door, they proceeded to examine its contents. Disappointment awaited +them; they could find nothing but papers. Deeds, mortgages, bills, +letters, accounts, were arranged in every open and shut division. The +drawers contained nothing else, and the little locked cupboard in the +centre, the key of which was found upon the bunch, also enshrined +nothing but a few very particular documents. + +'These papers could not have made the bureau so heavy,' said Howel, +biting his nails. 'There must be secret drawers.' + +He pulled out the drawers and papers, and threw them on his bed. He +tried to move the bureau, and found it almost as heavy as ever. + +'I am thinking, Howel, bach, that cupboard don't go through to the back +of the bureau,' suggested Mrs Jenkins. + +Howel seized the poker and aimed a blow at the cupboard; the mahogany +did not give way, but they fancied they heard a chinking sound within. + +'I am thinking,' said the mother, 'that it must be a double bureau. It +is looking so much broader than it do seem.' + +Howel examined it, and began to think so, too; he took some carpenter's +tools down from the shelf, and set to work to try to pierce the back of +the bureau with a gimlet, in order to see if the gimlet would appear on +the other side. + +He worked the implement through a portion of the wood, and then found +its course stopped by some still harder matter. He had recourse to his +penknife, with which he hacked a hole in the wood, large enough to find +that there was an inner back of iron, or some kind of metal. Each new +obstacle served only to inflame his impatience, and to provoke his +temper. He forgot the bed in the next room, and everything else in the +world except the attainment of his object, and running downstairs, +returned with a large sledge-hammer that he found in the coal-hole. With +his strength concentrated in one blow, he swung it against the back of +the bureau, and had the satisfaction of finding his wishes gratified. +The concussion moved some secret spring somewhere, for as the piece of +furniture tottered on its foundation, and fell forwards against the bed, +out rolled such a profusion of gold, as led Howel to believe, the 'El +dorado' was found at last. Mother and son lifted up their hands in +astonishment; gold pieces were in every corner of the room, scattered +here and there like large yellow hail. + +The noise of the blow, however, and the subsequent fall of the bureau +had alarmed a neighbour, and before one piece of the tempting gold had +been picked up, there was a loud knock at the door. + +'Say the house has fallen in; the inquisitive fools!' exclaimed Howel, +as his mother left the room. + +Howel began to fill his pockets with gold pieces, and opening a box, +pushed as many as he could hastily gather up into it also. There were +thousands upon thousands of sovereigns upon the floor. + +'It was old Pal, the shop,' said Mrs Jenkins, returning to her golden +harvest, 'she was up nursing next door, and heard the noise. I tell her +it was the table falling down.' + +'Now, mother, as soon as all is over, I must go to London and clear off +my debts with some of this money; but I must see Netta first.' + +'Why don't you be putting it in the bank, Howel, bach? It will make a +gentleman of you.' + +'There's enough besides to make me a gentleman, if I am not one already; +and I promise you, that when I am clear again I will come back and make +all the rich men in the country hang their heads. But I want to see +Netta.' + +'Write you a bit of a note, and I will manage to send it.' + +'Pick up the money, mother, and I will write the note.' Mrs Jenkins +proceeded to obey her son, whilst he unlocked a desk, and wrote the +following hasty lines:-- + +'I must be in London next Monday. I must see you before I leave. Meet +me at the old place in the wood by the little Fall, Sunday evening, +during church time.' + +He folded the note without signing it, and gave it to his mother, +without adding any address. + +'Seal it mother, and deliver it, or rather send it by some one you can +trust.' + +'I'll manage that. Now pick you up some of the money. Here's a hundred +pound in my apron now, and gracious me! the lots more!' + +'If you will keep the hundred pounds in your apron, mother, and let me +have the rest, I shall be satisfied.' + +'But what'll you be doing with all this goold?' + +'Preparing to make you the mother of Councillor Jenkins, or of a famous +man of some sort or other. What do you say to a poet or a prime +minister?' + +'I 'ould rather you do be a councillor, than anything--like Councillor +Rice, Llandore.' + +'Well, I shall perhaps, be a judge with all this money, and I daresay my +father--' + +Here a vision of the bed in the next room stopped the young man's +speech, and shuddering slightly, he kicked a heap of sovereigns that lay +near his foot, and sent them rolling into different corners of the room. + +'Take away the ill-gotten gain, mother, it will never prosper; you had +better go to bed, and I will do the same. I suppose it would be +impossible to sleep with that yellow usury on the floor. I should have +Plutus at the head of the imps of darkness about my bed, instead of +"Matthew, Mark, Luke, and John," that I used to pray to "bless the bed +that I lie on."' + +'Don't talk so fullish, Howel.' + +'Why it was you taught me all that Popery.' + +'The Lord forgive you, Howel, I never did see the Pope, and 'ould sooner +teach you the Methodist hymn book.' + +'Well, never mind, let us go to bed.' + +'I'll go down and sit by the fire. Lie you down here. God bless you, my +boy, give your poor mother a kiss.' + +'Good-night, mother, or rather good morning,' said the son, bending down +carelessly to be embraced by the parent who would sacrifice her life for +him. + +When Mrs Jenkins had left the room, Howel hastily collected the gold +that was scattered about, and tossed it, without counting it, into the +box already mentioned, which he locked, and put the key in his pocket. +He then lay down on the bed without undressing, and tried to sleep. In +vain, no sleep would come to 'steep his senses in forgetfulness.' The +bed in the next room, with its grim, gaunt inmate, was constantly before +his eyes. If he dozed for a moment, the miser, his father, and the gold +he had for years longed to obtain possession of, haunted him, and made +him start like a thief, as if taken in the act of stealing the coin now +by inheritance his own. + +'Cursed gold!' he exclaimed at last, jumping from the bed, 'what shall I +do with it? Pay my debts, and turn a sober man? I will try. If 'Netta +will have me, perhaps I may; indeed I am sure I could. We will come here +and cut a dash first, however. I should like to humble some of our Welsh +aristocrats by showing them how the son of Griffey Jenkins can eclipse +their genealogies, by the magic power of the Golden God. I will stay +over the funeral, then off to town and get rid of my pressing debts; +then pay Levi and Moses, and all my debts of honour; then set myself up +in clothes and jewels, and come home and carry off Netta; and, finally, +have a year's pleasure at least. Take Netta to the continent, and teach +her to _parlez-vous_ a little more fluently than she does now, and to +assume more aristocratic manners; in short--in short--' + +The soliloquy was interrupted by the sudden explosion of some substance +under his feet, upon which he accidentally trod as he was pacing up and +down the room. He swore an oath that emanated from his fear, and thought +that the lower regions had actually opened to receive the gold he was +meditating upon, since fire and smoke accompanied the noise, together +with a smell of gunpowder. He rushed out of the room, just as his +mother, alarmed by the sound, was running upstairs. + +'They will carry him off before the funeral,' he cried, as his mother +asked what was the matter. + +Ashamed of his cowardice, he made an effort to return to the room, +followed by his mother. There was such a strong smell of sulphur that +both recoiled. + +'What fools we are!' exclaimed Howel, forcing himself to enter. He +stooped to examine the floor, and to his amusement and disgust, found +the remains of a cracker, which had burst beneath his foot-tread. There +were several others scattered about, that had been unnoticed, because +they looked simply like bits of paper. These had evidently been placed +by his father amongst the gold, in the hope of frightening any one who +might wish to finger it, and had rolled out with the treasure they were +intended to protect. + +Mother and son again left the room, the latter locking the door as he +did so, and putting the key in his pocket. They descended to the little +parlour below stairs, where they finished the night, alternately dozing +in their chairs, and talking, and occasionally supporting themselves by +draughts of the different liquors that were spread upon the table near +them. In spite of his best efforts to throw aside such thoughts, Howel +could see nothing all that night but the gold, the father who had won +it, and the poor wretches who had been ruined in paying usurious +interest for it. + + + + + + +CHAPTER VII. + +THE SQUIRE. + + +The dinners at Glanyravon were always unexceptionable. Mr Gwynne was a +bit of an epicure, and kept a capital cook, and his daughter liked to +see everything done in good style. Even Mrs. Jonathan Prothero declared +that the dinner-parties at her cousin's, Sir Philip Payne Perry's, were +scarcely more agreeable or better managed. + +Still, at the dinner in question, all the elements were not quite well +amalgamated. Although the dishes were so discreetly seasoned, and the +_entremets_ so exquisitely prepared, that the most fastidious critic of +the gastronomic art would not have found a grain too much of any one +ingredient, there was a less judicious mixture amongst the guests. +Nothing could be more perfect than the bearing of the host and hostess. +Mr Gywnne was a gentleman, even in his peculiarities--fastidiously a +gentleman--and comported himself as such to every one. But he was too +nervous, and had too low a voice to put his guests at ease: one half did +not hear him at all, and the rest were slightly afraid of him on account +of this extreme fastidiousness, his nervous complaints and his being +very easily tired, or bored. Miss Gwynne was more successful at her end +of the table, but she rather annoyed some of her guests by being too +much bent on bringing out her friend Netta, and playing her off against +Miss Nugent. + +She was, however, very polite to all, and, for so young a woman, made a +very agreeable and fascinating hostess. So, apparently, thought all the +gentlemen, as they principally addressed their conversation to her, and +had manoeuvred, particularly the young ones, to sit as near her as +possible. The Rev Jonathan Prothero had the place of honour at her +right, and did not take up much of her time. He appeared to be deep in +the speculation concerning the ancient castle of which we have already +heard, and was learnedly descanting upon it to Mrs Rice Rice, a lady on +his other side. The said Mrs Rice Rice, having _un oeil aux champs, et +l'autre a la ville,_ was ostensibly listening to him, whilst she was +really attending to her son, who was making visible efforts on the heart +of the heiress, Miss Gwynne. + +The Rice Rices were people of family and fortune, living in the +neighbouring town. Mr Rice Rice was in the law, and was at that moment +engaged in discussing the affairs of the deceased Mr. Griffith Jenkins +and his quondam articled pupil, Howel, with Rowland Prothero across Miss +Nugent. He was a portly well-to-do-looking man, with a bald head and +good-humoured countenance. His wife was even more portly than himself, +and sat, in black velvet and marabout feathers, as stately as a princess +at a drawing-room. The task of keeping up the family reputation of the +ancient house of Rice Rice devolved in a great measure on this lady, +assisted by her daughter; and, it must be said, that if any one could +have doubted the antiquity of this honourable race after an hour's +conversation with this enthusiastic pair he must have been a sceptic +indeed! Family pride is a common weakness, but one could almost call it +the stronghold of Mrs. Rice Rice, just as the various archaeological and +historical glories of Wales and the Welsh was the fortress of Mr. +Jonathan Prothero. + +It was into these towers of strength that these worthies retreated on +all occasions. One saw the bulwark in Mrs. Rice Rice's ample, immoveable +figure, and in the glance of the eyes that looked over the somewhat +mountainous cheek; one saw it in a certain extension of the chin, turn +of the mouth, and slightly _retrousse_ nose. One saw it, above all, in +her manner to the Protheros. + +But Mrs. Jonathan Prothero was quite as capable of sustaining the +dignity of the Philip Payne Perrys as the Welsh lady that of the Rice +Rices, and a satirist might have made a clever caricature of these +patriotic dames--the one thin and stiff, the other stout and stiff--as +they compared their family honours. + +But the lady of undoubted rank and pretension of the party is Lady Mary +Nugent, who can afford to patronise or throw over-board whomsoever she +will. She is seated next to Mr Gwynne, and is lavishing a considerable +share of good looks and eloquence on that gentleman. Still in the prime +of life, elegant, refined, pretty, and a skilful tactician, she is a +dangerous rival of the young ladies, and is not wholly innocent of a +desire to eclipse them. She and her daughter are dressed very nearly +alike, in some white and light material, and at a little distance she +might pass for the fair Wilhelmina's elder sister. A profusion of +ornaments, too well arranged to appear too numerous, alone distinguish +mother and daughter. She has a handsome profile and a captivating +manner, two dangerous things in woman; but therewith she has an +occasionally malicious expression of eye and mouth, that somewhat +impairs the effect of the captivation. + +Her daughter is like her in profile, but has not her fascination of +manner. She is, however, beautiful as a statue, with chiselled features +and marble complexion. But she does not at present appear to have +character enough to possess the clever malice of her mother. This may +possibly come with suitors and rivals, who generally draw out all the +evil, and sometimes much of the good, of woman's nature. + +She is now simpering and blushing and saying pretty nothings between +Rowland Prothero and a certain Sir Hugh Pryse, who, on their respective +parts, think her a goose, being attracted elsewhere. Sir Hugh is +exerting his lungs to their utmost, and much beyond the boundaries that +etiquette would vainly try to impose upon them, in endeavouring to +attract the attention of Miss Gwynne; whilst Rowland is, as we before +said, discussing the death of Mr Jenkins and the prospects of his son. + +Perhaps the most uncomfortable person at the table is Netta, who really +does not quite understand how to behave herself in the new atmosphere in +which she finds herself. She never was at a dinner-party before, never +waited upon by grand servants, never surrounded by such gay people; and, +in spite of her ambition to eclipse by her beauty the Misses Nugent and +Rice Rice, she feels and looks rather awkward. Miss Gwynne does all in +her power to reassure her, but she sits, looking very pretty--by far the +prettiest person in the room--and very ill at ease, until the ladies +adjourn to the drawing-room, and she takes refuge in the pictures of the +drawing-room scrap-book and her aunt. + +The gentlemen arrive in course of time, which they must do, linger as +long as they will over the delights of port and politics, and then the +various schemes and thoughts engendered at the dinner-table are brought +to light over the coffee-cup. + +Miss Gwynne patronisingly singles out Rowland Prothero, who, reserved by +nature, feels doubly so amongst the ill-assorted elements around him. + +'Have you seen that poor girl since I was last at your house, Mr +Prothero, and how is she to-day?' inquires the heiress. + +'She asked to see me yesterday, and I went to her. She seemed more +composed, and liked being read to; but she is in a very precarious +state.' + +'Is your father more reconciled to her being with you?' + +'Not at all. And it certainly is very unfortunate. But he would not +allow her to be neglected now she is thrown on his kindness.' + +'I wish she had never come,' interposed Netta, who had ventured to cross +the room to Miss Gwynne. + +'Have you heard of the great catch you are all likely to have, Miss +Gwynne?' here broke in Sir Hugh Pryse, of stentorian reputation. + +'I do not know what you mean,' said Miss Gwynne. + +'Why, Mr Rice Rice tells me there is more than a hundred thousand pounds +to be raffled for by all the young ladies in the country. They have +simply to put themselves into the lottery, and only one can have the +prize.' + +'I never knew you so figurative before. Sir Hugh.' 'Don't pay any +attention to him, Miss Gwynne,' said a fresh addition to the circle that +stood round that young lady's chair. 'He means that old Griffey Jenkins, +the miser, is dead, and that Howel comes into all his immense wealth.' + +Miss Gwynne gave her head such a magnificent toss that her neck looked +quite strained. + +'I do not imagine many _young ladies_ will purchase tickets in that +lottery,' she said, with a stress upon the 'young ladies.' + +'I have no doubt there are dozens who would, and will, do it at once,' +responded Sir Hugh. 'And quite right too. Such a fortune is not to be +had every day.' + +'But it is gentlemen, and not ladies, who are fortune-hunters,' said +Miss Gwynne, changing her tone, when she suddenly perceived that Netta's +face and neck were crimson. + +But the subject was become quite an interesting piece of local gossip, +and, one after another, all the party joined in it. + +'Howel Jenkins might make anything of himself if he would but be +steady,' said Mr Rice Rice. + +'Except a gentleman by birth,' said his lady. + +'Or the least bit of an archaeologist,' said Mr Jonathan Prothero. 'I +tried one day--you will scarcely believe it, Mr Gwynne--to make him +understand that Garn Goch was an old British encampment, but he would +not take it in.' + +'Ah, really; I do not very much wonder myself, for I cannot quite "take +in" those heaps of stones and all that sort of thing,' responded the +host. + +'What can they find to interest them in that sort of person?' asked +Lady Mary in an aside to Mr Gwynne. + +Miss Gwynne overheard it, and answered for her father. + +'He is a young man of great talent, very rich, very handsome, and has +had a miser for a father. Is not that the case Mr Rowland?' + +'I--I--really, it is scarcely fair to appeal to me, as he is a +relation.' + +'And do you never say a good word in favour of your relations?' + +'I hope so, when they deserve it,' said Rowland resolutely, glancing at +his sister, who was biting her glove. + +'If I may be allowed an opinion,' said Mrs Jonathan decidedly, also +glancing at poor Netta, 'I should say that Howel Jenkins was a complete +scapegrace. What he may yet turn out remains to be proved.' + +'Well, that is putting an end to him at once,' said Miss Gwynne, 'and I +think we had better play his funeral dirge. Lady Mary, will you give us +'The Dead March in Saul,' or something appropriate? Never mind, Netta; I +daresay cousin Howel will turn out a great man by-and-by;' this last +clause was whispered to Netta, whilst the young hostess went towards a +grand piano that stood invitingly open, and begged Lady Mary Nugent to +give them some music. + +That lady played some brilliant waltzes, after which, her daughter +accompanied her in the small bass of a duet. + +'Pon my soul, that's a pretty girl, that little Prothero!' said Sir Hugh +Pryse to young Rice Rice. 'I never saw such a complexion in my life. +Roses and carnations are nothing to it.' + +'Rather a vulgar style of beauty, I think,' said Mr Rice Rice, junior, +taking up an eyeglass, and finding some difficulty in fixing it in his +eye. He had lately discovered that he was nearsighted, to the great +grief of his mother, who, however, sometimes spoke of the sad fact in +the same tone that she used to speak of the Rice Rice, and Morgan of +Glanwilliam families. She herself belonged to the latter. + +'I vow she's lovely!' cried the baronet, so emphatically that every one +in the room might have heard him. Most of the ladies, doubtless, did, +and appropriated the sentiment, but, by-and-by, Netta was triumphant, as +he went and sat by her, and complimented her in very audible terms. + +She blushed and coquetted very respectably for a country damsel, and +wondered whether a poor baronet, or a wealthy miser's son would best +help her to humble the pride and condescension of the Nugents and the +Rice Rices. + +Whilst Lady Mary Nugent was playing, Mr Gwynne very nearly went to +sleep, and Rowland Prothero, who liked nothing but chants, and a solemn +kind of music that he chose to think befitting a clergyman, was, in his +turn, looking over the drawing-room scrap book. Miss Gwynne gave her +papa a sly push, and whispered, that she believed Mr Rowland Prothero +played chess. + +Mr Gwynne aroused himself, and challenged his young neighbour. Miss +Gwyne, assisted by all the gentlemen, brought the chess-table, and the +game soon began. + +There is no doubt that there is nothing in the world more selfish, more +absorbing, more disagreeable to every one excepting the players, than +chess. Mr Gwynne began his game half asleep; Rowland began his in a very +bad temper. The former was glad of anything that could keep him awake, +the latter was disgusted at having been made the victim of Miss Gwynne's +anxiety to preserve her father from falling fast asleep in the midst of +his guests. But, by degrees, the one was thoroughly aroused, and the +other forgot his annoyance. Both soon ignored the presence of any human +being save himself and his opponent. + +Music and talking sounded on all sides, but they made no impression on +the chess-players. Lady Mary performed all her most brilliant airs and +variations in vain, as far as Mr Gwynne was concerned; and Rowland was +even unconscious that Netta had resolutely played through all the small +pieces she had learnt at school at the particular request of Sir Hugh +Pryse. + +'That game will never finish,' at last exclaimed Lady Mary, approaching +Mr Gwynne. 'How can any one like chess?' + +Mr Gwynne kept his finger on a piece he was about to move, glanced up, +but did not speak. + +'They tell me you ought to have at least five or six moves in your eye +whilst you are making one,' said Sir Hugh. 'For my part, I always find +one move at a time more than I can manage. It certainly is the dullest +game ever invented.' + +'Chess is a game of great antiquity,' said the Rev. Jonathan +sententiously. 'It is supposed to have been invented in China or +Hindustan, and was known in the latter place by the name _Chaturanga_, +that is, four _angas_, or members of an army.' + +'The army must be proud to send such members to parliament,' said young +Rice Rice, with a consciousness of superior wit, in which the remainder +of the party did not appear to participate. + +'True, young gentleman,' said Mr Jonathan, 'and well she might, for they +were elephants, horses, chariots, and foot-soldiers; but what such +members of an army have to do with parliament, I should be glad to hear +you explain. I do not remember mention being made of parliament till the +twelfth century. It was first applied to general assemblies in France +during the reign of Louis the Seventh; and the earliest mention of it in +England is in the preamble to the statute of Westminster in 1272. It is +derived from the French word _parler_, to speak.' + +'Then,' said Miss Gwynne, 'there must be some truth in what I have +heard, that the first parliament was composed of women.' + +'Good, good, 'pon my soul!' roared Sir Hugh. + +'But Sir William Jones says of chess,' continued Mr Jonathan, in the +same unchanged tone and manner, 'that the Hindus--' + +'Oh, my dear, pray do not let us hear anything of Sir William Jones; I +am sick to death of all the Jones',' interrupted Mrs Prothero, causing a +diversion, and a suppressed laugh at her expense, instead of at young +Rice Rice's, who had made the last sally upon Mr Jonathan, and a +somewhat mortifying retreat. + +It was remarkable, that whoever made a sly attack upon that worthy, with +a view to a joke, was sure to have the tables turned upon him, by the +matter-of-fact way in which his joke was received, refuted, and cut to +pieces. + +'I assure you, my dear, there have been many very celebrated Jones', Sir +William at the head of them. He was a great Oriental scholar. Then there +was Inigo Jones, the architect; and John Paul Jones, the admiral; and Dr +John Jones, the grammarian, born in this very county; and--and--' + +'That celebrated Mr David Jones, Mr Prothero, whose locker was so deep +that I am sure he must have been a relation of the admiral,' suggested +Miss Gwynne. + +'Truly so, my dear--but I have read--' + +'I am afraid I must trouble you to order my carriage, Mr Gwynne,' said +Lady Mary, looking impatiently, first at the chess-table, secondly at +her daughter, who was engaged in animated nonsense with Mr Rice Rice, +junior; and thirdly at Sir Hugh, still occupied in making Netta blush. + +'I beg your pardon; one moment, Lady Mary; I must just castle my king.' + +'Perhaps you had better put an end to the game, papa,' said Miss Gwynne. + +'Not for the world, my dear. What do you say, Mr Rowland?' + +'I should certainly like to finish it, but perhaps we are +inconveniencing others.' + +'Ah, yes, to be sure. Then will you come and dine with me to-morrow, and +we will finish it?' + +'Thank you, I shall be very happy,' + +Mr Rice Rice, junior, and Sir Hugh wished that they were good chess +players. It was quite an honour to be invited to a family party at +Glanyravon. + +'Put the chess-table into the book-room, Winifred, and lock the door.' + +Mr Gwynne actually rose in the excitement of the moment. + +'If the servants come they will disturb the men, and--and--all that sort +of thing, you know.' + +Miss Gwynne and Rowland carried the chess-table into a small room, +opening into the drawing-room, and duly locked the door after them. + +'I suppose you are fond of chess,' said Miss Gwynne for want of +something to say. + +'Very,' said Rowland laconically, and she little knew what was passing +in his mind. + +Always the same thoughts when in her presence--thoughts of mingled +approbation and dislike. But she cared little what he thought of her. + +'Dry and pedantic, and very disagreeable,' was what she thought of him. + +'Your nephew is rather a sinking-looking young man,' were Lady Mary's +words to Mrs Prothero, during his temporary absence. + +'Yes, he is very clever and gentlemanlike. He gained high honours at +Oxford, and my cousin. Sir Philip Payne Perry, is going to procure him a +London curacy,' + +Lady Mary looked still more favourably upon Rowland when he returned, +with a flush on his face, from the book-room. + +'Do you know that young Prothero is a very handsome young man?' she said +to Miss Gwynne. + +'Very handsome,' said Miss Gwynne, remembering her intentions for +Wilhelmina. And the carriages were announced. + + + + + + +CHAPTER VIII. + +THE MISER'S SON. + + +It was Sunday evening, and all the inmates of Glanyravon Farm were +either at church or chapel, with the exception of Netta and one of the +servants, who remained to watch the sick Gladys. Netta said she had a +headache, and preferred staying at home. By way of curing it she put on +her best bonnet and went for a walk. As soon as she was out of sight of +the house she set off at a pace that did not bespeak pain of any kind. +She soon struck out of the country road, with its hedges of hawthorn, +into a field, and thence into a small wood or grove, almost flanking the +road. The warm June sun sent his rays in upon her through the trees, and +helped them to cast checkered shadows upon her path, lighting up, every +here and there, a bunch of fern or flowers, and brightening the trunks +of the interlacing trees. As she saw the lights and shadows dancing +before her she became serious for a moment, and fancied they were like +the will-o'-the-wisp, and portended no good; but she soon quickened her +pace, and at the first opening went out again into the road, where the +sun was uninterrupted in his gaze, and her few fanciful thoughts took +flight. + +She glanced furtively into one or two cottages as she passed them, and +the absence of all inmates seemed to reproach her for her Sunday evening +falsehood. At last she reached a small cross-road or lane, down which +she turned, heedless of the profusion of wild roses that actually +canopied the way. Another path, narrower still, and thickly bordered +with blackberry bushes in full blossom, brought her to what seemed a +large mass of brambles, low underwood, and occasional young oaks. There +were, however, little patches of grass here and there amongst the +thicket, and into one of these she got with some difficulty. This was +the hall from which diverged one or two little passages, that looked so +dark, narrow, and brambly, that they appeared inaccessible. But Netta +managed to push aside some briars with her parasol and enter one. Almost +at her first footstep she tore her pretty muslin dress, but folding it +closer round her, she pushed her way. The smart pink bonnet was in great +danger, but escaped uninjured. + +At last she found herself on the brink of a deep ravine, almost +precipitous, and heard the sound of rushing water beneath her. Large, +gloomy trees outspread their brawny arms on each side of this gorge and +lovingly embraced above it, so that the rays of the sun were again +thwarted in their purpose, and turned and twisted about before they +could glance upon the dark waters below. + +Netta did not know all the tangles and tears she was to meet with when +she set out on her walk. She had not visited this spot for some time, +and then she had taken a more frequented path, on the other side of the +ravine. She looked around, and down into the depth below, but she could +see nothing but trees and brushwood. She was not strong-minded, so she +began to be afraid. However, summoning up her courage, she pushed into +a kind of broken stony path, down the side of the gully, and at the +expense of a few more rents in the muslin dress, and some scratches on +her hands, she succeeded in scrambling to the bottom. + +Here was a wild and beautiful scene. A waterfall rolled from a height, +over rocks and brushwood, down into a foaming stream beneath, that +rushed, in its turn, over huge stones through the dark ravine. + +As Netta stood almost at the base of the waterfall, and on the edge of +the rapid brook, something like reflection took possession of her +volatile mind. There was a solemn gloom and grandeur about the scene +that reminded her of the Sabbath she was desecrating, and therewith of +her parents, and her duty to them. For a moment--only for a moment--she +thought she would return, and strive to atone for the falsehood, by +giving up the object of her evening wandering. But a bright gleam of +sunshine darted through the trees--the stream foamed and leapt towards +it--the waterfall sparkled beneath--the arrowy fern glittered like gold, +and Netta's heart forgot her duty, and thought of her recreant lover. +Her repentance must come in gloom, her sin in sunshine. + +She plucked a bunch of the wild roses that hung around and above her, +and dashed them petulantly into the stream. She watched them as their +course was interrupted by the large masses of rock, and they were tossed +here and there by the angry mischievous water. At last they hung +trembling on a huge stone, stranded, as it were, on their impetuous +course. Again, for a moment, a serious comparison arose in her mind, and +she wondered whether her life might be like that of the flowers she had +cast away from her? whether she might be carried, by the force of +contending passions, and left to wither upon some hard shore that as yet +she knew not of. Such ideas naturally present themselves to the mind of +all who are not wholly devoid of imagination and when the rapid stream +again bore, away the bunch of roses, and Netta saw them no more, she had +quite believed that such would be her course upon the troubled waters of +the world. + +But she was not long left to speculate upon her future. Whilst her eyes +were yet fixed upon the spot whence the roses had vanished, she felt a +hand on her shoulder, heard a voice call her name, and starting round, +saw her cousin Howel behind her. He had crept so softly down that she +had not heard him, and she uttered a sharp cry that sounded like one of +terror, as she suddenly felt his touch. + +'A strange greeting, Netta,' were the first words, after they had shaken +hands. + +'You frightened me, and why were you not here sooner? I have been +waiting an hour,' was the rejoinder, in a tone of voice that belied the +radiant joy of the young face. + +Suddenly Netta seemed to recollect something that brought a shadow over +the sunshine. + +'Cousin Howel, I--I am very sorry for you. Poor Uncle Griff! How is +aunt?--and you--you look ill, Howel; what is the matter?' + +It was difficult for Netta to know what to say about the death of the +miser. She was not sorry, and she could not tell how her cousin felt. + +'Oh, yes; my mother is pretty well. I have been ill, but shall soon be +all right again. Netta, how long is it since we met?' + +'A twelvemonth next Friday.' + +'You remember the day, dear Netta. Then you do not hate me, although +they have done their best to make you do so, by calling me gambler, +spendthrift, drunkard, and all the charming etceteras.' + +'Oh no, Howel.' + +'Take off that bonnet, and let me see if you are altered.' He unfastened +the strings, and let the long black curls fall over the girl's neck. +'No, you are only prettier than ever, cousin Netta. How would you look +in lace and pearls, and all the goodly array of a fine lady?' + +'I don't know, Howel; but tell me what you wanted me for. + +'Just let me twist this bunch of roses into your hair first, to see how +an evening toilette would become my pretty cousin Netta.' + +Howel had torn a spray from the rose-bush at their back, and he inserted +it carelessly amongst the curls. + +'How well you look, Netta. I should like to see you in a ball-room. We +will go together to plenty of balls, if you will only consent.' + +'I don't like those roses, cousin,' said Netta hastily, 'they are +unlucky I think,' and she tore them from her hair, and threw them, as +she had done the previous ones, into the brook. 'Now let us see where +they will go.' + +'We have not time, Netta, and I do not know why I am fooling away the +hours. You must answer all my questions truly and plainly. I am become a +rich man, how rich I do not myself know; and I mean to let every one +belonging to me see that I can spend my money like a gentleman, and be +as grand as those who have hitherto lorded it over me.' + +'Particularly the Rice Rices and Lady Mary Nugent,' interrupted Netta. + +'Would you like to be grander than they, Netta? have a finer carriage, +more beautiful clothes, a handsomer house, plate, jewels, servants, and +all sorts of magnificence?' + +'Oh, yes, of all things in the world.' + +'Then you shall be my wife, Netta, and we will soon see whether we +cannot be as grand as the grandest.' + +'Oh, cousin!' + +'Well, dear Netta; tell me, are you changed?' + +'No, cousin.' + +'If I ask your father's consent, and he gives it, will you marry me?' + +'You know we settled that long ago, cousin Howel; but father will not +consent, unless--unless--' + +'Pshaw, but if I ask his consent, and he refuses it, will you marry me +then, dear Netta, dear, dear cousin?' + +Howel fixed his large, piercing eyes upon Netta, who coloured and +trembled, and murmured, 'Oh, Howel, I don't know--how can I?' + +'How can you? Who is to prevent you? We can marry and go abroad, and +return and ask pardon, and I will take a fine house, and they will be +only too proud to own us?' + +'Not father, Howel, unless--' + +'Unless I become a steady fellow, and settle down, as I mean to do, if +you will marry me. But if you refuse me, I shall just go on as I am, or +put an end to my wretched life perhaps.' + +'Howel, don't be so wicked,' cried Netta, bursting into tears. + +'Then, Netta, you must give me your promise to be mine, whether your +father consents or not, whenever I write you word, through my mother, +that I will have a carriage ready at the corner near the turnpike. But I +can settle all particulars at the proper time, provided only you +promise. Remember, you have told me hundreds of times that you will be +my wife, and neither father nor mother should prevent it.' + +'I do not know--I cannot tell whether it would be right.' + +'Not right to save me from destruction, to make me what I ought to be, +to cleave to your husband as if he were yourself, in spite of parents or +relations! I am sure, Netta, that you are taught to do all this; +besides, you cannot help it, if you love me. You know that I would have +married you when I had nothing, as readily as I will now that I have +tens of thousands, and surely this deserves a return?' + +Netta began to sob. + +'You know how it is, Howel. I am afraid of father, and could not bear to +annoy mother, but--' + +'But you love me better still, Netta; so do not cry, and we will be as +happy as the day is long. Will you promise me?' + +Netta sobbed on and hesitated. + +'I am going to London to-morrow, cousin Netta, to pay debts, and make +myself clear of the world. If you will promise, in a few months I will +return for you; we will travel, we will do anything in the world you +like; I shall have plenty of money, I shall probably write a book when +we are abroad, which will make me famous as well as rich; we will come +home and astonish the world. If you do not promise, I shall never come +here again, and shall probably live a gay, wretched life on the +continent, or elsewhere, and be really the good-for-nothing fellow I am +thought to be;--will you promise, dear cousin Netta?' + +Howel knew well how to assume a manner that should add force to the +feelings he expressed, and rarely did he employ his powers of persuasion +in vain, particularly with the fair sex, never with his cousin, to whom +he was really attached, and who was wholly devoted to him. + +'Netta,' he added, in a low, sad voice, 'I fear, after all, you do not +love me, and I have very few who care for me in this world.' + +'Do not say this, cousin,' sobbed Netta, 'you know I always promised--I +always said--I--I--will do anything in the world you wish me, cousin +Howel.' + +'Even if your father refuses?' + +'Yes, I will not care for any one but you.' + +'Thank you, dear Netta; now I know that we shall be happy, and you shall +have everything you can desire.' + +'Stop, cousin; I shall not marry you because you are rich, or great, or +likely to be as grand as other people--though I should like to put them +down, just as well as you--but because we have loved each other ever +since we were little children, and I could not care for any one +else--not even if Sir Hugh Pryse were to ask me.' + +Howel was both touched and amused. + +'You are a good, kind, little cousin, Netta; but what can you mean about +Sir Hugh?' + +Netta tossed her head, and looked vain-glorious. + +'Oh, I dined at Glanyravon on Thursday, and the Rice Rices, and Nugents, +and Sir Hugh were there; and Sir Hugh was very attentive to me, and said +a great many things to me. And he has been at our house since, and has +met me in the road, and been as polite as possible.' + +'But he is desperately in love with Miss Gwynne, or her fortune; so you +need not alarm yourself, my little cousin.' + +'You need not alarm _yourself_, you ought to say,' and Netta again +tossed her head. + +'Well, I am not jealous. Sir Hugh, with his loud voice, vulgar manners, +and stupid fat face, could not light a candle to me, and as to his +title, I will back my fortune against that.' + +'It sounds very grand to be called my lady.' Netta said this to pique +her cousin, and she succeeded; but she did not expect to provoke the +storm that she raised. The dark brow lowered, and he said,-- + +'Netta, I am in no mood to be trifled with. If you wish to be 'my lady,' +take Sir Hugh, if he will have you; but I go halves with nobody. Now is +the time to resolve; I shall never ask you again; and whatever your +opinion may be upon the subject, I consider that I do you as great +honour in asking you to be my wife, as if there were fifty Sir Hughs at +your feet.' + +It was now Netta's time to pout and look cross. She generally did before +her private interviews with her cousin ended. Their quick tempers were +sure to inflame each other. + +'I am sure I don't care whether you ask me again or not. It is not such +a great favour on your part.' + +'Very well; then "your ladyship" has probably decided in favour of +this,' and Howel made a face to represent Sir Hugh swelling his cheeks +to their utmost extent. Netta tried to smother a laugh. + +'I am sure he is quite as good looking as you are, with your cross face. +You are enough to frighten one out of one's wits.' + +'If you had any, Miss Netta. But come, this is absurd. Is it to be Sir +Hugh in perspective, or cousin Howel at once?' + +Netta was still pouting, fidgeting with her parasol, and restlessly +pushing her foot through the grass and flowers, when they were startled +by a voice crying,-- + +'Is that you, Netta?' + +Both looked up in affright, and, to their extreme disgust, perceived +their very sedate brother and cousin, Rowland, threading his way down +the opposite side of the ravine. He was soon at the bottom, and in less +than a minute had crossed from stone to stone over the brook, and stood +by the side of his sister. + +'Netta, what can you be doing here?' he asked abruptly. + +'I came for a walk,' was the somewhat hesitating reply. + +'Then, perhaps, you will have no objection to walk home with me,' said +Rowland, looking reproachfully at Howel. He met a defiant glance in +return. + +'Howel,' he said, 'I do not think my father would approve of Netta's +meeting you here, and, I therefore, must beg to break up an interview +that had been better avoided.' + +'Whatever right your father may have, sir, to prevent my seeing your +sister, at any rate you have none,' was Howel's indignant reply. + +'Then I shall take a brother's right, and in the absence of my father, +assume his place. Netta, you know you are doing wrong; come with me.' + +Netta hesitated, but her brother's manner was authoritative, and she +felt that she dared not disobey. + +'I tell you what it is, Rowland, you have always assumed a tone with me +that I neither can nor will brook,' passionately exclaimed Howel.' I beg +you to account for your conduct, and to understand that I will have +either an apology or satisfaction for your ungentlemanly proceedings.' + +'I never apologise when I have done no wrong; and as for satisfaction, +as you understand it, I have not the power of making it. I will not +desecrate the Sabbath by an unseemly quarrel amidst the most beautiful +works of creation, nor offend my sister's ear by recrimination. If you +have any real regard for her, you will allow her to go home quietly with +me, and remember that we are all relations, and ought to be friends.' + +'Friends we can never be. The only friend I have in your family is Owen, +except, perhaps, Netta, who is turned by one and the other of you, like +a weathercock by the winds.' + +'I beg your pardon, cousin Howel,' began Netta. + +'We have had enough of this,' said Rowland calmly. 'If you choose to +come and see us as a relation, in a straightforward manner, Howel, we +should be glad to see you, but underhand ways are equally disagreeable +to us all.' + +'How remarkably condescending!' said Howel with a sneer. 'But I will not +waste time with a canting, Methodist parson like you. I wish you as many +converts as you desire, but not myself amongst them. Remember, Netta! +Good bye. I suppose your most excellent brother will allow us to shake +hands.' + +Netta held out her hand, and as Howel shook it, he again repeated the +word 'remember.' Rowland advanced a pace or two, and partly extended his +hand. Howel turned abruptly away, and with a contemptuous glance, merely +said, 'Good day to you,' The brother and sister took an opposite course +to his, and had to cross the brook, whilst he pushed his way through the +briers that had impeded Netta's path. He turned and watched them as they +stepped from stone to stone, and finally ascended the ravine. Netta +looked round, and he kissed his hand to her, to which she responded by +nodding her head; but Rowland neither turned to the right nor left. + +'Meddling coxcomb!' he exclaimed, 'what is there in him that commands +the attention and respect that I fail to obtain with ten times his +talents?' + +He stood for a few minutes musing, whilst the music of the waterfall +insensibly soothed his irritated mind. + +'Why should I care for Netta, who could marry any one I like?' were his +thoughts. 'I suppose because she really loves me, and because they all +oppose me. Well, supposing I do turn over a new leaf, and spend the gold +my father got so usuriously, in doing good! That would be making a use +of a miser's money, rarely, if ever, made before? and might be worth the +trial, if only to work a new problem, whether ill-gotten wealth could +conduce to moral health. I should like to out-Herod that puppy Rowland, +and make a saint of myself out of a sinner. That would be working out +two problems at once. I wonder whether Netta will help me to solve +them?' + +Netta, meanwhile, was receiving a very severe lecture from her brother, +to which she did not condescend to reply, until he spoke of what his +father would say to her meeting Howel clandestinely, + +'I suppose you are not going to be cross enough to tell father,' said +Netta' + +'I shall certainly think it my duty to tell him,' was the reply. + +'Then you are an unkind, unfeeling, unnatural brother,' cried Netta, +bursting into tears. + +'Will you promise not to meet Howel again without my father or mother's +consent?' asked Rowland, relenting, + +'I won't promise anything? and Howel is a thousand times nicer and +kinder than you are. You have no feeling for any one. I wish Owen were +at home.' + +'Netta, you are very unjust? you know I only wish your good.' + +'And I suppose you wish Howel's good, too. Just as his father is dead, +and he meaning to be good, and only wishing to see me before he goes to +London, and having plenty of money to do what he likes, and intending to +pay his debts with it, and--and--' + +Here sobs and tears came to the rescue of the voluble words that would +soon have worn themselves out--for Netta had no great flow of language. + +Rowland was perplexed. He was fond of his sister? he wished Howel well? +he did not know whether it would be best to let them marry or not. If +they were prevented, they would either take French leave, or hate all +their relations? and if they married they would not be happy, he was +sure. But he knew it was wrong to deceive his parents. In this uncertain +state of mind they reached home, through, the little hawthorn lane +before described. Mrs Prothero was on the look out for them, she having +returned from chapel and missed them. + +Netta ran past her mother into the house, without replying to her +question concerning her headache, and Rowland at once related to his +mother what he had seen of Howel and Netta's private interview, which +that good lady was very much distressed to hear. + + + + + + +CHAPTER IX. + +THE IRISH BEGGAR. + + +Glanyravon farm was anything but a quiet home during the ensuing week. +Mrs Prothero thought it right to inform her husband of what had passed; +and he blustered and raged even more than he had ever done about the +Irish beggars. Everybody thought proper to try to convert Netta, but +none of them knew the indomitable obstinacy of her character, and all +signally failed. Even Uncle and Aunt Jonathan had their turn, and drove +over on purpose to canvass the matter; but as the elders disagreed upon +the various points at issue, it was no wonder that all remained much as +it was before the unfortunate meeting we have mentioned. + +'For my part,' said Mrs Jonathan Prothero, when all were assembled, +except Netta, in family conclave, 'I cannot see so much against the +young man after all. Such a fortune as his is not to be met with every +day, and I must say he is very handsome and clever.' + +Here we must remark that this lady's sentiments had undergone a change, +since it had been rumoured that Howel was worth more than a hundred +thousand pounds. + +'I tell you what it is, ma'am,' roared the farmer, 'if he were worth his +weight in gold, he 'ouldn't be a good match for any prudent 'ooman. To +my certain knowledge he drinks and gambles, and he shall never have my +consent to marry Netta so long as I live, and you may tell him so.' + +'I do not know enough of him, sir, to have any communication of the kind +with him,' said Mrs Jonathan, stiffly. + +'My dear,' interposed mild Mrs Prothero, 'if he gets steady, and settles +down, it might be better to let them marry, than to make them miserable +for life.' + +'_Study_! miserable! mother, you're a--I beg your pardon, but when +Howel's study, I'll turn to smoking cigars. Why, the very night of his +father's funeral he was half drunk, instead of being decent for once.' + +'He couldn't care much for his father, my dear; you must make +allowances.' + +'An odd man, that Griff, brother David,' said Mr Jonathan Prothero, as +if just awaking from a dream. 'Do you remember when we were lads +together, and used to go up to Garn Goch looking for treasures? I knew, +even then, that it was an old British encampment, and began to speculate +upon its date, and so on; you used to hunt rabbits, and provoke me by +overturning the walls, but Griff got it into his head that there was +money buried somewhere, and never ceased digging for it. At last he +found an old coin of very ancient date, and seeing that I wished to have +it, he bargained with me, until he got all the money I had for it. Of +course the coin was worth any money, and satisfactorily proves that Garn +Goch was an old British encampment at the time of the invasion of the +Romans.' + +'Well, brother, you _are_ by the head! That old coin is nothing but a +well-used sixpence.' + +'I have every reason to believe, and I am supported in my opinion by +various antiquaries, that it bears the inscription either of Cunobelin +or Caractacus. There is a decided C, and we are told that money was +coined in Britain in the time of Cunobelin.' + +'And how on earth did he get up to Garn Goch?' + +'Why, you know that Caractacus commanded the Silures, or people of South +Wales, against the Romans, and that they held out bravely, I have no +shadow of doubt that Garn Goch was one of their strongholds.' + +'But what can Garn Goch have to do with Netta and Howel? Brother, I +always shall say you are by the head with your antiquities.' + +'Well, I think you had better let them marry, I really do. It's no good +opposing young people, when they will have their own way at last.' + +'I sha'n't send for you to consult with again. Mother, go and bring +Netta here, and let us see what she has to say for herself.' + +'My dear Davy, would it not be better to speak to her privately?' + +'Not a bit. I can't say a word when I am alone with her, but I could +give her a bit of my mind when you are all present. Why don't you go, +and not stand looking as if you was as much by the head as brother Jo.' + +Poor Mrs Prothero perceived that her husband was determined to have +Netta publicly reprimanded, so, much against her will, she left the +room. Rowland was preparing to follow, not liking the prospect of a +scene, when his father peremptorily called him back. + +'Stay you, sir. If you was the better for going to Oxford, you'd try to +teach your sister how to behave, instead of cutting off the moment +you're wanted.' + +'I really do not think, father, that a public reproof is likely to make +Netta change her mind. You would do better to talk quietly to her.' + +Here Mrs Prothero returned, followed by Netta, looking as sulky as she +possibly could, and with the traces of tears on her face. There was an +awkward silence for a few seconds, during which both Mr Prothero and +Netta were getting redder and redder, and their inner man +correspondingly choleric. At last the father began the strife. + +'Now, I say, Miss Netta,' there was a pause for a few minutes. 'Do you +hear, miss?' + +'Yes, father, I hear very well,' said Netta, and muttered to herself in +continuation, 'who could help it?' + +'You hear very well--I should think so. You hear a good deal you've no +business to listen to. Do you mean to give up that scamp Howel?' + +No reply. + +'Now it's no use for you to stand there and say nothing, for an answer I +will have.' + +'I don't think he's a scamp,' said Netta boldly. + +Poor Mrs Prothero trembled, and looked imploringly at Netta. + +'My dear Netta, you should not contradict your father,' said Mrs +Jonathan, with a severe look. + +'You don't think he's a scamp. Then you mean to have him, I suppose?' +said Mr Prothero. + +'I didn't say that, father. But I don't see why I may not speak to my +own cousin.' + +Every one was surprised at Netta's answers. Like her father, she could +talk better before numbers. She had done nothing but cry when her mother +had reasoned with her. + +'Very well, miss. All I can say is, that if you meet him again +I'll--I'll--I'll--' the good farmer did not know what he would do. He +was not prepared to say. + +'He is gone to London, father,' + +'Will you promise not to meet him any more, you good-for-nothing girl, +you? You most disobedient daughter!' + +Again Netta was silent. + +'Will you promise your father, Netta,' said Mrs Prothero, gently, 'not +to meet Howel again, or have anything to say to him, without his +consent?' + +Still Netta was silent. + +'He may reform, you know,' suggested Mrs Jonathan, 'and then you may be +allowed to marry,' + +'No chance of that,' roared Mr Prothero, advancing towards Netta, taking +her by the arm, and looking as if a few more of her rejoinders would +bring her a good shaking. 'Do you mean to promise, miss?' + +'Father, you're hurting me,' said Netta petulantly. 'You needn't pinch +me so.' + +Mr Prothero relaxed his hold. He doated on this obstinate, pretty, +wilful child of his--the only girl, and whose temper was the very +facsimile of his own. + +'It's you're hurting me most, Netta, by rushing into certain misery. +Will you promise?' + +Again he took hold of the arm. + +'One would think you were a Papist, father, and this the Inquisition,' +said Netta, growing learned under the torture of her father's grasp, + +'Well said, Netta,' broke in Mr Jonathan, aroused by any allusion to any +subject out of the present. 'A cruel court that perhaps more properly +called Jesuitical than Papistical.' + +Mr Prothero gave Netta a slight shake, which shook more passion into +both of them, and frightened Mrs Prothero. + +'Once for all, Netta, will you promise to give up that scamp of a cousin +of yours, Howel Jenkins?' roared the father. + +'I won't promise anything at all,' replied Netta doggedly; and freeing +herself from her father, she ran to her uncle as if for protection. + +'You won't!' said Mr Prothero, pursuing her, 'then I tell you what it +is. The moment you are known to keep company with him, you may find some +other home than this; and if you determine to marry him, you shall be no +longer a daughter of mine. I'll never, as long as I live--' + +'Hush, hush, David, hush, please,' said Mrs Prothero, putting her hand +on his arm. 'Netta will not disobey us, I am sure. But it is her +obstinate temper; she never would say anything she was commanded to +say.' + +'Then you ought to have taught her better. She is a good-for-nothing +girl, and I'll--' + +'Netta, you had better leave the room,' said Rowland, opening the door, +through which Netta gladly escaped. '"Fathers, provoke not your children +to wrath,"' he added, turning to his father. 'You will do nothing with +her at present. She is worked up to a spirit of resistance by too much +argument, and the more you say the more obstinate she will become.' + +'You are all as obstinate as mules,' said Mr Prothero; 'I can't think +who you turn after. And then to have the impudence to say I was a +Papist! Why, I'd rather be a Methody preacher any day. And you to +encourage her, brother Jonathan. You ought to be ashamed of yourself.' + +Brother Jonathan started up from his dream of Garn Goch and the +Inquisition, to repudiate the imputation of encouragement. + +'I was merely glad to find that she knew anything about the Inquisition, +and had any information at all in her head; generally speaking, women +know so little. I assure you, David, it was far from me to wish to +encourage her in disobedience, or to offend you; so give me your hand.' + +The brothers shook hands very warmly, and in so doing, the contrast +between them was very great. The farmer I have already described. The +clergyman was a remarkable specimen of the 'dry-as-dust' species. Very +tall, very thin, with very loose joints, seemingly hung together on +wires, and a very prominent nose. He had acquired the habit of poking +his chin and looking on the ground, as if he were always in search for +something, which he possibly was, as he never despaired of finding some +antiquity or curiosity at any moment. It must not be augured from his +devotion to antiquarian lore that he made a bad clergyman On the +contrary, he was always ready at the call of the poorest parishioner, +regular in his visits to the sick, charitable in no mean degree, and +humble in his deportment to rich and poor. True, his sermons were +somewhat dry, and occasionally too learned for the greater portion of +his flock; but he made up for this by the simplicity of his conversation +when he talked to them at their own houses. + +He seldom was seen without a sort of school-boy satchel at his back, +containing a small hammer and other useful tools, which, it was +believed, had actually carried his lesson-books years ago. All the +villagers knew his strong-and-weak point, and he rarely appeared amongst +them without having various stones and imaginary curiosities presented +to him, particularly by the young people. Many of these stones found +their way into his bag, and it was not to be wondered at that he had a +somewhat round back, as he frequently carried a load upon it, that a +beast of burden would not have rejoiced in. + +He and Mrs Jonathan were a remarkable pair; one of those ill-assorted +couples that you wonder at. 'How in the world did they come together?' +was the usual question, the philosophic reply to which would have been, +that theirs was actually one of the 'Matches made in heaven.' The +gentleman got money to enable him to follow the bent of his genius +without anxiety for his daily bread, and therewith a stirring wife to +take care of him and his house; the wife got her great desideratum, a +husband, and therewith the desideratum of all women, her own way. + +But we must return to Netta and the other belligerents. As nothing more +was to be made of her at present, they let her alone, perhaps the wisest +thing they could do, and sat down to dinner. Netta declined eating, and +consequently was left to her own reflections. Mr Prothero inquired +anxiously of his wife, when he had cooled a little, whether he had +really hurt Netta when he took hold of her arm; to which Mrs Prothero +replied with unusual severity, 'No, perhaps it had been better if you +had; she wanted some trial or punishment to bring down her proud +spirit.' + +In the course of the evening, a little before Mr and Mrs Jonathan left +Glanyravon to return home, Miss Gwynne came to inquire for the poor +Irish girl. She joined the party in the parlour for a short time, and +gave a message from her father to Rowland, to the effect that he was +very anxious for another game of chess, and begged him to come and dine +at the Park on the morrow. Of course Rowland was only too happy, and the +rest of the party too proud. + +'Papa is disgusted at your having beaten him the other night,' said Miss +Gwynne to Rowland. + +'I think Mr Gwynne got tired,' said Rowland modestly. + +'What affectation,' thought Miss Gwynne, as she said, 'oh, no! he says +you are the best player.' + +'I disclaim that entirely,' said Rowland. 'I merely beat two games out +of three, and we had not time for another.' + +Rowland had been, according to promise, to dine and play chess with Mr +Gwynne; Miss Gwynne had dined with them, but had left them after dinner +to follow their own devices, whilst she had followed hers, and did not +reappear during the evening. Mr Gwynne had reproached her for her +absence, and she had declared that she hated to be so long without +talking, and that chess and young Prothero were perfect antidotes to +conversation. + +'That ancient, Saracenic game, as Mr Jonathan Prothero calls it, played +by a Goth,' she said, 'is beyond my store of politeness.' + +Mrs Prothero and Miss Gwynne went to see the poor Irish girl; they found +her rather better, and able to speak to them with some degree of +composure. The fever and its accompanying delirium had abated, and the +danger was past; but, as is usual in such cases, extreme weakness was +the result. + +'God bless you, my ladies,' she murmured, as Miss Gwynne stooped over +her to inquire how she did, and Mrs Prothero took her thin hand. 'I am +better, thank ye; I can see and understand, and know now all that you +have done for the wretched beggar.' + +Here the poor girl's tears began to flow. + +'We only wish to see you get well,' said Miss Gwynne softly, 'and then +we can help you to find your friends.' + +'I have no friends in the world miss, asthore; my father died years ago, +and my mother, brother, and sister all died of this horrible famine and +pestilence! oh me! oh me!' + +The tears flowed still faster, and Mrs Prothero begged her to be silent, +and not to excite herself; but with restless eagerness she went on, as +if anxious to pour forth her sorrows whilst she felt the strength to do +so. It was remarkable that her English was very good, and that, with the +exception of an occasional Irish epithet of endearment, you would +scarcely have discovered her country. Indeed, the Welsh peculiarities of +expression and accent sometimes appeared, so that it would have been +difficult to say where she was born or brought up. + +'I am going to look for my friends, if I live, and then, may be, I may +be able to repay you for your kindness to me, a poor, wretched wanderer +on the face of God's earth. If you'll be pleased to listen whilst I have +the strength, I will tell you my story. + +'My mother was a Welshwoman, born in some part of South Wales; she was +the daughter of a clergyman, and respectably brought up. Her father +taught her a great many things that we ignorant people in Ireland used +to think a great deal of. Oh, she was a good and tender mother to me, +ladies, avourneen. + +'My father was an Irishman, and a fine, handsome man. He was a soldier, +a corporal in the Welsh Fusiliers, and used to be called Corporal +O'Grady. He was going through this country to Ireland, to visit his +friends, on leave, when he first saw mother, and fell in love with her, +and she with him. She knew that her father would not be willing that +they should marry, so she ran away with him to Ireland. They travelled +about for some time with his regiment, but, after I was born, mother +went to settle in Ireland with father's family, and there she had three +other children, two boys and a girl. After this my father was wounded in +India, and got his discharge and his half-pay. He became a kind of +under-agent for a gentleman that lived in England, so we were very well +off as long as he lived; but he died when I was about twelve years old, +and then mother did not well know what to do. I remember my father's +death, and all our trouble, as if it was yesterday. + +'She set up a little school, and for some years did pretty well. She +could teach all that the farmers' daughters wanted to learn, and I +helped her; so we managed to live. It was a hard struggle sometimes, but +everybody was kind to widow O'Grady and her orphans; God reward them. + +'But the bad time came for poor Ireland; the famine visited us, and +then the pestilence! Ye have heard enough of the horrors, without doubt, +but not half of what they really were. We were all starving, dying--I +saw enough people die to make me wish myself dead hundreds of times, to +be hidden from the sight; but I was fated to live. You, ladies, in your +charity, have saved me again; but oh! if it were not wicked, I should +wish myself with my mother, brothers, and sister in heaven.' + +Here the poor girl's sobs choked her speech, and Mrs Prothero entreated +her not to proceed. + +'Only one word more, my ladies, and I have done. When they were all +gone--all--all--and I only left, I did not care what became of me. I +went about amongst those stricken down with the fever; but, woe is me, I +never caught it. I fasted from morning to night, day after day, but I +could not die of starvation; nothing would kill me. I was alone in the +wide world, yet it would not please God to take me to another, much as I +prayed to Him. + +'Before mother died she told me to go into Wales, and try to find if she +had any relations left. It was all she said, or had strength for; and +before she got ill she seldom talked of her friends. All that I know of +them I heard from my father when I was quite a child. He told me that +mother had written to her father when she settled in Ireland, and that +her letter had been returned with a note, saying that he was dead, and +his only son gone away, no one knew where. This was her brother, and my +uncle, but I do not know where to find him, only I am come to seek them, +that I may do her bidding.' + +'And what was your mother's name?' asked Mrs Prothero. + +'Margaret Jones, ma'am,' + +'My poor girl, there are hundreds of that name in South Wales. But we +will make inquiries for you, and when you are better--' + +'I am better now, thank you, ma'am. To-morrow I think I may go on my +way. I would not trouble you any more; a poor beggar like me is not +fit--oh dear! oh dear!' + +'Now I insist on your being quiet and going to sleep, and forgetting all +those horrors,' said Miss Gwynne, assuming her most decided voice to +hide her emotion. 'You are not to go away to-morrow; but I daresay in a +few days you will be able to do so, and we can help you a little. But +your best plan now is to get as strong as you can whilst you have the +opportunity,' and herewith Miss Gwynne put a large spoonful of jelly +into the girl's mouth. + +Mrs Prothero was wiping her eyes, and stifling a rising sob behind the +curtain, which caused Miss Gwynne to become very severe, and to utter +something about giving way to foolish weakness which aroused Mrs +Prothero, and made the patient bury her head beneath the bed-clothes. + +Miss Gwynne beckoned to Mrs Prothero, and they left the room together. +Upon asking for Netta, Miss Gwynne was let into the secret of the family +troubles and consultations, and greatly fearing to be made a party in +the lecturings overhanging the luckless head of the offender, she took a +hasty leave of Mr and Mrs Jonathan, and begging Mrs Prothero not to be +too hard upon Netta, or to let her son Rowland preach too many sermons, +went her very independent way. + + + + + + +CHAPTER X. + +THE SQUIRE'S DAUGHTER. + + +'You will oblige me by remaining at home this evening, my dear,' said Mr +Gwynne to his daughter. + +'That I assuredly shall, papa,' was the reply, 'for dear Miss Hall is +coming to-day, and that princess of bores, Miss Nugent, has invited +herself to tea. I certainly do wish Rowland Prothero would fall in love +with her. She is quite ready for the _premier venu_, be he prince or +peasant.' + +'Does not Lady Mary come, my dear?' + +'No; I am thankful to say she is gone to spend a few days with the +Llanfawr family.' + +'I am very glad Miss Hall is coming, Freda. I wish she would live with +you; it would be very pleasant, and a protection for you, and all that +sort of thing.' + +'Oh, do ask her, dear papa. I have tried a thousand times to persuade +her to come here and live with us for ever; but I think she will not +come on my invitation.' + +'I could not possibly ask her, my dear. I should break down at the first +word; we never were very familiar. She is stiff, and I am +nervous--and--and--I really could not summon courage.' + +Miss Hall had been Miss Gwynne's governess during a few years of her +education era, and had succeeded in entirely gaining her affections, as +well as a small portion of ascendancy over her determined will. She had +left Glanyravon to reside with an aged father, who, having lately died, +left her again under the necessity of seeking a situation. Miss Gwynne +had invited her to pay her a visit, and she was to arrive almost +immediately. + +She did arrive whilst they were talking about her, and as the carriage +that had been sent to meet her drove up to the door out flew Freda in +great excitement, and scarcely allowed her _ci-devant_ governess to +alight before she was overwhelming her with embraces. Mr Gwynne followed +somewhat more leisurely, and received Miss Hall with his usual nervous +reserve of manner, but great courtesy. She responded most warmly to the +embraces of Freda, and quietly to the welcome of Mr Gwynne. + +We will not give a minute description of the new comer, because she is +not quite a person to be described. She is neither very good-looking nor +very plain, neither very old nor very young, neither very tall nor very +short, neither very talkative nor very reserved, neither very much +over-dressed nor very much under-dressed, neither very merry nor very +grave. Freda used to say that she was the personification of gentle +dignity and serenity, and in the days of her Italian studies called her +occasionally _La Dignita_, but more frequently _La Serenita_, which +epithet would sometimes be abbreviated into Serena, or Sera, or Nita, or +anything but Miss Hall, which the love of the impulsive pupil, so hard +to obtain, and so great when obtained, thought much too formal. + +When Freda took Miss Hall to the delightful apartment she had been +adorning for her for a week past, the first impulse of the older lady +was to throw herself upon the neck of the younger, and burst into tears. + +'Dearest Serena, I have been so very sorry for you,' was all that Freda +could say. + +For a minute there was silence, when Miss Hall, recovering herself, +said,-- + +'Dear Freda, this is all so kind of you. If anything could console me +for the loss of my last earthly support, it is such affection as yours.' + +We will pass over the long conversation of those two friends, its +melancholy and its mirth, for there was much of both, and bring them to +the dinner-table and Messrs Gwynne and Rowland Prothero. + +They were rather a formal quartette, and at first conversation did not +flow easily. Mr Gwynne's nerves, Rowland's embarrassment Miss Hall's +natural depression of spirits, and Freda's resolution not to make +herself agreeable to a person she was determined to consider conceited, +were bad ingredients for a dish of good sociable converse. By degrees, +however, they thawed a little. Mr Gwynne wished to say something that +would set his young chess opponent at his ease, and said the very thing +likely the most to confuse a shy man. He made a personal remark and paid +a compliment. + +'I am sure your uncle and--and your father, of course, must have been +much gratified, and so forth, at your gaining that fellowship at +Oxford.' + +'I think you labour under a mistake,' said Rowland, looking more than +usually confused when he saw Miss Gwynne's eyes turned upon him; 'I +merely gained a scholarship at Rugby, which is really nothing. I did not +even try for a fellowship.' + +'Conceited!' thought Freda. 'I suppose he thinks if he had tried he +would have got one.' + +'Were you not at Baliol?' asked Mr Gwynne. + +'Yes; I went there because my aunt had a fancy for the college, her +father having been, there, otherwise I should have gone to Jesus College +and tried for a Welsh fellowship, which is more easily obtained, because +there are few competitors.' + +'Did you know anything of Mr Neville, Sir Thomas Neville's son?' asked +Miss Hall. + +'Yes; I was introduced to him through some friends of my aunt's, and we +became very intimate. He was very kind to me.' + +'Is he clever?' + +'Very. I think he has very fine talents, and is likely to shine at the +bar if he continues in his resolution to go to it. I have just had an +invitation to spend a few days with him, but do not think I shall have +time before I go to be ordained.' + +'Has your aunt settled the curacy?' asked Freda, with a wicked laugh in +the corner of her eye. + +'I think and hope so,' replied Rowland, answering the visible smile by a +blush; 'she has done her utmost to obtain it for me.' + +'Ah! she was well connected, and has some interest, and a--a great deal +of energy, and all that sort of thing; I should think she was a clever, +or I mean a--an enterprising woman.' + +Mr Gwynne hesitated as he said this, not admiring the lady in question, +yet thinking it incumbent upon him to pay her a compliment. His daughter +glanced inquiringly at Rowland, as if wondering what he could say to so +dubious a speech. He appeared equally at a loss, and, as he turned from +Mr Gwynne for a moment, caught Miss Gwynne's mirthful eye. He could not +help smiling, but said with much spirit,-- + +'My aunt has been very good to me, Mr Gwynne, and I owe her a heavy debt +of gratitude for giving me at least the opportunity of getting on in the +world.' + +'Well, I like him for that,' thought Freda; 'and are you going to +London?' she asked aloud, with a degree of interest. + +'I am to be ordained by the Bishop of London to a city curacy,' was the +reply. + +'Will you allow me to take wine with you and wish you success, sir?' +said Mr Gwynne. 'Who knows but we may see you Bishop of London some day? +Miss Hall, Freda, will you join us?' + +Mr Gwynne became quite animated. He felt proud that the son of his most +respectable tenant should be going to take a London curacy. + +Freda bent rather less stiffly than usual to Mr Rowland Prothero. She +was annoyed with herself for feeling more inclined to be friendly with +him since she had heard that he was intimate with young Neville, and was +to be ordained by the Bishop of London. + +There was more conversation, which it is unnecessary to repeat; but in +due course of time the ladies retired to the drawing-room, where they +found Miss Nugent awaiting them. + +'Whose _beaux yeux_ do you think we have in the dining-room?' asked +Freda. + +'I am thure I cannot gueth; perhapth Thir Hugh Prythe's,' Miss Nugent +lisped. + +'Do you call his _beaux yeux_? Little ferret eyes like his! No; guess +again.' + +'Young Rithe Rithe?' + +'Wrong again.' + +'Not Captain Lewith?' + +'Some one much nearer home.' + +'I do not know any one elthe, exthept that Mr Howel Jenkinth, who, they +thay, will be quite a grand man.' + +'I do not even know him. What do you think of his cousin, Mr Rowland +Prothero?' + +'I never thought about him; mamma thayth he ith very handthome, but I am +thure he is very _gauche_ and countrified.' + +'Oh, I am sure he is not. You are greatly mistaken, he has been in +excellent society, and is going at once to a London living--curacy I +mean, but it is all the same.' + +Miss Hall looked rather amazed at Freda. A few hours before she had been +lamenting the necessity of entertaining that 'stupid young Prothero.' + +'Ith he really?' said Miss Nugent. 'The London curateth are tho +interething. There ith one at Tht Jameth'th, with a pale face and black +hair, and thuch a beautiful voice. Ith Mr Prothero going to Tht +Jameth'th?' + +'You shall ask him yourself; I daresay he will like you to seem +interested.' + +'Are you going to Tht Jameth'th, Mr Prothero?' inquired Miss Nugent, +when that young man entered the room shortly after. + +'I beg your pardon, I do not quite understand what you mean.' + +'Mith Gwynne thaid you were going to a London curacy; I thought it might +be Tht Jameth'th.' + +'I believe not. If I go to London I shall probably be in the city--a +very different locality to St James's.' + +'Oh! when we are in town we alwayth go to Tht Jameth'th, it ith thuch a +nice church.' + +Freda perceived that Miss Nugent's interest fell as soon as she found +that Rowland was going into the city. She also saw a smile lurking about +Rowland's mouth when he said,-- + +'I have never been in London; but I suppose St James's is one of the +fashionable parts.' + +'Oh yeth, very. Numberth of grand people go to Tht Jameth'th; don't you +with you were going to be curate there instead of the thity?' + +Rowland was grave in a moment. + +'I should wish to labour wherever there is the largest field to work in, +Miss Nugent, whether in the city or St James's.' + +'Yeth, to be sure, I believe there are loths of poor people in Tht +Jameth'th. I onthe went by chance into thuch a nathty alley clothe by +Tht Jameth'th Threet. Thuch dirty children!' + +'Alas,' said Miss Hall, coming to the rescue of Rowland, who was looking +quite distressed, 'we cannot go many steps in the London parishes, be +they fashionable or unfashionable, without entering a "vineyard" amply +wide enough for any one who wishes to work in it, whether priest or +layman.' + +Rowland looked round brightly and pleasantly at Miss Hall. Freda could +not help noticing the sudden animation in a face that she had considered +a minute ago almost heavy. + +'When are we to have our game at chess?' interrupted Mr Gwynne. 'The +poor of London is a subject I quite dread to hear discussed, it is so +hopeless. One can do no good, and what is the use of tormenting oneself +about it here in Wales.' + +'Oh, papa! they want very decided measures; plenty of police, active +magistrates, and I don't know what besides,' said Freda. + +'Would you allow me to supply what you have omitted?' asked Rowland; +'they want Christian sympathy, Christian teaching, brotherly kindness, +and the aid of the rich and powerful.' + +Freda considered Rowland's finale to her sentence impertinent and was +about to take up the defence of her magisterial system very warmly, +when she met a glance so earnest and appealing, and withal so beautiful +in its earnestness, that she could not find in her heart to answer it by +a hard look or word; so, for want of better reply, she went to prepare +the chess-table. + +'I wish you joy of that Saracenic game,' she said ironically, as her +father and Rowland sat down to chess, not perhaps quite by the wish of +one of the pair. + +'I thought you liked chess, Freda?' said Miss Hall. + +'Oh, pretty well, when I can get any one who does not beat me. I hate so +to lose a game that I think it is better not to play at all than to run +the risk of feeling in a passion, and not being able to give vent to +it.' + +'Perhaps the better plan would be to control the passion,' said Miss +Hall. + +'Impossible! I am sure it must be just such a feeling as a good general +would have if he lost a battle, after having done his best to win it.' + +'I suppose the best general is always the calmest, both in victory and +defeat,' murmured Rowland, without taking his eyes from his men. + +'If you would oblige me by not talking,' said Mr Gwynne nervously; 'I +can never play if my opponent talks.' + +'I beg your pardon,' said Rowland; 'I know it is very disagreeable.' + +'Are you too tired to visit some of your old haunts, Serenita?' said +Freda. 'By the way that would be a good name for Mr Prothero's ideal +general.' + +'Not quite,' began Rowland, but was silent in a moment. + +'My dear Freda, are you going out? I really am sorry to stop your +amusement, and so forth, but I cannot play,' said Mr Gwynne. + +'Exactly, papa; we will go directly if Miss Hall likes.' + +The three ladies left the room, and, as Rowland glanced after them, he +very decidedly wished that he might be permitted to accompany them. One +other great wish he also had at his heart, the conversion of Miss Gwynne +to a purer and higher tone of mind. He did not, we grieve to say, bestow +a similar pastoral thought on Miss Nugent. + +'That position of your queen at such an early stage of the game must be +an oversight, I think. Excuse me, but I could not take such an unfair +advantage,' said Mr Gwynne. + +Rowland was roused at once. He gave himself up to his game, and an hour +afterwards, when the ladies returned from their walk, and candles were +ordered, it was still in progress, but he had the best of it. + +'Will you sing for us, Serena?' said Freda. + +'Will you sing a duet with me?' was the reply. + +The duet was sung, and another and another and another, and Rowland lost +the game. + +Mr Gwynne arose, very much elated and rubbing his hands gently, +according to his wont. + +'How do you feel, general, defeated?' asked Freda. + +'Very much like a subaltern,' said Rowland. + +'Do you sing, Mr Prothero?' asked Miss Hall; 'all the Welsh are so +musical that I think there are few who have not voices.' + +'I sometimes sing chants and sacred music; but I know very few songs, +and those old ones.' + +'Perhaps you will take the bass of some of these old glees. Here is "The +Chough and Crow," "When shall we three meet again," "The Canadian Boat +Song," "The Sicilian Mariner," and I know not how many more,' said Miss +Hall, turning over the leaves of a thick old book full of glees. + +'I will do my best,' said Rowland, and the glees began in earnest. + +All the Protheros were musical, and Rowland had a very fine clear voice. +Miss Hall was right in saying that the Welsh are a musical people; +Rowland was a happy example. He had been studying Church music a good +deal, and learning to take different parts, so he acquitted himself very +creditably in the glees, all of which he had either tried or heard sung. +Freda was quite astonished. She had a great taste for music herself, and +a good voice, but would never sing with any one but Miss Hall, a piece +of wilfulness that her father occasionally reproached her with. The +addition of Rowland was rather agreeable to her, as it enabled them to +sing the glees that she was fond of. She no longer objected to the +chess, and when her father proposed giving Rowland his revenge on the +morrow, she added, 'And then we can wind up with a few more glees.' + +Rowland bowed his thanks and departed. + +During the ensuing month there were frequent chess and glee clubs at +Glanyravon. What the effect such associations had upon Rowland he never +confided to any one, but when Miss Hall expressed her opinion that 'Mr +Prothero was a sensible, unaffected young man, but shy,' Freda +condescended to say, 'Well, he is not quite such a Goth or half as +affected as I fancied he was, but he has a very good opinion of himself, +nevertheless.' + +In due course Rowland went to London to be ordained, and so ended the +chess and glee clubs. + + + + + + +CHAPTER XI. + +THE SAILOR. + + +Argument and persuasion were alike thrown away upon Netta Prothero. She +would make no promises, no concessions; she stood her ground with the +obstinacy of a Cadwallader. Her father stormed for about a week, when he +got tired of the subject and of Netta's resolute manner and cross face, +and gave it up. He heard that Howel had started for London, having put +his affairs in the hands of an attorney, and that it was not at all +unlikely that he would marry some lady of rank. He laughed heartily at +the notion. It was also rumoured that he meant to return and take a +place in the neighbourhood, stand for the county, and be one of the +greatest men in South Wales. In short, the enchanter, the merlin, the +open sesame, the omnipotent sorcerer _gold_ was to work the miracles to +which Howel had been so long looking forward. And the gossips were not +far wrong. Gold is truly a famous master-key to all hearts and to all +companies. + +But whilst the gossips--and who is not a gossip in a country +neighbourhood?--whilst the gossips were settling Howel's future so +comfortably and respectably for him, he was dispensing his gold amongst +gamblers and the like--paying debts of honour as they are called. + +However, Mr Prothero thought it not unlikely that what the gossips said +might prove true, and was therefore tolerably comfortable about his +spoilt pet, Netta. When his anger and her pouting had subsided, matters +went on much as usual for a time at the farm. Even the blaze that was +kindled at the incursion of the Irish girl, had well-nigh gone out, and +Mr Prothero had nearly forgotten her existence. + +She, meanwhile, was slowly recovering under Mrs Prothero's kind care. +One day, that good woman was sitting with her in the little room that +had been allotted to her, and said,-- + +'Is there anything you could think of that would amuse you, my dear?' + +'If I might--' Gladys began and paused. + +'Pray, go on, do not be afraid to ask.' + +'If I might only make up that cap for you, ma'am, I should be so proud. +I used to make caps at home.' + +Mrs Prothero was manufacturing a cap for herself, and had a certain +womanly fear as to how it would turn out, if transferred to other +fingers; but she did not like to refuse the request, so she resigned it +into the thin hands of Gladys. She was almost immediately called away, +and did not return for some hours. When she again visited her invalid +she found her quite excited with her work that she had just completed. + +'Oh, what a pretty cap!' said Mrs Prothero, quite astonished at the +taste displayed. 'I must just run and show it to Netta--I am so much +obliged to you.' + +Mrs Prothero left the room and soon returned, followed by her daughter. + +'Can you trim bonnets as well as make caps?' asked Netta, forgetful of +infection when her personal interest was involved. + +'Yes, miss, a little,' replied Gladys modestly. + +'I wish you would trim mine for me to-morrow.' + +'Oh, thank you, miss! If you will only let me try I shall be so +grateful.' + +'She does not seem like a beggar after all,' thought Netta. 'Who taught +you to work so nicely?' she said aloud. + +'I was apprenticed to a mantua-maker and milliner for six months, miss, +and after that I worked for the neighbours.' + +'How could you work for them, when they are all rags and tatters?' + +'There were some farmers' wives, miss,' said Gladys, colouring slightly, +'and the clergyman's family, and the steward's--I used to work for +them.' + +'Then how came you here?' + +'People couldn't work, or pay for work, miss, when every one was +starvin' around them.' + +Mrs Prothero looked at Netta reproachfully. The girl was not really +hard-hearted, so she changed the subject. + +'I daresay you can knit and mark samplers?' she said. + +'Yes, miss, mother taught us to do that at school.' + +'I think, Netta,' interrupted Mrs Prothero, 'that she must go to bed +now. She looks tired, and has been up long enough.' + +'What a fuss mother makes about the girl,' muttered Netta as she left +the room. + +The following day the bonnet was tastily trimmed under Netta's +superintendence, and work enough hunted up to employ Gladys for a month +at least. Netta even found an old cotton gown, which she presented to +her in return for her labours. It was not long enough, but Gladys +thought she might be able to lengthen it. + +Whilst her convalescence and Netta's needlework were thus progressing, +there was an arrival at the farm. One evening the family were assembled +in the large hall, their usual sitting-room. Mr Prothero was reading the +newspaper at a small round table, with an especial candle to himself. +His worthy wife was mending or making shirts. At another round table, +not very far off, Netta had some work in her hands, and one of Captain +Marryat's novels open before her. + +'Why don't you do your work instead of reading those trashy stories, +Netta?' suddenly exclaimed Mr Prothero. + +'I am working, father,' said Netta. + +'Pretty working sure enough. What nonsense have you got reading now?' + +'Peter Simple, father, oh it is so funny.' + +'Ah! it was that stupid stuff, and 'The Pilot,' and 'The Spy,' and I +don't know what else, that sent Owen off to sea. I suppose it's there +you learn all your nonsense. I wish you would read the cookery book, and +help your mother to take care of the house and dairy, instead of doing +what's no good in the world.' + +A loud knocking at the door interrupted a rather pert reply. + +'Who on earth is that at this time of night?' exclaimed the farmer, +throwing down his paper. + +'Shanno,' called Mrs Prothero into the passage, 'ask who it is before +you open the door.' + +'It's no great things,' suggested Netta, 'for they're knocking with a +stick, and not with the knocker.' + +'Name o' goodness, what's the row?' said the farmer. + +'Who's there?' demanded Shanno, in the passage. + +The answer did not reach the hall, but Shanno came rushing in, 'It's +them Irishers again, master, upon my deet, they do be here for ever.' + +'Give me my stick!' exclaimed Mr Prothero, 'if I don't give them a +lesson my name isn't David.' + +He seized a stick and went into the passage, followed by his wife, +murmuring, 'Oh, David, bach,' and by Netta as far as the door, from +which she peeped down the passage. + +'Who's there?' roared the farmer in a voice of thunder. + +'May it please yer honour, I'm cowld and hungry. Long life to yer honour +and her leddyship, if yell only give the loan o' yer barn, or maybe yer +loft, or--' + +'I'll show you the way to my barn, you idle, good-for-nothing scamp,' +cried Mr Prothero, opening the door, and levelling a blow with his stick +into the moonlight, that must infallibly have knocked down any one less +agile than the man for whom it was intended. As it was, the unwelcome +visitor jumped aside, whilst the portly farmer tripped himself up by his +own impetuosity, and fell upon the threshold. Mrs Prothero and Netta +screamed, and Shanno took hold of the beggar's arm, to prevent his +escape. But the beggar had pulled Mr Prothero up, and was beginning to +sympathise with him in broad brogue, when that valiant anti-Irishman got +hold of his stick again, and began to belabour the unoffending party's +back most manfully. + +'Enough's as good as a faist, yer honour,' cried the stranger, skipping +from side to side, and evading the blows very skilfully; 'pon my sowl, +yer honour 'ud do for a fair or a wake. 'Tis madam as has the heart an' +the conscience for the poor Irish, an' miss, too, asthore!' + +The impudent fellow ran round to where Netta stood, who, in terror, went +into the house, followed by the man, and after him, the rest in full hue +and cry. + +'Tin thousand pardons, miss,' said the man, taking off his hat and +confronting Netta. + +'Owen! Owen!' screamed Netta. 'For shame upon you, you naughty boy,' and +therewith Netta and the unexpected guest were hugging one another, most +lovingly. + +''Tis the mother will give the poor Irisher a lodgin' and a drop o' the +cratur,' cried that mother's well-beloved eldest born almost catching +her up in his arms, and smothering her with kisses. 'And the masther +isn't so hard-hearted as he looks,' he added, shaking the astonished +farmer by the hand. + +'Owen! oughtn't you to be ashamed of yourself?' cried the farmer, +laughing aloud, and rubbing his right leg. + +'Not kilt intirely, yer honour! didn't I take you all in, that's all!' + +'Where did you come from? How did you come? When did you leave your +ship?' were the questions reiterated on all sides of the welcome guest. + +'I'll tell you all that to-morrow. At present I am dying of cowld and +hunger, and haven't broke me fast since morning. Let me show you how the +locker stands.' + +Owen emptied his pockets, and from a corner of one of them turned out a +solitary halfpenny. + +'I shouldn't have had that if old Nanny Cwmgwyn hadn't given it to me +just now. But I'll tell you my story to-morrow in character.' + +'Not an improved one anyhow,' said Mr Prothero with a gathering frown. + +'Don't lecture to-night, Datta, bach; you shall have an hour on purpose +to-morrow, when I promise to listen to edification. 'Pon my word it is +pleasant to be at home again. How I long to sleep in my comfortable bed +once more.' + +Poor Mrs Prothero's countenance fell, and Netta looked malicious. + +'Not likely to sleep there to-night, boy,' said the farmer; 'mother has +got visitors.' + +'Visitors!' exclaimed Owen, 'and gone to bed already! what sleepy +people.' + +'Some of your friends of the cowld and hungry sort,' said the farmer. + +'Not mother's old friends, and my relations, the Irish beggars?' + +'Singular number, and a young lady!' said the farmer with a sneer and a +puff of the tobacco with which he was beginning to solace himself, at +the sight of the bread and cheese that were appearing. + +'A poor girl, Owen, who was taken ill,' said Mrs Prothero. + +'I understand it all, mother; never mind, she's welcome for once, +provided I get a good bed, but to-morrow she must turn out.' + +'Very well, my dear,' said Mrs Prothero submissively; for Owen, though a +prodigal, was the eldest son, and generally had his own way. + +'Now don't be frightened at my appetite,' said Owen, sitting down to +cold meat and strong ale. + +'Bless you and your appetite,' said Mrs Prothero, kissing his forehead; +upon which he jumped up again, and hugged her with all his heart. + +'Now, Netta, let us go and see about the sheets,' said Mrs Prothero, +smoothing her dress. + +The mother and daughter left the room, and were not long in preparing +the best bedroom for Owen. This done, they hastened back to the hall, +where they found diminished ham and increased smoke, Owen having lighted +a short pipe, and taken to smoking with his father, over a large jug of +ale. + +'We must have your adventures to-night, Owen,' cried Netta, as she +entered, 'and you must tell us why you came home so very shabby. I +suppose you have been wrecked on a desert island.' + +'To be sure,' said Owen, laying down the pipe. 'But I must go out and +find my wardrobe, and all my valuables, that my hospitable Daddy there +caused me to throw down, when he gave me such a warm welcome.' + +Owen disappeared, but soon returned with a box in his hands, apparently +of some weight, and a bundle slung across his shoulder, suspended on a +walking stick. Putting down the box he began to sing,-- + + 'A handkerchief held all the treasure I had.' + +whilst he flourished his walking-stick and bundle over his mother's +head. When he had finished his song, he put down his bundle and went to +the box. + +'I have shown you the size of my wardrobe, now allow me to show off the +rest of my fortune and stock in trade. Father, you shall have the first +peep. Let me put my box on the table, and the light--so. Now, stoop, +so--look through that glass, so--and--have you got the right focus? +Yes!--To the right, you beholds the gallant 'ero, Lord Nelson, him as +lost his harm, a just fallin' in the harms of Capen 'Ardy and +Victory.--To the left--but first his lordship is a singin' "England +expects every man to do his dooty." To the left--' + +'Well, if that isn't as pretty a picture and as much like life as +anything I ever saw,' said Mr Prothero, interrupting the showman. 'Come +here, mother; Netta, look here.' + +Mrs Prothero glanced into the box, which was nothing more nor less than +a penny peep-show, and Owen began again. + +'To the right you beholds,' when Netta, impatient, looked through a +second glass, and exclaimed in ecstasy, 'Where did you get this, Owen?' + +In answer, the scene shifted, and Owen recommenced. + +'Here you beholds Lisbon, that wast city, or rayther what wos Lisbon +after the great earthquake. See the ruins all around, and the women and +children a screamin'; and the priests a-prayin'--those men in robes is +priests, papishers, like them Irish beggars.' + +'Hush, Owen,' interrupted Mrs Prothero. 'Look, father, do look here!' + +While Mr Prothero and Netta gazed admiringly, Mrs Prothero was off and +returned with Shanno, Mal, and Tom the boy, who were all in a broad grin +of delight at the arrival of their prime favourite, Owen. + +He, meanwhile, is in his element; begins with Lord Nelson again, and +makes the whole party take turns. Then he goes to Lisbon; afterwards he +has The Queen of the Cannibal Islands; The Great Fire of London; a +portrait large as life of the immense fat man Daniel Lambert, at sight +of which the servants all exclaim 'Ach!' and a variety of other splendid +designs, which we decline to enumerate. Suffice it to say that they all +draw forth the approving commendations of the spectators, from Mr +Prothero, master, to Tom, serving-lad. + +When the peep-show has been duly exhibited, Netta again demands her +brother's history, and a particular account of how he procured the show. + +'Oh! there is not much to tell,' says Owen, 'and I won't tell that +unless father promises to keep his lecture till to-morrow. I hate a +sermon late at night, but don't so much mind it in the morning. Don't +look so serious, mother; I don't mean a clerical preachment. Do you +promise, father?' + +'Well, there, as you like,' said Mr Prothero, laughing? 'but I wish you +hadn't made me break my shin.' + +'Here's a patch of diaculum, father. I hope you have not really hurt +yourself?' + +'No, wild goose. Now, let's have the story.' + +'Well, here goes. Since this time twelvemonth I have been a voyage to +Australia and back: seen Sydney and Botany Bay, and my brethren the +convicts; done a little in the mercantile way: speculated in gin and +'baccy on my own account, and helped the captain. Came home as first +mate of the 'Fair Weather,' and had enough of tailoring in the worst +voyage I ever made. We were almost wrecked more than once, and almost +starved for the last month, owing to the time the leaky old hulk took in +the voyage. When we landed in Plymouth we had a spree, as you may +suppose, and soon spent most of our money. I and a messmate were to +travel together as far as Swansea, so we just saved money enough to pay +our way, and enjoyed ourselves with the rest; but, as ill luck would +have it, we fell in with a poor Welsh woman, who had come to Plymouth in +the hope of meeting her husband, and being disappointed, and having +spent all her money, she didn't know how to get back to her home again. +Of course we couldn't leave a fellow-countrywoman in distress, so we +gave her what we had: enough to pay her journey home, and a few +shillings over. We then sold some of our clothes, and stumbling upon a +man with this old box in his arms, we bargained with him, and bought it +for twelve shillings. He wanted a pound, but we beat him down. + +'Having thus a fortune in our possession we set out with our peep-show, +and thought of getting interest for our money. We have been about three +weeks journeying from place to place; and I assure you we have seen a +good deal of life. We unfortunately spent the interest of our fortune as +it came in; but, as you will perceive, I have brought the whole capital +home with me. When we entered a town on a fair or market-day, we made a +great deal of money, but then the temptations to spend were all the +greater. I used to have all the labour of the imagination, for my friend +Jack Jenkins had not the gift of eloquence; so we agreed that I should +be showman, and he porter--a division of work that we thought quite +fair. When we arrived at Swansea I gave him all the money we had in +hand, and he resigned the peep-show to me, and so we parted company; he +to go to his friends in Glamorganshire, I to come on here. + +'I had a rare lark on my way home. I went to uncle's, and finding aunt +in the garden, slouched my hat over my face, and began my story. She +ordered me off the premises instantly as a vagrant. I went round to the +back door and got a penny a-piece from the servants, who were quite +delighted. Then I met uncle, and telling him that I had a wonderful box +of antiques to exhibit, he gave me sixpence, and with great curiosity +poked his proboscis against the glass. It was worth something to see +him. I at once put a picture of Stonehenge, and afterwards one of +Herculaneum into the box, that I had bought on purpose for his benefit. +I went through the history of the Druids, and managed a touch of Garn +Goch and the Welsh castles with a strong and masterly nasal, that so +delighted the worthy vicar, that he actually invited me in to see his +museum. I excused myself by saying that my wife was waiting for +me--mother, that was my only fib, I assure you--and hastened away, lest +in his delight at finding an itinerant archaeologist, he should ask my +wife to see his museum as well. The rest of my adventures you had the +honour and glory of sharing, so I must beg to say they are at an end. +And now I am really and truly and soberly come to settle at home for the +remainder of my days, and to become a farmer in good earnest if father +will take me into partnership. The two things I like best in the world +are, the rolling sea by moonlight and a field of golden corn in broad +sunshine, of a fine day in autumn.' + +'Oh, you naughty boy!' cried Netta, as Owen ended his story. + +'A fine sturdy farmer you would make,' said Mr Prothero, trying to +stifle a very hearty fit of laughter, that burst out at last in spite of +himself. 'I'm glad you took in brother Jonathan, or he'd have had the +laugh against me.' + +Mrs Prothero had a tear in her eye as she smiled sadly, and shook her +head at the darling son who had caused her nothing but love and grief +since he was born; but the tear was soon kissed away, and the smile +turned into a cheerful one by that son's merry lips. + + + + + + +CHAPTER XII. + +THE SEMPSTRESS. + + +Owen Prothero, like his sister Netta, had been very much spoilt by his +father during his childhood and boyhood. Indeed it would have been +difficult not to have spoilt him. Handsome in person, and frank in +manners, he was a general favourite. His uncle, the vicar, quite +idolised him, and would have lavished a fortune on his education had he +been of a studious nature. His mother, alone, conscious of his many +faults, strove to correct them, and to counterbalance the undue +admiration he received on all sides, by impartial justice in her praises +and reproofs. + +But we have not much to do with his boyhood, which was wild and +untameable; beyond the fact that, when sent by his good uncle to Rugby +with a view to his becoming a clergyman, he resolutely declared his +intention of going to sea, and ran away from school to effect his +purpose. He was captured, however by the masters, and a sharp look-out +kept upon him for the future, which prevented further escapades. + +He did not make brilliant progress in his studies, though he was clever +enough, and accordingly his aunt persuaded her vicar to adopt her +favourite nephew, Rowland, in his stead, and to let Owen go a voyage or +two in a merchant vessel, to cure him of his love for a seafaring life. + +It was Mr Prothero's wish to have one of his two sons a farmer, he did +not much care which, so it was with some difficulty that Aunt Jonathan +induced him to listen to her proposal of making a clergyman of Rowland. +He yielded at last, however, in the hope that when Owen had had enough +of the sea, he would come and settle at home, since, next to this, his +favourite hobby, he professed to like farming. + +Owen was about fifteen when he first went to sea--he was just +seven-and-twenty when he came home with the peep-show. During the +intermediate twelve years he had been all over the world: not merely as +a sailor, but as an adventurer, traveller, speculator, merchant, and +wandering Jack-of-all trades. As quickly as he made money, so he lost +it, spent it, or gave it away; and when he had no other resource, he +worked as a common sailor, or labourer, until some lucky chance opened a +passage for some fresh excitement. There is this to be said in his +favour. During this long period he was never chargeable to his father in +any way. If he got into difficulties, he got out of them pretty easily: +if he was in want of bread, which had been frequently the case, his +friends at home knew nothing of it. Beyond the regular new outfit, in +the way of clothes, that his mother made for him each time that he +returned home, he had never had anything from his parents, and +resolutely refused it if offered. Always cheerful, hopeful, in high +spirits, open as the day, affectionate, and attractive, he was a welcome +guest wherever he went. Did he come home in rags, or as now, with a +peep-show in his arms, or as once before, with a hurdy-gurdy and +monkey, all his old friends made merry, and gave parties in his honour. +And whatever the state of his wardrobe or exchequer, he was sure to be +in the fields the following day, reaping, hay-making, ploughing, sowing, +or even milking, as either of these, or similar avocations, came in his +way. Nobody could be angry with him, and his father's lectures, and his +brother's reasonings all melted away before the row of white teeth that +he was for ever displaying in his joyous laughter. + +Of middle height, athletic, sunburnt--with hands almost as brown as his +merry brown eyes--with black, long, curly hair, a bushy beard, and +plenty of whiskers, a bronze neck from which, in sailor fashion, the +blue and white shirt-collar receded--and a broad forehead, showing all +kinds of bumps, particularly those of locality over the bushy black +eyebrows--Owen Prothero was as fine a type of an English sailor as could +be found the broad seas over. + +He was in the habit of falling desperately in love with at least one out +of every five or six girls that came in his way, and of making frightful +havoc in the hearts of females of all ranks and ages. Netta's general +inquiry was,--'Well, Owen, who is the last new love?' to which Owen +would gravely reply, by a recapitulation of the charms of some fair +damsel on whom his affections would be for ever fixed, could he only +afford to marry. All his beauties had bright eyes, bright complexions, +mirthful smiles, and were very 'jolly,' which seemed to be the word +including all that was necessary to make a woman charming in his eyes. + +'So, Netta, Howel has come into a fine fortune!' he began one morning, +when he and his sister were alone together. 'I suppose he won't think of +little cousin Netta now?' + +'Oh! indeed,' was Netta's reply with a toss of the head. + +'I wish he was here now. He is a fine fellow in his way. I do like +Howel.' + +'I knew you would say so,' exclaimed Netta. 'You are a kind, dear +brother. They are all turned against him, even mother, who can take in +the scum of the earth, and make much of a wretched Irish beggar, and +will not ask Howel here, who is a gentleman,' + +'Oh! oh! that's the way the wind blows. So you do not forget cousin +Howel, Miss Netta.' + +'No, I assure you; and I won't forget him, that's more.' + +'Bravo! Netta. I admire a girl of spirit. But, perhaps now he is so rich +he will not think of you.' + +'I suppose that depends upon whether I choose to think of him. They say +he is coming down soon, and that he will be the grandest man in the +county.' + +What Netta had heard rumoured came to pass in due time, Mr Howel +Jenkins did come from London, and established himself in the best hotel +of his native town, throwing out hints as to the probability of his +taking a certain beautiful park in the neighbourhood. He was soon +supplied with the best horses, dogs, and general appointments of any man +in the county; and being really clever, handsome, and sufficiently +gentleman like, had made his way into society that had hitherto been +closed to him. Like Prince Hal, he eschewed most of his former +companions and appeared to be beginning life anew, in a new world. The +country rang with rumours of his enormous wealth, which, considerable as +it was, report nearly doubled. Indeed he himself scarcely knew what he +was worth, as he was continually finding memorandums of moneys out at +high interest, of which his father had not chosen to speak to Rowland, +but which his carefully secreted books and papers proved, as well as the +knowledge of Mr Rice Rice, who had been his attorney. + +In the course of the autumn the Irish girl was quite convalescent and, +although not strong, had recovered from the fever, and was regaining +some degree of health. As she was such a clever sempstress, even Netta +did not object to a proposal made by Mrs Prothero, that she should +remain as a work-girl, at least until Owen's wardrobe was in a decent +condition; and she was accordingly installed in a small room, half +lumber-room, half work-room, as shirt-maker in ordinary to the son and +heir. He was restored to his own bedroom, and, together, with his father +kept at a distance from the bone of contention. + +However, adverse elements cannot always be kept apart, and one day when +Mrs Prothero was sitting stitching wrist-bands with Gladys, her better +half made his appearance suddenly in the room. + +'Mother, I have been hunting you out all over the house,' he exclaimed? +'I have torn the sleeve of my coat from top to bottom in that confounded +hedge.' + +As he took off his coat and displayed the tear, he perceived Gladys, who +had risen from her work, and curtseyed very timidly and profoundly. Mr +Prothero had almost forgotten the Irish beggar, and certainly did not +suppose the tidy-looking, pale, tall girl before him to be her. + +'Oh, young 'ooman, I daresay you can do this job for me. You've got a +new manty-maker, mother; where's Jane Morris, name o' goodness?' + +'We're only making shirts for Owen, father,' replied the wife meekly, +dreading an outburst. + +Gladys took up the coat and was instantly engaged in mending it, whilst +Mr Prothero produced a letter just received from Rowland. + +'There, my dear, now you ought to be satisfied, and I am sure Mrs +Jonathan will be as proud as Punch. Rowland has been ordained by the +Bishop of London himself, and "passed a very good examination," or +whatever they call it. He has taken lodgings up in London, and preached +his first sermon in a great church that 'ould hold three of ours. He has +dined with the rector, and been to call on Sir Philip Payne Perry,--the +three green peas as Owen calls him--and I wonder what even Mrs Jonathan +'ould desire more?' + +Mrs Prothero read, her dear son's letter with tears in her eyes, the +sudden sight of which caused sympathetic tears to flow from the eyes of +the poor work-girl, much to the surprise of Mr Prothero, who chanced to +look round to see whether his coat was finished. + +'Hang the 'oomen,' he muttered to himself, 'they can't read a bit of a +letter without blubbing. How long will that take you to do?--what's your +name?' + +'Gladys, if you please, sir,' said Gladys, looking up from her work. 'I +shall have finished it directly, sir.' + +'Gladys? Gladys what?' asked Mr Prothero. + +'Gladys O'Grady, sir,' was the reply whilst the mending was coming to a +close. + +'Where on earth did you pick up such names as that?' + +'One was my mother's, and the other my father's, sir,' said Gladys, +rising and presenting the coat with a deep curtsey. + +Mrs Prothero was absorbed in her letter. + +'Name o' goodness where did your father get such a name? and where do +you live?' + +The girl bent her head over the coat she held in her hand, and her tears +fell upon it. + +'There, never mind? give me my coat. Thank you. Why, Lewis the tailor +'ouldn't 'a mended it better. Why, girl, where did you learn tailoring?' + +'Mother taught me to mend everything, sir.' + +'There then, take you that old hat and see if you can make as good a job +of sewing on the brim as you done of the coat. Mother, come you here, I +want to speak to you.' + +Mr Prothero left the room, and Mrs Prothero followed. + +'Who's that girl, mother? I never saw her before,' were his first words +in the passage, whilst pulling to the coat that he had begun to put on +in the work-room. + +'Why, David, you see--it is--there now, don't be angry.' + +'Angry! what for? Hasn't she mended my coat capital, and isn't she as +modest looking a young 'ooman as I ever saw?' + +'She is very delicate, but she works night and day. Indeed, she does +more in a day than most girls in a week Owen wanted some shirts, you +see--she made that cap you admired so much, and that new gown of +Netta's; and has more than paid for--' + +'But who the deuce is she?' + +'There now, don't be angry, David. 'Tis that poor Irish girl that was so +ill of the fever.' + +'I'll never believe she's Irish as long as I live--she's too pretty and +tidy and delicate and fair. She's no more Irish than I am, mother, and +you've been taken in.' + +'She is Welsh on the mother's side. But are you very angry, David?' + +'No, I don't mind her doing a little work in an honest way like that. +I'm not such a fool. When she has done the work send her off, that's +all. Poor soul! she does look as if she had been dead and buried and +come to life again. Mother, you're a good 'ooman, and God bless you!' + +Mrs Prothero looked up into her husband's face with an expression of +such love and joy as must have delighted a much harder heart than that +spouse possessed. Don't laugh, gentle reader, at the conjugal embrace of +that middle-aged pair, which seals the quarrel about the Irish girl; but +believe me, there is more real sentiment in it than in most of the +love-scenes you may have read about. + +Mrs Prothero took advantage of her husband's approval of Gladys's +exterior to send her out into the garden in the evening to breathe the +air, and afterwards into the fields. The girl's strength gradually +returned, but with it there appeared to be no return of youth or hope. A +settled melancholy was in her countenance and demeanour; and when Netta +rallied her on being so sad and silent, her reply was, 'Oh, miss, there +is no more joy or happiness for me in this world! all I love have left +it, and I am but a lonely wanderer and an outcast!' + +When the shirts were finished, it was time to think of her departure, +for she had exhausted all the sewing-work of the house. Mrs Prothero +could not bear to turn the friendless, homeless girl adrift on the +world. She ventured upon the subject one day at dinner. + +'What will become of her, David? And she so beautiful! I declare I think +I never saw a prettier girl.' + +'Well, mother, who will you call pretty next?' said Owen, who had seen +her once or twice by chance. 'Why, she has no more colour in her face +than this tablecloth, and I don't believe she has any eyes at all; at +least, I never saw them; but I mean to try whether she has any some day, +by making a frightful noise when she drops me that smart curtsey in +passing.' + +'I am sure we want hands badly enough in the wheat field, said Farmer +Prothero. 'If the girl could pick up her crumbs a little by harvesting, +you could keep her a while longer, and then send her off in search of +her relations.' + +'Thank you, David. I will ask her what she can do,' said Mrs Prothero. + +'Not much in that way, I am pretty sure,' said Netta. 'How should those +wretched Irish, who live on nothing but potatoes, know any thing about +the wheat harvest?' + +'Treue for you there, my girl,' said Mr Prothero, 'but I daresay mother +will make believe that she knows something. + +'Mother' found the object of their conversation that very evening in the +wheat field, sitting under a tree, at work. She had sent her out for a +walk, and this was her exercise. Owen and Netta were with their mother, +and as they approached, Gladys rose, curtseyed, and was going away, when +Owen made an unnatural kind of whistle, as if to frighten away some cows +in the distance. Gladys started, and with a terrified face glanced at +him. He found that she had very beautiful, violet eyes, with lashes so +long and black, that when she looked to the earth again they made a +strange contrast to her pale face. + +'What sad, uncomfortable eyes,' thought Owen; 'I must have another +glance at them by-and-by. If she had a colour she might be pretty, as +mother says, but it makes one ill to look at her.' + +'Do you think,' said Mrs Prothero, addressing Gladys, 'that you could +manage to help in the harvest; My husband says he will employ you, if +you can.' + +'Oh, thank you, my lady! I would do my best, and if I could only stay +here longer under any circumstances--I should--oh, be so thankful!' + +This was said with much hesitation. + +'Very well, then; if you will try to-morrow we shall be able to judge +what you can do.' + +'She don't look strong enough to bind the sheaves,' said Owen. + +'I will try, sir, if you please,' said Gladys. + +'What is the name of the friends you are seeking?' asked Owen with a +glance at his sister. + +'Jones, sir,' replied Gladys, again looking at Owen. + +'Perhaps there is a David in the family?' asked Owen. + +'I believe that my grandfather's name was David,' was the reply. + +'Now, if you walk through Carmarthenshire, and just ask every one you +meet if they know David Jones, I am sure you would find him. It is +astonishing what a powerful name David Jones is. I know a Rev. David +Jones very well? a clergyman too--' + +'Oh! if you could only tell me where to find him. I would go anywhere +for my poor mother's sake!' + +The girl clasped her hands and looked imploringly at Owen. He was +silenced by the appeal of the eyes he did not believe in. Mrs Prothero +glanced at him reproachfully, and said,-- + +'It is such a common Welsh name that I am afraid it would be no guide to +you, unless you would remember the place where he lived.' + +'I daresay it began with Llan,' broke in Owen. + +'I am almost sure it did,' said Gladys; 'but mother never liked to talk +of the place,' + +'What do you say, mother, to writing to the Rev. David Jones, Llan., +etc., Carmarthenshire?' + +Netta laughed aloud; she could not help it; whilst Gladys again looked +upon the ground. + +'Owen,' whispered Mrs Prothero, taking her son's arm and leading him +away, 'what is a joke to you is death to her, remember that.' + +'There, don't be angry, mother; I will help her to do her work +to-morrow.' + +'He was as good as his word, and the following day resolutely kept near +the poor, timid girl, aiding her to bind up the full-eared corn, and +carrying it himself for her to the mows, into which they were hastily +forming the sheaves for fear of rain. He could not resist occasionally +alluding to Mr David Jones, but receiving no encouragement to carry out +the jest, and finding her as silent and shy as a frightened child, he +gave up the subject, and with it all attempt at conversation. He +declared afterwards that she worked like a slave, and knew all about +harvesting as well as anybody, only she was not strong, and that she was +the dullest Irish woman he ever saw in his life, since even the beggars +had a bit of fun in them. Indeed he didn't believe her to be Irish, or +credit a word of her story; but, as to beauty, he began to agree with +his mother, for if she had only a colour she would be as pretty a girl, +with as graceful a figure, as anybody need wish to see. + +The farmer declared that she had well earned her supper; and that if +mother thought she would do, she might keep her instead of Betty, after +Hollantide; the said Betty having signified her intention of getting +married at the matrimonial season of the year. Mrs Prothero said she +would think it over, but she was afraid she was not strong enough for +hard farm service. It was evident that Gladys had taken a step into the +kind heart of the worthy farmer. + + + + + + +CHAPTER XIII. + +THE WIDOW. + + +'Whose grand groom is that, half afraid to ride through the yard?' asked +Mr Prothero, as he and his son Owen were standing by the big wheat-mow, +awaiting the arrival of a load of corn. + +'I'll go and see what he wants,' said Owen, and off he went. + +He returned, bearing a note for his father. + +'He says he is Mr Griffith Jenkins's groom, and waits for an answer. +Howel doesn't do the thing by halves anyhow.' + +'Mr Griffith Jackanapes!' said the farmer, breaking the seal of the note +hastily, and reading it. + +Owen watched his countenance assume an angry expression, and then heard +him utter a very broad Welsh oath. + +'Tell that feller there's no answer,' said Mr Prothero. + +'What is it about father? you had better let mother see it first.' + +'The impudent young ass! does he think I am to be taken in by all that +gold and plush? He shall never have my consent, and you may tell him so, +Owen.' + +'Come into the house a minute, father, and let us see the note.' + +They went into the house, the farmer giving an indignant grunt at the +groom as he passed. + +'Mother, come here!' he roared as he entered the parlour, followed by +Owen. + +The obedient wife left her kitchen and went to her husband. + +'Read you it out loud, Owen.' + +Owen read. + + 'SIR,--Being in a position to marry, and to marry any lady in the + county, I think you need not be surprised at my now aspiring to the + hand of your daughter, to whom I have been many years attached. I + beg, therefore, to say that my object in writing to you is, to ask + your permission to pay my addresses to her, and to make her my + wife. My attorney will see to any arrangements you may require as + regards settlements, which are matters of no importance to me,--I + remain, sir, your obedient servant, + + 'HOWEL GRIFFITH JENKINS.' + +'The impudent scoundrel!' said Mr Prothero. + +'Well, father, I don't see--' began Owen. + +'You don't see, sir, I daresay you don't. Wasn't he as near ruining you +as possible! Didn't he teach you to gamble, and fleece you, and lead +you into all kinds of mischief? Didn't I forbid him the house for it? +Didn't he rob his own father, and make his mother miserable? Didn't he +drink and keep company with the worst profligates of the country? Didn't +he as good as rob me, sir, out of a ten-pound note when he was a bit of +a boy, and when I found it out, called it a lark? Do you think a great +fortune will all of a sudden change such a chap as that into an honest +man? No, what's ill got is ill spent, and old Giffrey Jenkins's money +'ill never turn to good account. He that grinds the poor, and goes +against scripture as a usurer, 'ill never find his son do well. Howel +shall never have my consent to marry Netta, and there's an end of it.' + +'But suppose they are determined,' said Mrs Prothero. + +'Then I'll wash my hands of 'em for ever, and vow Netta's no girl of +mine. Go you, Owen, and send off that fine yellar-band, sent to astonish +me, and tell him I'll have nothing to do with his master nor him.' + +'But, father, you must write!' + +'Write! not I: but stop, I'll write. Bring the paper. Haven't you got +any with a fine gloss, and coloured?' + +'Now, David, bach, if you would only consider a little. I am really +afraid of the consequences.' + +'Now, mother, my mind's made up, and you won't wheedle me in this +matter. So, here's the pen and ink,' + +Mr Prothero sat down and wrote the following reply to Howel's note:-- + + 'HOWEL,--You have had my answer before now, and you may have it + again. When I know you're out-and-out a changed man, I may think + differently; but I don't know it yet, so you shall not have my + consent to marry Netta. One hundred pounds of steadiness and + honesty is worth a hundred thousand pounds of gold. I wish you + well, but if you was king of England you shouldn't have my girl as + you are now.'--Yours to command, 'DAVID PROTHERO,' + +'There, mother, there's my mind,' said Mr Prothero, giving the note to +his wife. + +'Well, David, I believe you are right, only Netta is so determined!' + +'Determined, is she! Then I'll lock her up. Take that to yon +yellar-band, Owen.' + +Owen took the note to the servant + +'Tell your master that I am coming to see him this evening,' he said, +and soliloquised thus when the man was gone. 'Howel is a good fellow, I +believe, only a little extravagant and gay. I must tell him not to be +down-hearted about Netta. Why, the girl isn't worth such a bother? I +never saw one that was yet. It would take a great deal of time and +trouble to work me up into that kind of thing--and at least a dozen +girls. Netta's very pretty, to be sure, but she has a will of her own, +and so has Howel. I am sure they would soon fight. As to father, he is +as obstinate as a mule. And Howel with such a mint of money! But I like +father's pride, and I must say I reel proud of him for it. I would never +give in just because a man has suddenly got a fortune.' + +When Owen had arrived at this conclusion, he perceived Netta coming +towards him. + +'What did that servant want, Owen?' she asked when she came quite near? +'and what were those two notes about?' + +'I dare say you know, Miss Netta. It is all over with you for this +present. Howel has popped the question, and father has refused him.' + +If Owen had ever been really in love, he would have spoken less abruptly +on such a delicate subject, as he found, when he saw Netta turn pale, +then red, then burst into tears and run away from him into the house. + +He followed her, somewhat distressed, to the door of her bedroom. He +knocked gently, but received no answer. + +'Netta, let me in, I have something to say to you,' + +No reply, but a passionate sobbing audible. + +'Netta, dear Netta, I am so sorry for you. Let me in.' + +He tried the door, but it was locked. + +'Netta, if you don't let me in I'll go and fetch mother directly. One, +two, three, and, now, open the door, I'm going. One, two, three, and +away!' + +He walked down the passage, and heard the door opened behind him. + +'Owen, come here, I will let you in,' + +'There's a good little sister.' + +'Don't palaver me, sir,' burst forth Netta, as soon as her door was +closed. 'You are all unfeeling, unnatural, cruel, selfish, hard-hearted +heathens! You don't care for me or Howel any more than as if we were +strangers. Father don't mind what he drives me to, and mother cares more +for that Irish beggar than for me--I know she does. I did think you +would be our friend, and now you are as stiff and unfeeling as Rowland. +Seure you are,' + +'Why, if I was a parson like Rowland, I'd marry you to-morrow.' + +'Then, why don't you try to bring father round. You know he thinks more +of you than of anybody else.' + +'It's no use trying; nobody but mother has any influence with father, +and she is not sure that 'tis right or good for you and Howel to marry.' + +'She is cruel and unkind,' sobbed Netta; 'I don't believe any one really +loves me but Howel,' + +'Stick to that, Netta; 'I for one haven't a spark of affection for you. +All father wants is to get rid of you, and that is why he is in such a +hurry for you to make such a grand match!' + +'Oh! indeed! he and all the rest of you are as jealous of Howel's good +fortune as you can be,--you know you are. And you wouldn't like to see +me a grand lady, grander than Miss Rice or Miss Nugent even. Won't I let +them know I'm somebody, and not to be looked down upon any more, that's +all!' + +Hereupon Netta wiped her eyes, and walked up and down the room grandly, +whilst Owen burst out laughing, + +'I beg you to go out of, my room, Owen!' said Netta, stamping her foot +and getting into a passion. 'One can't expect manners or sympathy from +seafaring porcupines like you. Go away directly. Why, John James, the +carter, is genteeler than a great coarse sailor such as you. Go you +away, I say.' + +'You ought to have said a seafaring dolphin or whale; they don't pay +twopence a week to learn manners, like you land-lubbers. When you want +me you may send for me.' + +Owen went off very much offended, leaving Netta to cogitate upon the +cruelty of her relations. + +In the course of that afternoon, a very well-dressed woman, in the +deepest of sables, was seen going down the road to the farm. She went +round through the garden to the glass-door, disdaining the yard, knocked +a great many times, to the great astonishment, of Shanno, and was at +last admitted, as Mrs Griffith Jenkins. Shanno, all reverence at sight +of the crape bonnet, crape veil, and widow's cap, ushered her into the +parlour, feeling that a chasm now lay between her and the dame she had +last seen in a high-crowned Welsh hat, striped flannel gown, and checked +apron. Having duly dusted a chair with her skirts, Shanno glanced at Mrs +Jenkins, and was about to leave the room, when Mrs Jenkins said,-- + +'Tell you your missus that I am coming on particular business and wish +to speak with her in private. Here, stop you, Shanno, where is Miss +Netta? I 'ouldn't mind giving you a shilling to tell her I was wanting +to see her before I am seeing her mother.' + +The shilling was offered, and received with much satisfaction and an +intelligent grin, and in less than five minutes Netta was with Mrs +Jenkins. + +'Deet to goodness, and you do look very poorly, Netta, fach!' said that +worthy, 'Howel was telling me to see you, and to be giving you this +note. Give you another to Shanno before I will be going away, and I will +give it to my Howel. Annwyl! you shall be seeing my Howel, now; how he +do look a horseback. Beauty seure! he do say you will have a horse, too. +There, go you? tell Shanno to tell your mother that I do be glad to see +her, let her tak' care how she do refuse you again.' + +Netta escaped with her note, and was soon succeeded by Mrs Prothero, who +shook hands in a trembling, frightened way with Mrs Jenkins, who, on the +contrary, strong in the consciousness of fortune and new apparel, was +perfectly self-possessed. She began at once. + +'I am coming about my Howel and your Netta, Mrs Prothero Howel is in a +fine temper, keeping noise enough, I can tell you; and I should like to +be knowing why he isn't good enough for your doater, Mrs Prothero; him +as is worth hundreds of thousands, and is as like to be coming a member, +and to be riding in his own carriage, and to be dining with the Queen +for that much! and seurely, he don't be good enough for Miss Prothero +Glanyravon Farm! Ach a fi! some peoples do be setting themselves up! my +Howel, too! So handsome, and genteel, so full of learning! Name o' +goodness what would you have, Mrs Prothero, Glanyravon Farm?' + +Mrs Jenkins paused with a long emphasis on the farm. + +'I am very sorry, Mrs Jenkins,' began trembling Mrs Prothero rubbing one +hand nervously over the other, 'but my husband is afraid that Howel is +not quite steady enough for such a giddy young thing as Netta.' + +'Study! why, tak' your time and you'll be seeing how study and pretty he +do behave. On my deet, and I 'ouldn't say that, if I wasn't as seure as +I'm alive, he haven't took a drop too much, nor said a wicked word, nor +keep no low company since his poor dear father was dying. Ah, Mrs +Prothero! you was being very good to us when I was losing my poor +Griffey. Who'd be thinking what a heap of money he'd be leaving, and +Howel'll be building a good house for me? and seure, I must be dressing +in my best, and having servants to wait on me? and, bless you, nothing +as my son Howel's can be getting is too good for his poor old mother!' + +'I am very glad to hear he is so kind,' said Mrs Prothero. + +'Then what do you say about Netta, Mrs Prothero, fach?' sharply asked +Mrs Jenkins. + +'To tell you the truth, I have very little power; my husband made up his +mind and wrote the note without consulting me.' + +'Then maybe I could be seeing Mr Prothero?' + +'I am afraid it would only lead to something unpleasant between you.' + +'Oh, you needn't be taking the trouble to be afraid, ma'am! I am calling +my Howel as good or better as your Netta. There was a time when you +might been looking higher, but now I conceit it, it will be us as do +condescend. There's Miss Rice Rice, and the Miss Jamms's, Plas Newydd, +and Miss Lawis, Pontammon, and Miss Colonel Rees, and Miss Jones the +'Torney, and Miss Captain Thomas, and I 'ouldn't say but Miss Gwynne, +Glanyravon, do be all speaking, and talking, and walking, and dancing +with my Howels! There's for you: and yet he do like his cousin Netta +best he do say.' + +'If you wish to see David, Mrs Griffey, I will call him,' said timid Mrs +Prothero, at her wits' end for anything to say or do. + +'Seurely I am wishing to see him,' said Mrs Jenkins majestically. + +David had not come in from his farm, so there was nothing for it but to +ask Mrs Jenkins to take off her bonnet and have some tea, to which that +lady graciously consented. When the crape shawl and black kid gloves +were removed Mrs Prothero perceived a large mourning brooch, containing +a gloomy picture of a tomb, set in pearls and diamonds, and surrounded +by the age, death, etc., of the lamented deceased; and a handsome +mourning ring, displaying a portion of iron-grey hair, also set in +pearls and diamonds, and surrounded with an appropriate epithalamium. +Mrs Prothero sat 'washing her hands in invisible soap,' whilst she saw +these ensigns of grandeur in the once mean, ill-dressed Mrs Jenkins, and +heard of all that 'her Howels' was about to effect. + +Owen came in, and with due gravity admired the mourning insignia, and +examined the dates, age, etc., of the defunct Griffey. He went so far as +to venture upon a distant allusion to the future. + +'I never thought those caps so becoming before, Aunt Jenkins,' he said, +eyeing her from head to foot, and wondering that he had never previously +been aware of what a good-looking woman his Welsh aunt was. + +A Welsh aunt, be it understood, is your father or mother's cousin, and +Mrs Jenkins and Mr Prothero were first cousins. + +'Isn't Davies, Pennycoed, that you used to tell us was once a lover of +yours, a widower?' continued Owen. + +'Well, Owen,' said Mrs Jenkins, not displeased, 'you are always for +jokes, but I do mean never to marry again.' + +'Don't make any rash vows; a young woman like you!' + +Here Netta having dried her eyes, joined the party, and shortly after +Mr Prothero's voice was heard. + +'After tea!' whispered Mrs Prothero to Mrs Jenkins, as she went out to +meet her husband. 'Here's Elizabeth Jenkins, David, come over to see us, +and she is going to stay to tea. I think she wants to speak to you +afterwards.' + +'Very glad to see her; but Howel sha'n't have Netta a bit the more for +that.' + +Mr Prothero put on a smart coat, brushed his hair, and came into the +parlour, as became one about to meet a grand lady. + +'How d'ye do, cousin 'Lizabeth? Glad to see you looking so well; welcome +to Glanyravon.' + +They shook hands, and as Mrs Jenkins made rather a grand attempt at a +curtsey, Owen looked at Netta, and showed his white teeth; but Netta was +as grave as a judge. + +Mr Prothero was as much struck with the improvement in the widow's +appearance as his son. + +'Why, I declare, cousin 'Lizabeth, you look ten years younger than you +did when I saw you last. Do you mind when we two used to go nutting +together? If 'twasn't for my good 'ooman there--' + +'I was just saying so, father,' interrupted Owen; 'don't you think +Davies, Pennycoed--' + +'I am not having no intentions of marrying again,' simpered the widow; +'wanst is enough. My poor Griffey.' + +'Quite right, cousin 'Lizabeth, wan Griffey is enough, in all +conscience.' + +The best tea things were duly arranged; cakes hot from the oven +buttered; the best green tea put into the best teapot, and all proper +honour done to Mrs Jenkins, from which she augured well for her Howels. + +As Shanno was very busy and very dirty, Mrs Prothero, during her +preparations in the kitchen, was at a loss to know who was to wait if +anything was wanted. Gladys chanced to be there, and said modestly,-- + +'If I could do, ma'am, I would soon make myself neat in Miss Prothero's +gown; and if I might just take in the tray instead of you.' + +'Thank you, Gladys, I am sure you will do,' and Gladys was installed. + +'There is nothing that girl cannot do,' thought Mrs Prothero, as she +arranged everything on the tea-table as neatly and properly as Mrs +Prothero could have done herself. + +'What a tidy girl you have!' said Mrs Jenkins. 'Do she mean to be +staying over Hollantide? I am wanting a servant.' + +All eyes were turned on Gladys as she came into the room again, but as +hers were always fixed on what she was carrying, or on her mistress, she +was not aware of the sudden attention she excited. + +'Irish beggars!' muttered Netta. + +'One of mother's godsends,' said Mr Prothero. + +'What a beautiful piece of snow,' thought Owen. + +After tea Mr Prothero invited Mrs Jenkins to go and see his fine fat +cattle. The pair went together, leaving an anxious trio behind them. + +Farmer Prothero was a man of few words when his mind was made up, and +was not long in beginning the subject each had at heart. + +'I'm sorry, cousin 'Lizabeth, that I can't let Netta marry just now. +She's too young, and Howel isn't the lad to study her.' + +'Oh! but you can't be knowing, David Prothero, how study he is since his +poor father's death.' + +'Then let him wait two years, and if he is downright well-conducted, +then he may have Netta.' + +'Upon my deet! he as can be marrying Miss Rice Rice or any young lady in +the country! Mighty condescent, Mr Prothero!' + +'Let him marry 'em all, I don't want him.' + +'Then you won't let Netta marry my Howels?' + +'If he's study in two years, and they are both in the same mind, they +may marry, and be hanged to 'em! I never was so bothered in my life. +But, between ourselves, I think it's just as likely your son Howel 'ould +be study in two years as my son Owen.' + +'Oh, name o' goodness, we don't want Miss Netta! No 'casion to be +waiting!' + +'Then don't wait, 'ooman! Who wants you to wait?' + +Mrs Jenkins hurried back into the house, and left Mr Prothero with his +cattle. + +'I must be going now, Mrs Prothero--my son Howels too! Thousands and +thousands of pounds. Netta, come you upstairs, my dear, whilst I am +putting on my bonnet.' + +Mrs Prothero was not duenna enough to accompany them upstairs, and +consequently Netta gave a note to Mrs Jenkins, cried a little, and +helped her to abuse her parents. + +'Never you mind, Netta, fach,' were the last words, 'Howels don't be +meaning to give you up.' + +'Good evening, ma'am; good evening, Mr Owen,' said Mrs Jenkins, as she +made the attempt at a curtsey, that caused Owen to show his white teeth +again. + +'Oh dear, dear! what will be the end of it?' said Mrs Prothero to Owen +as Netta sulked upstairs. 'I wish Rowland was at home.' + +'Very complimentary to your eldest son!' said Owen, laughing. + + + + + + +CHAPTER XIV. + +THE MILLIONAIRE. + + +Nearly a twelvemonth passed, and an autumn morning again hovered over +Glanyravon Farm. It would seem that all the inmates of the homestead +were sleeping; but there was one already awake and moving furtively +about. It was Netta, not usually such an early riser. The curtains of +her trim little bed and window were drawn aside to admit all the light +that a September twilight could cast upon the chamber in which she had +slept since her childhood. A lovely bunch of monthly roses and some +leaves of dark green ivy alone looked in upon her in the uncertain +gloaming, as if imaging her present and future. She was dressing herself +hastily, but with care, in her very best attire. She stood before the +glass braiding and arranging her dark glossy hair, that luxuriant +ornament of her bright, rosy face; then she put on the blossom white +lace habit-shirt and striped pink and drab silk dress, her kind father's +last gift, and the smart shawl and pink bonnet were duly arranged +afterwards. Whatever the early visit Netta was about to make, it was +evidently a premeditated one. When the attire was quite complete, and +she had surveyed herself in the glass, she suddenly paused and looked +around her. In a moment she was putting her room to rights, and pushing +stray articles of dress into drawers, until all was quite neat; then she +paused again, and glanced at a letter that was lying on her little +dressing-table. Turning hastily away from this she opened the window and +looked out. The sun had not yet arisen, though there was a streak of +light, forerunner of his advent, on the horizon. Mountains, rivers, +fields, and woods were all wrapped in a cold, grey mist, but still it +was not dark. Netta tore the bunch of roses from the bough and put them +in her bosom, then re-closed the window. She took up a large shawl that +was lying on a chair, and a small package from underneath and +dexterously arranged the shawl so as to fall over the parcel, as she +held both in her hand and on her arm. Again she paused a moment and +glanced around her. Her face was flushed, and there was moisture in her +dark eye. + +Oh, pause a little longer and consider, poor Netta! But no. The sudden +flash of sunlight into the room terrifies the thoughtless child, and she +goes hastily into the passage. Quietly she closes her door; stealthily +she creeps along. She makes no sound as she steals, like a thief, +through the house where she was born some eighteen summers ago. Before +one closed door she pauses again--listens. She can hear the breath of +the sleepers within. She is on her knees, and represses with difficulty +a rising sob, 'Mother! mother! forgive me! God bless you!' she whispers, +as she once more rises and runs down the remainder of the +passage--downstairs--through the hall--through the parlour, and out by +the little glass door into the garden. In spite of her tears, haste, +agitation she cannot pass that bed of carnations--her mother's +treasure--without stopping to gather one fresh and dripping with the air +and dews of night. Innocent flowers! they will see her mother that very +day; but what of the stray, wandering rose of Glanyravon? Through the +garden, and out by the little wicket into the lane; across a field +sparkling with dewdrops; over a stile; down another lane; over another +stile, and into another field! Here she pauses and glances round. A dark +figure at the opposite side of the field seems to assure her that all is +well. She runs quickly across the meadow, and within it, under shelter +of the hedge, near a half-open gate, stands Mrs Griffith Jenkins. + +'Where is Howel?' asks Netta hastily. + +'He did write yesterday to say he 'ould bring the carriage from Swansea +to meet us at Tynewydd, and he was sure to be there by six o'clock,' + +'Let us make haste then, Aunt 'Lisbeth. Why didn't he come here himself? +I have a great mind to turn back.' + +'Come you, Netta, fach! we'll soon be there. See you the letter?' + +'Not now--not now,' cries Netta impatiently, walking along the high road +as fast as she possibly can. Mrs Jenkins keeps up with her, but is soon +out of breath. + +'There's Jack Trefortyn; he'll be sure to tell. Aunt 'Lisbeth, I will +turn back. Father will be after me. It is too bad,' sobs Netta. + +'We are near by now, Netta, fach. Come you!' + +The little woman quickened her pace into a short run to keep up with +Netta. + +'Here's the turnpike; we'll be at Tynewydd 'rectly.' + +'I see Tynewydd,' says Netta, straining her eyes to catch sight of some +object far down the road; 'there is no carriage--I am sure there is +none. Cousin Howel ought to be ashamed of himself.' + +Netta runs on very fast, leaving Mrs Jenkins far behind, until she +reaches the turning to a lane that leads to a little farm called +'Tynewydd.' She bursts out crying, and stamps her foot as she +exclaims,-- + +'Does he think he's going to do what he likes with me because he's rich? +I'll tell him he shall wait for me, I will!' + +Hereupon she turns back and runs faster than before towards Mrs Jenkins. + +'Come you, Netta, fach! He'll be here by now. Read you the letter.' + +Netta pauses a moment to read a letter held out to her by Mrs Jenkins. +It runs thus:-- + +'I can't be with you to-day. Meet Netta at the appointed place, and walk +to Tynewydd. I will be there with a carriage by six o'clock.--Yours, +H.J.' + +'See you, Netta, it isn't six yet.' Mrs Jenkins pulls out a large gold +watch, which, while Netta was running on, she has managed to put back +half-an-hour. 'Five-and-twenty minutes to six, see you.' + +Netta turns again and hurries on. + +'There is Jones Tynewydd. If he should see me,' says Netta. 'Do make +haste, Aunt 'Lisbeth.' + +They walk on for about a quarter of a mile, when carriage wheels are +distinctly heard, and in a few moments a fly and pair is distinctly seen +coming at great speed. The driver would have passed them, but Mrs +Jenkins calls out,-- + +'A gentleman for Tynewydd inside?' Upon which he pulls up. Howel is out +of the fly, and Netta lifted in before she knows what she is about. Mrs +Jenkins is put in almost as quickly, and the fly turned and off again in +less time than it takes to write it. + +'Howel, how could you? I was going back, and I wish I had,' sobs Netta. + +Howel kisses her and tells her to be a good little cousin, and she shall +see London in no time. She clings close to him, and hides her face on +his shoulder and sobs on. He draws her to him, and lets her grief have +way. Few words are spoken for a time, but at last Netta dries her tears +and says,-- + +'I was so frightened, cousin, and I didn't think it would be so hard to +leave mother without saying good-bye. Mother was always kind.' + +'Hide you, Howel! hide you, Netta! there's Mr Jonathan Prothero,' says +Mrs Jenkins, shrinking back into the corner of the fly. + +Howel peeps out and sees Netta's worthy uncle, bag on back, setting +forth on some archaeological search. + +Howel and Netta lean back in the fly whilst he passes, little thinking +whom the vehicle contains. + +'Uncle and aunt will be glad at least,' says Netta. 'Aunt says you are +very clever and handsome, Howel, and wonders why father won't let us--' + +'Marry, Netta--say the word. I suppose Aunt Jonathan found out my +talents and beauty after I acquired my fortune.' + +After driving about ten miles they stop to change horses, and in the +course of three or four hours arrive at the Swansea railway station, +newly erected within the last few months. The scene is equally new to +Netta and Mrs Jenkins, and whilst Howel goes to take their tickets they +stand wondering and admiring. Neither of them has ever travelled by +rail, and both are equally nervous at the prospect. They are just in +time for the express, and soon find themselves seated in a first-class +carriage. As it is a carriage of two compartments, Howel fastens the +door between the two, draws down the blind, puts some coats on the +fourth seat, and says they will now have it to themselves all the way to +London. + +Netta seizes his hand and screams when the steam whistle sounds, and his +mother falls down upon him from the opposite seat He laughs aloud, and +seems in such buoyant spirits that the women laugh too; and very soon +Netta has quite forgotten her home, as with her hand clasped in Howel's +he unfolds to her his future plans and arranges hers. + +'Deet, and this is like a sofa in a drawing-room. I shall be asleep if I +don't take care,' says Mrs Jenkins. + +'The best thing you can do, mother. I will awake you when we get to +Reading, where the biscuits are made you used to sell, faugh! and be +sure to show you Windsor Castle.' + +Mrs Jenkins obeys her son's wish, and is soon sleeping soundly. + +Howel then gives Netta the following intelligence, which, as it +interests her, we will hope may be interesting to her friends. + +'The old gown you gave my mother, Netta, I sent to a celebrated house in +town, and calling there the next day ordered a proper _trousseau_ to be +made for you.' + +'What's a _trousseau_, Howel?' + +'You little dunce. Why, what we call a _stafell_ without the household +furniture. So you will find a wedding dress and all kinds of dresses and +garments without number awaiting you, for I gave the milliner _carte +blanche_.' + +'What's _carte blanche_, cousin? You are become so grand.' + +'Never mind--white paper with two meanings. And here is a present to +begin with.' + +Howel takes a leather case from his pocket and puts it into Netta's +hand. She opens it, and sees a beautiful little gold watch and chain. + +'Oh, you dear, kind cousin, Howel!' she cries; her eyes sparkling with +delight. 'I have longed for one all my life.' + +'Will you go back again, Netta dear?' asks Howel archly. + +The watch and chain are duly put on, and then Howel continues,-- + +'To-morrow you will have a hard day's work. You must purchase a great +many things that will be necessary for travelling that I could not buy. +The rest we can get in Paris. I have invited my friends, Sir John and +Lady Simpson, and their son and daughter, to the wedding, which I have +fixed for the day after to-morrow. One of the reasons for my not being +able to come to you yesterday was that I must be a fortnight in the +parish where we are to be married before we are married. I just ran down +by the night train, took the fly, and met you; and shall make up my lost +night by sleeping in town, for certainly I slept nowhere yesterday. +Can't sleep in a train like mother; always feel too excited.' + +'I don't like those grand people,' interrupted Netta, pouting. + +'You will know them directly. But don't let out anything about the farm, +or father and mother; papa and mamma now, little coz. Miss Simpson +guesses it is an elopement, I think, but I haven't told her so. They are +very great friends of mine; very grand people.' + +'Quite like Lady Nugent, I suppose,' suggests Netta. + +'Quite--grander indeed. Well, I have ordered the wedding-breakfast, +carriages, everything. Never had such fun in my life. It was quite an +excitement. You don't know half my talents yet.' + +'Suppose brother Rowland were to hear of it?' says Netta, frightened at +the idea. + +Howel laughs aloud, and awakes his mother. + +'He is east, we are west, my dear cousin. He is amongst the plebeians, +we the patricians; he is _canaille_, we are _noblesse_.' + +'What are they, Howel?' + +''Tis a pleasure to be hearing you talk, Howel,' says Mrs Jenkins, +yawning and rubbing her eyes. + +'I was saying, mother, that we are to have a grand wedding, and you must +take care not to let anything come out about the shop, faugh! or, +indeed, not talk much to the friends I have asked--Lady Simpson, for +instance,' + +'Oh, yes? you was telling me of her. Wasn't it when you was dining with +Prince Albert wanst, and was wanting that money of my Griffey?' + +'Do hold your tongue, mother,' shouts Howel, shuddering; he always +shivers when he hears his father's name. + +He sees a head trying to peep through the curtain, and thinks it best to +hold his tongue for a time, then continues,-- + +'I mean, mother, don't mention my dining with the prince, or any of +these old stories, to the Simpsons. You must both be very careful of +what you say. I shall show you as much as I can of London to-morrow, +mother, as you will be obliged to return the day after.' + +'Deet now, I did be thinking I should stay a week in London, now I am +going there for the first time in my life? I'll be staying after you, +Howel, bach. I've plenty of money now.' + +'You shall come up again to meet us when we return; but you must be at +home to see to the house, and let us know what is said of our doings. +You see we shall go direct to Paris, stay some time abroad, and then +come and settle at home. Won't we astonish the county! Mr and Mrs Howel +Jenkins will be no longer the Howel and Netta of old days; we shall be +the upon, not the fawners!' + +'I'd scorn to fawn on any one, Howel,' says Netta indignantly; 'I never +did in my life. I always gave Miss Rice Rice as big a stare as she gave +me.' + +'You will be able to give her a bigger now,' laughs Howel. As they +journeyed on, Howel pointed out all the different objects that were +likely to interest his mother and Netta. Every one, or nearly every one, +knows what an exciting event is a first journey to London, it matters +not whether performed at eighteen or sixty-five. And if the first +journey to London be also the first journey by rail, the wonder and +excitement are doubled. + +When Howel had finished all his instructions concerning the future, he +thoroughly entered into the present, and enchanted his companions by his +general knowledge of the passing scenes, and the amusing stories he had +to tell. Netta was more in love with him than ever before they reached +town, and wondered that such a grand and clever gentleman could have +kept constant to a little country cousin like herself. She had seen +nothing of Howel during the most stirring years of his life, and could +not have supposed what a change the mere commerce with the world could +effect. She considered him far more agreeable than her brother Rowland, +handsomer and more polished than Sir Hugh Pryse, and much more +fashionable than Mr Rice Rice. + +At Swindon he treated them liberally, and loaded Netta with sweets to +take with her to the carriage after she had swallowed her cold chicken +and wine. As to his mother, knowing her peculiar tastes, he gave her a +glass of brandy and water, upon plea of illness, which she took with +evident pleasure; but fearing to attract the attention of the smart +people around her, sipped so daintly, that it was not half finished when +the signal to return to the carriages sounded, and Howel hurried her +off. + +'Just let me put this piece of chicken and ham into my bag, Howel, and +finish this drop,' she whispered. + +'Quick, mother, not a minute,' was all the answer she received, +accompanied by a pull of the sleeve so imperative, that she was obliged +to leave her half filled glass behind her. + +At the Oxford Station, Netta began to wonder what Rowland would think of +her conduct. + +'Think!' said Howel, with a scowling brow, 'the prig! what right has he +to think? He will know that three or four thousand a-year are somewhat +better than a London curacy--ha! ha! and wish himself in my place, I +fancy,' + +As they neared London, Netta was haunted by visions of her brother, the +only person she really feared. + +'Suppose he should meet them! should find her out! Suppose the clergyman +who married them should guess, from her name, she was his sister, and go +and tell him?' + +Howel laughed heartily at this, told her to look out of the window at +London as they entered it, and see whether she thought one parson would +be likely to be met by chance by another. + +'This London!' exclaims Netta, 'I see nothing but the roofs of a lot of +ugly black houses!' + +'Carmarthen is as fine, and Swansea finer!' says Mrs Jenkins, her face +expressive of great disappointment. + +'Draw down your veils, and stand there whilst I get a cab,' says Howel, +after they have descended upon the platform. + +Netta trembles all over, and fancies every tall man in black must be +Rowland. + +'Name o' goodness what are all the people about?' says Mrs Jenkins. 'My +deet, there do be a lot of carriages! And look you, Netta, at all the +gentlemen's servants in blue and silver! Here's a place! big enough to +hold our town. Look you at the glass--like a large hot-house. Seure all +London isn't covered up like this!' + +'Here you are! all right--come along quick!' says Howel, taking them to +a cab, and putting them in. + +'Half Moon Street, Piccadilly,' and off they go, as fast as the poor +cab-horse can take them. + +'Now, what do you think of it, Netta?' asks Howel, as they drive through +the magnificent streets and squares of the West End of London, where +every house looks a palace. + +Netta was so bewildered that she could not answer; but Mrs Jenkins +talked for both. + +'Look you! well to be seure! that's grander than I ever see. There's a +church! Trees too! Who'd be thinking of trees in London? Well, name o' +goodness, where are all they people going? That church 'ont hold 'em +all! There's beauty! Is that St Paul's, Howel, bach! or the Monument? My +Griffey was talking of them! There's houses! Seure that's Prince +Albert's coach! There again! Where was all those carriages going? Ach a +fi! that man was just driving into our horse. Howel, name o' goodness +tell the coachman to tak' care. He'll be upsetting us. Yes, indeet, +Netta, there's shops! One after another. Did you be buying Netta's +wedding clothes there, Howel! Is that a play-house? No! not a +gentleman's house? I 'ould like to see a play for wanst, if nobody 'ould +tell our minister.' + +'If you are not too tired, I'll take you to-night, mother,' here broke +in Howel. 'We may go, perhaps, after you have had some tea. What do you +say, Netta?' + +'Anywhere you like, Howel,' said Netta, 'I am no more ready than if I +was just starting.' + +'Pic what, Howel, was you calling this?' asked Jenkins. + +'Piccadilly, mother. One of the best parts of London.' + +'Deet, and I should think so. 'Tis like a 'lumination lights. There's no +night here. Daylight all the year round. Trees again, like Glanyravon +Park, and lights along by. There pretty--what a many carriages! Was they +all going to the play? Soldiers, too, I am thinking! And more o' them +gentlemen's servants in blue and white. Do all the servants in London be +wearing the same livery, Howel?' + +'Those are the police, mother,' said Howel, laughing. + +'The pleece! Well, I do be calling them handsome men. When will the +noise stop, Howel? I can't hear myself speak, much less you and Netta. +'Tis more noise than Hollantide fair! But maybe 'tis fairday here +to-day, only I wasn't seeing no cattle. There for you! that man 'll +upset us, seure he will.' + +'Here we are, mother,' interrupted Howel, as the cab stopped in Half +Moon Street. 'Now, you must remember that the landlady is not to be in +all our secrets.' + +'Seure, and this isn't half as grand as Pic--what's that long name, +Howel?' + +'Will you walk upstairs, ma'am,' said a well-dressed woman who stood in +the passage of the house at which they stopped. + +'Thank you, ma'am,' said Mrs Jenkins, making her very best curtsey to +the landlady. + +'Is tea ready, Mrs Thompson?' asked Howel, hastening into the passage. + +'Yes, sir!' replied Mrs Thompson, trying to catch a glimpse of Netta's +face. + +'This way, mother,' said Howel, striding upstairs. 'You can send the +traps into the bedrooms, Mrs Thompson. William, take them up.' + +This to a smart tiger, emblazoned in green and gold, belonging to +Howel's private menagerie. + +'What a lovely room! what a beautiful fire!' cried Netta, as she +followed Howel into a handsome first-floor drawing-room. + +'Treue for you there!' said Mrs Jenkins, surveying herself in the glass. + +Tea was ready, and a substantial repast besides, of which they all soon +began to partake, and to which they did justice. + +'I do wish I had that drop of brandy I left in those grand rooms, I am +feeling a pain,' began Mrs Jenkins. + +Howel drew a flask from his pocket, and poured a little brandy into his +mother's tea. + +'This must be the first and last time mother,' he said, as he did so. + +When they had finished tea, Howel told them that their room was within +the folding-doors, and that Netta would find a dress there for the play, +and must make haste, if she meant to go. His mother, being in her very +best black, wanted nothing but the widow's cap to complete her attire as +chaperon. Howel lighted his cigar, and finished the brandy in the flask +whilst the women were dressing. They soon returned, Netta looking really +beautiful, in a new and fashionable white dress, elaborately trimmed +with ribbons and lace. + +Howel went up to her and kissed her with infinite satisfaction. + +'Won't we create a sensation at the Olympic,' he said. 'There will not +be such bright eyes and lilies and roses to be seen there as yours, +cousin Netta!' + +'Mother don't approve of plays, Howel!' + +'You must think of me, not mother now,' said Howel, ringing the bell and +ordering a cab, which as soon as it arrived received our trio, and was +driven to the Olympic, where they arrived in due time, and where we will +leave them for the present. + + + + + + +CHAPTER XV. + +THE MILLIONAIRE'S WIFE. + + +'Don't you be taking on so, Netta, fach! if you do be crying this way, +your eyes 'll be as red as carrots, and Howel 'ont like it.' + +'Oh! Aunt 'Lisbeth, I can't help thinking of mother, and how she is +vexing about me.' + +'Look you at yourself in the glass, Netta, fach! and you 'ont be vexing +any more. I never was seeing such a glass as that before. Look you! you +can see yourself from the beauty-flowers in the white bonnet--dear! +there is a bonnet! and you was looking so well in it--down to them +lovely white shoes on your foots, I never was thinking before you had +such little foots.' + +This conversation takes place whilst Mrs Jenkins is engaged in dressing +Netta for her wedding, and in endeavouring at the same time to soothe +various ebullitions of grief that burst out ever and anon, between the +different acts of the attiring. The girl cannot quite forget the friends +she left behind her, when she so suddenly ran away from home. The appeal +to her personal appearance is not, however, in vain. She looks in the +cheval-glass which draws forth Mrs Jenkins' admiration, and thinks she +has seldom seen anything so pretty as the reflection of her own person +in her bridal dress. She hastily dries her eyes, and turns round and +round several times to assure herself that all is right. + +'Ah! Howel is knowing everything!' says Mrs Jenkins. 'Silks and laces, +and flowers, and worked-handkerchiefs, and all as white as a lily! And +your cheeks a deal redder than any I do see here along! My deet! but you +do be looking genteel.' + +'Do I look as if I had been crying, aunt?' asks Netta, wetting her eyes +with lavender water. 'I'm afraid of Howel and those grand people. I wish +he hadn't asked them.' + +'Oh, for sham! Netta. There they are, I shouldn't wonder! Yes indeet! +says Mrs Jenkins, 'I hear them talking on the stairs.' + +A knock at the bedroom door is followed by the entrance of two ladies, +apparently mother and daughter; the former a portly and roseate dame, +clad in the richest of brocades and white lace shawls--the latter a thin +and somewhat yellow damsel, a tired in white and pink bonnet and mantle +to match, evidently in bridesmaid's gear. + +'Ah I how charming! how beautiful! what a country-flower in London +leaves!' exclaim the ladies, rushing up to Netta and kissing her. 'Good +morning, Mrs Jenkins, your son has chosen a bewitching young person +indeed!' + +'Treue for your ladyship,' says Mrs Jenkins, making her very best +curtsey, as the ladies alternately shake hands with her. + +'Your ladyship' is no less a person than Lady Simpson, the wife of Sir +John Simpson, a gentleman who acquired that title on an occasion when +William the Fourth, of blessed memory, was feted in the city. Sir John, +having made a considerable fortune in trade, and being blessed with a +helpmate of an aspiring mind, has removed from his old neighbourhood to +that of Hyde Park, where he is spending the money he earned on the +general advancement of his family. This family consists of a son and +daughter, who have been highly educated according to the general +acceptation of the term. With the son Howel is very intimate, and +through him he has long been known to the rest of the family; but it is +only since his vast accession of wealth that he has had the +distinguished honour of claiming Sir John and Lady Simpson as his +particular friends. To them he confided his intended marriage with a +beautiful cousin, who, for family reasons, was coming to London, he +said, under his mother's protection, to be united to him. They had +called on Mrs Jenkins and Netta the previous day, and were invited to +the wedding in the various capacities of father, bridesman, and +bridesmaid. Previously to their making his mother's acquaintance, Howel +informed them that being Welsh, she naturally spoke the language of her +country, and was so patriotic that she disliked any other; and said that +they must not be surprised at her peculiar English, which was simply a +translation of the Welsh idioms into what, to her, was a foreign tongue. +He also gave his mother an hour's lecture upon her dress and deportment; +and Netta a few hints as to her general behaviour, which, whilst it +enchanted the elder, frightened the younger lady. Thus 'forewarned,' if +not 'fore-armed' the forces of Simpson and Jenkins were thrown together. + +Lady Simpson is an average specimen of a vulgar woman aping gentility; +her daughter of a would-be fine lady. + +After they have sufficiently admired Netta's dress, and put the +finishing touches to it, Miss Simpson informs Netta of her duty as bride +elect. + +'Of course, my dear, papa will take you to the hymeneal altar, and our +friend Captain Dancy will take me.' + +'Oh! I hope there is no other stranger,' gasps Netta. + +'Only a particular friend of my brother's and of Mr Jenkins'. Do not be +alarmed, you shy little dove.' + +'Netta, fach!' whispers Mrs Jenkins, 'the ladies was knowing what is +right' + +'Then my brother must take up Mrs Jenkins, and Mr Jenkins, mamma. I +declare we shall be a charming party; and remember to take off your +glove, dear, and give it to me.' + +'We had better go downstairs now,' said Lady Simpson. 'Bridegrooms are +very impatient at these times.' + +Lady Simpson took the blushing, frightened Netta by the hand, and led +her into the drawing-room. Truly the poor child did look like a lovely +country rose, as Miss Simpson had not inaptly called her. Howel led her, +proud of her beauty, to the portly Sir John, who patted her kindly on +the cheeks, and reminded Netta so strongly of her father that the tears +sprung into her eyes. Howel's frown soon checked them, and a thundering +knock at the door, followed by the entrance of Mr Simpson, junior, and +his friend, Captain Dancy, turned her attention from the father to the +son. The look of decided admiration that the new comers cast upon her, +quite revived her drooping spirits, and she smiled, curtseyed, and +blushed as becomingly and naively as Howel could have wished. + +Mr Horatio Simpson was a young man very much adorned with chains, rings, +studs, and black curls. He had, moreover, a very fine waistcoat, and was +altogether well fitted by his tailor. His face was not unlike that of an +otter. He used grand words when he spoke, but did not tire his +companions by quite as voluble a tongue as did his mother. He was one of +those fine gentlemen who would, or could neither plod nor dash at his +studies, and who was quite willing to take all his knowledge second hand +from any one who would kindly impart it. + +Captain Dancy was so entirely his devoted friend, that he gladly gave +him the advantage of his superior parts, in return for various favours +which Miss Simpson also aided in conferring. + +Captain Dancy is a tall, fashionable-looking man, with what Miss Simpson +and her mamma consider a splendid figure. 'And such a lovely moustache!' +Miss Simpson usually adds with a sigh. The moustache and hair are, +however, inclined to red, and the face within them is not unlike that of +a fox. Perhaps some of his friends might be surprised if they found him +in the present company; but he would do anything to oblige Simpson and +Jenkins, who are, in turn, always at his service, in more ways than one. + +After a little preliminary conversation, Mr Simpson offers Netta his +arm; and followed by the rest of the bridal party, leads the way +downstairs. A smart little liveried page is at the door, and two fine +carriages are in the street, each with its horses and coachman +ornamented with bridal favours. + +'We cannot make all our arrangements' as I could wish, whispers Howel +to Miss Simpson, 'owing to circumstances; or I should have met you at +the church from another house.' + +Netta, Mr Simpson, and the two ladies are in the first carriage, which +soon arrives at St James's Church, followed by the other. How the +bouquet in Netta's hand trembles, as she takes Mr Simpson's arm, and +walks with him up the steps, and finally through the centre aisle to the +altar! She has never been in a London church before, and the varied +colours of that magnificent painted window strike her with wonder even +now. + +Netta turns very pale as she stands by the altar, and waits until Howel +comes up. Sir John whispers some kindly words, which so forcibly remind +her of her father, that she can scarcely repress her tears. She glances +at Howel, as he stands opposite, gazing at her, and sees that his +handsome face is calm and determined. He smiles as she looks at him, +which reassures her. A prettier bride could never stand before an altar; +Howel feels this and is satisfied. And Netta has loved her cousin all +her life, and thinks him perfect. She can truly say that she leaves +father, mother, all for him. + +And these are the feelings with which they receive the first words of +the earnest-spoken grey-haired priest, who tells them that they are +assembled in the sight of God, to be joined indissolubly together. + +Netta once read through the marriage service years ago. She had +forgotten it, and would have read it again, but she did not take away +either her Bible or prayer book when she fled from her home, and did not +like to ask Howel to buy her one. Now, as the clergyman continues his +exhortation, the words sound to her as some solemn and wonderful address +spoken for her alone. She listens in spite of a multitude of feelings +that are struggling within her, and is struck with fear when she is +adjured to confess, if there is any impediment to her being lawfully +wedded. She knows that her father's anger and her mother's sorrow are +broad impediments in her road to happiness. + +Her hand trembles, as he who holds the office that offended father ought +to hold, takes it and places it in that of the clergyman It trembles +still more as she hears the question put to her concerning her future +conduct to him, so soon to be her husband, and to think she must audibly +respond. Howel has already answered firmly and boldly, and she strives +to say the final, 'I will,' firmly too, but her voice falters; she is +too much absorbed in her own emotions to notice how carelessly and +thoughtlessly Howel repeats his solemn promise to her after the +clergyman, but she feels him press her hand and is reassured. +Tremblingly, but in all earnestness of purpose, she makes her vow to +'love, cherish, and obey' him whom she has resolutely chosen for her +husband; and, as if touched by her manner, and by the searching glance +of the clergyman, Howel becomes more serious as he places the ring on +her finger and repeats the last words in those great and awful names, +which it is sin to utter but with humility and prayer. + +Truly, as they kneel before the altar to receive the final blessing of +the clergyman, they are a sight for much joy or much grief. Who shall +say what the end will be? Two human beings joined in one to all +eternity! + +As that prayer and blessing are being spoken, a bright flash of +lightning darts through the church, followed by a heavy peal of thunder; +suddenly a great gloom fills the sacred edifice, and a storm of hail and +rain dashes against the windows. + +Poor Netta is superstitious and as easily frightened as a child; she +starts and gives an involuntary little cry as the lightning flashes +before her eyes, and the thunder seems to shake her as she kneels. She +turns paler and paler as the storm continues, and can scarcely hear the +concluding psalms, prayers, and exhortation, for her fear of the +lightning which fitfully and at intervals slants through the painted +windows. + +Stronger nerves than Netta's have been shaken by a thunderstorm on a +wedding-day. Even Howel involuntarily quails at this evil omen, and Mrs +Jenkins clasps her hands and mutters a Welsh proverb. She and Netta had +been congratulating each other on the sunshine of the morning, and such +a storm was bad indeed. + +However, the service proceeds, and then he who addresses the +newly-married pair in God's name, makes himself heard in spite of the +pattering hail. He seems the more impressive as he cannot but remark +Howel's frowning brow and Netta's agitation. + +It is a relief to all the wedding-party when the last words are spoken +and Howel leads his bride into the vestry. By this time tears are +running fast down her pale cheeks, and Howel's efforts at encouragement, +and the warm kiss he gives her, fail to dry them; Sir John Simpson's +fatherly embrace rather serves to increase than diminish the emotion, +and poor Netta is conscious that Howel must be very displeased. + +She mutters something about her great fear of lightning and thunder; +signs her name even more stragglingly than usual, and is at last led by +Howel through the church to the carriage. + +'I don't wonder she is frightened and nervous,' says Miss Simpson? 'I am +sure I should have fainted if such a storm had come on at my marriage. +It is--' + +'Nonsense!' exclaims Howel, somewhat rudely, as they drive quickly +through Jermyn Street, up St James's Street, down Piccadilly, and into +Half Moon Street, without much farther conversation, whilst the storm +rolls on. Netta hurries upstairs and gives way to a burst of sobs and +tears; Howel follows, and knowing the best way to console her, takes her +in his arms, and having told her that she is his own little wife now, +begs her to remember all the grand things they are going to do. + +'You are a great lady now, Netta. We must astonish the little people +down in Wales. Think of Paris, and that Lady Nugent and Miss Rice Rice, +and all your old rivals will hear of your being there, and soon see you +return smarter and richer than any one,' + +'But the storm, cousin Howel! All those solemn words! I am frightened to +death!' + +'Silly little Netta! what has the storm to do with you and me? All our +prosperity and happiness are beginning.' + +'But they say, "Blessed is the bride the sun shines on," and that +thunder and lightning are such a bad omen.' + +'Don't be'--a fool, Howel was going to say, but he modified it into +'Don't be such a silly little puss, but dry your eyes, and come and make +yourself agreeable to our first visitors. _Ours,_ Netta dear.' + +Netta did as she was bid, and in a short time was at the head of the +table, on which a wedding-breakfast had been duly placed, according to +the general rules laid down for such occasions. Howel had given _carte +blanche_ to a fashionable confectioner, and everything was as it should +be for the quiet and private marriage of a man of large fortune. The +cake was splendidly ornamented, the champagne iced, and the other viands +and wines in keeping with them; the hired waiters vied with Sir John's +servants in propriety of demeanour, and Howel's page was as pompous as +pages generally are. + +All Netta's pride and ambition returned when she saw herself mistress at +a table more luxuriously spread than that of Mr Gwynne, and she soon +began to enjoy her new dignity very much. + +'I am to have a French maid when I get to Paris,' she said to Miss +Simpson. 'Howel does not like to take one with us, and we shall form our +establishment when we return.' + +Howel laughed in his sleeve when he heard this: he managed to hear every +word that Netta uttered, and gave her an approving glance; he also saw +that his friends, Captain Dancy and Mr Horatio Simpson, greatly admired +his beautiful young wife, and little cousin Netta rose in his, +estimation. + +'We shall soon meet in Paris, I hope,' said Captain Dancy. 'Simpson and +I are going to run over next week. I should like to assist in showing +you some of the lions, Mrs Howel Jenkins,' + +'Lions! name o' goodness don't tak' her to see them!' exclaims Mrs +Jenkins, now put off her guard by fear. + +'Ah! you have not that Welsh figure; it means--' began Miss Simpson, but +she was interrupted by Mr Simpson proposing the health of the bride and +bridegroom. + +The breakfast went off very well, and the champagne went round only too +often; ladies as well as gentlemen were flushed by this exhilarating +beverage, and Mrs Griffith Jenkins was beginning to be very voluble on +the subject of 'my son Howels,' when that gentleman gave her a look that +silenced her, and that reminded Netta that he had told her to look at +Lady Simpson when it was time for her to put on her travelling-dress. + +The ladies went to their retiring-room, whilst the gentlemen drank more +champagne, and arranged various Parisian amusements. + +It was understood that, as Howel had no friends to leave behind him for +the final settlement of lodgings and the like, his guests were to depart +before he and his bride left. They accordingly took their leave as soon +as Netta reappeared in fashionable travelling costume. No sooner were +they fairly gone than Howel set to work to pay and arrange; this done, +he called Netta to look at their wedding cards. There were a great +number directed to different friends, some to acquaintances in their old +neighbourhood, and one to David Prothero, Esq., Glanyravon. + +Netta quailed but said nothing. + +'Now let me read you this, Netta? it is for the _Welshman,_ and every +one will see it:--"On the 16th instant, at St James's Church, +Piccadilly, London, Howel Jenkins, Esq., of our county, was married to +Miss Prothero, daughter of D. Prothero, Esq., of Glanyravon. Sir John +Simpson gave away the lovely bride, and the wedding-breakfast was +attended by a select, but fashionable party of friends."' + +'Father will see that,' said Netta; 'he will be in such a passion.' + +'Serve him right,' replied Howel, and called the page and sent the +letters to the post. + +The carriage was at the door, and the luggage in. Mrs Griffith Jenkins +was busily engaged in packing up the cake and a spare bottle of +champagne, together with a few other confections' in a stray hamper. + +'Make haste, mother,' cried Howel. + +'Stop you, Howel, bach! in a minute. We must be wishing you joy at home; +and I should like to be sending cousin Prothero some of this grand +cake.' + +At last Mrs Jenkins and her hamper were ready, and the trio started for +the Paddington Station. + +When they arrived there Howel took a second-class ticket for his mother +as far as Swansea, telling her to take a first-class from that place +home. She was to sleep with some friends at Swansea. + +'We mustn't waste money, mother.' + +'Treue for you, Howel.' + +'Tell everybody at home of the grand wedding.' + +'Don't be afraid of that.' + +When Howel had seen his mother off, he and Netta drove to their station, +and, per first-class carriage, with page in second, steamed off to +Folkestone, which was to be the first stage of their life-journey. + + + + + + +CHAPTER XVI. + +THE SERVANT. + + +We must now leave Netta and her husband for a time, and return to the +morning when Netta left her home to go forth in search of a new one. + +The breakfast-table was spread at the farm, and all were assembled +except Netta. + +'Owen, go and call Netta,' said Mr Prothero, seating himself before some +smoking rashers of bacon; 'she's always late, I'll say that for her.' + +Owen did his father's bidding, but returned exclaiming,-- + +'She is up and out of her room. There must be something wonderful to +make her go out before breakfast.' + +'Such a lovely morning,' said Mrs Prothero, 'I daresay she is in the +garden.' + +'Well, let her find her way in,' said the farmer; 'she knows the hour, +and we'll fall to. Say grace, mother, if you please.' + +Mrs Prothero said grace, and the trio sat down to breakfast. + +'I expect brother Jo and Mrs Jonathan to-day,' said Mr Prothero; 'they +are going to a clerical meeting, and are coming here on their way back.' + +'Dear me!' said Mrs Prothero. 'What can we have for dinner?' + +'Eggs and bacon. What better?' said the farmer. 'But you needn't be +afraid, they 'ont come till tea. Owen, I wish you'd just look out and +see after that idle slut Netta.' + +Off started Owen with a piece of bread and butter in his hand. + +'Mother, why don't you make that girl more regular?' asked Mr Prothero. + +'Oh, David! you know she doesn't mind me.' + +'Then you should make her.' + +Mrs Prothero could have said, 'You should have helped me to make her all +her life,' but she refrained. + +'Can't find her,' cried Owen, returning. + +'Perhaps she is ill upstairs,' suggested Mrs Prothero, rising, and +running up to her room. + +The room was empty, as we know, and Mrs Prothero was about to leave it +again, when she went to the open window to see if she could espy Netta +from it. She passed the dressing-table as she did so, and perceiving a +letter, glanced at the direction. She was surprised to find it addressed +to herself, and on a nearer examination saw that it was in Netta's +handwriting. It was with a trembling hand and foreboding heart that she +took it up and broke the seal After she had done this, she was some time +before she could summon courage to open it. When she did so, her brain +swam as she read the following words, written with trembling fingers:-- + + 'DEAR MOTHER,--I am going to marry cousin Howel. Father won't + consent, so we are going to London to be married. I hope you will + forgive me for not telling you, but I knew it was no good, as + father is so much against it. I am sure I shall be very happy, only + I should like to have been married properly at home; but it is not + my fault that father would not hear of it, and that Howel would not + wait. We are going to France and a great many other countries, and + it grieves me to think how long it will be before I shall see you + again. I hope you and father will forgive me? as Howel is a + gentleman with plenty of money, and we have loved one another all + our lives. I don't see why we were not allowed to marry like + anybody else, instead of being obliged to go so far away; I am sure + it would have been better if father had let us. Dear mother, you + were always very good to me, and I am sorry if I ever offended you; + but father called me bad names, and was very cross; he will be + vexed, perhaps, when he sees how grand and happy I am. + + 'Good-bye for a little time, my dear mother. Don't be very angry + with your dutiful, affectionate daughter, JANETTA.' + +The word 'dutiful' was scratched through and affectionate added. + +When Mrs Prothero had read this letter, she turned very pale, and stood +like one in a dream; she could not realise the contents. That Netta was +wilful and obstinate she knew, but she had never known her guilty of +resolute disobedience; she felt very faint, and sat down on a chair +opposite the open door--she tried to rise to go downstairs to her +husband, but found that her head was too giddy, and she could not move; +she put her hand before her eyes, and became unconscious. + +At this moment Gladys passed down the passage, and seeing Mrs Prothero +in this strange attitude, went into the room and asked if anything was +the matter. Receiving no answer, she put her hand tenderly on Mrs +Prothero's, and removing it from before her face, saw that she was pale, +and appeared to have fainted. She ran hastily downstairs, and finding +Owen alone, told him that his mother was ill. He followed her upstairs, +and soon perceived that Mrs Prothero was really in a kind of swoon. +Whilst he supported her, Gladys brought water and such restoratives as +she could procure; she begged him to go for his father, and whilst he +was gone, succeeded in restoring Mrs Prothero. At the sight of the open +letter, however, she sank again into a fainting fit. + +Mr Prothero and Owen appeared. + +'Mother, what is the matter? Name o' goodness what is the matter?' said +Mr Prothero in great alarm. + +Gladys pointed out the letter to Owen, who glanced at it whilst his +father took his wife into his arms. + +Gladys put vinegar to her temples and nostrils, and begged Mr Prothero +to take her to the open window; as he did so he saw Owen reading a +letter. + +'How can you read now, you unnatural son?' he said sternly. + +'Oh, father! father, Netta!' he exclaimed. + +'Never mind her; think of your mother, ten thousand times as precious.' + +At last Gladys succeeded in restoring Mrs Prothero to consciousness and +when she found herself in her husband's arms, with Owen bending over +her, she burst into a flood of hysterical tears, which partially +relieved her. + +'Oh, Netta! Netta!' was all she could say, when they asked her what was +the matter. + +'Never mind her, mother, but get better,' said Mr Prothero, his usually +rosy face almost as pale as his wife's. + +'If you please, sir, we will lay her on the bed,' said Gladys. + +'Not here--not here,' gasped Mrs Prothero. + +They took her to her own room, and Gladys said,--'Perhaps, sir, if you +would leave her to me a little I could get her into bed, I am used to +illness.' + +Mr Prothero looked at the girl, and saw her eyes full of tears, but her +face was calm and pale, and seemed to indicate a self-possession that no +one else present had. + +'I will come back again soon, mother,' he said as he left the room, +followed by Owen. + +When they were gone, Mrs Prothero gave way to an uncontrollable grief, +and threw herself upon the neck of the girl Gladys. + +'What will he say? what will he do when he knows it all?' she sobbed. + +'If you only hope and pray, ma'am, perhaps all will be right that +troubles you now,' faltered Gladys. + +'My only girl! to be so wilful, so disobedient!' + +'May I ask what has happened to Miss Netta?' + +'She has run away with her cousin, and her father will never forgive +her--never!' + +'Ah! that was what my poor mother did; but she was happy with my father; +and Mr Jenkins is rich and kind. Take comfort, ma'am, it may not be so +very bad.' + +Gladys managed to get Mrs Prothero into bed, who, happily, did not see +the effect produced by Netta's letter on her husband. Whilst she was +shedding quiet tears on her pillow, he was raging with furious passion +to his son. Over and over again did he comment on every word of the +letter, sometimes with keen irony, sometimes with a burst of rage, until +Owen endeavoured to suggest pursuit. + +'Go after her! the ungrateful, disobedient, good-for-nothing hussey! No, +not if she were stopping a mile off instead of whirling away in her +grand coach and four nobody knows where. Let her go, the impertinent +baggage! "Father 'ont consent! father was very cross! father had better +let us marry! he will be sorry when he sees how grand and happy I am! +father called me bad names!" I wish I had called her worse! she deserves +every name that was ever written!' + +'But, perhaps,' suggests Owen, 'she will be happy, and Howel will be +steady.' + +'Steady! hold your tongue and don't be a fool! Make a drunkard steady! +make a bad son steady! make a gambler steady! make a horse-racer steady! +make--make--make--hold your tongue, sir: don't say a word for the +ungrateful girl--never mention her name to me again--I never wish to see +her face more as long as I live--I--I--I--' + +Mr Prothero's passion choked his words. Could Netta have suddenly +returned and seen her father shaking with suppressed grief, his face +crimson with rage, and his hands and teeth clenched, and her mother +pale and weeping on her bed, she would, I think, have paused longer +before she caused them this great grief. + +Mr Prothero returned to his wife before his passion was calmed. He found +her sitting up in bed wringing her hands, and crying as if her heart +would break. + +'Now, mother, there's no good in this,' began the farmer. 'That girl +don't deserve tears and lamentations, and I 'ont have 'em. We 'ont have +the house turned upside down because a bad, obstinate, ungrateful +daughter has run away with a miser's son, and a good-for-nothing +spendthrift. Let 'em go, I say! I 'ouldn't stir a step to bring 'em +back--' + +'Oh, David! dear, dear husband! if only you will find out that they are +married; if only you would send some one to see that Howel marries her! +This is all--all--all! I will never name her again! I will try to forget +her--I will do all you wish! but for my sake, for yours, for all, for +God's sake, see to this, or I shall die.' + +Mr Prothero was cowed at once by this passionate burst of grief. He had +never seen his submissive, patient little wife excited in this way +before, for never before had she felt so deep a pain. Her only daughter! + +'God help me! God help me!' she sobbed, when she had controlled her +great emotion. 'I know I have indulged her--spoilt her perhaps. I know +she is proud and wilful, and obstinate; but oh! to disobey us all--to go +off, she doesn't know where--with Howel, too, who has no religion, +nothing to keep him pure and honest--this is too much! too hard! No, +David, bach! it is no good to be angry now--if you won't go after her I +must.' + +'Stop you, mother, stop you! we'll see the slut married anyhow; that is +to say, Howel shall marry her--who ever doubted that? but I'll never set +eyes on her again as long as I live, I 'ont.' + +Whilst Mr Prothero was speaking, Gladys, who had been waiting upon Mrs +Prothero until that moment, slipped out of the room, and ran in search +of Owen. She found him amongst servants making inquiries. + +'Mr Owen, may I speak with you if you please.' + +Owen followed her into the hall. + +'Oh! sir, if you would go after Miss Netta, now that the master is +willing, at once; may be you will save your mother's life. If she goes +on this way, she will surely be very ill.' + +'What use would it be for me to go after her? The cow-boy saw her pass +at about five this morning, and she is at Swansea by this time. My +father ought to have let 'em marry, and get on together like other young +couples.' + +'But, Mr Owen, the mistress is afraid--she wants to be sure--she would +be happier, sir, if some one could see them married!' + +'Oh! that's the way the wind blows! You may tell mother that I'll try to +track them--but it won't be of any use. At any rate it will calm her to +think we are making the attempt. You write to my brother Rowland, +Gladys, and tell him of this affair; but the truth is, we must make the +best of it. They are off to London to be married, and 'tis no good to +try to look for 'em there.' + +Here Shanno entered. + +'Mr Owen, Mr Jones, Tenewydd, did tell Mr Thomas, Trefortyn, who did +tell John, blacksmith, who did tell Betto, that he saw Miss Netta and +Mrs Jenkins, tallow-chandler, this morning about six o'clock, and they +did get into a carriage by there.' + +'Go and tell mother that Aunt Jenkins was with Netta, Gladys, and I'll +go and see whether Mr Jones really saw her or not.' + +Gladys returned to her mistress, who had become more quiet, and was +trying to persuade Mr Prothero to go after the fugitives. + +'Mr Owen is gone, ma'am,' said Gladys, 'and Mr Jones, of Tynewydd, saw +Miss Netta this morning with Mrs Griffith Jenkins, and they got into a +carriage together.' + +'Thank God that 'Lizbeth was with her,' said Mrs Prothero. + +'The deceitful, pompous old vagabond,' thundered Mr Prothero. 'She to +connive and contrive! fit mother for such a son. They 'ont come to no +good end. No, mother, I can't, nor I 'ont go after 'em; Netta has made +her own bed, and she must lie on it.' + +'Mr Owen is gone, ma'am,' whispered Gladys. 'Try to take comfort; there +is One who can make all our rough ways straight, and will bring poor +Miss Netta home again, if we pray for it.' + +'What's the girl preaching about?' said Mr Prothero, glancing sternly at +Gladys, who was silenced at once. 'Now, mother, we mustn't let that +undutiful girl upset us. I must go to the wheat-field--you must--' he +looked at his wife, and changed what he was going to say to, 'lie in +bed.' + +'No, Davy, I can't lie in bed, I must go and look for Netta.' + +'Now, wife, I 'ont have none of this nonsense. You must either lie in +bed or go about your work. The whole house sha'n't be turned +topsey-turvey for a baggage like that.' + +Mr Prothero left the room, and his wife insisted upon getting up. + +'If you could pray for her, ma'am, you would be happier, and perhaps +poor Miss Netta might be helped in a way we cannot see.' + +'Pray for me, Gladys, I cannot think or pray for myself, I am so +bewildered.' + +The two earnest-minded women knelt down by the bedside, and Gladys +offered up a simple prayer in her clear, strong language, for the 'poor +lamb who had strayed from the fold;' in which the mother joined in the +midst of her sobs and tears. When they arose from their knees, Mrs +Prothero kissed Gladys, and said she would go downstairs, and try to +work, and seek to keep her heart in prayer. + +And the day wore through, until the evening brought Mr and Mrs Jonathan +Prothero. For the first time, Mrs Jonathan comforted her sister-in-law. + +'Now, really, I do not see why you should be so very much distressed,' +she said. 'Howel is a fine, clever young man, with plenty of money. He +is sure to make his way into good society, and to place Netta in a +superior position. Of course, it was very wrong of her to elope, very; +but your husband is so obstinate that they knew he would never consent, +and what else were they to do? I confess I should have done the very +same thing. As to his not marrying her after all, that is absurd. He is +devotedly attached to her, and he knows that with her beauty and spirit, +she will soon be fit for good society.' + +Mr Jonathan was not so successful with his brother. After saying that he +had seen a carriage and pair pass at about six that morning, he +proceeded to offer consolation. + +'It is according to nature, brother. Since the creation, the man has +cleaved to the woman and the woman to the man. You married according to +your fancy, so did I; so have men and women ever since the world began. +It may turn out better than you imagine.' + +'Brother Jo!' thundered the farmer, 'hold your tongue. I know Howel +better than you do, or anybody else, except Rowland. I 'ont hear any +more about 'em, and the less you say the better. She's no daughter o' +mine any more.' + +With this Mr Prothero walked away, leaving his brother very much +perplexed and distressed, but comforting himself with hoping that time +would soften even his choleric relative. + +Owen returned about ten o'clock. He had ridden to the inn where Howel +had changed horses, and learnt the name of the house whence the fly +came; had left his own horse and taken another, and gone on to Swansea, +where he found from the drivers that the trio had gone direct to London. +Thinking it useless to try to track them farther, he returned, fully +impressed with the wisdom of Howel in running off with what he couldn't +get by fair means. + +'Such a row as father makes,' he soliloquised. 'Why, I should do the +very same thing to-morrow. And Howel's a decent chap too; will be, at +least, when he's sown a few more wild oats. But if Netta doesn't lead +him a dance I'm mistaken. She's father all over. There's a difference +between her and that Irish girl! My wig! if she isn't a quiet one. But I +never saw such eyes as hers in all my life, or such a sweet temper. I +wonder what father would say if I ran off with her, and took her a +voyage or two to give her a little more colour. That's all she wants to +make her a downright angel' + + + + + + +CHAPTER XVII. + +THE COLONEL. + + +The next day it was evident to every one that Mrs Prothero was very ill. +She had never had any very extraordinary misfortunes or troubles, and +the elopement of an only daughter was an event to her so dreadful and +unexpected that it seemed as bad, or worse, than her death. As nothing +more was to be gleaned concerning Netta, and further inquiries were +literally useless--indeed, Mr Prothero would not hear of their being +made--Mrs Prothero gave way to her grief, and her husband's most +passionate demonstrations of displeasure failed to frighten her into her +usual calm submission to him and his humours. + +Owen paid a visit to Mrs Jenkins' abode, and heard from the servant left +in charge that she was not expected home for some time. Owen bribed the +woman to let him know when her mistress returned, and comforted his +mother by assuring her that he would find out all about Netta from Aunt +'Lizbeth, whose tongue was too well oiled to stop going. + +Mr and Mrs Jonathan offered to remain at the farm, but as they rather +irritated Mr Prothero by their evident inclination to take up the +defence of the offenders, Owen told his aunt that she had better write +to Lady Payne Perry about Netta, as there was always a chance of great +people hearing the news. Owen was very well aware that his aunt could +not possibly write to her aristocratic cousin with the pens, ink, and +paper in general use at the farm, and that she would be obliged to go +to her davenport at the vicarage, where he already saw her, in +imagination, with the finest satin letter paper before her, mending her +pen into the most delicate of points. + +Accordingly they took their leave, with a promise to return on Monday, +and were soon succeeded by Miss Gwynne, who, having heard of the +elopement, came to see Mrs Prothero. + +'If you could prevail on the mistress to go to bed, ma'am,' said Gladys +when she opened the door to her, 'I would be for ever thankful to you; +she is much too ill to be about, and she has done nothing but mope and +fret all day.' + +Miss Gwynne went straight into the dairy, where Mrs Prothero was making +butter. + +'So Netta has taken the law into her own hands, Mrs Prothero. So much +the better; I shouldn't grieve about it if I were you. It is a grand +thing for her.' + +'Not to disobey us and run away, Miss Gwynne? she would be better doing +her father's bidding than marrying a lord, much less Howel.' + +'But you are not going to make yourself ill and miserable about it. +Since it is done, you may as well make the best of it; but you must go +to bed and keep quiet, to-day at least. You are not fit to see all the +people who are already on their way to condole or congratulate. You will +have half the parish here before night; I passed old Nancy, Cwmriddle, +hobbling down the lane, and she will be here shortly.' + +'Oh, I couldn't see them, Miss Gwynne.' + +'Then you must go to bed to avoid it. Do be advised, you look so ill.' + +'When Miss Gwynne so far forgot herself as to be persuasive instead of +commanding, she was irresistible. She put her hand so gently on Mrs +Prothero's shoulder, and looked so kindly into her tearful eyes, that +the poor woman began to cry afresh. The sound of a stick knocking at the +back door completed the victory, and Mrs Prothero went sobbing upstairs, +whilst Gladys opened the door to admit Nancy, Cwmriddle, and another +gossip who had overtaken her. Mr Prothero came into the yard at the same +time. + +'Well, sir, to be sure; only to think of Miss Netta,' began the old +woman in Welsh. + +'If you're come here to talk about her, I'll thank you to go away again, +and tell everybody you meet that they may have their nine days' wonder +about us anywhere but here,' roared Mr Prothero into Nancy's ear, who +was very deaf. + +The old crones, knowing Mr. Prothero well, turned away quicker than +they came, and soon began to do his bidding, perceiving that he was in +an 'awful way.' + +'Mr Prothero, do you know I have sent Mrs Prothero to bed,' began Miss +Gwynne, advancing towards him; 'she looks so very ill and unlike herself +that I am sure you must be careful of her for a time.' + +'All that ungrateful, good-for-nothing daughter of ours, Miss Gwynne. +What would she care if she were to kill her mother? I know you are a +true lady and a kind friend, miss, and have more sense than all the rest +of the country put together, so I don't mind telling you what I think. +Those that disobey their parents'll be seure to come to a bad end.' + +'We will hope the best, Mr Prothero; and you must remember that you have +your sons to comfort you.' + +'Fine comfort to be seure. There's Owen as wild as an untrained colt, +and Rowland such a grand man up in London that he 'ont know his own +father by-and-by. Dining with bishops and rectors, and as fine as my +lord. I always told my wife that all Mrs Jonathan's eddication was too +much for us, and so it is turning out. We shall be left in our old age +to shift for ourselves; one son at sea, without a shirt to his back; +another preaching upon a hundred a-year--gentleman Rowland I call him; +and the third in a workhouse, maybe. And all this because brother Jo +must needs bring a fine lady amongst us, and with her nothing but +grammar-schools, boarding-schools, and colleges. My wife always spoilt +that girl.' + +'Perhaps you helped a little bit, Mr Prothero,' said Miss Gwynne, +smiling, to stop the farmer's flow of words. 'But one couldn't help +spoiling poor--' + +'There, don't you go for to take her part, miss. Name o' goodness, let +alone the girl. Beg pardon for being so rude.' + +Here Gladys appeared, who had followed her mistress upstairs. + +'Sir, the mistress is very ill. I think she would like to see you. +Perhaps you had better have a doctor.' + +'Never had a doctor in my house since Netta was born, that's the trouble +she brought with her; I'd as soon have an undertaker. Send you for a +doctor, and everybody in the house is seure to be ill. He's infectious. +Excuse me, Miss Gwynne, whilst I go and see what's the matter.' + +Miss Gwynne waited until she heard Mr Prothero come down from his wife's +room, calling busily for Owen, who was in the wheat-field, and telling +him to go and fetch Dr Richards. She then called Gladys, and said she +should have whatever her mistress could fancy from the Park, and that +she would come again in the afternoon and see how she was. + +This done, Miss Gwynne went her own erratic way, which led her over +stiles, and through fields, and into various cottages, where she +alternately scolded, lectured, and condoled, accordingly as she thought +their inmates deserved the one or the other. She rarely left them, +however, without giving some substantial proof of the interest she felt +in their wants and trials, either by promises of food or clothing, or by +money given then and there. She finally anchored in a pretty +school-house that she had lately prevailed on her father to build, close +by the Park, where she found Miss Hall patiently superintending the +needlework of the girls. She gave two or three quick nods to the +children, and they curtseyed and bowed on her entrance, and then told +Miss Hall it was twelve o'clock, and she had had quite enough teaching +for one morning. + +'I don't see what use it is having a school, if half the children are to +stay away,' she said to the mistress. + +'It is the harvest, ma'am; they stay at home to take care of the younger +children; that is why we have so few.' + +'Yes, and half go to the Dissenting schools; I see them creeping out. +Now, children,' turning to the terrified urchins, who were just about to +leave the room, if I see any of you going to any other school but this, +or going away from church to the meeting-houses, you shall neither have +new frocks, hats, nor shawls, nor shall you come to the tea-party I am +going to give you soon; do you hear?' + +'Yes, ma'am--yes, ma'am,' muttered the children as they curtseyed and +bowed and slipped away. + +As Freda and Miss Hall walked through the park to the house, the former +grew very excited in her manner. + +'I tell you what it is, Nita,' she said, 'Lady Nugent is doing +everything in her power to win papa, and as soon as Miss Nugent marries, +or rather as soon as somebody marries her fortune, she will get papa to +marry her, I am sure of it. She must propose for him herself, for he +will never have the courage to do so; I see through her, and I am sure +you must do the same. He is flattered by the constant attentions, and +little notes, and insinuating manners of a very handsome, fashionable, +agreeable woman; and she thinks Glanyravon Park and a man of fortune +that she will be able to turn round her fingers, better than the +jointure she will have to live upon when her daughter leaves her. I was +actually disgusted with her yesterday; it was what I call a dead set; if +he marries her I shall hang myself, for live with her I never will; I +positively detest her.' + +'Oh! Freda; those are the old expressions of years gone by. But you are +jumping at a conclusion.' + +'Not at all; papa always stands up for Lady Nugent and her insipid +daughter. You know he is a thorough gentleman himself and does not +understand such a maneuvering woman. I told him so the other day, and he +was quite angry; and I am sure she sets him against me. Why will you not +try to marry papa, if he must marry again? and you are the only person I +could tolerate for a step-mother.' + +'My dear Freda,' said Miss Hall, laughing, 'your papa would as soon +think of Miss Rice Rice as of me.' + +'You are quite mistaken, he has always admired you very much, only you +are so dreadfully reserved with him. You won't see that he wants some +one who can talk to and for him, to save him the trouble. This Lady +Nugent does with the most contemptible tact; and does it so cleverly +that nobody sees through her. If you will only try, and just propose at +the right moment, I am convinced papa would have you. If he marries her, +I say good-bye to Glanyravon for ever.' + +'You are so impetuous, Freda; I am sure your papa has never thought of +it.' + +'Not exactly in a downright way, nor will he till Lady Nugent makes the +proposal; then he will be rather frightened at first, and finally think +that she will head his table more gracefully than I shall, and be less +dictatorial--and I shall go into a convent.' + +'Better marry yourself, my dear.' + +'Marry who? The only person who would really care to have me, whether I +had a fortune or not, is Sir Hugh Pryse, and I could no more marry him +than--than--Mr Rice Rice, or Major Madox, who thinks only of the heiress +of Glanyravon.' + +'But you have refused half-a-dozen more, and have not even taken the +trouble to try to like any one of them!' + +'They were all in love with the Park, not with me; and I certainly never +mean to try to like any one. It must be true love with me, or none at +all. I shall die an old maid, and unless you will, just for my sake, try +to cut out Lady Nugent, I daresay you and I will nurse the black cat +together.' + +Freda's conversation was checked by the sound of horses' hoofs behind; +she turned sound and saw a gentleman riding slowly up the drive. He soon +overtook them, and raising his hat, said,-- + +'Miss Gwynne! I am sure it must be Miss Gwynne; am I right?' + +Freda bowed. + +'You do not remember me! twelve years make a great difference! and you +were a child when I left.' + +'Colonel Vaughan! Oh! I am so glad to see you!' claimed Freda. 'And +papa will be charmed; we heard you were in England, but did not know you +were in this county.' + +Colonel Vaughan dismounted, and shook hands with Freda, evidently with +all his heart, then glancing at Miss Hall, started, and said,-- + +'Yes--no--I beg your pardon, surely not Miss Hall.' + +'Yes,' said Miss Hall, colouring slightly, and holding out her hand, I +am very glad to welcome you home again, but can well imagine you did not +expect to see me here.' + +By this time they were at the house, and Freda was planning introducing +Colonel Vaughan to her father as a stranger, and seeing whether he would +recognise him or not. + +She accordingly preceded him to the study, and said to Mr Gwynne, 'A +gentleman wishes to see you, papa.' + +Mr Gwynne rose and made his bow, and motioned to a seat in his usually +nervous manner. + +'How do you do, Mr Gwynne? Don't you know me?' said the colonel, +standing up before him. + +'I beg your pardon--no--I do not think I have ever--impossible! It +cannot be my godson, Gwynne Vaughan?' + +'The very same!' said the colonel. 'I only came down last night, and +this is the first place I have visited.' + +'I am very glad to see you, my dear fellow,' said Mr Gwynne, absolutely +rising from his chair. + +'And this was what the bells were ringing for last night?' said Freda, +looking flushed and handsome. + +'In spite of my poverty they did me that honour,' said the colonel. 'I +heard the old place was likely to be let again, and so ran down to have +a look at it first, and beat up my old friends. It was years ago that I +went, a youth of nineteen, into the army, and twelve since I have been +here, and I have been all the world over since then; but I come back and +find everything much as I left it.' + +'But surely you will not go away again?' said Mr Gwynne. + +'I am not rich enough to keep up the old place as it ought to be kept, +and the debts are not half wiped off yet, so I don't mean to settle down +at present.' + +'But a little economy and that sort of thing would soon clear the +property. You had better settle down.' + +'I don't think I should like it; besides, I hear there are negotiations +going on between my attorneys and some other persons for a fresh +tenant.' + +The luncheon-bell rang, and the party went into the dining-room; and +whilst they are eating and talking we will examine the new comer. + +He is decidedly a handsome man. The most fastidious judge of masculine +beauty could scarcely deny this fact. Tall, well made, of commanding +figure and aristocratic appearance, black hair, a high rather than a +broad forehead, well marked eyebrows, and black lashes so long that they +half conceal the grey eyes beneath; an aquiline nose, and a well-defined +mouth, with an expression slightly sarcastic; a chin so deeply indented +with a dimple that, if the old saw be true, he must be a flirt or a +deceiver; and withal, a manner so perfectly easy and self-possessed that +you say at once court, camp, or cottage must be equally accessible to +that man. + +There is a certain power in him that even a reader of character would +scarcely understand for some time. Is it intellect? There is decidedly +intelligence in the face, yet it is not highly intellectual; there are +no disfiguring lines and cross lines, the furrows of study or thought. +Is it mere health and animal spirits? He is neither particularly rosy +nor overpoweringly cheerful. Does he read your mind at a glance? His +eyes are penetrating, but not uncomfortably so. It is, we are inclined +to think, that general and instinctive knowledge of the characters and +tendencies of those with whom he converses, which commerce with the +world, and a keen observation of men and manners, alone can give. He is, +in short, a man of the world. + +When he first entered the army his father and an elder brother were +alive. They, dying about three years after, left him in possession of a +large but greatly encumbered property. It was estimated that it would +take twenty years at least to clear the estate, and that only by letting +it and never drawing upon the proceeds. + +The young heir was wise enough to retain his post as officer in Her +Majesty's service, though not to sequester all his income for the +payment of his father's, grandfather's, and great-grandfather's debts or +mortgages. He spent about a fourth of it annually, and consequently the +property was still greatly encumbered and he knew that to reside on it +and clear it he would be obliged to live in a very humdrum style, or +else add to the burden of debt already incurred. He preferred, remaining +in the army, and being a general favourite in society, and having no +near relations in Wales, it never occurred to him to spend his furloughs +in his native county. He had always some distant land to visit, and +either with his regiment or on leave had travelled nearly all over the +world. + +His return was therefore an event of considerable interest to the +neighbourhood in which his place and property lay; and, doubtless, Mr +Gwynne was not the only person who wished Colonel Vaughan to settle at +Plas Abertewey. + +When he was last at Glanyravon Park Mrs Gwynne was alive, Freda was a +child of eight, and Miss Hall a very elegant and pretty young woman. Mr +Gwynne Vaughan was then one of her numerous admirers; but there was +apparently no remnant of his early passion left, if you can judge of the +heart of a man, or his character at least, by his face or manner. Miss +Hall was much more confused when she suddenly met him than he was when +he first recognised her. + +Freda had always had a pleasant recollection of him. He had been very +kind to her when she was a child, and an occasional letter to her +father, or the intelligence, through the papers, of his distinguishing +himself in India, or his gradual rise in the army, had kept alive a +certain amount of interest in her mind for this old friend. + +She showed it at once, and delighted Colonel Vaughan by the perfectly +natural manner with which she welcomed him, and the frank heartiness of +her expressed wish that he should remain in the country now he had +returned to it. + +'We have never had any one we cared for at Abertewey,' she said. +'Sometimes it was an English family who came to ruin themselves in +mining speculations; sometimes a sporting man who came for the hunting, +shooting, and fishing; and now, if you don't stay, I daresay it will be +a Manchester mill owner or some such person.' + +'Much nearer home, I fancy; but I believe it is a kind of secret, only I +am so much like a woman that I cannot keep a secret. To my utter +astonishment I find it is to be a son of old Jenkins, the miser! I +remember the father, but the son was some years my junior. You need not +mention this, however, as it may fall to the ground. He wanted to buy +the place, but I am too patriotic still to wish to sell.' + +'Howel Jenkins! little Netta! at Abertewey!' exclaimed the trio in +concert. + +'True it is that mountains fall and mushrooms rise,' said the colonel +laughing. 'But he has money, and as far as negotiations have gone, seems +willing to pay, so I am content.' + +'And I am not,' said Freda. 'It will be odious, and I shall be so sorry +for poor Mrs Prothero. You must settle there yourself, Colonel Vaughan.' + +'A poor lonely bachelor with no money!' + +'Hem--hem, you might find a wife, I should think,' suggested Mr Gwynne. +'There is a beautiful girl in this neighbourhood with thirty thousand +pounds at her disposal.' + +'Oh, papa!' said Freda frowning perceptibly, 'such an empty-headed, +insipid idiot would be dear at a hundred thousand.' + +Colonel Vaughan looked at Freda to see whether she was jealous, but +could not quite understand the frown. + +Soon after luncheon he took his leave, with promises to make Glanyravon +his head-quarters if he remained any time in the country. + + + + + + +CHAPTER XVIII. + +THE NURSE. + + +Mrs Prothero continued very ill, and the doctor said there was no chance +of her amendment until her mind was more at ease. Four days had passed, +and no intelligence of Netta. Each day found her worse than the +preceding, and brain fever was apprehended. Gladys nursed her day and +night. Mr Prothero stormed and lamented by turns. Owen did what he could +to assist and comfort all, and Miss Gwynne and Miss Hall sent every kind +of nourishing food from the Park. + +On the fifth morning, Owen rode into the town in the vague hope that he +should hear something of his sister, either through Mrs Jenkins's +servant or the post. Mrs Jenkins had not returned, but there was a neat, +smooth letter for his father, directed by Howel, with which he rode off +homewards at full gallop. He longed to open it, but he dared not. He was +fearful that his father would put it into the fire unread, so he formed +twenty plans for securing it, which he knew he could not carry out; +however, when he returned home and sought his father in the harvest +field, he said,-- + +'Father, I have a letter directed by Howel. Will you let me open it for +mother's sake?' + +'If it is yours, do what you will with it? if it is mine, burn it +unread.' + +'But, father, surely you would do something to save mother's life. Any +news of Netta--' + +'Don't name that girl to me, sir, or I'll horsewhip you!' + +'May I open the letter, father?' + +'Do as you will, but don't let me see it. The deceitful up-start! the +pompous fool! the--the--' + +Owen waited for no more epithets but ran into the house, and stumbling +upon Gladys in the passage, told her to come and see what the letter +contained. When he opened the outer envelope and took out the beautiful +little glossy note with its silver border and white seal, stamped with +a small crest of an eagle, he burst out laughing. + +'Cards, by jingo!' he exclaimed. + +'Oh, Mr Owen, just let me cut round the neat little seal. I am sure your +mother would like to see it,' said Gladys, joining involuntarily in the +laugh, and taking a pair of scissors out of her pocket. + +The seal was cut, and two cards were taken out, silver-lettered and +silver-bordered, showing that Netta was now Mrs Howel Jenkins. + +Gladys ran off with them without asking any questions, followed by Owen. +They found Mrs Prothero crying, as she usually was when left alone. + +'I hope we have good news, ma'am,' said Gladys. + +'All right, mother. Cheer up! Netta is married at any rate,' cried Owen. + +'Thank God!' said Mrs Prothero, taking the cards and pressing them to +her lips. 'But not a line--not a word from Netta!' + +'She would not dare to write, ma'am,' suggested Gladys. + +'I suppose not? but why did she go away? Why did she leave me never to +see me again?' + +The following day brought the _Welshman_, Mr Prothero's weekly treat, +which it generally took him the week thoroughly to read and enjoy. + +Owen chanced to open it first, and, as is usually the case, stumbled at +once upon the marriage of his sister. When his father came in he was in +uncontrollable fits of laughter. + +'Don't be angry, father, but I can't help it. Ha, ha, ha! D. Prothero, +Esq. of Glanyravon! Oh, I shall die of it! Now, really, father, you +ought to be proud.' + +'What are you making such a row about?' said Mr Prothero looking over +Owen's shoulder. + +His eye caught the words, 'Howel Jenkins, Esq., and Miss Prothero, +Glanyravon, and Sir John Simpson. This was quite enough. He seized the +paper with an oath, crumpled it up, and thrust it into the fire, and +gave Owen such a violent blow on the back with his fist, that the young +man's first impulse was to start up and clench his in return; however, +his flush of passion cooled in a moment, and he said,-- + +'Come, father! remember it isn't I that ran away. Time enough to give me +a licking when I do. I'm much obliged to you for letting me know what a +strong father I've got.' + +'Once for all, Owen, take you care how you laugh upon that subject or +name it to me. I can give and take a joke as well as most people, but +not about that, sir, and from you. Name o' goodness, what d'ye think I'm +made of!' + +The farmer walked out of the hall, and left Owen heartily sorry for +having hurt his father's feelings, but chuckling over the fashionable +marriage. + +The following morning he managed to procure another paper, and read his +mother and Gladys the announcement, knowing full well that maternal +pride must rejoice in the exaltation, whilst it wept over the +disobedience of an only daughter. + +To the astonishment of every one, the following morning brought Mrs +Griffith Jenkins to Glanyravon, attended by her maid-servant. Gladys +answered the door to the thundering double-knock that resounded through +the house, and was quite taken aback when she saw who the visitor was. + +'Is Mrs Prothero at home, young 'ooman?' asked Mrs Jenkins in a grand +tone of voice. + +'My mistress is very ill, ma'am,' said Gladys. + +'Ill! Since when?' + +'Ever since Miss Netta left, ma'am.' + +'Do Mr Prothero be in the house, or Mr Owen?' + +'They are out harvesting, ma'am.' + +'Tell you Mrs Prothero that I do bring message from Mrs Howel Jenkins +for her, and that I was promising to give it myself.' + +Gladys did not know what to do. She felt sure that Mr Prothero would not +admit Mrs Jenkins under his roof, and that her mistress would be afraid +to do so; however, she ventured to ask her to come in and wait a little +time whilst she sent for Mr Owen. Fortunately, Owen was not far from the +house, and Mr Prothero was riding to some distant part of his farm, so +Gladys left Mrs Jenkins to Owen, and went upstairs to tell Mrs Prothero +that she was in the house. Mrs Prothero was greatly agitated, but +declared that she would see her at all risks, and tell her husband that +she had done so. She begged Gladys to remain in the room during the +visit, and to prevent a meeting between Mrs Jenkins and Mr Prothero. + +Gladys went downstairs again, and found Owen telling Mrs Jenkins what he +thought of Howel's and her own conduct. + +'My mistress would like to see you, ma'am,' said Gladys. + +'I'm thinking I 'ont go near her now, you, Owen, have been so reude.' + +'Oh, for that much, you may do as you please, Aunt 'Lizbeth. I shall +have the pleasure of going with you to my mother. You've pretty nearly +killed her amongst you, and I don't mean to let her be quite put an end +to.' + +'Will you be showing the way, young 'ooman,' said Mrs Jenkins, rising +majestically and smoothing down a very handsome silk dress, which she +had carefully taken up before she sat down. + +Owen's wrath was turned to amusement + +'Did you think we hadn't a duster in the house, aunt? I can tell you +you've pretty well dirtied that white petticoat.' + +Gladys led the way to Mrs Prothero's room, and Mrs Jenkins and Owen +followed. + +'I'm sorry to see you so poorly, cousin,' said Mrs Jenkins, approaching +the bed on which Mrs Prothero lay, looking flushed and excited. + +'What did you expect, 'Lizabeth Jenkins? when you have carried off my +daughter--my child--my Netta! And caused misery in our house never to be +mended.' + +'Well, seure! One 'ould think we'd murdered Netta, 'stead of making her +as grand as a queen, with a lord and a lady to be giving her away, and a +captain to be at the wedding, and a gentleman in a waistcoat and chains +and rings that do be worth a hundred pounds at least, and a young lady +for bridesmaid in a shoall of lace, handsomer than your Miss Gwynne of +the Park, and a wedding-cake covered with sugar, and silver, and little +angels, and all sorts of things which I was bringing with me for you; +and a clergy like a bishop to marry her, and a coach and horses to be +taking her back and fore, and she looking as beauty and happy as ever I +was seeing! And my Howel's as rich and fine as anybody in London, Prince +Albert nothing to him, and might be marrying Miss Simpson, my ladyship's +doter, if he wasn't so fullish as to be marrying your Netta!' + +'Now, aunt, it is our turn, if you please,' said Owen, as soon as Mrs +Jenkins gave him time to speak. 'Will you tell my mother Netta's +message?' + +'I am taking it very unkind that you should all turn upon me. David +Prothero I 'spected 'ould be in a passion, but, stim odds! Netta said, +cousin, that I wos to tell you she was sorry to be leaving you in a +hurry, but that she had everything she could be wishing, gowns, and +white shoes, and lace veils--seure you never wos seeing such a +beauty--and a _stafell_--_trosy_ they do call it in London--good enough +for my Lady Nugent, and a goold watch and chains, and rings and +bracelets, ach un wry! there's grand!' + +'But what did Netta say to me, cousin 'Lizbeth? I don't care if she was +all gold from head to foot. I would rather have her here in rags,' said +Mrs Prothero, bursting afresh into tears. + +'She's more likely to be here in satins and velvets, cousin,' said Mrs +Jenkins, rising from her seat, and walking up and down, apparently in +great wrath. 'What you think of my Howels and your Netta at Abertewey: +And you to be all toalking as if we wos ail dirt. And they in France, +over the sea, where I 'ould be going with them only I am so 'fraid of +the water.' + +'There's a loss it would be, Aunt 'Lizbeth, if anything had happened to +you! Suppose a shark had swallowed you up! gold watch, mourning ring, +silk gown, brooch, and all? Those creatures aren't particular. But we +haven't had all Netta's message yet.' + +'She was sending her kind love and duty to you, cousin, and was saying +she was sorry to be leaving you, but my Howels was so kind as you, and +she was as happy as could be.' + +'Did she cry, cousin? did she shed one tear?' asked Mrs Prothero, +sitting up in bed, and looking at Mrs Jenkins with a quick, wild eye, +quite unlike her usual quiet glance. + +'You needn't be looking at me so fierce, cousin, I didn't be killing +Netta. Is seure--she did cry enough, if that's a pleasure to you. She +was crying when she was meeting my Howels; she was crying when she was +putting on her wedding gown; she was crying when the parson was +preaching that sermon, and when the thunder and lightning did frighten +her, seure, and no wonder--' + +'Did it thunder and lighten when they were married? 'asked Mrs Prothero, +through her sobs. + +'Yes, indeet! I thoate I should be struck myself; but she was soon +forgetting it at breakfast; they do call it breakfast, you see, but I +never was seeing a grander dinner. Chickens, and tongue, and ham, and +meats, and cakes, and jellies, and fruit, and wines, all froathing up +like new milk, some sort of _pain_ they was calling it; but I never did +be seeing such good _pain_ or tasting it before, he! he!' + +'I don't care about the dress or the dinner, or the grand people, +cousin,' said Mrs Prothero, 'I pray God to forgive Howel for making our +only girl run away from us like a thief in the night; and I would rather +hear she cried for us whom she treated so badly, than that she was +dressed in velvet and jewels. All those fine people and fine things +won't make her happy, and her father will never forgive her, never. Oh +dear! oh dear!' + +'What will I tell her, Mrs Prothero, when I do write to my son Howels?' + +'Tell her--tell her that my heart is breaking; but I forgive her. Beg +her not to forget her parents, and, above all, not to forget her God. +Poor child! poor silly, thoughtless child, she will never be happy +again.' + +'Indeet to goodness, this is fullish! I shall go, Mrs Prothero. Good +morning.' + +Just as Mrs Jenkins was making a kind of curtsey by the bedside Gladys +said that she saw Mr Prothero riding up to the house. + +'Perhaps you had better make haste, Aunt 'Lizbeth,' said Owen, 'it would +not very well do for you and my father to meet.' + +'I 'ont be running away from any man's house, Mr Owen. I do hope I'm as +good as your father any day.' + +'Oh, pray make haste,' said Mrs Prothero, very much frightened. +'Good-bye, cousin. Forgive me if I have been rude? I beg your pardon.' + +'This way, ma'am, if you please,' said Gladys, opening the door; but Mrs +Jenkins was smoothing down her silk dress, and arranging her bonnet in +the looking glass. + +'Quite ready for another husband, aunt; but you had better make haste, +you don't know what you may come in for if you meet my father.' + +'I am not caring neither,' said the little woman, sweeping across the +room and out at the door. At the top of the stair she met Mr Prothero, +face to face. The effect of her appearance upon that worthy man is not +to be described. She made a kind of curtsey and began to speak, but no +sooner did she see his face than she held her tongue. Neither did words +appear to come at the farmer's bidding, but very decided deeds did. He +took the alarmed Mrs Jenkins by the two shoulders, literally lifted her +from the ground, carried her downstairs a great deal faster than she +came up, helped her along the passage much in the same way, and with +something very nearly approaching a kick and an oath, turned her out of +doors, and shut the door behind her with so violent a bang that it +echoed through the house. + +Owen ran down stairs to receive the first brunt of his passion, and to +prevent his going up to his mother. He allowed the words that came at +last to have way, and then took all the fault on himself; said that he +had admitted Mrs Jenkins to try to soothe his mother, and that she had +done so, he thought. + +'Take you care, sir, how you let that 'ooman darken my doors again, or +any one belonging to her. It'll be worse for you than for them,' said Mr +Prothero, with a brow like a thunder cloud. + +His wrath was interrupted by the sound of wheels, and to Owen's great +relief, he saw the head of his uncle's well known grey mare through the +window. He ran out to admit him and his aunt. + +'We have just seen Mrs Jenkins, Owen,' began his aunt. + +'Not a word to father, aunt.' + +'Very well. But she stopped us and began telling us that she had been +turned out of these doors, and would have the law on your father. She +was furious; talked of Netta and Howel, and your mother, and Paris, and +the wedding, all in the same breath, and would not let us go on until we +had heard all. Neither of us spoke to her, but she stood at the horse's +head and frightened me to death.' + +When they all went into the hall, they found that Mr Prothero was not +there. Gladys came in and said he was with her mistress, but had not +mentioned Mrs Jenkins. + +'I am afraid she has made my mistress worse, sir,' she said to Owen. +'She has been very faint ever since she left,' + +In truth she had made her worse, and when Dr Richards came to see her +that afternoon, she was quite delirious. He shook his head, and declared +that she had brain fever, and that the utmost quiet and freedom from all +excitement were necessary for her. Poor Mr Prothero was beside himself, +and the whole household was in great consternation. Serious illness had +never visited either the farm or the vicarage before, and none of the +Prothero family knew what it was. Not so Gladys, however. She did not +wait to be directed or ordered, but took her post as nurse by her dear +mistress's bedside. To her the doctor gave his directions, to her Mr +Prothero turned for information, to her Owen came for comfort; and even +Mrs Jonathan, who had scarcely ever spoken to her before, looked to her +as the only hope in this time of uncertainty. + +'I have seen all kind of fevers,' she would say to one and another as +they questioned her, 'worse than this, and with God's grace the dear +mistress will recover. I am not afraid to sit up alone with her, oh, no! +It is better not to have too many in the room at once. Do not be uneasy, +master, the delirium is not very bad. Yes, Mr Owen, you can do better +than any one else, because you are calmer. No, ma'am, it is not an +infectious fever--you need not be afraid,' and so from one to another at +intervals she went, giving hope and comfort. + +During all that night and several successive ones, Gladys sat up with +her beloved mistress. It was she who listened to her disturbed, +delirious talk about Netta, and tried to console her; she who read the +Bible to her, and prayed with and for her during the intervals of +reason, and she who gave her all her medicines and nourishment. + +Poor Mr Prothero could do nothing but wander from the fields to the +house, and the house back again to the fields, followed by his brother +like his shadow, who strove to comfort him in vain. Mrs Jonathan made +jellies, and did her best. Owen was gentle and tender as a girl, and +helped to nurse his mother with a love and care that Gladys could +scarcely understand in the lighthearted, wild sailor. + +Before the end of the week, they wrote to summon Rowland, for Mrs +Prothero's life was despaired of, and great was the anxiety and terror +of all, lest he should come too late. + +'Pray for her, Mr Owen, pray for her. There is nothing else of any avail +at such a time as this,' would Gladys say in answer to the young man's +entreating glance. + +'If I were as good as you I could, Gladys. Oh, God! spare my beloved +mother!' he would reply. + + + + + + +CHAPTER XIX. + +THE CURATE. + + +Although it was a bright autumn morning, the stillness of death hovered +over Glanyravon Farm. There was scarcely a sound to be heard within or +without. The men in the yard moved about like spectres, and work was +suspended in the harvest fields; whispers circulated from bedroom to +kitchen, and from kitchen to outhouse, that the good and kind mistress +whom every body loved, was on her deathbed; and how should they labour? +All the talk of the farm-servants was upon subjects ominous of death. +One said that he had heard Lion, the big watch-dog, howl long and loud +before daylight; another that he had seen a corpse candle as he went +homewards the previous evening; a third that she had seen her mistress +all in white at her bedside, looking beautiful; a fourth that she had +heard a raven croak; in short, if sighs and wonders could kill poor Mrs +Prothero, there was little chance for her life. Where every one was +usually so busy, so full of energy and spirit, there was more than a +Sabbath calm. They were expecting some one, too, for Tom and Bill were +looking down the road about every five minutes, whilst Shanno appeared +now and again at the back door, and whispered 'Is he coming?' to which a +shake of the head was a constant reply. + +The doctor had just gone into the house, and knots of men and women +stood about with sorrowful faces; kind neighbours who came one after +another to hear the last report as soon as he should again reappear. Mrs +Prothero was greatly beloved, and no one could afford to lose her. + +'She was so bad last night that she was not expected to see the +morning,' whispered one. + +'Couldn't take a drop of anything,' said another. + +'Is talking of Miss Netta for ever,' said a third. + +'There'll be a loss to every one. Mr Jonathan prayed for her in church +last Sunday; if prayers'll save her she 'ont die, no seure.' + +'She gave me a jug of milk only Friday week.' + +'And was coming to see my John in the measles Wednesday before Miss +Netta ran away.' + +'She's the death of her mother I always say.' + +'Poor master is nearly mad.' + +'And Mr Owen crying like a baby.' + +'And they do say that the Irish girl is better than a daughter to 'em +all.' + +'Hush! I do hear wheels. Oh! if he do come, perhaps he may rouse her up +a bit.' + +The gates were open, and before the last whisper was over Mr Gwynne's +carriage was driving down to the farm. The bystanders drew back as it +rolled through a part of the yard and stopped at the door. Rowland got +out, and was in the house almost before any one could see him. He went +into the hall, and there he saw Miss Gwynne, Miss Hall, and Dr Richards. +Miss Gwynne held out her hand, and said at once,--'Your mother is still +alive.' + +'Thank God I!' exclaimed Rowland, giving a sort of convulsive gasp, and +wringing the hand that pressed his. + +'Is there any hope?' he asked of Dr Richards. + +'The crisis is at hand, and she is insensible; it is impossible to +say--if we could rouse her?' + +'I may go upstairs?' + +'Yes, but you had better let your father know you are come; he is in the +outer room.' + +Rowland went at once to what had been his own bedroom in former times; +he opened the door gently, and there alone on his knees by the bedside, +groaning audibly, was his poor stricken father. He went up softly to him +and whispered, 'Father, it is I, Rowland!' and Mr Prothero rose, and in +a few seconds went with him into the room where the beloved wife and +mother lay. + +Rowland went up to the bedside, and took the place which Gladys silently +vacated for him. He gazed upon what appeared to him to be death, but was +really the prostration and insensibility that followed the delirium and +fever of the past week. He bent down and kissed the cold forehead of his +mother, then turned away, covered his face with his hands, and wept +silently. Gladys whispered to him that there was still hope, and resumed +her occupation of bathing the temples with vinegar, wetting the lips +with wine, and administering tea spoonfuls of wine, which still +continued to find a passage down the throat. Mrs Jonathan Prothero +crept softly up to Rowland, and put her hand in his--Owen came to +him--his uncle--all were there. + +But as soon as he had recovered from his temporary emotion, he went to +his father's side, who had seated himself on a chair behind the curtain +of the bed, and tried to comfort him. The presence of his second son was +in itself a consolation to poor Mr Prothero; but he could not listen to +his words. + +'Pray for your mother, Rowland,' was all he could say. + +Rowland knelt down with all those present, except Gladys, who joined in +spirit and prayed. Never before had he known what it was to use the +prayers of his church for one so dear to him; never before had he felt +the great difficulty of reading them when his emotion nearly choked his +utterance. But as priest and son he prayed fervently for his mother. + +Mr Prothero seemed calmer after he rose from his knees, and ventured to +lean over his wife to assure himself that she still breathed. There was +an occasional slight pulsation scarcely to be called breath. + +The doctor came in and felt her pulse. It was not quite gone, and whilst +there was life there was hope. + +They stood round her bed watching the calm, pale face with a love and +anxiety so intense that they could neither speak nor breathe. Gladys +looked almost as pale as her mistress, and as the light fell upon her +when she was leaning over her, she might have been the angel of death +herself. + +Mrs Jonathan Prothero drew Rowland from the room and insisted upon his +taking some refreshment. He had travelled all night, and Mr Gwynne, at +his daughter's request, had sent his carriage to meet him. + +Miss Gwynne and Miss Hall were still waiting downstairs. They asked Mrs +Jonathan if they could be of any use in taking Gladys's place whilst the +poor girl got some rest; Mrs Jonathan said it was useless to urge her to +leave her mistress for a moment. + +Rowland thanked Miss Gwynne for her kindness, and she said she would do +anything in the world for Mrs Prothero. + +She and Miss Hall went away in the carriage that brought Rowland, +promising to return again in the afternoon. + +When Rowland had swallowed some coffee, he went back to his mother's +room. As he walked from the door to the foot of the bed, she opened her +eyes, and seemed for a moment to look at him; a thrill of hope shot +through him. He went round and took her hand, and whispered, 'Mother!' +Did she smile? He thought she did. + +Shortly afterwards her lips moved, and Gladys heard the name ever on +them, 'Netta.' This was better, far better, than that death-like trance. + +'Mother, dear mother,' again whispered Rowland, and once more her eyes +opened and fixed on him, with something like consciousness. + +At last an opiate which the doctor had given took effect, and she slept; +her pulse was so weak, and her breathing so faint, that at first the +watchers thought she was passing away into that sleep from which there +is no awakening; but it was not so. It was a weak troubled sleep; still +it was a sleep. + +By degrees all left the room but Rowland and Gladys. Mrs Prothero's hand +seemed to be clasping that of her son, as if it would not let go; and +Gladys never moved from the bedside. + +She saw that there must be hope if real sleep came. As she sat down in a +kind of easy chair that Owen had placed for her by the bedside, she +thanked God for this amount of hope, + +'Sleep, Gladys, I will watch,' whispered Rowland. + +And truly the poor girl had need of rest. Scarce had she closed her eyes +during that anxious week, and she knew well how necessary rest was to +her. But she felt as if she could not sleep whilst this uncertainty +lasted. All the anxious faces of the household flitted before her when +she tried to compose herself. Her poor master, his brother, Mrs +Jonathan, Rowland, but mostly Owen. He who had said the least, had shown +the greatest self-command and done the most. His large kind eyes seemed +to be looking at his mother or at her, and trying to anticipate their +wants. His hands so brown and sinewy, yet so very gentle, seemed to be +touching hers, as they had done when moving his mother or otherwise +helping in the sick-room. His cheery voice seemed to be telling her not +to weary herself so much, or to be thanking her for the care she +bestowed upon his dear parent. In vain she tried to put aside this kind +of haunting vision. Her mistress and Owen were painted on the +over-strained retina, and she could not efface the picture. She prayed +for them, for all. Then, as the afternoon sunlight faded away, and a +twilight hue crept over the room, with just a flickering streak of light +playing on the wall opposite to her, the death-beds of her father, +mother, sister, and brothers rose up before her with a vivid reality +that made her tremble, and forced tears from her weary eyes. The tears +seemed a relief, and as they flowed quietly down her cheeks, and the +coming shadows dispersed the visions of the living, dying, and dead +faded away, a mist fell on her eyes and she slept. + +Rowland, meanwhile, watched his mother. During the twelve months that he +had been a curate in a parish in one of the worst parts of London, he +had seen much of the sick and the dying. He had seen poverty, +wretchedness, and sin in their most dreadful aspects, and the peace and +comfort of his mother's present condition were a great contrast to the +riot and squalor of many a death room into which he had sought to carry +the gospel message of mercy. Truly he felt thankful in his inmost soul +that she, over whom he was watching with filial love, was ready at any +moment to appear before the great Tribunal, because she 'believed and +knew in whom she believed.' It was for Netta, his beloved and wayward +sister, the cause of this first great family trouble, that he grieved +the most, because he feared that she had entered upon that downward path +that would lead her far astray from the one in which her mother had so +long and happily trod. But he, too, knew where to apply in all his times +of doubt and misgiving, and thither he went for comfort as the shadows +fell around and night crept on. + +Mrs Jonathan Prothero came noiselessly into the room, bringing in a +shaded night light, and anxious to bear some intelligence to the +watchers downstairs. Her step, light as it was, awoke Gladys. She +started up, and looking on her mistress, clasped her hands, and +fervently thanked God. + +'She is sleeping as calmly as a child,' she said. 'I am sure the worst +is past.' + +Mrs Jonathan went out to tell the good news, and to beg the brothers to +go to bed, which they did, after some demur. Gladys and Rowland watched +on for about an hour longer, when Mrs Prothero opened her eyes and fixed +them upon Rowland. She smiled as if she knew him, and when he bent over +her and kissed her, murmured some faint words which he could not +understand. + +Gladys gave her some jelly which she swallowed, and soon afterwards she +slept again. + +'The crisis is over, she will recover, I hope, Mr Rowland,' said Gladys. +'You can go to bed, sir--you had better. The mistress will want you +to-morrow, and you can be of no use to-night.' + +Rowland felt the force of this, and again kissing his mother's forehead, +and shaking Gladys by the hand, he went downstairs to Owen, who he found +asleep on the sofa in the parlour. Supper was awaiting him, and Owen and +he were soon seated over the fire, discussing their mother's illness and +Netta's conduct. + +They had not met for three or four years, and there was much to say. Few +brothers loved one another more tenderly than they did, despite the +dissimilarity of habits, tastes, and occupations, and when they were +together, all the secrets of their hearts were usually unfolded. +Although Owen's wild roving nature had caused Rowland much anxiety, +still he had perfect confidence in his honest, open character. Owing to +early education Owen was not deficient in general acquirements. He knew +a little Latin and Greek, and could read, write, and cypher well. Added +to this, his knowledge of foreign lands was great, and of men and +manners greater. Under a careless exterior, he had a considerable +portion of talent and information, and Rowland was delighted to find in +his sea-faring, roystering brother, a much more cultivated and sensible +mind than he had expected. Rowland was beginning to be conscious of +wishing to see all his family superior to what they were. Placed by his +own profession amongst gentle-folks, and feeling in himself all the +refinement of the class so called, he was often annoyed and pained to be +differently situated from those who were nearest and dearest to him. He +knew that in London he was received as an equal by men and women of rank +and position, as well as by those of talent and learning; whereas, in +the country, even Miss Gwynne, at whose house he visited, considered it +a condescension to speak to him, whilst she looked upon those who +belonged to him as people of another sphere. In spite of all his prayers +for humility, and his striving after pure Christianity, Rowland was, and +knew that he was a proud man, and all the prouder because his original +station was beneath his present one. He felt that he must be humbled +before he could be the pastor and disciple of One whose whole life was a +lesson of humility. But the world knew nothing of this. He walked before +it, and through it as a bright example of a young clergyman devoted to +his work. Neither was he less devoted to his mother, dutiful to his +father, or loving to his brother, because they were good, honest, plain +farmers, and he a clergyman; or which was, perhaps, more to the point, +because Miss Gwynne could not, or would not separate him from his +family. + +When he and his brother and sister were children, they were constantly +at the vicarage with their uncle and aunt, and Miss Gwynne was their +playmate there, and had not known their inferiority. Now that he really +was a man of education and a gentleman, in spite of all her kindness to +his mother, she knew it full well. Why did he never consider what any +one else in his own neighbourhood thought of him or his family? It was +only Miss Gwynne--always Miss Gwynne. + +Early the following morning that young lady came to inquire for Mrs +Prothero, accompanied by Miss Hall. It was Rowland who gave them the +joyful intelligence that his mother had had a good night, and was much +more quiet. The real pleasure that shone from Miss Gwynne's intelligent +and intelligible eyes, showed Rowland how fond she was of his mother. + +'And now,' she said, 'Miss Hall and I are come, resolutely bent on +remaining with your mother, whilst your aunt and Gladys go to bed. We +are quite determined, and you know I always have my way.' + +Rowland bowed, smiled, and called his aunt, who, after some hesitation +consented, and went upstairs to request Gladys to do the same, but +Gladys was inexorable until Mr Prothero came in, and in his most decided +manner insisted on her taking some rest. Mrs Prothero also murmured a +'Go, Gladys fach!' and she kissed the dear cheek and went at once. + +Mr Prothero took her place. He was alone with his wife, and the rough, +loud man became gentle as one of his own lambs, as he bent over her and +thanked God that she was better. A big tear fell from his eyes on her +face, and he made an inward vow, that if her life were spared, he would +never again say a cross word to her as long as he lived. + +She felt the tear, heard the kind words, and seemed to understand the +vow, for she looked at him tenderly, and said in her low, weak voice, +'God bless you, David!' + +From that moment he went out to his work with a lightened heart; the +labourers read the good news that their mistress was better in his face, +and heard it in his voice. Even Netta's disobedience was forgotten, if +not forgiven, in the joy of feeling that the partner of more than half +his life was likely to recover. And by degrees she did recover. That is +to say, before Rowland was obliged again to leave her, she was able to +go down into the parlour and sit at her work, 'quite like a lady,' as +she expressed it. And even out of the evil of such an illness good had +sprung. It had aroused all the sympathy and kind feeling of relatives, +friends, and neighbours; but especially had it been beneficial in +bringing out the womanly kindness that lay hid under the stiffness of +pride in Mrs Jonathan Prothero, and in opening the hearts of the +sisters-in-law towards each other. Mrs Jonathan forgot her cousin, Sir +Philip Payne Perry, and helped to nurse, and learned to love her humbler +connection, whilst the ever-ready tenderness of the simple farmer's +wife, sprung up to respond to it like a stream leaping in the sunlight. +Gladys, too, reaped the reward of her devotion, in the increased +kindness of Mr Prothero, who began to forget the Irish beggar in the +gentle girl whose care, under God, had saved his wife's life; and so, as +is usually the case, affliction had not come from the ground, but had +fallen like a softening dew upon the irritated feelings of the +afflicted, and bound heart still nearer to heart. + +Perhaps in the younger and more impetuous natures it had done almost too +much. Thoughtless of consequences, they had all worked to save a life, +valuable to so many. Rowland, Owen, Miss Gwynne, Miss Hall, Gladys, had +been thrown together at a time when the formalities of the world and the +distinctions of rank are forgotten, and the tear of sympathy, the word +of friendly comfort, or the pressure of the hand of kindly feeling are +given and taken, without a thought of giver or receiver. But they are +remembered, and dwelt upon in after years as passages in life's history +never to be obliterated--never to be forgotten. + + + + + + +CHAPTER XX. + +THE HEIRESS. + + +Glanyravon Park lay, as we have said, in the parish of which Mr Jonathan +Prothero was vicar, but as the parish and park were large, the house was +three or four miles from the church; and it was on account of this +distance of Glanyravon and its dependencies from church and school, that +Miss Gwynne had induced her father to build the school-house, of which +mention has been already made, since there was a large school in the +village for such children as were within its reach. She would have had +him build a small church also, and endow it, to remove all excuse, as +she said, from the chapel-goers; but this was an undertaking too mighty +for him. However, the school flourished wonderfully, both on week days +and Sundays, and Miss Gwynne always filled every corner of an omnibus in +which the servants went to church with such of the children as could not +walk so far. Miss Hall was an admirable assistant to the school-mistress +during the week; and Gladys, with Mrs Prothero's permission, undertook +the Sunday duty for the mistress, in order that she might have a holiday +on that day. Miss Gwynne also attended, but she was too impatient and +imperious to be a good teacher, much as she wished to be one. + +Miss Gwynne had great ideas of doing good; grand schemes that she tried +to carry out, but in which she often failed. Nevertheless, she did a +great deal of good in her own peculiar way. + +She had been reading of the 'harvest homes' that they were endeavouring +to revive in England, and had induced her father to have one in the +park. Happily, the day fixed for this general rejoicing was during Mrs +Prothero's convalescence, and before Rowland's return to London, so that +most of the members of the Prothero family could be present. They also +yielded to Miss Gwynne's ready assistance in such preparations as she +made, and were the instruments in surprising her and her father by some +tasteful decorations in their honour, unknown to them. Owen and Gladys +worked very hard at floral and evergreen mottoes for the tent, whilst +Rowland gave his advice as he sat with his mother, and tried to amuse +her during the tedium of her recovery. + +A few hours before the general gathering, a messenger arrived at the +Park in great haste, bearing a note to Miss Gwynne, containing the +information that the vicar had sprained his ankle just as he was going +to set out for Glanyravon, and was unable to move. There was another +note for Rowland, which was to be carried on to the farm, requesting him +to supply his uncle's place. + +Miss Gwynne was greatly annoyed; wished that the vicar would not go +wandering about after old stones, as she was sure he had done; knew that +Rowland would never be able to manage and was very sorry she had +attempted the treat at all. + +Whilst she was still grumbling, and Miss Hall laughing and consoling, +Rowland arrived. This was his first visit to the Park since he had been +in the country, and Mr Gwynne was delighted to see him. He perceived at +once that Miss Gwynne's equanimity was disturbed; and said that he was +very sorry to come as a substitute for his uncle, but that he would do +his best. His manner was so quiet and composed, and he seemed so little +alarmed by the honours thrust upon him, that Miss Gwynne gradually +became reassured. + +In less than half-an-hour she told Miss Hall that he was worth a hundred +of the vicar, and that after all the sprained ankle was rather a +fortunate accident. + +At about two o'clock the guests began to assemble at the school-house, +over the door of which was the motto in dahlias on a ground of +evergreens, 'Welcome for all,' which had been arranged by Miss Hall. The +school-room was very tastefully decorated by the mistress, Gladys, and +the children; and the motto, 'Long Live Miss Gwynne,' was very apparent +in scarlet letters amongst a crown of laurels. + +All the children and their teachers were assembled here, and a great +many of their relations, also most of the farmers and their families. In +addition, there were Mr and Miss Gwynne, Miss Hall, Lady Mary and Miss +Nugent, Colonel Vaughan, who was staying at the Park, Sir Hugh Pryse, +Mrs Jonathan Prothero, who left her husband at his particular request, +and Rowland. No one out of the precincts of the Park had been invited, +and as it was, there was a goodly number. + +As there was no church near enough for them to go to, Rowland read the +evening service in the school-room; after this he gave out one of the +hymns for harvest, and led the youthful band in singing it. His fine +clear voice seemed to give the children courage, especially when a +beautiful full treble joined, to which they were evidently accustomed. +It was impossible not to try to discover from whom those sweet notes +proceeded, and one by one everybody looked at Gladys, who had a +magnificent voice; she, however, was unconscious of observation, for her +eyes were fixed on her hymn-book that she was sharing with a small +child. + +It must be acknowledged that she not unfrequently distracted the +attention of many a young man from his hymn-book on Sunday, when at +church; and on the present occasion, what with the face and the voice, +more than one pair of eyes were fixed on her. Owen, I am sorry to say, +looked more attentively at her than at his book; and, as to Colonel +Vaughan, he never took his eyes off her face, and was heard to whisper +the question of 'Who is that girl?' to Lady Mary Nugent. + +When the hymn was sung, Rowland stood behind the high desk of the +mistress, and gave a short lecture on the words, 'Thou crownest the year +with thy goodness.' Rowland was not ungifted with the talent for +extempore preaching, common to so many of his countrymen, and therewith +possessed, in general, much self-possession; on the present occasion, it +must be confessed that he felt unusually nervous, still he commanded +himself and his feelings, and by degrees, forgetting them and his +hearers, in his subject, warmed into a natural flow of eloquence that +somewhat astonished his congregation, and entirely gained their +attention. + +Beneath a quiet exterior Rowland hid a romantic and poetic mind, which +few, if any of his friends knew anything about; for he had never shown +his poetry to them, and never attempted to publish it. But it sometimes +appeared, in spite of his efforts to repress it, in his sermons; and now +it made a desperate effort to burst forth, and conquered. + +There was so much to excite the enthusiasm of a young preacher in that +harvest-home gathering--in the mows of golden corn heaped up against the +future--in the splendid autumn weather they were then enjoying--in the +bright sunshine and many-hued leaves of the changing trees--and the +goodness of God crowning the whole! + +I am not going through his sermon, for I should only mar what his +feelings made powerful. Suffice it to say that some of his friends had +tears in their eyes as he preached; others, according to the custom of +their country, uttered occasional exclamations of approval as he went +on, and some were glad to own him as their near and dear relation. + +Perhaps the proudest moment of the farmer's life was when Mr Gwynne went +up to him after that short discourse, and shook him by the hand, with +the words--emphatic words for him-- + +'Well, Prothero, I congratulate you upon your son. You have reason to be +proud of him. He managed his sermon well at a short notice, clear, +poetical, etc., and all that sort of thing.' + +The abrupt termination to the speech was occasioned by the approach of +Lady Mary Nugent, who also congratulated Mr Prothero. + +'Thank you, sir; thank your ladyship; glad you approve,' was all the +proud father could say, with the tears in his eyes all the while. + +As to Rowland, he was undergoing an ovation of hand-shakings and praises +from everybody present, which he was fain to put an end to, by beginning +to organise the procession to the tent. One simple sentence, however, +rang in his ears for the remainder of that day. + +'Thank you, Mr Rowland, for your sermon. I hope you have done us all +good,' said Miss Gwynne. + +She began to think more highly of him than she had ever thought before, +and owned to Miss Hall that he had words at command, and that at a short +notice. + +The procession was very pretty. The school-children walked two and two, +and looked like so many large scarlet poppies, as they wended their way +through the avenue. Miss Gwynne gave them all their outer garments, and +it was her picturesque and pleasing fancy to keep to the national +costume; so they had high-crowned black beaver hats, scarlet cloaks with +hoods, striped linsey frocks, and woollen aprons. They carried a due +amount of little flags with appropriate mottoes, and some few of the +Glanyravon musicians formed a band for the occasion, and played +cheerily, 'The March of the Men of Harlech.' + +Mr Prothero and his son Owen headed the tenantry, and carried between +them a magnificent banner, fashioned at the farm, bearing as motto, +'Prosperity to Glanyravon.' Others followed with appropriate Welsh +mottoes. And one was conspicuous as containing the sentiment, 'Long live +our Vicar and his Lady.' + +A large tent was erected in front of the house, ornamented with flowers, +wreaths of evergreens, devices, and mottoes. The most conspicuous of +these was in Welsh, and above Mr Gwynne's seat at the head of the long +table. It was composed of wheat-ears and oak-leaves, and contained the +words, 'May God bless Gwynne of Glanyravon and his daughter.' Mr Gwynne +felt almost uncomfortable in seating himself beneath such a sentence, +but having consented for the first time in his life, and, he earnestly +hoped, for the last, to become a hero, he knew he must go through with +it. Accordingly, with Colonel Vaughan on his left, and Lady Mary Nugent +on his right hand he prepared to do the honours of a most substantial +feast to his tenantry, their wives and children. When every one was +seated Rowland said grace, and they began the feast _con amore_. They +were as merry and happy a party as could be assembled on a fine autumn +day. Every one was in good humour, and thoroughly enjoyed the treat. As +soon as they had feasted enough, they proceeded to give toasts, which +were enthusiastically drunk in good Welsh ale. + +Mr Gwynne proposed the health of the Queen and royal family. Sir Hugh +proposed Mr Gwynne and his daughter, the kind and liberal donors of the +feast, in a hearty speech, which all understood. Mr Gwynne did his best +to return thanks, but found that he could not get much beyond,--'I feel +most grateful for the honour you have done me, but--my +feelings--been--and--and--all that sort of thing,' at which point the +cheers grew so deafening that he sat down quite overwhelmed, and wished +himself in his library. + +'So very exciting, so complimentary, so touching,' whispered Lady Mary +Nugent to Mr Gwynne. + +Rowland was again called upon to exert his eloquence in responding for +the Church, which he did in a short, apt speech, duly applauded. + +He, in return, proposed the army, coupled with Colonel Vaughan, +who--and, he said, he knew he was expressing the thoughts of all +present--was heartily welcomed home, and earnestly entreated to remain +in his native country. + +Colonel Vaughan delighted every one by a most eloquent response. 'Such a +grand gentleman, but so humble,' was the general opinion of him. As for +the ladies, they were all in love with him. Lady Mary Nugent, Freda, +Miss Nugent--they had never seen so charming a man. And he was so +universally gallant that he might have been in love with them all in +return. He gave the 'Welsh Yeomanry,' for whom Mr Prothero returned +thanks, and right well he did it; giving the colonel to understand in +something more than a hint, that if he wished the farmers and farming to +improve, he, and other absent landlords, must come and live on their +property as Mr Gwynne did, and then there would be more wealth and +prosperity, and more 'harvest homes.' + +And so, with various other toasts, including the vicar and his lady, for +whom Owen had to return thanks, the afternoon wore on. The children were +playing at games in the Park, and by degrees the elders joined them. + +Here Gladys was foremost. It was wonderful to see how she had gained the +affections of the young. One and all were round her, and when the +gentlemen and ladies came to look on, and join in the revels, the first +thing that attracted them was the flushed face and graceful figure of +this really beautiful girl, as she led the boisterous youngsters in a +game of 'French and English.' + +In a moment Colonel Vaughan was in the ring heading the boys; but Gladys +immediately retired, abashed, as he stood opposite to her, as captain on +the French side. But Owen came to the rescue, and the gallant officer +and equally gallant sailor headed the ranks, as commanders of the bands +of French and English. They had a hard fight on both sides, but at last +the English conquered, and Owen and his party won the day amidst great +cheering. + +Sir Hugh and Rowland joined in the succeeding games; and sixpences, +sweetmeats, apples, and every available prize was given to the boys and +girls for racing, jumping, singing, and the like, until the shades of +evening fell over the scene. + +Lady Mary Nugent and her daughter were the first to wish good-night; as +they were to walk home, Colonel Vaughan proposed accompanying them. + +'You will return at once?' asked Freda, rather peremptorily, for she +disliked that the Nugents should carry off the all-fascinating colonel. + +He bowed and said 'yes,' and Rowland, who was near, saw Freda's cheek +flush as he looked at her. + +It chanced that Rowland and Miss Gwynne were left together at a distance +from the revel. They stood awhile, looking on, and talking over the day. +Rowland said it had been most successful. Indeed he felt that all had +been pleased; none more than himself, for had not everyone congratulated +him, and above all, had not Miss Gwynne been even kinder and more +friendly, than when by his mother's bed side she had seemed to him as a +sister? + +'If it has been successful, Mr Rowland, it is in a great measure due to +you,' said Miss Gwynne, looking up into his face with a smile of real +satisfaction. 'I should never have managed the children so well, and I +must say, much as I like your uncle, I don't think he would have managed +the services so well as you have done.' + +Reader! were you ever praised by a very handsome woman, whom you have +loved all your life, when standing with her alone under a wide-spreading +oak, in a noble park, with mountains bathed in the red and yellow of the +sunset before you, and a broad harvest-moon rising above your heads? If +so, you will not wonder at the end of this chapter. + +Rowland suddenly fixed his fine, dark eyes upon Freda's face, and looked +into it, as if he would read her soul. For a moment she was abashed at +the gaze, and coloured deeply, whilst her eye-lids drooped over the eyes +he sought. Was there ever a woman who was not flattered and excited by +such a look? + +'Miss Gwynne,' at last said Rowland tremulously, 'if in any way I can +have served and pleased you I am happy. For this, in part, I have +laboured, and still would labour. You do not, you cannot know how I have +loved you all my life.' + +Poor Rowland almost whispered these few words, and as he did so, wished +he could recall them, but now the deed was done, and she knew the secret +of his childhood, boyhood, and manhood. He said no more, but stood +looking down upon her with his heart beating as it had never beaten +before. + +Higher and higher rose the colour on her cheek. What were the feelings +that deepened it so? Alas! poor Rowland! Pride, only pride. For a moment +she stood as if hesitating what to say, then, suddenly drawing herself +up to her full height, she looked haughtily at him, and said words that +he never forgot to his dying day. + +'Mr Rowland Prothero, have you quite forgotten who I am, and who you +are?' + +With these words she made a stately bow, and turned towards the house. +Proudly and hastily she walked up the avenue; once she had turned round, +and seeing Rowland standing exactly where she had left him, hurried on +until she found herself in her own room, indulging in a very decided +flood of indignant tears. + + + + + + +CHAPTER XXI. + +THE BROTHERS. + + +During this short conversation between Rowland and Miss Gwynne, Gladys +was still playing with the children at no great distance from them. With +all a woman's penetration, she had guessed Rowland's secret during his +mother's illness, and had perceived no symptoms of attachment on the +part of Miss Gwynne; and now, with all a woman's pity, she was watching +him from afar. She had seen them standing together, had marked the hasty +bow and retreat of the lady, and the immoveable attitude of the +gentleman; she saw that he continued to stand where Miss Gwynne had left +him, as if he were a statue; she guessed something must have passed +between them. + +As twilight was fairly come on, she told the schoolmistress that she +must go home, and begged her to see that the children dispersed when she +thought best. Owen, who was in the midst of a game of cricket with the +boys, was as well aware of all Gladys's movements as if he had been by +her side. He saw that she was shaking hands with the mistress, and that +the children were imploring her to stay a little longer. He went to her +and asked her to remain until he had finished his game, in order that he +might see her home. + +She thanked him, but said, rather abruptly for her, that she must go at +once, and, heedless of what he or others might think, went hastily +across the park to Rowland. + +'That's the way the wind blows, is it?' said Owen to himself, whilst a +frown gathered on his open forehead. + +Rowland was unconscious of the approach of Gladys, and was startled from +his trance by the words,-- + +'Mr Rowland, sir, I think the mistress will be expecting you home.' + +He looked at her half unconsciously for a moment, and then rousing +himself, said,-- + +'Oh! Gladys, is it you? Yes, I will go directly. Where? Home? Of course +it is time. I will walk with you.' + +These were the only words spoken between the pair. Rapidly he strode +down the avenue, inwardly resolving never to enter it again; as rapidly +along the road that led to the farm, until he reached the house, with +Gladys breathless by his side. + +'I am afraid I have walked too quickly, Gladys, I am very sorry. I was +anxious to get home, I do not feel very well.' + +With these words he hurried through the passage, and was going to his +room, when his father met him and called him into the parlour. He felt +so bewildered that he scarcely knew what his mother said, when she told +him how proud and happy he had made her by his conduct that day. + +'All, my dear son, church-people and dissenters were pleased with your +sermon, and the way you managed everything. Your aunt repeated it word +for word to me, and it was just what I like. This is the first comfort I +have felt since--' + +Mrs Prothero pressed her son's hand, and her eyes filled with tears. + +'Thank you, mother, I am glad,' was all Rowland could say. + +'Mind you, Row, my boy, you must write a good sermon for Sunday. You've +got a character to lose now,' said Mr Prothero, giving him a slap on the +back. + +'Yes, father. I will go and write it.' + +'Not to-night, Rowland,' said Mrs Prothero, anxiously; 'you look pale +and tired. What is the matter?' + +'Nothing, mother; but I must think of this sermon, I have only one clear +day. We will talk to-morrow. Good-night, dear mother.' + +Rowland stooped to kiss his mother, and she felt that his face was very +cold, and that his hand trembled. + +'You are ill, Rowland?' + +'No, only tired. I will come and see you again by-and-by.' + +Rowland went to his room and bolted himself in. He threw himself on a +chair, covered his face with his hands, and wept like a child. He was +seated by a little writing-table near the window, through which the moon +looked down pitifully upon him in his great anguish. Yes, great. Perhaps +the greatest anguish of a life. His arms on the table, his head on his +arms, he thought, in the misery of that moment, that he must die, and he +wished to die. The illusion of a life was destroyed, and how? So rudely, +so cruelly, so heartlessly broken! He could have borne it if there had +been one kind word, only a look of interest or pity; but that pride and +haughtiness were like the stabs of a dagger in his heart. + +'Womanly weakness! unmanly folly!' you say, some one who has never felt +keenly and suddenly the pangs of such a passion unrequited. Perhaps so. +But out of our great weakness sometimes grows our strength; out of our +bitterest disappointments our sternest resolution. By-and-by such +weakness will strengthen; such folly will breed wisdom. + +Thus Rowland remained for some time, with unkind and unholy thoughts and +feelings rushing through his mind, like the howling winds through the +air in a great storm. Afterwards, he prayed humbly to be forgiven those +devilish feelings of anger, pride, hatred of life and mistrust of God's +goodness that assailed him in that hour of misery. But for the time, +they were darting to and fro, and casting out every good thought, and +hopeful purpose from his soul, like demons as they were. + +But strength came at last, and like one arising out of a horrid dream, +Rowland got up from his anguish, and looked out into the night. The moon +was too tender and beautiful for his mood at that time; he roughly drew +down the blind, took a box of matches from the table, and lighted a +candle. Then he paced up and down the room, and suddenly thought of +Howel and Netta. He knew not how the transition took place, but he +immediately accused himself of having been hard to them. Does any one +ever fully sympathise with another, until he has felt as he does? No, we +should not judge our weak fellow mortals so harshly, if we knew all +their temptations and trials. + +Then, again, Miss Gwynne returned to him, with her pride and coldness. +How could he love such a woman? he, whose beau ideal of feminine +perfection was a creature of gentleness, love, and pity? but he would +think of her no more. She, at least, should discover that he was as +proud as herself. + +Yes, he was proud, he knew it, and now, he would glory in his pride +instead of trample it down, as he had been of late trying to do, as an +arch tempter; he should be justified in showing pride for her pride. + +Again a gentler and better mood came. Was he not vain, ambitious, +ridiculous in her eyes, for venturing to speak to her as he had done? +Doubtless he had been wrong, but she needed not to spurn him as she had +done; she might have told him so as a friend. Friend! she thought him +beneath her friendship. + +But we will not pursue these musings further; every kind and degree of +feeling alternated for nearly two hours, when, as if by some sudden +impulse or resolution, Rowland sat down and determined to write his +sermon. It should be upon pride, and should touch her as well as +himself. He found pleasure in thinking of all the texts in which the +word occurs, in looking for them, and considering which was the most +biting. + +A hasty knock at his door interrupted this study. It was Owen, who +insisted upon coming in, and would take no excuse. + +Owen, too, had been ruminating upon the nature of woman, and was not in +a very good humour; he, however, had been cheerfully talking to his +mother of the events of the day, and duly lauding their own particular +hero, Rowland. + +When he entered, he looked surprised at seeing Rowland with his Bible in +his hand; he took a chair, and, turning his seat towards him, sat down +astride upon it, leaning his chin upon the back and facing Rowland. + +'Now, Rowland, I'm going to ask you a very plain question. There ought +to be no secrets between brothers: I've told you all mine, nearly? you +must tell me yours. Are you in love?' + +Poor Rowland coloured to the temples, but did not answer. + +'You won't tell me? There was a time, Rowland, when you and I knew one +another's hearts as well as if they were two open books, in which we +could read when we like, but I suppose London and fine people--' + +'Stop, Owen, do not disgrace yourself or me by going on. Why do you wish +to probe me in a wounded place, where every stab is death?' + +Owen looked at his brother, and saw the conflict that was going on in +his mind in the working of his features. + +'Rowland, I only want your confidence; by Jove you shall have mine, even +though you are my successful rival; and I love you so well that I would +give her up to you, if it cost me--let me see--a voyage to the North +Pole.' + +'Owen, this is no jesting matter. I have been a fool, I am ashamed of +myself, I am trying to conquer my feelings; leave me until I have +succeeded, and then--' + +'But, Rowland, if she loves you, I don't see why you should try to +overcome your feelings. It would not be quite the right match, +certainly; but she would make a better parson's wife than a sailor's +wife after all; and my father might consent in time, and--' + +'Owen, is it kind of you to make a jest of me?' asked Rowland, rising +from his chair, and resuming his walk up and down his room. 'If you had +ever really loved either of the many girls you have fancied you adored, +you would understand me better; but I deserve it all for my +presumption--my folly.' + +'For that much, Rowland, perhaps I love her a trifle better than you do +at this very moment; still I am not selfish enough to come between you, +and would rather try absence and the northern latitudes; only just be +honest. I'm not quite such a piece of blubber as not to be capable of +constancy, though I may have been a rover until now; but when I see a +girl walk right away from me, and refuse to wait for me to go home with +her, and go straight off to another man, never mind if he was my father, +instead of my brother, I don't mean to break my heart about her. +Besides, I'm disappointed in her, and that's the truth. I thought she +was as modest as the moon; but I never saw the moon walk out of her +straight path to go after another planet, and no girl that I have +anything to say to, shall go after another man. So you're welcome to +her, though I'll say this, that I never saw the woman yet I loved so +well, and believe she's as good as gold, as pure as that same moon, but +as cold as ice itself; at least, so I've found her, perhaps you've a +warmer experience.' + +As soon as Owen paused in his rapid speech, Rowland paused in his walk, +and putting his hand on Owen's shoulder, said,-- + +'This is a misapprehension, my dear Owen; you and I are thinking of a +different person.' + +'I am thinking of Gladys,' said Owen bluntly, 'and repeat that I love +you both too well to come between you and happiness.' + +'I am sure of that, Owen, you have no selfishness about you; but I do +not love Gladys. I never thought of her except as a beautiful and +superior girl, thrown by Providence amongst us, and to be treated with +kindness and consideration. I only hope my manner to her has never +indicated anything else.' + +'Do you mean what you say?' said Owen, jumping up from his chair, and +cutting a caper, 'then shake hands, and tell me you forgive me for being +so hasty.' + +They shook hands heartily, and Rowland said,-- + +'Thank you, Owen, you have done me good; now go away, and I will write +my sermon.' + +'Not before I know what is the matter with you, and why Gladys went +across on purpose to walk home with you.' + +After much hesitation, and some pressing on the part of Owen, Rowland +told his brother what had passed between him and Miss Gwynne. When he +had made a clean breast of it, he felt as if relieved of half his +load--especially when Owen assured him that women were all alike, and +that when you asked them the first time, they were as proud as Lucifer. + +'It is first and last with me, Owen. I have forgotten my position, my +profession, my own dignity in giving way to a passion that I had no +right to suppose could be returned. I will crush it, and nobody but you +shall ever know of its existence. This struggle over, and I shall hope +henceforth to have but one Master and to serve Him.' + +'Well, I never should have thought you would have fancied Miss Gwynne; +not but that she is handsome and clever and very agreeable and kind, +too, when she pleases; but so proud, so domineering, and then--' + +'Neither should I have supposed Gladys to be your choice, Owen; and I am +sorry it should be so. What would my father say? so soon upon Netta, +too; and you must confess that her uncertain history, her present +condition, the way she came to us, would be utter barriers to anything +serious.' + +'Bravo, Rowland; now I must put the application to your lecture. I +suppose everything is by comparison in this world--the squire and the +squire's daughter look down upon the farmer and the farmer's son, and +beg to decline the honour of an alliance. The farmer and the farmer's +son look down upon the corporal and corporal's daughter, and beg to do +the same, especially as she is their servant. Tom, the carpenter, thinks +his daughter too good for Joseph the labourer, and Matthew the shoeblack +wouldn't let his son marry Sal the crossing-sweeper for all the world. +Oh, Rowland!, is this what you have learnt from your profession, and +the book before you? Why, I've found a better philosophy on board ship, +with no teachers but the moon and stars.' + +'Owen, I am ashamed of myself. My pride deserves to be thus pulled +down.' + +'I don't want to seem unkind, Rowland, but my notion is, that an honest +gentleman, such as you, educated, and a clergyman is good enough for any +lady; and that a good, religious girl, who has saved my mother's life, +is a great deal too good for a ne'er-do-well fellow like me. But I won't +fall before I'm pushed, since I'm pretty sure she thinks so too. So, +now, cheer up, old boy! and show the heiress what a sermon you can +preach; and let her see you don't care a fig for her; and then, by +jingo, she'll be over head and ears in love with you, and propose +herself next leap-year.' + +Rowland laughed, in spite of himself, at this notion. + +'I will go and wish my mother good night,' he said, 'and then set to +work.' + +The brothers went together to their mother, who was in bed, and together +received her 'God bless you, my children!' Then they separated for the +night, and Rowland returned to his room a wiser, if still a sadder, man, +than when Owen visited it. Owen's plain common sense had often got the +better of Rowland's romance; and although he could not approve his +roving and seemingly useless life, he always acknowledged that he +gathered some wisdom by his experience. + +Again Rowland sat down, but this time he drew up the blind, and let the +moonlight in upon his chamber like a silver flood. He took himself to +task for his pride, ambition, and conceit, in a way that did him good, +doubtless, but was not palatable; still he made many excuses for +himself, and none for Miss Gwynne. He was not to recover the effects of +that disappointment in a few hours! Days and even years were necessary +for that. But he asked for strength where it is never asked in vain, and +then resolutely wrote a sermon on the words, 'Blessed are the poor in +spirit, for theirs is the kingdom of heaven.' + +He wrote as he felt, and under the influence of those strong, +half-curbed feelings, wrote so easily, that he was astonished to find +how quickly he composed, and how soon a sufficient number of sheets were +written, to occupy his customary half-hour when preached. He did not +read them over, but promised to do so on the morrow, which was Saturday. +He was already far into the small hours, and knew that he ought to be in +bed. + +When he was there he could not sleep. That love of his was too +deeply-rooted to be torn up by a few proud words that haunted him all +the night, and to which he was constantly adding 'Yes, you are the +heiress of Glanyravon, and I am only a farmer's son and a poor curate.' + + + + + + +CHAPTER XXII. + +THE GOVERNESS. + + +'Only a curate!' exclaimed Miss Gwynne, as she and Miss Hall were +discussing Rowland's presumption the following morning. + +'Still, a gentleman,' replied Miss Hall quietly. + +'The son of one of my father's tenants; a farmer's son!' + +'Still, a gentleman!' + +'The ninety-ninth attempt on Glanyravon, and, happily, an unsuccessful +one.' + +'Perhaps the first sincere attempt to gain the heiress's heart, without +any thought of her park and its broad acres.' + +'I declare, Serena, _vous m'impatientez_. I verily believe you are in +his interest and confidence, and trying to plead his cause.' + +This was said with great excitement; the answer, however, was calm. + +'Scarcely possible, if probable, because I was never alone with him in +my life, and have rarely seen him except in your presence.' + +'Then, why do you take up his defence? You would not have me marry him, +would you?' + +'Certainly not, for many reasons. In the first place, you do not love +him; in the second, your father would not approve of such a match; in +the third, you are not suited to him.' + +'I understand. Not good enough. But why do you defend him? Do you think +it was right of him to say what he did to me?' + +'Well, perhaps not. But I think he has been nursing these feelings for +you so long, that he began to forget whether they were right or wrong, +sensible or foolish; and last night, carried away by the excitement of +the day and his own success, and finding himself alone with you--you, +probably, more friendly than usual--he forgot his customary prudence, +and overstepped the bounds of conventionality.' + +'Very well said, Nita. Then it was wrong of me to be friendly, and right +of him to make a dunce of himself.' + +'Perhaps if you had ever felt as he does, Freda, you might make some +excuse for him.' + +'I am sure you must have been in love a hundred times, you are so +sentimental, and would like to see him run away with me.' + +'Quite wrong again.' + +'Then what would you like, for I am sure you don't approve of my +conduct?' + +'Simply, that you should have treated a clergyman and a gentleman as +such, and at least felt grateful that a good and honest heart was +offered to you, even though you would not accept it.' + +'But I don't believe in the heart, you see, Serena. There is not a more +mercenary race under the sun than the clergy. They all marry for money. +I can mention quite a dozen; his own uncle at the head of them. Now, you +cannot suppose that he married Mrs Jonathan Prothero for anything but +her fortune and her family.' + +'I think he is too simple-minded a man to have considered either the one +or the other.' + +'Then why didn't he marry some simple-minded girl, his equal? No, you +are quite out of your depth now, Serena. Depend upon it, that Rowland +Prothero will soon find some English lady just as rich as _I am to +be_--always provided that Lady Mary Nugent doesn't carry off papa, and +get him to leave her the property. These men don't seem to know that it +is not entailed; and that, after all, I may be cut off with a shilling. +I think I may venture to affirm that were such the case, there is not +one of my ninety-nine adorers who would have me, except, perhaps poor +Sir Hugh.' + +'Perhaps, Freda, I may have been imprudent, situated as I am here, in +even saying what I have in favour of Rowland Prothero. The fact is, that +not only do I particularly like what I know of him, but there is a +little passage in my early history that makes me have a great pity for +young men who venture to fall in love with young ladies who consider +themselves their superiors.' + +'If you will tell me your story, Nita, I will forgive you all the rest, +and finish this sketch of Abertewey for Colonel Vaughan, meanwhile.' + +Freda drew well in water-colours, and had before her, as she sat in the +embrasure of one of the windows of that charming morning-room, a +half-finished sketch of Colonel Vaughan's place, which he had begged her +to take for him. Hitherto it had been untouched; now she began to work +at it with pretended vigour, whilst Miss Hall took up the little frock +she was making for a poor child, which had been laid down during the +discussion, and also made believe to stitch and sew industriously. + +But there was a flush on her cheek, and a tremor in her voice, as she +began to tell Freda the little passage in her life to which she had +alluded. Freda was conscious of this, and accordingly devoted herself +more energetically to her drawing. + +'It was when I was just eighteen, Freda, and during my _beaux jours_, +before my father had lost his fortune, or been obliged to retire from +the army on half-pay on account of that dreadful paralytic +stroke--before my sister's imprudent marriage, and consequent emigration +to Australia--before my dear mother's death. We were a happy and gay +family, and I had then more pride and higher spirits than you would +probably give me credit for now. + +'I was visiting a friend who had married the head-master of one of our +principal grammar schools. Amongst his tutors there was a young man of +whom he was very fond, and who used to be a good deal with his family +after the duties of the day were over. It is just possible that he was a +countryman of yours, for his name was Jones.' + +'Oh, Serena! you don't mean to say that you fell in love with a Jones in +England, and then came into Wales to be in the midst of that very +ancient and numerous family.' + +'I have not come to the love part yet, Freda. He was a very quiet and +unobtrusive person, but, my friends said, very amiable and sufficiently +clever. I know that I used to take an unkind delight in teasing him, and +that he was rather clever in repartee, and never spared me in return. I +liked him as an amusing companion, and had no objection to his getting +me books or flowers, or whatever lay within his reach that might be +agreeable to me. Moreover, I pitied him, because I was told that both +his parents were dead, and that he was working hard to pay for his own +course at college, whither he intended to go as soon as he could get the +means. + +'As my father was with his regiment abroad at this time, and my mother +and sister were making a round of visits amongst our Scotch friends, I +stayed a long time with the Merryweathers. They were very pleasant +people, and had an agreeable circle of acquaintance. + +'But that has nothing to do with my story. The evening before I left +them to return home, my friend, Mr Jones, managed to be alone with me; +how, I never found out, for he ought to have been with the boys--and +committed a similar misdemeanour to that of poor Rowland Prothero. He +had unfortunately lost his heart to me--so he said, and was constrained +to tell me so. Would I think of him, if, in the course of time, he could +enter the church and marry me? + +'Now I had the world before me, a happy home, a prospect of a certain +independence, and, I suppose, a sufficient share of personal +attractions. I had never considered whether I could like this young man +or not; but I had well considered that when I married, I must have +talent, position, personal beauty, and a hundred other visionary +attributes in my husband. I was of a most imaginative, and at the same +time, ambitious temperament; and on the one hand, thought a great poet +or warrior would fall to my lot, and on the other, that a prince of the +blood royal was not too good for me. + +'Your pride, my dear Freda, is too matter-of-fact, as is your general +character, thoroughly to understand me. At that time I was touched and +flattered by the devotion of this young man, and felt, that had he been +differently placed, and had he more of the attributes either of station +or romance about him, I might have taken him under my august +consideration; but as I had never even looked upon him in the light of a +lover, or supposed it possible that he could be one, I at once, and +decidedly refused him. + +'I shall never forget the pained and melancholy expression of his +features when I did so, or the few words he uttered. He said that he had +not ventured to hope for a different answer, though he had dared to +speak, and that his one slight prospect of happiness had vanished. He +had now nothing but a life of labour before him, without a gleam of hope +to cheer his way, but that he should think of me always, and of the +happy hours we had passed together. I felt so sorry for him that I could +really say nothing, either to cheer or discourage him. He simply asked +me to allow him to remain my friend, and to forgive his presumption; and +so we shook hands and parted. He did not join the family that evening, +and the next day I left the Merryweathers. + +'I do not know how it was, but when I returned home, I thought more of +this young man than of any one else. Although my sister and myself were +surrounded by men of a very different, and I may say, superior class, +still he haunted me very much, for a time at least. + +'Then came my sister's marriage, which proved, as you know, unfortunate +in a pecuniary point of view, and her and her husband's emigration to +Australia in search of fortune. Then followed our own ruin, and my +father's paralytic seizure. To help my parents and support myself, I +came to you as governess. You know, dearest Freda, how happy your dear +mother made me as long as she lived, and how ardently I desired to +fulfil her dying wish that I should finish your education. Most thankful +I am that I was permitted to do so. + +'I need not tell you, over and over again, the sad story of my mother's +death, and my return home to live with my father, and become a daily +instead of a resident governess. All the happiness I have known--at +least the greatest--since our troubles, has been in this house. + +'But this has nothing to do with Mr Jones. I heard, casually from my +friend, Mrs Merryweather, that he had left them and gone to college; +what college, she did not say. For some years I had quite enough of +painful duty to perform to make me forget the weeks passed in his +society, and their termination; or to think of a person of whom I had +quite lost sight. About six or seven years ago, however, I heard of him, +strange to say, through my sister. I had, of course, told her of his +proposal and my refusal. + +'She and her husband were among the early settlers at Melbourne, and in +the course of time became tolerably prosperous. He, you know, was +obliged to leave his regiment for drunkenness, and contrary to the usual +course of things, became steadier, though not steady, in Australia. My +sister lost two children in one week from fever, and during her great +sorrow, was constantly visited by the clergyman of her parish, who +turned out to be my early friend, Mr Jones. I do not think he knew she +was my sister for some time; but she described his untiring kindness and +gentleness as her greatest comfort during her troubles. He was also of +great benefit to her husband, by taking advantage of the opportunity +offered by the loss of his children, to press upon him the necessity of +a reformation in his own course of life, which, I am thankful to say, +has been gradually effected. They became very intimate, and, I suppose +by mutually comparing notes concerning Old England, found one another +out, so to say. But he seldom spoke of me. If my sister tried to draw +him into the subject of his acquaintance with me, he changed it as soon +as possible, as if it were disagreeable to him. And no wonder. + +'However, my sister looks upon this man as her greatest benefactor--him, +whom I, in my pride and ignorance, considered beneath me in every +respect; and when he left Melbourne a year or two ago, she said they had +lost their best and dearest earthly friend, and that the children cried +when he wished them good-bye, as if they were parting from a father.' + +Whilst Miss Hall was telling this simple narrative, Freda was very +attentive. As it drew to a close, she rose from her drawing, and +kneeling, as she sometimes would do, by Miss Hall's side, put her arm +affectionately round her. There was something in the action at that +moment which drew tears from Miss Hall's eyes. + +'But he is not married, Serena, I know he is not married,' she +exclaimed. 'Who knows!' + +'My dear child,' said Miss Hall, smiling, and stroking Freda's shining +hair, 'I have long given up all thoughts of matrimony. But the +recollection of old times always affects me, and your love affects me +still more. I have not told you this because I regret not being married +to Mr Jones--it was mercifully ordained that I should not marry any one. +What would my dear father have done if I had? but simply to show you how +the very people we think the least of frequently become our best +friends; the "weak things of the earth confounding those that are +mighty," in scripture phrase.' + +'Oh, Serena! do you hear?' interrupted Freda, 'there is Miss Nugent in +the hall. Of all the bores! we never can be free from those people. Yes +it is; I hear her _lithp_;' and Miss Nugent was announced. + +She had walked over, she said, to ask how they all were after the +delightful Harvest Home, and to bring an invitation from her mamma to +dinner the following Tuesday. + +'I do hope you will come, Freda, and you, Mith Hall, and bring that +charming Colonel Vaughan with you. He ith tho nithe. Don't you think +tho.' + +'Very,' said Freda, drily. + +'But, do you know, I don't admire him half ath much ath Mr Rowland +Prothero. Mamma thaith he ith tho gentlemanlike and that the meanth to +athk him Tuethday.' + +'Really!' again said Freda, not daring to look at Miss Hall. + +'We are going to Llanfach to-morrow to hear him preach. Hith thermon +wath beautiful in the school-room. Don't you think he ith like the +picture at the beginning of "Evangeline." Dear me, who wath he, Freda?' + +'Longfellow, you mean, I suppose.' + +'Of courth. And hith language ith tho poetical. Mamma thaith the +thouldn't wonder if he turned out a great author by-and-by. Thould you, +Mith Hall?' + +'It takes so much to make a great author, dear; but it is just +possible.' + +'But not probable,' whispered Freda. + +'Oh, Freda! don't you like him? I am thure you ought; he managed +everything tho nithely for you yethterday. Mamma thaith--Ah! there is +Colonel Vaughan coming up the drive.' + +Miss Hall looked across at Freda, and remarked that she began to draw +most industriously, and did not glance out of the window as Miss Nugent +did. + +'Mamma thaith,' began that young lady, 'that the colonel ith the motht +accomplithed and agreeable man in Waleth.' + +'How can she tell that?' asked Freda, with feigned surprise. 'There are +so many clever men in Wales. I assure you we are a talented race.' + +'I am thure of that, Freda; but I think the Englith are more thinthere; +mamma thaith tho.' + +'Ah, she must be a good judge,' said Freda, somewhat ironically. + +'Yeth; mamma ath theen a great deal of the world,' replied the +unsuspecting Miss Nugent. + +Here Colonel Vaughan made his appearance, and that young lady gave him +her mamma's invitation, which he said he should be delighted to accept, +if his friends did; so Freda said her papa was out, but she would send +Lady Mary Nugent an answer when he came in. + +'Ah! this _is_ a sketch, Freda,' said Colonel Vaughan, who had somehow +returned to the old familiarity of earlier days. 'How can I thank you +sufficiently? who could think that the child I left twelve years ago +would be such a good artist when I returned? But that was the cleverest +bit of life-like drawing I ever saw, that sketch of your old pony. By +the way, do you know who this is?' + +The colonel opened a sketch-book that he had in his hand, and put it +into Freda's. + +'Why, this is Gladys, Mrs Prothero's Gladys. How could you prevail on +her to stand for her picture? Look, Serena, how well Colonel Vaughan has +hit off her expression and general effect in those few touches!' + +'I went to see Prothero, who used to be a good friend of mine in old +times, and whilst I was waiting for him and looking out of the window, I +saw this Gladys in the garden, and made the attempt you are pleased to +praise. Certainly she is about the loveliest specimen of country beauty +I ever saw in my life.' + +'Do you admire her, Colonel Vaughan? I think the ith tho very pale and +thupid.' + +'I never contradict a young lady, and suppose you must be right; but in +the present company, one cannot think of other belles. It would be a +case of looking for stars in the presence of the sun.' + +Colonel Vaughan glanced from one to the other of the ladies. Freda bent +more closely over her sketch, but coloured perceptibly. Miss Nugent +simpered and looked very handsome withal. + +Miss Hall was struck with her beauty as she then appeared; a perfect +profile, perfect complexion, perfect features, beneath a most becoming +straw hat and feathers. Such a colour and complexion, but no expression, +not even the sarcastic turn of the lip of the mother. + +'Perfectly child-like, amiable, and silly,' thought Miss Hall, 'and yet +Colonel Vaughan admires that statue more than the noble face and grand +expression of my Freda.' + + + + + + +CHAPTER XXIII. + +THE PREACHER. + + +As Mr Jonathan Prothero's sprain proved to be a very bad one, Rowland +was obliged to undertake his weekly as well as his Sunday duty, and +being summoned to the vicarage early on Saturday morning for a wedding, +and finding other clerical duty in the afternoon, he had no time to +revise his sermon until the morning on which he was to preach it. His +mind was still in a state of so much excitement, that he found, on +reading it over, that he had no power to amend what he had written +hastily, but feeling that it was what he earnestly desired to act up to +himself, and to bring his own mind down to, he hoped the words would not +be without effect on his hearers. If Miss Gwynne took them as intended +personally to touch her, why, he could not help it, and besides, she +probably would be at Llanfawr church, to avoid seeing him. + +But this was not the case. Gwynnes, Nugents, Protheros, and many others +of Rowland's neighbours, helped to fill the little church that Sunday, +all anxious to hear him preach; this made him feel nervous in spite of +himself. In vain he reasoned with himself, prayed to forget himself, and +those present--he could not get rid of those haunting words of Miss +Gwynne's, or of the consciousness that she was listening to him. +However, he read the service clearly and impressively, in the manly +tone, and simply religious manner of one who knows that he is leading +the prayers and praises of a congregation who cannot express their wants +too humbly and naturally, to One who knows what they desire, even before +they ask. No one in that church prayed more earnestly to be delivered +from 'all blindness of heart, from pride, vain-glory and hypocrisy; from +envy, hatred, and malice, and all uncharitableness,' than he did. And +as he proceeded with the litany, his mind grew calmer, and he gradually +received strength to overcome the great inward struggle that he was +suffering from. + +Before reading the thanksgiving, he gave out in a tremulous voice, that +a 'member of that congregation was desirous of returning thanks to +Almighty God for her recovery from dangerous, illness.' When he thanked +God for all His mercies to all men, 'particularly to her who desires now +to offer up her praises and thanksgivings for late mercies vouchsafed +unto her,' every one felt that he was returning thanks for his own +mother's recovery, and joined him in so doing. His father was seen to +put his handkerchief to his eyes, as he lifted up his heart in praise. + +His earnest manner evidently impressed his congregation, who were +usually accustomed to the somewhat monotonous reading of his uncle, and +to his rather learned discourses. + +It is generally the case, that words spoken from the overflowings of the +speaker's own heart and feelings, make the greatest impression on the +hearts and feelings of his hearers; so it was now. When Rowland, in +simple and forcible language, told his listeners that the first words of +our Lord's Sermon on the Mount were to bless the poor in spirit, and to +promise them the kingdom of heaven; and went on to contrast such poverty +of spirit with the pride and vain glory inherent in man, and to call up +the various scriptural examples and texts that bore upon the subject of +humility; he gained the attention of all. Then he enlarged more +particularly on the necessity of curbing and bridling and keeping down +the spirit, until it attained that lowliness to which Our Saviour +alludes in the very first of the beatitudes; and finally went through +that Saviour's life, as the great example for all men, of meekness, +gentleness, and humility--the interest in his words increased. + +Rowland preached from the heart to the heart, and so his sermon that day +was not in vain, albeit not perhaps written in the very best of moods. +There was no poetry, no overheated enthusiasm no display of eloquence, +but the plain, straightforward announcement to rich and poor alike, that +to enter God's kingdom the spirit must become even as that of a little +child. + +Perhaps this is the least understood, and least palatable of all +subjects, and when brought before a congregation, and well discussed for +half-an-hour, must make many of its members pause to consider whether, +on such terms, 'theirs is the kingdom of heaven.' + +Miss Gwynne was one of those who paused so to consider, and acknowledged +to herself that she had never looked upon our Lord's Sermon on the +Mount, as so practically and so particularly addressed to herself +before. She did not for a moment believe that the sermon was intended +for her, more than for the rest of the congregation, but she felt, for +the first time, that she had been proud and overbearing in her conduct +to the preacher, as well as to many others whom she chose to think her +inferiors. + +She left the church, resolved to make such amends as were in her power, +for the hasty and haughty way of her rejection of Rowland, and to strive +to be less proud for the future. + +When she was without, her father said to her, that he must go into the +vicarage to congratulate the vicar on his nephew's preaching, and to ask +Rowland to dinner. Miss Gwynne endeavoured to dissuade him from doing +so, but Lady Mary Nugent expressed her intention of performing similar +civilities; consequently the whole party, Colonel Vaughan and Miss Hall +inclusive, walked across the churchyard to the vicarage, which lay just +the other side of it. + +The vicarage was a snug little cottage, with a rustic porch, adorned +with the Virginian creeper, which, together with the massive ivy, also +nearly covered the house. Red and cheerful looked the tiny dwelling +beneath the autumn sun; and very pretty was the garden which surrounded +it, still bright with dahlias, fuchsias, red geraniums, and monthly +roses. It was here, years ago, that Rowland, Miss Gwynne, and Netta had +often played together; and it was here that Rowland had passed the +principal part of his holidays when at home from Rugby or college. It +was here that Mrs Jonathan had done her utmost to make a gentleman of +him, and had succeeded to her heart's content. Rowland had been very +happy with his uncle and aunt, and loved them almost as well as his +parents. + +In the pretty garden were innumerable wonderful stones heaped into all +sorts of masses, which he had helped his uncle to bring from various +parts in the neighbourhood, and all of which were curiosities in their +way; and there, also, was a fernery which he himself had made, and which +contained all the remarkable ferns of a country rich in those beautiful +productions of nature. The vicarage and its garden were neatness itself. +Mrs Jonathan prided herself on them, and took great pains to prove that +there could be, in a Welsh country village, a clergyman's abode +something akin to the far-famed dwellings of the English ecclesiastic. + +The party from the church quite filled the little drawing-room. Mr +Jonathan Prothero was in an easy-chair, with his foot on a cushion, and +looking very much like a caged stork. + +Every one began by congratulating him on the success of his nephew in +the pulpit. + +'He must become a popular preacher,' said Lady Mary Nugent. + +'I must say I have seldom heard more simple yet forcible language,' +said Mr Gwynne. + +'He touched us all upon our besetting sin of pride,' said Colonel +Vaughan, glancing at Miss Gwynne, who said nothing. + +'And thuch a beautiful voice!' remarked Miss Nugent. + +Mrs Jonathan looked delighted. + +'But where is he all this time, my dear?' asked the vicar. + +We must answer the question by informing the reader that, having watched +his congregation leave the church, he went into the vestry and sat down +there, in order to avoid meeting any of the Gwynne party; when a +messenger from his aunt came to inform him that he was wanted at once. +He inquired by whom, and on hearing, tried to arm himself for an +unavoidable encounter with Miss Gwynne. + +When he entered the room she was talking to his uncle, and had her back +turned to the door. He was at once greeted by Mr Gwynne and Lady Mary +Nugent, so that he did not find it necessary to shake hands with every +one, and made a kind of general bow, which he addressed to Miss Hall +particularly, and was therefore unconscious of the half-attempt of Freda +to rise from her seat as he entered. Miss Hall, alone, saw the flush on +her cheek, as she relapsed into her position by Mr Jonathan Prothero and +professed to be listening to the cause of his accident. His adventurous +search after trinobites in a celebrated quarry, the slipping of a stone, +and consequent spraining of his right ankle, sounded into one of her +ears, whilst the following conversation, entered the other:-- + +'I hope you will give us the pleasure of your company on Tuesday,' said +Lady Mary Nugent. 'We shall not be a large party.' + +'And will come to us on Wednesday,' said Mr Gwynne. 'We must have some +more chess. I have never met with a fair opponent since--hem--I beg your +pardon, Lady Mary--Ah--yes--or, on Thursday. You see we did not like to +ask you whilst your mother was so ill; my daughter thought it would be +useless.' + +Rowland coloured at the allusion to Freda, but did not even glance at +her. + +'Thank you, Lady Mary; thank you, Mr Gwynne, very much indeed, but I +intend being in London on Tuesday. I have already outstayed my +prescribed fortnight.' + +'My dear Rowland!' exclaimed his aunt, 'you do not mean this?' + +'Yes, aunt; my fellow curate has been fortunate enough to get a living +given to him, and is to read himself in next Sunday, and I have promised +to take double duty.' + +'But one day more or less,' suggested Lady Nugent, who did not imagine +it possible that Rowland Prothero _could_ refuse an invitation from her, +which was, in her opinion, quite a royal command. She, so exclusive! + +'I am very much obliged to your ladyship, but I have promised to be in +London on Tuesday; and as my mother is really better, there is no longer +any necessity for my staying in the country.' + +'Your uncleth foot?' suggested Miss Nugent. + +'Two good dinners, and more agreeable company than you will meet with in +your East End parish!' said Colonel Vaughan. + +'My uncle will easily find help,' said Rowland, turning to Miss Nugent, +'although I am sorry not to be able to give him more; and,' to Colonel +Vaughan, with a smile, 'had you ever tried the far East, you would know +that there is very good company there, as well as in the West. I should +be very glad to introduce you to some, if you would come and see me in +town.' + +'That I certainly will,' said the colonel, heartily; 'and I shall be +able to tell you all about your sister, as I heard yesterday that her +husband has finally taken my place, and will be down here as soon as it +is put in first-rate order, furnished, etc.' + +'You are not likely to leave us yet I hope, Colonel Vaughan?' said Lady +Mary Nugent. + +'For a time, I must; but having found how pleasant you all are down +here, I shall hope to come again frequently, if Miss Gwynne will second +her papa's invitation.' + +Freda just turned round, bowed, and smiled, and then resolutely resumed +her conversation with, or rather act of listening to, the vicar. + +'How interested you appear to be,' whispered the colonel, sitting down +behind her. + +Rowland saw this little bit of by-play, and wished himself in London; +whilst Colonel Vaughan joined in the vicar's archaeological description +of the quarry in which he had met with his accident. Freda heard all +that Rowland said more distinctly than what passed close at her side. + +She heard her father and Lady Mary's repeated entreaties that he would +remain until the end of the week, and the decided, but polite refusal of +Rowland. She heard her father prophecy that he would soon have a good +living, and Rowland's reply, 'that without interest or any particular +talent for what is called "popular preaching," there was little chance +of church preferment. 'But,' he added, 'I am well content to be only a +curate. There is enough to do in my parish to keep one from morning to +night employed, and that in real, active, heart-stirring work, that will +not let one flag if one would wish it.' + +'I thould like to thee the Eatht End, mamma,' said Miss Nugent. 'People +in the Wetht theem to think all the inhabitanths barbarians.' + +'It is a pity they don't come and try to civilise us, then,' said +Rowland. 'We should be very glad of their help.' + + +'I will go if mamma will let me,' said Miss Nugent. + +Lady Mary smiled somewhat superciliously, and observed that she did not +think she would be of much use. + +'All who have a desire to do good will make a path of usefulness, Lady +Mary, I think,' said Rowland. 'In these days the enlightened must not +hide their light under a bushel. We live in stirring, striving times, +when good and evil seem at terrible issue.' + +'And which will conquer?' broke in Colonel Vaughan suddenly. 'I don't +see that all the meetings and tracts have done much, as yet, towards +their part in the fight.' + +'Good must conquer eventually,' said Rowland, 'and is conquering daily +and hourly.' + +'In your East End parish?' + +'We hope so. If our progress is slow we are not without encouragement +even there, in the very thick of the battle, and where the armies of +evil are ten to one against good.' + +'I know something of fighting, Mr Rowland, and I fear the odds are too +great. You may as well give up the conflict.' + +'Remember, Colonel Vaughan, that in all the great battles of antiquity, +and not a few of modern times--the Swiss for example--those who fought +for freedom and right have always found their arms nerved to resist +multitudes--hundreds have conquered tens of thousands. So is it with our +warfare. We have strength given us that makes the single champion of the +cross, powerful against the legion of his adversaries.' + +'Very well said, nephew,' broke in the vicar, 'Marathon, Thermopylae, +Platea--' + +'I am afraid we are keeping you from your dinner, Mrs Prothero,' +interrupted Mr Gwynne, who had a nervous dread of the vicar's +antiquities, whether in war or peace. 'Freda, I think we must go.' + +Freda rose from her seat, and shook hands very warmly with Mr and Mrs +Prothero. She had made up her mind to do the same with Rowland; but just +as she approached the door near which he had been standing, he said he +would go out and see whether the carriages were ready, and did so +accordingly. They followed him as soon as the leave-takings were over, +and found him waiting at the gate. He immediately assisted Lady Mary and +Miss Nugent into their carriage, leaving Colonel Vaughan to perform the +same office for Miss Gwynne and Miss Hall. Mr Gwynne stayed to shake +hands with him, and tell him that he should always be glad to see him; +and Colonel Vaughan promised to pay him a visit as soon as he went to +town. The former got into the carriage, the latter upon the box to +drive. Rowland stood by the door a moment irresolute. + +'Good-bye, Mr Rowland,' said Miss Hall, 'I shall hope often to see your +mother.' + +'Thank you, Miss Hall,' said Rowland, pressing the hand she held out to +him with an iron pressure. + +Freda was just going to put out her hand across Miss Hall, when Colonel +Vaughan touched the horses, and the carriage drove off. Rowland raised +his hat, and as he glanced at Freda saw that she was looking at him not +altogether unkindly. After those words of hers, he never could have +shaken hands with her, unless she made the advance; and so they parted, +he believing her too proud to acknowledge him after what he had said to +her; she admiring what she considered his pride and resentment a great +deal more than she had ever done his humility. + + + + + + +CHAPTER XXIV. + +THE LOVER. + + +Spring came round again, and Owen and Gladys were still at the farm. The +following conversation will show how they went on together. + +'Let me carry that bucket for you, Gladys,' said Owen, one evening when +she was proceeding across the farm-yard, to carry a warm mesh to a sick +cow. + +'It is not heavy, sir,' said Gladys, gently. + +'It is too heavy for you, _ma'am_, said Owen, emphasising the 'ma'am.' + +He took the bucket from her, and carried it to the shed, where Gladys +dosed and fed her sick cow so very tenderly, that Owen was impelled to +say,-- + +'I wish I were that cow.' + +'Oh, sir! she is but a poor, sick, witless animal.' + +'But she has you to nurse and be kind to her; so I wish I were that +cow.' + +'Sure, sir, I would be glad to nurse you if you were sick,' + +'Would you, Gladys? Then I will be sick to-morrow.' + +'I hope not, Mr Owen. Come, poor Mally. Drink it up.' + +'Never mind, Mally, but attend to me. Will you not be so cold and stiff, +and respectful to me? I hate a girl who "sir's" me as if I were a lord, +and makes me curtseys, and never looks at me, and seems as if she hated +me--' + +'Oh, no, indeed no, sir--' + +'And lives all day long in the same house, and scarcely speaks to me. +You will drive me off to sea again, _ma'am_, if you don't take care. +Look into my face, and say why you hate me so!' + +'I hate no one in the world, sir; much less any one of your name.' + +Here the girl looked up from the poor cow who was licking her hand, and +round whose neck her arm was flung, into the face of the young man. Owen +put his hand on the arm that rested on the cow, and said earnestly,-- + +'Then treat me as your brother.' + +'I have lost my brothers and sisters, and father and mother, and kith +and kin. I have seen them all die--all that ever loved me. Oh! Mr Owen! +you are too kind--too kind; but do not talk to me so, or it will break +my heart.' + +Here was even more of Irish feeling than Owen either expected or +desired. But he took Gladys's hand in his, and, looking kindly from his +large honest dark eyes into hers, said,-- + +'Forgive me, Gladys, for making you think of your sorrows. But you know +my dear sister Netta is as good as lost to me, and I want some one who +will be like her, or at least, who will not be quite as cold as clay.' + +'Gladys withdrew her eyes and her hand. There was even more than +brotherly warmth in that kind glance and winning manner. + +'Thank you, sir, I will try; indeed I will,' said Gladys, as she took up +the bucket, and turned to leave the shed. + +'Thank you, ma'am, you are very obliging, but you are not going to carry +my bucket.' + +'Oh,' sir! if you please do not speak so to a poor servant girl like me. +I would rather not hear it.' + +'You will not see, or hear, or believe what I do, and say and think all +day long; so now, here, where nobody else can listen, you must hear me. +You must learn to be happy with us, you must love us, you must--' + +'Oh! I do, sir, I do. Let me go, sir, if you please.' + +'Not until you hear that you must love me, even me whom you cannot +bear.' + +'Oh! I do, sir--I do. I thank you, I pray for you, I love you all, +always; indeed, indeed, I do.' + +'But better than all the others, as I love you, so as to be my wife +when--when--' + +'Let me go, Mr Owen, if you please. You must not talk to me so, sir; me, +just now a beggar at your gate.' + +'But I must, I will, and you must listen. In spite of myself, and of +your cold manners and pale face, and all the trouble you take to avoid +me, I love you, Gladys, and will marry you if you will have me. I will +give up the sea, and become a steady fellow, and live at home, and make +you and my parents happy, and--' + +'Oh! Mr Owen, if your parents were to hear you talking like this to me, +what would they say to you? what would they think of me? You should not +make a joke of my poverty and friendless state, sir. Anything else, but +not this! oh! not this! and from you.' + +'I was never more in earnest in all my life, and ask for only one word +of encouragement from you to go and tell my and mother directly,' + +'Oh! if you please, Mr Owen, do not do this. If are in earnest, sir, and +I hope you are not, you must forget that you ever said this to me.' + +'I do not mean to forget it, Gladys, or to let you forget it. Will you +say the word? only give me hope and all will be right. Will you marry +me, and be the daughter of your adopted mother?' + +'I can never marry any one, sir; I have nothing to live for in this +world, but to try to do my duty to you and yours, and to think of those +I have lost.' + +'Gladys, your cold manner maddens me. Say you hate me, and would rather +marry some one else; say anything that has some heart in it. We sailors +are made of warmer stuff than such icebergs as you.' + +'I cannot say that, sir, because I do not hate you; and I never mean to +marry, and I would sooner die than cause trouble in your family.' + +'Then you won't have me, Gladys? and you mean to send me back to sea +again, and to make me return to my wild ways, and to make my mother +miserable?' + +'Och hone! what will I do? Why do you say such things to me, Mr Owen, +who have never done you any harm? I cannot marry--I cannot do what would +be wicked and ungrateful--I will go away again back to old Ireland, and +not cause trouble to those who have been so good to me.' + +'No, you will not do anything of the kind, unless you wish me to go +after you. I shall tell my father that I will be off to sea again, and +then I need not trouble you any more.' + +'I will not stay, Mr Owen, to make mischief; so if you will only please +to stop at home with your parents I will go away.' + +'I shall not please to do anything of the kind, for I only stayed so +long on your account, and this is the reward I get.' + +Owen was in a passion, and vainly striving to keep it down. His face was +flushed, he looked angrily and moodily upon the drooping head of Gladys +as it bent lower and lower over the poor cow upon which she was leaning. +He suddenly seized her hand, and exclaimed,-- + +'I am not used to be refused in this cool sort of way, and I don't +believe there ever was a woman in the world who doesn't wish to get +married to some one or other. Now whether you mean to have me or not is +not the question I am going to ask; but whether you have any other +lover, or ever had one that you prefer to me?--Tell me this, and I shall +be satisfied.' + +Gladys tried to draw away her hand from the impetuous young man, but he +held it fast. + +'You needn't be afraid; I would not hurt a hair of your head. And if you +knew what I am feeling now at this moment you will tell me the truth. +Will you answer me a few questions?' + +'Yes, Mr Owen, if I can without doing or saying what is wrong.' + +Owen looked Gladys again in the face, as she slightly raised her head to +answer his question. Why that burning blush? Why those bright, +expressive eyes, if she did not care for him? For a moment he had hope, +and pressed the hand he held. Again she bent over the cow that divided +them, and tried to withdraw her hand. + +At any other time Owen would have laughed at the notion of making an +offer, divided from his beloved by a fine Alderney cow, but now he was +too much in earnest for laughing. + +'Gladys, do you love my brother Rowland?' he asked. + +Gladys now looked at him in unfeigned astonishment as she answered,-- + +'No, Mr Owen; surely I have never given you reason to suppose so. A +grand gentleman like him!' + +'But there is a still grander of whom I am jealous,' continued Owen. +'Colonel Vaughan, I have often seen him here upon every excuse--and +always to look at you. I have seen him, and know it well. Do you care +for this great gentleman?' + +'Oh! no sir,' said Gladys, sadly. 'How can you suspect me of such a +thing? Are my manners so forward, or am I so foolish as to let any one +suppose I could think of people so far above me? This is not kind, Mr +Owen.' + +'One more, Gladys. Those beneath you, then. You cannot, I feel you +cannot, think of that gardener or footman at the Park, or of young +Gwillim, the Half Moon, or--there are so many who admire you, Gladys.' + +'Oh! no, sir, I do not think so; no one says so to me, and I care for +none of them. Now, I had better go, if you please, Mr Owen--my mistress +will be wanting me.' + +'I should think she 'ould, seure enough,' said a stentorian voice, as Mr +Prothero entered the cow-house, having just heard the last words, and +seen the clasped hands. + +Gladys looked entreatingly at Owen, who at once said, 'It was my fault +that she stayed here, I kept her against her will.' + +Gladys glanced gratefully at Owen, and left him with his father; but +before she was out of hearing, the farmer's loud voice was audible, +informing Owen that he 'didn't want another 'lopement from his house; +and that that Irish beggar should leave the place.' + +'It was all chance, father, and my fault,' said Owen. + +'It's always chance and your fault then. Where Gladys is, you're seure +to be pretty near. She's a good sort of young 'ooman enough, but you +have no call to be for ever hunting after her.' + +'I don't see why I shouldn't if I like. It doesn't hurt anybody, and is +only kind to her.' + +'But I don't cheuse her to be thinking you're going to make love to her, +and by-and-by, perhaps, expecting to--there's no knowing what young +'oomen may expect.' + +'She isn't one to expect very much, and I am sure she doesn't take any +liberties with any one, or go beyond her place.' + +'Treue for you there; but that's no fault of yours. You don't take +notice of any other female that I see, and seure you eused to make love +to them all in turns.' + +'I don't see any girl half as good as Gladys, or worthy to light a +candle to her, that's why I have given them all up.' + +'Name o' goodness what for? If you are going to make a fool of yourself +about her, I'll soon send her away, and stop that anyhow.' + +'You may save yourself the trouble, father, for I am going away myself. +I can't be a land-lubber any longer, and I won't, so I shall look out +for a ship, pretty soon.' + +'All because that girl came here to bother us. Deet to goodness, them +Irishers have been the plagues of my life ever since I married.' + +'But she's Welsh, father, and you said so yourself.' + +'She's a mongrel, and no good ever came out of them.' + +'She saved mother's life, anyhow.' + +This reflection posed the worthy farmer. He softened somewhat in his +reply. + +'Treue for you again there. But that's no reason for your going to sea, +just when you're getting euseful here.' + +'Well, father, thank you for saying for once in my life that I'm useful. +You never said that before.' + +'And it don't seem out of any great favour to us that you are euseful +now; but only to please an Irish beggar.' + +'I tell you what, father, if you were anybody else, you shouldn't call +her an Irish beggar.' + +As Gladys went on her way, she heard the voices, ever louder and louder; +she hurried into the house, and then to her own little bedroom, where +she still seemed to hear the words, 'Irish beggar,' and a little spark +of the pride of poor human nature kindled in her heart. + +'They shall not quarrel about me--they shall not throw my misery after +me--they shall not think I want to marry him--I will go away,' were her +muttered expressions. 'Why have I lived--why have I been kindly treated? +if I am to be the sport and the by-word of my friends? A poor +outcast--an Irish beggar--a lone girl, friendless, homeless, +heartless, wretched, miserable! Och hone! what will I do? what will I +do?' + +She threw herself on her bed and sobbed. + +'And I only want to do my duty--to show my gratitude--to die for the +mistress, if needs be, and they will think me forward and vain. Why was +I born to cause trouble and to bear such misery? Oh! mother, mother, if +you were here to comfort your poor child! If I could but go after you! +if I could but go away to my mother and all the lost ones!' + +This thought of her mother and the lost ones seemed to overpower her for +a few seconds, and then to calm her. She rose from her bed, and fell +upon her knees and prayed. + +'I can go to them, if they cannot come to me. I can fill my place of +sorrow, as is best for me. I need not bring trouble on this blessed +home! I will not. I need not send away that kind Mr Owen from his +family. I will not. Why does he think of a poor, wretched being like me? +Why has he been so good to me; so tender to me--as if he were my +brother? If I go away, he will think of some one else, and make them all +happy here, and live with them, and be good and steady. And I shall be +only one sufferer instead of many. May God bless them all! I will go +away, but never to see him more!--never, never!' Thus thought Gladys. +For half-an-hour, whilst she was striving to calm herself, such thoughts +and thousands of others flitted through her mind; but she did not murmur +again at the sad lot which had been assigned to her by Providence; she +had gathered strength in that prayer which she had offered up out of her +trouble of heart. Still she felt aggrieved by her master's hard words, +knowing as she did that she did not deserve them; but she struggled hard +to conquer that pride which she knew ill became one in her dependent and +friendless state. + +When she had sufficiently recovered herself, she went down to prepare +the supper, according to her custom. She found the hall empty, and +wondered what had become of her master and mistress. She glanced into +the garden, and saw them walking up and down engaged in earnest +conversation, although the hour was late and it was getting dark and +chill. She felt that they were talking about her. She would not listen, +and returned to spread the table for their evening meal; whilst doing +so, Owen made his appearance. + +'Gladys,' he said, 'shake hands with me, and forgive me for causing you +pain. I hope it will be the first and last time.' + +Gladys held out her hand, saying 'Oh, Mr Owen, I have nothing to +forgive, I am only very sorry'' + +As Owen held her hand, in stalked Mr Prothero, followed by his wife. He +was not looking very well pleased when he entered, but finding them +together, his dark frowning brow became still darker. + +'Good-night, mother,' said Owen, 'I don't want any supper. Good-night, +father,' he added with a strong effort, but receiving no response, he +left the room. + +Gladys longed to follow his example, but feared it would not be right. + +'Gladys, I fear you are not well,' said Mrs Prothero gravely, but +kindly, 'perhaps you would like to go to bed.' + +'Thank you, ma'am,' said Gladys, glancing furtively at her mistress, +whose gentle face looked perplexed and anxious. + +'Good-night, then,' said Mrs Prothero. + +Gladys could not speak, for there was something constrained in the +manners of her dear mistress, that she could not bear to see. She did +not venture to speak to Mr Prothero, but dropping him a silent curtsey, +as she left the room, went to bed, but not to sleep. + +That night, Mrs Prothero went to her son, Owen's room, and heard the +history of the evening. He told her that he loved Gladys, but that she +did not care for him; and that his father would not believe him when he +said so. Mrs Prothero gave him a maternal lecture on his conduct, and +the impossibility of his marrying Gladys, particularly whilst his father +was so irritated against his sister. She rallied him, in a quiet way, on +his various previous loves, and said that she had no doubt he would +forget his present one in the same manner. + +She was struck with the unusually grave tone of his reply, as he simply +said, that if Gladys were like his other loves, he might forget her in +the same way; but as she was quite different from any one he had ever +liked before, so he should remember her as he had never before +remembered any one. She was also struck with his manner of wishing her +good night, and of recommending Gladys to her care, entreating her not +to be less kind to her than she had always been, because he had the +misfortune to love her. + +Mrs Prothero promised all he desired, scarcely believing, as she did so, +in the depth of his affection. + +'And, mother, fach,' he said, 'you must not be vexed if I run away again +to cure myself. There is nothing like sea air for my disease; and if I +do, I promise to write regularly, and to come home at the end of my +voyage. Only be kind to Gladys, and don't let her go away.' + +Owen had a presentiment, that if he did not leave Glanyravon, Gladys +would. + +'And you must try to bring father round by degrees. I don't want to +annoy him; and I know you are as fond of Gladys as if she were your own +daughter, and father likes her, too. Will you try, mother?' + +'Anything to keep you at home, and steady, my son,' said Mrs Prothero +with tears in her eyes, 'but you must not go away again, we cannot do +without you.' + +'Only this once, for change of air; I assure you it is best' + +'Well, we will talk of this again, Owen; good night, and God bless you.' + +'Just tell father not to be angry with me or Gladys, and that I can't +run away with her, because she won't have me. Good night, mother dear.' + +Again Owen kissed his mother, more lovingly than usual, and so they +parted for the night. + + + + + + +CHAPTER XXV. + +THE FUGITIVE. + + +Gladys did not go to bed all that night. If her mistress could have +watched her occupations, seen her tears, and listened to her prayers, +she would, at least, have known that she was grateful. The first thing +she did was to finish a cap that she had been making for her, the next +to complete a large piece of ornamental netting, that had been long in +secret progress, and had been intended as a present for that dear +mistress's birthday on the morrow. The third, last and most difficult, +was to write a letter. Gladys usually wrote easily and well. She had +been accustomed to assist her father at an early age, and had been +carefully taught by her mother, but on the present occasion she +considered every sentence with a too painful thoughtfulness, and +literally blotted her writing with her tears. + +Morning was beginning to dawn before she had finished these tasks, and +then she washed her face and hands, took off the pretty cotton gown she +had on, and put on the one Netta gave her when first she came to +Glanyravon. An old straw hat that she had been in the habit of wearing +in the fields, and a tidy, but plain shawl, completed her attire. She +had a few shillings which Mr Prothero had given her, and these she put +into her pocket, together with a pincushion, and a curious foreign +shell, gifts of Owen. + +She thought of Netta, and of her very different flight from the same +house; she fancied that if she had been in her place, no lover, however +dear, could have prevailed upon her to leave so good a mother; but she +was different. An orphan and a beggar, she had no right to remain to +cause dissension between father and son. + +And so she fell upon her knees, and prayed for blessings on every member +of that family; she forgot no one, not even poor Owen, whose suit she +had rejected. Most especially she prayed that he might be a comfort to +his parents, and turn from his wild, wandering ways, to those of rest +and sobriety; she particularly used that latter word, which would have +sounded formal in less earnest lips. + +With tearful eyes, and throbbing heart, but with a resigned spirit, she +rose from her knees, took her little bundle in her hand, and went +quickly out into the passage. She did not trust herself to pass the +doors of her slumbering friends, but went by the back-staircase into the +kitchen, and thence into the yard. There was a thick mist over the face +of nature, falling like a heavy veil on the rising sun, and making the +early day but a lengthened night; not a sound was heard, not an animal +had yet been aroused from sleep, save Lion, the large watch-dog, whose +duty it was to wake when others slept, and he bounded towards Gladys, +and her suppressed, 'Down, Lion, down,' failed to quiet him. As she +hurried up the road, he ran after her, and it was not until she reached +the gate, that she had courage to command him with heightened voice, and +threatening manner, to go home. The dog crouched, and then licked the +hand, upraised to send him back. Poor Gladys fell upon his neck, and +burst into tears. He licked off the tears with a wistful, canine +earnestness and love, and again prepared to follow her. + +'Back, good dog! Home, Lion!' said Gladys. + +The dog turned away with his tail between his legs, and walked half-way +down the road. Gladys hurried through the gate, and along the public +road, shutting the gate behind her upon Lion. No sooner was she out of +sight than the tail was again in motion, the head turned, and Lion was +peering over the hedge after her. As she swiftly pursued her way, +turning neither to the right nor to the left, she did not perceive the +faithful friend that was literally dogging her steps; but still Lion +followed; and thoughtless of master and mistress at home, kept in view +the poor beggar-girl who had managed to win his love, together with that +of all the animal kind around and about Glanyravon. + +Thus pursuing her unknown way, and thus pursued by Lion, we must leave +Gladys and return to the farm. + +At the usual hour, Mrs Prothero came down to breakfast; no Gladys was +visible, and no neat table was laid for the early meal. Mrs Prothero +asked the servants if they had seen Gladys, and they said she had not +yet come down; not altogether ill-pleased to find the favourite, for +once, in fault. Mrs Prothero thought that the events of the past night +had probably made her ill; and relenting from her somewhat severe +feelings towards her, she went upstairs to see what was the matter. +Receiving no answer to her tap at the door, and call of 'Gladys,' she +went into her little room. She saw all neat as usual, and the bed +unruffled. Her heart misgave her, and she painfully remembered the +morning of Netta's flight. As if by instinct she went to the small +dressing-table, and at once had her fears confirmed. Very sadly she took +up the pretty cap that was left there, and looked at the large piece of +netting to which was appended a paper. She unpinned the paper, and read +the following words:--'For my dear mistress, with respectful wishes, and +best prayers for many happy returns of the day.' + +Mrs Prothero unfolded the work slowly, and saw two handsome, long, +netted window curtains, with a fancy border, that must have taken hours +from the donor's sleep to accomplish. As she unfolded them, a letter +fell upon the floor. + +Poor, nervous Mrs Prothero, rubbed her hands over one another several +times before she had the courage to pick it up, and then she scarcely +dared to open it. As she made the attempt, however, a cry of 'Mother! +mother! why isn't my breakfast ready?' was heard from the foot of the +stairs, proceeding from Mr Prothero's lusty voice, who was too proud and +too angry to call for Gladys. + +Mrs Prothero ran downstairs with the letter in her hand. + +'My dear David, I am afraid Gladys is gone,' she said tremblingly. + +'Well, let her go,' said the farmer. 'A good riddance. But what do you +mean?' + +Mrs Prothero told of the empty room, unused bed, cap, curtains, and +letter. + +'This house is bewitched!' said Mr Prothero. 'What's in the letter?' + +'Indeed, I don't know, Davy bach!' said the wife, giving him the +document. + +Mr Prothero took out his glasses, wiped them deliberately, and put them +on, whilst his wife stood before him rubbing her poor little hands as +usual. + +'What a good hand the girl writes,' said Mr Prothero, as he carefully +unfolded the letter, and then began to read aloud as follows:-- + + + 'DEAR AND HONOURED MISTRESS,--Before leaving for ever your blessed + home, I beg you will allow me to write you a few lines, and I hope + you will not think me too bold in so doing. I am going away, + because I would not cause trouble to you, or my good, kind master. + May it please God to bless you both for ever and ever! As long as I + live I shall pray for you and love you! If I am too bold, forgive + me, but my heart is full. I can only thank you for all you have + done for me, by my prayers! Farewell! my dear, kind, honoured + mistress and master. You will be rewarded in this world for your + care of the poor orphan, who prays to meet you in the + next.--GLADYS.' + + +It was evident that the writer had been obliged to conclude hastily, +because her paper was so wet with tears that she could write no more. + +When Mr Prothero finished reading, he hemmed two or three times and +cleared his throat, and took off his spectacles and wiped them; then +perceiving that his wife was crying like a child, he said,-- + +'Don't be so fullish!' Suddenly recollecting himself, he exclaimed, +'Where's Owen? Go you, mother, and see if we haven't had another +'lopement,' + +'No fear of that,' said Mrs Prothero, leaving the room to do her +husband's bidding. + +She stayed so long that Mr Prothero, out of patience, bustled after her. +He found her standing before an open, half-empty chest of drawers. The +room was very untidy, and here, also, the bed had not been slept in the +past night. + +Mrs Prothero was rubbing her hands and crying pitifully; more from fear +of her husband's wrath than from sorrow for Owen, because she had +anticipated a sudden flight. + +Mr Prothero began to stamp with rage. It was a long time before he could +speak, and his wife had a certain fear that he would choke. At last +words found vent. + +'The impudent, lying, hypocritical, young baggage! The ungrateful, +disobedient, good-for-nothing brute! Ach a fi! upon 'em both. That's +what you get by harbouring Irish beggars!--that's the return they make! +A pale-faced, deceitful hussy!' + +'Davy, bach! they are not gone together,' said Mrs Prothero, +half-believing at the same time that they were. + +'Shall I lay breakfast, ma'am?' interrupted Shanno, putting her head in +at the door and grinning suspiciously. + +'Go your way, and mind your own business,' said Mr Prothero. + +Shanno disappeared. + +'I'll go out and see whether either of the horses is gone. Go you and +make breakfast--the good-for-nothing--' + +'Just let me tell you first what Owen said to me last night,' said Mrs +Prothero. 'I don't think he ever deceived us, Davy; and if he did wrong, +he was never the one to hide it.' + +'Treue for you! Well, what did the young scamp say? I don't blame him +half as much as that meek, pale-faced, still-water thing, who's as deep +as the north star, I'll be bound.' + +'But Owen told me, seriously, that she refused to have anything to say +to him, and begged me to be kind to her when he was gone away, for his +sake.' + +'Nothing but a trap to take you in--the deceitful young +puppies--the--the--' + +'Go and look about the horses and I'll make breakfast.' + +He went accordingly. All the horses were safe. Nothing was missing +anywhere but Lion. + +'I 'ouldn't take twenty pounds for that dog,' said Mr Prothero when he +returned to the house, and sat down to breakfast. + +'Hadn't we better send to look for them?' asked Mrs Prothero timidly. + +'I'll see 'em hanged first. What! go and make another hullabaloo all +through the country, as if one wasn't enough in one house. No, not I. +Let 'em go to sea, or where they will; but don't tell anybody anything +about 'em. Let people think what they will; I only wish I was at the +world's end. But it's all your fault. Do you remember that morning when +you bothered me into letting the girl stay? Fine things have come of it, +seure enough.' + +'But we don't know that they're together.' + +'But we do, I say, Mrs Prothero; or why should they go off together? +Fine things, indeed, for the gossips! Two 'lopements from one house. The +young hussy.' + +Mrs Prothero could not help crying. To lose them both at once--a son and +one who had been better than a daughter to her--it was too sad--and to +feel so uncertain as to what would become of them! + +Mr Prothero was resolved to take no notice of her tears, but hastily +swallowed his breakfast and went out. The servants did not need to be +asked about the fugitives. They were all sure that they had run away +together. Gladys, good and quiet as she seemed, was deep enough; and +they had managed so well that nobody had seen them! Not like Miss Netta, +who was so open! Many had seen her when she ran away! + +Mrs Prothero sent one of the men off in a search for Lion, feeling sure +that if he were found, Gladys would be discovered. + +At about eleven o'clock, to Mrs Prothero's great delight, Miss Gwynne +and Miss Hall called to see if the report about Owen and Gladys were +true, and to hear what Mrs Prothero thought of it. Miss Gwynne was +highly indignant. + +'You cannot believe it, Mrs Prothero. That girl Gladys would no more run +away with any man living than I would. If Mr Prothero won't send after +her I will. Where is he?' + +'Shall I send and tell him you want to speak to him?' + +'By all means--directly.' + +Mr Prothero was soon in the house again, at Miss Gwynne's bidding. He +looked more than usually red and excited. + +'Mr Prothero, I would stake my life upon it, that girl has not gone off +with your son. I don't like the Irish, or their beggars more than you +do; but I am very fond of Gladys, and she shall not lose her character, +or die of starvation whilst I have a horse to send after her, or a +shilling to help her.' + +'That's very well for you, Miss Gwynne, but Owen is no relation of +yours; and I don't cheuse him to marry an Irish beggar. This house is +bewitched, and my children are bewitched, all except Rowland.' + +Miss Gwynne wondered what Mr Prothero would think of _him_ if he knew +all. + +'Well, Mr Prothero, will you send after Gladys, or shall I? You needn't +have her back here. There is a situation of schoolmistress or lady's +maid for her at once. I will take her in either capacity.' + +'Indeed, Mr Prothero,' said Miss Hall, 'I think you may trust Gladys; +that letter is sincere if ever anything was.' + +'Who is to search, for there is no time to lose?' asked Miss Gwynne. + +She was the only person in Wales who would have moved Mr Prothero, but +he never could refuse her anything. + +'What you say, Miss, is seure to have sense in it. I never knew you take +to any one yet who wasn't worth something, so I'll just ride myself and +look after 'em both. I shouldn't like people to fancy we were in a fuss +and fright. But remember, Miss Gwynne, it is to oblige you; and if I +find that she has run away with my son--' + +'You may do what you like, Mr Prothero, for then I will have nothing to +say to her. But go at once, and thank you very much.' + +'I'll go Swansea way, for I am sure they'll take to the sea. Ach a fi! +what's gone to the young people.' + +In less than a quarter of a hour Mr Prothero had mounted his best mare, +and muttering a great many Welsh oaths, was soon riding in search of the +fugitives. When he got out of his own immediate neighbourhood, he began +to ask whether 'a tall, dark, young man, and a tall, pale, young 'ooman' +had been seen. + +'Is it a couple of gipsies, Mr Prothero?' asked a farmer, who lived +about seven miles from Glanyravon. 'I did see a dark man, and a sallow +'ooman go up the lane by now.' + +'Was the man like my son Owen?' + +'Well, I didn't be seeing his face, but I shouldn't wonder.' + +Up the lane Mr Prothero went for a good half mile, and at last reached a +gipsy encampment, where there were plenty of dark men, and sallow women, +but not Owen and Gladys. + +A shrewd old gipsy, seeing him evidently on the search for some one, +assured him before he had asked any questions, that she had seen those +whom he was looking for. + +'Where?' asked the farmer. + +'Cross my hand with a silver coin, and I'll tell ye,' she said. + +He gave her a shilling. + +'Young couple, my lord?' asked the woman. + +Mr Prothero nodded assent. + +'Dark and fair, yer honour?' + +Another nod. + +'I never tell secrets under a half-a-crown, but I have seen them, sir. +Young man something like you, and handsome.' + +'Make haste and tell, you cheat and vagabond,' said Mr Prothero, +throwing her eighteenpence. + +'Up the first turning to the right, off the road, over the hill,' said +the woman. + +'When?' + +'An hour ago.' + +Mr Prothero rode quickly down the lane, along the turnpike, up the first +turning to the right, and then up a long and tedious hill. + +It will be unnecessary to describe how Mr Prothero wandered over this +hill for hours, without finding those he sought. As the said hill was a +short cut to the road to Swansea, whither he was persuaded they were +gone, it is not much to be wondered at that he was taken in, and that he +went on as fast as his good horse would go for many a long mile; but he +found neither Owen nor Gladys, and all his inquiries after them were +fruitless. + +Towards evening he returned home, tired and very cross, and found his +good wife looking anxious and unhappy, and ready to say at any moment, +'Dear, dear, how I do miss Gladys.' + +A messenger from the Park was awaiting him, with a note from Miss +Gwynne, inquiring whether he had found the poor girl or not. He was +obliged to write a few respectful lines in reply, to inform her of the +failure of his search. + +'I wish we had never set eyes on the girl,' he muttered, as he was +writing the note with much pains and some difficulty. 'To take off Owen, +too, just as he was getting euseful, and he such a good writer and +accountant.' + +Still more heartily did he repeat that wish several times during the +night. Mrs Prothero could not sleep, and what with her anxiety about +Gladys, sorrow for the departure of Owen, and longing to see her own +daughter, her mind was excited beyond its wont. As is often the case +under such circumstances, she fancied she heard all kinds of noises in +the house; once she was sure some one was coming upstairs, and another +time that there was a tapping at the front door. She crept softly out of +bed, and half fancying she should find Gladys without, went downstairs, +and opened it. Nothing was visible but the flickering moonbeams amongst +the trees, or audible save the tinkling of the brook through the +farm-yard. + +'Name o' goodness, what's the matter now?' ejaculated the farmer, as +the creaking of the bedroom door awoke him. + +'Don't be angry, Davy, bach, but I can't sleep for thinking of that poor +girl; maybe she's without a roof to cover her.' + +'Owen'll see to that. 'Tis a hard case a man mayn't sleep in his bed +because of a good-for-nothing wench like her.' + +The next morning, after breakfast, when Mrs Prothero was urging him once +more to look for Gladys, and he was vehemently refusing, Miss Gwynne and +Miss Hall again made their appearance. + +Mr Prothero had to swallow a very broad expression of disgust, as well +as to listen politely to that young lady, who persisted in saying she +would continue the search for Gladys if he would not. + +'I am sorry to annoy you, Mr Prothero,' she said, 'but it is due to +Gladys to clear her character; there are plenty of jealous people about +us, quite ready to take it away. I do not wish you to have any more +trouble in this matter, but I cannot let it rest until I find the poor +girl. She shall come to me direct, and need not be an eyesore to you. I +will send off in every direction until I find her.' + +'I beg your pardon, Miss Gwynne. If she is to be found, I must do it. I +'ont have a talk made about our turning her out of doors, and such like. +As she isn't gone Glamorganshire way, I suppose she must be gone towards +Ireland, and I had best follow that scent. I'll give her one more turn, +and then have done with her. Mother, if I don't come home to-night, +don't be frightened, as she may have gone a good step.' + +Mr Prothero was leaving the room, when Miss Hall stopped him, saying,-- + +'I thought, Mr Prothero, that you might not have seen this notice of a +meeting in your son's parish, and as he is mentioned, I brought over the +paper for you.' + +Mr Prothero thanked Miss Hall, and took out his spectacles. Whilst he +was wiping them, however, Miss Hall read from the _Times_ the report of +a meeting for forming a ragged school in Rowland's parish, in which was +the following paragraph:--'The Reverend Rowland Prothero, curate of the +parish, made a very clear and able speech upon the subject, and brought +forward a well-digested plan for the school, which will probably be +adopted. The thanks of the meeting were offered to him.' + +'There is always a pleasure with every pain,' said Mrs Prothero, wiping +her eyes. 'Thank you, Miss Hall.' + +'And the Bishop of London was in the chair. So, mother, if he isn't a +bishop himself, you see he's been very near one,' said Mr Prothero, +looking very much gratified. 'Well, I'll go now, Miss Gwynne, and look +after that confounded--I beg your pardon, Miss--after that Irish jade,' +and he went accordingly, leaving the ladies to talk it over with his +wife. + + + + + + +CHAPTER XXVI. + +THE FRIEND. + + +Mr Prothero started as soon as his horse was ready, and, it must be +confessed, in a very bad temper. As soon as he got out of the precincts +of Glanyravon, he began to make inquiries of every one he met, and at +every cottage he passed, concerning Gladys. It was evident, from the +replies that he received, that if she had gone that road, it was so +early in the morning that no one had seen her. + +At last he fell in with a farmer's wife whom he knew, who was jogging +along on horseback, with a little boy behind her. After the usual +greetings, he said,-- + +'You never come to Glanyravon now, Mrs Davies. I daresay you haven't +seen any of our folk for a year?' + +'Well, not exactly. But I almost fancied I saw that pretty young 'ooman +that lives with you yesterday morning. She was too shabby, or I should +have been seure of the face. Only when she saw me she turned away and +went on.' + +'Which way?' + +'Oh, down the Carmarthen road, seure.' + +'You'll excuse my hurrying on, Mrs Davies; I want to call at Lewis, +Dryslwyn.' + +'To be seure. Good morning, Mr Prothero.' + +The worthy farmer rode off at a gallop, till he was more than out of +sight of Mrs Davies. He stopped at a tidy cottage to speak to an old +woman who was washing at the door. + +'Did you chance to see a strange young 'ooman go by here yesterday, +early?' he asked. + +'What young 'ooman?' was the rejoinder. + +'Rather shabbily dressed, with blue eyes, and a very pale face?' + +'Had she a big black dog along, sir?' asked a boy who came from within +the house. + +'I think she had.' + +'Then granny gave her a cup of tea when she asked for some water, and I +gave the dog a piece of my bread and cheese,' said the boy. + +'There's sixpence for you, my lad,' said Mr Prothero. 'Was there a +young man with the girl?' + +'Nobody was along, sir.' + +'Which way did she go?' + +'By there, to Dryslwyn, sir.' + +Mr Prothero rode on to the picturesque village bearing this name. The +old ruined castle looked down upon him from its curiously formed, +tumulus-looking elevation, as he stopped before a neat farm-house. + +'Good morning, Mrs Lewis.' + +'Walk in, Mr Prothero. We were talking of you by now. There was a young +'ooman by here yesterday, and John Lewis said he was seure she had your +dog with her. She went away so fast, that I hadn't time to ask about the +dog.' + +'Which way did she go?' + +'Down the Carmarthen road.' + +'Good morning, Mrs Lewis, thank you. I must look after my dog.' + +Mr Prothero found it easiest to ask for the girl with a large black dog, +and traced them to within a mile of Carmarthen. + +He stopped at a small roadside inn to have a glass of _cwrw +da_.[Footnote: Good ale] Here he asked the landlady of Gladys. + +'See her and the dog! Is seure. They come here in the evening, and she +asked for a slice of bread and a drink of water, and took out sixpence +to pay for it. She gave all the bread to the dog, and my master, who is +fond of dogs, told me to give 'em both a good supper. Poor dear! she +couldn't help crying; and my master, who is tender-hearted when he sees +a girl do be crying, tell me to give her and the dog a good supper and a +bed in the barn, which I did, is seure.' + +Mr Prothero paid handsomely for his ale, and having learnt that Gladys +and Lion went straight to Carmarthen, went thither also. He made some +few inquiries at the small inns that he passed, but gained no +information. He accordingly rode through the town, and took the direct +route to Hob's Point, whence, he knew, she would probably sail for +Ireland. + +The afternoon was far advanced, still he rode on. He began to feel as +anxious as he was angry and annoyed, and declared to himself that he +wouldn't turn back until he had found her. He soon began to track her +again. All the little boys on the way had noticed the big dog, and could +point out the route he and Gladys had pursued. + +He stopped at one cottage where the mistress told him that she had made +the girl sit down in the porch, because she looked so tired; and at +another where she had asked how far it was to Pembrokeshire. + +He had ridden about thirty miles, and twilight was creeping on. He began +to think of the necessity of finding a night's lodging, and once more +consigned Gladys and the Irish generally to any distant region where he +should never see them again. + +'If she hadn't nursed mother so tenderly,' he muttered to himself, 'I'd +turn back now; but as she does seem to be running away from Owen, and +not with him, it 'ould be creuel.' + +The moon, the young May moon, arose in the heavens, and the farmer +quickened his pace, for he knew the road, and that he was a good way +from an inn, or, indeed, from any habitation where he could ask a +night's lodging. Lights peeped out, one by one, from the cottages as he +passed, and when he glanced into them, and saw the cheerful little +fires, he thought more compassionately of Gladys, and wondered whether +she had found food and lodging for the night. + +He was within a mile of a small village that he knew very well, when it +was about ten o'clock. The wind blew rather keenly, and he buttoned up +his great-coat, and began to whistle, by way of keeping himself warm. + +'Come, old girl! we shall soon have something to eat! come along,' he +said to his mare, as he gave her a slight touch with his whip. + +He was passing by a very lonely quarry in a field by the road-side, +about which he had heard some ugly stories of robbers and ghosts years +ago. Although he was a courageous, he was a superstitious man, and gave +his mare another stroke as he encouraged her to proceed. She started, +however, suddenly, and made a kind of halt. The moon was shining so +brightly that Mr Prothero could see into the quarry across the hedge, +and he fancied he perceived somebody moving about. He urged his horse on +by whip and voice, but as he did so, some one jumped over the gate that +led into the quarry, and made towards him. He was so much alarmed that +he spurred the mare vigorously. He was sure it was a robber. He turned +his whip, and held the heavy handle ready for a blow, which fell, in +effect on the robber or ghost, or whatever it was, that leapt upon his +leg, and seemed, to his imagination, to lay hold of it. + +A loud howl, and then a sharp, joyous bark, however, soon told him who +the intruder was, and gave him courage to encounter the jumpings and +gambols of his own good dog, Lion. + +The mare kicked, and Mr Prothero exclaimed, 'Lion! Lion! down, good +dog, down! Don't upset me, Lion, bach. Let me get off, Lion! Name o' +goodness, be quiet, dog! There; now you may jump as you will. Where is +she? Where's Gladys?' + +Mr Prothero was off his horse, and Lion was over the hedge in a moment. +The former climbed the gate somewhat less speedily--and both were, in a +few seconds, in the quarry, where, either dead or asleep, lay Gladys, +beneath and upon the hard stones. + +As the rays of the moon fell upon her pale face, Mr Prothero almost +thought it was death and not sleep; but when Lion began to bark +joyously, and to lick the cold hands and cheek, and when Mr Prothero +ventured to stoop down and whisper, 'Gladys! Gladys!' and to take one of +the damp, clammy hands in his, the white eyelids unclosed, and with a +little scream of terror, the poor girl started up. + +There, beneath the moonlight, she recognised her master, and falling +down on her knees before him, clasped her hands, but uttered no word. + +Where was Mr Prothero's ready-prepared lecture on ingratitude? Where +were the questions about Owen? Where was the passion of the previous +day? He could not tell. He only knew that he raised the poor kneeling +girl kindly, almost tenderly. She threw her arms round him, and for the +first time kissed him as if he were her father. Then, suddenly, +recollecting herself, she exclaimed,--'Oh! Master! Oh, sir! forgive me.' + +Her master did not speak, but lifted her in his strong arms, and carried +her to the gate; lifted her over, lifted her on his horse, and, amidst +the joyous caperings of Lion, mounted himself. + +'Put you your arms round me, and hold fast,' he said to Gladys. + +'Come you, Lion, good dog! we'll have a supper by now!' And so they all +went, as fast as they could, to the neighbouring village. + +Mr Prothero, with no small noise and bluster, knocked up the inmates of +the little inn of that little place, and succeeded in getting Gladys +ensconced by a cheerful fire in the kitchen. The poor girl was benumbed +with cold and overpowered with fatigue. The landlady rubbed her feet and +hands, administered hot brandy and water, and finally got her to bed. + +Mr Prothero kept out of her way lest he should say something that he +might afterwards repent of in the warmth of his delight at finding her +again. After she was in bed, and he had heard from the landlady that she +seemed better and more comfortable, he and Lion had a good supper--a +meal the dog appeared thoroughly to enjoy, and which he ate with a +ravenous appetite. + +Mr Prothero told the landlady to leave Gladys in bed the next morning +until nine o'clock, by which hour he supposed she would be sufficiently +refreshed, and then retired himself, feeling thankful to Miss Gwynne for +having made him do a good action, but still believing that Owen must +have been in the secret of Gladys' sudden flight. + +Gladys slept soundly until the landlady took her a good breakfast at +nine o'clock. She then awoke, refreshed but frightened, and uncertain as +to her present state or future proceedings. She was told that Mr +Prothero wished to see her as soon as she was dressed, and accordingly +when she had eaten her breakfast, she got up. She felt very stiff and +weak, and her hands trembled so much that she could scarcely dress +herself. + +Lion found her out, however, and gained admittance into her bedroom. He +was in such very boisterous spirits that he quite cheered her, as pale +and frightened she tried to gain courage to meet her master. Before she +left the bedroom, she sought for guidance where she was always in the +habit of going for help and comfort, and found strength 'according to +her day.' + +Mr Prothero was waiting for her in the little parlour of the inn. During +the morning, having nothing to do, he had employed himself by getting up +his temper, and persuading himself that he ought to be very angry with +Gladys. He had quite slept off his softer feelings, and whilst at his +lonely breakfast had gone through an imaginary quarrel with Owen, and a +dispute with his wife, which had so raised his choler, that when Gladys +entered he was as red as he usually was when in a passion at home. + +Gladys saw that he was angry and trembled very much; but she knew that +she had done no wrong, and tried to reassure herself. + +Mr Prothero began at once. It must be remarked, however, that he had +previously learnt from the landlady that Gladys was pretty well, and had +eaten a good breakfast. + +'Name o' goodness, young 'ooman, what did you run away from our house +for in such a sly, underhand way, and give us all this trouble and +bother? Don't suppose I 'ould a run after you, if it wasn't for Miss +Gwynne and your mistress.' + +'Oh, sir, I am very thankful to ye and to them. I know I don't deserve +such kindness.' + +'Treue for you there. I should have thought you'd have known that one +'lopement was quite enough from one house. Pray, what have you done with +my son Owen?' + +'I, sir? Nothing, sir!' said Gladys, trembling at this abrupt question. + +Lion licked her hand as if to reassure her. + +'You needn't tell no lies about it, because I shall be seure to find +out. Where is he gone?' + +'Indeed--indeed, I don't know, sir. I thought he was at home at +Glanyravon.' + +'But he isn't at home. He went off with you.' + +'Oh, not with me, sir--not with me, I assure you. I went away that he +might stay, and that I might not cause anger between you. I am speaking +the truth, sir, indeed I am.' + +Mr Prothero looked at the agitated girl, and felt inclined to believe +her. + +'Tell me why you went away at all, then?' + +'Because Mr Owen said to me words that I knew he would be sorry for, and +because I saw that you, sir, were displeased at what he said about me.' + +'What did he say to you? Tell me the truth.' + +'He said, sir--oh! I cannot tell. Perhaps you would be more angry with +him if you knew.' + +Gladys' head drooped low, and a burning blush overspread her pale face. + +'I can't be much more angry with him than I am, but tell you the treuth. +Did he want to marry you?' + +'Yes, sir.' + +'And you--what did you say?' + +'That I couldn't marry any one in this world, sir.' + +'What do you mean to wait for, then?' + +'Nothing, sir, nobody.' + +'And what did Owen say to that?' + +'I don't think anything more particular passed between us. He was very +kind, sir.' + +'I daresay. But what made him go away?' + +'I think it must have been because he thought you would send me away.' + +'And you don't want to marry my son Owen?' + +'No, sir.' + +Gladys' voice wavered slightly as she said this. + +'Ha, ha! He's a fine young man, however.' + +'Yes, sir, and very kind.' + +'I daresay. Will you promise never to marry him?' + +As Mr Prothero asked this question, he looked Gladys full in the face. + +She blushed again, but returned his gaze with a quiet, grave look that +seemed to wonder at the question. She did not reply at once, and Mr +Prothero repeated it, louder than before, with the additional one of 'Do +you hear, girl?' + +'Sir, I don't like to make promises,' said Gladys; 'suppose the +temptation to break it ever came, and proved too strong for me. I might +perjure myself.' + +'Then you mean to marry my son Owen?' + +'No, sir, I don't think I shall ever marry him. As far as I can see now, +I am sure I never shall.' + +'Name o' goodness, what does the girl mean? You don't mean to marry him, +and yet you 'ont promise--what do you mean?' + +'I scarcely know myself, sir. But I cannot tell what God may appoint for +me in the future, and so I cannot make a solemn promise.' + +'Then I 'spose you're going to run off like Netta?' + +'No, sir, never.' + +'Why, "no, sir," if you 'ont promise?' + +'Because I could never do what you and my mistress would dislike.' + +'Then you can promise, perhaps, never to marry my son Owen without my +consent.' + +'Yes, sir, I can--do--that--' + +Gladys said these words very slowly, and turned very pale as she said +them. She clasped her hands firmly together with a visible effort. + +'Well, you're an odd girl; you 'ont promise one thing, and yet you as +good as promise it in another way. What's the difference?' + +Again the colour came and went. + +'It would be wrong, sir, in me to make a son disobey a father, and I +wouldn't like to do it; so I can promise that; and maybe you may +change.' + +'Then you love the boy? Tell me the treuth.' + +Gladys began to cry, and was a few moments before she could say, +somewhat more resolutely than usual,-- + +'Sir, my feelings are my own. Mr Owen has been like a brother to me, and +the mistress like a mother--and you--oh, sir! should I not love his +mother's son?' + +Mr Prothero was touched; he could ask no more questions. + +'There, there--go you and get ready directly. I promised Miss Gwynne to +bring you back to Glanyravon, where she means to make you schoolmistress +and lady's maid, and all the rest. I suppose you don't want to go to +Ireland?' + +'No, sir.' + +'Have you any relations there?' + +'No, sir.' + +'You don't want to leave Glanyravon parish?' + +'No, sir. I would rather live and die there than anywhere else in the +world.' + +'Then go you and get ready; and, mind you, have some ale before you +start. I must keep my promise to Miss Gwynne; mind you yours to me. You +'ont encourage my son Owen without my consent' + +'No, sir--never. And I do not wish or mean ever to marry any one, if you +will only believe me.' + +'I don't believe any young 'ooman who says that. You may as well go into +a nunnery. But I believe the rest till I find you out to the contrary. +Now, go you and get ready.' + +'Thank you, sir--thank you.' + +Soon after this conversation the farmer had mounted his good mare, who +was as much refreshed as her master by a night's rest, and with Gladys, +_en croupe_, and Lion running by his side, he jogged back to his home. + +'We shall have a fine long journey, and a tiresome one enough,' he +muttered. 'Thirty mile and carrying double is too much for my +mare.--take the 'oomen! they'll be the death 'o me, one way and another. +There's mother, and Netta, and Miss Gwynne, and now this Gladys! This is +the last time I'll put myself out for any of 'em, or my name isn't David +Prothero.' + + + + + + +CHAPTER XXVII. + +THE MISSIONARY. + + +It was about half-past ten o'clock when Mr Prothero and Gladys started +on their homeward journey. When they had gone about half way, they +stopped for an hour to bait the mare, which brought them to nearly two +o'clock, and reduced Mr Prothero to a state of great ill humour. Poor +Gladys had to bear many reproachful speeches, which reached her between +a very animated conversation which he kept up with the mare and Lion +alternately. He did not talk much to her, but contented himself with +making her eat and drink a great deal more than was pleasant for her, +because, as he phrased it, 'People shouldn't think she was starved at +Glanyravon.' + +In truth, there was a great contrast between the farmer's rosy, broad, +good-humoured countenance, which not even his present angry feelings +could make morose, and Gladys' pale, wearied face, rendered more palid +than usual by her late fatigue and anxiety. It was with some difficulty +that she could keep her seat behind Mr. Prothero, as the mare trotted on +at an equal but somewhat rough pace, and made her long for rest. + +However, all things come to an end, and within about five miles of +Glanyravon, Mr Prothero muttered,--'Confound the 'ooman! Shall we ever +get home; 'tis enough to kill the mare. Come along, old girl! Good dog! +Lion, old boy!'--which sentences were interrupted by the address of a +stranger on horseback, who asked if he were right for Glanyravon Park. + +'Quite right, sir,' said Mr Prothero, pleased at any break in a ride +that had been peculiarly devoid of adventure. 'I am going half a mile +beyond the Park myself, and shall be proud to show you the way if you +aren't in a hurry.' + +'By no means. I am too tired to ride very fast myself, for I have been a +great traveller of late. I came down from London to Glamorganshire two +days ago, and have come across country in coaches and dogcarts to the +"Coach and Horses." I daresay you know the inn?' + +'Oh yes, sir. That's the "Coach and Horses" mare you're upon now?' + +'Yes; I borrowed her to come to Glanyravon, and have promised to ride +her back to-night, but I am sure I shall not be able. How far are we +from Glanyravon?' + +'About four mile and a half.' + +'You live in the village?' + +'There is no village, sir. I live at Glanyravon Farm.' + +'Is there any inn nearer than the "Coach and Horses" where I might get a +night's lodging, and a man to ride the mare back?' + +'No, sir; but I shall be glad to offer a bed to any friend of Mr +Gwynne's, though I am sure you'll find one at the Park.' + +'Thank you kindly. I am not known to Mr Gwynne; but I am going to see +Miss Hall, who, I believe, resides with him.' + +'To be seure she does; and a better lady never lived. If you're a friend +of Miss Hall's, you're as welcome to our house as if you were born and +bred at Glanyravon.' + +'You are very kind. It does one good to meet with true Welsh hospitality +once more.' + +'You're not Welsh, sir, I should say?' + +'I was Welsh originally; but it would be difficult to make out my +parish, as I have been wandering about for many years.' + +'A clergyman, sir?' + +'Yes, sir.' + +The gentleman smiled, and thought the question savoured of American +curiosity. + +'I have a son a clergyman. Perhaps you may have fallen in with him. They +tell me he's a very promising young man.' + +'What is his name?' + +'Prothero, sir--Rowland Prothero.' + +'I do not know him personally, but I know him by reputation; he is +curate of an old friend of mine, Mr Stephenson.' + +'To be seure--Rowly's rector! Allow me to shake hands with you, sir. +You'll sleep at Glanyravon.' + +'Certainly, if I shall not inconvenience you and your family. Your +daughter looks very ill and tired; perhaps it may--' + +'Not a bit, sir. She's not my daughter; she always looks as pale as +moonlight, 'scept when she blushes up; she'll see to a bed for a strange +gentleman, and so'll my missus. To think of your knowing Mr Stephenson!' + +'Yes, I saw him during my short stay in town, and he told me he had a +capital curate, a countryman of mine. A regular hard-working, useful +parish priest, he called him; a good preacher besides!' + +'Well, mother will be pleased, won't she, Gladys?' + +This was said in the old good-humoured way, and Gladys brightened up as +she answered,-- + +'Yes, sir, very.' + +'Are you ill?' said the stranger, looking at Gladys with sudden +interest. + +'No, sir, thank you; I am only rather tired,' was the reply. + +'Tired! I should think so! Why, she's walked more than thirty miles, and +ridden thirty in the last two days,' said the farmer gruffly. + +The stranger glanced again compassionately at Gladys, but merely said,-- + +'She looks so pale that I fancied she was suddenly faint. How long has +Miss Hall been at Glanyravon?' + +'Somewhere about two or three years now, I should say; but when she was +teaching Miss Gwynne she was there a great many years.' + +'Is she in good health? How does she look? Is she happy?' + +'If she was ill, sir, I don't think any one 'ould know it, she's so +quiet and patient; but I think she's pretty well, and she can't help +being happy, for she's just the same as if she was at home with her +father and sister. Now she is a nice lady! If all 'oomen were like her +there 'ouldn't be half the plague with 'em there is. She's quite content +without having a lot of lovers after her, and running away, and making +everybody in a fever. Deet to goodness, my opinion is that the world +'ould go on a sight better without 'em. What do you think, sir? You must +have plenty of experience as a clergyman, for all the ladies are pretty +sharp after the cloth.' + +The stranger laughed, and said he thought the world would be very +disagreeable without the fair sex, and that he had no doubt Mr Prothero +would find it so if they became suddenly extinct. + +The farmer was so pleased with his new acquaintance that when they +reached the Park gate, he said very heartily,-- + +'Now, mind you, sir, there's a warm welcome, and a well-aired bed, and +fine, white, home-spun linen at the farm. The squire may give you a +better dinner, may be, but not a hotter, I'll answer for it; Gladys'll +see to that; she's capital for that. And mother 'ould be so glad to hear +what the rector said about our Rowly.' + +'You may depend upon my coming,' said the stranger. 'What time does Mr +Gwynne dine? I suppose I shall escape his dinner hour? It is now about +five o'clock.' + +'Oh! they don't dine till Christian folks are going to bed--seven or +eight o'clock, or some such heathen hour. You'll be able to see them all +before dinner; but I don't believe Mr Gwynne'll let you come away.' + +'I shall not see him probably. Good day for the present.' + +The stranger rode slowly up the drive from the lodge to the house, and +Mr Prothero quickened his pace homeward. The mare, nothing loath, +trotted off hard and fast, and Gladys looked paler than ever. + +When they reached the farm gate they were greeted by a loud shout from +the 'boys,' Tom and Bill, who were right glad to see pretty Gladys back +again. They both ran as fast as they could to the house, to tell their +mistress the good news, and Lion after them. Mrs Prothero was at the +door to receive the travellers, and as Gladys slipped off the mare, took +her round the neck, and gave her a hearty kiss. + +'My dear David, I am so thankful! so much obliged!' she said, as her +more portly husband dismounted. 'Come in quick; Miss Gwynne and Miss +Hall are here. They were just going, but they will be relieved of all +their anxiety when they see Gladys. Come in, Gladys, fach! don't be +afraid; they must see you.' + +Poor Gladys was crying with all her heart--good, comfortable, refreshing +tears of joy at her mistress's kind welcome. + +Miss Gwynne appeared at the parlour door. + +'Well, Gladys! you have had your long walk for nothing. What a foolish +girl you were to go away. Mr Prothero, how do you do? I am so glad you +have brought us back Gladys. We couldn't do without her in these parts.' + +'Do you still stand to your text, Miss Gwynne?' said Mr Prothero. 'We +may as well settle the matter at once. It will be a great thing for the +girl.' + +'Oh, certainly; only she looks too tired to settle anything. Gladys, I +will give you a day or two to consider whether you will come and live +with me, as my maid, or be Miss Hall's pattern school-mistress.' + +Gladys looked from Miss Gwynne to Miss Hall, and then from her master to +her mistress, through the tears that were gathering faster and faster. +She answered in a voice half choked by them,-- + +'Thank you, ma'am, thank you over and over and over again. If I must go +away--if I must--whichever--you--like--I--' Here she finally gave way, +and, sitting down on a chair, sobbed aloud. Mrs Prothero went to her, +and put her arm round her neck. Miss Gwynne looked on compassionately, +and Miss Hall turned to Mr Prothero. + +'She does not like to leave you, Mr Prothero,' she said gently. + +'I don't want to turn the girl out of the house. But if Miss Gwynne +wants her, I think it is better for all parties for her to go.' + +'If you please--certainly,' said Gladys, recovering herself with an +effort. 'I would much rather go to Miss Gwynne in any capacity, and if I +can be of use--it is best, my dear mistress.' + +'Then go you, Gladys, and stop crying,' said Mr Prothero. 'Why, your +eyes'll be as red as ferrets when the gentleman comes, and he'll think +we've been giving you an appetite by making you cry. I was near +forgetting, Miss Hall, that we left a strange gentleman at the Park +gate, who said he was going to call on you; he's going to take a bed +here, because there's no inn nearer than the "Coach and Horses."' + +'Who can that be?' said Miss Hall. + +'We had better make haste home, or we shall miss him,' said Freda. + +'Good-bye, Mrs Prothero; I will come again and settle about Gladys.' + +It was nearly dusk when the ladies left the farm, and they walked very +fast. They had not gone far when they saw some one on horseback coming +towards them. + +'I daresay this is your friend, and that stupid Morgan hasn't let him +in,' said Freda. + +'It cannot be; I do not know this gentleman at all,' said Miss Hall, as +the stranger advanced. + +He looked at them, and they looked at him; but as there was no symptom +of recognition on either side, they passed without speaking. + +'I hope we shall have a good night's rest, now that Gladys is found,' +said Miss Gwynne. 'What is there in the girl that interests one so much? +Even Mr Prothero, in spite of his son, was glad to find her, and to +have her at the farm again. Colonel Vaughan admires her very much.' + +'I hope not too much,' said Miss Hall quietly. + +'What an absurd idea!' said Miss Gwynne, colouring from beneath her +broad hat. 'He is a man that admires beauty and talent, wherever it is +to be found. I do like that sort of person; free from vulgar prejudice.' + +'Not quite, I think, my dearest Freda. He is not so easily read, +perhaps, as you in your straightforward nature fancy.' + +'If he isn't prejudiced, you are, at any rate,' said Freda. + +When they reached the house, Freda went into the drawing-room first, and +Miss Hall heard her exclaiming, as she rushed out of it with a card in +her hand,-- + +'Serena! Nita! only think! Mr Jones, Melbourne, South Australia! Hurrah! +I never thought I should be so glad to see a card bearing that name. +Morgan! why didn't you ask the gentleman who called on Miss Hall to come +in and wait?' + +'I did not know, ma'am,' said the man who was at the door. 'My master +does not always like strangers, and I did not know the gentleman.' + +Miss Hall had vanished upstairs during this little interlude with +Morgan, so Freda did not see the agitation of her manner when she took +the card and read the name. Freda went straight into the library, where +she found her father half asleep over a letter. + +'Papa! papa! Do you know an old friend of Miss Hall's has called, that +she has not seen for twenty years, and Morgan let him go away?' + +'Wasn't she glad, my dear? It is so exciting to see people whose very +faces you have forgotten.' + +'Glad, papa? Of course not. He must just have come from Australia, where +her sister is living, and I daresay has brought letters. By the way, +there was a packet near the card.' + +'I don't understand people going so far away from their own country.' + +'But, papa, Mr Jones--this gentleman--has gone to sleep at Mr +Prothero's, and I daresay they are not prepared for him.' + +'Really--well, my dear?' + +'Don't you think you had better write and ask him here to dinner, and I +will order a bed to be prepared?' + +'Me! My dear!--a perfect stranger!--a bore! Some one full of tiresome +adventures and travellers' stories, and all that sort of thing.' + +'He is a clergyman, papa, and a Welshman, I believe. It would only be +hospitable. We must not belie our country. Do write, papa. Think how +anxious Miss Hall must be to hear of her sister.' + +'But you say she has a packet of letters.' + +'There is nothing like seeing a friend who has seen one's sister, I +should think. Just one line of invitation! We will amuse him. He is very +quiet, Miss Hall says. Here is the paper and a new pen. There's a good +pappy, and--yes, "Presents his compliments"--yes--don't forget the bed. +That's right! Now, just add, "that if he prefers not coming to-night, +you hope he will make a point of spending the day here to-morrow."' + +'But I don't hope it, my dear.' + +'We will amuse him. Drive him out--anything. And perhaps he won't come.' + +'Very well. Remember that I am not expected to--to--' + +'Nothing, but just to drive with him. Thanks! you are a capital _pater_, +and I will send this off immediately. Just direct it, "---- Jones, Esq., +Glanyravon Farm." I wonder whether his name is David? I hope not. I +don't like David.' + +'Freda carried the note to the butler herself, and told him to get it +sent immediately, and to tell the messenger to wait for an answer; then +she went with the parcel of letters to Miss Hall. + +The note found Mr Jones, Mr Prothero, and Gladys comfortably established +near a snug fire in the hall, at a well-spread tea-table. Mr Jones asked +for tea in preference to _cwrw da_, and he and Gladys were enjoying it, +whilst Mr Prothero chose the good home-brewed. Eggs and bacon, cold +meat, and most tempting butter were upon the table, and Mrs Prothero was +acting waitress and hostess at the same time. + +Shanno appeared with the note, delicately held by the corner between her +finger and thumb. + +'From the Park, missus, for the gentleman.' + +'Promise you me, before you open it, not to go there to-night,' said Mr +Prothero, taking the note. + +'That I can safely do,' said Mr Jones. + +When he had read the note he looked pleased, and his manner was rather +flurried, as he said,-- + +'Perhaps I can manage to stay over to-morrow, but I will not go +to-night. Will you oblige me with a pen and ink?' + +Gladys was off in a moment, and returned with writing materials. + +Mr Jones wrote a polite note, declining the invitation for that evening +upon plea of the lateness of the hour and fatigue, but promising to call +on the morrow early, and to remain the day, if he possibly could. + +After he had despatched his note he seemed more thoughtful than he was +before, and, for a short time, absent when spoken to; but rousing +himself he made good return for the kindness and hospitality of his host +and hostess by his agreeable and instructive conversation. + +He told them that he had been a missionary ever since his ordination, +and had travelled over the principal parts of the continent of +Australia. Gladys forgot her fatigue in her great interest in his +subject; and when he saw her deep attention, he frequently addressed her +and drew forth questions from her which surprised Mr Prothero quite as +much, or more than it did Mr Jones. Mrs Prothero knew the girl's turn of +mind too well to be astonished at the amount of missionary and +geographical knowledge that she possessed. Gladys was naturally very +timid and modest, but when subjects of interest were introduced she +forgot her timidity in a desire for information. + +Owen had discovered her bent, and in their frequent meetings, accidental +or designed, had often chained her to him by descriptions of the +countries he had visited and the wonders he had seen. He, too, had found +out that there was a deep vein of romance running beneath the stratum of +reserve that, at first, had formed the outward feature of her character, +but which was wearing away as she became accustomed to her new friends, +and had been treated as a friend by them. + +It was evident that Mr Jones was greatly interested in Gladys. He +addressed her, looked at her, called her 'my dear,' somewhat to the +scandal of Mr Prothero, who thought him too young a man for such a +familiar address. But Gladys only turned on him two beautiful eyes +beaming with a kind of wondering gratitude, and thought the white and +grey hairs that were mingled with the brown, and the deep lines in his +forehead, quite passport enough for the two kind words. + +In addition to a great deal of missionary adventure, Mr Jones told his +new friends that he had come home partly in search of health and rest, +and partly to stir up friends at home in the cause of religion abroad. +He said that he might or might not return himself to Australia,--it +would depend on circumstances; but that he could not be idle in England, +and was likely to become either a fellow-curate of Rowland's, or a +neighbouring one. He liked a city curacy, because, having taught the +heathen in another land for many years, he thought he might do some good +amongst them at home. He told them, also, that it was during a year's +residence in Melbourne that he had known Miss Hall's sister. He had been +obliged to undertake clerical duty there, because his health was failing +in his attempts to convert the aborigines. + +Mr Jones was a man of grave and quiet manner, one who seemed to think +much and deeply. He habitually led the conversation, without pedantry, +to religious or instructive subjects, and when lighter matter was +introduced, was given rather to withdraw his mind from it to his own +thoughts. + +He had been little in society for many years, during which his time had +been passed in the highest, weightiest, gravest, grandest of all +labours,--that of studying to turn the human soul from darkness to +light. Now that he found himself in his own country again, he felt far +behind most men in worldly conversation though very far beyond them, not +only in religious, but in practical, useful, and general knowledge; such +knowledge, I mean, as would be suited to the improvement, not merely of +savages, but of the wild, lawless bushmen, gold diggers, and convicts of +the Australian world. His manners were gentlemanlike but slightly +old-fashioned, and, doubtless, many a young Englander would have found +matter for ridicule in some of his doings and sayings. Not so, however, +the good and cultivated Englishman of the nineteenth century. He would +have found abundance to love and respect in the man who left the luxury, +science, learning and refinement of England, in that most wonderful of +all ages, to labour amongst the refuse of her people in the largest of +her colonies. For Mr Jones had seen but little, during his twenty years +of Australian life, of the better portion of Australian settlers, or the +grandeur of her cities. He had devoted himself to those who had no means +of gaining religious teaching elsewhere and he thanked God that the +years of his ministry had not been without abundance of those fruits in +which the heart of the laborious worker in Christ's vineyard rejoices. + +When Mr Jones left the farm the following morning, it was with a promise +to pay it another visit at no very distant period. He took away with him +a letter to Rowland, which was to introduce the brother, clergymen to +each other. As he shook Mr Prothero by the hand, he thanked him warmly +for his hospitality, and then abruptly added, 'Take care of that young +girl Gladys. She will surely prove a blessing to you, and repay you for +any kindness you may bestow upon her,' + + + + + + +CHAPTER XXVIII. + +THE LADY'S MAID. + + +Miss HALL and Freda were sitting alone in the morning-room that has +before been alluded to. The former was much more nervous than Freda had +ever seen her. First she took up her work, then her book, then she began +to copy some music. Freda had great pleasure in watching her, and in +remarking that the calm Serena could be excited by the expected +appearance of a lover of twenty years ago; also in observing that she +had a most becoming colour on her cheeks, and looked quite young; also +that she was dressed even with more care than usual, and her hair was +smooth as brush could make it. Freda longed to laugh at her, but she +forbore; she felt that there was something very touching in this meeting +between two people who had parted under such uncomfortable circumstances +so many years ago. + +When the door bell rang Freda rose to leave the room. + +'If you please, Freda, remain where you are, I would very much rather.' + +Freda resumed her seat, and shortly after Mr Jones was announced. + +'Quite an old man; twice as old as Nita,' was Freda's first thought as +she looked at him. + +Miss Hall rose and advanced to meet Mr Jones. They shook hands, Freda +thought, very much like other people, and then Miss Hall introduced her, +and Mr Jones bowed. + +'I promised your sister to come and see you, Miss Hall, when I came down +into Wales,' he said after he was duly seated. + +'I am very much obliged to you, it was very kind,' was the reply. + +Freda saw that they were both as nervous and shy as a couple of +children, and came to the rescue by apologising for her father's +unavoidable absence, he having gone to a neighbouring tenant's, and by +saying that he would be at home at luncheon. + +By degrees they all three got into conversation, and Mr Jones gave Miss +Hall an account of her sister and her family. One little girl was very +like Miss Hall, and she was the general favourite.' + +'I am sure she must be very pretty,' suggested Freda. + +'Very,' said Mr Jones, with a smile at Freda, of greater archness than +she gave him credit for. + +'Don't you think Miss Hall very little altered?' she asked again. + +'I think I should have known her anywhere, though I passed her in the +twilight, uncertain who she was.' + +A long conversation followed upon various general topics, until the +luncheon bell rang. As no Mr Gwynne appeared, Freda was obliged to make +another excuse for him; but Mr Jones seemed perfectly satisfied without +him, if not relieved by his non-appearance. + +Freda proposed a walk as soon as luncheon was over, and she and Miss +Hall took their guest to see the school, which Freda was careful to say +was under Miss Hall's superintendence. Then they pioneered him to +various points of view, which he seemed to look upon with the eye of a +real lover of the beauties of nature; and finally they rested on a +rustic seat at the top of a wooded hill, whence they looked down on the +magnificent valley beneath, with its green meadows, winding river, and +boundary of distant mountains. + +Alter Freda had remained here a few minutes, she suddenly said,-- + +'Would you mind my just running down to Mrs Prothero's to settle with +her about Gladys? I am sure we shall none of us be happy until that +matter is arranged. If you will go down through the wood, Nita, I will +join you at the waterfall, or somewhere else, in less than a quarter of +an hour. Will you excuse me, Mr Jones?' + +'Certainly,' was the reply. + +'But had we not better all go?' asked Miss Hall, casting an entreating +glance upon Freda, who, however, would not see it. + +'I think not. Mrs Prothero is so nervous that we should frighten her to +death. It will take me five minutes to run down the hill, five minutes +to say my say, and five to get to the waterfall. But you need not hurry +away, as I can wait for you; or, if you are not there, I will find you. +Come, Frisk, come with me.' + +Frisk was a fine, little Scotch terrier, his mistress's especial +favourite, and he bounded after her with great satisfaction. The pair +were soon half-way down the hill, near the bottom of which Glanyravon +Farm lay. + +'I think I managed that capitally,' said Freda to Frisk? 'didn't I, +Frisk? Now, if he doesn't take advantage of the opportunity, he is very +foolish. Don't you think so, Frisk?' + +Frisk jumped, and barked, and twirled about in a very affirmative way. + +'I should like to make up a match, it would be such fun. And I think he +is a very worthy, gentlemanly sort of man, though I shouldn't like him +for myself, and he is not quite the sort of person that I could have +supposed would have made such an impression on Serena. But she would be +such a capital clergyman's wife, and he would be so fond of her! But +what should I do without her? Get married myself? The only man that I +ever saw that I could marry won't marry; and then he doesn't care for +me. Heigho! this is an odd world. All of us at cross-purposes. But I +don't mean to break my heart,--do I, Frisk?' + +The 'do I, Frisk?' brought Freda and her dog to the gate that led into +the road, and the road soon led them to the farm, where Frisk began at +once to run after all the poultry, to the no small annoyance of Shanno. +But Freda succeeded in catching him, and carrying him off with her into +the parlour, whither she went, and whither Mrs Prothero followed her. + +'I have just come to ask what you have settled about Gladys,' said Miss +Gwynne. 'I cannot stay long, and am anxious to know.' + +'My husband thinks it better that she should go to you, as you kindly +wish to take her,' replied Mrs Prothero, with tears in her eyes. 'He +says that he has no ill-will to the poor girl; on the contrary, he is +very fond of her; but he don't think her a good match for our eldest +son, Owen, who might marry very well. For my own part, I think he would +never meet with such another as Gladys; but that is in the hands of +Providence, and if it is to be it will be. He says that he is sure Owen +will never come home as long as she is with us, for fear of sending her +away; but that when he knows that she is so well off with you, he will +perhaps come back again. And, indeed, we want him sadly, Miss Gwynne. It +is a great trial to us, to have three children, and neither of them at +home to help us. My husband is much altered since Netta married, though +he don't show it; and Netta won't write, or do anything to prove she's +sorry, and though he don't say so, I think this makes him more angry.' + +'Then you really wish Gladys to come to me?' + +'I do indeed, Miss Gwynne. I am quite sure it will be for her good; and +you cannot help liking her. But she will not make any choice between the +two situations you offer, but says you must do with her whatever you +think best.' + +'Is she very unhappy at the idea of coming to us?' + +'Not at all. She is very sad to leave us, but she says she would rather +do so, and would rather serve you than any other lady in the world.' + +'Well, perhaps it may be best for all parties. I think she is too young +and too pretty to live alone at the school-house, and besides, I don't +particularly want to change mistresses: so I mean to have her as my +maid, and then I can take care of her myself. You know I have not had a +regular maid since that disagreeable affair of Evans; one of the +housemaids has waited on me, and I don't like maids, they are so in +one's way. But I shall like Gladys. And she can help Miss Hall in the +school, and go and see you every evening if she likes, when we are at +dinner. In short, I am sure it is a capital plan for us all, and will +make matters easy for you.' + +'You are so very kind, Miss Gwynne, I do not know what we should have +done without you. Gladys would have begged her way back to Ireland, and +died there.' + +'I mustn't stay any longer; I have outstayed my five minutes over and +over again. You can send Gladys when you like. I have heaps of dresses, +and clothes, of all kinds for her, so don't you think of giving her +anything new. I will give her the same wages that I gave Evans, so she +will feel quite independent; and I will put her under the particular +charge of the housekeeper, until she gets into the ways of the house. +Now I must go; what will Miss Hall say?' + +Well might Freda ask, 'What will Miss Hall say?' She walked as quickly +as possible to the waterfall, she was not there; up the hill again, not +there; home through the wood, not there; into the house, not there. She +waited a little while with her hat on, but as no Mr Jones or Miss Hall +arrived, she took off her walking things, and went about her usual +avocations, saying to herself, with a smile on her lips the while,-- + +'I never thought I was a manoeuvrer before. It is evident they don't +want me, or they would have waited for me, and I have no doubt they are +much happier without me. I must go and look, after my father.' + +Freda found Mr Gwynne in his library. + +'Where is your guest, Freda? What is he like? Is he a bore?' were his +queries. + +'He is walking with Miss Hall, and my impression is they are very good +company. He is very quiet, very grave, has no wonderful travellers' +stories, and none of the ologies, and can play chess, for I asked him. I +don't think him a bore, and I am sure Miss Hall doesn't.' + +'Very well, then I will go into the drawing-room against he comes in.' + +'Thanks; and I will whisper a little secret into your ear; he is an old +lover of Serena's, and I cannot help hoping he is come to propose for +her.' + +Mr Gwynne was alive and interested in a moment. It is curious how on the +alert people are when they hear of a love affair. + +'I will go and dress at once; he must be nice if Miss Hall likes him, +for she is certainly the least intrusive, and all that sort of thing. Is +he like Rowland Prothero?' + +Freda coloured at this sudden question. + +'No, not at all; besides, he is a middle-aged man.' + +'To be sure; I suppose so. Miss Hall must be--I don't know--nearly forty +I suppose. I wish Rowland Prothero lived at the farm; he was so obliging +and pleasant; even Lady Mary Nugent admires him.' + +'She is no great criterion of what is agreeable; I shouldn't think it +any compliment to be liked by her. There is the dressing bell. Now, +papa, do be ready for dinner, if you please.' + +Freda went to her room in a sudden fit of ill-temper. The mention of +Lady Mary always put her out of humour. In a few moments there was a tap +at the door, and Miss Hall made her appearance. + +'I might have waited a long time at the waterfall, Serena,' she began +maliciously. + +For answer, Miss Hall went to her and kissed her, and when Freda looked +up, she saw that there was an unusually bright colour in her cheeks, and +something very like tears in her eyes. + +Freda threw her arms round her friend, exclaiming,-- + +'I know, Nita dear! It is all signed, sealed, and settled _n'est-ce +pas_?' + +And so it proved; during that long walk the old love had become new, and +two people as deserving of happiness as most of the poor sinful mortals +who are for ever seeking her, were made perfectly happy for that day at +least. + +Freda's reflections, whilst she sat alone, listlessly brushing her hair +and dressing herself, were as follows:-- + +'How happy she seems; she looks twenty years younger; and he, an +elderly, iron-grey clergyman; it would be ridiculous, only it is all so +true and good. I suppose, after all, there is something grand, as the +poet says, in constancy, and love, and the like; and I ought to pity +Rowland Prothero, if he really cares for me. And yet I don't; on the +contrary, I could be over head and ears in love with another man +to-morrow if he would only ask me; and he is gone away without telling +me that he cares for me, if he does, as I cannot help hoping. But +nothing shall induce me to give my heart to any one, unless I am asked +for it, of that I am resolved; no, not if I were to die in the struggle +to keep it.' + +With this prudent and womanly resolution, Freda got up from her seat, +hastily put on her dress, and went to Miss Hall, to insist on dressing +her on that particular day. + +'You must put on the pink and white muslin that you look so well in. I +insist on it, and will have my way to-night,' she said, and had her way +accordingly, and the satisfaction of hearing her father remark +afterwards, that he had 'not seen Miss Hall look so well for years. She +really was a very pretty ladylike person, and Mr Jones ought to think +himself very fortunate, and all that sort of thing.' + +To judge from Mr Jones' manner and countenance, he did think himself +very happy and fortunate; and his happiness and good fortune had the +effect of making him so very agreeable, that Mr Gwynne was quite pleased +with him, and strongly urged his remaining some days at Glanyravon. But +this could not be, as he was engaged to be present at a meeting of the +Society for the Propagation of the Gospel the next day but one. To +Freda's indignation, her father engaged him in a game of chess, which +lasted the greater part of the evening; but as he seemed quite patient +under the infliction, and Miss Hall glad that he should be agreeable to +her kind friend, Mr Gwynne, Freda was obliged to give up her plan of +leaving them alone for the remainder of the evening, and to be content +with resolving that they should at least have the following morning to +themselves. This she effected, and was rewarded by a lusty squeeze of +the hand from the gentleman, when he took his leave, which she +afterwards declared to Miss Hall, would have made an Australian native +scream. Mr Gwynne sent Mr Jones to meet the train in his carriage, and +invited him to return as soon as he possibly could. + +It may, perhaps, be as well to anticipate some of the events of this +story, and to say that in the course of three or four months, Mr Jones +and Miss Hall were married. + +Soon after his return to London, Mr Jones was appointed brother curate +to Rowland Prothero, recommended by his friend, the rector. He undertook +this as temporary duty, because he was in expectation either of +obtaining a living or of returning to Australia; Miss Hall was quite +ready for either kind of work, feeling that, whether as the wife of a +clergyman at home or abroad, she would be most thankful to be permitted +to devote herself to her woman's part of missionary labour. Mr Jones had +a small income as secretary to one of the London and Colonial religious +societies, and was also engaged in work for the S.P.G., which, together +with his curacy, and the small savings of twenty years abroad, enabled +him to take and furnish a home for his wife, and gave them the prospect +of comfort, if not of ease and riches. Their desires were very moderate, +and their hopes fixed on objects beyond the general scope of vision; so +that they were content to 'live by the day,' and trust for the rest. The +world called them romantic and foolish for people of their ages; they +'knew in whom they believed,' and, 'having food and raiment, were +therewith content.' + +Gladys had been installed in her offices of parcel lady's-maid, parcel +school-mistress at the Park, nearly three months, when the wedding took +place. She had largely contributed towards making Miss Hall's simple +wardrobe and wedding gear, and was rewarded by being allowed to marshal +the school children on the happy-day, as they lined the drive at the +Park gates, on the going forth and return of the bridal party. She was, +moreover, the one selected by the children to present Miss Hall with a +handsome Bible in Welsh and English, in token of their gratitude and +love for her. Mr Jones had been too much engaged in London to allow of +his visiting Wales until two or three days before his marriage, during +which time he had occasionally met, and spoken kindly to Gladys, and +given her a book on Missionary subjects, which he had brought purposely +for her, expecting to find her at the farm. He had also carried pleasant +news of Rowland to Mrs Prothero, and frequently spoken of him to Mr +Gwynne and Freda--of his earnestness in his profession, and of the love +and esteem in which he was held by his rector and his flock. + +Freda felt very lonely when her dear Serena was gone. She had no one +amongst her immediate neighbours for whom she cared much. The general +round of country dinner-parties she had always found very dull, and the +annual hunt week and assize balls she had never liked; so she found +herself again thrown quite upon her own resources. As long as Colonel +Vaughan had been in the country, she had taken an interest in +everything; when he left, her ordinary pursuits--her riding, painting, +music, garden--in all of which he had aided her, suddenly lost their +charm. Her friend's marriage came about just when she wanted an object +of interest, and when that was over she was thrown back upon herself. + +By degrees, however, a healthier tone returned to her mind, and she +forgot the fascinating Colonel Vaughan, and recovered her interest in +her house, school, dogs, birds, garden, and the thousand and one small +objects that serve to make time pass cheerfully and happily in a country +home. Above all, she became more and more interested in Gladys, and +anxious to shelter her from the many dangers and temptations which she +saw her peculiar beauty and position subjected her to. She soon found +out that all the men-servants paid their devotions to her shrine, and +that even the ancient and portly butler was not indifferent to her +charms; but the simplicity and modesty of Gladys kept them all at a +respectful distance, and the housekeeper told Miss Gwynne, that 'Reelly, +she was quite a pattern in the servants' 'all, and it was a treat to see +a young 'oman who knew how to keep the men off--not but the girls were +as jealous of her as could be; but that wasn't to be wondered at, for +none of 'em was made anything of when Gladys was near.' Even Mr Gwynne +roused himself to make inquiries concerning Freda's pretty maid, which +was quite the crowning feather in Gladys' cap. + + + + + + +CHAPTER XXIX. + +THE COUNTRY GENTLEMAN. + + +Plas Abertewey was a fine old country seat, that had been in Colonel +Vaughan's family for generations. Miss Gwynne was not the only scion of +the good old county gentry who was disgusted at seeing it in the +possession of a son of old Griffey Jenkins, the miser. But so it was to +be. Howel took the place, nominally for a term, but with the avowed +intention of purchasing it, or the first place of any note that should +be for sale in the county. + +He made liberal proposals to Colonel Vaughan's agents as regarded +improvements and repairs, the house having been much neglected for some +years; and in the course of a few months after his marriage with Netta, +workmen of all kinds were employed in adorning Plas Abertewey for his +expected arrival with his bride. + +This did not take place, however, until the following spring, by which +time the house and grounds were in as fine order as money could make +them. Howel sent down a person from London to superintend the work, and +remained with Netta in Paris until it was nearly completed; then he +brought her over to England, left her in London with his friends the +Simpsons, and ran down into Wales, accompanied by Captain Dancy, who had +been his companion during a great portion of his Paris trip. + +They remained only a few days, and then returned to town to superintend +the purchase of furniture, plate, and the various appurtenances of a +country establishment, which were duly despatched to the _charge +d'affaires_ in the country, and vigilantly guarded by Mrs Griffith +Jenkins, who took up her abode at Abertewey for the time being. + +As bell-ringers do not pause to consider the cause and effect of the +events they are ordered to commemorate, but rather think of the amount +of money and liquid they are likely to receive for their labour, the +chime of Llanfawr rang a merry peal when the future master and mistress +of Plas Abertewey drove through the town. There was, moreover, a small +show of fireworks on the occasion. Blue balls, crackers, rockets and the +like blazed and hissed about to the no small danger of the thatched +roofs of some of the houses. Mrs Griffith Jenkins undrew her purse +strings on that day, and the cheering and shouting were great as the +bride and bridegroom appeared. Howel bowed and smiled as all great men +do on such occasions, and Netta laughed, and was proud. One of the blue +balls made the fine pair of horses that drew Howel's new carriage take +fright, but the London coachman showed the superiority of his driving by +pulling them in' and the crowd shouted amain. + +Captain Dancy and Miss Simpson, who accompanied the pair, were duly +impressed with the loyalty of Howel's subjects, and were not +particularly shown the little shop to which he owed their sudden +devotion. 'Jenkins, the miser,' was quite swallowed up in 'Howel +Jenkins, Esq.,' and 'Netta Prothero, Glanyravon,' was engulphed in his +wife. So goes the world. Shout on, little boys, for so will it be when +you are in your turn big men, and 'adore the rising, rather than the +setting sun,' as the French proverb hath it. + +Fortunately, Abertewey was in the parish of Llanfawr, and some seven or +eight miles from Glanyravon, therefore Mr and Mrs Prothero knew nothing +of the demonstrations in honour of their children. + +Mrs Griffith Jenkins received them, dressed in a new _moire antique_, +quite in baronial style, under the portico of their dwelling, and the +proper complement of retainers was in the background. More shouts were +heard from some of the immediate neighbours, who had gathered round the +door to see the arrival; and as Netta alighted from her carriage, +attired like a Paris doll, she felt that she was now a grand lady, and +could conscientiously look down on Miss Rice Rice, and be on an equality +with Miss Nugent. + +Howel gave some orders in a very commanding tone to the various +lords-in-waiting, and then the door closed upon their majesties, and the +admiring crowds saw them no more. + +It is no wonder that the world without Plas Abertewey was much engaged +in talking of, and speculating on, the world within. Howel's horses, +Netta's dress, Miss Simpson's father's baronetcy, Captain Dancy's +regiment, Plas Abertewey's appointments, the footmen's liveries, the +reputed wealth of the miser, even Mrs Griffith Jenkins' _moire antique_, +mourning ornaments and gold watch were variously remarked upon, and +doubtless with great good nature and deserving approbation. We all know +how we rejoice when our neighbours rise to wealth or eminence. There was +not one breakfast-table within twenty miles of Abertewey, from that of +my lord and my lady to Jim Davies and his wife, shoemakers, over which +the arrival of Howel Jenkins, the miser, as he was called, according to +his father before him, was not pulled to pieces, from the first sound of +the bells to the last shout at his hall door. + +'Shall we call?' were the words on the lips of all heads of families, +generally settled by the said 'heads' driving in their very best +equipages and gayest clothes, to pay the wedding visit to the reputed +millionnaire and his pretty, elegantly attired wife. + +Money, as I have somewhat commonplacedly remarked elsewhere, is the +master-key to most hearts, and Howel found that nearly all the hearts in +his native county were opened by his wealth. The exceptions were +principally those of his wife's family, and even in some of these he +managed to turn the key. + +It was shortly after the arrival at Plas Abertewey that Owen and Gladys +simultaneously left the farm, and we find the former on that same +morning, standing at a little distance from this residence of his sister +and Howel, surveying it, and ruminating on the family fortunes. + +'Well done, Howel,' he said to himself; 'if money hasn't done something +for you, I don't know for whom it has done anything. I declare I will +try and make some myself, and come back and marry Gladys in spite of the +world.' + +Then he began to ask himself, whether it was kind and brotherly to pass +by his only sister's door without saying good-bye to her, and whether +his father had any right to expect all her relations to give her up, +because he chose to do so? His reflections were suddenly cut short by +the appearance of Howel and another gentleman, bound, apparently, on a +fishing expedition. + +'Owen, come at last!' cried Howel, hastening up to him with great good +will. 'Better late than never. I am very glad to see you, so will be +Netta. Travelled early to hide your carpet bag, or whatever it is?' + +'Knapsack,' said Owen, shaking his cousin's offered hand; 'I'm off to +sea again.' + +'A queer road to take; but you come to see us on your way, of course. +Let me introduce you to Mr Simpson, Sir John Simpson's son. My cousin, +Mr Simpson, my wife's brother. + +Owen nodded, and Mr Simpson bowed. + +'We're going out fishing, but you'll find Netta--in bed, I'm afraid, but +she'll be glad to see you anywhere. Go up the avenue, and let Netta know +you've come. We shall be home to dinner at seven. Good-bye for the +present.' + +Owen did not stay to consider, but walked past the handsome lodge, and +up the drive, according to Howel's direction. + +'Mighty condescending and very patronising, cousin Howel!' he +soliloquised; 'but I will go and see how Netta gets on, and how your +highness treats her.' + +He reached the house, and rang stoutly at the bell. A servant answered +it, who was adjusting his coat just put on, he not having expected such +early visitors. + +'The back entrance is round the corner there, young man,' were his words +on perceiving Owen, whose pride was greatly roused thereby. + +'Tell Mrs Howel Jenkins that her brother, Mr Owen Prothero, is here,' +said Owen, intending to electrify the man. + +But he did not succeed. The servants knew very well that their +mistress's family was not of 'county rank,' and that its members were +not upon terms with the Aberteweys, therefore had no very high opinion +of them. He turned on his heel, and told a female servant to tell +Lucette, the French maid, to tell her mistress that Mr Owen Prothero was +at the door. + +In a few minutes the man reappeared, and, with a great increase of +civility, asked Mr Prothero to walk into the breakfast-room, and said +his mistress would be down as soon as possible. Whilst he was admiring +the room and its costly furniture, and considering the tea service, a +smart little French-woman came to him and asked him in French, whether +he would stay to breakfast; as he knew something of the language he +replied in the affirmative. Then appeared an equally smart and +fascinating French valet, who begged to be allowed the honour of +conducting Monsieur to a bedroom, to arrange his toilet. + +Owen laughed heartily and followed the man, who took up his knapsack +daintily, and led him to a very handsome bedroom, where Owen brushed his +hair as becomingly as he could, arranged his beard, and made himself as +smart as his wardrobe would allow of his doing. He was, as we have +before said, a very handsome young man, and sufficiently well mannered +to pass muster anywhere. + +'What is the next act, I wonder?' said he, as he found his way into the +breakfast-room. He was quite taken aback as he entered, when he saw a +pale young lady sitting in one of the windows, reading. He made his bow, +she curtseyed, and said,-- + +'Mrs Howel Jenkins' brother, I believe? My name is Simpson.' + +Owen bowed again, and not being of a shy turn, and having seen ladies of +various degrees during his travels, began to make himself agreeable. + +In a few minutes, a little French fairy flitted into the room, with her +hair off her face to display such eyes and complexion as are rare in all +times; and muslins, laces, and ribbons so blended, as to set off a +petite figure to the very best advantage. Owen was going to bow again, +when a little affected laugh, and a 'Ma foi! he doesn't know me, Miss +Simpson,' proclaimed the fairy to be his sister Netta. + +'Owen, you naughty boy, not to know me,' the little thing continued, +more naturally, running up to her brother, who took her, despite +muslins, laces, and ribbons, almost up in his big arms, and kissed her. + +'How you have rumpled me, Owen? did you ever see such a thing, Miss +Simpson?' she cried, half laughing, half in tears, as she smoothed down +the point-lace sleeves and collar. + +Just then a tall man entered, and Netta disengaging herself from Owen, +who was on the point of kissing her again, and asking her what she had +done to herself, simpered out an introduction between 'Captain Dancy and +my brother, Captain Prothero.' + +'Not quite that yet,' began Owen, anxious to disclaim the captaincy, +when he was interrupted by the entrance of one or two other men, who +were, in their turn, named to him as Sir Samuel Spendall and Mr Deep. +Owen did not like their appearance and looked towards his really lovely +little sister, to see how she received them. Her manners had a mixture +of affectation and simplicity that was rather taking than otherwise. And +Owen wondered how Howel could leave one so young and pretty amongst +three men of the world, which he soon discovered his new acquaintances +to be. True, Miss Simpson was with her, and in the middle of breakfast, +to which, in due time, they sat down, another lady came upon the scene, +by name Madame Duvet, who turned out to be the English widow of a +Frenchman. She was young, handsome, but over-bold for the taste of a man +who was in love with Gladys. + +She was at once taken with Owen's handsome face, and talked to him +incessantly, whilst Captain Dancy seated himself near Netta, and devoted +himself to her much more closely than Owen liked. However, he was very +hungry, and managed to make a good breakfast. + +He heard Netta telling Captain Dancy that her brother had been at sea +all his life, and knew nothing of the fashionable world; at which he +thought the ham he was eating would have choked him, in his effort to +repress a laugh. He longed very much to knock down one of the +'Jeames's,' who would stand gazing at him, and did so far betray his +indignation, as to ask him, when he came behind his chair, whether he +saw anything remarkable in his appearance, which so amused Madame Duvet, +that she exclaimed '_Charmant! brava!_ you make me _crever de rire_.' + +Owen was astonished at everything, but at nothing so much as at his +sister. Netta had always aped the fine lady, and made the most of her +few accomplishments; but now it was all like a fairy-tale, and the +heroine was Netta, transformed by some fairy into a princess. By turns +coquettish, affected, simple, languishing, accordingly as she feared she +was too like her natural self--the Netta of the Farm was no more, and +her representative was, to Owen at least, an anomaly. How she could have +acquired such an amount of small talk, and such a mincing speech in nine +months, was an enigma to him. London, Paris, the opera, the fashions, +even the picture galleries, were alternately in her mouth; and she +poured out tea and coffee, and laughed a silly laugh, much to her own +satisfaction, and Owen's disgust, whilst all the men were looking at +her; for assuredly she was very pretty. + +'Owen,' she said, during a sudden pause in rather a noisy conversation, +'I hear Rowland is quite a fashionable preacher. Howel means to ask him +down here, I believe. Miss Simpson went to hear him--didn't you, Miss +Simpson?' + +This was drawled out, and Owen felt very much disposed to get up and +shake his sister, as he had often done when she came from school with +any new airs and graces. But he contented himself with saying,---- + +'Rowly's a capital fellow, Netta, fach, and doing his best. Whether he's +a fashionable preacher or not I don't know, but he kept us all awake at +Llanfach one Sunday for half-an-hour, which is something.' + +'Your brother is so amusing! so _naif_! I die of him!' said Madame +Duvet. + +'Very original!' remarked Miss Simpson; 'I do like originality--' + +'Then you must like Netta,' said Owen; 'for there was never any one of +our family the least like her.' + +'Oh yes! you are, about the eyes. _Malin!_' said Madame Duvet. + +After breakfast, Owen tried to get Netta a little to himself, but there +were distant calls to make, and drives and rides to be arranged, which +caused him to be unsuccessful in his efforts. So he fell to the lot of +Mr Deep, who took him to see Howel's hunters and dogs, and all the other +wonders of Abertewey. + +'Deep by name, and deep by nature,' was Owen's reflection, after his +morning with his new acquaintance. 'He has managed to get all my secrets +out of me, one excepted; but he has not confided any to me in return. +One thing I suspect, however, that he has a turn for horse-racing and +betting.' + +Howel and Mr Simpson came home about six o'clock; and the whole party, +with the addition of Mr Rice Rice, assembled at dinner. Howel had +ordered his valet to see that 'Captain Prothero' was properly dressed; +and, accordingly, Owen was obliged to put on a smart waistcoat and tie +belonging to Howel, which greatly embellished his outer man, and gave +him increased favour in the eyes of Madame Duvet and Miss Simpson. + +He was more astounded than ever when he saw his sister in her evening +costume. + +'What do you think of her, Owen?' whispered Howel, as he stood literally +gazing at her before dinner. + +'I can't exactly say,' was the reply; 'but she is no longer Netta +Prothero of the Farm.' + +'I should imagine not!' said Howel. 'Pray don't let us talk of farms +here, Owen. I don't like conversation that smells of the shop.' + +'Not even of the old place where we used to steal lollilops?' asked +Owen, maliciously. + +Howel turned away for fear of being overheard, and devoted himself quite +as much to Madame Duvet, as Captain Dancy still did to Netta; and Owen +wondered on. + +Again he looked at Netta, as she sat curled up on a sofa, a mere child +in appearance, but so pretty, in white, with some sort of +cherry-coloured ornaments for dress and head, that no one could possibly +have recognised her as the country belle of twelve months ago. 'Her own +mother would not know her!' thought Howel. 'Poor mother, she would +scarcely care for all this grandeur, though one can't help envying it a +little. I will be off to California, and come home and buy a place, and +see whether Gladys would not be as good a fine lady as Netta.' + +The dinner was grand; the servants were grand; all was grand to Owen's +bewildered imagination. Madame Duvet made such very decided attempts to +talk to him, however, that he was obliged to cease wondering, and to +bring his usually versatile genius into play, in the light of all the +grandeur. He got on so well with the lady, that Howel wondered in his +turn, and after dinner told Owen that he verily believed if he played +his cards well, he might make an impression on the pretty widow. + +'One can do that, I should say, without any cards at all,' said Owen, +showing his white teeth from amidst his big black beard. + +When the ladies had left the dinner-table, Owen began to gain some +insight into the characters and pursuits of Howel's guests. He had not +spent thirteen or fourteen years amongst men of all ranks and all +nations, without having acquired a shrewd judgment, and a tolerable +knowledge of mankind. + +The conversation turned at once upon hunting, racing, steeple-chasing, +billiards, bets, and the like. It was evident that Howel, too, was well +initiated into such matters. Mr Rice Rice asked him when the question of +the hounds was to be decided, and Howel said that kennels were in +preparation, and that he hoped to have a first-rate pack by the winter. +There arose a dispute about a celebrated racer that Howel appeared to +possess in London, and that was expected daily at Abertewey. Howel +declared his intention of letting her run at the Carmarthen races. +Captain Dancy, having heavy stakes on the mare, vowed it might disable +her for the Derby, and words ran high; but Mr Deep interposed, and +changed the subject to that of _rouge et noir_. + +They sat over the dinner-table till nearly eleven o'clock, by which time +they were all more or less exhilarated. Howel's wines were good, his +cellar was well stocked, and he was lavish of everything that might give +him a reputation amongst the Welsh squires that surrounded him, many of +whom still worshipped at the shrine of Bacchus. + +When they joined the ladies, Owen thought the conversation was rather +too loud and boisterous. Captain Dancy alone was quite himself, and made +Netta sing some little French songs to Owen's great amusement. After tea +and coffee had been carried round, a card table appeared, and +_vingt-et-un_ was proposed. The stakes were so high that Owen trembled +for his small stock of wealth? but to his astonishment again, he found +himself, at the end of the evening, a gainer of nearly five pounds, +although he had been most moderate in his own stakes. He was struck with +the eagerness of Madame Duvet and Netta, who entered into the game with +all the avidity of accomplished gamblers. + +It was very late when they finished the game, and nominally retired for +the night, but not late enough to prevent Howel, Captain Dancy, Mr Deep, +and Sir Samuel Spendall from sitting down again to whist. Owen left them +at it, not altogether satisfied with himself or his companions. + +The following day, Owen again tried to get some private conversation +with Howel or Netta, but in vain. The breakfast was even later than the +previous morning, as Howel did not go out fishing, and afterwards there +were more distant calls to make, and Netta was engaged in preparing her +dress with her maid for a dinner-party at Mr Rice Rice's, at which she +desired to appear particularly grand. The gentlemen were playing +billiards part of the day, and riding the rest, in neither of which +amusement Owen joined. Madame Duvet did her best to amuse him, and +succeeded very well, for Owen was far from insensible to the charms of +beauty, and, in spite of Gladys, could not resist flirting a little, in +his own matter-of-fact way, with a pretty woman. + +The three ladies, Captain Dancy and Howel, were the dinner guests at Mr +Rice Rice's, the other gentlemen were invited for the dance in the +evening. Young Rice Rice had given Owen a lame invitation the previous +day, which he had declined; never having been in the habit of visiting +him when at home, he did not choose to do so under Howel's countenance. + +Owen's astonishment was brought to a climax that evening when his sister +appeared dressed for this, her first public appearance on the small +stage of a country-neighbourhood, or, to speak more respectfully, county +visiting. It was Howel's pleasure that she should make it in point lace +and diamonds. Not even to Owen was it whispered that the lace was a +wonderfully good imitation, or that the diamonds, instead of being of +the first water, were first-rate paste; and no one suspected the +deception. The great millionnaire, Howel Jenkins, could well afford to +give his pretty wife the real jewels and lace, and had the credit of so +doing; and as no one, save himself and the jeweller, knew that they were +false, he thought himself a very clever fellow for gaining the +reputation of unbounded liberality upon very small means. Be it said, +however, that his own studs, pin and ring, were real. + +The French maid had eclipsed herself in Netta's toilet, and Owen felt +that if she were not his sister, he must have fallen in love with her +himself. The black roguish eyes sparkled like the brilliants she wore, +and the complexion was scarcely rivalled by the roses she had in her +bouquet. + +Howel looked really proud of her, and it is not surprising that he felt +greatly elevated as he took the reins from the coachman and drove off in +his fine new carriage, drawn by capital horses, and attended by liveried +servants. + +His last whisper to Netta, before they entered Mr Rice Rice's +drawing-room was, 'Keep up your consequence, and don't say, "Yes, +indeed!" every minute.' + +He was determined to keep up his own consequence, and began at once by +patronising everybody present. There were some of the county gentry who +had demurred as to calling on the old miser's son, and who were +astonished at the kind of tone he assumed. They, who had been gravely +considering whether they could possibly shake hands with him, found +themselves on a level with, if not beneath him, at once, by mere +effrontery. There is some truth in the saying that, 'Accordingly as you +think of yourself, others will think of you;' and impudence and riches +combined, together with a certain amount of talent and personal +appearance, can overcome vast worldly obstacles. Besides did he not +bring an unmarried baronet with him--one of the very ancient family of +Spendalls--and the son and daughter of a man of title, and a captain of +the dragoon guards? to say nothing of that fashionable widow, reputed a +fortune. And were there not plenty of young ladies, poor if proud, in +the county, wanting partners, either for dancing or life, or both? + +After that evening, people sneered at home perhaps, but they called and +invited and made much of the master and mistress of Plas Abertewey, +forgetting or ignoring their origin. + +Netta, too, obeyed Howel's last injunction to the best of her ability. +Her youth and beauty were greatly in her favour, and her affectation +covered the shyness and awkwardness that she felt in being suddenly +thrown amongst people upon whom she had formerly looked with awe. The +Nugents were there, but the Gwynnes were absent, and she had the +pleasure of feeling that she had as many, if not more, partners than the +heiress, Miss Nugent, and was much more grandly dressed. As for Miss +Rice Rice, she fell quite into the shade before her. + +Her old friend, Sir Hugh Pryse, was particularly attentive, and talked +to her of Miss Gwynne; and Captain Dancy was as much devoted to her +abroad as at home. Her head was quite turned, and nothing but the +consciousness that Howel was present kept it on her shoulders at all; +but the fear of a lecture for some mistake in manners kept her so much +on her guard, that she got through the evening wonderfully, and achieved +what Mme. Duvet called _un grand succes_. + +And Howel danced, and talked, and introduced his friends, and patronised +everybody, much as if he had been a feudal monarch amongst his barons. +Here and there might have been seen a suppressed smile, as one of the +company whispered to another, 'Where is Mrs Griffey Jenkins to-night? +What would old Griff, the miser, say to those diamonds? I wonder his +very ghost doesn't appear?' but still money won its usual way. And when +Howel's chariot came to the door, there were more surprised and admiring +eyes fixed upon it from the bystanders without, than on that of any +other of the assembled party. As Mrs Griffey Jenkins said when she heard +of the evening gaieties,-- + +'Deet to goodness, and my Howel's was grander than any one. I do answer +for that. Now his is a beauty carriage and horses, and servants as grand +as Queen Victoria's or Prince Albert's, for I did be seeing them in +London myself.' + + + + + + +CHAPTER XXX. + +THE PATRON. + + +Tuesday and Wednesday had passed quickly away, and Thursday brought to +Owen amusements similar to those of the previous days; but no private +intercourse with his relations. In the evening of his third day at +Abertewey, there was a concert at the neighbouring town, huge bills of +which had been posted up on the walls and houses of the said town, +purporting that the entertainment was under the immediate patronage of +Howel Jenkins, Esq. of Plas Abertewey, and his friends. Elegant little +pink and blue programmes were scattered over that patriotic gentleman's +tables, and he had used his eloquent language, and made great efforts to +get together a large party for the occasion. + +It was principally a Welsh concert, he urged, and he considered it right +to patronise native talent. There was the celebrated _Eos_, and the last +representative of the ancient bards, and the best specimen of a Welsh +harper, besides several respectable English singers, and he, for one, +should muster as many supporters as he possibly could. + +He did so, accordingly, and with that spirit of liberality which +characterised him when any popularity was to be acquired thereby +purchased a great number of tickets, and distributed them amongst his +servants and neighbours with majestic grace. He had managed to enlist a +large party at Mr Rice Rice's the previous evening, some of whom were to +dine at Abertewey, and to go thence to the concert; others to meet him +and his friends there. + +Owen felt lost in the grandeur of that evening, and would have been +quite forgotten but for Mme. Duvet, who was constant in her admiration +of him. But it was amusement and wonder enough for him to watch Howel +and Netta, quite _en prince et princesse_, receiving their guests, who, +if not as yet of the aristocracy of the county, were of high +respectability and good position in it. If the host and hostess were +rather desirous of showing how grand they were, their dinner and wines +were so good as to cover their efforts. + +What if their guests remarked, as guests will, gentle reader, when our +backs are turned, that Howel was insufferably purse-proud and conceited, +and his wife as affected and provincial as possible; they did not hear +the friendly notices, and were well content to fill the concert room +with their party, all in full dress, to the admiration of the townsfolk, +and of Mrs Griffey Jenkins in particular. + +Howel had quite forgotten his mother in his general invitation and did +not even see her for some time, seated in a prominent position, and +making one of his own party, to all appearance. She had saved his +character for filial duty by going where he would little have thought of +placing her, and awaiting his arrival, as her pride impelled her to do. +Owen spied her at once, and took Mme. Duvet to the seat next her, on her +left; whilst on her right sat Mr Deep, and nigh to him, of all people in +the world, Mrs Rice Rice, that staunch supporter of family dignity. + +Owen shook hands with Aunt 'Lizbeth, and introduced her to Madame Duvet +and Mr Deep, after having asked them first of all whether they had seen +her previously. + +'I never had that honour,' said Madame Duvet, curtseying. + +'I didn't be going to Abertewey since you was coming there, ma'am,' said +Mrs Griffey, rising and curtseying, to the unspeakable diversion of Mrs +Rice Rice and Mr Deep. + +The reader may remember that Mrs Jenkins was at Abertewey when Howel +made his triumphant entry there, but the following morning he gave her +to understand, as delicately as he could, that the idiomatic +translations of the Welsh language which had been so refreshing in +London, would be better in her native town than at Abertewey, and she +departed accordingly. + +His ire may be imagined, when he suddenly heard the well-known idioms +lavished upon Madame Duvet and Mr Deep, who were enjoying them a great +deal more than the concert, which, being principally in the vernacular, +was not so intelligible and far less amusing. Mrs Jenkins was in her +glory. Never had Mrs Rice Rice been so condescending before. She and Mr +Deep made themselves more agreeable than she had supposed it possible +for such grand people to be, and she frequently glanced at Owen, as much +as to say, 'And I am the person that your father turned out of doors!' + +Owen, on his side, was sorry that he had exposed her to the sarcasm that +she so little understood, and talked to Madame Duvet to withdraw +attention from her. + +As to Howel, his rising sun was obscured--his blushing honours were +dimmed--his majesty, patronage, grandeur were lowered by the propinquity +of his nearest of kin. In the midst of his county friends himself, he +still felt that his mother was making herself ridiculous near at hand; +whilst complimented and thanked for his patriotic support of native +_cos_,[Footnote: Nightingales.] the native idioms rang in his ears, and +he longed to annihilate them altogether. This on his right hand. On his +left, Netta, looking literally like 'a rose in June,' and receiving the +very marked attentions of Captain Dancy, on one side, and of Mr Rice +Rice, junior, on the other. He scarcely knew which was most irritating, +'the idioms,' or her affected giggle. Trite but true is the proverb, +'There is no rose without its thorn;' and Howel was pricked severely by +the thorns surrounding the rose of his first step into popularity. + +Between the acts, and between the songs, Mrs Griffey went on something +in this sort,-- + +'Indeet yes, sir! treue for you there. The Welsh is a splendit language. +My son Howels--there he is to be proving it--do always say so. Ah! +that's "The rising of the lark," I was singing that myself years ago. +London! to be seure! Now there was singing I was hearing at the play. My +son Howels did tak us to the play. I never was hearing or seeing the +like in my life. Seure, the Queen Victoria or Prince Albert don't be +dressing half as fine as the gentlemen and ladies I was seeing act. The +Queen! Oh, Mrs Rice Rice, fach! Ma'am, I was disappointed! Just a bonnet +no better than my doater-in-law's. What, sir! a crown? Not 'sactly a +crown; but I was 'specting to see a queen different from other people. +Hush! I do hear my son Howels cry, "Silence!" and they do be playing "Ap +Shenkin." Not so bad that for Wales, Mrs Rice Rice. My son Howels do +sing beautiful himself, and do play--Hush! look you at him. He don't +like tolking in the music. He, he, he, sir! you do make me laugh. To be +seure I don't mean to be marrying again, though men are so much for +money. I am thinking you gentlemen 'ould be marrying your grandmothers +for the beauty money! Not my son Howels, indeet! He don't be wanting +money. He marry his cousin for love. Hush you! There's Pengoch beginning +a Penyll! You don't be hearing anything like that in England. Ach a fi! +my 'deet, I am sorry. "God save the Queen!" and it don't seem an hour +since they began!' + +Mrs Jenkins stood up with the rest, and beat time emphatically Scarcely +was the last verse of 'God save the Queen' finished, when Howel came up +to his mother, and biting his tongue to keep in his ire, said-- + +'Mother, I will see you safe first!' and without allowing her time to do +more than make a curtsey to her companions, offered her his arm, and led +her quickly down the room. He did not venture to speak to her, but +nodding to one and another as he passed, said, 'I shall be back +directly. I am just going to send my mother home first,' reached the +door, and called for his carriage. It was close at hand, the hour for +ordering the carriages being past; and he speedily put his mother into +it. 'Drive Mrs Jenkins home, and return immediately,' he exclaimed. + +'Which way, ma'am?' asked the servant. + +'Go you down the street, then turn to the right, and the first house +with a railing and steps, and a brass knocker,' said Mrs Jenkins, +exulting as they drove off in her new dignity and importance. Howel, on +the contrary, returned to the concert-room, cursing his folly for having +settled in his native county, and wishing his mother anywhere else. + +Nevertheless, he received the thanks of the conductor of the concert +with bland humility, and expressed his intention of using all his best +efforts in behalf of his country and countrymen. Finally he assisted in +cloaking and shawling the ladies, seeing them to their carriages, and +bidding them condescending good nights. + +For himself, however, he had not a good night, being haunted with the +demons of jealousy and discontent. As soon as Netta and he were alone, +he addressed her in very different tones from those which he had called +forth for the ladies of the concert-room. + +'Netta, why do you let Dancy pay you such attentions?' he began, with a +scowling brow and flashing eye. + +'Why does Mme. Duvet let you pay her such attention?' was Netta's +instant reply. + +Now Netta was too well pleased with herself, and the effect of her +beauty on others, to endure being snubbed, and was very angry that Howel +was not pleased also. + +'Don't be a fool, Netta. You know Madame Duvet is doing all she can to +catch Owen.' + +'Oh! jealous are you? Well, there were plenty of other ladies who let +you pay them attention; why was that I wonder?' + +'I tell you what it is, Netta, I won't allow Dancy to devote himself to +you as he does.' + +'Then you had better tell him so, I ain't going to do it; he's your +friend, and if he admires me, I think you ought to be proud of it.' + +'You did nothing but flirt and giggle with him all the evening. What +with you on one side and my mother on the other, I thought I must have +left the room.' + +'Giggle, indeed; I don't know what you mean, sir; you never eused to say +I giggled.' + +'Can't you say _used_, and not _eused_, you will never cease to be +provincial,' + +'Other folks are provincial, I think, besides me. If you said your own +mother was provincial, it 'ould be true enough.' + +'There again! if you are your own natural self, you leave out all your +_w's_ directly; I wish you would be careful, Netta.' + +'Well, so do the French. I declare I won't speak again to-night, that I +won't, you cross, unnatural, unfeeling fellow; and all because you're +jealous of Owen. Madame Duvet says he's the handsomest man she ever saw, +and that his beard is enough to win any woman's heart.' + +'You had better hold your tongue, I think,' said Howel, stifling a laugh +at the idea of Owen's irresistible beard; 'you never say a word of +sense.' + +'And you never say a kind word,' said Netta, breaking down at that last +attack, and beginning to cry. + +'Now don't blubber, and let all the house hear you.' + +'I wonder whether leaving out a _w_ is half as vulgar as to tell one's +wife not to blubber. But I won't speak to you again. I wish I hadn't +married you, I do.' + +'I wish to heaven you hadn't.' + +At this Netta began to sob very much, and Howel softened somewhat, but +not sufficiently to make any excuse for his conduct; and Netta went to +bed, proud, indignant, and unhappy, and wishing herself back again at +Glanyravon. + +The next morning, Owen remarked that Netta did not speak to Howel at +all, and that she was very reserved and strange in her manner to Captain +Dancy. The captain, however, took no notice of the change, but whilst he +seemed to converse more than usual with Miss Simpson, anticipated all +Netta's wants and wishes with most insinuating tact. Netta, with her +changing colour, and half-pettish, half-shy manner, was still more +attractive than Netta affected and silly. Owen thought that Howel felt +this, for he went behind her chair, and put his hand on her shoulder, +whilst he asked for some more sugar in his tea. Netta's lips pouted, but +her eyes brightened as she said in a half whisper, 'You're sweeter than +you were, Howel.' + +Howel excused the common-place allusion to the sugar, in consideration +of the bright face that looked up at him, and so the storm lulled for +the present. + +This was Owen's fourth day at Abertewey, and it was a facsimile of the +second, with the exception that Mr and Miss Simpson and Mr Deep did not +go to the dinner-party to which the rest went, at a neighbouring country +house, so Owen had company at dinner, and was ordered by Netta to do the +honours. + +Miss Simpson refused to play whist, and Owen declined billiards, so +whilst Mr Deep got as much money as he could out of Mr Simpson, Owen +devoted himself and his captivating beard to Miss Simpson. + +In the course of conversation that young lady informed him that she and +her brother intended leaving Abertewey the following week, and that she +supposed the rest of the party would soon follow for the Ascot Races, +and she hoped Owen would join them; she was sure her papa and mamma +would be very glad to see him. She also let out that her brother, +Captain Dancy, and Howel had heavy bets on the different horses that +were to run, and that she expected there would be great excitement. As +to Mr Deep, nobody quite knew what he did, he was so very reserved and +quiet. + +Owen stayed on at Abertewey day after day, he scarcely knew why. In the +first place, he was very well amused, and liked his quarters. In the +second, his new friends all liked him; the women for his good looks and +open-hearted civility, the men, because he took his own course and did +not interfere with them, and was a very amusing fellow besides. In the +third place, he stayed on because he felt anxious about Howel and Netta +and their way of beginning life. He had been a man careless of money +himself all his days, but he had been, as the saying goes, no one's +enemy but his own--he feared that Howel might turn out, not only his own +foe but the foe of others, since he perceived that the propensities of +his unmonied youth were strengthening and maturing in his monied +manhood. He had no opinion of any man who would fleece another, and he +saw that Howel and Mr Deep were preying upon the simple, conceited Mr +Simpson, and the careless, lavish Sir Samuel Spendall. As to Mr Deep, he +watched his opportunity of outwitting either of the four as it offered. + +Saturday came and passed, as usual, in visiting and gambling. A good +many of the sporting men of the country called to see Howel's famous +race-horse, Campaigner, in training for the St Leger, and to indulge in +a little of the sporting gossip of the day, whilst their womankind +indulged in more general, and equally intellectual, country gossip. Some +of the young men stayed to dinner, and when Miss Simpson had duly played +her waltzes, and Netta had gone through her French songs, _vingt-et-un_ +was proposed. + +Owen took his customary place by Madame Duvet, and played his usual +game. But he had not the luck of the previous evening, and soon lost the +five pounds he then won, and very nearly the little he possessed +besides. When he knew that he was within a few shillings of bankruptcy +he said,-- + +'I am very sorry to leave such agreeable society, but if I play any more +I shall never get to sea. Look at my purse!' holding it up and shaking +it, 'it is very nearly empty.' + +'Luck will change,' said Madame Duvet. 'You shall go partners with me,' +pointing to a large heap of money and counters. + +'I should be only too happy if I could bring anything to the bank, said +Owen; 'but I am too proud to be a penniless partner.' + +'You need only bring yourself,' said Madame Duvet, lowering her voice, +and giving such a glance from a pair of fine black eyes as few men could +have withstood. + +Perhaps Owen would have yielded to it, for he was by no means a hero, +had not a sudden vision of Gladys passed before his mind, followed by +one of his mother, just as he had seen her when she bade him that last +solemn good-night only the Tuesday in that very week. How the vision +came he knew not, nor did he pause to ask; but it gave him strength to +resist the temptation to begin regular gambling, a vice he had hitherto +steadily avoided. + +'No,' he said, with a merry laugh; 'I cannot afford to run into debt.' + +'Mortgage those entailed farms of yours,' said Howel. 'I wouldn't mind +lending you a trifle on them.' + +'And I will lend you five pounds without a mortgage,' said Netta. + +'Can't afford to borrow or mortgage,' laughed Owen. 'Besides it is +nearly Sunday morning, and we must all break up directly,' so he slipped +away from his seat, looked on for a few minutes, and when the party were +again absorbed in their game, went to bed. + +'Well,' he thought; 'I am not as particular as I ought to be, I know, +myself; but to play cards into Sunday morning! I could not do this. What +would my poor mother say of Netta if she knew it? I will have a serious +conversation with her to-morrow, when I suppose she will have an hour to +spare, and be off on Monday. I almost wish I had never come. That Madame +Duvet, too! One cannot help paying her attention, and she is very +handsome and agreeable; but even if there were no Gladys, she wouldn't +suit me; and here am I almost making her believe--Pashaw! She don't care +for me. What a vain fellow I am! But, I suppose, as Netta says, they +admire my beard. All but Gladys, who won't even look at it, or me. I +wonder what she would think of me in the midst of all these fine people, +dressed up in Howel's London attire! At any rate I shouldn't be half as +worthy of her good opinion as when I carried that unfortunate mash to +the Alderney, which caused the rumpus with my father. How beautiful the +girl looked, leaning upon that fortunate animal; and what a fool I made +of myself on the other side of her! Well, I was never so happy at home +before; and I know it isn't right to leave my father and mother; and I +have never done any good all my life; and I, the eldest son, and very +nearly thirty years of age! Poor uncle and aunt gave me an education, to +very little purpose I fear; and I shall have to answer for the use I +have made of it, just as those Sabbath-breakers downstairs will have to +answer for profaning this holy day. Half of it is the force of example. +Here is Howel leading Netta to destruction, just as Gladys might lead me +to--heaven, I verily believe. Rowland used to argue with me about +individual responsibility, and I suppose he was in the right of it.' + + + + + + +CHAPTER XXXI. + +THE PATRON'S WIFE. + + +The following morning, Netta was not well, and did not appear at the +breakfast-table. Howel said she had a bad headache, and did not intend +going to church. + +Breakfast was hurried over to prepare for a six miles' drive to church, +and the carriage conveyed the two ladies and three of the gentlemen +thither, resplendent with fashion and emblazoned prayer-books. Mr Deep +did not go, and Owen determined to remain at home, in order to secure +the desired conversation with Netta. + +Mr Deep, however, seized upon him first of all. + +It had not escaped that keen observer, that Howel had hinted the +previous evening that Owen possessed property in reversion; which, +indeed, he did, inasmuch as his father was a small landed proprietor, +and had several farms of his own, descended to him from his father, and +entailed upon Owen. + +Mr Deep was reading some racing calendar, and called Owen's attention to +his brother-in-law's name in connection with the names of men of note on +the turf. Also to his horse, Campaigner as being one of those entered +for the Ascot races. + +Then he went very cautiously to work to see whether he could not induce +Owen to bet; but he, holding up again his nearly empty purse, laughed +his merry laugh, and said,-- + +'I am not to be caught, Mr Deep. I hate horse-racing, and never laid a +wager of any kind in my life. That is the only redeeming point in my +character. Wild enough I have been, and roving all my life, but I never +gambled. Excuse me now, as I must go and see my sister.' + +He went accordingly to Netta's room, and after knocking at the door, +and hearing that she was still in bed, entered unceremoniously. He was +at once struck with the difference between the Netta of the farm, in her +little muslin night-cap, that he had often fairly pulled off, to get her +to promise to leave the pretty white-curtained bed, and the lady of +Abertewey, in lace and fine linen, reclining beneath satin drapery, in a +room furnished most luxuriously. + +'Well, Netta, I have you alone at last; and now, if your head is not +very bad, we will have a regular old-fashioned gossip,' said Owen, +stooping to kiss the pretty flushed face of the little sister he dearly +loved, despite her follies. + +'Did you stop at home for me, Owen? How very kind! I don't think any one +else would,' said Netta. + +'Oh, yes, many others would if it were necessary; but I wanted to have +you all to myself. Now I know you have been longing to ask me a hundred +questions, but have never got beyond "How are they all at home?" yet.' + +Netta blushed, and stammered out, as an apology, that she had never been +at leisure one minute all the week. + +By degrees she began to talk of home and her parents, and Owen was glad +to find that as she did so she returned to her old, natural self. He +told her everything that had happened at Glanyravon since she left it, +save and except what related to Gladys. He never even mentioned her +name. + +Netta had various ebullitions of temper during their conversation and +declared herself greatly aggrieved by her father's conduct. + +'But it is just as well,' she said, 'for our positions are so different +that we should never have got on comfortably. Howel is determined never +to make up with father.' + +'I am afraid he is not likely to have the option,' said Owen, gravely. +'But you should write and beg his pardon, Netta; you know you acted +directly contrary to his wishes.' + +'I think I would write, Owen, but Howel won't hear of it; he gets +furious if I even name Glanyravon, and can't bear any of 'em except +you.' + +'Netta, I think you must use your influence to keep Howel from so much +horse-racing and betting and card-playing.' + +'He don't care for what I say, and goes in a passion when I advise him.' + +'But surely you needn't play yourself as you do, and so late! Only think +what my mother--' + +'Nonsense, Owen. That would be very fine for Rowland; but you needn't +take to lecturing. You never were a pattern brother or son either.' + +Owen felt his sister's words more keenly than she intended. + +'You are right, Netta, but I hope to mend. I must go away to-morrow in +order that I may begin. I mean to make some money this next voyage, and +come home, and set up as a steady fellow and good son.' + +'And marry Madame Duvet? Do you know she is regularly in love with you? +and they say she has a large fortune in France.' + +'There it may remain for me. But I wish you wouldn't play cards +Sundays.' + +'They all do it in Paris, Owen, and what's the harm? Besides, it was +only Saturday night; and we never do play Sundays, as you will see +to-day. By-the-bye, what's gone with that Methodistical, lack-a-daisical +Gladys? Is mother as mad about her as ever?' + +'She saved your mother's life when there was no one else to nurse her, +and is an angel, if ever there was one!' + +Netta opened her large black eyes very wide, and burst out laughing. + +'_Ma foi_! is that the last? Well, indeed! I never should have suspected +her of making an impression. But she's deep enough for anything. How +would father like that? Irish beggar against Abertewey! Come, Howel's +better than that any day. + +'Handsome is that handsome does,' said Owen, getting very red. 'And +Gladys has done well ever since she's been at Glanyravon by every one +belonging to us, not excepting yourself.' + +'Very much obliged to her, I am sure,' said Netta, suddenly sitting up +in bed, and forgetting her headache. 'She needn't trouble herself about +me. I fancy we are never likely to cross one another again, unless she +chances to come a-begging to Abertewey, and then perhaps--' + +'And then perhaps you would give her a penny and send her on to starve. +Oh! Netta, Netta, how were you ever my mother's daughter? But once for +all, Netta, I will never hear one word spoken against Gladys. _I_ at +least am thankful that I still have a mother, and I owe it to her.' + +'Dear me! you needn't be in such a huff directly, Owen. How was I to +suppose you were in love with an Irish--I beg your pardon, with Miss +Gladys O'Grady, County Kilkenny, Ireland? A very pretty name, to be +sure! But if you don't go away I shall never be dressed by the time they +come from church. There, go like a good boy. I 'ont offend you any +more.' + +'I will go as soon as you have told me what you and Howel did in Paris. +I seem to know nothing of your proceedings for ages past.' + +'It was dreadfully dull there at first, and I thought I should have +died of it. I quite longed to be at home again. Howel was a great deal +out, and I was alone; but then he gave me a singing master, and a French +and dancing mistress, and made me work as hard as if I was at school +again. In about a month Captain Dancy and Mr Simpson came over, and it +was much more pleasant. We used to go to the opera and the play nearly +every night, and Captain Dancy introduced me to Madame Duvet, and she +introduced me to a great many other ladies, English and French, and we +had a good deal of fun. I went to balls and parties, and picture +galleries, and the Champs Elysees, and all the fashionable places.' + +'But where did Howel meet with Mr Deep?' interrupted Owen. + +'Oh! he used to be with him from the first. They are very old friends, +Howel says, and have known one another for years; he is a very +fashionable man, an attorney by profession. Simpson says that the races +couldn't go on without him.' + +'I should think not,' said Owen, smiling; 'at all events, Mr Simpson's +races would be at a stand still without him. Did you, did Howel play +much abroad?' + +'Yes, I learned from Madame Duvet? and I think Howel and Mr Deep and the +other gentlemen used to play all day. You know they have nothing else to +do in Paris. It would be very dull there without cards.' + +'Poor Netta! is that what you learned with your little bit of French?' + +'I assure you, Owen, Monsieur Letellier and a dozen other Frenchmen said +I had a beautiful accent, and that they would have thought I was born in +Paris.' + +Owen laughed heartily, and Netta was offended, and told him to go away. +Just as he was in the act of obeying, Howel appeared. + +'What! not up, Netta? How's the head? Owen, there's a letter for you. +Llanfach post-mark, and from a lady? such a neat, pretty, ladylike hand! +How sly you are to have lady correspondents, and not let us know who the +charmer is!' + +'Let me see the direction,' said Netta, trying to get the letter from +her brother. + +'No, no,' said Owen. 'I must keep my secret for the present when it is +all settled you shall know.' + +'It makes you blush, however,' laughed Howel. + +'Is it Mary Jones, or Anne Jenkins, or Amelia Lewis, or Miss Richards, +doctor, or Jemima Thomas--or--or--perhaps it is Gladys. Ha, ha! do you +know, Howel, Owen's last is mother's Irish girl, Gladys?' + +'Really?' sneered Howel. 'My mother tells me that she ran away from +Glanyravon, and report says with somebody we know of. But report was +false as usual; and she turns up again as Miss Gwynne's lady's maid. +Miss Gwynne is about as eccentric as the rest of the clique, and I wish +her joy of her bargain. The girl is a beauty, certainly, but--' + +'Hush, Howel!' cried Netta; 'Owen was nearly boxing my ears about her +just now.' + +'Not exactly, Netta,' said Owen, smothering rising anger, and looking +very red; 'but I won't hear a word said against her either by man or +woman. I am going to read my letter now, and you are going to get up, so +I won't stop here any longer,' and Owen left the room. + +He went at once to his own bedroom, where he hastily broke open the +letter Howel had given him, and read as follows:-- + + 'GLANYRAVON PARK, _May_----. + + 'SIR,--I hope you will excuse my boldness in writing to you; but + having heard that you are at Abertewey, I take the liberty of doing + so, to tell you that your leaving home has made us all very + unhappy. Oh! Mr Owen, if you would only go back and see your dear + mother and honoured father, and learn how lonely they are without + you, I think you would give up the sea, or at least remain with + them for some time. If you would write to the master, or say a few + gentle words to him, he would overlook your going to see your + sister, I am almost sure; and, indeed, it breaks my heart to know + that I was the cause of your going away so suddenly, after you had + been so long at home, and so good to your parents. + + 'Then, dear Mr Owen, you, who have been always so kind to me, a + poor orphan wanderer, and beggar at your father's gate, do, I pray + you, add this one favour more to the many you have done me, and + return to your parents, to take leave of them at least before you + go away. Hoping you will forgive my writing to you on this subject, + believe me to remain, Mr Owen, your obedient and grateful servant, + GLADYS O'GRADY.' + +When Owen had read this letter twice, he devoutly kissed it, and +exclaimed,-- + +'This favour, Gladys! ay, and a thousand more, if you will only write to +me, and let one little "_dear_" slip in unawares every time you ask one. +I suppose I had better write to father to-day, and follow my letter +to-morrow.' + +Owen sat down at once, and wrote the following brief epistle:-- + + 'MY DEAR FATHER,--If I have offended you in any way, I am very + sorry. I didn't mean to do so, and shall return to-morrow to ask + pardon in person; but, remember, I am just as much in love with + Gladys as ever, and don't mean to curry favour about her. With best + love to mother, I am, your affectionate son, OWEN.' + +That day at luncheon Owen announced his intention of leaving Abertewey +the following morning. + +'To see the fair lady who wrote that neat note?' said Howel. + +'Probably so,' replied Owen. + +'Where are you going? We shall miss you dreadfully,' said Madame Duvet, +with an entreating glance. + +'I fear we must all leave on Tuesday or Wednesday,' said Miss Simpson: +'at least if you still intend going to London with us, Madame Duvet. I +have had a letter from home, positively refusing any further extension +of leave, and my brother promises to return with me.' + +'We may as well all go together, then,' said Captain Dancy, 'as I must +be in town this week; and Deep goes up on Tuesday. When are you coming, +Jenkins?' + +'Only in time for Ascot. I cannot leave home until to-morrow week, and +shall probably only remain the race week. Mrs Jenkins is not going up, +and I shall not like to leave her long alone. Owen, you must come over +and see her when I am away.' + +'I think you had better stay at home, Howel. You will run less risk in +taking care of Netta than you will at Ascot.' + +'Thanks for your advice, but I know my own business best.' + +'I beg your pardon, Howel, I meant no offence. But although I am going +home, I don't know how long I may stay there. Perhaps shall be off to +sea in a few days.' + +'I will use your own words,' said Madame Duvet, 'and say better stay at +home, and take care of--let me see--yourself, I suppose. You will run +less risk than at sea.' + +Owen laughed, and said he would not reply in Howel's words, as he was +not sure that he knew his own business best. But he did not add that he +should like to take care of Madame Duvet as she wished him to do. + +Neither did that afternoon and evening at Abertewey improve Owen's +opinion of its inmates. French novels and betting-books were their +sermons, and he longed to take his poor little sister Netta away from +the contamination of such society. But she came downstairs after +luncheon was over, gay and bright in dress and person, and ready for any +amount of frivolity. Her countenance clouded over, when she heard how +soon the party was to be broken up; but when Howel assured her he +should be only a week absent, and that he would take her to town in +June, it cleared again. + +Owen took his leave of Abertewey the following morning. Netta whispered +'Give my love to mother,' and had a very large tear in her black eye, as +he walked away, the remembrance of which often haunted him in after +days. Howel told him to come again whenever he liked, and accompanied +him as far as the lodge on his homeward journey. + +When he reached Glanyravon, he found his mother prepared to receive him +with joyful love. His father came in soon after his return, and greeted +him as he expected, with a very wrathful lecture, which he bore +patiently, and to which he replied as follows:-- + +'Thank you, father; I am much obliged to you for all your abuse, but I +don't think I deserve it. As I am of age, and a few years past that +period, you must let me have a will of my own.' + +'I think you have always had one,' roared the farmer. + +'Yes, but not at home, father. I was obliged to run away to get it. But +now I mean to stay at home if you will let me. Gladys is gone away, so I +don't stay on her account.' + +'I'm not seure of that. You never stayed on ours.' + +'Well, I will now. But I can't promise to give up Netta. I've had enough +of Abertewey, and don't mean to go there any more as far as I can see at +present, and that's all I can say about that matter. As for Gladys, I +suppose I must get her consent and yours to marry her, and when I've got +them you won't object, I suppose?' + +'I think you'd best go off to sea again. I don't want any agreements +made here.' + +'I am not going to make any agreements, but as I am your eldest son, and +the only one able and willing to stay at home and help you and mother, I +do not see why you should wish to send me off to sea again, now that I +really would be of use to you. I know that I have not been what I ought +to have been to you hitherto, and my desire is to make up for the past +as well as I can. So, father, you had better take me whilst I am in the +humour, and see what you can make of me. Hit the nail while it is hot, +and don't discourage me at first starting, or I shall never get on. You +know I'm very shy, and want some one to lend me a helping hand. If +you're not too hard upon me you may make something useful of me yet.' + +Owen put his hand on his father's shoulder, as he wound up his speech, +in a coaxing, boyish way, that had always proved irresistible. The +honest farmer pished and pshawed, and tried to get into a fresh +passion, but meeting Owen's saucy eyes, fairly broke down. + +'I tell you what it is, Owen, you're a regular scamp, and always were; +but you know better than any of 'em to come over me, so--now, don't be a +fool, mother! Just because the good-for-nothing young scoundrel promises +to stay at home you must begin to cry. Name o' goodness hold your +tongue, and don't be coaxing and kissing me, and all that nonsense. He +'out keep his promise a month, you shall see.' + +'So she shall, father, and you and I will shake hands upon it, and I'll +be a good boy, and never be naughty any more.' + +Father and son shook hands, and mother and son embraced, and future +chapters will show whether Owen kept his word. + + + + + + +CHAPTER XXXII. + +THE MAN OF THE WORLD. + + +Two or three months passed, and no particular event happened either at +the park or farm, and summer came round again. Gladys was now +established at the former, and Owen at the latter, but although they had +seen one another frequently at church or at a distance, they had +scarcely spoken since they parted on the evening of their remarkable +meeting in the cow-house. Gladys scrupulously avoided Owen, and all his +endeavours to fall in with her were fruitless. + +Colonel Vaughan was again at Glanyravon, and Freda was in buoyant +spirits. So, indeed, were her neighbours, the Nugents,--Miss Nugent in +particular. She was to be of age in a few days, and grand preparations +were making to celebrate the event. + +On the morning on which we take up our Glanyravon narrative Miss Nugent +is inflicting herself upon Miss Gwynne, who longs to tell her to go +away, but is too polite to do so. + +'You know, Freda,' she says, 'I have been longing to be of age for +yearth. Mamma ath been tho thrict, and kept me tho clothe, that I never +dared to thpeak to a gentleman. Now I can do ath I like.' + +'And what will you have to say?' asked Freda, bluntly. 'I never hear you +venture upon many topics, when you have an opportunity.' + +'Oh, Freda! there are tho many thingth.' + +'Just tell me one or two.' + +'Let me thee. Ballth and contherth, and the opera when I go to London, +and--and--muthic--' + +'Is that all?' + +'You are tho tirethome, Freda; of courthe there are other thingth, but +one cannot think of them all at onthe. Every one ithent tho clever ath +you. Colonel Vaughan thaid I talked quite enough for any young lady. +Gentlemen didn't like ladieth who talked too much.' + +'Indeed! Where was your mamma when he said that?' + +'Oh! the didn't hear him. Do you know I think the liketh Colonel +Vaughan, and ith jealouth of me. He thaid he would come down when I came +of age, and tho he did, you see, Freda.' + +'To your mamma, or you?' + +'To me quite alone. But you needn't look tho croth and fierthe, Freda. I +couldn't help hith being polite to me, and paying me complimenth.' + +'What compliments?' + +'Oh! I can't tell you, he thaid so much about my lookth, that I am thure +he made me bluth.' + +'Did you believe him?' + +'Yeth; and I think he liketh me better than mamma.' + +'Do you think there is any one else in the world besides your mamma and +yourself?' + +'Well, yeth, of courth.' + +'Then why don't you sometimes talk of some one else? Do you like Colonel +Vaughan, for instance?' + +'Oh! I never thaw any one in my life I like tho much, except Rowland +Prothero. He ith younger. Mamma thaith--' + +'There again, Wilhelmina!' + +'I forgot--you are tho quick, Freda. Don't you like Colonel Vaughan?' + +'Pretty well sometimes.' + +'What a colour you have, Freda. You thouldn't draw tho much. I with I +had a tathte for drawing. Colonel Vaughan drawth tho well!' + +'What can his drawing well have to do with your drawing?' + +'He would look over my drawing then ath he doth yourth, Freda. He thaith +you are very clever. But you mutht be nearly five-and-twenty, Freda; and +he thaith no woman ought ever to be more than twenty-one,' + +'When did he favour you with that remark? I think I once heard him say +twenty-five was the most charming age of all.' + +At this part of the conversation the subject of it entered the room, and +whilst Freda's colour rose higher and higher, and she stooped more +closely over her drawing, Miss Nugent got up and greeted him with great +delight. Freda made up her mind not to speak, that she might listen to +the conversation that ensued. + +'Are all the preparations progressing, Miss Nugent? What are we to do to +celebrate the great event?' asked the colonel. + +'There ith to be an oxth roathed for the poor people, and tea on the +lawn, and a ball in the evening, you know, colonel.' + +'Oh, yes, I am looking forwards to that, and to the first dance. +Remember you promised me.' + +'Oh, yeth, I am thure of plenty of partnerth.' + +'I should imagine so. We men must have very bad taste if we let you sit +down. Did you walk here this morning?' + +'No, I rode. The hortheth are taken round. I have been here a long time +with Freda. It ith thuch a nice morning, ithn't it, Colonel Vaughan?' + +'Delightful! What do you mean to do when you are your own mistress? I +quite fancy how grand you will feel when you have struck the magic +hour.' + +'I darethay I thall be jutht the thame, unleth I get married.' + +Freda glances up, and perceives a smile of amusement on Colonel +Vaughan's lips, and the usual calm inanity on Miss Nugent's handsome +features. + +'That will depend on yourself, I am sure,' said the colonel. + +Freda looks again, and sees the colonel's magnificent eyes fixed on the +young lady, who returns his glance, and simpers out,-- + +'I darethay it will.' + +Colonel Vaughan turns suddenly, and encounters Freda's glance. + +'How does the drawing get on Freda? Capitally! What a sky! quite +artistic.' + +This is said whilst looking over Freda's shoulder, but she does not +respond to the remark. + +'I wath jutht thaying I with I could draw. It mutht be thuth a nithe +amuthement.' + +'Very. How is Lady Mary, to-day? I am ashamed to say I forgot to ask for +her.' + +'Very well, thank you. The thaid you promithed to come over and help to +arrange the decorationth. I hope you will.' + +'Thank you, yes. Perhaps Miss Gwynne will ride over with me to-morrow; +will you, Freda?' + +'I am engaged to-morrow,' said Freda shortly. + +'You will come at any rate, if Freda won't?' said Miss Nugent; 'the +alwayth thayth the ith engaged when we athk her. Now, don't be engaged +on Thurthday. I muth go now; will you be tho kind ath to ring for the +hortheth, Colonel Vaughan?' + +The horses were ordered, and the colonel assisted the young heiress to +mount. She looked remarkably well on horseback, and even Freda was +obliged to allow that she and her grey mare would have made a fine +equestrian statue. She saw Colonel Vaughan look at her, and even watch +her down the drive. When he returned to the drawing-room, he said,-- + +'What is the matter, Miss Freda? Have the domestic deities been adverse +this morning? I am afraid you are very--cross,' + +'Thank you, Colonel Vaughan. I am not at all--cross.' + +'Have I had the misfortune to offend you?' + +'You? by no means. But I do not wish to assist in any of the Nugent +decorations. I am not so fond of the family as you may imagine; Lady +Mary and Miss Nugent are less than indifferent to me. Lady Mary is a +mere manoeuvrer, that no straightforward person could like; and Miss +Nugent is a mere handsome wax figure, with such clever machinery inside, +that she can literally say the words, "mamma thaith." I have heard of a +doll who could say "mamma," but she is still cleverer.' + +'Colonel Vaughan bit his lips, knit his forehead, but smiled. 'You are +severe upon your neighbours, Freda.' + +'Do you admire them, then? do you think Miss Nugent altogether charming? +or will she be perfect in your eyes the day after to-morrow?' + +'If perfection consists in being a beauty and an heiress, I need not go +away from Glanyravon to seek one, Freda.' + +'Do you stereotype your compliments? I hear that you pay them wherever +you go, and I hate compliments, particularly from people whose good +opinion I value. Besides, I am neither a beauty nor an heiress, and to +be complimented in almost the same words as Miss Nugent is too +contemptible.' + +'You do not suppose that I class you together, Freda?' + +'I am thankful to say that you cannot do that, Colonel Vaughan, at least +if I know myself at all; but, after all, I may be infinitely her +inferior.' + +Freda got up from her drawing with a very flushed face. She knew that +she had said more than she meant to say, and that Colonel Vaughan was +scrutinising her with his calm, collected mind and penetrating eyes. + +'I am going out now, and you promised to ride with papa, I think,' she +said abruptly. + +'But you must not go until you have told me how I have displeased you,' +said Colonel Vaughan, rising and detaining her. He had such a power over +her that he always wormed her thoughts out of her. + +'I did not like to hear you saying what you did not mean, to Miss +Nugent,' said Freda, as if she were obliged to make a confession; 'and I +think it beneath a man like you to pay frivolous compliments to a girl +you must despise.' + +'Oh, is that all! I make a point of complimenting handsome girls, _pour +passer le temps_; it is the only way of getting on with half of them. +You must forgive me this once.' + +Freda looked at him, and even he, clever as he was, could not tell +whether her glance expressed pity, contempt, or love. She turned away, +and left the room without speaking; he made another movement to detain +her, but she was gone; his thoughts were as follows:-- + +'Charming girl! yes, she is charming: of a truthful, noble, trusting +nature; still too _prononcee_ for a woman. I scarcely think I love, much +as I must admire that sort of girl; and as a wife, I should be afraid of +her. Yet she provokes me, interests me. She is jealous of those Nugents, +and if she doesn't take care, they will cut her out, mother and +daughter, with their manoeuvres and wax; and she will be heiress of +Glanyravon no longer. Better the waxen heiress, Miss Nugent, with thirty +thousand pounds in possession in some thirty-six hours, than the iron +heiress, Miss Gwynne, with Glanyravon _in futuro_. + +'Moreover, the one may be moulded into any shape one pleases--the other +must have her own opinion, and her own way, unless a man beat her into +subjection. Certainly, few people were ever more fortunately, or +perplexingly placed, than I am just now. + +'Between two young women, handsome, rich, of good family; if I mistake +not, in love with me, and to be had for the asking. But if I married +Freda, Mr Gwynne would marry Lady Nugent directly; and then one could +tell what would become of the property. If, on the other hand, I were to +marry Miss Nugent, I should incur the utmost contempt of which Miss +Gwynne is capable, and should not wholly esteem myself. But why am I +thinking of marrying at all? Because I am forty years old, and found a +grey hair in my whiskers yesterday; because I am tired of an unsettled +life, and should like to clear off the old place, and end my days there; +and because, after all, a married man has a better position than a +single one. If that girl Gladys were in the place of either heiress, I +would not hesitate a moment. I declare she would grace a coronet; no +wonder all the young men round are in love with her. And yet, meet her +when I will, I can scarcely get more than 'yes,' and 'no,' out of her. + +'It is utterly impossible she can be what she seems, or is supposed to +be. I never saw more thoroughly aristocratic beauty in our most +aristocratic circles. Miss Nugent is as handsome as a woman can well be, +in form and feature; but her eyes are like two frozen pools, whereas +this Gladys, are literally two deep blue lakes with stars shining into +them, or out of them, or something or other that a poet would describe +better than I do. Well, what a fool I am! "A dream of fair women," in my +fortieth year, just as I dreamt of them in my sixteenth. The Fates must +decide for me, only I wish they would clear up the mystery that hangs +over that girl, and give her Miss Nugent's thirty thousand pounds.' + +Such were the thoughts that rushed through Colonel Vaughan's mind, as he +sat, apparently looking at Freda's drawing in the place that she had +vacated. We have unveiled a portion of his mind, because he is too good +a tactician to unveil it himself. It is needless to say that this +fascinating man, who has that nameless power which some men possess of +making all women love him, has himself no heart to bestow on any one. +Beyond the gratification of the moment, he is totally indifferent to all +the consequences of his powers. He is not a bad man, he would not do +anything that the world--his world, at least--would consider +dishonourable; but as to reflecting upon the cruelty of inflicting +wounds, never to be healed, upon the hearts of young ladies--why, he +would as soon reflect upon the wounds he gave an enemy in the +battle-field. He considers Cupid as fair game as Mars, and thinks that +if women will be weak, and if he is irresistible, it is no fault of his, +but rather their and his misfortune. + +Young ladies! the vulgar saying that a woman should never give her heart +to a man until she is asked for it, is, like many vulgar sayings, a good +one. Colonel Vaughan is the type of a class amongst which all are liable +to be thrown; and although men of his talent, knowledge of the world, +and apparent sincerity are rare, you may each of you meet with one such. +If you do, beware of falling in love with him until he plainly tells you +that he is in love with you, and asks if you are willing to marry him. + +Colonel Vaughan leaves the drawing-room in search of Mr Gwynne, humming +a little Scotch air, the _refrain_ of which is 'and troth I'll wed ye +a,' a thing he has often wished he could actually do. + +He finds Mr Gwynne in his library, and reminds him of the promised ride. +The horses are ordered, and they are soon trotting down the drive. As if +by mutual consent, they take the turn that leads to Pentre, Lady Mary +Nugent's place. It is about a mile from Glanyravon, and beautifully +situated on a hill that commands a fine prospect of dale, wood, and +river. + +The handsome mother and daughter are at home, and hail the arrivals +with great glee. As Lady Mary is not at all certain that Colonel +Vaughan's attentions are not exclusively meant for her, she divides her +civilities with a charming tact between the two gentlemen, and looks so +captivating whilst she does so, that the colonel wishes that her +statue-like daughter had a little of her animation. + +Everything that art and taste can devise is collected to adorn the +ladies and their abode, and if nature is lacking within doors, she is +profuse in her gifts without. + +There is nothing worth recording in the conversation; if Colonel Vaughan +had thought it over afterwards, he would probably have laughed at the +platitudes he had uttered, and wondered why people paid morning visits. +The coming of age was a grand topic, and the colonel promised to go +again the following day, and 'help in the decorations.' + +When the gentlemen took their leave, Mr Gwynne proposed a ride through +his plantations, which he was improving and enlarging. They went +accordingly. On their way they stopped at a small farm to inquire for +one of Mr Gwynne's tenants, who was dangerously ill. Mr Gwynne +dismounted, and as he entered the house, Gladys came out; she curtseyed +as she passed Colonel Vaughan, who said,-- + +'How is the invalid, Gladys? I take it for granted you have been to see +him.' + +'Yes, sir, Miss Gwynne sent me with some jelly. He is better, I hope?' + +'And are you going home now?' + +'Yes, sir.' + +'Stay one moment; will you give the poor man this half-crown when you +see him again?' + +Gladys approached, and took the half-crown, but with it there was +half-a-sovereign. + +'The rest is for yourself, to do what you like with,' added the colonel, +in a low voice. + +'Thank you, sir, but I never take money,' said Gladys, leaving the gold +in his hand, 'I do not need it.' + +'Give it to the poor, then,' said the colonel, letting it drop, and +looking annoyed. + +'Certainly, sir, if you wish it; I will tell Miss Gwynne, and she will +know to whom to give it.' + +'By no means--I mean it for you.' + +'Sir, you will excuse me, I would rather not,' said Gladys, curtseying +again, and hastening on. + +Colonel Vaughan called to a boy who was near, and told him to pick up +the money and give it to him. + +'How often does that young lady come here?' he asked. + +'Almost every day, sir,' was the reply. + +'At what time?' + +'In the afternoon, sir, from three to five, or thereabouts.' + +'Goes back in time to help Miss Gwynne dress for dinner,' thought the +colonel; 'what a lovely face it is! And what grace of movement.' + +He watched Gladys cross the farm-yard, and disappear in the plantations, +through which there was a private path to the house. + +Mr Gwynne and he passed her again as they rode on, and she curtseyed +once more, Mr Gwynne nodding to her kindly as she looked at him. + +'Who _is_ that girl, Mr Gwynne?' + +'Oh! my daughter's maid, I believe. A very pretty, modest young woman, +and all that sort of thing. Freda is very fond of her.' + +They struck into another path, and Colonel Vaughan saw no more of Gladys +that day, though he peeped into various stray corners of the house in +the hope of doing so. Moreover, he found Freda captious and cross, and +particularly annoyed at his and her father's visit to Pentre. He +punished her by playing chess with her father nearly all the evening, +and leaving her to a variety of reflections that were anything but +satisfactory to her. + + + + + + +CHAPTER XXXIII. + +THE TEMPTER. + + +'I particularly wish you to go, Gladys, and there will be plenty of +time. He was worse when I saw him yesterday, and I promised to send you +to-day to read to him, and take him some wine. I shall not want you till +five, and my dress is quite ready. They dine at half-past six, and the +evening party are invited for nine, I believe.' + +This was said by Miss Gwynne to Gladys, at about half-past two o'clock, +on the day of Miss Nugent's festivities. + +'Very well, ma'am,' said Gladys, 'I will make as much haste as +possible.' + +'Do you know where Colonel Vaughan is, Gladys?' asked Miss Gwynne. + +'I heard some one say, ma'am, that he and Mr Gwynne had walked to +Pentre, to see the dinner on the lawn.' + +'Oh! By the way, would you have liked to have gone to see these said +diversions? If so, I can send some one else with the wine.' + +'Oh no, thank you, ma'am. I would much rather walk to see poor Lloyd.' + +'Then you had better make haste.' + +Gladys was soon on her way, through the wood, to the farm mentioned in +the last chapter. She thoroughly enjoyed her walk on that lovely July +day, and thought she had never heard the birds sing so sweetly before. + +In truth, Gladys had not been so happy since her sorrows as she was now. +She felt independent, and placed in a position where she knew her exact +duties. She devoted herself and her time wholly to Miss Gwynne, and was +repaid, not only by regular wages, but by kindness, and even affection +from her mistress. + +There was increased colour on her cheek, brightness in her eyes, mirth +in her smile, elasticity in her step, and life in her whole being as she +entered the cottage whither she was sent. + +She found her patient better, and having given him some wine, read to +him, and helped his wife to make his bed. She was preparing to leave the +farm, when Owen made his appearance. He came, ostensibly to see the sick +man, but prefaced his visit to him by shaking hands with Gladys, and +talking to her. + +When she left the house, he followed her into the yard. + +'I have caught you at last, Gladys. You always run away from me as if I +were a monster.' + +'No, Mr Owen, you are mistaken.' + +'Then why don't you come and see us oftener?' + +'Because I have a great deal to do, sir; and I do not think Mr Prothero +wishes to see me.' + +'You thrive upon your absence, Gladys. I never saw any one look so much +better.' + +'How is the dear mistress, Mr Owen? and your father? and Lion? and the +cows? and--and--' + +'Not so fast, Gladys. Come and see. They are all quite well. And the +Alderney is my particular charge.' + +Gladys blushed and smiled. + +'You see I came home because you told me, and am as steady as old Time. +Don't I look so? I am going to shave off my beard--do you approve?' + +'No,' said Gladys, laughing. She scarcely knew why she felt more at ease +with Owen in her present than in her past position. + +'Then I won't do it. Did you hear that I was going to be married to Miss +Richards, Dr Richards' daughter?' + +'Yes, sir. I was told so.' + +Why did Gladys blush so very much more than before, and say the 'sir' so +stiffly? + +'Then you may deny it, for it is not true. I have not changed, Gladys, +since--do you remember the Alderney?' + +Gladys' smile said that she did. + +'But I am on parole, both to you and my father. I am quite ready to +break it with your leave.' + +'I must go, Mr Owen--Miss Gwynne will be waiting for me. Will you give +my duty to the dear mistress?' + +'I will take your love to her, Gladys, and keep half of it. May I walk +with you?' + +'If you please not, Mr Owen. I would rather not.' + +'Are you happy? just tell me this.' + +'Very--very. Miss Gwynne is so good. I can only be happy. Good-bye, Mr +Owen.' + +'Good-bye, dear Gladys,' said Owen, pressing her trembling hand that she +held out to him, and opening the farm-yard gate for her to go out. + +As Gladys hurried on with a light heart and light step, she little +thought that those kind eyes which had looked so lovingly at her were +clouded with the mists of jealousy in less than five minutes after she +had left the farm. She could not guess that the boy who had picked up +the half sovereign for Colonel Vaughan would give Owen the history of +the same, and would tell him that Gladys had dropped it, but that he was +pretty sure she had more money in her hand. + +Unconscious of anything but sunshine above and within, she hastened on, +thinking of Owen, in spite of her resolution not to think of him--a +resolution she was making and breaking from morning till night. Her +thoughts were turned into another channel, however, by the appearance of +Colonel Vaughan, who suddenly came upon her from one of the many +cross-paths in the wood. + +She curtseyed slightly, and was about to pass him, but he turned and +walked with her. + +'Gladys,' he began, 'I wish to know why you refused the money I offered +you yesterday.' + +'Because, sir, I did not think it right to take it,' answered Gladys, +promptly. + +'Why! what harm could there have been?' + +Gladys quickened her steps, but did not answer. + +'Not so fast, Gladys. I have you at last, in spite of yourself. You have +avoided me hitherto, both when you were at Prothero's and here, and +purposely misunderstood me--now you must walk through the wood with me, +and at my pace, for I must speak to you.' + +'Sir, Miss Gwynne expects me early,' said Gladys, with wonderful dignity +of manner, which was not lost upon the colonel--'_she_ is my mistress, +and I must obey her. I shall be obliged by your letting me go on.' + +'We will both go on, but leisurely and together. I have much to say to +you, and I may not have another opportunity.' + +Gladys tried to pass on, but finding that Colonel Vaughan's hand was on +her arm, and that he was resolved to detain her, she endeavoured to +summon up all her resolution and sense, and to answer his questions, +whatever they might be, according to what she might think right. + +'You will be so good as to account to my mistress for this delay, sir,' +she said. 'I am no longer a free agent.' + +'I shall do no such thing; neither will you, I hope?' + +'I most certainly shall, if necessary.' + +'Never mind; I must know, at all risks, who and what you are.' + +'I am Irish on my father's side, and Welsh on my mother's; my name is +O'Grady.' + +'But you were not born in the position you now occupy?' + +'My father was a corporal in the Welsh Fusiliers; I was brought up to +work for my bread.' + +'And your mother?' + +'Was the daughter, I believe, of a clergyman.' + +'I was sure of that--and she educated you?' + +'She taught me what she herself knew.' + +'What brought you into Wales?' + +'Starvation.' + +'How did you get to Mr Prothero's?' + +'I was a beggar and they took me in out of charity.' + +'Why did you leave them and come here?' + +'Because they wished it.' + +'Say because Owen Prothero was in love with you.' + +No answer. + +'Do you love that rough sailor?' + +No answer. + +'I must know all, Gladys. I must and will.' + +'Colonel Vaughan, I shall only answer such questions as you, as a +gentleman, may _think_ you have a right to ask a friendless girl, whom +you forcibly detain. You _know_ you have no right to ask this.' + +Colonel Vaughan looked at the usually shy girl, and saw a spirit and +resolution in her bearing that he had not believed were in her. + +'I beg your pardon, Gladys, I was wrong. Can you endure the state of +dependence you are now in?' + +'I consider myself independent I work for my bread, and am paid for it.' + +'But you might be independent without working.' + +'Impossible, unless beggary is independence.' + +'Quite possible; I am sure you must feel your dependence on such an +imperious mistress as you now have.' + +'My present mistress, sir, Miss Gwynne, is far too noble to let any one +feel dependent, even those who are, like myself, wholly her servants.' + +'You like Miss Gwynne?' + +'I respect and love her. Perhaps you will now let me go to her.' + +'Not yet. This independence. I could make you independent.' + +'You! How? Impossible!' + +'I love you, Gladys.' + +'Me! This to me! Is it to insult me that you have detained me? Let me +go, sir--I insist--and my mistress! You, Colonel Vaughan, who have been +paying her such attentions as no man has a right to pay a lady unless he +loves her, to dare to say this to me, and I a servant in her house. You, +sharing her father's hospitality, to deceive her, and insult me. What +have I done to encourage you to speak thus to me?' + +Gladys stood still amidst the lights and shadows of the sun-crowned +trees, and looked the colonel steadily in the face. That look, voice, +manner, completed the conquest that had been maturing for weeks and +months. The flushed cheek, the sparkling eyes, the tall, slight, erect +figure, the voice, deportment--all were those of a lady in mind as well +as person. + +'Gladys, hear me calmly. I do not wish to insult you; I have never meant +anything by my attentions to Miss Gwynne.' + +'Then you are a--' + +Gladys checked herself. + +'A villain, you would say. Not at all. I merely pay Miss Gwynne the +civilities due to her. I am not obliged to fall in love with every young +lady in whose father's house I am visiting. But I admired you the first +moment I saw you; and now, at this moment, I vow that I love you as I +never loved in my life before.' + +They stood face to face, looking at each other. Gladys' eyes drooped +before the gaze of the colonel. + +'This to me!' she exclaimed, 'and yet you say you do not insult me! Let +me go, sir, I insist!' + +She tried to hasten on, but the strong hand was again on her arm. + +'I do not insult you, Gladys, I honour and respect you. If you will +only say you love me, I will--yes, I will--I think, at least--I will +marry you privately, and take you abroad at once. I vow this is more +than I ever said to any woman in my life before.' + +'And you will repent having said it to me before the night is out, +Colonel Vaughan, and you do not mean it. Think of who I am; think of +Miss Gwynne; think of yourself. Oh! this is cruel, cruel jesting to +all!' + +'I was never more serious in my life.' + +As Colonel Vaughan said this, he saw nothing, thought of nothing, but +the peculiar beauty of the creature who stood, flushed and agitated, at +his side. He forgot himself and his purposes, in his temporary blind +admiration. + +'Now, Gladys, I await your answer,' he said, not doubting what that +answer would be. + +'I have no answer to give, sir, because I know that, even if you now +think yourself in earnest, you will be no longer so to-night.' + +'Before we leave this wood, girl, I will and must have an answer, and +beware how you irritate me.' + +He seized her hand as he spoke, and held it tight. + +'You will release me before I answer you, sir; I have gone through too +many dangers and temptations to be frightened into speech.' + +He released her hand, but kept his eyes fixed on her face. She did not +quail, though she felt her heart beat violently. + +'If you are serious, sir, I ought, I suppose, to be grateful for so +strange an honour; but I do not believe you are so, and my answer is, +that a servant such as I, can have nothing to say to a gentleman such as +you.' + +'A servant! You will be no longer a servant. You are not one at this +moment.' + +Again he seized her hand. She was frightened, but did not loose her +self-command. + +'Sir, you had now better let me return home. Miss Gwynne will wonder +what has become of me. It is time that she should be ready--that you, +sir, should be ready. What will she think and say?' + +'I care not; nothing shall turn me from my purpose. You shall not leave +this wood until you promise.' + +'Then I shall never leave it, sir; and if you persist in detaining me, I +will make known to every one, how a gentleman can demean himself to a +poor, unprotected girl, who has no friend near her but her God. To Him I +appeal for help in this hour, when you, sir, a gentleman and a +Christian, so far forget yourself as to insult and persecute me.' + +As Gladys spoke, she lifted her eyes solemnly to heaven--both her hands +were held by Colonel Vaughan. + +As he gazed at her, he suddenly relaxed his hold, saying, 'You are a +wonderful girl! I do not persecute you, but I will not give you up.' + +No sooner did Gladys feel the grasp loosen, than she made a sudden +bound, almost a leap, onwards, and ran with incredible swiftness through +the path. + +Colonel Vaughan pursued her, but soon found that she ran more swiftly +than he did. However, he would not give up the chase, and in spite of +the hot sun, ran on, in somewhat undignified haste and anger. + +Every one knows that winding paths in plantations are not always +perfectly smooth. So found our gallant colonel to his cost. + +With his eyes fixed on the quickly vanishing form of Gladys, how was he +to see the gnarled root of an oak, that sprung up through the ground, +directly in his path? His foot caught in it, and he fell with +considerable violence upon his face. He got up again as quickly as he +could, cursing his carelessness and folly. + +He felt that he had knocked his somewhat prominent nose rather severely, +and to his great dismay, found that it was bleeding copiously. + +All further pursuit was out of the question. He must staunch the blood +of the much-offending member, and being rather giddy for the moment, sat +down to do so. + +It is said that any sudden and violent blow sobers a drunkard; so did +this unforeseen fall sober the mental intoxication of the colonel. As +his nose bled, so did his intellect clear. Bleeding, on the old system, +was never more successful. + +This was truly a descent, if not from the sublime, at least from the +heroic, to the ridiculous. Panting with heat, bleeding, apostrophising, +the lover came to his senses. + +Partly aloud, at intervals, partly muttered between his teeth, he gave +forth the following sentences; and when he became calm he thought the +subsequent thoughts, which, although he did not rail them forth against +the rooks and smaller birds, we will venture to repeat, for the further +elucidating the mystery of his mind. + +'Fool to let go her arm! No; fool to take it at all! What a girl! I +never saw such--pho! How it bleeds! Will it never stop! They'll think +there's been a murder here. What could possess me to run after her? A +rustic coquette! Rustic! No; a most courtly one. She had me fairly in +her power. But she has too much sense to tell. 'Pon my word, I never +loved any one so much before. Disgusting! All over my cravat. If I were +to meet any one? If Freda were to see me, what would she think or say? +And I actually talked of marriage. Let me see; what did I say? But +nobody could believe her. Pshaw! what a fool I have been. Suppose she +had taken me at my word, and accepted me, I wonder how I could have got +out of it! There is such a power in her eyes, that as long as I am +looking at them she could make me do anything. I wish she was the +heiress, and not Miss Nugent. Yes; and I shall be too late for dinner. +What will they think? I vow, I am so giddy I can scarcely walk; and this +horrible bleeding won't stop. I must stuff this bunch of keys down my +back, and see what that will do. Well! if that isn't enough to cool any +one's courage, together with this disgusting--I must go on, and get into +my room as quickly as possible. I vow, it is just six o'clock. If she +tells Freda! But she won't do that--no woman ever does. She'll think it +over, and manage to let me see her again--and then--and then--I shall +not be able to resist her eyes, and she shall not be able to resist +mine. The witch! A mere servant to do what no woman ever has done, or +ever would do--positively refuse me. But she knows her power, I daresay. +There it is bleeding again, and I thought I had stopped it. I am just at +home though, and if I go round by the stables no one can make any +remarks. Confound this--here's the coachman in full hue and cry after +me. Yes, I will dress directly. Thomas! tell your master not to wait. +The heat has made my nose bleed, and detained me. If he and Miss Gwynne +will go on, you can drive back for me, and I shall be in time for the +ball. Beg them to make my excuses to Lady Mary Nugent, and explain how +it is. You are quite right. It has bled tremendously; but I shall stop +it as soon as I get to my room.' + +It need not be said that the concluding portion of Colonel Vaughan's +speech was addressed to a servant, who came in search of him with the +intelligence that the carriage was waiting, and his master ready. He +managed to get to his room, however, unperceived, where we will leave +him to dress and recover himself at his leisure. + + + + + + +CHAPTER XXXIV. + +THE RIVALS. + + +We will now return to Miss Gwynne, who pursued her usual avocations +until about five o'clock, and then began to wonder what detained +Gladys. However, as she was quite independent of maids in her toilette, +she went to her room and began to dress herself at the usual hour. She +found all her attire already spread upon the bed, as if Gladys +anticipated being late; nothing was wanting, and she had nothing to do +but to dress. + +As it happened, however, she was particularly anxious to look her best +that evening; why, she would not even ask herself; but she, who was +usually careless of what she wore, provided she were properly attired, +began to fidget over wreaths and ornaments as if she were going to her +first ball. + +'Miss Nugent will be all jewels,' she said, taking up a set of pearls +that was on the dressing-table. 'At any rate, I will not be like her. +And, of course, she will wear white, so I shall change my mind and won't +wear white. Where is Gladys? The only evening I ever really wanted her, +she is out of the way.' + +Miss Gwynne rang her bell violently, and the housemaid answered it. + +'Send Gladys. Surely she is come back.' + +'No, ma'am. I can't think where she is. I went a little way to look for +her, but she is not in sight. Can I do anything, ma'am?' + +'No, thank you; but send Gladys as soon as she comes. Provoking,' +continued Miss Gwynne, turning out two or three shelves of a large +wardrobe. 'Where are the trimmings of that blue dress? He said I looked +best in blue, and so, I think, I do. That wreath of blue forget-me-nots +and lilies of the valley, where in the world is it? But forget-me-nots +are so ridiculously sentimental; and the turquoise ornaments? I suppose +I must wear the bracelets and locket. Oh! here they are; and here are +the flowers and trimmings in a box, in the neatest possible order.' + +Miss Gwynne began to arrange her hair. + +'I declare I have forgotten how to do anything since Gladys has been +with me. I cannot put up this braid neatly. I must wait, and it is +nearly six o'clock, and dinner at half-past. What does it matter how I +look? I daresay Miss Nugent will look twenty times as well, and her +mother will dress her up to perfection. But he _cannot_ care for such a +girl as that. It is impossible; and he always looks at me with such +interest, and has such a kind manner, and says things that convey so +much. But if he really cares for me, why does he not say so? He knows +papa would consent, and--but he does not know that; I never--Ah! here +she is at last! Come in! Where have you been, Gladys? It really is too +provoking that you should have stayed so long, when you knew that I +particularly wanted you to-day.' Gladys enters the room pale and +breathless, just as Miss Gwynne is endeavouring to fasten in the wreath +of forget-me-nots and lilies. She does not turn round, and is at the +moment too much engrossed with her own appearance to think of Gladys. + +'Come quickly and finish my hair, and put in this wreath. We ought to be +starting now.' + +Gladys obeys without speaking, and steadying her nerves and fingers as +best she may, begins to arrange a most elegant and becoming wreath round +her young mistress's head. Whilst she does this, and afterwards dresses +her and fastens on the turquoise ornaments, she endeavours to collect +her thoughts, and to summon courage for what she has resolved to do and +say. + +Gladys has long known Miss Gwynne's secret; as she discovered that she +did not care for Rowland, so she has found out that she cares over much +for Colonel Vaughan. She now knows that he is not worthy of her, and +that if he should ever ask her to marry him, it would be that he might +gain possession of Clanyravon, and not of the warm, sincere heart of its +mistress. Gladys feels sure that a man who could say such words as +Colonel Vaughan said to her, whether meant seriously or not, could not +be worthy of Miss Gwynne; and she determines to open that young lady's +eyes to the real state of his mind, even if she loses her favour for +ever by so doing. + +'I shall save her,' thinks Gladys, 'if I ruin my own happiness.' + +When the dressing is completed, Freda stands before a cheval glass to +see that all is right. Gladys has never before seen her examine every +portion of her attire so minutely, or look so satisfied with the survey. +In truth she never before saw her look so handsome, or so perfectly well +dressed. The full, light, many-skirted blue dress, with its bouquets of +forget-me-nots and lilies, its fringes and ribbons, suits so well the +fine complexion of the very distinguished-looking girl who wears +it--whilst the wreath slightly crowns the well-shaped head, and falls +gracefully down the neck and back in becoming simplicity and elegance. + +Poor Freda! She has more colour than usual, more animation in her eyes, +and more anxiety at her heart. Were she to analyse her feelings, she +would thoroughly despise herself for the envy, vanity, and distrust she +would find in them, and think herself unworthy of the name of woman for +allowing herself to study to gain the attentions of any man who might +feel disposed to give them to another. But her pride is for a time +swamped in her weakness; and the hitherto haughty and unsuspectible Miss +Gwynne is no better than the most sentimental of school girls. + +Whilst Gladys is putting the last pin into the dress, and Freda is still +watching her own shadow, there is a knock at the door. + +'Make haste, Gladys. The carriage, I suppose. Come in,' says Freda. + +'Mr Gwynne wishes to know, ma'am, whether you have seen Colonel Vaughan, +or whether he intends dressing at Pentre?' asks the servant who opens +the door. + +'I have not seen him since the morning, and do not know what he means to +do,' is the reply. 'Did you see anything of him when you were out, +Gladys?' continues Miss Gwynne, after the servant has left the room. + +As she makes the inquiry, she, for the first time catches the reflection +of Gladys' face in the glass, and is struck with its unusual pallor. She +turns quickly and looks at the girl. + +'What is the matter, Gladys? Something must have happened? It must have +something to do with Colonel Vaughan. Did you see him? Speak.' + +'Yes, ma'am, I saw him in the wood.' + +'And is that the reason you are looking so frightened? What has happened +to him? Speak, I say, or I must ring the bell and send some one in +search of him.' + +With her usual impetuosity, Freda's hand was on the bell. Gladys +exclaimed quickly,-- + +'Do not ring, Miss Gwynne. I can tell you all I know. Nothing has +happened to injure Colonel Vaughan, bodily at least' + +'What do you mean, girl?' said Miss Gwynne, turning round again and +facing Gladys. + +Gladys stood before her mistress with clasped hands, heaving breast, +quivering lips, and downcast eyes. She tried to summon courage and +words, but neither would come. How could she crush the love and hopes of +one so dear to her? her benefactress, her all? But it must be done. + +With one great effort she began, and in as few words as possible, +without comment or gloss, related what had passed between her and +Colonel Vaughan. She told all, as nearly as she could remember, in his +own words, merely omitting what he said about Miss Gwynne. + +As she spoke, she felt like a culprit before a judge, who, though +conscious of his innocence, has not courage to meet the glance of him on +whom his fate depends. But not on her own account had she that throbbing +fear at her heart; she felt for her mistress alone. + +That mistress stood erect, towering above the drooping girl, like a +queen above a slave or suppliant. Red and pale by turns, with compressed +lips and flashing eyes, she listened to the tale. + +When it was finished, she, too, strove for words, but none came; so she +laughed a short, sarcastic laugh, and moved back a few paces. At last,-- + +'Why do you tell me this ridiculous tale? Have you no better confidante +for such absurd imaginations? You have dreamt it, Gladys. I do not +believe you. Go!' + +Gladys gave one penetrating, truthful look at her mistress, before which +the defiant glance fell: but the rigid features alarmed her, and she +would fain have remained, had not another. 'Go! I do not want you any +longer!' sent her at once from the room. + +When Gladys was gone, Miss Gwynne sat down upon the nearest chair, and +covered her face with her hands. + +Another knock at the door. + +'Come in! What do you want?' she exclaimed in a suppressed voice. + +'My master says the carriage is ready, and he thinks you had better go, +ma'am. Colonel Vaughan has just come in. The heat has made his nose +bleed so violently that he cannot be ready for dinner, but will be at +Pentre for the ball, ma'am, my master says.' + +'Very well; I shall be ready in a few moments.' + +Freda rose from her chair, and went to her dressing-table. There was a +bottle of eau-de-cologne on it. She poured out nearly half a +wine-glassful, added water, and drank the dose. Then she dashed a +quantity over her forehead; wetted her handkerchief with more, and +having nearly exhausted the bottle, prepared to leave the room. Suddenly +she stopped, exclaiming,-- + +'I cannot go! I feel as if I must faint; yet I must see the farce played +out.' + +A bitter smile, almost ghastly, passed over her face, as she muttered +these words. She took up a splendid bouquet of greenhouse flowers that +had been prepared for her, and were placed on the table, almost +mechanically, and looking like one in a dream, left the room. + +'It is half-past six, Freda,' said Mr Gwynne in the loudest tone of +which his voice was capable, as he descended the stairs. + +The servants remarked to one another how very ill Miss Gwynne was +looking, but her father did not perceive it. He was talking of Colonel +Vaughan. + +'So provoking of Vaughan, to go and tire himself in the heat, and make +his nose bleed, and all that sort of thing.' + +Freda did not answer. Her thoughts were running wild--here, there, and +everywhere. One moment, she believed that Gladys had been romancing for +some purpose of her own; the next, that all she said was true. Then she +felt sure that Colonel Vaughan must really love Gladys, and must mean +all that he said; and a cold shudder crept over her, as she became aware +how much she loved him. Again, she knew that a man of his position could +only be trifling with a girl in her's, and was ready to hate and despise +one who could be so vile. As she thought and thought, she grew paler and +paler--colder and colder; and when she entered Lady Mary Nugent's +drawing-room, that lady said,-- + +'My dear Freda, what is the matter? You look so ill, and feel so cold.' + +'Nothing but the heat. It always has this enervating effect on me,' was +the answer. + +The absence of Colonel Vaughan set the shrewd Lady Mary guessing as to +the real cause of the sudden indisposition; she felt sure that something +must have passed between him and Freda more exciting than usual to +occasion such paleness. + +At dinner, Freda was fortunate in being placed next Sir Hugh Pryse, who +knew her too well, and was far too fond of her, to make any personal +remarks. + +Miss Nugent's uncle, Lord Nugent, was the master of the ceremonies for +the evening. He had come, as Miss Nugent's guardian, to resign his +office, and to be present at her attaining her majority. Freda had once +met him before, and liked him. He was now particularly friendly in his +manner to her, but when he spoke to her across one intermediate person, +she could only answer him in monosyllables. Every one silently remarked +her absence of mind and unusual frigidity. + +When the dinner was over, of which Freda only remembered that she had +had certain viands placed before her, and when the ladies were leaving +the dining-room, Colonel Vaughan's voice was heard in the hall. Lady +Mary told a servant to show him into the dining-room; and as Freda was +crossing the hall, she saw him at the opposite end of it. She hurried +into the drawing-room, but was keenly alive to what passed in the hall +after she had done so. She heard him, with his usual courtly manner, +apologise to Lady Mary Nugent for his non-appearance at the +dinner-table, and attribute his accident to his having stood so long on +her lawn, in the heat, watching the poor people at their dinner. He +added that he was glad to have arrived in time to drink Miss Nugent's +health, and proceeded to the dining-room. + +Freda did her best to talk to the few, and very select, ladies, who had +been honoured by an invitation to dinner; and felt intense relief when, +one after another, all the evening-party arrived. + +Dancing soon began, and Freda saw Colonel Vaughan and Miss Nugent +together in a quadrille. Sir Hugh had asked her to dance with him, but +she begged him to let her sit down that first dance, and promised him +the next. + +Of course she watched the pair in whom she was most interested. She was +obliged to confess that Miss Nugent was the handsomest, most elegant, +and best dressed girl in the room; as she talked to Colonel Vaughan, she +looked almost animated; and he, on his part, seemed as gay and perfectly +at his ease, as if there had never been a Gladys in the world. They +were, unquestionably a fine, aristocratic couple; danced well, walked +well, and to all appearance were well pleased with one another. Lady +Mary Nugent watched them quite as narrowly as Freda. + +Sick at heart, Freda danced the next dance with Sir Hugh, and managed to +avoid coming in contact with Colonel Vaughan, who had secured Lady Mary +as his partner. Once or twice, however, Freda caught his keen, searching +glance fixed upon her, and knew that he was trying to read her mind, as +he had often done before. + +It was useless for her to try to avoid him, as he came direct to her to +ask her for the next dance. She longed to say that she would never dance +with him again, but even she had tact enough to know that it would not +do to refuse, for the sake of the effect such a refusal might have both +on him and the world. All she could do, however, was to bow her consent, +take his arm, and walk, pale, silent, and stately, to the top of a +quadrille. They had met Sir Hugh and Miss Nugent, and Colonel Vaughan +had secured them as _vis-a-vis_; for once his tact had failed him, he +could not have managed worse. + +Freda tried to answer his questions, but in vain; she could not be +hypocrite enough to treat him as she was accustomed to do. In him there +was no perceptible change; she once fancied she perceived an uneasy +expression in his face, as he looked at her, but his manner was +friendly, lively, fascinating as ever; he even asked her what was the +matter, and said she looked ill. Her answer was contained in the few +sarcastic words,-- + +'The heat. I hear you have suffered from it also.' + +Although Freda could not, herself, enter into the conversation she could +observe the by-play between the colonel and Miss Nugent; the bashful, +simpering smiles of the young lady, the flattering glances of the +gentleman. She would not have believed, when she awoke that morning, +that it was possible to endure so much real suffering as she was +enduring, in the short space of one quadrille. + +It was over at last, and Colonel Vaughan led her to a seat amongst some +ladies. She said she would go to her father, when she saw that he was +going to sit down by her side. He offered her his arm again, and took +her to the drawing-room; here she found her father, somewhat apart from +the rest of the company, talking to Lady Mary, or more properly being +talked to by her. She sat down on a sofa near her father, and bowing +statelily to Colonel Vaughan, said,-- + +'I will not detain you. I shall remain here for the present.' + +He made some passing observation to Mr Gwynne, and returned to the +drawing-room, followed shortly after by Lady Mary. + +Sir Hugh came up and began talking to Freda; he was so kind and so +natural even in his loudness, that Freda felt as if she would rather +trust him with every secret of her heart, than the polished worldling +who had just left her. + +'And yet, perhaps,' she thought, 'Gladys has really deceived me, and he +is innocent; still, better Gladys than that statue-like Miss Nugent.' + +Freda thought the night would never end; she exerted herself to talk and +dance, because every one came to ask what was the matter with her, and +by the time they went to supper, she was as flushed as she had +previously been pale. Lord Nugent was particularly attentive to her, and +evidently admired her very much; bitterly she thought that she could +gain, unsought, the civilities of one man, whilst she was but too +conscious that the one she cared the most for in the world, was devoting +himself almost exclusively to the Nugents. But he was unworthy of the +heart of any right-minded woman, so she would tear him from hers, and +again make her father her first care. + +But those despicable Nugents had got possession of him also. He was +seated next to Lady Mary at supper, her profile and diamonds were +directed at him, and she looked almost as young, and quite as handsome +as her daughter. Alas! and again alas! poor Freda! + +However, all things come to an end, and an heiress's twenty-first +birthday amongst them. Miss Nugent's did not finish till three o'clock +in the morning, at which hour, Mr and Miss Gwynne and Colonel Vaughan +were driving home from the festivities at Pentre. The gentlemen were +keeping up a rather lively conversation on the events of the evening, +and the lady was sustaining a very strong conflict with her own pride. + +As the carriage rolled past a certain large oak tree in the Park, Freda +suddenly remembered Rowland Prothero. About a twelvemonth ago she had +left him beneath that oak, humbled and deeply pained, doubtless, by her +haughty words. Now she was similarly pained and humbled, and she was, +for the first time, aware of the shock her proud refusal of his love +must have been to him. Had she not been weak enough to yield her heart +unasked, and was it not almost thrown back into her own bosom? She, who +had believed herself above the silly romance of her sex, to have sunk +below even Miss Nugent. But she would rouse herself from such a mania, +and show Colonel Vaughan how thoroughly she despised him. + +She did rouse herself, and the first words she heard were,-- + +'Yes, certainly, very handsome, mother and daughter,' from Colonel +Vaughan's lips. + +'And which is to be the happy object of your notice, Colonel Vaughan?' +she asked, suddenly joining in the conversation. 'I heard grand +discussions on the subject on all sides.' + +'Really,' replied the colonel, somewhat surprised by the sudden +question, 'I did not know I was of so much importance.' + +'What! you, about whom every one is speculating.' + +'Freda, my dear, I am so glad you are able to speak. I thought you +so--ill, dull, unlike yourself, and all that sort of thing.' + +'Thanks, papa, I was thoroughly overpowered by the heat; but this +delightful breeze has refreshed me. I hope, Colonel Vaughan, you also +have got over your weakness. I wonder you ever returned alive from +India, if such a day as this was sufficient to upset you.' + +Further sarcasm was cut short by their reaching the house, for which +Freda was very thankful, at a later period, feeling that she lowered her +dignity by allowing herself to allude, however covertly, to Gladys or +Miss Nugent. But she was scarcely herself when she did so. + +Colonel Vaughan was going to help her out of the carriage, but she +passed quickly up the steps without touching his arm. + +He had felt her lash, and now fully understood that she knew of his +meeting with Gladys, and guessed that he had designs upon Miss Nugent or +her fortune. For once in his life he felt somewhat abashed as he met the +eye of the pale, haughty girl, whom he really admired twenty times as +much as Miss Nugent, or any other young lady of his then devotees. And +he admired her still more, as she kissed her father's cheek, nodded a +haughty 'good-night' to himself, and went upstairs to her room in the +haste of strong excitement. + +As soon as she was gone, Colonel Vaughan told Mr Gwynne that he had +promised Sir Hugh Pryse to go and spend a week with him, and that he +should leave Glanyravon for that purpose on the morrow. + +'You will come back again, of course?' said Mr Gwynne. + +'Oh yes, certainly! but I have only ten days more leave, and then I must +bid you all good-bye again.' + +'I am so sorry, and so will be Freda when she hears it. What could have +been the matter with Freda to-night, I never saw her so odd? But I +suppose it was the heat, and all that sort of thing; good-night. I am +tired to death, though it was a charming party, certainly a charming +party.' + + + + + + +CHAPTER XXXV. + +THE LADY IN HER OWN RIGHT. + + +When Freda reached her room, Gladys was awaiting her there. + +'Why did you not go to bed, Gladys? you know I dislike your sitting up +so late.' + +'I could not go to bed, ma'am, feeling that I have offended you, without +begging your pardon for having done so.' + +'Then all you said was an invention.' + +'I said nothing but the truth, ma'am, but perhaps offended you in saying +it to you, merely to excuse myself. I am very sorry.' + +There were traces of tears on Gladys' face and she looked pale and +agitated. + +'Gladys, you can go to bed, I have nothing to forgive. If you tell me +the truth, I am very sorry for it, and that such words should have been +said to you. Of course you did not believe them?' + +'No, ma'am, I certainly did not.' + +Miss Gwynne was fidgeting with her dress, and Gladys went to assist her, +uncalled for. When it was unfastened, Miss Gwynne again said, 'Thank +you, that will do; I wish you to go to bed; good-night,' and Gladys +again obeyed in sorrow. + +Miss Gwynne had little sleep that night, and the next morning she felt +very ill. Much as she longed to lie in bed, however, and to avoid +meeting Colonel Vaughan again, she got up when Gladys called her, and +was, as usual, first downstairs. Much to her satisfaction, her father +appeared next, and the colonel soon afterwards. She exerted herself to +talk and laugh as usual, and the only difference in her manner to +Colonel Vaughan was, that instead of shaking hands with him, as was her +custom every morning, she busied herself with the cups and saucers when +he approached, and simply said good morning. Her father remarked that +she was looking ill, and she said she had one of her old headaches. + +When breakfast was over, she expressed her intention of visiting the +school, and said that, as Colonel Vaughan was going to Sir Hugh's, she +probably should not see him again before he left. She wished him good +morning and a pleasant visit, stiffly, but courteously; felt compelled +to shake hands with him, and went her way with a proud but aching heart. +He also went his, wondering in his very selfish heart whether Freda +really cared for him after all, and scheming to see Gladys, whose utter +carelessness of him had roused his vanity. + +When he had left Glanyravon, with a promise to Mr Gwynne of returning, +Freda no longer strove to appear what she was not, and went to bed +really ill. She was subject to occasional severe nervous headaches, and +was obliged to be very quiet when so attacked, in order to prevent +congestion of the brain, which the doctors had once threatened her with. +Her father, therefore, insisted on her keeping her room until she was +quite well, which she was only too thankful to do, and so great were her +actual sufferings from her head, that they distracted her mind from +brooding over her real or imaginary miseries. + +Gladys waited on her quietly and patiently for about a week, at the end +of which time she began to feel better. Her gratitude to Gladys for the +perfectly unobtrusive nature of her attention was so great that she felt +as if she could never do enough for her, and she frequently assured her +that she knew she had been unjust towards her in accusing her of +falsehood. She never, however, again mentioned Colonel Vaughan's name to +her. + +Mr Gwynne paid daily visits to his daughter's sick-room. In spite of her +head, she could not help noticing something peculiar in his manner. He +did not talk, because conversation was forbidden during these attacks, +but there was an increased briskness in his eyes and step as he +approached her, and, she fancied, more of anxious care in his tone when +he spoke. She was sure he had something to communicate. + +'Gladys, what makes you so calm and patient?' she suddenly asked, when +she was getting better, and trying to reason herself out of her fancy +for Colonel Vaughan. + +'Perhaps, ma'am, trouble has made me calm, and I pray to be made +patient; but I have a rebellious heart,' was the reply. + +'Have you? I am very glad to hear it. Then there is hope for me. Now I +am going to get up.' + +Freda had made some good resolutions during the intervals of her pain, +the principal of which were, entirely to forget Colonel Vaughan, or to +feel only intense contempt for him; to be more gentle with her father, +and more considerate of his nerves and peculiarities; more patient with +the servants, school children, and poor people generally; to do more +good, and to be more useful to others; but she had not made these +resolutions in Gladys' spirit. They were not made with prayer for help, +but in her own strength. + +In the same way, she threw off the remains of her headache, and went +downstairs again with a prouder step and a prouder heart than when she +went up last. + +In the library she found her father writing a letter and looking quite +animated. He was so sprucely dressed that she asked him if he were going +out. + +'Not at present,' he said. 'I am so glad you are come down again. There +is so much to tell you; I have scarcely been able to keep myself from +letting you hear the news. Do you know it is all settled, and Gwynne +Vaughan is actually engaged to Miss Nugent! Isn't he a lucky fellow?' + +Freda felt suddenly very sick; she sat down in an arm-chair near her +father, but did not speak. He looked at her, and said,-- + +'My dear, you are very pale still. Coming downstairs has been too much, +and dressing, and--and--all that sort of thing. Let me ring for Gladys.' + +'No, I shall be better directly. Only the exertion--yes, you were +telling me--' + +Strange that Mr Gwynne never supposed that Freda could be in love with +any one. She had refused so many, and was so different from other girls, +that the thought never entered his mind, and he had left her alone with +Colonel Vaughan, and would have done so with Cupid himself, quite +thoughtless of results. Moreover, his own natural inactivity and love of +ease, led him to allow her to take her own course, as long as she left +him alone to take his. + +'Yes; I was saying that it is now quite settled. I believe he proposed +the very ball-night to Miss Nugent, at least, and the next day went in +form, and after certain preliminaries, was duly accepted by all parties. +Of course, he is quite unexceptionable, and she can do as she likes now +she is of age. Lady Mary expected a title, and I don't think she is +quite satisfied. She told me--at least--they say--at least--of course, +there are always objections, and--and--all that sort of thing, you +know.' + +Freda was too hard at work, trying to overcome a very strong desire to +burst into tears, to observe that her father had not once used his +favourite phrase, or lost the thread of his words, until he came to +'Lady Mary told me,' so when he stopped, she simply said, 'Really! Yes!' +and he went on again. + +'I must confess, Freda, I am rather disappointed. I thought Gwynne liked +you, and, indeed, I think so still. But--ah! my dear--you are so proud, +or cold, or--or--that you refuse every one. It has been suggested to me +by--ah! I have remarked, I mean, that you must have a secret liking for +some one, not quite what one considers--ah!--eligible--and that--but, I +am sure, Freda, I would make any sacrifice for your happiness, and +should wish to see you married.' + +'What do you mean, papa?' said Freda, effectually roused. + +'Well, my dear, it is thought--I mean, I have fancied--I mean +Lady--I--I--the fact is, are you attached to Rowland Prothero? Now, I am +not angry, Freda; he is one of the nicest young men, and the best--but I +should have preferred Gwynne, or Sir Hugh, or--or--in fact, many others, +in a worldly point of view. A tenant's son, and only a curate!--and all +that sort of thing. But then as Lady--as--as I--as your father, my dear, +I should like to make you happy. You see, that day at the vicarage, +we--that is to say, I--thought there was something peculiar in his +manner and yours; and to be sure, he may be a bishop, he is so good and +clever. A great favourite of mine. And if he lives in London, it doesn't +so much matter; and--and--in short--Freda--' + +'Papa, I understand,' said Freda, rising from her seat with majestic +pride, 'Lady Mary has been kind enough to suggest, doubtless for her own +ends, what never could have entered your mind. I am very much obliged to +you for forgetting, on my account, what I cannot forget on my own, that +I am a Gwynne of Glanyravon! and I daresay you meant it kindly. But you +may make my compliments to Lady Mary Nugent, and tell her, that if there +was anything peculiar in Rowland Prothero's manner on that particular +Sunday, it was because he had been bold enough to propose for me, and I +had rejected him. You may tell her also that if he had asked her +daughter instead, she would have given him herself and her fortune quite +as willingly, and, I believe, more willingly, than to Colonel Vaughan. +With her it is a case of "first come first served."' + +When Freda had given her message to Lady Mary Nugent, she walked out of +the room. But scarcely had she crossed the hall when she turned again +and re-entered it. + +'Papa, I must beg you _not_ to tell Lady Mary Nugent that Rowland +Prothero proposed for me. He is at least a gentleman, and a man of +honour, and deserves to be treated as such with all due courtesy. The +more I see of men, the more I begin to think him one of the few true +gentlemen one meets with. I should not even have told you this had it +not escaped me in reply to what you said, because I thought it would +annoy you, and perhaps make you feel unkindly towards the Prothero +family. But you may tell her, if you like, that were Rowland Prothero +not the gentleman I begin to perceive he is, Miss Nugent and her money +might be his.' + +'But, Freda--after all--if you do like him. You see, his uncle married a +Perry, one of the oldest families in Herefordshire, niece of the +baronet, daughter of the dean, cousin of the present baronet.' + +'My dear father! I know all the Perrys by heart. Mrs Jonathan is not +likely to have left me ignorant of their antiquity. But, pray, do you +want to get rid of me, that you force me upon poor Rowland, or him upon +me, whichever it may be?' + +'Of course not, my dear. Only I am naturally anxious to see you settled. +And if you really like him--' + +'But I am settled, and I do not like him; that is to say, I like him +well enough, fifty times better than I used to like him, but I have not +the most remote intention of marrying him. And now, I should like to +know what particular reason Lady Mary Nugent had for putting this absurd +notion into your head. There must be something, my dear papa, under all +this sudden anxiety to get me married. You used rather to rejoice when I +declined settling Glanyravon on a suitor.' + +'Yes, my dear--but--you see--it is not quite certain that Glanyravon--I +mean that you--I mean that I--in short--the fact is--you are so +impetuous, Freda.' + +'What can my impetuosity have to do with it?' + +Freda saw that her father was more than usually nervous and fidgety, and +became alarmed lest there should be some sudden money difficulty, as any +threat, however slight, of debt or involvement always made him ill. She +sat down beside him, and putting her hand in his, as it rested on a +table nervously fidgeting with a pen, she said gently,-- + +'Now, pappy, I hope we are not all going to jail?' + +'By no means; the tenants are most prosperous. I could raise any sum if +necessary, and give you a marriage portion suitable in every way.' + +What was there in this marriage scheme? Freda grew impatient and +indignant again. + +'Now, really, papa, this is too absurd; If you have anything on your +mind, will you say it?' + +'Well--the fact is, Freda, that you--I mean that I, have made up my +mind--you see you may marry, and leave me alone, and I should want a +companion, and--and all that sort of thing, you know--so I have +considered--for your--for our--for my, perhaps--happiness, that it might +be well for me to--to--to--in short, my dear--to marry again; in fact, +Freda, I have resolved to do so.' + +'Lady Mary Nugent!' screamed Freda; 'not her! not her! not settled! oh +papa!' + +Mr Gwynne had called Freda impetuous, but he was not prepared for the +sudden burst of uncontrollable grief that followed his announcement. +Often as Freda had jested over the proposal Lady Mary was to make her +father, she had never believed that he would marry her. It came upon her +like the news of an unexpected death, or great family misfortune. She +covered her face with her hands, and sobbed till her father thought she +must burst some blood vessel then and there before him. He got up, sat +down; went to the bell, touched the rope, let it go; opened the window, +put his hand on Freda's bowed head, called her by name, and, in return, +was greeted by-- + +'Not Lady Mary! think of my mother! think of me! oh father! father! +cruel! this is too much! Say it is not true; only a jest. What have I +done? I will be better, kinder, gentler--I will nurse you, tend +you--never marry. I would rather not--I never shall. Nobody loves you as +well as I. Your only child. My mother's only child. Say it is not +true--oh, say it is not true?' + +This was impossible, for Mr Gwynne knew full well that he was pledged +beyond recall. But now, as he looked on his daughter, heard her words, +thought of her mother, he began to repent of what he had done. He, who +hated scenes, dreaded tears, would not annoy Freda for the world, to +have raised such emotion! He did not understand it. Lady Mary had +assured him Freda would be so glad to be allowed to marry Rowland. And +she was so discerning and clever! But he could not bear those sobs. + +'Freda! my dear, don't, I beg, I entreat! You will make me so nervous. +You know I cannot bear--in short, I feel quite ill. The fact is, you +will make yourself ill, and after all, it need make no difference to +you. You will be just the same. Freda, I must beg you to desist. I must +insist--I will ring for the housekeeper.' + +'No, no, papa. Do not let us expose ourselves!' cried Freda, rising +suddenly; 'I will go upstairs. Neither you nor I will ever be happy +again!' + +Freda was about to leave the room, when Mr Gwynne suddenly went up to +her, and putting his arm round her neck, whispered, whilst the tears +sprang into his eyes,-- + +'Freda, Freda! my child, forgive me! I didn't think it would vex you so. +I scarcely know how it has all happened.' + +Poor Freda threw both her arms around her father, and sobbed again. As +she leaned on his shoulder, his white hairs touched the brown glossy +braids of her head, and his lips kissed them. At that moment he knew +that he did not love Lady Mary Nugent as well as he loved his child, +and that child was conscious for the first time how very dear her father +was to her. + +Again she roused herself, and as if ashamed of her emotion, hastened out +of the room. She went upstairs, and locking herself in her room, threw +herself on her bed. Here she gave way to feelings that were as new as +strange to her, unaccustomed as she was to what some one calls 'the +luxury of tears.' She scarcely knew whether sorrow or anger +predominated, but she was wretched and indignant. Tumultuous thoughts +rushed through her mind of the past, present, and probable future! +thoughts too numerous and changeable to be transcribed, but which may +well be imagined. + +At last her pride, that one grand feature of her character, got the +better of her grief and anger. She rose from her bed, dried her eyes, +arranged her hair, and with a carriage as erect as her soul was haughty, +once more entered her father's library. The momentary emotion and pathos +of their last embrace had been overpowered in both by stronger +sensations; in him by the remembrance of Lady Mary Nugent's +fascinations, in her by the sense of that lady's tact and duplicity. + +Freda sat quietly down opposite her father, and said abruptly,-- + +'Papa, this odious subject must be begun and ended between us this day. +If you will be good enough to answer me a few questions and to listen to +me, I will never mention it again. Are you really engaged to Lady Mary +Nugent, or is it a horrible dream?' + +'I--yes--I certainly am, my dear--engaged to be married to her +ladyship.' + +'And you mean to marry her? Impossible!' + +'Do you consider me a man of honour? or am I one likely to break my word +when pledged?' + +'Oh! papa, when a woman proposes and makes love, and waits till the very +moment when it suits her own convenience to marry, do you think she +deserves consideration? You know that Lady Mary Nugent has done it all +herself, and that you would never have taken the trouble, or had the +courage to propose for any woman under the sun, if she had not asked you +first. You know you do not want to marry. I would give the world to know +how she managed to bring you to the point.' + +'Really, Freda, this is too--too--personal, and rude, I may call +it--and--' + +'Forgive me, papa. Of course you are your own master, and are at liberty +to be chosen by any woman, but she will not choose me, nor I her. I hate +Lady Mary Nugent, despise her most intensely, and shall leave this house +before she comes into it; never--' + +It seemed as if an invisible hand checked the end of Freda's +determination, for she stopped short at the 'never.' + +'But what I came particularly to say, papa, is, that I believe I have +some little private fortune of my own, my dear mother's, in short, and I +suppose I can have that when I like.' + +'Certainly--certainly--but--' + +'Then I wish both you and Lady Mary Nugent to understand that I shall +not live here. Not on your account, but on hers. I ask, as a particular +favour, that I may not be informed of the day of your marriage; and I +shall make it a point of going away in a month or so, so as to leave you +free to act. I shall hope to hear from you, and to write to you. I am +only sorry for you, because she cannot understand your tastes; but that +is nothing. I don't think either she or her daughter ever read any book +but a fashionable novel in their lives. But what is the difference! +Money and tact against the world! I cannot help speaking my mind for +this first and last time. Forgive me. You will not have me long to speak +it, and my successor never spoke her's in her life, so she will not bore +you by abruptness and sincerity, as I perhaps have done.' + +Freda had spoken so fast that she paused to take breath, and during that +necessary process her father wiped his face, as if he, too, were +exhausted by her volubility. Freda could scarcely help smiling. + +'I am very sorry for everything I have ever done to displease you,' she +began again; 'and I only hope you will not be so unhappy, as I am afraid +you will be.' + +'This is too exhausting!' muttered Mr Gwynne, sinking back in his chair. +'Freda, you really do talk too much. Will you ring for Perkins? I must +take a dose of that cordial.' + +When the cordial was mentioned, Freda knew that all conversation was at +an end. She rang the bell, and when Perkins came, left the room. + +She went at once to her writing desk, and wrote the following note:-- + + 'MY DEAREST SERENA,--What you and I have sometimes feared is about + to come to pass. My father is going to marry Lady Mary Nugent. Of + course I can no longer live here; will you and Mr Jones give me + shelter for a time whilst I arrange my thoughts and plans? I will + give as little trouble as I can, but I know you will bear with + me.--Your loving friend, + + 'WINIFRED GWYNNE.' + +Freda sealed and directed her letter, and then went to the open window, +and stood there for some time. A slight shower of rain was falling and +a few light clouds were struggling with the afternoon sunbeams. Strong +shadows fell from the trees in the Park, equally strong lights were on +the distant hills. The river looked hot and hazy, and the cattle had +congregated under the arch of the bridge--the only cool spot--as if for +shelter from the sun. A shrill, blithe, distant whistle sounded, and the +bells of Llanfawr church pealed in the far-away town, just sending their +faint echoes across the river. + +'What are those bells ringing for?' said Freda, as she wiped away some +large tears that were gathering in her eyes. 'They ring for everything; +soon it will be for these odious marriages. Why was I ever born? Why, +above all, was I born in such a place as this? And to leave it! Yes, +Frisk' (to her terrier, that was barking and jumping outside the +window), 'you and I must go away. No more quarrels with Jerry; no more +fights with Gelert?; no more hunts in the brook. Will you come with me +to smoky London? Yes, and hate it as much as I shall. Sleep away your +life by a city fire, and grow fat and old, instead of racing after me +and Prince. But we shall not live long in a town, Frisk. We shall soon +die of sheer laziness, and so much the better--for who will care for us? +Lion and Jerry and even Gipsy will forget you; and every one has +forgotten me already. Why am I so foolish as to cry so? I never knew how +weak I could be until these last few days. But we must be strong, +Frisk--we must be strong, and not care for this old place, and the +beautiful park, and all the--oh, why will those bells ring? and what are +they ringing for? And there is the dinner-bell, too, harsh as my lot. +And I must try to be dutiful, and show a bold face and good courage to +the world, who will pity me, or rejoice over me, and say that I wanted +something to pull down my pride. And so, perhaps, I do; but this shall +not be the something. No, no; it shall only make me prouder. Poor papa, +too; he will be more wretched than I--I am sure he will. I cannot bear +to think of him. Frisk! Frisk! don't make such a noise. Don't jump so, +Frisk. There! I will take you in. Good dog! good Frisk! You love me if +no one else does; you and Gladys.' + + + + + + +CHAPTER XXXVI. + +THE FIRST-BORN. + + +Those Llanfawr bells which, as Freda said, certainly did ring for +everything, were sending forth their chimes to celebrate the birth of a +daughter at Plas Abertewey. But whilst they were ringing, and Freda was +abusing them, the mother of the little daughter was, apparently, about +to depart for that other country where bells shall no longer 'ring out +the old, and ring in the new,' welcome the babe, or speed the spirit of +the dead. + +Good Dr Richards and the nurse stood, one on either side of Netta's bed, +pouring brandy and wine down her throat, whilst her infant was on its +grandmother's, Mrs Jenkins's lap, in the next room. The doctor was in a +state of intense anxiety. He had sent off one man and horse for another +surgeon, and a second to Swansea, to telegraph for Howel, who had not +yet returned from London, where he had been nearly three months. He felt +the great responsibility of his situation, and that if Netta did not +rally, she must die. + +It was six o'clock in the evening; the baby had been born in the +morning, and Netta's continual cry had been 'Howel! Howel! When will my +husband come?' But she had not spoken for some hours, and seemed to be +sinking out of the world. + +As Dr Richards leaned over her, he thought she murmured something. +Putting his ear close to her, he heard the words, 'Mother! oh, mother!' + +'She shall come! you shall see her!' said Dr Richards. He went to a +writing-table, and wrote as follows:-- + +'Mrs Howel Jenkins is dying. The only chance to save her is her mother's +presence. Come, for God's sake.' + +He went out of the room, and ordered the carriage and horses to be +prepared at once, and sent them and the coachman to Glanyravon Farm. The +man said it was as much as his place was worth to go; but Dr Richards +insisted, and he went. + +In about two hours the carriage returned. Dr Richards heard the distant +sound of wheels, so did Netta. She opened her eyes, and with a painful, +eager glance, again said, 'Mother!' + +Dr Richards left the room, and, to his great joy, welcomed Mrs Prothero +in the hall. + +'Thank God, you are come! She is yet alive,' said he. + +'I did not stop to ask David,' said Mrs Prothero, 'but came straight +away.' + +She followed Dr Richards to Netta's room, and the feelings of the mother +and the daughter may well be imagined, as they thus met after such a +separation. Mrs Prothero turned away and wept--then prepared to wait +upon her child. + +As the long absence of Howel, and his non-arrival day after day, +according to promises almost daily made, had caused Netta's extreme +prostration of mental as well as physical power; so the presence of her +mother appeared to revive and cheer her. Again she had some one near her +who loved her. Her mother, whom she had so grievously offended, had come +to her in trouble, and she was roused and comforted. The mother-in-law, +who had been so anxious to take her from her parents, did not fill their +places. + +Whilst Mrs Prothero was tenderly nursing her daughter, and gently +assuring her of her love and forgiveness, Mrs Griffey Jenkins was +discussing her arrival with the various domestics and the nurse, who +went into an adjoining room to have her supper, where Mrs Griffey also +had hers. + +Their conversation was carried on in an under voice, and between sips of +gin and water, Mrs Griffey said,-- + +'You do see, Mrs Gwillim, that if Mrs Howel was to die, my Howels 'ould +be seure to be marrying again. He could have anybody.' + +'Of course, ma'am--of course.' + +'There don't be a lady anywhere as 'ouldn't be proud to be marrying my +Howels. Up in London there's my Lady Sinclairs, and a hundred others; +and down here there's Miss Nugent, or Miss Gwynne. You do see, Mrs +Gwillim, that though Mrs Howels do be very respectable, she 'ouldn't be +Mrs Howel Jenkins, Abertewey, only my Howels was too honourable not to +be marrying her. I 'ould be sorry after her, but if she was to be taken, +why, she couldn't go at a better time. What was you thinking of her by +now?' + +'Very bad, ma'am, very bad,' said Mrs Gwillim, ominously shaking her +head. + +And 'very bad,' Netta undoubtedly was all that night. Dr Richards did +not leave the house, and in due course of time the other medical man +arrived; still, the half-expressed and wholly felt wishes of her +mother-in-law for her death were not realised. The dawn of morning found +her sleeping peaceably with her infant in her arms, and her mother +thanking God that she was better. + +At ten o'clock in the morning, carriage wheels were again heard, and Mrs +Prothero trembled as Howel entered the house, and there was a +consultation of doctors as to the propriety of his seeing his wife at +once. + +Mrs Griffey anticipated every one else by going direct to Howel. + +'How is she, mother?' were his first words. + +'Better they do say.' + +'Then why on earth did they telegraph for me. It may be the loss of +thousands.' + +'Mrs Prothero is with Netta, Howel, bach.' + +'Who dared to bring her into my house?' + +'Netta, I 'spose. They was turning _me_ out of Glanyravon.' + +'And I'll turn her out of Abertewey, the canting old humbug.' + +Here Dr Richards came in. + +'She is out of danger, I hope, Mr Jenkins; anxiety about you reduced her +so low; and I took upon myself to send for her mother, who has roused +her, and, I believe, saved her life. She knows you are come, and perhaps +the sight of you for a moment may not injure her, as she is very anxious +to see you; but we must not excite her.' + +Howel looked paler and darker than usual, and Dr Richards attributed it, +and his silence, to his emotion. They went together upstairs, and Howel +stood by the bed where lay his young wife and his first-born child. As +he looked upon the pale face of Netta, and saw her large black eyes +gleam with joy, and her lips purse themselves up like a double cherry, +to kiss him, he was touched. He bent over her, and kissed her warmly. +When she uncovered a small portion of the bed-clothes, and displayed the +infant that lay in her arms, a smile passed over his countenance, and he +kissed his wife and child together. + +'Dear Howel,' murmured Netta, as the nurse covered up the mother and her +babe, and the doctor touched Howel, and told him to come away. He caught +sight of the trembling Mrs Prothero as he was leaving the room, and a +terrible frown passed over his face. She followed him downstairs, and +anticipated his abuse of her, by saying at once, gently, but firmly,-- + +'Howel, I came here at Dr Richards' summons to my dying child. My +husband did not even know I was coming, but neither he nor you could +have prevented me at such a time. You cannot turn me from your doors +whilst she is still in danger. When she is out of danger I will go.' + +'You turned my mother from yours.' + +'Not I, Howel; and I have never injured you. Leave me till to-morrow, +and I will go.' + +One of the few people in the world for whom Howel had a small amount of +respect and affection, was Mrs Prothero. The simply good, and +unaffectedly pious, will sometimes command the regard of the worldly and +irreligious. + +'If you remain in my house, Mrs Prothero, it is because you have been +consistently kind to me, and received my mother. As to your husband, I +would--' + +'Not to me, Howel, if you please I can hear nothing against him. You +must remember the provocation, and try to forgive and forget as I do. +But thank you for letting me stay with Netta. I have so longed and +prayed to see her again, and it has been brought about for me.' + +Mrs Prothero remained one clear day and two nights longer at Abertewey. +As Netta was quite out of danger before that time had expired, she +thought it right to go home, both on Howel's account and her own +husband's, whose anger she would have to allay. During her stay with +Netta she lost no opportunity to work gently on the mind of her child, +now opened and softened by her late trials. She found, with grief, what +she had always feared, that Howel and Netta were not happy together; +that he was frequently morose and unkind, and that she was passionate +and revengeful. This eked out in Netta's confessions to her mother, for +Howel was attentive and affectionate during her illness. Mrs Prothero +entreated her to be gentle and obedient. Earnestly did she speak to her +of religion, trying to recall the lessons of her childhood; and with +tears poor Netta promised everything. Particularly she promised to read +her Bible. Her mother was shocked that the Book was not to be found in +her bedroom. She put a little Testament, that she always carried in her +pocket, under her child's pillow. It was lined, and underlined by her +own hand, and she fondly hoped she might read it for her sake. + +Netta was so loving, gentle, and teachable with her mother--blamed +herself so severely for having displeased her and her father--sent so +many messages to him, and seemed so desirous of obtaining his +forgiveness, that Mrs Prothero hoped everything. + +It was a hard struggle to part again with that dear child, and to kiss +the little grandchild for the last time, perhaps, for years--she would +not believe for ever; but both she and Netta were obliged to put a brave +face upon it, in order not to displease Howel, already suspicious of +their conversations. + +'You see Netta has all the grandest lady could desire,' said Howel, +before Mrs Prothero left. + +'Oh yes! I hope you will be happy,' was the reply. Mrs Prothero had +never given a thought to the grandeur by which she was surrounded. + +'Why not? Does Netta complain?' said Howel. + +'No, no; she says you are very good, and let her have all she wants; +but, Howel, riches may not always bring happiness, and we must try to +look beyond the perishable things of life for it.' + +'Pshaw!' said Howel, impatiently; 'you know, aunt, I hate that sort of +cant.' + +Soon after she left Abertewey, Colonel Vaughan called Howel and he had +a long conversation, the purport of which was, that the colonel wished +to come himself to reside at Abertewey at the end of Howel's term of two +years; and Howel was quite ready and willing to give it up to him, +saying that he meant to purchase a house in town--in Belgravia, of +course--and to reside there until he could meet with a property that he +could purchase. + +Howel told Netta that he was tired of the neighbourhood already, it was +so stupid; and that London, and a country house in some English county, +would be far preferable to living in such a dull part of the world. She +quite agreed with him, and had her own reasons for being glad to leave +Wales. In the first place, she was not at home with the people she met +in society, and liked the notion of living where no one would know that +she was the daughter of the Protheros of Glanyravon. In the second, +Howel would be always at home in London, and never again absent for +three months, she knew not why. Moreover, she longed to be far away from +the mother-in-law, who was a sort of spy over all she said or did; and +she thought Howel would be kinder to her when he was at a distance from +their kith and kin, whose propinquity seemed to irritate him. + +Netta did not stop to consider Howel's real reasons for leaving the +country, or imagine for a moment that a man of his, to her, +inexhaustible resources, could be induced to do so because he found +those resources were not inexhaustible. Neither did she remember that in +London he would be in the midst of the gamblers, horse-racers, and +spendthrifts who had been helping him to diminish his father's +ill-gotten gains, before and since, he came into possession of them. + +During the remainder of his stay in the county, his house was open to +sportsmen of every grade. His racers, hunters, hounds, and good dinners +were points of union to all the sporting men of the county; and Captain +Dancy, Mr Deep, Sir Samuel Spendall, the Simpsons, Madame Duvet, and +many others, again adorned Plas Abertewey. Races and race-balls, +steeple-chases, and steeple-chase balls, hunts, and hunt-balls, took +Howel, Netta, and his friends from place to place, and he and his horses +soon became celebrated. The latter ran at all the races. He was a good +rider, and rode himself in several steeple-chases; in short, he was +declared to be 'a capital fellow!' and one who, if he would only remain +in the county, would raise the sporting interest throughout it. As +'blessings brighten as they take their flight,' so Howel's popularity +reached its zenith just as he resigned Abertewey to Colonel Vaughan, and +went, with his wife and child, abroad for a few months. + +As Freda foretold, bells rang, bonfires blazed, and cannons fired, when +the respective owners of Glanyravon and Abertewey brought home their +respective brides, which took place in due course. If anybody thought of +Miss Gwynne, it was to comment loudly on her conduct in leaving her +home, because her father chose to marry again, and lowering herself and +her position by going to reside with her former governess, the wife of a +curate in the East End of London. Some few sympathised with her, but the +greater number laughed at Mr Gwynne, admired Lady Nugent's tact, and +blamed Freda. + +Those, also, who discussed Colonel Vaughan, as everybody did, thought +him a wise man to marry a woman who could at once clear his estate, and +enable him to live upon it as his fathers had never lived before him, +and welcomed him home with great ardour, and a regular volley of dinner +parties. + +Thus Lady Mary Nugent and her daughter, with their various worldly and +external advantages, and Colonel Vaughan, with his _savoir faire_, had +done more for themselves than Freda or Gladys, or Owen or Rowland could +have done, with their honesty of purpose, beauty, and intelligence, in a +worldly point of view, I would be understood to mean. + + + + + + +CHAPTER XXXVII. + +THE SPENDTHRIFT. + + +We must now run rapidly through the next six years of Howel and Netta's +career. + +After spending nearly a year abroad, where Howel amused himself, in +addition, to his usual diversions, by speculating in some German mines, +they came back to England. They went for a time to Spendall Lodge in +Yorkshire, on a visit to Sir Samuel Spendall, in order to be in the +vicinity of the Doncaster races. Thence they went to Scarborough, where +Howel left Netta, her child and maid in a lodging, whilst he attended +the various races in other parts of the country. + +About this time, Sir John Simpson died, and his son came into his +fortune. Howel immediately bought a handsome house in Belgravia, +furnished it expensively, and began life as a London fine gentleman. + +It is needless to describe how Howel's income and position in society +gradually dwindled down; or more properly, how his means fluctuated +according as his horses lost or won, or his various speculations +succeeded or failed. Long before his father died, he had mortgaged that +father's very mortgages; and had spent a large portion of his wealth in +paying off debts of honour, and freeing himself from the Jews, into +whose hands he had got before he went to live at Abertewey. + +During his four years' residence in London, it was evident that his +means fluctuated in some wonderful way. His house was the rendezvous of +men of all ranks who were on the turf, and his life was passed in a +state of perpetual excitement. Netta did not see much of him, except at +their own table, or that of their acquaintances. When she was alone with +him, he was either quite silent, or abusive; the career of such a man +will be better understood by most of my readers, than described by me. +The resorts of black-legs, and the betting-books of men on the turf, the +dishonourable payment of so-called debts of honour, the trickery of +horse-dealers, horse-trainers, and horse-racers, and the wretched +madness of professed gamblers, are things we have all heard of, but of +which, happily, comparatively few of us know much, practically. + +Howel managed to maintain his reputation as a gentleman and man of large +fortune, even when he was, from time to time, on the verge of ruin; and +the purchase of Sir Samuel Spendall's property in Yorkshire, when that +baronet was obliged to leave the country for debt, confirmed the opinion +of his wealth. Every one did not know that Sir Samuel, like Mr Simpson, +owed him an enormous sum of money, for various bets, loans, and even +mortgages, of which Howel kept quite as usurious an account as his +father would have done before him, and at which the lawyers of those +gentlemen shook their heads, although they could not disprove any item +of it. Howel had learnt enough of law to serve his purposes, and to +teach him how far he might venture to go, in the matter of interest and +compound interest, with impunity. + +Howel's friend, Mr Deep, was a lawyer by profession. He had duly taken +out his stamps, and had chambers in Lincoln's Inn, and did such business +as fell in his way amongst his sporting friends. + +It was he who had been Howel's attorney in all his dealings with Sir +Samuel Spendall, Mr Simpson and others, and although his reputation was +not very good amongst his professional brethren, nothing dishonourable +had ever been proved against him. + +We will now look into the chambers of this worthy in Lincoln's Inn, and +listen to a conversation that is passing between him and Howel, over +what appears to be their mid-day potation of brandy and water. Howel's +manner is excited, and his face at its darkest; Mr Deep is calm, and his +face smooth as usual. + +'You see, we must have money!' says Howel, 'I, at least, must have six +thousand five hundred pounds before this month is out. I owe that to +Dancy, who, of all men in the world, I don't choose to make wait. If I +lose at the Derby, I must have twenty thousand more.' + +'But the chances are you will win. Alma is pretty safe, I think.' + +'Yes, if we can manage to drug Magnificent. I think I have Little Bill +in my power; he will do anything for us. But this six thousand five +hundred is the first thing to think of. I have mortgaged Spendall Lodge +almost to its value. By the way, are you quite sure that Spendall has +nothing against us? They say his mother is paying his debts, and that he +will be able to come back.' + +'Positive; besides, he never knows what money he has paid, or what +receipts he has had, or what the amount of his mortgages was.' + +'Simpson, again, I think he is sharper since his father's death. He was +regularly frightened when he found what a sum he owed me; and if I +hadn't got into a passion, and threatened to call him out for doubting +my honour, I believe he would have checked our bill.' + +'Can't you get more money on your house in town?' + +'No; I have tried Levi and Jacobs, and they won't advance any more +without better security.' + +'Your mother; surely she would help you, if you were to make up a good +story.' + +'No; I ran down to see her the other day, and she had taken offence +because she chose to think I had neglected her, and was as obstinate as +an old mule. I believe she is getting stingy, too, and says she will +keep her money as long as she lives, and then I may do what I like with +it.' + +'What is she worth?' + +'Well, I should say by this time, she must have as good as six or seven +hundred a-year. She hasn't lived up to her income, and what she has +doled out to me now and then, hasn't touched the principal. She must +have from fifteen to twenty thousand pounds one way and another.' + +'Ask her to come and visit you; take her about and make much of her, and +then seize upon her in an unwary moment. Borrow the money, and say you +will pay it back, which you know, you will be able to do, if you have +any luck.' + +'That's a bright idea. The old soul has always been hankering to come to +London. Give me a pen and ink directly. Let me see; I know how she +likes me to begin. "Dear and honoured mother." Faugh! shall we go on in +the ancient style? "I hope this will find you well, as it leaves me at +present." I only wish it would find her--well--I think that will do. I +have told her that Netta and I will be delighted to see her, etc., etc. +And Netta hates her, too.' + +'By the way, Jenkins, could not Mrs Howel Jenkins get Dancy to give in +about that money? She is a prime favourite.' + +'Mrs Jenkins knows nothing of my money transactions, and certainly would +be the last person I should wish to interfere in such a matter. Let us +go and post this letter, and then I want to go to Tattersalls. Will you +dine with me at the club at six? and afterwards we will keep our +appointment with Dancy and Lord Dupe; we may make something of the +latter, if we can't of the former.' + +It was nearly two o'clock in the morning when Howel reached his home. +His little girl was ill in the measles, and Netta, feeling anxious about +her, had been sitting up with her. When Howel entered the bedroom in +which the mother and child were, he began to talk in a loud voice. + +'Why on earth don't you go to bed, Netta?' + +Netta put her finger on her lips, and pointed to the little bed in which +her child was sleeping, then hurried into the next room, a kind of +nursery and play-room, and sent the maid, who was sitting there, into +the bedroom. Howel followed her; Netta saw that he had been drinking, +and was greatly excited; he never was absolutely intoxicated, but he +constantly drank too much. + +'Why do you sit up I say, Netta?' + +'Because Minette is so feverish; I did not like to leave her.' + +The child had been called Minette by a French _bonne_, and they had all +somehow adopted it as a name; her real name was Victoria. + +'You didn't sit up for me, of course?' + +'Certainly not; you are not so very agreeable when you come home, as to +make me sit up for you.' + +'I say, Netta, do you know I have written to invite my mother to come +and pay us a visit.' + +'Your mother! then you must amuse her, for I certainly won't.' + +'I beg to say you will, and will do everything in your power to make her +visit agreeable. It will be worse for you if you do not. What do you +mean by always disobeying me?' + +'You had better not strike me again, you coward, you! Justine will hear +you. She can see and hear, if she can't understand.' + +'I tell you what, Netta, everything may depend on our reception of my +mother--your very living, and mine, and Minette's.' + +'I don't care about living; I'd rather starve than live the life I do, +and if I have Aunt 'Lizbeth, too, I shall run away, I am sure I shall.' + +'With whom, madam?' + +'With anybody or nobody; I don't care what becomes of me since you're so +unkind. Perhaps you'd like to see my shoulder that you hurt yesterday? I +haven't had the pleasure of seeing you since. Your shakes, and pinches +ain't very soft, sir, I assure you.' + +Netta threw off a portion of the white dressing-gown she had on, and +displayed her round white neck and shoulder disfigured by a +black-and-blue mark. + +'I'll do the same to the other if you aggravate me any more,' said +Howel, clenching his teeth, and moving towards Netta. + +'Not to-night, anyhow,' said Netta, running through the door and short +passage into her child's bedroom. She knew that he was always +sufficiently master of himself not to expose himself before the +servants. + +'Justine, I shall sleep with Minette to-night--that is to say, I shall +lie down on this sofa by her side. You can go to bed as usual,' said +Netta. + +And when Minette and Justine were fast asleep in their respective beds, +poor Netta sat and cried the livelong night, with her feet upon the +fender, and her eyes fixed upon the almost-extinguished fire. + +The following morning, when she was watching her child, Howel came into +the room. He went up to the bed on which Minette lay, and kissed her, +and asked her how she did. The little girl looked pleased, and putting +her arms round her father's neck, whispered,-- + +'Papa! do you know mamma has not been in bed all night? Will you tell +her I am quite well, and ask her to go to bed?' + +'I will, darling. I have a new picture-book for you downstairs Mamma +will come and fetch it. Mamma, will you come and fetch a new book for +Minette?' + +Netta looked at Howel for the first time, and seeing that his face was +tolerably pleasant, followed him out of the room, and down into the +dining-room, where his breakfast was awaiting him. + +'Netta! you must make my breakfast, and have some with me. Minette is +better, and you needn't starve yourself to death,' said Howel, sitting +down at the breakfast-table. + +'Thank you,' replied Netta sulkily. 'I can't eat anything, I am a great +deal too tired and wretched.' + +'Netta, I am sorry I hurt you; but you do aggravate me so, and I have a +great deal on my mind.' + +Netta's face brightened a little. + +'Why don't you tell me what you have on your mind, instead of bullying +me from morning to night?' + +'Because a woman cannot understand such matters. But if I do not get +some money this month we shall be ruined. I have asked my mother up to +see whether she will advance it, and that will depend on our treatment +of her. Will you be kind to her?' + +'I suppose you will give me some of the money, if you get it, to pay +servants' wages, and other bills? I am dunned for money from morning to +night, and never have a farthing to pay.' + +'I shall be able to pay everything next month. I am sure of plenty of +money.' + +'And I suppose you want to get money from your mother to pay bets, or +something of the sort? Why won't you tell me?' + +'Yes; I owe it to _your_ friend Dancy. Perhaps you will help me to pay +_him_.' + +'He is no friend of mine. I don't like him; but he would do more for me +than you would, and is kinder too. But I don't want to be under any +obligation to him.' + +'If you wish to keep a house over your head, or me out of a prison, you +must either ask him, as a personal favour, to let me off the debt, or +you must help me to get the money out of my mother.' + +'Howel, I don't like underhand ways. I don't mind trying to be civil to +Aunt 'Lizbeth, provided you tell her exactly how you are situated, and +promise me never to bet with Captain Dancy, or borrow money of him +again.' + +'I promise most faithfully.' + +'And if you can't afford to live in this grand house, Howel, why don't +you give it up, and take to the law, or anything to get your living? +Perhaps, if you did, we should be happy again. I would rather work like +a slave, and not keep a servant, and live in a small lodging, or +anything, than see you so altered.' + +Here Netta began to cry. + +'If I get this money from mother, and what I expect from other sources, +we shall be all right again, and then--' + +'And then, Howel, you will give up horse-racing and betting and gambling +and bad company, and think more of Minette and me--your poor unhappy +Netta--your wife--your little cousin that you used to say you +loved!--oh, Howel! Howel! that you hate so now, and treat so unkindly.' + +Netta had been standing by the fire-place hitherto, but at this juncture +she went towards Howel timidly, and kneeling down by his side as he sat +at the table, put her hands on his arm, and fixed her tearful eyes on +his face. + +Howel was touched. We know that there are moments in the lives of the +worst of men when better feelings overcome the evil ones; and Howel was +not utterly bad; and now his guardian angel seemed to be making a great +effort to reclaim him from his sins. He really loved Netta as much as he +could love anything. Was she not the only creature in the world who had +really loved him? + +'Then you do not quite hate me, Netta?' he said, putting his arm round +her neck, 'I thought all the old love was gone.' + +'No, no, Howel! Dear, dear Howel! I love you in my heart! but you are so +changed--so--so--you don't care for my company now. You never come home +and play and sing as you used to do. You never speak to Minette; you +never speak to me except--' + +Here Netta leant her head on Howel's knees, and began to sob. He put his +hand on her head, smoothed her hair, and finally raised her from the +ground, and took her in his arms to his weak, wicked heart--a heart not +wholly depraved, because there was still in it love for his wife. + +For a long time she clung to him; her arms round his neck, her cheek to +his cheek, her beating heart to his bosom, as if she was afraid that the +spell would be broken if once she let go. Howel kissed her pale cheek, +wiped those large black eyes, and comforted her as she had never hoped +to be comforted again. Vague thoughts entered his mind of the +possibility of beginning life afresh--of being a better husband and +father--of giving up his wild, sinful courses. 'Shall the Ethiopian +change his skin, or the leopard his spots.' + +'I will do anything, Howel, darling--anything you wish,' suddenly +murmured Netta, returning his caresses, 'only you will promise never to +be unkind again. I will beg, starve for you as long as you love me; but +you know I am hot-tempered, and when you are cross I get angry; and then +you are violent, and I am hard and sullen and wicked--oh, so wicked! I +think I must have lived fifty years in the last five years, Howel, I +feel so old and altered. Don't make me so hard-hearted again, Howel, +bach, or I shall die, indeed I shall; I feel it now at my heart.' + +Netta put her hand on her heart as she leant against Howel. He raised +her, and saw that she was of a deathly paleness. + +'Don't be--frightened--I have--it--often--only--a spasm,' she gasped, as +frightened he went to the sideboard, and poured out some brandy into one +of the tea cups, and putting a little water to it, gave it her to drink. + +She soon revived, and recovering a little of her old colour again, put +her arms round Howel, and thanked him for being so kind. Howel was +aware, for the first time for many years, that conscience is not a myth; +his smote him. + +'Will you stay at home to-day, Howel?' asked Netta. 'I will write myself +to your mother, if you will.' + +'Yes, Netta, dear, I will. Now, shall we carry the picture-book to +Minette?' + +'No; you must have your breakfast now, and I will make it. Oh! I am so +happy.' + +'And you do not care for Dancy, Netta?' + +'No; I hate him.' + +Howel kept his word, and stayed at home that one day with Netta and her +child, and she wrote that day down on the tablets of her memory as the +brightest spot in six years of trouble and distrust. + + + + + + +CHAPTER XXXVIII. + +THE FORGER. + + +In a few days Mrs Griffith Jenkins arrived in London, equally surprised +and delighted by the invitation she had received from her son and +daughter-in-law. Netta kept her word, and behaved to her with all the +kindness and consideration she could assume. She took her to various +places of amusement, and tried to find pleasure herself in scenes that a +few years before would have given her great delight; but the forebodings +of coming evil hung heavily over her, and she could not rouse herself +into her old spirits. Howel was very kind to her when with her; but +after that one white day he was not much at home. He went out once or +twice with her and his mother in the evening, and was so very attentive +to the latter that she began to think herself a person of consideration +once more. + +'There's kind Howels is, Netta, fach!' she would say. 'There's proud you +ought to be to be having such a kind husband. But he don't be looking +well, nor you neither. You was looking as pale as those wox figures at +Mrs Tuss's; and seure won was as like you as could be. Ach a fi! I +'ouldn't like to be going again into that little room with all the +murderers. And Howel was looking quite pale. But such beauty music, and +dresses, and all like life. I thought I should a-screeked out when that +man turned and looked at me, and wogged his head, and was nodding, is +seure as if he was alive, and he only wox!' + +Mrs Jenkins had been in London about a week, when Howel began +carelessly the subject nearest his heart. + +'I say, mother, fach, how does your money hold out? I daresay you are +rich as a Jew by this time.' + +'Pretty well, Howel. I hope you do be well off now, and don't be living +so gay as you wos.' + +'Well, mother, if I could just get a few thousands for a couple of weeks +I should be as rich as Croesus, and out of all those difficulties I told +you of in another month. Do you know of any one likely to have such a +sum to lend?' + +'Thousands, Howel! why hundreds wasn't plenty with us, let alone +thousands. You do know that there don't be any wan so rich as you in our +parts.' + +'So I am, mother, or rather shall be by-and-by. I have lived beyond my +income, but I am going to retrench, and if you could only lend me five +or six thousands pounds, it would set me right, and I could pay you +again in a month.' + +'Five or six thousand! Why, Howel, I 'ouldn't know how to get it; and I +don't cheuse to be reuining myself, and bringing myself down again for +nobody.' + +'Not even for me, mother? To save me from jail, perhaps! Ha! ha! I'm +sure you wouldn't like to see me in jail; and 'pon my honour I don't +know how I shall keep out of it unless you help me.' + +'And where's the thousands and hundreds of thousands your father was +leaving you? Ten years ago come next Jeune he did die, my poor Griffey.' + +'Now, mother, don't humbug me about that. You know you were glad enough. +Only let me have the money, unless you want me to leave the country, +never to come back.' + +'Ach an wyr! How you be talking. You wos frightening me to death. I +'ouldn't mind lending you a few hundreds, but--' + +'Hundreds won't do, mother. I must have five thousand six hundred before +this week is out, or else--It is impossible you could be cruel enough to +see your only son in distress, and not help him out of it.' + +'I have been helping you all your life, Howel. I could lend you wan +thousand, and no more, and if you'll promise to be paying me soon.' + +'One thousand six hundred, mother, I must have that at least.' + +It would be waste of time to write the reasons urged by Howel to induce +his mother to advance him this money; but after some hours of entreaty, +and a promise from him that he would repay it shortly, she consented to +write the necessary cheque for that sum. She insisted upon the business +being managed through Mr Rice Rice, her attorney at home, and wrote to +him to empower him to raise it as he best could for her son at once. + +As she was a poor scribe, and a still worse orthographer, Howel +superintended the letter, and when it was written said he would enclose +and post it. He was most particular in telling her where and how to +write the figures; and before the ink was dry begged her to go to a +davenport, which stood at the other end of the room, for a stamp. + +No sooner was her back turned towards him, than with the same pen and +ink he made the straight figure _one_ into a _four_, and in the cheque +which she had written, as well as in the accompanying letter, four +thousand six hundred pounds held the place that one thousand six hundred +had held when Mrs Griffith Jenkins left the table to go to the +davenport. + +If Howel trembled, or if his conscience smote him when he did this +dreadful deed, he did not let his mother see it. + +'Perhaps, after all, you had better direct the letter, mother,' he said, +as he finished sealing it. 'If I do it it will look as if I thought you +couldn't write, and you really write just as well as any other lady of +your age. I am really very much obliged to you.' + +When Howel carried the letter out of the room, and went for a few +moments into another, he said to himself, 'I can pay the whole back +after the races, and manage so as to prevent her knowing anything about +it. And if the worst come to the worst, I must tell her what I did. She +won't expose me; it will be a furious quarrel, and then all will be +over. We must keep her here for a long time, and I must get hold of her +letters first and read them to her, and alter them if necessary. Now I +must look about for another thousand pounds.' + +In due course of time the money was procured for Mrs Jenkins, and paid +into a London bank. Howel took possession of the letter of advice +concerning it, and told his mother he had opened it because she was out +when it arrived, and he had not a moment to lose in obtaining the money +from the bank. He kissed her, and talked to her, and hurried her and +Netta to dress for a drive in the park with him, until he made her +forget to obtain possession of the letter, and so far his fraud +prospered. + +A few mornings after he had received the money, he had a note from Mr +Deep, containing the intelligence of the return from abroad of Sir +Samuel Spendall, and that his attorneys were investigating his affairs. +As soon as he received this note, he went by a succession of omnibuses +to the east of London, and, as it chanced, into his brother-in-law's +parish. In this parish there was a wretched-looking suburb, inhabited +principally by Jews, whose houses were, unlike the whited sepulchres +metaphorically used in scripture to describe the hearts of their race, +most unclean without, but magnificent within. Into many of these +dwellings Howel went in the hope of raising money, but without success. +His credit was at zero. + +In a desolate, but somewhat more respectable-looking house of the same +parish, he hired a couple of rooms, giving his name as Mr Mills, and +paying a week's rent in advance. + +He was walking up this street, looking for a cab, when he was suddenly +accosted by his brother-in-law, Rowland Prothero. + +'You are coming to see me, Howel, I am so glad,' said Rowland, as they +shook hands. + +'Not to-day; I am here on a little business, and in a great hurry.' + +Howel walked on, but Rowland accompanied him. + +'You were all out when I called yesterday,' said Rowland, 'and I +particularly wanted to see you, Howel. When will you be at home?' + +'It is impossible to say.' + +'It is on your own account; it is about Sir Samuel Spendall that I wish +to speak.' + +Howel turned pale, and stood still for a moment, looking round him as he +did so to see that no one was listening. + +'What of him?' + +'Sir Philip told me that he had been heard to say he would dispute your +right to his property, for you had acquired it by unfair means.' + +'The scoundrel!' cried Howel, turning pale. 'You have always something +agreeable to communicate when we do meet. It is well it is so seldom, Mr +Rowland Prothero.' + +'Oh, Howel! hear me whilst it is yet time, and clear yourself from the +imputations to which I cannot shut my ears. My eyes, alas! have been +long opened, and I would have helped you, but neither Netta nor you will +listen.' + +'Cab!' shouted Howel, and a cab drew up, and Howel jumped into it, with +a 'good morning,' leaving Rowland looking mournfully after it. + +The next morning Rowland was at Howel's house very early. He found Netta +alone, and heard from her that Howel had not been at home since the +previous morning. She had had a line from him telling her that he was +going with Mr Deep to Greenwich. + +Netta looked ill and anxious. Rowland entreated her to tell him freely +what made her so unhappy. He said he did not wish to interfere between +her and her husband, only to advise her for her good. + +Netta burst into tears, and said that Howel was very kind now, but that +she feared there was something on his mind. She knew they were in debt, +but that Howel told her all would soon be right. + +Rowland begged her to come to him if she were in any difficulty; assured +her of his brotherly love and deep interest in her; pointed out her path +of duty to her, and urged her to be patient with her husband whatever +might happen, and to endeavour to win him to better courses; then left +her with a heavy heart and a promise to return on the morrow. He was +obliged to be at home that evening for a service in the church. + +Late at night Howel returned, anxious and pale. Netta and Mrs Griffey +had been to see Albert Smith's entertainment, and the latter was in a +great state of descriptive excitement, when Howel interrupted her by +saying,-- + +'Mother, I am very sorry to seem so unkind and inhospitable, but I am +afraid I must ask you to return home to-morrow.' + +'To-morrow! I am feeling too tired to be up in time to-morrow, and, +seure! if you 'on't give your own mother a home for as long as she do +like to stay, there's my Lady Simpson who is asking me there, and--' + +'Impossible, mother, I must see you off for Wales. I am in great trouble +about money, and I must leave to-morrow myself or shall be in jail.' + +'Name o' goodness, Howel, what wos you doing with what I did give you?' + +'Never mind; only, if anything is said to you about that money by any +one, take care what you say in answer. Don't answer at all, indeed, or +it may ruin you and me. Now you must pack up your things to be ready for +the first train. Tell the servants--I will--that you are summoned home +by a telegraphic message.' + +Howel impelled his mother upstairs, and then said to Netta, who was +standing looking very pale, with her hand on her heart,-- + +'Netta, you must fill your pockets, and every corner of your dress that +will contain them, with such jewels and plate as are of value. Money, I +fear, there is none, unless my mother has any. Send the servants to bed, +and do this when all is quiet. I am liable to be arrested for debt, and +do not know when it may or may not take place. Have a cab to-morrow +morning, and send my mother to the station; then take Minette, at your +usual hour, through the park to Hyde Park Corner. Start about ten. I +will meet you. I must not stay here to-night; indeed, I must not stay +longer.' + +Netta threw her arms round Howel's neck, and entreated him not to leave +her. + +'Netta, don't be a fool! You don't want to ruin me, do you?' + +Netta withdrew her arms, and stood like a statue before Howel. + +'You needn't look so frightened? it will be all right in a few weeks. +To-morrow at ten, remember.' + +Howel kissed her, and again left the house. + +Poor Netta set about the work that was appointed her mechanically. First +of all, however, she went into her mother-in-law's room, and assisted +her to pack. Mrs Griffey was by turns indignant, alarmed, and sorrowful; +but finding that she must depart, and that some real difficulty existed, +she made no further resistance. Seeing that Netta had literally no +money, she gave her a ten-pound note, under a faithful promise that she +would not transfer it to Howel. + +'He do be very good-for-nothing, Netta, and have been spending money +enough to buy half London. Tak' you care of this, and write you to me. +You was very good to me since I was come here.' + +The kind word was too much for Netta, and she sat down and cried +bitterly. Mrs Griffey tried to comfort her by crying too, and so the +night waned away. + +The following morning the cab was sent for, according to Howel's order, +and a man-servant ordered to accompany Mrs Griffith Jenkins to the +station and see her off. Netta had never believed it possible that she +could have cried at parting with her mother-in-law; but after she left +the house she wrung her hands in despair, and wept as if she had lost +her last earthly friend. + +Still, she thought, Howel is kind, and loves me, so I will not mind what +else happens. + +She ordered Justine to dress Minette, whilst she hurriedly finished such +preparations as she could make for her uncertain future. She found that +all Howel's jewels were already gone, so she had only to fill her +pockets and a bag with the best of her own and some plate and lock her +drawers. She took it for granted that Howel wanted the jewels for +himself, and that she would be obliged, when she returned home, to +secure other things. + +As she took Minette by the hand, and led her along the handsome square +in which they lived, she saw two men look at her very intently, and then +exchange some words apparently about her. In former days, when her +bright colour and pretty face attracted the notice of passers-by, this +would only have pleased her; now it frightened her. + +Before they reached Hyde Park Corner Howel hailed her from a cab. + +'Netta, would you rather go into Wales to my mother or come with me?' +said Howel. + +'With you, Howel, anywhere, not into Wales for the world.' + +Howel leaned back into a corner of the cab, and did not speak again. + +Netta did not know where they went, but they got into four cabs in +succession, driving a certain distance in one, then paying the driver, +then walking into another street and hailing a fresh vehicle. + +At last they reached the far east of London, and found themselves in a +dirty, wretched street, amongst a squalid population. + +'Give me the bag, and take care of your pocket,' said Howel, as they +walked along the pavement. 'Keep close to me.' + +They reached the house where Howel had taken a lodging the previous day. +He walked through the passage, and bade his wife and child follow him; +ascended two pair of stairs, and entered a large and tolerably +respectable room. + +There was a letter on the table, which he opened at once. It contained +the following lines:-- + +'The double S are comparing notes, and various rumours are in +circulation amongst that set.' + +He put the letter in his pocket, and, turning to Netta, told her to go +into the bedroom and take off her own and Minette's bonnet, as they must +stay for a little while where they were. + +'Not here, papa,' said Minette, beginning to cry. 'I don't like this +place.' + +'Hold your tongue!' said her father sternly, as Netta led her out of the +room. + +'Netta,' whispered Howel, 'our name is Mills here--just for a time +only.' + +When Netta went into the close, dark bedroom at the back of the +sitting-room, she took off her sobbing child's things, set her on her +lap, and by degrees soothed her to sleep. She laid her on such a bed as +she had assuredly never slept on before, and then returned to Howel. + +She stood before him pale and resolute. He was pacing the room rapidly, +and muttering to himself. + +'Howel, I must know all! What is the matter? What is to become of us?' +she said. + +'We must not be seen by our friends for a time, dear Netta, because I +am liable to be arrested. Will you mind staying here a day or two alone? +I must go away for a short time on business but will return and remove +you when it is settled. You are better here than at home, as everything +will be seized. You are in Rowland's parish, if the worst should come to +the worst; but I don't want him to know anything about me, as it will be +all right again by-and-by.' + +'Howel, I asked Captain Dancy not to insist upon that money.' + +'You did! That is why he let me off with half for another month. What +did he say?' + +'He said, Howel, that if I would go to France with him he would forgive +your debt.' + +'And you, Netta?' Howel clenched his fist. + +'And I, Howel? I left the room, and have never seen him since. He called +after, but I could not speak to him again. How could I?' + +'Netta, will you forgive and try to forget how jealous and unkind I have +been? In spite of all, I have loved you, Netta. Oh! if I had not taken +you away from your happy home!' + +'I can bear anything if you love me, Howel. We will try to get through +this difficulty, and then you will begin afresh as a clerk or anything; +and we will be happy--oh, so happy again! Happier than ever!' + +Netta smiled through her tears, whilst Howel groaned aloud. + +'Think kindly of me, Netta; don't let them make you hate me. I care for +no one else in the world. If I send for you, will you come to me, +supposing I cannot come myself?' + +'Anywhere! anywhere!' + +Netta put her arms around her husband and sobbed aloud. + +By-and-by some refreshments that Howel had ordered came up. The landlady +appeared, who seemed a quiet, meek-looking woman. + +'I shall be obliged to leave Mrs Mills and the little girl for a day or +two,' said Howel. 'You will see they are attended to, I hope.' + +'Yes, sir,' said the landlady looking, and, doubtless, feeling +astonished at the sort of person Netta was, so pretty and well-dressed. + +That evening another letter arrived from Mr Deep, which told Howel very +plainly that writs were issued against him, and that his bills, cheques, +betting debts, and affairs generally, were being questioned by his +friends. There was also rather more than a hint of his being suspected +of forgery. + +He went out as soon as he had received that letter, and did not return +until past midnight. Netta awaited him in an agony of terror lest he +should return no more. + +He gave Netta ten pounds and told her on no account to disclose her real +name, or give a clue to his having been with her in those lodgings, if +she should see Rowland. + +'But you will be back soon?' said poor Netta. + +'In a few days I hope, or else I will send for you. I must leave +to-morrow morning at daybreak.' + +A few weeks ago and neither husband nor wife would have cared how long +the separation might be, now it seemed death for each to part. + +Howel kissed his child again and again as she lay sleeping in her dingy +bed, and held Netta long in his arms. The only human being who really +loved him! Him, weak, wild, sinful, godless! yet with one divine spark +rekindling in his breast--the spark of human love. + +He laid his wife, fainting, by the side of her child on the bed, bathed +her temples with water until he saw that she would revive, and then +rushed out into the dirty streets, under the misty, murky morning sky, a +reckless and miserable man. + + + + + + +CHAPTER XXXIX. + +THE ACCOUNTANT. + + +'I never shall get through these accounts!' is the soliloquy of Miss +Gwynne, to whom we return with much pleasure, on my part, at least, +after a separation of six years. + +She is seated in a gloomy but comfortable dining-room, in a house +situated in one of the squares at the East End of London. We left her in +her large, airy, country home, looking out upon a beautiful view of hill +and valley--we find her in a close, dark square, with nothing to enliven +the scene without but a few dingy shrubs, a row of tall gaunt houses, +and a smoke-discoloured, soot-filled atmosphere. We left her unhappy and +discontented--we find her happy and contented. We left her with a mind +harassed by uncertain plans, disappointed hopes, and humbled pride--we +find her with a mind strengthened by good purposes, holy aspirations, +and prayers for humility. Still, we left her and find her Winifred +Gwynne. She has not lost her idiosyncrasy. + +Reader, be not hasty to pronounce upon the suddenness of these changes. +Six years spent principally amongst the earnest minded, laborious clergy +of London and their families, in the heart of the most wretched, squalid +parish, amongst the lowest, most depraved, most ignorant, most utterly +miserable set of people in England, would sober the most thoughtless +woman in the world, provided she had a heart. And Freda has not only a +heart, but one earnestly desirous of doing good. + +She has found vent for her energy, occupation for her time, a bank for +all the money she possesses; therefore we find her in the midst of +papers covered with figures, containing accounts of ragged schools, +which she is labouring to reckon up, in the simplest of morning dresses, +without ornament or extraneous adornment. She is somewhat paler and +thinner than she used to be amongst the breezy hills of Wales, but her +eyes are brighter, and the expression of her countenance is gentler. + +'How stupid I am!' she exclaims. 'Gladys would reckon them up directly, +but she is at the school, and I am ashamed to ask Nita, with all her +accounts.' + +She pauses a moment and lays down her pen. Her eyes fall upon an +unopened letter. + +'And I declare I have not broken the seal of my own father's letter,' +she mutters, performing this duty as she does so, and running through it +with occasional comments. + +'"We hope you will come and spend Christmas--" I suppose I must--"and +see your little brother, who longs to see sister Freda again--" Humph! +but who cut her out of Glanyravon Park and all thereto belonging, though +he certainly is a dear little man. "Her ladyship quite well, and desires +her love." I suppose I ought to be glad and try to return the love. "Mrs +Gwynne Vaughan and her children were here yesterday. She asked for you, +and the little ones wished to know when you were coming home--" I am +much obliged to her, and am afraid I am _not_ too anxious to see either +her or her husband, in spite of their civility. "Little Harold is really +a wonderful child! He begins to spell already!" So like my good father. +Well, I ought to be thankful he is happy, and that it all turned out so +much better than I expected. But I can't help feeling a kind of wicked +disappointment when I think that Lady Mary should be quite as good a +tactician as a second wife, as she was before she married again. But, I +hope, I am happy that she makes poor papa comfortable and doesn't worry +him to death. I don't think he loves her now half as well as he does me; +still, perhaps she suits him better, because she manages him, and I +never could. But the _tyfydd_ [Footnote: Welsh for heir.] is a dear +little fellow, and I am really fond of him.' + +Miss Gwynne's soliloquy is cut short by a rap at the door, followed by +the entrance of Rowland Prothero, who says, as he bows and seems about +to retreat,-- + +'I beg your pardon--I was told Mr Jones was here.' + +'Oh, do come in!' says Miss Gwynne, rising, and advancing to meet +Rowland; 'I cannot get through these accounts. I have been reckoning and +reckoning ever since breakfast, and they will not come right. I should +be so much obliged to you if you would just look them over for me.' + +Rowland seated himself at Freda's desk, and began at once to do her +bidding. The ragged school was the one in which he was so much +interested, and that he had been instrumental in establishing. + +Whilst Miss Gwynne had been living with her friend, Mrs Jones, she had +seen a great deal of Rowland; they had, in fact, been thrown much +together. At first, Rowland ceased to come to consult the Joneses, or to +spend his few spare hours with them, when he heard that Freda was there; +and, of course, they and she understood and respected his reasons for +absenting himself; but in the course of time, they met at Sir Philip +Payne Perry's, at his rector's, and elsewhere, and his reserve slightly +wore off. When Freda began to assist Mrs Jones in her parish work, and +threw herself, heart and soul, into the ragged school, they met of +necessity very frequently. Freda was so studiously polite in her manners +to him, and so careful to avoid every subject that would recall their +old relations at Glanyravon, that he gradually felt more at his ease +with her, and it ended by his resuming his old, friendly intercourse +with Mr and Mrs Jones. But Freda knew well that, in spite of her best +efforts to propitiate him, he never forgot those words, 'Do you know who +I am, and who you are?' He was always gentlemanlike, always kind, always +ready to do anything she asked him, but he never relaxed the somewhat +formal respect of his manner. In society, he was quite different with +every one else to what he was with her. With the Perrys he was as much +at ease as if he were their own son; and they seemed almost to consider +him as such. At his rector's he was the life of their little circle, and +might have been, Freda shrewdly suspected, united to it by a link closer +than that of curate, had he so chosen; for there was a very pretty +daughter who evidently looked upon him with favourable eyes. Amongst the +respectable portion of his flock he was a general favourite, and all the +young ladies, as young ladies will, worked with and for him; not only in +the matter of schools, but in slippers and purses. What was still more +clear and satisfactory to Freda was, that he made way amongst the +miserable poor. + +The ragged school children loved him, and through them, he got at the +hearts of some of their degraded parents. His seemed a labour of love +with every one but her. She received his marked politeness and nothing +more. But he interested her daily. Some new trait of character would +break out--some little touch of deep feeling--some symptom of a highly +sensitive nature, which told her how much he must have felt her cutting +words. He was proud, too, and she liked him for it, although she was +striving to humble her own pride. What would she not have given to have +recalled those words! The Rowland Prothero of London, esteemed and loved +by the wise and good, for his unpretending but strenuous parochial +labours, his clear, forcible, but very simple preaching--was to her +quite a different person from him of Glanyravon Farm, the son of her +father's tenant. In short they were no longer identical. As she was no +longer the heiress of Glanyravon, but simply Miss Gwynne, Mrs. Jones' +friend--so he was Mr. Rowland Prothero, a respectable and respected +London clergyman. + +And these are the relations under which they appear, sitting near one +another over the accounts of the ragged school, which Freda has +undertaken to keep. + +'I think there is a slight fault here, Miss Gwynne,' he says, pointing +out an error in calculation. + +'Of course, I never had a head for figures, and Mrs. Jones could never +get me to do my sums.' + +'Still, the account is quite right in the main, the errors were in the +adding up, and it is rightly balanced.' + +'Thank you, I am so very much obliged to you. I should never have got +through them. And now, will you tell me of those wretched people that +Mr. Jones would not let me go and see.' + +'I gave them the money you kindly sent, or, at least, laid it out for +them, as they would have spent it in gin, and they are already more +comfortable; but the father is gone away, and the mother apparently +dying.' + +'Is there no way of alleviating all this wretchedness?' + +'I fear none. Sin is at the root, and as long as the present world +lasts, there must be misery with it.' + +Rowland spoke these words in an unusually melancholy and depressed tone +of voice, which caused Miss Gwynne to look up from the papers, directly +at him. He was paler than usual, and his lip quivered. He met her +glance, and making an effort to rise, said hastily,-- + +'Can I have the honour of doing anything more for you, Miss Gwynne. I am +sure I can return you the thanks of the committee, indeed of every one +concerned for--' + +'I want no thanks, I deserve no thanks from any one; are you ill, Mr. +Rowland? You have been in some of those dreadful haunts, and they have +upset you. May I get you something?' + +'Thank you, I am quite well.' Rowland's lip quivered still more and he +grew still less calm, as he again met Miss Gwynne's eye fixed on him +with evident interest. + +'I am sure you are ill; you must allow me the privilege of a +parishioner, if not of an old friend, and let me ask what is the +matter?' + +Her manner was so kind, that Rowland's reserve was for a moment +overcome. + +'Thank you, Miss Gwynne--my poor sister.' + +'Yes, what of her? I assure you I am truly interested for her; poor +Netta!' + +'I fear she is in serious trouble, I scarcely know what myself as yet; +but she, her husband and child have left the house, and Howel's +creditors have taken possession of all his effects. No one knows where +they are gone, or what is to become of them.' + +Rowland had not the courage to tell Miss Gwynne that the police were +searching for Howel right and left upon a charge of forgery. + +'Poor Netta! I am very, very sorry. What can have reduced him to this?' + +'Gaming, horse-racing, speculating! These will waste the largest fortune +and ruin the fairest hopes. But he deserves it all, only my poor sister +is the victim, and the respectability of an honest name is impeached.' + +'Oh no--poor Netta's hasty marriage and wilful temper were the causes of +her trouble, it can have nothing to do with your family; besides, many +people of high family and position are obliged to fly for debt.' + +'That is dishonour enough, Miss Gwynne, but this--this is worse; Howel +is suspected of--of forgery.' + +Rowland gave Miss Gwynne one quick, searching glance as he said that +word, and then rose to go. She rose, too, but putting out her hands, and +looking him full in the face, kindly and gently, she said,-- + +'Mr. Prothero, I am very sorry for you; for Netta; for all. But if this +is true, the sin and the shame will rest with him who caused them--it +cannot fall on you or yours.' + +Rowland shook the offered hand, and then left the room. + +In the hall he met Gladys, who had just come in from the school. Frisk +was barking and jumping about her with great animation, not having +grown, as Freda foretold, a useless and fat London dog. When Rowland +appeared, he transferred his attentions to him, and looked much +disappointed at receiving none in return. + +Rowland shook hands with Gladys, and asked her to come with him into Mr +Jones' little study, where he told her, more clearly than he had told +Miss Gwynne, what he knew of Howel and Netta. + +He said that he had been to their house the previous day in the +afternoon, and had found it occupied by sheriffs' officers and +policemen, who were trying, in vain, to ascertain from the servants +where their master and mistress were. All that they knew was that their +master did not sleep in the house the previous night, and that their +mistress left it that morning. Rowland had waited until late at night, +but no further intelligence was gained. + +He gleaned that Howel was accused of having forged cheques, at different +times, to a very large amount, in the names both of Sir Samuel Spendall +and Sir Horatio Simpson. The frauds had been discovered through a cheque +on the latter's bank, purporting to be written by him for five hundred +pounds, received by Howel a few weeks before. Sir Horatio Simpson having +gone himself to his bankers for some money, it was found that he had +overdrawn his account, and, upon examining his late cheques, he utterly +disclaimed that of Howel, and declared it forged. The result of this was +a general examination of his banking accounts for the last four years, +and the discovery of forgeries, by alteration of figures and forged +signatures, to the amount of some five or six thousand pounds. + +At the same time Sir Samuel Spendall's attorneys found, from a rigid +examination of that baronet's affairs, that Howel's claim on him did not +amount to two-thirds of his demand, and that various signatures to +betting debts, and loans of money, etc., were forgeries. + +In addition to this, Howel's own debts, both on the turf and to his +tradesmen, were enormous, and ignominy surrounded him on all sides. + +Rowland groaned aloud as he told Gladys these horrible truths, and +Gladys had no words of comfort; all she could say was,-- + +'It is not poor Netta's fault; it is not yours, Mr Rowland, or that of +any one belonging to you.' + +'But the shame, Gladys; you know my father, it will be his death.' + +'Oh no, sir, he always expected something of the kind. I have often +heard him say so. If we could only find Mrs Jenkins and her child it +would not be so bad.' + +Mr Jones came in, and Gladys left the room and went to Miss Gwynne. + +Gladys has become the friend and confidential adviser of every member of +that small household; no one but herself considers her as a servant. She +acts as housekeeper for Mrs Jones, maid to Miss Gwynne, school teacher +and district visitor to Mr Jones and Rowland, almoner and confidante to +all. Gladys, within doors, Miss Gladys, without; no one knows that she +has any other name. In spite of her beauty, her youth, her timidity, she +goes amongst scenes and people, from whom most women, even the best, +would shrink, and seems to bear about with her a charmed life and +invisible strength that nothing can destroy. + +Amongst the wretched Irish who inhabit a portion of that vast, depraved +parish, she has an influence that even the clergy cannot boast, due to +her Irish extraction and slight accent; and the sufferings she has +herself undergone from gaunt famine and grim death, make her keenly +alive to their wants and feelings. No one has such power over the poor +untutored heathen children of the ragged school as she has, and no one +loves them as she does. She, too, like her mistress, has found her +vocation in their city home; who cannot find a vocation in any home, if +they will only look around them for it? + +Whilst Rowland and Mr Jones discuss the sad news Rowland has to tell, +Miss Gwynne, Mrs Jones and Gladys discuss it also, for Mrs Jones has +joined the pair in the dining room. There is but one feeling in that +household--sorrow for Rowland and his family, anxiety about Netta. Tears +are in the eyes of all those true-hearted women as they think of the +probable fate of the once bright little belle of their country +neighbourhood, deserted, perhaps amongst the wild wildernesses of London +houses. + +Mr Jones endeavours to console Rowland by suggesting that if Netta is +left by her husband she will surely fall back upon her brother; and when +he has exhausted what little portion of hope he can inspire, Rowland +turns resolutely to subjects that must be attended to, even if his heart +were breaking from sorrow. + +The respected rector of that large parish was in very uncertain health, +and had gone abroad with his family for three months, leaving all the +parochial duties in the hands of his two curates. They were heavy enough +for three clergymen, but Mr Jones and Rowland found them almost too +weighty for them, unassisted by their chief; however, they fought +manfully through them, Sundays and week days. + +Rowland refused Mr and Mrs Jones' invitation to dinner, and, crossing +the square, entered his solitary lodging in one of the opposite houses, +and began to write to his brother Owen. He told him all that he knew of +Howel and Netta, and begged him to break it to their parents as best he +might. + +When he had finished his letter he prepared to go out again. His +landlady brought him some luncheon, but he could not touch it. He went +first to his ragged school, and there the sight of those children of +crime and infamy recalled his little niece to his mind, and made his +heart sink still lower with the fear of what she might become. Never had +he spoken with such feeling to the motley throng that stood about him as +he did that day. Then he had to thread some of the haunts whence those +children came to seek out the miserable parents to whom they had been a +sort of introduction, and never before had he experienced so forcibly +that he was their brother, even theirs, as now that he knew that his +sister's husband was 'a thief and a forger;' he could almost fancy that +they already pointed to him as belonging, at least, to one as degraded +as themselves. + +That evening he read prayers and lectured in one of the churches. He +lectured extempore, and it was noted by all his congregation that more +than once his feelings nearly overcame him. They thought and talked of +the fact, when, at a later period, they heard of his family sorrow. But +they all said that his 'word was with power,' and there was many a moist +eye amongst them as he warned them, in language made even more forcible +than usual by the events of the day, against the pleasures and vices of +the world. + +After the service many of the school teachers and Scripture-readers met +him in the vestry to have their work allotted, and their word of advice +and encouragement. Again he pressed upon them the subject brought home +to his heart, that of resisting in youth the 'temptations of the world, +the flesh, and the devil.' + +His youthful regiment of soldiers talked to one another afterwards of +the earnestness and piety of Him who led them on in their battle against +evil, and prayed to become more like one who was so devoted to 'fighting +that good fight,' which they had enlisted to join in. + +Tired and exhausted, Rowland returned to his lodging. He tried to review +the events of the day, but in doing so, fairly broke down. He had been +striving to keep his mind in subjection by beating down his monster +enemy, pride, for the last six years; but he found that he was still +rampant within him. It was not simply the grief for a sister's distress +and a brother-in-law's sin that he felt, but strong personal +mortification. How could he think of self, of the Perrys, of his rector, +of his family, of his parishioners and their opinion, above all, how +could he think of Miss Gwynne, who disdained him,--at a time when every +personal feeling ought to be merged into sympathy with others? He prayed +and struggled against the tempter; prayed for his sister; above all, for +Howel; in words too fervent and holy for these pages; and went to bed +and slept from mere exhaustion of mind and body. Little did Netta +imagine, when she made that disobedient step into the dark future, what +misery it would bring upon all who loved her! + +Pause, then, and think, all you young women who may be meditating a +similar course, even whilst reading this story, or may be at issue with +your parents, because their experience shows them a future which your +inexperience cannot show you! Pause and think that Netta is no +fictitious character, her story no mere creation of an author's brain, +but the portrait and history of one out of hundreds of wilful daughters +brought to shame and grief, and bringing all belonging to them to shame +and grief by an unblessed and unholy marriage. + + + + + + +CHAPTER XL. + +THE FORGER'S WIFE. + + +Days and weeks passed, and there was no intelligence of Netta. Rowland +had heard from Owen of the domestic misery at home, and also that he had +been to see Mrs Griffith Jenkins, who disclaimed all knowledge of her +son's hiding place, or what had become of his wife and child. Her own +grief was too real to allow even the sceptical Owen to doubt it; and +when, in addition, she gave him to understand that she, too, was nearly +ruined by Howel's forgeries, but that she would die rather than tell any +one else of it, he could only pity the wretched mother who had, by her +bad example and teaching, helped to train her son for the ruin into +which he had fallen. + +Rowland heard that Mr Deep had been arrested upon a charge of abetting +Howel in his crimes, and that a search-warrant for the examination of +his papers had brought to light other nefarious dealings, as well as an +unsigned letter, supposed to be in Howel's writing, intimating his +intention of going to America. This had caused inquiries to be made at +the docks, and police emissaries to be despatched forthwith to America. +A person answering his description had sailed for that continent from +Southampton the day after Howel left his house, but unaccompanied by +wife or child. + +Strange to say that the Epsom races had come off, and that Howel's +horse, Magnificent, had actually won the Derby stakes! Too late! save +for his creditors and those he had defrauded. Still, doubtless, one more +bitter drop in the cup of his despair, wherever he might chance to be +drinking it. + +All that he had left behind him was sold, hunters inclusive, and this +Magnificent alone, particularly after the Derby, yielded a princely +fortune. Too late, either for further crimes, or poor Netta's hoped-for +reformation. + +It was hard work for Rowland to go through his heavy parochial duties +with this great misfortune hanging over his head. But if the sympathy +and kindness of friends could help him in his work, and support him +under the pressure of anxiety, he was helped and supported. Still it was +evident to all that he fled from society, and in spite of the delicate +tact of the Joneses and Freda, he had scarcely been near them since that +first day. Whether it was pride or susceptibility, he could scarcely +tell himself, but he could not bring himself to thrust his sorrow and +those of his family upon others. He caused every possible search to be +made, through the police and otherwise for Netta, but in vain. + +But Providence answered his prayers, when his own efforts seemed +fruitless, and that through the instrumentality of one of the poor +children, for whose benefit he had exerted such talents as God had given +him. + +Some four years before, a miserable girl of eleven years old had become +one of his ragged school children. I say _his_, because even his rector +allowed him the merit of establishing the school. Through this child, +Rowland became acquainted with her mother, a wretched, starving widow, +living in squalor and iniquity. Miss Gwynne had helped her temporally, +Rowland spiritually, and when she had died, about a year ago, he had +strong hopes that much suffering had brought forth a sincere repentance. + +Her little girl was one of the many examples of the blessed effects of a +ragged school. At her mother's death she was fifteen years old, +teachable and anxious to be taught. Rowland prevailed on a respectable +woman, the lodging-house keeper, in whose house Netta had found a +refuge, to try her as a servant, and she had turned out well. + +So it was that this girl, having an idea that Rowland could effect +wonders, waited for him one Sunday evening after service, and asked if +she might speak with him. She told him, with a long preface of +apologies, that she did not know if she was right in saying what she was +going to say, but that there was a poor lady in her mistress's second +floor, who was very ill, out of her mind she thought, and who hadn't a +friend in the world. The lady had forbidden her mistress to speak to any +doctor or clergyman about her, but she had not forbidden her. And indeed +it seemed almost worse to see a lady in such trouble and sickness than +it did those who were used to it, as she, and the like of her had been, +and would be still, but for Mr Prothero. + +'What is her name?' asked Rowland eagerly. + +'Mrs Mills, sir.' + +Rowland's sudden hope fell. + +'And she has a little girl, sir, who isn't well either, and who does +nothing but cry and moan.' + +'What is her name?' + +'Her mamma calls her Minette, or some such name, sir.' + +'I will come with you now,' said Rowland, in great agitation. 'Make +haste; I suppose she has been with you some time.' + +'More than a month, sir, and she is always expecting some one to +come--and no one comes.' + +Rowland strode on, fast--faster than he had once before walked with +Gladys--heedless of everything around him. In about a quarter of an hour +he and the girl reached the lodging house. + +'You will tell missus how it was, please, sir. I don't think she can be +angry, sir.' + +'I am sure she will not be angry; tell her that I want to see her. + +Mrs Saunders, the landlady, came at once. + +Rowland inquired into the particulars of Netta's arrival at her house, +her illness, etc., and heard what we already know of Howel's sudden +departure; and the following account, in addition of the month Netta had +spent since he left her. + +'The morning after Mr Mills left, sir,' said the landlady 'Mrs Mills did +not ring for breakfast, or show any sign of being up. I waited for a +long time, and then I went and listened at the bedroom door. I heard a +kind of moaning, and was so frightened, I made so bold as to go in. I +found the poor lady lying down on the bed, beside the little girl, who +was still asleep. She seemed more dead than alive, and looked at me +terrified-like, as if she didn't know who was coming in. When she saw +me, she tried to get up and look cheerful, and to give account of her +never having undressed. I went and made her some tea, and got her to go +into the sitting-room by the fire which the girl lighted, for she was as +cold as death. Then I dressed the little girl, who awoke and began to +cry when she saw how pale her mamma looked, and I told her to try to +make her mamma eat and drink. And the little dear, like an angel as she +is, began to comfort her mother, and to coax her, and when I saw the +poor lady begin to shed tears over the child I went away. + +'Ever since that morning, sir, she has been in a kind of a dream. She +does nothing but look out of the window, up and down the street, as if +she was expecting some one, and whenever there is a step on the stairs, +she runs to the door and peeps out. And then, when the postman's knock +is heard, she starts, turns red, turns pale, and puts her hand on her +heart. I am sure she has heart complaint, and I asked her to let me send +for a doctor, but she wouldn't hear of it. Sometimes I think she's a +little crazed. Once I mentioned the clergy, and asked if she wouldn't +like to see one, and said you and Mr Jones, sir, were very kind +gentlemen. She started up, and said, "Hush! hush! not for worlds--not +for worlds! Mr Mills will soon be back!" She gave me a ten-pound note to +change twice--and I was obliged to buy everything for her and the little +girl, for they hadn't a rag with them, except what they stood up in. I +was as careful as I could be, but the money went, and now she talks of +selling some jewels and things she brought with her. Oh, sir! if you +could find their friends!' + +As may be supposed, Rowland had some difficulty in controlling his +emotion during this recital. When Mrs Saunders paused, he said,-- + +'I have every reason to believe that I know this poor lady, and, if you +will trust me to go to her, I am sure that I shall be of service. I must +go quite alone. You may depend upon my having a right to do this.' + +'Whatever you do, sir, is sure to be right and kind. If you will take it +upon yourself I shall be only too glad. You know the room, sir? the one +where you used to go and see my poor husband.' + +Rowland was upstairs immediately. Almost before he reached the door, a +pale, haggard face peered out of it. + +'It is--it is Howel!' cried poor Netta, rushing into the gloomy passage, +and throwing her arms round Rowland's neck. + +'No, Netta--dearest Netta! it is I, Rowland--your brother,' said +Rowland, supporting his fainting sister back into the room. + +'Uncle! Uncle Rowland! I am so glad!' exclaimed a little voice, as +Minette ran towards him and clasped his knees. + +As, the glare of the gas by which the room was lighted fell upon Netta's +face, Rowland half believed that it was the corpse of his once blooming +sister that he was placing on the sofa. + +'Fetch some water, Minette, darling,' said Rowland, supporting Netta. + +'This is what mamma takes,' said the child, bringing Rowland a small +bottle labelled 'Prussic acid' from the bedroom. + +'I cannot give her this. Is there no wine?' + +'The little girl went to an old chiffonier and brought a decanter with +wine in it. Rowland poured some down Netta's throat, and she recovered. + +'Rowland, is it you? Not--not--' muttered Netta, as she strove to rise. +'I think you had better go. Perhaps, when he comes, he won't like--oh, +my heart.' + +'Be calm, dear Netta; I will do nothing you dislike. If Howel comes back +I will go away directly. I will be most careful of what I say. You need +not fear me, Netta,--your brother who loves you so dearly' + +'You won't go away again, uncle, will you?' said the pale, little +Minette, climbing on Rowland's knee and nestling her head in his bosom; +'or will you take mamma and me away from this nasty place?' + +'No, dear, Uncle Rowland will not leave you, he is so very glad to find +you.' + +Tears, actual tears, filled Rowland's eyes as he kissed the brow of the +child, who was soon fast asleep in his arms, and as he held Netta's thin +hand and looked at her bewildered face. + +'Did you say you loved me, Rowland?' asked Netta, looking at him with a +strange, wandering glance, whilst large tears rolled down her cheeks. 'I +don't think I deserve any one's love, do I? Is mother vexed that I have +been away so long?' + +'Yes, dear, and you must come home at once. You must come to me first to +get strong, and then--' + +'Hush! hush! No, I cannot leave this house,--I will not; never, never +till Howel comes or sends for me. Isn't that some one on the stairs?' + +'I will see, dear.' + +'No, not you,--not you.' + +'It is some one gone to the next floor. Lie still, dear Netta.' + +'It is nice having you, Rowland; but if he should come--' + +'I would go away. You are ill, Netta. Tell me what is the matter with +you.' + +Rowland was feeling Netta's pulse, and found that they were too rapid to +be counted, whilst he could literally hear the pulsation of her heart. + +'I don't know; something at my heart. And--and--my head, just here,--at +the top. It is so burning, like fire.' + +'We must nurse you, Netta. If you would only come to my lodgings.' + +'Hush! hush! not for the world. I will stay here till--I am sure that is +a step.' + +'No dear. Try to be calm and sleep for half-an-hour, whilst I go and +make some arrangements.' + +'Do you think he will come to-night?' + +'I scarcely think he can, Netta. You know he is obliged to hide, dear, +do you not? for--' + +'Yes, yes! he told me for a few days for debt, and then he would come +back. But he didn't murder Captain Dancy, did he?' + +Netta started up and fixed her eyes wildly on her brother. + +'No,--I assure you, no! I saw some one who saw Captain Dancy yesterday.' + +'Thank God! thank God!' + +'And, Netta, I do not think he can venture to come back just yet; so you +must try to get well for all our sakes.' + +'Yes, I will, that I may go to him. I will sleep now. Put Minette by my +side. Poor Minette!' + +Rowland laid the child's head on her mother's lap, and arranged the +pillows for Netta, and then went, with a heart full to bursting, to Mrs +Saunders. + +'Mrs Saunders,' he said, 'I know that I can trust you. The poor lady to +whom you have been so kind is my own sister, for whom we have been +anxiously searching all this time. I don't know how far secrecy may be +necessary, but, at present at least, do no let this fact go beyond +yourself. Her husband has reduced her to what you see. I must leave her +for half-an-hour; meanwhile, will you prepare supper, make a cheerful +fire, let off the gas, and give us a couple of candles? Make the room as +home-like as you can, in short. After my sister and the little girl are +gone to bed, put a couple of blankets on the sofa in the sitting-room +for me. I cannot leave her to-night.' + +'Excuse me, sir,' said Mrs Saunders, 'wouldn't your sleeping here excite +observation, if secrecy is necessary. You may depend on my care. Sarah +has slept on the sofa for a fortnight, unknown to Mrs Mills, to be +within call.' + +'Perhaps you are right; but I want to make my sister fancy she is at +home. It might recall her mind, which is evidently wandering. I shall be +back soon.' + +Rowland walked as fast as he could to Mr Jones'. He found him, his wife, +and Freda together in his library. + +'I must apologise for coming so late,' he began; 'but I know you are so +kindly interested in my poor sister that you will excuse me. I have +found her and her child, and cannot prevail on her to leave her rooms at +Mrs Saunders', where she is.' + +Then Rowland told his friends shortly how he had found her, and that he +feared her mind was in a most uncertain state. + +'She evidently does not know her husband's crimes, but thinks he is +hiding on account of debt, and is expecting him to fetch her away every +moment. I think if we could distract her thoughts from this one subject +she might get better; but she is very ill, bodily as well as mentally.' + +'Would not the sight of old friends be the best restorative?' suggested +Miss Gwynne. 'Gladys and I could go to her, and as we are in the habit +of visiting the sick in the parish, no suspicion could attach to our +being with her; for it would never do, in poor Netta's state, to expose +her to inquisitive people connected with her husband's flight.' + +'Thank you--thank you, Miss Gwynne,' said Rowland 'This is what I +wished, but scarcely dared to ask.' + +Miss Gwynne left the room, and returned accompanied by Gladys. + +'Gladys says she is ready to go at once, if necessary,' said Freda; 'and +we can do without her, cannot we, Serena?' + +'Quite well,' said Mrs Jones; 'but it will not do to excite an invalid, +and so sudden a visit may not be good for her.' + +'She must not be left another night without a friend at hand,' said +Freda decidedly. + +Rowland looked his thanks. + +'Could not Mr Rowland prepare her for my coming? And I could sleep in +the sitting-room, and not even see her to-night, but be ready to wait +upon her to-morrow morning,' said Gladys. + +'Yes,' said Freda. 'If you will go back and try to prepare her for +Gladys, Mr Prothero, she shall follow you in a short time.' + +'I will bring her,' said Mr Jones, 'and she can but return, if you +cannot prevail on your sister to see her.' + +Rowland could only press the hands of his kind friends, and hurry back +to Netta. + +He found her sitting in an old easy-chair, with Minette on a stool at +her feet, fast asleep. The child refused to go to bed till 'Uncle +Rowland' came back. There was a bright fire in the grate, and a supper +was spread on a table drawn close to it. Candles replaced the gas-lamp, +and the room looked almost cheerful, in spite of its faded red curtains +and dingy furniture. + +Netta had a small book in her hand, which she gave Rowland to look at. + +'Mother gave me that when I was ill years ago--how long ago? How old is +Minette?' + +'She must be nearly eight, I think,' said Rowland, turning over the +small, well-read Testament that had once been his mother's. + +'I like that book now, Rowland!' said Netta. 'I am so glad you have come +back. It seemed so lonesome when you were gone. Ha! ha! Howel used to +say I must say _lonely_ and not lonesome. Are you sure he won't come and +find you here?' + +'Quite sure. And I am going to bring another old friend to see you?--you +remember Gladys?' + +'Gladys! No, I don't remember her. What! The Irish beggar? I don't like +her, and she don't like me. I think I was very unkind to her. Yes, I +should like to see her once to ask her pardon.' + +Minette awoke just at this moment, and Rowland took her on his knee, and +gave her some supper, and tried to make Netta eat, but it was evident +that she had neither appetite nor inclination for food, though she did +her best to please her brother. + +'This is like old times, Rowland,' she said. 'I like it better than +grandeur. When will Gladys come? Owen told me she saved mother's life. +Is it true? Why doesn't mother come?' + +'Would you like to see Gladys to-night, Netta?' + +'Yes. Will you go and fetch her?' + +Rowland found Gladys and Mr Jones in Mrs Saunders' parlour. Gladys said +she would take her bonnet off, that she might meet Netta as she used to +do at the farm. + +Rowland did not know that Gladys had put on the identical print gown +that Netta had given her years ago, and which she had kept carefully, in +remembrance of her. This and a plain cap transformed her into the Gladys +of Netta's recollection, from the Gladys of Miss Gwynne's attiring. + +Her heart beat almost as quickly as Netta's as she entered her room, but +she steadied her nerves and voice as she went up to Netta, curtseyed, +and said quite naturally,-- + +'How do you do, Miss Netta?' + +Netta put her hand to her brow, as if to clear her memory, and fixed her +large bewildered eyes on Gladys. Then she put out her hand, rather +condescendingly, with something of the old attempt at superiority, and +finally burst into tears. + +The tears were so natural that Rowland and Gladys let them flow on; only +the latter knelt down by poor Netta's side, and taking her hands in +hers, pressed them tenderly. Netta threw her arms round Gladys' neck and +kissed her, and called her, 'Gladys, Gladys, fach!' and said, 'You will +not leave me.' + +And thus the once proud little Netta and the always humble Gladys clave +to one another, as Naomi and Ruth. + +Minette got off her uncle's knee, and climbed up into the chair, and +put her arms, too, round her mother's neck, and began to cry with her. + +Rowland's emotion at this scene found vent in prayer. Inwardly he asked +that Gladys might be a comfort and support to his dear, wandering, +forsaken sister. + +When Netta's emotion had worn itself out, Rowland prepared to go, +promising to return early on the morrow. + +He asked Netta if she would like him to offer up a few words of +thanksgiving for their reunion before he left her, and when she assented +they all knelt together in family prayer. Eight full years had passed +since Netta had so knelt before. + +When Rowland had departed, Gladys asked Minette if she might put her to +bed. The child looked shyly at her at first, and then allowed her to +undress her, and to take her to the close, gloomy bedroom. It was so +late, and the child was so tired, that her little head drooped in sleep +even before she was undressed, and when Gladys laid her pale cheek on +the pillow she slept soundly at once. Then Gladys returned to the +sitting-room, and found Netta at the door listening. + +'Hush! you had better go. I think he is coming,' she said. + +Gladys withdrew for a moment, till the steps were no longer heard. As +long as Netta had been occupied with her brother and Gladys, she seemed +to have forgotten the passing sounds, but when left alone she listened +as before. + +With some difficulty Gladys prevailed on her to go to bed. Mrs Jones had +given her night-lights, and a slight sleeping potion before she left +home, upon the chance of their being wanted; and she put one of the +former in the bedroom, and gave Netta the latter. She sat by her side +until she fell asleep, and then returned to the sitting-room, literally +'to watch and pray.' + + + + + + +CHAPTER XLI. + +THE SISTER OF CHARITY. + + +The following morning, soon after eight o'clock, there arrived a basket +from Miss Gwynne, containing various meats and condiments that she +thought might be good for Netta and her child, and, above all, a nosegay +of Glanyravon flowers. Mr Gwynne had of late taken to send his daughter +baskets of game, poultry, and other country cheer, to which her +particular ally, the old gardener always added a tin of well-packed +flowers. These Miss Gwynne was in the habit of tending and treasuring, +as people in large cities alone can tend and treasure flowers, until +their last odour and colour departed, and these she now gladly +sacrificed to Netta. + +It was an October morning, dull and misty. Gladys had kept up the fire, +and when Rowland's friend, Sarah, came to clean the room, she found that +her work had been done for her. + +'Oh, Miss Gladys,' said the girl, 'why did you?' + +'Never mind, Sarah, you get the breakfast things and boiling water, and +I will do the rest.' + +Netta and her child slept late, and so heavily, that Gladys thought they +would never awake. She had arranged and rearranged the room, the +breakfast, everything; and was employed in mending a rent in Minette's +frock, when she heard the little girl say 'Mamma!' She went into the +bedroom, and found Minette sitting up in bed, and her mother still +sleeping. She washed and dressed the child, who seemed to take to her +naturally, and then led her into the sitting-room. Her delight was so +unbounded at the sight of the breakfast and the flowers on the table, +that her exclamations pierced the thin partition, and awoke her mother. + +'He is come! he is come!' cried Netta, jumping out of bed, and hastening +into the sitting-room in her night-dress through the door that +communicated with the bedroom. + +When Gladys saw the wild excitement of Netta's manner, and the unusual +gleam of her eyes, she understood what Rowland meant by saying that her +mind was unsettled; when she saw Gladys, she started, and ran back again +into the bedroom, whither Gladys followed her. A fit of depression and +pain at the heart succeeded, as they always did, this new +disappointment; and it was evident to Gladys that the only chance of +restoring her to health of mind or body was by keeping her amused, and +distracting her thoughts from her husband. + +Minette brought in the flowers, and Gladys ventured to say that they +came from Glanyravon, and that Miss Gwynne had sent them. The flowers, +or their associations, brought the tears, which were the best outlets +for poor Netta's hysterical feelings, and when she had minutely examined +each--chrysanthemums, verbenas, salvias, geraniums--she shook the one +carnation from the vase, and kissing it, and pressing it to her heart, +said,-- + +'This came from mother, how good of her to think of me.' + +Then she let Gladys help her to dress, and went to the well-stored +breakfast-table, sitting down on a chair Gladys placed for her. She +seemed to take up the teapot mechanically, and began to pour out the +tea; Gladys did not attempt to sit down, but waited upon her and +Minette, as if she were, indeed, the servant she professed to be. Either +Netta took this as a matter of course, or was too much absorbed in other +thoughts to give it consideration. + +'Mamma, I should like Gladys to have some breakfast with us,' said +Minette, 'she must be so hungry. I think she is a lady, mamma; I like +her, she is so kind.' + +'Yes, Gladys, do,' said Netta, 'you know this is not Abertewey. But +where did you get this game?' + +'Miss Gwynne sent it, ma'am, she will come and see you by-and-by. I am +sure I hear Mr Rowland's voice on the stairs,' + +Gladys said this to avoid another start, and Rowland appeared. Having +kissed his sister and niece, and shaken hands with Gladys, he sat down +to the breakfast-table. Gladys was still standing, but he begged her to +sit down, and she did so. + +'Miss Gwynne sent me all this, Rowland,' said Netta, 'except the +carnation, that was mother's.' + +Netta had placed it in her bosom. + +'Uncle must have a flower too, mamma,' said Minette, jumping up, and +taking him a red geranium. 'Let me put it into your button-hole, it +smells so sweet.' + +Rowland smiled and coloured as that sprig of red geranium from +Glanyravon was placed in his coat by his little niece, and in spite of +his better resolutions, when he went home, it was transferred to a +glass, and treasured as long as imagination could fancy it a flower. + +After breakfast, Gladys asked Netta if Minette might go with her to see +Miss Gwynne, as she was obliged to leave for a short time. + +'Gladys, you are going away, and would carry off my child, I know you +are,' said Netta, 'all, all! nobody cares what becomes of me. Why can I +not die?' + +Minette's arms were round her mother's neck in a moment. + +'I will stay till you return, Gladys,' said Rowland. + +'She will not come back if once she goes,' repeated Netta; 'none of them +do, except you, Rowland. Owen never did--mother never did--Howel--oh! he +will! he will!' + +'They will both return, dear Netta, only let Minette go.' + +'No, uncle, I won't leave mamma, never--never!' + +Gladys went away alone. Sarah came to clear the breakfast things, and +when Netta was seated in her old armchair, Rowland again began to urge +her to leave the lodgings she was in, and either come to his, or accept +an invitation that he brought her from Mrs Jones to go to her house. + +'I will never leave these rooms, Rowland,' she said solemnly, 'until +_he_ fetches me, or sends for me, or bids me go. He loves me, Rowland, +dearly; he said so. Do you know, I once fancied he did not, and tried +not to care for him. But when he was in debt and trouble, it all came +back again. And, you know, he is my husband, even if I did run away from +home, and I must do as he bids me.' + +Mrs Saunders came to say that Mr Wenlock wanted Rowland. + +'Perhaps it is he, Rowland,' said Netta. + +'No, dear Netta; it is a great friend of mine, a doctor. Will you see +him to please me? We all want so much to get you better.' + +'Yes, if you will not tell him about Howel. I must get well, for it may +be a long, long journey. Do you know that I dreamt last night that he +sent for me, and that I was to travel thousands of miles before I met +him. I must get well, so I will see your friend, Rowland, only don't +tell him my name. Minette, go with Mrs Saunders, whilst mamma sees Uncle +Rowland's friend.' + +Mrs Saunders took Minette away, and Mr Wenlock, a gentle-looking, +elderly medical man, a great friend of Rowland's, made his appearance. + +Netta rose with a little attempt at her Parisian curtsey, and an effort +to assume her Abertewey manners; but she soon forgot her grandeur when +the doctor spoke to her in a soothing, fatherly way, and won her to +confide her long-concealed illness to him. Rowland left them together, +and went down to Mrs Saunders' parlour to amuse his little niece. + +In something less-than half-an-hour he was joined by Mr Wenlock, who +took Minette on his knee, and looked at her thin cheeks and hollow eyes, +felt her weak pulse, and asked her many questions. + +When she went upstairs to her mother, Mr Wenlock said,-- + +'The poor lady is very ill, dangerously, I fear. She must have had some +heavy sorrows for years to have reduced her to her present state of +nervousness, nearly amounting to insanity, but not quite. This may yet +be warded off with great care, total freedom from all excitement, and +change of air and scene. She has heart complaint of an alarming nature. +This can never be cured; but if her strength can be restored, she may +live for years--her natural life, in short--or she may be taken at any +moment. Any sudden shock would probably be fatal.' + +Rowland had not told Mr Wenlock that Netta was his sister. When he heard +his opinion, so clearly and unreservedly expressed, he was greatly +distressed. + +'She will not be moved from these lodgings,' he said. 'She positively +refuses. Will it do to oblige her to leave?' + +'By no means. But I hear that admirable young woman, whom I call _our_ +Sister of Charity, Miss Gladys, has undertaken to nurse her. If any one +can persuade her to submit to go elsewhere she will do it. It should be +into the country. To her native air, if possible.' + +Just at this juncture, Gladys returned, and Rowland called her into the +consultation. Mr Wenlock continued,-- + +'Lead her to think of her child, who is also in a most delicate state. +Tell her, that change of air, country air, is absolutely necessary for +her--which it really is--but she must not be taken from her mother. +Distract her mind as much as possible from the trouble, whatever it is, +that oppresses it. Had she been left much longer to herself, she would +have quite lost her reason. Let her see such friends as can be trusted +to talk to her cheerfully and to amuse, without wearying her. If you +undertake this office, Miss Gladys, you will require all your patience, +and more than your natural health; and once undertaken, you must not +give it up, for she will get used to you, and depend upon you. Poor +thing! poor thing! I have seen many such cases, and never need to +inquire much into private history to know their origin. Wicked, morose, +unfeeling, cruel husbands are generally at the root, and God only knows +what their victims have to bear. There will be a pretty large account to +make up at the Great Day, Mr Prothero, between man and wife, of marriage +vows broken, and feelings outraged.' + +'And my poor--and Mrs Mills,' said Rowland, 'ought, you think, to be +removed at once from London?' + +'Decidedly, if she can be prevailed upon to go of her own free will, not +otherwise. I will see her again to-morrow, and watch her case as long as +she remains here. As regards the poor child, Miss Gladys, she, too, must +be nursed and amused, and well fed. I suppose she has been neglected +since the measles that her mother told me of, or else she never was a +strong child. Poor little lamb! It would kill her mother if she were to +be taken! But, really, I couldn't say--however, we shall see. Good +morning. I ought to be elsewhere by this time.' + +Mr Wenlock took his departure. + +'Miss Gwynne is coming directly, Mr Rowland,' said Gladys; 'I suppose I +had better tell Mrs Jenkins so. She has been out all the morning, +purchasing everything she thought Mrs Jenkins and Miss Minette could +want, and is going to bring what she has bought, in a cab, herself,' + +'God bless her!' murmured Rowland. 'Gladys, do say Minette, and not +Miss. Why will you not consider yourself as a friend--a sister?' + +Why did that quick, bright flush spread so suddenly over Gladys' pale +face? + +'Thank you, Mr Rowland, I will. But I cannot forget what I really was, +and am.' + +'You are and have been everything to us all, and now all our hopes seem +to centre in you. Can Miss Gwynne spare you?' + +'She proposed my coming herself; but even if she had not, my first duty +is to my dear mistress and her children.' + +'You will receive Miss Gwynne, Gladys. It will be less awkward. I have a +hundred things to do. Tell Netta that I will come again.' + +Rowland went first of all to his lodgings, and wrote a long letter to +his father. He told him boldly and plainly what Mr Wenlock had said; he +had already written to his mother the good news of his having found +Netta. He asked his father in a straightforward manner to receive Netta, +and to forgive her. He made no comments, preached no sermon. He thought +that a statement of facts would have more effect on his father than all +his eloquence, or all the texts of the Bible, every one of which his +father knew as well as he did. He also began to feel it was not for him +to lecture and reprimand a parent, even though he knew that parent to be +in the wrong. As he folded his manly and affectionate letter, he prayed +for a blessing upon it, and went to preach and pray with many members of +his flock, who, alas! knew not, like his father, those blessed texts, +which teach us to 'forgive as we hope to be forgiven.' + +Later in the afternoon he went to Netta again; he found Miss Gwynne with +her, cloak and bonnet thrown off, and Minette in full and eager talk on +her lap. Netta was looking quite cheerful under the influence of Miss +Gwynne's animated manners, and Minette's shouts of laughter. Toys and +picture-books were on the table before the child, and all sorts of +garments spread about the room. Miss Gwynne had sent Gladys home for a +large dressing-gown for Netta, and had expressed her intention of +remaining some time. + +Minette jumped off her lap when Rowland entered, and ran towards him, +with a book in one hand, and a doll in the other. + +'Look, uncle, what this kind lady has brought me; and she has made mamma +quite well. She has been laughing like she used to laugh. Oh, uncle, I +love her very much, don't you?' + +Rowland did not say 'yes,' but went up to Miss Gwynne, and with all his +heart,-- + +'Oh, Miss Gwynne, how can we ever thank you enough for all this +kindness?' + +'By not thanking me at all,' replied Miss Gwynne, stooping to pick up a +book, doubtless to conceal a very decided increase of colour. + +These were the first genuine and natural words that Rowland had spoken +to Miss Gwynne since those fatal sentences under the great oak in her +father's park. + +'It is all like a dream,' said Netta, passing her hand over her eyes and +forehead, as she did constantly, as if to clear away some cloud that +obscured her memory. 'If mother were only here, it would be quite +home-like.' + +Truly Gladys had made the room almost a pleasant place. The books and +work she had brought with her, were already on the tables, and the +flowers filled all the old-fashioned vases, taken from the mantelpiece. +The fire was bright, and the hearth swept, and poor Netta and Minette +were neat and clean. + +'Uncle, what have you done with the geranium?' suddenly asked Minette. + +'I left it at home, dear.' + +'How cross of you, uncle, to let the pretty flower die.' + +'I put it in water, Minette, because it came from Glanyravon, where your +mother and I were born, and where your grandfather and grandmother +live.' + +'I don't like grandmamma, uncle, she was so fat, and talked so +strangely.' + +'You should not say that; but you have another grandmother whom you have +never seen.' + +'Shall we go to her, mammy dear? and will you come, Uncle Rowland? and +shall the kind lady come, and Gladys? and then we can gather those +pretty flowers. I saw them growing once at the Crystal Palace, and they +would not let me pick them.' + +Netta forgot her grief, Rowland his sermon, Miss Gwynne her dignity, in +talking to Minette of Glanyravon and its inhabitants; and, by degrees, +they fell into a conversation upon old friends and old times, that ended +in the days when they played together as children in the garden at the +vicarage, whilst the squire and his lady were paying their periodical +visits to the vicar and his lady. + +Unconsciously it oozed out how every incident of those childish games +was remembered and treasured up by Rowland, as well as the meetings of a +more advanced age, when, as a Rugby boy, he tried to make himself +agreeable to the young heiress, who bestowed no thought on him. + +But Rowland suddenly remembered that he was treading on dangerous +ground, and must not forget who he was, and who Miss Gwynne was. Those +words always came to haunt him, whenever he felt more than usually +happy; and how could he feel happy for one moment, with Netta possibly +dying, and Howel an exile for forgery. Poor fellow, it was only a +passing gleam through the mists of a hard life; let him enjoy it. + +Gladys returned, and Rowland got a cab for Miss Gwynne, who went home to +dinner. Rowland had some tea, and went to his evening service in the +church. + +After tea, Gladys read a story to Minette, which interested Netta, and +so the day passed, with but a slight recurrence of Netta's nervous +excitement. + +Gladys asked Netta if she would like her to read a chapter in the Bible, +and Netta said yes; so, with Minette on her lap, she read one of the +lessons of the day, which she knew to be particularly applicable to her. + +'I will read the other with you,' said Netta, when it was concluded +taking her mother's little Testament out of her pocket. + +'I wish you would teach me to read, Gladys?' said Minette. 'Justine +taught me to read French, and to say French prayers, but I can't read +English,' + +'Perhaps mamma will teach you, darling!' said Gladys, 'and I will help +when she is poorly.' + +'We will begin to-morrow,' said Netta? 'I meant to get her a governess, +but we were always moving about, and so I never did.' + +They read the second lesson, and when it was finished, Netta asked +Gladys to sing her a hymn. 'The Evening Hymn, Gladys. I could sing and +play that once, before I learnt to sing French songs.' + +Gladys' beautiful, clear voice soon began the 'Glory to Thee, my God, +this night,' that has been the evening song of praise of so many +thousands for so many years. Netta joined at intervals, and her +wandering eyes seemed to be steadied, for the time, into a fixed +attention, as she gazed at Gladys whilst she sung. + +When she finished, Minette was crying. Gladys soothed her, and asked her +what was the matter. + +'It was so beautiful!' she said. 'Your voice was like the lady's I heard +at the play, only the words were so solemn. I thought of my papa. I do +not love him much, because he was cross to mamma, but I want to see him, +that you may sing to him and make him good.' + +Gladys saw Netta's countenance lose the expression of calm it had worn +for a few moments, and regain the bewildered and painful one of the +morning. + +'We can pray for your papa, my love,' she said, gently. + +'Will you, will you, Gladys!' almost screamed Netta. 'Your prayers will +be heard, you are so good. Now, before Minette goes to bed, that she, +too, may pray for her father.' + +Gladys had long been in the habit of praying with and for people in +great misery, as well as in great sin, so the request did not startle +her as it might have startled many. She read, from the Prayer Book, the +Confession, and then chose the concluding portion of the Litany, feeling +sure that almost any part of that list of petitions was suitable both +for Howel and themselves. When she read the words, 'That it may please +Thee to have mercy upon all men,' she paused, and added earnestly, +'especially upon him for whom we now desire to pray,' and little Minette +added to this, 'that is my poor papa.' + +It was with difficulty that Gladys could conclude, she was herself so +affected by Netta's sobs, and Minette's innocent petition, but when they +rose from their knees, Netta said, 'I have not really prayed before, +Gladys, for a long time. Will God ever forgive me?' and Minette +entreated Gladys 'to teach her prayers in English; she liked them so +much better than in French.' + +Gladys endeavoured to comfort the poor mother by passages from the +Scripture, and promised the child 'to teach her to pray,' and so she +helped to repay to her mother and grandmother the debt of gratitude she +owed to her and her family. + + + + + + +CHAPTER XLII. + +THE NIECE. + + +THE following day Mrs Jones came to see Netta, and to do her part in +amusing her, and distracting her mind from Howel's promised return. Mr +Jones also accompanied Rowland in the afternoon in his visit to his +sister, and, the ice once broken, these kind and Christian people came, +alternately with Miss Gwynne, daily, for about a week, during which +period there had been no news of Howel, either public or private. Mr +Wenlock visited Netta regularly, but said there could be no improvement +in her health, and comparatively little strengthening of the mind, until +she could be removed to country air; this, however, she would not hear +of, although she cried very much, and was painfully excited, when +Rowland gave her a letter from her mother, entreating her to come to +Glanyravon, and made her acquainted with the contents of a letter he had +received from his father, which we will transcribe. + + GLANYRAVON FARM, _October 9, 18--._ + + 'MY DEAR SON,--Your letter came duly to hand, and I will not deny + that it affected me very much. Netta, set up above her station at + Abertewey, after disobeying her parents by running away, is very + different from Netta, deserted by her scamp of a husband, and left + in a poor London lodging. Bring her home, and we will take care of + her and her child, though I would rather lose a thousand pounds + than have to see her as she is. Mother wants to go up and nurse + her, but as that would kill her, I don't choose to let her go. If + you can't bring her down, Owen shall fetch her. I always said how + it would all end. Netta will believe me now it's no good; but no + need to tell her that. I wish Howel the--Well, I won't say more, + but remain your affectionate father, DAVID PROTHERO.' + +Miss Gwynne was very anxious to tell Netta that Howel was supposed to be +in America, and that it was well known he could not return; and at last +Rowland took Mr Wenlock into full confidence and asked him whether it +would be advisable to do so. He said that he feared she would be +frightened at first, and then consider it a _ruse_ to get her away. +However, something must be done. To tell her that her husband was a +felon would kill her; and she would die if she remained in that close +air. He would think the matter over, and decide. + +It was, however, decided for them the following morning. Netta was the +first to hear, as usual, the postman's rap. Manoeuvre as she would, +Gladys could not prevent this, and it always brought on considerable +excitement. This morning, however, there was actually a letter for +Netta, and Sarah went upstairs with it to Gladys. Although she called +Gladys out of the room to give it to her, Netta suspected something, ran +into the passage, and seized the letter. + +Gladys was obliged to support her back to the sofa, and give her some +medicine, before she was sufficiently herself to open it When she +recovered, she waited for Gladys to leave the room, which she thought it +best to do, and then broke the seal. The letter contained the following +words:-- + + 'DEAREST,--You had better go to your mother or mine. Kiss our child + for me. Believe that I love you. God bless you.' + +When Gladys returned to the sitting-room, upon a cry from Minette, she +found Netta in a swoon. The letter was tightly clasped in her hand, the +envelope was on the floor. She ventured to look at the address and +postmark. The former was to Mrs Mills, the latter some illegible place +in America. She wanted no more information, and asked for none. She +brought poor Netta to herself with difficulty, and let her put the +letter in its envelope, and both in her bosom, without a question. Netta +lay on the sofa, with her eyes closed, and said not a word. All that +Gladys or Minette could do to attract her attention was unavailing. But +when Rowland came, she roused herself sufficiently to say, 'I am ready +to go home now, Rowland: I must go directly.' And then she relapsed into +a state of passive inaction. Rowland went for Mr Wenlock, and was +fortunate in finding him at home. He accompanied him to Netta, and said +that she must be roused by a change of some kind. Rowland said that it +was absolutely necessary to write to summon his brother to fetch Netta, +and that by the time the letter reached home, and Owen reached London, +three days must elapse. Fortunately, Miss Gwynne arrived, and with her +usual promptitude, proposed that Netta should be taken for those three +days to Mrs Jones'; and she returned home at once to expedite any +arrangements Mrs Jones might have to make. + +'I am afraid, my dear Serena,' she said, when she had begun the subject, +'that it will put you out. But the poor creature shall have my bedroom, +and I can sleep anywhere for those few nights. The dressing-room, +Gladys' workroom, will do beautifully for her to sit in if she shouldn't +be able to come into the drawing-room.' + +'Yes,' said Mrs Jones, 'we can put a sofa in it and easy-chair, and make +a regular snuggery of it.' + +Mr Jones came in and entered into consultation. + +'I shall be thankful if she can come here,' he said, 'for poor Prothero +is making himself quite ill with anxiety and overwork. I don't think he +has slept four hours a night since he found her. And then, Gladys! she +is not strong, she will be laid up.' + +'I believe you love Gladys better than me,' laughed Mrs Jones. + +'It was love at first sight, my dear. She was the first pretty girl that +I saw after I came from Australia. And I have gone on loving her better +and better ever since.' + +'The worst of it is, that it is mutual,' said Miss Gwynne. 'I wonder +whether it is on your account or Owen Prothero's that she has refused +all the London swains who are dying for her.' + +Mrs Jones and Freda were soon hard at work arranging rooms. Every +available comfort was put into Freda's bedroom and dressing-room, and +her own clothes and general possessions were turned out to find a home +elsewhere. Gladys' little workroom soon wore a most cheerful aspect, and +the easiest chair and sofa the house afforded were put into it. Whilst +these matters were being arranged, Mr Jones was despatched to tell +Rowland to bring his sister as soon as possible, and in the course of a +few hours they arrived, accompanied by Gladys and Minette. The shock of +the morning had so weakened Netta's nervous system, that Rowland was +obliged to carry her upstairs. When she was put on the sofa in the +little room, and saw so many kind friends about her once more, the +bewildered, wandering eyes found relief in tears. + +'Gladys! you will not go away?' she said, holding Gladys by the hand. +'She may come home with me, Miss Gwynne?' + +Gladys knelt down by the sofa, and tried to soothe her, by telling her +that her brother was coming to fetch her. + +'I can't go home without Gladys!' persisted Netta, casting wild, +beseeching glances from one to the other of the friends who stood round +her. + +'She shall go with you, Netta, decidedly,' said Miss Gwynne. 'It will be +much the best plan.' + +'Gladys, you will come with us?' said Minette, throwing her arm round +her neck, as she knelt by her mother. 'You won't go away from poor +mamma, and your little Minette.' + +Gladys felt, that in this, she was but an instrument. However it was +settled that she was to accompany Netta home; and if the inmates of the +farm did not receive her willingly, she was to go to the Park, whither +Miss Gwynne was to follow shortly, for her long-promised Christmas +visit. + +When Netta and Rowland were left alone, Minette having been seduced by +Miss Gwynne into another room, Netta said,-- + +'You see, Rowland, I must go away directly, because I don't know when he +may come. I am sure he will fetch me, and if I stay here he will not +know where to find me.' + +'Only two or three days, dear Netta. I have written to Owen. He will get +the letter to-morrow, and be here the next day. You can start the day +after to-morrow, if you will try to rouse yourself, and eat and drink.' + +'Yes, I will; but I am afraid of father. It is nearly ten years since I +saw him, and if he is cross now, I shall die.' + +'He will be kind, quite kind.' + +'Are you sure?' + +'Yes, quite sure.' + +'And will you come and see me, Rowland? I used to think you cross too, +but now you are very good to me. Do you think it was wrong of me to run +away with Howel? You know he loves me; he says so, Rowland.' + +Here Netta pressed her hand upon the letter that was in her bosom, and +Rowland kissed her tenderly. + +At intervals, during that day and the next, Netta made fitful efforts +to exert herself, but it was evident to all that her body was getting +weaker, and every one dreaded the journey in prospect, and longed for +its conclusion. + +Netta had taken a sudden and violent interest in teaching her child to +read and repeat hymns. The hymns that it pleased Minette best to learn +were some that Gladys had sung at her mother's request. These Netta did +not know by heart, indeed, her failing memory prevented her retaining +anything she had once known; so an old hymn book was produced from +Gladys' book-shelf, which contained these hymns that she had been taught +in her childhood by her mother. + +It was the second evening of Netta's stay with the Joneses, and she had +been prevailed upon to go into the drawing-room, where Rowland was added +to the usual little party. + +She was gradually sinking into a state of apparent forgetfulness of +those around her, from which it had been so difficult to rouse her since +Howel's letter, when Miss Gwynne said,-- + +'I think Minette knows the hymn now, Mr Jones. Ask mamma if you may say +it, dear.' + +'Mamma, may I try to say the hymn now? Mr Jones will take me to see the +little children to-morrow if I know it,' asked the child. + +Netta was roused. + +'Where is the book? I don't think I remember it, she said. + +'I will go to Gladys for the book. I know the way, mamma.' + +Minette ran to the little room where Gladys was at work busily preparing +for the journey. She got the hymn book, asked Gladys to find the place, +and returning to the drawing-room triumphantly, gave the book to Mr +Jones. + +'You must hear me, to see that I say it quite, quite right,' + +The hymn was somewhat difficult for a child, but it had taken Netta's +fancy, because the words were written for an old Welsh air that she knew +well; indeed the book consisted principally of English and Welsh hymns +that had been composed for some of the fine old Welsh tunes. + +The words were as follow:-- + + MORNING, Y FOREU. + + Great God, look on me, + From Thy throne eternal; + Make pure unto Thee + This my hymn diurnal. + I my grateful voice would blend, + With nature's loud thanksgiving; + + Praises through the earth would send + For the bliss of living. + Then, God, look on me, + From Thy throne eternal, + Make pure unto Thee, + This my hymn diurnal. + On the wings of morning, + With songs of birds up-soaring, + I address Thee, + Praise and bless Thee, + Joying and adoring. + O Lord! bless this day, + All my thoughts and doings, + And keep my heart away + From all vain pursuings. + Shield me with Thy fostering wings, + From every wild temptation. + Let the daily course of things, + Work for my salvation. + O Lord I bless this day, + All my thoughts and doings, + And keep my heart away + From all vain pursuings. + With the hymns of flowers, + And streams and fountains blending? + I adore Thee, + And implore Thee, + Prayer and praise upsending. + +Minette was in a great state of excitement whilst saying her hymn, and +repeated it so energetically, and withal so feelingly, that the +attention of Mrs Jones, Miss Gwynne, and Rowland was quite drawn towards +her. They did not, therefore, notice the still greater excitement of Mr +Jones, as he was, professedly, looking at the hymn book to see whether +the child repeated her task correctly. + +'Well done, my little niece,' cried Rowland, catching her up in his +arms, and giving her a hearty kiss. + +'Let me go, uncle. Mr Jones, Mr Jones,' screamed Minette, 'may I go with +you to see the poor children, Mr Jones?' + +Mr Jones did not even hear the entreating appeal of the little girl. He +was out of the drawing-room, book in hand, and in Gladys' work-room, +almost before the struggling Minette was released from her uncle's arms, +and forcibly caught by Miss Gwynne. + +Gladys was sitting quietly at her work, humming low the air of the hymn +Minette had been saying, when Mr Jones entered the room abruptly. + +'Gladys, tell me where you got this book?' he said, putting the hymn +book on the table before her. + +He looked so nervous and excited that Gladys was almost frightened. + +'My mother gave it me, sir,' was the reply. + +'And who wrote these names?' he asked, pointing to the words written on +the fly-leaf, which were, "Margaret Jones, from her affectionate +brother, William Jones." + +'My uncle, sir, I believe, who gave the book to my mother.' + +'And your mother--your mother, who was she?' + +'The daughter of a clergyman, sir.' + +'I know that. But where--what--who?' + +'That is what I don't know, sir.' + +'Who did she marry? For God's sake tell me all, Gladys.' + +'She ran away with my father, sir, an Irish soldier, a corporal named +O'Grady. She went abroad with him, and did not come back to Ireland for +two years.' + +'And then--and her father--and--and her brother?' + +'Her father was dead, sir, and nobody knew where her brother was.' + +'Where did her father live?' + +'Alas! sir, I cannot tell that either. We never talked to my poor mother +about him, because it made her so unhappy, and as he was dead, I had no +interest in asking for the address. All I know was, that she was Welsh; +and when she was dying, she told me to go into Wales and find my uncle. +I don't think she quite knew what she was saying, but I came.' + +The tears gathered in Gladys' eyes, and hearing a strange heavy sigh +from Mr Jones, she looked up at him through their mist, and saw that he +was struggling to speak through some great emotion. + +'Oh, sir! what is the matter?' said Gladys, rising and going towards him +as he stood, trembling, on the other side of her work-table. + +He could not speak, but opening his arms as she approached him, folded +her in them, and kissed her, as she had not been kissed before, since +her poor mother died. + +Gladys could only yield to the embrace, she knew not wherefore. She +loved Mr Jones as if he were her own father, he had been almost like a +father to her ever since she had been in his house; she felt as if she +were once more in a father's arms. + +We will leave them thus for one moment, to return to the drawing-room. + +Mrs Jones, in her turn, kissed Minette, and praised her for repeating +her hymn so well. + +'But where is Mr Jones?' asked the child. 'Will he take me to see the +little boys and girls?' + +'I think he must be gone to find a book for you, dear,' was the reply. + +But as neither Mr Jones nor the book came, Mrs Jones got rather fidgety, +and fancying her husband might be ill, left the room to see what had +become of him. She went to the dining-room, study, and bedroom, and, not +finding him, went to ask Gladys whether she knew where he was. She was +not a little astonished at finding him with Gladys in his arms, and the +door half open at his back. + +Mrs Jones was not a jealous wife, but Gladys was a very pretty girl, Mr +Jones was avowedly very fond of her, and Mr Jones was mortal. + +She felt a strange pain at her heart, turned pale, and stood for a +moment unobserved by either, on the threshold, irresolute, when she +heard these words from her husband,-- + +'It must be so. Gladys--you are--you must be--my poor, dear, lost +sister's child!' + +Gladys and Mrs Jones uttered a simultaneous cry, and the latter entered +the room. + +'My dear William, what does this mean?' she said, approaching her +husband and putting her hand on his shoulder. + +'Serena!' (he, too called that gentle woman Serena) 'my love. For my +sake! This is my sister's child--my niece--my--our Gladys!' + +Mr Jones released the bewildered Gladys from his embrace, and almost +placed her in the arms of his wife, who, scarcely comprehending what was +passing, kissed her tenderly. + +Then Gladys sat down, covered her face with her hands, and sobbed +convulsively. It was all a dream to her, from which she must awake. It +could not be true. Mr and Mrs Jones soothed her. The former, restraining +his own emotion, endeavoured to calm hers, by telling her that it was he +who had written the names in that fortunate hymn book; he who was the +brother of her mother; he who was her uncle, and who would be, not only +an uncle, but a father to her henceforth. + +At last, the agitated girl looked up at the kind and loving faces that +were bending over her, and murmured,-- + +'It cannot be--it is--too good--too great--too happy.' + +'It is true, Gladys, my niece, my child,' said Mr Jones, stooping to +kiss her forehead. + +Mrs Jones sat down by her, and taking one of her hands in hers, said,-- + +'It all seems a dream, Gladys. But if it be true, remember, you are now +my niece, my child as well; and, God knows, I love you, and value you +dearly.' + +Once more the lonely Gladys felt that she had kindred. Yielding to the +feeling, she threw her arms round Mrs Jones' neck, and gave vent to the +emotion she had been striving to suppress. + +At this juncture, Miss Gwynne appeared, who, wondering in her turn what +could detain Mr and Mrs Jones so long from their guests, came to look +for them. + +Of course, she wondered still more when she found them both with their +arms round one another and Gladys. + +She was going away; but Mrs Jones, perceiving her, said,-- + +'Come in, dear Freda, Minette's hymn has led to a wonderful +discovery--has given us a niece--a child--in--in--our dear friend +Gladys.' + +Miss Gwynne knelt down at the feet of the sobbing Gladys, and taking one +of her hands, said,-- + +'Gladys, if this be true, we cannot love you better than we do now, or +esteem you more; but you now _feel_ one of us, instead of the isolated +Gladys of this little room, which you have resolutely been hitherto.' + +As may be imagined, Gladys was a long time realising the fact, that she +was suddenly, and in the most extraordinary manner, raised from the +Irish beggar, lady's maid, or whatever she had hitherto chosen to +consider herself--for every one about her had long looked upon her as a +friend--to the niece of the good and kind Mr Jones. When she was able to +speak, her first words were,-- + +'I do not understand it--I cannot believe it. It is too good--too +happy.' + +'I can scarcely believe it either,' said Mr Jones, taking up the hymn +book, and turning to his wife and Miss Gwynne, who had, thus far, taken +the strange news upon Mr Jones' word, which they never ventured to +dispute. + +'This is my writing. Margaret Jones was my sister, and Gladys' mother. I +gave her this book when we were both young, and the date, also in my +handwriting, marks the time, some two or three years after the gift, +when I was at college, and she must have been about eighteen; she ran +away with an Irish soldier, whose real name, even, we never learnt. My +poor father doated on my sister, and spoilt her. She was high-spirited +and wilful, but very loving, and very handsome. Not at all like Gladys. +My sister's was the Welsh, Gladys' the Irish cast of countenance; yet I +have seen an expression in Gladys' face that has reminded me of her +mother.' + +'We discovered, after my sister ran away, that she had met the man she +married when going to visit the landlady of a small inn, in my father's +parish, who was ill. It seems that this woman connived at their meeting; +and when strictly questioned, said, that she had believed he was a +gentleman, and that he had called himself Captain O'Brien.' + +'My poor father!' here broke in Gladys. 'He bitterly repented this, his +only deception. He was of a good family, and his mother was an O'Brien; +but no one belonging to him could afford to purchase him a commission, +and so he went into the ranks. He once told me, that he persuaded my +mother to marry him first, and then promised to let her write to his +father. But I only know scraps of the story. I fancy my father was on +his way home on leave, when he saw my mother and fell in love with her. +He loved her very dearly, and as long as he lived she wanted nothing +that he could get her. The regiment was suddenly ordered abroad, and my +mother could not write to her father, or did not, before they sailed. +And so she delayed, and delayed; but she wrote at last, and received no +answer at all. I fancy she wrote several times from foreign parts, but +never heard from any one. I know she wrote again from Ireland; but the +letter was returned, with a note from some one, saying that her father +had been dead some years, and no one knew anything of her brother.' + +'Too true! too true!' said Mr Jones. 'My poor father, never very strong, +was in his grave in less than six months after my sister left him. I +returned from college to nurse, and bury him. I have told you all this, +my dear Serena, little thinking that the young girl I first saw, after +visiting his grave some twenty years after I had seen him laid in it, +should be the child of the beloved daughter who had helped to hasten him +thither.' + +'My poor, dear mother!' said Gladys, sobbing as if her heart would +break. + +'Still less that you, my dear niece, would be five or six years in my +house; I loving you as a daughter, and yet not knowing the relationship +existing between us. But how could it have been discovered but for this +book? I only knew of you, that you were an Irish girl escaping from +poverty in Ireland, to find some Welsh friends, whose address even you +did not know. But for your evident truthfulness, the very story must +have been doubted. When I saw you at Mr Prothero's, I took you for his +daughter; since I have looked upon you as one of our family, an orphan +to be pitied and loved. Let us thank God and kind Christian people, that +you have been so pitied and loved.' + +Mr Jones' mild grey eyes, full of tears, turned upon Miss Gwynne, who +said, hastily,-- + +'Ought not we to tell her first and best friends of this strange +discovery?--Rowland, Mr Prothero, and Netta. What must they think of our +long absence?' + +'Not for worlds, Miss Gwynne, if you please!' cried Gladys, 'I could +never be what I would like to be to Mrs Jenkins and her dear mother, if +I were anything but the Gladys they have always known. They would be +treating me as--as--they would not let me work and wait upon Mrs +Jenkins. Until she is at home, at least, let me be as I am, as I was; it +is all so strange. Until I have offered to remain and nurse her, and +been refused--until, in short--' + +'I understand, Gladys,' said Miss Gwynne. 'You are quite right. Let them +all value you for yourself, and then we will introduce you as--' + +'I didn't mean that, indeed, indeed, Miss Gwynne,' said Gladys, her pale +face growing red. 'I only wanted to show my gratitude, as I am, to them +all. Perhaps even Mr Prothero may excuse me then, and--' + +Here Gladys broke down again. She could not explain her own bewildered +thoughts; but her friends understood her, and respected the honest pride +that would be known, welcomed and beloved for merit, and not for a +bettered position and condition. Miss Gwynne saw a vision of Owen in the +background, with his handsome, honest, black eyes, and white teeth; but +she did not mention what she saw. + +'At any rate, I must go and make the best of lame excuses,' she said, +'and leave you in your new relationship, to dry your eyes, and learn to +say "Uncle." Such a pleasant name! I always longed for an uncle.' + +Miss Gwynne returned to the drawing-room, and told Rowland that Mr Jones +had been quite upset by the Welsh hymn that Minette had repeated, having +known it under peculiar circumstances when he was young. She apologised +for his non-appearance, and Rowland, seeing that something unusual had +occurred, took his departure. She promised Minette a visit to the +school, and prevailed on the little girl to allow one of the servants to +put her to bed, instead of Gladys. Minette begged Miss Gwynne to let her +say her 'English prayers' to her first, which she, of course, did. + +Then Freda did her best to amuse Netta until Mrs Jones appeared, and +said Gladys was quite ready to assist Netta, if she liked to retire for +the night. + +When Netta was in bed, Gladys joined her friends, and they discussed, +more calmly than before, their newly-found relationship. + +Gladys brought with her her Bible, in which her mother had written her +name, and Mr Jones recognised his sister's hand writing. She had also a +lock of her mother's hair, and her wedding-ring, and one or two other +trifles, that drew fresh tears from a brother's eyes. + +Gladys said that she should like, for her own satisfaction, that a +certificate of her mother's marriage, and of her birth, should be +obtained. Her mother was married, she believed, during the short time +she was in Ireland; and she was born, she knew, in the parish where her +father's parents lived, to whose care her father had confided her +mother. Two children had been born, and died before her birth, during +the period that her parents were abroad. + +It may be as well to say here, that the certificates were duly procured, +through the clergyman of the parish, to whom Mr Jones wrote a statement +of the case. Also that letters, written for the gratification of Gladys, +to the Protestant and Roman Catholic clergy of her parent's last +neighbourhood were duly answered, and confirmed all that Gladys had said +of them and of herself from first to last. This, of course, took some +time to effect; but I have so far anticipated the event, to avoid +fanning to it again. + +Gladys now recapitulated, more minutely, the circumstances of her early +history, a sketch of which she gave Miss Gwynne and Mrs Prothero when +she was recovering from her fever. + +There were a few points that she did not mention at that time, which, we +will insert for the benefit of the reader, in Gladys' own words. + +'My father left my mother in Ireland, and went with his regiment to +India. My mother lived with my grandfather, who was old and infirm, but +still managed a small farm, in which my mother assisted. He died, and +then my mother kept a school, took in needlework, and did what she could +to help out my father's remittances, which were small, but regular. He +was severely wounded in the head, and got his discharge upon his +corporal's pay. Being a clever man, he soon procured work, as a kind of +under-agent, and we lived very happily together for some years. He was +never a saving man, so what he earned he spent, and my poor mother spent +it with him. I had two brothers and three sisters, and when my father +died, rather suddenly, we had nothing but our own exertions to depend +upon. My mother and I managed to live and keep the children--how, I +scarcely know--till the famine from the failure of the potato crop, and +consequent fever and starvation came upon us. God preserve me, and every +one else, from witnessing such misery again! One child died after +another, and then the darling mother! I had nothing to give her; +literally nothing. Every one round us was in the same state. On her +death-bed she was rambling and incoherent, but talked of Wales, and her +father and brother. + +'"Go to them, Gladys," she said, "when I am gone. Maybe they'll take to +ye." "Where, mother dear!" I asked. But she did not hear me. Thank God! +she clasped her hands and prayed for pardon of her sins through Jesus +Christ; and so she died. I don't know how I lived after her--how I +buried her--how I came into Wales. I scarcely remember anything, till I +awoke from that illness in calm, clean, beautiful Glanyravon; with my +mistress's blessed face looking down upon me, and Miss Gwynne waiting on +me, and Mr Rowland praying for me.' + +For some years past Gladys had succeeded in obtaining a calm and even +spirit, by striving to banish these dreadful scenes from her mind, by +active labours for others, and abnegation of self. Now, they opened once +more the flood-gates of memory, and as the old recollections rushed +through, like repressed waters, her strength of mind gave way, and she +could do nothing but weep. + +'Only to-night--forgive me!' she sobbed. 'I shall be better to-morrow. +But it all comes back, all; even in the moment of my great happiness.' + +Her kind friends soothed and comforted her--her uncle wept with her, and +by degrees she once more grew calm. + +Before they separated for the night, Mr Jones offered up a thanksgiving +for the great mercy God had vouchsafed to them; and commending his +newly-found niece to the further protection of that gracious Providence, +who had led the orphan to her home; in His presence, and that of his +wife and her friends, he solemnly blessed her, and adopted her as his +own child. + +It need scarcely be added that his wife registered and signed the vow +that her husband made. + + + + + + +CHAPTER XLIII. + +THE HAPPIEST MAN IN THE WORLD. + + +Most people know what it is to awake from sleep the morning after a +great sorrow; some, also, know what it is to awake after a great and +unexpected joy. Gladys opened her eyes upon a dark, thick, cheerless +November fog in London, one of the most depressing of all the +atmospheric influences. But she did not think of the fog. Although she +did not at first fully realise the happiness that she had experienced, +and was to experience, she felt, on awakening, a strange sensation of +spirits so light, and a heart beating to such cheerful measure, that it +all seemed too ethereal to be real. She thought it was the continuation +of a blissful dream. For many a long year she had retired to rest, and +arisen in the morning calm, resigned, nay, cheerful; but it was the +calmness and resignation of a soul attuned by prayer and self-restraint +to an equanimity that rarely was disturbed by mirth or pleasure. Now, +that soul seemed to dance within her to exhilarating melodies. So happy +had been her dreams, so joyous her sleep, that her eyes sparkled +unwonted fires when she opened them; and as she jumped out of bed, there +was an elasticity in her movements that surprised her very self. + +Netta and Minette were still sleeping, and as she dressed herself +carefully and neatly, she almost forgot that every one else was not as +suddenly raised from sorrow to joy as herself. + +'He will come to-day,' she thought, as she smoothed her dark hair, 'and +I shall meet him as an equal, no longer a suspicion of my truth. He will +not know it yet, but I know it, and oh! the difference of feeling that +you can clear yourself by a word when you like. Not to him, for he never +doubted--generous, kind Mr Owen! but to his father! to all. How can I be +thankful enough! and such an uncle and aunt! It must be a dream; but +will he care for me still? so long! and after all my coldness. He has +asked me again and again, and each time have I refused him; but then I +was an Irish beggar, and nothing more, and I would have died rather than +have brought disgrace into his family. And still my promise to his +father is binding, and without his consent I never could--but where am I +wandering? Maybe he'll not care for me now I am all this older--and he +so handsome that he may have any one in and about Glanyravon.' + +Gladys cast a shy look into her glass, and a delicate blush kindled her +cheek as those dark violet eyes glanced from beneath their long black +fringes. Gladys! you are but a weak woman after all. + +When Gladys was dressed, she gently awoke Minette, and took her into the +dressing-room to attire her also. + +'Gladys, dear, how pretty you look!' exclaimed the child, 'you have a +pink cheek, and your eyes are as bright as the sky; and you have such a +pretty gown and collar, and everything. You are quite a lady, now you +have left off that gown mamma gave you so long ago. Is Uncle Owen, who +is coming to-day, as nice as Uncle Rowland? Do you love him as well, +Gladys?' + +'He is very, very nice, dear, and as kind as any gentleman in the +world.' + +The little girl clapped her hands. + +'I shall like to go to Glanyravon and make mamma quite well.' + +Soon after breakfast, Rowland arrived, accompanied by Owen, who had +travelled all night. + +Gladys was with Netta in her bedroom, but all the rest of the family +welcomed Owen. Mr Jones shook him by the hand with peculiar warmth, +because he was given to understand that he loved his newly-found niece. + +Minette was soon on his knee, and in less than ten minutes had duly +informed him that she loved him next to Uncle Rowland and that Gladys +told her he 'was the nicest gentleman in the world.' + +Owen laughed heartily at this, to conceal his rising colour, and said,-- + +'And how is Gladys?' + +'Quite well; she is coming to Glanyravon with us, to take care of mamma +and me.' + +Here Mrs Jones interposed, and explained how matters stood. + +In a few moments Gladys appeared to say that Netta was ready in her +little sitting-room to see her brothers. + +Owen was not shy, so he walked bravely across the room to meet Gladys, +and to shake hands with her, so thoroughly _con amore_ that if, as +Minette expressed it, her cheek was pink when she entered the room, it +was crimson when she quitted it. + +Mr and Mrs Jones looked at one another with great satisfaction, and +somehow or other Rowland's eyes met Miss Gwynne's, and both smiled +involuntarily. + +'He is a fine young fellow,' said Mrs Jones, when Owen and Rowland had +gone upstairs to Netta, accompanied by Minette. + +'I almost wonder how two such sons, with such a fine, sturdy, sensible +father, should have had such a silly little sister as that poor child +upstairs; but I must go out. Ask them to dinner, my dear, and don't let +Gladys tire herself to death before she starts for her journey. Did you +ever see any one look prettier in your life than she did when she met +that fine young man? What a couple they will make!' + +'What a romance you have worked up already, my dear,' said Mrs Jones +laughing, 'but certainly one may be proud of Gladys. How thoroughly +ladylike she is, and looks. And she is so happy; she told me just now +that she felt as if she had suddenly begun a new life.' + +'God grant it may be a happy one, and may He bless you, my dear, for +taking to the poor child so kindly.' + +Miss Gwynne, who had left the party to put on her bonnet, here appeared, +and Mr Jones and she set out on parochial business. + +When Rowland and Owen had been some time with Netta, they returned to +Mrs Jones, who pressed them to come to dinner. They declined, however, +having much to talk of, that could not be discussed in public, even +before the kindest of friends. Moreover, when Owen had been in London +before, he told his brother that he would not dine in any house as guest +where Gladys was considered as a servant. In vain his brother assured +him that she was more friend than servant--she did not dine with her +friends, and therefore he would not dine with them. + +When they had left the house, and reached Rowland's lodging, Owen said, +his usually joyful face clouded by an expression of sorrow and pain,-- + +'Curse that fellow! I say, Rowland, I can't help it, it breaks my heart +to see Netta as she is; and she will kill mother. As to father, there is +no getting a civil word from him ever since the news came.' + +'I suppose every one knows it?' said Rowland. + +'Of course Aunt 'Lizbeth has employed Mr Rice Rice and a counsel for +that scoundrel, to do what they can when the case is tried. You know +they have indicted him, and, present or absent, it is to come on at the +next assizes. Then, if they prove him guilty, or make out a case against +him, or whatever they call it, he will be brought to trial as soon as +they can catch him.' + +'Sir Samuel Spendall and Sir Horatio Simpson are furious against him, I +hear,' said Rowland. + +'No wonder; I foresaw something bad when I was at Abertewey. But what of +that rascal, Deep?' + +'They can make nothing of him; he is already released, and if he knows +anything of Howel he has not let it out.' + +'I can't help liking poor Aunt 'Lizbeth; she says she will spend every +farthing she has for Howel, and when I tell her to remember her old age +and keep her money, all I get is, "What will I do if my Howel is ruined? +What will I care for money if he is gone?" It is pretty well known that +he has forged her name for thousands of pounds, but she won't own it, +and swears to all his signatures as her own, I verily believe, with her +eyes shut.' + +'Does father hear all these things?' + +'Nobody dares to speak to him. He opens out to me with a vengeance, and +wants a little of your preaching to refine his language. But who can +wonder? I am ashamed to show my nose myself. The first bit of pleasure I +have had since it began was seeing Gladys look so well and happy this +morning. What has happened to her? Is she going to be married? for +nothing else have changed a girl's face from November to June. At the +same time, she might have a little more feeling for us than to look her +best when we are at our worst. Poor Netta! I'm sure she won't live. I've +wished myself at sea nearly every day for the last six years, and I'm +sure I wish myself there now.' + +'My good fellow,' said Rowland, 'don't say that; what should any of us +do without you? You are the only stay of our parents at home, and will +be poor Netta's last comfort.' + +'If I were sure I were of any use I wouldn't mind; but when I see +Gladys, or think of her, the truth is I get savage. Perhaps it is a +proper punishment for pretending to stay at home on father and mother's +account, when it was really on hers. But never mind; I suppose one +girl's really as good as another. Will you come down at Christmas, +Rowland?' + +'I wish I could; but our rector is so ill that there is no chance of his +being able to leave Nice this winter, and Jones and I have all the duty. +The last account was so bad that Mr Wenlock fears, if he returns at all, +it will be only to die.' + +We will not follow the brothers further in their conversation; they made +the most of the few hours they were together, and after a short night's +rest, arose early, breakfasted, and went to fetch Netta. + +The sight of her favourite brother, and the prospect of returning home +had roused her, and she seemed more herself than she had been since +Howel's letter. Gladys was as bright and busy as a queen-bee, and +Minette was all tears and smiles. + +There were a great many 'last words' to be said, and as all the +preparations had been made the previous day, there was plenty of time to +say them. + +'I don't know how to thank you,' said poor Netta to Mrs Jones and Miss +Gwynne, as they were putting on her last warm cloak. The tears were +streaming down her pale cheeks, and her hand, as usual, was on her +heart. + +Mrs Jones kissed her, and Miss Gwynne said cheerfully, 'I shall see you +soon, Netta, and I want Mrs Jones to come to Glanyravon with me, so it +will not be a long parting.' + +'You have been very good to my child and me,--God will bless you!' +sobbed Netta. + +'I will come again, Mr Jones, and see you, and Mrs Jones, and the little +children,' said Minette, who was hugging Mr Jones warmly. + +He took her up in his arms, kissed her, and put her into the cab next +her mother, who had been placed therein by Rowland. + +Gladys' farewells were the last. + +'That's what I call something like it, Rowly,' said Owen tapping his +brother's shoulder, as he watched Mr and Mrs Jones alternately give +Gladys a most affectionate embrace. + +'But why does the old parson hug her so? He shouldn't do that if I were +Mrs Jones, or if she were Mrs--' + +The truth was, that at the last the uncle's feelings overcame Gladys' +desire for secrecy, and exploded in a kiss long and fatherly. + +When she was in the cab Mr Jones called Owen aside, and said in a +whisper,-- + +'I know you will take care of Gladys, and remember, that although she is +ready for everything that is good, she is not strong. If your father +makes the least objection to her remaining with your sister, take her to +the Park, whence she can return at once to us. As long as I live, no one +will neglect her with impunity; but I am sure I can trust you and +yours.' + +'That you certainly may,' said Owen, nearly shaking Mr Jones' hand off, +but saying to himself a few minutes after, 'What could he mean by +putting her into my care? If his wife had done it, or Miss Gwynne, well +and good; but I declare parsons are no better than the rest of us, I +daresay Rowly isn't half as steady as he seems; he and Miss Gwynne are +wonderfully polite to one another, and he's as grand as any lord.' + +Owen jumped upon the box, and Rowland by the side of Gladys inside the +cab, and so they drove off through the thick fog, some five or six miles +to the Paddington Station. + +Owen took a second-class ticket for himself, but when Netta heard that +he had done so she begged so hard to be allowed to travel second class +with him, or that he would come with her, that he was obliged to change +it, and become, as he expressed it, 'a grand gentleman for once in his +life.' + +They had a compartment to themselves, into which Rowland went, to be +with Netta until the whistle sounded. + +'Oh, brother!' sobbed Netta, 'if I never see you again, promise to be +kind to Howel; promise to give him whatever I leave for him. Perhaps I +shall die,--I don't know. Tell him all you have said to me; try to make +him good, and give him the hope you have given me. Will you, brother? +Say, will you?' + +'I will do everything you wish, my darling sister, if I have the +opportunity.' + +'And will you write to me about what you have been saying to me?' + +'I will, dear, regularly. But you have only to believe and pray. God +bless you, Netta, dear! God for ever bless you!' + +The guard was at the door, Owen in the carriage. Rowland gave Netta one +long, last kiss, and went out upon the platform. + +'Kiss me, uncle,' said Minette, putting her little face out of the +window. + +When she drew it in again she wiped off a tear that Rowland had left +upon her cheek. + +'Good-bye, Gladys,--good-bye, Owen,' he said, stretching out his hand, +which was clasping that of his brother as the train began to move, and +separated him from the sister, brother, niece, and friend whom he loved +so well. + +Poor Netta cried long and quietly in the corner of the carriage in which +she had been placed. Of course she had the side without an arm that she +might put up her feet when she liked, so Owen and Gladys were placed, of +necessity, side by side, and Minette jumped upon Gladys' lap, and began +talking of Glanyravon. Owen and Gladys were quite shy with one another. +The former studied Bradshaw, the latter occupied herself with Minette. + +When Netta ceased crying, Owen tried to engage her attention, and amused +her for a time by accounts of home and country news. But by degrees she +relapsed into her usual abstraction. + +Owen hated railway travelling, and was a great fidget. Out at every +station, of course, and alternately reading the newspaper and making +remarks upon the confounded November weather when in the carriage. He +scarcely addressed Gladys particularly, but talked to Netta or Minette; +and Gladys thought him very cold and constrained, but did not know that +he was thinking of what Colonel Vaughan had done years ago, and +comparing it with Mr Jones' embrace. + +'Do you know, Netta, that I am thinking of getting married?' he said +suddenly, and thoroughly rousing Gladys. + +'Don't be so foolish, Owen! You have been getting married or falling in +love ever since you were twelve,' said Netta. 'Who is it now?' + +'Miss Richards,--Dr Richards' daughter. It is the talk of the county. +You know she has plenty of money.' + +Owen cast a side glance towards Gladys and saw her turn quite pale, +which was very satisfactory to him. + +'Is Miss Richards pretty, uncle?' asked Minette. 'Is she as pretty as +Gladys?' + +'That depends upon taste.' + +'But what do you think, uncle? She must be very pretty, if she is as +pretty as my dear Gladys! Isn't Gladys pretty, uncle?' + +'Gladys knows what I think on that subject,' said Owen, 'but she doesn't +care what I think.' + +This was said so that Netta, sitting opposite, did not hear. + +'Oh, Mr Owen!' said Gladys, involuntarily. + +'Oh, Mrs Snow!' said Owen. + +'As the day went on, Netta got very weary, and, finally, slept. Minette, +also, in spite of Gladys' resolute efforts to keep her awake, fell fast +asleep, curled up in the corner, with her mother's feet in her lap. And +so Owen and Gladys were _tete-a-tete_. + +The November day was drawing to a close, and it was dull and dark. +Gladys fancied Owen was asleep, and was thinking how very much more +cheerful she felt in the morning than she did at that moment; and all +because Owen said he was going to be married. She was trying to remember +the great blessings she had lately experienced, and that she ought to be +thinking of Netta instead of her brother. + +At last, Owen started up, and said,-- + +'Gladys, do you like coming back to Glanyravon?' + +'Dearly, sir, if you like to have me.' + +'Now, Gladys, that is too absurd! You know I have wanted to have you all +these years.' + +'I didn't mean that, Mr Owen.' + +'Gladys, tell me why that old Jones kissed you.' + +'I--I--don't know. Because--because he is fond of me, Mr Owen.' + +'That is no reason, Miss Gladys. If it was, somebody else would kiss +you, too. Now I have an opportunity, I must ask you a few more +questions. I beg you to understand that old Jones, who is so fond of +you, put you under my especial care.' + +'Oh, Mr Owen!' + +'Oh, Mrs Snow! Now, tell me why you let that cunning man of the world, +Colonel Vaughan, give you ten shillings? This has been on my mind for +six or seven years, and I have never had an opportunity of getting it +off before. You know if you won't have me for a lover, you may for a +brother.' + +'Colonel Vaughan offered me the money, Mr Owen, and I returned it to +him. Who could have told you of that?' + +'The boy who saw him give you some money, and picked up the +half-sovereign you dropped.' + +'He gave me money for poor Mr Lloyd, who was ill, and offered me the +half-sovereign for myself, which I refused.' + +'Why did you refuse it.' + +'Because I did not want it, and because he had no right to offer it me.' + +'Bravo, Gladys! You are a capital girl!' + +'And yet, Mr Owen, you think all sorts of unkind things of me when I am +absent. For six years!' + +'How can I help it, Gladys? You know that I love you better than my +life, and yet you won't care one straw for me.' + +'Oh! Mr Owen.' + +'I can tell you it is no trifling mark of constancy, for a wandering +fellow like me to stick to farming, and doing the dutiful son all these +years. I should have been off to sea again long ago but for you, and--' + +'And the father and mother, Mr Owen.' + +'Well, yes, to a certain extent. But you always answer every question +but one like a pure, straightforward young woman, as you are. Why won't +you tell me the reason you have for hating me so?' + +'I don't hate you, Mr Owen.' + +'It must be either love or hate. You don't love me. Do you love any one +else?' + +'No.' + +'Have you a heart to give?' + +'Ye--no.' + +'Which do you mean?' + +'I cannot tell you, indeed I cannot!' + +'Oh! Gladys, if you knew the pain! Why will you not make me happy, or at +least give me a sensible reason?' + +'I--I--promised--oh, Mr Owen.' + +'Dear Gladys, what? I will never betray you, and will always be a +friend, a brother. Who have you promised? Not to marry, not to love--' + +'Your father, Mr Owen. I--I--promised never--to--without his consent.' + +Fortunately it was dusk, and the curtain between the double carriage was +drawn, and Netta and Minette were, apparently at least, fast asleep, so +no one saw Owen jump up from his seat with a kind of bound, seize +Gladys' hand, try to look into her face, and finally sit down again, +retaining possession of the said hand across the elbow of the carriage. + +'Do you mean, Gladys, that you promised never to marry me without my +father's consent?' + +'Yes.' + +'Never to love me without his consent?' + +'No.' + +'That you don't hate me?' + +'No.' + +'That if I got his consent you would make me the happiest man in the +world?' + +'I would try, Mr Owen.' + +'Nothing but his consent? + +'Nothing, Mr Owen. If you do not change, I cannot. + +'Gladys, do not trifle with me. But you could not trifle. Have you cared +for me--may I say loved me--all these years?' + +'All these years.' + +Gladys bowed her head as if in shame over those clasped hands, and a +large tear fell upon Owen's. He wanted no other confirmation of her +words, and felt, as he had expressed it, the happiest man in the world. + + + + + + +CHAPTER XLIV. + +THE PRODIGAL DAUGHTER. + + +It was nine o'clock when the fly that took the travellers from Swansea +to Glanyravon reached the door of the farm. The night was 'dark and +dreary;' very different was the weather, the aspect of external nature; +very different were Netta's feelings and all the circumstances, when she +was at home ten years ago. She had been thinking again on all these +things during that gloomy drive, when her companions thought she was +asleep. + +Bright lights are in the windows and passage as the travellers look out +of the carriage. Mrs Prothero's anxious face is visible in front, Mr and +Mrs Jonathan's tall forms above her from behind, the servants are +without, Lion is barking joyously, but there is no Mr Prothero. + +'Is this Glanyravon, mamma?' asks Minette waking up and rubbing her +eyes. + +No answer. + +Owen jumps out, and without stopping to greet his pale, trembling +mother, turns to help Netta, who cannot help herself. He carries a dead +weight into the parlour, and lays it on the sofa. Netta has fainted. + +Gladys is at her side in a moment with every kind of restorative but no +one notices or thinks of her. Mrs Prothero is on her knees rubbing her +child's cold hands, and looking as white as the corpse-like daughter +thus restored to her. Mr and Mrs Jonathan look at one another, and then +at Netta, with a glance of pity and grief. + +There is another face for one moment bent over the sofa, and the next a +loud heavy groan is heard in the corner of the room that comes from a +heart in extreme agony; but no one, save Minette, seems conscious of +it. She turns affrighted at the sound, and in the impulse of her quick, +warm nature runs to comfort. + +'Mamma will be better soon,' she says; 'she is often so. Don't cry so +loud, you will frighten her.' + +Poor Mr Prothero removes his hand from his eyes to behold, for the first +time, his grandchild. Another heavy groan, almost a cry, and he takes +the child in his large arms, and presses her to his breast, weeping like +an infant. + +Netta uncloses her eyes on familiar objects for a moment, and shuts them +again. Has she seen the cheerful, old-fashioned parlour, the bright +fire, near which the sofa is wheeled, her father's portrait over the +mantelpiece, her mother at her feet? + +'She is getting better,' whispers Gladys, who still holds her place at +Netta's head, with strong salts in her hand, and a bottle and glass by +her side. + +Again the eyes unclose, wander restlessly from one anxious face to +another, settling on none; close again, once more unclose and look with +some consciousness on the breathless group that surrounds the sofa. + +'Father! father!' now murmurs Netta; 'where is father?' + +The feeble cry has reached that father's ears and inmost heart. He puts +down Minette and staggers, blinded by his grief, to the sofa. All +withdrew but his wife. He is on his knees before his poor penitent +daughter. Her arms are round his neck, and she strives to rise but +cannot. Oh! the depth, agony, remorse of that long, silent, paternal, +and filial embrace. + +'Do you forgive me, father?' asks Netta. + +'All--all. God forgive us both!' groans Mr Prothero. + +Mrs Prothero lays her head on her hands on the sofa, by which she +kneels, and gives way to a passionate burst of grief. + +'My poor, poor mistress,' says Gladys, unable any longer to refrain from +approaching her. 'All is well; she will be better now.' + +'Mother!' cries Netta. 'Don't cry so for me. Come and kiss me, mother.' + +Father and mother surround with their arms that wandering, restored +lamb, and take it into the fold again. + +A little voice from behind is heard. + +'Mamma! mamma! think of your poor Minette!' + +And in another minute Minette is on the sofa, in the midst of her +mother, grandfather, and grandmother. + +Blessed are the warm, gushing tears that fall on the child's head--tears +of love and reconciliation. + +Soon the worthy vicar and his wife, who have thus far been only +spectators of the scene, draw near to bless and welcome their niece. + +'She will faint again,' whispers Gladys to Owen. + +'She is happy now,' replies Owen, looking into Gladys' tearful eyes from +his own, equally dimmed with tears. It is the first time he has seen +that face since he has known that Gladys loves him. + +But Gladys is right--happiness is too overpowering for Netta. She faints +in the midst of all those dear ones, so kind and loving. + +Again Gladys is at her side to revive her, which she is able to do more +quickly than before. When she is better, Gladys raises her pillows, and +places her in a more comfortable posture. By degrees every one is +conscious that Gladys is present. + +'Dear Gladys!' says Netta, 'I am better now; quite--quite well, father!' + +'Drink this first,' says Gladys, giving her some wine and water that +Owen has brought. + +She drinks the wine and water, and again calls her father + +'I brought Gladys, father; I cannot do without her. She has saved my +life, I think, and mother's, so Owen told me--didn't you, Owen? May she +stay with me, father?' + +Netta presses her hand to her head, and looks at her father with those +bewildered eyes, which are only too sadly irresistible. + +'Gladys!' he replies. 'Oh, yes! I haven't seen her yet.' + +Gladys is by his side, and he turns and shakes her hand warmly, and +says,-- + +'Thank you, Gladys, thank you, I have heard all; but we will talk of +this another time.' + +'Best now, father, whilst I remember. She may stay? You like to have +her?' + +'Of course, of course, my dear.' + +Mr Prothero glances rather uneasily at the very lady-like looking young +woman, for whom he is thus humbly petitioned, and in doing so spies Owen +close behind her. + +His feelings are too much softened by Netta to allow him to feel angry; +still he does not know what to make of if. Mrs Prothero kisses Gladys, +and Mr and Mrs Jonathan shake hands with her. + +'Nothing like the present time,' thinks Owen; but Gladys declares +decidedly that Netta ought to go to her room, and everybody yields to +her calm, assured voice. + +'Then you will stay with us?' asks gentle Mrs Prothero, looking the +while at her husband. + +'To be sure she will,' says Mr Prothero. + +'Thank you, sir; thank you, ma'am. I shall be only too glad,' replies +Gladys, as humbly as if she were really the servant she professes to be. +'Miss Gwynne will allow me to stay, if you wish it.' + +After they had been upstairs they returned to tea, and Mr Prothero could +not quit Netta, but sat watching her with a painful anxiety. + +She was greatly excited, and her mind and eyes appeared equally to +wander on the objects of her childhood. She asked her father a variety +of questions concerning scenes and people that she felt were +particularly associated with him, and he was quite overcome. + +When the meal was finished, Owen carried Netta at once to her room, and +all the womankind accompanied her. It was then that poor Mr Prothero's +wrath and grief exploded. Left alone with his brother he vented both in +language which, as Owen had expressed it, needed clerical revision. But +Mr Jonathan knew that it must have its course before exhortations could +take effect. He paced up and down the room pouring curses loud and deep +upon Howel, and bemoaning his unfortunate daughter. At last he sat down +and cried bitterly. + +It was then that his brother drew near to comfort, and that Owen +returned to the room. + +'So young, so pretty--our only girl! God only knows how I love her--to +come to die! Driven mad by that heartless villain--curse him--a +thousand--' + +'Hush, brother! hush! You cannot alter the past. Home and a father's and +mother's love will soon bring her round, poor dear.' + +'Do you think so? why, she looks like a corpse. No rose was redder when +she went away, when I kissed her the night before. And now! and now! I +say again, curse the man! I can't help it, brother,--I won't help it.' + +'Come, father, let us hope the best, now we have her home again.' + +Owen put his hand on his father's shoulder as he spoke, but there was no +comfort for that sorrowing parent. While he cursed Howel there, was much +self-reproach within him for long-harboured feelings of anger and +unforgiveness against his daughter. He even began, to think that if he +had been gentle and kind he might have saved her. The proud hearts of +parent and child were alike subdued by heavy sorrow. + +The following day Netta was unable to leave her bed. Excitement and +fatigue had been too much for her. Dr Richards was sent for, who shook +his head, and ordered quiet and rest. Mrs Prothero and Gladys were with +her, and as she was continually sleeping, no one else was admitted. Mr +and Mrs Jonathan left early, after having made friends with Minette, who +confided to them that she liked them better than grandpapa and +grandmamma, because they were gentlefolks. She didn't know why there was +no carpet in the hall, and didn't like stones to her feet. She promised +to go and see them when her mamma was better. The worthy couple took to +her as they had done to her mother. + +In a day or two Netta was much better and able to be brought downstairs. +Matters gradually settled into their regular course at the farm, and all +went on as usual. Mr Prothero spent every spare moment with Netta and +his grandchild, who soon forgot that 'grandfather,' as he insisted on +her calling him, 'talked loud, and had large, rough hands.' Gladys +slipped imperceptibly into her old place, and alternately nursed Netta +and helped Mrs Prothero in the dairy. Owen found many opportunities of +entreating Gladys to let him speak to his father, but she positively +forbade him, as long as there was painful anxiety about Netta; and, at +the same time, angered him by refusing to consider him as her accepted +lover until his father's consent was obtained. Mrs Prothero schooled her +aching heart into outward calm, but her white hair and paleface showed +what she had gone through, and was still suffering. Howel's name was +never mentioned, except between Netta and Gladys. It was to Gladys that +poor Netta opened her mind, and poured out all her hopes and fears about +Howel's return. + +The state of that mind varied continually. Sometimes it was tolerably +clear, at others sadly wandering, and the least excitement produced +faintness and pain at the heart; still her friends fancied she gained +strength. + +She had the sofa placed so that she could look out of the parlour-window +upon the distant hills. The weather cleared up brisk and bright. The red +and yellow foliage that still remained to cover the huge trunks of the +oaks shone in the sunlight, and the lights and shadows danced upon the +mountains. A few white chrysanthemums, and one or two roses still looked +in at the window, upon her who had once been the brightest flower of +Glanyravon. + +Netta had been at home a fortnight, and was really stronger and better. +The sun was setting behind those distant hills, and casting glorious +shades of red, purple, and gold upon them. She was gazing wistfully on +the sky, and thinking of Howel, whilst Minette was sitting on a stool at +her feet, turning over a book, out of which she had been reading to her +mother, whose chief occupation was trying to teach her. + +Mr Prothero came in, and took his customary seat at the head of her +sofa. He was followed, almost instantly, by Gladys, who called Minette +out to have her cup of warm milk fresh from the cow, ordered by her +doctor. + +'Father,' began Netta, abruptly, 'I have something to say to you.' + +'Well, Netta, fach!' said her father, cheerfully. 'Say away. I'm all +attention,' + +'Do you like Gladys, father?' + +'Of course I do, my dear. Who could help it? She's an excellent young +'ooman.' + +'I wish you would promise me one thing, father, before I go away.' + +'But you are not going away ever again, my love?' + +'Perhaps I may--far, far away; and perhaps I may go to heaven. I don't +know. But I should like, when I go away, to leave you a better daughter +than I have ever been to you. One that will take care of you and mother, +and my Minette, as long as you and she live; who will make Owen a good +wife and a happy man, as he is now, a good son and brother. Father, will +you take her for my sake?' + +'My darling, I don't know what you mean?' + +'I mean--You won't be cross, father, bach?' + +'Never again with you, Netta, please God.' + +'Will you promise to grant me this great favour, now that my head is +clear, and I have no pain, and can ask it right?' + +'There is little I 'ould refuse you, Netta; but I should rather hear it +first.' + +'It is about Owen and Gladys, father. They have loved one another ever +since they were first together. I found it out in the train; and when +Owen pressed Gladys very hard to tell him why she didn't love him, she +said it was because she had promised you something. I could not hear +what; but I heard enough to know that she loved Owen dearly. And she is +good and clever; and, oh! so kind and gentle to me. I never think now of +what I used to think so much--how she was a beggar at our gate; and +everybody in London looks up to her and loves her. Mr and Mrs Jones, +Miss Gwynne, and Rowland, all treat her like a lady. I should die, I +think I should, so much happier, or go away when I am fetched, so much +happier, if I could know she was with you as a daughter. I have been +very disobedient and wilful; but she has been obedient and grateful, +though she was not your child. When I left mother to die of fever, she +nursed her and saved her life. May God forgive me, for Christ's sake, +and bless her! She has made Owen steady. She has nursed the sick. She +has taught in the poor, wretched London ragged-schools, as well as in +the others. She has made clothes for the poor. What has she not done? +Oh, that I were like her! And now she is waiting on me, and helping +mother, and nursing my child, like a common servant. Oh, father! take to +her instead of me. Indeed indeed, you will never repent--never!' + +As Netta spoke, her wasted cheek flushed, her eyes sparkled, and her +manner grew more and more animated. Her father listened attentively, +without interrupting her, and when she paused, said,-- + +'Netta, fach, are you seure you didn't dream or fancy this? Owen +declared to me, Gladys 'ouldn't have him, and didn't love him.' + +'Because you would not let her, father. Think of her making him believe +this, and yet loving him dearly all the time; and because she was too +grateful to you and mother to do what you don't like.' + +'Yes; the girl's a good girl, Netta, I don't deny that; but I can't bear +the Irish, and don't want Owen, who is a fine, sensible young man, who +might have any respectable young 'ooman, to marry a girl nobody knows +of, and there's the treuth! If you let him alone, he'd marry Miss +Richards.' + +'Never, father! Only ask him; for my sake--though I don't deserve you +should do anything for me.' + +'There--there; don't you begin to cry, and excite yourself. I'll ask the +boy.' + +'Now, father! He's in the hall; I heard him whistling. Let him come +here.' + +Mr Prothero went out and called Owen, who came in forthwith He began the +subject at once. + +'Owen, Netta has got into her head that you and Gladys are making fools +of one another still, in spite of all I said. Is that treue?' + +'Not exactly, father. You know I have been in love with Gladys nearly +ever since I knew her, and made up my mind never to have anybody else. I +don't call that making a fool of her; perhaps it was of myself. She has +refused me, without rhyme or reason, more than once; and it was only +when we came home with Netta that I found out the cause of her refusal. +It is just because she won't marry me without your consent. I have been +waiting for her permission to speak to you about this ever since I came +home; but she wouldn't let me, because Netta was ill. I must confess to +you, honestly, that I would have married her any day these seven years, +and worked for her, by sea of land, if she would have had me. But she +wouldn't, so there's an end of that I find, now, that your consent is +wanting alone, and I ask it boldly. If you let us marry, you make us +happy; if you refuse, you make us miserable, and send me to sea +again--for I don't see that you can expect me to work at home, if you +don't try to contribute to my happiness. I am not angry, father, though +I can't see what right you had to extract a promise from a girl to whom +you had done a service. That was not generous, or like Prothero, +Glanyravon.' + +'Treue for you there, boy.' + +Mr Prothero began to rub his ear; a trick he had when in doubt. Netta, +seeing this, put her arms round his neck, and whispered,-- + +'Oh, father! make us happy. He is a good son, father, bach.' + +'Then go you and tell the girl, you may have her, as far as I am +concerned,' said Mr Prothero. + +'Indeed, father!' said Owen doubtfully. + +'Do you want me to swear, sir? Upon my deed, then, you may marry the +girl. I have but one objection, and that's the way she came here. The +girl's a good girl, and I like her well enough. Now, p'r'aps you 'ont go +to sea.' + +'Decidedly not; I'm a steady land-lubber for my life: thank you, father. +Shake hands upon it! You won't repent. Kiss me, Netta! You have done it, +I know, and you shall dance at the wedding. Now, I'll go and tell +Gladys.' + +Owen and his father shook hands until their arms ached. Then the brother +and sister kissed one another, and, with a sort of greyhound leap, or +caper, Owen started off in search of Gladys. + +'Father, you will never repent it. Thank you--a thousand times,' said +Netta, covering her face with her hands, and bursting into tears. + +The worthy farmer cried with her, and thus the father and daughter's +love returned and increased. + + + + + + +CHAPTER XLV. + +THE BETROTHED. + + +Owen found Gladys in the dairy with his mother and Minette. She had a +candle in one hand, lighting Mrs Prothero, whilst she was looking at the +fresh milk just put into the pans; Minette held the other. + +'All right, Gladys! all right! Father has consented!' cried Owen, +literally tumbling down the passage between the milk-pans. + +Down went a splendid tin of milk right over Minette. Owen didn't mind. +His arm was round Gladys' waist, and the candle stowed away somewhere, +before any one knew what he was about. Mother and niece saw the long, +fervent embrace to which Gladys yielded; but Owen didn't mind that. If +all the servants, domestic and otherwise, had been there, he wouldn't +have cared. + +'Oh, Mr Owen!' said Gladys. + +'Oh, Mrs. Owen,' said he. + +'Mother, she is mine and yours now for ever!' he continued, releasing +Gladys somewhat from his firm clasp. 'Father has given her to me. I +needn't ask you. We will live all together. I will herd the cows, and +she shall milk them.' + +'Come into the kitchen, Owen,' said Mrs Prothero, utterly astonished. + +'Uncle, you have wet me all over,' sighed Minette. + +'Never mind. Come by the fire and dry yourself.' + +They all went into the kitchen, which was empty. There, by the blazing +wood fire, Owen kissed Gladys and his mother and Minette, and Mrs +Prothero kissed Gladys; and the women cried and Owen laughed. It was a +long time before he could explain the real state of the case. + +'You are quite sure you love me, Gladys? It is not _gratitude_, but +love!' said Owen, looking into the pure, lustrous 'violets dropping +dew,' that he had studied so long and so lovingly. + +The answering glance and the quick blush were quite satisfactory. + +'Then, will you come with me to father and Netta. We owe it all to +her--poor dear Netta!' + +'Please to wipe my frock first,' said Minette to her grandmother; 'and +tell me if uncle is going to marry Gladys. I am so glad.' + +The frock was wiped, and Owen took the child up in his arms, and told +her to love her new aunt better than ever. + +'I can't love her better, uncle,' was the simple assurance of the little +girl. + +'Nor can I, even as my daughter,' said Mrs Prothero, pressing the hand +she held with a mother's love. + +They all went to the parlour, where Mr Prothero and Netta were sitting, +quite silent, by the fire-light. + +Owen led Gladys to his father, who did not well know what to do on the +occasion, not being quite satisfied with the respectability of the +parentage of his future daughter-in-law. + +Gladys summoned all her courage, and standing before Mr Prothero, said +firmly,-- + +'You will be glad, sir, to know that I have found my friends, and that +they acknowledge me as their relation. I could never have consented to +bring disgrace upon you and yours. I do not think I could have accepted +your present great kindness even, had I not been able to make my truth +as clear as the noon-day. Mr Jones, with whom Miss Gwynne and I have +been living so long, is my uncle--my mother's own brother.' + +The general exclamations of surprise may be imagined. + +'The girl's dreaming, like Netta,' from Mr Prothero. + +'Why didn't you tell me before?' from Owen. + +'I knew she was true,' from Mrs Prothero. + +'How can this be, Gladys?' from Netta. + +Gladys told her story simply. Every one was too much engrossed with it, +to think of the pretty picture that wondering family group made; but as +we know it already, we will look at the picture whilst she is telling +her tale. + +The large, old-fashioned sofa is placed at one side of the fire-place, +its head against the wall, its foot towards the window, so as to give +Netta warmth and the view of the distant hills at the same time. Between +the head of the sofa and the fire-place is an arm-chair, also against +the wall, Mr Prothero's favourite seat; and Minette's footstool is by +the side of her mother, and at the feet of her grandfather. + +Netta's pale face is in shadow, but the large, bright black eyes beam +upon Gladys, with preternatural lustre, and the raven hair shines +against the white pillow that supports her head. The broad, massive +figure of the father, in its rough work-a-day clothes, is also in +shadow. One elbow rests upon the arm of Netta's sofa, one hand smooths +mechanically the head of his grandchild, resting against his knee. This +large hand and that tender head come within the glow of the fire-light. +His grey head is lifted towards Gladys, on whom his keen black eyes, so +like Netta's, are also fixed. Minette, too, sitting at his feet, gazes +with child-like wonder on Gladys; her long black curls falling over her +pale face. Grandsire, daughter, child, so like one another, and yet so +far apart in age. Three types they are of the ancient Briton. + +Opposite this trio, with her left hand clasped in that of Netta, and +close to her sofa, stands the fair, blue-eyed, graceful Gladys; +thoroughly Irish in beauty, if Welsh in heart. The red glare of the +large bright fire brings out her sweet, earnest face, and slight form. +Her eyes are cast down, as if they cannot support the gaze of so many +other eyes, and her cheeks are flushed with a strange excitement. +Towering a full head above her, his arm round her waist, the thick black +beard touching her hair is the manly, handsome Owen. Love, joy, pride, +in his honest black eyes, and health on his bronzed and ruddy cheeks. +Seated on the sofa, her arms on Netta's knees, her head, with its silver +hair, and plain white lace cap, eagerly pressed forward, is the +well-beloved mother. For the first time since Netta's return, grief for +the one child, has merged into joy for the other, and prayer and praise +for all are in her heart even whilst she listens. + +The story is told, Gladys raises her eyes and head somewhat proudly for +her. Owen lowers his, and kisses the pure, white forehead. There is +silence for a few moments, no one can speak for tears. Owen is the +first. + +'Well, father! all's right now, at any rate.' + +'Treue for you there, Owen, my boy. The only objection is removed; +everybody will know now that Gladys was honest, God bless you both, and +make you happy.' + +At this moment there was a suppressed sob from Netta. Her mind had +wandered from the open, straightforward betrothal of Owen and Gladys, +crowned, after years of difficulty, with a father's and mother's +blessing, to her own unhallowed marriage--to her lost husband. + +Again poor Netta was the object of every one's thoughts, Gladys forgot +herself, and Owen his joy, to cheer and comfort her. + +It was in private that Mrs Prothero poured out her feelings to Gladys, +and assured her of her unbounded satisfaction in the prospect of such a +daughter. It was also in private that Netta solemnly gave her child into +Gladys' care. She said,-- + +'If I die, Gladys, you are to be her mother. You are to bring her up; +she is never to leave you. If Howel comes back, say to him this was my +wish. But I will write it for him. You must teach her to love her +father, and to pray for him; and when she is old enough to be firm in +her duty, to go to him if he wishes it. But never let Aunt 'Lizbeth have +her--never. I _must_ see Aunt 'Lizbeth, I must tell her my wishes +myself; you must talk to her, Gladys; she must not have my child if I +die.' + +Owen and Minette went together to see poor Mrs Griffey. They +found her much altered. Owen could scarcely recognise the brisk, +handsomely-dressed Aunt 'Lizbeth who came to announce her son's gay +wedding to Mrs Prothero, in that son's mother, as stricken by his crime. +Moreover, there was a very strong smell of spirits in the room, and Owen +perceived a bottle and glass, that had been hastily put aside, under a +table in the corner. + +Mrs Jenkins cried a great deal when she saw Minette, and Owen was soon +very sorry that he had brought the child. However he told her to go to a +small inner room, the window of which looked into the street, and her +attention was soon quite absorbed. Her grandmother was in a maudlin +condition, out of which, under any other circumstances, Owen would have +extracted mirth, but now he only felt anger and sorrow. + +'Have you heard anything of Howel, Aunt 'Lizbeth?' he asked. + +'Oh, _annwyl_! No. Mr Rice Rice is telling me there is a 'ditement +brought against him for forgery, and now they can be taking him +anywhere, and bringing him to trial as soon as they do find him. +Forgery! name o' goodness, why 'ould he be forging, as I do say to every +one, and his own mother as 'ould be giving him thousands of pounds. My +Howels! Ach a fi! for sham to them! But he 'ont be found guilty, if they +do tak him. Owen, bach! it was killing me, 'deet to goodness it was,' + +'Don't cry, Aunt 'Lizbeth, I wanted to speak to you about Netta.' + +'Oh seure! she 'ont come to see her husband's mother! and I don't be +cheusing to be turned out of doors again.' + +'She is very ill, aunt. We don't know whether she can ever recover. Her +mind is wandering, and has been ever since that--Howel left her; she +thinks he is gone for debt, and if she knew the real state of the case, +it would probably be the death of her. If we could manage a meeting +between you, could you speak only of Howel's debts, and not of this +terrible suspicion.' + +'Seurely I could; but I 'ont go to Glanyravon; if your father was +turning me out of doors then, what will he be doing now?' + +'We must see, Aunt 'Lizbeth? poor Netta sends her love to you, and begs +you to keep up; she says she is sure Howel will come back; I was to tell +you this.' + +'Netta! Netta! poor dear, poor dear.' + +Mrs Jenkins began to rock herself to and fro in her chair violently, and +to cry hysterically. + +'He was very fond of her, Owen; you don't think she'll be dying? I do be +wishing all day long that she hadn't gone off with him, and that my +Griffey hadn't left all that money--and--and--tak you a glass of +brandy and water, Owen, it will be warming you after your cold walk, and +I do feel so poorly and wretched all over, that I'll be having a drop +along.' + +'No thank you, aunt, we must be going; what of the counsel for Howel?' + +'Oh, I do be having the best in all London; Prince Albert or Queen +Victoria 'ouldn't be having a better; to think of him as was dining with +them wanst.' + +'Don't believe such nonsense, Aunt 'Lizbeth.' + +'Was you thinking that my Howels is not telling the treuth? But I am +seure they 'ont be finding him; they was telling me that America, where +they do think he is gone, is bigger than all Wales, and England, and +London put together. Oh, if I could be going to him, I 'ouldn't be +vexing shocking, as I was now. All that money that my Griffey was +putting by in pence and sixpences and shillings all gone, and he no +better, and Howels no better, and I no better, 'scept that I did be +seeing London. Come you, Owen, tak you a drop of brandy and water. I do +tak it very kind of you to be coming to see me.' + +'What message shall I give Netta, Aunt 'Lizbeth?' + +'Give you her my love, and I'll be seeing her whenever she do like. Tell +you her that Howels shall be having every penny his poor old mother do +own to set him right again; he'll be seure to be proving himself right, +come you. Them Simpsons and Spendalls were always living upon him, and +now to be turning against him. Ach a fi! now do be taking a drop before +you do go.' + +'No thank you, Aunt 'Lizbeth; and I don't think spirits good for you. +You had better be careful.' + +'I don't be drinking a wine glass full in a week, but when I am having +the spasms, and now I am vexing so, they was coming oftener than they +was eused to.' + +Owen left Mrs Jenkins with a heavy heart, foreseeing her end; Minette +said she didn't like her because she smelt so of wine, and wasn't a +lady. + +The next day but one Gladys went to see her, and did what she could to +comfort and help her; she was used to all sorts of sorrow and sin, and +was so gentle a consoler, and so Christian an adviser, that poor Mrs +Jenkins asked her to come and stay with her always; but that could not +be; she went, however, as often as she could leave Netta. + +Netta's will and word was now law with her father; he refused her +nothing; he even allowed her to see her mother-in-law, provided the +meeting was managed when he was from home. It was so managed, and a +melancholy meeting it proved; the old woman's tears and sobs were so +irrepressible, that Gladys was obliged to shorten it as much as +possible; Netta, however, was calmer than she expected. + +'Mother,' she said, 'I want you to promise me one thing. If I die--' + +'Oh, Netta, fach! why was you talking of dying? you 'ont be dying.' + +'I said _if_, mother. I wish Gladys, who is going to marry Owen--' + +'Gladys, Owen! name o' goodness! and your father! he 'ouldn't let you +marry my Howels, and she--' + +'Is very good, mother, whilst I am very bad. But I wish her and Owen to +bring up my child; you must tell Howel so, when he comes back; and when +she is grown up, she will be a comfort to you and him. My head is +confused; I dreamt last night Howel was here, and he was going to take +away Minette. Is he with you, mother? tell me! do you know where he is? +Oh! if I could see him once more! once more!' + +'He is being safe in America, Netta, fach, but is coming home soon I am +thinking. Don't you be dying; he was doating upon you, and if he do come +home, and don't be finding you, he'll be dying too.' + +'Are you sure he will come back? Did he tell you so himself?' + +'To be seure. He is coming back soon, only he must be paying his debts +first. Come you!' + +Mrs Jenkins' unmitigated falsehoods did Netta a great deal of good; they +cheered her, and gave her hope for the time. Gladys doubted whether +hopes so based, and to be so miserably crushed, were to be encouraged, +but she had not the heart to undeceive her. + +When Mr Prothero returned home that evening, he was surprised to see +Netta looking so much more cheerful than she had done since her return. + +'Better, much better,' was her answer to his eager look of inquiry. 'And +now I am better, I have another favour to ask. I want to see Owen and +Gladys married while I am here. I think it would almost cure me to feel +that I had helped to do one kind and right thing in my wrong life. Would +you mind it, father?' + +'I shall be very glad to see them married, my dear; the sooner the +better. Owen's good-for-nothing now but sitting with his arm round +Gladys' waist all day long, and I hate those sort of follies.' + +'Oh! Davy,' said Mrs Prothero, 'young people will be young people, and +I'm sure no one can be so modest as Gladys,' + +'Well, I'm of Netta's opinion, and the sooner they're married the +better. I must confess, now I know who Gladys is, there isn't a girl in +all the country I like so well. And Mr and Mrs Jones have written as a +gentleman and lady ought to write, owning her, and giving their free +consent to her marrying our Owen. So, Netta, fach, if you can get the +young folk's consent you have mine.' + +Owen and Gladys had accompanied Mrs Jenkins part of the way home. She +had particularly asked Gladys to 'send her,' and as it was getting dusk, +Owen had 'sent her' also. They returned during the conversation +respecting their marriage and Mr Prothero who had forgotten, if he had +ever experienced, the shyness of affianced lovers, began the subject at +once. + +'Netta wants you two young people to be married directly, so do I. I +shall be glad when 'tis all over. What do you say to it?' + +They had nothing to say, Gladys blushed, and Owen felt awkward on her +account, not his own. + +'There, I always said that lovers were fools,' said Mr Prothero. + +'We will settle it another time,' said Netta. + +'Go you and settle it directly,' said Mr Prothero; 'what my little girl +here says, is law in this house.' + +Poor Netta always began to cry when her father said anything +particularly kind. She did so now. There was a reaction on her spirits, +and she suddenly became as depressed as she had previously been gay. The +constantly recurring contrasts between herself and Gladys continually +affected her, and her father's readiness for the marriage reminded her +of the scenes between him and herself previously to her own. + +The topic was given up for that evening, but the following morning Netta +renewed it with Owen, who declared himself ready to marry Gladys that +very moment. + +The upshot of it all was, that the wedding was settled for New Year's +Day, at Netta's particular request. No one cared, or indeed thought what +the world would say at a marriage taking place during a period of such +heavy affliction. Netta willed it, and to give her pleasure, and an +object for her poor wandering mind, every member of the family would +have made any sacrifice; and this was not a sacrifice at all, but an +event of importance to all. + +Mr and Mrs Jones promised to come if only for one clear day, and sent a +box of presents to their niece, which Netta had the pleasure of +unpacking. Amongst them was a simple and pretty wedding dress and +bonnet, that poor Netta wept over, thinking of her own. + +On the whole, however, Netta was better and more cheerful, and even +assisted in the preparations that were going forward. She helped to make +that pretty dove-coloured silk dress that was manufactured at home, and +tried to join in the happiness which her apparently improved health +seemed to make allowable. + +But Netta's heart was with Howel, and the certainty that she felt of his +return and constant love, alone sustained her. Alas! that poor, +fluttering, uncertain heart! + + + + + + +CHAPTER XLVI. + +THE HEIR. + + +Miss Gwynne returned to Glanyravon on Christmas Eve. She had not visited +it before, since she left it when her father married. She had seen her +father, his wife, and her little brother almost yearly in London, +whither Lady Mary Nugent insisted on dragging her husband annually; but +she had not hitherto had love, or courage, or Christian charity enough +to visit them at home. When last in town, and repeatedly by letter, her +father had urged her doing so, and she had at last complied with his +request, more from a latent sense of duty than from inclination. + +It was a bright, frosty night, when the carriage that had been sent to +meet her drove up to the door. If poor Netta had fainted on returning to +the farm, Freda was obliged to brush away gathering tears as she +returned to the Park. Every branch of tree, as it glittered in the +moonlight in its dress of hoar frost, was familiar to her, every pane of +glass in the windows of the old place seemed a friend. + +On the lowest step, bare-headed and expectant, were the old butler and +footman she had left when she went away; she shook hands with each, and +they almost rung her hand off. In the door-way stood her father, not +bare-headed, but expectant, who received her with paternal warmth. Freda +knew that he must for once have forgotten himself and his nervous +debility to have thus exposed himself to the frosty air. In the hall was +Lady Mary ready with smiles and embraces, with which Freda would gladly +have dispensed; but she did her best to seem, if she could not feel, +glad to see her. + +Her ladyship preceded her to her own old bedroom, where a huge fire, and +bright wax candles bade her welcome, and whither she was followed by +Frisk, who was exuberant in his demonstrations of delight at his return +home after his long absence. + +'I have ordered my maid to wait on you my dear,' said Freda's +stepmother, 'because I find your's does not return to you. But we can +replace her. Dinner will be ready whenever you are; can I do anything +for you?' + +'No, thank you, I shall not be long,' said Freda mechanically. + +Lady Mary left the room. + +Freda felt that her tact was good after all; for no nice feeling could +have been more successful than it was. She had received her just as if +she had come home after a short absence. No demonstrations of any kind; +her room was much as it had ever been. There were even some of her +clothes in the wardrobe. + +'I won't cry! I won't give way!' muttered Freda, beginning to take off +her wrappings. + +There was a tap at the door. + +'Come in!' And Anne the old housemaid appeared. + +'Oh, miss, I am so glad to see you home again, it do seem so natural. +Please to let me unpack your things, miss. My lady thought you might +like me better than Mrs Pink.' + +'Thank you, Anne, it does look like home to see you.' + +'Shall I get your dress, miss?' + +'I can't dress to-night, I am too tired. There, that will do. Now I will +go downstairs.' + +She did so, and found her father alone in the library. + +'I won't cry,' again she said, as she kissed him affectionately. + +'Thank you for coming, Freda, it will do me good, and my wife is +delighted. Harold, too, is in ecstasies, and only went to bed with a +promise that sister Freda--he calls you sister, you know, and--and all +that sort of thing.' + +The 'my wife,' grated strangely on Freda's ear, but she promised to go +and see her little brother. + +Lady Mary came in, and they went to dinner. + +It seemed strange to see her at the head of the table, and Freda felt as +if she were in a dream. But nothing could be more perfect than her +ladyship's manner. She behaved as if nothing had ever happened to cause +the least estrangement between them, and almost as if she were still +Lady Mary Nugent. Handsome as ever, and perfectly well-bred, she almost +made even Freda believe, after her long absence from her, that she +really was what she seemed. However, Freda tried to take her as she was, +and to feel thankful that she was no worse. It was she who principally +kept up the conversation; Freda made great efforts, and signally failed, +and Mr Gwynne never talked much. + +After dinner, Freda proposed to go and see the little brother. As she +looked at the magnificent boy who lay peacefully sleeping in his little +crib, she was thankful to be able to kiss him, and say, 'God bless you, +my brother,' without feeling angered that he had deprived her of the +inheritance she had once been so proud of. She knew that Lady Mary was +watching her narrowly, but there was no hypocrisy in her affection, so +she did not care. + +They went down to the library, where were Mr Gwynne, tea and coffee. + +'Is he not a splendid fellow, my dear?' said Mr Gwynne. + +'He certainly is, papa,' replied Freda, aloud, saying inwardly, 'and +everything with you now. I am quite second--third I ought to say.' + +This was true; Mr Gwynne was proud of his wife and son. The former took +care of him, and did not greatly interfere with his pursuits or +peculiarities, the latter gave him new life and hopes. An heir in his +old age was a gift that might well exceed that of the daughter who could +not perpetuate his name. + +Freda was glad when she went to bed, which she did as soon as tea was +over. It was a great relief to sit down once more in the easy-chair +which had helped to nurse so many crude fancies and humours in days gone +by, and think over the past and present. There was an atmosphere of +unreality about everything at Glanyravon, that she hoped to clear off on +the morrow, so she resolved to try not to feel depressed under its +influence; but having once known what it was to enjoy living with real, +working men and women, with aims beyond the formalities of society, it +seemed hard to be thrown back upon the cold worldliness of her +stepmother, and the selfish nervousness of her father. + +She was, however, aroused on the blessed morning of Christmas Day by +something that was very real. + +'A merry Kismas, sister Freda,' shouted a sharp little voice into her +ear, and before her eyes were half opened brisk little feet were +stamping at her bedside, and the same voice authoritatively enouncing, +'Put me up, Dane, I 'ull be put up.' + +'I beg your pardon, miss,' said the nurse, who stood in the doorway, +'but Master Harold would come, and my lady isn't up, and--' + +'Never mind, let him in,' said Freda, sitting up in bed, and opening her +arms to receive the rosy, wilful, handsome child, who did not know how +he had supplanted her. + +'A merry Kismas!' he repeated, returning Freda's kisses by pulling off +her night-cap, and letting down her long hair before she knew what he +was about. 'Now, I'll dive 'ou to Tewey.' + +'Master Harold! don't, sir!' said the nurse. + +But Master Harold was jumping on the pillow behind his sister, making +reins of her hair and horses of her head in no very gentle fashion. + +'I sha'n't give you what I brought you from London if you pull my hair,' +said Freda, catching the bare, firm, sturdy leg of the small tyrant who +called her sister. + +'Is it soldiers?' asked the child, suddenly tumbling down before her. + +She caught the little fellow in her arms, and told him that if he would +go away whilst she dressed he should have the present. After some demur +he consented, having first informed Freda that ''ittle Minnie, and +Winnie, and Dot, and baby' were all coming to dinner. + +'A family party!' groaned Freda, when the child was carried away by its +nurse, 'myself the only rightful member of the family, and probably the +only one who will feel as if she doesn't belong to it.' + +Freda got up and looked out upon the fine park and the hills beyond. She +sighed involuntarily. + +'Why should I sigh,' she said. 'I am happier than when it was my +home,--happier, and, I hope, more useful. My father doesn't want +me,'--here she paused. Perhaps that father really did want her, for she, +at least, loved him, and his wife did not; and she was beginning to be +conscious, daily more and more conscious, of the exceeding preciousness +of love. + +Breakfast passed, with the same effort to feel at home on her part, and +attempt to keep up a conversation on that of Lady Mary, as had the +dinner of the previous day. + +Harold made a diversion by bursting into the room to ask for his +soldiers. He, at least, was quite natural, and entirely spoilt. + +Immediately after breakfast they drove to church. It was delightful to +Freda to see the good vicar in the reading-desk, and his wife in the pew +beneath. She felt at home again for the first time. For the first time, +also, she really listened to the worthy man's somewhat dry sermon, and +strove to feel 'in charity with all men' on that blessed day. She +thought once or twice of a sermon Rowland had preached that day +twelvemonth, which riveted the attention of his large congregation, and +made her wonder whence he had received the gift, by half-an-hour's plain +eloquent preaching, of opening the heart to receive truths hitherto more +understood than felt. Rowland had become to her, and many, the type of a +preacher and minister of the Gospel, and to him she owed, under God, the +fuller enlightenment and enlargement of her own mind. + +After the service was over she went into the vicarage. Here, again, she +was at home. She had much to tell Mrs Prothero of the kindness of Sir +Philip Payne Perry and his wife to her, and many messages to deliver +from them. She had also to hear Mr and Mrs Jonathan's opinion of Netta, +and of the approaching wedding. She avoided any word that could recall +Howel. + +'I hope you are not displeased with the match?' said Freda. + +'By no means,' was Mrs Jonathan's reply. 'I always thought Gladys very +superior, and her turning out to be Mr Jones' niece removes our only +objection. It is quite a romance!' + +'She is a clever young woman,' said Mr Jonathan. 'I was surprised the +other day to find how much history she knew. As to Wales, she has it by +heart, and is not wholly unacquainted with the antiquities of the +country. It was quite a pleasure for me, Miss Gwynne, I assure you, to +meet with any one who took so much interest in ancient lore. And now she +is to be one of the family she is so much more at her ease. Actually +asked me, of her own accord, of the fossils in the Park quarry, and a +very acute question concerning the lords of the marches. She even knew +that her name, Gladys, meant Claudia, and that the original Gladys is, +probably, the very Claudia mentioned by St Paul.' + +'We shall all be thrown into the shade now, Mrs Prothero,' said Freda, +laughing. 'Gladys will evidently be the favourite.' + +'I am afraid I must break up your conversation, my love,' interrupted +Lady Mary. 'You can drive or ride over to finish it when you like.' + +On their way home her ladyship remarked,-- + +'I suppose this unfortunate discovery concerning Mr Howel Jenkins will +quite ruin Mr. Rowland Prothero's position in London society?' + +'He is scarcely in what is called "society;" but his friends are not +likely to be changed by the conduct of his brother-in-in-law. He is far +too highly esteemed and admired to be injured by such a man as Howel +Jenkins.' + +Freda felt the blood rush to her cheeks, and was convinced that Lady +Mary noticed it. + +'I am glad to hear you say so, my dear,' said Mr Gwynne. 'He is a great +favourite of mine, and I should be sorry to think his prospects were +injured. They are a rising family. His brother is very much thought of, +and improving his own and my property amazingly. A most energetic young +man, and so amusing, that he almost kills me whenever I see him. I am +glad he is going to marry that pretty Gladys.' + +When they arrived at home they found the party from Abertewey ready to +receive them,--at least, Mrs Gwynne Vaughan and her children. The +colonel was to join them at dinner. + +'Oh, Freda, dear, I am tho glad you are come home again!' lisped Mrs +Gwynne Vaughan. 'Tho ith Gwynne. He thaith it will be delightful to have +you. Thith ith little Gwynne, and thith ith Minnie, and we call thith +one Dot, and baby ith in the nurthery. You thall thee her by-and-by. +Kith Aunt Freda, Minnie,--they all call you Aunt Freda, you know.' + +Freda, not at all rejoicing in the honour, stooped to kiss all the +pretty little children by turns, and had soon made friends with them +all. The children were the greatest possible relief to her; she turned +to them as a sort of neutral ground between the war in her own heart and +the tact and inanity of her stepmother and stepsister. + +The latter was as unchanged as the former. Very handsome, very +fashionably dressed, very good-tempered,--in short, Miss Nugent simply +turned into Mrs Vaughan. Freda wondered how the really clever and +agreeable Colonel Vaughan could live with so dull a companion. + +Having got through luncheon and the afternoon somehow, thanks to the +children, the dinner-hour arrived, and therewith the colonel. Freda +always felt reserved with him, and his studied kindness and politeness +to her when she had met him occasionally in London, irritated her. She +had spoken to him before his marriage so unreservedly of his wife, and +had given him to understand so unmistakably that she knew what had +passed between him and Gladys, that she fancied he must at heart +cordially dislike her. Moreover, she had loved him. Much as she despised +herself now for having done so, she knew it, and she despised him all +the more on that account. + +There was, however, no mistaking the real warmth of his welcome, and for +the moment--only for the moment--Freda's heart beat quick. + +'I am so glad to see you, Freda,--sister Freda, you know, now,--and +looking so well.' + +'Yeth, ith'nt the looking well. I think the lookth younger than when the +went away.' + +'Handsomer, at any rate. I may pay you a compliment, now, Freda.' + +Freda could not return it. Colonel Vaughan looked more than six years +older since his marriage, and there was a dissatisfied expression on his +countenance very different from the old suavity. + +Freda was not long in discovering that if he had improved his fortune by +marriage he had not improved his temper, or increased his happiness. +Fortunately for his wife, her imperturbable placidity and want of acute +feeling prevented her from appropriating many hard hits from her husband +that would have made Freda wretched. + +Again, she admired the tact of the mother. By it she managed her husband +admirably, and retained her power over him in precisely the same way as +she did before she married him; while Wilhelmina wholly lost what little +she had gained over hers prior to her marriage. Her silliness annoyed +him continually, and her beauty, for want of expression, palled upon his +fastidious taste. + +Freda's contempt very soon turned to pity. The handsome, fascinating, +deceitful colonel was amply indemnified for all the hearts he had +broken, and those broken hearts fully avenged by the tedium of his home +life. + +Of course, Freda did not discover all this during that one Christmas +Day, but it developed itself during her subsequent stay at Glanyravon. + +'We did not ask any one else to dinner to-day, Gwynne,' said Mr Gwynne, +'because we thought Freda would like to have us alone, you know, and see +the children, and--and all that sort of thing.' + +'I hope Freda enjoys a family-party better than I do,' said the colonel, +looking at her as he spoke. 'Of all things on earth, it is the slowest.' + +'Complimentary,' said Lady Mary. + +'Oh! Gwynne ith alwayth tho fond of thaying what he dothn't mean. He +often doth to me, don't you, my dear? But I don't mind, becauth I +underthtand him now.' + +Freda looked at Mrs Vaughan to see if she spoke ironically. Not at all. +She fully believed what she said. Colonel Vaughan saw the glance, and +smiling, said,-- + +'All in good faith, I assure you.' + +Freda blushed, and to turn the conversation, began to talk to him of his +children, and to praise their beauty. He smiled again, as perfectly +understanding her ruse. + +'People call them loves and angels!' he said, 'and even go into raptures +over the baby. For my part, I never look at them when they are babies. +Indeed, I don't like children, and all ours are so spoilt. Wilhelmina +doesn't know how to manage them, and now their governess is away, the +house is like a lunatic asylum.' + +'Oh, Gwynne, how abthurd you are! He ith tho fond of them, Freda, you +can't think, and they are thuch little dearth.' + +'I was greatly amused,' said Freda, 'to hear Minnie call Harold "uncle," +just now; and he seemed not a little proud of his dignity.' + +'Surely, Freda, you haven't learnt to talk baby talk!' said Colonel +Vaughan. 'You used to eschew such twaddle.' + +'It was time for me to learn to like a great many things that I +professed to hate. I hope I am improved since I was here last. But I +always liked children.' + +'Oh! Harold is so fond of her,' said Mr Gwynne. 'He is a wonderful boy.' + +Here followed a history of various achievements of Harold, during which +Colonel Vaughan vainly endeavoured to catch Freda's eye. She was only +too well-disposed to smile at the infatuation of the doating father. + +'Here are the children, I think,' said Lady Mary. + +In bounded Harold, and jumped, unbidden, on Freda's lap. + +'I ull have some of that--and that,' said Harold. + +'And I will have--' began Minnie. + +'You will have nothing if you ask for it,' said the colonel with a +frown. + +His little trio were quiet in a moment. + +'Ganpapa, take me up,' said Dot, creeping round to Mr Gwynne. + +Freda felt her blood creep at that word 'Grandpapa,' and also felt the +colonel's glance. He seemed to take a pleasure in watching every +expression of her countenance, and it did, unfortunately, always convey +her feelings to the watcher. + +Freda had never passed so uncomfortable a dinner since the day when the +present Mrs Vaughan came of age. Probably she was the only one of the +party who was conscious of Colonel Vaughan's changed manner and temper, +because it was new to her, and she could scarcely believe him to be +himself. Her father was wrapped up in his boy--his wife's attention was +divided between him and the other children, and Mrs Vaughan smiled and +lisped on all by turns. + +Freda thought of old times, when her father and herself were so happy +together; and then she thought of the last Christmas day in London, when +Mr and Mrs Jones, Rowland, and herself dined late off a Glanyravon Park +turkey, having first feasted as many poor people as the kitchen would +hold, on geese from Glanyravon Farm. Certainly the comparison with her +present companions was 'odious' to her. + +Freda scarcely knew which was worst--the riotous, untameable spirits of +Harold, who did and said what he liked, unchecked either by father or +mother, or the cowed and altered manner of the other children in the +presence of their father; they, too, had been noisy enough before he +arrived. + +'It was very good of you to come to-day, Gwynne,' said Lady Mary; 'I +scarcely expected you, knowing how you dislike this frosty weather.' + +'Freda is attraction enough to draw off the frost, though she has become +so much better than her neighbours. Wilhelmina, my dear, why do you let +Minnie stuff her mouth so full of orange? The child will choke.' + +The dinner came to an end at last, and the children went to bed. Freda +played and sung some sacred music at Colonel Vaughan's request, and he +complimented her on her improvement, and said he wished his wife played +and sung as well, because music was such a resource in a dull country +place. + +'I suppose you have practised a great deal since you have been in +London?' he said. + +'Mrs Jones and I play and sing whenever we have time, and I have had +some lessons,' replied Freda. 'Besides, one hears all the first +musicians and singers, and they teach one.' + +'Did you see much of that young parson, Prothero? I remember he was +somewhere in your neighbourhood,' asked the colonel. + +Freda was sure this question was a feeler, and she answered +carelessly,-- + +'Yes, naturally. He is Mr Jones' brother curate.' + +'Now confess, you didn't like those people, and that sort of life? You +must have been _ennuyee_ from morning to night.' + +'On the contrary, the days were not half long enough.' + +'Freda!' exclaimed Mrs Vaughan, 'I get tho tired, and tho doth the +colonel, before half the evening ith over.' + +'Some one else seems in the same condition,' said Freda. 'Papa is fast +asleep.' + +'And mamma nearly,' said Mrs Vaughan. 'And I am tho tired. I think +Chrithmath dayth are very dull. One dothn't know what to do.' + +'That isn't peculiar to Christmas days in your year,' said the colonel, +sarcastically; 'but I suppose we had better go to bed. I hope we shall +be more amusing to-morrow, Freda. All your old friends, the constant Sir +Hugh amongst them, are invited to meet you. Let me light your candle. +Remember, I always used to do that, when we had our snug evenings +together such an age ago.' + +'Yeth, he often talkth of you, Freda, and thayth you were thuch good +company.' + +Freda heard Colonel Vaughan sigh, and thought, as she said 'good-night,' +and hastened upstairs, that she ought to be thankful that the +imperturbable and dull Wilhelmina Nugent had been the choice of that +discontented and irritable colonel, instead of the quick-tempered, +independent Winifred Gwynne. + + + + + + +CHAPTER XLVII. + +THE DAUGHTER-IN-LAW. + + +New Year's Day dawned under the influence of a bright sun, and a clear, +frosty atmosphere. The old year was dead and buried with all his griefs +and joys; his son and heir came forward smiling, to begin his career of +times and seasons, clouds and sunbeams. + +With him, Owen and Gladys were to commence their united lives. An +auspicious morning ushered in this, their bridal day, and the year's +birthday. Nature had put on all her jewels in honour of the joint +festivities. Her very tears were turned into diamonds that sparkled on +her capacious breast, neck, and arms, more brilliantly than stomachers, +necklaces and bracelets of gems, on the courtiers of an Indian monarch. + +Truly, as the fair and gentle Gladys drove through the roads and lanes +that led from the farm to the church, the hedge-rows sparkled with these +brilliants, and her very pathway was strewn with them. Attired in that +Quaker-like garb of dove-colour and white, her soft cheek tinged as from +the sun, her eyes cast down in modest shyness, and her heart beating +with quiet happiness, she seemed a fitting bride to wait upon that heir +of so many by-gone generations. + +And assuredly a happier never drove to a church to meet her expectant +bridegroom, her hand clasped lovingly between the kindly palms of her +future mother, sitting by her side; and the affectionate glances of her +uncle and aunt cast upon her from the opposite seat. She felt as if it +were all a dream. She, the Irish beggar--the friendless--the +wanderer--the orphan! + +And now so honoured! All whom she most cared for in the world, with the +exception of Rowland, were assembled in that village church to meet her. +There were Owen and his father--Miss Gwynne and Minette--Mr and Mrs +Jonathan Prothero. + +Gentleness, gratitude and simple merit, were, for once rewarded, even in +this world. + +The kind and worthy Uncle Jonathan--so soon to be _her_ uncle--married +her. Her own uncle gave her, with prayers and blessings, to him whom she +had loved so long and truly--her former mistress, now her fast friend, +and another mistress's grandchild, were her bridesmaids. + +If a tear gathered in her eye, it was a tear of joy; and there, at the +altar, amongst all those to whom she was henceforth to be united by the +ties of relationship, she inwardly vowed to devote herself to their +happiness, and to the fulfilment of the promises she was making to him +who would be one with her for ever. + +The churchyard was full of spectators, as the proud and happy Owen led +his bride through it to the vicarage, and the general opinion was, that +there had never been married so handsome a couple in the church of +Llanfach. + +The bells and the sunbeams rang out and shone out together, and all the +wedding-party forgot their private sorrows in the joy of the moment. + +Even Netta, who had been taken to the vicarage for the occasion, +received them with one of her old bright smiles. She threw her arms +round Gladys, and called her 'sister.' + +'_My_ sister,' she said more than once emphatically. + +And if tears would, from time to time, spring into her eyes, as she +contrasted herself with Gladys, she brushed them away, and did her best +not to cast a shadow from her grief, on the brightness of a brother and +sister's joy. That little drawing-room at the vicarage contained as +pretty and pleasant a group as could well be seen, of which Owen and +Gladys formed the centre figures. + +'Now, my good girl, let me give you a real kiss,' said honest Mr +Prothero, 'and tell you that I am proud of my daughter. Mother, what do +you say?' + +'I say, thank God for all His mercies,' said quiet Mrs Prothero, shaking +Gladys' hand, which she seemed loath to part with. + +If there is a great variety of character and feeling displayed in +shaking hands, there assuredly is, also, in kissing. Gladys experienced +it in that same little drawing-room, where she submitted her blushing +cheeks to all sorts of impressions. + +Mr Prothero gave her three very hearty smacks, which resounded through +the room, and seemed to say at once, 'I am your father; his wife's +embrace was quieter, but more tender. Mrs Jonathan stooped majestically, +and imprinted her lips patronisingly on the forehead, as much as to say, +'I receive you into the family of the Payne Perrys, since you are +respectably connected.' Mrs Jones kissed her on the lips, and said, 'God +bless you, my dear.' Miss Gwynne, who hated kissing, and did not +consider herself one of the family, looked on, but took no active part. +Was that pride? she asked herself afterwards, and the answer was, 'Yes.' +As to Mr Jones, his embrace made Owen exclaim, 'It is well I know you +are her uncle now. I was as jealous as could be when you kissed her in +London.' Minette's embrace was a long hug, and when the vicar came in, +he wound up the scene by a salute as original as himself, which called +forth the following reproof from his brother:-- + +'Why, man, you don't know how to kiss. You stumbled upon the very tip of +her nose, and almost put her eyes out with your spectacles.' + +Heedless of the interruption, Mr Jonathan addressed his niece as +follows:-- + +'My dear Niece, Claudia,--I shall henceforth call you by that name, in +memory of her of the Epistle, and I so registered it just now, Gladys or +Claudia--I wish you and my good nephew, Owen, all happiness and +prosperity, both spiritual and temporal. I pray that you may, according +to the example of your illustrious namesake, devote yourself to works of +piety and hospitality, making your husband's home happy, and keeping a +place therein for his and your friends.' + +'To be sure she will, uncle,' said Owen, 'and we will have an especial +corner for you, called "The Claudia," where the little hypocrite shall +talk to you of all the druidical remains, and fossil mammoths, that she +pretends to be so interested in.' + +'You had better come and take off your bonnet now, my dear,' said Mrs +Jonathan to the flushed and shy Gladys. + +'I hope I shall never be married,' whispered Freda to Mrs Jones, 'if I +am to undergo that sort of ordeal. But I suppose all brides are not +kissed in that way.' + +Uncle and Aunt Jonathan had prepared a substantial early dinner--they +did not dignify it by the name of _dejeuner_, or miscall it +breakfast--to which, in the course of an hour or so, the family party +sat down, much as they would have sat down to any ordinary dinner. The +dining-table just accommodated ten comfortably, and Netta sat in her +easy-chair by the fire, with a small table by her side, making the +eleventh. + +Miss Gwynne remained to luncheon only, being engaged to dine at +Abertewey, and not considering herself quite as one of the guests. She +had come uninvited and unexpected, to show due honour to Gladys and her +dear friends, Mr and Mrs Jones, and the whole party were gratified by +the attention. + +The remarks upon her doing so made by her friends at home, were various. + +'Freda is certainly very eccentric,' said Lady Mary to her husband. 'Her +former maid--your tenant's son--the brother-in-law of that Howel +Jenkins. Do you think it discreet, Mr Gwynne?' + +'Why, really, Lady Mary, I didn't think about it. She has always done +what she likes; they are very worthy, respectable people, you know, and +all that sort of thing.' + +'Well, if you don't object, of course it is no affair of mine. But it +looks very much as if she still thought of Mr Rowland.' + +'Oh, an excellent young man! It was only yesterday I saw his name +mentioned in the _Times_, as having attended a large meeting in the +place of his rector, who is ill. It was upon the general question of all +sorts of improvements of the low parts of London. I can't exactly +remember what they were, religious, and sanitary, and all that sort of +thing you know. Well, the thanks of the meeting were awarded him, for +his very clear and accurate information, or something of the sort. Very +satisfactory, you know.' + +'Oh very! but that can have nothing to do with Freda.' + +'She is very good, is Freda, much improved! she never disputes and +quarrels with me now. I hope she will live with us--indeed I cannot part +with her again.' + +At Abertewey, Mrs Vaughan asked the colonel whether 'he thought Freda +would come away from that thupid wedding, in time for dinner.' + +'If she doesn't, I will never ask her here again,' was the reply. 'Now +Freda really is a capital girl, unaffected and sensible; improving every +year. I wish all women were more like her.' + +'Tho do I, Gwynne; the ith very nice, tho kind to the children, and not +tho thatirical to me as the uthed to be. I uthed to be afraid of her, +but I am not now, at all. Don't you think thatirical people very +dithagreeable? I hope Winnie won't be thatirical, don't you? Mamma +thaith--' + +'Never mind what she says, my dear. I hope Freda will come. All the +people will be so disgusted if she does not, particularly poor Sir Hugh. +I wish she would marry him--but she is too good for him. Intellectual +people ought not to marry those who have no brains.' + +'No, thertainly not. Oh! here they are! Freda and all. I hear her +voithe. I am tho glad.' + +To Freda's surprise, every one seemed really glad to see her, and to the +surprise of every one, the more they saw of her, the more they liked +her. The very people whom she had shunned as bores, and who had shunned +her as 'tho thatirical,' now became friendly and pleasant to her, and +she to them; how it was they could not tell, but various reasons were +assigned for the change. + +'How altered Miss Gwynne is,' said one; 'I suppose the birth of the +brother has made her more humble.' + +'Nothing like London to pull the pride out of our country gentry,' said +a second. 'Lords at home, they are only one of a multitude there. Miss +Gwynne has learnt her true position at last.' + +'How much more agreeable Miss Gwynne is,' said a fourth. 'I suppose it +is because she has been living in a clergyman's family, where they are +obliged to be pleasant to all the parishioners.' + +'How much less fastidious, satirical, and overbearing Freda Gwynne is,' +a fourth; 'her very countenance is altered; I am sure there has been +some great change in her mind.' + +And thus the neighbours rang the changes upon Freda's change; but Mrs +Gwynne Vaughan had been, perhaps, the nearest to the real cause. She was +no longer satirical, no longer striving to find out vulnerable points in +people's characters to laugh at; she had learnt to make allowances for +others, who in turn made allowances for her. Satirical people are very +amusing, but rarely welcome, companions; not that Freda was exactly +satirical, but she had the gift of finding out every one's weak +points--a good gift to those who will kindly cover the point, but a bad +one to such as like to lay it bare. + +The party at Abertewey went off very well; the colonel was in good +humour, and devoted to Freda, who tried to treat him as her +brother-in-law; and Sir Hugh was more gallant than ever, and long before +the evening was over, had managed to tell Freda that he would rather +have her without the Park than with it, which Freda pretended to take as +a joke on the part of her old admirer. + +The following day, Mr and Mrs Jones spent at the Park, according to a +special invitation from its master and mistress. Lady Mary's attention +to Freda's friends did more towards reconciling her to her step-mother +than anything else; and she even forgot to ask whether it was tact or +not. Mr Jones was obliged to return to London the next day, but at +Freda's earnest entreaty, he left his wife behind him for a week, which +was spent by her between the Park and farm very agreeably. + +Before she left, Mr Gwynne had a little private conference with her, to +the following effect, and very nervous he was meanwhile:-- + +'I am very much obliged to you and Mr Jones, I am sure, for your +kindness to Freda. I hope you understand how satisfied, and--and--all +that sort of thing, you know, I am whilst she is with you.' + +Mrs Jones saw that she must say something to help him on. + +'We are only too glad to have her society and aid. I assure you she has +been invaluable in the parish, and is beloved by every one.' + +'Exactly; I perceive a wonderful change in her; she is gentler, and less +excitable. I feel that you--that your husband--in short, I +mean--that--hem--' + +'Freda has such a fine natural character, Mr Gwynne.' + +'Precisely; I would say that I am convinced you would not influence her, +and so forth, in remaining away from--you understand--from me, in +short.' + +'Certainly not. I should be very glad to think that she would return +and live happily at her natural home, sorry as I should be to lose her.' + +'Thank you very much indeed; you have always been her true friend. I am +very anxious--so we are all you see--Lady Mary would like a +companion--Harold attends to her better than to any one else. I hope you +like Harold; ah--yes--he is a fine boy, and so talented; and you +know--to be sure. I should wish to have Freda to read with me again; I +assure you I miss her in many ways. And the colonel and Mrs Vaughan--the +children--in fact--in short--you understand?' + +'Perfectly, and will not throw any obstacle in the way of Freda's +remaining at home.' + +'Thank you very much. You are a true friend, Mrs Jones; thank you.' + +Mrs Jones made a point of repeating that conversation to Freda, whose +look of blank dismay quite startled her. + +'Oh! Serena, you want to get rid of me. I could never live this kind of +life again. Lady Mary would kill me in another month; not an idea in +common. Her daughter is fifty times more endurable, for she is innocent +in her silliness. And then that cranky, exigeant colonel, longing to +make love to me if I would let him; the stiff dinner parties, tiresome +people, spoilt children--though I do delight in Harold and Winnie and +Gwynne and Dot and baby, too, for that much--and--' + +'And your father,' quietly suggested Mrs Jones. + +'I never thought you would wish me to leave you, Serena. Those happy, +useful days! The poor, the schools, the church!' + +'They are everywhere, my love.' + +'But so different. I never felt so happy or useful before I lived with +you in London.' + +'The change is in yourself, not in the place.' + +'Oh! Serena, this is cruel! I could live with my father anywhere, but +the others--impossible.' + +'Think it over. You know that you have a home with us whenever you like; +that it would be my pleasure as well as interest to have you always. +That we shall miss you in every possible way; still duty is duty. As +long as your father did not care, and Lady Mary was rather glad to have +the Park to herself, the thing was, perhaps, different, at any rate +Freda was not then the Freda she is now. + +'Serena, you are a bitter-sweet, and a horrible little apple that is.' + +'But they say it makes good cider.' + +'At any rate you ought not to influence me. I will not decide whilst you +are here, and that is all I will promise. If I do, it will be to go to +you undoubtedly. But I will think it over.' + +That very night before she went to bed, Freda did think it over, sitting +by the fire in her delightful, warm, well-lighted, well-furnished +bedroom; but she could not come to any determination. She made out a +sort of debtor and creditor account in her own head, and cashed it +according to her somewhat imperfect notions of book-keeping. + +'My father--of course I owe him a great deal in the way of duty and +love; but he owes me something for letting me have my own way all my +life, bringing me up with the notion that I should be an heiress, and +then disappointing me by marrying a woman whom I utterly despise. Lady +Mary--I owe her nothing whatever, beyond the common proper treatment +that one must give to every one; she, on the contrary, owes me +compensation for marrying my father when I am sure he didn't want her, +and certainly I did not. + +'Colonel Vaughan--I don't owe him anything beyond a little improvement +in my style of singing and drawing; yes, I owe him a heavy debt of +gratitude for not proposing for me instead of Wilhelmina, for assuredly +I should have married him, and he owes me something for making a fool of +me. Wilhelmina--I owe her a good deal, firstly, for despising her, +laughing at her, ridiculing her--and she all the time better than I was, +for she never retaliated--and secondly, for trying to prejudice the +colonel against her. Harold--I owe him the love of a sister, and he owes +me nothing as yet; here I am decidedly debtor. The poor, of course, +wherever one is, one owes them a great debt of Christian charity and +love; and I must confess that they are not quite so well seen to as when +Gladys was my almoner; but then she is here again to see to them, and +that, on her own responsibility, and it is Lady Mary's place to care for +them now. + +'On the other hand, Serena--I owe her everything; all my few good +thoughts, words and works. She owes me nothing. Mr Jones, ditto; I am +wholly creditor in London: the poor, the ragged schools, I owe them +every farthing I can give, for they want it, and have few to help them. +I feel almost sure I should be best in London. Rowland Prothero, I owe +him compensation for my great, unpardonable rudeness and pride; I am +more ashamed of that one action than of any other. He so superior to me +in every way, but the mere accident of birth.' + +Thus far Freda got in her arithmetic. But Rowland seemed to open a new +rule, farther on in Butler than addition and substraction. In short, +she found herself lost in the maze of fractions, and could not extricate +herself. When she jumped up from her easy-chair, she was trying to +reduce the following complex fractions, into one simple one, and +entirely failed. + +'A curate, the son of my father's tenant, the brother-in-law of my +former maid, brother-in-law also of a man indicted for forgery. But, +proud as myself; below me here, but above me in London; infinitely my +superior in everything worth the consideration of a person travelling +quickly through a world of silly distinctions, to one where we shall all +begin life on very different principles. The fact is, Freda, that the +tables are turned, and you now esteem this same Rowland Prothero much +higher than he esteems you. Constant intercourse has brought out all his +grand points, and all your weak ones. His mind has conquered your vulgar +prejudices, but has also fully seen through them, and despises you +accordingly. Well, I suppose duty and propriety concur in my remaining +at Glanyravon Park, discretion being the better part of valour.' + +And so ended Freda's arithmetic. + + + + + + +CHAPTER XLVIII. + +THE PENITENT. + + +A week after the marriage of Owen and Gladys, the following conversation +took place between Gladys and Netta. The latter had been much more +wandering in mind since the wedding, and had been occupying herself by +writing a variety of letters, all of which were addressed to Howel, with +the exception of one, which was to her brother Rowland. + +'You see, dear sister,' said Netta, 'that Howel cannot come to me, +because he is in debt, so I must go to him. He is in America, I know. +His letter was from America.' + +'But America is an immense continent, dear Netta,' said Gladys; 'you +would not know where to seek him.' + +'Oh, yes! I should find him very soon. My love would point the way. I +should track his steps like a dog, Gladys--like a dog.' + +'But you cannot go till you are better and stronger. Then we can all +consult upon the best way.' + +'Hush not a word to any one. They would stop me. And you know now +Howell is my husband, I must leave father and mother to follow him. I +know I was wrong to leave them to marry him; though he loves me, Gladys! +he loves me! Don't you think he does?' + +'I am sure he does. Still, it might not be well for you to go to him, if +he is hiding for debt. He might prefer your remaining here?' + +'Would you not go to Owen? Would he like you to be away from him in +trouble? You, who have only been married a week, know better; and I have +been married years.' + +'Owen shall tell you, my dear love, whether he would wish me to go to +him at such a time. Perhaps men know best what other men would like?' + +'But I mean to go, Gladys. Neither Owen nor you can hinder me.' + +'And what of Minette? You would kill her, if you took her so far.' + +'Ah! that is what I wanted to say to you. I knew there was something; +but my head aches so, I forget. If I go away, will you take care of +Minette till I come back. Will you love her as if she were your own?' + +'Wherever you go I will be a mother to her; but she would not like to +part from her own dear mother, any better than you will from yours. We +will not think of the journey just yet, dear; we will be happy together, +all of us, for a little longer. You cannot leave so soon, after you have +made Owen and me so blest.' + +'None of you want me now; father and mother have a new daughter, a +better one than I have ever been; Owen a wife! What a word that is, +Gladys! We don't understand it till we are parted from our husband; and +I give Minette a mother in my place. I must go very soon.' + +Poor Netta laid her head on Gladys' shoulder, and began to cry. + +'Well, dear,' said Gladys soothingly, 'we will see about it, you and I. +But you must not go till I think you strong enough, and till we are +prepared with clothes and money.' + +'Oh! I can beg! I don't want clothes or money to get to Howel.' + +Gladys knew that it was of no use to try to combat Netta's purpose. All +she could do was to seem to yield. + +'We will see,' she said, 'when the days are a little longer. But you +have not told me about the letters yet.' + +'No, I was forgetting them. If anything happens to me, or it I should +miss Howel on my way, I want him to have this packet of letters. In +them, I have told him that I wish Minette to remain here with you and +mother; I have said a great deal to him, but mostly to beg him to +forgive me, as I forgive him, all our unkindness to one another. Was +that right, Gladys?' + +'Quite right, love. We must forgive, as we hope to be forgiven.' + +'Father and mother have forgiven me. Do you think my heavenly Father +has?' + +'Yes, I do; because you have repented, and "come to your Father," and +asked forgiveness for His Son's sake.' + +'I have, Gladys; so I can go on my journey cheerfully.' + +Gladys could scarcely refrain from tears, when she thought of the +journey she was really travelling. + +'I know you have forgiven me, Gladys, for all I said of you when you +came here first. Strange that I should have been willing to leave you in +the barn, or anywhere, to die; you who have done so much for me! Oh, +Gladys!' + +'Don't think of those times, Netta, dear; they are past, thank God.' + +Here the door opened, and Owen appeared, his face beaming with a +happiness that it did all around him good to see. + +'What! tears! both of you! Only a week married!' he said, half +playfully, half reproachfully, as he kissed, alternately, his wife and +sister, and finally, sat down by the side of the former. + +'It was my fault, Owen,' said Netta. + +'Is that true, Gladys--quite true?' asked Owen, taking Gladys' hands in +his, and looking into her eyes. + +'Quite true, Owen,' said Gladys, smiling lovingly on the open +countenance of Owen, whilst a quiet tear rolled down her cheek. + +Owen kissed off the tear. + +'You are happy, my love?' again he asked, as if fearing that a shadow +should pass over that fair, sweet face, to obscure the light of their +spring of wedded life. + +Gladys pressed his hands, assured him by a glance true as oaths, and +looked at Netta. The hint was taken. + +In a moment Netta's were the thin hands that Owen clasped, her's the +face into which he gazed. + +'Owen,' she said earnestly, 'if I go away, will you take my child, as if +she were your own? Will you love her, and bring her up?' + +'You are not going away, Netta! But you may be quite sure that I will +love Minette, without any going away. We will all keep together now, we +are too happy--so happy, my Gladys, are we not?' + +There was a strange restlessness about Netta. This resolution to go +away had taken such a hold upon her, that she reverted to it again and +again. Gladys confided it to Owen and their mother, and they all decided +that it would be necessary to watch her night and day, without letting +her know that she was watched. + +They resorted to every possible means of amusement, but in vain. She was +quite preoccupied, and even her child failed to attract her attention. +Again she became nervous at every sudden sound, and started at every +footfall. She told Gladys that she knew that Howel would either come to +her during the course of that week, or that she should go to him. + +Her mother assisted her in going to bed that night, and before she laid +down, she said,-- + +'Dear mother! do you remember that you used to come to this dear room +when I was a child, the last thing at night, and, sleeping or waking, to +kiss me before you went to sleep? and do you remember that I always said +my prayers at your knee, in that very corner by the little table? +Sometimes I feel as if I was a child, or quite a young girl again. It +was so good of you to give me my own room, and my own bed, that I love +so well. If I go away, I should like Minette to have this room. It will +make her think of me. I pray she may be a better child than I have +been.' + +'Will you not get into bed, dear, and try to sleep?' said Mrs Prothero. + +'I think I should like to say my prayers again alone with you; so, at +your feet. You shall pray for me, and I will join with you.' + +Netta knelt, as if she were, indeed, once more a child, at her mother's +knees, and clasped her thin white hands together. + +'Will you pray for Howel, mother?' asked Netta. + +Mrs Prothero laid her hand on her kneeling daughter's head, and +uplifting her tearful eyes to heaven, prayed aloud for Netta, for Howel, +for all. Netta repeated each sentence after her mother, and when the +prayer was concluded, threw her arms around her, and thanked her for +praying for Howel. + +'I cannot deceive you again mother, fach,' she said 'I am going away to +seek Howel, because he cannot come to me. If I should never find him, +mother--but I shall, I know I shall, if I should die on the road--tell +him that I never loved any one but him all my life, and I am sure he +loves me. And now I am at peace with all the world, and have repented of +all my sins. Gladys thinks I shall go to heaven if I die. And I humbly +believe I shall. I feel quite calm and happy in my own mind, only +wishful to go to my poor Howel, who is alone and unhappy. Now, mother, I +will go to bed.' + +She went to bed accordingly. + +'Let Minette come and say good-night to me, mother,' she said, when Mrs +Prothero had made her comfortable. + +Mrs Prothero called the child, and her grandfather brought her upstairs. + +'How does my girl feel to-night?' asked Mr Prothero cheerfully. + +'Better, father, thank you; quite well indeed. God bless you, darling. +Be a good child to grandmother and Aunt Gladys, and all. God bless you, +father. I think I should like to have Owen and Gladys to wish me +good-night; it is so nice to see you all together.' + +Owen and Gladys came, and Netta bade 'God bless' them all, and said she +should now go to sleep quite happy. + +Gladys went to put Minette to bed, and Mrs Prothero sat by Netta's +pillow. + +'Good-night, mother; God bless you,' Netta said, more than once, before +she fell asleep. + +When Gladys returned, she was sleeping peacefully. + +'The excitement of the day seems to have passed away,' whispered Gladys. +'Let me watch by her, dear mother.' + +The words 'mother' and 'daughter' had come quite naturally to Mrs +Prothero and Gladys. + +'No, Gladys, thank you; not to-night. I will be in the room to-night.' + +'Then you will go to bed soon?' + +'Yes, very shortly.' + +The two women embraced one another tenderly. + +'We can only pray for her, poor lamb,' said Mrs Prothero gently. 'I have +given her to the Lord to do with her according to His good pleasure.' + +'He will not leave her nor forsake her,' said Gladys. + +Mrs Prothero sat a long time by her child's side watching her, but she +slept so calmly that at last she went to the little table by the fire, +and read her Bible. It was late--very late for the farm--when she +undressed herself and lay down on the little bed, placed near the larger +bed of Netta. Even then, more than an hour passed before she slept. The +last thing she heard before she closed her eyes was her daughter's +somewhat irregular breathing--the last words that rang in her ears were +her 'God bless you, mother.' + +Gladys, uneasy, she knew not wherefore, was in the room at about three +o'clock in the morning. She had learnt to move so gently that the +sleepers were not conscious of her presence. She was most thankful to +find them sleeping. + +Gladys was up and dressed by six o'clock. She was anxious to spare her +mother all possible trouble, and to see that the household was astir +before she arose. It was a cold, dark January morning. As she went down +the passage, a candle in her hand, towards Netta's room, she felt the +chill air press heavily around her. She put the candle on the floor, +outside the room, and went in. The night-light had burnt out, and the +fire was dim, though not extinguished. Gladys passes Mrs Prothero +without awaking her, and stands at Netta's bedside. + +She cannot see clearly the face of the sleeping Netta, but such a +restless anxiety about her had haunted her all the night, that she +stoops down to listen to her breathing. It is so faint that she kneels +down, and puts her ear close to the face. So very faint it is, that she +is not quite sure that she hears it at all. She goes into the passage +for the candle, and meets Owen. She signs him to silence, and her pale +face frightens him. He goes with her into Netta's room. Shading the +candle with her hand, she again stoops over Netta, so does Owen. + +Very calm, very pale, and most lovely is the face on which they gaze +with an eager, throbbing anxiety. Gladys presses her hand on Owen's arm, +as she puts the candle near that placid face. He, too, puts his ear +close to the half-open mouth, touches the hand that lies on the white +counterpane, feels for the pulse, so quick but yesterday. He is about to +utter the fear that oppresses him, but Gladys points to his mother, +still heavily sleeping. + +'Perhaps it is a swoon,' she whispers, and goes for the draught ready +for such an attack. The light of the candle awakes Mrs Prothero, and she +is out of bed in a moment. + +'Netta has fainted, mother; she has one of her spasms,' says Owen, +turning his pale face to his mother. + +'My God, it is death!' cries the stricken mother, falling on her knees +by the bedside of her child. + +And it is death. Without a groan the spirit has quitted its dwelling of +clay to enter upon its eternal rest! + + + + + + +CHAPTER XLIX. + +THE RECTOR. + + +Life and death! What are they? A soul in chains, and a soul set free. +Darkness and light, uncertainty and certainty! Warfare and peace! A +railway journey and the great terminus! A span of time and immeasurable +eternity! A bounded horizon and illimitable space! Earth and heaven! +Satan and Christ! Man and God! + +Life! On New Year's morning Glanyravon Farm was gay with preparations +for a wedding. All its inmates were hopeful and cheerful! Two human +beings were made as happy as human beings can be in this world. Three +generations witnessed the auspicious event, and blessings and +congratulations mingled with the marriage bells! + +One short week, and Glanyravon Farm was mournful with lamentations for +the dead. All its inmates were weeping. Death's angel had glided in +unawares and unexpected, and had borne away one of that loving family, +leaving only her earthly tenement behind! + +Another short week, and Glanyravon Farm held no longer even that once +beautiful tenement. Quiet forms moved about in black clothing, and +melancholy faces looked sadly at one another, and spoke low of her from +whom they were parted for an indefinite period. + +Such is life! + +Death! what know the living of death? Is it not 'swallowed up in +victory?' Death, then, to the believer in Christ is victory. + +Such is death! + +These were thoughts that presented themselves to Rowland Prothero after +he had followed his sister's body to the grave. It was with such +thoughts, simplified when put into words, that he attempted to comfort +his mother, and to raise his father's mind from a morbid ruminating upon +the past, to the hope that his beloved child had found death victory. +Whilst Gladys comforted Owen and Minette, Rowland seemed to be all in +all to his parents, and devoted himself to them during the period that +he was able to leave his duties in London. The news of the death of his +rector abroad had reached him the day before the intelligence of that of +Netta; and, had it not been for the kind exertions of Mr Jones, he could +not have stayed with his family the Sunday that followed the funeral. + +Mr Jones, however, managed everything for him in London, and procured +help in the emergency. Thus Rowland was able to accompany his family to +church, and to be with them a few days of the week succeeding that on +which his dear sister was buried. + +It was on the afternoon of one of these few and precious days that he +was sitting alone with his mother. The rest of the family were about +their necessary avocations. Gladys, followed by poor little Minette in +her black frock, was managing the household. Owen and his father were +out of doors, the former doing his best to cheer his poor father, who +had been perhaps more entirely cast down by his loss than any other +member of the family, Mrs Prothero not excepted. As he himself said, he +had not known what an idol he had made of his girl until she was gone +from him. + +Rowland and his mother were talking of Netta. It was Mrs Prothero's one +theme when alone with him or Gladys. They could comfort her aching heart +by assuring her that they believed her child's repentance to have been +sincere, and her faith, if at times troubled and confused by the +wandering mind and puzzled brain, placed on the One sole and sure +foundation. + +It was in the midst of this conversation that Mrs Griffith Jenkins +entered, unushered, into the parlour where they were sitting. + +At the earnest request of his wife and all his children, backed by the +feeling that Netta would have wished it, Mr Prothero had consented to +ask Mrs Jenkins to the funeral, which she had attended, together with +Mrs Prothero, Mrs Jonathan, and Gladys. Mr Prothero had shaken her by +the hand on that sad day, but had not spoken to her. Sorrow had so far +bowed his spirit as to teach him to forgive her, if not Howel. + +Mrs Jenkins scarcely gave herself time to say 'How do you do?' when she +poured out the grief which had brought her to Glanyravon. + +'Oh, Mrs Prothero, fach! Ach, Rowland! what will I do? They was finding +him in America--the pleece was finding him, my Howels! And he do be in +jail in London, 'dited for forgery. He, my beauty Howels--he forge! Why +'ould he be forging? Annwyl! Fie was innocent, Rowland--on my deet, he +was innocent. Oh, bach gen anwyl!'[Footnote: Oh, darling boy!] + +Mrs Jenkins wrung her hands and cried bitterly. + +'How do you know this, Aunt 'Lizbeth?' said Rowland. 'Tell me calmly, +and then we will see what can be done,' + +'Read you that letter. By to-morrow he'll be in all the papers. He--so +clever, so genteel, so rich! And all my Griffey's savings--hundreds of +thousands of pound--nobody do be knowing where they was. Ach a fi! ach a +fi!' + +Rowland read a letter from a celebrated London counsel retained by Mr +Rice Rice for Howel, to the effect that Howel had been taken in America +on the very day that his poor wife was planning to wander away in search +of him, and was a prisoner the day she died. He had arrived in London, +and been lodged in Newgate the previous day, the one on which that +letter was written. + +Rowland gently told his mother the contents of it. + +'Thank God that my child did not live to see this day!' exclaimed Mrs +Prothero. + +'Better dead, cousin, than to be living as Howels is!' sobbed Mrs +Griffey. 'In a prison, too, my beauty Howels! But I was wanting to know, +Mr Rowland, when you was going to London? Seure, I do think of going +to-night, or to-morrow morning.' + +'Why must you go, aunt?' asked Rowland. + +'Why must I be going? Why ask such a question? 'Ould I be staying at +home, and my Howels in gaol? I do go to tak care of him, to pay for him, +to be seeing justice done him, to be near him. Night or morrow morning I +do mean to go.' + +'Mother,' said Rowland, 'I am sure you will not mind sacrificing one day +to poor Aunt Griffey and Howel. I must be in London the day after +to-morrow. I will go to-morrow instead, and take her up with me, and see +what is to be done for Howel. He will not have too many friends near him +at such a time.' + +'God bless you, Rowland, bach,' said Mrs Griffey, springing up from her +chair, and running to Rowland and kissing him vigorously--a compliment, +it must be confessed, he could have dispensed with. 'And you will be +standing up for him, and be telling of his character--and of his living +at Abertewey--and how he was so clever, and did never be doing anything +wrong. You will be saving him, Rowland, seure!' + +Rowland shook his head. + +'I will go with you, Aunt 'Lizbeth, and take you to my lodgings till I +have seen Howel, and told him you are in London. We shall then see what +can be done.' + +'But you will be speaking up for him, Rowland, bach?' + +'Cousin 'Lizbeth,' said Mrs Prothero, 'if Howel had been a good son, and +a steady young man, you could scarcely ask Rowland to speak up for him, +and his own sister in Llanfach churchyard! "As we have sown, so must we +reap," in this world.' + +'It do be fine for you, cousin, to be preaching, who was having +fortunate sons, but--' + +'Hush, Aunt 'Lizbeth, if you please,' interrupted Rowland. 'I will take +you to London to-morrow, if you are resolved to go. You must meet me at +the omnibus.' + +(There was now a railway within a few miles of Llanfawr.) + +'Then I will be going home to get ready. You was seure to come, Mr +Rowlands?' + +'Sure, if nothing unforeseen prevents me.' + +At this point of the conversation, Mr Prothero entered the parlour, +leading Minette, who had two letters in her hand. + +'Here are two letters for you, Uncle Rowland,' said the child. +'Grandfather says one must be from a bishop. What's a bishop, uncle? +Oh, Grandma Jenkins!' + +Minette gave the letters to Rowland, and then went to kiss her +grandmother, who began to cry when she saw her. Mr Prothero suppressed a +very equivocal question concerning the reason of her again appearing at +Glanyravon, and said,-- + +'How d'ye do, Mrs Griffey?' + +Rowland opened his letters. One was from Mr Jones, the other, as Minette +said, was from a bishop--the Bishop of London. He read Mr Jones' first, +and turned more than usually red as he did so. He uttered an exclamation +of surprise when he finished reading it, and put it into his father's +hands. + +He then read the second letter. It was short. He got up, sat down, got +up again, gave the letter to his father, and said,-- + +'It is too much! I do not deserve it! I wish it were Jones instead of +me. He is much better--more suited--married. I cannot believe it!' + +Neither could Mr Prothero, to judge from the expression of his face. He +read each letter twice over, and seemed struggling with some great +emotion as he ejaculated, 'Rowland, my boy!' and burst into tears. + +Mr Prothero had not cried before since Netta's death, and those were, +indeed, precious tears. + +Minette, terrified at seeing her grandfather cry, ran off in search of +Gladys, who had been every one's refuge since her marriage. + +She and Owen were at the front door, receiving Mr and Mrs Jonathan +Prothero, who had just arrived. + +'Aunty, grandfather is crying,' said the child. 'You said you wished he +would cry; but I don't like it. I think he is crying for poor mamma, who +is in heaven, and can't come to him.' + +All hurried into the parlour. + +They found Mr Prothero holding one of his son's hands, and shaking it +nervously, and Mrs Prothero holding the other, and vain attempts to +speak. + +'Brother Jo! sister-in-law! Just in time. If our Netta was but here!' +said Mr Prothero. 'Mrs Jonathan shall read the letters. It was she who +got him the curacy.' + +Mrs Jonathan was not a little surprised to be greeted by having two +letters thrust into her hands, and being requested to read them. + +'This one first, sister-in-law.' + +At any other time Mrs Jonathan would have resented the epithet of +sister-in-law, but she now swallowed it, and began to read as follows:-- + + 'MY DEAR ROWLAND,--I should have written to you earlier, but I + could not do so until a question that has been pending ever since + you left was decided. Deputations and round-robins have been + issuing from this parish by unanimous consent, and tending to St + James'. For once High Church and Low Church have united in paying + you the greatest compliment you can have paid just at present, + viz., in requesting the bishop to give you the living of which you + have been more than ten years curate. I believe it is pretty nearly + settled that you are to be our new rector, and that I shall have to + knock under, and solicit you to continue me in the curacy. I + congratulate you from my heart; so does my wife; so, I am sure, do + rich and poor around us. There never was a more popular + presentation. May God prosper your labours as a rector as He has as + curate. + + 'Give our love to my niece, Gladys, and kind regards to all the + rest of your family, with a kiss to Minette, and believe me, most + faithfully yours, + + WILLIAM JONES.' + +Mrs Jonathan Prothero had begun to read this letter with a firm voice. +It faltered before she got half way through it, and nearly failed before +she completed it. + +'Read the other before you say anything,' said Mr Prothero. + +She began accordingly, clearing her throat and eyes at the same time. + + 'MY DEAR SIR,--I have great pleasure in offering you the living of + which you are now curate, vacant by the lamented death of Mr + Stephenson. I assure you that the united request of your friends + and parishioners was but the echo of my own will, as I have long + known and appreciated your untiring labours for the good of the + souls committed to your care, particularly during the long illness + of the rector, when you were of necessity brought more prominently + forward. + + 'Praying that God's blessing may rest on you and your + parishioners,--I remain, my dear sir, faithfully yours, + + 'LONDON.' + +'Rowland! my dear nephew!' exclaimed Mr Jonathan Prothero, 'this is +incredible! Such a living, without interest, personal application, much +acquaintance with his lordship--' + +'You forget, my dear,' said Mrs Jonathan interrupting her husband in his +speech, and herself in an embrace she was about to give Rowland; 'you +forget that Rowland frequently met the bishop at Sir Philip Payne +Perry's, and was not without interest, I am proud to say.' + +'And I am proud that he has got on by honest merit,' said Mr Jonathan. + +'And so am I, uncle, much obliged as we are to the "three green peas,"' +said Owen. 'Let us shake hands upon it, Rowly, and here's Gladys waiting +for a kiss; she'll be running away from me again to be your district +visitor, or Sister of Charity, or whatever you call it. Quite grand to +have a near relation a London rector; I am half a foot taller already.' + +'Kiss me, Uncle Rowland; I am very glad the bishop has written you such +a nice letter,' said Minette. Rowland took the child up in his arms. +'Grandma Jenkins is crying so in the corner,' she whispered; 'is it for +papa, or poor mamma?' + +Rowland's attention was instantly recalled to Mrs Jenkins, who was, +indeed, crying and sobbing very much. He pointed her out to his mother, +who at once went to her. + +'Oh! I am thinking of your Rowlands and my Howels, so different!' said +the wretched mother; 'he to be beginning life so rich, and your son with +nothing; and now! oh, anwyl! oh, anwyl!' + +'Come with me, cousin 'Lizbeth,' said Mrs Prothero kindly; 'come +upstairs, and I will make you some tea, and then Owen shall send you +home.' + +Mrs Prothero and Mrs Jenkins left the room, followed by Gladys, who was +soon making the required beverage. + +Whilst congratulations were still going on in the parlour, Miss Gwynne's +voice was heard in the passage. + +'Not a word to Miss Gwynne, or indeed to any one, of my having the +living, to-day at least,' said Rowland, leaving the room hastily, and +repeating his request to Gladys in the hall. + +'I can only stay a few minutes,' said Miss Gwynne, when she had shaken +hands with the party in the parlour, 'I wished to ask how Mrs Prothero +is, and to see you, Mrs Jonathan. I have been delayed at the school, and +it is nearly dusk already.' + +'Oh, don't go yet, Miss Gwynne,' said Minette, creeping up to her, and +getting on her lap, 'it is so nice with you. Poor mamma is gone to +heaven, Miss Gwynne.' + +'Yes, love,' whispered Miss Gwynne, kissing Minette, 'but we will not +talk of it before your grandfather, you see it grieves him.' + +'But you won't go; it is moonlight now--a pretty moon--I see it. It will +light you home.' + +The 'pretty moon' rather frightened Miss Gwynne, who said that if she +did not go, she would have the servants in search of her. + +'Will you allow me to walk with you, Miss Gwynne?' said Rowland; 'it is +too late for you to return alone.' + +'Thank you, I shall be really obliged, if I am not taking you from your +friends. I am a much greater coward than I used to be. London lamps +spoil one for country roads. Tell your grandmother that I will come +again to-morrow and see her, Minette.' + +Miss Gwynne and Rowland left the house together. Mr Prothero saw them to +the door, and watched them up the road. + +'Strange times!' he said to his brother, when he returned to the +parlour. 'Rowland walking with Miss Gwynne quite familiar. I hope he +isn't too forward; to be seure he don't offer his arm, or go near her; +but it seems out of place their going together in that way at all. +Gwynne, Glanyravon is a proud man, perhaps he 'ouldnt like it; but +Rowland is so grand and so good now, that I daren't say a word.' + +'Oh!' said Mrs Jonathan, drawing herself up to her fullest height, 'a +Rugby boy, and an Oxford man is a companion for any lady--and a London +rector is a match for any lady in the kingdom, allow me to assure you, +Mr Prothero; and Rowland has been in quite as good, or better society in +town, than you can meet with in this neighbourhood. Sir Philip is quite +in the first circles.' + +'And Rowland isn't spoilt by it, brother,' said Mr Jonathan. 'He is a +son and nephew we have reason to be proud of.' + +Thus, in the midst of heavy sorrow, a joy came to the inmates of +Glanyravon Farm. A sunbeam through the shadows. + +Such, too, is life! + + + + + + +CHAPTER L. + +THE DISINHERITED. + + +Miss Gwynne and Rowland walked on quietly together for a little space. +There was something in the heart of each, unknown to the other, that +seemed to close up speech. It was nearly five o'clock, and a January +evening; but for the 'pretty moon' and the white mist from the river, +and the frost-bitten snow on the roads, it would have been dark; but it +was really a fine, bright night. That river-mist rose from the meadows +beneath like a large lake, and the moonlight pierced through it and +mingled with it. + +It was such a night as lovers of a healthy, natural tone of mind might +rejoice in; frost and snow being no refrigerators of true, honest +warmth, but rather tending to keep it alive, by exhilarating the spirits +and clearing the atmosphere. + +Rowland broke the silence, and so clear was the air, that his own voice +startled him. + +'I am going to London to-morrow, Miss Gwynne; may I give Mrs Jones some +hope that you will soon be back again?' + +'I fear not,' said Freda; 'my father wishes me to remain at home, and I +have decided upon doing so.' + +'Not entirely?' asked Rowland, in a voice that all his self-command +could not render calm. + +'I believe it is so settled. He makes a great point of it. Lady Mary is +equally urgent, and I have promised. Do you not think it is right?' + +'I suppose so; but what shall we do without you?' + +Rowland spoke as he felt, from his heart. Miss Gwynne was touched by the +words and tone. + +'I shall be very sorry,' she said, simply. 'I never was so happy as in +that dingy old square.' + +Rowland felt that his new living, with all its increased +responsibilities, would be a heavy burden to him without Freda's ready +energy to lighten it. He did not at that moment pause to think how +closely even our highest duties are entwined with our affections, and +thereby lowered to earth--but so it is. The conscientious man does them; +but a helping hand, a friendly voice, a loving word, is a wonderful aid +towards doing them with a cheerful spirit. + +There was silence for a few minutes between Rowland and Freda, and their +quick steps slackened. At last: + +'I thank you from my heart, Miss Gwynne,' said Rowland, for all your +kindness to my dear sister. It must cease, alas! but it will never be +forgotten.' + +'Poor Netta! my old playfellow! I was only too thankful to be of any +service. I wish we could have saved her.' + +'God knows best. Her husband is in Newgate gaol.' + +Rowland said this with a great effort; Freda started, and there was +again a brief silence. + +'Miss Gwynne, I have long wished to say to you, how much I have felt +your devotion to the schools and poor of our parish. Now that we are +about to lose you, perhaps, I may do so. Glanyravon will gain what our +poor East End loses.' + +'Thank you. If I leave London in a better spirit than I entered it, I am +in great measure indebted to you for it.' + +'To me!' + +'Yes. I do not wish to flatter, or to be religiously sentimental; but +your practical, simple sermons, and your still more practical life have +done me much good. Now we will not compliment one another any more.' + +'Oh, Miss Gwynne! you do not know what you do when you say such words +to me.' + +'I simply tell the truth.' + +'I, too, have another truth to tell, which, if not told now, will never +be told.' + +Freda's heart beat quick, and her face flushed. She was thankful that +silence concealed the one, and night the other. But the truth was not +what the heart whispered, and the pulsation slackened. + +'Years ago--I know not how many years, the time seems so long, and yet +so short--I insulted you by words that should never have been said. We +were on this very drive, near this very spot--the same moon was looking +down upon us. This very tree was over our heads. Do you remember? You +do--alas! you must. Pride, most improper pride in one who should be a +teacher of humility, has prevented my alluding to the subject ever +since.' + +Rowland paused, and he and Freda stood still beneath that old oak, so +well remembered by both. She did not speak; she could not for the +moment; and Rowland continued,-- + +'Those words, which called forth your severe and deserved reproof, +should never have been said; but your kindness, the hour, the scene, my +own excited feelings, my--in short, they were called forth +involuntarily, but were wholly inexcusable. I forgot my birth and +position, and was punished accordingly. Pride has kept me silent ever +since. Pride has prevented my saying that I am sorry now that I so +forgot myself then, and pride has made me cold and reserved to you, when +I saw clearly that you wished to be my friend, and have since proved +yourself such. Will you forgive me?' + +Freda did not, as when they once before stood beneath that huge oak, +draw herself up to her full height, and make an indignant answer. She +trembled, and glanced very timidly into the face that looked down upon +hers. There, in the cold moonlight, with the icicles hanging from the +old tree, and the frost-spirit hovering near, she read that face more +truly than she had done in the genial summer moonshine, and wished those +words had never been spoken. She said, gently but decidedly,-- + +'Mr Rowland, it is I, not you who ought to crave forgiveness. You did me +an honour of which I was not deserving, and, therefore, I could not +appreciate it. I have repented of those proud words almost ever since. I +am heartily ashamed of them, and beg you to try to forget that they were +ever uttered.' + +Once more there was a momentary silence, then Rowland said firmly,-- + +'Miss Gwynne, you must understand that I only regret the boldness of my +conduct, and that I did not conceal my feelings from you as from the +rest of the world. I do not regret the feelings; do not apologise for +them. They were my own, engendered by nature and circumstances, given me +by God, as part of my portion of trial in this world; they grew with me +from childhood, ever since I used to play with you at the vicarage--they +were fostered by your father's kindness and my own self-esteem, as well +as by your presence, which I ought to have fled; they are with me still, +have never left me, will be my weakness and my strength so long as this +earthly warfare lasts.' + +'And is it really so?' said Freda, a large tear glittering in the eyes +into which the moon, the frost-spirit, and Rowland were equally looking. + +Two hands were tightly clasped that had hitherto scarcely dared to touch +each other; two hearts were for ever united, that hitherto had been as +far estranged as Vesuvius and the icebergs. + +I know that many cynical and sentimental readers will ask if there is no +danger of the pair of lovers taking cold on an evening in January, +whilst thus mutually discovering the 'eternal passion' in the presence +of the 'Erl-king.' + +Rowland and Freda seem to ask the same question, for, loosening that +close grasp of hands, and without one word of love, they walk hastily +towards the house. Rowland talks rapidly the whole way, interrupted by +an occasional sentence from Freda. Readers, there is no proposal, no +acceptance. The conversation is as follows:-- + +_Rowland._--I have just received letters from the Bishop of London and +Mr Jones offering me the living, and telling me that the parishioners +wish me for their rector. I am most thankful now, for it puts me in a +very different position--it allows me to hope, and with less +presumption. + +_Freda._--It makes no difference to me, you are yourself whether rector +or curate. But I rejoice for your sake, and to know that they appreciate +you. + +_Rowland._--You will know and believe that it was Miss Gwynne, Freda, +the woman, not the heiress, that I have loved so long and so well. + +_Freda._--I am no longer an heiress; you are far the best off. + +_Rowland._--I am most thankful. Had this wide park still been yours, I +could never have said what I have dared to say to-day; but let me repeat +once more your words that I may remember who I am--a farmer's son, your +father's tenant. + +_Freda._--A clergyman, a gentleman, and a Christian. + +_Rowland._--My brother-in-law a--a--felon. + +_Freda._--Yourself not changed by your brother-in-law's crimes. + +_Rowland._--If then in the course of another year our present painful +position should be forgotten, or at least, at rest, when I am +established at the rectory as rector, when I can come forward on my own +responsibility, when, in short, I can say without compunction all I now +feel, may I hope?' + +_Freda._--Then as now, you may be certain. + +They were on the steps before the door of the house; again their hands +were firmly clasped. + +_Rowland._--Till then, farewell, and God bless you. + +_Freda._--Will you not come in? + +_Rowland._--No, I would rather not now. + +_Freda._--Then God bless you, and be with you during your coming trial. + +And thus they parted, happy, and having perfect faith in one another. + + + + + + +CHAPTER LI. + +THE CONVICT. + + +Forgeries of all sorts are so much the taste of genteel rogues of the +present age, that the reader will readily dispense with a detailed +account of the trial and conviction of Howel Jenkins. Any one of the +various cases that fill those columns of the _Times_, devoted to such +criminalities, will give a very good general idea of his. All that his +mother's remnant of his father's hoarded wealth could do, was done, to +prove him guiltless, but in vain. Counsel pleaded, some of his turf +friends, themselves of doubtful reputation, spoke to his character, and +he sat through his trial as imperturbably as if he had been at a +dinner-party. The prosecutors, Sir Samuel Spendall and Sir Horatio +Simpson, met with deserved reproofs for allowing themselves to be +swindled, almost before their faces, out of money and property to an +enormous amount. + +Long before his father's death, Howel had begun a system of betting-book +cheating, and forgery on a small scale, which had ceased for a short +time when he came into his enormous wealth, but recommenced as that +wealth dwindled. Numerous instances came out from various sources whilst +he was in America,--all his former associates being ready to leave his +setting sun, for the rising one of his accusers. + +Sir S. Spendall and Sir H. Simpson were sole prosecutors, and between +forgeries on banks, and in betting-books, and the unjust acquisition of +Spendall Lodge, Howel was found guilty of forgeries to the amount of +some fifty or sixty thousand pounds, and sentenced to transportation for +fourteen years. So much general villainy transpired amongst the set in +which these crimes were committed, and the prosecutors themselves were +so weak and dissipated, that the sentence was supposed to be less severe +than it might have been under other circumstances. + +The nefarious conduct of Mr Deep as Howel's attorney, and the enormous +interest he was found to have received, caused him to be struck off the +rolls, and very little evidence was wanting to prove him an accomplice +in Howel's villainy. However, it was not forthcoming, and so Howel +suffered alone. + +It was generally rumoured that Howel had forged his mother's name, at +various times, to a very large amount; but, as she vigorously denied the +fact, and acknowledged every signature as her own, the case was, of +course, not brought forward. + +In spite of her manifold exertions in his favour, in spite of all +Rowland's efforts, Howel positively refused to see either of them before +the trial took place. He declared to his mother, through his attorney, +that if he saw her, she would take away some of that nerve and courage +so necessary to establish his innocence; and to Rowland, he politely +hinted that he did not wish to see him at all. + +As the trial was almost immediate upon the imprisonment, they did not +press the point. Rowland and Mr and Mrs Jones, pitying Mrs Jenkins in +her evident misery, would have had her remain amongst them, but she +insisted on taking a lodging near the gaol, that she might, at least, be +in her son's neighbourhood, and hear from his attorney and others of his +health daily. + +He was always reported to be well, and in good spirits, and indeed was +so, to all appearance. He ate, drank, and slept much as if he had never +committed crimes that at one period would have brought him to the +gallows; and to the last moment of his leaving the prison for his trial, +jauntily talked of what he should do when he was out of 'that confounded +hole.' + +It was with great difficulty that Rowland persuaded Mrs Jenkins to +remain in her lodging during the time of the trial, which he attended +himself, more on her account than his own; for he was so fully convinced +of Howel's guilt, that he knew he should only witness his degradation. + +In the court he fell in with Captain Dancy, who told him that he had +wished to say a good word for Howel on his wife's account, for whom he +entertained a great respect; but that Howel had positively refused any +aid whatever from him. He thought this strange, as he owed him a large +sum of money, and he had not brought forward his claim. Rowland thought +it strange too, not knowing then, that Howel had one soft part in his +hard nature, and that was love for Netta. + +Howel bore the summing up of the judge and his severe reprimand with +indifference. He seemed slightly moved when the sentence was pronounced; +but recovering perfect calmness, he said aloud, so that the whole court +could hear,--'If I am guilty, my prosecutors are guilty, and all the +speculators in the world are guilty.' + +When Rowland went to Mrs Jenkins' lodging after all was over, he found +Mrs Jones with her, her husband having been with him during the trial. +Mrs Jones had been endeavouring to prepare the poor mother for the +probable sentence, but nothing could persuade her that 'her Howels, so +clever, so genteel, who dined with the Queen and Prince Albert, and was +handsomer than the Prince, for she had seen him,' could be transported +for forgery. + +When Rowland told her the truth, as gently as he could, the effect it +had upon her was quite different from what he had expected. She burst +into a passion, not of grief, but of rage. She had been drinking brandy +before Mrs Jones went to her, and had been greatly excited the whole +morning, as she had also been on the previous day, the trial having +lasted two days. At the climax, the true nature of the woman showed +itself, and the friends who surrounded her thought she was insane. + +Judge, jury, witnesses, prosecutors, and finally every member of the +Prothero family came in for a share of abuse of the coarsest kind. +Rowland felt thankful that the greatest part of it was uttered in Welsh, +and that, therefore, Mrs Jones could not understand it, although the +strong guttural, made stronger by uncontrolled passion, was enough, in +itself, to frighten any one. Happily, she was surrounded by Christians +who pitied her, and did not leave her in her sin and sorrow to the +strange people who came, uncalled, to see what was the matter, and who +would fain have remained; but Rowland told them, decidedly, to go away. + +Mr and Mrs Jones, also, withdrew at Rowland's request when the outburst +had somewhat subsided, and left him to reason with the wretched, +maddened woman alone. + +He let the fury wear itself out, and then stood by to hear his +unfortunate sister and his father abused as the primary causes of +Howel's downfall. + +'If he didn't be marrying beneath him, he 'ould be holding up his head, +and looking for a lady, who do be keeping him in his place. And Netta +Prothero so 'stravagant! ach a fi! and Prothero, Glanyfavon, who was +turning against him, and kicking me out of his house. Shame for you all, +Rowland Prothero! your own cousin and brother-in-law! and no one to be +saying a word to help him. Oh, anwyl! my boy! my Howels! What 'ould his +poor father be saying if he was knowing all! and how his money was going +and all mine too! I shall be going to the Eunion, and then you'll be +feeling satisfied, Rowland Prothero! and your mother, and that Gladys, +and all so grand! 'll be looking down upon me. And my Howels over the +sea! 'sported for fourteen years, and I 'ont be living to see him come +back again. Anwyl! anywyl!' + +Here tears came, and Mrs Jenkins sank upon a chair, and covered her face +with her hands. + +Rowland let them flow for a time, and then putting his hand kindly on +her shoulder said,-- + +'Aunt 'Lizbeth! you must try to keep up for Howel's sake. He will like +you to visit him now, perhaps,' + +The kind tones touched a gentler chord in the poor woman's heart, and +she looked up at Rowland, like one awaking from a dream. + +'Seure! Mr Rowland Prothero! I'm thinking you're too fine for us now. A +clergy and a rector! oh seure! you'll not be going to see my poor +Howels!' + +'Yes, I will, if you will try to be calm. I will see him first, and +prepare him for your coming; I will not even ask his permission but go +to him. I can gain admittance at once, I know, both as a clergyman and +relation.' + +'Now! go you directly! tell you my Howels--' + +'I don't think I can go to-night. It is too late--but to-morrow I will +go, on condition that you compose yourself, and return with me to my +lodgings.' + +'I 'ont be going to your lodgings, I 'ouldn't be leaving my Howels for +the world.' + +'You cannot see him to-night, you must not stay with the people of this +house after what you said to-day, or they will take advantage of your +being alone, to make you say more. I cannot remain here to-night, and I +am the only friend you have in town to whom you could go.' + +'Treue, for you, Rowland Prothero. There's my Lady Simpson was asking me +to stay with her, when my Howels and I was having money enough to buy +her presents, and her son and doater did go to Abertewey when they did +like--and now, not wan of all the fine folks do come and say, "How was +you, Mrs Jenkins?"' + +Rowland ventured to repeat a few verses from Scripture, and to beg her +to turn her mind to better thoughts. Then he induced her to put on her +bonnet and cloak and go home with him, promising to bring her back the +following day, and retaining the lodging for another week. + +They passed a miserable evening. It was in vain that Rowland strove to +comfort or advise his guest. She did nothing but abuse justice, and +lament her son's past grandeur. + +The following day, Rowland fulfilled his promise. He left her at her +lodging and went to the gaol. + +He had previously obtained full permission of the authorities, through +the chaplain, who was well-known to him, to visit Howel when he liked, +and to give him the letters left for him by his deceased wife. The +chaplain had told him that the prisoner was quite indifferent to all +that he said to him on religious subjects, and listened to them, if, +indeed, he listened at all, with a scoffing, incredulous, hardness of +manner, that was more painful than mere carelessness. + +When Rowland entered the cell, Howel was sitting with his back to the +door, and did not turn or take any notice of the incomers. He had a +piece of paper before him, and a pencil in his hand, over which he +seemed rather to be dreaming than writing. The gaoler closed the door, +having orders to remain without, and left the cousins alone. + +Rowland stood some time irresolute in the gloomy cell, but finding that +Howel did not move, he went round in front of him, and said,-- + +'Howel!' + +The word was quite sufficient. He started up, and whilst the blood +rushed to his face, said coolly,-- + +'To what am I indebted for the honour of a visit from Mr Prothero? I +think I sent you a message to the effect that I am not now in a position +to receive company. My chambers are anything but suited to convivial +society, and I prefer solitude just at present. I have already had the +benefit of clergy, and do not need any of your sermons, excellent as I +am told they are. Indeed, divinity was always out of my line.' + +'I come to fulfil the dying request of your wife and my sister, which +that letter will explain,' said Rowland, calmly and gravely, placing an +open letter on the table. + +Howel's countenance changed at once--the flush of passion passed away, +and left a painful pallor, whilst the sarcastic mouth became compressed +into a marble rigidity. He sat down again, and pushing aside the paper +that had previously been before him, drew the letter towards him. He put +his elbows on the table, and shrouded his face so that Rowland could +not see him, and bending over the letter, gazed on the writing without +attempting to read, as one might gaze on a spirit without daring to +speak to it. The letter was, indeed, a voice from the dead, and dated +the very day before that on which Netta died. Its contents were as +follows:-- + + 'MY DEAR BROTHER,--I intend leaving Glanyravon, and all my dear + relations, to go in search of Howel, who, you know, is my husband; + and therefore to be loved and obeyed before any one else. If I die + before I find him, as perhaps I may--my heart being so bad--I wish + you to see him when he comes back, and to give him the accompanying + sealed packet yourself. Nobody knows how I have loved him all my + life, and perhaps if I had been better tempered and less jealous, + he might have stayed at home, and not been obliged to go away for + debt. But when I have found him, I will be very loving and patient, + and then we shall be happy together again. If I don't find him, + however--if I die first--will you, dear brother, talk to him as you + have talked and written to me, and then I may meet him again in a + happier world, where I am praying and striving to go, through the + atonement of Him who died for sinners--even for me and Howel, who + are both great sinners--yet not too great to be saved. Thank you, + my dear, dear brother, for showing me the way to heaven, and for + all your goodness to me and Minette--(my poor Minette, I must leave + her, but you will all take care of her better than I have done). + Thank you, I am very sorry that I was such a wilful, perverse + sister, when you tried to do me good. + + 'God bless you for ever and ever--you and all--Your loving but + afflicted sister, NETTA JENKINS.' + +Rowland sat down at one end of the cell, on the iron bedstead and that +he might not seem to be watching Howel, took a small Testament from his +pocket and began to read. This, too, he had brought for Howel. It was +the one Netta had used, as long as she lived, and in it she had written, +'To be given to my dear husband, if I die.--Netta.' She had marked many +passages, and appended her initials to each of the marks. + +Rowland could not read long. It was impossible not to see the trembling +of that iron man who sat before him; the heaving breast and the +convulsed hands. And yet Howel did not read the letter. He saw the +familiar handwriting once more of the only thing he had ever +loved--loved and murdered--and he sat transfixed before it. + +At last Rowland rose, and going to him, put his hand on his shoulder. +He started as if Netta's spirit had appeared, and looked up wildly. +Seeing Rowland, he struggled for self-possession and again shrouding his +face, began to read. + +Rowland kept his hand on his shoulder, gently pressing it, as if to +assure him of sympathy. He felt him trembling beneath his touch. + +As he stood thus his eye fell on the paper that Howel had had before him +when he entered the cell. He could not help seeing the words, 'From my +cell in Newgate--my judge and jury.' Underneath this heading appeared to +be the commencement of a poem, and beneath that were caricatures of a +man in a large wig, and of others, with every variety of nose and chin. + +This had been Howel's occupation within four-and-twenty hours of his +conviction! + +Three times Howel turned the sheet of paper that he was reading, as if +he had not understood the words that were written on it, and then he +uttered a groan, so deep and loud, that Rowland could restrain himself +no longer, but said,-- + +'Howel, for her sake, listen to me, her brother. Look on me as your +friend, your brother.' + +Howel looked up, and for one moment there was remorse and agony in his +face; the next, no stone was harder and colder. + +'Brother!' he said, with a voice of icy sarcasm, 'you have shown +yourself my brother of late! I saw you in the court, cold and +calculating; not a word for this, your _brother_! Bah!' + +'What would you have had me say?' asked Rowland, recovering his +composure, and glancing from Howel to Netta's letter. + +'I understand you; you mean that I murdered her. I did, virtually. Then +why be hypocrite enough to call me brother?' + +'She forgave you, and called you husband.' + +'Because she--she loved me.' + +There was another involuntary groan, and a brief silence. + +'Where are her papers? Give them me, and go,' said Howel imperatively. + +Rowland put a neatly-sealed packet on the table, on which was written, +'For my husband, Howel Jenkins;--to the care of my brother, Rowland +Prothero. Janetta Jenkins.' + +'This, too, she left for you,' said Rowland, putting the small +Testament, originally her mother's, on the table. Again the stony lips +trembled, the eyes softened. 'Howel, Howel, for her sake!' once more +ventured Rowland. + +There they lay--the letter, the packet, the Testament. All that was left +to him of the once bright, loving, and lovely creature, who had been +devoted to him all her life. + +He turned the leaves of the Testament mechanically; touched the +packet--shuddered; then leaning his head upon his folded arms on the +table, burst into an uncontrollable agony of grief. + +'She is--she was--where?' he said, after a short interval, rising from +his seat, and beginning to pace the cell. + +'Her soul is in heaven, I hope and believe; her body rests in Llanfach +churchyard, under the large hawthorn bush near the vicarage gate.' + +Often and often had Howel gathered Netta bunches of May from that very +tree that now sheltered her remains. + +'Tell me--tell me all,' he said, 'from the time I left her, till--how +you found her--everything.' + +'You must sit down, Howel, and hear me patiently if you can.' + +Howel sat down on the bedstead, and again covering his face with both +hands, listened; whilst Rowland took the seat he had left, and fulfilled +his bidding. + +He told him everything that had happened to Netta, from the period of +her being left in the lodgings in his parish, until her death at the +farm. He felt that the one hope of softening Howel, or doing him any +good, was through his love for his wife; he therefore narrated simply +what she had suffered and said; he told how that she had been hourly +expecting him back, until his one short note; how she had listened for +his footsteps, and refused to leave the place where he had left her, +until he came. All that her friends had done for her, was introduced +incidentally; Howel understood that she had been taken to her relations +again, as the prodigal son to his father, but he was not told so. + +Rowland did not spare him, however, as regarded Netta. He knew him to be +utterly callous as to the follies and crimes of his life; he must, +therefore, be made conscious of their weight, through their effects upon +others; he knew that they had been the cause of Netta's death, and this +would show him the enormity of sin if nothing else would. + +As he detailed the wanderings of poor Netta's mind, and then her anxious +inquiries of him of the way of salvation for Howel, as well as herself, +he was visibly affected. Not even his determination that Rowland should +not see his emotion could conceal it; but he did not speak a word. He +listened to the end, and then, without uncovering his face, he said in a +voice tremulous from emotion,-- + +'Thank you; now go; and come back to-morrow; I would be alone with her.' + +'And to-morrow I must bring your mother,' said Rowland + +'No, no, let me see you alone,' was the hasty reply. + +'God bless you, Howel, and grant you His help,' said Rowland, passing +before the stooping figure. + +There was no reply, so, with a heavy sigh and an inward prayer, Rowland +left the cell. + + + + + + +CHAPTER LII. + +THE PENITENT HUSBAND. + + +The following morning, Rowland again took Mrs Jenkins to her lodging and +left her there. It was with very great difficulty that he persuaded Mrs +Jenkins to remain behind, and only under a promise to prevail upon Howel +to see her immediately after his interview with him. + +As he expected, he found Howel almost as cold and impassive as on the +previous day. But he fancied that this was an assumed manner, and that +he could trace workings of more natural feelings underneath. He was at +least civil to him, and instead of receiving him as before, said,-- + +'I thought you would never come; but I suppose prosperous people are +never in a great hurry to visit the unfortunate. Ha! ha! Certainly my +reception-rooms are not very inviting.' + +'I came as soon as I could gain admittance. I wish you would believe, +Howel, that I am very anxious to be of any use to you that I can. You +know that you refused to see me before.' + +'And it is no great compliment now; this confounded place will kill me. +I have been haunted by spectres all the night, five thousand times worse +than a voyage to Australia. That will be amusing, ha! ha! But to have my +father in one corner, and--and Netta in the other,--and that cursed +money rolling about everywhere, just as it did--well, never mind that! +but hanging outright would have been better. Don't preach; it is no +good; I am far beyond that, and I know you have your sermon ready; but +your presence is some relief after such a night. I tell you what it is, +Rowland, if you are a better and a happier man than I, it is because you +had honest parents; it is no merit of yours, and no fault of mine.' + +'Howel, I claim no merit; but we are all responsible for our own +actions, God forgive those who set a bad example: they will have to +answer for it.' + +'Pshaw! Do you think I meant that? I mean that if my father hadn't +heaped up all that gold--bah! the word makes me sick,--and denied me a +sixpence whilst he lived; and if I hadn't seen my mother rob him +whenever she could, and learnt from her to do the same, I shouldn't be +here now! No, I should be a plodding shopkeeper, or at least a country +lawyer, or doctor, and should have been living in a house with three +steps to it, and a portico, by this time, with--don't suppose I regret +such a house--but Netta! oh, God! Netta!' + +Howel beat his forehead with his hand, and pointed to the corner of his +cell. + +'There she is! there she has been all the night. Pale as when I laid her +on her bed that miserable day!' + +'Howel! you loved Netta, I see, and believe it now,' said Rowland. + +'You do! And why not before? Ah! I see. Because I have never done +anything to prove it. But I did not know how I loved her until I knew +how she loved me.' + +'Would you prove it now, if you could?' + +'Would I? Why do you mock me by such a question?' + +'Because she, being dead, yet speaks. Her last wishes, thoughts, words, +writing, were for you.' + +'Do I not know it? Have I not read? All night have her words not haunted +me?' + +'And her prayers, Howel? Shall they be forgotten? And that Book in which +she wrote last, will you not read it?' + +'I don't know. I tried last night, and I could not. I have never read +the book since I wrote Greek at school.' + +'Netta begged you to read it.' + +'What is that to you, Rowland Prothero? Who put you over me as judge and +counsellor?' + +'Netta. As spiritual counsellor, at least; and in her name, since you +will not let me appeal to you in a Higher name, I command you to listen +to me.' + +Rowland saw that he had gained an advantage by appealing to Netta, and +that Howel checked the irony that was on his tongue, out of reverence +for her name. At once he spoke as an ambassador in that Higher name he +had feared to use before. + +Rowland had had ten years' experience of men as bad and worse than +Howel, and had learnt how to speak to them, and to seize the mood of the +listener. He knew Howel well; and he, therefore, used the strong and +powerful language of the Bible, as the priests, prophets, and apostles +used it--as the word of God to man. Not diluted by their own +reflections, but in its bare and grand simplicity. He had not made the +Bible his study in vain. He knew how to bring it to the heart of men +with a power that none 'could gainsay or resist,' Even Howel, sceptic, +scoffer as he was, listened in spite of himself. + +Rowland was a humbler man than he had been, when he used, years before, +to argue with Howel, and endeavour to convert him to the truth. He was +equally right in his views then, but he gave them forth more +dogmatically, and allowed self to peep in; now self was wholly swallowed +up in the Word itself; and so Howel gave heed as to God, and not to man. + +He laid bare Howel's heart to himself, for the first time that it had +ever been so exposed, and then showed him the denunciations of the law +against sin. He did not spare him. He knew that the only way to save +such a man was by bringing him to know himself first, and then to '' +preach repentance and remission of sin.' + +In his energy and longing to rescue him from destruction, he stood +before him as one sent to tear up his unbelief by the roots not to dally +with it. + +'Flee from the wrath to come,' might have been the text of his +discourse, as it was that of the Baptist. + +When he paused, as if for breath, Howel exclaimed,-- + +'Enough! enough! Stop! I can hear no more; you have opened to me the +gates of hell wide enough.' + +'And now I would open those of heaven. Let us pray.' + +Rowland's eyes flashed such a fire as Howel had never seen in them +before; his voice and words had a command that he had never heard. +Perforce he obeyed. And there, in that narrow cell, actuated by fear, +rather than remorse, astonishment rather than contrition, bowed by a +will yet stronger than his own, Howel fell on his knees beside his +cousin, and listened to a prayer for pardon and help, that might have +melted the heart of a Nero. + +At first he heard as in a dream, then his ears were opened, then his +heart. And at last Rowland's spirit breathed within him the blessed +words, 'Behold he prayeth.' + +It is not for us to look into the heart of the criminal, and decide how +God works in it. Even Rowland could not tell the ultimate effect of his +preaching and prayers. All he knew that from that day Howel welcomed him +to his cell as the one hope of his life. He was awakened to a sense of +his condition, and Rowland thanked God, and took courage. + +As the meetings and partings of parent and child--however wicked they +both may be--in the cell of a felon, simply harrow the feelings of the +reader, I will pass over those of Howel and his mother. Some +recrimination, and much grief on the one side--some remorse, and much +misery on the other. Rowland did what he could for both until the last +parting was over. And then he left the mother to the care of Mrs Jones +to accompany the son on board the ship that was to convey him to his +convict home. + +We are not to suppose that the 'Ethiopian's skin' was changed because it +was pierced. Howel continued outwardly proud, scornful, and hard to the +last; but Rowland witnessed the struggle that went on within to maintain +that bearing, and knew that some good might arise even out of the +spendthrift and the forger. + +'You will take care of Minette amongst you, for her mother's sake,' he +said to Rowland. + +'And for yours, and her own,' was the reply. + +'Tell her not to hate her father. You who never told her mother of my--I +suppose I must use the word--crime, will be as gentle as you can in +letting the child know who and what her father is. I thank you all, more +for keeping _her_ in ignorance till death, than for all the rest.' + +'And for _her_ sake, Howel, you will read that book, and pray to be kept +from temptation.' + +'What temptation shall I have? I shall be more inclined to pray to be +thrown into temptation.' + +'Oh, Howel!' + +'Well! This convict ship and the ocean, and chains and hard labour at +the end, don't seem very inviting. I know it has been my own fault and +my father's, but that doesn't make it better; however, I will try. And +if ever I get back to Old England again a reformed character, will you +lend me a helping hand, or turn your back upon me?' + +'Give you the hand of friendship and brotherhood.' + +'Thank you; and don't let them quite desert my mother. Bad as she is, I +am worse, and I have ruined her; a worse thing that than getting a +little money out of those turf-dupes and idiots, though hers was +ill-gotten wealth.' + +'We will take care of your mother amongst us as well as we can. My +mother never forsakes an old friend.' + +'Give my love to her; she was kind to me and to my child. All the rest +have deserted me, and wished me hanged. But I have to thank you, who +always despised me, for being here now, and for your anxiety about me. +Rowland, you are a better fellow than I thought you, and you have helped +to rid me of some of those spectres that haunted me night and day. You +must go! I know it. Alone! alone! with this crew! Is this Heaven's law +or man's? and I was not made for this. I shall destroy myself--I must--I +will. Good-bye! oh Rowland! cousin! brother! remember me, for God's sake +and for hers!' + +The hands of the minister of the Gospel and the felon were clasped for +a few seconds, as if they could never unlink, and then, with a heavy +groan, Howel sank down upon some timber that was near him, and covered +his face with his hands. Thick tears filled Rowland's eyes as he stooped +over his wretched cousin, and again whispered, 'God bless you, cousin +Howel, God bless you.' + +And so they parted. + + + + + + +CHAPTER LIII. + +GLADYS REAPING HER FRUITS. + + +Our story began at Glanyravon, in the cheery month of June, and at +Glanyravon, in the same cheery month, we will end it. + +I must beg my readers to pass over in their imaginations one +twelvemonth, of which I do not mean to say anything, and to accompany me +to the gate at Glanyravon Farm, where they first made acquaintance with +Mrs Prothero and Gladys. A hasty glance will suffice to show that all is +much the same at this said gate as it was ten years ago, save and except +that the extraneous accompaniments are changed. Instead of a group of +Irish beggars and a dying girl, it is surrounded by a party of +well-dressed peasants in high, smooth hats and striped flannel gowns. +Moreover, it is surrounded by an arch of evergreens and flowers, of most +tasteful form and beautiful colour. + +We will not linger here at present, but pursue our way along the road. +We meet more peasants, in holiday costume, talking and laughing +together, with Miss Gwynne's school children in their scarlet cloak and +best frocks. They all seem to be lingering about, with nothing to do, +and enjoying their idleness and June holiday as thoroughly as the +greatest philanthropist in the world could desire. As we approach the +entrance of the Park, we see another magnificent arch spanning the road. +We turn to the large iron gates, and they, too, are circled with laurels +and roses. + +We walk through the gates, and to the right, far in amongst the trees, +are long lines of tables covered with white, and bearing the remains of +a huge feast, at which, we take it for granted, the people we have met +have been regaled. Scattered here and there amongst the oaks, elms, and +ashes are more peasants and school children amusing themselves +variously. + +We pursue our way up the drive until we come to the memorable oak, +under which words were spoken greatly influencing the fates of two of +the individuals in whom I have been endeavouring to interest my readers. +From this venerable tree to another, almost as venerable, hangs another +wreath, flanked with banners. We reach the house, and another garland +entirely surrounds the door. White roses and lillies of the valley make +the air heavy with their breath, drawn out by the attractive rays of the +beaming afternoon sun. + +We enter the hall, and peep into the different rooms. In the dining-room +is the remains of an ample repast. At the head of the table is an +enormous cake, covered with silver doves and ornaments of all kinds; +servants are drinking the remains of champagne out of glasses and +bottles with healths innumerable. In the library and hall, children in +white frocks, with silver bows fastened to them, pattering to and fro in +unchecked excitement. In the drawing-room we pause, and listen to the +conversation that is passing between Mr Gwynne, Lady Mary, Colonel and +Mrs Gwynne Vaughan, and Sir Hugh Pryse. + +'I am so thankful it is over, and that it has all gone off so well,' +says Lady Mary. + +'Really, Lady Mary,' says Mr Gwynne, 'great thanks are due to you for +the admirable manner in which you managed everything. I think it was +wonderful that we amalgamated, and all that sort of thing, don't you, +Gwynne?' + +Colonel Vaughan replies, yawning,-- + +'I don't know what on earth we shall do without Freda! And she to throw +herself away upon that stupid London parish, where all her charming +manner and talent will be lavished upon ragged schools and missionary +meetings. I wish she had never come back.' + +'Oh, Gwynne, I'm thure Mr Prothero ith very nithe, and tho gentlemanlike +and good and handthome. And, you know, clergymen are ath good ath any +one in London.' + +'Prothero is better than most, I think,' says Sir Hugh, 'because there +is no humbug about him. And I'm sure, since Freda wouldn't have me, I'm +glad she had him, though I never guessed she liked him; I used to think +she liked you best, Vaughan.' + +The colonel sighs. + +'Oh! I never flattered myself so far, I wish--' + +'Certainly, I could not have believed the Protheros were such superior +people,' says Lady Mary. 'As to Mr Owen and his wife, they might be +introduced into any society.' + +'Thweetly pretty, Gladyth ith, I never thought tho much of her before,' +lisps Mrs Vaughan. 'Tho interethting the looked in that dreth, the one +the wath married in, my maid thaith.' + +'I was obliged to call at the farm myself, to induce old Prothero and +his wife to come,' says Mr Gwynne, 'Freda wished it so much; I cannot +say I did: you see it was rather awkward. But he did not change his old +manner towards me--or--in fact--you know, Sir Hugh he might have been--' + +'Bumptious,' breaks in Sir Hugh; 'exactly, not a bit of it. They're +better behaved. Besides, there was Mrs Jonathan to support the honour of +the family, and her husband the learning.' + +'Yes,' says Lady Mary; '' it is a comfort that they are really +gentlefolks. And Mr and Mrs Jones too--in short, with the exception of +the parents, after all, there is no great objection. Many girls make +worse matches. Only they live so near.' + +Here little Harold comes bouncing into the room, followed by the other +children. + +'Mamma! papa! do you know I am going to marry Minette, I told her so; +her name is Victoria, after the Queen, she said. I shall go to see her +to-morrow; she is bigger than Minnie, and looked prettier in her veil. +Didn't Dot look funny in a veil? Dot nearly cried, but Aunt Freda gave +her some cake. Why did Mr Prothero come, papa? isn't he a farmer?' + +'And isn't your papa a farmer? and am not I a farmer, Master Harold?' +exclaims Sir Hugh, catching the boy up in his arms. + +'I am so sorry Aunt Freda is going away,' says quiet little Minnie to +her mother. + +'And tho am I, my dear.' + +'And tho am I, mamma,' lisps Dot, exactly as lisps her mamma. + +'I hope she will be happy,' says Mr Gwynne, aside to the colonel; 'do +you think she will?' + +'Yes, I am sure she will; she is evidently sincerely attached to Rowland +Prothero, and he to her. He is a good man and a gentleman, one cannot +deny that. Pshaw! why am I so sorry she is gone? we shall miss her +dreadfully after this twelvemonth.' + +'Thank you, Gwynne; she has been very good and kind to us all; so much +improved, and she told me she owed it all to Rowland. Well, I liked him +from the first. You saw the Bible his school children gave him, and the +presents from his parishioners and the letter from the bishop, so +complimentary, you know, so flattering, and all that sort of thing. God +bless them,' + +Mr Gwynne very nearly begins to cry, and Colonel Vaughan feels inclined +to join; but by way of consoling himself, says,-- + +'I shall go and see the Protheros sometimes now. I never saw anything in +my life so lovely as that younger Mrs Prothero.' + +'Take care, my dear,' cries Lady Mary to her daughter; 'the colonel is +going to visit the fair Gladys.' + +'Oh! I thant allow that, Gwynne, the ith much too pretty.' + +'Let us go out and look at the people before dinner,' says Colonel +Vaughan; 'I must say it was cruel of Freda to refuse to have a party. +This is fearfully dull; the vicar and his wife, or Mr and Mrs Jones +would have been better than nobody.' + +'Much obliged!' says Sir Hugh. + +As all the party go into the Park, we will follow them, and leaving them +there, retrace our steps to the farm. + +There is high tea going on in the parlour, and a pleasant, cheerful +party they are, assembled round the tea-table. Gladys in the +wedding-gown, with a colour on her cheeks and a light in her eyes that +were not there in former days, presides. Owen divides his attentions +between her and some object in the corner of the room; first jumping up +to peep into this curtained curiosity, and then returning to put cream +into the tea-cups, hand the cakes and bread and butter, or do any and +everything that his loving and lovely Gladys asks him, with whom he is +just as much in love as ever. + +Mr Jones and Mr Prothero sit on either side of Gladys, and seem to vie +with one another in showing a father's and uncle's affection to her. +Next to Mr Jones we have Mrs Prothero, looking more like what she looked +when first we saw her, than she has done for years. Then Mr Jonathan and +Mrs Jones; and between Mrs Jones and Owen we are glad to see poor Mrs +Jenkins, very kindly treated by her neighbours, and dressed in the +_moire_ and a handsome shawl; then Mrs Jonathan, in the richest of +silks, and the loveliest of caps; and, finally, Minette between her and +her grandfather; completing a 'round table' more cheerful and natural +than that of King Arthur. + +Through the open window and white netted curtains--Gladys' treasured +work--the roses and sunbeams look in together, and the distant mountains +are blue and hazy as the sky. Flowers are on the mantel-piece and +tables, bridal-favours are scattered here and there. Above all, there is +a large white and silver bow, surmounting that 'curiosity' in the +corner, towards which all eyes occasionally turn. Perhaps we may as well +peep within the little white curtains. + +There lies a wee baby, fast asleep, with its tiny hand outside the +coverlet, and its lace cap on the little pillow. 'Netta,' is the name of +that small fragment of humanity. Owen and Gladys' first-born. + +Having surveyed the company, we will listen to their conversation. + +'Well, father, don't you feel vain-glorious to-day?' says Owen, +stopping suddenly on his way to the cradle, and pulling his father's +grey whisker. + +'I feel very thankful that it is all over, and very unnatural.' + +'Not unnatural, David, bach,' says his wife. + +'Yes, unnatural. It was never intended for Miss Gwynne to be my +daughter-in-law, and I breakfasting at the Park. I felt like a hog in +armour, fidgeting inside and out.' + +'Perhaps it was never intended for me to be your daughter, either,' says +Gladys, looking archly at the farmer. + +'Treue for you, my dear. That was a piece of luck that came without my +seeking, and I like it all the better for that reason, I suppose.' + +'I am sure you may rejoice in the present Mrs Rowland Prothero,' says +Mrs Jonathan; 'and you certainly need not imagine, for one moment, that +she is degrading herself by marrying your son. In London he is in the +first society, and meets people constantly, on equal terms, who would +quite throw your Lady Marys into the shade. Does he not, Mr Jones?' + +'I cannot quite enter into these points, ma'am,' says Mr Jones; 'but he +and his bride are as well suited to one another as any young people I +ever saw, and will be a blessing to their parish and their friends.' + +'Besides, if you come to family, brother David,' says Mr Jonathan, 'ours +is of considerable antiquity, and I cannot think how it got Anglicised +into Prothero. You know I have been enabled to trace it back to +Rhyddrch, or Rhodri, a prince who fought with and frequently defeated +Ethelbald. You may not be aware, Mrs Jones, that our name, properly +Prydderch, means Ap Rhyddrch, and that we owe it to this illustrious +source.' + +'Now, aunt,' exclaims Owen, 'never mention the Payne Perrys again. Why, +you cannot light a candle to us. I am sure your Herefordshire Perry +can't date back to the conquest, and here are we long before it. What +date, uncle?' + +'720, Owen. And I wish you, as the eldest son, would begin to write your +name in the proper way. I contemn, absolutely, this altering our fine +old language into that jargon of Anglo-Saxon, Danish, Norman, and +French, now yclept English. + +'Very well, uncle, let us spell it R, H, Y, D, D, R, C, H,--eight +consonants without the aid of one single vowel. I declare the very name +is courage itself,--no auxiliary forces. Gladys, I beg you will always +sign yourself so when you write to Mrs Jones; and be sure you spell your +own name as it ought to be spelt,--G, W, L, A, D, Y, S. Even this shows +the weakness of the female sex; you do require one little vowel to help +along the consonants,' + +'Ha, ha, ha!' shouts Mr Prothero, 'he has you now, brother Jo.' + +'Not at all. Owen seems to have forgotten that w and y are vowels. But +he never had a taste for study, Rowland is quite different; and our dear +niece, Claudia, is much better suited to him than to Owen, for she +appreciates the wisdom of a past age.' + +'The little hypocrite,' cries Owen. 'She doesn't--' + +'I never could have supposed Lady Mary could be so affable,' interrupts +Gladys, fearing a dispute. + +'She can be anything she likes,' says Mrs Jones. 'She pressed me and Mr +Jones to stay there to-day, but I could not have done so without Freda. +She was especially kind all last week, and resolved to go through +everything properly. I told her that your uncle could only stay two +clear days, and that we had promised to spend them here. It is such a +relief to be here, Mr Gwynne and Mrs Gwynne Vaughan are very well; but +her ladyship's constant tact and effort to do exactly the right thing +are wearying.' + +'Do my Laddy Marry be very grand? Grander than Laddy Simpson, Mrs +Jones?' asked Mrs Jenkins, in an undertone, of her neighbour. She has an +infinite awe of Mrs Jonathan. + +'I don't think I ever saw Lady Simpson,' says Mrs Jones, + +'Not be seeing Laddy Simpson! Well, it is no loss for you. She was as +ugly an 'ooman as I ever was seeing. I am hating the Simpsons, and no +wonder. But Miss Gwynne is a lady,--Mrs Rowland Prothero, I am meaning. +She was coming to see me the other day, and says she, "I know you have +been unfortunate Mrs Jenkins, fach! and no fault of yours." And she was +giving me this new white shoal. And, seure, if it wasn't for Rowland +Prothero and she, I 'oudn't be in that tidy cottage by there, with Mrs +Owen and my grandoater coming to see me and reading to me; and Mrs +Prothero too, is seure, and bringing me something nice, and my Griffey +with hundreds of thousands, Mrs Jones, as you was knowing,' + +Mrs Jenkins gradually gets excited, as she finds Mrs Jones listens, and +by degrees she gains the ear of the rest of the party, who all, in spite +of Gladys' efforts to divert their attention, turn to her when they hear +the words 'Rowland and Miss Gwynne.' + +'I must be telling you now, Mrs Jones, ma'am,' continues Mrs Jenkins, +'that I am not forgetting all your kindness to me up in London, when +every one else was turning away. Ach a fi! and they 'joying themselves +at Abertewey.' + +Mrs Jones presses Mrs Griffey's arm, and whispers 'hush!' + +'To be seure! I was forgetting. But, indeet, Rowland Prothero did be +more than a son to me, and if Miss Gwynne was my own doater she couldn't +be kinder. She was buying up enough of my beauty furniture to fill the +little cottage. I did be finding it out 'esterday, and seure it was +their wedding present to a poor, childless widow, as 'ould be in the +Eunion, and I with hundreds and thousands!' + +'Hold your tongue, name o' goodness, 'Lizbeth Jenkins!' growls Mr +Prothero. + +'Hush, Davy, bach! we have all our troubles,' says Mrs Prothero, +brushing a tear from her eye. + +'Grandfather, I liked Harold so much!' says Minette, to the great relief +of the rest of the party. + +'Call him Master Gwynne, you forward little minx,' says Mr Prothero, +patting the child's back gently. + +'Oh! but he told me he should marry me, and that Colonel Vaughan said he +was my uncle.' + +'Children and 'oomen all alike,' says the farmer; 'thinking of marriage +as soon as they can speak. Gladys, why don't you teach the child +better?' + +'It was the champagne, father,' says Owen. 'My full impression is, that +a few glasses more and you would have kissed Lady Mary. I wish we had +brought a glass for you to drink the bride and bridegroom's health, Aunt +'Lizbeth.' + +'Oh, I have been drinking that pain!' + +A sudden little cry in the corner prevents any allusion to the occasion +on which Mrs Jenkins drank champagne. + +Gladys has her baby in her arms in a few seconds. The infant is attired +in her christening robe and cap, and seems to add a new beauty to the +sweet and gentle Gladys. All eyes are directed towards them, all hearts +warm towards them. Minette is instantly kissing her little cousin, even +Mrs Jonathan takes its tiny hand, as Gladys carries it round in her +mother's pride and joy. + +'Your grandchild and my grandniece, Mr Prothero,' says Mr Jones, 'may +she grow up as good as her mother.' + +'Amen!' replies Mr Prothero. + +And with this word we end our story. The wedding wreath--the +christening-robe--the shroud! Again the wreath and the robe! 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