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You may copy it, give it away or +re-use it under the terms of the Project Gutenberg License included +with this eBook or online at www.gutenberg.org + + +Title: Victorian Short Stories + Stories Of Successful Marriages + +Author: Elizabeth Gaskell, et al. + +Release Date: March 4, 2005 [EBook #15252] + +Language: English + +Character set encoding: ISO-8859-1 + +*** START OF THIS PROJECT GUTENBERG EBOOK VICTORIAN SHORT STORIES *** + + + + +Produced by Juliet Sutherland, S.R.Ellison and the PG Online +Distributed Proofreading Team. + + + + + + +STORIES OF SUCCESSFUL MARRIAGES + + +THE MANCHESTER MARRIAGE Elizabeth Gaskell + +A MERE INTERLUDE Thomas Hardy + +A FAITHFUL HEART George Moore + +THE SOLID GOLD REEF COMPANY, LIMITED Walter Besant + +THE TREE OF KNOWLEDGE Henry James + + + + +_Elizabeth Gaskell_ + +THE MANCHESTER MARRIAGE + +(_Household Words_, Christmas 1858) + + +Mr and Mrs Openshaw came from Manchester to settle in London. He +had been, what is called in Lancashire, a salesman for a large +manufacturing firm, who were extending their business, and opening a +warehouse in the city; where Mr Openshaw was now to superintend their +affairs. He rather enjoyed the change; having a kind of curiosity +about London, which he had never yet been able to gratify in his brief +visits to the metropolis. At the same time, he had an odd, shrewd +contempt for the inhabitants, whom he always pictured to himself as +fine, lazy people, caring nothing but for fashion and aristocracy, and +lounging away their days in Bond Street, and such places; ruining good +English, and ready in their turn to despise him as a provincial. The +hours that the men of business kept in the city scandalized him too, +accustomed as he was to the early dinners of Manchester folk and +the consequently far longer evenings. Still, he was pleased to go to +London, though he would not for the world have confessed it, even to +himself, and always spoke of the step to his friends as one demanded +of him by the interests of his employers, and sweetened to him by a +considerable increase of salary. This, indeed, was so liberal that he +might have been justified in taking a much larger house than the +one he did, had he not thought himself bound to set an example to +Londoners of how little a Manchester man of business cared for show. +Inside, however, he furnished it with an unusual degree of comfort, +and, in the winter-time, he insisted on keeping up as large fires as +the grates would allow, in every room where the temperature was in +the least chilly. Moreover, his northern sense of hospitality was such +that, if he were at home, he could hardly suffer a visitor to leave +the house without forcing meat and drink upon him. Every servant in +the house was well warmed, well fed, and kindly treated; for their +master scorned all petty saving in aught that conduced to comfort; +while he amused himself by following out all his accustomed habits and +individual ways, in defiance of what any of his new neighbours might +think. + +His wife was a pretty, gentle woman, of suitable age and character. He +was forty-two, she thirty-five. He was loud and decided; she soft and +yielding. They had two children; or rather, I should say, she had two; +for the elder, a girl of eleven, was Mrs Openshaw's child by Frank +Wilson, her first husband. The younger was a little boy, Edwin, who +could just prattle, and to whom his father delighted to speak in the +broadest and most unintelligible Lancashire dialect, in order to keep +up what he called the true Saxon accent. + +Mrs Openshaw's Christian name was Alice, and her first husband had +been her own cousin. She was the orphan niece of a sea-captain +in Liverpool; a quiet, grave little creature, of great personal +attraction when she was fifteen or sixteen, with regular features and +a blooming complexion. But she was very shy, and believed herself to +be very stupid and awkward; and was frequently scolded by her aunt, +her own uncle's second wife. So when her cousin, Frank Wilson, came +home from a long absence at sea, and first was kind and protective to +her; secondly, attentive; and thirdly, desperately in love with her, +she hardly knew how to be grateful enough to him. It is true, she +would have preferred his remaining in the first or second stages of +behaviour; for his violent love puzzled and frightened her. Her uncle +neither helped nor hindered the love affair, though it was going on +under his own eyes. Frank's stepmother had such a variable temper, +that there was no knowing whether what she liked one day she would +like the next, or not. At length she went to such extremes of +crossness that Alice was only too glad to shut her eyes and rush +blindly at the chance of escape from domestic tyranny offered her by +a marriage with her cousin; and, liking him better than any one in the +world, except her uncle (who was at this time at sea), she went off +one morning and was married to him, her only bridesmaid being the +housemaid at her aunt's. The consequence was that Frank and his wife +went into lodgings, and Mrs Wilson refused to see them, and turned +away Norah, the warm-hearted housemaid, whom they accordingly took +into their service. When Captain Wilson returned from his voyage he +was very cordial with the young couple, and spent many an evening at +their lodgings, smoking his pipe and sipping his grog; but he told +them, for quietness' sake, he could not ask them to his own house; for +his wife was bitter against them. They were not, however, very unhappy +about this. + +The seed of future unhappiness lay rather in Frank's vehement, +passionate disposition, which led him to resent his wife's shyness and +want of demonstrativeness as failures in conjugal duty. He was already +tormenting himself, and her too in a slighter degree, by apprehensions +and imaginations of what might befall her during his approaching +absence at sea. At last, he went to his father and urged him to +insist upon Alice's being once more received under his roof; the more +especially as there was now a prospect of her confinement while her +husband was away on his voyage. Captain Wilson was, as he himself +expressed it, 'breaking up', and unwilling to undergo the excitement +of a scene; yet he felt that what his son said was true. So he went to +his wife. And before Frank set sail, he had the comfort of seeing his +wife installed in her old little garret in his father's house. To have +placed her in the one best spare room was a step beyond Mrs Wilson's +powers of submission or generosity. The worst part about it, however, +was that the faithful Norah had to be dismissed. Her place as +housemaid had been filled up; and, even if it had not, she had +forfeited Mrs Wilson's good opinion for ever. She comforted her young +master and mistress by pleasant prophecies of the time when they would +have a household of their own; of which, whatever service she might +be in meanwhile, she should be sure to form a part. Almost the last +action Frank did, before setting sail, was going with Alice to see +Norah once more at her mother's house; and then he went away. + +Alice's father-in-law grew more and more feeble as winter advanced. +She was of great use to her stepmother in nursing and amusing him; +and although there was anxiety enough in the household, there was, +perhaps, more of peace than there had been for years, for Mrs Wilson +had not a bad heart, and was softened by the visible approach of death +to one whom she loved, and touched by the lonely condition of the +young creature expecting her first confinement in her husband's +absence. To this relenting mood Norah owed the permission to come +and nurse Alice when her baby was born, and to remain and attend on +Captain Wilson. + +Before one letter had been received from Frank (who had sailed for +the East Indies and China), his father died. Alice was always glad to +remember that he had held her baby in his arms, and kissed and blessed +it before his death. After that, and the consequent examination into +the state of his affairs, it was found that he had left far less +property than people had been led by his style of living to expect; +and what money there was, was settled all upon his wife, and at her +disposal after her death. This did not signify much to Alice, as Frank +was now first mate of his ship, and, in another voyage or two, would +be captain. Meanwhile he had left her rather more than two hundred +pounds (all his savings) in the bank. + +It became time for Alice to hear from her husband. One letter from the +Cape she had already received. The next was to announce his arrival in +India. As week after week passed over, and no intelligence of the ship +having got there reached the office of the owners, and the captain's +wife was in the same state of ignorant suspense as Alice herself, her +fears grew most oppressive. At length the day came when, in reply to +her inquiry at the shipping office, they told her that the owners had +given up hope of ever hearing more of the _Betsy-Jane_ and had sent in +their claim upon the underwriters. Now that he was gone for ever, +she first felt a yearning, longing love for the kind cousin, the +dear friend, the sympathizing protector, whom she should never see +again;--first felt a passionate desire to show him his child, whom +she had hitherto rather craved to have all to herself--her own sole +possession. Her grief was, however, noiseless and quiet--rather to the +scandal of Mrs Wilson who bewailed her stepson as if he and she had +always lived together in perfect harmony, and who evidently thought +it her duty to burst into fresh tears at every strange face she +saw; dwelling on his poor young widow's desolate state, and the +helplessness of the fatherless child, with an unction as if she liked +the excitement of the sorrowful story. + +So passed away the first days of Alice's widowhood. By and by things +subsided into their natural and tranquil course. But, as if the young +creature was always to be in some heavy trouble, her ewe-lamb began to +be ailing, pining, and sickly. The child's mysterious illness turned +out to be some affection of the spine, likely to affect health but not +to shorten life--at least, so the doctors said. But the long, dreary +suffering of one whom a mother loves as Alice loved her only child, +is hard to look forward to. Only Norah guessed what Alice suffered; no +one but God knew. + +And so it fell out, that when Mrs Wilson, the elder, came to her one +day, in violent distress, occasioned by a very material diminution in +the value of the property that her husband had left her--a diminution +which made her income barely enough to support herself, much less +Alice--the latter could hardly understand how anything which did not +touch health or life could cause such grief; and she received the +intelligence with irritating composure. But when, that afternoon, the +little sick child was brought in, and the grandmother--who, after all, +loved it well--began a fresh moan over her losses to its unconscious +ears--saying how she had planned to consult this or that doctor, and +to give it this or that comfort or luxury in after years, but that now +all chance of this had passed away--Alice's heart was touched, and she +drew near to Mrs Wilson with unwonted caresses, and, in a spirit not +unlike to that of Ruth, entreated that, come what would, they might +remain together. After much discussion in succeeding days, it was +arranged that Mrs Wilson should take a house in Manchester, furnishing +it partly with what furniture she had, and providing the rest with +Alice's remaining two hundred pounds. Mrs Wilson was herself a +Manchester woman, and naturally longed to return to her native town; +some connexions of her own, too, at that time required lodgings, for +which they were willing to pay pretty handsomely. Alice undertook +the active superintendence and superior work of the household; +Norah--willing, faithful Norah--offered to cook, scour, do anything in +short, so that she might but remain with them. + +The plan succeeded. For some years their first lodgers remained with +them, and all went smoothly--with that one sad exception of the little +girl's increasing deformity. How that mother loved that child, it is +not for words to tell! + +Then came a break of misfortune. Their lodgers left, and no one +succeeded to them. After some months, it became necessary to remove +to a smaller house; and Alice's tender conscience was torn by the idea +that she ought not to be a burden to her mother-in-law, but to go out +and seek her own maintenance. And leave her child! The thought came +like the sweeping boom of a funeral-bell over her heart. + +By and by, Mr Openshaw came to lodge with them. He had started in life +as the errand-boy and sweeper-out of a warehouse; had struggled up +through all the grades of employment in it, fighting his way through +the hard, striving Manchester life with strong, pushing energy of +character. Every spare moment of time had been sternly given up to +self-teaching. He was a capital accountant, a good French and German +scholar, a keen, far-seeing tradesman--understanding markets and the +bearing of events, both near and distant, on trade; and yet, with such +vivid attention to present details, that I do not think he ever saw a +group of flowers in the fields without thinking whether their colour +would, or would not, form harmonious contrasts in the coming spring +muslins and prints. He went to debating societies, and threw himself +with all his heart and soul into politics; esteeming, it must +be owned, every man a fool or a knave who differed from him, and +overthrowing his opponents rather by the loud strength of his language +than the calm strength of his logic. There was something of the Yankee +in all this. Indeed, his theory ran parallel to the famous Yankee +motto--'England flogs creation, and Manchester flogs England.' Such +a man, as may be fancied, had had no time for falling in love, or +any such nonsense. At the age when most young men go through their +courting and matrimony, he had not the means of keeping a wife, and +was far too practical to think of having one. And now that he was +in easy circumstances, a rising man, he considered women almost as +encumbrances to the world, with whom a man had better have as little +to do as possible. His first impression of Alice was indistinct, +and he did not care enough about her to make it distinct. 'A pretty, +yea-nay kind of woman', would have been his description of her, if he +had been pushed into a corner. He was rather afraid, in the beginning, +that her quiet ways arose from a listlessness and laziness of +character, which would have been exceedingly discordant to his active, +energetic nature. But, when he found out the punctuality with which +his wishes were attended to, and her work was done; when he was called +in the morning at the very stroke of the clock, his shaving-water +scalding hot, his fire bright, his coffee made exactly as his peculiar +fancy dictated (for he was a man who had his theory about +everything based upon what he knew of science, and often perfectly +original)--then he began to think: not that Alice had any particular +merit, but that he had got into remarkably good lodgings; his +restlessness wore away, and he began to consider himself as almost +settled for life in them. + +Mr Openshaw had been too busy, all his days, to be introspective. He +did not know that he had any tenderness in his nature; and if he had +become conscious of its abstract existence he would have considered it +as a manifestation of disease in some part of him. But he was decoyed +into pity unawares; and pity led on to tenderness. That little +helpless child--always carried about by one of the three busy women +of the house, or else patiently threading coloured beads in the chair +from which, by no effort of its own, could it ever move--the great +grave blue eyes, full of serious, not uncheerful, expression, giving +to the small delicate face a look beyond its years--the soft plaintive +voice dropping out but few words, so unlike the continual prattle of a +child--caught Mr Openshaw's attention in spite of himself. One day--he +half scorned himself for doing so--he cut short his dinner-hour to go +in search of some toy, which should take the place of those eternal +beads. I forget what he bought; but, when he gave the present (which +he took care to do in a short abrupt manner, and when no one was by +to see him), he was almost thrilled by the flash of delight that +came over that child's face, and he could not help, all through that +afternoon, going over and over again the picture left on his memory, +by the bright effect of unexpected joy on the little girl's face. When +he returned home, he found his slippers placed by his sitting-room +fire; and even more careful attention paid to his fancies than was +habitual in those model lodgings. When Alice had taken the last of his +tea-things away--she had been silent as usual till then--she stood for +an instant with the door in her hand. Mr Openshaw looked as if he +were deep in his book, though in fact he did not see a line; but +was heartily wishing the woman would go, and not make any palaver of +gratitude. But she only said: + +'I am very much obliged to you, sir. Thank you very much,' and was +gone, even before he could send her away with a 'There, my good woman, +that's enough!' + +For some time longer he took no apparent notice of the child. He even +hardened his heart into disregarding her sudden flush of colour and +little timid smile of recognition, when he saw her by chance. But, +after all, this could not last for ever; and, having a second time +given way to tenderness, there was no relapse. The insidious enemy +having thus entered his heart, in the guise of compassion to the +child, soon assumed the more dangerous form of interest in the +mother. He was aware of this change of feeling--despised himself for +it--struggled with it; nay, internally yielded to it and cherished +it, long before he suffered the slightest expression of it, by word, +action, or look to escape him. He watched Alice's docile, obedient +ways to her stepmother; the love which she had inspired in the rough +Norah (roughened by the wear and tear of sorrow and years); but, above +all, he saw the wild, deep, passionate affection existing between her +and her child. They spoke little to anyone else, or when anyone else +was by; but, when alone together, they talked, and murmured, and +cooed, and chattered so continually, that Mr Openshaw first wondered +what they could find to say to each other, and next became irritated +because they were always so grave and silent with him. All this time +he was perpetually devising small new pleasures for the child. His +thoughts ran, in a pertinacious way, upon the desolate life before +her; and often he came back from his day's work loaded with the very +thing Alice had been longing for, but had not been able to procure. +One time, it was a little chair for drawing the little sufferer along +the streets; and, many an evening that following summer, Mr +Openshaw drew her along himself, regardless of the remarks of his +acquaintances. One day in autumn, he put down his newspaper, as Alice +came in with the breakfast, and said, in as indifferent a voice as he +could assume: + +'Mrs Frank, is there any reason why we two should not put up our +horses together?' + +Alice stood still in perplexed wonder. What did he mean? He had +resumed the reading of his newspaper, as if he did not expect any +answer; so she found silence her safest course, and went on quietly +arranging his breakfast, without another word passing between them. +Just as he was leaving the house, to go to the warehouse as usual, +he turned back and put his head into the bright, neat, tidy kitchen, +where all the women breakfasted in the morning: + +'You'll think of what I said, Mrs Frank' (this was her name with the +lodgers), 'and let me have your opinion upon it tonight.' + +Alice was thankful that her mother and Norah were too busy talking +together to attend much to this speech. She determined not to think +about it at all through the day; and, of course, the effort not to +think made her think all the more. At night she sent up Norah with his +tea. But Mr Openshaw almost knocked Norah down as she was going out +at the door, by pushing past her and calling out, 'Mrs Frank!' in an +impatient voice, at the top of the stairs. + +Alice went up, rather than seem to have affixed too much meaning to +his words. + +'Well, Mrs Frank,' he said, 'what answer? Don't make it too long; for +I have lots of office work to get through tonight.' + +'I hardly know what you meant, sir,' said truthful Alice. + +'Well! I should have thought you might have guessed. You're not new +at this sort of work, and I am. However, I'll make it plain this time. +Will you have me to be thy wedded husband, and serve me, and love me, +and honour me, and all that sort of thing? Because, if you will, I +will do as much by you, and be a father to your child--and that's more +than is put in the prayer-book. Now, I'm a man of my word; and what I +say, I feel; and what I promise, I'll do. Now, for your answer!' + +Alice was silent. He began to make the tea, as if her reply was a +matter of perfect indifference to him; but, as soon as that was done, +he became impatient. + +'Well?' said he. + +'How long, sir, may I have to think over it?' + +'Three minutes!' (looking at his watch). 'You've had two already--that +makes five. Be a sensible woman, say Yes, and sit down to tea with me, +and we'll talk it over together; for, after tea, I shall be busy; +say No' (he hesitated a moment to try and keep his voice in the same +tone), 'and I shan't say another word about it, but pay up a year's +rent for my rooms tomorrow, and be off. Time's up! Yes or no?' + +'If you please, sir--you have been so good to little Ailsie--' + +'There, sit down comfortably by me on the sofa, and let's have our tea +together. I am glad to find you are as good and sensible as I took you +for.' + +And this was Alice Wilson's second wooing. + +Mr Openshaw's will was too strong, and his circumstances too good, +for him not to carry all before him. He settled Mrs Wilson in a +comfortable house of her own, and made her quite independent of +lodgers. The little that Alice said with regard to future plans was in +Norah's behalf. + +'No,' said Mr Openshaw. 'Norah shall take care of the old lady as long +as she lives; and, after that, she shall either come and live with us, +or, if she likes it better, she shall have a provision for life--for +your sake, missus. No one who has been good to you or the child shall +go unrewarded. But even the little one will be better for some fresh +stuff about her. Get her a bright, sensible girl as a nurse; one who +won't go rubbing her with calf's-foot jelly as Norah does; wasting +good stuff outside that ought to go in, but will follow doctors' +directions; which, as you must see pretty clearly by this time, Norah +won't; because they give the poor little wench pain. Now, I'm not +above being nesh for other folks myself. I can stand a good blow, +and never change colour; but, set me in the operating room in the +infirmary, and I turn as sick as a girl. Yet, if need were, I would +hold the little wench on my knees while she screeched with pain, if it +were to do her poor back good. Nay, nay, wench! keep your white looks +for the time when it comes--I don't say it ever will. But this I know, +Norah will spare the child and cheat the doctor, if she can. Now, I +say, give the bairn a year or two's chance, and then, when the pack of +doctors have done their best--and, maybe, the old lady has gone--we'll +have Norah back or do better for her.' + +The pack of doctors could do no good to little Ailsie. She was beyond +their power. But her father (for so he insisted on being called, and +also on Alice's no longer retaining the appellation of Mamma, but +becoming henceforward Mother), by his healthy cheerfulness of manner, +his clear decision of purpose, his odd turns and quirks of humour, +added to his real strong love for the helpless little girl, infused +a new element of brightness and confidence into her life; and, though +her back remained the same, her general health was strengthened, and +Alice--never going beyond a smile herself--had the pleasure of seeing +her child taught to laugh. + +As for Alice's own life, it was happier than it had ever been before. +Mr Openshaw required no demonstration, no expressions of affection +from her. Indeed, these would rather have disgusted him. Alice could +love deeply, but could not talk about it. The perpetual requirement +of loving words, looks, and caresses, and misconstruing their absence +into absence of love, had been the great trial of her former married +life. Now, all went on clear and straight, under the guidance of her +husband's strong sense, warm heart, and powerful will. Year by year +their worldly prosperity increased. At Mrs Wilson's death, Norah came +back to them as nurse to the newly-born little Edwin; into which post +she was not installed without a pretty strong oration on the part of +the proud and happy father, who declared that if he found out that +Norah ever tried to screen the boy by a falsehood, or to make him +nesh either in body or mind, she should go that very day. Norah and +Mr Openshaw were not on the most thoroughly cordial terms; neither of +them fully recognizing or appreciating the other's best qualities. + +This was the previous history of the Lancashire family who had now +removed to London. + +They had been there about a year, when Mr Openshaw suddenly informed +his wife that he had determined to heal long-standing feuds, and had +asked his uncle and aunt Chadwick to come and pay them a visit and +see London. Mrs Openshaw had never seen this uncle and aunt of her +husband's. Years before she had married him, there had been a quarrel. +All she knew was, that Mr Chadwick was a small manufacturer in a +country town in South Lancashire. She was extremely pleased that the +breach was to be healed, and began making preparations to render their +visit pleasant. + +They arrived at last. Going to see London was such an event to them, +that Mrs Chadwick had made all new linen fresh for the occasion--from +night-caps downwards; and as for gowns, ribbons, and collars, she +might have been going into the wilds of Canada where never a shop is, +so large was her stock. A fortnight before the day of her departure +for London, she had formally called to take leave of all her +acquaintance; saying she should need every bit of the intermediate +time for packing up. It was like a second wedding in her imagination; +and, to complete the resemblance which an entirely new wardrobe made +between the two events, her husband brought her back from Manchester, +on the last market-day before they set off, a gorgeous pearl and +amethyst brooch, saying, 'Lunnon should see that Lancashire folks knew +a handsome thing when they saw it.' + +For some time after Mr and Mrs Chadwick arrived at the Openshaws' +there was no opportunity for wearing this brooch; but at length they +obtained an order to see Buckingham Palace, and the spirit of loyalty +demanded that Mrs Chadwick should wear her best clothes in visiting +the abode of her sovereign. On her return she hastily changed her +dress; for Mr Openshaw had planned that they should go to Richmond, +drink tea, and return by moonlight. Accordingly, about five o'clock, +Mr and Mrs Openshaw and Mr and Mrs Chadwick set off. + +The housemaid and cook sat below, Norah hardly knew where. She was +always engrossed in the nursery in tending her two children, and in +sitting by the restless, excitable Ailsie till she fell asleep. By and +by the housemaid Bessy tapped gently at the door. Norah went to her, +and they spoke in whispers. + +'Nurse! there's someone downstairs wants you.' + +'Wants me! who is it?' + +'A gentleman--' + +'A gentleman? Nonsense!' + +'Well! a man, then, and he asks for you, and he rang at the front-door +bell, and has walked into the dining-room.' + +'You should never have let him,' exclaimed Norah. 'Master and missus +out--' + +'I did not want him to come in; but, when he heard you lived here, he +walked past me, and sat down on the first chair, and said, "Tell her +to come and speak to me." There is no gas lighted in the room, and +supper is all set out.' + +'He'll be off with the spoons!' exclaimed Norah, putting the +housemaid's fear into words, and preparing to leave the room; first, +however, giving a look to Ailsie, sleeping soundly and calmly. + +Downstairs she went, uneasy fears stirring in her bosom. Before she +entered the dining-room she provided herself with a candle, and, with +it in her hand, she went in, looking around her in the darkness for +her visitor. + +He was standing up, holding by the table. Norah and he looked at each +other; gradual recognition coming into their eyes. + +'Norah?' at length he asked. + +'Who are you?' asked Norah, with the sharp tones of alarm and +incredulity. 'I don't know you'; trying, by futile words of disbelief, +to do away with the terrible fact before her. + +'Am I so changed?' he said pathetically. 'I dare say I am. But, Norah, +tell me!' he breathed hard, 'where is my wife? Is she--is she alive?' + +He came nearer to Norah, and would have taken her hand; but she backed +away from him; looking at him all the time with staring eyes, as if +he were some horrible object. Yet he was a handsome, bronzed, +good-looking fellow, with beard and moustache, giving him a +foreign-looking aspect; but his eyes! there was no mistaking those +eager, beautiful eyes--the very same that Norah had watched not half +an hour ago, till sleep stole softly over them. + +'Tell me, Norah--I can bear it--I have feared it so often. Is she +dead?' Norah still kept silence. 'She is dead!' He hung on Norah's +words and looks, as if for confirmation or contradiction. + +'What shall I do?' groaned Norah. 'Oh, sir! why did you come? how +did you find me out? where have you been? We thought you dead, we did +indeed!' She poured out words and questions to gain time, as if time +would help her. + +'Norah! answer me this question straight, by yes or no--Is my wife +dead?' + +'No, she is not,' said Norah, slowly and heavily. + +'Oh, what a relief! Did she receive my letters? But perhaps you don't +know. Why did you leave her? Where is she? Oh, Norah, tell me all +quickly!' + +'Mr Frank!' said Norah at last, almost driven to bay by her +terror lest her mistress should return at any moment and find him +there--unable to consider what was best to be done or said--rushing +at something decisive, because she could not endure her present state: +'Mr Frank! we never heard a line from you, and the shipowners said +you had gone down, you and everyone else. We thought you were dead, if +ever man was, and poor Miss Alice and her little sick, helpless child! +Oh, sir, you must guess it,' cried the poor creature at last, bursting +out into a passionate fit of crying, 'for indeed I cannot tell it. But +it was no one's fault. God help us all this night!' + +Norah had sat down. She trembled too much to stand. He took her hands +in his. He squeezed them hard, as if, by physical pressure, the truth +could be wrung out. + +'Norah.' This time his tone was calm, stagnant as despair. 'She has +married again!' + +Norah shook her head sadly. The grasp slowly relaxed. The man had +fainted. + +There was brandy in the room. Norah forced some drops into Mr Frank's +mouth, chafed his hands, and--when mere animal life returned, before +the mind poured in its flood of memories and thoughts--she lifted him +up, and rested his head against her knees. Then she put a few crumbs +of bread taken from the supper-table, soaked in brandy, into his +mouth. Suddenly he sprang to his feet. + +'Where is she? Tell me this instant.' He looked so wild, so mad, so +desperate, that Norah felt herself to be in bodily danger; but her +time of dread had gone by. She had been afraid to tell him the truth, +and then she had been a coward. Now, her wits were sharpened by the +sense of his desperate state. He must leave the house. She would pity +him afterwards; but now she must rather command and upbraid; for he +must leave the house before her mistress came home. That one necessity +stood clear before her. + +'She is not here: that is enough for you to know. Nor can I say +exactly where she is' (which was true to the letter if not to the +spirit). 'Go away, and tell me where to find you tomorrow, and I will +tell you all. My master and mistress may come back at any minute, and +then what would become of me, with a strange man in the house?' + +Such an argument was too petty to touch his excited mind. + +'I don't care for your master and mistress. If your master is a man, +he must feel for me--poor shipwrecked sailor that I am--kept for years +a prisoner amongst savages, always, always, always thinking of my wife +and my home--dreaming of her by night, talking to her though she +could not hear, by day. I loved her more than all heaven and earth put +together. Tell me where she is, this instant, you wretched woman, who +salved over her wickedness to her, as you do to me!' + +The clock struck ten. Desperate positions require desperate measures. + +'If you will leave the house now, I will come to you tomorrow and tell +you all. What is more, you shall see your child now. She lies sleeping +upstairs. Oh, sir, you have a child, you do not know that as yet--a +little weakly girl--with just a heart and soul beyond her years. We +have reared her up with such care! We watched her, for we thought +for many a year she might die any day, and we tended her, and no hard +thing has come near her, and no rough word has ever been said to her. +And now you come and will take her life into your hand, and will crush +it. Strangers to her have been kind to her; but her own father--Mr +Frank, I am her nurse, and I love her, and I tend her, and I would do +anything for her that I could. Her mother's heart beats as hers beats; +and, if she suffers a pain, her mother trembles all over. If she is +happy, it is her mother that smiles and is glad. If she is growing +stronger, her mother is healthy: if she dwindles, her mother +languishes. If she dies--well, I don't know; it is not everyone can +lie down and die when they wish it. Come upstairs, Mr Frank, and see +your child. Seeing her will do good to your poor heart. Then go away, +in God's name, just this one night; tomorrow, if need be, you can do +anything--kill us all if you will, or show yourself a great, grand +man, whom God will bless for ever and ever. Come, Mr Frank, the look +of a sleeping child is sure to give peace.' + +She led him upstairs; at first almost helping his steps, till they +came near the nursery door. She had wellnigh forgotten the existence +of little Edwin. It struck upon her with affright as the shaded light +fell over the other cot; but she skilfully threw that corner of the +room into darkness, and let the light fall on the sleeping Ailsie. +The child had thrown down the coverings, and her deformity, as she +lay with her back to them, was plainly visible through her slight +nightgown. Her little face, deprived of the lustre of her eyes, looked +wan and pinched, and had a pathetic expression in it, even as she +slept. The poor father looked and looked with hungry, wistful eyes, +into which the big tears came swelling up slowly and dropped heavily +down, as he stood trembling and shaking all over. Norah was angry +with herself for growing impatient of the length of time that long +lingering gaze lasted. She thought that she waited for full half an +hour before Frank stirred. And then--instead of going away--he sank +down on his knees by the bedside, and buried his face in the clothes. +Little Ailsie stirred uneasily. Norah pulled him up in terror. She +could afford no more time, even for prayer, in her extremity of fear; +for surely the next moment would bring her mistress home. She took +him forcibly by the arm; but, as he was going, his eye lighted on the +other bed; he stopped. Intelligence came back into his face. His hands +clenched. + +'His child?' he asked. + +'Her child,' replied Norah. 'God watches over him,' she said +instinctively; for Frank's looks excited her fears, and she needed to +remind herself of the Protector of the helpless. + +'God has not watched over me,' he said, in despair; his thoughts +apparently recoiling on his own desolate, deserted state. But Norah +had no time for pity. Tomorrow she would be as compassionate as her +heart prompted. At length she guided him downstairs, and shut the +outer door, and bolted it--as if by bolts to keep out facts. + +Then she went back into the dining-room, and effaced all traces of his +presence, as far as she could. She went upstairs to the nursery and +sat there, her head on her hand, thinking what was to come of all +this misery. It seemed to her very long before her master and mistress +returned; yet it was hardly eleven o'clock. She heard the loud, +hearty Lancashire voices on the stairs; and, for the first time, she +understood the contrast of the desolation of the poor man who had so +lately gone forth in lonely despair. + +It almost put her out of patience to see Mrs Openshaw come in, +calmly smiling, handsomely dressed, happy, easy, to inquire after her +children. + +'Did Ailsie go to sleep comfortably?' she whispered to Norah. + +'Yes.' + +Her mother bent over her, looking at her slumbers with the soft eyes +of love. How little she dreamed who had looked on her last! Then she +went to Edwin, with perhaps less wistful anxiety in her countenance, +but more of pride. She took off her things, to go down to supper. +Norah saw her no more that night. + +Beside having a door into the passage, the sleeping-nursery opened +out of Mr and Mrs Openshaw's room, in order that they might have +the children more immediately under their own eyes. Early the next +summer's morning, Mrs Openshaw was awakened by Ailsie's startled call +of 'Mother! mother!' She sprang up, put on her dressing-gown, and went +to her child. Ailsie was only half awake, and in a not unusual state +of terror. + +'Who was he, mother? Tell me!' + +'Who, my darling? No one is here. You have been dreaming, love. Waken +up quite. See, it is broad daylight.' + +'Yes,' said Ailsie, looking round her; then clinging to her mother, +'but a man was here in the night, mother.' + +'Nonsense, little goose. No man has ever come near you!' + +'Yes, he did. He stood there. Just by Norah. A man with hair and a +beard. And he knelt down and said his prayers. Norah knows he was +here, mother' (half angrily, as Mrs Openshaw shook her head in smiling +incredulity). + +'Well! we will ask Norah when she comes,' said Mrs Openshaw, +soothingly. 'But we won't talk any more about him now. It is not five +o'clock; it is too early for you to get up. Shall I fetch you a book +and read to you?' + +'Don't leave me, mother,' said the child, clinging to her. So Mrs +Openshaw sat on the bedside talking to Ailsie, and telling her of what +they had done at Richmond the evening before, until the little girl's +eyes slowly closed and she once more fell asleep. + +'What was the matter?' asked Mr Openshaw, as his wife returned to bed. + +'Ailsie wakened up in a fright, with some story of a man having been +in the room to say his prayers--a dream, I suppose.' And no more was +said at the time. + +Mrs Openshaw had almost forgotten the whole affair when she got up +about seven o'clock. But, by and by, she heard a sharp altercation +going on in the nursery--Norah speaking angrily to Ailsie, a most +unusual thing. Both Mr and Mrs Openshaw listened in astonishment. + +'Hold your tongue, Ailsie! let me hear none of your dreams; never let +me hear you tell that story again!' + +Ailsie began to cry. + +Mr Openshaw opened the door of communication, before his wife could +say a word. + +'Norah, come here!' + +The nurse stood at the door, defiant. She perceived she had been +heard, but she was desperate. + +'Don't let me hear you speak in that manner to Ailsie again,' he said +sternly, and shut the door. + +Norah was infinitely relieved; for she had dreaded some questioning; +and a little blame for sharp speaking was what she could well bear, if +cross-examination was let alone. + +Downstairs they went, Mr Openshaw carrying Ailsie; the sturdy Edwin +coming step by step, right foot foremost, always holding his mother's +hand. Each child was placed in a chair by the breakfast-table, and +then Mr and Mrs Openshaw stood together at the window, awaiting their +visitors' appearance and making plans for the day. There was a pause. +Suddenly Mr Openshaw turned to Ailsie, and said: + +'What a little goosy somebody is with her dreams, wakening up poor, +tired mother in the middle of the night, with a story of a man being +in the room.' + +'Father! I'm sure I saw him,' said Ailsie, half-crying. 'I don't want +to make Norah angry; but I was not asleep, for all she says I was. I +had been asleep--and I wakened up quite wide awake, though I was so +frightened. I kept my eyes nearly shut, and I saw the man quite plain. +A great brown man with a beard. He said his prayers. And then looked +at Edwin. And then Norah took him by the arm and led him away, after +they had whispered a bit together.' + +'Now, my little woman must be reasonable,' said Mr Openshaw, who was +always patient with Ailsie. 'There was no man in the house last night +at all. No man comes into the house, as you know, if you think; much +less goes up into the nursery. But sometimes we dream something has +happened, and the dream is so like reality, that you are not the first +person, little woman, who has stood out that the thing has really +happened.' + +'But, indeed, it was not a dream!' said Ailsie, beginning to cry. + +Just then Mr and Mrs Chadwick came down, looking grave and +discomposed. All during breakfast-time they were silent and +uncomfortable. As soon as the breakfast things were taken away, and +the children had been carried upstairs, Mr Chadwick began, in an +evidently preconcerted manner, to inquire if his nephew was certain +that all his servants were honest; for, that Mrs Chadwick had that +morning missed a very valuable brooch, which she had worn the +day before. She remembered taking it off when she came home from +Buckingham Palace. Mr Openshaw's face contracted into hard lines; grew +like what it was before he had known his wife and her child. He rang +the bell, even before his uncle had done speaking. It was answered by +the housemaid. + +'Mary, was anyone here last night, while we were away?' + +'A man, sir, came to speak to Norah.' + +'To speak to Norah! Who was he? How long did he stay?' + +'I'm sure I can't tell, sir. He came--perhaps about nine. I went up to +tell Norah in the nursery, and she came down to speak to him. She let +him out, sir. She will know who he was, and how long he stayed.' + +She waited a moment to be asked any more questions, but she was not, +so she went away. + +A minute afterwards Mr Openshaw made as though he were going out of +the room; but his wife laid her hand on his arm. + +'Do not speak to her before the children,' she said, in her low, quiet +voice. 'I will go up and question her.' + +'No! I must speak to her. You must know,' said he, turning to his +uncle and aunt, 'my missus has an old servant, as faithful as ever +woman was, I do believe, as far as love goes,--but at the same time, +who does not speak truth, as even the missus must allow. Now, +my notion is, that this Norah of ours has been come over by some +good-for-nothing chap (for she's at the time o' life when they say +women pray for husbands--"any, good Lord, any") and has let him into +our house, and the chap has made off with your brooch, and m'appen +many another thing beside. It's only saying that Norah is soft-hearted +and doesn't stick at a white lie--that's all, missus.' + +It was curious to notice how his tone, his eyes, his whole face was +changed, as he spoke to his wife; but he was the resolute man through +all. She knew better than to oppose him; so she went upstairs, and +told Norah that her master wanted to speak to her, and that she would +take care of the children in the meanwhile. + +Norah rose to go, without a word. Her thoughts were these: + +'If they tear me to pieces, they shall never know through me. He may +come--and then, just Lord have mercy upon us all! for some of us are +dead folk to a certainty. But _he_ shall do it; not me.' + +You may fancy, now, her look of determination, as she faced her master +alone in the dining-room; Mr and Mrs Chadwick having left the +affair in their nephew's hands, seeing that he took it up with such +vehemence. + +'Norah! Who was that man that came to my house last night?' + +'Man, sir!' As if infinitely surprised; but it was only to gain time. + +'Yes; the man that Mary let in; that she went upstairs to the nursery +to tell you about; that you came down to speak to; the same chap, I +make no doubt, that you took into the nursery to have your talk out +with; the one Ailsie saw, and afterwards dreamed about; thinking, poor +wench! she saw him say his prayers, when nothing, I'll be bound, was +further from his thoughts; the one that took Mrs Chadwick's brooch, +value ten pounds. Now, Norah! Don't go off. I'm as sure as my name's +Thomas Openshaw that you knew nothing of this robbery. But I do think +you've been imposed on, and that's the truth. Some good-for-nothing +chap has been making up to you, and you've been just like all other +women, and have turned a soft place in your heart to him; and he came +last night a-lovyering, and you had him up in the nursery, and he made +use of his opportunities, and made off with a few things on his way +down! Come, now, Norah; it's no blame to you, only you must not be +such a fool again! Tell us,' he continued, 'what name he gave you, +Norah. I'll be bound, it was not the right one; but it will be a clue +for the police.' + +Norah drew herself up. 'You may ask that question, and taunt me with +my being single, and with my credulity, as you will, Master Openshaw. +You'll get no answer from me. As for the brooch, and the story of +theft and burglary; if any friend ever came to see me (which I defy +you to prove, and deny), he'd be just as much above doing such a thing +as you yourself, Mr Openshaw--and more so, too; for I'm not at all +sure as everything you have is rightly come by, or would be yours +long, if every man had his own.' She meant, of course, his wife; but +he understood her to refer to his property in goods and chattels. + +'Now, my good woman,' said he, 'I'll just tell you truly, I never +trusted you out and out; but my wife liked you, and I thought you had +many a good point about you. If you once begin to sauce me, I'll have +the police to you, and get out the truth in a court of justice, if +you'll not tell it me quietly and civilly here. Now, the best thing +you can do is quietly to tell me who the fellow is. Look here! a man +comes to my house; asks for you; you take him upstairs; a valuable +brooch is missing next day; we know that you, and Mary, and cook, are +honest; but you refuse to tell us who the man is. Indeed, you've told +me one lie already about him, saying no one was here last night. Now, +I just put it to you, what do you think a policeman would say to this, +or a magistrate? A magistrate would soon make you tell the truth, my +good woman.' + +'There's never the creature born that should get it out of me,' said +Norah. 'Not unless I choose to tell.' + +'I've a great mind to see,' said Mr Openshaw, growing angry at the +defiance. Then, checking himself, he thought before he spoke again: + +'Norah, for your missus' sake I don't want to go to extremities. Be a +sensible woman, if you can. It's no great disgrace, after all, to have +been taken in. I ask you once more--as a friend--who was this man that +you let into my house last night?' + +No answer. He repeated the question in an impatient tone. Still no +answer. Norah's lips were set in determination not to speak. + +'Then there is but one thing to be done. I shall send for a +policeman.' + +'You will not,' said Norah, starting forward. 'You shall not, sir! +No policeman shall touch me. I know nothing of the brooch, but I know +this: ever since I was four-and-twenty, I have thought more of your +wife than of myself: ever since I saw her, a poor motherless girl, put +upon in her uncle's house, I have thought more of serving her than +of serving myself! I have cared for her and her child, as nobody +ever cared for me. I don't cast blame on you, sir, but I say it's ill +giving up one's life to anyone; for, at the end, they will turn round +upon you, and forsake you. Why does not my missus come herself to +suspect me? Maybe, she is gone for the police? But I don't stay here, +either for police, or magistrate, or master. You're an unlucky lot. +I believe there's a curse on you. I'll leave you this very day. Yes! +I'll leave that poor Ailsie, too. I will! No good ever will come to +you!' + +Mr Openshaw was utterly astonished at this speech; most of which was +completely unintelligible to him, as may easily be supposed. Before he +could make up his mind what to say, or what to do, Norah had left +the room. I do not think he had ever really intended to send for +the police to this old servant of his wife's; for he had never for a +moment doubted her perfect honesty. But he had intended to compel +her to tell him who the man was, and in this he was baffled. He was, +consequently, much irritated. He returned to his uncle and aunt in a +state of great annoyance and perplexity, and told them he could get +nothing out of the woman; that some man had been in the house the +night before; but that she refused to tell who he was. At this moment +his wife came in, greatly agitated, and asked what had happened to +Norah; for that she had put on her things in passionate haste, and +left the house. + +'This looks suspicious,' said Mr Chadwick. 'It is not the way in which +an honest person would have acted.' + +Mr Openshaw kept silence. He was sorely perplexed. But Mrs Openshaw +turned round on Mr Chadwick, with a sudden fierceness no one ever saw +in her before. + +'You don't know Norah, uncle! She is gone because she is deeply hurt +at being suspected. Oh, I wish I had seen her--that I had spoken to +her myself. She would have told me anything.' Alice wrung her hands. + +'I must confess,' continued Mr Chadwick to his nephew, in a lower +voice, 'I can't make you out. You used to be a word and a blow, +and oftenest the blow first; and now, when there is every cause for +suspicion, you just do nought. Your missus is a very good woman, +I grant; but she may have been put upon as well as other folk, I +suppose. If you don't send for the police, I shall.' + +'Very well,' replied Mr Openshaw, surlily. 'I can't clear Norah. She +won't clear herself, as I believe she might if she would. Only I wash +my hands of it; for I am sure the woman herself is honest, and she's +lived a long time with my wife, and I don't like her to come to +shame.' + +'But she will then be forced to clear herself. That, at any rate, will +be a good thing.' + +'Very well, very well! I am heart-sick of the whole business. Come, +Alice, come up to the babies; they'll be in a sore way. I tell you, +uncle,' he said, turning round once more to Mr Chadwick, suddenly and +sharply, after his eye had fallen on Alice's wan, tearful, anxious +face, 'I'll have no sending for the police, after all. I'll buy my +aunt twice as handsome a brooch this very day; but I'll not have Norah +suspected, and my missus plagued. There's for you!' + +He and his wife left the room. Mr Chadwick quietly waited till he was +out of hearing, and then said to his wife, 'For all Tom's heroics, I'm +just quietly going for a detective, wench. Thou need'st know nought +about it.' + +He went to the police-station and made a statement of the case. He was +gratified by the impression which the evidence against Norah seemed +to make. The men all agreed in his opinion, and steps were to be +immediately taken to find out where she was. Most probably, as they +suggested, she had gone at once to the man, who, to all appearance, +was her lover. When Mr Chadwick asked how they would find her out, +they smiled, shook their heads, and spoke of mysterious but infallible +ways and means. He returned to his nephew's house with a very +comfortable opinion of his own sagacity. He was met by his wife with a +penitent face. + +'Oh, master, I've found my brooch! It was just sticking by its pin in +the flounce of my brown silk, that I wore yesterday. I took it off in +a hurry, and it must have caught in it; and I hung up my gown in +the closet. Just now, when I was going to fold it up, there was the +brooch! I am very vexed, but I never dreamt but what it was lost!' + +Her husband, muttering something very like 'Confound thee and thy +brooch too! I wish I'd never given it thee,' snatched up his hat, and +rushed back to the station, hoping to be in time to stop the police +from searching for Norah. But a detective was already gone off on the +errand. + +Where was Norah? Half mad with the strain of the fearful secret, she +had hardly slept through the night for thinking what must be done. +Upon this terrible state of mind had come Ailsie's questions, showing +that she had seen the Man, as the unconscious child called her father. +Lastly came the suspicion of her honesty. She was little less than +crazy as she ran upstairs and dashed on her bonnet and shawl; leaving +all else, even her purse, behind her. In that house she would not +stay. That was all she knew or was clear about. She would not even see +the children again, for fear it should weaken her. She dreaded above +everything Mr Frank's return to claim his wife. She could not tell +what remedy there was for a sorrow so tremendous, for her to stay to +witness. The desire of escaping from the coming event was a stronger +motive for her departure, than her soreness about the suspicions +directed against her; although this last had been the final goad +to the course she took. She walked a way almost at headlong speed; +sobbing as she went, as she had not dared to do during the past night +for fear of exciting wonder in those who might hear her. Then she +stopped. An idea came into her mind that she would leave London +altogether, and betake herself to her native town of Liverpool. She +felt in her pocket for her purse as she drew near the Euston Square +station with this intention. She had left it at home. Her poor head +aching, her eyes swollen with crying, she had to stand still, and +think, as well as she could, where next she should bend her steps. +Suddenly the thought flashed into her mind that she would go and find +out poor Mr Frank. She had been hardly kind to him the night before, +though her heart had bled for him ever since. She remembered his +telling her, when she inquired for his address, almost as she had +pushed him out of the door, of some hotel in a street not far distant +from Euston Square. Thither she went: with what intention she scarcely +knew, but to assuage her conscience by telling him how much she +pitied him. In her present state she felt herself unfit to counsel, +or restrain, or assist, or do aught else but sympathize and weep. The +people of the inn said such a person had been there; had arrived only +the day before; had gone out soon after arrival, leaving his luggage +in their care; but had never come back. Norah asked for leave to sit +down, and await the gentleman's return. The landlady--pretty secure in +the deposit of luggage against any probable injury--showed her into +a room, and quietly locked the door on the outside. Norah was utterly +worn out, and fell asleep--a shivering, starting, uneasy slumber, +which lasted for hours. + +The detective, meanwhile, had come up with her some time before she +entered the hotel, into which he followed her. Asking the landlady to +detain her for an hour or so, without giving any reason beyond showing +his authority (which made the landlady applaud herself a good deal for +having locked her in), he went back to the police-station to report +his proceedings. He could have taken her directly; but his object was, +if possible, to trace out the man who was supposed to have committed +the robbery. Then he heard of the discovery of the brooch; and +consequently did not care to return. + +Norah slept till even the summer evening began to close in, Then +started up. Someone was at the door. It would be Mr Frank; and she +dizzily pushed back her ruffled grey hair which had fallen over her +eyes, and stood looking to see him. Instead, there came in Mr Openshaw +and a policeman. + +'This is Norah Kennedy,' said Mr Openshaw. + +'Oh, sir,' said Norah, 'I did not touch the brooch; indeed I did not. +Oh, sir, I cannot live to be thought so badly of'; and very sick +and faint, she suddenly sank down on the ground. To her surprise, Mr +Openshaw raised her up very tenderly. Even the policeman helped to lay +her on the sofa; and, at Mr Openshaw's desire, he went for some wine +and sandwiches; for the poor gaunt woman lay there almost as if dead +with weariness and exhaustion. + +'Norah,' said Mr Openshaw, in his kindest voice, 'the brooch is found. +It was hanging to Mrs Chadwick's gown. I beg your pardon. Most truly +I beg your pardon, for having troubled you about it. My wife is almost +broken-hearted. Eat, Norah--or, stay, first drink this glass of wine,' +said he, lifting her head, and pouring a little down her throat. + +As she drank, she remembered where she was, and who she was waiting +for. She suddenly pushed Mr Openshaw away, saying, 'Oh, sir, you must +go. You must not stop a minute. If he comes back, he will kill you.' + +'Alas, Norah! I do not know who "he" is. But someone is gone away who +will never come back: someone who knew you, and whom I am afraid you +cared for.' + +'I don't understand you, sir,' said Norah, her master's kind and +sorrowful manner bewildering her yet more than his words. The +policeman had left the room at Mr Openshaw's desire, and they two were +alone. + +'You know what I mean, when I say someone is gone who will never come +back. I mean that he is dead!' + +'Who?' said Norah, trembling all over. + +'A poor man has been found in the Thames this morning--drowned.' + +'Did he drown himself?' asked Norah, solemnly. + +'God only knows,' replied Mr Openshaw, in the same tone. 'Your name +and address at our house were found in his pocket; that, and his +purse, were the only things that were found upon him. I am sorry to +say it, my poor Norah; but you are required to go and identify him.' + +'To what?' asked Norah. + +'To say who it is. It is always done, in order that some reason may be +discovered for the suicide--if suicide it was. I make no doubt, he was +the man who came to see you at our house last night. It is very sad, I +know.' He made pauses between each little clause, in order to try and +bring back her senses, which he feared were wandering--so wild and sad +was her look. + +'Master Openshaw,' said she, at last, 'I've a dreadful secret to tell +you--only you must never breathe it to anyone, and you and I must hide +it away for ever. I thought to have done it all by myself, but I see +I cannot. Yon poor man--yes! the dead, drowned creature is, I fear, Mr +Frank, my mistress's first husband!' + +Mr Openshaw sat down, as if shot. He did not speak; but, after a +while, he signed to Norah to go on. + +'He came to me the other night, when--God be thanked!--you were all +away at Richmond. He asked me if his wife was dead or alive. I was +a brute, and thought more of your all coming home than of his sore +trial; I spoke out sharp, and said she was married again, and very +content and happy. I all but turned him away: and now he lies dead and +cold.' + +'God forgive me!' said Mr Openshaw. + +'God forgive us all!' said Norah. 'Yon poor man needs forgiveness, +perhaps, less than any one among us. He had been among the +savages--shipwrecked--I know not what--and he had written letters +which had never reached my poor missus.' + +'He saw his child!' + +'He saw her--yes! I took him up, to give his thoughts another start; +for I believed he was going mad on my hands. I came to seek him here, +as I more than half promised. My mind misgave me when I heard he never +came in. Oh, sir, it must be him!' + +Mr Openshaw rang the bell. Norah was almost too much stunned to wonder +at what he did. He asked for writing materials, wrote a letter, and +then said to Norah: + +'I am writing to Alice, to say I shall be unavoidably absent for a +few days; that I have found you; that you are well, and send her your +love, and will come home tomorrow. You must go with me to the police +court; you must identify the body; I will pay high to keep names and +details out of the papers.' + +'But where are you going, sir?' + +He did not answer her directly. Then he said: + +'Norah! I must go with you, and look on the face of the man whom I +have so injured--unwittingly, it is true; but it seems to me as if I +had killed him. I will lay his head in the grave as if he were my only +brother: and how he must have hated me! I cannot go home to my wife +till all that I can do for him is done. Then I go with a dreadful +secret on my mind. I shall never speak of it again, after these days +are over. I know you will not, either.' He shook hands with her; and +they never named the subject again, the one to the other. + +Norah went home to Alice the next day. Not a word was said on the +cause of her abrupt departure a day or two before. Alice had been +charged by her husband, in his letter, not to allude to the supposed +theft of the brooch; so she, implicitly obedient to those whom she +loved both by nature and habit, was entirely silent on the subject, +only treated Norah with the most tender respect, as if to make up for +unjust suspicion. + +Nor did Alice inquire into the reason why Mr Openshaw had been absent +during his uncle and aunt's visit, after he had once said that it was +unavoidable. He came back grave and quiet; and from that time forth +was curiously changed. More thoughtful, and perhaps less active; +quite as decided in conduct, but with new and different rules for the +guidance of that conduct. Towards Alice he could hardly be more kind +than he had always been; but he now seemed to look upon her as someone +sacred, and to be treated with reverence, as well as tenderness. He +throve in business, and made a large fortune, one half of which was +settled upon her. + +Long years after these events--a few months after her mother +died--Ailsie and her 'father' (as she always called Mr Openshaw) +drove to a cemetery a little way out of town, and she was carried to +a certain mound by her maid, who was then sent back to the carriage. +There was a headstone, with F.W. and a date upon it. That was all. +Sitting by the grave, Mr Openshaw told her the story; and for the sad +fate of that poor father whom she had never seen, he shed the only +tears she ever saw fall from his eyes. + + + + +_Thomas Hardy_ + +A MERE INTERLUDE + +(_The Bolton Weekly Journal_, 17 and 24 October 1885) + + +I + + +The traveller in school-books, who vouched in dryest tones for the +fidelity to fact of the following narrative, used to add a ring of +truth to it by opening with a nicety of criticism on the heroine's +personality. People were wrong, he declared, when they surmised +that Baptista Trewthen was a young woman with scarcely emotions or +character. There was nothing in her to love, and nothing to hate--so +ran the general opinion. That she showed few positive qualities was +true. The colours and tones which changing events paint on the faces +of active womankind were looked for in vain upon hers. But still +waters run deep; and no crisis had come in the years of her early +maidenhood to demonstrate what lay hidden within her, like metal in a +mine. + +She was the daughter of a small farmer in St Maria's, one of the Isles +of Lyonesse beyond Off-Wessex, who had spent a large sum, as there +understood, on her education, by sending her to the mainland for +two years. At nineteen she was entered at the Training College for +Teachers, and at twenty-one nominated to a school in the country, near +Tor-upon-Sea, whither she proceeded after the Christmas examination +and holidays. + +The months passed by from winter to spring and summer, and Baptista +applied herself to her new duties as best she could, till an +uneventful year had elapsed. Then an air of abstraction pervaded her +bearing as she walked to and fro, twice a day, and she showed the +traits of a person who had something on her mind. A widow, by name +Mrs Wace, in whose house Baptista Trewthen had been provided with a +sitting-room and bedroom till the schoolhouse should be built, noticed +this change in her youthful tenant's manner, and at last ventured to +press her with a few questions. + +'It has nothing to do with the place, nor with you,' said Miss +Trewthen. + +'Then it is the salary?' + +'No, nor the salary.' + +'Then it is something you have heard from home, my dear.' + +Baptista was silent for a few moments. 'It is Mr Heddegan,' she +murmured. 'Him they used to call David Heddegan before he got his +money.' + +'And who is the Mr Heddegan they used to call David?' + +'An old bachelor at Giant's Town, St Maria's, with no relations +whatever, who lives about a stone's throw from father's. When I was a +child he used to take me on his knee and say he'd marry me some day. +Now I am a woman the jest has turned earnest, and he is anxious to do +it. And father and mother say I can't do better than have him.' + +'He's well off?' + +'Yes--he's the richest man we know--as a friend and neighbour.' + +'How much older did you say he was than yourself?' + +'I didn't say. Twenty years at least.' + +'And an unpleasant man in the bargain perhaps?' + +'No--he's not unpleasant.' + +'Well, child, all I can say is that I'd resist any such engagement +if it's not palatable to 'ee. You are comfortable here, in my little +house, I hope. All the parish like 'ee: and I've never been so +cheerful, since my poor husband left me to wear his wings, as I've +been with 'ee as my lodger.' + +The schoolmistress assured her landlady that she could return the +sentiment. 'But here comes my perplexity,' she said. 'I don't like +keeping school. Ah, you are surprised--you didn't suspect it. That's +because I've concealed my feeling. Well, I simply hate school. I don't +care for children--they are unpleasant, troublesome little things, +whom nothing would delight so much as to hear that you had fallen +down dead. Yet I would even put up with them if it was not for the +inspector. For three months before his visit I didn't sleep soundly. +And the Committee of Council are always changing the Code, so that you +don't know what to teach, and what to leave untaught. I think father +and mother are right. They say I shall never excel as a schoolmistress +if I dislike the work so, and that therefore I ought to get settled by +marrying Mr Heddegan. Between us two, I like him better than school; +but I don't like him quite so much as to wish to marry him.' + +These conversations, once begun, were continued from day to day; till +at length the young girl's elderly friend and landlady threw in her +opinion on the side of Miss Trewthen's parents. All things considered, +she declared, the uncertainty of the school, the labour, Baptista's +natural dislike for teaching, it would be as well to take what fate +offered, and make the best of matters by wedding her father's old +neighbour and prosperous friend. + +The Easter holidays came round, and Baptista went to spend them as +usual in her native isle, going by train into Off-Wessex and crossing +by packet from Pen-zephyr. When she returned in the middle of April +her face wore a more settled aspect. + +'Well?' said the expectant Mrs Wace. + +'I have agreed to have him as my husband,' said Baptista, in an +off-hand way. 'Heaven knows if it will be for the best or not. But I +have agreed to do it, and so the matter is settled.' + +Mrs Wace commended her; but Baptista did not care to dwell on the +subject; so that allusion to it was very infrequent between them. +Nevertheless, among other things, she repeated to the widow from time +to time in monosyllabic remarks that the wedding was really impending; +that it was arranged for the summer, and that she had given notice of +leaving the school at the August holidays. Later on she announced more +specifically that her marriage was to take place immediately after her +return home at the beginning of the month aforesaid. + +She now corresponded regularly with Mr Heddegan. Her letters from him +were seen, at least on the outside, and in part within, by Mrs Wace. +Had she read more of their interiors than the occasional sentences +shown her by Baptista she would have perceived that the scratchy, +rusty handwriting of Miss Trewthen's betrothed conveyed little more +matter than details of their future housekeeping, and his preparations +for the same, with innumerable 'my dears' sprinkled in disconnectedly, +to show the depth of his affection without the inconveniences of +syntax. + + +II + + +It was the end of July--dry, too dry, even for the season, the +delicate green herbs and vegetables that grew in this favoured end of +the kingdom tasting rather of the watering-pot than of the pure +fresh moisture from the skies. Baptista's boxes were packed, and one +Saturday morning she departed by a waggonette to the station, and +thence by train to Pen-zephyr, from which port she was, as usual, to +cross the water immediately to her home, and become Mr Heddegan's wife +on the Wednesday of the week following. + +She might have returned a week sooner. But though the wedding day had +loomed so near, and the banns were out, she delayed her departure till +this last moment, saying it was not necessary for her to be at home +long beforehand. As Mr Heddegan was older than herself, she said, she +was to be married in her ordinary summer bonnet and grey silk frock, +and there were no preparations to make that had not been amply made by +her parents and intended husband. + +In due time, after a hot and tedious journey, she reached Pen-zephyr. +She here obtained some refreshment, and then went towards the pier, +where she learnt to her surprise that the little steamboat plying +between the town and the islands had left at eleven o'clock; the +usual hour of departure in the afternoon having been forestalled in +consequence of the fogs which had for a few days prevailed towards +evening, making twilight navigation dangerous. + +This being Saturday, there was now no other boat till Tuesday, and it +became obvious that here she would have to remain for the three days, +unless her friends should think fit to rig out one of the island +sailing-boats and come to fetch her--a not very likely contingency, +the sea distance being nearly forty miles. + +Baptista, however, had been detained in Pen-zephyr on more than one +occasion before, either on account of bad weather or some such reason +as the present, and she was therefore not in any personal alarm. But, +as she was to be married on the following Wednesday, the delay was +certainly inconvenient to a more than ordinary degree, since it would +leave less than a day's interval between her arrival and the wedding +ceremony. + +Apart from this awkwardness she did not much mind the accident. It was +indeed curious to see how little she minded. Perhaps it would not be +too much to say that, although she was going to do the critical deed +of her life quite willingly, she experienced an indefinable relief at +the postponement of her meeting with Heddegan. But her manner after +making discovery of the hindrance was quiet and subdued, even to +passivity itself; as was instanced by her having, at the moment of +receiving information that the steamer had sailed, replied 'Oh', so +coolly to the porter with her luggage, that he was almost disappointed +at her lack of disappointment. + +The question now was, should she return again to Mrs Wace, in the +village of Lower Wessex, or wait in the town at which she had arrived. +She would have preferred to go back, but the distance was too great; +moreover, having left the place for good, and somewhat dramatically, +to become a bride, a return, even for so short a space, would have +been a trifle humiliating. + +Leaving, then, her boxes at the station, her next anxiety was to +secure a respectable, or rather genteel, lodging in the popular +seaside resort confronting her. To this end she looked about the town, +in which, though she had passed through it half-a-dozen times, she was +practically a stranger. + +Baptista found a room to suit her over a fruiterer's shop; where she +made herself at home, and set herself in order after her journey. +An early cup of tea having revived her spirits she walked out to +reconnoitre. + +Being a schoolmistress she avoided looking at the schools, and having +a sort of trade connection with books, she avoided looking at the +booksellers; but wearying of the other shops she inspected +the churches; not that for her own part she cared much about +ecclesiastical edifices; but tourists looked at them, and so would +she--a proceeding for which no one would have credited her with any +great originality, such, for instance, as that she subsequently showed +herself to possess. The churches soon oppressed her. She tried the +Museum, but came out because it seemed lonely and tedious. + +Yet the town and the walks in this land of strawberries, these +headquarters of early English flowers and fruit, were then, as always, +attractive. From the more picturesque streets she went to the town +gardens, and the Pier, and the Harbour, and looked at the men at work +there, loading and unloading as in the time of the Phoenicians. + +'Not Baptista? Yes, Baptista it is!' + +The words were uttered behind her. Turning round she gave a start, +and became confused, even agitated, for a moment. Then she said in her +usual undemonstrative manner, 'O--is it really you, Charles?' + +Without speaking again at once, and with a half-smile, the newcomer +glanced her over. There was much criticism, and some resentment--even +temper--in his eye. + +'I am going home,' continued she. 'But I have missed the boat.' + +He scarcely seemed to take in the meaning of this explanation, in +the intensity of his critical survey. 'Teaching still? What a fine +schoolmistress you make, Baptista, I warrant!' he said with a slight +flavour of sarcasm, which was not lost upon her. + +'I know I am nothing to brag of,' she replied. 'That's why I have +given up.' + +'O--given up? You astonish me.' + +'I hate the profession.' + +'Perhaps that's because I am in it.' + +'O no, it isn't. But I am going to enter on another life altogether. I +am going to be married next week to Mr David Heddegan.' + +The young man--fortified as he was by a natural cynical pride and +passionateness--winced at this unexpected reply, notwithstanding. + +'Who is Mr David Heddegan?' he asked, as indifferently as lay in his +power. + +She informed him the bearer of the name was a general merchant of +Giant's Town, St Maria's Island--her father's nearest neighbour and +oldest friend. + +'Then we shan't see anything more of you on the mainland?' inquired +the schoolmaster. + +'O, I don't know about that,' said Miss Trewthen. + +'Here endeth the career of the belle of the boarding-school your +father was foolish enough to send you to. A "general merchant's" wife +in the Lyonesse Isles. Will you sell pounds of soap and pennyworths +of tin tacks, or whole bars of saponaceous matter, and great tenpenny +nails?' + +'He's not in such a small way as that!' she almost pleaded. 'He owns +ships, though they are rather little ones!' + +'O, well, it is much the same. Come, let us walk on; it is tedious +to stand still. I thought you would be a failure in education,' he +continued, when she obeyed him and strolled ahead. 'You never showed +power that way. You remind me much of some of those women who think +they are sure to be great actresses if they go on the stage, because +they have a pretty face, and forget that what we require is acting. +But you found your mistake, didn't you?' + +'Don't taunt me, Charles.' It was noticeable that the young +schoolmaster's tone caused her no anger or retaliatory passion; +far otherwise: there was a tear in her eye. 'How is it you are at +Pen-zephyr?' she inquired. + +'I don't taunt you. I speak the truth, purely in a friendly way, as +I should to anyone I wished well. Though for that matter I might have +some excuse even for taunting you. Such a terrible hurry as you've +been in. I hate a woman who is in such a hurry.' + +'How do you mean that?' + +'Why--to be somebody's wife or other--anything's wife rather than +nobody's. You couldn't wait for me, O, no. Well, thank God, I'm cured +of all that!' + +'How merciless you are!' she said bitterly. 'Wait for you? What does +that mean, Charley? You never showed--anything to wait for--anything +special towards me.' + +'O come, Baptista dear; come!' + +'What I mean is, nothing definite,' she expostulated. 'I suppose you +liked me a little; but it seemed to me to be only a pastime on your +part, and that you never meant to make an honourable engagement of +it.' + +'There, that's just it! You girls expect a man to mean business at the +first look. No man when he first becomes interested in a woman has any +definite scheme of engagement to marry her in his mind, unless he is +meaning a vulgar mercenary marriage. However, I did at last mean an +honourable engagement, as you call it, come to that.' + +'But you never said so, and an indefinite courtship soon injures a +woman's position and credit, sooner than you think.' + +'Baptista, I solemnly declare that in six months I should have asked +you to marry me.' + +She walked along in silence, looking on the ground, and appearing very +uncomfortable. Presently he said, 'Would you have waited for me if you +had known?' To this she whispered in a sorrowful whisper, 'Yes!' + +They went still farther in silence--passing along one of the beautiful +walks on the outskirts of the town, yet not observant of scene or +situation. Her shoulder and his were close together, and he clasped +his fingers round the small of her arm--quite lightly, and without any +attempt at impetus; yet the act seemed to say, 'Now I hold you, and my +will must be yours.' + +Recurring to a previous question of hers he said, 'I have merely run +down here for a day or two from school near Trufal, before going off +to the north for the rest of my holiday. I have seen my relations at +Redrutin quite lately, so I am not going there this time. How little +I thought of meeting you! How very different the circumstances would +have been if, instead of parting again as we must in half-an-hour or +so, possibly for ever, you had been now just going off with me, as my +wife, on our honeymoon trip. Ha--ha--well--so humorous is life!' + +She stopped suddenly. 'I must go back now--this is altogether too +painful, Charley! It is not at all a kind mood you are in today.' + +'I don't want to pain you--you know I do not,' he said more gently. +'Only it just exasperates me--this you are going to do. I wish you +would not.' + +'What?' + +'Marry him. There, now I have showed you my true sentiments.' + +'I must do it now,' said she. + +'Why?' he asked, dropping the off-hand masterful tone he had hitherto +spoken in, and becoming earnest; still holding her arm, however, as if +she were his chattel to be taken up or put down at will. 'It is never +too late to break off a marriage that's distasteful to you. Now I'll +say one thing; and it is truth: I wish you would marry me instead +of him, even now, at the last moment, though you have served me so +badly.' + +'O, it is not possible to think of that!' she answered hastily, +shaking her head. 'When I get home all will be prepared--it is ready +even now--the things for the party, the furniture, Mr. Heddegan's new +suit, and everything. I should require the courage of a tropical lion +to go home there and say I wouldn't carry out my promise!' + +'Then go, in Heaven's name! But there would be no necessity for you to +go home and face them in that way. If we were to marry, it would have +to be at once, instantly; or not at all. I should think your affection +not worth the having unless you agreed to come back with me to Trufal +this evening, where we could be married by licence on Monday morning. +And then no Mr. David Heddegan or anybody else could get you away from +me.' + +'I must go home by the Tuesday boat,' she faltered. 'What would they +think if I did not come?' + +'You could go home by that boat just the same. All the difference +would be that I should go with you. You could leave me on the quay, +where I'd have a smoke, while you went and saw your father and mother +privately; you could then tell them what you had done, and that I +was waiting not far off; that I was a schoolmaster in a fairly good +position, and a young man you had known when you were at the Training +College. Then I would come boldly forward; and they would see that it +could not be altered, and so you wouldn't suffer a lifelong misery by +being the wife of a wretched old gaffer you don't like at all. Now, +honestly; you do like me best, don't you, Baptista?' + +'Yes.' + +'Then we will do as I say.' + +She did not pronounce a clear affirmative. But that she consented +to the novel proposition at some moment or other of that walk was +apparent by what occurred a little later. + + +III + + +An enterprise of such pith required, indeed, less talking than +consideration. The first thing they did in carrying it out was to +return to the railway station, where Baptista took from her luggage a +small trunk of immediate necessaries which she would in any case have +required after missing the boat. That same afternoon they travelled up +the line to Trufal. + +Charles Stow (as his name was), despite his disdainful indifference +to things, was very careful of appearances, and made the journey +independently of her though in the same train. He told her where she +could get board and lodgings in the city; and with merely a distant +nod to her of a provisional kind, went off to his own quarters, and to +see about the licence. + +On Sunday she saw him in the morning across the nave of the +pro-cathedral. In the afternoon they walked together in the fields, +where he told her that the licence would be ready next day, and would +be available the day after, when the ceremony could be performed as +early after eight o'clock as they should choose. + +His courtship, thus renewed after an interval of two years, was +as impetuous, violent even, as it was short. The next day came and +passed, and the final arrangements were made. Their agreement was to +get the ceremony over as soon as they possibly could the next morning, +so as to go on to Pen-zephyr at once, and reach that place in time for +the boat's departure the same day. It was in obedience to Baptista's +earnest request that Stow consented thus to make the whole journey +to Lyonesse by land and water at one heat, and not break it at +Pen-zephyr; she seemed to be oppressed with a dread of lingering +anywhere, this great first act of disobedience to her parents once +accomplished, with the weight on her mind that her home had to be +convulsed by the disclosure of it. To face her difficulties over the +water immediately she had created them was, however, a course more +desired by Baptista than by her lover; though for once he gave way. + +The next morning was bright and warm as those which had preceded it. +By six o'clock it seemed nearly noon, as is often the case in that +part of England in the summer season. By nine they were husband and +wife. They packed up and departed by the earliest train after the +service; and on the way discussed at length what she should say on +meeting her parents, Charley dictating the turn of each phrase. In her +anxiety they had travelled so early that when they reached Pen-zephyr +they found there were nearly two hours on their hands before the +steamer's time of sailing. + +Baptista was extremely reluctant to be seen promenading the streets +of the watering-place with her husband till, as above stated, the +household at Giant's Town should know the unexpected course of events +from her own lips; and it was just possible, if not likely, that some +Lyonessian might be prowling about there, or even have come across the +sea to look for her. To meet anyone to whom she was known, and to have +to reply to awkward questions about the strange young man at her side +before her well-framed announcement had been delivered at proper time +and place, was a thing she could not contemplate with equanimity. So, +instead of looking at the shops and harbour, they went along the coast +a little way. + +The heat of the morning was by this time intense. They clambered up on +some cliffs, and while sitting there, looking around at St Michael's +Mount and other objects, Charles said to her that he thought he would +run down to the beach at their feet, and take just one plunge into the +sea. + +Baptista did not much like the idea of being left alone; it was +gloomy, she said. But he assured her he would not be gone more than a +quarter of an hour at the outside, and she passively assented. + +Down he went, disappeared, appeared again, and looked back. Then he +again proceeded, and vanished, till, as a small waxen object, she saw +him emerge from the nook that had screened him, cross the white fringe +of foam, and walk into the undulating mass of blue. Once in the water +he seemed less inclined to hurry than before; he remained a long time; +and, unable either to appreciate his skill or criticize his want of +it at that distance, she withdrew her eyes from the spot, and gazed at +the still outline of St Michael's--now beautifully toned in grey. + +Her anxiety for the hour of departure, and to cope at once with the +approaching incidents that she would have to manipulate as best she +could, sent her into a reverie. It was now Tuesday; she would reach +home in the evening--a very late time they would say; but, as the +delay was a pure accident, they would deem her marriage to Mr Heddegan +tomorrow still practicable. Then Charles would have to be produced +from the background. It was a terrible undertaking to think of, and +she almost regretted her temerity in wedding so hastily that morning. +The rage of her father would be so crushing; the reproaches of her +mother so bitter; and perhaps Charles would answer hotly, and perhaps +cause estrangement till death. There had obviously been no alarm about +her at St Maria's, or somebody would have sailed across to inquire for +her. She had, in a letter written at the beginning of the week, spoken +of the hour at which she intended to leave her country schoolhouse; +and from this her friends had probably perceived that by such timing +she would run a risk of losing the Saturday boat. She had missed it, +and as a consequence sat here on the shore as Mrs Charles Stow. + +This brought her to the present, and she turned from the outline of St +Michael's Mount to look about for her husband's form. He was, as far +as she could discover, no longer in the sea. Then he was dressing. By +moving a few steps she could see where his clothes lay. But Charles +was not beside them. + +Baptista looked back again at the water in bewilderment, as if her +senses were the victim of some sleight of hand. Not a speck or spot +resembling a man's head or face showed anywhere. By this time she was +alarmed, and her alarm intensified when she perceived a little beyond +the scene of her husband's bathing a small area of water, the quality +of whose surface differed from that of the surrounding expanse as the +coarse vegetation of some foul patch in a mead differs from the fine +green of the remainder. Elsewhere it looked flexuous, here it looked +vermiculated and lumpy, and her marine experiences suggested to her in +a moment that two currents met and caused a turmoil at this place. + +She descended as hastily as her trembling limbs would allow. The way +down was terribly long, and before reaching the heap of clothes it +occurred to her that, after all, it would be best to run first for +help. Hastening along in a lateral direction she proceeded inland till +she met a man, and soon afterwards two others. To them she exclaimed, +'I think a gentleman who was bathing is in some danger. I cannot see +him as I could. Will you please run and help him, at once, if you will +be so kind?' + +She did not think of turning to show them the exact spot, indicating +it vaguely by the direction of her hand, and still going on her way +with the idea of gaining more assistance. When she deemed, in her +faintness, that she had carried the alarm far enough, she faced about +and dragged herself back again. Before reaching the now dreaded spot +she met one of the men. + +'We can see nothing at all, Miss,' he declared. + +Having gained the beach, she found the tide in, and no sign of +Charley's clothes. The other men whom she had besought to come had +disappeared, it must have been in some other direction, for she had +not met them going away. They, finding nothing, had probably thought +her alarm a mere conjecture, and given up the quest. + +Baptista sank down upon the stones near at hand. Where Charley had +undressed was now sea. There could not be the least doubt that he was +drowned, and his body sucked under by the current; while his clothes, +lying within high-water mark, had probably been carried away by the +rising tide. + +She remained in a stupor for some minutes, till a strange sensation +succeeded the aforesaid perceptions, mystifying her intelligence, and +leaving her physically almost inert. With his personal disappearance, +the last three days of her life with him seemed to be swallowed up, +also his image, in her mind's eye, waned curiously, receded far away, +grew stranger and stranger, less and less real. Their meeting and +marriage had been so sudden, unpremeditated, adventurous, that she +could hardly believe that she had played her part in such a reckless +drama. Of all the few hours of her life with Charles, the portion that +most insisted in coming back to memory was their fortuitous encounter +on the previous Saturday, and those bitter reprimands with which he +had begun the attack, as it might be called, which had piqued her to +an unexpected consummation. + +A sort of cruelty, an imperiousness, even in his warmth, had +characterized Charles Stow. As a lover he had ever been a bit of a +tyrant; and it might pretty truly have been said that he had stung +her into marriage with him at last. Still more alien from her life did +these reflections operate to make him; and then they would be chased +away by an interval of passionate weeping and mad regret. Finally, +there returned upon the confused mind of the young wife the +recollection that she was on her way homeward, and that the packet +would sail in three-quarters of an hour. + +Except the parasol in her hand, all she possessed was at the station +awaiting her onward journey. + +She looked in that direction; and, entering one of those +undemonstrative phases so common with her, walked quietly on. + +At first she made straight for the railway; but suddenly turning she +went to a shop and wrote an anonymous line announcing his death by +drowning to the only person she had ever heard Charles mention as a +relative. Posting this stealthily, and with a fearful look around her, +she seemed to acquire a terror of the late events, pursuing her way to +the station as if followed by a spectre. + +When she got to the office she asked for the luggage that she had left +there on the Saturday as well as the trunk left on the morning just +lapsed. All were put in the boat, and she herself followed. Quickly +as these things had been done, the whole proceeding, nevertheless, +had been almost automatic on Baptista's part, ere she had come to any +definite conclusion on her course. + +Just before the bell rang she heard a conversation on the pier, which +removed the last shade of doubt from her mind, if any had existed, +that she was Charles Stow's widow. The sentences were but fragmentary, +but she could easily piece them out. + +'A man drowned--swam out too far--was a stranger to the place--people +in boat--saw him go down--couldn't get there in time.' + +The news was little more definite than this as yet; though it may as +well be stated once for all that the statement was true. Charley, with +the over-confidence of his nature, had ventured out too far for his +strength, and succumbed in the absence of assistance, his lifeless +body being at the moment suspended in the transparent mid-depths of +the bay. His clothes, however, had merely been gently lifted by the +rising tide, and floated into a nook hard by, where they lay out of +sight of the passers-by till a day or two after. + + +IV + + +In ten minutes they were steaming out of the harbour for their voyage +of four or five hours, at whose ending she would have to tell her +strange story. + +As Pen-zephyr and all its environing scenes disappeared behind +Mousehole and St Clement's Isle, Baptista's ephemeral, meteor-like +husband impressed her yet more as a fantasy. She was still in such a +trance-like state that she had been an hour on the little packet-boat +before she became aware of the agitating fact that Mr Heddegan was +on board with her. Involuntarily she slipped from her left hand the +symbol of her wifehood. + +'Hee-hee! Well, the truth is, I wouldn't interrupt 'ee. "I reckon she +don't see me, or won't see me," I said, "and what's the hurry? She'll +see enough o' me soon!" I hope ye be well, mee deer?' + +He was a hale, well-conditioned man of about five and fifty, of the +complexion common to those whose lives are passed on the bluffs and +beaches of an ocean isle. He extended the four quarters of his face +in a genial smile, and his hand for a grasp of the same magnitude. She +gave her own in surprised docility, and he continued: + +'I couldn't help coming across to meet 'ee. What an unfortunate thing +you missing the boat and not coming Saturday! They meant to have +warned 'ee that the time was changed, but forgot it at the last +moment. The truth is that I should have informed 'ee myself, but I was +that busy finishing up a job last week, so as to have this week free, +that I trusted to your father for attending to these little things. +However, so plain and quiet as it is all to be, it really do not +matter so much as it might otherwise have done, and I hope ye haven't +been greatly put out. Now, if you'd sooner that I should not be seen +talking to 'ee--if 'ee feel shy at all before strangers--just say. +I'll leave 'ee to yourself till we get home.' + +'Thank you much. I am indeed a little tired, Mr Heddegan.' + +He nodded urbane acquiescence, strolled away immediately, and minutely +inspected the surface of the funnel, till some female passengers of +Giant's Town tittered at what they must have thought a rebuff--for the +approaching wedding was known to many on St Maria's Island, though to +nobody elsewhere. Baptista coloured at their satire, and called +him back, and forced herself to commune with him in at least a +mechanically friendly manner. + +The opening event had been thus different from her expectation, +and she had adumbrated no act to meet it. Taken aback she passively +allowed circumstances to pilot her along; and so the voyage was made. + +It was near dusk when they touched the pier of Giant's Town, where +several friends and neighbours stood awaiting them. Her father had a +lantern in his hand. Her mother, too, was there, reproachfully glad +that the delay had at last ended so simply. Mrs Trewthen and her +daughter went together along the Giant's Walk, or promenade, to the +house, rather in advance of her husband and Mr Heddegan, who talked in +loud tones which reached the women over their shoulders. + +Some would have called Mrs Trewthen a good mother; but though well +meaning she was maladroit, and her intentions missed their mark. This +might have been partly attributable to the slight deafness from which +she suffered. Now, as usual, the chief utterances came from her lips. + +'Ah, yes, I'm so glad, my child, that you've got over safe. It is all +ready, and everything so well arranged, that nothing but misfortune +could hinder you settling as, with God's grace, becomes 'ee. Close to +your mother's door a'most, 'twill be a great blessing, I'm sure; and +I was very glad to find from your letters that you'd held your word +sacred. That's right--make your word your bond always. Mrs Wace seems +to be a sensible woman. I hope the Lord will do for her as he's doing +for you no long time hence. And how did 'ee get over the terrible +journey from Tor-upon-Sea to Pen-zephyr? Once you'd done with the +railway, of course, you seemed quite at home. Well, Baptista, conduct +yourself seemly, and all will be well.' + +Thus admonished, Baptista entered the house, her father and Mr +Heddegan immediately at her back. Her mother had been so didactic that +she had felt herself absolutely unable to broach the subjects in the +centre of her mind. + +The familiar room, with the dark ceiling, the well-spread table, the +old chairs, had never before spoken so eloquently of the times ere she +knew or had heard of Charley Stow. She went upstairs to take off her +things, her mother remaining below to complete the disposition of the +supper, and attend to the preparation of tomorrow's meal, altogether +composing such an array of pies, from pies of fish to pies of turnips, +as was never heard of outside the Western Duchy. Baptista, once alone, +sat down and did nothing; and was called before she had taken off her +bonnet. + +'I'm coming,' she cried, jumping up, and speedily disapparelling +herself, brushed her hair with a few touches and went down. + +Two or three of Mr Heddegan's and her father's friends had dropped in, +and expressed their sympathy for the delay she had been subjected +to. The meal was a most merry one except to Baptista. She had desired +privacy, and there was none; and to break the news was already a +greater difficulty than it had been at first. Everything around her, +animate and inanimate, great and small, insisted that she had come +home to be married; and she could not get a chance to say nay. + +One or two people sang songs, as overtures to the melody of the +morrow, till at length bedtime came, and they all withdrew, her mother +having retired a little earlier. When Baptista found herself again +alone in her bedroom the case stood as before: she had come home with +much to say, and she had said nothing. + +It was now growing clear even to herself that Charles being dead, she +had not determination sufficient within her to break tidings which, +had he been alive, would have imperatively announced themselves. And +thus with the stroke of midnight came the turning of the scale; her +story should remain untold. It was not that upon the whole she thought +it best not to attempt to tell it; but that she could not undertake so +explosive a matter. To stop the wedding now would cause a convulsion +in Giant's Town little short of volcanic. Weakened, tired, and +terrified as she had been by the day's adventures, she could not make +herself the author of such a catastrophe. But how refuse Heddegan +without telling? It really seemed to her as if her marriage with Mr +Heddegan were about to take place as if nothing had intervened. + +Morning came. The events of the previous days were cut off from her +present existence by scene and sentiment more completely than ever. +Charles Stow had grown to be a special being of whom, owing to his +character, she entertained rather fearful than loving memory. Baptista +could hear when she awoke that her parents were already moving about +downstairs. But she did not rise till her mother's rather rough voice +resounded up the staircase as it had done on the preceding evening. + +'Baptista! Come, time to be stirring! The man will be here, by +Heaven's blessing, in three-quarters of an hour. He has looked in +already for a minute or two--and says he's going to the church to see +if things be well forward.' + +Baptista arose, looked out of the window, and took the easy course. +When she emerged from the regions above she was arrayed in her new +silk frock and best stockings, wearing a linen jacket over the former +for breakfasting, and her common slippers over the latter, not to +spoil the new ones on the rough precincts of the dwelling. + +It is unnecessary to dwell at any great length on this part of the +morning's proceedings. She revealed nothing; and married Heddegan, as +she had given her word to do, on that appointed August day. + + +V + + +Mr Heddegan forgave the coldness of his bride's manner during and +after the wedding ceremony, full well aware that there had been +considerable reluctance on her part to acquiesce in this neighbourly +arrangement, and, as a philosopher of long standing, holding that +whatever Baptista's attitude now, the conditions would probably +be much the same six months hence as those which ruled among other +married couples. + +An absolutely unexpected shock was given to Baptista's listless mind +about an hour after the wedding service. They had nearly finished the +midday dinner when the now husband said to her father, 'We think of +starting about two. And the breeze being so fair we shall bring up +inside Pen-zephyr new pier about six at least.' + +'What--are we going to Pen-zephyr?' said Baptista. 'I don't know +anything of it.' + +'Didn't you tell her?' asked her father of Heddegan. + +It transpired that, owing to the delay in her arrival, this proposal +too, among other things, had in the hurry not been mentioned to +her, except some time ago as a general suggestion that they would go +somewhere. Heddegan had imagined that any trip would be pleasant, and +one to the mainland the pleasantest of all. + +She looked so distressed at the announcement that her husband +willingly offered to give it up, though he had not had a holiday off +the island for a whole year. Then she pondered on the inconvenience of +staying at Giant's Town, where all the inhabitants were bonded, by the +circumstances of their situation, into a sort of family party, which +permitted and encouraged on such occasions as these oral criticism +that was apt to disturb the equanimity of newly married girls, and +would especially worry Baptista in her strange situation. Hence, +unexpectedly, she agreed not to disorganize her husband's plans for +the wedding jaunt, and it was settled that, as originally intended, +they should proceed in a neighbour's sailing boat to the metropolis of +the district. + +In this way they arrived at Pen-zephyr without difficulty or mishap. +Bidding adieu to Jenkin and his man, who had sailed them over, they +strolled arm in arm off the pier, Baptista silent, cold, and obedient. +Heddegan had arranged to take her as far as Plymouth before their +return, but to go no further than where they had landed that day. +Their first business was to find an inn; and in this they had +unexpected difficulty, since for some reason or other--possibly the +fine weather--many of the nearest at hand were full of tourists and +commercial travellers. He led her on till he reached a tavern which, +though comparatively unpretending, stood in as attractive a spot as +any in the town; and this, somewhat to their surprise after their +previous experience, they found apparently empty. The considerate old +man, thinking that Baptista was educated to artistic notions, though +he himself was deficient in them, had decided that it was most +desirable to have, on such an occasion as the present, an apartment +with 'a good view' (the expression being one he had often heard in use +among tourists); and he therefore asked for a favourite room on +the first floor, from which a bow-window protruded, for the express +purpose of affording such an outlook. + +The landlady, after some hesitation, said she was sorry that +particular apartment was engaged; the next one, however, or any other +in the house, was unoccupied. + +'The gentleman who has the best one will give it up tomorrow, and then +you can change into it,' she added, as Mr Heddegan hesitated about +taking the adjoining and less commanding one. + +'We shall be gone tomorrow, and shan't want it,' he said. + +Wishing not to lose customers, the landlady earnestly continued that +since he was bent on having the best room, perhaps the other gentleman +would not object to move at once into the one they despised, since, +though nothing could be seen from the window, the room was equally +large. + +'Well, if he doesn't care for a view,' said Mr Heddegan, with the air +of a highly artistic man who did. + +'O no--I am sure he doesn't,' she said. 'I can promise that you shall +have the room you want. If you would not object to go for a walk for +half an hour, I could have it ready, and your things in it, and a nice +tea laid in the bow-window by the time you come back?' + +This proposal was deemed satisfactory by the fussy old tradesman, +and they went out. Baptista nervously conducted him in an opposite +direction to her walk of the former day in other company, showing on +her wan face, had he observed it, how much she was beginning to regret +her sacrificial step for mending matters that morning. + +She took advantage of a moment when her husband's back was turned to +inquire casually in a shop if anything had been heard of the gentleman +who was sucked down in the eddy while bathing. + +The shopman said, 'Yes, his body has been washed ashore,' and had just +handed Baptista a newspaper on which she discerned the heading, 'A +Schoolmaster drowned while bathing', when her husband turned to join +her. She might have pursued the subject without raising suspicion; +but it was more than flesh and blood could do, and completing a small +purchase almost ran out of the shop. + +'What is your terrible hurry, mee deer?' said Heddegan, hastening +after. + +'I don't know--I don't want to stay in shops,' she gasped. + +'And we won't,' he said. 'They are suffocating this weather. Let's go +back and have some tay!' + +They found the much desired apartment awaiting their entry. It was a +sort of combination bed and sitting-room, and the table was prettily +spread with high tea in the bow-window, a bunch of flowers in the +midst, and a best-parlour chair on each side. Here they shared the +meal by the ruddy light of the vanishing sun. But though the view +had been engaged, regardless of expense, exclusively for Baptista's +pleasure, she did not direct any keen attention out of the window. Her +gaze as often fell on the floor and walls of the room as elsewhere, +and on the table as much as on either, beholding nothing at all. + +But there was a change. Opposite her seat was the door, upon which +her eyes presently became riveted like those of a little bird upon a +snake. For, on a peg at the back of the door, there hung a hat; such +a hat--surely, from its peculiar make, the actual hat--that had been +worn by Charles. Conviction grew to certainty when she saw a +railway ticket sticking up from the band. Charles had put the ticket +there--she had noticed the act. + +Her teeth almost chattered; she murmured something incoherent. Her +husband jumped up and said, 'You are not well! What is it? What shall +I get 'ee?' + +'Smelling salts!' she said, quickly and desperately; 'at the chemist's +shop you were in just now.' + +He jumped up like the anxious old man that he was, caught up his own +hat from a back table, and without observing the other hastened out +and downstairs. + +Left alone she gazed and gazed at the back of the door, then +spasmodically rang the bell. An honest-looking country maid-servant +appeared in response. + +'A hat!' murmured Baptista, pointing with her finger. 'It does not +belong to us.' + +'O yes, I'll take it away,' said the young woman with some hurry 'It +belongs to the other gentleman.' + +She spoke with a certain awkwardness, and took the hat out of the +room. Baptista had recovered her outward composure. 'The other +gentleman?' she said. 'Where is the other gentleman?' + +'He's in the next room, ma'am. He removed out of this to oblige 'ee.' + +'How can you say so? I should hear him if he were there,' said +Baptista, sufficiently recovered to argue down an apparent untruth. + +'He's there,' said the girl, hardily. + +'Then it is strange that he makes no noise,' said Mrs Heddegan, +convicting the girl of falsity by a look. + +'He makes no noise; but it is not strange,' said the servant. + +All at once a dread took possession of the bride's heart, like a +cold hand laid thereon; for it flashed upon her that there was a +possibility of reconciling the girl's statement with her own knowledge +of facts. + +'Why does he make no noise?' she weakly said. + +The waiting-maid was silent, and looked at her questioner. 'If I tell +you, ma'am, you won't tell missis?' she whispered. + +Baptista promised. + +'Because he's a-lying dead!' said the girl. 'He's the schoolmaster +that was drowned yesterday.' + +'O!' said the bride, covering her eyes. 'Then he was in this room till +just now?' + +'Yes,' said the maid, thinking the young lady's agitation natural +enough. 'And I told missis that I thought she oughtn't to have done +it, because I don't hold it right to keep visitors so much in the +dark where death's concerned; but she said the gentleman didn't die +of anything infectious; she was a poor, honest, innkeeper's wife, she +says, who had to get her living by making hay while the sun sheened. +And owing to the drowned gentleman being brought here, she said, it +kept so many people away that we were empty, though all the other +houses were full. So when your good man set his mind upon the room, +and she would have lost good paying folk if he'd not had it, it wasn't +to be supposed, she said, that she'd let anything stand in the way. +Ye won't say that I've told ye, please, m'm? All the linen has been +changed, and as the inquest won't be till tomorrow, after you are +gone, she thought you wouldn't know a word of it, being strangers +here.' + +The returning footsteps of her husband broke off further narration. +Baptista waved her hand, for she could not speak. The waiting-maid +quickly withdrew, and Mr Heddegan entered with the smelling salts and +other nostrums. + +'Any better?' he questioned. + +'I don't like the hotel,' she exclaimed, almost simultaneously. 'I +can't bear it--it doesn't suit me!' + +'Is that all that's the matter?' he returned pettishly (this being the +first time of his showing such a mood). 'Upon my heart and life such +trifling is trying to any man's temper, Baptista! Sending me about +from here to yond, and then when I come back saying 'ee don't like +the place that I have sunk so much money and words to get for 'ee. 'Od +dang it all, 'tis enough to--But I won't say any more at present, mee +deer, though it is just too much to expect to turn out of the +house now. We shan't get another quiet place at this time of the +evening--every other inn in the town is bustling with rackety folk +of one sort and t'other, while here 'tis as quiet as the grave--the +country, I would say. So bide still, d'ye hear, and tomorrow we shall +be out of the town altogether--as early as you like.' + +The obstinacy of age had, in short, overmastered its complaisance, and +the young woman said no more. The simple course of telling him that +in the adjoining room lay a corpse which had lately occupied their +own might, it would have seemed, have been an effectual one without +further disclosure, but to allude to that subject, however it was +disguised, was more than Heddegan's young wife had strength for. +Horror broke her down. In the contingency one thing only presented +itself to her paralysed regard--that here she was doomed to abide, +in a hideous contiguity to the dead husband and the living, and her +conjecture did, in fact, bear itself out. That night she lay between +the two men she had married--Heddegan on the one hand, and on the +other through the partition against which the bed stood, Charles Stow. + + +VI + + +Kindly time had withdrawn the foregoing event three days from the +present of Baptista Heddegan. It was ten o'clock in the morning; she +had been ill, not in an ordinary or definite sense, but in a state of +cold stupefaction, from which it was difficult to arouse her so much +as to say a few sentences. When questioned she had replied that she +was pretty well. + +Their trip, as such, had been something of a failure. They had gone +on as far as Falmouth, but here he had given way to her entreaties +to return home. This they could not very well do without repassing +through Pen-zephyr, at which place they had now again arrived. + +In the train she had seen a weekly local paper, and read there a +paragraph detailing the inquest on Charles. It was added that the +funeral was to take place at his native town of Redrutin on Friday. + +After reading this she had shown no reluctance to enter the fatal +neighbourhood of the tragedy, only stipulating that they should +take their rest at a different lodging from the first; and now +comparatively braced up and calm--indeed a cooler creature altogether +than when last in the town, she said to David that she wanted to walk +out for a while, as they had plenty of time on their hands. + +'To a shop as usual, I suppose, mee deer?' + +'Partly for shopping,' she said. 'And it will be best for you, dear, +to stay in after trotting about so much, and have a good rest while I +am gone.' + +He assented; and Baptista sallied forth. As she had stated, her first +visit was made to a shop, a draper's. Without the exercise of much +choice she purchased a black bonnet and veil, also a black stuff gown; +a black mantle she already wore. These articles were made up into a +parcel which, in spite of the saleswoman's offers, her customer said +she would take with her. Bearing it on her arm she turned to the +railway, and at the station got a ticket for Redrutin. + +Thus it appeared that, on her recovery from the paralysed mood of the +former day, while she had resolved not to blast utterly the happiness +of her present husband by revealing the history of the departed +one, she had also determined to indulge a certain odd, inconsequent, +feminine sentiment of decency, to the small extent to which it could +do no harm to any person. At Redrutin she emerged from the railway +carnage in the black attire purchased at the shop, having during the +transit made the change in the empty compartment she had chosen. The +other clothes were now in the bandbox and parcel. Leaving these at the +cloak-room she proceeded onward, and after a wary survey reached the +side of a hill whence a view of the burial ground could be obtained. + +It was now a little before two o'clock. While Baptista waited a +funeral procession ascended the road. Baptista hastened across, and +by the time the procession entered the cemetery gates she had +unobtrusively joined it. + +In addition to the schoolmaster's own relatives (not a few), the +paragraph in the newspapers of his death by drowning had drawn +together many neighbours, acquaintances, and onlookers. + +Among them she passed unnoticed, and with a quiet step pursued the +winding path to the chapel, and afterwards thence to the grave. When +all was over, and the relatives and idlers had withdrawn, she stepped +to the edge of the chasm. From beneath her mantle she drew a little +bunch of forget-me-nots, and dropped them in upon the coffin. In a +few minutes she also turned and went away from the cemetery. By five +o'clock she was again in Pen-zephyr. + +'You have been a mortal long time!' said her husband, crossly. 'I +allowed you an hour at most, mee deer.' + +'It occupied me longer,' said she. + +'Well--I reckon it is wasting words to complain. Hang it, ye look so +tired and wisht that I can't find heart to say what I would!' + +'I am--weary and wisht, David; I am. We can get home tomorrow for +certain, I hope?' + +'We can. And please God we will!' said Mr Heddegan heartily, as if he +too were weary of his brief honeymoon. 'I must be into business again +on Monday morning at latest.' + +They left by the next morning steamer, and in the afternoon took up +their residence in their own house at Giant's Town. + +The hour that she reached the island it was as if a material weight +had been removed from Baptista's shoulders. Her husband attributed +the change to the influence of the local breezes after the hot-house +atmosphere of the mainland. However that might be, settled here, a few +doors from her mother's dwelling, she recovered in no very long time +much of her customary bearing, which was never very demonstrative. She +accepted her position calmly, and faintly smiled when her neighbours +learned to call her Mrs Heddegan, and said she seemed likely to become +the leader of fashion in Giant's Town. + +Her husband was a man who had made considerably more money by trade +than her father had done: and perhaps the greater profusion of +surroundings at her command than she had heretofore been mistress of, +was not without an effect upon her. One week, two weeks, three weeks +passed; and, being pre-eminently a young woman who allowed things to +drift, she did nothing whatever either to disclose or conceal +traces of her first marriage; or to learn if there existed +possibilities--which there undoubtedly did--by which that hasty +contract might become revealed to those about her at any unexpected +moment. + +While yet within the first month of her marriage, and on an evening +just before sunset, Baptista was standing within her garden adjoining +the house, when she saw passing along the road a personage clad in a +greasy black coat and battered tall hat, which, common enough in the +slums of a city, had an odd appearance in St Maria's. The tramp, as he +seemed to be, marked her at once--bonnetless and unwrapped as she was +her features were plainly recognizable--and with an air of friendly +surprise came and leant over the wall. + +'What! don't you know me?' said he. + +She had some dim recollection of his face, but said that she was not +acquainted with him. + +'Why, your witness to be sure, ma'am. Don't you mind the man that was +mending the church-window when you and your intended husband walked +up to be made one; and the clerk called me down from the ladder, and I +came and did my part by writing my name and occupation?' + +Baptista glanced quickly around; her husband was out of earshot. That +would have been of less importance but for the fact that the wedding +witnessed by this personage had not been the wedding with Mr. +Heddegan, but the one on the day previous. + +'I've had a misfortune since then, that's pulled me under,' continued +her friend. 'But don't let me damp yer wedded joy by naming the +particulars. Yes, I've seen changes since; though 'tis but a short +time ago--let me see, only a month next week, I think; for 'twere the +first or second day in August.' + +'Yes--that's when it was,' said another man, a sailor, who had come up +with a pipe in his mouth, and felt it necessary to join in (Baptista +having receded to escape further speech). 'For that was the first time +I set foot in Giant's Town; and her husband took her to him the same +day.' + +A dialogue then proceeded between the two men outside the wall, which +Baptista could not help hearing. + +'Ay, I signed the book that made her one flesh,' repeated the decayed +glazier. 'Where's her good-man?' + +'About the premises somewhere; but you don't see'em together much,' +replied the sailor in an undertone. 'You see, he's older than she.' + +'Older? I should never have thought it from my own observation,' said +the glazier. 'He was a remarkably handsome man.' + +'Handsome? Well, there he is--we can see for ourselves.' + +David Heddegan had, indeed, just shown himself at the upper end of the +garden; and the glazier, looking in bewilderment from the husband to +the wife, saw the latter turn pale. + +Now that decayed glazier was a far-seeing and cunning man--too +far-seeing and cunning to allow himself to thrive by simple and +straightforward means--and he held his peace, till he could read +more plainly the meaning of this riddle, merely added carelessly, +'Well--marriage do alter a man, 'tis true. I should never ha' knowed +him!' + +He then stared oddly at the disconcerted Baptista, and moving on to +where he could again address her, asked her to do him a good turn, +since he once had done the same for her. Understanding that he meant +money, she handed him some, at which he thanked her, and instantly +went away. + + +VII + + +She had escaped exposure on this occasion; but the incident had been +an awkward one, and should have suggested to Baptista that sooner or +later the secret must leak out. As it was, she suspected that at any +rate she had not heard the last of the glazier. + +In a day or two, when her husband had gone to the old town on the +other side of the island, there came a gentle tap at the door, and +the worthy witness of her first marriage made his appearance a second +time. + +'It took me hours to get to the bottom of the mystery--hours!' he said +with a gaze of deep confederacy which offended her pride very deeply. +'But thanks to a good intellect I've done it. Now, ma'am, I'm not a +man to tell tales, even when a tale would be so good as this. But I'm +going back to the mainland again, and a little assistance would be as +rain on thirsty ground.' + +'I helped you two days ago,' began Baptista. + +'Yes--but what was that, my good lady? Not enough to pay my passage +to Pen-zephyr. I came over on your account, for I thought there was a +mystery somewhere. Now I must go back on my own. Mind this--'twould +be very awkward for you if your old man were to know. He's a queer +temper, though he may be fond.' + +She knew as well as her visitor how awkward it would be; and the +hush-money she paid was heavy that day. She had, however, the +satisfaction of watching the man to the steamer, and seeing him +diminish out of sight. But Baptista perceived that the system into +which she had been led of purchasing silence thus was one fatal to her +peace of mind, particularly if it had to be continued. + +Hearing no more from the glazier she hoped the difficulty was past. +But another week only had gone by, when, as she was pacing the Giant's +Walk (the name given to the promenade), she met the same personage in +the company of a fat woman carrying a bundle. + +'This is the lady, my dear,' he said to his companion. 'This, ma'am, +is my wife. We've come to settle in the town for a time, if so be we +can find room.' + +'That you won't do,' said she. 'Nobody can live here who is not +privileged.' + +'I am privileged,' said the glazier, 'by my trade.' + +Baptista went on, but in the afternoon she received a visit from the +man's wife. This honest woman began to depict, in forcible colours, +the necessity for keeping up the concealment. + +'I will intercede with my husband, ma'am,' she said. 'He's a true man +if rightly managed; and I'll beg him to consider your position. 'Tis a +very nice house you've got here,' she added, glancing round, 'and well +worth a little sacrifice to keep it.' + +The unlucky Baptista staved off the danger on this third occasion as +she had done on the previous two. But she formed a resolve that, +if the attack were once more to be repeated she would face a +revelation--worse though that must now be than before she had +attempted to purchase silence by bribes. Her tormentors, never +believing her capable of acting upon such an intention, came again; +but she shut the door in their faces. They retreated, muttering +something; but she went to the back of the house, where David Heddegan +was. + +She looked at him, unconscious of all. The case was serious; she knew +that well; and all the more serious in that she liked him better now +than she had done at first. Yet, as she herself began to see, +the secret was one that was sure to disclose itself. Her name and +Charles's stood indelibly written in the registers; and though a month +only had passed as yet it was a wonder that his clandestine union +with her had not already been discovered by his friends. Thus spurring +herself to the inevitable, she spoke to Heddegan. + +'David, come indoors. I have something to tell you.' + +He hardly regarded her at first. She had discerned that during +the last week or two he had seemed preoccupied, as if some private +business harassed him. She repeated her request. He replied with a +sigh, 'Yes, certainly, mee deer.' + +When they had reached the sitting-room and shut the door she repeated, +faintly, 'David, I have something to tell you--a sort of tragedy I +have concealed. You will hate me for having so far deceived you; but +perhaps my telling you voluntarily will make you think a little better +of me than you would do otherwise.' + +'Tragedy?' he said, awakening to interest. 'Much you can know about +tragedies, mee deer, that have been in the world so short a time!' + +She saw that he suspected nothing, and it made her task the harder. +But on she went steadily. 'It is about something that happened before +we were married,' she said. + +'Indeed!' + +'Not a very long time before--a short time. And it is about a lover,' +she faltered. + +'I don't much mind that,' he said mildly. 'In truth, I was in hopes +'twas more.' + +'In hopes!' + +'Well, yes.' + +This screwed her up to the necessary effort. 'I met my old sweetheart. +He scorned me, chid me, dared me, and I went and married him. We were +coming straight here to tell you all what we had done; but he was +drowned; and I thought I would say nothing about him: and I married +you, David, for the sake of peace and quietness. I've tried to keep it +from you, but have found I cannot. There--that's the substance of it, +and you can never, never forgive me, I am sure!' + +She spoke desperately. But the old man, instead of turning black or +blue, or slaying her in his indignation, jumped up from his chair, and +began to caper around the room in quite an ecstatic emotion. + +'O, happy thing! How well it falls out!' he exclaimed, snapping his +fingers over his head. 'Ha-ha--the knot is cut--I see a way out of my +trouble--ha-ha!' + +She looked at him without uttering a sound, till, as he still +continued smiling joyfully, she said, 'O--what do you mean? Is it done +to torment me?' + +'No--no! O, mee deer, your story helps me out of the most heart-aching +quandary a poor man ever found himself in! You see, it is this--_I've_ +got a tragedy, too; and unless you had had one to tell, I could never +have seen my way to tell mine!' + +'What is yours--what is it?' she asked, with altogether a new view of +things. + +'Well--it is a bouncer; mine is a bouncer!' said he, looking on the +ground and wiping his eyes. + +'Not worse than mine?' + +'Well--that depends upon how you look at it. Yours had to do with the +past alone; and I don't mind it. You see, we've been married a month, +and it don't jar upon me as it would if we'd only been married a day +or two. Now mine refers to past, present, and future; so that--' + +'Past, present, and future!' she murmured. 'It never occurred to me +that you had a tragedy too.' + +'But I have!' he said, shaking his head. 'In fact, four.' + +'Then tell 'em!' cried the young woman. + +'I will--I will. But be considerate, I beg 'ee, mee deer. Well--I +wasn't a bachelor when I married 'ee, any more than you were a +spinster. Just as you was a widow-woman, I was a widow-man.' + +'Ah!' said she, with some surprise. 'But is that all?--then we are +nicely balanced,' she added, relieved. + +'No--it is not all. There's the point. I am not only a widower.' + +'O, David!' + +'I am a widower with four tragedies--that is to say, four +strapping girls--the eldest taller than you. Don't 'ee look so +struck--dumb-like! It fell out in this way. I knew the poor woman, +their mother, in Pen-zephyr for some years; and--to cut a long story +short--I privately married her at last, just before she died. I kept +the matter secret, but it is getting known among the people here by +degrees. I've long felt for the children--that it is my duty to have +them here, and do something for them. I have not had courage to break +it to 'ee, but I've seen lately that it would soon come to your ears, +and that hev worried me.' + +'Are they educated?' said the ex-schoolmistress. + +'No. I am sorry to say they have been much neglected; in truth, +they can hardly read. And so I thought that by marrying a young +schoolmistress I should get some one in the house who could teach 'em, +and bring 'em into genteel condition, all for nothing. You see, they +are growed up too tall to be sent to school.' + +'O, mercy!' she almost moaned. 'Four great girls to teach the +rudiments to, and have always in the house with me spelling over their +books; and I hate teaching, it kills me. I am bitterly punished--I am, +I am!' + +'You'll get used to 'em, mee deer, and the balance of secrets--mine +against yours--will comfort your heart with a sense of justice. I +could send for 'em this week very well--and I will! In faith, I +could send this very day. Baptista, you have relieved me of all my +difficulty!' + +Thus the interview ended, so far as this matter was concerned. +Baptista was too stupefied to say more, and when she went away to +her room she wept from very mortification at Mr Heddegan's duplicity. +Education, the one thing she abhorred; the shame of it to delude a +young wife so! + +The next meal came round. As they sat, Baptista would not suffer +her eyes to turn towards him. He did not attempt to intrude upon her +reserve, but every now and then looked under the table and chuckled +with satisfaction at the aspect of affairs. 'How very well matched we +be!' he said, comfortably. + +Next day, when the steamer came in, Baptista saw her husband rush +down to meet it; and soon after there appeared at her door four tall, +hipless, shoulderless girls, dwindling in height and size from the +eldest to the youngest, like a row of Pan pipes; at the head of them +standing Heddegan. He smiled pleasantly through the grey fringe of his +whiskers and beard, and turning to the girls said, 'Now come forrard, +and shake hands properly with your stepmother.' + +Thus she made their acquaintance, and he went out, leaving them +together. On examination the poor girls turned out to be not only +plain-looking, which she could have forgiven, but to have such +a lamentably meagre intellectual equipment as to be hopelessly +inadequate as companions. Even the eldest, almost her own age, could +only read with difficulty words of two syllables; and taste in dress +was beyond their comprehension. In the long vista of future years +she saw nothing but dreary drudgery at her detested old trade without +prospect of reward. + +She went about quite despairing during the next few days--an +unpromising, unfortunate mood for a woman who had not been married +six weeks. From her parents she concealed everything. They had been +amongst the few acquaintances of Heddegan who knew nothing of his +secret, and were indignant enough when they saw such a ready-made +household foisted upon their only child. But she would not support +them in their remonstrances. + +'No, you don't yet know all,' she said. + +Thus Baptista had sense enough to see the retributive fairness of +this issue. For some time, whenever conversation arose between her and +Heddegan, which was not often, she always said, 'I am miserable, and +you know it. Yet I don't wish things to be otherwise.' + +But one day when he asked, 'How do you like 'em now?' her answer was +unexpected. 'Much better than I did,' she said, quietly. 'I may like +them very much some day.' + +This was the beginning of a serener season for the chastened spirit of +Baptista Heddegan. She had, in truth, discovered, underneath the +crust of uncouthness and meagre articulation which was due to their +Troglodytean existence, that her unwelcomed daughters had natures that +were unselfish almost to sublimity. The harsh discipline accorded to +their young lives before their mother's wrong had been righted, had +operated less to crush them than to lift them above all personal +ambition. They considered the world and its contents in a purely +objective way, and their own lot seemed only to affect them as that of +certain human beings among the rest, whose troubles they knew rather +than suffered. + +This was such an entirely new way of regarding life to a woman of +Baptista's nature, that her attention, from being first arrested +by it, became deeply interested. By imperceptible pulses her heart +expanded in sympathy with theirs. The sentences of her tragi-comedy, +her life, confused till now, became clearer daily. That in humanity, +as exemplified by these girls, there was nothing to dislike, but +infinitely much to pity, she learnt with the lapse of each week in +their company. She grew to like the girls of unpromising exterior, and +from liking she got to love them; till they formed an unexpected point +of junction between her own and her husband's interests, generating a +sterling friendship at least, between a pair in whose existence there +had threatened to be neither friendship nor love. + + + + +_George Moore_ + +A FAITHFUL HEART + +(_The Speaker_, 16 April 1892) + + +Part I + + +It was a lovely morning, and Major Shepherd walked rapidly, his toes +turned well out, his shoulders set well back. Behind him floated the +summer foliage of Appleton Park--the family seat of the Shepherds--and +at the end of the smooth, white road lay the Major's destination--the +small town of Branbury. + +The Major was the medium height; his features were regular and cleanly +cut. He would have been a handsome man if his eyes had not been +two dark mud-coloured dots, set close together, wholly lacking in +expression. A long brown moustache swept picturesquely over bright, +smoothly shaven cheeks, and the ends of this ornament were beginning +to whiten. The Major was over forty. He carried under his arm a +brown-paper parcel (the Major was rarely seen without a brown-paper +parcel), and in it were things he could not possibly do without--his +diary and his letter-book. The brown-paper parcel contained likewise +a number of other papers; it contained the Major's notes for a book he +was writing on the principal county families in Buckinghamshire. The +Major had been collecting information for this book for many years, +and with it he hoped to make two or three hundred pounds--money which +he stood sorely in need of--and to advance his position in the county, +a position which, in his opinion, his father had done little to +maintain, and which, to his very deep regret, his sisters were now +doing their best to compromise. That very morning, while packing up +his brown-paper parcel, some quarter of an hour ago, he had had a +somewhat angry interview on this subject with his sisters. For he had +thought it his duty to reprove them for keeping company with certain +small London folk who had chosen to come to live in the neighbourhood. +Ethel had said that they were not going to give up their friends +because they were not good enough for him, and Maud had added +significantly that they were quite sure that their friends were quite +as good as the friend he was going to see in Branbury. The Major +turned on his heel and left the house. + +As he walked towards Branbury he asked himself if it were possible +that they knew anything about Charlotte Street; and as he approached +the town he looked round nervously, fearing lest some friend might +pop down upon him, and, after some hesitation, decided to take a long +detour so as to avoid passing by the house of some people he knew. As +he made his way through a bye-street his step quickened, and at the +corner of Charlotte Street he looked round to make sure he was not +followed. He then drew his keys from his pocket and let himself into a +small, mean-looking house. + +Major Shepherd might have spared himself the trouble of these +precautions; no one was minded to watch him, for everyone knew +perfectly well who lived in 27, Charlotte Street. It was common talk +that the tall, dark woman who lived in 27 was Mrs Charles Shepherd, +and that the little girl who ran by Mrs Shepherd's side on the rare +occasions when she was seen in the streets--for it was said that the +Major did not wish her to walk much about the town, lest she should +attract the attention of the curious, who might be tempted to make +inquiries--was the Major's little daughter, and it had been noticed +that this little girl went forth now and then, basket on her arm, to +do the marketing. It was said that Mrs Shepherd had been a servant +in some lodging-house where the Major had been staying; other +scandal-mongers declared that they knew for certain that the Major had +made his wife's acquaintance in the street. Rumour had never wandered +far from the truth. The Major had met his wife one night as he was +coming home from his club. They seemed to suit one another; he saw +her frequently for several months, and then, fearing to lose her, in +a sudden access of jealousy--he had some time before been bitterly +jilted--he proposed to marry her. The arrival of his parents, who +came up to town beseeching of him to do nothing rash, only served to +intensify his determination, and, losing his temper utterly, he told +his father and mother that he would never set his foot in Appleton +Park in their lifetime if they ever again ventured to pry into his +private affairs; and, refusing to give any information regarding his +intentions, he asked them to leave his lodgings. What he did after +they never knew; years went by, and they sighed and wondered, but the +matter was never alluded to in Appleton Park. + +But the Major had only £400 a year, and though he lived at Appleton +Park, never spending a penny more than was necessary, he could not +allow her more than £3 a week. He had so many expenses: his club, his +clothes, and all the incidental expenses he was put to in the grand +houses where he went to stay. By strict economy, however, Mrs Shepherd +managed to make two ends meet. Except when she was too ill and had to +call in a charwoman to help her with the heaviest part of the work, +she undertook the entire housework herself: when times were hardest, +she had even taken in a lodger, not thinking herself above cooking and +taking up his dinner. She had noticed that her economies endeared +her to the Major, and it was pleasant to please him. Hers was a +kind-hearted, simple nature, that misfortune had brought down in the +world; but, as is not uncommon with persons of weak character, she +possessed a clear, sensible mind which allowed her to see things +in their true lights, and without difficulty she recognized the +unalterable nature of her case. It mattered little whether the Major +acknowledged her or not, his family would never have anything to do +with her; the doors of Society were for ever closed against her. So +within a year of her marriage with the Major she was convinced that +her marriage had better be kept a secret; for, by helping to keep it +a secret, she could make substantial amends to the man who had married +her; by proclaiming it to the world, she would only alienate his +affection. She understood this very well, and in all docility and +obedience lent herself to the deception, accepting without complaint +a mean and clandestine existence. But she would not allow her little +girl to carry up a jug of hot water, and it was only rarely, when +prostrate with pain, that she allowed Nellie to take the basket and +run round to the butcher's and buy a bit of steak for their dinner. +The heiress of Appleton Park must be brought up free from all +degrading memory. But for herself she had no care. Appleton Park could +never be anything to her, even if she outlived the old people, which +was hardly probable. What would she, a poor invalid, do there? She did +not wish to compromise her husband's future, and still less the future +of her darling daughter. She could only hope that, when dead, her sins +would be forgiven her; and that this release might not be long delayed +she often prayed. The house was poor, and she was miserable, but any +place was good enough to suffer in. So she said when she rose and +dragged herself downstairs to do a little cooking; and the same +thought came to her when she lay all alone in the little parlour, +furnished with what a few pounds could buy--a paraffin-lamp, a round +table, a few chairs, an old and ill-padded mahogany armchair, in which +it was a torture to lie; not an ornament on the chimney-piece, not +a flower, not a book to while away the interminable hours. From +the barren little passage, covered with a bit of oil-cloth, all and +everything in 27 was meagre and unimaginative. The Major had impressed +his personality upon the house. Everything looked as if it had been +scraped. There was a time when Mrs Shepherd noticed the barrenness of +her life; but she had grown accustomed to it, and she waited for the +Major in the terrible armchair, glad when she heard his step, almost +happy when he sat by her and told her what was happening 'at home'. + +He took her hand and asked her how she was. 'You are looking very +tired, Alice.' + +'Yes, I'm a little tired. I have been working all the morning. I made +up my room, and then I went out to the butcher's and bought a piece of +steak. I have made you such a nice pudding for your lunch; I hope you +will like it.' + +'There's not much fear about my liking any beefsteak pudding you make, +dear; I never knew anyone who could make one like you. But you should +not tire yourself--and just as you are beginning to get better.' + +Mrs Shepherd smiled and pressed her husband's hand. The conversation +fell. At the end of a long silence Mrs Shepherd said: 'What has +happened to trouble you, dear? I know something has, I can see it by +your face.' + +Then the Major told how unpleasantly his sisters had answered him when +he had ventured to suggest that they saw far too much of their new +neighbours, who were merely common sort of Londoners, and never would +be received by the county. 'I'm sure that someone must have told them +of my visits here; I'm sure they suspect something ... Girls are very +sharp nowadays.' + +'I am sorry, but it is no fault of mine. I rarely leave the house, and +I never walk in the principal streets if I can possibly help it.' + +'I know, dear, I know that no one can be more careful than you; but +as people are beginning to smell a rat notwithstanding all our +precautions, I suppose there's nothing for it but to go back to +London.' + +'Oh, you don't think it will be necessary to go back to London, do +you? The place suits the child so well, and it is so nice to see you +almost every day; and it is such a comfort when you are not here to +know you are only a few miles away; and from the top of the hill the +trees of the park are visible, and whenever I feel well enough I walk +there and think of the time our Nellie will be the mistress of all +those broad acres.' + +'It is the fault of the busybodies,' he said; 'I cannot think what +pleasure people find in meddling in other people's affairs. I never +care what anyone else does. I have quite enough to do thinking of my +own.' + +Mrs Shepherd did not answer. 'I see,' he said, 'you don't like moving, +but if you remain here all the trouble we have taken not to get found +out these last ten years will go for nothing. There will be more worry +and vexations, and I really don't think I could bear much more; I +believe I should go off my head.' The little man spoke in a calm, even +voice, and stroked his silky moustache gravely. + +'Very well, then, my dear, I'll return to town as soon as you like--as +soon as it is convenient. I daresay you are right.' + +'I'm sure I am. You have never found me giving you wrong advice yet, +have you, dear?' + +Then they went down to the kitchen to eat the steak pudding; and when +the Major had finished his second helping he lit his pipe, and the +conversation turned on how they should get rid of their house, and +how much the furniture would fetch. When he had decided to sell the +furniture, and had fixed the day of their departure, Mrs Shepherd +said-- + +'There's one thing I have to ask you, dear, and I hope you won't +refuse my request. I should like to see Appleton Park before I leave. +I should like to go there with Nellie and see the house and the lands +that will one day belong to her.' + +'I don't know how it is to be managed. If you were to meet my mother +and sisters they would be sure to suspect something at once.' + +'No one will know who I am. I should like to walk about the grounds +for half an hour with the child. If I don't see Appleton now I never +shall see it.' + +The Major stroked his long, silky moustache with his short, crabbed +little hand. He remembered that he had heard the carriage ordered for +two o'clock--they were all going to a tennis-party some miles distant. +Under the circumstances she might walk about the grounds without being +noticed. He did not think any of the gardeners would question her, +and, if they did, he could trust her to give an evasive answer. And +then he would like her to see the place--just to know what she thought +of it. + +'Won't you say yes?' she said at last, her voice breaking the silence +sharply. + +'I was just thinking, dear: they have all gone to a tennis-party +today. There'll be no one at home.' + +'Well! why not today?' + +'Well; I was thinking I've been lucky enough to get hold of some very +interesting information about the Websters--about their ancestor Sir +Thomas, who distinguished himself in the Peninsular--and I wanted to +get it copied under the proper heading, but I daresay we can do that +another day. The only thing is, how are you to get there? You are not +equal to walking so far--' + +'I was thinking, dear, that I might take a fly. I know there is the +expense, but ...' + +'Yes; five or six shillings, at least. And where will you leave +the fly? At the lodge gate? The flyman would be sure to get into +conversation with the lodge-keeper or his wife. He'd tell them where +he came from, and--' + +'Supposing you were to get a two-wheeled trap and drive me yourself; +that would be nicer still.' + +'I'm so unlucky; someone would be sure to see me.' + +The Major puffed at his pipe in silence. Then he said, 'If you were +to put on a thick veil, and we were to get out of the town by this end +and make our way through the lanes--it would be a long way round; but +one hardly meets anyone that way, and the only danger would be going. +We should return in the dusk. I don't care how late you make it; my +people won't be home till nine or ten o'clock at night, perhaps later +still. There will be dancing, and they are sure to stay late.' + +Finally the matter was decided, and about four o'clock the Major went +to the livery stable to order the trap. Mrs Shepherd and Nellie joined +him soon after. Turning from the pony, whose nose he was stroking, he +said-- + +'I hope you have brought a thick shawl; it will be cold coming back in +the evening.' + +'Yes, dear, here it is, and another for Nellie. What do you think of +this veil?' + +'It will do very well. I do hope these stablemen won't talk; let's +go off at once.' The Major lifted in the child, tucked the rug about +them, and cried to the stableman to let go. He drove very nervously, +afraid at every moment lest the pony should bolt; and when the +animal's extreme docility assured him there was no such danger, he +looked round right and left, expecting at every moment some friend to +pounce down upon him. But the ways were empty, the breeze that came +across the fields was fresh and sweet, and they were all beginning to +enjoy themselves, when he suddenly espied a carriage following in his +wake. He whipped up the pony, and contrived to distance his imaginary +pursuer; and having succeeded, he praised his own driving, and at the +cross-roads he said: 'I dare not go any farther, but you can't miss +the lodge gate in that clump of trees--the first white gate you come +to. Don't ask any questions; it is ten to one you'll find the gate +open; walk straight through, and don't forget to go through the +beech-wood at the back of the house; the river runs right round the +hill. I want to know what you think of the view. But pray don't ask to +see the house; there's nothing to see; the housemaids would be sure +to talk, and describe you to my sisters. So now goodbye; hope you'll +enjoy yourself. I shall have just time to get to Hambrook and back; I +want to see my solicitor. You'll have seen everything in a couple of +hours, so in a couple of hours I shall be waiting for you here.' + + +Part II + + +It was as the Major said. The lodge-keepers asked no questions, and +they passed up the drive, through the silence of an overgrowth of +laurels and rhododendrons. Then the park opened before their +eyes. Nellie rolled on the short, crisp, worn grass, or chased the +dragonflies; the spreading trees enchanted her, and, looking at the +house--a grey stone building with steps, pillars, and pilasters, +hidden amid cedars and evergreen oaks--she said, 'I never saw anything +so beautiful; is that where the Major goes when he leaves us? Look at +the flowers, Mother, and the roses. May we not go in there--I don't +mean into the house? I heard the Major ask you not to go in for fear +we should meet the housemaids--but just past this railing, into +the garden? Here is the gate.' The child stood with her hand on the +wicket, waiting for reply: the mother stood as in a dream, looking +at the house, thinking vaguely of the pictures, the corridors, and +staircases, that lay behind the plate-glass windows. + +'Yes; go in, my child.' + +The gardens were in tumult of leaf and bloom, and the little girl ran +hither and thither, gathering single flowers, and then everything +that came under her hands, binding them together in bouquets--one +for mother, one for the Major, and one for herself. Mrs Shepherd only +smiled a little bitterly when Nellie came running to her with some new +and more splendid rose. She did not attempt to reprove the child. Why +should she? Everything here would one day be hers. Why then should +the present be denied them? And so did her thoughts run as she walked +across the sward following Nellie into the beech wood that clothed the +steep hillside. The pathway led by the ruins of some Danish military +earthworks, ancient hollows full of leaves and silence. Pigeons cooed +in the vast green foliage, and from time to time there came up from +the river the chiming sound of oars. Rustic seats were at pleasant +intervals, and, feeling a little tired, Mrs Shepherd sat down. She +could see the river's silver glinting through the branches, and, +beyond the river, the low-lying river lands, dotted with cattle and +horses grazing, dim already with blue evening vapours. In the warm +solitude of the wood the irreparable misfortune of her own life +pressed upon her: and in this hour of lassitude her loneliness seemed +more than she could bear. The Major was good and kind, but he knew +nothing of the weight of the burden he had laid upon her, and that +none should know was in this moment a greater weight than the burden +itself. Nellie was exploring the ancient hollows where Danes and +Saxons had once fought, and had ceased to call forth her discoveries +when Mrs Shepherd's bitter meditation was broken by the sudden sound +of a footstep. + +The intruder was a young lady. She was dressed in white, her pale gold +hair was in itself an aristocracy, and her narrow slippered feet were +dainty to look upon. 'Don't let me disturb you,' she said. 'This is my +favourite seat; but I pray you not to move, there is plenty of room.' +So amiable was she in voice and manner that Mrs Shepherd could not +but remain, although she had already recognized the girl as one of +the Major's sisters. Fearing to betray herself, greatly nervous, Mrs +Shepherd answered briefly Miss Shepherd's allusions to the beauty of +the view. At the end of a long silence Miss Shepherd said-- + +'I think you know my brother, Major Shepherd.' + +Mrs Shepherd hesitated, and then she said: 'No. I have never heard the +name.' + +'Are you sure? Of course, I may be mistaken; but--' + +Ethel made pause, and looked Mrs Shepherd straight in the face. +Smiling sadly, Mrs Shepherd said-- + +'Likenesses are so deceptive.' + +'Perhaps, but my memory is pretty good for faces.... It was two or +three months ago, we were going up to London, and I saw my brother get +into the train with a lady who looked like you. She really was very +like you.' + +Mrs Shepherd smiled and shook her head. + +'I do not know the lady my brother was with, but I've often thought I +should like to meet her.' + +'Perhaps your brother will introduce you.' + +'No, I don't think he will. She has come to live at Branbury, and now +people talk more then ever. They say that he is secretly married.' + +'And you believe it?' + +'I don't see why it shouldn't be true. My brother is a good fellow in +many ways, but, like all other men, he is selfish. He is just the man +who would keep his wife hidden away in a lonely little lodging rather +than admit that he had made a _mésalliance_. What I don't understand +is why she consents to be kept out of the way. Just fancy giving up +this beautiful place, these woods and fields, these gardens, that +house for, for--' + +'I suppose this woman gives up these things because she loves your +brother. Do you not understand self-sacrifice?' + +'Oh yes, if I loved a man.... But I think a woman is silly to allow a +man to cheat and fool her to the top of his bent.' + +'What does it matter if she is happy?' + +Ethel tossed her head. Then at the end of a long silence she said: +'Would you care to see the house?' + +'No, thank you, Miss; I must be getting on. Goodbye.' + +'You cannot get back that way, you must return through the +pleasure-grounds. I'll walk with you. A headache kept me at home this +afternoon. The others have gone to a tennis-party.... It is a pity I +was mistaken. I should like to meet the person my brother goes every +day to Branbury to see. I should like to talk with her. My brother +has, I'm afraid, persuaded her that we would not receive her. But this +is not true; we should only be too glad to receive her. I have heard +Father and Mother say so--not to Charles, they dare not speak to him +on the subject, but they have to me.' + +'Your brother must have some good reason for keeping his marriage +secret. This woman may have a past.' + +'Yes, they say that--but I should not care if I liked her, if I knew +her to be a good woman now.' + +To better keep the Major's secret, Mrs Shepherd had given up all +friends, all acquaintance. She had not known a woman-friend for years, +and the affinities of sex drew her to accept the sympathy with which +she was tempted. The reaction of ten years of self-denial surged up +within her, and she felt that she must speak, that her secret was +being dragged from her. Ethel's eyes were fixed upon her--in another +moment she would have spoken, but at that moment Nellie appeared +climbing up the steep bank. 'Is that your little girl? Oh, what a +pretty child!' Then raising her eyes from the child and looking the +mother straight in the face, Ethel said-- + +'She is like, she is strangely like, Charles.' + +Tears glistened in Mrs Shepherd's eyes, and then, no longer doubting +that Mrs Shepherd would break down and in a flow of tears tell the +whole story of her life, Ethel allowed a note of triumph to creep +into her voice, and before she could stop herself she said, 'And that +little girl is the heiress of Appleton Park.' + +Mrs Shepherd's face changed expression. + +'You are mistaken, Miss Shepherd,' she said; 'but if I ever meet your +brother I will tell him that you think my little girl like him.' + +Mrs Shepherd pursued her way slowly across the park, her long weary +figure showing upon the sunset, her black dress trailing on the crisp +grass. Often she was obliged to pause; the emotion and exercise of the +day had brought back pain, and her whole body thrilled with it. +Since the birth of her child she had lived in pain. But as she leaned +against the white gate, and looked back on the beautiful park never +to be seen by her again, knowledge of her sacrifice quickened within +her--the house and the park, and the manner and speech of the young +girl, combined to help her to a full appreciation of all she had +surrendered. She regretted nothing. However mean and obscure her life +had been, it had contained at least one noble moment. Nellie pursued +the dragonflies; Mrs Shepherd followed slowly, feeling like a victor +in a great battle. She had not broken her trust; she had kept her +promise intact; she would return to London tomorrow or next day, or at +the end of the week, whenever the Major wished. + +He was waiting for them at the corner of the lane, and Nellie was +already telling him all she thought of the house, the woods, the +flowers, and the lady who had sat down by Mother on the bench above +the river. The Major looked at his wife in doubt and fear; her smile, +however, reassured him. Soon after, Nellie fell asleep, and while +she dreamed of butterflies and flowers Mrs Shepherd told him what had +passed between her and his sister in the beechwood above the river. + +'You see, what I told you was right. Your appearance has been +described to them; they suspect something, and will never cease +worrying until they have found out everything. I'm not a bit +surprised. Ethel always was the more cunning and the more spiteful of +the two.' + +Mrs Shepherd did not tell him how nearly she had been betrayed into +confession. She felt that he would not understand her explanation of +the mood in which his sister had caught her. Men understand women so +little. To tell him would be merely to destroy his confidence in her. +As they drove through the twilight, with Nellie fast asleep between, +he spoke of her departure, which he had arranged for the end of the +week, and then, putting his arm round her waist, he said: 'You have +always been a good little woman to me.' + + + + +_Walter Besant_ + +THE SOLID GOLD REEF COMPANY, LIMITED + +(_In Deacon's Orders and Other Stories_, New York: Harper and Bros., +1895) + + +Act I + + +'You dear old boy,' said the girl, 'I am sure I wish it could be, with +all my heart, if I have any heart.' + +'I don't believe you have,' replied the boy gloomily. + +'Well, but, Reg, consider; you've got no money.' + +'I've got five thousand pounds. If a man can't make his way upon that +he must be a poor stick.' + +'You would go abroad with it and dig, and take your wife with you--to +wash and cook.' + +'We would do something with the money here. You should stay in London, +Rosie.' + +'Yes. In a suburban villa, at Shepherd's Bush, perhaps. No, Reg, when +I marry, if ever I do--I am in no hurry--I will step out of this room +into one exactly like it.' The room was a splendid drawing-room in +Palace Gardens, splendidly furnished. 'I shall have my footmen and my +carriage, and I shall--' + +'Rosie, give me the right to earn all these things for you!' the young +man cried impetuously. + +'You can only earn them for me by the time you have one foot in the +grave. Hadn't I better in the meantime marry some old gentleman with +his one foot in the grave, so as to be ready for you against the time +you come home? In two or three years the other foot, I dare say, would +slide into the grave as well.' + +'You laugh at my trouble. You feel nothing.' + +'If the pater would part, but he won't; he says he wants all his money +for himself, and that I've got to marry well. Besides, Reg'--here her +face clouded and she lowered her voice--'there are times when he looks +anxious. We didn't always live in Palace Gardens. Suppose we should +lose it all as quickly as we got it. Oh!' she shivered and trembled. +'No, I will never, never marry a poor man. Get rich, my dear boy, +and you may aspire even to the valuable possession of this heartless +hand.' + +She held it out. He took it, pressed it, stooped and kissed her. Then +he dropped her hand and walked quickly out of the room. + +'Poor Reggie!' she murmured. 'I wish--I wish--but what is the use of +wishing?' + + +Act II + + +Two men--one young, the other about fifty--sat in the veranda of a +small bungalow. It was after breakfast. They lay back in long bamboo +chairs, each with a cigar. It looked as if they were resting. In +reality they were talking business, and that very seriously. + +'Yes, sir,' said the elder man, with something of an American +accent, 'I have somehow taken a fancy to this place. The situation is +healthy.' + +'Well, I don't know; I've had more than one touch of fever here.' + +'The climate is lovely--' + +'Except in the rains.' + +'The soil is fertile--' + +'I've dropped five thousand in it, and they haven't come up again +yet.' + +'They will. I have been round the estate, and I see money in it. Well, +sir, here's my offer: five thousand down, hard cash, as soon as the +papers are signed.' + +Reginald sat up. He was on the point of accepting the proposal, when +a pony rode up to the house, and the rider, a native groom, jumped off +and gave him a note. He opened it and read. It was from his nearest +neighbour, two or three miles away: + + Don't sell that man your estate. Gold has been found. The + whole country is full of gold. Hold on. He's an assayer. If + he offers to buy, be quite sure that he has found gold on your + land. + + F.G. + +He put the note into his pocket, gave a verbal message to the boy, +and turned to his guest, without betraying the least astonisment or +emotion. + +'I beg your pardon. The note was from Bellamy, my next neighbour. +Well? You were saying--' + +'Only that I have taken a fancy--perhaps a foolish fancy--to this +place of yours, and I'll give you, if you like, all that you have +spent upon it.' + +'Well,' he replied reflectively, but with a little twinkle in his eye, +'that seems handsome. But the place isn't really worth the half that +I spent upon it. Anybody would tell you that. Come, let us be honest, +whatever we are. I'll tell you a better way. We will put the matter +into the hands of Bellamy. He knows what a coffee plantation is worth. +He shall name a price, and if we can agree upon that, we will make a +deal of it.' + +The other man changed colour. He wanted to settle the thing at once +as between gentlemen. What need of third parties? But Reginald stood +firm, and he presently rode away, quite sure that in a day or two this +planter, too, would have heard the news. + +A month later, the young coffee-planter stood on the deck of a steamer +homeward bound. In his pocket-book was a plan of his auriferous +estate; in a bag hanging round his neck was a small collection of +yellow nuggets; in his boxes was a chosen assortment of quartz. + + +Act III + + +'Well, sir,' said the financier, 'you've brought this thing to me. +You want my advice. Well, my advice is, don't fool away the only good +thing that will ever happen to you. Luck such as this doesn't come +more than once in a lifetime.' + +'I have been offered ten thousand pounds for my estate.' + +'Oh! Have you! Ten thousand? That was very liberal--very liberal +indeed. Ten thousand for a gold reef!' + +'But I thought as an old friend of my father you would, perhaps--' + +'Young man, don't fool it away. He's waiting for you, I suppose, round +the corner, with a bottle of fizz, ready to close.' + +'He is.' + +'Well, go and drink his champagne. Always get whatever you can. And +then tell him that you'll see him--' + +'I certainly will, sir, if you advise it. And then?' + +'And then--leave it to me. And, young man, I think I heard, a year or +two ago, something about you and my girl Rosie.' + +'There was something, sir. Not enough to trouble you about it.' + +'She told me. Rosie tells me all her love affairs.' + +'Is she--is she unmarried?' + +'Oh, yes! and for the moment I believe she is free. She has had one +or two engagements, but, somehow, they have come to nothing. There +was the French count, but that was knocked on the head very early in +consequence of things discovered. And there was the Boom in Guano, but +he fortunately smashed, much to Rosie's joy, because she never liked +him. The last was Lord Evergreen. He was a nice old chap when you +could understand what he said, and Rosie would have liked the title +very much, though his grandchildren opposed the thing. Well, sir, I +suppose you couldn't understand the trouble we took to keep that old +man alive for his own wedding. Science did all it could, but 'twas +of no use--' The financier sighed. 'The ways of Providence are +inscrutable. He died, sir, the day before.' + +'That was very sad.' + +'A dashing of the cup from the lip, sir. My daughter would have been a +countess. Well, young gentleman, about this estate of yours. I think +I see a way--I think, I am not yet sure--that I do see a way. Go now. +See this liberal gentleman, and drink his champagne. And come here +in a week. Then, if I still see my way, you shall understand what it +means to hold the position in the City which is mine.' + +'And--and--may I call upon Rosie!' + +'Not till this day week--not till I have made my way plain.' + + +Act IV + + +'And so it means this. Oh, Rosie, you look lovelier than ever, and I'm +as happy as a king. It means this. Your father is the greatest genius +in the world. He buys my property for sixty thousand pounds--sixty +thousand. That's over two thousand a year for me, and he makes a +company out of it with a hundred and fifty thousand capital. He says +that, taking ten thousand out of it for expenses, there will be +a profit of eighty thousand. And all that he gives to you--eighty +thousand, that's three thousand a year for you; and sixty thousand, +that's two more, my dearest Rosie. You remember what you said, that +when you married you should step out of one room like this into +another just as good?' + +'Oh, Reggie,' she sank upon his bosom--'you know I never could love +anybody but you. It's true I was engaged to old Lord Evergreen, but +that was only because he had one foot--you know--and when the other +foot went in too, just a day too soon, I actually laughed. So the +pater is going to make a company of it, is he? Well, I hope he won't +put any of his own money into it, I'm sure, because of late all the +companies have turned out so badly.' + +'But, my child, the place is full of gold.' + +'Then why did he turn it into a company, my dear boy? And why didn't +he make you stick to it? But you know nothing of the City. Now, let us +sit down and talk about what we shall do--don't, you ridiculous boy!' + + +Act V + + +Another house just like the first. The bride stepped out of one palace +into another. With their five or six thousand a year, the young couple +could just manage to make both ends meet. The husband was devoted; +the wife had everything that she could wish. Who could be happier than +this pair in a nest so luxurious, their life so padded, their days so +full of sunshine? + +It was a year after marriage. The wife, contrary to her usual +custom, was the first at breakfast. A few letters were waiting for +her--chiefly invitations. She opened and read them. Among them lay one +addressed to her husband. Not looking at the address, she opened and +read that as well: + + Dear Reginald: + + I venture to address you as an old friend of your own and + school-fellow of your mother's. I am a widow with four + children. My husband was the vicar of your old parish--you + remember him and me. I was left with a little income of about + two hundred a year. Twelve months ago I was persuaded in order + to double my income--a thing which seemed certain from the + prospectus--to invest everything in a new and rich gold + mine. Everything. And the mine has never paid anything. The + company--it is called the Solid Gold Reef Company, is in + liquidation because, though there is really the gold there, it + costs too much to get it. I have no relatives anywhere to help + me. Unless I can get assistance my children and I must go at + once--tomorrow--into the workhouse. Yes, we are paupers. I + am ruined by the cruel lies of that prospectus, and the + wickedness which deluded me, and I know not how many others, + out of my money. I have been foolish, and am punished; but + those people, who will punish them? Help me, if you can, my + dear Reginald. Oh! for _GOD'S_ sake, help my children and me. + Help your mother's friend, your own old friend. + +'This,' said Rosie meditatively, 'is exactly the kind of thing to make +Reggie uncomfortable. Why, it might make him unhappy all day. Better +burn it.' She dropped the letter into the fire. 'He's an impulsive, +emotional nature, and he doesn't understand the City. If people are so +foolish--What a lot of fibs the poor old pater does tell, to be sure! +He's a regular novelist--Oh! here you are, you lazy boy!' + +'Kiss me, Rosie.' He looked as handsome as Apollo, and as cheerful. +'I wish all the world were as happy as you and me. Heigho! some poor +devils, I'm afraid--' + +'Tea or coffee, Reg?' + + + + +_Henry James_ + +THE TREE OF KNOWLEDGE + +(_The Soft Side_, London: Methuen and Co., 1900) + + +I + + +It was one of the secret opinions, such as we all have, of Peter +Brench that his main success in life would have consisted in his never +having committed himself about the work, as it was called, of his +friend Morgan Mallow. This was a subject on which it was, to the +best of his belief, impossible with veracity to quote him, and it was +nowhere on record that he had, in the connexion, on any occasion and +in any embarrassment, either lied or spoken the truth. Such a triumph +had its honour even for a man of other triumphs--a man who had reached +fifty, who had escaped marriage, who had lived within his means, who +had been in love with Mrs Mallow for years without breathing it, and +who, last but not least, had judged himself once for all. He had so +judged himself in fact that he felt an extreme and general humility +to be his proper portion; yet there was nothing that made him think +so well of his parts as the course he had steered so often through the +shallows just mentioned. It became thus a real wonder that the friends +in whom he had most confidence were just those with whom he had +most reserves. He couldn't tell Mrs Mallow--or at least he supposed, +excellent man, he couldn't--that she was the one beautiful reason he +had never married; any more than he could tell her husband that the +sight of the multiplied marbles in that gentleman's studio was an +affliction of which even time had never blunted the edge. His victory, +however, as I have intimated, in regard to these productions, was not +simply in his not having let it out that he deplored them; it was, +remarkably, in his not having kept it in by anything else. + +The whole situation, among these good people, was verily a marvel, and +there was probably not such another for a long way from the spot that +engages us--the point at which the soft declivity of Hampstead began +at that time to confess in broken accents to Saint John's Wood. +He despised Mallow's statues and adored Mallow's wife, and yet was +distinctly fond of Mallow, to whom, in turn, he was equally dear. Mrs +Mallow rejoiced in the statues--though she preferred, when pressed, +the busts; and if she was visibly attached to Peter Brench it was +because of his affection for Morgan. Each loved the other moreover for +the love borne in each case to Lancelot, whom the Mallows respectively +cherished as their only child and whom the friend of their fireside +identified as the third--but decidedly the handsomest--of his godsons. +Already in the old years it had come to that--that no one, for such +a relation, could possibly have occurred to any of them, even to the +baby itself, but Peter. There was luckily a certain independence, of +the pecuniary sort, all round: the Master could never otherwise have +spent his solemn _Wanderjahre_ in Florence and Rome, and continued +by the Thames as well as by the Arno and the Tiber to add unpurchased +group to group and model, for what was too apt to prove in the +event mere love, fancy-heads of celebrities either too busy or too +buried--too much of the age or too little of it--to sit. Neither could +Peter, lounging in almost daily, have found time to keep the whole +complicated tradition so alive by his presence. He was massive but +mild, the depositary of these mysteries--large and loose and ruddy and +curly, with deep tones, deep eyes, deep pockets, to say nothing of +the habit of long pipes, soft hats and brownish greyish weather-faded +clothes, apparently always the same. + +He had 'written', it was known, but had never spoken, never spoken +in particular of that; and he had the air (since, as was believed, +he continued to write) of keeping it up in order to have something +more--as if he hadn't at the worst enough--to be silent about. +Whatever his air, at any rate, Peter's occasional unmentioned prose +and verse were quite truly the result of an impulse to maintain +the purity of his taste by establishing still more firmly the right +relation of fame to feebleness. The little green door of his domain +was in a garden-wall on which the discoloured stucco made patches, +and in the small detached villa behind it everything was old, the +furniture, the servants, the books, the prints, the immemorial habits +and the new improvements. The Mallows, at Carrara Lodge, were within +ten minutes, and the studio there was on their little land, to which +they had added, in their happy faith, for building it. This was the +good fortune, if it was not the ill, of her having brought him in +marriage a portion that put them in a manner at their ease and enabled +them thus, on their side, to keep it up. And they did keep it up--they +always had--the infatuated sculptor and his wife, for whom nature +had refined on the impossible by relieving them of the sense of the +difficult. Morgan had at all events everything of the sculptor but +the spirit of Phidias--the brown velvet, the becoming _beretto_, the +'plastic' presence, the fine fingers, the beautiful accent in Italian +and the old Italian factotum. He seemed to make up for everything when +he addressed Egidio with the 'tu' and waved him to turn one of the +rotary pedestals of which the place was full. They were tremendous +Italians at Carrara Lodge, and the secret of the part played by this +fact in Peter's life was in a large degree that it gave him, sturdy +Briton as he was, just the amount of 'going abroad' he could bear. The +Mallows were all his Italy, but it was in a measure for Italy he liked +them. His one worry was that Lance--to which they had shortened his +godson--was, in spite of a public school, perhaps a shade too Italian. +Morgan meanwhile looked like somebody's flattering idea of somebody's +own person as expressed in the great room provided at the Uffizi +Museum for the general illustration of that idea by eminent hands. The +Master's sole regret that he hadn't been born rather to the brush than +to the chisel sprang from his wish that he might have contributed to +that collection. + +It appeared with time at any rate to be to the brush that Lance had +been born; for Mrs Mallow, one day when the boy was turning twenty, +broke it to their friend, who shared, to the last delicate morsel, +their problems and pains, that it seemed as if nothing would really do +but that he should embrace the career. It had been impossible longer +to remain blind to the fact that he was gaining no glory at Cambridge, +where Brench's own college had for a year tempered its tone to him as +for Brench's own sake. Therefore why renew the vain form of preparing +him for the impossible? The impossible--it had become clear--was that +he should be anything but an artist. + +'Oh dear, dear!' said poor Peter. + +'Don't you believe in it?' asked Mrs Mallow, who still, at more than +forty, had her violet velvet eyes, her creamy satin skin and her +silken chestnut hair. + +'Believe in what?' + +'Why in Lance's passion.' + +'I don't know what you mean by "believing in it". I've never been +unaware, certainly, of his disposition, from his earliest time, to +daub and draw; but I confess I've hoped it would burn out.' + +'But why should it,' she sweetly smiled, 'with his wonderful heredity? +Passion is passion--though of course indeed _you_, dear Peter, know +nothing of that. Has the Master's ever burned out?' + +Peter looked off a little and, in his familiar formless way, kept up +for a moment, a sound between a smothered whistle and a subdued hum. +'Do you think he's going to be another Master?' + +She seemed scarce prepared to go that length, yet she had on the whole +a marvellous trust. 'I know what you mean by that. Will it be a career +to incur the jealousies and provoke the machinations that have been +at times almost too much for his father? Well--say it may be, since +nothing but clap-trap, in these dreadful days, _can_, it would seem, +make its way, and since, with the curse of refinement and distinction, +one may easily find one's self begging one's bread. Put it at the +worst--say he _has_ the misfortune to wing his flight further than the +vulgar taste of his stupid countrymen can follow. Think, all the same, +of the happiness--the same the Master has had. He'll _know_.' + +Peter looked rueful. 'Ah but _what_ will he know?' + +'Quiet joy!' cried Mrs Mallow, quite impatient and turning away. + + +II + + +He had of course before long to meet the boy himself on it and to hear +that practically everything was settled. Lance was not to go up again, +but to go instead to Paris where, since the die was cast, he would +find the best advantages. Peter had always felt he must be taken as +he was, but had never perhaps found him so much of that pattern as on +this occasion. 'You chuck Cambridge then altogether? Doesn't that seem +rather a pity?' + +Lance would have been like his father, to his friend's sense, had he +had less humour, and like his mother had he had more beauty. Yet it +was a good middle way for Peter that, in the modern manner, he was, +to the eye, rather the young stock-broker than the young artist. The +youth reasoned that it was a question of time--there was such a mill +to go through, such an awful lot to learn. He had talked with fellows +and had judged. 'One has got, today,' he said, 'don't you see? to +know.' + +His interlocutor, at this, gave a groan. 'Oh hang it, _don't_ know!' + +Lance wondered. '"Don't"? Then what's the use--?' + +'The use of what?' + +'Why of anything. Don't you think I've talent?' + +Peter smoked away for a little in silence; then went on: 'It isn't +knowledge, it's ignorance that--as we've been beautifully told--is +bliss.' + +'Don't you think I've talent?' Lance repeated. + +Peter, with his trick of queer kind demonstrations, passed his arm +round his godson and held him a moment. 'How do I know?' + +'Oh,' said the boy, 'if it's your own ignorance you're defending--!' + +Again, for a pause, on the sofa, his godfather smoked. 'It isn't. I've +the misfortune to be omniscient.' + +'Oh well,' Lance laughed again, 'if you know _too_ much--!' + +'That's what I do, and it's why I'm so wretched.' + +Lance's gaiety grew. 'Wretched? Come, I say!' + +'But I forgot,' his companion went on--'you're not to know about that. +It would indeed for you too make the too much. Only I'll tell you what +I'll do.' And Peter got up from the sofa. 'If you'll go up again I'll +pay your way at Cambridge.' + +Lance stared, a little rueful in spite of being still more amused. 'Oh +Peter! You disapprove so of Paris?' + +'Well, I'm afraid of it.' + +'Ah I see!' + +'No, you don't see--yet. But you will--that is you would. And you +mustn't.' + +The young man thought more gravely. 'But one's innocence, already--!' + +'Is considerably damaged? Ah that won't matter,' Peter +persisted--'we'll patch it up here.' + +'Here? Then you want me to stay at home?' + +Peter almost confessed to it. 'Well, we're so right--we four +together--just as we are. We're so safe. Come, don't spoil it.' + +The boy, who had turned to gravity, turned from this, on the real +pressure of his friend's tone, to consternation. 'Then what's a fellow +to be?' + +'My particular care. Come, old man'--and Peter now fairly +pleaded--'_I'll_ look out for you.' + +Lance, who had remained on the sofa with his legs out and his hands in +his pockets, watched him with eyes that showed suspicion. Then he got +up. 'You think there's something the matter with me--that I can't make +a success.' + +'Well, what do you call a success?' + +Lance thought again. 'Why the best sort, I suppose, is to please one's +self. Isn't that the sort that, in spite of cabals and things, is--in +his own peculiar line--the Master's?' + +There were so much too many things in this question to be answered +at once that they practically checked the discussion, which became +particularly difficult in the light of such renewed proof that, though +the young man's innocence might, in the course of his studies, as +he contended, somewhat have shrunken, the finer essence of it still +remained. That was indeed exactly what Peter had assumed and what +above all he desired; yet perversely enough it gave him a chill. The +boy believed in the cabals and things, believed in the peculiar line, +believed, to be brief, in the Master. What happened a month or two +later wasn't that he went up again at the expense of his godfather, +but that a fortnight after he had got settled in Paris this personage +sent him fifty pounds. + +He had meanwhile at home, this personage, made up his mind to the +worst; and what that might be had never yet grown quite so vivid to +him as when, on his presenting himself one Sunday night, as he never +failed to do, for supper, the mistress of Carrara Lodge met him +with an appeal as to--of all things in the world--the wealth of the +Canadians. She was earnest, she was even excited. 'Are many of them +_really_ rich?' + +He had to confess he knew nothing about them, but he often thought +afterwards of that evening. The room in which they sat was adorned +with sundry specimens of the Master's genius, which had the merit of +being, as Mrs Mallow herself frequently suggested, of an unusually +convenient size. They were indeed of dimensions not customary in the +products of the chisel, and they had the singularity that, if the +objects and features intended to be small looked too large, the +objects and features intended to be large looked too small. The +Master's idea, either in respect to this matter or to any other, had +in almost any case, even after years, remained undiscoverable to +Peter Brench. The creations that so failed to reveal it stood about on +pedestals and brackets, on tables and shelves, a little staring white +population, heroic, idyllic, allegoric, mythic, symbolic, in which +'scale' had so strayed and lost itself that the public square and the +chimney-piece seemed to have changed places, the monumental being all +diminutive and the diminutive all monumental; branches at any rate, +markedly, of a family in which stature was rather oddly irrespective +of function, age and sex. They formed, like the Mallows themselves, +poor Brench's own family--having at least to such a degree the note of +familiarity. The occasion was one of those he had long ago learnt to +know and to name--short flickers of the faint flame, soft gusts of a +kinder air. Twice a year regularly the Master believed in his fortune, +in addition to believing all the year round in his genius. This time +it was to be made by a bereaved couple from Toronto, who had given him +the handsomest order for a tomb to three lost children, each of +whom they desired to see, in the composition, emblematically and +characteristically represented. + +Such was naturally the moral of Mrs Mallow's question: if their wealth +was to be assumed, it was clear, from the nature of their admiration, +as well as from mysterious hints thrown out (they were a little +odd!) as to other possibilities of the same mortuary sort, what their +further patronage might be; and not less evident that should the +Master become at all known in those climes nothing would be more +inevitable than a run of Canadian custom. Peter had been present +before at runs of custom, colonial and domestic--present at each of +those of which the aggregation had left so few gaps in the marble +company round him; but it was his habit never at these junctures to +prick the bubble in advance. The fond illusion, while it lasted, eased +the wound of elections never won, the long ache of medals and diplomas +carried off, on every chance, by everyone but the Master; it moreover +lighted the lamp that would glimmer through the next eclipse. They +lived, however, after all--as it was always beautiful to see--at a +height scarce susceptible of ups and downs. They strained a point at +times charmingly, strained it to admit that the public was here and +there not too bad to buy; but they would have been nowhere without +their attitude that the Master was always too good to sell. They were +at all events deliciously formed, Peter often said to himself, for +their fate; the Master had a vanity, his wife had a loyalty, of which +success, depriving these things of innocence, would have diminished +the merit and the grace. Anyone could be charming under a charm, +and as he looked about him at a world of prosperity more void of +proportion even than the Master's museum he wondered if he knew +another pair that so completely escaped vulgarity. + +'What a pity Lance isn't with us to rejoice!' Mrs Mallow on this +occasion sighed at supper. + +'We'll drink to the health of the absent,' her husband replied, +filling his friend's glass and his own and giving a drop to their +companion; 'but we must hope he's preparing himself for a happiness +much less like this of ours this evening--excusable as I grant it to +be!--than like the comfort we have always (whatever has happened or +has not happened) been able to trust ourselves to enjoy. The comfort,' +the Master explained, leaning back in the pleasant lamplight and +firelight, holding up his glass and looking round at his marble +family, quartered more or less, a monstrous brood, in every room--'the +comfort of art in itself!' + +Peter looked a little shyly at his wine. 'Well--I don't care what you +may call it when a fellow doesn't--but Lance must learn to _sell_, you +know. I drink to his acquisition of the secret of a base popularity!' + +'Oh yes, _he_ must sell,' the boy's mother, who was still more, +however, this seemed to give out, the Master's wife, rather artlessly +allowed. + +'Ah,' the sculptor after a moment confidently pronounced, 'Lance +_will_. Don't be afraid. He'll have learnt.' + +'Which is exactly what Peter,' Mrs Mallow gaily returned--'why in the +world were you so perverse, Peter?--wouldn't, when he told him, hear +of.' + +Peter, when this lady looked at him with accusatory affection--a grace +on her part not infrequent--could never find a word; but the Master, +who was always all amenity and tact, helped him out now as he had +often helped him before. 'That's his old idea, you know--on which +we've so often differed: his theory that the artist should be all +impulse and instinct. _I_ go in of course for a certain amount of +school. Not too much--but a due proportion. There's where his protest +came in,' he continued to explain to his wife, 'as against what +_might_, don't you see? be in question for Lance.' + +'Ah well'--and Mrs Mallow turned the violet eyes across the table +at the subject of this discourse--'he's sure to have meant of course +nothing but good. Only that wouldn't have prevented him, if Lance +_had_ taken his advice, from being in effect horribly cruel.' + +They had a sociable way of talking of him to his face as if he had +been in the clay or--at most--in the plaster, and the Master was +unfailingly generous. He might have been waving Egidio to make him +revolve. 'Ah but poor Peter wasn't so wrong as to what it may after +all come to that he _will_ learn.' + +'Oh but nothing artistically bad,' she urged--still, for poor Peter, +arch and dewy. + +'Why just the little French tricks,' said the Master: on which their +friend had to pretend to admit, when pressed by Mrs Mallow, that these +æsthetic vices had been the objects of his dread. + + +III + + +'I know now,' Lance said to him the next year, 'why you were so much +against it.' He had come back supposedly for a mere interval and was +looking about him at Carrara Lodge, where indeed he had already on two +or three occasions since his expatriation briefly reappeared. This had +the air of a longer holiday. 'Something rather awful has happened to +me. It _isn't_ so very good to know.' + +'I'm bound to say high spirits don't show in your face,' Peter was +rather ruefully forced to confess. 'Still, are you very sure you do +know?' + +'Well, I at least know about as much as I can bear.' These remarks +were exchanged in Peter's den, and the young man, smoking cigarettes, +stood before the fire with his back against the mantel. Something of +his bloom seemed really to have left him. + +Poor Peter wondered. 'You're clear then as to what in particular I +wanted you not to go for?' + +'In particular?' Lance thought. 'It seems to me that in particular +there can have been only one thing.' + +They stood for a little sounding each other. 'Are you quite sure?' + +'Quite sure I'm a beastly duffer? Quite--by this time.' + +'Oh!'--and Peter turned away as if almost with relief. + +'It's _that_ that isn't pleasant to find out.' + +'Oh I don't care for "that",' said Peter, presently coming round +again. 'I mean I personally don't.' + +'Yet I hope you can understand a little that I myself should!' + +'Well, what do you mean by it?' Peter sceptically asked. + +And on this Lance had to explain--how the upshot of his studies in +Paris had inexorably proved a mere deep doubt of his means. These +studies had so waked him up that a new light was in his eyes; but what +the new light did was really to show him too much. 'Do you know what's +the matter with me? I'm too horribly intelligent. Paris was really the +last place for me. I've learnt what I can't do.' + +Poor Peter stared--it was a staggerer; but even after they had had, on +the subject, a longish talk in which the boy brought out to the full +the hard truth of his lesson, his friend betrayed less pleasure than +usually breaks into a face to the happy tune of 'I told you so!' Poor +Peter himself made now indeed so little a point of having told him so +that Lance broke ground in a different place a day or two after. 'What +was it then that--before I went--you were afraid I should find out?' +This, however, Peter refused to tell him--on the ground that if +he hadn't yet guessed perhaps he never would, and that in any case +nothing at all for either of them was to be gained by giving the thing +a name. Lance eyed him on this an instant with the bold curiosity of +youth--with the air indeed of having in his mind two or three names, +of which one or other would be right. Peter nevertheless, turning his +back again, offered no encouragement, and when they parted afresh it +was with some show of impatience on the side of the boy. Accordingly +on their next encounter Peter saw at a glance that he had now, in the +interval, divined and that, to sound his note, he was only waiting +till they should find themselves alone. This he had soon arranged +and he then broke straight out. 'Do you know your conundrum has been +keeping me awake? But in the watches of the night the answer came +over me--so that, upon my honour, I quite laughed out. Had you been +supposing I had to go to Paris to learn _that_? Even now, to see him +still so sublimely on his guard, Peter's young friend had to laugh +afresh. 'You won't give a sign till you're sure? Beautiful old Peter!' +But Lance at last produced it. 'Why, hang it, the truth about the +Master.' + +It made between them for some minutes a lively passage, full of +wonder for each at the wonder of the other. 'Then how long have you +understood--' + +'The true value of his work? I understood it,' Lance recalled, 'as +soon as I began to understand anything. But I didn't begin fully to do +that, I admit, till I got _là-bas_.' + +'Dear, dear!'--Peter gasped with retrospective dread. + +'But for what have you taken me? I'm a hopeless muff--that I _had_ +to have rubbed in. But I'm not such a muff as the Master!' Lance +declared. + +'Then why did you never tell me--?' + +'That I hadn't, after all'--the boy took him up--'remained such an +idiot? Just because I never dreamed _you_ knew. But I beg your pardon. +I only wanted to spare you. And what I don't now understand is how the +deuce then for so long you've managed to keep bottled.' + +Peter produced his explanation, but only after some delay and with a +gravity not void of embarrassment. 'It was for your mother.' + +'Oh!' said Lance. + +'And that's the great thing now--since the murder _is_ out. I want +a promise from you. I mean'--and Peter almost feverishly followed it +up--'a vow from you, solemn and such as you owe me here on the spot, +that you'll sacrifice anything rather than let her ever guess--' + +'That _I've_ guessed?'--Lance took it in. 'I see.' He evidently after +a moment had taken in much. 'But what is it you've in mind that I may +have a chance to sacrifice?' + +'Oh one has always something.' + +Lance looked at him hard. 'Do you mean that _you've_ had--?' The look +he received back, however, so put the question by that he found soon +enough another. 'Are you really sure my mother doesn't know?' + +Peter, after renewed reflexion, was really sure. 'If she does she's +too wonderful.' + +'But aren't we all too wonderful?' + +'Yes,' Peter granted--'but in different ways. The thing's so +desperately important because your father's little public consists +only, as you know then,' Peter developed--'well, of how many?' + +'First of all,' the Master's son risked, 'of himself. And last of all +too. I don't quite see of whom else.' + +Peter had an approach to impatience. 'Of your mother, I +say--_always_.' + +Lance cast it all up. 'You absolutely feel that?' + +'Absolutely.' + +'Well then with yourself that makes three.' + +'Oh _me_!'--and Peter, with a wag of his kind old head, modestly +excused himself. The number's at any rate small enough for any +individual dropping out to be too dreadfully missed. Therefore, to put +it in a nutshell, take care, my boy--that's all--that _you're_ not!' + +'_I've_ got to keep on humbugging?' Lance wailed. + +'It's just to warn you of the danger of your failing of that that I've +seized this opportunity.' + +'And what do you regard in particular,' the young man asked, 'as the +danger?' + +'Why this certainty: that the moment your mother, who feels so +strongly, should suspect your secret--well,' said Peter desperately, +'the fat would be on the fire.' + +Lance for a moment seemed to stare at the blaze. 'She'd throw me +over?' + +'She'd throw _him_ over.' + +'And come round to us?' + +Peter, before he answered, turned away. 'Come round to _you_.' But +he had said enough to indicate--and, as he evidently trusted, to +avert--the horrid contingency. + + +IV + + +Within six months again, none the less, his fear was on more occasions +than one all before him. Lance had returned to Paris for another +trial; then had reappeared at home and had had, with his father, for +the first time in his life, one of the scenes that strike sparks. He +described it with much expression to Peter, touching whom (since they +had never done so before) it was the sign of a new reserve on the part +of the pair at Carrara Lodge that they at present failed, on a matter +of intimate interest, to open themselves--if not in joy then in +sorrow--to their good friend. This produced perhaps practically +between the parties a shade of alienation and a slight intermission +of commerce--marked mainly indeed by the fact that to talk at his ease +with his old playmate Lance had in general to come to see him. The +closest if not quite the gayest relation they had yet known together +was thus ushered in. The difficulty for poor Lance was a tension at +home--begotten by the fact that his father wished him to be at +least the sort of success he himself had been. He hadn't 'chucked' +Paris--though nothing appeared more vivid to him than that Paris had +chucked him: he would go back again because of the fascination in +trying, in seeing, in sounding the depths--in learning one's lesson, +briefly, even if the lesson were simply that of one's impotence in the +presence of one's larger vision. But what did the Master, all aloft +in his senseless fluency, know of impotence, and what vision--to be +called such--had he in all his blind life ever had? Lance, heated and +indignant, frankly appealed to his godparent on this score. + +His father, it appeared, had come down on him for having, after +so long, nothing to show, and hoped that on his next return this +deficiency would be repaired. _The_ thing, the Master complacently set +forth was--for any artist, however inferior to himself--at least +to 'do' something. 'What can you do? That's all I ask!' _He_ had +certainly done enough, and there was no mistake about what he had to +show. Lance had tears in his eyes when it came thus to letting his old +friend know how great the strain might be on the 'sacrifice' asked +of him. It wasn't so easy to continue humbugging--as from son to +parent--after feeling one's self despised for not grovelling in +mediocrity. Yet a noble duplicity was what, as they intimately faced +the situation, Peter went on requiring; and it was still for a time +what his young friend, bitter and sore, managed loyally to comfort him +with. Fifty pounds more than once again, it was true, rewarded both +in London and in Paris the young friend's loyalty; none the less +sensibly, doubtless, at the moment, that the money was a direct +advance on a decent sum for which Peter had long since privately +prearranged an ultimate function. Whether by these arts or others, at +all events, Lance's just resentment was kept for a season--but only +for a season--at bay. The day arrived when he warned his companion +that he could hold out--or hold in--no longer. Carrara Lodge had +had to listen to another lecture delivered from a great height--an +infliction really heavier at last than, without striking back or in +some way letting the Master have the truth, flesh and blood could +bear. + +'And what I don't see is,' Lance observed with a certain irritated +eye for what was after all, if it came to that, owing to himself too; +'what I don't see is, upon my honour, how _you_, as things are going, +can keep the game up.' + +'Oh the game for me is only to hold my tongue,' said placid Peter. +'And I have my reason.' + +'Still my mother?' + +Peter showed a queer face as he had often shown it before--that is +by turning it straight away. 'What will you have? I haven't ceased to +like her.' + +'She's beautiful--she's a dear of course,' Lance allowed; 'but what +is she to you, after all, and what is it to you that, as to anything +whatever, she should or she shouldn't?' + +Peter, who had turned red, hung fire a little. 'Well--it's all simply +what I make of it.' + +There was now, however, in his young friend a strange, an adopted +insistence. 'What are you after all to _her_?' + +'Oh nothing. But that's another matter.' + +'She cares only for my father,' said Lance the Parisian. + +'Naturally--and that's just why.' + +'Why you've wished to spare her?' + +'Because she cares so tremendously much.' + +Lance took a turn about the room, but with his eyes still on his host. +'How awfully--always--you must have liked her!' + +'Awfully. Always,' said Peter Brench. + +The young man continued for a moment to muse--then stopped again in +front of him. 'Do you know how much she cares?' Their eyes met on it, +but Peter, as if his own found something new in Lance's, appeared to +hesitate, for the first time in an age, to say he did know. '_I've_ +only just found out,' said Lance. 'She came to my room last night, +after being present, in silence and only with her eyes on me, at +what I had had to take from him: she came--and she was with me an +extraordinary hour.' + +He had paused again and they had again for a while sounded each other. +Then something--and it made him suddenly turn pale--came to Peter. +'She _does_ know?' + +'She does know. She let it all out to me--so as to demand of me no +more than "that", as she said, of which she herself had been capable. +She has always, always known,' said Lance without pity. + +Peter was silent a long time; during which his companion might have +heard him gently breathe, and on touching him might have felt within +him the vibration of a long low sound suppressed. By the time he spoke +at last he had taken everything in. 'Then I do see how tremendously +much.' + +'Isn't it wonderful?' Lance asked. + +'Wonderful,' Peter mused. + +'So that if your original effort to keep me from Paris was to keep me +from knowledge--!' Lance exclaimed as if with a sufficient indication +of this futility. + +It might have been at the futility Peter appeared for a little to +gaze. 'I think it must have been--without my quite at the time knowing +it--to keep _me_!' he replied at last as he turned away. + + + + + +End of the Project Gutenberg EBook of Victorian Short Stories +by Elizabeth Gaskell, et al. + +*** END OF THIS PROJECT GUTENBERG EBOOK VICTORIAN SHORT STORIES *** + +***** This file should be named 15252-8.txt or 15252-8.zip ***** +This and all associated files of various formats will be found in: + https://www.gutenberg.org/1/5/2/5/15252/ + +Produced by Juliet Sutherland, S.R.Ellison and the PG Online +Distributed Proofreading Team. + + +Updated editions will replace the previous one--the old editions +will be renamed. + +Creating the works from public domain print editions means that no +one owns a United States copyright in these works, so the Foundation +(and you!) can copy and distribute it in the United States without +permission and without paying copyright royalties. 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You may copy it, give it away or +re-use it under the terms of the Project Gutenberg License included +with this eBook or online at www.gutenberg.org + + +Title: Victorian Short Stories, + Stories Of Successful Marriages + +Author: Elizabeth Gaskell, et al. + +Release Date: March 4, 2005 [EBook #15252] + +Language: English + +Character set encoding: ASCII + +*** START OF THIS PROJECT GUTENBERG EBOOK VICTORIAN SHORT STORIES *** + + + + +Produced by Juliet Sutherland, S.R.Ellison and the PG Online +Distributed Proofreading Team. + + + + + + +STORIES OF SUCCESSFUL MARRIAGES + + +THE MANCHESTER MARRIAGE Elizabeth Gaskell + +A MERE INTERLUDE Thomas Hardy + +A FAITHFUL HEART George Moore + +THE SOLID GOLD REEF COMPANY, LIMITED Walter Besant + +THE TREE OF KNOWLEDGE Henry James + + + + +_Elizabeth Gaskell_ + +THE MANCHESTER MARRIAGE + +(_Household Words_, Christmas 1858) + + +Mr and Mrs Openshaw came from Manchester to settle in London. He +had been, what is called in Lancashire, a salesman for a large +manufacturing firm, who were extending their business, and opening a +warehouse in the city; where Mr Openshaw was now to superintend their +affairs. He rather enjoyed the change; having a kind of curiosity +about London, which he had never yet been able to gratify in his brief +visits to the metropolis. At the same time, he had an odd, shrewd +contempt for the inhabitants, whom he always pictured to himself as +fine, lazy people, caring nothing but for fashion and aristocracy, and +lounging away their days in Bond Street, and such places; ruining good +English, and ready in their turn to despise him as a provincial. The +hours that the men of business kept in the city scandalized him too, +accustomed as he was to the early dinners of Manchester folk and +the consequently far longer evenings. Still, he was pleased to go to +London, though he would not for the world have confessed it, even to +himself, and always spoke of the step to his friends as one demanded +of him by the interests of his employers, and sweetened to him by a +considerable increase of salary. This, indeed, was so liberal that he +might have been justified in taking a much larger house than the +one he did, had he not thought himself bound to set an example to +Londoners of how little a Manchester man of business cared for show. +Inside, however, he furnished it with an unusual degree of comfort, +and, in the winter-time, he insisted on keeping up as large fires as +the grates would allow, in every room where the temperature was in +the least chilly. Moreover, his northern sense of hospitality was such +that, if he were at home, he could hardly suffer a visitor to leave +the house without forcing meat and drink upon him. Every servant in +the house was well warmed, well fed, and kindly treated; for their +master scorned all petty saving in aught that conduced to comfort; +while he amused himself by following out all his accustomed habits and +individual ways, in defiance of what any of his new neighbours might +think. + +His wife was a pretty, gentle woman, of suitable age and character. He +was forty-two, she thirty-five. He was loud and decided; she soft and +yielding. They had two children; or rather, I should say, she had two; +for the elder, a girl of eleven, was Mrs Openshaw's child by Frank +Wilson, her first husband. The younger was a little boy, Edwin, who +could just prattle, and to whom his father delighted to speak in the +broadest and most unintelligible Lancashire dialect, in order to keep +up what he called the true Saxon accent. + +Mrs Openshaw's Christian name was Alice, and her first husband had +been her own cousin. She was the orphan niece of a sea-captain +in Liverpool; a quiet, grave little creature, of great personal +attraction when she was fifteen or sixteen, with regular features and +a blooming complexion. But she was very shy, and believed herself to +be very stupid and awkward; and was frequently scolded by her aunt, +her own uncle's second wife. So when her cousin, Frank Wilson, came +home from a long absence at sea, and first was kind and protective to +her; secondly, attentive; and thirdly, desperately in love with her, +she hardly knew how to be grateful enough to him. It is true, she +would have preferred his remaining in the first or second stages of +behaviour; for his violent love puzzled and frightened her. Her uncle +neither helped nor hindered the love affair, though it was going on +under his own eyes. Frank's stepmother had such a variable temper, +that there was no knowing whether what she liked one day she would +like the next, or not. At length she went to such extremes of +crossness that Alice was only too glad to shut her eyes and rush +blindly at the chance of escape from domestic tyranny offered her by +a marriage with her cousin; and, liking him better than any one in the +world, except her uncle (who was at this time at sea), she went off +one morning and was married to him, her only bridesmaid being the +housemaid at her aunt's. The consequence was that Frank and his wife +went into lodgings, and Mrs Wilson refused to see them, and turned +away Norah, the warm-hearted housemaid, whom they accordingly took +into their service. When Captain Wilson returned from his voyage he +was very cordial with the young couple, and spent many an evening at +their lodgings, smoking his pipe and sipping his grog; but he told +them, for quietness' sake, he could not ask them to his own house; for +his wife was bitter against them. They were not, however, very unhappy +about this. + +The seed of future unhappiness lay rather in Frank's vehement, +passionate disposition, which led him to resent his wife's shyness and +want of demonstrativeness as failures in conjugal duty. He was already +tormenting himself, and her too in a slighter degree, by apprehensions +and imaginations of what might befall her during his approaching +absence at sea. At last, he went to his father and urged him to +insist upon Alice's being once more received under his roof; the more +especially as there was now a prospect of her confinement while her +husband was away on his voyage. Captain Wilson was, as he himself +expressed it, 'breaking up', and unwilling to undergo the excitement +of a scene; yet he felt that what his son said was true. So he went to +his wife. And before Frank set sail, he had the comfort of seeing his +wife installed in her old little garret in his father's house. To have +placed her in the one best spare room was a step beyond Mrs Wilson's +powers of submission or generosity. The worst part about it, however, +was that the faithful Norah had to be dismissed. Her place as +housemaid had been filled up; and, even if it had not, she had +forfeited Mrs Wilson's good opinion for ever. She comforted her young +master and mistress by pleasant prophecies of the time when they would +have a household of their own; of which, whatever service she might +be in meanwhile, she should be sure to form a part. Almost the last +action Frank did, before setting sail, was going with Alice to see +Norah once more at her mother's house; and then he went away. + +Alice's father-in-law grew more and more feeble as winter advanced. +She was of great use to her stepmother in nursing and amusing him; +and although there was anxiety enough in the household, there was, +perhaps, more of peace than there had been for years, for Mrs Wilson +had not a bad heart, and was softened by the visible approach of death +to one whom she loved, and touched by the lonely condition of the +young creature expecting her first confinement in her husband's +absence. To this relenting mood Norah owed the permission to come +and nurse Alice when her baby was born, and to remain and attend on +Captain Wilson. + +Before one letter had been received from Frank (who had sailed for +the East Indies and China), his father died. Alice was always glad to +remember that he had held her baby in his arms, and kissed and blessed +it before his death. After that, and the consequent examination into +the state of his affairs, it was found that he had left far less +property than people had been led by his style of living to expect; +and what money there was, was settled all upon his wife, and at her +disposal after her death. This did not signify much to Alice, as Frank +was now first mate of his ship, and, in another voyage or two, would +be captain. Meanwhile he had left her rather more than two hundred +pounds (all his savings) in the bank. + +It became time for Alice to hear from her husband. One letter from the +Cape she had already received. The next was to announce his arrival in +India. As week after week passed over, and no intelligence of the ship +having got there reached the office of the owners, and the captain's +wife was in the same state of ignorant suspense as Alice herself, her +fears grew most oppressive. At length the day came when, in reply to +her inquiry at the shipping office, they told her that the owners had +given up hope of ever hearing more of the _Betsy-Jane_ and had sent in +their claim upon the underwriters. Now that he was gone for ever, +she first felt a yearning, longing love for the kind cousin, the +dear friend, the sympathizing protector, whom she should never see +again;--first felt a passionate desire to show him his child, whom +she had hitherto rather craved to have all to herself--her own sole +possession. Her grief was, however, noiseless and quiet--rather to the +scandal of Mrs Wilson who bewailed her stepson as if he and she had +always lived together in perfect harmony, and who evidently thought +it her duty to burst into fresh tears at every strange face she +saw; dwelling on his poor young widow's desolate state, and the +helplessness of the fatherless child, with an unction as if she liked +the excitement of the sorrowful story. + +So passed away the first days of Alice's widowhood. By and by things +subsided into their natural and tranquil course. But, as if the young +creature was always to be in some heavy trouble, her ewe-lamb began to +be ailing, pining, and sickly. The child's mysterious illness turned +out to be some affection of the spine, likely to affect health but not +to shorten life--at least, so the doctors said. But the long, dreary +suffering of one whom a mother loves as Alice loved her only child, +is hard to look forward to. Only Norah guessed what Alice suffered; no +one but God knew. + +And so it fell out, that when Mrs Wilson, the elder, came to her one +day, in violent distress, occasioned by a very material diminution in +the value of the property that her husband had left her--a diminution +which made her income barely enough to support herself, much less +Alice--the latter could hardly understand how anything which did not +touch health or life could cause such grief; and she received the +intelligence with irritating composure. But when, that afternoon, the +little sick child was brought in, and the grandmother--who, after all, +loved it well--began a fresh moan over her losses to its unconscious +ears--saying how she had planned to consult this or that doctor, and +to give it this or that comfort or luxury in after years, but that now +all chance of this had passed away--Alice's heart was touched, and she +drew near to Mrs Wilson with unwonted caresses, and, in a spirit not +unlike to that of Ruth, entreated that, come what would, they might +remain together. After much discussion in succeeding days, it was +arranged that Mrs Wilson should take a house in Manchester, furnishing +it partly with what furniture she had, and providing the rest with +Alice's remaining two hundred pounds. Mrs Wilson was herself a +Manchester woman, and naturally longed to return to her native town; +some connexions of her own, too, at that time required lodgings, for +which they were willing to pay pretty handsomely. Alice undertook +the active superintendence and superior work of the household; +Norah--willing, faithful Norah--offered to cook, scour, do anything in +short, so that she might but remain with them. + +The plan succeeded. For some years their first lodgers remained with +them, and all went smoothly--with that one sad exception of the little +girl's increasing deformity. How that mother loved that child, it is +not for words to tell! + +Then came a break of misfortune. Their lodgers left, and no one +succeeded to them. After some months, it became necessary to remove +to a smaller house; and Alice's tender conscience was torn by the idea +that she ought not to be a burden to her mother-in-law, but to go out +and seek her own maintenance. And leave her child! The thought came +like the sweeping boom of a funeral-bell over her heart. + +By and by, Mr Openshaw came to lodge with them. He had started in life +as the errand-boy and sweeper-out of a warehouse; had struggled up +through all the grades of employment in it, fighting his way through +the hard, striving Manchester life with strong, pushing energy of +character. Every spare moment of time had been sternly given up to +self-teaching. He was a capital accountant, a good French and German +scholar, a keen, far-seeing tradesman--understanding markets and the +bearing of events, both near and distant, on trade; and yet, with such +vivid attention to present details, that I do not think he ever saw a +group of flowers in the fields without thinking whether their colour +would, or would not, form harmonious contrasts in the coming spring +muslins and prints. He went to debating societies, and threw himself +with all his heart and soul into politics; esteeming, it must +be owned, every man a fool or a knave who differed from him, and +overthrowing his opponents rather by the loud strength of his language +than the calm strength of his logic. There was something of the Yankee +in all this. Indeed, his theory ran parallel to the famous Yankee +motto--'England flogs creation, and Manchester flogs England.' Such +a man, as may be fancied, had had no time for falling in love, or +any such nonsense. At the age when most young men go through their +courting and matrimony, he had not the means of keeping a wife, and +was far too practical to think of having one. And now that he was +in easy circumstances, a rising man, he considered women almost as +encumbrances to the world, with whom a man had better have as little +to do as possible. His first impression of Alice was indistinct, +and he did not care enough about her to make it distinct. 'A pretty, +yea-nay kind of woman', would have been his description of her, if he +had been pushed into a corner. He was rather afraid, in the beginning, +that her quiet ways arose from a listlessness and laziness of +character, which would have been exceedingly discordant to his active, +energetic nature. But, when he found out the punctuality with which +his wishes were attended to, and her work was done; when he was called +in the morning at the very stroke of the clock, his shaving-water +scalding hot, his fire bright, his coffee made exactly as his peculiar +fancy dictated (for he was a man who had his theory about +everything based upon what he knew of science, and often perfectly +original)--then he began to think: not that Alice had any particular +merit, but that he had got into remarkably good lodgings; his +restlessness wore away, and he began to consider himself as almost +settled for life in them. + +Mr Openshaw had been too busy, all his days, to be introspective. He +did not know that he had any tenderness in his nature; and if he had +become conscious of its abstract existence he would have considered it +as a manifestation of disease in some part of him. But he was decoyed +into pity unawares; and pity led on to tenderness. That little +helpless child--always carried about by one of the three busy women +of the house, or else patiently threading coloured beads in the chair +from which, by no effort of its own, could it ever move--the great +grave blue eyes, full of serious, not uncheerful, expression, giving +to the small delicate face a look beyond its years--the soft plaintive +voice dropping out but few words, so unlike the continual prattle of a +child--caught Mr Openshaw's attention in spite of himself. One day--he +half scorned himself for doing so--he cut short his dinner-hour to go +in search of some toy, which should take the place of those eternal +beads. I forget what he bought; but, when he gave the present (which +he took care to do in a short abrupt manner, and when no one was by +to see him), he was almost thrilled by the flash of delight that +came over that child's face, and he could not help, all through that +afternoon, going over and over again the picture left on his memory, +by the bright effect of unexpected joy on the little girl's face. When +he returned home, he found his slippers placed by his sitting-room +fire; and even more careful attention paid to his fancies than was +habitual in those model lodgings. When Alice had taken the last of his +tea-things away--she had been silent as usual till then--she stood for +an instant with the door in her hand. Mr Openshaw looked as if he +were deep in his book, though in fact he did not see a line; but +was heartily wishing the woman would go, and not make any palaver of +gratitude. But she only said: + +'I am very much obliged to you, sir. Thank you very much,' and was +gone, even before he could send her away with a 'There, my good woman, +that's enough!' + +For some time longer he took no apparent notice of the child. He even +hardened his heart into disregarding her sudden flush of colour and +little timid smile of recognition, when he saw her by chance. But, +after all, this could not last for ever; and, having a second time +given way to tenderness, there was no relapse. The insidious enemy +having thus entered his heart, in the guise of compassion to the +child, soon assumed the more dangerous form of interest in the +mother. He was aware of this change of feeling--despised himself for +it--struggled with it; nay, internally yielded to it and cherished +it, long before he suffered the slightest expression of it, by word, +action, or look to escape him. He watched Alice's docile, obedient +ways to her stepmother; the love which she had inspired in the rough +Norah (roughened by the wear and tear of sorrow and years); but, above +all, he saw the wild, deep, passionate affection existing between her +and her child. They spoke little to anyone else, or when anyone else +was by; but, when alone together, they talked, and murmured, and +cooed, and chattered so continually, that Mr Openshaw first wondered +what they could find to say to each other, and next became irritated +because they were always so grave and silent with him. All this time +he was perpetually devising small new pleasures for the child. His +thoughts ran, in a pertinacious way, upon the desolate life before +her; and often he came back from his day's work loaded with the very +thing Alice had been longing for, but had not been able to procure. +One time, it was a little chair for drawing the little sufferer along +the streets; and, many an evening that following summer, Mr +Openshaw drew her along himself, regardless of the remarks of his +acquaintances. One day in autumn, he put down his newspaper, as Alice +came in with the breakfast, and said, in as indifferent a voice as he +could assume: + +'Mrs Frank, is there any reason why we two should not put up our +horses together?' + +Alice stood still in perplexed wonder. What did he mean? He had +resumed the reading of his newspaper, as if he did not expect any +answer; so she found silence her safest course, and went on quietly +arranging his breakfast, without another word passing between them. +Just as he was leaving the house, to go to the warehouse as usual, +he turned back and put his head into the bright, neat, tidy kitchen, +where all the women breakfasted in the morning: + +'You'll think of what I said, Mrs Frank' (this was her name with the +lodgers), 'and let me have your opinion upon it tonight.' + +Alice was thankful that her mother and Norah were too busy talking +together to attend much to this speech. She determined not to think +about it at all through the day; and, of course, the effort not to +think made her think all the more. At night she sent up Norah with his +tea. But Mr Openshaw almost knocked Norah down as she was going out +at the door, by pushing past her and calling out, 'Mrs Frank!' in an +impatient voice, at the top of the stairs. + +Alice went up, rather than seem to have affixed too much meaning to +his words. + +'Well, Mrs Frank,' he said, 'what answer? Don't make it too long; for +I have lots of office work to get through tonight.' + +'I hardly know what you meant, sir,' said truthful Alice. + +'Well! I should have thought you might have guessed. You're not new +at this sort of work, and I am. However, I'll make it plain this time. +Will you have me to be thy wedded husband, and serve me, and love me, +and honour me, and all that sort of thing? Because, if you will, I +will do as much by you, and be a father to your child--and that's more +than is put in the prayer-book. Now, I'm a man of my word; and what I +say, I feel; and what I promise, I'll do. Now, for your answer!' + +Alice was silent. He began to make the tea, as if her reply was a +matter of perfect indifference to him; but, as soon as that was done, +he became impatient. + +'Well?' said he. + +'How long, sir, may I have to think over it?' + +'Three minutes!' (looking at his watch). 'You've had two already--that +makes five. Be a sensible woman, say Yes, and sit down to tea with me, +and we'll talk it over together; for, after tea, I shall be busy; +say No' (he hesitated a moment to try and keep his voice in the same +tone), 'and I shan't say another word about it, but pay up a year's +rent for my rooms tomorrow, and be off. Time's up! Yes or no?' + +'If you please, sir--you have been so good to little Ailsie--' + +'There, sit down comfortably by me on the sofa, and let's have our tea +together. I am glad to find you are as good and sensible as I took you +for.' + +And this was Alice Wilson's second wooing. + +Mr Openshaw's will was too strong, and his circumstances too good, +for him not to carry all before him. He settled Mrs Wilson in a +comfortable house of her own, and made her quite independent of +lodgers. The little that Alice said with regard to future plans was in +Norah's behalf. + +'No,' said Mr Openshaw. 'Norah shall take care of the old lady as long +as she lives; and, after that, she shall either come and live with us, +or, if she likes it better, she shall have a provision for life--for +your sake, missus. No one who has been good to you or the child shall +go unrewarded. But even the little one will be better for some fresh +stuff about her. Get her a bright, sensible girl as a nurse; one who +won't go rubbing her with calf's-foot jelly as Norah does; wasting +good stuff outside that ought to go in, but will follow doctors' +directions; which, as you must see pretty clearly by this time, Norah +won't; because they give the poor little wench pain. Now, I'm not +above being nesh for other folks myself. I can stand a good blow, +and never change colour; but, set me in the operating room in the +infirmary, and I turn as sick as a girl. Yet, if need were, I would +hold the little wench on my knees while she screeched with pain, if it +were to do her poor back good. Nay, nay, wench! keep your white looks +for the time when it comes--I don't say it ever will. But this I know, +Norah will spare the child and cheat the doctor, if she can. Now, I +say, give the bairn a year or two's chance, and then, when the pack of +doctors have done their best--and, maybe, the old lady has gone--we'll +have Norah back or do better for her.' + +The pack of doctors could do no good to little Ailsie. She was beyond +their power. But her father (for so he insisted on being called, and +also on Alice's no longer retaining the appellation of Mamma, but +becoming henceforward Mother), by his healthy cheerfulness of manner, +his clear decision of purpose, his odd turns and quirks of humour, +added to his real strong love for the helpless little girl, infused +a new element of brightness and confidence into her life; and, though +her back remained the same, her general health was strengthened, and +Alice--never going beyond a smile herself--had the pleasure of seeing +her child taught to laugh. + +As for Alice's own life, it was happier than it had ever been before. +Mr Openshaw required no demonstration, no expressions of affection +from her. Indeed, these would rather have disgusted him. Alice could +love deeply, but could not talk about it. The perpetual requirement +of loving words, looks, and caresses, and misconstruing their absence +into absence of love, had been the great trial of her former married +life. Now, all went on clear and straight, under the guidance of her +husband's strong sense, warm heart, and powerful will. Year by year +their worldly prosperity increased. At Mrs Wilson's death, Norah came +back to them as nurse to the newly-born little Edwin; into which post +she was not installed without a pretty strong oration on the part of +the proud and happy father, who declared that if he found out that +Norah ever tried to screen the boy by a falsehood, or to make him +nesh either in body or mind, she should go that very day. Norah and +Mr Openshaw were not on the most thoroughly cordial terms; neither of +them fully recognizing or appreciating the other's best qualities. + +This was the previous history of the Lancashire family who had now +removed to London. + +They had been there about a year, when Mr Openshaw suddenly informed +his wife that he had determined to heal long-standing feuds, and had +asked his uncle and aunt Chadwick to come and pay them a visit and +see London. Mrs Openshaw had never seen this uncle and aunt of her +husband's. Years before she had married him, there had been a quarrel. +All she knew was, that Mr Chadwick was a small manufacturer in a +country town in South Lancashire. She was extremely pleased that the +breach was to be healed, and began making preparations to render their +visit pleasant. + +They arrived at last. Going to see London was such an event to them, +that Mrs Chadwick had made all new linen fresh for the occasion--from +night-caps downwards; and as for gowns, ribbons, and collars, she +might have been going into the wilds of Canada where never a shop is, +so large was her stock. A fortnight before the day of her departure +for London, she had formally called to take leave of all her +acquaintance; saying she should need every bit of the intermediate +time for packing up. It was like a second wedding in her imagination; +and, to complete the resemblance which an entirely new wardrobe made +between the two events, her husband brought her back from Manchester, +on the last market-day before they set off, a gorgeous pearl and +amethyst brooch, saying, 'Lunnon should see that Lancashire folks knew +a handsome thing when they saw it.' + +For some time after Mr and Mrs Chadwick arrived at the Openshaws' +there was no opportunity for wearing this brooch; but at length they +obtained an order to see Buckingham Palace, and the spirit of loyalty +demanded that Mrs Chadwick should wear her best clothes in visiting +the abode of her sovereign. On her return she hastily changed her +dress; for Mr Openshaw had planned that they should go to Richmond, +drink tea, and return by moonlight. Accordingly, about five o'clock, +Mr and Mrs Openshaw and Mr and Mrs Chadwick set off. + +The housemaid and cook sat below, Norah hardly knew where. She was +always engrossed in the nursery in tending her two children, and in +sitting by the restless, excitable Ailsie till she fell asleep. By and +by the housemaid Bessy tapped gently at the door. Norah went to her, +and they spoke in whispers. + +'Nurse! there's someone downstairs wants you.' + +'Wants me! who is it?' + +'A gentleman--' + +'A gentleman? Nonsense!' + +'Well! a man, then, and he asks for you, and he rang at the front-door +bell, and has walked into the dining-room.' + +'You should never have let him,' exclaimed Norah. 'Master and missus +out--' + +'I did not want him to come in; but, when he heard you lived here, he +walked past me, and sat down on the first chair, and said, "Tell her +to come and speak to me." There is no gas lighted in the room, and +supper is all set out.' + +'He'll be off with the spoons!' exclaimed Norah, putting the +housemaid's fear into words, and preparing to leave the room; first, +however, giving a look to Ailsie, sleeping soundly and calmly. + +Downstairs she went, uneasy fears stirring in her bosom. Before she +entered the dining-room she provided herself with a candle, and, with +it in her hand, she went in, looking around her in the darkness for +her visitor. + +He was standing up, holding by the table. Norah and he looked at each +other; gradual recognition coming into their eyes. + +'Norah?' at length he asked. + +'Who are you?' asked Norah, with the sharp tones of alarm and +incredulity. 'I don't know you'; trying, by futile words of disbelief, +to do away with the terrible fact before her. + +'Am I so changed?' he said pathetically. 'I dare say I am. But, Norah, +tell me!' he breathed hard, 'where is my wife? Is she--is she alive?' + +He came nearer to Norah, and would have taken her hand; but she backed +away from him; looking at him all the time with staring eyes, as if +he were some horrible object. Yet he was a handsome, bronzed, +good-looking fellow, with beard and moustache, giving him a +foreign-looking aspect; but his eyes! there was no mistaking those +eager, beautiful eyes--the very same that Norah had watched not half +an hour ago, till sleep stole softly over them. + +'Tell me, Norah--I can bear it--I have feared it so often. Is she +dead?' Norah still kept silence. 'She is dead!' He hung on Norah's +words and looks, as if for confirmation or contradiction. + +'What shall I do?' groaned Norah. 'Oh, sir! why did you come? how +did you find me out? where have you been? We thought you dead, we did +indeed!' She poured out words and questions to gain time, as if time +would help her. + +'Norah! answer me this question straight, by yes or no--Is my wife +dead?' + +'No, she is not,' said Norah, slowly and heavily. + +'Oh, what a relief! Did she receive my letters? But perhaps you don't +know. Why did you leave her? Where is she? Oh, Norah, tell me all +quickly!' + +'Mr Frank!' said Norah at last, almost driven to bay by her +terror lest her mistress should return at any moment and find him +there--unable to consider what was best to be done or said--rushing +at something decisive, because she could not endure her present state: +'Mr Frank! we never heard a line from you, and the shipowners said +you had gone down, you and everyone else. We thought you were dead, if +ever man was, and poor Miss Alice and her little sick, helpless child! +Oh, sir, you must guess it,' cried the poor creature at last, bursting +out into a passionate fit of crying, 'for indeed I cannot tell it. But +it was no one's fault. God help us all this night!' + +Norah had sat down. She trembled too much to stand. He took her hands +in his. He squeezed them hard, as if, by physical pressure, the truth +could be wrung out. + +'Norah.' This time his tone was calm, stagnant as despair. 'She has +married again!' + +Norah shook her head sadly. The grasp slowly relaxed. The man had +fainted. + +There was brandy in the room. Norah forced some drops into Mr Frank's +mouth, chafed his hands, and--when mere animal life returned, before +the mind poured in its flood of memories and thoughts--she lifted him +up, and rested his head against her knees. Then she put a few crumbs +of bread taken from the supper-table, soaked in brandy, into his +mouth. Suddenly he sprang to his feet. + +'Where is she? Tell me this instant.' He looked so wild, so mad, so +desperate, that Norah felt herself to be in bodily danger; but her +time of dread had gone by. She had been afraid to tell him the truth, +and then she had been a coward. Now, her wits were sharpened by the +sense of his desperate state. He must leave the house. She would pity +him afterwards; but now she must rather command and upbraid; for he +must leave the house before her mistress came home. That one necessity +stood clear before her. + +'She is not here: that is enough for you to know. Nor can I say +exactly where she is' (which was true to the letter if not to the +spirit). 'Go away, and tell me where to find you tomorrow, and I will +tell you all. My master and mistress may come back at any minute, and +then what would become of me, with a strange man in the house?' + +Such an argument was too petty to touch his excited mind. + +'I don't care for your master and mistress. If your master is a man, +he must feel for me--poor shipwrecked sailor that I am--kept for years +a prisoner amongst savages, always, always, always thinking of my wife +and my home--dreaming of her by night, talking to her though she +could not hear, by day. I loved her more than all heaven and earth put +together. Tell me where she is, this instant, you wretched woman, who +salved over her wickedness to her, as you do to me!' + +The clock struck ten. Desperate positions require desperate measures. + +'If you will leave the house now, I will come to you tomorrow and tell +you all. What is more, you shall see your child now. She lies sleeping +upstairs. Oh, sir, you have a child, you do not know that as yet--a +little weakly girl--with just a heart and soul beyond her years. We +have reared her up with such care! We watched her, for we thought +for many a year she might die any day, and we tended her, and no hard +thing has come near her, and no rough word has ever been said to her. +And now you come and will take her life into your hand, and will crush +it. Strangers to her have been kind to her; but her own father--Mr +Frank, I am her nurse, and I love her, and I tend her, and I would do +anything for her that I could. Her mother's heart beats as hers beats; +and, if she suffers a pain, her mother trembles all over. If she is +happy, it is her mother that smiles and is glad. If she is growing +stronger, her mother is healthy: if she dwindles, her mother +languishes. If she dies--well, I don't know; it is not everyone can +lie down and die when they wish it. Come upstairs, Mr Frank, and see +your child. Seeing her will do good to your poor heart. Then go away, +in God's name, just this one night; tomorrow, if need be, you can do +anything--kill us all if you will, or show yourself a great, grand +man, whom God will bless for ever and ever. Come, Mr Frank, the look +of a sleeping child is sure to give peace.' + +She led him upstairs; at first almost helping his steps, till they +came near the nursery door. She had wellnigh forgotten the existence +of little Edwin. It struck upon her with affright as the shaded light +fell over the other cot; but she skilfully threw that corner of the +room into darkness, and let the light fall on the sleeping Ailsie. +The child had thrown down the coverings, and her deformity, as she +lay with her back to them, was plainly visible through her slight +nightgown. Her little face, deprived of the lustre of her eyes, looked +wan and pinched, and had a pathetic expression in it, even as she +slept. The poor father looked and looked with hungry, wistful eyes, +into which the big tears came swelling up slowly and dropped heavily +down, as he stood trembling and shaking all over. Norah was angry +with herself for growing impatient of the length of time that long +lingering gaze lasted. She thought that she waited for full half an +hour before Frank stirred. And then--instead of going away--he sank +down on his knees by the bedside, and buried his face in the clothes. +Little Ailsie stirred uneasily. Norah pulled him up in terror. She +could afford no more time, even for prayer, in her extremity of fear; +for surely the next moment would bring her mistress home. She took +him forcibly by the arm; but, as he was going, his eye lighted on the +other bed; he stopped. Intelligence came back into his face. His hands +clenched. + +'His child?' he asked. + +'Her child,' replied Norah. 'God watches over him,' she said +instinctively; for Frank's looks excited her fears, and she needed to +remind herself of the Protector of the helpless. + +'God has not watched over me,' he said, in despair; his thoughts +apparently recoiling on his own desolate, deserted state. But Norah +had no time for pity. Tomorrow she would be as compassionate as her +heart prompted. At length she guided him downstairs, and shut the +outer door, and bolted it--as if by bolts to keep out facts. + +Then she went back into the dining-room, and effaced all traces of his +presence, as far as she could. She went upstairs to the nursery and +sat there, her head on her hand, thinking what was to come of all +this misery. It seemed to her very long before her master and mistress +returned; yet it was hardly eleven o'clock. She heard the loud, +hearty Lancashire voices on the stairs; and, for the first time, she +understood the contrast of the desolation of the poor man who had so +lately gone forth in lonely despair. + +It almost put her out of patience to see Mrs Openshaw come in, +calmly smiling, handsomely dressed, happy, easy, to inquire after her +children. + +'Did Ailsie go to sleep comfortably?' she whispered to Norah. + +'Yes.' + +Her mother bent over her, looking at her slumbers with the soft eyes +of love. How little she dreamed who had looked on her last! Then she +went to Edwin, with perhaps less wistful anxiety in her countenance, +but more of pride. She took off her things, to go down to supper. +Norah saw her no more that night. + +Beside having a door into the passage, the sleeping-nursery opened +out of Mr and Mrs Openshaw's room, in order that they might have +the children more immediately under their own eyes. Early the next +summer's morning, Mrs Openshaw was awakened by Ailsie's startled call +of 'Mother! mother!' She sprang up, put on her dressing-gown, and went +to her child. Ailsie was only half awake, and in a not unusual state +of terror. + +'Who was he, mother? Tell me!' + +'Who, my darling? No one is here. You have been dreaming, love. Waken +up quite. See, it is broad daylight.' + +'Yes,' said Ailsie, looking round her; then clinging to her mother, +'but a man was here in the night, mother.' + +'Nonsense, little goose. No man has ever come near you!' + +'Yes, he did. He stood there. Just by Norah. A man with hair and a +beard. And he knelt down and said his prayers. Norah knows he was +here, mother' (half angrily, as Mrs Openshaw shook her head in smiling +incredulity). + +'Well! we will ask Norah when she comes,' said Mrs Openshaw, +soothingly. 'But we won't talk any more about him now. It is not five +o'clock; it is too early for you to get up. Shall I fetch you a book +and read to you?' + +'Don't leave me, mother,' said the child, clinging to her. So Mrs +Openshaw sat on the bedside talking to Ailsie, and telling her of what +they had done at Richmond the evening before, until the little girl's +eyes slowly closed and she once more fell asleep. + +'What was the matter?' asked Mr Openshaw, as his wife returned to bed. + +'Ailsie wakened up in a fright, with some story of a man having been +in the room to say his prayers--a dream, I suppose.' And no more was +said at the time. + +Mrs Openshaw had almost forgotten the whole affair when she got up +about seven o'clock. But, by and by, she heard a sharp altercation +going on in the nursery--Norah speaking angrily to Ailsie, a most +unusual thing. Both Mr and Mrs Openshaw listened in astonishment. + +'Hold your tongue, Ailsie! let me hear none of your dreams; never let +me hear you tell that story again!' + +Ailsie began to cry. + +Mr Openshaw opened the door of communication, before his wife could +say a word. + +'Norah, come here!' + +The nurse stood at the door, defiant. She perceived she had been +heard, but she was desperate. + +'Don't let me hear you speak in that manner to Ailsie again,' he said +sternly, and shut the door. + +Norah was infinitely relieved; for she had dreaded some questioning; +and a little blame for sharp speaking was what she could well bear, if +cross-examination was let alone. + +Downstairs they went, Mr Openshaw carrying Ailsie; the sturdy Edwin +coming step by step, right foot foremost, always holding his mother's +hand. Each child was placed in a chair by the breakfast-table, and +then Mr and Mrs Openshaw stood together at the window, awaiting their +visitors' appearance and making plans for the day. There was a pause. +Suddenly Mr Openshaw turned to Ailsie, and said: + +'What a little goosy somebody is with her dreams, wakening up poor, +tired mother in the middle of the night, with a story of a man being +in the room.' + +'Father! I'm sure I saw him,' said Ailsie, half-crying. 'I don't want +to make Norah angry; but I was not asleep, for all she says I was. I +had been asleep--and I wakened up quite wide awake, though I was so +frightened. I kept my eyes nearly shut, and I saw the man quite plain. +A great brown man with a beard. He said his prayers. And then looked +at Edwin. And then Norah took him by the arm and led him away, after +they had whispered a bit together.' + +'Now, my little woman must be reasonable,' said Mr Openshaw, who was +always patient with Ailsie. 'There was no man in the house last night +at all. No man comes into the house, as you know, if you think; much +less goes up into the nursery. But sometimes we dream something has +happened, and the dream is so like reality, that you are not the first +person, little woman, who has stood out that the thing has really +happened.' + +'But, indeed, it was not a dream!' said Ailsie, beginning to cry. + +Just then Mr and Mrs Chadwick came down, looking grave and +discomposed. All during breakfast-time they were silent and +uncomfortable. As soon as the breakfast things were taken away, and +the children had been carried upstairs, Mr Chadwick began, in an +evidently preconcerted manner, to inquire if his nephew was certain +that all his servants were honest; for, that Mrs Chadwick had that +morning missed a very valuable brooch, which she had worn the +day before. She remembered taking it off when she came home from +Buckingham Palace. Mr Openshaw's face contracted into hard lines; grew +like what it was before he had known his wife and her child. He rang +the bell, even before his uncle had done speaking. It was answered by +the housemaid. + +'Mary, was anyone here last night, while we were away?' + +'A man, sir, came to speak to Norah.' + +'To speak to Norah! Who was he? How long did he stay?' + +'I'm sure I can't tell, sir. He came--perhaps about nine. I went up to +tell Norah in the nursery, and she came down to speak to him. She let +him out, sir. She will know who he was, and how long he stayed.' + +She waited a moment to be asked any more questions, but she was not, +so she went away. + +A minute afterwards Mr Openshaw made as though he were going out of +the room; but his wife laid her hand on his arm. + +'Do not speak to her before the children,' she said, in her low, quiet +voice. 'I will go up and question her.' + +'No! I must speak to her. You must know,' said he, turning to his +uncle and aunt, 'my missus has an old servant, as faithful as ever +woman was, I do believe, as far as love goes,--but at the same time, +who does not speak truth, as even the missus must allow. Now, +my notion is, that this Norah of ours has been come over by some +good-for-nothing chap (for she's at the time o' life when they say +women pray for husbands--"any, good Lord, any") and has let him into +our house, and the chap has made off with your brooch, and m'appen +many another thing beside. It's only saying that Norah is soft-hearted +and doesn't stick at a white lie--that's all, missus.' + +It was curious to notice how his tone, his eyes, his whole face was +changed, as he spoke to his wife; but he was the resolute man through +all. She knew better than to oppose him; so she went upstairs, and +told Norah that her master wanted to speak to her, and that she would +take care of the children in the meanwhile. + +Norah rose to go, without a word. Her thoughts were these: + +'If they tear me to pieces, they shall never know through me. He may +come--and then, just Lord have mercy upon us all! for some of us are +dead folk to a certainty. But _he_ shall do it; not me.' + +You may fancy, now, her look of determination, as she faced her master +alone in the dining-room; Mr and Mrs Chadwick having left the +affair in their nephew's hands, seeing that he took it up with such +vehemence. + +'Norah! Who was that man that came to my house last night?' + +'Man, sir!' As if infinitely surprised; but it was only to gain time. + +'Yes; the man that Mary let in; that she went upstairs to the nursery +to tell you about; that you came down to speak to; the same chap, I +make no doubt, that you took into the nursery to have your talk out +with; the one Ailsie saw, and afterwards dreamed about; thinking, poor +wench! she saw him say his prayers, when nothing, I'll be bound, was +further from his thoughts; the one that took Mrs Chadwick's brooch, +value ten pounds. Now, Norah! Don't go off. I'm as sure as my name's +Thomas Openshaw that you knew nothing of this robbery. But I do think +you've been imposed on, and that's the truth. Some good-for-nothing +chap has been making up to you, and you've been just like all other +women, and have turned a soft place in your heart to him; and he came +last night a-lovyering, and you had him up in the nursery, and he made +use of his opportunities, and made off with a few things on his way +down! Come, now, Norah; it's no blame to you, only you must not be +such a fool again! Tell us,' he continued, 'what name he gave you, +Norah. I'll be bound, it was not the right one; but it will be a clue +for the police.' + +Norah drew herself up. 'You may ask that question, and taunt me with +my being single, and with my credulity, as you will, Master Openshaw. +You'll get no answer from me. As for the brooch, and the story of +theft and burglary; if any friend ever came to see me (which I defy +you to prove, and deny), he'd be just as much above doing such a thing +as you yourself, Mr Openshaw--and more so, too; for I'm not at all +sure as everything you have is rightly come by, or would be yours +long, if every man had his own.' She meant, of course, his wife; but +he understood her to refer to his property in goods and chattels. + +'Now, my good woman,' said he, 'I'll just tell you truly, I never +trusted you out and out; but my wife liked you, and I thought you had +many a good point about you. If you once begin to sauce me, I'll have +the police to you, and get out the truth in a court of justice, if +you'll not tell it me quietly and civilly here. Now, the best thing +you can do is quietly to tell me who the fellow is. Look here! a man +comes to my house; asks for you; you take him upstairs; a valuable +brooch is missing next day; we know that you, and Mary, and cook, are +honest; but you refuse to tell us who the man is. Indeed, you've told +me one lie already about him, saying no one was here last night. Now, +I just put it to you, what do you think a policeman would say to this, +or a magistrate? A magistrate would soon make you tell the truth, my +good woman.' + +'There's never the creature born that should get it out of me,' said +Norah. 'Not unless I choose to tell.' + +'I've a great mind to see,' said Mr Openshaw, growing angry at the +defiance. Then, checking himself, he thought before he spoke again: + +'Norah, for your missus' sake I don't want to go to extremities. Be a +sensible woman, if you can. It's no great disgrace, after all, to have +been taken in. I ask you once more--as a friend--who was this man that +you let into my house last night?' + +No answer. He repeated the question in an impatient tone. Still no +answer. Norah's lips were set in determination not to speak. + +'Then there is but one thing to be done. I shall send for a +policeman.' + +'You will not,' said Norah, starting forward. 'You shall not, sir! +No policeman shall touch me. I know nothing of the brooch, but I know +this: ever since I was four-and-twenty, I have thought more of your +wife than of myself: ever since I saw her, a poor motherless girl, put +upon in her uncle's house, I have thought more of serving her than +of serving myself! I have cared for her and her child, as nobody +ever cared for me. I don't cast blame on you, sir, but I say it's ill +giving up one's life to anyone; for, at the end, they will turn round +upon you, and forsake you. Why does not my missus come herself to +suspect me? Maybe, she is gone for the police? But I don't stay here, +either for police, or magistrate, or master. You're an unlucky lot. +I believe there's a curse on you. I'll leave you this very day. Yes! +I'll leave that poor Ailsie, too. I will! No good ever will come to +you!' + +Mr Openshaw was utterly astonished at this speech; most of which was +completely unintelligible to him, as may easily be supposed. Before he +could make up his mind what to say, or what to do, Norah had left +the room. I do not think he had ever really intended to send for +the police to this old servant of his wife's; for he had never for a +moment doubted her perfect honesty. But he had intended to compel +her to tell him who the man was, and in this he was baffled. He was, +consequently, much irritated. He returned to his uncle and aunt in a +state of great annoyance and perplexity, and told them he could get +nothing out of the woman; that some man had been in the house the +night before; but that she refused to tell who he was. At this moment +his wife came in, greatly agitated, and asked what had happened to +Norah; for that she had put on her things in passionate haste, and +left the house. + +'This looks suspicious,' said Mr Chadwick. 'It is not the way in which +an honest person would have acted.' + +Mr Openshaw kept silence. He was sorely perplexed. But Mrs Openshaw +turned round on Mr Chadwick, with a sudden fierceness no one ever saw +in her before. + +'You don't know Norah, uncle! She is gone because she is deeply hurt +at being suspected. Oh, I wish I had seen her--that I had spoken to +her myself. She would have told me anything.' Alice wrung her hands. + +'I must confess,' continued Mr Chadwick to his nephew, in a lower +voice, 'I can't make you out. You used to be a word and a blow, +and oftenest the blow first; and now, when there is every cause for +suspicion, you just do nought. Your missus is a very good woman, +I grant; but she may have been put upon as well as other folk, I +suppose. If you don't send for the police, I shall.' + +'Very well,' replied Mr Openshaw, surlily. 'I can't clear Norah. She +won't clear herself, as I believe she might if she would. Only I wash +my hands of it; for I am sure the woman herself is honest, and she's +lived a long time with my wife, and I don't like her to come to +shame.' + +'But she will then be forced to clear herself. That, at any rate, will +be a good thing.' + +'Very well, very well! I am heart-sick of the whole business. Come, +Alice, come up to the babies; they'll be in a sore way. I tell you, +uncle,' he said, turning round once more to Mr Chadwick, suddenly and +sharply, after his eye had fallen on Alice's wan, tearful, anxious +face, 'I'll have no sending for the police, after all. I'll buy my +aunt twice as handsome a brooch this very day; but I'll not have Norah +suspected, and my missus plagued. There's for you!' + +He and his wife left the room. Mr Chadwick quietly waited till he was +out of hearing, and then said to his wife, 'For all Tom's heroics, I'm +just quietly going for a detective, wench. Thou need'st know nought +about it.' + +He went to the police-station and made a statement of the case. He was +gratified by the impression which the evidence against Norah seemed +to make. The men all agreed in his opinion, and steps were to be +immediately taken to find out where she was. Most probably, as they +suggested, she had gone at once to the man, who, to all appearance, +was her lover. When Mr Chadwick asked how they would find her out, +they smiled, shook their heads, and spoke of mysterious but infallible +ways and means. He returned to his nephew's house with a very +comfortable opinion of his own sagacity. He was met by his wife with a +penitent face. + +'Oh, master, I've found my brooch! It was just sticking by its pin in +the flounce of my brown silk, that I wore yesterday. I took it off in +a hurry, and it must have caught in it; and I hung up my gown in +the closet. Just now, when I was going to fold it up, there was the +brooch! I am very vexed, but I never dreamt but what it was lost!' + +Her husband, muttering something very like 'Confound thee and thy +brooch too! I wish I'd never given it thee,' snatched up his hat, and +rushed back to the station, hoping to be in time to stop the police +from searching for Norah. But a detective was already gone off on the +errand. + +Where was Norah? Half mad with the strain of the fearful secret, she +had hardly slept through the night for thinking what must be done. +Upon this terrible state of mind had come Ailsie's questions, showing +that she had seen the Man, as the unconscious child called her father. +Lastly came the suspicion of her honesty. She was little less than +crazy as she ran upstairs and dashed on her bonnet and shawl; leaving +all else, even her purse, behind her. In that house she would not +stay. That was all she knew or was clear about. She would not even see +the children again, for fear it should weaken her. She dreaded above +everything Mr Frank's return to claim his wife. She could not tell +what remedy there was for a sorrow so tremendous, for her to stay to +witness. The desire of escaping from the coming event was a stronger +motive for her departure, than her soreness about the suspicions +directed against her; although this last had been the final goad +to the course she took. She walked a way almost at headlong speed; +sobbing as she went, as she had not dared to do during the past night +for fear of exciting wonder in those who might hear her. Then she +stopped. An idea came into her mind that she would leave London +altogether, and betake herself to her native town of Liverpool. She +felt in her pocket for her purse as she drew near the Euston Square +station with this intention. She had left it at home. Her poor head +aching, her eyes swollen with crying, she had to stand still, and +think, as well as she could, where next she should bend her steps. +Suddenly the thought flashed into her mind that she would go and find +out poor Mr Frank. She had been hardly kind to him the night before, +though her heart had bled for him ever since. She remembered his +telling her, when she inquired for his address, almost as she had +pushed him out of the door, of some hotel in a street not far distant +from Euston Square. Thither she went: with what intention she scarcely +knew, but to assuage her conscience by telling him how much she +pitied him. In her present state she felt herself unfit to counsel, +or restrain, or assist, or do aught else but sympathize and weep. The +people of the inn said such a person had been there; had arrived only +the day before; had gone out soon after arrival, leaving his luggage +in their care; but had never come back. Norah asked for leave to sit +down, and await the gentleman's return. The landlady--pretty secure in +the deposit of luggage against any probable injury--showed her into +a room, and quietly locked the door on the outside. Norah was utterly +worn out, and fell asleep--a shivering, starting, uneasy slumber, +which lasted for hours. + +The detective, meanwhile, had come up with her some time before she +entered the hotel, into which he followed her. Asking the landlady to +detain her for an hour or so, without giving any reason beyond showing +his authority (which made the landlady applaud herself a good deal for +having locked her in), he went back to the police-station to report +his proceedings. He could have taken her directly; but his object was, +if possible, to trace out the man who was supposed to have committed +the robbery. Then he heard of the discovery of the brooch; and +consequently did not care to return. + +Norah slept till even the summer evening began to close in, Then +started up. Someone was at the door. It would be Mr Frank; and she +dizzily pushed back her ruffled grey hair which had fallen over her +eyes, and stood looking to see him. Instead, there came in Mr Openshaw +and a policeman. + +'This is Norah Kennedy,' said Mr Openshaw. + +'Oh, sir,' said Norah, 'I did not touch the brooch; indeed I did not. +Oh, sir, I cannot live to be thought so badly of'; and very sick +and faint, she suddenly sank down on the ground. To her surprise, Mr +Openshaw raised her up very tenderly. Even the policeman helped to lay +her on the sofa; and, at Mr Openshaw's desire, he went for some wine +and sandwiches; for the poor gaunt woman lay there almost as if dead +with weariness and exhaustion. + +'Norah,' said Mr Openshaw, in his kindest voice, 'the brooch is found. +It was hanging to Mrs Chadwick's gown. I beg your pardon. Most truly +I beg your pardon, for having troubled you about it. My wife is almost +broken-hearted. Eat, Norah--or, stay, first drink this glass of wine,' +said he, lifting her head, and pouring a little down her throat. + +As she drank, she remembered where she was, and who she was waiting +for. She suddenly pushed Mr Openshaw away, saying, 'Oh, sir, you must +go. You must not stop a minute. If he comes back, he will kill you.' + +'Alas, Norah! I do not know who "he" is. But someone is gone away who +will never come back: someone who knew you, and whom I am afraid you +cared for.' + +'I don't understand you, sir,' said Norah, her master's kind and +sorrowful manner bewildering her yet more than his words. The +policeman had left the room at Mr Openshaw's desire, and they two were +alone. + +'You know what I mean, when I say someone is gone who will never come +back. I mean that he is dead!' + +'Who?' said Norah, trembling all over. + +'A poor man has been found in the Thames this morning--drowned.' + +'Did he drown himself?' asked Norah, solemnly. + +'God only knows,' replied Mr Openshaw, in the same tone. 'Your name +and address at our house were found in his pocket; that, and his +purse, were the only things that were found upon him. I am sorry to +say it, my poor Norah; but you are required to go and identify him.' + +'To what?' asked Norah. + +'To say who it is. It is always done, in order that some reason may be +discovered for the suicide--if suicide it was. I make no doubt, he was +the man who came to see you at our house last night. It is very sad, I +know.' He made pauses between each little clause, in order to try and +bring back her senses, which he feared were wandering--so wild and sad +was her look. + +'Master Openshaw,' said she, at last, 'I've a dreadful secret to tell +you--only you must never breathe it to anyone, and you and I must hide +it away for ever. I thought to have done it all by myself, but I see +I cannot. Yon poor man--yes! the dead, drowned creature is, I fear, Mr +Frank, my mistress's first husband!' + +Mr Openshaw sat down, as if shot. He did not speak; but, after a +while, he signed to Norah to go on. + +'He came to me the other night, when--God be thanked!--you were all +away at Richmond. He asked me if his wife was dead or alive. I was +a brute, and thought more of your all coming home than of his sore +trial; I spoke out sharp, and said she was married again, and very +content and happy. I all but turned him away: and now he lies dead and +cold.' + +'God forgive me!' said Mr Openshaw. + +'God forgive us all!' said Norah. 'Yon poor man needs forgiveness, +perhaps, less than any one among us. He had been among the +savages--shipwrecked--I know not what--and he had written letters +which had never reached my poor missus.' + +'He saw his child!' + +'He saw her--yes! I took him up, to give his thoughts another start; +for I believed he was going mad on my hands. I came to seek him here, +as I more than half promised. My mind misgave me when I heard he never +came in. Oh, sir, it must be him!' + +Mr Openshaw rang the bell. Norah was almost too much stunned to wonder +at what he did. He asked for writing materials, wrote a letter, and +then said to Norah: + +'I am writing to Alice, to say I shall be unavoidably absent for a +few days; that I have found you; that you are well, and send her your +love, and will come home tomorrow. You must go with me to the police +court; you must identify the body; I will pay high to keep names and +details out of the papers.' + +'But where are you going, sir?' + +He did not answer her directly. Then he said: + +'Norah! I must go with you, and look on the face of the man whom I +have so injured--unwittingly, it is true; but it seems to me as if I +had killed him. I will lay his head in the grave as if he were my only +brother: and how he must have hated me! I cannot go home to my wife +till all that I can do for him is done. Then I go with a dreadful +secret on my mind. I shall never speak of it again, after these days +are over. I know you will not, either.' He shook hands with her; and +they never named the subject again, the one to the other. + +Norah went home to Alice the next day. Not a word was said on the +cause of her abrupt departure a day or two before. Alice had been +charged by her husband, in his letter, not to allude to the supposed +theft of the brooch; so she, implicitly obedient to those whom she +loved both by nature and habit, was entirely silent on the subject, +only treated Norah with the most tender respect, as if to make up for +unjust suspicion. + +Nor did Alice inquire into the reason why Mr Openshaw had been absent +during his uncle and aunt's visit, after he had once said that it was +unavoidable. He came back grave and quiet; and from that time forth +was curiously changed. More thoughtful, and perhaps less active; +quite as decided in conduct, but with new and different rules for the +guidance of that conduct. Towards Alice he could hardly be more kind +than he had always been; but he now seemed to look upon her as someone +sacred, and to be treated with reverence, as well as tenderness. He +throve in business, and made a large fortune, one half of which was +settled upon her. + +Long years after these events--a few months after her mother +died--Ailsie and her 'father' (as she always called Mr Openshaw) +drove to a cemetery a little way out of town, and she was carried to +a certain mound by her maid, who was then sent back to the carriage. +There was a headstone, with F.W. and a date upon it. That was all. +Sitting by the grave, Mr Openshaw told her the story; and for the sad +fate of that poor father whom she had never seen, he shed the only +tears she ever saw fall from his eyes. + + + + +_Thomas Hardy_ + +A MERE INTERLUDE + +(_The Bolton Weekly Journal_, 17 and 24 October 1885) + + +I + + +The traveller in school-books, who vouched in dryest tones for the +fidelity to fact of the following narrative, used to add a ring of +truth to it by opening with a nicety of criticism on the heroine's +personality. People were wrong, he declared, when they surmised +that Baptista Trewthen was a young woman with scarcely emotions or +character. There was nothing in her to love, and nothing to hate--so +ran the general opinion. That she showed few positive qualities was +true. The colours and tones which changing events paint on the faces +of active womankind were looked for in vain upon hers. But still +waters run deep; and no crisis had come in the years of her early +maidenhood to demonstrate what lay hidden within her, like metal in a +mine. + +She was the daughter of a small farmer in St Maria's, one of the Isles +of Lyonesse beyond Off-Wessex, who had spent a large sum, as there +understood, on her education, by sending her to the mainland for +two years. At nineteen she was entered at the Training College for +Teachers, and at twenty-one nominated to a school in the country, near +Tor-upon-Sea, whither she proceeded after the Christmas examination +and holidays. + +The months passed by from winter to spring and summer, and Baptista +applied herself to her new duties as best she could, till an +uneventful year had elapsed. Then an air of abstraction pervaded her +bearing as she walked to and fro, twice a day, and she showed the +traits of a person who had something on her mind. A widow, by name +Mrs Wace, in whose house Baptista Trewthen had been provided with a +sitting-room and bedroom till the schoolhouse should be built, noticed +this change in her youthful tenant's manner, and at last ventured to +press her with a few questions. + +'It has nothing to do with the place, nor with you,' said Miss +Trewthen. + +'Then it is the salary?' + +'No, nor the salary.' + +'Then it is something you have heard from home, my dear.' + +Baptista was silent for a few moments. 'It is Mr Heddegan,' she +murmured. 'Him they used to call David Heddegan before he got his +money.' + +'And who is the Mr Heddegan they used to call David?' + +'An old bachelor at Giant's Town, St Maria's, with no relations +whatever, who lives about a stone's throw from father's. When I was a +child he used to take me on his knee and say he'd marry me some day. +Now I am a woman the jest has turned earnest, and he is anxious to do +it. And father and mother say I can't do better than have him.' + +'He's well off?' + +'Yes--he's the richest man we know--as a friend and neighbour.' + +'How much older did you say he was than yourself?' + +'I didn't say. Twenty years at least.' + +'And an unpleasant man in the bargain perhaps?' + +'No--he's not unpleasant.' + +'Well, child, all I can say is that I'd resist any such engagement +if it's not palatable to 'ee. You are comfortable here, in my little +house, I hope. All the parish like 'ee: and I've never been so +cheerful, since my poor husband left me to wear his wings, as I've +been with 'ee as my lodger.' + +The schoolmistress assured her landlady that she could return the +sentiment. 'But here comes my perplexity,' she said. 'I don't like +keeping school. Ah, you are surprised--you didn't suspect it. That's +because I've concealed my feeling. Well, I simply hate school. I don't +care for children--they are unpleasant, troublesome little things, +whom nothing would delight so much as to hear that you had fallen +down dead. Yet I would even put up with them if it was not for the +inspector. For three months before his visit I didn't sleep soundly. +And the Committee of Council are always changing the Code, so that you +don't know what to teach, and what to leave untaught. I think father +and mother are right. They say I shall never excel as a schoolmistress +if I dislike the work so, and that therefore I ought to get settled by +marrying Mr Heddegan. Between us two, I like him better than school; +but I don't like him quite so much as to wish to marry him.' + +These conversations, once begun, were continued from day to day; till +at length the young girl's elderly friend and landlady threw in her +opinion on the side of Miss Trewthen's parents. All things considered, +she declared, the uncertainty of the school, the labour, Baptista's +natural dislike for teaching, it would be as well to take what fate +offered, and make the best of matters by wedding her father's old +neighbour and prosperous friend. + +The Easter holidays came round, and Baptista went to spend them as +usual in her native isle, going by train into Off-Wessex and crossing +by packet from Pen-zephyr. When she returned in the middle of April +her face wore a more settled aspect. + +'Well?' said the expectant Mrs Wace. + +'I have agreed to have him as my husband,' said Baptista, in an +off-hand way. 'Heaven knows if it will be for the best or not. But I +have agreed to do it, and so the matter is settled.' + +Mrs Wace commended her; but Baptista did not care to dwell on the +subject; so that allusion to it was very infrequent between them. +Nevertheless, among other things, she repeated to the widow from time +to time in monosyllabic remarks that the wedding was really impending; +that it was arranged for the summer, and that she had given notice of +leaving the school at the August holidays. Later on she announced more +specifically that her marriage was to take place immediately after her +return home at the beginning of the month aforesaid. + +She now corresponded regularly with Mr Heddegan. Her letters from him +were seen, at least on the outside, and in part within, by Mrs Wace. +Had she read more of their interiors than the occasional sentences +shown her by Baptista she would have perceived that the scratchy, +rusty handwriting of Miss Trewthen's betrothed conveyed little more +matter than details of their future housekeeping, and his preparations +for the same, with innumerable 'my dears' sprinkled in disconnectedly, +to show the depth of his affection without the inconveniences of +syntax. + + +II + + +It was the end of July--dry, too dry, even for the season, the +delicate green herbs and vegetables that grew in this favoured end of +the kingdom tasting rather of the watering-pot than of the pure +fresh moisture from the skies. Baptista's boxes were packed, and one +Saturday morning she departed by a waggonette to the station, and +thence by train to Pen-zephyr, from which port she was, as usual, to +cross the water immediately to her home, and become Mr Heddegan's wife +on the Wednesday of the week following. + +She might have returned a week sooner. But though the wedding day had +loomed so near, and the banns were out, she delayed her departure till +this last moment, saying it was not necessary for her to be at home +long beforehand. As Mr Heddegan was older than herself, she said, she +was to be married in her ordinary summer bonnet and grey silk frock, +and there were no preparations to make that had not been amply made by +her parents and intended husband. + +In due time, after a hot and tedious journey, she reached Pen-zephyr. +She here obtained some refreshment, and then went towards the pier, +where she learnt to her surprise that the little steamboat plying +between the town and the islands had left at eleven o'clock; the +usual hour of departure in the afternoon having been forestalled in +consequence of the fogs which had for a few days prevailed towards +evening, making twilight navigation dangerous. + +This being Saturday, there was now no other boat till Tuesday, and it +became obvious that here she would have to remain for the three days, +unless her friends should think fit to rig out one of the island +sailing-boats and come to fetch her--a not very likely contingency, +the sea distance being nearly forty miles. + +Baptista, however, had been detained in Pen-zephyr on more than one +occasion before, either on account of bad weather or some such reason +as the present, and she was therefore not in any personal alarm. But, +as she was to be married on the following Wednesday, the delay was +certainly inconvenient to a more than ordinary degree, since it would +leave less than a day's interval between her arrival and the wedding +ceremony. + +Apart from this awkwardness she did not much mind the accident. It was +indeed curious to see how little she minded. Perhaps it would not be +too much to say that, although she was going to do the critical deed +of her life quite willingly, she experienced an indefinable relief at +the postponement of her meeting with Heddegan. But her manner after +making discovery of the hindrance was quiet and subdued, even to +passivity itself; as was instanced by her having, at the moment of +receiving information that the steamer had sailed, replied 'Oh', so +coolly to the porter with her luggage, that he was almost disappointed +at her lack of disappointment. + +The question now was, should she return again to Mrs Wace, in the +village of Lower Wessex, or wait in the town at which she had arrived. +She would have preferred to go back, but the distance was too great; +moreover, having left the place for good, and somewhat dramatically, +to become a bride, a return, even for so short a space, would have +been a trifle humiliating. + +Leaving, then, her boxes at the station, her next anxiety was to +secure a respectable, or rather genteel, lodging in the popular +seaside resort confronting her. To this end she looked about the town, +in which, though she had passed through it half-a-dozen times, she was +practically a stranger. + +Baptista found a room to suit her over a fruiterer's shop; where she +made herself at home, and set herself in order after her journey. +An early cup of tea having revived her spirits she walked out to +reconnoitre. + +Being a schoolmistress she avoided looking at the schools, and having +a sort of trade connection with books, she avoided looking at the +booksellers; but wearying of the other shops she inspected +the churches; not that for her own part she cared much about +ecclesiastical edifices; but tourists looked at them, and so would +she--a proceeding for which no one would have credited her with any +great originality, such, for instance, as that she subsequently showed +herself to possess. The churches soon oppressed her. She tried the +Museum, but came out because it seemed lonely and tedious. + +Yet the town and the walks in this land of strawberries, these +headquarters of early English flowers and fruit, were then, as always, +attractive. From the more picturesque streets she went to the town +gardens, and the Pier, and the Harbour, and looked at the men at work +there, loading and unloading as in the time of the Phoenicians. + +'Not Baptista? Yes, Baptista it is!' + +The words were uttered behind her. Turning round she gave a start, +and became confused, even agitated, for a moment. Then she said in her +usual undemonstrative manner, 'O--is it really you, Charles?' + +Without speaking again at once, and with a half-smile, the newcomer +glanced her over. There was much criticism, and some resentment--even +temper--in his eye. + +'I am going home,' continued she. 'But I have missed the boat.' + +He scarcely seemed to take in the meaning of this explanation, in +the intensity of his critical survey. 'Teaching still? What a fine +schoolmistress you make, Baptista, I warrant!' he said with a slight +flavour of sarcasm, which was not lost upon her. + +'I know I am nothing to brag of,' she replied. 'That's why I have +given up.' + +'O--given up? You astonish me.' + +'I hate the profession.' + +'Perhaps that's because I am in it.' + +'O no, it isn't. But I am going to enter on another life altogether. I +am going to be married next week to Mr David Heddegan.' + +The young man--fortified as he was by a natural cynical pride and +passionateness--winced at this unexpected reply, notwithstanding. + +'Who is Mr David Heddegan?' he asked, as indifferently as lay in his +power. + +She informed him the bearer of the name was a general merchant of +Giant's Town, St Maria's Island--her father's nearest neighbour and +oldest friend. + +'Then we shan't see anything more of you on the mainland?' inquired +the schoolmaster. + +'O, I don't know about that,' said Miss Trewthen. + +'Here endeth the career of the belle of the boarding-school your +father was foolish enough to send you to. A "general merchant's" wife +in the Lyonesse Isles. Will you sell pounds of soap and pennyworths +of tin tacks, or whole bars of saponaceous matter, and great tenpenny +nails?' + +'He's not in such a small way as that!' she almost pleaded. 'He owns +ships, though they are rather little ones!' + +'O, well, it is much the same. Come, let us walk on; it is tedious +to stand still. I thought you would be a failure in education,' he +continued, when she obeyed him and strolled ahead. 'You never showed +power that way. You remind me much of some of those women who think +they are sure to be great actresses if they go on the stage, because +they have a pretty face, and forget that what we require is acting. +But you found your mistake, didn't you?' + +'Don't taunt me, Charles.' It was noticeable that the young +schoolmaster's tone caused her no anger or retaliatory passion; +far otherwise: there was a tear in her eye. 'How is it you are at +Pen-zephyr?' she inquired. + +'I don't taunt you. I speak the truth, purely in a friendly way, as +I should to anyone I wished well. Though for that matter I might have +some excuse even for taunting you. Such a terrible hurry as you've +been in. I hate a woman who is in such a hurry.' + +'How do you mean that?' + +'Why--to be somebody's wife or other--anything's wife rather than +nobody's. You couldn't wait for me, O, no. Well, thank God, I'm cured +of all that!' + +'How merciless you are!' she said bitterly. 'Wait for you? What does +that mean, Charley? You never showed--anything to wait for--anything +special towards me.' + +'O come, Baptista dear; come!' + +'What I mean is, nothing definite,' she expostulated. 'I suppose you +liked me a little; but it seemed to me to be only a pastime on your +part, and that you never meant to make an honourable engagement of +it.' + +'There, that's just it! You girls expect a man to mean business at the +first look. No man when he first becomes interested in a woman has any +definite scheme of engagement to marry her in his mind, unless he is +meaning a vulgar mercenary marriage. However, I did at last mean an +honourable engagement, as you call it, come to that.' + +'But you never said so, and an indefinite courtship soon injures a +woman's position and credit, sooner than you think.' + +'Baptista, I solemnly declare that in six months I should have asked +you to marry me.' + +She walked along in silence, looking on the ground, and appearing very +uncomfortable. Presently he said, 'Would you have waited for me if you +had known?' To this she whispered in a sorrowful whisper, 'Yes!' + +They went still farther in silence--passing along one of the beautiful +walks on the outskirts of the town, yet not observant of scene or +situation. Her shoulder and his were close together, and he clasped +his fingers round the small of her arm--quite lightly, and without any +attempt at impetus; yet the act seemed to say, 'Now I hold you, and my +will must be yours.' + +Recurring to a previous question of hers he said, 'I have merely run +down here for a day or two from school near Trufal, before going off +to the north for the rest of my holiday. I have seen my relations at +Redrutin quite lately, so I am not going there this time. How little +I thought of meeting you! How very different the circumstances would +have been if, instead of parting again as we must in half-an-hour or +so, possibly for ever, you had been now just going off with me, as my +wife, on our honeymoon trip. Ha--ha--well--so humorous is life!' + +She stopped suddenly. 'I must go back now--this is altogether too +painful, Charley! It is not at all a kind mood you are in today.' + +'I don't want to pain you--you know I do not,' he said more gently. +'Only it just exasperates me--this you are going to do. I wish you +would not.' + +'What?' + +'Marry him. There, now I have showed you my true sentiments.' + +'I must do it now,' said she. + +'Why?' he asked, dropping the off-hand masterful tone he had hitherto +spoken in, and becoming earnest; still holding her arm, however, as if +she were his chattel to be taken up or put down at will. 'It is never +too late to break off a marriage that's distasteful to you. Now I'll +say one thing; and it is truth: I wish you would marry me instead +of him, even now, at the last moment, though you have served me so +badly.' + +'O, it is not possible to think of that!' she answered hastily, +shaking her head. 'When I get home all will be prepared--it is ready +even now--the things for the party, the furniture, Mr. Heddegan's new +suit, and everything. I should require the courage of a tropical lion +to go home there and say I wouldn't carry out my promise!' + +'Then go, in Heaven's name! But there would be no necessity for you to +go home and face them in that way. If we were to marry, it would have +to be at once, instantly; or not at all. I should think your affection +not worth the having unless you agreed to come back with me to Trufal +this evening, where we could be married by licence on Monday morning. +And then no Mr. David Heddegan or anybody else could get you away from +me.' + +'I must go home by the Tuesday boat,' she faltered. 'What would they +think if I did not come?' + +'You could go home by that boat just the same. All the difference +would be that I should go with you. You could leave me on the quay, +where I'd have a smoke, while you went and saw your father and mother +privately; you could then tell them what you had done, and that I +was waiting not far off; that I was a schoolmaster in a fairly good +position, and a young man you had known when you were at the Training +College. Then I would come boldly forward; and they would see that it +could not be altered, and so you wouldn't suffer a lifelong misery by +being the wife of a wretched old gaffer you don't like at all. Now, +honestly; you do like me best, don't you, Baptista?' + +'Yes.' + +'Then we will do as I say.' + +She did not pronounce a clear affirmative. But that she consented +to the novel proposition at some moment or other of that walk was +apparent by what occurred a little later. + + +III + + +An enterprise of such pith required, indeed, less talking than +consideration. The first thing they did in carrying it out was to +return to the railway station, where Baptista took from her luggage a +small trunk of immediate necessaries which she would in any case have +required after missing the boat. That same afternoon they travelled up +the line to Trufal. + +Charles Stow (as his name was), despite his disdainful indifference +to things, was very careful of appearances, and made the journey +independently of her though in the same train. He told her where she +could get board and lodgings in the city; and with merely a distant +nod to her of a provisional kind, went off to his own quarters, and to +see about the licence. + +On Sunday she saw him in the morning across the nave of the +pro-cathedral. In the afternoon they walked together in the fields, +where he told her that the licence would be ready next day, and would +be available the day after, when the ceremony could be performed as +early after eight o'clock as they should choose. + +His courtship, thus renewed after an interval of two years, was +as impetuous, violent even, as it was short. The next day came and +passed, and the final arrangements were made. Their agreement was to +get the ceremony over as soon as they possibly could the next morning, +so as to go on to Pen-zephyr at once, and reach that place in time for +the boat's departure the same day. It was in obedience to Baptista's +earnest request that Stow consented thus to make the whole journey +to Lyonesse by land and water at one heat, and not break it at +Pen-zephyr; she seemed to be oppressed with a dread of lingering +anywhere, this great first act of disobedience to her parents once +accomplished, with the weight on her mind that her home had to be +convulsed by the disclosure of it. To face her difficulties over the +water immediately she had created them was, however, a course more +desired by Baptista than by her lover; though for once he gave way. + +The next morning was bright and warm as those which had preceded it. +By six o'clock it seemed nearly noon, as is often the case in that +part of England in the summer season. By nine they were husband and +wife. They packed up and departed by the earliest train after the +service; and on the way discussed at length what she should say on +meeting her parents, Charley dictating the turn of each phrase. In her +anxiety they had travelled so early that when they reached Pen-zephyr +they found there were nearly two hours on their hands before the +steamer's time of sailing. + +Baptista was extremely reluctant to be seen promenading the streets +of the watering-place with her husband till, as above stated, the +household at Giant's Town should know the unexpected course of events +from her own lips; and it was just possible, if not likely, that some +Lyonessian might be prowling about there, or even have come across the +sea to look for her. To meet anyone to whom she was known, and to have +to reply to awkward questions about the strange young man at her side +before her well-framed announcement had been delivered at proper time +and place, was a thing she could not contemplate with equanimity. So, +instead of looking at the shops and harbour, they went along the coast +a little way. + +The heat of the morning was by this time intense. They clambered up on +some cliffs, and while sitting there, looking around at St Michael's +Mount and other objects, Charles said to her that he thought he would +run down to the beach at their feet, and take just one plunge into the +sea. + +Baptista did not much like the idea of being left alone; it was +gloomy, she said. But he assured her he would not be gone more than a +quarter of an hour at the outside, and she passively assented. + +Down he went, disappeared, appeared again, and looked back. Then he +again proceeded, and vanished, till, as a small waxen object, she saw +him emerge from the nook that had screened him, cross the white fringe +of foam, and walk into the undulating mass of blue. Once in the water +he seemed less inclined to hurry than before; he remained a long time; +and, unable either to appreciate his skill or criticize his want of +it at that distance, she withdrew her eyes from the spot, and gazed at +the still outline of St Michael's--now beautifully toned in grey. + +Her anxiety for the hour of departure, and to cope at once with the +approaching incidents that she would have to manipulate as best she +could, sent her into a reverie. It was now Tuesday; she would reach +home in the evening--a very late time they would say; but, as the +delay was a pure accident, they would deem her marriage to Mr Heddegan +tomorrow still practicable. Then Charles would have to be produced +from the background. It was a terrible undertaking to think of, and +she almost regretted her temerity in wedding so hastily that morning. +The rage of her father would be so crushing; the reproaches of her +mother so bitter; and perhaps Charles would answer hotly, and perhaps +cause estrangement till death. There had obviously been no alarm about +her at St Maria's, or somebody would have sailed across to inquire for +her. She had, in a letter written at the beginning of the week, spoken +of the hour at which she intended to leave her country schoolhouse; +and from this her friends had probably perceived that by such timing +she would run a risk of losing the Saturday boat. She had missed it, +and as a consequence sat here on the shore as Mrs Charles Stow. + +This brought her to the present, and she turned from the outline of St +Michael's Mount to look about for her husband's form. He was, as far +as she could discover, no longer in the sea. Then he was dressing. By +moving a few steps she could see where his clothes lay. But Charles +was not beside them. + +Baptista looked back again at the water in bewilderment, as if her +senses were the victim of some sleight of hand. Not a speck or spot +resembling a man's head or face showed anywhere. By this time she was +alarmed, and her alarm intensified when she perceived a little beyond +the scene of her husband's bathing a small area of water, the quality +of whose surface differed from that of the surrounding expanse as the +coarse vegetation of some foul patch in a mead differs from the fine +green of the remainder. Elsewhere it looked flexuous, here it looked +vermiculated and lumpy, and her marine experiences suggested to her in +a moment that two currents met and caused a turmoil at this place. + +She descended as hastily as her trembling limbs would allow. The way +down was terribly long, and before reaching the heap of clothes it +occurred to her that, after all, it would be best to run first for +help. Hastening along in a lateral direction she proceeded inland till +she met a man, and soon afterwards two others. To them she exclaimed, +'I think a gentleman who was bathing is in some danger. I cannot see +him as I could. Will you please run and help him, at once, if you will +be so kind?' + +She did not think of turning to show them the exact spot, indicating +it vaguely by the direction of her hand, and still going on her way +with the idea of gaining more assistance. When she deemed, in her +faintness, that she had carried the alarm far enough, she faced about +and dragged herself back again. Before reaching the now dreaded spot +she met one of the men. + +'We can see nothing at all, Miss,' he declared. + +Having gained the beach, she found the tide in, and no sign of +Charley's clothes. The other men whom she had besought to come had +disappeared, it must have been in some other direction, for she had +not met them going away. They, finding nothing, had probably thought +her alarm a mere conjecture, and given up the quest. + +Baptista sank down upon the stones near at hand. Where Charley had +undressed was now sea. There could not be the least doubt that he was +drowned, and his body sucked under by the current; while his clothes, +lying within high-water mark, had probably been carried away by the +rising tide. + +She remained in a stupor for some minutes, till a strange sensation +succeeded the aforesaid perceptions, mystifying her intelligence, and +leaving her physically almost inert. With his personal disappearance, +the last three days of her life with him seemed to be swallowed up, +also his image, in her mind's eye, waned curiously, receded far away, +grew stranger and stranger, less and less real. Their meeting and +marriage had been so sudden, unpremeditated, adventurous, that she +could hardly believe that she had played her part in such a reckless +drama. Of all the few hours of her life with Charles, the portion that +most insisted in coming back to memory was their fortuitous encounter +on the previous Saturday, and those bitter reprimands with which he +had begun the attack, as it might be called, which had piqued her to +an unexpected consummation. + +A sort of cruelty, an imperiousness, even in his warmth, had +characterized Charles Stow. As a lover he had ever been a bit of a +tyrant; and it might pretty truly have been said that he had stung +her into marriage with him at last. Still more alien from her life did +these reflections operate to make him; and then they would be chased +away by an interval of passionate weeping and mad regret. Finally, +there returned upon the confused mind of the young wife the +recollection that she was on her way homeward, and that the packet +would sail in three-quarters of an hour. + +Except the parasol in her hand, all she possessed was at the station +awaiting her onward journey. + +She looked in that direction; and, entering one of those +undemonstrative phases so common with her, walked quietly on. + +At first she made straight for the railway; but suddenly turning she +went to a shop and wrote an anonymous line announcing his death by +drowning to the only person she had ever heard Charles mention as a +relative. Posting this stealthily, and with a fearful look around her, +she seemed to acquire a terror of the late events, pursuing her way to +the station as if followed by a spectre. + +When she got to the office she asked for the luggage that she had left +there on the Saturday as well as the trunk left on the morning just +lapsed. All were put in the boat, and she herself followed. Quickly +as these things had been done, the whole proceeding, nevertheless, +had been almost automatic on Baptista's part, ere she had come to any +definite conclusion on her course. + +Just before the bell rang she heard a conversation on the pier, which +removed the last shade of doubt from her mind, if any had existed, +that she was Charles Stow's widow. The sentences were but fragmentary, +but she could easily piece them out. + +'A man drowned--swam out too far--was a stranger to the place--people +in boat--saw him go down--couldn't get there in time.' + +The news was little more definite than this as yet; though it may as +well be stated once for all that the statement was true. Charley, with +the over-confidence of his nature, had ventured out too far for his +strength, and succumbed in the absence of assistance, his lifeless +body being at the moment suspended in the transparent mid-depths of +the bay. His clothes, however, had merely been gently lifted by the +rising tide, and floated into a nook hard by, where they lay out of +sight of the passers-by till a day or two after. + + +IV + + +In ten minutes they were steaming out of the harbour for their voyage +of four or five hours, at whose ending she would have to tell her +strange story. + +As Pen-zephyr and all its environing scenes disappeared behind +Mousehole and St Clement's Isle, Baptista's ephemeral, meteor-like +husband impressed her yet more as a fantasy. She was still in such a +trance-like state that she had been an hour on the little packet-boat +before she became aware of the agitating fact that Mr Heddegan was +on board with her. Involuntarily she slipped from her left hand the +symbol of her wifehood. + +'Hee-hee! Well, the truth is, I wouldn't interrupt 'ee. "I reckon she +don't see me, or won't see me," I said, "and what's the hurry? She'll +see enough o' me soon!" I hope ye be well, mee deer?' + +He was a hale, well-conditioned man of about five and fifty, of the +complexion common to those whose lives are passed on the bluffs and +beaches of an ocean isle. He extended the four quarters of his face +in a genial smile, and his hand for a grasp of the same magnitude. She +gave her own in surprised docility, and he continued: + +'I couldn't help coming across to meet 'ee. What an unfortunate thing +you missing the boat and not coming Saturday! They meant to have +warned 'ee that the time was changed, but forgot it at the last +moment. The truth is that I should have informed 'ee myself, but I was +that busy finishing up a job last week, so as to have this week free, +that I trusted to your father for attending to these little things. +However, so plain and quiet as it is all to be, it really do not +matter so much as it might otherwise have done, and I hope ye haven't +been greatly put out. Now, if you'd sooner that I should not be seen +talking to 'ee--if 'ee feel shy at all before strangers--just say. +I'll leave 'ee to yourself till we get home.' + +'Thank you much. I am indeed a little tired, Mr Heddegan.' + +He nodded urbane acquiescence, strolled away immediately, and minutely +inspected the surface of the funnel, till some female passengers of +Giant's Town tittered at what they must have thought a rebuff--for the +approaching wedding was known to many on St Maria's Island, though to +nobody elsewhere. Baptista coloured at their satire, and called +him back, and forced herself to commune with him in at least a +mechanically friendly manner. + +The opening event had been thus different from her expectation, +and she had adumbrated no act to meet it. Taken aback she passively +allowed circumstances to pilot her along; and so the voyage was made. + +It was near dusk when they touched the pier of Giant's Town, where +several friends and neighbours stood awaiting them. Her father had a +lantern in his hand. Her mother, too, was there, reproachfully glad +that the delay had at last ended so simply. Mrs Trewthen and her +daughter went together along the Giant's Walk, or promenade, to the +house, rather in advance of her husband and Mr Heddegan, who talked in +loud tones which reached the women over their shoulders. + +Some would have called Mrs Trewthen a good mother; but though well +meaning she was maladroit, and her intentions missed their mark. This +might have been partly attributable to the slight deafness from which +she suffered. Now, as usual, the chief utterances came from her lips. + +'Ah, yes, I'm so glad, my child, that you've got over safe. It is all +ready, and everything so well arranged, that nothing but misfortune +could hinder you settling as, with God's grace, becomes 'ee. Close to +your mother's door a'most, 'twill be a great blessing, I'm sure; and +I was very glad to find from your letters that you'd held your word +sacred. That's right--make your word your bond always. Mrs Wace seems +to be a sensible woman. I hope the Lord will do for her as he's doing +for you no long time hence. And how did 'ee get over the terrible +journey from Tor-upon-Sea to Pen-zephyr? Once you'd done with the +railway, of course, you seemed quite at home. Well, Baptista, conduct +yourself seemly, and all will be well.' + +Thus admonished, Baptista entered the house, her father and Mr +Heddegan immediately at her back. Her mother had been so didactic that +she had felt herself absolutely unable to broach the subjects in the +centre of her mind. + +The familiar room, with the dark ceiling, the well-spread table, the +old chairs, had never before spoken so eloquently of the times ere she +knew or had heard of Charley Stow. She went upstairs to take off her +things, her mother remaining below to complete the disposition of the +supper, and attend to the preparation of tomorrow's meal, altogether +composing such an array of pies, from pies of fish to pies of turnips, +as was never heard of outside the Western Duchy. Baptista, once alone, +sat down and did nothing; and was called before she had taken off her +bonnet. + +'I'm coming,' she cried, jumping up, and speedily disapparelling +herself, brushed her hair with a few touches and went down. + +Two or three of Mr Heddegan's and her father's friends had dropped in, +and expressed their sympathy for the delay she had been subjected +to. The meal was a most merry one except to Baptista. She had desired +privacy, and there was none; and to break the news was already a +greater difficulty than it had been at first. Everything around her, +animate and inanimate, great and small, insisted that she had come +home to be married; and she could not get a chance to say nay. + +One or two people sang songs, as overtures to the melody of the +morrow, till at length bedtime came, and they all withdrew, her mother +having retired a little earlier. When Baptista found herself again +alone in her bedroom the case stood as before: she had come home with +much to say, and she had said nothing. + +It was now growing clear even to herself that Charles being dead, she +had not determination sufficient within her to break tidings which, +had he been alive, would have imperatively announced themselves. And +thus with the stroke of midnight came the turning of the scale; her +story should remain untold. It was not that upon the whole she thought +it best not to attempt to tell it; but that she could not undertake so +explosive a matter. To stop the wedding now would cause a convulsion +in Giant's Town little short of volcanic. Weakened, tired, and +terrified as she had been by the day's adventures, she could not make +herself the author of such a catastrophe. But how refuse Heddegan +without telling? It really seemed to her as if her marriage with Mr +Heddegan were about to take place as if nothing had intervened. + +Morning came. The events of the previous days were cut off from her +present existence by scene and sentiment more completely than ever. +Charles Stow had grown to be a special being of whom, owing to his +character, she entertained rather fearful than loving memory. Baptista +could hear when she awoke that her parents were already moving about +downstairs. But she did not rise till her mother's rather rough voice +resounded up the staircase as it had done on the preceding evening. + +'Baptista! Come, time to be stirring! The man will be here, by +Heaven's blessing, in three-quarters of an hour. He has looked in +already for a minute or two--and says he's going to the church to see +if things be well forward.' + +Baptista arose, looked out of the window, and took the easy course. +When she emerged from the regions above she was arrayed in her new +silk frock and best stockings, wearing a linen jacket over the former +for breakfasting, and her common slippers over the latter, not to +spoil the new ones on the rough precincts of the dwelling. + +It is unnecessary to dwell at any great length on this part of the +morning's proceedings. She revealed nothing; and married Heddegan, as +she had given her word to do, on that appointed August day. + + +V + + +Mr Heddegan forgave the coldness of his bride's manner during and +after the wedding ceremony, full well aware that there had been +considerable reluctance on her part to acquiesce in this neighbourly +arrangement, and, as a philosopher of long standing, holding that +whatever Baptista's attitude now, the conditions would probably +be much the same six months hence as those which ruled among other +married couples. + +An absolutely unexpected shock was given to Baptista's listless mind +about an hour after the wedding service. They had nearly finished the +midday dinner when the now husband said to her father, 'We think of +starting about two. And the breeze being so fair we shall bring up +inside Pen-zephyr new pier about six at least.' + +'What--are we going to Pen-zephyr?' said Baptista. 'I don't know +anything of it.' + +'Didn't you tell her?' asked her father of Heddegan. + +It transpired that, owing to the delay in her arrival, this proposal +too, among other things, had in the hurry not been mentioned to +her, except some time ago as a general suggestion that they would go +somewhere. Heddegan had imagined that any trip would be pleasant, and +one to the mainland the pleasantest of all. + +She looked so distressed at the announcement that her husband +willingly offered to give it up, though he had not had a holiday off +the island for a whole year. Then she pondered on the inconvenience of +staying at Giant's Town, where all the inhabitants were bonded, by the +circumstances of their situation, into a sort of family party, which +permitted and encouraged on such occasions as these oral criticism +that was apt to disturb the equanimity of newly married girls, and +would especially worry Baptista in her strange situation. Hence, +unexpectedly, she agreed not to disorganize her husband's plans for +the wedding jaunt, and it was settled that, as originally intended, +they should proceed in a neighbour's sailing boat to the metropolis of +the district. + +In this way they arrived at Pen-zephyr without difficulty or mishap. +Bidding adieu to Jenkin and his man, who had sailed them over, they +strolled arm in arm off the pier, Baptista silent, cold, and obedient. +Heddegan had arranged to take her as far as Plymouth before their +return, but to go no further than where they had landed that day. +Their first business was to find an inn; and in this they had +unexpected difficulty, since for some reason or other--possibly the +fine weather--many of the nearest at hand were full of tourists and +commercial travellers. He led her on till he reached a tavern which, +though comparatively unpretending, stood in as attractive a spot as +any in the town; and this, somewhat to their surprise after their +previous experience, they found apparently empty. The considerate old +man, thinking that Baptista was educated to artistic notions, though +he himself was deficient in them, had decided that it was most +desirable to have, on such an occasion as the present, an apartment +with 'a good view' (the expression being one he had often heard in use +among tourists); and he therefore asked for a favourite room on +the first floor, from which a bow-window protruded, for the express +purpose of affording such an outlook. + +The landlady, after some hesitation, said she was sorry that +particular apartment was engaged; the next one, however, or any other +in the house, was unoccupied. + +'The gentleman who has the best one will give it up tomorrow, and then +you can change into it,' she added, as Mr Heddegan hesitated about +taking the adjoining and less commanding one. + +'We shall be gone tomorrow, and shan't want it,' he said. + +Wishing not to lose customers, the landlady earnestly continued that +since he was bent on having the best room, perhaps the other gentleman +would not object to move at once into the one they despised, since, +though nothing could be seen from the window, the room was equally +large. + +'Well, if he doesn't care for a view,' said Mr Heddegan, with the air +of a highly artistic man who did. + +'O no--I am sure he doesn't,' she said. 'I can promise that you shall +have the room you want. If you would not object to go for a walk for +half an hour, I could have it ready, and your things in it, and a nice +tea laid in the bow-window by the time you come back?' + +This proposal was deemed satisfactory by the fussy old tradesman, +and they went out. Baptista nervously conducted him in an opposite +direction to her walk of the former day in other company, showing on +her wan face, had he observed it, how much she was beginning to regret +her sacrificial step for mending matters that morning. + +She took advantage of a moment when her husband's back was turned to +inquire casually in a shop if anything had been heard of the gentleman +who was sucked down in the eddy while bathing. + +The shopman said, 'Yes, his body has been washed ashore,' and had just +handed Baptista a newspaper on which she discerned the heading, 'A +Schoolmaster drowned while bathing', when her husband turned to join +her. She might have pursued the subject without raising suspicion; +but it was more than flesh and blood could do, and completing a small +purchase almost ran out of the shop. + +'What is your terrible hurry, mee deer?' said Heddegan, hastening +after. + +'I don't know--I don't want to stay in shops,' she gasped. + +'And we won't,' he said. 'They are suffocating this weather. Let's go +back and have some tay!' + +They found the much desired apartment awaiting their entry. It was a +sort of combination bed and sitting-room, and the table was prettily +spread with high tea in the bow-window, a bunch of flowers in the +midst, and a best-parlour chair on each side. Here they shared the +meal by the ruddy light of the vanishing sun. But though the view +had been engaged, regardless of expense, exclusively for Baptista's +pleasure, she did not direct any keen attention out of the window. Her +gaze as often fell on the floor and walls of the room as elsewhere, +and on the table as much as on either, beholding nothing at all. + +But there was a change. Opposite her seat was the door, upon which +her eyes presently became riveted like those of a little bird upon a +snake. For, on a peg at the back of the door, there hung a hat; such +a hat--surely, from its peculiar make, the actual hat--that had been +worn by Charles. Conviction grew to certainty when she saw a +railway ticket sticking up from the band. Charles had put the ticket +there--she had noticed the act. + +Her teeth almost chattered; she murmured something incoherent. Her +husband jumped up and said, 'You are not well! What is it? What shall +I get 'ee?' + +'Smelling salts!' she said, quickly and desperately; 'at the chemist's +shop you were in just now.' + +He jumped up like the anxious old man that he was, caught up his own +hat from a back table, and without observing the other hastened out +and downstairs. + +Left alone she gazed and gazed at the back of the door, then +spasmodically rang the bell. An honest-looking country maid-servant +appeared in response. + +'A hat!' murmured Baptista, pointing with her finger. 'It does not +belong to us.' + +'O yes, I'll take it away,' said the young woman with some hurry 'It +belongs to the other gentleman.' + +She spoke with a certain awkwardness, and took the hat out of the +room. Baptista had recovered her outward composure. 'The other +gentleman?' she said. 'Where is the other gentleman?' + +'He's in the next room, ma'am. He removed out of this to oblige 'ee.' + +'How can you say so? I should hear him if he were there,' said +Baptista, sufficiently recovered to argue down an apparent untruth. + +'He's there,' said the girl, hardily. + +'Then it is strange that he makes no noise,' said Mrs Heddegan, +convicting the girl of falsity by a look. + +'He makes no noise; but it is not strange,' said the servant. + +All at once a dread took possession of the bride's heart, like a +cold hand laid thereon; for it flashed upon her that there was a +possibility of reconciling the girl's statement with her own knowledge +of facts. + +'Why does he make no noise?' she weakly said. + +The waiting-maid was silent, and looked at her questioner. 'If I tell +you, ma'am, you won't tell missis?' she whispered. + +Baptista promised. + +'Because he's a-lying dead!' said the girl. 'He's the schoolmaster +that was drowned yesterday.' + +'O!' said the bride, covering her eyes. 'Then he was in this room till +just now?' + +'Yes,' said the maid, thinking the young lady's agitation natural +enough. 'And I told missis that I thought she oughtn't to have done +it, because I don't hold it right to keep visitors so much in the +dark where death's concerned; but she said the gentleman didn't die +of anything infectious; she was a poor, honest, innkeeper's wife, she +says, who had to get her living by making hay while the sun sheened. +And owing to the drowned gentleman being brought here, she said, it +kept so many people away that we were empty, though all the other +houses were full. So when your good man set his mind upon the room, +and she would have lost good paying folk if he'd not had it, it wasn't +to be supposed, she said, that she'd let anything stand in the way. +Ye won't say that I've told ye, please, m'm? All the linen has been +changed, and as the inquest won't be till tomorrow, after you are +gone, she thought you wouldn't know a word of it, being strangers +here.' + +The returning footsteps of her husband broke off further narration. +Baptista waved her hand, for she could not speak. The waiting-maid +quickly withdrew, and Mr Heddegan entered with the smelling salts and +other nostrums. + +'Any better?' he questioned. + +'I don't like the hotel,' she exclaimed, almost simultaneously. 'I +can't bear it--it doesn't suit me!' + +'Is that all that's the matter?' he returned pettishly (this being the +first time of his showing such a mood). 'Upon my heart and life such +trifling is trying to any man's temper, Baptista! Sending me about +from here to yond, and then when I come back saying 'ee don't like +the place that I have sunk so much money and words to get for 'ee. 'Od +dang it all, 'tis enough to--But I won't say any more at present, mee +deer, though it is just too much to expect to turn out of the +house now. We shan't get another quiet place at this time of the +evening--every other inn in the town is bustling with rackety folk +of one sort and t'other, while here 'tis as quiet as the grave--the +country, I would say. So bide still, d'ye hear, and tomorrow we shall +be out of the town altogether--as early as you like.' + +The obstinacy of age had, in short, overmastered its complaisance, and +the young woman said no more. The simple course of telling him that +in the adjoining room lay a corpse which had lately occupied their +own might, it would have seemed, have been an effectual one without +further disclosure, but to allude to that subject, however it was +disguised, was more than Heddegan's young wife had strength for. +Horror broke her down. In the contingency one thing only presented +itself to her paralysed regard--that here she was doomed to abide, +in a hideous contiguity to the dead husband and the living, and her +conjecture did, in fact, bear itself out. That night she lay between +the two men she had married--Heddegan on the one hand, and on the +other through the partition against which the bed stood, Charles Stow. + + +VI + + +Kindly time had withdrawn the foregoing event three days from the +present of Baptista Heddegan. It was ten o'clock in the morning; she +had been ill, not in an ordinary or definite sense, but in a state of +cold stupefaction, from which it was difficult to arouse her so much +as to say a few sentences. When questioned she had replied that she +was pretty well. + +Their trip, as such, had been something of a failure. They had gone +on as far as Falmouth, but here he had given way to her entreaties +to return home. This they could not very well do without repassing +through Pen-zephyr, at which place they had now again arrived. + +In the train she had seen a weekly local paper, and read there a +paragraph detailing the inquest on Charles. It was added that the +funeral was to take place at his native town of Redrutin on Friday. + +After reading this she had shown no reluctance to enter the fatal +neighbourhood of the tragedy, only stipulating that they should +take their rest at a different lodging from the first; and now +comparatively braced up and calm--indeed a cooler creature altogether +than when last in the town, she said to David that she wanted to walk +out for a while, as they had plenty of time on their hands. + +'To a shop as usual, I suppose, mee deer?' + +'Partly for shopping,' she said. 'And it will be best for you, dear, +to stay in after trotting about so much, and have a good rest while I +am gone.' + +He assented; and Baptista sallied forth. As she had stated, her first +visit was made to a shop, a draper's. Without the exercise of much +choice she purchased a black bonnet and veil, also a black stuff gown; +a black mantle she already wore. These articles were made up into a +parcel which, in spite of the saleswoman's offers, her customer said +she would take with her. Bearing it on her arm she turned to the +railway, and at the station got a ticket for Redrutin. + +Thus it appeared that, on her recovery from the paralysed mood of the +former day, while she had resolved not to blast utterly the happiness +of her present husband by revealing the history of the departed +one, she had also determined to indulge a certain odd, inconsequent, +feminine sentiment of decency, to the small extent to which it could +do no harm to any person. At Redrutin she emerged from the railway +carnage in the black attire purchased at the shop, having during the +transit made the change in the empty compartment she had chosen. The +other clothes were now in the bandbox and parcel. Leaving these at the +cloak-room she proceeded onward, and after a wary survey reached the +side of a hill whence a view of the burial ground could be obtained. + +It was now a little before two o'clock. While Baptista waited a +funeral procession ascended the road. Baptista hastened across, and +by the time the procession entered the cemetery gates she had +unobtrusively joined it. + +In addition to the schoolmaster's own relatives (not a few), the +paragraph in the newspapers of his death by drowning had drawn +together many neighbours, acquaintances, and onlookers. + +Among them she passed unnoticed, and with a quiet step pursued the +winding path to the chapel, and afterwards thence to the grave. When +all was over, and the relatives and idlers had withdrawn, she stepped +to the edge of the chasm. From beneath her mantle she drew a little +bunch of forget-me-nots, and dropped them in upon the coffin. In a +few minutes she also turned and went away from the cemetery. By five +o'clock she was again in Pen-zephyr. + +'You have been a mortal long time!' said her husband, crossly. 'I +allowed you an hour at most, mee deer.' + +'It occupied me longer,' said she. + +'Well--I reckon it is wasting words to complain. Hang it, ye look so +tired and wisht that I can't find heart to say what I would!' + +'I am--weary and wisht, David; I am. We can get home tomorrow for +certain, I hope?' + +'We can. And please God we will!' said Mr Heddegan heartily, as if he +too were weary of his brief honeymoon. 'I must be into business again +on Monday morning at latest.' + +They left by the next morning steamer, and in the afternoon took up +their residence in their own house at Giant's Town. + +The hour that she reached the island it was as if a material weight +had been removed from Baptista's shoulders. Her husband attributed +the change to the influence of the local breezes after the hot-house +atmosphere of the mainland. However that might be, settled here, a few +doors from her mother's dwelling, she recovered in no very long time +much of her customary bearing, which was never very demonstrative. She +accepted her position calmly, and faintly smiled when her neighbours +learned to call her Mrs Heddegan, and said she seemed likely to become +the leader of fashion in Giant's Town. + +Her husband was a man who had made considerably more money by trade +than her father had done: and perhaps the greater profusion of +surroundings at her command than she had heretofore been mistress of, +was not without an effect upon her. One week, two weeks, three weeks +passed; and, being pre-eminently a young woman who allowed things to +drift, she did nothing whatever either to disclose or conceal +traces of her first marriage; or to learn if there existed +possibilities--which there undoubtedly did--by which that hasty +contract might become revealed to those about her at any unexpected +moment. + +While yet within the first month of her marriage, and on an evening +just before sunset, Baptista was standing within her garden adjoining +the house, when she saw passing along the road a personage clad in a +greasy black coat and battered tall hat, which, common enough in the +slums of a city, had an odd appearance in St Maria's. The tramp, as he +seemed to be, marked her at once--bonnetless and unwrapped as she was +her features were plainly recognizable--and with an air of friendly +surprise came and leant over the wall. + +'What! don't you know me?' said he. + +She had some dim recollection of his face, but said that she was not +acquainted with him. + +'Why, your witness to be sure, ma'am. Don't you mind the man that was +mending the church-window when you and your intended husband walked +up to be made one; and the clerk called me down from the ladder, and I +came and did my part by writing my name and occupation?' + +Baptista glanced quickly around; her husband was out of earshot. That +would have been of less importance but for the fact that the wedding +witnessed by this personage had not been the wedding with Mr. +Heddegan, but the one on the day previous. + +'I've had a misfortune since then, that's pulled me under,' continued +her friend. 'But don't let me damp yer wedded joy by naming the +particulars. Yes, I've seen changes since; though 'tis but a short +time ago--let me see, only a month next week, I think; for 'twere the +first or second day in August.' + +'Yes--that's when it was,' said another man, a sailor, who had come up +with a pipe in his mouth, and felt it necessary to join in (Baptista +having receded to escape further speech). 'For that was the first time +I set foot in Giant's Town; and her husband took her to him the same +day.' + +A dialogue then proceeded between the two men outside the wall, which +Baptista could not help hearing. + +'Ay, I signed the book that made her one flesh,' repeated the decayed +glazier. 'Where's her good-man?' + +'About the premises somewhere; but you don't see'em together much,' +replied the sailor in an undertone. 'You see, he's older than she.' + +'Older? I should never have thought it from my own observation,' said +the glazier. 'He was a remarkably handsome man.' + +'Handsome? Well, there he is--we can see for ourselves.' + +David Heddegan had, indeed, just shown himself at the upper end of the +garden; and the glazier, looking in bewilderment from the husband to +the wife, saw the latter turn pale. + +Now that decayed glazier was a far-seeing and cunning man--too +far-seeing and cunning to allow himself to thrive by simple and +straightforward means--and he held his peace, till he could read +more plainly the meaning of this riddle, merely added carelessly, +'Well--marriage do alter a man, 'tis true. I should never ha' knowed +him!' + +He then stared oddly at the disconcerted Baptista, and moving on to +where he could again address her, asked her to do him a good turn, +since he once had done the same for her. Understanding that he meant +money, she handed him some, at which he thanked her, and instantly +went away. + + +VII + + +She had escaped exposure on this occasion; but the incident had been +an awkward one, and should have suggested to Baptista that sooner or +later the secret must leak out. As it was, she suspected that at any +rate she had not heard the last of the glazier. + +In a day or two, when her husband had gone to the old town on the +other side of the island, there came a gentle tap at the door, and +the worthy witness of her first marriage made his appearance a second +time. + +'It took me hours to get to the bottom of the mystery--hours!' he said +with a gaze of deep confederacy which offended her pride very deeply. +'But thanks to a good intellect I've done it. Now, ma'am, I'm not a +man to tell tales, even when a tale would be so good as this. But I'm +going back to the mainland again, and a little assistance would be as +rain on thirsty ground.' + +'I helped you two days ago,' began Baptista. + +'Yes--but what was that, my good lady? Not enough to pay my passage +to Pen-zephyr. I came over on your account, for I thought there was a +mystery somewhere. Now I must go back on my own. Mind this--'twould +be very awkward for you if your old man were to know. He's a queer +temper, though he may be fond.' + +She knew as well as her visitor how awkward it would be; and the +hush-money she paid was heavy that day. She had, however, the +satisfaction of watching the man to the steamer, and seeing him +diminish out of sight. But Baptista perceived that the system into +which she had been led of purchasing silence thus was one fatal to her +peace of mind, particularly if it had to be continued. + +Hearing no more from the glazier she hoped the difficulty was past. +But another week only had gone by, when, as she was pacing the Giant's +Walk (the name given to the promenade), she met the same personage in +the company of a fat woman carrying a bundle. + +'This is the lady, my dear,' he said to his companion. 'This, ma'am, +is my wife. We've come to settle in the town for a time, if so be we +can find room.' + +'That you won't do,' said she. 'Nobody can live here who is not +privileged.' + +'I am privileged,' said the glazier, 'by my trade.' + +Baptista went on, but in the afternoon she received a visit from the +man's wife. This honest woman began to depict, in forcible colours, +the necessity for keeping up the concealment. + +'I will intercede with my husband, ma'am,' she said. 'He's a true man +if rightly managed; and I'll beg him to consider your position. 'Tis a +very nice house you've got here,' she added, glancing round, 'and well +worth a little sacrifice to keep it.' + +The unlucky Baptista staved off the danger on this third occasion as +she had done on the previous two. But she formed a resolve that, +if the attack were once more to be repeated she would face a +revelation--worse though that must now be than before she had +attempted to purchase silence by bribes. Her tormentors, never +believing her capable of acting upon such an intention, came again; +but she shut the door in their faces. They retreated, muttering +something; but she went to the back of the house, where David Heddegan +was. + +She looked at him, unconscious of all. The case was serious; she knew +that well; and all the more serious in that she liked him better now +than she had done at first. Yet, as she herself began to see, +the secret was one that was sure to disclose itself. Her name and +Charles's stood indelibly written in the registers; and though a month +only had passed as yet it was a wonder that his clandestine union +with her had not already been discovered by his friends. Thus spurring +herself to the inevitable, she spoke to Heddegan. + +'David, come indoors. I have something to tell you.' + +He hardly regarded her at first. She had discerned that during +the last week or two he had seemed preoccupied, as if some private +business harassed him. She repeated her request. He replied with a +sigh, 'Yes, certainly, mee deer.' + +When they had reached the sitting-room and shut the door she repeated, +faintly, 'David, I have something to tell you--a sort of tragedy I +have concealed. You will hate me for having so far deceived you; but +perhaps my telling you voluntarily will make you think a little better +of me than you would do otherwise.' + +'Tragedy?' he said, awakening to interest. 'Much you can know about +tragedies, mee deer, that have been in the world so short a time!' + +She saw that he suspected nothing, and it made her task the harder. +But on she went steadily. 'It is about something that happened before +we were married,' she said. + +'Indeed!' + +'Not a very long time before--a short time. And it is about a lover,' +she faltered. + +'I don't much mind that,' he said mildly. 'In truth, I was in hopes +'twas more.' + +'In hopes!' + +'Well, yes.' + +This screwed her up to the necessary effort. 'I met my old sweetheart. +He scorned me, chid me, dared me, and I went and married him. We were +coming straight here to tell you all what we had done; but he was +drowned; and I thought I would say nothing about him: and I married +you, David, for the sake of peace and quietness. I've tried to keep it +from you, but have found I cannot. There--that's the substance of it, +and you can never, never forgive me, I am sure!' + +She spoke desperately. But the old man, instead of turning black or +blue, or slaying her in his indignation, jumped up from his chair, and +began to caper around the room in quite an ecstatic emotion. + +'O, happy thing! How well it falls out!' he exclaimed, snapping his +fingers over his head. 'Ha-ha--the knot is cut--I see a way out of my +trouble--ha-ha!' + +She looked at him without uttering a sound, till, as he still +continued smiling joyfully, she said, 'O--what do you mean? Is it done +to torment me?' + +'No--no! O, mee deer, your story helps me out of the most heart-aching +quandary a poor man ever found himself in! You see, it is this--_I've_ +got a tragedy, too; and unless you had had one to tell, I could never +have seen my way to tell mine!' + +'What is yours--what is it?' she asked, with altogether a new view of +things. + +'Well--it is a bouncer; mine is a bouncer!' said he, looking on the +ground and wiping his eyes. + +'Not worse than mine?' + +'Well--that depends upon how you look at it. Yours had to do with the +past alone; and I don't mind it. You see, we've been married a month, +and it don't jar upon me as it would if we'd only been married a day +or two. Now mine refers to past, present, and future; so that--' + +'Past, present, and future!' she murmured. 'It never occurred to me +that you had a tragedy too.' + +'But I have!' he said, shaking his head. 'In fact, four.' + +'Then tell 'em!' cried the young woman. + +'I will--I will. But be considerate, I beg 'ee, mee deer. Well--I +wasn't a bachelor when I married 'ee, any more than you were a +spinster. Just as you was a widow-woman, I was a widow-man.' + +'Ah!' said she, with some surprise. 'But is that all?--then we are +nicely balanced,' she added, relieved. + +'No--it is not all. There's the point. I am not only a widower.' + +'O, David!' + +'I am a widower with four tragedies--that is to say, four +strapping girls--the eldest taller than you. Don't 'ee look so +struck--dumb-like! It fell out in this way. I knew the poor woman, +their mother, in Pen-zephyr for some years; and--to cut a long story +short--I privately married her at last, just before she died. I kept +the matter secret, but it is getting known among the people here by +degrees. I've long felt for the children--that it is my duty to have +them here, and do something for them. I have not had courage to break +it to 'ee, but I've seen lately that it would soon come to your ears, +and that hev worried me.' + +'Are they educated?' said the ex-schoolmistress. + +'No. I am sorry to say they have been much neglected; in truth, +they can hardly read. And so I thought that by marrying a young +schoolmistress I should get some one in the house who could teach 'em, +and bring 'em into genteel condition, all for nothing. You see, they +are growed up too tall to be sent to school.' + +'O, mercy!' she almost moaned. 'Four great girls to teach the +rudiments to, and have always in the house with me spelling over their +books; and I hate teaching, it kills me. I am bitterly punished--I am, +I am!' + +'You'll get used to 'em, mee deer, and the balance of secrets--mine +against yours--will comfort your heart with a sense of justice. I +could send for 'em this week very well--and I will! In faith, I +could send this very day. Baptista, you have relieved me of all my +difficulty!' + +Thus the interview ended, so far as this matter was concerned. +Baptista was too stupefied to say more, and when she went away to +her room she wept from very mortification at Mr Heddegan's duplicity. +Education, the one thing she abhorred; the shame of it to delude a +young wife so! + +The next meal came round. As they sat, Baptista would not suffer +her eyes to turn towards him. He did not attempt to intrude upon her +reserve, but every now and then looked under the table and chuckled +with satisfaction at the aspect of affairs. 'How very well matched we +be!' he said, comfortably. + +Next day, when the steamer came in, Baptista saw her husband rush +down to meet it; and soon after there appeared at her door four tall, +hipless, shoulderless girls, dwindling in height and size from the +eldest to the youngest, like a row of Pan pipes; at the head of them +standing Heddegan. He smiled pleasantly through the grey fringe of his +whiskers and beard, and turning to the girls said, 'Now come forrard, +and shake hands properly with your stepmother.' + +Thus she made their acquaintance, and he went out, leaving them +together. On examination the poor girls turned out to be not only +plain-looking, which she could have forgiven, but to have such +a lamentably meagre intellectual equipment as to be hopelessly +inadequate as companions. Even the eldest, almost her own age, could +only read with difficulty words of two syllables; and taste in dress +was beyond their comprehension. In the long vista of future years +she saw nothing but dreary drudgery at her detested old trade without +prospect of reward. + +She went about quite despairing during the next few days--an +unpromising, unfortunate mood for a woman who had not been married +six weeks. From her parents she concealed everything. They had been +amongst the few acquaintances of Heddegan who knew nothing of his +secret, and were indignant enough when they saw such a ready-made +household foisted upon their only child. But she would not support +them in their remonstrances. + +'No, you don't yet know all,' she said. + +Thus Baptista had sense enough to see the retributive fairness of +this issue. For some time, whenever conversation arose between her and +Heddegan, which was not often, she always said, 'I am miserable, and +you know it. Yet I don't wish things to be otherwise.' + +But one day when he asked, 'How do you like 'em now?' her answer was +unexpected. 'Much better than I did,' she said, quietly. 'I may like +them very much some day.' + +This was the beginning of a serener season for the chastened spirit of +Baptista Heddegan. She had, in truth, discovered, underneath the +crust of uncouthness and meagre articulation which was due to their +Troglodytean existence, that her unwelcomed daughters had natures that +were unselfish almost to sublimity. The harsh discipline accorded to +their young lives before their mother's wrong had been righted, had +operated less to crush them than to lift them above all personal +ambition. They considered the world and its contents in a purely +objective way, and their own lot seemed only to affect them as that of +certain human beings among the rest, whose troubles they knew rather +than suffered. + +This was such an entirely new way of regarding life to a woman of +Baptista's nature, that her attention, from being first arrested +by it, became deeply interested. By imperceptible pulses her heart +expanded in sympathy with theirs. The sentences of her tragi-comedy, +her life, confused till now, became clearer daily. That in humanity, +as exemplified by these girls, there was nothing to dislike, but +infinitely much to pity, she learnt with the lapse of each week in +their company. She grew to like the girls of unpromising exterior, and +from liking she got to love them; till they formed an unexpected point +of junction between her own and her husband's interests, generating a +sterling friendship at least, between a pair in whose existence there +had threatened to be neither friendship nor love. + + + + +_George Moore_ + +A FAITHFUL HEART + +(_The Speaker_, 16 April 1892) + + +Part I + + +It was a lovely morning, and Major Shepherd walked rapidly, his toes +turned well out, his shoulders set well back. Behind him floated the +summer foliage of Appleton Park--the family seat of the Shepherds--and +at the end of the smooth, white road lay the Major's destination--the +small town of Branbury. + +The Major was the medium height; his features were regular and cleanly +cut. He would have been a handsome man if his eyes had not been +two dark mud-coloured dots, set close together, wholly lacking in +expression. A long brown moustache swept picturesquely over bright, +smoothly shaven cheeks, and the ends of this ornament were beginning +to whiten. The Major was over forty. He carried under his arm a +brown-paper parcel (the Major was rarely seen without a brown-paper +parcel), and in it were things he could not possibly do without--his +diary and his letter-book. The brown-paper parcel contained likewise +a number of other papers; it contained the Major's notes for a book he +was writing on the principal county families in Buckinghamshire. The +Major had been collecting information for this book for many years, +and with it he hoped to make two or three hundred pounds--money which +he stood sorely in need of--and to advance his position in the county, +a position which, in his opinion, his father had done little to +maintain, and which, to his very deep regret, his sisters were now +doing their best to compromise. That very morning, while packing up +his brown-paper parcel, some quarter of an hour ago, he had had a +somewhat angry interview on this subject with his sisters. For he had +thought it his duty to reprove them for keeping company with certain +small London folk who had chosen to come to live in the neighbourhood. +Ethel had said that they were not going to give up their friends +because they were not good enough for him, and Maud had added +significantly that they were quite sure that their friends were quite +as good as the friend he was going to see in Branbury. The Major +turned on his heel and left the house. + +As he walked towards Branbury he asked himself if it were possible +that they knew anything about Charlotte Street; and as he approached +the town he looked round nervously, fearing lest some friend might +pop down upon him, and, after some hesitation, decided to take a long +detour so as to avoid passing by the house of some people he knew. As +he made his way through a bye-street his step quickened, and at the +corner of Charlotte Street he looked round to make sure he was not +followed. He then drew his keys from his pocket and let himself into a +small, mean-looking house. + +Major Shepherd might have spared himself the trouble of these +precautions; no one was minded to watch him, for everyone knew +perfectly well who lived in 27, Charlotte Street. It was common talk +that the tall, dark woman who lived in 27 was Mrs Charles Shepherd, +and that the little girl who ran by Mrs Shepherd's side on the rare +occasions when she was seen in the streets--for it was said that the +Major did not wish her to walk much about the town, lest she should +attract the attention of the curious, who might be tempted to make +inquiries--was the Major's little daughter, and it had been noticed +that this little girl went forth now and then, basket on her arm, to +do the marketing. It was said that Mrs Shepherd had been a servant +in some lodging-house where the Major had been staying; other +scandal-mongers declared that they knew for certain that the Major had +made his wife's acquaintance in the street. Rumour had never wandered +far from the truth. The Major had met his wife one night as he was +coming home from his club. They seemed to suit one another; he saw +her frequently for several months, and then, fearing to lose her, in +a sudden access of jealousy--he had some time before been bitterly +jilted--he proposed to marry her. The arrival of his parents, who +came up to town beseeching of him to do nothing rash, only served to +intensify his determination, and, losing his temper utterly, he told +his father and mother that he would never set his foot in Appleton +Park in their lifetime if they ever again ventured to pry into his +private affairs; and, refusing to give any information regarding his +intentions, he asked them to leave his lodgings. What he did after +they never knew; years went by, and they sighed and wondered, but the +matter was never alluded to in Appleton Park. + +But the Major had only L400 a year, and though he lived at Appleton +Park, never spending a penny more than was necessary, he could not +allow her more than L3 a week. He had so many expenses: his club, his +clothes, and all the incidental expenses he was put to in the grand +houses where he went to stay. By strict economy, however, Mrs Shepherd +managed to make two ends meet. Except when she was too ill and had to +call in a charwoman to help her with the heaviest part of the work, +she undertook the entire housework herself: when times were hardest, +she had even taken in a lodger, not thinking herself above cooking and +taking up his dinner. She had noticed that her economies endeared +her to the Major, and it was pleasant to please him. Hers was a +kind-hearted, simple nature, that misfortune had brought down in the +world; but, as is not uncommon with persons of weak character, she +possessed a clear, sensible mind which allowed her to see things +in their true lights, and without difficulty she recognized the +unalterable nature of her case. It mattered little whether the Major +acknowledged her or not, his family would never have anything to do +with her; the doors of Society were for ever closed against her. So +within a year of her marriage with the Major she was convinced that +her marriage had better be kept a secret; for, by helping to keep it +a secret, she could make substantial amends to the man who had married +her; by proclaiming it to the world, she would only alienate his +affection. She understood this very well, and in all docility and +obedience lent herself to the deception, accepting without complaint +a mean and clandestine existence. But she would not allow her little +girl to carry up a jug of hot water, and it was only rarely, when +prostrate with pain, that she allowed Nellie to take the basket and +run round to the butcher's and buy a bit of steak for their dinner. +The heiress of Appleton Park must be brought up free from all +degrading memory. But for herself she had no care. Appleton Park could +never be anything to her, even if she outlived the old people, which +was hardly probable. What would she, a poor invalid, do there? She did +not wish to compromise her husband's future, and still less the future +of her darling daughter. She could only hope that, when dead, her sins +would be forgiven her; and that this release might not be long delayed +she often prayed. The house was poor, and she was miserable, but any +place was good enough to suffer in. So she said when she rose and +dragged herself downstairs to do a little cooking; and the same +thought came to her when she lay all alone in the little parlour, +furnished with what a few pounds could buy--a paraffin-lamp, a round +table, a few chairs, an old and ill-padded mahogany armchair, in which +it was a torture to lie; not an ornament on the chimney-piece, not +a flower, not a book to while away the interminable hours. From +the barren little passage, covered with a bit of oil-cloth, all and +everything in 27 was meagre and unimaginative. The Major had impressed +his personality upon the house. Everything looked as if it had been +scraped. There was a time when Mrs Shepherd noticed the barrenness of +her life; but she had grown accustomed to it, and she waited for the +Major in the terrible armchair, glad when she heard his step, almost +happy when he sat by her and told her what was happening 'at home'. + +He took her hand and asked her how she was. 'You are looking very +tired, Alice.' + +'Yes, I'm a little tired. I have been working all the morning. I made +up my room, and then I went out to the butcher's and bought a piece of +steak. I have made you such a nice pudding for your lunch; I hope you +will like it.' + +'There's not much fear about my liking any beefsteak pudding you make, +dear; I never knew anyone who could make one like you. But you should +not tire yourself--and just as you are beginning to get better.' + +Mrs Shepherd smiled and pressed her husband's hand. The conversation +fell. At the end of a long silence Mrs Shepherd said: 'What has +happened to trouble you, dear? I know something has, I can see it by +your face.' + +Then the Major told how unpleasantly his sisters had answered him when +he had ventured to suggest that they saw far too much of their new +neighbours, who were merely common sort of Londoners, and never would +be received by the county. 'I'm sure that someone must have told them +of my visits here; I'm sure they suspect something ... Girls are very +sharp nowadays.' + +'I am sorry, but it is no fault of mine. I rarely leave the house, and +I never walk in the principal streets if I can possibly help it.' + +'I know, dear, I know that no one can be more careful than you; but +as people are beginning to smell a rat notwithstanding all our +precautions, I suppose there's nothing for it but to go back to +London.' + +'Oh, you don't think it will be necessary to go back to London, do +you? The place suits the child so well, and it is so nice to see you +almost every day; and it is such a comfort when you are not here to +know you are only a few miles away; and from the top of the hill the +trees of the park are visible, and whenever I feel well enough I walk +there and think of the time our Nellie will be the mistress of all +those broad acres.' + +'It is the fault of the busybodies,' he said; 'I cannot think what +pleasure people find in meddling in other people's affairs. I never +care what anyone else does. I have quite enough to do thinking of my +own.' + +Mrs Shepherd did not answer. 'I see,' he said, 'you don't like moving, +but if you remain here all the trouble we have taken not to get found +out these last ten years will go for nothing. There will be more worry +and vexations, and I really don't think I could bear much more; I +believe I should go off my head.' The little man spoke in a calm, even +voice, and stroked his silky moustache gravely. + +'Very well, then, my dear, I'll return to town as soon as you like--as +soon as it is convenient. I daresay you are right.' + +'I'm sure I am. You have never found me giving you wrong advice yet, +have you, dear?' + +Then they went down to the kitchen to eat the steak pudding; and when +the Major had finished his second helping he lit his pipe, and the +conversation turned on how they should get rid of their house, and +how much the furniture would fetch. When he had decided to sell the +furniture, and had fixed the day of their departure, Mrs Shepherd +said-- + +'There's one thing I have to ask you, dear, and I hope you won't +refuse my request. I should like to see Appleton Park before I leave. +I should like to go there with Nellie and see the house and the lands +that will one day belong to her.' + +'I don't know how it is to be managed. If you were to meet my mother +and sisters they would be sure to suspect something at once.' + +'No one will know who I am. I should like to walk about the grounds +for half an hour with the child. If I don't see Appleton now I never +shall see it.' + +The Major stroked his long, silky moustache with his short, crabbed +little hand. He remembered that he had heard the carriage ordered for +two o'clock--they were all going to a tennis-party some miles distant. +Under the circumstances she might walk about the grounds without being +noticed. He did not think any of the gardeners would question her, +and, if they did, he could trust her to give an evasive answer. And +then he would like her to see the place--just to know what she thought +of it. + +'Won't you say yes?' she said at last, her voice breaking the silence +sharply. + +'I was just thinking, dear: they have all gone to a tennis-party +today. There'll be no one at home.' + +'Well! why not today?' + +'Well; I was thinking I've been lucky enough to get hold of some very +interesting information about the Websters--about their ancestor Sir +Thomas, who distinguished himself in the Peninsular--and I wanted to +get it copied under the proper heading, but I daresay we can do that +another day. The only thing is, how are you to get there? You are not +equal to walking so far--' + +'I was thinking, dear, that I might take a fly. I know there is the +expense, but ...' + +'Yes; five or six shillings, at least. And where will you leave +the fly? At the lodge gate? The flyman would be sure to get into +conversation with the lodge-keeper or his wife. He'd tell them where +he came from, and--' + +'Supposing you were to get a two-wheeled trap and drive me yourself; +that would be nicer still.' + +'I'm so unlucky; someone would be sure to see me.' + +The Major puffed at his pipe in silence. Then he said, 'If you were +to put on a thick veil, and we were to get out of the town by this end +and make our way through the lanes--it would be a long way round; but +one hardly meets anyone that way, and the only danger would be going. +We should return in the dusk. I don't care how late you make it; my +people won't be home till nine or ten o'clock at night, perhaps later +still. There will be dancing, and they are sure to stay late.' + +Finally the matter was decided, and about four o'clock the Major went +to the livery stable to order the trap. Mrs Shepherd and Nellie joined +him soon after. Turning from the pony, whose nose he was stroking, he +said-- + +'I hope you have brought a thick shawl; it will be cold coming back in +the evening.' + +'Yes, dear, here it is, and another for Nellie. What do you think of +this veil?' + +'It will do very well. I do hope these stablemen won't talk; let's +go off at once.' The Major lifted in the child, tucked the rug about +them, and cried to the stableman to let go. He drove very nervously, +afraid at every moment lest the pony should bolt; and when the +animal's extreme docility assured him there was no such danger, he +looked round right and left, expecting at every moment some friend to +pounce down upon him. But the ways were empty, the breeze that came +across the fields was fresh and sweet, and they were all beginning to +enjoy themselves, when he suddenly espied a carriage following in his +wake. He whipped up the pony, and contrived to distance his imaginary +pursuer; and having succeeded, he praised his own driving, and at the +cross-roads he said: 'I dare not go any farther, but you can't miss +the lodge gate in that clump of trees--the first white gate you come +to. Don't ask any questions; it is ten to one you'll find the gate +open; walk straight through, and don't forget to go through the +beech-wood at the back of the house; the river runs right round the +hill. I want to know what you think of the view. But pray don't ask to +see the house; there's nothing to see; the housemaids would be sure +to talk, and describe you to my sisters. So now goodbye; hope you'll +enjoy yourself. I shall have just time to get to Hambrook and back; I +want to see my solicitor. You'll have seen everything in a couple of +hours, so in a couple of hours I shall be waiting for you here.' + + +Part II + + +It was as the Major said. The lodge-keepers asked no questions, and +they passed up the drive, through the silence of an overgrowth of +laurels and rhododendrons. Then the park opened before their +eyes. Nellie rolled on the short, crisp, worn grass, or chased the +dragonflies; the spreading trees enchanted her, and, looking at the +house--a grey stone building with steps, pillars, and pilasters, +hidden amid cedars and evergreen oaks--she said, 'I never saw anything +so beautiful; is that where the Major goes when he leaves us? Look at +the flowers, Mother, and the roses. May we not go in there--I don't +mean into the house? I heard the Major ask you not to go in for fear +we should meet the housemaids--but just past this railing, into +the garden? Here is the gate.' The child stood with her hand on the +wicket, waiting for reply: the mother stood as in a dream, looking +at the house, thinking vaguely of the pictures, the corridors, and +staircases, that lay behind the plate-glass windows. + +'Yes; go in, my child.' + +The gardens were in tumult of leaf and bloom, and the little girl ran +hither and thither, gathering single flowers, and then everything +that came under her hands, binding them together in bouquets--one +for mother, one for the Major, and one for herself. Mrs Shepherd only +smiled a little bitterly when Nellie came running to her with some new +and more splendid rose. She did not attempt to reprove the child. Why +should she? Everything here would one day be hers. Why then should +the present be denied them? And so did her thoughts run as she walked +across the sward following Nellie into the beech wood that clothed the +steep hillside. The pathway led by the ruins of some Danish military +earthworks, ancient hollows full of leaves and silence. Pigeons cooed +in the vast green foliage, and from time to time there came up from +the river the chiming sound of oars. Rustic seats were at pleasant +intervals, and, feeling a little tired, Mrs Shepherd sat down. She +could see the river's silver glinting through the branches, and, +beyond the river, the low-lying river lands, dotted with cattle and +horses grazing, dim already with blue evening vapours. In the warm +solitude of the wood the irreparable misfortune of her own life +pressed upon her: and in this hour of lassitude her loneliness seemed +more than she could bear. The Major was good and kind, but he knew +nothing of the weight of the burden he had laid upon her, and that +none should know was in this moment a greater weight than the burden +itself. Nellie was exploring the ancient hollows where Danes and +Saxons had once fought, and had ceased to call forth her discoveries +when Mrs Shepherd's bitter meditation was broken by the sudden sound +of a footstep. + +The intruder was a young lady. She was dressed in white, her pale gold +hair was in itself an aristocracy, and her narrow slippered feet were +dainty to look upon. 'Don't let me disturb you,' she said. 'This is my +favourite seat; but I pray you not to move, there is plenty of room.' +So amiable was she in voice and manner that Mrs Shepherd could not +but remain, although she had already recognized the girl as one of +the Major's sisters. Fearing to betray herself, greatly nervous, Mrs +Shepherd answered briefly Miss Shepherd's allusions to the beauty of +the view. At the end of a long silence Miss Shepherd said-- + +'I think you know my brother, Major Shepherd.' + +Mrs Shepherd hesitated, and then she said: 'No. I have never heard the +name.' + +'Are you sure? Of course, I may be mistaken; but--' + +Ethel made pause, and looked Mrs Shepherd straight in the face. +Smiling sadly, Mrs Shepherd said-- + +'Likenesses are so deceptive.' + +'Perhaps, but my memory is pretty good for faces.... It was two or +three months ago, we were going up to London, and I saw my brother get +into the train with a lady who looked like you. She really was very +like you.' + +Mrs Shepherd smiled and shook her head. + +'I do not know the lady my brother was with, but I've often thought I +should like to meet her.' + +'Perhaps your brother will introduce you.' + +'No, I don't think he will. She has come to live at Branbury, and now +people talk more then ever. They say that he is secretly married.' + +'And you believe it?' + +'I don't see why it shouldn't be true. My brother is a good fellow in +many ways, but, like all other men, he is selfish. He is just the man +who would keep his wife hidden away in a lonely little lodging rather +than admit that he had made a _mesalliance_. What I don't understand +is why she consents to be kept out of the way. Just fancy giving up +this beautiful place, these woods and fields, these gardens, that +house for, for--' + +'I suppose this woman gives up these things because she loves your +brother. Do you not understand self-sacrifice?' + +'Oh yes, if I loved a man.... But I think a woman is silly to allow a +man to cheat and fool her to the top of his bent.' + +'What does it matter if she is happy?' + +Ethel tossed her head. Then at the end of a long silence she said: +'Would you care to see the house?' + +'No, thank you, Miss; I must be getting on. Goodbye.' + +'You cannot get back that way, you must return through the +pleasure-grounds. I'll walk with you. A headache kept me at home this +afternoon. The others have gone to a tennis-party.... It is a pity I +was mistaken. I should like to meet the person my brother goes every +day to Branbury to see. I should like to talk with her. My brother +has, I'm afraid, persuaded her that we would not receive her. But this +is not true; we should only be too glad to receive her. I have heard +Father and Mother say so--not to Charles, they dare not speak to him +on the subject, but they have to me.' + +'Your brother must have some good reason for keeping his marriage +secret. This woman may have a past.' + +'Yes, they say that--but I should not care if I liked her, if I knew +her to be a good woman now.' + +To better keep the Major's secret, Mrs Shepherd had given up all +friends, all acquaintance. She had not known a woman-friend for years, +and the affinities of sex drew her to accept the sympathy with which +she was tempted. The reaction of ten years of self-denial surged up +within her, and she felt that she must speak, that her secret was +being dragged from her. Ethel's eyes were fixed upon her--in another +moment she would have spoken, but at that moment Nellie appeared +climbing up the steep bank. 'Is that your little girl? Oh, what a +pretty child!' Then raising her eyes from the child and looking the +mother straight in the face, Ethel said-- + +'She is like, she is strangely like, Charles.' + +Tears glistened in Mrs Shepherd's eyes, and then, no longer doubting +that Mrs Shepherd would break down and in a flow of tears tell the +whole story of her life, Ethel allowed a note of triumph to creep +into her voice, and before she could stop herself she said, 'And that +little girl is the heiress of Appleton Park.' + +Mrs Shepherd's face changed expression. + +'You are mistaken, Miss Shepherd,' she said; 'but if I ever meet your +brother I will tell him that you think my little girl like him.' + +Mrs Shepherd pursued her way slowly across the park, her long weary +figure showing upon the sunset, her black dress trailing on the crisp +grass. Often she was obliged to pause; the emotion and exercise of the +day had brought back pain, and her whole body thrilled with it. +Since the birth of her child she had lived in pain. But as she leaned +against the white gate, and looked back on the beautiful park never +to be seen by her again, knowledge of her sacrifice quickened within +her--the house and the park, and the manner and speech of the young +girl, combined to help her to a full appreciation of all she had +surrendered. She regretted nothing. However mean and obscure her life +had been, it had contained at least one noble moment. Nellie pursued +the dragonflies; Mrs Shepherd followed slowly, feeling like a victor +in a great battle. She had not broken her trust; she had kept her +promise intact; she would return to London tomorrow or next day, or at +the end of the week, whenever the Major wished. + +He was waiting for them at the corner of the lane, and Nellie was +already telling him all she thought of the house, the woods, the +flowers, and the lady who had sat down by Mother on the bench above +the river. The Major looked at his wife in doubt and fear; her smile, +however, reassured him. Soon after, Nellie fell asleep, and while +she dreamed of butterflies and flowers Mrs Shepherd told him what had +passed between her and his sister in the beechwood above the river. + +'You see, what I told you was right. Your appearance has been +described to them; they suspect something, and will never cease +worrying until they have found out everything. I'm not a bit +surprised. Ethel always was the more cunning and the more spiteful of +the two.' + +Mrs Shepherd did not tell him how nearly she had been betrayed into +confession. She felt that he would not understand her explanation of +the mood in which his sister had caught her. Men understand women so +little. To tell him would be merely to destroy his confidence in her. +As they drove through the twilight, with Nellie fast asleep between, +he spoke of her departure, which he had arranged for the end of the +week, and then, putting his arm round her waist, he said: 'You have +always been a good little woman to me.' + + + + +_Walter Besant_ + +THE SOLID GOLD REEF COMPANY, LIMITED + +(_In Deacon's Orders and Other Stories_, New York: Harper and Bros., +1895) + + +Act I + + +'You dear old boy,' said the girl, 'I am sure I wish it could be, with +all my heart, if I have any heart.' + +'I don't believe you have,' replied the boy gloomily. + +'Well, but, Reg, consider; you've got no money.' + +'I've got five thousand pounds. If a man can't make his way upon that +he must be a poor stick.' + +'You would go abroad with it and dig, and take your wife with you--to +wash and cook.' + +'We would do something with the money here. You should stay in London, +Rosie.' + +'Yes. In a suburban villa, at Shepherd's Bush, perhaps. No, Reg, when +I marry, if ever I do--I am in no hurry--I will step out of this room +into one exactly like it.' The room was a splendid drawing-room in +Palace Gardens, splendidly furnished. 'I shall have my footmen and my +carriage, and I shall--' + +'Rosie, give me the right to earn all these things for you!' the young +man cried impetuously. + +'You can only earn them for me by the time you have one foot in the +grave. Hadn't I better in the meantime marry some old gentleman with +his one foot in the grave, so as to be ready for you against the time +you come home? In two or three years the other foot, I dare say, would +slide into the grave as well.' + +'You laugh at my trouble. You feel nothing.' + +'If the pater would part, but he won't; he says he wants all his money +for himself, and that I've got to marry well. Besides, Reg'--here her +face clouded and she lowered her voice--'there are times when he looks +anxious. We didn't always live in Palace Gardens. Suppose we should +lose it all as quickly as we got it. Oh!' she shivered and trembled. +'No, I will never, never marry a poor man. Get rich, my dear boy, +and you may aspire even to the valuable possession of this heartless +hand.' + +She held it out. He took it, pressed it, stooped and kissed her. Then +he dropped her hand and walked quickly out of the room. + +'Poor Reggie!' she murmured. 'I wish--I wish--but what is the use of +wishing?' + + +Act II + + +Two men--one young, the other about fifty--sat in the veranda of a +small bungalow. It was after breakfast. They lay back in long bamboo +chairs, each with a cigar. It looked as if they were resting. In +reality they were talking business, and that very seriously. + +'Yes, sir,' said the elder man, with something of an American +accent, 'I have somehow taken a fancy to this place. The situation is +healthy.' + +'Well, I don't know; I've had more than one touch of fever here.' + +'The climate is lovely--' + +'Except in the rains.' + +'The soil is fertile--' + +'I've dropped five thousand in it, and they haven't come up again +yet.' + +'They will. I have been round the estate, and I see money in it. Well, +sir, here's my offer: five thousand down, hard cash, as soon as the +papers are signed.' + +Reginald sat up. He was on the point of accepting the proposal, when +a pony rode up to the house, and the rider, a native groom, jumped off +and gave him a note. He opened it and read. It was from his nearest +neighbour, two or three miles away: + + Don't sell that man your estate. Gold has been found. The + whole country is full of gold. Hold on. He's an assayer. If + he offers to buy, be quite sure that he has found gold on your + land. + + F.G. + +He put the note into his pocket, gave a verbal message to the boy, +and turned to his guest, without betraying the least astonisment or +emotion. + +'I beg your pardon. The note was from Bellamy, my next neighbour. +Well? You were saying--' + +'Only that I have taken a fancy--perhaps a foolish fancy--to this +place of yours, and I'll give you, if you like, all that you have +spent upon it.' + +'Well,' he replied reflectively, but with a little twinkle in his eye, +'that seems handsome. But the place isn't really worth the half that +I spent upon it. Anybody would tell you that. Come, let us be honest, +whatever we are. I'll tell you a better way. We will put the matter +into the hands of Bellamy. He knows what a coffee plantation is worth. +He shall name a price, and if we can agree upon that, we will make a +deal of it.' + +The other man changed colour. He wanted to settle the thing at once +as between gentlemen. What need of third parties? But Reginald stood +firm, and he presently rode away, quite sure that in a day or two this +planter, too, would have heard the news. + +A month later, the young coffee-planter stood on the deck of a steamer +homeward bound. In his pocket-book was a plan of his auriferous +estate; in a bag hanging round his neck was a small collection of +yellow nuggets; in his boxes was a chosen assortment of quartz. + + +Act III + + +'Well, sir,' said the financier, 'you've brought this thing to me. +You want my advice. Well, my advice is, don't fool away the only good +thing that will ever happen to you. Luck such as this doesn't come +more than once in a lifetime.' + +'I have been offered ten thousand pounds for my estate.' + +'Oh! Have you! Ten thousand? That was very liberal--very liberal +indeed. Ten thousand for a gold reef!' + +'But I thought as an old friend of my father you would, perhaps--' + +'Young man, don't fool it away. He's waiting for you, I suppose, round +the corner, with a bottle of fizz, ready to close.' + +'He is.' + +'Well, go and drink his champagne. Always get whatever you can. And +then tell him that you'll see him--' + +'I certainly will, sir, if you advise it. And then?' + +'And then--leave it to me. And, young man, I think I heard, a year or +two ago, something about you and my girl Rosie.' + +'There was something, sir. Not enough to trouble you about it.' + +'She told me. Rosie tells me all her love affairs.' + +'Is she--is she unmarried?' + +'Oh, yes! and for the moment I believe she is free. She has had one +or two engagements, but, somehow, they have come to nothing. There +was the French count, but that was knocked on the head very early in +consequence of things discovered. And there was the Boom in Guano, but +he fortunately smashed, much to Rosie's joy, because she never liked +him. The last was Lord Evergreen. He was a nice old chap when you +could understand what he said, and Rosie would have liked the title +very much, though his grandchildren opposed the thing. Well, sir, I +suppose you couldn't understand the trouble we took to keep that old +man alive for his own wedding. Science did all it could, but 'twas +of no use--' The financier sighed. 'The ways of Providence are +inscrutable. He died, sir, the day before.' + +'That was very sad.' + +'A dashing of the cup from the lip, sir. My daughter would have been a +countess. Well, young gentleman, about this estate of yours. I think +I see a way--I think, I am not yet sure--that I do see a way. Go now. +See this liberal gentleman, and drink his champagne. And come here +in a week. Then, if I still see my way, you shall understand what it +means to hold the position in the City which is mine.' + +'And--and--may I call upon Rosie!' + +'Not till this day week--not till I have made my way plain.' + + +Act IV + + +'And so it means this. Oh, Rosie, you look lovelier than ever, and I'm +as happy as a king. It means this. Your father is the greatest genius +in the world. He buys my property for sixty thousand pounds--sixty +thousand. That's over two thousand a year for me, and he makes a +company out of it with a hundred and fifty thousand capital. He says +that, taking ten thousand out of it for expenses, there will be +a profit of eighty thousand. And all that he gives to you--eighty +thousand, that's three thousand a year for you; and sixty thousand, +that's two more, my dearest Rosie. You remember what you said, that +when you married you should step out of one room like this into +another just as good?' + +'Oh, Reggie,' she sank upon his bosom--'you know I never could love +anybody but you. It's true I was engaged to old Lord Evergreen, but +that was only because he had one foot--you know--and when the other +foot went in too, just a day too soon, I actually laughed. So the +pater is going to make a company of it, is he? Well, I hope he won't +put any of his own money into it, I'm sure, because of late all the +companies have turned out so badly.' + +'But, my child, the place is full of gold.' + +'Then why did he turn it into a company, my dear boy? And why didn't +he make you stick to it? But you know nothing of the City. Now, let us +sit down and talk about what we shall do--don't, you ridiculous boy!' + + +Act V + + +Another house just like the first. The bride stepped out of one palace +into another. With their five or six thousand a year, the young couple +could just manage to make both ends meet. The husband was devoted; +the wife had everything that she could wish. Who could be happier than +this pair in a nest so luxurious, their life so padded, their days so +full of sunshine? + +It was a year after marriage. The wife, contrary to her usual +custom, was the first at breakfast. A few letters were waiting for +her--chiefly invitations. She opened and read them. Among them lay one +addressed to her husband. Not looking at the address, she opened and +read that as well: + + Dear Reginald: + + I venture to address you as an old friend of your own and + school-fellow of your mother's. I am a widow with four + children. My husband was the vicar of your old parish--you + remember him and me. I was left with a little income of about + two hundred a year. Twelve months ago I was persuaded in order + to double my income--a thing which seemed certain from the + prospectus--to invest everything in a new and rich gold + mine. Everything. And the mine has never paid anything. The + company--it is called the Solid Gold Reef Company, is in + liquidation because, though there is really the gold there, it + costs too much to get it. I have no relatives anywhere to help + me. Unless I can get assistance my children and I must go at + once--tomorrow--into the workhouse. Yes, we are paupers. I + am ruined by the cruel lies of that prospectus, and the + wickedness which deluded me, and I know not how many others, + out of my money. I have been foolish, and am punished; but + those people, who will punish them? Help me, if you can, my + dear Reginald. Oh! for _GOD'S_ sake, help my children and me. + Help your mother's friend, your own old friend. + +'This,' said Rosie meditatively, 'is exactly the kind of thing to make +Reggie uncomfortable. Why, it might make him unhappy all day. Better +burn it.' She dropped the letter into the fire. 'He's an impulsive, +emotional nature, and he doesn't understand the City. If people are so +foolish--What a lot of fibs the poor old pater does tell, to be sure! +He's a regular novelist--Oh! here you are, you lazy boy!' + +'Kiss me, Rosie.' He looked as handsome as Apollo, and as cheerful. +'I wish all the world were as happy as you and me. Heigho! some poor +devils, I'm afraid--' + +'Tea or coffee, Reg?' + + + + +_Henry James_ + +THE TREE OF KNOWLEDGE + +(_The Soft Side_, London: Methuen and Co., 1900) + + +I + + +It was one of the secret opinions, such as we all have, of Peter +Brench that his main success in life would have consisted in his never +having committed himself about the work, as it was called, of his +friend Morgan Mallow. This was a subject on which it was, to the +best of his belief, impossible with veracity to quote him, and it was +nowhere on record that he had, in the connexion, on any occasion and +in any embarrassment, either lied or spoken the truth. Such a triumph +had its honour even for a man of other triumphs--a man who had reached +fifty, who had escaped marriage, who had lived within his means, who +had been in love with Mrs Mallow for years without breathing it, and +who, last but not least, had judged himself once for all. He had so +judged himself in fact that he felt an extreme and general humility +to be his proper portion; yet there was nothing that made him think +so well of his parts as the course he had steered so often through the +shallows just mentioned. It became thus a real wonder that the friends +in whom he had most confidence were just those with whom he had +most reserves. He couldn't tell Mrs Mallow--or at least he supposed, +excellent man, he couldn't--that she was the one beautiful reason he +had never married; any more than he could tell her husband that the +sight of the multiplied marbles in that gentleman's studio was an +affliction of which even time had never blunted the edge. His victory, +however, as I have intimated, in regard to these productions, was not +simply in his not having let it out that he deplored them; it was, +remarkably, in his not having kept it in by anything else. + +The whole situation, among these good people, was verily a marvel, and +there was probably not such another for a long way from the spot that +engages us--the point at which the soft declivity of Hampstead began +at that time to confess in broken accents to Saint John's Wood. +He despised Mallow's statues and adored Mallow's wife, and yet was +distinctly fond of Mallow, to whom, in turn, he was equally dear. Mrs +Mallow rejoiced in the statues--though she preferred, when pressed, +the busts; and if she was visibly attached to Peter Brench it was +because of his affection for Morgan. Each loved the other moreover for +the love borne in each case to Lancelot, whom the Mallows respectively +cherished as their only child and whom the friend of their fireside +identified as the third--but decidedly the handsomest--of his godsons. +Already in the old years it had come to that--that no one, for such +a relation, could possibly have occurred to any of them, even to the +baby itself, but Peter. There was luckily a certain independence, of +the pecuniary sort, all round: the Master could never otherwise have +spent his solemn _Wanderjahre_ in Florence and Rome, and continued +by the Thames as well as by the Arno and the Tiber to add unpurchased +group to group and model, for what was too apt to prove in the +event mere love, fancy-heads of celebrities either too busy or too +buried--too much of the age or too little of it--to sit. Neither could +Peter, lounging in almost daily, have found time to keep the whole +complicated tradition so alive by his presence. He was massive but +mild, the depositary of these mysteries--large and loose and ruddy and +curly, with deep tones, deep eyes, deep pockets, to say nothing of +the habit of long pipes, soft hats and brownish greyish weather-faded +clothes, apparently always the same. + +He had 'written', it was known, but had never spoken, never spoken +in particular of that; and he had the air (since, as was believed, +he continued to write) of keeping it up in order to have something +more--as if he hadn't at the worst enough--to be silent about. +Whatever his air, at any rate, Peter's occasional unmentioned prose +and verse were quite truly the result of an impulse to maintain +the purity of his taste by establishing still more firmly the right +relation of fame to feebleness. The little green door of his domain +was in a garden-wall on which the discoloured stucco made patches, +and in the small detached villa behind it everything was old, the +furniture, the servants, the books, the prints, the immemorial habits +and the new improvements. The Mallows, at Carrara Lodge, were within +ten minutes, and the studio there was on their little land, to which +they had added, in their happy faith, for building it. This was the +good fortune, if it was not the ill, of her having brought him in +marriage a portion that put them in a manner at their ease and enabled +them thus, on their side, to keep it up. And they did keep it up--they +always had--the infatuated sculptor and his wife, for whom nature +had refined on the impossible by relieving them of the sense of the +difficult. Morgan had at all events everything of the sculptor but +the spirit of Phidias--the brown velvet, the becoming _beretto_, the +'plastic' presence, the fine fingers, the beautiful accent in Italian +and the old Italian factotum. He seemed to make up for everything when +he addressed Egidio with the 'tu' and waved him to turn one of the +rotary pedestals of which the place was full. They were tremendous +Italians at Carrara Lodge, and the secret of the part played by this +fact in Peter's life was in a large degree that it gave him, sturdy +Briton as he was, just the amount of 'going abroad' he could bear. The +Mallows were all his Italy, but it was in a measure for Italy he liked +them. His one worry was that Lance--to which they had shortened his +godson--was, in spite of a public school, perhaps a shade too Italian. +Morgan meanwhile looked like somebody's flattering idea of somebody's +own person as expressed in the great room provided at the Uffizi +Museum for the general illustration of that idea by eminent hands. The +Master's sole regret that he hadn't been born rather to the brush than +to the chisel sprang from his wish that he might have contributed to +that collection. + +It appeared with time at any rate to be to the brush that Lance had +been born; for Mrs Mallow, one day when the boy was turning twenty, +broke it to their friend, who shared, to the last delicate morsel, +their problems and pains, that it seemed as if nothing would really do +but that he should embrace the career. It had been impossible longer +to remain blind to the fact that he was gaining no glory at Cambridge, +where Brench's own college had for a year tempered its tone to him as +for Brench's own sake. Therefore why renew the vain form of preparing +him for the impossible? The impossible--it had become clear--was that +he should be anything but an artist. + +'Oh dear, dear!' said poor Peter. + +'Don't you believe in it?' asked Mrs Mallow, who still, at more than +forty, had her violet velvet eyes, her creamy satin skin and her +silken chestnut hair. + +'Believe in what?' + +'Why in Lance's passion.' + +'I don't know what you mean by "believing in it". I've never been +unaware, certainly, of his disposition, from his earliest time, to +daub and draw; but I confess I've hoped it would burn out.' + +'But why should it,' she sweetly smiled, 'with his wonderful heredity? +Passion is passion--though of course indeed _you_, dear Peter, know +nothing of that. Has the Master's ever burned out?' + +Peter looked off a little and, in his familiar formless way, kept up +for a moment, a sound between a smothered whistle and a subdued hum. +'Do you think he's going to be another Master?' + +She seemed scarce prepared to go that length, yet she had on the whole +a marvellous trust. 'I know what you mean by that. Will it be a career +to incur the jealousies and provoke the machinations that have been +at times almost too much for his father? Well--say it may be, since +nothing but clap-trap, in these dreadful days, _can_, it would seem, +make its way, and since, with the curse of refinement and distinction, +one may easily find one's self begging one's bread. Put it at the +worst--say he _has_ the misfortune to wing his flight further than the +vulgar taste of his stupid countrymen can follow. Think, all the same, +of the happiness--the same the Master has had. He'll _know_.' + +Peter looked rueful. 'Ah but _what_ will he know?' + +'Quiet joy!' cried Mrs Mallow, quite impatient and turning away. + + +II + + +He had of course before long to meet the boy himself on it and to hear +that practically everything was settled. Lance was not to go up again, +but to go instead to Paris where, since the die was cast, he would +find the best advantages. Peter had always felt he must be taken as +he was, but had never perhaps found him so much of that pattern as on +this occasion. 'You chuck Cambridge then altogether? Doesn't that seem +rather a pity?' + +Lance would have been like his father, to his friend's sense, had he +had less humour, and like his mother had he had more beauty. Yet it +was a good middle way for Peter that, in the modern manner, he was, +to the eye, rather the young stock-broker than the young artist. The +youth reasoned that it was a question of time--there was such a mill +to go through, such an awful lot to learn. He had talked with fellows +and had judged. 'One has got, today,' he said, 'don't you see? to +know.' + +His interlocutor, at this, gave a groan. 'Oh hang it, _don't_ know!' + +Lance wondered. '"Don't"? Then what's the use--?' + +'The use of what?' + +'Why of anything. Don't you think I've talent?' + +Peter smoked away for a little in silence; then went on: 'It isn't +knowledge, it's ignorance that--as we've been beautifully told--is +bliss.' + +'Don't you think I've talent?' Lance repeated. + +Peter, with his trick of queer kind demonstrations, passed his arm +round his godson and held him a moment. 'How do I know?' + +'Oh,' said the boy, 'if it's your own ignorance you're defending--!' + +Again, for a pause, on the sofa, his godfather smoked. 'It isn't. I've +the misfortune to be omniscient.' + +'Oh well,' Lance laughed again, 'if you know _too_ much--!' + +'That's what I do, and it's why I'm so wretched.' + +Lance's gaiety grew. 'Wretched? Come, I say!' + +'But I forgot,' his companion went on--'you're not to know about that. +It would indeed for you too make the too much. Only I'll tell you what +I'll do.' And Peter got up from the sofa. 'If you'll go up again I'll +pay your way at Cambridge.' + +Lance stared, a little rueful in spite of being still more amused. 'Oh +Peter! You disapprove so of Paris?' + +'Well, I'm afraid of it.' + +'Ah I see!' + +'No, you don't see--yet. But you will--that is you would. And you +mustn't.' + +The young man thought more gravely. 'But one's innocence, already--!' + +'Is considerably damaged? Ah that won't matter,' Peter +persisted--'we'll patch it up here.' + +'Here? Then you want me to stay at home?' + +Peter almost confessed to it. 'Well, we're so right--we four +together--just as we are. We're so safe. Come, don't spoil it.' + +The boy, who had turned to gravity, turned from this, on the real +pressure of his friend's tone, to consternation. 'Then what's a fellow +to be?' + +'My particular care. Come, old man'--and Peter now fairly +pleaded--'_I'll_ look out for you.' + +Lance, who had remained on the sofa with his legs out and his hands in +his pockets, watched him with eyes that showed suspicion. Then he got +up. 'You think there's something the matter with me--that I can't make +a success.' + +'Well, what do you call a success?' + +Lance thought again. 'Why the best sort, I suppose, is to please one's +self. Isn't that the sort that, in spite of cabals and things, is--in +his own peculiar line--the Master's?' + +There were so much too many things in this question to be answered +at once that they practically checked the discussion, which became +particularly difficult in the light of such renewed proof that, though +the young man's innocence might, in the course of his studies, as +he contended, somewhat have shrunken, the finer essence of it still +remained. That was indeed exactly what Peter had assumed and what +above all he desired; yet perversely enough it gave him a chill. The +boy believed in the cabals and things, believed in the peculiar line, +believed, to be brief, in the Master. What happened a month or two +later wasn't that he went up again at the expense of his godfather, +but that a fortnight after he had got settled in Paris this personage +sent him fifty pounds. + +He had meanwhile at home, this personage, made up his mind to the +worst; and what that might be had never yet grown quite so vivid to +him as when, on his presenting himself one Sunday night, as he never +failed to do, for supper, the mistress of Carrara Lodge met him +with an appeal as to--of all things in the world--the wealth of the +Canadians. She was earnest, she was even excited. 'Are many of them +_really_ rich?' + +He had to confess he knew nothing about them, but he often thought +afterwards of that evening. The room in which they sat was adorned +with sundry specimens of the Master's genius, which had the merit of +being, as Mrs Mallow herself frequently suggested, of an unusually +convenient size. They were indeed of dimensions not customary in the +products of the chisel, and they had the singularity that, if the +objects and features intended to be small looked too large, the +objects and features intended to be large looked too small. The +Master's idea, either in respect to this matter or to any other, had +in almost any case, even after years, remained undiscoverable to +Peter Brench. The creations that so failed to reveal it stood about on +pedestals and brackets, on tables and shelves, a little staring white +population, heroic, idyllic, allegoric, mythic, symbolic, in which +'scale' had so strayed and lost itself that the public square and the +chimney-piece seemed to have changed places, the monumental being all +diminutive and the diminutive all monumental; branches at any rate, +markedly, of a family in which stature was rather oddly irrespective +of function, age and sex. They formed, like the Mallows themselves, +poor Brench's own family--having at least to such a degree the note of +familiarity. The occasion was one of those he had long ago learnt to +know and to name--short flickers of the faint flame, soft gusts of a +kinder air. Twice a year regularly the Master believed in his fortune, +in addition to believing all the year round in his genius. This time +it was to be made by a bereaved couple from Toronto, who had given him +the handsomest order for a tomb to three lost children, each of +whom they desired to see, in the composition, emblematically and +characteristically represented. + +Such was naturally the moral of Mrs Mallow's question: if their wealth +was to be assumed, it was clear, from the nature of their admiration, +as well as from mysterious hints thrown out (they were a little +odd!) as to other possibilities of the same mortuary sort, what their +further patronage might be; and not less evident that should the +Master become at all known in those climes nothing would be more +inevitable than a run of Canadian custom. Peter had been present +before at runs of custom, colonial and domestic--present at each of +those of which the aggregation had left so few gaps in the marble +company round him; but it was his habit never at these junctures to +prick the bubble in advance. The fond illusion, while it lasted, eased +the wound of elections never won, the long ache of medals and diplomas +carried off, on every chance, by everyone but the Master; it moreover +lighted the lamp that would glimmer through the next eclipse. They +lived, however, after all--as it was always beautiful to see--at a +height scarce susceptible of ups and downs. They strained a point at +times charmingly, strained it to admit that the public was here and +there not too bad to buy; but they would have been nowhere without +their attitude that the Master was always too good to sell. They were +at all events deliciously formed, Peter often said to himself, for +their fate; the Master had a vanity, his wife had a loyalty, of which +success, depriving these things of innocence, would have diminished +the merit and the grace. Anyone could be charming under a charm, +and as he looked about him at a world of prosperity more void of +proportion even than the Master's museum he wondered if he knew +another pair that so completely escaped vulgarity. + +'What a pity Lance isn't with us to rejoice!' Mrs Mallow on this +occasion sighed at supper. + +'We'll drink to the health of the absent,' her husband replied, +filling his friend's glass and his own and giving a drop to their +companion; 'but we must hope he's preparing himself for a happiness +much less like this of ours this evening--excusable as I grant it to +be!--than like the comfort we have always (whatever has happened or +has not happened) been able to trust ourselves to enjoy. The comfort,' +the Master explained, leaning back in the pleasant lamplight and +firelight, holding up his glass and looking round at his marble +family, quartered more or less, a monstrous brood, in every room--'the +comfort of art in itself!' + +Peter looked a little shyly at his wine. 'Well--I don't care what you +may call it when a fellow doesn't--but Lance must learn to _sell_, you +know. I drink to his acquisition of the secret of a base popularity!' + +'Oh yes, _he_ must sell,' the boy's mother, who was still more, +however, this seemed to give out, the Master's wife, rather artlessly +allowed. + +'Ah,' the sculptor after a moment confidently pronounced, 'Lance +_will_. Don't be afraid. He'll have learnt.' + +'Which is exactly what Peter,' Mrs Mallow gaily returned--'why in the +world were you so perverse, Peter?--wouldn't, when he told him, hear +of.' + +Peter, when this lady looked at him with accusatory affection--a grace +on her part not infrequent--could never find a word; but the Master, +who was always all amenity and tact, helped him out now as he had +often helped him before. 'That's his old idea, you know--on which +we've so often differed: his theory that the artist should be all +impulse and instinct. _I_ go in of course for a certain amount of +school. Not too much--but a due proportion. There's where his protest +came in,' he continued to explain to his wife, 'as against what +_might_, don't you see? be in question for Lance.' + +'Ah well'--and Mrs Mallow turned the violet eyes across the table +at the subject of this discourse--'he's sure to have meant of course +nothing but good. Only that wouldn't have prevented him, if Lance +_had_ taken his advice, from being in effect horribly cruel.' + +They had a sociable way of talking of him to his face as if he had +been in the clay or--at most--in the plaster, and the Master was +unfailingly generous. He might have been waving Egidio to make him +revolve. 'Ah but poor Peter wasn't so wrong as to what it may after +all come to that he _will_ learn.' + +'Oh but nothing artistically bad,' she urged--still, for poor Peter, +arch and dewy. + +'Why just the little French tricks,' said the Master: on which their +friend had to pretend to admit, when pressed by Mrs Mallow, that these +aesthetic vices had been the objects of his dread. + + +III + + +'I know now,' Lance said to him the next year, 'why you were so much +against it.' He had come back supposedly for a mere interval and was +looking about him at Carrara Lodge, where indeed he had already on two +or three occasions since his expatriation briefly reappeared. This had +the air of a longer holiday. 'Something rather awful has happened to +me. It _isn't_ so very good to know.' + +'I'm bound to say high spirits don't show in your face,' Peter was +rather ruefully forced to confess. 'Still, are you very sure you do +know?' + +'Well, I at least know about as much as I can bear.' These remarks +were exchanged in Peter's den, and the young man, smoking cigarettes, +stood before the fire with his back against the mantel. Something of +his bloom seemed really to have left him. + +Poor Peter wondered. 'You're clear then as to what in particular I +wanted you not to go for?' + +'In particular?' Lance thought. 'It seems to me that in particular +there can have been only one thing.' + +They stood for a little sounding each other. 'Are you quite sure?' + +'Quite sure I'm a beastly duffer? Quite--by this time.' + +'Oh!'--and Peter turned away as if almost with relief. + +'It's _that_ that isn't pleasant to find out.' + +'Oh I don't care for "that",' said Peter, presently coming round +again. 'I mean I personally don't.' + +'Yet I hope you can understand a little that I myself should!' + +'Well, what do you mean by it?' Peter sceptically asked. + +And on this Lance had to explain--how the upshot of his studies in +Paris had inexorably proved a mere deep doubt of his means. These +studies had so waked him up that a new light was in his eyes; but what +the new light did was really to show him too much. 'Do you know what's +the matter with me? I'm too horribly intelligent. Paris was really the +last place for me. I've learnt what I can't do.' + +Poor Peter stared--it was a staggerer; but even after they had had, on +the subject, a longish talk in which the boy brought out to the full +the hard truth of his lesson, his friend betrayed less pleasure than +usually breaks into a face to the happy tune of 'I told you so!' Poor +Peter himself made now indeed so little a point of having told him so +that Lance broke ground in a different place a day or two after. 'What +was it then that--before I went--you were afraid I should find out?' +This, however, Peter refused to tell him--on the ground that if +he hadn't yet guessed perhaps he never would, and that in any case +nothing at all for either of them was to be gained by giving the thing +a name. Lance eyed him on this an instant with the bold curiosity of +youth--with the air indeed of having in his mind two or three names, +of which one or other would be right. Peter nevertheless, turning his +back again, offered no encouragement, and when they parted afresh it +was with some show of impatience on the side of the boy. Accordingly +on their next encounter Peter saw at a glance that he had now, in the +interval, divined and that, to sound his note, he was only waiting +till they should find themselves alone. This he had soon arranged +and he then broke straight out. 'Do you know your conundrum has been +keeping me awake? But in the watches of the night the answer came +over me--so that, upon my honour, I quite laughed out. Had you been +supposing I had to go to Paris to learn _that_? Even now, to see him +still so sublimely on his guard, Peter's young friend had to laugh +afresh. 'You won't give a sign till you're sure? Beautiful old Peter!' +But Lance at last produced it. 'Why, hang it, the truth about the +Master.' + +It made between them for some minutes a lively passage, full of +wonder for each at the wonder of the other. 'Then how long have you +understood--' + +'The true value of his work? I understood it,' Lance recalled, 'as +soon as I began to understand anything. But I didn't begin fully to do +that, I admit, till I got _la-bas_.' + +'Dear, dear!'--Peter gasped with retrospective dread. + +'But for what have you taken me? I'm a hopeless muff--that I _had_ +to have rubbed in. But I'm not such a muff as the Master!' Lance +declared. + +'Then why did you never tell me--?' + +'That I hadn't, after all'--the boy took him up--'remained such an +idiot? Just because I never dreamed _you_ knew. But I beg your pardon. +I only wanted to spare you. And what I don't now understand is how the +deuce then for so long you've managed to keep bottled.' + +Peter produced his explanation, but only after some delay and with a +gravity not void of embarrassment. 'It was for your mother.' + +'Oh!' said Lance. + +'And that's the great thing now--since the murder _is_ out. I want +a promise from you. I mean'--and Peter almost feverishly followed it +up--'a vow from you, solemn and such as you owe me here on the spot, +that you'll sacrifice anything rather than let her ever guess--' + +'That _I've_ guessed?'--Lance took it in. 'I see.' He evidently after +a moment had taken in much. 'But what is it you've in mind that I may +have a chance to sacrifice?' + +'Oh one has always something.' + +Lance looked at him hard. 'Do you mean that _you've_ had--?' The look +he received back, however, so put the question by that he found soon +enough another. 'Are you really sure my mother doesn't know?' + +Peter, after renewed reflexion, was really sure. 'If she does she's +too wonderful.' + +'But aren't we all too wonderful?' + +'Yes,' Peter granted--'but in different ways. The thing's so +desperately important because your father's little public consists +only, as you know then,' Peter developed--'well, of how many?' + +'First of all,' the Master's son risked, 'of himself. And last of all +too. I don't quite see of whom else.' + +Peter had an approach to impatience. 'Of your mother, I +say--_always_.' + +Lance cast it all up. 'You absolutely feel that?' + +'Absolutely.' + +'Well then with yourself that makes three.' + +'Oh _me_!'--and Peter, with a wag of his kind old head, modestly +excused himself. The number's at any rate small enough for any +individual dropping out to be too dreadfully missed. Therefore, to put +it in a nutshell, take care, my boy--that's all--that _you're_ not!' + +'_I've_ got to keep on humbugging?' Lance wailed. + +'It's just to warn you of the danger of your failing of that that I've +seized this opportunity.' + +'And what do you regard in particular,' the young man asked, 'as the +danger?' + +'Why this certainty: that the moment your mother, who feels so +strongly, should suspect your secret--well,' said Peter desperately, +'the fat would be on the fire.' + +Lance for a moment seemed to stare at the blaze. 'She'd throw me +over?' + +'She'd throw _him_ over.' + +'And come round to us?' + +Peter, before he answered, turned away. 'Come round to _you_.' But +he had said enough to indicate--and, as he evidently trusted, to +avert--the horrid contingency. + + +IV + + +Within six months again, none the less, his fear was on more occasions +than one all before him. Lance had returned to Paris for another +trial; then had reappeared at home and had had, with his father, for +the first time in his life, one of the scenes that strike sparks. He +described it with much expression to Peter, touching whom (since they +had never done so before) it was the sign of a new reserve on the part +of the pair at Carrara Lodge that they at present failed, on a matter +of intimate interest, to open themselves--if not in joy then in +sorrow--to their good friend. This produced perhaps practically +between the parties a shade of alienation and a slight intermission +of commerce--marked mainly indeed by the fact that to talk at his ease +with his old playmate Lance had in general to come to see him. The +closest if not quite the gayest relation they had yet known together +was thus ushered in. The difficulty for poor Lance was a tension at +home--begotten by the fact that his father wished him to be at +least the sort of success he himself had been. He hadn't 'chucked' +Paris--though nothing appeared more vivid to him than that Paris had +chucked him: he would go back again because of the fascination in +trying, in seeing, in sounding the depths--in learning one's lesson, +briefly, even if the lesson were simply that of one's impotence in the +presence of one's larger vision. But what did the Master, all aloft +in his senseless fluency, know of impotence, and what vision--to be +called such--had he in all his blind life ever had? Lance, heated and +indignant, frankly appealed to his godparent on this score. + +His father, it appeared, had come down on him for having, after +so long, nothing to show, and hoped that on his next return this +deficiency would be repaired. _The_ thing, the Master complacently set +forth was--for any artist, however inferior to himself--at least +to 'do' something. 'What can you do? That's all I ask!' _He_ had +certainly done enough, and there was no mistake about what he had to +show. Lance had tears in his eyes when it came thus to letting his old +friend know how great the strain might be on the 'sacrifice' asked +of him. It wasn't so easy to continue humbugging--as from son to +parent--after feeling one's self despised for not grovelling in +mediocrity. Yet a noble duplicity was what, as they intimately faced +the situation, Peter went on requiring; and it was still for a time +what his young friend, bitter and sore, managed loyally to comfort him +with. Fifty pounds more than once again, it was true, rewarded both +in London and in Paris the young friend's loyalty; none the less +sensibly, doubtless, at the moment, that the money was a direct +advance on a decent sum for which Peter had long since privately +prearranged an ultimate function. Whether by these arts or others, at +all events, Lance's just resentment was kept for a season--but only +for a season--at bay. The day arrived when he warned his companion +that he could hold out--or hold in--no longer. Carrara Lodge had +had to listen to another lecture delivered from a great height--an +infliction really heavier at last than, without striking back or in +some way letting the Master have the truth, flesh and blood could +bear. + +'And what I don't see is,' Lance observed with a certain irritated +eye for what was after all, if it came to that, owing to himself too; +'what I don't see is, upon my honour, how _you_, as things are going, +can keep the game up.' + +'Oh the game for me is only to hold my tongue,' said placid Peter. +'And I have my reason.' + +'Still my mother?' + +Peter showed a queer face as he had often shown it before--that is +by turning it straight away. 'What will you have? I haven't ceased to +like her.' + +'She's beautiful--she's a dear of course,' Lance allowed; 'but what +is she to you, after all, and what is it to you that, as to anything +whatever, she should or she shouldn't?' + +Peter, who had turned red, hung fire a little. 'Well--it's all simply +what I make of it.' + +There was now, however, in his young friend a strange, an adopted +insistence. 'What are you after all to _her_?' + +'Oh nothing. But that's another matter.' + +'She cares only for my father,' said Lance the Parisian. + +'Naturally--and that's just why.' + +'Why you've wished to spare her?' + +'Because she cares so tremendously much.' + +Lance took a turn about the room, but with his eyes still on his host. +'How awfully--always--you must have liked her!' + +'Awfully. Always,' said Peter Brench. + +The young man continued for a moment to muse--then stopped again in +front of him. 'Do you know how much she cares?' Their eyes met on it, +but Peter, as if his own found something new in Lance's, appeared to +hesitate, for the first time in an age, to say he did know. '_I've_ +only just found out,' said Lance. 'She came to my room last night, +after being present, in silence and only with her eyes on me, at +what I had had to take from him: she came--and she was with me an +extraordinary hour.' + +He had paused again and they had again for a while sounded each other. +Then something--and it made him suddenly turn pale--came to Peter. +'She _does_ know?' + +'She does know. She let it all out to me--so as to demand of me no +more than "that", as she said, of which she herself had been capable. +She has always, always known,' said Lance without pity. + +Peter was silent a long time; during which his companion might have +heard him gently breathe, and on touching him might have felt within +him the vibration of a long low sound suppressed. By the time he spoke +at last he had taken everything in. 'Then I do see how tremendously +much.' + +'Isn't it wonderful?' Lance asked. + +'Wonderful,' Peter mused. + +'So that if your original effort to keep me from Paris was to keep me +from knowledge--!' Lance exclaimed as if with a sufficient indication +of this futility. + +It might have been at the futility Peter appeared for a little to +gaze. 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