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Pennington + +Release Date: February 21, 2005 [EBook #15130] + +Language: English + +Character set encoding: ISO-8859-1 + +*** START OF THIS PROJECT GUTENBERG EBOOK THE FUGITIVE BLACKSMITH *** + + + + +Produced by Suzanne Shell, Melissa Er-Raqabi and the Online +Distributed Proofreading Team at https://www.pgdp.net. + + + + + + +THE +FUGITIVE BLACKSMITH; +OR, +EVENTS IN THE HISTORY +OF +JAMES W.C. PENNINGTON, +PASTOR OF A PRESBYTERIAN CHURCH, NEW YORK, +FORMERLY A SLAVE IN THE STATE OF MARYLAND, UNITED STATES. + + "Let mine outcasts dwell with thee, Moab; be thou a covert + to them from the face of the spoiler."--ISAIAH xvi. 4. + +Second Edition. + +LONDON: +CHARLES GILPIN, 5, BISHOPSGATE WITHOUT. + +1849 + +[_Transcriber's Note: This project was transcribed from a contemporary +printing of the work, not from the 1849 edition. Certain spellings may +have been modernized and typographic and printer's errors changed from the +original._] + + + + + MR. CHARLES GILPIN, + + MY DEAR SIR, + + The information just communicated to me by you, that another edition of + my little book, "The Fugitive Blacksmith," is called for, has agreeably + surprised me. The British public has laid me under renewed obligations + by this mark of liberality, which I hasten to acknowledge. I would avail + myself of this moment also, to acknowledge the kindness of the gentlemen + of the newspaper press for the many favourable reviews which my little + book has received. It is to them I am indebted, in no small degree, for + the success with which I have been favoured in getting the book before + the notice of the public. + + Yours truly, + + J.W.C. PENNINGTON. + + _Hoxton, Oct. 15th, 1849._ + + + + +PREFACE. + + +The brief narrative I here introduce to the public, consists of outline +notes originally thrown together to guide my memory when lecturing on this +part of the subject of slavery. This will account for its style, and will +also show that the work is not full. + +The question may be asked, Why I have published anything so long after my +escape from slavery? I answer I have been induced to do so on account of +the increasing disposition to overlook the fact, that THE SIN of slavery +lies in the chattel principle, or relation. Especially have I felt anxious +to save professing Christians, and my brethren in the ministry, from +falling into a great mistake. My feelings are always outraged when I hear +them speak of "kind masters,"--"Christian masters,"--"the mildest form of +slavery,"--"well fed and clothed slaves," as extenuations of slavery; I am +satisfied they either mean to pervert the truth, or they do not know what +they say. The being of slavery, its soul and body, lives and moves in the +chattel principle, the property principle, the bill of sale principle; the +cart-whip, starvation, and nakedness, are its inevitable consequences to +a greater or less extent, warring with the dispositions of men. + +There lies a skein of silk upon a lady's work-table. How smooth and +handsome are the threads. But while that lady goes out to make a call, a +party of children enter the apartment, and in amusing themselves, tangle +the skein of silk, and now who can untangle it? The relation between +master and slave is even as delicate as a skein of silk: it is liable to +be entangled at any moment. + +The mildest form of slavery, if there be such a form, looking at the +chattel principle as the definition of slavery, is comparatively the worst +form. For it not only keeps the slave in the most unpleasant apprehension, +like a prisoner in chains awaiting his trial; but it actually, in a great +majority of cases, where kind masters do exist, trains him under the most +favourable circumstances the system admits of, and then plunges him into +the worst of which it is capable. + +It is under the mildest form of slavery, as it exists in Maryland, +Virginia, and Kentucky, that the finest specimens of coloured females are +reared. There are no mothers who rear, and educate in the natural graces, +finer daughters than the Ethiopian women, who have the least chance to +give scope to their maternal affections. But what is generally the fate of +such female slaves? When they are not raised for the express purpose of +supplying the market of a class of economical Louisian and Mississippi +gentlemen, who do not wish to incur the expense of rearing legitimate +families, they are, nevertheless, on account of their attractions, exposed +to the most shameful degradation, by the young masters in the families +where it is claimed they are so well off. My master once owned a beautiful +girl about twenty-four. She had been raised in a family where her mother +was a great favourite. She was her mother's darling child. Her master was +a lawyer of eminent abilities and great fame, but owing to habits of +intemperance, he failed in business, and my master purchased this girl for +a nurse. After he had owned her about a year, one of his sons became +attached to her, for no honourable purposes; a fact which was not only +well-known among all of the slaves, but which became a source of +unhappiness to his mother and sisters. + +The result was, that poor Rachel had to be sold to "Georgia." Never shall +I forget the heart-rending scene, when one day one of the men was ordered +to get "the one-horse cart ready to go into town;" Rachel, with her few +articles of clothing, was placed in it, and taken into the very town where +her parents lived, and there sold to the traders before their weeping +eyes. That same son who had degraded her, and who was the cause of her +being sold, acted as salesman, and bill of saleman. While this cruel +business was being transacted, my master stood aside, and the girl's +father, a pious member and exhorter in the Methodist Church, a venerable +grey-headed man, with his hat off, besought that he might be allowed to +get some one in the place to purchase his child. But no; my master was +invincible. His reply was, "She has offended in my family, and I can only +restore confidence by sending her out of hearing." After lying in prison a +short time, her new owner took her with others to the far South, where her +parents heard no more of her. + +Here was a girl born and reared under the mildest form of slavery. Her +original master was reputed to be even indulgent. He lived in a town, and +was a high-bred gentleman, and a lawyer. He had but a few slaves, and had +no occasion for an overseer, those negro leeches, to watch and drive them; +but when he became embarrassed by his own folly, the chattel principle +doomed this girl to be sold at the same sale with his books, house, and +horses. With my master she found herself under far more stringent +discipline than she had been accustomed to, and finally degraded, and sold +where her condition could not be worse, and where she had not the least +hope of ever bettering it. + +This case presents the legitimate working of the great chattel principle. +It is no accidental result--it is the fruit of the tree. You cannot +constitute slavery without the chattel principle--and with the chattel +principle you cannot save it from these results. Talk not then about kind +and christian masters. They are not masters of the system. The system is +master of them; and the slaves are their vassals. + +These storms rise on the bosom of the calmed waters of the system. You are +a slave, a being in whom another owns property. Then you may rise with his +pride, but remember the day is at hand when you must also fall with his +folly. To-day you may be pampered by his meekness; but to-morrow you will +suffer in the storm of his passions. + +In the month of September, 1848, there appeared in my study, one morning, +in New York City, an aged coloured man of tall and slender form. I saw +depicted on his countenance anxiety bordering on despair, still I was +confident that he was a man whose mind was accustomed to faith. When I +learned that he was a native of my own state, Maryland, having been born +in the county of Montgomery, I at once became much interested in him. He +had been sent to me by my friend, William Harned, Esq., of the +Anti-Slavery Office, 61, John Street. He put into my hand the following +bill of distress:-- + + "Alexander, Virginia, _September 5th, 1848._ + + "The bearer, Paul Edmondson, is the father of two girls, Mary Jane and + Emily Catherine Edmondson. These girls have been purchased by us, and + once sent to the South; and upon the positive assurance that the money + for them would be raised if they were brought back, they were returned. + Nothing, it appears, has as yet been done in this respect by those who + promised, and we are on the very eve of sending them south a second + time; and we are candid in saying, that if they go again, we will not + regard any promises made in relation to them. + + "The father wishes to raise money to pay for them, and intends to appeal + to the liberality of the humane and the good to aid him, and has + requested us to state in writing the _conditions upon which we will + sell his daughters_. + + "We expect to start our servants to the South in a few days; if the sum + of twelve hundred dollars be raised and paid us in fifteen days, or we + be assured of that sum, then we will retain them for twenty-five days + more, to give an opportunity for raising the other thousand and fifty + dollars, otherwise we shall be compelled to send them along with our + other servants. + + (Signed) "BRUIN AND HILL." + +The old man also showed me letters from other individuals, and one from +the Rev. Matthew A. Turner, pastor of Asbury Chapel, where himself and his +daughters were members. He was himself free, but his wife was a slave. +Those two daughters were two out of fifteen children he had raised for the +owner of his wife. These two girls had been sold, along with four +brothers, to the traders, for an attempt to escape to the North, and gain +their freedom. + +On the next Sabbath evening, I threw the case before my people, and the +first fifty dollars of the sum was raised to restore the old man his +daughters. Subsequently the case was taken up under the management of a +committee of ministers of the Methodist Episcopal Church, consisting of +the Rev. Gr. Peck, D.D., Rev. E.E. Griswold, and Rev. D. Curry, and the +entire sum of 2,250 dollars, (£450.) was raised for two girls, fourteen +and sixteen years of age! + +But why this enormous sum for two mere children? Ah, reader, they were +reared under the mildest form of slavery known to the laws of Maryland! +The mother is an invalid, and allowed to live with her free husband; but +she is a woman of excellent mind, and has bestowed great pains upon her +daughters. If you would know, then, why these girls were held at such a +price, even to their own father, read the following extract of a letter +from one who was actively engaged in behalf of them, and who had several +interviews with the traders to induce them to reduce the price, but +without success. Writing from Washington, D.C., September 12th, 1848, this +gentleman says to William Harned, "The truth is, _and is confessed to be, +that their destination is prostitution_; of this you would be satisfied on +seeing them: they are of elegant form, and fine faces." + +And such, dear reader, is the sad fate of hundreds of my young +countrywomen, natives of my native state. Such is the fate of many who are +not only reared under the mildest form of slavery, but of those who have +been made acquainted with the milder system of the Prince of Peace. + +When Christians, and Christian ministers, then, talk about the "mildest +form of slavery,"--"Christian masters," &c., I say my feelings are +outraged. It is a great mistake to offer these as an extenuation of the +system. It is calculated to mislead the public mind. The opinion seems to +prevail, that the negro, after having toiled as a slave for centuries to +enrich his white brother, to lay the foundation of his proud institutions, +after having been sunk as low as slavery can sink him, needs now only a +second-rate civilization, a lower standard of civil and religious +privileges than the whites claim for themselves. + +During the last year or two, we have heard of nothing but revolutions, and +the enlargements of the eras of freedom, on both sides of the Atlantic. +Our white brethren everywhere are reaching out their hands to grasp more +freedom. In the place of absolute monarchies they have limited monarchies, +and in the place of limited monarchies they have republics: so tenacious +are they of their own liberties. + +But when we speak of slavery, and complain of the wrong it is doing us, +and ask to have the yoke removed, we are told, "O, you must not be +impatient, you must not create undue excitement. You are not so badly off, +for many of your masters are kind Christian masters." Yes, sirs, many of +our masters are professed Christians; and what advantage is that to us? +The grey heads of our fathers are brought down by scores to the grave in +sorrow, on account of their young and tender sons, who are sold to the far +South, where they have to toil without requite to supply the world's +market with _cotton, sugar, rice, tobacco, &c_. Our venerable mothers are +borne down with poignant grief at the fate of their children. Our sisters, +if not by the law, are by common consent made the prey of vile men, who +can bid the highest. + +In all the bright achievements we have obtained in the great work of +emancipation, if we have not settled the fact that the chattel principle +is wrong, and cannot be maintained upon Christian ground, then we have +wrought and triumphed to little purpose, and we shall have to do our first +work over again. + +It is this that has done all the mischief connected with slavery; it is +this that threatens still further mischief. Whatever may be the ill or +favoured condition of the slave in the matter of mere personal treatment, +it is the chattel relation that robs him of his manhood, and transfers his +ownership in himself to another. It is this that transfers the +proprietorship of his wife and children to another. It is this that throws +his family history into utter confusion, and leaves him without a single +record to which he may appeal in vindication of his character, or honour. +And has a man no sense of honour because he was born a slave? Has he no +need of character? + +Suppose insult, reproach, or slander, should render it necessary for him +to appeal to the history of his family in vindication of his character, +where will he find that history? He goes to his native state, to his +native county, to his native town; but no where does he find any record of +himself _as a man_. On looking at the family record of his old, kind, +Christian, master, there he finds his name on a catalogue with the horses, +cows, hogs and dogs. However humiliating and degrading it may be to his +feelings to find his name written down among the beasts of the field, +_that_ is just the place, and the _only_ place assigned to it by the +chattel relation. I beg our Anglo-Saxon brethren to accustom themselves to +think that we need something more than mere kindness. We ask for justice, +truth and honour as other men do. + +My coloured brethren are now widely awake to the degradation which they +suffer in having property vested in their persons, and they are also +conscious of the deep and corrupting disgrace of having our wives and +children owned by other men--men, who have shown to the world that their +own virtue is not infallible, and who have given us no flattering +encouragement to entrust that of our wives and daughters to them. + +I have great pleasure in stating that my dear friend W.W., spoken of in +this narrative, to whom I am so deeply indebted, is still living. I have +been twice to see him within four years, and have regular correspondence +with him. In one of the last letters I had from him, he authorises me to +use his name in connection with this narrative in these words,--"As for +using my name, by reference or otherwise, in thy narrative, it is at thy +service. I know thee so well James, that I am not afraid of thy making a +bad use of it, nor am I afraid or ashamed to have it known that I took +thee in and gave thee aid, when I found thee travelling alone and in +want.--W.W." + +On the second page of the same sheet I have a few lines from his excellent +lady, in which she says, "James, I hope thee will not attribute my long +silence in writing to indifference. No such feeling can ever exist towards +thee in our family. Thy name is mentioned almost every day. Each of the +children claims the next letter from thee. It will be for thee to decide +which shall have it.--P.W." + +In a postscript following this, W.W. says again:--"Understand me, James, +that thee is at full liberty to use my name in any way thee wishes in thy +narrative. We have a man here from the eastern shore of thy state. He is +trying to learn as fast as thee did when here.--W.W." + +I hope the reader will pardon me for introducing these extracts. My only +apology is, the high gratification I feel in knowing that this family has +not only been greatly prospered in health and happiness, but that I am +upon the most intimate and pleasant terms with all its members, and that +they all still feel a deep and cordial interest in my welfare. + +There is another distinguished individual whose sympathy has proved very +gratifying to me in my situation--I mean that true friend of the negro, +_Gerrit Smith, Esq._ I was well acquainted with the family in which Mr. +Smith married in Maryland. My attention has been fixed upon him for the +last ten years, for I have felt confident that God had set him apart for +some great good to the negro. In a letter dated Peterborough, November +7th, 1848, he says:-- + + "J.W.C. PENNINGTON, + + "Slight as is my _personal_ acquaintance with you, I nevertheless am + well acquainted with you. I am familiar with many passages in your + history--all that part of your history extending from the time when, a + sturdy blacksmith, you were running away from Maryland oppression, down + to the present, when you are the successor of my lamented friend, + Theodore S. Wright. Let me add that my acquaintance with you has + inspired me with a high regard for your wisdom and integrity." + + Give us a few more such men in America, and slavery will soon be + numbered among the things that were. A few men who will not only have + the moral courage to aim the severing blow at the chattel relation + between master and slave, without parley, palliation or compromise; but + who have also the christian fidelity to brave public scorn and + contumely, to seize a coloured man by the hand, and elevate him to the + position from whence the avarice and oppression of the whites have + degraded him. These men have the right view of the subject. They see + that in every case where the relation between master and slave is + broken, slavery is weakened, and that every coloured man elevated, + becomes a step in the ladder upon which his whole people are to ascend. + They would not have us accept of some modified form of liberty, while + the old mischief working chattel relation remains unbroken, untouched + and unabrogated. + + J.W.C. PENNINGTON. + + _13, Princes Square, London, August 15th_, 1849. + + + + +CONTENTS. + + CHAPTER I. + + My birth and parentage--The treatment of Slaves generally in Maryland 1 + + CHAPTER II. + + The flight 14 + + CHAPTER III. + + A dreary night in the woods--Critical situation the next day 31 + + CHAPTER IV. + + The good woman of the toll-gate directs me to W.W.--My cordial reception + by him 40 + + CHAPTER V. + + Seven months' residence in the family of J.K., a member of the Society + of Friends in Chester County, Pennsylvania--Removal to New York--Becomes + a convert to religion--Becomes a teacher 49 + + CHAPTER VI. + + Some account of the family I left in slavery--Proposal to purchase + myself and parents--How met by my old master 58 + + CHAPTER VII. + + The feeding, clothing, and religious instruction of the slaves in the + part of Maryland where I lived 65 + + APPENDIX 74 + + + + +THE FUGITIVE BLACKSMITH. + + + + +CHAPTER I. + +MY BIRTH AND PARENTAGE.--THE TREATMENT OF SLAVES GENERALLY IN MARYLAND. + + +I was born in the state of Maryland, which is one of the smallest and most +northern of the slave-holding states; the products of this state are +wheat, rye, Indian corn, tobacco, with some hemp, flax, &c. By looking at +the map, it will be seen that Maryland, like Virginia her neighbour, is +divided by the Chesapeake Bay into eastern and western shores. My +birthplace was on the eastern shore, where there are seven or eight small +counties; the farms are small, and tobacco is mostly raised. + +At an early period in the history of Maryland, her lands began to be +exhausted by the bad cultivation peculiar to slave states; and hence she +soon commenced the business of breeding slaves for the more southern +states. This has given an enormity to slavery, in Maryland, differing from +that which attaches to the system in Louisiana, and equalled by none of +the kind, except Virginia and Kentucky, and not by either of these in +extent. + +My parents did not both belong to the same owner: my father belonged to a +man named ----; my mother belonged to a man named ----. This not only made +me a slave, but made me the slave of him to whom my mother belonged; as +the primary law of slavery is, that the child shall follow the condition +of the mother. + +When I was about four years of age, my mother, an older brother and +myself, were given to a son of my master, who had studied for the medical +profession, but who had now married wealthy, and was about to settle as a +wheat planter in Washington County, on the western shore. This began the +first of our family troubles that I knew anything about, as it occasioned +a separation between my mother and the only two children she then had, and +my father, to a distance of about two hundred miles. But this separation +did not continue long; my father being a valuable slave, my master was +glad to purchase him. + +About this time, I began to feel another evil of slavery--I mean the want +of parental care and attention. My parents were not able to give any +attention to their children during the day. I often suffered much from +_hunger_ and other similar causes. To estimate the sad state of a slave +child, you must look at it as a helpless human being thrown upon the world +without the benefit of its natural guardians. It is thrown into the world +without a social circle to flee to for hope, shelter, comfort, or +instruction. The social circle, with all its heaven-ordained blessings, is +of the utmost importance to the _tender child_; but of this, the slave +child, however tender and delicate, is robbed. + +There is another source of evil to slave children, which I cannot forbear +to mention here, as one which early embittered my life,--I mean the +tyranny of the master's children. My master had two sons, about the ages +and sizes of my older brother and myself. We were not only required to +recognise these young sirs as our young masters, but _they_ felt +themselves to be such; and, in consequence of this feeling, they sought to +treat us with the same air of authority that their father did the older +slaves. + +Another evil of slavery that I felt severely about this time, was the +tyranny and abuse of the overseers. These men seem to look with an evil +eye upon children. I was once visiting a menagerie, and being struck with +the fact, that the lion was comparatively indifferent to every one around +his cage, while he eyed with peculiar keenness a little boy I had; the +keeper informed me that such was always the case. Such is true of those +human beings in the slave states, called overseers. They seem to take +pleasure in torturing the children of slaves, long before they are large +enough to be put at the hoe, and consequently under the whip. + +We had an overseer, named Blackstone; he was an extremely cruel man to the +working hands. He always carried a long hickory whip, a kind of pole. He +kept three or four of these in order, that he might not at any time be +without one. + +I once found one of these hickories lying in the yard, and supposing that +he had thrown it away, I picked it up, and boy-like, was using it for a +horse; he came along from the field, and seeing me with it, fell upon me +with the one he then had in his hand, and flogged me most cruelly. From +that, I lived in constant dread of that man; and he would show how much he +delighted in cruelty by chasing me from my play with threats and +imprecations. I have lain for hours in a wood, or behind a fence, to hide +from his eye. + +At this time my days were extremely dreary. When I was nine years of age, +myself and my brother were hired out from home; my brother was placed with +a pump-maker, and I was placed with a stonemason. We were both in a town +some six miles from home. As the men with whom we lived were not +slaveholders, we enjoyed some relief from the peculiar evils of slavery. +Each of us lived in a family where there was no other negro. + +The slaveholders in that state often hire the children of their slaves out +to non-slaveholders, not only because they save themselves the expense of +taking care of them, but in this way they get among their slaves useful +trades. They put a bright slave-boy with a tradesman, until he gets such a +knowledge of the trade as to be able to do his own work, and then he takes +him home. I remained with the stonemason until I was eleven years of age: +at this time I was taken home. This was another serious period in my +childhood; I was separated from my older brother, to whom I was much +attached; he continued at his place, and not only learned the trade to +great perfection, but finally became the property of the man with whom he +lived, so that our separation was permanent, as we never lived nearer +after, than six miles. My master owned an excellent blacksmith, who had +obtained his trade in the way I have mentioned above. When I returned home +at the age of eleven, I was set about assisting to do the mason-work of a +new smith's shop. This being done, I was placed at the business, which I +soon learned, so as to be called a "first-rate blacksmith." I continued to +work at this business for nine years, or until I was twenty-one, with the +exception of the last seven months. + +In the spring of 1828, my master sold me to a Methodist man, named ----, +for the sum of seven hundred dollars. It soon proved that he had not work +enough to keep me employed as a smith, and he offered me for sale again. +On hearing of this, my old master re-purchased me, and proposed to me to +undertake the carpentering business. I had been working at this trade six +months with a white workman, who was building a large barn when I left. I +will now relate the abuses which occasioned me to fly. + +Three or four of our farm hands had their wives and families on other +plantations. In such cases, it is the custom in Maryland to allow the men +to go on Saturday evening to see their families, stay over the Sabbath, +and return on Monday morning, not later than "half-an-hour by sun." To +overstay their time is a grave fault, for which, especially at busy +seasons, they are punished. + +One Monday morning, two of these men had not been so fortunate as to get +home at the required time: one of them was an uncle of mine. Besides +these, two young men who had no families, and for whom no such provision +of time was made, having gone somewhere to spend the Sabbath, were absent. +My master was greatly irritated, and had resolved to have, as he said, "a +general whipping-match among them." + +Preparatory to this, he had a rope in his pocket, and a cowhide in his +hand, walking about the premises, and speaking to every one he met in a +very insolent manner, and finding fault with some without just cause. My +father, among other numerous and responsible duties, discharged that of +shepherd to a large and valuable flock of Merino sheep. This morning he +was engaged in the tenderest of a shepherd's duties;--a little lamb, not +able to go alone, lost its mother; he was feeding it by hand. He had been +keeping it in the house for several days. As he stooped over it in the +yard, with a vessel of new milk he had obtained, with which to feed it, my +master came along, and without the least provocation, began by asking, +"Bazil, have you fed the flock?" + +"Yes, sir." + +"Were you away yesterday?" + +"No, sir." + +"Do you know why these boys have not got home this morning yet?" + +"No, sir, I have not seen any of them since Saturday night." + +"By the Eternal, I'll make them know their hour. The fact is, I have too +many of you; my people are getting to be the most careless, lazy, and +worthless in the country." + +"Master," said my father, "I am always at my post; Monday morning never +finds me off the plantation." + +"Hush, Bazil! I shall have to sell some of you; and then the rest will +have enough to do; I have not work enough to keep you all tightly +employed; I have too many of you." + +All this was said in an angry, threatening, and exceedingly insulting +tone. My father was a high-spirited man, and feeling deeply the insult, +replied to the last expression,--"If I am one too many, sir, give me a +chance to get a purchaser, and I am willing to be sold when it may suit +you." + +"Bazil, I told you to hush!" and suiting the action to the word, he drew +forth the "cowhide" from under his arm, fell upon him with most savage +cruelty, and inflicted fifteen or twenty severe stripes with all his +strength, over his shoulders and the small of his back. As he raised +himself upon his toes, and gave the last stripe, he said, "By the * * * I +will make you know that I am master of your tongue as well as of your +time!" + +Being a tradesman, and just at that time getting my breakfast, I was near +enough to hear the insolent words that were spoken to my father, and to +hear, see, and even count the savage stripes inflicted upon him. + +Let me ask any one of Anglo-Saxon blood and spirit, how would you expect a +_son_ to feel at such a sight? + +This act created an open rupture with our family--each member felt the +deep insult that had been inflicted upon our head; the spirit of the whole +family was roused; we talked of it in our nightly gatherings, and showed +it in our daily melancholy aspect. The oppressor saw this, and with the +heartlessness that was in perfect keeping with the first insult, commenced +a series of tauntings, threatenings, and insinuations, with a view to +crush the spirit of the whole family. + +Although it was sometime after this event before I took the decisive step, +yet in my mind and spirit, I never was a _Slave_ after it. + +Whenever I thought of the great contrast between my father's employment on +that memorable Monday morning, (feeding the little lamb,) and the +barbarous conduct of my master, I could not help cordially despising the +proud abuser of my sire; and I believe he discovered it, for he seemed to +have diligently sought an occasion against me. Many incidents occurred to +convince me of this, too tedious to mention; but there is one I will +mention, because it will serve to show the state of feeling that existed +between us, and how it served to widen the already open breach. + +I was one day shoeing a horse in the shop yard. I had been stooping for +some time under the weight of the horse, which was large, and was very +tired; meanwhile, my master had taken his position on a little hill just +in front of me, and stood leaning back on his cane, with his hat drawn +ever his eyes. I put down the horse's foot, and straightened myself up to +rest a moment, and without knowing that he was there, my eye caught his. +This threw him into a panic of rage; he would have it that I was watching +him. "What are you rolling your white eyes at me for, you lazy rascal?" He +came down upon me with his cane, and laid on over my shoulders, arms, and +legs, about a dozen severe blows, so that my limbs and flesh were sore for +several weeks; and then after several other offensive epithets, left me. + +This affair my mother saw from her cottage, which was near; I being one of +the oldest sons of my parents, our family was now mortified to the lowest +degree. I had always aimed to be trustworthy; and feeling a high degree of +mechanical pride, I had aimed to do my work with dispatch and skill, my +blacksmith's pride and taste was one thing that had reconciled me so long +to remain a slave. I sought to distinguish myself in the finer branches of +the business by invention and finish; I frequently tried my hand at making +guns and pistols, putting blades in penknives, making fancy hammers, +hatchets, sword-canes, &c., &c. Besides I used to assist my father at +night in making straw-hats and willow-baskets, by which means we supplied +our family with little articles of food, clothing and luxury, which slaves +in the mildest form of the system never get from the master; but after +this, I found that my mechanic's pleasure and pride were gone. I thought +of nothing but the family disgrace under which we were smarting, and how +to get out of it. + +Perhaps I may as well extend this note a little. The reader will observe +that I have not said much about my master's cruel treatment; I have aimed +rather to shew the cruelties incident to the system. I have no disposition +to attempt to convict him of having been one of the most cruel +masters--that would not be true--his prevailing temper was kind, but he +was a perpetualist. He was opposed to emancipation; thought free negroes a +great nuisance, and was, as respects discipline, a thorough slaveholder. +He would not tolerate a look or a word from a slave like insubordination. +He would suppress it at once, and at any risk. When he thought it +necessary to secure unqualified obedience, he would strike a slave with +any weapon, flog him on the bare back, and sell. And this was the kind of +discipline he also empowered his overseers and sons to use. + +I have seen children go from our plantations to join the chained-gang on +its way from Washington to Louisiana; and I have seen men and women +flogged--I have seen the overseers strike a man with a hay-fork--nay more, +men have been maimed by shooting! Some dispute arose one morning between +the overseer and one of the farm hands, when the former made at the slave +with a hickory club; the slave taking to his heels, started for the woods; +as he was crossing the yard, the overseer turned, snatched his gun which +was near, and fired at the flying slave, lodging several shots in the +calf of one leg. The poor fellow continued his flight, and got into the +woods; but he was in so much pain that he was compelled to come out in the +evening, and give himself up to his master, thinking he would not allow +him to be punished as he had been shot. He was locked up that night; the +next morning the overseer was allowed to tie him up and flog him; his +master then took his instruments and picked the shot out of his leg, and +told him, it served him just right. + +My master had a deeply pious and exemplary slave, an elderly man, who one +day had a misunderstanding with the overseer, when the latter attempted to +flog him. He fled to the woods; it was noon; at evening he came home +orderly. The next morning, my master, taking one of his sons with him, a +rope and cowhide in his hand, led the poor old man away into the stable; +tied him up, and ordered the son to lay on thirty-nine lashes, which he +did, making the keen end of the cowhide lap around and strike him in the +tenderest part of his side, till the blood sped out, as if a lance had +been used. + +While my master's son was thus engaged, the sufferer's little daughter, a +child six years of age, stood at the door, weeping in agony for the fate +of her father. I heard the old man articulating in a low tone of voice; I +listened at the intervals between the stripes, and lo! he was praying! + +When the last lash was laid on, he was let down; and leaving him to put on +his clothes, they passed out of the door, and drove the man's weeping +child away! I was mending a hinge to one of the barn doors; I saw and +heard what I have stated. Six months after, this same man's eldest +daughter, a girl fifteen years old, was sold to slave-traders, where he +never saw her more. + +This poor slave and his wife were both Methodists, so was the wife of the +young master who flogged him. My old master was an Episcopalian. + +These are only a few of the instances which came under my own notice +during my childhood and youth on our plantations; as to those which +occurred on other plantations in the neighbourhood, I could state any +number. + +I have stated that my master was watching the movements of our family very +closely. Sometime after the difficulties began, we found that he also had +a confidential slave assisting him in the business. This wretched fellow, +who was nearly white, and of Irish descent, informed our master of the +movements of each member of the family by day and by night, and on +Sundays. This stirred the spirit of my mother, who spoke to our +fellow-slave, and told him he ought to be ashamed to be engaged in such +low business. + +Master hearing of this, called my father, mother, and myself before him, +and accused us of an attempt to resist and intimidate his "confidential +servant." Finding that only my mother had spoken to him, he swore that if +she ever spoke another word to him, he would flog her. + +I knew my mother's spirit and my master's temper as well. Our social state +was now perfectly intolerable. We were on the eve of a general fracas. +This last scene occurred on Tuesday; and on Saturday evening following, +without counsel or advice from any one, I determined to fly. + + + + +CHAPTER II. + +THE FLIGHT. + + +It was the Sabbath: the holy day which God in his infinite wisdom gave for +the rest of both man and beast. In the state of Maryland, the slaves +generally have the Sabbath, except in those districts where the evil weed, +tobacco, is cultivated; and then, when it is the season for setting the +plant, they are liable to be robbed of this only rest. + +It was in the month of November, somewhat past the middle of the month. It +was a bright day, and all was quiet. Most of the slaves were resting about +their quarters; others had leave to visit their friends on other +plantations, and were absent. The evening previous I had arranged my +little bundle of clothing, and had secreted it at some distance from the +house. I had spent most of the forenoon in my workshop, engaged in deep +and solemn thought. + +It is impossible for me now to recollect all the perplexing thoughts that +passed through my mind during that forenoon; it was a day of heartaching +to me. But I distinctly remember the two great difficulties that stood in +the way of my flight: I had a father and mother whom I dearly loved,--I +had also six sisters and four brothers on the plantation. The question +was, shall I hide my purpose from them? moreover, how will my flight +affect them when I am gone? Will they not be suspected? Will not the whole +family be sold off as a disaffected family, as is generally the case when +one of its members flies? But a still more trying question was, how can I +expect to succeed, I have no knowledge of distance or direction. I know +that Pennsylvania is a free state, but I know not where its soil begins, +or where that of Maryland ends? Indeed, at this time there was no safety +in Pennsylvania, New Jersey, or New York, for a fugitive, except in +lurking-places, or under the care of judicious friends, who could be +entrusted not only with liberty, but also with life itself. + +With such difficulties before my mind, the day had rapidly worn away; and +it was just past noon. One of my perplexing questions I had settled--I had +resolved to let no one into my secret; but the other difficulty was now to +be met. It was to be met without the least knowledge of its magnitude, +except by imagination. Yet of one thing there could be no mistake, that +the consequences of a failure would be most serious. Within my +recollection no one had attempted to escape from my master; but I had many +cases in my mind's eye, of slaves of other planters who had failed, and +who had been made examples of the most cruel treatment, by flogging and +selling to the far South, where they were never to see their friends more. +I was not without serious apprehension that such would be my fate. The +bare possibility was impressively solemn; but the hour was now come, and +the man must act and be free, or remain a slave for ever. How the +impression came to be upon my mind I cannot tell; but there was a strange +and horrifying belief, that if I did not meet the crisis that day, I +should be self-doomed--that my ear would be nailed to the door-post for +ever. The emotions of that moment I cannot fully depict. Hope, fear, +dread, terror, love, sorrow, and deep melancholy were mingled in my mind +together; my mental state was one of most painful distraction. When I +looked at my numerous family--a beloved father and mother, eleven brothers +and sisters, &c.; but when I looked at slavery as such; when I looked at +it in its mildest form, with all its annoyances; and above all, when I +remembered that one of the chief annoyances of slavery, in the most mild +form, is the liability of being at any moment sold into the worst form; it +seemed that no consideration, not even that of life itself, could tempt me +to give up the thought of flight. And then when I considered the +difficulties of the way--the reward that would be offered--the human +blood-hounds that would be set upon my track--the weariness--the +hunger--the gloomy thought, of not only losing all one's friends in one +day, but of having to seek and to make new friends in a strange world. +But, as I have said, the hour was come, and the man must act, or for ever +be a slave. + +It was now two o'clock. I stepped into the quarter; there was a strange +and melancholy silence mingled with the destitution that was apparent in +every part of the house. The only morsel I could see in the shape of food, +was a piece of Indian flour bread, it might be half-a-pound in weight. +This I placed in my pocket, and giving a last look at the aspect of the +house, and at a few small children who were playing at the door, I sallied +forth thoughtfully and melancholy, and after crossing the barn-yard, a few +moments' walk brought me to a small cave, near the mouth of which lay a +pile of stones, and into which I had deposited my clothes. From this, my +course lay through thick and heavy woods and back lands to ---- town, +where my brother lived. This town was six miles distance. It was now near +three o'clock, but my object was neither to be seen on the road, or to +approach the town by daylight, as I was well-known there, and as any +intelligence of my having been seen there would at once put the pursuers +on my track. This first six miles of my flight, I not only travelled very +slowly, therefore, so as to avoid carrying any daylight to this town; but +during this walk another very perplexing question was agitating my mind. +Shall I call on my brother as I pass through, and shew him what I am +about? My brother was older than I, we were much attached; I had been in +the habit of looking to him for counsel. + +I entered the town about dark, resolved, all things in view, _not_ to shew +myself to my brother. Having passed through the town without being +recognised, I now found myself under cover of night, a solitary wanderer +from home and friends; my only guide was the _north star_, by this I knew +my general course northward, but at what point I should strike Penn, or +when and where I should find a friend, I knew not. Another feeling now +occupied my mind,--I felt like a mariner who has gotten his ship outside +of the harbour and has spread his sails to the breeze. The cargo is on +board--the ship is cleared--and the voyage I must make; besides, this +being my first night, almost every thing will depend upon my clearing the +coast before the day dawns. In order to do this my flight must be rapid. I +therefore set forth in sorrowful earnest, only now and then I was cheered +by the _wild_ hope, that I should somewhere and at sometime be free. + +The night was fine for the season, and passed on with little interruption +for want of strength, until, about three o'clock in the morning, I began +to feel the chilling effects of the dew. + +At this moment, gloom and melancholy again spread through my whole soul. +The prospect of utter destitution which threatened me was more than I +could bear, and my heart began to melt. What substance is there in a piece +of dry Indian bread; what nourishment is there in it to warm the nerves of +one already chilled to the heart? Will this afford a sufficient sustenance +after the toil of the night? But while these thoughts were agitating my +mind, the day dawned upon me, in the midst of an open extent of country, +where the only shelter I could find, without risking my travel by +daylight, was a corn shock, but a few hundred yards from the road, and +here I must pass my first day out. The day was an unhappy one; my +hiding-place was extremely precarious. I had to sit in a squatting +position the whole day, without the least chance to rest. But, besides +this, my scanty pittance did not afford me that nourishment which my hard +night's travel needed. Night came again to my relief, and I sallied forth +to pursue my journey. By this time, not a crumb of my crust remained, and +I was hungry and began to feel the desperation of distress. + +As I travelled I felt my strength failing and my spirits wavered; my mind +was in a deep and melancholy dream. It was cloudy; I could not see my +star, and had serious misgivings about my course. + +In this way the night passed away, and just at the dawn of day I found a +few sour apples, and took my shelter under the arch of a small bridge that +crossed the road. Here I passed the second day in ambush. + +This day would have been more pleasant than the previous, but the sour +apples, and a draught of cold water, had produced anything but a +favourable effect; indeed, I suffered most of the day with severe symptoms +of cramp. The day passed away again without any further incident, and as I +set out at nightfall, I felt quite satisfied that I could not pass another +twenty-four hours without nourishment. I made but little progress during +the night, and often sat down, and slept frequently fifteen or twenty +minutes. At the dawn of the third day I continued my travel. As I had +found my way to a public turnpike road during the night, I came very early +in the morning to a toll-gate, where the only person I saw, was a lad +about twelve years of age. I inquired of him where the road led to. He +informed me it led to Baltimore. I asked him the distance, he said it was +eighteen miles. + +This intelligence was perfectly astounding to me. My master lived eighty +miles from Baltimore. I was now sixty-two miles from home. That distance +in the right direction, would have placed me several miles across Mason +and Dixon's line, but I was evidently yet in the state of Maryland. + +I ventured to ask the lad at the gate another question--Which is the best +way to Philadelphia? Said he, you can take a road which turns off about +half-a-mile below this, and goes to Getsburgh, or you can go on to +Baltimore and take the packet. + +I made no reply, but my thought was, that I was as near Baltimore and +Baltimore-packets as would answer my purpose. + +In a few moments I came to the road to which the lad had referred, and +felt some relief when I had gotten out of that great public highway, "The +National Turnpike," which I found it to be. + +When I had walked a mile on this road, and when it had now gotten to be +about nine o'clock, I met a young man with a load of hay. He drew up his +horses, and addressed me in a very kind tone, when the following dialogue +took place between us. + +"Are you travelling any distance, my friend?" + +"I am on my way to Philadelphia." + +"Are you free?" + +"Yes, sir." + +"I suppose, then, you are provided with free papers?" + +"No, sir. I have no papers." + +"Well, my friend, you should not travel on this road: you will be taken up +before you have gone three miles. There are men living on this road who +are constantly on the look-out for your people; and it is seldom that one +escapes them who attempts to pass by day." + +He then very kindly gave me advice where to turn off the road at a certain +point, and how to find my way to a certain house, where I would meet with +an old gentleman who would further advise me whether I had better remain +till night, or go on. + +I left this interesting young man; and such was my surprise and chagrin at +the thought of having so widely missed my way, and my alarm at being in +such a dangerous position, that in ten minutes I had so far forgotten his +directions as to deem it unwise to attempt to follow them, lest I should +miss my way, and get into evil hands. + +I, however, left the road, and went into a small piece of wood, but not +finding a sufficient hiding-place, and it being a busy part of the day, +when persons were at work about the fields, I thought I should excite less +suspicion by keeping in the road, so I returned to the road; but the +events of the next few moments proved that I committed a serious mistake. + +I went about a mile, making in all two miles from the spot where I met my +young friend, and about five miles from the toll-gate to which I have +referred, and I found myself at the twenty-four miles' stone from +Baltimore. It was now about ten o'clock in the forenoon; my strength was +greatly exhausted by reason of the want of suitable food; but the +excitement that was then going on in my mind, left me little time to think +of my _need_ of food. Under ordinary circumstances as a traveller, I +should have been glad to see the "Tavern," which was near the mile-stone; +but as the case stood with me, I deemed it a dangerous place to pass, much +less to stop at. I was therefore passing it as quietly and as rapidly as +possible, when from the lot just opposite the house, or sign-post, I heard +a coarse stern voice cry, "Halloo!" + +I turned my face to the left, the direction from which the voice came, and +observed that it proceeded from a man who was digging potatoes. I answered +him politely; when the following occurred:-- + +"Who do _you_ belong to?" + +"I am free, sir." + +"Have you got papers?" + +"No, sir." + +"Well, you must stop here." + +By this time he had got astride the fence, making his way into the road. I +said, + +"My business is onward, sir, and I do not wish to stop." + +"I will see then if you don't stop, you black rascal." + +He was now in the middle of the road, making after me in a brisk walk. + +I saw that a crisis was at hand; I had no weapons of any kind, not even a +pocket-knife; but I asked myself, shall I surrender without a struggle. +The instinctive answer was "No." What will you do? continue to walk; if he +runs after you, run; get him as far from the house as you can, then turn +suddenly and smite him on the knee with a stone; that will render him, at +least, unable to pursue you. + +This was a desperate scheme, but I could think of no other, and my habits +as a blacksmith had given my eye and hand such mechanical skill, that I +felt quite sure that if I could only get a stone in my hand, and have time +to wield it, I should not miss his knee-pan. + +He began to breathe short. He was evidently vexed because I did not halt, +and I felt more and more provoked at the idea of being thus pursued by a +man to whom I had not done the least injury. I had just began to glance my +eye about for a stone to grasp, when he made a tiger-like leap at me. This +of course brought us to running. At this moment he yelled out "Jake +Shouster!" and at the next moment the door of a small house standing to +the left was opened, and out jumped a shoemaker girded up in his leather +apron, with his knife in hand. He sprang forward and seized me by the +collar, while the other seized my arms behind. I was now in the grasp of +two men, either of whom were larger bodied than myself, and one of whom +was armed with a dangerous weapon. + +Standing in the door of the shoemaker's shop, was a third man; and in the +potatoe lot I had passed, was still a fourth man. Thus surrounded by +superior physical force, the fortune of the day it seemed to me was gone. + +My heart melted away, I sunk resistlessly into the hands of my captors, +who dragged me immediately into the tavern which was near. I ask my reader +to go in with me, and see how the case goes. + + * * * * * + +GREAT MORAL DILEMMA. + +A few moments after I was taken into the bar-room, the news having gone as +by electricity, the house and yard were crowded with gossippers, who had +left their business to come and see "the runaway nigger." This hastily +assembled congregation consisted of men, women, and children, each one had +a look to give at, and a word to say about, the "nigger." + +But among the whole, there stood one whose name I have never known, but +who evidently wore the garb of a man whose profession bound him to speak +for the dumb, but he, standing head and shoulders above all that were +round about, spoke the first hard sentence against me. Said he, "That +fellow is a runaway I know; put him in jail a few days, and you will soon +hear where he came from." And then fixing a fiend-like gaze upon me, he +continued, "if I lived on this road, _you_ fellows would not find such +clear running as you do, I'd trap more of you." + +But now comes the pinch of the case, the case of conscience to me even at +this moment. Emboldened by the cruel speech just recited, my captors +enclosed me, and said, "Come now, this matter may easily be settled +without you going to jail; who do you belong to, and where did you come +from?" + +The facts here demanded were in my breast. I knew according to the law of +slavery, who I belonged to and where I came from, and I must now do one of +three things--I must refuse to speak at all, or I must communicate the +fact, or I must tell an untruth. How would an untutored slave, who had +never heard of such a writer as Archdeacon Paley, be likely to act in such +a dilemma? The first point decided, was, the facts in this case are my +private property. These men have no more right to them than a highway +robber has to my purse. What will be the consequence if I put them in +possession of the facts. In forty-eight hours, I shall have received +perhaps one hundred lashes, and be on my way to the Louisiana cotton +fields. Of what service will it be to them. They will get a paltry sum of +two hundred dollars. Is not my liberty worth more to me than two hundred +dollars are to them? + +I resolved therefore, to insist that I was free. This not being +satisfactory without other evidence, they tied my hands and set out, and +went to a magistrate who lived about half a mile distant. It so happened, +that when we arrived at his house he was not at home. This was to them a +disappointment, but to me it was a relief; but I soon learned by their +conversation, that there was still another magistrate in the +neighbourhood, and that they would go to him. In about twenty minutes, and +after climbing fences and jumping ditches, we, captors and captive, stood +before his door, but it was after the same manner as before--he was not at +home. By this time the day had worn away to one or two o'clock, and my +captors evidently began to feel somewhat impatient of the loss of time. We +were about a mile and a quarter from the tavern. As we set out on our +return, they began to parley. Finding it was difficult for me to get over +fences with, my hands tied, they untied me, and said, "Now John," that +being the name they had given me, "if you have run away from any one, it +would be much better for you to tell us!" but I continued to affirm that I +was free. I knew, however, that my situation was very critical, owing to +the shortness of the distance I must be from home: my advertisement might +overtake me at any moment. + +On our way back to the tavern, we passed through a small skirt of wood, +where I resolved to make an effort to escape again. One of my captors was +walking on either side of me; I made a sudden turn, with my left arm +sweeping the legs of one of my captors from under him; I left him nearly +standing on his head, and took to my heels. As soon as they could recover +they both took after me. We had to mount a fence. This I did most +successfully, and making across an open field towards another wood; one of +my captors being a long-legged man, was in advance of the other, and +consequently nearing me. We had a hill to rise, and during the ascent he +gained on me. Once more I thought of self-defence. I am trying to escape +peaceably, but this man is determined that I shall not. + +My case was now desperate; and I took this desperate thought: "I will run +him a little farther from his coadjutor; I will then suddenly catch a +stone, and wound him in the breast." This was my fixed purpose, and I had +arrived near the point on the top of the hill, where I expected to do the +act, when to my surprise and dismay, I saw the other side of the hill was +not only all ploughed up, but we came suddenly upon a man ploughing, who +as suddenly left his plough and cut off my flight, by seizing me by the +collar, when at the same moment my pursuer seized my arms behind. Here I +was again in a sad fix. By this time the other pursuer had come up; I was +most savagely thrown down on the ploughed ground with my face downward, +the ploughman placed his knee upon my shoulders, one of my captors put his +upon my legs, while the other tied my arms behind me. I was then dragged +up, and marched off with kicks, punches and imprecations. + +We got to the tavern at three o'clock. Here they again cooled down, and +made an appeal to me to make a disclosure. I saw that my attempt to escape +strengthened their belief that I was a fugitive. I said to them, "If you +will not put me in jail, I will now tell you where I am from." They +promised. "Well," said I, "a few weeks ago, I was sold from the eastern +shore to a slave-trader, who had a large gang, and set out for Georgia, +but when he got to a town in Virginia, he was taken sick, and died with +the small-pox. Several of his gang also died with, it, so that the people +in the town became alarmed, and did not wish the gang to remain among +them. No one claimed us, or wished to have anything to do with us; I left +the rest, and thought I would go somewhere and get work." + +When I said this, it was evidently believed by those who were present, and +notwithstanding the unkind feeling that had existed, there was a murmur of +approbation. At the same time I perceived that a panic began to seize +some, at the idea that I was one of a small-pox gang. Several who had +clustered near me, moved off to a respectful distance. One or two left +the bar-room, and murmured, "better let the small-pox nigger go." + +I was then asked what was the name of the slave-trader. Without +premeditation, I said, "John Henderson." + +"John Henderson!" said one of my captors, "I knew him; I took up a yaller +boy for him about two years ago, and got fifty dollars. He passed out with +a gang about that time, and the boy ran away from him at Frederickstown. +What kind of a man was he?" + +At a venture, I gave a description of him. "Yes," said he, "that is the +man." By this time, all the gossippers had cleared the coast; our friend, +"Jake Shouster," had also gone back to his bench to finish his custom +work, after having "lost nearly the whole day, trotting about with a +nigger tied," as I heard his wife say as she called him home to his +dinner. I was now left alone with the man who first called to me in the +morning. In a sober manner, he made this proposal to me: "John, I have a +brother living in Risterstown, four miles off, who keeps a tavern; I think +you had better go and live with him, till we see what will turn up. He +wants an ostler." I at once assented to this. "Well," said he, "take +something to eat, and I will go with you." + +Although I had so completely frustrated their designs for the moment, I +knew that it would by no means answer for me to go into that town, where +there were prisons, handbills, newspapers, and travellers. My intention +was, to start with him, but not to enter the town alive. + +I sat down to eat; it was Wednesday, four o'clock, and this was the first +regular meal I had since Sunday morning. This over, we set out, and to my +surprise, he proposed to walk. We had gone about a mile and a-half, and +were approaching a wood through which the road passed with a bend. I fixed +upon that as the spot where I would either free myself from this man, or +die in his arms. I had resolved upon a plan of operation--it was this: to +stop short, face about, and commence action; and neither ask or give +quarters, until I was free or dead! + +We had got within six rods of the spot, when a gentleman turned the +corner, meeting us on horseback. He came up, and entered into conversation +with my captor, both of them speaking in Dutch, so that I knew not what +they said. After a few moments, this gentleman addressed himself to me in +English, and I then learned that he was one of the magistrates on whom we +had called in the morning; I felt that another crisis was at hand. Using +his saddle as his bench, he put on an extremely stern and magisterial-like +face, holding up his horse not unlike a field-marshal in the act of +reviewing troops, and carried me through a most rigid examination in +reference to the statement I had made. I repeated carefully all I had +said; at the close, he said, "Well, you had better stay among us a few +months, until we see what is to be done with you." It was then agreed that +we should go back to the tavern, and there settle upon some further plan. +When we arrived at the tavern, the magistrate alighted from his horse, and +went into the bar-room. He took another close glance at me, and went over +some points of the former examination. He seemed quite satisfied of the +correctness of my statement, and made the following proposition: that I +should go and live with him for a short time, stating that he had a few +acres of corn and potatoes to get in, and that he would give me +twenty-five cents per day. I most cheerfully assented to this proposal. It +was also agreed that I should remain at the tavern with my captor that +night, and that he would accompany me in the morning. This part of the +arrangement I did not like, but of course I could not say so. Things being +thus arranged, the magistrate mounted his horse, and went on his way home. + +It had been cloudy and rainy during the afternoon, but the western sky +having partially cleared at this moment, I perceived that it was near the +setting of the sun. + +My captor had left his hired man most of the day to dig potatoes alone; +but the waggon being now loaded, it being time to convey the potatoes into +the barn, and the horses being all ready for that purpose, he was obliged +to go into the potatoe field and give assistance. + +I should say here, that his wife had been driven away by the small-pox +panic about three o'clock, and had not yet returned; this left no one in +the house, but a boy, about nine years of age. + +As he went out, he spoke to the boy in Dutch, which I supposed, from the +little fellow's conduct, to be instructions to watch me closely, which he +certainly did. + +The potatoe lot was across the public road, directly in front of the +house; at the back of the house, and about 300 yards distant, there was a +thick wood. The circumstances of the case would not allow me to think for +one moment of remaining there for the night--the time had come for another +effort--but there were two serious difficulties. One was, that I must +either deceive or dispatch this boy who is watching me with intense +vigilance. I am glad to say, that the latter did not for a moment +seriously enter my mind. To deceive him effectually, I left my coat and +went to the back door, from which my course would be direct to the wood. +When I got to the door, I found that the barn, to which the waggon, must +soon come, lay just to the right, and overlooking the path I must take to +the wood. In front of me lay a garden surrounded by a picket fence, to the +left of me was a small gate, and that by passing through that gate would +throw me into an open field, and give me clear running to the wood; but on +looking through the gate, I saw that my captor, being with the team, would +see me if I attempted to start before he moved from the position he then +occupied. To add to my difficulty the horses had baulked; while waiting +for the decisive moment, the boy came to the door and asked me why I did +not come in. I told him I felt unwell, and wished him to be so kind as to +hand me a glass of water; expecting while he was gone to get it, the team +would clear, so that I could start. While he was gone, another attempt was +made to start the team but failed; he came with the water and I quickly +used it up by gargling my throat and by drinking a part. I asked him to +serve me by giving me another glass: he gave me a look of close scrutiny, +but went in for the water. I heard him fill the glass, and start to return +with it; when the hind end of the waggon cleared the corner of the house, +which stood in a range with the fence along which I was to pass in getting +to the wood. As I passed out the gate, I "squared my main yard," and laid +my course up the line of fence, I cast a last glance over my right +shoulder, and saw the boy just perch his head above the garden picket to +look after me; I heard at the same time great confusion with the team, the +rain having made the ground slippery, and the horses having to cross the +road with a slant and rise to get into the barn, it required great effort +after they started to prevent their baulking. I felt some assurance that +although the boy might give the alarm, my captor could not leave the team +until it was in the barn. I heard the horses' feet on the barn-floor, just +as I leaped the fence, and darted into the wood. + +The sun was now quite down behind the western horizon, and just at this +time a heavy dark curtain of clouds was let down, which seemed to usher in +haste the night shade. I have never before or since seen anything which +seemed to me to compare in sublimity with the spreading of the night +shades at the close of that day. My reflections upon the events of that +day, and upon the close of it, since I became acquainted with the Bible, +have frequently brought to my mind that beautiful passage in the Book of +Job, "He holdeth back the face of His throne, and spreadeth a cloud before +it." + +Before I proceed to the critical events and final deliverance of the next +chapter, I cannot forbear to pause a moment here for reflection. The +reader may well imagine how the events of the past day affected my mind. +You have seen what was done to me; you have heard what was said to me--you +have also seen what I have done, and heard what I have said. If you ask me +whether I had expected before I left home, to gain my liberty by shedding +men's blood, or breaking their limbs? I answer, no! and as evidence of +this, I had provided no weapon whatever; not so much as a penknife--it +never once entered my mind. I cannot say that I expected to have the ill +fortune of meeting with any human being who would attempt to impede my +flight. + +If you ask me if I expected when I left home to gain my liberty by +fabrications and untruths? I answer, no! my parents, slaves as they were, +had always taught me, when they could, that "truth may be blamed but +cannot be shamed;" so far as their example was concerned, I had no habits +of untruth. I was arrested, and the demand made upon me, "Who do you +belong to?" knowing the fatal use these men would make of _my_ truth, I at +once concluded that they had no more right to it than a highwayman has to +a traveller's purse. + +If you ask me whether I now really believe that I gained my liberty by +those lies? I answer, no! I now believe that I should be free, had I told +the truth; but, at that moment, I could not see any other way to baffle my +enemies, and escape their clutches. + +The history of that day has never ceased to inspire me with a deeper +hatred of slavery; I never recur to it but with the most intense horror at +a system which can put a man not only in peril of liberty, limb, and life +itself, but which may even send him in haste to the bar of God with a lie +upon his lips. + +Whatever my readers may think, therefore, of the history of events of the +day, do not admire in it the fabrications; but _see_ in it the impediments +that often fall into the pathway of the flying bondman. _See_ how human +bloodhounds gratuitously chase, catch, and tempt him to shed blood and +lie; how, when he would do good, evil is thrust upon him. + + + + +CHAPTER III. + +A DREARY NIGHT IN THE WOODS--CRITICAL SITUATION THE NEXT DAY. + + +Almost immediately on entering the wood, I not only found myself embosomed +in the darkness of the night, but I also found myself entangled in a thick +forest of undergrowth, which had been quite thoroughly wetted by the +afternoon rain. + +I penetrated through the wood, thick and thin, and more or less wet, to +the distance I should think of three miles. By this time my clothes were +all thoroughly soaked through, and I felt once more a gloom and +wretchedness; the recollection of which makes me shudder at this distant +day. My young friends in this highly favoured Christian country, +surrounded with all the comforts of home and parental care, visited by +pastors and Sabbath-school teachers, think of the dreary condition of the +blacksmith boy in the dark wood that night; and then consider that +thousands of his brethren have had to undergo much greater hardships in +their flight from slavery. + +I was now out of the hands of those who had so cruelly teased me during +the day; but a number of fearful thoughts rushed into my mind to alarm me. +It was dark and cloudy, so that I could not see the _north star_. How do I +know what ravenous beasts are in this wood? How do I know what precipices +may be within its bounds? I cannot rest in this wood to-morrow, for it +will be searched by those men from whom I have escaped; but how shall I +regain the road? How shall I know when I am on the right road again? + +These are some of the thoughts that filled my mind with gloom and alarm. + +At a venture I struck an angle northward in search of the road. After +several hours of zigzag and laborious travel, dragging through briars, +thorns and running vines, I emerged from the wood and found myself wading +marshy ground and over ditches. + +I can form no correct idea of the distance I travelled, but I came to a +road, I should think about three o'clock in the morning. It so happened +that I came out near where there was a fork in the road of three prongs. + +Now arose a serious query--which is the right prong for me? I was reminded +by the circumstance of a superstitious proverb among the slaves, that "the +left-hand turning was unlucky," but as I had never been in the habit of +placing faith in this or any similar superstition, I am not aware that it +had the least weight upon my mind, as I had the same difficulty with +reference to the right-hand turning. After a few moments parley with +myself, I took the central prong of the road and pushed on with all my +speed. + +It had not cleared off, but a fresh wind had sprung up; it was chilly and +searching. This with my wet clothing made me very uncomfortable; my nerves +began to quiver before the searching wind. The barking of mastiffs, the +crowing of fowls, and the distant rattling of market waggons, warned me +that the day was approaching. + +My British reader must remember that in the region where I was, we know +nothing of the long hours of twilight you enjoy here. With us the day is +measured more by the immediate presence of the sun, and the night by the +prevalence of actual darkness. + +The day dawned upon me when I was near a small house and barn, situate +close to the road side. The barn was too near the road, and too small to +afford secure shelter for the day; but as I cast my eye around by the dim +light, I could see no wood, and no larger barn. It seemed to be an open +country to a wide extent. The sun was travelling so rapidly from his +eastern chamber, that ten or fifteen minutes would spread broad daylight +over my track. Whether _my_ deed was evil, _you_ may judge, but I freely +confess that I did _then_ prefer darkness rather than light; I therefore +took to the mow of the little barn at a great risk, as the events of the +day will show. It so happened that the barn was filled with corn fodder, +newly cured and lately gotten in. You are aware that however quietly one +may crawl into such a bed, he is compelled to make much more noise than if +it were a feather-bed; and also considerably more than if it were hay or +straw. Besides inflicting upon my own excited imagination the belief that +I made noise enough to be heard by the inmates of the house who were +likely to be rising at the time, I had the misfortune to attract the +notice of a little house-dog, such as we call in that part of the world a +"fice," on account of its being not only the smallest species of the +canine race, but also, because it is the most saucy, noisy, and teasing +of all dogs. This little creature commenced a fierce barking. I had at +once great fears that the mischievous little thing would betray me; I +fully apprehended that as soon as the man of the house arose, he would +come and make search in the barn. It now being entirely daylight, it was +too late to retreat from this shelter, even if I could have found another; +I, therefore, bedded myself down into the fodder as best I could, and +entered upon the annoyances of the day, with the frail hope to sustain my +mind. + +It was Thursday morning; the clouds that had veiled the sky during the +latter part of the previous day and the previous night were gone. It was +not until about an hour after the sun rose that I heard any out-door +movements about the house. As soon as I heard those movements, I was +satisfied there was but one man about the house, and that he was preparing +to go some distance to work for the day. This was fortunate for me; the +busy movements about the yard, and especially the active preparations in +the house for breakfast, silenced my unwelcome little annoyer, the fice, +until after the man had gone, when he commenced afresh, and continued with +occasional intermissions through the day. He made regular sallies from the +house to the barn, and after smelling about, would fly back to the house, +barking furiously; thus he strove most skilfully throughout the entire day +to raise an alarm. There seemed to be no one about the house but one or +two small children and the mother, after the man was gone. About ten +o'clock my attention was gravely directed to another trial: how I could +pass the day without food. The reader will remember it is Thursday, and +the only regular meal I have taken since Sunday, was yesterday, in the +midst of great agitation, about four o'clock; that since that I have +performed my arduous night's travel. At one moment, I had nearly concluded +to go and present myself at the door, and ask the woman of the house to +have compassion and give me food; but then I feared the consequences might +be fatal, and I resolved to suffer the day out. The wind sprang up fresh +and cool; the barn being small and the crevices large, my wet clothes were +dried by it, and chilled me through and through. + +I cannot now, with pen or tongue, give a correct idea of the feeling of +wretchedness I experienced; every nerve in my system quivered, so that not +a particle of my flesh was at rest. In this way I passed the day till +about the middle of the afternoon, when there seemed to be an unusual stir +about the public road, which passed close by the barn. Men seemed to be +passing in parties on horseback, and talking anxiously. From a word which +I now and then overheard, I had not a shadow of doubt that they were in +search of me. One I heard say, "I ought to catch such a fellow, the only +liberty he should have for one fortnight, would be ten feet of rope." +Another I heard say, "I reckon he is in that wood now." Another said, "Who +would have thought that rascal was so 'cute?" All this while the little +fice was mingling his voice with those of the horsemen, and the noise of +the horses' feet. I listened and trembled. + +Just before the setting of the sun, the labouring man of the house +returned, and commenced his evening duties about the house and barn; +chopping wood, getting up his cow, feeding his pigs, &c, attended by the +little brute, who continued barking at short intervals. He came several +times into the barn below. While matters were passing thus, I heard the +approach of horses again, and as they came up nearer, I was led to believe +that all I had heard pass, were returning in one party. They passed the +barn and halted at the house, when I recognised the voice of my old +captor; addressing the labourer, he asked, "Have you seen a runaway nigger +pass here to-day?" + +LABOURER.--"No; I have not been at home since early this morning. Where +did he come from?" + +CAPTOR.--"I caught him down below here yesterday morning. I had him all +day, and just at night he fooled me and got away. A party of us have been +after him all day; we have been up to the line, but can't hear or see +anything of him. I heard this morning where he came from. He is a +blacksmith, and a stiff reward is out for him, two hundred dollars." + +LAB.--"He is worth looking for." + +CAP.--"I reckon so. If I get my clutches on him again, I'll mosey[A] him +down to ---- before I eat or sleep." + +[Footnote A: An expression which signifies to drive in a hurry.] + +Reader, you may if you can, imagine what the state of my mind was at this +moment. I shall make no attempt to describe it to you; to my great relief, +however, the party rode off, and the labourer after finishing his work +went into the house. Hope seemed now to dawn for me once more; darkness +was rapidly approaching, but the moments of twilight seemed much longer +than they did the evening before. At length the sable covering had spread +itself over the earth. About eight o'clock, I ventured to descend from the +mow of the barn into the road. The little dog the while began a furious +fit of barking, so much so, that I was sure that with what his master had +learned about me, he could not fail to believe I was about his premises. I +quickly crossed the road, and got into an open field opposite. After +stepping lightly about two hundred yards, I halted, and on listening, I +heard the door open. Feeling about on the ground, I picked up two stones, +and one in each hand I made off as fast as I could, but I heard nothing +more that indicated pursuit, and after going some distance I discharged my +encumbrance, as from the reduced state of my bodily strength, I could not +afford to carry ballast. + +This incident had the effect to start me under great disadvantage to make +a good night's journey, as it threw me at once off the road, and compelled +me to encounter at once the tedious and laborious task of beating my way +across marshy fields, and to drag through woods and thickets where there +were no paths. + +After several hours I found my way back to the road, but the hope of +making anything like clever speed was out of the question. All I could do +was to keep my legs in motion, and this I continued to do with the utmost +difficulty. The latter part of the night I suffered extremely from cold. +There came a heavy frost; I expected at every moment to fall on the road +and perish. I came to a corn-field covered with heavy shocks of Indian +corn that had been cut; I went into this and got an ear, and then crept +into one of the shocks; eat as much of it as I could, and thought I would +rest a little and start again, but weary nature could not sustain the +operation of grinding hard corn for its own nourishment, and I sunk to +sleep. + +When I awoke, the sun was shining around; I started with alarm, but it +was too late to think of seeking any other shelter; I therefore nestled +myself down, and concealed myself as best I could from the light of day. +After recovering a little from my fright, I commenced again eating my +whole corn. Grain by grain I worked away at it; when my jaws grew tired, +as they often did, I would rest, and then begin afresh. Thus, although I +began an early breakfast, I was nearly the whole of the forenoon before I +had done. + +Nothing of importance occurred during the day, until about the middle of +the afternoon, when I was thrown into a panic by the appearance of a party +of gunners, who passed near me with their dogs. After shooting one or two +birds, however, and passing within a few rods of my frail covering, they +went on, and left me once more in hope. Friday night came without any +other incident worth naming. As I sallied out, I felt evident benefit from +the ear of corn I had nibbled away. My strength was considerably renewed; +though I was far from being nourished, I felt that my life was at least +safe from death by hunger. Thus encouraged, I set out with better speed +than I had made since Sunday and Monday night. I had a presentiment, too, +that I must be near free soil. I had not yet the least idea where I should +find a home or a friend, still my spirits were so highly elated, that I +took the whole of the road to myself; I ran, hopped, skipped, jumped, +clapped my hands, and talked to myself. But to the old slaveholder I had +left, I said, "Ah! ha! old fellow, I told you I'd fix you." + +After an hour or two of such freaks of joy, a gloom would come over me in +connexion with these questions, "But where are you going? What are you +going to do? What will you do with freedom without father, mother, +sisters, and brothers? What will you say when you are asked where you were +born? You know nothing of the world; how will you explain the fact of your +ignorance?" + +These questions made me feel deeply the magnitude of the difficulties yet +before me. + +Saturday morning dawned upon me; and although my strength seemed yet +considerably fresh, I began to feel a hunger somewhat more destructive and +pinching, if possible, than I had before. I resolved, at all risk, to +continue my travel by day-light, and to ask information of the first +person I met. + +The events of the next chapter will shew what fortune followed this +resolve. + + + + +CHAPTER IV. + +THE GOOD WOMAN OF THE TOLL-GATE DIRECTS ME TO W.W.--MY RECEPTION BY HIM. + + +The resolution of which I informed the reader at the close of the last +chapter, being put into practice, I continued my flight on the public +road; and a little after the sun rose, I came in sight of a toll-gate +again. For a moment all the events which followed my passing a toll-gate +on Wednesday morning, came fresh to my recollection, and produced some +hesitation; but at all events, said I, I will try again. + +On arriving at the gate, I found it attended by an elderly woman, whom I +afterwards learned was a widow, and an excellent Christian woman. I asked +her if I was in Pennsylvania. On being informed that I was, I asked her if +she knew where I could get employ? She said she did not; but advised me to +go to W.W., a Quaker, who lived about three miles from her, whom I would +find to take an interest in me. She gave me directions which way to take; +I thanked her, and bade her good morning, and was very careful to follow +her directions. + +In about half an hour I stood trembling at the door of W.W. After +knocking, the door opened upon a comfortably spread table; the sight of +which seemed at once to increase my hunger sevenfold. Not daring to enter, +I said I had been sent to him in search of employ. "Well," said he, "Come +in and take thy breakfast, and get warm, and we will talk about it; thee +must be cold without any coat." "_Come in and take thy breakfast, and get +warm!_" These words spoken by a stranger, but with such an air of simple +sincerity and fatherly kindness, made an overwhelming impression upon my +mind. They made me feel, spite of all my fear and timidity, that I had, in +the providence of God, found a friend and a home. He at once gained my +confidence; and I felt that I might confide to him a fact which I had, as +yet, confided to no one. + +From that day to this, whenever I discover the least disposition in my +heart to disregard the wretched condition of any poor or distressed +persons with whom I meet, I call to mind these words--"_Come in and take +thy breakfast, and get warm_." They invariably remind me of what I was at +that time; my condition was as wretched as that of any human being can +possibly be, with the exception of the loss of health or reason. I had but +four pieces of clothing about my person, having left all the rest in the +hands of my captors. I was a starving fugitive, without home or friends--a +reward offered for my person in the public papers--pursued by cruel +manhunters, and no claim upon him to whose door I went. Had he turned me +away, I must have perished. Nay, he took me in, and gave me of his food, +and shared with me his own garments. Such treatment I had never before +received at the hands of any white man. + +A few such men in slaveholding America, have stood, and even now stand, +like Abrahams and Lots, to stay its forthcoming and well-earned and just +judgment. + +The limits of this work compel me to pass over many interesting incidents +which occurred during my six months' concealment in that family. I must +confine myself only to those which will show the striking providence of +God, in directing my steps to the door of W.W., and how great an influence +the incidents of that six months has had upon all my subsequent history. +My friend kindly gave me employ to saw and split a number of cords of +wood, then lying in his yard, for which he agreed with me for liberal pay +and board. This inspired me with great encouragement. The idea of +beginning to earn something was very pleasant. Next; we confidentially +agreed upon the way and means of avoiding surprise, in case any one should +come to the house as a spy, or with intention to arrest me. This afforded +still further relief, as it convinced me that the whole family would now +be on the look out for such persons. + +The next theme of conversation was with reference to my education. + +"Can thee read or write any, James?" was the question put to me the +morning after my arrival, by W.W. + +"No, sir, I cannot; my duties as a blacksmith have made me acquainted with +the figures on the common mechanics' square. There was a day-book kept in +the shop, in which the overseer usually charged the smithwork we did for +the neighbours. I have spent entire Sabbaths looking over the pages of +that book; knowing the names of persons to whom certain pieces of work +were charged, together with their prices, I strove anxiously to learn to +write in this way. I got paper, and picked up feathers about the yard, and +made ink of ---- berries. My quills being too soft, and my skill in making +a pen so poor, that I undertook some years ago to make a steel pen.[A] In +this way I have learnt to make a few of the letters, but I cannot write my +own name, nor do I know the letters of the alphabet." + +[Footnote A: This attempt was as early as 1822.] + +_W.W., (handing a slate and pencil.)_--"Let me see how thee makes letters; +try such as thou hast been able to make easily." + +A.B.C.L.G. + +_P.W., (wife of W.W.)_--"Why, those are better than I can make." + +_W.W._--"Oh, we can soon get thee in the way, James." + +Arithmetic and astronomy became my favourite studies. W.W. was an +accomplished scholar; he had been a teacher for some years, and was +cultivating a small farm on account of ill-health, which had compelled him +to leave teaching. He is one of the most far-sighted and practical men I +ever met with. He taught me by familiar conversations, illustrating his +themes by diagrams on the slate, so that I caught his ideas with ease and +rapidity. + +I now began to see, for the first time, the extent of the mischief slavery +had done to me. Twenty-one years of my life were gone, never again to +return, and I was as profoundly ignorant, comparatively, as a child five +years old. This was painful, annoying, and humiliating in the extreme. Up +to this time, I recollected to have seen one copy of the New Testament, +but the entire Bible I had never seen, and had never heard of the +Patriarchs, or of the Lord Jesus Christ. I recollected to have heard two +sermons, but had heard no mention in them of Christ, or the way of life +by Him. It is quite easy to imagine, then, what was the state of my mind, +having been reared in total moral midnight; it was a sad picture of mental +and spiritual darkness. + +As my friend poured light into my mind, I saw the darkness; it amazed and +grieved me beyond description. Sometimes I sank down under the load, and +became discouraged, and dared not hope that I could ever succeed in +acquiring knowledge enough, to make me happy, or useful to my +fellow-beings. + +My dear friend, W.W., however, had a happy tact to inspire me with +confidence; and he, perceiving my state of mind, exerted himself, not +without success, to encourage me. He cited to me various instances of +coloured persons, of whom I had not heard before, and who had +distinguished themselves for learning, such as Bannicker, Wheatley, and +Francis Williams. + +How often have I regretted that the six months I spent in the family of +W.W., could not have been six years. The danger of recapture, however, +rendered it utterly imprudent that I should remain longer; and early in +the month of March, while the ground was covered with the winter's snow, I +left the bosom of this excellent family, and went forth once more to try +my fortune among strangers. + +My dear reader, if I could describe to you the emotions I felt when I left +the threshold of W.W.'s door, you could not fail to see how deplorable is +the condition of the fugitive slave, often for months and years after he +has escaped the immediate grasp of the tyrant. When I left my parents, the +trial was great, but I had now to leave a friend who had done more for me +than parents could have done as slaves; and hence I felt an endearment to +that friend which was heightened by a sense of the important relief he had +afforded me in the greatest need, and hours of pleasant and highly +profitable intercourse. + +About a month previous to leaving the house of W.W., a small circumstance +occurred one evening, which I only name to shew the harassing fears and +dread in which I lived during most of the time I was there. He had a +brother-in-law living some ten miles distant--he was a friend to the +slave; he often came unexpectedly and spent a few hours--sometimes a day +and a night. I had not, however, ever known him to come at night. One +night about nine o'clock, after I had gone to bed, (my lodging being just +over the room in which W.W. and his wife were sitting,) I heard the door +open and a voice ask, "Where is the boy?" The voice sounded to me like the +voice of my master; I was sure it must be his. I sprang and listened for a +moment--it seemed to be silent; I heard nothing, and then it seemed to me +there was a confusion. There was a window at the head of my bed, which I +could reach without getting upon the floor: it was a single sash and +opened upon hinges. I quickly opened this window and waited in a perfect +tremour of dread for further development. There was a door at the foot of +the stairs; as I heard that door open, I sprang for the window, and my +head was just out, when the gentle voice of my friend W.W. said, +"James?"[A] "Here," said I, "---- has come, and he would like to have thee +put up his horse." I drew a breath of relief, but my strength and presence +of mind did not return for some hours, I slept none that night; for a +moment I could doze away, but the voice would sound in my ears, "Where is +that boy?" and it would seem to me it must be the tyrant in quest of his +weary prey, and would find myself starting again. + +[Footnote A: If W.W. had ascended the stairs without calling, I should +certainly have jumped out of the window.] + +From that time the agitation of my mind became so great that I could not +feel myself safe. Every day seemed to increase my fear, till I was unfit +for work, study or rest. My friend endeavoured, but in vain, to get me to +stay a week longer. + +The events of the spring proved that I had not left too soon. As soon as +the season for travelling fairly opened, active search was made, and my +master was seen in a town, twenty miles in advance of where I had spent my +six months. + +The following curious fact also came out. That same brother-in-law who +frightened me, was putting up one evening at a hotel some miles off, and +while sitting quietly by himself in one part of the room, he overheard a +conversation between a travelling pedler and several gossippers of the +neighbourhood, who were lounging away the evening at the hotel. + +PEDLER.--"Do you know one W.W. somewhere about here?" + +GOSSIPER.--"Yes, he lives ---- miles off." + +PED.--"I understand he had a black boy with him last winter, I wonder if +he is there yet?" + +GOS.--"I don't know, he most always has a runaway nigger with him." + +PED.--"I should like to find out whether that fellow is there yet." + +BROTHER-IN-LAW, (turning about.)--"What does thee know about that boy?" + +PED.--"Well he is a runaway." + +BROTHER-IN-LAW.--"Who did he run away from?" + +PED.--"From Col ---- in ----." + +BROTHER-IN-LAW.--"How did thee find out that fact?" + +PED.--"Well, I have been over there peddling." + +BROTHER-IN-LAW.--"Where art thou from?" + +PED.--"I belong in Conn." + +BROTHER-IN-LAW.--"Did thee see the boy's master?" + +PED.--"Yes." + +BROTHER-IN-LAW.--"What did he offer thee to find the boy?" + +PED.--"I agreed to find out where he was, and let him know, and if he got +him, I was to receive ----." + +BROTHER-IN-LAW.--"How didst thou hear the boy had been with W.W." + +PED.--"Oh, he is known to be a notorious rascal for enticing away, and +concealing slaves; he'll get himself into trouble yet, the slaveholders +are on the look out for him." + +BROTHER-IN-LAW.--"W.W. is my brother-in-law; the boy of whom thou speakest +is not with him, and to save thee the trouble of abusing him, I can +moreover say, he is no rascal." + +PED.--"He may not be there now, but it is because he has sent him off. His +master heard of him, and from the description, he is sure it must have +been his boy. He could tell me pretty nigh where he was; he said he was a +fine healthy boy, twenty-one, a first-rate blacksmith; he would not have +taken a thousand dollars for him." + +BROTHER-IN-LAW.--"I know not where the boy is, but I have no doubt he is +worth more to himself than he ever was to his master, high as he fixes +the price on him; and I have no doubt thee will do better to pursue thy +peddling honestly, than to neglect it for the sake of serving +negro-hunters at a venture." + +All this happened within a month or two after I left my friend. One fact +which makes this part of the story deeply interesting to my own mind, is, +that some years elapsed before it came to my knowledge. + + + + +CHAPTER V. + +SEVEN MONTHS' RESIDENCE IN THE FAMILY OF J.K. A MEMBER OF THE SOCIETY OF +FRIENDS, IN CHESTER COUNTY, PENNSYLVANIA.--REMOVAL TO NEW YORK--BECOMES A +CONVERT TO RELIGION--BECOMES A TEACHER. + + +On leaving W.W., I wended my way in deep sorrow and melancholy, onward +towards Philadelphia, and after travelling two days and a night, I found +shelter and employ in the family of J.K., another member of the Society of +Friends, a farmer. + +The religious atmosphere in this family was excellent. Mrs. K. gave me the +first copy of the Holy Scriptures I ever possessed, she also gave me much +excellent counsel. She was a preacher in the Society of Friends; this +occasioned her with her husband to be much of their time from home. This +left the charge of the farm upon me, and besides put it out of their power +to render me that aid in my studies which my former friend had. I, +however, kept myself closely concealed, by confining myself to the limits +of the farm, and using all my leisure time in study. This place was more +secluded, and I felt less of dread and fear of discovery than I had +before, and although seriously embarrassed for want of an instructor, I +realized some pleasure and profit in my studies. I often employed myself +in drawing rude maps of the solar system, and diagrams illustrating the +theory of solar eclipses. I felt also a fondness for reading the Bible, +and committing chapters, and verses of hymns to memory. Often on the +Sabbath when alone in the barn, I would break the monotony of the hours by +endeavouring to speak, as if I was addressing an audience. My mind was +constantly struggling for thoughts, and I was still more grieved and +alarmed at its barrenness; I found it gradually freed from the darkness +entailed by slavery, but I was deeply and anxiously concerned how I should +fill it with useful knowledge. I had a few books, and no tutor. + +In this way I spent seven months with J.K., and should have continued +longer, agreeably to his urgent solicitation, but I felt that life was +fast wearing, and that as I was now free, I must adventure in search of +knowledge. On leaving J.K., he kindly gave me the following certificate,-- + + "East Nautmeal, Chester County, Pennsylvania, _Tenth Month 5th, 1828._ + + "I hereby certify, that the bearer, J.W.C. Pennington, has been in my + employ seven months, during most of which time I have been from home, + leaving my entire business in his trust, and that he has proved a highly + trustworthy and industrious young man. He leaves with the sincere regret + of myself and family; but as he feels it to be his duty to go where he + can obtain education, so as to fit him to be more useful, I cordially + commend him to the warm sympathy of the friends of humanity wherever a + wise providence may appoint him a home. + + Signed, + + "J.K." + +Passing through Philadelphia, I went to New York, and in a short time +found employ on Long Island, near the city. At this time, the state of +things was extremely critical in New York. It was just two years after the +general emancipation in that state. In the city it was a daily occurrence +for slaveholders from the southern states to catch their slaves, and by +certificate from Recorder Riker take them back. I often felt serious +apprehensions of danger, and yet I felt also that I must begin the world +somewhere. + +I was earning respectable wages, and by means of evening schools and +private tuition, was making encouraging progress in my studies. + +Up to this time, it had never occurred to me that I was a slave in another +and a more serious sense. All my serious impressions of mind had been with +reference to the slavery from which I had escaped. Slavery had been my +theme of thought day and night. + +In the spring of 1829, I found my mind unusually perplexed about the state +of the slave. I was enjoying rare privileges in attending a Sabbath +school; the great value of Christian knowledge began to be impressed upon +my mind to an extent I had not been conscious of before. I began to +contrast my condition with that of ten brothers and sisters I had left in +slavery, and the condition of children I saw sitting around me on the +Sabbath, with their pious teachers, with that of 700,000, now 800,440 +slave children, who had no means of Christian instruction. + +The theme was more powerful than any my mind had ever encountered before. +It entered into the deep chambers of my soul, and stirred the most +agitating emotions I had ever felt. The question was, what can I do for +that vast body of suffering brotherhood I have left behind. To add to the +weight and magnitude of the theme, I learnt for the first time, how many +slaves there were. The question completely staggered my mind; and finding +myself more and more borne down with it, until I was in an agony; I +thought I would make it a subject of prayer to God, although prayer had +not been my habit, having never attempted it but once. + +I not only prayed, but also fasted. It was while engaged thus, that my +attention was seriously drawn to the fact that I was a lost sinner, and a +slave to Satan; and soon I saw that I must make another escape from +another tyrant. I did not by any means forget my fellow-bondmen, of whom I +had been sorrowing so deeply, and travailing in spirit so earnestly; but I +now saw that while man had been injuring me, I had been offending God; and +that unless I ceased to offend him, I could not expect to have his +sympathy in my wrongs; and moreover, that I could not be instrumental in +eliciting his powerful aid in behalf of those for whom I mourned so +deeply. + +This may provoke a smile from some who profess to be the friends of the +slave, but who have a lower estimate of experimental Christianity than I +believe is due to it; but I am not the less confident that sincere prayer +to God, proceeding from a few hearts deeply imbued with experimental +Christianity about _that time_, has had much to do with subsequent happy +results. At that time the 800,000 bondmen in the British Isles had not +seen the beginning of the end of their sufferings--at that time, 20,000 +who are now free in Canada, were in bonds--at that time, there was no +Vigilance Committee to aid the flying slave--at that time, the two +powerful Anti-Slavery Societies of America had no being. + +I distinctly remember that I felt the need of enlisting the sympathy of +God, in behalf of my enslaved brethren; but when I attempted it day after +day, and night after night, I was made to feel, that whatever else I might +do, I was not qualified to do that, as I was myself alienated from him by +wicked works. In short, I felt that I needed the powerful aid of some in +my behalf with God, just as much as I did that of my dear friend in +Pennsylvania, when flying from man. "If one man sin against another, the +judge shall judge him, but if a man sin against God, who shall entreat for +him?" + +Day after day, for about two weeks, I found myself more deeply convicted +of personal guilt before God. My heart, soul and body were in the greatest +distress; I thought of neither food, drink or rest, for days and nights +together. Burning with a recollection of the wrongs man had done +me--mourning for the injuries my brethren were still enduring, and deeply +convicted of the guilt of my own sins against God. One evening, in the +third week of the struggle, while alone in my chamber, and after solemn +reflection for several hours, I concluded that I could never be happy or +useful in that state of mind, and resolved that I would try to become +reconciled to God. I was then living in the family of an Elder of the +Presbyterian Church. I had not made known my feelings to any one, either +in the family or out of it; and I did not suppose that any one had +discovered my feelings. To my surprise, however, I found that the family +had not only been aware of my state for several days, but were deeply +anxious on my behalf. The following Sabbath, Dr. Cox was on a visit in +Brooklyn to preach, and was a guest in the family; hearing of my case, he +expressed a wish to converse with me, and without knowing the plan, I was +invited into a room and left alone with him. He entered skilfully and +kindly into my feelings, and after considerable conversation he invited me +to attend his service that afternoon. I did so, and was deeply interested. + +Without detaining the reader with too many particulars, I will only state +that I heard the doctor once or twice after this, at his own place of +worship in New York City, and had several personal interviews with him, as +the result of which, I hope, I was brought to a saving acquaintance with +Him, of whom Moses in the Law and the Prophets did write; and soon +connected myself with the church under his pastoral care. + +I now returned with all my renewed powers to the great theme--slavery. It +seemed now as I looked at it, to be more hideous than ever. I saw it now +as an evil under the moral government of God--as a sin not only against +man, but also against God. The great and engrossing thought with me was, +how shall I now employ my time and my talents so as to tell most +effectually upon this system of wrong! As I have stated, there was no +Anti-Slavery Society then--there was no Vigilance Committee. I had, +therefore, to select a course of action, without counsel or advice from +any one who professed to sympathize with the slave. Many, many lonely +hours of deep meditation have I passed during the years 1828 and 1829, +before the great anti-slavery movement. On the questions, What shall I do +for the slave? How shall I act so that he will reap the benefit of my time +and talents? At one time I had resolved to go to Africa, and to react from +there; but without bias or advice from any mortal, I soon gave up that, as +looking too much like feeding a hungry man with a long spoon. + +At length, finding that the misery, ignorance, and wretchedness of the +free coloured people was by the whites tortured into an argument for +slavery; finding myself now among the free people of colour in New York, +where slavery was so recently abolished; and finding much to do for their +elevation, I resolved to give my strength in that direction. And well do I +remember the great movement which commenced among us about this time, for +the holding of General Conventions, to devise ways and means for their +elevation, which continued with happy influence up to 1834, when we gave +way to anti-slavery friends, who had then taken up the labouring oar. And +well do I remember that the first time I ever saw those tried friends, +Garrison, Jocelyn, and Tappan, was in one of those Conventions, where they +came to make our acquaintance, and to secure our confidence in some of +their preliminary labours. + +My particular mode of labour was still a subject of deep reflection; and +from time to time I carried it to the Throne of Grace. Eventually my mind +fixed upon the ministry as the desire of my whole heart. I had mastered +the preliminary branches of English education, and was engaged in studying +logic, rhetoric, and the Greek Testament, without a master. While thus +struggling in my laudable work, an opening presented itself which was not +less surprising than gratifying. Walking on the street one day, I met a +friend, who said to me, "I have just had an application to supply a +teacher for a school, and I have recommended you." I said, "My dear +friend, I am obliged to you for the kindness; but I fear I cannot sustain +an examination for that station." "Oh," said he, "try." I said, "I will," +and we separated. Two weeks afterwards, I met the trustees of the school, +was examined, accepted, and agreed with them for a salary of two hundred +dollars per annum; commenced my school, and succeeded. This was five +years, three months, and thirteen days after I came from the South. + +As the events of my life since that have been of a public professional +nature, I will say no more about it. My object in writing this tract is +now completed. It has been to shew the reader the hand of God with a +slave; and to elicit your sympathy in behalf of the fugitive slave, by +shewing some of the untold dangers and hardships through which he has to +pass to gain liberty, and how much he needs friends on free soil; and that +men who have felt the yoke of slavery, even in its mildest form, cannot be +expected to speak of the system otherwise than in terms of the most +unqualified condemnation. + +There is one sin that slavery committed against me, which I never can +forgive. It robbed me of my education; the injury is irreparable; I feel +the embarrassment more seriously now than I ever did before. It cost me +two years' hard labour, after I fled, to unshackle my mind; it was three +years before I had purged my language of slavery's idioms; it was four +years before I had thrown off the crouching aspect of slavery; and now the +evil that besets me is a great lack of that general information, the +foundation of which is most effectually laid in that part of life which I +served as a slave. When I consider how much now, more than ever, depends +upon sound and thorough education among coloured men, I am grievously +overwhelmed with a sense of my deficiency, and more especially as I can +never hope now to make it up. If I know my own heart, I have no ambition +but to serve the cause of suffering humanity; all that I have desired or +sought, has been to make me more efficient for good. So far I have some +consciousness that I have done my utmost; and should my future days be few +or many, I am reconciled to meet the last account, hoping to be acquitted +of any wilful neglect of duty; but I shall have to go to my last account +with this charge against the system of slavery, "_Vile monster! thou hast +hindered my usefulness, by robbing me of my early education._" + +Oh! what might I have been now, but for this robbery perpetrated upon me +as soon as I saw the light. When the monster heard that a man child was +born, he laughed, and said, "It is mine." When I was laid in the cradle, +he came and looked on my face, and wrote down my name upon his barbarous +list of chattels personal, on the same list where he registered his +horses, hogs, cows, sheep, and even his _dogs!_ Gracious Heaven, is there +no repentance for the misguided men who do these things! + +The only harm I wish to slaveholders is, that they may be speedily +delivered from the guilt of a sin, which, if not repented of, must bring +down the judgment of Almighty God upon their devoted heads. The least I +desire for the slave is, that he may be speedily released from the pain of +drinking a cup whose bitterness I have sufficiently tasted, to know that +it is insufferable. + + + + +CHAPTER VI. + +SOME ACCOUNT OF THE FAMILY I LEFT IN SLAVERY--PROPOSAL TO PURCHASE MYSELF +AND PARENTS--HOW MET BY MY OLD MASTER. + + +It is but natural that the reader should wish to hear a word about the +family I left behind. + +There are frequently large slave families with whom God seems to deal in a +remarkable manner. I believe my family is an instance. + +I have already stated that when I fled, I left a father, mother, and +eleven brothers and sisters. These were all, except my oldest brother, +owned by the man from whom I fled. It will be seen at once then how the +fear of implicating them embarrassed me in the outset. They suffered +nothing, however, but a strong suspicion, until about six months after I +had left; when the following circumstance took place:-- + +When I left my friend W.W. in Pennsylvania to go on north, I ventured to +write a letter back to one of my brothers, informing him how I was; and +this letter was directed to the care of a white man who was hired on the +plantation, who worked in the garden with my father, and who professed a +warm friendship to our family; but instead of acting in good faith, he +handed the letter to my master. I am sorry that truth compels me to say +that that man was an Englishman. + +From that day the family were handled most strangely. The history begins +thus: they were all sold into Virginia, the adjoining state. This was done +lest I should have some plan to get them off; but God so ordered that they +fell into kinder hands. After a few years, however, their master became +much embarrassed, so that he was obliged to pass them into other hands, +at least for a term of years. By this change the family was divided, and +my parents, with the greater part of their children, were taken to New +Orleans. After remaining there several years at hard labour,--my father +being in a situation of considerable trust, they were again taken back to +Virginia; and by this means became entitled by the laws of that state to +their freedom. Before justice, however, could take its course, their old +master in Maryland, as if intent to doom them for ever to bondage, +repurchased them; and in order to defeat a similar law in Maryland, by +which they would have been entitled to liberty, he obtained from the +General Assembly of that state the following special act. This will show +not only something of his character as a slaveholder, but also his +political influence in the state. It is often urged in the behalf of +slaveholders, that the law interposes an obstacle in the way of +emancipating their slaves when they wish to do so, but here is an instance +which lays open the real philosophy of the whole case. They make the law +themselves, and when they find the laws operate more in favour of the +slaves than themselves, they can easily evade or change it. Maryland being +a slave-exporting state, you will see why they need a law to prohibit the +importation of slaves; it is a protection to that sort of trade. This law +he wished to evade. + + "_An act for the Relief of ---- of ---- County. Passed January 17th, + 1842._ + + "Whereas it is represented to this General Assembly that ---- of ---- + county, brought into this state from the state of Virginia, sometime in + the month of March last, two negro slaves, to wit, ---- and ---- his + wife, who are slaves for life, and who were acquired by the said ---- by + purchase, and whereas, the said ---- is desirous of retaining said + slaves in this state. THEREFORE, BE IT ENACTED, _by the General + Assembly_ of Maryland, that the said ---- be, and he is hereby + authorized to retain said negroes as slaves for life within this state, + provided that the said ---- shall within thirty days after the passage + of this act, file with the clerk of the ---- county court, a list of + said slaves so brought into this state, stating their ages, with an + affidavit thereto attached, that the same is a true and faithful list of + the slaves so removed, and that they were not brought into this state + for the purpose of sale, and that they are slaves for life. And + _provided also_, that the sum of fifteen dollars for each slave, between + the ages of twelve and forty-five years, and the sum of five dollars for + each slave above the age of forty-five years and under twelve years of + age, so brought into this state, shall be paid to the said clerk of ---- + county court: to be paid over by him to the treasurer of the western + shore, for the use and benefit of the Colonization Society of this + state. + + _State of Connecticut. + + Office of Secretary of State_. + + "I hereby certify, that the foregoing is a true copy of an act passed by + the General Assembly of Maryland, January 17th, 1842, as it appears in + the printed acts of the said Maryland, in the Library of the state. + + In testimony whereof, I have hereunto set my hand and seal of said + state, at Hartford, this 17th day of August, 1846. + + CHARLES W. BEADLEY, + + (SEAL.) + + Secretary of State." + +Thus, the whole family after being twice fairly entitled to their +liberty, even by the laws of two slave states, had the mortification of +finding themselves again, not only recorded as slaves for life, but also a +premium paid upon them, professedly to aid in establishing others of their +fellow-beings in a free republic on the coast of Africa; but the hand of +God seems to have been heavy upon the man who could plan such a stratagem +to wrong his fellows. + +The immense fortune he possessed when I left him, (bating one thousand +dollars I brought with me in my own body,) and which he seems to have +retained till that time, began to fly, and in a few years he was +insolvent, so that he was unable to hold the family, and was compelled to +think of selling them again. About this time I heard of their state by an +underground railroad passenger, who came from that neighbourhood, and +resolved to make an effort to obtain the freedom of my parents, and to +relieve myself from liability. For this purpose, after arranging for the +means to purchase, I employed counsel to make a definite offer for my +parents and myself. To his proposal, the following evasive and offensive +answer was returned. + + _January 12th_, 1846. J. H----, Esq. + + "Sir,--Your letter is before me. The ungrateful servant in whose behalf + you write, merits no clemency from me. He was guilty of theft when he + departed, for which I hope he has made due amends. I have heard he was a + respectable man, and calculated to do some good to his fellow-beings. + Servants are selling from five hundred and fifty to seven hundred + dollars. I will take five hundred and fifty dollars, and liberate him. + If my proposition is acceded to, and the money lodged in Baltimore, I + will execute the necessary instrument, and deliver it in Baltimore, to + be given up on payment being made. + + "Yours, &c, + + "----." + + "Jim was a first-rate mechanic, (blacksmith) and was worth to me one + thousand dollars." + +Here he not only refuses to account for my parents, by including them in +his return and proposition, but he at the same time attempts to intimidate +me by mooting the charge of theft. + +I confess I was not only surprised, but mortified, at this result. The +hope of being once more united to parents whom I had not seen for sixteen +years, and whom I still loved dearly, had so excited my mind, that I +disarranged my business relations, disposed of a valuable library of four +hundred volumes, and by additional aid obtained among the liberal people +of Jamaica, I was prepared to give the extravagant sum of five hundred +dollars each for myself, and my father and mother. This I was willing to +do, not because I approve of the principle involved as a general rule. But +supposing that, as my former master was now an old man not far from his +grave, (about which I was not mistaken) and as he knew, by his own +shewing, that I was able to do some good, he would be inclined, whatever +might have been our former relations and misunderstandings, to meet my +reasonable desire to see my parents, and to part this world in +reconciliation with each other, as well as with God. I should have +rejoiced had his temper permitted him to accede to any offer. But I +thought it too bad, a free man of Jesus Christ, living on "free soil," to +give a man five hundred dollars for the privilege of being let alone, and +to be branded as a thief into the bargain, and that too after I had served +him twenty prime years, without the benefit of being taught so much as the +alphabet. + +I wrote him with my own hand, sometime after this, stating that no +proposition would be acceded to by me, which did not include my parents; +and likewise fix the sum for myself more reasonable, and also retract the +offensive charge; to this he maintained a dignified silence. The means I +had acquired by the contributions of kind friends to redeem myself, I laid +by, in case the worst should come; and that designed for the purchase of +my parents, I used in another kind of operation, as the result of which, +my father and two brothers are now in Canada. My mother was sold a second +time, south, but she was eventually found. Several of my sisters married +free men, who purchased their liberty; and three brothers are owned, by +what may be called conscience slaveholders, who hold slaves only for a +term of years. My old master has since died; my mother and he are now in +the other world together, she is at rest from him. Sometime after his +death, I received information from a gentleman, intimate with his heirs, +(who are principally females) that the reduced state of the family, +afforded not only a good opportunity to obtain a release upon reasonable +terms, but also to render the children of my oppressor some pecuniary aid; +and much as I had suffered, I must confess this latter was the stronger +motive with me, for acceding to their offer made by him. + +I have many other deeply interesting particulars touching our family +history, but I have detailed as many as prudence will permit, on account +of those members who are yet south of Mason and Dixon's line. + +I have faith in the hand that has dealt with us so strangely, that all our +remaining members will in time be brought together; and then the case may +merit a reviewed and enlarged edition of this tract, when other important +matter will be inserted. + + + + +CHAPTER VII. + +THE FEEDING AND CLOTHING OF THE SLAVES IN THE PART OF MARYLAND WHERE I +LIVED, &C. + + +The slaves are generally fed upon salt pork, herrings and Indian corn. + +The manner of dealing it out to them is as follows:--Each working man, on +Monday morning, goes to the cellar of the master where the provisions are +kept, and where the overseer takes his stand with some one to assist him, +when he, with a pair of steel-yards, weighs out to every man the amount of +three-and-a-half pounds, to last him till the ensuing Monday--allowing him +just half-a-pound per day. Once in a few weeks there is a change made, by +which, instead of the three-and-a-half pounds of pork, each man receives +twelve herrings, allowing two a-day. The only bread kind the slaves have +is that made of Indian meal. In some of the lower counties, the masters +usually give their slaves the corn in the ear; and they have to grind it +for themselves by night at hand-mills. But my master had a quantity sent +to the grist mill at a time, to be ground into coarse meal, and kept it in +a large chest in his cellar, where the woman who cooked for the boys could +get it daily. This was baked in large loaves, called "steel poun bread." +Sometimes as a change it was made into "Johnny Cake," and then at others +into mush. + +The slaves had no butter, coffee, tea, or sugar; occasionally they were +allowed milk, but not statedly; the only exception to this statement was +the "harvest provisions." In harvest, when cutting the grain, which lasted +from two to three weeks in the heat of summer, they were allowed some +fresh meat, rice, sugar, and coffee; and also their allowance of whiskey. + +At the beginning of winter, each slave had one pair of coarse shoes and +stockings, one pair of pantaloons, and a jacket. + +At the beginning of summer, he had two pair of coarse linen pantaloons and +two shirts. + +Once in a number of years, each slave, or each man and his wife, had one +coarse blanket and enough coarse linen for a "bed-tick." He never had any +bedstead or other furniture kind. The men had no hats, waistcoats or +handkerchiefs given them, or the women any bonnets. These they had to +contrive for themselves. Each labouring man had a small "patch" of ground +allowed him; from this he was expected to furnish himself and his boys +hats, &c. These patches they had to work by night; from these, also, they +had to raise their own provisions, as no potatoes, cabbage, &c., were +allowed them from the plantation. Years ago the slaves were in the habit +of raising broom-corn, and making brooms to supply the market in the +towns; but now of later years great quantities of these and other +articles, such as scrubbing-brushes, wooden trays, mats, baskets, and +straw hats which the slaves made, are furnished by the shakers and other +small manufacturers, from the free states of the north. + +Neither my master or any other master, within my acquaintance, made any +provisions for the religious instruction of his slaves. They were not +worked on the Sabbath. One of the "boys" was required to stay at home and +"feed," that is, take care of the stock, every Sabbath; the rest went to +see their friends. Those men whose families were on other plantations +usually spent the Sabbath with them; some would lie about at home and rest +themselves. + +When it was pleasant weather my master would ride "into town" to church, +but I never knew him to say a word to one of us about going to church, or +about our obligations to God, or a future state. But there were a number +of pious slaves in our neighbourhood, and several of these my master +owned; one of these was an exhorter. He was not connected with a religious +body, but used to speak every Sabbath in some part of the neighbourhood. +When slaves died, their remains were usually consigned to the grave +without any ceremony; but this old gentleman, wherever he heard of a slave +having been buried in that way, would send notice from plantation to +plantation, calling the slaves together at the grave on the Sabbath, where +he'd sing, pray, and exhort. I have known him to go ten or fifteen miles +voluntarily to attend these services. He could not read, and I never heard +him refer to any Scripture, and state and discourse upon any fundamental +doctrine of the gospel; but he knew a number of "spiritual songs by +heart," of these he would give two lines at a time very exact, set and +lead the tune himself; he would pray with great fervour, and his +exhortations were amongst the most impressive I have heard. + +The Methodists at one time attempted to evangelize the slaves in our +neighbourhod, but the effort was sternly resisted by the masters. They +held a Camp Meeting in the neighbourhood, where many of the slaves +attended. But one of their preachers for addressing words of comfort to +the slaves, was arrested and tried for his life. + +My master was very active in this disgraceful affair, but the excellent +man, Rev. Mr. G., was acquitted and escaped out of their hands. Still, it +was deemed by his brethren to be imprudent for him to preach any more in +the place, as some of the more reckless masters swore violence against +him. This good man's name is remembered dearly, till this day, by slaves +in that county. I met with a fugitive about a year ago, who remembered +distinctly the words spoken by Mr. G., and by which his own mind was +awakened to a sense of the value of his soul. He said, in the course of +his preaching, addressing himself to the slaves, "You have precious +immortal souls, that are worth far more to you than your bodies are to +your masters;" or words to that effect. But while these words interested +many slaves, they also made many masters exceedingly angry, and they +tortured his words into an attempt to excite the slaves to rebellion. + +Some of my master's slaves who had families, were regularly married, and +others were not; the law makes no provision for such marriages, and the +only provision made by the master was, that they should obtain his leave. +In some cases, after obtaining leave to take his wife, the slave would ask +further leave to go to a minister and be married. I never knew him to deny +such a request, and yet, in those cases where the slave did not ask it, he +never required him to be married by a minister. Of course, no Bibles, +Tracts, or religious books of any kind, were ever given to the slaves; and +no ministers or religious instructors were ever known to visit our +plantation at any time, either in sickness or in health. When a slave was +sick, my master being himself a physician, sometimes attended, and +sometimes he called other physicians. Slaves frequently sickened and died, +but I never knew any provision made to administer to them the comforts, or +to offer to them the hopes of the gospel, or to their friends after their +death. + + * * * * * + +_There is no one feature of slavery to which the mind recurs with more +gloomy impressions, than to its disastrous influence upon the families of +the masters, physically, pecuniarily, and mentally._ + +It seems to destroy families as by a powerful blight, large and opulent +slave-holding families, often vanish like a group of shadows at the third +or fourth generation. This fact arrested my attention some years before I +escaped from slavery, and of course before I had any enlightened views of +the moral character of the system. As far back as I can recollect, indeed, +it was a remark among slaves, that every generation of slaveholders are +more and more inferior. There were several large and powerful families in +our county, including that of my master, which affords to my mind a +melancholy illustration of this remark. One of the wealthiest slaveholders +in the county, was General R., a brother-in-law to my master. This man +owned a large and highly valuable tract of land, called R.'s Manor. I do +not know how many slaves he owned, but the number was large. He lived in a +splendid mansion, and drove his coach and four. He was for some years a +member of Congress. He had a numerous family of children. + +The family showed no particular signs of decay until he had married a +second time, and had considerably increased his number of children. It +then became evident that his older children were not educated for active +business, and were only destined to be a charge. Of sons, (seven or +eight,) not one of them reached the eminence once occupied by the father. +The only one that approached to it, was the eldest, who became an officer +in the navy, and obtained the doubtful glory of being killed in the +Mexican war. + +General R. himself ran through his vast estate, died intemperate, and left +a widow and large number of daughters, some minors, destitute, and none of +his sons fitted for any employment but in the army and navy. + +Slaves have a superstitious dread of passing the dilapidated dwelling of a +man who has been guilty of great cruelties to his slaves, and who is dead, +or moved away. I never felt this dread deeply but once, and that was one +Sabbath about sunset, as I crossed the yard of General R.'s residence, +which was about two miles from us, after he had been compelled to leave +it. + +To see the once fine smooth gravel walks, overgrown with grass--the +redundances of the shrubbery neglected--the once finely painted pricket +fences, rusted and fallen down--a fine garden in splendid ruins--the lofty +ceiling of the mansion thickly curtained with cobwebs--the spacious +apartments abandoned, while the only music heard within as a substitute +for the voices of family glee that once filled it, was the crying cricket +and cockroaches! Ignorant slave as I was at that time, I could but pause +for a moment, and recur in silent horror to the fact that, a strange +reverse of fortune, had lately driven from that proud mansion, a large +and once opulent family. What advantage was it now to the members of that +family, that the father and head had for near half a century stood high in +the counsels of the state, and had the benefit of the unrequited toil of +hundreds of his fellowmen, when they were already grappling with the +annoyances of that poverty, which he had entailed upon others. + +My master's family, in wealth and influence, was not inferior to General +R.'s originally. His father was a member of the convention that framed the +present constitution of the state; he was, also, for some years chief +justice of the state. + +My master was never equal to his father, although he stood high at one +time. He once lacked but a few votes of being elected Governor of the +state: he once sat in the Assembly, and was generally a leading man in his +own county. His influence was found to be greatest when exerted in favour +of any measure in regard to the control of slaves. He was the first mover +in several cruel and rigid municipal regulations in the county, which +prohibited slaves from going over a certain number of miles from their +master's places on the Sabbath, and from being seen about the town. He +once instigated the authorities of the town where he attended service, to +break up a Sabbath-school some humane members of the Methodist and +Lutheran denominations had set up to teach the free negroes, lest the +slaves should get some benefit of it. + +But there was a still wider contrast between my master and his own +children, eight in number, when I left him. His eldest daughter, the +flower of the family, married a miserable and reckless gambler. His +eldest son was kind-hearted, and rather a favourite with the slaves on +that account; but he had no strength of mind or weight of character. His +education was limited, and he had no disposition or tact for business of +any kind. He died at thirty-six, intestate; leaving his second-wife (a +sister to his father's second wife) with several orphan children, a widow +with a small estate deeply embarrassed. The second son was once sent to +West Point to fit for an officer. After being there a short time, however, +he became unsteady, and commenced the study of medicine, but he soon gave +that up and preferred to live at home and flog the slaves; and by them was +cordially dreaded and disliked, and among themselves he was vulgarly +nicknamed on account of his cruel and filthy habits. + +These two families will afford a fair illustration of the gloomy history +of many others that I could name. This decline of slaveholding families is +a subject of observation and daily remark among slaves; they are led to +observe every change in the pecuniary, moral, and social state of the +families they belong to, from the fact, that as the old master declines, +or as his children are married off, they are expecting to fall into their +hands, or in case of insolvency on the part of the old master, they expect +to be sold; in either case, it involves a change of master--a subject to +which they cannot be indifferent. And it is very rarely the case that a +slave's condition is benefited by passing from the old master into the +hands of one of his children. Owing to the causes I have mentioned, the +decline is so rapid and marked, in almost every point of view, that the +children of slaveholders are universally inferior to themselves, mentally, +morally, physically, as well as pecuniarily, especially so in the latter +point of view; and this is a matter of most vital concern to the slaves. +The young master not being able to own as many slaves as his father, +usually works what he has more severely, and being more liable to +embarrassment, the slaves' liability to be sold at an early day is much +greater. For the same reason, slaves have a deep interest, generally, in +the marriage of a young mistress. Very generally the daughters of +slaveholders marry inferior men; men who seek to better their own +condition by a wealthy connection. The slaves who pass into the hands of +the young master has had some chance to become acquainted with his +character, bad as it may be; but the young mistress brings her slaves a +new, and sometimes an unknown master. Sometimes these are the sons of +already broken down slaveholders. In other cases they are adventurers from +the north who remove to the south, and who readily become the most cruel +masters. + + + + +APPENDIX. + + +These two letters are simply introduced to show what the state of my +feelings was with reference to slavery at the time they were written. I +had just heard several facts with regard to my parents, which had awakened +my mind to great excitement. + + TO MY FATHER, MOTHER, BROTHERS, AND SISTERS. + + _The following was written in 1844:_ + + DEARLY BELOVED IN BONDS, + + About seventeen long years have now rolled away, since in the Providence + of Almighty God, I left your embraces, and set out upon a daring + adventure in search of freedom. Since that time, I have felt most + severely the loss of the sun and moon and eleven stars from my social + sky. Many, many a thick cloud of anguish has pressed my brow and sent + deep down into my soul the bitter waters of sorrow in consequence. And + you have doubtless had your troubles and anxious seasons also about your + fugitive star. + + I have learned that some of you have been sold, and again taken back by + Colonel ----. How many of you are living and together, I cannot tell. My + great grief is, lest you should have suffered this or some additional + punishment on account of my _Exodus_. + + I indulge the hope that it will afford you some consolation to know that + your son and brother is yet alive. That God has dealt wonderfully and + kindly with me in all my way. He has made me a Christian, and a + Christian Minister, and thus I have drawn my support and comfort from + that blessed Saviour, who came _to preach good tidings unto the meek, to + bind up the broken hearted, to proclaim liberty to the captives, and the + opening of the prison to them, that are bound. To proclaim the + acceptable year of the Lord and the day of vengeance of our God; to + comfort all that mourn. To appoint unto them that mourn in Zion, to give + unto them beauty for ashes, the oil of joy for mourning, the garment of + praise for the spirit of heaviness, that they might be called trees of + righteousness, the planting of the Lord that he might be glorified._ + + If the course I took in leaving a condition which had become intolerable + to me, has been made the occasion of making that condition worse to you + in any way, I do most heartily regret such a change for the worse on + your part. As I have no means, however, of knowing if such be the fact, + so I have no means of making atonement, but by sincere prayer to + Almighty God in your behalf, and also by taking this method of offering + to you these consolations of the gospel to which I have just referred, + and which I have found to be pre-eminently my own stay and support. My + dear father and mother; I have very often wished, while administering + the Holy Ordinance of Baptism to some scores of children brought forward + by doting parents, that I could see you with yours among the number. And + you, my brothers and sisters, while teaching hundreds of children and + youths in schools over which I have been placed, what unspeakable + delight I should have had in having you among the number; you may all + judge of my feeling for these past years, when while preaching from + Sabbath to Sabbath to congregations, I have not been so fortunate as + even to see father, mother, brother, sister, uncle, aunt, nephew, + niece, or cousin in my congregations. While visiting the sick, going to + the house of mourning, and burying the dead, I have been a constant + mourner for you. My sorrow has been that I know you are not in + possession of those hallowed means of grace. I am thankful to you for + those mild and gentle traits of character which you took such care to + enforce upon me in my youthful days. As an evidence that I prize both + you and them, I may say that at the age of thirty-seven, I find them as + valuable as any lessons I have learned, nor am I ashamed to let it be + known to the world, that I am the son of a bond man and a bond woman. + + Let me urge upon you the fundamental truths of the Gospel of the Son of + God. Let repentance towards God and faith in our Lord Jesus Christ have + their perfect work in you, I beseech you. Do not be prejudiced against + the gospel because it may be seemingly twisted into a support of + slavery. The gospel rightly understood, taught, received, felt and + practised, is anti-slavery as it is anti-sin. Just so far and so fast as + the true spirit of the gospel obtains in the land, and especially in the + lives of the oppressed, will the spirit of slavery sicken and become + powerless like the serpent with his head pressed beneath the fresh + leaves of the prickly ash of the forest. + + There is not a solitary decree of the immaculate God that has been + concerned in the ordination of slavery, nor does any possible + development of his holy will sanctify it. + + He has permitted us to be enslaved according to the invention of wicked + men, instigated by the devil, with intention to bring good out of the + evil, but He does not, He cannot approve of it. He has no need to + approve of it, even on account of the good which He will bring out of + it, for He could have brought about that very good in some other way. + + God is never straitened; He is never at a loss for means to work. Could + He not have made this a great and wealthy nation without making its + riches to consist in our blood, bones, and souls? And could He not also + have given the gospel to us without making us slaves? + + My friends, let us then, in our afflictions, embrace and hold fast the + gospel. The gospel is the fulness of God. We have the glorious and total + weight of God's moral character in our side of the scale. + + The wonderful purple stream which flowed for the healing of the nations, + has a branch for us. Nay, is Christ divided? "The grace of God that + bringeth salvation hath appeared to (for) all men, teaching us that + denying ungodliness and worldly lust, we should live soberly, + righteously, and godly in this present world, looking for that blessed + hope and glorious appearing of the great God and our Saviour Jesus + Christ, who gave himself for us that he might redeem us from all + iniquity, and purify unto himself a peculiar people, zealous of good + works."--Titus ii. 11-14. + + But you say you have not the privilege of hearing of this gospel of + which I speak. I know it; and this is my great grief. But you shall have + it; I will send it to you by my humble prayer; I can do it; I will beg + our heavenly Father, and he will preach this gospel to you in his holy + providence. + + You, dear father and mother cannot have much longer to live in this + troublesome and oppressive world; you cannot bear the yoke much longer. + And as you approach another world, how desirable it is that you should + have the prospect of a different destiny from what you have been called + to endure in this world during a long life. + + But it is the gospel that sets before you the hope of such a blessed + rest as is spoken of in the word of God, Job iii. 17, 19. "There the + wicked cease from troubling, and there the weary be at rest; there the + prisoners rest together; they hear not the voice of the oppressors. The + small and great are there; and the servant is free from his master." + + Father, I know thy eyes are dim with age and weary with weeping, but + look, dear father, yet a little while toward that haven. Look unto + Jesus, "the author and finisher of thy faith," for the moment of thy + happy deliverance is at hand. + + Mother, dear mother, I know, I feel, mother, the pangs of thy bleeding + heart, that thou hast endured, during so many years of vexation. Thy + agonies are by a genuine son-like sympathy mine; I will, I must, I do + share daily in those agonies of thine. But I sincerely hope that with me + you bear your agonies to Christ who carries our sorrows. + + O come then with me, my beloved family, of weary heart-broken and + care-worn ones, to Jesus Christ, "casting all your care upon him, for he + careth for you."--2 Peter v. 7. + + With these words of earnest exhortation, joined with fervent prayer to + God that He may smooth your rugged way, lighten your burden, and give a + happy issue out of all your troubles, I must bid you adieu. + + Your son and brother, + + JAS. P. + + _Alias_ J.W.C. PENNINGTON. + + TO COLONEL F---- T----, OF H----, WASHINGTON COUNTY, MD. 1844. + + + DEAR SIR, + + It is now, as you are aware, about seventeen years since I left your + house and service, at the age of twenty. Up to that time, I was, + according to your rule and claim, your slave. Till the age of seven + years, I was, of course, of little or no service to you. At that age, + however, you hired me out, and for three years I earned my support; at + the age of ten years, you took me to your place again, and in a short + time after you put me to work at the blacksmith's trade, at which, + together with the carpentering trade, &c, I served you peaceably until + the day I left you, with exception of the short time you had sold me to + S---- H----, Esq., for seven hundred dollars. It is important for me to + say to you, that I have no consciousness of having done you any wrong. I + called you master when I was with you from the mere force of + circumstances; but I never regarded you as my master. The nature which + God gave me did not allow me to believe that you had any more right to + me than I had to you, and that was just none at all. And from an early + age, I had intentions to free myself from your claim. I never consulted + any one about it; I had no advisers or instigators; I kept my own + counsel entirely concealed in my own bosom. I never meditated any evil + to your person or property, but I regarded you as my oppressor, and I + deemed it my duty to get out of your hands by peaceable means. + + I was always obedient to your commands. I laboured for you diligently at + all times. I acted with fidelity in any matter which you entrusted me. + As you sometimes saw fit to entrust me with considerable money, to buy + tools or materials, not a cent was ever coveted or kept. + + During the time I served you in the capacity of blacksmith, your + materials were used economically, your work was done expeditiously, and + in the very best style, a style second to no smith in your + neighbourhood. In short, sir, you well know that my habits from early + life were advantageous to you. Drinking, gambling, fighting, &c., were + not my habits. On Sabbaths, holidays, &c., I was frequently at your + service, when not even your body-servant was at home. + + Times and times again, I have gone on Sunday afternoon to H----, six + miles, after your letters and papers, when it was as much my privilege + to be _"out of the way,"_ as it was C----. + + But what treatment did you see fit to return me for all this? You, in + the most unfeeling manner, abused my father for no cause but speaking a + word to you, as a man would speak to his fellow-man, for the sake simply + of a better understanding. + + You vexed my mother, and because she, as a tender mother would do, + showed solicitude for the virtue of her daughters, you threatened her in + an insulting brutal manner. + + You abused my brother and sister without cause, and in like manner you + did to myself; you surmised evil against me. You struck me with your + walking-cane, called me insulting names, threatened me, swore at me, and + became more and more wrathy in your conduct, and at the time I quitted + your place, I had good reason to believe that you were meditating + serious evil against me. + + Since I have been out of your hands, I have been signally favoured of + God, whence I infer that in leaving you, I acted strictly in accordance + with his holy will. I have a conscience void of offence towards God and + towards all men, yourself not excepted. And I verily believe that I have + performed a sacred duty to God and myself, and a kindness to you, in + taking the blood of my soul peaceably off your soul. And now, dear sir, + having spoken somewhat pointedly, I would, to convince you of my perfect + good will towards you, in the most kind and respectful terms, remind you + of your coming destiny. You are now over seventy years of age, pressing + on to eternity with the weight of these seventy years upon you. Is not + this enough without the blood of some half-score of souls? + + You are aware that your right to property in man is now disputed by the + civilized world. You are fully aware, also, that the question, whether + the Bible sanctions slavery, has distinctly divided this nation in + sentiment. On the side of Biblical Anti-slavery, we have many of the + most learned, wise and holy men in the land. If the Bible affords no + sanction to slavery, (and I claim that it cannot,) then it must be a sin + of the deepest dye; and can you, sir, think to go to God in hope with a + sin of such magnitude upon your soul? + + But admitting that the question is yet doubtful, (which I do only for + the sake of argument,) still, sir, you will have the critical hazard of + this doubt pressing, in no very doubtful way, upon your declining years, + as you descend the long and tedious hill of life. + + Would it not seem to be exceedingly undesirable to close an eventful + probation of seventy or eighty years, and leave your reputation among + posterity suspended upon so doubtful an issue? But what, my dear sir, + is a reputation among posterity, who are but worms, compared with a + destiny in the world of spirits? And it is in light of that destiny that + I would now have you look at this subject. You and I, and all that you + claim as your slaves, are in a state of probation; our great business is + to serve God under His righteous moral government. Master and slave are + the subjects of that government, bound by its immutable requirements, + and liable to its sanctions in the next world, though enjoying its + forbearance in this. You will pardon me then for pressing this point in + earnest good faith. You should, at this stage, review your life without + political bias, or adherence to long cherished prejudices, and remember + that you are soon to meet those whom you have held, and do hold in + slavery, at the awful bar of the impartial Judge of all who doeth right. + Then what will become of your own doubtful claims? What will be done + with those doubts that agitated your mind years ago; will you answer for + threatening, swearing, and using the cowhide among your slaves? + + What will become of those long groans and unsatisfied complaints of your + slaves, for vexing them with insulting words, placing them in the power + of dogish and abusive overseers, or under your stripling, misguided, + hot-headed son, to drive and whip at pleasure, and for selling parts or + whole families to Georgia? They will all meet you at that bar. Uncle + James True, Charles Cooper, Aunt Jenny, and the native Africans; + Jeremiah, London, and Donmore, have already gone a-head, and only wait + your arrival--Sir, I shall meet you there. The account between us for + the first twenty years of my life, will have a definite character upon + which one or the other will be able to make out a case. + + Upon such a review as this, sir, you will, I am quite sure, see the need + of seriousness. I assure you that the thought of meeting you in + eternity, and before the dread tribunal of God, with a complaint in my + mouth against you, is to me of most weighty and solemn character. And + you will see that the circumstances from which this thought arises are + of equal moment to yourself. Can the pride of leaving your children + possessed of long slave states, or the policy of sustaining in the state + the institution of slavery, justify you in overlooking a point of moment + to your future happiness? + + What excuse could you offer at the bar of God, favoured as you have been + with the benefits of a refined education, and through a long life with + the gospel of love, should you, when arraigned there, find that you + have, all your life long, laboured under a great mistake in regard to + slavery, and that in this mistake you had died, and only lifted up your + eyes in the light of eternity to be corrected, when it was too late to + be corrected in any other way. + + _I could wish to address you_ (being bred, born, and raised in your + family) _as a father in Israel, or as an elder brother in Christ, but I + cannot; mockery is a sin._ I can only say then, dear sir, farewell, till + I meet you at the bar of God, where Jesus, who died for us, will judge + between us. Now his blood can wash out our stain, break down the middle + wall of partition, and reconcile us not only to God but to each other, + then the word of his mouth, the sentence will set us at one. As for + myself, I am quite ready to meet you face to face at the bar of God. I + have done you no wrong; I have nothing to fear when we both fall into + the hands of the just God. + + I beseech you, dear sir, to look well and consider this matter soundly. + In yonder world you can have no slaves--you can be no man's master--you + can neither sell, buy, or whip, or drive. Are you then, by sustaining + the relation of a slaveholder, forming a character to dwell with God in + peace? + + With kind regards, + + I am, sir, yours respectfully, + + J.W.C. PENNINGTON. + + + + +LIBERTY'S CHAMPION. + +BY A FRIEND OF THE AUTHOR'S. + + + On the wings of the wind he comes, he comes! + With the rolling billow's speed; + On his breast are the signs of peace and love, + And his soul is nerved with strength from above: + While his eyes flash fire, + He burns with desire + To achieve the noble deed. + + To the shores of the free he goes, he goes! + And smiles as he passes on; + He hears the glad notes of Liberty's song, + And bids the brave sons of freedom be strong. + While his heart bounds high + To his crown in the sky, + He triumphs o'er conquests won. + + To the homes of the slave he flies, he flies! + Where manacled mourners cry; + The bursting groan of the mind's o'erflow, + Transfixed on the dark and speaking brow: + With a murmuring sound, + Ascends from the ground, + To the God that reigns on high. + + To his loved Father's throne he hastes, he hastes! + And pours forth his soul in grief: + Uprising he finds his strength renewed, + And his heart with fervent love is imbued; + While the heaving sigh, + And the deep-toned cry, + Appeal for instant relief. + + To the hard oppressor he cries, he cries, + And points to the bleeding slave; + He tells of the rights of the human soul, + And his eyes with full indignation roll: + While his heart is moved, + And the truth is proved, + He seeks the captive to save. + + Again to the foeman he speaks, he speaks, + But utters his cry in vain; + He breathes no curse, no vengeance seeks,-- + For the broken hearts or the anguished shrieks, + For the mother's pains, + Or the father's gains,-- + Upon the oppressor's name. + + To nations of freemen once more he comes, + To raise Liberty's banner high; + He tells of the wrongs of the bonded slave, + And cries aloud, 'mid throngs of the brave, + "O freemen, arise! + Be faithful and wise, + And answer the mourner's cry. + + In melting strains of love he calls, he calls, + To the great and good from afar; + Till sympathy wakes to the truthful tale, + And the prayer of the faith, which cannot fail, + Ascends to heaven, + And grace is given, + To nerve for the bloodless war. + + The truth with a magic power prevails: + All hearts are moved to the strife; + In a holy phalanx, and with deathless aim, + They seek a peaceful triumph to gain + O'er the tyrant's sway, + In his onward way, + To raise the fallen to life. + + At the mighty voice of the glorious free + The chain of the oppressor breaks; + The slave from his bondage springs forth to love, + And, standing erect, his eye fixed above, + He honours his race, + And in the world's face, + The language of liberty speaks. + + The oppressor no longer owns a right, + Or property claims in the slave, + But the world, in the glory of freedom's light, + Beams out from the darkness of wide-spread night; + Throughout its length, + In greatness and strength, + The honour of the free and brave. + + * * * * * + +Printed for CHARLES GILPIN, 5, Bishopgate Street Without. + +The Fugitive Blacksmith, or Events in the History of JAMES W.C. +PENNINGTON, Pastor of a Presbyterian Church, New York. 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Let them load him with English +hospitality, fill his purse, and send him back as fast as possible to the +land of his early bondage, of his matured freedom, and to the people to +whose character and capabilities he does so much honour."--_Christian +Witness_, October, 1849. + +"The principal portion of the 'Tract,' as Mr. Pennington modestly styles +his book, consists of an autobiography of his early life as a slave, and +of his escape from bondage, and final settlement in New York as a +Presbyterian Minister. His adventures and hair-breadth escapes invest the +narrative with startling interest, and excite the deepest sympathies of +the reader."--_Nonconformist_, September, 26th, 1849. + +"Believing that by the purchase of this little book our readers will +confer a benefit on the writer, at the same time that they become +possessed of a narrative of deep interest, we give it our most cordial +recommendation."--_Teetotal Times_, October, 1849. + + * * * * * + +London: CHARLES GILPIN, 5, Bishopsgate Street Without. + + + + + + +End of Project Gutenberg's The Fugitive Blacksmith, by James W. C. 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C. Pennington + +This eBook is for the use of anyone anywhere at no cost and with +almost no restrictions whatsoever. You may copy it, give it away or +re-use it under the terms of the Project Gutenberg License included +with this eBook or online at www.gutenberg.org + + +Title: The Fugitive Blacksmith + or, Events in the History of James W. C. Pennington + +Author: James W. C. Pennington + +Release Date: February 21, 2005 [EBook #15130] + +Language: English + +Character set encoding: ISO-8859-1 + +*** START OF THIS PROJECT GUTENBERG EBOOK THE FUGITIVE BLACKSMITH *** + + + + +Produced by Suzanne Shell, Melissa Er-Raqabi and the Online +Distributed Proofreading Team at https://www.pgdp.net. + + + + + + +</pre> + + +<hr style="width: 75%;" /> +<h2>THE</h2> +<h1>FUGITIVE BLACKSMITH;</h1> +<h2>OR,</h2> +<h1>EVENTS IN THE HISTORY</h1> +<h2>OF</h2> +<h1>JAMES W.C. PENNINGTON,</h1> +<h1>PASTOR OF A PRESBYTERIAN CHURCH, NEW YORK,</h1> +<h1>FORMERLY A SLAVE IN THE STATE OF MARYLAND, UNITED STATES.</h1> + +<hr style="width: 65%;" /> +<p class="center"> +"Let mine outcasts dwell with thee, Moab; be thou a covert +to them from the face of the spoiler."—ISAIAH xvi. 4. +</p> + + +<hr style="width: 65%;" /> +<p class="center"> +Second Edition.<br /> +<br /> +LONDON:<br /> +CHARLES GILPIN, 5, BISHOPSGATE WITHOUT.<br /> +<br /> +1849<br /> +</p> + +<hr style="width: 65%;" /> +<div style="margin-left: 25%; margin-right: 25%;"> +<p class="center">[<i>Transcriber's Note: This project was transcribed from a contemporary +printing of the work, not from the 1849 edition. Certain spellings may +have been modernized and typographic and printer's errors changed from the +original.</i>]</p> +</div> + + +<hr style="width: 65%;" /> + +<blockquote><p>MR. CHARLES GILPIN,</p> + +<p> MY DEAR SIR,</p> + +<p> The information just communicated to me by you, that another edition of + my little book, "The Fugitive Blacksmith," is called for, has agreeably + surprised me. The British public has laid me under renewed obligations + by this mark of liberality, which I hasten to acknowledge. I would avail + myself of this moment also, to acknowledge the kindness of the gentlemen + of the newspaper press for the many favourable reviews which my little + book has received. It is to them I am indebted, in no small degree, for + the success with which I have been favoured in getting the book before + the notice of the public.</p> + +<p> Yours truly,</p> + +<p> J.W.C. PENNINGTON.</p> + +<p> <i>Hoxton, Oct. 15th, 1849.</i></p></blockquote> + + + +<hr style="width: 65%;" /> +<h2><a name="PREFACE" id="PREFACE" />PREFACE.</h2> + + +<p>The brief narrative I here introduce to the public, consists of outline +notes originally thrown together to guide my memory when lecturing on this +part of the subject of slavery. This will account for its style, and will +also show that the work is not full.</p> + +<p>The question may be asked, Why I have published anything so long after my +escape from slavery? I answer I have been induced to do so on account of +the increasing disposition to overlook the fact, that THE SIN of slavery +lies in the chattel principle, or relation. Especially have I felt anxious +to save professing Christians, and my brethren in the ministry, from +falling into a great mistake. My feelings are always outraged when I hear +them speak of "kind masters,"—"Christian masters,"—"the mildest form of +slavery,"—"well fed and clothed slaves," as extenuations of slavery; I am +satisfied they either mean to pervert the truth, or they do not know what +they say. The being of slavery, its soul and body, lives and moves in the +chattel principle, the property principle, the bill of sale principle; the +cart-whip, starvation, and nakedness, are its inevitable consequences to +a greater or less extent, warring with the dispositions of men.</p> + +<p>There lies a skein of silk upon a lady's work-table. How smooth and +handsome are the threads. But while that lady goes out to make a call, a +party of children enter the apartment, and in amusing themselves, tangle +the skein of silk, and now who can untangle it? The relation between +master and slave is even as delicate as a skein of silk: it is liable to +be entangled at any moment.</p> + +<p>The mildest form of slavery, if there be such a form, looking at the +chattel principle as the definition of slavery, is comparatively the worst +form. For it not only keeps the slave in the most unpleasant apprehension, +like a prisoner in chains awaiting his trial; but it actually, in a great +majority of cases, where kind masters do exist, trains him under the most +favourable circumstances the system admits of, and then plunges him into +the worst of which it is capable.</p> + +<p>It is under the mildest form of slavery, as it exists in Maryland, +Virginia, and Kentucky, that the finest specimens of coloured females are +reared. There are no mothers who rear, and educate in the natural graces, +finer daughters than the Ethiopian women, who have the least chance to +give scope to their maternal affections. But what is generally the fate of +such female slaves? When they are not raised for the express purpose of +supplying the market of a class of economical Louisian and Mississippi +gentlemen, who do not wish to incur the expense of rearing legitimate +families, they are, nevertheless, on account of their attractions, exposed +to the most shameful degradation, by the young masters in the families +where it is claimed they are so well off. My master once owned a beautiful +girl about twenty-four. She had been raised in a family where her mother +was a great favourite. She was her mother's darling child. Her master was +a lawyer of eminent abilities and great fame, but owing to habits of +intemperance, he failed in business, and my master purchased this girl for +a nurse. After he had owned her about a year, one of his sons became +attached to her, for no honourable purposes; a fact which was not only +well-known among all of the slaves, but which became a source of +unhappiness to his mother and sisters.</p> + +<p>The result was, that poor Rachel had to be sold to "Georgia." Never shall +I forget the heart-rending scene, when one day one of the men was ordered +to get "the one-horse cart ready to go into town;" Rachel, with her few +articles of clothing, was placed in it, and taken into the very town where +her parents lived, and there sold to the traders before their weeping +eyes. That same son who had degraded her, and who was the cause of her +being sold, acted as salesman, and bill of saleman. While this cruel +business was being transacted, my master stood aside, and the girl's +father, a pious member and exhorter in the Methodist Church, a venerable +grey-headed man, with his hat off, besought that he might be allowed to +get some one in the place to purchase his child. But no; my master was +invincible. His reply was, "She has offended in my family, and I can only +restore confidence by sending her out of hearing." After lying in prison a +short time, her new owner took her with others to the far South, where her +parents heard no more of her.</p> + +<p>Here was a girl born and reared under the mildest form of slavery. Her +original master was reputed to be even indulgent. He lived in a town, and +was a high-bred gentleman, and a lawyer. He had but a few slaves, and had +no occasion for an overseer, those negro leeches, to watch and drive them; +but when he became embarrassed by his own folly, the chattel principle +doomed this girl to be sold at the same sale with his books, house, and +horses. With my master she found herself under far more stringent +discipline than she had been accustomed to, and finally degraded, and sold +where her condition could not be worse, and where she had not the least +hope of ever bettering it.</p> + +<p>This case presents the legitimate working of the great chattel principle. +It is no accidental result—it is the fruit of the tree. You cannot +constitute slavery without the chattel principle—and with the chattel +principle you cannot save it from these results. Talk not then about kind +and christian masters. They are not masters of the system. The system is +master of them; and the slaves are their vassals.</p> + +<p>These storms rise on the bosom of the calmed waters of the system. You are +a slave, a being in whom another owns property. Then you may rise with his +pride, but remember the day is at hand when you must also fall with his +folly. To-day you may be pampered by his meekness; but to-morrow you will +suffer in the storm of his passions.</p> + +<p>In the month of September, 1848, there appeared in my study, one morning, +in New York City, an aged coloured man of tall and slender form. I saw +depicted on his countenance anxiety bordering on despair, still I was +confident that he was a man whose mind was accustomed to faith. When I +learned that he was a native of my own state, Maryland, having been born +in the county of Montgomery, I at once became much interested in him. He +had been sent to me by my friend, William Harned, Esq., of the +Anti-Slavery Office, 61, John Street. He put into my hand the following +bill of distress:—</p> + +<blockquote><p>"Alexander, Virginia, <i>September 5th, 1848.</i></p> + +<p> "The bearer, Paul Edmondson, is the father of two girls, Mary Jane and + Emily Catherine Edmondson. These girls have been purchased by us, and + once sent to the South; and upon the positive assurance that the money + for them would be raised if they were brought back, they were returned. + Nothing, it appears, has as yet been done in this respect by those who + promised, and we are on the very eve of sending them south a second + time; and we are candid in saying, that if they go again, we will not + regard any promises made in relation to them.</p> + +<p> "The father wishes to raise money to pay for them, and intends to appeal + to the liberality of the humane and the good to aid him, and has + requested us to state in writing the <i>conditions upon which we will + sell his daughters</i>.</p> + +<p> "We expect to start our servants to the South in a few days; if the sum + of twelve hundred dollars be raised and paid us in fifteen days, or we + be assured of that sum, then we will retain them for twenty-five days + more, to give an opportunity for raising the other thousand and fifty + dollars, otherwise we shall be compelled to send them along with our + other servants.</p> + +<p> (Signed) "BRUIN AND HILL."</p></blockquote> + +<p>The old man also showed me letters from other individuals, and one from +the Rev. Matthew A. Turner, pastor of Asbury Chapel, where himself and his +daughters were members. He was himself free, but his wife was a slave. +Those two daughters were two out of fifteen children he had raised for the +owner of his wife. These two girls had been sold, along with four +brothers, to the traders, for an attempt to escape to the North, and gain +their freedom.</p> + +<p>On the next Sabbath evening, I threw the case before my people, and the +first fifty dollars of the sum was raised to restore the old man his +daughters. Subsequently the case was taken up under the management of a +committee of ministers of the Methodist Episcopal Church, consisting of +the Rev. Gr. Peck, D.D., Rev. E.E. Griswold, and Rev. D. Curry, and the +entire sum of 2,250 dollars, (£450.) was raised for two girls, fourteen +and sixteen years of age!</p> + +<p>But why this enormous sum for two mere children? Ah, reader, they were +reared under the mildest form of slavery known to the laws of Maryland! +The mother is an invalid, and allowed to live with her free husband; but +she is a woman of excellent mind, and has bestowed great pains upon her +daughters. If you would know, then, why these girls were held at such a +price, even to their own father, read the following extract of a letter +from one who was actively engaged in behalf of them, and who had several +interviews with the traders to induce them to reduce the price, but +without success. Writing from Washington, D.C., September 12th, 1848, this +gentleman says to William Harned, "The truth is, <i>and is confessed to be, +that their destination is prostitution</i>; of this you would be satisfied on +seeing them: they are of elegant form, and fine faces."</p> + +<p>And such, dear reader, is the sad fate of hundreds of my young +countrywomen, natives of my native state. Such is the fate of many who are +not only reared under the mildest form of slavery, but of those who have +been made acquainted with the milder system of the Prince of Peace.</p> + +<p>When Christians, and Christian ministers, then, talk about the "mildest +form of slavery,"—"Christian masters," &c., I say my feelings are +outraged. It is a great mistake to offer these as an extenuation of the +system. It is calculated to mislead the public mind. The opinion seems to +prevail, that the negro, after having toiled as a slave for centuries to +enrich his white brother, to lay the foundation of his proud institutions, +after having been sunk as low as slavery can sink him, needs now only a +second-rate civilization, a lower standard of civil and religious +privileges than the whites claim for themselves.</p> + +<p>During the last year or two, we have heard of nothing but revolutions, and +the enlargements of the eras of freedom, on both sides of the Atlantic. +Our white brethren everywhere are reaching out their hands to grasp more +freedom. In the place of absolute monarchies they have limited monarchies, +and in the place of limited monarchies they have republics: so tenacious +are they of their own liberties.</p> + +<p>But when we speak of slavery, and complain of the wrong it is doing us, +and ask to have the yoke removed, we are told, "O, you must not be +impatient, you must not create undue excitement. You are not so badly off, +for many of your masters are kind Christian masters." Yes, sirs, many of +our masters are professed Christians; and what advantage is that to us? +The grey heads of our fathers are brought down by scores to the grave in +sorrow, on account of their young and tender sons, who are sold to the far +South, where they have to toil without requite to supply the world's +market with <i>cotton, sugar, rice, tobacco, &c</i>. Our venerable mothers are +borne down with poignant grief at the fate of their children. Our sisters, +if not by the law, are by common consent made the prey of vile men, who +can bid the highest.</p> + +<p>In all the bright achievements we have obtained in the great work of +emancipation, if we have not settled the fact that the chattel principle +is wrong, and cannot be maintained upon Christian ground, then we have +wrought and triumphed to little purpose, and we shall have to do our first +work over again.</p> + +<p>It is this that has done all the mischief connected with slavery; it is +this that threatens still further mischief. Whatever may be the ill or +favoured condition of the slave in the matter of mere personal treatment, +it is the chattel relation that robs him of his manhood, and transfers his +ownership in himself to another. It is this that transfers the +proprietorship of his wife and children to another. It is this that throws +his family history into utter confusion, and leaves him without a single +record to which he may appeal in vindication of his character, or honour. +And has a man no sense of honour because he was born a slave? Has he no +need of character?</p> + +<p>Suppose insult, reproach, or slander, should render it necessary for him +to appeal to the history of his family in vindication of his character, +where will he find that history? He goes to his native state, to his +native county, to his native town; but no where does he find any record of +himself <i>as a man</i>. On looking at the family record of his old, kind, +Christian, master, there he finds his name on a catalogue with the horses, +cows, hogs and dogs. However humiliating and degrading it may be to his +feelings to find his name written down among the beasts of the field, +<i>that</i> is just the place, and the <i>only</i> place assigned to it by the +chattel relation. I beg our Anglo-Saxon brethren to accustom themselves to +think that we need something more than mere kindness. We ask for justice, +truth and honour as other men do.</p> + +<p>My coloured brethren are now widely awake to the degradation which they +suffer in having property vested in their persons, and they are also +conscious of the deep and corrupting disgrace of having our wives and +children owned by other men—men, who have shown to the world that their +own virtue is not infallible, and who have given us no flattering +encouragement to entrust that of our wives and daughters to them.</p> + +<p>I have great pleasure in stating that my dear friend W.W., spoken of in +this narrative, to whom I am so deeply indebted, is still living. I have +been twice to see him within four years, and have regular correspondence +with him. In one of the last letters I had from him, he authorises me to +use his name in connection with this narrative in these words,—"As for +using my name, by reference or otherwise, in thy narrative, it is at thy +service. I know thee so well James, that I am not afraid of thy making a +bad use of it, nor am I afraid or ashamed to have it known that I took +thee in and gave thee aid, when I found thee travelling alone and in +want.—W.W."</p> + +<p>On the second page of the same sheet I have a few lines from his excellent +lady, in which she says, "James, I hope thee will not attribute my long +silence in writing to indifference. No such feeling can ever exist towards +thee in our family. Thy name is mentioned almost every day. Each of the +children claims the next letter from thee. It will be for thee to decide +which shall have it.—P.W."</p> + +<p>In a postscript following this, W.W. says again:—"Understand me, James, +that thee is at full liberty to use my name in any way thee wishes in thy +narrative. We have a man here from the eastern shore of thy state. He is +trying to learn as fast as thee did when here.—W.W."</p> + +<p>I hope the reader will pardon me for introducing these extracts. My only +apology is, the high gratification I feel in knowing that this family has +not only been greatly prospered in health and happiness, but that I am +upon the most intimate and pleasant terms with all its members, and that +they all still feel a deep and cordial interest in my welfare.</p> + +<p>There is another distinguished individual whose sympathy has proved very +gratifying to me in my situation—I mean that true friend of the negro, +<i>Gerrit Smith, Esq.</i> I was well acquainted with the family in which Mr. +Smith married in Maryland. My attention has been fixed upon him for the +last ten years, for I have felt confident that God had set him apart for +some great good to the negro. In a letter dated Peterborough, November +7th, 1848, he says:—</p> + +<blockquote><p>"J.W.C. PENNINGTON,</p> + +<p> "Slight as is my <i>personal</i> acquaintance with you, I nevertheless am + well acquainted with you. I am familiar with many passages in your + history—all that part of your history extending from the time when, a + sturdy blacksmith, you were running away from Maryland oppression, down + to the present, when you are the successor of my lamented friend, + Theodore S. Wright. Let me add that my acquaintance with you has + inspired me with a high regard for your wisdom and integrity."</p> + +<p> Give us a few more such men in America, and slavery will soon be + numbered among the things that were. A few men who will not only have + the moral courage to aim the severing blow at the chattel relation + between master and slave, without parley, palliation or compromise; but + who have also the christian fidelity to brave public scorn and + contumely, to seize a coloured man by the hand, and elevate him to the + position from whence the avarice and oppression of the whites have + degraded him. These men have the right view of the subject. They see + that in every case where the relation between master and slave is + broken, slavery is weakened, and that every coloured man elevated, + becomes a step in the ladder upon which his whole people are to ascend. + They would not have us accept of some modified form of liberty, while + the old mischief working chattel relation remains unbroken, untouched + and unabrogated.</p> + +<p> J.W.C. PENNINGTON.</p> + +<p> <i>13, Princes Square, London, August 15th</i>, 1849.</p></blockquote> + + + +<hr style="width: 65%;" /> +<h2>CONTENTS.</h2> + +<div style="margin-left: 25%; margin-right: 25%;"> +<table border="0" cellpadding="3" cellspacing="0" summary="Table of Contents"> + +<tr> +<td align='left'><a href="#PREFACE">PREFACE.</a></td> +</tr> + +<tr> +<td align='left'><a href="#CHAPTER_I">CHAPTER I.</a></td> +</tr> + +<tr> +<td align='left'>My birth and parentage—The treatment of Slaves generally in Maryland</td> +</tr> + +<tr> +<td align='left'><a href="#CHAPTER_II">CHAPTER II.</a></td> +</tr> + +<tr> +<td align='left'>The flight</td> +</tr> + +<tr> +<td align='left'><a href="#CHAPTER_III">CHAPTER III.</a></td> +</tr> + +<tr> +<td align='left'>A dreary night in the woods—Critical situation the next day</td> +</tr> + +<tr> +<td align='left'><a href="#CHAPTER_IV">CHAPTER IV.</a></td> +</tr> + +<tr> +<td align='left'>The good woman of the toll-gate directs me to W.W.—My cordial reception by him</td> +</tr> + + +<tr> +<td align='left'><a href="#CHAPTER_V">CHAPTER V.</a></td> +</tr> + +<tr> +<td align='left'>Seven months' residence in the family of J.K., a member of the Society of Friends in Chester County, Pennsylvania—Removal to New York—Becomes a convert to religion—Becomes a teacher</td> +</tr> + + +<tr> +<td align='left'><a href="#CHAPTER_VI">CHAPTER VI.</a></td> +</tr> + +<tr> +<td align='left'>Some account of the family I left in slavery—Proposal to purchase myself and parents—How met by my old master</td> +</tr> + + +<tr> +<td align='left'><a href="#CHAPTER_VII">CHAPTER VII.</a></td> +</tr> + +<tr> +<td align='left'>The feeding, clothing, and religious instruction of the slaves in the part of Maryland where I lived</td> +</tr> + + +<tr> +<td align='left'><a href="#APPENDIX">APPENDIX</a></td> +</tr> + + +<tr> +<td align='left'><a href="#LIBERTYS_CHAMPION">LIBERTY'S CHAMPION</a></td> +</tr> + +</table> +</div> + + + + + +<hr style="width: 65%;" /> +<h2>THE FUGITIVE BLACKSMITH.</h2> + + + +<hr style="width: 65%;" /> +<h2><a name="CHAPTER_I" id="CHAPTER_I" />CHAPTER I.</h2> + +<h2>MY BIRTH AND PARENTAGE.—THE TREATMENT OF SLAVES GENERALLY IN MARYLAND.</h2> + + +<p>I was born in the state of Maryland, which is one of the smallest and most +northern of the slave-holding states; the products of this state are +wheat, rye, Indian corn, tobacco, with some hemp, flax, &c. By looking at +the map, it will be seen that Maryland, like Virginia her neighbour, is +divided by the Chesapeake Bay into eastern and western shores. My +birthplace was on the eastern shore, where there are seven or eight small +counties; the farms are small, and tobacco is mostly raised.</p> + +<p>At an early period in the history of Maryland, her lands began to be +exhausted by the bad cultivation peculiar to slave states; and hence she +soon commenced the business of breeding slaves for the more southern +states. This has given an enormity to slavery, in Maryland, differing from +that which attaches to the system in Louisiana, and equalled by none of +the kind, except Virginia and Kentucky, and not by either of these in +extent.</p> + +<p>My parents did not both belong to the same owner: my father belonged to a +man named ——; my mother belonged to a man named ——. This not only made +me a slave, but made me the slave of him to whom my mother belonged; as +the primary law of slavery is, that the child shall follow the condition +of the mother.</p> + +<p>When I was about four years of age, my mother, an older brother and +myself, were given to a son of my master, who had studied for the medical +profession, but who had now married wealthy, and was about to settle as a +wheat planter in Washington County, on the western shore. This began the +first of our family troubles that I knew anything about, as it occasioned +a separation between my mother and the only two children she then had, and +my father, to a distance of about two hundred miles. But this separation +did not continue long; my father being a valuable slave, my master was +glad to purchase him.</p> + +<p>About this time, I began to feel another evil of slavery—I mean the want +of parental care and attention. My parents were not able to give any +attention to their children during the day. I often suffered much from +<i>hunger</i> and other similar causes. To estimate the sad state of a slave +child, you must look at it as a helpless human being thrown upon the world +without the benefit of its natural guardians. It is thrown into the world +without a social circle to flee to for hope, shelter, comfort, or +instruction. The social circle, with all its heaven-ordained blessings, is +of the utmost importance to the <i>tender child</i>; but of this, the slave +child, however tender and delicate, is robbed.</p> + +<p>There is another source of evil to slave children, which I cannot forbear +to mention here, as one which early embittered my life,—I mean the +tyranny of the master's children. My master had two sons, about the ages +and sizes of my older brother and myself. We were not only required to +recognise these young sirs as our young masters, but <i>they</i> felt +themselves to be such; and, in consequence of this feeling, they sought to +treat us with the same air of authority that their father did the older +slaves.</p> + +<p>Another evil of slavery that I felt severely about this time, was the +tyranny and abuse of the overseers. These men seem to look with an evil +eye upon children. I was once visiting a menagerie, and being struck with +the fact, that the lion was comparatively indifferent to every one around +his cage, while he eyed with peculiar keenness a little boy I had; the +keeper informed me that such was always the case. Such is true of those +human beings in the slave states, called overseers. They seem to take +pleasure in torturing the children of slaves, long before they are large +enough to be put at the hoe, and consequently under the whip.</p> + +<p>We had an overseer, named Blackstone; he was an extremely cruel man to the +working hands. He always carried a long hickory whip, a kind of pole. He +kept three or four of these in order, that he might not at any time be +without one.</p> + +<p>I once found one of these hickories lying in the yard, and supposing that +he had thrown it away, I picked it up, and boy-like, was using it for a +horse; he came along from the field, and seeing me with it, fell upon me +with the one he then had in his hand, and flogged me most cruelly. From +that, I lived in constant dread of that man; and he would show how much he +delighted in cruelty by chasing me from my play with threats and +imprecations. I have lain for hours in a wood, or behind a fence, to hide +from his eye.</p> + +<p>At this time my days were extremely dreary. When I was nine years of age, +myself and my brother were hired out from home; my brother was placed with +a pump-maker, and I was placed with a stonemason. We were both in a town +some six miles from home. As the men with whom we lived were not +slaveholders, we enjoyed some relief from the peculiar evils of slavery. +Each of us lived in a family where there was no other negro.</p> + +<p>The slaveholders in that state often hire the children of their slaves out +to non-slaveholders, not only because they save themselves the expense of +taking care of them, but in this way they get among their slaves useful +trades. They put a bright slave-boy with a tradesman, until he gets such a +knowledge of the trade as to be able to do his own work, and then he takes +him home. I remained with the stonemason until I was eleven years of age: +at this time I was taken home. This was another serious period in my +childhood; I was separated from my older brother, to whom I was much +attached; he continued at his place, and not only learned the trade to +great perfection, but finally became the property of the man with whom he +lived, so that our separation was permanent, as we never lived nearer +after, than six miles. My master owned an excellent blacksmith, who had +obtained his trade in the way I have mentioned above. When I returned home +at the age of eleven, I was set about assisting to do the mason-work of a +new smith's shop. This being done, I was placed at the business, which I +soon learned, so as to be called a "first-rate blacksmith." I continued to +work at this business for nine years, or until I was twenty-one, with the +exception of the last seven months.</p> + +<p>In the spring of 1828, my master sold me to a Methodist man, named ——, +for the sum of seven hundred dollars. It soon proved that he had not work +enough to keep me employed as a smith, and he offered me for sale again. +On hearing of this, my old master re-purchased me, and proposed to me to +undertake the carpentering business. I had been working at this trade six +months with a white workman, who was building a large barn when I left. I +will now relate the abuses which occasioned me to fly.</p> + +<p>Three or four of our farm hands had their wives and families on other +plantations. In such cases, it is the custom in Maryland to allow the men +to go on Saturday evening to see their families, stay over the Sabbath, +and return on Monday morning, not later than "half-an-hour by sun." To +overstay their time is a grave fault, for which, especially at busy +seasons, they are punished.</p> + +<p>One Monday morning, two of these men had not been so fortunate as to get +home at the required time: one of them was an uncle of mine. Besides +these, two young men who had no families, and for whom no such provision +of time was made, having gone somewhere to spend the Sabbath, were absent. +My master was greatly irritated, and had resolved to have, as he said, "a +general whipping-match among them."</p> + +<p>Preparatory to this, he had a rope in his pocket, and a cowhide in his +hand, walking about the premises, and speaking to every one he met in a +very insolent manner, and finding fault with some without just cause. My +father, among other numerous and responsible duties, discharged that of +shepherd to a large and valuable flock of Merino sheep. This morning he +was engaged in the tenderest of a shepherd's duties;—a little lamb, not +able to go alone, lost its mother; he was feeding it by hand. He had been +keeping it in the house for several days. As he stooped over it in the +yard, with a vessel of new milk he had obtained, with which to feed it, my +master came along, and without the least provocation, began by asking, +"Bazil, have you fed the flock?"</p> + +<p>"Yes, sir."</p> + +<p>"Were you away yesterday?"</p> + +<p>"No, sir."</p> + +<p>"Do you know why these boys have not got home this morning yet?"</p> + +<p>"No, sir, I have not seen any of them since Saturday night."</p> + +<p>"By the Eternal, I'll make them know their hour. The fact is, I have too +many of you; my people are getting to be the most careless, lazy, and +worthless in the country."</p> + +<p>"Master," said my father, "I am always at my post; Monday morning never +finds me off the plantation."</p> + +<p>"Hush, Bazil! I shall have to sell some of you; and then the rest will +have enough to do; I have not work enough to keep you all tightly +employed; I have too many of you."</p> + +<p>All this was said in an angry, threatening, and exceedingly insulting +tone. My father was a high-spirited man, and feeling deeply the insult, +replied to the last expression,—"If I am one too many, sir, give me a +chance to get a purchaser, and I am willing to be sold when it may suit +you."</p> + +<p>"Bazil, I told you to hush!" and suiting the action to the word, he drew +forth the "cowhide" from under his arm, fell upon him with most savage +cruelty, and inflicted fifteen or twenty severe stripes with all his +strength, over his shoulders and the small of his back. As he raised +himself upon his toes, and gave the last stripe, he said, "By the * * * I +will make you know that I am master of your tongue as well as of your +time!"</p> + +<p>Being a tradesman, and just at that time getting my breakfast, I was near +enough to hear the insolent words that were spoken to my father, and to +hear, see, and even count the savage stripes inflicted upon him.</p> + +<p>Let me ask any one of Anglo-Saxon blood and spirit, how would you expect a +<i>son</i> to feel at such a sight?</p> + +<p>This act created an open rupture with our family—each member felt the +deep insult that had been inflicted upon our head; the spirit of the whole +family was roused; we talked of it in our nightly gatherings, and showed +it in our daily melancholy aspect. The oppressor saw this, and with the +heartlessness that was in perfect keeping with the first insult, commenced +a series of tauntings, threatenings, and insinuations, with a view to +crush the spirit of the whole family.</p> + +<p>Although it was sometime after this event before I took the decisive step, +yet in my mind and spirit, I never was a <i>Slave</i> after it.</p> + +<p>Whenever I thought of the great contrast between my father's employment on +that memorable Monday morning, (feeding the little lamb,) and the +barbarous conduct of my master, I could not help cordially despising the +proud abuser of my sire; and I believe he discovered it, for he seemed to +have diligently sought an occasion against me. Many incidents occurred to +convince me of this, too tedious to mention; but there is one I will +mention, because it will serve to show the state of feeling that existed +between us, and how it served to widen the already open breach.</p> + +<p>I was one day shoeing a horse in the shop yard. I had been stooping for +some time under the weight of the horse, which was large, and was very +tired; meanwhile, my master had taken his position on a little hill just +in front of me, and stood leaning back on his cane, with his hat drawn +ever his eyes. I put down the horse's foot, and straightened myself up to +rest a moment, and without knowing that he was there, my eye caught his. +This threw him into a panic of rage; he would have it that I was watching +him. "What are you rolling your white eyes at me for, you lazy rascal?" He +came down upon me with his cane, and laid on over my shoulders, arms, and +legs, about a dozen severe blows, so that my limbs and flesh were sore for +several weeks; and then after several other offensive epithets, left me.</p> + +<p>This affair my mother saw from her cottage, which was near; I being one of +the oldest sons of my parents, our family was now mortified to the lowest +degree. I had always aimed to be trustworthy; and feeling a high degree of +mechanical pride, I had aimed to do my work with dispatch and skill, my +blacksmith's pride and taste was one thing that had reconciled me so long +to remain a slave. I sought to distinguish myself in the finer branches of +the business by invention and finish; I frequently tried my hand at making +guns and pistols, putting blades in penknives, making fancy hammers, +hatchets, sword-canes, &c., &c. Besides I used to assist my father at +night in making straw-hats and willow-baskets, by which means we supplied +our family with little articles of food, clothing and luxury, which slaves +in the mildest form of the system never get from the master; but after +this, I found that my mechanic's pleasure and pride were gone. I thought +of nothing but the family disgrace under which we were smarting, and how +to get out of it.</p> + +<p>Perhaps I may as well extend this note a little. The reader will observe +that I have not said much about my master's cruel treatment; I have aimed +rather to shew the cruelties incident to the system. I have no disposition +to attempt to convict him of having been one of the most cruel +masters—that would not be true—his prevailing temper was kind, but he +was a perpetualist. He was opposed to emancipation; thought free negroes a +great nuisance, and was, as respects discipline, a thorough slaveholder. +He would not tolerate a look or a word from a slave like insubordination. +He would suppress it at once, and at any risk. When he thought it +necessary to secure unqualified obedience, he would strike a slave with +any weapon, flog him on the bare back, and sell. And this was the kind of +discipline he also empowered his overseers and sons to use.</p> + +<p>I have seen children go from our plantations to join the chained-gang on +its way from Washington to Louisiana; and I have seen men and women +flogged—I have seen the overseers strike a man with a hay-fork—nay more, +men have been maimed by shooting! Some dispute arose one morning between +the overseer and one of the farm hands, when the former made at the slave +with a hickory club; the slave taking to his heels, started for the woods; +as he was crossing the yard, the overseer turned, snatched his gun which +was near, and fired at the flying slave, lodging several shots in the +calf of one leg. The poor fellow continued his flight, and got into the +woods; but he was in so much pain that he was compelled to come out in the +evening, and give himself up to his master, thinking he would not allow +him to be punished as he had been shot. He was locked up that night; the +next morning the overseer was allowed to tie him up and flog him; his +master then took his instruments and picked the shot out of his leg, and +told him, it served him just right.</p> + +<p>My master had a deeply pious and exemplary slave, an elderly man, who one +day had a misunderstanding with the overseer, when the latter attempted to +flog him. He fled to the woods; it was noon; at evening he came home +orderly. The next morning, my master, taking one of his sons with him, a +rope and cowhide in his hand, led the poor old man away into the stable; +tied him up, and ordered the son to lay on thirty-nine lashes, which he +did, making the keen end of the cowhide lap around and strike him in the +tenderest part of his side, till the blood sped out, as if a lance had +been used.</p> + +<p>While my master's son was thus engaged, the sufferer's little daughter, a +child six years of age, stood at the door, weeping in agony for the fate +of her father. I heard the old man articulating in a low tone of voice; I +listened at the intervals between the stripes, and lo! he was praying!</p> + +<p>When the last lash was laid on, he was let down; and leaving him to put on +his clothes, they passed out of the door, and drove the man's weeping +child away! I was mending a hinge to one of the barn doors; I saw and +heard what I have stated. Six months after, this same man's eldest +daughter, a girl fifteen years old, was sold to slave-traders, where he +never saw her more.</p> + +<p>This poor slave and his wife were both Methodists, so was the wife of the +young master who flogged him. My old master was an Episcopalian.</p> + +<p>These are only a few of the instances which came under my own notice +during my childhood and youth on our plantations; as to those which +occurred on other plantations in the neighbourhood, I could state any +number.</p> + +<p>I have stated that my master was watching the movements of our family very +closely. Sometime after the difficulties began, we found that he also had +a confidential slave assisting him in the business. This wretched fellow, +who was nearly white, and of Irish descent, informed our master of the +movements of each member of the family by day and by night, and on +Sundays. This stirred the spirit of my mother, who spoke to our +fellow-slave, and told him he ought to be ashamed to be engaged in such +low business.</p> + +<p>Master hearing of this, called my father, mother, and myself before him, +and accused us of an attempt to resist and intimidate his "confidential +servant." Finding that only my mother had spoken to him, he swore that if +she ever spoke another word to him, he would flog her.</p> + +<p>I knew my mother's spirit and my master's temper as well. Our social state +was now perfectly intolerable. We were on the eve of a general fracas. +This last scene occurred on Tuesday; and on Saturday evening following, +without counsel or advice from any one, I determined to fly.</p> + + + +<hr style="width: 65%;" /> +<h2><a name="CHAPTER_II" id="CHAPTER_II" />CHAPTER II.</h2> + +<h2>THE FLIGHT.</h2> + + +<p>It was the Sabbath: the holy day which God in his infinite wisdom gave for +the rest of both man and beast. In the state of Maryland, the slaves +generally have the Sabbath, except in those districts where the evil weed, +tobacco, is cultivated; and then, when it is the season for setting the +plant, they are liable to be robbed of this only rest.</p> + +<p>It was in the month of November, somewhat past the middle of the month. It +was a bright day, and all was quiet. Most of the slaves were resting about +their quarters; others had leave to visit their friends on other +plantations, and were absent. The evening previous I had arranged my +little bundle of clothing, and had secreted it at some distance from the +house. I had spent most of the forenoon in my workshop, engaged in deep +and solemn thought.</p> + +<p>It is impossible for me now to recollect all the perplexing thoughts that +passed through my mind during that forenoon; it was a day of heartaching +to me. But I distinctly remember the two great difficulties that stood in +the way of my flight: I had a father and mother whom I dearly loved,—I +had also six sisters and four brothers on the plantation. The question +was, shall I hide my purpose from them? moreover, how will my flight +affect them when I am gone? Will they not be suspected? Will not the whole +family be sold off as a disaffected family, as is generally the case when +one of its members flies? But a still more trying question was, how can I +expect to succeed, I have no knowledge of distance or direction. I know +that Pennsylvania is a free state, but I know not where its soil begins, +or where that of Maryland ends? Indeed, at this time there was no safety +in Pennsylvania, New Jersey, or New York, for a fugitive, except in +lurking-places, or under the care of judicious friends, who could be +entrusted not only with liberty, but also with life itself.</p> + +<p>With such difficulties before my mind, the day had rapidly worn away; and +it was just past noon. One of my perplexing questions I had settled—I had +resolved to let no one into my secret; but the other difficulty was now to +be met. It was to be met without the least knowledge of its magnitude, +except by imagination. Yet of one thing there could be no mistake, that +the consequences of a failure would be most serious. Within my +recollection no one had attempted to escape from my master; but I had many +cases in my mind's eye, of slaves of other planters who had failed, and +who had been made examples of the most cruel treatment, by flogging and +selling to the far South, where they were never to see their friends more. +I was not without serious apprehension that such would be my fate. The +bare possibility was impressively solemn; but the hour was now come, and +the man must act and be free, or remain a slave for ever. How the +impression came to be upon my mind I cannot tell; but there was a strange +and horrifying belief, that if I did not meet the crisis that day, I +should be self-doomed—that my ear would be nailed to the door-post for +ever. The emotions of that moment I cannot fully depict. Hope, fear, +dread, terror, love, sorrow, and deep melancholy were mingled in my mind +together; my mental state was one of most painful distraction. When I +looked at my numerous family—a beloved father and mother, eleven brothers +and sisters, &c.; but when I looked at slavery as such; when I looked at +it in its mildest form, with all its annoyances; and above all, when I +remembered that one of the chief annoyances of slavery, in the most mild +form, is the liability of being at any moment sold into the worst form; it +seemed that no consideration, not even that of life itself, could tempt me +to give up the thought of flight. And then when I considered the +difficulties of the way—the reward that would be offered—the human +blood-hounds that would be set upon my track—the weariness—the +hunger—the gloomy thought, of not only losing all one's friends in one +day, but of having to seek and to make new friends in a strange world. +But, as I have said, the hour was come, and the man must act, or for ever +be a slave.</p> + +<p>It was now two o'clock. I stepped into the quarter; there was a strange +and melancholy silence mingled with the destitution that was apparent in +every part of the house. The only morsel I could see in the shape of food, +was a piece of Indian flour bread, it might be half-a-pound in weight. +This I placed in my pocket, and giving a last look at the aspect of the +house, and at a few small children who were playing at the door, I sallied +forth thoughtfully and melancholy, and after crossing the barn-yard, a few +moments' walk brought me to a small cave, near the mouth of which lay a +pile of stones, and into which I had deposited my clothes. From this, my +course lay through thick and heavy woods and back lands to —— town, +where my brother lived. This town was six miles distance. It was now near +three o'clock, but my object was neither to be seen on the road, or to +approach the town by daylight, as I was well-known there, and as any +intelligence of my having been seen there would at once put the pursuers +on my track. This first six miles of my flight, I not only travelled very +slowly, therefore, so as to avoid carrying any daylight to this town; but +during this walk another very perplexing question was agitating my mind. +Shall I call on my brother as I pass through, and shew him what I am +about? My brother was older than I, we were much attached; I had been in +the habit of looking to him for counsel.</p> + +<p>I entered the town about dark, resolved, all things in view, <i>not</i> to shew +myself to my brother. Having passed through the town without being +recognised, I now found myself under cover of night, a solitary wanderer +from home and friends; my only guide was the <i>north star</i>, by this I knew +my general course northward, but at what point I should strike Penn, or +when and where I should find a friend, I knew not. Another feeling now +occupied my mind,—I felt like a mariner who has gotten his ship outside +of the harbour and has spread his sails to the breeze. The cargo is on +board—the ship is cleared—and the voyage I must make; besides, this +being my first night, almost every thing will depend upon my clearing the +coast before the day dawns. In order to do this my flight must be rapid. I +therefore set forth in sorrowful earnest, only now and then I was cheered +by the <i>wild</i> hope, that I should somewhere and at sometime be free.</p> + +<p>The night was fine for the season, and passed on with little interruption +for want of strength, until, about three o'clock in the morning, I began +to feel the chilling effects of the dew.</p> + +<p>At this moment, gloom and melancholy again spread through my whole soul. +The prospect of utter destitution which threatened me was more than I +could bear, and my heart began to melt. What substance is there in a piece +of dry Indian bread; what nourishment is there in it to warm the nerves of +one already chilled to the heart? Will this afford a sufficient sustenance +after the toil of the night? But while these thoughts were agitating my +mind, the day dawned upon me, in the midst of an open extent of country, +where the only shelter I could find, without risking my travel by +daylight, was a corn shock, but a few hundred yards from the road, and +here I must pass my first day out. The day was an unhappy one; my +hiding-place was extremely precarious. I had to sit in a squatting +position the whole day, without the least chance to rest. But, besides +this, my scanty pittance did not afford me that nourishment which my hard +night's travel needed. Night came again to my relief, and I sallied forth +to pursue my journey. By this time, not a crumb of my crust remained, and +I was hungry and began to feel the desperation of distress.</p> + +<p>As I travelled I felt my strength failing and my spirits wavered; my mind +was in a deep and melancholy dream. It was cloudy; I could not see my +star, and had serious misgivings about my course.</p> + +<p>In this way the night passed away, and just at the dawn of day I found a +few sour apples, and took my shelter under the arch of a small bridge that +crossed the road. Here I passed the second day in ambush.</p> + +<p>This day would have been more pleasant than the previous, but the sour +apples, and a draught of cold water, had produced anything but a +favourable effect; indeed, I suffered most of the day with severe symptoms +of cramp. The day passed away again without any further incident, and as I +set out at nightfall, I felt quite satisfied that I could not pass another +twenty-four hours without nourishment. I made but little progress during +the night, and often sat down, and slept frequently fifteen or twenty +minutes. At the dawn of the third day I continued my travel. As I had +found my way to a public turnpike road during the night, I came very early +in the morning to a toll-gate, where the only person I saw, was a lad +about twelve years of age. I inquired of him where the road led to. He +informed me it led to Baltimore. I asked him the distance, he said it was +eighteen miles.</p> + +<p>This intelligence was perfectly astounding to me. My master lived eighty +miles from Baltimore. I was now sixty-two miles from home. That distance +in the right direction, would have placed me several miles across Mason +and Dixon's line, but I was evidently yet in the state of Maryland.</p> + +<p>I ventured to ask the lad at the gate another question—Which is the best +way to Philadelphia? Said he, you can take a road which turns off about +half-a-mile below this, and goes to Getsburgh, or you can go on to +Baltimore and take the packet.</p> + +<p>I made no reply, but my thought was, that I was as near Baltimore and +Baltimore-packets as would answer my purpose.</p> + +<p>In a few moments I came to the road to which the lad had referred, and +felt some relief when I had gotten out of that great public highway, "The +National Turnpike," which I found it to be.</p> + +<p>When I had walked a mile on this road, and when it had now gotten to be +about nine o'clock, I met a young man with a load of hay. He drew up his +horses, and addressed me in a very kind tone, when the following dialogue +took place between us.</p> + +<p>"Are you travelling any distance, my friend?"</p> + +<p>"I am on my way to Philadelphia."</p> + +<p>"Are you free?"</p> + +<p>"Yes, sir."</p> + +<p>"I suppose, then, you are provided with free papers?"</p> + +<p>"No, sir. I have no papers."</p> + +<p>"Well, my friend, you should not travel on this road: you will be taken up +before you have gone three miles. There are men living on this road who +are constantly on the look-out for your people; and it is seldom that one +escapes them who attempts to pass by day."</p> + +<p>He then very kindly gave me advice where to turn off the road at a certain +point, and how to find my way to a certain house, where I would meet with +an old gentleman who would further advise me whether I had better remain +till night, or go on.</p> + +<p>I left this interesting young man; and such was my surprise and chagrin at +the thought of having so widely missed my way, and my alarm at being in +such a dangerous position, that in ten minutes I had so far forgotten his +directions as to deem it unwise to attempt to follow them, lest I should +miss my way, and get into evil hands.</p> + +<p>I, however, left the road, and went into a small piece of wood, but not +finding a sufficient hiding-place, and it being a busy part of the day, +when persons were at work about the fields, I thought I should excite less +suspicion by keeping in the road, so I returned to the road; but the +events of the next few moments proved that I committed a serious mistake.</p> + +<p>I went about a mile, making in all two miles from the spot where I met my +young friend, and about five miles from the toll-gate to which I have +referred, and I found myself at the twenty-four miles' stone from +Baltimore. It was now about ten o'clock in the forenoon; my strength was +greatly exhausted by reason of the want of suitable food; but the +excitement that was then going on in my mind, left me little time to think +of my <i>need</i> of food. Under ordinary circumstances as a traveller, I +should have been glad to see the "Tavern," which was near the mile-stone; +but as the case stood with me, I deemed it a dangerous place to pass, much +less to stop at. I was therefore passing it as quietly and as rapidly as +possible, when from the lot just opposite the house, or sign-post, I heard +a coarse stern voice cry, "Halloo!"</p> + +<p>I turned my face to the left, the direction from which the voice came, and +observed that it proceeded from a man who was digging potatoes. I answered +him politely; when the following occurred:—</p> + +<p>"Who do <i>you</i> belong to?"</p> + +<p>"I am free, sir."</p> + +<p>"Have you got papers?"</p> + +<p>"No, sir."</p> + +<p>"Well, you must stop here."</p> + +<p>By this time he had got astride the fence, making his way into the road. I +said,</p> + +<p>"My business is onward, sir, and I do not wish to stop."</p> + +<p>"I will see then if you don't stop, you black rascal."</p> + +<p>He was now in the middle of the road, making after me in a brisk walk.</p> + +<p>I saw that a crisis was at hand; I had no weapons of any kind, not even a +pocket-knife; but I asked myself, shall I surrender without a struggle. +The instinctive answer was "No." What will you do? continue to walk; if he +runs after you, run; get him as far from the house as you can, then turn +suddenly and smite him on the knee with a stone; that will render him, at +least, unable to pursue you.</p> + +<p>This was a desperate scheme, but I could think of no other, and my habits +as a blacksmith had given my eye and hand such mechanical skill, that I +felt quite sure that if I could only get a stone in my hand, and have time +to wield it, I should not miss his knee-pan.</p> + +<p>He began to breathe short. He was evidently vexed because I did not halt, +and I felt more and more provoked at the idea of being thus pursued by a +man to whom I had not done the least injury. I had just began to glance my +eye about for a stone to grasp, when he made a tiger-like leap at me. This +of course brought us to running. At this moment he yelled out "Jake +Shouster!" and at the next moment the door of a small house standing to +the left was opened, and out jumped a shoemaker girded up in his leather +apron, with his knife in hand. He sprang forward and seized me by the +collar, while the other seized my arms behind. I was now in the grasp of +two men, either of whom were larger bodied than myself, and one of whom +was armed with a dangerous weapon.</p> + +<p>Standing in the door of the shoemaker's shop, was a third man; and in the +potatoe lot I had passed, was still a fourth man. Thus surrounded by +superior physical force, the fortune of the day it seemed to me was gone.</p> + +<p>My heart melted away, I sunk resistlessly into the hands of my captors, +who dragged me immediately into the tavern which was near. I ask my reader +to go in with me, and see how the case goes.</p> + +<p class="center"><b>GREAT MORAL DILEMMA.</b></p> + +<p>A few moments after I was taken into the bar-room, the news having gone as +by electricity, the house and yard were crowded with gossippers, who had +left their business to come and see "the runaway nigger." This hastily +assembled congregation consisted of men, women, and children, each one had +a look to give at, and a word to say about, the "nigger."</p> + +<p>But among the whole, there stood one whose name I have never known, but +who evidently wore the garb of a man whose profession bound him to speak +for the dumb, but he, standing head and shoulders above all that were +round about, spoke the first hard sentence against me. Said he, "That +fellow is a runaway I know; put him in jail a few days, and you will soon +hear where he came from." And then fixing a fiend-like gaze upon me, he +continued, "if I lived on this road, <i>you</i> fellows would not find such +clear running as you do, I'd trap more of you."</p> + +<p>But now comes the pinch of the case, the case of conscience to me even at +this moment. Emboldened by the cruel speech just recited, my captors +enclosed me, and said, "Come now, this matter may easily be settled +without you going to jail; who do you belong to, and where did you come +from?"</p> + +<p>The facts here demanded were in my breast. I knew according to the law of +slavery, who I belonged to and where I came from, and I must now do one of +three things—I must refuse to speak at all, or I must communicate the +fact, or I must tell an untruth. How would an untutored slave, who had +never heard of such a writer as Archdeacon Paley, be likely to act in such +a dilemma? The first point decided, was, the facts in this case are my +private property. These men have no more right to them than a highway +robber has to my purse. What will be the consequence if I put them in +possession of the facts. In forty-eight hours, I shall have received +perhaps one hundred lashes, and be on my way to the Louisiana cotton +fields. Of what service will it be to them. They will get a paltry sum of +two hundred dollars. Is not my liberty worth more to me than two hundred +dollars are to them?</p> + +<p>I resolved therefore, to insist that I was free. This not being +satisfactory without other evidence, they tied my hands and set out, and +went to a magistrate who lived about half a mile distant. It so happened, +that when we arrived at his house he was not at home. This was to them a +disappointment, but to me it was a relief; but I soon learned by their +conversation, that there was still another magistrate in the +neighbourhood, and that they would go to him. In about twenty minutes, and +after climbing fences and jumping ditches, we, captors and captive, stood +before his door, but it was after the same manner as before—he was not at +home. By this time the day had worn away to one or two o'clock, and my +captors evidently began to feel somewhat impatient of the loss of time. We +were about a mile and a quarter from the tavern. As we set out on our +return, they began to parley. Finding it was difficult for me to get over +fences with, my hands tied, they untied me, and said, "Now John," that +being the name they had given me, "if you have run away from any one, it +would be much better for you to tell us!" but I continued to affirm that I +was free. I knew, however, that my situation was very critical, owing to +the shortness of the distance I must be from home: my advertisement might +overtake me at any moment.</p> + +<p>On our way back to the tavern, we passed through a small skirt of wood, +where I resolved to make an effort to escape again. One of my captors was +walking on either side of me; I made a sudden turn, with my left arm +sweeping the legs of one of my captors from under him; I left him nearly +standing on his head, and took to my heels. As soon as they could recover +they both took after me. We had to mount a fence. This I did most +successfully, and making across an open field towards another wood; one of +my captors being a long-legged man, was in advance of the other, and +consequently nearing me. We had a hill to rise, and during the ascent he +gained on me. Once more I thought of self-defence. I am trying to escape +peaceably, but this man is determined that I shall not.</p> + +<p>My case was now desperate; and I took this desperate thought: "I will run +him a little farther from his coadjutor; I will then suddenly catch a +stone, and wound him in the breast." This was my fixed purpose, and I had +arrived near the point on the top of the hill, where I expected to do the +act, when to my surprise and dismay, I saw the other side of the hill was +not only all ploughed up, but we came suddenly upon a man ploughing, who +as suddenly left his plough and cut off my flight, by seizing me by the +collar, when at the same moment my pursuer seized my arms behind. Here I +was again in a sad fix. By this time the other pursuer had come up; I was +most savagely thrown down on the ploughed ground with my face downward, +the ploughman placed his knee upon my shoulders, one of my captors put his +upon my legs, while the other tied my arms behind me. I was then dragged +up, and marched off with kicks, punches and imprecations.</p> + +<p>We got to the tavern at three o'clock. Here they again cooled down, and +made an appeal to me to make a disclosure. I saw that my attempt to escape +strengthened their belief that I was a fugitive. I said to them, "If you +will not put me in jail, I will now tell you where I am from." They +promised. "Well," said I, "a few weeks ago, I was sold from the eastern +shore to a slave-trader, who had a large gang, and set out for Georgia, +but when he got to a town in Virginia, he was taken sick, and died with +the small-pox. Several of his gang also died with, it, so that the people +in the town became alarmed, and did not wish the gang to remain among +them. No one claimed us, or wished to have anything to do with us; I left +the rest, and thought I would go somewhere and get work."</p> + +<p>When I said this, it was evidently believed by those who were present, and +notwithstanding the unkind feeling that had existed, there was a murmur of +approbation. At the same time I perceived that a panic began to seize +some, at the idea that I was one of a small-pox gang. Several who had +clustered near me, moved off to a respectful distance. One or two left +the bar-room, and murmured, "better let the small-pox nigger go."</p> + +<p>I was then asked what was the name of the slave-trader. Without +premeditation, I said, "John Henderson."</p> + +<p>"John Henderson!" said one of my captors, "I knew him; I took up a yaller +boy for him about two years ago, and got fifty dollars. He passed out with +a gang about that time, and the boy ran away from him at Frederickstown. +What kind of a man was he?"</p> + +<p>At a venture, I gave a description of him. "Yes," said he, "that is the +man." By this time, all the gossippers had cleared the coast; our friend, +"Jake Shouster," had also gone back to his bench to finish his custom +work, after having "lost nearly the whole day, trotting about with a +nigger tied," as I heard his wife say as she called him home to his +dinner. I was now left alone with the man who first called to me in the +morning. In a sober manner, he made this proposal to me: "John, I have a +brother living in Risterstown, four miles off, who keeps a tavern; I think +you had better go and live with him, till we see what will turn up. He +wants an ostler." I at once assented to this. "Well," said he, "take +something to eat, and I will go with you."</p> + +<p>Although I had so completely frustrated their designs for the moment, I +knew that it would by no means answer for me to go into that town, where +there were prisons, handbills, newspapers, and travellers. My intention +was, to start with him, but not to enter the town alive.</p> + +<p>I sat down to eat; it was Wednesday, four o'clock, and this was the first +regular meal I had since Sunday morning. This over, we set out, and to my +surprise, he proposed to walk. We had gone about a mile and a-half, and +were approaching a wood through which the road passed with a bend. I fixed +upon that as the spot where I would either free myself from this man, or +die in his arms. I had resolved upon a plan of operation—it was this: to +stop short, face about, and commence action; and neither ask or give +quarters, until I was free or dead!</p> + +<p>We had got within six rods of the spot, when a gentleman turned the +corner, meeting us on horseback. He came up, and entered into conversation +with my captor, both of them speaking in Dutch, so that I knew not what +they said. After a few moments, this gentleman addressed himself to me in +English, and I then learned that he was one of the magistrates on whom we +had called in the morning; I felt that another crisis was at hand. Using +his saddle as his bench, he put on an extremely stern and magisterial-like +face, holding up his horse not unlike a field-marshal in the act of +reviewing troops, and carried me through a most rigid examination in +reference to the statement I had made. I repeated carefully all I had +said; at the close, he said, "Well, you had better stay among us a few +months, until we see what is to be done with you." It was then agreed that +we should go back to the tavern, and there settle upon some further plan. +When we arrived at the tavern, the magistrate alighted from his horse, and +went into the bar-room. He took another close glance at me, and went over +some points of the former examination. He seemed quite satisfied of the +correctness of my statement, and made the following proposition: that I +should go and live with him for a short time, stating that he had a few +acres of corn and potatoes to get in, and that he would give me +twenty-five cents per day. I most cheerfully assented to this proposal. It +was also agreed that I should remain at the tavern with my captor that +night, and that he would accompany me in the morning. This part of the +arrangement I did not like, but of course I could not say so. Things being +thus arranged, the magistrate mounted his horse, and went on his way home.</p> + +<p>It had been cloudy and rainy during the afternoon, but the western sky +having partially cleared at this moment, I perceived that it was near the +setting of the sun.</p> + +<p>My captor had left his hired man most of the day to dig potatoes alone; +but the waggon being now loaded, it being time to convey the potatoes into +the barn, and the horses being all ready for that purpose, he was obliged +to go into the potatoe field and give assistance.</p> + +<p>I should say here, that his wife had been driven away by the small-pox +panic about three o'clock, and had not yet returned; this left no one in +the house, but a boy, about nine years of age.</p> + +<p>As he went out, he spoke to the boy in Dutch, which I supposed, from the +little fellow's conduct, to be instructions to watch me closely, which he +certainly did.</p> + +<p>The potatoe lot was across the public road, directly in front of the +house; at the back of the house, and about 300 yards distant, there was a +thick wood. The circumstances of the case would not allow me to think for +one moment of remaining there for the night—the time had come for another +effort—but there were two serious difficulties. One was, that I must +either deceive or dispatch this boy who is watching me with intense +vigilance. I am glad to say, that the latter did not for a moment +seriously enter my mind. To deceive him effectually, I left my coat and +went to the back door, from which my course would be direct to the wood. +When I got to the door, I found that the barn, to which the waggon, must +soon come, lay just to the right, and overlooking the path I must take to +the wood. In front of me lay a garden surrounded by a picket fence, to the +left of me was a small gate, and that by passing through that gate would +throw me into an open field, and give me clear running to the wood; but on +looking through the gate, I saw that my captor, being with the team, would +see me if I attempted to start before he moved from the position he then +occupied. To add to my difficulty the horses had baulked; while waiting +for the decisive moment, the boy came to the door and asked me why I did +not come in. I told him I felt unwell, and wished him to be so kind as to +hand me a glass of water; expecting while he was gone to get it, the team +would clear, so that I could start. While he was gone, another attempt was +made to start the team but failed; he came with the water and I quickly +used it up by gargling my throat and by drinking a part. I asked him to +serve me by giving me another glass: he gave me a look of close scrutiny, +but went in for the water. I heard him fill the glass, and start to return +with it; when the hind end of the waggon cleared the corner of the house, +which stood in a range with the fence along which I was to pass in getting +to the wood. As I passed out the gate, I "squared my main yard," and laid +my course up the line of fence, I cast a last glance over my right +shoulder, and saw the boy just perch his head above the garden picket to +look after me; I heard at the same time great confusion with the team, the +rain having made the ground slippery, and the horses having to cross the +road with a slant and rise to get into the barn, it required great effort +after they started to prevent their baulking. I felt some assurance that +although the boy might give the alarm, my captor could not leave the team +until it was in the barn. I heard the horses' feet on the barn-floor, just +as I leaped the fence, and darted into the wood.</p> + +<p>The sun was now quite down behind the western horizon, and just at this +time a heavy dark curtain of clouds was let down, which seemed to usher in +haste the night shade. I have never before or since seen anything which +seemed to me to compare in sublimity with the spreading of the night +shades at the close of that day. My reflections upon the events of that +day, and upon the close of it, since I became acquainted with the Bible, +have frequently brought to my mind that beautiful passage in the Book of +Job, "He holdeth back the face of His throne, and spreadeth a cloud before +it."</p> + +<p>Before I proceed to the critical events and final deliverance of the next +chapter, I cannot forbear to pause a moment here for reflection. The +reader may well imagine how the events of the past day affected my mind. +You have seen what was done to me; you have heard what was said to me—you +have also seen what I have done, and heard what I have said. If you ask me +whether I had expected before I left home, to gain my liberty by shedding +men's blood, or breaking their limbs? I answer, no! and as evidence of +this, I had provided no weapon whatever; not so much as a penknife—it +never once entered my mind. I cannot say that I expected to have the ill +fortune of meeting with any human being who would attempt to impede my +flight.</p> + +<p>If you ask me if I expected when I left home to gain my liberty by +fabrications and untruths? I answer, no! my parents, slaves as they were, +had always taught me, when they could, that "truth may be blamed but +cannot be shamed;" so far as their example was concerned, I had no habits +of untruth. I was arrested, and the demand made upon me, "Who do you +belong to?" knowing the fatal use these men would make of <i>my</i> truth, I at +once concluded that they had no more right to it than a highwayman has to +a traveller's purse.</p> + +<p>If you ask me whether I now really believe that I gained my liberty by +those lies? I answer, no! I now believe that I should be free, had I told +the truth; but, at that moment, I could not see any other way to baffle my +enemies, and escape their clutches.</p> + +<p>The history of that day has never ceased to inspire me with a deeper +hatred of slavery; I never recur to it but with the most intense horror at +a system which can put a man not only in peril of liberty, limb, and life +itself, but which may even send him in haste to the bar of God with a lie +upon his lips.</p> + +<p>Whatever my readers may think, therefore, of the history of events of the +day, do not admire in it the fabrications; but <i>see</i> in it the impediments +that often fall into the pathway of the flying bondman. <i>See</i> how human +bloodhounds gratuitously chase, catch, and tempt him to shed blood and +lie; how, when he would do good, evil is thrust upon him.</p> + + + +<hr style="width: 65%;" /> +<h2><a name="CHAPTER_III" id="CHAPTER_III" />CHAPTER III.</h2> + +<h2>A DREARY NIGHT IN THE WOODS—CRITICAL SITUATION THE NEXT DAY.</h2> + + +<p>Almost immediately on entering the wood, I not only found myself embosomed +in the darkness of the night, but I also found myself entangled in a thick +forest of undergrowth, which had been quite thoroughly wetted by the +afternoon rain.</p> + +<p>I penetrated through the wood, thick and thin, and more or less wet, to +the distance I should think of three miles. By this time my clothes were +all thoroughly soaked through, and I felt once more a gloom and +wretchedness; the recollection of which makes me shudder at this distant +day. My young friends in this highly favoured Christian country, +surrounded with all the comforts of home and parental care, visited by +pastors and Sabbath-school teachers, think of the dreary condition of the +blacksmith boy in the dark wood that night; and then consider that +thousands of his brethren have had to undergo much greater hardships in +their flight from slavery.</p> + +<p>I was now out of the hands of those who had so cruelly teased me during +the day; but a number of fearful thoughts rushed into my mind to alarm me. +It was dark and cloudy, so that I could not see the <i>north star</i>. How do I +know what ravenous beasts are in this wood? How do I know what precipices +may be within its bounds? I cannot rest in this wood to-morrow, for it +will be searched by those men from whom I have escaped; but how shall I +regain the road? How shall I know when I am on the right road again?</p> + +<p>These are some of the thoughts that filled my mind with gloom and alarm.</p> + +<p>At a venture I struck an angle northward in search of the road. After +several hours of zigzag and laborious travel, dragging through briars, +thorns and running vines, I emerged from the wood and found myself wading +marshy ground and over ditches.</p> + +<p>I can form no correct idea of the distance I travelled, but I came to a +road, I should think about three o'clock in the morning. It so happened +that I came out near where there was a fork in the road of three prongs.</p> + +<p>Now arose a serious query—which is the right prong for me? I was reminded +by the circumstance of a superstitious proverb among the slaves, that "the +left-hand turning was unlucky," but as I had never been in the habit of +placing faith in this or any similar superstition, I am not aware that it +had the least weight upon my mind, as I had the same difficulty with +reference to the right-hand turning. After a few moments parley with +myself, I took the central prong of the road and pushed on with all my +speed.</p> + +<p>It had not cleared off, but a fresh wind had sprung up; it was chilly and +searching. This with my wet clothing made me very uncomfortable; my nerves +began to quiver before the searching wind. The barking of mastiffs, the +crowing of fowls, and the distant rattling of market waggons, warned me +that the day was approaching.</p> + +<p>My British reader must remember that in the region where I was, we know +nothing of the long hours of twilight you enjoy here. With us the day is +measured more by the immediate presence of the sun, and the night by the +prevalence of actual darkness.</p> + +<p>The day dawned upon me when I was near a small house and barn, situate +close to the road side. The barn was too near the road, and too small to +afford secure shelter for the day; but as I cast my eye around by the dim +light, I could see no wood, and no larger barn. It seemed to be an open +country to a wide extent. The sun was travelling so rapidly from his +eastern chamber, that ten or fifteen minutes would spread broad daylight +over my track. Whether <i>my</i> deed was evil, <i>you</i> may judge, but I freely +confess that I did <i>then</i> prefer darkness rather than light; I therefore +took to the mow of the little barn at a great risk, as the events of the +day will show. It so happened that the barn was filled with corn fodder, +newly cured and lately gotten in. You are aware that however quietly one +may crawl into such a bed, he is compelled to make much more noise than if +it were a feather-bed; and also considerably more than if it were hay or +straw. Besides inflicting upon my own excited imagination the belief that +I made noise enough to be heard by the inmates of the house who were +likely to be rising at the time, I had the misfortune to attract the +notice of a little house-dog, such as we call in that part of the world a +"fice," on account of its being not only the smallest species of the +canine race, but also, because it is the most saucy, noisy, and teasing +of all dogs. This little creature commenced a fierce barking. I had at +once great fears that the mischievous little thing would betray me; I +fully apprehended that as soon as the man of the house arose, he would +come and make search in the barn. It now being entirely daylight, it was +too late to retreat from this shelter, even if I could have found another; +I, therefore, bedded myself down into the fodder as best I could, and +entered upon the annoyances of the day, with the frail hope to sustain my +mind.</p> + +<p>It was Thursday morning; the clouds that had veiled the sky during the +latter part of the previous day and the previous night were gone. It was +not until about an hour after the sun rose that I heard any out-door +movements about the house. As soon as I heard those movements, I was +satisfied there was but one man about the house, and that he was preparing +to go some distance to work for the day. This was fortunate for me; the +busy movements about the yard, and especially the active preparations in +the house for breakfast, silenced my unwelcome little annoyer, the fice, +until after the man had gone, when he commenced afresh, and continued with +occasional intermissions through the day. He made regular sallies from the +house to the barn, and after smelling about, would fly back to the house, +barking furiously; thus he strove most skilfully throughout the entire day +to raise an alarm. There seemed to be no one about the house but one or +two small children and the mother, after the man was gone. About ten +o'clock my attention was gravely directed to another trial: how I could +pass the day without food. The reader will remember it is Thursday, and +the only regular meal I have taken since Sunday, was yesterday, in the +midst of great agitation, about four o'clock; that since that I have +performed my arduous night's travel. At one moment, I had nearly concluded +to go and present myself at the door, and ask the woman of the house to +have compassion and give me food; but then I feared the consequences might +be fatal, and I resolved to suffer the day out. The wind sprang up fresh +and cool; the barn being small and the crevices large, my wet clothes were +dried by it, and chilled me through and through.</p> + +<p>I cannot now, with pen or tongue, give a correct idea of the feeling of +wretchedness I experienced; every nerve in my system quivered, so that not +a particle of my flesh was at rest. In this way I passed the day till +about the middle of the afternoon, when there seemed to be an unusual stir +about the public road, which passed close by the barn. Men seemed to be +passing in parties on horseback, and talking anxiously. From a word which +I now and then overheard, I had not a shadow of doubt that they were in +search of me. One I heard say, "I ought to catch such a fellow, the only +liberty he should have for one fortnight, would be ten feet of rope." +Another I heard say, "I reckon he is in that wood now." Another said, "Who +would have thought that rascal was so 'cute?" All this while the little +fice was mingling his voice with those of the horsemen, and the noise of +the horses' feet. I listened and trembled.</p> + +<p>Just before the setting of the sun, the labouring man of the house +returned, and commenced his evening duties about the house and barn; +chopping wood, getting up his cow, feeding his pigs, &c, attended by the +little brute, who continued barking at short intervals. He came several +times into the barn below. While matters were passing thus, I heard the +approach of horses again, and as they came up nearer, I was led to believe +that all I had heard pass, were returning in one party. They passed the +barn and halted at the house, when I recognised the voice of my old +captor; addressing the labourer, he asked, "Have you seen a runaway nigger +pass here to-day?"</p> + +<p>LABOURER.—"No; I have not been at home since early this morning. Where +did he come from?"</p> + +<p>CAPTOR.—"I caught him down below here yesterday morning. I had him all +day, and just at night he fooled me and got away. A party of us have been +after him all day; we have been up to the line, but can't hear or see +anything of him. I heard this morning where he came from. He is a +blacksmith, and a stiff reward is out for him, two hundred dollars."</p> + +<p>LAB.—"He is worth looking for."</p> + +<p>CAP.—"I reckon so. If I get my clutches on him again, I'll mosey<a name="FNanchor_A_1" id="FNanchor_A_1" /><a href="#Footnote_A_1" class="fnanchor">[A]</a> him +down to —— before I eat or sleep."</p> + +<div class="footnote"><p><a name="Footnote_A_1" id="Footnote_A_1" /><a href="#FNanchor_A_1"><span class="label">[A]</span></a> An expression which signifies to drive in a hurry.</p></div> + +<p>Reader, you may if you can, imagine what the state of my mind was at this +moment. I shall make no attempt to describe it to you; to my great relief, +however, the party rode off, and the labourer after finishing his work +went into the house. Hope seemed now to dawn for me once more; darkness +was rapidly approaching, but the moments of twilight seemed much longer +than they did the evening before. At length the sable covering had spread +itself over the earth. About eight o'clock, I ventured to descend from the +mow of the barn into the road. The little dog the while began a furious +fit of barking, so much so, that I was sure that with what his master had +learned about me, he could not fail to believe I was about his premises. I +quickly crossed the road, and got into an open field opposite. After +stepping lightly about two hundred yards, I halted, and on listening, I +heard the door open. Feeling about on the ground, I picked up two stones, +and one in each hand I made off as fast as I could, but I heard nothing +more that indicated pursuit, and after going some distance I discharged my +encumbrance, as from the reduced state of my bodily strength, I could not +afford to carry ballast.</p> + +<p>This incident had the effect to start me under great disadvantage to make +a good night's journey, as it threw me at once off the road, and compelled +me to encounter at once the tedious and laborious task of beating my way +across marshy fields, and to drag through woods and thickets where there +were no paths.</p> + +<p>After several hours I found my way back to the road, but the hope of +making anything like clever speed was out of the question. All I could do +was to keep my legs in motion, and this I continued to do with the utmost +difficulty. The latter part of the night I suffered extremely from cold. +There came a heavy frost; I expected at every moment to fall on the road +and perish. I came to a corn-field covered with heavy shocks of Indian +corn that had been cut; I went into this and got an ear, and then crept +into one of the shocks; eat as much of it as I could, and thought I would +rest a little and start again, but weary nature could not sustain the +operation of grinding hard corn for its own nourishment, and I sunk to +sleep.</p> + +<p>When I awoke, the sun was shining around; I started with alarm, but it +was too late to think of seeking any other shelter; I therefore nestled +myself down, and concealed myself as best I could from the light of day. +After recovering a little from my fright, I commenced again eating my +whole corn. Grain by grain I worked away at it; when my jaws grew tired, +as they often did, I would rest, and then begin afresh. Thus, although I +began an early breakfast, I was nearly the whole of the forenoon before I +had done.</p> + +<p>Nothing of importance occurred during the day, until about the middle of +the afternoon, when I was thrown into a panic by the appearance of a party +of gunners, who passed near me with their dogs. After shooting one or two +birds, however, and passing within a few rods of my frail covering, they +went on, and left me once more in hope. Friday night came without any +other incident worth naming. As I sallied out, I felt evident benefit from +the ear of corn I had nibbled away. My strength was considerably renewed; +though I was far from being nourished, I felt that my life was at least +safe from death by hunger. Thus encouraged, I set out with better speed +than I had made since Sunday and Monday night. I had a presentiment, too, +that I must be near free soil. I had not yet the least idea where I should +find a home or a friend, still my spirits were so highly elated, that I +took the whole of the road to myself; I ran, hopped, skipped, jumped, +clapped my hands, and talked to myself. But to the old slaveholder I had +left, I said, "Ah! ha! old fellow, I told you I'd fix you."</p> + +<p>After an hour or two of such freaks of joy, a gloom would come over me in +connexion with these questions, "But where are you going? What are you +going to do? What will you do with freedom without father, mother, +sisters, and brothers? What will you say when you are asked where you were +born? You know nothing of the world; how will you explain the fact of your +ignorance?"</p> + +<p>These questions made me feel deeply the magnitude of the difficulties yet +before me.</p> + +<p>Saturday morning dawned upon me; and although my strength seemed yet +considerably fresh, I began to feel a hunger somewhat more destructive and +pinching, if possible, than I had before. I resolved, at all risk, to +continue my travel by day-light, and to ask information of the first +person I met.</p> + +<p>The events of the next chapter will shew what fortune followed this +resolve.</p> + + + +<hr style="width: 65%;" /> +<h2><a name="CHAPTER_IV" id="CHAPTER_IV" />CHAPTER IV.</h2> + +<h2>THE GOOD WOMAN OF THE TOLL-GATE DIRECTS ME TO W.W.—MY RECEPTION BY HIM.</h2> + + +<p>The resolution of which I informed the reader at the close of the last +chapter, being put into practice, I continued my flight on the public +road; and a little after the sun rose, I came in sight of a toll-gate +again. For a moment all the events which followed my passing a toll-gate +on Wednesday morning, came fresh to my recollection, and produced some +hesitation; but at all events, said I, I will try again.</p> + +<p>On arriving at the gate, I found it attended by an elderly woman, whom I +afterwards learned was a widow, and an excellent Christian woman. I asked +her if I was in Pennsylvania. On being informed that I was, I asked her if +she knew where I could get employ? She said she did not; but advised me to +go to W.W., a Quaker, who lived about three miles from her, whom I would +find to take an interest in me. She gave me directions which way to take; +I thanked her, and bade her good morning, and was very careful to follow +her directions.</p> + +<p>In about half an hour I stood trembling at the door of W.W. After +knocking, the door opened upon a comfortably spread table; the sight of +which seemed at once to increase my hunger sevenfold. Not daring to enter, +I said I had been sent to him in search of employ. "Well," said he, "Come +in and take thy breakfast, and get warm, and we will talk about it; thee +must be cold without any coat." "<i>Come in and take thy breakfast, and get +warm!</i>" These words spoken by a stranger, but with such an air of simple +sincerity and fatherly kindness, made an overwhelming impression upon my +mind. They made me feel, spite of all my fear and timidity, that I had, in +the providence of God, found a friend and a home. He at once gained my +confidence; and I felt that I might confide to him a fact which I had, as +yet, confided to no one.</p> + +<p>From that day to this, whenever I discover the least disposition in my +heart to disregard the wretched condition of any poor or distressed +persons with whom I meet, I call to mind these words—"<i>Come in and take +thy breakfast, and get warm</i>." They invariably remind me of what I was at +that time; my condition was as wretched as that of any human being can +possibly be, with the exception of the loss of health or reason. I had but +four pieces of clothing about my person, having left all the rest in the +hands of my captors. I was a starving fugitive, without home or friends—a +reward offered for my person in the public papers—pursued by cruel +manhunters, and no claim upon him to whose door I went. Had he turned me +away, I must have perished. Nay, he took me in, and gave me of his food, +and shared with me his own garments. Such treatment I had never before +received at the hands of any white man.</p> + +<p>A few such men in slaveholding America, have stood, and even now stand, +like Abrahams and Lots, to stay its forthcoming and well-earned and just +judgment.</p> + +<p>The limits of this work compel me to pass over many interesting incidents +which occurred during my six months' concealment in that family. I must +confine myself only to those which will show the striking providence of +God, in directing my steps to the door of W.W., and how great an influence +the incidents of that six months has had upon all my subsequent history. +My friend kindly gave me employ to saw and split a number of cords of +wood, then lying in his yard, for which he agreed with me for liberal pay +and board. This inspired me with great encouragement. The idea of +beginning to earn something was very pleasant. Next; we confidentially +agreed upon the way and means of avoiding surprise, in case any one should +come to the house as a spy, or with intention to arrest me. This afforded +still further relief, as it convinced me that the whole family would now +be on the look out for such persons.</p> + +<p>The next theme of conversation was with reference to my education.</p> + +<p>"Can thee read or write any, James?" was the question put to me the +morning after my arrival, by W.W.</p> + +<p>"No, sir, I cannot; my duties as a blacksmith have made me acquainted with +the figures on the common mechanics' square. There was a day-book kept in +the shop, in which the overseer usually charged the smithwork we did for +the neighbours. I have spent entire Sabbaths looking over the pages of +that book; knowing the names of persons to whom certain pieces of work +were charged, together with their prices, I strove anxiously to learn to +write in this way. I got paper, and picked up feathers about the yard, and +made ink of —— berries. My quills being too soft, and my skill in making +a pen so poor, that I undertook some years ago to make a steel pen.<a name="FNanchor_A_2" id="FNanchor_A_2" /><a href="#Footnote_A_2" class="fnanchor">[A]</a> In +this way I have learnt to make a few of the letters, but I cannot write my +own name, nor do I know the letters of the alphabet."</p> + +<div class="footnote"><p><a name="Footnote_A_2" id="Footnote_A_2" /><a href="#FNanchor_A_2"><span class="label">[A]</span></a> This attempt was as early as 1822.</p></div> + +<p><i>W.W., (handing a slate and pencil.)</i>—"Let me see how thee makes letters; +try such as thou hast been able to make easily."</p> + +<p>A.B.C.L.G.</p> + +<p><i>P.W., (wife of W.W.)</i>—"Why, those are better than I can make."</p> + +<p><i>W.W.</i>—"Oh, we can soon get thee in the way, James."</p> + +<p>Arithmetic and astronomy became my favourite studies. W.W. was an +accomplished scholar; he had been a teacher for some years, and was +cultivating a small farm on account of ill-health, which had compelled him +to leave teaching. He is one of the most far-sighted and practical men I +ever met with. He taught me by familiar conversations, illustrating his +themes by diagrams on the slate, so that I caught his ideas with ease and +rapidity.</p> + +<p>I now began to see, for the first time, the extent of the mischief slavery +had done to me. Twenty-one years of my life were gone, never again to +return, and I was as profoundly ignorant, comparatively, as a child five +years old. This was painful, annoying, and humiliating in the extreme. Up +to this time, I recollected to have seen one copy of the New Testament, +but the entire Bible I had never seen, and had never heard of the +Patriarchs, or of the Lord Jesus Christ. I recollected to have heard two +sermons, but had heard no mention in them of Christ, or the way of life +by Him. It is quite easy to imagine, then, what was the state of my mind, +having been reared in total moral midnight; it was a sad picture of mental +and spiritual darkness.</p> + +<p>As my friend poured light into my mind, I saw the darkness; it amazed and +grieved me beyond description. Sometimes I sank down under the load, and +became discouraged, and dared not hope that I could ever succeed in +acquiring knowledge enough, to make me happy, or useful to my +fellow-beings.</p> + +<p>My dear friend, W.W., however, had a happy tact to inspire me with +confidence; and he, perceiving my state of mind, exerted himself, not +without success, to encourage me. He cited to me various instances of +coloured persons, of whom I had not heard before, and who had +distinguished themselves for learning, such as Bannicker, Wheatley, and +Francis Williams.</p> + +<p>How often have I regretted that the six months I spent in the family of +W.W., could not have been six years. The danger of recapture, however, +rendered it utterly imprudent that I should remain longer; and early in +the month of March, while the ground was covered with the winter's snow, I +left the bosom of this excellent family, and went forth once more to try +my fortune among strangers.</p> + +<p>My dear reader, if I could describe to you the emotions I felt when I left +the threshold of W.W.'s door, you could not fail to see how deplorable is +the condition of the fugitive slave, often for months and years after he +has escaped the immediate grasp of the tyrant. When I left my parents, the +trial was great, but I had now to leave a friend who had done more for me +than parents could have done as slaves; and hence I felt an endearment to +that friend which was heightened by a sense of the important relief he had +afforded me in the greatest need, and hours of pleasant and highly +profitable intercourse.</p> + +<p>About a month previous to leaving the house of W.W., a small circumstance +occurred one evening, which I only name to shew the harassing fears and +dread in which I lived during most of the time I was there. He had a +brother-in-law living some ten miles distant—he was a friend to the +slave; he often came unexpectedly and spent a few hours—sometimes a day +and a night. I had not, however, ever known him to come at night. One +night about nine o'clock, after I had gone to bed, (my lodging being just +over the room in which W.W. and his wife were sitting,) I heard the door +open and a voice ask, "Where is the boy?" The voice sounded to me like the +voice of my master; I was sure it must be his. I sprang and listened for a +moment—it seemed to be silent; I heard nothing, and then it seemed to me +there was a confusion. There was a window at the head of my bed, which I +could reach without getting upon the floor: it was a single sash and +opened upon hinges. I quickly opened this window and waited in a perfect +tremour of dread for further development. There was a door at the foot of +the stairs; as I heard that door open, I sprang for the window, and my +head was just out, when the gentle voice of my friend W.W. said, +"James?"<a name="FNanchor_A_3" id="FNanchor_A_3" /><a href="#Footnote_A_3" class="fnanchor">[A]</a> "Here," said I, "—— has come, and he would like to have thee +put up his horse." I drew a breath of relief, but my strength and presence +of mind did not return for some hours, I slept none that night; for a +moment I could doze away, but the voice would sound in my ears, "Where is +that boy?" and it would seem to me it must be the tyrant in quest of his +weary prey, and would find myself starting again.</p> + +<div class="footnote"><p><a name="Footnote_A_3" id="Footnote_A_3" /><a href="#FNanchor_A_3"><span class="label">[A]</span></a> If W.W. had ascended the stairs without calling, I should +certainly have jumped out of the window.</p></div> + +<p>From that time the agitation of my mind became so great that I could not +feel myself safe. Every day seemed to increase my fear, till I was unfit +for work, study or rest. My friend endeavoured, but in vain, to get me to +stay a week longer.</p> + +<p>The events of the spring proved that I had not left too soon. As soon as +the season for travelling fairly opened, active search was made, and my +master was seen in a town, twenty miles in advance of where I had spent my +six months.</p> + +<p>The following curious fact also came out. That same brother-in-law who +frightened me, was putting up one evening at a hotel some miles off, and +while sitting quietly by himself in one part of the room, he overheard a +conversation between a travelling pedler and several gossippers of the +neighbourhood, who were lounging away the evening at the hotel.</p> + +<p>PEDLER.—"Do you know one W.W. somewhere about here?"</p> + +<p>GOSSIPER.—"Yes, he lives —— miles off."</p> + +<p>PED.—"I understand he had a black boy with him last winter, I wonder if +he is there yet?"</p> + +<p>GOS.—"I don't know, he most always has a runaway nigger with him."</p> + +<p>PED.—"I should like to find out whether that fellow is there yet."</p> + +<p>BROTHER-IN-LAW, (turning about.)—"What does thee know about that boy?"</p> + +<p>PED.—"Well he is a runaway."</p> + +<p>BROTHER-IN-LAW.—"Who did he run away from?"</p> + +<p>PED.—"From Col —— in ——."</p> + +<p>BROTHER-IN-LAW.—"How did thee find out that fact?"</p> + +<p>PED.—"Well, I have been over there peddling."</p> + +<p>BROTHER-IN-LAW.—"Where art thou from?"</p> + +<p>PED.—"I belong in Conn."</p> + +<p>BROTHER-IN-LAW.—"Did thee see the boy's master?"</p> + +<p>PED.—"Yes."</p> + +<p>BROTHER-IN-LAW.—"What did he offer thee to find the boy?"</p> + +<p>PED.—"I agreed to find out where he was, and let him know, and if he got +him, I was to receive ——."</p> + +<p>BROTHER-IN-LAW.—"How didst thou hear the boy had been with W.W."</p> + +<p>PED.—"Oh, he is known to be a notorious rascal for enticing away, and +concealing slaves; he'll get himself into trouble yet, the slaveholders +are on the look out for him."</p> + +<p>BROTHER-IN-LAW.—"W.W. is my brother-in-law; the boy of whom thou speakest +is not with him, and to save thee the trouble of abusing him, I can +moreover say, he is no rascal."</p> + +<p>PED.—"He may not be there now, but it is because he has sent him off. His +master heard of him, and from the description, he is sure it must have +been his boy. He could tell me pretty nigh where he was; he said he was a +fine healthy boy, twenty-one, a first-rate blacksmith; he would not have +taken a thousand dollars for him."</p> + +<p>BROTHER-IN-LAW.—"I know not where the boy is, but I have no doubt he is +worth more to himself than he ever was to his master, high as he fixes +the price on him; and I have no doubt thee will do better to pursue thy +peddling honestly, than to neglect it for the sake of serving +negro-hunters at a venture."</p> + +<p>All this happened within a month or two after I left my friend. One fact +which makes this part of the story deeply interesting to my own mind, is, +that some years elapsed before it came to my knowledge.</p> + + + +<hr style="width: 65%;" /> +<h2><a name="CHAPTER_V" id="CHAPTER_V" />CHAPTER V.</h2> + +<h2>SEVEN MONTHS' RESIDENCE IN THE FAMILY OF J.K. A MEMBER OF THE SOCIETY OF +FRIENDS, IN CHESTER COUNTY, PENNSYLVANIA.—REMOVAL TO NEW YORK—BECOMES A +CONVERT TO RELIGION—BECOMES A TEACHER.</h2> + + +<p>On leaving W.W., I wended my way in deep sorrow and melancholy, onward +towards Philadelphia, and after travelling two days and a night, I found +shelter and employ in the family of J.K., another member of the Society of +Friends, a farmer.</p> + +<p>The religious atmosphere in this family was excellent. Mrs. K. gave me the +first copy of the Holy Scriptures I ever possessed, she also gave me much +excellent counsel. She was a preacher in the Society of Friends; this +occasioned her with her husband to be much of their time from home. This +left the charge of the farm upon me, and besides put it out of their power +to render me that aid in my studies which my former friend had. I, +however, kept myself closely concealed, by confining myself to the limits +of the farm, and using all my leisure time in study. This place was more +secluded, and I felt less of dread and fear of discovery than I had +before, and although seriously embarrassed for want of an instructor, I +realized some pleasure and profit in my studies. I often employed myself +in drawing rude maps of the solar system, and diagrams illustrating the +theory of solar eclipses. I felt also a fondness for reading the Bible, +and committing chapters, and verses of hymns to memory. Often on the +Sabbath when alone in the barn, I would break the monotony of the hours by +endeavouring to speak, as if I was addressing an audience. My mind was +constantly struggling for thoughts, and I was still more grieved and +alarmed at its barrenness; I found it gradually freed from the darkness +entailed by slavery, but I was deeply and anxiously concerned how I should +fill it with useful knowledge. I had a few books, and no tutor.</p> + +<p>In this way I spent seven months with J.K., and should have continued +longer, agreeably to his urgent solicitation, but I felt that life was +fast wearing, and that as I was now free, I must adventure in search of +knowledge. On leaving J.K., he kindly gave me the following certificate,—</p> + +<blockquote><p>"East Nautmeal, Chester County, Pennsylvania, <i>Tenth Month 5th, 1828.</i></p> + +<p> "I hereby certify, that the bearer, J.W.C. Pennington, has been in my + employ seven months, during most of which time I have been from home, + leaving my entire business in his trust, and that he has proved a highly + trustworthy and industrious young man. He leaves with the sincere regret + of myself and family; but as he feels it to be his duty to go where he + can obtain education, so as to fit him to be more useful, I cordially + commend him to the warm sympathy of the friends of humanity wherever a + wise providence may appoint him a home.</p> + +<p> Signed,</p> + +<p> "J.K."</p></blockquote> + +<p>Passing through Philadelphia, I went to New York, and in a short time +found employ on Long Island, near the city. At this time, the state of +things was extremely critical in New York. It was just two years after the +general emancipation in that state. In the city it was a daily occurrence +for slaveholders from the southern states to catch their slaves, and by +certificate from Recorder Riker take them back. I often felt serious +apprehensions of danger, and yet I felt also that I must begin the world +somewhere.</p> + +<p>I was earning respectable wages, and by means of evening schools and +private tuition, was making encouraging progress in my studies.</p> + +<p>Up to this time, it had never occurred to me that I was a slave in another +and a more serious sense. All my serious impressions of mind had been with +reference to the slavery from which I had escaped. Slavery had been my +theme of thought day and night.</p> + +<p>In the spring of 1829, I found my mind unusually perplexed about the state +of the slave. I was enjoying rare privileges in attending a Sabbath +school; the great value of Christian knowledge began to be impressed upon +my mind to an extent I had not been conscious of before. I began to +contrast my condition with that of ten brothers and sisters I had left in +slavery, and the condition of children I saw sitting around me on the +Sabbath, with their pious teachers, with that of 700,000, now 800,440 +slave children, who had no means of Christian instruction.</p> + +<p>The theme was more powerful than any my mind had ever encountered before. +It entered into the deep chambers of my soul, and stirred the most +agitating emotions I had ever felt. The question was, what can I do for +that vast body of suffering brotherhood I have left behind. To add to the +weight and magnitude of the theme, I learnt for the first time, how many +slaves there were. The question completely staggered my mind; and finding +myself more and more borne down with it, until I was in an agony; I +thought I would make it a subject of prayer to God, although prayer had +not been my habit, having never attempted it but once.</p> + +<p>I not only prayed, but also fasted. It was while engaged thus, that my +attention was seriously drawn to the fact that I was a lost sinner, and a +slave to Satan; and soon I saw that I must make another escape from +another tyrant. I did not by any means forget my fellow-bondmen, of whom I +had been sorrowing so deeply, and travailing in spirit so earnestly; but I +now saw that while man had been injuring me, I had been offending God; and +that unless I ceased to offend him, I could not expect to have his +sympathy in my wrongs; and moreover, that I could not be instrumental in +eliciting his powerful aid in behalf of those for whom I mourned so +deeply.</p> + +<p>This may provoke a smile from some who profess to be the friends of the +slave, but who have a lower estimate of experimental Christianity than I +believe is due to it; but I am not the less confident that sincere prayer +to God, proceeding from a few hearts deeply imbued with experimental +Christianity about <i>that time</i>, has had much to do with subsequent happy +results. At that time the 800,000 bondmen in the British Isles had not +seen the beginning of the end of their sufferings—at that time, 20,000 +who are now free in Canada, were in bonds—at that time, there was no +Vigilance Committee to aid the flying slave—at that time, the two +powerful Anti-Slavery Societies of America had no being.</p> + +<p>I distinctly remember that I felt the need of enlisting the sympathy of +God, in behalf of my enslaved brethren; but when I attempted it day after +day, and night after night, I was made to feel, that whatever else I might +do, I was not qualified to do that, as I was myself alienated from him by +wicked works. In short, I felt that I needed the powerful aid of some in +my behalf with God, just as much as I did that of my dear friend in +Pennsylvania, when flying from man. "If one man sin against another, the +judge shall judge him, but if a man sin against God, who shall entreat for +him?"</p> + +<p>Day after day, for about two weeks, I found myself more deeply convicted +of personal guilt before God. My heart, soul and body were in the greatest +distress; I thought of neither food, drink or rest, for days and nights +together. Burning with a recollection of the wrongs man had done +me—mourning for the injuries my brethren were still enduring, and deeply +convicted of the guilt of my own sins against God. One evening, in the +third week of the struggle, while alone in my chamber, and after solemn +reflection for several hours, I concluded that I could never be happy or +useful in that state of mind, and resolved that I would try to become +reconciled to God. I was then living in the family of an Elder of the +Presbyterian Church. I had not made known my feelings to any one, either +in the family or out of it; and I did not suppose that any one had +discovered my feelings. To my surprise, however, I found that the family +had not only been aware of my state for several days, but were deeply +anxious on my behalf. The following Sabbath, Dr. Cox was on a visit in +Brooklyn to preach, and was a guest in the family; hearing of my case, he +expressed a wish to converse with me, and without knowing the plan, I was +invited into a room and left alone with him. He entered skilfully and +kindly into my feelings, and after considerable conversation he invited me +to attend his service that afternoon. I did so, and was deeply interested.</p> + +<p>Without detaining the reader with too many particulars, I will only state +that I heard the doctor once or twice after this, at his own place of +worship in New York City, and had several personal interviews with him, as +the result of which, I hope, I was brought to a saving acquaintance with +Him, of whom Moses in the Law and the Prophets did write; and soon +connected myself with the church under his pastoral care.</p> + +<p>I now returned with all my renewed powers to the great theme—slavery. It +seemed now as I looked at it, to be more hideous than ever. I saw it now +as an evil under the moral government of God—as a sin not only against +man, but also against God. The great and engrossing thought with me was, +how shall I now employ my time and my talents so as to tell most +effectually upon this system of wrong! As I have stated, there was no +Anti-Slavery Society then—there was no Vigilance Committee. I had, +therefore, to select a course of action, without counsel or advice from +any one who professed to sympathize with the slave. Many, many lonely +hours of deep meditation have I passed during the years 1828 and 1829, +before the great anti-slavery movement. On the questions, What shall I do +for the slave? How shall I act so that he will reap the benefit of my time +and talents? At one time I had resolved to go to Africa, and to react from +there; but without bias or advice from any mortal, I soon gave up that, as +looking too much like feeding a hungry man with a long spoon.</p> + +<p>At length, finding that the misery, ignorance, and wretchedness of the +free coloured people was by the whites tortured into an argument for +slavery; finding myself now among the free people of colour in New York, +where slavery was so recently abolished; and finding much to do for their +elevation, I resolved to give my strength in that direction. And well do I +remember the great movement which commenced among us about this time, for +the holding of General Conventions, to devise ways and means for their +elevation, which continued with happy influence up to 1834, when we gave +way to anti-slavery friends, who had then taken up the labouring oar. And +well do I remember that the first time I ever saw those tried friends, +Garrison, Jocelyn, and Tappan, was in one of those Conventions, where they +came to make our acquaintance, and to secure our confidence in some of +their preliminary labours.</p> + +<p>My particular mode of labour was still a subject of deep reflection; and +from time to time I carried it to the Throne of Grace. Eventually my mind +fixed upon the ministry as the desire of my whole heart. I had mastered +the preliminary branches of English education, and was engaged in studying +logic, rhetoric, and the Greek Testament, without a master. While thus +struggling in my laudable work, an opening presented itself which was not +less surprising than gratifying. Walking on the street one day, I met a +friend, who said to me, "I have just had an application to supply a +teacher for a school, and I have recommended you." I said, "My dear +friend, I am obliged to you for the kindness; but I fear I cannot sustain +an examination for that station." "Oh," said he, "try." I said, "I will," +and we separated. Two weeks afterwards, I met the trustees of the school, +was examined, accepted, and agreed with them for a salary of two hundred +dollars per annum; commenced my school, and succeeded. This was five +years, three months, and thirteen days after I came from the South.</p> + +<p>As the events of my life since that have been of a public professional +nature, I will say no more about it. My object in writing this tract is +now completed. It has been to shew the reader the hand of God with a +slave; and to elicit your sympathy in behalf of the fugitive slave, by +shewing some of the untold dangers and hardships through which he has to +pass to gain liberty, and how much he needs friends on free soil; and that +men who have felt the yoke of slavery, even in its mildest form, cannot be +expected to speak of the system otherwise than in terms of the most +unqualified condemnation.</p> + +<p>There is one sin that slavery committed against me, which I never can +forgive. It robbed me of my education; the injury is irreparable; I feel +the embarrassment more seriously now than I ever did before. It cost me +two years' hard labour, after I fled, to unshackle my mind; it was three +years before I had purged my language of slavery's idioms; it was four +years before I had thrown off the crouching aspect of slavery; and now the +evil that besets me is a great lack of that general information, the +foundation of which is most effectually laid in that part of life which I +served as a slave. When I consider how much now, more than ever, depends +upon sound and thorough education among coloured men, I am grievously +overwhelmed with a sense of my deficiency, and more especially as I can +never hope now to make it up. If I know my own heart, I have no ambition +but to serve the cause of suffering humanity; all that I have desired or +sought, has been to make me more efficient for good. So far I have some +consciousness that I have done my utmost; and should my future days be few +or many, I am reconciled to meet the last account, hoping to be acquitted +of any wilful neglect of duty; but I shall have to go to my last account +with this charge against the system of slavery, "<i>Vile monster! thou hast +hindered my usefulness, by robbing me of my early education.</i>"</p> + +<p>Oh! what might I have been now, but for this robbery perpetrated upon me +as soon as I saw the light. When the monster heard that a man child was +born, he laughed, and said, "It is mine." When I was laid in the cradle, +he came and looked on my face, and wrote down my name upon his barbarous +list of chattels personal, on the same list where he registered his +horses, hogs, cows, sheep, and even his <i>dogs!</i> Gracious Heaven, is there +no repentance for the misguided men who do these things!</p> + +<p>The only harm I wish to slaveholders is, that they may be speedily +delivered from the guilt of a sin, which, if not repented of, must bring +down the judgment of Almighty God upon their devoted heads. The least I +desire for the slave is, that he may be speedily released from the pain of +drinking a cup whose bitterness I have sufficiently tasted, to know that +it is insufferable.</p> + + + +<hr style="width: 65%;" /> +<h2><a name="CHAPTER_VI" id="CHAPTER_VI" />CHAPTER VI.</h2> + +<h2>SOME ACCOUNT OF THE FAMILY I LEFT IN SLAVERY—PROPOSAL TO PURCHASE MYSELF +AND PARENTS—HOW MET BY MY OLD MASTER.</h2> + + +<p>It is but natural that the reader should wish to hear a word about the +family I left behind.</p> + +<p>There are frequently large slave families with whom God seems to deal in a +remarkable manner. I believe my family is an instance.</p> + +<p>I have already stated that when I fled, I left a father, mother, and +eleven brothers and sisters. These were all, except my oldest brother, +owned by the man from whom I fled. It will be seen at once then how the +fear of implicating them embarrassed me in the outset. They suffered +nothing, however, but a strong suspicion, until about six months after I +had left; when the following circumstance took place:—</p> + +<p>When I left my friend W.W. in Pennsylvania to go on north, I ventured to +write a letter back to one of my brothers, informing him how I was; and +this letter was directed to the care of a white man who was hired on the +plantation, who worked in the garden with my father, and who professed a +warm friendship to our family; but instead of acting in good faith, he +handed the letter to my master. I am sorry that truth compels me to say +that that man was an Englishman.</p> + +<p>From that day the family were handled most strangely. The history begins +thus: they were all sold into Virginia, the adjoining state. This was done +lest I should have some plan to get them off; but God so ordered that they +fell into kinder hands. After a few years, however, their master became +much embarrassed, so that he was obliged to pass them into other hands, +at least for a term of years. By this change the family was divided, and +my parents, with the greater part of their children, were taken to New +Orleans. After remaining there several years at hard labour,—my father +being in a situation of considerable trust, they were again taken back to +Virginia; and by this means became entitled by the laws of that state to +their freedom. Before justice, however, could take its course, their old +master in Maryland, as if intent to doom them for ever to bondage, +repurchased them; and in order to defeat a similar law in Maryland, by +which they would have been entitled to liberty, he obtained from the +General Assembly of that state the following special act. This will show +not only something of his character as a slaveholder, but also his +political influence in the state. It is often urged in the behalf of +slaveholders, that the law interposes an obstacle in the way of +emancipating their slaves when they wish to do so, but here is an instance +which lays open the real philosophy of the whole case. They make the law +themselves, and when they find the laws operate more in favour of the +slaves than themselves, they can easily evade or change it. Maryland being +a slave-exporting state, you will see why they need a law to prohibit the +importation of slaves; it is a protection to that sort of trade. This law +he wished to evade.</p> + +<blockquote><p>"<i>An act for the Relief of —— of —— County. Passed January 17th, + 1842.</i></p> + +<p> "Whereas it is represented to this General Assembly that —— of —— + county, brought into this state from the state of Virginia, sometime in + the month of March last, two negro slaves, to wit, —— and —— his + wife, who are slaves for life, and who were acquired by the said —— by + purchase, and whereas, the said —— is desirous of retaining said + slaves in this state. THEREFORE, BE IT ENACTED, <i>by the General + Assembly</i> of Maryland, that the said —— be, and he is hereby + authorized to retain said negroes as slaves for life within this state, + provided that the said —— shall within thirty days after the passage + of this act, file with the clerk of the —— county court, a list of + said slaves so brought into this state, stating their ages, with an + affidavit thereto attached, that the same is a true and faithful list of + the slaves so removed, and that they were not brought into this state + for the purpose of sale, and that they are slaves for life. And + <i>provided also</i>, that the sum of fifteen dollars for each slave, between + the ages of twelve and forty-five years, and the sum of five dollars for + each slave above the age of forty-five years and under twelve years of + age, so brought into this state, shall be paid to the said clerk of —— + county court: to be paid over by him to the treasurer of the western + shore, for the use and benefit of the Colonization Society of this + state.</p> + +<p> <i>State of Connecticut. +Office of Secretary of State</i>.</p> + +<p> "I hereby certify, that the foregoing is a true copy of an act passed by + the General Assembly of Maryland, January 17th, 1842, as it appears in + the printed acts of the said Maryland, in the Library of the state.</p> + +<p> In testimony whereof, I have hereunto set my hand and seal of said + state, at Hartford, this 17th day of August, 1846.</p> + +<p> CHARLES W. BEADLEY,</p> + +<p> (SEAL.)</p> + +<p> Secretary of State."</p></blockquote> + +<p>Thus, the whole family after being twice fairly entitled to their +liberty, even by the laws of two slave states, had the mortification of +finding themselves again, not only recorded as slaves for life, but also a +premium paid upon them, professedly to aid in establishing others of their +fellow-beings in a free republic on the coast of Africa; but the hand of +God seems to have been heavy upon the man who could plan such a stratagem +to wrong his fellows.</p> + +<p>The immense fortune he possessed when I left him, (bating one thousand +dollars I brought with me in my own body,) and which he seems to have +retained till that time, began to fly, and in a few years he was +insolvent, so that he was unable to hold the family, and was compelled to +think of selling them again. About this time I heard of their state by an +underground railroad passenger, who came from that neighbourhood, and +resolved to make an effort to obtain the freedom of my parents, and to +relieve myself from liability. For this purpose, after arranging for the +means to purchase, I employed counsel to make a definite offer for my +parents and myself. To his proposal, the following evasive and offensive +answer was returned.</p> + +<blockquote><p><i>January 12th</i>, 1846. J. H——, Esq.</p> + +<p> "Sir,—Your letter is before me. The ungrateful servant in whose behalf + you write, merits no clemency from me. He was guilty of theft when he + departed, for which I hope he has made due amends. I have heard he was a + respectable man, and calculated to do some good to his fellow-beings. + Servants are selling from five hundred and fifty to seven hundred + dollars. I will take five hundred and fifty dollars, and liberate him. + If my proposition is acceded to, and the money lodged in Baltimore, I + will execute the necessary instrument, and deliver it in Baltimore, to + be given up on payment being made.</p> + +<p> "Yours, &c,</p> + +<p> "——."</p> + +<p> "Jim was a first-rate mechanic, (blacksmith) and was worth to me one + thousand dollars."</p></blockquote> + +<p>Here he not only refuses to account for my parents, by including them in +his return and proposition, but he at the same time attempts to intimidate +me by mooting the charge of theft.</p> + +<p>I confess I was not only surprised, but mortified, at this result. The +hope of being once more united to parents whom I had not seen for sixteen +years, and whom I still loved dearly, had so excited my mind, that I +disarranged my business relations, disposed of a valuable library of four +hundred volumes, and by additional aid obtained among the liberal people +of Jamaica, I was prepared to give the extravagant sum of five hundred +dollars each for myself, and my father and mother. This I was willing to +do, not because I approve of the principle involved as a general rule. But +supposing that, as my former master was now an old man not far from his +grave, (about which I was not mistaken) and as he knew, by his own +shewing, that I was able to do some good, he would be inclined, whatever +might have been our former relations and misunderstandings, to meet my +reasonable desire to see my parents, and to part this world in +reconciliation with each other, as well as with God. I should have +rejoiced had his temper permitted him to accede to any offer. But I +thought it too bad, a free man of Jesus Christ, living on "free soil," to +give a man five hundred dollars for the privilege of being let alone, and +to be branded as a thief into the bargain, and that too after I had served +him twenty prime years, without the benefit of being taught so much as the +alphabet.</p> + +<p>I wrote him with my own hand, sometime after this, stating that no +proposition would be acceded to by me, which did not include my parents; +and likewise fix the sum for myself more reasonable, and also retract the +offensive charge; to this he maintained a dignified silence. The means I +had acquired by the contributions of kind friends to redeem myself, I laid +by, in case the worst should come; and that designed for the purchase of +my parents, I used in another kind of operation, as the result of which, +my father and two brothers are now in Canada. My mother was sold a second +time, south, but she was eventually found. Several of my sisters married +free men, who purchased their liberty; and three brothers are owned, by +what may be called conscience slaveholders, who hold slaves only for a +term of years. My old master has since died; my mother and he are now in +the other world together, she is at rest from him. Sometime after his +death, I received information from a gentleman, intimate with his heirs, +(who are principally females) that the reduced state of the family, +afforded not only a good opportunity to obtain a release upon reasonable +terms, but also to render the children of my oppressor some pecuniary aid; +and much as I had suffered, I must confess this latter was the stronger +motive with me, for acceding to their offer made by him.</p> + +<p>I have many other deeply interesting particulars touching our family +history, but I have detailed as many as prudence will permit, on account +of those members who are yet south of Mason and Dixon's line.</p> + +<p>I have faith in the hand that has dealt with us so strangely, that all our +remaining members will in time be brought together; and then the case may +merit a reviewed and enlarged edition of this tract, when other important +matter will be inserted.</p> + + + +<hr style="width: 65%;" /> +<h2><a name="CHAPTER_VII" id="CHAPTER_VII" />CHAPTER VII.</h2> + +<h2>THE FEEDING AND CLOTHING OF THE SLAVES IN THE PART OF MARYLAND WHERE I +LIVED, &C.</h2> + + +<p>The slaves are generally fed upon salt pork, herrings and Indian corn.</p> + +<p>The manner of dealing it out to them is as follows:—Each working man, on +Monday morning, goes to the cellar of the master where the provisions are +kept, and where the overseer takes his stand with some one to assist him, +when he, with a pair of steel-yards, weighs out to every man the amount of +three-and-a-half pounds, to last him till the ensuing Monday—allowing him +just half-a-pound per day. Once in a few weeks there is a change made, by +which, instead of the three-and-a-half pounds of pork, each man receives +twelve herrings, allowing two a-day. The only bread kind the slaves have +is that made of Indian meal. In some of the lower counties, the masters +usually give their slaves the corn in the ear; and they have to grind it +for themselves by night at hand-mills. But my master had a quantity sent +to the grist mill at a time, to be ground into coarse meal, and kept it in +a large chest in his cellar, where the woman who cooked for the boys could +get it daily. This was baked in large loaves, called "steel poun bread." +Sometimes as a change it was made into "Johnny Cake," and then at others +into mush.</p> + +<p>The slaves had no butter, coffee, tea, or sugar; occasionally they were +allowed milk, but not statedly; the only exception to this statement was +the "harvest provisions." In harvest, when cutting the grain, which lasted +from two to three weeks in the heat of summer, they were allowed some +fresh meat, rice, sugar, and coffee; and also their allowance of whiskey.</p> + +<p>At the beginning of winter, each slave had one pair of coarse shoes and +stockings, one pair of pantaloons, and a jacket.</p> + +<p>At the beginning of summer, he had two pair of coarse linen pantaloons and +two shirts.</p> + +<p>Once in a number of years, each slave, or each man and his wife, had one +coarse blanket and enough coarse linen for a "bed-tick." He never had any +bedstead or other furniture kind. The men had no hats, waistcoats or +handkerchiefs given them, or the women any bonnets. These they had to +contrive for themselves. Each labouring man had a small "patch" of ground +allowed him; from this he was expected to furnish himself and his boys +hats, &c. These patches they had to work by night; from these, also, they +had to raise their own provisions, as no potatoes, cabbage, &c., were +allowed them from the plantation. Years ago the slaves were in the habit +of raising broom-corn, and making brooms to supply the market in the +towns; but now of later years great quantities of these and other +articles, such as scrubbing-brushes, wooden trays, mats, baskets, and +straw hats which the slaves made, are furnished by the shakers and other +small manufacturers, from the free states of the north.</p> + +<p>Neither my master or any other master, within my acquaintance, made any +provisions for the religious instruction of his slaves. They were not +worked on the Sabbath. One of the "boys" was required to stay at home and +"feed," that is, take care of the stock, every Sabbath; the rest went to +see their friends. Those men whose families were on other plantations +usually spent the Sabbath with them; some would lie about at home and rest +themselves.</p> + +<p>When it was pleasant weather my master would ride "into town" to church, +but I never knew him to say a word to one of us about going to church, or +about our obligations to God, or a future state. But there were a number +of pious slaves in our neighbourhood, and several of these my master +owned; one of these was an exhorter. He was not connected with a religious +body, but used to speak every Sabbath in some part of the neighbourhood. +When slaves died, their remains were usually consigned to the grave +without any ceremony; but this old gentleman, wherever he heard of a slave +having been buried in that way, would send notice from plantation to +plantation, calling the slaves together at the grave on the Sabbath, where +he'd sing, pray, and exhort. I have known him to go ten or fifteen miles +voluntarily to attend these services. He could not read, and I never heard +him refer to any Scripture, and state and discourse upon any fundamental +doctrine of the gospel; but he knew a number of "spiritual songs by +heart," of these he would give two lines at a time very exact, set and +lead the tune himself; he would pray with great fervour, and his +exhortations were amongst the most impressive I have heard.</p> + +<p>The Methodists at one time attempted to evangelize the slaves in our +neighbourhod, but the effort was sternly resisted by the masters. They +held a Camp Meeting in the neighbourhood, where many of the slaves +attended. But one of their preachers for addressing words of comfort to +the slaves, was arrested and tried for his life.</p> + +<p>My master was very active in this disgraceful affair, but the excellent +man, Rev. Mr. G., was acquitted and escaped out of their hands. Still, it +was deemed by his brethren to be imprudent for him to preach any more in +the place, as some of the more reckless masters swore violence against +him. This good man's name is remembered dearly, till this day, by slaves +in that county. I met with a fugitive about a year ago, who remembered +distinctly the words spoken by Mr. G., and by which his own mind was +awakened to a sense of the value of his soul. He said, in the course of +his preaching, addressing himself to the slaves, "You have precious +immortal souls, that are worth far more to you than your bodies are to +your masters;" or words to that effect. But while these words interested +many slaves, they also made many masters exceedingly angry, and they +tortured his words into an attempt to excite the slaves to rebellion.</p> + +<p>Some of my master's slaves who had families, were regularly married, and +others were not; the law makes no provision for such marriages, and the +only provision made by the master was, that they should obtain his leave. +In some cases, after obtaining leave to take his wife, the slave would ask +further leave to go to a minister and be married. I never knew him to deny +such a request, and yet, in those cases where the slave did not ask it, he +never required him to be married by a minister. Of course, no Bibles, +Tracts, or religious books of any kind, were ever given to the slaves; and +no ministers or religious instructors were ever known to visit our +plantation at any time, either in sickness or in health. When a slave was +sick, my master being himself a physician, sometimes attended, and +sometimes he called other physicians. Slaves frequently sickened and died, +but I never knew any provision made to administer to them the comforts, or +to offer to them the hopes of the gospel, or to their friends after their +death.</p> + +<hr style='width: 45%;' /> + +<p><i>There is no one feature of slavery to which the mind recurs with more +gloomy impressions, than to its disastrous influence upon the families of +the masters, physically, pecuniarily, and mentally.</i></p> + +<p>It seems to destroy families as by a powerful blight, large and opulent +slave-holding families, often vanish like a group of shadows at the third +or fourth generation. This fact arrested my attention some years before I +escaped from slavery, and of course before I had any enlightened views of +the moral character of the system. As far back as I can recollect, indeed, +it was a remark among slaves, that every generation of slaveholders are +more and more inferior. There were several large and powerful families in +our county, including that of my master, which affords to my mind a +melancholy illustration of this remark. One of the wealthiest slaveholders +in the county, was General R., a brother-in-law to my master. This man +owned a large and highly valuable tract of land, called R.'s Manor. I do +not know how many slaves he owned, but the number was large. He lived in a +splendid mansion, and drove his coach and four. He was for some years a +member of Congress. He had a numerous family of children.</p> + +<p>The family showed no particular signs of decay until he had married a +second time, and had considerably increased his number of children. It +then became evident that his older children were not educated for active +business, and were only destined to be a charge. Of sons, (seven or +eight,) not one of them reached the eminence once occupied by the father. +The only one that approached to it, was the eldest, who became an officer +in the navy, and obtained the doubtful glory of being killed in the +Mexican war.</p> + +<p>General R. himself ran through his vast estate, died intemperate, and left +a widow and large number of daughters, some minors, destitute, and none of +his sons fitted for any employment but in the army and navy.</p> + +<p>Slaves have a superstitious dread of passing the dilapidated dwelling of a +man who has been guilty of great cruelties to his slaves, and who is dead, +or moved away. I never felt this dread deeply but once, and that was one +Sabbath about sunset, as I crossed the yard of General R.'s residence, +which was about two miles from us, after he had been compelled to leave +it.</p> + +<p>To see the once fine smooth gravel walks, overgrown with grass—the +redundances of the shrubbery neglected—the once finely painted pricket +fences, rusted and fallen down—a fine garden in splendid ruins—the lofty +ceiling of the mansion thickly curtained with cobwebs—the spacious +apartments abandoned, while the only music heard within as a substitute +for the voices of family glee that once filled it, was the crying cricket +and cockroaches! Ignorant slave as I was at that time, I could but pause +for a moment, and recur in silent horror to the fact that, a strange +reverse of fortune, had lately driven from that proud mansion, a large +and once opulent family. What advantage was it now to the members of that +family, that the father and head had for near half a century stood high in +the counsels of the state, and had the benefit of the unrequited toil of +hundreds of his fellowmen, when they were already grappling with the +annoyances of that poverty, which he had entailed upon others.</p> + +<p>My master's family, in wealth and influence, was not inferior to General +R.'s originally. His father was a member of the convention that framed the +present constitution of the state; he was, also, for some years chief +justice of the state.</p> + +<p>My master was never equal to his father, although he stood high at one +time. He once lacked but a few votes of being elected Governor of the +state: he once sat in the Assembly, and was generally a leading man in his +own county. His influence was found to be greatest when exerted in favour +of any measure in regard to the control of slaves. He was the first mover +in several cruel and rigid municipal regulations in the county, which +prohibited slaves from going over a certain number of miles from their +master's places on the Sabbath, and from being seen about the town. He +once instigated the authorities of the town where he attended service, to +break up a Sabbath-school some humane members of the Methodist and +Lutheran denominations had set up to teach the free negroes, lest the +slaves should get some benefit of it.</p> + +<p>But there was a still wider contrast between my master and his own +children, eight in number, when I left him. His eldest daughter, the +flower of the family, married a miserable and reckless gambler. His +eldest son was kind-hearted, and rather a favourite with the slaves on +that account; but he had no strength of mind or weight of character. His +education was limited, and he had no disposition or tact for business of +any kind. He died at thirty-six, intestate; leaving his second-wife (a +sister to his father's second wife) with several orphan children, a widow +with a small estate deeply embarrassed. The second son was once sent to +West Point to fit for an officer. After being there a short time, however, +he became unsteady, and commenced the study of medicine, but he soon gave +that up and preferred to live at home and flog the slaves; and by them was +cordially dreaded and disliked, and among themselves he was vulgarly +nicknamed on account of his cruel and filthy habits.</p> + +<p>These two families will afford a fair illustration of the gloomy history +of many others that I could name. This decline of slaveholding families is +a subject of observation and daily remark among slaves; they are led to +observe every change in the pecuniary, moral, and social state of the +families they belong to, from the fact, that as the old master declines, +or as his children are married off, they are expecting to fall into their +hands, or in case of insolvency on the part of the old master, they expect +to be sold; in either case, it involves a change of master—a subject to +which they cannot be indifferent. And it is very rarely the case that a +slave's condition is benefited by passing from the old master into the +hands of one of his children. Owing to the causes I have mentioned, the +decline is so rapid and marked, in almost every point of view, that the +children of slaveholders are universally inferior to themselves, mentally, +morally, physically, as well as pecuniarily, especially so in the latter +point of view; and this is a matter of most vital concern to the slaves. +The young master not being able to own as many slaves as his father, +usually works what he has more severely, and being more liable to +embarrassment, the slaves' liability to be sold at an early day is much +greater. For the same reason, slaves have a deep interest, generally, in +the marriage of a young mistress. Very generally the daughters of +slaveholders marry inferior men; men who seek to better their own +condition by a wealthy connection. The slaves who pass into the hands of +the young master has had some chance to become acquainted with his +character, bad as it may be; but the young mistress brings her slaves a +new, and sometimes an unknown master. Sometimes these are the sons of +already broken down slaveholders. In other cases they are adventurers from +the north who remove to the south, and who readily become the most cruel +masters.</p> + + + +<hr style="width: 65%;" /> +<h2><a name="APPENDIX" id="APPENDIX" />APPENDIX.</h2> + + +<p>These two letters are simply introduced to show what the state of my +feelings was with reference to slavery at the time they were written. I +had just heard several facts with regard to my parents, which had awakened +my mind to great excitement.</p> + +<blockquote><p>TO MY FATHER, MOTHER, BROTHERS, AND SISTERS.</p> + +<p> <i>The following was written in 1844:</i></p> + +<p> DEARLY BELOVED IN BONDS,</p> + +<p> About seventeen long years have now rolled away, since in the Providence + of Almighty God, I left your embraces, and set out upon a daring + adventure in search of freedom. Since that time, I have felt most + severely the loss of the sun and moon and eleven stars from my social + sky. Many, many a thick cloud of anguish has pressed my brow and sent + deep down into my soul the bitter waters of sorrow in consequence. And + you have doubtless had your troubles and anxious seasons also about your + fugitive star.</p> + +<p> I have learned that some of you have been sold, and again taken back by + Colonel ——. How many of you are living and together, I cannot tell. My + great grief is, lest you should have suffered this or some additional + punishment on account of my <i>Exodus</i>.</p> + +<p> I indulge the hope that it will afford you some consolation to know that + your son and brother is yet alive. That God has dealt wonderfully and + kindly with me in all my way. He has made me a Christian, and a + Christian Minister, and thus I have drawn my support and comfort from + that blessed Saviour, who came <i>to preach good tidings unto the meek, to + bind up the broken hearted, to proclaim liberty to the captives, and the + opening of the prison to them, that are bound. To proclaim the + acceptable year of the Lord and the day of vengeance of our God; to + comfort all that mourn. To appoint unto them that mourn in Zion, to give + unto them beauty for ashes, the oil of joy for mourning, the garment of + praise for the spirit of heaviness, that they might be called trees of + righteousness, the planting of the Lord that he might be glorified.</i></p> + +<p> If the course I took in leaving a condition which had become intolerable + to me, has been made the occasion of making that condition worse to you + in any way, I do most heartily regret such a change for the worse on + your part. As I have no means, however, of knowing if such be the fact, + so I have no means of making atonement, but by sincere prayer to + Almighty God in your behalf, and also by taking this method of offering + to you these consolations of the gospel to which I have just referred, + and which I have found to be pre-eminently my own stay and support. My + dear father and mother; I have very often wished, while administering + the Holy Ordinance of Baptism to some scores of children brought forward + by doting parents, that I could see you with yours among the number. And + you, my brothers and sisters, while teaching hundreds of children and + youths in schools over which I have been placed, what unspeakable + delight I should have had in having you among the number; you may all + judge of my feeling for these past years, when while preaching from + Sabbath to Sabbath to congregations, I have not been so fortunate as + even to see father, mother, brother, sister, uncle, aunt, nephew, + niece, or cousin in my congregations. While visiting the sick, going to + the house of mourning, and burying the dead, I have been a constant + mourner for you. My sorrow has been that I know you are not in + possession of those hallowed means of grace. I am thankful to you for + those mild and gentle traits of character which you took such care to + enforce upon me in my youthful days. As an evidence that I prize both + you and them, I may say that at the age of thirty-seven, I find them as + valuable as any lessons I have learned, nor am I ashamed to let it be + known to the world, that I am the son of a bond man and a bond woman.</p> + +<p> Let me urge upon you the fundamental truths of the Gospel of the Son of + God. Let repentance towards God and faith in our Lord Jesus Christ have + their perfect work in you, I beseech you. Do not be prejudiced against + the gospel because it may be seemingly twisted into a support of + slavery. The gospel rightly understood, taught, received, felt and + practised, is anti-slavery as it is anti-sin. Just so far and so fast as + the true spirit of the gospel obtains in the land, and especially in the + lives of the oppressed, will the spirit of slavery sicken and become + powerless like the serpent with his head pressed beneath the fresh + leaves of the prickly ash of the forest.</p> + +<p> There is not a solitary decree of the immaculate God that has been + concerned in the ordination of slavery, nor does any possible + development of his holy will sanctify it.</p> + +<p> He has permitted us to be enslaved according to the invention of wicked + men, instigated by the devil, with intention to bring good out of the + evil, but He does not, He cannot approve of it. He has no need to + approve of it, even on account of the good which He will bring out of + it, for He could have brought about that very good in some other way.</p> + +<p> God is never straitened; He is never at a loss for means to work. Could + He not have made this a great and wealthy nation without making its + riches to consist in our blood, bones, and souls? And could He not also + have given the gospel to us without making us slaves?</p> + +<p> My friends, let us then, in our afflictions, embrace and hold fast the + gospel. The gospel is the fulness of God. We have the glorious and total + weight of God's moral character in our side of the scale.</p> + +<p> The wonderful purple stream which flowed for the healing of the nations, + has a branch for us. Nay, is Christ divided? "The grace of God that + bringeth salvation hath appeared to (for) all men, teaching us that + denying ungodliness and worldly lust, we should live soberly, + righteously, and godly in this present world, looking for that blessed + hope and glorious appearing of the great God and our Saviour Jesus + Christ, who gave himself for us that he might redeem us from all + iniquity, and purify unto himself a peculiar people, zealous of good + works."—Titus ii. 11-14.</p> + +<p> But you say you have not the privilege of hearing of this gospel of + which I speak. I know it; and this is my great grief. But you shall have + it; I will send it to you by my humble prayer; I can do it; I will beg + our heavenly Father, and he will preach this gospel to you in his holy + providence.</p> + +<p> You, dear father and mother cannot have much longer to live in this + troublesome and oppressive world; you cannot bear the yoke much longer. + And as you approach another world, how desirable it is that you should + have the prospect of a different destiny from what you have been called + to endure in this world during a long life.</p> + +<p> But it is the gospel that sets before you the hope of such a blessed + rest as is spoken of in the word of God, Job iii. 17, 19. "There the + wicked cease from troubling, and there the weary be at rest; there the + prisoners rest together; they hear not the voice of the oppressors. The + small and great are there; and the servant is free from his master."</p> + +<p> Father, I know thy eyes are dim with age and weary with weeping, but + look, dear father, yet a little while toward that haven. Look unto + Jesus, "the author and finisher of thy faith," for the moment of thy + happy deliverance is at hand.</p> + +<p> Mother, dear mother, I know, I feel, mother, the pangs of thy bleeding + heart, that thou hast endured, during so many years of vexation. Thy + agonies are by a genuine son-like sympathy mine; I will, I must, I do + share daily in those agonies of thine. But I sincerely hope that with me + you bear your agonies to Christ who carries our sorrows.</p> + +<p> O come then with me, my beloved family, of weary heart-broken and + care-worn ones, to Jesus Christ, "casting all your care upon him, for he + careth for you."—2 Peter v. 7.</p> + +<p> With these words of earnest exhortation, joined with fervent prayer to + God that He may smooth your rugged way, lighten your burden, and give a + happy issue out of all your troubles, I must bid you adieu.</p> + +<p> Your son and brother,</p> + +<p> JAS. P.</p> + +<p> <i>Alias</i> J.W.C. PENNINGTON. +<br /> +<br /> +<br /> +</p> + +</blockquote> + + + +<blockquote><p>TO COLONEL F—— T——, OF H——, WASHINGTON COUNTY, MD. 1844.</p> + + +<p> DEAR SIR,</p> + +<p> It is now, as you are aware, about seventeen years since I left your + house and service, at the age of twenty. Up to that time, I was, + according to your rule and claim, your slave. Till the age of seven + years, I was, of course, of little or no service to you. At that age, + however, you hired me out, and for three years I earned my support; at + the age of ten years, you took me to your place again, and in a short + time after you put me to work at the blacksmith's trade, at which, + together with the carpentering trade, &c, I served you peaceably until + the day I left you, with exception of the short time you had sold me to + S—— H——, Esq., for seven hundred dollars. It is important for me to + say to you, that I have no consciousness of having done you any wrong. I + called you master when I was with you from the mere force of + circumstances; but I never regarded you as my master. The nature which + God gave me did not allow me to believe that you had any more right to + me than I had to you, and that was just none at all. And from an early + age, I had intentions to free myself from your claim. I never consulted + any one about it; I had no advisers or instigators; I kept my own + counsel entirely concealed in my own bosom. I never meditated any evil + to your person or property, but I regarded you as my oppressor, and I + deemed it my duty to get out of your hands by peaceable means.</p> + +<p> I was always obedient to your commands. I laboured for you diligently at + all times. I acted with fidelity in any matter which you entrusted me. + As you sometimes saw fit to entrust me with considerable money, to buy + tools or materials, not a cent was ever coveted or kept.</p> + +<p> During the time I served you in the capacity of blacksmith, your + materials were used economically, your work was done expeditiously, and + in the very best style, a style second to no smith in your + neighbourhood. In short, sir, you well know that my habits from early + life were advantageous to you. Drinking, gambling, fighting, &c., were + not my habits. On Sabbaths, holidays, &c., I was frequently at your + service, when not even your body-servant was at home.</p> + +<p> Times and times again, I have gone on Sunday afternoon to H——, six + miles, after your letters and papers, when it was as much my privilege + to be <i>"out of the way,"</i> as it was C——.</p> + +<p> But what treatment did you see fit to return me for all this? You, in + the most unfeeling manner, abused my father for no cause but speaking a + word to you, as a man would speak to his fellow-man, for the sake simply + of a better understanding.</p> + +<p> You vexed my mother, and because she, as a tender mother would do, + showed solicitude for the virtue of her daughters, you threatened her in + an insulting brutal manner.</p> + +<p> You abused my brother and sister without cause, and in like manner you + did to myself; you surmised evil against me. You struck me with your + walking-cane, called me insulting names, threatened me, swore at me, and + became more and more wrathy in your conduct, and at the time I quitted + your place, I had good reason to believe that you were meditating + serious evil against me.</p> + +<p> Since I have been out of your hands, I have been signally favoured of + God, whence I infer that in leaving you, I acted strictly in accordance + with his holy will. I have a conscience void of offence towards God and + towards all men, yourself not excepted. And I verily believe that I have + performed a sacred duty to God and myself, and a kindness to you, in + taking the blood of my soul peaceably off your soul. And now, dear sir, + having spoken somewhat pointedly, I would, to convince you of my perfect + good will towards you, in the most kind and respectful terms, remind you + of your coming destiny. You are now over seventy years of age, pressing + on to eternity with the weight of these seventy years upon you. Is not + this enough without the blood of some half-score of souls?</p> + +<p> You are aware that your right to property in man is now disputed by the + civilized world. You are fully aware, also, that the question, whether + the Bible sanctions slavery, has distinctly divided this nation in + sentiment. On the side of Biblical Anti-slavery, we have many of the + most learned, wise and holy men in the land. If the Bible affords no + sanction to slavery, (and I claim that it cannot,) then it must be a sin + of the deepest dye; and can you, sir, think to go to God in hope with a + sin of such magnitude upon your soul?</p> + +<p> But admitting that the question is yet doubtful, (which I do only for + the sake of argument,) still, sir, you will have the critical hazard of + this doubt pressing, in no very doubtful way, upon your declining years, + as you descend the long and tedious hill of life.</p> + +<p> Would it not seem to be exceedingly undesirable to close an eventful + probation of seventy or eighty years, and leave your reputation among + posterity suspended upon so doubtful an issue? But what, my dear sir, + is a reputation among posterity, who are but worms, compared with a + destiny in the world of spirits? And it is in light of that destiny that + I would now have you look at this subject. You and I, and all that you + claim as your slaves, are in a state of probation; our great business is + to serve God under His righteous moral government. Master and slave are + the subjects of that government, bound by its immutable requirements, + and liable to its sanctions in the next world, though enjoying its + forbearance in this. You will pardon me then for pressing this point in + earnest good faith. You should, at this stage, review your life without + political bias, or adherence to long cherished prejudices, and remember + that you are soon to meet those whom you have held, and do hold in + slavery, at the awful bar of the impartial Judge of all who doeth right. + Then what will become of your own doubtful claims? What will be done + with those doubts that agitated your mind years ago; will you answer for + threatening, swearing, and using the cowhide among your slaves?</p> + +<p> What will become of those long groans and unsatisfied complaints of your + slaves, for vexing them with insulting words, placing them in the power + of dogish and abusive overseers, or under your stripling, misguided, + hot-headed son, to drive and whip at pleasure, and for selling parts or + whole families to Georgia? They will all meet you at that bar. Uncle + James True, Charles Cooper, Aunt Jenny, and the native Africans; + Jeremiah, London, and Donmore, have already gone a-head, and only wait + your arrival—Sir, I shall meet you there. The account between us for + the first twenty years of my life, will have a definite character upon + which one or the other will be able to make out a case.</p> + +<p> Upon such a review as this, sir, you will, I am quite sure, see the need + of seriousness. I assure you that the thought of meeting you in + eternity, and before the dread tribunal of God, with a complaint in my + mouth against you, is to me of most weighty and solemn character. And + you will see that the circumstances from which this thought arises are + of equal moment to yourself. Can the pride of leaving your children + possessed of long slave states, or the policy of sustaining in the state + the institution of slavery, justify you in overlooking a point of moment + to your future happiness?</p> + +<p> What excuse could you offer at the bar of God, favoured as you have been + with the benefits of a refined education, and through a long life with + the gospel of love, should you, when arraigned there, find that you + have, all your life long, laboured under a great mistake in regard to + slavery, and that in this mistake you had died, and only lifted up your + eyes in the light of eternity to be corrected, when it was too late to + be corrected in any other way.</p> + +<p> <i>I could wish to address you</i> (being bred, born, and raised in your + family) <i>as a father in Israel, or as an elder brother in Christ, but I + cannot; mockery is a sin.</i> I can only say then, dear sir, farewell, till + I meet you at the bar of God, where Jesus, who died for us, will judge + between us. Now his blood can wash out our stain, break down the middle + wall of partition, and reconcile us not only to God but to each other, + then the word of his mouth, the sentence will set us at one. As for + myself, I am quite ready to meet you face to face at the bar of God. I + have done you no wrong; I have nothing to fear when we both fall into + the hands of the just God.</p> + +<p> I beseech you, dear sir, to look well and consider this matter soundly. + In yonder world you can have no slaves—you can be no man's master—you + can neither sell, buy, or whip, or drive. Are you then, by sustaining + the relation of a slaveholder, forming a character to dwell with God in + peace?</p> + +<p> With kind regards,</p> + +<p> I am, sir, yours respectfully,</p> + +<p> J.W.C. PENNINGTON.</p></blockquote> + + + +<hr style="width: 65%;" /> +<h2><a name="LIBERTYS_CHAMPION" id="LIBERTYS_CHAMPION" />LIBERTY'S CHAMPION.</h2> + +<h3>BY A FRIEND OF THE AUTHOR'S.</h3> + +<div style="margin-left: 20%; margin-right: 15%;"> +<div class="poem"><div class="stanza"> +<span>On the wings of the wind he comes, he comes!<br /></span> +<span class="i2">With the rolling billow's speed;<br /></span> +<span>On his breast are the signs of peace and love,<br /></span> +<span>And his soul is nerved with strength from above:<br /></span> +<span class="i4">While his eyes flash fire,<br /></span> +<span class="i4">He burns with desire<br /></span> +<span class="i2">To achieve the noble deed.<br /></span> +</div><div class="stanza"> +<span>To the shores of the free he goes, he goes!<br /></span> +<span class="i2">And smiles as he passes on;<br /></span> +<span>He hears the glad notes of Liberty's song,<br /></span> +<span>And bids the brave sons of freedom be strong.<br /></span> +<span class="i4">While his heart bounds high<br /></span> +<span class="i4">To his crown in the sky,<br /></span> +<span class="i2">He triumphs o'er conquests won.<br /></span> +</div><div class="stanza"> +<span>To the homes of the slave he flies, he flies!<br /></span> +<span class="i2">Where manacled mourners cry;<br /></span> +<span>The bursting groan of the mind's o'erflow,<br /></span> +<span>Transfixed on the dark and speaking brow:<br /></span> +<span class="i4">With a murmuring sound,<br /></span> +<span class="i4">Ascends from the ground,<br /></span> +<span class="i2">To the God that reigns on high.<br /></span> +</div><div class="stanza"> +<span>To his loved Father's throne he hastes, he hastes!<br /></span> +<span class="i2">And pours forth his soul in grief:<br /></span> +<span>Uprising he finds his strength renewed,<br /></span> +<span>And his heart with fervent love is imbued;<br /></span> +<span class="i4">While the heaving sigh,<br /></span> +<span class="i4">And the deep-toned cry,<br /></span> +<span class="i2">Appeal for instant relief.<br /></span> +</div><div class="stanza"> +<span>To the hard oppressor he cries, he cries,<br /></span> +<span class="i2">And points to the bleeding slave;<br /></span> +<span>He tells of the rights of the human soul,<br /></span> +<span>And his eyes with full indignation roll:<br /></span> +<span class="i4">While his heart is moved,<br /></span> +<span class="i4">And the truth is proved,<br /></span> +<span class="i2">He seeks the captive to save.<br /></span> +</div><div class="stanza"> +<span>Again to the foeman he speaks, he speaks,<br /></span> +<span class="i2">But utters his cry in vain;<br /></span> +<span>He breathes no curse, no vengeance seeks,—<br /></span> +<span>For the broken hearts or the anguished shrieks,<br /></span> +<span class="i4">For the mother's pains,<br /></span> +<span class="i4">Or the father's gains,—<br /></span> +<span class="i2">Upon the oppressor's name.<br /></span> +</div><div class="stanza"> +<span>To nations of freemen once more he comes,<br /></span> +<span class="i2">To raise Liberty's banner high;<br /></span> +<span>He tells of the wrongs of the bonded slave,<br /></span> +<span>And cries aloud, 'mid throngs of the brave,<br /></span> +<span class="i4">"O freemen, arise!<br /></span> +<span class="i4">Be faithful and wise,<br /></span> +<span class="i2">And answer the mourner's cry.<br /></span> +</div><div class="stanza"> +<span>In melting strains of love he calls, he calls,<br /></span> +<span class="i2">To the great and good from afar;<br /></span> +<span>Till sympathy wakes to the truthful tale,<br /></span> +<span>And the prayer of the faith, which cannot fail,<br /></span> +<span class="i4">Ascends to heaven,<br /></span> +<span class="i4">And grace is given,<br /></span> +<span class="i2">To nerve for the bloodless war.<br /></span> +</div><div class="stanza"> +<span>The truth with a magic power prevails:<br /></span> +<span class="i2">All hearts are moved to the strife;<br /></span> +<span>In a holy phalanx, and with deathless aim,<br /></span> +<span class="i2">They seek a peaceful triumph to gain<br /></span> +<span class="i4">O'er the tyrant's sway,<br /></span> +<span class="i4">In his onward way,<br /></span> +<span class="i2">To raise the fallen to life.<br /></span> +</div><div class="stanza"> +<span>At the mighty voice of the glorious free<br /></span> +<span class="i2">The chain of the oppressor breaks;<br /></span> +<span>The slave from his bondage springs forth to love,<br /></span> +<span>And, standing erect, his eye fixed above,<br /></span> +<span class="i4">He honours his race,<br /></span> +<span class="i4">And in the world's face,<br /></span> +<span class="i2">The language of liberty speaks.<br /></span> +</div><div class="stanza"> +<span>The oppressor no longer owns a right,<br /></span> +<span class="i2">Or property claims in the slave,<br /></span> +<span>But the world, in the glory of freedom's light,<br /></span> +<span>Beams out from the darkness of wide-spread night;<br /></span> +<span class="i4">Throughout its length,<br /></span> +<span class="i4">In greatness and strength,<br /></span> +<span class="i2">The honour of the free and brave.<br /></span> +</div></div></div> + +<hr style='width: 45%;' /> +<div style="margin-left: 25%; margin-right: 25%;"> +<p>Printed for CHARLES GILPIN, 5, Bishopgate Street Without.</p> + +<p><b>The Fugitive Blacksmith</b>, or Events in the History of JAMES W.C. +PENNINGTON, Pastor of a Presbyterian Church, New York. Foolscap 8vo., +sewed, price 1s.</p> + +<p>"This entrancing narrative * * * We trust that thousands of our readers +will procure the volume, which is published by Mr. Gilpin at a mere +trifle—much too cheap to accomplish the purpose for which, in part or +mainly, it has been published—the raising a fund to remove the pecuniary +burdens which press on the author's flock. NOTHING SHORT OF THE SALE OF +FIFTY THOUSAND OR SIXTY THOUSAND COPIES could be at all availing for this +object. * * * We very cordially recommend him and his narrative to the +kind consideration of our readers. Let them load him with English +hospitality, fill his purse, and send him back as fast as possible to the +land of his early bondage, of his matured freedom, and to the people to +whose character and capabilities he does so much honour."—<i>Christian +Witness</i>, October, 1849.</p> + +<p>"The principal portion of the 'Tract,' as Mr. Pennington modestly styles +his book, consists of an autobiography of his early life as a slave, and +of his escape from bondage, and final settlement in New York as a +Presbyterian Minister. His adventures and hair-breadth escapes invest the +narrative with startling interest, and excite the deepest sympathies of +the reader."—<i>Nonconformist</i>, September, 26th, 1849.</p> + +<p>"Believing that by the purchase of this little book our readers will +confer a benefit on the writer, at the same time that they become +possessed of a narrative of deep interest, we give it our most cordial +recommendation."—<i>Teetotal Times</i>, October, 1849.</p> +</div> + +<hr style='width: 45%;' /> + +<p>London: CHARLES GILPIN, 5, Bishopsgate Street Without.</p> + +<hr style='width: 75%;' /> + + + + + + + +<pre> + + + + + +End of Project Gutenberg's The Fugitive Blacksmith, by James W. C. 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You may copy it, give it away or +re-use it under the terms of the Project Gutenberg License included +with this eBook or online at www.gutenberg.org + + +Title: The Fugitive Blacksmith + or, Events in the History of James W. C. Pennington + +Author: James W. C. Pennington + +Release Date: February 21, 2005 [EBook #15130] + +Language: English + +Character set encoding: ASCII + +*** START OF THIS PROJECT GUTENBERG EBOOK THE FUGITIVE BLACKSMITH *** + + + + +Produced by Suzanne Shell, Melissa Er-Raqabi and the Online +Distributed Proofreading Team at https://www.pgdp.net. + + + + + + +THE +FUGITIVE BLACKSMITH; +OR, +EVENTS IN THE HISTORY +OF +JAMES W.C. PENNINGTON, +PASTOR OF A PRESBYTERIAN CHURCH, NEW YORK, +FORMERLY A SLAVE IN THE STATE OF MARYLAND, UNITED STATES. + + "Let mine outcasts dwell with thee, Moab; be thou a covert + to them from the face of the spoiler."--ISAIAH xvi. 4. + +Second Edition. + +LONDON: +CHARLES GILPIN, 5, BISHOPSGATE WITHOUT. + +1849 + +[_Transcriber's Note: This project was transcribed from a contemporary +printing of the work, not from the 1849 edition. Certain spellings may +have been modernized and typographic and printer's errors changed from the +original._] + + + + + MR. CHARLES GILPIN, + + MY DEAR SIR, + + The information just communicated to me by you, that another edition of + my little book, "The Fugitive Blacksmith," is called for, has agreeably + surprised me. The British public has laid me under renewed obligations + by this mark of liberality, which I hasten to acknowledge. I would avail + myself of this moment also, to acknowledge the kindness of the gentlemen + of the newspaper press for the many favourable reviews which my little + book has received. It is to them I am indebted, in no small degree, for + the success with which I have been favoured in getting the book before + the notice of the public. + + Yours truly, + + J.W.C. PENNINGTON. + + _Hoxton, Oct. 15th, 1849._ + + + + +PREFACE. + + +The brief narrative I here introduce to the public, consists of outline +notes originally thrown together to guide my memory when lecturing on this +part of the subject of slavery. This will account for its style, and will +also show that the work is not full. + +The question may be asked, Why I have published anything so long after my +escape from slavery? I answer I have been induced to do so on account of +the increasing disposition to overlook the fact, that THE SIN of slavery +lies in the chattel principle, or relation. Especially have I felt anxious +to save professing Christians, and my brethren in the ministry, from +falling into a great mistake. My feelings are always outraged when I hear +them speak of "kind masters,"--"Christian masters,"--"the mildest form of +slavery,"--"well fed and clothed slaves," as extenuations of slavery; I am +satisfied they either mean to pervert the truth, or they do not know what +they say. The being of slavery, its soul and body, lives and moves in the +chattel principle, the property principle, the bill of sale principle; the +cart-whip, starvation, and nakedness, are its inevitable consequences to +a greater or less extent, warring with the dispositions of men. + +There lies a skein of silk upon a lady's work-table. How smooth and +handsome are the threads. But while that lady goes out to make a call, a +party of children enter the apartment, and in amusing themselves, tangle +the skein of silk, and now who can untangle it? The relation between +master and slave is even as delicate as a skein of silk: it is liable to +be entangled at any moment. + +The mildest form of slavery, if there be such a form, looking at the +chattel principle as the definition of slavery, is comparatively the worst +form. For it not only keeps the slave in the most unpleasant apprehension, +like a prisoner in chains awaiting his trial; but it actually, in a great +majority of cases, where kind masters do exist, trains him under the most +favourable circumstances the system admits of, and then plunges him into +the worst of which it is capable. + +It is under the mildest form of slavery, as it exists in Maryland, +Virginia, and Kentucky, that the finest specimens of coloured females are +reared. There are no mothers who rear, and educate in the natural graces, +finer daughters than the Ethiopian women, who have the least chance to +give scope to their maternal affections. But what is generally the fate of +such female slaves? When they are not raised for the express purpose of +supplying the market of a class of economical Louisian and Mississippi +gentlemen, who do not wish to incur the expense of rearing legitimate +families, they are, nevertheless, on account of their attractions, exposed +to the most shameful degradation, by the young masters in the families +where it is claimed they are so well off. My master once owned a beautiful +girl about twenty-four. She had been raised in a family where her mother +was a great favourite. She was her mother's darling child. Her master was +a lawyer of eminent abilities and great fame, but owing to habits of +intemperance, he failed in business, and my master purchased this girl for +a nurse. After he had owned her about a year, one of his sons became +attached to her, for no honourable purposes; a fact which was not only +well-known among all of the slaves, but which became a source of +unhappiness to his mother and sisters. + +The result was, that poor Rachel had to be sold to "Georgia." Never shall +I forget the heart-rending scene, when one day one of the men was ordered +to get "the one-horse cart ready to go into town;" Rachel, with her few +articles of clothing, was placed in it, and taken into the very town where +her parents lived, and there sold to the traders before their weeping +eyes. That same son who had degraded her, and who was the cause of her +being sold, acted as salesman, and bill of saleman. While this cruel +business was being transacted, my master stood aside, and the girl's +father, a pious member and exhorter in the Methodist Church, a venerable +grey-headed man, with his hat off, besought that he might be allowed to +get some one in the place to purchase his child. But no; my master was +invincible. His reply was, "She has offended in my family, and I can only +restore confidence by sending her out of hearing." After lying in prison a +short time, her new owner took her with others to the far South, where her +parents heard no more of her. + +Here was a girl born and reared under the mildest form of slavery. Her +original master was reputed to be even indulgent. He lived in a town, and +was a high-bred gentleman, and a lawyer. He had but a few slaves, and had +no occasion for an overseer, those negro leeches, to watch and drive them; +but when he became embarrassed by his own folly, the chattel principle +doomed this girl to be sold at the same sale with his books, house, and +horses. With my master she found herself under far more stringent +discipline than she had been accustomed to, and finally degraded, and sold +where her condition could not be worse, and where she had not the least +hope of ever bettering it. + +This case presents the legitimate working of the great chattel principle. +It is no accidental result--it is the fruit of the tree. You cannot +constitute slavery without the chattel principle--and with the chattel +principle you cannot save it from these results. Talk not then about kind +and christian masters. They are not masters of the system. The system is +master of them; and the slaves are their vassals. + +These storms rise on the bosom of the calmed waters of the system. You are +a slave, a being in whom another owns property. Then you may rise with his +pride, but remember the day is at hand when you must also fall with his +folly. To-day you may be pampered by his meekness; but to-morrow you will +suffer in the storm of his passions. + +In the month of September, 1848, there appeared in my study, one morning, +in New York City, an aged coloured man of tall and slender form. I saw +depicted on his countenance anxiety bordering on despair, still I was +confident that he was a man whose mind was accustomed to faith. When I +learned that he was a native of my own state, Maryland, having been born +in the county of Montgomery, I at once became much interested in him. He +had been sent to me by my friend, William Harned, Esq., of the +Anti-Slavery Office, 61, John Street. He put into my hand the following +bill of distress:-- + + "Alexander, Virginia, _September 5th, 1848._ + + "The bearer, Paul Edmondson, is the father of two girls, Mary Jane and + Emily Catherine Edmondson. These girls have been purchased by us, and + once sent to the South; and upon the positive assurance that the money + for them would be raised if they were brought back, they were returned. + Nothing, it appears, has as yet been done in this respect by those who + promised, and we are on the very eve of sending them south a second + time; and we are candid in saying, that if they go again, we will not + regard any promises made in relation to them. + + "The father wishes to raise money to pay for them, and intends to appeal + to the liberality of the humane and the good to aid him, and has + requested us to state in writing the _conditions upon which we will + sell his daughters_. + + "We expect to start our servants to the South in a few days; if the sum + of twelve hundred dollars be raised and paid us in fifteen days, or we + be assured of that sum, then we will retain them for twenty-five days + more, to give an opportunity for raising the other thousand and fifty + dollars, otherwise we shall be compelled to send them along with our + other servants. + + (Signed) "BRUIN AND HILL." + +The old man also showed me letters from other individuals, and one from +the Rev. Matthew A. Turner, pastor of Asbury Chapel, where himself and his +daughters were members. He was himself free, but his wife was a slave. +Those two daughters were two out of fifteen children he had raised for the +owner of his wife. These two girls had been sold, along with four +brothers, to the traders, for an attempt to escape to the North, and gain +their freedom. + +On the next Sabbath evening, I threw the case before my people, and the +first fifty dollars of the sum was raised to restore the old man his +daughters. Subsequently the case was taken up under the management of a +committee of ministers of the Methodist Episcopal Church, consisting of +the Rev. Gr. Peck, D.D., Rev. E.E. Griswold, and Rev. D. Curry, and the +entire sum of 2,250 dollars, (L450.) was raised for two girls, fourteen +and sixteen years of age! + +But why this enormous sum for two mere children? Ah, reader, they were +reared under the mildest form of slavery known to the laws of Maryland! +The mother is an invalid, and allowed to live with her free husband; but +she is a woman of excellent mind, and has bestowed great pains upon her +daughters. If you would know, then, why these girls were held at such a +price, even to their own father, read the following extract of a letter +from one who was actively engaged in behalf of them, and who had several +interviews with the traders to induce them to reduce the price, but +without success. Writing from Washington, D.C., September 12th, 1848, this +gentleman says to William Harned, "The truth is, _and is confessed to be, +that their destination is prostitution_; of this you would be satisfied on +seeing them: they are of elegant form, and fine faces." + +And such, dear reader, is the sad fate of hundreds of my young +countrywomen, natives of my native state. Such is the fate of many who are +not only reared under the mildest form of slavery, but of those who have +been made acquainted with the milder system of the Prince of Peace. + +When Christians, and Christian ministers, then, talk about the "mildest +form of slavery,"--"Christian masters," &c., I say my feelings are +outraged. It is a great mistake to offer these as an extenuation of the +system. It is calculated to mislead the public mind. The opinion seems to +prevail, that the negro, after having toiled as a slave for centuries to +enrich his white brother, to lay the foundation of his proud institutions, +after having been sunk as low as slavery can sink him, needs now only a +second-rate civilization, a lower standard of civil and religious +privileges than the whites claim for themselves. + +During the last year or two, we have heard of nothing but revolutions, and +the enlargements of the eras of freedom, on both sides of the Atlantic. +Our white brethren everywhere are reaching out their hands to grasp more +freedom. In the place of absolute monarchies they have limited monarchies, +and in the place of limited monarchies they have republics: so tenacious +are they of their own liberties. + +But when we speak of slavery, and complain of the wrong it is doing us, +and ask to have the yoke removed, we are told, "O, you must not be +impatient, you must not create undue excitement. You are not so badly off, +for many of your masters are kind Christian masters." Yes, sirs, many of +our masters are professed Christians; and what advantage is that to us? +The grey heads of our fathers are brought down by scores to the grave in +sorrow, on account of their young and tender sons, who are sold to the far +South, where they have to toil without requite to supply the world's +market with _cotton, sugar, rice, tobacco, &c_. Our venerable mothers are +borne down with poignant grief at the fate of their children. Our sisters, +if not by the law, are by common consent made the prey of vile men, who +can bid the highest. + +In all the bright achievements we have obtained in the great work of +emancipation, if we have not settled the fact that the chattel principle +is wrong, and cannot be maintained upon Christian ground, then we have +wrought and triumphed to little purpose, and we shall have to do our first +work over again. + +It is this that has done all the mischief connected with slavery; it is +this that threatens still further mischief. Whatever may be the ill or +favoured condition of the slave in the matter of mere personal treatment, +it is the chattel relation that robs him of his manhood, and transfers his +ownership in himself to another. It is this that transfers the +proprietorship of his wife and children to another. It is this that throws +his family history into utter confusion, and leaves him without a single +record to which he may appeal in vindication of his character, or honour. +And has a man no sense of honour because he was born a slave? Has he no +need of character? + +Suppose insult, reproach, or slander, should render it necessary for him +to appeal to the history of his family in vindication of his character, +where will he find that history? He goes to his native state, to his +native county, to his native town; but no where does he find any record of +himself _as a man_. On looking at the family record of his old, kind, +Christian, master, there he finds his name on a catalogue with the horses, +cows, hogs and dogs. However humiliating and degrading it may be to his +feelings to find his name written down among the beasts of the field, +_that_ is just the place, and the _only_ place assigned to it by the +chattel relation. I beg our Anglo-Saxon brethren to accustom themselves to +think that we need something more than mere kindness. We ask for justice, +truth and honour as other men do. + +My coloured brethren are now widely awake to the degradation which they +suffer in having property vested in their persons, and they are also +conscious of the deep and corrupting disgrace of having our wives and +children owned by other men--men, who have shown to the world that their +own virtue is not infallible, and who have given us no flattering +encouragement to entrust that of our wives and daughters to them. + +I have great pleasure in stating that my dear friend W.W., spoken of in +this narrative, to whom I am so deeply indebted, is still living. I have +been twice to see him within four years, and have regular correspondence +with him. In one of the last letters I had from him, he authorises me to +use his name in connection with this narrative in these words,--"As for +using my name, by reference or otherwise, in thy narrative, it is at thy +service. I know thee so well James, that I am not afraid of thy making a +bad use of it, nor am I afraid or ashamed to have it known that I took +thee in and gave thee aid, when I found thee travelling alone and in +want.--W.W." + +On the second page of the same sheet I have a few lines from his excellent +lady, in which she says, "James, I hope thee will not attribute my long +silence in writing to indifference. No such feeling can ever exist towards +thee in our family. Thy name is mentioned almost every day. Each of the +children claims the next letter from thee. It will be for thee to decide +which shall have it.--P.W." + +In a postscript following this, W.W. says again:--"Understand me, James, +that thee is at full liberty to use my name in any way thee wishes in thy +narrative. We have a man here from the eastern shore of thy state. He is +trying to learn as fast as thee did when here.--W.W." + +I hope the reader will pardon me for introducing these extracts. My only +apology is, the high gratification I feel in knowing that this family has +not only been greatly prospered in health and happiness, but that I am +upon the most intimate and pleasant terms with all its members, and that +they all still feel a deep and cordial interest in my welfare. + +There is another distinguished individual whose sympathy has proved very +gratifying to me in my situation--I mean that true friend of the negro, +_Gerrit Smith, Esq._ I was well acquainted with the family in which Mr. +Smith married in Maryland. My attention has been fixed upon him for the +last ten years, for I have felt confident that God had set him apart for +some great good to the negro. In a letter dated Peterborough, November +7th, 1848, he says:-- + + "J.W.C. PENNINGTON, + + "Slight as is my _personal_ acquaintance with you, I nevertheless am + well acquainted with you. I am familiar with many passages in your + history--all that part of your history extending from the time when, a + sturdy blacksmith, you were running away from Maryland oppression, down + to the present, when you are the successor of my lamented friend, + Theodore S. Wright. Let me add that my acquaintance with you has + inspired me with a high regard for your wisdom and integrity." + + Give us a few more such men in America, and slavery will soon be + numbered among the things that were. A few men who will not only have + the moral courage to aim the severing blow at the chattel relation + between master and slave, without parley, palliation or compromise; but + who have also the christian fidelity to brave public scorn and + contumely, to seize a coloured man by the hand, and elevate him to the + position from whence the avarice and oppression of the whites have + degraded him. These men have the right view of the subject. They see + that in every case where the relation between master and slave is + broken, slavery is weakened, and that every coloured man elevated, + becomes a step in the ladder upon which his whole people are to ascend. + They would not have us accept of some modified form of liberty, while + the old mischief working chattel relation remains unbroken, untouched + and unabrogated. + + J.W.C. PENNINGTON. + + _13, Princes Square, London, August 15th_, 1849. + + + + +CONTENTS. + + CHAPTER I. + + My birth and parentage--The treatment of Slaves generally in Maryland 1 + + CHAPTER II. + + The flight 14 + + CHAPTER III. + + A dreary night in the woods--Critical situation the next day 31 + + CHAPTER IV. + + The good woman of the toll-gate directs me to W.W.--My cordial reception + by him 40 + + CHAPTER V. + + Seven months' residence in the family of J.K., a member of the Society + of Friends in Chester County, Pennsylvania--Removal to New York--Becomes + a convert to religion--Becomes a teacher 49 + + CHAPTER VI. + + Some account of the family I left in slavery--Proposal to purchase + myself and parents--How met by my old master 58 + + CHAPTER VII. + + The feeding, clothing, and religious instruction of the slaves in the + part of Maryland where I lived 65 + + APPENDIX 74 + + + + +THE FUGITIVE BLACKSMITH. + + + + +CHAPTER I. + +MY BIRTH AND PARENTAGE.--THE TREATMENT OF SLAVES GENERALLY IN MARYLAND. + + +I was born in the state of Maryland, which is one of the smallest and most +northern of the slave-holding states; the products of this state are +wheat, rye, Indian corn, tobacco, with some hemp, flax, &c. By looking at +the map, it will be seen that Maryland, like Virginia her neighbour, is +divided by the Chesapeake Bay into eastern and western shores. My +birthplace was on the eastern shore, where there are seven or eight small +counties; the farms are small, and tobacco is mostly raised. + +At an early period in the history of Maryland, her lands began to be +exhausted by the bad cultivation peculiar to slave states; and hence she +soon commenced the business of breeding slaves for the more southern +states. This has given an enormity to slavery, in Maryland, differing from +that which attaches to the system in Louisiana, and equalled by none of +the kind, except Virginia and Kentucky, and not by either of these in +extent. + +My parents did not both belong to the same owner: my father belonged to a +man named ----; my mother belonged to a man named ----. This not only made +me a slave, but made me the slave of him to whom my mother belonged; as +the primary law of slavery is, that the child shall follow the condition +of the mother. + +When I was about four years of age, my mother, an older brother and +myself, were given to a son of my master, who had studied for the medical +profession, but who had now married wealthy, and was about to settle as a +wheat planter in Washington County, on the western shore. This began the +first of our family troubles that I knew anything about, as it occasioned +a separation between my mother and the only two children she then had, and +my father, to a distance of about two hundred miles. But this separation +did not continue long; my father being a valuable slave, my master was +glad to purchase him. + +About this time, I began to feel another evil of slavery--I mean the want +of parental care and attention. My parents were not able to give any +attention to their children during the day. I often suffered much from +_hunger_ and other similar causes. To estimate the sad state of a slave +child, you must look at it as a helpless human being thrown upon the world +without the benefit of its natural guardians. It is thrown into the world +without a social circle to flee to for hope, shelter, comfort, or +instruction. The social circle, with all its heaven-ordained blessings, is +of the utmost importance to the _tender child_; but of this, the slave +child, however tender and delicate, is robbed. + +There is another source of evil to slave children, which I cannot forbear +to mention here, as one which early embittered my life,--I mean the +tyranny of the master's children. My master had two sons, about the ages +and sizes of my older brother and myself. We were not only required to +recognise these young sirs as our young masters, but _they_ felt +themselves to be such; and, in consequence of this feeling, they sought to +treat us with the same air of authority that their father did the older +slaves. + +Another evil of slavery that I felt severely about this time, was the +tyranny and abuse of the overseers. These men seem to look with an evil +eye upon children. I was once visiting a menagerie, and being struck with +the fact, that the lion was comparatively indifferent to every one around +his cage, while he eyed with peculiar keenness a little boy I had; the +keeper informed me that such was always the case. Such is true of those +human beings in the slave states, called overseers. They seem to take +pleasure in torturing the children of slaves, long before they are large +enough to be put at the hoe, and consequently under the whip. + +We had an overseer, named Blackstone; he was an extremely cruel man to the +working hands. He always carried a long hickory whip, a kind of pole. He +kept three or four of these in order, that he might not at any time be +without one. + +I once found one of these hickories lying in the yard, and supposing that +he had thrown it away, I picked it up, and boy-like, was using it for a +horse; he came along from the field, and seeing me with it, fell upon me +with the one he then had in his hand, and flogged me most cruelly. From +that, I lived in constant dread of that man; and he would show how much he +delighted in cruelty by chasing me from my play with threats and +imprecations. I have lain for hours in a wood, or behind a fence, to hide +from his eye. + +At this time my days were extremely dreary. When I was nine years of age, +myself and my brother were hired out from home; my brother was placed with +a pump-maker, and I was placed with a stonemason. We were both in a town +some six miles from home. As the men with whom we lived were not +slaveholders, we enjoyed some relief from the peculiar evils of slavery. +Each of us lived in a family where there was no other negro. + +The slaveholders in that state often hire the children of their slaves out +to non-slaveholders, not only because they save themselves the expense of +taking care of them, but in this way they get among their slaves useful +trades. They put a bright slave-boy with a tradesman, until he gets such a +knowledge of the trade as to be able to do his own work, and then he takes +him home. I remained with the stonemason until I was eleven years of age: +at this time I was taken home. This was another serious period in my +childhood; I was separated from my older brother, to whom I was much +attached; he continued at his place, and not only learned the trade to +great perfection, but finally became the property of the man with whom he +lived, so that our separation was permanent, as we never lived nearer +after, than six miles. My master owned an excellent blacksmith, who had +obtained his trade in the way I have mentioned above. When I returned home +at the age of eleven, I was set about assisting to do the mason-work of a +new smith's shop. This being done, I was placed at the business, which I +soon learned, so as to be called a "first-rate blacksmith." I continued to +work at this business for nine years, or until I was twenty-one, with the +exception of the last seven months. + +In the spring of 1828, my master sold me to a Methodist man, named ----, +for the sum of seven hundred dollars. It soon proved that he had not work +enough to keep me employed as a smith, and he offered me for sale again. +On hearing of this, my old master re-purchased me, and proposed to me to +undertake the carpentering business. I had been working at this trade six +months with a white workman, who was building a large barn when I left. I +will now relate the abuses which occasioned me to fly. + +Three or four of our farm hands had their wives and families on other +plantations. In such cases, it is the custom in Maryland to allow the men +to go on Saturday evening to see their families, stay over the Sabbath, +and return on Monday morning, not later than "half-an-hour by sun." To +overstay their time is a grave fault, for which, especially at busy +seasons, they are punished. + +One Monday morning, two of these men had not been so fortunate as to get +home at the required time: one of them was an uncle of mine. Besides +these, two young men who had no families, and for whom no such provision +of time was made, having gone somewhere to spend the Sabbath, were absent. +My master was greatly irritated, and had resolved to have, as he said, "a +general whipping-match among them." + +Preparatory to this, he had a rope in his pocket, and a cowhide in his +hand, walking about the premises, and speaking to every one he met in a +very insolent manner, and finding fault with some without just cause. My +father, among other numerous and responsible duties, discharged that of +shepherd to a large and valuable flock of Merino sheep. This morning he +was engaged in the tenderest of a shepherd's duties;--a little lamb, not +able to go alone, lost its mother; he was feeding it by hand. He had been +keeping it in the house for several days. As he stooped over it in the +yard, with a vessel of new milk he had obtained, with which to feed it, my +master came along, and without the least provocation, began by asking, +"Bazil, have you fed the flock?" + +"Yes, sir." + +"Were you away yesterday?" + +"No, sir." + +"Do you know why these boys have not got home this morning yet?" + +"No, sir, I have not seen any of them since Saturday night." + +"By the Eternal, I'll make them know their hour. The fact is, I have too +many of you; my people are getting to be the most careless, lazy, and +worthless in the country." + +"Master," said my father, "I am always at my post; Monday morning never +finds me off the plantation." + +"Hush, Bazil! I shall have to sell some of you; and then the rest will +have enough to do; I have not work enough to keep you all tightly +employed; I have too many of you." + +All this was said in an angry, threatening, and exceedingly insulting +tone. My father was a high-spirited man, and feeling deeply the insult, +replied to the last expression,--"If I am one too many, sir, give me a +chance to get a purchaser, and I am willing to be sold when it may suit +you." + +"Bazil, I told you to hush!" and suiting the action to the word, he drew +forth the "cowhide" from under his arm, fell upon him with most savage +cruelty, and inflicted fifteen or twenty severe stripes with all his +strength, over his shoulders and the small of his back. As he raised +himself upon his toes, and gave the last stripe, he said, "By the * * * I +will make you know that I am master of your tongue as well as of your +time!" + +Being a tradesman, and just at that time getting my breakfast, I was near +enough to hear the insolent words that were spoken to my father, and to +hear, see, and even count the savage stripes inflicted upon him. + +Let me ask any one of Anglo-Saxon blood and spirit, how would you expect a +_son_ to feel at such a sight? + +This act created an open rupture with our family--each member felt the +deep insult that had been inflicted upon our head; the spirit of the whole +family was roused; we talked of it in our nightly gatherings, and showed +it in our daily melancholy aspect. The oppressor saw this, and with the +heartlessness that was in perfect keeping with the first insult, commenced +a series of tauntings, threatenings, and insinuations, with a view to +crush the spirit of the whole family. + +Although it was sometime after this event before I took the decisive step, +yet in my mind and spirit, I never was a _Slave_ after it. + +Whenever I thought of the great contrast between my father's employment on +that memorable Monday morning, (feeding the little lamb,) and the +barbarous conduct of my master, I could not help cordially despising the +proud abuser of my sire; and I believe he discovered it, for he seemed to +have diligently sought an occasion against me. Many incidents occurred to +convince me of this, too tedious to mention; but there is one I will +mention, because it will serve to show the state of feeling that existed +between us, and how it served to widen the already open breach. + +I was one day shoeing a horse in the shop yard. I had been stooping for +some time under the weight of the horse, which was large, and was very +tired; meanwhile, my master had taken his position on a little hill just +in front of me, and stood leaning back on his cane, with his hat drawn +ever his eyes. I put down the horse's foot, and straightened myself up to +rest a moment, and without knowing that he was there, my eye caught his. +This threw him into a panic of rage; he would have it that I was watching +him. "What are you rolling your white eyes at me for, you lazy rascal?" He +came down upon me with his cane, and laid on over my shoulders, arms, and +legs, about a dozen severe blows, so that my limbs and flesh were sore for +several weeks; and then after several other offensive epithets, left me. + +This affair my mother saw from her cottage, which was near; I being one of +the oldest sons of my parents, our family was now mortified to the lowest +degree. I had always aimed to be trustworthy; and feeling a high degree of +mechanical pride, I had aimed to do my work with dispatch and skill, my +blacksmith's pride and taste was one thing that had reconciled me so long +to remain a slave. I sought to distinguish myself in the finer branches of +the business by invention and finish; I frequently tried my hand at making +guns and pistols, putting blades in penknives, making fancy hammers, +hatchets, sword-canes, &c., &c. Besides I used to assist my father at +night in making straw-hats and willow-baskets, by which means we supplied +our family with little articles of food, clothing and luxury, which slaves +in the mildest form of the system never get from the master; but after +this, I found that my mechanic's pleasure and pride were gone. I thought +of nothing but the family disgrace under which we were smarting, and how +to get out of it. + +Perhaps I may as well extend this note a little. The reader will observe +that I have not said much about my master's cruel treatment; I have aimed +rather to shew the cruelties incident to the system. I have no disposition +to attempt to convict him of having been one of the most cruel +masters--that would not be true--his prevailing temper was kind, but he +was a perpetualist. He was opposed to emancipation; thought free negroes a +great nuisance, and was, as respects discipline, a thorough slaveholder. +He would not tolerate a look or a word from a slave like insubordination. +He would suppress it at once, and at any risk. When he thought it +necessary to secure unqualified obedience, he would strike a slave with +any weapon, flog him on the bare back, and sell. And this was the kind of +discipline he also empowered his overseers and sons to use. + +I have seen children go from our plantations to join the chained-gang on +its way from Washington to Louisiana; and I have seen men and women +flogged--I have seen the overseers strike a man with a hay-fork--nay more, +men have been maimed by shooting! Some dispute arose one morning between +the overseer and one of the farm hands, when the former made at the slave +with a hickory club; the slave taking to his heels, started for the woods; +as he was crossing the yard, the overseer turned, snatched his gun which +was near, and fired at the flying slave, lodging several shots in the +calf of one leg. The poor fellow continued his flight, and got into the +woods; but he was in so much pain that he was compelled to come out in the +evening, and give himself up to his master, thinking he would not allow +him to be punished as he had been shot. He was locked up that night; the +next morning the overseer was allowed to tie him up and flog him; his +master then took his instruments and picked the shot out of his leg, and +told him, it served him just right. + +My master had a deeply pious and exemplary slave, an elderly man, who one +day had a misunderstanding with the overseer, when the latter attempted to +flog him. He fled to the woods; it was noon; at evening he came home +orderly. The next morning, my master, taking one of his sons with him, a +rope and cowhide in his hand, led the poor old man away into the stable; +tied him up, and ordered the son to lay on thirty-nine lashes, which he +did, making the keen end of the cowhide lap around and strike him in the +tenderest part of his side, till the blood sped out, as if a lance had +been used. + +While my master's son was thus engaged, the sufferer's little daughter, a +child six years of age, stood at the door, weeping in agony for the fate +of her father. I heard the old man articulating in a low tone of voice; I +listened at the intervals between the stripes, and lo! he was praying! + +When the last lash was laid on, he was let down; and leaving him to put on +his clothes, they passed out of the door, and drove the man's weeping +child away! I was mending a hinge to one of the barn doors; I saw and +heard what I have stated. Six months after, this same man's eldest +daughter, a girl fifteen years old, was sold to slave-traders, where he +never saw her more. + +This poor slave and his wife were both Methodists, so was the wife of the +young master who flogged him. My old master was an Episcopalian. + +These are only a few of the instances which came under my own notice +during my childhood and youth on our plantations; as to those which +occurred on other plantations in the neighbourhood, I could state any +number. + +I have stated that my master was watching the movements of our family very +closely. Sometime after the difficulties began, we found that he also had +a confidential slave assisting him in the business. This wretched fellow, +who was nearly white, and of Irish descent, informed our master of the +movements of each member of the family by day and by night, and on +Sundays. This stirred the spirit of my mother, who spoke to our +fellow-slave, and told him he ought to be ashamed to be engaged in such +low business. + +Master hearing of this, called my father, mother, and myself before him, +and accused us of an attempt to resist and intimidate his "confidential +servant." Finding that only my mother had spoken to him, he swore that if +she ever spoke another word to him, he would flog her. + +I knew my mother's spirit and my master's temper as well. Our social state +was now perfectly intolerable. We were on the eve of a general fracas. +This last scene occurred on Tuesday; and on Saturday evening following, +without counsel or advice from any one, I determined to fly. + + + + +CHAPTER II. + +THE FLIGHT. + + +It was the Sabbath: the holy day which God in his infinite wisdom gave for +the rest of both man and beast. In the state of Maryland, the slaves +generally have the Sabbath, except in those districts where the evil weed, +tobacco, is cultivated; and then, when it is the season for setting the +plant, they are liable to be robbed of this only rest. + +It was in the month of November, somewhat past the middle of the month. It +was a bright day, and all was quiet. Most of the slaves were resting about +their quarters; others had leave to visit their friends on other +plantations, and were absent. The evening previous I had arranged my +little bundle of clothing, and had secreted it at some distance from the +house. I had spent most of the forenoon in my workshop, engaged in deep +and solemn thought. + +It is impossible for me now to recollect all the perplexing thoughts that +passed through my mind during that forenoon; it was a day of heartaching +to me. But I distinctly remember the two great difficulties that stood in +the way of my flight: I had a father and mother whom I dearly loved,--I +had also six sisters and four brothers on the plantation. The question +was, shall I hide my purpose from them? moreover, how will my flight +affect them when I am gone? Will they not be suspected? Will not the whole +family be sold off as a disaffected family, as is generally the case when +one of its members flies? But a still more trying question was, how can I +expect to succeed, I have no knowledge of distance or direction. I know +that Pennsylvania is a free state, but I know not where its soil begins, +or where that of Maryland ends? Indeed, at this time there was no safety +in Pennsylvania, New Jersey, or New York, for a fugitive, except in +lurking-places, or under the care of judicious friends, who could be +entrusted not only with liberty, but also with life itself. + +With such difficulties before my mind, the day had rapidly worn away; and +it was just past noon. One of my perplexing questions I had settled--I had +resolved to let no one into my secret; but the other difficulty was now to +be met. It was to be met without the least knowledge of its magnitude, +except by imagination. Yet of one thing there could be no mistake, that +the consequences of a failure would be most serious. Within my +recollection no one had attempted to escape from my master; but I had many +cases in my mind's eye, of slaves of other planters who had failed, and +who had been made examples of the most cruel treatment, by flogging and +selling to the far South, where they were never to see their friends more. +I was not without serious apprehension that such would be my fate. The +bare possibility was impressively solemn; but the hour was now come, and +the man must act and be free, or remain a slave for ever. How the +impression came to be upon my mind I cannot tell; but there was a strange +and horrifying belief, that if I did not meet the crisis that day, I +should be self-doomed--that my ear would be nailed to the door-post for +ever. The emotions of that moment I cannot fully depict. Hope, fear, +dread, terror, love, sorrow, and deep melancholy were mingled in my mind +together; my mental state was one of most painful distraction. When I +looked at my numerous family--a beloved father and mother, eleven brothers +and sisters, &c.; but when I looked at slavery as such; when I looked at +it in its mildest form, with all its annoyances; and above all, when I +remembered that one of the chief annoyances of slavery, in the most mild +form, is the liability of being at any moment sold into the worst form; it +seemed that no consideration, not even that of life itself, could tempt me +to give up the thought of flight. And then when I considered the +difficulties of the way--the reward that would be offered--the human +blood-hounds that would be set upon my track--the weariness--the +hunger--the gloomy thought, of not only losing all one's friends in one +day, but of having to seek and to make new friends in a strange world. +But, as I have said, the hour was come, and the man must act, or for ever +be a slave. + +It was now two o'clock. I stepped into the quarter; there was a strange +and melancholy silence mingled with the destitution that was apparent in +every part of the house. The only morsel I could see in the shape of food, +was a piece of Indian flour bread, it might be half-a-pound in weight. +This I placed in my pocket, and giving a last look at the aspect of the +house, and at a few small children who were playing at the door, I sallied +forth thoughtfully and melancholy, and after crossing the barn-yard, a few +moments' walk brought me to a small cave, near the mouth of which lay a +pile of stones, and into which I had deposited my clothes. From this, my +course lay through thick and heavy woods and back lands to ---- town, +where my brother lived. This town was six miles distance. It was now near +three o'clock, but my object was neither to be seen on the road, or to +approach the town by daylight, as I was well-known there, and as any +intelligence of my having been seen there would at once put the pursuers +on my track. This first six miles of my flight, I not only travelled very +slowly, therefore, so as to avoid carrying any daylight to this town; but +during this walk another very perplexing question was agitating my mind. +Shall I call on my brother as I pass through, and shew him what I am +about? My brother was older than I, we were much attached; I had been in +the habit of looking to him for counsel. + +I entered the town about dark, resolved, all things in view, _not_ to shew +myself to my brother. Having passed through the town without being +recognised, I now found myself under cover of night, a solitary wanderer +from home and friends; my only guide was the _north star_, by this I knew +my general course northward, but at what point I should strike Penn, or +when and where I should find a friend, I knew not. Another feeling now +occupied my mind,--I felt like a mariner who has gotten his ship outside +of the harbour and has spread his sails to the breeze. The cargo is on +board--the ship is cleared--and the voyage I must make; besides, this +being my first night, almost every thing will depend upon my clearing the +coast before the day dawns. In order to do this my flight must be rapid. I +therefore set forth in sorrowful earnest, only now and then I was cheered +by the _wild_ hope, that I should somewhere and at sometime be free. + +The night was fine for the season, and passed on with little interruption +for want of strength, until, about three o'clock in the morning, I began +to feel the chilling effects of the dew. + +At this moment, gloom and melancholy again spread through my whole soul. +The prospect of utter destitution which threatened me was more than I +could bear, and my heart began to melt. What substance is there in a piece +of dry Indian bread; what nourishment is there in it to warm the nerves of +one already chilled to the heart? Will this afford a sufficient sustenance +after the toil of the night? But while these thoughts were agitating my +mind, the day dawned upon me, in the midst of an open extent of country, +where the only shelter I could find, without risking my travel by +daylight, was a corn shock, but a few hundred yards from the road, and +here I must pass my first day out. The day was an unhappy one; my +hiding-place was extremely precarious. I had to sit in a squatting +position the whole day, without the least chance to rest. But, besides +this, my scanty pittance did not afford me that nourishment which my hard +night's travel needed. Night came again to my relief, and I sallied forth +to pursue my journey. By this time, not a crumb of my crust remained, and +I was hungry and began to feel the desperation of distress. + +As I travelled I felt my strength failing and my spirits wavered; my mind +was in a deep and melancholy dream. It was cloudy; I could not see my +star, and had serious misgivings about my course. + +In this way the night passed away, and just at the dawn of day I found a +few sour apples, and took my shelter under the arch of a small bridge that +crossed the road. Here I passed the second day in ambush. + +This day would have been more pleasant than the previous, but the sour +apples, and a draught of cold water, had produced anything but a +favourable effect; indeed, I suffered most of the day with severe symptoms +of cramp. The day passed away again without any further incident, and as I +set out at nightfall, I felt quite satisfied that I could not pass another +twenty-four hours without nourishment. I made but little progress during +the night, and often sat down, and slept frequently fifteen or twenty +minutes. At the dawn of the third day I continued my travel. As I had +found my way to a public turnpike road during the night, I came very early +in the morning to a toll-gate, where the only person I saw, was a lad +about twelve years of age. I inquired of him where the road led to. He +informed me it led to Baltimore. I asked him the distance, he said it was +eighteen miles. + +This intelligence was perfectly astounding to me. My master lived eighty +miles from Baltimore. I was now sixty-two miles from home. That distance +in the right direction, would have placed me several miles across Mason +and Dixon's line, but I was evidently yet in the state of Maryland. + +I ventured to ask the lad at the gate another question--Which is the best +way to Philadelphia? Said he, you can take a road which turns off about +half-a-mile below this, and goes to Getsburgh, or you can go on to +Baltimore and take the packet. + +I made no reply, but my thought was, that I was as near Baltimore and +Baltimore-packets as would answer my purpose. + +In a few moments I came to the road to which the lad had referred, and +felt some relief when I had gotten out of that great public highway, "The +National Turnpike," which I found it to be. + +When I had walked a mile on this road, and when it had now gotten to be +about nine o'clock, I met a young man with a load of hay. He drew up his +horses, and addressed me in a very kind tone, when the following dialogue +took place between us. + +"Are you travelling any distance, my friend?" + +"I am on my way to Philadelphia." + +"Are you free?" + +"Yes, sir." + +"I suppose, then, you are provided with free papers?" + +"No, sir. I have no papers." + +"Well, my friend, you should not travel on this road: you will be taken up +before you have gone three miles. There are men living on this road who +are constantly on the look-out for your people; and it is seldom that one +escapes them who attempts to pass by day." + +He then very kindly gave me advice where to turn off the road at a certain +point, and how to find my way to a certain house, where I would meet with +an old gentleman who would further advise me whether I had better remain +till night, or go on. + +I left this interesting young man; and such was my surprise and chagrin at +the thought of having so widely missed my way, and my alarm at being in +such a dangerous position, that in ten minutes I had so far forgotten his +directions as to deem it unwise to attempt to follow them, lest I should +miss my way, and get into evil hands. + +I, however, left the road, and went into a small piece of wood, but not +finding a sufficient hiding-place, and it being a busy part of the day, +when persons were at work about the fields, I thought I should excite less +suspicion by keeping in the road, so I returned to the road; but the +events of the next few moments proved that I committed a serious mistake. + +I went about a mile, making in all two miles from the spot where I met my +young friend, and about five miles from the toll-gate to which I have +referred, and I found myself at the twenty-four miles' stone from +Baltimore. It was now about ten o'clock in the forenoon; my strength was +greatly exhausted by reason of the want of suitable food; but the +excitement that was then going on in my mind, left me little time to think +of my _need_ of food. Under ordinary circumstances as a traveller, I +should have been glad to see the "Tavern," which was near the mile-stone; +but as the case stood with me, I deemed it a dangerous place to pass, much +less to stop at. I was therefore passing it as quietly and as rapidly as +possible, when from the lot just opposite the house, or sign-post, I heard +a coarse stern voice cry, "Halloo!" + +I turned my face to the left, the direction from which the voice came, and +observed that it proceeded from a man who was digging potatoes. I answered +him politely; when the following occurred:-- + +"Who do _you_ belong to?" + +"I am free, sir." + +"Have you got papers?" + +"No, sir." + +"Well, you must stop here." + +By this time he had got astride the fence, making his way into the road. I +said, + +"My business is onward, sir, and I do not wish to stop." + +"I will see then if you don't stop, you black rascal." + +He was now in the middle of the road, making after me in a brisk walk. + +I saw that a crisis was at hand; I had no weapons of any kind, not even a +pocket-knife; but I asked myself, shall I surrender without a struggle. +The instinctive answer was "No." What will you do? continue to walk; if he +runs after you, run; get him as far from the house as you can, then turn +suddenly and smite him on the knee with a stone; that will render him, at +least, unable to pursue you. + +This was a desperate scheme, but I could think of no other, and my habits +as a blacksmith had given my eye and hand such mechanical skill, that I +felt quite sure that if I could only get a stone in my hand, and have time +to wield it, I should not miss his knee-pan. + +He began to breathe short. He was evidently vexed because I did not halt, +and I felt more and more provoked at the idea of being thus pursued by a +man to whom I had not done the least injury. I had just began to glance my +eye about for a stone to grasp, when he made a tiger-like leap at me. This +of course brought us to running. At this moment he yelled out "Jake +Shouster!" and at the next moment the door of a small house standing to +the left was opened, and out jumped a shoemaker girded up in his leather +apron, with his knife in hand. He sprang forward and seized me by the +collar, while the other seized my arms behind. I was now in the grasp of +two men, either of whom were larger bodied than myself, and one of whom +was armed with a dangerous weapon. + +Standing in the door of the shoemaker's shop, was a third man; and in the +potatoe lot I had passed, was still a fourth man. Thus surrounded by +superior physical force, the fortune of the day it seemed to me was gone. + +My heart melted away, I sunk resistlessly into the hands of my captors, +who dragged me immediately into the tavern which was near. I ask my reader +to go in with me, and see how the case goes. + + * * * * * + +GREAT MORAL DILEMMA. + +A few moments after I was taken into the bar-room, the news having gone as +by electricity, the house and yard were crowded with gossippers, who had +left their business to come and see "the runaway nigger." This hastily +assembled congregation consisted of men, women, and children, each one had +a look to give at, and a word to say about, the "nigger." + +But among the whole, there stood one whose name I have never known, but +who evidently wore the garb of a man whose profession bound him to speak +for the dumb, but he, standing head and shoulders above all that were +round about, spoke the first hard sentence against me. Said he, "That +fellow is a runaway I know; put him in jail a few days, and you will soon +hear where he came from." And then fixing a fiend-like gaze upon me, he +continued, "if I lived on this road, _you_ fellows would not find such +clear running as you do, I'd trap more of you." + +But now comes the pinch of the case, the case of conscience to me even at +this moment. Emboldened by the cruel speech just recited, my captors +enclosed me, and said, "Come now, this matter may easily be settled +without you going to jail; who do you belong to, and where did you come +from?" + +The facts here demanded were in my breast. I knew according to the law of +slavery, who I belonged to and where I came from, and I must now do one of +three things--I must refuse to speak at all, or I must communicate the +fact, or I must tell an untruth. How would an untutored slave, who had +never heard of such a writer as Archdeacon Paley, be likely to act in such +a dilemma? The first point decided, was, the facts in this case are my +private property. These men have no more right to them than a highway +robber has to my purse. What will be the consequence if I put them in +possession of the facts. In forty-eight hours, I shall have received +perhaps one hundred lashes, and be on my way to the Louisiana cotton +fields. Of what service will it be to them. They will get a paltry sum of +two hundred dollars. Is not my liberty worth more to me than two hundred +dollars are to them? + +I resolved therefore, to insist that I was free. This not being +satisfactory without other evidence, they tied my hands and set out, and +went to a magistrate who lived about half a mile distant. It so happened, +that when we arrived at his house he was not at home. This was to them a +disappointment, but to me it was a relief; but I soon learned by their +conversation, that there was still another magistrate in the +neighbourhood, and that they would go to him. In about twenty minutes, and +after climbing fences and jumping ditches, we, captors and captive, stood +before his door, but it was after the same manner as before--he was not at +home. By this time the day had worn away to one or two o'clock, and my +captors evidently began to feel somewhat impatient of the loss of time. We +were about a mile and a quarter from the tavern. As we set out on our +return, they began to parley. Finding it was difficult for me to get over +fences with, my hands tied, they untied me, and said, "Now John," that +being the name they had given me, "if you have run away from any one, it +would be much better for you to tell us!" but I continued to affirm that I +was free. I knew, however, that my situation was very critical, owing to +the shortness of the distance I must be from home: my advertisement might +overtake me at any moment. + +On our way back to the tavern, we passed through a small skirt of wood, +where I resolved to make an effort to escape again. One of my captors was +walking on either side of me; I made a sudden turn, with my left arm +sweeping the legs of one of my captors from under him; I left him nearly +standing on his head, and took to my heels. As soon as they could recover +they both took after me. We had to mount a fence. This I did most +successfully, and making across an open field towards another wood; one of +my captors being a long-legged man, was in advance of the other, and +consequently nearing me. We had a hill to rise, and during the ascent he +gained on me. Once more I thought of self-defence. I am trying to escape +peaceably, but this man is determined that I shall not. + +My case was now desperate; and I took this desperate thought: "I will run +him a little farther from his coadjutor; I will then suddenly catch a +stone, and wound him in the breast." This was my fixed purpose, and I had +arrived near the point on the top of the hill, where I expected to do the +act, when to my surprise and dismay, I saw the other side of the hill was +not only all ploughed up, but we came suddenly upon a man ploughing, who +as suddenly left his plough and cut off my flight, by seizing me by the +collar, when at the same moment my pursuer seized my arms behind. Here I +was again in a sad fix. By this time the other pursuer had come up; I was +most savagely thrown down on the ploughed ground with my face downward, +the ploughman placed his knee upon my shoulders, one of my captors put his +upon my legs, while the other tied my arms behind me. I was then dragged +up, and marched off with kicks, punches and imprecations. + +We got to the tavern at three o'clock. Here they again cooled down, and +made an appeal to me to make a disclosure. I saw that my attempt to escape +strengthened their belief that I was a fugitive. I said to them, "If you +will not put me in jail, I will now tell you where I am from." They +promised. "Well," said I, "a few weeks ago, I was sold from the eastern +shore to a slave-trader, who had a large gang, and set out for Georgia, +but when he got to a town in Virginia, he was taken sick, and died with +the small-pox. Several of his gang also died with, it, so that the people +in the town became alarmed, and did not wish the gang to remain among +them. No one claimed us, or wished to have anything to do with us; I left +the rest, and thought I would go somewhere and get work." + +When I said this, it was evidently believed by those who were present, and +notwithstanding the unkind feeling that had existed, there was a murmur of +approbation. At the same time I perceived that a panic began to seize +some, at the idea that I was one of a small-pox gang. Several who had +clustered near me, moved off to a respectful distance. One or two left +the bar-room, and murmured, "better let the small-pox nigger go." + +I was then asked what was the name of the slave-trader. Without +premeditation, I said, "John Henderson." + +"John Henderson!" said one of my captors, "I knew him; I took up a yaller +boy for him about two years ago, and got fifty dollars. He passed out with +a gang about that time, and the boy ran away from him at Frederickstown. +What kind of a man was he?" + +At a venture, I gave a description of him. "Yes," said he, "that is the +man." By this time, all the gossippers had cleared the coast; our friend, +"Jake Shouster," had also gone back to his bench to finish his custom +work, after having "lost nearly the whole day, trotting about with a +nigger tied," as I heard his wife say as she called him home to his +dinner. I was now left alone with the man who first called to me in the +morning. In a sober manner, he made this proposal to me: "John, I have a +brother living in Risterstown, four miles off, who keeps a tavern; I think +you had better go and live with him, till we see what will turn up. He +wants an ostler." I at once assented to this. "Well," said he, "take +something to eat, and I will go with you." + +Although I had so completely frustrated their designs for the moment, I +knew that it would by no means answer for me to go into that town, where +there were prisons, handbills, newspapers, and travellers. My intention +was, to start with him, but not to enter the town alive. + +I sat down to eat; it was Wednesday, four o'clock, and this was the first +regular meal I had since Sunday morning. This over, we set out, and to my +surprise, he proposed to walk. We had gone about a mile and a-half, and +were approaching a wood through which the road passed with a bend. I fixed +upon that as the spot where I would either free myself from this man, or +die in his arms. I had resolved upon a plan of operation--it was this: to +stop short, face about, and commence action; and neither ask or give +quarters, until I was free or dead! + +We had got within six rods of the spot, when a gentleman turned the +corner, meeting us on horseback. He came up, and entered into conversation +with my captor, both of them speaking in Dutch, so that I knew not what +they said. After a few moments, this gentleman addressed himself to me in +English, and I then learned that he was one of the magistrates on whom we +had called in the morning; I felt that another crisis was at hand. Using +his saddle as his bench, he put on an extremely stern and magisterial-like +face, holding up his horse not unlike a field-marshal in the act of +reviewing troops, and carried me through a most rigid examination in +reference to the statement I had made. I repeated carefully all I had +said; at the close, he said, "Well, you had better stay among us a few +months, until we see what is to be done with you." It was then agreed that +we should go back to the tavern, and there settle upon some further plan. +When we arrived at the tavern, the magistrate alighted from his horse, and +went into the bar-room. He took another close glance at me, and went over +some points of the former examination. He seemed quite satisfied of the +correctness of my statement, and made the following proposition: that I +should go and live with him for a short time, stating that he had a few +acres of corn and potatoes to get in, and that he would give me +twenty-five cents per day. I most cheerfully assented to this proposal. It +was also agreed that I should remain at the tavern with my captor that +night, and that he would accompany me in the morning. This part of the +arrangement I did not like, but of course I could not say so. Things being +thus arranged, the magistrate mounted his horse, and went on his way home. + +It had been cloudy and rainy during the afternoon, but the western sky +having partially cleared at this moment, I perceived that it was near the +setting of the sun. + +My captor had left his hired man most of the day to dig potatoes alone; +but the waggon being now loaded, it being time to convey the potatoes into +the barn, and the horses being all ready for that purpose, he was obliged +to go into the potatoe field and give assistance. + +I should say here, that his wife had been driven away by the small-pox +panic about three o'clock, and had not yet returned; this left no one in +the house, but a boy, about nine years of age. + +As he went out, he spoke to the boy in Dutch, which I supposed, from the +little fellow's conduct, to be instructions to watch me closely, which he +certainly did. + +The potatoe lot was across the public road, directly in front of the +house; at the back of the house, and about 300 yards distant, there was a +thick wood. The circumstances of the case would not allow me to think for +one moment of remaining there for the night--the time had come for another +effort--but there were two serious difficulties. One was, that I must +either deceive or dispatch this boy who is watching me with intense +vigilance. I am glad to say, that the latter did not for a moment +seriously enter my mind. To deceive him effectually, I left my coat and +went to the back door, from which my course would be direct to the wood. +When I got to the door, I found that the barn, to which the waggon, must +soon come, lay just to the right, and overlooking the path I must take to +the wood. In front of me lay a garden surrounded by a picket fence, to the +left of me was a small gate, and that by passing through that gate would +throw me into an open field, and give me clear running to the wood; but on +looking through the gate, I saw that my captor, being with the team, would +see me if I attempted to start before he moved from the position he then +occupied. To add to my difficulty the horses had baulked; while waiting +for the decisive moment, the boy came to the door and asked me why I did +not come in. I told him I felt unwell, and wished him to be so kind as to +hand me a glass of water; expecting while he was gone to get it, the team +would clear, so that I could start. While he was gone, another attempt was +made to start the team but failed; he came with the water and I quickly +used it up by gargling my throat and by drinking a part. I asked him to +serve me by giving me another glass: he gave me a look of close scrutiny, +but went in for the water. I heard him fill the glass, and start to return +with it; when the hind end of the waggon cleared the corner of the house, +which stood in a range with the fence along which I was to pass in getting +to the wood. As I passed out the gate, I "squared my main yard," and laid +my course up the line of fence, I cast a last glance over my right +shoulder, and saw the boy just perch his head above the garden picket to +look after me; I heard at the same time great confusion with the team, the +rain having made the ground slippery, and the horses having to cross the +road with a slant and rise to get into the barn, it required great effort +after they started to prevent their baulking. I felt some assurance that +although the boy might give the alarm, my captor could not leave the team +until it was in the barn. I heard the horses' feet on the barn-floor, just +as I leaped the fence, and darted into the wood. + +The sun was now quite down behind the western horizon, and just at this +time a heavy dark curtain of clouds was let down, which seemed to usher in +haste the night shade. I have never before or since seen anything which +seemed to me to compare in sublimity with the spreading of the night +shades at the close of that day. My reflections upon the events of that +day, and upon the close of it, since I became acquainted with the Bible, +have frequently brought to my mind that beautiful passage in the Book of +Job, "He holdeth back the face of His throne, and spreadeth a cloud before +it." + +Before I proceed to the critical events and final deliverance of the next +chapter, I cannot forbear to pause a moment here for reflection. The +reader may well imagine how the events of the past day affected my mind. +You have seen what was done to me; you have heard what was said to me--you +have also seen what I have done, and heard what I have said. If you ask me +whether I had expected before I left home, to gain my liberty by shedding +men's blood, or breaking their limbs? I answer, no! and as evidence of +this, I had provided no weapon whatever; not so much as a penknife--it +never once entered my mind. I cannot say that I expected to have the ill +fortune of meeting with any human being who would attempt to impede my +flight. + +If you ask me if I expected when I left home to gain my liberty by +fabrications and untruths? I answer, no! my parents, slaves as they were, +had always taught me, when they could, that "truth may be blamed but +cannot be shamed;" so far as their example was concerned, I had no habits +of untruth. I was arrested, and the demand made upon me, "Who do you +belong to?" knowing the fatal use these men would make of _my_ truth, I at +once concluded that they had no more right to it than a highwayman has to +a traveller's purse. + +If you ask me whether I now really believe that I gained my liberty by +those lies? I answer, no! I now believe that I should be free, had I told +the truth; but, at that moment, I could not see any other way to baffle my +enemies, and escape their clutches. + +The history of that day has never ceased to inspire me with a deeper +hatred of slavery; I never recur to it but with the most intense horror at +a system which can put a man not only in peril of liberty, limb, and life +itself, but which may even send him in haste to the bar of God with a lie +upon his lips. + +Whatever my readers may think, therefore, of the history of events of the +day, do not admire in it the fabrications; but _see_ in it the impediments +that often fall into the pathway of the flying bondman. _See_ how human +bloodhounds gratuitously chase, catch, and tempt him to shed blood and +lie; how, when he would do good, evil is thrust upon him. + + + + +CHAPTER III. + +A DREARY NIGHT IN THE WOODS--CRITICAL SITUATION THE NEXT DAY. + + +Almost immediately on entering the wood, I not only found myself embosomed +in the darkness of the night, but I also found myself entangled in a thick +forest of undergrowth, which had been quite thoroughly wetted by the +afternoon rain. + +I penetrated through the wood, thick and thin, and more or less wet, to +the distance I should think of three miles. By this time my clothes were +all thoroughly soaked through, and I felt once more a gloom and +wretchedness; the recollection of which makes me shudder at this distant +day. My young friends in this highly favoured Christian country, +surrounded with all the comforts of home and parental care, visited by +pastors and Sabbath-school teachers, think of the dreary condition of the +blacksmith boy in the dark wood that night; and then consider that +thousands of his brethren have had to undergo much greater hardships in +their flight from slavery. + +I was now out of the hands of those who had so cruelly teased me during +the day; but a number of fearful thoughts rushed into my mind to alarm me. +It was dark and cloudy, so that I could not see the _north star_. How do I +know what ravenous beasts are in this wood? How do I know what precipices +may be within its bounds? I cannot rest in this wood to-morrow, for it +will be searched by those men from whom I have escaped; but how shall I +regain the road? How shall I know when I am on the right road again? + +These are some of the thoughts that filled my mind with gloom and alarm. + +At a venture I struck an angle northward in search of the road. After +several hours of zigzag and laborious travel, dragging through briars, +thorns and running vines, I emerged from the wood and found myself wading +marshy ground and over ditches. + +I can form no correct idea of the distance I travelled, but I came to a +road, I should think about three o'clock in the morning. It so happened +that I came out near where there was a fork in the road of three prongs. + +Now arose a serious query--which is the right prong for me? I was reminded +by the circumstance of a superstitious proverb among the slaves, that "the +left-hand turning was unlucky," but as I had never been in the habit of +placing faith in this or any similar superstition, I am not aware that it +had the least weight upon my mind, as I had the same difficulty with +reference to the right-hand turning. After a few moments parley with +myself, I took the central prong of the road and pushed on with all my +speed. + +It had not cleared off, but a fresh wind had sprung up; it was chilly and +searching. This with my wet clothing made me very uncomfortable; my nerves +began to quiver before the searching wind. The barking of mastiffs, the +crowing of fowls, and the distant rattling of market waggons, warned me +that the day was approaching. + +My British reader must remember that in the region where I was, we know +nothing of the long hours of twilight you enjoy here. With us the day is +measured more by the immediate presence of the sun, and the night by the +prevalence of actual darkness. + +The day dawned upon me when I was near a small house and barn, situate +close to the road side. The barn was too near the road, and too small to +afford secure shelter for the day; but as I cast my eye around by the dim +light, I could see no wood, and no larger barn. It seemed to be an open +country to a wide extent. The sun was travelling so rapidly from his +eastern chamber, that ten or fifteen minutes would spread broad daylight +over my track. Whether _my_ deed was evil, _you_ may judge, but I freely +confess that I did _then_ prefer darkness rather than light; I therefore +took to the mow of the little barn at a great risk, as the events of the +day will show. It so happened that the barn was filled with corn fodder, +newly cured and lately gotten in. You are aware that however quietly one +may crawl into such a bed, he is compelled to make much more noise than if +it were a feather-bed; and also considerably more than if it were hay or +straw. Besides inflicting upon my own excited imagination the belief that +I made noise enough to be heard by the inmates of the house who were +likely to be rising at the time, I had the misfortune to attract the +notice of a little house-dog, such as we call in that part of the world a +"fice," on account of its being not only the smallest species of the +canine race, but also, because it is the most saucy, noisy, and teasing +of all dogs. This little creature commenced a fierce barking. I had at +once great fears that the mischievous little thing would betray me; I +fully apprehended that as soon as the man of the house arose, he would +come and make search in the barn. It now being entirely daylight, it was +too late to retreat from this shelter, even if I could have found another; +I, therefore, bedded myself down into the fodder as best I could, and +entered upon the annoyances of the day, with the frail hope to sustain my +mind. + +It was Thursday morning; the clouds that had veiled the sky during the +latter part of the previous day and the previous night were gone. It was +not until about an hour after the sun rose that I heard any out-door +movements about the house. As soon as I heard those movements, I was +satisfied there was but one man about the house, and that he was preparing +to go some distance to work for the day. This was fortunate for me; the +busy movements about the yard, and especially the active preparations in +the house for breakfast, silenced my unwelcome little annoyer, the fice, +until after the man had gone, when he commenced afresh, and continued with +occasional intermissions through the day. He made regular sallies from the +house to the barn, and after smelling about, would fly back to the house, +barking furiously; thus he strove most skilfully throughout the entire day +to raise an alarm. There seemed to be no one about the house but one or +two small children and the mother, after the man was gone. About ten +o'clock my attention was gravely directed to another trial: how I could +pass the day without food. The reader will remember it is Thursday, and +the only regular meal I have taken since Sunday, was yesterday, in the +midst of great agitation, about four o'clock; that since that I have +performed my arduous night's travel. At one moment, I had nearly concluded +to go and present myself at the door, and ask the woman of the house to +have compassion and give me food; but then I feared the consequences might +be fatal, and I resolved to suffer the day out. The wind sprang up fresh +and cool; the barn being small and the crevices large, my wet clothes were +dried by it, and chilled me through and through. + +I cannot now, with pen or tongue, give a correct idea of the feeling of +wretchedness I experienced; every nerve in my system quivered, so that not +a particle of my flesh was at rest. In this way I passed the day till +about the middle of the afternoon, when there seemed to be an unusual stir +about the public road, which passed close by the barn. Men seemed to be +passing in parties on horseback, and talking anxiously. From a word which +I now and then overheard, I had not a shadow of doubt that they were in +search of me. One I heard say, "I ought to catch such a fellow, the only +liberty he should have for one fortnight, would be ten feet of rope." +Another I heard say, "I reckon he is in that wood now." Another said, "Who +would have thought that rascal was so 'cute?" All this while the little +fice was mingling his voice with those of the horsemen, and the noise of +the horses' feet. I listened and trembled. + +Just before the setting of the sun, the labouring man of the house +returned, and commenced his evening duties about the house and barn; +chopping wood, getting up his cow, feeding his pigs, &c, attended by the +little brute, who continued barking at short intervals. He came several +times into the barn below. While matters were passing thus, I heard the +approach of horses again, and as they came up nearer, I was led to believe +that all I had heard pass, were returning in one party. They passed the +barn and halted at the house, when I recognised the voice of my old +captor; addressing the labourer, he asked, "Have you seen a runaway nigger +pass here to-day?" + +LABOURER.--"No; I have not been at home since early this morning. Where +did he come from?" + +CAPTOR.--"I caught him down below here yesterday morning. I had him all +day, and just at night he fooled me and got away. A party of us have been +after him all day; we have been up to the line, but can't hear or see +anything of him. I heard this morning where he came from. He is a +blacksmith, and a stiff reward is out for him, two hundred dollars." + +LAB.--"He is worth looking for." + +CAP.--"I reckon so. If I get my clutches on him again, I'll mosey[A] him +down to ---- before I eat or sleep." + +[Footnote A: An expression which signifies to drive in a hurry.] + +Reader, you may if you can, imagine what the state of my mind was at this +moment. I shall make no attempt to describe it to you; to my great relief, +however, the party rode off, and the labourer after finishing his work +went into the house. Hope seemed now to dawn for me once more; darkness +was rapidly approaching, but the moments of twilight seemed much longer +than they did the evening before. At length the sable covering had spread +itself over the earth. About eight o'clock, I ventured to descend from the +mow of the barn into the road. The little dog the while began a furious +fit of barking, so much so, that I was sure that with what his master had +learned about me, he could not fail to believe I was about his premises. I +quickly crossed the road, and got into an open field opposite. After +stepping lightly about two hundred yards, I halted, and on listening, I +heard the door open. Feeling about on the ground, I picked up two stones, +and one in each hand I made off as fast as I could, but I heard nothing +more that indicated pursuit, and after going some distance I discharged my +encumbrance, as from the reduced state of my bodily strength, I could not +afford to carry ballast. + +This incident had the effect to start me under great disadvantage to make +a good night's journey, as it threw me at once off the road, and compelled +me to encounter at once the tedious and laborious task of beating my way +across marshy fields, and to drag through woods and thickets where there +were no paths. + +After several hours I found my way back to the road, but the hope of +making anything like clever speed was out of the question. All I could do +was to keep my legs in motion, and this I continued to do with the utmost +difficulty. The latter part of the night I suffered extremely from cold. +There came a heavy frost; I expected at every moment to fall on the road +and perish. I came to a corn-field covered with heavy shocks of Indian +corn that had been cut; I went into this and got an ear, and then crept +into one of the shocks; eat as much of it as I could, and thought I would +rest a little and start again, but weary nature could not sustain the +operation of grinding hard corn for its own nourishment, and I sunk to +sleep. + +When I awoke, the sun was shining around; I started with alarm, but it +was too late to think of seeking any other shelter; I therefore nestled +myself down, and concealed myself as best I could from the light of day. +After recovering a little from my fright, I commenced again eating my +whole corn. Grain by grain I worked away at it; when my jaws grew tired, +as they often did, I would rest, and then begin afresh. Thus, although I +began an early breakfast, I was nearly the whole of the forenoon before I +had done. + +Nothing of importance occurred during the day, until about the middle of +the afternoon, when I was thrown into a panic by the appearance of a party +of gunners, who passed near me with their dogs. After shooting one or two +birds, however, and passing within a few rods of my frail covering, they +went on, and left me once more in hope. Friday night came without any +other incident worth naming. As I sallied out, I felt evident benefit from +the ear of corn I had nibbled away. My strength was considerably renewed; +though I was far from being nourished, I felt that my life was at least +safe from death by hunger. Thus encouraged, I set out with better speed +than I had made since Sunday and Monday night. I had a presentiment, too, +that I must be near free soil. I had not yet the least idea where I should +find a home or a friend, still my spirits were so highly elated, that I +took the whole of the road to myself; I ran, hopped, skipped, jumped, +clapped my hands, and talked to myself. But to the old slaveholder I had +left, I said, "Ah! ha! old fellow, I told you I'd fix you." + +After an hour or two of such freaks of joy, a gloom would come over me in +connexion with these questions, "But where are you going? What are you +going to do? What will you do with freedom without father, mother, +sisters, and brothers? What will you say when you are asked where you were +born? You know nothing of the world; how will you explain the fact of your +ignorance?" + +These questions made me feel deeply the magnitude of the difficulties yet +before me. + +Saturday morning dawned upon me; and although my strength seemed yet +considerably fresh, I began to feel a hunger somewhat more destructive and +pinching, if possible, than I had before. I resolved, at all risk, to +continue my travel by day-light, and to ask information of the first +person I met. + +The events of the next chapter will shew what fortune followed this +resolve. + + + + +CHAPTER IV. + +THE GOOD WOMAN OF THE TOLL-GATE DIRECTS ME TO W.W.--MY RECEPTION BY HIM. + + +The resolution of which I informed the reader at the close of the last +chapter, being put into practice, I continued my flight on the public +road; and a little after the sun rose, I came in sight of a toll-gate +again. For a moment all the events which followed my passing a toll-gate +on Wednesday morning, came fresh to my recollection, and produced some +hesitation; but at all events, said I, I will try again. + +On arriving at the gate, I found it attended by an elderly woman, whom I +afterwards learned was a widow, and an excellent Christian woman. I asked +her if I was in Pennsylvania. On being informed that I was, I asked her if +she knew where I could get employ? She said she did not; but advised me to +go to W.W., a Quaker, who lived about three miles from her, whom I would +find to take an interest in me. She gave me directions which way to take; +I thanked her, and bade her good morning, and was very careful to follow +her directions. + +In about half an hour I stood trembling at the door of W.W. After +knocking, the door opened upon a comfortably spread table; the sight of +which seemed at once to increase my hunger sevenfold. Not daring to enter, +I said I had been sent to him in search of employ. "Well," said he, "Come +in and take thy breakfast, and get warm, and we will talk about it; thee +must be cold without any coat." "_Come in and take thy breakfast, and get +warm!_" These words spoken by a stranger, but with such an air of simple +sincerity and fatherly kindness, made an overwhelming impression upon my +mind. They made me feel, spite of all my fear and timidity, that I had, in +the providence of God, found a friend and a home. He at once gained my +confidence; and I felt that I might confide to him a fact which I had, as +yet, confided to no one. + +From that day to this, whenever I discover the least disposition in my +heart to disregard the wretched condition of any poor or distressed +persons with whom I meet, I call to mind these words--"_Come in and take +thy breakfast, and get warm_." They invariably remind me of what I was at +that time; my condition was as wretched as that of any human being can +possibly be, with the exception of the loss of health or reason. I had but +four pieces of clothing about my person, having left all the rest in the +hands of my captors. I was a starving fugitive, without home or friends--a +reward offered for my person in the public papers--pursued by cruel +manhunters, and no claim upon him to whose door I went. Had he turned me +away, I must have perished. Nay, he took me in, and gave me of his food, +and shared with me his own garments. Such treatment I had never before +received at the hands of any white man. + +A few such men in slaveholding America, have stood, and even now stand, +like Abrahams and Lots, to stay its forthcoming and well-earned and just +judgment. + +The limits of this work compel me to pass over many interesting incidents +which occurred during my six months' concealment in that family. I must +confine myself only to those which will show the striking providence of +God, in directing my steps to the door of W.W., and how great an influence +the incidents of that six months has had upon all my subsequent history. +My friend kindly gave me employ to saw and split a number of cords of +wood, then lying in his yard, for which he agreed with me for liberal pay +and board. This inspired me with great encouragement. The idea of +beginning to earn something was very pleasant. Next; we confidentially +agreed upon the way and means of avoiding surprise, in case any one should +come to the house as a spy, or with intention to arrest me. This afforded +still further relief, as it convinced me that the whole family would now +be on the look out for such persons. + +The next theme of conversation was with reference to my education. + +"Can thee read or write any, James?" was the question put to me the +morning after my arrival, by W.W. + +"No, sir, I cannot; my duties as a blacksmith have made me acquainted with +the figures on the common mechanics' square. There was a day-book kept in +the shop, in which the overseer usually charged the smithwork we did for +the neighbours. I have spent entire Sabbaths looking over the pages of +that book; knowing the names of persons to whom certain pieces of work +were charged, together with their prices, I strove anxiously to learn to +write in this way. I got paper, and picked up feathers about the yard, and +made ink of ---- berries. My quills being too soft, and my skill in making +a pen so poor, that I undertook some years ago to make a steel pen.[A] In +this way I have learnt to make a few of the letters, but I cannot write my +own name, nor do I know the letters of the alphabet." + +[Footnote A: This attempt was as early as 1822.] + +_W.W., (handing a slate and pencil.)_--"Let me see how thee makes letters; +try such as thou hast been able to make easily." + +A.B.C.L.G. + +_P.W., (wife of W.W.)_--"Why, those are better than I can make." + +_W.W._--"Oh, we can soon get thee in the way, James." + +Arithmetic and astronomy became my favourite studies. W.W. was an +accomplished scholar; he had been a teacher for some years, and was +cultivating a small farm on account of ill-health, which had compelled him +to leave teaching. He is one of the most far-sighted and practical men I +ever met with. He taught me by familiar conversations, illustrating his +themes by diagrams on the slate, so that I caught his ideas with ease and +rapidity. + +I now began to see, for the first time, the extent of the mischief slavery +had done to me. Twenty-one years of my life were gone, never again to +return, and I was as profoundly ignorant, comparatively, as a child five +years old. This was painful, annoying, and humiliating in the extreme. Up +to this time, I recollected to have seen one copy of the New Testament, +but the entire Bible I had never seen, and had never heard of the +Patriarchs, or of the Lord Jesus Christ. I recollected to have heard two +sermons, but had heard no mention in them of Christ, or the way of life +by Him. It is quite easy to imagine, then, what was the state of my mind, +having been reared in total moral midnight; it was a sad picture of mental +and spiritual darkness. + +As my friend poured light into my mind, I saw the darkness; it amazed and +grieved me beyond description. Sometimes I sank down under the load, and +became discouraged, and dared not hope that I could ever succeed in +acquiring knowledge enough, to make me happy, or useful to my +fellow-beings. + +My dear friend, W.W., however, had a happy tact to inspire me with +confidence; and he, perceiving my state of mind, exerted himself, not +without success, to encourage me. He cited to me various instances of +coloured persons, of whom I had not heard before, and who had +distinguished themselves for learning, such as Bannicker, Wheatley, and +Francis Williams. + +How often have I regretted that the six months I spent in the family of +W.W., could not have been six years. The danger of recapture, however, +rendered it utterly imprudent that I should remain longer; and early in +the month of March, while the ground was covered with the winter's snow, I +left the bosom of this excellent family, and went forth once more to try +my fortune among strangers. + +My dear reader, if I could describe to you the emotions I felt when I left +the threshold of W.W.'s door, you could not fail to see how deplorable is +the condition of the fugitive slave, often for months and years after he +has escaped the immediate grasp of the tyrant. When I left my parents, the +trial was great, but I had now to leave a friend who had done more for me +than parents could have done as slaves; and hence I felt an endearment to +that friend which was heightened by a sense of the important relief he had +afforded me in the greatest need, and hours of pleasant and highly +profitable intercourse. + +About a month previous to leaving the house of W.W., a small circumstance +occurred one evening, which I only name to shew the harassing fears and +dread in which I lived during most of the time I was there. He had a +brother-in-law living some ten miles distant--he was a friend to the +slave; he often came unexpectedly and spent a few hours--sometimes a day +and a night. I had not, however, ever known him to come at night. One +night about nine o'clock, after I had gone to bed, (my lodging being just +over the room in which W.W. and his wife were sitting,) I heard the door +open and a voice ask, "Where is the boy?" The voice sounded to me like the +voice of my master; I was sure it must be his. I sprang and listened for a +moment--it seemed to be silent; I heard nothing, and then it seemed to me +there was a confusion. There was a window at the head of my bed, which I +could reach without getting upon the floor: it was a single sash and +opened upon hinges. I quickly opened this window and waited in a perfect +tremour of dread for further development. There was a door at the foot of +the stairs; as I heard that door open, I sprang for the window, and my +head was just out, when the gentle voice of my friend W.W. said, +"James?"[A] "Here," said I, "---- has come, and he would like to have thee +put up his horse." I drew a breath of relief, but my strength and presence +of mind did not return for some hours, I slept none that night; for a +moment I could doze away, but the voice would sound in my ears, "Where is +that boy?" and it would seem to me it must be the tyrant in quest of his +weary prey, and would find myself starting again. + +[Footnote A: If W.W. had ascended the stairs without calling, I should +certainly have jumped out of the window.] + +From that time the agitation of my mind became so great that I could not +feel myself safe. Every day seemed to increase my fear, till I was unfit +for work, study or rest. My friend endeavoured, but in vain, to get me to +stay a week longer. + +The events of the spring proved that I had not left too soon. As soon as +the season for travelling fairly opened, active search was made, and my +master was seen in a town, twenty miles in advance of where I had spent my +six months. + +The following curious fact also came out. That same brother-in-law who +frightened me, was putting up one evening at a hotel some miles off, and +while sitting quietly by himself in one part of the room, he overheard a +conversation between a travelling pedler and several gossippers of the +neighbourhood, who were lounging away the evening at the hotel. + +PEDLER.--"Do you know one W.W. somewhere about here?" + +GOSSIPER.--"Yes, he lives ---- miles off." + +PED.--"I understand he had a black boy with him last winter, I wonder if +he is there yet?" + +GOS.--"I don't know, he most always has a runaway nigger with him." + +PED.--"I should like to find out whether that fellow is there yet." + +BROTHER-IN-LAW, (turning about.)--"What does thee know about that boy?" + +PED.--"Well he is a runaway." + +BROTHER-IN-LAW.--"Who did he run away from?" + +PED.--"From Col ---- in ----." + +BROTHER-IN-LAW.--"How did thee find out that fact?" + +PED.--"Well, I have been over there peddling." + +BROTHER-IN-LAW.--"Where art thou from?" + +PED.--"I belong in Conn." + +BROTHER-IN-LAW.--"Did thee see the boy's master?" + +PED.--"Yes." + +BROTHER-IN-LAW.--"What did he offer thee to find the boy?" + +PED.--"I agreed to find out where he was, and let him know, and if he got +him, I was to receive ----." + +BROTHER-IN-LAW.--"How didst thou hear the boy had been with W.W." + +PED.--"Oh, he is known to be a notorious rascal for enticing away, and +concealing slaves; he'll get himself into trouble yet, the slaveholders +are on the look out for him." + +BROTHER-IN-LAW.--"W.W. is my brother-in-law; the boy of whom thou speakest +is not with him, and to save thee the trouble of abusing him, I can +moreover say, he is no rascal." + +PED.--"He may not be there now, but it is because he has sent him off. His +master heard of him, and from the description, he is sure it must have +been his boy. He could tell me pretty nigh where he was; he said he was a +fine healthy boy, twenty-one, a first-rate blacksmith; he would not have +taken a thousand dollars for him." + +BROTHER-IN-LAW.--"I know not where the boy is, but I have no doubt he is +worth more to himself than he ever was to his master, high as he fixes +the price on him; and I have no doubt thee will do better to pursue thy +peddling honestly, than to neglect it for the sake of serving +negro-hunters at a venture." + +All this happened within a month or two after I left my friend. One fact +which makes this part of the story deeply interesting to my own mind, is, +that some years elapsed before it came to my knowledge. + + + + +CHAPTER V. + +SEVEN MONTHS' RESIDENCE IN THE FAMILY OF J.K. A MEMBER OF THE SOCIETY OF +FRIENDS, IN CHESTER COUNTY, PENNSYLVANIA.--REMOVAL TO NEW YORK--BECOMES A +CONVERT TO RELIGION--BECOMES A TEACHER. + + +On leaving W.W., I wended my way in deep sorrow and melancholy, onward +towards Philadelphia, and after travelling two days and a night, I found +shelter and employ in the family of J.K., another member of the Society of +Friends, a farmer. + +The religious atmosphere in this family was excellent. Mrs. K. gave me the +first copy of the Holy Scriptures I ever possessed, she also gave me much +excellent counsel. She was a preacher in the Society of Friends; this +occasioned her with her husband to be much of their time from home. This +left the charge of the farm upon me, and besides put it out of their power +to render me that aid in my studies which my former friend had. I, +however, kept myself closely concealed, by confining myself to the limits +of the farm, and using all my leisure time in study. This place was more +secluded, and I felt less of dread and fear of discovery than I had +before, and although seriously embarrassed for want of an instructor, I +realized some pleasure and profit in my studies. I often employed myself +in drawing rude maps of the solar system, and diagrams illustrating the +theory of solar eclipses. I felt also a fondness for reading the Bible, +and committing chapters, and verses of hymns to memory. Often on the +Sabbath when alone in the barn, I would break the monotony of the hours by +endeavouring to speak, as if I was addressing an audience. My mind was +constantly struggling for thoughts, and I was still more grieved and +alarmed at its barrenness; I found it gradually freed from the darkness +entailed by slavery, but I was deeply and anxiously concerned how I should +fill it with useful knowledge. I had a few books, and no tutor. + +In this way I spent seven months with J.K., and should have continued +longer, agreeably to his urgent solicitation, but I felt that life was +fast wearing, and that as I was now free, I must adventure in search of +knowledge. On leaving J.K., he kindly gave me the following certificate,-- + + "East Nautmeal, Chester County, Pennsylvania, _Tenth Month 5th, 1828._ + + "I hereby certify, that the bearer, J.W.C. Pennington, has been in my + employ seven months, during most of which time I have been from home, + leaving my entire business in his trust, and that he has proved a highly + trustworthy and industrious young man. He leaves with the sincere regret + of myself and family; but as he feels it to be his duty to go where he + can obtain education, so as to fit him to be more useful, I cordially + commend him to the warm sympathy of the friends of humanity wherever a + wise providence may appoint him a home. + + Signed, + + "J.K." + +Passing through Philadelphia, I went to New York, and in a short time +found employ on Long Island, near the city. At this time, the state of +things was extremely critical in New York. It was just two years after the +general emancipation in that state. In the city it was a daily occurrence +for slaveholders from the southern states to catch their slaves, and by +certificate from Recorder Riker take them back. I often felt serious +apprehensions of danger, and yet I felt also that I must begin the world +somewhere. + +I was earning respectable wages, and by means of evening schools and +private tuition, was making encouraging progress in my studies. + +Up to this time, it had never occurred to me that I was a slave in another +and a more serious sense. All my serious impressions of mind had been with +reference to the slavery from which I had escaped. Slavery had been my +theme of thought day and night. + +In the spring of 1829, I found my mind unusually perplexed about the state +of the slave. I was enjoying rare privileges in attending a Sabbath +school; the great value of Christian knowledge began to be impressed upon +my mind to an extent I had not been conscious of before. I began to +contrast my condition with that of ten brothers and sisters I had left in +slavery, and the condition of children I saw sitting around me on the +Sabbath, with their pious teachers, with that of 700,000, now 800,440 +slave children, who had no means of Christian instruction. + +The theme was more powerful than any my mind had ever encountered before. +It entered into the deep chambers of my soul, and stirred the most +agitating emotions I had ever felt. The question was, what can I do for +that vast body of suffering brotherhood I have left behind. To add to the +weight and magnitude of the theme, I learnt for the first time, how many +slaves there were. The question completely staggered my mind; and finding +myself more and more borne down with it, until I was in an agony; I +thought I would make it a subject of prayer to God, although prayer had +not been my habit, having never attempted it but once. + +I not only prayed, but also fasted. It was while engaged thus, that my +attention was seriously drawn to the fact that I was a lost sinner, and a +slave to Satan; and soon I saw that I must make another escape from +another tyrant. I did not by any means forget my fellow-bondmen, of whom I +had been sorrowing so deeply, and travailing in spirit so earnestly; but I +now saw that while man had been injuring me, I had been offending God; and +that unless I ceased to offend him, I could not expect to have his +sympathy in my wrongs; and moreover, that I could not be instrumental in +eliciting his powerful aid in behalf of those for whom I mourned so +deeply. + +This may provoke a smile from some who profess to be the friends of the +slave, but who have a lower estimate of experimental Christianity than I +believe is due to it; but I am not the less confident that sincere prayer +to God, proceeding from a few hearts deeply imbued with experimental +Christianity about _that time_, has had much to do with subsequent happy +results. At that time the 800,000 bondmen in the British Isles had not +seen the beginning of the end of their sufferings--at that time, 20,000 +who are now free in Canada, were in bonds--at that time, there was no +Vigilance Committee to aid the flying slave--at that time, the two +powerful Anti-Slavery Societies of America had no being. + +I distinctly remember that I felt the need of enlisting the sympathy of +God, in behalf of my enslaved brethren; but when I attempted it day after +day, and night after night, I was made to feel, that whatever else I might +do, I was not qualified to do that, as I was myself alienated from him by +wicked works. In short, I felt that I needed the powerful aid of some in +my behalf with God, just as much as I did that of my dear friend in +Pennsylvania, when flying from man. "If one man sin against another, the +judge shall judge him, but if a man sin against God, who shall entreat for +him?" + +Day after day, for about two weeks, I found myself more deeply convicted +of personal guilt before God. My heart, soul and body were in the greatest +distress; I thought of neither food, drink or rest, for days and nights +together. Burning with a recollection of the wrongs man had done +me--mourning for the injuries my brethren were still enduring, and deeply +convicted of the guilt of my own sins against God. One evening, in the +third week of the struggle, while alone in my chamber, and after solemn +reflection for several hours, I concluded that I could never be happy or +useful in that state of mind, and resolved that I would try to become +reconciled to God. I was then living in the family of an Elder of the +Presbyterian Church. I had not made known my feelings to any one, either +in the family or out of it; and I did not suppose that any one had +discovered my feelings. To my surprise, however, I found that the family +had not only been aware of my state for several days, but were deeply +anxious on my behalf. The following Sabbath, Dr. Cox was on a visit in +Brooklyn to preach, and was a guest in the family; hearing of my case, he +expressed a wish to converse with me, and without knowing the plan, I was +invited into a room and left alone with him. He entered skilfully and +kindly into my feelings, and after considerable conversation he invited me +to attend his service that afternoon. I did so, and was deeply interested. + +Without detaining the reader with too many particulars, I will only state +that I heard the doctor once or twice after this, at his own place of +worship in New York City, and had several personal interviews with him, as +the result of which, I hope, I was brought to a saving acquaintance with +Him, of whom Moses in the Law and the Prophets did write; and soon +connected myself with the church under his pastoral care. + +I now returned with all my renewed powers to the great theme--slavery. It +seemed now as I looked at it, to be more hideous than ever. I saw it now +as an evil under the moral government of God--as a sin not only against +man, but also against God. The great and engrossing thought with me was, +how shall I now employ my time and my talents so as to tell most +effectually upon this system of wrong! As I have stated, there was no +Anti-Slavery Society then--there was no Vigilance Committee. I had, +therefore, to select a course of action, without counsel or advice from +any one who professed to sympathize with the slave. Many, many lonely +hours of deep meditation have I passed during the years 1828 and 1829, +before the great anti-slavery movement. On the questions, What shall I do +for the slave? How shall I act so that he will reap the benefit of my time +and talents? At one time I had resolved to go to Africa, and to react from +there; but without bias or advice from any mortal, I soon gave up that, as +looking too much like feeding a hungry man with a long spoon. + +At length, finding that the misery, ignorance, and wretchedness of the +free coloured people was by the whites tortured into an argument for +slavery; finding myself now among the free people of colour in New York, +where slavery was so recently abolished; and finding much to do for their +elevation, I resolved to give my strength in that direction. And well do I +remember the great movement which commenced among us about this time, for +the holding of General Conventions, to devise ways and means for their +elevation, which continued with happy influence up to 1834, when we gave +way to anti-slavery friends, who had then taken up the labouring oar. And +well do I remember that the first time I ever saw those tried friends, +Garrison, Jocelyn, and Tappan, was in one of those Conventions, where they +came to make our acquaintance, and to secure our confidence in some of +their preliminary labours. + +My particular mode of labour was still a subject of deep reflection; and +from time to time I carried it to the Throne of Grace. Eventually my mind +fixed upon the ministry as the desire of my whole heart. I had mastered +the preliminary branches of English education, and was engaged in studying +logic, rhetoric, and the Greek Testament, without a master. While thus +struggling in my laudable work, an opening presented itself which was not +less surprising than gratifying. Walking on the street one day, I met a +friend, who said to me, "I have just had an application to supply a +teacher for a school, and I have recommended you." I said, "My dear +friend, I am obliged to you for the kindness; but I fear I cannot sustain +an examination for that station." "Oh," said he, "try." I said, "I will," +and we separated. Two weeks afterwards, I met the trustees of the school, +was examined, accepted, and agreed with them for a salary of two hundred +dollars per annum; commenced my school, and succeeded. This was five +years, three months, and thirteen days after I came from the South. + +As the events of my life since that have been of a public professional +nature, I will say no more about it. My object in writing this tract is +now completed. It has been to shew the reader the hand of God with a +slave; and to elicit your sympathy in behalf of the fugitive slave, by +shewing some of the untold dangers and hardships through which he has to +pass to gain liberty, and how much he needs friends on free soil; and that +men who have felt the yoke of slavery, even in its mildest form, cannot be +expected to speak of the system otherwise than in terms of the most +unqualified condemnation. + +There is one sin that slavery committed against me, which I never can +forgive. It robbed me of my education; the injury is irreparable; I feel +the embarrassment more seriously now than I ever did before. It cost me +two years' hard labour, after I fled, to unshackle my mind; it was three +years before I had purged my language of slavery's idioms; it was four +years before I had thrown off the crouching aspect of slavery; and now the +evil that besets me is a great lack of that general information, the +foundation of which is most effectually laid in that part of life which I +served as a slave. When I consider how much now, more than ever, depends +upon sound and thorough education among coloured men, I am grievously +overwhelmed with a sense of my deficiency, and more especially as I can +never hope now to make it up. If I know my own heart, I have no ambition +but to serve the cause of suffering humanity; all that I have desired or +sought, has been to make me more efficient for good. So far I have some +consciousness that I have done my utmost; and should my future days be few +or many, I am reconciled to meet the last account, hoping to be acquitted +of any wilful neglect of duty; but I shall have to go to my last account +with this charge against the system of slavery, "_Vile monster! thou hast +hindered my usefulness, by robbing me of my early education._" + +Oh! what might I have been now, but for this robbery perpetrated upon me +as soon as I saw the light. When the monster heard that a man child was +born, he laughed, and said, "It is mine." When I was laid in the cradle, +he came and looked on my face, and wrote down my name upon his barbarous +list of chattels personal, on the same list where he registered his +horses, hogs, cows, sheep, and even his _dogs!_ Gracious Heaven, is there +no repentance for the misguided men who do these things! + +The only harm I wish to slaveholders is, that they may be speedily +delivered from the guilt of a sin, which, if not repented of, must bring +down the judgment of Almighty God upon their devoted heads. The least I +desire for the slave is, that he may be speedily released from the pain of +drinking a cup whose bitterness I have sufficiently tasted, to know that +it is insufferable. + + + + +CHAPTER VI. + +SOME ACCOUNT OF THE FAMILY I LEFT IN SLAVERY--PROPOSAL TO PURCHASE MYSELF +AND PARENTS--HOW MET BY MY OLD MASTER. + + +It is but natural that the reader should wish to hear a word about the +family I left behind. + +There are frequently large slave families with whom God seems to deal in a +remarkable manner. I believe my family is an instance. + +I have already stated that when I fled, I left a father, mother, and +eleven brothers and sisters. These were all, except my oldest brother, +owned by the man from whom I fled. It will be seen at once then how the +fear of implicating them embarrassed me in the outset. They suffered +nothing, however, but a strong suspicion, until about six months after I +had left; when the following circumstance took place:-- + +When I left my friend W.W. in Pennsylvania to go on north, I ventured to +write a letter back to one of my brothers, informing him how I was; and +this letter was directed to the care of a white man who was hired on the +plantation, who worked in the garden with my father, and who professed a +warm friendship to our family; but instead of acting in good faith, he +handed the letter to my master. I am sorry that truth compels me to say +that that man was an Englishman. + +From that day the family were handled most strangely. The history begins +thus: they were all sold into Virginia, the adjoining state. This was done +lest I should have some plan to get them off; but God so ordered that they +fell into kinder hands. After a few years, however, their master became +much embarrassed, so that he was obliged to pass them into other hands, +at least for a term of years. By this change the family was divided, and +my parents, with the greater part of their children, were taken to New +Orleans. After remaining there several years at hard labour,--my father +being in a situation of considerable trust, they were again taken back to +Virginia; and by this means became entitled by the laws of that state to +their freedom. Before justice, however, could take its course, their old +master in Maryland, as if intent to doom them for ever to bondage, +repurchased them; and in order to defeat a similar law in Maryland, by +which they would have been entitled to liberty, he obtained from the +General Assembly of that state the following special act. This will show +not only something of his character as a slaveholder, but also his +political influence in the state. It is often urged in the behalf of +slaveholders, that the law interposes an obstacle in the way of +emancipating their slaves when they wish to do so, but here is an instance +which lays open the real philosophy of the whole case. They make the law +themselves, and when they find the laws operate more in favour of the +slaves than themselves, they can easily evade or change it. Maryland being +a slave-exporting state, you will see why they need a law to prohibit the +importation of slaves; it is a protection to that sort of trade. This law +he wished to evade. + + "_An act for the Relief of ---- of ---- County. Passed January 17th, + 1842._ + + "Whereas it is represented to this General Assembly that ---- of ---- + county, brought into this state from the state of Virginia, sometime in + the month of March last, two negro slaves, to wit, ---- and ---- his + wife, who are slaves for life, and who were acquired by the said ---- by + purchase, and whereas, the said ---- is desirous of retaining said + slaves in this state. THEREFORE, BE IT ENACTED, _by the General + Assembly_ of Maryland, that the said ---- be, and he is hereby + authorized to retain said negroes as slaves for life within this state, + provided that the said ---- shall within thirty days after the passage + of this act, file with the clerk of the ---- county court, a list of + said slaves so brought into this state, stating their ages, with an + affidavit thereto attached, that the same is a true and faithful list of + the slaves so removed, and that they were not brought into this state + for the purpose of sale, and that they are slaves for life. And + _provided also_, that the sum of fifteen dollars for each slave, between + the ages of twelve and forty-five years, and the sum of five dollars for + each slave above the age of forty-five years and under twelve years of + age, so brought into this state, shall be paid to the said clerk of ---- + county court: to be paid over by him to the treasurer of the western + shore, for the use and benefit of the Colonization Society of this + state. + + _State of Connecticut. + + Office of Secretary of State_. + + "I hereby certify, that the foregoing is a true copy of an act passed by + the General Assembly of Maryland, January 17th, 1842, as it appears in + the printed acts of the said Maryland, in the Library of the state. + + In testimony whereof, I have hereunto set my hand and seal of said + state, at Hartford, this 17th day of August, 1846. + + CHARLES W. BEADLEY, + + (SEAL.) + + Secretary of State." + +Thus, the whole family after being twice fairly entitled to their +liberty, even by the laws of two slave states, had the mortification of +finding themselves again, not only recorded as slaves for life, but also a +premium paid upon them, professedly to aid in establishing others of their +fellow-beings in a free republic on the coast of Africa; but the hand of +God seems to have been heavy upon the man who could plan such a stratagem +to wrong his fellows. + +The immense fortune he possessed when I left him, (bating one thousand +dollars I brought with me in my own body,) and which he seems to have +retained till that time, began to fly, and in a few years he was +insolvent, so that he was unable to hold the family, and was compelled to +think of selling them again. About this time I heard of their state by an +underground railroad passenger, who came from that neighbourhood, and +resolved to make an effort to obtain the freedom of my parents, and to +relieve myself from liability. For this purpose, after arranging for the +means to purchase, I employed counsel to make a definite offer for my +parents and myself. To his proposal, the following evasive and offensive +answer was returned. + + _January 12th_, 1846. J. H----, Esq. + + "Sir,--Your letter is before me. The ungrateful servant in whose behalf + you write, merits no clemency from me. He was guilty of theft when he + departed, for which I hope he has made due amends. I have heard he was a + respectable man, and calculated to do some good to his fellow-beings. + Servants are selling from five hundred and fifty to seven hundred + dollars. I will take five hundred and fifty dollars, and liberate him. + If my proposition is acceded to, and the money lodged in Baltimore, I + will execute the necessary instrument, and deliver it in Baltimore, to + be given up on payment being made. + + "Yours, &c, + + "----." + + "Jim was a first-rate mechanic, (blacksmith) and was worth to me one + thousand dollars." + +Here he not only refuses to account for my parents, by including them in +his return and proposition, but he at the same time attempts to intimidate +me by mooting the charge of theft. + +I confess I was not only surprised, but mortified, at this result. The +hope of being once more united to parents whom I had not seen for sixteen +years, and whom I still loved dearly, had so excited my mind, that I +disarranged my business relations, disposed of a valuable library of four +hundred volumes, and by additional aid obtained among the liberal people +of Jamaica, I was prepared to give the extravagant sum of five hundred +dollars each for myself, and my father and mother. This I was willing to +do, not because I approve of the principle involved as a general rule. But +supposing that, as my former master was now an old man not far from his +grave, (about which I was not mistaken) and as he knew, by his own +shewing, that I was able to do some good, he would be inclined, whatever +might have been our former relations and misunderstandings, to meet my +reasonable desire to see my parents, and to part this world in +reconciliation with each other, as well as with God. I should have +rejoiced had his temper permitted him to accede to any offer. But I +thought it too bad, a free man of Jesus Christ, living on "free soil," to +give a man five hundred dollars for the privilege of being let alone, and +to be branded as a thief into the bargain, and that too after I had served +him twenty prime years, without the benefit of being taught so much as the +alphabet. + +I wrote him with my own hand, sometime after this, stating that no +proposition would be acceded to by me, which did not include my parents; +and likewise fix the sum for myself more reasonable, and also retract the +offensive charge; to this he maintained a dignified silence. The means I +had acquired by the contributions of kind friends to redeem myself, I laid +by, in case the worst should come; and that designed for the purchase of +my parents, I used in another kind of operation, as the result of which, +my father and two brothers are now in Canada. My mother was sold a second +time, south, but she was eventually found. Several of my sisters married +free men, who purchased their liberty; and three brothers are owned, by +what may be called conscience slaveholders, who hold slaves only for a +term of years. My old master has since died; my mother and he are now in +the other world together, she is at rest from him. Sometime after his +death, I received information from a gentleman, intimate with his heirs, +(who are principally females) that the reduced state of the family, +afforded not only a good opportunity to obtain a release upon reasonable +terms, but also to render the children of my oppressor some pecuniary aid; +and much as I had suffered, I must confess this latter was the stronger +motive with me, for acceding to their offer made by him. + +I have many other deeply interesting particulars touching our family +history, but I have detailed as many as prudence will permit, on account +of those members who are yet south of Mason and Dixon's line. + +I have faith in the hand that has dealt with us so strangely, that all our +remaining members will in time be brought together; and then the case may +merit a reviewed and enlarged edition of this tract, when other important +matter will be inserted. + + + + +CHAPTER VII. + +THE FEEDING AND CLOTHING OF THE SLAVES IN THE PART OF MARYLAND WHERE I +LIVED, &C. + + +The slaves are generally fed upon salt pork, herrings and Indian corn. + +The manner of dealing it out to them is as follows:--Each working man, on +Monday morning, goes to the cellar of the master where the provisions are +kept, and where the overseer takes his stand with some one to assist him, +when he, with a pair of steel-yards, weighs out to every man the amount of +three-and-a-half pounds, to last him till the ensuing Monday--allowing him +just half-a-pound per day. Once in a few weeks there is a change made, by +which, instead of the three-and-a-half pounds of pork, each man receives +twelve herrings, allowing two a-day. The only bread kind the slaves have +is that made of Indian meal. In some of the lower counties, the masters +usually give their slaves the corn in the ear; and they have to grind it +for themselves by night at hand-mills. But my master had a quantity sent +to the grist mill at a time, to be ground into coarse meal, and kept it in +a large chest in his cellar, where the woman who cooked for the boys could +get it daily. This was baked in large loaves, called "steel poun bread." +Sometimes as a change it was made into "Johnny Cake," and then at others +into mush. + +The slaves had no butter, coffee, tea, or sugar; occasionally they were +allowed milk, but not statedly; the only exception to this statement was +the "harvest provisions." In harvest, when cutting the grain, which lasted +from two to three weeks in the heat of summer, they were allowed some +fresh meat, rice, sugar, and coffee; and also their allowance of whiskey. + +At the beginning of winter, each slave had one pair of coarse shoes and +stockings, one pair of pantaloons, and a jacket. + +At the beginning of summer, he had two pair of coarse linen pantaloons and +two shirts. + +Once in a number of years, each slave, or each man and his wife, had one +coarse blanket and enough coarse linen for a "bed-tick." He never had any +bedstead or other furniture kind. The men had no hats, waistcoats or +handkerchiefs given them, or the women any bonnets. These they had to +contrive for themselves. Each labouring man had a small "patch" of ground +allowed him; from this he was expected to furnish himself and his boys +hats, &c. These patches they had to work by night; from these, also, they +had to raise their own provisions, as no potatoes, cabbage, &c., were +allowed them from the plantation. Years ago the slaves were in the habit +of raising broom-corn, and making brooms to supply the market in the +towns; but now of later years great quantities of these and other +articles, such as scrubbing-brushes, wooden trays, mats, baskets, and +straw hats which the slaves made, are furnished by the shakers and other +small manufacturers, from the free states of the north. + +Neither my master or any other master, within my acquaintance, made any +provisions for the religious instruction of his slaves. They were not +worked on the Sabbath. One of the "boys" was required to stay at home and +"feed," that is, take care of the stock, every Sabbath; the rest went to +see their friends. Those men whose families were on other plantations +usually spent the Sabbath with them; some would lie about at home and rest +themselves. + +When it was pleasant weather my master would ride "into town" to church, +but I never knew him to say a word to one of us about going to church, or +about our obligations to God, or a future state. But there were a number +of pious slaves in our neighbourhood, and several of these my master +owned; one of these was an exhorter. He was not connected with a religious +body, but used to speak every Sabbath in some part of the neighbourhood. +When slaves died, their remains were usually consigned to the grave +without any ceremony; but this old gentleman, wherever he heard of a slave +having been buried in that way, would send notice from plantation to +plantation, calling the slaves together at the grave on the Sabbath, where +he'd sing, pray, and exhort. I have known him to go ten or fifteen miles +voluntarily to attend these services. He could not read, and I never heard +him refer to any Scripture, and state and discourse upon any fundamental +doctrine of the gospel; but he knew a number of "spiritual songs by +heart," of these he would give two lines at a time very exact, set and +lead the tune himself; he would pray with great fervour, and his +exhortations were amongst the most impressive I have heard. + +The Methodists at one time attempted to evangelize the slaves in our +neighbourhod, but the effort was sternly resisted by the masters. They +held a Camp Meeting in the neighbourhood, where many of the slaves +attended. But one of their preachers for addressing words of comfort to +the slaves, was arrested and tried for his life. + +My master was very active in this disgraceful affair, but the excellent +man, Rev. Mr. G., was acquitted and escaped out of their hands. Still, it +was deemed by his brethren to be imprudent for him to preach any more in +the place, as some of the more reckless masters swore violence against +him. This good man's name is remembered dearly, till this day, by slaves +in that county. I met with a fugitive about a year ago, who remembered +distinctly the words spoken by Mr. G., and by which his own mind was +awakened to a sense of the value of his soul. He said, in the course of +his preaching, addressing himself to the slaves, "You have precious +immortal souls, that are worth far more to you than your bodies are to +your masters;" or words to that effect. But while these words interested +many slaves, they also made many masters exceedingly angry, and they +tortured his words into an attempt to excite the slaves to rebellion. + +Some of my master's slaves who had families, were regularly married, and +others were not; the law makes no provision for such marriages, and the +only provision made by the master was, that they should obtain his leave. +In some cases, after obtaining leave to take his wife, the slave would ask +further leave to go to a minister and be married. I never knew him to deny +such a request, and yet, in those cases where the slave did not ask it, he +never required him to be married by a minister. Of course, no Bibles, +Tracts, or religious books of any kind, were ever given to the slaves; and +no ministers or religious instructors were ever known to visit our +plantation at any time, either in sickness or in health. When a slave was +sick, my master being himself a physician, sometimes attended, and +sometimes he called other physicians. Slaves frequently sickened and died, +but I never knew any provision made to administer to them the comforts, or +to offer to them the hopes of the gospel, or to their friends after their +death. + + * * * * * + +_There is no one feature of slavery to which the mind recurs with more +gloomy impressions, than to its disastrous influence upon the families of +the masters, physically, pecuniarily, and mentally._ + +It seems to destroy families as by a powerful blight, large and opulent +slave-holding families, often vanish like a group of shadows at the third +or fourth generation. This fact arrested my attention some years before I +escaped from slavery, and of course before I had any enlightened views of +the moral character of the system. As far back as I can recollect, indeed, +it was a remark among slaves, that every generation of slaveholders are +more and more inferior. There were several large and powerful families in +our county, including that of my master, which affords to my mind a +melancholy illustration of this remark. One of the wealthiest slaveholders +in the county, was General R., a brother-in-law to my master. This man +owned a large and highly valuable tract of land, called R.'s Manor. I do +not know how many slaves he owned, but the number was large. He lived in a +splendid mansion, and drove his coach and four. He was for some years a +member of Congress. He had a numerous family of children. + +The family showed no particular signs of decay until he had married a +second time, and had considerably increased his number of children. It +then became evident that his older children were not educated for active +business, and were only destined to be a charge. Of sons, (seven or +eight,) not one of them reached the eminence once occupied by the father. +The only one that approached to it, was the eldest, who became an officer +in the navy, and obtained the doubtful glory of being killed in the +Mexican war. + +General R. himself ran through his vast estate, died intemperate, and left +a widow and large number of daughters, some minors, destitute, and none of +his sons fitted for any employment but in the army and navy. + +Slaves have a superstitious dread of passing the dilapidated dwelling of a +man who has been guilty of great cruelties to his slaves, and who is dead, +or moved away. I never felt this dread deeply but once, and that was one +Sabbath about sunset, as I crossed the yard of General R.'s residence, +which was about two miles from us, after he had been compelled to leave +it. + +To see the once fine smooth gravel walks, overgrown with grass--the +redundances of the shrubbery neglected--the once finely painted pricket +fences, rusted and fallen down--a fine garden in splendid ruins--the lofty +ceiling of the mansion thickly curtained with cobwebs--the spacious +apartments abandoned, while the only music heard within as a substitute +for the voices of family glee that once filled it, was the crying cricket +and cockroaches! Ignorant slave as I was at that time, I could but pause +for a moment, and recur in silent horror to the fact that, a strange +reverse of fortune, had lately driven from that proud mansion, a large +and once opulent family. What advantage was it now to the members of that +family, that the father and head had for near half a century stood high in +the counsels of the state, and had the benefit of the unrequited toil of +hundreds of his fellowmen, when they were already grappling with the +annoyances of that poverty, which he had entailed upon others. + +My master's family, in wealth and influence, was not inferior to General +R.'s originally. His father was a member of the convention that framed the +present constitution of the state; he was, also, for some years chief +justice of the state. + +My master was never equal to his father, although he stood high at one +time. He once lacked but a few votes of being elected Governor of the +state: he once sat in the Assembly, and was generally a leading man in his +own county. His influence was found to be greatest when exerted in favour +of any measure in regard to the control of slaves. He was the first mover +in several cruel and rigid municipal regulations in the county, which +prohibited slaves from going over a certain number of miles from their +master's places on the Sabbath, and from being seen about the town. He +once instigated the authorities of the town where he attended service, to +break up a Sabbath-school some humane members of the Methodist and +Lutheran denominations had set up to teach the free negroes, lest the +slaves should get some benefit of it. + +But there was a still wider contrast between my master and his own +children, eight in number, when I left him. His eldest daughter, the +flower of the family, married a miserable and reckless gambler. His +eldest son was kind-hearted, and rather a favourite with the slaves on +that account; but he had no strength of mind or weight of character. His +education was limited, and he had no disposition or tact for business of +any kind. He died at thirty-six, intestate; leaving his second-wife (a +sister to his father's second wife) with several orphan children, a widow +with a small estate deeply embarrassed. The second son was once sent to +West Point to fit for an officer. After being there a short time, however, +he became unsteady, and commenced the study of medicine, but he soon gave +that up and preferred to live at home and flog the slaves; and by them was +cordially dreaded and disliked, and among themselves he was vulgarly +nicknamed on account of his cruel and filthy habits. + +These two families will afford a fair illustration of the gloomy history +of many others that I could name. This decline of slaveholding families is +a subject of observation and daily remark among slaves; they are led to +observe every change in the pecuniary, moral, and social state of the +families they belong to, from the fact, that as the old master declines, +or as his children are married off, they are expecting to fall into their +hands, or in case of insolvency on the part of the old master, they expect +to be sold; in either case, it involves a change of master--a subject to +which they cannot be indifferent. And it is very rarely the case that a +slave's condition is benefited by passing from the old master into the +hands of one of his children. Owing to the causes I have mentioned, the +decline is so rapid and marked, in almost every point of view, that the +children of slaveholders are universally inferior to themselves, mentally, +morally, physically, as well as pecuniarily, especially so in the latter +point of view; and this is a matter of most vital concern to the slaves. +The young master not being able to own as many slaves as his father, +usually works what he has more severely, and being more liable to +embarrassment, the slaves' liability to be sold at an early day is much +greater. For the same reason, slaves have a deep interest, generally, in +the marriage of a young mistress. Very generally the daughters of +slaveholders marry inferior men; men who seek to better their own +condition by a wealthy connection. The slaves who pass into the hands of +the young master has had some chance to become acquainted with his +character, bad as it may be; but the young mistress brings her slaves a +new, and sometimes an unknown master. Sometimes these are the sons of +already broken down slaveholders. In other cases they are adventurers from +the north who remove to the south, and who readily become the most cruel +masters. + + + + +APPENDIX. + + +These two letters are simply introduced to show what the state of my +feelings was with reference to slavery at the time they were written. I +had just heard several facts with regard to my parents, which had awakened +my mind to great excitement. + + TO MY FATHER, MOTHER, BROTHERS, AND SISTERS. + + _The following was written in 1844:_ + + DEARLY BELOVED IN BONDS, + + About seventeen long years have now rolled away, since in the Providence + of Almighty God, I left your embraces, and set out upon a daring + adventure in search of freedom. Since that time, I have felt most + severely the loss of the sun and moon and eleven stars from my social + sky. Many, many a thick cloud of anguish has pressed my brow and sent + deep down into my soul the bitter waters of sorrow in consequence. And + you have doubtless had your troubles and anxious seasons also about your + fugitive star. + + I have learned that some of you have been sold, and again taken back by + Colonel ----. How many of you are living and together, I cannot tell. My + great grief is, lest you should have suffered this or some additional + punishment on account of my _Exodus_. + + I indulge the hope that it will afford you some consolation to know that + your son and brother is yet alive. That God has dealt wonderfully and + kindly with me in all my way. He has made me a Christian, and a + Christian Minister, and thus I have drawn my support and comfort from + that blessed Saviour, who came _to preach good tidings unto the meek, to + bind up the broken hearted, to proclaim liberty to the captives, and the + opening of the prison to them, that are bound. To proclaim the + acceptable year of the Lord and the day of vengeance of our God; to + comfort all that mourn. To appoint unto them that mourn in Zion, to give + unto them beauty for ashes, the oil of joy for mourning, the garment of + praise for the spirit of heaviness, that they might be called trees of + righteousness, the planting of the Lord that he might be glorified._ + + If the course I took in leaving a condition which had become intolerable + to me, has been made the occasion of making that condition worse to you + in any way, I do most heartily regret such a change for the worse on + your part. As I have no means, however, of knowing if such be the fact, + so I have no means of making atonement, but by sincere prayer to + Almighty God in your behalf, and also by taking this method of offering + to you these consolations of the gospel to which I have just referred, + and which I have found to be pre-eminently my own stay and support. My + dear father and mother; I have very often wished, while administering + the Holy Ordinance of Baptism to some scores of children brought forward + by doting parents, that I could see you with yours among the number. And + you, my brothers and sisters, while teaching hundreds of children and + youths in schools over which I have been placed, what unspeakable + delight I should have had in having you among the number; you may all + judge of my feeling for these past years, when while preaching from + Sabbath to Sabbath to congregations, I have not been so fortunate as + even to see father, mother, brother, sister, uncle, aunt, nephew, + niece, or cousin in my congregations. While visiting the sick, going to + the house of mourning, and burying the dead, I have been a constant + mourner for you. My sorrow has been that I know you are not in + possession of those hallowed means of grace. I am thankful to you for + those mild and gentle traits of character which you took such care to + enforce upon me in my youthful days. As an evidence that I prize both + you and them, I may say that at the age of thirty-seven, I find them as + valuable as any lessons I have learned, nor am I ashamed to let it be + known to the world, that I am the son of a bond man and a bond woman. + + Let me urge upon you the fundamental truths of the Gospel of the Son of + God. Let repentance towards God and faith in our Lord Jesus Christ have + their perfect work in you, I beseech you. Do not be prejudiced against + the gospel because it may be seemingly twisted into a support of + slavery. The gospel rightly understood, taught, received, felt and + practised, is anti-slavery as it is anti-sin. Just so far and so fast as + the true spirit of the gospel obtains in the land, and especially in the + lives of the oppressed, will the spirit of slavery sicken and become + powerless like the serpent with his head pressed beneath the fresh + leaves of the prickly ash of the forest. + + There is not a solitary decree of the immaculate God that has been + concerned in the ordination of slavery, nor does any possible + development of his holy will sanctify it. + + He has permitted us to be enslaved according to the invention of wicked + men, instigated by the devil, with intention to bring good out of the + evil, but He does not, He cannot approve of it. He has no need to + approve of it, even on account of the good which He will bring out of + it, for He could have brought about that very good in some other way. + + God is never straitened; He is never at a loss for means to work. Could + He not have made this a great and wealthy nation without making its + riches to consist in our blood, bones, and souls? And could He not also + have given the gospel to us without making us slaves? + + My friends, let us then, in our afflictions, embrace and hold fast the + gospel. The gospel is the fulness of God. We have the glorious and total + weight of God's moral character in our side of the scale. + + The wonderful purple stream which flowed for the healing of the nations, + has a branch for us. Nay, is Christ divided? "The grace of God that + bringeth salvation hath appeared to (for) all men, teaching us that + denying ungodliness and worldly lust, we should live soberly, + righteously, and godly in this present world, looking for that blessed + hope and glorious appearing of the great God and our Saviour Jesus + Christ, who gave himself for us that he might redeem us from all + iniquity, and purify unto himself a peculiar people, zealous of good + works."--Titus ii. 11-14. + + But you say you have not the privilege of hearing of this gospel of + which I speak. I know it; and this is my great grief. But you shall have + it; I will send it to you by my humble prayer; I can do it; I will beg + our heavenly Father, and he will preach this gospel to you in his holy + providence. + + You, dear father and mother cannot have much longer to live in this + troublesome and oppressive world; you cannot bear the yoke much longer. + And as you approach another world, how desirable it is that you should + have the prospect of a different destiny from what you have been called + to endure in this world during a long life. + + But it is the gospel that sets before you the hope of such a blessed + rest as is spoken of in the word of God, Job iii. 17, 19. "There the + wicked cease from troubling, and there the weary be at rest; there the + prisoners rest together; they hear not the voice of the oppressors. The + small and great are there; and the servant is free from his master." + + Father, I know thy eyes are dim with age and weary with weeping, but + look, dear father, yet a little while toward that haven. Look unto + Jesus, "the author and finisher of thy faith," for the moment of thy + happy deliverance is at hand. + + Mother, dear mother, I know, I feel, mother, the pangs of thy bleeding + heart, that thou hast endured, during so many years of vexation. Thy + agonies are by a genuine son-like sympathy mine; I will, I must, I do + share daily in those agonies of thine. But I sincerely hope that with me + you bear your agonies to Christ who carries our sorrows. + + O come then with me, my beloved family, of weary heart-broken and + care-worn ones, to Jesus Christ, "casting all your care upon him, for he + careth for you."--2 Peter v. 7. + + With these words of earnest exhortation, joined with fervent prayer to + God that He may smooth your rugged way, lighten your burden, and give a + happy issue out of all your troubles, I must bid you adieu. + + Your son and brother, + + JAS. P. + + _Alias_ J.W.C. PENNINGTON. + + TO COLONEL F---- T----, OF H----, WASHINGTON COUNTY, MD. 1844. + + + DEAR SIR, + + It is now, as you are aware, about seventeen years since I left your + house and service, at the age of twenty. Up to that time, I was, + according to your rule and claim, your slave. Till the age of seven + years, I was, of course, of little or no service to you. At that age, + however, you hired me out, and for three years I earned my support; at + the age of ten years, you took me to your place again, and in a short + time after you put me to work at the blacksmith's trade, at which, + together with the carpentering trade, &c, I served you peaceably until + the day I left you, with exception of the short time you had sold me to + S---- H----, Esq., for seven hundred dollars. It is important for me to + say to you, that I have no consciousness of having done you any wrong. I + called you master when I was with you from the mere force of + circumstances; but I never regarded you as my master. The nature which + God gave me did not allow me to believe that you had any more right to + me than I had to you, and that was just none at all. And from an early + age, I had intentions to free myself from your claim. I never consulted + any one about it; I had no advisers or instigators; I kept my own + counsel entirely concealed in my own bosom. I never meditated any evil + to your person or property, but I regarded you as my oppressor, and I + deemed it my duty to get out of your hands by peaceable means. + + I was always obedient to your commands. I laboured for you diligently at + all times. I acted with fidelity in any matter which you entrusted me. + As you sometimes saw fit to entrust me with considerable money, to buy + tools or materials, not a cent was ever coveted or kept. + + During the time I served you in the capacity of blacksmith, your + materials were used economically, your work was done expeditiously, and + in the very best style, a style second to no smith in your + neighbourhood. In short, sir, you well know that my habits from early + life were advantageous to you. Drinking, gambling, fighting, &c., were + not my habits. On Sabbaths, holidays, &c., I was frequently at your + service, when not even your body-servant was at home. + + Times and times again, I have gone on Sunday afternoon to H----, six + miles, after your letters and papers, when it was as much my privilege + to be _"out of the way,"_ as it was C----. + + But what treatment did you see fit to return me for all this? You, in + the most unfeeling manner, abused my father for no cause but speaking a + word to you, as a man would speak to his fellow-man, for the sake simply + of a better understanding. + + You vexed my mother, and because she, as a tender mother would do, + showed solicitude for the virtue of her daughters, you threatened her in + an insulting brutal manner. + + You abused my brother and sister without cause, and in like manner you + did to myself; you surmised evil against me. You struck me with your + walking-cane, called me insulting names, threatened me, swore at me, and + became more and more wrathy in your conduct, and at the time I quitted + your place, I had good reason to believe that you were meditating + serious evil against me. + + Since I have been out of your hands, I have been signally favoured of + God, whence I infer that in leaving you, I acted strictly in accordance + with his holy will. I have a conscience void of offence towards God and + towards all men, yourself not excepted. And I verily believe that I have + performed a sacred duty to God and myself, and a kindness to you, in + taking the blood of my soul peaceably off your soul. And now, dear sir, + having spoken somewhat pointedly, I would, to convince you of my perfect + good will towards you, in the most kind and respectful terms, remind you + of your coming destiny. You are now over seventy years of age, pressing + on to eternity with the weight of these seventy years upon you. Is not + this enough without the blood of some half-score of souls? + + You are aware that your right to property in man is now disputed by the + civilized world. You are fully aware, also, that the question, whether + the Bible sanctions slavery, has distinctly divided this nation in + sentiment. On the side of Biblical Anti-slavery, we have many of the + most learned, wise and holy men in the land. If the Bible affords no + sanction to slavery, (and I claim that it cannot,) then it must be a sin + of the deepest dye; and can you, sir, think to go to God in hope with a + sin of such magnitude upon your soul? + + But admitting that the question is yet doubtful, (which I do only for + the sake of argument,) still, sir, you will have the critical hazard of + this doubt pressing, in no very doubtful way, upon your declining years, + as you descend the long and tedious hill of life. + + Would it not seem to be exceedingly undesirable to close an eventful + probation of seventy or eighty years, and leave your reputation among + posterity suspended upon so doubtful an issue? But what, my dear sir, + is a reputation among posterity, who are but worms, compared with a + destiny in the world of spirits? And it is in light of that destiny that + I would now have you look at this subject. You and I, and all that you + claim as your slaves, are in a state of probation; our great business is + to serve God under His righteous moral government. Master and slave are + the subjects of that government, bound by its immutable requirements, + and liable to its sanctions in the next world, though enjoying its + forbearance in this. You will pardon me then for pressing this point in + earnest good faith. You should, at this stage, review your life without + political bias, or adherence to long cherished prejudices, and remember + that you are soon to meet those whom you have held, and do hold in + slavery, at the awful bar of the impartial Judge of all who doeth right. + Then what will become of your own doubtful claims? What will be done + with those doubts that agitated your mind years ago; will you answer for + threatening, swearing, and using the cowhide among your slaves? + + What will become of those long groans and unsatisfied complaints of your + slaves, for vexing them with insulting words, placing them in the power + of dogish and abusive overseers, or under your stripling, misguided, + hot-headed son, to drive and whip at pleasure, and for selling parts or + whole families to Georgia? They will all meet you at that bar. Uncle + James True, Charles Cooper, Aunt Jenny, and the native Africans; + Jeremiah, London, and Donmore, have already gone a-head, and only wait + your arrival--Sir, I shall meet you there. The account between us for + the first twenty years of my life, will have a definite character upon + which one or the other will be able to make out a case. + + Upon such a review as this, sir, you will, I am quite sure, see the need + of seriousness. I assure you that the thought of meeting you in + eternity, and before the dread tribunal of God, with a complaint in my + mouth against you, is to me of most weighty and solemn character. And + you will see that the circumstances from which this thought arises are + of equal moment to yourself. Can the pride of leaving your children + possessed of long slave states, or the policy of sustaining in the state + the institution of slavery, justify you in overlooking a point of moment + to your future happiness? + + What excuse could you offer at the bar of God, favoured as you have been + with the benefits of a refined education, and through a long life with + the gospel of love, should you, when arraigned there, find that you + have, all your life long, laboured under a great mistake in regard to + slavery, and that in this mistake you had died, and only lifted up your + eyes in the light of eternity to be corrected, when it was too late to + be corrected in any other way. + + _I could wish to address you_ (being bred, born, and raised in your + family) _as a father in Israel, or as an elder brother in Christ, but I + cannot; mockery is a sin._ I can only say then, dear sir, farewell, till + I meet you at the bar of God, where Jesus, who died for us, will judge + between us. Now his blood can wash out our stain, break down the middle + wall of partition, and reconcile us not only to God but to each other, + then the word of his mouth, the sentence will set us at one. As for + myself, I am quite ready to meet you face to face at the bar of God. I + have done you no wrong; I have nothing to fear when we both fall into + the hands of the just God. + + I beseech you, dear sir, to look well and consider this matter soundly. + In yonder world you can have no slaves--you can be no man's master--you + can neither sell, buy, or whip, or drive. Are you then, by sustaining + the relation of a slaveholder, forming a character to dwell with God in + peace? + + With kind regards, + + I am, sir, yours respectfully, + + J.W.C. PENNINGTON. + + + + +LIBERTY'S CHAMPION. + +BY A FRIEND OF THE AUTHOR'S. + + + On the wings of the wind he comes, he comes! + With the rolling billow's speed; + On his breast are the signs of peace and love, + And his soul is nerved with strength from above: + While his eyes flash fire, + He burns with desire + To achieve the noble deed. + + To the shores of the free he goes, he goes! + And smiles as he passes on; + He hears the glad notes of Liberty's song, + And bids the brave sons of freedom be strong. + While his heart bounds high + To his crown in the sky, + He triumphs o'er conquests won. + + To the homes of the slave he flies, he flies! + Where manacled mourners cry; + The bursting groan of the mind's o'erflow, + Transfixed on the dark and speaking brow: + With a murmuring sound, + Ascends from the ground, + To the God that reigns on high. + + To his loved Father's throne he hastes, he hastes! + And pours forth his soul in grief: + Uprising he finds his strength renewed, + And his heart with fervent love is imbued; + While the heaving sigh, + And the deep-toned cry, + Appeal for instant relief. + + To the hard oppressor he cries, he cries, + And points to the bleeding slave; + He tells of the rights of the human soul, + And his eyes with full indignation roll: + While his heart is moved, + And the truth is proved, + He seeks the captive to save. + + Again to the foeman he speaks, he speaks, + But utters his cry in vain; + He breathes no curse, no vengeance seeks,-- + For the broken hearts or the anguished shrieks, + For the mother's pains, + Or the father's gains,-- + Upon the oppressor's name. + + To nations of freemen once more he comes, + To raise Liberty's banner high; + He tells of the wrongs of the bonded slave, + And cries aloud, 'mid throngs of the brave, + "O freemen, arise! + Be faithful and wise, + And answer the mourner's cry. + + In melting strains of love he calls, he calls, + To the great and good from afar; + Till sympathy wakes to the truthful tale, + And the prayer of the faith, which cannot fail, + Ascends to heaven, + And grace is given, + To nerve for the bloodless war. + + The truth with a magic power prevails: + All hearts are moved to the strife; + In a holy phalanx, and with deathless aim, + They seek a peaceful triumph to gain + O'er the tyrant's sway, + In his onward way, + To raise the fallen to life. + + At the mighty voice of the glorious free + The chain of the oppressor breaks; + The slave from his bondage springs forth to love, + And, standing erect, his eye fixed above, + He honours his race, + And in the world's face, + The language of liberty speaks. + + The oppressor no longer owns a right, + Or property claims in the slave, + But the world, in the glory of freedom's light, + Beams out from the darkness of wide-spread night; + Throughout its length, + In greatness and strength, + The honour of the free and brave. + + * * * * * + +Printed for CHARLES GILPIN, 5, Bishopgate Street Without. + +The Fugitive Blacksmith, or Events in the History of JAMES W.C. +PENNINGTON, Pastor of a Presbyterian Church, New York. Foolscap 8vo., +sewed, price 1s. + +"This entrancing narrative * * * We trust that thousands of our readers +will procure the volume, which is published by Mr. Gilpin at a mere +trifle--much too cheap to accomplish the purpose for which, in part or +mainly, it has been published--the raising a fund to remove the pecuniary +burdens which press on the author's flock. NOTHING SHORT OF THE SALE OF +FIFTY THOUSAND OR SIXTY THOUSAND COPIES could be at all availing for this +object. * * * We very cordially recommend him and his narrative to the +kind consideration of our readers. Let them load him with English +hospitality, fill his purse, and send him back as fast as possible to the +land of his early bondage, of his matured freedom, and to the people to +whose character and capabilities he does so much honour."--_Christian +Witness_, October, 1849. + +"The principal portion of the 'Tract,' as Mr. Pennington modestly styles +his book, consists of an autobiography of his early life as a slave, and +of his escape from bondage, and final settlement in New York as a +Presbyterian Minister. His adventures and hair-breadth escapes invest the +narrative with startling interest, and excite the deepest sympathies of +the reader."--_Nonconformist_, September, 26th, 1849. + +"Believing that by the purchase of this little book our readers will +confer a benefit on the writer, at the same time that they become +possessed of a narrative of deep interest, we give it our most cordial +recommendation."--_Teetotal Times_, October, 1849. + + * * * * * + +London: CHARLES GILPIN, 5, Bishopsgate Street Without. + + + + + + +End of Project Gutenberg's The Fugitive Blacksmith, by James W. C. 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