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You may copy it, give it away or +re-use it under the terms of the Project Gutenberg License included +with this eBook or online at www.gutenberg.org + + + + + +Title: The Princess Passes + +Author: Alice Muriel Williamson and Charles Norris Williamson + +Release Date: January 20, 2005 [eBook #14740] + +Language: English + +Character set encoding: ISO-8859-1 + + +***START OF THE PROJECT GUTENBERG EBOOK THE PRINCESS PASSES*** + + +E-text prepared by Rick Niles, Ronald Holder, and the Project Gutenberg +Online Distributed Proofreading Team + + + +Note: Project Gutenberg also has an HTML version of this + file which includes the original illustrations. + See 14740-h.htm or 14740-h.zip: + (https://www.gutenberg.org/dirs/1/4/7/4/14740/14740-h/14740-h.htm) + or + (https://www.gutenberg.org/dirs/1/4/7/4/14740/14740-h.zip) + + + + + +THE PRINCESS PASSES + +A Romance of a Motor-Car + +by + +C. N. and A. M. WILLIAMSON + +Authors of _The Lightning Conductor_ + +Illustrated + +New York +Henry Holt and Company + +1905 + + + + + + + +[Illustration: "FOOD FOR THE GODS, AND ONLY A BOY TO EAT IT."] + + + + +TO + +THE DEAR PRINCESS + +WHO, EACH YEAR, MAKES THE RIVIERA SUNNIER FOR HER PRESENCE + + + + +CONTENTS + +CHAPTER + + I. WOMAN DISPOSES + + II. MERCÉDÈS TO THE RESCUE + + III. MY LESSON + + IV. POTS, KETTLES, AND OTHER THINGS + + V. IN SEARCH OF A MULE + + VI. THE WINGS OF THE WIND + + VII. AT LAST! + + VIII. THE MAKING OF A MYSTERY + + IX. THE BRAT + + X. THE SCRAPING OF ACQUAINTANCE + + XI. A SHADOW OF NIGHT + + XII. THE PRINCESS + + XIII. AFTERNOON CALLS + + XIV. THE PATH OF THE MOON + + XV. ENTER THE CONTESSA + + XVI. A MAN FROM THE DARK + + XVII. THE LITTLE GAME OF FLIRTATION + + XVIII. RANK TYRANNY + + XIX. THE LITTLE RIFT WITHIN THE LUTE + + XX. THE GREAT PAOLO + + XXI. THE CHALLENGE + + XXII. AN AMERICAN CUSTOM + + XXIII. THERE IS NO SUCH GIRL + + XXIV. THE REVENGE OF THE MOUNTAIN + + XXV. THE AMERICANS + + XXVI. THE VANISHING OF THE PRINCE + + XXVII. THE STRANGE MUSHROOM + +XXVIII. THE WORLD WITHOUT THE BOY + + XXIX. THE FAIRY PRINCE'S RING + + XXX. THE DAY OF SUSPENSE + + XXXI. THE BOY'S SISTER + + + + +ILLUSTRATIONS + +"FOOD FOR THE GODS, AND ONLY A BOY TO EAT IT" (Frontispiece) + +"WE REALLY WANT YOU, SAID MOLLY" + +"SOMETIMES JACK DROVE, WITH MOLLY BESIDE HIM" + +"THE BLUE FLAME OF THE CHAFING-DISH" + +"I WAS SUDDENLY CLAPPED UPON THE SHOULDER" + +"TREADING THE ROAD BUILT BY NAPOLÉON" + +"THERE WAS A PANG WHEN I TURNED MY BACK" + +"THAT IS THE DÉJEUNER OF NAPOLÉON" + +"DOWN, TURK!" "BE QUIET, JUPITER!" + +"ON THE GROUND CROUCHED THE BOY" + +"'DO YOU KNOW,' SAID I, 'YOU ARE A VERY QUEER BOY'" + +"LOOKING OUT OF THE WINDOW I SAW HIM IN CONVERSATION" + +"SITTING WITH MY BACK TO THE HORSES" + +"HERE WE WERE AT ANNECY" + +"VOILÀ MONSIEUR!" + +"THE ROCK OF MONACO" + + + + + + +CHAPTER I + +Woman Disposes + + "Away, away, from men and towns, + To the wild wood and the downs, + To the silent wilderness." + --PERCY BYSSHE SHELLEY. + + +"To your happiness," I said, lifting my glass, and looking the girl in +the eyes. She had the grace to blush, which was the least that she +could do, for a moment ago she had jilted me. + +The way of it was this. + +I had met her and her mother the winter before at Davos, where I had +been sent after South Africa, and a spell of playing fast and loose +with my health--a possession usually treated as we treat the poor, +whom we expect to have always with us. Helen Blantock had been the +success of her season in London, had paid for her triumphs with a +breakdown, and we had stopped at the same hotel. + +The girl's reputation as a beauty had marched before her, blowing +trumpets. She was the prettiest girl in Davos, as she had been the +prettiest in London; and I shared with other normal, self-respecting +men the amiable weakness of wishing to monopolise the woman most +wanted by others. During the process I fell in love, and Helen was +kind. + +Lady Blantock, a matron of comfortable rotundity of figure and a +placid way of folding plump, white hands, had, however, a +contradictorily cold and watchful eye, which I had feared at first; +but it had softened for me, and I accepted the omen. In the spring, +when my London tyrant had pronounced me "sound as a bell," I had +proposed to Helen. The girl said neither yes nor no, but she had eyes +and a smile which needed no translation, so I kissed her (it was in a +conservatory at a dance) and was happy--for a fortnight. + +Then came this bidding to dinner. Lady Blantock wrote the invitation, +of course, but it was natural to suppose that she did it to please her +daughter. It happened to be my birthday, and I fancied that Helen had +kept the date in mind. Besides, the selection of the guests had +apparently been made with an eye to my pleasure. + +There was Jack Winston, who had lately married an American heiress, +not because she was an heiress, but because she was adorable; there +was the heiress herself, _née_ Molly Randolph, whom I had known +through Winston's letters before I saw her lovely, laughing face; +there was Sir Horace Jerveyson, the richest grocer in the world, whom +I suspected Lady Blantock of actually regarding as a human being, and +a suitable successor to the late Sir James. Besides these, there was +only myself, Montagu Lane; and I believed that the dinner had been +arranged with a view to my claims as leading man in the love drama of +which Helen Blantock was leading lady, the other characters in the +scene merely being "on" as our "support." If this idea argued conceit, +I was punished. + +It was with the _entrée_ that the blow fell, and I had a curious, +impersonal sort of feeling that on every night to come, should I live +for a hundred years, each future _entrée_ of each future dinner +would recall the sensation of this moment. Something inside me, that +was myself yet not myself, chuckled at the thought, and made a note to +avoid _entrées_. + +We had been asking each others' plans for August. Molly and Jack had +said that they were going to Switzerland to try the new Mercédès, +which had been given as a wedding present to the girl by a school +friend of that name, and of many dollars. + +Then, solely to be civil, not because I wanted to know, I asked Sir +Horace Jerveyson what he meant to do. Hardly did I even expect to hear +his answer, for I was looking at Helen, and she was in great beauty. +But the man's words jumped to my ears. + +"Miss Blantock and I are going to Scotland," answered the grocer, in +his fat voice, which might have been oiled with his own bacon. I +stared incredulously. "Together," he informatively added. + +Lady Blantock laughed nervously. "I suppose we might as well let this +pass for an announcement?" she twittered. "Nell and Sir Horace have +been engaged a whole day. It will be in the _Morning Post_ to-morrow. +Really, it has been so sudden that I feel quite dazed." + +It was at this point that I drank to the girl's happiness, looking +straight into her eyes. + +I have a dim impression that the grocer, who no doubt mistook her +blush for maiden pride of conquest, essayed to make a speech, and was +tactfully suppressed by the future mother-in-law. I am sure, though, +that it was Helen who presently asked, in pink-and-white confusion, +if I, too, were bound for Scotland. "But, of course you are," she +added. + +"No," I said. "I've been planning to take a walking tour as soon as +this tiresome season is over. I shall run across to France and wander +for a while. Eventually, I shall end up at Monte Carlo. A friend whom +I rather want to meet, will arrive there, at her villa, in October." + +I knew that Jack Winston would understand, for he had not been the +only one last winter who had written letters. But Jack was of no +importance to me at the instant. I was talking at Helen, and she, too, +would understand. I hoped that, in understanding, she would suffer a +pang, a small, insignificant, poor relation of the pang inflicted upon +me. + +It is a thing unexplained by science why the miserable hours of our +lives should he fifty times the length of happy hours, though stupid +clocks, seeing nothing beyond their own hands, record both with the +same measurement. If we had sat at this prettily decorated dinner +table in the Carlton restaurant (I had thought it pretty at first, so +I give it the benefit of the doubt) through the night into the next +day, while other people ate breakfast and even luncheon, the moments +could not have dragged more heavily. But when it appeared that we must +have reached a ripe old age--those of us who had been young with the +evening--Lady Blantock thought we might have coffee in the "palm +court." We had it, and by rising at last, sweet Molly Winston saved me +from doing the musicians a mischief. "Lord Lane, you promised to let +us drop you, in the car," she said to me. "Oh, I don't mean to 'drop +you' literally. Our auto has no naughty ways. I hope we are not +carrying you off too soon." + +[Illustration: "WE REALLY WANT YOU, SAID MOLLY".] + +Too soon! I could have kissed her. "Angel," I murmured, when we were +out of the hotel, for in reality there had been no engagement. "Thank +you--and good-bye." I wrung her hand, and she gave a funny little +squeak, for I had forgotten her rings. + +"What! Aren't you coming?" asked Jack. + +"We really want you," said Molly. "Please let us take you home with +us--to supper." + +"We've just finished dinner," I objected weakly. + +"That makes no difference. Eating is only an incident of supper. It's +a meal which consists of conversation. Look, here's the car. Isn't she +a beauty? Can you resist her? Such a dear darling of a girl gave her +to me, a girl you would love. Can you resist Mercédès?" + +"I could resist anything if I could resist you. But seriously, though +you're very good, I think I'll walk to the Albany, and--and go to +bed." + +"What nonsense! As if you would. You're quite a clever actor, Lord +Lane, and might deceive a man, but--I'm a woman. Jack and I want to +talk to you about--about that walking tour." + +It would have been ungracious to refuse, since she had set her heart +upon a rescue. The chauffeur who had brought round the motor +surrendered his place to Molly, whom Jack had taught to drive the new +car, and I was given the seat of honour beside her. By this time the +streets were comparatively clear of traffic, and we shot away as if we +had been propelled from a catapult, Molly contriving to combine a +rippling flow of words with intricate tricks of steering, in an +extraordinary fashion which I would defy any male expert to imitate +without committing suicide and murder. + +I was a determined enemy of motor cars, as Jack knew, and thus far +had avoided treachery to my favourite animal by never setting foot in +one. But to-night I was past nice distinctions, and besides, I rather +hoped that Molly and her Mercédès would kill me. My nerves were too +numb to tell my brain of any remarkable sensations in the new +experience, but I remember feeling cheated out of what I had been led +to expect, when without any tragic event Molly stopped the car before +their house in Park Lane--another and bigger wedding present. + +It was a brand-new toy bestowed by millionaire Chauncey Randolph on +his one fair daughter. Jack and Molly Winston had been married in New +York in June (when I would have been best man had it not been for +Helen), had spent their honeymoon somewhere in the bride's native +country, and had come "home" to England only a little more than a +fortnight ago. Jack's father, Lord Brighthelmston, had furnished the +house as his gift to the bride, and as he is a famous connoisseur and +collector, his taste, combined with Lady Brighthelmston's management, +had resulted in perfection. Already I had been taken from cellar to +attic and shown everything, so that to-night there was no need to +admire. + +We went into the dining-room; why, I do not know, unless that sitting +round a table in the company of friends opens the heart and loosens +the tongue. I have reason to believe that on the table there were +things to eat, and especially to drink, but we gave them the cut +direct, though I recall vaguely the fizz of soda shooting from the +syphon, and afterwards holding a glass in my hand. + +"Do you mind my saying what I think of Lady Blantock and her +daughter?" inquired Molly, with the meek sweetness of a coaxing +child. "Perhaps I oughtn't, but it would be a relief to my feelings." + +"I wonder if it would to mine?" I remarked impersonally, addressing +the ancient tapestry on an opposite wall. + +"Let's try, and see," persisted Molly. "Calculating Cats! There, it's +out. I wouldn't have eaten their old dinner, except to please you. +I've known them only thirteen days, but I could have said the same +thing when I'd known them thirteen minutes. Indeed, I'm not sure I +didn't say it to Jack. Did I, or did I not. Lightning Conductor?" + +"You did," replied the person addressed, answering with a smile to the +name which he had earned in playing the part of Molly Randolph's +chauffeur, in the making of their love story. + +"Women always know things about each other--the sort of things the +others don't want them to know," Molly went on; "but there's no use in +our warning men who think they are in love with Calculating Cats, +because they would be certain we were jealous. Of course I shouldn't +say this to you, Lord Lane, if you hadn't taken me into your +confidence a little--that night of my first London ball." + +"It was the night I proposed to Nell," I said, half to myself. + +"Sir Horace Jerveyson was at the ball, too." + +"Talking to Lady Blantock." + +"And looking at Miss Blantock. I noticed, and--I put things together." + +"Who would ever have thought of putting those two together?" + +"I did. I said to myself and afterwards to Jack--may I tell you what I +said?" + +"Please do. If it hurts, it will be a counter-irritant." + +"Well, Jack had told me such heaps about you, you know, and he'd +hinted that, while we were having our great romance on a motor car, +you were having one on toboggans and skates at Davos, so I was +interested. Then I saw her at the ball, and we were introduced. She +was pretty, but--a prize white Persian kitten is pretty; also it has +little claws. She liked you, of course, because you're young and +good-looking. Besides, her father was knighted only because he +discovered a new microbe or something, while you're a 'hearl,' as my +new maid says." + +"A penniless 'hearl,'" I laughed. + +"You must have plenty of pennies, for you seem to have everything a +man can want; but that is different from what a woman can want. I'm +sure Helen Blantock and her mother had an understanding. I can hear +Lady Blantock saying, 'Nell, dear, you may give Lord Lane +encouragement up to a certain point, for it would be nice to be a +countess; but don't let him propose yet. Who knows what may happen?' +Then what did happen was Sir Horace Jerveyson, who has more pounds +than you have pennies. Helen would console herself with the thought +that the wife of a knight is as much 'Lady So-and-So' as a countess. I +hate that grocerman, and as for Helen, you ought to thank heaven +fasting for your escape." + +"Perhaps I shall some day, but that day is not yet," I answered. +"However, there is still Monte Carlo." + +"Shall you drown your sorrows in roulette?" asked Molly, looking +horrified. + +"Who knows?" + +"Don't let her misjudge you," cut in Jack. "Have you forgotten what I +told you about the Italian Countess, Molly?" + +"Oh, the Countess with whom Lord Lane used to flirt at Davos before he +met Miss Blantock? Now I see. You said that you were going to Monte +Carlo, on purpose to make Helen Blantock jealous." + +"I'm afraid some spiteful idea of the sort was in my mind," I +admitted. "But the Countess is fascinating, and if she would be kind, +Monte Carlo might effect a cure of the heart, as Davos did of the +lungs." + +"I believe you're capable of marrying for pique. Oh, if I could prove +to you that you aren't, and never have been, in love with Helen!" + +"It would be difficult." + +"I'll engage to do it, if you'll take my prescription." + +"What is that?" + +"Cheerful society and amusement. In other words, Jack's and my +society, and a tour on our motor car." + +"What, make a discord in the music of your duet?" + +"Dear old boy, we want you," said Jack. + +I was grateful. "I can't tell how much I thank you," I answered. "But +I'm in no mood for companionship. The fact is, I'm stunned for the +moment, but I fancy that presently I shall find out I'm rather hard +hit." + +"No, you won't, unless you mope," broke in Molly. "On the contrary, +you'll feel it less every day." + +"Time will show," said I. "Anyhow, I must dree my own weird--whatever +that means. I don't know, and never heard of anyone who did, but it +sounds appropriate. I should like to do a walking tour alone in the +desert, if it were not for the annoying necessity to eat and drink. I +want to get away from all the people I ever knew or heard of--with the +exceptions named." + +"One would think you were the only person disappointed in love!" +exclaimed Molly. "Why, I have a friend who has really suffered. Dear +little Mercédès----" + +Mrs. Winston stopped suddenly, drawing in her breath. She looked +startled, as if she had been on the point of betraying a state secret; +then her eyes brightened; she began abstractedly to trace a leaf on +the damask tablecloth. "I have thought of just the thing for you," she +said, apparently apropos of nothing. "Why don't you buy or hire a mule +to carry your luggage, and walk from Switzerland down into Italy, not +over the high roads, but do a pass or two, and for the rest, keep to +the footpaths among the mountains, which would suit your mood?" + +"The mule isn't a bad scheme," I replied. "A dirty man is an +independent animal, but a clean man, or one whose aim is to be clean, +is more or less helpless. If he has a weakness for a sponge bag, a +clean shirt or two, and evening things to change into after a long +tramp, he must go hampered by a caravan of beasts." + +"One beast would do," said Molly practically, "unless you count the +muleteer, and that depends upon his disposition." + +"I suppose muleteers have dispositions," I reflected aloud. + +"Mules have. I've met them in America. But if you think my idea a +bright one, reward it by going with Jack and me as far as Lucerne. +There you can pick up your mule and your mule-man." + +"'A picker-up of unconsidered trifles,'" I quoted dreamily. "Well, if +you and Jack are willing to tool me out on your motor car as far as +Lucerne, I should be an ungrateful brute to refuse. But the difficulty +is, I want to turn a sulky back on my kind at once, while you two----" + +"We're starting on the first," said Jack. + +"What! No Cowes?" + +"We wouldn't give a day on the car for a cycle of Cowes." + +And so the plan of my consolation tour was settled, in the supreme +court beyond which there is no appeal. But man can do no more than +propose; and woman--even American woman--cannot invariably "dispose" +to the extent of remaking the whole world of mules and men according +to her whim. + +[Illustration] + + + + +CHAPTER II + +Mercédès to the Rescue + + "What is more intellectually exhilarating to the mind, and even + to the senses, than . . . looking down the vista of some great + road . . . and to wonder through what strange places, by what + towns and castles, by what rivers and streams, by what mountains + and valleys it will take him ere he reaches his destination?"--_The + Spectator_. + + +That Locker should have come in at the moment when I was trying on my +new automobile get-up was more than a pin-prick to my already ruffled +sensibilities--it was a knife-thrust. + +"What on earth are you laughing at, man?" I demanded, whipping off the +goggles that made me look like a senile owl, and facing him angrily, +as he had a sudden need to cover his mouth with a decorous palm. + +"I beg pardon, me lord," he said. "It was coming on you sudden in them +things. I never thought to see you, me lord, in hotomobeel +clothes--you who always was so down on the 'orrid machines." + +"Well, help me out of them," I answered, feeling the justice of +Locker's implied rebuke. I twisted my wrists free of the elastic +wind-cuffs, and shed the unpleasantly heavy coat that Winston had +insisted I should buy. + +"And you such a friend of the 'orse too, me lord," added Locker, aware +that he had me at a disadvantage. + +I winced, and felt the need of self-justification. "You're right," I +said. "I never thought I should come to it. But all men fall sooner or +later, and I have held out longer than most. Don't be afraid, though, +that I am going to have a machine of my own: I haven't quite sunk to +that; if everybody else I know has. I'm only going across France on +Mr. Winston's car. He has a new one--the latest make. He tells me that +when he 'lets her out' she does seventy an hour." + +"Wot--miles, me lord?" Locker almost dropped the coat of which he had +disencumbered me. + +"Kilometres. It's the speed of a good quick train." + +It was strange; but until the night of that hateful dinner at the +Carlton, I had never been in a motor car. Half my friends had them, or +meant to have them; but in a kind of lofty obstinacy I had refused to +be a "tooled down" to Brighton or elsewhere. Fancying myself +considerably as a whip, and being an enthusiastic lover of horses, I +had taken up an attitude of hostility to their mechanical rivals, and +chuckled with malice whenever I saw in the papers that any +acquaintance had been hauled up for going beyond the "legal limit." + +But on the night of the Carlton dinner, when Molly Winston whirled me +from Pall Mall to Park Lane, that part of me which was not frozen by +the grocer (the part the psychologists call the "unconscious secondary +self") told me that I was having another startling experience apart +from being jilted. + +Winston is my oldest friend, and when his letters were mere pæans in +praise of automobilism, I looked upon his fad with compassionate +indulgence. Then we met in London after his marriage, and between the +confidences which we had exchanged, he managed to sandwich in +something about motor cars. But I ruthlessly swept aside the +interpolation as unworthy of notice. When he suggested a drive in the +new car, I called up all my tact to evade the invitation. If the +active part of me had not been stunned on the night when Helen threw +me over, I believe I should have kept bright the jewel of consistency. +But the kindness of Molly in circumstances the opposite of kind, had +undone me. Here I was, pledged to get myself up like a figure of Fun, +and sit glued for days to the seat of a noisy, jolting, ill-smelling +machine which I hated, feeling (and looking), in my goggles and hairy +coat, like a circus monkey or a circus dragon. + +Nevertheless, I could confess the motor car to my man with comparative +calmness. That I should fall was no doubt a disappointment to him. As +a conscientious snob and a cherisher of conservative ideals, he could +mention it to other valets without a blush. The mules however, towards +which the motor was to lead, was a different thing; and while poor +Locker excavated me from the motor coat, my mind was busily devising +means to keep the horrid secret of the mule hidden from him forever. + +There was but one way to do this. + +"I suppose, me lord, I'm to travel with the 'eavy luggage, and take +rooms at the end of the journey," he suggested. + +The crucial moment had come. If a man can support existence without +the girl he loves, thought I, surely it must be possible for him to +live without a valet. "No, Locker," I said firmly. "I am to be Mr. and +Mrs. Winston's guest, and we--er--shall have no fixed destination. I +shall be obliged to leave you behind." + +"Very good, me lord," returned Locker in a meek voice. "Very good, me +lord; _has_ you will. I do 'ope you won't suffer from dust, with no +one to keep you in proper repair, as you might say. But no doubt it +will be only for a short time." + +Knowing that days, weeks, and even months might pass while I consorted +with motors and mules, far from valets and civilisation, I was +nevertheless toward enough to hint that Locker must be prepared for a +wire at any time. I had often derived a quaint pleasure from the +consciousness that he despised my bookish habits and certain +unconventionalities not suited to a 'hearl'; but one must draw the +line somewhere, and I drew it at the mule. I would give a good deal +rather than Locker should suspect me of the mule. + +It was arranged that we should leave from Jack's house in Park Lane, +and as we wanted to reach Southampton early, our start was to be at +nine o'clock. "In France," Jack had said to me, "we could reel off the +distance almost as quickly as the train; but in our blessed land, with +its twenty miles an hour speed limit, its narrow winding roads, +chiefly used in country places as children's playgrounds, and its +police traps, motoring isn't the undiluted joy it ought to be. The +thing to prepare for is the unexpected." + +At half-past eight at Jack's door, I bade an almost affectionate +farewell to the last cabhorse with which for many wild weeks I should +have business dealings. The untrammelled life before me seemed to be +signalised by the lonely suit case which was the one article of +luggage I was allowed to carry on the motor. A portmanteau was to +follow me vaguely about the Continent, and I had visions of a pack to +supersede the suit case, when my means of transport should be a mule. +Sufficient for the motor was the luggage thereof, however, and when my +neat leather case was deposited in Jack's hall, I was rewarded with +Molly's approving comment that it would "make a lovely footstool." + +We had breakfast together, as though nothing dreadful were about to +happen, and I heartened myself up with strong coffee. By the time we +had finished, and Molly had changed herself from a radiant girl into a +cream-coloured mushroom, with a thick, straight, pale-brown stem, the +Thing was at the door--Molly's idol, the new goddess, with its votive +priest pouring incense out of a long-nosed oil can and waving a +polishing rag for some other mystic rite. + +This servant of the car answered to the name of Gotteland, and having +learned from Jack that he had started life as a jockey in Hungary, I +thought evil of him for abandoning the horse for the machine. He +evidently belonged to that mysterious race of beings called suddenly +into existence by a vast new industry; mysterious, because how or why +a man drifts or jumps into the occupation of chauffeur is never +explained to those who see only the finished article. Jack praised him +as a model of chauffeury accomplishments, among which were a knowledge +of seventeen languages more or less, to say nothing of dialects, and a +temper warranted to stand a burst tyre, a disordered silencer, an +uncertain ignition, and (incidentally) a broken heart--all occurring +at the same time. Despite these alleged perfections, I distrusted the +cosmopolitan apostate on principle, and was about to turn upon his +leather-clad form a disapproving gaze, when I dimly realised that it +would be a case of the pot calling the kettle black. Instead, I smiled +hypocritically as we "took a look" at the car before lending it our +lives. + +"I hope the brute isn't vicious; doesn't blow up or explode, or shed +its safety valve, or anything," I remarked with a facetiousness which +in the circumstances did me credit. + +Gotteland answered with the pitying air of the professional for the +amateur. "The _one_ thing an automobile can't do, sir, is to blow up." + +I was glad to hear this, in spite of the strong coffee lately +swallowed, but on the other hand there were doubtless a great many +other equally disagreeable things which it could do. Of course, if it +were satisfied with merely killing me, neatly and thoroughly, I still +felt that I should not mind; indeed, would be rather grateful than +otherwise. But there were objections, even for a jilted lover, to +being smeared along the ground, and picked up, perhaps, without a +nose, or the proper complement of legs, or vertebræ. + +"Anyhow, the beast has a certain meretricious beauty," I admitted. +"Those red cushions and all that bright metal work give an effect of +luxury." + +Gotteland revenged his idol with another smile. "Amateurs _do_ notice +such things, sir," said he. "Professionals don't care much about the +body; it's the motor that interests them." He lifted a sort of lattice +which muzzled the dragon's mouth, disclosing some bulbous cylinders +and a tangle of pipes and wires. "It's the _dernier cri_. That engine +will work as long as there's a drop of essence in the carburetter, +and will carry you at forty miles an hour, without feeling a hill +which would set many cars groaning and puffing. It will do the work of +twenty horses, and more----" + +"Yet I shouldn't be _really_ surprised if one horse had to tow it some +day," I murmured more to myself than to him, but Molly heard me, +through her mushroom. + +"You'll soon apologise to Mercédès for your doubts of her, for motors +are their own missionaries," she said, her eyes laughing through a +triangular talc window. "You will have learned to love her before you +know what has happened, just as you would the real Mercédès, if you +could see her." + +Curious, I thought, that Molly, knowing my state of mind, should be +constantly weaving into our conversation some allusion to the namesake +and giver of her car. I had never in my life been less interested in +the subject of extraneous girls, and with all Molly's tact, it seemed +strange that she should not recognise this. However, she did not +appear to expect an answer, and we were soon settled in the car, +Molly, as I have said, looking like a graceful fungus growth, Jack and +I like haggard goblins. + +Molly was to drive, and Jack insisted that I should sit in one of the +two absurdly comfortable armchair arrangements in front. The chauffeur +was presently to curl like a tendril round a little crimson toadstool +at our feet, and Jack took the tonneau in lonely state. This was, no +doubt, an act of fine self-abnegation on his part, nevertheless I +could have envied him his safe retirement, from my place of honour, +with no noble horses in front to save Molly and me from swift +destruction. + +Physically, we were very snug, however. The luggage was fitted into +spaces especially made for it; long baskets on the mudguards at the +side were stowed with maps and guide-books for the tour, and (as Molly +remarked in the language of her childhood) a "few nice little 'eaties' +to make us independent on the way." + +There was also a sort of glorified tea basket, containing, Molly said, +a chafing-dish, without which no self-respecting American woman ever +travelled, and by whose aid wonderful dishes could be turned out at +five minutes' notice in a shipwreck, on a desert island, or while a +tyre was being mended. + +As I mentally finished my last will and testament, Gotteland gave a +short twist to the dragon's tail, which happened to be in front. +Instantly a heart began to throb, throb. The chauffeur sprang to his +toadstool. Molly moved a lever which said "R-r-r-tch," pressed one of +her small but determined American feet on something, and the car gave +a kind of a smooth, gliding leap forward, as if sent spinning from an +unseen giant's hand. + +Though it was but just after nine, the early omnibus had gathered its +tribute of toiling or shopping worms, and was too prevalent in Park +Lane for my peace of mind. There were also enormous drays, which +looked, as our frail bark passed under their bows, like huge Atlantic +liners. The hansoms were fierce black sharks skimming viciously round +us, and there were other monsters whose forms I had no time to +analyse: but into the midst of this seething ocean Molly pitilessly +hurled us. How we slipped into spaces half our own width and came out +scatheless, Providence alone knew, but it seemed that kindly Fate must +soon tire of sparing us, we tempted it so often. + +"Here's a smash!" I said to myself grimly, at the corner of Hamilton +Place, and it flashed through my brain, with a mixture of +self-contempt and pity, that my last thought before the end would be +one of sordid satisfaction because a fortnight ago I had reluctantly +paid an accident assurance premium. + +My fingers yearned with magnetic attraction toward the arms of the +seat, but with all that was manly in me I resisted. I wreathed my face +with a smile which, though stiff as a plaster mask, was a useful +screen; and as South African tan is warranted not to wear off during a +lifetime, I could feel as pale as I pleased without visible disgrace. + +"How do you like it?" asked Molly. + +"Glorious," I breezily returned. + +"Ah, I _thought_ you would enjoy it, when--as they say of babies--you +'began to take notice.' The other night, of course, you were a little +absent-minded. Besides, it was dark, and the streets were dull and +empty. A motor _is_ just as nice as a horse, isn't it? Do say so, if +only to please me." + +Now I knew why the victims of the Inquisition told any lie which +happened to come handy. I said that it was marvellous how soon the +thing got hold of one; and Molly's mushroom reared itself proudly. +"That is because you are so brave," said the poor, deceived girl. "Of +course it's having been a soldier, and all that. People who've been in +battle wouldn't think anything of a first motor experience ("Oh, +wouldn't they?" I inwardly chortled). But, do you know, Lord Lane, +I've actually seen men who were quite brave in other ways, feel a +little _queer_ the first time they drove in an automobile through +traffic, or even in quiet country roads? I don't suppose you can +understand it." + +"I couldn't," I replied valiantly, "were not imagination the first +ingredient of sympathy. But--er--don't you think that omnibus in front +is rather large--near, I mean? You mustn't exert yourself to talk, you +know, for my sake, if you need to give your whole attention to +driving." + +"I like to talk. It's no exertion at all," said Molly, and I fancy I +responded with some base flattery, though by this time that smile of +mine was so hard you could have knocked it off with a hammer. + +"The first day I went through traffic," she continued, "my toes had +the funniest sensation, as if they were turning up in my shoes. One +seemed to come so awfully _near_ everything, without any horses in +front." + +At this very moment my own toes happened to feel as if they were +pasted back on my insteps; yet I laughed heartily at the suggestion, +and to my critical ear there was only a slight hollowness in the ring, +although before us now loomed a huge railway van. It was loaded with +iron bars, their rusty ends hanging far out and sagging towards the +roadway, enough to frighten the gentlest automobile. Ours seemed far +from gentle, and besides, we could not possibly stop in time to avoid +impalement on the iron spikes. Molly and I, if not Jack and the +chauffeur, must surely die a peculiarly unpleasant and unnecessary +death, in the morning of our lives, just as other more fortunate +people were starting out, safe and happy in exquisitely beautiful +omnibuses, to begin their day's pleasure. And Molly believed, because +I had been in a few battles, with nothing worse than a bee-like +buzzing of some innocent bullets in my ears, that I should be callous +in a motor car. + +However, the bravest soldiers are those who feel fear, and fight +despite it. I maintain that I deserved a Victoria Cross for the grim +smile which did not leave my lips as I braced myself for the +death-dealing blow. But, as in a dream one finds without surprise that +the precipice, over which one is hanging by an eyebrow, obligingly +transforms itself into a bank of violets, so did the dragon which had +been whirling us to destruction magically change into a swan-like +creature skimming just out of harm's way. + +I now reflected, with a vague sense of self-disgust, that, instead of +being glad to leave the world which had denied me Helen, I had felt +distinctly annoyed at the necessity, had not given a thought to my +lost love, and had been thankful for the mere gift of life without +her. + +"I'm so glad you don't think I'm reckless," said Molly, as quietly as +though we had not passed through a crisis; and indeed to this day I do +not believe she would admit that we had. + +"I'm really very careful; Jack says I am. He takes tremendous risks +sometimes, or at least it seems so when you're not driving. You'll see +the difference when _he's_ in front." + +I refrained from comment, but I had never valued Jack's friendship +less, and I was in the act of concocting a telegram from Locker which +might recall me to London, when from the speed of the Scotch express +we slowed down to a pace which would have been mean even for a donkey. +We continued this rate of progression for a peaceful but all too brief +interval; then in the line of traffic opened a narrow canal which I +hoped might escape Molly's eye. But there was no such luck. She saw; +we leaped into it, raced down it, and before I could have said +"knife," or any other equally irrelevant word of one syllable, we had +left everything else behind. + +I expected to be (to put it mildly) as uncomfortable as I had been +before my short respite, yet strange to say, this was not the case. I +did not know what was the matter with me, but suddenly I seemed to be +enjoying myself. The tension of muscles relaxed, as if a string which +had held them tight--like the limbs of a Jumping Jack--had been let +go. I leaned back against the crimson cushions of my seat with a new +and singular sense of well-being. Once, as a volunteer in South +Africa, I had felt the same when, after having a splinter of bone +taken out, under chloroform, I had waked up to be told it was all +over. This wasn't over, but somehow, I didn't want it to be. + +We took Putney Bridge at a gulp, and swallowed the long hill to +Wimbledon Common in the fashion of a hungry anaconda; but before we +arrived at this stage a thing happened which unexpectedly raised my +opinion of motor cars. It was in the Fullham Road that we glided close +behind a hansom bowling along at a rattling pace. Traffic on our right +prevented us from passing, and Molly had just remarked how vexing it +was to be kept back by a mere hansom, when plunk! down went the little +nag on his nose. It was one of those tumbles in which the horse +collapses in a limp heap without any sliding, though he had been going +fast downhill, and of course the hansom stopped dead. The whole scene +was as quick as the flashing of a biograph. The driver struggled to +keep his seat, clawing at the shiny roof of the cab; his fare, in a +silk hat and pathetic frock coat, shot from the vehicle like a flying +Mercury, and this time it seemed that nothing could keep us from +telescoping the vehicle thus suddenly arrested a few feet ahead. + +But I reckoned without Molly. Her little gloved hand, and the +high-heeled American toys she had for feet, moved like lightning. +Without any violent wrench, the car stopped apparently in less than +its own length, and as, even thus, we were too close upon the cab, +Molly threw a quick glance behind, then bade Mercédès glide gently +backward. + +With the fall of the horse, Jack rose in the tonneau, with the +instinct of protection over Molly. But he said not a word till she had +guided the car to safety, when he gave her a little congratulatory pat +on the shoulder. "Good girl; that was perfect. Couldn't have been +better," he murmured. We waited until we had seen that neither man nor +horse was badly hurt, and then sped on again, with a certain respect +for the motor rankling in my reluctant heart. Comparing its behaviour +with that of an automobile, Hansom's ironically named "Patent Safety" +had not a wheel to stand upon. + +When we were clear of Kingston, and winging lightly along the familiar +Portsmouth Road, with its dark pines and purple gleams of heather, I +began to feel an exhilaration scarcely short of treacherous to my +principles. We were now putting on speed, and running as fast as most +trains on the South-Western, yet the sensation was far removed from +any I had experienced in travelling by rail, even on famous lines, +which give glorious views if one does not mind cinders in the eye or +the chance of having one's head knocked off like a ripe apple. I +seemed to be floating in a great opaline sea of pure, fresh air; for +such dust as we raised was beaten down from the tonneau by the screen, +and it did not trouble us. Our speed appeared to turn the country into +a panorama flying by for our amusement; and yet, fast as we went, to +my surprise I was able to appreciate every feature, every incident of +the road. Each separate beauty of the way was threaded like a bead on +a rosary. + +Here was Sandown Park, which I had regarded as the goal of a +respectable drive from town, with horses; but we were taking it, so to +speak, in our first stride. Esher was no sooner left behind than +quaint old sleepy Cobham came to view; between there and Ripley was +but a gliding step over a road which slipped like velvet under our +wheels. Then a fringe of trees netted across a blue, distant sea of +billowing hills, and a few minutes later we were sailing under +Guildford's suspended clock. + +It was somewhere near the hour of one when Molly brought the car +gently to a standstill by the roadside, and announced that she would +not go a yard further without lunch. The chauffeur successfully took +up the part of butler at a moment's notice, busying himself with the +baskets, spreading a picnic cloth under a shady tree, and putting a +bottle of Graves to cool in a neighbouring brook. Meanwhile Molly was +doing mysterious things with her chafing-dish and several little china +jars. By the time Jack and I had with awkward alacrity bestowed +plates, glasses, knives, and forks on the most hummocky portions of +the cloth, white and rosy flakes of lobster _à la_ Newburg were +simmering appetisingly in a creamy froth. + +I was deeply interested in this cult of the chafing-dish, which could, +in an incredibly short time, serve up by the wayside a little feast +fit for a king--who had not got dyspepsia. + +"Can't you imagine the programme if we had gone to an inn?" asked +Jack, proud of his bride's handiwork. "We should have walked into a +dingy dining-room, with brown wallpaper and four steel engravings of +bloodthirsty scenes from the Old Testament. A sleepy head waiter would +have looked at me with a polite but puzzled expression, as if at a +loss to know why on earth we had come. I should have enquired +deprecatingly: 'What can you give us for lunch?' What would he have +replied?" + +"There's only one possible answer to that conundrum, and it doesn't +take any guessing," said I. "The reply would have been: 'Cold 'am or +beef, sir; chops, if you choose to wait.' Those words are probably now +being spoken to some hundreds of sad travellers less fortunate than +our favoured and sylvan selves." + +"If you would like to have a chafing-dish in your family," remarked +Jack, "you'll have to marry an American girl." + +"I'm no Duke," said I. + +"Earls aren't to be despised, if there are no Dukes handy," said +Molly. "Besides, it's getting a little obvious to marry a Duke." + +"Which is the reason you took up with a chauffeur," retorted Jack. + +"You call yourself a 'penniless hearl,'" went on Molly, "and I +suppose, of course, you are 'belted.' All earls are, in poetry and +serials, which must be convenient when you're _really_ very poor, +because if you're hungry, you can always take a reef in your belt, +while mere plain men have no such resource. Have you got yours on +now?" + +"It's in pawn," said I. "It's no joke about being penniless. Jack +will tell you I'm obliged to let my dear old house in Oxfordshire, and +the only luxuries I can afford are a few horses and a few books. I +prefer them to necessities--since I can't have both." + +I thought that Molly might laugh, but instead she looked abnormally +grave. "Jack told me," she said, "how, when you and he came over to +America, six or seven years ago, to shoot big game, you avoided girls, +for fear people might suppose your alleged bear hunt was really an +heiress hunt. I forgive Jack, because that was in the dark ages, +before he knew there was a Me. But why should a girl be shunned by +nice men solely because she's an heiress? Can't she be as pretty and +lovable in herself as a poor girl?" + +"She can," I replied, emphasising my words with a look in Molly's +face. "No doubt she often is. But I do wish some American girls who +marry men from our side of the water wouldn't let the papers advertise +their weddings as 'functions' (sounds like obscure workings of +physical organs), attended by the families of their exclusive +acquaintance, worth, when lumped together, a billion of dollars or +so." + +"I know. It's as if they were prize pigs at a fair, and were of no +importance except for their dollars," sighed Molly. "And then, the +detectives to watch the presents! It's disgusting. But some of our +newspapers are like Mr. Hyde. Poor Dr. Jekyll can't do anything with +him; and anyhow, you needn't think we're all like that. I have a +friend who is one of the greatest heiresses in America, but she hates +her money. It has made her very unhappy, though she's only twenty-one +years old. If you could see Mercédès, with her lovely, strange sad +face, and big, wistful eyes----" + +"I can think of Mercédès only with a shiny grey body, upholstered +crimson; and for eyes, huge acetylene lamps," I was rude enough to +break in; for I fancied that I saw what Mistress Molly would fain be +up to, and my heart was not of the rubber-ball description, to be +caught in the rebound. If Molly cherished a secret intention of +springing her peerless friend Mercédès upon me, during this tour which +she had organised, it seemed better for everyone concerned that the +hope should be nipped in the bud. It was with unwonted meekness that +she yielded to being suppressed, and I suffered immediate pangs of +remorse. To atone, I did my best to be agreeable. All the way to +Southampton I praised automobiles in general and hers in particular; +admitted that in half a day I had become half a convert; and soon I +had the pleasure of believing that the divine Molly had forgotten my +sin. + +[Illustration] + +[Illustration: "SOMETIMES JACK DROVE, WITH MOLLY BESIDE HIM".] + + + + +CHAPTER III + +My Lesson + + "The broad road that stretches." + --R.L. STEVENSON. + + +Forty-eight hours later we drove out of Havre, bound for Paris and +Lucerne, where I was to "pick up" that mule, and become a lone +wanderer on the face of the earth. Gotteland had seen to the shipping +of the car from Southampton, while we spent a day on the crowded sands +of Trouville, where I was so lucky as to meet no one I knew. + +It was only now, Winston said, that I should realise to the full the +joys of motoring, impossible to taste under present conditions in +England. Our way was to lie along the Seine to Paris, and Jack +recalled to us Napoleon's saying that "Paris, Rouen, and Havre form +only one city, of which the Seine is the highway." + +Last year, these two had seen the country of the Loire together, under +curious and romantic conditions, and now Molly was to be shown another +great river in France. We changed places in the car, like players in +the old game of "stage coach." Sometimes Molly had the reins, and I +the seat of honour by her side. Sometimes Jack drove, with Molly +beside him, I in the tonneau; then I knew that they were perfectly +happy, though Gotteland and I could hear every word they said, and +their talk was generally of what we passed by the way, occasionally +interspersed by a "Do you remember?" + +Now, if there is an insufferable companion under the sun, it is the +average "well-informed person" who continually dins into your ears +things you were born knowing. This I resent, for I flatter myself that +I was born knowing a good many exceptionally interesting and exciting +things which can't be learned by studying history, geography, or even +_Tit-Bits_. Jack Winston, however, though he has actually taken the +trouble to house in his memory an enormous number of facts,--"those +brute beasts of the language,"--has so tamed and idealised the +creatures as to make them not only tolerable but attractive. I can +even hear him tell things which I myself don't know or have forgotten, +without instantly wishing to throw a jug of water at his good-looking +head; indeed, I egg him on and have been tempted to jot down an item +of information on my shirt cuff, with a view of fixing it in my mind, +and eventually getting it off as my own. + +Whenever Molly or I admired any object, natural or artificial, it +seemed that Jack knew all about it. She showed a flattering interest +in everything he said, and, fired by her compliments, he suddenly +exclaimed: "Look here, Molly, suppose we don't hurry on, the way we've +been planning to do? Last year we had that wonderful chain of feudal +châteaux in Touraine, to show us what kingly and noble life was in dim +old days. Now, all along the Seine and near it, we shall have some +splendid churches instead of castles. We can hold a revel, almost an +orgie, of magnificent ecclesiastical architecture if we like to spend +the time. I've got Ferguson's book and Parker's, anyhow, and why +shouldn't we run off the beaten track----" + +"No, dearest," said his wife gently, but firmly, and I could have +hugged her. My bump of reverence for the Gothic in all its +developments is creditably large, but in my present "lowness of mind," +as Molly would say, a long procession of cold, majestic cathedrals +would have reduced me to a limp pulp. "No," Molly went on, "I can't +help thinking that the churches would be a sort of anticlimax after +our beloved, warm-blooded châteaux. It would be like being taken to +see your great-grandmother's grave when you'd been promised a matinée. +You know we engaged to get Lord Lane into his lonely fastnesses as +soon as possible----" + +"I don't believe Monty's in any hurry for them," said Jack, +crestfallen. "You ask him if----" + +"He'd be too polite to be truthful. No, I'm sure that edelweiss will +do him more good than rose windows, and mountain air than incense." + +As she thus prescribed for my symptoms, she gazed through her talc +window with marked particularity into her "Lightning Conductor's" +un-goggled face. It wore a puzzled expression at first, which suddenly +brightened into comprehension. "Do they repent having brought me +along, and want to get rid of me?" I asked myself. I could scarcely +believe this. They were too kind and cordial; still, something in that +look exchanged between them hinted at a secret which concerned me, and +my curiosity was pricked. Nevertheless, I was grateful to Molly, +whatever her motive might be for hurrying on to Paris. Fond as I was +of the two, their happy love, constantly though inadvertently +displayed before my eyes, was not a panacea for the wound which they +were trying to cure, and I still longed for high Alpine solitudes. + +I had let myself drift into a gloomy thought-land, when it occurred to +Jack that I had better learn to drive. No doubt the clear fellow +fancied that I "wanted rousing" and certainly I got it. Luckily, as a +small boy, I had taken an interest in mechanics, to the extent of +various experiments actively disapproved of by my family, and the old +fire was easily relit. I listened to his harangue in mere civility at +first, then with a certain eagerness. Molly sat in the tonneau, Jack +driving, full-petrol ahead, and I beside him. We talked motor talk, +and he forgot the churches, except when they seemed actually to come +out of their way to get in ours. I listened, and at the same time +gathered impressions of roads--long, strange, curiously individual +roads. + +Someone has written of the "long, long Indian day." I should like to +write of the long, long roads of France. They had never before had any +place in my thoughts. Paris and the Riviera had been France for me +till now. I had never been intimate, never even got on terms of real +friendship with any country save my own; and I had sometimes been +narrow enough to take a kind of pride in this. The sweet English +country had yielded up her secrets to me; I knew her spring whimsies, +her soft summer moods, her autumn dreams, her wintry tempers, and I +had vaunted my faithfulness and love. But here was France in prime of +summer, giving me of her best. My heart warmed to her loveliness, and +I sniffed the perfume of her breath, mysteriously characteristic as +the chosen perfume of some loved woman's laces. It was glorious to +spin on, on, between the rows of sentinel poplars, bound for the +horizon, yet never reaching it, and regarding crowded haunts of men +more as interruptions than as halting places. + +Harfleur was a mere mirage to me, a vision of a gently decaying town +left stranded by the stream of civilisation, flowing past to busy +Havre. Some lines from "Henry the Fifth" made elusive music in my +brain, mixed with a discussion of carburetters, explosion chambers, +and sparking-plugs. At Lillebonne, Winston deigned to break short his +string of motor technicalities and point out the position of the Roman +theatre, almost the sole treasure of the sort possessed by Northern +Europe. I stared through my goggles at the castle where the Conqueror +unfolded to the assembled barons his scheme for invading England; and +I begged for a slackening of speed at ancient Caudebec, which, with +its quay and terrace overhanging the Seine, and its primly pruned +elms, had such an air of happy peace that I wished to stamp it firmly +in my memory. Such mental photographs are convenient when one courts +sleep at night, and has grown weary of counting uncountable sheep +jumping over a stile. + +Beyond Caudebec we sailed along a road running high on the shoulder of +the hill, with wide views over the serpentine writhings of the Seine. +Here, Jack urged a turning aside for St. Wandeville or, at least, for +the abbey of Jumièges, poetic with memories of Agnes Sorel, whose +heart lies in the keeping of the monks, though her body sleeps at +Loches. But Molly would countenance no loitering. _Her_ body, she +said, should sleep at Paris that night. + +We held straight on, therefore, keeping to a road at the foot of white +cliffs, sometimes near the river, sometimes leaving it. Quickly enough +to please even this unaccountably impatient Molly, we had measured +off the fifty miles separating Havre from Rouen, and slowed down for +the venerable streets of the Norman capital. + +"I suppose even you will want to give half an hour to the cathedral +which I love best in France?" Jack inquired, looking back at Molly as +he turned from the quay up the Rue Grand Port, and stopped in the +mellow shade of an incomparable pile which towered above us. + +Molly's mushroom, however, was agitated in dissent. She has an +American chin, and an American chin spells determination. We could not +see it, but we knew that it meant business. "You and I will spend +hours in the cathedral another time," she said. "But now--" She did +not finish her sentence, nevertheless a look of comprehension again +lighted up Jack's face, which for the moment was innocent of goggles. + +"Molly's so keen on the Maid," said he, "that she can't forgive Rouen +for not really being the scene of the trial and burning. But never +mind, since she wills it, we'll shake the dust off our Michelins, and +when we're outside, you will have got far enough in your motoring +lesson, I think, to try driving." + +What the last hour had not taught me (thanks to him) in theory of +coils and accumulators, electromagnets and other things, was scarcely +worth learning. I seemed to have looked through glass walls into the +cylinders, at the fussy little pistons working under control of the +"governor,"--a tyrant, I felt sure. I had already formed a mature +opinion on the question of mechanically operated inlet valves (which +sounded disagreeably surgical), and was able to judge what their +advantage ought to be over those of the old type worked by the suction +of the piston. I could imagine that more than half the fun of owning a +motor car would lie in understanding the thing inside and out; and I +said so. + +"It's a little like controlling the elements," Jack answered. "Think +of the difference in this machine, when it's asleep--cold and quiet, +an engine mounted on a frame, a tank of water, a reservoir of cheap +spirit, a pump, a radiator, a magnet, some geared wheels fitting +together, a lever or two. My man twists a handle. On the instant the +machine leaps into frenzied life. The carburetter sprays its vapour +into the explosion chamber, the magnet flashes its sparks to ignite +it, the cooling water bathes the hot walls of the cylinders--a thing +of nerves, and ganglions, and tireless muscles is panting eagerly at +your service. You move this lever, you press your foot lightly on this +pedal; the engine transfers its power to the wheels; you move. The +carriage with you and your friends is borne at railway speed across +continents. You can hurl yourself at sixty miles an hour along the +great highroads, you can crawl like a worm through the traffic of +cities." + +By the time Jack had finished this harangue we had climbed the hill +out of Rouen and were on the fine but _accidenté_ highroad that leads +past Boos and Pont St. Pierre. Soon we would reach Les Andelys and +Château Gaillard. Still Jack was not quite ready to let me put my +newly acquired knowledge into practice. There was a hill of some +consequence before Mantes, which we had to reach by way of La Roche +Guyon and Limay. After that there would be only what the route book +calls "_fortes ondulations_"; and under the stronghold of Lion Heart +himself (an appropriate spot, forsooth!), I was to try my hand at +dragon-driving. + +Winston brought the car to a standstill at the foot of the mouldering +ruins of Richard's "Saucy Castle," and as we looked up at the towering +battlements, the huge flanking towers, and the ponderous citadel, the +dark mass on its lofty rock set in the sunny landscape like a +bloodstone in a gold ring, seemed to be an epitome in stone of life in +the Middle Ages. + +I uttered every idea that came into my mind concerning the ruin, and +squeezed my brain for more, till my head felt like a drained orange; +not that I enjoyed hearing myself talk, or thought that Jack and Molly +would do so, but because they could not well interrupt the flow of my +eloquence to remind me of the reason for our stop. + +At last, however, silence fell upon us. It was a shock to me when +Molly broke it. "Oh, Lord Lane, have you forgotten that this is where +you're to begin driving? The road is nice and broad here." + +I put on a brave air, as does one at the dentist's. "I hope that +you're not afraid I shall run you into a ditch?" I asked, laughing. "I +don't believe, after all, it can be any worse than steering a toboggan +down a good run, or driving a four-in-hand with one's eyes shut, as I +did once for a wager on a road I knew as I knew my own hat." + +"Perhaps it isn't exactly _worse_," said Molly, "still--I think you'll +find it _different_." + +I did. + +Meanwhile, however, Winston was cheering me on. "You'll find steering +the simplest thing in the world, really," he assured me. "There's no +car so sensitive as this. The faster you go, the easier it is----" + +"But, perhaps he'd better not try to prove _that_, just at first!" +cried Molly, with an affected little gasp. + +"No, no; certainly he won't, my child. He won't go beyond a walk until +he's sure of himself and the car. You needn't be frightened. I know my +man, or I shouldn't trust him with you and your Mercédès. Now, then, +Monty, are you ready?" + +I had never before sufficiently realised the solemnity of that word +"now." It sounded in my ears like a knell, but I swallowed hard, and +echoed it. To do myself justice, though, I don't think I was afraid. I +was only in a funk that I should do something stupid, and be disgraced +forever in the eyes of Molly Winston. However, I reflected, it +couldn't be so very bad. Molly herself, and even Jack, had to learn. +Winston had explained to me several times the purpose of all the +different levers, and, at least, I shouldn't touch the brake handle +when I wanted to change the speed. + +"No need to grip the wheel so tightly," said Jack, and I became aware +that I had been clinging to it as if it were a forlorn hope. "A light +touch is best, you know; it's rather like steering a boat. A very +slight movement does it, and in half an hour it has got to be +automatic. Of course, always start on the lowest, that is, the first +speed, and with the throttle nearly shut." + +Mine was in much the same condition, but I managed to mutter something +as I moved the lever, and touched the clutch-pedal with a caress timid +as a falling snowflake. Almost apologetically, I slid the lever into +position, and let in the clutch. Somehow, I had not expected it to +answer so soon; but, as if it disliked being patted by a stranger, the +dragon took the bit between its teeth and bolted. I hung on and did +things more by instinct than by skill, for the beast was hideously +lithe and strong, a thousand times stronger and wilder than I had +dreamed. + +Every faculty of body and brain was concentrated on first keeping the +monster out of the ditch on the off side, then the ditch on the near. +My eyes expanded until they must have filled my goggles. We waltzed, +we wavered, we shied, until we outdid the Seine in the windings of its +channel. + +I fully expected that Winston would pluck me like a noxious weed from +the driver's seat where I had taken root, and snatch the helm himself; +but strange to relate, I remained unmolested. Jack confined his +interference to an occasional "Whoa," or "Steady, old boy"; while in +the tonneau so profound a silence reigned that, if I had had time to +think of anything, I should have supposed Molly to be swooning. + +"Why don't you curse me, and put me out of my misery?" I gasped, when +I had by a miracle avoided a tree as large as a house, which I had +seen deliberately step out of its proper place to get in my way. + +"'Curse you,' my dear fellow? You're doing splendidly," said Jack. +"You deserve praise, not blows. I did a lot worse when I began." + +Thus encouraged, I gained confidence in myself and the machine. Almost +at once, I was conscious of improvement in mastering the touch of the +wheel. Soon, I was imitating a straight line with fair success, +subject to a few graceful deviations. I realised that, after all, we +were not going very fast, though my sensation at starting had been +that of hanging on to a streak of greased lightning. + +I began to sigh for more worlds to conquer, and when Jack reminded me +that we were on the first speed, I pronounced myself equal to an +experiment with the second. He made me practice taking one hand from +the wheel, looking about me a little, and trying to keep the car +straight by feeling rather than sight. When I had accomplished these +feats, and had not brought the car to grief (even though we passed +several vehicles, and I was drawn by a demoniac influence to swerve +towards each one as if it had been the loadstone to my magnet, or the +candle to my moth), Jack finally consented to grant my request. He +told me clearly what to do, and I did it, or some inward servant of +myself did, whenever the master was within an ace of losing his head. +I pressed down the clutch-pedal, pulled the lever affectionately +towards me, and very gradually opened the throttle, so as not to +startle it. In spite of my caution, however, I thought for an instant +we were really going to get on the other side of the horizon, which +had been avoiding us for so long. We shot ahead alarmingly, but to my +intense relief, as well as surprise, I found that Jack had not +exaggerated. It was easier to steer on the second speed than on the +first. I had merely to tickle the wheel with my finger, to send us +gliding, swanlike, this way or that. To be sure, I did well-nigh run +over a chicken, but I would be prepared to argue with it till it was +black in the face (or resort to litigation, if necessary) that the +proper place for its blood would be on its own silly head, not mine. + +Elated by my triumphs, I scarcely listened further to Jack's +directions; how, if I thought there was danger, all I had to do was +to unclutch, and put on the brake, whereupon the car would stop as if +by magic, as it had for Molly in the Fulham Road; how I must not +forget that the foot brakes had a way of obeying fiercely, and must +not be applied with violence; how I must remember to pull the brake +lever by my hand, towards me if I wanted to stop; how it acted on +expanding rings on the inside faces of drums, which were on the back +wheels (I pitied those poor, concealed faces, for the description was +neuralgic, somehow), and I could lock them at almost any speed. + +"I want to get on the third, and then I'll try the fourth, thank you," +I interpolated impatiently. "More-more! Faster, faster! Whew, this +knocks spots out of the Ice Run!" + +"Let him have his way, Jack," cried Molly, speaking for the first +time. "Hurrah, the motor microbe is in his blood, and never, never +will he get it out again." + +"Full speed ahead, then!" said Jack. + +I took him at his word. I could have shouted for joy. Mercédès was +mine, and I was Mercédès'. + + + + +CHAPTER IV + +Pots, Kettles, and Other Things + + "Seared is, of course, my heart--but unsubdued + Is, and shall be, my appetite for food." + --C.S. CALVERLEY. + + * * * * * + + "A little buttery, and therein + A little bin, + Which keeps my little loaf of bread + Unchipt, unflead; + Some little sticks of thorn or brier + Make me a fire." + --ROBERT HERRICK. + + +If any man had told me before I started, that in two days I should +find it a genuine sacrifice to stop driving a motor car, I should have +looked upon him as a polite lunatic. It was only because Jack could +drive faster than he dared to let me, and because I was ashamed to +tell Molly that after all I was not in a desperate hurry to reach +Paris or anywhere else, that I finally tore myself from the driver's +seat of the Mercédès. Afterwards, though I had not reached the stage +when confession is good for the soul, I sat wondering what there was +expensive and at the same time disagreeable which I could give up for +the sake of possessing a motor of my own. In various phases of my +mental and spiritual development, I had framed different conceptions +of a future state beyond this life. Never, even in my earliest years, +had I sincerely wished to be an angel with an undeserved crown +weighing down my forehead, and a harp, which I should be totally +incompetent to play, within my hand; but now it struck me that there +might be a worse sort of Nirvana than driving a 10,000 horsepower car +along a broad, straight road free from dogs, chickens, or any other +animals (except, perhaps, rich, knighted grocers), and reaching all +round Saturn's ring. + +Dogs had been the one "little speck in garnered fruit" for me when +driving, for I love dogs and would not willingly injure so much as the +end hair of the most moth-eaten mongrel's tail; therefore my brain +searched a remedy against their onslaught, as I sat mute, inglorious, +in the tonneau, after my late triumphs. + +We flashed on, passing the kilometre stones in quick succession. At +pretty little Mantes we crossed the Seine, and presently came into the +France I knew in my old, conventional way; for we passed St. Germain, +and so on to Paris by Le Pecq, Reuil, the long descent to the Pont de +Suresnes (which seemed to hold laughable memories for Jack and Molly), +through the Bois down the Champs Elysées, and to our hotel in the +Place Vendôme, where Jack announced that we had had a run of 130 +miles. Winston and I flattered ourselves that Paris had few secrets +from us (though I don't doubt that five minutes' wrestling with +Baedeker might have made us feel small), and we had no wish to linger +at this season. But, if we were deaf to the sirens who sing in the Rue +de la Paix, Molly was not. She had discovered that there were some +"little things she wanted, which she really thought she had better +buy." I fancy that the little things were shoes; anyhow, it was to be +Jack's blissful privilege to help her choose them, and he was of +opinion (probably founded on experience) that it would take nearly +all day. I decided to call on a man at the Embassy, ask him out to +lunch, and do him very well. I had not seen him for years, and he had +bored me to extinction the last time we met; but it had come to my +ears that he had been in love with Helen Blantock, and proposed to +her, so I felt that there would be a certain charm in his society. +Later, there was a "little thing" which I, too, wished to buy (though +I did not intend to seek it in the Rue de la Paix), and then I was to +meet Molly and Jack about tea time at our hotel, in time to arrange +for dining out somewhere. + +After all, the man was more boring than ever, as he had got himself +engaged to another girl, and insisted upon talking of her, instead of +Helen. My one pleasure in the day, therefore, lay in purchasing the +article of which I had fixed my mind after driving yesterday. This was +a water pistol, warranted to keep dogs at bay, in motoring. I had some +difficulty in obtaining it, and when I did, it was expensive, but I +was rewarded by the thought of the pleasure my acquisition would +afford my friends. The wild dashes of dogs in front of the wheels gave +Molly such frequent starts of anguish, that I wondered Jack had not +thought of this simple preventive, and I congratulated myself on +having remembered an advertisement of the weapon which I had seen in +some magazine. It was, I thought, rather clever of me to remember, +since in those days motors had been no affair of mine; but then, the +illustration had been striking, in every sense of the word. It had +represented a lovely girl, with hair unbound, saving from destruction +the automobile in which she sat with several companions, by shooting a +fierce blast of water into the face of a huge beast well-nigh as +terrible as Cerberus. I determined to surprise Jack and Molly, when +the right time should come; accordingly, the moment I reached our +hotel, I filled the pistol with water, and placed it, thus loaded, in +the pocket of my motoring coat ready for emergencies. Hardly had I +made this preparation for the future when I discovered on the table a +note addressed to me in Winston's handwriting. + +"Dear Monty," I read, "Molly and I have a bet on. She has bet me a +dinner that you will drive her car out to Madrid, and meet us at +half-past seven, so that we can have the dinner by daylight. I have +bet her the same dinner that you won't. Which of us must pay?--Yours, +Jack." + +I whistled. What, drive the car through the traffic of Paris? It must +be a joke. Of course it was a joke, but---- + +When I had dressed for dinner, I strolled over to the garage not far +away where the creature lurked. Anyhow, I would have a look at her, +and see what orders Gotteland had received. Yes, of course it was a +joke. Or else my poor friends had gone mad. Still, there was a kind of +madness with method in it. Diabolical wretches, with their bets, and +their dinners! Did they dream I would try to do it, and smash the car? +"Nothing like driving a motor through traffic, to give one +self-confidence afterwards," Jack had said yesterday, after praising +me for refraining from killing a small boy in a village street. "Once +a man has been thrown on his own resources, and has got through the +ordeal all right, it is as good as a certificate," he had added. + +Gotteland was in the shrine of his goddess, talking to other +cosmopolitan-looking persons in leather. There was a nice smell of +petrol in the place. I snuffed at it as a war-horse scents the battle, +and promptly decided that the joke should become deadly earnest, no +matter what the consequence to the cart the chauffeur, or myself. + +"Everything is ready, my lord," said one of the sacrifices about to be +offered up. He had now discovered that there was a sort of +starting-handle to my name, and seemed as fond of using it as he was +of the equivalent on his beloved motor. + +"Did Mr. Winston--er--say anything about my driving?" I humbly +inquired. + +"Well, my lord, his orders were that it should be as you pleased. But +perhaps I had better mention that driving is careless in Paris, with +cabs and automobiles all over the road, to say nothing of the trams; +and then there's the keeping to the right instead of the left. If you +should happen to get a little confused, my lord, not being accustomed +to drive in France----" + +"I wish I had a _mille_ note for every time I've driven a four-in-hand +through this blessed town," said I. "I'm not afraid if you're not." + +"Oh, my lord, I've been in so many accidents, one or two more can't +matter," he replied, as Hercules might have replied if asked whether +he were equal to a Thirteenth Labour in odd moments. "When I was +jockey in Count Tokai's racing stables, a horse went mad and kicked me +nearly to death. Then I was a racer in old bicycling days, and had +several bad spills. This scar on my face I got in a smash with one of +the first Benz cars made. My master thought it a fine thing at that +time to go ten miles an hour, and before he'd driven much, my lord, +he was determined to take the car through the streets of Düsseldorf +himself. There was a wagon coming one way----" + +"Thank you," I cut in, "I'll bear the rest of that story another time. +I'm not sure it would exhilarate me much at the moment. We'll be off +now, and I'll do my best not to adorn you with a second scar." + +Without another word, Gotteland started the motor. The critical eyes +of the assembled chauffeurs pierced to my marrow, but I squared my +shoulders, prayed my presence of mind to behave itself and not get +stage fright; then--_noblesse oblige!_--we swept in a creditable curve +to the door of the garage, and out in fine style. Gotteland also tried +to look unconcerned. I think I must have seen this with my ears, as +both eyes were fully occupied in searching a way through the surging +current of street traffic, but I did see it. I was pleased to find +that I was the better actor of the two, for Gotteland's attitude +revealed a strained alertness. He was like a woman sitting beside a +driver of skittish horses, saying to herself: "No, I _won't_ scream or +seize the reins till I must!" + +A sneaking impulse pricked me to take the easiest way, by the Rue de +Rivoli, and across the Place de la Concorde, but I shook myself free +of it, and with high resolve turned the car towards the Boulevards, +determined that, if Molly won her bet, it should be well won. A sailor +steering a quivering smack towards harbour in a North Sea hurricane; +an Indian guiding a bark canoe through the leaping rapids of a swollen +river: to both of these I likened myself as the dragon threaded in and +out among the adverse streams of traffic. The great crossing by the +Opéra was a whirling maelstrom; a policeman with a white staff, +scowled when he should have pitied; I felt alone in chaos before the +creation of the world. As for Noah and his ark, not an experience +could he have had that I might not have capped it before I reached the +Bois. + +If I have a guardian spirit, I am sure that to numberless other good +qualities he adds the skill of an accomplished motorist; for if he did +not get the car to Madrid, without a single scratch upon her brilliant +body, I do not know who did. I have no distinct memories, after the +first, yet when we arrived at our destination, Gotteland generously +complimented, and as I did not care to go into psychological +explanations, I accepted his eulogium. It was Jack, not Molly, who +paid for the dinner at Madrid, and it was a good one. + +Next morning early we started on our way again. Jack driving, and I +watching his prowess. I was now as anxious to meet dogs belligerently +inclined towards motors, as I had been to avoid them, but it was not +until we were well past Fontainebleau that the chance for which I +yearned, arrived. Suddenly we came upon a yard of Dachshund wandering +lizard-like across the road, accompanied by a pert Spitz. The waddler +prudently retired, but the Spitz, with all the disproportionate +courage of a knight of old attacking a fire-breathing dragon, lanced +himself in front of the car. After all, what are dragons but strange, +new things which we know nothing about and therefore detest? This +brave little knight detested us, and with magnificent self-confidence +essayed to punish us for troubling his existence. + +My hand flew to my pocket, but paused, even as it grasped the water +pistol. The dog was small, the weapon large. A fierce jet of water +propelled from its muzzle might blow the breath from that tiny body, +which my sole wish was to warn from under the wheels of Juggernaut. +However, he was persistent, and was in real danger, since to avoid an +approaching cart, Jack was forced to steer perilously near the yapping +beast. + +I snatched the weapon, pulled the trigger, and--a mild, mellifluous +trickle which would have disgraced a toilet vaporiser sprayed forth. +Jack, Molly, and the peasants in the approaching cart burst into +shouts of laughter. The Spitz, undismayed by the gentle shower, which +had spattered his nose with a drop or two, leaped at the weapon, and, +irritated, I flung it at his head. It fell innocuously in the road and +our last sight of the Spitz was when, rejoined by his lizard friend, +he industriously gnawed at the pistol, mistaking it for a bone, while +the Dachs gratefully lapped up the water I had provided. My surprise +was a popular success, but not the kind of success which I had +planned. Jack said that he could have "told me so" if I had asked him, +and I vowed in future to let dogs delight to bark and bite without +interference from me. + +The one inept remark which Shelley seems ever to have made was that +"there is nothing to see in France." My opinion, as we spun along the +road which would lead us to Lucerne and my waiting mule, was that +there was almost too much to see, too much charm, too much beauty for +the peace of mind of an imaginative traveller; there were so many +valleys which one longed to explore, in which one felt one could be +content without going farther, so many blue glimpses of mysterious +mountains, veiled by the haze of dreamland, that one suffered a +constant succession of acute pangs in thinking that one would +probably never see them again, that one would need at least nine long +lives if one were to spend, say, even a month in each place. + +Molly advised me not to be a spendthrift of my emotions, at this stage +of the journey, lest I should be a worn-out wreck before the grandest +part came, but the idea of husbanding enthusiasm did not commend +itself to me. Why not enjoy this moment, instead of waiting until the +moment after next? It was too much like saving up one's good clothes +for "best," a lower-middle-class habit which I have detested since the +days when I howled for my smartest Lord Fauntleroy frills in the +morning. + +There were sweet villages where they made cheese, and where I could +have been happy making it with Helen Blantock; there were châteaux +with turret rooms where my book shelves would have fitted excellently; +but always we fled on, on, until at last, after two bewildering, +cinematographic days, we drove into the streets of that dignified and +delightful city, Bern. + +It had not been necessary for us to pass through Bern; it was, in +fact, a few yards more or less out of the most direct path. We chose +this route simply and solely with the view of paying a visit to the +Bears. Molly had never met them; I had neglected them since childhood; +Jack looked forward to the pleasure of introducing them to his wife. + +It was on our way to call upon the Bears, that destiny seduced me to +turn my head at a certain moment, and look into a shop window. +Suddenly the flame of my desire for the walking solo with a mule +accompaniment (somewhat diminished lately, I confess) leaped up anew. +There were things in that window which made a man long to be a +hermit. + +"Mrs. Winston." I cried (Molly was driving), "for goodness' sake stop." + +In an instant the car slowed down. "What is the matter?" she implored. +"Are you ill? Have we run over anything?" + +"No, but look there," I said eagerly. "What an outfit for a camping +tour! My mouth waters only at sight of it." + +"Greedy fellow," commented Jack from the tonneau. "Drive on, Molly. +Get him past the shop. He doesn't really want any of those things, and +wouldn't use them if he had them. The sooner he forgets the better." + +"Never shall I forget that Instantaneous Breakfast for an Alpiniste," +I fiercely protested, "and I will have it at any cost. I know there's +no other shop on the Continent like this, and I shall buy an outfit +for myself and mule, here, if I have to come back from Lucerne by +train for it." + +"Hang your mule!" exclaimed Jack. "I was hoping you'd forgotten all +about him by this time, and had made up your mind to go on with us +indefinitely." + +I saw reproach blaze through the talc triangle in Molly's mushroom. +(Yet I thought she liked me, and had not, thus far, found "three a +crowd.") + +"Lord Lane isn't a _chameleon_, Jack," said she, "that he should +change his mind every few minutes. _Of course_ he's going to have his +mule trip. And as for this shop, all those dear little pots and +kettles and things in the window are too cute for words. He _shall_ +have them." + +Was I to be a bone of contention between husband and wife? + +"Please, both of you come in and help me choose," I meekly pleaded, in +haste to restore the peace which I had broken. + +We got out, and a small crowd collected round the car, Gotteland +standing by with his chin raised and the exact expression of the frog +footman in "Alice in Wonderland." One would have said that he saw, +afar off, the graves of his ancestors, on the summit of some lonely +mountain. + +It was what Molly would have called a "lovely" shop, and it did +business under the strange device: "Magasin Suisse d'Equipment +Sportif." The name alone was worth the money one would spend. +Everything to cover the outer, and nourish the inner sportsman, was to +be had. I felt that I could scarcely be lonely or sad if I possessed a +stock of these friendly articles. Jack's ribald advice to buy a +pelerine, and a green-loden Gemsjäger hat with a feather, stirred me +neither to smiles nor anger, for Molly and I were already deep in +exploration. + +The first thing I bought was a mule-pack. Being a merciful man, I +chose one of medium size, for already I could fancy myself becoming +fond of the animal which was to be my companion in many wild and +solitary places, and I did not wish to overburden him. I then, aided +and abetted by Molly, began to choose the pack's contents. + +An "_Appareil de cuisson alpin, Idéal_" went without saying, like the +air one breathes. It composed itself, according to the voluble +attendant who displayed it, of six parts, each part far better than +the others. There was a _gamelle_, with a "_crochet pour l'enlever_" +and a _couvercle_, which, not to show itself proud, would lend its +services also as an _assiette_ or a _poêle à frire_. There was the +burner of alcohol; there was "_le couvercle de celui-ci_," which +served equally to measure the spirit, and there was a charming +_appareil brise vent_ which had the air of defying tornadoes. When I +had secured this treasure, Molly drew my attention to a series of +aluminium boxes made to fit eggs and sandwiches. I bought these also, +and, pleased with the clean white metal, invested in plates, goblets, +and water bottles of the same. Next came a _couvert pliant_, +containing knife, fork, and spoon; and, lest I should be guilty of +selfishness, I ordered a duplicate for the man who would look after +the mule. Best of all, however, were the tinned soups, meats, +vegetables, puddings, and cocoas, which you simply set on the fire in +their bright little cans, and heated till they sent forth a steamy +fragrance. Then you ate or drank them, and were happy as a king. + +Molly and I selected a number of these, and completed the list with a +sleeping bag and a _tente de touriste_, which she persuaded me would +be indispensable when lost in the mountains, as I was sure to be, +often. + +When my goods and chattels came to be collected, we were shocked to +find that the mule-pack would not contain them. The question remained, +then, whether I should sacrifice these new possessions, already dear, +or whether I should doom my mule to carry a greater burden. The +attendant intimated that Swiss mules preferred heavy loads, and had +they the vocal gifts of Balaam's ass, would demand them. Swayed by my +desires and his arguments, I changed my pack for a larger one. After +more than an hour in the shop, we tore ourselves away, leaving word +that the things should be sent by post to Lucerne. We then repaired to +the Bear Pit, by way of the Clock, and having supplied ourselves with +plenty of carrots, had no cause to complain of our reception. + +[Illustration] + + + + +CHAPTER V + +In Search of a Mule + + "Yes, we await it, but it still delays, and then we suffer." + --MATTHEW ARNOLD. + + "When I arose and saw the dawn, I sighed for thee . . . + Come, long-sought!" + --PERCY BYSSHE SHELLEY. + + +Jack no longer attempted to dissuade me from my walking tour. Whether +Molly had talked to him, or whether he had, unprompted, seen the error +of his ways, I cannot tell, but the fact remains that, during the rest +of our run to Lucerne, he showed a lively interest in the forthcoming +trip. + +"I suppose," said he, when we had caught our first sight of Pilatus +(seen, as one might say, on his back premises), "I suppose that +anywhere in Switzerland, there ought to be no trouble about finding a +good pack-mule. Somehow one thinks of Switzerland and mules together, +just as one does of bacon and eggs, or nuts and raisins, and yet, I +can't recall ever having come across any mules in Lucerne, can you, +Monty?" + +"No," I admitted, "but there were probably so many that one didn't +notice them--like flies, you know." + +"Of course, the air of Switzerland is dark with mules and donkeys," +said Molly, who always seemed quick to resent any obstacles thrown +between me and my mule. "One sees them in picture books. All that +Lord Lane will have to say is, 'Let there be mules,' and there will be +mules--strings of them. He will only have to pick and choose. The +thing will be to get a good one, and a nice, handsome, troubadour-sort +of man who can cook, and jodel, and sew, and put up tents, and keep +off murderers in mountain passes at night. It may take a day or two to +find exactly what is wanted." + +"The best person in Switzerland to give Monty all the information he +needs," said Jack, evidently not wholly convinced, "is Herr Widmer, +who has an hotel high above Lucerne, on the Sonnenberg. He has another +in Mentone, and I've heard him tell how he has often come up from the +Riviera to Switzerland on horseback. He would be able to advise Monty +exactly how to go." + +"Let's stop at his place on the Sonnenberg, then," said Molly, who +never took more than sixty seconds to make the most momentous +decisions, less important ones getting themselves arranged while +slow-minded English people drew breath. + +Certainly, as we drove through the streets of Lucerne, we saw neither +mules nor donkeys, but Molly accounted for this by saying that no +doubt they were all at dinner. In any case, with the blue lake +a-glitter with silver sequins dropped from the gowns of those +sparkling White Ladies, the mountains; the shops gay and bright in the +sunshine, on one side the way, shadows lying cool and soft under the +long line of green trees on the other, who could take thought of +absent mules? Let them dine or die; it mattered not. Lucerne was +beautiful, the day divine. + +When we were lunching on the balcony of the Winstons' private +sitting-room at the Sonnenberg, with mountains billowing round and +below us, I saw that there was something on Molly's mind for she was +_distraite_. Suddenly she said, "Before you talk to Herr Widmer about +your mule, don't you think that you had better decide absolutely upon +your route?" + +"But, darling," objected Jack, "that is largely what he wants advice +about." + +"He can't do better than take mine, then," said Molly. "Lord Lane, +_promise_ me you'll take mine and _no_ one's else." + +"Of course I'll promise," I answered recklessly, for her eyes were +irresistible, and any man would have been enraptured that so exquisite +a creature should interest herself in his fate. "It doesn't much +matter to me where I go, so long as I can moon about in the mountains, +and eventually, before I'm old and grey, bring up on the Riviera." + +"Well, then," said Molly, "since you are so accommodating, I not only +advise but _order_ you to go over the Great St. Bernard Pass, down to +Aosta." + +"Might a humble mortal ask, 'Why Aosta?'" I ventured. + +"Because it's beautiful, and beneficent, and a great many other things +which begin with B." + +"You've never seen it, though," said Jack. + +"But I've always wanted to see it, and as you and I have another +programme to carry out at present, it would be nice if Lord Lane would +go, and tell us all about it. He's promised me to keep a sort of +diary, for our benefit later." + +"I saw the Duchess of Aosta married at Kingston-on-Thames," I +reflected aloud. "She was a very pretty girl. What am I to do after +I've made my pilgrimage to her country--about which, by the way, I +know practically nothing except that there's a poster in railway +stations which represents it as having bright pink mountains and a +purply-yellow sky?" + +"Oh, after Aosta, I've no instructions," replied Molly, as if she +washed her hands of me and of my affairs. "For the rest, let Fate +decide." As she spoke, she looked mystic, sibylline, and I could +almost fancy that before her dreamy eyes arose a vision of my future +as if floating in a magic crystal. For an instant I was inclined to +beg that she would prophesy, but the mood passed. All that I asked or +expected to get from the future was a mule, a man, some mountains, and +forgetfulness. + +It was decided, then, that the only questions to be put to Herr Widmer +should concern the mule. I had a vague dream of presently standing on +the balcony, while various muleteers and their well-groomed animals +passed in review under my eyes, but the landlord's first words struck +at my hopes and left them maimed. + +"There are no mules to be had in Lucerne," he said. + +"In the country near by, then?" + +"Nor in the country near by. The nearest place where you could get one +would be in the Valais--best at Brig." + +"But I don't want to go to Brig," I said forlornly. "If I went to +Brig, that would mean that I should have to do a lot of walking +afterwards, to reach the parts I wish to reach, through the hot Rhone +Valley, where I should be eaten up by gnats and other disagreeable +wild beasts. I know the Rhone Valley between Brig and Martigny +already, by railway travelling, and that is more than enough." + +"The Rhone Valley is a misunderstood valley. Even between Martigny +and Brig, it is far more beautiful than anyone who has seen it only +from the railway can possibly judge," pleaded Herr Widmer. "It well +repays a riding or walking tour." + +But my soul girded against the Rhone Valley, and I would not be driven +into it by persuasion. "I'd rather put up with a donkey to carry my +luggage," said I, with visions of discarding half my Instantaneous +Breakfasts, "than begin my walk in the Rhone Valley. Surely, Lucerne +can be counted on to yield me up at least a donkey?" + +"You must go into Italy to find an _âne_," replied the landlord, +inexorable as Destiny. + +I suddenly understood how a woman feels when she stamps her foot and +bursts into tears. (There are advantages in being a woman.) To be +thwarted for the sake of a mere, wretched animal, which I had always +looked upon with indifference as the least of beasts! It was too much. +My features hardened. Inwardly, I swore a great oath that, if I went +to the world's end to obtain it, I would have a pack-mule, or, if +worse came to worst, a pack-donkey. + +At this bitter moment I chanced to meet Molly's eyes and read in them +a sympathy well-nigh extravagant. But I knew why it had been called +out. If there is one thing which causes unbearable anguish to a true +American girl it is to find herself wanting something "right away" +which she cannot have. But luckily for her country's peace, her +lovers' happiness, this occurs seldom. + +"What is the nearest place in Italy where Lord Lane could get a +donkey?" she asked. + +"It is possible that he might be able to buy or hire one at Airolo," +said our landlord. "At one time they had them there, for the railway +works, and mules also. But now I do not----" + +"We can go there and see," said Molly. + +"Airolo's on the other side of the St. Gothard, and automobiles aren't +allowed on the Swiss passes," remarked Jack. + +This, to me, sounded final, so far as Airolo was concerned, but not so +with the Honourable Mrs. Winston! + +"What do they do to you if you _do_ go?" she asked, turning slightly +pale. + +"They fined an American gentleman who crossed the Simplon in his +automobile last year, five thousand francs," answered Herr Widmer. + +"Oh!" said she. "So an American did go over one of the passes? Well, +thank you _so_ much; we must decide what to do, and talk it over with +you again later. Meanwhile, we're very happy, for it's lovely here." + +Hardly had the door of the sitting-room closed on our host, when +Molly, with the air of having a gun-powder plot to unfold, beckoned us +both to come near. "I'll tell you what we'll do," said she, in a +half-whisper, when surrounded by her body-guard of two. "First, we'll +ask _everybody_ in Lucerne whether there are any mules or donkeys on +the spot, just in case Herr Widmer might be mistaken; if there aren't +any, let's go over the St. Gothard _in the middle of the night_." + +"Good heavens, what a desperate character I've married!" exclaimed +Jack. + +"Not at all. Don't you see, at night there would be nobody on their +silly old Pass that they make such a fuss about. Even in daylight +diligences don't go over the St. Gothard in our times, and at night +there'd be _nothing_, so we couldn't expose man or beast to danger. +We'd rush the _douanes_, or whatever they call them on passes, and if +we _were_ caught, what are five thousand francs?" + +"I wouldn't dream of letting you do such a thing for me," I broke in +hurriedly. "If Airolo or the neighbourhood turns out to be the happy +hunting ground of the sedate mule or pensive _âne_, I will simply take +train----" + +"You will take the train, if you take it, over Jack's and my dead +bodies," remarked Molly coldly. + +"It would be rather sport to rush the Pass at night," said Jack. + +"Oh, you darling!" cried Molly, "I've never loved you so much." + +This naturally settled it. + +We walked down to the town by an exquisite path leading through dark, +mysterious pine forests; where the slim, straight trunks of the tall +trees seemed tightly stretched, like the strings of a great harp, and +where melancholy, elusive music was played always by the wind spirits. +In Lucerne we did not, as Molly had suggested, ask everybody to stand +and deliver information, but we compromised by visiting tourists' +bureaux. At these places the verdict was an echo of our landlord's, +and I saw that Molly and Jack were glad. Having scented powder, they +would have been disappointed if the midnight battle need not be +fought. + +Molly had never seen Lucerne, which was too beautiful for a fleeting +glance. It was arranged that, after driving me over the Pass, for weal +or woe, they should return. They would leave most of their luggage at +the Sonnenberg, and come back to spend some days, before continuing +their tour as originally mapped out. + +We slept that night in peace (it is wonderful how well you do sleep, +even with a "mind diseased," after hours of racing through pure, fresh +air on a motor car); and next day we began stealthy preparations for +our adventure. + + + + +CHAPTER VI + +The Wings of the Wind + + "Oh, still solitude, only matched in the skies; + Perilous in steep places, + Soft in the level races, + Where sweeping in phantom silence the cloudland + flies." + --R. BRIDGES. + + +The wind howled a menace to Mercédès, as she glided down the winding +road towards the comfortable, domestic-looking suburbs of Lucerne. +Banks of cloud raced each other across the sky, and, crossing the +bridge over the Reuss, we saw that the waters of the Lake, turquoise +yesterday, were to-day a sullen indigo. The big steamers rolled at +their moorings; white-crested waves were leaping against the quays, +and thick mists clung like rolls of wool to the lower slopes of +Pilatus. + +Molly's spirits rose as the mercury in the barometer fell. "Would you +care for people if they were always good-tempered, or weather if it +were always fair?" she asked me (we were sitting together in the +tonneau, Jack driving). "I revel in storms, and if we have one +to-night, when we are on the Pass, one of the dearest wishes of my +life will be gratified. 'A storm on the St. Gothard!' Haven't the +words a thunder-roll? Sunlight and mountain passes don't belong +together. I like to think of great Alpine roads as the fastnesses of +giants, who threaten death to puny man when he ventures into their +power." + +It had been arranged that we should "potter" (as Winston called it) +round the arms of the star-fish lake, until we reached Flüelen; that +from there we should steal as far as we dared up the Reussthal while +daylight lasted, dine at some village inn, and then, instead of +returning to the lowlands of Lucerne, make a dash across the mighty +barrier that shut us away from Italy. Under a lowering sky, and +buffeted by short, sharp gusts of wind, which seemed the heralds of +fiercer blasts, we swung along the reedy shores of the narrowing lake, +the broken sides of the Rigi standing finely up on our right hand. +Winston was satirical about the poor Rigi and its railway, calling it +the Primrose Hill and the Devil's Dyke of Switzerland, the paradise of +trippers, a mountain whose sides are hidden under cataracts of +beer-bottles; but from our point of view, the vulgarities of the +maligned mountain were mellowed by distance, and I neither could nor +would look upon it as contemptible. + +Leaving the Lake of the Forest Cantons, we spun along the margin of +the tamer sheet of Zug, to pass, beyond Arth, into the great +wilderness caused by the fearful landslide of a century ago, when a +mighty mass of rock and earth split off from the main bulk of the +Rossberg and thundered down into the valley. The slow processes of +nature had done much to cover up decently all traces of the Titan's +rage, but the huge, bare scar on the side of the Rossberg still told +its tale of tragedy. By the peaceful Lowerzer See the road undulated +pleasantly, and at Schwyz (the hub of Swiss history) we had tea, the +torn and imposing pyramids of the two Myten bravely rearing their +heads above the mists that encumbered the valleys. + +There was no need to hurry, for we had the night before us, so we +passed slowly, halting often, along the marvellous Axenstrasse, while +Jack distilled into Molly's willing ears legends from the old heroic +days of Switzerland, before it became the happy haven of +hotel-keepers. From the car we could note the characteristics of the +Cantons which had entered into the famous bond; pastoral and leafy +Unterwalden, with green fields and orchards; Schwyz, also green and +fertile; but Uri (the cold, highland partner in this great alliance), +a country of towering mountains and savage rocks. Molly wanted to get +a boat, and row across to the Rütli to stand on that spot where, in +1307, Walter Fürst, Arnold of Melchthal, and Werner Stauffacher took +the famous oath, and very reluctantly she gave up the wish when Jack +pointed to the rising waves, painting in lurid colours the sudden and +dangerous storms that sweep the Lake of Uri. When he went on, however, +to insinuate doubts as to the historic accuracy of these old stories, +and to hint that even William Tell might himself he an incorporeal +legend, Molly clapped a little hand over his mouth, crying out that +even if he had tried to destroy the Maid of Orleans he must spare +William Tell. Further on, she made us confide the car to Gotteland on +the Axenstrasse, while we descended the path to Tell's chapel and did +reverence to the hero's memory. On such a day as this must it have +been that Tell leaped ashore from the boat, leaving Gessler to look +after himself; for the blasts were shrieking down the lake, and the +waves dashed their foam over the ledge where stands the chapel. + +Jack stopped several times in the rock galleries of the Axenstrasse +before we reached Flüelen; consequently it was evening when we +slipped into little Altdorf, where Molly insisted on making a curtsey +to the statue of Tell and his agreeable little boy. Winston predicted +that we should probably not be challenged until we got to Göschenen, +as up to that point the road does not take on a true Alpine character. +The storm (which seemed rising to a point of fury) was in our favour, +too, for no one would choose to be out on such a night, save mad +English automobilists and wilful American girls. + +Dusk was beginning to shadow the Reussthal, as we ran past the railway +station at Erstfeld, and began at length the ascent of the St. Gothard +Road. The great railway (of which we had caught glimpses as we came +along the lake) was now our companion, while on the other hand roared +the tumbling Reuss. So hoarse and insistent was the voice of the +stream that Molly suggested it should be "had up for brawling." It did +us the service, however, of drowning the noise of our motor, at all +times a discreetly silent machine; and as Jack had given orders that +the big Bleriots should not be lighted (two good oil lamps showing us +the way), we had high hopes that we might fly by unnoticed, on the +wings of the storm. In Amsteg no one seemed to look upon us with +surprise, and here the road turned, to worm itself into the heart of +the mountains, while the railway, often disappearing into tunnels, ran +far above our heads. + +By the time we had reached Gurtnellen night had fallen black and +close, and Molly issued an edict that we should dine in the open air, +instead of seeking the doubtful comforts of a village inn, where, too, +we might suffer from the solicitude of some officious policeman. The +car accordingly was run under the lee of a great rock, the +ever-inspired Gotteland extemporised a shelter with the waterproof +rugs, and the blue flame of the chafing-dish presently cheered us with +its glow. The wind bellowed along the precipices, the Reuss shouted in +its rocky bed, and once an express from Italy to the north passed high +above us, streaming its lights through the darkness like sparks from a +boy's squib. Yet those plutocratic travellers up in the _wagons lits_ +were not having anything like the "good time" we enjoyed, warm in our +motor coats, sitting snug behind our rock, a lamp from the car +illuminating our little party and shining on Molly's piquant profile +as she brewed savoury messes in her magic cauldron. This was testing +thoroughly the resources of the automobile, which was playing the part +of travelling kitchen and larder as well as travelling chariot, and +could no doubt be made, with a little ingenuity, to play the parts +also of travelling bed and tent. Yet, as I said all this aloud to +Jack, my mind leaped forward to other nights which I should soon be +spending alone tinder the stars, and I thought tenderly of my +aluminium stove and tent, my sleeping-sack, and the other camping +tools I had bought in Bern. + +From where we lay hid behind our rock to Airolo was only some +thirty-two miles, and the car ate up distance with so voracious an +appetite, that it was clear we should arrive in the little Italian +town in the dead waste and middle of the night. To travel a forbidden +road on an automobile, and then to knock up a snoring innkeeper at one +in the morning, to ask him where we could find a donkey, seemed to be +straining unduly the sense of humour; so after consultation we decided +that we should leave Airolo to its slumbers and speed down the Pass +into Italy until we ran to earth the object of our quest. + +[Illustration: "THE BLUE FLAME OF THE CHAFING-DISH".] + +Molly had produced excellent coffee; the smoke of our cigarettes +mingled its perfume with the night air. Our position had in it +something unique, for while we were "in the heart of one of nature's +most savage retreats" (as said a guide-book of my boyhood), we were at +the same time enjoying the refinements of civilisation, and I +suggested to Winston that our bivouac would form a fit subject for a +picture labelled, in the manner of some Dutch masters, "Automobilists +Reposing." + +By the time Gotteland had packed up everything, and we were seated +once more in the car, it was nearly eleven o'clock at night. Coming +out from the shelter of our rock, so fierce a blast of wind smote us +that Molly would, I think, have been carried off her feet had I not +given her a steadying arm. We had to cram our caps on our heads, or +the wind would have torn them from us, and the voice of the motor was +swallowed up in the shrieking of the tempest. Molly was evidently +destined to have her wish. + +The car ran swiftly up the road to Wasen, and some twinkling lights +and a huge crimson eye at the entrance to the great tunnel told us +that we had done the ten miles to Göschenen. No one stirred in the +streets of the village, and, gliding cat-like past the station, Jack +put the car at the beginning of the real ascent of the famous St. +Gothard Road. The higher we went, the more wildly roared the storm. +There was something appalling in the fierce volleyings of the wind +along the stark and broken faces of the precipice: it was like the +rattle of thunder. In the sombre defile of the Schöllenen the air +rushed as through a funnel. We could see nothing save the thread-like +road illuminated by our steadfast lanterns--the sole beacon of safety +in this welter. We had a ghostly impression of winding through a +narrow gorge, the river roaring in its depths; then, dashing through +an avalanche gallery (where the lights played strange tricks with the +vaulted roof), we came out upon the Devil's Bridge. The spray from the +Reuss, which here drops a full hundred feet into the abyss, lashed our +faces as with whips; the storm leaped at us out of the blackness like +a wolf; the car quivered, and for an instant it seemed that we should +be hurled against the parapet of the bridge. But we passed unharmed, +and a quarter of a mile further on Winston stopped in the welcome +shelter of the Urner Loch, a tunnelled passage in the rock. + +We gasped out broken expressions of a fearful joy; then, seeing that +Molly was well, and that the wind-wolf's teeth had torn nothing from +the car, Jack went full speed ahead again, steering along the open +Urseren Valley, where we had fleeting glimpses of green fields instead +of granite rocks. Thus we came to Andermatt, where not the eye of a +mouse seemed open to mark our quick and stealthy passage. We were now +on that great mountain highroad that slants in a straight line across +almost all Switzerland from Coire to Martigny; but we kept on it only +for a little while, to steal through Hospenthal--as dead asleep as the +other villages (for Labour had not yet begun to waken in its hard +bed), and take the southern road that leads to Italy. + +Thus far, audacity had been laurelled by success. It was near one in +the morning, and we were spinning fast up a valley which showed +bleakly in the flying lights of our car. Soon Jack called to us that +we had crossed the border line of the Canton Ticino, and presently +through the blackness twinkled the little lakes which mark the summit +of the Pass. We were nearly seven thousand feet above the sea, and +suddenly, as we crossed the ridge and began to sail down the dismal +Val Tremolo towards Airolo, the great wind that had made majestic +music all day and night ceased to blow. We ran into a zone of +motionless, ice-cold air, and what seemed an unnatural silence, only +the hum of the motor breaking the frozen stillness of these high +Alpine solitudes. + +The road plunged to lower levels in interminable windings, the car +swooping in a series of bird-like flights, exhilarating to the nerves, +thrilling to the imagination; for in the blackness that held us we +could but guess at abysses which dropped away almost from under the +tyres of our wheels. Sometimes we dashed over foaming rivers, and soon +we sped through Airolo, where yet no one moved. Now the loud-voiced +Ticino was our companion, and we swept down through an open valley to +Faido, where we met the first human being we had seen since we left +Gurtnellen. It was a very old man, with a red cap, like a stocking, +pulled close upon his head. He had a rake on his shoulder, and we were +close on him before he knew; for the car was coasting, and ran with +hardly any noise save the whir of the chains. For a flashing instant +that old face shone out of the circle of our lights, concave with +astonishment; then we lost it forever. + +"No fear that _he_ will telephone to have us stopped lower down," said +Molly. "He thinks we are supernatural, and will go home and tell his +grandchildren that he has seen witches tearing home after a revel up +among the glaciers." + +Faster still the car flew down the road. The air that streamed past us +held the faint, elusive perfume of Italy, which softly hints the +presence of the walnut, the chestnut, and the grape. Through village +after village we swept at speed, our lamps shining now on mulberry and +fig trees, and on vines trained over trellises held up by splintered +granite slabs. Next we came suddenly upon an Italian-looking town with +bad _pavé_ and dimly lighted streets, where three or four workmen, +early astir, stared at us in bewilderment. It was Bellinzona; but +passing through, we came out presently on the margin of an immense +sheet of water, and it was only in Locarno on the edge of Lago +Maggiore, when dawn was paling the eastern sky, that Jack at last drew +rein. + +No one was tired; no one wanted to rest. On the contrary, our rapid +flight over the Alps had intoxicated us with the sense of speed; and +we were all excitedly for going on until we should reach the frontier. +As pink dawn blossomed in the sky, like a heavenly orchard, and the +mountain tops were beaten into copper, we glided along the edge of the +lake, past picturesque villages and _campanili_, and cypress trees. At +the Italian frontier there were the usual tedious formalities of +payment and sealing the car with a leaden seal; but when all this was +done by sleepy officials, surly at our early passage, though little +recking of our crimes, we sailed on again, Molly driving now, through +a landscape magically clear in the young morning light. + +Suddenly we all started in joyous astonishment, and Molly brought the +car to a stop. Each had seen the same thing, each had been struck with +the same thought. Here, at last, we had found what we had come so far +to seek; what Switzerland denied us, Italy offered. Standing alone in +a field by the roadside was a small, dark grey donkey, tethered to a +stone; and no other living being was in sight. The creature was not +eating; it was only thinking; and it looked at us with an eye that +seemed to speak of loneliness and the desire for human fellowship. +"The very thing for you!" cried Molly; and the long-sought-for +treasure, finding itself observed, flicked one of its heavy ears. + +Gotteland and I dismounted and went nearer. As we approached, the +donkey nickered; and as its family is famed for reticence, such proof +of friendliness made me yearn to possess the deserted little beast. +But its legs were very thin, its hoofs exceedingly small, and the +thought of loading so frail a structure with the great packs that held +my camping kit seemed a barbarity. Meanwhile Gotteland, who knows +something of everything, had carefully examined the tiny animal, and +just as I was growing sentimental over its perfections, he broke the +charm by pronouncing it to be incredibly old, and unfit for work. He +also drew my attention to a disagreeable sore upon its shoulder. It +was sad; but indisputably the man was right; in any case there was no +one with whom a bargain could have been arranged, and with poignant +regret I was forced to leave my treasure-trove to its solitary +thoughts. After this we did not stop again until Molly steered the car +to the door of a beautiful hotel in Pallanza, where the shirt-sleeved +concierge hurried into his gold-laced coat, to receive in fitting +style the unusually early guests. + +My first care, after coffee and a bath, was to examine the landlord +of the hotel on momentous question of mules and donkeys. At Lucerne, I +told him, they had assured me that the animals "flourished" in Canton +Ticino and the neighbourhood of the Italian Lakes. But I met with no +encouragement. Mules and donkeys were rarely seen in these parts, the +host declared. True, a few peasants employed them in the fields; but +those were poor things, unfit for an excursion such as Monsieur +purposed. At Piedimulera, perhaps, Monsieur would find what he wanted; +yes, at Piedimulera, or if not, at Domodossola; or--his face +brightened--in the Valais, preferably at Brig. Yes, he was certain +that mules and asses in abundance could be found at Brig in the Rhone +Valley. Brig! My heart sank. It was the old story. Counterfeiting +patience, I explained that I had an antipathy to the Rhone Valley, and +had actually crossed the Alps to find animals in Italy rather than be +driven to seek them in Brig. + +Crushed by a hopeless, answering gesture, I made my report to Molly +and Jack. "It will end," I said, "in my traversing the world, and +eventually arriving in Japan, still searching the _rara avis_. By that +time I shall have become a harmless lunatic, and people will treat my +babblings with indulgent forbearance, when I go from house to house +begging to be supplied with a pack-mule or a pack-donkey." + +At _déjeuner_, in a garden which was a successful imitation of Eden, +the situation did not, however, look so dark. The perfume of flowers, +distilled by the hot sun, was of Araby the Blest; the Borromean +Islands spread their enchantments before us, across a glittering blue +expanse of lake, and the world was after all endurable, though empty +of mules. Besides, Molly was a sweet consoler. She dwelt on the +hopeful suggestion in the name Piedimulera. It could not be wholly +deceiving, she argued. Why name a place Foot-of-a-Mule, if there were +no mules there? + +"If there aren't," I exclaimed, "I swear to you that I will, by fair +means or foul, dispose of at Piedimulera all the things with which I +fondly thought to deck the animal my fancy had painted. Everything I +bought at Bern shall go, if I have to dig a grave by night in which to +bury them. This is a vow, and though my heart be wrung, I'll keep it." + +Molly listened to this outburst as gravely as if I had been +threatening to sacrifice a son, did not some incredible good fortune +supply a ram caught by his horns in the bushes. + +For Piedimulera we left in the afternoon, somewhat buoyed up by the +omen of the name. The way led back towards the Alps, up a broad and +beautiful valley strewn with evidences of the works for the Simplon +railway: embankments, bridges, quarries, and occasional groups of +workmen hauling rhythmically on the many ropes of a pile-driver. +Presently we swerved from the main road, and crossed the valley bed, +obedient to the map, which was our only guide to Piedimulera. We +passed one or two romantically placed, ancient villages, each of which +I hoped might be our goal; but, as usual in life, the town for which +we were bound did not appear as alluring as other towns, where we had +no need to stop. + +"I feel there will be not so much as the ghost of a long-perished +Roman mule in this hamlet," I said despondently, hoping that Molly +would contradict me. But she, too, looked anxious, now that the great +moment had come, for we were driving into a town, at the mouth of a +deep gorge already dusky with purpling shadows, and there was no doubt +that it was Piedimulera. + +The gloom of the twilight settled upon our spirits, dissimulate as we +might, as the car swept into the cobble-paved courtyard of an +_albergo_, a venerable grandfather of a hostelry, old, grim, and +forbidding. Out came a large, fair man to welcome us, with calculation +in his cold grey eye. He looked to me like a spider in his web, +greeting some inviting flies. We broke the ice by asking for coffee, +and when we were told that we must have it without milk, as there were +no cows within a radius of many miles, I would have staked all my +possessions (especially those acquired at Bern) that there would be no +such comparatively useless animals as mules or donkeys. + +Instinct is seldom wrong. If ever there was nothing in a name, there +was nothing in that of Piedimulera, which had evidently been applied +in sheer mockery, or because, untold generations ago, the foot of that +rare creature, a mule, had been preserved here in a museum. When the +landlord found that we did not intend to stop overnight, unless mules +were at once forthcoming, he visibly lost interest in us, as inedible +insects. He shrugged his shoulders at the bare idea that Piedimulera +might shelter such creatures as we were mad enough to desire, and +assured us that there was not the least use in trying Domodossola. We +had much better spend the night with him, and to-morrow morning go on +as best we might to Brig. No? Then he washed his hands of us. + +I did not give my treasures to this person: rather would I have burnt +all, than picture him battening on my Instantaneous Breakfasts. Molly +would have had me keep them, at least until we knew what fate awaited +us at Domodossola. The moment I had irrevocably parted with my outfit, +bought in happier days, I should find a mule, and how annoyed would I +be, she prophesied. But I was adamant. Had I not made a vow? Besides, +if I were to find a mule or donkey the moment I had got rid of his +paraphernalia, that alone was an inducement to throw the cargo +overboard. + +On our way to Domodossola, I saw a pretty dark-eyed young woman, with +a cherubic baby in her arms, standing in the doorway of a tumble-down +cottage. Evidently she was waiting to greet her husband when he should +come home, weary with his long day's work. Quickly I made a decision +and with the same abruptness I had used in urging Molly to draw before +the too attractive shop in Bern, I begged her now to stop. My white +elephants were stowed away in separate bundles in the tonneau, where, +ever since Lucerne, they had been the cause of cramps and "pins and +needles" to the feet of any member of the party who sat there. I +ruthlessly collected the lot, and, well-nigh swamped by the load, I +carried them to the cottage door, where I laid all at the feet of the +young mother. She suddenly became an incarnate point of admiration, +and could scarcely believe that I was sane, or that she was not +dreaming when I explained my wish to make her a present. If I had +stayed an hour, I could not have dissipated her bewilderment, so I +left the things to speak for themselves--if she did not take them for +infernal machines and throw them into the river. + +It was evening when we arrived at Domodossola, and I felt nothing +save cold resignation when told emphatically by the concierge of our +chosen hotel that my quest was hopeless. + +"You will have to go to Brig," he said; and though he was an +intelligent and worthy man, I could have smitten him to earth. + +"You must abandon me to my fate," I told Jack and Molly. "_Il est trop +fort._ If I'm to walk the face of the earth, I want a pack-mule and a +man; and, 'somehow, somewhere, somewhen,' I mean to have them. But +you've more than done your duty by me. You can get back to Lucerne +from here comfortably, without daring any more mountain passes and +fines for law-breaking. Since to Brig I must go, I'll make a virtue of +necessity, and walk over the Simplon, to see the tunnel and railway +works." + +"Walk, if you will," said Molly; "but if I know my Lightning Conductor +and myself, we'll see you through to the end, be it bitter or sweet." + +"Echo answers," added Jack. "If you want to see things clearly, you +must have daylight, and if we wish to escape the arm of the law, we +must fly by night, which means that we can't join forces till the +journey's end." + +"You needn't think we're sacrificing ourselves, for we should love +it," Molly capped him. "We're having the jam of adventure spread thick +on our bread now." + +"Well, then, everything's settled," said Jack, "except the start." + +Molly thought a day in Domodossola too much. It was decided, therefore, +that they should rest till eleven, and that the motor should be ready +at midnight. They could reach Brig between two and three, and being a +posting town, the hotel people were sure to be up. I was to start +early in the morning, and meet my friends at Brig, after walking over +the Pass. + +I saw them off, and then plunged fathoms deep into sleep, dreaming of +a land flowing with mules and donkeys. At five, I was up, and was +surprised to find that the despised Domodossola was a beautiful and +interesting old town, with curiously Spanish effects in its shadowy +streets, lined with ancient, arcaded houses. I thought to save time +and fatigue by taking a carriage to the frontier village of Iselle at +the foot of the Pass, and was glad I had done so, for the road was +rough and covered inches deep with a deposit of peculiar, grey dust. +But things mended when we climbed a hill, turned out of the main +valley, and followed the course of the river Diveria into a lateral +gorge of the mountains, the real porchway or entrance of the Simplon +Pass. + +[Illustration] + + + + +CHAPTER VII + +At Last! + + "A Jack-o'-lantern, a fairy fire, + A dare, a bliss, and a desire." + --BLISS CARMAN. + + "Here a great personal deed has room." + --WALT WHITMAN. + + +The further I penetrated into the mountains, the more like a vast +engineering workshop did the long Alpine valley become. Yet, curiously +enough, instead of destroying romance, this gave a certain majestic +romance of its own; the romance of man's struggle to conquer the +stupendous forces of Nature with his science. It was as if Vulcan's +stithy had been dropped down into a profound ravine of the Alps, and +the drone of machinery mingled with the music of the fleeting river--a +strange diapason. + +On the right of the highroad, the flat mountain face opened a black, +egg-shaped mouth at me. I got out of the carriage to approach it, and +while I stood peering down the dark throat, as if I were a Lilliputian +doctor examining the tongue of Giant Gulliver, I was suddenly clapped +upon the shoulder. It flashed into my mind that perhaps it was +forbidden to stare at the tunnel-in-making; and turning to defend +myself from a lash of red tape, with the adage that "a cat may look at +a king," I saw a man I had known years ago smiling at me. + +[Illustration: "I WAS SUDDENLY CLAPPED UPON THE SHOULDER".] + +I have a worldly-minded cousin who says that she is always nice to +girls, because "you never know whom they may marry." It might be +equally diplomatic to be nice to foreigners who are at Oxford with +you, because you don't know that they may not become famous engineers, +able to show you interesting things when you visit their country. +Giovanni Bolzano had been at Balliol with me, studying English, and +now it turned out that he was second engineer to the works for the new +tunnel. I recalled with poignant regret that Jack Winston and I had +once made hay of his room; but evidently he bore no malice, for after +saying that he was not surprised to see me, as everybody came this way +sooner or later, he offered to show me his tunnel, of which this was +the Italian mouth. It had another at Brig, twelve miles away, and +boasted the longest throat in the world, but as it was marvellously +ventilated, it would never choke in its own smoke, and Bolzano was +very proud of the engineering achievement. Having discharged my +carriage, I went with him into a workshop, heard the humming of +dynamos, and the buzzing of tremendous turbines, actuated by the fall +of the river Diveria, and gazed with the fascination of a mouse for a +cat at a huge and diabolical fan, driving air into the tunnel. This +fearful beast had a house to itself, with a passage down which you +could venture like Theseus entering the labyrinth of the Minotaur; but +such was the volume of breath which it drew into its mighty lungs that +you must use all your strength not to be sucked in and hurled against +the shafting; all your self-control not to be confused by its loud, +unceasing roar. + +Hardly had we come out from this weird place, which would have given +Edgar Allan Poe an inspiration for a creepy tale, when Bolzano showed +me a relief gang of men getting ready to enter the tunnel, in a train +consisting of wooden boxes drawn by a miniature locomotive. This was +my chance. I was hurried off to his quarters, helped into rough, +miner's clothing, with great boots up to my knees, and given a miner's +lamp. Then, joining the eight hundred Italians,--a battalion of the +soldiers of Labour,--we got into a box, and set off to relieve eight +hundred other such soldiers who for eight hours had toiled in the +schisty heart of the mountain. + +I felt as if suddenly, between sleeping and waking, I had plunged deep +into the dusk of dreamland. We rumbled through a lofty egg-shaped +vault, lined with masonry, lighted waveringly, with strange play of +shadow, by our many lamps. This phase of the dream seemed to last a +long time; and then the train of boxes slowed down, for we had reached +the danger-point, a part of the tunnel where the hidden Genii of the +Mountain had planned a trap to upset all geological expectations. +Having allowed the engineers to penetrate thus far, they had suddenly +flooded the tunnel with cataracts of water from fissures in the rock, +and had laughed wild, echoing laughter because they had contrived to +delay the work for a year, and cause the spending of much extra money. + +The dream showed me now a long iron cage, shoring up the crumbling +walls of the excavation; and through this cage we crept like a +procession of wary mice, suddenly putting on speed at the end, till we +reached the tunnel-head, and found another train preparing to go out. + +Here the dream flung me into a teeming Inferno of darkness and lost +spirits who (spent with eight hours' monotonous toil in this Circle) +had dropped asleep, sitting half-naked in the line of boxes which +would bear them away to a spell of rest. They had fallen into pathetic +attitudes of collapse, some lying back with their mouths open, some +resting their heads on folded arms, some drooping on comrades' +shoulders. + +As our train-load of Activity came to a stand, this other train-load +of Exhaustion rumbled slowly away, the smoky lamps glinting on +polished, olive-coloured flesh, on hairy arms, and swarthy faces shut +to consciousness. + +Close to the tunnel-head we alighted, and went on into the dream on +foot, the gallery contracting to a few feet in height, where a group +of black figures bent over rock-drills which creaked and groaned. I +saw the drill-holes filled with dynamite, and retired with the others +while the fuse was lighted. I heard from afar off the thunderous +detonations as the rock-face was shattered. I saw the débris being +cleared away, before the drills should begin to grind again; and the +remembrance that, in another rathole on the Swiss side, another party +of workers was patiently advancing towards us, in precisely the same +way, sent a mysterious thrill through my blood. + +"Suppose the two galleries don't meet end to end?" I spoke out my +thought. + +"But they will," said Bolzano. "Our calculations are precise, and we +have allowed for an error of two inches: I do not think there will be +more. There is a great system of triangulation across the mountains, +and every few months our reckonings are verified. By-and-bye, we shall +hear the sound of each other's drills; then, down will come the last +dividing wall of rock, and Swiss and Italians will be shaking hands." + +I think, in coming out of the dark tunnels and windy galleries, I felt +somewhat as Jonah must have felt after he had been discarded in +distaste by the whale. The light dazzled my eyes. I could have shouted +aloud with joy at sight of the sun. I made Bolzano breakfast with me +in the little inn at Iselle, and got upon my way again, at something +past noon. The vast turmoil of the growing railway was left behind. It +was like putting down a volume of Walt Whitman, and taking up +Tennyson. + +The Pass had the extraordinary individuality of one face as compared +with another. It had not even a family resemblance to the St. Gothard. +The air was sweet with the good smell of newly cut wood and resinous +pines. There were sudden glimpses of icy peaks, cut diamonds in the +sun, seen for a moment, then swallowed up by stealthily creeping white +clouds, or caressed by them with a benediction in passing. Thin +streaks of cascades on precipitous rocks made silver veinings in +ebony. Side valleys opened unexpectedly, and one knew from hearsay +that gold mines were hidden there. Treading the road built by +Napoleon, I was enveloped in the gloom of the wondrous Gondo Schlucht, +to come out into a broad valley,--a green amphitheatre, above which a +company of white, mountain gods sat grouped to watch a cloud-fight. + +If I had not been heart-broken by the cruelty of Helen Blantock, I +should have been almost minded to thank her for sending me here. But +then,--I reminded myself hastily when this thought winked at me over +my shoulder,--I was stunned still, by my heavy disappointment. I was +not conscious to the full of my suffering now, but I should wake up to +it by-and-bye, and then it would be awful--as awful as the desolation +left by a recent great avalanche whose appalling traces I had just +seen. + +[Illustration: "TREADING THE ROAD BUILT BY NAPOLÉON".] + +I refused to be interested in the old Hospice of St. Bernard, or the +newer Hospice, built by order of Napoleon, because neither seemed to +me the real thing. If I could not see the Hospice of St. Bernard on +the Pass of Great St. Bernard, I would not see any other hospices +called by his name. If possible, I would have gone by them with my +eyes shut; but at the new Hospice the yapping of a dozen adorable +puppies in a kennel opposite lured me, and I paused to talk to them. +They did not understand my language, and this was disappointing; but +if I had not stopped I should have missed a short cut which I half +saw, half suspected, dimly zigzagging down the mountain into an +extraordinarily deep valley, and tending in the direction of Brig. It +would have been a pity to pass it by, for though I often thought +myself lost, I eventually caught sight of a town, lying far below, +which could be no other than the one for which I was bound. After +three hours of fast walking down from the Hospice, I plunged through +an old archway into the main street of Brig. + +Coming into it, I stopped to gaze up in astonishment at an enormous +house which looked to me as big as Windsor Castle. Indeed, to call it +a house does not express its personality at all; yet it was hardly +magnificent enough for a castle. At each corner was an immense tower, +ornamented with a big bulb of copper, like a gigantic and glorified +Spanish onion. A beautiful Renaissance gallery, flung across from one +tall building to another, lent grace to the otherwise too solid pile, +and I guessed that I must have come upon the ancient stronghold and +mansion of the famous Stockalper family, still existing and still one +of the most important in Switzerland. In the Pass I had seen the +towers built by the first Stockalper--that Gaspar who in mediæval days +was called "King of the Simplon"; who protected travellers and +controlled the caravan traffic between Italy and Switzerland; now, to +see the house which he had founded still occupied by his descendants, +fixed more pictorially in my mind the stirring legends connected with +the man. + +The little town of Brig seemed noisy and gay after the great silence +of the Pass. Church bells were ringing, whips were cracking; in the +central place there were crowding shops, bright with colour, and +lights were beginning to shine out from the windows of the hotels. + +I was to meet the Winstons at the Hôtel Couronne; and as I ventured to +show my travel-stained person in the hall, I was greeted by a vision: +Molly in white muslin, dressed for dinner. + +"What, you already!" she exclaimed. "You must have come over the Pass +by steam or electricity. We didn't expect you for an hour. We've lots +to tell you, and oh, I've bought you a sweet revolver, which you are +always to have about you, on your walking trip, though Jack laughed at +me for doing it. But now, for your adventures." + +In a few words I sketched them, and learned that the motor had again +pulled wool over the eyes of the law; then Molly must have seen in +mine that there was a question which I wished, but hesitated, to ask. +If a man may have a beam in his eye, why not a mule? + +"We've been interviewing animals of various sorts for you all day," +she said. "I've had a kind of employment agency for mules, and have +taken their characters and capacities. But----" + +"There's a 'but,' is there?" I cut into her ominous pause. + +"Well, the nicest beasts are all engaged for days ahead, or else their +owners can't spare them for a long trip; or else they're too young; or +else they're too old; or else they're _hideous_. At least, there's one +who's hideous, and I'm sorry to say he's the only one you can have." + +"'Twas ever thus, from childhood's hour.'" + +"But the landlord says there are dozens of mules at Martigny." + +"A mere mirage." + +"No, he has telephoned. But you'll look at the one here, I suppose, if +only as a matter of form? I think he's outside now." + +"Let him be brought before me," I said, with the air of a tyrant in a +melodrama; and, by the way, I have always thought it would be very +pleasant being a tyrant by profession, like Him of Syracuse, for +instance. You could do all the things you wanted to do, without +consulting the convenience of anybody else, or having it on your +conscience that you hadn't. + +At this moment Jack appeared. It seemed that he had been putting the +mule (the one available mule) through his paces, and the wretched +fellow was laughing. "It's not funny, at all," said I, thinking it was +the situation which amused him. But Jack explained that it wasn't +that. "It's the brute's tail," said he. "When you see it, you'll know +what I mean." + +I did know, at sight. The organ--if a mule's tail can be called an +organ--had mean proportions and a hideous activity which expressed to +my mind a base and depraved nature. Had there been no other of his +kind on earth, I would still have refused to take this beast as my +companion; and after a few moments' feverish discussion, it was +arranged that after all we must go through the Rhone Valley to-morrow +to Martigny. + +But the Rhone Valley, radiant in morning light, heaped coals of fire +upon my head. I had maligned perfection. There was all the difference +between the country between Brig and Martigny seen from a +railway-carriage window, and seen from a motor car, that there is +between the back of a woman's head when she is giving you the cut +direct, and her face when she is smiling on you. + +The Rhone Valley tame! The Rhone Valley monotonous! It was poetry +ready for the pen of Shelley, and a scene for the brush of Turner. The +little towns sleeping on the shoulders of the mountains, or rising +turreted from hardy rocks bathed by the golden river; the peeps up +cool lateral valleys to blue glaciers; the near green slopes and +distant, waving seas of snowy splendour left a series of pictures in +the mind; and best of all was Martigny's tower pointing a slender +finger skyward from its high hill. + +Late in the afternoon, as the car whirled us into the garden of the +Hôtel Mont Blanc, we came face to face with two mules. They had +brought back a man and a girl from some excursion. The landlord was at +the door to receive his guests. Jack, Molly, and I flung the same +question at his head, at the same moment. Was the situation as it had +been when he telephoned? Could I hire a mule and a man, not for a day +or two, but for a long journey--a journey half across the world if I +liked? + +The answer was that I might have five mules and five men for a +journey all across the world if it were my pleasure. + +It sounded like a problem in mental arithmetic, but I thanked my stars +that there seemed no further need for me to struggle over its +solution. + +[Illustration] + + + + +CHAPTER VIII + +The Making of a Mystery + + "There was the secret . . . + Hid in . . . grey, young eyes." + --ALICE MEYNELL. + + "Henceforth I whimper no more, postpone no more." + --WALT WHITMAN. + + +In my opinion it is a sign of strength rather than of weakness, to +change one's mind with a good grace. For my part, I find pleasure in +the experience, feeling refreshed by it, as if I had had a bath, and +got into clean linen after a hot walk. Changing the mind gives also +somewhat the same sensation as waking in the morning with the +consciousness that no one on earth has ever seen this day before; or +the satisfaction one has on breaking an egg, the inside of which no +human eye has beheld until that moment. A change of mind bestows on +one for the time being a new Ego; therefore I did not grudge myself my +delight in the once despised Rhone Valley. Nevertheless, I was glad +that the Mule of Brig had been one with which I could conscientiously +decline to associate. My resolve not to take a pack-mule there had +become so fixed, that to have uprooted it would have seemed a +confession of failure. Besides, the need to go on to Martigny had +given an excuse for another day with Jack, Molly, and Mercédès. + +I had been as happy as a man whose duty it is to be broken-hearted, +may dare to be. But the next morning came at Martigny, and with my +bath the news that the five promised men with their five mules awaited +my choice. + +I had secretly hoped that the day might be mule-less till evening, for +in that case Jack and Molly would probably stay on, and I should not +be left alone in the world until to-morrow. + +However, it was not to be. I gave myself the satisfaction of keeping +the mules waiting, on the principle of always doing unto others what +they have done unto you; and after a leisurely toilet, I went down to +hold the review. + +Four men, with four mules, started forward eagerly, jostling each +other, at sight of me accompanied by the landlord. But one held back a +little, with a modest dignity, as if he were too proud to push himself +into notice, or too generous to exalt himself at the expense of +others. He was a slim, dark man of middle height, past thirty in age, +perhaps, with a look of the soldier in the bearing of his shoulders +and head. He had very short black hair; high cheekbones, where the +rich brown of his skin was touched with russet; deep-set, thoughtful +eyes, and a melancholy droop of the moustache. His collar was +incredibly tall and shiny, with turn-down points; he wore a red tie; +his thick brown clothes might have been bought ready made in the +Edgeware Road; evidently he had honoured the occasion with his Sunday +best. While his comrades jabbered together, in patois which flung in a +French word now and then, like a sop to Cerberus, he spoke not a word; +yet I saw his lips tighten, as he laid his arm over the neck of a +small but well-built mule of a colour which matched its master's +clothing. The animal rubbed a brown velvet head against the brown +waistcoat which, perhaps, covered a fast-beating heart. From that +instant I knew that this was my man, and this my mule, as certainly as +if they had been tattooed with my family crest and truculent motto: +"What I will, I take." + +"You've been a soldier, haven't you?" I asked the muleteer in French. + +He saluted as he replied that he had, and that for several years he +had served a French general, as orderly. His name was Joseph Marcoz, +and--he added--he was a Protestant. + +"And your mule?" I asked. + +"Finois, Monsieur." + +"Ah, but his persuasion? He is Protestant, too?" If Joseph had looked +puzzled, I should have been disappointed, but a spark of humour lit +the gloom of his sombre eye. "Finois is Pantheist, I think you call +it, Monsieur. I am persuaded that he has a soul, for which there will +be a place in the Beyond; and if he goes there first, I hope that he +will be looking out for me." + +It seemed a sudden drop, after this preface, to turn to bargaining. +The landlord made the break for me, however, when he saw that I had +set my mind upon Marcoz and his Finois. It then appeared that Joseph +was not his own master, but worked for the real owner of Finois and +other mules. The price he would have to ask for such a journey as I +proposed was twenty-five francs a day. This would include the services +of man and mule, food for the one, and fodder for the other. Without +any beating down, I accepted the terms proposed, and the only part of +the arrangement left in doubt was the time of starting. It was not +eight o'clock, yet already the diligences and private carriages going +over the Grand St. Bernard had departed with a jingling of bells and +sharp cracking of whips which had first informed me that it was day. +With me, it was different, however. Speed was no longer my aim. I +would not be in a hurry about arriving anywhere, and when I learned +that there were a couple of small towns on the Pass, at either of +which I could lie for a night, there seemed no fair excuse for keeping +Jack and Molly at Martigny. + +As I was wondering when they would wake, that I might consult them on +the details of my journey, I glanced up and saw Molly, as fresh as if +she had been born with the morning, standing on a balcony just over my +head. In her hand was a letter, and as she waved a greeting, something +came fluttering uncertainly down. I managed to catch this something +before it touched earth, and had inadvertently seen that it was an +unmounted photograph, probably taken by an amateur correspondent, when +Molly leaned over the railing, with an excited cry. "Oh, don't look. +Please, _please_ don't look at that photograph!" she exclaimed. + +"Of course I won't," I answered, slightly hurt. "What do you take me +for?" + +"I know you wouldn't mean to," she answered. "But you might glance +involuntarily. You _didn't_ see it, did you?" + +Suddenly I was tempted to tease her. "Would it be so very dreadful if +I did?" + +"Yes, dreadful," she echoed solemnly. "Don't joke. Do please tell me, +one way or the other, if you saw what was in the picture?" + +"You may set your mind at ease. If it were to save my life, I couldn't +tell whether the photograph was of man, woman, boy, girl, or beast; +and now I'm holding it face downward." + +Molly broke into a laugh. "Good!" she exclaimed. "I'm coming to claim +my property, and to look at your new acquisitions. I've been +criticising them from the window, and I congratulate you." + +A moment later she was beside me, had taken her mysterious photograph, +and hidden it between the pages of a letter, covered with writing in a +pretty and singularly individual hand. She explained that a whole +budget of "mail" had been forwarded to Martigny, in consequence of a +telegram sent to Lucerne, and then, as if forgetting the episode, she +applied herself to winning the hearts of the man Joseph and the mule +Finois. + +Presently we were joined by Winston, and I broached the subject of the +start. "The idea is," I said, "to begin as I mean to go on, with a +walk of from twenty to thirty miles a day, according to the scenery +and my inclination. Marcoz thinks that we could pass the night +comfortably enough at a place called Bourg St. Pierre, even if we +didn't get away from here for an hour or so. Then early to-morrow we +would push on for the Hospice, and reach Aosta in the evening." + +"It would be a mistake to leave here in the heat of the day, don't you +think so?" said Jack. "Much better if we all stopped on, did some +sightseeing, and then Molly and I bade you good speed about half-past +seven to-morrow morning." + +"But, Lightning Conductor, you forget we can't stay. You know--_the +letters_," said Molly, with one of those deep, meaning glances which +her lovely eyes had more than once sent Jack, when there was some +question as to our ultimate parting. My heart invariably responded to +this glance with a pang, as a nerve responds to electricity. She +wished to go away with her Lightning Conductor, and leave me at the +mercy of a mule. Well, I would accept my lonely lot without +complaining, but not without silently reflecting that happy lovers are +selfish beings at best. + +The forlorn consciousness that I was of superlative importance to no +one was heavy upon me. I wanted somebody to care a great deal what +became of me, and evidently nobody did. I was horribly homesick at +breakfast, and the Winstons' gaiety in the face of our parting seemed +the last straw in my burden. Perhaps Molly saw this straw in my eyes, +for she looked at me half wistfully for a moment, and then said, "If +we weren't sure this walking trip of yours will do you more good than +anything else, we wouldn't let you leave us, for we have loved having +you. We'll write to you at Aosta, where you will be staying for a +couple of days, and give you our itinerary, with lots of addresses. By +that time, you too will have made up your mind about your route. You +will have decided whether to branch off among the bye-ways, or go +straight on south, although you mustn't go _too_ quickly, and get +there too early----" + +"I don't believe I shall have made up my mind to anything in Aosta," +said I gloomily. "I feel that I shall still be unequal to that, or any +other mental effort, and what is to become of me, Heaven, Joseph, and +Finois alone know." + +"Now, isn't it funny, I feel exactly the opposite? Something seems to +tell me that at Aosta, if not before, you will, so to speak, 'read +your title clear,'" said Molly, with aggravating cheerfulness. "As +soon as you've settled what way to take, you must write or wire; and +who knows but by-and-bye we shall cross each other's path again, on +the road to the Riviera?" + +I revived a little. "I don't think you told me that you were going to +run down there. Jack was talking about keeping mostly to Switzerland, +I thought." + +"But Switzerland will turn a cold shoulder upon us, as the autumn +comes to spoil its disposition, and we were saying only this morning +that it would be fine to make a rush to the Riviera, for a wind up to +our trip." + +"You see, Molly had a letter----" Jack had begun to speak with an +absent-minded air, but suddenly recovered himself. "We don't care to +get back to England till November," he hastily went on. "I want Molly +to have some hunting and a jolly round of country houses just to see +what we can do to make an English winter tolerable. We've got four or +five ripping invitations, and in January Mistress Molly herself will +have to play hostess to a big house party, at Brighthelmston Park, +which the mater and governor have lent us till next season." + +If he had wanted to take my mind off an inadvertence, he could +scarcely have manoeuvred better, but why the inadvertence (if it had +been one) could concern me, it was difficult to imagine. + +There was a friendly dispute as to whether Molly and jack should see +me off, or whether I should wish them good-bye before starting on my +journey; but in the end it was settled that I should be the one to +leave first. Perhaps they believed that, if left to myself, I should +never start at all; perhaps they wished to add photographs of the +mule-party to their Kodak collection, already large; or perhaps they +thought only how to make the parting pleasantest for me, since I had +no one, and they had each other. + +[Illustration: "THERE WAS A PANG WHEN I TURNED MY BACK".] + +In any case, at ten o'clock all that was left of my store was placed +upon the back of Finois, who had the air of ignoring its existence, +and mine as well. Had he been a horse, he would at least have deigned +to exchange glances with me, friendly or otherwise; but being what he +was, he looked everywhere except at me, as if he had been some haughty +aristocrat conscientiously snubbing an offensive upstart. Joseph +appeared to be the one human being of more importance for Finois than +the moving bough of an inedible tree, bush, or shrub, and even Molly +could win him to no change of facial expression, though he ate her +offered sugar. + +There was a pang when I turned my back irrevocably upon my friends, +having waved my hand or my panama so often that to do so again would +he ridiculous. We were off, Joseph, Finois, and I; there was no +getting round it; and as we ambled away along the hot white road, we +seemed but small things in the scheme of a busy and indifferent +world--mere cards, shuffled by the hands of an expert, for a game in +which our destination was unknown. + +[Illustration: No Title] + + + + +CHAPTER IX + +The Brat + + "Be kind and courteous to this gentleman; hop in his walk + and gambol in his eyes." + --SHAKESPEARE. + + +In beginning our tramp, I trudged step for step with Joseph, who had +Finois' bridle over his arm, and answered my questions regarding the +various features of the landscape. Thus I was not long in discovering +that he had a knowledge of the English language of which he was +innocently proud. I made some enquiry concerning a fern which grew +above the roadside, when we had passed through Martigny Bourg, and +Joseph answered that one did not see it often in this country. "It is +a seldom plant," said he. "It live in high up places, where it was +_difficile_ to catch, for one shall have to walk over rocks, which do +not--what you say? They go down immediately, not by-and-bye." + +I liked this description of a precipice, and later, when we had +engaged in a desultory discussion on politics, I was delighted when +Joseph spoke solemnly of the "Great Mights." He had formed opinions of +Lord Beaconsfield and Gladstone, but had not yet had time to do so of +Mr. Chamberlain, for, said he, "these things take a long time to think +about." Fifteen or twenty years from now, he will probably be ready +with an opinion on men and matters of the present. He asked gravely if +there had not been a great difference between the two long-dead Prime +Ministers? + +"How do you mean?" I enquired. "A difference in politics or +disposition?" + +"They would not like the same things," he explained. "The Lord +Beaconsfield, _par exemple_, he would not have enjoyed to come such a +tour like this, that will take you high in icy mountains. He would +want the sunshine, and sitting still in a beautiful _chaise_ with +people to listen while he talked, but Monsieur Gladstone, I think he +would love the mountains with the snow, as if they were his brothers." + +"You are right," I said. "They were his brothers. One can fancy +edelweiss growing freely on Mr. Gladstone. His nature was of the white +North. You have hit it, Joseph." + +"But I do not see a thing that I have hit," he replied, bewildered, +glancing at the stout staff in his hand, and then at Finois, who had +evidently not been brought up on blows. It was then my turn to +explain; and so we tossed back and forth the conversational +shuttlecock, until I found myself losing straw by straw my load of +homesickness, and becoming more buoyant of spirit in the muleteer's +society. + +After the splendours of the Simplon it seemed to rue, as the windings +of the Great St. Bernard Pass shut us farther and farther away from +Martigny, that this was in comparison but a peaceful valley. It was a +cosey cleft among the mountains, with just room for the river to be +frilled with green between its walls. There was a look of homeliness +about the sloping pastures, which slept in the sunshine, lulled by the +song of the swift-flowing Dranse. + +The name "Great St. Bernard" had conjured up hopes of rugged +grandeur, which did not seem destined to be fulfilled, and at last I +confided my disappointment to Joseph. "If Monsieur will wait an all +little hour, perhaps he will yet be surprised," he answered, breaking +into French. "We have a long way to go, before we come to the best." + +We walked briskly, lunched at the dull village of Orsières; and +delaying as short a time as possible, pushed on--indeed, we pushed on +much farther than Joseph had expected, when he suggested our sleeping +at Bourg St. Pierre. "We might go higher," said he, "before dark, but +it would be late before we could reach the Hospice, and there is no +place where we could rest for the night after St. Pierre, unless +Monsieur would care to stop at the Cantine de Proz." + +"What is the Cantine de Proz?" I asked, trudging along the stony +road, with my eyes held by a huge snow mountain which had suddenly +loomed above the green shoulders of lesser hills, like a great white +barrier across the world. + +"The Cantine de Proz is but a house, nothing more, Monsieur, in the +loneliest and wildest part of the Pass--how lonely, and how wild, you +cannot guess yet by what you have seen. The people who keep the house +are good folk, and they live there all the year round, even in winter, +when the snow is at the second-story windows, and they must cut narrow +paths, with tall white walls, before they can feed their cattle. These +people sell you a cup of coffee, or a glass of beer, or of liqueur, +and they have a spare room, which is very clean. If any traveller +wishes to spend a night, they will make him as comfortable as they +can. One English gentleman came, and liked the place so well, that he +stayed for months, and wrote a book, I have been told. But it is +desolate. Perhaps Monsieur would think it too _triste_ even for a +night. At St. Pierre there is at least a little life. And the hotel +'Au Déjeuner de Napoléon,' I think it will amuse Monsieur." + +"That is an odd name for a hotel," said I. + +"You see, Monsieur, it was made famous because of the _déjeuner_ which +Napoléon took there on his march with his army of 30,000 across the +Pass in the month of May, 1800, and that is the reason of the name. +The madame who has the house now, is a grand-daughter of the innkeeper +of that day; and she will show you the room where Napoléon +breakfasted, with all the furniture just as it was then, and on the +wall the portraits of her grand-parents, who waited on the great man." + +"At all events, we will rest and have something to eat there," I said. +"Then, if it be not too late, we might push on further. I like the +idea of the lonely Cantine de Proz." + +My opinion of the Pass was changing for the better, before we reached +the straggling town of stony pavements, which could not have a more +appropriate patron than St. Pierre. True, our road was always narrow, +and poorly kept for a great mountain highway; so far, none of the +magnificent engineering which impressed one on the Simplon. But here +and there dazzling white peaks glistened like frozen tidal waves +against the blue, and the Dranse had a particular charm of its own. +Joseph said little when I patronised the Pass with a few grudging +words of commendation. He had the secretive smile of a man who hides +something up his sleeve. + +It was five o'clock when we arrived at Bourg St. Pierre, and having +climbed a dark and hilly street, closely shut in with houses which age +had not made beautiful, Joseph pointed out a neat, white inn, standing +at the left of the road. + +"That is the 'Déjeuner de Napoléon,'" said he, "and near by are some +Roman remains which will interest Monsieur if----" + +"By Jove, two donkeys!" I broke in, heedless of antiquities, in my +surprise at seeing two of those animals which experience had taught me +to look upon as more rare than Joseph's "seldom plant." "Two donkeys +in front of the inn. Where on earth can they have sprung from? I would +have given a good deal for that sight a few days ago, but now"--and I +glanced at the dignified Finois--"I can regard them simply with +curiosity." + +"I have been over this Pass more than twenty times," said Joseph (who +was a native of Chamounix, I had learned), "yet rarely have I met with +_ânes_. And see, Monsieur, the woman who is with them. She is not of +the country, nor of that part of Italy which we enter below the Pass, +at Aosta. It is a strange costume. I do not know from what valley it +comes." + +"Well," said I, as we drew near to the group in the road outside the +hotel, "if that girl, or at any rate her hat, did not come from the +Riviera somewhere, I will eat my panama." + +Involuntarily I hastened my steps, and Joseph politely followed suit, +dragging after him Finois, who seemed to be walking in his sleep. I +felt it almost as a personal injury from the hand of Fate, that after +my unavailing search for donkeys in a land where I had thought to be +forced to beat them off with sticks, I should find other persons +provided with not one but two of the creatures. + +[Illustration: "THAT IS THE DÉJEUNER OF NAPOLÉON".] + +They were charming little beasts, one mouse-colour, one dark-brown +with large, grey-rimmed spectacles, and both animals were of the +texture of uncut velvet. The former carried an excellent pack, which +put mine to shame; the latter bore a boy's saddle, and the two were +being fed with great bread crusts by a bewitching young woman of about +twenty-six or -eight, wearing one of the toad-stool hats affected by +the donkey-women of Mentone. She looked up at our approach, and having +surveyed the pack and proportions of Finois with cold scorn, her +interest in our procession incontestably focused upon Joseph. She +tossed her head a little on one side, shot at the muleteer an +arrow-gleam, half defiant, half coquettish, from a pair of big grey +eyes fringed heavily with jet. She moistened full red lips, while a +faint colour lit her cheeks, under the deep stain of tan and a +tiger-lily powdering of freckles. Then, having seen the weary Joseph +visibly rejuvenate in the brief sunshine of her glance, she turned +away, and gave her whole attention to the donkeys. + +"Hungry, Joseph?" I asked. + +He had to bethink himself before he could answer. Then he replied that +he had food in his pocket, bread and cheese, and that Finois carried +his own dinner. They would be ready to go on, if I chose, or to +remain, if that were my pleasure. "It is too early for a final stop, +at a place where there can no amusement for the evening," said I. "We +had better go on. If you intend to stay outside with Finois, I'll send +you a bottle of beer, and you can, if you will, drink my health." + +With this I went in, feeling sure that the time of my absence would +not pass heavily for Joseph. + +This was the hour at which, in England, we would sip a cup of tea as +an excuse for talk with a pretty woman in her drawing-room; but having +tramped steadily for some hours in mountain air, I was in a mood to +understand the tastes of that class who like an egg or a kipper for "a +relish to their tea." I looked for the landlady with the illustrious +ancestors, and could not find her; but voices on the floor above led +me to the stairway. I mounted, passed a doorway, and found myself in a +room which instinct told me had been the scene of the historic +_déjeuner_. + +It was a low-ceilinged room with wainscoted walls, and at first glance +one received an impression of the past. There was a soft lustre of +much-polished mahogany, and a glitter of old silver candelabra; I +thought that I detected a faint fragrance of lavender lurking in the +clean curtains, or perhaps it might have come from the square of +ancient damask covering the table, on which a meal was spread. + +That meal consisted of chicken; a salad of pale green lettuce and +coraline tomatoes; a slim-necked bottle of white wine; a custard with +a foaming crest of beaten egg and sugar; and a dish of purple figs. +Food for the gods, and with only a boy to eat it--but a remarkable +boy. I gazed, and did not know what to make of him. He also gazed at +me, but his look lacked the curiosity with which I honoured him. It +expressed frank and (in the circumstances) impudent disapproval. +Having bestowed it, he nonchalantly continued his conversation with +the plump and capped landlady, who was evidently enraptured with him, +while I was left to stand unnoticed on the threshold. + +Purely from the point of view of the picturesque, there was some +excuse for madame's preoccupation. The boy would have delighted an +artist, no doubt, though our first interchange of glances gave me a +strong desire to smack him. + +His panama--a miniature copy of mine--hung over the back of his +old-fashioned chair--the one, no doubt, in which Napoleon had sat to +eat the _déjeuner_. Soft rings of dark, chestnut hair, richly bright +as Japanese bronze, had been flattened across his forehead by the now +discarded hat. This hair, worn too long for any self-respecting, +twentieth-century boy, curled round his small head and behind the slim +throat, which was like a stem for the flower of his strange little +face. "Strange" was the first adjective which came into my mind; yet, +if he had been a girl instead of a boy, he would have been beautiful. +The delicately pencilled brows were exquisite, and out of the small +brown face looked a pair of large, brilliant eyes of an extraordinary +blue--the blue of the wild chicory. When the boy glanced up or down, +there was great play of dark lashes, long, and amazingly thick. This +would have been charming on a girl, but seemed somehow affected in a +boy, though one could hardly have accused the little snipe of making +his own eyelashes. He wore a very loose-trousered knickerbocker suit +of navy-blue; a white silk shirt or blouse, loose also, with a +turned-down Byronic collar and a careless black bow underneath. He had +extremely small hands, tanned brown, and on the least finger of one +was a seal ring. My impression of this youthful tourist was that in +age he might be anywhere between thirteen and seventeen, and I was +sure that he would be the better for a good thrashing. + +"Some rich, silly mother's darling," I said to myself. "Little +milksop, travelling with a muff of a tutor, I suppose. Why doesn't the +ass teach him good manners?" + +This lesson seemed particularly necessary, because the youth persisted +in holding the attention of the landlady, who, with a comfortable back +to me, laughed at some sally of the boy's. When I had stood for a +moment or two, waiting for a pause which did not come, although the +brat saw me and knew well what I wanted, I spoke coldly: "Pardon, +madame, I desire something to eat," I said in French. + +The landlady turned, surprised at the voice behind her. + +"But certainly, Monsieur. Though I regret that you have come at an +unfortunate time. We have not a great variety to offer you." + +"Something of this sort will suit me very well," I replied, feeling +hungrily that chicken, salad, custard, and figs were the things which +of all others I would choose. + +"It is most regrettable, Monsieur, but this young gentleman has our +only chicken, unless you could wait for another to be killed, plucked, +and made ready for the table." + +I shuddered at the suggestion, and did not hide my repulsion. "I must +put up with an omelette, then, I suppose I can have that?" + +"At any other time Monsieur could have had two, if he pleased, but +to-day all our eggs have gone into this custard. The young gentleman +ordered his repast by telegraph, and we did our best. As for the +figs, he brought them himself; but if Monsieur would have a cutlet of +the _veau_, or----" + +"Give me a bottle of wine, and some bread and cheese. I do not like +the _veau_," I said, with the testiness of a hungry man disappointed. +As I spoke, my eyes were on the boy, who ate his breast of chicken +daintily. Pretty as he was, I should have liked to kick him. + +"Little brat," I apostrophised him once more, in my mind. "If he were +not a pig, he would ask me to accept half his meal. Not that I would +take it. I'd be shot first, so he'd be quite safe; but he might have +the decency to offer." + +Worse was to come, however. I had not yet plumbed the black depths of +the Brat's selfishness. + +"Certainly, Monsieur; we have very good cheese," madame assured me +soothingly. "If Monsieur would be pleased to step downstairs." + +"I should prefer to remain here," I replied. "This is the room, is it +not, where Napoleon had his _déjeuner_?" + +"The same, Monsieur, in every particular. But unfortunately, it is for +the moment the private sitting-room of this young gentleman, who has +made me an extra price to keep it for himself." + +The poor old lady suffered manifest distress in breaking this news to +me, and even in my evil mood I could not add intentionally to her +pain. As for it cause, however, he sat absolutely unmoved. I think, +indeed, from the blue light in his great eyes (which was absolutely +impish), that the situation whetted his appetite. I did not deign +another glance at the little wretch, as I went out, discomfited, but I +felt that he was grinning at my back. + +In a room below, I had a very creditable meal, which I should have +enjoyed more, had my nerves not been jarred to viciousness. In the +midst, I heard footsteps running downstairs, and presently outside the +door of the _salle-à-manger_ the boy's voice--sweet still with +childish cadences, as a boy's is before the change to manhood first +breaks, then deepens it. + +"If he comes in here, I shall be inclined to throw a rind of cheese at +his head," I thought; but he did not beard me in my den. The voice +passed away, and presently I heard another, unmistakably that of a +woman, giving vent to strange profanities in softest Provençal French. +The speaker was apostrophising some person or animal, who was, +according to her, the most insupportable of Heaven's creatures; and at +last, with calls upon martyred saints, and cries of "Fanny-anny, +Fanny-anny," there mingled a scuffling and trotting which soon died +away in the distance, leaving stillness. + +Soon after, having finished my meal, and paid my bill, I went out to +Joseph. I found him alone with Finois. The donkeys and their fair +guardian had gone. + +"Well," said I, as we got upon our way, "I trust you had an agreeable +spell of rest? The lady in the Riviera hat looked promising. If her +conversation matched her appearance, you were in luck, and well repaid +for taking your refreshment out of doors." + +"Monsieur," began Joseph, "have you in English a way of expressing in +one word what a man feels when he is both shocked and astonished?" + +"Flabbergasted might do, at a pinch," I replied, after deliberation. + +"Ah, the good word, 'flabbergasta'! It says much. It is that I am +flabbergasta by the young woman of the _ânes_. I was taken, I admit +it, Monsieur, by her face, as was but natural. And then I wished to +find out, for the satisfaction of Monsieur and myself, how so strange +a cavalcade came to arrive upon the St. Bernard Pass. + +"I made myself polite. I spoke with praise of the _ânes_, and though +my advances were coldly received at first, at the very moment I would +in discouragement have ceased my efforts, the young woman changed her +front, and seemed willing to talk. She would not answer my questions, +except to say that she was of Mentone, and that she had escorted the +young gentleman who now employs her on several excursions, a year ago, +when he was on the Riviera. That he had sent for her and the two +_ânes_ to join him by rail, though the expense was great, and that +they were travelling for the young gentleman's amusement, and his +health, as he had had an illness which has left him still thin, and a +little weak. From what place he had come, or to what place they were +bound, she would not say. Her own name she told me, when I had asked +twice over, but the young gentleman's name she would not give, nor +would she even say the country of his birth. It was when I brought up +this subject that the--the----" + +"The flabbergasting began?" + +"Precisely, Monsieur. She abused me for my curiosity, and, oh, +Monsieur, the words she used! The profanities! And at the same time +her face as mild as a pigeon's! She taunted me with being a +Protestant, as if it were a black crime which bred others. Her name, +if you would believe it, is Innocentina Palumbo--_Innocentina!_ But +her tongue! Monsieur, I listened as if I had been turned to stone. +And it was at this time that the young gentleman, of whom she had told +me, came out of the inn. He wished to walk, but Innocentina said that +he was already too tired, and before he knew what was happening, she +had him in the saddle on his _âne_. So they went off, and where they +will pass the night, their saints alone know, for it is all but +certain that they will never get such animals as those even as far as +the Cantine de Proz." + +"They were going in our direction, then?" I said. "We shall pass them +on the way presently." + +"I do not doubt it, Monsieur, though they had half an hour's start." + +"Were the boy and the donkey-woman alone? No tutor with them?" + +"Tutor, Monsieur? The poor young gentleman has a tutor and a duenna in +Innocentina. I wish him joy of her." + +"I wish her joy of him," said I, remembering my wrongs. But soon I +forgot them and all other troubles past and present, in surrendering +my spirit to the glory of the scene. Joseph had his triumph, for the +surprise he had kept up his sleeve was out at last. St. Bernard had me +at his feet, and held me there. The wild and gloomy splendour of the +Pass struck at my heart, and fired my imagination. Even the Simplon +had nothing like this to give. The Simplon at its finest sang a pæan +to civilisation; it glorified the science of engineering, and told you +that it was a triumph of modernity. But this strange, unkempt Pass, +with its inadequate road,--now overhanging a sheer precipice, now +dipping down steeply towards the wild bed of its sombre river,--this +Great St. Bernard, seemed a secret way back into other centuries, +savage and remote. I felt shame that I had patronised it earlier, with +condescending admiration of some prettinesses. No wonder that Joseph +had smiled and held his peace, knowing what was to come. There was the +old road, the Roman road, along which Napoleon had led his staggering +thousands. There were his forts, scarcely yet crumbled into ruin. I +saw the army, a straggling procession of haggard ghosts, following +always, and falling as they followed, enacting again for me the +passing scene of death and anguish. I was one of the men. I struggled +on, because Napoleon needed all his soldiers. Then weakness crushed +me, like a weight of iron. A mist before my eyes shut out the opposite +precipice with its sparse pines, and flashing waterfalls, the mountain +heights beyond, and the merciless blue sky. This was death. Who cared? +The echo of thirty thousand feet was in my ears as they passed on, +leaving me to die by the roadside, as I had left others before. + +I started, and waked from my dream. It was a joyful shock to see +Joseph beside me, in the homely clothes which had replaced his "Sunday +best"; to see Finois and his pack full of my friendly belongings. But +I clung to the comfortable present for a few moments only. The spell +of dead centuries had me in its grip. Farther and farther back into +the land of dead days, I journeyed with St. Bernard, and helped him +found the monastery which the eyes of my flesh had not yet seen. The +eyes of my spirit saw the place, the nerves of my spirit felt the +chill of its remoteness. And even when I waked again, I could not be +sure that I was Montagu Lane, an idle young man of the twentieth +century, who had come for the gratification of a whim to this +fastness where greater men had ventured in peril and self-sacrifice. + +Imagination is the one possession having which no man can be poor, or +mean, or insignificant. He can walk with kings, and he can see the +high places of the world with seeing eyes, a gift which no money can +give; and yet he will have to suffer as those without imagination +never can suffer or picture others suffering. + +I told myself this, somewhat grandiloquently, and with +self-gratulation, as I rubbed shoulders with certain of the world's +heroes who had passed along this way; and there was physical relief +after a strain, when the precipitous valley widened into billowy +pastures lying green at the rugged feet of mountains. Can any sound be +more soothing than the tinkle of cow-bells in a mountain pass, as +twilight falls softly, like the wings of a brooding bird? It is to the +ear what a cool draught of spring water is to thirsty lips. There are +verses of poetry in it, only to be reset and rearranged, like pearls +fallen from their string; there is a perfume of primroses in it; there +is the colour of early dawn, or of fading sunset, when a young moon is +rising, curved and white as a baby's arm; there is also the same voice +that speaks from the brook or the river running over rocks. + +Suddenly we were in the midst of a great herd of cows, which blew out +volumes of clover breath upon us, in mild surprise at our existence. +They rubbed against us, or ambled away, lowing to each other, and I +was surprised to find that, instead of each neck being provided with a +bell, as I had fancied from the multitudinous tinklings, one cow only +was thus ornamented. + +"How was the selection made?" I asked Joseph. "Did they choose the +most popular cow, a sort of stable-yard belle, voted by her companions +a fit leader of her set; or was the choice guided by chance?" Joseph +could not tell me, and I suppose that I shall never know. + +The big, lumbering forms crowded so closely round us in the twilight +shadows, that now and then, to force a passage, Joseph was obliged to +pull a slowly whisking tail, resembling almost exactly an +old-fashioned bell-rope. Presently we had made our way past the herd, +which was shut from our sight by the curtain of evening, though up on +the mountain-tops it was still golden day. + +"There," said Joseph, pointing, "is the Cantine de Proz." + +[Illustration] + + + + +CHAPTER X + +The Scraping of Acquaintance + + "You shall be treated to . . . ironical smiles and mockings." + --WALT WHITMAN. + + "Up the hillside yonder, through the morning." + --ROBERT BROWNING. + + +I saw, standing desolate in the basin of mountains, an old house of +grey stone, very square, very plain, very resolute and staunch of +physiognomy. The windows were still unlighted, and it looked a gloomy +home for months of winter cold and snow. Suddenly, as we approached, +rather wearily now, a yellow gleam flashed out in an upper window. + +"That is the spare room for strangers," said Joseph, and I thought +that there was a note of anxiety in his voice. + +"Perhaps someone has arrived before us," I remarked. "I hadn't thought +of that, as you said so few people ever stopped at the Cantine over +night." + +"Had you noticed, Monsieur, that after all we never passed the party +with the donkeys?" asked my muleteer. + +"I had forgotten them." + +"I had not, but it was Monsieur's pleasure to go slowly; to stop for +the views, to look at the ruined torts, and to trace the old road. We +gave them time to get far ahead. I was always watching, but never saw +them. The _ânes_ had more endurance than I thought, and as for that +Innocentina, she is a daughter of Satan; she would know no fatigue." + +"It would be like that little brat to gobble up the one spare room of +the Cantine as he did the one chicken of the 'Déjeûner,'" I muttered. +"But we shall see what we shall see." + +We went on more rapidly, and soon arrived at the bottom of a steep +flight of stone steps which led up to the door of the Cantine. A man +came forward to greet us--a fine fellow, with the frank and lofty +bearing of one whose life is passed in high altitudes. + +"Can we have supper and accommodation for the night at your house?" I +asked. + +"Supper, most certainly, and with pleasure," came the courteous +answer, "though we have only plain fare to offer. But the one spare +room we have for our occasional guests, has just been taken by a young +English or American gentleman. The woman who drives the two donkeys +with which they travel, will have a bed in the room of my sister, and +we could find sleeping place of a sort for your muleteer; but I fear +we have no way of making Monsieur comfortable." + +I was filled with rage against the wretch who had robbed me of a +decent meal, and would now filch from me a night's rest. + +"We have walked a long way," I said, "and are tired. We might have +stopped at St. Pierre, but preferred to come on to you. It is now too +dark to go back, or go on. Surely there are two beds in your spare +room, and as you keep an inn, and pretend to give bed and board to +travellers, you are bound to arrange for my accommodation." + +"The young monsieur pays for the two beds in the spare room, in order +to secure the whole for himself alone," replied the landlord. "Not +expecting any other guests, we agreed to this; but the youth is +perhaps a countryman of yours, and rather than you should go further, +or spend a night of discomfort, he will probably consent to let you +share the room." + +"He shall consent, or I will know the reason why," I said to myself +fiercely; but aloud I merely answered that I would be glad of a few +minutes' conversation with the young gentleman. + +My host led me to the house door, introduced me to a handsome sister, +who was my hostess, explained to her the situation, with the view of +it we had arrived at, and descended to show Joseph where to shelter +Finois. + +My landlady said that she would put the case to the occupant of the +spare room, who was already in his new quarters, preparing for supper, +but I persuaded her that it would be well for me to be on the spot, +and add my arguments to hers. We went upstairs, and in a dark passage +plunged suddenly into a pool of yellow light, gushing from a half-open +door. I hurried forward, step for step with my guide, lest the door +should be shut in my face before I could reach it. Over my hostess' +shoulder, I saw a bare but neat interior; a "coffin" bed, a +white-washed wall, and an uncarpeted floor, Mademoiselle Innocentina +Palumbo sitting upon it, tailor-fashion, engaged in excavating a +large, dark object from a _rücksack_. In front of her stood the Brat, +deeply interested in the operation, his curly head bent, his childish +little hands on his hips. + +He was talking and laughing gaily; but at the sound of footsteps in +the passage he glanced up, and, seeing me, stared in haughty +surprise, which tipped the scales towards anger. + +"Here is a monsieur who is belated on the Pass, and begs" (this was +hardly the way in which I would have put it) "that he may be allowed +to share your room," explained our landlady. + +"_Share my room!_" repeated the Brat, so dumfounded at the simple +statement that he spoke in English. Now I knew that he was a +countryman, not of mine, but of Molly's, and I wished that she were +here to deal with him. "I have never heard anything so--so +ridiculous." + +"Really," said I, assuming an air I had found successful with freshers +in good old days of under-grad-dom (Molly called it my "belted hearl" +manner), "really, I fail to see anything ridiculous in the proposal. +This is an inn, which professes to accommodate travellers. I have a +right to insist upon a bed." + +To my intense irritation Innocentina giggled. The Brat did not laugh, +but he grew rosy, like a girl. Even his little ears turned pink, under +his absurd mop of chestnut curls. "You have no right to insist upon +mine," retorted he, in the honey-sweet contralto which tried in vain +to make of a pert imp, an angel. + +"You cannot sleep in two," said I. + +"That is my affair, since I have agreed to pay for them." + +"I contend that you cannot pay for both, since one is legally mine, by +the laws protecting travellers," I argued truculently, hoping to +frighten the rude child, though I should have been sore put to it to +prove my point. + +"I have always heard that possession is nine points of the law," said +he, impudent and apparently unintimidated. "This is my room, every +hole and corner of it, and if you try to intrude, I shall simply sit +up and yell all night, and throw things, so that you will not get an +instant's sleep. I swear it." + +Then I lost my temper. "You ought to be ashamed of yourself," I +exclaimed. "I wonder where you were brought up?" + +"Where big boys never bully little ones." + +"Of all the selfish, impertinent brats!" I could not help muttering. + +"If I'm a brat, you're a brute, sir. You have only to glance at the +dictionary to see which is worse." + +He looked so impish, defying me, like a miniature Ajax, that with all +the will in the world to box his ears, I burst out laughing. + +Checking my mirth as soon as I could, however, I covered its +inappropriateness with a steely frown. "I do not need to glance at the +dictionary to see that you would be a detestable room-mate," said I, +"and on second thoughts I prefer to sleep quietly in the stable rather +than press my claim here." With this, I turned on my heel, not giving +the enemy time for another volley, and stalked downstairs, followed, I +regret to say, by Innocentina's ribald laughter. + +Almost immediately I was rejoined by the handsome landlady, who, +profuse in her regrets, though she had understood no word of what had +passed, attempted to console me with the promise of a bed in the +_salle-à-manger_. Meanwhile, if I desired to wash, her brother would +superintend my ablutions. + +Over those rites (which were duly performed at a pump, while the +little wretch upstairs wallowed in the luxury of a basin almost as +large as my hat), I draw a veil. By the time that they were finished, +and I was shining with yellow kitchen soap, having been unable to make +use of my own in the circumstances, supper was ready. I walked sulkily +into the room, which later would be transformed into my bedchamber, +and to my annoyance saw the Brat already seated at the table. I had +fancied that his conscience would counsel supping privately in the +room he had usurped, but this imp seemed to have been born without a +sense of shame. Thanks to him, I had not even been able to give myself +a clean collar, as it had not been possible to open the mule-pack and +improvise a dressing-room in the neighbourhood of the pump. But +he--he, the usurper, he, the guilty one--had changed from his +low-necked shirt and blue serge jacket and knickers into a kind of +evening costume, original, I should say, to himself, or copied from +some stage child, or Christmas Annual. + +He did not speak to me, nor I to him, though, as I sat down in the +chair placed for me at the opposite end of the table, I caught a +sapphire gleam from the brilliant eyes, which burned so vividly in the +little brown face. + +There came an omelette. It was passed to me. Maliciously, I selected +the best bit from the middle. The boy took what was left. Veal +followed, in the form of cutlets, two in number. A glance showed me +that one was mostly composed of bone and gristle. I helped myself to +the other. Revenge was mine at last, though to enjoy it fully I must +have a peep at the enemy, to make sure that he felt and understood his +righteous punishment. + +But life is crowded with disappointments. The foe was looking +incredibly small, and young, and meek, a puny thing for a man to +wreak his vengeance on. With long lashes cast down, making a deep +shadow on his thin cheeks, he sat wrestling with his portion, from +which the cleverest manipulation of knife and fork was powerless to +extract an inch of nourishment. As he gave up the struggle at last, +with unmoved countenance, and not even a sigh of complaint, my heart +failed me. I felt that I had snatched bread from the mouth of starving +infanthood. Had not Joseph learned from Innocentina that the boy had +lately recovered from a severe illness? Unspeakable brat that he was, +and small favour that he deserved at my hands, I resolved that he +should have the best of the next dish when it came round. + +This good intention, however, went to supply another stone in that +place which seems ever in need of repaving. Cheese succeeded the veal, +a well-meaning but somewhat overpowering cheese, and neither the Brat +nor I encouraged it. It was borne away, intact, and after a short +delay appeared a dish of plums, with another of small and attractive +cakes, evidently imported from a town. + +I saw the boy's eye brighten as it fell upon the cakes. He glanced +from them to me, as I was offered my choice, and said hastily: "There +is one cake there which I want very much. I suppose if I tell you +which it is, you will eat it." + +"There is also only one which I care for," said I. "I wonder if it's +the same?" + +"Probably," said the boy. "If you take it, there isn't another which I +would be found dead with in my mouth, on a desert island. And I +haven't had much dinner." + +"_I_ had to wash under the pump," said I. "Still, greatness lies in +magnanimity. You shall choose your cake first; but remember, you +cannot have it, and eat it, too; so make up your mind quickly which is +better." + +"I always thought that a stupid saying," remarked the Brat, as he +helped himself to a ginger-nut with pink icing. "I have my cake, and +when I have eaten it, I take another." + +"Your experience in life has been fortunate," I replied, contenting +myself with the second-best cake. "But it has not been long. When you +are a man----" + +"A man! I would rather die--young than grow up to be one." + +"Indeed?" I exclaimed, surprised at this outburst. + +"I hate men." + +"Ah, perhaps then, your experience has not been as fortunate in men as +in cakes." + +"No, it hasn't. It has been just the opposite." + +"One would say, 'Thereby hangs a tale.'" + +"There does. But it is not for strangers." + +"I'm not a lover of after-dinner stories. Here comes the coffee. +Luckily, there's plenty for us both. Will you have a cigarette?" + +"No, thanks." + +"A cigar, then?" + +"I don't smoke." + +"Ah, some boys' heads _won't_ stand it. I'm ashamed to say that I +smoked at fourteen. But perhaps you're not yet----" + +"I will change my mind and have a cigarette, since you are so +obliging." + +"Sure you won't regret it?" + +"Quite sure, thank you." + +"They're rather strong." + +"I'm not afraid." + +He took a cigarette from my case, and smoked it daintily. Whether it +were my imagination, or whether a slight pallor did really become +visible under the sun-tan on the velvet-smooth face, I am not certain: +but at all events he rose when nothing was left between his fingers +save an ash clinging to a bit of gold paper, and excused himself with +belated politeness. + +Not long after, my bed was made up on the floor, and I slept as I +fancy few kings sleep. + +Strange; not then, or ever, did I dream of Helen. + + * * * * * + +The voice of Finois or some near relative of his roused me at dawn. I +remembered where I was, whither bound, and sleep instantly seemed +irrelevant. I scrambled up from my lonely couch, went to the open +window, which was a square of grey-green light, and looked out at the +mountain walls of the valley basin. + +The day was not awake yet, but only half conscious that it must awake. +There was the faint thrill of mystery which comes with earliest dawn, +as though it were for you alone of all the world, and no one else +could find his way down its dim labyrinths. But even as I looked, +there came a movement near the house, and I saw the stalwart figure of +the landlord shape itself from the shadows. Other forms were stirring +too, the stolid forms of cows, and those of two sturdy little ponies, +which were being turned into a pasture. + +It occurred to me that I could not do better than get through my +toilet, and, if Joseph and Finois were of the same mind, make an early +start. I thought that if I could reach the Hospice before all the +gold of sunrise had boiled over night's brim, I should have a picture +to frame in memory. + +At bedtime they had given me a wooden tub such as laundresses use, and +filled it for my morning bath. I had my own soap, and a great, clean, +coarse dish-towel of crash or some such material. Never before was +there a bath like it, with the good smell of pinewood of which the tub +was made, and the tingle of the water from a mountain spring. I +revelled in it, and as I dressed could have sung for pure joy of life, +until I remembered that I was a jilted man, and this tour a voyage of +consolation. + +"You are miserable, you know." I informed my reflection in a small, +strange-coloured glass, which allowed me to shave my face in greenish +sections. "It is a kind of madness, this spurious gaiety of yours." + +In half an hour I was out of the house, and found Joseph feeding +Finois. They were both prepared to leave at ten minutes' notice, and +when the two human creatures of the party had been refreshed with +crusty bread and steaming coffee, the procession of three set forth. +As for the boy, the donkeys and their guardian, as far as I knew they +were still sleeping the sleep of the unjust. + +If the Pass had been glorious in open day, and by falling twilight, it +was doubly wonderful in this mystic dawn-time before the lamp of the +rising sun had lit the valley. The green alps where the cattle pasture +were faintly musical, far and near, with the ringing of unseen bells, +and the air was vibrant with the rush and whisper of waters. As the +shadows melted in the crucible of dawn, and an opaline high trembled +on the dark mountain-tops that towered round us, I saw marvels which +either had not existed last night, or I had been dull clod enough to +miss them. + +Fairy wild-flowers such as I had never seen studded the rocks with +jewels of blue and gold, and rose, and little silver stars; and there +were some wonderful, shining things of creamy grey plush, suggesting +glorified thistles. + +We walked through the Valley of Death, where many of Napoleon's men +had perished; and the first rays of sunrise touched the tragic rocks +with the gold of hope. Up, up beyond the alps and the sparse +pine-trees we climbed, until we came to the snowline, and passed +beyond the first white ledge, carved in marble by the cold hand of a +departed winter. Down through a gap in the mountains streamed an icy +blast, and I had to remind myself, shivering, that this was August, +not December. The wind tore apart the fabric of lacy cloud which had +been looped in folds across the rock-face, like a veil hiding the worn +features of some aged nun, and showed jagged mountain peaks, towering +against a sky of mother-o'-pearl. Suddenly, after a steep ascent, we +saw before us a tall, lonely mass of grey stone, built upon the rock. +Behind it the sun had risen, and fired to burnished gold the still +lake which mirrored the Hospice and its dark wall of mountains, seamed +with snow. + +The impression of high purity, of peace won through privation, and of +nearness to Heaven itself, was so strong upon me, that I seemed to +hear a voice speaking a benediction. + + + + +CHAPTER XI + +A Shadow of Night + + "This villain, . . . He dares--I know not half he dares-- + But remove him--quick!" + --ROBERT BROWNING. + + +So early was it still, I feared we had come before the brotherhood +were astir to receive visitors; but as I looked up at the great, grey, +silent building, the noble head of a magnificent St. Bernard dog +appeared in the doorway, at the top of steep stone steps. There could +not have been a more appropriate welcome to this remote dwelling of a +devoted band; and when the dog, after gazing gravely at the newcomers, +vanished into darkness, I knew that he had gone in to tell of our +arrival. I was right, too, for once within, he uttered a deep +bell-note, more sonorous and more musical than lies in the throats of +common dogs, and was answered by a distant baying. One could not say +that these majestic animals "barked." There was as indisputable a +difference between an ordinary bark, and the sound they made, as +between the barrel instrument played in the streets, and a grand +cathedral organ. + +Joseph had visited the Hospice many times, and knew the etiquette for +strangers. He bade me go in, and ring the bell at the _grille_, unless +I should meet one of the monks before reaching it. I mounted the +steps, entered the wide doorway which had framed the dog's head, and +found myself in a vast, dusky corridor, resonant with strange +echoings, and mysterious with flitting shadows, which might be ghosts +of the past, or live beings of the present. As my eyes grew accustomed +to the gloom, I saw that there were numerous persons in this great +hall: tall monks in flowing robes of black, beggars come to solicit +alms or breakfast; and dogs, many dogs, who crowded round me, with a +waving of huge tails, and a gleaming of brown jewelled eyes in the +dusk. I did not need to ring the bell of the iron gate beyond which, +according to Joseph, no woman has ever passed. One of the monks came +to me--a tall, spare young man with a grave face, soft in expression, +yet hardened in outline by a rigorous life and exposure to extreme +cold. He gave me welcome in French, with here and there an +interpellation of "Down, Turk," "Be quiet, Jupiter!" Would I like +breakfast, he asked; and then--yes, certainly--to see the chapel, the +_bibliothèque_, the monastery museum, and the Alpine garden? There +would be plenty of time for this, and still to reach Aosta. Another +monk was called, and an introduction effected. I was taken into a +handsomely decorated refectory, where I opened my eyes in some +astonishment at sight of the Imp, drinking coffee from a shallow bowl +nearly as big as his childish head. Innocentina was no doubt at this +moment shocking Joseph by some new depravity, in the _salle-à-manger_ +where humbler folk were entertained with the same hospitality as their +(so called) betters. + +The Brat set down his bowl, and saw me, as I subsided into a chair on +the opposite side of the long, narrow table. His face flushed, and the +brilliant blue eyes clouded, but he deigned to acknowledge our +acquaintance with a slight bow. + +[Illustration: "DOWN, TURK!" "BE QUIET, JUPITER!"] + +"I didn't suppose you would have started yet," said I. + +"I thought the same thing about you," he retorted. "We got off very +quietly from the Cantine----" + +"Ah, you wished to steal a march on me," I broke in, "But really, my +young friend, you need not have feared that I should impose myself +upon you as a travelling companion. My one object in making this +excursion is, if not to enjoy my own society, at any rate to +experiment with it, therefore----" + +"I have _two_ objects in making mine," the boy interrupted. "One is to +avoid men; the other is to find materials for writing a book, with no +men in it--only places." + +"It will not be owing to me, if you fail in the former," said I. "As +for the latter, naturally it will depend upon yourself. What shall you +call it--'A Chiel takkin' Notes' or 'In Search of the Grail'?" + +He blushed vividly. "I haven't decided on the name yet, but it can't +matter to you, as I do not expect you to buy the book when it comes +out; nor need you be afraid that you will figure in the pages. If I +were to call my book 'In Search of--anything,' it would be, 'In Search +of Peace.'" + +With this, the strange child rose from the table, and bowing, +departed, leaving me lost in wonder at him. He was but an infant, and +an impertinent infant at that; yet suddenly I had had a glimpse +through the great sea-blue eyes, of a soul, weary after some tragic +experience. At least this was the impression which flashed into my +mind, with the one look I surprised before lashes hid its secret; but +in a moment I was laughing at myself. Ridiculous to have such a +thought in connection with a slip of a boy, seventeen at most! I +lingered over my breakfast, so that the Brat have finished his +sightseeing and got away, before my tour of the Hospice began. + +He and I had had the table to ourselves at first, but I sat so long +that others came in, evidently persons who had spent the night at the +monastery. There was a Russian family, of so many daughters that I +wondered their parents had found names for them all; a couple of +German women in plaid blouses so terrible that they set me +speculating. Had the material been chosen by their husbands, with the +view of alienating all masculine admiration, as a Japanese girl, when +married, blackens her teeth? Or had the ladies inflicted the frightful +things upon themselves, by way of penance for some grievous sin? I +should have liked to ask, especially as one of the wearers was very +pretty, with a large, madonna loveliness. But under my dreaming eyes, +she began eating honey with her knife, and I sprang from the table +hastily. As I paused, I heard two stolid Cockneys asking each other +why the--dickens they had come to this "beastly, cold, God-forsaken +hole, with nothing but a lot of ugly mountains to see. There was +better sport in Oxford Street." I should not have considered it murder +if I had killed them where they sat, but I refrained, rather than soil +my hands. And after all, if a primrose on a river's brim, but a yellow +primrose was to them, what did it matter to me? + +I visited the _bibliothèque_, which was haunted by a fragrance +intoxicating to booklovers, of dead centuries, leather bindings, and +parchment. I saw the piano given by the King when he was Prince of +Wales; the fine collection of coins and early Roman remains found in +the neighbourhood of the monastery; I dropped a louis into the box of +offerings in the chapel, and then was taken by a mild-eyed, +frail-looking monk to see some of the rooms allotted to guests at the +Hospice. Seeing them, I was inclined to wish that I had pushed on +through the darkness last night, and reached this mountain-top to +sleep. I liked the wainscoted walls, the white, canopied beds, but +most of all, I liked the deep-set windows with their view of the +silent lake, asleep in the bosom of the mountains, and dreaming of the +sky. On most of the walls were votive offerings in the shape of +pictures, sent to the monks by grateful visitors in far-off countries. +One was an engraving which had adorned the nursery in my youth, and +had been a never-failing source of curiosity to me. It was Gustave +Doré's "Christian Martyrs," and I had once been deprived of pudding at +the nursery dinner, because I had remarked (with irreverence wholly +unintentional) that one of the lions seemed ill, and anxious to "climb +up the wall and get away from the nasty martyrs." Thus it is that +children are misunderstood by their elders! and now, as I gazed at the +same picture on the monastery wall, I felt again all the old, impotent +rebellion against injustice and misplaced power. + +Later, I wandered through the pathetically interesting Alpine garden, +carefully kept by the monks; and then, sure that by this time the Brat +and his cavalcade must be far on their way, I started, with Joseph and +Finois, to stroll down the Pass towards Aosta. + +I had promised Jack and Molly to tell them in my letters, whether it +would be possible for them, with a motor, to go by some of the routes +which I chose. Over the St. Bernard from Martigny to the Hospice they +could not have ventured, even in the stealthy, fly-by-night manner in +which they had "done" the St. Gothard and the Simplon; for on the St. +Bernard the road was always narrow, often stony and dangerous. Beyond, +on the other side, even carriages cannot yet pass, descending to +Aosta, though in another year the new road will be finished. As it is, +for many a generation pilgrims from the Hospice to Italy have been +obliged to go down as far as the mountain village of St. Rhémy either +on foot or mule-back; thus there was no hope for Mercédès there. + +I went swinging down the steep and winding path, my heart chanting a +psalm to the mountains. Mountains like cathedrals, with carved, +graceful spires; mountains like frozen waves left by some great sea +when the world was chaos; mountains like leaning towers of Pisa; +mountains like sentinel Titans; mountains silver-grey; mountains +dark-red. The "Pain de Sucre" was strangest of all in form, perhaps, +and Joseph distressed me much by remarking guilelessly that it, and +other white shapes at which he pointed, looked exactly like frosted +wedding-cakes. It was true; they did; but they looked like nobler +things also, and I resented having so cheap a simile put into my head. + +With every step the way grew more glorious. This was an enchanted +land. I could hardly believe that thousands of travellers had seen it +before, and would again. I felt as if I had fallen Sindbad-like, into +a valley undiscovered by man; and, like Sindbad's valley, this +sparkled to my dazzled eyes with countless gems. Not all cold, white +diamonds, like his, but gems of every colour. The rocks through which +our path was cut, glowed with rainbow hues, like different precious +metals blended. This effect struck me at first (in the brilliant +sunshine which alone kept me from being nipped with cold) as puzzling, +but in a moment I had solved the "jewel mystery" of the mountains. The +rocks were of porphyry, and marble, and granite, spangled with mica; +and over all spread in patches a lichen of rose, and green, and +yellow, like chipped rubies and emeralds among gold-filings. + +So wild and splendid was the scene, composed and painted by a peerless +Master, that I slackened my pace, reluctant to leave so much splendour +behind; but despite all delaying, we came after a time down to +tree-level. The landscape changed; the diamond spray of miniature +cataracts dashed over high cliffs, among balsamic pine forests; the +sunshine brought out the intense green of moss and fern. We met +porters struggling up the height with luggage on their backs, and fat +women riding depressed mules. It was very mediæval, and I had the +sensation of having walked into a picture--round the corner of it, +into the best part which you know must be there, though it can't be +seen by outsiders. + +It took us an hour and a half to walk the eleven kilometres down to +St. Rhémy, where we lunched well, and drank a sparkling wine of the +country which may have been meretricious, but tasted good. There was a +_douane_, for we had now passed out of Switzerland into Italy, and my +mule-pack was examined with curiosity; but why I should have been +questioned with insistence as to whether I were concealing sausages, I +could not guess, unless a swashbuckling German princeling who married +into our family eight generations ago, was using my eyes for windows +at the time. + +I need not have feared that the best of the journey would be over at +St. Rhémy, for the road (which broadened there, and became "navigable" +for motor cars as well as horse-drawn vehicles), wound down still +among stupendous mountains capped with snow, jagged peaks of dark +granite, and purple porphyry which glowed crimson in contrast with the +dazzling snow. + +We did not leave St. Rhémy till long past one, and as we descended +upon lower levels the sun grew hot. More than once I called a halt, +and we had a delicious rest under a tree in some exquisite glade a +little removed from the roadside. It was during one of these, while +Finois cropped an indigestible branch, that Joseph opened his heart, +and told me his life's history. It had been more or less adventurous, +and it had held a tragedy, for Joseph had loved, and the fair had +jilted him on the eve of their marriage, for a prosperous baker. This +fellow-feeling (for had we not both been thrown over for tradesmen?) +made me wondrous kind towards Joseph; and when I had drawn from him +the fact that his great ambition was to own three donkeys, and start +in business for himself, I secretly determined to see what could be +done towards forwarding this end. + +We did not hurry, and while we were still far above Aosta, the shadows +lengthened and thinned, like children who have grown too fast. We +exchanged chestnuts for pines, and the pure ethereal blue of Italy +burned in the sky. Everywhere was rich abundance of colour. The green +of trees and grass was luscious; even the shadows were of a +translucent purple. Below us the valley of Aosta lay, so dreamily +lovely, so peaceful, that one could imagine there only happiness and +prosperity. + +I remarked this to Joseph, and he smiled his melancholy smile. "It is +beautiful," he said, "and when you are down at the bottom, you will +not be disappointed in the country. But for happiness? it is no better +than elsewhere. Wait till you see the _crétins_; there is a _crétin_ +in almost every family. And not long ago there was a dreadful murder +in the neighbourhood of Aosta. The criminal has not yet been caught. +He is supposed to be hiding somewhere in the mountains, and the police +cannot find him. There is a printed notice out, warning people to +beware of the murderer--so I read in a newspaper not long ago and I +have heard that the inhabitants of all these little hamlets we see +here and there, dare not go from village to village after dark, for +fear of being attacked." + +"Then, if we should happen to be belated, we might have an adventure?" +I said. + +"Indeed, it is not at all unlikely, Monsieur. No doubt the man is +desperate, and if he saw a chance to get a change of clothing, a mule, +and some money, he might risk attacking even two travellers, from +behind. But we shall arrive at Aosta before dark, and I am afraid----" + +"I'll warrant you're not afraid of danger." + +"That we shall get no such sport, Monsieur." + +Even as he spoke there came, with the wind blowing up from the valley, +a loud, long-drawn shriek of fear or distress, uttered by a woman. We +looked at each other, Joseph and I, and then without a word set off +running down the hill, in the direction of the cry. Again it came, "À +moi-à moi!" We could hear the words, now, and then a wild, +inarticulate scream. + +I bounded down the winding white road, where the evening shadows lay, +and Joseph followed, somehow dragging Finois--at least, I am sure that +he would not have left his beloved beast behind,--and so at last we +turned a sharp bend of the path, thickly fringed with a dense wood, +where suddenly Innocentina sprang almost into my arms. She ran to me, +blindly, not seeing who it was, but knowing by instinct that help was +at hand. "A robber--a murderer!" she panted. "Oh, save--" and then, I +think, she fainted. + +I have a vague recollection of tossing her to Joseph, and plunging +into the dim wood, where something moved, half-hidden by the crowding +trees. It was the donkeys I saw at first, and then I came full upon a +man, dressed all in the brown of the tree trunks, so that at a +distance he would not be seen among them, in the dusk. He had the +_rücksack_ I had noticed at the Cantine de Proz in one hand, and with +the other he had just drawn a knife from the belt under his coat. On +the ground crouched the Boy, shielding his bowed face with a slim, +blue-serge arm. + +[Illustration: "ON THE GROUND CROUCHED THE BOY".] + + + + +CHAPTER XII + +The Princess + + "My little body is aweary of this great world." + --SHAKESPEARE. + + +This was the tableau photographed on my retina as I sprang forward; +but I drew the revolver which had occasioned Winston's mirth when +Molly gave it to me at Brig, and in an instant the picture had +dissolved. The man in brown dropped the _rücksack_, and ran as I have +never seen man run before--ran as if he wore seven-leagued boots. My +revolver was not loaded, and all the cartridges were among my shirts +and collars, on Finois' back, therefore I could pursue him with +nothing more dangerous than anathemas, unless I had deserted the boy, +who seemed at first glance to be almost as near fainting as +Innocentina. + +Reluctantly letting the man go free, I bent over the little figure in +blue, still on its knees. "Are you hurt?" I asked in real anxiety, +such as I had not thought it possible to feel for the Brat. + +"No--only my arm. He wrung it so. And perhaps I have twisted my knee. +I don't know yet. He pushed me back, and I fell down." + +I lifted him up and supported him for a moment, he leaning against me, +the colour drained from cheeks and lips. But suddenly it streamed +back, even to his forehead; and raising his head from my shoulder +where it had lain for a few seconds, he unwound himself gently from my +arm. "I'm all right now, thank you awfully," he said. "I believe you +have saved my life and Innocentina's. You see, we fought with the man +for our things; and when he saw that he couldn't steal them without a +struggle, he whipped out a knife and--and then you came. Oh, he was a +coward to attack two--two people so much weaker than himself, and then +to run away when a stronger one came!" + +I kept Joseph's story to myself, and hoped that the boy had not heard +it. Perhaps, after all, this lurking beast of prey had not been the +murderer in hiding. The place was desolate, and evening was falling. +Some tramp, or thievish peasant, taking advantage of the murder-scare, +might easily have dared this attack; and when I glanced at the picnic +array under a tree near by, I was even less surprised than before at +the thing which had happened. + +The mouse-coloured pack-donkey had been denuded of his load, and the +most elaborate tea basket I had ever seen (finer even than Molly's) +was open on the ground. If the cups, plates and saucers, the knives, +spoons and forks, were not silver, they were masquerading hypocrites; +and I now discovered that the large, dark object which I had seen +Innocentina putting into the _rücksack_ (at this moment half on, half +off) was a very handsome travelling bag. It was gaping wide, the mouth +fixed in position with patent catches, and it lay where the +disappointed thief had flung it, tumbled on its side, with a quantity +of gold and crystal fittings scattered round about. On the gold backs +of the brushes, and the tops of the bottles, was an intricate +monogram, traced in small turquoises. + +"By Jove!" I exclaimed. "Do you travel with these things? What +madness to spread them out in the woods by an unfrequented mountain +road! That is to offer too much temptation even to the honest poor." + +"I know," said the boy meekly. "It was stupid to picnic in such a +place, but we had come fast" (with this he had the grace to look a +little shame-faced, knowing that I knew _why_ he had come fast) "and +we were tired. It was so beautiful here, and seemed so peaceful that +we never thought of danger, at this time of day. We had just begun to +pack up our things to move on again, when there was a rustling behind +us, the crackling of a branch under a foot, and that wretch sprang +out. I was frightened, but--I hate being a coward, and I just made up +my mind he _shouldn't_ have our things. Innocentina screamed, and I +struck at the man with the stick she uses to drive Fanny and Souris. +Then he got out his knife, and Innocentina screamed a good deal more, +and--I don't quite know what did happen after that, till you came." + +"Well, I'm thankful I was near," I said. "And I must say that, though +it was foolhardy to make such a display of valuables, you were a +plucky little David to defend your belongings against such a Goliath. +I admire you for it." + +The boy flushed with pleasure. "Oh, do you really think I was plucky?" +he asked. "Everything was so confused, I wasn't sure. I'd rather be +plucky than anything. Thank you for saying that, almost as much as for +saving our lives. And--and I'm dreadfully sorry I called you a--brute, +last night." + +"It was only because I called you a brat. I fully deserved it, and +we'll cry quits, if you don't mind. Now, I'd better see how the +fainting lady is, and then I'll help you get your things together. How +are the knee and arm?" + +"Nothing much wrong with them after all, I think," said the boy, +limping a little as he walked by my side back to the road, where I had +left Innocentina with Joseph. + +We had taken but a few steps, when they both appeared, the young woman +white under her tan, her eyes big and frightened. She was herself +again, very thankful for so good an end to the adventure, and volubly +ashamed of the weakness to which she had given way. In the midst of +her explanations and enquiries, however, I noticed that she took time +now and then to throw a glance at my muleteer, not scornful and +defiant, as on the day before, but grateful and mildly feminine. In +conclave we agreed to say nothing in Aosta of the grim encounter, lest +our lives should be made miserable by _gendarmes_ and much red tape. +But Joseph, less diplomatic than I, had not scrupled to seize the +moment of Innocentina's recovery to pour into her ears the story of +the escaped criminal, and the excitement in which he had plunged the +neighbouring country. She was anxious to hurry on as quickly as +possible, lest night should overtake her party on the way, and, still +pale and tremulous, she sprang eagerly to the work of gathering up the +scattered belongings. While she and Joseph put the tea-basket to +rights, the boy and I rearranged the gorgeous fittings of the bag, and +discovered that not even a single bottle-top was missing. + +"What a burden to carry on a donkey's back!" I laughed. "You are a +regular Beau Brummel." + +"Why not?" pleaded the boy. "I like pretty things, and this is very +convenient. It is no trouble for Souris. When the bag is in the +_rücksack_, no one would suspect that it is valuable. I have carried +all this luggage so, ever since Lucerne, and never had any bother +before." + +"What, you too started from Lucerne?" + +"Yes. I had Innocentina and the donkeys come up from the Riviera, to +meet me there. We have been a long time on the way--weeks: for we have +stopped wherever we liked, and as long as we liked. Until to-day we +haven't had a single real adventure. I was wishing for one, but +now--well, I suppose most adventures are disagreeable when they are +happening, and only turn nice afterwards, in memory." + +"Like caterpillars when they become butterflies. But look here, my +young friend David, lest you meet another Goliath, I really think +you'd better put up with the proximity (I don't say society) of that +hateful animal, Man, as far as Aosta. Joseph and I will either keep a +few yards in advance, or a few yards in the rear, not to annoy you +with our detestable company, but----" + +"Please don't be revengeful," entreated the ex-Brat. "You have been so +good to us, don't be un-good now. I suppose one may hate men, yet be +grateful to one man--anyhow, till one finds him out? I can't very well +find you out between here and Aosta, can I?--so we may be friends, if +you'll walk beside me, neither behind nor in front. I am excited, and +feel as if I _must_ have someone to talk to, but I am a little tired +of conversation with Innocentina. I know all she has ever thought +about since she was born." + +"It's a bargain then," said I. "We're friends and comrades--until +Aosta. After that----" + +"Each goes his own way," he finished my broken sentence; "as ships +pass in the night. But this little sailing boat won't forget that the +big bark came to its help, in a storm which it couldn't have weathered +alone." + +"Do you know," said I, as we walked on together, the muleteer and the +donkey girl behind us, with the animals, "you are a very odd boy. I +suppose it is being American. Are all American boys like you?" + +"Yes," said he, twinkling, "all. I am cut on exactly the same pattern +as the rest," and he smiled a charming smile, of which I could not +resist the curious fascination. "Did you never meet any American boys, +till you met me?" + +"I can't remember having any real conversation with one, except once. +His mother had asked me in his presence (it was in New York) how I +liked America, and I had answered that it dazzled me; that the only +yearning I felt was for something dark and quiet, and small and +uncomfortable. She was rather pleased, but the boy put a string across +the drawing-room door when I went out, and tripped me up. Then we had +a little conversation--quite a short one--but full of repartee. That's +my solitary experience." + +"I should have wanted to trip you up for that speech, too; so you see +the likeness is proved. It is a funny thing, I know very few +Englishmen. I've met several, but, as you say, I never had any real +conversation with them." + +"Maybe, if you had, you wouldn't be so down on your sex when it has +reached adolescence." + +[Illustration: "'DO YOU KNOW,' SAID I, 'YOU ARE A VERY QUEER BOY'".] + +"I'm afraid there isn't much difference in men, whatever their +country. But it's--their attitude towards women which I hate." + +I laughed. "What do you know about that?" + +"I have a sister," said he, after a minute's pause. And he did not +laugh. "She and I have been--tremendous chums all our lives. There +isn't a thing she has done, or a thought she has had, that I don't +know, and the other way round, of course." + +"Twins?" I asked. + +"She is twenty-one." + +"Oh, four or five years older than you." + +The boy evidently did not take this as a question. "She is +unfortunately an heiress," he said. "Money has brought misery upon +her, and through her, on me; for if she suffers, I suffer too. She +used to believe in everybody. She thought men were even more sincere +and upright than women, because their outlook on life was larger, and +so it was easy for her to be deceived. When she came out she wasn't +quite eighteen (you see we have no father or mother, only a lazy old +guardian-uncle), and she thought everyone was wonderfully kind to her, +so she was very happy. I suppose there never was a happier girl--for a +while. But by-and-bye she began to find out things. She discovered +that the men who seemed the nicest only cared for her money, not for +her at all." + +"How could she be sure of that?" + +"It was proved, over and over again, in lots of ways." + +"But if she is a pretty and charming girl----" + +"I think she is only odd--like me. People don't understand her, +especially men. They find her strange, and men don't like girls to be +strange." + +"Don't they? I thought they did." + +"Think for yourself. Have you ever been at all in love? And if you +have, wasn't the girl quite, quite conventional; just a nice sweet +girl, who was pretty, and who flirted, and who was too properly +brought up ever to do or to say anything to surprise you?" + +"Well," I admitted, my mind reviewing this portrait of Helen, which +was really a well-sketched likeness, "now you put it in that way, I +confess the girl I've cared for most was of the type you describe. I +can see that now, though I didn't think of it then." + +"No, you wouldn't; men don't. My sister soon learned that she wasn't +really the sort of girl to be popular, though she had dozens of +proposals, heaps of flowers every day, had to split up each dance +several times at a ball, and all that kind of thing. It was a shock to +find out _why_. To her face, they called her 'Princess,' and she was +pleased with the nickname at first, poor thing. She took it for a +compliment to herself. But she came to know that behind her back it +was different; she was the 'Manitou Princess.' You see, the money, or +most of it, came because father owned the biggest silver mines in +Colorado, and he named the principal one 'Manitou,' after the Indian +spirit. I shan't forget the day when a man she'd just refused, told +her the vulgar nickname--and a few other things that hurt. But I don't +know why I'm talking to you like this. I wanted to get away from you +yesterday, because I--don't care to meet people. Everything seems +different though, now. I suppose it's because you saved our lives. I +feel as if you weren't exactly a new person, but as if--I'd known you +a long time." + +"I have the same sort of feeling about you, for some queer reason," +said I. "Are we also to know each other's names?" + +"No," he answered quickly. "That would spoil the charm: for there is a +charm, isn't there? But we won't call each other Brat and Brute any +more. That's ancient history. I'll be for you--just Boy. I think I +will call you Man." + +"But you hate Man." + +"I don't hate you. If I were a girl I might, but as it is, I don't. I +like you--Man." + +"And I like you, Boy. We are pals now. Shall we shake hands?" + +We did. I could have crushed his little brown paw, if I had not +manipulated it carefully. + +After that, we did not talk much. By-and-bye, he was tired, and +remounted his donkey, but we still kept side by side, Innocentina +sending at intervals a perfunctory cry of "Fanny-anny," from a +distance, by way of keeping the small brown _âne_ to her work. + +So we reached the beautiful valley of Aosta, as the transparent azure +veil of the Italian dusk was drawn, and out of that dusk glimmered now +and then, as if born of the shadows, strange, stunted, and misshapen +forms, gnome-like creatures, who stood aside to let us pass along the +road. It was as if the Brownie Club were out for a night excursion; +and I remembered my muleteer's lecture about the _crétins_ of this +happy valley. These were some of them, going back to town from their +day's work in the fields. I had set my mind upon stopping at a hotel +of which Joseph had told me, extolling its situation at a distance +from Aosta _ville_, the wonderful mountain-pictures its windows +framed, and a certain pastoral primitiveness, not derogatory to +comfort, which I should find in the _ménage_. But when my late enemy +and new chum remarked that he was going to the Mont Blanc, I +hesitated. + +"And you?" he asked. + +"Oh, I--well, I had thought--but it doesn't matter." + +"I see what you mean. Would it be disagreeable for you if I were in +the same hotel?" + +"On the contrary. But you----" + +"I know now that we shall never rub each other up the wrong +way--again. Besides, we shan't have the chance. I suppose you go on +somewhere else to-morrow?" + +"No, I want to stop a day or two. Some friends have asked me to tell +them about the sights of the neighbourhood, and what sort of motoring +roads there are near by." + +"I'm stopping, too. So, after all, the little sailing boat and the big +bark aren't going to pass each other this night? They are to anchor in +the same harbour for a while." + +"And here's the harbour," said I, for we had come down from the hills +into a marvellous old town of ancient towers and arches, with a +background of white mountains. Molly should have been satisfied. I had +obeyed her instructions to the letter, and I was in Aosta at last. + + + + +CHAPTER XIII + +Afternoon Calls + + "If you climb to our castle's top + I don't see where your eyes can stop." + --ROBERT BROWNING. + + +Our hotel had a big loggia, as large as a good-sized room, and we +dined in it, with a gorgeous stage setting. The mountains floated in +mid-sky, pearly pale, and magical under the rising moon. The little +circle of light from our pink-shaded candles on the table (I say our, +because Boy and I dined together) gave to the picture a bizarre +effect, which French artists love to put on canvas; a blur of +gold-and-rose artificial light, blending with the silver-green +radiance of a full moon. + +I don't know what we had to eat, except that there were trout from the +river, and luscious strawberries and cream; but I know that the dinner +seemed perfect, and that the head waiter, a delightful person, brought +us champagne, with a long-handled saucepan wrapped in an immaculate +napkin, to do duty as an ice-pail. I wondered why I had not come +long ago to this place, named in honour of Augustus Cæsar, and +why everybody else did not come. The ex-Brat was in the game +frame of mind. We talked of more things than are dreamed of in +philosophy--(other people's philosophy)--and there was not a book +which was a dear friend of mine that was not a friend of this strange +child's. + +We sat until the moon was high, and the candles low. I felt curiously +happy and excited, a mood no doubt due in part to the climate of +Aosta, in part to the discovery of a congenial spirit, where I had +least expected to find one. + +Last night, we had been, at best, on terms of armed neutrality; +to-night we were friends, and would continue friends, though we parted +to-morrow. But parting was not what we thought of at the moment. On +the contrary, half to our surprise, we found ourselves planning to see +Aosta in each other's company. + +After ten o'clock, when, deliciously fatigued, I was on my way to my +room along a great arcaded balcony which ran the length of the house, +I met Joseph, lying in wait for me. My conscience pricked. I had +forgotten to send the poor, tired fellow definite instructions for the +next day. He had come to solicit them, but, if I could judge by +moonlight, he looked far from jaded; indeed, he had an air of +alertness, for him almost of gaiety. + +"You and Finois can have a rest to-morrow and the day after," said I, +"while I do some sightseeing. I hear that I shall need one day at +least for the town, and another for a drive to the châteaux and +show-places of the neighbourhood. I hope you will be able to amuse +yourself." + +"Monsieur must not think of me. I shall do very well," dutifully +replied Joseph. + +"It is a pity that you and Innocentina do not get on. Otherwise----" + +"Ah, perhaps I should tell monsieur that I may have misjudged the +young woman a little. It seems a question of bringing up, more than +real badness of heart. It is her tongue that is in fault; and I am +not even sure that with good influences she might not improve. I have +been talking to her, Monsieur, of religion. She is black Catholic, and +I Protestant, but I think that some of my arguments made a certain +impression upon her mind." + +After this, I gave myself no further anxiety about Joseph's to-morrow, +but went to bed, and dreamed of fighting for the Boy's life, +Gulliver-like, against a band of infuriated Brownies. + +My first morning thought was to look out of all four windows at the +mountains; my next, to ring for a bath. + +Now, as a rule, your morning tub is a function you are not supposed to +describe in detail; but not to picture the ceremony as performed at +Aosta, is to pass by the place without giving the proper dash of local +colour. + +I rang. A girl appeared who struck me as singularly beautiful, but I +discovered later that all girls are more or less beautiful at Aosta. +The propriety of this morning visit was insured by the white cap, +which was, so to speak, an adequate chaperon. On my request for a +bath, the beauty looked somewhat agitated, but, after reflection, said +that she would fetch one, and vanished, tripping lightly along the +balcony. + +Twenty minutes then passed, and at the end of that time the young lady +returned, almost obliterated by an enormous linen sheet which engulfed +her like an avalanche. She was accompanied by a man and a boy, +staggering under a strange object which resembled a vast arm-chair, of +the grandfather variety. When placed on the floor, I became aware that +it was a kind of cross between a throne and a bath-tub, and, having +seen the huge sheet flung over it, I still rested in doubt as to the +latter's purpose. The man and boy, who had not stood upon the order of +their going, returned after an embarrassing absence, with pails of +water, the contents of which, to my surprise, they flung upon the +sheet. + +I tried to explain that, if this were a bath, I preferred it without +the family linen, but the _femme de chambre_ seemed so shocked at +these protestations, that I ceased uttering them, and determined to +make the best of things as they stood. + +When I was again alone, after several rehearsals I found a way of +accommodating the human form to the hybrid receptacle, and was amazed +at its luxuriousness. The secret of this lay in the sheet, which was +fragrant of lavender, and protected the body from contact with a cold, +base metal which hundreds of other bodies must have touched before. + +"'Twas mine, 'tis his, and has been slave to thousands," might be said +of a hotel bath-tub as well as of a stolen purse; and having once +known the linen-lined bath of Aosta, I was promptly spoiled for +common, un-lined tubs. This was a lesson not to form hasty opinions; +but being a normal man, I shall no doubt continue to do so until the +day of my death. + +The Boy and I broke our fast together on the loggia, which was even +more entertaining as a _salle-à-manger_ by morning than by night. The +coffee was exquisite; the hot, foaming milk had but lately been drawn +from its original source, a little biscuit-coloured Alderney with the +pleading eyes of that fair nymph stricken to heiferhood by jealous +Juno. The strawberries and figs came to the table from the hotel +garden, and so did the luscious roses, which filled a bowl in the +centre of our small white table. + +This was Arcadia. The very simplicities of the hotel endeared it to +our hearts, and there was no real comfort lacking which we could have +obtained in London or in Paris. + +After breakfast we set off with our cameras to the town, a walk of ten +or fifteen minutes. It was strange, in this pilgrimage of mine, how +often I found myself running back into the Feudal or Middle Ages, as +far removed from the familiar bustle of modern days as if an iron door +had been shut and padlocked behind me. + +There was little of the Twentieth Century in Aosta (named by Augustus +the "Rome of the Alps"), except the monument to "Le Roi Chasseur," and +the bookshops, which seemed extraordinarily well supplied with the +best literature of all countries. The type of face we met was +primitive; scarcely one which would have been out of place on some old +Roman coin. Here, at the end of a narrow, shadowed street, where St. +Anselm first saw the light (it must have been with difficulty) we came +upon a magnificent archway, built to do honour to Augustus Cæsar's +defeat of the brave Salasses, four and twenty years before the world +had a Saviour. A few steps further on, and we were under the majestic +mass of the Porta Pretoria; or we were crossing a Roman bridge, or +gazing at the ruins of Roman ramparts. Or, we lost our way in +searching for the amphitheatre, and found ourselves suddenly skipping +over centuries into the Middle Ages, represented by the mysterious +Tour Bramafam, the Tour des Prisons, or the Tour du Lepreux, round +which Xavier Maistre wrote his pathetic dialogue. Then, there was the +cathedral with its extraordinary painted façade, like a great coloured +picture-book; and the tall cross, straddling a spring in a paved +street, put up in thanksgiving by the Aostans when they joyfully saw +Calvin's back for the last time. + +We spent all day in sightseeing, and had another moonlight evening on +the loggia. We were great pals now, Boy and I. I had never met anyone +in the least like him. At one moment he was a human boy, almost a +child; at another his brain leaped beyond mine, and he became a poet +or a philosopher; again he was an elfin sprite, a creature for whom +Puck was the one thinkable name. There was a single thing only, about +which you could always be sure. He would never be twice the same. + +Still, though we were friends, "Boy" and "Man" we remained. He kept +his name a secret, and he had forbidden me to mention mine. Nor had he +spoken of his route or destination, after Aosta. As to this I was +curious, for I knew now that it would be a wrench to part with the +strange little being whose ears I had tingled to box three days (or +was it three years?) ago. Already he had done me good; and though I +had hardly reached the point of confessing as much to myself, as a +plain matter of fact I would not have exchanged his quaint +companionship for that of my lost love. How she would have hated this +idyllic Arcadia! How _triste_ she would have been; how weary after a +day's tour among relics of past ages; and how much she would have +preferred Bond Street to the Arch of Augustus, or the park to our snow +mountains and green valley! Even Davos she would have found +intolerable had it not been for the tobogganing, the dances and the +theatricals, in all of which she had played a leading part. Deep down +in the darkest corner of my soul, I now knew that I would not have +fallen in love with Helen Blantock had I first met her in Aosta. + +The Boy and I agreed that our head waiter was one of the nicest men we +had ever met, and when he pledged his personal honour that a day's +wandering among neighbouring castles would be "very repaying," we +determined to bolt the five he most recommended in one gulp, on our +second and last afternoon. If he could, he would have sent us spinning +like teetotums from one concentric ring of historic châteaux to +another, until goodness knows how far from Aosta, Finois, Souris, and +Fanny-anny, we should have ended. He would also have despatched us on +a two or three days' excursion to Courmayeur; and I fear that his +respect for us went down like mercury in a chilled thermometer, when +he understood that we had not come to the country to do any of the +famous climbs. He named so many, dear to the hearts of my Alpine Club +acquaintances, that it would have taken us well into the new year to +accomplish half; and he accepted with mild, disapproving resignation +our fiat that there were other parts of the world worth seeing. + +As we had to cover a radius of many miles, in our rounds of visits at +the few sample châteaux we had selected from the waiter's list, we +decided to spare our legs and those of the animals. It was hardly +playing the game we had set out to play--we two strangely-met +friends--to amble conventionally from show-house to show-house, in a +carriage, with guide-books in our hands, like everyday tourists; +nevertheless, we did this unworthy thing. Perhaps, therefore, I +deserved the punishment which fell upon me. + +Little did I dream, when I flippantly spoke of our expedition as +"driving out to pay calls," how nearly my thoughtless words were to be +realised. We started immediately after an early _déjeuner_, sitting +side by side in a little low-swung carriage, a superior phaeton, or +poor relation of a victoria. The day was hot, but a delicious breeze +came to us from the snow mountains, and there was a peculiar buoyancy +in the air. + +Our first castle was Sarre, the Château Royal, an enormous brown +building with a disproportionately high tower. This hunting-lodge of +the King would have been grimly ugly, were it not for its rocky +throne, high above the river bed, and its background of glistening +white mountains. The huge pile looked like a sleeping dragon with its +hundreds of window-eyes close-lidded, and I could not imagine it an +amusing place for a house party. I was glad that the Boy was not +animated with that wild mania for squeezing the last drop from the +orange of sightseeing which makes some travelling companions so +depressing. The castle was closed to visitors, yet many people would +have insisted on climbing the steep hill for the barren satisfaction +of saying that they had been there. I rejoiced that my little Pal was +not one of these; but I should have been more prudent had I waited. + +We drove on, after a pause for inspection, along a road which would +have rejoiced the motor-loving heart of Jack Winston, and I made a +note to tell him what a magnificent tour he might have in this +enchanted country one day with his car, tooling down from Milan. As I +mentally arranged my next letter to the Winstons, the Boy gave a +little cry of delight. "Oh, what a queer, delightful place! It's all +towers, just held together by a thread of castle. It must be +Aymaville." + +I looked up and beheld on a high hill an extraordinary château, +something like four chess castles grouped together at the corners of a +square heap of dice. It does not sound an attractive description, yet +the place deserved that adjective. It was charming, and wonderfully +"liveable," among its vineyards, commanding such a view as is given to +few show-places in the world. + +"The descendants of the original family have restored it, and live +there, don't they?" asked the Boy in Italian of the _cocher_. + +The man answered that this was the case, and was inspired by my evil +genius to enquire if _ces messieurs_ would like to go over the +château. + +"Is it allowed?" the Boy questioned eagerly. + +"But certainly. Shall I drive up to the house? It will be only an all +little ten minutes." + +Without waiting for my answer, the Boy took my consent for granted, +and said yes. + +Instantly we left the broad white road, and began winding up a narrow, +steep, and stony way, among vineyards. The _cocher's_ all little ten +minutes lengthened into half an hour, but at last we halted before a +garden gate--a high, uncompromising, reserved-looking gate. + +"The fellow must be mistaken," said I. "This place has not the air of +encouraging visitors;" but, before the words were out of my mouth, the +enterprising _cocher_ had rung the gate bell. + +After an interval a gardener appeared, and betrayed such mild, +ingenuous surprise at sight of us that I wished ourselves anywhere +else than before the portals of the Château d'Aymaville. Gladly would +I have whipped up our fat, barrel-shaped nag, and driven into the +nearest rabbit-hole, but it was too late. The gardener took the +enquiry as to whether visitors were admitted, with the gravity he +would have given to a question in the catechism: Is your name N. or +M.? Can one see your master's house? + +Oh, without doubt, one could see the house. Would _les messieurs_ +kindly accompany him? His aspect wept, and mine (unless it belied me) +copied his. "Isn't it hateful?" I asked, _sotto voce_, of the Boy, +expecting sympathy which I did not get. "No, I think it's great fun," +said he. + +"But I'm sure they are not in the habit of showing the house. You can +tell by the man's manner. He's nonplussed. I should think no one has +ever had the cheek to apply for permission before." + +"Then they ought to be complimented because we have." + +I was silenced, though far from convinced; but if you have made an +engagement with an executioner, it is a point of honour not to sneak +off and leave him in the lurch, when he has taken the trouble to +sharpen his axe, and put on his red suit and mask for your benefit. + +We arrived, after a walk through a pretty garden, upon a terrace where +there was a marvellous view. The gardener showed it to us solemnly, we +pacing after him all round the château, as if we played a game. At the +open front door we were left alone for a few minutes, heavy with +suspense, while our guide held secret conclave with a personable woman +who was no doubt a housekeeper. Astonished, but civil, with dignified +Italian courtesy she finally invited us in, and I was coward enough +to let the Boy lead, I following with a casual air, meant to show that +I had been dragged into this business against my will; that I was, in +fact, the tail of a comet which must go where the cornet leads. + +Everywhere, inside the castle, were traces that the family had fled +with precipitation. Here was a bicycle leaning abject against a wall; +there, an open book thrown on the floor; here, a fallen chair; there, +a dropped piece of sewing. + +Once or twice in England, I had stayed in a famous show-house, and my +experience on the public Thursdays there had taught me what these +people were enduring now. At Waldron Castle we had been hunted from +pillar to post; if we darted from the hall into a drawing-room, the +public would file in before we could escape to the boudoir; the lives +of foxes in the hunting season could have been little less disturbed +than ours, and we were practically only safe in our own or each +other's bedrooms--indeed, any port was precious in a storm. + +By the time that the Boy and I had been led, like stalled oxen, +through a long series of living-rooms, I knowing that the rightful +inhabitants were panting in wardrobes, my nerves were shattered. I +admired everything, volubly but hastily, and broke into fireworks of +adjectives, always edging a little nearer to the exit, though not, I +regret to say, invariably aided by the Boy. He, indeed, seemed to find +an impish pleasure in my discomfiture. + +During the round, I was dimly conscious that the entire staff of +servants, most of them maids, and embarrassingly beautiful, flitted +after us like the ghosts who accompanied Dante and his guide on their +tour of the Seven Circles. As, at last, we returned to the square +entrance hail, they melted out of sight, still like shadows, and I had +a final moment of extreme anguish when, at the door, the housekeeper +refused the ten francs I attempted to press into her haughty Italian +palm. + +"No more afternoon calls on châteaux for me, after _that_ experience," +I gasped, when we were safely seated in the homelike vehicle which I +had not sufficiently appreciated before. + +"Oh, I shall be disappointed if you won't go with me to the Château of +St. Pierre which we saw in the photograph--that quaint mass of towers +and pinnacles, on the very top of a peaked rock," said the Boy. "I've +been looking forward to it more than to anything else, but I shan't +have courage to do it alone." + +"Courage?" I echoed. "After the brazen way in which you stalked +through the scattered belongings of the family at Aymaville, you would +stop at nothing." + +"In other words, I suppose you think me a typical Yankee boy? But I +really was nervous, and inclined to apologise to somebody for being +alive. That's why I can't go through another such ordeal without +company; yet I wouldn't miss this eleventh-century castle for a bag of +your English sovereigns." + +"If only it had been left alone, and not restored!" I groaned. "In +that case we should meet no one but bats." + +"We? Then you will go with me?" + +"I suppose so," I sighed. "It can't add more than a dozen grey hairs, +and what are they among so many?" + +A few kilometres further on we reached the "bizarre monticule," from +which sprouted a still more bizarre château. From our low level, it +was impossible to tell where the rock stopped, and where the castle +began, so deftly had man seized every point of vantage offered by +Nature--and "points" they literally were. + +The ascent from the road to the château was much like climbing a +fire-escape to the top of a New York sky-scraper, but we earned the +right to cry "Excelsior!" at last, had we not by that moment been +speechless. History now repeated itself. I rang; the castle gate was +opened, but this time by a major-domo who had already in some +marvellous way learned that strangers might be expected. + +Never was so appallingly hospitable a man, and I trusted that even the +Boy suffered from his kindness. Madame la Baronne, who was away for +the afternoon, would chide him if guests were allowed to leave her +house without refreshment. Eat we must, and drink we must, in the +beautiful hall evidently used as a sitting-room by the absent +châtelaine. Her wine and her cakes were served on an ancient silver +tray, almost as old as the family traditions, and it was not until we +had done to both such justice as the major-domo thought fair that he +would consent to let us go further. + +The house was really of superlative interest, though spoiled here and +there by eccentric modern decoration. Much of the window glass had +remained intact through centuries; the walls were twelve feet thick; +the oak-beamed ceilings magnificent, and the secret stairways and +rooms in the thickness of the walls, bewildering; but when our +conductor began leading us into the bedrooms in daily use by the +ladies of the castle, my gorge rose. "This is awful," I said. "I can't +go on. What if Madame la Baronne returns and finds a strange man and a +boy in her bedroom? Good heavens, now he's opening the door of the +bath!" + +"We must go on," whispered the Boy, convulsed with silent laughter. +"If we don't, the major-domo won't understand our scruples. He'll +think we're tired, and don't appreciate the castle. It would never do +to hurt his feelings, when he has been so kind." + +"To the bitter end, then," I answered desperately; and no sooner were +the words out of my mouth than the bitter end came. It consisted of a +collision with the Baronne's dressing-jacket, which hung from a hook, +and tapped me on the shoulder with one empty frilled sleeve, in soft +admonition. I could bear no more. One must draw the line somewhere, +and I drew the line at intruding upon ladies' dressing-jackets in +their most sacred fastnesses. + +If I had been a woman, my pent-up emotion at this moment would have +culminated in hysterics, but being a man, I merely bolted, stumbling, +as I fled, over my absent hostess' bedroom slippers. I scuttled down a +winding flight of tower stairs, broke incontinently into a lighted +region which turned out to be a kitchen, startled the cook, apologised +incontinently, and somehow found myself, like Alice in Wonderland, +back in the great entrance hail. There, starting at every sound, lest +a returning family party should catch me "lurking," I awaited the Boy. + +We left, finally, showering francs and compliments; but I crawled out +a decrepid wreck, and refused pitilessly to do more than view the +exterior of other châteaux. It was evening when we saw our white hotel +once more, and a haze of starlight dusted the sky and all the blue +distance with silver powder. + +[Illustration] + + + + +CHAPTER XIV + +The Path of the Moon + + "And then they came to the turnstile of night." + --RUDYARD KIPLING. + + +This was to be our last night at Aosta, perhaps our last night +together, for the Boy's plans kept his name company in some secret +"hidie hole" of his mind. As, for the third time, we dined on the +loggia, before the rising of the moon, we drifted into talk of +intimate things. It was I who began it. I harked back to the broken +conversation which had first made us friends, and to his chance sketch +of Helen Blantock and her type. In that connection, I ventured to +bring up the subject of his sister. + +"What you said about her disillusionment interested me very much," I +told him. "You see, I've just come through an experience something +like it myself, do you mind talking about her?" + +"Not in this place--and this mood--and to you," he answered. "But +first--what disillusioned you?" + +"Disappointment in someone I cared for,--and believed in." + +"It was the same with--my sister." + +"Poor Princess." + +"Yes, poor Princess. Was it--a man friend who disappointed you?" + +"A woman. The old story. As a matter of fact, she threw me over +because another fellow had a lot more money than I." + +"Horrid creature." + +"Oh, just an ordinary, conventional, well brought up girl. Now you see +I have as much right to a grudge against women, as your sister the +Princess has against men." + +"But I don't believe the girl _could_ have been as cruel to you, as +this man I'm thinking of was to--her. They'd known each other for +years, since childhood. He used to call her his 'little sweetheart' +when she was ten and he was fifteen. How was she to dream that even +when he was a boy, he didn't really like her better than other little +girls, that already he was making calculations about her money? She +thought he was different from the others, that _he_ cared for herself. +They were engaged, the bridesmaids asked, the trousseau ready, the +invitations out for the wedding, and then--one night she overheard a +conversation between him and a cousin of his, who was to be one of her +bridesmaids. Only a few words--but they told everything. It was the +other girl he loved, and had always loved. But he was poor, and +so--well, you can guess the rest. My sister broke off her engagement +the next day, though the man went on his knees to her, and vowed he +had been mad. Then she left home at once, and soon she was taken very +ill." + +"She loved that worthless scoundrel so much?" + +"I don't know. I don't think she knows. It was the destruction of an +ideal which was terrible. She had clung to it. She had said to +herself: 'Many men may be false, and mercenary, and unscrupulous, but +this one is true.' Suddenly, he had ceased to exist for her. She stood +alone in the world--in the dark." + +"Except for you." + +"Except for me, and a few friends,--one girl especially, who was +heavenly to her. But the dearest girl friend can't make up for the +loss of trust in a lover." + +"That's true. By Jove, I thought I had been roughly used, but it's +nothing to this. I feel as if I knew your sister, somehow. I wonder, +since you and she are such pals, that you can bear to leave her." + +"She wanted to be alone. She said she didn't feel at home in life any +more, and it made her restless to be with anyone who knew her trouble, +anyone who pitied her. I was ill too,--from sympathy, I suppose, +and--she thought a tramp like this would do me good. So it has. Being +close to nature, especially among mountains, as I've been for weeks +now, makes one's troubles and even one's sister's troubles seem +small." + +"You are young to feel that." + +"My soul isn't as young as my body. Maybe that's why nature is so much +to me. I am more alive when I'm away from big towns. Sunrises and +sunsets are more important than the rising and falling of money +markets. They--and the wind in the trees. What things they say to you! +You can't explain; you can only feel. And when you _have_ felt, when +you have heard colour, and seen sounds, you are never quite the same, +quite as sad, again,--I mean if you _have_ been sad." + +"I've said all that--precisely that--to myself lately," I exclaimed, +forgetting that I was a man talking to a child. The strange little +person whom I had apostrophised as "Brat" seemed not only an equal, +but a superior. I found myself intensely interested in him, and all +that concerned him. "Odd, that you, too, should have thought that +thing about colour and sound! This evening-blue, for instance. Do you +hear the music of it?" + +"Yes. I'm not sure it isn't that which has made me answer your +questions. But now let's talk of something else--or better still, +let's not talk at all, for a while." + +We were silent, and I wondered if the Boy's thoughts ran with mine, or +if he had closed and locked the secret door in his brain, and listened +dreamily to the sweet evening voices of this Valley of Musical Bells. + +Suddenly, into the many sounds of the silence, broke a loud and +jarring note; the trampling of men's feet and horses' hoofs; loud +laughter and the jingling of accoutrements. We looked over the +balustrade to see a battalion of soldiers marching at ease, on their +way back from some mountain manoeuvres, and as we gazed down, they +stared up, a young fellow shouting to the Boy that he had better join +them. + +"It's like life calling one back," said the strange child. "I suppose +one must always go on, somewhere else. And we--we must go on, though +it is sweet here." + +"It was what I was thinking of just now," I answered. "Are we to part +company?" + +The Boy laughed--an odd little laugh. "Why, that depends," said he +abruptly, "on where you are going. I've planned to walk back over the +St. Bernard to Martigny, and so by way of the Tête Noire to Chamounix. +That name--Chamounix--has always been to my ears, as Stevenson says, +'like the horns of elf-land, or crimson lake.' I want to come face to +face with Mont Blanc, of which I've only seen a far-off mirage, long +ago when I was a little chap, at Geneva. What are your plans?" + +"If I ever had any, I've forgotten them," said I. "Look here, Little +Pal, shall we join forces as far as--as far as----" + +"The turnstile," he finished my broken sentence. + +"Where is the turnstile?" + +"At the place--whatever it may be--where we get tired of each other. +Isn't that what you meant?" + +"According to my present views, that place might be at the other end +of the world. You must remember it was never I who tried to get away +from you. At the Cantine de Proz, I----" + +"Don't let's remember to that time. Then, I didn't know that you +were--You. That makes all the difference. You looked as if you might +be nice, but I've learned not to trust first impressions, especially +of men--grown-up men. There are such lots of people one drifts across, +who are not _real_ people at all, but just shells, with little +rattling nuts of dull, imitation ideas inside, taken from newspapers, +or borrowed from their friends. Fancy what it would be to see glorious +places with such a companion! It would drive me mad. I determined not +to make aquaintances on this trip; but you--why, I feel now as if it +would be almost insulting you to call you 'an acquaintance.' We +are--oh, I'll take your word! We're 'pals,' and Something big that's +over all meant us to be pals. I don't mind telling you, Man, that I +should miss you, if we parted now." + +"We won't part," I said quickly. "We'll jog along together. Have a +cigarette? I'm going to smoke a pipe, because I feel contented." + +Between puffs of that pipe (an instrument which I strongly but vainly +recommended to the Boy) I told him of my night drive over the St. +Gothard. As it was his whim to consider names of no importance, I did +not mention that of Jack and Molly Winston, but spoke of them merely +as "my friends." + +"Could we do the St. Bernard at night?" he asked eagerly. + +"Yes, we could, if we saved ourselves by driving up from here to St. +Rhémy, after déjeuner, otherwise it would mean being on foot all day +and all night too. We could send Joseph, Innocentina, and the animals +on very early to-morrow morning, to the Hospice, where they might rest +till evening. The good monks would give us a meal of some sort about +six, and at seven we could leave the Hospice. There would be an +interval of starry darkness, and then we should have the full moon." + +"Splendid to see the Pass by moonlight, after knowing it by day, and +sunset, and dawn! It would be like finding out wonderful new qualities +in your friends, which you'd never guessed they had." + +Thus the Boy; and a few moments later the details of our journey were +arranged. Joseph and Innocentina were interrupted in the midst of +ardent attempts to convert one another, to be told what was in store +for them. They did not appear averse to the arrangement, for a slight +pout of the young woman's hardly counted; there was no doubt that a +journey _á deux_ would offer infinite opportunities for religious +disputation. + +As for the Little Pal and me, we carried out the first part of our +programme to the letter. Two barrel-shaped nags instead of one took us +to St. Rhémy, the little mountain village whose men are exempt from +conscription, and called, poetically yet literally, "Soldiers of the +Snow." Further up the jewelled way, our little victoria could not +venture, and we trod the steep path side by side, the Boy stepping out +bravely, the top of his panama on a level with my ear. + +Some magnetic cord of communication between his brain and mine +telegraphed back and forth, without personal intervention on either +part, my keen enjoyment of the scene, and his. We did not talk much, +but each knew what the other was feeling. Most people disappoint you +by their lack of capacity to enjoy nature, in moments which are +superlative to you--moments which alone would repay you for the whole +trouble of living through blank years. But this boy's spirit responded +to beauty, up to an extreme point which was highly satisfactory. I saw +it in the exaltation on his little sunburned face. + +Joseph and Innocentina were ostentatiously delighted to greet us at +the Hospice. They and the animals had had their evening meal, and were +ready to start when we wished. We went to the refectory and dined in +company with many persons of many nationalities, who had just arrived +from the Swiss and Italian valleys. Some of them manipulated their +food strangely, as I had noticed here before; and Boy confided to me +his opinion that it was a pity human beings were still obliged to eat +with their mouths, like the lower animals. "It's a disgrace to one's +face, which ought to be exclusively for better things. It's really too +primitive, this penny-in-the-slot sort of arrangement. There ought to +be a tiny trap-door in one's chest somewhere, so that one could just +slip food in unobtrusively, at a meal, and go on talking and laughing +as if nothing had happened." + +We were not long in dining, but by the time we came out again into the +biting cold, late afternoon had changed to early evening. + +It was sunset. The great mountain shapes of glittering, red gold were +clear as the profiles of goddesses, against a sky of rose. One--the +grandest goddess of all--wore on her proud head a crown of snow which +sparkled with diamond coruscations, rainbow-tinted in the pink light. +Below her golden forehead hovered a thin cloud-veil, of pale lilac; +and we had gone a long way down the mountain before the ineffable +colour burned to ashes-of-rose. Then darkness caught and engulfed us, +in the Valley of Death. The rushing of the river in its ravine was +like the voice of night, not a separate sound at all, for hearing it +was to hear the silence. + +By-and-bye we grew conscious of a faint, gradual revealing of the +mountain-tops, which for a time had been black, jagged pieces cut out +from the spangled fabric of a starry sky. A ripple of pearly light +wavered over them, like the reflection of the unseen river mirrored +for the Lady of Shalott. + +It was a strange, living light, beating with a visible pulse, and it +slowly grew until its white radiance had extinguished the individual +lamps of the stars. Waterfalls flashed out of darkness, like white, +laughing nymphs flinging off black masks and dominoes; silver goblets +and diamond necklaces were flung into the river bed, and vanished +forever with a mystic gleam. + +"If there's a heaven, can there be anything in it better than this, +Little Pal?" I asked. + +"There can be God," he said. "I'm a pagan sometimes in the sun, but +never on a night like this. Then one _knows_ things one isn't sure of +at other times. Why, I suppose there isn't really a world at all! God +is simply thinking of these things, and of us, so we and they seem to +be. We are his thoughts; the mountains, and the river, and the +wild-flowers are his thoughts. It's just as if an author writes a +story. In the story, all the people and the things which concern them +are real, but you close the volume and they simply don't exist. Only +God doesn't close the volume, I think, until the next is ready." + +"I wonder whether we'll both come into the next story?" + +"Who knows? Perhaps you'll wander into one story, and I'll get lost in +another." + +A certain sadness fell upon me, born partly of our talk, partly of the +poignant beauty of the night. We came to the Cantine de Proz, fast +asleep in its lonely valley, and so we went on and on, our souls tuned +to music and poetry by the song of the stars and the beauty of the +night: But slowly a change stole over us. For a long time I was only +dimly conscious of it, in a puzzled way, in myself. Why was it that my +spirit stood no longer on the heights? Why did the moonlight look cold +and metallic? Why had the rushing sound of the river got on my nerves, +like the monotonous crying of a fretful child? Why did our frequent +silences no longer tingle with a meaning which there was no need to +express in words? Why was my brain empty of impressions as a squeezed +sponge of water? Why, in fact, though everything was outwardly the +same, why was all in reality different? + +"Oh, Man, I'm so hungry!" sighed Boy. + +"By Jove, that's what's been the matter with me this last half-hour, +and I didn't know it!" said I. + +"I feel as if I could form a hollow square, all by myself." + +"I only wish there were something to form it round." + +"But there isn't--except a few chocolate creams I bought in Aosta +because I respected their old age, poor things." + +"Perhaps even decrepid chocolates are better than nothing. Let's give +'em honourable burial--unless you want them all to yourself, as you +did the chicken at the 'Déjeûner,' and the room at the Cantine de +Proz." + +"Oh, you _must_ have thought I was selfish! But truly, I don't think I +am. It wasn't that. Only--I can't explain." + +"You needn't," said I. "I was 'kidding'--a most appropriate treatment +for a man of your size. What I want is food, not explanations." + +The chocolates, which proved to be eighteen in number, were fairly +divided, Boy refusing to accept more than his half. We each ate one +with distaste, because the celebrated "Right Spot" was not to be +pacified by unsuitable sacrifices; but presently it relented and +demanded more. Appeased for the moment, the Spot allowed us to +proceed, but incredibly soon it began again to clamour. We ate several +more chocolates, though our gorge rose against them as a means of +refreshment. Still Bourg St. Pierre, where we were sooner or later to +sleep, was far away, and for the third time we were driven to +chocolate. It was a loathsome business eating the remaining morsels of +our supply, and we felt that the very name of the food would in +future be abhorrent to us. The night had become unfriendly, the Pass a +_Via Dolorosa_, and the last drop was poured into our cup of misery at +Bourg St. Pierre. + +We had wired from the Hospice for rooms, and expected to find the +little "Déjeûner" cheerfully lighted, the plump landlady amusingly +surprised to see the guests who had lately brought dissension into her +house returning peaceably together. But the roadside inn was asleep +like a comfortable white goose with its head under its wing. Not a +gleam in any window, save the bleak glint of moonlight on glass. + +Joseph and Innocentina were behind us with their charges, whose stored +crusts of bread they had probably shared. I knocked at the doors No +responsive sound from within. I pounded with my walking stick. A thin +imp of echo mocked us, and, my worst passions roused by this +inhospitality falling on top of nine chocolate creams, I almost beat +the door down. + +Two sleepy eyelid-windows flew up, and a moment later a little servant +who had served me the other afternoon, appeared at the door like a +frightened rabbit at bay. + +I demanded the wherefore of this reception; I demanded rooms and food +and reparation. What, was I the monsieur who had telegraphed from the +Hospice? But madame had answered that she had not a room in the house. +The carriage of a large party of very high nobility had broken down +late in the afternoon, and they were remaining for the night, until +the damage could be repaired. What to do? But there was nothing, +unless _les messieurs_ would sleep, one on the sofa, the other on the +floor, in the room of the "déjeûner." + +"I suppose we'll have to put up with that accommodation, then. What do +you say, Boy?" I asked. + +"I would rather go on," he replied, in a tone of misery tempered by +desperate resignation, as if he had been giving orders for his own +funeral. + +"Go on where?" I enquired grimly. + +"I don't know. Anywhere." + +"'Anywhere' means in this instance the open road." + +"Well--I'm not so _very_ cold, are you? And I'm sure they'll give us a +little bread and cheese here." + +"I think it would be wiser to stop," said I. "We might see the ghost +of Napoleon eating the _déjeuner_. Isn't that an inducement?" + +"Not enough." + +"I assure you that I don't snore or howl in my sleep. And you could +have the sofa to curl up on." + +"Ye-es; but I'd rather go on. You and Joseph can stop. Innocentina and +I will be all right." + +I was annoyed with the child. I felt that he fully deserved to be +taken at his word, and deserted on the Pass, but I had not the heart +to punish him. If anything should happen to the poor Babe in the Wood, +I should never forgive myself; and besides, it would have been +hopeless to seek sleep, with visions of disaster to this strange +Little Pal of mine painting my brain red. + +"Of course I won't do anything of the kind," I said crossly. "If one +party goes on, both will go on." I then snappishly ordered food of +some sort, any sort--except chocolate,--and having, after a blank +interval, obtained enough bread, cheese, and ham for at least ten +persons, I divided the rations with Joseph and Innocentina, who had +now come up. + +We had a short halt for rest and refreshment, taken simultaneously, +and presently set out again, with a vague idea of plodding on as far +as Orsières. The Boy refused so obstinately to ride his donkey (I +believe because I must go on foot), that Innocentina, thwarted, did +frightful execution among her favourite saints. Joseph reproved her; +she retorted by calling him a black heretic, and vowing that she had a +right to talk as she pleased to her own saints; it was not his affair. +Thus it was that our chastened cavalcade left the "Déjeûner." + +After this, our journey was punctuated by frequent pauses. The donkeys +were tired; everybody was cross; the calm indifference of the glorious +night was as irritating as must have been the "icily regular, +splendidly null" perfection of Maud herself. + +Only the Boy kept up any pretence of spirits, and I knew well that his +counterfeited buoyancy was merely to distract attention from guilt. If +it had not been for him, we should all have been tucked away in some +corner or other of the "Déjeûner." No doubt he would have dropped, had +he not feared an "I told you so." + +We were still some miles on the wrong side of Orsières, when +Innocentina came running up from behind, exclaiming that a dreadful +thing, an appalling thing, had happened. No, no, not an accident to +Joseph Marcoz. A trouble far worse than that. Nothing to the _mulet ou +les ânes_. Ah, but how could she break the news? It was that in some +way--some mad, magical way only to be accounted for by the +intervention of evil spirits, probably attracted by the heretic +presence of Joseph--the _rücksack_ containing the fitted bag had +disappeared. If she were to be killed for it, she--Innocentina--could +not tell how this great calamity had occurred. + +I thought that after such an alarming preface, the Boy would laugh +when the mountain had brought forth its mouse, but he did no such +thing. His little face looked anxious and forlorn in the white +moonlight. And all for a mere bag, which was an absurd article of +luggage, at best, for an excursion such as his! + +"I _can't_ lose it," he said. "There are things in it which I wouldn't +have anyone's--which I couldn't replace." + +"Your sister the Princess will buy you another," I tried to console +him. + +"This is her bag. She would feel dreadfully if it were gone. Besides, +my diary-notes for the book I want to write are in it. I would give a +thousand dollars to get it again--or more. I shall have to go back." + +"No, you won't," I said. "As to that, I shall put my foot down. If +anyone goes----" + +"Nobody shall go but myself. I won't have it. I----" + +"And I won't have you go, if I'm forced to snatch you up and put you +in my pocket. When I get you safely to Orsières, I don't mind a +bit----" + +"No, no, you needn't say it. If we must go on to Orsières, I'll pay +someone to come back from there, and search." + +"Why shouldn't I be the one? I'm not tired, only rather cross, and for +all you know, I may be in urgent need of the reward you mean to +offer." + +"You must be satisfied with your virtue. I've my own reasons, +and--and I suppose I'm my own master?" + +"By Jove!" I exclaimed, laughing. "Eton would have done you a lot of +good. You would have had some of your girly whims knocked out of you +there, my kid." + +"I wonder if that _would_ have done me good?" + +"It isn't too late to try. You haven't passed the age." + +"I dare say travelling about with you will have much the same effect," +said the Boy, suddenly become an imp again. "I think I'll just +'sample' that experiment first. But I _do_ want my bag." + +"Dash your bag! I'll lend you some night things out of the mule-pack. +The lost treasure is sure to turn up again, like all bad pennies, +to-morrow." + +We reached Orsières and roused the people of the inn with comparative +ease. They could give us accommodation, but the man of the house +looked dubious when he heard that a runner must at once be found to +search for a travelling bag, lost nobody knew where. + +"To-morrow morning, when it is light----" he began; but Boy cut him +short. "To-morrow morning may be too late. I will give five thousand +francs to whoever finds my bag, and brings it back with everything in +it undisturbed." + +The man opened his eyes wide, and I formed my lips into a silent +whistle. I thought the Boy exceedingly foolish to name such a reward, +when the bag and its gold fittings could not have been worth more than +a hundred pounds, and an offer of three hundred francs would have been +ample. What could the strange little person have in his precious bag, +which he valued as the immediate jewel of his soul? and why would he +not let me be the one to find it, thus keeping his five thousand +francs in his pocket! He "had his reasons," forsooth! However, it was +not my business. + +[Illustration: "LOOKING OUT OF THE WINDOW I SAW HIM IN +CONVERSATION".] + +It must have been after three o'clock by the time I fell asleep in a +queer little room where you had but to sit up in bed and stretch out +your arm to reach anything you wanted. I dreamed of journeying through +the night with the Boy, but I forgot his lost bag: nor when I waked in +full morning light, did I recall its tragic disappearance. I found +that it was nearly eight, and bounded out of bed, performing my toilet +with maimed rites, since baths were not _comme il faut_ at Orsières. + +"The kid will be asleep still, I'll bet," I said to myself; but looking +out of the window at that moment, I saw him in conversation with +Joseph, Innocentina, and--apparently--half the inhabitants of the +village. + +I hurried down, and learned that the bag--still a lost bag--had set +all Orsières on fire with excitement. The searchers had returned +empty-handed, having gone back as far as the Cantine de Proz; and on +the oath of Innocentina (more than one, alas!), the _rücksack_ and its +contents had been secure on the grey back of Souris when we passed the +Cantine. Desolate as was the Great St. Bernard at night, late as had +been the hour when the bag vanished, evidently someone had found and +gone off with it. Nevertheless, many young persons of both sexes were +eager to try their luck in a second quest. + +The Boy, who had been up for hours, had it in mind to wait at Orsières +until his treasure should be found, or hope abandoned; but I suggested +going on at once to Martigny. There, we could have handbills printed, +offering a large reward, and these could be distributed over the +country. The diligence drivers would help in the work, and we could +also advertise in a local paper. To this proposal the Little Pal +consented; and we started off again upon our way, a sadder if not a +wiser party. + +It was late afternoon when we straggled into Martigny. Now, our far +away Alpine Rome with its crumbling towers and castles, our remote +heights where a grey monastery was ever mirrored in the blue eye of +the mountain lake, seemed like phases of a dream. + +Friends of the Boy's (nameless to me, like all links with his outside +life) had stopped lately at the hotel where Molly, Jack, and I had +stayed; he therefore proposed to go to the same house, and this jumped +with my inclination: for the hotel had a cheerful and home-like +individuality which I liked. + +Pitying the Little Pal's distress, though I chaffed him for it, I +undertook the business of getting out the handbills I had suggested, +and arranging for an advertisement in a paper with a local +circulation. I had to visit the post-office, engaging in a long +discussion with the officials who controlled the diligence, and the +business occupied more than an hour. In mercy to Boy, I had not +delayed for any selfish attention to personal comfort, and tramping +back through an inch of white dust to the hotel, I was still as +travel-worn as on our arrival in the town, nearly two hours ago. I had +forbidden the tired child to accompany me, and by this time he would +no doubt be refreshed with a bath and a change of clothing, as, +fortunately, not all his personal belongings had been contained in the +ill-fated bag. He would be impatiently waiting for me at the hotel +door, perhaps; and I quickened my steps, in haste to give him details +of my doings. + +Entering the garden, I had to bound onto the grass, to escape being +run over by a pair of horses prancing round the curve, at my back. I +turned with a basilisk glare intended for the coachman, but instead +met the astonished gaze of the very last eyes I could possibly have +expected. My glare melted into a smile, but not one of my best, though +the eyes which called it forth were alluringly beautiful. + +"Contessa!" I exclaimed. "Is this you, or your astral body?" + +"Lord Lane!" the lovely lady-of-the-eyes responded. "But no, it is not +possible!" + +Just as I was about to protest that it was not only possible, but +certain, I caught sight of the Boy, in the doorway. As, at the +Contessa's word, the carriage came to a sudden halt, she reaching out +to me two little grey suede hands, the slim figure at the door drew +back a step, as if involuntarily; but there was no getting round it, +my Italian beauty had made Boy a present of my name, whether he wanted +it or not. + +[Illustration] + + + + +CHAPTER XV + +Enter the Contessa + + "She was the smallest lady alive, + Made in a piece of nature's madness, + Too small, almost, for the life and gladness + That over-filled her." + --ROBERT BROWNING. + + +Here was a case of Mahomet, _en route_ to pay his respects to the +Mountain, being met halfway by the object of his pilgrimage; though to +liken the Contessa di Ravello to a mountain is perhaps to brutalise a +poetic license. She is a fairy of a woman, a pocket Venus. Gaetà is +her name, and her sponsors in baptism must have been endowed with +prophetic souls, for she is the very spirit of irresponsible, +childlike gaiety. + +Not that she has a sense of humour. There is all the difference in the +world between a sense of humour and a sense of fun, and truth to tell, +the Contessa had no more humour than a frolicsome kitten. She had +always been in a frolic of some sort, when I had known her in Davos, +whither she had gone because she thought it would be "what you call a +lark"; and she was in a frolic now, judging by her merry laughter when +she saw me. + +Her great wine-brown eyes were laughing, her full, cupid-lips were +laughing, and more than all, the two deep, round dimples in the olive +cheeks were laughing. Even the little rings of black hair on her low +forehead seemed to quiver with mirth, as her head moved with quick, +bird-like gestures. She was dressed all in grey, and the cut-steel +buttons on her dress twinkled as if they too were in the joke. + +"Fancy meeting you here, of all places!" she said, in her pretty +English, lisping but correct. "It is a good gift from the saints. We +have had such stupid adventures, and we have been so bored." + +"We" were evidently the handsome, slightly moustached women of +thirty-five, and the thin, darkly dour man of fifty who were with the +Contessa in the carriage; and a moment later she had introduced me to +the Baron and Baronessa di Nivoli. I echoed the name with some +interest. "Have I the pleasure of meeting the inventor of the new +air-ship which is so much talked about?" I asked. + +"That is my brother Paolo," replied the Baron, unbending slightly. + +"He will join us later," added the Baronessa, with a quick look at the +pretty and rich little widow which betrayed to me a secret. She then +turned a dark, disapproving gaze upon me which told another, and I +could have laughed aloud. "They want to nobble my poor little Contessa +for brother-aëronaut, and they don't countenance chance meetings with +strange young men," I said to myself, greatly amused. "If they can see +through the dust, and suspect in me a possible rival for the absent, +they have sharp eyes, or keen imaginations, and I may be in for a +little fun." + +We were at the hotel door, and I was allowed to help the Contessa out, +though the elder lady preferred the aid of the concierge. For the +moment Gaetà had forgotten the claims of her companions, and +remembered only mine. It is a butterfly way of hers to forget easily, +and flutter with delight in a new corner of the garden, just because +it is new. + +"You are staying here? How nice!" she exclaimed, without giving me +time to answer. "We should have arrived last night, but we had an +accident to our carriage--a broken wheel. It was coming down from the +Hospice of St. Bernard, which we had been to visit--oh, not to please +_me_, do not think it. It was the Baron, here. In dim ages his people +and the saint were cousins, though the idea of a saint having cousins +seems actually sacrilegious, doesn't it? I do not love monks, I only +respect them, which is so disagreeable. But the Baron took us. _Dio +mio!_ I have no warm blood left. It was frozen up there. And then, +that our carriage should have broken down at a little place--the wrong +end of nowhere--Bourg St. Something! We had to stop all night. Fancy +me without my maid, who was to meet me here. I do not know if my dress +is not on wrong side before. Later, we all have to go on to Chamounix +and then to Aix-les-Bains. I've taken a villa there for a month. You +_must_ come and see me." + +Thus she chattered on as we entered the hotel, and then, suddenly, her +bright eyes fell upon the Boy, who had retired near the stairway. +There he stood, with a book in his hand, and an unwonted colour in his +brown cheeks, glowing red under the strange blue jewels of his eyes. + +"What a divine boy!" the Countess half whispered to me, not taking her +gaze from him. "He is exactly like a wonderful painting by some old +Master of my own dear country. What eyes! They are better and bigger +sapphires than any I own, though I've some famous ones. And how +strange they are--looking out of his brown face, from under such +black lashes, too. Oh, a picture, certainly. He is not like a modern, +every-day boy, at all. He can't be English, of that I'm sure, and +yet----" + +"He is American," I said, when she paused thoughtfully, the Boy at his +distance reading or pretending to read, as he stood. "But you are +right. He is very far from being an every-day boy." + +"You know him, then?" + +"We've been travelling companions for days, and have got to be +tremendous pals." + +"How old is he?" asked the Contessa, a deep glow of interest and +curiosity kindling in her warm brown eyes. + +"I don't know. He has talked freely about himself only once or twice, +though we've discussed together most other subjects under the sun." + +"How deliciously mysterious. Mysterious! yes, that's the word for him. +He has mysterious eyes; a mysterious face. There is a shadow upon it. +That is part of the fascination, is it not? I am sure he is +fascinating." + +"Extraordinarily so. I have never met anyone at all like him." + +"He might be a boy Tasso. But he has suffered; he is not a child any +more, though his face is smooth as mine. He must be eighteen or +nineteen?" + +"I should give him less, though he has read and thought a tremendous +lot for a boy." + +"Men are not judges of age, thank heaven. Women are. I _will_ have it +that your friend is nineteen. I should be too silly to take an +interest in him, were he less, if it were not motherly; and that +wouldn't be entertaining. You see, I am already twenty-two." + +"You look eighteen," I said; and it was true. Widow as she was, it was +not possible to think of the Contessa as a responsible, grown woman. + +"I told you that you were no judge of age. I was married at eighteen, +a widow at nineteen. _Dio mio!_ but it all seems a long time ago, +already! Lord Lane, you must introduce to me your friend the boy." + +Here was a dilemma, but I got out of it by telling the truth, which is +usually, in the end, the best policy, many wise opinions to the +contrary notwithstanding. "You will laugh," I said, "but I don't know +his name." + +"Not possible." + +"True, nevertheless, like most things that seem impossible; nor does +he know mine, unless he heard you speak it driving up to the hotel. He +was at the door." + +"Men are extraordinary! But, introduce him. You can manage somehow. +It's not his name I care for. It is those eyes. I shall invite him to +come and see me in Aix. Please bring him to me now. The Baron is +arranging about our rooms, and there is sure to be a misunderstanding +of some sort, as we had engaged for last night and did not come. The +Baronessa? Oh, never mind; she had better listen to her husband. She +is my friend, and is soon to be my guest, but she has got upon my +nerves to-day." + +Thus bidden, I could do no less than walk away down the hall to where +the Boy stood with his book, leaning against the baluster. + +"I've done all I could about the bag," I said. "The people in the +post-office seemed hopeful that the big reward would do the trick." + +"Thank you. You are very good," he returned. Something in his tone +made me look at him closely. There was a change in him, though for my +life I could not have told what it was or why it had come; there was +ice in his voice, though I had spent nearly two dusty, unwashed hours +in his service, while he refreshed himself at leisure. + +"I hope it will be all right," I went on, rather heavily. "Look here, +that pretty little fairy would like to know you. She's the Contessa di +Ravello. Come along and be introduced." + +The Boy flung up his head, his blue eyes flashing. "Why am I to be +dragged at her chariot wheels?" he demanded. + +"Oh, rot, my child. Don't put on airs. Men twice your age would snatch +at such a chance." + +"I can't tell what I may be capable of when I'm twice my age. It's +difficult enough to know myself now. But I know----" + +"Come on, do, like the dear Little Old Pal you really are," I cut in. +"You don't want to put me in a false position, do you? Besides, I'd +like particularly to get your opinion on the Contessa. I may have to +ask your advice about something connected with her, later." + +This fetched him, though with not too good a grace. "You don't know my +name," he said, with a return of impishness, as we walked together +towards the Contessa. + +"I think that you have the advantage of me in that way, now." + +"If you call it an advantage. I had a presentiment you weren't plain +mister, so I'm not surprised. You may tell your Countess that my name +is Laurence." + +"Christian name or 'Pagan' name?" + +"Make the Christian name Roy." + +In another moment I was introducing Mr. Roy Laurence to the Contessa +di Ravello; and as they stood eyeing each other, the fairy Gaetà +pulsing with coquetry through all her hot-blooded Italian veins, the +Boy aloof and critical, I was struck with the picture that the two +figures made. + +The Boy had three or four inches more of height than the Contessa, and +looked almost tall beside her, though I had thought of him as small. +Her round, dimpled face seemed no older than his oval brown one, in +this moment of his gravity, and the haughty air of a young prince +which he wore now, consciously or unconsciously, had a certain +provoking charm for a spoiled beauty used to conquest. The big blue +stars which lit his face expressed a resolve not to yield to any +blandishment, and this no doubt piqued Gaetà, before whom all the boys +and youths at Davos had gone down like grass before the scythe. Helen +Blantock came after she had left the place, otherwise she might have +had to fight for her rights as queen; but as it was, she had been +without rivals and probably had known few dangerous ones elsewhere. +Never had I seen her take as much real pains to be charming to a grown +man, as she took with this silent boy, during the few moments that her +friends spent in wrestling with the landlord. What lamps she lit in +the windows of her eyes, suddenly raising their curtains on dazzling +glances! What rosy flags she hung out in his honour, on dimpled +cheeks; what rich display of pearls and coral her cupid-mouth gave +him! but all in vain, so far as any change in his cold young face +showed. I had seen it warm for a gleam of light on the wing of a +swooping bird, or an effect of cloud-shadow on a mountain, as it would +not warm for this galaxy of bewitchments, and his quiet civility was +but a sharper pin-prick, I should fancy, to a woman's vanity. + +The little scene was not long in playing, however. Soon the Baronessa +swept to her friend's side, and bore her away, like a large steam-tug +making off against wind and tide with a dainty sailing yacht. + +Ignoring the subject of the lady; Boy began questioning me about the +business of the bag, thanking me again more cordially for what I had +done, when I had answered. + +"I must have a bath and change now," said I at last. "At what time +shall we dine?" + +"We? You will be dining with your new friend." + +"She's an old friend, if one counts by time of acquaintance, and +charming, as you've seen; still, we're rather tired perhaps, and not +up to dinner pitch. I'm not sure but we'd get on better alone +together, you and I." + +"I've taken a private sitting-room, and I'm going to dine there." + +"Will you have me with you?" + +"If you like." + +"It will be a good opportunity to get your advice." + +The Boy did not answer; but when we sat at table, and had talked for a +while of indifferent things, he said abruptly: "What were you going to +ask me?" + +"Your advice as to whether it would be well to fall in love with the +little Contessa." + +"Has she money?" + +"Hang it all, do you think I'm the kind of man to want a woman for her +money?" + +"I've known you about six days." + +"Don't hedge. Can't six days tell you as much as six years--such six +days as we've had?" + +"Yes. It's true. I would stake a good deal that you're not that kind +of man. I don't know why I said it. Something hateful made me. The +Contessa is very pretty. Could you--fall in love with her?" + +"It would be an interesting experiment to try." + +"If you think so, you must already have begun." + +"No, not yet. I assure you I have an open mind. But it's an odd +coincidence meeting her like this. I was making the fact that she has +a house at Monte Carlo an excuse for going down there--sooner or +later--as an end to my journey. Now, she is to be in Chamounix, and +she intends to invite us both, it seems, to visit her in +Aix-les-Bains, where she has taken a villa." + +The Boy looked at me suddenly, with a slight start. "She is going to +Chamounix?" + +"So she says." + +"And--she will invite you to visit her at her villa in Aix-les-Bains." + +"You, too. You said yesterday you wanted to go to Aix, as you had +never been; and we planned an expedition by the mule-path up Mont +Revard." + +"I know. But--but would you visit the Contessa?" + +"We might amuse ourselves. She would be well chaperoned, no doubt by +the Baronessa. There's a brother of the Baron's in the background. +Probably he'll turn up at Aix. Certainly he will if his relatives +have any control over his actions. He's no other, it turns out, than +Paolo di Nivoli, the young Italian whose airship invention has been +made a fuss about lately. It would be rather a joke to try and cut him +out with the Contessa--if one could." + +"Oh--cut him out." The Boy seemed thoughtful. "Though you aren't in +love with her?" + +"Yes." + +"I see." + +"Will you go if I do--that is, if she really asks us?" + +I expected him to flash out a refusal, but he brooded under a deep +shadow of eyelashes for a while, looking half cross, half mischievous, +and finally said: "I'll think it over." + +[Illustration] + + + + +CHAPTER XVI + +A Man from the Dark + + "Desperate, proud, fond, sick, . . . rejected by men." + --WALT WHITMAN. + + +As we drank our _café double_, tap, tap, came at the door; a message +from the Contessa di Ravello asking if we would not take coffee with +her and her friends in their private sitting-room. + +I would have preferred to finish my talk with the Little Pal, which +had reached an entertaining point in the announcement that he seemed +to know me less well since he had heard my name--that names, and past +histories, and circumstances were barriers between lives. But the Boy, +reluctant a short time ago to be drawn into the Contessa's society, +was now apparently willing to give up the tête-à-tête. + +We left our coffee, and went to drink the Contessa's, which reached +our lips chilled by the silent enmity of her friends. But, whether +because their example had been a warning, or because he had suffered a +"change, into something new and strange," the Boy was no longer a wet +blanket. He did not show the self which I had learned to know in some +of its phases, but he was shyly conciliatory with the Contessa, the +blue eyes hinting that, if she were persistent, his admiration might +be won. Still, he often answered in monosyllables or briefly, when she +spoke to him, a smile curving his short upper lip. I could not +understand what his manner meant, nor, I am sure, could she; but she +was evidently bent on solving the puzzle. + +"Do you play tennis?" she asked him. + +"Yes." + +"Ah, so do I, and well, too, though I'm not English. Lord Lane will +tell you that. And you dance, I know." + +"Yes." + +"You love it? I do." + +"I used to." + +"That sounds as if you were a hundred, instead of--nineteen, is it +not?" + +"I'm not quite ninety-nine." + +"I should like to dance with you. We are the right size for each other +in the dance, are we not?" + +"I'd try not to disappoint you." + +"Oh, we must have a dance. You love music, I know. One sees it by your +eyes. Once, when I asked Lord Lane if he sang or played, he said that +he 'had no drawing-room tricks.' Rude of him, _n'est-ce pas_? But you? +Is it that you play?" + +"The violin will talk for me, if I coax it." + +"Ah, I was sure. We are going to be congenial. But the singing? I see +by your face that you sing, though you won't say so. Here is a piano. +I will accompany you, if you like, and if we know the same things. +Perhaps our voices would be well together." + +I was surprised to see the Boy get up and go to the piano. "I will +sing if you like; but I accompany myself, always," he said. "I don't +sing things that many people know." + +For a moment he sat at the piano, as if thinking. Then he, who had +never told me that he sang, never even spoken of singing, turned into +a young angel, and gripped my heart with a voice as strangely +haunting as his eyes and his little brown face. Had he been a girl, I +suppose his voice would have been called a deep contralto. As he was a +boy--I do not know how to classify it. + +I can say only that, while the mellow music rippled from his parted +lips, it seemed as if the gates of Paradise had fallen ajar. He sang +an old ballad that I had never heard. It was all about "Douglas +Gordon," whose story flowed with the tide of a plaintive accompaniment +which I think he must have arranged himself: for somehow, it was like +him. All the sadness, all the sweetness in this sweet, sad, old world +seemed concentrated in the Boy's angel voice, and listening, I was +Douglas Gordon, and he was putting my life-sorrow into words. He took +my heart and broke it, yet I would not have had him stop. Then, +suddenly, he did stop, and the Contessa was in tears. "Bravo! bravo!" +she cried, diamonds raining over two spasmodic dimples. "Again; +something else." + +He sang Christina Rossetti's "Perchance you may remember, perchance +you may forget," and the thrill of it was in the marrow of my bones. I +had scarcely known before what music could do with me, and the voice +of the little Gaetà, following the song, jarred on my ears as she +praised the Boy, and pleaded for more. + +"I can't sing again to-night," said he. "I'm sorry, but I can sing +only when I feel in the mood." + +"But you will come with Lord Lane, and stay at my villa, which I have +taken at Aix--yes, if only for a few days? The Baron and Baronessa +will be with me, too. You are going that way. Lord Lane has told me. +Will you come?" + +"Is he coming?" + +"Lord Lane, tell him that you are." + +"You are very good, Contessa----" + +"There! You hear, it is settled." + +"If--Lord Lane makes you a visit, I will also, as you are kind enough +to want me." + +Afterwards, when we had bidden the Contessa and her guardian dragons +good-night, and it was arranged that we were to stay over to-morrow, +on account of the lost bag, I said to the Boy on the way upstairs, +"You've made a conquest of the Contessa." + +He blushed furiously, looked angry, and then burst out laughing. "Are +you jealous?" he asked. + +"I ought to be." + +"But are you?" + +"I haven't had time to analyse my emotions. Why did you never tell me +you sang?" + +"I wasn't ready--till to-night. Now--I sang for you." + +"I thought it was for the Contessa." + +"Did you? Well"--with sudden crossness--"you may go on thinking so, if +you like. Can she sing?" + +"Rather well." + +"As--better than I can?" + +"You must judge for yourself when you hear her." + +"You might tell me. But no! I don't want you to, now. It's spoiled. +Good-night." + +"Good-night. Dream of your conquest." + +"Probably she's only trying to--to bring you to the point, by being +nice to me. I wonder if you care?" + +I would not give the little wretch any satisfaction. I merely +laughed, and an odd blue light flashed in his eyes. He was making up +his mind to something, for the life of me I could not tell what. + +The Contessa and her satellites should have gone on to Chamounix next +day, but Gaetà frankly announced her intention of waiting, so that we +might make the journey together. They were driving over the Tête +Noire, and we would go afoot, to be sure; still, said she, we could +keep more or less together, exchanging impressions from time to time, +and lunching at the same place. She made me promise, as a reward to +her for this delay, that the Boy and I would not take the way of the +Col de Balme, by which no carriage could pass. If we did this, our +party and hers must part company early in the day, and she would be +left to the tender mercies of the Baron and Baronessa for many a +_triste_ hour. + +"But why should you be imposed upon by them, if they don't amuse you?" +I ventured to ask; for Gaetà was so frank about her affairs that one +was sometimes led inadvertently to take liberties. + +"Oh, it was the brother who amused me, and he amuses me still," +replied she, with a _moue_, and a shrug of her pretty shoulders. "At +least, I don't _think_ I shall be tired of him, when I see him again. +He is a whirlwind; he carries a woman off her feet, before she knows +what is happening, and we like that in a man, we Italians. We adore +temperament. I was nice to the Baron and Baronessa for Paolo's sake. +He had to go away from Milan, which is my real home, you know--(if I +have a home anywhere)--to have a medal for his air-ship, and many +honours and dinners given him in Paris; so, without stopping to think, +I invited the Baron and Baronessa to visit me in Aix. Then they +suggested that we should have a little tour first; and we are having +it--_Dio mio_, so much the worse for me, till I met you! And now they +make me feel like a naughty child." + +"Will Paolo come also to the villa?" I asked, smiling. + +"He has engagements to last a fortnight still. Perhaps afterwards he +may run out to Aix." + +The Boy's face fell when I told him that I had promised the Contessa +to walk along the highroad, over the Tête Noire. + +"Innocentina and I----" he began. Then his eyes wandered to Gaetà, who +stood with her friends at the other end of the hail. She was looking +extremely pretty, and chose that instant to throw a quick glance at +me, demanding sympathy for some _ennui_ or other caused by the +Baronessa. "Oh, very well," he finished, "it doesn't matter." + +He was in suspense all day about his mysteriously important bag. +Though handbills had been hastily printed and scattered over the +country, there was no certainty as to when we should hear or whether +we should hear at all. Late in the evening, however, as we were +finishing dinner in the _salle-à-manger_, at the same table with Gaetà +and her friends, a message came that a man desired to see the young +monsieur who had advertised for a lost bag. + +The Boy excused himself, and jumped up. I should have liked to go with +him, but courtesy to the ladies forbade, and I sat still, feeling +guilty of disloyalty somehow, nevertheless, because of a look he threw +me. It seemed to say, "We were such friends, but a woman has come +between. My affairs are nothing to you now." + +I had thought that he would be back in time for coffee, but he did +not appear, and the curiosity of Gaetà, who had been restless since +the Boy's departure, could no longer be kept within bounds. "Do go and +see if he has got that wonderful bag," she said. "He might come to +tell us!" + +I obeyed, nothing loth, but only to learn from the concierge that the +young gentleman had gone away with the man who had called. + +"Did he leave no message?" I asked. + +"No, Monsieur. He talked with the man here in the hall for a few +minutes; then he ran upstairs and soon came down again with a cap and +coat. Immediately after, he and the man went out together." + +"What sort of man was he?" + +"An Italian, Monsieur; a very rough-looking peasant-fellow of middle +age, poorly dressed in his working clothes. I have never seen him +before." + +I did not like this description, nor the news the concierge had given. +It was nine o'clock, and very dark, for it had begun to rain towards +evening, and a monotonous drip, drip mingled with the plash of the +fountain in the garden. Grim fancies came knocking at the door of my +brain. It was a mad thing for a boy, little more than a child, to go +out alone in the night with a stranger, a "rough-looking +peasant-fellow," who pretended to know something of the vanished bag; +to go out, leaving no word of his intentions, nor the direction he +would take. As like as not, the man was a villain who scented rich +prey in a tourist offering a reward of five thousand francs for a lost +piece of luggage. + +As I thought of the brave, innocent little comrade walking +unsuspectingly into some trap from which I could have saved him had I +been by his side, a sensation of physical sickness came over me. + +"How long is it since they went out?" I asked quickly. + +"Ten minutes, at most, Monsieur." + +I could have shaken the concierge's hand for this good news, for there +was hope of catching them up. I was in dinner jacket and pumps, but I +did not wait to make a dash upstairs for hat or coat. I borrowed the +blue, gold-handed cap of the concierge, not caring two pence for my +comical appearance, which would have sent Gaetà into peals of silver +laughter, and out into the rain I went, turning up the collar of my +jacket. + +I had forgotten the Contessa, and my promise to return immediately +with tidings from the front. All I thought of was, which direction +should I take to find the Boy. Ought I to turn towards the town or +away from it? + +Before I reached the garden gate, not many metres from the door, I had +decided to try the town way; and lest I should be doing the wrong +thing and have to rectify my mistake later, I ran as a lamplighter is +popularly supposed to run, but doesn't and never did. + +The Boy and his companion would be walking, and, if I were on the +right track, I was almost sure to catch them up sooner or later at +this pace, before they could reach the town and turn off into some +side street. + +I had not been galloping along through the fresh, grey mud for three +hundred metres when I saw two figures moving slowly a few paces ahead. +One was small and slender, the other of middle height and strongly +built. + +"Boy, is that you?" I shouted. + +The slim figure turned, and I mumbled a "Thank goodness!" + +"Little wretch!" I exclaimed heartily, as I joined the couple ahead. +"How could you go off alone like this with a stranger, perhaps a +ruffian (he looks it), without leaving any word for me? You deserve to +be shaken." + +"You wouldn't say he looked a ruffian, if you could see his face. I'm +sure he's honest. And as for sending word, I didn't care to disturb +you and--your Contessa." + +"Hang the--no, of course, I don't mean that. Luckily I was in time to +catch you, and----" + +"Did the Contessa send you after me, or did----" + +"She doesn't know what's become of you. There was no time for +politenesses. You gave me some bad moments, little brute. Now, tell me +what you're about." + +He explained that the peasant (who understood no word of English) was +an Italian who had come to Martigny to find work as a road mender, +that he had been taken ill and lost his job; that he had tramped back +over the St. Bernard to Aosta, near which place he had once lived; +that the work he had heard of there was already given to another; and +that, walking back to rejoin his family near Martigny, he had found +the bag on the Pass. He had brought it home, and had only just learned +the address of the owner, as set forth in the handbills. + +"Why didn't he bring the bag to you, and claim the reward?" I asked. + +"It is at the house of the priest, and the priest has been away all +day, visiting a relative in the country somewhere, who is ill, so this +man, Andriolo Stefani, couldn't get the bag. But he came to tell me +that it was found, and where it was." + +"And he pretends to be guiding you to the house of the priest now?" + +"No. I'm going to his house--or rather, the room where he and his wife +and children live." + +"For goodness' sake, why?" + +"Because he's refused to accept the reward for finding the bag." + +"By Jove, he must have some deep game. What reason did he give, and +what excuse did he make, for dragging you off to his lair? It sounds +as if he meant to try and kidnap you for a ransom--(these things do +happen, you know)--and there are probably others in it besides +himself. I don't believe in the priest, nor the wife and children, nor +even in his having found the bag." + +"He didn't ask me to go to his house. When I spoke of the reward, he +said that he couldn't take it, and though I questioned him, would not +tell me why, but was evidently distressed and unhappy. Finally he +admitted that it was his wife who would not allow him to accept a +reward. She had made him promise that he wouldn't. Then I said that +I'd like to talk to her, and might I go with him to his house. He +tried to make excuses; he had no house, only one room, not fit for me +to visit; and the place was a long way off, outside Martigny Bourg; +but I insisted, so at last he gave in. Now, do you still think he's +the leader of a band of kidnappers?" + +"I don't know what to think. There's evidently something queer. I'll +talk to him." + +During our hurried conversation, the man had walked on a few steps in +advance. I called him back, speaking in Italian. He came at once, and +now that we were in the town, where here and there a blur of light +made darkness visible, I could see his face distinctly. I had to +confess to myself at first glance that it was not the face of a +cunning villain,--this worn, weather-beaten countenance, with its +hollowed cheeks, and the sad dark eyes, out of which seemed to look +all the sorrows of the world. + +He had found the bag night before last, he said, between the Cantine +de Proz and Bourg St. Pierre. It had been lying in the road, in the +_rücksack_, and he judged by the strap that it had been attached to +the back of a man, or a mule. While I questioned him further, trying +to get some details of description not given in the handbills, he +paused. "There is the priest's house," he said. "There is a light in +the window now. Perhaps he has come back." + +"We will stop and ask for the bag," said I, watching the face of the +man. It did not blench, and I began to wonder if, after all, he might +not be honest. + +The priest, a delightful, white-haired old fellow, himself of the +peasant class, had returned, and from a locked cupboard in his bare +little dining-room study produced the much talked of bag, in its +_rücksack_. + +The Boy sprang at it eagerly. So secure had he believed it to be on +the grey donkey's back, that he had not been in the habit of taking +out the key. It was still in the lock, and, the bag standing on the +priest's dinner table, the Boy opened it with visible excitement. Then +he dived down into the contents, without bringing them into sight, and +a bright colour flamed in his cheeks. "Everything is safe," he said, +with a long sigh of relief. "I'm thankful." + +He turned to the priest, speaking in French--and his French was very +good. "I have offered a large reward to the finder of this bag. But +the man will not have it. Can you tell me why, _mon père_?" + +"I cannot tell you, Monsieur. Doubtless he has a reason which seems to +him good," answered the priest, who evidently knew that reason, but +was pledged not to tell. "He and his family have not been in my parish +long, but I believe them to be worthy people. I have been trying to +get work for Andriolo, since he has been well again, and able to +undertake it, but so far I have not been fortunate." + +The Boy took a handful of gold from his pocket. "For the poor of your +parish, _mon père_, if you will be good enough to accept it for them," +said he, with great charm and simplicity of manner. The old priest +flushed with pleasure, saying that he had many poor, and was +constantly distressed because he could do so little. This would be a +Godsend. I glanced at the Italian, and saw that his weary, dark eyes +were fixed with a passionate wistfulness upon the gold. This look, his +whole appearance, bespoke poverty, yet he had deliberately refused +five thousand francs, a fortune to most men of his condition. Now that +he was vouched for by the priest, extreme curiosity took the place of +suspicion in my mind. + +I hid the blue cap of the concierge behind my back, in the priest's +house, but the Boy saw it, and saw that I was drenched with rain. I +must have been a figure for laughter, but he did not laugh. "You see, +I was in a hurry," I excused myself, under a long, comprehending gaze +of his. "It's your fault if I look an ass." + +"You didn't stop even to go and get a hat," he said. "You came out in +the rain just as you were, and you ran--I heard you running, behind +me. But--but of course it's because you're kind-hearted. You would +have done just the same for anybody. For--the Contessa----" + +"Not for the Baronessa, anyhow," said I. "I should have stopped for a +mackintosh and even goloshes, had her safety been hanging in the +balance." + +Then we both laughed, and Stefani, who by this time was showing us +the way through the rain to his own home, looked over his shoulder, +surprised and self-conscious, as if he feared that we were laughing at +him. + +On the outskirts of straggling Martigny Bourg, he stopped before a +gloomy, grey stone house with four rows of closed wooden shutters, +which meant four floors of packed humanity. Even Martigny has its +tenements for poor workers, or those who would be workers if they +could, and this was one of them. + +We followed Andriolo Stefani up four flights of narrow stone stairs, +picking our way by testing each step with a cautious foot, since light +there was none. Arrived at the top floor, we groped along a passage to +the back of the house, and our guide opened a door. There was a yellow +haze, which meant one candle-flame fighting for its life in the dark, +and we waited outside, while the Italian spoke for a moment to someone +we could not see. There came a note of protest in a woman's voice, but +the man's beat it down with some argument, and then Stefani returned +to ask us in. + +Two women sat in a room almost bare of furniture, and both tried to +rise on our entrance; but one, who was young as years go, had her lap +full of little worn shoes, and the other, who looked older than the +allotted span, was nursing a wailing baby, half undressed. + +I found myself strangely embarrassed with the coarse guilt of +intrusion. I was suddenly oppressed with self-conscious awkwardness, +wishing myself anywhere else, and not knowing what to do or say. In +all probability I looked haughty and disagreeable, though I felt +humble as a worm. How the Boy felt I have no means of knowing; I can +only tell how he acted. One would have thought that he had known these +poor people all his life. I lingered near the door, taking notes of +the sad picture; the two rough wooden boxes, in which slept three +little dark children, all apparently of exactly the same size; the +mattress on the floor near by for the parents; the open door leading +into a dark garret, where, no doubt, the grandmother crept to sleep; +the shelves on the wall, bare save for a few dishes of peasant-made +pottery; the pile of dried mud on the tiled floor, which the young +mother had been carefully scraping with a knife from the little worn +boots in her lap; the rickety, uncovered table, with a bunch of +endives on a plate, and a candle guttering in a bottle. This was the +picture, redeemed from squalor only by the lithograph of the Virgin on +the wall, draped with fresh wild flowers, and its perfect cleanliness; +this was the home of the supposed "kidnapper," the man who had refused +to accept five thousand francs as a reward. + +While I stood, stiff and uncomfortable, the Boy went forward quickly, +begging the two women not to rise. "Poor, dear little baby!" he said +in Italian, looking down at the dark scrap of humanity in the +grandmother's arms. "She is ill, isn't she?" + +Now, how did he know that the creature was a "she"? If it were a +guess, it was a lucky one, for both women replied together that the +little girl had been ailing since yesterday. They could not tell what +was the matter. They had hoped that she would be better to-day, but +instead, she seemed worse; and with this, a glittering film which had +been overspreading the mother's eyes, suddenly dissolved into silently +falling rain. There were no sobs, no gaspings from this tired woman, +too used to sorrow to rail against it, yet it was plain to see that +her heart was breaking. Still, life must go on: and so, while she +grieved for a little one she feared to lose, she cleaned the boots of +those she hoped to keep. + +"Have you called a doctor for her?" asked the Boy. + +"The good priest is half a doctor. He came to see the _bambina_." + +"What did he say?" + +"Oh, Signor, we cannot give her all the things he said she should +have, nor can he help us to them, for he has much to do for others, +and little to do it with." + +"Yet you would not let your husband take the reward I offered for +finding my bag. He is out of work, and you are poor; you have four +children to feed, and one of them is ill. Why will you not have the +money? I have come to ask you that. You see, I _want_ you to have it, +for the bag is worth all I've offered and even more to me." + +"Ah, Signor, how can I tell you? It was to save my baby I refused." + +"Please tell. You need not mind saying anything to me--or to my +friend. We are interested and want to help you." + +Now the young woman's tears were falling fast, but silently still, as +if she knew that her heart-break was unimportant in the great scheme +of things, and she wished to make no noise about it. Her lips moved, +but no words came. + +"She will not speak against me," Stefani said suddenly, "nor will my +poor mother. But I will tell you the story. I meant to steal your bag, +and sell the gold things and all the valuables that were in it. It was +a great temptation, for we had scarce a penny left, and there was no +work anywhere. I was tired, tired all through to my heart, Signor, +that night on the Pass, and then I found the bag. I brought it home, +and charged Emilia and my mother to say nothing to anyone outside. The +children were at school, so they did not see, or they might have +lisped out something, and set people talking. The two women begged me +to give up the bag, and try for a reward in case one should be +offered, but I was desperate. I said that the gold was worth more than +anything that would be offered--the gold, and some jewelry in a little +box. I knew a man who would buy of me, and I had gone out to find him +yesterday, when, as if Heaven had sent a curse upon us for my sin, the +_bambina_ was struck down with this illness--a terrible aching of her +little head, and a fever. When I came home to take away the things out +of the bag, my wife begged me on her knees, for the child's sake, to +change my mind; and at last I did, for who can hold out against the +prayers of those he loves? + +"Quickly, lest I should repent, I carried the bag to our priest, and +told him all. He thought as a penance for the sin which had been in my +heart, I should take no reward if it were offered, though he did not +lay this upon me as a command. Emilia was with him, for, said she, Our +Lady will save the baby if we make this great sacrifice. Now you know +all the truth." + +"And I know that you are good people--better than I would have been in +your places--better than anyone I know. There's no credit in keeping +straight if one's not tempted to go wrong, is there? I won't offend +you by begging that you'll take the reward. I offer you no reward, but +I am going to give your children a present, and you are to use it for +the comfort of your family. I have enough with me, because, you see, I +had to get something ready to-day, in case the reward had to be paid. +Now, it isn't needed for that, so I can use it in this other way. And +you have done all that is right, and you would hurt me very much if +you refused to let me do what I wish. It is always wrong to hurt +people, you know. And you must send me word early to-morrow morning +before I go, whether the baby is better. I feel sure, somehow, that +she will be." + +Then a roll of notes was thrust into one of the little boots, still +caked with mud, which the mother kept mechanically in her hand. There +was a pat on the shoulder, too, and an instant later the Boy's arm was +hooked into mine; I was whisked away with him in as rapid a flight as +if he had been a thief, and not a benefactor. + +"How much did you give them, young Santa Claus?" I asked, when he had +me out in the rain again. + +"About one thousand three hundred dollars. I can't stop to calculate +it for you in pounds or francs. I'm too excited. Oh, how wet you are, +poor Man! And all for me! But wasn't it splendid! And I just know that +baby'll be better to-morrow. You see if she isn't." + +She was. The news was brought to us early in the morning by a poor man +half out of his wits with joy and gratitude. + +[Illustration] + + + + +CHAPTER XVII + +The Little Game of Flirtation + + "To take your lovers on the road with you, for all that you + leave them behind you." + --WALT WHITMAN. + + +The Contessa had to be pacified, but she adored romance, and she was +pleased to say that the story of the bag, lost and found, which I--not +the Boy--told her, came under that category. She was in the best of +tempers for a day of travelling, and saw us off, before her friends +were dressed and ready to begin their drive to Chamounix. + +"They are taking as long as they can, on purpose," she whispered to +me, with the air of a naughty child planning mischief behind the backs +of its elders. "Anything to keep me to themselves and away from you! +But you are walking, and the way is uphill for a very long time, so +the hotel people say. We shall catch you up, and just to spite the Di +Nivolis, if nothing more, I shall beg first one of you, then the +other, to let me give you a lift. Neither of you must refuse, or I +shall cry, and no man has ever made me cry yet." + +"I'm sure no man ever will," I answered promptly. + +"And no boy?" she asked, with a long-lashed glance at my companion, +who had given no answer save a smile. + +"I wonder how you would look when you cried, Contessa?" was the only +reply the little wretch deigned, but instead of offending, it appeared +to amuse her. She watched our cavalcade out of the hotel garden (the +_rücksack_ once more on Souris' faithless back), and the silver bells +of her laughter lightly rang us down the road. + +Again we had to pass through Martigny Bourg, and presently, turning +aside from the road which had led me to the Grand St. Bernard, we took +the way on the right, almost at once feeling the rise of the hill. +Steeper and steeper it grew, and warmer and warmer we, though the day +was young. Often we were glad of the excuse the view gave us to stop +and look back, down into the wide bowl of the Rhone Valley, with a +heat-haze of quivering blue, creating an effect of great distance, +like a "gauze drop" on the stage. + +Surely this was the longest lull on earth, and when we reached the +top--if we ever did--we should find that we had been climbing Jack's +Beanstalk, coming out into a different world! Up and up we dragged for +hours, the Boy determined not to take to donkey-back, despite the +protestations of Innocentina, emphatic, but slightly modified by +constant association with the man she was engaged in converting. + +Sometimes we were ministered to by small maidens, with marvellously +neat, sleek hair, who sprang up under our eyes, apparently from +rabbit-holes, their arms hooked into the handles of big fruit baskets +which might easily have been their bathtubs or cradles. If we seemed +inclined to turn away with an expressionless gaze, the little +creatures forged after us with a determined trot, laid back with tiny +brown hands the dainty white napkin hiding the basket's contents, and +tempted us with purple plums or mellow pears. In the end, we +invariably succumbed to these wiles, even when we had sickened at the +thought of fruit, and were obliged surreptitiously to hide our +purchases by the wayside, when the sturdy young vendors' backs were +turned. + +We carried our panamas in our hands, and the Boy's short chestnut +curls clung to his forehead in damp rings, making him look absurdly +childish. I wondered at myself for discussing with eager interest, as +I often did, so many of life's unanswerable questions with such a slip +of boyhood. Still, I knew that I should often do it again, while we +remained together, and that he would know how to measure wits with +mine, to my disadvantage, compelling always my respect for his +opinions, unless he happened to be in an inconsequential or impish +mood. + +After a long climb, we called a halt at the most attractive of several +little wayside châlets we had passed. Each was thoughtfully provided +with an awning or wooden roof stretching across the road to give shade +to travellers, who were lured to pause by bottles of bright-coloured +syrups, wine, and beer displayed on flower-decked tables. Our chosen +châlet made a specialty of milk, and a view. There was a rough balcony +at the back, built over a sheer precipice, and far beneath, the Rhone +Valley spread itself for our eyes. We sat resting, with glasses of +rich yellow milk in our hands, when a voice under the road-shelter in +front roused us from reverie. It was the Contessa greeting Joseph and +Innocentina, who were reposing on a bench in the delicious shade. + +"I was just thinking it was rather queer they hadn't caught us up," I +said, rising; and then I asked myself why I had said it; for, when I +came to cross-question my own thoughts, they had to own up that the +Contessa had not been in them. + +"Oh, it was the Contessa you were thinking of, then, when you sat +looking as if you were a thousand miles away, and had left your body +behind to keep your place?" said the Boy, jumping up quickly. "Well, +here she is; your mind may be at ease." + +We returned to the front of the house, through the neat, bare +"living-room," the Boy a step or two ahead of me, as if anxious to +greet the new arrivals. Off came his hat, and he stood leaning against +the carriage, looking up into the warm brown eyes of Gaetà, which were +warmer and brighter than ever because of this sudden show of devotion. + +Had the magnetism of her coquetry fired him? I wondered, it would be +strange if it were not so, for she was beautiful, and her manner +flattering to a boy so young. Somehow, my spirits were dashed at the +thought that my companion's last words to me might be explained by +jealousy of an older man with a pretty woman. It would be hard if it +were to come to this between us. Though I had talked of going to see +her in Monte Carlo, the butterfly Contessa was no more to me than a +delicate pastel on someone else's wall, or a gay refrain, which charms +the ear without haunting the memory. I would not interfere with the +Boy; if he chose to encourage Gaetà to flirt with him, he need not +fear me; but I had liked to think he valued my comradeship. Now, a +fancy for this child-woman would rob me of him. Instead of being +piqued by the Contessa's growing preference for the Boy, as I ought +to have been by all the rules of the game of flirtation, I was +conscious of anger against her as an intruder. + +This feeling increased almost to sulkiness when the Boy was invited to +take a seat in the carriage beside the gloomy Baron, and accepted +promptly. + +The driving party had been delayed a long time in starting, Gaetà +explained, making large eyes which blamed her friends for everything; +and the driver had brought his horses slowly, oh, so slowly, up the +long hill, the stupid fellow. But now the carriage flashed ahead, and +I was left to tramp on alone, while the Contessa and the Boy flirted, +and Joseph and Innocentina bickered, all alike unmindful of me. + +We lunched at the Col de Forclaz, where the hill, tired of going up, +ran down to another valley. There was a godlike assemblage of +mountains, white and blue, mountains as far as the eye could reach, +and I had a thought or two which I would have liked to exchange for +some of the Boy's. But if he had ever really had any thoughts, save +for the fun of the moment, he had the air of forgetting them all for +Gaetà. When, in a tone of unenthusiastic politeness, she asked if I +would not take my friend's place in the carriage for a while when we +started on again, out of pure spite against the little wretch who had +dropped me for her I said that I would. + +I could not see the Boy's face, to make sure if he were disappointed, +but I hoped it. As for myself, I would fain have walked. In a scene of +such exalted beauty, Gaetà's little quips and quirks struck a wrong +note. Sitting with my back to the horses, I could see the Boy walking +on behind, his face raised mountain-ward and sky-ward, and I longed to +know of what he was thinking, for evidently he had left his +aggravating, "awfully-jolly-don't-you-know" mood in the carriage with +the Contessa. + +[Illustration: "SITTING WITH MY BACK TO THE HORSES."] + +The Baron and his wife disputed volubly about the date of one of +Paolo's grand dinners in Paris; Gaetà yawned, and I was stricken with +dumbness. I could think of nothing to say which she would think worth +hearing. Soon, the tremendously steep descent into the valley gave me +the best of excuses to jump down and relieve the horses, which the +coachman was leading. Somehow, I don't quite know how, I fell back a +good distance behind the carriage, and then I found myself so near the +Boy, who had been slowly following, that it would have been rude not +to join him. After all, we had no quarrel, yet oddly enough we could +not take up the thread of our intercourse exactly where it had been +broken off. There seemed to be a knot or a tangle in it, which would +have to be smoothed out. + +It was a wholly irrelevant incident which untied the knot, and left us +as we had been, though there was no reason for it but a laugh which we +had together. + +The thing came about in this wise. We arrived at a small hotel which +boasted a garden, and was famous as a view-point. From the door a +carriage containing a man was about to drive away. The man was +approaching middle age, and had an air of quiet self-reliance which +redeemed him from insignificance. He was plainly dressed, in clothes +which were not new, and altogether he did not appear to be a personage +who, from the hotel-keeper's point of view, would be of supreme +importance. Yet the landlord and another besieged the quiet man with +compliments and pleadings, to which he did not seem inclined to +listen. Bowing gravely, he told his coachman to drive on, and in a +moment had passed us as we stood in the road. + +But when he had gone, the landlord and his assistant still had no eyes +for us. "Mark my words," exclaimed the former, in a tone of anguish, +"we shall lose our star." + +Were they astrologers, that they should fear this fate? + +Our curiosity was excited, and seeing a head-waiterly person, who wore +a mien between awe and stifled amusement, I called for beer which I +did not wish to drink. It was served on a table in the shady garden, +and I enquired if the carriage just out of sight had contained a +troublesome guest. + +"Troublesome is not the word, Monsieur," replied the waiter. "But a +thing has happened. That gentleman whom you saw, arrived a few days +ago, giving the name of Karl. He took the cheapest room in the house; +he drank one of the cheapest wines, having satisfied himself that the +price was within his means. To-day, he said that he was leaving, and +asked for his bill. When it was made out, the wine came to a franc +more than he thought it ought. 'I do not complain,' said he to our +_patron_; 'if that is the price of the wine, I will pay, but I was +told at the table it was less. I do not consider the wine good enough +for the price.' This vexed the _patron_, because one does not think +the more of a person who haggles over a franc, especially if that +person has studied cheapness in all ways during his visit. Perhaps the +_patron_ spoke somewhat irritably, for he did not care whether the +monsieur ever came back to his house or not. Then the monsieur paid +the bill, without another word, and was going away, when a German +gentleman, who had been sitting here in the garden, said to the +_patron_: 'Do you know who that is?' No,' replied our _patron_, 'I do +not know, nor do I care.' 'It is Baedeker,' said the gentleman. This +was terrible; and the patron flew to correct the little mistake about +the wine, with a thousand apologies; but the monsieur would not have +his money back, and you saw him drive away. Now, it is possible that +our hotel will no longer keep its star, and that would be no less than +a catastrophe." + +Evidently, what his cherished peacock-feather is to a Chinese +mandarin, that is a Baedeker star to a hotel-keeper; and the Boy and I +were so tickled at the little tragi-comedy that we forgot, as we +walked on side by side, that we had been upon official terms only. + +Again we were struck by the extraordinary individuality which +differentiates one valley or mountain-pass from another. We had seen +nothing like this; nothing, perhaps, so purely beautiful. One could +not imagine that winter snow and ice could still the pulse of summer +here. It was as if we wandered from one green glade to another in +fairyland, where all the little people who owned the magic land had +turned themselves hurriedly into strangely delicate ferns and +bluebells to watch us, laughing, as we went by. + +The village of Trient lay in deep shadow when we reached it, and found +the others waiting for us in the carriage in front of the chief hotel; +but there was no gloom in the shadow; it was only a deeper shade of +green, with a hint of transparent blue streaked across it. Another +remote, dream-village on the long list of places where I really +_must_ stay for a lazy summer month--when I have time! The list was +growing long now, almost worryingly long, and the Boy felt it so, too, +for he also had a list, and strange to say, it was much the same as +mine. + +We had tea, and were vaguely surprised to see a number of people of +our own kind, most of them English and American, engaged in the same +occupation, and evidently at home in the place. Trient was on their +list as well as ours, and now, if they liked, they could cross it off, +and begin with the next place. + +The Contessa thought the Boy looked tired, and urged him to drive +again, but though his manner was still flirtatious he found an excuse +to keep to his feet. He was not really tired, not a bit; how could one +be tired in so much beauty? The poor horses were fagged though, for +the carriage was heavy; he would not add to its weight. + +"You _are_ getting rather white about the gills," I said to him when +the driving party had once more left us behind. "Why didn't you take +up your flirtation where you left it off, like a serial story to be +'continued in your next'? Your weight is nothing." + +"It wasn't that, really," replied the Boy. + +"What, then?" + +"Do you remember why I wanted to come over the Tête Noire?" + +"To have the sensation of Mont Blanc suddenly bursting upon you." + +"Well, I--to tell the truth, I had a whim--just a whim, and nothing +more--to be with you and not with the Contessa when the time for that +sensation should come." + +My heart warmed; but perhaps I was flattering myself unduly. "You +were afraid that her fascinations might overpower those of Mont Blanc, +I suppose, whereas I am a mere stock or stone?" + +"That's one way of putting it," replied he calmly. But when the +sensation did come, he caught my arm, with a quick-drawn breath, and +no word following. + +Our worship of other mountains had been a serving of false gods. There +was the one White Truth, dwarfing all else into insignificance; not a +mere mountain, but a world of snow sailing moon-like in full sky. It +was, indeed, as if the moon, gleaming white and bathed in radiance, +had come to pay Earth a visit. Surely it would not stay; surely it was +a secret that she had come, and we had found it out, just when this +great dark rock-door through which we looked, opened by accident to +show the sight. But if it were a secret, there was no fear that we +would ever tell it, for it soared beyond words. + +The first glimpse gave this impression; afterwards we could not have +recalled it if we had tried. We grew used to the white Majesty which +faced us, by-and-bye, as alas! one does grow used to beauty while one +has it within reach of the eye. But just as the Boy had begun to +confess himself tired, and to lag in his walk, resting an arm on my +shoulder, a new wonder came, like a draught of tonic wine. Sunset, +with King Midas' touch, transformed the whole mountain to gold, so +that it burned like a lamp to light the world, against a violet sky. +In the foreground was a low rampart of green mountain, down which +poured a huge glacier like an arrested cataract. It glimmered with a +faint radiance, greenish-blue, and pale as the gleam of a glow-worm. +The violet of the sky deepened to amethyst-purple, and the snow on the +waving line of mountains turned from gold to pink, as if there had +been a sudden rain of rose leaves. + +For a long time lasted the changing play of jewelled lights, and then +the magic colour was swallowed at a gulp by the descending night. + +Far away, and far down in the deep valley, the lights of Chamounix and +its satellite villages sparkled like a troupe of fallen stars. They +lay in a bright heap, clustered together; and Innocentina, coming up +with us at this moment, said that they were like raisins sunk together +at the bottom of a pudding. The late rain had set all the little +torrents talking, and we were silent, listening to their gossip of the +mountains' secrets. + +[Illustration] + + + + +CHAPTER XVIII + +Rank Tyranny + + "Thou art past the tyrant's stroke." + --SHAKESPEARE. + + +We seemed to have formed a habit, the Boy and I, of steering always +for a Hôtel Mont Blanc, if there were one in a town; so that now we +had come to look upon a hostelry with such a name as a sort of second +home, a daughter of a mother house. There were still two other reasons +why we should select the Mont Blanc in Chamounix: the first, because +the Contessa was going there and had asked us to do likewise; the +second, because at Martigny we had seen an advertisement of the hotel +which stated that it was situated in a "_vaste parc avec chamois_." + +Our imagination pictured an ancient château, altered for modern uses, +shut away from the outer world in a mysterious forest of dark pines, +where wild chamois sported gracefully at will, leaping across chasms +from one overhanging rock to another. + +It was long past twilight when our little procession of four human +beings and three beasts of burden straggled through a lighted gateway +which we had been told to enter for the Hôtel Mont Blanc. With one +blow our ancient castle was shattered. At a hundred metres distant +from the street rose an enormous modern hotel, blazing with light at +every window. Where was the vast park with its crowding pines and its +ravines for the wild chamois? It must be somewhere, since the +advertisement certified its existence, and so must the chamois. +Perhaps the forest lay behind the hotel; but the Boy was too tired to +care, and to us both baths, food, and rest were for the moment worth +more than parks or chamois. The hotel struck a high note of +civilisation, and I had seen nothing so fine since London or Paris. +The Boy and I dined late and sumptuously, tête-à-tête, for the hot sun +and the long drive had sent Gaetà to bed, chastened with a headache; +and, weary as he was, the Little Pal had pluck enough left to suggest +an appointment for early next morning. "I shall want to know how Mont +Blanc looks from my window, so I won't waste my time in bed," said he. +"Besides, I'm rather keen to see the chamois, aren't you? The only one +I've ever met was stuffed, and rather moth-eaten. He was in a dime +museum in New York." + +I was up at half-past six next day, and at my window, where Mont Blanc +in early sunshine smote me in the face with its nearness. A sudden +longing took me, as the longing for a great white lamp takes a moth, +to fly at it, or, in other words, to get myself to the top. I had +never "done" any Swiss ascents, though I knew almost every peak and +pinnacle of rock in Cumberland and Wales, and it seemed to me that I +should be a muff to miss the chance of such a climb as this. By the +time I had dressed, the thing was decided. I would see about guides, +and try to arrange at once for the ascent. + +The thought had joy in it, and I ran downstairs, whistling the "Alpine +Maid." The Boy and I had settled overnight that we would drink our +morning coffee and eat our rolls together, at a quarter to eight, long +before the Contessa or her friends had opened their eyes; but the +appointed time was not yet come, and I had it in mind to make +enquiries concerning my excursion, when I almost stumbled against the +Boy, coming in at the front door. + +"I've been out in the park," said he, when we had exchanged by way of +greeting a "Hello, Boy" and "Hello, Man." + +"Meet any chamois?" + +"Yes." + +"Honour bright? An inspection of the park from my window led me to +fear that they must be an engaging myth. There's a fine big garden, +with a lot of trees in it, but as for rocks or chamois----" + +"There are both. Come out and I'll show you." + +I went, walking beside the Boy along one well-kept path after another, +until suddenly the bubble delusion broke. In a cage stood or sat, in +various attitudes of bored dejection, five melancholy little animals +with horns, and singularly large, prominent eyes. Their aspect begged +pardon for their degradation, as they turned their backs with weak +scorn upon a toy rock in the centre of their prison. "We have reason +to believe that we are well connected," they seemed to bleat, "because +there is an ancient legend in our household that we are chamois, but +you must not judge the family by us." + +"I believe," said the Boy pitifully, "they've degenerated so far now, +that, if one gave them Mont Blanc to bound upon, they wouldn't know +what to do with it." + +"I would, however," said I, full of my project, "and I'm thinking of +trying." + +"What do you meant" asked the Boy, looking rather startled. + +"Let's have breakfast out of doors on a little table under the trees, +and I'll tell you. Here's one in the shade, and away from the--er--a +certain chamois-ness in the air." I pulled up chairs, and raised my +hand to a hovering waiter. "What I mean to say is," I went on, "that +I'm going to make the ascent as soon as I can arrange it. You won't +mind waiting for me a couple of days, will you?--or, of course, you +can travel with the Contessa if you like. No doubt she would be +delighted to have you." + +"You're going up--Mont Blanc?" + +"I am, my Kid." + +"No." + +"Why not?" + +"Because--you might be killed." + +"Good heavens, one would think I was Icarus, gluing a pair of wax +wings on to my shoulder-blades for a flight into ether. I'm not +exactly a novice at the game, you know, though I haven't done any +snow-climbing. Why, you little donkey, you look pale. What's the +matter with you?" + +"Do you know what happened this morning--or rather last night?" the +Boy replied to my question with another. "Did any of the hotel people +tell you?" + +"No. Don't be mysterious before breakfast. It isn't good for the +digestion." + +"Don't joke. I wasn't going to say anything about it till afterwards, +in case you hadn't heard; but now I will. The _femme de chambre_ told +me. The news has just come that a young guide has died of exhaustion +on the mountain, between the Observatory and the Grands Mulets. Two +others who were with him had to leave him lying dead, after dragging +the body down a long way." + +At this inappropriate moment, our coffee, rolls, and honey were set +before us, and the waiter, being an accomplished linguist, like most +of his singularly gifted and enterprising kind, had heard and +understood the last sentence. Bursting with gruesome information, he +could not resist lightening himself of the burden, for our benefit and +his own. "You can see the dead man lying on the snow, far up on the +mountain," said he eagerly, "if you go into the town and look through +one of the telescopes. I have seen him already; he is like a small, +dark packet on the white ground, wrapped in his coat." + + +My appetite for breakfast suddenly dwindled, but not so my appetite +for the climb. I was very sorry that a man had died on the mountain, +but I could not bring him to life again by remaining on low levels, +and so I remarked when the Boy asked me if I were still in the same +mind concerning the ascent. "I shall see about a guide directly after +breakfast," said I, "and when you hear a cannon fired in the town +announcing the arrival of a party at the top of Mont Blanc, you will +know it is an echo of my shout of Excelsior!" + +"No, I won't know it," returned the Boy obstinately. "For one thing, +the cannon might be fired for someone else, and besides, I won't be +here." + +"Oh, you'll go on with the Contessa? But I shouldn't be surprised if +she were good-natured enough to wait at Chamounix to congratulate me +when I come down." + +"No doubt she thinks enough of you to do that. But what I mean is +this: if you go up Mont Blanc, I'm going too." + +"Nonsense! You'll do nothing of the kind. You are a very plucky chap, +but you're not a Hercules yet, whatever you may develop into ten years +from now. No minors are permitted to ascend Mont Blanc." + +"_That's_ nonsense, if you like! I shall go if you do." + +"I won't take you." + +"I don't ask you to. I shan't start until after you've gone, so, you +see, you'll have no power to prevent me." + +"You are simply talking rot, my dear boy. Good heavens, you'd die of +mountain sickness or exhaustion before you were half-way up." + +"Perhaps. I know very little about my ability as a climber, for I've +never made any big ascents, though I've scrambled about in the +mountains a little at home." + +"It would be madness for you to attempt such a thing. Why, don't you +know it taxes the endurance of a strong man? You've only lately +recovered from an illness; you told me so yourself. I shan't allow you +to----" + +"You're not my keeper, you know." + +"But we are friends, pals. I ask you, as a great favour, to be +sensible, and----" + +"I asked you as a great favour not to go up Mont Blanc. Things happen. +I have a feeling that something might happen to you. I should +be--wretched while you were gone. I couldn't sit still under the +suspense, feeling as I do. So I would follow your example." + +"There'd be no danger for me. There might be death for you." + +"Well, then, you can save my life if you like, by not going. If you +don't go, I won't." + +"Of all the brutal tyrants who have tyrannised over mankind----" + +"I heard you say once that you would like to have been a professional +tyrant. Why shouldn't I qualify for the part?" + +"You are cruel to put me in such a position." + +"You are cruel to make me do it, for your own selfish amusement." + +"By Jove! You talk like an exacting woman!" + +The blood rushed to his face so hotly that it forced water into the +brilliant eyes of wild-chicory blue. + +"If I were a woman I don't think I would be an exacting one. I should +only want people I--liked, to do things because they cared about me, +otherwise favours would be of no value. We're pals, as you say, great +pals, but if you don't care enough----" + +"Oh, hang it all, Kid, I'll give the thing up," I broke in, crossly. +"I'll potter about with you and the Contessa in Chamounix, and take +some nice, pretty, proper walks. But all the same, you're a little +brute." + +"Do you hate me?" + +"Not precisely. But if I stop down here, Satan will certainly find +mischief for my idle hands to do. I shall try to take your Contessa +away from you, perhaps." + +"Oh, will you? Then I shall try to keep her; and we shall see which is +the better man." + +He rose from the table with a little swagger, ruffling it gaily in his +triumph over me; and so young, so small he seemed, to be boasting of +his manhood and his prowess in the warfare of love, that I burst out +laughing. + +"Come on," I said, "let's go and have a look round Chamounix, since +there's no better sport to be had." + +So we strolled out of the _vaste parc avec chamois_ into the streets +of the gay and charming little town, lying like a bright crystal at +the foot of Mont Blanc. Round each of several big telescopes under +striped canvas umbrellas, was collected a crowd. We could guess at +what they were looking. "Shall we stop and see that piteous dark +packet lying lonely on the snow?" I asked, pausing. But the Boy +hurried on. "No, no," he said, "I should feel as if I had been spying +on the dead through a keyhole. I want to buy something at the shops." + +"And I want to see the statue of Horace de Saussure, the first man who +ever got to the top of Mont Blanc," said I, with reproachful meaning +in my tone. + +The shops were almost as attractive as those of Lucerne, and gave an +air of modernity and civilisation to the little place, which would +have been out of the picture, had it not contrived to suggest the +piquancy of contrast. The Boy spent a hundred francs for a silver +chamois poised upon the apex of a perilous peak of uncut amethysts, +mounted on ebony, and I was witty at the expense of his purchase, +likening it to the white elephant of Instantaneous Breakfasts et Cie., +which I had long ago cast behind me. + +"You will be throwing your chamois away in a day or two," I +prophesied, "or sending it back to our landlord to add to his +collection of animals." + +"You will see that I shan't throw it away," the Boy returned, and +insisted upon carrying the parcel in his hand, instead of having it +sent from the shop to the hotel. When we had learned something of the +town we sauntered homeward; and seated in the _vaste parc_ with a +novel and a red silk parasol, we found Gaetà. "Where have you been so +early?" she asked. + +"To find a burnt-offering for your shrine," said the Boy; and tearing +off the white wrappings, he gave her the silver chamois. + +[Illustration] + + + + +CHAPTER XIX + +The Little Rift within the Lute + + "There comes a mist, and a weeping rain, + And nothing is ever the same again; + Alas!" + --GEORGE MACDONALD. + + +We devoted three days to some exquisite excursions, which more than +half consoled me for sacrificing Mont Blanc to make a tyrant's +holiday, and then decided to push on to Aix-les-Bains, stopping on the +way for a glimpse of Annecy. + +The Contessa had planned to go from Chamounix to Aix by rail with her +friends, but she had either fallen in love with our mode of travelling +or pretended it. A hint to the Boy, and Fanny-anny was placed at her +disposal for a ride from Chamounix to Annecy, a lady's saddle being +easily picked up in a town of shops which miss no opportunities. As +for the Baron and Baronessa, it was plain to see the drift of their +minds. So angry were they at the change of programme, that it would +have been a satisfaction to quarrel with Gaetà, and leave her in a +huff. But their devotion to Paolo, which was almost pathetic, forbade +them this form of self-indulgence. They curbed their annoyance with +the bit of common-sense, though it galled their mouths, and consented +to drive to Annecy in a carriage provided by Gaetà for their +accommodation. They even constrained themselves to be civil to the Boy +and me, though their heavy politeness had the electrical quality of a +lull before a storm. How that storm would break I could not foresee, +but that it would presently burst above our heads I was sure. + +There was no longer a question that Boy was hot favourite in the race +for Gaetà's smiles. There might have been betting on me for "place," +but it would have been foolish to put money on my chances as winner. +The young wretch scarcely gave me a chance for a word with the +Contessa, for if I walked on the left he walked on the right of her as +she rode, his little brown hand on the new saddle, which had taken the +place of the old one sent on to Annecy by _grande vitesse_. I would +have surrendered, being too lazy for a struggle, had I not been +somewhat piqued by the Boy's behaviour. He had affected not to care +for Gaetà at first, and had even feigned annoyance at the temporary +addition to our party, while in reality he could have had little +genuine wish for my society, or he would not now betray such eagerness +in the game he was playing. The vague sense of wrong I suffered gave +me a wish for reprisal of some sort, and the only one convenient at +the moment was to prevent the offender from having a clear course. I +found a certain mean pleasure in stirring the Boy to jealousy by +reviving, when I could, some half-dead ember of Gaetà's former +interest in me, and his face showed sometimes that my assiduity +displeased him. + +This was encouragement to persevere, and I praised the Contessa to him +when we happened to be alone together. "You have a short memory it +seems," said he. "You told me not so long ago that you'd been in love +with a girl who jilted you. Have you forgotten her already?" + +I winced under this thrust, but hoped that the Boy did not see it. +His stab reminded me that I had found very little time lately to +regret Miss Blantock, now Lady Jerveyson; and Molly Winston's words +recurred to me: "If I could only prove to you that you aren't and +never have been in love with Helen." I had retorted that to accomplish +this would be difficult, and she had confidently replied that she +would engage to do it, if I would "take her prescription." I had taken +her prescription, and--indisputably the wound had become callous, +though I was not prepared to admit that it had healed. However, if I +had ceased actively to mourn the grocer's triumph, it was not Gaetà +who had wrought the magic change. What had caused it I was myself at a +loss to understand, but I did not wish to argue the matter with the +Boy. He was welcome to think what he chose. + +"Hearts are caught in the rebound sometimes, if for once a proverb can +be right," said I evasively; though a few weeks ago, when Molly had +been constantly alluding to her friend Mercédès, I had told myself +that no one could achieve such a feat with mine. + +To this suggestion the Boy made no response, save to tighten his lips, +resolving, I supposed, that if hearts were flying about like +shuttlecocks, his battledore should be ready to catch the Contessa's. + +Our road from Chamounix to Annecy led us past gorges and over high +precipices and among noble mountains, but my mind was no longer in a +condition to receive or retain strong impressions of natural beauty. I +was irritable and "out of myself," vainly wishing back the days when +the Boy and I, undisturbed by feminine society, had travelled +tranquilly, side by side, giving each other thought for thought. + + "Nothing can be as it has been; + Better, so call it, only not the same," + +Browning said; and so, I feared, it would be after this with me. + +We were all to stay at Annecy for a night and a day, the Contessa +having announced that she and her friends would stop too; then Gaetà +and the others were to go on to Aix-les-Bains by rail, and the Boy and +I were to follow on foot, attended by our satellites. Later, we were +to spend a few days at the Contessa's villa and get upon our way +again, journeying south. But it did not seem to me that my little Pal +and I would ever be as we had been before, even though we walked from +Aix-les-Bains all the way down to the Riviera shoulder to shoulder. I +had the will to be the same, but he was different now; and though we +left Gaetà in the flesh at her villa, entertaining guests, Gaetà in +the spirit would still flit between us as we went. The Boy would be +thinking of her; I should know that he was thinking of her, and--there +would be an end of our confidences. + +The way, though kaleidoscopic with changing beauties, seemed long to +Annecy. By the time that we arrived, after two days' going, the +Contessa had eyes or dimples or laughter for no one but the Boy. +Sometimes he was seized with sudden moods of rebellion against his new +slavery, and was almost rude to her, saying things which she would not +have forgiven readily from another, but the child-woman appeared to +find a keen delight in forgiving him. Seeing the preference bestowed +upon the young American, Paolo's brother and sister were inclined to +make common cause with me. + +In the garden of the old-fashioned hotel at Annecy where we all took +up our headquarters, they came and encamped beside me, at a table near +which I sat alone, smoking, after our first dinner in the place. A +moment later Gaetà passed with the Boy, pacing slowly under the +interlacing branches of the trees. + +"I believe that youth to be a fortune-hunter!" exclaimed the thin, +dark Baron. + +"You're wrong there," said I, "he's very rich." + +"At all events, it is ridiculous, this flirtation," exclaimed the +plump Baronessa. "He is a mere child. Gaetà is making a fool of +herself. You are her friend. You should see this and put a stop to the +affair in some way." + +"As to that, many women marry men younger than themselves," I replied, +willing to tease the lady, though I could have laughed aloud at the +bare idea of marriage for the Boy. "Still," I went on more +consolingly, "I hardly think it will come to anything serious between +them." + +"Ah, if you say that, you little know Gaetà," protested Gaetà's +friend. "She is infatuated--infatuated with this youth of seventeen or +eighteen, whom she insists, to justify her foolishness, is a year +older than he can possibly be. Something must be done, and soon, or +she is capable of proposing to him, if he pretend to hang back." + +"Something will be done, my dear; do not be unnecessarily excited," +said the Baron. "I fear we have not the full sympathy of Lord Lane." + +"If you mean, will I do anything to keep the two apart, I confess you +haven't," I answered. "The Contessa di Ravello is her own mistress, +and I should say if she wanted the moon, it would be bad for anyone +who tried to keep her from getting it." + +[Illustration: "HERE WE WERE AT ANNECY".] + +"We shall see," murmured the Baron, as the Boy had murmured a few days +ago; and behind this hint also I felt that there lurked some definite +plan. + +I had been to Aix-les-Bains years before, but it had not then occurred +to me to visit Annecy, so near by. It was the Boy who had suggested +coming, and we had planned excursions up the lake, looking out on our +guide-book maps various spots of historic or picturesque interest +which we should see _en route_, especially Menthon, the birthplace of +St. Bernard. Now, here we were at Annecy, and in all the world there +could not be a town more charming. By the placid blue lake--whose +water, I am convinced, would still be the colour of melted turquoises +if you corked it up in a bottle--you could wander along shadowed +paths, strewn with the gold coin of sunshine, through a park of dells +as bosky-green as the fair forest of Arden. In the quaint, +old-fashioned streets of the town you were tempted to pause at every +other step for one more snap-shot. You longed to linger on the bridge +and call up a passing panorama of historic pageants. All these things +the Boy and I would have done, and enjoyed peacefully, had we been +alone, but Gaetà elected to find Annecy "dull." There was nothing to +do but take walks, or sit by the lake, or drive for lunch to the Beau +Rivage, or go out for an afternoon's trip in one of the little +steamers. Beautiful? Oh, yes; but quiet places made one want to scream +or stand on one's head when one had been in them a day or two. It +would be much more amusing at Aix. There were the Casinos, and the +_fêtes de nuit_, with lots of coloured lanterns in the gardens, and +fireworks, and music; and then, the baccarat! That was amusing, if +you liked, for half an hour, and when you were bored there was always +something else. She must really get to Aix, and see that the Villa +Santa Lucia was in order. We would promise--promise--_promise_ to +follow at once? We would find our rooms at her villa ready, with +flowers in them for a welcome, and we must not be too long on the way. + +Gaetà left in the evening, the Boy and I seeing her off at the train; +and twelve hours later we started for Châtelard, Joseph taking us away +from the highroads--which would have been perfect for Molly's +Mercédès--along certain romantic by-paths which he knew from former +journeys. Conversation no longer made itself between us; we had to +make it, and in the manufacturing process I mentioned my "friends who +were motoring." + +"They may turn up before long now," I said, "judging from the plans +they wrote of in a letter I had from them at Aosta. It's just possible +that they will pass through Aix. You would like them." + +"I have run away from my own friends, and--gone rather far to do it," +said the Boy. "Yet I seem destined to meet other people's. It was with +very different intentions that I set out on this journey of mine." + +"'Journeys end in lovers' meetings,'" I quoted carelessly. "Perhaps +yours will end so." + +"I thought I had done with lovers," said the Boy, with one of his odd +smiles. + +"You're not old enough to begin with them yet." + +"I was thinking of--my sister. Her experience was a lesson in love I'm +not likely to forget soon. Yet sometimes I--I'm not sure I learned the +lesson in the right way. But we won't talk of that. Tell me about +your friends. I'm becoming inured to social duties now." + +"You don't seem to find them too onerous. As for my friends--they're +an old chum of mine, Jack Winston, and his bride of a few months, the +most exquisite specimen of an American girl I ever met. Perhaps you +may have heard of her. She's the daughter of Chauncey Randolph, one of +your millionaires. Look out! Was that a stone you stumbled over?" + +"Yes. I gave my ankle a twist. It's all right now. I daresay my sister +knows your friend." + +"I must ask Molly Winston, when I write, or see her. But you've never +told me your sister's name, except that she's called 'Princess.' If I +say Miss Laurence----" + +"There are so many Laurences. Did you--ever mention in your letters +to--your friends that you were--travelling with anyone?" + +"I haven't written to them since I knew your name, but before that, I +told them there was a boy whom I had met by accident and chummed up +with, just before Aosta. I think I rather spread myself on a +description of our meeting." + +"You _didn't_ do that! How horrid of you!" + +"Oh, I put it right afterwards, I assure you, in another letter. I +told them that in spite of the bad beginning, we'd become no end of +pals. That we travelled together, stopped at the same hotels, +and--what's the matter?" + +"Nothing. My ankle does hurt a little, after all. Shall you go on in +your friends' motor car if you meet them?" He looked up at me very +earnestly as he spoke. + +"At one time I thought of doing so, if we ran across each other. But +now that I've got you----" + +"Who knows how long we may have each other? Either one of us may +change his plans--suddenly. You mustn't count on me, Lord Lane." + +"Look here," I said crossly, "do speak out. Don't hint things. Do you +mean me to understand that you wish to stop at Aix, indefinitely, and +play out your little comedy of flirtation to its close?" + +"I don't know what I intend to do; now, less than ever," answered the +Boy in a very low voice, the shadow of his long lashes on his cheeks. + +I was too much hurt to question him further, and we pursued our way in +silence, along the lake side, and then up the billowy lower slopes of +the Semnoz. We had showers of rain in the sunshine; and the long, thin +spears of crystal glittered like spun glass, until dim clouds spread +over the bright patches of blue, and the world grew mistily +grey-green. + +We had planned long ago, before the spell of the Contessa fell upon +us, to make the journey we were taking now, by way of the Semnoz, the +so-called Rigi of this Alpine Savoy, which is neither wholly French +nor wholly Italian. But we had abandoned the idea since, in a fine +frenzy to keep our promise of rejoining her with all speed lest she +perish alone in the icy disapproval of her friends. When the mists +closed round us, we ceased to regret the decision, if we had regretted +it; for instead of seeing Savoy spread out beneath us, with its snow +mountains and fertile valleys, lit with azure lakes--as many as the +Graces--we should have been wrapped in cloud blankets. + +After a walk of thirty-two kilometres, we came to Châtelard, and, +having known little or nothing of the town, we were surprised to find +that most other people knew of it as a great centre for excursions. +It was almost as unbelievable as that the places where we lived could +possibly go on existing in exactly the same way during our absence. + +"There are actually three hotels, all said to be good," I remarked, +quoting from my guide-book. "To which shall we go?" + +The Boy hesitated. "Choose which you like, for yourself," he replied +with a slight appearance of embarrassment. "As for me, I will make up +my mind--later." + +I could take this in but one way: as a snub. Evidently he had selected +this fashion of intimating to me the change that Gaetà's intrusion had +worked in our relations. I bit back a sharp word or two which I might +have regretted by-and-bye, and answered not at all. In consequence of +this little passage, however, the Boy went to one hotel, and I to +another, where I put Joseph up also. + +A sense of loneliness was upon me, therefore my conscience stirred +uneasily, and I reproached myself in that of late I had neglected the +affairs of my muleteer. At one time he and I had conversed at length +on such subjects as mules, women, perdition, and the like; but for +many days now our intercourse had consisted mostly of a "Good morning, +Joseph!" "Good morning, Monsieur!" + +To-night I sent for him, and enquired whether he had anything to wish +for. + +"Ah, Monsieur, there is but one thing for which I ask at present," he +said. + +"Anything I can manage, Joseph?" + +"I fear not, Monsieur. It is the assurance that the poor young soul I +am trying to lead out of darkness may reach the light before we have +to part." + +"Innocentina's?" + +"The same, Monsieur." + +"You think her conversion within sight?" + +"Just round the corner, if I may so express it." + +"Yet I hear that she tells her employer she is devoting all her +energies towards saving you from eternal fire. It was her excuse for +letting the bag drop off Souris' back without noticing it, and for +allowing Fanny's saddle to chafe." + +"Ah, Monsieur, women are ready with excuses. Do you think I would +permit any preoccupation of mine to interfere with the well-being of +Finois?" + +"Even saving a pretty woman's soul? No, Joseph, to do you justice, I +don't. But I warn you, you may not have much more time before you to +finish your good work. Innocentina's employer and I may part company +before long." Though I smiled, I spoke heavily. + +Joseph's melancholy dark face flushed, and the light died out of his +eyes. "Thank you, Monsieur, I will do my best to be quick," said he, +as if it had been a question of saddling Finois, instead of rescuing a +young lady from the clutches of the Scarlet Woman. Whatever progress +he had really been making with Innocentina's soul, it was clear that +she had been getting in some deadly work upon his honest heart. + + + + +CHAPTER XX + +The Great Paolo + + "Condescension is an excellent thing; but it is strange how + one-sided the pleasure of it is."--R.L. STEVENSON. + + +After I went to bed that night, I thought long and bitterly of the +Little Pal's defection. Mentally I addressed him as a young gazelle +who had gladdened me with his soft dark eye, only to withdraw the +light of that orb when it was most needed. As he apparently wished me +to understand that, now he was on with Gaetà, he would fain be off +with me, I would take him not only at his word, but before it. I would +make an excuse to avoid stopping at the Contessa's villa, but would +let him revel there alone in his glory; if one did not count the Di +Nivolis. + +Next morning we met by appointment at eight o'clock, and tried to +behave as if nothing had happened; but I realised that I would have +been a dead failure as an actor. I was grumpy and glum, and the +coaxing, child-like ways which the Boy used for my beguiling were in +vain. I did not say anything about my change of plans for Aix, but I +brooded darkly upon them throughout the day, my mood eating away all +pleasure in the charming scenery through which we passed, as a black +worm eats into the heart of a cherry. + +We had about twenty-nine kilometres to go, and by the time that the +shadows were growing long and blue, we were approaching Aix-les-Bains. +Nature had gone back to the simple apparel of her youth, here. She +was idyllic and charming, but we were not to ask of her any more +sensational splendours, by way of costume, for she had not brought +them with her in her dress-basket. There were near green hills, and +far blue mountains, and certain rocky eminences in the middle +distance, but nothing of grandeur. Poplars marched along with us on +either side, primly on guard, and puritanical, though all the while +their myriad little fingers seemed to twinkle over the keyboard of an +invisible piano, playing a rapid waltz. + +Then we came at last into Aix-les-Bains, where I had spent a merry +month during a "long," in Oxford days. I had not been back since. + +Already the height of the season was over, for it was September now, +but the gay little watering-place seemed crowded still, and in our +knickerbockers, with our pack-mule and donkeys, and their attendants, +we must have added a fantastic note to the dance-music which the very +breezes play among tree-branches at light-hearted Aix. + +"Pretty, isn't it?" I remarked indifferently, as we passed through +some of the most fashionable streets. + +"Yes, very pretty," said the Boy. "But what is there that one misses? +There's something--I'm not sure what. Is it that the place looks +huddled together? You can't see its face, for its features. There are +people like that. You are introduced to them; you think them charming; +yet when you've been away for a little while you couldn't for your +life recall the shape of their nose, or mouth, or eyes. I feel it is +going to be so with Aix, for me." + +The villa which the Contessa had taken for a few weeks before her +annual flitting for Monte Carlo, was on the way to Marlioz, and we had +been told exactly how to find it. Still silent as to my ultimate +intentions, I tramped along with the Boy beside me, Joseph and +Innocentina bringing up the rear. We would know the villa from the +description we had been given, and having passed out of the town, we +presently saw it; a little dun-coloured house, standing up slender and +graceful among trees, like a charming grey rabbit on the watch by its +hidden warren in the woods. + +"I'm tired, aren't you?" asked the Boy. "I shall be glad to rest." + +Now was my time. "I shan't be able to rest quite yet," said I, with a +careless air. "I shall see you in, say 'How-de-do' to the Contessa, +and then I must be off to the hotel where I used to stop. I remember +it as delightful." + +"Why," exclaimed the Boy blankly, "but I thought--I thought we were +going to stay with the Contessa!" + +"You are, but I'm not," I explained calmly. "My friends the Winstons +may very likely turn up at the same hotel" (this was true on the +principle that anything, no matter how unexpected, _may_ happen); "and +if they should, I'd want to be on the spot to give them a welcome. I +wouldn't miss them for the world." + +"The Contessa will be disappointed," said the Boy slowly. + +"Oh no, I don't think so; and if she is, a little, you will easily +console her." + +"If I had dreamed that you wouldn't----" The Boy began his sentence +hastily, then cut it as quickly short. + +I opened the gate. We passed in together, Joseph remaining outside +according to my directions, keeping Fanny-anny as well as Finois, +while Innocentina followed the Boy with the pack-donkey. + +A turn in the path brought us suddenly upon a lawn, surrounded with +shrubbery which at first had hidden it from our view. There, under a +huge crimson umbrella, rising flowerlike by its long slender stem from +the smooth-shaven grass, sat four persons in basket chairs, round a +small tea table. Gaetà, in green as pale as Undine's draperies, sprang +up with a glad little cry to greet us. The Baron and Baronessa smiled +bleak "society smiles," and a handsome, fair young man frankly glared. + +Evidently this was the great Paolo, master of the air and ships that +sail therein; and as evidently he had heard of us. + +Now I knew what the Baron had meant when he said to his wife: +"Something _shall_ happen, my dear." He had telegraphed a +danger-signal to Paolo, and Paolo had lost not a moment in responding. +This looked as if Paolo meant business in deadly earnest, where the +Contessa was concerned; for how many dinners and medals must he not +have missed in Paris, how many important persons in the air-world must +he not have offended, by breaking his engagements in the hope of +making one here? + +He was fair, with a Latin fairness, this famous young man. There was +nothing Saxon or Anglo-Saxon about him. No one could possibly bestow +him--in a guess--upon any other country than his native Italy. He was +thirty-one or two perhaps, long-limbed and wolfishly spare, like his +elder brother, whom he resembled thus only. He had an eagle nose, +prominent red lips, sulky and sensuous, a fine though narrow forehead +under brown hair cut _en brosse_, a shade darker than the small, waxed +moustache and pointed beard. His brows turned up slightly at the outer +corners, and his heavy-lidded, tobacco-coloured eyes were bold, +insolent, and passionate at the same time. + +This was the man who wished to marry butterfly Gaetà, and who had come +on the wings of the wind, in an airship "shod with fire," or in the +_train de luxe_, to defend his rights against marauders. + +His look, travelling from me to the Boy, and from the Boy to +Innocentina and meek grey Souris, was so eloquent of contempt passing +words, that I should have wanted to knock the sprawling flannelled +figure out of the basket chair, if I had not wanted still more to yell +with laughter. + +He, the Boy and I were like dogs from rival kennels eyeing each other +over, and thinking poorly of the other's points. Paolo di Nivoli was +doubtless saying to himself what a splendid fellow he was, and how +well dressed and famous; also how absurd it really would be to fear +one of us dusty, knickerbockered, thick-booted, panama-hatted louts, +in the tournament of love. The donkey, too, with its pack, and +Innocentina with her toadstool hat, must have added for the aëronaut +the last touch of shame to our environment. + +As for us,--if I may judge the Boy by myself,--we were totting up +against the Italian his stiff crest of hair, for all the world like a +toothbrush, rampant, gules; the smear of wax on the spikes of his +unnecessarily fierce moustache; the ridiculous pinpoints of his narrow +brown shoes; the flaunting newness of his white flannels: the +detestable little tucks in his shirt; his pink necktie. + +In fact, each was despising the other for that on which the other +prided himself. + +All this passed in a glance, but the frigid atmosphere grew no warmer +for the introduction hastily effected by Gaetà. To be sure, the Boy +bowed, I bowed, and Paolo bowed the lowest of the trio, so that we saw +the parting in his hair; but three honest snorts of defiance would +have been no more unfriendly than our courtesies. + +Not a doubt that Gaetà felt the electricity in the air, with the +instinct of a woman; but with the instinct of a born flirt, she +thrilled with it. Her colour rose; her warm eyes sparkled. She was +perfectly happy; for--from her point of view--were there not here +three male beings all secretly ready to fly at one another's throat +for love of her; and what can a spoiled beauty want more? + +She covered the little awkwardness with charming tact, for all her +childishness; and then the excuses I made for my defection caused a +diversion. She was so sorry; it was really too bad. I was going to +desert her for other friends. Were not we friends, nice new friends, +so much more interesting than old friends, whom you knew inside-out, +like your frocks or your gloves? But surely, I would come often, very +often to the villa--always for _déjeuner_ and _dîner_, till the other +friends arrived, was it not? And I would not try to take Signor Boy +(this was the name she had built on mine for him) away from her and +the dear Baronessa? + +I reassured her on this last point, promised everything she asked, and +then got away as quickly as I could, lest I should disgrace myself by +letting escape the wild laughter which I caged with difficulty. It was +arranged that we should all meet that evening, after dinner, at the +Villa des Fleurs, for one of those _fêtes de nuit_ which Gaetà loved; +and then I turned my back upon the group under the red umbrella, +without a glance for the Boy. + +I tramped into the town once more, with Joseph close behind, leading +his own Finois and Innocentina's Fanny, and found my way to the hotel, +in its large shady garden, where coloured lamps were already beginning +to glow in the twilight. Soon I had all the resources of civilisation +at my command: a white-and-gold panelled suite, with a bath as big as +a boudoir, and hot water enough to make of me a better man (I hoped) +than Paolo di Nivoli. + +Later I dined on the wide balcony, with flower-fragrance blowing +towards me from the mysterious blue dusk of the garden. I ought, I +said to myself, to be well-contented, for the dinner was excellent, +and the surroundings a picture in aquarelles. Still, I had a vague +sense of something very wrong, such as a well brought up motor car +must feel when it has a screw loose, and can't explain to the +chauffeur. What was it? The Boy's absence? Nonsense; he didn't want +me, rather the contrary. Why should I want him? A few weeks ago I had +not known that he existed. I drank a pint of dry champagne, iced +almost to freezing point; but instead of hardening my heart against +the ex-Brat, to my annoyance the sparkling liquid gradually but surely +produced the opposite effect. + +The fragrance of the flowers, the soft wind among the chestnut trees +in the garden, the beauty of the night, all reproached me for my +conduct to the young creature I had abandoned. What use was it to +remind myself that I had merely taken a leaf out of his book, that I +had even played into his hands, as he seemed to desire? The answer +would come that he was a boy, and I a man. No matter what he had done, +I ought not to have left him to flirt with Gaetà under the jealous +eyes of the Italian, who was "a whirlwind, and caught a woman off her +feet." + +It was too late now to think of this, for I had refused Gaetà's +invitation to visit at her house, and having done so I could not ask +for another, even if I would. Probably the Boy would know well enough +how far to go, and to protect himself from consequences when he had +reached the limit. + +[Illustration] + + + + +CHAPTER XXI + +The Challenge + + "'Do I indeed lack courage?' inquired Mr. Archer of himself, + 'Courage, . . . that does not fail a weasel or a rat-- + that is a brutish faculty?'"--R.L. STEVENSON. + + +I drank my black coffee and smoked a cigarette. Then, a glance at my +watch told me that it was time to keep the appointment at the Villa +des Fleurs, five minutes' walk from the hotel. I expected the +Contessa's party to be late, but somewhat to my surprise they had +already arrived, and a quick glance showed me that, outwardly at +least, the relations of all were still amicable. + +"Signor Boy did not wish to come," said the Contessa to me, "but I +made him. He says that he does not like crowds. Look at him now; he +has wandered far from us already, probably to find some dark corner +where he can forget that there are too many people. But then, it was +sweet of him to come at all, since it was only to please me." + +It was true. The Boy had slipped away from the seats we had taken near +the music. He had gone to avoid me, perhaps, I said to myself +bitterly. I need not have spoiled my dinner with anxiety for his +welfare; he seemed to be taking very good care of himself. + +"I was horribly worried at dinner," whispered Gaetà to me, the light +of the fireworks playing rosily over her face. "Those two--you know +of whom I speak--weren't a bit nice to each other. It was Paolo who +began it, of course, saying little, hateful things that sounded +smooth, but had a second meaning; and Signor Boy is not stupid. He did +not miss the bad intention, oh, not he, and he said other little +things back again, much sharper and wittier than Paolo, who was +furious, and gnawed his lip. It was most exciting." + +"Did you try to pour oil on the troubled waters?" I asked. + +"I was very pleasant to them both, if that is what you mean, first to +one and then to the other. After dinner, I gave Signor Boy a rose, and +Paolo a gardenia." + +"How charming of you," I commented drily. "If that didn't smooth +matters, what could?" + +The aëronaut was sitting on Gaetà's left, I on her right, with the +Baronessa next me on the other side, and both were straining every +nerve to hear our confidences, though pretending to be lost in +admiration of the _feu d'artifice_. + +When the Contessa laughed softly, her little dark head not far from my +ear, the Italian sprang up, and walked away, unable to endure five +minutes of Gaetà's neglect. She and I continued our conversation, +though our eyes wandered, mine in search of the Boy, hers I fancy in +quest of the same object. + +Soon I caught sight of the slim, youthful figure, in its rather +fantastic evening dress, the becoming dinner-jacket, the Eton collar, +the loosely tied bow at the throat, and the full, black knickerbocker +trousers, like those worn in the days of Henri Quatre. As I watched it +moving through the crowd, and finally subsiding in a seat under an +isolated tree, I saw the boyish form joined by a tall and manly one. +Paolo di Nivoli had followed his young rival, and presently came to a +stand close to the Boy's chair. He folded his arms, and looked down +into the eyes which were upturned in answer to some word. + +We could not see the expression of the two faces. We saw only that the +man and the boy were talking, spasmodically at first, then +continuously. + +"I do hope they're not quarrelling," said Gaetà, in the seventh heaven +of delight. + +"Of course not," I replied, annoyed at her frivolity. "They are too +sensible." + +"Let us make some excuse, and go over to them," she pleaded. "I am +tired of sitting still." + +There was nothing for it but to obey her whim. I took her across the +grassy space which divided us from the two under the tree, and she +began to chatter about the fireworks. What did Signor Boy think of +them? Was not Aix a charming place? + +But abruptly, in the midst of her babble, Paolo di Nivoli swept her +away from the Boy and me, in his best "whirlwind" manner, which +doubtless thrilled her with mingled terror and delight. + +"Nice night, isn't it?" I remarked brilliantly. + +"Yes," said the Boy. + +"Did the Contessa give you a good dinner?" + +"No--yes--that is, I didn't notice." + +"Perhaps that was natural." + +The Boy did not answer, but I heard him swallow hard. He was on his +feet now, having risen at Gaetà's coming, and he stood kicking the +grass with the point of his small patent-leather toe. Then, suddenly, +he looked up straight into my face, with big dilated eyes. + +"What's the matter?" I asked, when still he did not speak. + +"Oh, Man, I'm in _the most awful scrape_." + +"What's up?" + +"I should be thankful to tell you about it, and get your advice, +if--you were like you used to be." + +"It's you who have changed, not I." + +"No, it's you." + +"Don't let's dispute about it. Tell me what's the trouble. Has that +bounder been cheeking you?" + +"Worse than that. He said things that made me angry, and--then I +checked him." + +"Just now--under this tree?" + +"It began at dinner, a little. But the particular thing I'm speaking +of happened here. I couldn't stand it, you know." + +"What did he say?" + +"He asked me how old I was, at first--in _such_ a tone! I answered +that I was old enough to know my way about, I hoped. He said he should +have thought not, as I travelled with my nurse. Then he wanted to know +what was in Souris' pack, whether I carried condensed milk for my +nursing-bottle. It was all I could do to keep from boxing his ears, +before everyone, but I kept still, and laughed a little; presently I +answered in a drawling sort of way, saying I needn't tell him that +what Souris carried was no affair of his, because when I came to think +of it, after all it was quite natural that a great donkey should be +interested in a small one." + +"By Jove, you little fire-eater!" + +"Well, I had to show him that I was an American, anyhow." + +"I suppose he was annoyed." + +"He was very much annoyed. Man, he's challenged me to fight a duel. +Only think of it, a real duel! He said I'd have to fight, or he'd +thrash me for a coward. I--it's a horrid scrape, but I don't see how +I'm going to get out of it with--with honour. Will you--if I do have +to--but look here, I won't have him running me through with a _sword_, +or anything of that sort. I'm afraid I couldn't face that. I wouldn't +mind a revolver quite as much." + +"The big bully!" I exclaimed. "But of course it's all rot. There can +be no question of your fighting him." + +"I don't know. I'd rather do that--if we could have pistols--than have +him think an American--could be a coward. I'm not a coward, I hope, +only--only I never thought of anything like this. He's going to send a +friend of his to call on you, as a friend of mine, he said. I suppose +that means a what-you-may-call-'em--a 'second,' doesn't it? If I must +fight with him, Man, you will be my second, won't you, and--and act +for me, if that's the right word?" + +Gazing up earnestly, his eyes very big, his face pale, he looked no +more than fourteen, and the idea of a duel to the death between this +child and Gaetà's whirlwind would have been comic in the extreme, had +I not been enraged with the whirlwind. + +"I'll be your friend, and get you out of the scrape," I said. "But it +will mean that you must give up the Contessa." + +"Give up the Contessa!" echoed the Boy. "What do _I_ want with the +Contessa! I'm sick of the sight of her." + +"Since when?" + +"Since the first day we met. I don't think she's even pretty. What +you can see in her, I don't know--the silly little giggling thing! +There, it's out at last." + +"What I see in her?" I repeated. "I like that." + +"I always supposed you did. But I can't _stand_ her." + +"Well, of all the---- Look here, why have you been hanging after her, +if you--" + +"I didn't. I just wasn't going to let you make a fool of yourself over +her, and then regret it afterwards. So I--I did my best to take her +attention away from you, and I succeeded fairly well. It--vexed me to +see you falling in love with her. She wasn't worth it." + +"There was never the remotest chance of my doing so." + +"You said there was." + +"I was chaffing, just to hear myself talk. I should have thought you +would know that." + +"How could I know? You were always saying how pretty and dainty she +was, and quoting poetry about her, while all the time I could read her +shallow little mind, and see how different she was from what you +imagined." + +"I think I have a fairly clear idea of her limitations." + +"But you told me that you'd planned to go down to Monte Carlo +expressly to see the Contessa; and you said that it would perhaps be a +wise thing for you to try and fall in love with her." + +"If a man has to try and fall in love with a woman, he's pretty safe. +You and I seem to have been playing at cross purposes, youngster. You +thought I was in danger of falling in love, and I thought you were +already in." + +"You _couldn't_ have believed it, really." + +"I did, and supposed you wanted me out of the way." + +"I was thinking the same thing about you. You did seem jealous and +sulky." + +"I was both; but it was because our friendship had been interfered +with, Little Pal." + +"Oh, Man, do you really mean that?" + +"Every word of it. I wouldn't give up a talk with you for a kiss from +the Contessa, of which, by the way, I'm very unlikely to have the +chance. But you----" + +"I've been miserable for the last few days. I--I missed you, Man." + +"And I you, Boy." + +"What an awful pity it is I've got to stand up and be shot, just as +we're good friends again, and everything's all right!" + +"You've got to do nothing of the sort. _Le cher_ Paolo will, if he is +really in earnest and not bluffing, send his friend to me, and matters +will be settled, never fear." + +"I don't fear. At least, I--hope I don't--much. Only I wasn't brought +up to expect challenges to duels. They're not--in my line. But I won't +apologise, whatever happens. No, I won't, I won't, _I won't_. I dare +say it doesn't hurt much, being shot; and I suppose he wouldn't be +so--so impolite as to shoot me in the face, would he?" + +"He is not going to shoot you anywhere," said I. + +"I am glad I told you. I was feeling--rather queer. What am I to do? +Am I to go back to the villa as if nothing had happened, or--what?" + +"'What' might mean coming to my hotel, but you seemed to find my +society a bore." + +"That's unkind. It was your own fault that I went to a different hotel +at Châtelard." + +"How do you make that out?" + +"I can't tell you. I don't suppose you'll ever know. But if you should +guess, by-and-bye, remembering something you once said, you might +understand." + +"Something I once said----" + +"Never mind. Please don't talk of it. I'd rather be shot at. But I +want you to believe that my reason wasn't the one you thought. Now, +tell me what you're going to do about Signor di Nivoli. Have you made +a plan?" + +"One has popped into my head," I replied. "It mayn't answer, but will +you give me _carte blanche_ to try? If it doesn't work, I'll get you +out of the mess in another way. But this would give us a chance of +making Paolo eat humble pie." + +"Do try it, then. I'd risk a lot for that." + +"As for to-night, on the whole I think the best thing will be for you +to go back to the villa. Of course we mustn't let the Contessa +suspect----" + +"Little cat! I wouldn't give her the satisfaction." + +"Upon my word, you're not very gallant." + +"I don't care. I'm sick of the Contessa. A plague upon her, and all +her houses. Yet, I wish her nothing worse than that she should marry +Paolo. Ugh! A man with his hair _en brosse_!" + +"Probably he is saying, 'Ugh! a boy with curls on his collar.'" + +"May one of his old balloons fly away with him, before he shoots me. +Anyhow, he shall find that curls don't make a coward. Only--there's +just one thing before you treat with him. I won't--I _can't_--be +jabbed at with anything sharp." + +"You shan't," said I. + +With this, the Contessa beckoned from a distance, with news that she +was going home. We followed, the Boy and I, allowing her to walk far +ahead, with her triumphant aëronaut, the Baron and Baronessa, radiant +with satisfaction in the success of their plot, arm in arm between the +two couples. + +Having seen my little Daniel to the gate of the Lions' Den, I shook +hands cordially with everybody, Paolo last of all. He placed his +fingers with haughty reluctance in my ostentatiously proffered palm, +but I held the four chilly, fish-like things (chilly only for me) long +enough to mutter, _sotto voce_: "I want a word with you on a matter of +importance. I'll walk up and down the road for twenty minutes." + +His impulse was to refuse, I could see by the sharp upward toss of his +chin. But a certain quality in my look, clearly visible to him in the +light of the gate lamp (I was at some pains to produce the effect), +warned him that if his bloodthirsty plans were not to be nipped in the +red bud, he must bend his will to mine in this one instance. + +He answered with a glance, and I knew that I should not be kept long +on my beat. + + + + +CHAPTER XXII + +An American Custom + + "Oh, have it your own way; I am too old a hand to argue + with young gentlemen, . . . I have too much experience, + thank you."--R.L. STEVENSON. + + +Five minutes, ten minutes passed, after the farewells. Then, as I +sauntered by on the other side of the way, I heard the sound of a foot +on gravel, and Paolo di Nivoli appeared under the gate light. There he +paused, expecting me to cross to him, but I allotted him the part of +Mahomet and selected for myself that of the Mountain. Shrugging his +square shoulders, he came striding over the road to me; and I had +scored one small victory. I hoped that I might take it for an omen. + +"I do not understand the nature of this appointment, Monsieur," began +the Italian. "I intended to send my friend Captain de Sales to you +to----" + +"Ah, yes, that is the Continental way in these little affairs," I +ventured to interrupt him coolly. "On our side of the Channel we are +rather ignorant on such matters, I fear. But my young friend Mr. +Laurence is an American." + +"Do you mean that he will refuse to fight, after insulting me?" asked +Paolo, bristling. + +"Not at all. He is very young, and this will be his first duel. He may +have misunderstood your intentions. But I gathered from him that you +had said he would have to fight; that you then requested him to name +a friend to whom you could send a friend of yours----" + +"This is the fact. There was no misunderstanding. He named you." + +"Yes; but as I said, he is an American." + +"What of that, since he will fight?" + +"As a duellist yourself, no doubt a successful one, you must be aware +that such matters are conducted differently in the States." + +"I know nothing of that. I know only our own ways, which are good +enough for me." + +"But my friend, being the challenged party, has the right, I believe, +to choose the manner of duel." + +"That will be arranged between you and my friend, according to the +choice of Mr. Laurence." + +"I must ask you to go slowly, just at this point. In the States, it is +against the duelling code to have the details arranged by the friends +of the principals. It is the principals themselves who do all that, +and for the best of reasons. But as Mr. Laurence is a boy, and you are +a man, it is but right that I should speak with you for him. You +needn't send Captain de Sales to me. We are man to man, and in ten +minutes we can have everything settled with fairness to both parties." + +"This is a new idea, Monsieur, and I confess it does not commend +itself to me," said Paolo. + +"I suppose, however, you are anxious to fight?" + +"_Sacré bleu_, but yes. The little jackanapes called me a donkey, and +he had the impudence to allude to my invention as a 'balloon,' adding +that there was little to choose between it and my head. _Ciel!_ Do I +wish to fight?" + +"Then, as you must grant him the privileges of the challenged party, +I fear there is only one way of carrying this thing through. He is +patriotic to a fault, and he will fight in the American fashion or not +at all. I must say this is to the credit of his courage, as there is +to me, an Englishman, something appalling about the method. I trust +that I'm not a coward, yet it would take all my nerve to face such an +ordeal. No doubt, however, with the fiery Latin races it is +different." + +"I shall be glad of your explanation, Monsieur. What is this method of +which you speak?" + +"There are several small variations; there are the bits of paper; +there are the matches; there are the beans of different size." + +"I am more in the dark than ever." + +"My friend proposes the bits of paper. Two are taken, exactly +resembling each other, except in length. Both are placed inside a +book, with an end, say an inch long, sticking out. You and Mr. +Laurence draw simultaneously, that there can be no question of +cheating. The one who draws the long bit lives--the other stands up to +be shot, without defending himself." + +"_Mon Dieu_, how horrible! I would never submit to such a barbarous +test. That is not a duel, it is murder." + +I shrugged my shoulders as gracefully, I flatter myself, as Paolo +himself could have done it. But for the moment Paolo was in no +shoulder-shrugging mood. His very crest--it seemed to me--was +drooping. + +"Nevertheless," said I, "that is the American idea of a duel, as +practised in the best society. My friend is a member of the Four +Hundred, and should it become known that he had been killed in an +old-fashioned, butcherly duel, his memory would be disgraced." + +"But what about my memory?" demanded Paolo, with open palms. "Monsieur +does not appear to think of that." + +"It was not on my mind. I am acting for my friend. You have challenged +a boy, a mere child, to fight you to the death. He very pluckily +accepts your challenge. There are those who would think that you had +done a brutal, even a cowardly thing, in putting a youth of seventeen +or eighteen into such a position. Then, surely your most lenient +friends would say that the least you could do would be to give the +child his right of choice in weapons. Very well; he chooses two bits +of paper of different lengths." + +Paolo shuddered. "I will not consent," he said, swallowing hard, after +a moment's reflection. + +"Very well. You have had my friend's ultimatum. Am I to tell him that +this is yours?" + +"It is not fair!" he exclaimed. "Monsieur Laurence has his friend to +act for him. As yet, I have no one." + +"He is eighteen at most. You are--perhaps thirty. Still, if you +insist, I will see Captain de Sales, tell him my principal's idea, and +perhaps he will be more fortunate in inducing you to consent----" + +"No, no," cried the Italian quickly. "I would not have him or anyone +know of this monstrous proposal. I should never hear the end of it, +and there would be a thousand versions of the story." + +I was not surprised at this decision on his part. Indeed, I had +expected it with confidence. + +"You will not reconsider?" I asked nonchalantly. + +"Jamais de la vie!" + +"Then the duel is off." + +Paolo swore. + +I smiled; but he did not see the smile. I was careful that he should +not. + +"I consider that you and your principal have taken an unfair +advantage." + +"That is between you and me. If you care to raise the question----" + +"I have no quarrel with you." + +"Then you and Mr. Laurence must treat the misunderstanding of this +evening as if it had not been. This will not be difficult, as he will +go with me on an excursion to-morrow, now that his--er--engagement +with you is off; and the day after, he and I think of leaving Aix +altogether, by way of Mont Revard." + +This plan arranged itself spontaneously; but as the Boy had +ungallantly called Gaetà "a little cat," and I was slightly _blasé_ of +her dimples, I thought that I might count upon its being carried out. + +"What--he will go away?" exclaimed Paolo, all at once a different man. +"He will leave Aix altogether, you say?" + +"Yes. You see, we are on our way south. Mr. Laurence merely wanted a +glance at Aix _en route_, and the Contessa was kind enough to invite +him to her house. It was really nice of her, as he is such a boy." + +"You think so? Yes--perhaps. Well, I consent on these terms to forget. +You may tell your principal what I have said." + +"I will," I returned. "He will be guided by me, and forget also; +though I assure you, like most of his countrymen, he is a +fire-eater--a fire-eater." + +This time it was Paolo who volunteered to shake hands. + +[Illustration] + + + + +CHAPTER XXIII + +There is No Such Girl + + "She has forgotten my kisses, and I--have forgotten her + name."--A.C. SWINBURNE. + + +I went early in the morning to the villa with the intention of culling +the Boy like a wayside flower, and carrying him off to the lake. The +hour was unearthly for a morning call, and the windows were still +asleep, but I was spared the necessity of raising the echoes with an +untimely peal of the bell. Under the red umbrella lounged the Boy, +reading with the appearance, at least, of nonchalance. For all he +could tell, I might have failed in my mission, and have come to +announce the hour fixed for deadly combat; but he was not even pale. +Indeed, I had never seen him rosier, or brighter-eyed. + +I sat down on the rustic seat beside him, and with a glance at the +veiled windows of the villa, I remarked in a low voice, "It's all +right." + +"That goes without saying." + +"Why?" + +"Because you promised." + +"Thanks for the compliment. Have you had your _café au lait_?" + +"No. I got up early, and thought of walking round to your hotel to see +you, but decided I wouldn't." + +"I half expected you." + +"I didn't want to seem too--importunate. I hoped you'd come here." + +"Like a promising child, I've justified your hopes. Let's walk down to +the Grand Port, to a garden restaurant I remember; and over our +coffee, I'll tell you the story of my diplomatic _coup_. Meanwhile, +we'll discuss Shakespeare and the musical glasses." + +"Anything but the Contessa," said the Boy, springing up, and cramming +his panama over his curls. "I shall breathe more freely on the other +side of the gate, and I shan't consider myself out of the scrape until +I'm out of her house for good." + +In the street he drew fuller breaths, and with each yard of distance +that we put between ourselves and the villa his eyes grew brighter and +his step more airy. + +I unfolded my plan for the morning, which was to take a trip up the +lake to the Abbey of Hautecombe, and return in time for _déjeuner_, +since, as a guest of the Contessa, the Boy could scarcely absent +himself all day without conspicuous rudeness. "You'll have to be tied +to the lady's apron strings, if she wants you knotted there, for the +afternoon," said I. "But I'm going to have a telegram from my friends +to meet them on the top of Mont Revard to-morrow, so if you want an +excuse----" + +"What, your friends the Winstons?" he broke in, with one of the sudden +flaming blushes that made him seem so young. + +"Yes, why not?" + +"They are coming to join you?" + +"I told you they might turn up at any moment, and----" + +"And now the moment has arrived. Then it has also arrived for us to +say good-bye." + +"Do you mean that?" + +"Oh, don't think me ungrateful--or ungracious. I'm neither. But, in +any case, we must sooner or later have reached the parting of the +ways. You are bound to Monte Carlo. I have--the vaguest plans." + +"I thought you said that your sister might be going there with +friends." + +"But my sister and I are--very different persons." + +"Surely you would wish to meet her there?" + +"It's rather undecided at present, anyhow," returned the Boy, his eyes +bent on the ground as we walked, our steps less sprightly now. +"There's only one thing settled, which is, that I can't go with you up +Mont Revard to meet--people." + +"There isn't the slightest chance of my meeting anyone there, friend +Diogenes," I began. "I was only waiting for you to give me time to +explain, since you're inclined to be obtuse, the difference between +sending a telegram to yourself, and----" + +"Oh, I see. You aren't going to meet a soul on Mont Revard?" + +"Not even an astral body--by appointment. And the plan was made for +your deliverance. Rather hard lines that you should kick at it." + +He looked up, laughing and merry once more. "I won't kick again. Man, +you are--well, you're different from other men. Yes, from every other +man I've ever met." + +"Am I to take that as praise?" + +He nodded, his big eyes sending blue rays into mine. + +"Thanks. Best man you ever met?" + +Another nod, and more colour in his cheeks. + +"Good enough to be introduced to your sister?" + +"Good enough--even for that." + +"What if I should fall in love with her?" + +The Boy straightened his shoulders, after a slight start of surprise, +and seemed to pull himself together. For a moment he was silent, as we +walked on under the close-growing plane trees which lined the long, +straight road to the Grand Port. Then at last he said, "You wouldn't." + +"How can you tell that?" + +"Because--she isn't--your style." + +"You don't know my 'style' of girl." + +"Oh, yes, I do. Don't you remember a talk we had, the first day we +were friends? We told each other a lot of things. I can see that girl; +the girl who--who----" + +"Jilted me," I supplied. "Don't hesitate to call a spade a spade." + +"A lovely, angelic-looking creature, typically English; golden hair; +skin like cream and roses." + +"The type has palled upon me," said I. "I know now that Molly +Winston--my friend's wife--was right. I never really loved that girl. +It was her popularity and my own vanity that I was in love with." + +"Are you sure?" + +"As sure as that I'm starving for my breakfast. If the young +lady--she's married now, and I wish her all happiness--should appear +before me at the end of this street, and sob out a confession of +repentance for the past, it wouldn't in the least affect my appetite. +I should tell her not to mind, and hurry on to join you at the +corner." + +"You would have forgotten by that time that there was a Me." + +"I can't think of anyone or anything at the moment which would make +me forget that," said I. + +"The Contessa?" + +"Not she, nor any other pretty doll." + +"An earthquake, then?" + +"Nor an earthquake: for I should probably occupy myself in trying to +save your life. To tell the honest truth, Little Pal, you've become a +confirmed habit with me, and I confess that the thought of finishing +this tramp without you gave me a distinct shock, when you flung it at +my head. If you were open to the idea of adoption, I think I should +have to adopt you, you know: for, now that I've got used to seeing you +about, it seems to me that, as certain advertisements say of the +articles they recommend, no home would be complete without you. But +there's your sister; she would object to annexation." + +The Boy was busily kicking fallen leaves as he walked. "You might ask +her--if you should ever see each other." + +"Make her meet you at Monte Carlo, and introduce us there. I'll tell +you what I'll do. I'll give a dinner at the Hôtel de Paris--the night +after we arrive. It shall be in your hands, and of course your +sister's, who ought to know your pal. You must try hard to get her to +come. Is it a bargain?" + +"I can't answer for her." + +"But I only ask you to try your hardest. Come now, when I've told you +about last night, you'll say I deserve a reward." + +"Yes, I'll try." + +"But, by Jove, I'd forgotten that your sister is an heiress," I went +on. "I've vowed not to fall in love with a girl who has a lot of +money." + +"I told you that you wouldn't fall in love with her." + +"Is she like you?" + +"A good many people think so. That's why I'm so sure she wouldn't be +the sort of girl you'd care for--you, a man who admires the English +rose type or--a Contessa." + +"The Contessa was your affair. For me, a woman of her type could never +be dangerous. Whereas, a girl like your sister----" + +"Still harping on my sister!" + +"I often think of her as 'The Princess.' It's a pretty name. I fancy +it suits her. Once or twice, since we've been chums, you have had +letters, I know. I hope you've better news of her?" + +"She's cured in body and mind. It is--rather a queer coincidence, +perhaps, for like you, she has found out, so she tells me--that she +wasn't really in love with--the man. She was only in love with love." + +"I'm heartily glad. If she's as true and brave a little soul, as +glorious a pal as you are, she will one day make some fellow the +happiest man alive." + +The Boy did not answer. Perhaps he was overwhelmed with the indirect +praise suddenly heaped upon him; perhaps he thought that I spoke too +freely of the Princess his sister. I was not sure, myself, that I had +not gone beyond good taste; but calling up the picture of a girl, +resembling in character the Little Pal, had stirred me to sudden +enthusiasm. Fancy a girl looking at one with such eyes! a girl capable +of being such a companion. It would not bear thinking of. There could +be no such girl. + +I was glad that, at this moment, we arrived at the Grand Port, and the +garden restaurant, where my regrets for the light that never was on +land or sea--or in a girl's eyes--were temporarily drowned in _café au +lait_. + +The talk was no more of the unseen Princess, but of Paolo. At last I +condescended to enter into a detailed account of the night's +happenings, where the aëronaut was concerned, and the Boy threw up his +chin, showing his little white teeth in a burst of laughter at my +manoeuvre. "But that _isn't_ an American duel," he objected, still +rippling with mirth. "You commit suicide, you know. The man who draws +the short bit of paper agrees to go quietly off and kill himself +decently somewhere, before the end of a stipulated time." + +"I'm aware of that, but I gambled on Paolo's ignorance of the custom," +said I. "I flattered myself that I'd totted up his character like a +sum on a slate, and I acted on the estimate I formed. If I had kept +entirely to facts, without giving the rein to my imagination, you +might now be doomed to travel at this time next year to Buda-Pesth, +and there drown yourself in the largest possible vat of beer. Had +Paolo been unlucky in the matter of getting the short bit of paper, a +little thing like that wouldn't have bothered him much. He would +simply have gone off for a long trip in his newest air-ship, and +conveniently forgotten such an obscure engagement. It was the thought +of standing up defenceless, to be artistically potted at by you, that +turned his heart to water." + +"I believe you're right, and anyway, you are very clever," said the +Boy. "What does one do for a man who has saved one's life?" + +"If you were only a girl, now--a Princess in a fairy story--you would +bestow upon me your hand," I replied gaily. "As it is--I can't at the +moment think of a punishment to fit the crime." + +"Though I can't be a Princess, I might play the Prince, and give you a +ring," he said, pulling at the queer seal ring he always wore. + +"But it wouldn't fit the crime--I mean the finger." + +"Mere mortals never argue when the fairy Prince makes them a present. +Do take the ring. I should like you to have it to--remember me by." + +"To remember you by? But such chums as we have got to be don't give +memory much pull; they arrange to see each other often." + +"Fairy Princes vanish sometimes, you know." + +"If I take your ring, will you appear if I rub it?" + +The Boy was smiling, but his eyes looked grave. "If when the Fairy +Prince has vanished--that is, if he _should_--you want to see him +really badly, try rubbing the ring. It might work. But you'll probably +lose the ring before that--and the memory." + +I answered by hooking the ring, which was far too small for the least +of my fingers, into the spring-loop which held my watch on its chain. + +"My watch and I are one," I said. "Only burglary or death can separate +me from the ring now; and if I'm smashed next time Jack Winston lets +me drive his motor car, there will probably be a romantic little +paragraph in the papers--perhaps even a pathetic verse--about the ring +on the dead man's watch-chain, which will give you every +satisfaction." + +"The boat's whistling," said the Boy. "We'd better run, if we want to +see the Abbey of Hautecombe before lunch." + +We did run, and caught the boat in that uncertain and exciting manner +which brings into play a physical appurtenance unrecognised by +science, _i.e._, the skin of the teeth. Under the awning which shaded +the deck, we took the only two seats not occupied by an abnormally +large German family,--abnormally large individually as well as +collectively,--and settled ourselves for half an hour's enjoyment of a +charming water-panorama. + +"What a heavenly place Aix is!" exclaimed the Boy fervently. "I'm so +glad I came." + +"I thought yesterday that you were disappointed in the place." + +"Oh, yesterday was yesterday. To-day's to-day. How glorious everything +is, in the world. I do love living. And I like everybody so much. What +nice, good creatures one's fellow beings are. My heart warms to them. +I don't believe anybody's really horrid, through and through. I should +like to pat somebody on the shoulder." + +"Queer thing; I feel exactly the same way this morning," said I. +"Shall we throw ourselves on one another's bosom, and kiss each other +on both cheeks, German fashion, to show our good will towards all +mankind? I'm sure our travelling companions would warmly sympathize +with our _schwärmerei_." + +"No-o, perhaps we'd better not risk setting them the example, for fear +they should follow it." + +"Then let's shake hands." + +He put out his little slim brown paw, and I seized it with such +heartiness that he visibly winced, but not a squeak did the pain draw +from him; and the large Germans, looking on gravely, no doubt thought +that, according to some queer English rite, we had registered an +important vow. + +Really the world was a nice place that day, though I might not have +noticed it so much if the Boy and I had been still at loggerheads. + +Yesterday, as we entered Aix, I had said to myself that the mountains +surrounding the town had descended to depths of dumpy ugliness +unworthy the name and dignity of mountains. I had formulated the idea +that there should be world landscape-gardeners appointed, to work on a +grand scale, and alter hills or mountains which Nature had neglected +or bungled. But to-day, as we steamed down the long, narrow Lac de +Bourget, sitting shoulder to shoulder, the light breeze fluttering +butterfly-wings against our faces, I could not see that there was +anything for the most fastidious taste to alter, anywhere. + +As the lake at Annecy had been incredibly blue, this lake was +incredibly green. No weekly penny paper in England, even in its +fattest holiday number, would have room enough to compute the vast +number of emeralds which must have been melted to give that vivid tint +to the sparkling water. It was as easy to see the inhabitants of the +lake having their luncheon at the bottom, on tables exquisitely +decorated with coloured pebbles, as it is to look in through the +plate-glass window of a restaurant. As our course changed, the +mountains girdling the lake and filling in the perspective, grouped +themselves in graceful attitudes, like professional beauties sitting +for their photographs. There were châteaux dotted here and there on +the hillside, and I no longer peopled them with myself and Helen +Blantock. I realised that if one had a palace on the Lake of Como or +Bourget, or any other romantic sheet of water, one could be happy as +an elderly bachelor, if one's days were occasionally enlivened by +visits from congenial friends, such as the Winstons and the Boy. No +wonder that Lamartine was happy at Chatillon, writing his Meditations! +I felt that a long residence on the shores of the Lac de Bourget would +inspire me to some modest meditations of my own, and I could even have +taken down a few memoranda for them, had I not feared that the Boy +would laugh to see my notebook come out. + +I remembered Hautecombe, with its ancient Abbey, deep cream-coloured, +like old ivory or the marbles of the Vatican, glimmering among dark +trees, and mirrored in the lake so clearly that, gazing long at the +reflection, one felt as if standing on one's head. I pointed it out to +the Boy from a distance, on its jutting promontory, with the pride of +the well-informed guide, and talked of the place with a superficial +appearance of erudition. But after all, when he came to pin me down +with questions, my bubble-reputation burst. Not a date could I pump up +from the drained depths of my recollection, and in the end I had to +accept ignominiously from the Boy such crumbs as he had collected from +a guide-book larder. What was it to us, I contended, that the +monastery was said to have been built in 1125? What did it matter that +it had originally been the home of Cistercians? Why clog one's mind +with such details, since it was enough for all purposes of romance to +know that the old building had weathered many wars and many centuries, +and that a special clause had protected the monks when Savoie was +ceded by Italy to France? The great charm of the place for me, apart +from its natural beauty, lay in the thought that it was the last home +of dead kings, the vanished Princes of Savoie; I did not want to know +the facts of its restoration at different dates, and would indeed +shut my eyes upon all such traces if I could. + +Though the Abbey and its double in the lake had remained a picture in +my mind, through the years since I had seen them, I was struck anew +with the peaceful loveliness of the place as we approached the little +landing-stage. The Kings of Savoie had chosen well in choosing to +sleep their last sleep at Hautecombe. + +The Boy and I slowly ascended the deeply shadowed road which led up +the hill to the Abbey, but leisurely as we walked, we soon outpaced +the Germans. For this we were not sorry, since it gave us the silent +grey church to ourselves--and the sleeping Kings. We bestowed money +for his charities upon the white-robed monk who would have shown us +the tombs and the chapels, conscientiously gabbling history the while; +and then, with compliments, we freed him from the duty. His hard facts +would have been like dogs yapping at our heels, and, as the Boy said, +we would not have been able to hear ourselves think. + +We whispered as if fearing to wake the sleepers, as we wandered from +one bed of marble in its dim niche, to another. Never, perhaps, did so +many crowned heads lie under the same roof as at peaceful Hautecombe, +sleeping longer, more soundly far, than the Princess in her enchanted +Palace in the Wood. For centuries the convent bells have rung, calling +the monks to prayer; and sometimes the walls have trembled with the +thunder of cannon: yet the sleepers have not stirred. There they have +lain, those stately, royal figures, with hands folded placidly on +placid bosoms, resting well after stress and storm. + +It was difficult to keep in mind that the real kings and queens had +mouldered into dust under the stone where reposed their counterfeit +presentments. Again and again we had to send away the impression that +we were looking at the actual bodies, transformed by the slow process +of centuries into marble, together with their guardian lions, their +favourite hounds, and their curly lambs. + +The endless slumber of these royal men and women of Savoie seemed +magical, mysterious. We felt that, if we but had the secret of the +talisman, we could wake them; that they would slowly rise on elbow, +and gaze at us, stony-eyed, and reproachful for shattering their +dreams. + +The murmurous silence of the church whispered broken snatches of their +life stories--not that part which we could read in history, or see +graven in Latin on their tombs, but that part of which they might +choose to dream. Had those knightly men in carven armour loved the +marble ladies lying in stately right of possession by their sides, or +had their fancy wandered to others whose dust lay now in some far, +obscure corner of earth? + +If my homage could have compensated in any small degree for kingly +unfaith, a drop of balm would have fallen upon the marble heart of +each royal lady to whom such injustice had perchance been done; for I +loved them all for their noble dignity, and the sweet femininity which +remained to them even under the mask of stone. Their names alone +warmed the blood with the wine of romance: the Princess Yolande; the +Duchess Beatrix; the Lady Melusine. Surely, with such names and such +profiles, they had been worth a man's living or dying for; and if life +had not been so vivid for me that day, I should have wished myself +back in the far past, in heavy, uncomfortable armour, fighting their +battles. + +"'Where are all the dear, dead women?'" asked the Boy. "'What's become +of all the gold that used to hang, and brush their shoulders?' Maybe +part of the answer to Browning's question lies in those tombs." + +"They were Princesses, like your sister," said I. "I've been fancying +them with her eyes." + +"What do you know about her eyes?" he asked quickly. + +"I imagine them like yours." + +"Let's get out into the sunshine again," said the Boy. "I'm afraid +it's time to leave the Princesses, and go back to the Contessa." + + +[Illustration] + + + + +CHAPTER XXIV + +The Revenge of the Mountain + + "Contending with the fretful elements." + --SHAKESPEARE. + + +It is the early bird which gathers the worm, if the worm has +thoughtlessly got up early too; but it is also the bird which comes +flying from afar off, whatever his engagements elsewhere may be; the +bird which, having come, remains on the spot favoured by the worm, +singing sweet songs to charm it into a mood ripe for the gathering. + +Such a bird was Paolo, and such--but perhaps it would be more gallant +not to carry the simile further, since even poetry could scarcely +license it. + +It is enough to say, in proof of the proverb, that when the Boy and I +arrived at the villa in time for _déjeuner_, to which I had been +invited over night, we found Paolo with Gaetà, under the red umbrella, +unencumbered by any irrelevant Barons or Baronesses. + +Gaetà was looking pale and a little frightened. Her dimples were in +abeyance, as if waiting to learn whether something had happened to +twinkle about, or something which would more likely extinguish them +forever. But the aëronaut might have invented an air-ship to take the +place of ordinary Channel traffic, so great with pride was he. He +appeared to have grown several inches in height, and to have +increased considerably in chest measurement, as he sprang from his +chair to welcome us, as if we had been long-lost brothers. + +"Congratulate me," said he. "The Contessa has just consented to be my +wife." + +Gaetà clutched the arm of her rustic seat with a tiny hand upon which +a new ring glittered, like a new star in the firmament. Her warm dark +eyes, eager, expectant, deliciously fearful, were on the Boy. If the +discarded favourite of yesterday had leaped to the throat of the +accepted lover of to-day (her "Whirlwind"), she would have screamed a +silvery little scream and implored him for _her_ sake to accept the +inevitable calmly; she would have given him a reproachful flash of the +eyes, to say, "Why didn't _you_ take me, instead of letting him carry +me away? What could I do, when you left me alone, at his mercy--I so +frail, he so big and strong?" Her glance would then have telegraphed +to Paolo, "You have won me and my love; you can afford to spare a +defeated rival who is desperate"; and perhaps she might even have +thrown me a crumb for auld flirtation's sake. + +But the Boy did not, apparently, feel the least magnetic attraction +towards Paolo's throat, or any other vulnerable part of the aëronaut's +person. Nor did he stamp on the ground, crying upon earth to open and +swallow the master of the air. I, too, kept an unmoved front; but +then, being English, that might have been pardoned to my national +_sang-froid_. There was, however, no such excuse for the mercurial +young American, and flat disappointment struck out the spark in +Gaetà's eye. The second act of her little drama seemed doomed to +failure. + +"_Mille congratulations_," said the Boy cordially, I basely echoing +him. We shook hands with Gaetà; we shook hands with Paolo, and +something was said about weddings and wedding-cake. Then the Baron and +Baronessa appeared so opportunely as to give rise to the base +suspicion that they had been eavesdropping. More polite things were +mumbled, and we went to luncheon, Gaetà on Paolo's arm, with a +disappointed droop of her pretty shoulders. We drank to the health and +happiness of the newly affianced pair, a habit which seemed to be +growing upon me of late, and might lead me down the fatal grade of +bachelordom. The Boy and I were unable to conceal, as we ought to have +done out of politeness, the fact that our appetites had sustained the +shock of our lady's engagement, and I saw in her eyes that she could +never wholly forgive us, no, not even if we made love to her after +marriage. + +"Shall you take your wedding trip in a balloon?" asked the Boy +demurely; and this was the last straw. Gaetà did not make the faintest +protest when, soon after, it was announced that he and I thought of +leaving Aix on the morrow. I am not sure that she even heard my vague +apologies concerning a telegram from friends. + +We all went to the opera at one of the Casinos that night. It was +"Rigoletto," and Gaetà and Paolo sat side by side, looking into each +other's eyes during the love scene in the first act. But the Boy was +adamant, and I did not turn a hair. He and I were much occupied in +wondering at the strange infatuation of the stage hero, but especially +the villain--quite a superior villain--for the heroine, who looked +like an elderly papoose: therefore we had no time to be jealous of +anything that went on under our noses. The party supped with me, _en +masse_, at my hotel; and afterwards I said good-bye to Gaetà. + +She did not know that I had planned my journey with a thought of +seeing her at the end, and drowning my sorrows in flirtation; but the +Boy knew, and had not forgotten--the little wretch. I saw his thought +twinkling in his eyes, as I said debonairly that we might all meet on +the Riviera. If I had not sternly removed my gaze, I should probably +have burst out laughing, and precipitated a second duel in which I, +and not the Boy, would have been a principal. + +When I had been in Aix-les-Bains before, I had made the excursion to +Mont Revard, as all the world makes it, by the funicular railway; and +after half an hour in the little train, I had arrived at the top for +lunch and the view, both being enjoyed in a conventional manner. Now, +all was to be changed. The Boy and I did not regard ourselves as +tourists, but as pilgrims. + +Among other things that self-respecting pilgrims cannot do, is to +ascend a mountain by means of a funicular railway; better stay at the +bottom, and look up with reverence. Therefore, instead of strolling +out to the little station about twelve o'clock, with the view of +reaching the restaurant on the plateau in time for _déjeuner_, we met +on the balcony of the Bristol at seven in the morning. There we +fortified ourselves for a long walk, with eggs and _café au lait_, +while Innocentina and Joseph grouped the animals at the foot of the +steps. + +The day was divinely young, and most divinely fair, when we set forth. +Only the soft fall of an occasional leaf, weary of keeping up +appearances on no visible means of support, told that autumn had +come. The weather put me in mind of a beautiful woman of forty, who +can still cheat the world into believing that she is in the full +summer of her prime, and is making the most of the few good years left +before the crash. + +As we struck up the steep hill that leads out of Aix-les-Bains and +civilisation, passing with all our little procession into the oak +copses which fringe the lower slopes of Mont Revard, the Boy and I +agreed that nothing became the town so well as the leaving it behind. +At last little Aix unveiled her face to us, as we looked down upon it +from airy altitudes. We had space to see how pretty she was, how +charmingly she was dressed, and how gracefully she sat in her +mountain-backed chair, with her dainty white feet in the lake, which, +as Joseph said, we could now follow with our eyes _dans toute son +étendue_. A beautiful _étendue_ it was, the water keeping its +extraordinary brilliance of colour, even in the far distance; vivid in +changing blue-greens, flecked with gold, like the spread tail of a +peacock burnished by the sun. + +Mont Revard is chiselled on the same pattern as all the other +mountains, big and little, of this part of Savoie; first, the long, +steep slope decently covered with a belt of wood, oak below, and pine +above; then a grey, precipitous wall, scarred and furrowed by the +frost and storm of a million years or more. This block-and-socket +arrangement of Nature is, generally speaking, one of the least +interesting of mountain forms, and its crudity was the more noticeable +as we were fresh from the soaring pinnacles and stupendous pyramids of +Switzerland. But Mont Revard is the perfection of its type; and as we +plodded in single file up the threadlike path wound round the +mountain (Joseph and Innocentina in front, driving the animals), my +respect for Revard increased with each steeply ascending step. + +Aromatic-scented branches brushed our faces, and we had to part them +before we could pass on. Then they flew back into their accustomed +places, resenting our intrusion by shaking over us a shower of +fragrant dew. The path, which was always narrow, had fallen away a +little here and there, for it is no one's business to repair it now, +since the making of the railway has turned pilgrims into tourists. +There was just room for man or beast to walk without danger, but so +sheer were the descents below us, so great the drop, that a woman +might have been pardoned a few tremors. "It's a good thing you're not +a girl," said I to the Little Pal, across my shoulder, holding back a +particularly obstinate branch which would have liked to push us over +the precipice, with its lean black arm. "You would be screaming, and I +shouldn't know what to do for you." + +"Not if I were an American girl," he replied, bristling with +patriotism. + +"Is your sister plucky?" + +"As plucky as I am; but perhaps that's not saying much. So you're glad +I'm not a girl?" + +"I wouldn't metamorphose you, and lose my comrade. Still, if your +sister were like you, and not an heiress, I should----" + +"You would--what?" + +"Like to meet her. But she would probably detest me, and wonder how +her brother could have endured my society for weeks on end." + +I was looking back, as I spoke, at the Boy, who was close behind, when +suddenly his smile seemed to freeze, and springing forward he caught +me by the coat sleeve. + +"What's the matter?" I asked, for he was pale under the brown tan. + +For an instant he did not answer. Then, with his lips trembling +slightly, he smiled again. "I thought you were going to be killed, +that's all," said he, "so I stopped you. You were looking back at me, +but I saw that--that you were just going to tread on a stone which +Fanny had loosened with her hoof as she passed. If you had stepped +there, before you could regain your balance, you--but there's no use +talking of it. Only do look where you're walking, won't you, when +we're on a path like this? Now we can go on." + +"Why, you little duffer, you're as white as a ghost!" I exclaimed. "If +the stone had slipped I should have jumped back. The path isn't really +so narrow. It only gives that effect because it's steep, and hangs +over the edge of a precipice. Still, many thanks for your solicitude." + +"I believe, after all, I'll have to rest for a minute," the Boy said +apologetically. "I feel--a little queer. You needn't wait. I'm sorry +you should see me like this. You'll think that there's nothing to +choose between me and a girl. But I'm not always a coward." + +"I know that well enough," I assured him. "You're not a coward now. +But come on. You shall rest when the path widens, where the others are +stopping." + +I caught his hand to pull him along, since we could not walk abreast, +and it was icy cold. Yet it was not for himself that he had feared, +and my heart was very warm for the Little Pal, as I steered him +carefully past the loose, flat stone on the edge of the narrow path. + +Joseph and Innocentina, who had been driving Finois and Souris, +allowing Fanny to follow at will, had called a halt with the three +animals, in a green dell where the way widened. The muleteer had a +handful of exquisite pink cyclamen, fragrant as violets, which he had +been gathering from hidden nooks among the rocks, and he was in the +act of presenting the flowers to Innocentina when we arrived, but she +waved them aside, exclaiming at her young master's pale face. + +The Boy explained that there might have been an accident, owing to +Fanny, and the donkey girl broke into violent abuse of the brown +velvet creature who was her favourite. + +"Daughter of a thrice-accursed mother, and of a despicable race!" she +cried in her odd patois, which it was often better not to understand +too well. "Blighted and bloodthirsty beast! But look at her now, +eating with an enormous appetite a branch as big as herself. Anaconda! +She would eat if the world burned. If she had, with a stroke of her +twenty times condemned hoof, hurled us all to death on the rocks +below, she would still eat, not even looking over the cliff to see +what had become of us." + +"But you should not talk so," broke in Joseph, lover of animals. "It +was not the fault of the little _âne_ that the stone was loosened. How +could she know? It is you who are hard of heart, to turn upon her +thus. It is because you are Catholic, and believe that the beasts have +no souls." + +"It is better to have none than to be a heretic, and the soul burn," +retorted Innocentina. "I am not hard-hearted. I love my young +Monsieur, and would not see him injured, that is all; while you care +for nothing in the world so much as your old Finois. Ah, I would I had +the _insouciance_ of the _ânes_. It is after all that which keeps them +young." + +At this we laughed, which annoyed Innocentina so much that she at once +fed to the maligned Fanny a bunch of charming yellow-pink mushrooms +which my prophetic soul told me had been originally intended for her +master's lunch. + +Fortunately for us, Joseph--sadly wearing in his buttonhole the +despised cyclamen--discovered a few more of these agreeable little +vegetables, which he tested for our benefit by drawing his sturdy +thumbnail along the stem, showing how the fluted undersurface flushed +red at the touch, while the blood flowed carmine from the wound he +made. + +A short rest brought the colour back to the Boy's lips, but we did not +go on again until we had eaten some of the chicken sandwiches which +had been put up for me at the hotel. Climbing had made us hungry, +although we had not been three hours on the way. And we had left the +summer behind, on lower levels; we did not need to remind ourselves +now that it was autumn. By noon we were _en route_ again, but the +brilliance of the day had gone. As we looked back at the world we were +leaving, serrated mountains were dark against flying silver clouds, +and when we neared the Col, a fierce north wind, which had been lying +in wait for us above, swooped down like a great bird of prey. We had +heard it shrieking from afar, but now we had penetrated into its very +eyrie; and as we crept, like flies upon a wall, along the tiny path +which merely roughened the sheer rock precipice, the wind caught and +clawed us with savage glee. + +For a wonder, the much-travelled Joseph had never before made the +ascent of Mont Revard, therefore a certain pioneer instinct on which I +pride myself, and yesterday's research in the admirable map of the +Ministry of the Interior, alone gave us guidance. I did not see how we +could have come wrong, yet each moment it appeared that our neglected +path had reached its end, like an unwound tape-measure. Could it be +possible that this broken, ill-mended thread was the clue which would +eventually lead us to the Col de Pertuiset, and the châlet-hotel far +away upon the summit of the mountain? + +The Boy and I were ahead now, I sheltering him slightly from the cold +blast with my body, as I walked before him. Presently the way turned +abruptly, to zig-zag up a gap in the rock face, and I shouted a +warning to Joseph to look after Innocentina and the animals, so steep +and ruinous was the path. But I need not have been alarmed. A backward +glance showed me that Joseph had anticipated my instructions, so far +as Innocentina was concerned. + +Not a word of complaint came from the Boy; indeed, it would have been +difficult for him to utter it, even if he would, with the wind rudely +pressing its seal upon his lips. But I held out a hand to him, and +though he rebelled at first, an instant's silent tussle made me master +of his, so that I could pull him up with little effort on his part. + +In the deep gullies and hollows of this chasm below the Col, the wind +had us at its mercy, and forced our breath down our throats. We were +in deep shadow, though the sun should have been not far past the +zenith, and looking up to learn the reason, we saw that a huge bank of +woolly mist hung grey and heavy between us and the sky. Below--far, +far below--we had a glimpse of the world we had left still bathed in +September sunshine, warm and beautiful, with cloud-shadows flying over +low grass mountains and distant lakes. Then we seemed to knock our +heads against a dull grey ceiling, which noiselessly crumbled round +us, and we were in the mist. + +No longer was it a ceiling, but a sea in which we swam; a sea so cold +that a shiver crept through our bones into our marrow. We had escaped +the clutches of the wind, to drown in fog, and in five minutes I had +beside me a small, ghostly form with frosted hair, and a white rime on +his jacket. The Boy was like a figure on a great iced cake, for the +ground was whitened too. + +Luckily, the ascent was over, and we were on grassy, undulating land +where stunted trees stood here and there like pointing wraiths in the +misty gloom. Dimly I could see, now and then, a daub of paint, red as +a splash of blood, on a dark boulder, to guide travellers towards the +summit hotel. Had it not been for these, it would have been impossible +to find the way, or keep it if found. + +We could walk side by side here, and looking down at the Boy, I could +see that he was shivering. + +"Can it be that a few hours ago the mere exertion of walking made us +so hot that we had to mop our foreheads, and fan ourselves with our +hats?" I asked. + +"Let's talk about it," said the Boy. "It may warm us, just to +remember." + +"Are you very cold?" + +"Not so ve-r-y." + +"Your teeth are chattering in your head. Stop, we'll have our +overcoats out of the packs." + +"I don't want mine." + +"Nonsense; you must have it." + +"To tell the truth, I haven't got it with me. I gave it to the +upstairs waiter at Chamounix. He told me a lot about himself, and he +was in trouble, poor fellow; he'd been discharged for some fault or +other, and was so poor that he was going to walk home, in the farthest +part of Switzerland. You see, I thought as I was on the way south, I +wouldn't need an overcoat. I'd hardly ever wanted it so far, and the +waiter was a small, slim chap, not much bigger than I am. Anyhow, we +shall soon be at the hotel now, and we can walk fast." + +He looked so white and spirit-like in the mist, with his big bright +eyes made brighter by the tired shadows underneath, that I would not +discourage him with the truth. If I had said that I feared we were +lost in the mist, and perhaps might not reach the hotel for hours, he +would have realised all his weariness and suffering. I made him wait, +however, and when the ghostly procession of man, woman, and beasts had +trailed up to us, I ordered a stop for Finois to be unloaded, that my +overcoat might be unearthed. + +In place of the workmanlike pack which the mule might have borne, had +I not insisted on fulfilling a rash vow, my luggage was contained in +twin brown hold-alls bought at Martigny, and covered with a waterproof +cloth which was the property of Joseph. + +Both these abominable rolls had to be taken off Finois' back and laid +upon the whitened grass, as I had forgotten in which one was stuffed +the coat that I had not worn for many days. Now at this bitter +moment, could my valet but have known it, he had his full revenge. I +longed for him as a thirsty traveller in the desert longs for a spring +of water. Yet I knew, deep down in my desolate heart, that Locker +would not have been able to cope with this crisis. In cities, he was +more efficient than most of his kind, but the Unusual was a bugbear to +him; and, lost in a freezing mountain mist, he would have lain down to +die with my horrible hold-alls still strapped and bulging. It is a +strange thing that most servants would consider themselves deeply +injured if asked to bear half the hardships which their masters +cheerfully undergo for the sheer fun of the thing. + +Joseph came to my rescue, but, with all the good will in the world, he +complicated matters. Finois, Fanny, and Souris pressed nearer, hoping +for something to eat, and the two donkeys, discouraged and +disheartened by the unexpected cold, were piteous, shivering objects, +with their velvet hair bristling on end, their little legs knocking +together. Even their faces seemed to have shrunk, and Fanny was all +eyes and grey spectacles. + +I opened the hateful object which, by its tuberculous knobs, I +recognised as the one least often unpacked. It was there that I +expected to find the coat, wrapped democratically round goodness knew +how many spare boots, stockings, collars, and other small articles +which Locker would never have allowed to come within speaking distance +of each other. But, with the total depravity of inanimate things, the +coat had escaped from the hold-all. In my certainty that I must come +upon it sooner or later--at the bottom of everything, of course--I +scattered the other contents recklessly about; and when at last I gave +up the search in despair, the white ground was strewn with the most +intimate accessories of my toilet. Seized with a Berserker rage, I +tore open the second hold-all, and before the Boy could utter a cry of +protest, more collars, handkerchiefs, brushes, and little horrors of +every description peppered the earth. There were as many things there +as the inestimable mother of the Swiss Family Robinson contrived to +stow in her wonderful bag during the five minutes before the +shipwreck--things which fulfilled all the wants of the young Robinsons +for the period of seventeen years. But, naturally, the one thing I +needed was missing; and now that it was too late, I vaguely recalled +seeing that overcoat hanging limply on a peg in the wardrobe of some +hotel whose very name I had now forgotten. + +If I had been a woman, I should inevitably have burst into tears, and +somebody would have comforted me, and everything would immediately +have been all right. As it was, I used several of Innocentina's most +lurid phrases, under my breath, and announced my intention of +abandoning my luggage on the mountain-side, rather than attempt the +impossible task of feeding it again to the monsters which had +disgorged it. + +"Poor Man!" exclaimed the Boy. "Why didn't you confide to me before, +that you were physically and mentally incapable of packing? I've often +noticed that your hold-alls looked like overfed boa constrictors, but +I didn't dream things were as bad as this. You had better let +Innocentina and me do the work for you. We're what you call 'nailers' +at it, I assure you." + +I made a snatch at a dressing-gown, which I rescued from the +conglomerate heap before he could push me away. Then, with the +garment hung over my arm, I stood by helplessly with Joseph, while +Innocentina and the Boy, with incredible swiftness and skill, set +about the business from which I had been dismissed. Somewhat after +this fashion must the work of Creation have been done, when there was +only Chaos to begin upon. + +In five minutes all my scattered horrors had been sorted neatly, +according to their species, like the animals forming in procession for +the ark; collars after their kind; boots after their kind; and so on, +down to the humble shoestring and mean shirt-stud. Never had those +loathsome inventions of an evil mind, my hold-alls, so closely +resembled self-respecting members of the luggage fraternity as they +did when the Boy and Innocentina had finished with them. + +With a sigh of relief the Little Pal jumped up from his grim task, +leaving Joseph to fasten the straps; and as he got to his feet, his +small hands purple with cold, I wrapped the dressing-gown round his +shoulders. Then, seeing his slight figure engulfed in it, like a very +small pea in a very big pod, I burst out laughing. + +"Is _that_ what you wanted?" cried the Boy. "I won't have it. I won't! +I'd rather freeze than be a guy. Put it on yourself." + +"I don't need it. It was for you. Don't be ungrateful, after all my +trouble." + +"All _my_ trouble, you mean. Take off the horrid thing. I won't wear +it. Let me alone." + +Unmoved by his complaints, I still held him prisoner, using the +dressing-gown as a strait-jacket, while he fought in my grasp. A +sudden suppressed giggle from Innocentina at this juncture seemed to +drive him to frenzy. + +"If you don't let me go, I'll--I'll box your ears!" he stammered. + +"Try it," I advised sternly. + +He could not move his arms, so closely I held him, but his eyes were +blazing. + +"You'll be sorry for this some day," he panted. + +"Will you keep on the dressing-gown, if I let you go?". + +"No." + +"Then will you wear my coat?" + +"What! And have you in your shirt-sleeves? Rather not. Let me----" + +"I'll give you the coat and wear the dressing-gown myself. _I'm_ not +as vain as a girl." + +Whether the thought of what my appearance would be in the gown, or the +taunt I flung at him, moved the Boy, I cannot say, but suddenly his +struggles ceased. + +"I'll wear anything you like," said he with a sudden accession of +meekness, so unexpected that I was alarmed for his health, and gazed +at him closely to see if he were on the verge of a collapse. Instead +of looking ill, however, he was no longer pinched and pallid, but +radiant with colour. Rage had produced a beneficial effect upon his +circulation. + +On his promise, I released him, nor did I insist when he waved me +aside, and hurriedly girded up the dressing-gown himself. The garment +reached almost to his feet, and the quaintness of the little figure +shrouded in its dark folds and hatted with Panama straw, in the midst +of a mountain snow-cloud, was a sight to make Fanny laugh; but I kept +a grave face, and so did Joseph and Innocentina, though the +donkey-girl's eyes were bright. + +We marched on again when Finois had been reloaded, the party keeping +well together, lest we should lose each other in this mist which was +snow, this snow which was mist. The Boy and I walked ahead at first; I +silent lest I should laugh, he silent--probably--lest he should cry. +The woolly cloud wrapped its folds round us thicker and closer, so +that objects a dozen feet away were blotted out of sight, and for all +practical purposes ceased to exist. The silvery rime, freezing as it +fell, covered stones and boulders so that it was no longer possible to +see the red splashes which marked the way. Soon, we were hopelessly +lost, plunging down into grassy hollows, where our feet slipped +between rough stones into muddy ruts concealed under a treacherous +film of white, or plodding up to the top of knolls which proved to +have no connection with anything else, when we had toilsomely attained +them. + +By-and-bye I knew how a man feels in a treadmill, and I was anxious +for the Boy's sake, seeing the queer little figure in the panama and +dressing-gown gradually droop, despite the brave spirit with which it +was animated. Losing confidence in my boasted ability as a pioneer, I +called Joseph to the rescue, and bade him take the lead. + +Having intruded upon him suddenly, behind the screen of snow-cloud, I +found him engaged in the Samaritan act--no doubt carried out on purely +humanitarian principles--of warming one of Innocentina's hands in his. +I simulated blindness with such histrionic skill that honest Joseph +was deceived thereby; but not so Innocentina. She tossed her head, and +folded her arms in her cape as if it had been the toga of a Roman +senator unjustly accused of treason. She had been, so she assured me, +at that instant on the point of coming forward to entreat her young +monsieur to mount Fanny, since he must be deadly tired; but the Boy, +joining us at the moment, denied excessive fatigue and said that he +would freeze if he rode. Besides, he added, it would be cruel to +burden Fanny, in her present state of depression. The most likely +thing was that we should have to carry her; and if she continued to +shrink at her present rate per minute, soon we could slip her into one +of our pockets. + +Joseph, promoted to the post of honour, forged ahead; and either Fanny +and Souris insisted upon following Finois, or else Innocentina felt +called upon to continue the process of conversion even in adverse +circumstances; at all events, the Boy and I almost immediately found +ourselves in the background, all that we could see of our companions +being a tassel-like grey tail quivering above a moving blur of little +legs, scarcely thicker than toothpicks. + +The Boy, who was still sulking in the dressing-gown, suddenly broke by +a spasmodic chuckle the silence which had blended chillingly with the +weather. + +"What's up?" I enquired, thawing joyously in the brief gleam of moral +sunshine. + +"I was only thinking that if Innocentina wants to convert Joseph from +heresy she'd better not lecture him to-day about eternal fire. The +idea is too inviting. I never envied anyone so much as my namesake, +St. Laurence, on his gridiron. It would be a luxury to grill." + +"Perhaps the gridiron was to him what my dressing-gown is to you," +said I. + +"I'm getting resigned to it. That's the reason I'm talking to you. I +hated you for five minutes; but--you never like people so much as +when you've just finished hating them." + +"Which means that I'm forgiven?" + +"That, and something more." + +"Good imp! The thermometer is rising. But I feel a beast to have got +you into this scrape. If it hadn't been for me, you wouldn't have +known that a mule-path existed on Mont Revard." + +"I'm not sorry we came. This will be something to remember always. +It's a real adventure. Afterwards we shall get the point of view." + +"I wish we could get one now," said I. "But the prospect isn't +cheerful. Molly Winston's prophecy is being fulfilled. She was certain +that sooner or later I should be lost on a mountain; and her sketch of +me, curled up in sleeping-sack and tent, toasting my toes before a +fire of twigs, and eating tinned soup, steaming hot, made me long to +lose myself immediately. But, alas! a peasant child near Piedimulera +is basking at this moment in my woolly sack, and battening on my +Instantaneous Breakfasts." + +"Don't think of them," said the Boy. "That way madness lies. A chapter +in my book shall be called, 'How to be Happy though Freezing.'" + +"What would be your definition of the state, precisely?" + +"Being with Somebody you--like." + +My temperature bounded up several degrees, thanks to these amends, but +our sole comfort was in each other, since Joseph had no hope to give. +At this moment he parted the mist-curtain to remark that he could find +no traces of a path or landmark of any kind. + +Hours dragged on, and we were still wandering aimlessly, as one +wanders in a troubled dream. We were chilled to the bone, and as it +was by this time late in the afternoon, I began to fear that we should +have to spend the night on the mountain-side. Revard was wreaking +vengeance upon us for taking his name in vain. We had made naught of +him as a mountain; now he was showing us that, were he sixteen +thousand feet high instead of four, he could scarcely put us to more +serious inconvenience. + +I was growing gravely anxious about the Boy, though the bitter cold +and great fatigue had not quenched his spirit, when the smell of +cattle and the muffled sound of human voices put life into the chill, +dead body of the mist. A house loomed before us, and I sprang to the +comforting conclusion that we had stumbled upon one of the outlying +offices of the hotel, but an instant showed me my mistake. The low +building was a rough stone châlet with two or three cowherds outside +the door, and these men stared in surprise and curiosity at our +ghostly party. + +"Are we far from the hotel?" I asked in French, but no gleam of +understanding lightened their faces; and it was not until Joseph had +addressed them in the most extraordinary patois I had ever heard, that +they showed signs of intelligence. "Hoo-a-long, hoo-a-long, walla-ha?" +he remarked, or words to that effect. + +"Squall-a-doo, soo-a-lone, bolla-hang," returned one of the men, +suddenly wound up to gesticulate with violence. + +"He says that the hotel is about half an hour's walk from here," +Joseph explained to me, looking wistful. And my own feelings gave me +the clue to that look's significance. + +"Thank goodness!" I exclaimed heartily. "But it would be tempting +Providence to pass this house, which is at least a human habitation, +without resting and warming the blood in our veins. Perhaps we can get +something to eat for ourselves and the donkeys--to say nothing of +something to drink." + +Another exchange of words like brickbats afforded us the information, +when translated, that we could obtain black bread, cheese, and brandy; +also that we were welcome to sit before the fire. + +I pushed the Boy in ahead of me, but he fell back. The stench which +struck us in the face as the door opened was like an evil-smelling +pillow, thrown with good aim by an unseen hand. Mankind, dog-kind, +cow-kind, chicken-kind, and cheese-kind, together with many +ingredients unknown to science, combined in the making of this +composite odour, and its strength sent the Boy reeling into my arms. + +"No, I can't stand it," he gasped. "I shall faint. Better freeze than +suffocate." + +But I forced him in; and in five minutes, to our own self-loathing, we +had become almost inured to the smell. Eat we could not, but we drank +probably the worst brandy in all Europe or Asia, and slowly our blood +began once more to take its normal course. A spurious animation soon +enabled the Boy to start on again; one of the cowherds pointed out the +path, and for a time all went well with our little band, even Fanny +and Souris having revived on black crusts of mediæval bread. But the +half-hour in which we had been told we might cover the distance +between châlet and hotel lengthened into an hour. The mist grew +greyer, and thicker, and darker, misleading us almost as cleverly as +its sophisticated English cousin, a London fog. Again and again we +lost our way. Owing to the fatigue of the Boy and Innocentina, and the +utter dejection of the unfortunate little donkeys, we could not walk +fast enough to keep our blood warm, and my tweeds, in which I was +buttoned to the chin, seemed to afford no more protection than +newspaper. + +When I remarked this to the Boy he replied with a faint chuckle that +he felt like a newspaper himself--"a newspaper," he repeated, +shivering, "with the smallest circulation in the world. And if it +weren't for your dressing-gown there wouldn't be any circulation left +at all." + +The day, which had begun in summer and ended in winter, was darkening +to night when Joseph, who was in advance, cried out that he had +flattened his nose against something solid, which was probably the +wall of the hotel. No blur of yellow light penetrated the gloom, but a +few minutes of anxious groping brought us to a door--rather an +elaborate, pretentious door, which instantly dispelled all fear that +we had come upon another châlet, or perchance a barn. + +[Illustration] + + + + +CHAPTER XXV + +The Americans + + "Is the gentleman anonymous? Is he a great unknown?" + --SHAKESPEARE. + + +While Joseph and Innocentina remained outside with the animals, the +Boy and I entered a long, dark corridor, dimly lighted at the far end. +Half-way down we came upon a porter, whose look of surprise would have +told us (if we had not learned through bitter experience already) that +Mont Revard's season was over. He guided us to the door of a large +salon, which he threw open with an air of wishing to justify the +hotel; and despite the load of weariness under which the Boy was +almost fainting, he whipped the dressing-gown off in a flash, shook +the snow from his panama, squaring his little shoulders, and +re-entered civilisation with a jauntiness which denied exhaustion and +did credit to his pride. Nevertheless, he availed himself of the first +easy-chair, and dropped into it as a ripe apple drops from its leafy +home into the long grass. + +The porter scampered off to send us the landlord, and to see to the +comfort of Joseph and Innocentina, until they and their charges could +be definitely provided for. While we waited--the Boy leaning back, +pale and silent, in an exaggerated American rocking-chair, I standing +on guard beside him--there was time to look about at our surroundings. + +The room was immense, and on a warm, bright day of midsummer might +have been delightful, with its polished mosaic floor, its painted +basket chairs and little tables, and its standard lamps with coloured +silk shades. But to-day a stuffy, red-curtained bar-parlour would have +been more cheerful. + +At first, I thought we were alone in the waste of painted wicker-work, +for there had been dead silence on our entrance; but hardly had we +settled ourselves to await the coming of the landlord, when a movement +at the far end of the big, dim room told me that it had other +occupants. Two men in knickerbockers were sitting on low chairs drawn +close to a fireplace, and both were looking round at us with evident +curiosity. + +As the Boy's chair had its high back half-turned in their direction, +all they could see of him was a little hand dangling over the arm of +the chair, and a small foot in a stout, workmanlike walking boot, +laced far up the ankle. I stood facing them; and though the sole +illumination came flickering from a newly kindled fire, or filtered +through the red shades of three large lamps, not only could they see +what manner of man I was, but I could study their personal +characteristics. + +In these I was conscious of no lively interest; but as the men +continued to gaze over their shoulders at me, and the Boy's chair, I +decided that they were from the States. They were both young, +clean-shaven, good-looking; with clear features, keen eyes, and +prominent chins, reminiscent of the attractive "Gibson type" of +American youth. + +"Well," said one to the other, turning away from his brief but steady +inspection of the newcomers, "I thought we were the only two fools +stranded here for the night in this weather, but it seems there are a +couple more." + +Their voices had a carrying quality which brought the words distinctly +to our ears. Suddenly the "rocker" was agitated, and the Boy's feet +came to the ground. Nervously, he jerked the chair round so that its +back was completely turned to the men at the other end of the room. +His eyes looked so big, and his face was so deeply stained with a +quick rush of colour, that I feared he was ill. + +"Anything wrong?" I asked, bending towards him, with my hand on his +chair. + +"Nothing. I was only--a little surprised to hear people talking, +that's all. I thought we had the room to ourselves." + +His voice was a whisper, and I pitched mine to his in answering. "So +did I at first, but it seems two countrymen of yours are before us. I +wonder if they have had adventures to equal ours? Probably we shall +find out at dinner, for this looks the sort of hotel to herd its +guests together at one long table." + +The Boy's hand closed sharply on the arm of his chair. "I'm too tired +to dine in public," said he, still in the same muffled voice. "I shall +have something to eat in my room--if I ever get one." + +"If that's your game," said I, "I'll play it with you. We'll ask them +to give us a sitting-room of sorts, and we'll dine there together like +kings." + +"No, no. You must go down. I shall have my dinner in bed. I'm worn +out. What are--those men at the other end of the room like?" + +"Like sketches from New York _Life_," I replied. "One is dark, the +other fair, with a deep cleft in his chin, and a nose so straight it +might have been ruled. Better take a look at them. Perhaps you may +have met at home." + +"All the more reason for not looking," said the Boy. "Thank goodness, +here comes the landlord." + +We could have had twenty rooms if we wished, for, said our host, +throwing a glance across the salon, he had only two other guests +besides ourselves. They had come up by the funicular, meaning to walk +next morning down to Chambéry, but whether they could do so or not +depended on the weather. In any case, the hotel would close for the +season in a few days now, and the funicular cease to run. Fires should +be laid in our rooms immediately, and we should be made comfortable, +but as for our animals, unfortunately there were no stables attached +to the hotel, no accommodation whatever for four-footed creatures. +They would have to go back to the châlet, where they and their drivers +could be put up for the night. + +"That will not do for Innocentina," exclaimed the boy quickly. In his +eagerness he raised his voice slightly, and the two young men at the +other end of the salon seemed waked suddenly to renewed interest in us +and our affairs. But the Boy's tone fell again instantly. "Innocentina +must have a room at this hotel," he went on. "The châlet will be bad +enough for Joseph. For her it would be impossible. Joseph won't mind +taking the donkeys down and caring for them this one night, for +Innocentina's sake." + +"If know Joseph, it will afford him infinite satisfaction; and the +more intense his physical suffering, the happier he'll be in the +thought that he is bearing it for her," I replied. "I'll go out and +break the news to the poor chap." + +The Boy sprang up. "No, no; don't leave me alone!" he cried. Then, as +I looked surprised, he added, more quietly: "I mean I'll go with you, +and talk to Innocentina. Meanwhile, our things can be sent up to our +rooms." + +Though he had asked "what the men at the other end of the room were +like," he showed no desire to verify for himself the description I had +given. He kept his back religiously turned towards his countrymen, and +did not throw a single glance their way as we left the salon with the +landlord, though I saw that the two young Americans were interested in +him. + +We returned to the door at the end of the long corridor, where we had +entered the hotel ten or fifteen minutes earlier, and found Joseph, +Innocentina, and the animals still sheltering against the house wall. +The porter had already retailed the bad news, and the faithful +muleteer had of his own accord volunteered to play the part which the +Boy and I had assigned him. Though he was tired, cold, and hungry, and +had the prospect of a gloomy walk, with a night of discomfort to +follow, he was far from being depressed; and I thought I knew what +supported him in his hour of trial. + +We saw him off, followed by a piteous trail of asshood, and then, +shivering once more, we re-entered the dim corridor. Innocentina, much +subdued, was with us now, carrying the famous bag in its snow-powdered +_rücksack_, while a porter went before with the rest of the luggage, +taken from the tired backs of our beasts. We had reached the foot of +the stairs, when we came so suddenly face to face with the two +Americans that it almost seemed we had stumbled upon an ambush. + +They stared very hard at the Boy, who did not give them a glance, +though I was conscious of a stiffening of his muscles. He turned his +head a little on one side, so that the shadow of the panama eclipsed +his face from their point of view; but I could see that he had first +grown scarlet, then white. + +"By Jove, but it can't be possible!" I heard one of the men say as we +passed and began to ascend the stairs. The answer I did not hear; but +Innocentina, who was close behind me, glared with unchristian +malevolence at the young men, as if instinct whispered that they were +concerning themselves unnecessarily about her master's business. + +The Boy ran upstairs as lightly as if he had never known fatigue. The +porter showed him his room; his luggage was taken in, and then he came +out to me in the passage. + +"You told Joseph that he needn't come up very early to-morrow, didn't +you?" he enquired. + +"Yes, as we're pretty well fagged, and Chambéry isn't an all-day's +journey, I thought we might take our time in the morning. That suits +you, doesn't it?" (It was really of him that I had been thinking, but +I did not say so.) + +"Oh, yes," he answered absentmindedly, as if already his brain were +busy with something else. "What time did you fix for starting? I didn't +hear?" + +"I said to Joseph that it would do if he were on hand at half-past +ten. You can rest till nine o'clock." + +"Thank you. And now, good night. You've been very kind to-day. Maybe I +didn't seem grateful, but I was, all the same; very, very grateful." + +"Nonsense!" said I. "If you're too tired to go down, shan't I have my +dinner with you? We could have a table drawn up before the fire, and +it would be quite jolly." + +He shook his head, a great weariness in his eyes. "I'm too done up for +society, even yours. I'd rather you went down. You will, won't you?" + +"Certainly, if you won't have me. Rest well. I shall see that they +send you up something decent." + +"It doesn't matter. I'm not as hungry as I was, somehow. Good night, +Man." + +"Good night, Boy." + +"Shake hands, will you?" + +He pressed mine with all his little force, and shook it again and +again, looking up in my face. Then he bade me "Good night" once more, +abruptly, and retreated into his room. + +I went to my quarters at the other end of the passage, and was glad of +the fire which had begun to roar fiercely in a small round stove, like +a gnome with a pipe growing out of his head. I had a sponge, changed, +and descended to the salon, only to learn that the eating arrangements +were carried on in another building, at some distance from the hotel. +Feeling like a belated insect of summer overtaken by winter cold, I +darted down the path indicated, to the restaurant, where I found the +Americans, already seated at just such a long table as I had pictured, +and still in their knickerbockers. There was, in the big room, a +sprinkling of little tables under the closed windows, but they were +not laid for a meal; and a chair being pulled out for me by a waiter, +exactly opposite my two fellow-guests, I took it and sat down. + +My first thought was to order something for the Little Pal, and to +secure a promise that it should reach him hot, and soon. I then +devoted myself to my own dinner, which would have been more enjoyable +had I had the Boy's companionship. I had worked slowly through soup +and fish, and arrived at the inevitable veal, when I was addressed by +one of the Americans--him of the cleft chin and light curly hair, +whose voice I had heard first in the salon. + +"You came up by the mule path, didn't you?" + +I answered civilly in the affirmative, aware that all my "points" were +being noted by both men. + +"Must have been a stiff journey in this weather." + +"We came into the mist and snow just below the Col." + +"Your friend is done up, isn't he?" + +"Oh, he's a very plucky young chap," I replied, careful for the Boy's +reputation as a pilgrim; "but he's a bit fagged, and will be better +off dining in his own room." + +"I expect he'll be all right to-morrow. Are you going to try and get +to Chambéry, or will you return to Aix by train?" + +"We shall push on, unless we're snowed in," I said. + +"That's our plan, too. I dare say we shall be starting about the same +time, and if so, if you don't mind, we might join forces." + +"Now, what is this chap's game?" I asked myself. "He isn't drawing me +out for nothing; and as these two are together they have no need of +companionship. There's some special reason why they want to join us." + +Taking this for granted, the one reason which occurred to me as +probable, was a previous acquaintance with the Boy, which they wished +to keep up, and he did not wish to acknowledge. I determined that he +should not be thus entrapped, through me. + +"That would be very pleasant, no doubt," I replied; "but you had +better not wait for us. Our time of starting is uncertain." + +Though I spoke with perfect civility, it must have been clear to them +that I preferred not to have my party enlarged by strangers, and I +rather regretted the necessity for this ungraciousness, as the men +were gentlemen, and I usually got on excellently with Americans. + +"Oh, very well," returned the handsomer of the two, looking slightly +offended. "We shall meet on the way down, perhaps. By-the-by, if I'm +not mistaken, your young friend is a compatriot of ours. He's +American, isn't he?" + +"Yes." + +"I believe I've met him in New York, though it was so dark I couldn't +be sure. Do you object to telling me his name?" + +"I'm afraid I do object," I answered, stiffly this time. "You must +satisfy yourself as to his identity, if it interests you, when you see +each other to-morrow." + +Of all that remained of dinner, I can only say the words which Hamlet +spoke in dying; for indeed, "the rest was silence." + +Directly the meal was over, I hurried back to the hotel, like a rabbit +to its warren; smoked a pipe before a roaring fire in my bedroom, and +wondered if the Little Pal were wandering "down the uncompanioned way" +of dreamland. As for me, I never got as far as that land. I fell over +a precipice without a bottom, before my head had found a nest in the +soft pillow, and knew nothing more until suddenly I started awake +with the impression that someone had called. + +"What is it, Boy? Do you want me?" I heard myself asking sharply, as +my eyes opened. + +It seemed that I had not been asleep for ten minutes, but to my +surprise an exquisite, rosy light filled the room. Well-nigh before I +knew whether I were sleeping or waking, I was out of bed and at the +window. + +It was the light of sunrise, shining over a billowy white world, for +the fog had been rent asunder, and through its torn, woolly folds, I +caught an unforgettable glimpse of glory. The sky was a rippling lake +of red-gold fire, whose reflection turned a hundred snow-clad +mountain-crests to blazing helmets for Titans. Above the majestic +ranks rose their leader, towering head and shoulders over all. "Mont +Blanc!" I had just time to say to myself in awed admiration, when the +snow-fog was knit together again, only a jagged line of fading gold +showing the stitches. + +Nobody had called me; I knew that, now, yet I had an uneasy impression +that someone wanted me somewhere, and that something was wrong. It was +stupid to let this worry me, I told myself, however; and having +lingered a few moments at the window studying the lovely pattern of +frost-work lace on the glass, and the fringe of priceless pearls on +branch of bush, and stunted tree, I went back to bed. There, I pulled +my watch out from under my pillow, and looked at it. "Only six +o'clock," I yawned. "Three good hours more of sleep. I wonder if the +Boy----" Then I tumbled over another pleasant precipice. + +When I waked again, it was almost nine, and nerving myself to the +inevitable, I rang for a cold bath. The morning was bitterly chill, +but the tingling water soon sent the blood racing through my veins, +and by ten o'clock I was knocking at the Boy's door. No answer came, +and thinking that he must already be down, I was on my way across the +white, frozen grass to the restaurant, when I met the muleteer coming +up with Finois. + +"Hallo, Joseph!" I exclaimed in surprise. "Where are Fanny and +Souris?" + +"Innocentina has taken them, Monsieur," he answered. + +"What--they have started?" + +"But yes, Monsieur, and very early." + +"Tell me what happened," I prompted him. + +"Why, Monsieur, it was this way. There was not much sleep for me last +night, if you will pardon my liberty in mentioning such matters, +because of the little animal which bites and jumps away. I know not +what you call him in your language, though I think he is known in all +lands. Besides, the beasts were noisy in the stable underneath the +room where I lay with the men. About half-past four the others got up, +but I lay still, as it was well with my animals, and there was no +hurry. But a little more than an hour later, they called me from +below, laughing, and saying there was a lady to see me. I had not +undressed, Monsieur, for many reasons, and now I was glad, for I knew +who it must be, though not why she should be there, and so early too. +I could not bear that she should be alone with these rough fellows, +and in two minutes I had tumbled down the ladder. + +"I had not been mistaken, Monsieur. It was Innocentina. She said her +master had sent her down to fetch the _ânes_, as he was obliged by +certain circumstances to start on in advance of my master. I did not +ask her any questions, but I helped her get ready the donkeys, and I +would have walked up with her to the hotel, had she permitted it. If I +did so, she said, the cattle men would talk; so I stayed behind." + +"Well, I suppose we shall overtake them," I replied, hiding surprise, +as I did not care to let Joseph see that I had been left in the dark +concerning this strange change of programme. My mind groped for an +explanation of the mystery, and then suddenly seized upon one. The +Boy, who had evidently met his two compatriots in other days and +another land, disliked and wished to shun them. He had feared that +they might be our companions down to Chambéry, and had taken drastic +measures to avoid their society. Rather than get me up early, for his +convenience, after a day of some hardship and fatigue, the plucky +little chap had gone off without us. Possibly I should find that he +had left a note for me, with some waiter or _femme de chambre_. If +not, our route down to Chambéry and the hotel at which we were to stay +there, had already been decided upon. He would have said to himself +that there could be no mistake, and that he might trust me to find him +at our destination. + +The Americans were not at breakfast, but later, as Joseph, Finois, and +I were starting, I saw them standing at a distance in the corridor. +The porter, who had brought down the miserable hold-alls, and was +waiting for his tip, murmured that "_ces messieurs_" were not going to +make the walking expedition to Chambéry; the landlord had advised them +that the weather was too bad, and they had decided to return by the +noon train to Aix-les-Bains. + +I felt that I owed the young men a grudge for the Boy's defection; and +as there had been no note or message from him, I was not in a +forgiving mood. Without a second glance towards the pair, I walked +away with Joseph--alone with him for the first time in many a day. + + + + +CHAPTER XXVI + +The Vanishing of the Prince + + "Now to my word: + It is, _Adieu, adieu! remember me_." + --SHAKESPEARE. + + +As we dipped down below the summit of the mountain, we stepped from +under the snow-fog, as if it had been a great white, hanging nightcap. +The air smelled like early winter, and was vibrant with the melody of +cowbells. On snow-covered eminences near and far, dark, sentinel +larches watched us, weeping slow tears from every naked spine. So high +had they climbed, so acclimatised to the mountains did these +soldier-trees seem, that I named them for myself the Chasseurs Alpins +of the forest. + +"We shall have fine weather to-morrow," said Joseph, as we left the +snow and came to what he called the "_terre grasse_," which was greasy +and slippery under foot. "See, Monsieur, a worm; he comes up out of +his hole, and the earth clings to him as he walks abroad. If he were +clean, that would be a sign of another bad day to follow." + +"At least we are going down to summer again," I replied; "also to the +young Monsieur; and to Innocentina. But perhaps you are glad of a rest +from her sharp tongue." + +Joseph shrugged his shoulders. "I am used to it now, Monsieur," said +he; and I turned away my face to hide a smile. I knew that he missed +the girl, and I was still more keenly aware that I missed a comrade. +My fleeting impressions were hardly worth catching and taming, without +him to help cage them; without his vivid mind to help colour the +thoughts, which mine only sketched in black and white, it was easier +to leave the canvas blank. + +We had decided last night that it would not be wise to attempt the +journey by way of the Dent du Nivolets, as it was on a higher level +than the summit of Mont Revard, and we should risk being again +extinguished under a nightcap of snow. We descended, therefore, by the +simpler and shorter route, but it was full of interest for the +strangeness of the landscape, and the buildings which we reached on +lower planes. + +The houses were no longer characteristically French, but a bastard +Swiss. The heavy, overhanging roofs were thatched, and of enormous +thickness; the walls of grey stone, with roughly carved, skeleton +balconies. The peasants no longer smiled at us in good-natured +curiosity, but regarded us dourly, though they were gravely civil if +we had questions to ask. + +Although I gave Joseph no instructions, and he made no suggestions, by +common consent we hastened on as if a prize were to be bestowed for +our good speed, at the end of the journey. On other days we had +sauntered, allowing the animals to snatch delicious _hors d'oeuvres_ +from the bushes as they passed, but to-day Finois was in the depths of +gloom. There was no grey Souris, no spectacled Fanny-anny to cheer him +on the way, and if he reached out a wistful mouth towards a branch, he +was hurried past it. How would we feel, I asked myself, if, with the +inner man clamouring, we were driven remorselessly along a road +decked on either side with exquisitely appointed tables, set out with +all our favourite dishes, to be had for nothing--never once allowed to +stop for a crumb of _pâté de foie gras_, or a bit of chicken in aspic? +Yet asking myself this, I had no mercy on Finois. + +We stopped for lunch at a queer auberge, in an abortive village +appropriately named Les Déserts, where the highroad for Chambéry +began. An outer room roughly flagged with stone, was kitchen, nursery, +and family living-room in one. It swarmed with children, and was +presided over by two of Macbeth's witches, who were not separated from +their cauldrons. I took them to be rival mothers-in-law, and they +could have taught Innocentina some choice new expressions valuable to +test upon donkeys or other heretics; but they sent me a steaming bowl +of excellent coffee, when I half expected poison; fried me a couple of +eggs with crisp brown lace round the edges, and took for my benefit, +from one of the shelves that lined the nursery wall, the newest of a +hundred loaves of hard black bread. + +I ventured to ask a down-trodden daughter-in-law of the Ladies of the +Cauldrons, whether a very young gentleman, and an older but still +all-young woman, with two donkeys, had stopped at the auberge some +hours earlier. + +The spiritless one shook her head. But no. The only other customers of +the house thus far had been the postman and two soldiers. The party +might have passed. She and her parents were too busy to take note of +what went on outside. A faint chill of desolation touched me. It would +have been cheering to have news of the Boy and his cavalcade _en +route_. + +By three o'clock Chambéry was well in sight, lying far below us as we +wound down from mountain heights, and looking, from our point of view, +in position something like an inferior Aosta. It basked in a great +sun-swept plain, and away to the left a lateral valley, dimly blue, +opened towards Modane and the Mont Cenis. Descending, we found the +resemblance carried on by a few ancient châteaux and fortified +farmhouses, and as we had now come upon a part of the road which +Joseph knew, he pointed out to me, in the far distance, the little +villa, Les Charmettes, where Rousseau and Madame de Warens kept house +together. Again and again I thought we were on the point of arriving +in the town, and had visions of exchanging adventures with the Boy at +the Hôtel de France; but always the place seemed to recede before our +eyes, elusive as a mirage, alighting again five or six miles away; and +this it did, not once, but several times, with singular skill and +accuracy. + +At last, however, after a tedious tramp along a monotonously level +road, upon which we had plunged suddenly, we came into an old town, +all grey, with the soft grey of storks' wings. The place had a mild +dignity of its own--as befitted the ancient capital of Savoie--and +might have lived, if necessary, on the romantic reputation of its +ancient château, standing up high and majestic above a populous modern +street. There was an air of almost courtly refinement that reminded me +of the wide, sedate avenues of Versailles; and no doubt this effect +was largely due to the fine statues and decorative grouping of the +arcaded streets. One monument was so imposing and so unique, that I +forgot for a moment my anxiety to find the Boy and hear his news. The +huge pile held me captive, staring up at a miniature Nelson column, +supported on the backs of four colossal elephants sculptured in grey +granite of true elephant-colour. These benevolent mammoths, not +content with the duty of bearing a tower of stone with a more than +life-sized general balancing on top of it, generously spent their +spare time in pouring volumes of water from wrinkled trunks into a +huge basin. Joseph knew that the balancing general, De Boigne, had +used a vast fortune made in the service of an Indian prince, to shower +benefits on his native town, as his elephants showered water, and that +it was in gratitude to him that Chambéry had raised the monument; but +I was disappointed to learn that the elephants had no prototypes in +real life. It would have satisfied my imagination to hear that the +soldier of fortune had returned from the Orient to his birthplace, +with the four original elephants following him like dogs, having +refused to be left behind. But nothing is quite perfect in history, +and one usually feels that one could have arranged the incidents more +dramatically one's self; indeed, some historians seem to have found +the temptation irresistible. + +Joseph promised other choice bits of interest in and near +mountain-ringed Chambéry; but I had small appetite for sightseeing +without the Boy, and after my brief reverence to the elephants, I +hurried the muleteer and mule to the hotel. + +At the door we were met by a porter, far too polite a person to betray +the surprise which my companions Joseph and Finois invariably excited +in civilisation. He helped to unfasten the pack, and as it disappeared +into the vestibule, I was about to bid Joseph _au revoir_. But his +face gave me pause. Like the key to a cipher, it told me all the +secret workings of his mind. + +"You might wait here before putting up Finois," I said, "until I +enquire inside whether the young Monsieur and Innocentina have arrived +safely. No doubt they have, as we did not catch them up on the road, +and it would have been difficult to mistake the way. Still----" + +"_Voilà_, Monsieur!" exclaimed Joseph, his deep eyes brightening at +something to be seen over my shoulder. + +I turned, and there was meek, grey Souris leading the way for +Innocentina and Fanny, who were trailing slowly towards us down the +street. + +I was delighted to see them. Not until now had I realised how +beautiful was Innocentina, how engaging the two little plush-coated +donkeys. I loved all three. + +"_Eh bien_, Innocentina!" I gaily cried. "How are you? How is your +young Monsieur?" + +"He was well when I saw him last," returned Innocentina. "He must be +very far away by this time." + +"Very far away?" I echoed her words blankly. "Yes, Monsieur. Here is +a letter, which he told me to deliver to you without fail. I was not +to leave Chambéry until I had put it into your hand, myself. I was on +my way to your hotel, to see if you had arrived. Now that I have seen +you"--here a starry flash at Joseph--"I can begin my journey." + +"Where, if I may ask?" + +"Towards my home. Monsieur had better read his letter." + +[Illustration: "VOILÀ, MONSIEUR!"] + +I had taken the sealed envelope mechanically, without looking at it. +Now I fixed my eyes upon the address, which was written in a firm, +original, and interesting hand, that impressed me as familiar, though +I could not think where I had seen it. Certainly, so far as I could +remember, in all my journeyings with him I had never happened to see +the Boy's handwriting. Yet Innocentina said this letter was from him. + +Suddenly it occurred to me that I could do something more enlightening +than stare at the envelope: I could open it. I did so, breaking a seal +with the same monogram I had noticed on the gold fittings in the +celebrated bag. Apparently the entwined letters were M.R.L. + +"Forgive me, dear Man," were the first words I read, and they rang +like a knell in my heart. Without going further I knew what was +coming. I was to hear that I had lost the Boy. + +"Dear Man, the Prince vanishes, not because he wishes it, but because +he must. He can't explain. But, though you may not understand now, +believe this. He has been happier in these wanderings, since you and +he were friends, than he ever was before. You have been more than good +to the troublesome 'Brat' who has upset all your arrangements and +calculations so often. Perhaps you may never see the Boy any more. +Yet, who knows what may happen at Monte Carlo? Anyhow, whatever comes +in the future, he will never forget, never cease to care for you; and +of one thing besides he is sure. Never again will he like any other +man as much as the One Man who deserves to begin with a capital. + +"Good-bye, dear Man, and all good things be with you, wherever you may +go, is the prayer of--Boy." + +Perhaps never to see the Boy again! Why, I must be dreaming this. I +should wake up soon, and everything would be as it had been. I had the +sensation of having swallowed something very large and very cold, +which would not melt. Reading the letter over for the second time made +it no better, but rather worse. The Boy had become almost as important +in my scheme of life as my lungs or my legs, and I did not quite see, +at the moment, how it would be any more possible to get on without one +than the other. + +Behold, I was stricken down by mine own familiar friend; yet no wrath +against him burned within me; there was only that cold lump of +disappointment, which seemed to be increasing to the size of a small +iceberg. Even lacking explanations, or attempt at them, I knew that he +had told the truth without flattery. He had wanted to stay, yet he had +gone. And he said that perhaps I might never see him again! If I could +have had my choice last night, whether to have the Boy lopped off my +life, or to lose a hand, the probabilities are that I would have +sacrificed the hand. But I had been offered no choice. + +I recalled our parting, and found new meaning in the words he had +spoken at his door. There was no doubt about it; even then he had +decided to break away from me. + +I realised this, and at the same instant rebelled against the +decision. I determined not to accept it. He had vanished because of +the two Americans; exactly why, I could not even guess, but I was +certain that the reason was not to his discredit. To theirs, perhaps, +but not to his. Nevertheless, they were somehow to blame for my loss, +and if the young men had appeared at this moment, I should have been +impelled to do them a mischief. + +The principal thing was, however, not to let them cheat me irrevocably +of my comrade. I would not depend solely upon that hint about Monte +Carlo. I would find out where he had gone, and I would follow. Let him +be angry if he would. His anger, though a hot flame while it burned, +never endured long. + +"Did Monsieur leave here by rail?" I enquired of Innocentina. + +She shrugged her shoulders. "That I cannot tell." + +"Do you mean you can't, or won't?" + +"I know nothing, Monsieur, except that I have been paid well, and told +that I may go home as soon as I like, and by what route I like, having +delivered the letter to Monsieur. My young master gave me enough to +return with the donkeys to Mentone all the way from Chambéry by rail +if I chose; but I prefer to walk down, and keep the extra money for my +_dot_. It will make me a good one." + +I am not sure that, before disentangling a huge bottle-fly from +Fanny's long lashes, she did not glance under her own at Joseph, when +giving this information. + +"Look here, Innocentina," I said beguilingly, "tell me which way, and +how, your young Monsieur has gone, and I will double that _dot_ of +yours." + +"Not if you would quadruple it, Monsieur. I promised my master to say +nothing." + +"Couldn't you get absolution for breaking a promise?" + +"No, Monsieur. I am not that kind of Catholic. It is only heretics +who break their promises, and take money for it--like Judas Iscariot." + +Joseph did not charge at this red rag, but looked so utterly depressed +that Innocentina's eyes relented. + +"Very well," I said. "You deserve praise for your loyalty. I ought not +to have tried to corrupt it. But, you know, I shall find out in the +town, or at the railway station." + +Innocentina smiled. "I do not think so, Monsieur." + +"We shall see," I retorted. "Joseph, where is the railway station?" + +Joseph pointed, accompanying his gesture with directions. Then he +offered to be my guide, but I refused his services and left him with +Innocentina, having bidden him call at my room in the hotel for +instructions later. + +But the prophecy of Innocentina the Seeress was fulfilled. I could +learn nothing of the Boy or his movements, at the _gare_ of Chambéry. +Several trains had gone out, bound for several destinations in +different directions, during the past three hours, and no one +answering the description I gave of the Boy had been seen to leave. + +Sadder, but no wiser, I returned to the Hôtel de France, and asked if +a youth of seventeen, "with large blue eyes, chestnut hair which +curled, a complexion tanned brown, a panama hat, and a suit of +navy-blue serge knickerbockers," had lunched there. + +The answer was no. Such a yoking gentleman had not come to the hotel, +nor had he been noticed in the town, either with or without a young +woman and a couple of donkeys. + +I had no more than finished my questionings and gone up to my room, +when Joseph arrived--a wistful, expectant Joseph, with a deep light of +excitement burning in his eyes. + +"Any news?" I asked. + +"No, Monsieur, except that in an hour Innocentina starts to walk on to +Les Echelles with her _ânes_." + +"She is energetic." + +"The girl knows not what is the fatigue. Besides, each day less on the +road means so many more francs added to the _dot_." + +"Innocentina seems very keen upon increasing that _dot_. Has she +anyone in view to share it with her?" + +"She has not confided that to me, Monsieur." + +"I suppose he would have to be a good Catholic?" + +"Of that I am not so sure. I do not think she would object to a good +Protestant, if he would allow the children to be brought up in her +faith." + +"The lady is brave. She takes time by the forelock." + +"It is the wise way, Monsieur." + +"Well, whoever he may be, I am sure _you_ do not envy the future +_mari_, _dot_ or no _dot_. Your opinion of Innocentina----" + +"Ah, it is changed, Monsieur, completely changed, I confess." + +"Then, after all, it is Innocentina who has converted you." + +Joseph bent his head to hide a flush. "Perhaps, Monsieur, if you put +it in that way. Yet it was not of myself nor of Innocentina I came to +talk, but of the plans of Monsieur." + +"Plans? I've no plans," I answered dejectedly. + +"Will Monsieur wish to proceed to-morrow morning as usual?" + +"Proceed where?" I gloomily capped his question with another. + +"On the way south, towards the Riviera, is it not? If we made an early +start, it might be possible to go by the route of la Grande +Chartreuse, and reach the monastery late in the afternoon. If Monsieur +wished to sleep there, travellers are accommodated at the Sister +House, which has been turned into an hôtellerie since the expulsion of +the Order." + +I reflected a moment before replying. On the face of it, it appeared +like weakness to change my plans simply because I had been deserted by +a comrade whose very existence had been unknown to me when first I +made them. Yet, on the other hand, I had grown so used to his +companionship now, that the thought of continuing my journey without +him was distasteful. With the Little Pal, no day had ever seemed too +long, no misadventure but had had its spice. Lacking the Little Pal, +the vista of day after day spent in covering the country at the rate +of three miles an hour loomed before me monotonous as the treadmill. +My gorge rose against it. I could not go on as I had begun. Why punish +myself by a diet of salt when the savour had gone? + +"Joseph," I said at last, "the disappearance of the young Monsieur has +been a blow to me, I admit. It has destroyed my appetite for +sightseeing, for the moment, at all events. I can't rearrange my plans +instantly; but this I have determined. I'll end my walking-tour here. +What to do afterwards I will make up my mind in good time, but +meanwhile, I won't keep you dancing attendance upon me. You will be +anxious to get back home----" + +"Monsieur, I have no home." There was despair in Joseph's tone, and +suddenly the keen point of truth pierced the armour of my selfishness. +Poor Joseph, facing exile--from Innocentina--and keeping his +countenance politely, while I densely discoursed of "blows"! Being a +muleteer "farmed out" by a master, he was at the mercy of Fate, and +temporarily I represented Fate. He could not journey on southwards, +whither his heart was wandering, unless I bade him go. This fine +fellow, this old soldier, was as much at my orders as if I had been a +king. + +"If you aren't in a hurry to get back to Martigny, Joseph," said I, +changing my tone, "I'll tell you what you can do for me. You may take +some of my luggage down to the Riviera. I'm expecting a portmanteau to +arrive here by rail to-night or to-morrow morning, with plenty of +clothing in it. But there are those hold-alls which Finois has carried +for so long. I can't travel about with them in railway carriages; at +that I draw the line; yet if I sent them by _grande vitesse_, their +contents would be injured or stolen. Take them down to Monte Carlo for +me. I shall go there sooner or later, to meet some friends of mine who +are motoring, and I shall stop at the Royal." + +Joseph's face would have put radium to shame, with the light it +generated. + +"Monsieur is not joking? He is in earnest?" the poor fellow stammered. + +"Most certainly. And when we meet on the Riviera, we will talk over a +scheme for your future of which I've been thinking. If you would like +to buy Finois of your patron, and two or three other animals only +less admirable than he, setting up in business for yourself, I think I +know a man who might advance you the money." + +"Oh, Monsieur!" + +Had there been a little more of the French, or a little less of the +Swiss, in honest Joseph's blood, I think that he would have fallen on +his knees and rained kisses on my mild-stained boots. The Swiss upped +the balance, luckily for us both, and kept him erect; but there was a +suspicious glitter in his deep eyes, and a sudden pinkness of his +respectable brown nose, which gave to his "Oh, Monsieur!" more meaning +than a volume of protestations. + +His hand came out impulsively, then flew back humbly to his side, but +I put out mine and grasped it. + +"Monsieur, I would die for you," he said. + +"I would prefer," I returned, "that you should live--for Innocentina." + +[Illustration] + + + + +CHAPTER XXVII + +The Strange Mushroom + + "Have you any commission from your lord to negotiate with + my face?" + --SHAKESPEARE. + + +When Joseph had gone, with his pockets and his heart both full to +bursting, I felt much like the captain of a small fishing vessel, +wrecked in strange seas, who has seen his comrades depart on rafts, +while he stayed on board his sinking ship alone with three biscuits +and a gill of water. There was also a certain resemblance between me +and a well-meaning plant which has been pulled up by its roots just as +it had begun to grow nicely, and then stuck into the earth again, +upside down, to do the best it can. + +I was not quite sure yet which was up or down, and which way I had +better grow, if at all. There was, however, an attraction in a +southerly direction: letters were to be forwarded to me at Grenoble, +and there would probably be one from Jack or Molly Winston, saying +when and where they might be expected to come upon the scene with +Mercédès. Finding me stranded, they would doubtless take pity upon my +forlornness, and offer me a lift in their car, down to the Riviera. +And to the Riviera I still felt strongly impelled to go, though I had +no longer the Contessa for an excuse. She had been engaged, in my +little drama, for the part of "leading juvenile," with the privilege +of understudying the heroine. But she had not shown an aptitude for +either rôle, and having stepped down to that of first walking lady, +she had minced off my stage altogether. Now the cast was filled up +without her, though strangely filled, since after the first act there +had been no leading lady at all. Nevertheless, having arranged a scene +at Monte Carlo I could not persuade myself to give it up, though it +would not be played, in any event, at the Contessa's villa. + +The Boy had vanished, and the sole word he had left was that I had +better not count upon seeing him again. But the more I thought of it, +the less necessity I saw for taking him at that word. He perhaps +flattered himself that he had picked up all clues and carried them off +with him in the wonderful bag. But he had purposefully hinted that +"something might happen at Monte Carlo," and I hoped the something +might mean that, after all, the Boy would materialise with his sister +at the Hôtel de Paris on the night after our arrival. In any case, if +the Princess were going to Monte Carlo, there would the Fairy Prince +be also, and I did not see why I should not be there too, whether +Molly and Jack tooled me down in their motor or not. + +Fifteen minutes after Joseph had gone from my life to mingle his lot +with Innocentina's, I had my own plans definitely mapped out. I would +stop in Chambéry overnight, to wait for the portmanteau with which I +had kept up a speaking acquaintance in the larger centres of +civilisation, during the tour, and next day I would go on to Grenoble +by train, there to pick up letters. + +The luggage duly arrived in the evening, so that there was no bar to +the carrying out of my design; and, accordingly, after my coffee on +the following morning, I conscientiously went out to see more of the +town before taking the eleven-o'clock train. + +It was only ten, and as my arrangements were all made, I had time for +strolling--too much to suit my mood. The murmur of an automobile +preparing to take flight attracted me from a distance, for it seemed +that the voice had the cadence of a car I knew. I hastened my steps, +turned a corner, and there, in front of the Hôtel de France's rival, +stood a fine motor, panting, quivering in eagerness to dart away. + +It was a Mercédès, and if it were not Molly Winston's wedding-present +Mercédès, it was that Mercédès' twin. But there was a strange mushroom +in it. + +I would have known Molly's mushroom among a thousand. It was small, +round, compact, and of a dark cream colour. This mushroom was flatter, +wider, more expansive, with an exceedingly slender stem; and in tint +it was of a pale silvery grey. It grew up straight and slim in the +tonneau of the car, all alone, unaccompanied by any similar growths, +or any guardian goblins; and several servants of the hotel were +grouped about, waiting to see it off. + +I waited, too, sniffing adventure with the scent of petrol, and +interested in the resemblance to that good Dragon with which I had +been friends; but I was about to turn away at last when a form which +had evidently been squatting behind the car on the other side, rose to +its feet. It was that of Gotteland, and had he been a long-lost uncle +from Australia with his pockets crammed with wills in my favour, I +could not have been more delighted to see him. + +As I rushed forward to claim him as my own, Molly and Jack came out of +the hotel. + +"Monty!" Jack cried, with a sincerity of joy which warmed my heart. +As for his wife, she cried not at all, but merely gasped. + +"What luck for me!" I exclaimed, shaking both Molly's hands so hard +that it was fortunate (as she remarked afterwards) that she had on +"only her rainy-day rings." "I did hope to hear of you at Grenoble, +but scarcely dared think of actually meeting you, even there. In two +minutes more I should have been on the way to catch my train." + +"Here's your train, old man," said Jack, indicating the throbbing +automobile. + +"My one true love, Mercédès," I remarked, looking fondly at the car. + +"Sh!" whispered Molly, with an odd little sound which was like a +giggle strangled at birth. "She's there." + +"Who?" I started, bewildered. + +"Mercédès." + +"I know; the darling! I long to have my hands on her again." + +"Oh, Lord Lane, do be careful! You don't understand. I mean the real +Mercédès. The girl who gave me the car. She's sitting there. She'll +hear you." + +"It's all right," said Jack. "The motor's making such a row, she +wouldn't catch the words." + +"She joined us h--lately," explained Molly hurriedly. + +"I remember now. You used to talk rather a lot about her and want us +to meet." + +"Well, you have your wish now, dearie," Jack chimed in. "You can +introduce them with your own fair hand." + +"Wait--wait." Molly whispered piteously, as Jack would have taken a +step forward, and pulled me with him, a peculiarly dare-devil look in +his handsome eyes. "For _goodness'_ sake, Jack!" + +Her voice restrained him, and again we were in conclave. "You see, +Lord Lane, it's rather awkward. We want you to go on with us, +immensely, but----" + +"You're awfully good," I hastily cut in. "But I quite see, and I +couldn't think of----" + +"Oh, please, that isn't what I meant. Now, will you and Jack both be +quite quiet, like angels, and let me talk for a while, till I make +everything clear to everybody, about everybody else. Don't grin. I +know I'm not beginning well, but the beginning's the difficult part. +We wrote to you, Lord Lane, to Grenoble, saying we would be arriving +about as soon as you got the letter. We didn't know whether we could +tear you away from your mule or not; but anyhow, we should have seen +each other and got each other's news. Then this friend of mine joined +us unexpectedly; at least, we thought we might meet her, but we +weren't at all sure she would want to travel with us. However, here +she is, and she's a perfect dear; and next to Jack and Dad I love her +better than anybody else in the world. Besides, she gave me the car; +and you know I told you how ill she had been, and how she was +travelling for her health. Altogether we have to consider her before +anyone; and I want to know, Lord Lane, if you'll think me a regular +little beast if I speak to her first, before we arrange anything?" + +I opened my lips to answer with a complimentary protest, but before I +could frame a word, she had rushed to the two Mercédès, her mushroom +hanging limp in her hand, and had entered into a low-voiced +conversation with the human namesake. + +"Look here, Jack; I wouldn't put you out for the world," I said. "As +for tearing myself from the mule, that surgical operation has already +been performed, and I was going on to Monte Carlo----" + +"That's our goal," cut in Jack. "Molly maligned the place of old days. +Now I want her to do it justice. You and I will show her Monte at its +best." + +"Yes, but I'll go down by rail, and meet you there." + +"You'll do nothing of the kind. Molly's friend is one of the most +charming girls alive, but she has passed through a great trouble, +followed by a severe illness. She came to us in some distress of mind, +and we are bound, as Molly says, to consider her, as she may not think +herself equal to intercourse with strangers. However, all that's +necessary is to explain you to her, as I am now explaining her to you, +and the thing settles itself. There can be no question of your not +going on with us. You and Mercédès won't interfere with each other in +the least, because, you see, now that you've turned up, the thing is +to get down quietly, and--and enjoy ourselves at the journey's end. +We'll make a rush of it. In any case, Molly would have sat in the +tonneau with her friend, and the only difference you will make in our +arrangements is that I shall have you as a companion in front instead +of Gotteland." + +At this moment our fair emissary returned from the enemy's camp. + +"Mercédès says that not for anything would she cheat us out of your +company," announced Molly. "Only she hopes you won't think her rude +and horrid if she doesn't talk. There's her message; but I really +think, Lord Lane, that the best thing is to take no notice of the poor +child. She is very nervous and upset still, but I hope in a few days +she will be herself again. I won't even introduce you to her. She and +I will sit in the tonneau, as quiet as two kittens, while you and Jack +in front can talk over all your adventures since you met, and forget +our existence. We shan't be so very long on the way, shall we, Jack?" + +I began another "but," which was scornfully disregarded by both Jack +and Molly. I might as well consent now, as later, they said, since +they would simply refuse to leave Chambéry without me, and the longer +I took to see reason, the more _essence_ would the motor be wasting. + +Thus adjured, I allowed myself to be hustled off to my hotel by Jack, +who insisted on accompanying me lest I should turn traitor on the way. +In ten minutes Gotteland would drive the car to the door of the +France, and I was expected to be ready by that time. My packing had +been done before I went out, by the united efforts of a _valet de +chambre_ and myself; but now all had to be undone again; my motoring +coat (unused for weeks and aged in appearance by as many years) +dragged up from the lowest stratum with my goblin-goggles, and a few +small things dashed into a weird travelling bag which a confused +porter rushed out to buy at a neighbouring shop. While I settled the +hotel bill, Jack arranged to have my portmanteau expressed to +Grenoble, and by a scramble our tasks were finished when the voice of +the car called us to the door. + +The whole incident had happened so quickly, that I had no time to +realise the change in my circumstances, when, "sole, like a falling +star," the motor "shot through the pillared town" with me on board. + +There had been a time when I shrank from the name of the car's giver, +believing that Molly thrust it too obviously into notice. When "that +dear girl Mercédès" had threatened to enter our conversations I had +often kept her out by force; but now it seemed that I, not she, was +the intruder, and in a far more material way. This was, perhaps, +poetical justice, but I did not grudge it, since it was evident that +Molly no longer cherished the intention of dangling her friend the +heiress before me like a brilliant fly over the nose of an impecunious +trout. On the contrary, she warned me off the premises. We were to +hurry down to Monte Carlo as quickly as possible, that the situation +might not be overstrained. Mercédès in the tonneau, I in the front +seat, were to live and let live during the rapid journey, and this was +well. + +I dimly remembered that, in the first days of our journey in search of +a mule, Molly had vaunted her friend's beauty, but the silver-grey +mushroom prevented me from verifying or disproving this statement. The +small, triangular talc window was greyly-opaque, or else there was a +grey veil underneath; my one glance had not told me which, and I +neither dared nor desired to steal another. + +Jack supplied the blanks in our somewhat broken correspondence, by +skimming over the details of their doings; how they had spent most of +their time since our parting in Switzerland; how they had arrived at +Aix-les-Bains the very morning we left for Mont Revard; and how they +had motored to Chambéry yesterday afternoon. + +"Think of my being in the same town with you for more than twelve +hours, and not knowing it!" I exclaimed. "To borrow an expression of +Mrs. Winston's, I was jolly 'low in my mind' last night, and the very +thought that you two were close by would have been cheering." + +I had not dared address myself to Molly in the other camp, but +evidently all communication between the lines was not to be broken +off. The wind must have carried my words to her ear, for she bent +forward, leaning her arm on the back of our seat. + +"Did you say you were miserable last night?" she inquired with +flattering eagerness. + +"Yes. Awfully miserable." + +"Poor Lord Lane! I haven't understood yet exactly why you suddenly +gave up your walking tour, and got the idea of going on by rail. I +thought from your letters you were having such a good time, that we +could hardly bribe you to desert--your party and come with us, even at +Grenoble." + +"My party deserted me, and that was the end of my 'good time,'" I +replied, charmed with Molly's conception of the rôle of a "quiet +kitten" whose existence was to be forgotten. As if any man could ever +forget hers! + +"What, your nice Joseph and his Finois?" she inquired. + +"When I speak of 'my party' I refer particularly to the boy I wrote +you about," I returned, far from averse to being drawn out on the +subject of my troubles, though I had resolved, were I not intimately +questioned, to let them prey upon my damask cheek. + +"Oh, yes, that wonderful American boy. Did he keep right on being +wonderful all the time, or did he turn out disappointing in the end?" + +"Disappointing!" I echoed. "No; rather the other way round. He was +always surprising me with new qualities. I never saw anyone like him." + +"Ah, perhaps that's because you never knew other American boys. I dare +say if I'd met him I shouldn't have found him so remarkable." + +"Yes, you would," I protested. "There could be no two opinions about +it." + +"Is he good-looking?" + +"Extraordinarily. Such eyes as his are wasted on a boy--or would be on +any other boy. If he'd been a girl, he would have been one for a man +to fall head over ears in love with." + +"You're enthusiastic! Hasn't he got any sisters?" + +"He has one, who is supposed to be like him. I was promised--or partly +promised--to meet her in Monte Carlo, at the end of our journey, where +the Boy expected her to join him." + +"Oh, has he been called away by her?" + +"I don't think so." + +"I fancied that might have been why he left you." + +"I don't know what his reason was, but I have faith enough in the +little chap to be sure it was a _good one_." + +"Sure you didn't bore each other?" + +"If you had ever seen that boy, you'd know that the word 'bore' would +perish in his presence like a microbe in hot water. As for me--I don't +believe I bored him. He did say once that we would part when we came +to the 'turnstile,' meaning the point of mutual boredom, but I can't +believe the turnstile was in his sight. I think that his resolution to +go was sudden and unexpected." + +"He must have been an interesting boy, and you ought to be grateful to +Fate for sending him your way because apparently he gave you no time +for brooding on the past." + +"The past? Oh, by Jove, I couldn't think what you meant for a second. +You have a right to say 'I told you so,' Mrs. Winston. There was +nothing in all that, you know, except a little wounded vanity; and you +know, _you_ are really the Fate I have to thank for finding it out so +soon." + +"What _do_ you mean?" exclaimed Molly, almost as if she were +frightened. "I did nothing at all. I----" + +"You took me away with you and Jack. The rest followed." + +"Oh, _that_. I didn't understand. Well, as we shall get you down to +Monte Carlo soon, you will meet your boy again." + +"I wish I could be sure." + +"I thought you said it was an engagement." + +"Only conditional. Besides, had we walked, we should have been weeks +on the way. I wonder you don't laugh in my face, Mrs. Winston, but +you'd understand if you could have met the Boy." + +"I supposed Jack was your best friend," complained Molly. + +"So he is. But this is different. I'm going to look for the Boy at +Monte Carlo. What I'm hoping is, that after all he may keep the +half-engagement he made to meet me there." + +"When?" + +"On the night after my arrival for a dinner at the Hôtel de Paris, to +be given in honour of him and his sister." + +"You think he will?" + +"It's worth going on the chance." + +"You are the right kind of friend," said Molly, "and you deserve to +be rewarded, doesn't he, Jack?" + +"Yes," Jack flung over his shoulder as he drove; "and I shall swear a +vendetta against everybody concerned, if he isn't." + +This did not strike me as a particularly brilliant remark, but Molly +seemed to find it witty, for she laughed merrily, with a certain +impish ring in her glee, reminiscent of the Little Pal in some moods. +Evidently she had exhausted her long list of questions, for, laughing +still, she twisted her slim body half round in the tonneau, turning a +shoulder upon us. I took this as a signal that Mercédès was now to +have her share of attention, and tactfully bestowed mine on Jack. + +[Illustration] + + + + +CHAPTER XXVIII + +The World without the Boy + + "A . . . somewhat headlong carriage." + --R.L. STEVENSON. + + +Though I had given Molly eyes and ears during her long catechism, I +had been vaguely aware, nevertheless, that on leaving the Hôtel de +France we had crossed a bridge over the almost dry and pebbly bed of +the insignificant Leysse; that we had passed the stately elephants, +and a robust marble lady typifying France in the act of receiving on +her breast a slender Savoie; that we had caught a last glimpse of the +château, and were spinning along a well-kept road, cheek by jowl with +the railway to Lyons. + +From a high mountain on our left, the silver Cascade de Coux fell +vertically, like a white horse's tail; and I smiled to see, as we +flashed by, a little house which honoured a valiant foe against whom I +had fought, with the name of the Café de Boers. + +Up and up mounted our road, cresting green billows of rolling mountain +land. We were running towards the boundary of Savoie, into Dauphiné, a +country which I had never seen. The Boy and I had talked of entering +it together and visiting its Seven Marvels, the very possession of +which made it seem in our eyes alluringly mediæval. Had he been my +companion still, we would have been travelling some hidden side-path, +where doubtless Joseph and Innocentina, chaperoned by _les animaux_, +were happily straying at this moment. I could almost hear the +donkey-girl's mechanically constant, warning cry, "Fanny-anny, +Fanny-anny! Souris-ouris!" like a low undertone of accompaniment to +the thrum of the motor. + +The fancied sound smote me with homesickness, and to coax my mind from +the disappointment which still rankled, I asked Jack when he would let +me try my hand at driving. + +"Not here," said he with a smile, which was instantly explained by an +abrupt plunge from the top of a long hill down into a cutting between +lichen-scaled rocks, tracing with our "pneus" as we went a series of +giddy zig-zags. We had hardly twisted one way when lo! the time had +come to twist in the opposite direction, and nowhere had we a radius +of more than twenty yards in which to perform our tricks. + +"I couldn't have done that as well as you did it, I confess," said I, +with becoming modesty. + +"It's easy enough when you've got the knack," replied the "Lightning +Conductor." + +"So, no doubt, is reeling, writhing, and fainting in coils. Motoring +down these serpentine hills is like hurling yourself into space, and +trusting to Providence." + +"So is all of life," said Jack. "A timid man might say the same of +getting out of bed in the morning." + +"Even I can do the trick," cut in Molly, who was taking a temporary +interest in our affairs again. "At least, I can this year, now that +chickens are better than they used to be." + +"They _are_ looking nice and fat this summer" I judicially remarked. + +"I don't mean that," explained Molly. "But they are more sensible. +Last year, before Jack and I were married, chickens were so bad that I +used to dream of nothing else in my sleep. I had chicken nightmares. +The absurd creatures never would realise when they were well off, but +even in the midst of laying a most important egg on one side of the +road, our automobile had only to come whizzing along to convince them +that salvation depended on getting across to the other. This year they +seem to have formed a sort of Chicken Club, a league of defence +against motors, and to have started a propaganda." + +My imagination tricked me, or this theory of Molly's evoked a faint +sound of stifled mirth in the heart of the mysterious mushroom. In +haste I turned away, lest I should be suspected of regarding it, and +Jack began to pump my memory mercilessly for what it might retain of +his driving lessons. Luckily, I had forgotten nothing, and I was able +to demonstrate my knowledge by pointing to the various parts of the +machine with each glib reference I made. + +By-and-bye, we came to a place where a grotto was "much recommended"; +but swallows, southward bound, do not stop in their flight for +grottos. We darted by, thundered through the humming darkness of +Napoleon's tunnel, and flashed out into a startling landscape, as +sensational as the country of the "Delectable Mountains" in "Pilgrim's +Progress." The cup-like valley was ringed in by mountains of +astonishing shapes; it was nature posing for a picture by John Martin. +In the fields were dotted characteristic Dauphiné houses, little elfin +things with overhanging roofs like caps tied under their chins. + +Soon, we raced into the main street of tiny Les Echelles, whence, in +the good old days, fair Princess Beatrice of Savoie went away to wed +with the famed Raymond of Provence. We whisked through the village, +and down the valley to St. Laurens du Pont, and the entrance to that +great rift between mountains which leads to the monastery of the +Grande Chartreuse. + +As we plunged into the narrow jaws of the superb ravine, a wave of +regret for the Boy swept over me. He and I had talked of this day--the +day we should see the deserted monastery hidden among its mountains; +now it had come, and we were parted. + +The society of Jack and Molly and the motor car could make up for many +things, but it could not stifle longings for the Little Pal. Besides, +magnificent as was Mercédès (the Dragon, not the Mushroom) I felt that +Finois and Fanny-anny would have been more in keeping with the place. +I was too dispirited to care whether or no my eyes were filled with +dust; therefore I had not goggled myself, and I think that Jack must +have gathered something of my thoughts from my long face. + +"How would you like to get out and walk here, like pilgrims of old?" +he asked. "It will be too much for the girls, but Gotteland will drive +them up slowly, not to be too far in advance. American girls, you'll +find, if you ever make a study of one or more of them, can do +everything in the world except--walk. There they have to bow to +English girls." + +"That's because we've got smaller feet," retorted Molly. "Where an +English girl can walk ten miles we can do only five, but it's quite +enough. And we have such imaginations that we can sit in this +automobile and fancy ourselves princesses on ambling palfreys." + +It was close to the deserted distillery of the famous liqueur that we +parted company, the car, piled with our discarded great-coats, forging +ahead up the historic path. The little tramway that used to carry the +cases of liqueur to the station at Fourvoirie was nearly obliterated +by new-grown grass; the vast buildings stood empty. Never again would +the mellow Chartreuse verte and Chartreuse jaune he fragrantly +distilled behind the high grey walls, for the makers were banished and +scattered far abroad. + +We lingered for a moment at the narrow entrance to Le Désert, where +the rushing river Guiers foams through the throttled gorge, giving +barely room for the road scored along the lace of the cliff. It was +like a doorway to the lost domain of the monks, and Jack and I agreed +that St. Bruno was a man of genius to find such a retreat. A retreat +it was literally. St. Bernard had taken his followers to a place +where, suffering great hardships, they could best devote their lives +to succouring others; but St. Bruno's theory had evidently been that +holy men can do more good to their kind by prayer in peaceful +sanctuaries than by offering more material aid. + +Here,--at the doorway of St. Bruno's long corridor,--the ravine, the +old forge, the single-arched bridge flung high across the deep bed of +the roaring torrent, had all grouped themselves as if after a +consultation upon artistic effect. Once, there had been an actual +gate, built alike for defence and for limitation, but there were no +traces of it left for the eye of the amateur. + +We passed into the defile, and the motor car was out of sight long +ago. Higher and higher the brown road climbed. The mountains towered +close and tall. Great pillared palaces of rock loomed against the sky +like castles in the air, incalculably far above the green heads and +sloping shoulders of the nearer mountain slopes. + +I had thought that green was never so green as in the Valley of Aosta, +but here in St. Bruno's corridor there was a new richness of emerald +in the green carpet and wall hangings, such as I had not yet known. It +was green stamped with living gold, in delicate fleur-de-lis patterns +where the sun wove bright threads; and high above was the ceiling of +lapis lazuli, in pure unclouded blue. + +We heard no sound save the voices of unseen woodcutters crying to each +other from mountain slope to mountain slope, the resonant ring of +their axes, striking out wild, echoing notes with a fleeting clang of +steel on pine, and now and again the sudden thunder-crash of a falling +tree, like the roar of a distant avalanche. + +By-and-bye we came to the aërial bridge which spans the Guiers Mort, +slender and graceful as the arch of a rainbow, and as we gazed down at +the far, white water hurling itself in sheets of foam past the +detaining rocks, the sharp toot of a horn broke discordantly into the +deep-toned music. A motor car sprang round an abrupt curve and flashed +by, but not so quickly that I did not recognise among the six +occupants the two young Americans of Mont Revard. They passed me as +unseeingly as they did the scenery: for they were talking as fast to +two pretty girls opposite them in the tonneau, as if the girls had not +been talking equally fast to them at the same time. I bore the pair a +grudge, and the sight of them brought back the consciousness of my +injury. + +St. Bruno, fortunate in many ways, was a lucky saint to have so +beautiful a bridge named after him. And as we climbed the brown +road--moist with tears wept by the mountains for the banished +monks--it seemed to us that the scenery was always leading up to him, +as a preface leads up to the first chapter of a book. We went through +tunnels as a thread goes through the eye of a needle; we wound round +intricate turns of the road; we came upon pinnacle rocks; and then, at +last, when we least expected the climax of our journey, we dropped +into a great green basin, rimmed with soaring crags. In the midst +stood an enormous building, a vast conglomeration of pointed, +dove-grey roofs and dun-coloured walls, a city of slate and stone +spread over acres of ground and seeming a part of the impressive yet +strangely peaceful wilderness. + +Looking at the vast structure, I was ready to believe that St. Bruno +had waved his staff in the shadow of a rough-hewn mountain, saying: +"Let there be a monastery," and suddenly, there was a monastery; but +our motor, quivering with nervous energy before a door in the high +wall, snatched me back to practicalities. + +Molly, leaning quietly back in the tonneau beside the Perpetual +Mushroom, saw us coming from afar off, and waved a hand of absurd +American smallness. By the time we were within speaking distance, she +was out of the car and coming toward us. + +"We were so hungry, that we lunched while we waited," she explained, +"so now you and Jack can go to the hôtellerie and have something +quickly. We'll walk in the woods until you come back, and then, as +Mercédès doesn't seem to mind, we'll all go into the monastery +together." + +It was not until the door of the Grande Chartreuse had opened to +receive us, and closed again behind our backs, shutting us into a +large empty quadrangle, that the Spirit of the place took us by the +hand. + +Over the steep grey roofs (pointed like monkish hands with finger-tips +joined in prayer) we gazed up at mountain peaks, grey and green, and +pointing also to a heaven which seemed strangely near. + +The spell of the vast, the stupendous silence fell upon us. Somehow, +Molly drifted from me to Jack as we walked noiselessly on, led by a +silent guide, as if she craved the warm comfort of a loved presence, +and for a few brief moments the veiled Mercédès paced step for step +beside me. But we did not speak to each other. + +What a tragic, tremendous silence it was! Yes, I wanted the Boy. I +should have been glad of the touch of his little shoulder. Thinking of +him thus, by some accident the sleeve of Mercédès's coat brushed +against mine. Still, not a word from either of us. I did not even say, +"I beg your pardon," for that would have been to obtrude my voice upon +the thousand voices of the Silence; dead voices, living voices; voices +of passionate protest, voices of heartbreaking homesickness, of aching +grief and longing, never to be assuaged. Poor monks--poor banished men +who had loved their home, and belonged to it, as the clasping tendrils +of old, old ivy belong to the oak. + +How dared we come here into this place from which they had been +driven, we aliens? I had not known it would grip me so by the throat. +How full the emptiness was!--as full to my mind as the air is of +motes when a bar of sunshine reveals them. + +It was the Palace of Sleep, lost in the mountain forests, but here +there was no hope coming with the springing footsteps of a blithe +young prince. The sleepers in this palace could not be waked by a +wish, or a magic kiss, for they were ghosts, ghosts everywhere--in the +great kitchen, with all its huge polished utensils ready for the meal +which would never be cooked, and its neat plain dishes on shelved +trays, waiting to be carried to the _grilles_ of the _solitaires_; in +the Brothers' refectory where the egg-cups were ranged on long, narrow +tables, for the meal never to be eaten, where the chair of the Reader +was waiting to receive him; in the Fathers' refectory next door; in +the dusky corridors, their ends lost in shadow, where only the sad +echoes and the running water of the unseen spring were awake; in the +chapels; in the cemetery with its old carved stones and humbler wooden +crosses; and most of all in the wonderful cells (which were not cells, +but mansions), and in their high-walled gardens, the most private of +all imaginable spots on earth. + +Wandering on and on, alone now, I felt myself the saddest man in a +twilight world. Why, I could not have put into words. Had the +brotherhood still peopled the monastery, I should have yearned to join +them, partly because I was sad, and partly because the so-called cells +were the most charming dwelling-places I had seen. Each comprised a +two-storied house in miniature, and each had its garden, shut +irrevocably away from sight or sound of any other. Into one of these +solitary abodes I went alone, and closed the door upon myself and the +ghosts. In fancy I was one of the order, in retreat for a week, my +only means of communication with the outer world of the monastery +(save for midnight prayers in the dim chapel) a little _grille_. There +was my workshop, where I carved wood; there the narrow staircase +leading steeply up to my wainscoted bedroom, my study, and my oratory, +with windows looking down into the leafy square of garden, planted by +my own hands. Standing at one of those windows, I knew the anguish of +parting and loss which had torn the heart of the last occupant, before +he walked out of the monastery between double lines of Chasseurs +Alpins. + +[Illustration] + + + + +CHAPTER XXIX + +The Fairy Prince's Ring + + "Rub the ring, and the Genius will appear." + --_Arabian Nights_. + + +Down, down a winding and beautiful road we plunged, on leaving the +Grande Chartreuse, while the afternoon sunlight was still golden. The +monastery sank out of our sight as we went, as the moon sinks into the +sea, and was gone for us as if it were on the other side of the world. +Ah, but a sweet, warm world, and I was glad after all that I was not a +monk in carved oak cells and walled gardens, but a free young man who +could vibrate between the South Pole and the Albany. + +Molly said that the monastery of the Grande Chartreuse was like a body +without a soul; and in another breath she was asking Jack, quite +seriously, whether she could buy one of the cells from the French +Government, all complete, to "express" as a present to her father in +New York. + +We flew, our motor humming like a bee, through exquisite forests +clothing the sides of a narrow ravine, where hidden streams made +music. Then in a twinkling we slipped out from the secret recesses of +scented woods, into a village almost too beautiful to accept as +reality, in a practical mood. There it lay, like a little heap of +pearls tossed down from the lap of one mountain at the feet of +another--and we were at St. Pierre de Chartreuse. + +The tiny gem of beauty had caught the glory of Switzerland, and the +soft, fairy charm of Dauphiné. Its guardian mountain was a miniature +Matterhorn of indescribable grace and airy stateliness; its lesser +attendants formed a group of peaks, grey and green and rose. As if +enough gifts had not yet been bestowed upon the little place at its +christening, a playground of forest land, rolling up over grassy +slopes, had been given, with a neighbouring river, swift and clear, to +sing it a lullaby. + +I had the impulse to clap my hands at St. Pierre de Chartreuse, as at +some "setting" excellently designed and carried out by the most +celebrated of scene painters. It was a place in which to stop a month, +finding a new walk for each new day; but one does not discover walks +in a motor car. One sweeps over the country, sounding notes of +triumph. We glanced at St. Pierre de Chartreuse and sped on towards +Grenoble, through a landscape markedly different from that of Savoie. + +In Savoie everything is done lavishly, on a large scale. The eye roams +over spaces of noble amplitude, expressing strength in repose. + +Dauphiné is livelier and daintier; more lovable, too. Fairies or +brownies (since no mortals do it) keep the whole country like a vast +private park. In crossing from Savoie into Dauphiné one seemed to hear +the allegro movement after listening to the andante. + +With each twist of our road the prospect changed. The mountains grew, +soared more abruptly, and the youthful-looking landscape smiled at +their strange shapes. As for the Cham Chaude, which had been the +Matterhorn at St. Pierre de Chartreuse, it now disguised itself for +some new part at every turn. Such lightning changes must have been +fatiguing, even for so extraordinarily versatile and clever a +mountain, for within fifteen minutes after playing it was the +Matterhorn, it was a giant, tonsured monk; a Greek soldier in a +helmet; a Dutch cheese; a hen, and a camel. + +When Dragon Mercédès had rushed us up the great Col, and whirled round +a corner, suddenly a battalion of magnificent white warrior-mountains +sprang at us from an ambush of invisibility. Then, no sooner had they +struck awe to our hearts with their warlike majesty, than, repentant, +they turned into lovely white ladies, bidding us welcome to the rich, +ripe figs and purple grapes which they held in their generous laps. I +thought of Saint Elizabeth of Hungary with her fair face, her candid +sky-blue eyes, her high, noble bearing, and her white dress caught up, +heaped with the roses into which her loaves had been transformed. The +tallest, purest white mountain of all I chose for sweet Elizabeth, and +that was none other than far Mont Blanc, floating magically in pure +blue ether, like a gleaming pearl. + +Flying down the perfect road towards the plain where two rivers met, +loved, and wedded, the valley which was the white mountain's lap +blended vague, soft greens and blues and purples, hinting of grapes +and figs clustering under leaves. Here and there a vine had been +nipped by early frosts and flung its crimson wreaths, like diadems of +rubies, in a red arch across distant billows of mountain snows. + +Autumn was in the air, and though the grass and most of the trees kept +all their richness of summer greenery, a faint, pungent fragrance of +dying leaves and the smoke of bonfires came to one's nostrils with +the breeze. Mingled with the exciting scent of petrol, it was +delicious. + +At the confluence of the newly married Drac and Isère rose the domes +and towers of stately old Grenoble, hoary with history; and never a +town had a nobler setting. Swooping down in half-circles, as if our +car had been a great bird of prey, we saw the valley veiled with a +silver haze, which wrapped the city in mystery, while through this +gleaming gauze the two rivers threaded like strings of turquoise +beads. + +"How the Boy would have loved this!" I found myself exclaiming over my +shoulder to Molly. "He used often to talk of the great charm of +descending from heights upon places, especially new-old places, which +one has never seen before." + +"Used he?" echoed Molly. "Why, that is rather odd. It is exactly what +Mercédès has just been saying." + +The Perpetual Mushroom moved impatiently. I fancied by the movement of +her shoulder that she resented having her thoughts passed on to me. I +hastened to turn away, sorry that I had reminded her inadvertently of +my cumbersome existence; but I could not help wondering what she had +been thinking of in the monastery when we had walked for full five +moments side by side. + +There was no disappointment when we had plunged into the silver haze, +torn it apart, and entered the town over a dignified bridge. All +around us spread the city old and new; above, on the hills, were +numerous châteaux, a strange fort, and the queerest of ancient +convents, like the cork castles I had seen in shop windows and coveted +as a child. In the town there were statues, many statues--statues +everywhere and in honour of everybody. Bayard was there, dying; and +there was a delightfully human old fellow (humorous even in marble) +who cleverly "lay low" till his worst enemy had finished an +elaborately fortified castle, then promptly took it. Not a spacious +modern street that had not at least one magnificent old palace, a +façade of joyous Renaissance invention, or at least a crumbling +mediæval doorway of divine beauty; and nothing of romance was lost +because Grenoble makes gloves for all the world. + +We sailed out of the town along the straight five-mile road to the +Pont de Claix, and now it was ho! for the Basses Alpes, over a road +which might have been engineered for an emperor's motoring; past the +quaint twin bridges spanning the stream side by side, which our +guide-book taught us to recognise as one of the Seven Wonders (with +capitals) of Dauphiné. Then came a valley, almost theatrical in its +romantic grace. One would not have believed in it for a moment if one +had seen it first in a sketch. Even the railway, on which we soon +looked down, was inspired to gymnastic feats, leaping across chasms on +giddy viaducts, and twisting back upon itself in corkscrew tunnels. +There were thrilling retrospective views away to the giant Alps we +were leaving behind, but soon, nearer mountains crowded them out of +sight. The country grew wild, with a strange grimness, like the face +of a blind Fate; cultivation ceased in despair of success; and alike +on the bare uplands and in the deep-scored valleys there were few +signs of human life. Then, suddenly, in such a setting, we came upon +the grandest of the Seven Marvels, the most wonderful lone rock in +Europe, Mont Aiguille, more like an obelisk of incalculable immensity +than a mountain. Once, it had been considered unscalable, and might +have remained virgin until this century of hardy climbers, had not +Charles the Eighth had a fancy to hear (not to see!) what was on top. +Up went a few of his bravest satellites, hoisting themselves on to the +aërial plateau by means of ropes and ladders, and bringing down +wondrous tales of impossible chamois, savage, brilliant-coloured +birds, and singular vegetation, which stories promptly went into all +the geographies of the day and were believed until a more practical +explorer named Jean Liotard climbed up, to please himself, in 1834. + +We lost sight of this second Dauphiné Marvel (the last one we were to +see) just before running up the steep hill which led down again into +the dark jaws of another mountain pass. It was the Col de la Croix +Haute; and once past this gateway of the Alps the landscape changed +slowly and indefinably, here and there suggesting that we were drawing +nearer to the south. Though we were still encompassed on every side by +mountains, they had lost their Alpine splendour of bearing; they +stooped, or poked their chins. + +The country was now all brown and green; and, surfeited with beauty, +it seemed to me that here was nothing great. We sped through Aspres; +through Serres, on its rocky promontory; and on through Laragne, whose +ancient inn with the sign of a spider gave a name to the town. Pointed +brown-green mountains were crowned with pointed green-brown ruins, +hoary after much history-making; and at the pointed mountains' +brown-green feet those _avant-courriers_ of the South, almond trees, +had sat down to rest on their way home. + +Still we flew on; but at Sisteron Jack slowed down the motor. Here +was something too curious for even spoiled sightseers to pass in a +hurry. + +The town struggled hardily up one side of a gorge, deep and steep, +where the Durance has forced its patient way through a huge barrier of +rock whose tilted strata correspond curiously on both sides of the +stream. Driving down to the low bridge across the river, we gazed up +at the town piled high above our heads, culminating in a fortress +which, cut in a dark square out of the sky's turquoise, looked old as +the beginning of the world. + +Sisteron was brown, too, but not at all green; and beyond, for a time, +the country was still in a grim brown study, though it ought to have +remembered that it was now laughing Provence. It gave us crumbling +châteaux, high-perched ancient rock villages without stint, and even a +house (in the strangely named village of Malijai) where Napoleon had +lain, early in the Hundred Days; but not a smile or a wild flower. +Then, in a flash, its mood changed. The savage land had been tamed by +some whispered word of Mother Nature, and grew youthfully pretty under +our eyes. The poplars, in their autumn cloaks of gold, fringed the +road with flame, and scattered largesse of red copper filings in our +path; the dark mountains drew up over their bare shoulders scarfs of +crimson, and the sun flung a million diamonds into the wide bed of the +Durance. + +Night was falling as we drove into the lazy-looking Provençal town of +Digne, where all was green and sleepy, at peace with itself and the +world at large. Even the beautiful Doric _château d'eau_ was green +with moss, and the water of its fountain laughed in sleep; the famous +basilica showed grey through green lichen; its wonderful rose window +had a green frame of ivy, and the strange, sculptured beasts guarding +the door had saddles of green velvet mould. + +We slept at Digne, and made an early morning start, the car plunging +us almost from the first into scenery which only Gustave Doré could +have imagined. Gnome villages and elfin castles clung to slim +pinnacles of rock which seemed to swing, like blown branches, against +the sky. Wild grey mountains bristled with rocky spines, and trails of +scarlet foliage poured like streams of blood down their rough sides, +completing the resemblance to fierce, wounded boars. + +Our road was a road of steep gradients, leading us through gorges of a +grandeur which would have been called appalling when the world was a +little younger, and more in awe of savage Nature. If a midge could be +provided with a proportionately tiny motor car, and sent coasting at +full tilt down a greased corkscrew, from the handle to the sharp end +of the screw, the effect would have been somewhat that of our Mercédès +leaping down the steep defiles. We were vaguely conscious now and then +that a river far below us clamoured for our bones; on one side we had +a precipice, on the other a sheer face of towering cliff. + +Gorges, glorious gorges! a plethora of gorges. No sooner were we out +of one, and drawing breath in a valley of golden sunshine and silver +river, but we were back in another majestic cañon. Finest of all, +perhaps, was the dark Clou de Rouaine; yet when we sprang out into +daylight to throw ourselves into the village of Les Scaffarels, +wonders did not cease. Now we were in the true hinterland of the gay, +blue-and-gold Riviera, following the course of the Var, down to Nice, +not many miles away. Wide and pebbly in its bed by the bright pleasure +town, here it led us through a succession of more gorges, thundered us +through rock tunnels, swept us over bridges, and at last tumbled us +into sight of a marvel which must throw the whole seven of Dauphiné +out of focus. It was the town of Entrevaux, and to my shame I had +never heard of it. Where the narrow valley opens into a broad one, and +the green, swift flowing river sweeps in a sickle-curve round the base +of a high rock, Entrevaux shoots far up into the sky. The river bathes +its dark walls, protected by devices dear to the hearts of mediæval +Vaubans. Pepper-castor sentry-boxes jut out over the water; a great +drawbridge with portcullis, triple gateway, and neat contrivances for +pouring oil and molten lead upon besiegers, alone gives access to the +town; while behind the old crowded houses a fortified stairway in the +rock leads dizzily up to a stronghold clamped upon a towering peak--a +peak like a black, giant wine-bottle, slender-necked, with the fort +castle for the cork. + +"If the Boy could see this with me!" I thought. And then, because this +place was like a fairy place, I remembered the fairy prince's ring. +Never had I followed his instructions; but I rubbed it now, and wished +that the genie of the ring would give me back the Little Pal at Monte +Carlo. + +After Entrevaux, picturesque Puget-Theniers was an anticlimax; though +other fairy towns peered down from high crags and sheer hillsides +where they hung by wires caught in spider webs--and though we passed +through other gorges of grim beauty, my thoughts had flown ahead of +our swift car. I was glad when at last we came into sight of a fair +white city lying on the blue curve of a bay and ringed with green +hills, glad that our journey was all but ended; for the fair city was +Nice. + +[Illustration] + +[Illustration: "THE ROCK OF MONACO".] + + + + +CHAPTER XXX + +The Day of Suspense + + "Will you make me believe that I am not sent for . . . ? + Go to, go to, thou art a foolish fellow!" + --SHAKESPEARE. + + +From Nice to Monte Carlo over the Upper Corniche, was for us a spin of +less than two hours; and after that most beautiful drive in the world, +we slowed down before the green-shaded loggia of the Royal, early in +the afternoon. The hotel was only just open for the season, and it was +possible to have a choice of rooms. Jack selected a glass-fronted +suite, with a view more beautiful than any other in the extraordinary +little principality: + + "Magic casements + Opening on the foam of perilous seas + In faëry lands forlorn." + +which were, respectively, the harbour, and the rock of Monaco (as old +as Hercules), with its ancient towers dark against a sky of pearl. + +I was given a peep into Molly's salon, which appeared to be a sort of +crystal palace, with its two window-walls curtained by trailing roses; +and Jack kept me for a moment at the door. + +"I suppose we shall meet for dinner about eight, won't we, no matter +what we may all choose to do meanwhile?" said he. + +"Well--er--no," I mumbled, feeling a little foolish. "I have--er--a +sort of engagement for to-night. I think I mentioned it before." + +"What, to meet that missing Boy of yours?" asked Jack, in a chaffing +tone, so tactlessly loud that it must have been distinctly audible to +the ladies in the adjoining room, the door of which was open. "Isn't +that rather a mad idea? You were vaguely engaged to meet your pal, I +believe you said, on the night after your arrival, at the Hôtel de +Paris, for dinner. But considering the fact that, if you'd walked down +as you then intended, instead of motoring, you would have been a +fortnight on the way, isn't it fantastic to expect that he'll turn up?" + +"Not quite as fantastic as you think," I retorted, remembering the +terms of the Boy's letter, which had not been confided to Jack, in +their exactness. "Anyhow, I'm going on the off chance." + +"You apparently credit the youth with clairvoyance, my dear chap. +Supposing he has come down here, how could he know that you'd +arrived?" + +"I wired him from Digne, telegraphing to the Poste Restante at Monte +Carlo, where he would certainly think of enquiring, if he took much +interest in my movements. In that message I made it very clear that I +should expect him to stick to our bargain, and I have an impression +that he will." + +"He may. But, look here, my dear fellow,"--Jack now had the decency to +lower his voice,--"have you no red blood in your veins? Mercédès--the +real Mercédès--nearly restored to health and spirits by her run with +us through splendid air and scenery, is to unveil her charms this +evening at dinner. You have irreverently nicknamed her the Perpetual +Mushroom. To-night, you will see--but you don't deserve to be told +what you will see, if you haven't the curiosity to find out at the +first opportunity for yourself." + +"Second opportunities, like second thoughts, are better than first," +said I. "I shall he delighted to take the second opportunity of +meeting Miss Mercédès--by the way, what _is_ her other name? You +always seemed to take it for granted that I knew; but if it was ever +mentioned in the summer, I've forgotten." + +"You should be ashamed to admit that you could deliberately and +stoically forget a charming young lady's name, and you don't deserve +to have your memory jogged. You shall be told the heiress's name when +you meet her, and not before." + +"I must possess my soul in patience until to-morrow, then," I replied, +"for to me one pal in the bush is worth twenty heiresses in the hand, +and I am now going out to scour the said bush." + +"Which means the Casino, no doubt." + +"I shall stroll in, when I've got rid of the dust. The Rooms are the +place to come across people." + +"All right, gang your ain gait, my son, and I suppose I must wish you +luck. Daresay we shall see each other before bedtime." + +A few hours later, I was walking down through the gardens, on my way +to the Casino. The young grass, sown last month, had already become +green velvet, and the flowers were as fresh as if they had been +created an hour ago. The air smelled of La France roses and orange +blossoms, though I saw neither. Some pretty Austrian girls were +walking about in muslin frocks and gauzy hats, though by this time, +in England, women were putting on their fur boas in deference to +autumn; and a few days ago I had been lost in a snowstorm on a +middle-sized mountain of Savoie. + +As I drew near to the big white Casino, strains of music came to me +from the terrace, and thinking that the Boy might be there listening +to the band, I went through the tunnel and came out on the beautiful +flower-decked plateau overhanging the sea. Out of season though it +was, a great many people were sitting there, drinking tea or coffee, +and listening to "La Paloma." + +The windows of the Casino were open, protected by awnings; birds were +taking their last flight, before going to bed in some orange or lemon +tree. The place was more charming than in the high season; but the +face I looked for was not to be seen, and I deserted the Terrace for +the Rooms. + +I had not been to "Monte" since the Boer war; and when I had gone +through the formalities at the Bureau, and entered the first _salle_, +it struck me strangely to find everything exactly as I had left it +years ago. + +The same heavy stillness, emphasised by the continuous chink, chink of +gold and silver, and broken only by the announcement of events at +different tables: "_Onze, noir, impair et manque";--"Rien ne va +plus";--"Zèro!_" + +The same _onze_; the same _rien n'va plus_; the same _zèro_ heralded +in the same secretly joyous, outwardly apologetic tone, by the +croupiers fortunate enough to produce it. The same croupiers too;--(or +do croupiers develop a family likeness of face, of voice, of coat, as +the years go chinking zeroly on?). The same players, or their +_doppelgängers_; the same pictured nymphs smiling on the ornate +walls. But there was no Boy, no Boy's sister; and suddenly it occurred +to me that I was foolish to expect him. He was too childlike in +appearance to have obtained a ticket of admission to the gambling +rooms. + +Since it was useless to look for him here, and no other place seemed +promising at this hour, there was nothing to do but pass the moments +until time to change for dinner. Accordingly I watched the tables. +Once, like most men of my age, I had been bitten by the roulette fever +and had wrestled with "systems" in their thousands, not so much for +the mere "gamble," as for the joy of striving to beat the wily Pascal +at his own invention. + +In those old days the wheel had been like a populous town for me, +inhabited by quaint little people, each living in his own snug house; +the Little People of Roulette. Not a number on the board but his face +was familiar to me; I would have known him if I had met him in the +street. There was sly, thin, dark little Dix, always sneaking up on +tiptoe when you did not want him, and popping out behind your back. +Business-like, successful, bustling Onze; tactless but honest Douze; +treacherous yet fascinating Treize; blundering Seize; graceful, +brunette Dix-Sept; and the faithful, friendly Vingtneuf; feminine +Rouge; brusque, virile Noir; mean little, underbred Manque, and senile +Passe; priggish Pair with his skittish young wife; the Dozens, +_nouveaux-riches_, thinking themselves a cut above the humbler Simple +Chances in Roulette Society; the upright, unbending Columns; the +raffish Chevaux; the excitable Transversales, and the brilliant +Carrés; charming on first acquaintance, but fickle as friends; the +twin, blind dwarfs, the Coups des Deux; these and many more, down to +the wretched, worried Intermittances, ever in a violent hurry to catch +a train but never catching it. I could see them all, still; but I saw +them pass with calmness now, for I wanted to find the Boy. + +[Illustration] + + + + +CHAPTER XXXI + +The Boy's Sister + + "A little thing would make me tell + . . . how much I lack of a man." + --SHAKESPEARE. + + +The palace clock over in Monaco was striking eight as I reached the +steps of the Hôtel de Paris. Eight had been the hour appointed. Now, +here were both the Hour and the Man: but where was the Boy? + +I walked into the gay restaurant, with its window-wall, and the long +rank of candle-lit tables ready for dinner. Twenty people, perhaps, +were dining; but there was no slim figure in short black jacket, Eton +collar, and loose silk tie; no curly chestnut head; no blue-star eyes. +Cordially disliking everybody present, I marched down the length of +the room, and took a corner table, which was laid for four. On the +sparkling snow of the damask cloth burned a bonfire of scarlet +geraniums, and two red-shaded wax candles, of the kind which the Boy +used to call "candles with nostrils," made wavering rose-lights on the +white expanse. + +I sat down, and an attentive waiter appeared at my elbow, having +apparently shot up from the floor like a pantomime demon. + +"Monsieur desires dinner for one?" he deferentially enquired. + +"I am expecting one or perhaps two friends," I replied. "I will wait +for them half an hour. If they do not come by the end of that time, I +will dine alone." + +"Will Monsieur please to regard the menu?" + +"Yes, thanks." + +He put it in my hand with an appetizing bow, which would have been +almost as good as an _hors d'oeuvre_ had my mood been appreciative of +delicacies. But it was not; neither could I fix my mind upon the +ordering of a dinner. My eyes would keep jumping to the glass door at +the far end of the room. "I want the best dinner the house can serve," +I said, meanly shifting responsibility. "Not too long a dinner, +but--oh well, you may tell the chef I depend upon his choice." + +"I quite understand, Monsieur. A dinner to please a lady, is it not?" + +"Yes. Something to please a lady." Was there not the Boy's sister to +be catered for in case she should come? In thinking of him I must not +forget her. But then, how improbable it was that my poor dinner would +be tasted by either! + +"And for wine, Monsieur?" + +I ordered at random the brand of champagne which had seemed like +nectar to the Boy and me that evening in far away Aosta, when the +compact of our friendship was first made. But yes, certainly, it was +to be had. And it should in an all little moment be on the ice. + +The waiter glided away to make that little moment less, and I was left +to measure it and its brothers. One after another they passed. What a +pity the moment family is such a large one! I stared at the glass +door. Other men's friends came in by it, but not mine. I glared at +the window close to which I sat. The peculiarly theatrical effect of +daylight melting into night, as seen at Monte Carlo and nowhere else, +added to the sensation of suspense I felt, as when the curtain is +about to rise on the crowning act of an exciting play. + +The scene out there in the Place was exactly like a setting for the +stage. The great white Casino, with the constant _va et vient_ to and +from the open doorway; the bubbly domes of the fantastically Moorish +café across the way; the velvet grass, unnaturally green in the +electric light; the flower beds in the garden a mosaic floor of +coloured jewels; the air blue as a gauze veil, with diamonds shining +through its meshes; and over all a serene arch of hyacinth sky, +pulsing with smouldering ashes-of-rose just above the purple line of +mountain-tops. + +A carriage drove quickly past the window, and stopped, far on at the +main door of the hotel. More people for dinner; but not the Boy. I +indistinctly saw a tall man and two ladies in long evening cloaks step +out; then I turned my eyes elsewhere. + +Over on the brightly lighted balcony of the Café de Paris opposite, +the "out-of-season" musicians were playing "Sole Mio," and the +yearning strains of that simple, hackneyed Italian love song stirred +my veins oddly. + +The glass door down at the other end of the room opened, and the +movement there caught my eyes. A girl came in, alone, and stood still +as if looking for someone--her slender white figure, in its long +flowing cloak, clearly outlined against a darker background. She was +alone, and there was nobody to introduce us, no one to tell me who she +was, but the beautiful face as so marvellously like one I knew, that +I jumped up instantly. The Boy's sister! She must have come, with +friends, and be looking for him. Then, he was here, or would be! + +I have a vague remembrance of treading on several trains as I went to +meet her, intending to introduce myself, as her brother had not +arrived. The restaurant seemed suddenly to have become a mile long, +and she was at the other end of it. So was I, at last, holding out my +hand to the white girl with a large black hat, and diamond pins +winking in the curly chestnut hair which they held in place. + +She was so astonishingly like him! Now that I had come closer, the +resemblance was incredible. The hair; the soft oval of the little +face; the eyes--the great, star-eyes! + +I forgot everything but that one figure, lily-white, and swaying like +a lily, as it stood. Luckily, there was no one near to see, or think +of us. The diners dined, as if this were an ordinary night, as if +there might be other such nights again. + +"Who are you?" I said as if in a dream. + +A wave of colour swept up from the small, firm chin, to the rings of +chestnut hair. "I--why, I'm the Boy's sister," a low voice stammered. +"He--sent me. I've a letter from him. My friends are outside. They +will be here soon, but I--I came. You are--I suppose you are Man----" + +"And I know you are Boy, Boy himself. I mean, he never was--for +heaven's sake tell me--but no, I don't need to ask. I've got my Little +Pal back again, that's all." + +"Oh, if I'd been sure you would guess--if I had known you would talk +to me like this, I should not have dared to come." + +"Yes, you would. For you are brave; and you owed me this." + +"I'm ashamed to look you in the face. What must you think of me?" + +"Think? I'm past thinking. I'm thanking the gods. If I could think at +all it would be of myself, that I was a fool not to--and yet, _was_ I +a fool? You _were_ a boy then. Even the Contessa----" + +"Oh, don't! Where can we sit? I must tell you everything--explain +everything. I can't wait. In a few minutes Molly and Jack will come." + +"Good heavens!" + +"Yes. Didn't you guess? I'm the Perpetual +Mushroom,--Mercédès--Roy--Laurence. Oh, Man, Man, how have I dared +everything--and most of all this meeting? To fight that duel would +have been easier. I think I would never have ventured after all, I +would have stayed a Mushroom always, and let the Boy be buried and +forgotten; but Molly wouldn't let me." + +"God bless Molly." + +I suppose I must have led her to my table, for at this juncture we +found ourselves there. + +"Will Monsieur have dinner served?" breathed a voice out of the hazy +unrealities that shut us two in alone together. + +"Dinner by-and-bye," I heard myself murmuring, as one brushes away a +buzzing insect. "Yes,--dinner by-and-bye--for four." + +"Man," the Girl began; and then was silent. + +"Little Pal," I answered, and she visibly gathered courage. + +"You know what a great blow I had, and how it made me very ill," she +went on. "It was Molly Randolph who persuaded me that a complete +change, and living in the open air--the open air of other countries +where no one knew me or my troubles--would cure my heart, and mind, +too." + +(Oh, what a Molly! What might she not do for this sad, bad, mad old +world, if she would but set up for a specialist in the mind and heart +line!) + +"She didn't help me make the plan that--I finally carried out. You +see, she had to be married, and whisked off to England, when she had +half finished my cure. One night when I was lying awake, the thought +came to me--of a thing I might do. It fascinated me. It wouldn't let +me get away from it. At first, it was only a fantastic dream; but it +took shape, and reality, till it was able to plead its own cause and +argue its own advantages. A girl is handicapped. She can't have +adventures; she must have a chaperon. A boy is free. Besides--I wanted +to get away from men. As a boy, I could take Molly's advice, and +travel, and be a regular gipsy if I liked. + +"My hair had been cut short when I was ill. That made me feel as if +the thing really was to be. One day I sent out and bought some--some +clothes, ready made, and put them on. That settled it, for I was sure +no one would ever know me, or the truth. One thing suggested another. +I thought of travelling with a caravan--then I changed my mind to +donkeys, and that led to Innocentina. I'd gone out with her up into +the mountains, donkey-back, every day from Mentone two years ago. She +had talked to me about Aosta. Her mother's people came from there. +Always since, I had wanted to go. I wrote her. I began to make +preparations for a long journey." + +"You got the bag!" I exclaimed. + +"Oh, that bag! I should have _died_ if any English-speaking person had +found it, and read my diary, which was to be used--partly--as notes +for a book--if I should ever write it. I would have offered even a +bigger reward, if you had let me. But I must go on:--they will +come--Molly and Jack. I went out to Lucerne, where Innocentina joined +me with the donkeys; but it wasn't till we were away in the wilds +that--that the Boy appeared. I didn't mean to visit any very big towns +afterwards, for it wasn't civilisation I wanted; but--you came into +the story, and I did lots of things I hadn't meant to do--because of +you, Man." + +"And I did lots of things I hadn't meant to do--because of you, Boy." + +"It was doing different things from what I planned that worked all the +mischief. If we hadn't gone to Aix, we wouldn't have gone up Mont +Revard; and if we hadn't gone up Mont Revard, the Prince wouldn't have +had to vanish." + +"If he hadn't, would the Princess have appeared--for me? Or would she +always have been passing--passing--I not dreaming of her presence, +though she was by my side?" + +"Who can tell? Each event in life seems to be propped up against all +the others, like a tower of children's bricks. Anyway, we did go, and +Something had sent up to the snowy top of that mountain in Savoie the +very last man in the world--except one--I would have chosen to meet. +It was--_his_ brother--the younger brother of the man I had found out. +He wasn't sure of me, I could tell: for he had never seen me with my +hair short; and I had got so thin, and my face so brown; but he +suspected, and he is a gossiping sort of fellow. If he had had a +chance to see me by daylight, he would have been sure, and then there +would be some wild story flashing all over America. That is why I ran +away. But it hurt me to leave you like that, Man." + +"It cut off all my arms and legs, and my head, and left me only a +trunk," I murmured. + +"I couldn't think what else to do; indeed, I could hardly think at +all. But I knew Molly and Jack were going to Chambéry to spend a day, +and I thought I might catch them there, if I hurried. You see, Molly +and I wrote to each other sometimes, though I never said a word about +you. I didn't dream you'd knew them, until one day you announced +things you'd said to Molly in a letter, which--which--well, things +which would need a lot of explanation, too difficult for black and +white." + +"By Jove!" I exclaimed. "Now I know where I'd seen your handwriting +before. It was in a letter which Molly dropped almost on my head, from +a balcony at Martigny, and there was a photograph----" + +"Oh, you didn't see it?" + +"That's what Molly asked. I satisfied her that I hadn't." + +"Suppose you _had_--before you met me! But never mind. I did find them +at Chambéry. They'd just arrived, and I told Molly everything." + +"What did she say?" + +"Oh, she just lent me some of her clothes, and said they'd take me +with them in the automobile, out of danger's way until we could decide +on a plan. I bought the thing you call a 'mushroom' in a shop, and we +were starting off next morning when--you came along. Well----" + +"Well?" + +"Molly and Jack were in a very awkward position: for I had said to +Molly that I felt I could never face you again--_never_, anyhow, as +the Boy, and that _he_ had gone out of your life irrevocably. There I +sat in the motor car, and there were you in the street. You can't +imagine how I felt. It would have been horrid for them--your best +friends--to leave you stranded, and--_I_ didn't want that either. I +couldn't help feeling there'd be a tremendous fascination in being so +near you, with my face hidden, you not knowing, if only the strain of +it needn't last too long; and Molly just cut the Gordian knot of the +scrape, as she always does. She assured me that being in the same car +need commit me to _no_ decision as to what I would do in the end. +But--you remember how she drew you out, about your feeling for the +Boy, how you missed him, and how you were going all the way down to +Monte Carlo on the bare chance of his being there? Well, she meant me +to hear every word, and I did. After that--after that--I--_couldn't_ +give you up. I don't believe I could, anyway, when I'd straightened +things out in my mind. I'd told you that you would never see the Boy +again, and you never will; but Molly said that was no reason why you +shouldn't see the Boy's sister. I wrote a note from him to you, for +myself to bring to-night, and I thought--I hoped--you might perhaps +believe----" + +"You couldn't have hoped it," I broke in. "Say that you came to give +me back my Little Pal, whom you had stolen from me." + +"It may be. I don't know, myself. I couldn't foresee what would +happen. As I heard you say, about motoring down steep hills, I just +hurled myself into space, and trusted to Providence." + +"Now I understand all that was mysterious in myself," I said. "My +heart, not being such a fool as my head, was trying continually to +telegraph the truth about the Little Pal to my brain, which couldn't +get the message right, as there was far too much electricity flying +about in the atmosphere. Now I know why I loved the Boy so dearly, +because he was you; because he was that Other Half which every man is +always unconsciously looking for, round the world, and hardly ever +finds." + +"Oh, Man, do you really care--like that? Do you love me--love 'for +sure' this time?" + +"Sure for this time, and for Eternity. There never really was, there +never will be, any other woman in my life except you: for you are my +Life and my World." + +"You don't hate me for my masquerade?" + +"Hate you! I'll prove to you whether I----" + +"Why does your face look suddenly different, Man? Why do you stop?" + +"Because--I've remembered something that I'd forgotten." + +"What?" + +"Your horrible money." + +"Don't you think I knew you'd forgotten? Oh, Man, the money would be +horrible indeed, if you should let it come between us, but you won't, +will you? We belong to each other; your following me here proves it +beyond doubt. I've known for weeks that I never truly cared for anyone +else, for I love you, and can't do without you." + +"Then there's nothing on earth that shall come between us. Money or +no money, what does it matter, after all? Will you finish the journey +of Life with me, my Little Pal--my Love?" + +The star-eyes answered. And at that moment Molly and Jack came in. + + +[Illustration] + + + +***END OF THE PROJECT GUTENBERG EBOOK THE PRINCESS PASSES*** + + +******* This file should be named 14740-8.txt or 14740-8.zip ******* + + +This and all associated files of various formats will be found in: +https://www.gutenberg.org/dirs/1/4/7/4/14740 + + + +Updated editions will replace the previous one--the old editions +will be renamed. + +Creating the works from public domain print editions means that no +one owns a United States copyright in these works, so the Foundation +(and you!) can copy and distribute it in the United States without +permission and without paying copyright royalties. Special rules, +set forth in the General Terms of Use part of this license, apply to +copying and distributing Project Gutenberg-tm electronic works to +protect the PROJECT GUTENBERG-tm concept and trademark. 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