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diff --git a/old/14645.txt b/old/14645.txt new file mode 100644 index 0000000..22f1844 --- /dev/null +++ b/old/14645.txt @@ -0,0 +1,12453 @@ +The Project Gutenberg eBook, Unleavened Bread, by Robert Grant + + +This eBook is for the use of anyone anywhere at no cost and with +almost no restrictions whatsoever. You may copy it, give it away or +re-use it under the terms of the Project Gutenberg License included +with this eBook or online at www.gutenberg.org + + + + + +Title: Unleavened Bread + +Author: Robert Grant + +Release Date: January 10, 2005 [eBook #14645] + +Language: English + +Character set encoding: ISO-646-US (US-ASCII) + + +***START OF THE PROJECT GUTENBERG EBOOK UNLEAVENED BREAD*** + + +E-text prepared by Audrey Longhurst, Amy Cunningham, and the Project +Gutenberg Online Distributed Proofreading Team + + + +UNLEAVENED BREAD + +by + +ROBERT GRANT + +Author of _The Bachelor's Christmas_, etc. + +Charles Scribner's Sons +New York + +1900 + + + + + + + +CONTENTS + + +BOOK I +THE EMANCIPATION + + +BOOK II +THE STRUGGLE + + +BOOK III +THE SUCCESS + + + + +UNLEAVENED BREAD + + +BOOK I. + +THE EMANCIPATION + + +CHAPTER I. + + +Babcock and Selma White were among the last of the wedding guests to +take their departure. It was a brilliant September night with a touch of +autumn vigor in the atmosphere, which had not been without its effect on +the company, who had driven off in gay spirits, most of them in +hay-carts or other vehicles capable of carrying a party. Their songs and +laughter floated back along the winding country road. Selma, comfortable +in her wraps and well tucked about with a rug, leaned back contentedly +in the chaise, after the goodbyes had been said, to enjoy the glamour of +the full moon. They were seven miles from home and she was in no hurry +to get there. Neither festivities nor the undisguised devotion of a city +young man were common in her life. Consideration she had been used to +from a child, and she knew herself to be tacitly acknowledged the +smartest girl in Westfield, but perhaps for that very reason she had +held aloof from manhood until now. At least no youth in her neighborhood +had ever impressed her as her equal. Neither did Babcock so impress her; +but he was different from the rest. He was not shy and unexpressive; he +was buoyant and self-reliant, and yet he seemed to appreciate her +quality none the less. + +They had met about a dozen times, and on the last six of these occasions +he had come from Benham, ten miles to her uncle's farm, obviously to +visit her. The last two times her Aunt Farley had made him spend the +night, and it had been arranged that he would drive her in the Farley +chaise to Clara Morse's wedding. A seven-mile drive is apt to promote or +kill the germs of intimacy, and on the way over she had been conscious +of enjoying herself. Scrutiny of Clara's choice had been to the +advantage of her own cavalier. The bridegroom had seemed to her what her +Aunt Farley would call a mouse-in-the-cheese young man. Whereas Babcock +had been the life of the affair. + +She had been teaching now in Wilton for more than a year. When, shortly +after her father's death, she had obtained the position of school +teacher, it seemed to her that at last the opportunity had come to +display her capabilities, and at the same time to fulfil her +aspirations. But the task of grounding a class of small children in the +rudiments of simple knowledge had already begun to pall and to seem +unsatisfying. Was she to spend her life in this? And if not, the next +step, unless it were marriage, was not obvious. Not that she mistrusted +her ability to shine in any educational capacity, but neither Wilton nor +the neighboring Westfield offered better, and she was conscious of a +lack of influential friends in the greater world, which was embodied for +her in Benham. Benham was a western city of these United States, with an +eastern exposure; a growing, bustling city according to rumor, with an +eager population restless with new ideas and stimulating ambitions. So +at least Selma thought of it, and though Boston and New York and a few +other places were accepted by her as authoritative, she accepted them, +as she accepted Shakespeare, as a matter of course and so far removed +from her immediate outlook as almost not to count. But Benham with its +seventy-five thousand inhabitants and independent ways was a fascinating +possibility. Once established there the world seemed within her grasp, +including Boston. Might it not be that Benham, in that it was newer, was +nearer to truth and more truly American than that famous city? She was +not prepared to believe this an absurdity. + +At least the mental atmosphere of Westfield and even of the somewhat +less solemn Wilton suggested this apotheosis of the adjacent city to be +reasonable. Westfield had stood for Selma as a society of serious though +simple souls since she could first remember and had been one of them. +Not that she arrogated to her small native town any unusual qualities of +soul or mind in distinction from most other American communities, but +she regarded it as inferior in point of view to none, and typical of the +best national characteristics. She had probably never put into words the +reasons of her confidence, but her daily consciousness was permeated +with them. To be an American meant to be more keenly alive to the +responsibility of life than any other citizen of civilization, and to be +an American woman meant to be something finer, cleverer, stronger, and +purer than any other daughter of Eve. Under the agreeable but sobering +influence of this faith she had grown to womanhood, and the heroic deeds +of the civil war had served to intensify a belief, the truth of which +she had never heard questioned. Her mission in life had promptly been +recognized by her as the development of her soul along individual lines, +but until the necessity for a choice had arisen she had been content to +contemplate a little longer. Now the world was before her, for she was +twenty-three and singularly free from ties. Her mother had died when she +was a child. Her father, the physician of the surrounding country, a man +of engaging energy with an empirical education and a speculative habit +of mind, had been the companion of her girlhood. During the last few +years since his return from the war an invalid from a wound, her care +for him had left her time for little else. + +No more was Babcock in haste to reach home; and after the preliminary +dash from the door into the glorious night he suffered the farm-horse to +pursue its favorite gait, a deliberate jog. He knew the creature to be +docile, and that he could bestow his attention on his companion without +peril to her. His own pulses were bounding. He was conscious of having +made the whirligig of time pass merrily for the company by his spirits +and jolly quips, and that in her presence, and he was groping for an +appropriate introduction to the avowal he had determined to make. He +would never have a better opportunity than this, and it had been his +preconceived intention to take advantage of it if all went well. All had +gone well and he was going to try. She had been kind coming over; and +had seemed to listen with interest as he told her about himself: and +somehow he had felt less distant from her. He was not sure what she +would say, for he realized that she was above him. That was one reason +why he admired her so. She symbolized for him refinement, poetry, art, +the things of the spirit--things from which in the same whirligig of +time he had hitherto been cut off by the vicissitudes of the varnish +business; but the value of which he was not blind to. How proud he would +be of such a wife! How he would strive and labor for her! His heart was +in his mouth and trembled on his lip as he thought of the possibility. +What a joy to be sitting side by side with her under this splendid moon! +He would speak and know his fate. + +"Isn't it a lovely night?" murmured Selma appreciatively. "There they +go," she added, indicating the disappearance over the brow of a hill of +the last of the line of vehicles of the rest of the party, whose songs +had come back fainter and fainter. + +"I don't care. Do you?" He snuggled toward her a very little. + +"I guess they won't think I'm lost," she said, with a low laugh. + +"What d'you suppose your folks would say if you _were_ lost? I mean if I +were to run away with you and didn't bring you back?" There was a +nervous ring in the guffaw which concluded his question. + +"My friends wouldn't miss me much; at least they'd soon get over the +shock; but I might miss myself, Mr. Babcock." + +Selma was wondering why it was that she rather liked being alone with +this man, big enough, indeed, to play the monster, yet half school-boy, +but a man who had done well in his calling. He must be capable; he could +give her a home in Benham; and it was plain that he loved her. + +"I'll tell you something," he said, eagerly, ignoring her suggestion. +"I'd like to run away with you and be married to-night, Selma. That's +what I'd like, and I guess you won't. But it's the burning wish of my +heart that you'd marry me some time. I want you to be my wife. I'm a +rough fellow along-side of you, Selma, but I'd do well by you; I would. +I'm able to look after you, and you shall have all you want. There's a +nice little house building now in Benham. Say the word and I'll buy it +for us to-morrow. I'm crazy after you, Selma." + +The rein was dangling, and Babcock reached his left arm around the waist +of his lady-love. He had now and again made the same demonstration with +others jauntily, but this was a different matter. She was not to be +treated like other women. She was a goddess to him, even in his ardor, +and he reached gingerly. Selma did not wholly withdraw from the spread +of his trembling arm, though this was the first man who had ever +ventured to lay a finger on her. + +"I'd have to give up my school," she said. + +"They could get another teacher." + +"_Could_ they?" + +"Not one like you. You see I'm clumsy, but I'm crazy for you, Selma." +Emboldened by the obvious feebleness of her opposition, he broadened his +clutch and drew her toward him. "Say you will, sweetheart." + +This time she pulled herself free and sat up in the chaise. "Would you +let me do things?" she asked after a moment. + +"Do things," faltered Babcock. What could she mean? She had told him on +the way over that her mother had chosen her name from a theatrical +playbill, and it passed through his unsophisticated brain that she might +be thinking of the stage. + +"Yes, do something worth while. Be somebody. I've had the idea I could, +if I ever got the chance." Her hands were folded in her lap; there was a +wrapt expression on her thin, nervous face, and a glitter in her keen +eyes, which were looking straight at the moon, as though they would +outstare it in brilliancy. + +"You shall be anything you like, if you'll only marry me. What is it +you're wishing to be?" + +"I don't know exactly. It isn't anything especial yet. It's the whole +thing. I thought I might find it in my school, but the experience so far +hasn't been--satisfying." + +"Troublesome little brats!" + +"No, I dare say the fault's in me. If I went to Benham to live it would +be different. Benham must be interesting--inspiring." + +"There's plenty of go there. You'd like it, and people would think lots +of you." + +"I'd try to make them." She turned and looked at him judicially, but +with a softened expression. Her profile in her exalted mood had +suggested a beautiful, but worried archangel; her full face seemed less +this and wore much of the seductive embarrassment of sex. To Babcock she +seemed the most entrancing being he had ever seen. "Would you really +like to have me come?" + +He gave a hoarse ejaculation, and encircling her eagerly with his strong +grasp pressed his lips upon her cheek. "Selma! darling! angel! I'm the +happiest man alive." + +"You mustn't do that--yet," she said protestingly. + +"Yes, I must; I'm yours, and you're mine,--mine. Aren't you, sweetheart? +There's no harm in a kiss." + +She had to admit to herself that it was not very unpleasant after all to +be held in the embrace of a sturdy lover, though she had never intended +that their relations should reach this stage of familiarity so promptly. +She had known, of course, that girls were to look for endearments from +those whom they promised to marry, but her person had hitherto been so +sacred to man and to herself that it was difficult not to shrink a +little from what was taking place. This then was love, and love was, of +course, the sweetest thing in the world. That was one of the truths +which she had accepted as she had accepted the beauty of Shakespeare, as +something not to be disputed, yet remote. He was a big, affectionate +fellow, and she must make up her mind to kiss him. So she turned her +face toward him and their lips met eagerly, forestalling the little peck +which she had intended. She let her head fall back at his pressure on to +his shoulder, and gazed up at the moon. + +"Are you happy, Selma?" he asked, giving her a fond, firm squeeze. + +"Yes, Lewis." + +She could feel his frame throb with joy at the situation as she uttered +his name. + +"We'll be married right away. That's if you're willing. My business is +going first-rate and, if it keeps growing for the next year as it has +for the past two, you'll be rich presently. When shall it be, Selma?" + +"You're in dreadful haste. Well, I'll promise to give the selectmen +notice to-morrow that they must find another teacher." + +"Because the one they have now is going to become Mrs. Lewis J. Babcock. +I'm the luckiest fellow, hooray! in creation. See here," he added, +taking her hand, "I guess a ring wouldn't look badly there--a real +diamond, too. Pretty little fingers." + +She sighed gently, by way of response. It was comfortable nestling in +the hollow of his shoulder, and a new delightful experience to be +hectored with sweetness in this way. How round and bountiful the moon +looked. She was tired of her present life. What was coming would be +better. Her opportunity was at hand to show the world what she was made +of. + +"A real diamond, and large at that," he repeated, gazing down at her, +and then, as though the far away expression in her eyes suggested +kinship with the unseen and the eternal, he said, admiringly but humbly, +"It must be grand to be clever like you, Selma. I'm no good at that. But +if loving you will make up for it, I'll go far, little woman." + +"What I know of that I like, and--and if some day, I can make you proud +of me, so much the better," said Selma. + +"Proud of you? You are an angel, and you know it." + +She closed her eyes and sighed again. Even the bright avenues of fame, +which her keen eyes had traversed through the golden moon, paled before +this tribute from the lips of real flesh and blood. What woman can +withstand the fascination of a lover's faith that she is an angel? If a +man is fool enough to believe it, why undeceive him? And if he is so +sure of it, may it even not be so? Selma was content to have it so, +especially as the assertion did not jar with her own prepossessions; and +thus they rode home in the summer night in the mutual contentment of a +betrothal. + + + +CHAPTER II. + + +The match was thoroughly agreeable to Mrs. Farley, Selma's aunt and +nearest relation, who with her husband presided over a flourishing +poultry farm in Wilton. She was an easy-going, friendly spirit, with a +sharp but not wide vision, who did not believe that a likelier fellow +than Lewis Babcock would come wooing were her niece to wait a lifetime. +He was hearty, comical, and generous, and was said to be making money +fast in the varnish business. In short, he seemed to her an admirable +young man, with a stock of common-sense and high spirits eminently +serviceable for a domestic venture. How full of fun he was, to be sure! +It did her good to behold the tribute his appetite paid to the buckwheat +cakes with cream and other tempting viands she set before him--a +pleasing contrast to Selma's starveling diet--and the hearty smack with +which he enforced his demands upon her own cheeks as his mother-in-law +apparent, argued an affectionate disposition. Burly, rosy-cheeked, +good-natured, was he not the very man to dispel her niece's vagaries and +turn the girl's morbid cleverness into healthy channels? + +Selma, therefore, found nothing but encouragement in her choice at home; +so by the end of another three months they were made man and wife, and +had moved into that little house in Benham which had attracted Babcock's +eye. Benham, as has been indicated, was in the throes of bustle and +self-improvement. Before the war it had been essentially unimportant. +But the building of a railroad through the town and the discovery of oil +wells in its neighborhood had transformed it in a twinkling into an +active and spirited centre. Selma's new house was on the edge of the +city, in the van of real estate progress, one of a row of small but +ambitious-looking dwellings, over the dark yellow clapboards of which +the architect had let his imagination run rampant in scrolls and +flourishes. There was fancy colored glass in a sort of rose-window over +the front door, and lozenges of fancy glass here and there in the +facade. Each house had a little grass-plot, which Babcock in his case +had made appurtenant to a metal stag, which seemed to him the finishing +touch to a cosey and ornamental home. He had done his best and with all +his heart, and the future was before them. + +Babcock found himself radiant over the first experiences of married +life. It was just what he had hoped, only better. His imagination in +entertaining an angel had not been unduly literal, and it was a constant +delight and source of congratulation to him to reflect over his pipe on +the lounge after supper that the charming piece of flesh and blood +sewing or reading demurely close by was the divinity of his domestic +hearth. There she was to smile at him when he came home at night and +enable him to forget the cares and dross of the varnish business. Her +presence across the table added a new zest to every meal and improved +his appetite. In marrying he had expected to cut loose from his bachelor +habits, and he asked for nothing better than to spend every evening +alone with Selma, varied by an occasional evening at the theatre, and a +drive out to the Farleys' now and then for supper. This, with the +regular Sunday service at Rev. Henry Glynn's church, rounded out the +weeks to his perfect satisfaction. He was conscious of feeling that the +situation did not admit of improvement, for though, when he measured +himself with Selma, Babcock was humble-minded, a cheerful and uncritical +optimism was the ruling characteristic of his temperament. With health, +business fortune, and love all on his side, it was natural to him to +regard his lot with complacency. Especially as to all appearances, this +was the sort of thing Selma liked, also. Presently, perhaps, there would +be a baby, and then their cup of domestic happiness would be +overflowing. Babcock's long ungratified yearning for the things of the +spirit were fully met by these cosey evenings, which he would have been +glad to continue to the crack of doom. To smoke and sprawl and read a +little, and exchange chit-chat, was poetry enough for him. So contented +was he that his joy was apt to find an outlet in ditties and +whistling--he possessed a slightly tuneful, rollicking knack at both--a +proceeding which commonly culminated in his causing Selma to sit beside +him on the sofa and be made much of, to the detriment of her toilette. + +As for the bride, so dazing were the circumstances incident to the +double change of matrimony and adaptation to city life, that her +judgment was in suspension. Yet though she smiled and sewed demurely, +she was thinking. The yellow clapboarded house and metal stag, and a +maid-of-all-work at her beck and call, were gratifying at the outset and +made demands upon her energies. Selma's position in her father's house +had been chiefly ornamental and social. She had been his companion and +nurse, had read to him and argued with him, but the mere household work +had been performed by an elderly female relative who recognized that her +mind was bent on higher things. Nevertheless, she had never doubted that +when the time arrived to show her capacity as a housewife, she would be +more than equal to the emergency. Assuredly she would, for one of the +distinguishing traits of American womanhood was the ability to perform +admirably with one's own hand many menial duties and yet be prepared to +shine socially with the best. Still the experience was not quite so easy +as she expected; even harassing and mortifying. Fortunately, Lewis was +more particular about quantity than quality where the table was +concerned; and, after all, food and domestic details were secondary +considerations in a noble outlook. It would have suited her never to be +obliged to eat, and to be able to leave the care of the house to the +hired girl; but that being out of the question, it became incumbent on +her to make those obligations as simple as possible. However, the +possession of a new house and gay fittings was an agreeable realization. +At home everything had been upholstered in black horse-hair, and regard +for material appearances had been obscured for her by the tension of her +introspective tendencies. Lewis was very kind, and she had no reason to +reproach herself as yet for her choice. He had insisted that she should +provide herself with an ample and more stylish wardrobe, and though the +invitation had interested her but mildly, the effect of shrewdly-made +and neatly fitting garments on her figure had been a revelation. Like +the touch of a man's hand, fine raiment had seemed to her hitherto +almost repellant, but it was obvious now that anything which enhanced +her effectiveness could not be dismissed as valueless. To arrive at +definite conclusions in regard to her social surroundings was less easy +for Selma. Benham, in its rapid growth, had got beyond the level +simplicity of Westfield and Wilton, and was already confronted by the +stern realities which baffle the original ideal in every American city. +We like as a nation to cherish the illusion that extremes of social +condition do not exist even in our large communities, and that the +plutocrat and the saleslady, the learned professions and the proletariat +associate on a common basis of equal virtue, intelligence, and culture. +And yet, although Benham was a comparatively young and an essentially +American city, there were very marked differences in all these respects +in its community. + +Topographically speaking the starting point of Benham was its +water-course. Twenty years before the war Benham was merely a cluster of +frame houses in the valley of the limpid, peaceful river Nye. At that +time the inhabitants drank of the Nye taken at a point below the town, +for there was a high fall which would have made the drawing of water +above less convenient. This they were doing when Selma came to Benham, +although every man's hand had been raised against the Nye, which was the +nearest, and hence for a community in hot haste, the most natural +receptacle for dyestuffs, ashes and all the outflow from woollen mills, +pork factories and oil yards, and it ran the color of glistening bean +soup. From time to time, as the city grew, the drawing point had been +made a little lower where the stream had regained a portion of its +limpidity, and no one but wiseacres and busybodies questioned its +wholesomeness. Benham at that time was too preoccupied and too proud of +its increasing greatness to mistrust its own judgment in matters +hygienic, artistic, and educational. There came a day later when the +river rose against the city, and an epidemic of typhoid fever convinced +a reluctant community that there were some things which free-born +Americans did not know intuitively. Then there were public meetings and +a general indignation movement, and presently, under the guidance of +competent experts, Lake Mohunk, seven miles to the north, was secured as +a reservoir. Just to show how the temper of the times has changed, and +how sophisticated in regard to hygienic matters some of the good +citizens of Benham in these latter days have become, it is worthy of +mention that, though competent chemists declare Lake Mohunk to be free +from contamination, there are those now who use so-called mineral +spring-waters in preference; notably Miss Flagg, the daughter of old +Joel Flagg, once the miller and, at the date when the Babcocks set up +their household gods, one of the oil magnates of Benham. He drank the +bean colored Nye to the day of his death and died at eighty; but she +carries a carboy of spring-water with her personal baggage wherever she +travels, and is perpetually solicitous in regard to the presence of +arsenic in wall-papers into the bargain. + +Verily, the world has wagged apace in Benham since Selma first looked +out at her metal stag and the surrounding landscape. Ten years later the +Benham Home Beautifying Society took in hand the Nye and those who +drained into it, and by means of garbage consumers, disinfectants, and +filters and judiciously arranged shrubbery converted its channel and +banks into quite a respectable citizens' paradise. But even at that time +the industries on either bank of the Nye, which flowed from east to +west, were forcing the retail shops and the residences further and +further away. To illustrate again from the Flagg family, just before the +war Joel Flagg built a modest house less than a quarter of a mile from +the southerly bank of the river, expecting to end his days there, and +was accused by contemporary censors of an intention to seclude himself +in magnificent isolation. About this time he had yielded to the plea of +his family, that every other building in the street had been given over +to trade, and that they were stranded in a social Sahara of factories. +So like the easy going yet soaring soul that he was, he had moved out +two miles to what was known as the River Drive, where the Nye +accomplishes a broad sweep to the south. There an ambitious imported +architect, glad of such an opportunity to speculate in artistic effects, +had built for him a conglomeration of a feudal castle and an old +colonial mansion in all the grisly bulk of signal failure. + +Considering our ideals, it is a wonder that no one has provided a law +forbidding the erection of all the architecturally attractive, or +sumptuous houses in one neighborhood. It ought not to be possible in a +republic for such a state of affairs to exist as existed in Benham. That +is to say all the wealth and fashion of the city lay to the west of +Central Avenue, which was so literally the dividing line that if a +Benhamite were referred to as living on that street the conventional +inquiry would be "On which side?" And if the answer were "On the east," +the inquirer would be apt to say "Oh!" with a cold inflection which +suggested a ban. No Benhamite has ever been able to explain precisely +why it should be more creditable to live on one side of the same street +than on the other, but I have been told by clever women, who were good +Americans besides, that this is one of the subtle truths which baffle +the Gods and democracies alike. Central Avenue has long ago been +appropriated by the leading retail dry-goods shops, huge establishments +where everything from a set of drawing-room furniture to a hair-pin can +be bought under a single roof; but at that time it was the social +artery. Everything to the west was new and assertive; then came the +shops and the business centre; and to the east were Tom, Dick, and +Harry, Michael, Isaac and Pietro, the army of citizens who worked in the +mills, oil yards, and pork factories. And to the north, across the +river, on the further side of more manufacturing establishments, was +Poland, so-called--a settlement of the Poles--to reach whom now there +are seven bridges of iron. There were but two bridges then, one of wood, +and journeys across them had not yet been revealed to philanthropic +young women eager to do good. + +Selma's house lay well to the south-west of Central Avenue, far enough +removed from the River Drive and the Flagg mansion to be humble and yet +near enough to be called looking up. Their row was complete and mainly +occupied, but the locality was a-building, and in the process of making +acquaintance. So many strangers had come to Benham that even Babcock +knew but few of their neighbors. Without formulating definitely how it +was to happen, Selma had expected to be received with open arms into a +society eager to recognize her salient qualities. But apparently, at +first glance, everybody's interest was absorbed by the butcher and +grocer, the dressmaker and the domestic hearth. That is, the other +people in their row seemed to be content to do as they were doing. The +husbands went to town every day--town which lay in the murky +distance--and their wives were friendly enough, but did not seem to be +conscious either of voids in their own existence or of the privilege of +her society. To be sure, they dressed well and were suggestive in that, +but they looked blank at some of her inquiries, and appeared to feel +their days complete if, after the housework had been done and the battle +fought with the hired girl, they were able to visit the shopping +district and pore over fabrics, in case they could not buy them. Some +were evidently looking forward to the day when they might be so +fortunate as to possess one of the larger houses of the district a mile +away, and figure among what they termed "society people." There were +others who, in their satisfaction with this course of life, referred +with a touch of self-righteousness to the dwellers on the River Drive as +deserving reprobation on account of a lack of serious purpose. This +criticism appealed to Selma, and consoled her in a measure for the half +mortification with which she had begun to realize that she was not of so +much account as she had expected; at least, that there were people not +very far distant from her block who were different somehow from her +neighbors, and who took part in social proceedings in which she and her +husband were not invited to participate. Manifestly they were unworthy +and un-American. It was a comfort to come to this conclusion, even +though her immediate surroundings, including the society of those who +had put the taunt into her thoughts, left her unsatisfied. + +Some relief was provided at last by her church. Babcock was by birth an +Episcopalian, though he had been lax in his interest during early +manhood. This was one of the matters which he had expected marriage to +correct, and he had taken up again, not merely with resignation but +complacency, the custom of attending service regularly. Dr. White had +been a controversial Methodist, but since his wife's death, and +especially since the war, he had abstained from religious observances, +and had argued himself somewhat far afield from the fold of orthodox +belief. Consequently Selma, though she attended church at Westfield when +her father's ailments did not require her presence at home, had been +brought up to exercise her faculties freely on problems of faith and to +feel herself a little more enlightened than the conventional worshipper. +Still she was not averse to following her husband to the Rev. Henry +Glynn's church. The experience was another revelation to her, for +service at Westfield had been eminently severe and unadorned. Mr. Glynn +was an Englishman; a short, stout, strenuous member of the Church of +England with a broad accent and a predilection for ritual, but +enthusiastic and earnest. He had been tempted to cross the ocean by the +opportunities for preaching the gospel to the heathen, and he had fixed +on Benham as a vineyard where he could labor to advantage. His advent +had been a success. He had awakened interest by his fervor and by his +methods. The pew taken by Babcock was one of the last remaining, and +there was already talk of building a larger church to replace the chapel +where he ministered. Choir boys, elaborate vestments, and genuflections, +were novelties in the Protestant worship of Benham, and attracted the +attention of many almost weary of plainer forms of worship, especially +as these manifestations of color were effectively supplemented by +evident sincerity of spirit on the part of their pastor. Nor were his +energy and zeal confined to purely spiritual functions. The scope of his +church work was practical and social. He had organized from the +congregation societies of various sorts to relieve the poor; Bible +classes and evening reunions which the members of the parish were urged +to attend in order to become acquainted. Mr. Glynn's manner was both +hearty and pompous. To him there was no Church in the world but the +Church of England, and it was obvious that as one of the clergy of that +Church he considered himself to be no mean man; but apart from this +serious intellectual foible with respect to his own relative importance, +he was a stimulating Christian and citizen within his lights. His +active, crusading, and emotional temperament just suited the seething +propensities of Benham. + +His flock comprised a few of the residents of the River Drive district, +among them the Flaggs, but was a fairly representative mixture of all +grades of society, including the poorest. These last were specimens +under spiritual duress rather than free worshippers, and it was a +constant puzzle to the reverend gentleman why, in the matter of +attendance, they, metaphorically speaking, sickened and died. It had +never been so in England. "Bonnets!" responded one day Mrs. Hallett +Taylor, who had become Mr. Glynn's leading ally in parish matters, and +was noted for her executive ability. She was an engaging but +clear-headed soul who went straight to the point. + +"I do not fathom your meaning," said the pastor, a little loftily, for +the suggestion sounded flippant. + +"It hurts their feelings to go to a church where their clothes are +shabby compared with those of the rest of the congregation." + +"Yes, but in God's chapel, dear lady, all such distinctions should be +forgotten." + +"They can't forget, and I don't blame them much, poor things, do you? +It's the free-born American spirit. There now, Mr. Glynn, you were +asking me yesterday to suggest some one for junior warden. Why not Mr. +Babcock? They're new comers and seem available people." + +Mr. Glynn's distress at her first question was merged in the interest +inspired by her second, for his glance had followed hers until it rested +on the Babcocks, who had just entered the vestry to attend the social +reunion. Selma's face wore its worried archangel aspect. She was on her +good behavior and proudly on her guard against social impertinence. But +she looked very pretty, and her compact, slight figure indicated a busy +way. + +"I will interrogate him," he answered. "I have observed them before, +and--and I can't quite make out the wife. It is almost a spiritual face, +and yet--" + +"Just a little hard and keen," broke in Mrs. Taylor, upon his +hesitation. "She is pretty, and she looks clever. I think we can get +some work out of her." + +Thereupon she sailed gracefully in the direction of Selma. Mrs. Taylor +was from Maryland. Her husband, a physician, had come to Benham at the +close of the war to build up a practice, and his wife had aided him by +her energy and graciousness to make friends. Unlike some Southerners, +she was not indolent, and yet she possessed all the ingratiating, +spontaneous charm of well-bred women from that section of the country. +Her tastes were aesthetic and ethical rather than intellectual, and her +special interest at the moment was the welfare of the church. She +thought it desirable that all the elements of which the congregation was +composed should be represented on the committees, and Selma seemed to +her the most obviously available person from the class to which the +Babcocks belonged. + +"I want you to help us," she said. "I think you have ideas. We need a +woman with sense and ideas on our committee to build the new church." + +Selma was not used to easy grace and sprightly spontaneity. It affected +her at first much as the touch of man; but just as in that instance the +experience was agreeable. Life was too serious a thing in her regard to +lend itself casually to lightness, and yet she felt instinctively +attracted by this lack of self-consciousness and self-restraint. Besides +here was an opportunity such as she had been yearning for. She had met +Mrs. Taylor before, and knew her to be the presiding genius of the +congregation; and it was evident that Mrs. Taylor had discovered her +value. + +"Thank you," she said, gravely, but cordially. "That is what I should +like. I wish to be of use. I shall be pleased to serve on the +committee." + +"It will be interesting, I think. I have never helped build anything +before. Perhaps you have?" + +"No," said Selma slowly. Her tone conveyed the impression that, though +her abilities had never been put to that precise test, the employment +seemed easily within her capacity. + +"Ah! I am sure you will be suggestive" said Mrs. Taylor. "I am right +anxious that it shall be a credit in an architectural way, you know." + +Mr. Glynn, who had followed with more measured tread, now mingled his +hearty bass voice in the conversation. His mental attitude was friendly, +but inquisitorial; as seemed to him to befit one charged with the cure +of souls. He proceeded to ask questions, beginning with inquiries +conventional and domestic, but verging presently on points of faith. +Babcock, to whom they were directly addressed, stood the ordeal well, +revealing himself as flattered, contrite, and zealous to avail himself +of the blessings of the church. He admitted that lately he had been lax +in his spiritual duties. + +"We come every Sunday now," he said buoyantly, with a glance at Selma as +though to indicate that she deserved the credit of his reformation. + +"The holy sacrament of marriage has led many souls from darkness into +light, from the flesh-pots of Egypt to the table of the Lord" Mr. Glynn +answered. "And you, my daughter," he added, meaningly, "guard well your +advantage." + +It was agreeable to Selma that the clergymen seemed to appreciate her +superiority to her embarrassed husband, especially as she thought she +knew that in England women were not expected to have opinions of their +own. She wished to say something to impress him more distinctly with her +cleverness, for though she was secretly contemptuous of his ceremonials, +there was something impressive in his mandatory zeal. She came near +asking whether he held to the belief that it was wrong for a man to +marry his deceased wife's sister, which was the only proposition in +relation to the married state which occurred to her at the moment as +likely to show her independence, but she contented herself instead with +saying, with so much of Mrs. Taylor's spontaneity as she could reproduce +without practice, "We expect to be very happy in your church." + +Selma, however, supplemented her words with her tense spiritual look. +She felt happier than she had for weeks, inasmuch as life seemed to be +opening before her. For a few moments she listened to Mr. Glynn unfold +his hopes in regard to the new church, trying to make him feel that she +was no common woman. She considered it a tribute to her when he took +Lewis aside later and asked him to become a junior warden. + + + +CHAPTER III. + + +At this time the necessity for special knowledge as to artistic or +educational matters was recognized grudgingly in Benham. Any reputable +citizen was considered capable to pass judgment on statues and pictures, +design a house or public building, and prescribe courses of study for +school-children. Since then the free-born Benhamite, little by little, +through wise legislation or public opinion, born of bitter experience, +has been robbed of these prerogatives until, not long ago, the +un-American and undemocratic proposition to take away the laying out of +the new city park from the easy going but ignorant mercies of the +so-called city forester, who had been first a plumber and later an +alderman, prevailed. An enlightened civic spirit triumphed and special +knowledge was invoked. + +That was twenty-five years later. Mrs. Hallett Taylor had found herself +almost single-handed at the outset in her purpose to build the new +church on artistic lines. Or rather the case should be stated thus: +Everyone agreed that it was to be the most beautiful church in the +country, consistent with the money, and no one doubted that it would be, +especially as everyone except Mrs. Taylor felt that in confiding the +matter to the leading architect in Benham the committee would be +exercising a wise and intelligent discretion. Mr. Pierce, the individual +suggested, had never, until recently, employed the word architect in +speaking of himself, and he pronounced it, as did some of the committee, +"arshitect," shying a little at the word, as though it were caviare and +anything but American. He was a builder, practised by a brief but +rushing career in erecting houses, banks, schools, and warehouses +speedily and boldly. He had been on the spot when the new growth of +Benham began, and his handiwork was writ large all over the city. The +city was proud of him, and had, as it were, sniffed when Joel Flagg went +elsewhere for a man to build his new house. Surely, if it were necessary +to pay extra for that sort of thing, was not home talent good enough? +Yet it must be confessed that the ugly splendor of the Flagg mediaeval +castle had so far dazed the eye of Benham that its "arshitect" had felt +constrained, in order to keep up with the times, to try fancy flights of +his own. He had silenced any doubting Thomases by his latest effort, a +new school-house, rich in rampant angles and scrolls, on the brown-stone +front of which the name _Flagg School_ appeared in ambitious, distorted +hieroglyphics. + +Think what a wealth of imagery in the tossing of the second O on top of +the L. If artistic novelty and genius were sought for the new church, +here it was ready to be invoked. Besides, Mr. Pierce was a +brother-in-law of one of the members of the committee, and, though the +committee had the fear of God in their hearts in the erection of his +sanctuary, it was not easy to protest against the near relative of a +fellow member, especially one so competent. + +The committee numbered seven. Selma had been chosen to fill a vacancy +caused by death, but at the time of her selection the matter was still +in embryo, and the question of an architect had not been mooted. At the +next meeting discussion arose as to whether Mr. Pierce should be given +the job, under the eagle eyes of a sub-committee, or Mrs. Taylor's +project of inviting competitive designs should be adopted. It was known +that Mr. Glynn, without meaning disrespect to Mr. Pierce, favored the +latter plan as more progressive, a word always attractive to Benham ears +when they had time to listen. Its potency, coupled with veneration, for +the pastor's opinion, had secured the vote of Mr. Clyme, a banker. +Another member of the committee, a lawyer, favored Mrs. Taylor's idea +because of a grudge against Mr. Pierce. The chairman and brother-in-law, +and a hard-headed stove dealer, were opposed to the competitive plan as +highfalutin and unnecessary. Thus the deciding vote lay with Selma. + +Now that they were on the same committee, Mrs. Taylor could not +altogether make her out. She remembered that Mr. Glynn had said the same +thing. Mrs. Taylor was accustomed to conquests. Without actual +premeditation, she was agreeably conscious of being able to convert and +sweep most opponents off their feet by the force of her pleasant +personality. In this case the effect was not so obvious. She was +conscious that Selma's eyes were constantly fixed upon her, but as to +what she was thinking Mrs. Taylor felt less certain. Clearly she was +mesmerized, but was the tribute admiration or hostility? Mrs. Taylor was +piqued, and put upon her metal. Besides she needed Selma's vote. Not +being skilled in psychological analyses, she had to resort to practical +methods, and invited her to afternoon tea. + +Selma had never been present at afternoon tea as a domestic function in +her life. Nor had she seen a home like Mrs. Taylor's. The house was no +larger than her own, and had cost less. Medicine had not been so +lucrative as the manufacture of varnish. Externally the house displayed +stern lines of unadorned brick--the custom-made style of Benham in the +first throes of expansion before Mr. Pierce's imagination had been +stirred. Mr. Taylor had bought it as it stood, and his wife had made no +attempt to alter the outside, which was, after all, inoffensively +homely. But the interior was bewildering to Selma's gaze in its +suggestion of cosey comfort. Pretty, tasteful things, many of them +inexpensive knick-knacks of foreign origin--a small picture, a bit of +china, a mediaeval relic--were cleverly placed as a relief to the +conventional furniture. Selma had been used to formalism in household +garniture--to a best room little used and precise with the rigor of wax +flowers and black horse-hair, and to a living room where the effect +sought was purely utilitarian. Her new home, in spite of its colored +glass and iron stag, was arranged in much this fashion, as were the +houses of her neighbors which she had entered. + +Selma managed to seat herself on the one straight-backed chair in the +room. From this she was promptly driven by Mrs. Taylor and established +in one corner of a lounge with a soft silk cushion behind her, and +further propitiated by the proffer of a cup of tea in a dainty cup and +saucer. All this, including Mrs. Taylor's musical voice, easy speech, +and ingratiating friendliness, alternately thrilled and irritated her. +She would have liked to discard her hostess from her thought as a light +creature unworthy of intellectual seriousness, but she found herself +fascinated and even thawed in spite of herself. + +"I'm glad to have the opportunity really to talk to you," said Mrs. +Taylor. "At the church reunions one is so liable to interruptions. If +I'm not mistaken, you taught school before you were married?" + +"For a short time." + +"That must have been interesting. It is so practical and definite. My +life," she added deprecatingly, "has been a thing of threads and +patches--a bit here and a bit there." + +She paused, but without forcing a response, proceeded blithely to touch +on her past by way of illustration. The war had come just when she was +grown up, and her kin in Maryland were divided on the issue. Her father +had taken his family abroad, but her heart was in the keeping of a young +officer on the Northern side--now her husband. Loss of property and +bitterness of spirit had kept her parents expatriated, and she, with +them, had journeyed from place to place in Europe. She had seen many +beautiful places and beautiful things. At last Major Taylor had come for +her and carried her off as his bride to take up again her life as an +American. + +"I am interested in Benham," she continued, "and I count on you, Mrs. +Babcock, to help make the new church what it ought to be +artistically--worthy of all the energy and independence there is in this +place." + +Selma's eye kindled. The allusion to foreign lands had aroused her +distrust, but this patriotic avowal warmed her pulses. + +"Every one is so busy with private affairs here, owing to the rapid +growth of the city," pursued Mrs. Taylor, "that there is danger of our +doing inconsiderately things which cannot easily be set right hereafter. +An ugly or tawdry-looking building may be an eyesore for a generation. I +know that we have honest and skilful mechanics in Benham, but as +trustees of the church funds, shouldn't we at least make the effort to +get the best talent there is? If we have the cleverest architect here, +so much the better. An open competition will enable us to find out. +After all Benham is only one city among many, and a very new city. Why +shouldn't we take advantage of the ideas of the rest of the country--the +older portion of the country?" + +"Mr. Pierce built our house, and we think it very satisfactory and +pretty." + +Selma's tone was firm, but she eyed her hostess narrowly. She had begun +of late to distrust the aesthetic worth of the colored glass and metal +stag, and, though she was on her guard against effrontery, she wished to +know the truth. She knew that Mr. Pierce, with fine business instinct, +had already conveyed to her husband the promise that he should furnish +the varnish for the new church in case of his own selection, which, as +Babcock had remarked, would be a nice thing all round. + +Mrs. Taylor underwent the scrutiny without flinching. "I have nothing to +say against Mr. Pierce. He is capable within his lights. Indeed I think +it quite possible that we shall get nothing more satisfactory elsewhere. +Mr. Flagg's grim pile is anything but encouraging. That may sound like +an argument against my plan, but in the case of the Flagg house there +was no competition; merely unenlightened choice on the one side and +ignorant experimenting on the other." + +"You don't seem to think very highly of the appearance of Benham," said +Selma. The remark was slightly interrogative, but was combative withal. +She wished to know if everything, from the Flagg mansion down, was open +to criticism, but she would fain question the authority of the +censor--this glib, graceful woman whose white, starched cuffs seemed to +make light of her own sober, unadorned wrists. + +This time Mrs. Taylor flushed faintly. She realized that their relations +had reached a critical point, and that the next step might be fatal. She +put down her teacup, and leaning forward, said with smiling confidential +eagerness, "I don't. I wouldn't admit it to anyone else. But what's the +use of mincing matters with an intelligent woman like you? I might put +you off now, and declare that Benham is well enough. But you would soon +divine what I really think, and that would be the end of confidence +between us. I like honesty and frankness, and I can see that you do. My +opinion of Benham architecture is that it is slip-shod and mongrel. +There! You see I put myself in your hands, but I do so because I feel +sure you nearly agree with me already. You know it's so, but you hate to +acknowledge it." + +Selma's eyes were bright with interest. She felt flattered by the +appeal, and there was a righteous assurance in Mrs. Taylor's manner +which was convincing. She opened her mouth to say something--what she +did not quite know--but Mrs. Taylor raised her hand by way of +interdiction. + +"Don't answer yet. Let me show you what I mean. I'm as proud of Benham +as anyone. I am absorbed by the place, I look to see it fifty years +hence--perhaps less--a great city, and a beautiful city too. Just at +present everything is commercial and--and ethical; yes, ethical. We wish +to do and dare, but we haven't time to adorn as we construct. That is, +most of us haven't. But if a few determined spirits--women though they +be--cry 'halt,' art may get a chance here and there to assert herself. +Look at this," she said, gliding across the room and holding up a small +vase of exquisite shape and coloring, "I picked it up on the other side +and it stands almost for a lost art. The hands and taste which wrought +it represent the transmitted patience and skill of hundreds of years. We +like to rush things through in a few weeks on a design hastily conceived +by a Mr. Pierce because we are so earnest. Now, we won't do it this +time, will we?" + +"No, we won't," said Selma. "I see what you mean. I was afraid at first +that you didn't give us credit for the earnestness--for the ethical +part. That's the first thing, the great thing according to my idea, and +it's what distinguishes us from foreigners,--the foreigners who made +that vase, for instance. But I agree with you that there's such a thing +as going too fast, and very likely some of the buildings here aren't all +they might be. We don't need to model them on foreign patterns, but we +must have them pretty and right." + +"Certainly, certainly, my dear. What we should strive for is +originality--American originality; but soberly, slowly. Art is evolved +painfully, little by little; it can't be bought ready-made at shops for +the asking like tea and sugar. If we invite designs for the new church, +we shall give the youths of the country who have ideas seething in their +heads a chance to express themselves. Who knows but we may unearth a +genius?" + +"Who knows?" echoed Selma, with her spiritual look. "Yes, you are right, +Mrs. Taylor. I will help you. As you say, there must be hundreds of +young men who would like to do just that sort of thing. I know myself +what it is to have lived in a small place without the opportunity to +show what one could do; to feel the capacity, but to be without the +means and occasion to reveal what is in one. And now that I understand +we really look at things the same way, I'm glad to join with you in +making Benham beautiful. As you say, we women can do much if we only +will. I've the greatest faith in woman's mission in this new, +interesting nation of ours. Haven't you, Mrs. Taylor? Don't you believe +that she, in her new sphere of usefulness, is one of the great moving +forces of the Republic?" Selma was talking rapidly, and had lost every +trace of suspicious restraint. She spoke as one transfigured. + +"Yes, indeed," answered Mrs. Taylor, checking any disposition she may +have felt to interpose qualifications. She could acquiesce generally +without violence to her convictions, and she could not afford to imperil +the safety of the immediate issue--her church. "I felt sure you would +feel so if you only had time to reflect," she added. "If you vote with +us, you will have the pleasant consciousness of knowing that you have +advanced woman's cause just so much." + +"You may count on my vote." + +Selma stopped on her way home, although it was late, to purchase some +white cuffs. As she approached, her husband stood on the grass-plot in +his shirt sleeves with a garden-hose. He was whistling, and when he saw +her he kissed his hand at her jubilantly, + +"Well, sweetheart, where you been?" + +"Visiting. Taking tea with Mrs. Taylor. I've promised her to vote to +invite bids for the church plans." + +Babcock looked surprised. "That'll throw Pierce out, won't it?" + +"Not unless some one else submits a better design than he." + +Lewis scratched his head. "I considered that order for varnish as good +as booked." + +"I'm not sure Mr. Pierce knows as much as he thinks he does," said Selma +oracularly. "We shall get plans from New York and Boston. If we don't +like them we needn't take them. But that's the way to get an artistic +thing. And we're going to have the most artistic church in Benham. I'm +sorry about the varnish, but a principle is involved." + +Babcock was puzzled but content. He cared far more for the +disappointment to Pierce than for the loss of the order. But apart from +the business side of the question, he never doubted that his wife must +be right, nor did he feel obliged to inquire what principle was +involved. He was pleased to have her associate with Mrs. Taylor, and was +satisfied that she would be a credit to him in any situation where +occult questions of art or learning were mooted. He dropped his hose and +pulled her down beside him on the porch settee. There was a beautiful +sunset, and the atmosphere was soft and refreshing. Selma felt satisfied +with herself. As Mrs. Taylor had said, it was her vote which would turn +the scale on behalf of progress. Other things, too, were in her mind. +She was not ready to admit that she had been instructed, but she was +already planning changes in her own domestic interior, suggested by what +she had seen. + +She let her husband squeeze her hand, but her thoughts were wandering +from his blandishments. Presently she said: "Lewis, I've begun lately to +doubt if that stag is really pretty." + +"The stag? Well, now, I've always thought it tasty--one of the features +of our little place." + +"No one would mistake it for a real deer. It looks to me almost +comical." + +Babcock turned to regard judicially the object of her criticism. + +"I like it," he said somewhat mournfully, as though he were puzzled. +"But if you don't, we'll change the stag for something else. I wish you +to be pleased first of all. Instead we might have a fountain; two +children under an umbrella I saw the other day. It was cute. How does +that strike you?" + +"I can't tell without seeing it. And, Lewis, promise me that you won't +select anything new of that sort until I have looked at it." + +"Very well," Babcock answered submissively. But he continued to look +puzzled. In his estimate of his wife's superiority to himself in the +subtleties of life, it had never occurred to him to include the choice +of every-day objects of art. He had eyes and could judge for himself +like any other American citizen. Still, he was only too glad to humor +Selma in such an unimportant matter, especially as he was eager for her +happiness. + + + +CHAPTER IV. + + +Seven designs for the new church were submitted, including three from +Benham architects. The leaven of influence exercised by spirits like +Mrs. Taylor was only just beginning to work, and the now common custom +of competing outside one's own bailiwick was still in embryo. Mr. +Pierce's design was bold and sumptuous. His brother-in-law stated +oracularly not long before the day when the plans were to be opened: +"Pierce is not a man to be frightened out of a job by frills. Mark my +words; he will give us an elegant thing." Mr. Pierce had conceived the +happy thought of combining a Moorish mosque and New England +meeting-house in a conservative and equitable medley, evidently hoping +thereby to be both picturesque and traditional. The result, even on +paper, was too bold for some of his admirers. The chairman was heard to +remark: "I shouldn't feel as though I was in church. That dome set among +spires is close to making a theatre of the house of God." + +The discomfiture of the first architect of Benham cleared the way for +the triumph of Mrs. Taylor's taste. The design submitted by Wilbur +Littleton of New York, seemed to her decidedly the most meritorious. It +was graceful, appropriate, and artistic; entirely in harmony with +religious associations, yet agreeably different from every day +sanctuaries. The choice lay between his and that presented by Mr. Cass, +a Benham builder--a matter-of-fact, serviceable, but very conventional +edifice. The hard-headed stove dealer on the committee declared in favor +of the native design, as simpler and more solid. + +"It'll be a massive structure" he said, "and when it's finished no one +will have to ask what it is. It'll speak for itself. Mr. Cass is a solid +business man, and we know what we'll get. The other plan is what I call +dandified." + +It was evident to the committee that the stove dealer's final criticism +comprehended the architect as well as his design. Several +competitors--Littleton among them--had come in person to explain the +merits of their respective drawings, and by the side of solid, +red-bearded, undecorative Mr. Cass, Littleton may well have seemed a +dandy. He was a slim young man with a delicate, sensitive face and +intelligent brown eyes. He looked eager and interesting. In his case the +almost gaunt American physiognomy was softened by a suggestion of poetic +impulses. Yet the heritage of nervous energy was apparent. His +appearance conveyed the impression of quiet trigness and gentility. His +figure lent itself to his clothes, which were utterly inconspicuous, +judged by metropolitan standards, but flawless in the face of +hard-headed theories of life, and aroused suspicion. He spoke in a +gentle but earnest manner, pointing out clearly, yet modestly, the +merits of his composition. + +Selma had never seen a man just like him before, and she noticed that +from the outset his eyes seemed to be fastened on her as though his +words were intended for her special benefit. She had never read the +lines--indeed they had not been written-- + +"I think I could be happy with a gentleman like you." + +Nor did the precise sentiment contained in them shape itself in her +thought. Yet she was suddenly conscious that she had been starving for +lack of intellectual companionship, and that he was the sort of man she +had hoped to meet--the sort of man who could appreciate her and whom she +could appreciate. + +It did not become necessary for Selma to act as Mr. Littleton's +champion, for the stove dealer's criticism found only one supporter. The +New Yorker's design for the church was so obviously pretty and suitable +that a majority of the Committee promptly declared in its favor. The +successful competitor, who had remained a day to learn the result, was +solemnly informed of the decision, and then elaborately introduced to +the members. In shaking hands with him, Selma experienced a shade of +embarrassment. It was plain that his words to her, spoken with a low +bow--"I am very much gratified that my work pleases you" conveyed a more +spiritual significance than was contained in his thanks to the others. +Still he seemed more at his ease with Mrs. Taylor, who promptly broke +the ice of the situation by fixing him as a close relative of friends in +Baltimore. Straightway he became sprightly and voluble, speaking of +things and people beyond Selma's experience. This social jargon +irritated Selma. It seemed to her a profanation of a noble character, +yet she was annoyed because she could not understand. + +Mrs. Taylor, having discovered in Mr. Littleton one who should have been +a friend long before, succeeded in carrying him off to dinner. Yet, +before taking his leave, he came back to Selma for a few words. She had +overheard Mrs. Taylor's invitation, and she asked herself why she too +might not become better acquainted with this young man whose attitude +toward her was that of respectful admiration. To have a strange young +man to dine off-hand struck her as novel. She had a general conviction +that it would seem to Lewis closely allied to light conduct, and that +only foreigners or frivolous people let down to this extent the bars of +family life. Now that Mrs. Taylor had set her the example, she was less +certain of the moral turpitude of such an act, but she concluded also +that her husband would be in the way at table. What she desired was an +opportunity for a long, interesting chat about high things. + +While she reflected, he was saying to her, "I understand that your +committee is to supervise my work until the new church is completed, so +I shall hope to have the opportunity to meet you occasionally. It will +be necessary for me to make trips here from time to time to see that +everything is being done correctly by the mechanics." + +"Do you go away immediately?" + +"It may be that I shall be detained by the arrangements which I must +make here until day after to-morrow." + +"If you would really like to see me, I live at 25 Onslow Avenue." + +"Thank you very much." Littleton took out a small memorandum book and +carefully noted the address. "Mrs. Babcock, 25 Onslow Avenue. I shall +make a point of calling to-morrow afternoon if I stay--and probably I +shall." + +He bowed and left Selma pleasantly stirred by the interview. His voice +was low and his enunciation sympathetically fluent. She said to herself +that she would give him afternoon tea and they would compare ideas +together. She felt sure that his must be interesting. + +Later in the evening at Mrs. Taylor's, when there was a pause in their +sympathetic interchange of social and aesthetic convictions, Littleton +said abruptly: + +"Tell me something, please, about Mrs. Babcock. She has a suggestive as +well as a beautiful face, and it is easy to perceive that she is +genuinely American--not one of the women of whom we were speaking, who +seem to be ashamed of their own institutions, and who ape foreign +manners and customs. I fancy she would illustrate what I was saying just +now as to the vital importance of our clinging to our heritage of +independent thought--of accepting the truth of the ancient order of +things without allowing its lies and demerits to enslave us." + +"I suppose so," said Mrs. Taylor. "She certainly does not belong to the +dangerous class of whom you were speaking. I was flattering myself that +neither did I, for I was agreeing with all you said as to the need of +cherishing our native originality. Yet I must confess that now that you +compare me with her (the actual comparison is my own, but you instigated +it), I begin to feel more doubts about myself--that is if she is the +true species, and I'm inclined to think she is. Pray excuse this +indirect method of answering your inquiry; it is in the nature of a +soliloquy; it is an airing of thoughts and doubts which have been +harassing me for a fortnight--ever since I knew Mrs. Babcock. Really, +Mr. Littleton, I can tell you very little about her. She is a new-comer +on the horizon of Benham; she has been married very recently; I believe +she has taught school and that she was brought up not far from here. She +is as proud as Lucifer and sometimes as beautiful; she is profoundly +serious and--and apparently very ignorant. I fancy she is clever and +capable in her way, but I admit she is an enigma to me and that I have +not solved it. I can see she does not approve of me altogether. She +regards me with suspicion, and yet she threw the casting vote in favor +of my proposal to open the competition for the church to architects from +other places. I am trying to like her, for I wish to believe in +everything genuinely American if I can. There, I have told you all I +know, and to a man she may seem altogether attractive and inspiring." + +"Thank you. I had no conception that I was broaching such a complex +subject. She sounds interesting, and my curiosity is whetted. You have +not mentioned the husband." + +"To be sure. A burly, easy-going manufacturer of varnish, without much +education, I should judge. He is manifestly her inferior in half a dozen +ways, but I understand that he is making money, and he looks kind." + +Wilbur Littleton's life since he had come to man's estate had been a +struggle, and he was only just beginning to make headway. He had never +had time to commiserate himself, for necessity on the one hand and +youthful ambition on the other had kept his energies tense and his +thoughts sane and hopeful. He and his sister Pauline, a year his senior, +had been left orphans while both were students by the death of their +father on the battlefield. To persevere in their respective tastes and +work out their educations had been a labor of love, but an undertaking +which demanded rigorous self-denial on the part of each. Wilbur had +determined to become an architect. Pauline, early interested in the +dogma that woman must no longer be barred from intellectual +companionship with man, had sought to cultivate herself intelligently +without sacrificing her brother's domestic comfort. She had succeeded. +Their home in New York, despite its small dimensions and frugal +hospitality, was already a favorite resort of a little group of +professional people with busy brains and light purses. Wilbur was in the +throes of early progress. He had no relatives or influential friends to +give him business, and employment came slowly. He had been an architect +on his own account for two years, but was still obliged to supplement +his professional orders by work as a draughtsman for others. Yet his +enthusiasm kept him buoyant. In respect to his own work he was +scrupulous; indeed, a stern critic. He abhorred claptrap and specious +effects, and aimed at high standards of artistic expression. This gave +him position among his brother architects, but was incompatible with +meteoric progress. His design for the church at Benham represented much +thought and hope, and he felt happy at his success. + +Littleton's familiarity with women, apart from his sister, had been +slight, but his thoughts regarding them were in keeping with a poetic +and aspiring nature. He hoped to marry some day, and he was fond of +picturing to himself in moments of reverie the sort of woman to whom his +heart would be given. In the shrine of his secret fancy she appeared +primarily as an object of reverence, a white-souled angel of light clad +in the graceful outlines of flesh, an Amazon and yet a winsome, tender +spirit, and above all a being imbued with the stimulating intellectual +independence he had been taught to associate with American womanhood. +She would be the loving wife of his bosom and the intelligent sharer of +his thoughts and aspirations--often their guide. So pure and exacting +was his ideal that while alive to the value of coyness and coquetry as +elements of feminine attraction for others, Wilbur had chosen to regard +the maiden of his faith as too serious a spirit to condescend to such +vanities; and from a similar vein of appreciation he was prone to think +of her as unadorned, or rather untarnished, by the gewgaws of +fashionable dressmaking and millinery. His first sight of Selma had made +him conscious that here was a face not unlike what he had hoped to +encounter some day, and he had instinctively felt her to be sympathetic. +He was even conscious of disappointment when he heard her addressed as +Mrs. Babcock. Evidently she was a free-born soul, unhampered by the +social weaknesses of a large city, and illumined by the spiritual grace +of native womanliness. So he thought of her, and Mrs. Taylor's diagnosis +rather confirmed than impaired his impression, for in Mrs. Taylor Wilbur +felt he discerned a trace of antagonism born of cosmopolitan +prejudice--an inability to value at its true worth a nature not moulded +on conventional lines. Rigorous as he was in his judgments, and eager to +disown what was cheap or shallow, mere conventionalism, whether in art +or daily life, was no less abhorrent to him. Here, he said to himself, +was an original soul, ignorant and unenlightened perhaps, but endowed +with swift perception and capable of noble development. + +The appearance of Selma's scroll and glass bedizened house did not +affect this impression. Wilbur was first of all appreciatively an +American. That is he recognized that native energy had hitherto been +expended on the things of the spirit to the neglect of things material. +As an artist he was supremely interested in awakening and guiding the +national taste in respect to art, but at the same time he was thoroughly +aware that the peculiar vigor and independence of character which he +knew as Americanism was often utterly indifferent to, or ignorant of, +the value of aesthetics. After all, art was a secondary consideration, +whereas the inward vision which absorbed the attention of the thoughtful +among his countrymen and countrywomen was an absolute essential without +which the soul must lose its fineness. He himself was seeking to show +that beauty, in external material expression, was not merely consistent +with strong ideals but requisite to their fit presentment. He recognized +too that the various and variegated departures from the monotonous +homely pattern of the every-day American house, which were evident in +each live town, were but so many indicators that the nation was +beginning to realize the truth of this. His battle was with the +designers and builders who were guiding falsely and flamboyantly, not +with the deceived victims, nor with those who were still satisfied +merely to look inwardly, and ignored form and color. Hence he would have +been able to behold the Babcocks' iron stag without rancor had the +animal still occupied the grass-plot. Selma, when she saw the figure of +her visitor in the door-way, congratulated herself that it had been +removed. It would have pleased her to know that Mr. Littleton had +already placed her in a niche above the level of mere grass-plot +considerations. That was where she belonged of course; but she was +fearful on the score of suspected shortcomings. So it was gratifying to +be able to receive him in a smarter gown, to be wearing white cuffs, and +to offer him tea with a touch of Mrs. Taylor's tormenting urbanity. Not +so unreservedly as she. That would never do. It was and never would be +in keeping with her own ideas of serious self-respect. Still a touch of +it was grateful to herself. She felt that it was a grace and enhanced +her effectiveness. + +A few moments later Selma realized that for the first time since she had +lived in Benham she was being understood and appreciated. She felt too +that for the first time she was talking to a kindred spirit--to be sure, +to one different, and more technically proficient in concrete knowledge, +possibly more able, too, to express his thoughts in words, but eminently +a comrade and sympathizer. She was not obliged to say much. Nor were, +indeed, his actual words the source of her realization. The revelation +came from what was left unsaid--from the silent recognition by him that +she was worthy to share his best thoughts and was herself a serious +worker in the struggle of life. No graceful but galling attitude of +superiority, no polite indifference to her soul-hunger, no disposition +to criticise. And yet he was no less voluble, clever, and spirited than +Mrs. Taylor. She listened with wrapt interest to his easy talk, which +was ever grave in tone, despite his pleasant sallies. He spoke of Benham +with quick appreciation of its bustling energy, and let her see that he +divined its capacity for greatness. This led him to refer with kindling +eyes to the keen impulse toward education and culture which was +animating the younger men and women of the country; to the new +beginnings of art, literature, and scientific investigation. At scarcely +a hint from her he told briefly of his past life and his hopes, and +fondly mentioned his sister and her present absorption in some history +courses for women. + +"And you?" he said. "You are a student, too. Mrs. Taylor has told me, +but I should have guessed it. Duties even more interesting claim you +now, but it is easy to perceive that you have known that other +happiness, 'To scorn delights and live laborious days.'" + +His words sounded musical, though the quotation from Lycidas was +unfamiliar to her ears. Her brain was thrilling with the import of all +he had told her--with his allusions to the intellectual and ethical +movements of Boston and New York, in which she felt herself by right and +with his recognition a partner and peer. + +"You were teaching school when you married, I believe?" he added. + +"Yes." + +"And before that, if I may ask?" + +"I lived at Westfield with my father. It is a small country town, but we +tried to be in earnest." + +"I understand--I understand. You grew up among the trees, and the +breezes and the brooks, those wonderful wordless teachers. I envy you, +for they give one time to think--to expand. I have known only city life +myself. It is stimulating, but one is so easily turned aside from one's +direct purpose. Do you write at all?" + +"Not yet. But I have wished to. Some day I shall. Just now I have too +many domestic concerns to--" + +She did not finish, for Babcock's heavy tread and whistle resounded in +the hall and at the next moment he was calling "Selma!" + +She felt annoyed at being interrupted, but she divined that it would +never do to show it. + +"My husband," she said, and she raised her voice to utter with a sugared +dignity which would have done credit to Mrs. Taylor, + +"I am in the parlor, Lewis." + +"Enter your chief domestic concern," said Littleton blithely. "A happy +home is preferable to all the poems and novels in the world." + +Babcock, pushing open the door, which stood ajar, stopped short in his +melody. + +"This is Mr. Littleton, Lewis. The architect of our new church." + +"Pleased to make your acquaintance." And by way of accounting for the +sudden softening of his brow, Babcock added, "I set you down at first as +one of those lightning-rod agents. There was one here last week who +wouldn't take 'no' for an answer." + +"He has an advantage over me," answered Littleton with a laugh. "In my +business a man can't solicit orders. He has to sit and wait for them to +come to him." + +"I want to know. My wife thinks a lot of your drawings for the new +church." + +"I hope to make it a credit to your city. I've just been saying to your +wife, Mr. Babcock, that Benham has a fine future before it. The very +atmosphere seems charged with progress." + +Babcock beamed approvingly. "It's a driving place, sir. The man in +Benham who stops by the way-side to scratch his head gets left behind. +When we moved into this house a year ago looking through that window we +were at the jumping-off place; now you see houses cropping up in every +direction. It's going to be a big city. Pleased to have you stop to +supper with us," he added with burly suavity as their visitor rose. + +Littleton excused himself and took his leave. Babcock escorted him to +the front door and full of his subject delayed him on the porch to touch +once more on the greatness of Benham. There was a clumsy method too in +this optimistic garrulity, for at the close he referred with some pride +to his own business career, and made a tender of his business card, +"Lewis Babcock & Company, Varnishes," with a flourish. "If you do +anything in my line, pleased to accommodate you." + +Littleton departing, tickled by a pleasant sense of humor, caught +through the parlor window a last glimpse of Selma's inspired face bowing +gravely, yet wistfully, in acknowledgment of his lifted hat, and he +strode away under the spell of a brain picture which he transmuted into +words: "There's the sort of case where the cynical foreigner fails to +appreciate the true import of our American life. That couple typifies +the elements of greatness in our every-day people. At first blush the +husband's rough and material, but he's shrewd and enterprising and +vigorous--the bread winner. He's enormously proud of her, and he has +reason to be, for she is a constant stimulus to higher things. Little by +little, and without his knowing it, perhaps, she will smoothe and +elevate him, and they will develop together, growing in intelligence and +cultivation as they wax in worldly goods. After all, woman is our most +marvellous native product--that sort of woman. Heigho!" Having given +vent to this sigh, Littleton proceeded to recognize the hopelessness of +the personal situation by murmuring with a slightly forced access of +sprightliness + + "If she be not fair for me, + What care I how fair she be?" + +Still he intended to see more of Mrs. Babcock, and that without +infringing the tenth or any other commandment. To flirt with a married +woman savored to him of things un-American and unworthy, and Littleton +had much too healthy an imagination to rhapsodize from such a +stand-point. Yet he foresaw that they might be mutually respecting +friends. + + + +CHAPTER V. + + +Selma knew intuitively that an American woman was able to cook a smooth +custard, write a poem and control real society with one and the same +brain and hand, and she was looking forward to the realization of the +apotheosis; but, though she was aware that children are the natural +increment of wedlock, she had put the idea from her ever since her +marriage as impersonal and vaguely disgusting. Consequently her +confinement came as an unwelcome interruption of her occupations and +plans. + +Her connection with the committee for the new church had proved an +introduction to other interests, charitable and social. One day she was +taken by Mrs. Taylor to a meeting of the Benham Woman's Institute, a +literary club recently established by Mrs. Margaret Rodney Earle, a +Western newspaper woman who had made her home in Benham. Selma came in +upon some twenty of her own sex in a hotel private parlor hired weekly +for the uses of the Institute. Mrs. Earle, the president, a large florid +woman of fifty, with gray hair rising from the brow, fluent of speech, +endowed with a public manner, a commanding bust and a vigorous, +ingratiating smile, wielded a gavel at a little table and directed the +exercises. A paper on Shakespeare's heroines was read and discussed. +Selections on the piano followed. A thin woman in eye-glasses, the +literary editor of the _Benham Sentinel_, recited "Curfew must not ring +to-night," and a visitor from Wisconsin gave an exhibition in melodious +whistling. In the intervals, tea, chocolate with whipped cream and +little cakes were dispensed. + +Selma was absorbed and thrilled. What could be more to her taste than +this? At the close of the whistling exercise, Mrs. Earle came over and +spoke to her. They took a strong fancy to each other on the spot. Selma +preferred a person who would tell you everything about herself and to +whom you could tell everything about yourself without preliminaries. +People like Mrs. Taylor repressed her, but the motherly loquacity and +comprehension of Mrs. Earle drew her out and thawed at once and forever +the ice of acquaintanceship. Before she quite realized the extent of +this fascination she had promised to recite something, and as in a +dream, but with flushing cheeks, she heard the President rap the table +and announce "You will be gratified to hear that a talented friend who +is with us has kindly consented to favor us with a recital. I have the +honor to introduce Mrs. Lewis Babcock." + +After the first flush of nervousness, Selma's grave dignity came to her +support, and justified her completely in her own eyes. Her father had +been fond of verse, especially of verse imbued with moral melancholy, +and at his suggestion she had learned and had been wont to repeat many +of the occasional pieces which he cut from the newspapers and collected +in a scrap-book. Her own preference among these was the poem, "O why +should the spirit of mortal be proud?" which she had been told was a +great favorite of Abraham Lincoln. It was this piece which came into her +mind when Mrs. Earle broached the subject, and this she proceeded to +deliver with august precision. She spoke clearly and solemnly without +the trace of the giggling protestation which is so often incident to +feminine diffidence. She treated the opportunity with the seriousness +expected, for though the Institute was not proof against light and +diverting contributions, as the whistling performance indicated, levity +of spirit would have been out of place. + + "'Tis a twink of the eye, 'tis a draught of the breath + From the blossom of health to the paleness of death; + From the gilded saloon to the bier and the shroud, + O why should the spirit of mortal be proud?" + +Selma enjoyed the harmony between the long, slow cadence of the metre +and the important gravity of the theme. She rolled out the verses with +the intensity of a seer, and she looked a beautiful seer as well. +Liberal applause greeted her as she sat down, though the clapping woman +is apt to be a feeble instrument at best. Selma knew that she had +produced an impression and she was moved by her own effectiveness. She +was compelled to swallow once or twice to conceal the tears in her voice +while listening to the congratulations of Mrs. Earle. The words which +she had just recited were ringing through her brain and seemed to her to +express the pitch at which her life was keyed. + +Selma was chosen a member of the Institute at the next meeting, and +forthwith she became intimate with the president. Mrs. Margaret Rodney +Earle was, as she herself phrased it, a live woman. She supported +herself by writing for the newspapers articles of a morally utilitarian +character--for instance a winter's series, published every Saturday, +"Hints on Health and Culture," or again, "Receipts for the Parlor and +the Kitchen." She also contributed poetry of a pensive cast, and chatty +special correspondence flavored with personal allusion. She was one of +the pioneers in modern society journalism, which at this time, however, +was comparatively veiled and delicate in its methods. Besides, she was a +woman of tireless energy, with theories on many subjects and an ardor +for organization. She advocated prohibition, the free suffrage of woman, +the renunciation of corsets, and was interested in reforms relating to +labor, the pauper classes and the public schools. In behalf of any of +these causes she was ready from time to time to dash off an article at +short notice or address an audience. But her dearest concern was the +promotion of woman's culture and the enlargement of woman's sphere of +usefulness through the club. The idea of the woman's club, which was +taking root over the country, had put in the shade for the time being +all her other plans, including the scheme of a society for making the +golden-rod the national flower. As the founder and president of the +Benham Institute, she felt that she had found an avocation peculiarly +adapted to her capacities, and she was already actively in +correspondence with clubs of a similar character in other cities, in the +hope of forming a national organization for mutual enlightenment and +support. + +Mrs. Earle received Selma by invitation at her lodgings the following +day, and so quickly did their friendship ripen that at the end of two +hours each had told the other everything. Selma was prone instinctively +to regard as aristocratic and un-American any limitations to confidence. +The evident disposition on the part of Mrs. Earle to expose promptly and +without reserve the facts of her past and her plans for the future +seemed to Selma typical of an interesting character, and she was +thankful to make a clean breast in her turn as far as was possible. Mrs. +Earle's domestic experience had been thorny. + +"I had a home once, too," she said, "a happy home, I thought. My husband +said he loved me. But almost from the first we had trouble. It went on +so from month to month, and finally we agreed to part. He objected, my +dear, to my living my own life. He didn't like me to take an interest in +things outside the house--public matters. I was elected on the +school-board--the only woman--and he ought to have been proud. He said +he was, at first, but he was too fond of declaring that a woman's place +is in her kitchen. One day I said to him, 'Ellery, this can't go on. If +we can't agree we'd better separate. A cat-and-dog life is no life at +all.' He answered back, 'I'm not asking you to leave me, but if you're +set on it don't let me hinder you, Margaret. You don't need a man to +support you. You're as good as a man yourself.' He meant that to be +sarcastic, I suppose. 'Yes,' said I, 'thank God, I think I can take care +of myself, even though I am a woman.' That was the end of it. There was +no use for either of us to get excited. I packed my things, and a few +mornings later I said to him, 'Good-by, Ellery Earle: I wish you well, +and I suppose you're my husband still, but I'm going to live my own life +without let or hindrance from any man. There's your ring.' My holding +out the ring was startling to him, for he said, 'Aren't you going to be +sorry for this, Margaret?' 'No,' said I, 'I've thought it all out, and +it's best for both of us. There's your ring.' He wouldn't take it, so I +dropped it on the table and went out. Some people miss it, and +misbelieve I was ever married. That was close on to twenty years ago, +and I've never seen him since. When the war broke out I heard he +enlisted, but what's become of him I don't know. Maybe he got a divorce. +I've kept right on and lived my own life in my own way, and never lacked +food or raiment. I'm forty-five years old, but I feel a young woman +still." + +Notwithstanding Mrs. Earle's business-like directness and the +protuberance of her bust in conclusion, by way of reasserting her +satisfaction with the results of her action, there was a touch of +plaintiveness in her confession which suggested the womanly author of +"Hints on Culture and Hygiene," rather than the man-hater. This was lost +on Selma, who was fain to sympathize purely from the stand-point of +righteousness. + +"It was splendid," she said. "He had no right to prevent you living your +own life. No husband has that right." + +Mrs. Earle brushed her eyes with her handkerchief. "You musn't think, my +dear, that I'm not a believer in the home because mine has been +unhappy--because my husband didn't or couldn't understand. The true home +is the inspirer and nourisher of all that is best in life--in our +American life; but men must learn the new lesson. There are many +homes--yours, I'm sure--where the free-born American woman has +encouragement and the opportunity to expand." + +"Oh, yes. My husband lets me do as I wish. I made him promise before I +accepted him that he wouldn't thwart me; that he'd let me live my own +life." + +Selma was so appreciative of Mrs. Earle, and so energetic and suggestive +in regard to the scope of the Institute, that she was presently chosen a +member of the council, which was the body charged with the supervision +of the fortnightly entertainments. It occurred to her as a brilliant +conception to have Littleton address the club on "Art," and she broached +the subject to him when he next returned to Benham and appeared before +the church committee. He declared that he was too busy to prepare a +suitable lecture, but he yielded finally to her plea that he owed it to +himself to let the women of Benham hear his views and opinions. + +"They are wives and they are mothers," said Selma sententiously. "It was +a woman's vote, you remember, which elected you to build our church. You +owe it to Art; don't you think so?" + +A logical appeal to his conscience was never lost on Littleton. Besides +he was glad to oblige Mrs. Babcock, who seemed so earnest in her desire +to improve the aesthetic taste of Benham. Accordingly, he yielded. The +lecture was delivered a few weeks later and was a marked success, for +Littleton's earnestness of theme and manner was relieved by a graceful, +sympathetic delivery. Selma, whose social aplomb was increasing every +day, glided about the rooms with a contented mien receiving +felicitations and passing chocolate. She enjoyed the distinction of +being the God behind the curtain. + +A few days later the knowledge that she herself was to become a mother +was forced upon her attention, and was a little irksome. Of necessity +her new interests would be interrupted. Though she did not question that +she would perform maternal duties fitly and fully, they seemed to her +less peculiarly adapted to her than concerns of the intellect and the +spirit. However, the possession of a little daughter was more precious +to her than she had expected, and the consciousness that the tiny doll +which lay upon her breast, was flesh of her flesh and bone of her bone +affected her agreeably and stirred her imagination. It should be reared, +from the start, in the creed of soul independence and expansion, and she +herself would find a new and sacred duty in catering to the needs of +this budding intelligence. So she reflected as she lay in bed, but the +outlook was a little marred by the thought that the baby was the living +image of its father--broad-featured and burly--not altogether desirable +cast of countenance for a girl. What a pity, when it might just as well +have looked like her. + +Babcock, on his part, was transported by paternity. He was bubbling over +with appreciation of the new baby, and fondly believed it to be a human +wonder. He was solicitous on the score of its infantile ailments, and +loaded it with gifts and toys beyond the scope of its enjoyment. He went +about the house whistling more exuberantly than ever. There was no speck +on his horizon; no fly in his pot of ointment. It was he who urged that +the child should be christened promptly, though Dr. Glynn was not +disposed to dwell on the clerical barbarism as to the destiny of +unbaptized infants. Babcock was cultivating a conservative method: He +realized that there was no object in taking chances. Illogical as was +the theory that a healthy dog which had bitten him should be killed at +once, lest it subsequently go mad and he contract hydrophobia, he was +too happy and complacent to run the risk of letting it live. So it was +with regard to baby. But Selma chose the name. Babcock preferred in this +order another Selma, Sophia, after his mother, or a compliment to the +wife of the President of the United States. But Selma, as the result of +grave thought, selected Muriel Grace. Without knowing exactly why, she +asked Mrs. Taylor to be godmother. The ceremony was solemn and inspiring +to her. She knew from the glass in her room that she was looking very +pretty. But she was weak and emotional. The baby behaved admirably, even +when Lewis, trembling with pride, held it out to Mr. Glynn for baptism +and held it so that the blood rushed to its head. "I baptize thee in the +name of the Father, the Son, and the Holy Ghost." She was happy and the +tears were in her eyes. The divine blessing was upon her and her house, +and, after all, baby was a darling and her husband a kind, manly soul. +With the help of heaven she would prove herself their good angel. + +When they returned home there was a whistle of old silver of light, +graceful design, a present from Mrs. Taylor to Muriel. Her aunt, Mrs. +Farley, compared this to its disparagement with one already purchased by +Lewis, on the gaudily embossed stem of which perched a squirrel with a +nut in its mouth. But Selma shook her head. "Both of you are wrong," she +said with authority. "This is a beauty." + +"It doesn't look new to my eyes," protested Mrs. Parley. + +"Of course it isn't new. I shouldn't wonder if she bought it while +travelling abroad in Europe. It's artistic, and--and I shan't let baby +destroy it." + +Babcock glanced from one gift to the other quizzically. Then by way of +disposing of the subject he seized his daughter in his arms and dandling +her toward the ceiling cried, "If it's artistic things we must have, +this is the most artistic thing which I know of in the wide world. +Aren't you, little sugar-plum?" + +Mrs. Farley, with motherly distrust of man, apprehensively followed with +her eyes and arms the gyrations of rise and fall; but Selma, though she +saw, pursued the current of her own thought which prompted her to +examine her wedding-ring. She was thinking that, compared with Mrs. +Taylor's, it was a cart wheel--a clumsy, conspicuous band of metal, +instead of a delicate hoop. She wondered if Lewis would object to +exchange it for another. + +With the return of her strength, Selma took up again eagerly the tenor +of her former life, aiding and abetting Mrs. Earle in the development of +the Institute. The president was absorbed in enlarging its scope by the +enrollment of more members, and the establishment of classes in a +variety of topics--such as literature, science, philosophy, current +events, history, art, and political economy. She aimed to construct a +club which should be social and educational in the broadest sense by +mutual co-operation and energy. Selma, in her eagerness to make the most +of the opportunities for culture offered, committed herself to two of +the new topic classes--"Italian and Grecian Art," and "The Governments +of Civilization," and as a consequence found some difficulty in +accommodating her baby's nursing hours to these engagements. It was +indeed a relief to her when the doctor presently pronounced the supply +of her breast-milk inadequate. She was able to assuage Lewis' regret +that Muriel should be brought up by hand with the information that a +large percentage of Benham and American mothers were similarly barren +and that bottle babies were exceedingly healthy. She had gleaned the +first fact from the physician, the second from Mrs. Earle, and her own +conclusion on the subject was that a lack of milk was an indication of +feminine evolution from the status of the brute creation, a sign of +spiritual as opposed to animal quality. Selma found Mrs. Earle +sympathetic on this point, and also practical in her suggestions as to +the rearing of infants by artificial means, recommendations concerning +which were contained in one of her series of papers entitled "Mother +Lore." + +The theory of the new classes was co-operation. That is, the members +successively, turn by turn, lectured on the topic, and all were expected +to study in the interim so as to be able to ask questions and discuss +the views of the lecturer. Concerning both Italian and Grecian Art and +the Governments of Civilization, Selma knew that she had convictions in +the abstract, but when she found herself face to face with a specific +lecture on each subject, it occurred to her as wise to supplement her +ideas by a little preparation. The nucleus of a public library had been +recently established by Joel Flagg and placed at the disposal of Benham. +Here, by means of an encyclopaedia and two hand-books, Selma was able in +three forenoons to compile a paper satisfactory to her self-esteem on +the dynasties of Europe and their inferiority to the United States, but +her other task was illumined for her by a happy incident, the promise of +Littleton to lend her books. Indeed he seemed delightfully interested in +both of her classes, which was especially gratifying in view of the fact +that Mrs. Taylor, who was a member of the Institute, had combated the +new programme on the plea that they were attempting too much and that it +would encourage superficiality. But Littleton seemed appreciative of the +value of the undertaking, and he made his promise good forthwith by +forwarding to her a package of books on art, among them two volumes of +Ruskin. Selma, who had read quotations from Ruskin on one or two +occasions and believed herself an admirer of, and tolerably familiar +with, his writings, was thrilled. She promptly immersed herself in +"Stones of Venice" and "Seven Lamps of Architecture," sitting up late at +night to finish them. When she had read these and the article in the +encyclopaedia under the head of Art, she felt bursting with her subject +and eager to air her knowledge before the class. Her lecture was +acknowledged to be the most stirring and thorough of the course. + +Reports of its success came back to her from Littleton, who offered to +assist his pupil further by practical demonstration of the eternal +architectural fitness and unfitness of things--especially the latter--in +walks through the streets of Benham. But six times in as many months, +however. There was no suggestion of coquetry on either side in these +excursions, yet each enjoyed them. Littleton's own work was beginning to +assume definite form, and his visits to Benham became of necessity more +frequent; flying trips, but he generally managed to obtain a few words +with Selma. He continued to lend her books, and he invited her criticism +on the slowly growing church edifice. The responsibility of critic was +an absorbing sensation to her, but the stark glibness of tongue which +stood her in good stead before the classes of the Institute failed her +in his presence--the presence of real knowledge. She wished to praise, +but to praise discriminatingly, with the cant of aesthetic appreciation, +so that he should believe that she knew. As for the church itself, she +was interested in it; it was fine, of course, but that was a secondary +consideration compared with her emotions. His predilection in her favor, +however, readily made him deaf in regard to her utterances. He scarcely +heeded her halting, solemn, counterfeit transcendentalisms; or rather +they passed muster as subtle and genuine, so spell bound was he by the +Delphic beauty of her criticising expression. It was enough for him to +watch her as she stood with her head on one side and the worried +archangel look transfiguring her profile. What she said was lost in his +reverie as to what she was--what she represented in his contemplation. +As she looked upon his handiwork he was able to view it with different +eyes, to discern its weaknesses and to gain fresh inspiration from her +presence. He felt that it was growing on his hands and that he should be +proud of it, and though, perhaps, he was conscious in his inner soul +that she was more to him than another man's wife should be, he knew too, +that no word or look of his had offended against the absent husband. + + + +CHAPTER VI. + + +By the end of another six months Littleton's work was practically +completed. Only the finishing touches to the interior decoration +remained to be done. The members of Rev. Mr. Glynn's congregation, +including Mrs. Hallett Taylor, were thoroughly satisfied with the +appearance of the new church. It was attractive in its lines, yet it was +simple and, consequently, in keeping with the resources of the treasury. +There was no large bill for extras to be audited, as possibly would have +been the case had a hard-headed designer like Mr. Pierce been employed. +The committee felt itself entitled to the congratulations of the +community. Nor was the community on the whole disposed to grumble, for +home talent had been employed by the architect; under rigorous +supervision, to be sure, so that poor material and slap-dash workmanship +were out of the question. Still, payments had been prompt, and Benham +was able to admire competent virtue. The church was a monument of +suggestion in various ways, artistic and ethical, and it shone neatly +with Babcock varnish. + +One morning Selma set forth by agreement with Littleton, in order to +inspect some fresco work. Muriel Grace was ailing slightly, but as she +would be home by mid-day, she bade the hired girl be watchful of baby, +and kept her appointment. The child had grown dear to her, for Muriel +was a charming little dot, and Selma had already begun to enjoy the +maternal delight of human doll dressing, an extravagance in which she +was lavishly encouraged by her husband. Babcock was glad of any excuse +to spend money on his daughter, who seemed to him, from day to day, a +greater marvel of precocity--such a child as became Selma's beauty and +cleverness and his own practical common-sense. + +Selma was in a pensive frame of mind this morning. Two days before she +had read a paper at the Institute on "Motherhood," which had been +enthusiastically received. Mrs. Earle had printed a flattering item +concerning it in the _Benham Sentinel_. It was agreeable to her to be +going to meet Littleton, for he was the most interesting masculine +figure in her life. She was sure of Lewis. He was her husband and she +knew herself to be the apple of his eye; but she knew exactly what he +was going to say before he said it, and much of what he said grated on +her. She was almost equally sure of Littleton; that is of his +admiration. His companionship was a constant pleasure to her. As a +married woman, and as a Christian and American woman, she desired no +more than this. But on the other hand, she would fain have this admiring +companionship continue; and yet it could not. Littleton had told her the +day before that he was going back to New York and that it was doubtful +if he would return. She would miss him. She would have the Institute and +Mrs. Earle still, but her life would be less full. + +Littleton was waiting for her at the church entrance. She followed him +down the nave to the chancel where she listened dreamily to his +presentation of the merits of the new decoration. He seemed inclined to +talk, and from this presently branched off to describe with enthusiasm +the plates of a French book on interior architecture, which he had +recently bought as a long-resisted but triumphant piece of extravagance. +Mechanically, they turned from the chancel and slowly made the round of +the aisles. A short silence succeeded his professional ardor. His +current of thought, in its reversion to home matters, had reminded him +afresh of what was perpetually this morning uppermost in his +consciousness--his coming departure. + +"Now," he said, abruptly, "is the most favorable opportunity I shall +have, Mrs. Babcock, to tell you how much I am your debtor. I shan't +despair of our meeting again, for the world is small, and good friends +are sure to meet sooner or later. But the past is secure to me at any +rate. If this church is in some measure what I have dreamed and wished +it to be, if my work with all its faults is a satisfaction to myself, I +wish you to know how much you have contributed to make it what it is." + +The words were as a melody in Selma's ears, and she listened greedily. +Littleton paused, as one seriously moved will pause before giving the +details of an important announcement. She, thinking he had finished, +interjected with a touch of modesty, "I'm so glad. But my suggestions +and criticisms have not been what I meant them to be. It was all new to +me, you know." + +"Oh, yes. It hasn't been so much what you have said in words which has +helped me, though that has been always intelligent and uplifting. I did +not look for technical knowledge. You do not possess that, of course. +There are women in New York who would be able to confuse you with their +familiarity with these things. And yet it is by way of contrast with +those very women--fine women, too, in their way--that you have been my +good angel. There is no harm in saying that. I should be an ingrate, +surely, if I would not let you know that your sane, simple outlook upon +life, your independent vision, has kept my brain clear and my soul free. +I am a better artist and a better man for the experience. Good-by, and +may all happiness attend you. If once in a while you should find time to +write to a struggling architect named Littleton, he will be charmed to +do your bidding--to send you books and to place his professional +knowledge at your service. Good-by." + +He held out his hand with frank effusion. He was obviously happy at +having given utterance to his sense of obligation. Selma was tingling +from head to foot and a womanly blush was on her cheek, though the +serious seraph spoke in her words and eyes. She felt moved to a wave of +unreserved speech. + +"What you have said is very interesting to me. I wish to tell you how +much I, too, have enjoyed our friendship. The first time we met I felt +sure we should be sympathetic, and we have been, haven't we? One of the +fine things about friendships between men and women in this country is +that they can really get to know each other without--er--harm to either. +Isn't it? It's such a pleasure to know people really, and I feel as if I +had known you, as if we had known each other really. I've never known +any man exactly in that way, and I have always wanted to. Except, of +course, my husband. And he's extremely different--that is, his tastes +are not like yours. It's a happiness to me to feel that I have been of +assistance to you in your work, and you have been equally helpful to me +in mine. As you say, I have never had the opportunity to learn the +technical parts of art, and your books have instructed me as to that. I +have never been in New York, but I understand what you meant about your +friends, those other women. I suppose society people must be constantly +diverted from serious work--from the intellectual and spiritual life. Oh +yes, we ought to write. Our friendship mustn't languish. We must let +each other know what we are thinking and doing. Good-by." + +As Selma walked along the street her heart was in her mouth. She felt +pity for herself. To just the right person she would have confessed the +discovery that she had made a mistake and tied herself for life to the +wrong man. It was not so much that she fancied Littleton which +distressed her, for, indeed, she was but mildly conscious of +infatuation. What disturbed her was the contrast between him and +Babcock, which definite separation now forced upon her attention. An +indefinable impression that Littleton might think less of her if she +were to state this soul truth had restrained her at the last moment from +disclosing the secret. Not for an instant did she entertain the idea of +being false to Lewis. Her confession would have been but a dissertation +on the inexorable irony of fate, calling only for sympathy, and in no +way derogating from her dignity and self-respect as a wife. Still, she +had restrained herself, and stopped just short of the confidence. He was +gone, and she would probably not see him again for years. That was +endurable. Indeed, a recognition of the contrary would not have seemed +to her consistent with wifely virtue. What brought the tears to her eyes +was the vision of continued wedlock, until death intervened, with a +husband who could not understand. Could she bear this? Must she endure +it? There was but one answer: She must. At the thought she bit her lip +with the intensity and sternness of a martyr. She would be faithful to +her marriage vows, but she would not let Lewis's low aims interfere with +the free development of her own life. + +It was after noon when she reached home. She was met at the door by the +hired girl with the worried ejaculation that baby was choking. The +doctor was hastily summoned. He at once pronounced that Muriel Grace had +membranous croup, and was desperately ill. Remedies of various sorts +were tried, and a consulting physician called, but when Babcock returned +from his office her condition was evidently hopeless. The child died in +the early night. Selma was relieved to hear the doctor tell her husband +that it was a malignant case from the first, and that nothing could have +averted the result. In response to questions from Lewis, however, she +was obliged to admit that she had not been at home when the acute +symptoms appeared. This afforded Babcock an outlet for his suffering. He +spoke to her roughly for the first time in his life, bitterly suggesting +neglect on her part. + +"You knew she wasn't all right this morning, yet you had to go +fiddle-faddling with that architect instead of staying at home where you +belonged. And now she's dead. My little girl, my little girl!" And the +big man burst out sobbing. + +Selma grew deadly pale. No one had ever spoken to her like that before +in her life. To the horror of her grief was added the consciousness that +she was being unjustly dealt with. Lewis had heard the doctor's +statement, and yet he dared address her in such terms. As if the loss of +the child did not fall equally on her. + +"If it were to be done over again, I should do just the same," she +answered, with righteous quietness. "To all appearances she had nothing +but a little cold. You have no right to lay the blame on me, her +mother." At the last word she looked ready to cry, too. + +Babcock regarded her like a miserable tame bull. "I didn't mean to," he +blubbered. "She's taken away from me, and I'm so wretched that I don't +know what I'm saying. I'm sorry, Selma." + +He held out his arms to her. She was ready to go to them, for the angel +of death had entered her home and pierced her heart, where it should be +most tender. She loved her baby. Yet, when she had time to think, she +was not sure that she wished to have another. When the bitterness of his +grief had passed away, that was the hope which Lewis ventured to +express, at first in a whisper, and later with reiterated boldness. +Selma acquiesced externally, but she had her own opinions. Certain +things which were not included in "Mother Lore," had been confided by +Mrs. Margaret Rodney Earle by word of mouth in the fulness of their +mutual soul-scourings, and had remained pigeon-holed for future +reference in Selma's inner consciousness. Another baby just at this time +meant interference with everything elevating. There was time enough. In +a year or two, when she had established herself more securely in the +social sphere of Benham, she would present her husband with a second +child. It was best for them both to wait, for her success was his +success; but it would be useless to try to make that clear to him in his +present mood. + +So she put away her baby things, dropping tears over the little socks +and other reminders of her sorrow, and took up her life again, keeping +her own counsel. The sympathy offered her was an interesting experience. +Mrs. Earle came to her at once, and took her to her bosom; Mrs. Taylor +sent her flowers with a kind note, which set Selma thinking whether she +ought not to buy mourning note-paper; and within a week she received a +visit of condolence from Mr. Glynn, rather a ghastly visit. Ghastly, +because Lewis sat through it all with red eyes, very much as though he +were listening to a touching exhortation in church. To be sure, he +gripped the pastor's hand like a vice, at the end, and thanked him for +coming, but his silent, afflicted presence had interfered with the free +interchange of thought which would have been possible had she been alone +with the clergyman. The subject of death, and the whole train of +reflections incident to it, were uppermost in her mind, and she would +have been glad to probe the mysteries of the subject by controversial +argument, instead of listening to hearty, sonorous platitudes. She +listened rather contemptuously, for she recognized that Mr. Glynn was +saying the stereotyped thing in the stereotyped way, without realizing +that it was nothing but sacerdotal pap, little adapted to an intelligent +soul. What was suited to Lewis was not fit for her. And yet her baby's +death had served to dissipate somewhat the immediate discontent which +she felt with her husband. His strong grief had touched her in spite of +herself, and, though she blamed him still for his inconsiderate +accusation, she was fond of him as she might have been fond of some +loving Newfoundland, which, splendid in awkward bulk, caressed her and +licked her hand. It was pleasant enough to be in his arms, for the touch +of man--even the wrong man--was, at times, a comfort. + +She took up again with determined interest her relations to the +Institute, joining additional classes and pursuing a variety of topics +of study, in regard to some of which she consulted Littleton. She missed +his presence less than she had expected, especially after they had begun +to correspond and were able to keep in touch by letter. His letters were +delightful. They served her in her lecture courses, for they so clearly +and concisely expressed her views that she was able to use long extracts +from them word for word. And every now and then they contained a +respectful allusion which showed that he still retained a personal +interest in her. So the weeks slipped away and she was reasonably happy. +She was absorbed and there was nothing new to mar the tenor of her life, +though she was vaguely conscious that the loss of their little girl had +widened the breach between her and her husband--widened it for the +reason that now, for the first time, he perceived how lonely he was. The +baby had furnished him with constant delight and preoccupation. He had +looked forward all day to seeing it at night, and questions relating to +it had supplied a never-ceasing small change of conversation between him +and her. He had let her go her way with a smile on his face. Selma did +not choose to dwell on the situation, but it was obvious that Lewis +continued to look glum, and that there were apt to be long silences +between them at meals. Now and again he would show some impatience at +the continuous recurrence of the Institute classes as a bar to some +project of domesticity or recreation, as though she had not been an +active member of the Institute before baby was born. + +One of the plans in which Mrs. Earle was most interested was a Congress +of Women's Clubs, and in the early summer of the same year--some four +months subsequent to the death of Muriel Grace--a small beginning toward +this end was arranged to take place in Chicago. There were to be six +delegates from each club, and Selma was unanimously selected as one of +the delegation from the Benham Women's Institute. The opinion was +generally expressed that a change would do her good, and there was no +question that she was admirably fitted to represent the club. Selma, who +had not travelled a hundred miles beyond Benham in her life, was elated +at the prospect of the expedition; so much so that she proudly recounted +to Lewis the same evening the news of her appointment. It never occurred +to her that he would wish to accompany her, and when he presently +informed her that he had been wishing to go to Chicago on business for +some time, and that the date proposed would suit him admirably, she was +dumfounded. Half of the interest of the expedition would consist in +travelling as an independent delegation. A husband would be in the way +and spoil the savor of the occasion. It would never do, and so Selma +proceeded to explain. She wished to go alone. + +"A pack of six women travel by themselves?" blurted Lewis. "Suppose +there were an accident?" he added, after searching his brain for a less +feeble argument. + +"We should either be killed or we shouldn't be," said Selma firmly. "We +are perfectly well able to take care of ourselves. Women travel alone +everywhere every-day--that is, intelligent American women." + +Lewis looked a little sad. "I thought, perhaps, it would seem nice for +you to go with me, Selma. We haven't been off since we were married, and +I can get away now just as well as not." + +"So it would have been if I weren't one of the delegation. I should +think you would see, Lewis, that your coming is out of the question." + +So it proved. Selma set forth for Chicago on the appointed day, made +many new acquaintances among the delegates, and was pleased to be +introduced and referred to publicly as Mrs. Selma Babcock--a form of +address to which she was unaccustomed at Benham. On the night before her +departure, being in pleasant spirits, she told Lewis that her absence +would do him good, and that he would appreciate her all the more on her +return. + +She was to be gone a week. The first twenty-four hours passed gloomily +for Babcock. Then he began to take notice. He noticed that the county +fair was fixed for the following days. He had hoped to carry Selma +there, but, as she was not to be had, it seemed to him sensible to get +what enjoyment from it he could alone. Then it happened that a former +companion of his bachelor days and his bachelor habits, a commercial +traveller, whom he had not seen since his marriage, appeared on the +scene. + +"The very man for me!" he ejaculated, jubilantly. + +The obscurity of this remark was presently made clear to his friend, who +had hoped perhaps to enjoy a snug evening at Babcock's domestic hearth, +but who was not averse to playing a different part--that of cheering up +a father who had lost his baby, and whose wife had left him in the +lurch. He assured Babcock that a regular old time outing--a shaking +up--would do him good, and Babcock was ready to agree with him, +intending thereby a free-handed two days at the fair. As has been +intimated, his manner of life before marriage had not been +irreproachable, but he had been glad of an opportunity to put an end to +the mildly riotous and coarse bouts which disfigured his otherwise +commonplace existence. He had no intention now of misbehaving himself, +but he felt the need of being enlivened. His companion was a man who +delighted in what he called a lark, and whose only method of insuring a +lark was by starting in with whiskey and keeping it up. That had been +also Babcock's former conception of a good time, and though he had dimly +in mind that he was now a husband and church-member, he strove to +conduct himself in such a manner as to maintain his self-respect without +becoming a spoil sport. + +During the first day at the fair Babcock managed to preserve this nice +distinction. On the second, he lost account of his conduct, and by the +late afternoon was sauntering with his friend among the booths in the +company of two suspicions looking women. With these same women the pair +of revellers drove off in top buggies just before dusk, and vanished in +the direction of the open country. + + + +CHAPTER VII. + + +Babcock returned to his home twenty-four hours later like a whipped cur. +He was disgusted with himself. It seemed to him incredible that he +should have fallen so low. He had sinned against his wife and his own +self-respect without excuse; for it was no excuse that he had let +himself be led to drink too much. His heart ached and his cheek burned +at the recollection of his two days of debauchery. What was to be done? +If only he were able to cut this ugly sore in his soul out with a knife +and have done with it forever! But that was impossible. It stared him in +the face, a haunting reality. In his distress he asked himself whether +he would not go to Mr. Glynn and make a clean breast of it; but his +practical instincts answered him that he would none the less have made a +beast of himself. He held his head between his hands, and stared +dejectedly at his desk. Some relief came to him at last only from the +reflection that it was a single fault, and that it need never--it should +never be repeated. Selma need not know, and he would henceforth avoid +all such temptations. Terrible as it was, it was a slip, not a +deliberate fault, and his love for his wife was not in question. + +Thus reasoning, he managed by the third day after his return to reach a +less despondent frame of mind. While busy writing in his office a lady +was announced, and looking up he encountered the meretricious smile of +the courtesan with whom he had forgotten himself. She had taken a fancy +to her victim, and having learned that he was well to do, she had come +in order to establish, if possible, on a more permanent basis, her +relations with him. She was a young woman, who had been drifting from +place to place, and whose professional inclination for a protector was +heightened by the liking which she had conceived for him. Babcock +recalled in her smile merely his shame, and regarded her reappearance as +effrontery. He was blind to her prettiness and her sentimental mood. He +asked her roughly what she wanted, and rising from his chair, he bade +her be gone before she had time to answer. Nine out of ten women of her +class would have taken their dismissal lightly. Some might have answered +back in tones loud enough to enlighten the clerks, and thus have +accomplished a pretty revenge in the course of retreat. This particular +Lesbian was in no humor to be harshly treated. She was a little +desperate and Babcock had pleased her. It piqued her to be treated in +such a fashion; accordingly, she held her ground and sat down. She tried +upon him, alternately, irony and pathos. He was angry but confused under +the first, he became savage and merciless under the second, throwing +back in her teeth the suggestion of her fondness, and stigmatizing her +coarsely. Then she became angry in her turn--angry as a woman whose +proffered love is spurned. The method for revenge was obvious, and she +told him plainly what she intended. His wife should know at once how her +husband passed his time during her absence. She had posted herself, and +she saw that her shaft hurt. Babcock winced, but mad and incredulous, he +threatened her with arrest and drove her from the room. She went out +smiling, but with an ominous look in her eyes, the remembrance of which +made him ask himself now and again if she could be vicious enough, or +fool enough, to keep her promise. He dismissed the idea as improbable; +still the bare chance worried him. Selma was to arrive early the next +morning, and he had reconciled himself to the conclusion that she need +never know, and that he would henceforth be a faithful husband. Had he +not given an earnest of his good faith in his reception of his visitor? +Surely, no such untoward and unnatural accident would dash the cup of +returning happiness from his lips. A more clever man would have gone +straight to police headquarters, instead of trusting to chance. + +A night's rest reassured him as to the idleness of the threat, so that +he was able to welcome Selma at the railroad station with a +comparatively light heart. She was in high spirits over the success of +her expedition, and yet graciously ready to admit that she was glad to +return home--meaning thereby, to her own bed and bathing facilities; but +the general term seemed to poor Lewis a declaration of wifely devotion. +He went to his business with the mien of a man who had passed through an +ordeal and is beginning life again; but when he returned at night, as +soon as he beheld Selma, he suspected what had happened. + +She was awaiting him in the parlor. Though he saw at a glance that she +looked grave, he went forward to kiss her, but she rose and, stepping +behind the table, put out her hand forbiddingly. + +"What is the matter?" he faltered. + +"That woman has been here," was her slow, scornful response. + +"Selma, I--" A confusing sense of hopelessness as to what to say choked +Babcock's attempt to articulate. There was a brief silence, while he +looked at her imploringly and miserably. + +"Is it true what she says? Have you been false to your marriage vows? +Have you committed adultery?" + +"My God! Selma, you don't understand." + +"It is an easy question to answer, yes or no?" + +"I forgot myself, Selma. I was drunk and crazy. I ask your pardon." + +She shook her head coldly. "I shall have nothing more to do with you. I +cannot live with you any longer." + +"Not live with me?" + +"Would you live with me if it were I who had forgotten myself?" + +"I think I would, Selma. You don't understand. I was a brute. I have +been wretched ever since. But it was a slip--an accident. I drank too +much, and it happened. I love you, Selma, with all my heart. I have +never been false to you in my affection." + +"It is a strange time to talk of affection. I went away for a week, and +in my absence you insulted me by debauchery with a creature like that. +Love? You have no conception of the meaning of the word. Oh no, I shall +never live with you again." + +Babcock clinched his palms in his distress and walked up and down. She +stood pale and determined looking into space. Presently he turned to her +and asked with quiet but intense solicitude, "You don't mean that you're +going to leave me for one fault, we being husband and wife and the +little girl in her grave? I said you don't understand and you don't. A +man's a man, and there are times when he's been drinking when he's +liable to yield to temptation, and that though he's so fond of his wife +that life without her would be misery. This sounds strange to a woman, +and it's a poor excuse. But it ought to count, Selma, when it comes to a +question of our separating. There would be happy years before us yet if +you give me another chance." + +"Not happy years for me," she replied concisely. "The American woman +does not choose to live with the sort of man you describe. She demands +from her husband what he demands from her, faithfulness to the marriage +tie. We could never be happy again. Our ideal of life is different. I +have made excuses for you in other things, but my soul revolts at this." + +Babcock looked at her for a moment in silence, then he said, a little +sternly, "You shouldn't have gone away and left me. I'm not blaming you, +but you shouldn't have gone." He walked to the window but he saw +nothing. His heart was racked. He had been eager to humiliate himself +before her to prove his deep contrition, but he had come to the end of +his resources, and yet she was adamant. Her charge that she had been +making excuses for him hitherto reminded him that they had not been +really sympathetic for some time past. With his back turned to her he +heard her answer: + +"It was understood before I agreed to marry you that I was to be free to +follow my tastes and interests. It is a paltry excuse that, because I +left you alone for a week in pursuit of them, I am accessory to your +sin." + +Babcock faced her sadly. "The sin's all mine," he said. "I can't deny +that. But, Selma, I guess I've been pretty lonely ever since the baby +died." + +"Lonely?" she echoed. "Then my leaving you will not matter so much. +Here," she said, slipping off her wedding-ring, "this belongs to you." +She remembered Mrs. Earle's proceeding, and though she had not yet +decided what course to pursue in order to maintain her liberty, she +regarded this as the significant and definite act. She held out the +ring, but Babcock shook his head. + +"The law doesn't work as quick as that, nor the church either. You can +get a divorce if you're set on it, Selma. But we're husband and wife +yet." + +"Only the husk of our marriage is left. The spirit is dead," she said +sententiously. "I am going away. I cannot pass another night in this +house. If you will not take this ring, I shall leave it here." + +Babcock turned to hide the tears which blinded his eyes. Selma regarded +him a moment gravely, then she laid her wedding-ring on the table and +went from the room. + +She put her immediate belongings into a bag and left the house. She had +decided to go to Mrs. Earle's lodgings where she would be certain to +find shelter and sympathy. Were she to go to her aunt's she would be +exposed to importunity on her husband's behalf from Mrs. Farley, who was +partial to Lewis. Her mind was entirely made up that there could be no +question of reconciliation. Her duty was plain; and she would be doing +herself an injustice were she to continue to live with one so weak and +regardless of the honor which she had a right to demand of the man to +whom she had given her society and her body. His gross conduct had +entitled her to her liberty, and to neglect to seize it would be to +condemn herself to continuous unhappiness, for this overt act of his was +merely a definite proof of the lack of sympathy between them, of which +she had for some time been well aware at heart. As she walked along the +street she was conscious that it was a relief to her to be sloughing off +the garment of an uncongenial relationship and to be starting life +afresh. There was nothing in her immediate surroundings from which she +was not glad to escape. Their house was full of blemishes from the +stand-point of her later knowledge, and she yearned to dissociate +herself, once and for all, from the trammels of her pitiful mistake. She +barely entertained the thought that she was without means. She would +have to support herself, of course, but it never occurred to her to +doubt her ability to do so, and the necessity added a zest to her +decision. It would be plain sailing, for Mrs. Earle had more than once +invited her to send copy to the _Benham Sentinel_, and there was no form +of occupation which would be more to her liking than newspaper work. It +was almost with the mien of a prisoner escaped from jail that she walked +in upon her friend and said: + +"I have left my husband. He has been unfaithful to me." + +In Mrs. Earle, conventional feminine instincts were apt, before she had +time to think, to get the upper hand of her set theories. "You, poor, +poor child," she cried extending her arms. + +Selma had not intended to weep. Still the opportunity was convenient, +and her nerves were on edge. She found herself sobbing with her head on +Mrs. Earle's, bosom, and telling her sad story. + +"He was never good enough for you. I have always said so," Mrs. Earle +murmured stroking her hair. + +"I ought to have known from the first that it was impossible for us to +be happy. Why did I ever marry him? He said he loved me, and I let +myself be badgered into it," Selma answered through her tears. "Well, +it's all over now," she added, sitting up and drying her eyes. "He has +given me back my liberty. I am a free woman." + +"Yes, dear, if you are perfectly sure of yourself, there is only one +course to pursue. Only you should consider the matter solemnly. Perhaps +in a few days, after he has apologized and shown proper contrition, you +might feel willing to give him another chance." + +Selma was unprepared for Mrs. Earle's sentimentality. "Surely," she +exclaimed with tragic earnestness, "you wouldn't have me live with him +after what occurred? Contrition? He said everything he could think of to +get me to stay, but I made my decision then and there." + +Mrs. Earle put her own handkerchief to her eyes. "Women have forgiven +such things; but I respect you all the more for not being weak. I know +how you feel. It is hard to do, but if I had it to do over again, I +would act just the same--just the same. It's a serious responsibility to +encourage any one to desert a home, but under the circumstances I would +not live with him another minute, my child--not another minute." +Thereupon Mrs. Earle protruded her bosom to celebrate the triumph of +justice in her own mental processes over conventional and maudlin +scruples. "You will apply for a divorce, I suppose?" + +"I have not considered that. All I care for is never to see him again." + +"Oh yes, you must get a divorce. It is much better, you know. In my case +I couldn't, for he did nothing public. A divorce settles matters, and +puts you back where you were before. You might wish some day to marry +again." + +"I have had enough of marriage." + +"It isn't any harm to be a free woman--free in the eye of the law as +well as of conscience. I know an excellent lawyer--a Mr. Lyons, a +sympathetic and able man. Besides your husband is bound to support you. +You must get alimony." + +"I wouldn't touch a dollar of his money," Selma answered with scorn. "I +intend to support myself. I shall write--work." + +"Of course you will, dear; and it will be a boon and a blessing to me to +have you in our ranks--one of the new army of self-supporting, +self-respecting women. I suppose you are right. I have never had a +sixpence. But your husband deserves to be punished. Perhaps it is +punishment enough to lose you." + +"He will get over that. It is enough for me," she exclaimed, ardently, +after a dreamy pause, "that I am separated from him forever--that I am +free--free--free." + +A night's sleep served to intensify Selma's determination, and she awoke +clearly of the opinion that a divorce was desirable. Why remain fettered +by a bare legal tie to one who was a husband only in name? Accordingly, +in company with Mrs. Earle, she visited the office of James O. Lyons, +and took the initiatory steps to dissolve the marriage. + +Mr. Lyons was a large, full-bodied man of thirty-five, with a fat, +cleanly-shaven, cherubic countenance, an aspect of candor, and keen, +solemn eyes. His manner was impressive and slightly pontificial; his +voice resonant and engaging. He knew when to joke and when to be grave +as an owl. He wore in every-day life a shiny, black frock-coat, a +standing collar, which yawned at the throat, and a narrow, black tie. +His general effect was that of a cross between a parson and a shrewd +Yankee--a happy suggestion of righteous, plain, serious-mindedness, +protected against the wiles of human society--and able to protect +others--by a canny intelligence. For a young man he had already a +considerable clientage. A certain class of people, notably the +hard-headed, God-fearing, felt themselves safe in his hands. His +magnetic yet grave manner of conducting business pleased Benham, +attracting also both the distressed and the bilious portions of the +community, and the farmers from the surrounding country. As Mrs. Earle +informed Selma, he was in sympathy with all progressive and stimulating +ideas, and he already figured in the newspapers politically, and before +the courts as a friend of the masses, and a fluent advocate of social +reforms. His method of handling Selma's case was smooth. To begin with, +he was sympathetic within proper limits, giving her tacitly to +understand that, though as a man and brother, he deplored the necessity +of extreme measures, he recognized that she had made up her mind, and +that compromise was out of the question. To put it concisely, his manner +was grieved, but practical. He told her that he would represent to +Babcock the futility of contesting a cause, which, on the evidence, must +be hopeless, and that, in all probability, the matter could be disposed +of easily and without publicity. He seemed to Selma a very sensible and +capable man, and it was agreeable to her to feel that he appreciated +that, though divorce in the abstract was deplorable, her experience +justified and called for the protection of the law. + +In the meantime Babcock was very unhappy, and was casting about for a +method to induce his wife to return. He wrote to her a pitiful letter, +setting forth once more the sorry facts in the best light which he could +bring to bear on them, and implored her forgiveness. He applied to her +aunt, Mrs. Farley, and got her to supplement his plea with her +good-natured intervention. "There are lots of men like that," she +confided to Selma, "and he's a kind, devoted creature." When this +failed, he sought Rev. Mr. Glynn as a last resort, and, after he had +listened to a stern and fervid rating from the clergyman on the lust of +the flesh, he found his pastor on his side. Mr. Glynn was opposed to +divorce on general ecclesiastical principles; moreover, he had been +educated under the law of England, by which a woman cannot obtain a +divorce from her husband for the cause of adultery unless it be coupled +with cruelty--a clever distinction between the sexes, which was +doubtless intended as a cloak for occasional lapses on the part of man. +It was plain to him, as a Christian and as a hearty soul, that there had +been an untoward accident--a bestial fault, a soul-debasing carnal sin, +but still an accident, and hence to be forgiven by God and woman. It was +his duty to interfere; and so, having disciplined the husband, he +essayed the more delicate matter of propitiating the wife. And he +essayed it without a thought of failure. + +"I'm afraid she's determined to leave me, and that there's not much +hope," said Babcock, despondently, as he gripped the clergyman's hand in +token of his gratitude. + +"Nonsense, my man," asserted Mr. Glynn briskly. "All she needs is an +exhortation from me, and she will take you back." + +Selma was opposed to divorce in theory. That is, she had accepted on +trust the traditional prejudice against it as she had accepted +Shakespeare and Boston. But theory stood for nothing in her regard +before the crying needs of her own experience. She had not the least +intention of living with her husband again. No one could oblige her to +do that. In addition, the law offered her a formal escape from his +control and name. Why not avail herself of it? She recollected, besides, +that her husband's church recognized infidelity as a lawful ground of +release from the so-called sacrament of marriage. This had come into her +mind as an additional sanction to her own decision. But it had not +contributed to that decision. Consequently, when she was confronted in +Mrs. Earle's lodgings by the errand of Mr. Glynn, she felt that his +coming was superfluous. Still, she was glad of the opportunity to +measure ideas with him in a thorough interview free from interruption. + +Mr. Glynn's confidence was based on his intention to appeal to the ever +womanly quality of pity. He expected to encounter some resistance, for +indisputably here was a woman whose sensibilities had been justly and +severely shocked--a woman of finer tissue than her husband, as he had +noted in other American couples. She was entitled to her day in +court--to a stubborn, righteous respite of indignation. But he expected +to carry the day in the end, amid a rush of tears, with which his own +might be mingled. He trusted to what he regarded as the innate +reluctance of the wife to abandon the man she loved, and to the leaven +of feminine Christian charity. + +As a conscientious hater of sin, he did not attempt to minimize +Babcock's act or the insult put upon her. That done, he was free to +intercede fervently for him and to extol the virtue and the advisability +of forgiveness. This plea, however cogent, was narrow, and once stated +admitted merely of duplication in the same form. It was indeed no +argument, merely an appeal, and, in proportion as it failed to move the +listener, became feeble. Selma listened to him with a tense face, her +hands clasped before her in the guise of an interested and +self-scrutinizing spirit. But she betrayed no sign of yielding, or +symptom of doubt. She shook her head once or twice as he proceeded, and, +when he paused, asked why she should return to a man who had broken +faith with her; asked it in such a genuine tone of conviction that Dr. +Glynn realized the weakness of his own case, and became slightly nettled +at the same time. + +"True," he said, rather sternly, "your husband has committed a hideous, +carnal sin, but he is genuinely repentant. Do you wish to ruin his life +forever?" + +"His life?" said Selma. "It would ruin my life to return to him. I have +other plans--plans which will bring me happiness. I could never be happy +with him." + +The clergyman was baffled. Other plans! The words offended him, and yet +he could not dispute her right to do as she chose. Still he saw fit to +murmur: "He that findeth his life shall lose it, and he that loseth his +life for my sake shall find it." + +Selma flushed. To be accused of acting contrary to Christian precepts +was painful and surprising to her. "Mr. Glynn," she said, "I see you +don't understand. My husband and I ought never to have married. It has +all been a dreadful mistake. We have not the same tastes and interests. +I am sorry for him, but I can never consent to return to him. To do so +would condemn us both to a life of unhappiness. We were not intended for +husband and wife, and it is best--yes, more Christian--for us to +separate. We American women do not feel justified in letting a mistake +ruin our lives when there is a chance to escape." + +Mr. Glynn regarded her in silence for a moment. He was accustomed to +convince, and he had not succeeded, which to a clergyman is more +annoying than to most men. Still what she said made his plea seem +doubtful wisdom. + +"Then you do not love your husband?" he said. + +"No," said Selma quietly, "I do not love him. It is best to be frank +with one's self--with you, in such a matter, isn't it? So you see that +what you ask is out of the question." + +Mr. Glynn rose. Clearly his mission had failed, and there was nothing +more to be said. Being a just man, he hesitated to pass an unkind +judgment on this bright-faced, pensive woman. She was within her moral +rights, and he must be careful to keep within his. But he went away +bewildered and discomfited. Selma would have liked to dismiss the +subject and keep him longer. She would have been glad to branch off on +to other ethical topics and discuss them. She was satisfied with the +result of the interview, for she had vindicated her position and spiked +Lewis's last gun. + +So, indeed, it proved. Mr. Glynn sent for Babcock and told him the naked +truth, that his wife's love for him was dead and reconciliation +impossible. He properly refrained from expressing the doubt lurking in +his own mind as to whether Selma had ever loved her husband. Thus +convinced of the hopelessness of his predicament, Babcock agreed to Mr. +Lyons's suggestion not to contest the legal proceedings. The lawyer had +been diligent, and the necessary evidence--the testimony of the +woman--was secure. She was ready to carry her revenge to the end, +hoping, perhaps, that the victim of it would return to her when he had +lost his wife. Accordingly, a few weeks later, Selma was granted a +divorce nisi and the right to resume her maiden name. She had decided, +however, to retain the badge of marriage as a decorous social prefix, +and to call herself Mrs. Selma White. + + + +CHAPTER VIII. + + +The consciousness that she was dependent for the means of support solely +on her own exertions was a genuine pleasure to Selma, and she applied +herself with confidence and enthusiasm to the problem of earning her +livelihood. She had remained steadfast to her decision to accept nothing +from her husband except the legal costs of the proceedings, though Mr. +Lyons explained to her that alimony was a natural and moral increment of +divorce. Still, after her refusal, he informed her as a man and a friend +that he respected and admired the independence of her action, which was +an agreeable tribute. She had fixed definitely on newspaper work as the +most inviting and congenial form of occupation. She believed herself to +be well fitted for it. It would afford her an immediate income, and it +would give her the opportunity which she craved for giving public +expression to her ideas and fixing attention on herself. There was room +for more than one Mrs. Earle in Benham, for Benham was growing and +wide-awake and on the alert for originality of any kind--especially in +the way of reportorial and journalistic cleverness. Selma had no +intention of becoming a second Mrs. Earle. That is, she promised herself +to follow, but not to follow blindly; to imitate judiciously, but to +improve on a gradually diverging line of progress. This was mere +generalization as yet. It was an agreeable seething brain consciousness +for future development. For the moment, however, she counted on Mrs. +Earle to obtain for her a start by personal influence at the office of +the _Benham Sentinel_. This was provided forthwith in the form of an +invitation to prepare a weekly column under the caption of "What Women +Wear;" a summary of passing usages in clothes. The woman reporter in +charge of it had just died. Selma's first impulse was to decline the +work as unworthy of her abilities, yet she was in immediate need of +employment to avoid running in debt and she was assured by Mrs. Earle +that she would be very foolish to reject such an offer. Reflection +caused her to think more highly of the work itself. It would afford her +a chance to explain to the women of Benham, and indirectly to the +country at large, that taste in dress was not necessarily inconsistent +with virtue and serious intentions--a truth of which she herself had +become possessed since her marriage and which it seemed to her might be +utilized delightfully in her department. She would endeavor to treat +dress from the standpoint of ethical responsibility to society, and to +show that both extravagance and dowdy homeliness were to be avoided. +Clothes in themselves had grown to be a satisfaction to her, and any +association of vanity would be eliminated by the introduction of a +serious artistic purpose into a weekly commentary concerning them. +Accordingly she accepted the position and entered upon its duties with +grave zeal. + +For each of these contributions Selma was to receive eight dollars--four +hundred a year, which she hoped to expand to a thousand by creative +literary production--preferably essays and poetry. She hired a room in +the same neighborhood as Mrs. Earle, in the boarding-house district +appurtenant to Central Avenue--that is to say, on the ragged edge of +Benham's social artery, and set up her new household gods. The interest +of preparing the first paper absorbed her to the exclusion of everything +else. She visited all the dress-making and dry-goods establishments in +town, examined, at a hint from Mrs. Earle, the fashion departments of +the New York papers, and then, pen in hand, gave herself up to her +subject. The result seemed to her a happy blending of timely philosophy +and suggestions as to toilette, and she took it in person to the editor. +He saw fit to read it on the spot. His brow wrinkled at first and he +looked dubious. He re-read it and said with some gusto, "It's a novelty, +but I guess they'll like it. Our women readers have been used to fashion +notes which are crisp and to the point, and the big houses expect to +have attention called to the goods they wish to sell. If you'll run over +this again and set your cold facts in little paragraphs by themselves +every now and then, I shouldn't wonder if the rest were a sort of +lecture course which will catch them. It's a good idea. Next time you +could work in a pathetic story--some references to a dead +baby--verses--anecdotes--a little variety. You perceive the idea?" + +"Oh, yes," said Selma, appropriately sober at the allusion yet ecstatic. +"That's just what I should like to do. It would give me more scope. I +wish my articles to be of real use--to help people to live better, and +to dress better." + +"That's right, that's right; and if they make the paper sell, we'll know +that folks like them," responded the editor with Delphic urbanity. + +The first article was a success. That is, Selma's method was not +interfered with, and she had the satisfaction of reading in the +_Sentinel_ during the week an item calling gratified attention to the +change in its "What Women Wear" column, and indicating that it would +contain new features from week to week. It gave her a pleasant thrill to +see her name, "Selma White," signed at the end of the printed column, +and she set to work eagerly to carry out the editor's suggestions. At +the same time she tried her hand at a short story--the story of an +American girl who went to Paris to study art, refused to alter her mode +of life to suit foreign ideas of female propriety, displayed exceptional +talent as an artist, and finally married a fine-spirited young American, +to the utter discomfiture of a French member of the nobility, who had +begun by insulting her and ended with making her an offer of marriage. +This she sent to the _Eagle_, the other Benham newspaper, for its Sunday +edition. + +It took her a month to compose this story, and after a week she received +it back with a memorandum to the effect that it was one-half too long, +but intimating that in a revised form it would be acceptable. This was a +little depressing, especially as it arrived at a time when the novelty +of her occupation had worn off and she was realizing the limitations of +her present life. She had begun to miss the advantages of a free purse +and the importance of a domestic establishment. She possessed her +liberty, and was fulfilling her mission as a social force, but her life +had been deprived of some of its savor, and, though she was thankful to +be rid of Babcock, she felt the lack of an element of personal devotion +to herself, an element which was not to be supplied by mere admiration +on the part of Mrs. Earle and the other members of the Institute. It did +not suit her not to be able to gratify her growing taste in clothes and +in other lines of expenditure, and there were moments when she +experienced the need of being petted and made much of by a man. She was +conscious of loneliness, and in this mood she pitied herself as a victim +of untoward circumstances, one who had wasted the freshness of her young +life, and missed the happiness which the American wife is apt to find +waiting for her. Under the spell of this nostalgia she wrote a poem +entitled "The Bitter Sweets of Solitude," and disposed of it for five +dollars to the _Sentinel_. The price shocked her, for the verses seemed +flesh of her flesh. Still, five dollars was better than nothing, and she +discerned from the manner of the newspaper editor that he cared little +whether she left them or not. It was on that evening that she received a +letter from Littleton, stating that he was on the eve of leaving New +York for Benham. He was coming to consult concerning certain further +interior decorations which the committee had decided to add to the +church. + +Selma's nerves vibrated blissfully as she read the news. For some +reason, which she had never seen fit definitely to define, she had +chosen not to acquaint Littleton with the fact of her divorce. Their +letters had been infrequent during the last six months, for this visit +had been impending, having been put off from time to time because the +committee had been dilatory and he otherwise engaged. Perhaps her secret +motive had been to surprise him, to let him find himself confronted with +an accomplished fact, which would obviate argument and reveal her +established in her new career, a happy, independent citizen, without +ties. At any rate she smiled now at the address on the envelope--Mrs. +Lewis Babcock. Obviously he was still in the dark as to the truth, and +it would be her privilege to enlighten him. She began to wonder what +would be the upshot of his coming, and tears came to her eyes, tears of +self-congratulation that the narrow tenor of her daily life was to be +irradiated by a sympathetic spirit. + +When Littleton duly appeared at the committee meeting on the following +day, Selma saw at a glance that he was unaware of what had happened. He +looked slightly puzzled when one of the members addressed her as Mrs. +White, but evidently he regarded this as a slip of the tongue. Selma +looked, as she felt, contented and vivacious. She had dressed herself +simply, but with effective trigness. To those who knew her experience, +her appearance indicated courage and becoming self-respect. Public +opinion, even as embodied in the church committee, while deploring the +necessity, was not disposed to question the propriety of her action. +That is, all except Mrs. Taylor. In her, Selma thought she had detected +signs of coldness, a sort of suspicious reservation of judgment, which +contrasted itself unpleasantly with the sympathetic attitude of the +others, who were fain to refer to her, in not altogether muffled +whispers, as a plucky, independent, little woman. Hence, she was glad +that Mrs. Taylor happened to be detained at home by illness on this +afternoon, and that, accordingly, she was free to enjoy unreservedly the +dramatic nature of the situation. Her heart beat a little faster as the +chairman, turning to her to ask a question, addressed her unmistakably +as Mrs. White. She could not refrain from casting half-amused, +half-pathetic sheep's eyes at Littleton. He started visibly, regarded +her for, a moment in obvious amazement, then flushed to the roots of his +hair. She felt the blood rising to her own cheeks, and a sensation of +mild triumph. The meeting was over and the members were merely lingering +to tie up the loose threads of the matter arranged for. In a few moments +Selma found herself with the architect sufficiently apart from the +others for him to ask: + +"Two persons have addressed you this afternoon as Mrs. White. I do not +understand." + +She cast down her eyes, as a woman will when a question of modesty is +involved, then she raised them and said: "You did not know, then, that I +had left my husband?" + +"Left him?" + +"Yes. I have obtained a divorce. He was unfaithful to me." + +"I see"--said Littleton with a sort of gasp--"I see. I did not know. You +never wrote to me." + +"I did not feel like writing to any body. There was nothing to be done +but that." + +Littleton regarded her with a perturbed, restless air. + +"Then you live no longer at 25 Onslow Avenue?" + +"Oh, no. I left there more than six months ago. I live in lodgings. I am +supporting myself by literary work. I am Mrs. Selma White now, and my +divorce has been absolute more than a month." + +She spoke gravely and quietly, with less than her usual assurance, for +she felt the spell of his keen, eager scrutiny and was not averse to +yield at the moment to the propensity of her sex. She wondered what he +was thinking about. Did he blame her? Did he sympathize with her? + +"Where are you going when you leave here?" he asked. + +"Home--to my new home. Will you walk along with me?" + +"That is what I should like. I am astonished by what you have told me, +and am anxious to hear more about it, if to speak of it would not wound +you. Divorced! How you must have suffered! And I did not have the chance +to offer you my help--my sympathy." + +"Yes, I have suffered. But that is all over now. I am a free woman. I am +beginning my life over again." + +It was a beautiful afternoon, and by mutual consent, which neither put +into words, they diverged from the exact route to Selma's lodging house +and turned their steps to the open country beyond the city limits--the +picturesque dell which has since become the site of Benham's public +park. There they seated themselves where they would not be interrupted. +Selma told him on the way the few vital facts in her painful story, to +which he listened in a tense silence, broken chiefly by an occasional +ejaculation expressive of his contempt for the man who had brought such +unhappiness upon her. She let him understand, too, that her married +life, from the first, had been far less happy than he had +imagined--wretched makeshift for the true relation of husband and wife. +She spoke of her future buoyantly, yet with a touch of sadness, as +though to indicate that she was aware that the triumphs of intelligence +and individuality could not entirely be a substitute for a happy home. + +"And what do you expect to do?" he inquired in a bewildered fashion, as +though her delineation of her hopes had been lost on him. + +"Do? Support myself by my own exertions, as I have told you. By writing +I expect. I am doing very well already. Do you question my ability to +continue?" + +"Oh, no; not that. Only--" + +"Only what? Surely you are not one of the men who grudge women the +chance to prove what is in them--who would treat us like china dolls and +circumscribe us by conventions? I know you are not, because I have heard +you inveigh against that very sort of narrow mindedness. Only what?" + +"I can't make up my mind to it. And I suppose the reason is that it +means so much to me--that you mean so much to me. What is the use of my +dodging the truth, Selma--seeking to conceal it because such a short +time has elapsed since you ceased to be a wife? Forgive me if I hurt +you, if it seem indelicate to speak of love at the very moment when you +are happy in your liberty. I can't help it; it's my nature to speak +openly. And there's no bar now. The fact that you are free makes clear +to me what I have not dared to countenance before, that you are the one +woman in the world for me--the woman I have dreamed of--and longed to +meet--the woman whose influence has blessed me already, and without whom +I shall lack the greatest happiness which life can give. Selma, I love +you--I adore you." + +Selma listened with greedy ears, which she could scarcely believe. It +seemed to her that she was in dream-land, so unexpected, yet entrancing, +was his avowal. She had been vaguely aware that he admired her more than +he had allowed himself to disclose, and conscious, too, that his +presence was agreeable to her; but in an instant now she recognized that +this was love--the love she had sought, the love she had yearned to +inspire and to feel. Compared with it, Babcock's clumsy ecstasy and her +own sufferance of it had been a sham and a delusion. Of so much she was +conscious in a twinkling, and yet what she deemed proper self-respect +restrained her from casting herself into his arms. It was, indeed, soon, +and she had been happy in her liberty. At least, she had supposed +herself so; and she owed it to her own plans and hopes not to act +hastily, though she knew what she intended to do. She had been lonely, +yes starving, for lack of true companionship, and here was the soul +which would be a true mate to hers. + +They were sitting on a grassy bank. He was bending toward her with +clasped hands, a picture of fervor. She could see him out of the corner +of her glance, though she looked into space with her gaze of seraphic +worry. Yet her lips were ready to lend themselves to a smile of blissful +satisfaction and her eyes to fill with the melting mood of the thought +that at last happiness had come to her. + +The silence was very brief, but Littleton, as would have seemed fitting +to her, feared lest she were shocked. + +"I distress you," he said. "Forgive me. Listen--will you listen?" Selma +was glad to listen. The words of love, such love as this, were +delicious, and she felt she owed it to herself not to be won too easily. +"I am listening," she answered softly with the voice of one face to face +with an array of doubts. + +"Before I met you, Selma, woman but was a name to me. My life brought me +little into contact with them, except my dear sister, and I had no +temptation to regret that I could not support a wife. Yet I dreamed of +woman and of love and of a joy which might some day come to me if I +could meet one who fulfilled my ideal of what a true woman should be. So +I dreamed until I met you. The first time I saw you, Selma, I knew in my +heart that you were a woman whom I could love. Perhaps I should have +recognized more clearly as time went on that you were more to me even +then than I had a right to allow; yet I call heaven to witness that I +did not, by word or sign, do a wrong to him who has done such a cruel +wrong to you." + +"Never by word or sign," echoed Selma solemnly. The bare suggestion that +Babcock had cause to complain of either of them seemed to her +preposterous. Yet she was saying to herself that it was easy to perceive +that he had loved her from the first. + +"And since I love you with all my soul must I--should I in justice to +myself--to my own hopes of happiness, refrain from speaking merely +because you have so recently been divorced? I must speak--I am speaking. +It is too soon, I dare say, for you to be willing to think of marriage +again--but I offer you the love and protection of a husband. My means +are small, but I am able now to support a wife in decent comfort. Selma, +give me some hope. Tell me, that in time you may be willing to trust +yourself to my love. You wish to work--to distinguish yourself. Would I +be a hindrance to that? Indeed, you must know that I would do every +thing in my power to promote your desire to be of service to the world." + +The time for her smile and her tears had come. He had argued his case +and her own, and it was clear to her mind that delay would be futile. +Since happiness was at hand, why not grasp it? As for her work, he need +not interfere with that. And, after all, now that she had tried it, was +she so sure that newspaper work--hack work, such as she was pursuing, +was what she wished? As a wife, re-established in the security of a +home, she could pick and choose her method of expression. Perhaps, +indeed, it would not be writing, except occasionally. Was not New York a +wide, fruitful field, for a reforming social influence? She saw herself +in her mind's eye a leader of movements and of progress. And that with a +man she loved--yes, adored even as he adored her. + +So she turned to Littleton with her smile and in tears--the image of +bewitching but pathetic self-justification and surrender. Her mind was +made up; hence why procrastinate and coyly postpone the desirable, and +the inevitable? That was what she had the shrewdness to formulate in the +ecstasy of her transport; and so eloquent was the mute revelation of her +love that Littleton, diffident reverencer of the modesty of woman as he +was, without a word from her clasped her to his breast, a victor in a +breath. As, regardless of the possible invasion of interlopers, he took +her in his embrace, she felt with satisfaction once more the grasp of +masculine arms. She let her head fall on his shoulder in delighted +contentment. While he murmured in succession inarticulate terms of +endearment, she revelled in the thrill of her nerves and approved her +own sagacious and commendable behavior. + +"Dearest," she whispered, "you are right. We are right. Since we love +each other, why should we not say so? I love you--I love you. The ugly +hateful past shall not keep us apart longer. You say you loved me from +the first; so did I love you, though I did not know it then. We were +meant for each other--God meant us--did he not? It is right, and we +shall be so happy, Wilbur." + +"Yes, Selma." Words seemed to him an inadequate means for expressing his +emotions. He pressed his lips upon hers with the adoring respect of a +worshipper touching his god, yet with the energy of a man. She sighed +and compared him in her thought with Babcock. How gentle this new lover! +How refined and sensitive and appreciative! How intelligent and +gentlemanly! + +"If I had my wish, darling," he said, "we should be married to-night and +I would carry you away from here forever." + +She remembered that Babcock had uttered the same wish on the occasion +when he had offered himself. To grant it then had been out of the +question. To do so now would be convenient--a prompt and satisfactory +blotting out of her past and present life--a happy method of solving +many minor problems of ways and means connected with waiting to be +married. Besides it would be romantic, and a delicious, fitting crowning +of her present blissful mood. + +He mistook her silence for womanly scruples, and he recounted with a +little laugh the predicament in which he should find himself on his own +account were they to be so precipitate. "What would my sister think if +she were to get a telegram--'Married to-night. Expect us to-morrow?' She +would think I had lost my senses. So I have, darling; and you are the +cause. She knows about you. I have talked to her about you." + +"But she thinks I am Mrs. Babcock." + +"Oh yes. Ha! ha! It would never do to state to whom I was married, +unless I sent a telegram as long as my arm. Dear Pauline! She will be +radiant. It is all arranged that she is to stay where she is in the old +quarters, and I am to take you to a new house. We've decided on that, +time and again, when we've chanced to talk of what might happen--of 'the +fair, the chaste and unexpressive she'--my she. Dearest, I wondered if I +should ever find her. Pauline has always said that she would never run +the risk of spoiling everything by living with us." + +"It would be very nice--and very simple," responded Selma, slowly. "You +wouldn't think any the worse of me, Wilbur, if I were to marry you +to-night?" + +"The worse of you? It is what I would like of all things. Whom does it +concern but us? Why should we wait in order to make a public spectacle +of ourselves?" + +"I shouldn't wish that. I should insist on being married very quietly. +Under all the circumstances there is really no reason--it seems to me it +would be easier if we were to be married as soon as possible. It would +avoid explanations and talk, wouldn't it? That is, if you are perfectly +sure." + +"Sure? That I love you? Oh Selma!" + +She shut her eyes under the thrill which his kiss gave her. "Then we +will be married whenever you wish," she said. + +It was already late in the afternoon, so that the prospects of obtaining +a license did not seem favorable. Still it happened that Littleton knew +a clergyman of his own faith--Unitarian--in Benham, a college classmate, +whom he suggested as soon as he understood that Selma preferred not to +be married by Mr. Glynn. They found him at home, and by diligent +personal effort on his part the necessary legal forms were complied with +and they were made husband and wife three hours before the departure of +the evening train for New York. After the ceremony they stepped +buoyantly, arm in arm in the dusk, along the street to send the telegram +to Miss Littleton, and to snatch a hasty meal before Selma went to her +lodgings to pack. There were others in the restaurant, so having +discovered that they were not hungry, they bought sandwiches and +bananas, and resumed their travels. The suddenness and surprise of it +all made Selma feel as if on wings. It seemed to her to be of the +essence of new and exquisite romance to be walking at the side of her +fond, clever lover in the democratic simplicity of two paper bags of +provender and an open, yet almost headlong marriage. She felt that at +last she was yoked to a spirit who comprehended her and who would +stimulate instead of repress the fire of originality within her. She had +found love and she was happy. Meanwhile she had decided to leave Benham +without a word to anyone, even Mrs. Earle. She would write and explain +what had happened. + + + + +BOOK II. + +THE STRUGGLE + + +CHAPTER I. + + +Littleton had not expected that Selma would accede to his request to be +married at once, but he was delighted at her decision. He had uttered +his wish in sincerity, for there was really no reason for waiting, and +by an immediate marriage they would escape the tedium of an engagement +during which they could hope to see each other but rarely. He was able +to support a wife provided they were to live simply and economically. He +felt sure that Selma understood his circumstances and was no less ready +than he to forego luxuries in order that they might be all in all to +each other spiritually as husband and wife. Besides he had hopes that +his clientage would continue to grow so that he would be able to provide +all reasonable comforts for his new home. Consequently he drove up from +the station in New York with a light heart, fondly pointing out to his +wife this and that building and other objects of interest. He mistook +her pensive silence for diffidence at the idea of descending suddenly on +another woman's home--a matter which in this instance gave him no +concern, for he had unlimited confidence in Pauline's executive ability +and her tendency not to get ruffled. She had been his good angel, +domestically speaking, and, indeed, in every way, since they had first +begun to keep house together, and it had rather amused him to let fall +such a bombshell as the contents of his telegram upon the regularity of +her daily life. + +"Don't be nervous, darling," he said gayly. "You will find Pauline +bubbling over with joy at our coming, and everything arranged as though +we were expected to live there all our lives." + +Selma looked at him blankly and then remembered. She was not feeling +nervous, and Pauline was not in her thoughts. She had been lost in her +own reflections--lost in the happy consciousness of the contrast between +her new and her old husband, and in the increasing satisfaction that she +was actually in New York. How bright and busy the streets looked! The +throng of eager passers and jostling vehicles against the background of +brilliant shop-windows bewildered and stimulated her. She was saying to +herself that here was the place where she was suited to live, and mutely +acknowledging its superiority to Benham as a centre of life. This was a +rash, swift conclusion, but Selma prided herself on her capacity to +arrive at wise judgments by rapid mental processes. So absorbed was she +in the glittering, stirring panorama that Wilbur's efforts at +enlightenment were practically wasted. She was in no humor for details; +she was glorying in the exalted impression which the whole vivid scene +produced upon her. + +His remark caused her to realize that they must be near their +destination. She had no misgivings on the score of her own reception, +but she was interested and curious to see Pauline, this wonderful sister +of whom Wilbur was so fond and so proud. Then her husband cried, "Here +we are!" and in another moment she found herself in the hearty embrace +of a large, comely woman who met her at the door. This of course must be +Pauline. Selma was just a little shocked by the fervor of the greeting; +for though she delighted in rapid intimacies, unexpected liberties with +her person were contrary to her conceptions of propriety. Still it was +delightful to be welcomed so heartily. She returned the embrace warmly +but with dignity, and allowed herself to be convoyed into the house arm +in arm with her new relation who seemed, indeed, to be bubbling over +with joy. It was not until they were in the same room that Selma could +get a good look at her. + +Pauline Littleton was fine looking rather than pretty. She was tall and +substantial, with an agreeable face, an intelligent brow, a firm yet +sweet mouth, and steady, honest eyes which now sparkled with pleasure. +Her physique was very different from her brother's. Selma noticed that +she was taller than herself and only a little shorter than Wilbur. She +had Wilbur's smile too, suggesting a disposition to take things +humorously; but her expression lacked the poetic cast which made him so +attractive and congenial to herself and excused the existence of the +lighter vein. Selma did not admire women who were inclined to be stout. +She associated spareness of person with high thinking, and an abundance +of flesh as an indication of material or commonplace aims. She reflected +that Pauline was presumably business-like and a good house-keeper, and, +very likely, an industrious teacher in her classes, but she set her down +in her mind as deficient in the finer sensibilities of the spirit +belonging to herself and Wilbur. It was instinctive with Selma to form a +prompt estimate of every one she met, and it was a relief to her to come +to the agreeable conclusion that there was nothing in her +sister-in-law's appearance to make her discontented with herself. This +warmed her heart at once toward Pauline. To be sure Pauline manifested +the same sort of social grace which distinguished Mrs. Hallett Taylor, +but Selma, though she still regarded this with suspicion, for the reason +that she had not yet become mistress of it, was secretly content to know +that she had married into a family which possessed it. Altogether she +was agreeably impressed by her scrutiny of her new sister, who, in her +opinion, would not be an irritating rival either in looks or character, +and yet who was a pleasing and sufficiently serious-minded person--in +short just the sort of sister-in-law which she yearned to have. + +Pauline, on her part, was duly fascinated by the delicate and inspiring +beauty of her brother's wife. She understood at once why Wilbur had +chosen her in preference to any one of his own circle. Selma obviously +symbolized by her grave, tense, thin face the serious ideals of living +and womanhood, which had been dear to his meditation as a youth and a +part of his heritage from his New England ancestors. It made her joyous +to feel that he had found a wife who would be a constant source of +inspiration to him, for she knew that Wilbur would not be happy with any +one who fell short of his ideal as to what a woman should be. She knew +her brother well, and she understood how deeply in earnest he was to +make the most of his life, and what an exalted vision he entertained as +to the possibilities for mutual sympathy and help between husband and +wife. + +Partly as a consequence of their limited means, partly owing to +absorption in their respective studies and interests, the Littletons, +though of gentle stock, lived simple lives according to New York +standards. They were aware of the growth of luxury resulting from the +accumulation of big fortunes since the war. As an architect, Wilbur saw +larger and more elaborate public and private buildings being erected on +every side. As a house-keeper and a woman with social interests, Pauline +knew that the power of money was revolutionizing the public taste in the +matter of household expenditure; that in the details of domestic life +there was more color and more circumstance, and that people who were +well-to-do, and many who were not, were requiring as daily comforts all +sorts of things to which they had been unaccustomed. But though they +both thus knew vaguely that the temper of society had changed, and that +sober citizens and their wives, who, twenty years before, would have +prated solemnly against a host of gay, enlivening or pretty customs as +incompatible with American virtue, were now adopting these as rapidly as +money could procure them--the brother and sister had remained +comparatively unaffected by the consequences of the transformation +scene. Certainly their home had. It was old-fashioned in its garniture +and its gentility. It spoke of a day, not so many years before, when +high thinking had led to blinking where domestic decoration was +concerned, and people had bought ugly wooden and worsted things to live +with because only the things of the spirit seemed of real importance. +Still time, with its marvellous touch, has often the gift of making +furniture and upholstery, which were hideous when bought, look +interesting and cosey when they have become old-fashioned. In this way +Pauline Wilbur's parlor was a delightful relic of a day gone by. There +was scarcely a pretty thing in it, as Wilbur himself well knew, yet, as +a whole, it had an atmosphere--an atmosphere of simple unaffected +refinement. Their domestic belongings had come to them from their +parents, and they had never had the means to replenish them. When, in +due time, they had realized their artistic worthlessness, they had held +to them through affection, humorously conscious of the incongruity that +two such modern individuals as themselves should be living in a domestic +museum. Then, presto! friends had begun to congratulate them on the +uniqueness of their establishment, and to express affection for it. It +had become a favorite resort for many modern spirits--artists, literary +men, musicians, self-supporting women--and Pauline's oyster suppers, +cooked in her grandmother's blazer, were still a stimulus to high +thinking. + +So matters stood when Selma entered it as a bride. Her coming signified +the breaking up of the household and the establishment. Pauline had +thought that out in her clear brain over night since receiving Wilbur's +telegram. Wilbur must move into a modern house, and she into a modern +flat. She would keep the very old things, such as the blazer and some +andirons and a pair of candlesticks, for they were ancient enough to be +really artistic, but the furniture of the immediate past, her father and +mother's generation, should be sold at auction. Wilbur and she must, if +only for Selma's sake, become modern in material matters as well as in +their mental interests. + +Pauline proceeded to unfold this at the dinner-table that evening. She +had heard in the meanwhile from her brother, the story of Selma's +divorce and the explanation of his sudden marriage; and in consequence, +she felt the more solicitous that her sister-in-law's new venture should +begin propitiously. It was agreed that Wilbur should make inquiries at +once about houses further uptown, and that his present lease from year +to year should not be renewed. She said to Selma: + +"You have saved us from becoming an old-fashioned bachelor and maid. Our +friends began to leave this neighborhood five years ago, and there is no +one left. We are surrounded by boarding-houses and shops. We were +comfortable, and we were too busy to care. But it would never do for a +young married couple to begin house-keeping here. You must have a brand +new house uptown, Selma. You must insist on that. Don't be alarmed, +Wilbur. I know it will have to be small, but I noticed the other day +several blocks of new houses going up on the side streets west of the +Park, which looked attractive and cheap." + +"I will look at them," said Wilbur. "Since you seem determined not to +live with us, and we are obliged to move, we will follow the procession. +But Selma and I could be happy anywhere." He turned from his sister to +her as he spoke with a proud, happy look. + +Selma said nothing to mar his confidence. She had no intention of living +either with Pauline or in their present house, and she felt that her +sister-in-law had shown good sense in recognizing that neither was +possible. She necessarily had vague ideas as to New York houses and +locations, but she had seen enough in her drive from the station to +understand that it was a wonderful and decorative place. Although her +experience of Benham had taught her that some old things--such as Mrs. +Hallett Taylor's gleanings from Europe--were desirable, she associated +new things with progress--especially American progress. Consequently the +Littleton household possessions had puzzled her, for though she thought +them ugly, she was resolved not to commit herself too hastily. But now +that Pauline had sounded a note of warning, the situation was clear. +They had suffered themselves to fall behind the times, and she was to be +her husband's good angel by helping him to catch up with them. And it +was evident that Pauline would be her ally. Selma for the first time +asked herself whether it might be that Wilbur was a little visionary. + +Meanwhile he was saying: "Pauline is right, Selma. I had already asked +myself if it would not be fairer to you to move uptown where we should +be in the van and in touch with what is going on. Pauline is gently +hinting to you that you must not humor me as she has done, and let me +eat bread and milk out of a bowl in this old curiosity shop, instead of +following in the wake of fashion. She has spoiled me and now she deserts +me at the critical moment of my life. Selma, you shall have the most +charming modern house in New York within my means. It must be love in a +cottage, but the cottage shall have the latest improvements--hot and +cold water, tiles, hygienic plumbing and dados." + +"Bravo!" said Pauline. "He says I have spoiled him, Selma. Perhaps I +have. It will be your turn now. You will fail to convert him as I have +failed, and the world will be the better for it. There are too few men +who think noble thoughts and practice them, who are true to themselves +and the light which is in them through thick and thin. But you see, he +admits himself that he needs to mix with the world a little more. +Otherwise he is perfect. You know that perhaps, already, Selma. But I +wish to tell it to you before him. Take care of him, dear, won't you?" + +"It was because I felt that his thoughts were nobler than most men's +that I wished to marry him," Selma replied, seraphically. "But I can see +that it is sensible to live where your friends live. I shall try not to +spoil him, Pauline." She was already conscious of a mission which +appealed to her. She had been content until now in the ardor of her love +to regard Wilbur as flawless--as in some respects superior to herself; +but it was a gratification to her to detect this failing, and to +perceive her opportunity for usefulness. Surely it was important for her +husband to be progressive and not merely a dreamer. + +Littleton looked from one to the other fondly. "Not many men are blessed +with the love of two such women," he said. "I put myself in your hands. +I bow my neck to the yoke." + +In New York in the early seventies the fashionable quarter lay between +Eighth and Fortieth Streets, bounded on either side by Fourth and Sixth +Avenues. Central Park was completed, but the region west of it was, from +the social stand-point, still a wilderness, and Fifth Avenue in the +neighborhood of Twenty-third Street was the centre of elegant social +life. Selma took her first view of this brilliant street on the +following day on her way to hunt for houses in the outlying district. +The roar and bustle of the city, which thrilled yet dazed her, seemed +here softened by the rows of tall, imposing residences in brown stone. +Along the sunny sidewalks passed with jaunty tread an ever-hurrying +procession of stylishly clad men and women; and along the roadbed sped +an array of private carriages conducted by coachmen in livery. It was a +brilliant day, and New Yorkers were making the most of it. + +Selma had never seen such a sight before. Benham faded into +insignificance in comparison. She was excited, and she gazed eagerly at +the spectacle. Yet her look, though absorbed, was stern. This sort of +thing was unlike anything American within her personal experience. This +avenue of grand houses and this procession of fine individuals and fine +vehicles made her think of that small section of Benham into which she +had never been invited, and the thought affected her disagreeably. + +"Who are the people who live in these houses?" she asked, presently. + +Littleton had already told her that it was the most fashionable street +in the city. + +"Oh, the rich and prosperous." + +"Those who gamble in stocks, I suppose." Selma wished to be assured that +this was so. + +"Some of them," said Littleton, with a laugh. "They belong to people who +have made money in various ways or have inherited it--our well-to-do +class, among them the first families in New York, and many of them our +best citizens." + +"Are they friends of yours?" + +Littleton laughed again. "A few--not many. Society here is divided into +sets, and they are not in my set. I prefer mine, and fortunately, for I +can't afford to belong to theirs." + +"Oh!" + +The frigidity and dryness of the exclamation Littleton ascribed to +Selma's intuitive enmity to the vanities of life. + +"You mustn't pass judgment on them too hastily," he said. "New York is a +wonderful place, and it's likely to shock you before you learn to +appreciate what is interesting and fine here. I will tell you a secret, +Selma. Every one likes to make money. Even clergymen feel it their duty +to accept a call from the congregation which offers the best salary, and +probing men of science do not hesitate to reap the harvest from a +wonderful invention. Yet it is the fashion with most of the people in +this country who possess little to prate about the wickedness of +money-getters and to think evil of the rich. That proceeds chiefly from +envy, and it is sheer cant. The people of the United States are engaged +in an eager struggle to advance themselves--to gain individual +distinction, comfort, success, and in New York to a greater extent than +in any other place can the capable man or woman sell his or her wares to +the best advantage--be they what they may, stocks, merchandise, law, +medicine, pictures. The world pays well for the things it wants--and the +world is pretty just in the long run. If it doesn't like my designs, +that will be because they're not worth buying. The great thing--the +difficult thing to guard against in the whirl of this great city, where +we are all striving to get ahead--is not to sell one's self for money, +not to sacrifice the thing worth doing for mere pecuniary advantage. +It's the great temptation to some to do so, for only money can buy fine +houses, and carriages and jewels--yes, and in a certain sense, social +preferment. The problem is presented in a different form to every man. +Some can grow rich honestly, and some have to remain poor in order to be +true to themselves. We may have to remain poor, Selma mia." He spoke +gayly, as though that prospect did not disturb him in the least. + +"And we shall be just as good as the people who own these houses." She +said it gravely, as if it were a declaration of principles, and at the +same moment her gaze was caught and disturbed by a pair of blithe, +fashionably dressed young women gliding by her with the quiet, +unconscious grace of good-breeding. She was inwardly aware, though she +would never acknowledge it by word or sign, that such people troubled +her. More even than Mrs. Taylor had troubled her. They were different +from her and they tantalized her. + +At the same moment her husband was saying in reply, "Just as good, but +not necessarily any better. No--other things being equal--not so good. +We mustn't deceive ourselves with that piece of cant. Some of them are +frivolous enough, and dishonest enough, heaven knows, but so there are +frivolous and dishonest people in every class. But there are many more +who endeavor to be good citizens--are good citizens, our best citizens. +The possession of money gives them the opportunity to become arbiters of +morals and taste, and to seek culture under the best advantages. After +all, an accumulation of money represents brains and energy in some one. +Look at this swell," he continued, indicating an attractive looking +young man who was passing. "His grandfather was one of the ablest men in +the city--an intelligent, self-respecting, shrewd, industrious, +public-spirited citizen who made a large fortune. The son has had +advantages which I have never had, and I happen to know that he is a +fine fellow and a very able one. If it came to comparisons, I should be +obliged to admit that he's a more ornamental member of society than +Jones, Brown, or Robinson, and certainly no less useful. Do I shock +you--you sweet, unswerving little democrat of the democrats?" + +It always pleased Selma to be called endearing names, and it suited her +in her present frame of mind to be dubbed a democrat, for it did not +suit her to be painfully realizing that she was unable, at one brilliant +swoop, to take her place as a leader in social influence. Somehow she +had expected to do this, despite her first difficulties at Benham, for +she had thought of New York as a place where, as the wife of Littleton, +the architect, she would at once be a figure of importance. She shook +her head and said, "It's hard to believe that these people are really in +earnest; that they are serious in purpose and spirit." Meanwhile she was +being haunted by the irritating reflection that her clothes and her +bearing were inferior to those of the women she was passing. Secretly +she was making a resolve to imitate them, though she believed that she +despised them. She put her hand through her husband's arm and added, +almost fiercely, as she pressed closer to him, "We needn't trouble our +heads about them, Wilbur. We can get along without being rich and +fashionable, you and I. In spite of what you say, I don't consider this +sort of thing American." + +"Get along? Darling, I was merely trying to be just to them; to let you +see that they are not so black as they're painted. We will forget them +forever. We have nothing in common with them. Get along? I feel that my +life will be a paradise living with you and trying to make some +impression on the life of this big, striving city. But as to its not +being American to live like these people--well you know they are +Americans and that New York is the Mecca of the hard-fisted sons of toil +from all over the country who have made money. But you're right, Selma. +Those who go in for show and extravagance are not the best +Americans--the Americans whom you and I believe in. Sometimes I get +discouraged when I stop to think, and now I shall have you to keep me +steadfast to our faith." + +"Yes, Wilbur. And how far from here are we to live?" + +"Oh, a mile or more. On some side street where the land is cheap and the +rent low. What do we care for that, Selma mia?" + + + +CHAPTER II. + + +Shortly before Selma Littleton took up her abode in New York, Miss +Florence, or, as she was familiarly known, Miss Flossy Price, was an +inhabitant of a New Jersey city. Her father was a second cousin of +Morton Price, whose family at that time was socially conspicuous in +fashionable New York society. Not aggressively conspicuous, as ultra +fashionable people are to-day, by dint of frequent newspaper +advertisement, but in consequence of elegant, conservative +respectability, fortified by and cushioned on a huge income. In the +early seventies to know the Morton Prices was a social passport, and by +no means every one socially ambitious knew them. Morton Price's +great-grandfather had been a peddler, his grandfather a tea merchant, +his father a tea merchant and bank organizer, and he himself did nothing +mercantile, but was a director in diverse institutions, representing +trusts or philantrophy, and was regarded by many, including himself, as +the embodiment of ornamental and admirable citizenship. He could talk by +the hour on the degeneracy of state and city politics and the evil deeds +of Congress, and was, generally speaking, a conservative, fastidious, +well-dressed, well-fed man, who had a winning way with women and a happy +faculty of looking wise and saying nothing rash in the presence of men. +Some of the younger generation were apt, with the lack of reverence +belonging to youth, to speak of him covertly as "a stuffed club," but no +echo of this epithet had ever reached the ear of his cousin, David +Price, in New Jersey. For him, as for most of the world within a radius +of two hundred miles, he was above criticism and a monument of social +power. + +David Price, Miss Flossy's father, was the president of a small and +unprogressive but eminently solid bank. Respectable routine was his +motto, and he lived up to it, and, as a consequence, no more sound +institution of the kind existed in his neighborhood. He and his +directors were slow to adopt innovations of any kind; they put stumbling +blocks in the path of business convenience whenever they could; in +short, David Price in his humble way was a righteous, narrow, hide-bound +retarder of progress and worshipper of established local custom. +Therefore it was a constant source of surprise and worry to him that he +should have a progressive daughter. There were four other children, +patterns of quiet, plodding conservatism, but--such is the irony of +fate--the youngest, prettiest, and his favorite, was an independent, +opinionated young woman, who seemed to turn a deaf ear to paternal and +maternal advice of safest New Jersey type. In her father's words, she +had no reverence for any thing or any body, which was approximately +true, for she did not hesitate to speak disrespectfully even of the head +of the house in New York. + +"Poppa," she said one day, "Cousin Morton doesn't care for any of us a +little bit. I know what you're going to say," she added; "that he sends +you two turkeys every Thanksgiving. The last were terribly tough. I'm +sure he thinks that we never see turkeys here in New Jersey, and that he +considers us poor relations and that we live in a hole. If one of us +should call on him, I know it would distress him awfully. He's right in +thinking that this is a hole. Nothing ever happens here, and when I +marry I intend to live in New York." + +This was when she was seventeen. Her father was greatly shocked, +especially as he suspected in his secret soul that the tirade was true +in substance. He had been the recipient of Thanksgiving turkeys for +nearly twenty years on the plea that they had been grown on the donor's +farm in Westchester county, and he had seen fit to invite his +fellow-directors annually to dine off one of them as a modest notice +that he was on friendly terms with his aristocratic New York cousin. But +in all these twenty years turkeys had been the only medium of +intercourse between them. David Price, on the few occasions when he had +visited New York, had not found it convenient to call. Once he had +walked by on the other side of Fifth avenue and looked at the house, but +shyness and the thought that he had no evening clothes in his valise had +restrained him from ringing the doorbell. + +"You do your cousin Morton great injustice--great injustice, Florence," +he answered. "He never forgets to send the turkeys, and as to the rest +of your speech, I have only to say that it is very disrespectful and +very foolish. The next time I go to New York I will take you to call on +your cousins." + +"And what would I say to them? No thank you, poppa." The young woman +shook her head decisively, and then she added, "I'm not going to call on +them, until I'm fit to. There!" + +The ambiguity of this remark gave Mr. Price the opportunity to say that, +in view of her immediate shortcomings, it was a wise conclusion, but he +knew what she really meant and was distressed. His feeling toward his +cousin, though mildly envious, did not extend to self-depreciation, nor +had it served to undermine his faith in the innate dignity and worth of +New Jersey family life. He could not only with a straight face, but with +a kindling eye inveigh against the perils of New York fashionable life, +and express gratification that no son or daughter of his had wandered so +far from the fold. It distressed him to think that Florence should be +casting sheep's eyes at the flesh-pots of Gotham, and so failing to +appreciate the blessings and safety of a quiet American home. + +Miss Flossy continued to entertain and to express opinions of her own, +and as a result became socially interesting. At eighteen, by her beauty, +her engaging frankness and lack of self-consciousness, she spread havoc +among the young men of her native city, several of whom offered her +marriage. But marriage was far from her thoughts. Life seemed too +interesting and she wished to see the world. She was erect and alert +looking, with a compact figure of medium height, large brown eyes and +rich red hair, and a laughing mouth; also an innocent demeanor, which +served to give her, by moonlight, the effect of an angel. She succeeded +in visiting Bar Harbor, where she promptly became a bright particular +star among the galaxy of young women who at that period were +establishing the reputation of the summer girl. She continued to be a +summer girl for four seasons without injury to her own peace of mind. At +the end of the fourth summer she appeared on close scrutiny to be a +little worn, and her innocent air seemed a trifle deliberate. She +returned to her home in New Jersey in not quite her usual spirits. In +fact she became pensive. She had seen the world, and lo! she found it +stuffed with sawdust. She was ready to settle down, but the only man +with whom she would have been willing to settle had never asked her. He +was the brother of one of the girls who had been forbidden by her mother +to stay out in canoes with young men after nine at night. The rumor had +reached Flossy that this same mother had referred to her in "the fish +pond" at Rodick's as "that dreadful girl." It would have pleased her +after that to have wrung an offer of marriage from the son and heir, who +knew her cousins, the Morton Prices, and to whom she would have been +willing to engage herself temporarily at all events. He was very +devoted; they stayed out in his canoe until past midnight; he wrote +verses to her and told her his innermost thoughts; but he stopped there. +He went away without committing himself, and she was left to chew the +cud of reflection. It was bitter, not because she was in love with him, +for she was not. In her heart she knew he bored her a little. But she +was piqued. Evidently he had been afraid to marry "that dreadful girl." +She was piqued and she was sad. She recognized that it was another case +of not being fit. When would she be fit? What was she to do in order to +become fit--fit like the girl who was not allowed to stay on the water +after nine o'clock? She had ceased to think of the young man, but the +image of his sister haunted her. How stylish she was, yet how simple and +quiet! "I wonder," thought Flossy to herself, "if I could ever become +like her." The reflection threw her into a brown study in which she +remained for weeks, and during which she refused the hand of a staid and +respectable townsman, who, in her father's words, was ready to take her +with all her follies. David Price was disappointed. He loved this +independent daughter, and he had hopes that her demure and reticent +deportment signified that the effervescence of youth had evaporated. But +it was only an effort on Flossy's part to imitate the young man's +sister. + +At this juncture and just when she was bored and dispirited by the +process, Gregory Williams appeared on the scene. Flossy met him at a +dancing party. He had a very tall collar, a very friendly, confident, +and (toward her) devoted manner, and good looks. It was whispered among +the girls that he was a banker from New York. He was obviously not over +thirty, which was young for a banker, but so he presently described +himself to Flossy with hints of impending prosperity. He spoke glibly +and picturesquely. He had a convincing eloquence of gesture--a wave of +the hand which suggested energy and compelled confidence. He had picked +her out at once to be introduced to, and sympathy between them was +speedily established. Her wearing, as a red-headed girl, a white horse +in the form of a pin, in order to prevent the attention of the men to +whom she talked from wandering, delighted him. He said to himself that +here was a girl after his own heart. He had admired her looks at the +outset, but he gazed at her now more critically. He danced every dance +with her, and they sat together at supper, apart from everybody else. +Flossy's resolutions were swept away. That is, she had become in an +instant indifferent to the fact that the New York girl she had yearned +to imitate would not have made herself so conspicuous. Her excuse was +that she could not help herself. It was a case of genuine, violent +attraction, which she made no effort to straggle against. + +The attraction was violent on both sides. Gregory Williams was not +seeking to be married. He had been, until within six months, a broker's +clerk, and had become a banker on the strength of ten thousand dollars +bequeathed to him by a grandmother. He and a clerk from another broker's +office, J. Willett VanHorne, had recently formed a partnership as +Williams & VanHorne, Bankers and Dealers in Stocks and Bonds. He was not +seeking to be married, but he intended to be married some day, and it +was no part of his scheme of life to deny himself anything he wished. +Support a wife? Of course he could; and support her in the same +grandiose fashion which he had adopted for himself since he had begun +business on his own account. He had chosen as a philosophy of life the +smart paradox, which he enjoyed uttering, that he spent what he needed +first and supplied the means later; and at the same time he let it be +understood that the system worked wonderfully. He possessed unlimited +confidence in himself, and though he was dimly aware that a very small +turn of the wheel of fortune in the wrong direction would ruin him +financially, he chose to close his eyes to the possibilities of disaster +and to assume a bold and important bearing before the world. He had +implicit faith in his own special line of ability, and he appreciated +the worth of his partner, VanHorne. He had joined forces with VanHorne +because he knew that he was the opposite of himself--that he was a +delving, thorough, shrewd, keen office man--and able too. How genuinely +able Williams did not yet know. He himself was to be the showy partner, +the originator of schemes and procurer of business, the brilliant man +before the world. So there was some method in his madness. And with it +all went a cheery, incisive, humorous point of view which was congenial +and diverting to Flossy. + +He went away, but he came back once--twice--thrice in quick succession. +On business, so he said casually to Mr. and Mrs. Price, but his language +to their daughter was a declaration of personal devotion. It remained +for her to say whether she would marry him or no. Of one thing she was +sure without need of reflection, that she loved him ardently. As a +consequence she surrendered at once, though, curiously enough, she was +conscious when she permitted him to kiss her with effusion that he was +not the sort of man she had intended to marry--that he was not fit in +her sense of the word. Yet she was determined to marry him, and from the +moment their troth was plighted she found herself his eager and faithful +ally, dreaming and scheming on their joint account. She would help him +to succeed; they would conquer the world together; she would never doubt +his ability to conquer it. And in time--yes, in time they would make +even the Morton Prices notice them. + +And so after some bewildered opposition on the part of Mr. Price, who +was alternately appalled and fascinated by the magniloquent language of +his would-be son-in-law, they were married. Flossy gave but a single +sign to her husband that she understood him and recognized what they +really represented. It was one evening a few months after they had set +up housekeeping while they were walking home from the theatre. They had +previously dined at Delmonico's, and the cost of the evening's +entertainment, including a bottle of champagne at dinner, their tickets +and a corsage bouquet of violets for Flossy, had been fifteen dollars. +Flossy wore a resplendent theatre hat and fashionable cape--one of the +several stylish costumes with which her husband had hastened to present +her, and Gregory was convoying her along the Avenue with the air of a +man not averse to have the world recognize that they were a well set up +and prosperous couple. Flossy had put her arm well inside his and was +doing her best to help him produce the effect which he desired, when she +suddenly said: + +"I wonder, Gregory, how long it will be before we're really anybody. +Now, of course, we're only make believe swell." + +Gregory gave an amused laugh. "What a clever little woman! That's just +what we are. We'll keep it a secret, though, and won't advertise it to +the world." + +"Mum's the word," she replied, giving his arm a squeeze. "I only wished +you to know that I was not being fooled; that I understood." + +Fate ordained that the Williamses and the Littletons should take houses +side by side in the same block. It was a new block, and at first they +were the sole occupants. Williams bought his house, giving a mortgage +back to the seller for all the man would accept, and obtaining a second +mortgage from a money lender in consideration of a higher rate of +interest, for practically the remaining value. He furnished his house +ornately from top to bottom in the latest fashion, incurring bills for a +portion of the effects, and arranging to pay on the instalment plan +where he could not obtain full credit. His reasoning was convincing to +himself and did not alarm Flossy, who was glad to feel that they were +the owners of the house and attractive furniture. It was that the land +was sure to improve in value before the mortgage became due, and as for +the carpets and curtains and other outlays, a few points in the stock +market would pay for them at any time. + +Wilbur Littleton did not possess the ready money to buy; consequently he +took a lease of his new house for three years, and paid promptly for the +furniture he bought, the selection of which was gradual. Gregory +Williams had a marvellous way of entering a shop and buying everything +which pleased his eye at one fell swoop, but Wilbur, who desired to +accomplish the best aesthetic effects possible consistent with his +limited means, trotted Selma from one shop to another before choosing. +This process of selecting slowly the things with which they were to pass +their lives was a pleasure to him, and, as he supposed, to Selma. She +did enjoy keenly at first beholding the enticing contents of the various +stores which they entered in the process of procuring wall-papers, +carpets, and the other essentials for house-keeping. It was a revelation +to her that such beautiful things existed, and her inclination was to +purchase the most showy and the most costly articles. In the adornment +of her former home Babcock had given her a free hand. That is, his +disposition had been to buy the finest things which the shopkeepers of +Benham called to his attention. She understood now that his taste and +the taste of Benham, and even her's, had been at fault, but she found +herself hampered now by a new and annoying limitation, the smallness of +their means. Almost every thing was very expensive, and she was obliged +to pass by the patterns and materials she desired to possess, and accept +articles of a more sober and less engaging character. Many of these, to +be sure, were declared by Wilbur to be artistically charming and more +suitable than many which she preferred, but it would have suited her +better to fix on the rich upholstery and solid furniture, which were +evidently the latest fashion in household decoration, rather than go +mousing from place to place, only at last to pick up in the back corner +of some store this or that object which was both reasonably pretty and +reasonably cheap. When it was all over Selma was pleased with the effect +of her establishment, but she had eaten of the tree of knowledge. She +had visited the New York shops. These, in her capacity of a God-fearing +American, she would have been ready to anathematize in a speech or in a +newspaper article, but the memory of them haunted her imagination and +left her domestic yearnings not wholly satisfied. + +Wilbur Littleton's scheme of domestic life was essentially spiritual, +and in the development of it he felt that he was consulting his wife's +tastes and theories no less than his own. He knew that she understood +that he was ambitious to make a name for himself as an architect; but to +make it only by virtue of work of a high order; that he was unwilling to +become a time-server or to lower his professional standards merely to +make temporary progress, which in the end would mar a success worth +having. He had no doubt that he had made this clear to her and that she +sympathized with him. As a married man it was his desire and intention +not to allow his interest in this ambition to interfere with the +enjoyment of the new great happiness which had come into his life. He +would be a professional recluse no longer. He would cast off his work +when he left his office, and devote his evenings to the aesthetic +delights of Selma's society. They would read aloud; he would tell her +his plans and ask her advice; they would go now and then to the theatre; +and, in justice to her, they would occasionally entertain their friends +and accept invitations from them. With this outlook in mind he had made +such an outlay as would render his home attractive and cosey--simple as +became a couple just beginning life, yet the abode of a gentleman and a +lover of inspiring and pretty things. + +As has been mentioned, Littleton was a Unitarian, and one effect of his +faith had been to make his point of view broad and straightforward. He +detested hypocrisy and cant, subterfuge and self-delusion. He was +content to let other people live according to their own lights without +too much distress on their account, but he was too honest and too +clear-headed to be able to deceive himself as to his own motives and his +own conduct. He had no intention to be morbid, but he saw clearly that +it was his privilege and his duty to be true to both his loves, his wife +and his profession, and that if he neglected either, he would be so far +false to his best needs and aspirations. Yet he felt that for the moment +it was incumbent on him to err on the side of devotion to his wife until +she should become accustomed to her new surroundings. + +The problem of the proper arrangement and subdivision of life in a large +city and in these seething, modern times is perplexing to all of us. +There are so many things we would like to do which we cannot; so many +things which we do against our wills. We are perpetually squinting at +happiness, but just as we get a delightful vision before our eyes we are +whisked off by duty or ambition or the force of social momentum to try a +different view. Consequently our perennial regret is apt to be that we +have seen our real interests and our real friends as in a panorama, for +a fleeting moment, and then no more until the next time. For Littleton +this was less true than for most. His life was deep and stable rather +than many-sided. To be sure his brain experienced, now and then, the +dazing effects of trying to confront all the problems of the universe +and adapt his architectural endeavors to his interpretation of them; and +he knew well the bewildering difficulties of the process of adjusting +professional theories to the sterile conditions which workaday practice +often presented. But this crowding of his mental canvas was all in the +line of his life purpose. The days were too short, and sometimes left +him perplexed and harassed by their rush; yet he was still pursuing the +tenor of his way. The interest of marriage was not, therefore, in his +case a fresh burden on a soul already laden with a variety of side +pursuits. He was neither socially nor philanthropically active; he was +not a club man, nor an athletic enthusiast; he was on no committees; he +voted on election days, but he did not take an active part in politics. +For Selma's sake all this must be changed; and he was glad to +acknowledge that he owed it to himself as well as to her to widen his +sympathies. + +As a first step in reform he began to leave his office daily at five +instead of six, and, on Saturdays, as soon after two as possible. For a +few months these brands of time snatched from the furnace of his +professional ardor were devoted to the shopping relative to +house-furnishing. When that was over, to walking with Selma; sometimes +as a sheer round of exercise in company, sometimes to visit a +print-shop, exhibition of pictures, book-store, or other attraction of +the hour. But the evening was for him the ideal portion of the day; +when, after dinner was done, they made themselves comfortable in the new +library, their living room, and it became his privilege to read aloud to +her or to compare ideas with her regarding books and pictures and what +was going on in the world. It had been a dream of Littleton's that some +day he would re-read consecutively the British poets, and as soon as the +furniture was all in place and the questions of choice of rugs and +chairs and pictures had been settled by purchase, he proposed it as a +definite occupation whenever they had nothing else in view. It delighted +him that Selma received this suggestion with enthusiasm. Accordingly, +they devoted their spare evenings to the undertaking, reading aloud in +turn. Littleton's enunciation was clear and intelligent, and as a happy +lover he was in a mood to fit poetic thoughts to his own experience, and +to utter them ardently. While he read, Selma knew that she was ever the +heroine of his imagination, which was agreeable, and she recognized +besides that his performance in itself was aesthetically attractive. Yet +in spite of the personal tribute, Selma preferred the evenings when she +herself was the elocutionist. She enjoyed the sound of her own voice, +and she enjoyed the emotions which her utterance of the rhythmic stanzas +set coursing through her brain. It was obvious to her that Wilbur was +captivated by her reading, and she delighted in giving herself up to the +spirit of the text with the reservations appropriate to an enlightened +but virtuous soul. For instance, in the case of Shelley, she gloried in +his soaring, but did not let herself forget that fire-worship was not +practical; in the case of Byron, though she yielded her senses to the +spell of his passionate imagery, she reflected approvingly that she was +a married woman. + +But Littleton appreciated also that his wife should have the society of +others beside himself. Pauline introduced her promptly to her own small +but intelligent feminine circle, and pending Pauline's removal to a +flat, the Saturday evening suppers were maintained at the old +establishment. Here Selma made the acquaintance of her husband's and his +sister's friends, both men and women, who dropped in often after the +play and without ceremony for a weekly interchange of thought and +comradeship. Selma looked forward to the first of these occasions with +an eager curiosity. She expected a renewal of the Benham Institute, only +in a more impressive form, as befitted a great literary centre; that +papers would be read, original compositions recited, and many +interesting people of both sexes perform according to their specialties. +She confidently hoped to have the opportunity to declaim, "Oh, why +should the spirit of mortal be proud?" "Curfew must not ring to-night," +or some other of her literary pieces. + +Therefore, it was almost a shock to her that the affair was so informal, +and that the company seemed chiefly occupied in behaving gayly--in +making sallies at each other's expense, which were greeted with +merriment. They seemed to her like a lot of children let loose from +school. There were no exercises, and no allusion was made to the +attainments of the various guests beyond an occasional word of +introduction by Pauline or Wilbur; and this word was apt to be of +serio-comic import. Selma realized that among the fifteen people present +there were representatives of various interesting crafts--writers, +artists, a magazine editor, two critics of the stage, a prominent +musician, and a college professor--but none of them seemed to her to act +a part or to have their accomplishments in evidence, as she would have +liked. Every one was very cordial to her, and appeared desirous to +recognize her as a permanent member of their circle, but she could not +help feeling disappointed at the absence of ceremony and formal events. +There was no president or secretary, and presently the party went into +the dining-room and sat around a table, at either end of which Pauline +and Wilbur presided over a blazer. Interest centred on the preparation +of a rabbit and creamed oysters, and pleasant badinage flew from tongue +to tongue. Selma found herself between the magazine editor and a large, +powerfully built man with a broad, rotund, strong face, who was +introduced to her as Dr. Page, and who was called George by every one +else. He had arrived late, just as they were going in to supper, and his +appearance had been greeted with a murmur of satisfaction. He had placed +himself between Pauline and her, and he showed himself, to Selma's +thinking, one of the least dignified of the company. + +"My dear Mrs. Littleton," he said, with a counterfeit of great gravity, +"you are now witnessing an impressive example of the politeness of true +friendship. There are cynics who assert that the American people are +lacking in courtesy, and cast in our teeth the superiority of Japanese +manners. I wish they were here to-night. There is not a single +individual present, male or female, married or single, who does not +secretly cherish the amiable belief that he or she can cook things on a +blazer better than any one else. And yet we abstain from criticism; we +offer no suggestions; we accept, without a murmur, the proportions of +cheese and beer and butter inflicted upon us by our hostess and her +brother, and are silent. We shall even become complimentary later. Can +the Japanese vie with this?" + +The contrast between his eager, grave gaze, and the levity of his words, +puzzled Selma. He looked interesting, but his speech seemed to her +trivial and unworthy of the occasion. Still she appreciated that she +must not be a spoil-sport, and that it was incumbent on her to resign +herself to the situation, so she smiled gayly, and said: "I am the only +one then not suffering from self-restraint. I never made a Welsh rabbit, +nor cooked on a blazer." Then, in her desire for more serious +conversation, she added: "Do you really think that we, as a people, are +less polite than the Japanese?" + +The doctor regarded her with solemn interest for an instant, as though +he were pondering the question. As a matter of fact, he was thinking +that she was remarkably pretty. Then he put his finger on his lips, and +in a hoarse whisper, said, "Sh! Be careful. If the editorial ear should +catch your proposition the editorial man would appropriate it. There!" +he added, as her left-hand neighbor bent toward them in response to the +summons, "he has heard, and your opportunity to sell an idea to the +magazine is lost. It is all very fine for him to protest that he has +heard nothing. That is a trick of his trade. Let us see now if he will +agree to buy. If he refuses, it will be a clear case that he has heard +and purloined it. Come, Dennison, here's a chance for a ten +thousand-word symposium debate, 'Are we, as a nation, less polite than +the Japanese?' We offer it for a hundred and fifty cash, and cheap at +the price." + +Mr. Dennison, who was a keen-eyed, quiet man, with a brown, closely-cut +beard, had paused in his occupation of buttering hot toast for the +impending rabbit, and was smiling quizzically. "If you have literary +secrets to dispose of, Mrs. Littleton, let me warn you against making a +confidant of Dr. Page. Had you spoken to me first, there is no knowing +what I might have--" + +"What did I tell you?" broke in the doctor. "A one hundred and +fifty-dollar idea ruthlessly appropriated. These editors, these +editors!" + +It was tantalizing to Selma to be skirting the edge of themes she would +have enjoyed to hear treated seriously. She hoped that Mr. Dennison +would inquire if she really wrote, and at least he would tell her +something about his magazine and literary life in New York. But he took +up again his task of buttering toast, and sought to interest her in +that. Presently she was unable to resist the temptation of remarking +that the editorship of a magazine must be one of the most interesting of +all occupations; but he looked at her with his quizzical smile, and +answered: + +"Between you and me, Mrs. Littleton, I will confide to you that a +considerable portion of the time it is a confounded bore. To tell the +truth, I much prefer to sit next to you and butter toast." + +This was depressing and puzzling to Selma; but after the consumption of +the rabbit and the oysters there was some improvement in the general +tone of the conversation. Yet, not so far as she was concerned. Mr. +Dennison neglected to confide to her the secrets of his prison house, +and Dr. Page ruthlessly refused to discuss medicine, philosophy, or the +Japanese. But here and there allusion was made by one or another of the +company to something which had been done in the world of letters, or +art, or music, which possessed merit or deserved discouragement. What +was said was uttered simply, often trenchantly and lightly, but never as +a dogma, or with the solemnity which Mrs. Earle had been wont to impart +to her opinions. Just as the party was about to break up, Dr. Page +approached Selma and offered her his hand. "It is a great pleasure to me +to have met you," he said, looking into her face with his honest eyes. +"A good wife was just what Wilbur needed to insure him happiness and a +fine career. His friends have great confidence in his ability, and we +intrust him to you in the belief that the world will hear from him--and +I, for one, shall be very grateful to you." + +He spoke now with evident feeling, and his manner suggested the desire +to be her friend. Selma admired his large physique and felt the +attraction of his searching gaze. + +"Perhaps he did need a wife," she answered with an attempt at the +sprightliness which he had laid aside. "I shall try not to let him be +too indifferent to practical considerations." + + + +CHAPTER III. + + +"Who is Dr. Page?" asked Selma of her husband when they left the house. + +"One of our best friends, and one of the leading physicians in the city. +The energy of that man is tireless. He is absorbed in his profession. +The only respite he allows himself are these Saturday evenings, and his +devotion to his little son who has hip disease. He told me to-night that +he had finished his day's work only just before he came in. What did you +think of him? He likes to tease." + +"Then he is married?" + +"He is a widower." + +"He seems interested in you. He was good enough to say that he thought +you needed a wife." + +"Then he must have admired you, Selma. Poor fellow! I wish he might have +that happiness himself. I'll tell you a secret: He has desired to marry +Pauline for years. They are devoted friends--but until now that is all. +His wife was an actress--a handsome creature. Two years after they were +married she ran away with another man and left him. Left him with one +little boy, a cripple, on whom he lavishes all the love of his big +nature." + +"How dreadful!" + +"Yes, it is a sad story. That was ten years ago. He was very young and +the woman was very beautiful. It has been the making of him, though, in +one way. He had the pride and confidence of ability, but he lacked +sympathy. His experience and the appealing presence of his son have +developed his nature and given him tenderness. He has not been +imbittered; he has simply become gentle. And how he works! He is already +famous in his profession." + +"Does Pauline care for him?" + +"I don't know her feelings. I am sure she is fond of him, and admires +him. I fancy, though, that she hesitates to renounce her own ambitions. +As you are aware, she is greatly interested in her classes, and in +matters pertaining to the higher education of women. George Page knew +her at the time of his marriage. I do not mean that he paid her serious +attention then, but he had the opportunity to ask her instead of the +other. Now, when she has become absorbed in her life-work, she would +naturally decline to give it up unless she felt sure that she could not +be happy without him." + +"I would not marry him if I were she," said Selma. "He has given his +best to the other woman. He is the one at fault, not Pauline. Why should +she sacrifice her own career in order to console him?" + +"She might love him sufficiently to be willing to do so, Selma. Love +makes women blind to faults. But poor George was scarcely at fault. It +was a misfortune." + +"He made his choice and was deceived. It would be weak of her to give up +her own life merely because he is lonely. We modern women have too much +self-respect for that. Love is love, and it is not to be trifled with." + +"Yes, love is love," murmured Littleton, "and I am happy in mine." + +"That is because neither of us has loved before, you foolish boy. But as +to this evening, it wasn't at all what I expected. Are your friends +always like that?" + +Littleton laughed. "Did they seem to you frivolous and undignified, +then?" + +"Almost. They certainly said nothing serious." + +"It is their holiday--their evening out. They have to be serious during +the rest of the week--busy with problems and cares, for they are a set +of hard workers. The stress of life is so rigorous and constant here in +New York that we have learned not to take our pleasure sadly. When you +become accustomed to their way you will realize that they are no less +serious at heart because they frolic now and then." + +Selma was silent a moment; then she said, "That reminds me; have you +found out about our next-door neighbors yet?" + +"He is a banker named Williams, I believe." + +"I saw his wife pass the window this morning. She was beautifully +dressed. They must be rich." + +"I dare say." + +"But they live in the same style of house as ours." + +"Bankers have mysterious ways of making money. We cannot compete with +those." + +"I suppose not. I was thinking that she had the same manner as some of +your friends this evening, only more pronounced. She stopped to speak to +some one just in front of the house, so I could observe her. I should +think she was frivolous, but fascinating. That must be the New York +manner, and, consequently, she may be very much in earnest." + +"It isn't given to every woman to be attractive all the time just +because she looks in earnest, as it is to you, dearest. But you musn't +be too severe on the others." + +"On the contrary, I think I shall like Mrs. Williams. She may teach us +to be practical. You know that is what your friends would like to have +me help you to be, Wilbur." + +"Then they did talk a word or two of sense?" + +"They said that. Do you think it is true that you are visionary?" + +"It is your duty to tell me so, Selma, when you think it, just as I have +told you that we can afford to laugh now and then. Come, begin." + +"I haven't been your wife long enough yet. I shall know better by the +end of another six months." + +A fortnight elapsed before Selma made the acquaintance of Mrs. Gregory +Williams. It was not a chance meeting. Flossy rang the bell deliberately +one afternoon and was ushered in, thereby bridging over summarily the +yawning chasm which may continue to exist for an indefinite period +between families in the same block who are waiting to be introduced. + +"I said to my husband last night, Mrs. Littleton, that it was ridiculous +for us to be living side by side without knowing one another, and that I +was going to call. We moved in three weeks before you, so I'm the one +who ought to break the ice. Otherwise we might have stared at each other +blankly for three months, looked at each other sheepishly out of the +corner of our eyes for another three, half bowed for six months, and +finally, perhaps, reached the stage where we are now. Neighbors should +be neighborly, don't you think so?" + +"Indeed I do. Of course I knew you by sight; and I felt I should like to +make your acquaintance." Selma spoke with enthusiasm. Here was some one +whose social deftness was no less marked than Mrs. Hallett Taylor's, +and, to her mind, more brilliant, yet whom she felt at once to be +congenial. Though she perceived that her neighbor's clothes made her own +apparel seem dull, and was accordingly disposed to be on her guard, she +realized instinctively that she was attracted by the visitor. + +"That is very nice of you," said Flossy. "I told my +husband--Gregory--the other day that I was sure you were something +literary--I mean Mr. Littleton, of course--and when he found out that he +was I said we must certainly cultivate you as an antidote to the banking +business. Gregory's a banker. It must be delightful to plan houses. This +room is so pretty and tasteful." + +"It isn't wholly furnished yet. We are buying things by degrees, as we +find pieces which we like." + +"We bought all our things in two days at one fell swoop," said Flossy +with a gay laugh. "Gregory gave the dealers carte blanche. That's his +way," she added with a touch of pride. "I dare say the house would have +been prettier if we could have taken more time. However, it is all paid +for now. Some of it was bought on the instalment plan, but Gregory +bought or sold something in stocks the next week which covered the +furniture and paid for a present for me of this besides," she said, +indicating her seal-skin cape. "Wasn't he a dear?" + +Selma did not know precisely what the instalment plan was, but she +understood that Mr. Williams had been distinctly clever in his wife's +estimation. She perceived that Mrs. Williams had the same light, half +jocular manner displayed by Wilbur's friends, and that she spoke with +bubbling, jaunty assurance, which was suggestive of frivolity. Still +Wilbur had intimated that this might be the New York manner, and clearly +her neighbor had come in a friendly spirit and was duly appreciative of +the distinction of being literary. Besides, her ready disposition to +talk about herself and her affairs seemed to Selma the sign of a +willingness to be truly friendly. The seal-skin cape she wore was very +handsome, and she was more conspicuously attired from head to foot than +any woman with whom Selma had ever conversed. She was pretty, too--a +type of beauty less spiritual than her own--with piquant, eager +features, laughing, restless gray eyes, and light hair which escaped +from her coquettish bonnet in airy ringlets. If they had met three years +earlier Selma would certainly have regarded her as an incarnation of +volatility and servility to foreign fashions. Now, though she classed +her promptly as a frivolous person, she regarded her with a keen +curiosity not unmixed with self-distress, and the reflection came to her +that a little of the New York manner might perhaps be desirable when in +New York. + +"Yes, it's beautiful," she replied, referring to the cape. + +"Gregory is always making me presents like that. He gave me this +bracelet yesterday. He saw it in the shop-window and went in and bought +it. Speaking of husbands, you won't mind my saying that I think Mr. +Littleton is very distinguished looking? I often see him pass the window +in the morning." + +"Of course _I_ think so," said Selma. "I suppose it would seem flat if I +were to say that I admired Mr. Williams's appearance also." + +"The truth is no harm. Wouldn't it be nice if we should happen to become +friends? We are the pioneers in this block, but I hear three other +houses have been sold. I suppose you own your house?" + +"I believe not. We have a lease of it." + +"That's a pity, because Gregory bought ours on a mortgage, thinking the +land is sure to become more valuable. He hopes to be able to sell some +day for a great deal more than he paid for it. May I ask where you lived +before you were married?" + +Selma told her briefly. + +"Then you are almost Western. I felt sure you weren't a New Yorker, and +I didn't think you were from Boston. You have the Boston earnest +expression, but somehow you're different. You don't mind my analyzing +you, do you? That's a Boston habit by the way. But I'm not from Boston. +I've lived all my life in New Jersey. So we are both strangers in New +York. That is, I'm the same as a stranger, though my father is a cousin +of the Morton Prices. We sent them wedding cards and they called one day +when I was out. I shall return the call and find them out, and that will +be the last move on either side until Gregory does something remarkable. +I'm rather glad I wasn't at home, because it would have been awkward. +They wouldn't have known what to say to me, and they might have felt +that they ought to ask me to dinner, and I don't care to have them ask +me until they're obliged to. Do I shock you running on so about my own +affairs?" Flossy asked, noticing Selma draw herself up sternly. + +"Oh no, I like that. I was only thinking that it was very strange of +your cousins. You are as good as they, aren't you?" + +"Mercy, no. We both know it, and that's what makes the situation so +awkward. As Christians, they had to call on me, but I really think they +are justified in stopping there. Socially I'm nobody." + +"In this country we are all free and equal." + +"You're a dear--a delicious dear," retorted Flossy, with a caressing +laugh. "There's something of the sort in the Declaration of +Independence, but, as Gregory says, that was put in as a bluff to +console salesladies. Was everybody equal in Benham, Mrs. Littleton?" + +"Practically so," said Selma, with an air of haughtiness, which was +evoked by her recollection of the group of houses on Benham's River +Drive into which she had never been invited. "There were some people who +were richer than others, but that didn't make them better than any one +else." + +"Well, in New York it's different. Of course, every body has the same +right to vote or to be elected President of the United States, but +equality ends there. People here are either in society or out of it, and +society itself is divided into sets. There's the conservative +aristocratic set, the smart rapid set, the set which hasn't much money, +but has Knickerbocker or other highly respectable ancestors, the new +millionaire set, the literary set, the intellectual philanthropic set, +and so on, according to one's means or tastes. Each has its little +circle which shades away into the others, and every now and then there +is a big entertainment to which they all go." + +"I see," said Selma, coldly. + +"Now, to make it plain, I will confide to you in strictest confidence +that Gregory and I aren't yet really in any set. We are trying to get a +footing and are holding on by our teeth to the fringe of the social +merry-go-round. I wouldn't admit it to any one but you; but as you are a +stranger like myself and in the same block, I am glad to initiate you +into the customs of this part of the country," Flossy gave a merry toss +to her head which set her ringlets bobbing, and rose to go. + +"And in what set are your cousins?" asked Selma. + +"If you wish to hear about them, I shall have to sit down again. The +Morton-Prices belong to the ultra-conservative, solid, stupid, +aristocratic set--the most dignified and august of all. They are almost +as sacred as Hindoo gods, and some people would walk over red-hot coals +to gain admission to their house. And really, it's quite just in one way +that incense should be burnt before them. You mustn't look so disgusted, +because there's some sense in it all. As Gregory says, it's best to look +things squarely in the face. Most of the people in these different sets +are somebodies because either their grandfathers or they have done +something well--better than other people, and made money as a +consequence. And when a family has made money or won distinction by its +brains and then has brushed its teeth twice a day religiously for two +generations, the members of it, even though dull, are entitled to +respect, don't you think so?" + +Selma, who brushed her teeth but once a day, looked a little sharp at +Flossy. + +"It makes money of too much importance and it establishes class +distinctions. I don't approve of such a condition of affairs at all." + +Flossy shrugged her shoulders. "I have never thought whether I approve +of it or not. I am only telling you what exists. I don't deny that money +counts for a great deal, for, as Gregory says, money is the measure of +success. But money isn't everything. Brains count and refinement, and +nice honorable ways of looking at things. Of course, I'm only telling +you what my ambition is. People have different kinds of bees in their +bonnets. Some men have the presidential bee; I have the social bee. I +should like to be recognized as a prominent member of the charmed circle +on my own merits and show my cousins that I am really worthy of their +attention. There are a few who are able to be superior to that sort of +thing, who go on living their own lives attractively and finely, without +thinking of society, and who suddenly wake up some day to find +themselves socially famous--to find that they have been taken up. That's +the best way, but one requires to be the right sort of person and to +have a lot of moral courage. I can imagine it happening to you and your +husband. But it would never happen to Gregory and me. We shall have to +make money and cut a dash in order to attract attention, and by-and-by, +if we are persistent and clever enough, we may be recognized as +somebodies, provided there is something original or interesting about +us. There! I have told you my secret and shocked you into the bargain. I +really must be going. But I'll tell you another secret first: It'll be a +pleasure to me to see you, if I may, because you look at things +differently and haven't a social bee. I wish I were like that--really +like it. But then, as Gregory would say, I shouldn't be myself, and not +to be one's self is worse than anything else after all, isn't it? You +and your husband must come and dine with us soon." + +After Mrs. Williams had gone, Selma fell into a brown study. She had +listened to sentiments of which she thoroughly disapproved, and which +were at variance with all her theories and conceptions. What her +friendly, frivolous visitor had told her with engaging frankness +offended her conscience and patriotism. She did not choose to admit the +existence of these class-distinctions, and she knew that even if they +did exist, they could not possibly concern Wilbur and herself. Even Mrs. +Williams had appreciated that Wilbur and her literary superiority put +them above and beyond the application of any snobbish, artificial, +social measuring-tape. And yet Selma's brow was clouded. Her thought +reverted to the row of stately houses on either side of Fifth Avenue, +into none of which she had the right of free access, in spite of the +fact that she was leading her life attractively and finely, without +regard to society. She thought instinctively of Sodom and Gomorrah, and +she saw righteously with her mind's eye for a moment an angel with a +flaming sword consigning to destruction these offending mansions and +their owners as symbols of mammon and contraband to God. + +That evening she told Wilbur of Mrs. Williams's visit. "She's a bright, +amusing person, and quite pretty. We took a fancy to each other. But +what do you suppose she said? She intimated that we haven't any social +position." + +"Very kind of her, I'm sure. She must be a woman of +discrimination--likewise something of a character." + +"She's smart. So you think it's true?" + +"What? About our social position? Ours is as good as theirs, I fancy." + +"Oh yes, Wilbur. She acknowledges that herself. She admires us both and +she thinks it fine that we don't care for that sort of thing. What she +said was chiefly in connection with herself, but she intimated that +neither they, nor we, are the--er--equals of the people who live on +Fifth Avenue and thereabouts. She's a cousin of the Morton Prices, +whoever they may be, and she declared perfectly frankly that they were +better than she. Wasn't it funny?" + +"You seem to have made considerable progress for one visit." + +"I like that, you know, Wilbur. I prefer people who are willing to tell +me their real feelings at once." + +"Morton Price is one of the big bugs. His great grandfather was among +the wise, shrewd pioneers in the commercial progress of the city. The +present generation are eminently respectable, very dignified, mildly +philanthropic, somewhat self-indulgent, reasonably harmless, decidedly +ornamental and rather dull." + +"But Mrs. Williams says that she will never be happy until her relations +and the people of that set are obliged to take notice of her, and that +she and her husband are going to cut a dash to attract attention. It's +her secret." + +"The cat which she let out of the bag is a familiar one. She must be +amusing, provided she is not vulgar." + +"I don't think she's vulgar, Wilbur. She wears gorgeous clothes, but +they're extremely pretty. She said that she called on me because she +thought that we were literary, and that she desired an antidote to the +banker's business, which shows she isn't altogether worldly. She wishes +us to dine with them soon." + +"That's neighborly." + +"Why was it, Wilbur, that you didn't buy our house instead of hiring +it?" + +"Because I hadn't money enough to pay for it." + +"The Williamses bought theirs. But I don't believe they paid for it +altogether. She says her husband thinks the land will increase in value, +and they hope some day to make money by the rise. I imagine Mr. Williams +must be shrewd." + +"He's a business man. Probably he bought, and gave a mortgage back. I +might have done that, but we weren't sure we should like the location, +and it isn't certain yet that fashion will move in just this direction. +I have very little, and I preferred not to tie up everything in a house +we might not wish to keep." + +"I see. She appreciates that people may take us up any time. She thinks +you are distinguished looking." + +"If she isn't careful, I shall make you jealous, Selma. Was there +anything you didn't discuss?" + +"I regard you as the peer of any Morton Price alive. Why aren't you?" + +"Far be it from me to discourage such a wifely conclusion. Provided you +think so, I don't care for any one else's opinion." + +"But you agree with her. That is, you consider because people of that +sort don't invite us to their houses, they are better than we." + +"Nothing of the kind. But there's no use denying the existence of social +classes in this city, and that, though I flatter myself you and I are +trying to make the most of our lives in accordance with the talents and +means at our disposal, we are not and are not likely to become, for the +present at any rate, socially prominent. That's what you have in mind, I +think. I don't know those people; they don't know me. Consequently they +do not ask me to their beautiful and costly entertainments. Some day, +perhaps, if I am very successful as an architect, we may come more in +contact with them, and they will have a chance to discover what a +charming wife I have. But from the point of view of society, your +neighbor Mrs. Williams is right. She evidently has a clear head on her +shoulders and knows what she desires. You and I believe that we can get +more happiness out of life by pursuing the even tenor of our way in the +position in which we happen to find ourselves." + +"I don't understand it," said Selma, shaking her head and looking into +space with her spiritual expression. "It troubles me. It isn't American. +I didn't think such distinctions existed in this country. Is it all a +question of money, then? Do intelligence and--er--purpose count for +nothing?" + +"My dear girl, it simply means that the people who are on top--the +people who, by force of success, or ability, or money, are most +prominent in the community, associate together, and the world gives a +certain prominence to their doings. Here, where fortunes have been made +so rapidly, and we have no formal aristocracy, money undoubtedly plays a +conspicuous part in giving access to what is known as society. But it is +only an entering wedge. Money supplies the means to cultivate manners +and the right way of looking at things, and good society represents the +best manners and, on the whole, the best way of looking at things." + +"Yes. But you say that we don't belong to it." + +"We do in the broad, but not in the narrow sense. We have neither the +means nor the time to take part in fashionable society. Surely, Selma, +you have no such ambition?" + +"I? You know I disapprove of everything of the sort. It is like Europe. +There's nothing American in it." + +"I don't know about that. The people concerned in it are Americans. If a +man has made money there is no reason why he shouldn't build a handsome +house, maintain a fine establishment, give his children the best +educational advantages, and choose his own friends. So the next +generation becomes more civilized. It isn't the best Americanism to +waste one's time in pursuing frivolities and excessive luxury, as some +of these people do; but there's nothing un-American in making the most +of one's opportunities. As I've said to you before, Selma, it's the way +in which one rises that's the important thing in the individual +equation, and every man must choose for himself what that shall be. My +ambition is to excel in my profession, and to mould my life to that end +without neglecting my duties as a citizen or a husband. If, in the end, +I win fame and fortune, so much the better. But there's no use in +worrying because other people are more fashionable than we." + +"Of course. You speak as if you thought I was envious of them, Wilbur. +What I don't understand is why such people should be allowed to exist in +this country." + +"We're a free people, Selma. I'm a good democrat, but you must agree +that the day-laborer in his muddy garb would not find himself at ease in +a Fifth Avenue drawing-room. On that account shall we abolish the +drawing-room?" + +"We are not day-laborers." + +"Not precisely; but we have our spurs to win. And, unlike some people in +our respectable, but humble station, we have each other's love to give +us courage to fight the battle of life bravely. I had a fresh order +to-day--and I have bought tickets for to-night at the theatre." + + + +CHAPTER IV. + + +Almost the first persons at the theatre on whom Selma's eyes rested were +the Gregory Williamses. They were in a box with two other people, and +both Flossy and her husband were talking with the festive air peculiar +to those who are willing to be noticed and conscious that their wish is +being gratified. Flossy wore a gay bonnet and a stylish frock, +supplemented by a huge bunch of violets, and her husband's evening dress +betrayed a slight exaggeration of the prevailing fashion in respect to +his standing collar and necktie. Selma had never had a thorough look at +him before, and she reflected that he was decidedly impressive and +handsome. His face was full and pleasant, his mustache large and +gracefully curved, and his figure manly. His most distinguishing +characteristic was a dignity of bearing uncommon in so young a man, +suggesting that he carried, if not the destiny of republics on his +shoulders, at least, important financial secrets in his brain. The man +and woman with them were almost elderly and gave the effect of being +strangers to the city. They were Mr. and Mrs. Silas S. Parsons. Mr. +Parsons was a prosperous Western business man, who now and then visited +New York, and who had recently become a customer of Williams's. He had +dealt in the office where Williams was a clerk, and, having taken a +fancy to him, was disposed to help the new firm. Gregory had invited +them to dinner and to the theatre, by way of being attentive, and had +taken a box instead of stalls, in order to make his civility as +magnificent as the occasion would permit. A box, besides being a +delicate testimonial to his guest, would cause the audience to notice +him and his wife and to ask who they were. + +In the gradual development of the social appetite in this country a +certain class has been evolved whose drawing-room is the floor of the +leading theatres. Society consists for them chiefly in being present +often at theatrical performances in sumptuous dress, not merely to +witness the play, but to be participants in a social function which +enhances their self-esteem. To be looked at and to look on these +occasions takes the place with them of balls and dinner parties. They +are not theatregoers in the proper sense, but social aspirants, and the +boxes and stalls are for them an arena in which for a price they can +show themselves in their finery and attractions, for lack of other +opportunities. + +Our theatres are now in the full blaze of this harmless appropriation +for quasi-ballroom uses. At the time when Selma was a New York bride the +movement was in its infancy. The people who went to the theatre for +spectacular purposes no less than to see the actors on the stage were +comparatively few in number. Still the device was practised, and from +the very fact that it was not freely employed, was apt to dazzle the +eyes of the uninitiated public more unreservedly than to-day. The sight +of Mrs. Williams in a box, in the glory of her becoming frock and her +violets, caused even so stern a patriot and admirer of simplicity as +Selma to seize her husband's arm and whisper: + +"Look." What is more she caught herself a moment later blushing with +satisfaction on account of the friendly bow which was bestowed on her. + +Wilbur Littleton's ambitions were so definite and congenial that the +sight of his neighbors' splendor neither offended nor irritated him. He +did not feel obliged to pass judgment on them while deriving amusement +from their display, nor did he experience any qualms of regret that he +was not able to imitate them. He regarded Flossy and her husband with +the tolerant gaze of one content to allow other people to work out their +salvation, without officious criticism, provided he were allowed the +same privilege, and ready to enjoy any features of the situation which +appealed to his sense of humor or to his human sympathy. Flossy's frank, +open nod and ingenuous face won his favor at once, especially as he +appreciated that she and Selma had found each other attractive, and +though he tabooed luxury and fashionable paraphernalia where he was +immediately concerned, it occurred to him that this evidently +wide-awake, vivacious-looking couple might, as friends, introduce just +the right element of variety into their lives. He had no wish to be a +banker himself, nor to hire boxes at the theatre, but he was disposed to +meet half-way these entertaining and gorgeous neighbors. + +Selma, in spite of her wish to watch the play, found her glance +returning again and again to the occupants of the box, though she +endeavored to dispose of the matter by remarking presently that she +could not understand why people should care to make themselves so +conspicuous, particularly as the seats in the boxes were less desirable +for seeing the stage than their own. + +"We wouldn't care for it, but probably it's just what they like," said +Wilbur. "Some society reporter may notice them; in which case we shall +see in the Sunday newspaper that Mr. Gregory Williams and party occupied +a private box at the Empire Theatre last Tuesday evening, which will be +another straw toward helping them to carry out their project of +attracting attention. I like the face of your new friend, my dear. I +mean to say that she looks unaffected and honest, and as if she had a +sense of humor. With those three virtues a woman can afford to have some +faults. I suppose she has hers." + +Littleton felt that Selma was disposed to fancy her neighbor, but was +restrained by conscientious scruples due to her dislike for society +concerns. He had fallen in love with and married his wife because he +believed her to be free from and superior to the petty weaknesses of the +feminine social creed; but though extremely proud of her uncompromising +standards, he had begun to fear lest she might indulge her point of view +so far as to be unjust. Her scornful references from time to time to +those who had made money and occupied fine houses had wounded his own +sense of justice. He had endeavored to explain that virtue was not the +exclusive prerogative of the noble-minded poor, and now he welcomed an +opportunity of letting her realize from personal experience that society +was not so bad as it was painted. + +Selma returned Mrs. Williams's call during the week, but did not find +her at home. A few days later arrived a note stamped with a purple and +gold monogram inviting them to dinner. When the evening arrived they +found only a party of four. A third couple had given out at the last +minute, so they were alone with their hosts. The Williams house in its +decoration and upholstery was very different from their own. The +drawing-room was bright with color. The furniture was covered with light +blue plush; there were blue and yellow curtains, gay cushions, and a +profusion of gilt ornamentation. A bear-skin, a show picture on an +easel, and a variety of florid bric-a-brac completed the brilliant +aspect of the apartment. Selma reflected at once that that this was the +sort of drawing-room which would have pleased her had she been given her +head and a full purse. It suggested her home at Benham refurnished by +the light of her later experience undimmed by the shadow of economy. On +the way down to dinner she noticed in the corner of the hall a suit of +old armor, and she was able to perceive that the little room on one side +of the front door, which they learned subsequently was Mr. Williams's +den, contained Japanese curiosities. The dinner-table shone with glass +and silver ware, and was lighted by four candles screened by small pink +shades. By the side of Flossy's plate and her own was a small bunch of +violets, and there was a rosebud for each of the men. The dinner, which +was elaborate, was served by two trig maids. There were champagne and +frozen pudding. Selma felt almost as if she were in fairy-land. She had +never experienced anything just like this before; but her exacting +conscience was kept at bay by the reflection that this must be a further +manifestation of the New York manner, and her self-respect was +propitiated by the cordiality of her entertainers. The conversation was +bubbling and light-hearted on the part of both Mr. and Mrs. Williams. +They kept up a running prattle on the current fads of the day, the +theatre, the doings of well-known social personages, and their own +household possessions, which they naively called to the attention of +their guests, that they might be admired. But Selma enjoyed more than +the general conversation her talk with the master of the house, who +possessed all the friendly suavity of his wife and also the valuable +masculine trait of seeming to be utterly absorbed in any woman to whom +he was talking. Gregory had a great deal of manner and a confidential +fluency of style, which gave distinction even to commonplace remarks. +His method did not condescend to nudging when he wished to note a point, +but it fell only so far short of it as he thought social elegance +required. His conversation presently drifted, or more properly speaking, +flowed into a graphic and frank account of his own progress as a banker. +He referred to past successful undertakings, descanted on his present +roseate responsibilities, and hinted sagely at impending operations +which would eclipse in importance any in which he had hitherto been +engaged. In answer to Selma's questions he discoursed alluringly +concerning the methods of the Stock Exchange, and gave her to understand +that for an intelligent and enterprising man speculation was the high +road to fortune. No doubt for fools and for people of mediocre or torpid +abilities it was a dangerous trade; but for keen and bold intellects +what pursuit offered such dazzling opportunities? + +Selma listened, abhorrent yet fascinated. It worried her to be told that +what she had been accustomed to regard as gambling should be so quickly +and richly rewarded. Yet the fairy scene around her manifestly confirmed +the prosperous language of her host and left no room for doubt that her +neighbors were making brilliant progress. Apparently, too, this business +of speculation and of vast combinations of railroad and other capital, +the details of which were very vague to her, was, in his opinion, the +most desirable and profitable of callings. + +"Do you know," she said, "that I have been taught to believe that to +speculate in stocks is rather dreadful, and that the people of the +country don't approve of it." She spoke smilingly, for the leaven of the +New York manner was working, but she could not refrain from testifying +on behalf of righteousness. + +"The people of the country!" exclaimed Gregory, with a smile of +complacent amusement. "My dear Mrs. Littleton, you must not let yourself +be deceived by the Sunday school, Fourth of July, legislative or other +public utterances of the American people. It isn't necessary to shout it +on the house-tops, but I will confide to you that, whatever they may +declaim or publish to the contrary, the American people are at heart a +nation of gamblers. They don't play little horses and other games in +public for francs, like the French, for the law forbids it, but I don't +believe that any one, except we bankers and brokers, realizes how widely +exists the habit of playing the stock-market. Thousands of people, big +and little, sanctimonious and highly respectable, put up their margins +and reap their profits or their losses. Oh no, the country doesn't +approve of it, especially those who lose. I assure you that the letters +which pass through the post-office from the godly, freeborn voters in +the rural districts would tell an eloquent story concerning the wishes +of the people of the country in regard to speculation." + +Flossy was rising from table as he finished, so he accompanied the close +of his statement with a sweeping bow which comported with his jaunty +dignity. + +"I am afraid you are a wicked man. You ought not to slander the American +people like that," Selma answered, pleased as she spoke at the light +touch which she was able to impart to her speech. + +"It's true. Every word of it is true," he said as she passed him. He +added in a low tone--"I would almost even venture to wager a pair of +gloves that at some time or other your husband has had a finger in the +pie." + +"Never," retorted Selma. + +"What is that Gregory is saying?" interrupted Flossy, putting her arm +inside Selma's. "I can see by his look that he has been plaguing you." + +"Yes, he has been trying to shatter my ideals, and now he is trying to +induce me to make an odious bet with him." + +"Don't, for you would be certain to lose. Gregory is in great luck +nowadays." + +"That is evident, for he has had the good fortune to make the +acquaintance of Mrs. Littleton," said Williams gallantly. + +The two men were left alone with their cigars. After these were lighted, +as if he were carrying out his previous train of thought, Gregory +remarked, oracularly, at the end of a puff: "Louisville and Nashville is +certain to sell higher." + +Littleton looked blank for a moment. He knew so little of stocks that at +first he did not understand what was meant. Then he said, politely: +"Indeed!" + +"It is good for a ten-point rise in my opinion," Williams continued +after another puff. He was of a liberal nature, and was making a present +of this tip to his guest in the same spirit of hospitality as he had +proffered the dinner and the champagne. He was willing to take for +granted that Littleton, as a gentleman, would give him the order in case +he decided to buy, which would add another customer to his list. But his +suggestion was chiefly disinterested. + +"I'm afraid I know very little about such matters," Littleton responded +with a smile. "I never owned but ten shares of stock in my life." Then, +by way, perhaps, of showing that he was not indifferent to all the good +things which the occasion afforded, he said, indicating a picture on the +opposite wall: "That is a fine piece of color." + +Williams, having discharged his obligations as a host, was willing to +exchange the stock-market as a topic for his own capacity as a lightning +appreciator and purchaser of objects of art. + +"Yes," he said, urbanely, "that is a good thing. I saw it in the +shop-window, asked the price and bought it. I bought two other pictures +at the same time. 'I'll take that, and that, and that,' I said, pointing +with my cane. The dealer looked astonished. He was used, I suppose, to +having people come in and look at a picture every day for a fortnight +before deciding. When I like a thing I know it. The three cost me +eighteen hundred dollars, and I paid for them within a week by a turn in +the market." + +"You were very fortunate," said Littleton, who wished to seem +sympathetic. + +Meanwhile the two wives had returned to the drawing-room arm in arm, and +established themselves on one of those small sofas for two, constructed +so that the sitters are face to face. They had taken a strong fancy to +each other, especially Flossy to Selma, and in the half hour which +followed they made rapid progress toward intimacy. Before they parted +each had agreed to call the other by her Christian name, and Selma had +confided the story of her divorce. Flossy listened with absorbed +interest and murmured at the close: + +"Who would have thought it? You look so pure and gentle and refined that +a man must have been a brute to treat you like that. But you are happy +now, thank goodness. You have a husband worthy of you." + +Each had a host of things still unsaid when Littleton and Williams +joined them. + +"Well, my dear," said Wilbur as they left the house, "that was a sort of +Arabian Nights entertainment for us, wasn't it? A little barbaric, but +handsome and well intentioned. I hope it didn't shock you too much." + +"It struck me as very pleasant, Wilbur. I think I am beginning to +understand New York a little better. Every thing costs so much here that +it seems necessary to make money, doesn't it? I don't see exactly how +poor people get along. Do you know, Mr. Williams wished to bet me a pair +of gloves that you buy stocks sometimes." + +"He would have lost his bet." + +"So I told him at once. But he didn't seem to believe me. I was sure you +never did. He appears to be very successful; but I let him see that I +knew it was gambling. You consider it gambling, don't you?" + +"Not quite so bad as that. Some stock-brokers are gamblers; but the +occupation of buying and selling stocks for a commission is a well +recognized and fashionable business." + +"Mr. Williams thinks that a great many Americans make money in +stocks--that we are gamblers as a nation." + +"I am, in my heart, of the same opinion." + +"Oh, Wilbur. I find you are not so good a patriot as I supposed." + +"I hate bunkum." + +"What is that?" + +"Saying things for effect, and professing virtue which we do not +possess." + +Selma was silent a moment. "What does champagne cost a bottle?" + +"About three dollars and a half." + +"Do you really think their house barbaric?" + +"It certainly suggests to me heterogeneous barbaric splendor. They +bought their upholstery as they did their pictures, with free-handed +self-confidence. Occasionally they made a brilliant shot, but oftener +they never hit the target at all." + +"I think I like brighter colors than you do, Wilbur," mused Selma. "I +used to consider things like that as wrong; but I suppose that was +because our fathers wished Europe to understand that we disapproved of +the luxury of courts and the empty lives of the nobility. But if people +here with purpose have money, it would seem sensible to furnish their +houses prettily." + +"Subject always to the crucifying canons of art," laughed Littleton. +"I'm glad you're coming round to my view, Selma. Only I deny the ability +of the free-born American, with the overflowing purse, to indulge his +newly acquired taste for gorgeous effects without professional +assistance." + +"I suppose so. I can see that their house is crude, though I do think +that they have some handsome things. It must be interesting to walk +through shops and say: 'I'll take that,' just because it pleases you." + +During her first marriage Selma had found the problem of dollars and +cents a simple one. The income of Lewis Babcock was always larger than +the demands made upon it, and though she kept house and was familiar +with the domestic disbursements, questions of expenditure solved +themselves readily. She had never been obliged to ask herself whether +they could afford this or that outlay. Her husband had been only too +eager to give her anything she desired. Consideration of the cost of +things had seemed to her beneath her notice, and as the concern of the +providing man rather than the thoughtful American wife and mother. After +she had been divorced the difficulty in supplying herself readily with +money had been a dismaying incident of her single life. Dismaying +because it had seemed to her a limitation unworthy of her aspirations +and abilities. She had married Littleton because she believed him her +ideal of what a man should be, but she had been glad that he would be +able to support her and exempt her from the necessity of asking what +things cost. + +By the end of their first year and a half of marriage, Selma realized +that this necessity still stood, almost like a wolf at the door, between +her and the free development of her desires and aspirations. New York +prices were appalling; the demands of life in New York still more so. +They had started house-keeping on a more elaborate scale than she had +been used to in Benham. As Mrs. Babcock she had kept one hired girl; but +in her new kitchen there were two servants, in deference to the desire +of Littleton, who did not wish her to perform the manual work of the +establishment. Men rarely appreciate in advance to the full extent the +extra cost of married life, and Littleton, though intending to be +prudent, found his bills larger than he had expected. He was able to pay +them promptly and without worry, but he was obliged to make evident to +Selma that the margin over and above their carefully considered expenses +was very small. The task of watching the butcher's book and the +provision list, and thinking twice before making any new outlay, was +something she had not bargained for. All through her early life as a +girl, the question of money had been kept in the background by the +simplicity of her surroundings. In her country town at home they had +kept no servants. A woman relative had done the work, and she had been +free to pursue her mental interests and devote herself to her father. +She had thought then that the existence of domestic servants was an act +of treason against the institutions of the country by those who kept +them. Yet she had accepted, with glee, the hired-girl whom Babcock had +provided, satisfying her own democratic scruples by dubbing her "help," +and by occasionally offering her a book to read or catechising her as to +her moral needs. There is probably no one in the civilized world more +proud of the possession of a domestic servant than the American woman +who has never had one, and no one more prompt to consign her to the +obscurity of the kitchen after a feeble pretence at making her feel at +home. Selma was delighted to have two instead of one, and, after +beholding Mrs. Williams's trig maids, was eager to see her own arrayed +in white caps and black alpaca dresses. Yet, though she had become keen +to cultivate the New York manner, and had succeeded in reconciling her +conscience to the possession of beautiful things by people with a +purpose, it irked her to feel that she was hampered in living up to her +new-found faith by the bugbear of a lean purse. She had expected, as +Wilbur's wife, to figure quickly and gracefully in the van of New York +intellectual and social progress. Instead, she was one among thousands, +living in a new and undeveloped locality, unrecognized by the people of +whom she read in the newspapers, and without opportunities for +displaying her own individuality and talents. It depressed her to see +the long lines of houses, street after street, and to think that she was +merely a unit, unknown by name, in this great sea of humanity--she, +Selma Littleton, free-born American, conscious of virtue and power. This +must not be; and she divined clearer and clearer every day that it need +not be if she had more money. + +It began to be annoying to her that Wilbur's professional progress was +not more rapid. To be sure he had warned her that he could not hope to +reach the front rank at once; that recognition must be gradual; and that +he must needs work slowly in order to do himself justice. She had +accepted this chiefly as a manifestation of modesty, not doubting that +many orders would be forthcoming, especially now that he had the new +stimulus of her love and inspiration. Instead there had been no marked +increase in the number of his commissions; moreover he had been +unsuccessful in two out of three competitions for minor public buildings +for which he had submitted designs. From both the pecuniary and +professional point of view these failures had been a disappointment. He +was in good spirits and obviously happy, and declared that he was doing +as well as he could reasonably expect; yet on his discouraged days he +admitted that the cost of retaining his draughtsmen was a drain on the +profit side of his ledger. + +In contrast with this the prosperity of her neighbors the Williamses was +a little hard to bear. The sudden friendship developed into neighborly +intimacy, and she and Flossy saw much of each other, dropping in +familiarly, and often walking and shopping together. The two men were on +sufficiently cordial terms, each being tolerant of the other's +limitations, and seeking to recognize his good points for the sake of +the bond between their wives. The return dinner was duly given, and +Selma, hopeless of imitating the barbaric splendor, sought refuge in the +reflection that the aesthetic and intellectual atmosphere of her table +would atone for the lack of material magnificence, and limited her +efforts to a few minor details such as providing candles with colored +shades and some bonbon dishes. It was plain that Flossy admired her +because she recognized her to be a fine and superior soul, and the +appreciation of this served to make it more easy not to repine at the +difference between their entertainments. Still the constant acquisition +of pretty things by her frank and engaging friend was an ordeal which +only a soul endowed with high, stern democratic faith and purpose could +hope to endure with equanimity. Flossy bought new adornments for her +house and her person with an amiable lavishness which required no +confession to demonstrate that her husband was making money. She made +the confession, though, from time to time with a bubbling pride, never +suspecting that it could harass or tempt her spiritual looking friend. +She prattled artlessly of theatre parties followed by a supper at one of +the fashionable restaurants, and of new acquaintances whom she +entertained, and through whom her social circle was enlarged, without +divining that the sprightly narration was a thorn in the flesh of her +hearer. Selma was capricious in her reception of these reports of +progress. At times she listened to them with grave, cold eyes, which +Flossy took for signals of noble disdain and sought to deprecate by +wooing promises to be less worldly. At others she asked questions with a +feverish, searching curiosity, which stimulated Mrs. Williams's free and +independent style into running commentaries on the current course of +social events and the doings and idiosyncracies of contemporary leaders +of fashion whom she had viewed from afar. One afternoon Selma saw from +her window Flossy and her husband drive jubilantly away in a high cart +with yellow wheels drawn by a sleek cob, and at the same moment she +became definitely aware that her draught from the cup of life had a +bitter taste. Why should these people drive in their own vehicle rather +than she? It seemed clear to her that Wilbur could not be making the +best use of his talents, and that she had both a grievance against him +and a sacred duty to perform in his and her own behalf. Justice and +self-respect demanded that their mutual light should no longer be hid +under a bushel. + + + +CHAPTER V. + + +Pauline Littleton was now established in her new lodgings. Having been +freed by her brother's marriage from the responsibilities of a +housewife, she was able to concentrate her attention on the work in +which she was interested. Her classes absorbed a large portion of her +time. The remainder was devoted to writing to girls in other cities who +sought her advice in regard to courses of study, and to correspondence, +consultation, and committee meetings with a group of women in New York +and elsewhere, who like herself were engrossed in educational matters. +She was glad to have the additional time thus afforded her for pursuing +her own tastes, and the days seemed too short for what she wished to +accomplish. She occupied two pleasant rooms within easy walking distance +of her brother's house. Her classes took her from home four days in the +week, and two mornings in every seven were spent at her desk with her +books and papers, in the agreeable labor of planning and correspondence. + +Naturally one of her chief desires was to be on loving terms with her +brother's wife, and to do everything in her power to add to Selma's +happiness. She summoned her women friends to meet her sister-in-law at +afternoon tea. All of these called on the bride, and some of them +invited her to their houses. They were busy women like Pauline herself, +intent in their several ways on their vocations or avocations. They were +disposed to extend the right hand of fellowship to Mrs. Littleton, whom +they without exception regarded as interesting in appearance, but they +had no leisure for immediate intimacy with her. Having been introduced +to her and having scheduled her in their minds as a new and desirable +acquaintance, they went their ways, trusting chiefly to time to renew +the meeting and to supply the evidence as to the stranger's social +value. Busy people in a large city are obliged to argue that new-comers +should win their spurs, and that great minds, valuable opinions, and +moving social graces are never crushed by inhumanity, but are certain +sooner or later to gain recognition. Therefore after being very cordial +and expressing the hope of seeing more of her in the future, every one +departed and left Selma to her duties and her opportunities as +Littleton's wife, without having the courtesy to indicate that they +considered her a superior woman. + +Pauline regarded this behavior on the part of her friends as normal, and +having done her social duty in the afternoon tea line, without a +suspicion that Selma was disappointed by the experience, she gave +herself up to the congenial undertaking of becoming intimate with her +sister-in-law. She ascribed Selma's reserve, and cold, serious manner +partly to shyness due to her new surroundings, and partly to the +spiritual rigor of the puritan conscience and point of view. She had +often been told that individuals of this temperament possessed more +depth of character than more emotional and socially facile people, and +she was prepared to woo. In comparison with Wilbur, Pauline was +accustomed to regard herself as a practical and easy-going soul, but she +was essentially a woman of fine and vigorous moral and mental purpose. +Like many of her associates in active life, however, she had become too +occupied with concrete possibilities to be able to give much thought to +her own soul anatomy, and she was glad to look up to her brother's wife +as a spiritual superior and to recognize that the burden lay on herself +to demonstrate her own worthiness to be admitted to close intimacy on +equal terms. Wilbur was to her a creature of light, and she had no doubt +that his wife was of the same ethereal composition. + +Pauline was glad, too, of the opportunity really to know a countrywoman +of a type so different from her own friends. She, like Wilbur, had heard +all her life of these interesting and inspiring beings; intense, +marvellously capable, peerless, free-born creatures panoplied in +chastity and endowed with congenital mental power and bodily charms, who +were able to cook, educate children, control society and write +literature in the course of the day's employment. The newspapers and +popular opinion had given her to understand that these were the true +Americans, and caused her to ask herself whether the circle to which she +herself belonged was not retrograde from a nobler ideal. In what way she +did not precisely understand, except that she and her friends did not +altogether disdain nice social usages and conventional womanly ways. +But, nevertheless, the impression had remained in her mind that she must +be at fault somehow, and it interested her that she would now be able to +understand wherein she was inferior. + +She went to see Selma as often as she could, and encouraged her to call +at her lodgings on the mornings when she was at home, expecting that it +might please her sister-in-law to become familiar with the budding +educational enterprises, and that thus a fresh bond of sympathy would be +established between them. Selma presented herself three or four times in +the course of the next three months, and on the first occasion expressed +gratifying appreciation of the cosiness of the new lodgings. + +"I almost envy you," she said, "your freedom to live your own life and +do just what you like. It must be delightful away up here where you can +see over the tops of the houses and almost touch the sky, and there is +no one to disturb the current of your thoughts. It must be a glorious +place to work and write. I shall ask you to let me come up here +sometimes when I wish to be alone with my own ideas." + +"As often as you like. You shall have a pass key." + +"I should think," said Selma, continuing to gaze, with her far away +look, over the vista of roofs which the top story of the apartment house +commanded, "that you would be a great deal happier than if you had +married him." + +The pause which ensued caused her to look round, and add jauntily, "I +have heard, you know, about Dr. Page." + +A wave of crimson spread over Pauline's face--the crimson of wounded +surprise, which froze Selma's genial intentions to the core. + +"I didn't think you'd mind talking about it," she said stiffly. + +"There's nothing to talk about. Since you have mentioned it, Dr. Page is +a dear friend of mine, and will always continue to be, I hope." + +"Oh, I knew you were nothing but friends now," Selma answered. She felt +wounded in her turn. She had come with the wish to be gracious and +companionable, and it had seemed to her a happy thought to congratulate +Pauline on the wisdom of her decision. She did not like people who were +not ready to be communicative and discuss their intimate concerns. + +The episode impaired the success of the first morning visit. At the +next, which occurred a fortnight later, Pauline announced that she had a +piece of interesting news. + +"Do you know a Mr. Joel Flagg in Benham?" + +"I know who he is," said Selma. "I have met his daughter." + +"It seems he has made a fortune in oil and real estate, and is desirous +to build a college for women in memory of his mother, Sarah Wetmore. One +of my friends has just received a letter from a Mrs. Hallett Taylor, to +whom Mr. Flagg appears to have applied for counsel, and who wishes some +of us who are interested in educational matters to serve as an advisory +committee. Probably you know Mrs. Taylor too?" + +"Oh yes. I have been at her house, and I served with her on the +committee which awarded Wilbur the church." + +"Why, then you are the very person to tell us all about her. I think I +remember now having heard Wilbur mention her name." + +"Wilbur fancied her, I believe." + +"Your tone rather implies that you did not. You must tell me everything +you know. My friend has corresponded with her before in regard to some +artistic matters, but she has never met her. Her letter suggests a +lady." + +"I dare say you would like Mrs. Taylor," said Selma, gravely. "She is +attractive, I suppose, and seemed to know more or less about European +art and pictures, but we in Benham didn't consider her exactly an +American. If you really wish to know my opinion, I think that she was +too exclusive a person to have fine ideas." + +"That's a pity." + +"If she lived in New York she would like to be one of those society +ladies who live on Fifth Avenue; only she hasn't really any conception +of what true elegance is. Her house there, except for the ornaments she +had bought abroad, was not so well furnished as the one I lived in. I +wonder what she would think if she could look into the drawing-room of +my friend Mrs. Williams." + +"I see," said Pauline, though in truth she was puzzled. "I am sorry if +she is a fine lady, but people like that, when they become interested, +are often excellent workers. It is a noble gift of Mr. Flagg's--$500,000 +as a foundation fund. He's a good American at all events. Wilbur must +certainly compete for the buildings, and his having first met you there +ought to be an inspiration to him to do fine work." + +Selma had been glad of the opportunity to criticise Mrs. Hallett Taylor, +whom she had learned, by the light of her superior social knowledge, to +regard as an unimportant person. Yet she had been conscious of a +righteous impulse in saying what she thought of her. She knew that she +had never liked Mrs. Taylor, and she was not pleased to hear that Mr. +Flagg had selected her from among the women of Benham to superintend the +administration of his splendid gift. Benham had come to seem to her +remote and primitive, yet she preferred, and was in the mood, to think +that it represented the principles which were dear to her, and that she +had been appreciated there far better than in her present sphere. She +was still tied to Benham by correspondence with Mrs. Earle. Selma had +written at once to explain her sudden departure, and letters passed +between them at intervals of a few weeks--letters on Selma's part fluent +with dazzled metropolitan condescension, yet containing every now and +then a stern charge against her new fellow-citizens on the score of +levity and worldliness. + +The donation for the establishment of Wetmore College was made shortly +after another institution for the education of women in which Pauline +was interested--Everdean College--had been opened to students. The +number of applicants for admission to Everdean had been larger than the +authorities had anticipated, and Pauline, who had been one of the +promoters and most active workers in raising funds for and supervising +the construction of this labor of love, was jubilant over the outlook, +and busy in regard to a variety of new matters presented for solution by +the suddenly evolved needs of the situation. Among these was the +acquisition of two or three new women instructors; and it occurred to +Pauline at once that Selma might know of some desirable candidate. Selma +appeared to manifest but little interest in this inquiry at the time, +but a few months subsequent to their conversation in regard to Mrs. +Taylor she presented herself at Pauline's rooms one morning with the +announcement that she had found some one. Pauline, who was busy at her +desk, asked permission to finish a letter before listening; so there was +silence for a few minutes, and Selma, who wore a new costume of a more +fashionable guise than her last, reflected while she waited that the +details of such work as occupied her sister-in-law must be tedious. +Indeed, she had begun to entertain of late a sort of contempt for the +deliberate, delving processes of the Littletons. She was inclined to ask +herself if Wilbur and Pauline were not both plodders. Her own idea of +doing things was to do them quickly and brilliantly, arriving at +conclusions, as became an American, with prompt energy and despatch. It +seemed to her that Wilbur, in his work, was slow and elaborate, disposed +to hesitate and refine instead of producing boldly and immediately. And +his sister, with her studies and letter-writing, suggested the same +wearisome tendency. Why should not Wilbur, in his line, act with the +confident enterprise and capacity to produce immediate, ostensible +results which their neighbor, Gregory Williams, displayed? As for +Pauline, of course she had not Wilbur's talent and could not, perhaps, +be expected to shine conspicuously, but surely she might make more of +herself if only she would cease to spend so much time in details and +cogitation, with nothing tangible to show for her labor. Selma +remembered her own experience as a small school teacher, and her +thankfulness at her escape from a petty task unworthy of her +capabilities, and she smiled scornfully to herself, as she sat waiting, +at what she regarded Pauline's willingness to spend her energies in such +inconspicuous, self-effacing work. Indeed, when Pauline had finished her +letter and announced that she was now entirely at leisure, Selma felt +impelled to remark: + +"I should think, Pauline, that you would give a course of lectures on +education. We should be glad to have them at our house, and your friends +ought to be able to dispose of a great many tickets." Such a thing had +never occurred to Selma until this moment, but it seemed to her, as she +heard her own words, a brilliant suggestion, both as a step forward for +Pauline and a social opportunity for herself. + +"On education? My dear Selma, you have no idea of the depths of my +ignorance. Education is an enormous subject, and I am just beginning to +realize how little I know concerning it. People have talked and written +about education enough. What we need and what some of us are trying to +do is to study statistics and observe results. I am very much obliged to +you, but I should only make myself a laughing-stock." + +"I don't think you would. You have spent a great deal of time in +learning about education, and you must have interesting things to say. +You are too modest and--don't you think it may be that you are not quite +enterprising enough? A course of lectures would call public attention to +you, and you would get ahead faster, perhaps. I think that you and +Wilbur are both inclined to hide your light under a bushel. It seems to +me that one can be conscientious and live up to one's ideals without +neglecting one's opportunities." + +"The difficulty is," said Pauline, with a laugh, "that I shouldn't +regard it as an opportunity, and I am sure it wouldn't help me to get +ahead, as you call it, with the people I desire to impress, to give +afternoon tea or women-club lectures. I don't know enough to lecture +effectively. As to enterprise, I am busy from morning until night. What +more can a woman do? You mustn't hurry Wilbur, Selma. All he needs is +time to let the world see his light." + +"Very likely. Of course, if you don't consider that you know enough +there is nothing to be said. I thought of it because I used to lecture +in Benham, at the Benham Institute, and I am sure it helped me to get +ahead. I used to think a great deal about educational matters, and +perhaps I will set you the example by giving some lectures myself." + +"That would be very interesting. If a person has new ideas and has +confidence in them, it is natural to wish to let the world hear them." + +Pauline spoke amiably, but she was disposed to regard her sister with +more critical eyes. She felt no annoyance at the patronizing tone toward +herself, but the reference to Wilbur made her blood rebel. Still she +could not bear to harbor distrust against that grave face with its +delicate beauty and spiritualized air, which was becomingly accommodated +to metropolitan conditions by a more festive bonnet than any which she +herself owned. Yet she noticed that the thin lips had an expression of +discontent, and she wondered why. + +Recurring to the errand on which she had come, Selma explained that she +had just received a letter from Benham--from her friend, Mrs. Margaret +Rodney Earle, an authoress and a promulgator of advanced and original +ideas in respect to the cause of womanhood, asking if she happened to +know of an opening for a gifted young lady in any branch of intellectual +work. + +"I thought at once of Everdean," said Selma, "and have come to give you +the opportunity of securing her." + +Pauline expressed her thanks cordially, and inquired if Mrs. Earle had +referred to the candidate's experience or special fitness for the duties +of the position. + +"She writes that she is very clever and gifted. I did not bring the +letter with me, but I think Mrs. Earle's language was that Miss Bailey +will perform brilliantly any duties which may be intrusted to her." + +"That is rather general," said Pauline. "I am sorry that she didn't +specify what Miss Bailey's education has been, and whether she has +taught elsewhere." + +"Mrs. Earle wouldn't have recommended her if she hadn't felt sure that +she was well educated. I remember seeing her at the Benham Institute on +one of the last occasions when I was present. She delivered a whistling +solo which every one thought clever and melodious." + +"I dare say she is just the person we are looking for," said Pauline, +leniently. "It happens that Mrs. Grainger--my friend to whom Mrs. Taylor +wrote concerning Mr. Flagg's gift--is to make Mrs. Taylor a visit at +Benham next week, in order to consider the steps to be taken in regard +to Wetmore College. She and Miss Bailey can arrange to meet, and that +will save Miss Bailey the expense of a journey to New York, at the +possible risk of disappointment." + +"I thought," said Selma, "that you would consider yourselves fortunate +to secure her services." + +"I dare say we shall be very fortunate, Selma. But we cannot engage her +without seeing her and testing her qualifications." + +Selma made no further demur at the delay, but she was obviously +surprised and piqued that her offer should be treated in this elaborate +fashion. She was obliged to acknowledge to herself that she could not +reasonably expect Pauline to make a definite decision without further +inquiry, but she had expected to be able to report to Mrs. Earle that +the matter was as good as settled--that, if Miss Bailey would give a few +particulars as to her accomplishments, the position would be hers. +Surely she and Mrs. Earle were qualified to choose a school-teacher. +Here was another instance of the Littleton tendency to waste time on +unimportant details. She reasoned that a woman with more wide-awake +perceptions would have recognized the opportunity as unusual, and would +have snapped up Miss Bailey on the spot. + +The sequel was more serious. Neither Selma nor Pauline spoke of the +matter for a month. Then it was broached by Pauline, who wrote a few +lines to the effect that she was sorry to report that the authorities of +Everdean, after investigation, had concluded not to engage the services +of Miss Bailey as instructor. When Selma read the note her cheeks burned +with resentment. She regarded the decision as an affront. Pauline dined +with them on the evening of that day, and at table Selma was cold and +formal. When the two women were alone, Selma said at once, with an +attempt at calmness: + +"What fault do you find with my candidate?" + +"I think it possible that she might have been satisfactory from the mere +point of scholarship," judicially answered Pauline, who did not realize +in the least that her sister-in-law was offended, "though Mrs. Grainger +stopped short of close inquiry on that score, for the reason that Miss +Bailey failed to satisfy our requirements in another respect. I don't +wish to imply by what I am going to say anything against her character, +or her capacity for usefulness as a teacher under certain conditions, +but I confide to you frankly, Selma, that we make it an absolute +condition in the choice of instructors for our students that they should +be first of all lady-like in thought and speech, and here it was that +she fell short. Of course I have never seen Miss Bailey, but Mrs. +Grainger reported that she was--er--impossible." + +"You mean that your friend does not consider her a lady? She isn't a +society lady, but I did not suppose an American girl would be refused a +position as a teacher for such a reason as that." + +"A lady is a lady, whether she is what you term a society lady or not. +Mrs. Grainger told us that Miss Bailey's appearance and manners did not +suggest the womanly refinement which we deem indispensable in those who +are to teach our college students. Five years ago only scholarship and +cleverness were demanded, but experience has taught the educators of +women that this was a mistake." + +"I presume," said Selma, with dramatic scorn, "that Mrs. Hallett Taylor +disapproved of her. I thought there would be some such outcome when I +heard that she was to be consulted." + +"Mrs. Taylor's name was not mentioned," answered Pauline, in +astonishment. "I had no idea, Selma, that you regarded this as a +personal matter. You told me that you had seen Miss Bailey but once." + +"I am interested in her because--because I do not like to see a cruel +wrong done. You do not understand her. You allow a prejudice, a +class-prejudice, to interfere with her career and the opportunity to +display her abilities. You should have trusted Mrs. Earle, Pauline, She +is my friend, and she recommended Miss Bailey because she believed in +her. It is a reflection on me and my friends to intimate that she is not +a lady." + +She bent forward from the sofa with her hands clasped and her lips +tightly compressed. For a moment she gazed angrily at the bewildered +Pauline, then, as though she had suddenly bethought her of her New York +manner, she drew herself up and said with a forced laugh--"If the reason +you give were not so ridiculous, I should be seriously offended." + +"Offended! Offended with Pauline," exclaimed Littleton, who entered the +room at the moment. "It cannot be that my two guardian angels have had a +falling out." He looked from one to the other brightly as if it were +really a joke. + +"It is nothing," said Selma. + +"It seems," said Pauline with fervor, "that I have unintentionally hurt +Selma's feelings. It is the last thing in the world I wish to do, and I +trust that when she thinks the matter over she will realize that I am +innocent. I am very, very sorry." + + + +CHAPTER VI. + + +"Why don't you follow the advice of Mr. Williams and buy some shares of +stock?" asked Selma lightly, yet coaxingly, of her husband one day in +the third year of their marriage. The Williamses were dining with them +at the time, and a statement by Gregory, not altogether without motive, +as to the profits made by several people who had taken his advice, +called forth the question. He and his wife were amiably inclined toward +the Littletons, and were proud of the acquaintance. Among their other +friends they boasted of the delightful excursions into the literary +circle which the intimacy afforded them. They both would have been +pleased to see their neighbors more amply provided with money, and +Gregory, partly at the instance of Flossy, partly from sheer good-humor +in order to give a deserving but impractical fellow a chance to better +himself, threw out tips from time to time--crumbs from the rich man's +table, but bestowed in a friendly spirit. Whenever they were let fall, +Selma would look at Wilbur hoping for a sign of interest, but hitherto +they had evoked merely a smile of refusal or had been utterly ignored. + +Her own question had been put on several occasions, both in the company +of the tempter and in the privacy of the domestic hearth, and both in +the gayly suggestive and the pensively argumentative key. Why might they +not, by means of a clever purchase in the stock market, occasionally +procure some of the agreeable extra pleasures of life--provide the ready +money for theatres, a larger wardrobe, trips from home, or a modest +equipage? Why not take advantage of the friendly advice given? Mr. +Williams had made clear that the purchase of stocks on a sufficient +margin was no more reprehensible as a moral proposition than the +purchase of cargoes of sugar, cotton, coffee or tea against which +merchants borrowed money at the bank. In neither instance did the +purchaser own outright what he sought to sell at an advance; merely in +one case it was shares, in the other merchandise. Of course it was +foolish for inexperienced country folk with small means to dabble in +stocks and bonds, but why should not city people who were clever and had +clever friends in the business eke out the cost of living by shrewd +investments? In an old-fashioned sense it might be considered gambling; +but, if it were true, as Wilbur and Mr. Williams both maintained, that +the American people were addicted to speculation, was not the existence +of the habit strong evidence that the prejudice against it must be +ill-founded? The logical and the patriotic conclusion must needs be that +business methods had changed, and that the American nation had been +clever enough to substitute dealings in shares of stock, and in +contracts relating to cereals and merchandise for the methods of their +grandfathers who delivered the properties in bulk. + +To this condensation of Gregory's glib sophistries on the lips of his +wife, Wilbur had seemed to turn a deaf ear. It did not occur to him, at +first, that Selma was seriously in earnest. He regarded her suggestions +of neglected opportunities, which were often whimsically uttered, as +more than half playful--a sort of make-believe envy of the meteoric +progress in magnificence of their friendly neighbors. He was even glad +that she should show herself appreciative of the merits of civilized +comfort, for he had been afraid lest her ascetic scruples would lead her +judgments too far in the opposite direction. He welcomed them and +encouraged her small schemes to make the establishment more festive and +stylish in appearance, in modest imitation of the splendor next door. +But constant and more sombre reference to the growing fortunes of the +Williamses presently attracted his attention and made him more +observant. His income sufficed to pay the ordinary expenses of quiet +domestic life, and to leave a small margin for carefully, considered +amusements, but he reflected that if Selma were yearning for greater +luxury, he could not afford at present to increase materially her +allowance. It grieved him as a proud man to think that the woman he +loved should lack any thing she desired, and without a thought of +distrust he applied himself more strenuously to his work, hoping that +the sum of his commissions would enable him presently to gratify some of +her hankerings--such, for instance, as the possession of a horse and +vehicle. Selma had several times alluded with a sigh to the satisfaction +there must be in driving in the new park. Babcock had kept a horse, and +the Williamses now drove past the windows daily in a phaeton drawn by +two iron gray, champing steeds. He said to himself that he could +scarcely blame Selma if she coveted now and then Flossy's fine +possessions, and the thought that she was not altogether happy in +consequence of his failure to earn more kept recurring to his mind and +worried him. No children had been born to them, and he pictured with +growing concern his wife lonely at home on this account, yet without +extra income to make purchases which might enable her to forget at times +that there was no baby in the house. Flossy had two children, a boy and +a girl, two gorgeously bedizened little beings who were trundled along +the sidewalk in a black, highly varnished baby-wagon which was reputed +by the dealer who sold it to Gregory to have belonged to an English +nobleman. Wilbur more than once detected Selma looking at the babies +with a wistful glance. She was really admiring their clothes, yet the +thought of how prettily she would have been able to dress a baby of her +own was at times so pathetic as to bring tears to her eyes, and cause +her to deplore her own lack of children as a misfortune. + +As the weeks slipped away and Wilbur realized that, though he was +gaining ground in his profession, more liberal expenditures were still +out of the question, he reached a frame of mind which made him yearn for +a means of relief. So it happened that, when Selma asked him once more +why he did not follow the advice proffered and buy some stocks, he +replied by smiling at Gregory and inquiring what he should buy. During +the dinner, which had been pleasant, Wilbur's eye had been attracted by +the brilliancy of some new jewels which Mrs. Williams wore, and he had +been conscious of the wish that he were able to make a present like that +to his own wife. + +"You take my breath away. Wonders will never cease," responded Gregory, +while both the women clapped their hands. "But you musn't buy anything; +you must sell," he continued. "VanHorne and I both came to the +conclusion to-day that it is time for a turn on the short side of the +market. When the public are crazy and will buy any thing, then is the +time to let them have all they wish." + +"What, then, am I to sell?" asked Wilbur "I am a complete lamb, you +know." He was already sorry that he had consented, but Selma's manifest +interest restrained him from turning the matter into a joke. + +"Leave it all to me," said Williams with a magnificent gesture. + +"But you will need some money from me." + +"Not at all. If you would feel better, you may send me a check or a bond +for a thousand dollars. But it isn't necessary in your case." + +"I will bring you in a bond to-morrow--one of the very few I own." + +Wilbur having delivered his security the first thing in the morning, +heard nothing further from Williams for a fortnight. One day he received +a formal account of certain transactions executed by Williams and +VanHorne for Wilbur Littleton, Esq., and a check for two thousand +dollars. The flush which rose to his cheeks was induced partly by +pleasure, partly by shame. His inclination, as he reflected, was to +return the check, but he recognized presently that this was a foolish +idea, and that the only thing to be done was to deposit it. He wrote a +grateful note of acknowledgment to Williams, and then gave himself up to +the agreeable occupation of thinking what he should buy for Selma with +the money. He decided not to tell her of his good fortune, but to treat +her to a surprise. His first fancy was in favor of jewelry--some +necklace or lustrous ornament for the hair, which would charm the +feminine eye and might make Selma even more beautiful than she already +appeared in evening dress. His choice settled on a horse and buggy as +more genuinely useful. To be sure there was the feed of the animal to be +considered; but he would be able to reserve sufficient money to cover +this cost for some months, and by the end of that time he would perhaps +be able to afford the outlay from his income. Horse-flesh and vehicles +were not in his line, but he succeeded by investigation in procuring a +modest equipment for seven hundred dollars, which left him three hundred +for fodder, and the other thousand. This he had decided to hand over to +Selma as pin money. It was for her sake that he had consented to +speculate, and it seemed meet that she should have the satisfaction of +spending it. + +He carried out his surprise by appearing one afternoon before the door +and inviting her to drive. Selma became radiant at the news that the +horse and buggy were hers, though, when the particulars of the purchase +were disclosed she said to herself that she wished Wilbur had allowed +her to choose the vehicle. She would have preferred one more stylish and +less domestic looking. She flung her arms about his neck and gave him a +kiss on their return to show her satisfaction. + +"You see how easy it is, Wilbur," she said as she surveyed the check +which he had handed her. + +"It was not I, it was Williams." + +"No, but you could, if you would only think so. I have the greatest +confidence in you, dear," she added, looking eagerly into his face; "but +don't you sometimes go out of your way to avoid what is enterprising +and--er--modern, just because it is modern?" + +"Gambling is as old as the hills, Selma." + +"Yes. And if this were gambling--the sort of gambling you mean, do you +think I would allow you to do it? Do you think the American people would +tolerate it for a minute?" she asked triumphantly. + +"It seems to me that your admiration for the American people sometimes +makes you a little weak in your logic," he answered with good-humor. He +was so pleased by Selma's gratification that he was disposed to exorcise +his scruples. + +"I have always told you that I was more of a patriot than you, Wilbur." + +The bond had not been returned by Williams at the time he sent the +money, and some fortnight later--only a few days in fact after this +drive, Littleton received another cheque for $500 and a request that he +call at the office. + +"I thought you would like to see the instruments of torture at work--the +process of lamb-shearing in active operation," Williams explained as he +shook hands and waved him into his private room. After a few easy +remarks on the methods of doing business the broker continued, "I +flatter myself that for so small an investment and so short a time, I +have done tolerably well for you." + +"I scarcely know how to express my thanks and my admiration for your +skill. Indeed I feel rather awkwardly about--" + +"That's all right, my dear fellow. It's my business; I get my +commission. Still I admit friendly regard--and this is why I suggested +your dropping in--by introducing the personal equation, makes one +nervous. If instead of closing out your account, I had in each instance +held on, you would have made more money. I was glad to take this +responsibility at first because you were a neophyte at the business, but +I think it will be more satisfactory both for you and for me that in +future transactions you should give me the word when to reap the profit. +Of course you shall have all the information which I possess and my +advice will be at your command, but where a man's money is concerned his +own head is apt to be the wisest counsellor. Now I took the liberty +yesterday of selling for you two hundred shares of Reading railroad. You +can cover to-day at a profit of one point--about $200. I do not urge it. +On the contrary I believe that the market, barring occasional rallies, +is still on the downward track. I wish, however, to put you in a +position where you can, if you desire, take advantage of the full +opportunities of the financial situation and save myself from feeling +that I have robbed you by my friendly caution." + +"In other words you don't wish to speculate with my money," said +Littleton. "You wish me to paddle my own canoe." + +Williams' real desire was to escape the bother of personally +superintending an insignificant account. His circumlocution was a suave +way of stating that he had done all that could be expected of a neighbor +and benevolent friend, and that the ordinary relation of broker and +customer ought now be established. As for Littleton, he perceived that +he was not free to retire from the market on the profits of friendly +regard unless he was prepared to fly in the face of advice and buy in +his two hundred Reading railroad. To do so would be pusillanimous; +moreover to retire and abstain from further dealings would make +Williams' two cheques more obviously a charitable donation, and the +thought of them was becoming galling. Above all there were Selma's +feelings to be considered. The possession of the means to afford her +happiness was already a sweet argument in favor of further experiments. + +And so it happened that during the next nine months Littleton became a +frequenter of the office of Williams & VanHorne. He was not among those +who hung over the tape and were to be seen there daily; but he found +himself attracted as the needle by the magnet to look in once or twice a +week to ascertain the state of the market. His ventures continued to be +small, and were conducted under the ken of Williams, and though the +occasional rallies referred to by the broker harassed Wilbur's spirit +when they occurred, the policy of selling short proved reasonably +remunerative in the course of half a dozen separate speculations. In +round figures he added another $2,500 to that which Williams had made +for him. The process kept him on pins and needles, and led him to scan +the list of stock quotations before reading anything else in the +newspaper. Selma was delighted at his success, and though he chose not +to tell her the details of his dealings, she watched him furtively, +followed the general tendency of the market, and when she perceived that +he was in good spirits, satisfied sufficiently her curiosity by +questions. + +On the strength of this addition to their pecuniary resources, Selma +branched out into sundry mild extravagances. She augmented her wardrobe, +engaged an additional house-maid and a more expensive cook, and +entertained with greater freedom and elaboration. She was fond of going +to the theatre and supping afterward at some fashionable restaurant +where she could show her new plumage and be a part of the gay, +chattering rout at the tables consuming soft-shelled crabs and +champagne. She was gradually increasing her acquaintance, chiefly among +the friends of the Williamses, people who were fond of display and +luxury and who seemed to have plenty of money. In this connection she +was glad to avail herself of the reputation of belonging to the literary +circle, and she conceived the plan of mingling these new associates with +Wilbur's former set--to her thinking a delightful scheme, which she +inaugurated by means of a dinner party. She included among the guests +Pauline and Dr. Page, and considered that she had acted gracefully in +putting them side by side at table, thus sacrificing the theory of her +entertainment to her feminine interest in romance. In her opinion it was +more than Pauline deserved, and she was proud of her generosity. There +were fourteen in the company, and after dinner they were regaled by a +young woman who had brought a letter of introduction to Selma from Mrs. +Earle, who read from her own poems. The dinner was given for her, and +her seat was between Wilbur and Mr. Dennison, the magazine editor. Selma +had attended a dinner-party at the Williamses a fortnight earlier where +there had been music in the drawing-room by a ballad-singer at a cost of +$100 (so Flossy had told her in confidence). A poetess reading from her +own works, a guest and not invited in after dinner on a business +footing, appealed to Selma as more American, and less expensive. She, in +her secret soul, would have liked to recite herself, but she feared to +run the gauntlet of the New York manner. The verses were intense in +character and were delivered by the young woman with a hollow-eyed +fervor which, as one of the non-literary wing of the company stated, +made one creep and weep alternately. There was no doubt that the +entertainment was novel and acceptable to the commercial element, and to +Selma it seemed a delightful reminder of the Benham Institute. She was +curious to know what Mr. Dennison thought, though she said to herself +that she did not really care. She felt that anything free and earnest in +the literary line was likely to be frowned on by the coterie to which +her husband's people belonged. Nevertheless she seized an opportunity to +ask the editor if he did not think the verses remarkable. + +"They are certainly remarkable," answered Mr. Dennison. After a brief +pause he added, "Being a strictly truthful person, Mrs. Littleton, I do +not wish to seek shelter behind the rampart which your word 'remarkable' +affords. A dinner may be remarkable--remarkably good, like the one I +have just eaten, or remarkably bad. Some editors would have replied to +you as I have done, and yet been capable of a mental reservation +unflattering to the ambitious young woman to whom we have been +listening. But without wishing to express an opinion, let me remind you +that poetry, like point-lace, needs close scrutiny before its merits can +be defined. I thought I recognized some ancient and well-worn flowers of +speech, but my editorial ear and eye may have been deceived. She has +beautiful hair at all events." + + "'Fair tresses man's imperial race ensnare; + And beauty draws us by a single hair.' + +"You cynical personage! I only hope she may prove a genius and that you +will realize when too late that you might have discovered her," said +Selma, looking into his face brightly with a knowing smile and tapping +her fan against her hand. She was in a gay humor at the success of the +entertainment, despite the non-committal attitude of this censor, and +pleased at the appositeness of her quotation. Her figure had filled out +since her marriage. She was almost plump and she wore a single short fat +curl pendent behind her ear. + +A few months subsequent to this dinner party Flossy announced one day +that Mr. Silas S. Parsons, whom Selma had seen with the Williamses at +the theatre nearly three years before, had come to live in New York with +his wife and daughter. Flossy referred to him eagerly as one of her +husband's most valuable customers, a shrewd, sensible, Western business +man, who had made money in patent machinery and was superbly rich. He +had gone temporarily to a hotel, but he was intending to build a large +house on Fifth Avenue near the park. Selma heard this announcement with +keen interest, asking herself at once why Wilbur should not be the +architect. Why not, indeed? She promptly reasoned that here was her +chance to aid her husband; that he, if left to his own devices, would do +nothing to attract the magnate's attention, and that it behooved her, as +an American wife and a wide-awake, modern woman, to let Mr. Parsons know +his qualifications, and to prepossess him in Wilbur's favor by her own +attractions. The idea appealed to her exceedingly. She had been hoping +that some opportunity to take an active part in the furtherance of +Wilbur's career would present itself, for she felt instinctively that +with her co-operation he would make more rapid progress. Here was +exactly the occasion longed for. She saw in her mind's eye Mr. Parsons's +completed mansion, stately and beautiful, the admired precursor of a +host of important edifices--a revolutionizing monument in contemporary +architecture. Wilbur would become the fashion, and his professional +success be assured, thanks to the prompt ability of his wife to take +advantage of circumstances. So she would prove herself a veritable +helpmate, and the bond of marital sympathy would be strengthened and +refreshed. + +To begin with, Selma hinted to Mrs. Williams that Mr. Parsons might do +worse than employ Wilbur to design his house. Flossy accepted the +suggestion with enthusiasm and promised her support, adding that Mr. +Parsons was a person of sudden and strong fancies, and that if he were +to take a fancy to Wilbur, the desired result would be apt to follow. +Selma quickly decided that Mr. Parsons must be made to like her, for she +feared lest Wilbur's quiet, undemonstrative manner would fail to attract +him. Evidently he admired the self-confidence and manly assertion of +Gregory Williams, and would be liable to regard Wilbur as lacking in +force and enterprise. The reflection that she would thus be working--as +necessarily she would--for the eternal progress of truth, added a +pleasant savor to the undertaking, for it was clear that her husband was +an ideal architect for the purpose, and she would be doing a true +service to Mr. Parsons in convincing him that this was so. Altogether +her soul was in an agreeable flutter, notwithstanding that her neighbor +Flossy had recently received invitations to two or three large balls, +and been referred to in the society columns of the newspapers as the +fascinating and clever wife of the rising banker Gregory Williams. + +The Littletons were promptly given by Flossy the opportunity to make the +acquaintance of the Parsons family. Mr. Parsons was a ponderous man of +over sixty, with a solid, rotund, grave face and a chin whisker. He was +absorbed in financial interests, though he had retired from active +business, and had come to New York to live chiefly to please his wife +and daughter. Mrs. Parsons, who was somewhat her husband's junior, was a +devotee, or more correctly, a debauchee, of hotel life. Since the time +when they had become exceedingly rich, about ten years before, they had +made a grand tour of the hotels of this country and Europe. By so doing +Mrs. Parsons and her daughter felt that they became a part of the social +life of the cities which they visited. Although they had been used to +plain, if not slovenly, house-keeping before the money came, both the +wife and daughter had evolved into connoisseurs of modish and luxurious +hotel apparatus and garniture. They had learned to revel in many +courses, radiantly upholstered parlors, and a close acquaintance with +the hotel register. Society for them, wherever they went, meant finding +out the names of the other guests and dressing for them, being on easy +terms with the head waiter and elevator boy, visiting the theatres, and +keeping up a round of shopping in pursuit of articles of apparel. They +wore rich garments and considerable jewelry, and plastered +themselves--especially the daughter--with bunches of violets or roses +self-bestowed. Mrs. Parsons was partial to perfume, and they both were +addicted to the free consumption of assorted bonbons. To be sure they +had made some acquaintances in the course of their peregrinations, but +one reason for moving to New York was that Mrs. Parsons had come to the +melancholy conclusion that neither the princes of Europe nor the sons of +American leading citizens were paying that attention to her daughter +which the young lady's charms seemed to her to merit. If living lavishly +in hotels and seeing everybody right and left were not the high-road to +elegant existence and hence to a brilliant match for Lucretia, Mrs. +Parsons was ready to try the effect of a house on Fifth Avenue, though +she preferred the comforts of her present mode of life. Still one +advantage of a stable home would be that Mr. Parsons could be constantly +with them, instead of an occasional and intermittent visitor +communicated with more frequently by electricity than by word of mouth. +While Mr. Parsons was selecting the land, she and Lucretia had abandoned +themselves to an orgy of shopping, and with an eye to the new house, +their rooms at the hotel were already littered with gorgeous fabrics, +patterns of wall-paper and pieces of pottery. + +Selma's facility in the New York manner was practised on Silas Parsons +with flattering success. He was captivated by her--more so than by +Flossy, who amused him as a flibbertigibbet, but who seemed to him to +lack the serious cast of character which he felt that he discerned +beneath the sprightliness of this new charmer. Mr. Parsons was what he +called a "stickler" for the dignity of a serious demeanor. He liked to +laugh at the theatre, but mistrusted a daily point of view which savored +of buffoonery. He was fond of saying that more than one public man in +the United States had come to grief politically from being a joker, and +that the American people could not endure flippancy in their +representatives. He liked to tell and listen to humorous stories in the +security of a smoking-room, but in his opinion it behooved a citizen to +maintain a dignified bearing before the world. Like other self-made men +who had come to New York--like Selma herself--he had shrunk from and +deplored at first the lighter tone of casual speech. Still he had grown +used to it, and had even come to depend on it as an amusement. But he +felt that in the case of Selma there was a basis of ethical earnestness, +appropriate to woman, beneath her chatty flow of small talk. That she +was comparatively a new-comer accounted partially for this impression, +but it was mainly due to the fact that she still reverted after her +sallies of pleasantry to a grave method of deportment. + +Selma's chief hospitality toward the Parsonses took the form of a +theatre party, which included a supper at Delmonico's after the play. It +was an expensive kind of entertainment, which she felt obliged to +justify to Wilbur by the assertion that the Williamses had been so civil +she considered it would be only decent to show attention to their +friends. She was unwilling to disclose her secret, lest the knowledge of +it might make Wilbur offish and so embarrass her efforts. There were +eight in the party, and the affair seemed to Selma to go off admirably. +She was enthralled by the idea of using her own personal magnetism to +promote her husband's business. She felt that it was just the sort of +thing she would like and was fitted for, and that here was an +opportunity for her individuality to display itself. She devoted herself +with engaging assiduity to Mr. Parsons, pleased during the active +process of propitiation by the sub-consciousness that her table was one +of the centres of interest in the large restaurant. She had dressed +herself with formal care, and nothing in the way of compliment could +have gratified her more than the remark which Mr. Parsons made, as he +regarded her appreciatively, when he had finished his supper, that she +suggested his idea of Columbia. Selma glowed with satisfaction. The +comparison struck her as apt and appropriate, and she replied with a +proud erection of her head, which imparted to her features their +transcendental look, and caused her short curl to joggle tremulously, "I +suppose I see what you mean, Mr. Parsons." + + + +CHAPTER VII. + + +One evening, four or five days after this supper party, Wilbur laid down +the book which he was pretending to read, and said, "Selma, I have come +to the conclusion that I must give up dabbling in stocks. I am being +injured by it--not financially, for, as you know, I have made a few +thousand dollars--but morally." + +"I thought you were convinced that it was not immoral," answered Selma, +in a constrained voice. + +"I do not refer to whether speculation is justifiable in itself, but to +its effect on me as an individual--its distraction to my mind and +consequent interference with my professional work." + +"Oh." + +"For a year now, the greater portion of the time, I have had some +interest in the market, and as a consequence, have felt impelled to look +in on Williams and VanHorne every day--sometimes oftener. I am unable to +dismiss my speculations from my thoughts. I find myself wondering what +has happened to the stocks I am carrying, and I am satisfied that the +practice is thoroughly demoralizing to my self-respect and to my +progress. I am going to give it up." + +"I suppose you must give it up if it affects you like that," responded +Selma drily. "I don't see exactly why it should." + +"It may seem foolish to you, but I am unable to put my ventures out of +my mind. The consequences of loss would be so serious to me that I +suppose my imagination becomes unduly active and apprehensive. Also, I +find myself eager to secure large gains. I must renounce Aladdin's lamp +from this day forth, my dear, and trust to my legitimate business for my +income." + +Selma folded her hands and looked grave. "It's disappointing that you +feel so just when we are beginning to get on, Wilbur." + +"I have realized, Selma, that you have enjoyed and--er--been made +happier by the freedom to spend which this extra money has afforded you. +But I know, when you reflect, you will understand that I am right, and +that it would be disastrous to both of us if I were to continue to do +what I believe demoralizing. It is a mortification to me to ask you to +retrench, but I said to myself that Selma would be the first to insist +on our doing so if she knew my feelings, and it makes me happy to be +sure of your approval." + +Littleton spoke with a tender plaintiveness which betrayed that in his +secret soul he was less confident on this score than his words declared, +or than he himself supposed. "Of course," he added, earnestly, "I shall +hope that it will not make much difference. My business is slowly, but +steadily, improving, and I am doing more this year than last. I am +bending all my energies on my plans for Wetmore College. If I win in +that competition, I shall make a reputation and a respectable +commission." + +"You have been on those plans three months." + +"Yes, and shall not finish them for another two. I wish to do my best +work, and I shall be glad not to hear quotations of the ticker in my +brain. You desire me to be thorough, surely, Selma _mia_?" + +"Oh, yes. Only, you know people very often spoil things by pottering +over them." + +"I never potter. I reject because I am dissatisfied rather than offer a +design which does not please me, but I do not waste my time." + +"Call it over-conscientiousness then. I wish you to do your best work, +of course, but one can't expect to do best work invariably. Everything +was going so nicely that you must perceive it will be inconvenient to +have to economize as we did before." + +Littleton looked at his wife with a glance of loving distress. "You +wouldn't really care a button. I know you wouldn't, Selma," he said, +stoutly. + +"Of course not, if it were necessary," she answered. "Only I don't wish +to do so unless it is necessary. I am not controverting your decision +about the stocks, though I think your imagination, as you say, is to +blame. I would rather cut my right hand off than persuade you to act +contrary to your conscience. But it _is_ inconvenient, Wilbur, you must +admit, to give up the things we have become accustomed to." + +"We shall be able to keep the horse. I am certain of that." + +"I wish you to see my side of it. Say that you do," she said, with +shrill intensity. + +"It is because I do see it that I am troubled, Selma. For myself I am no +happier now than I was when we lived more simply. I can't believe that +you will really find it a hardship to deny yourself such extravagances +as our theatre party last week. Being a man," he added, after a pause, +"I suppose I may not appreciate how important and seductive some of +these social observances appear to a woman, and heaven knows my chief +wish in life is to do everything in my power to make you happy. You must +be aware of that, dearest. I delight to work hard for your sake. But it +seems almost ludicrous to be talking of social interests to you, of all +women. Why, at the time we were married, I feared that you would cut +yourself off from reasonable pleasures on account of your dislike of +everything frivolous. I remember I encouraged you not to take too +ascetic a view of such things. So I am bound to believe that your side +is my side--that we both will find true happiness in not attempting to +compete with people whose tastes are not our tastes, and whose aims are +not our aims." + +"Then you think I have deteriorated," she said, with a superior smile. + +"I think of you as the most conscientious woman I ever met. It was only +natural that you should be spurred by our neighbors, the Williamses, to +make a better showing socially before the world. I have been glad to see +you emulous up to a certain point. You must realize though, that we +cannot keep pace with them, even if we so desire. Already they are in +the public eye. He appears to have made considerable money, and his +views on the stock-market are given prominence by the press. He and his +wife are beginning to be recognized by people who were ignorant of their +existence four years ago. You told me last week that Mrs. Williams had +attended one of the fashionable balls, and I saw in yesterday's +newspaper a description of her toilette at another. It begins to look as +if, in a few years more, their ambition might be realized, and the doors +of the Morton Price mansion open wide to admit this clever country +cousin to the earthly paradise. It must be evident to you, Selma, that +very shortly we shall see only the dust of their chariot-wheels in the +dim social distance. Williams told me to-day that he has bought a house +near the park." + +"He has bought a new house? They are going to move?" exclaimed Selma, +sitting up straight, and with a fierce light in her eyes. + +"Yes. He was going home to tell his wife. It seems that they have been +talking vaguely of moving for some time. An acquaintance happened to +offer him a house, and Williams closed the bargain on the spot in his +customary chain-lightning style. I shall be sorry to have them go on +some accounts, for they have always been friendly, and you seem fond of +the wife, but we shall find it easier, perhaps, when they are gone, to +live according to our own ideas." + +"Flossy has not been quite so nice lately," said Selma; "I am afraid she +is disposed to put on airs." + +"Her head may have been turned by her success. She has a kind heart, but +a giddy brain in spite of its cleverness." + +"Flossy has been getting on, of course. But so are we getting on. Why +should they be recognized, as you call it, any more than we? In time, I +mean. Not in the same way, perhaps, since you don't approve of the sort +of things--" + +"Since I don't approve? Why, Selma, surely--" + +"Since _we_ don't approve, then. I only mean that Gregory Williams has +shown initiative, has pushed ahead, and is--er--the talk of the town. I +expect you to be successful, too. Is there any reason on earth why the +door of the Morton Prices should open wide to her and not to me?" + +"I suppose not, if--if you wish it." + +She made a gesture of impatience and gazed at him a moment with an +imperious frown, then suddenly, with the litheness of a cat, she slipped +from her chair to the floor at his feet, and leaning against his knee, +looked up into his face. + +"You dear boy, I am going to tell you something. You said to me once +that if ever the time came when I thought you visionary, I was to let +you know. Of course I understand you are worth a thousand _Gregorys_; +but don't you think you would get on faster if you were a little more +aggressive in your work?--if you weren't so afraid of being superficial +or sensational? You were intimating a few minutes ago," she added, +speaking rapidly under the stress of the message she burned to deliver, +"that I seemed changed. I don't believe I am changed. But, if I seem +different, it is because I feel so strongly that those who wish to +succeed must assert themselves and seize opportunities. There is where +it seems to me that Mr. Williams has the advantage over you, Wilbur. One +of the finest and most significant qualities of our people, you know, is +their enterprise and aggressiveness. Architecture isn't like the stock +business, but the same theory of progress must be applicable to both. +Don't you think I may be right, Wilbur? Don't you see what I mean?" + +He stroked her hair and answered gently, "What is it that I am not doing +which you think I might do?" + +Selma snuggled close to him, and put her hand in his. She was vibrating +with the proud consciousness of the duty vouchsafed to her to guide and +assist the man she loved. It was a blissful and a precious moment to +her. "If I were you," she said, solemnly, "I should build something +striking and original, something which would make everyone who beheld it +ask, 'what is the architect's name?' I would strike out boldly without +caring too much what the critics and the people of Europe would say. You +musn't be too afraid, Wilbur, of producing something American, and you +mustn't be too afraid of the American ways of doing things. We work more +quickly here in everything, and--and I still can't help feeling that you +potter a little. Necessarily I don't know about the details of your +business, but if I were you, instead of designing small buildings or +competing for colleges and churches, where more than half the time +someone else gets the award, I should make friends with the people who +live in those fine houses on Fifth Avenue, and get an order to design a +splendid residence for one of them. If you were to make a grand success +of that, as you surely would, your reputation would be made. You ask me +why I like to entertain and am willing to know people like that. It is +to help you to get clients and to come to the front professionally. Now +isn't that sensible and practical and right, too?" + +Her voice rang triumphantly with the righteousness of her plea. + +"Selma, dear, if I am not worldly-wise enough, I am glad to listen to +your suggestions. But art is not to be hurried. I cannot vulgarize my +art. I could not consent to that." + +"Of course not, Wilbur. Not worldly-wise enough is just the phrase, I +think. You are so absorbed in the theory of fine things that I am sure +you often let the practical opportunities to get the fine things to do +slip." + +"Perhaps, dear. I will try to guard against it." Wilbur took her hands +in his and looked down tenderly into her face. His own was a little +weary. "Above everything else in life I wish, to make you happy," he +said. + +"I am happy, you dear boy." + +"Truly?" + +"Yes, truly. And if something happens which I am nearly sure will +happen, I shall be happier still. It's a secret, and I mustn't tell you, +but if it does happen, you can't help agreeing that your wife has been +clever and has helped you in your profession." + +"Helped me? Ah, Selma," he said, folding her in his arms, "I don't think +you realize how much you are to me. In this modern world, what with +self-consciousness, and shyness and contemporary distaste for fulsome +expression, it is difficult to tell adequately those we love how we feel +toward them. You are my darling and my inspiration. The sun rises and +sets with you, and unless you were happy, I could never be. Each man in +this puzzling world must live according to his own lights, and I, +according to mine, am trying to make the most of myself, consistent with +self-respect and avoidance of the low human aims and time-serving +methods upon which our new civilization is supposed to frown. If I am +neglecting my lawful opportunities, if I am failing to see wisely and +correctly, I shall be grateful for counsel. Ah, Selma, for your sake, +even more than for my own, I grieve that we have no children. A baby's +hands would, I fancy, be the best of counsellors and enlighteners." + +"If children had come at first, it would have been very nice. But +now--now I think they might stand in the way of my being of help to you. +And I am so anxious to help you, Wilbur." + +As a result of this conversation Littleton devoted himself more +assiduously than ever to his work. He was eager to increase his earnings +so that his income should not be curtailed by his decision to avoid +further ventures in the stock-market. He was troubled in soul, for +Selma's accusation that he was visionary haunted him. Could it be that +he was too scrupulous, too uncompromising, and lacked proper enterprise? +Self-scrutiny failed to convince him that this was so, yet left a +lurking doubt which was harassing. His clear mind was too modest to +believe in its own infallibility, for he was psychologist enough to +understand that no one can be absolutely sure that his perspective of +life is accurate. Possibly he was sacrificing his wife's legitimate +aspirations to too rigid canons of behavior, and to an unconscious lack +of initiative. On the other hand, as a positive character, he believed +that he saw clearly, and he could not avoid the reflection that, if this +was the case, he and Selma were drifting apart--the more bitter +alternative of the two, and a condition which, if perpetuated, would +involve the destruction of the scheme of matrimonial happiness, the +ideal communion of two sympathetic souls, in which he was living as a +proud partner. Apparently he was in one of two predicaments; either he +was self deceived, which was abhorrent to him as a thoughtful grappler +with the eternal mysteries, or he had misinterpreted the character of +the woman whose transcendent quality was a dearer faith to him than the +integrity of his own manhood. + +So it was with a troubled heart that he applied himself to more rigorous +professional endeavor. Like most architects he had pursued certain lines +of work because orders had come to him, and the chances of employment +had ordained that his services should be sought for small churches, +school-houses and kindred buildings in the surrounding country rather +than for more elaborate and costly structures. On these undertakings it +was his habit to expend abundant thought and devotion. The class of work +was to his taste, for, though the funds at his disposal were not always +so large as he desired for artistic effects, yet he enjoyed the +opportunity of showing that simplicity need not be homely and +disenchanting, but could wear the aspect of grace and poetry. Latterly +he had been requested to furnish designs for some blocks of houses in +the outlying wards of the city, where the owners sought to provide +attractive, modern flats for people with moderate means. Various +commissions had come to him, also, to design decorative work, which +interested him and gave scope to his refined and aspiring imagination, +and he was enthusiastically absorbed in preparing his competitive plans +for the building of Wetmore College. His time was already well occupied +by the matters which he had in hand. That is, he had enough to do and +yet did not feel obliged to deny himself the luxury of deliberate +thoroughness in connection with each professional undertaking. Save for +the thought that he must needs earn more in order to please Selma, he +would have been completely happy in the slow but flattering growth of +his business, and in feeling his way securely toward greater success. +Now, however, he began to ask himself if it were not possible to hasten +this or that piece of work in order to afford himself the necessary +leisure for new employment. He began also to consider whether he might +not be able, without loss of dignity, to put himself in the way of +securing more important clients. To solicit business was not to be +thought of, but now and again he put the question to himself whether he +had not been too indifferent as to who was who, and what was what, in +the development of his business. + +While Littleton was thus mulling over existing conditions, and +subjecting his conduct to the relentless lens of his own conscience and +theories, Selma announced to him jubilantly, about a fortnight +subsequent to their conversation, that her secret was a secret no +longer, and that Mr. Parsons desired to employ him to build an imposing +private residence on Fifth Avenue near the Park. Mr. Parsons confirmed +this intelligence on the following day in a personal interview. He +informed Littleton that he was going to build in order to please his +wife and daughter, and intimated that expense need not stand in the way +of the gratification of their wishes. After the business matters were +disposed of he was obviously ready to intrust all the artistic details +to his architect. Consequently Littleton enjoyed an agreeable quarter of +an hour of exaltation. He was pleased at the prospect of building a +house of this description, and the hope of being able to give free scope +to his architectural bent without molestation made that prospect +roseate. He could desire no better opportunity for expressing his ideas +and proving his capacity. It was an ideal chance, and his soul thrilled +as he called up the shadowy fabric of scheme after scheme to fill the +trial canvas of his fantasy. Nor did he fail to award due credit to +Selma for her share in the transaction; not to the extent, perhaps, of +confessing incapacity on his own part, but by testifying lovingly to her +cleverness. She was in too good humor at her success to insist on his +humiliation in set terms. The two points in which she was most vitally +interested--the advantage of her own interference and the consequent +prompt extension of her husband's field of usefulness--had been +triumphantly proved, and there was no need that the third--Wilbur's lack +of capacity to battle and discriminate for himself--should be +emphasized. Selma knew what she thought in her own mind, and she +entertained the hope that this lesson might be a lamp to his feet for +future illumination. She was even generous enough to exclaim, placing +her hands on his shoulders and looking into his face with complacent +fervor: + +"You might have accomplished it just as well yourself, Wilbur." + +Littleton shook his head and smiled. "It was a case of witchery and +fascination. He probably divined how eager you were to help me, and he +was glad to yield to the agreeable spell of your wifely devotion." + +"Oh, no," said Selma. "I am sure he never guessed for one moment of what +I was thinking. Of course, I did try to make him like me, but that was +only sensible. To make people like one is the way to get business, I +believe." + +Littleton's quarter of an hour of exaltation was rudely checked by a +note from Mrs. Parsons, requesting an interview in regard to the plans. +When he presented himself he found her and her daughter imbued with +definite ideas on the subject of architects and architecture. In the +eyes of Mrs. Parsons the architect of her projected house was nothing +but a young man in the employ of her husband, who was to guide them as +to measurements, carpentry, party-walls and plumbing, but was otherwise +to do her bidding for a pecuniary consideration, on the same general +basis as the waiter at the hotel or the theatre ticket-agent. As to +architecture, she expected him to draw plans just as she expected +dealers in carpets or wall-papers to show her patterns in easy +succession. "I don't care for that; take it away." "That is rather +pretty, but let me see something else." What she said to Littleton was, +"We haven't quite decided yet what we want, but, if you'll bring some +plans the next time you call, we'll let you know which we like best. +There's a house in Vienna I saw once, which I said at the time to +Lucretia I would copy if I ever built. I've mislaid the photograph of +it, but I may be able to tell you when I see your drawings how it +differed from yours. Lucretia has a fancy for something Moorish or +Oriental. I guess Mr. Parsons would prefer brown-stone, plain and +massive, but he has left it all to us, and both daughter and I think +we'd rather have a house which would speak for itself, and not be mixed +up with everybody else's. You'd better bring us half a dozen to choose +from, and between me and you and Lucretia, we'll arrive at something +elegant and unique." + +This was sadly disillusionizing to Littleton, and the second experience +was no less so. The refined outline sketches proffered by him were +unenthusiastically surveyed and languidly discarded like so many +wall-papers. It was evident that both the mother and daughter were +disappointed, and Littleton presently divined that their chief objection +was to the plainness of the several designs. This was made unmistakably +obvious when Mrs. Parsons, after exhibiting a number of photographs of +foreign public buildings with which she had armed herself, surveyed the +most ornate, holding it out with her head on one side, and exclaimed +impressively, "This is more the sort of thing we should like. I think +Mr. Parsons has already explained to you that he desired our house to be +as handsome as possible." + +"I had endeavored to bear that in mind," Littleton retorted with spirit. +"I believe that either of these plans would give you a house which would +be handsome, interesting and in good taste." + +"It does not seem to me that there is anything unique about any of +them," said Mrs. Parsons, with a cold sniff intended to be conclusive. +Nor did Littleton's efforts to explain that elaboration in a private +residence was liable to detract from architectural dignity and to +produce the effect of vulgarity fall upon receptive soil. The rich man's +wife listened in stony silence, at times raising her lorgnette to +examine as a curiosity this young man who was telling her--an American +woman who had travelled around the world and seen everything to be +seen--how she ought to build her own house. The upshot of this interview +was that Littleton was sent away with languid instructions to try again. +He departed, thinking melancholy thoughts and with fire in his soul, +which, for Selma's sake, he endeavored to keep out of his eyes. + + + +CHAPTER VIII. + + +The departure of the Williamses to a smarter neighborhood was a trial +for Selma. She nursed the dispiriting reflection that she and Wilbur +might just as well be moving also; that a little foresight and +shrewdness on her husband's part would have enabled him to sell at a +handsome profit the house in which they were living; and that there was +no reason, except the sheer, happy faculty of making the most of +opportunities, to account for the social recognition which Flossy and +her husband were beginning to receive. It had not been easy to bear with +equanimity during the last year the ingenuous, light-hearted warblings +in which Flossy had indulged as an outlet to her triumphant spirits, and +to listen to naive recitals of new progress, as though she herself were +a companion or ladies' maid, to whom such developments could never +happen. She was weary of being merely a recipient of confidences and a +sympathetic listener, and more weary still of being regarded as such by +her self-absorbed and successful neighbor. Why should Flossy be so +dense? Why should she play second fiddle to Flossy? Why should Flossy +take for granted that she did not intend to keep pace with her? Keep +pace, indeed, when, if circumstances would only shape themselves a +little differently, she would be able speedily to outstrip her volatile +friend in the struggle for social preferment. + +Not unnaturally their friendship had been somewhat strained by the +simmering of these thoughts in Selma's bosom. If a recipient of +confidences becomes tart or cold, ingenuous prattle is apt to flow less +spontaneously. Though Flossy was completely self-absorbed, and +consequently glad to pour out her satisfaction into a sympathetic ear, +she began to realize that there was something amiss with her friend +which mere conscientious disapproval of her own frivolities did not +adequately explain. It troubled her somewhat, for she liked the +Littletons and was proud of her acquaintance with them. However, she was +conscious of having acquitted herself toward them with liberality, and, +especially now that her social vista was widening, she was not disposed +at first to analyze too deeply the cause of the lack of sympathy between +them. That is, she was struck by Selma's offish manner and frigid +silences, but forgot them until they were forced upon her attention the +next time they met. But as her friend continued to receive her bubbling +announcements with stiff indifference, Flossy, in her perplexity, began +to bend her acute mental faculties more searchingly on her idol. A fixed +point of view will keep a shrine sacred forever, but let a worshipper's +perspective be altered, and it is astonishing how different the features +of divinity will appear. Flossy had worshipped with the eyes of faith. +Now that her adoration was rejected without apparent cause, her +curiosity was piqued, and she sought an interpretation of the mystery +from her clever wits. As she observed Selma more dispassionately her +suspicion was stirred, and she began to wonder if she had been burning +incense before a false goddess. This doubt was agitating her mind at the +time when they moved from the street. + +Selma was unconscious of the existence of this doubt as she had been +largely unconscious of her own sour demeanor. She had no wish to lose +the advantages of intimate association with the Williamses. On the +contrary, she expected to make progress on her own account by admission +into their new social circle. She went promptly to call, and saw fit to +show herself tactfully appreciative of the new establishment and more +ready to listen to Flossy's volubility. Flossy, who was radiant and +bubbling over with fresh experiences which she was eager to impart, was +glad to dismiss her doubt and to give herself up to the delights of +unbridled speech. She took Selma over her new house, which had been +purchased just as it stood, completely furnished, from the previous +owner, who had suffered financial reverses. "Gregory bought it because +it was really a bargain," she said. "It will do very well for the +present, but we intend to build before long. I am keeping my eye on your +husband, and am expecting great things from the Parsons house. Do you +know, I believe in Mr. Littleton, and feel sure that some day we shall +wake up and find him famous." + +This was amiable, particularly as Flossy was very busily engaged in +contemplating the brilliant progress of Gregory Williams and his wife. +But Selma returned home feeling sore and dissatisfied. Flossy had been +gracious, but still dense and naively condescending. Selma chose to +foresee that her friend would neglect her, and her foresight was +correct. The call was not returned for many weeks, although Flossy had +assured her when they separated that distance would make no difference +in their intimacy. But in the first place, her doubts recurred to Flossy +after the departure of her visitor, and in the second, the agitations +incident to her new surroundings, fortified by these doubts, made +neglect easy. When she did call, Selma happened to be out. A few days +later an invitation to dine with the Williamses arrived. Selma would +have preferred to remain at home as a rebuke, but she was miserably +conscious that Flossy would not perceive the point of the refusal. So +she went, and was annoyed when she realized that the guests were only +people whom she knew already--the Parsonses, and some of Gregory +Williams's former associates, whom she had met at the old house. It was +a pleasant dinner, apparently, to all except Selma. The entertainment +was flatteringly lavish, and both the host and hostess with suavity put +in circulation, under the rose, the sentiment that there are no friends +like old friends--a graceful insincerity which most of them present +accepted as true. Indeed, in one sense it was not an insincerity, for +Gregory and his wife entertained cordial feelings toward them all. But +on the other hand, Selma's immediate and bitter conclusion was also +true, that the company had been invited together for the reason that, in +the opinion of Flossy, they would not have harmonized well with anyone +else. + +Said Wilbur as they drove away from the house--"Barring a few moments of +agony in the society of my tormentor, Mrs. Parsons, I had a pleasant +evening. They were obviously potting their old acquaintance in one pie, +but to my thinking it was preferable to being sandwiched in between some +of their new friends whom we do not know and who know nothing of us. It +was a little evident, but on the whole agreeable." + +Selma, shrouded in her wraps, made no reply at first. Suddenly she +exclaimed, with, fierceness, "I consider it rank impertinence. It was as +much as to say that they do not think us good enough to meet their new +friends." + +Littleton, who still found difficulty in remembering that his wife would +not always enjoy the humor of an equivocal situation, was sorry that he +had spoken. "Come, Selma," he said, "there's no use in taking that view +of the matter. You would not really care to meet the other people." + +"Yes, I would, and she knows it. I shall never enter her house again." + +"As to that, my dear, the probabilities are that we shall not be asked +for some time. You know perfectly well that, in the nature of things, +your intimacy with Mrs. Williams must languish now that she lives at a +distance and has new surroundings. She may continue to be very fond of +you, but you can't hope to see very much of her, unless I am greatly +mistaken in her character." + +"She is a shallow little worldling," said Selma, with measured +intensity. + +"But you knew that already. The fact that she invited us to dinner and +did not ignore our existence altogether shows that she likes us and +wishes to continue the friendship. I've no doubt she believes that she +is going to see a great deal of us, and you should blame destiny and the +force of fashionable circumstances, not Flossy, if you drift apart." + +"She invited us because she wished to show off her new house." + +"Not altogether. You musn't be too hard on her." + +Selma moved her shoulders impatiently, and there was silence for some +moments broken only by the tapping of her foot. Then she asked, "How +nearly have you finished the plans for the Parsons house?" + +Wilbur's brow clouded under cover of the night. He hesitated an instant +before replying, "I am sorry to say that Mrs. Parsons and I do not seem +to get on very well together. Her ideas and mine on the subject of +architecture are wide apart, as I have intimated to you once or twice. I +have modified my plans again, and she has made airy suggestions which +from my point of view are impossible. We are practically at loggerheads, +and I am trying to make up my mind what I ought to do." + +There was a wealth of condensation in the word 'impossible' which +brought back unpleasantly to Selma Pauline's use of the same word in +connection with the estimate which had been formed of Miss Bailey. +"There can be only one thing to do in the end," she said, "if you can't +agree. Mrs. Parsons, of course, must have her house as she wishes it. It +is her house, Wilbur." + +"It is her house, and she has that right, certainly. The question is +whether I am willing to allow the world to point to an architectural +hotch-potch and call it mine." + +"Isn't this another case of neglecting the practical side, Wilbur? I am +sure you exaggerate the importance of the changes she desires. If I were +building a house, I should expect to have it built to suit me, and I +should be annoyed if the architect stood on points and were captious." +Selma under the influence of this more congenial theme had partially +recovered her equanimity. Her duty was her pleasure, and it was clearly +her duty to lead her husband in the right path and save him from +becoming the victim of his own shortcomings. + +Wilbur sighed. "I have told her," he said, "that I would submit another +entirely new sketch. It may be that I can introduce some of her and her +daughter's splurgy and garish misconceptions without making myself +hopelessly ridiculous." + +He entered the house wearily, and as he stood before the hall table +under the chandelier, Selma took him by the arm and turning him toward +her gazed into his face. "I wish to examine you. Pauline said to me +to-day that she thinks you are looking pale. I don't see that you are; +no more so than usual. You never were rosy exactly. Do you know I have +an idea that she thinks I am working you to death." + +"Pauline? What reason has she to think anything of the kind? Besides, I +am perfectly well. It is a delight to work for a woman like you, +dearest." He took her face between his hands and kissed her tenderly; +yet gravely, too, as though the riddle of life did not solve itself at +the touch of her lips. "You will be interested to hear," he added, "that +I shall finish and send off the Wetmore College plans this week." + +"I am glad they are off your hands, for you will have more time for +other work." + +"Yes. I think I may have done something worth while," he said, +wistfully. + +"And I shall try not to be annoyed if someone else gets the award," she +responded, smoothing down the sheen of her evening dress and regarding +herself in the mirror. + +"Of course someone else may have taken equal pains and done a better +thing. It is necessary always to be prepared for that." + +"That is the trouble. That is why I disapprove of competitions." + +"Selma, you are talking nonsense," Littleton exclaimed with sudden +sternness. + +The decision in his tone made her start. The color mounted to her face, +and she surveyed him for an instant haughtily, as though he had done her +an injury. Then with an oratorical air and her archangel look, she said, +"You do not seem to understand, Wilbur, that I am trying to save you +from yourself." + +Littleton was ever susceptible to that look of hers. It suggested +incarnate conscientiousness, and seemed incompatible with human +imperfection or unworthy ambitions. He was too wroth to relent +altogether, but he compressed his lips and returned her look +searchingly, as though he would scrutinize her soul. + +"I'm bound to believe, I do believe, that you are trying to help me, +Selma. I need your advice and help, even against myself, I dare say. But +there are some matters of which you cannot judge so well as I. You must +trust my opinion where the development of my professional life is +concerned. I shall not forget your caution to be practical, but for the +sake of expediency I cannot be false to what I believe true. Come, dear, +let us go to bed." + +He put his hand on her arm to lead her upstairs, but she turned from it +to collect her fan and gloves. Looking, not at him, but at herself in +the mirror, she answered, "Of course. I trust, though, that this does +not mean you intend to act foolishly in regard to the Parsons house." + +"I have already told you," he said, looking back, "that I am going to +make another attempt to satisfy that exasperating woman and her +daughter." + +"And you can satisfy them, I'm sure, if you only choose to," said Selma, +by way of a firm, final observation. + +Littleton's prophecy in regard to the waning of friendship between his +wife and Mrs. Williams proved to be correct. Propinquity had made them +intimate, and separation by force of circumstances put a summary end to +frequent and cordial intercourse between them. As he had predicted, +their first invitation to the new house was still the last at the end of +three months, and save for a few words on one occasion in the street, +Selma and Flossy did not meet during that period. But during that same +three months Selma's attention was constantly attracted to the +Williamses by prominent newspaper allusions to their prosperity and +growing fashionable prestige. What they did and where they went were +chronicled in the then new style journalistic social gossip, and the +every-day world was made familiar with his financial opinions and his +equipages and her toilettes. The meeting in the street was an ordeal for +Selma. Flossy had been shopping and was about to step into her carriage, +the door of which was held open by an imposing liveried footman, when +the two women nearly collided. + +"I have not seen you for an age," Flossy exclaimed, with the genuine +ring of regret in her tone, with which busy people partially atone for +having left undone the things they ought or would like to have done. +"Which way are you going? Can't I take you somewhere?" + +Selma glanced sternly at the snug coupe and stylish horses. "No, we +don't seem to meet very often," she said drily. "I'm living, though, at +the same place," she added, with a determination to be sprightly. + +"Yes, I know; I owe you a call. It's dreadful of me. I've been intending +to come, but you can't imagine how busy I've been. Such a number of +invitations, and new things to be done. I'm looking forward to giving +you a full account of my experiences." + +"I've read about them in the newspapers." + +"Oh, yes. Gregory is always civil to reporters. He says that the +newspapers are one of the great institutions of the country, and that it +is sensible to keep in touch with them. I will confide to you that I +think the whole business vulgar, and I intend some day, when we are +firmly established, to be ugly to them. But at present the publicity is +rather convenient and amusing," she exclaimed, with a gay shake of her +head, which set her ringlets bobbing. + +"I should think it would be unpleasant to have the details of one's +appearance described by the press." + +Flossy's doubts had returned in full force during the conversation. She +said to herself, "I wonder if that is true? I wonder if it wouldn't be +the very thing she would like?" But she answered blithely, "Oh, one gets +used to it. Then I can't take you anywhere? I'm sorry. Some day I hope +my round of gayety will cease, so that we can have a quiet evening +together. I miss your husband. I always find him suggestive and +interesting." + +"'Her round of gayety! A quiet evening together!'" murmured Selma as she +walked away. "Wilbur is right; purse-proud, frivolous little thing! She +is determined to destroy our friendship." + +Four weeks subsequent to this meeting the newspapers contained a fulsome +account of a dancing party given by Mr. and Mrs. Gregory Williams--"an +elegant and recherche entertainment," in the language of the reporter. A +list of the company followed, which Selma scrutinized with a brow like a +thunder-cloud. She had acquired a feverish habit of perusing similar +lists, and she recognized that Flossy's guests--among the first of whom +were Mr. and Mrs. Morton Price and the Misses Price--were chiefly +confined to persons whom she had learned to know as members of +fashionable society. She read, in the further phraseology of the +reporter, that "it was a small and select affair." At the end of the +list, as though they had been invited on sufferance as a business +necessity, were the Parsonses; but these were the only former associates +of the Williamses. Selma had just finished her second reading of this +news item when her meditation was interrupted by the voice of her +husband, who had been silent during dinner, as though he had some matter +on his mind, and was at the moment sitting close by, on the other side +of the lamp which lighted the library table. + +"I fear you will be disappointed, Selma, but I have informed Mr. Parsons +definitely this morning, that he must get another architect. The ideas +of his wife and daughter are hopelessly at variance with mine. He seemed +to be sorry--indeed, I should think he was a reasonable and sensible +man--but he said that he was building to please Mrs. Parsons, and we +both agreed that under the circumstances it was necessary that she +should make a fresh start. He asked me to send my bill, and we parted on +the best of terms. So it is all over, and except from the point of view +of dollars and cents, I am very glad. Only the remembrance that you had +set your heart on my making this my masterpiece, prevented me from +throwing over the contract weeks ago. Tell me, Selma _mia_, that you +approve of what I have done and congratulate me." He pulled forward his +chair so that he might see her face without interference from the lamp +and leaned toward her with frank appeal. + +"Yes, I had set my heart on it, and you knew it. Yet you preferred to +give up this fine opportunity to show what you could do and to get +business worth having rather than sacrifice your own ideas as to how a +house should be built to the ideas of the women who were to live in it. +I dare say I should agree with them, and that the things which they +wished and you objected to were things I would have insisted on having." + +Littleton started as though she had struck him in the face. "Selma! My +wife! Do you realize what you are saying?" + +"Perfectly." + +"Then--then--. Why, what have I said, what have I done that you should +talk like this?" + +"Done? Everything. For one thing you have thrown away the chance for +getting ahead in your profession which I procured for you. For another, +by your visionary, unpractical ways, you have put me in the position +where I can be insulted. Read that, and judge for yourself." She held +out to him the newspaper containing the account of the dancing party, +pointing with her finger to the obnoxious passage. + +With nervous hands Littleton drew the page under the light. "What is all +this about? A party? What has it to do with our affairs?" + +"It has this to do with them--if you had been more practical and +enterprising, our names would have been on that list." + +"I am glad they are not there." + +"Yes, I know. You would be content to have us remain nobodies all our +days. You do not care what becomes of my life, provided you can carry +out your own narrow theory of how we ought to live. And I had such faith +in you, too! I have refused to believe until now that you were not +trying to make the most of your opportunities, and to enable me to make +the most of mine." + +"Selma, are you crazy? To think that you, the woman I have loved with +all my soul, should be capable of saying such things to me! What does it +mean?" + +She was quick to take advantage of his phrase. "Have loved? Yes, I know +that you do not love me as you did; otherwise you could not have refused +to build that house, against my wish and advice. It means this, Wilbur +Littleton, that I am determined not to let you spoil my life. You forget +that in marrying you I gave up my own ambitions and hopes for your sake; +because--because I believed that by living together we should be more, +and accomplish more, than by living apart. You said you needed me, and I +was fool enough to believe it." + +The fierce tragedy in her tone lapsed into self-pity under the influence +of her last thought, and Littleton, eager in his bewilderment for some +escape from the horror of the situation, put aside his anger and +dropping on his knees beside her tried to take her hands. + +"You are provoked, my darling. Do not say things which you will be sorry +for to-morrow. I call God to witness that I have sought above all else +to make you happy, and if I have failed, I am utterly miserable. I have +needed you, I do need you. Do not let a single difference of opinion +spoil the joy of both our lives and divide our hearts." + +She pulled her hands away, and shunning his endearment, rose to her +feet. + +"I am provoked, but I know what I am saying. A single difference of +opinion? Do you not see, Wilbur, that none of our opinions are the same, +and that we look at everything differently? Even your religion and the +God you call to witness are not mine. They are stiff and cold; you +Unitarians permit your consciences to deaden your emotions and belittle +your outlook on life. When I went with Mr. Parsons the other day to the +Methodist church, I could not help thinking how different it was. I was +thrilled and I felt I could do anything and be anything. My mother was a +Methodist. They sang 'Onward Christian Soldiers,' and it was glorious." +She paused a moment and, with an exalted look, seemed to be recalling +the movement of the hymn. "With you, Wilbur, and the people like +you--Pauline is the same--everything is measured and pondered over, and +nothing is spontaneous. I like action, and progress and prompt, sensible +conclusions. That is the American way, and the way in which people who +succeed get on. But you won't see it--you can't see it. I've tried to +explain it to you, and now--now it's too late. We're nobodies, and, if +our hearts are divided, that's fate I suppose. It's a very cruel fate +for me. But I don't choose to remain a nobody." + +Littleton's expression as she talked had changed from astonishment to +anger, and from anger to a sternness which gave his words of response +the effect of calm and final decision. "You have said so many things +with which I do not agree, and which I should have to dispute, that I +will not attempt to argue with you concerning them. One thing is clear, +both of us have made a horrible mistake. Each has misunderstood the +other. You are dissatisfied with me; I realize suddenly that you are +utterly different from what I supposed. I am overwhelmed, but your words +make plain many things which have distressed and puzzled me." He paused +as though in spite of the certainty of his tone, he hoped that she would +see fit to deny his conclusions. "We have made a mistake and we shall +both be miserable--that must needs be--but we must consider whether +there is any method by which we can be less unhappy. What would you like +to have me do, Selma? We have no children, thank heaven! Would it be +more agreeable to live apart from me and receive support? A divorce does +not seem necessary. Besides, our misconception of each other would +not be a legal cause." + +Selma flushed at the reference to divorce. Littleton's sad, simple +statement wore on the surface no sign of a design to hark back to her +experience with her first husband, yet she divined that it must be in +his thoughts and she resented the recurrence. Moreover, separation, +certainly for the present, went beyond her purpose. + +"I have no wish for divorce or separation. I see no reason why we should +not continue to live as we are," she answered. "To separate would cause +scandal. It is not necessary that people should know we have made a +mistake. I shall merely feel more free now to live my own life--and +there is no telling that you may not some day see things from my point +of view and sympathize with me more." She uttered the last words with a +mixture of pathos and bright solicitation. + +Littleton shook his head. "I agree with you that to go on as we are is +our best course. As you say, we ought, if possible, to keep the +knowledge of our sorrow to ourselves. God knows that I wish I could hope +that our life could ever be as it was before. Too many things have +become plain to me in the last half-hour to make that possible. I could +never learn to accept or sympathize with your point of view. There can +be no half-love with me, Selma. It is my nature to be frank, and as you +are fond of saying, that is the American way. I am your husband still, +and while I live you shall have my money and my protection. But I have +ceased to be your lover, though my heart is broken." + +"Very well," said Selma, after a painful pause. "But you know, Wilbur," +she added in a tone of eager protestation, "that I do not admit for a +moment that I am at fault. I was simply trying to help you. You have +only yourself to blame for your unhappiness and--and for mine. I hope +you understand that." + +"Yes, I understand that you think so," he said sadly. + + + +CHAPTER IX. + + +The breach between Littleton and his wife was too serious to be healed, +for he was confronted by the conviction that Selma was a very different +being from the woman whom he had supposed that he was marrying. He had +been slow to harbor distrust, and loath, even in the face of her own +words, to admit that he had misinterpreted her character; but this last +conversation left no room for doubt. Selma had declared to him, +unequivocally, that his ideas and theory of life were repugnant to her, +and that, henceforth, she intended to act independently of them, so far +as she could do so, and yet maintain the semblance of the married state. +It was a cruel shock and disappointment to him. At the time of his +marriage he would have said that the least likely of possible happenings +would be self-deception as to the character of the woman he loved. Yet +this was precisely what had befallen him. + +Having realized his mistake, he did not seek to flinch from the bitter +truth. He saw clearly that their future relations toward each other must +be largely formal; that tender comradeship and mutual soul alliance were +at an end. At the same time his simple, direct conscience promptly +indicated to him that it was his duty to recognize Selma's point of view +and endeavor to satisfy it as far as he could without sacrifice of his +own principles. He chose to remember that she, too, had made a mistake, +and that he was not the kind of husband whom she desired; that his +tastes were not her tastes, nor his ambitions her's; that she had tastes +and ambitions of her own which he, as the man to whom she was bound by +the law, must not disregard. Thus reasoning, he resolved to carry out +the scheme of life which she appeared to despise, but also to work hard +to provide her with the means to fulfil her own aims. She craved money +for social advancement. She should have it from him, for there was no +other source from which she could obtain it. The poignancy of his own +sorrow should not cause him to ignore that she had given up her own +career and pursuits in order to become his wife, and was now +disappointed and without independent resources. His pride was sorely +wounded, his ideals shattered and his heart crushed; yet, though he +could not forbear from judging Selma, and was unconscious of having +failed in his obligations to her as a husband and a man, he saw what she +called her side, and he took up the thread of life again under the spur +of an intention to give her everything but love. + +On her part Selma felt aggrieved yet emancipated. She had not looked for +any such grave result from her vituperation. She had intended to reprove +his surrender of the Parsons's contract, in direct opposition to her own +wishes, with the severity it deserved, and to let him understand clearly +that he was sacrificing her happiness, no less than his own, by his +hysterical folly. When the conversation developed stubborn resistance on +his part, and she realized that he was defending and adhering to his +purpose, a righteous sense of injury became predominant in her mind over +everything else. All her past wrongs cried for redress, and she rejoiced +in the opportunity of giving free vent to the pent up grievances which +had been accumulating for many months. Even then it was startling to her +that Wilbur should suddenly utter the tragic ultimatum that their +happiness was at an end, and hint at divorce. She considered that she +loved him, and it had never occurred to her that he could ever cease to +love her. Rather than retract a word of her own accusations she would +have let him leave her, then and there, to live her own life without +protection or support from him, but his calmer decision that they should +continue to live together, yet apart, suited her better. In spite of his +resolute mien she was sceptical of the seriousness of the situation. She +believed in her heart that after a few days of restraint they would +resume their former life, and that Wilbur, on reflection, would +appreciate that he had been absurd. + +When it became apparent that he was not to be appeased and that his +threat had been genuine, Selma accepted the new relation without demur, +and prepared to play her part in the compact as though she had been +equally obdurate in her outcry for her freedom. She met reserve with +reserve, maintaining rigorously the attitude that she had been wronged +and that he was to blame. Meantime she watched him narrowly, wondering +what his grave, sad demeanor and solicitous politeness signified. When +presently it became plain to her that not merely she was to be free to +follow her own bent, but that he was ready to provide her with the means +to carry out her schemes, she regarded his liberality as weakness and a +sign that he knew in his heart that she was in the right. Immediately, +and with thinly concealed triumph, she planned to utilize the new +liberty at her disposal, purging any scruples from her conscience by the +generous reflection that when Wilbur's brow unbent and his lips moved +freely she would forgive him and proffer him once more her conjugal +counsel and sympathy. She was firmly of the opinion that, unless he thus +acknowledged his shortcomings and promised improvement, the present +arrangement was completely to her liking, and that confidence and +happiness between them would be utterly impossible. She shed some tears +over the thought that unkind circumstances had robbed her of the love by +which she had set such store and which she, on her part, still +cherished, but she comforted herself with the retort that its loss was +preferable to sacrificing weakly the development of her own ideas and +life to its perpetuation. + +Her flush of triumph was succeeded, however, by a discontented mood, +because cogitation constrained her to suspect that her social progress +might not be so rapid as her first rosy visions had suggested. She +counted on being able to procure the participation of Wilbur +sufficiently to preserve the appearance of domestic harmony. This would +be for practical purposes a scarcely less effective furtherance of her +plans than if he were heartily in sympathy with them. Were there not +many instances where busy husbands took part in the social undertakings +of their wives, merely on the surface, to preserve appearances? The +attitude of Wilbur seemed reasonably secure. That which harassed her as +the result of her reflections and efforts to plan was the unpalatable +consciousness that she did not know exactly what to do, and that no one, +even now that she was free, appeared eager to extend to her the hand of +recognition. She was prompt to lay the blame of this on her husband. It +was he who, by preventing her from taking advantage of the social +opportunities at their disposal, had consigned her to this eddy where +she was overlooked. This seemed to her a complete excuse, and yet, +though she made the most of it, it did not satisfy her. Her helplessness +angered her, and aroused her old feelings of suspicion and resentment +against the fashionable crew who appeared to be unaware of her +existence. She was glad to believe that the reason they ignored her was +because she was too serious minded and spiritual to suit their frivolous +and pleasure-loving tastes. Sometimes she reasoned that the sensible +thing for her to do was to break away from her present life, where +convention and caste trammelled her efforts, and make a name for herself +as an independent soul, like Mrs. Margaret Rodney Earle and other +free-born women of the Republic. With satisfaction she pictured herself +on the lecture platform uttering burning denunciation of the un-American +social proclivities of this shallow society, and initiating a crusade +which should sweep it from existence beneath the ban of the moral sense +of the thoughtful people of the country. + +But more frequently she nursed her resentment against Mrs. Williams, to +whom she ascribed the blame of her isolation, reasoning that if Flossy +had been a true friend, not even Wilbur's waywardness would have +prevented her social recognition and success. That, instead, this +volatile, fickle prattler had used her so long as she needed her, and +then dropped her heartlessly. The memory of Flossy's ball still rankled +deeply, and appeared to Selma a more obvious and more exasperating +insult as the days passed without a sign of explanation on the part of +her late neighbor, and as her new projects languished for lack of a few +words of introduction here and there, which, in her opinion, were all +she needed to ensure her enthusiastic welcome as a social leader. The +appreciation that without those words of introduction she was helpless +for the time being focused her resentment, already keen, on the +successful Flossy, whose gay doings had disappeared from the public +prints in a blaze of glory with the advent of the Lenten season. +Refusing to acknowledge her dependence, Selma essayed several spasmodic +attempts to assert herself, but they proved unsatisfactory. She made the +most of Mr. Parsons's predilection for her society, which had not been +checked by Wilbur's termination of the contract. She was thus enabled to +affiliate with some of their new friends, but she was disagreeably +conscious that she was not making real progress, and that Mr. and Mrs. +Parsons and their daughter had, like herself, been dropped by the +Williamses--dropped skilfully and imperceptibly, yet none the less +dropped. Two dinner parties, which she gave in the course of a fortnight +to the most important of these new acquaintances, by way of manifesting +to Wilbur her intention to enjoy her liberty at his expense, left her +depressed and sore. + +It was just at this time that Flossy took it into her head to call on +her--one of her first Lenten duties, as she hastened to assure Selma, +with glib liveliness, as soon as she entered. Flossy was in too exalted +a frame of mind, too bubbling over with the desire to recite her +triumphs, to have in mind either her doubts concerning Selma or the need +of being more than mildly apologetic for her lack of devotion. She felt +friendly, for she was in good humor, and was naively desirous to be +received in the same spirit, so that she might unbosom herself +unreservedly. Sweeping into the room, an animated vision of smiling, +stylish cordiality, she sought, as it were, to carry before her by force +of her own radiant mood all obstacles to an amiable reception. + +"My dear, we haven't met for ages. Thank heaven, Lent has come, and now +I may see something of you. I said to Gregory only yesterday that I +should make a bee-line for your house, and here I am. Well, dear, how +are you? All sorts of things have happened, Selma, since we've had a +real chat together. Do you remember my telling you--of course you +do--not long after Gregory and I were married that I never should be +satisfied until one thing happened? Well, you may congratulate me; it +has happened. We dined a week ago to-night with my cousins--the Morton +Prices--a dinner of fourteen, all of them just the people I wished to +know. Wasn't it lovely? I have waited for it to come, and I haven't +moved a finger to bring it about, except to ask them to my dancing +party--I had to do that, for after all they are my relations. They +accepted and came and I was pleased by it; but they could easily have +ignored me afterward if they had wished. What really pleased me, Selma, +was their asking me to one of their select dinners, because--because it +showed that we are--" + +Flossy's hesitation was due partly to the inherent difficulty of +expressing her thought with proper regard for modesty. With her rise in +life she had learned that unlimited laudation of self was not altogether +consistent with "fitness," even in such a confidential interview as the +present. But she was also disconcerted by the look in Selma's eyes--a +look which, at first startled into momentary friendliness by the +suddenness of the onslaught, had become more and more lowering until it +was unpleasantly suggestive of scornful dislike. While she thus +faltered, Selma drily rounded out the sentence with the words, "Because +it showed that you are somebodies now." + +Flossy gave an embarrassed little laugh. "Yes, that's what I meant. I +see you have a good memory, and it sounds nicer on your lips than it +would on mine." + +"You have come here to-day on purpose to tell me this?" said Selma. + +"I thought you would be interested to hear that my cousins had +recognized me at last. I remember, you thought it strange that they +should take so little notice of me." Flossy's festive manner had +disappeared before the tart reception of her confidences, and her keen +wits, baffled in their search for flattery, recalled the suspicions +which were only slumbering. She realized that Selma was seriously +offended with her, and though she did not choose to acknowledge to +herself that she knew the cause, she had already guessed it. An +encounter at repartee had no terrors for her, if necessary, and the +occasion seemed to her opportune for probing the accumulating mysteries +of Selma's hostile demeanor. Yet, without waiting for a response to her +last remark, she changed the subject, and said, volubly, "I hear that +your husband has refused to build the new Parsons house because Mrs. +Parsons insisted on drawing the plans." + +Selma's pale, tense face flushed. She thought for a moment that she was +being taunted. + +"That was Mr. Littleton's decision, not mine." + +"I admire his independence. He was quite right. What do Mrs. Parsons or +her daughter know about architecture? Everybody is laughing at them. You +know I consider your husband a friend of mine, Selma." + +"And we were friends, too, I believe?" Selma exclaimed, after a moment +of stern silence. + +"Naturally," responded Flossy, with a slightly sardonic air, prompted by +the acerbity with which the question was put. + +"Then, if we were friends--are friends, why have you ceased to associate +with us, simply because you live in another street and a finer house?" + +Flossy gave a gasp. "Oh," she said to herself, "it's true. She is +jealous. Why didn't I appreciate it before?" + +"Am I not associating with you now by calling on you, Selma?" she said +aloud. "I don't understand what you mean." + +"You are calling on me, and you asked us to dinner to meet--to meet just +the people we knew already, and didn't care to meet; but you have never +asked us to meet your new friends, and you left us out when you gave +your dancing party." + +"You do not dance." + +"How do you know?" + +"I have never associated you with dancing. I assumed that you did not +dance." + +"What grounds had you for such an assumption?" + +"Really, Selma, your catechism is most extraordinary. Excuse my smiling. +And I don't know how to answer your questions--your fierce questions any +better. I didn't ask you to my party because I supposed that you and +your husband were not interested in that sort of thing, and would not +know any of the people. You have often told me that you thought they +were frivolous." + +"I consider them so still." + +"Then why do you complain?" + +"Because--because you have not acted like a friend. Your idea of +friendship has been to pour into my ears, day after day, how you had +been asked to dinner by this person and taken up by that person, until I +was weary of the sound of your voice, but it seems not to have occurred +to you, as a friend of mine, and a friend and admirer of my husband, to +introduce us to people whom you were eager to know, and who might have +helped him in his profession. And now, after turning the cold shoulder +on us, and omitting us from your party, because you assumed I didn't +dance, you have come here this morning, in the name of friendship, to +tell me that your cousins, at last, have invited you to dinner. And yet +you think it strange that I'm not interested. That's the only reason you +came--to let me know that you are a somebody now; and you expected me, +as a friend and a nobody, to tell you how glad I am." + +Flossy's eyes opened wide. Free as she was accustomed to be in her own +utterances, this flow of bitter speech delivered with seer-like +intensity was a new experience to her. She did not know whether to be +angry or amused by the indictment, which caused her to wince +notwithstanding that she deemed it slander. Moreover the insinuation +that she had been a bore was humiliating. + +"I shall not weary you soon again with my confidences," she answered. +"So it appears that you were envious of me all the time--that while you +were preaching to me that fashionable society was hollow and +un-American, you were secretly unhappy because you couldn't do what I +was doing--because you weren't invited, too. Oh, I see it all now; it's +clear as daylight. I've suspected the truth for some time, but I've +refused to credit it. Now everything is explained. I took you at your +word; I believed in you and your husband and looked up to you as +literary people--people who were interested in fine and ennobling +things. I admired you for the very reason that I thought you didn't +care, and that you didn't need to care, about society and fashionable +position. I kept saying to you that I envied you your tastes, and let +you see that I considered myself your real inferior in my determination +to attract attention and oblige society to notice us. I was guileless +and simpleton enough to tell you of my progress--things I would have +blushed to tell another woman like myself--because I considered you the +embodiment of high aims and spiritual ideas, as far superior to mine as +the poetic star is superior to the garish electric light. I thought it +might amuse you to listen to my vanities. Instead, it seems you were +masquerading and were eating your heart out with envy of me--poor me. +You were ambitious to be like me." + +"I wouldn't be like you for anything in the world." + +"You couldn't if you tried. That's one of the things which this +extraordinary interview has made plain beyond the shadow of a doubt. You +are aching to be a social success. You are not fit to be. I have found +that out for certain to-day." + +"It is false," exclaimed Selma, with a tragic intonation. "You do not +understand. I have no wish to be a social success. I should abhor to +spend my life after the manner of you and your associates. What I object +to, what I complain of, is that, in spite of your fine words and +pretended admiration of me, you have preferred these people, who are +exclusive without a shadow of right, to me who was your friend, and that +you have chosen to ignore me for the sake of them, and behaved as if you +thought I was not their equal or your equal. That is not friendship, it +is snobbishness--un-American snobbishness." + +"It is very amusing. Amusing yet depressing," continued Flossy, without +heed to this asseveration. "You have proved one of my ideals to be a +delusion, which is sad." She had arisen and stood gently swaying pendent +by its crook her gay parasol, with her head on one side, and seeming for +once to be choosing her words judicially. "When we met first and I +nearly rushed into your arms, I was fascinated, and I said to myself +that here was the sort of American woman of whom I had dreamed--the sort +of woman I had fondly imagined once that I might become. I saw you were +unsophisticated and different from the conventional women to whom I was +accustomed, and, even at first, the things you said every now and then +gave me a creepy feeling, but you were inspiring to look at--though now +that the scales have fallen from my eyes I wonder at my infatuation--and +I continued to worship you as a goddess on a pedestal. I used to say to +Gregory, 'there's a couple who are to the manner born; they never have +to make believe. They are genuinely free and gentle souls.' Your +husband? I can't believe that I have been deluded in regard to him, +also. I just wonder if you appreciate him--if it is possible that he has +been deluded, also. That's rank impertinence, I know; but after all, we +are unbosoming our thoughts to each other to-day, and may as well speak +openly. You said just now that it was his decision not to go on with the +Parsons house. Did you disapprove of it?" + +"Yes, I disapproved of it," answered Selma with flashing eyes. "And what +if I did?" + +She rose and stood confronting her visitor as though to banish her from +the house. + +"I'm going," said Flossy. "It's none of my concern of course, and I'm +aware that I appear very rude. I'm anxious though not to lose faith in +your husband, and now that I've begun to understand you, my wits are +being flooded with light. I was saying that you were not fit to be a +social success, and I'm going to tell you why. No one else is likely to, +and I'm just mischievous and frank enough. You're one of those American +women--I've always been curious to meet one in all her glory--who +believe that they are born in the complete panoply of flawless +womanhood; that they are by birthright consummate house-wives, leaders +of the world's thought and ethics, and peerless society queens. All this +by instinct, by heritage, and without education. That's what you +believe, isn't it? And now you are offended because you haven't been +invited to become a leader of New York society. You don't understand, +and I don't suppose you ever will understand, that a true lady--a +genuine society queen--represents modesty and sweetness and +self-control, and gentle thoughts and feelings; that she is evolved by +gradual processes from generation to generation, not ready made. Oh, you +needn't look at me like that. I'm quite aware that if I were the genuine +article I shouldn't be talking to you in this fashion. But there's hope +for me because I'm conscious of my shortcomings and am trying to correct +them; whereas you are satisfied, and fail to see the difference between +yourself and the well-bred women whom you envy and sneer at. You're +pretty and smart and superficial and--er--common, and you don't know it. +I'm rather dreadful, but I'm learning. I don't believe you will ever +learn. There! Now I'm going." + +"Go!" cried Selma with a wave of her arm. "Yes, I am one of those women. +I am proud to be, and you have insulted by your aspersions, not only me, +but the spirit of independent and aspiring American womanhood. You don't +understand us; you have nothing in common with us. You think to keep us +down by your barriers of caste borrowed from effete European courts, but +we--I--the American people defy you. The time will come when we shall +rise in our might and teach you your place. Go! Envy you? I would not +become one of your frivolous and purposeless set if you were all on your +bended knees before me." + +"Oh, yes you would," exclaimed Flossy, glancing back over her shoulder. +"And it's because you've not been given the chance that we have +quarrelled now." + + + +CHAPTER X. + + +The morning after her drastic interview with Mrs. Williams, Selma +studied herself searchingly in her mirror. Of all Flossy's candid +strictures the intimation that she was not and never would be completely +a lady was the only one which rankled. The effrontery of it made her +blood boil; and yet she consulted her glass in the seclusion of her +chamber in order to reassure herself as to the spiteful falsity of the +criticism. Wild horses would not have induced her to admit even to +herself that there was the slightest ground for it; still it rankled, +thereby suggesting a sub-consciousness of suspicion on the look out for +just such a calumny. + +She gave Littleton her own version of the quarrel. Her explanation was +that she had charged Flossy with a lack of friendship in failing to +invite her to her ball, and convicted her of detestable snobbery; that +she had denounced this conduct in vigorous language, that they had +parted in anger, and that all intercourse between them was at an end. + +"We understand each other now," she added. "I have felt for some time +that we were no longer sympathetic; and that something of this kind was +inevitable. I am glad that we had the chance to speak plainly, for I was +able to show her that I had been waiting for an excuse to cut loose from +her and her frivolous surroundings. I have wearied my spirit long enough +with listening to social inanities, and in lowering my standards to hers +for the sake of appearing friendly and conventional. That is all over +now, thank heaven." + +It did not occur to Selma that there was any inconsistency in these +observations, or that they might appear a partial vindication of her +husband's point of view. The most salient effect of her encounter with +Flossy had been suddenly to fuse and crystallize her mixed and seemingly +contradictory ambitions into utter hostility to conventional fashionable +society. Even when her heart had been hungering for an invitation to +Flossy's ball, she considered that she despised these people, but the +interview had served to establish her in the glowing faith that they, by +their inability to appreciate her, had shown themselves unworthy of +further consideration. The desire which she had experienced of late for +a renewal of her intimacy with Mrs. Earle and a reassertion of her +former life of independent feminine activity had returned to her, +coupled with the crusading intention to enroll herself openly once more +in the army of new American women, whose impending victorious campaign +she had prophesied in her retort to Mrs. Williams's maledictions. She +had, in her own opinion, never ceased to belong to this army, and she +felt herself now more firmly convinced than ever that the course of life +of those who had turned a cold shoulder on her was hostile to the spirit +of American institutions. So far as her husband was concerned, +imaginative enterprise and the capacity to take advantage of +opportunities still seemed to her of the essence of fine character. +Indeed, she was not conscious of any change in her point of view. She +had resented Flossy's charge that she desired to be a social success, +and had declared that her wounded feelings were solely due to Flossy's +betrayal of friendship, not to balked social ambition. Consequently it +was no strain on her conscientiousness to feel that her real sentiments +had always been the same. + +Nevertheless she scrutinized herself eagerly and long in her mirror, and +the process left her serious brow still clouded. She saw in the glass +features which seemed to her suggestive of superior womanhood, a slender +clear-cut nose, the nostrils of which dilated nervously, delicately +thin, compressed lips, a pale, transparent complexion, and clear, +steel-like, greenish-brown eyes looking straight and boldly from an +anxious forehead surmounted with a coiffure of elaborately and smoothly +arranged hair. She saw indisputable evidence that she had ceased to be +the ethically attractive, but modishly unsophisticated and physically +undeveloped girl, who had come to New York five years before, for her +figure was compact without being unduly plump, her cheeks becomingly +oval, and her toilette stylish. There were rings on her fingers, and her +neck-gear was smart. Altogether the vision was satisfactory, yet she +recognized as she gazed that her appearance and general effect were not +precisely those of Flossy, Pauline, or Mrs. Hallett Taylor. She had +always prided herself on the distinction of her face, and admired +especially its freedom from gross or unintellectual lines. She did not +intend to question its superiority now; but Flossy's offensive words +rang in her ears and caused her to gnaw her lips with annoyance. What +was the difference between them? Flossy had dared to call her common and +superficial; had dared to insinuate that she never could be a lady. A +lady? What was there in her appearance not lady-like? In what way was +she the inferior of any of them in beauty, intelligence or character? +Rigorous as was the scrutiny, the face in the mirror seemed to her an +unanswerable refutation of the slander. What was the difference? Was it +that her eyes were keener and brighter, her lips thinner and less +fleshly, her general expression more wide-awake and self-reliant? If so, +were these not signs of superiority; signs that they, not she, were +deficient in the attributes of the best modern womanhood in spite of +their affectation of exclusiveness? + +The result of this process of self-examination in her looking-glass, +which was not limited to a single occasion, established more firmly than +ever in Selma's opinion the malignant falsity of the imputation, and yet +she was still haunted by it. She was tortured by the secret thought +that, though her ambition had been to become just like those other +women, she was still distinguishable from them; and moreover, that she +was baffled in her attempt to analyze the distinction. Distinguishable +even from Flossy--from Flossy, who had slighted and then reviled her! +Why had she ever faltered in her distrust of these enemies of true +American society? Yet this lingering sense of torture served to whet her +new-found purpose to have done with them forever, and to obtain the +recognition and power to which she was entitled, in spite of their +impertinence and neglect. + +The announcement was made to her by Wilbur at about this time that his +plans for Wetmore College had been accepted, and that he was to be the +architect of the new buildings. As he told her his face showed a +tremulous animation which it had not worn for many weeks, and he +regarded her for a moment with shy eagerness, as though he half hoped +that this vindication of his purposes by success might prompt her to +tender some sort of apology, and thus afford him the chance to persuade +himself that he had been mistaken after all in his judgment of her. + +"You must be very much pleased," she said. "And so am I, of course." +Then, after a moment of reflective abstraction, she asked with sudden +eagerness, "How long will it take to build them?" + +"Two or three years, I suppose." + +"And you would be obliged to go frequently to Benham?" + +"In order to oversee the work I should have to make short trips there +from time to time." + +"Yes. Wilbur," she exclaimed, with her exalted expression, "why +shouldn't we go to Benham to live? I have been thinking a great deal +lately about what we said to each other that time when you felt so +badly, and I have come to the conclusion that our living in New York is +what is really the trouble. I have the feeling, Wilbur, that in some +other place than this cruel, conventional city we should be happier than +we are now--indeed, very happy. Has it ever occurred to you? You see, +New York doesn't understand me; it doesn't understand you, Wilbur. It +sneers at our aspirations. Benham is a growing, earnest city--a city +throbbing with the best American spirit and energy. I suggest Benham +because we both know it so well. The college buildings would give you a +grand start, and I--we both would be in our proper sphere." + +Littleton had started at the suggestion. As a drowning man will grasp at +a straw, his grieving soul for an instant entertained the plan as a +panacea for their woes. But his brow grew grave and sad under the +influence of reflection as she proceeded to set forth her reasons in her +wrapt fashion. If he had not learned to remain cold under the witchery +of her intense moods, he no longer hesitated to probe her fervid +assertions with his self-respecting common-sense. + +"I would he willing to go to the ends of the earth, Selma," he answered, +"if I believed that by so doing you and I could become what we once were +to each other. But I cannot see why we should hope to be happier in +Benham than here, nor do I agree with you that this is not our proper +sphere. I do not share your sentiments in regard to New York; but +whatever its faults, New York is the place where I have established +myself and am known, and where the abilities which I possess can be +utilized and will be appreciated soonest. Benham is twenty-five years +behind this city in all things which concern art and my professional +life, as you well know." + +Selma flushed. "On the contrary, I have reason to believe that Benham +has made wonderful progress in the last five years. My friends there +write that there are many new streets and beautiful buildings, and that +the spirit of the place is enthusiastic and liberal, not luxurious and +sneering. You never appreciated Benham at its true worth, Wilbur." + +"Perhaps not. But we chose New York." + +"Then you insist on remaining here?" + +"I see no reason for sacrificing the fruits of the past five years--for +pulling myself up by the roots and making a fresh start. From a +professional point of view, I think it would be madness." + +"Not even to save our happiness?" Selma's eyes swam and her lips +trembled as she spoke. She felt very miserable, and she yearned with the +desire that her husband would clasp her in his arms in a vast embrace, +and tell her that she was right and that he would go. She felt that if +he did, the horror of the past would be wiped out and loving harmony be +restored. + +Wilbur's lips trembled, too. He gazed at her for a moment without +speaking, in conflict with himself; then passing his hand across his +forehead, as though he would sweep away a misty spell from his eyes, +said, "Be sensible, Selma. If we could be happy in Benham, we should be +happy here." + +"Then you refuse?" + +"For the present, yes." + +"And I must remain here to be insulted--and a nobody." + +"For God's sake, Selma, let us not renew that discussion. What you ask +is impossible at present, but I shall remember that it is your wish, and +when I begin my work at Benham the circumstances and surroundings may be +such that I shall feel willing to move." + +Selma turned to the table and took up a book, dissatisfied, yet buoyed +by a new hope. She did not observe the tired lines on her husband's +face--the weariness of a soul disappointed in its most precious +aspirations. + +Within the next month it happened that a terrible and unusual fatality +was the occasion of the death of both Mrs. Parsons and her daughter. +They were killed by a fall of the elevator at the hotel in which they +were living--one of those dire casualties which are liable to happen to +any one of us in these days of swift and complicated apparatus, but +which always seem remote from personal experience. This cruel blow of +fate put an end to all desire on the part of the bereaved husband and +father to remain in New York, whither he had come to live mainly to +please his women folk, as he called them. As soon as he recovered from +the bewilderment of the shock, Mr. Parsons sent for the architect who +had taken Littleton's place, and who had just begun the subservient task +of fusing diverse types of architecture in order to satisfy an American +woman's appetite for startling effect, and told him to arrange to +dispose of the lot and its immature walls to the highest bidder. His +precise plans for the future were still uncertain when Selma called on +him, and found comfort for her own miseries in ministering to his +solitude, but he expressed an inclination to return to his native +Western town, as the most congenial spot in which to end his days. +Selma, whose soul was full of Benham, suggested it as an alternative, +enlarging with contagious enthusiasm on its civic merits. The crushed +old man listened with growing attention. Already the germs of a plan for +the disposition of his large property were sprouting in his mind to +provide him with a refuge from despondency. He was a reticent man, not +in the habit of confiding his affairs until ready to act, but he paid +interested heed to Selma's eulogy of the bustling energy and rapid +growth of Benham. His preliminary thought had been that it would make +him happy to endow his native town, which was a small and inconspicuous +place, with a library building. But, as his visitor referred to the +attractions and admirable public spirit of the thriving city, which was +in the same State as his own home, he silently reasoned that residence +there need not interfere with his original project, and that he might +find a wide and more important field for his benefactions in a community +so representative of American ideas and principles. + +Selma's visits of condolence to Mr. Parsons were interrupted by the +illness of her own husband. In reflecting, subsequently, she remembered +that he had seemed weary and out of sorts for several days, but her +conscious attention was invoked by his coming home early in the +afternoon, suffering from a violent chill, and manifestly in a state of +physical collapse. He went to bed at once; Selma brought blankets and a +hot-water bottle, and Dr. George Page was sent for. Dr. Page was the one +of Littleton's friends whom Selma had unsuccessfully yearned to know +better. She had never been able to understand him exactly, but he +fascinated her in spite of--perhaps because of--his bantering manner. +She found difficulty in reconciling it with his reputation for hard work +and masterly skill in his profession. She was constantly hoping to +extract from him something worthy of his large, solid face, with its +firm mouth and general expression of reserve force, but he seemed always +bent on talking nonsense in her society, and more than once the +disagreeable thought had occurred to her that he was laughing at her. He +had come to the house after her marriage now and then, but during the +past year or two she had scarcely seen him. The last time when they had +met, Selma had taxed him with his neglect of her. + +His reply had been characteristically elusive and unsatisfactory. "I +will not attempt to frame excuses for my behavior, Mrs. Littleton, for +no reason which I could offer would be a justification." + +But on the present occasion his greeting was grave and eager. + +"Wilbur sick? I feared as much. I warned Pauline two months ago that he +was overworking, and only last week I told him that he would break down +if he did not go away for a fortnight's rest." + +"I wish you had spoken to me." + +Selma noted with satisfaction that there was no raillery in his manner +now. He bent his gaze on her searchingly. + +"Have you not noticed that he looked ill and tired?" + +She did not flinch. Why indeed should she? "A little. He tired himself, +I think, over the designs for Wetmore College, which he did in addition +to his other work. But since the award was made it has seemed to me that +he was looking better." + +She started to lead the way to Wilbur's room, but the doctor paused, and +regarding her again fixedly, as though he had formed a resolution to +ferret the secrets of her soul, said laconically: + +"Is he happy?" + +"Happy?" she echoed. + +"Has he anything on his mind, I mean--anything except his work?" + +"Nothing--that is," she added, looking up at her inquisitor +with bright, interested eyes, "nothing except that he is very +conscientious--over-conscientious I sometimes think." To be bandying +psychological analyses with this able man was an edifying experience +despite her concern for Wilbur. + +"I see," he answered dryly, and for an instant there was a twinkle in +his eyes. Yet he added, "To make a correct diagnosis it is important to +know all the facts of the case." + +"Of course," she said solemnly, reassured in her belief that she was +being consulted and was taking part in the treatment of her husband's +malady. + +She accompanied Dr. Page to Wilbur's bed-side. He conversed in a cheery +tone with his friend while he took his temperature and made what seemed +to her a comparatively brief examination. Selma jumped to the conclusion +that there was nothing serious the matter. The moment they had left the +room, the doctor's manner changed, and he said with alert concern: + +"Your husband is very ill; he has pneumonia. I am going to send for a +nurse." + +"A nurse? I will nurse him myself, Dr. Page." + +It seemed to her the obvious thing to do. She spoke proudly, for it +flashed into her mind that here was the opportunity to redeem the +situation with Wilbur. She would tend him devotedly and when he had been +restored to health by her loving skill, perhaps he would appreciate her +at her worth, and recognize that she had thwarted him only to help him. + +The doctor's brow darkened, and he said with an emphasis which was +almost stern: "Mrs. Littleton, I do not wish to alarm you, but it is +right that you should know that Wilbur's symptoms are grave. I hope to +save his life, but it can be saved only by trained skill and attendance. +Inexperienced assistance, however devoted, would be of no use in a case +like this." + +"But I only wished to nurse him." + +"I know it; I understand perfectly. You supposed that anyone could do +that. At least that you could. I shall return in an hour at the latest +with a nurse who was trained for three years in a hospital to fit her to +battle for valuable lives." + +Selma flushed with annoyance. She felt that she was being ridiculed and +treated as though she were an incapable doll. She divined that by his +raillery he had been making fun of her, and forthwith her predilection +was turned to resentment. Not nurse her husband? Did this brow-beating +doctor realize that, as a girl, she had been the constant attendant of +her invalid father, and that more than once it had occurred to her that +her true mission in life might be to become a nurse? Training? She would +prove to him that she needed no further training. These were her +thoughts, and she felt like crying, because he had humiliated her at a +time like this. Yet she had let Dr. Page go without a word. She returned +to Wilbur and established herself beside his bed. He tried to smile at +her coming. + +"I think I shall be better to-morrow. It is only a heavy cold," he said, +but already he found difficulty in speaking. + +"I have come to nurse you. The blankets and hot-water bottle have made +you warmer, haven't they? Nod; you mustn't talk." + +"Yes," he whispered huskily. + +She felt his forehead, and it was burning. She took his hand and saying, +"Sh! You ought not to talk," held it in her own. Then there was silence +save for Wilbur's uneasy turning. It was plain that he was very +uncomfortable. She realized that he was growing worse, and though she +chose to believe that the doctor had exaggerated the seriousness of the +case in order to affront her, the thought came that he might die. She +had never considered such a possibility before. What should she do? She +would be a widow without children and without means, for she knew that +Wilbur had laid up little if anything. She would have to begin life over +again--a pathetic prospect, yet interesting. Even this conjecture of +such a dire result conjured up a variety of possible methods of +livelihood and occupation which sped through her mind. + +The return of Dr. Page with a nurse cut short these painful yet +engrossing speculations. His offensive manner appeared to have exhausted +itself, but he proceeded to install his companion in Wilbur's room. +Selma would have liked to turn her out of the house, but realized that +she could not run the risk of taking issue with him at a time when her +husband's life might be in danger. With an injured air yet in silence +she beheld the deliberate yet swift preparations. Once or twice Dr. Page +asked her to procure for him some article or appliance likely to be in +the house, speaking with a crisp, business-like preoccupation which +virtually ignored her existence, yet was free from offence. His soul +evidently was absorbed by his patient, whom he observed with alert +watchfulness, issuing brief directions now and then to his white-capped, +methodical, and noiseless assistant. Selma sat with her hands before her +in a corner of the bed-room, practically ignored. The shadows deepened +and a maid announced dinner. Dr. Page looked at his watch. + +"I shall pass the night here," he said. + +"Is he worse?" + +"The disease is making progress and must run its course. This is only +the beginning. You should eat your dinner, for you will need your +strength," he added with simple graciousness. + +"But I am doing nothing," she blurted. + +"If there is anything you can do I will let you know." + +Their eyes met. His were gray and steady, but kind. She felt that he +chose to treat her like a child, yet that he was trying to be +considerate. She was galled, but after all, he was the doctor, and +Wilbur had the utmost confidence in him, so she must submit. She ate her +dinner, and when she returned preparations were being made for the +night. The nurse was to use a lounge at the foot of Wilbur's bed. Dr. +Page asked permission to occupy the dressing-room adjoining, so as to be +within easy call. He established himself there with a book, returning at +short intervals to look at his patient. Selma had resumed her seat. It +was dark save for a night lamp. In the stillness the only sounds were +the ticking of the clock on the mantel-piece and Wilbur's labored +breathing. It seemed as though he were struggling for his life. What +should she do if he died? Why was she debarred from tending him? It was +cruel. Tears fell on her hand. She stared into the darkness, twisting +her fingers, until at last, as though to show her independence, she +stepped to the bed on tip-toe. Wilbur's eyes were open. He put out his +hand, and, taking hers, touched it to his burning lips. + +"Good-night, Selma," he murmured. + +She stooped and kissed his brow. "I am here beside you, Wilbur." + +A figure stood behind her. She turned, expecting to encounter the +white-capped sentinel. It was Dr. Page. He touched her gently on the +arm. "We must let him rest now. You can do no good. Won't you go to +bed?" + +"Oh, no. I shall sit with him all night." + +"Very well. But it is important that you should not speak to him," he +said with another touch of emphasis. + +She resumed her seat and sat out the night, wide-awake and conscious of +each movement on Wilbur's part. He was restless and moaning. Twice the +nurse summoned the doctor, and two or three times he came to the +bed-side of his own accord. She felt slighted, and once, when it seemed +to her that Wilbur was in distress and anxious for something, she +forestalled the nurse. + +"He wishes water," Selma said sternly, and she fetched a glass from the +table and let him drink. + +Dr. Page took breakfast with her. She was conscious that somehow her +vigil had affected his estimate of her, for his speech was frank and +direct, as though he considered her now more fit to be treated with +confidence. + +"He is very ill, but he is holding his own. If you will lie down for a +few hours, I will call you to take Miss Barker's place while she rests." + +This was gratifying, and tended to assuage her bitterness. But the +doctor appeared to her anxious, and spent only a few minutes at table. +He said as he rose, + +"Excuse me, but Pauline--does she know?" + +"I will send her word." + +Selma would have been glad to dispense with the presence of her +sister-in-law. Their relations had not been sympathetic since the +episode of Miss Bailey, and, though Pauline still dined at the house +once a week, the intercourse between them had become reserved and +perfunctory. She grudged sharing with her what might be Wilbur's last +hours. She grudged, too, permitting her to help to nurse him, especially +now that her own capabilities were in the way of being recognized, for +she remembered Dr. Page's partiality for her. Still, she appreciated +that she must let her know. + +Pauline arrived speedily, and Selma found herself sobbing in her arms. +She was pleased by this rush of feeling on her own part, and, confirmed +in her belief that her sister-in-law was cold because she did not break +down, and, shrinking from her efforts to comfort her, she quickly +regained her self-control. Pauline seemed composed and cheerful, but the +unceasing watchfulness and manifest tension of the doctor were +disconcerting, and as the afternoon shadows deepened, the two women sat +grave and silent, appalled by the suspicion that Wilbur's condition was +eminently critical. Yet Dr. Page volunteered to say to them presently: + +"If his heart holds out, I am hopeful that he will pull through." + +Dr. Page had given up all his duties for the sake of Wilbur. He never +left the house, manifestly devoting, as shown by the unflagging, +absorbed scrutiny with which he noted every symptom and change, the +fullest measure of his professional skill and a heart-felt purpose to +save his friend's life if human brain or human concentration could +avail. And yet he stated to Pauline in Selma's hearing that, beyond +keeping up the patient's strength by stimulants, science was practically +helpless, and that all they could do was to wait. + +And so they sat, still and unemployed watchers, while day turned into +darkness. From time to time, by the night-lamp, Selma saw Pauline +smiling at her as though in defiance of whatever fate might have in +store. Selma herself felt the inclination neither to smile nor to weep. +She sat looking before her with her hands clasped, resenting the +powerlessness of the few remedies used, and impatient of the inactivity +and relentless silence. Why did not the doctor adopt more stringent +measures? Surely there was something to be done to enable Wilbur to +combat the disease. Dr. Page had the reputation of being a skilful +physician, and, presumably, was doing his best; but was it not possible, +was it not sensible, to suppose there was a different and better way of +treating pneumonia--a way which was as superior to the conventional and +stereotyped method as the true American point of view was superior in +other matters? + +It came over her as a conviction that if she were elsewhere--in Benham, +for instance--her husband could be readily and brilliantly cured. This +impassive mode of treatment seemed to her of one piece with the entire +Littleton surroundings, the culmination of which was Pauline smiling in +the face of death. She yearned to do something active and decided. Yet, +how helpless she was! This arbitrary doctor was following his own +dictates without a word to anyone, and without suspecting the existence +of wiser expedients. + +In a moment of rebellion she rose, and swiftly approaching Wilbur's bed, +exclaimed, fervently: "Is there not something we can do for you, +darling? Something you feel will do you good?" + +The sufferer faintly smiled and feebly shook his head, and at the same +moment she was drawn away by a firm hand, and Dr. Page whispered: "He is +very weak. Entire rest is his only chance. The least exertion is a drain +on his vitality." + +"Surely there must be some medicine--some powerful application which +will help his breathing," she retorted, and she detected again the +semblance of laughter in the doctor's eyes. + +"Everything which modern science can do is being done, Mrs. Littleton." + +What was there but to resume her seat and helpless vigil? Modern +science? The word grated on her ears. It savored to her of narrow +medical tyranny, and distrust of aspiring individuality. Wilbur was +dying, and all modern science saw fit to do was to give him brandy and +wait. And she, his wife--the one who loved him best in the world, was +powerless to intervene. Nay, she had intervened, and modern science had +mocked her. + +Selma's eyes, like the glint of two swords, bent themselves on her +husband's bed. A righteous anger reinforced her grieving heart and made +her spirit militant, while the creeping hours passed. Over and over she +pursued the tenor of her protest until her wearied system sought refuge +in sleep. She was not conscious of slumbering, but she reasoned later +that she must have slept, for she suddenly became conscious of a touch +on the shoulder and a vibrant utterance of her name. + +"Selma, Selma, you must come at once." + +Her returning wits realized that it was Pauline who was arousing her and +urging her to Wilbur's bed-side. She sprang forward, and saw the light +of existence fading from her husband's eyes into the mute dulness of +death. Dr. Page was bending over him in a desperate, but vain, effort to +force some restorative between his lips. At the foot of the bed stood +the nurse, with an expression which betrayed what had occurred. + +"What is it, Wilbur? What have they done to you? What has happened?" +Selma cried, looking from one to the other, though she had discerned the +truth in a flash. As she spoke, Dr. Page desisted from his undertaking, +and stepped back from the bed, and instantly Selma threw herself on her +knees and pressed her face upon Littleton's lifeless features. There was +no response. His spirit had departed. + +"His heart could not stand the strain. That is the great peril in +pneumonia," she heard the doctor murmur. + +"He is dead," she cried, in a horrified outburst, and she looked up at +the pitying group with the gaze of an afflicted lioness. She caught +sight of Pauline smiling through her tears--that same unprotesting, +submissive smile--and holding out her hands to her. Selma, rising, +turned away, and as her sister-in-law sought to put her arm about her, +evaded the caress. + +"No--no," she said. Then facing her, added, with aggrieved conviction: + +"I cannot believe that Wilbur's death was necessary. Why was not +something energetic done?" + +Pauline flushed, but, ascribing the calumny to distress, she held her +peace, and said, simply: + +"Sh! dear. You will understand better by and by." + + + + +BOOK III. + +THE SUCCESS + + +CHAPTER I. + + +It had never occurred to Selma that she might lose her husband. Even +with his shortcomings he was so important to her from the point of view +of support, and her scheme of life was so interwoven with his, she had +taken for granted that he would live as long as she desired. She felt +that destiny had a second time been signally cruel to her, and that she +was drinking deeply of the cup of sorrow. She was convinced that Wilbur, +had he lived, would have moved presently to Benham, in accordance with +her desire, and that they would then have been completely happy again. +Instead he was dead and under the sod, and she was left to face the +world with no means save $5,000 from his life insurance and the natural +gifts and soul which God had given her. + +She appreciated that she was still a comparatively young woman, and +that, notwithstanding her love for Wilbur, she had been unable as his +wife to exhibit herself to the world in her true light. She was free +once more to lead her own life, and to obtain due recognition for her +ideas and principles. She deplored with a grief which depleted the curve +of her oval cheeks the premature end of her husband's artistic +career--an aspiring soul cut off on the threshold of success--yet, +though of course she never squarely made the reflection, she was aware +that the development of her own life was more intrinsically valuable to +the world than his, and that of the two it was best that he should be +taken. She was sad, sore against Providence, and uncertain as to the +future. But she was keenly conscious that she had a future, and she was +eager to be stirring. Still, for the moment, the outlook was perplexing. +What was she to do? First, and certainly, she desired to shake the dust +of New York from her feet at the earliest opportunity. She inclined +toward Benham as a residence, and to the lecture platform, supplemented +by literature, and perhaps eventually the stage, as a means of +livelihood. She believed in her secret soul that she could act. Her +supposed facility in acquiring the New York manner had helped to +generate that impression. It seemed to her more than probable that with +a little instruction as to technical stage business she could gain fame +and fortune almost at once as an actress of tragedy or melodrama. Comedy +she despised as unworthy of her. But the stage appealed to her only on +the ground of income. The life of an actress lacked the ethical +character which she liked to associate with whatever she did. To be +sure, a great actress was an inspiring influence. Nevertheless she +preferred some more obviously improving occupation, provided it would +afford a suitable support. Yet was it fitting that she should be +condemned to do hack work for her daily bread instead of something to +enlighten and uplift the community in which she lived? She considered +that she had served her apprenticeship by teaching school and writing +for the newspapers, and she begrudged spending further time in +subordinate work. Better on the whole a striking success on the stage +than this, for after she had made a name and money she could retire and +devote herself to more congenial undertakings. Nevertheless her +conscience told her that a theatrical career must be regarded as a last +resort, and she appreciated the importance of not making a hasty +decision as to what she would do. The lease of her house would not +expire for six months, and it seemed to her probable that even in New +York, where she was not understood, someone would realize her value as a +manager of some intellectual or literary movement and make overtures to +her. She wrote to Mrs. Earle and received a cordial response declaring +that Benham would welcome her with open arms, a complimentary though +somewhat vague certificate. She sent a line also to Mr. Dennison, +informing him that she hoped soon to submit some short stories for his +magazine, and received a guarded but polite reply to the effect that he +would be glad to read her manuscripts. + +While she was thus deliberating and winding up her husband's affairs, +Mr. Parsons, who had been absent from New York at the time of Wilbur's +decease, called and bluntly made the announcement that he had bought a +house in Benham, was to move there immediately, and was desirous that +she should live with him as his companion and housekeeper on liberal +pecuniary terms. + +"I am an old man," he said, "and my health is not what it used to be. I +need someone to look after me and to keep me company. I like your chatty +ways, and, if I have someone smart and brisk around like you, I sha'n't +be thinking so often that I'm all alone in the world. It'll be dull for +you, I guess; but you'll be keeping quiet for the present wherever you +are; and when the time comes that you wish to take notice again I won't +stand in the way of your amusing yourself." + +To this homely plea Selma returned a beatific smile. It struck her as an +ideal arrangement; a golden opportunity for him, and convenient and +promising for her. In the first place she was accorded the mission of +cheering and guarding the declining years of this fine old man, whom she +had come to look on with esteem and liking. And at the same time as his +companion--the virtual mistress of his house, for she knew perfectly +well that as a genuine American he was not offering her a position less +than this--she would be able to shape her life gradually along congenial +lines, and to wait for the ripe occasion for usefulness to present +itself. In an instant a great load was lifted from her spirit. She was +thankful to be spared conscientious qualms concerning the career of an +actress, and thankful to be freed at one bound from her New York +associations--especially with Pauline, whose attitude toward her had +been further strained by her continued conviction that Wilbur's life +might have been saved. Indeed, so completely alleviating was Mr. +Parsons's proposition that, stimulated by the thought that he was to be +a greater gainer from the plan than she, Selma gave rein to her emotions +by exclaiming with fervor: + +"Usually I like to think important plans over before coming to a +decision; but this arrangement seems to me so sensible and natural and +mutually advantageous, Mr. Parsons, that I see no reason why I shouldn't +accept your offer now. God grant that I may be a worthy daughter to +you--and in some measure take the place of the dear ones you have lost." + +"That's what I want," he said. "I took a liking to you the first time we +met. Then it's settled?" + +"Yes. I suppose," she added, after a moment's hesitation--speaking with +an accent of scorn--"I suppose there may be people--people like those +who are called fashionable here--who will criticise the arrangement on +the ground--er--of propriety, because I'm not a relation, and you are +not very old. But I despise conventions such as that. They may be +necessary for foreigners; but they are not meant for self-respecting +American women. I fancy my sister-in-law may not wholly approve of it, +but I don't know. I shall take pleasure in showing her and the rest that +it would be wicked as well as foolish to let a flimsy suggestion of evil +interfere with the happiness of two people situated as we are." + +Mr. Parsons seemed puzzled at first, as though he did not understand +exactly what she meant, but when she concluded he said: + +"You come to me, as you have yourself stated, on the footing of a +daughter. If folk are not content to mind their own business, I guess we +needn't worry because they don't happen to be suited. There's one or two +relations of mine would be glad to be in your shoes, but I don't know of +anything in the Bible or the Constitution of the United States which +forbids an old man from choosing the face he'll have opposite to him at +table." + +"Or forbids the interchange of true sympathy--that priceless privilege," +answered Selma, her liking for a sententious speech rising paramount +even to the pleasure caused her by the allusion to her personal +appearance. Nevertheless it was agreeable to be preferred to his female +cousins on the score of comeliness. + +Accordingly, within six months of her husband's death, the transition to +Benham was accomplished, and Selma was able to encounter the +metaphorically open arms, referred to by Mrs. Earle, without feeling +that she was a less important person than when she had been whisked off +as a bride by Littleton, the rising architect. She was returning as the +confidential, protecting companion of a successful, self-made old man, +who was relying on her to make his new establishment a pleasure to +himself and a credit to the wide-awake city in which he had elected to +pass his remaining days. She was returning to a house on the River Drive +(the aristocratic boulevard of Benham, where the river Nye makes a broad +sweep to the south); a house not far distant from the Flagg mansion at +which, as Mrs. Lewis Babcock, she had looked askance as a monument +inimical to democratic simplicity. Wilbur had taught her that it was +very ugly, and now that she saw it again after a lapse of years she was +pleased to note that her new residence, though slightly smaller, had a +more modern and distinguished air. + +The new house was of rough-hewn red sandstone, combining solid dignity +and some artistic merit, for Benham had not stood still architecturally +speaking. The River Drive was a grotesque, yet on the whole encouraging +exhibit. Most of the residences had been designed by native talent, but +under the spur of experiment even the plain, hard-headed builders had +been constrained to dub themselves "architects," and adopt modern +methods; and here and there stood evidences that the seed planted by +Mrs. Hallett Taylor and Littleton had borne fruit, for Benham possessed +at least half a dozen private houses which could defy criticism. + +The one selected by Mr. Parsons was not of these half dozen; but the +plain, hard-headed builder who had erected it for the original owner was +shrewd and imitative, and had avoided ambitious deviations from the type +he wished to copy--the red sandstone, swell front variety, which ten +years before would have seemed to the moral sense of Benham unduly +cheerful. Mr. Parsons was so fortunate as to be able to buy it just +after it had been completed, together with a stable and half an acre of +ground, from one of the few Benhamites whose financial ventures had +ended in disaster, and who was obliged to sell. It was a more ambitious +residence than Mr. Parsons had desired, but it was the most available, +inasmuch as he could occupy it at once. It had been painted and +decorated within, but was unfurnished. Mr. Parsons, as a practical +business man, engaged the builder to select and supply the bedroom and +solid fittings, but it occurred to him to invite Selma to choose the +furnishings for what he called the show rooms. + +Selma was delighted to visit once more the New York stores, free from +the bridle of Wilbur's criticism and unrestrained by economy. She found +to her satisfaction that the internal decoration of the new house was +not unlike that of the Williamses' first habitation--that is, gay and +bedizened; and she was resolved in the selection of her draperies and +ornaments to buy things which suggested by their looks that they were +handsome, and whose claim to distinction was not mere sober +unobtrusiveness. She realized that some of her purchases would have made +Wilbur squirm, but since his death she felt more sure than ever that +even where art was concerned his taste was subdued, timid, and +unimaginative. For instance, she believed that he would not have +approved her choice of light-blue satin for the upholstery of the +drawing-room, nor of a marble statue--an allegorical figure of Truth, +duly draped, as its most conspicuous ornament. + +Selma was spared the embarrassment of her first husband's presence. +Divorce is no bar to ordinary feminine curiosity as to the whereabouts +of a former partner for life, and she had proved no exception to the +rule. Mrs. Earle had kept her posted as to Babcock's career since their +separation, and what she learned had tended merely to demonstrate the +wisdom and justice of her action. As a divorced man he had, after a +time, resumed the free and easy, coarse companionship to which he had +been partial before his marriage, and had gradually become a heavy +drinker. Presently he had neglected his business, a misfortune of which +a rival concern had been quick to take advantage. The trend of his +affairs had been steadily downhill, and had come to a crisis three +months before Littleton's death, when, in order to avoid insolvency, he +sold out his factory and business to the rival company, and accepted at +the same hands the position of manager in a branch office in a city +further west. Consequently, Selma could feel free from molestation or an +appeal to her sensibilities. She preferred to think of Babcock as +completely outside her life, as dead to her, and she would have disliked +the possibility of meeting him in the flesh while shopping on Central +avenue. It had been the only drawback to her proposed return to Benham. + +During the years of Selma's second marriage Benham had waxed rapidly in +population and importance. People had been attracted thither by the +varied industries of the city--alike those in search of fortune, and +those offering themselves for employment in the mills, oil-works, and +pork factories; and at the date of Littleton's death it boasted over one +hundred and fifty thousand inhabitants. It was already the second city +of the State in point of population, and was freely acknowledged to be +the most wide-awake and enterprising. The civic spirit of Benham was +reputed to be constantly and increasingly alert and progressive, +notwithstanding the river Nye still ran the color of bean-soup above +where it was drawn for drinking purposes, and the ability of a plumber, +who had become an alderman, to provide a statue or lay out a public park +was still unquestioned by the majority. Even to-day, when trained +ability has obtained recognition in many quarters, the Benhamites at +large are apt to resent criticism as aristocratic fault-finding; yet at +this time that saving minority of souls who refused to regard everything +which Benham did as perfection, and whose subsequent forlorn hopes and +desperately won victories have little by little taught the community +wisdom, if not modesty, was beginning to utter disagreeable strictures. + +Mrs. Margaret Rodney Earle, when she opened her arms to Selma and folded +her to her bosom with a hug of welcome, was raging inwardly against this +minority, and they had not been many minutes together before she gave +utterance to her grievance. + +"You have come just in time to give us your sympathy and support in an +important matter, my dear. Miss Bailey has been nominated for the School +Board at the instance of the Executive Committee of the Benham +Institute. We supposed that she would have plain sailing, for many of +the voters have begun to recognize the justice of having one or two +women on the School Board, and by hard work we had succeeded in getting +her name put on the Democratic ticket. Judge, then, of our feelings when +we learned that the Reform Club had decided to blacklist and refuse to +support at the polls three of the six names on the ticket, including our +Luella Bailey, on the ground of lack of experience in educational +matters. The Reform Club has nominated three other persons--one of them +a woman. And who do you suppose is the head and front of this unholy +crusade?" + +"It sounds like Mrs. Hallett Taylor," answered Selma, sternly. + +"How did you know? What made you think so? How clever of you, Selma! +Yes, she is the active spirit." + +"It was she who was at the bottom of Miss Bailey's rejection when she +was my candidate for a position at Everdean College." + +"To be sure. I remember. This Reform Club, which was started a year or +so ago, and which sets itself up as a censor of what we are trying to do +in Benham, has nominated a Miss Snow, who is said to have travelled +abroad studying the school systems of Europe." + +"As if that would help us in any way." + +"Precisely. She has probably come home with her head full of +queer-fangled notions which would be out of keeping with our +institutions. Just the reason why she shouldn't be chosen. We are +greatly troubled as to the result, dear, for though we expect to win, +the prejudice of some men against voting for a woman under any +circumstances will operate against our candidate, so that this action of +the Reform Club may possibly be the means of electing one of the men on +the Republican ticket instead of Luella. Miss Snow hasn't the ghost of a +chance. But that isn't all. These Reform Club nominations are +preliminary to a bill before the Legislature to take away from the +people the right to elect members of the school committee, and +substitute an appointive board of specialists to serve during long terms +of good behavior. As Mr. Lyons says, that's the real issue involved. +It's quixotic and it isn't necessary. Haven't we always prided ourselves +on our ability to keep our public schools the best in the world? And is +there any doubt, Selma, that either you or I would be fully qualified to +serve on the School Board though we haven't made any special study of +primers and geographies? Luella Bailey hasn't had any special training, +but she's smart and progressive, and the poor thing would like the +recognition. We fixed on her because we thought it would help her to get +ahead, for she has not been lucky in obtaining suitable employment. As +Mr. Lyons says, a serious principle is involved. He has come out strong +against the movement and declares that it is a direct menace to the +intelligence of the plain people of the United States and a subtle +invasion of their liberties." + +"Mr. Lyons? What Mr. Lyons is that?" + +"Yes, dear, it is the same one who managed your affair. Your Mr. Lyons. +He has become an important man since you left Benham. He speaks +delightfully, and is likely to receive the next Democratic nomination +for Congress. He is in accord with all liberal movements, and a foe of +everything exclusive, unchristian or arbitrary. He has declared his +intention to oppose the bill when it is introduced, and I shall devote +myself body and soul to working against it in case Luella Bailey is +defeated. It is awkward because Mrs. Taylor is a member of the +Institute, though she doesn't often come, and the club has never been in +politics. But here when there was a chance to do Luella Bailey a good +turn, and I'd been able through some of my newspaper friends to get her +on the ticket, it seems to me positively unchristian--yes, that's the +word--to try to keep her off the board. There are some things of course, +Luella couldn't do--and if the position were superintendent of a +hospital, for instance, I dare say that special training would be +advantageous, though nursing can be picked up very rapidly by a keen +intelligence: but to raise such objections in regard to a candidate for +the School Board seems to me ridiculous as well as cruel. What +we need there are open, receptive minds, free from fads and +prejudice--wide-awake, progressive enthusiastic intellects. It worries +me to see the Institute dragged into politics, but it is my duty to +resist this undemocratic movement." + +"Surely," exclaimed Selma, with fire. "I am thankful I have come in time +to help you. I understand exactly. I have been passing through just such +experiences in New York--encountering and being rebuffed by just such +people as those who belong to this Reform Club. My husband was beginning +to see through them and to recognize that we were both tied hand and +foot by their narrowness and lack of enthusiasm when he died. If he had +lived, we would have moved to Benham shortly in order to escape from +bondage. And one thing is certain, dear Mrs. Earle," she continued with +intensity, "we must not permit this carping spirit of hostility to +original and spontaneous effort to get a foothold in Benham. We must +crush it, we must stamp it out." + +"Amen, my dear. I am delighted to hear you talk like that. I declare you +would be very effective in public if you were roused." + +"Yes, I am roused, and I am willing to speak in public if it becomes +necessary in order to keep Benham uncontaminated by the insidious canker +of exclusiveness and the distrust of aspiring souls which a few narrow +minds choose to term untrained. Am _I_ untrained? Am _I_ superficial and +common? Do _I_ lack the appearance and behavior of a lady?" + +Selma accompanied these interrogatories with successive waves of the +hand, as though she were branding so many falsehoods. + +"Assuredly not, Selma. I consider you"--and here Mrs. Earle gasped in +the process of choosing her words--"I consider you one of our best +trained and most independent minds--cultured, a friend of culture, and +an earnest seeker after truth. If you are not a lady, neither am I, +neither is anyone in Benham. Why do you ask, dear?" And without waiting +for an answer, Mrs. Earle added with a touch of material wisdom, "You +return to Benham under satisfactory, I might say, brilliant auspices. +You will be the active spirit in this fine house, and be in a position +to promote worthy intellectual and moral movements." + +"Thank heavens, yes. And to combat those which are unworthy and +dangerous," exclaimed Selma, clasping her fingers, "I can count on the +support of Mr. Parsons, God bless him! And it would seem at last as if I +had, a real chance--a real chance at last. Mrs. Earle--Cora--I know you +can keep a secret. I feel almost as though you were my mother, for there +is no one else now to whom I can talk like this. I have not been happy +in New York. I thought I was happy at first, but lately we have been +miserable. My marriage--er--they drove my husband to the wall, and +killed him. He was sensitive and noble, but not practical, and he fell a +victim to the mercenary despotism of our surroundings. When I tried to +help him they became jealous of me, and shut their doors in our faces." + +"You poor, poor child. I have suspected for some time that something was +wrong." + +"It nearly killed me. But now, thank heaven, I breathe freely once more. +I have lost my dear husband, but I have escaped from that prison-house; +and with his memory to keep me merciless, I am eager to wage war against +those influences which are conspiring to fetter the free-born soul and +stifle spontaneity. Luella Bailey must be elected, and these people be +taught that foreign ideas may flourish in New York, but cannot obtain +root in Benham." + +Mrs. Earle wiped her eyes, which were running over as the result of this +combination of confidence and eloquence. + +"If you don't mind my saying so, Selma, I never saw anyone so much +improved as you. You always had ideas, and were well equipped, but now +you speak as though you could remove mountains if necessary. It's a +blessing for us as well as you that you're back among us once more." + + + +CHAPTER II. + + +When Selma uttered her edict that Luella Bailey must be elected she did +not know that the election was only three days off. When she was told +this by Mrs. Earle, she cast about feverishly during a few hours for the +means to compass certain victory, then promptly and sensibly disclaimed +responsibility for the result, suggesting even that her first appearance +as a remover of mountains be deferred to the time when the bill should +be before the Legislature. As she aptly explained to Mrs. Earle, the +canvass was virtually at an end, she was unacquainted with the practical +features of the situation, and was to all intents a stranger in Benham +after so long an absence. Mrs. Earle was unable to combat the logic of +these representations, but she obtained from Selma a ready promise to +accompany the Benham Institute to the final rally on the evening before +election day and sit in a prominent place on the platform. The Institute +was to attend as a body by way of promoting the cause of its candidate, +for though the meeting was called in aid of the entire Democratic +municipal ticket, Hon. James O. Lyons, the leading orator of the +occasion, had promised to devote special attention to Miss Bailey, whose +election, owing to the attitude of the Reform Club, was recognized as in +doubt. Selma also agreed to accompany Mrs. Earle in a hack on the day +itself, and career through the city in search of recalcitrant or +indifferent female voters, for the recently acquired right of Benham +women to vote for members of the School Board had not as yet been +exercised by any considerable number of the emancipated sex. + +As a part of the programme of the meeting the Benham Institute, or the +major portion of it (for there were a few who sympathized openly with +Mrs. Taylor), filed showily on to the platform headed by Mrs. Earle, who +waved her pocket handkerchief at the audience, which was the occasion +for renewed hand-clapping and enthusiasm. Selma walked not far behind +and took her seat among the forty other members, who all wore white silk +badges stamped in red with the sentiment "A vote for Luella Bailey is a +vote for the liberty of the people." Her pulses were throbbing with +interest and pleasure. This was the sort of thing she delighted in, and +which she had hoped would be a frequent incident of her life in New +York. It pleased her to think how naturally and easily she had taken her +place in the ranks of these earnest, enthusiastic workers, and that she +had merely to express a wish in order to have leadership urged upon her. +Matters had shaped themselves exactly as she desired. Mr. Parsons not +only treated her completely as an equal, but consulted her in regard to +everything. He had already become obviously dependent on her, and had +begun to develop the tendencies of an invalid. + +The exercises were of a partisan cast. The theory that municipal +government should be independent of party politics had been an adage in +Benham since its foundation, and been disregarded annually by +nine-tenths of the population ever since. This was a Democratic +love-feast. The speakers and the audience alike were in the best of +spirits, for there was no uncertainty in the minds of the party prophets +as to the result of the morrow's ballot--excepting with regard to Miss +Bailey. The rest of the ticket would unquestionably be elected; +accordingly all hands and voices were free to focus their energies in +her behalf and thus make the victory a clean sweep. Nevertheless the +earlier speakers felt obliged to let their eloquence flow over the whole +range of political misgovernment from the White House and the national +platform down, although the actual issue was the choice of a mayor, +twelve aldermen and a school committee, so that only casual reference +was made to the single weak spot on the ticket until the Hon. James O. +Lyons rose to address the meeting. The reception accorded him was more +spontaneous and effusive than that which had been bestowed on either of +his predecessors, and as he stood waiting with dignified urbanity for +the applause to subside, some rapturous admirer called for three cheers, +and the tumult was renewed. + +Selma was thrilled. Her acquaintance with Mr. Lyons naturally heightened +her interest, and she observed him eagerly. Time had added to his +corporeal weight since he had acted as her counsel, and enhanced the +sober yet genial decorum of his bearing. His slightly pontifical air +seemed an assurance against ill-timed levity. His cheeks were still fat +and smooth shaven, but, like many of the successful men of Benham, he +now wore a chin beard--a thick tuft of hair which in his case tapered so +that it bore some resemblance to the beard of a goat, and gave a +rough-and-ready aspect to his appearance suggestive alike of smart, +solid worth and an absence of dandified tendencies. Mr. Parsons had a +thicker beard of the same character, which Selma regarded with favor as +a badge of serious intentions. + +"My friends," he began when the applause had subsided; then paused and +surveyed his audience in a manner which left them in doubt as to whether +he was struggling with emotion or busy in silent prayer. "My friends, a +month ago to-day the citizens of Benham assembled to crown with +appropriate and beautiful services the monument which they, the +survivors, have erected with pious hands to perpetuate the memory of +those who laid down their lives to keep intact our beloved union of +States and to banish slavery forever from the confines of our aspiring +civilization. A week ago an equally representative assembly, without +regard to creed or party, listened to the exercises attending the +dedication of the new Court House which we have raised to Justice--that +white-robed goddess, the guardian of the liberties of the people. Each +was a notable and significant event. On each occasion I had the honor to +say a few poor words. We celebrated with bowed heads and with garlands +the deeds of the heroic dead, and now have consecrated ourselves to the +opportunities and possibilities of peace under the law--to the +revelation of the temper of our new civilization which, tried in the +furnace of war, is to be a grand and vital power for the advancement of +the human race, for the righteous furtherance of the brotherhood of man. +What is the hope of the world?" he asked. "America--these United States, +a bulwark against tyranny, an asylum for the aspiring and the +downtrodden. The eyes of the nations are upon us. In the souls of the +survivors and of the sons and daughters of the patriots who have died in +defence of the liberties of our beloved country abide the seed and +inspiration for new victories of peace. Our privilege be it as the heirs +of Washington and Franklin and Hamilton and Lincoln and Grant to set the +nations of the earth an example of what peace under the law may +accomplish, so that the free-born son of America from the shores of Cape +Cod to the western limits of the Golden Gate may remain a synonym for +noble aims and noble deeds, for truth and patriotism and fearlessness of +soul." + +The speaker's words had been uttered slowly at the outset--ponderous, +sonorous, sentence by sentence, like the big drops before a heavy +shower. As he warmed to his theme the pauses ceased, and his speech +flowed with the musical sweep of a master of platform oratory. When he +spoke of war his voice choked; in speaking of peace he paused for an +appreciable moment, casting his eyes up as though he could discern the +angel of national tranquillity hovering overhead. Although this opening +peroration seemed scarcely germane to the occasion, the audience +listened in absorbed silence, spell-bound by the magnetism of his +delivery. They felt sure that he had a point in reserve to which these +splendid and agreeable truths were a pertinent introduction. + +Proceeding, with his address, Mr. Lyons made a panegyric on these United +States of America, from the special standpoint of their dedication to +the "God of our fathers," a solemn figure of speech. The sincerity of +his patriotism was emphasized by the religious fervor of his deduction +that God was on the side of the nation, and the nation on the side of +God. Though he abstained from direct strictures, both his manner and his +matter seemed to serve a caveat, so to speak, on the other nations by +declaring that for fineness of heart and thought, and deed, the world +must look to the land "whose wide and well-nigh boundless prairies were +blossoming with the buds of truth fanned by the breeze of liberty and +fertilized by the aspirations of a God-fearing and a God-led population. +What is the hope of the world, I repeat?" he continued. "The plain and +sovereign people of our beloved country. Whatever menaces their +liberties, whatever detracts from their, power and infringes on their +prerogatives is a peril to our institutions and a step backward in the +science of government. My friends, we are here to-night to protest +against a purpose to invade those liberties--a deliberately conceived +design to take away from the sovereign people of this city one of their +cherished privileges--the right to decide who shall direct the policy of +our free public-school system, that priceless heritage of every +American. I beg to remind you that this contest is no mere question of +healthy rivalry between two great political parties; nor again is it +only a vigorous competition between two ambitious and intelligent women. +A ballot in behalf of our candidate will be a vote of confidence in the +ability of the plain people of this country to adopt the best +educational methods without the patronizing dictation of aboard of +specialists nurtured on foreign and uninspiring theories of instruction. +A ballot against Miss Luella Bailey, the competent and cultivated lady +whose name adds strength and distinction to our ticket, and who has been +needlessly and wantonly opposed by those who should be her proud +friends, will signify a willingness to renounce one of our most precious +liberties--the free man's right to choose those who are to impart to his +children mastery of knowledge and love of country. I take my stand +to-night as the resolute enemy of this aristocratic and un-American +suggestion, and urge you, on the eve of election, to devote your +energies to overwhelming beneath the shower of your fearless ballots +this insult to the intelligence of the voters of Benham, and this menace +to our free and successful institutions, which, under the guidance of +the God of our fathers, we purpose to keep perpetually progressive and +undefiled." + +A salvo of enthusiasm greeted Mr. Lyons as he concluded. His speeches +were apt to cause those whom he addressed to feel that they were no +common campaign utterances, but eloquent expressions of principle and +conviction, clothed in memorable language, as, indeed, they were. He was +fond of giving a moral or patriotic flavor to what he said in public, +for he entertained both a profound reverence for high moral ideas and an +abiding faith in the superiority of everything American. He had arrayed +himself on the threshold of his legal career as a friend and champion of +the mass of the people--the plain and sovereign people, as he was apt to +style them in public. His first and considerable successes had been as +the counsel for plaintiffs before juries in accident cases against large +corporations, and he had thought of himself with complete sincerity as a +plain man, contesting for human rights before the bar of justice, by the +sheer might of his sonorous voice and diligent brain. His political +development had been on the same side. Latterly the situation had become +a little puzzling, though to a man of straightforward intentions, like +himself, not fundamentally embarrassing. That is, the last four or five +years had altered both the character of his practice and his +circumstances, so that instead of fighting corporations he was now the +close adviser of a score of them; not the defender of their accident +cases, but the confidential attorney who was consulted in regard to +their vital interests, and who charged them liberal sums for his +services. He still figured in court from time to time in his capacity of +the plain man's friend, which he still considered himself to be no less +than before, but most of his time was devoted to protecting the legal +interests of the railroad, gas, water, manufacturing, mining and other +undertakings which, the rapid growth of Benham had forgotten. And as a +result of this commerce with the leading men of affairs in Benham, and +knowledge of what was going on, he had been able to invest his large +fees to the best advantage, and had already reaped a rich harvest from +the rapid rise in value of the securities of diverse successful +enterprises. When new projects were under consideration he was in a +position to have a finger in the pie, and he was able to borrow freely +from a local bank in which he was a director. + +He was puzzled--it might be said distressed--how to make these rewards +of his professional prominence appear compatible with his real political +principles, so that the plain and sovereign people would recognize as +clearly as he that there was no inconsistency in his having taken +advantage of the opportunities for professional advancement thrown in +his way. He was ambitious for political preferment, sharing the growing +impression that he was well qualified for public office, and he desired +to rise as the champion of popular ideas. Consequently he resented +bitterly the calumnies which had appeared in one or two irresponsible +newspapers to the effect that he was becoming a corporation attorney and +a capitalist. Could a man refuse legitimate business which was thrust +upon him? How were his convictions and interest in the cause of +struggling humanity altered or affected by his success at the bar? Hence +he neglected no occasion to declare his allegiance to progressive +doctrine, and to give utterance to the patriotism which at all times was +on tap in his emotional system. He had been married, but his wife had +been dead a number of years, and he made his home with his aged mother, +to whom he was apt to refer with pious tremulousness when he desired to +emphasize some domestic situation before a jury. As a staunch member of +the Methodist Church, he was on terms of intimate association with his +pastor, and was known as a liberal contributor to domestic and foreign +missions. + +Selma was genuinely carried away by the character of his oratory. His +sentiments were so completely in accord with her own ideas that she felt +he had left nothing unsaid, and had put the case grandly. Here at last +was a man who shared with her the convictions with which her brain was +seething--a man who was not afraid to give public expression to his +views, and who possessed a splendid gift of statement. She had felt sure +that she would meet sympathy and kindred spirits in Benham, but her +experience in New York had so far depressed her that she had not allowed +herself to expect such a thorough-going champion. What a contrast his +solid, devotional, yet business-like aspect was to the quizzical +lightness of the men in New York she had been told were clever, like Dr. +Page and Mr. Dennison! He possessed Wilbur's ardor and reverence, with a +robustness of physique and a practical air which Wilbur had +lacked--lacked to his and her detriment. If Wilbur had been as vigorous +in body as he ought to have been, would he have died? She had read +somewhere lately that physical delicacy was apt to react on the mind and +make one's ideas too fine-spun and unsubstantial. Here was the advantage +which a man like Mr. Lyons had over Wilbur. He was strong and thickset, +and looked as though he could endure hard work without wincing. So could +she. It was a great boon, an essential of effective manhood or +womanhood. These thoughts followed in the wake of the enthusiasm his +personality had aroused in her at the close of his address. She scarcely +heard the remarks of the next speaker, the last on the programme. Her +eyes kept straying wistfully in the direction of Mr. Lyons, and she +wondered if there would be an opportunity when the meeting was over to +let him know how much she approved of what he had said, and how +necessary she felt the promulgation, of such ideas was for the welfare +of the country. + +She was aroused from contemplation by the voice of Mrs. Earle, who, now +that everybody was standing up preliminary to departure, bent over her +front bench on the platform to whisper, "Wasn't Mr. Lyons splendid?" + +"Yes, indeed," said Selma. "I should like so much to make his +acquaintance, to compare notes with him and thank him for his brave, +true words." + +"I know he'd be pleased to meet you. I'll try to catch his eye. I wish +some of those Reform Club people could have heard what he thought of +them. There! He's looking this way. I'm going to attract his attention." +Whereupon Mrs. Earle began to nod in his direction energetically. "He +sees us now, and has noticed you. I shouldn't wonder if he has +recognized you. Follow me close, Selma, and we'll be able to shake hands +with him." + +By dint of squeezing and stertorous declarations of her desire, Mrs. +Earle obtained a gradual passage through the crowd. Many from the +audience had ascended to the platform for the purpose of accosting the +speakers, and a large share of the interest was being bestowed on Mr. +Lyons, who was holding an impromptu reception. When at last Mrs. Earle +had worked her way to within a few feet of him, her wheezing condition +and bulk announced her approach, and procured her consideration from the +others in the line, so that she was able to plant herself pervasively +and firmly in front of her idol and take possession of him by the fervid +announcement, "You were simply unanswerable. Eloquent, convincing, and +unanswerable. And I have brought with me an old friend, Mrs. Littleton, +who sympathizes with your superb utterances, and wishes to tell you so." + +As Selma stepped forward in recognition of this introduction she +vibrated to hear Mr. Lyons say, without a sign of hesitation, "A friend +whom it is a pleasure to welcome back to Benham, Mrs. Littleton, I am +pleased to meet you again." + +Selma had hoped, and felt it her due, that he would recognize her. Still +his having done so at once was a compliment which served to enhance the +favorable opinion which she had already formed regarding him. + +"I have been longing for months, Mr. Lyons," she said, "to hear someone +say what you have said to-night. I am concerned, as we all are of +course, in Miss Bailey's election, and your advocacy of her cause was +most brilliant; but what I refer to--what interested, me especially, was +the splendid protest you uttered against all movements to prevent the +intelligence of the people from asserting itself. It gave me +encouragement and made me feel that the outlook for the future is +bright--that our truths must prevail." + +It was a maxim with Lyons that it was desirable to remember everyone he +met, and he prided himself on his ability to call cordially by name +clients or chance acquaintances whom he had not seen for years. Nature +had endowed him with a good memory for names and faces, but he had +learned to take advantage of all opportunities to brush up his wits +before they were called into flattering, spontaneous action. When his +glance, attracted by Mrs. Earle's remote gesticulation, rested on +Selma's face, he began to ask himself at once where he had seen it +before. In the interval vouchsafed by her approach he recalled the +incident of the divorce, that her name had been Babcock, and that she +had married again, but he was still groping for the name of her husband +when the necessary clew was supplied by Mrs. Earle, and he was able to +make his recognition of her exhaustive. He noticed with approval her +pretty face and compact figure, reflecting that the slight gain in flesh +was to her advantage, and noticed also her widow's mourning. But her +eager, fluent address and zealous manner had prevented his attention +from secretly wandering with business-like foresight to the next persons +in the line of those anxious to shake his hand, and led him to regard +her a second time. He was accustomed to compliments, but he was struck +by the note of discriminating companionship in her congratulation. He +believed that he had much at heart the very issue which she had touched +upon, and it gratified him that a woman whose appearance was so +attractive to him should single out for sympathetic enthusiasm what was +in his opinion the cardinal principle involved, instead of expatiating +on the assistance he had rendered Miss Bailey. Lyons said to himself +that here was a kindred spirit--a woman with whom conversation would be +a pleasure; with whom it would be possible to discourse on terms of +mental comradeship. He was partial to comely women, but he did not +approve of frivolity except on special and guarded occasions. + +"I thank you cordially for your appreciation," he answered. "You have +grasped the vital kernel of my speech and I am grateful for your good +opinion." + +Even in addressing the other sex, Lyons could not forget the +responsibility of his frock-coat and that it was incumbent upon him to +be strictly serious in public. Nevertheless his august but glib demeanor +suited Selma's mood better than more obvious gallantry, especially as +she got the impression, which he really wished to convey, that he +admired her. It was out of the question for him to prolong the situation +in the face of those waiting to grasp his hand, but Lyons heard with +interest the statement which Mrs. Earle managed to whisper hoarsely in +his ear just as he turned to welcome the next comer, and they were swept +along: + +"She is one of our brightest minds. The poor child has recently lost her +husband, and has come to keep Mr. Parsons company in his new house--an +ideal arrangement." + +The identity of Mr. Parsons was well known to Lyons. He had met him +occasionally in the past in other parts of the State in connection with +business complications, and regarded him as a practical, intelligent +citizen whose name would be of value to an aspirant for Congressional +honors. It occurred to him as he shook hands with those next in line and +addressed them that it would be eminently suitable if he should pay his +respects to this new-comer to Benham by a visit. By so doing he world +kill two birds with one stone, for he had reasoned of late that he owed +it to himself to see more of the other sex. He had no specific +matrimonial intentions; that is, he was not on the lookout for a wife; +but he approved of happy unions as one of the great bulwarks of the +community, and was well-disposed to encounter a suitable helpmate. He +should expect physical charms, dignity, capacity and a sympathetic mind; +a woman, in short, who would be an ornament to his home, a Christian +influence in society and a companion whose intelligent tact would be +likely to promote his political fortunes. And so it happened that in the +course of the next few days he found himself thinking of Mrs. Littleton +as a fine figure of a woman. This had not happened to him before since +the death of his wife, and it made him thoughtful to the extent of +asking "Why not?" For in spite of his long frock-coat and proper +demeanor, passion was not extinct in the bosom of the Hon. James O. +Lyons, and he was capable on special and guarded occasions of telling a +woman that he loved her. + + + +CHAPTER III. + + +Miss Luella Bailey was not elected. The unenlightened prejudice of man +to prefer one of his own sex, combined with the hostility of the Reform +Club, procured her defeat, notwithstanding that the rest of her ticket +triumphed at the polls. There was some consolation for her friends in +the fact that her rival, Miss Snow, had a considerably smaller number of +votes than she. Selma solaced herself by the reflection that, as she had +been consulted only at the twelfth hour, she was not responsible for the +result, but she felt nerved by the defeat to concentrate her energies +against the proposed bill for an appointed school board. + +Her immediate attention and sympathy were suddenly invoked by the +illness of Mr. Parsons, who had seemed lacking in physical vigor for +some weeks, and whose symptoms culminated in a slight paralysis, which +confined him to his bed for a month, and to his house during the +remainder of the autumn. Selma rejoiced in this opportunity to develop +her capacities as a nurse, to prove how adequate she would have been to +take complete charge of her late husband, had Dr. Page chosen to trust +her. She administered with scrupulous regularity to the invalid such +medicines as were ordered, and kept him cheerful by reading and +conversation, so that the physician in charge complimented her on her +proficiency. Trained nurses were unknown in Benham at this time, and any +old or unoccupied female was regarded as qualified to watch over the +sick. Selma appreciated from what she had observed of the conduct of +Wilbur's nurse that there was a wrong and a right way of doing things, +but she blamed Dr. Page for his failure to appreciate instinctively that +she was sure to do things suitably. It seemed to her that he had lacked +the intuitive gift to discern latent capabilities--a fault of which the +Benham practitioner proved blameless. + +From the large, sunny chamber in which Mr. Parsons slowly recovered some +portion of his vitality, Selma could discern the distant beginnings of +Wetmore College, pleasantly situated on an elevation well beyond the +city limits on the further side of the winding river. An architect had +been engaged to carry out Wilbur's plans, and she watched the outlines +of the new building gradually take shape during the convalescence of her +benefactor. She recognized that the college would be theoretically a +noble addition to the standing of Benham as a city of intellectual and +aesthetic interests, but it provoked her to think that its management was +in the hands of Mrs. Hallett Taylor and her friends, between whom and +herself she felt that a chasm of irreconcilable differences of opinion +existed. Mrs. Taylor had not called on her since her return. She +believed that she was glad of this, and hoped that some of the severely +indignant criticism which she had uttered in regard to the Reform Club +movement had reached her ears. Or was Mrs. Taylor envious of her return +to Benham as the true mistress of this fine establishment on the River +Drive, so superior to her own? Nevertheless, it would have suited Selma +to have been one of the trustees of this new college--her husband's +handiwork in the doing of which he had laid down his promising life--and +the fact that no one had sought her out and offered her the honor as a +fitting recognition of her due was secretly mortifying. The Benham +Institute had been prompt to acknowledge her presence by giving a +reception in her honor, at which she was able to recite once more, "Oh, +why should the Spirit of Mortal be proud?" with old-time success, and +she had been informed by Mrs. Earle that she was likely to be chosen one +of the Vice-Presidents at the annual meeting. But these Reform Club +people had not even done her the courtesy to ask her to join them or +consider their opinions. She would have spurned the invitation with +contempt, but it piqued her not to know more about them; it distressed +her to think that there should exist in Benham an exclusive set which +professed to be ethically and intellectually superior and did not +include her, for she had come to Benham with the intention of leading +such a movement, to the detriment of fashion and frivolity. With Mr. +Parsons's money at her back, she was serenely confident that the houses +of the magnates of Benham--the people who corresponded in her mind's eye +to the dwellers on Fifth Avenue--would open to her. Already there had +been flattering indications that she would be able to command attention +there. She had expected to find this so; her heart would have been +broken to find it otherwise. Still, her hope in shaking the dust of New +York from her feet had been to find in Benham an equally admirable and +satisfactory atmosphere in regard to mental and moral progress. She had +come just in time, it is true, to utter her vehement protest against +this exclusive, aristocratic movement--this arrogant affectation of +superiority, and to array herself in battle line against it, resolved to +give herself up with enthusiasm to its annihilation. Yet the sight of +the college buildings for the higher education of women, rising without +her furtherance and supervision, and under the direction of these +people, made her sad and gave her a feeling of disappointment. Why had +they been permitted to obtain this foothold? Someone had been lacking in +vigilance and foresight. Thank heaven, with her return and a strong, +popular spirit like Mr. Lyons in the lead, these unsympathetic, +so-called reformers would speedily be confounded, and the intellectual +air of Benham restored to its original purity. + +One afternoon while Selma's gaze happened to be directed toward the +embryo college walls, and she was incubating on the situation, Mr. +Parsons, who had seemed to be dozing, suddenly said: + +"I should like you to write to Mr. Lyons, the lawyer, and ask him to +come to see me." + +"I will write to-night. You know he called while you were ill." + +"Yes, I thought him a clever fellow when we met two or three times on +railroad matters, and I gather from what you told me about his speech at +the political meeting that he's a rising man hereabouts. I'm going to +make my will, and I need him to put it into proper shape." + +"I'm sure he'd do it correctly." + +"There's not much for him to do except to make sure that the language is +legal, for I've thought it all out while I've been lying here during +these weeks. Still, it's important to have in a lawyer to fix it so the +people whom I don't intend to get my money shan't be able to make out +that I'm not in my right mind. I guess," he added, with a laugh, "that +the doctor will allow I've my wits sufficiently for that?" + +"Surely. You are practically well now." + +Mr. Parsons was silent for a moment. He prided himself on being +close-mouthed about his private affairs until they were ripe for +utterance. His intention had been to defer until after the interview +with his lawyer any statement of his purpose, but it suddenly occurred +to him that it would please him to unbosom his secret to his companion +because he felt sure in advance that she would sympathize fully with his +plans. He had meant to tell her when the instrument was signed. Why not +now? + +"Selma," he said, "I've known ever since my wife and daughter died that +I ought to make a will, but I kept putting it off until it has almost +happened that everything I've got went to my next of kin--folk I'm fond +of, too, and mean to remember--but not fond enough for that. If I give +them fifty thousand dollars apiece--the three of them--I shall rest easy +in my grave, even if they think they ought to have had a bigger slice. +It's hard on a man who has worked all his days, and laid up close to a +million of dollars, not to have a son or a daughter, flesh of my flesh, +to leave it to; a boy or a girl given at the start the education I +didn't get, and who, by the help of my money, might make me proud, if I +could look on, of my name or my blood. It wasn't to be, and I must grin +and bear it, and do the next best thing. I caught a glimpse of what that +thing was soon after I lost my wife and daughter, and it was the thought +of that more than anything which kept me from going crazy with despair. +I'm a plain man, an uneducated man, but the fortune I've made has been +made honestly, and I'm going to spend it for the good of the American +people--to contribute my mite toward helping the cause of truth and good +citizenship and free and independent ideas which this nation calls for. +I'm going to give my money for benevolent uses." + +"Oh, Mr. Parsons," exclaimed Selma, clasping her hands, "how splendid! +how glorious! How I envy you. It was what I hoped." + +"I knew you would be pleased. I've had half a mind once or twice to let +the cat out of the bag, because I guessed it would be the sort of thing +that would take your fancy; but somehow I've kept mum, for fear I might +be taken before I'd been able to make a will. And then, too, I've been +of several minds as to the form of my gift. I thought it would suit me +best of all to found a college, and I was disappointed when I learned +that neighbor Flagg had got the start of me with his seminary for women +across the river. I wasn't happy over it until one night, just after the +doctor had gone, the thought came to me, 'Why, not give a hospital?' And +that's what it's to be. Five hundred thousand dollars for a free +hospital in the City of Benham, in memory of my wife and daughter. +That'll be useful, won't it? That'll help the people as much as a +college? And, Selma," he added, cutting off the assuring answer which +trembled on her tongue and blazed from her eyes, "I shan't forget you. +After I'm gone you are to have twenty thousand dollars. That'll enable +you, in case you don't marry, to keep a roof over your head without +working too hard." + +"Thank you. You are very generous," she said. The announcement was +pleasant to her, but at the moment it seemed of secondary importance. +Her enthusiasm had been aroused by the fact and character of his public +donation, and already her brain was dancing with the thought of the +prospect of a rival vital institution in connection with which her views +and her talents would in all probability be consulted and allowed to +exercise themselves. Her's, and not Mrs. Taylor's, or any of that +censorious and restricting set. In that hospital, at least, ambition and +originality would be allowed to show what they could do unfettered by +envy or paralyzed by conservatism. "But I can't think of anything now, +Mr. Parsons, except the grand secret you have confided to me. A +hospital! It is an ideal gift. It will show the world what noble uses +our rich, earnest-minded men make of their money, and it will give our +doctors and our people a chance to demonstrate what a free hospital +ought to be. Oh, I congratulate you. I will write to Mr. Lyons at once." + +A note in prompt response stated the hour when the lawyer would call. On +his arrival he was shown immediately to Mr. Parsons's apartments, with +whom he was closeted alone. Selma managed to cross the hall at the +moment he was descending, and he was easily persuaded to linger and to +follow her into the library. + +"I was anxious to say a few words to you, Mr. Lyons," she said. "I know +the purpose for which Mr. Parsons sent for you. He has confided to me +concerning his will--told me everything. It is a noble disposition of +his property. A free hospital for Benham is an ideal selection, and one +envies him his opportunity." + +"Yes. It is a superb and generous benefaction." + +"I lay awake for hours last night thinking about it; thinking +particularly of the special point I am desirous to consult you in regard +to. I don't wish to appear officious, or to say anything I shouldn't, +but knowing from what I heard you state in your speech the other day +that you feel as I do in regard to such matters, I take the liberty of +suggesting that it seems to me of very great importance that the +management of this magnificent gift should be in proper hands. May I ask +you without impropriety if you will protect Mr. Parsons so that captious +or unenthusiastic persons, men or women, will be unable to control the +policy of his hospital? He would wish it so, I am sure. I thought of +mentioning the matter to him myself, but I was afraid lest it might +worry him and spoil the satisfaction of his generosity or retard his +cure. Is what I ask possible? Do I make myself clear?" + +"Perfectly--perfectly. A valuable suggestion," he said. "I am glad that +you have spoken--very glad. Alive as I am to the importance of +protecting ourselves at all points, I might not have realized this +particular danger had you not called it to my attention. Perhaps only a +clever woman would have thought of it." + +"Oh, thank you. I felt that I could not keep silence, and run the risk +of what might happen." + +"Precisely. I think I can relieve your mind by telling you--which under +the circumstances is no breach of professional secrecy, for it is plain +that the testator desires you to know his purpose--that Mr. Parsons has +done me the honor to request me to act as the executor of his will. As +such I shall be in a position to make sure that those to whom the +management of his hospital is intrusted are people in whom you and I +would have confidence." + +"Ah! That is very satisfactory. It makes everything as it should be, and +I am immensely relieved." + +"Now that you have spoken," he added, meeting her eager gaze with a +propitiating look of reflective wisdom, "I will consider the +advisability of taking the further precaution of advising the testator +to name in his will the persons who shall act as the trustees of his +charity. That would clinch the matter. The selection of the individuals +would necessarily lie with Mr. Parsons, but it would seem eminently +natural and fitting that he should name you to represent your sex on +such a board. I hope it would be agreeable to you to serve?" + +Selma flushed. "It would be a position which I should prize immensely. +Such a possibility had not occurred to me, though I felt that some +definite provision should be made. The responsibility would be congenial +to me and very much in my line." + +"Assuredly. If you will permit me to say so, you are just the woman for +the place. We have met only a few times, Mrs. Littleton, but I am a man +who forms my conclusions of people rapidly, and it is obvious to me that +you are thoughtful, energetic, and liberal-minded--qualities which are +especially requisite for intelligent progress in semi-public work. It is +essentially desirable to enlist the co-operation of well-equipped women +to promote the national weal." + +Lyons departed with an agreeable impression that he had been talking to +a woman who combined mental sagacity and enterprise with considerable +fascination of person. This capable companion of Mr. Parsons was no +coquettish or simpering beauty, no mere devotee of fashionable manners, +but a mature, well-poised character endowed with ripe intellectual and +bodily graces. Their interview suggested that she possessed initiative +and discretion in directing the course of events, and a strong sense of +moral responsibility, attributes which attracted his interest. He was +obliged to make two more visits before the execution of the will, and on +each occasion he had an opportunity to spend a half-hour alone in the +society of Selma. He found her gravely and engagingly sympathetic with +his advocacy of democratic principles; he told her of his ambition to be +elected to Congress--an ambition which he believed would be realized the +following autumn. He confided to her, also, that he was engaged in his +leisure moments in the preparation of a literary volume to be entitled, +"Watchwords of Patriotism," a study of the requisites of the best +citizenship, exemplified by pertinent extracts from the public +utterances of the most distinguished American public servants. + +Selma on her part reciprocated by a reference to the course of lectures +on "Culture and Higher Education," which she had resolved to deliver +before the Benham Institute during the winter. In these lectures she +meant to emphasize the importance of unfettered individuality, and to +comment adversely on the tendencies hostile to this fundamental +principle of progress which she had observed in New York and from which +Benham itself did not appear to her to be entirely exempt. After +delivering these lectures in Benham she intended to repeat them in +various parts of the State, and in some of the large cities elsewhere, +under the auspices of the Confederated Sisterhood of Women's Clubs of +America, the Sorosis which Mrs. Earle had established on a firm basis, +and of which at present she was second vice-president. As a token of +sympathy with this undertaking, Mr. Lyons offered to procure her a free +pass on the railroads over which she would be obliged to travel. This +pleased Selma greatly, for she had always regarded free passes as a sign +of mysterious and enviable importance. + +Two months later Selma, as secretary of the sub-committee of the +Institute selected to oppose before the legislature the bill to create +an appointed school board, had further occasion to confer with Mr. +Lyons. He agreed to be the active counsel, and approved of the plan that +a delegation of women should journey to the capital, two hours and a +half by rail, and add the moral support of their presence at the hearing +before the legislative committee. + +The expedition was another gratification to Selma--who had become +possessed of her free pass. She felt that in visiting the state-house +and thus taking an active part in the work of legislation she was +beginning to fulfil the larger destiny for which she was qualified. Side +by side with Mrs. Earle at the head of a delegation of twenty Benham +women she marched augustly into the committee chamber. The contending +factions sat on opposite sides of the room. Through its middle ran a +long table occupied by the Committee on Education to which the bill had +been referred. Among the dozen or fifteen persons who appeared in +support of the bill Selma perceived Mrs. Hallett Taylor, whom she had +not seen since her return. She was disappointed to observe that Mrs. +Taylor's clothes, though unostentatious, were in the latest fashion. She +had hoped to find her dowdy or unenlightened, and to be able to look +down on her from the heights of her own New York experience. + +The lawyer in charge of the bill presented lucidly and with skill the +merits of his case, calling to the stand four prominent educators from +as many different sections of the State, and several citizens of +well-known character, among them Babcock's former pastor, Rev. Henry +Glynn. He pointed out that the school committee, as at present +constituted, was an unwieldy body of twenty-four members, that it was +regarded as the first round in the ladder of political preferment, and +that the members which composed it were elected not on the ground of +their fitness, but because they were ambitious for political +recognition. + +The legislative committee listened politely but coldly to these +statements and to the testimony of the witnesses. It was evident that +they regarded the proposed reform with distrust. + +"Do you mean us to understand that the public schools of this State are +not among the best, if not the best, in the world?" asked one member of +the committee, somewhat sternly. + +"I recognize the merits of our school system, but I am not blind to its +faults," responded the attorney in charge of the bill. He was a man who +possessed the courage of his convictions, but he was a lawyer of tact, +and he knew that his answer went to the full limit of what he could +safely utter by way of qualification without hopelessly imperilling his +cause. + +"Are not our public schools turning out yearly hundreds of boys and +girls who are a growing credit to the soundness of the institutions of +the country?" continued the same inquisitor. + +Here was a proposition which opened such a vista of circuitous and +careful speech, were he to attempt to answer it and be true to +conscience without being false to patriotism, that Mr. Hunter was driven +to reply, "I am unable to deny the general accuracy of your statement." + +"Then why seek to harass those who are doing such good work by +unfriendly legislation?" + +The member plainly felt that he had disposed of the matter by this +triumphant interrogation, for he listened with scant attention to a +repetition of the grounds on which, relief was sought. + +Mr. Lyons's method of reply was a surprise to Selma. She had looked for +a fervid vindication of the principle of the people's choice, and an +eloquent, sarcastic setting forth of the evils of the exclusive and +aristocratic spirit. He began by complimenting the members of the +committee on their ability to deal intelligently with the important +question before them, and then proceeded to refer to the sincere but +mistaken zeal of the advocates of the bill, whom he described as people +animated by conscientious motives, but unduly distrustful of the +capacity of the American people. His manner suggested a desire to be at +peace with all the world and was agreeably conciliatory, as though he +deprecated the existence of friction. He said that he would not do the +members of the committee the injustice to suppose that they could +seriously favor the passage of a bill which would deprive the +intelligent average voter of one of his dearest privileges; but that he +desired to put himself on record as thinking it a fortunate +circumstance, on the whole, that the well-intentioned promoters of the +bill had brought this matter to the attention of the legislature, and +had an opportunity to express their views. He believed that the hearing +would be productive of benefit to both parties, in that on the one hand +it would tend to make the voters more careful as to whom they selected +for the important duties of the school board, and on the other +would--he, as a lover of democratic institutions, hoped--serve to +convince the friends of the bill that they had exaggerated the evils of +the situation, and that they were engaged in a false and hopeless +undertaking in seeking to confine by hard and fast lines the spontaneous +yearnings of the American people to control the education of their +children. "We say to these critics," he continued, "some of whom are +enrolled under the solemn name of reformers, that we welcome their zeal +and offer co-operation in a resolute purpose to exercise unswerving +vigilance in the selection of candidates for the high office of +guardians of our public schools. So far as they will join hands with us +in keeping undefiled the traditions of our forefathers, to that extent +we are heartily in accord with them, but when they seek to override +those traditions and to fasten upon this community a method which is +based on a lack of confidence in democratic theories, then I--and +gentlemen, I feel sure that you--are against them." + +Lyons sat down, having given everyone in the room, with the exception of +a few discerning spirits on the other side, the impression that he had +intended to be pre-eminently fair, and that he had held out the olive +branch when he would have been justified in using the scourge. The +inclination to make friends, to smooth over seamy situations and to +avoid repellent language in dealing with adversaries, except in +corporation cases before juries and on special occasions when defending +his political convictions, had become a growing tendency with him now +that he was in training for public office. Selma did not quite know what +to make of it at first. She had expected that he would crush their +opponents beneath an avalanche of righteous invective. Instead he took +his seat with an expression of countenance which was no less benignant +than dignified. When the hearing was declared closed, a few minutes +later, he looked in her direction, and in the course of his passage to +where she was sitting stopped to exchange affable greetings with +assemblymen and others who came in his way. At his approach Mrs. Earle +uttered congratulations so comprehensive that Selma felt able to refrain +for the moment from committing herself. "I am glad that you were +pleased," he said. "I think I covered the ground, and no one's feelings +have been hurt." As though he divined what was passing through Selma's +mind, he added in an aside intended only for their ears, "It was not +necessary to use all our powder, for I could tell from the way the +committee acted that they were with us." + +"I felt sure they would be," exclaimed Mrs. Earle. "And, as you say, it +is a pleasure that no one's feelings were hurt, and that we can all part +friends." + +"Which reminds me," said Lyons, "that I should be glad of an +introduction to Mrs. Taylor as she passes us on her way out. I wish to +assure her personally of my willingness to further her efforts to +improve the quality of the school board." + +"That would be nice of you," said Mrs. Earle, "and ought to please and +encourage her, for she will be disappointed, poor thing, and after all I +suppose she means well. There she is now, and I will keep my eye on +her." + +"But surely, Mr. Lyons," said Selma, dazed yet interested by this +doctrine of brotherly love, "don't you think our school committee +admirable as it is?" + +"A highly efficient body," he answered. "But I should be glad to have +our opponents--mistaken as we believe them to be--appreciate that we no +less than they are zealous to preserve the present high standard. We +must make them recognize that we are reformers and in sympathy with +reform." + +"I see," said Selma. "For, of course, we are the real reformers. Convert +them you mean? Be civil to them at least? I understand. Yes, I suppose +there is no use in making enemies of them." She was thinking aloud. +Though ever on her guard to resent false doctrine, she was so sure of +the loyalty of both her companions that she could allow herself to be +interested by this new point of view--a vast improvement on the New York +manner because of its ethical suggestion. She realized that if Mr. Lyons +was certain of the committee, it was right, and at the same time +sensible, not to hurt anyone's feelings unnecessarily--although she felt +a little suspicious because he had asked to be introduced to Mrs. +Taylor. Indeed, the more she thought of this attitude, on the assumption +that the victory was assured, the more it appealed to her conscience and +intelligence; so much so that when Mrs. Earle darted forward to detain +Mrs. Taylor, Selma was reflecting with admiration on his magnanimity. + +She observed intently the meeting between Mr. Lyons and Mrs. Taylor. He +was deferential, complimentary, and genial, and he made a suave, +impressive offer of his personal services, in response to which Mrs. +Taylor regarded him with smiling incredulity--a smile which Selma +considered impertinent. How dared she treat his courtly advances with +flippant distrust! + +"Are you aware, Mr. Lyons," Mrs. Taylor was saying, "that one of the +present members of the school board is a milkman, and another a +carpenter--both of them persons of very ordinary efficiency from an +educational standpoint? Will you co-operate with us, when their terms +expire next year and they seek re-election, to nominate more suitable +candidates in their stead?" + +"I shall be very glad when the time comes to investigate carefully their +qualifications, and if they are proved to be unworthy of the confidence +of the people, to use my influence against them. You may rely on +this--rely on my cordial support, and the support of these ladies," he +added, indicating Mrs. Earle and Selma, with a wave of his hand, "who, +if you will permit me to say so, are no less interested than you in +promoting good government." + +"Oh, yes, indeed. We thought we were making an ideal choice in Miss +Luella Bailey," said Mrs. Earle with effusion. "If Mrs. Taylor had seen +more of her, I feel sure she would have admired her, and then our +Institute would not have been dragged into politics." + +Mrs. Taylor did not attempt to answer this appeal. Instead she greeted +Selma civilly, and said, "I was sorry to hear that you were against us, +Mrs. Littleton. We were allies once in a good cause, and in spite of Mr. +Lyons's protestations to the contrary, I assure you that this is another +genuine opportunity to improve the existing order of things. At least," +she added, gayly but firmly, "you must not let Mr. Lyons's predilection +to see everything through rose-colored spectacles prevent you from +looking into the matter on your own account." + +"I have done so already," answered Selma, affronted at the suggestion +that she was uninformed, yet restrained from displaying her annoyance by +the sudden inspiration that here was an admirable opportunity to +practise the proselytizing forbearance suggested by Mr. Lyons. The idea +of patronizing Mrs. Taylor from the vantage-ground of infallibility, +tinctured by magnanimous condescension, appealed to her. "I have made a +thorough study of the question, and I never could look at it as you do, +Mrs. Taylor. I sided with you before because I thought you were +right--because you were in favor of giving everyone a chance of +expression. But now I'm on the other side for the same reason--because +you and your friends are disposed to deprive people of that very thing, +and to regard their aspirations and their efforts contemptuously, if I +may say so. That's the mistake we think you make--we who, as Mr. Lyons +has stated, are no less eager than you to maintain the present high +character of everything which concerns our school system. But if you +only would see things in a little different light, both Mrs. Earle and I +would be glad to welcome you as an ally and to co-operate with you." + +Selma had not expected to make such a lengthy speech, but as she +proceeded she was spurred by the desire to teach Mrs. Taylor her proper +place, and at the same time to proclaim her own allegiance to the +attitude of optimistic forbearance. + +"I knew that was the way they felt," said Lyons, ingratiatingly. "It +would be a genuine pleasure to us all to see this unfortunate difference +of opinion between earnest people obviated." + +Mrs. Taylor, as Selma was pleased to note, flushed at her concluding +offer, and she answered, drily, "I fear that we are too far apart in our +ideas to talk of co-operation. If our bill is defeated this year, we +shall have to persevere and trust to the gradual enlightenment of public +sentiment. Good afternoon." + +Selma left the State-house in an elated frame of mind. She felt that she +had taken a righteous and patriotic stand, and it pleased her to think +that she was taking an active part in defending the institutions of the +country. She chatted eagerly as she walked through the corridors with +Mr. Lyons, who, portly and imposing, acted as escort to her and Mrs. +Earle, and invited them to luncheon at a hotel restaurant. Excitement +had given her more color than usual, to which her mourning acted as a +foil, and she looked her best. Lyons was proud of being in the company +of such a presentable and spirited appearing woman, and made a point of +stopping two or three members of the legislature and introducing them to +her. When they reached the restaurant he established them at a table +where they could see everybody and be seen, and he ordered scolloped +oysters, chicken-salad, ice-cream, coffee, and some bottles of +sarsaparilla. Both women were in high spirits, and Selma was agreeably +conscious that people were observing them. Before the repast was over a +messenger brought a note to Mr. Lyons, which announced that the +legislative committee had given the petitioners leave to withdraw their +bill, which, in Selma's eyes, justified the management of the affair, +and set the seal of complete success on an already absorbing and +delightful occasion. + + + +CHAPTER IV. + + +Her mourning and the slow convalescence of Mr. Parsons deprived Selma of +convincing evidence in regard to her social reception in Benham, for +those socially prominent were thus barred from inviting her to their +houses, and her own activities were correspondingly fettered. Indeed, +her circumstances supplied her with an obvious salve for her proper +dignity had she been disposed to let suspicion lie fallow. As it was a +number of people had left cards and sent invitations notwithstanding +they could not be accepted, and she might readily have believed, had she +chosen--and as she professed openly to Mr. Parsons--that everyone had +been uncommonly civil and appreciative. + +She found herself, however, in spite of her declared devotion to her +serious duties, noting that the recognition accorded to Mr. Parsons and +herself was not precisely of the character she craved. The +visiting-cards and invitations were from people residing on the River +Drive and in that neighborhood, indeed--but from people like the Flaggs, +for instance, who, having acquired large wealth and erected lordly +dwellings, were eager to dispense good-natured, lavish hospitality +without social experience. Her sensitive ordeal in New York had +quickened her social perceptions, so that whereas at the time of her +departure from Benham as Mrs. Littleton she regarded her present +neighborhood as an integral class, she was now prompt to separate the +sheep from the goats, and to remark that only the goats seemed conscious +of her existence. With the exception of Mrs. Taylor, who had called when +she was out, not one of a certain set, the outward manifestations of +whose stately being were constantly passing her windows, appeared to +take the slightest interest in her. Strictly speaking, Mrs. Taylor was +of this set, yet apart from it. Hers was the exclusive intellectual and +aesthetic set, this the exclusive fashionable set--both alike execrable +and foreign to the traditions of Benham. As Selma had discovered the one +and declared war against it, so she promised herself to confound the +other when the period of her mourning was over, and she was free to +appear again in society. Once more she congratulated herself that she +had come in time to nip in the bud this other off-shoot of aristocratic +tendencies. As yet either set was small in number, and she foresaw that +it would be an easy task to unite in a solid phalanx of +offensive-defensive influence the friendly souls whom these people +treated as outsiders, and purge the society atmosphere of the miasma of +exclusiveness. In connection with the means to this end, when the winter +slipped away and left her feeling that she had been ignored, and that +she was eager to assume a commanding position, she began to take more +than passing thought of the attentions of Mr. Lyons. That he was +interested by her there could be no doubt, for he plainly went out of +his way to seek her society, calling at the house from time to time, and +exercising a useful, nattering superintendence over her lecture course +in the other cities of the State, in each of which he appeared to have +friends on the newspaper press who put agreeable notices in print +concerning her performance. She had returned to Benham believing that +her married life was over; that her heart was in the grave with Wilbur, +and that she would never again part with her independence. The notice +which Mr. Lyons had taken of her from the outset had gratified her, but +though she contrasted his physical energy with Wilbur's lack of vigor, +it had not occurred to her to consider him in the light of a possible +husband. Now that a year had passed since Wilbur's death, she felt +conscious once more, as had happened after her divorce, of the need of a +closer and more individual sympathy than any at her command. Her +relations with Mr. Parsons, to be sure, approximated those of father and +daughter, but his perceptions were much less acute than before his +seizure; he talked little and ceased to take a vital interest in current +affairs. She felt the lack of companionship and, also, of personal +devotion, such personal devotion as was afforded by the strenuous, +ardent allegiance of a man. On the other hand she was firmly resolved +never to allow the current of her own life to be turned away again by +the subordination of her purposes to those of any other person, and she +had believed that this resolution would keep her indifferent to +marriage, in spite of any sensations of loneliness or craving for +masculine idolatry. But as a widow of a year's standing she was now +suddenly interested by the thought that this solid, ambitious, +smooth-talking man might possibly satisfy her natural preference for a +mate without violating her individuality. She began to ask herself if he +were not truly congenial in a sense which no man had ever been to her +before; also, to ask if their aspirations and aims were not so nearly +identical that he would be certain as her husband to be proud of +everything she did and said, and to allow her to work hand in hand with +him for the furtherance of their common purpose. She did not put these +questions to herself until his conduct suggested that he was seeking her +society as a suitor; but having put them, she was pleased to find her +heart throb with the hope of a stimulating and dear discovery. + +Certain causes contributed to convince her that this hope rested on a +sure foundation--causes associated with her present life and point of +view. She felt confident first of all of the godliness of Mr. Lyons as +indicated not only by his sober, successful life, and his enthusiastic, +benignant patriotism, but by his active, reverent interest in the +affairs of his church--the Methodist Church--to which Mr. Parsons +belonged, and which Selma had begun to attend since her return to +Benham. It had been her mother's faith, and she had felt a certain +filial glow in approaching it, which had been fanned into pious flame by +the effect of the ministration. The fervent hymns and the opportunities +for bearing testimony at some of the services appealed to her needs and +gave her a sense of oneness with eternal truth, which had hitherto been +lacking from her religious experience. In judging Wilbur she was +disposed to ascribe the defects of his character largely to the coldness +and analyzing sobriety of his creed. She had accompanied him to church +listlessly, and had been bored by the unemotional appeals to conscience +and quiet subjective designations of duty. She preferred to thrill with +the intensity of words which now roundly rated sin, now passionately +called to mind the ransom of the Saviour, and ever kept prominent the +stirring mission of evangelizing ignorant foreign people. It appeared +probable to Selma that, as the wife of one of the leading +church-members, who was the chairman of the local committee charged with +spreading the gospel abroad, her capacity for doing good would be +strengthened, and the spiritual availability of them both be enhanced. + +Then, too, Mr. Lyons's political prospects were flattering. The thought +that a marriage with him would put her in a position to control the +social tendencies of Benham was alluring. As the wife of Hon. James O. +Lyons, Member of Congress, she believed that she would be able to look +down on and confound those who had given her the cold shoulder. What +would Flossy say when she heard it? What would Pauline? This was a form +of distinction which would put her beyond the reach of conspiracy and +exclusiveness; for, as the wife of a representative, selected by the +people to guard their interests and make their laws, would not her +social position be unassailable? And apart from these considerations, a +political future seemed to her peculiarly attractive. Was not this the +real opportunity for which she had been waiting? Would she be justified +in giving it up? In what better way could her talents be spent than as +the helpmate and intellectual companion of a public man--a statesman +devoted to the protection and development of American ideas? Her own +individuality need not, would not be repressed. She had seen enough of +Mr. Lyons to feel sure that their views on the great questions of life +were thoroughly in harmony. They held the same religious opinions. Who +could foretell the limit of their joint progress? He was still a young +man--strong, dignified, and patriotic--endowed with qualities which +fitted him for public service. It might well be that a brilliant future +was before him--before them, if she were his wife. If he were to become +prominent in the councils of the nation--Speaker of the +House--Governor--even President, within the bounds of possibility, what +a splendid congenial scope his honors would afford her own versatility! +As day by day she dwelt on these points of recommendation, Selma became +more and more disposed to smile on the aspirations of Mr. Lyons in +regard to herself, and to feel that her life would develop to the best +advantage by a union with him. Until the words asking her to be his wife +were definitely spoken she could not be positive of his intentions, but +his conduct left little room for doubt, and moreover, was marked by a +deferential soberness of purpose which indicated to her that his views +regarding marriage were on a higher plane than those of any man she had +known. He referred frequently to the home as the foundation on which +American civilization rested, and from which its inspiration was largely +derived, and spoke feelingly of the value to a public man of a +stimulating and dignifying fireside. It became his habit to join her +after morning service and to accompany her home, carrying her +hymn-books, and he sent her from time to time, through the post, +quotations which had especially struck his fancy from the speeches he +was collecting for his "Watchwords of Patriotism." + +Another six months passed, and at its close Lyons received the expected +nomination for Congress. The election promised to be close and exciting. +Both parties were confident of victory, and were preparing vigorously to +keep their adherents at fever pitch by rallies and torch-light +processions. Although the result of the caucus was not doubtful, it was +understood between Lyons and Selma that he would call at the house that +evening to let her know that he had been successful. She was waiting to +receive him in the library. Mr. Parsons had gone to bed. His condition +was not promising. He had recently suffered another slight attack of +paralysis, which seemed to indicate that he was liable at any time to a +fatal seizure. + +Lyons entered smilingly. "So far so good," he exclaimed. + +"Then you have won?" + +"Oh, yes. As I told you, it was a foregone conclusion. Now the fight +begins." + +Selma, who had provided a slight refection, handed him a cup of tea. "I +feel sure that you will be chosen," she said. "See if I am not right. +When is the election?" + +"In six weeks. Six weeks from to-morrow." + +"Then you will go to Washington to live?" + +"Not until the fourth of March." + +"I envy you. If I were a man I should prefer success in politics to +anything else." + +He was silent for a moment. Then he said, "Will you help me to achieve +success? Will you go with me to Washington as my wife?" + +His courtship had been formal and elaborate, but his declaration was +signally simple and to the point. Selma noticed that the cup in his hand +trembled. While she kept her eyes lowered, as women are supposed to do +at such moments, she was wondering whether she loved him as much as she +had loved Wilbur? Not so ardently, but more worthily, she concluded, for +he seemed to her to fulfil her maturer ideal of strong and effective +manhood, and to satisfy alike her self-respect and her physical fancy. A +man of his type would not split hairs, but proceed straight toward the +goal of his ambition without fainting or wavering. Why should she not +satisfy her renewed craving to be yoked to a kindred spirit and +companion who appreciated her true worth? + +"I cannot believe," he was saying, "that my words are a surprise to you. +You can scarcely have failed to understand that I admired you extremely. +I have delayed to utter my desire to make you my wife because I did not +dare to cherish too fondly the hope that the love inspired in me could +be reciprocated, and that you would consent to unite your life to mine +and trust your happiness to my keeping. If I may say so, we are no boy +and girl. We understand the solemn significance of marriage; what it +imports and what it demands. Of late I have ventured to dream that the +sympathy in ideas and identity of purpose which exist between us might +be the trustworthy sign of a spiritual bond which we could not afford to +ignore. I feel that without you the joy and power of my life will be +incomplete. With you at my side I shall aspire to great things. You are +to me the embodiment of what is charming and serviceable in woman." + +Selma looked up. "I like you very much, Mr. Lyons. You, in your turn, +must have realized that, I think. As you say, we are no boy and girl. +You meant by that, too, that we both have been married before. I have +had two husbands, and I did not believe that I could ever think of +marriage again. I don't wish you to suppose that my last marriage was +not happy. Mr. Littleton was an earnest, talented man, and devoted to +me. Yet I cannot deny that in spite of mutual love our married life was +not a success--a success as a contribution to accomplishment. That +nearly broke my heart, and he--he died from lack of the physical and +mental vigor which would have made so much difference. I am telling you +this because I wish you to realize that if I should consent to comply +with your wishes, it would be because I was convinced that true +accomplishment--the highest accomplishment--would result from the union +of our lives as the result of our riper experience. If I did not +believe, Mr. Lyons, that man and woman as we are--no longer boy and +girl--a more perfect scheme of happiness, a grander conception of the +meaning of life than either of us had entertained was before us, I would +not consider your offer for one moment." + +"Yes, yes, I understand," Lyons exclaimed eagerly. "I share your belief +implicitly. It was what I would have said only--" + +Despite his facility as an orator, Lyons left this sentence incomplete +in face of the ticklish difficulty of explaining that he had refrained +from suggesting such a hope to a widow who had lost her husband only two +years before. Yet he hastened to bridge over this ellipsis by saying, +"Without such a faith a union between us must fall short of its sweetest +and grandest opportunities." + +"It would be a mockery; there would be no excuse for its existence," +cried Selma impetuously. "I am an idealist, Mr. Lyons," she said +clasping her hands. "I believe devotedly in the mission and power of +love. But I believe that our conception of love changes as we grow. I +welcomed love formerly as an intoxicating, delirious potion, and as such +it was very sweet. You have just told me of your own feelings toward me, +so it is your right to know that lately I have begun to realize that my +association with you has brought peace into my life--peace and religious +faith--essentials of happiness of which I have not known the blessings +since I was a child. You have dedicated yourself to a lofty work; you +have chosen the noble career of a statesman--a statesman zealous to +promote principles in which we both believe. And you ask me to share +with you the labors and the privileges which will result from this +dedication. If I accept your offer, it must be because I know that I +love you--love you in a sense I have not loved before--may the dead +pardon me! If I accept you it will be because I wish to perpetuate that +faith and peace, and because I believe that our joint lives will realize +worthy accomplishment." Selma looked into space with her wrapt gaze, +apparently engaged in an intense mental struggle. + +"And you will accept? You do feel that you can return my love? I cannot +tell you how greatly I am stirred and stimulated by what you have said. +It makes me feel that I could never be happy without you." Lyons put +into this speech all his solemnity and all his emotional beneficence of +temperament. He was genuinely moved. His first marriage had been a love +match. His wife--a mere girl--had died within a year; so soon that the +memory of her was a tender but hazy sentiment rather than a formulated +impression of character. By virtue of this memory he had approached +marriage again as one seeking a companion for his fireside, and a +comely, sensible woman to preside over his establishment and promote his +social status, rather than one expecting to be possessed by or to +inspire a dominant passion. Yet he, too, regarded himself distinctly as +an idealist, and he had lent a greedy ear to Selma's suggestion that +mature mutual sympathy and comradeship in establishing convictions and +religious aims were the source of a nobler type of love than that +associated with early matrimony. It increased his admiration for her, +and gave to his courtship, the touch of idealism which--partly owing to +his own modesty as a man no longer in the flush of youth--it had lacked. +He nervously stroked his beard with his thick hand, and gave himself up +to the spell of this vision of blessedness while he eagerly watched +Selma's face and waited for her answer. To combine moral purpose and +love in a pervasive alliance appealed to him magnetically as a religious +man. + +Selma, as she faced Lyons, was conscious necessarily of the contrast +between him and her late husband. But she was attuned to regard his +coarser physical fibre as masculine vigor and a protest against +aristocratic delicacy, and to derive comfort and exaltation from it. + +"Mr. Lyons," she said, "I will tell you frankly that the circumstances +of married life have hitherto hampered the expression of that which is +in me, and confined the scope of my individuality within narrow and +uncongenial limits. I am not complaining; I have no intention to rake up +the past; but it is proper you should know that I believe myself capable +of larger undertakings than have yet been afforded me, and worthy of +ampler recognition than I have yet received. If I accept you as a +husband, it will be because I feel confident that you will give my life +the opportunity to expand, and that you sympathize with my desire to +express myself adequately and to labor hand in hand, side by side, with +you in the important work of the world." + +"That is what I would have you do, Selma. Because you are worthy of it, +and because it is your right." + +"On that understanding it seems that we might be very happy." + +"I am certain of it. You fill my soul with gladness," he cried, and +seizing her hand he pressed it to his lips and covered it with kisses, +but she withdrew it, saying, "Not yet--not yet. This step represents so +much to me. It means that if I am mistaken in you, my whole life will be +ruined, for the next years should be my best. We must not be too hasty. +There are many things to be thought of. I must consider Mr. Parsons. I +cannot leave him immediately, if at all, for he is very dependent on +me." + +"I had thought of that. While Mr. Parsons lives, I realize that your +first duty must be to him." + +The reverential gravity of his tone was in excess of the needs of the +occasion, and Selma understood that he intended to imply that Mr. +Parsons would not long need her care. The same thought was in her own +mind, and it had occurred to her in the course of her previous +cogitations in regard to Lyons, that in the event of his death it would +suit her admirably to continue to occupy the house as its real mistress. +She looked grave for a moment in her turn, then with a sudden access of +coyness she murmured, "I do not believe that I am mistaken in you." + +"Ah," he cried, and would have folded her in his arms, but she evaded +his onset and said with her dramatic intonation, "The knights of old won +their lady-loves by brilliant deeds. If you are elected a member of +Congress, you may come to claim me." + +Reflection served only to convince Selma of the wisdom of her decision +to try matrimony once more. She argued, that though a third marriage +might theoretically seem repugnant if stated as a bald fact, the actual +circumstances in her case not merely exonerated her from a lack of +delicacy, but afforded an exhibition of progress--a gradual evolution in +character. She felt light-hearted and triumphant at the thought of her +impending new importance as the wife of a public man, and she interested +herself exuberantly in the progress of the political campaign. She was +pleased to think that her stipulation had given her lover a new spur to +his ambition, and she was prepared to believe that his victory would be +due to the exhaustive efforts to win which the cruel possibility of +losing her obliged him to make. + +This was a campaign era of torch-light processions. The rival factions +expressed their confidence and enthusiasm by parading at night in a +series of battalions armed with torches--some resplendently flaring, +some glittering gayly through colored glass--and bearing transparencies +inscribed with trenchant sentiments. The houses of their adherents along +the route were illuminated from attic to cellar with rows of candles, +and the atmosphere wore a dusky glow of red and green fire. To Selma all +this was entrancing. She revelled in it as an introduction to the more +conspicuous life which she was about to lead. She showed herself a +zealous and enthusiastic partisan, shrouding the house in the darkness +of Erebus on the occasion when the rival procession passed the door, and +imparting to every window the effect of a blaze of light on the +following evening--the night before election--when the Democratic party +made its final appeal to the voters. Standing on a balcony in evening +dress, in company with Mrs. Earle and Miss Luella Bailey, whom she had +invited to view the procession from the River Drive, Selma looked down +on the parade in an ecstatic mood. The torches, the music, the fireworks +and the enthusiasm set her pulses astir and brought her heart into her +mouth in melting appreciation of the sanctity of her party cause and her +own enviable destiny as the wife of an American Congressman. She held in +one hand a flag which she waved from time to time at the conspicuous +features of the procession, and she stationed herself so that the Bengal +lights and other fireworks set off by Mr. Parsons's hired man should +throw her figure into conspicuous relief. The culminating interest of +the, occasion for her was reached when the James O. Lyons Cadets, the +special body of youthful torch-bearers devoted to advertising the merits +of her lover, for whose uniforms and accoutrements he had paid, came in +sight. + +They proved to be the most flourishing looking organization in line. +They were preceded by a large, nattily attired drum corps; their ranks +were full, their torches lustrous, and they bore a number of +transparencies setting forth the predominant qualifications of the +candidate for Congress from the second district, the largest of which +presented his portrait superscribed with the sentiment, "A vote for +James O. Lyons is a vote in support of the liberties of the plain +people." On the opposite end of the canvas was the picture of the king +of beasts, with open jaws and bristling mane, with the motto, "Our +Lyons's might will keep our institutions sacred." In the midst of this +glittering escort the candidate himself rode in an open barouche on his +way to the hall where he was to deliver a final speech. He was bowing to +right and left, and constant cheers marked his progress along the +avenue. Selma leaned forward from the balcony to obtain the earliest +sight of her hero. The rolling applause was a new, intoxicating music in +her ears, and filled her soul with transport. She clapped her hands +vehemently; seized a roman-candle, and amid a blaze of fiery sparks +exploded its colored stars in the direction of the approaching carriage. +Then with the flag slanted across her bosom, she stood waiting for his +recognition. It was made solemnly, but with the unequivocal +demonstration of a cavalier or knight of old, for Lyons stood up, and +doffing his hat toward her, made a conspicuous salute. A salvo of +applause suggested to Selma that the multitude had understood that he +was according to her the homage due a lady-love, and that their cheers +were partly meant for her. She put her hand to her bosom with the +gesture of a queen of melodrama, and culling one from a bunch of roses +Lyons had sent her that afternoon threw it from the balcony at the +carriage. The flower fell almost into the lap of her lover, who clutched +it, pressed it to his lips, and doffed his hat again. The episode had +been visible to many, and a hoarse murmur of interested approval crowned +the performance. The glance of the crowds on the sidewalk was turned +upward, and someone proposed three cheers for the lady in the balcony. +They were given. Selma bowed to either side in delighted acknowledgment, +while the torches of the cadets waved tumultuously, and there was a +fresh outburst of colored fires. + +"I can't keep the secret any longer," she exclaimed, turning to her two +companions. "I'm engaged to be married to Mr. Lyons." + + + +CHAPTER V. + + +Lyons was chosen to Congress by a liberal margin. The Congressional +delegation from his State was almost evenly divided between the two +parties as the result of the election, and the majorities in every case +were small. Consequently the more complete victory of Lyons was a +feather in his cap, and materially enhanced his political standing. + +The sudden death of Mr. Parsons within a week of the election saved +Selma's conscience from the strain of arranging a harmonious and +equitable separation from him. She had felt that the enlargement of her +sphere of life and the opportunity to serve her country which this +marriage offered were paramount to any other considerations, but she was +duly conscious that Mr. Parsons would miss her sorely, and she was +considering the feasibility of substituting Miss Bailey as his companion +in her place, when fate supplied a different solution. Selma had pledged +her friends to secrecy, so that Mr. Parsons need know nothing until the +plans for his happiness had been perfected, and he died in ignorance of +the interesting matrimonial alliance which had been fostered under his +roof. By the terms of his will Selma was bequeathed the twenty thousand +dollars he had promised her. She and Mr. Lyons, with a third person, to +be selected by them, were appointed trustees of the Free Hospital with +which he had endowed Benham, and Mr. Lyons was nominated as the sole +executor under the will. + +Selma's conception that her third betrothal was coincident with +spiritual development, and that she had fought her way through hampering +circumstances to a higher plane of experience, had taken firm hold of +her imagination. She presently confessed to Lyons that she had not +hitherto appreciated the full meaning of the dogma that marriage was a +sacrament. She evinced a disposition to show herself with him at church +gatherings, and to cultivate the acquaintance of his pastor. She felt +that she had finally secured the opportunity to live the sober, simple +life appropriate to those who believed in maintaining American +principles, and in eschewing luxurious and effete foreign innovations; +the sort of life she had always meant to live, and from which she had +been debarred. She had now not only opportunity, but a responsibility. +As the bride of a Congressman, it behooved her both to pursue virtue for +its own sake and for the sake of example. It was incumbent on her to +preserve and promote democratic conditions in signal opposition to +so-called fashionable society, and at the same time to assert her own +proper dignity and the dignity of her constituents by a suitable outward +show. + +This last subtlety of reflection convinced Selma that they ought to +occupy the house on the River Drive. Lyons himself expressed some doubts +as to the advisability of this. He admitted that he could afford the +expense, and that it was just such a residence as he desired, but he +suggested that their motives might not be understood, and he questioned +whether it were wise, with the State so close, to give his political +enemies the chance to make unjust accusations. + +"Of course you ought to understand about this matter better than I," she +said; "but I have the feeling, James, that your constituents will be +disappointed if we don't show ourselves appreciative of the dignity of +your position. We both agree that we should make Benham our home, and +that it will be preferable if I visit Washington a month or two at a +time during the session rather than for us to set up housekeeping there, +and I can't help believing that the people will be better pleased if +you, as their representative, make that home all which a beautiful home +should be. They will be proud of it, and if they are, you needn't mind +what a few fault-finders say. I have been thinking it over, and it seems +to me that we shall make a mistake to let this house go. It just suits +us. I feel sure that in their hearts the American people like to have +their public men live comfortably. This house is small compared to many +in New York, and I flatter myself that we shall be able to satisfy +everyone that we are rootedly opposed to unseemly extravagance of +living." + +Lyons yielded readily to this argument. He had been accustomed to simple +surroundings, but travel and the growth of Benham itself had +demonstrated to him that the ways of the nation in respect to material +possessions and comforts had undergone a marked change since his youth. +He had been brought in contact with this new development in his capacity +of adviser to the magnates of Benham, and he had fallen under the spell +of improved creature comforts. Still, though he cast sheep's eyes at +these flesh pots, he had felt chary, both as a worker for righteousness +and an ardent champion of popular principles, of countenancing them +openly. Yet his original impulse toward marriage had been a desire to +secure an establishment, and now that this result was at hand he found +himself ambitious to put his household on a braver footing, provided +this would do injury neither to his moral scruples nor to his political +sincerity. The problem was but another phase of that presented to him by +his evolution from a jury lawyer, whose hand and voice were against +corporations, to the status of a richly paid chamber adviser to +railroads and banking houses. He was exactly in the frame of mind to +grasp at the euphemism offered by Selma. He was not one to be convinced +without a reason, but his mind eagerly welcomed a suggestion which +justified on a moral ground the proceeding to which they were both +inclined. The idea that the people would prefer to see him as their +representative living in a style consistent with the changes in manners +and customs introduced by national prosperity, affording thereby an +example of correct and elevating stewardship of reasonable wealth, by +way of contrast to vapid society doings, came to him as an illumination +which dissipated his doubts. + +The wedding took place about three months after the death of Mr. +Parsons. In her renovated outlook regarding matrimony, Selma included +formal preparations for and some pomp of circumstances at the ceremony. +It suited her pious mood that she was not required again to be married +off-hand, and that she could plight her troth in a decorous fashion, +suitably attired and amid conventional surroundings. Her dress was a +subject of considerable contemplation. She guided her lover's generosity +until it centred on a diamond spray for her hair and two rings set with +handsome precious stones. She did not discourage Miss Luella Bailey from +heralding the approaching nuptials in the press. She became Mrs. Lyons +in a conspicuous and solemn fashion before the gaze of everybody in +Benham whom there was any excuse for asking to the church. After a +collation at the Parsons house, the happy pair started on their +honeymoon in a special car put at their service by one of the railroads +for which the bridegroom was counsel. This feature delighted Selma. +Indeed, everything, from the complimentary embrace of her husband's +pastor to the details of her dress and wedding presents, described with +elaborate good will in the evening newspapers, appeared to her +gratifying and appropriate. + +They were absent six weeks, during which the Parsons house was to be +redecorated and embellished within and without according to instructions +given by Selma before her departure. Their trip extended to California +by way of the Yosemite. Selma had never seen the wonders of the far +western scenery, and this appropriate background for their sentiment +also afforded Lyons the opportunity to inspect certain railroad lines in +which he was financially interested. The atmosphere of the gorgeous +snow-clad peaks and impressive chasms served to heighten still further +the intensity of Selma's frame of mind. She managed adroitly on several +occasions to let people know who they were, and it pleased her to +observe the conductor indicating to passengers in the common cars that +they were Congressman Lyons and his wife on their honeymoon. She was +looking forward to Washington, and as she stood in the presence of the +inspiring beauties of nature she was prone to draw herself up in +rehearsal of the dignity which she expected to wear. What were these +mountains and canyons but physical counterparts of the human soul? What +but correlative representatives of grand ideas, of noble lives devoted +to the cause of human liberty? She felt that she was very happy, and she +bore testimony to this by walking arm in arm with her husband, leaning +against his firm, stalwart shoulder. It seemed to her desirable that the +public should know that they were a happy couple and defenders of the +purity of the home. On their way back the train was delayed on +Washington's birthday for several hours by a wash-out, and presently a +deputation made up of passengers and townspeople waited on Lyons and +invited him to deliver an open-air address. He and Selma, when the +committee arrived, were just about to explore the neighborhood, and +Lyons, though ordinarily he would have been glad of such an opportunity, +looked at his wife with an expression which suggested that he would +prefer a walk with her. The eyes of the committee followed his, +appreciating that he had thrown the responsibility of a decision on his +bride. Selma was equal to the occasion. "Of course he will address you," +she exclaimed. "What more suitable place could there be for offering +homage to the father of our country than this majestic prairie?" She +added, proudly, "And I am glad you should have the opportunity to hear +my husband speak." + +Some letters requiring attention were forwarded to Lyons at one of the +cities where they stopped. As they lay on his dressing-table Selma +caught sight of the return address, Williams & Van Horne, printed on the +uppermost envelope. The reminder aroused a host of associations. Flossy +had not been much in her thoughts lately, yet she had not failed to +plume herself occasionally with the reflection that she could afford now +to snap her fingers at her. She had wondered more than once what Flossy +would think when she heard that she was the wife of a Representative. + +"Do you know these people personally?" she inquired, holding up the +envelope. + +"Yes. They are my--er--financial representatives in New York. I have +considerable dealings with them." + +Selma had not up to this time concerned herself as to the details of her +husband's affairs. He had made clear to her that his income from his +profession was large, and she knew that he was interested in a variety +of enterprises. That he should have connections with a firm of New York +brokers was one more proof to her of his common sense and capacity to +take advantage of opportunities. + +"Mr. Littleton used to buy stocks through Williams and Van Horne--only a +few. He was not very clever at it, and failed to make the most of the +chances given him to succeed in that way. We knew the Williamses at one +time very well. They lived in the same block with us for several years +after we were married." + +"Williams is a capable, driving sort of fellow. Bold, but on the whole +sagacious, I think," answered Lyons, with demure urbanity. It was rather +a shock to him that his wife should learn that he had dealings in the +stock market. He feared lest it might seem to her inconsistent with his +other propensities--his religious convictions and his abhorrence of +corporate rapacity. He preferred to keep such transactions private for +fear they should be misunderstood. At heart he did not altogether +approve of them himself. They were a part of his evolution, and had +developed by degrees until they had become now so interwoven with his +whole financial outlook that he could not escape from them at the moment +if he would. Indeed some of them were giving him anxiety. He had +supposed that the letter in question contained a request for a +remittance to cover depreciation in his account. Instead he had read +with some annoyance a confidential request from Williams that he would +work for a certain bill which, in his capacity as a foe of monopoly, he +had hoped to be able to oppose. It offended his conscience to think that +he might be obliged secretly to befriend a measure against which his +vote must be cast. As has been intimated, he would have preferred that +his business affairs should remain concealed from his wife. Yet her +remarks were unexpectedly and agreeably reassuring. They served to +furnish a fresh indication on her part of intelligent sympathy with the +perplexities which beset the path of an ambitious public man. They +suggested a subtle appreciation of the reasonableness of his behavior, +notwithstanding its apparent failure to tally with his outward +professions. + +Selma's reply interrupted this rhapsody. + +"I ought to tell you, I suppose, that I quarrelled with Mrs. Williams +before I left New York. Or, rather, she quarrelled with me. She insulted +me in my own house, and I was obliged to order her to leave it." + +"Quarrelled? That is a pity. An open break? Open breaks in friendship +are always unfortunate." Lyons looked grieved, and fingered his beard +meditatively. + +"I appreciate," said Selma, frankly, "that our falling out will be an +inconvenience in case we should meet in Washington or elsewhere, since +you and Mr. Williams have business interests in common. Of course, +James, I wish to help you in every way I can. I might as well tell you +about it. I think she was jealous of me and fancied I was trying to cut +her out socially. At all events, she insinuated that I was not a lady, +because I would not lower my standards to hers, and adopt the frivolous +habits of her little set. But I have not forgotten, James, your +suggestion that people in public life can accomplish more if they avoid +showing resentment and strive for harmony. I shall be ready to forget +the past if Mrs. Williams will, for my position as your wife puts me +beyond the reach of her criticism. She's a lively little thing in her +way, and her husband seems to understand about investments and how to +get ahead." + +They went direct to Washington without stopping at Benham. It was +understood that the new session of Congress was to be very short, and +they were glad of an opportunity to present themselves in an official +capacity at the capital as a conclusion to their honeymoon, before +settling down at home. Selma found a letter from Miss Bailey, containing +the news that Pauline Littleton had accepted the presidency of Wetmore +College, the buildings of which were now practically completed. Selma +gasped as she read this. She had long ago decided that her +sister-in-law's studies were unpractical, and that Pauline was doomed to +teach small classes all her days, a task for which she was doubtless +well fitted. She resented the selection, for, in her opinion, Pauline +lacked the imaginative talent of Wilbur, and yet shared his subjective, +unenthusiastic ways. More than once it had occurred to her that the +presidency of Wetmore was the place of all others for which she herself +was fitted. Indeed, until Lyons had offered himself she had cherished in +her inner consciousness the hope that the course of events might +demonstrate that she was the proper person to direct the energies of +this new medium for the higher education of women. It irritated her to +think that an institution founded by Benham philanthropy, and which +would be a vital influence in the development of Benham womanhood, +should be under the control of one who was hostile to American theories +and methods. Selma felt so strongly on the subject that she thought of +airing her objections in a letter to Mr. Flagg, the donor, but she +concluded to suspend her strictures until her return to Benham. She +sent, however, to Miss Bailey, who was now regularly attached to one of +the Benham newspapers, notes for an article which should deplore the +choice by the trustees of one who was unfamiliar and presumably out of +sympathy with Benham thought and impulse. + +Selma's emotions on her arrival in Washington were very different from +those which she had experienced in New York as the bride of Littleton. +Then she had been unprepared for, dazed, and offended by what she saw. +Now, though she mentally assumed that the capital was the parade ground +of American ideas and principles, she felt not merely no surprise at the +august appearance of the wide avenues, but she was eagerly on the +lookout, as they drove from the station to the hotel, for signs of +social development. The aphorism which she had supplied to her husband, +that the American people prefer to have their representatives live +comfortably, dwelt in her thoughts and was a solace to her. Despite her +New York experience, she had the impression that the doors of every +house in Washington would fly open at her approach as the wife of a +Congressman. She did not formulate her anticipations as to her +reception, but she entertained a general expectation that their presence +would be acknowledged as public officials in a notable way. She dressed +herself on the morning after their arrival at the hotel with some +showiness, so as to be prepared for flattering emergencies. She had said +little to her husband on the subject, for she had already discovered +that, though he was ambitious that they should appear well, he was +disposed to leave the management of social concerns to her. His +information had been limited to bidding her come prepared for the +reception to be given at the White House at the reassembling of +Congress. Selma had brought her wedding-dress for this, and was looking +forward to it as a gala occasion. + +The hotel was very crowded, and Selma became aware that many of the +guests were the wives and daughters of other Congressmen, who seemed to +be in the same predicament as herself--that is, without anyone to speak +to and waiting in their best clothes for something to happen. Lyons knew +a few of them, and was making acquaintances in the corridors, with some +of whom he exchanged an introduction of wives. As she successively met +these other women, Selma perceived that no one of them was better +dressed than herself, and she reflected with pleasure that they would +doubtless be available allies in her crusade against frivolity and +exclusiveness. + +Presently she set out with her husband to survey the sights of the city. +Naturally their first visit was to the Capitol, in the presence of which +Selma clutched his arm in the pride of her patriotism and of her +pleasure that he was to be one of the makers of history within its +splendid precincts. The sight of the stately houses of Congress, +superbly dominated by their imposing dome, made them both walk proudly, +lost, save for occasional vivid phrases of admiration, in the +contemplation of their own possible future. What greater earthly prize +for man than political distinction among a people capable of monuments +like this? What grander arena for a woman eager to demonstrate truth and +promote righteousness? There was, of course, too much to see for any one +visit. They went up to the gallery of the House of Representatives and +looked down on the theatre of Lyons's impending activities. He was to +take his seat on the day after the morrow as one of the minority party, +but a strong, vigorous minority. Selma pictured him standing in the +aisle and uttering ringing words of denunciation against corporate +monopolies and the money power. + +"I shall come up here and listen to you often. I shall be able to tell +if you speak loud enough--so that the public can hear you," she said, +glancing at the line of galleries which she saw in her mind's eye +crowded with spectators. "You must make a long speech very soon." + +"That is very unlikely indeed. They tell me a new member rarely gets a +chance to be heard," answered Lyons. + +"But they will hear you. You have something to say." + +Lyons squeezed her hand. Her words nourished the same hope in his own +breast. "I shall take advantage of every opportunity to obtain +recognition, and to give utterance to my opinions." + +"Oh yes, I shall expect you to speak. I am counting on that." + +On their way down they scanned with interest the statues and portraits +of distinguished statesmen and heroes, and the representations of famous +episodes in American history with which the walls of the landings and +the rotunda are lined. + +"Some day you will be here," said Selma. "I wonder who will paint you or +make your bust. I have often thought," she added, wistfully, "that, if I +had given my mind to it, I could have modelled well in clay. Some day +I'll try. It would be interesting, wouldn't it, to have you here in +marble with the inscription underneath, 'Bust of the Honorable James O. +Lyons, sculptured by his wife?'" + +Lyons laughed, but he was pleased. "You are making rapid strides, my +dear. I am sure of one thing--if my bust or portrait ever is here, I +shall owe my success largely to your devotion and good sense. I felt +certain of it before, but our honeymoon has proved to me that we were +meant for one another." + +"Yes, I think we were. And I like to hear you say I have good sense. +That is what I pride myself on as a wife." + +On their return to the hotel Selma was annoyed to find that no one but a +member of her husband's Congressional delegation had called. She had +hoped to find that their presence in Washington was known and +appreciated. It seemed to her, moreover, that they were not treated at +the hotel with the deference she had supposed would be accorded to them. +To be sure, equality was of the essence of American doctrine; +nevertheless she had anticipated that the official representatives of +the people would be made much of, and distinguished from the rest of the +world, if not by direct attention, by being pointed out and looked at +admiringly. Still, as Lyons showed no signs of disappointment, she +forbore to express her own perplexity, which was temporarily relieved by +an invitation from him to drive. The atmosphere was mild enough for an +open carriage, and Selma's appetite for processional effect derived some +crumbs of comfort from the process of showing herself in a barouche by +the side of her husband. They proceeded in an opposite direction from +the Capitol, and after surveying the outside of the White House, drove +along the avenues and circles occupied by private residences. Selma +noticed that these houses, though attractive, were less magnificent and +conspicuous than many of those in New York--more like her own in Benham; +and she pictured as their occupants the families of the public men of +the country--a society of their wives and daughters living worthily, +energetically, and with becoming stateliness, yet at the same time +rebuking by their example frivolity and rampant luxury. She observed +with satisfaction the passage of a number of private carriages, and that +their occupants were stylishly clad. She reflected that, as, the wife of +a Congressman, her place was among them, and she was glad that they +recognized the claims of social development so far as to dress well and +live in comfort. Before starting she had herself fastened a bunch of red +roses at her waist as a contribution to her picturesqueness as a public +woman. + +While she was thus absorbed in speculation, not altogether free from +worrying suspicions, in spite of her mental vision as to the occupants +of these private residences, she uttered an ejaculation of surprise as a +jaunty victoria passed by them, and she turned her head in an eager +attempt to ascertain if her surprise and annoyance were well-founded. +The other vehicle was moving rapidly, but a similar curiosity impelled +one of its occupants to look hack also, and the eyes of the two women +met. + +"It's she; I thought it was." + +"Who, my dear?" said Lyons. + +"Flossy Williams--Mrs. Gregory Williams. I wonder," she added, in a +severe tone, "what she is doing here, and how she happens to be +associating with these people. That was a private carriage." + +"Williams has a number of friends in Washington, I imagine. I thought it +likely that he would be here. That was another proof of your good sense, +Selma--deciding to let bygones be bygones and to ignore your +disagreement with his wife." + +"Yes, I know. I shall treat her civilly. But my heart will be broken, +James, if I find that Washington is like New York." + +"In what respect?" + +"If I find that the people in these houses lead exclusive, un-American, +godless lives. It would tempt me almost to despair of our country," she +exclaimed, with tragic emphasis. + +"I don't understand about social matters, Selma. I must leave those to +you. But," he added, showing that he shrewdly realized the cause of her +anguish better than she did herself, "as soon as we get better +acquainted, I'm sure you will find that we shall get ahead, and that you +will be able to hold your own with anybody, however exclusive." + +Selma colored at the unflattering simplicity of his deduction. "I don't +desire to hold my own with people of that sort. I despise them." + +"I know. Hold your own, I mean, among people of the right sort by force +of sound ideas and principles. The men and women of to-day," he +continued, with melodious asseveration, "are the grand-children of those +who built the splendid halls we visited this morning as a monument to +our nation's love of truth and righteousness. A few frivolous, worldly +minded spirits are not the people of the United States to whom we look +for our encouragement and support." + +"Assuredly," answered Selma, with eagerness. "It is difficult, though, +not to get discouraged at times by the behavior of those who ought to +aid instead of hinder our progress as a nation." + +For a moment she was silent in wrapt meditation, then she asked: + +"Didn't you expect that more notice would be taken of our arrival?" + +"In what way?" + +"In some way befitting a member of Congress." + +Lyons laughed. "My dear Selma, I am one new Congressman among several +hundred. What did you expect? That the President and his wife would come +and take us to drive?" + +"Of course not." She paused a moment, then she said: "I suppose that, as +you are not on the side of the administration, we cannot expect much +notice to be taken of us until you speak in the House. I will try not to +be too ambitious for you, James; but it would be easier to be patient," +she concluded, with her far-away look, "if I were not beginning to fear +that this city also may be contaminated just as New York is." + + + +CHAPTER VI. + + +The incidents of the next two days previous to her attendance at the +evening reception at the White House restored Selma's equanimity. She +had the satisfaction of being present at the opening ceremonies of the +House of Representatives, and of beholding her husband take the oath of +office. She was proud of Lyons as she looked down on him from the +gallery standing in the aisle by his allotted seat. He was holding an +improvised reception, for a number of his colleagues showed themselves +desirous to make his acquaintance. She noticed that he appeared already +on familiar terms with some of his fellow-members; that he drew men or +was drawn aside for whispered confidences; that he joked knowingly with +others; and that always as he chatted his large, round, smooth face, +relieved by its chin beard, wore an aspect of bland dignity and shrewd +reserve wisdom. It pleased her to be assisting at the dedication of a +fresh page of national history--a page yet unwritten, but on which she +hoped that her own name would be inscribed sooner or later by those who +should seek to trace the complete causes of her husband's usefulness and +genius. + +Another source of satisfaction was the visit paid them the day before at +the hotel by one of the United States Senators from their own State--Mr. +Calkins. The two political parties in their own State were so evenly +divided that one of the Senators in office happened to be a Republican +and his colleague a Democrat. Mr. Calkins belonged to her husband's +party, yet he suggested that they might enjoy a private audience with +the President, with whom, notwithstanding political differences of +opinion, Mr. Calkins was on friendly terms. This was the sort of thing +which Selma aspired to, and the experience did much to lighten her +heart. She enjoyed the distinction of seeing guarded doors open at their +approach, and of finding herself shaking hands with the chief magistrate +of the nation at a special interview. The President was very affable, +and was manifestly aware of Lyons's triumph at the expense of his own +party, and of his consequent political importance. He treated the matter +banteringly, and Selma was pleased at her ability to enter into the +spirit of his persiflage and to reciprocate. In her opinion solemnity +would have been more consistent with his position as the official +representative of the people of the United States, and his jocose +manifestations at a time when serious conversation seemed to be in order +was a disappointment, and tended to confirm her previous distrust of him +as the leader of the opposite party. She had hoped he would broach some +vital topics of political interest, and that she would have the +opportunity to give expression to her own views in regard to public +questions. Nevertheless, as the President saw fit to be humorous, she +was glad that she understood how to meet and answer his bantering +sallies. She felt sure that Lyons, were he ever to occupy this dignified +office, would refrain from ill-timed levity, but she bore in mind also +the policy of conciliation which she had learned from her husband, and +concealed her true impressions. She noticed that both Lyons and Mr. +Calkins forebore to show dissatisfaction, and she reflected that, though +the President's tone was light, there was nothing else in his appearance +or bearing to convict him of sympathy with lack of enthusiasm and with +cynicism. It would have destroyed all the enjoyment of her interview had +she been forced to conclude that a man who did not take himself and his +duties seriously could be elected President of the United States. She +was not willing to believe this; but her suspicions were so far aroused +that she congratulated herself that her political opponents were +responsible for his election. Nevertheless she was delighted by the +distinction of the private audience, and by the episode at its close, +which gave her opportunity to show her individuality. Said the President +gallantly as she was taking leave: + +"Will you permit me to congratulate Congressman Lyons on his good +fortune in the affairs of the heart as well as in politics?" + +"If you say things like that, Mr. President," interjected Lyons, "you +will turn her head; she will become a Republican, and then where should +I be?" + +While she perceived that the President was still inclined to levity, the +compliment pleased Selma. Yet, though she appreciated that her husband +was merely humoring him by his reply, she did not like the suggestion +that any flattery could affect her principles. She shook her head +coquettishly and said: + +"James, I'm sure the President thinks too well of American women to +believe that any admiration, however gratifying, would make me lukewarm +in devotion to my party." + +This speech appeared to her apposite and called for, and she departed in +high spirits, which were illuminated by the thought that the +administration was not wholly to be trusted. + +On the following evening Selma went to the reception at the White House. +The process of arrival was trying to her patience, for they were obliged +to await their turn in the long file of carriages. She could not but +approve of the democratic character of the entertainment, which anyone +who desired to behold and shake hands with the Chief Magistrate was free +to attend. Still, it again crossed her mind that, as an official's wife, +she ought to have been given precedence. Their turn to alight came at +last, and they took their places in the procession of visitors on its +way through the East room to the spot where the President and his wife, +assisted by some of the ladies of the Cabinet, were submitting to the +ordeal of receiving the nation. There was a veritable crush, in which +there was every variety of evening toilette, a display essentially in +keeping with the doctrines which Selma felt that she stood for. She took +occasion to rejoice in Lyons's ear at the realization of her +anticipations in this respect. At the same time she was agreeably +stimulated by the belief that her wedding dress was sumptuous and +stylish, and her appearance striking. Her hair had been dressed as +elaborately as possible; she wore all her jewelry; and she carried a +bouquet of costly roses. Her wish was to regard the function as the +height of social demonstration, and she had spared no pains to make +herself effective. She had esteemed it her duty to do so both as a +Congressman's wife and as a champion of moral and democratic ideas. + +The crowd was oppressive, and three times the train of her dress was +stepped on to her discomfiture. Amid the sea of faces she recognized a +few of the people she had seen at the hotel. It struck her that no one +of the women was dressed so elegantly as herself, an observation which +cheered her and yet was not without its thorn. But the music, the +lights, and the variegated movement of the scene kept her senses +absorbed and interfered with introspection, until at last they were +close to the receiving party. Selma fixed her eyes on the President, +expecting recognition. Like her husband, the President possessed a gift +of faces and the faculty of rallying all his energies to the important +task of remembering who people were. An usher asked and announced the +names, but the Chief Magistrate's perceptions were kept hard at work. +His "How do you do, Congressman Lyons? I am very glad to see you here, +Mrs. Lyons," were uttered with a smiling spontaneity, which to his own +soul meant a momentary agreeable relaxation of the nerves of memory, +resembling the easy flourish with which a gymnast engaged in lifting +heavy weights encounters a wooden dumb-bell. But though his eyes and +voice were flattering, Selma had barely completed the little bob of a +courtesy which accompanied her act of shaking hands when she discovered +that the machinery of the national custom was not to halt on their +account, and that she must proceed without being able to renew the half +flirtatious interview of the previous day. She proceeded to courtesy to +the President's wife and to the row of wives of members of the Cabinet +who were assisting. Before she could adequately observe them, she found +herself beyond and a part once more of a heterogeneous crush, the +current of which she aimlessly followed on her husband's arm. She was +suspicious of the device of courtesying. Why had not the President's +wife and the Cabinet ladies shaken hands with her and given her an +opportunity to make their acquaintance? Could it be that the +administration was aping foreign manners and adopting effete and +aristocratic usages? + +"What do we do now?" she asked of Lyons as they drifted along. + +"I'd like to find Horace Elton and introduce him to you. I caught a +glimpse of him further on just before we reached the President. Horace +knows all the ropes and can tell us who everybody is." + +Selma had heard her husband refer to Horace Elton on several occasions +in terms of respectful and somewhat mysterious consideration. She had +gathered in a general way that he was a far reaching and formidable +power in matters political and financial, besides being the president +and active organizer of the energetic corporation known as the +Consumers' Gas Light Company of their own state. As they proceeded she +kept her eyes on the alert for a man described by Lyons as short, +heavily built, and neat looking, with small side whiskers and a +close-mouthed expression. When they were not far from the door of exit +from the East room, some one on the edge of the procession accosted her +husband, who drew her after him in that direction. Selma found herself +in a sort of eddy occupied by half a dozen people engaged in observing +the passing show, and in the presence of Mr. and Mrs. Gregory Williams. +It was Mr. Williams who had diverted them. He now renewed his +acquaintance with her, exclaiming--"My wife insisted that she had met +you driving with some one she believed to be your husband. I had heard +that Congressman Lyons was on his bridal tour, and now everything is +clear. Flossy, you were right as usual, and it seems that our hearty +congratulations are in order to two old friends." + +Williams spoke with his customary contagious confidence. Selma noted +that he was stouter and that his hair was becomingly streaked with gray. +Had not her attention been on the lookout for his wife she might have +noticed that his eye wore a restless, strained expression despite his +august banker's manner and showy gallantry. She did observe that the +moment he had made way for Flossy he turned to Lyons and began to talk +to him in a subdued tone under the guise of watching the procession. + +The two women confronted each other with spontaneous forgetfulness of +the past. There was a shade of haughtiness in Selma's greeting. She was +prepared to respect her husband's policy and to ignore the circumstances +under which they had parted, but she wished Flossy to understand that +this was an act of condescension on her part as a Congressman's wife, +whose important social status was beyond question. She was so thoroughly +imbued with this sense of her indisputable superiority that she readily +mistook Flossy's affability for fawning; whereas that young woman's +ingenuous friendliness was the result of a warning sentence from Gregory +when Selma and her husband were seen approaching--"Keep a check on your +tongue, Floss. This statesman with a beard like a goat is likely to have +a political future." + +"I felt sure it was you the other day," Flossy said with smiling +sprightliness, "but I had not heard of your marriage to Mr. Lyons." + +"We were married at Benham six weeks ago. We are to live in Benham. We +have bought the house there which belonged to Mr. Parsons. We have just +returned from visiting the superb scenery of the Yosemite and the Rocky +Mountains, and it made me prouder than ever of my country. If +Congressman Lyons had not been obliged to be present at the opening of +Congress, we should have spent our honeymoon in Europe." + +"Gregory and I passed last summer abroad yachting. We crossed on a +steamer and had our yacht meet us there. Isn't it a jam to-night?" + +"There seem to be a great many people. I suppose you came on from New +York on purpose for this reception?" + +"Mercy, no. We are staying with friends, and we hadn't intended to come +to-night. But we had been dining out and were dressed, so we thought +we'd drop in and show our patriotism. It's destruction to clothes, and +I'm glad I haven't worn my best." + +Selma perceived Flossy's eye making a note of her own elaborate costume, +and the disagreeable suspicion that she was overdressed reasserted +itself. She had already observed that Mrs. Williams's toilette, though +stylish, was comparatively simple. How could one be overdressed on such +an occasion? What more suitable time for an American woman to wear her +choicest apparel than when paying her respects to the President of the +United States? She noticed that Flossy seemed unduly at her ease as +though the importance of the ceremony was lost on her, and that they +group of people with whom Flossy had been talking and who stood a little +apart were obviously indulging in quiet mirth at the expense of some of +those in the procession. + +"Are the friends with whom you are staying connected with the +Government?" Selma asked airily. + +"Official people? Goodness, no. But I can point out to you who everybody +is, for we have been in Washington frequently during the last three +sessions. Gregory has to run over here on business every now and then, +and I almost always come with him. To-night is the opportunity to see +the queer people in all their glory--the woolly curiosities, as Gregory +calls them. And a sprinkling of the real celebrities too," she added. + +Selma's inquiry had been put with a view to satisfy herself that +Flossy's friends were mere civilians. But she was glad of an opportunity +to be enlightened as to the names of her fellow-officials, though she +resented Flossy's flippant tone regarding the character of the +entertainment. While she listened to the breezy, running commentary by +which Flossy proceeded to identify for her benefit the conspicuous +figures in the procession she nursed her offended sensibilities. + +"I should suppose," she said, taking advantage of a pause, "that on such +an occasion as this everybody worth knowing would be present." + +Flossy gave Selma one of her quick glances. She had not forgotten the +past, nor her discovery of the late Mrs. Littleton's real grievance +against her and the world. Nor did she consider that her husband's +caveat debarred her from the amusement of worrying the wife of the Hon. +James O. Lyons, provided it could be done by means of the truth +ingenuously uttered. She said with a confidential smile-- + +"The important and the interesting political people have other +opportunities to meet one another--at dinner parties and less +promiscuous entertainments than this, and the Washington people have +other opportunities to meet them. Of course the President is a dear, and +everyone makes a point of attending a public reception once in a while, +but this sort of thing isn't exactly an edifying society event. For +instance, notice the woman in the pomegranate velvet with two diamond +sprays in her hair. That's the wife of Senator Colman--his child wife, +so they call her. She came to Washington six years ago as the wife of a +member of the House from one of the wild and woolly States, and was +notorious then in the hotel corridors on account of her ringletty raven +hair and the profusion of rings she wore. She used to make eyes at the +hotel guests and romp with her husband's friends in the hotel parlors, +which was the theatre of her social activities. Her husband died, and a +year ago she married old Senator Colman, old enough to be her +grandfather, and one of the very rich and influential men in the Senate. +Now she has developed social ambition and is anxious to entertain. They +have hired a large house for the winter and are building a larger one. +As Mrs. Polsen--that was her first husband's name--she was invited +nowhere except to wholesale official functions like this. The wife of a +United States Senator with plenty of money can generally attract a +following; she is somebody. And it happens that people are amused by +Mrs. Cohnan's eccentricities. She still overdresses, and makes eyes, and +she nudges those who sit next her at table, but she is good-natured, +says whatever comes into her head, and has a strong sense of humor. So +she is getting on." + +"Getting on among society people?" said Selma drily. + +Flossy's eyes twinkled. "Society people is the generic name used for +them in the newspapers. I mean that she is making friends among the +women who live in the quarter where I passed you the other day." + +Selma frowned. "It is not necessary, I imagine, to make friends of that +class in order to have influence in Washington,--the best kind of +influence. I can readily believe that people of that sort would interest +most of our public women very little." + +"Very likely. I don't think you quite understand me, Mrs. Lyons, or we +are talking at cross purposes. What I was trying to make clear is that +political and social prominence in Washington are by no means +synonimous. Of course everyone connected with the government who +desires to frequent Washington society and is socially available is +received with open arms; but, if people are not socially available, it +by no means follows that they are able to command social recognition +merely because they hold political office,--except perhaps in the case +of wives of the Cabinet, of the Justices of the Supreme Court, or of +rich and influential Senators, where a woman is absolutely bent on +success and takes pains. I refer particularly to the wives, because a +single man, if he is reasonably presentable and ambitious, can go about +more or less, even if he is a little rough, for men are apt to be +scarce. But the line is drawn on the women unless they are--er--really +important and have to be tolerated for official reasons. Now every woman +who is not _persona grata_, as the diplomats say, anywhere else, is apt +to attend the President's reception in all her finery, and that's why I +suggested that this sort of thing isn't exactly an edifying social +event. It's amusing to come here now and then, just as it's amusing to +go to a menagerie. You see what I mean, don't you?" Flossy asked, plying +her feathery fan with blithe nonchalance and looking into her +companion's face with an innocent air. + +"I understand perfectly. And who are these people who draw the line?" + +"It sometimes happens," continued Flossy abstractedly, without appearing +to hear this inquiry, "that they improve after they've been in +Washington a few years. Take Mrs. Baker, the Secretary of the Interior's +wife, receiving to-night. When her husband came to Washington three +years ago she had the social adaptability of a solemn horse. But she +persevered and learned, and now as a Cabinet lady she unbends, and is no +longer afraid of compromising her dignity by wearing becoming clothes +and smiling occasionally. But you were asking who the people are who +draw the line. The nice people here just as everywhere else; the people +who have been well educated and have fine sensibilities, and who believe +in modesty, and unselfishness and thorough ways of doing things. You +must know the sort of people I mean. Some of them make too much of mere +manners, but as a class they are able to draw the line because they draw +it in favor of distinction of character as opposed to--what shall I call +it?--haphazard custom-made ethics and social deportment." + +Flossy spoke with the artless prattle of one seeking to make herself +agreeable to a new-comer by explaining the existing order of things, but +she had chosen her words as she proceeded with special reference to her +listener's case. There was nothing in her manner to suggest that she was +trifling with the feelings of the wife of Hon. James O. Lyons, but to +Selma's sensitive ear there was no doubt that the impertinent and +unpatriotic tirade had been deliberately aimed at her. The closing words +had a disagreeably familiar sound. Save that they fell from seemingly +friendly lips they recalled the ban which Flossy had hurled at her at +the close of their last meeting--the ban which had decided her to +declare unwavering hostility against social exclusiveness. Its veiled +reiteration now made her nerves tingle, but the personal affront stirred +her less than the conclusion, which the whole of Flossy's commentary +suggested, that Washington--Washington the hearth-stone of American +ideals, was contaminated also. Flossy had given her to understand that +the houses which she had assumed to be occupied by members of the +Government were chiefly the residences of people resembling in character +those whom she had disapproved of in New York. Flossy had intimated that +unless a woman were hand in glove with these people and ready to lower +herself to their standards, she must be the wife of a rich Senator to be +tolerated. Flossy had virtually told her that a Congressman's wife was +nobody. Could this be true? The bitterest part of all was that it was +evident Flossy spoke with the assurance of one uttering familiar truths. +Selma felt affronted and bitterly disappointed, but she chose to meet +Mrs. Williams's innocent affability with composure; to let her see that +she disagreed with her, but not to reveal her personal irritation. She +must consider Lyons, whose swift political promotion was necessary for +her plans. It was important that he should become rich, and if his +relations with the firm of Williams & Van Horne tended to that end, no +personal grievance of her own should disturb them. Even Flossy had +conceded that the wives of the highest officials could not be ignored. + +"I fear that we look at these matters from too different a standpoint to +discuss them further," she responded, with an effort at smiling ease. +"Evidently you do not appreciate that to the majority of the strong +women of the country whose husbands have been sent to Washington as +members of the Government social interests seem trivial compared with +the great public questions they are required to consider. These women +doubtless feel little inclination for fashionable and--or--frivolous +festivities, and find an occasion like this better suited to their +conception of social dignity." + +A reply by Flossy to this speech was prevented by the interruption of +Lyons, who brought up Mr. Horace Elton for introduction to his wife. +Selma knew him at once from his likeness to the description which her +husband had given. He was portly and thick-set, with a large neck, a +strong, unemotional, high-colored face, and closely-shaven, small side +whiskers. He made her a low bow and, after a few moments of +conversation, in the course of which he let fall a complimentary +allusion to her husband's oratorical abilities and gave her to +understand that he considered Lyons's marriage as a wise and enviable +proceeding, he invited her to promenade the room on his arm. Mr. Elton +had a low but clear and dispassionate voice, and a concise utterance. +His remarks gave the impression that he could impart more on any subject +if he chose, and that what he said proceeded from a reserve fund of +special, secret knowledge, a little of which he was willing to confide +to his listener. He enlightened Selma in a few words as to a variety of +the people present, accompanying his identification with a phrase or two +of comprehensive personal detail, which had the savor of being unknown +to the world at large. + +"The lady we just passed, Mrs. Lyons, is the wife of the junior Senator +from Nevada. Her husband fell in love with her on the stage of a mining +town theatrical troupe. That tall man, with the profuse wavy hair and +prominent nose, is Congressman Ross of Colorado, the owner of one of the +largest cattle ranches in the Far West. It is said that he has never +smoked, never tasted a glass of liquor, and never gambled in his life." + +In the course of these remarks Mr. Elton simply stated his interesting +facts without comment. He avoided censorious or satirical allusions to +the people to whom he called Selma's attention. On the contrary, his +observations suggested sympathetically that he desired to point out to +her the interesting personalities of the capital, and that he regarded +the entertainment as an occasion to behold the strong men and women of +the country in their lustre and dignity. As they passed the lady in +pomegranate velvet, Selma said, in her turn, "That is Mrs. Colman, I +believe. Senator Colman's child wife." She added what was in her +thoughts, "I understand that the society people here have taken her up." + +"Yes. She has become a conspicuous figure in Washington. I remember her, +Mrs. Lyons, when she was Addie Farr--before she married Congressman +Polsen of Kentucky. She was a dashing looking girl in those days, with +her black eyes and black ringlets. I remember she had a coltish way of +tossing her head. The story is that when she accepted Polsen another +Kentuckian--a young planter--who was in love with her, drank laudanum. +Now, as you say, she is being taken up socially, and her husband, the +Senator, is very proud of her success. After all, if a woman is +ambitious and has tact, what can she ask better than to be the wife of a +United States Senator?" He paused a moment, then, with a gallant +sidelong glance at his companion, resumed in a concise whisper, which +had the effect of a disclosure, "Prophecies, especially political +prophecies, are dangerous affairs, but it seems to me not improbable +that before many years have passed the wife of Senator Lyons will be +equally prominent--be as conspicuous socially as the wife of Senator +Colman." + +Selma blushed, but not wholly with pleasure. Socially conspicuous before +many years? The splendid prophecy, which went beyond the limit of Horace +Elton's usual caution--for he combined the faculty of habitual +discretion with his chatty proclivities--was dimmed for Selma by the +rasping intimation that she was not conspicuous yet. Worse still, his +statement shattered the hope, which Flossy's fluent assertions had +already disturbed, that she was to find in Washington a company of +congenial spirits who would appreciate her at her full value forthwith, +and would join with her and under her leadership in resisting the +encroachments of women of the stamp of Mrs. Williams. + +"I am very ambitious for my husband, Mr. Elton, and of course I have +hoped--do hope that some day he will be a Senator. What you said just +now as to the power of his voice to arouse the moral enthusiasm of the +people seemed to be impressively true. I should be glad to be a +Senator's wife, for--for I wish to help him. I wish to demonstrate the +truth of the principles to which both our lives are dedicated. But I +hoped that I might help him now--that my mission might be clear at once. +It seems according to you that a Congressman's wife is not of much +importance; that her hands are tied." + +"Practically so, unless--unless she has unusual social facility, and the +right sort of acquaintances. Beauty, wealth and ambition are valuable +aids, but I always am sorry for women who come here without friends, +and--er--the right sort of introduction. At any rate, to answer your +question frankly, a Congressman's wife has her spurs to win just as he +has. If you were to set up house-keeping, here, Mrs. Lyons, I've no +doubt that a woman of your attractions and capabilities would soon make +a niche for herself. You have had social experience, which Addie Farr, +for instance, was without." + +"I lived in New York for some years with my husband, Mr. Littleton, so I +have a number of Eastern acquaintances." + +"I remember you were talking with Mrs. Gregory Williams when I was +introduced to you. The people with whom she is staying are among the +most fashionable in Washington. What I said had reference to the wife of +the every-day Congressman who comes to Washington expecting recognition. +Not to Mrs. James O. Lyons." + +Selma bit her lip. She recognized the death-knell of her cherished +expectations. She was not prepared to acknowledge formally her +discomfiture and her disappointment. But she believed that Mr. Elton, +though a plain man, had comprehensive experience and that he spoke with +shrewd knowledge of the situation. She felt sure that he was not trying +to deceive or humiliate her. It was clear that Washington was +contaminated also. + +"I dare say I should get on here well enough after a time, though I +should find difficulty in considering that it was right to give so much +time to merely social matters. But Mr. Lyons and I have already decided +that I can be more use to him at present in Benham. There I feel at +home. I am known, and have my friends, and there I have important +work--literary lectures and the establishment of a large public hospital +under way. If the time comes, as you kindly predict, that my husband is +chosen a United States Senator, I shall be glad to return here and +accept the responsibilities of our position. But I warn you, Mr. +Elton,--I warn the people of Washington," she added with a wave of her +fan, while her eyes sparkled with a stern light "that when I am one of +their leaders, I shall do away with some of the--er--false customs of +the present administration. I shall insist on preserving our American +social traditions inviolate." + +Here was the grain of consolation in the case, which she clutched at and +held up before her mind's eye as a new stimulus to her patriotism and +her conscience. Both Mr. Elton and Flossy had indicated that there was a +point at which exclusiveness was compelled to stop in its haughty +disregard of democratic ideals. There were certain women whom the people +who worshipped lack of enthusiasm and made an idol of cynicism were +obliged to heed and recognize. They might be able to ignore the +intelligence and social originality of a Congressman's wife, but they +dared not turn a cold shoulder on the wife of a United States Senator. +And if a woman--if she were to occupy this proud position, what a +satisfaction it would be to assert the power which belonged to it; +assert it in behalf of the cause for which she had suffered so much! Her +disappointment tasted bitterly in her mouth, and she was conscious of +stern revolt; but the new hope had already taken possession of her +fancy, and she hastened to prove it by the ethical standard without +which all hopes were valueless to her. Even now had anyone told her that +the ruling passion of her life was to be wooed and made much of by the +very people she professed to despise, she would have spurned the accuser +as a malicious slanderer. Nor indeed would it have been wholly true. +Mrs. Williams had practically told her this at their last meeting in New +York, and its utterance had convinced her on the contrary of repugnance +to them, and of her desire to be the leader of a social protest against +them. Now here, in Washington of all places, she was confronted by the +bitter suggestion that she was without allies, and that her enemies were +the keepers of the door which led to leadership and power. Despondency +stared her in the face, but a splendid possibility--aye probability was +left. She would not forsake her principles. She would not lower her +flag. She would return to Benham. Washington refused her homage now, but +it should listen to her and bow before her some day as the wife of one +of the real leaders of the State, whom Society did not dare to ignore. + + + +CHAPTER VII. + + +At the close of the fortnight of her stay in Washington subsequent to +the reception at the White House, Selma found herself in the same frame +of mind as when she parted from Mr. Elton. During this fortnight her +time was spent either in sight seeing or at the hotel. The exercises at +the Capitol were purely formal, preliminary to a speedy adjournment of +Congress. Consequently her husband had no opportunity to distinguish +himself by addressing the house. Of Flossy she saw nothing, though the +two men had several meetings. Apparently both Lyons and Williams were +content with a surface reconciliation between their wives which did not +bar family intercourse. At least her husband made no suggestion that she +should call on Mrs. Williams, and Flossy's cards did not appear. Beyond +making the acquaintance of a few more wives and daughters in the hotel, +who seemed as solitary as herself, Selma received no overtures from her +own sex. She knew no one, and no one sought her out or paid her +attention. She still saw fit to believe that if she were to establish +herself in Washington and devote her energies to rallying these wives +and daughters about her, she might be able to prove that Flossy and Mr. +Elton were mistaken. But she realized that the task would be less simple +than she had anticipated. Besides she yearned to return to Benham, and +take up again the thread of active life there. Benham would vindicate +her, and some day Benham would send her back to Washington to claim +recognition and her rightful place. + +Lyons himself was in a cheerful mood and found congenial occupation in +visiting with his wife the many historical objects of interest, and in +chatting in various hotel corridors with the public men of the country, +his associates in Congress. His solicitude in regard to the account +which Williams was carrying for him had been relieved temporarily by an +upward turn in the stock market, and the impending prompt adjournment of +Congress had saved him from the necessity of taking action in regard to +the railroad bill which Williams had solicited him to support. Moreover +Selma had repeated to him Horace Elton's prophecy that it was not +unlikely that some day he would become Senator. To be sure he recognized +that a remark like this uttered to a pretty woman by an astute man of +affairs such as Elton was not to be taken too seriously. There was no +vacancy in the office of Senator from his state, and none was likely to +occur. At the present time, if one should occur, his party in the state +legislature was in a minority. Hence prophecy was obviously a random +proceeding. Nevertheless he was greatly pleased, for, after all, Elton +would scarcely have made the speech had he not been genuinely well +disposed. A senatorship was one of the great prizes of political life, +and one of the noblest positions in the world. It would afford him a +golden opportunity to leave the impress of his convictions on national +legislation, and defend the liberties of the people by force of the +oratorical gifts which he possessed. Elton had referred to these gifts +in complimentary terms. Was it not reasonable to infer that Elton would +be inclined to promote his political fortunes? Such an ally would be +invaluable, for Elton was a growing power in the industrial development +of the section of the country where they both lived. He had continued to +find him friendly in spite of his own antagonism on the public platform +to corporate power. A favorite and conscientious hope in his political +outlook was that he might be able to make capital as well as labor +believe him to be a friend without alienating either; that he might +obtain support at the polls from both factions, and thus be left free +after election to work out for their mutual advantage appropriate +legislation. He had avowed himself unmistakably the champion of popular +principles in order to win the confidence of the common people, but his +policy of reasonable conciliation led him to cast sheep's eyes at vested +interests when he could do so without exposing himself to the charge of +inconsistency. Many of his friends were wealthy men, and his private +ambition was to amass a handsome fortune. That had been the cause of his +speculative ventures in local enterprises which promised large returns, +and in the stock market. Horace Elton was a friend of but three years' +standing; one of the men who had consulted him occasionally in regard to +legal matters since he had become a corporation attorney. He admired +Elton's strong, far-reaching grasp of business affairs, his capacity to +formulate and incubate on plans of magnitude without betraying a sign of +his intentions, and his power to act with lightning despatch and +overwhelming vigor when the moment for the consummation of his purposes +arrived. He also found agreeable Elton's genial, easy-going ways outside +of business hours, which frequently took the form of social +entertainment at which expense seemed to be no consideration and +gastronomic novelties were apt to be presented. Lyons attended one of +these private banquets while in Washington--a dinner party served to a +carefully chosen company of public men, to which newspaper scribes were +unable to penetrate. This same genial, easy-going tendency of Elton's to +make himself acceptable to those with whom he came in contact took the +form of a gift to Mrs. Lyons of a handsome cameo pin which he presented +to her a day or two after their dialogue at the President's reception, +and for which, as he confidentially informed Selma, he had been seeking +a suitable wearer ever since he had picked it up in an out-of-the-way +store in Brussels the previous summer. + +On the day of their departure Selma, as she took a last look from the +car window at the Capitol and the Washington Monument, said to her +husband: "This is a beautiful city--worthy in many respects of the +genius of the American people--but I never wish to return to Washington +until you are United States Senator." + +"Would you not be satisfied with Justice of the Supreme Court?" asked +Lyons, gayly. + +"I should prefer Senator. If you were Senator, you could probably be +appointed to the Supreme Court in case you preferred that place. I am +relying on you, James, to bring me back here some day." + +She whispered this in his ear, as they sat with heads close together +looking back at the swiftly receding city. Selma's hands were clasped in +her lap, and she seemed to her lover to have a dreamy air--an air +suggesting poetry and high ethical resolve such as he liked to associate +with her and their scheme of wedded life. It pleased him that his wife +should feel so confident that the future had in store for him this great +prize, and he allowed himself to yield to the pathos of the moment and +whisper in reply: + +"I will say this, Selma. My business affairs look more favorable, and, +if nothing unforeseen happens, I do not see why we shouldn't get on +reasonably fast. Nowadays, in order to be a United States Senator +comfortably, it is desirable in the first place to have abundant means." + +"Yes." + +"We must be patient and God-fearing, and with your help, dear, and your +sympathy, we may live to see what you desire come to pass. Of course, my +ambition is to be Senator, and--and to take you back to Washington as a +Senator's wife." + +Selma had not chosen to confide to Lyons in set terms her social +grievance against the capital of her country. But she was glad to +perceive from his last words that he understood she was not satisfied +with the treatment accorded her, and that he also was looking forward to +giving her a position which would enable her to rebuke the ungodly and +presumptuous. + +"Thank you, James," she answered. "When that time comes we shall be able +to teach them a number of things. For the present though, I feel that I +can be of best service to you and to the truths which we are living for +by interesting myself in whatever concerns Benham. We believe in Benham, +and Benham seems inclined to believe in us and our ideas." + +The ensuing year passed uneventfully. Lyons was able to be at home from +the first of April to the reassembling of Congress in the following +December. He was glad to give himself up to the enjoyment of his +handsome establishment. He resumed the tenor of his professional +practice, feeling that as a sober-minded, married citizen he had become +of more importance to the community, and he was eager to bear witness to +his sense of responsibility. He took a more active part in soliciting +contributions for evangelizing benighted countries, and he consented on +several occasions to deliver an address on "Success in Life" to +struggling young men of Benham and the surrounding towns. His easy flow +of words, his dignity and his sober but friendly mien made him a +favorite with audiences, and constantly broadened his circle of +acquaintance. + +Selma, on her side, took up the organization of the Free Hospital +provided by Mr. Parsons. Her husband left the decision of all but legal +and financial questions to her and Miss Luella Bailey, who, at Selma's +request, was made the third member of the board of trustees. She decided +to call in a committee of prominent physicians to formulate a programme +of procedure in matters purely medical; but she reserved a right of +rejection of their conclusions, and she insisted on the recognition of +certain cardinal principles, as she called them. She specified that no +one school of medicine should dictate the policy of the hospital as +regards the treatment of patients. To the young physician whom she +selected to assist her in forming this administrative board she stated, +with stern emotion: "I do not intend that it shall be possible in this +hospital for men and women to be sacrificed simply because doctors are +unwilling to avail themselves of the latest resources of brilliant +individual discernment. I know what it means to see a beloved one die, +who might have been saved had the physician in charge been willing to +try new expedients. The doors of this hospital must be ever open to +rising unconventional talent. There shall be no creeds nor caste of +medicine here." + +She also specified that the matron in charge of the hospital should be +Mrs. Earle, whose lack of trained experience was more than +counterbalanced by her maternal, humanitarian spirit, as Selma expressed +it. She felt confident that Mrs. Earle would choose as her assistants +competent and skilful persons, and at the same time that her broad point +of view and sympathetic instincts would not allow her to turn a deaf ear +to aspiring but technically ignorant ability. This selection of Mrs. +Earle was a keen pleasure to Selma. It seemed to her an ideal selection. +Mrs. Earle was no longer young, and was beginning to find the constant +labor of lecture and newspaper work exhausting. This dignified and +important post would provide her with a permanent income, and would +afford her an attractive field for her progressive capabilities. + +Selma's choice of young Dr. Ashmun as the head of the medical board was +due to a statement which came to her ears, that he was reviled by some +of the physicians of Benham because he had patented certain discoveries +of his own instead of giving his fellow-practitioners the benefit of his +knowledge. Selma was prompt to detect in this hostility an envious +disposition on the part of the regular physicians to appropriate the +fruits of individual cleverness and to repress youthful revolt against +conventional methods. Dr. Ashmun regarded his selection as the +professional chief of this new institution as a most auspicious +occurrence from the standpoint of his personal fortunes. He was +ambitious, ardent, and keen to attract attention, with an abundant fund +of energy and a nervous, driving manner. He was, besides, good looking +and fluent, and he quickly perceived the drift of Selma's intentions in +regard to the hospital, and accommodated himself to them with +enthusiasm. They afforded him the very opportunity which he most +desired--the chance to assert himself against his critics, and to obtain +public notice. The watchword of liberty and distrust of professional +canons suited his purposes and his mood, and he threw himself eagerly +into the work of carrying out Selma's projects. + +As a result of the selection of Dr. Ashmun and of the other members of +the administrative board, who were chosen with a view to their +availability as sympathetic colleagues, letters of protest from several +physicians appeared in the newspapers complaining that the new hospital +was being conducted on unscientific and shallow principles, disapproved +of by the leading men of the profession. Selma was indignant yet +thrilled. She promptly took steps to refute the charge, and explained +that the hostility of these correspondents proceeded from envy and +hide-bound reluctance to adopt new and revolutionizing expedients. +Through the aid of Mrs. Earle and Miss Luella Bailey a double-leaded +column in the Benham _Sentinel_ set forth the merits of the new +departure in medicine, which was cleverly described as the revolt of the +talented young men of the profession from the tyranny of their +conservative elders. Benham became divided in opinion as to the merits +of this controversy, and Selma received a number of anonymous letters +through the post approving her stand in behalf of advanced, independent +thought. Among the physicians who were opposed to her administration of +the hospital she recognized with satisfaction the name of a Dr. Paget, +who, as she happened to know, was Mrs. Hallett Taylor's medical adviser. + +Another matter in which Selma became interested was the case of Mrs. +Hamilton. She was a woman who had been born in the neighborhood of +Benham, but had lived for twenty years in England, and had been tried in +England by due process of law for the murder of her husband and +sentenced to imprisonment for life. Some of the people of the state who +had followed the testimony as reported in the American newspapers had +decided that she ought not to have been convicted. Accordingly a +petition setting forth the opinion of her former neighbors that she was +innocent of the charge, and should as an American citizen be released +from custody, was circulated for signature. A public meeting was held +and largely attended, at which it was resolved to send a monster +petition to the British authorities with a request for Mrs. Hamilton's +pardon, and also to ask the government at Washington to intercede on +behalf of the unfortunate sufferer. The statement of the case appealed +vividly to Selma, and at the public meeting, which was attended chiefly +by women, she spoke, and offered the services of her husband to lay the +matter before the President. It was further resolved to obtain the names +of influential persons all over the country in order that the petition +might show that the sentiment that injustice had been done was national +as well as local. + +Selma espoused the case with ardor, and busied herself in obtaining +signatures. She called on Miss Flagg and induced her to sign by the +assurance that the verdict was entirely contrary to the evidence. She +then had recourse to her former sister-in-law, conceiving that the +signature of the President of Wetmore College would impress the English. +She and Pauline had already exchanged visits, and Pauline had shown no +umbrage at her marriage. The possibility of being rebuffed on this +occasion did not occur to Selma. She took for granted that Pauline would +be only too glad to give her support to so deserving a petition, and she +considered that she was paying her a compliment in soliciting her name +for insertion among the prominent signers. Pauline listened to her +attentively, then replied: + +"I am sorry for the woman, if she is innocent: and if she has been +falsely accused, of course she ought to be released. But what makes you +think she is innocent, Selma?" + +"The testimony did not justify her conviction. Every one is of that +opinion." + +"Have you read the testimony yourself, Selma?" + +"No, Pauline." + +"Or your husband?" + +"My husband is satisfied from what others have told him, just as I am, +that this poor American woman is languishing in prison as the result of +a cruel miscarriage of justice, and that she never committed the crime +of which she has been found guilty. My husband has had considerable +legal experience." + +Pauline's questions were nettling, and Selma intended by her response to +suggest the presumptuousness of her sister-in-law's doubts in the face +of competent authority. + +"I realize that your husband ought to understand about such matters, but +may one suppose that the English authorities would deliberately allow an +innocent woman to remain in prison? They must know that the friends of +Mrs. Hamilton believe her innocent. Why should we on this side of the +water meddle simply because she was born an American?" + +"Why?" Selma drew herself up proudly. "In the first place I believe--we +believe--that the English are capable of keeping her in prison on a +technicality merely because she is there already. They are worshippers +of legal form and red tape, my husband says. And as to meddling, why is +it not our duty as an earnest and Christian people to remonstrate +against the continued incarceration of a woman born under our flag and +accustomed to American ideas of justice? Meddling? In my opinion, we +should be cowards and derelict in our duty if we did not protest." + +Pauline shook her head. "I cannot see it so. It seems to me an +interference which may make us seem ridiculous in the eyes of the +English, as well as offensive to them. I am sorry, Selma, not to be able +to do as you wish." + +Selma rose with burning cheeks, but a stately air. "If that is your +decision, I must do without your name. Already we have many signatures, +and shall obtain hundreds more without difficulty. We look at things +differently, Pauline. Our point of view has never been the same. +Ridiculous? I should be proud of the ridicule of people too selfish or +too unenlightened to heed the outcry of aspiring humanity. If we had to +depend on your little set to strike the note of progress, I fear we +should sit with folded hands most of the time." + +"I do not know what you mean by my little set," said Pauline with a +smile. "I am too busy with my college duties to belong to any set. I see +my friends occasionally just as you see yours; and as to progress--well, +I fear that you are right in your statement that we shall never look at +things alike. To me progress presupposes in the individual or the +community attaining it a prelude of slow struggle, disheartening doubts, +and modest reverence for previous results--for the accumulated wisdom of +the past." + +"I mean by your set the people who think as you do. I understand your +point of view. I should have liked," she added, "to ask you to share +with me the responsibility of directing the policy of the Benham Free +Hospital, had I not known that you would listen to the voice of +conservative authority in preference to that of fearless innovation." + +"I certainly should have hesitated long before I overruled the +experience of those who have devoted their lives to conscientious effort +to discover truth." + +"That illustrates admirably the difference between us, Pauline. No one +is more eager to aid the discovery of truth than I, but I believe that +truth often is concealed from those who go on, day after day, following +hum-drum routine, however conscientious. I recognized that Dr. Ashmun +was a live man and had fresh ideas, so I chose him as our chief of +staff, notwithstanding the doctors were unfriendly to him. As a result, +my hospital has individuality, and is already a success. That's the sort +of thing I mean. Good-by," she said, putting out her hand. "I don't +expect to convert you, Pauline, to look at things my way, but you must +realize by this time that it is the Benham way." + +"Yet the leading physicians of Benham disapprove of your plans for the +management of the hospital," said Pauline firmly. + +"But the people of Benham approve of them. I prefer their sanction to +that of a coterie of cautious, unenthusiastic autocrats." + +Selma, true to her intentions, did not return to Washington with her +husband when Congress reassembled in December. While she was absorbed +with her philanthropic plans in Benham, Lyons was performing his public +duties; seeking to do the country good service, and at the right moment +to attract attention to himself. The opportunity to make a speech along +the line of his public professions in behalf of labor against corporate +monopoly did not offer itself until late in the session. He improved the +few minutes allowed him to such advantage that he was listened to with +close attention, and was at once recognized as one of the persuasive and +eloquent speakers of the minority. Before Congress adjourned he obtained +another chance to take part in debate, by which he produced an equally +favorable impression. The newspapers of the country referred approvingly +to his cogent gift of statement and dignified style of delivery. Both +the bills against which he spoke were passed by the Republican majority, +but echoes of his words came back from some of their constituents, and +Lyons was referred to as certain to be one of the strong men of the +House if he returned to Congress. He went home at the close of the +session in a contented frame of mind so far as his political prospects +were concerned, but he was not free to enjoy the congratulations +accorded him for the reason that his business ventures were beginning to +give him serious solicitude. The trend of the stock market was again +downward. In expectation of a rise from the previous depression, he had +added to the line of shares which Williams & Van Horne were carrying for +him. A slight rise had come, sufficient to afford him a chance to escape +from the toils of Wall street without loss. But he needed a profit to +rehabilitate his ventures in other directions--his investments in the +enterprises of his own state, which had now for some months appeared +quiescent, if not languishing, from a speculative point of view. +Everything pointed, it was said, to a further advance as soon as +Congress adjourned. So he had waited, and now, although the session was +over, the stock market and financial undertakings of every sort appeared +suddenly to be tottering. He had not been at home a month before prices +of all securities began to shrink inordinately and the business horizon +to grow murky with the clouds of impending disaster. To add to his +worry, Lyons was conscious that he had pursued a fast and loose mental +coarse in regard to the railroad bill in which his broker, Williams, was +interested. He had given Williams to understand that he would try to see +his way to support it; yet in view of his late prominence in Washington, +as a foe of legislation in behalf of moneyed interests, he was more than +ever averse to casting a vote in its favor. The bill had not been +reached before adjournment, a result to which he had secretly +contributed, but it was certain to be called up shortly after Congress +reassembled. It disturbed him to feel that his affairs in New York were +in such shape that Williams could embarrass him financially if he chose. +It disturbed him still more that he appeared to himself to be guilty of +bad faith. His conscience was troubled, and his favorite palliative of +conciliation did not seem applicable to the case. + + + +CHAPTER VIII. + + +Until this time the course of financial events in Benham since its +evolution from a sleepy country town began had been steadily prosperous. +There had been temporary recessions in prices, transient haltings in the +tendency of new local undertakings to double and quadruple in value. A +few rash individuals, indeed, had been forced to suspend payments and +compound with their creditors. But there had been no real set back to +commercial enthusiasm and speculative gusto. Those who desired to borrow +money for progressive enterprises had found the banks accommodating and +unsuspicious, and to Benham initiative it yet appeared that the +development of the resources of the neighborhood by the unwearying, +masterful energy of the citizens was still in its infancy. + +But now, after a few months of inactivity, which holders of speculative +securities had spoken of as another healthy breathing spell, the +tendency of prices had changed. Had not merely halted, but showed a +radical tendency to shrink; even to tumble feverishly. Buyers were +scarce, and the once accommodating banks displayed a heartless +disposition to scrutinize collateral and to ask embarrassing questions +in regard to commercial paper. Rates of interest on loans were +ruthlessly advanced, and additional security demanded. A pall of +dejection hung over Benham. Evil days had come; days the fruit of a long +period of inflation. A dozen leading firms failed and carried down with +them diverse small people. Amid the general distrust and anxiety all +eyes were fixed on Wall street, the so-called money centre of the +country, the Gehenna where this cyclone had first manifested itself. The +newspapers, voicing Benham public opinion, cast vituperation at the +bankers and brokers of Wall street, whose unholy jugglings with fortune +had brought this commercial blight on the community. Wall street had +locked up money; consequently funds were tight in Benham, and the plans +of its honest burghers to promote enterprise and develop the lawful +industries of the country were interrupted. So spoke public opinion, +and, at the same time, hundreds of private letters were being despatched +through the Benham Post Office in response to requests for more margins +on stocks held for the honest burghers by the fraternity of Wall street +gamblers. There was private wailing and gnashing of teeth also, for in +the panic a few of these bankers and brokers had been submerged, and the +collateral of Benham's leading citizens had been swept away. + +The panic itself was brief as panics always are, but it left behind it +everywhere a paralyzed community. So far as Benham was concerned, only a +few actually failed, but, in a host of instances, possessors of property +who had thought themselves wealthy a year before found that they were +face to face with the knotty problem of nursing their dwarfed resources +so as to avoid eventual insolvency. Everything had shrunk fifty--often +one hundred--per cent., for the basis of Benham's semi-fabulous +development had been borrowed money. Many of Benham's leading citizens +were down to hard pan, so to speak. Their inchoate enterprises were +being carried by the banks on the smallest margins consistent with the +solvency of those institutions, and clear-headed men knew that months of +recuperation must elapse before speculative properties would show life +again. Benham was consequently gloomy for once in despite of its native +buoyancy. It would have arisen from the ashes of a fire as strenuous as +a young lion. But, with everybody's stocks and merchandise pledged to +the money lenders, enterprise was gripped by the throat. In the pride of +its prosperity Benham had dreamed that it was a law unto itself, and +that even Wall street could not affect its rosy commercial destinies. It +appeared to pious owners of securities almost as though God had deserted +his chosen city of a chosen country. + +Lyons was among those upon whom the harrow of this fall in prices and +subsequent hand-to-mouth struggle with the banks pressed with unpleasant +rigor. In business phraseology he was too much extended. Consequently, +as the margins of value of the securities on which he had borrowed +dropped away, he was kept on tenter-hooks as to the future. In case the +process of shrinkage went much further, he would be required to supply +more collateral; and, if the rate of money did not fall, the banks would +refuse to renew his notes as they became due, unless he could furnish +clear evidence of his solvency. He was owing over one hundred and fifty +thousand dollars on paper secured only by the stock and bonds of +brand-new enterprises, which had no market negotiability. From the money +which he had borrowed he had sent, from time to time, to Williams and +Van Horne an aggregate of forty thousand dollars to protect some two +thousand shares of railroad stocks. Williams had especially commended +the shares of the coal-carrying roads to his attention, and the drop in +prices had been uniformly severe in these properties. Instead of being +the possessor of a stable quarter of a million, which he considered to +be the value of his property at the time of his election to Congress, +Lyons suddenly realized that he was on the brink of a serious financial +collapse through which he might lose everything before he could +discharge his liabilities. It seemed cruel to him, for he believed that +all his ventures were sound, and that if he were not forced to sacrifice +his possessions, their future value would attest his sagacity. But at +present the securities of speculative enterprises were practically +worthless as procurers of ready money. The extreme circumstances had +come upon him with startling rapidity, so that he found himself in the +unpleasant predicament of having used for temporary relief some of the +bonds belonging to the Parsons estate which he held as executor. He had +forwarded these to Williams merely as a matter of convenience before he +had become anxious, expecting to be able to replace them with funds +coming to him within thirty days from a piece of real estate for which +he had received an offer. He had held off in the hope of obtaining a +higher price. The following week, when signs of danger were multiplying, +he had found the would-be purchaser unwilling to buy at any price. +Realizing the compromising position in which he had placed himself by +his action, he had cast about feverishly for the means to redeem the +hypothecated securities, but all his resources were taxed of a sudden by +the advent of the panic. It occurred to him to ask Selma to allow +substitution of the twenty thousand dollars, which had been apportioned, +to her as her legacy, for the bonds, but at first he had shrunk from the +mortification of disclosing his condition to her, and now that the +situation had developed, he feared that he might be obliged to borrow +this money from her for the protection of his other interests. It gave +him sore concern that he, a champion of moral ideas, a leading church +member, and a Representative of the Federal Government should be put in +such an equivocal position. Here again there was no opportunity for +conciliation, and dignified urbanity was of no avail. If the condition +of drooping prices and general distrust, a sort of commercial dry-rot, +which had succeeded the panic, continued much longer he would be driven +to the wall unless relief were forthcoming. Nor was it much consolation +that many others were on the verge of failure. Financial insolvency for +him would mean the probable loss of his seat in Congress, and the +serious interruption of his political career. From what source could he +hope for relief? The preparations for the autumn campaign were already +being considered, and there was likelihood of another close contest +between the two political parties. But for the worry occasioned by his +plight, he would have resumed the contest with hopeful ardor, +appreciating that the pecuniary distress of the community would be +likely to work to his advantage. His own nomination was assured; his +re-election appeared probable. But after it what could he expect but the +deluge? + +One source of the effectiveness of Horace Elton was that he was wont to +exercise foresight, and make his plans in advance while other men were +slumbering. He had been prepared for the panic because he had been +expecting it for more than a year, and the ship of his financial +fortunes was close reefed to meet the fury of the overdue gale. Also he +was quick to recognize that the wide-spread depreciation of values would +inevitably be followed by a period of business inactivity which would +throw out of employment a large number of wage earners whose ballots as +a consequence would be cast against the political party in power. As far +back as the time when he made the acquaintance of Selma at Washington +and selected her as the wearer of his cameo pin, he had been incubating +on a scheme for the consolidation of the gas companies in the cities and +towns of the state into one large corporation. For this corporation he +required a liberal charter, which the next legislature would be invited +to grant. He expected to be able to procure this franchise from the +legislature, but he judged that the majority in favor of the bill would +not be large enough to pass it over the Governor's veto. Accordingly it +was of the first importance that the Governor should be friendly to the +measure. + +This was the year of the Presidential election. Both political parties +were seeking to nominate their strongest candidates for the various +federal and state offices. A promoter of large business schemes was at a +disadvantage in a campaign where party feelings ran high and national +issues were involved, and Elton knew it. He commonly chose an off year +in politics for the consummation of his business deals. But he had +chosen to push his bill this year for the reason that he wished to be in +a position to buy out the sub-companies cheaply. The community was +pressed for ready money, and many men who would be slow in prosperous +times to extract gas shares from their tin boxes and stockings would be +glad to avail themselves of a reasonable cash offer. Elton was a +Republican on national issues. His experience had been that the +Republican Party was fundamentally friendly to corporations, in spite of +occasional pious ejaculations in party platforms to the contrary. He had +a Republican candidate for Governor in mind who would be faithful to his +interests; but this candidate was put aside in the convention in +deference to the sentiment that only a man of first-rate mental and +moral calibre could command the allegiance of independent voters, whose +co-operation seemed essential to party success. The Republican state +convention was held three weeks prior to the date fixed for that of +their opponents. Within twenty-four hours subsequent to the nomination +of Hon. John Patterson as the Republican candidate for Governor, while +the party organs were congratulating the public on his selection, and +the leaders of the party were endeavoring to suppress the murmurs of the +disappointed lower order of politicians who, in metaphorical phrase, +felt that they were sewed up in a sack for another two years by the +choice of this strong citizen, one of the most widely circulated +democratic newspapers announced in large type on its front page that +Hon. James O. Lyons was the only Democrat who could defeat him in the +gubernatorial contest. Behind the ledger sheet of this newspaper--which +was no other than the Benham _Sentinel_--lurked the keen intelligence of +Horace Elton. He knew that the candidate of his own party would never +consent to indicate in advance what his action on the gas bill would be, +and that he would only prejudice his chances of obtaining favorable +action when the time arrived by any attempt to forestall a decision. +This did not suit Horace Elton. He was accustomed to be able to obtain +an inkling before election that legislation in which he was interested +would not encounter a veto. His measures were never dishonest. That is, +he never sought to foist bogus or fraudulent undertakings upon the +community. He was seeking, to be sure, eventual emolument for himself, +but he believed that the franchise which he was anxious to obtain would +result in more progressive and more effectual public service. He had +never before felt obliged to refrain from asking direct or indirect +assurance that his plans would be respected by the Governor. Yet he had +foreseen the possibility of just such an occurrence. The one chance in a +hundred had happened and he was ready for it. He intended to contribute +to the Republican national campaign fund, but he did not feel that the +interests of his State would suffer if he used all the influences at his +command to secure a Governor who would be friendly to his scheme, and +Congressman Lyons appeared to him the most available man for his +purpose. + +It had already occurred to Lyons that his nomination as Governor was a +possibility, for the leaders of the party were ostensibly looking about +for a desirable Democrat with whom to confront Patterson, and had shown +an intention to turn a cold shoulder on the ambition of several +aspirants for this honor who might have been encouraged in an ordinary +year as probable victors. He knew that his name was under consideration, +and he had made up his mind that he would accept the nomination if it +were offered to him. He would regret the interruption of his +Congressional career, but he felt that his election as Governor in a +presidential year after a close contest would make him the leader of the +party in the State, and, in case the candidate of his party were chosen +President, would entitle him to important recognition from the new +administration. Moreover, if he became Governor, his financial status +would be strengthened. The banks would be more likely to accommodate one +in such a powerful position, and he might be able to keep his head above +water until better times brought about a return of public confidence and +a recovery in prices. Yet he felt by no means sure that even as Governor +he could escape betraying his financial embarrassment, and his mind was +so oppressed by the predicament in which he found himself that he made +no effort on his own part to cause the party leaders to fix their choice +on him. Nor did he mention the possibility of his selection to Selma. +Mortification and self-reproach had made him for the moment inert as to +his political future, and reluctant to confide his troubles to her. + +The clarion declaration of the Benham _Sentinel_ in favor of Lyons +evoked sympathetic echoes over the State, which promptly convinced the +political chieftains that he was the strongest candidate to pit against +Patterson. The enthusiasm caused by the suggestion of his name spread +rapidly, and at the end of a week his nomination at the convention was +regarded as certain. + +The championship of the _Sentinel_ was a complete surprise to Selma. She +had assumed that her husband would return to Washington, and that +political promotion for the present was out of the question. When she +saw her husband's features looking out at her from a large cut on the +front page of the morning newspaper, and read the conspicuous heading +which accompanied it--"The _Sentinel_ nominates as Governor the Hon. +James O. Lyons of Benham, the most eloquent orator and most +public-spirited citizen of the State"--her heart gave a bound, and she +eagerly asked herself, "Why not?" That was just what they needed, what +she needed to secure her hold on the social evolution of Benham. As the +wife of the Governor of the State she would be able to ignore the people +who held aloof from her, and introduce the reforms in social behavior on +which her heart was set. + +"James, have you seen this?" she asked, eagerly. + +Lyons was watching her from across the breakfast table. He had seen it, +and had laid the newspaper within her reach. + +"Yes, dear. It is very complimentary, isn't it?" + +"But what does it mean? Are you to be Governor? Did you know of it, +James?" + +"I knew that my name, with others, had been mentioned by those who were +looking for a candidate whom we can elect. But this nomination of the +_Sentinel_ comes from a clear sky. Would you like to have me Governor, +Selma?" + +"Yes, indeed. If the chance is offered you, James, you will surely +accept it. It would please me immensely to see you Governor. We should +not be separated then part of the year, and--and I should be able here +in Benham to help you as your wife ought to help you. I know," she +added, "that you have been looking forward to the next session of +Congress, in the hope of distinguishing yourself, but isn't this a finer +opportunity? Doesn't it open the door to splendid possibilities?" + +Lyons nodded. His wife's eager presentation of the case confirmed his +own conclusions. "It is an important decision to make," he said, with +gravity. "If I am not elected, I shall have lost my place in the +Congressional line, and may find difficulty in recovering it later. But +if the party needs me, if the State needs me, I must not think of that. +I cannot help being gratified, encouraged by the suggestion that my +fellow-citizens of my political faith are turning to me as their +standard-bearer at this time when great public issues are involved. If I +can serve God and my country in this way, and at the same time please +you, my wife, what can I ask better?" + +He spoke with genuine feeling and reverence, for it was in keeping with +his religious tendencies to recognize in advance the solemn +responsibilities of high office, and to picture himself as the agent of +the heavenly powers. This attitude of mind always found Selma +sympathetic and harmonious. Her eyes kindled with enthusiasm, and she +replied: + +"You view the matter as I would have you view it, James. If this trust +is committed to us by Providence, it is our duty to accept it as lovers +of our country and promoters of true progress." + +"It would seem so. And in some ways," he said, as though he felt the +impulse to be reasonably frank toward Providence in his acceptance of +the trust, "my election as Governor would be advantageous to my +political and business interests. I have not sought the office," he +added with dignified unction, "but my knowledge of local conditions +leads me to believe that this action of the _Sentinel_ signifies that +certain powerful influences are working in my favor. I shall be able to +tell you more accurately in regard to this before long." + +Lyons happened to know that the Benham _Sentinel_ had enlarged its plant +two years previous, and that Horace Elton was still the holder of its +notes for borrowed money. The transaction had passed through his bank, +and in the course of his mental search for reasons to account for the +sudden flat-footed stand of the newspaper, the thought came into his +mind and dwelt there that Elton was at the bottom of it. If so, what was +Elton's reason? Why should Elton, a Republican, desire his nomination? +Surely not to compass his defeat. + +In this connection Elton's friendship and the prophecy made to Selma as +to his political future occurred to him and forbade an invidious +supposition. "Glamis thou art, and Cawdor, and thou shalt be what thou +art promised!" Lyons left Selma with the conviction that he would find +Elton to be mainly responsible for what had taken place. Shortly after +reaching his office he received a note from him asking for an +appointment. Punctually at twelve o'clock Elton arrived and was shown +into Lyons's private room. Lyons gave orders that he was not to be +disturbed, for he believed that the results of the interview were likely +to have a serious bearing on his career as a statesman. + +Both men were of heavy physique, but as they sat facing each other an +observer would have remarked that Elton's visage possessed a clean-cut +compactness of expression despite its rotund contour. His closely +trimmed whiskers, his small, clear, penetrating eyes, and the effect of +neatness conveyed by his personal appearance were so many external +indications of his mental lucidity and precision. + +In contrast Lyons's moon-shaped face, emphasized by its smooth-shaven +mobile mouth, below which his almost white chin beard hung pendent, +expressed a curious interplay of emotional sanctity, urbane shrewdness, +and solemn self-importance. + +"Governor Lyons, at your service," said Elton, regarding him steadily. + +"Do you think so?" + +"I know so, if you desire it." + +"The nomination, you mean?" + +"The election by a comfortable majority." + +Lyons breathed hard with satisfaction. "If the people of the State +choose to confide their interests to my custody, I shall not refuse to +serve them." + +"So I supposed. You may be wondering, Lyons, why I, a Republican, should +be talking like this. I will tell you. Observation has led me to believe +that the people of this State will elect a Democratic Governor this +year. The hard times will hurt the administration. Consequently, as your +friend and my own friend, I have taken the liberty to indicate to the +managers of your party their strongest man. I am responsible for what +you saw on the front page of the _Sentinel_ this morning. There need not +be much difficulty," he added, significantly, "in securing emphatic +endorsement throughout the State of the _Sentinel's_ preference." + +Lyons looked grave. "You must be aware that our views on public +questions--especially those which concern the relations of capital and +labor--are not the same." + +"Certainly. I tell you frankly that while, from a humanitarian point of +view, I respect your desire to relieve the inequalities of modern +civilization, as a business man and a man of some property I do not +regard the remedies presented by your party platform as just or +adequate. I recognize that your opinions are hostile to corporate +interests, but I have gathered also that you are disposed to be +reasonable and conciliatory; that you are not inclined to regard all men +and all measures as dangerous, merely because they have means or are +introduced in the name of capital." + +"It has always seemed to me that a conciliatory spirit secures the most +definite results for the public," assented Lyons. + +"Precisely. See here, Lyons," Elton said, leaning forward across the +table at which they were sitting, "I wish to be entirely frank with you. +You know me well enough to understand that I have not offered you my +support in any philanthropic spirit. I could not have deceived you as to +this had I tried. I am a practical man, and have an axe to grind. I am +urging your election as Governor because I believe you to possess +intelligent capacity to discriminate between what is harmful to the +community and what is due to healthy, individual enterprise--the energy +which is the sap of American citizenship. We capitalists have no fear of +an honest man, provided he has the desire and the ability to protect +legitimate business acumen against the slander of mere demagogues. I +have a bill here," he added, drawing a printed document from his pocket, +"which I am desirous to see passed by the next legislature. It embodies +a charter authorizing the acquisition and merger in one corporation of +all the gas companies of this State, and an extension of corporate +powers so as to cover all forms of municipal lighting. Were your hands +not tied by your prospective election, I should be glad to offer you an +opportunity to become one of the incorporators, for I believe that the +undertaking will be lucrative. That, of course, is out of the question. +Now then, this is a perfectly honest bill. On its face, to be sure, it +secures a valuable franchise for the petitioners, and consequently may +encounter some opposition. But, on the other hand, no one who considers +the matter candidly and closely can fail to recognize that the great +public will secure cheaper gas and more efficient service as the result +of the consolidation. And there is where I felt that I could count on +your intelligence. You would not allow the plea that capitalists were +interested in obtaining a profitable franchise to obscure the more vital +consideration that the community will be the true gainers." + +Lyons bowed graciously, and stroked his beard. "What is it you wish me +to do?" he asked. + +"To read the bill in the first place; to convince yourself that what I +have told you is true; to satisfy yourself that the measure is +essentially harmless. The bill is not long. Read it now and let me hear +your objections. I have some papers here to look over which will occupy +me a quarter of an hour, if you can spare me the time." + +Lyons acquiesced, and proceeded to peruse slowly the document. When he +had finished it he folded it solemnly and returned it to Elton. "It is a +bill framed in the interest of capital, but I cannot say that the public +will be prejudiced by it. On the contrary, I should judge that the price +of gas in our cities and towns would be lowered as a consequence of the +reduction in running expenses caused by the projected consolidation. +What is it that you wish me to do?" + +"Agree to sign the bill as it now stands if it passes the legislature." + +Lyons rested his head on his hand and his mouth moved tremulously. "If I +am elected governor," he said, "I wish to serve the people honestly and +fearlessly." + +"I am sure of it. I ask you to point out to me in what manner this bill +trenches upon the rights of the people. You yourself have noted the +crucial consequence: It will lower the price of gas. If at the same time +I am benefited financially, why should I not reap the reasonable reward +of my foresight?" + +"I will sign the bill, Elton, if it comes to me for signature. I may be +criticised at first, but the improved public service and reduction of +the gas bills will be my justification, and show that I have not been +unmindful of the interests of the great public whose burdens my party is +seeking to lighten." + +"I shall count on you, then," said Elton, after a pause. "The failure of +the bill at the last stage when I was expecting its passage might affect +my affairs seriously." + +"If the legislature does its part, I will do mine," responded Lyons, +augustly. "I will sign the bill if it comes to me in the present form." + +"I thank you, Governor." + +Lyons looked confused but happy at the appellation. + +"By the way," said Elton, after he had returned the papers to his +pocket, "these are trying times for men with financial obligations. It +is my custom to be frank and not to mince matters where important +interests are concerned. A candidate for office in this campaign will +need the use of all his faculties if he is to be successful. I should be +very sorry for the sake of my bill to allow your mind to be distracted +by solicitude in regard to your private affairs. Some of the best and +most prudent of our business men are pressed to-day for ready money. I +am in a position to give you temporary assistance if you require it. In +justice to my interests you must not let delicacy stand in the way of +your accepting my offer." + +Lyons's bosom swelled with the tide of returning happiness. He had +scarcely been able to believe his ears. Yet here was a definite, +spontaneous proposition to remove the incubus which weighed upon his +soul. Here was an opportunity to redeem the bonds of the Parsons estate +and to repair his damaged self-respect. It seemed to him as though the +clouds of adversity which had encompassed him had suddenly been swept +away, and that Providence was smiling down at him as her approved and +favorite son. His emotion choked his speech. His lip trembled and his +eyes looked as though they would fill with tears. After a brief pause he +articulated that he was somewhat pressed for ready money. Some +explanation of his affairs followed, the upshot of which was that Elton +agreed to indorse Lyons's promissory notes held by the banks to the +amount of $60,000, and to accept as collateral for a personal loan of +$40,000 certain securities of new local enterprises which had no present +marketable value. By this arrangement his property was amply protected +from sacrifice; he would be able to adjust his speculative account in +New York; and he could await with a tranquil soul the return of +commercial confidence. Lyons's heart was overflowing with satisfaction. +He pressed Elton's hand and endeavored to express his gratitude with +appropriate grandiloquence. But Elton disclaimed the obligation, +asserting that he had acted merely from self-interest to make the +election of his candidate more certain. + +The loan of $40,000 was completed within forty-eight hours, and before +the end of another week Lyons had rescued the bonds of the Parsons +estate from pawn, and disposed of his line of stocks carried by Williams +& Van Horne. They were sold at a considerable loss, but he made up his +mind to free his soul for the time being from the toils and torment of +speculation and to nurse his dwarfed resources behind the bulwark of +Elton's relief fund until the financial situation cleared. He felt as +though he had grown ten years younger, and without confiding to Selma +the details of these transactions he informed her ecstatically that, +owing to certain important developments, due partly to the friendliness +of Horace Elton, the outlook for their future advancement had never been +so bright. When a month later he was nominated as Governor he threw +himself into the contest with the convincing ardor of sincere, +untrammelled faith in the reforms he was advocating. His speeches +reflected complete concentration of his powers on the issues of the +campaign and evoked enthusiasm throughout the State by their eloquent +arraignment of corporate rapacity at the expense of the sovereign +people. In several of his most telling addresses he accused the national +administration of pandering to the un-American gamblers who bought and +sold stocks in Wall street. + + + +CHAPTER IX. + + +Lyons was chosen Governor by a large majority, as Elton had predicted. +The Republican Party was worsted at the polls and driven out of power +both at Washington and in the State. Lyons ran ahead of his ticket, +receiving more votes than the presidential electors. The campaign was +full of incidents grateful to Selma's self esteem. Chief among these was +the conspicuous allusions accorded her by the newspapers. The campaign +itself was a fervid repetition of the stirring scenes of two years +previous. Once more torch-light processions in vociferous serried +columns attested the intensity of party spirit. Selma felt herself an +adept through her former experience, and she lost no opportunity to show +herself in public and bear witness to her devotion to her husband's +cause. It pleased her to think that the people recognized her when she +appeared on the balcony or reviewing stand, and that her presence evoked +an increase of enthusiasm. + +But the newspaper publicity was even more satisfying, for it centred +attention unequivocally on her. Columns of descriptive matter relative +to her husband's personality began to appear as soon as it became +obvious that he was to be Governor. These articles aimed to be +exhaustive in their character, covering the entire scope of his past +life, disclosing pitiless details in regard to his habits, tastes, and +private concerns. Nothing which could be discovered or ferreted out was +omitted; and most of these biographies were illuminated by a variety of +more or less hideous cuts showing, for example, his excellency as he +looked as a school boy, his excellency as a fledgling attorney, the +humble home where his excellency was born, and his excellency's present +stately but hospitable residence on Benham's River Drive. Almost every +newspaper in the State took its turn at contributing something which it +conceived to be edifying to this reportorial budget. And after the +Governor, came the turn of the Governor's lady, as she was called. + +Selma liked best the articles devoted exclusively to herself; where she +appeared as the special feature of the newspaper issue, not merely as an +adjunct to her husband. But she liked them all, and she was most +benignant in her reception of the several newspaper scribes, principally +of her own sex, who sought an interview for the sake of copy. She +withheld nothing in regard to her person, talents, household, or tastes +which would in her opinion be effective in print. She had a photograph +of herself taken in simple, domestic matronly garb to supplement those +which she already possessed, one of which revealed the magnificence of +the attire she wore at the President's Reception; another portrayed +Littleton's earnest bride, and still a fourth disclosed her as the +wistful, aspiring school-mistress on the threshold of womanhood. These, +and the facts appropriate to them, she meted out to her biographers from +time to time, lubricating her amiable confidences with the assertion +that both she and her husband felt that the people were entitled to be +made familiar with the lives of their public representatives. As the +result of her gracious behavior, her willingness to supply interesting +details concerning herself, and her flattering tendency to become +intimate on the spot with the reporters who visited her, the newspaper +articles in most cases were in keeping with Selma's prepossessions. +Those which pleased her most emphasized in the first place her +intellectual gifts and literary talents, intimating delicately that she +had refused brilliant offers for usefulness with her pen and on the +lecture platform in order to become the wife of Congressman Lyons, to +whom her counsel and high ideals of public service were a constant +stimulus. Emphasized in the second place her husband's and her own pious +tastes, and strong religious convictions, to which their constant church +attendance and the simple sanctity of their American home bore +testimony. Emphasized in the third place--reproducing ordinarily a +sketch and cut of her drawing-room--her great social gifts and graces, +which had made her a leader of society in the best sense of the word +both in Benham and in New York. A few of the articles stated in +judicious terms that she had been twice a widow. Only one of them set +this forth in conspicuous and opprobrious terms: "Her Third Husband! Our +Chief Magistrate's Wife's Many Marriages!" Such was the unsympathetic, +alliterative heading of the malicious statement which appeared in an +opposition organ. It did no more than recall the fact that she had +obtained a divorce from her first husband, who had in his despair taken +to drink, and intimate that her second husband had not been altogether +happy. Selma wept when she read the article. She felt that it was cruel +and uncalled for; that it told only half the truth and traduced her +before the American people. She chose to conceive that it had been +inspired by Pauline and Mrs. Hallett Taylor, neither of whom had sent +her a word of congratulation on her promotion to be the Governor's wife. +Who but Pauline knew that her marriage with Littleton had not been +completely harmonious? Who but Mrs. Taylor or one of her set would have +the malice to insinuate that she had been merciless to Babcock? This was +one libel in a long series of complimentary productions. The +representation of the family group was made complete by occasional +references to the Governor elect's mother--"Mother Lyons, the venerable +parent of our chief magistrate." Altogether Selma felt that the picture +presented to the public was a truthful and inspiring record of pious and +enterprising American life, which showed to the community that its +choice of a Governor had been wise and was merited. + +Close upon the election and these eulogistic biographies came the +inauguration, with Lyons's eloquent address. Selma, of course, had +special privileges--a reserved gallery in the State House, to which she +issued cards of admission to friends of her own selection. Occupying in +festal attire the centre of this conspicuous group, she felt that she +was the cynosure of every eye. She perceived that she was constantly +pointed out as the second personage of the occasion. To the few +legislators on the floor whom she already knew she took pains to bow +from her seat with gracious cordiality, intending from the outset to aid +her husband by captivating his friends and conciliating the leaders of +the opposition party. On her way to and from the gallery she was joined +by several members, to each of whom she tried to convey subtly the +impression that she purposed to take an earnest interest in legislative +affairs, and that her husband would be apt to consult her in regard to +close questions. On the morning after the inauguration she had the +satisfaction of seeing her own portrait side by side with that of her +husband on the front page of two newspapers, a flattering indication, as +she believed, that the press already recognized her value both as a +helpmate to him and an ornament to the State. She took up her life as +the Governor's lady feeling that her talents and eagerness to do good +had finally prevailed and that true happiness at last was in store for +her. She was satisfied with her husband and recognized his righteous +purpose and capacity as a statesman, but she believed secretly that his +rapid success was due in a large measure to her genius. Her prompting +had inspired him to make a notable speech in his first Congress. Her +charms and clever conversation had magnetized Mr. Elton so that he had +seen fit to nominate him for Governor. A fresh impulse to her +self-congratulation that virtue and ability were reaping their reward +was given a few weeks later by the announcement which Lyons read from +the morning newspaper that the firm of Williams & Van Horne had failed +disastrously. The circumstances attending their down-fall were +sensational. It appeared that Van Horne, the office partner, who managed +the finances, had shot himself as the culmination of a series of +fraudulent hypothecations of securities and misrepresentations to which +it was claimed that Williams was not a party. The firm had been +hopelessly insolvent for months, and had been forced to the wall at last +by a futile effort on the part of Van Horne to redeem the situation by a +final speculation on a large scale. It had failed owing to the +continuation of the state of dry rot in the stock market, and utter ruin +followed. + +The regret which Lyons entertained as he read aloud the tragic story was +overshadowed in his mind by his own thankfulness that he had redeemed +the bonds and settled his account with them before the crash came. He +was so absorbed by his own emotions that he failed to note the +triumphant tone of his wife's ejaculation of amazement. "Failed! +Williams & Van Horne failed! Oh, how did it happen? I always felt sure +that they would fail sooner or later." + +Selma sat with tightly folded hands listening to the exciting narrative, +which Lyons read for her edification with the urbanely mournful emphasis +of one who has had a narrow escape. He stopped in the course of it to +relieve any solicitude which she might be feeling in regard to his +dealings with the firm, by the assertion that he had only two months +previous closed out his account owing to the conviction that prudent +investors were getting under cover. This assurance gave the episode a +still more providential aspect in Selma's eyes. In the first flush of +her gratitude that Flossy had been superbly rebuked for her frivolous +existence, she had forgotten that they were her husband's brokers. +Moreover the lack of perturbation in his manner was not calculated to +inspire alarm. But the news that Lyons had been shrewd enough to escape +at the twelfth hour without a dollar's loss heightened the justice of +the situation. She listened with throbbing pulses to the particulars. +She could scarcely credit her senses that her irrepressible and +light-hearted enemy had been confounded at last--confronted with +bankruptcy and probable disgrace. She interrupted the reading to express +her scepticism regarding the claim that Williams had no knowledge of the +frauds. + +"How could he be ignorant? He must have known. He must have bribed the +reporters to put that in so as to arouse the sympathy of some of their +fashionable friends. Van Horne is dead, and the lips of the dead are +sealed." + +Selma spoke with the confidence born of bitterness. She was pleased with +her acumen in discerning the true inwardness of the case. Her husband +nodded with mournful acquiescence. "It would seem," he said, "as if he +must have had an inkling, at least, of what was going on." + +"Of course he had. Gregory Williams, with all his faults, was a +wide-awake man. I always said that." + +Lyons completed the reading and murmured with a sigh, which was half +pity, half grateful acknowledgment of his own good fortune--"It's a bad +piece of business. I'm glad I had the sense to act promptly." + +Selma was ruminating. Her steel bright eyes shone with exultation. Her +sense of righteousness was gratified and temporarily appeased. "They'll +have to sell their house, of course, and give up their horses and +steam-yacht? I don't see why it doesn't mean that Flossy and her husband +must come down off their pedestal and begin over again? It follows, +doesn't it, that the heartless set into which they have wormed their way +will drop them like hot coals?" + +All these remarks were put by Selma in the slightly interrogative form, +as though she were courting any argument to the contrary which could be +adduced in order to knock it in the head. But Lyons saw no reason to +differ from her verdict. "It means necessarily great mortification for +them and a curtailment of their present mode of life," he said. "I am +sorry for them." + +"Sorry? Of course, James, it is distressing to hear that misfortune has +befallen any person of one's acquaintance, and so far as Gregory +Williams himself is concerned I have no wish to see him punished simply +because he has been worldly and vainglorious. You thought him able in a +business way, and liked to meet him. But as for her, Flossy, his wife," +Selma continued, with a gasp, "it would be sheer hypocrisy for me to +assert that I am sorry for her. I should deem myself unworthy of being +considered an earnest-minded American woman if I did not maintain that +this disgrace which has befallen them is the logical and legitimate +consequence of their godless lives--especially of her frivolity and +presumptuous indifference to spiritual influences. That woman, James, is +utterly hostile to the things of the spirit. You have no conception--I +have never told you, because he was your friend, and I was willing to +let bygones be bygones on the surface on your account--you have no +conception of the cross her behavior became to me in New York. From +almost the first moment we met I saw that we were far apart as the poles +in our views of the responsibilities of life. She sneered at everything +which you and I reverence, and she set her face against true progress +and the spread of American principles. She claimed to be my friend, and +to sympathize with my zeal for social truth, yet all the time she was +toadying secretly the people whose luxurious exclusiveness made me +tremble sometimes for the future of our country. She and her husband +were prosperous, and everything he touched seemed to turn to gold. It +may sound irreverent, James, but there was a time during my life in New +York when I was discouraged; when it seemed as though heaven were +mocking me and my husband in our homely struggle against the forces of +evil, and bestowing all its favors on a woman whose example was a menace +to American womanhood! Sorry? Why should I be sorry to see justice +triumph and shallow iniquity rebuked? I would give Florence Williams +money if she is in want, but I am thankful, very thankful, that her +heartless vanity has found its proper reward." + +Lyons fingered his beard. "I didn't know she was as bad as that, Selma. +Now that they have come to grief, we are not likely to be brought in +contact with them, and in all probability they will pass out of our +lives. Williams was smart and entertaining, but I never liked his taking +advantage of the circumstances of my having an account in his office to +urge me to support a measure at variance with my political convictions." + +"Precisely. The trouble with them both, James, is that they have no +conscience; and it is eminently just they should be made to realize that +people who lack conscience cannot prosper in this country in the long +run. 'They have loosed the awful lightnings of his terrible swift +sword.'" + +"I say 'amen' to that assuredly, Selma," Lyons answered. His +predilection to palliate equivocal circumstances was never proof against +clear, evidence of moral delinquency. When his religious scruples were +finally offended, he was grave and unrelenting. + +The downfall of the Williamses continued to be a sweet solace and source +of encouragement to Selma. It made her, when taken in conjunction with +her own recent progress, feel that the whirligig of time was working in +her behalf after all; and that if she persevered, not merely Flossy, but +all those who worshipped mammon, and consequently failed to recognize +her talents, would be made to bite the dust. At the moment these enemies +seemed to have infested Benham. Numerically speaking, they were +unimportant, but they had established an irritating, irregular skirmish +line, one end of which occupied Wetmore College, another held secret +midnight meetings at Mrs. Hallett Taylor's. Rumors of various +undertakings, educational, semi-political, artistic, or philanthropic, +agitated or directed by this fringe of society, came to her ears from +time to time, but she heard them as an outsider. When she became the +Governor's wife she had said to herself that now these aristocrats would +be compelled to admit her to their counsels. But she found, to her +annoyance, that the election made no difference. Neither Pauline nor +Mrs. Taylor nor any of the coterie had asked her to join them, and she +was unpleasantly conscious that there were people on the River Drive who +showed no more desire to make her acquaintance than when she had been +Mrs. Lewis Babcock. What did this mean? It meant simply--she began to +argue--that she must hold fast to her faith and bide her time. That if +she and her friends kept a bold front and resisted the encroachments of +this pernicious spirit, Providence would interfere presently and +confound these enemies of social truth no less obviously than it had +already overwhelmed Mrs. Gregory Williams. As the wife of the Governor, +she was clearly in a position to maintain this bold front effectively. +Every mail brought to her requests for her support, and the sanction of +her signature to social or charitable enterprises. Her hospital was +flourishing along the lines of the policy which she had indicated, and +was feeling the advantage of her political prosperity. She was able to +give the petition in behalf of Mrs. Hamilton, which contained now +twenty-five thousand signatures, fresh value and solemnity by means of +an autograph letter from the Governor's wife, countersigned by the +Governor. This, with the bulky list of petitioners, she addressed and +despatched directly to Queen Victoria. Her presence was in constant +demand at all sorts of functions, at many of which she had the +opportunity to make a few remarks; to express the welcome of the State, +or to utter words of sympathy and encouragement to those assembled. In +the second month of her husband's administration, she had the +satisfaction of greeting, in her double capacity as newly-elected +President of the Benham Institute and wife of the Governor, the +Federation of Women's Clubs of the United States, on the occasion of its +annual meeting at Benham. This federation was the incorporated fruit of +the Congress of Women's Clubs, which Selma had attended as a delegate +just previous to her divorce from Babcock, and she could not refrain +from some exultation at the progress she had made since then as she sat +wielding the gavel over the body of women delegates from every State in +the Union. The meeting lasted three days. Literary exercises alternated +with excursions to points of interest in the neighborhood, at all of +which she was in authority, and the celebration was brought to a +brilliant close by a banquet, to which men were invited. At this Selma +acted as toastmaster, introducing the speakers of the occasion, which +included her own husband. Lyons made a graceful allusion to her +stimulating influence as a helpmate and her executive capacity, which +elicited loud applause. Succeeding this meeting of the Federation of +Women's Clubs came a series of semi-public festivities under the +patronage of women--philanthropic, literary or social in character--for +the fever to perpetuate in club form every congregation, of free-born +citizens, except on election day, had seized Benham in common with the +other cities of the country in its grasp, to each of which the +Governor's wife was invited as the principal guest of honor. Selma thus +found a dozen opportunities to exhibit herself to a large audience and +testify to her faith in democratic institutions. + +On the 22d of February, Washington's birthday, she held a reception at +their house on River Drive, for which cards had been issued a fortnight +previous. She pathetically explained to the reporters that, had the +dimensions and resources of her establishment permitted, she and the +Governor would simply have announced themselves at home to the community +at large; that they would have preferred this, but of course it would +never do. The people would not be pleased to see a rabble confound the +hospitality of the chief magistrate and his wife. The people demanded +proper dignity from their representatives in office. The list of +invitations which Selma sent out was, however, comprehensive. She aimed +to invite everyone of social, public, commercial or political +importance. A full band was in attendance, and a liberal collation was +served. Selma confided to some of her guests, who, she thought, might +criticise the absence of wine, that she had felt obliged, out of +consideration for her husband's political prospects, to avoid wounding +the feelings of total abstainers. The entertainment lasted from four to +seven, and the three hours of hand-shaking provided a delicious +experience to the hostess. She gloried in the consciousness that this +crush of citizens, representing the leaders of the community in the +widest sense, had been assembled by her social gift, and that they had +come to offer their admiring homage to the clever wife of their +Governor. It gratified her to think that Pauline and Mrs. Taylor and the +people of that class, to all of whom she had sent cards, should behold +her as the first lady of the State, and mistress of a beautiful home, +dispensing hospitality on broad, democratic lines to an admiring +constituency. When Mr. Horace Elton approached, Selma perpetrated a +little device which she had planned. As they were in the act of shaking +hands a very handsome rose fell--seemingly by chance--from the bouquet +which she carried. He picked it up and tendered it to her, but Selma +made him keep it, adding in a lower tone, "It is your due for the +gallant friendship you have shown me and my husband." She felt as though +she were a queen bestowing a guerdon on a favorite minister, and yet a +woman rewarding in a woman's way an admirer's devotion. She meant Elton +to appreciate that she understood that his interest in Lyons was largely +due to his partiality for her. It seemed to her that she could recognize +to this extent his chivalrous conduct without smirching her blameless +record as an American housewife. + +Meantime the Governor was performing his public duties with becoming +dignity and without much mental friction. The legislature was engaged in +digesting the batch of miscellaneous business presented for its +consideration, among which was Elton's gas consolidation bill. Already +the measure had encountered some opposition in committee, but Lyons was +led to believe that the bill would be passed by a large majority, and +that its opponents would be conciliated before his signature was +required. Lyons's reputation as an orator had been extended by his term +in the House of Representatives and his recent active campaign, and he +was in receipt of a number of invitations from various parts of the +country to address august bodies in other States. All of these were +declined, but when, in the month of April, opportunity was afforded him +to deliver a speech on patriotic issues on the anniversary of the battle +of Lexington, he decided, with Selma's approval, to accept the +invitation. He reasoned that a short respite from the cares of office +would be agreeable; she was attracted by the glamour of revisiting New +York as a woman of note. New York had refused to recognize her +superiority and to do her homage, and New York should realize her +present status, and what a mistake had been made. The speech was a +success, and the programme provided for the entertainment of the orator +and his wife included the hospitality of several private houses. Selma +felt that she could afford to hold her head high and not to thaw too +readily for the benefit of a society which had failed to appreciate her +worth when it had the chance. She was the wife now of one of the leading +public men of the nation, and in a position to set fashions, not to ask +favors. Nevertheless she chose on the evening before their return to +Benham to show herself at dinner at Delmonico's, just to let the world +of so-called fashion perceive her and ask who she was. There would +doubtless be people there who knew her by sight, and who, when they were +told that she was now the wife of Governor Lyons, would regret if not be +ashamed of their short-sightedness and snobbery. She wore a striking +dress; she encouraged her husband's willingness to order an elaborate +dinner, including champagne (for they were in a champagne country), and +she exhibited a sprightly mood, looking about her with a knowing air in +observation of the other occupants of the dining-room. + +While she was thus engaged the entrance of a party of six, whom the head +waiter conducted with a show of attention to a table which had evidently +been reserved for them, fettered Selma's attention. She stared unable to +believe her eyes, then flushed and looked indignant. Her attention +remained rivetted on this party while they laid aside their wraps and +seated themselves. Struck by the annoyed intensity of his wife's +expression, Lyons turned to follow the direction of her gaze. + +"What is the matter?" he said. + +For a few moments Selma sat silent with compressed lips, intent on her +scrutiny. + +"It's an outrage on decency," she murmured, at last. "How dare she show +herself here and entertain those people?" + +"Of whom are you talking, Selma?" + +"The Williamses. Flossy Williams and her husband. The two couples with +them live on Fifth Avenue, and used to be among her exclusive friends. +Her husband has just ordered the dinner. I saw him give the directions +to the waiter. It is monstrous that they, who only a few months ago +failed disgracefully and were supposed to have lost everything, should +be going on exactly as if nothing had happened." + +"People in New York have the faculty of getting on their feet again +quickly after financial reverses," said Lyons, mildly. "Like as not some +of Williams's friends have enabled him to make a fresh start." + +"So it seems," Selma answered, sternly. She sat back in her chair with a +discouraged air and neglected her truffled chicken. "It isn't right; it +isn't decent." + +Lyons was puzzled by her demeanor. "Why should you care what they do?" +he asked. "We can easily avoid them for the future." + +"Because--because, James Lyons, I can't bear to see godless people +triumph. Because it offends me to see a man and woman, who are +practically penniless through their own evil courses, and should be +discredited everywhere, able to resume their life of vanity and +extravagance without protest." + +While she was speaking Selma suddenly became aware that her eyes had met +those of Dr. George Page, who was passing their table on his way out. +Recognition on both sides came at the same moment, and Selma turned in +her chair to greet him, cutting off any hope which he may have had of +passing unobserved. She was glad of the opportunity to show the company +that she was on familiar terms with a man so well known, and she had on +her tongue what she regarded as a piece of banter quite in keeping with +his usual vein. + +"How d'y do, Dr. Page? We haven't met for a long time. You do not know +my husband, Governor Lyons, I think. Dr. Page used to be our family +physician when I lived in New York, James. Everyone here knows that he +has a very large practice." + +Selma was disposed to be gracious and sprightly, for she felt that Dr. +Page must surely be impressed by her appearance of prosperity. + +"I had heard of your marriage, and of your husband's election. I +congratulate you. You are living in Benham, I believe, far from this +hurly-burly?" + +"Yes, a little bird told me the other day that a no less distinguished +person than Dr. Page had been seen in Benham twice during the last three +months. Of course a Governor's wife is supposed to know everything which +goes on, and for certain reasons I was very much interested to hear this +bit of news. I am a very discreet woman, doctor. It shall go no +further." + +The physician's broad brow contracted slightly, but his habitual +self-control concealed completely the inclination to strangle his +bright-eyed, over-dressed inquisitor. He was the last man to shirk the +vicissitudes of playful speech, and he preferred this mood of Selma's to +her solemn style, although his privacy was invaded. + +"I should have remembered," he said, "that there is nothing in the world +which Mrs. Lyons does not know by intuition." + +"Including the management of a hospital, Dr. Page. Perhaps you don't +know that I am the managing trustee of a large hospital?" + +"Yes, I was informed of that in Benham. I should scarcely venture to +tell you what my little bird said. It was an old fogy of a bird, with a +partiality for thorough investigation and scientific methods, and a +thorough distrust of the results of off-hand inspiration in the +treatment of disease." + +"I dare say. But we are succeeding splendidly. The next time you come to +Benham you must come to see me, and I will take you over our hospital. I +don't despair yet of converting you to our side, just as you evidently +don't despair of inducing a certain lady some day to change her mind. I, +for one, think that she is more fitted by nature to be a wife than a +college president, so I shall await with interest more news from my +little bird." Selma felt that she was talking to greater advantage than +almost ever before. Her last remark banished every trace of a smile from +her adversary's face, and he stood regarding her with a preternatural +gravity, which should have been appalling, but which she welcomed as a +sign of serious feeling on his part. She felt, too, that at last she had +got the better of the ironical doctor in repartee, and that he was +taking his leave tongue-tied. In truth, he was so angry that he did not +trust himself to speak. He simply glared and departed. + +"Poor fellow," she said, by way of explanation to Lyons, "I suppose his +emotion got the better of him, because he has loved her so long. That +was the Dr. Page who has been crazy for years to marry Pauline +Littleton. When he was young he married a woman of doubtful character, +who ran away from him. I used to think that Pauline was right in +refusing to sacrifice her life for his sake. But he has been very +constant, and I doubt if she has originality enough to keep her position +as president of Wetmore long. He belongs to the old school of medicine. +It was he who took care of Wilbur when he died. I fancy that case may +have taught him not to mistrust truth merely because it isn't labelled. +But I bear him no malice, because I know he meant to do his best. They +are just suited for each other, and I shall be on his side after this." + +The interest of this episode served to restore somewhat Selma's +serenity, but she kept her attention fixed on the table where the +Williamses were sitting, observing with a sense of injury their gay +behavior. To all appearances, Flossy was as light-hearted and volatile +as ever. Her attire was in the height of fashion. Had adversity taught +her nothing? Had the buffet of Providence failed utterly to sober her +frivolous spirit? It seemed to Selma that there could be no other +conclusion, and though she and Lyons had finished dinner, she was unable +to take her eyes off the culprits, or to cease to wonder how it was +possible for people with nothing to continue to live as though they had +everything. Her moral nature was stirred to resentment, and she sat +spell-bound, seeking in vain for a point of consolation. + +Meantime Lyons, like a good American, had sent for an evening paper, and +was deep in its perusal. A startled ejaculation from him aroused Selma +from her nightmare. Her husband was saying to her across the table: + +"My dear, Senator Calkins is dead." He spoke in a solemn, excited +whisper. + +"Our Senator Calkins?" + +"Yes. This is the despatch from Washington: 'United States Senator +Calkins dropped dead suddenly in the lobby of the Senate chamber, at ten +o'clock this morning, while talking with friends. His age was 52. The +cause of his death was heart-failure. His decease has cast a gloom over +the Capital, and the Senate adjourned promptly out of respect to the +memory of the departed statesman.'" + +"What a dreadful thing!" Selma murmured. + +"The ways of Providence are inscrutable," said Lyons. "No one could have +foreseen this public calamity." He poured out a glass of ice-water and +drank it feverishly. + +"It's fortunate we have everything arranged to return to-morrow, for of +course you will be needed at home." + +"Yes. Waiter, bring me a telegram." + +"What are you going to do?" + +"Communicate to Mrs. Calkins our sympathy on account of the death of her +distinguished husband." + +"That will be nice," said Selma. She sat for some moments in silence +observing her husband, and spell-bound by the splendid possibility which +presented itself. She knew that Lyons's gravity and agitation were not +wholly due to the shock of the catastrophe. He, like herself, must be +conscious that he might become the dead Senator's successor. He poured +out and drained another goblet of ice-water. Twice he drew himself up +slightly and looked around the room, with the expression habitual to him +when about to deliver a public address. Selma's veins were tingling with +excitement. Providence had interfered in her behalf again. As the wife +of a United States Senator, everything would be within her grasp. + +"James," she said, "we are the last persons in the world to fail in +respect to the illustrious dead, but--of course you ought to have +Senator Calkins's place." + +Lyons looked at his wife, and his large lips trembled. "If the people of +my State, Selma, feel that I am the most suitable man for the vacant +senatorship, I shall be proud to serve them." + +Selma nodded appreciatively. She was glad that her husband should +approach the situation with a solemn sense of responsibility. + +"They are sure to feel that," she said. "It seems to me that you are +practically certain of the party nomination, and your party has a clear +majority of both branches of the Legislature." + +Lyons glanced furtively about him before he spoke. "I don't see at the +moment, Selma, how they can defeat me." + + + +CHAPTER X. + + +The body of Senator Calkins was laid to rest with appropriate ceremonies +in the soil of his native State, and his virtues as a statesman and +citizen were celebrated in the pulpit and in the public prints. On the +day following the funeral the contest for his place began in dead +earnest. There had been some quiet canvassing by the several candidates +while the remains were being transported from Washington, but public +utterance was stayed until the last rites were over. Then it transpired +that there were four candidates in the field; a Congressman, an +ex-Governor, a silver-tongued orator named Stringer, who was a member of +the upper branch of the State Legislature and who claimed to be a true +defender of popular rights, and Hon. James O. Lyons. Newspaper comment +concerning the candidacy of these aspirants early promulgated the +doctrine that Governor Lyons was entitled to the place if he desired it. +More than one party organ claimed that his brilliant services had given +him a reputation beyond the limit of mere political prestige, and that +he had become a veritable favorite son of the State. By the end of a +fortnight the ex-Governor had withdrawn in favor of Lyons; while the +following of the Congressman was recognized to be inconsiderable, and +that he was holding out in order to obtain terms. Only the +silver-tongued orator, Stringer, remained. On him the opposition within +the party had decided to unite their forces. To all appearances they +were in a decided minority. There was no hope that the Republican +members of the Legislature would join them, for it seemed scarcely good +politics to rally to the support of a citizen whose statesmanship had +not been tested in preference to the Governor of the State. It was +conceded by all but the immediate followers of Stringer that Lyons would +receive the majority vote of either house, and be triumphantly elected +on the first joint ballot. + +And yet the opposition to the Governor, though numerically small, was +genuine. Stringer was, as he described himself, a man of the plain +people. That is he was a lawyer with a denunciating voice, a keen mind, +and a comprehensive grasp on language, who was still an attorney for +plaintiffs, and whose ability had not yet been recognized by +corporations or conservative souls. He was where Lyons had been ten +years before, but he had neither the urbanity, conciliatory tendencies, +nor dignified, solid physical properties of the Governor. He was pleased +to refer to himself as a tribune of the people, and his thin, nervous +figure, clad in a long frock-coat, with a yawning collar and black whisp +tie, his fiery utterance and relentless zeal, bore out the character. He +looked hungry, and his words suggested that he was in earnest, carrying +conviction to some of his colleagues in the Legislature. The election at +which Lyons had been chosen chief magistrate had brought into this State +government a sprinkling of socialistic spirits, as they were called, who +applauded vigorously the thinly veiled allusions which Stringer made in +debate to the lukewarm democracy of some of the party leaders. When he +spoke with stern contempt of those who played fast and loose with sacred +principles--who were staunch friends of the humblest citizens on the +public platform, and behind their backs grew slyly rich on the revenues +of wealthy corporations, everyone knew that he was baiting the Governor. +These diatribes were stigmatized as in wretched taste, but the +politicians of both parties could not help being amused. They admitted +behind their hands that the taunt was not altogether groundless, and +that Lyons certainly was on extremely pleasant terms with prosperity for +an out and out champion of popular rights. Nevertheless the leading +party newspapers termed Stringer a demagogue, and accused him of +endeavoring to foment discord in the ranks of the Democracy by +questioning the loyalty of a man who had led them to notable victory +twice in the last three years. He was invited to step down, and to +season his aspirations until he could present a more significant public +record. What had he done that entitled him to the senatorship? He had +gifts undeniably, but he was young and could wait. This was a taking +argument with the legislators, many of whom had grown gray in the party +service, and Lyons's managers felt confident that the support accorded +to this tribune of the people would dwindle to very small proportions +when the time came to count noses. + +Suddenly there loomed into sight on the political horizon, and came +bearing down on Lyons under full sail, Elton's bill for the +consolidation of the gas companies. The Benham _Sentinel_ had not been +one of the promoters of Lyons's senatorial canvass, but it had not +espoused the cause of any of his competitors, and latterly had referred +in acquiescent terms to his election as a foregone conclusion. He had +not happened to run across Elton during these intervening weeks, and +preferred not to encounter him. He cherished an ostrich-like hope that +Elton was in no haste regarding the bill, and that consequently it might +not pass the legislature until after his election as Senator. If he were +to come in contact with Elton, the meeting might jog the busy magnate's +memory. It was a barren hope. Immediately after the _Sentinel_ announced +that Governor Lyons was practically sure to be the next United States +Senator, the gas bill was reported favorably by the committee which had +it in charge, and was advanced rapidly in the House. Debate on its +provisions developed that it was not to have entirely plain sailing, +though the majority recorded in its favor on the first and second +readings was large. It was not at first regarded as a party measure. Its +supporters included most of the Republicans and more than half of the +Democrats. Yet the opposition to it proceeded from the wing of the +Democracy with which Stringer was affiliated. Elton's interest in the +bill was well understood, and the work of pledging members in advance, +irrespective of party, had been so thoroughly done, that but for the +exigencies of the senatorial contest it would probably have slipped +through without notice as a harmless measure. As it was, the opposition +to it in the lower branch was brief and seemed unimportant. The bill +passed the House of Representatives by a nearly two-thirds vote and went +promptly to the Senate calendar. Then suddenly it became obvious to +Lyons not merely that Elton was bent on securing its passage while the +present Governor was in office, but that his rival, Stringer, had +conceived the cruel scheme of putting him in the position, by a hue and +cry against monopoly and corporate interests, where his election to the +senatorship would be imperilled if he did not veto the measure. By a +caustic speech in the Senate Stringer drew public attention to the +skilfully concealed iniquities of the proposed franchise, and public +attention thus aroused began to bristle. Newspapers here and there +throughout the state put forth edicts that this Legislature had been +chosen to protect popular principles, and that here was an opportunity +for the Democratic party to fulfil its pledges and serve the people. +Stringer and his associates were uttering in the Senate burning words +against the audacious menace of what they termed the franchise octopus. +Did the people realize that this bill to combine gas companies, which +looked so innocent on its face, was a gigantic scheme to wheedle them +out of a valuable franchise for nothing? Did they understand that they +were deliberately putting their necks in the grip of a monster whose +tentacles would squeeze and suck their life-blood for its own +enrichment? Stringer hammered away with fierce and reiterated invective. +He had no hope of defeating the bill, but he confidently believed that +he was putting his adversary, the Governor, in a hole. It had been +noised about the lobbies by the friends of the measure earlier in the +session that the Governor was all right and could be counted on. +Stringer reasoned that Lyons was committed to the bill; that, if he +signed it, his opponents might prevent his election as Senator on the +plea that he had catered to corporate interests; that if he vetoed it, +he would lose the support of powerful friends who might seek to revenge +themselves by uniting on his opponent. Stringer recognized that he was +playing a desperate game, but it was his only chance. One thing was +evident already: As a result of the exposure in the Senate, considerable +public hostility to the bill was manifesting itself. Petitions for its +defeat were in circulation, and several Senators who had been supposed +to be friendly to its passage veered round in deference to the views of +their constituents. Its defeat had almost become a party measure. A +majority of the Democrats in the Senate were claimed to be against it. +Nevertheless there was no delay on the part of those in charge in +pushing it to final action. They had counted noses, and their margin of +support had been so liberal they could afford to lose a few deserters. +After a fierce debate the bill was passed to be engrossed by a majority +of eleven. The Democrats in the Senate were just evenly divided on the +ballot. + +What would the Governor do? This was the question on everyone's lips. +Would he sign or veto the bill? Public opinion as represented by the +newspapers was prompt to point out his duty. The verdict of a leading +party organ was that, in view of all the circumstances, Governor Lyons +could scarcely do otherwise than refuse to give his official sanction to +a measure which threatened to increase the burdens of the plain people. +The words "in view of all the circumstances" appeared to be an euphemism +for "in view of his ambition to become United States Senator." Several +journals declared unequivocally that it would become the duty of the +party to withdraw its support from Governor Lyons in case he allowed +this undemocratic measure to become law. On the other hand, certain +party organs questioned the justice of the outcry against the bill, +arguing that the merits of the case had been carefully examined in the +Legislature and that there was no occasion for the Governor to disturb +the result of its action. On the day after the bill was sent to the +chief magistrate, an editorial appeared in the Benham _Sentinel_ +presenting an exhaustive analysis of its provisions, and pointing out +that, though the petitioners might under certain contingencies reap a +reasonable profit, the public could not fail in that event to secure a +lower price for gas and more effective service. This article was quoted +extensively throughout the State, and was ridiculed or extolled +according to the sympathies of the critics. Lyons received a marked copy +of the _Sentinel_ on the morning when it appeared. He recognized the +argument as that which he had accepted at the time he promised to sign +the bill if he were elected Governor. In the course of the same day a +letter sent by messenger was handed to him in the executive chamber. It +contained simply two lines in pencil in Elton's handwriting--"It +continues to be of vital importance to my affairs that the pending bill +should receive your signature." That was obviously a polite reminder of +their agreement; an intimation that the circumstances had not altered, +and that it was incumbent on him to perform his part of their compact. +Obviously, too, Horace Elton took for granted that a reminder was +enough, and that he would keep his word. He had promised to sign the +bill. He had given his word of honor to do so, and Elton was relying on +his good faith. + +The situation had become suddenly oppressive and disheartening. Just +when his prospects seemed assured this unfortunate obstacle had appeared +in his path, and threatened to confound his political career. He must +sign the bill. And if he signed it, in all probability he would lose the +senatorship. His enemies would claim that the party could not afford to +stultify itself by the choice of a candidate who favored monopolies. He +had given his promise, the word of a man of honor, and a business man. +What escape was there from the predicament? If he vetoed the bill, would +he not be a liar and a poltroon? If he signed it, the senatorship would +slip through his fingers. The thought occurred to him to send for Elton +and throw himself on his mercy, but he shrank from such an interview. +Elton was a business man, and a promise was a promise. He had enjoyed +the consideration for his promise; his notes were secure and the +hypothecated bonds had been redeemed. He was on his feet and Governor, +thanks to Elton's interposition, and now he was called on to do his +part--to pay the fiddler. He must sign the bill. + +Lyons had five days in which to consider the matter. At the end of that +time if he neither signed nor vetoed the bill, it would become law +without his signature. He was at bay, and the time for deliberation was +short. An incubus of disappointment weighed upon his soul and clouded +his brow. His round, smooth face looked grieved. It seemed cruel to him +that such an untoward piece of fortune should confront him just at the +moment when this great reward for his political services was within his +grasp and his opportunities for eminent public usefulness assured. He +brooded over his quandary in silence for twenty-four hours. On the +second day he concluded to speak of the matter to Selma. He knew that +she kept a general run of public affairs. Not infrequently she had asked +him questions concerning measures before the Legislature, and he was +pleasantly aware that she was ambitious to be regarded as a politician. +But up to this time there had been no room for question as to what his +action as Governor should be in respect to any measure. It had happened, +despite his attitude of mental comradeship with his wife, that he had +hitherto concealed from her his most secret transactions. He had left +her in the dark in regard to his true dealings with Williams & Van +Horne; he had told her nothing as to his straitened circumstances, the +compact by which he had been made Governor, and his relief at the hands +of Elton from threatened financial ruin. Reluctance, born of the theory +in his soul that these were accidents in his life, not typical +happenings, had sealed his lips. He was going to confide in her now not +because he expected that Selma's view of this emergency would differ +from his own, but in order that she might learn before he acted that he +was under an imperative obligation to sign the bill. While he was +sitting at home in the evening with the topic trembling on his tongue, +Selma made his confession easy by saying, "I have taken for granted that +you will veto the gas bill." + +Selma had indeed so assumed. In the early stages of the bill she had +been ignorant of its existence. During the last fortnight, since the +controversy had reached an acute phase and public sentiment had been +aroused against its passage, she had been hoping that it would pass so +that Lyons might have the glory of returning it to the Legislature +without his signature. She had reasoned that he would be certain to veto +the measure, for the bill was clearly in the interest of monopoly, and +though her nerves were all on edge with excitement over the impending +election of a Senator, she had not interfered because she took for +granted that it was unnecessary. Even when Lyons, after reading the +article in the _Sentinel_, had dropped the remark that the measure was +really harmless and the outcry against it unwarranted, she had supposed +that he was merely seeking to be magnanimous. She had forgotten this +speech until it was recalled by Lyons's obvious state of worry during +the last few days. She had noticed this at first without special +concern, believing it due to the malicious insinuations of Stringer. Now +that the bill was before him for signature there could be no question as +to his action. Nevertheless her heart had suddenly been assailed by a +horrible doubt, and straightway her sense of duty as a wife and of duty +to herself had sought assurance in a crucial inquiry. + +"I was going to speak to you about that this evening. I wish to tell you +the reasons which oblige me to sign the bill," he answered. Lyons's +manner was subdued and limp. Even his phraseology had been stripped of +its stateliness. + +"Sign the bill?" gasped Selma. "If you sign it, you will lose the +senatorship." She spoke like a prophetess, and her steely eyes snapped. + +"That is liable to be the consequence I know. I will explain to you, +Selma. You will see that I am bound in honor and cannot help myself." + +"In honor? You are bound in honor to your party--bound in honor to me to +veto it." + +"Wait a minute, Selma. You must hear my reasons. Before I was nominated +for Governor I gave Horace Elton my word, man to man, that I would sign +this gas bill. It is his bill. I promised, if I were elected Governor, +not to veto it. At the time, I--I was financially embarrassed. I did not +tell you because I was unwilling to distress you, but--er--my affairs in +New York were in disorder, and I had notes here coming due. Nothing was +said about money matters between Elton and me until he had agreed to +support me as Governor. Then he offered to help me, and I accepted his +aid. Don't you see that I cannot help myself? That I must sign the +bill?" + +Selma had listened in amazement. "It's a trap," she murmured. "Horace +Elton has led you into a trap." The thought that Elton's politeness to +her was a blind, and that she had been made sport of, took precedence in +her resentment even of the annoyance caused her by her husband's deceit. + +"Why did you conceal all this from me?" she asked, tragically. + +"I should not have done so, perhaps." + +"If you had told me, this difficulty never would have arisen. Pshaw! It +is not a real difficulty. Surely you must throw Elton over. Surely you +must veto the bill." + +"Throw him over," stammered Lyons. "You don't understand, Selma. I gave +my word as a business man. I am under great obligations to him." He told +briefly the details of the transaction; even the hypothecation of the +Parsons bonds. For once in his life he made a clean breast of his +bosom's perilous stuff. He was ready to bear the consequences of his +plight rather than be false to his man's standard of honor, and yet his +wife's opposition had fascinated as well as startled him. He set forth +his case--the case which meant his political checkmate, then waited. +Selma had risen and stood with folded arms gazing into distance with the +far away look by which she was wont to subdue mountains. + +"Have you finished?" she asked. "What you are proposing to do is to +sacrifice your life--and my life, James Lyons, for the sake of +a--er--fetish. Horace Elton, under the pretence of friendship for us, +has taken advantage of your necessities to extract from you a promise to +support an evil scheme--a bill to defraud the plain American people of +their rights--the people whose interests you swore to protect when you +took the oath as Governor. Is a promise between man and man, as you call +it, more sacred than everlasting truth itself? More binding than the tie +of principle and political good faith? Will you refuse to veto a bill +which you know is a blow at liberty in order to keep a technical +business compact with an over-reaching capitalist, who has no sympathy +with our ideas? I am disappointed in you, James. I thought you could see +clearer than that." + +Lyons sighed. "I examined the bill at the time with some care, and did +not think it inimical to the best public interest; but had I foreseen +the objections which would be raised against it, I admit that I never +would have agreed to sign it." + +"Precisely. You were taken in." She meant in her heart that they had +both been taken in. "This is not a case of commercial give and take--of +purchase and sale of stocks or merchandise. The eternal verities are +concerned. You owe it to your country to break your word. The triumph of +American principles is paramount to your obligation to Elton. Whom will +this gas bill benefit but the promoters? Your view, James, is the +old-fashioned view. Just as I said to you the other day that Dr. Page is +old-fashioned in his views of medicine, so it seems to me, if you will +forgive my saying so, you are, in this instance, behind the times. And +you are not usually behind the times. It has been one of the joyous +features of my marriage with you that you have not lacked American +initiative and independence of conventions. I wish you had confided in +me. You were forced to give that promise by your financial distress. +Will you let an old-fashioned theory of private honor make you a traitor +to our party cause and to the sovereign people of our country?" + +Lyons bowed his head between his hands. "You make me see that there are +two sides to the question, Selma. It is true that I was not myself when +Elton got my promise to sign the bill. My mind had been on the rack for +weeks, and I was unfit to form a correct estimate of a complicated +public measure. But a promise is a promise." + +"What can he do if you break it? He will not kill you." + +"He will not kill me, no; but he will despise me." Lyons reflected, as +he spoke, that Elton would be unable to injure him financially. He +would, be able to pay his notes when they became due, thanks to the +improvement in business affairs which had set in since the beginning of +the year. + +"And your party--the American people will despise you if you sign the +bill. Whose contempt do you fear the most?" + +"I see--I see," he murmured. "I cannot deny there is much force in your +argument, dear. I fear there can be no doubt that if I let the bill +become law, public clamor will oblige the party to throw me over and +take up Stringer or some dark horse. That means a serious setback to my +political progress; means perhaps my political ruin." + +"Your political suicide, James. And there is another side to it," +continued Selma, pathetically. "My side. I wish you to think of that. I +wish you to realize that, if you yield to this false notion of honor, +you will interfere with the development of my life no less than your +own. As you know, I think, I became your wife because I felt that as a +public woman working, at your side in behalf of the high purposes in +which we had a common sympathy, I should be a greater power for good +than if I pursued alone my career as a writer and on the lecture +platform. Until to-day I have felt sure that I had made no mistake--that +we had made no mistake. Without disrespect to the dead, I may say that +for the first time in my life marriage has meant to me what it should +mean, and has tended to bring out the best which is in me. I have grown; +I have developed; I have been recognized. We have both made progress. +Only a few days ago I was rejoicing to think that when you became a +United States Senator, there would be a noble field for my abilities as +well as yours. We are called to high office, called to battle for great +principles and to lead the nation to worthy things. And now, in a moment +of mental blindness, you are threatening to spoil all. For my sake, if +not for your own, James, be convinced that you do not see clearly. Do +not snatch the cup of happiness from my lips just as at last it is full. +Give me the chance to live my own life as I wish to live it." + +There was a brief silence. Lyons rose and let fall his hand on the table +with impressive emphasis. His mobile face was working with emotion; his +eyes were filled with tears. "I will veto the bill," he said, +grandiloquently. "The claims of private honor must give way to the +general welfare, and the demands of civilization. You have convinced me, +Selma--my wife. My point of view was old-fashioned. Superior ethics +permit no other solution of the problem. Superior ethics," he repeated, +as though the phrase gave him comfort, "would not justify a statesman in +sacrificing his party and his own powers--aye, and his political +conscience--in order to keep a private compact. I shall veto the bill." + +"Thank God for that," she murmured. + +Lyons stepped forward and put his arm around her. "You shall live your +own life as you desire, Selma. No act of mine shall spoil it." + +"Superior ethics taught you by your wife! Your poor, wise wife in whom +you would not confide!" She tapped him playfully on his fat cheek. +"Naughty boy!" + +"There are moments when a man sees through a glass, darkly," he +answered, kissing her again. "This is a solemn decision for us, Selma. +Heaven has willed that you should save me from my own errors, and my own +blindness." + +"We shall be very happy, James. You will be chosen Senator, and all will +be as it should be. The clouds on my horizon are one by one passing +away, and justice is prevailing at last. What do you suppose I heard +to-day? Pauline Littleton is to marry Dr. Page. Mrs. Earle told me so. +Pauline has written to the trustees that after the first of next January +she will cease to serve as president of Wetmore; that by that time the +college will be running smoothly, so that a successor can take up the +work. There is a chance now that the trustees will choose a genuine +educator for the place--some woman of spontaneous impulses and a large +outlook on life. Pauline's place is by the domestic hearth. She could +never have much influence on progress." + +"I do not know her very well," said Lyons. "But I know this, Selma, you +would be just the woman for the place if you were not my wife. You would +make an ideal president of a college for progressive women." + +"I am suited for the work, and I think I am progressive," she admitted. +"But that, of course, is out of the question for me as a married woman +and the wife of a United States Senator. But I am glad, James, to have +you appreciate my strong points." + +On the following day Lyons vetoed the gas bill. His message to the +Legislature described it as a measure which disposed of a valuable +franchise for nothing, and which would create a monopoly detrimental to +the rights of the public. This action met with much public approval. One +newspaper expressed well the feeling of the community by declaring that +the Governor had faced the issue squarely and shown the courage of his +well-known convictions. The Benham _Sentinel_ was practically mute. It +stated merely in a short editorial that it was disappointed in Governor +Lyons, and that he had played into the hands of the demagogues and the +sentimentalists. It suggested to the Legislature to show commendable +independence by passing the bill over his veto. But this was obviously a +vain hope. + +The vote in the House against the veto not merely fell short of the +requisite two-thirds, but was less than a plurality, showing that the +action of the chief magistrate had reversed the sentiment of the +Legislature. The force of Stringer's opposition was practically killed +by the Governor's course. He had staked everything on the chance that +Lyons would see fit to sign the bill. When the party caucus for the +choice of a candidate for Senator was held a few days later, his +followers recognized the hopelessness of his ambition and prevailed on +him to withdraw his name from consideration. Lyons was elected Senator +of the United States by a party vote by the two branches of the +Legislature assembled in solemn conclave. Apparently Elton had realized +that opposition was useless, and that he must bide his time for revenge. +Booming cannon celebrated the result of the proceedings, and Selma, +waiting at home on the River Drive, received a telegram from the capital +announcing the glad news. Her husband was United States Senator, and the +future stretched before her big with promise. She had battled with life, +she had suffered, she had held fast to her principles, and at last she +was rewarded. + +Lyons returned to Benham by the afternoon train, and a salute of one +hundred guns greeted him on his arrival. He walked from the station like +any private citizen. Frequent cheers attended his progress to his house. +In the evening the shops and public buildings were illuminated, and the +James O. Lyons Cadets, who considered themselves partly responsible for +his rapid promotion, led a congratulatory crowd to the River Drive. The +Senator-elect, in response to the music of a serenade, stepped out on +the balcony. Selma waited behind the window curtain until the enthusiasm +had subsided; then she glided forth and showed herself at his elbow. A +fresh round of cheers for the Senator's wife followed. It was a glorious +night. The moon shone brightly. The street was thronged by the populace, +and glittered with the torches of the cadets. Lyons stood bareheaded. +His large, round, smooth face glistened, and the moonbeams, bathing his +chin beard, gave him the effect of a patriarch, or of one inspired. He +raised his hand to induce silence, then stood for a moment, as was his +habit before speaking, with an expression as though he were struggling +with emotion or busy in silent prayer. + +"Fellow citizens of Benham," he began, slowly, "compatriots of the +sovereign State which has done me to-day so great an honor, I thank you +for this precious greeting. You are my constituents and my brothers. I +accept from your hands this great trust of office, knowing that I am but +your representative, knowing that my mission is to bear constant witness +to the love of liberty, the love of progress, the love of truth which +are enshrined in the hearts of the great American people. Your past has +been ever glorious; your future looms big with destiny. Still leaning on +the God of our fathers, to whom our patriot sires have ever turned, and +whose favors to our beloved country are seen in your broad prairies tall +with fruitful grain, and your mighty engines of commerce, I take up the +work which you have given me to do, pledged to remain a democrat of the +democrats, an American of the Americans." + +Selma heard the words of this peroration with a sense of ecstasy. She +felt that he was speaking for them both, and that he was expressing the +yearning intention of her soul to attempt and perform great things. 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