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diff --git a/14126-0.txt b/14126-0.txt new file mode 100644 index 0000000..b148f6c --- /dev/null +++ b/14126-0.txt @@ -0,0 +1,17627 @@ +*** START OF THE PROJECT GUTENBERG EBOOK 14126 *** + +[Illustration: LADY KITTY BRISTOL] + +The Marriage +of +William Ashe + +BY + +MRS. HUMPHRY WARD +Author of "Lady Rose's Daughter" "Eleanor" etc. + + +ILLUSTRATED BY +ALBERT STERNER + +[Illustration] + +1905 + + + + +Contents + + PAGE +PART I. ACQUAINTANCE . . . . . . . 1 +PART II. THREE YEARS AFTER . . . . 125 +PART III. DEVELOPMENT . . . . . . 293 +PART IV. STORM . . . . . . . . . . 365 +PART V. REQUIESCAT . . . . . . . . 511 + + + + +TO + +D.M.W. + +DAUGHTER AND FRIEND + +I INSCRIBE THIS BOOK + + +MARCH, 1905 + + + + +Illustrations + +LADY KITTY BRISTOL . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . _Frontispiece_ +LADY TRANMORE AND MARY LYSTER . . . . . . . . . . . . _Facing page_ 6 +"A SLIM GIRL IN WHITE AT THE FAR END OF THE LARGE ROOM" . . . . . . 44 +THE FINISHING TOUCHES . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . 200 +"HE GATHERED HER IN HIS ARMS" . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . 278 +"THE ACTRESS PAUSED TO STARE AT LADY KITTY" . . . . . . . . . . . . 438 +"SHE THOUGHT OF CLIFFE STANDING BESIDE THE DOOR OF THE GREAT HALL" . 474 +"HE DREW SOME CHAIRS TOGETHER BEFORE THE FIRE" . . . . . . . . . . . 556 + + + + +PART I + +ACQUAINTANCE + + "Just oblige me and touch + With your scourge that minx Chloe, but don't hurt her much." + + + + +The Marriage of William Ashe + + + + +I + + +"He ought to be here," said Lady Tranmore, as she turned away from the +window. + +Mary Lyster laid down her work. It was a fine piece of church +embroidery, which, seeing that it had been designed for her by no less a +person than young Mr. Burne Jones himself, made her the envy of her +pre-Raphaelite friends. + +"Yes, indeed. You made out there was a train about twelve." + +"Certainly. They can't have taken more than an hour to speechify after +the declaration of the poll. And I know William meant to catch that +train if he possibly could." + +"And take his seat this evening?" + +Lady Tranmore nodded. She moved restlessly about the room, fidgeting +with a book here and there, and evidently full of thoughts. Mary Lyster +watched her a little longer, then quietly took up her work again. Her +air of well-bred sympathy, the measured ease of her movements, +contrasted with Lady Tranmore's impatience. Yet in truth she was +listening no less sharply than her companion to the sounds in the +street outside. + +Lady Tranmore made her way to the window, and stood there looking out on +the park. It was the week before Easter, and the plane-trees were not +yet in leaf. But a few thorns inside the park railings were already +lavishly green and there was a glitter of spring flowers beside the park +walks, not showing, however, in such glorious abundance as became the +fashion a few years later. It was a mild afternoon and the drive was +full of carriages. From the bow-window of the old irregular house in +which she stood, Lady Tranmore could watch the throng passing and +repassing, could see also the traffic in Park Lane on either side. +London, from this point of sight, wore a cheerful, friendly air. The dim +sunshine, the white-clouded sky, the touches of reviving green and +flowers, the soft air blowing in from a farther window which was open, +brought with them impressions of spring, of promise, and rebirth, which +insensibly affected Lady Tranmore. + +"Well, I wonder what William will do, this time, in Parliament!" she +said, as she dropped again into her seat by the fire and began to cut +the pages of a new book. + +"He is sure to do extremely well," said Miss Lyster. + +Lady Tranmore shrugged her shoulders. "My dear--do you know that William +has been for eight years--since he left Trinity--one of the idlest young +men alive?" + +"He had one brief!" + +"Yes--somewhere in the country, where all the juniors get one in turn," +said Lady Tranmore. "That was the year he was so keen and went on +circuit, and never missed a sessions. Next year nothing would induce +him to stir out of town. What has he done with himself all these eight +years? I can't imagine." + +"He has grown--uncommonly handsome," said Mary Lyster, with a momentary +hesitation as she threaded her needle afresh. + +"I never remember him anything else," said Lady Tranmore. "All the +artists who came here and to Narroways wanted to paint him. I used to +think it would make him a spoiled little ape. But nothing spoiled him." + +Miss Lyster smiled. "You know, Cousin Elizabeth--and you may as well +confess it at once!--that you think him the ablest, handsomest, and +charmingest of men!" + +"Of course I do," said Lady Tranmore, calmly. "I am certain, +moreover--now--that he will be Prime Minister. And as for idleness, +that, of course, is only a _façon de parler_. He has worked hard enough +at the things which please him." + +"There--you see!" said Mary Lyster, laughing. + +"Not politics, anyway," said the elder lady, reflectively. "He went +into the House to please me, because I was a fool and wanted to see +him there. But I must say when his constituents turned him out last +year I thought they would have been a mean-spirited set if they +hadn't. They knew very well he'd never done a stroke for them. +Attendances--divisions--perfectly scandalous!" + +"Well, here he is, in triumphantly for somewhere else--with all sorts of +delightful prospects!" + +Lady Tranmore sighed. Her white fingers paused in their task. + +"That, of course, is because--now--he's a personage. Everything'll be +made easy for him now. My dear Mary, they talk of England's being a +democracy!" + +The speaker raised her handsome shoulders; then, as though to shake off +thoughts of loss and grief which had suddenly assailed her, she abruptly +changed the subject. + +"Well--work or no work--the first thing we've got to do is to marry +him." + +She looked up sharply. But not the smallest tremor could she detect in +Mary Lyster's gently moving hand. There was, however, no reply to her +remark. + +"Don't you agree, Polly?" said Lady Tranmore, smiling. + +Her smile--which still gave great beauty to her face--was charming, but +a little sly, as she observed her companion. + +"Why, of course," said Miss Lyster, inclining her head to one side that +she might judge the effect of some green shades she had just put in. +"But that surely will be made easy for him, too." + +"Well, after all, the girls can't propose! And I never saw him take any +interest in a girl yet--outside his own family, of course," added Lady +Tranmore, hastily. + +"No--he does certainly devote himself to the married women," replied +Miss Lyster, in the half-absent tone of one more truly interested in her +embroidery than in the conversation. + +"He would sooner have an hour with Madame d'Estrées than a week with the +prettiest miss in London. That's quite true, but I vow it's the girls' +own fault! They should stand on their dignity--snub the creatures +more! In my young days--" + +[Illustration: LADY TRANMORE AND MARY LYSTER] + +"Ah, there wasn't a glut of us then," said Mary, calmly. "Listen!"--she +held up her hand. + +"Yes," said Lady Tranmore, springing up. "There he is." + +She stood waiting. The door flew open, and in came a tall young man. + +"William, how late you are!" said Lady Tranmore, as she flew into his +arms. + +"Well, mother, are you pleased?" + +Her son held her at arm's-length, smiling kindly upon her. + +"Of course I am," said Lady Tranmore. "And you--are you horribly tired?" + +"Not a bit. Ah, Mary!--how do you do?" + +Miss Lyster had risen, and the cousins shook hands. + +"But I don't deny it's very jolly to come back--out of all that beastly +scrimmage," said the new member, as he threw himself into an arm-chair +by the fire with his hands behind his head, while Lady Tranmore prepared +him a cup of tea. + +"I expect you've enjoyed it," said Miss Lyster, also moving towards the +fire. + +"Well, when you're in it there's a certain excitement in wondering how +you're going to come out of it! But one might say that, of course, of +the infernal regions." + +"Not quite," said Mary Lyster, smiling demurely. + +"Polly! you _are_ a Tory. Everybody else's hell has moved--but yours! +Thank you, mother," as Lady Tranmore gave him tea. Then, stretching out +his great frame in lazy satisfaction, he turned his brown eyes from one +lady to the other. "I say, mother, I haven't seen anything as +good-looking as you--or Polly there, if she'll forgive me--for weeks." + +"Hold your tongue, goose," said his mother, as she replenished the +teapot. "What--there were no pretty girls--not one?" + +"Well, they didn't come my way," said William, contentedly munching at +bread-and-butter. "I have gone through all the usual humbug--and +perjured my soul in all the usual ways--without any consolation worth +speaking of." + +"Don't talk nonsense, sir," said Lady Tranmore. "You know you like +speaking--and you like compliments--and you've had plenty of both." + +"You didn't read me, mother!" + +"Didn't I?" she said, smiling. He groaned, and took another piece of +tea-cake. + +"My own family at least, don't you think, might omit that?" + +"H'm, sir--So you didn't believe a word of your own speeches?" said Lady +Tranmore, as she stood behind him and smoothed his hair back from his +forehead. + +"Well, who does?" He looked up gayly and kissed the tips of her fingers. + +"And it's in that spirit you're going back into the House?" Mary Lyster +threw him the question--with a slight pinching of the lips--as she +resumed her work. + +"Spirit? What do you mean, Polly? One plays the game, of course--and it +has its moments--its hot corners, so to speak--or I suppose no one would +play it!" + +"And the goal?" She lifted a gently disapproving face, in a movement +which showed anew the large comeliness of head and neck. + +"Why--to keep the other fellows out, of course!" He lifted an arm and +drew his mother down to sit on the edge of his chair. + +"William, you're not to talk like that," said Lady Tranmore, decidedly, +laying her cheek, however, against his hand the while. "It was all very +well when you were quite a free-lance--but now--Oh! never mind +Mary--she's discreet--and she knows all about it." + +"What--that they're thinking of giving me Hickson's place? Parham has +just written to me--I found the letter down-stairs--to ask me to go and +see him." + +"Oh! it's come?" said Lady Tranmore, with a start of pleasure. Lord +Parham was the Prime Minister. "Now don't be a humbug, William, and +pretend you're not pleased. But you'll have to work, mind!" She held up +an admonishing finger. "You'll have to answer letters, mind!--you'll +have to keep appointments, mind!" + +"Shall I?... Ah!--Hudson--" + +He turned. The butler was in the room. + +"His lordship, my lady, would like to see Mr. William before dinner if +he could make it convenient." + +"Certainly, Hudson, certainly," said the young man. "Tell his lordship +I'll be with him in ten minutes." + +Then, as the butler departed--"How's father, mother?" + +"Oh! much as usual," said Lady Tranmore, sadly. + +"And you?" + +He laid his arm boyishly round her waist, and looked up at her, his +handsome face all affection and life. Mary Lyster, observing them, +thought them a remarkable pair--he in the very prime and heyday of +brilliant youth, she so beautiful still, in spite of the filling-out of +middle life--which, indeed, was at the moment somewhat toned and +disguised by the deep mourning, the sweeping crape and dull silk in +which she was dressed. + +"I'm all right, dear," she said, quietly, putting her hand on his +shoulder. "Now, go on with your tea. Mary--feed him! I'll go and talk to +father till you come." + +She disappeared, and William Ashe approached his cousin. + +"She _is_ better?" he said, with an anxiety that became him. + +"Oh yes! Your election has been everything to her--and your letters. You +know how she adores you, William." + +Ashe drew a long breath. + +"Yes--isn't it bad luck?" + +"William!" + +"For her, I mean. Because, you know--I can't live up to it. I know it's +her doing--bless her!--that old Parham's going to give me this thing. +And it's a perfect scandal!" + +"What nonsense, William!" + +"It is!" he maintained, springing up and standing before her, with his +hands in his pockets. "They're going to offer me the Under-Secretaryship +for Foreign Affairs, and I shall take it, I suppose, and be thankful. +And do you know"--he dropped out the words with emphasis--"that I don't +know a word of German--and I can't talk to a Frenchman for half an hour +without disgracing myself. There--that's how we're governed!" + +He stood staring at her with his bright large eyes--amused, yet +strangely detached--as though he had very little to do with what he was +talking about. + +Mary Lyster met his look in some bewilderment, conscious all the time +that his neighborhood was very agreeable and stirring. + +"But every one says--you speak so well on foreign subjects." + +"Well, any fool can get up a Blue Book. Only--luckily for me--all the +fools don't. That's how I've scored sometimes. Oh! I don't deny +that--I've scored!" He thrust his hands deeper into his pockets, his +whole tall frame vibrant, as it seemed to her, with will and good-humor. + +"And you'll score again," she said, smiling. "You've got a wonderful +opportunity, William. That's what the Bishop says." + +"Much obliged to him!" + +Ashe looked down upon her rather oddly. + +"He told me he had never believed you were such an idler as other people +thought you--that he felt sure you had great endowments, and that you +would use them for the good of your country, and"--she hesitated +slightly--"of the Church. I wish you'd talk to him sometimes, William. +He sees so clearly." + +"Oh! does he?" said Ashe. + +Mary had dropped her work, and her face--a little too broad, with +features a trifle too strongly marked--was raised towards him. Its pale +color had passed into a slight blush. But the more strenuous expression +had somehow not added to her charm, and her voice had taken a slightly +nasal tone. + +Through the mind of William Ashe, as he stood looking down upon her, +passed a multitude of flying impressions. He knew perfectly well that +Mary Lyster was one of the maidens whom it would be possible for him to +marry. His mother had never pressed her upon him, but she would +certainly acquiesce. It would have been mere mock modesty on his part +not to guess that Mary would probably not refuse him. And she was +handsome, well provided, well connected--oppressively so, indeed; a man +might quail a little before her relations. Moreover, she and he had +always been good friends, even when as a boy he could not refrain from +teasing her for a slow-coach. During his electoral weeks in the country +the thought of "Polly" had often stolen kindly upon his rare moments of +peace. He must marry, of course. There was no particular excitement or +romance about it. Now that his elder brother was dead and he had become +the heir, it simply had to be done. And Polly was very nice--quite +sweet-tempered and intelligent. She looked well, moved well, would fill +the position admirably. + +Then, suddenly, as these half-thoughts rushed through his brain, a +breath of something cold and distracting--a wind from the land of +_ennui_--seemed to blow upon them and scatter them. Was it the mention +of the Bishop--tiresome, pompous fellow--or her slightly pedantic +tone--or the infinitesimal hint of "management" that her speech implied? +Who knows? But in that moment perhaps the scales of life inclined. + +"Much obliged to the Bishop," he repeated, walking up and down. "I am +afraid, however, I don't take things as seriously as he does. Oh, I hope +I shall behave decently--but, good Lord, what a comedy it is! You know +the sort of articles"--he turned towards her--"our papers will be +writing to-morrow on my appointment. They'll make me out no end of a +fine fellow--you'll see! And, of course, the real truth is, as you and I +know perfectly well, that if it hadn't been for poor Freddy's death--and +mother--and her dinners--and the chaps who come here--I might have +whistled for anything of the sort. And then I go down to Ledmenham and +stand as a Liberal, and get all the pious Radicals to work for me! It's +a humbugging world--isn't it?" + +He returned to the fireplace, and stood looking down upon her--grinning. + +Mary had resumed her embroidery. She, too, was dimly conscious of +something disappointing. + +"Of course, if you choose to take it like that, you can," she said, +rather tartly. "Of course, everything can be made ridiculous." + +"Well, that's a blessing, anyway!" said Ashe, with his merry laugh. "But +look here, Mary, tell me about yourself. What have you been +doing?--dancing--riding, eh?" + +He threw himself down beside her, and began an elder-brotherly +cross-examination, which lasted till Lady Tranmore returned and begged +him to go at once to his father. + +When he returned to the drawing-room, Ashe found his mother alone. It +was growing dark, and she was sitting idle, her hands in her lap, +waiting for him. + +"I must be off, dear," he said to her. "You won't come down and see me +take my seat?" + +She shook her head. + +"I think not. What did you think of your father?" + +"I don't see much change," he said, hesitating. + +"No, he's much the same." + +"And you?" He slid down on the sofa beside her and threw his arm round +her. "Have you been fretting?" + +Lady Tranmore made no reply. She was a self-contained woman, not readily +moved to tears. But he felt her hand tremble as he pressed it. + +"I sha'n't fret now"--she said after a moment--"now that you've come +back." + +Ashe's face took a very soft and tender expression. + +"Mother, you know--you think a great deal too much of me--you're too +ambitious for me." + +She gave a sound between a laugh and a sob, and, raising her hands, she +smoothed back his curly hair and held his face between them. + +"When do you see Lord Parham?" she asked. + +"Eight o'clock--in his room at the House. I'll send you up a note." + +"You'll be home early?" + +"No--don't wait for me." + +She dropped her hands, after giving him a kiss on the cheek. + +"I know where you're going! It's Madame d'Estrées' evening." + +"Well--you don't object?" + +"Object?" She shrugged her shoulders. "So long as it amuses you--You +won't find _one_ woman there to-night." + +"Last time there were two," he said, smiling, as he rose from the sofa. + +"I know--Lady Quantock--and Mrs. Mallory. Now they've deserted her, I +hear. What fresh gossip has turned up I don't know. Of course," she +sighed, "I've been out of the world. But I believe there have been +developments." + +"Well, I don't know anything about it--and I don't think I want to know. +She's very agreeable, and one meets everybody there." + +"_Everybody_. Ungallant creature!" she said, giving a little pull to his +collar, the set of which did not please her. + +"Sorry! Mother!"--his laughing eyes pursued her--"Do you want to marry +me off directly?--I know you do!" + +"I want nothing but what you yourself should want. Of course, you must +marry." + +"The young women don't care twopence about me!" + +"William!--be a bear if you like, but not an idiot!" + +"Perfectly true," he declared; "not the dazzlers and the high-fliers, +anyway--the only ones it would be an excitement to carry off." + +"You know very well," she said, slowly, "that now you might marry +anybody." + +He threw his head back rather haughtily. + +"Oh! I wasn't thinking about money, and that kind of thing. Well, give +me time, mother--don't hurry me! And now I'd better stop talking +nonsense, change my clothes, and be off. Good-bye, dear--you shall hear +when the job's perpetrated!" + +"William, really!--don't say these things--at least to anybody but me. +You understand very well"--she drew herself up rather finely--"that if I +hadn't known, in spite of your apparent idleness, you would do any work +they _set_ you to do, to your own credit and the country's, I'd never +have lifted a finger for you!" + +William Ashe laughed out. + +"Oh! intriguing mother!" he said, stooping again to kiss her. "So you +admit you did it?" + +He went off gayly, and she heard him flying up-stairs three steps at a +time, as though he were still an untamed Eton boy, and there were no +three weeks' hard political fighting behind him, and no interview which +might decide his life before him. + +He entered his own sitting-room on the second floor, shut the door +behind him, and glanced round him with delight. It was a large room +looking on a side street, and obliquely to the park. Its walls were +covered with books--books which almost at first sight betrayed to the +accustomed eye that they were the familiar companions of a student. +Almost every volume had long paper slips inside it, and when opened +would have been found to contain notes and underlinings in a somewhat +reckless and destructive abundance. A large table, also loaded untidily +with books and papers, stood in the centre of the room; many of them +were note-books, stored with evidences of the most laborious and patient +work; a Cambridge text lay beside them face downward, as he had left it +on departure. His mother's housekeeper, who had been one of his best +friends from babyhood, was the only person allowed to dust his room--but +on the strict condition that she replaced everything as she found it. + +He took up the volume, and plunged a moment headlong into the Greek +chorus that met his eye. "_Jolly!_" he said, putting it down with a sigh +of regret. "These beastly politics!" + +And he went muttering to his dressing-room, summoning his valet almost +with ill-temper. Yet half his library was the library of a politician, +admirably chosen and exhaustively read. + +The footman who answered his call understood his moods and served him at +a look. Ashe complained hotly of the brushing of his dress-clothes, and +worked himself into a fever over the set of his tie. Nevertheless, +before he left he had managed to get from the young man the whole story +of his engagement to the under-housemaid, giving him thereupon some bits +of advice, jocular but trenchant, which James accepted with a readiness +quite unlike his normal behavior in the circles of his class. + + + + +II + + +Ashe took his seat, dined, and saw the Prime Minister. These things took +time, and it was not till past eleven that he presented himself in the +hall of Madame d'Estrées' house in St. James's Place. Most of her guests +were already gathered, but he mounted the stairs together with an old +friend and an old acquaintance, Philip Darrell, one of the ablest +writers of the moment, and Louis Harman, artist and man of fashion, the +friend of duchesses and painter of portraits, a person much in request +in many worlds. + +"What a _cachet_ they have, these houses!" said Harman, looking round +him. "St. James's Place is the top!" + +"Where else would you expect to find Madame d'Estrées?" asked Darrell, +smiling. + +"Yes--what taste she has! However, it was I really who advised her to +take the house." + +"Naturally," said Darrell. + +Harman threw a dubious look at him, then stopped a moment, and with a +complacent proprietary air straightened an engraving on the staircase +wall. + +"I suppose the dear lady has a hundred slaves of the lamp, as usual," +said Ashe. "You advise her about her house--somebody else helps her to +buy her wine--" + +"Not at all, my dear fellow," said Harman, offended--"as if I couldn't +do that!" + +"Hullo!" said Darrell, as they neared the drawing-room door. "What a +crowd there is!" + +For as the butler announced them, the din of talk which burst through +the door implied indeed a multitude--much at their ease. + +They made their way in with difficulty, shaping their course towards +that corner in the room where they knew they should find their hostess. +Ashe was greeted on all sides with friendly words and congratulations, +and a passage was opened for him to the famous "blue sofa" where Madame +d'Estrées sat enthroned. + +She looked up with animation, broke off her talk with two elderly +diplomats who seemed to have taken possession of her, and beckoned Ashe +to a seat beside her. + +"So you're in? Was it a hard fight?" + +"A hard fight? Oh no! One would have had to be a great fool not to get +in." + +"They say you spoke very well. I suppose you promised them everything +they wanted--from the crown downward?" + +"Yes--all the usual harmless things," said Ashe. + +Madame d'Estrées laughed; then looked at him across the top of her fan. + +"Well!--and what else?" + +"You can't wait for your newspaper?" he said, smiling, after a moment's +pause. + +She shrugged her shoulders good-humoredly. + +"Oh! I _know_--of course I know. Is it as good as you expected?" + +"As good as--" The young man opened his mouth in wonder. "What right +had I to expect anything?" + +"How modest! All the same, they want you--and they're very glad to get +you. But you can't save them." + +"That's not generally expected of Under-Secretaries, is it?" + +"A good deal's expected of _you_. I talked to Lord Parham about you last +night." + +William Ashe flushed a little. + +"Did you? Very kind of you." + +"Not at all. I didn't flatter you in the least. Nor did he. But they're +going to give you your chance!" + +She bent forward and lightly patted the sleeve of his coat with the +fingers of a very delicate hand. In this sympathetic aspect, Madame +d'Estrées was no doubt exceedingly attractive. There were, of course, +many people who were not moved by it; to whom it was the conjuring of an +arch pretender. But these were generally of the female sex. Men, at any +rate, lent themselves to the illusion. Ashe, certainly, had always done +so. And to-night the spell still worked; though as her action drew his +particular attention to her face and expression, he was aware of slight +changes in her which recalled his mother's words of the afternoon. The +eyes were tired; at last he perceived in them some slight signs of years +and harass. Up till now her dominating charm had been a kind of timeless +softness and sensuousness, which breathed from her whole +personality--from her fair skin and hair, her large, smiling eyes. She +put, as it were, the question of age aside. It was difficult to think of +her as a child; it had been impossible to imagine her as an old woman. + +"Well, this is all very surprising," said Ashe, "considering that four +months ago I did not matter an old shoe to anybody." + +"That was your own fault. You took no trouble. And besides--there was +your poor brother in the way." + +Ashe's brow contracted. + +"No, that he never was," he said, with energy. "Freddy was never in +anybody's way--least of all in mine." + +"You know what I mean," she said, hastily. "And you know what friends he +and I were--poor Freddy! But, after all, the world's the world." + +"Yes--we all grow on somebody's grave," said Ashe. Then, just as she +became conscious that she had jarred upon him, and must find a new +opening, he himself found it. "Tell me!" he said, bending forward with a +sudden alertness--"who is that lady?" + +He pointed out a little figure in white, sitting in the opening of the +second drawing-room; a very young girl apparently, surrounded by a group +of men. + +"Ah!" said Madame d'Estrées--"I was coming to that--that's my girl +Kitty--" + +"Lady Kitty!" said Ashe, in amazement. "She's left school? I thought she +was quite a little thing." + +"She's eighteen. Isn't she a darling? Don't you think her very pretty?" + +Ashe looked a moment. + +"Extraordinarily bewitching!--unlike other people?" he said, turning to +the mother. + +Madame d'Estrées raised her eyebrows a little, in apparent amusement. + +"I'm not going to describe Kitty. She's indescribable. Besides--you +must find her out. Do go and talk to her. She's to be half with me, half +with her aunt--Lady Grosville." + +Ashe made some polite comment. + +"Oh! don't let's be conventional!" said Madame d'Estrées, flirting her +fan with a little air of weariness--"It's an odious arrangement. Lady +Grosville and I, as you probably know, are not on terms. She says +atrocious things of me--and I--" the fair head fell back a little, and +the white shoulders rose, with the slightest air of languid +disdain--"well, bear me witness that I don't retaliate! It's not worth +while. But I know that Grosville House can help Kitty. So!--" Her +gesture, half ironical, half resigned, completed the sentence. + +"Does Lady Kitty like society?" + +"Kitty likes anything that flatters or excites her." + +"Then of course she likes society. Anybody as pretty as that--" + +"Ah! how sweet of you!" said Madame d'Estrées, softly--"how sweet of +you! I like you to think her pretty. I like you to say so." + +Ashe felt and looked a trifle disconcerted, but his companion bent +forward and added--"I don't know whether I want you to flirt with her! +You must take care. Kitty's the most fantastic creature. Oh! my life +now'll be very different. I find she takes all my thoughts and most of +my time!" + +There was something extravagant in the sweetness of the smile which +emphasized the speech, and altogether, Madame d'Estrées, in this new +maternal aspect, was not as agreeable as usual. Part of her charm +perhaps had always lain in the fact that she had no domestic topics of +her own, and so was endlessly ready for those of other people. Those, +indeed, who came often to her house were accustomed to speak warmly of +her "unselfishness"--by which they meant the easy patience with which +she could listen, smile, and flatter. + +Perhaps Ashe made this tacit demand upon her, no less than other people. +At any rate, as she talked cooingly on about her daughter, he would have +found her tiresome for once but for some arresting quality in that +small, distant figure. As it was, he followed what she said with +attention, and as soon as she had been recaptured by the impatient +Italian Ambassador, he moved off, intending slowly to make his way to +Lady Kitty. But he was caught in many congratulations by the road, and +presently he saw that his friend Darrell was being introduced to her by +the old habitué of the house, Colonel Warington, who generally divided +with the hostess the "lead" of these social evenings. + +Lady Kitty nodded carelessly to Mr. Darrell, and he sat down beside her. + +"That's a cool hand for a girl of eighteen!" thought Ashe. "She has the +airs of a princess--except for the chatter." + +Chatter indeed! Wherever he moved, the sound of the light hurrying voice +made itself persistently heard through the hum of male conversation. + +Yet once, Ashe, looking round to see if Darrell could be dislodged, +caught the chatterer silent, and found himself all at once invaded by a +slight thrill, or shock. + +What did the girl's expression mean?--what was she thinking of? She was +looking intently at the crowded room, and it seemed to Ashe that +Darrell's talk, though his lips moved quickly, was not reaching her at +all. The dark brows were drawn together, and beneath them the eyes +looked sorely out. The delicate lips were slightly, piteously open, and +the whole girlish form in its young beauty appeared, as he watched, to +shrink together. Suddenly the girl's look, so wide and searching, caught +that of Ashe; and he moved impulsively forward. + +"Present me, please, to Lady Kitty," he said, catching Warington's arm. + +"Poor child!" said a low voice in his ear. + +Ashe turned and saw Louis Harman. The tone, however--allusive, intimate, +patronizing--in which Harman had spoken, annoyed him, and he passed on +without taking any notice. + +"Lady Kitty," said Warington, "Mr. Ashe wishes to be presented to you. +He is an old friend of your mother's. Congratulate him--he has just got +into Parliament." + +Lady Kitty drew herself up, and all trace of the look which Ashe had +observed disappeared. She bowed, not carelessly as she had bowed to +Darrell, but with a kind of exaggerated stateliness, not less girlish. + +"I never congratulate anybody," she said, shaking her head, "till I know +them." + +Ashe opened his eyes a little. + +"How long must I wait?" he said, smiling, as he drew a chair beside her. + +"That depends. Are you difficult to know?" She looked up at him +audaciously, and he on his side could not take his eyes from her, so +singular was the small, sparkling face. The hair and skin were very +fair, like her mother's, the eyes dark and full of fire, the neck most +daintily white and slender, the figure undeveloped, the feet and hands +extremely small. But what arrested him was, so to speak, the embodied +contradiction of the personality--as between the wild intelligence of +the eyes and the extreme youth, almost childishness, of the rest. + +He asked her if she had ever known any one confess to being easy, to +know. + +"Well, I'm easy to know," she said, carelessly, leaning back; "but, +then, I'm not worth knowing." + +"Is one allowed to find out?" + +"Oh yes--of course! Do you know--when you were over there, I _willed_ +that you should come and talk to me, and you came. Only," she sat up +with animation, and began to tick off her sentences on her +fingers--"Don't ask me how long I've been in town. Don't ask where I was +in Paris. Don't inquire whether I like balls! You see, I warn you at +once"--she looked up frankly--"that we mayn't lose time." + +"Well, then, I don't see how I'm ever to find out," said Ashe, stoutly. + +"Whether I'm worth knowing?" She considered, then bent forward eagerly. +"Look here! I'll just tell you everything in a lump, and then that'll +do--won't it? Listen. I'm just eighteen. I was sent to the Soeurs +Blanches when I was thirteen--the year papa died. I _didn't_ like +papa--I'm very sorry, but I didn't! However, that's by-the-way. In all +those years I have only seen maman once--she doesn't like children. But +my aunt Grosville has some French relations--very, _very_ 'comme il +faut,' you understand--and I used to go and stay with them for the +holidays. Tell me!--did you ever hunt in France?" + +"Never," said Ashe, startled and amused by the sudden glance of +enthusiasm that lit up the face and expressed itself in the clasped +hands. + +"Oh! it's such heaven," she said, lifting her shoulders with an +extravagant gesture--"such _heaven_! First there are the old +dresses--the men look such darlings!--and then the horns, and the old +ways they have--_si noble!--si distingué!_--not like your stupid English +hunting. And then the dogs! Ah! the _dogs_"--the shoulders went higher +still; "do you know my cousin Henri actually gave me a puppy of the +great breed--_the_ breed, you know--the Dogs of St. Hubert. Or at least +he _would_ if maman would have let me bring it over. And she wouldn't! +Just think of that! When there are thousands of people in France who'd +give the eyes out of their head for one. I cried all one +night--Allons!--faut pas y penser!"--she shook back the hair from her +eyes with an impatient gesture. "My cousins have got a château, you +know, in the Seine-et-Oise. They've promised to ask me next year--when +the Grand-Duke Paul comes--if I'll promise to behave. You see, I'm not a +bit like French girls--I had so many affairs!" + +Her eyes flashed with laughter. + +Ashe laughed too. + +"Are you going to tell me about them also?" + +She drew herself up. + +"No! I play fair, always--ask anybody! Oh, I _do_ want to go back to +France so badly!" Once more she was all appeal and childishness. +"Anyway, I won't stay in England! I have made up my mind to that!" + +"How long has it taken?" + +"A fortnight," she said, slowly--"just a fortnight." + +"That hardly seems time enough--does it?" said Ashe. "Give us a little +longer." + +"No--I--I hate you!" said Lady Kitty, with a strange drop in her voice. +Her little fingers began to drum on the table near her, and to Ashe's +intense astonishment he saw her eyes fill with tears. + +Suddenly a movement towards the other room set in around them. Madame +d'Estrées could be heard giving directions. A space was made in the +large drawing-room--a little table appeared in it, and a footman placed +thereon a glass of water. + +Lady Kitty looked up. + +"Oh, that _detestable_ man!" she said, drawing back. "No--I can't, I +can't bear it. Come with me!" and beckoning to Ashe she fled with +precipitation into the farther part of the inner drawing-room, out of +her mother's sight. Ashe followed her, and she dropped panting and elate +into a chair. + +Meanwhile the outer room gathered to hear the recitation of some _vers +de société_, fondly believed by their author to be of a very pretty and +Praedian make. They certainly amused the company, who laughed and +clapped as each neat personality emerged. Lady Kitty passed the time +either in a running commentary on the reciter, which occasionally +convulsed her companion, or else in holding her small hands over her +ears. + +When it was over, she drew a long breath. + +"How maman _can!_ Oh! how _bête_ you English are to applaud such a man! +You have only _one_ poet, haven't you--one living poet? Ah! I shouldn't +have laughed if it had been he!" + +"I suppose you mean Geoffrey Cliffe?" said Ashe, amused. "Nobody abroad +seems ever to have heard of any one else." + +"Well, of course, I just long to know him! Every one says he is so +dangerous!--he makes all the women fall in love with him. That's +_delicious_! He shouldn't make me! Do you know him?" + +"I knew him at Eton. We were 'swished' together," said Ashe. + +She inquired what the phrase might mean, and when informed, flushed +hotly, denouncing the English school system as quite unfit for gentlemen +and men of honor. Her French cousins would sooner die than suffer such a +thing. Then in the midst of her tirade she suddenly paused, and fixing +Ashe with her brilliant eyes, she asked him a surprising question, in a +changed and steady voice: + +"Is Lady Tranmore not well?" + +Ashe was fairly startled. + +"Thank you, I left her quite well. Have you--" + +"Did maman ask her to come to-night?" + +It was Ashe's turn to redden. + +"I don't know. But--we are in mourning, you see, for my brother." + +Her face changed and softened instantly. + +"Are you? I'm so sorry. I--I always say something stupid. Then--Lady +Tranmore used to come to maman's parties--before--" + +She had grown quite pale; it seemed to him that her hand shook. Ashe +felt an extraordinary pang of pity and concern. + +"It's I, you see, to whom your mother has been kind," he said, gently. +"We're an independent family; we each make our own friends." + +"No--" she said, drawing a deep breath. "No, it's not that. Look at that +room." + +Following her slight gesture, Ashe looked. It was an old, low-ceiled +room, panelled in white and gold, showing here and there an Italian +picture--saint, or holy family, agreeable school-work--from which might +be inferred the tastes if not the _expertise_ of Madame d'Estrées' first +husband, Lord Blackwater. The floor was held by a plentiful collection +of seats, neither too easy nor too stiff; arranged by one who understood +to perfection the physical conditions at least which should surround the +"great art" of conversation. At this moment every seat was full. A sea +of black coats overflowed on the farther side, into the staircase +landing, where through the open door several standing groups could be +seen; and in the inner room, where they sat, there was but little space +between its margin and themselves. It was a remarkable sight; and in his +past visits to the house Ashe had often said to himself that the +elements of which it was made up were still more remarkable. Ministers +and Opposition; ambassadors, travellers, journalists; the men of fashion +and the men of reform; here a French republican official, and beyond +him, perhaps, a man whose ancestors were already of the most ancient +_noblesse_ in Saint-Simon's day; artists, great and small, men of +letters good and indifferent; all these had been among the guests of +Madame d'Estrées, brought to the house, each of them, for some quality's +sake, some power of keeping up the social game. + +But now, as he looked at the room, not to please himself but to obey +Lady Kitty, Ashe became aware of a new impression. The crowd was no +less, numerically, than he had seen it in the early winter; but it +seemed to him less distinguished, made up of coarser and commoner items. +He caught the face of a shady financier long since banished from Lady +Tranmore's parties; beyond him a red-faced colonel, conspicuous alike +for doubtful money-matters and matrimonial trouble; and in a farther +corner the sallow profile of a writer whose books were apt to rouse even +the man of the world to a healthy and contemptuous disgust. Surely these +persons had never been there of old; he could not remember one of them. + +He looked again, more closely. Was it fancy, or was the gathering itself +aware of the change which had passed over it? As a whole, it was +certainly noisier than of old; the shouting and laughter were incessant. +But within the general uproar certain groups had separated from other +groups, and were talking with a studied quiet. Most of the habitué's +were still there; but they held themselves apart from their neighbors. +Were the old intimacy and solidarity beginning to break up?--and with +them the peculiar charm of these "evenings," a charm which had so far +defied a social boycott that had been active from the first? + +He glanced back uncertainly at Lady Kitty, and she looked at him. + +"Why are there no ladies?" she said, abruptly. + +He collected his thoughts. + +"It--it has always been a men's gathering. Perhaps for some men +here--I'm sorry there are such barbarians, Lady Kitty!--that makes the +charm of it. Look at that old fellow there! He is a most famous old +boy. Everybody invites him--but he never stirs out of his den but to +come here. My mother can't get him--though she has tried often." + +And he pointed to a dishevelled, gray-haired gentleman, short in +stature, round in figure, something, in short, like an animated egg, who +was addressing a group not far off. + +Lady Kitty's face showed a variety of expressions. + +"Are there many parties like this in London? Are the ladies asked, and +don't come? I--I don't--understand!" + +Ashe looked at her kindly. + +"There is no other hostess in London as clever as your mother," he +declared, and then tried to change the subject; but she paid no heed. + +"The other day, at Aunt Grosville's," she said, slowly, "I asked if my +two cousins might come to-night, and they looked at me as though I were +mad! Oh, _do_ talk to me!" She came impulsively nearer, and Ashe noticed +that Darrell, standing against the doorway of communication, looked +round at them in amusement. "I liked your face--the very first moment +when I saw you across the room. Do you know--you're--you're very +handsome!" She drew back, her eyes fixed gravely, intently upon him. + +For the first time Ashe was conscious of annoyance. + +"I hope you won't mind my saying so"--his tone was a little short--"but +in this country we don't say those things. They're not--quite polite." + +"Aren't they?" Her eyebrows arched themselves and her lips fell in +penitence. "I always called my French cousin, Henri la Fresnay, _beau!_ +I am sure he liked it!" The accent was almost plaintive. + +Ashe's natural impulse was to say that if so the French cousin must be +an ass. But all in a moment he found himself seized with a desire to +take her little hands in his own and press them--she looked such a +child, so exquisite, and so forlorn. And he did in fact bend forward +confidentially, forgetting Darrell. + +"I want you to come and see my mother?" he said, smiling at her. "Ask +Lady Grosville to bring you." + +"May I? But--" She searched his face, eager still to pour out the +impulsive, uncontrolled confidences that were in her mind. But his +expression stopped her, and she gave a little, resentful sigh. + +"Yes--I'll come. _We_--you and I--are a little bit cousins too--aren't +we? We talked about you at the Grosvilles." + +"Was our 'great-great' the same person?" he said, laughing. "Hope it was +a decent 'great-great.' Some of mine aren't much to boast of. Well, at +any rate, let's _be_ cousins--whether we are or no, shall we?" + +She assented, her whole face lighting up. + +"And we're going to meet--the week after next!" she said, triumphantly, +"in the country." + +"Are we?--at Grosville Park. That's delightful." + +"And _then_ I'll ask your advice--I'll make you tell me--a hundred +things! That's a bargain--mind!" + +"Kitty! Come and help me with tea--there's a darling!" + +Lady Kitty turned. A path had opened through the crowd, and Madame +d'Estrées, much escorted, a vision of diamonds and pale-pink satin, +appeared, leading the way to the supper-room, and the light +"refection," accompanied by much champagne, which always closed these +evenings. + +The girl rose, as did her companion also. Madame d'Estrées threw a +quick, half-satirical glance at Ashe, but he had eyes only for Lady +Kitty, and her transformation at the touch of her mother's voice. She +followed Madame d'Estrées with a singular and conscious dignity, her +white skirts sweeping, her delicately fine head thrown back on her thin +neck and shoulders. The black crowd closed about her; and Ashe's eyes +pursued the slender figure till it disappeared. + +Extreme youth--innocence--protest--pain--was it with these touching and +pleading impressions, after all, that his first talk with Kitty Bristol +had left him? Yet what a little _étourdie_! How lacking in the reserves, +the natural instincts and shrinkings of the well-bred English girl! + + * * * * * + +Darrell and Ashe walked home together, through a windy night which was +bringing out April scents even from the London grass and lilac-bushes. + +"Well," said Darrell, as they stepped into the Green Park, "so you're +safely in. Congratulate you, old fellow. Anything else?" + +"Yes. They've offered me Hickson's place. More fools they, don't you +think?" + +"Good! Upon my word, Bill, you've got your foot in the stirrup now! Hope +you'll continue to be civil to poor devils like me." + +The speaker looked up smiling, but neither the tone nor the smile was +really cordial. Ashe felt the embarrassment that he had once or twice +felt before in telling Darrell news of good fortune. There seemed to be +something in Darrell that resented it--under an outer show of +felicitation. + +However, they went on talking of the political moment and its prospects, +and of Ashe's personal affairs. As to the last, Darrell questioned, and +Ashe somewhat reluctantly replied. It appeared that his allowance was to +be largely raised, that his paralyzed father, in fact, was anxious to +put him in possession of a substantial share in the income of the +estates, that one of the country-houses was to be made over to him, and +so on. + +"Which means, of course, that they want you to marry," said Darrell. +"Well, you've only to throw the handkerchief." + +They were passing a lamp as he spoke, and the light shone on his long, +pale face--a face of discontent--with its large sunken eyes and hollow +cheeks. + +Ashe treated the remark as "rot," and endeavored to get away from his +own affairs by discussing the party they had just left. + +"How does she get all those people together? It's astonishing!" + +"Well, I always liked Madame d'Estrées well enough," said Darrell, "but, +upon my word, she has done a beastly mean thing in bringing that girl +over." + +"You mean?"--Ashe hesitated--"that her own position is too doubtful?" + +"Doubtful, my dear fellow!" Darrell laughed unpleasantly. "I never +really understood what it all meant till the other night when old Lady +Grosville took and told me--more at any rate than I knew before. The +Grosvilles are on the war-path, and they regard the coming of this poor +child as the last straw." + +"Why?" said Ashe. + +Darrell gave a shrug. "Well, you know the story of Madame d'Estrées' +step-daughter--old Blackwater's daughter?" + +"Ah! by his first marriage? I knew it was something about the +step-daughter," said Ashe, vaguely. + +Darrell began to repeat his conversation with Lady Grosville. The tale +threatened presently to become a black one indeed; and at last Ashe +stood still in the broad walk crossing the Green Park. + +"Look here," he said, resolutely, "don't tell me any more. I don't want +to hear any more." + +"Why?" asked Darrell, in amazement. + +"Because"--Ashe hesitated a moment. "Well, I don't want it to be made +impossible for me to go to Madame d'Estrées' again. Besides, we've just +eaten her salt." + +"You're a good friend!" said Darrell, not without something of a sneer. + +Ashe was ruffled by the tone, but tried not to show it. He merely +insisted that he knew Lady Grosville to be a bit of an old cat; that of +course there was something up; but it seemed a shame for those at least +who accepted Madame d'Estrées' hospitality to believe the worst. There +was a curious mixture of carelessness and delicacy in his remarks, very +characteristic of the man. It appeared as though he was at once too +indolent to go into the matter, and too chivalrous to talk about it. + +Darrell presently maintained a rather angry silence. No man likes to be +checked in his story, especially when the check implies something like +a snub from his best friend. Suddenly, memory brought before him the +little picture of Ashe and Lady Kitty together--he bending over her, in +his large, handsome geniality, and she looking up. Darrell felt a twinge +of jealousy--then disgust. Really, men like Ashe had the world too +easily their own way. That they should pose, besides, was too much. + + + + +III + + +Rather more than a fortnight after the evening at Madame d'Estrées', +William Ashe found himself in a Midland train on his way to the +Cambridgeshire house of Lady Grosville. While the April country slipped +past him--like some blanched face to which life and color are +returning--Ashe divided his time between an idle skimming of the +Saturday papers and a no less idle dreaming of Kitty Bristol. He had +seen her two or three times since his first introduction to her--once at +a ball to which Lady Grosville had taken her, and once on the terrace of +the House of Commons, where he had strolled up and down with her for a +most amusing and stimulating hour, while her mother entertained a group +of elderly politicians. And the following day she had come alone--her +own choice--to take tea with Lady Tranmore, on that lady's invitation, +as prompted by her son. Ashe himself had arrived towards the end of the +visit, and had found a Lady Kitty in the height of the fashion, stiff +mannered, and flushed to a deep red by her own consciousness that she +could not possibly be making a good impression. At sight of him she +relaxed, and talked a great deal, but not wisely; and when she was gone, +Ashe could get very little opinion of any kind from his mother, who had, +however, expressed a wish that she should come and visit them in the +country. + +Since then he frankly confessed to himself that in the intervals of his +new official and administrative work he had been a good deal haunted by +memories of this strange child, her eyes, her grace--even in her fits of +proud shyness--and the way in which, as he had put her into her cab +after the visit to Lady Tranmore, her tiny hand had lingered in his, a +mute, astonishing appeal. Haunted, too, by what he heard of her fortunes +and surroundings. What was the real truth of Madame d'Estrées' +situation? During the preceding weeks some ugly rumors had reached Ashe +of financial embarrassment in that quarter, of debts risen to +mountainous height, of crisis and possible disappearance. Then these +rumors were met by others, to the effect that Colonel Warington, the old +friend and support of the d'Estrées' household, had come to the rescue, +that the crisis had been averted, and that the three weekly evenings, so +well known and so well attended, would go on; and with this phase of the +story there mingled, as Ashe was well aware, not the slightest breath of +scandal, in a case where, so to speak, all was scandal. + +And meanwhile what new and dolorous truths had Lady Kitty been learning +as to her mother's history and her mother's position? By Jove! it _was_ +hard upon the girl. Darrell was right. Why not leave her to her French +friends and relations?--or relinquish her to Lady Grosville? Madame +d'Estrées had seen little or nothing of her for years. She could not, +therefore, be necessary to her mother's happiness, and there was a real +cruelty in thus claiming her, at the very moment of her entrance into +society, where Madame d'Estrées could only stand in her way. For +although many a man whom the girl might profitably marry was to be +found among the mother's guests, the influences of Madame d'Estrées' +"evenings" were certainly not matrimonial. Still the unforeseen was +surely the probable in Lady Kitty's case. What sort of man ought she to +marry--what sort of man could safely take the risks of marrying +her--with that mother in the background? + +He descended at the way-side station prescribed to him, and looked round +him for fellow-guests--much as the card-player examines his hand. Mary +Lyster, a cabinet minister--filling an ornamental office and handed on +from ministry to ministry as a kind of necessary appendage, the public +never knew why--the minister's second wife, an attaché from the Austrian +embassy, two members of Parliament, and a well-known journalist--Ashe +said to himself flippantly that so far the trumps were not many. But he +was always reasonably glad to see Mary, and he went up to her, cared for +her bag, and made her put on her cloak, with cousinly civility. In the +omnibus on the way to the house he and Mary gossiped in a corner, while +the cabinet minister and the editor went to sleep, and the two members +of Parliament practised some courageous French on the Austrian attaché. + +"Is it to be a large party?" he asked of his companion. + +"Oh! they always fill the house. A good many came down yesterday." + +"Well, I'm not curious," said Ashe, "except as to one person." + +"Who?" + +"Lady Kitty Bristol." + +Mary Lyster smiled. + +"Yes, poor child, I heard from the Grosville girls that she was to be +here." + +"Why 'poor child'?" + +"I don't know. Quite the wrong expression, I admit. It should be 'poor +hostess.'" + +"Oh!--the Grosvilles complain?" + +"No. They're only on tenter-hooks. They never know what she will do +next." + +"How good for the Grosvilles!" + +"You think society is the better for shocks?" + +"Lady Grosville can do with them, anyway. What a masterful woman! But +I'll back Lady Kitty." + +"I haven't seen her yet," said Mary. "I hear she is a very odd-looking +little thing." + +"Extremely pretty," said Ashe. + +"Really?" Mary lifted incredulous eyebrows. "Well, now I shall know what +you admire." + +"Oh, my tastes are horribly catholic--I admire so many people," said +Ashe, with a glance at the well-dressed elegance beside him. Mary +colored a little, unseen; and the rattle of the carriage as it entered +the covered porch of Grosville Park cut short their conversation. + + * * * * * + +"Well, I'm glad you got in," said Lady Grosville, in her full, loud +voice, "because we are connections. But of course I regard the loss of a +seat to our side just now as a great disaster." + +"Very grasping, on your part!" said Ashe. "You've had it all your own +way lately. Think of Portsmouth!" + +Lady Grosville, however, as she met his bantering look, did not find +herself at all inclined to think of Portsmouth. She was much more +inclined to think of William Ashe. What a good-looking fellow he had +grown! She heaved an inward sigh, of mingled envy and appreciation, +directed towards Lady Tranmore. + +Poor Susan indeed had suffered terribly in the death of her eldest son. +But the handsomer and abler of the two brothers still remained to +her--and the estate was safe. Lady Grosville thought of her own three +daughters, plain and almost dowerless; and of that conceited young man, +the heir, whom she could hardly persuade her husband to invite, once a +year, for appearance sake. + +"Why are we so early?" said Ashe, looking at his watch. "I thought I +should be disgracefully late." + +For he and Lady Grosville had the library to themselves. It was a fine, +book-walled room, with giallo antico columns and Adam decoration; and in +its richly colored lamp-lit space, the seated figure--stiffly erect--of +Lady Grosville, her profile, said by some to be like a horse and by +others to resemble Savonarola, the cap of old Venice point that crowned +her grizzled hair, her black velvet dress, and the long-fingered, ugly, +yet distinguished hands which lay upon her lap, told significantly; +especially when contrasted with the negligent ease and fresh-colored +youth of her companion. + +Grosville Park was rich in second-rate antiques; and there was a +Greco-Roman head above the bookcase with which Ashe had been often +compared. As he stood now leaning against the fireplace, the close-piled +curls, and eyes--somewhat "à fleur de tête"--of the bust were +undoubtedly repeated with some closeness in the living man. Those whom +he had offended by some social carelessness or other said of him when +they wished to run him down, that he was "floridly" handsome; and there +was some truth in it. + +"Didn't you get the message about dinner?" said Lady Grosville. Then, as +he shook his head: "Very remiss of Parkin. I always tell him he loses +his head directly the party goes into double figures. We had to put off +dinner a quarter of an hour because of Kitty Bristol, who missed her +train at St. Pancras, and only arrived half an hour ago. By-the-way, I +suppose you have already seen her--at that woman's?" + +"I met her a week or two ago, at Madame d'Estrées'," said Ashe, +apparently preoccupied with something wrong in the set of his white +waistcoat. + +"What did you think of her?" + +"A charming young lady," said Ashe, smiling. "What else should I think?" + +"A lamb thrown to the wolves," said Lady Grosville, grimly. "How that +woman _could_ do such a thing!" + +"I saw nothing lamblike about Lady Kitty," said Ashe. "And do you +include me among the wolves?" + +Lady Grosville hesitated a moment, then stuck to her colors. + +"You shouldn't go to such a house," she said, boldly--"I suppose I may +say that without offence, William, as I've known you from a boy." + +"Say anything you like, my dear Lady Grosville! So you--believe evil +things--of Madame d'Estrées?" + +His tone was light, but his eyes sought the distant door, as though +invoking some fellow-guest to appear and protect him. + +Lady Grosville did not answer. Ashe's look returned to her, and he was +startled by the expression of her face. He had always known and +unwillingly admired her for a fine Old Testament Christian, one from +whom the language of the imprecatory Psalms with regard to her enemies, +personal and political, might have flowed more naturally than from any +other person he knew, of the same class and breeding. But this +loathing--this passion of contempt--this heat of memory!--these were new +indeed, and the fire of them transfigured the old, gray face. + +"I have known a fair number of bad people," said Lady Grosville, in a +low voice--"and a good many wicked women. But for meanness and vileness +combined, the things I know of the woman who was Blackwater's wife have +no equal in my experience!" + +There was a moment's pause. Then Ashe said, in a voice as serious as her +own: + +"I am sorry to hear you say that, partly because I like Madame +d'Estrées, and partly--because--I was particularly attracted by Lady +Kitty." + +Lady Grosville looked up sharply. "Don't marry her, William!--don't +marry her! She comes of a bad stock." + +Ashe recovered his gayety. + +"She is your own niece. Mightn't a man dare--on that guarantee?" + +"Not at all," said Lady Grosville, unappeased. "I was a hop out of kin. +Besides--a Methodist governess saved me; she converted me, at eighteen, +and I owe her everything. But my brothers--and all the rest of us!" She +threw up her eyes and hands. "What's the good of being mealy mouthed +about it? All the world knows it. A good many of us were mad--and I +sometimes think I see more than eccentricity in Kitty." + +"Who was Madame d'Estrées?" said Ashe. Why should he wince so at the +girl's name?--in that hard mouth? + +Lady Grosville smiled. + +"Well, I can tell you a good deal about that," she said. "Ah!--another +time!" + +For the door opened, and in came a group of guests, with a gush of talk +and a rustling of silks and satins. + + * * * * * + +Everybody was gathered; dinner had been announced; and the white-haired +and gouty Lord Grosville was in a state of seething impatience that not +even the mild-voiced Dean of the neighboring cathedral, engaged in +complimenting him on his speech at the Diocesan Conference, could +restrain. + +"Adelina, need we wait any longer?" said the master of the house, +turning an angry eye upon his wife. + +"Certainly not--she has had ample time," said Lady Grosville, and rang +the bell beside her. + +Suddenly there was a whirlwind of noise in the hall, the angry barking +of a small dog, the sound of a girl's voice laughing and scolding, the +swish of silk skirts. A scandalized butler, obeying Lady Grosville's +summons, threw the door open, and in burst Lady Kitty. + +"Oh! I'm so sorry," said the new-comer, in a tone of despair. "But I +couldn't leave him up-stairs, Aunt Lina! He'd eaten one of my shoes, and +begun upon the other. And Julie's afraid of him. He bit her last week. +_May_ he sit on my knee? I know I can keep him quiet!" + +[Illustration: "A SLIM GIRL IN WHITE AT THE FAR END OF THE LARGE ROOM"] + +Every conversation in the library stopped. Twenty amazed persons turned +to look. They beheld a slim girl in white at the far end of the large +room struggling with a gray terrier puppy which she held under her +left arm, and turning appealing eyes towards Lady Grosville. The dog, +half frightened, half fierce, was barking furiously. Lady Kitty's voice +could hardly be heard through the din, and she was crimson with the +effort to control her charge. Her lips laughed; her eyes implored. And +to add to the effect of the apparition, a marked strangeness of dress +was at once perceived by all the English eyes turned upon her. Lady +Kitty was robed in the extreme of French fashion, which at that moment +was a fashion of flounces; she was much _décolletée;_ and her fair, +abundant hair, carried to a great height, and arranged with a certain +calculated wildness around her small face, was surmounted by a large +scarlet butterfly which shone defiantly against the dark background of +books. + +"Kitty!" said Lady Grosville, advancing indignantly, "what a dreadful +noise! Pray give the dog to Parkin at once." + +Lady Kitty only held the struggling animal tighter. + +"_Please_, Aunt Lina!--I'm afraid he'll bite! But he'll be quite good +with me." + +"Why _did_ you bring him, Kitty? We can't have such a creature at +dinner!" said Lady Grosville, angrily. + +Lord Grosville advanced behind his wife. + +"How do you do, Kitty? Hadn't you better put down the dog and come and +be introduced to Mr. Rankine, who is to take you in to dinner?" + +Lady Kitty shook her fair head, but advanced, still clinging to the dog, +gave a smile and a nod to Ashe, and a bow to the young Tory member +presented to her. + +"You don't mind him?" she said, a flash of laughter in her dark eyes. +"We'll manage him between us, won't we?" + +The young man, dazzled by her prettiness and her strangeness, murmured a +hopeful assent. Lord Grosville, with the air of a man determined on +dinner though the skies fall, offered his arm to Lady Edith Manley, the +wife of the cabinet minister, and made for the dining-room. The stream +of guests followed; when suddenly the puppy, perceiving on the floor a +ball of wool which had rolled out of Lady Grosville's work-table, +escaped in an ecstasy of mischief from his mistress's arm and flew upon +the ball. Kitty rushed after him; the wool first unrolled, then caught; +the table overturned and all its contents were flung pell-mell in the +path of Lady Grosville, who, on the arm of the amused and astonished +minister, was waiting in restrained fury till her guests should pass. + + * * * * * + +"I shall never get over this," said Lady Kitty, as she leaned back in +her chair, still panting, and quite incapable of eating any of the foods +that were being offered to her in quick succession. + +"I don't know that you deserve to," said Ashe, turning a face upon her +which was as grave as he could make it. The attention of every one else +round the room was also in truth occupied with his companion. There was, +indeed, a general buzz of conversation and a general pretence that Lady +Kitty's proceedings might now be ignored. But in reality every guest, +male or female, kept a stealthy watch on the red butterfly and the +sparkling face beneath it; and Ashe was well aware of it. + +"I vow it was not my fault," said Kitty, with dignity. "I was not +allowed to have the dog I should have had. You'd never have found a dog +of St. Hubert condescending to bedroom slippers! But as I had to have a +dog--and Colonel Warington gave me this one three days ago--and he has +already ruined half maman's things, and no one could manage him but me, +I just had to bring him, and trust to Providence." + +"I have been here a good many times," said Ashe, "and I never yet saw a +dog in the sanctuary. Do you know that Pitt once wrote a speech in the +library?" + +"Did he? I'm sure it never made such a stir as Ponto did." Kitty's face +suddenly broke into laughter, and she hid it a moment in her hands. + +"You brazen it out," said Ashe; "but how are you going to appease Lady +Grosville?" + +Kitty ceased to laugh. She drew herself up, and looked seriously, +observantly at her aunt. + +"I don't know. But I must do it somehow. I don't want any more worries." + +So changed were her tone and aspect that Ashe turned a friendly +examining look upon her. + +"Have you been worried?" he said, in a lower voice. + +She shrugged her shoulders and made no reply. But presently she +impatiently reclaimed his attention, snatching him from the lady he had +taken in to dinner, with no scruple at all. + +"Will you come a walk with me to-morrow morning?" + +"Proud," said Ashe. "What time?" + +"As soon as we can get rid of these people," she said, her eye running +round the table. Then as it paused and lingered on the face of Mary +Lyster opposite, she abruptly asked him who that lady might be. + +Ashe informed her. + +"Your cousin?" she said, looking at him with a slight frown. "Your +cousin? I don't--well, I don't think I shall like her." + +"That's a great pity," said Ashe. + +"For me?" she said, distrustfully. + +"For both, of course! My mother's very fond of Miss Lyster. She's often +with us." + +"Oh!" said Kitty, and looked again at the face opposite. Then he heard +her say behind her fan, half to herself and half to him: + +"She does not interest me in the least! She has no ideas! I'm sure she +has no ideas. Has she?" + +She turned abruptly to Ashe. + +"Every one calls her very clever." + +Kitty looked contempt. + +"That's nothing to do with it. It's not the clever people who have +ideas." + +Ashe bantered her a little on the meaning of her words, till he +presently found that she was too young and unpractised to be able to +take his thrusts and return them, with equanimity. She could make a +daring sally or reply; but it was still the raw material of +conversation; it wanted ease and polish. And she was evidently conscious +of it herself, for presently her cheek flushed and her manner wavered. + +"I suppose you--everybody--thinks her very agreeable?" she said, +sharply, her eyes returning to Miss Lyster. + +"She is a most excellent gossip," said Ashe. "I always go to her for the +news." + +Kitty glanced again. + +"I can see that already she detests me." + +"In half an hour?" + +The girl nodded. + +"She has looked at me twice--about. But she has made up her mind--and +she never changes." Then with an abrupt alteration of note she looked +round the room. "I suppose your English dining-rooms are all like this? +One might be sitting in a hearse. And the pictures--no! _Quelles +horreurs_!" + +She raised her shoulders again impetuously, frowning at a huge +full-length opposite of Lord Grosville as M.F.H., a masterpiece indeed +of early Victorian vulgarity. + +Then suddenly, hastily, with that flashing softness which so often +transformed her expression, she turned towards him, trying to make +amends. + +"But the library--that was _bien_--ah! _tr-rès, tr-rès_ bien_!" + +Her r's rolled a little as she spoke, with a charming effect, and she +looked at him radiantly, as though to strike and to make amends were +equally her prerogative, and she asked no man's leave. + +"You've not yet seen what there is to see here," said Ashe, smiling. +"Look behind you." + +The girl turned her slim neck and exclaimed. For behind Ashe's chair was +the treasure of the house. It was a "Dance of Children," by one of the +most famous of the eighteenth-century masters. From the dark wall it +shone out with a flower-like brilliance, a vision of color and of grace. +The children danced through a golden air, their bodies swaying to one of +those "unheard melodies" of art, sweeter than all mortal tunes; their +delicate faces alive with joy. The sky and grass and trees seemed to +caress them; a soft sunlight clothed them; and flowers brushed their +feet. + +Kitty turned back again and was silent. Was it Ashe's fancy, or had she +grown pale? + +"Did you like it?" he asked her. She turned to him, and for the second +time in their acquaintance he saw her eyes floating in tears. + +"It is too beautiful!" she said, with an effort--almost an angry effort. +"I don't want to see it again." + +"I thought it would give you pleasure," said Ashe, gently, suddenly +conscious of a hope that she was not aware of the slight look of +amusement with which Mary Lyster was contemplating them both. + +"So it did," said Kitty, furtively applying her lace handkerchief to her +tears; "but"--her voice dropped--"when one's unhappy--very +unhappy--things like that--things like _Heaven_--hurt! Oh, what a _fool_ +I am!" And she sat straightly up, looking round her. + +There was a pause; then Ashe said, in another voice: + +"Look here, you know this won't do. I thought we were to be cousins." + +"Well?" said Kitty, indifferently, not looking at him. + +"And I understood that I was to be taken into respectable cousinly +counsel?" + +"Well?" said Kitty again, crumbling her bread. "I can't do it here, can +I?" + +Ashe laughed. + +"Well, anyhow, we're going to sample the garden to-morrow morning, +aren't we?" + +"I suppose so," said Kitty. Then, after a moment, she looked at her +right-hand neighbor, the young politician to whom as yet she had +scarcely vouchsafed a word. + +"What's his name?" she asked, under her breath. Ashe repeated it. + +"Perhaps I ought to talk to him?" + +"Of course you ought," said Ashe, with smiling decision, and turning to +the lady whom he had brought in he left her free. + + * * * * * + +When the ladies rose, Lady Grosville led the way to the large +drawing-room, a room which, like the library, had some character, and a +thin elegance of style, not, however, warmed and harmonized by the +delightful presence of books. The walls, blue and white in color, were +panelled in stucco relief. A few family portraits, stiff handlings of +stiff people, were placed each in the exact centre of its respective +panel. There were a few cases of china and a few polished tables. A +crimson Brussels carpet, chosen by Lady Grosville for its +"cheerfulness," covered the floor, and there was a large white sheepskin +rug before the fireplace. A few hyacinths in pots, and the bright fire +supplied the only gay and living notes--before the ladies arrived. + +Still, for an English eye, the room had a certain cold charm, was +moreover full of _history_. It hardly deserved at any rate the shiver +with which Kitty Bristol looked round it. + +But she had little time to dwell upon the room and its meanings, for +Lady Grosville approached her with a manner which still showed signs of +the catastrophe before dinner. + +"Kitty, I think you don't know Miss Lyster yet--Mary Lyster--she wants +to be introduced to you." + +Mary advanced smiling; Kitty held out a limp hand, and they exchanged a +few words standing in the centre of the floor, while the other guests +found seats. + +"What a charming contrast!" said Lady Edith Manley in Lady Grosville's +ear. She nodded smiling towards the standing pair--struck by the fine +straight lines of Mary's satin dress, the roundness of her fine figure, +the oval of her head and face, and then by the little, vibrating, +tempestuous creature beside her, so distinguished, in spite of the +billowing flounces and ribbons, so direct and significant, amid all the +elaboration. + +"Kitty is ridiculously overdressed," said Lady Grosville. "I hope we +shall soon change that. My girls are going to take her to their woman." + +Lady Edith put up her eye-glass slowly and looked at the two Grosville +girls; then back at Kitty. + +Meanwhile a few perfunctory questions and answers were passing between +Miss Lyster and her companion. Mary's aspect as she talked was extremely +amiable; one might have called it indulgent, perhaps even by an +adjective that implied a yet further shade of delicate superiority. +Kitty met it by the same "grand manner" that Ashe had several times +observed in her, a manner caught perhaps from some French model, and +caricatured in the taking. Her eyes meanwhile took note of Mary's face +and dress, and while she listened her small teeth tormented her +under-lip, as though she restrained impatience. All at once in the midst +of some information that Miss Lyster was lucidly giving, Kitty made an +impetuous turn. She had caught some words on the farther side of the +room; and she looked hard, eagerly, at the speaker. + +"Who is that?" she inquired. + +Mary Lyster, with a sharp sense of interruption, replied that she +believed the lady in question was the Grosville's French governess. But +in the very midst of her sentence Kitty deserted her, left her standing +in the centre of the drawing-room, while the deserter fled across it, +and sinking down beside the astonished mademoiselle took the +Frenchwoman's hand by assault and held it in both her own. + +"Vous parlez Français?--vous êtes Française? Ah! ça me fait tant de +bien! Voyons! voyons!--causons un peu!" + +And bending forward, she broke into a cataract of French, all the +elements of her strange, small beauty rushing, as it were, into flame +and movement at the swift sound and cadence of the words, like a dancer +kindled by music. The occasion was of the slightest; the Frenchwoman +might well show a natural bewilderment. But into the slight occasion the +girl threw an animation, a passion, that glorified it. It was like the +leap of a wild rain-stream on the mountains, that pours into the first +channel which presents itself. + +"What beautiful French!" said Lady Edith, softly, to Mary Lyster, who +had found a seat beside her. + +Mary Lyster smiled. + +"She has been at school, of course, in a French convent." Somehow the +tone implied that the explanation disposed of all merit in the +performance. + +"I am afraid these French convent schools are not at all what they +should be," said Lady Grosville. + +And rising to a pyramidal height, her ample moiré dress swelling behind +her, her gray head magnificently crowned by its lace cap and black +velvet _bandeau_, she swept across the room to where the Dean's wife, +Mrs. Winston, sat in fascinated silence observing Lady Kitty. The +silence and the attention annoyed her hostess. The first thing to be +done with girls of this type, it seemed to Lady Grosville, was to prove +to them that they would _not_ be allowed to monopolize society. + + * * * * * + +There are natural monopolies, however, and they are not easy to deal +with. + +As soon as the gentlemen returned, Mr. Rankine, whom she had treated so +badly at dinner, the young agent of the estate, the clergyman of the +parish, the Austrian attaché, the cabinet minister, and the Dean, all +showed a strong inclination to that side of the room which seemed to be +held in force by Lady Kitty. The Dean especially was not to be gainsaid. +He placed himself in the seat shyly vacated by the French governess, and +crossed his thin, stockinged legs with the air of one who means to take +his ease. There was even a certain curious resemblance between him and +Kitty, as was noticed from a distance by Ashe. The Dean, who was very +much a man of the world, and came of an historic family, was, in his +masculine degree, planned on the same miniature scale and with the same +fine finish as the girl of eighteen. And he carried his knee-breeches, +his apron, and his exquisite white head with a natural charm and energy +akin to hers--mellowed though it were by time, and dignified by office. +He began eagerly to talk to her of Paris. His father had been +ambassador for a time under Louis Philippe, and he had boyish memories +of the great house in the Faubourg St. Honoré, and of the Orleanist +ministers and men of letters. And lo! Kitty met him at once, in a glow +and sparkle that enchanted the old man. Moreover, it appeared that this +much-beflounced young lady could talk; that she had heard of the famous +names and the great affairs to which the Dean made allusion; that she +possessed indeed a native and surprising interest in matter of the sort; +and a manner, above all, with the old, alternately soft and daring, +calculated, as Lady Grosville would no doubt have put it, merely to make +fools of them. + +In her cousins' house, it seemed, she had talked with old people, +survivors of the Orleanist and Bourbon régimes--even of the Empire; had +sat at their feet, a small, excited hero-worshipper; and had then rushed +blindly into the memoirs and books that concerned them. So, in this +French world the child had found time for other things than hunting, and +the flattery of her cousin Henri? Ashe was supposed to be devoting +himself to the Dean's wife; but both he and she listened most of the +time to the sallies and the laughter of the circle where Kitty presided. + +"My dear young lady," cried the delighted Dean, "I never find anybody +who can talk of these things--it is really astonishing. Ah, _now_, we +English know nothing of France--nor they of us. Why, I was a mere +school-boy then, and I had a passion for their society, and their +books--for their _plays_--dare I confess it?"--he lowered his voice and +glanced at his hostess--"their plays, above all!" + +Kitty clapped her hands. The Dean looked at her, and ran on: + +"My mother shared it. When I came over for my Eton holidays, she and I +lived at the Théâtre-Français. Ah, those were days! _I_ remember +Mademoiselle Mars in 'Hernani.'" + +Kitty bounded in her seat. Whereupon it appeared that just before she +left Paris she had been taken by a friend to see the reigning idol of +the Comédie-Française, the young and astonishing actress, Sarah +Bernhardt, as Doña Sol. And there began straightway an excited duet +between her and the Dean; a comparison of old and new, a rivalry of +heroines, a hot and critical debate that presently silenced all other +conversation in the room, and brought Lord Grosville to stand gaping and +astounded behind the Dean, reflecting no doubt that this was not +precisely the Dean of the Diocesan Conference. + +The old man indeed forgot his age, the girl her youth; they met as +equals, on poetic ground, till suddenly Kitty, springing up, and to +prove her point, began an imitation of Sarah in the great love-scene of +the last act, before arresting fate, in the person of Don Ruy, breaks in +upon the rapture of the lovers. She absolutely forgot the Grosville +drawing-room, the staring Grosville girls, the other faces, astonished +or severe, neutral or friendly. Out rolled the tide of tragic verse, +fine poetry, and high passion; and though it be not very much to say, it +must at least be said that never had such recitation, in such French, +been heard before within the walls of Grosville Park. Nor had the lips +of any English girl ever dealt there with a poetic diction so +unchastened and unashamed. Lady Grosville might well feel as though the +solid frame of things were melting and cracking round her. + +Kitty ceased. She fell back upon her chair, smitten with a sudden +perception. + +"You made me!" she said, reproachfully, to the Dean. + +The Dean said another "Brava!" and gave another clap. Then, becoming +aware of Lord Grosville's open mouth and eye, he sat up, caught his +wife's expression, and came back to prose and the present. + +"My dear young lady," he began, "you have the most extraordinary +talent--" when Lady Grosville advanced upon him. Standing before him, +she majestically signalled to her husband across his small person. + +"William, kindly order Mrs. Wilson's carriage." + +Lord Grosville awoke from his stupor with a jerk, and did as he was +told. Mrs. Wilson, the agent's timid wife, who was not at all aware that +she had asked for her carriage, rose obediently. Then the mistress of +the house turned to Lady Kitty. + +"You recite very well, Kitty," she said, with cold and stately emphasis, +"but another time I will ask you to confine yourself to Racine and +Corneille. In England we have to be very careful about French writers. +There are, however, if I remember right, some fine passages in +'Athalie.'" + +Kitty said nothing. The Austrian attaché who had been following the +little incident with the liveliest interest, retired to a close +inspection of the china. But the Dean, whose temper was of the quick and +chivalrous kind, was roused. + +"She recites wonderfully! And Victor Hugo is a classic, please, my +lady--just as much as the rest of them. Ah, well, no doubt, no doubt, +there might be things more suitable." And the old man came wavering down +to earth, as the enthusiasm which Kitty had breathed into him escaped, +like the gas from a balloon. "But, do you know, Lady Kitty "--he struck +into a new subject with eagerness, partly to cover the girl, partly to +silence Lady Grosville--"you reminded me all the time so remarkably--in +your voice--certain inflections--of your sister--your step-sister, isn't +it?--Lady Alice? You know, of course, she is close to you to-day--just +the other side the park--with the Sowerbys?" + +The Dean's wife sprang to her feet in despair. In general it was to her +a matter for fond complacency that her husband had no memory for gossip, +and was in such matters as innocent and as dangerous as a child. But +this was too much. At the same moment Ashe came quickly forward. + +"My sister?" said Kitty. "My sister?" + +She spoke low and uncertainly, her eyes fixed upon the Dean. + +He looked at her with a sudden odd sense of something unusual, then went +on, still floundering: + +"We met her at St. Pancras on our way down. If I had only known we were +to have had the pleasure of meeting you--Do you know, I think she is +looking decidedly better?" + +His kindly expression as he rose expected a word of sisterly assent. +Meanwhile even Lady Grosville was paralyzed, and the words with which +she had meant to interpose failed on her lips. + +Kitty, too, rose, looking round for something, which she seemed to find +in the face of William Ashe, for her eyes clung there. + +"My sister," she repeated, in the same low, strained voice. "My sister +Alice? I--I don't know. I have never seen her." + + * * * * * + +Ashe could not remember afterwards precisely how the incident closed. +There was a bustle of departing guests, and from the midst of it Lady +Kitty slipped away. But as he came down-stairs in smoking trim, ten +minutes later, he overheard the injured Dean wrestling with his wife, as +she lit a candle for him on the landing. + +"My dear, what did you look at me like that for? What did the child +mean? And what on _earth_ is the matter?" + + + + +IV + + +After the ladies had gone to bed, on the night of Lady Kitty's +recitation, William Ashe stayed up till past midnight talking with old +Lord Grosville. When relieved of the presence of his women-kind, who +were apt either to oppress him, in the person of his wife, or to puzzle +him, in the persons of his daughters, Lord Grosville was not by any +means without value as a talker. He possessed that narrow but still most +serviceable fund of human experience which the English land-owner, while +our English tradition subsists, can hardly escape, if he will. As +guardsman, volunteer, magistrate, lord-lieutenant, member--for the sake +of his name and his acres--of various important commissions, as military +_attaché_ even, for a short space, to an important embassy, he had +acquired, by mere living, that for which his intellectual betters had +often envied him--a certain shrewdness, a certain instinct, as to both +men and affairs, which were often of more service to him than finer +brains to other persons. But, like most accomplishments, these also +brought their own conceit with them. Lord Grosville having, in his own +opinion, done extremely well without much book education himself, had +but little appreciation for it in others. + +Nevertheless he rarely missed a chance of conversation with William +Ashe, not because the younger man, in spite of his past indolence, was +generally held to be both able and accomplished, but because the elder +found in him an invincible taste for men and women, their fortunes, +oddities, catastrophes--especially the latter--similar to his own. + +Like Mary Lyster, both were good gossips; but of a much more +disinterested type than she. Women indeed as gossips are too apt to +pursue either the damnation of some one else or the apotheosis of +themselves. But here the stupider no less than the abler man showed a +certain broad detachment not very common in women--amused by the human +comedy itself, making no profit out of it, either for themselves or +morals, but asking only that the play should go on. + +The incident, or rather the heroine of the evening, had given Lord +Grosville a topic which in the case of William Ashe he saw no reason for +avoiding; and in the peace of the smoking-room, when he was no longer +either hungry for his dinner or worried by his responsibilities as host, +he fell upon his wife's family, and, as though he had been the manager +of a puppet-show, unpacked the whole box of them for Ashe's +entertainment. + +Figure after figure emerged, one more besmirched than another, till +finally the most beflecked of all was shaken out and displayed--Lady +Grosville's brother and Kitty's father, the late Lord Blackwater. And on +this occasion Ashe did not try to escape the story which was thus a +second time brought across him. Lord Grosville, if he pleased, had a +right to tell it, and there was now a curious feeling in Ashe's mind +which had been entirely absent before, that he had, in some sort, a +right to hear it. + +Briefly, the outlines of it fell into something like this shape: Henry, +fifth Earl of Blackwater, had begun life as an Irish peer, with more +money than the majority of his class; an initial advantage soon undone +by an insane and unscrupulous extravagance. He was, however, a fine, +handsome, voracious gentleman, born to prey upon his kind, and when he +looked for an heiress he was not long in finding her. His first wife, a +very rich woman, bore him one daughter. Before the daughter was three +years old, Lord Blackwater had developed a sturdy hatred of the mother, +chiefly because she failed to present him with a son; and he could not +even appease himself by the free spending of her money, which, so far as +the capital was concerned, was sharply looked after by a pair of +trustees, Belfast manufacturers and Presbyterians, to whom the +Blackwater type was not at all congenial. + +These restrictions presently wore out Lord Blackwater's patience. He +left his wife, with a small allowance, to bring up her daughter in one +of his Irish houses, while he generously spent the rest of her large +income, and his own, and a great deal besides, in London and on the +Continent. + +Lady Blackwater, however, was not long before she obliged him by dying. +Her girl, then twelve years old, lived for a time with one of her +mother's trustees. But when she had reached the age of seventeen her +father suddenly commanded her presence in Paris, that she might make +acquaintance with his second wife. + +The new Lady Blackwater was an extremely beautiful woman, Irish, as the +first had been, but like her in no other respect. Margaret Fitzgerald +was the daughter of a cosmopolitan pair, who after many shifts for a +living, had settled in Paris, where the father acted as correspondent +for various English papers. Her beauty, her caprices, and her "affairs" +were all well known in Paris. As to what the relations between her and +Lord Blackwater might have been before the death of the wife, Lord +Grosville took a frankly uncharitable view. But when that event +occurred, Blackwater was beginning to get old, and Miss Fitzgerald had +become necessary to him. She pressed all her advantages, and it ended in +his marrying her. The new Lady Blackwater presented him with one child, +a daughter; and about two years after its birth he sent for his elder +daughter, Lady Alice, to join them in the sumptuous apartment in the +Place Vendôme which he had furnished for his new wife, in defiance both +of his English and Irish creditors. + +Lady Alice arrived--a fair slip of a girl, possessed, it was plain to +see, by a nervous terror both of her father and step-mother. But Lady +Blackwater received her with effusion, caressed her in public, dressed +her to perfection, and made all possible use of the girl's presence in +the house for the advancement of her own social position. Within a year +the Belfast trustees, watching uneasily from a distance, received a +letter from Lord Blackwater, announcing Lady Alice's runaway marriage +with a certain Colonel Wensleydale, formerly of the Grenadier Guards. +Lord Blackwater professed himself vastly annoyed and displeased. The +young people, furiously in love, had managed the affair, however, with a +skill that baffled all vigilance. Married they were, and without any +settlements, Colonel Wensleydale having nothing to settle, and Lady +Alice, like a little fool, being only anxious to pour all that she +possessed into the lap of her beloved. The father threw himself on the +mercy of the trustees, reminding them that in little more than three +years Lady Alice would become unfettered mistress of her own fortune, +and begging them meanwhile to make proper provision for the rash but +happy pair. Harry Wensleydale, after all, was a rattling good fellow, +with whom all the young women were in love. The thing, though naughty, +was natural; and the colonel would make an excellent husband. + +One Presbyterian trustee left his business in Belfast and ventured +himself among the abominations of Paris. He was much befooled and +befeasted. He found a shy young wife tremulously in love; a handsome +husband; an amiable step-mother. He knew no one in Paris who could +enlighten him, and was not clever enough to invent means of getting +information for himself. He was induced to promise a sufficient income +for the moment on behalf of himself and his co-trustee; and for the rest +was obliged to be content with vague assurances from Colonel Wensleydale +that as soon as his wife came into her property fitting settlements +should be made. + +Four years passed by. The young people lived with the Blackwaters, and +their income kept the establishment going. Lady Alice had a child, and +was at first not altogether unhappy. She was little more than a timid +child herself; and no doubt, to begin with, she was in love. Then came +her majority. In defiance of all her trustees, she gave her whole +fortune to her husband, and no power could prevent her from so doing. + +The Blackwater ménage blazed up into a sudden splendor. Lady +Blackwater's carriage and Lady Blackwater's jewels had never been finer; +and amid the crowds who frequented the house, the slight figure, the +sallow face, and absent eyes of her step-daughter attracted little +remark. Lady Alice Wensleydale was said to be delicate and reserved; she +made no friends, explained herself to no one; and it was supposed that +she occupied herself with her little boy. + +Then one December she disappeared from the apartment in the Place +Vendôme. It was said that she and the boy found the climate of Paris too +cold in winter, and had gone for a time to Italy. Colonel Wensleydale +continued to live with the Blackwaters, and their apartment was no less +sumptuous, their dinners no less talked of, their extravagance no less +noisy than before. But Lady Alice did not come back with the spring; and +some ugly rumors began to creep about. They were checked, however, by +the death of Lord Blackwater, which occurred within a year of his +daughter's departure; by the monstrous debts he left behind him; and by +the sale of the contents of the famous apartment, matters, all of them, +sufficiently ugly or scandalous in themselves to keep the tongues of +fame busy. Lady Blackwater left Paris, and when she reappeared, it was +in Rome as the Comtesse d'Estrées, the wife of yet another old man, +whose health obliged them to winter in the south and to spend the summer +in yachting. Her _salon_ in Rome under Pio Nono became a great +rendezvous for English and Americans, attracted by the historic names +and titles that M. d'Estrées' connections among the Black nobility, his +wealth, and his interest in several of the Catholic banking-houses of +Rome and Naples enabled his wife to command. + +Colonel Wensleydale did not appear. Madame d'Estrées let it be +understood that her step-daughter was of a difficult temper, and now +spent most of her time in Ireland. Her own daughter, her "darling +Kitty," was being educated in Paris by the Soeurs Blanches, and she +pined for the day when the "little sweet" should join her, ready to +spread her wings in the great world. But mothers must not be impatient, +Kitty must have all the advantages that befitted her rank; and to what +better hands could the most anxious mother intrust her than to those +charming, aristocratic, accomplished nuns of the Soeurs Blanches? + +Then one January day M. d'Estrées drove out to San Paolo fuori le Mura, +and caught a blast from the snowy Sabines coming back. In three days he +was dead, and his well-provided widow had snatched the bulk of his +fortune from the hands of his needy and embittered kindred. + +Within six months of his death she had bought a house in St. James's +Place, and her London career had begun. + + * * * * * + +"It is here that we come in," said Lord Grosville, when, with more +digressions and more plainness of speech with regard to his quondam +sister-in-law than can be here reproduced, he had brought his story to +this point. "Blackwater--the old ruffian--when he was dying had a moment +of remorse. He wrote to my wife and asked her to look after his girls, +'For God's sake, Lina, see if you can help Alice--Wensleydale's a +perfect brute.' That was the first light we had on the situation, for +Adelina had long before washed her hands of him; and we knew that _she_ +hated us. Well, we tried; of course we tried. But so long as her +husband lived Alice would have nothing to say to any of us. I suppose +she thought that for her boy's sake she'd better keep a bad business to +herself as much as possible--" + +"Wensleydale--Wensleydale?" said Ashe, who had been smoking hard and +silently beside his host. "You mean the man who distinguished himself in +the Crimea? He died last year--at Naples, wasn't it?" + +Lord Grosville assented. + +It appeared that during the last year of his life Lady Alice had nursed +her husband faithfully through disease and poverty; for scarcely a +vestige of her fortune remained, and an application for money made by +Wensleydale to Madame d'Estrées, unknown to his wife, had been +peremptorily refused. The colonel died, and within three months of his +death Lady Alice had also lost her son and only child, of +blood-poisoning developed in Naples, whither he had been summoned from +school that his father might see him for the last time. + +Then, after seventeen years, Lady Alice came back to her kindred, who +had last seen her as a young girl--gentle, undeveloped, easily led, and +rather stupid. She returned a gray-haired woman of thirty-four, who had +lost youth, fortune, child, and husband; whose aspect, moreover, +suggested losses still deeper and more drear. At first she wrapped +herself in what seemed to some a dull and to others a tragic silence. +But suddenly a flame leaped up in her. She became aware of the position +of Madame d'Estrées in London; and one day, at a private view of the +Academy, her former step-mother went up to her smiling, with +out-stretched hand. Lady Alice turned very pale; the hand dropped, and +Alice Wensleydale walked rapidly away. But that night, in the Grosville +house, she spoke out. + +"She told Lina and myself the whole story. You'd have thought the woman +was possessed. My wife--she's not of the crying sort, nor am I. But she +cried, and I believe--well, I can tell you it was enough to move a +stone. And when she'd done, she just went away, and locked her door, and +let no one say a word to her. She has told one or two other relations +and friends, and--" + +"And the relations and friends have told others?" + +"Well, I can answer for myself," said Grosville after a pause. "This +happened three months ago. I never have told, and never shall tell, all +the details as she told them to us. But we have let enough be known--" + +"Enough?--enough to damn Madame d'Estrées?" + +"Oh, well, as far as the women were concerned, she was mostly that +already. There are other tales going about. I expect you know them." + +"No, I don't know them," said Ashe. + +Lord Grosville's face expressed surprise. "Well, this finished it," he +said. + +"Poor child!" said Ashe, slowly, putting down his cigarette and turning +a thoughtful look on the carpet. + +"Alice?" said Lord Grosville. + +"No." + +"Oh! you mean Kitty? Yes, I had forgotten her for the moment. Yes, poor +child." + +There was silence a moment, then Lord Grosville inquired: + +"What do you think of her?" + +"I?" said Ashe, with a laugh. "I don't know. She's obviously very +pretty--" + +"And a handful!" said Lord Grosville. + +"Oh, quite plainly a handful," said Ashe, rather absently. Then the +memory of Kitty's entry recurred to them both, and they laughed. + +"Not much shyness left in that young woman--eh?" said the old man. "She +tells my girls such stories of her French doings--my wife's had to stop +it. She seems to have had all sorts of love-affairs already. And, of +course, she'll have any number over here--sure to. Some unscrupulous +fellow'll get hold of her, for naturally the right sort won't marry her. +I don't know what we can do. Adelina offered to take her altogether. But +that woman wouldn't hear of it. She wrote Lina rather a good letter--on +her dignity--and that kind of thing. We gave her an opening, and, by +Jove! she took it." + +"And meanwhile Lady Kitty has no dealings with her step-sister?" + +"You heard what she said. Extraordinary girl! to let the thing out plump +like that. Just like the blood. They say anything that comes into their +heads. If we had known that Alice was to be with the Sowerbys this +week-end, my wife would certainly have put Kitty off. It would be +uncommonly awkward if they were to meet--here for instance. Hullo! Is it +getting late?" + +For the whist-players at the end of the library had pushed back their +chairs, and men were strolling back from the billiard-room. + +"I am afraid Lady Kitty understands there is something wrong with her +mother's position," said Ashe, as they rose. + +"I dare say. Brought up in Paris, you see," said the white-haired +Englishman, with a shrug. "Of course, she knows everything she +shouldn't." + +"Brought up in a convent, please," said Ashe, smiling. "And I thought +the French _girl_ was the most innocent and ignorant thing alive." + +Lord Grosville received the remark with derision. + +"You ask my wife what she thinks about French convents. She knows--she's +had lots of Catholic relations. She'll tell you tales." + +Ashe thought, however, that he could trust himself to see that she did +nothing of the sort. + + * * * * * + +The smoking-room broke up late, but the new Under-secretary sat up still +later, reading and smoking in his bedroom. A box of Foreign Office +papers lay on his table. He went through them with a keen sense of +pleasure, enjoying his new work and his own competence to do it, of +which, notwithstanding his remarks to Mary Lyster, he was not really at +all in doubt. Then when his comments were done, and the papers replaced +in the order in which they would now go up to the Secretary of State, he +felt the spring night oppressively mild, and walking to the window, he +threw it wide open. + +He looked out upon a Dutch garden, full of spring flowers in bloom. In +the midst was a small fountain, which murmured to itself through the +night. An orangery or conservatory, of a charming eighteenth-century +design, ran round the garden in a semicircle, its flat pilasters and +mouldings of yellow stone taking under the moonlight the color and the +delicacy of ivory. Beyond the terrace which bordered the garden, the +ground fell to a river, of which the reaches, now dazzling, now sombre, +now slipping secret under woods, and now silverly open to the gentle +slopes of the park, brought wildness and romance into a scene that had +else been tame. Beyond the river on a rising ground was a village church +with a spire. The formal garden, the Georgian conservatory, the park, +the river, the church--they breathed England and the traditional English +life. All that they implied, of custom and inheritance, of strength and +narrowness, of cramping prejudice and stubborn force, was very familiar +to Ashe, and on the whole very congenial. He was glad to be an +Englishman and a member of an English government. The ironic mood which +was tolerably constant in him did not in the least interfere with his +normal enjoyment of normal goods. He saw himself often as a shade among +shadows, as an actor among actors; but the play was good all the same. +That a man should know himself to be a fool was in his eyes, as it was +in Lord Melbourne's, the first of necessities. But fool or no fool, let +him find the occupations that suited him, and pursue them. On those +terms life was still amply worth living, and ginger was still hot in the +mouth. + +This was his usual philosophy. Religiously he was a sceptic, enormously +interested in religion. Should he ever become Prime Minister, as Lady +Tranmore prophesied, he would know much more theology than the bishops +he might be called on to appoint. Politically, at the same time, he was +an aristocrat, enormously interested in liberty. The absurdities of his +own class were still more plain to him perhaps than the absurdities of +the populace. But had he lived a couple of generations earlier he would +have gone with passion for Catholic emancipation, and boggled at the +Reform Bill. And if fate had thrown him on earlier days still, he would +not, like Falkland, have died ingeminating peace; he would have fought; +but on which side, no friend of his--up till now--could have been quite +sure. To have the reputation of an idler, and to be in truth a plodding +and unwearied student; this, at any rate, pleased him. To avow an +enthusiasm, or an affection, generally seemed to him an indelicacy; only +two or three people in the world knew what was the real quality of his +heart. Yet no man feigns shirking without in some measure learning to +shirk; and there were certain true indolences and sybaritisms in Ashe of +which he was fully and contemptuously aware, without either wishing or +feeling himself able to break the yoke of them. + +At the present moment, however, he was rather conscious of much unusual +stirring and exaltation of personality. As he stood looking out into the +English night the currents of his blood ran free and fast. Never had he +felt the natural appetite for living so strong in him, combined with +what seemed to be at once a divination of coming change, and a thirst +for it. Was it the mere advancement of his fortunes--or something +infinitely subtler and sweeter? It was as though waves of softness and +of yearning welled up from some unknown source, seeking an object and an +outlet. + +As he stood there dreaming, he suddenly became conscious of sounds in +the room overhead. Or rather in the now absolute stillness of the rest +of the house he realized that the movements and voices above him, which +had really been going on since he entered his room, persisted when +everything else had died away. + +Two people were talking; or rather one voice ran on perpetually, broken +at intervals by the other. He began to suspect to whom the voice +belonged; and as he did so, the window above his own was thrown open. He +stepped back involuntarily, but not before he had caught a few words in +French, spoken apparently by Lady Kitty. + +"Ciel! what a night!--and how the flowers smell! And the stars--I adore +the stars! Mademoiselle--come here! Mademoiselle! answer me--I won't +tell tales--now do you--_really and truly_--believe in God?" + +A laugh, which was a laugh of pleasure, ran through Ashe, as he +hurriedly put out his lights. + +"Tormentor!" he said to himself--"must you put a woman through her +theological paces at this time of night? Can't you go to sleep, you +little whirlwind?--What's to be done? If I shut my window the noise will +scare her. But I can't stand eavesdropping here." + +He withdrew softly from the window and began to undress. But Lady Kitty +was leaning out, and her voice carried amazingly. Heard in this way +also, apart from form and face, it became a separate living thing. Ashe +stood arrested, his watch that he was winding up in his hand. He had +known the voice till now as something sharp and light, the sign surely +of a chatterer and a flirt. To-night, as Kitty made use of it to expound +her own peculiar theology to the French governess--whereof a few +fragments now and then floated down to Ashe--nothing could have been +more musical, melancholy, caressing. A voice full of sex, and the spell +of sex. + +What had she been talking of all these hours to mademoiselle? A lady +whom she could never have set eyes on before this visit. He thought of +her face, in the drawing-room, as she had spoken of her sister--of her +eyes, so full of a bright feverish pain, which had hung upon his own. + +Had she, indeed, been confiding all her home secrets to this stranger? +Ashe felt a movement of distaste, almost of disgust. Yet he remembered +that it was by her unconventionality, her lack of all proper reticence, +or, as many would have said, all delicate feeling, that she had made her +first impression upon him. Ay, that had been an impression--an +impression indeed! He realized the fact profoundly, as he stood +lingering in the darkness, trying not to hear the voice that thrilled +him. + +At last!--was she going to bed? + +"Ah!--but I am a pig, to keep you up like this! Allez dormir!" (The +sound of a kiss.) "I? Oh no! Why should one go to bed? It is in the +night one begins to live." + +She fell to humming a little French tune, then broke off. + +"You remember? You promise? You have the letter?" + +Asseverations apparently from mademoiselle, and a mention of eight +o'clock, followed by remorse from Kitty. + +"Eight o'clock! And I keep you like this. I am a brute beast! +Allez--allez vite!" And quick steps scudded across the floor above, +followed by the shutting of a door. + +Kitty, however, came back to the window, and Ashe could still hear her +sighing and talking to herself. + +What had she been plotting? A letter? Conveyed by mademoiselle? To whom? + + * * * * * + +Long after all sounds above had ceased Ashe still lay awake, thinking of +the story he had heard from Lord Grosville. Certainly, if he had known +it, he would never have gone familiarly to Madame d'Estrées' house. +Laxity, for a man of his type, is one thing; lying, meanness, and +cruelty are another. What could be done for this poor child in her +strange and sinister position? He was ironically conscious of a sudden +heat of missionary zeal. For if the creature to be saved had not +possessed such a pair of eyes--so slim a neck--such a haunting and +teasing personality--what then? + +The question presently plunged with him into sleep. But he had not +forgotten it when he awoke. + + * * * * * + +He had just finished dressing next morning, when he chanced to see from +the front window of his room, which commanded the main stretch of the +park, the figure of a lady on one of the paths. She seemed to be +returning from the farther end of a long avenue, and was evidently +hurrying to reach the house. As she approached, however, she turned +aside into a shrubbery walk and was soon lost to view. But Ashe had +recognized Mademoiselle D. The matter of the letter recurred to him. He +guessed that she had already delivered it. But where? + +At breakfast Lady Kitty did not appear. Ashe made inquiries of the +younger Miss Grosville, who replied with some tartness that she supposed +Kitty had a cold, and hurried off herself to dress for Sunday-school. It +was not at all the custom for young ladies to breakfast in bed on +Sundays at Grosville Park, and Lady Grosville's brow was clouded. Ashe +felt it a positive effort to tell her that he was not going to church, +and when she had marshalled her flock and carried them off, those left +behind knew themselves, indeed, as heathens and publicans. + +Ashe wandered out with some official papers and a pipe into the spring +sunshine. Mr. Kershaw, the editor, would gladly have caught him for a +political talk. But Ashe would not be caught. As to the interests of +England in the Persian Gulf, both they and Mr. Kershaw might for the +moment go hang. Would Lady Kitty meet him in the old garden at +eleven-thirty, or would she not? That was the only thing that mattered. + +However, it was still more than an hour to the time mentioned. Ashe +spent a while in roaming a wood delicately pied with primroses and +anemones, and then sauntered back into the gardens, which were old and +famous. + +Suddenly, as he came upon a terrace bordered by a thick yew hedge, and +descending by steps to a lower terrace, he became aware of voices in a +strange tone and key--not loud, but, as it were, intensified far beyond +the note of ordinary talk. Ashe stood still; for he had recognized the +voice of Lady Kitty. But before he had made up his mind what to do a +lady began to ascend the steps which connected the upper terrace with +the lower. She came straight towards him, and Ashe looked at her with +astonishment. She was not a member of the Grosville house party, and +Ashe had never seen her before. Yet in her pale, unhappy face there was +something that recalled another person; something, too, in her gait and +her passionate energy of movement. She swept past him, and he saw that +she was tall and thin, and dressed in deep mourning. Her eyes were set +on some inner vision; he felt that she scarcely saw him. She passed like +an embodied grief--menacing and lamentable. + +Something like a cry pursued her up the steps. But she did not turn. She +walked swiftly on, and was soon lost to sight in the trees. + +Ashe hesitated a moment, then hurried down the steps. + +On a stone seat beneath the yew hedge, Kitty Bristol lay prone. He heard +her sobs, and they went most strangely through his heart. + +"Lady Kitty!" he said, as he stood beside her and bent over her. + +She looked up, and showed no surprise. Her face was bathed in tears, but +her hand sought his piteously and drew him towards her. + +"I have seen my sister," she said, "and she hates me. What have I done? +I think I shall die of despair!" + + + + +V + + +The effect of the few sobbing words, with which Kitty Bristol had +greeted his presence beside her, upon the feeling of William Ashe was +both sharp and deep, for they seemed already to imply a peculiar +relation, a special link between them. Had it not, indeed, begun in that +very moment at St. James's Place when he had first caught sight of her, +sitting forlorn in her white dress?--when she had "willed" him to come +to her, and he came? Surely--though as to this he had his qualms--she +could not have spoken with this abandonment to any other of her new +English acquaintances? To Darrell, for instance, who was expected at +Grosville Park that evening. No! From the beginning she had turned to +him, William Ashe; she had been conscious of the same mutual +understanding, the same sympathy in difference that he himself felt. + +It was, at any rate, with the feeling of one whose fate has most +strangely, most unexpectedly overtaken him that he sat down beside her. +His own pulses were running at a great rate; but there was to be no sign +of it for her. He tried, indeed, to calm her by that mere cheerful +strength and vitality of which he was so easily master. "Why should you +be in despair?" he said, bending towards her. "Tell me. Let me try and +help you. Was your sister unkind to you?" + +Kitty made no reply at once. The tears that brimmed her large eyes +slipped down her cheeks without disfiguring her. She was looking +absently, intently, into a dark depth of wood as though she sought there +for some truth that escaped her--truth of the past or of the present. + +"I don't know," she said, at last, shaking her head, "I don't know +whether it was unkind. Perhaps it was only what we deserve, maman and +I." + +"You!" cried Ashe. + +"Yes," she said, passionately. "Who's going to separate between maman +and me? If she's done mean, shocking things, the people she's done them +to will hate me too. They _shall_ hate me! It's right." + +She turned to him violently. She was very white, and her little hands as +she sat there before him, proudly erect, twisted a lace handkerchief +between them that would soon be in tatters. Somehow Ashe winced before +the wreck of the handkerchief; what need to ruin the pretty, fragile +thing? + +"I am quite sure no one will ever hate you for what you haven't done," +he said, steadily. "That would be abominably unfair. But, you see, I +don't understand--and I don't like--I don't wish--to ask questions." + +"_Do_ ask questions!" she cried, looking at him almost reproachfully. +"That's just what I want you to do--Only," she added, hanging her head +in depression, "I shouldn't know what to answer. I am played with, and +treated as a baby! There is something horrible the matter--and no one +trusts me--every one keeps me in the dark. No one ever thinks whether I +am miserable or not." + +She raised her hands to her eyes and vehemently wiped away her tears +with the tattered lace handkerchief. In all these words and actions, +however, she was graceful and touching, because she was natural. She was +not posing or conscious, she was hiding nothing. Yet Ashe felt certain +she could act a part magnificently; only it would not be for the lie's +sake, but for the sake of some romantic impulse or imagination. + +"Why should you torment yourself so?" he asked her, kindly. Her hand had +dropped and lay beside her on the bench. To his own amazement he found +himself clasping it. "Isn't it better to forget old griefs? You can't +help what happened years ago--you can't undo it. You've got to live your +own life--_happily_! And I just wish you'd set about it." + +He smiled at her, and there were few faces more attractive than his when +he let his natural softness have its way, without irony. She let her +eyes be drawn to his, and as they met he saw a flush rise in her clear +skin and spread to the pale gold of her hair. The man in him was +marvellously pleased by that flush--fascinated, indeed. But she gave him +small time to observe it; she drew herself impatiently away. + +"Of course, you don't understand a word about it," she said, "or you +couldn't talk like that. But I'll tell you." Her eyes, half miserable, +half audacious, returned to him. "My sister--came here--because I sent +for her. I made mademoiselle go with a letter. Of course, I knew there +was a mystery--I knew the Grosvilles did not want us to meet--I knew +that she and maman hated each other. But maman will tell me nothing--and +I have a _right_ to know." + +"No, you have no right to know," said Ashe, gravely. + +She looked at him wildly. + +"I have--I have!" she repeated, passionately. "Well, I told my sister to +meet me here--I had forgotten, you see, all about you! My mind was so +full of Alice. And when she came I felt as if it was a dream--a +horrible, tragic dream. You know--she is _so_ like me--which means, I +suppose, that we are both like papa. Only her face--it's not handsome, +oh no--but it's stern--and--yes, noble! I was proud of her. I would like +to have gone on my knee and kissed her dress. But she would not take my +hand--she would hardly speak to me. She said she had come, because it +was best, now that I was in England, that we should meet once, and +understand that we _couldn't_ meet--that we could never, never be +friends. She said that she hated my mother--that for years she had kept +silence, but that now she meant to punish maman--to drive her from +London. And then"--the girl's lips trembled under the memory--"she came +close to me, and she looked into my eyes, and she said, 'Yes, we're like +each other---we're like our father--and it would be better for us both +if we had never been born--'" + +"Ah, cruel!" cried Ashe, involuntarily, and once more his hand found +Kitty's small fingers and pressed them in his. + +Kitty looked at him with a strange, exalted look. + +"No. I think it's true. I often think I'm not made to be happy. I can't +ever be happy--it's not in me." + +"It's in you to say foolish things then!" said Ashe, lightly, and +crossing his arms he tried to assume the practical elder-brotherly air, +which he felt befitted the situation--if anything befitted it. For in +truth it seemed to him one singularly confused and ugly. Their talk +floated above tragic depths, guessed at by him, wholly unknown to her. +And yet her youth shrank from it knew not what--"as an animal shrinks +from shadows in the twilight." She seemed to him to sit enwrapped in a +vague cloud of shame, resenting and hating it, yet not able to escape +from thinking and talking of it. But she must not talk of it. + +She did not answer his last remark for a little while. She sat looking +before her, overwhelmed, it seemed, by an inward rush of images and +sensations. Till, with a sudden movement, she turned to him and said, +smiling, quite in her ordinary voice: + +"Do you know why I shall never be happy? It is because I have such a bad +temper." + +"Have you?" said Ashe, smiling. + +She gave him a curious look. + +"You don't believe it? If you had been in the convent, you would have +believed it. I'm mad sometimes--quite mad; with pride, I suppose, and +vanity. The Soeurs said it was that." + +"They had to explain it somehow," said Ashe. "But I am quite sure that +if I lived in a convent I should have a furious temper." + +"You!" she said, half contemptuously. "You couldn't be ill-tempered +anywhere. That's the one thing I don't like about you--you're too +calm--too--too satisfied. It's--Well! you said a sharp thing to me, so I +don't see why I shouldn't say one to you. You shouldn't look as though +you enjoyed your life so much. It's _bourgeois_! It is, indeed." And she +frowned upon him with a little extravagant air that amused him. + +By some prescience, she had put on that morning a black dress of thin +material, made with extreme simplicity. No flounces, no fanfaronnade. A +little girlish dress, that made the girlish figure seem even frailer and +lighter than he remembered it the night before in the splendors of her +Paris gown. Her large black hat emphasized the whiteness of her brow, +the brilliance of her most beautiful eyes; and then all the rest was +insubstantial sprite and airy nothing, to be crushed in one hand. And +yet what untamed, indomitable things breathed from it--a self surely +more self, more intensely, obstinately alive than any he had yet known. + +Her attack had brought the involuntary blood to his cheeks, which +annoyed him. But he invited her to say why cheerfulness was a vice. She +replied that no one should look success--as much as he did. + +"And you scorn success?" + +"Scorn it!" She drew a long breath, clasped both her hands above her +head, then slowly let the thin arms fall again. "Scorn it! What +nonsense! But everybody who hasn't got it hates those who have." + +"Don't hate me!" said Ashe, quickly. + +"Yes," she said, with stubbornness, "I must. Do you know why I was such +a wild-cat at school? Because some of the other girls were more +important than I--much more important--and richer--and more +beautiful--and people paid them more attention. And that seemed to +_burn_ the heart in me." She pressed her hands to her breast with a +passionate gesture. "You know the French word _panache_? Well, that's +what I care for --that's what I _adore_! To be the first--the best--the +most distinguished. To be envied--and pointed at--obeyed when I lift my +finger--and then to come to some great, glorious, tragic end!" + +Ashe moved impatiently. + +"Lady Kitty, I don't like to hear you talk like this. It's wild, and +it's also--I beg your pardon--" + +"In bad taste?" she said, catching him up breathlessly. "That's what you +meant, isn't it? You said it to me before, when I called you handsome." + +"Pshaw!" he said, in vexation. She watched him throw himself back and +feel for his cigarette-case; a gesture of her hand gave him leave; she +waited, smiling, till he had taken a few calming whiffs. Then she gently +moved towards him. + +"Don't be angry with me!" she said, in a sweet, low voice. "Don't you +understand how hard it is--to have that nature--and then to come here +out of the convent--where one had lived on dreams--and find one's +self--" + +She turned her head away. Ashe put down his new-lit cigarette. + +"Find yourself?" he repeated. + +"Everybody scorns me!" she said, her brow drooping. + +Ashe exclaimed. + +"You know it's true. My mother is not received. Can you deny that?" + +"She has many friends," said Ashe. + +"She is _not received_. When I speak of her no one answers me. Lady +Grosville asked me here--_me_--out of charity. It would be thought a +disgrace to marry me--" + +"Look here, Lady Kitty!--" + +"And I"--she wrung her small hands, as though she clasped the necks of +her enemies--"I would never _look_ at a man who did not think it the +glory of his life to win me. So you see, I shall never marry. But then +the dreadful thing is--" + +She let him see a white, stormy face. + +"That I have no loyalty to maman--I--I don't think I even love her." + +Ashe surveyed her gravely. + +"You don't mean that," he said. + +"I think I do," she persisted. "I had a horrid childhood. I won't tell +tales; but, you see, I don't _know_ maman. I know the Soeurs much +better. And then for some one you don't know--to have to--to have to +bear--this horrible thing--" + +She buried her face in her hands. Ashe looked at her in perplexity. + +"You sha'n't bear anything horrible," he said, with energy. "There are +plenty of people who will take care of that. Do you mind telling +me--have there been special difficulties just lately?" + +"Oh yes," she said, calmly, looking up, "awful! Maman's debts +are--well--ridiculous. For that alone I don't think she'll be able to +stay in London--apart from--Alice." + +The name recalled all she had just passed through, and her face +quivered. "What will she do?" she said, under her breath. "How will she +punish us?--and why?--for what?" + +Her dread, her ignorance, her fierce, bruised vanity, her struggling +pride, her helplessness, appealed amazingly to the man beside her. He +began to talk to her very gently and wisely, begging her to let the past +alone, to think only what could be done to help the present. In the +first place, would she not let his mother be of use to her? + +He could answer for Lady Tranmore. Why shouldn't Lady Kitty spend the +summer with her in Scotland? No doubt Madame d'Estrées would be abroad. + +"Then I must go with her," said Kitty. + +Ashe hesitated. + +"Of course, if she wishes it." + +"But I don't know that she will wish it. She is not very fond of me," +said Kitty, doubtfully. "Yes, I would like to stay with Lady Tranmore. +But will your cousin be there?" + +"Miss Lyster?" + +Kitty nodded. + +"How can I tell? Of course, she is often there." + +"It is quite curious," said Kitty, after reflection, "how we dislike +each other. And it is so odd. You know most people like me!" + +She looked up at him without a trace of coquetry, rather with a certain +timidity that feared possible rebuff. "That's always been my +difficulty," she went on, "till now. Everybody spoils me. I always get +my own way. In the convent I was indulged and flattered, and then they +wondered that I made all sorts of follies. I want a guide--that's quite +certain--somebody to tell me what to do." + +"I would offer myself for the post," said Ashe, "but that I feel +perfectly sure that you would never follow anybody's advice in +anything." + +"Yes, I would," she said, wistfully. "I would--" + +Ashe's face changed. + +"Ah, if you would--" + +She sprang up. "Do you see "--she pointed to some figures on a distant +path--"they are coming back from church. You understand?--_nobody_ must +know about my sister. It will come round to Aunt Lina, of course; but I +hope it'll be when I'm gone. If she knew now, I should go back to London +to-day." + +Ashe made it clear to her that he would be discretion itself. They left +the bench, but, as they began to ascend the steps, Kitty turned back. + +"I wish I hadn't seen her," she said, in a miserable tone, the tears +flooding once more into her eyes. + +Ashe looked at her with great kindness, but without speaking. The moment +of sharp pain passed, and she moved on languidly beside him. But there +was an infection in his strong, handsome presence, and her smiles soon +came back. By the time they neared the house, indeed, she seemed to be +in wild spirits again. + +Did he know, she asked him, that three more guests were coming that +afternoon--Mr. Darrell, Mr. Louis Harman, _and_--Mr. Geoffrey Cliffe? +She laid an emphasis on the last name, which made Ashe say, carelessly: + +"You want to meet him so much?" + +"Of course. Doesn't all the world?" + +Ashe replied that he could only answer for himself, and as far as he was +concerned he could do very well without Cliffe's company at all times. + +Whereupon Kitty protested with fire that other men were jealous of such +a famous person because women liked him--because-- + +"Because the man's a coxcomb and the women spoil him?" + +"A coxcomb!" + +Kitty was up in arms. + +"Pray, is he not a great traveller?--_a very_ great traveller?" she +asked, with indignation. + +"Certainly, by his own account." + +"And a most brilliant writer?" + +"Macaulayese," said Ashe, perversely, "and not very good at that." + +Kitty was at first struck dumb, and then began a voluble protest against +unfairness so monstrous. Did not all intelligent people read and admire? +It was mere jealousy, she repeated, to deny the gentleman's claims. + +Ashe let her talk and quote and excite herself, applying every now and +then a little sly touch of the goad, to make her still run on, and so +forget the tragic hour which had overshadowed her. And meanwhile all he +cared for was to watch the flashing of her face and eyes, and the play +of the wind in her hair, and the springing grace with which she moved. +Poor child!--it all came back to that--poor child!--what was to be done +with her? + + * * * * * + +At luncheon--the Sunday luncheon--which still, at Grosville Park, as in +the early Victorian days of Lord Grosville's mother, consisted of a huge +baronial sirloin to which all else upon the varied table appeared as +appurtenance and appendage, Ashe allowed himself the inward reflection +that the Grosville Park Sundays were degenerating. Both Lord and Lady +Grosville had been good hosts in their day; and the downrightness of the +wife had been as much to the taste of many as the agreeable gossip of +the husband. But on this occasion both were silent and absent-minded. +Lady Grosville showed no generalship in placing her guests; the wrong +people sat next to each other, and the whole party dragged--without a +leader. + +And certainly Kitty Bristol did nothing to enliven it. She sat very +silent, her black dress changing her a good deal, to Ashe's thinking, +bringing back, as he chose to fancy, the pale convent girl. Was it so +that she went through her pious exercises?--by-the-way, she was, of +course, a Catholic?--said her lessons, and went to her confessor? Had +the French cousin with whom she rode stag-hunting ever seen her like +this? No; Ashe felt certain that "Henri" had never seen her, except as a +fashion-plate, or _en amazone_. He could have made nothing of this ghost +in black--this distinguished, piteous, little ghost. + +After luncheon it became tolerably clear to Ashe that Lady Grosville's +preoccupation had a cause. And presently catching him alone in the +library, whither he had retired with some official papers, she closed +the door with deliberate care, and stood before him. + +"I see you are interested in Kitty, and I feel as if I must tell you, +and ask your opinion. William, do you know what that child has been +doing?" + +He looked up from his writing. + +"Ah!--what have you been discovering?" + +"Grosville told you the story last night." + +Ashe nodded. + +"Well--Kitty wrote to Alice this morning--and they met. Alice has kept +her room since--prostrate--so the Sowerbys tell me. I have just had a +note from Mrs. Sowerby. Wasn't it an extraordinary, an indelicate thing +to do?" + +Ashe studied the frowning lady a moment--so large and daunting in her +black silk and white lace. She seemed to suggest all those aspects of +the English Sunday for which he had most secret dislike--its Pharisaism +and dulness and heavy meals. He felt himself through and through Lady +Kitty's champion. + +"I should have thought it very natural," was his reply. + +Lady Grosville threw up her hands. + +"Natural!--when she knows--" + +"How can she know?" cried Ashe, hotly. "How can such a child know or +guess anything? She only knows that there is some black charge against +her mother, on which no one will enlighten her. How can they? But +meanwhile her mother is ostracized, and she feels herself dragged into +the disgrace, not understanding why or wherefore. Could anything be more +pathetic--more touching?" + +In his heat of feeling he got up, and began to pace up and down. Lady +Grosville's countenance expressed first astonishment--then wavering. + +"Oh--of course, it's very sad," she said--"extremely sad. But I should +have thought Kitty was clever enough to understand at least that Alice +must have some grave reason for breaking with her mother--" + +"Don't you all forget what a child she is," said Ashe, indignantly--"not +yet nineteen!" + +"Yes, that's true," said Lady Grosville, grudgingly. "I must confess I +find it difficult to judge her fairly. She's so different from my own +girls." + +Ashe hastily agreed. Then it struck him as odd that he should have +fallen so quickly into this position of Kitty's defender with her +father's family; and he drew in his horns. He resumed his work, and Lady +Grosville sat for a while, her hands in her lap, quietly observing him. + +At last she said: + +"So you think, William, I had better leave Kitty alone?" + +"About what?" Ashe raised his curly head with a laugh. "Don't put too +much responsibility on me. I know nothing about young ladies." + +"I don't know that I do--much," said Lady Grosville, candidly. "My own +daughters are so exceptional." + +Ashe held his peace. Distant cousins as they were, he hardly knew the +Grosville girls apart, and had never yet grasped any reason why he +should. + +"At any rate, I see clearly," said Lady Grosville, after another pause, +"that you're very sorry for Kitty. Of course, it's very nice of you, and +I find it's what most people feel." + +"Hang it! dear Lady Grosville, why shouldn't they?" said Ashe, turning +round on his chair. "If ever there was a forlorn little person on earth, +I thought Lady Kitty was that person at lunch to-day." + +"And after that absurd exhibition last night!" said Lady Grosville, with +a shrug. "You never know where to have her. You think she looked ill?" + +"I am sure she has got a splitting headache," said Ashe, boldly. "And +why you and Grosville shouldn't be as sorry for her as for Lady Alice I +can't imagine. _She's_ done nothing." + +"No, that's true," said Lady Grosville, as she rose. Then she added: +"I'll go and see if she has a headache. You must consult with us, +William; you know the mother so well." + +"Oh, I'm no good!" said Ashe, with energy. "But I'm sure that kindness +would pay with Lady Kitty." + +He smiled at her, wishing to Heaven she would go. + +Lady Grosville stared. + +"I hope we are always kind to her," she said, with a touch of +haughtiness. And then the library door closed behind her. + + * * * * * + +"Kindness" was indeed, that afternoon, the order of the day, as from the +Grosvilles to Lady Kitty. Ashe wondered how she liked it. The girls +followed her about with shawls. Lady Grosville installed her on a sofa +in the back drawing-room. A bottle of sal-volatile appeared, and +Caroline Grosville, instead of going twice to Sunday-school, devoted +herself to fanning Kitty, though the weather--which was sunny, with a +sharp east wind--suggested, to Ashe's thinking, fires rather than fans. + +He was himself carried off for the customary Sunday walk, Mr. Kershaw +being now determined to claim the sacred rights of the press. The +walkers left the house by a garden door, to reach which they had to pass +through the farther drawing-room. Kitty, a picturesque figure on the +sofa, nodded farewell to Ashe, and then, unseen by Caroline Grosville, +who sat behind her, shot him a last look which drove him to a +precipitate exit lest the inward laugh should out. + +The walk through the flat Cambridgeshire country was long and strenuous. +Though for at least half of it the active journalist who was Ashe's +companion conceived the poorest opinion of the new minister. Ashe knew +nothing; had no opinions; cared for nothing, except now and then for the +stalking of an unfamiliar bird, or the antics of the dogs, or tales of +horse-racing, of which he talked with a fervor entirely denied to those +high political topics of which Kershaw's ardent soul was full. + +Again and again did the journalist put them under his nose in their most +attractive guise. In vain; Ashe would have none of them. Till suddenly a +chance word started an Indian frontier question, vastly important, and +totally unknown to the English public. Ashe casually began to talk; the +trickle became a stream, and presently he was holding forth with an +impetuosity, a knowledge, a matured and careful judgment that fairly +amazed the man beside him. + +The long road, bordered by the flat fen meadows, the wide silver sky, +the gently lengthening day, all passed unnoticed. The journalist found +himself in the grip of a _mind_--strong, active, rich. He gave himself +up with docility, yet with a growing astonishment, and when they stood +once more on the steps of the house he said to his companion: + +"You must have followed these matters for years. Why have you never +spoken in the House, or written anything?" + +Ashe's aspect changed at once. + +"What would have been the good?" he said, with his easy smile. "The +fellows who didn't know wouldn't have believed me; and the fellows who +knew didn't want telling." + +A shade of impatience showed in Kershaw's aspect. + +"I thought," he said, "ours was government by discussion." + +Ashe laughed, and, turning on the steps, he pointed to the splendid +gardens and finely wooded park. + +"Or government by country-houses--which? If you support us in this--as I +gather you will--this walk will have been worth a debate--now won't it?" + +The flattered journalist smiled, and they entered the house. From the +inner hall Lord Grosville perceived them. + +"Geoffrey Cliffe's arrived," he said to Ashe, as they reached him. + +"Has he?" said Ashe, and turned to go up-stairs. + +But Kershaw showed a lively interest. "You mean the traveller?" he asked +of his host. + +"I do. As mad as usual," said the old man. "He and my niece Kitty make a +pair." + + + + +VI + + +When Ashe returned to the drawing-room he found it filled with the sound +of talk and laughter. But it was a talk and laughter in which the +Grosville family seemed to have itself but little part. Lady Grosville +sat stiffly on an early Victorian sofa, her spectacles on her nose, +reading the _Times_ of the preceding day, or appearing to read it. Amy +Grosville, the eldest girl, was busy in a corner, putting the finishing +touches to a piece of illumination; while Caroline, seated on the floor, +was showing the small child of a neighbor how to put a picture-puzzle +together. Lord Grosville was professedly in a farther room, talking with +the Austrian count; but every other minute he strolled restlessly into +the big drawing-room, and stood at the edge of the talk and laughter, +only to turn on his heel again and go back to the count--who meanwhile +appeared in the opening between the two rooms, his hands on his hips, +eagerly watching Kitty Bristol and her companions, while waiting, as +courtesy bade him, for the return of his host. + +Ashe at once divined that the Grosville family were in revolt. Nor had +he to look far to discover the cause. + +Was that astonishing young lady in truth identical with the pensive +figure of the morning? Kitty had doffed her black, and she wore a +"demi-toilette" gown of the utmost elegance, of which the expensiveness +had, no doubt, already sunk deep into Lady Grosville's soul. At +Grosville Park the new fashion of "tea-gowns" was not favorably +regarded. It was thought to be a mere device of silly and extravagant +women, and an "afternoon dress," though of greater pretensions than a +morning gown, was still a sober affair, not in any way to be confounded +with those decorative effects that nature and sound sense reserved for +the evening. + +But Kitty's dress was of some white silky material; and it displayed her +slender throat and some portion of her thin white arms. The Dean's wife, +Mrs. Winston, as she secretly studied it, felt an inward satisfaction; +for here at last was one of those gowns she had once or twice gazed on +with a covetous awe in the shop-windows of the Rue de la Paix, brought +down to earth, and clothing a simple mortal. They were then real, and +they could be worn by real women; which till now the Dean's wife had +scarcely believed. + +Alack! how becoming were these concoctions to minxes with fair hair and +sylphlike frames! Kitty was radiant, triumphant; and Ashe was certain +that Lady Grosville knew it, however she might barricade herself behind +the _Times_. The girl's slim fingers gesticulated in aid of her tongue; +one tiny foot swung lightly over the other; the glistening folds of the +silk wrapped her in a shimmering whiteness, above which the fair +head--negligently thrown back--shone out on a red background, made by +the velvet chair in which she sat. + +The Dean was placed close beside her, and was clearly enjoying himself +enormously. And in front of her, absorbed in her, engaged, indeed, in +hot and furious debate with her, stood the great man who had just +arrived. + +"How do you do, Cliffe?" said Ashe, as he approached. + +Geoffrey Cliffe turned sharply, and a perfunctory greeting passed +between the two men. + +"When did you arrive?" said Ashe, as he threw himself into an arm-chair. + +"Last Tuesday. But that don't matter," said Cliffe, +impatiently--"nothing matters--except that I must somehow defeat Lady +Kitty!" + +And he stood, looking down upon the girl in front of him, his hands on +his sides, his queer countenance twitching with suppressed laughter. An +odd figure, tall, spare, loosely jointed, surmounted by a pale parchment +face, which showed a somewhat protruding chin, a long and delicate nose, +and fine brows under a strange overhanging mass of fair hair. He had the +dissipated, battered look of certain Vandyck cavaliers, and certainly no +handsomeness of any accepted kind. But as Ashe well knew, the aspect and +personality of Geoffrey Cliffe possessed for innumerable men and women, +in English "society" and out of it, a fascination it was easier to laugh +at than to explain. + +Lady Kitty had eyes certainly for no one else. When he spoke of +"defeating" her, she laughed her defiance, and a glance of battle passed +between her and Cliffe. Cliffe, still holding her with his look, +considered what new ground to break. + +"What is the subject?" said Ashe. + +"That men are vainer than women," said Kitty. "It's so true, it's hardly +worth saying--isn't it? Mr. Cliffe talks nonsense about our love of +clothes--and of being admired. As if that were vanity! Of course it's +only our sense of duty." + +"Duty?" cried Cliffe, twisting his mustache. "To whom?" + +"To the men, of course! If we didn't like clothes, if we didn't like +being admired--where would you be?" + +"Personally, I could get on," said Cliffe. "You expect us to be too much +on our knees." + +"As if we should ever get you there if it didn't amuse you!" said Kitty. +"Hypocrites! If we don't dress, paint, chatter, and tell lies for you, +you won't look at us--and if we do--" + +"Of course, it all depends on how well it's done," threw in Cliffe. + +Kitty laughed. + +"That's judging by results. I look to the motive. I repeat, if I powder +and paint, it's not because I'm vain, but because it's my painful duty +to give you pleasure." + +"And if it doesn't give me pleasure?" + +She shrugged her shoulders. + +"Call me stupid then--not vain. I ought to have done it better." + +"In any case," said Ashe, "it's your duty to please us?" + +"Yes--" sighed Kitty. "Worse luck!" + +And she sank softly back in her chair, her eyes shining under the +stimulus of the laugh that ran through her circle. The Dean joined in it +uneasily, conscious, no doubt, of the sharp, crackling movements by +which in the distance Lady Grosville was dumbly expressing +herself--through the _Times_. Cliffe looked at the small figure a +moment, then seized a chair and sat down in front of her, astride. + +"I wonder why you want to please us?" he said, abruptly, his magnificent +blue eyes upon her. + +"Ah!" said Kitty, throwing up her hands, "if we only knew!" + +"You find it in the tragedy of your sex?" + +"Or comedy," said the Dean, rising. "I take you at your word, Lady +Kitty. To-night it will be your duty to please _me_. Remember, you +promised to say us some more French." He lifted an admonitory finger. + +"I don't know any 'Athalie,'" said Kitty, demurely, crossing her hands +upon her knee. + +The Dean smiled to himself as he crossed the room to Lady Grosville, and +endeavored by an impartial criticism of the new curate's manner and +voice, as they had revealed themselves in church that morning, to +distract her attention from her niece. + +A hopeless task--for Kitty's personality was of the kind which absorbs, +engulfs attention, do what the by-stander will. Eyes and ears were drawn +perforce into the little whirlpool that she made, their owners yielding +them, now with delight, now with repulsion. + +Mary Lyster, for instance, came in presently, fresh from a walk with +Lady Edith Manley. She, too, had changed her dress. But it was a +discreet and reasonable change, and Lady Grosville looked at her soft +gray gown with its muslin collar and cuffs--delicately embroidered, yet +of a nunlike cut and air notwithstanding--with a hot energy of approval, +provoked entirely by Kitty's audacities. Mary meanwhile raised her +eyebrows gently at the sight of Kitty. She swept past the group, giving +a cool greeting to Geoffrey Cliffe, and presently settled herself in the +farther room, attended by Louis Harman and Darrell, who had just arrived +by the afternoon train. Clearly she observed Kitty and observed her with +dislike. The attitude of her companions was not so simple. + +"What an amazing young woman!" said Harman, presently, under his breath, +yet open-mouthed. "I suppose she and Cliffe are old friends." + +"I believe they never met before," said Mary. + +Darrell laughed. + +"Lady Kitty makes short work of the preliminaries," he said; "she told +me the other night life wasn't long enough to begin with talk about the +weather." + +"The weather?" said Harman. "At the present moment she and Cliffe seem +to be discussing the 'Dame aux Camélias.' Since when do they take young +girls to see that kind of thing in Paris?" + +Miss Lyster gave a little cough, and bending forward said to Harman: +"Lady Tranmore has shown me your picture. It is a dear, delicious thing! +I never saw anything more heavenly than the angel." + +Harman smiled a flattered smile. Mary Lyster referred to a copy of a +"Filippo Lippi Annunciation" which he had just executed in water-color +for Lady Tranmore, to whom he was devoted. He was, however, devoted to a +good many peeresses, with whom he took tea, and for whom he undertook +many harmless and elegant services. He painted their portraits, in small +size, after pre-Raphaelite models, and he occasionally presented them +with copies--a little weak, but charming--of their favorite Italian +pictures. He and Mary began now to talk of Florence with much enthusiasm +and many caressing adjectives. For Harman most things were "sweet"; for +Mary, "interesting" or "suggestive." She talked fast and fluently; a +subtle observer might have guessed she wished it to be seen that for her +Lady Kitty Bristol's flirtations, be they in or out of taste, were +simply non-existent. + +Darrell listened intermittently, watched Cliffe and Lady Kitty, and +thought a good deal. That extraordinary girl was certainly "carrying on" +with Cliffe, as she had "carried on" with Ashe on the night of her first +acquaintance with him in St. James's Place. Ashe apparently took it with +equanimity, for he was still sitting beside the pair, twisting a +paper-knife and smiling, sometimes putting in a word, but more often +silent, and apparently of no account at all to either Kitty or Cliffe. + +Darrell knew that the new minister disliked and despised Geoffrey +Cliffe; he was aware, too, that Cliffe returned these sentiments, and +was not unlikely to be found attacking Ashe in public before long on +certain points of foreign policy, where Cliffe conceived himself to be a +master. The meeting of the two men under the Grosvilles' roof struck +Darrell as curious. Why had Cliffe been invited by these very +respectable and straitlaced people the Grosvilles? Darrell could only +reflect that Lady Eleanor Cliffe, the traveller's mother, was probably +connected with them by some of those innumerable and ever-ramifying +links that hold together a certain large group of English families; and +that, moreover, Lady Grosville, in spite of philanthropy and +Evangelicalism, had always shown a rather pronounced taste in +"lions"--of the masculine sort. Of the women to be met with at Grosville +Park, one could be certain. Lady Grosville made no excuses for her own +sex. But she was a sufficiently ambitious hostess to know that agreeable +parties are not constructed out of the saints alone. The men, therefore, +must provide the sinners; and of some of the persons then most in vogue +she was careful not to know too much. For, socially, one must live; and +that being so, the strictness of to-day may have at any moment to be +purchased by the laxity of to-morrow. Such, at any rate, was Darrell's +analysis of the situation. + +He was still astonished, however, when all was said. For Cliffe during +the preceding winter, on his return from some remarkable travels in +Persia, had paused on the Riviera, and an affair at Cannes with a French +vicomtesse had got into the English papers. No one knew the exact truth +of it; and a small volume of verse by Cliffe, published immediately +afterwards--verse very distinguished, passionate, and obscure--had +offered many clews, but no solution whatever. Nobody supposed, however, +that the story was anything but a bad one. Moreover, the last book of +travels--which had had an enormous success--contained one of the most +malicious attacks on foreign missions that Darrell remembered. And if +the missionaries had a supporter in England, it was Lady Grosville. Had +she designs--material designs--on behalf of Miss Amy or Miss Caroline? +Darrell smiled at the notion. Cliffe must certainly marry money, and was +not to be captured by any Miss Amys--or Lady Kittys either, for the +matter of that. + +But?--Darrell glanced at the lady beside him, and his busy thoughts took +a new turn. He had seen the greeting between Miss Lyster and Cliffe. It +was cold; but all the same the world knew that they had once been +friends. Was it some five years before that Miss Lyster, then in the +height of a brilliant season under the wing of Lady Tranmore, had been +much seen in public with Geoffrey Cliffe? Then he had departed eastward, +to explore the upper waters of the Mékong, and the gossip excited had +died away. Of late her name had been rather coupled with that of William +Ashe. + +Well, so far as the world was concerned, she might mate with +either--with the mad notoriety of Cliffe or the young distinction of +Ashe. Darrell's bitter heart contracted as he reflected that only for +him and the likes of him, men of the people, with average ability, and a +scarcely average income, were maidens of Mary Lyster's dower and +pedigree out of reach. Meanwhile he revenged himself by being her very +good friend, and allowing himself at times much caustic plainness of +speech in his talks with her. + + * * * * * + +"What are you three gossiping about?" said Ashe, strolling in presently +from the other room to join them. + +"As usual," said Darrell. "I am listening to perfection. Miss Lyster and +Harman are discussing pictures." + +Ashe stifled a little yawn. He threw himself down by Mary, vowing that +there was no more pleasure to be got out of pictures now that people +would try to know so much about them. Mary meanwhile raised herself +involuntarily to look into the farther room, where the noise made by +Cliffe and Lady Kitty had increased. + +"They are going to sing," said Ashe, lazily--"and it won't be hymns." + +In fact, Lady Kitty had opened the piano, and had begun the first bars +of something French and operatic. At the first sound of Kitty's music, +however, Lady Grosville drew herself up; she closed the volume of +Evangelical sermons for which she had exchanged the _Times_; she +deposited her spectacles sharply on the table beside her. + +"Amy!--Caroline!" + +Those young ladies rose. So did Lady Grosville. Kitty meanwhile sat with +suspended fingers and laughing eyes, waiting on her aunt's movements. + +"Kitty, pray don't let me interfere with your playing," said Lady +Grosville, with severe politeness--"but perhaps you would kindly put it +off for half an hour. I am now going to read to the servants--" + +"Gracious!" said Kitty, springing up. "I was going to play Mr. Cliffe +some Offenbach." + +"Ah, but the piano can be heard in the library, and your cousin Amy +plays the harmonium--" + +"_Mon Dieu_!" said Kitty. "We will be as quiet as mice. Or"--she made a +quick step in pursuit of her aunt--"shall I come and sing, Aunt Lina?" + +Ashe, in his shelter behind Mary Lyster, fell into a silent convulsion +of laughter. + +"No, thank you!" said Lady Grosville, hastily. And she rustled away +followed by her daughters. + +Kitty came flying into the inner room followed by Cliffe. + +"What have I done?" she said, breathlessly, addressing Harman, who rose +to greet her. "Mayn't one play the piano here on Sundays?" + +"That depends," said Harman, "on what you play." + +"Who made your English Sunday?" said Kitty, impetuously. "Je vous +demande--_who_?" + +She threw her challenge to all the winds of heaven--standing tiptoe, her +hands poised on the back of a chair, the smallest and most delicate of +furies. + +"A breath unmakes it, as a breath has made," said Cliffe. "Come and play +billiards, Lady Kitty. You said just now you played." + +"Billiards!" said Harman, throwing up his hands. "On Sunday--_here_?" + +"Can they hear the balls?" said Kitty, eagerly, with a gesture towards +the library. + +Mary Lyster, who had been perfunctorily looking at a book, laid it down. + +"It would certainly greatly distress Lady Grosville," she said, in a +voice studiously soft, but on that account perhaps all the more +significant. + +Kitty glanced at Mary, and Ashe saw the sudden red in her cheek. She +turned provokingly to Cliffe. "There's quite half an hour, isn't there, +before one need dress--" + +"More," said Cliffe. "Come along." + +And he made for the door, which he held open for her. It was now Mary +Lyster's turn to flush--the rebuff had been so naked and unadorned. Ashe +rose as Kitty passed him. + +"Why don't you come, too?" she said, pausing. There was a flash from +eyes deep and dark beneath a pair of wilful brows. "Aunt Lina would +never be cross with _you_!" + +"Thank you! I should be delighted to play buffer, but unfortunately I +have some work I must do before dinner." + +"Must you?" She looked at him uncertainly, then at Cliffe. In the dusk +of the large, heavily furnished room, the pale yet brilliant gold of her +hair, her white dress, her slim energy and elegance drew all their +eyes--even Mary Lyster's. + +"I must," Ashe repeated, smiling. "I am glad your headache is so much +better." + +"It is not in the least better!" + +"Then you disguise it like a heroine." + +He stood beside her, looking down upon her, his height and strength +measured against her smallness. Apparently his amused detachment, the +slight dryness of his tone annoyed her. She made a tart reply and +vanished through the door that Cliffe held open for her. + + * * * * * + +Ashe retired to his own room, dealt with some Foreign Office work, and +then allowed himself a meditative smoke. The click of the billiard-balls +had ceased abruptly about ten minutes after he had begun upon his +papers; there had been voices in the hall, Lord Grosville's he thought +among them; and now all was silence. + +He thought of the events of the afternoon with mingled amusement and +annoyance. Cliffe was an unscrupulous fellow, and the child's head might +be turned. She should be protected from him in future--he vowed she +should. Lady Tranmore should take it in hand. She had been a match for +Cliffe in various other directions before this. + +What brought the man, with his notorious character and antecedents, to +Grosville Park--one of the dwindling number of country-houses in England +where the old Puritan restrictions still held? It was said he was on the +look-out for a post--Ashe, indeed, happened to know it officially; and +Lord Grosville had a good deal of influence. Moreover, failing an +appointment, he was understood to be aiming at Parliament and office; +and there were two safe county-seats within the Grosville sphere. + +"Yet even when he wants a thing he can't behave himself in order to get +it," thought Ashe. "Anybody else would have turned Sabbatarian for once, +and refrained from flirting with the Grosvilles' niece. But that's +Cliffe all over--and perhaps the best thing about him." + +He might have added that as Cliffe was supposed to desire an appointment +under either the Foreign Office or the Colonial Office, it might have +been thought to his interest to show himself more urbane than he had in +fact shown himself that afternoon to the new Under-Secretary for Foreign +Affairs. But Ashe rarely or never indulged himself in reflections of +that kind. Besides, he and Cliffe knew each other too well for posing. +There was a time when they had been on very friendly terms, and when +Cliffe had been constantly in his mother's drawing-room. Lady Tranmore +had a weakness for "influencing" young men of family and ability; and +Cliffe, in fact, owed her a good deal. Then she had seen cause to think +ill of him; and, moreover, his travels had taken him to the other side +of the world. Ashe was now well aware that Cliffe reckoned on him as a +hostile influence and would not try either to deceive or to propitiate +him. + +He thought Cliffe had been disagreeably surprised to see him that +afternoon. Perhaps it was the sudden sense of antagonism acting on the +man's excitable nature that had made him fling himself into the wild +nonsense he had talked with Lady Kitty. + +And thenceforward Ashe's thoughts were possessed by Kitty only--Kitty in +her two aspects, of the morning and the afternoon. He dressed in a +reverie, and went down-stairs still dreaming. + + * * * * * + +At dinner he found himself responsible for Mary Lyster. Kitty was on the +other side of the table, widely separated both from himself and Cliffe. +She was in a little Empire dress of blue and silver, as extravagantly +simple as her gown of the afternoon had been extravagantly elaborate. + +Ashe observed the furtive study that the Grosville girls could not help +bestowing upon her--upon her shoulder-straps and long, bare arms, upon +her high waist and the blue and silver bands in her hair. Kitty herself +sat in a pensive or proud silence. The Dean was beside her, but she +scarcely spoke to him, and as to the young man from the neighborhood who +had taken her in, he was to her as though he were not. + +"Has there been a row?" Ashe inquired, in a low voice, of his companion. + +Mary looked at him quietly. + +"Lord Grosville asked them not to play--because of the servants." + +"Good!" said Ashe. "The servants were, of course, playing cards in the +house-keeper's room." + +"Not at all. They were singing hymns with Lady Grosville." + +Ashe looked incredulous. + +"Only the slaveys and scullery maids that couldn't help themselves. +Never mind. Was Lady Kitty amenable?" + +"She seems to have made Lord Grosville very angry. Lady Grosville and I +smoothed him down." + +"Did you?" said Ashe. "That was nice of you." + +Mary colored a little, and did not reply. Presently Ashe resumed. + +"Aren't you as sorry for her as I am?" + +"For Lady Kitty? I should think she managed to amuse herself pretty +well." + +"She seems to me the most deplorable tragic little person," said Ashe, +slowly. + +Miss Lyster laughed. + +"I really don't see it," she said. + +"Oh yes, you do," he persisted--"if you think a moment. Be kind to +her--won't you?" + +She drew herself up with a cold dignity. + +"I confess that she has never attracted me in the least." + +Ashe returned to his dinner, dimly conscious that he had spoken like a +fool. + +When the ladies had withdrawn, the conversation fell on some important +news from the Far East contained in the Sunday papers that Geoffrey +Cliffe had brought down, and presumed to form part of the despatches +which the two ministers staying in the house had received that afternoon +by Foreign Office messenger. The government of Teheran was in one of its +periodical fits of ill-temper with England; had been meddling with +Afghanistan, flirting badly with Russia, and bringing ridiculous charges +against the British minister. An expedition to Bushire was talked of, +and the Radical press was on the war-path. The cabinet minister said +little. A Lord Privy Seal, reverentially credited with advising royalty +in its private affairs, need have no views on the Persian Gulf. But Ashe +was appealed to and talked well. The minister at Teheran was an old +friend of his, and he described the personal attacks made on him for +political reasons by the Shah and his ministers with a humor which kept +the table entertained. + +Suddenly Cliffe interposed. He had been listening with restlessness, +though Ashe, with pointed courtesy, had once or twice included him in +the conversation. And presently, at a somewhat dramatic moment, he met a +statement of Ashe's with a direct and violent contradiction. Ashe +flushed, and a duel began between the two men of which the company were +soon silent spectators. Ashe had the resources of official knowledge; +Cliffe had been recently on the spot, and pushed home the advantage of +the eye-witness with a covert insolence which Ashe bore with surprising +carelessness and good-temper. In the end Cliffe said some outrageous +things, at which Ashe laughed; and Lord Grosville abruptly dissolved the +party. + +Ashe went smiling out of the dining-room, caressing a fine white +spaniel, as though nothing had happened. In crossing the hall Harman +found himself alone with the Dean, who looked serious and preoccupied. + +"That was a curious spectacle," said Harman. "Ashe's equanimity was +amazing." + +"I had rather have seen him angrier," said the Dean, slowly. + +"He was always a very tolerant, easy-going fellow." + +The Dean shook his head. + +"A touch of _soeva indignatio_ now and then would complete him." + +"Has he got it in him?" + +"Perhaps not," said the little Dean, with a flash of expression that +dignified all his frail person. "But without it he will hardly make a +great man." + +Meanwhile Geoffrey Cliffe, his strange, twisted face still vindictively +aglow, made his way to Kitty Bristol's corner in the drawing-room. Mary +Lyster was conscious of it, conscious also of a certain look that Kitty +bestowed upon the entrance of Ashe, while Cliffe was opening a battery +of mingled chaff and compliments that did not at first have much effect +upon her. But William Ashe threw himself into conversation with Lady +Edith Manley, and was presently, to all appearance, happily plunged in +gossip, his tall person wholly at ease in a deep arm-chair, while Lady +Edith bent over him with smiles. Meanwhile there was a certain desertion +of Kitty on the part of the ladies. Lady Grosville hardly spoke to her, +and the girls markedly avoided her. There was a moment when Kitty, +looking round her, suddenly shook her small shoulders, and like a colt +escaping from harness gave herself to riot. She and Cliffe amused +themselves so well and so noisily that the whole drawing-room was +presently uneasily aware of them. Lady Grosville shot glances of wrath, +rose suddenly at one moment and sat down again; her girls talked more +disjointedly than ever to the gentlemen who were civilly attending them; +while, on the other hand, Miss Lyster's flow of conversation with Louis +Harman was more softly copious than usual. At last the Dean's wife +looked at the Dean, a signal of kind distress, and the Dean advanced. + +"Lady Kitty," he said, taking a seat beside the pair, "have you +forgotten you promised me some French?" + +Kitty turned on him a hot and mutinous face. + +"Did I? What shall I say? Some Alfred de Musset?" + +"No," said the Dean, "I think not." + +"Some--some"--she cudgelled her memory--"some Théophile Gautier?" + +"No, certainly not!" said the Dean, hastily. + +"Well, as I don't know a word of him--" laughed Kitty. + +"That was mischievous," said the Dean, raising a finger. "Let me suggest +Lamartine." + +Kitty shook her head obstinately. "I never learned one line." + +"Then some of the old fellows," said the Dean, persuasively. "I long to +hear you in Corneille or Racine. That we should _all_ enjoy." + +And suddenly his wrinkled hand fell kindly on the girl's small, chilly +ringers and patted them. Their eyes met, Kitty's wild and challenging, +the Dean's full of that ethereal benevolence which blended so agreeably +with his character as courtier and man of the world. There was a bright +sweetness in them which seemed to say: "Poor child! I understand. But be +a _little_ good--as well as clever--and all will be well." + +Suddenly Kitty's look wavered and fell. All the harshness dissolved from +her thin young beauty. She turned from Cliffe, and the Dean saw her +quiver with submission. + +"I think I could say some 'Polyeucte,'" she said, gently. + +The Dean clapped his hands and rose. + +"Lady Grosville," he said, raising his voice--"Ladies and gentlemen, +Lady Kitty has promised to say us some more French poetry. You remember +how admirably she recited last night. But this is Sunday, and she will +give us something in a different vein." + +Lady Grosville, who had risen impatiently, sat down again. There was a +general movement; chairs were turned or drawn forward till a circle +formed. Meanwhile the Dean consulted with Kitty and resumed: + +"Lady Kitty will recite a scene from Corneille's beautiful tragedy of +'Polyeucte'--the scene in which Pauline, after witnessing the martyrdom +of her husband, who has been beheaded for refusing to sacrifice to the +gods, returns from the place of execution so melted by the love and +sacrifice she has beheld that she opens her heart then and there to the +same august faith and pleads for the same death." + +The Dean seated himself, and Kitty stepped into the centre of the +circle. She thought a moment, her lips moving, as though she recalled +the lines. Then she looked down at her bare arms, and dress, frowned, +and suddenly approached Lady Edith Manley. + +"May I have that?" she said, pointing to a lace cloak that lay on Lady +Edith's knee. "I am rather cold." + +Lady Edith handed it to her, and she threw it round her. + +"Actress!" said Cliffe, under his breath, with a grin of amusement. + +At any rate, her impulse served her well. Her form and dress disappeared +under a cloud of white. She became in a flash, so to speak, +evangelized--a most innocent and spiritual apparition. Her beautiful +head, her kindled and transfigured face, her little hand on the white +folds, these alone remained to mingle their impression with the austere +and moving tragedy which her lips recited. Her audience looked on at +first with the embarrassed or hostile air which is the Englishman's +natural protection against the great things of art; then for those who +understood French the high passion and the noble verse began to tell; +while those who could not follow were gradually enthralled by the +gestures and tones with which the slight, vibrating creature, whom but +ten minutes before most of them had regarded as a mere noisy flirt, +suggested and conveyed the finest and most compelling shades of love, +faith, and sacrifice. + +When she ceased, there was a moment's profound silence. Then Lady Edith, +drawing a long breath, expressed the welcome commonplace which restored +the atmosphere of daily life. + +"How _could_ you remember it all?" + +Kitty sat down, her lip trembling scornfully. + +"I had to say it every week at the convent." + +"I understand," said Cliffe in Darrell's ear--"that last night she was +Doña Sol. An accommodating young woman." + +Meanwhile Kitty looked up to find Ashe beside her. He said, +"Magnificent!"--but it did not matter to her what he said. His face told +her that she had moved him, and that he was incapable of any foolish +chatter about it. A smile of extraordinary sweetness sprang into her +eyes; and when Lady Grosville came up to thank her, the girl impetuously +rose, and, in the foreign way, kissed her hand, courtesying. Lord +Grosville said, heartily, "Upon my word, Kitty, you ought to go on the +stage!" and she smiled upon him, too, in a flutter of feeling, +forgetting his scolding and her own impertinence, before dinner. The +revulsion, indeed, throughout the company--with two exceptions--was +complete. For the rest of the evening Kitty basked in sunshine and +flattery. She met it with a joyous gentleness, and the little figure, +still bedraped in white, became the centre of the room's kindness. + +The Dean was triumphant. + +"My dear Miss Lyster," he said, presently, finding himself near that +lady, "did you ever hear anything better done? A most remarkable +talent!" + +Mary smiled. + +"I am wondering," she said, "what they teach you in French convents--and +why! It is all so singular,--isn't it?" + + * * * * * + +Late that night Ashe entered his room--before his usual time, however. +He had tired even of Lord Grosville's chat, and had left the +smoking-room still talking. Indeed, he wished to be alone, and there was +that in his veins which told him that a new motive had taken possession +of his life. + +He sat beside the open window reviewing the scenes and feelings of the +day--his interview with Kitty in the morning--the teasing coquette of +the afternoon--the inspired poetic child of the evening. Rapidly, but +none the less strongly and steadfastly, he made up his mind. He would +ask Kitty Bristol to marry him, and he would ask her immediately. + +Why? He scarcely knew her. His mother, his family would think it +madness. No doubt it was madness. Yet, as far as he could explain his +impulse himself, it depended on certain fundamental facts in his own +nature--it was in keeping with his deepest character. He had an inbred +love of the difficult, the unconventional in life, of all that piqued +and stimulated his own superabundant consciousness of resource and +power. And he had a tenderness of feeling, a gift of chivalrous pity, +only known to the few, which was in truth always hungrily on the watch, +like some starved faculty that cannot find its outlet. The thought of +this beautiful child, in the hands of such a mother as Madame d'Estrées, +and rushing upon risks illustrated by the half-mocking attentions of +Geoffrey Cliffe, did in truth wring his heart. With a strange +imaginative clearness he foresaw her future, he beheld her the prey at +once of some bad fellow and of her own temperament. She would come to +grief; he saw the prescience of it in her already; and what a waste +would be there! + +No!--he would step in--capture her before these ways and whims, now +merely bizarre or foolish, stiffened into what might in truth destroy +her. His pulse quickened as he thought of the development of this +beauty, the ripening of this intelligence. Never yet had he seen a girl +whom he much wished to marry. He was easily repelled by stupidity, still +more by mere amiability. Some touch of acid, of roughness in the +fruit--that drew him, in politics, thought, love. And if she married him +he vowed to himself, proudly, that she would find him no tyrant. Many a +man might marry her who would then fight her and try to break her. All +that was most fastidious and characteristic in Ashe revolted from such a +notion. With him she should have _freedom_--whatever it might cost. He +asked himself deliberately, whether after marriage he could see her +flirting with other men, as she had flirted that day with Cliffe, and +still refrain from coercing her. And his question was answered, or +rather put aside, first by the confidence of nascent love--he would love +her so well and so loyally that she would naturally turn to him for +counsel; and then by the clear perception that she was a creature of +mind rather than sense, governed mainly by the caprices and curiosities +of the _intelligence_, combined with a rather cold, indifferent +temperament. One moment throwing herself wildly into a dangerous or +exciting intimacy, the next, parting with a laugh, and without a +regret--it was thus he saw her in the future, even as a wife. "She may +scandalize half the world," he said to himself, stubbornly--"I shall +understand her!" + +But his mother?--his friends?--his colleagues? He knew well his mother's +ambitions for him, and the place that he held in her heart. Could he +without cruelty impose upon her such a daughter as Kitty Bristol? +Well!--his mother had a very large experience of life, and much natural +independence of mind. He trusted her to see the promise in this untamed +and gifted creature; he counted on the sense of power that Lady Tranmore +possessed, and which would but find new scope in the taming of Kitty. + +But Kitty's mother? Kitty must, of course, be rescued from Madame +d'Estrées--must find a new and truer mother in Lady Tranmore. But money +would do it; and money must be lavished. + +Then, almost for the first time, Ashe felt a conscious delight in wealth +and birth. _Panache_? He could give it her--the little, wild, lovely +thing! Luxury, society, adoration--all should be hers. She should be so +loved and cherished, she must needs love in turn. + +His dreams were delicious; and the sudden fear into which he fell at the +end lest after all Kitty should mock and turn from him, was only in +truth another pleasure. No delay! Circumstances might develop at any +moment and sweep her from him. Now or never must he snatch her from +difficulty and disgrace--let hostile tongues wag as they pleased--and +make her his. + +His political future? He knew well the influence which, in these days of +universal publicity, a man's private affairs may have on his public +career. And in truth his heart was in that career, and the thought of +endangering it hurt him. Certainly it would recommend him to nobody that +he should marry Madame d'Estrées' daughter. On the other hand, what +favor did he want of anybody? save what work and "knowing more than the +other fellows" might compel? The cynic in him was well aware that he had +already what other men fought for--family, money, and position. Society +must accept his wife; and Kitty, once mellowed by happiness and praise, +might live, laugh, and rattle as she pleased. + +As to strangeness and caprice, the modern world delights in them; "the +violent take it by force." There is, indeed, a dividing-line; but it was +a love-marriage that should keep Kitty on the safe side of it. + +He stood lost in a very ecstasy of resolve, when suddenly there was a +sharp movement outside, and a flash of white among the yew hedges +bordering the formal garden on which his windows looked. The night +outside was still and veiled, but of the flash of white he was +certain--and of a step on the gravel. + +Something fell beside him, thrown from outside. He picked it up, and +found a flower weighted by a stone, tied into a fold of ribbon. + +"Madcap!" he said to himself, his heart beating to suffocation. + +Then he stole out of his room, and down a small, winding staircase which +led directly to the garden and a door beside the orangery. He had to +unbolt the door, and as he did so a dog in one of the basement rooms +began to bark. But there could be no flinching, though the whole thing +was of an imprudence which pricked his conscience. To slip along the +shadowed side of the orangery, to cross the space of clouded light +beyond, and gain the darkness of the ilex avenue beyond was soon done. +Then he heard a soft laugh, and a little figure fled before him. He +followed and overtook. + +Kitty Bristol turned upon him. + +"Didn't I throw straight?" she said, triumphantly. "And they say girls +can't throw." + +"But why did you throw at all?" he said, capturing her hand. + +"Because I wanted to talk to you. And I was restless and couldn't sleep. +Why did you never come and talk to me this afternoon? And why"--she beat +her foot angrily--"did you let me go and play billiards alone with Mr. +Cliffe?" + +"Let you!" cried Ashe. "As if anybody could have prevented you!" + +"One sees, of course, that you detest Mr. Cliffe," said the whiteness +beside him. + +"I didn't come here to talk about Geoffrey Cliffe. I _won't_ talk about +him! Though, of course, you must know--" + +"That I flirted with him abominably all the afternoon? _C'est +vrai--c'est ab-sol-ument vrai!_ And I shall always want to flirt with +him, wherever I am--and whatever I may be doing." + +"Do as you please," said Ashe, dryly, "but I think you will get tired." + +"No, no--he excites me! He is bad, false, selfish, but he excites me. He +talks to very few women--one can see that. And all the women want to +talk to him. He used to admire Miss Lyster, and now he dislikes her. But +she doesn't dislike him. No! she would marry him to-morrow if he asked +her." + +"You are very positive," said Ashe. "Allow me to say that I entirely +disagree with you." + +"You don't know anything about her," said the teasing voice. + +"She is my cousin, mademoiselle." + +"What does that matter? I know much more than you do, though I have only +seen her two days. I know that--well, I am afraid of her!" + +"Afraid of her? Did you come out--may I ask--determined to talk +nonsense?" + +"I came out--never mind! I _am_ afraid of her. She hates me. I +think"--he felt a shiver in the air--will do me harm if she can." + +"No one shall do you harm," said Ashe, his tone changing, "if you will +only trust yourself--" + +She laughed merrily. + +"To you? Oh! you'd soon throw it up." + +"Try me!" he said, approaching her. "Lady Kitty, I have something to say +to you." + +Suddenly she shrank away from him. He could not see her face, and had +nothing to guide him. + +"I haven't yet known you three weeks," he said, over-mastered by +something passionate and profound. "I don't know what you will +say--whether you can put up with me. But I know my own mind--I shall not +change. I--I love you. I ask you to marry me." + +A silence. The night seemed to have grown darker. Then a small hand +seized his, and two soft lips pressed themselves upon it. He tried to +capture her, but she evaded him. + +"You--you really and actually--want to marry me?" + +"I do, Kitty, with all my heart." + +"You remember about my mother--about Alice?" + +"I remember everything. We would face it together." + +"And--you know what I told you about my bad temper?" + +"Some nonsense, wasn't it? But I should be bored by the domestic dove. I +want the hawk, Kitty, with its quick wings and its daring bright eyes." + +She broke from him with a cry. + +"You must listen. I _have_--a wicked, odious, ungovernable temper. I +should make you miserable." + +"Not at all," said Ashe. "I should take it very calmly. I am made that +way." + +"And then--I don't know how to put it--but I have fancies--overpowering +fancies--and I must follow them. I have one now for Geoffrey Cliffe." + +Ashe laughed. + +"Oh, that won't last." + +"Then some other will come after it. And I can't help it. It is my +head"--she tapped her forehead lightly--"that seems on fire." + +Ashe at last slipped his arm round her. + +"But it is your heart--you will give me." + +She pushed him away from her and held him at arm's-length. + +"You are very rich, aren't you?" she said, in a muffled voice. + +"I am well off. I can give you all the pretty things you want." + +"And some day you will be Lord Tranmore?" + +"Yes, when my poor father dies," he said, sighing. He felt her fingers +caress his hand again. It was a spirit touch, light and tender. + +"And every one says you are so clever--you have such prospects. Perhaps +you will be Prime Minister." + +"Well, there's no saying," he threw out, laughing--"if you'll come and +help." + +He heard a sob. + +"Help! I should be the ruin of you. I should spoil everything. You don't +know the mischief I can do. And I can't help it, it's in my blood." + +"You would like the game of politics too much to spoil it, Kitty." His +voice broke and lingered on the name. "You would want to be a great lady +and lead the party." + +"Should I? Could you ever teach me how to behave?" + +"You would learn by nature. Do you know, Kitty, how clever you are?" + +"Yes," she sighed. "I am clever. But there is always something that +hinders--that brings failure." + +"How old are you?" he said, laughing. "Eighteen--or eighty?" + +Suddenly he put out his arms, enfolding her. And she, still sobbing, +raised her hands, clasped them round his neck, and clung to him like a +child. + +"Oh! I knew--I knew--when I first saw your face. I had been so miserable +all day--and then you looked at me--and I wanted to tell you all. Oh, I +adore you--I adore you!" Their faces met. Ashe tasted a moment of +rapture; and knew himself free at last of the great company of poets and +of lovers. + +They slipped back to the house, and Ashe saw her disappear by a door on +the farther side of the orangery--noiselessly, without a sound. Except +that just at the last she drew him to her and breathed a sacred whisper +in his ear. + +"Oh! what--what will Lady Tranmore say?" + +Then she fled. But she left her question behind her, and when the dawn +came Ashe found that he had spent half the night in trying anew to frame +some sort of an answer to it. + + + + +PART II + +THREE YEARS AFTER + +"The world an ancient murderer is." + + + + +VII + + +"Her ladyship will be in before six, my lady. I was to be sure and ask +you to wait, if you came before, and to tell you that her ladyship had +gone to Madame Fanchette about her dress for the ball." + +So said Lady Kitty's maid. Lady Tranmore hesitated, then said she would +wait, and asked that Master Henry might be brought down. + +The maid went for the child, and Lady Tranmore entered the drawing-room. +The Ashes had been settled since their marriage in a house in Hill +Street--a house to which Kitty had lost her heart at first sight. It was +old and distinguished, covered here and there with eighteenth-century +decoration, once, no doubt, a little florid and coarse beside the finer +work of the period, but now agreeably blunted and mellowed by time. +Kitty had had her impetuous and decided way with the furnishing of it; +and, though Lady Tranmore professed to admire it, the result was, in +truth, too French and too pagan for her taste. Her own room reflected +the rising worship of Morris and Burse-Jones, of which, indeed, she had +been an adept from the beginning. Her walls were covered by the +well-known pomegranate or jasmine or sunflower patterns; her hangings +were of a mystic greenish-blue; her pictures were drawn either from the +Italian primitives or their modern followers. Celtic romance, Christian +symbolism, all that was touching, other-worldly, and obscure--our late +English form, in fact, of the great Romantic reaction--it was amid +influences of this kind that Lady Tranmore lived and fed her own +imagination. The dim, suggestive, and pathetic; twilight rather than +dawn, autumn rather than spring; yearning rather than fulfilment; "the +gleam" rather than noon-day: it was in this half-lit, richly colored +sphere that she and most of her friends saw the tent of Beauty pitched. + +But Kitty would have none of it. She quoted French sceptical remarks +about the legs and joints of the Burne-Jones knights; she declared that +so much pattern made her dizzy; and that the French were the only nation +in the world who understood a _salon_, whether as upholstery or +conversation. Accordingly, in days when these things were rare, the girl +of eighteen made her new husband provide her with white-panelled walls, +lightly gilt, and with a Persian carpet of which the mass was of a +plain, blackish gray, and only the border was allowed to flower. A few +Louis-Quinze girandoles on the walls, a Vernis-Martin screen, an old +French clock, two or three inlaid cabinets, and a collection of lightly +built chairs and settees in the French mode--this was all she would +allow; and while Lady Tranmore's room was always crowded, Kitty's, which +was much smaller, had always an air of space. French books were +scattered here and there; and only one picture was admitted. That was a +Watteau sketch of a group from "L'Embarquement pour Cythère." Kitty +adored it; Lady Tranmore thought it absurd and disagreeable. + +As she entered the room now, on this May afternoon, she looked round it +with her usual distaste. On several of the chairs large illustrated +books were lying. They contained pictures of seventeenth and eighteenth +century costume--one of them displayed a colored engraving of a +brilliant Madame de Pompadour, by Boucher. + +The maid who followed her into the room began to remove the books. + +"Her ladyship has been choosing her costume, my lady," she explained, as +she closed some of the volumes. + +"Is it settled?" said Lady Tranmore. + +The maid replied that she believed so, and, bringing a volume which had +been laid aside with a mark in it, she opened on a fantastic plate of +Madame de Longueville, as Diana, in a gorgeous hunting-dress. + +Lady Tranmore looked at it in silence; she thought it unseemly, with its +bare ankles and sandalled feet, and likely to be extremely expensive. +For this Diana of the Fronde sparkled with jewels from top to toe, and +Lady Tranmore felt certain that Kitty had already made William promise +her the counterpart of the magnificent diamond crescent that shone in +the coiffure of the goddess. + +"It really seemed to be the only one that suited her ladyship," said the +maid, in a deprecating voice. + +"I dare say it will look very well," said Lady Tranmore. "And Fanchette +is to make it?" + +"If her ladyship is not too late," said the maid, smiling. "But she has +taken such a long time to make up her mind--" + +"And Fanchette, of course, is driven to death. All the world seems to +have gone mad about this ball." + +Lady Tranmore shrugged her shoulders in a slight disgust. She was not +going. Since her elder son's death she had had no taste for spectacles +of the kind. But she knew very well that fashionable London was talking +and thinking of nothing else; she heard that the print-room of the +British Museum was every day besieged by an eager crowd of fair ladies, +claiming the services of the museum officials from dewy morn till eve; +that historic costumes and famous jewels were to be lavished on the +affair; that those who were not invited had not even the resource of +contempt, so unquestioned and indubitable was the prospect of a really +magnificent spectacle; and that the dress-makers of Paris and London, if +they survived the effort, would reap a marvellous harvest. + +"And Mr. Ashe--do you know if he is going, after all?" she asked of the +maid as the latter was retreating. + +"Mr. Ashe says he will, if he may wear just court-dress," said the maid, +smiling. "Not unless. And her ladyship's afraid it won't be allowed." + +"She'll make him go in costume," thought Lady Tranmore. "And he will do +it, or anything, to avoid a scene." + +The maid retired, and Lady Tranmore was left alone. As she sat waiting, +a thought occurred to her. She rang for the butler. + +"Where is the _Times_?" she asked, when he appeared. The man replied +that it was no doubt in Mr. Ashe's room, and he would bring it. + +"Kitty has probably not looked at it," thought the visitor. When the +paper arrived she turned at once to the Parliamentary report. It +contained an important speech by Ashe in the House the night before. +Lady Tranmore had been disturbed in the reading of it that morning, and +had still a few sentences to finish. She read them with pride, then +glanced again at the leading article on the debate, and at the +flattering references it contained to the knowledge, courtesy, and +debating power of the Under-Secretary for Foreign Affairs. + +"Mr. Ashe," said the _Times_, "has well earned the promotion he is now +sure to receive before long. In those important rearrangements of some +of the higher offices which cannot be long delayed, Mr. Ashe is clearly +marked out for a place in the cabinet. He is young, but he has already +done admirable service; and there can be no question that he has a great +future before him." + +Lady Tranmore put down the paper and fell into a reverie. A great +future? Yes--if Kitty permitted--if Kitty could be managed. At present +it appeared to William's mother that the caprices of his wife were +endangering the whole development of his career. There were wheels +within wheels, and the newspapers knew very little about them. + +Three years, was it, since the marriage? She looked back to her dismay +when William brought her the news, though it seemed to her that in some +sort she had foreseen it from the moment of his first mention of Kitty +Bristol--with its eager appeal to her kindness, and that new and +indefinable something in voice and manner which put her at once on the +alert. + +Ought she to have opposed it more strongly? She had, indeed, opposed it; +and for a whole wretched week she who had never yet gainsaid him in +anything had argued and pleaded with her son, attempting at the same +time to bring in his uncles to wrestle with him, seeing that his poor +paralyzed father was of no account, and so to make a stubborn family +fight of it. But she had been simply disarmed and beaten down by +William's sweetness, patience, and good-humor. Never had he been so +determined, and never so lovable. + +It had been made abundantly plain to her that no wife, however exacting +and adorable, should ever rob her, his mother, of one tittle of his old +affection--nay, that, would she only accept Kitty, only take the little +forlorn creature into the shelter of her motherly arms, even a more +tender and devoted attention than before, on the part of her son, would +be surely hers. He spoke, moreover, the language of sound sense about +his proposed bride. That he was in love, passionately in love, was +evident; but there were moments when he could discuss Kitty, her family, +her bringing-up, her gifts and defects, with the same cool acumen, the +same detachment, apparently, he might have given, say, to the Egyptian +or the Balkan problem. Lady Tranmore was not invited to bow before a +divinity; she was asked to accept a very gifted and lovely child, often +troublesome and provoking, but full of a glorious promise which only +persons of discernment, like herself and Ashe, could fully realize. He +told her, with a laugh, that she could never have behaved even tolerably +to a stupid daughter-in-law. Whereas, let London and society and a few +years of love and living do their work, and Kitty would make one of the +leading women of her time, as Lady Tranmore had been before her. "You'll +help her, you'll train her, you'll put her in the way," he had said, +kissing his mother's hand. "And you'll see that in the end we shall both +of us be so conceited to have had the making of her there'll be no +holding us." + +Well, she had yielded--of course she had yielded. She had explained the +matter, so far as she could, to the dazed wits of her paralyzed husband. +She had propitiated the family on both sides; she had brought Kitty to +stay with her, and had advised on the negotiations which banished Madame +d'Estrées from London and the British Isles, in return for a handsome +allowance and the payment of her debts; and, finally, she had with +difficulty allowed the Grosvilles to provide the trousseau and arrange +the marriage from Grosville Park, so eager had she grown in her accepted +task. + +And there had been many hours of high reward. Kitty had thrown herself +at first upon William's mother with all the effusion possible. She had +been docile, caressing, brilliant. Lady Tranmore had become almost as +proud of her gifts, her social effect, and her fast advancing beauty as +Ashe himself. Kitty's whims and humors; her passion for this person, and +her hatred of that; her love of splendor and indifference to debt; her +contempt of opinion and restraint, seemed to her, as to Ashe, the mere +crude growth of youth. When she looked at Ashe, so handsome, agreeable, +and devoted, at his place and prestige in the world, his high +intelligence and his personal attraction, Ashe's mother must needs think +that Kitty's mere cleverness would soon reveal to her her extraordinary +good-fortune; and that whereas he was now at her feet, she before long +would be at his. + +Three years! Lady Tranmore looked back upon them with feelings that +wavered like smoke before a wind. A year of excitement, a year of +illness, a year of extravagance, shaken moreover by many strange gusts +of temper and caprice, it was so she might have summarized them. First, +a most promising début in London. Kitty welcomed on all hands with +enthusiasm as Ashe's wife and her own daughter-in-law, fêted to the top +of her bent, smiled on at Court, flattered by the country-houses, always +exquisitely dressed, smiling and eager, apparently full of ambition for +Ashe no less than for herself, a happy, notorious, busy little person, +with a touch of wildness that did but give edge to her charm and keep +the world talking. + +Then, the birth of the boy, and Kitty's passionate, ungovernable recoil +from the deformity that showed itself almost immediately after his +birth--a form of infantile paralysis involving a slight but incurable +lameness. Lady Tranmore could recall weeks of remorseful fondling, +alternating with weeks of neglect; continued illness and depression on +Kitty's part, settling after a while into a petulant melancholy for +which the baby's defect seemed but an inadequate cause; Ashe's tender +anxiety, his willingness to throw up Parliament, office, everything, +that Kitty might travel and recover; and those huge efforts by which she +and his best friends in the House had held him back--when Kitty, it +seemed, cared little or nothing whether he sacrificed his future or not. +Finally, she herself, with the assistance of a new friend of Kitty's, +had become Kitty's nurse, had taken her abroad when Ashe could not be +spared, had watched over her, and humored her, and at last brought her +back--so the doctors said--restored. + +Was it really recovery? At any rate, Lady Tranmore was often inclined to +think that since the return to London--now about a twelvemonth +since--both she and William had had to do with a different Kitty. Young +as she still was, the first exquisite softness of the expanding life was +gone; things harder, stranger, more inexplicable than any which those +who knew her best had yet perceived, seemed now and then to come to the +surface, like wreckage in a summer sea. + + * * * * * + +The opening door disturbed these ponderings. The nurse appeared, +carrying the little boy. Lady Tranmore took him on her knee and caressed +him. He was a piteous, engaging child, generally very docile, but liable +at times to storms of temper out of all proportion to the fragility of +his small person. His grandmother was inclined to look upon his passions +as something external and inflicted--the entering-in of the Blackwater +devil to plague a tiny creature that, normally, was of a divine and +clinging sweetness. She would have taught him religion, as his only +shield against himself; but neither his father nor his mother was +religious; and Harry was likely to grow up a pagan. + +He leaned now against her breast, and she, whose inmost nature was +maternity, delighted in the pressure of the tiny body, crooning songs to +him when they were left alone, and pausing now and then to pity and kiss +the little shrunken foot that hung beside the other. + +She was interrupted by a soft entrance and the rustle of a dress. + +"Ah, Margaret!" she said, looking round and smiling. + +The girl who had come in approached her, shook hands, and looked down at +the baby. She was fair-haired and wore spectacles; her face was round +and childish, her eyes round and blue, with certain lines about them, +however, which showed that she was no longer in her first youth. + +"I came to see if I could do anything to-day for Kitty. I know she is +very busy about the ball--" + +"Head over ears apparently," said Lady Tranmore. "Everybody has lost +their wits. I see Kitty has chosen her dress." + +"Yes, if Fanchette can make it all right. Poor Kitty! She has been in +such a state of mind. I think I'll go on with these invitations." + +And, taking off her gloves and hat, Margaret French went to the +writing-table like one intimately acquainted with the room and its +affairs, took up a pile of cards and envelopes which lay upon it, and, +bringing them to Lady Tranmore's side, began to work upon them. + +"I did about half yesterday," she explained; "but I see Kitty hasn't +been able to touch them, and it is really time they were out." + +"For their party next week?" + +"Yes. I hope Kitty won't tire herself out. It has been a rush lately." + +"Does she ever rest?" + +"Never--as far as I can see. And I am afraid she has been very much +worried." + +"About that silly affair with Prince Stephan?" said Lady Tranmore. + +Margaret French nodded. "She vows that she meant no harm, and did no +harm, and that it has been all malice and exaggeration. But one can see +she has been hurt." + +"Well, if you ask me," said Lady Tranmore, in a low voice, "I think she +deserved to be." + +Their eyes met, the girl's full of a half-smiling, half-soft +consideration. Lady Tranmore, on the other hand, had flushed proudly, as +though the mere mention of the matter to which she had referred had been +galling to her. Kitty, in fact, had just been guilty of an escapade +which had set the town talking, and even found its way here and there in +the newspapers. The heir to a European monarchy had been recently +visiting London. A romantic interest surrounded him; for a lady, not of +a rank sufficiently high to mate with his, had lately drowned herself +for love of him, and the young man's melancholy good looks, together +with the magnificent apathy of his manner, drew after him a chain of +gossip. Kitty failed to meet him in society; certain invitations that +for once she coveted did not arrive; and in a fit of pique she declared +that she would make acquaintance with him in her own way. On a certain +occasion, when the Princeling was at the play, his attention was drawn +to a small and dazzling creature in a box opposite his own. Presently, +however, there was a commotion in this box. The dazzling creature had +fainted; and rumor sent round the name of Lady Kitty Ashe. The Prince +despatched an equerry to make inquiries, and the inquiries were repeated +that evening in Hill Street. Recovery was prompt, and the Prince let it +be known that he wished to meet the lady. Invitations from high quarters +descended upon Kitty; she bore herself with an engaging carelessness, +and the melancholy youth was soon spending far more pains upon her than +he had yet been known to spend upon any other English beauties presented +to him. Ashe and Kitty's friends laughed; the old general in charge of +the Princeling took alarm. And presently Kitty's audacities, alack, +carried away her discretion; she began, moreover, to boast of her ruse. +Whispers crept round; and the general's ears were open. In a few days +Kitty's triumph went the way of all earthly things. At a Court ball, to +which her vanity had looked forward, unwarned, the Prince passed her +with glassy eyes, returning the barest bow to her smiling courtesy. She +betrayed nothing; but somehow the thing got out, and set in motion a +perfect hurricane of talk. It was rumored that the old Prime Minister, +Lord Parham, had himself said a caustic word to Lady Kitty, that Royalty +was annoyed, and that William Ashe had for once scolded his wife +seriously. + +Lady Tranmore was well aware that there was, at any rate, no truth in +the last report; but she also knew that there was a tone of sharpness in +the London chatter that was new with regard to Kitty. It was as though a +certain indulgence was wearing out, and what had been amusement was +passing into criticism. + +She and Margaret French discussed the matter a little, _sotto voce_, +while Margaret went on with the invitations and Lady Tranmore made a +French toy dance and spin for the babe's amusement. Their tone was one +of close and friendly intimacy, an intimacy based clearly upon one +common interest--their relation to Kitty. Margaret French was one of +those beings in whom, for our salvation, this halting, hurried world of +ours is still on the whole rich. She was unmarried, thirty-five, and +poor. She lived with her brother, a struggling doctor, and she had come +across Kitty in the first months of Kitty's married life, on some +fashionable Soldiers' Aid Committee, where Margaret had done the work +and Kitty with the other great ladies had reaped the fame. Kitty had +developed a fancy for her, and presently could not live without her. But +Margaret, though it soon became evident that she had taken Kitty and, in +due time, the child--Ashe, too, for the matter of that--deep into her +generous heart, preserved a charming measure in the friendship offered +her. She would owe Kitty nothing, either socially or financially. When +Kitty's smart friends appeared, she vanished. Nobody in her own world +ever heard her mention the name of Lady Kitty Ashe, largely as that name +was beginning to figure in the gossip of the day. But there were few +things concerning the Hill Street ménage that Lady Tranmore could not +safely and rightly discuss with her; and even Ashe himself went to her +for counsel. + +"I am afraid this has made things worse than ever with the Parhams," +said Lady Tranmore, presently. + +Margaret shook her head anxiously. + +"I hope Kitty won't throw over their dinner next week." + +"She is talking of it!" + +"Yesterday she had almost made up her mind," said Margaret, reluctantly. +"Perhaps you will persuade her. But she has been terribly angry with +Lord Parham--and with Lady P., too." + +"And it was to be a reconciliation dinner, after the old nonsense +between her and Lady Parham," sighed Lady Tranmore. "It was planned for +Kitty entirely. And she is to act something, isn't she, with that young +De La Rivière from the embassy? I believe the Princess is +coming--expressly to meet her. I have been hearing of it on all sides. +She _can't_ throw it over!" + +Margaret shrugged her shoulders. "I believe she will." + +The older lady's face showed a sudden cloud of indignation. + +"William must really put his foot down," she said, in a low, decided +voice. "It is, of course, most important--just now--" + +She said no more, but Margaret French looked up, and they exchanged +glances. + +"Let's hope," said Margaret, "that Mr. Ashe will be able to pacify her. +Ah, there she is." + +For the front door closed heavily, and instantly the house was aware +from top to toe of a flutter of talk and a frou-frou of skirts. Kitty +ran up the stairs and into the drawing-room, still talking, apparently, +to the footman behind her, and stopped short at the sight of Lady +Tranmore and Margaret. A momentary shadow passed across her face; then +she came forward all smiles. + +"Why, they never told me down-stairs!" she said, taking a hand of each +caressingly, and slipping into a seat between them. "Have I lost much of +you?" + +"Well, I must soon be off," said Lady Tranmore. "Harry has been +entertaining me." + +"Oh, Harry; is he there?" said Kitty, in another voice, perceiving the +child behind his grandmother's dress as he sat on the floor, where Lady +Tranmore had just deposited him. + +The baby turned towards his beautiful mother, and, as he saw her, a +little wandering smile began to spread from his uncertain lips to his +deep-brown eyes, till his whole face shone, held to hers as to a magnet, +in a still enchantment. + +"Come!" said Kitty, holding out her hands. + +With difficulty the child pulled himself towards her, moving in sideway +fashion along the floor, and dragging the helpless foot after him. Again +the shadow crossed Kitty's face. She caught him up, kissed him, and +moved to ring the bell. + +"Shall I take him up-stairs?" said Margaret. + +"Why, he seems to have only just come down!" said Lady Tranmore. "Must +he go?" + +"He can come down again afterwards," said Kitty. "I want to talk to you. +Take him, Margaret." + +The babe went without a whimper, still following his mother with his +eyes. + +"He looks rather frail," said Lady Tranmore. "I hope you'll soon be +sending him to the country, Kitty." + +"He's very well," said Kitty. Then she took off her hat and looked at +the invitations Margaret had been writing. + +"Heavens, I had forgotten all about them! What an angel is Margaret! I +really can't remember these things. They ought to do themselves by +clock-work. And now Fanchette and this ball are enough to drive one +wild." + +She lifted her hands to her face and pressed back the masses of fair +hair that were tumbling round it, with a gesture of weariness. + +"Fanchette can make your dress?" + +"She says she will, but I couldn't make her understand anything I +wanted. She is off her head! They all are. By-the-way, did you hear of +Madeleine Alcot's. telegram to Worth?" + +"No." + +Kitty laughed--a laugh musical but malicious. Mrs. Alcot, married in the +same month as herself, had been her companion and rival from the +beginning. They called each other "Kitty" and "Madeleine," and saw each +other frequently; why, Lady Tranmore could never discover, unless on the +principle that it is best to keep your enemy under observation. + +"She telegraphed to Worth as soon as her invitation arrived, 'Envoyez +tout de suite costume Vénus. Réponse.' The answer came at dinner--she +had a dinner-party--and she read it aloud: 'Remercîments. Il n'y en a +pas.' Isn't it delightful?" + +"Very neat," said Lady Tranmore, smiling. "When did you invent that? +You, I hear, are to be Diana?" + +Kitty made a gesture of despair. + +"Ask Fanchette--it depends on her. There is no one but she in London who +can do it. Oh, by-the-way, what's Mary going to be? I suppose a Madonna +of sorts." + +"Not at all," said Lady Tranmore, dryly; "she has chosen a Sir Joshua +costume I found for her." + +"A vocation missed," said Kitty, shaking her head. "She ought to have +been a 'Vestal Virgin' at least.... Do you know that you look _such_ a +duck this afternoon!" The speaker put up two small hands and pulled and +patted at the black lace strings of Lady Tranmore's hat, which were tied +under the delicately wrinkled white of her very distinguished chin. + +"This hat suits you so--you are such a _grande dame_ in it. Ah! Je +t'adore!" + +And Kitty softly took the chin aforesaid into her hands, and dropped a +kiss on Lady Tranmore's cheek, which reddened a little under the sudden +caress. + +"Don't be a goose, Kitty." But Elizabeth Tranmore stooped forward all +the same and returned the kiss heartily. "Now tell me what you're going +to wear at the Parhams'." + +Kitty rose deliberately, went to the bell and rang it. + +"It must be quite time for tea." + +"You haven't answered my question, Kitty." + +"Haven't I?" The butler entered. "Tea, please, Wilson, at once." + +"Kitty!--" + +Lady Kitty seated herself defiantly a short distance from her +mother-in-law and crossed her hands on her lap. + +"I am not going to the Parhams'." + +"Kitty!--what do you mean?" + +"I am not going to the Parhams'," repeated Kitty, slowly. "They should +behave a little more considerately to me if they want to get me to amuse +their guests for them." + +At this moment Margaret French re-entered the room. Lady Tranmore turned +to her with a gesture of distress. + +"Oh, Margaret knows," said Kitty. "I told her yesterday." + +"The Parhams?" said Margaret. + +Kitty nodded. Margaret paused, with her hand on the back of Lady +Tranmore's chair, and there was a short silence. Then Lady Tranmore +began, in a tone that endeavored not to be too serious: + +"I don't know how you're going to get out of it, my dear. Lady Parham +has asked the Princess, first because she wished to come, secondly as an +olive-branch to you. She has taken the greatest pains about the dinner; +and afterwards there is to be an evening party to hear you, just the +right size, and just the right people." + +"Cela m'est égal," said Kitty, "par-faite-ment égal! I am not going." + +"What possible excuse can you invent?" + +"I shall have a cold, the most atrocious cold imaginable. I take to my +bed just two hours before it is time to dress. My letter reaches Lady +Parham on the stroke of eight." + +"Kitty, you would be doing a thing perfectly unheard of--most rude--most +unkind!" + +The stiff, slight figure, like a strained wand, did not waver for a +moment before the grave indignation of the older woman. + +"I should for once be paying off a score that has run on too long." + +"You and Lady Parham had agreed to make friends, and let bygones be +bygones." + +"That was before last week." + +"Before Lord Parham said--what annoyed you?" + +Kitty's eyes flamed. + +"Before Lord Parham humiliated me in public--or tried to." + +"Dear Kitty, he was annoyed, and said a sharp thing; but he is an old +man, and for William's sake, surely, you can forgive it. And Lady Parham +had nothing to do with it." + +"She has not written to me to apologize," said Kitty, with a most +venomous calm. "Don't talk about it, mother. It will hurt you, and I am +determined. Lady Parham has patronized or snubbed me ever since I +married--when she hasn't been setting my best friends against me. She is +false, false, _false_!" Kitty struck her hands together with an emphatic +gesture. "And Lord Parham said a thing to me last week I shall never +forgive. Voilà! Now I mean to have done with it!" + +"And you choose to forget altogether that Lord Parham is William's +political chief--that William's affairs are in a critical state, and +everything depends on Lord Parham--that it is not seemly, not possible, +that William's wife should publicly slight Lady Parham, and through her +the Prime Minister--at this moment of all moments." + +Lady Tranmore breathed fast. + +"William will not expect me to put up with insults," said Kitty, also +beginning to show emotion. + +"But can't you see that--just now especially--you ought to think of +nothing--_nothing_--but William's future and William's career?" + +"William will never purchase his career at my expense." + +"Kitty, dear, listen," cried Lady Tranmore, in despair, and she threw +herself into arguments and appeals to which Kitty listened quite unmoved +for some twenty minutes. Margaret French, feeling herself an +uncomfortable third, tried several times to steal away. In vain. Kitty's +peremptory hand retained her. She could not escape, much as she wished +it, from the wrestle between the two women--on the one side the mother, +noble, already touched with age, full of dignity and protesting +affection; on the other the wife, still little more than a child in +years, vibrating through all her slender frame with passion and +insolence, more beautiful than usual by virtue of the very fire which +possessed her--a mænad at bay. + +Lady Tranmore had just begun to waver in a final despair when the door +opened and William Ashe entered. + +He looked in astonishment at his mother and wife. Then in a flash he +understood, and, with an involuntary gesture of fatigue, he turned to +go. + +"William!" cried his mother, hurrying after him, "don't go. Kitty and I +were disputing; but it is nothing, dear! Don't go, you look so tired. +Can you stay for dinner?" + +"Well, that was my intention," said Ashe, with a smile, as he allowed +himself to be brought back. "But Kitty seems in the clouds." + +For Kitty had not moved an inch to greet him. She sat in a high-back +chair, one foot crossed over the other, one hand supporting her cheek, +looking straight before her with shining eyes. + +Lady Tranmore laid a hand on her shoulder. + +"We won't talk any more about it now, Kitty, will we?" + +Kitty's pinched lips opened enough to emit the words: + +"Perhaps William had better understand--" + +"Goodness!" cried Ashe. "Is it the Parhams? Send them, Kitty, if you +please, to ten thousand _diables_! You won't go to their dinner? Well, +don't go! Please yourself--and hang the expense! Come and give me some +dinner--there's a dear." + +He bent over her and kissed her hair. + +Lady Tranmore began to speak; then, with a mighty effort, restrained +herself and began to look for her parasol. Kitty did not move. Lady +Tranmore said a muffled good-bye and went. And this time Margaret French +insisted on going with her. + + * * * * * + +When Ashe returned to the drawing-room, he found his wife still in the +same position, very pale and very wild. + +"I have told your mother, William, what I intend to do about the +Parhams." + +"Very well, dear. Now she knows." + +"She says it will ruin your career." + +"Did she? We'll talk about that presently. We have had a nasty scene in +the House with the Irishmen, and I'm famished. Go and change, there's a +dear. Dinner's just coming in." + +Kitty went reluctantly. She came down in a white, flowing garment, with +a small green wreath in her hair, which, together with the air of a +storm which still enwrapped her, made her more mænad-like than ever. +Ashe took no notice, gave her a laughing account of what had passed in +the House, and ate his dinner. + +Afterwards, when they were alone, and he was just about to return to the +House, she made a swift rush across the dining-room, and caught his coat +with both hands. + +"William, I can't go to that dinner--it would kill me!" + +"How you repeat yourself, darling!" he said, with a smile. "I suppose +you'll give Lady Parham decent notice. What'll you do? Get a doctor's +certificate and go away?" + +Kitty panted. "Not at all. I shall not tell her till an hour before." + +Ashe whistled. + +"War? I see. Open war. Very well. Then we shall get to Venice for +Easter." + +Kitty fell back. + +"What do you mean?" + +"Very plain, isn't it? But what does it matter? Venice will be +delightful, and there are plenty of good men to take my place." + +"Lord Parham would pass you over?" + +"Not at all. But I can't work in public with a man whom I must cut in +private. It wouldn't amuse me. So if you're decided, Kitty, write to +Danieli's for rooms." + +He lit his cigarette, and went out with a perfect nonchalance and +good-temper. + + * * * * * + +Kitty was to have gone to a ball. She countermanded her maid's +preparations, and sent the maid to bed. In due time all the servants +went to bed, the front door being left on the latch as usual for Ashe's +late return. About midnight a little figure slipped into the child's +nursery. The nurse was fast asleep. Kitty sat beside the child, +motionless, for an hour, and when Ashe let himself into the house about +two o'clock he heard a little rustle in the hall, and there stood Kitty, +waiting for him. + +"Kitty, what are you about?" he said, in pretended amazement. But in +reality he was not astonished at all. His life for months past had been +pitched in a key of extravagance and tumult. He had been practically +certain that he should find Kitty in the hall. + +With great tenderness he half led, half carried her up-stairs. She clung +to him as passionately as, before dinner, she had repulsed him. When +they reached their room, the tired man, dropping with sleep, after a +Parliamentary wrestle in which every faculty had been taxed to the +utmost, took his wife in his arms; and there Kitty sobbed and talked +herself into a peace of complete exhaustion. In this state she was one +of the most exquisite of human beings, with words, tone, and gestures of +a heavenly softness and languor. The evil spirit went out of her, and +she was all ethereal tenderness, sadness, and remorse. For more than two +years, scenes like this had, in Ashe's case, melted into final delight +and intoxication which more than effaced the memory of what had gone +before. Now for several months he had dreaded the issue of the crisis, +no less than the crisis itself. It left him unnerved as though some +morbid sirocco had passed over him. + +When Kitty at last had fallen asleep, Ashe stood for some time beside +his dressing-room window, looking absently into the cloudy night, too +tired even to undress. A gusty northwest wind tore down the street and +beat against the windows. The unrest without increased the tension of +his mind and body. Like Lady Tranmore, he had, as it were, stepped back +from his life, and was looking at it--the last three years of it in +particular--as a whole. What was the net result of those years? Where +was he? Whither were he and Kitty going? A strange pang shot through +him. The mere asking of the question had been as the lifting of the lamp +of Psyche. + +The scene that night in the House of Commons had been for him a scene of +conflict; in the main, also, of victory. His virile powers, capacities, +and ambitions had been at their height. He had felt the full spell of +the English political life, with all its hard fighting joy, the +exhilaration which flows from the vastness of the interests on which it +turns, and the intricate appeal it makes, in the case of a man like +himself, to a hundred inherited aptitudes, tastes, and traditions. + +And here he stood in the darkness, wondering whether indeed the best of +his life were not over--the prey of forebodings as strong and vagrant as +the gusts outside. + +Birds of the night! He forced himself to bed, and slept heavily. When he +woke up, the May sun was shining into his room. Kitty, in the freshest +of morning dresses, was sitting on his bed like a perching bird, waiting +impatiently till his eyes should open and she could ask him his opinion +on her dress for the ball. The savor and joy of life returned upon him +in a flood. Kitty was the prettiest thing ever seen; he had scored off +those Tory fellows the night before; the Parhams' dinner was all right; +and life was once more kind, manageable, and full of the most agreeable +possibilities. A certain indolent impatience in him recoiled from the +mere recollection of the night before. The worry was over; why think of +it again? + + + + +VIII + + +Meanwhile Lady Tranmore had reached home, and after one of those +pathetic hours in her husband's room which made the secret and sacred +foundation of her daily life, she expected Mary Lyster, who was to dine +at Tranmore House before the two ladies presented themselves at a +musical party given by the French Ambassadress. Before her guest's +arrival, Lady Tranmore wandered about her rooms, unable to rest, unable +even to read the evening papers on Ashe's speech, so possessed was she +still by her altercation with Kitty, and by the foreboding sense of what +it meant. William's future was threatened; and the mother whose whole +proud heart had been thrown for years into every successful effort and +every upward step of her son, was up in arms. + +Mary Lyster arrived to the minute. She came in, a tall gliding woman, +her hair falling in rippled waves on either side of her face, which in +its ample comeliness and placidity reminded the Italianate Lady Tranmore +of many faces well known to her in early Siennese or Florentine art. +Mary's dress to-night was of a noble red, and the glossy brown of her +hair made a harmony both with her dress and with the whiteness of her +neck that contented the fastidious eye of her companion. "Polly" was now +thirty, in the prime of her good looks. Lady Tranmore's affection for +her, which had at one time even included the notion that she might +possibly become William Ashe's wife, did not at all interfere with a +shrewd understanding of her limitations. But she was daughterless +herself; her family feeling was strong; and Mary's society was an old +and pleasant habit one could ill have parted with. In her company, +moreover, Mary was at her best. + +Elizabeth Tranmore never discussed her daughter-in-law with her cousin. +Loyalty to William forbade it, no less than a strong sense of family +dignity. For Mary had spoken once--immediately after the +engagement--with energy--nay, with passion; prophesying woe and +calamity. Thenceforward it was tacitly agreed between them that all +root-and-branch criticism of Kitty and her ways was taboo. Mary was, +indeed, on apparently good terms with her cousin's wife. She dined +occasionally at the Ashes', and she and Kitty met frequently under the +wing of Lady Tranmore. There was no cordiality between them, and Kitty +was often sharply or sulkily certain that Mary was to be counted among +those hostile forces with which, in some of her moods, the world seemed +to her to bristle. But if Mary kept, in truth, a very sharp tongue for +many of her intimates on the subject of Kitty, Lady Tranmore at least +was determined to know nothing about it. + +On this particular evening, however, Lady Tranmore's self-control failed +her, for the first time in three years. She had not talked five minutes +with her guest before she perceived that Mary's mind was, in truth, +brimful of gossip--the gossip of many drawing-rooms--as to Kitty's +escapade with the Prince, Kitty's relations to Lady Partham, Kitty's +parties, and Kitty's whims. The temptation was too great; her own guard +broke down. + +"I hear Kitty is furious with the Parhams," said Mary, as the two ladies +sat together after their rapid dinner. It was a rainy night, and the +fire to which they had drawn up was welcome. + +Lady Tranmore shook her head sadly. + +"I don't know where it is to end," she said, slowly. + +"Lady Parham told me yesterday--you don't mind my repeating it?"--Mary +looked up with a smile--"she was still dreadfully afraid that Kitty +would play her some trick about next Friday. She knows that Kitty +detests her." + +"Oh no," said Lady Tranmore, in a vague voice, "Kitty +couldn't--impossible!" + +Mary turned an observant eye upon her companion's conscious and troubled +air, and drew conclusions not far from the truth. + +"And it's all so awkward, isn't it?" she said, with sympathy, "when +apparently Lady Parham is as much Prime Minister as he is." + +For in those days certain great houses and political ladies, though not +at the zenith of their power, were still, in their comparative decline, +very much to be reckoned with. When Lady Parham talked longer than usual +with the French Ambassador, his Austrian and German colleagues wrote +anxious despatches to their governments; when a special mission to the +East of great importance had to be arranged, nobody imagined that Lord +Parham had very much to do with the appointment of the commissioner, who +happened to have just engaged himself to Lady Parham's second girl. No +young member on the government side, if he wanted office, neglected +Lady Parham's invitations, and admission to her more intimate dinners +was still almost as much coveted as similar favors had been a generation +before in the case of Lady Jersey, or still earlier, in that of Lady +Holland. She was a small old woman, with a shrewish face, a waxen +complexion, and a brown wig. In spite of short sight, she saw things +that escaped most other people; her tongue was rarely at a loss; she +was, on the whole, a good friend, though never an unreflecting one; and +what she forgave might be safely reckoned as not worth resenting. + +Elizabeth Tranmore received Mary's remark with reluctant consent. Lady +Parham--from the English aristocratic stand-point--was not well-born. +She had been the daughter of a fashionable music-master, whose blood was +certainly not Christian. And there were many people beside Lady Tranmore +who resented her domination. + +"It will be so perfectly easy when the moment comes to invent some +excuse or other for shelving William's claims," sighed Ashe's mother. +"Nobody is indispensable, and if that old woman is provoked, she will be +capable of any mischief." + +"What do you want for William?" said Mary, smiling. + +"He ought, of course, to have the Home Office!" replied Lady Tranmore, +with fire. + +Mary vowed that he would certainly have it. "Kitty is so clever, she +will understand how important discretion is, before things go too far." + +Lady Tranmore made no answer. She gazed into the fire, and Miss Lyster +thought her depressed. + +"Has William ever interfered?" she asked, cautiously. + +Lady Tranmore hesitated. + +"Not that I know of," she said, at last. "Nor will he ever--in the sense +in which any ordinary husband would interfere." + +"I know! It is as though he had a kind of superstition about it. Isn't +there a fairy story, in which an elf marries a mortal on condition that +if he ever ill-treats her, her people will fetch her back to fairyland? +One day the husband lost his temper and spoke crossly; instantly there +was a crash of thunder and the elf-wife vanished." + +"I don't remember the story. But it's like that--exactly. He said to me +once that he would never have asked her to marry him if he had not been +able to make up his mind to let her have her own way--never to coerce +her." + +But having said this, Lady Tranmore repented. It seemed to her she had +been betraying William's affairs. She drew her chair back from the fire, +and rang to ask if the carriage had arrived. Mary took the hint. She +arrayed herself in her cloak, and chatted agreeably about other things +till the moment for their departure came. + +As they drove through the streets, Lady Tranmore stole a glance at her +companion. + +"She is really very handsome," she thought--"much better-looking than +she was at twenty. What are the men about, not to marry her?" + +It was indeed a puzzle. For Mary was increasingly agreeable as the years +went on, and had now quite a position of her own in London, as a +charming woman without angles or apparent egotisms; one of the +initiated besides, whom any dinner-party might be glad to capture. Her +relations, near and distant, held so many of the points of vantage in +English public life that her word inevitably carried weight. She talked +politics, as women of her class must talk them to hold their own; she +supported the Church; and she was elegantly charitable, in that popular +sense which means that you subscribe to your friends' charities without +setting up any of your own. She was rich also--already in possession of +a considerable fortune, inherited from her mother, and prospective +heiress of at least as much again from her father, old Sir Richard +Lyster, whose house in Somersetshire she managed to perfection. In the +season she stayed with various friends, or with Lady Tranmore, Sir +Richard being now infirm, and preferring the country. There was a +younger sister, who was known to have married imprudently, and against +her father's wishes, some five or six years before this. Catharine was +poor, the wife of a clergyman with young children. Lady Tranmore +sometimes wondered whether Mary was quite as good to her as she might +be. She herself sent Catharine various presents in the course of the +year for the children. + +--Yes, it was certainly surprising that Mary had not married. Lady +Tranmore's thoughts were running on this tack when of a sudden her eyes +were caught by the placard of one of the evening papers. + +"Interview with Mr. Cliffe. Peace assured." So ran one of the lines. + +"Geoffrey Cliffe home again!" Lady Tranmore's tone betrayed a shade of +contemptuous amusement. + +"We shall have to get on without our daily telegram. Poor London!" + +If at that moment it had occurred to her to look at her companion, she +would have seen a quick reddening of Mary's cheeks. + +"He has had a great success, though, with his telegrams!" replied Miss +Lyster. "I should have thought one couldn't deny that." + +"Success! Only with the people who don't matter," said Lady Tranmore, +with a shrug. "Of what importance is it to anybody that Geoffrey Cliffe +should telegraph his doings and his opinions every morning to the +English public?" + +We were in the midst of a disagreement with America. A whirlwind was +unloosed, and as it happened Geoffrey Cliffe was riding it. For that +gentleman had not succeeded in the designs which were occupying his mind +when he had first made Kitty's acquaintance in the Grosvilles' +country-house. He had desired an appointment in Egypt; but it had not +been given him, and after some angry restlessness at home, he had once +more taken up a pilgrim's staff and departed on fresh travels, bound +this time for the Pamirs and Thibet. After nearly three years, during +which he had never ceased, through the newspapers and periodicals, to +keep his opinions and his personality before the public, he had been +heard of in China, and as returning home by America. He arrived at San +Francisco just as the dispute had broken out, was at once captured by an +English paper, and sent to New York, with _carte blanche_. He had risen +with alacrity to the situation. Thenceforward for some three weeks, +England found a marvellous series of large-print telegrams, signed +"Geoffrey Cliffe," awaiting her each morning on her breakfast-table. + +"'The President and I met this morning'--'The President considers, and I +agree with him'--'I told the President'--etc.--'The President this +morning signed and sealed a memorable despatch. He said to me +afterwards'"--etc. + +Two diverse effects seemed to have been produced by these proceedings. A +certain section of Radical opinion, which likes to see affairs managed +_sans cérémonie_, and does not understand what the world wants with +diplomatists when journalists are to be had, applauded; the +old-fashioned laughed. + +It was said that Cliffe was going into the House immediately; the young +bloods of the party in power enjoyed the prospect, and had already +stored up the _ego et Rex meus_ details of his correspondence for future +use. + +"How could a man make such a fool of himself!" continued Lady Tranmore, +the malice in her voice expressing not only the old aristocratic dislike +of the press, but also the jealousy natural to the mother of an official +son. + +"Well, we shall see," said Mary, after a pause. "I don't quite agree +with you, Cousin Elizabeth--indeed, I know there are many people who +think that he has certainly done good." + +Lady Tranmore turned in astonishment. She had expected Mary's assent to +her original remark as a matter of course. Mary's old flirtation with +Geoffrey Cliffe, and the long breach between them which had followed it, +were things well known to her. They had coincided, moreover, with her +own dropping of the man whom for various reasons she had come to regard +as unscrupulous and unsafe. + +"Good!" she echoed--"_good_?--with that boasting, and that +_fanfaronnade_. Polly!" + +But Miss Lyster held her ground. + +"We must allow everybody their own ways of doing things, mustn't we? I +am quite sure he has meant well--all through." + +Lady Tranmore shrugged her shoulders. "Lord Parham told me he had had +the most grotesque letters from him!--and meant henceforward to put them +in the fire." + +"Very foolish of Lord Parham," said Mary, promptly. "I should have +thought that a Prime Minister would welcome information--from all sides. +And of course Mr. Cliffe thinks that the government has been _very_ +badly served." + +Lady Tranmore's wonder broke out. "You don't mean--that--you hear from +him?" + +She turned and looked full at her companion. Mary's color was still +raised, but otherwise she betrayed no embarrassment. + +"Yes, dear Cousin Elizabeth. I have heard from him regularly for the +last six months. I have often wished to tell you, but I was afraid you +might misunderstand me, and--my courage failed me!" The speaker, +smiling, laid her hand on Lady Tranmore's. "The fact is, he wrote to me +last autumn from Japan. You remember that poor cousin of mine who died +at Tokio? Mr. Cliffe had seen something of him, and he very kindly wrote +both to his mother and me afterwards. Then--" + +"You didn't forgive him!" cried Lady Tranmore. + +Mary laughed. + +"Was there anything to forgive? We were both young and foolish. Anyway, +he interests me--and his letters are splendid." + +"Did you ever tell William you were corresponding with him?" + +"No, indeed! But I want very much to make them understand each other +better. Why shouldn't the government make use of him? He doesn't wish at +all to be thrown into the arms of the other side. But they treat him so +badly--" + +"My dear Mary! are we governed by the proper people, or are we not?" + +"It is no good ignoring the press," said Mary, holding herself +gracefully erect. "And the Bishop quite agrees with me." + +Lady Tranmore sank back in her seat. + +"You discussed it with the Bishop?" It was now some time since Mary had +last brought the family Bishop--her cousin, and Lady Tranmore's--to bear +upon an argument between them. But Elizabeth knew that his appearance in +the conversation invariably meant a _fait accompli_ of some sort. + +"I read him some of Mr. Cliffe's letters," said Mary, modestly. "He +thought them most remarkable." + +"Even when he mocks at missionaries?" + +"Oh! but he doesn't mock at them any more. He has learned wisdom--I +assure you he has!" + +Lady Tranmore's patience almost departed, Mary's look was so penetrated +with indulgence for the prejudices of a dear but unreasonable relation. +But she managed to preserve it. + +"And you knew he was coming home?" + +"Oh yes!" said Mary. "I meant to have told you at dinner. But something +put it out of my head--Kitty, of course! I shouldn't wonder if he were +at the embassy to-night." + +"Polly! tell me--"--Lady Tranmore gripped Miss Lyster's hand with some +force--"are you going to marry him?" + +"Not that I know of," was the smiling reply. "Don't you think I'm old +enough by now to have a man friend?" + +"And you expect me to be civil to him!" + +"Well, dear Cousin Elizabeth--you know--you never did break with him, +quite." + +Lady Tranmore, in her bewilderment, reflected that she had certainly +meant to complete the process whenever she and Mr. Cliffe should meet +again. Aloud she could only say, rather stiffly: + +"I can't forget that William disapproves of him strongly." + +"Oh no--excuse me--I don't think he does!" said Mary, quickly. "He said +to me, the other day, that he should be very glad to pick his brains +when he came home. And then he laughed and said he was a 'deuced clever +fellow'--excuse the adjective--and it was a great thing to be 'as free +as that chap was'--'without all sorts of boring colleagues and +responsibilities.' Wasn't it like William?" + +Lady Tranmore sighed. + +"William shouldn't say those things." + +"Of course, dear, he was only in fun. But I'll lay you a small wager, +Cousin Elizabeth, that Kitty will ask Mr. Cliffe to lunch as soon as she +knows he is in town." + +Lady Tranmore turned away. + +"I dare say. No one can answer for what Kitty will do. But Geoffrey +Cliffe has said scandalous things of William." + +"He won't say them again," said Mary, soothingly. "Besides, William +never minds being abused a bit--does he?" + +"He should mind," said Lady Tranmore, drawing herself up. "In my young +days, our enemies were our enemies and our friends our friends. Nowadays +nothing seems to matter. You may call a man a scoundrel one day and ask +him to dinner the next. We seem to use words in a new sense--and I +confess I don't like the change. Well, Mary, I sha'n't, of course, be +rude to any friend of yours. But don't expect me to be effusive. And +please remember that my acquaintance with Geoffrey Cliffe is older than +yours." + +Mary made a caressing reply, and gave her mind for the rest of the drive +to the smoothing of Lady Tranmore's ruffled plumes. But it was not easy. +As that lady made her way up the crowded staircase of the French +Embassy, her fine face was still absent and a little stern. + +Mary could only reflect that she had at least got through a first +explanation which was bound to be made. Then for a few minutes her mind +surrendered itself wholly to the question, "Will he be here?" + + * * * * * + +The rooms of the French Embassy were already crowded. An ambassador, +short, stout, and somewhat morose, his plain features and snub nose +emerging with difficulty from his thick, fair hair, superabundant beard, +and mustache--with an elegant and smiling ambassadress, personifying +amid the English crowd that Paris from which through every fibre she +felt herself a pining exile--received the guests. The scene was ablaze +with uniforms, for the Speaker had been giving a dinner, and Royalty was +expected. But, as Lady Tranmore perceived at once, very few members of +the House of Commons were present. A hot debate on some detail of the +naval estimates had been sprung on ministers, and the whips on each side +had been peremptorily keeping their forces in hand. + +"I don't see either William or Kitty," said Mary, after a careful +scrutiny not, in truth, directed to the discovery of the Ashes. + +"No. I suppose William was kept, and Kitty did not care to come alone." + +Mary said nothing. But she was well aware that Kitty was never +restrained from going into society by the mere absence of her husband. +Meanwhile Lady Tranmore was lost in secret anxieties as to what might +have happened in Hill Street. Had there been a quarrel? Something +certainly had gone wrong, or Kitty would be here. + +"Lady Kitty not arrived?" said a voice, like a macaw's, beside her. + +Elizabeth turned and shook hands with Lady Parham. That extraordinary +woman, followed everywhere by the attentive observation of the crowd, +had never asserted herself more sharply in dress, manner, and coiffure +than on this particular evening--so it seemed, at least, to Lady +Tranmore. Her ample figure was robed in the white satin of a bride, her +wrinkled neck disappeared under a weight of jewels, and her bright +chestnut wig, to which the diamond tiara was fastened, positively +attacked the spectator, so patent was it and unashamed. Unashamed, too, +were the bold, tyrannous eyes, the rouge-spots on either cheek, the +strength of the jaw, the close-shut ability of the mouth. Elizabeth +Tranmore looked at her with a secret passion of dislike. Her English +pride of race, no less than the prejudices of her taste and training, +could hardly endure the fact that, for William's sake, she must make +herself agreeable to Lady Parham. + +Agreeable, however, she tried to be. Kitty had seemed to her tired in +the afternoon, and had, no doubt, gone to bed--so she averred. + +Lady Parham laughed. + +"Well, she mustn't be tired the night of my party next week--or the +skies will fall. I never took so much trouble before about anything in +my life." + +"No, she must take care," said Lady Tranmore. "Unfortunately, she is not +strong, and she does too much." + +Lady Parham threw her a sharp look. + +"Not strong? I should have thought Lady Kitty was made on wires. Well, +if she fails me, I shall go to bed--with small-pox. There will be +nothing else to be done. The Princess has actually put off another +engagement to come--she has heard so much of Lady Kitty's reciting. But +you'll help me through, won't you?" + +And the wrinkled face and harsh lips fell into a contortion meant for a +confidential smile; while through it all the eyes, wholly independent, +studied the face beside her--closely, suspiciously--until the owner of +it in her discomfort could almost have repeated aloud the words that +were ringing in her mind--"I shall _not_ go to Lady Parham's! My note +will reach her on the stroke of eight." + +"Certainly--I will keep an eye on her!" she said, lightly. "But you +know--since her illness--" + +"Oh no!" said Lady Parham, impatiently, "she is very well--very well +indeed. I never saw her look so radiant. By-the-way, did you hear your +son's speech the other night? I did not see you in the gallery. A great +pity if you missed it. It was admirable." + +Lady Tranmore replied regretfully that she had not been there, and that +she had not been able to have a word with him about it since. + +"Oh, he knows he did well," said Lady Parham, carelessly. "They all do. +Lord Parham was delighted. He could do nothing but talk about it at +dinner. He says they were in a very tight place, and Mr. Ashe got them +out." + +Lady Tranmore expressed her gratification with all the dignity she could +command, conscious meanwhile that her companion was not listening to a +word, absorbed as she was in a hawklike examination of the room through +a pair of gold-rimmed eye-glasses. + +Suddenly the eye-glasses fell with a rattle. + +"Good Heavens!" cried Lady Parham. "Do you see who that is talking to +Mr. Loraine?" + +Lady Tranmore looked, and at once perceived Geoffrey Cliffe in close +conversation with the leader of the Opposition. The lady beside her gave +an angry laugh. + +"If Mr. Cliffe thinks he has done himself any good by these ridiculous +telegrams of his, he will find himself mistaken! People are perfectly +furious about them." + +"Naturally," said Lady Tranmore. "Only that it is a pity to take him +seriously." + +"Oh, I don't know. He has his following; unfortunately, some of our own +men are inclined to think that Parham should conciliate him. Ignore him, +I say. Behave as though he didn't exist. Ah! by-the-way"--the speaker +raised herself on tiptoe, and said, in an audacious undertone--"is it +true that he may possibly marry your cousin, Miss Lyster?" + +Lady Tranmore kept a smiling composure. "Is it true that Lord Parham may +possibly give him an appointment?" + +Lady Parham turned away in annoyance. "Is that one of the inventions +going about?" + +"There are so many," said Lady Tranmore. + +At that moment, however, to her infinite relief, her companion abruptly +deserted her. She was free to observe the two distant figures in +conversation--Geoffrey Cliffe and Mr. Loraine, the latter a man now +verging on old age, white-haired and wrinkled, but breathing still +through every feature and every movement the scarcely diminished energy +of his magnificent prime. He stood with bent head, listening +attentively, but, as Lady Tranmore thought, coldly, to the arguments +that Cliffe was pouring out upon him. Once he looked up in a sudden +recoil, and there was a flash from an eye famous for its power of +majestic or passionate rebuke. Cliffe, however, took no notice, and +talked on, Loraine still listening. + +"Look at them!" said Lady Parham, venomously, in the ear of one of her +intimates. "We shall have all this out in the House to-morrow. The +Opposition mean to play that man for all he's worth. Mr. Loraine, +too--with his puritanical ways! I know what he thinks of Cliffe. He +wouldn't _touch_ him in private. But in public--you'll see--he'll +swallow him whole--just to annoy Parham. There's your politician." + +And stiff with the angry virtue of the "ins," denouncing the faction of +the "outs," Lady Parham passed on. + +Elizabeth Tranmore meanwhile turned to look for Mary Lyster. She found +her close behind, engaged in a perfunctory conversation, which evidently +left her quite free to follow things more exciting. She, too, was +watching; and presently it seemed to Lady Tranmore that her eyes met +with those of Cliffe. Cliffe paused; abruptly lost the thread of his +conversation with Mr. Loraine, and began to make his way through the +crowded room. Lady Tranmore watched his progress with some attention. It +was the progress, clearly, of a man much in the eye and mouth of the +public. Whether the atmosphere surrounding him in these rooms was more +hostile or more favorable, Lady Tranmore could not be quite sure. +Certainly the women smiled upon him; and his strange face, thinner, +browner, more weather-beaten and life-beaten than ever, under its crest +of grizzling hair, had the old arrogant and picturesque power, but, as +it seemed to her, with something added--something subtler, was it, more +romantic than of yore? which arrested the spectator. Had he really been +in love with that French woman? Lady Tranmore had heard it rumored that +she was dead. + +It was not towards Mary Lyster, primarily, that he was moving, Elizabeth +soon discovered; it was towards herself. She braced herself for the +encounter. + +The greeting was soon over. After she herself had said the appropriate +things, Lady Tranmore had time to notice that Mary Lyster, whose turn +came next, did not attempt to say them. She looked, indeed, unusually +handsome and animated; Lady Tranmore was certain that Cliffe had noticed +as much, at his first sight of her. But the remarks she omitted showed +how minute and recent was their knowledge of each other's movements. +Cliffe himself gave a first impression of high spirits. He declared that +London was more agreeable than he had ever known it, and that after his +three years' absence nobody looked a day older. Then he inquired after +Ashe. + +Lady Tranmore replied that William was well, but hard-worked; she hoped +to persuade him to get a few days abroad at Whitsuntide. Her manner was +quiet, without a trace of either discourtesy or effusion. Cliffe began +to twist his mustache, a sign she knew well. It meant that he was in +truth both irritable and nervous. + +"You think they'll last till Whitsuntide?" + +"The government?" she said, smiling. "Certainly--and beyond." + +"I give them three weeks," said Cliffe, twisting anew, with a vigor that +gave her a positive physical sympathy with the tortured mustache. "There +will be some papers out to-morrow that will be a bomb-shell." + +"About America? Oh, they have been blown up so often! You, for instance, +have been doing your best--for months." + +His perfunctory laugh answered the mockery of her charming eyes. + +"Well--I wish I could make William hear reason." + +Lady Tranmore held herself stiffly. The Christian name seemed to her an +offence. It was true that in old days he and Cliffe had been on those +terms. Now--it was a piece of bad taste. + +"Probably what is reason to you is folly to him," she said, dryly. + +"No, no!--he _knows_," said Cliffe, with impatience. "The others don't. +Parham is more impossible--more crassly, grossly ignorant!" He lifted +hands and eyes in protest. "But Ashe, of course, is another matter +altogether." + +"Well, go and see him--go and talk to him!" said Lady Tranmore, still +mocking. "There are no lions in the way." + +"None," said Cliffe. "As a matter of fact, Lady Kitty has asked me to +luncheon. But does one find Ashe himself in the middle of the day?" + +At the mention of her daughter-in-law Elizabeth made an involuntary +movement. Mary, standing beside her, turned towards her and smiled. + +"Not often." The tone was cold. "But you could always find him at the +House." And Lady Tranmore moved away. + +"Is there a quiet corner anywhere?" said Cliffe to Mary. "I have such +heaps to tell you." + +So while some Polish gentleman in the main drawing-room, whose name +ended in _ski_, challenged his violin to the impossible, Cliffe and Mary +retired from observation into a small room thrown open with the rest of +the suite, which was in truth the morning-room of the ambassadress. + +As soon as they found themselves alone, there was a pause in their +conversation; each involuntarily looked at the other. Mary certainly +recognized that these years of absence had wrought a noticeable change +in the man before her. He had aged. Hard living and hard travelling had +left their marks. But, like Lady Tranmore, she also perceived another +difference. The eyes bent upon her were indeed, as before, the eyes of a +man self-centred, self-absorbed. There was no chivalrous softness in +them, no consideration. The man who owned them used them entirely for +his own purposes; they betrayed none of that changing instinctive +relation towards the human being--any human being--within their range, +which makes the charm of so many faces. But they were sadder, more +sombre, more restless; they thrilled her more than they had already +thrilled her once, in the first moment of her youth. + +What was he going to say? From the moment of his first letter to her +from Japan, Mary had perfectly understood that he had some fresh purpose +in his mind. She was not anxious, however, to precipitate the moment of +explanation. She was no longer the young girl whose equilibrium is upset +by the mere approach of the man who interests her. Moreover, there was a +past between herself and Cliffe, the memory of which might indeed point +her to caution. Did he now, after all, want to marry her--because she +was rich, and he was comparatively poor, and could only secure an +English career at the cost of a well-stored wife? Well, all that should +be thought over; by herself no less than by him. Meanwhile her vanity +glowed within her, as she thus held him there, alone, to the +discomfiture of other women more beautiful and more highly placed than +herself; as she remembered his letters in her desk at home; and the +secrets she imagined him to have told her. Then again she felt a rush of +sudden disquiet, caused by this new aspect--wavering and remote--as +though some hidden grief emerged and vanished. He had the haggard air of +a man who scarcely sleeps. All that she had ever heard of the French +affair rushed through her mind, stirring there an angry curiosity. + +These impressions took, however, but a few minutes, while they exchanged +some conventionalities. Then Cliffe said, scrutinizing the face and form +beside him with that intentness which, from him, was more generally +taken as compliment than offence: + +"Will you excuse the remark? There are no women who keep their first +freshness like Englishwomen." + +"Thank you. If we feel fresh, I suppose we look it. As for you, you +clearly want a rest." + +"No time to think of it, then; I have come home to fight--all I know; to +make myself as odious as possible." + +Mary laughed. + +"You have been doing that so long. Why not try the opposite?" + +Cliffe looked at her sharply. + +"You think I have made a failure of it?" + +"Not at all. You have made everybody furiously uncomfortable, and you +see how civil even the Radical papers are to you." + +"Yes. What fools!" said Cliffe, shortly. "They'll soon leave that off. +Just now I'm a stick to beat the government with. But you don't believe +I shall carry my point?" + +The point concerned a particular detail in a pending negotiation with +the United States. Cliffe had been denouncing the government for what he +conceived to be their coming retreat before American demands. America, +according to him, had been playing the bully; and English interests were +being betrayed. + +Mary considered. + +"I think you will have to change your tactics." + +"Dictate them, then." + +He bent forward, with that sudden change of manner, that courteous +sweetness of tone and gesture, which few women could resist. Mary's +heart, seasoned though it were, felt a charming flutter. She talked, and +she talked well. She had no independence of mind, and very little real +knowledge; but she had an excellent reporter's ability; she knew what to +remember, and how to tell it. Cliffe listened to her attentively, +acknowledging to himself the while that she had certainly gained. She +was a far more definite personality than she had been when he last knew +her; and her self-possession, her trained manner, rested him. Thank +Heaven, she was not a clever woman--how he detested the breed! But she +was a useful one. And the smiling commonplace into which she fell so +often was positively welcome to him. He had known what it was to court a +woman who was more than his equal both in mind and passion; and it had +left him bitter and broken. + +"Well, all this is most illuminating," he said at last. "I owe you +immense thanks." And he put out a pair of hands, thin, brown, and +weather-stained as his face, and pressed one of hers. "We're very old +friends, aren't we?" + +"Are we?" said Mary, drawing back. + +"So far as any one can be the friend of a chap like me," he said, +hastily. "Tell me, are you with Lady Tranmore?" + +"No. I go to her in a few days--till I leave London." + +"Don't go away," he said, suddenly and insistently. "Don't go away." + +Mary could not help a slight wavering in the eyes that perforce met his. +Then he said, abruptly, as she rose: + +"By-the-way, they tell me Ashe is a great man." + +She caught the note of incredulous contempt in his voice and laughed. + +"They say he'll be in the cabinet directly." + +"And Lady Kitty, I understand, is a scandal to gods and men, and the +most fashionable person in town?" + +"Oh, not now," said Mary. "That was last year." + +"You mean people are tired of her?" + +"Well, after a time, you know, a naughty child--" + +"Becomes a bore. Is she a bore? I doubt; I very much doubt." + +"Go and see," said Mary. "When do you lunch there?" + +"I think to-morrow. Shall I find you?" + +"Oh no. I am not at all intimate with Lady Kitty." + +Cliffe's slight smile, as he followed her into the large drawing-room, +died under his mustache. He divined at once the relation between the +two, or thought he did. + +As for Mary, she caught her last sight of Cliffe, standing bareheaded on +the steps of the embassy, his lean distinction, his ugly good looks +marking him out from the men around him. Then, as they drove away she +was glad that the darkness hid her from Lady Tranmore. For suddenly she +could not smile. She was filled with the perception that if Geoffrey +Cliffe did not now ask her to marry him, life would utterly lose its +savor, its carefully cherished and augmented savor, and youth would +abandon her. At the same time she realized that she would have to make a +fight of it, with every weapon she could muster. + + + + +IX + + +"Wasn't I expected?" said Darrell, with a chilly smile. + +"Oh yes, sir--yes, sir!" said the Ashes' butler, as he looked +distractedly round the drawing-room. "I believe her ladyship will be in +directly. Will you kindly take a seat?" + +The man's air of resignation convinced Darrell that Lady Kitty had +probably gone out without any orders to her servants, and had now +forgotten all about her luncheon-party--a state of things to which the +Hill Street household was, no doubt, well accustomed. + +"I shall claim some lunch," he thought to himself, "whatever happens. +These young people want keeping in their place. Ah!" + +For he had observed, placed on a small easel, the print of Madame de +Longueville in costume, and he put up his eye-glass to look at it. He +guessed at once that its appearance there was connected with the fancy +ball which was now filling London with its fame, and he examined it with +some closeness. "Lady Kitty will make a stir in it--no doubt of that!" +he said to himself, as he turned away. "She has the keenest _flair_ of +them all for what produces an effect. None of the others can touch +her--Mrs. Alcot--none of them!" + +He was thinking of the other members of a certain group, at that time +well known in London society--a group characterized chiefly by the +beauty, extravagance, and audacity of the women belonging to it. It was +by no means a group of mere fashionables. It contained a large amount of +ability and accomplishment; some men of aristocratic family, who were +also men of high character, with great futures before them; some persons +from the literary or artistic world, who possessed, besides their +literary or artistic gifts, a certain art of agreeable living, and some +few others--especially young girls--admitted generally for some peculiar +quality of beauty or manner outside the ordinary canons. Money was +really presupposed by the group as a group. The life they belonged to +was a life of the rich, the houses they met in were rich houses. But +money as such had no power whatever to buy admission to their ranks; and +the members of the group were at least as impatient of the claims of +mere wealth as they were of those of mere virtue. + +On the whole the group was an element of ferment and growth in the +society that had produced it. Its impatience of convention and +restraint, the exaltation of intellectual or artistic power which +prevailed in it, and even the angry opposition excited by its +pretensions and its exclusiveness, were all, perhaps, rather profitable +than harmful at that moment of our social history. Old customs were much +shaken; the new were shaping themselves, and this daring coterie of +young and brilliant people, living in one another's houses, calling one +another by their Christian names, setting a number of social rules at +defiance, discussing books, making the fame of artists, and, now and +then, influencing politics, were certainly helping to bring the new +world to birth. Their foes called them "The Archangels," and they +themselves had accepted the name with complacency. + +Kitty, of course, was an Archangel, so was Mrs. Alcot. Cliffe had +belonged to them before his travels began. Louis Harman was more or less +of their tribe, and Lady Tranmore, though not herself an Archangel, +entertained the set in London and in the country. Like various older +women connected with the group, she was not of them, but she "harbored" +them. + +Darrell was well aware that he did not belong to them, though personally +he was acquainted with almost all the members of the group. He was not +completely indifferent to his exclusion; and this fact annoyed him more +than the exclusion itself. + +He had scarcely finished his inspection of the print when the door again +opened and Geoffrey Cliffe entered. Darrell had not yet seen him since +his return and since his attack on the government had made him the hero +of the hour. Of the newspaper success Darrell was no less jealous and +contemptuous than Lady Tranmore, though for quite other reasons. But he +knew better than she the intellectual quality of the man, and his +disdain for the journalist was tempered by his considerable though +reluctant respect for the man of letters. + +They greeted each other coolly, while Cliffe, not seeing his hostess, +looked round him with annoyance. + +"Well, we shall probably entertain each other," said Darrell, as they +sat down. "Lady Kitty often forgets her engagements." + +"Does she?" said Cliffe, coldly, pretending to glance through a book +beside him. It touched his vanity that his hostess was not present, and +still more that Darrell should suppose him a person to be forgotten. +Darrell, however, who had no mind for any discomfort that might be +avoided, made a few dexterous advances, Cliffe's brow relaxed, and they +were soon in conversation. + +The position of the ministry naturally presented itself as a topic. Two +or three retirements were impending, the whole position was precarious. +Would the cabinet be reconstructed without a dissolution, or must there +be an appeal to the country? + +Cliffe was passionately in favor of the latter course. The party +fortunes could not possibly be retrieved without a general shuffling of +the cards, and an opportunity for some wholly fresh combination +involving new blood. + +"In any case," said Cliffe, "I suppose our friend here is sure of one or +other of the big posts?" + +"William Ashe? Oh, I suppose so, unless some intrigue gets in the way." +Darrell dropped his voice. "Parham doesn't, in truth, hit it off with +him very well. Ashe is too clever, and Parham doesn't understand his +paradoxes." + +"Also I gather," said Cliffe, with a smile, "that Lady Parham has her +say?" + +Darrell shrugged his shoulders. + +"It sounds incredible that one should still have to reckon with that +kind of thing at this time of day. But I dare say it's true." + +"However, I imagine Lady Kitty--by-the-way, how much longer shall we +give her?"--Cliffe looked at his watch with a frown--"may be trusted to +take care of that." + +Darrell merely raised his eyebrows, without replying. "What, not a +match for one Lady Parham?" said Cliffe, with a laugh. "I should have +thought--from my old recollections of her--she would have been a match +for twenty?" + +"Oh, if she cared to try." + +"She is not ambitious?" + +"Certainly; but not always for the same thing." + +"She is trying to run too many horses abreast?" + +"Oh, I am not a great friend," said Darrell, smiling. "I should never +dream of analyzing Lady Kitty. Ah!"--he turned his head--"are we not +forgotten, or just remembered--which?" + +For a rapid step approached, the door opened, and a lady appeared on the +threshold. It was not Kitty, however. The new-comer advanced, putting up +a pair of fashionable eye-glasses, and looking at the two men in a kind +of languid perplexity, intended, as Darrell immediately said to himself, +merely to prolong the moment and the effect of her entry. Mrs. Alcot was +very tall, and inordinately thin. Her dark head on its slim throat, the +poetic lines of the brow, her half-shut eyes, the gleam of her white +teeth, and all the delicate detail of her dress, and, one might even +say, of her manner, gave an impression of beauty, though she was not, in +truth, beautiful. But she had grace and she had daring--the two +essential qualities of an Archangel; she was also a remarkable artist, +and no small critic. + +"Mr. Cliffe," she said, with a start of what was evidently agreeable +surprise, "Kitty never told me. When did you come?" + +"I arrived a few days ago. Why weren't you at the embassy last night?" + +"Because I was much better employed. I have given up crushes. But I +would have come--to meet you. Ah, Mr. Darrell!" she added, in another +tone, holding out an indifferent hand. "Where is Kitty?" She looked +round her. + +"Shall we order lunch?" said Darrell, who had given her a greeting as +careless as her own. + +"Kitty is really too bad; she is never less than an hour late," said +Mrs. Alcot, seating herself. "Last time she dined with us I asked her +for seven-thirty. She thought something very special must be happening, +and arrived--breathless--at half-past eight. Then she was furious with +me because she was not the last. But one can't do it twice. +Well"--addressing herself to Cliffe--"are you come home to stay?" + +"That depends," said Cliffe, "on whether England makes itself agreeable +to me." + +"What are your deserts? Why should England be agreeable to you?" she +replied, with a smiling sharpness. "You do nothing but croak about +England." + +Thus challenged, Cliffe sat down beside her and they fell into a +bantering conversation. Darrell, though inwardly wounded by the small +trouble they took to include him, let nothing appear, put in a word now +and then, or turned over the pages of the illustrated books. + +After five minutes a fresh guest arrived. In walked the little Dean, Dr. +Winston, who had originally made acquaintance with Lady Kitty at +Grosville Park. He came in overflowing with spirits and enthusiasm. He +had been spending the morning in Westminster Abbey with another Dean +more famous though not more charming than himself, and with yet another +congenial spirit, one of the younger historians, all of them passionate +lovers of the rich human detail of the past, the actual men and women, +kings, queens, bishops, executioners, and all the shreds and tatters +that remained of them. Together they had opened a royal tomb, and the +Dean's eyes were sparkling as though the ghost of the queen whose ashes +he had been handling still walked and talked with him. + +He passed in his light, disinterested way through most sections of +English society, though the slave of none; and he greeted Darrell and +Mrs. Alcot as acquaintances. Mrs. Alcot introduced Cliffe to him, and +the small Dean bowed rather stiffly. He was a supporter of the +government, and he thought Cliffe's campaign against them vulgar and +unfair. + +"Is there no hope of Lady Kitty?" he said to Mrs. Alcot. + +"Not much. Shall we go down to lunch?" + +"Without our hostess?" The Dean opened his eyes. + +"Oh, Kitty expects it," said Mrs. Alcot, with affected resignation, "and +the servants are quite prepared. Kitty asks everybody to lunch--then +somebody asks her--and she forgets. It's quite simple." + +"Quite," said Cliffe, buttoning up his coat, "but I think I shall go to +the club." + +He was looking for his hat, when again there was a commotion on the +stairs--a high voice giving orders--and in burst Kitty. She stood still +as soon as she saw her guests, talking so fast and pouring out such a +flood of excuses that no one could get in a word. Then she flew to each +guest in turn, taking them by both hands--Darrell only excepted--and +showing herself so penitent, amusing, and charming that everybody was +propitiated. It was Fanchette, of course--Fanchette the criminal, the +incomparable. Her dress for the ball. Kitty raised eyes and hands to +heaven--it would be a marvel, a miracle. Unless, indeed, she were lying +cold and quiet in her little grave before the time came to wear it. But +Fanchette's tempers--Fanchette's caprices--no! Kitty began to mimic the +great dressmaker torn to pieces by the crowd of fashionable ladies, +stopping abruptly in the middle to say to Cliffe: + +"You were going away? I saw you take up your hat." + +"I despaired of my hostess," said Cliffe, with a smile. Then as he +perceived that Mrs. Alcot had taken up the theme and was holding the +others in play, he added in a lower voice, "and I was in no mood for +second-best." + +Kitty's eyes twinkled a moment as she turned them on Madeleine Alcot. + +"Ah, _I_ remember--at Grosville Park--what a bad temper you had. You +would have gone away furious." + +"With disappointment--yes," said Cliffe, as he looked at her with an +admiration he scarcely endeavored to conceal. Kitty was in black, but a +large hat of white tulle, in the most extravagant fashion of the day, +made a frame for her hair and eyes, and increased the general lightness +and fantasy of her appearance. Cliffe tried to recall her as he had +first seen her at Grosville Park, but his recollection of the young girl +could not hold its own against the brilliant and emphatic reality before +him. + +At luncheon it chafed him that he must divide her with the Dean. Yet she +was charming with the old man, who chatted history, art, and Paris to +her, with a delightful innocence and ignorance of all that made Lady +Kitty Ashe the talk of the town, and an old-fashioned deference besides, +that insensibly curbed her manner and her phrases as she answered him. +Yet when the Dean left her free she returned to Cliffe, as though in +some sort they two had really been talking all the time, through all the +apparent conversation with other people. + +"I have read all your telegrams," she said. "Why did you attack William +so fiercely?" + +Cliffe was taken by surprise, but he felt no embarrassment--her tone was +not that of the wife in arms. + +"I attacked the official--not the man. William knows that." + +"He is coming in to-day if possible. He wanted to see you." + +"Good news! William knows that he would have hit just as hard in my +place." + +"I don't think he would," said Kitty, calmly. "He is so generous." + +The color rushed to Cliffe's face. + +"Well scored! I wish I had a wife to play these strokes for me. I shall +argue that a keen politician has no right to be generous. He is at war." + +Kitty took no notice. She leaned her little chin on her hand, and her +eyes perused the face of her companion. + +"Where have you been--all the time--before America?" + +"In the deserts--fighting devils," said Cliffe, after a moment. + +"What does that mean?" she asked, wondering. + +"Read my new book. That will tell you about the deserts." + +"And the devils?" + +"Ah, I keep them to myself." + +"Do you?" she said, softly. "I have just read your poems over again." + +Cliffe gave a slight start, then looked indifferent. + +"Have you? But they were written three years ago. Dieu merci, one finds +new devils like new acquaintances." + +She shook her head. + +"What do you mean?" he asked her, half amused, half arrested. + +"They are always the old," she said, in a low voice. Their eyes met. In +hers was the same veiled, restless melancholy as in his own. Together +with the dazzling air of youth that surrounded her, the cherished, +flattered, luxurious existence that she and her house suggested, they +made a strange impression upon him. "Does she mean me to understand that +she is not happy?" he thought to himself. But the next moment she was +engaged in a merry chatter with the Dean, and all trace of the mood she +had thus momentarily shown him had vanished. + +Half-way through the luncheon, Ashe came in. He appeared, fresh and +smiling, irreproachably dressed, and showing no trace whatever of the +hard morning of official work he had just passed through, nor of the +many embarrassments which, as every one knew, were weighing on the +Foreign Office. The Dean, with his keen sense for the dramatic, watched +the meeting between him and Cliffe with some closeness, having in mind +the almost personal duel between the two men--a duel of letters, +telegrams, or speeches, which had been lately carried on in the sight of +Europe and America. For Ashe now represented the Foreign Office in the +House of Commons, and had been much badgered by the Tory extremists who +followed Cliffe. + +Naturally, being Englishmen, they met as though nothing had happened and +they had parted the day before in Pall Mall. A "Hullo, Ashe!" and +"Hullo, Cliffe! glad to see you back again," completed the matter. The +Dean enjoyed it as a specimen of English "phlegm," recalling with +amusement his last visit to the Paris of the Second Empire--Paris torn +between government and opposition, the _salons_ of the one divided from +the _salons_ of the other by a sulphurous gulf, unless when some Lazarus +of the moment, some well-known novelist or poet, cradled in the +Abraham's bosom of Liberalism, passed amid shrieks of triumph or howls +of treason into the official inferno. + +Not that there was any avoiding of topics in this English case. Ashe had +no sooner slipped into his seat than he began to banter Cliffe upon a +letter of a supporter which had appeared in that morning's _Times_. It +was written by Lord S., who had played the part of public "fool" for +half a generation. To be praised by him was disaster, and Cliffe's flush +showed at once that the letter had caused him acute annoyance. He and +Ashe fell upon the writer, vying with each other in anecdotes that left +him presently close-plucked and bare. + +"That's all very well," said Kitty, amid the laughter which greeted the +last tale, "but he never told _you_ how he proposed to the second Lady +S." + +And lifting a red strawberry, which she held poised against her red, +laughing lips, she waited a moment--looking round her. "Go on, Kitty," +said Ashe, approvingly; "go on." + +Thus permitted, Kitty gave one of the little "scenes," arranged from +some experience of her own, which were very famous among her intimates. +Ashe called them her "parlor tricks," and was never tired of making her +exhibit them. And now, just as at Grosville Park, she held her audience. +She spoke without a halt, her small features answering perfectly to +every impulse of her talent, each touch of character or dialogue as +telling as a malicious sense of comedy could make it; arms, hands, +shoulders all aiding in the final result--a table swept by a very storm +of laughter, in the midst of which Kitty quietly finished her +strawberry. + +"Well done, Kitty!" Ashe, who sat opposite to her, stretched his hand +across, and patted hers. + +"Does she love him?" Cliffe asked himself, and could not make up his +mind, closely as he tried to observe their relations. He was more and +more conscious of the exciting effect she produced on himself, doubly +so, indeed, because of that sudden stroke of melancholy wherewith--like +a Rembrandt shadow, she had thrown into relief the gayety and frivolity +of her ordinary mood. + +The stimulus, whatever it was, played upon his vanity. He, too, sought +an opening and found it. Soon it was he who was monopolizing the +conversation with an account of two days spent with Bismarck in a +Prussian country-house, during the triumphant days of the winter which +followed on Sadowa. The story was brilliantly told, and of some +political importance. But it was disfigured by arrogance and +affectation, and Ashe's eyes began to dance a little. Cliffe meanwhile +could not forget that he was in the presence of a rival and an official, +could not refrain after a while from a note of challenge here and there. +The conversation diverged from the tale into matters of current foreign +politics. Ashe, lounging and smoking, at first knew nothing, had heard +of nothing, as usual. Then a comment or correction dropped out; Cliffe +repeated himself vehemently--only to provoke another. Presently, no one +knew how, the two men were measured against each other _corps à +corps_--the wide knowledge and trained experience of the minister +against the originality, the force, the fantastic imagination of the +writer. + +The Dean watched it with delight. He was very fond of Ashe, and liked to +see him getting the better of "the newspaper fellow." Kitty's lovely +brown eyes travelled from one to the other. Now it seemed to the Dean +that she was proud of Ashe, now that she sympathized with Cliffe. Soon, +however, like the god at Philippi, she swept upon the poet and bore him +from the field. + +"Not a word more politics!" she said, peremptorily, to Ashe, holding up +her hand. "_I_ want to talk to Mr. Cliffe about the ball." + +Cliffe was not very ready to obey. He had an angry sense of having been +somehow shown to disadvantage, and would like to have challenged his +host again. But Kitty poured balm into his wounds. She drew him apart a +little, using the play of her beautiful eyes for him only, and talking +to him in a new voice of deference. + +"You're going, of course? Lady M. told me the other day she _must_ have +you." + +Cliffe, still a little morose, replied that his invitation had been +waiting for him at his London rooms. He gave the information carelessly, +as though it did not matter to him a straw. In reality, as soon as, +while still in America, he had seen the announcement of the ball in one +of the New York papers, he had written at once to the Marchioness who +was to give it--an old acquaintance of his--practically demanding an +invitation. It had been sent indeed with alacrity, and without waiting +for its arrival Cliffe had ordered his dress in Paris. Kitty inquired +what it was to be. + +"I told my man to copy a portrait of Alva." + +"Ah, that's right," said Kitty, nodding--"that's right. Only it would +have been better if it had been Torquemada." + +Rather nettled, Cliffe asked what there might be about him that so +forcibly suggested the Grand Inquisitor. Kitty, cigarette in hand, with +half-shut eyes, did not answer immediately. She seemed to be perusing +his face with difficulty. + +"Strength, I suppose," she said at last, slowly. Cliffe waited, then +burst into a laugh. + +"And cruelty?" She nodded. + +"Who are my victims?" + +She said nothing. + +"Whose tales have you been listening to, Lady Kitty?" + +She mentioned the name of a French lady. Cliffe changed countenance. + +"Ah, well, if you have been talking to her," he said, haughtily, "you +may well expect to see me appear as Diabolus in person." + +"No. But it's since then that I've read the poems again. You see, you +tell the public so much--" + +"That you think you have the right to guess the rest?" He paused, then +added, with impatience, "Don't guess, Lady Kitty. You have everything +that life can give you. Let my secrets alone." + +There was silence. Kitty looking round her saw that Madeleine Alcot was +entertaining her other guests, and that she and Cliffe were unobserved. +Suddenly Cliffe bent towards her, and said, with roughness, his face +struggling to conceal the feeling behind it: + +"You heard--and you believed--that I tormented her--that I killed her?" + +The anguish in his eyes seemed to strike a certain answering fire from +Kitty's. + +"Yes, but--" + +"But what?" + +"I didn't think it very strange--" + +Cliffe watched her closely. + +"--that a man should be--an inhuman beast--if he were jealous--and +desperate. You can sympathize with these things?" + +She drew a long breath, and threw away the cigarette she had been +holding suspended in her small fingers. + +"I don't know anything about them." + +"Because," he hesitated, "your own life has been so happy?" + +She evaded him. "Don't you think that jealousy will soon be as dead +as--saying your prayers and going to church? I never meet anybody that +cares enough--to be jealous." + +She spoke first with passionate force, then with contempt, glancing +across the room at Madeleine Alcot. Cliffe saw the look, and remembered +that Mrs. Alcot's husband, a distinguished treasury official, had been +for years the intimate friend of a very noble and beautiful woman, +herself unhappily married. There was no scandal in the matter, though +much talk. Mrs. Alcot meanwhile had her own affairs; her husband and she +were apparently on friendly terms; only neither ever spoke of the other; +and their relations remained a mystery. + +Cliffe bent over to Kitty. + +"And yet you said you could understand?--such things didn't seem strange +to you." + +She gave a little, reckless laugh. + +"Did I? It's like the people who think they could act or sing, if they +only had the chance. I choose to think I could feel. And of course I +couldn't. We've lost the power. All the old, horrible, splendid things +are dead and done with." + +"The old passions, you mean?" + +"And the old poems! _You'll_ never write like that again." + +"God forbid!" said Cliffe, under his breath. Then as Kitty rose he +followed her with his eyes. "Lady Kitty, you've thrown me a challenge +that you hardly understand. Some day I must answer it." + +"Don't answer it," said Kitty, hastily. + +"Yes, if I can drag the words out," he said, sombrely. She met his look +in a kind of fascination, excited by the memory of the story which had +been told her, by her own audacity in speaking of it, by the presence of +the dead passion she divined lying shrouded and ghastly in the mind of +the man beside her. Even the ugly things of which he was accused did but +add to the interest of his personality for a nature like hers, greedy of +experience, and discontented with the real. + +While he on his side was nattered and astonished by her attitude towards +him, as Ashe's wife, she would surely dislike and try to trample on him. +That was what he had expected. + + * * * * * + +"I hear you are an Archangel, Lady Kitty," said the Dean, who, having +obstinately outstayed all the other guests, had now settled his small +person and his thin legs into a chair beside his hostess with a view to +five agreeable minutes. He was the most harmless of social epicures, was +the Dean, and he felt that Lady Kitty had defrauded him at lunch in +favor of that great, ruffling, Byronic fellow Cliffe, who ought to have +better taste than to come lunching with the Ashes. + +"Am I?" said Kitty, who had thrown herself into the corner of a sofa, +and sat curled up there in an attitude which the Dean thought charming, +though it would not, he was aware, "have become Mrs. Winston. + +"Well, you know best," said the Dean. "But, at any rate, be good and +explain to me what is an Archangel." + +"Somebody whom most men and all women dislike," said Kitty, promptly. + +"Yet they seem to be numerous," remarked the Dean. + +"Not at all!" cried Kitty, with an air of offence; "not at all! If they +were numerous they would, of course, be popular." + +"And in fact they are rare--and detested? What other characteristics +have they?" + +"Courage," said Kitty, looking up. + +"Courage to break rules? I hear they all call one another by their +Christian names, and live in one another's rooms, and borrow one +another's money, and despise conventionalities. I am sorry you are an +Archangel, Lady Kitty." + +"I didn't admit that I was," said Kitty, "but if I am, why are you +sorry?" + +"Because," said the Dean, smiling, "I thought you were too clever to +despise conventionalities." + +Kitty sat up with revived energy, and joined battle. She flew into a +tirade as to the dulness and routine of English life, the stupidity of +good people, and the tyranny of English hypocrisy. The Dean listened +with amusement, then with a shade of something else. At last he got up +to go. + +"Well, you know, we have heard all that before. My point of view is so +much more interesting--subtle--romantic! Anybody can attack Mrs. Grundy, +but only a person of originality can adore her. Try it, Lady Kitty. It +would be really worth your while." + +Kitty mocked and exclaimed. + +"Do you know what that phrase--that name of abomination--always recalls +to me?" pursued the old man. + +"It bores me, even to guess," was Kitty's petulant reply. + +"Does it? I think of some of the noblest people I have ever known--brave +men--beautiful women--who fought Mrs. Grundy, and perished." + +The Dean stood looking down upon her, with an eager, sensitive +expression. Tales that he had heeded very little when he had first +heard them ran through his mind; he had thought Lady Kitty's intimate +_tête-à-tête_ with her husband's assailant in the press disagreeable and +unseemly; and as for Mrs. Alcot, he had disliked her particularly. + +Kitty looked up unquelled. + + "''Tis better to have fought and lost + Than never to have fought at all--'" + +she quoted, with one of her most radiant and provoking smiles. + +"Incorrigible!" cried the Dean, catching up his hat. "I see! Once an +Archangel--always an Archangel." + +"Oh no!" said Kitty. "There may be 'war in heaven.'" + +"Well, don't take Mrs. Alcot for a leader, that's all," said the Dean, +as he held out a hand of farewell. + +"And now I understand!" cried Kitty, triumphantly. "You detest my best +friend." + +The Dean laughed, protested, and went. Ashe, who had been writing +letters while Kitty and the Dean were talking, escorted the old man to +the door. + + * * * * * + +When he returned he found Kitty sitting with her hands in her lap, lost +apparently in thought. + +"Darling," he said, looking at his watch, "I must be off directly, but I +should like to see the boy." + +Kitty started. She rang, and the child was brought down. He sat on +Kitty's knee, and Ashe coming to the sofa, threw an arm round them both. + +"You are not a bad-looking pair," he said, kissing first Kitty and then +the baby. "But he's rather pale, Kitty. I think he wants the country." + +Kitty said nothing, but she lifted the little white embroidered frock +and looked at the twisted foot. Then Ashe felt her shudder. + +"Dear, don't be morbid!" he cried, resentfully. "He will have so much +brains that nobody will remember that. Think of Byron." + +Kitty did not seem to have heard. + +"I remember so well when I first saw his foot--after your mother told +me--and they brought him to me," she said, slowly. "It seemed to me it +was the end--" + +"The end of what?" + +"Of my dream." + +"What _do_ you mean, Kitty!" + +"Do you remember the mask in the 'Tempest'? First Iris, with saffron +wings, and rich Ceres, and great Juno--" + +She half closed her eyes. + +"Then the nymphs and the reapers--dancing together on 'the short-grassed +green,' the sweetest, gayest show--" + +She breathed the words out softly. "Then, suddenly--" + +She sat up stiffly and struck her small hands together: + +"Prospero starts and speaks. And in a moment--without warning--with 'a +strange, hollow, and confused noise'"--she dragged the words +drearily--"_they heavily vanish_. That"--she pointed, shuddering, to the +child's foot--"was for me the sign of Prospero." + +Ashe looked at her with anxiety, finding it indeed impossible to laugh +at her. + +She was very pale, her breath came with difficulty, and she trembled +from head to foot. He tried to draw her into his arms, but she held him +away. + +"That first year I had been so happy," she continued, in the same voice. +"Everything was so perfect, so glorious. Life was like a great pageant, +in a palace. All the old terrors went. I often had fears as a +child--fears I couldn't put into words, but that overshadowed me. Then +when I saw Alice--the shadow came nearer. But that was all gone. I +thought God was reconciled to me, and would always be kind to me now. +And then I saw that foot, and I knew that He hated me still. He had +burned His mark into my baby's flesh. And I was never to be quite happy +again, but always in fear, fear of pain--and death--and grief--" + +She paused. Her large eyes gazed into vacancy, and her whole slight +frame showed the working of some mysterious and pitiful distress. + +A wave of poignant alarm swept through Ashe's mind, coupled also with a +curious sense of something foreseen. He had never witnessed precisely +this mood in her before; but now that it was thus revealed, he was +suddenly aware "that something like it had been for long moving +obscurely below the surface of her life. He took the child and laid him +on the floor, where he rolled at ease, cooing to himself. Then he came +back to Kitty, and soothed her with extraordinary tenderness and skill. +Presently she looked at him, as though some obscure trouble of which she +had been the victim had released her, and she were herself again. + +"Don't go away just yet," she said, in a voice which was still low and +shaken. He came close to her, again put his arms round her, and held her +on his breast in silence. + +"That is heavenly!" he heard her say to herself after a while, in a +whisper. + +"Kitty!" His eyes grew dim and he stooped to kiss her. + +"Heavenly--" she went on, still as though following out her own thought +rather than speaking to him, "because one _yields_--_yields_! Life is +such tension--always." + +She closed her eyes quickly, and he watched the beautiful lashes lying +still upon her cheek. With an emotion he could not explain--for it was +not an emotion of the senses, just as her yielding had not been a +yielding of the senses but a yielding of the soul--he continued to hold +her in his arms, her life, her will given to him wholly, sighed out upon +his heart. + + * * * * * + +Then gradually she recovered her balance; the normal Kitty came back. +She put out her hand and touched his face. + +"You must go back to the House, William." + +"Yes, if you are all right." + +She sat up, and began to rearrange some of her hair that had slipped +down. + +"You have carried us both into such heights and depths, darling!" said +Ashe, after he had watched her a little in silence, "that I have +forgotten to tell you the gossip I brought back from mother this +morning." + +Kitty paused, interrogatively. She was still pale. + +"Do you know that mother is convinced Mary Lyster has made up her mind +to marry Cliffe?" + +There was a pause, then Kitty said, with incredulous contempt: "He would +never _dream_ of marrying her!" + +"Not so sure! She has a great deal of money, and Cliffe wants money +badly." + +Ashe began to put his papers together. Kitty questioned him a little +more, intermittently, as to what his mother had said. When he had left +her, she sat for long on the sofa, playing with some flowers she had +taken from her dress, or sombrely watching the child, as it lay on the +floor beside her. + + + + +X + + +"My lady! It's come!" + +The maid put her head in just to convey the good news. Kitty was in her +bedroom walking up and down in a fury which was now almost speechless. + +The housemaid was waiting on the stairs. The butler was waiting in the +hall. Till that hurried knock was heard at the front door, and the +much-tried Wilson had rushed to open it, the house had been wrapped in a +sort of storm silence. It was ten o'clock on the night of the ball. Half +Kitty's costume lay spread out upon her bed. The other half--although +since seven o'clock all Kitty's servants had been employed in rushing to +Fanchette's establishment in New Bond Street, at half-hour intervals, in +the fastest hansoms to be found--had not yet appeared. + +However, here at last was the end of despair. A panting boy dragged the +box into the hall, the butler and footman carried it up-stairs and into +their mistress's room, where Kitty in a white peignoir stood waiting, +with the brow of Medea. + +"The boy that brought it looked just fit to drop, my lady!" said the +maid, as she undid the box. She was a zealous servant, but she was glad +sometimes to chasten these great ones of the land by insisting on the +seamy side of their pleasures. + +Kitty paused in the eager task of superintendence, and turned to the +under-housemaid, who stood by, gazing open-mouthed at the splendors +emerging from the box. + +"Run down and tell Wilson to give him some wine and cake!" she said, +peremptorily. "It's all Fanchette's fault--odious creature!--running it +to the last like this--after all her promises!" + +The housemaid went, and soon sped back. For no boy on earth would she +have been long defrauded of the sight of her ladyship's completed gown. + +"Did Wilson feed him?" Kitty flung her the question as she bent, +alternately frowning and jubilant, over the creation before her. + +"Yes, my lady. It was quite a little fellow. He said his legs were just +run off his feet," said the girl, growing confused as the moon-robe +unfolded. + +"Poor wretch!" said Kitty, carelessly. "I'm glad I'm not an +errand--Blanche! you know Fanchette may be an old demon, but she _has_ +got taste! Just look at these folds, and the way she's put on the +pearls! Now then--make haste!" + +Off flew the peignoir, and, with the help of the excited maids, Kitty +slipped into her dress. Ten times, over did she declare that it was +hopeless, that it didn't fit in the least, that it wasn't one bit what +she had ordered, that she couldn't and wouldn't go out in it, that it +was simply scandalous, and Fanchette should never be paid a penny. Her +maids understood her, and simply went on pulling, patting, fastening, as +quickly as their skilled fingers could work, till the last fold fell +into its place, and the under-housemaid stepped back with clasped hands +and an "Oh, my lady!" couched in a note of irrepressible ecstasy. + +"Well?" said Kitty, still frowning--"eh, Blanche?" + +The maid proper would have scorned to show emotion; but she nodded +approval. "If you ask me, my lady, I think you have never looked so well +in anything." + +Kitty's brow relaxed at last, as she stood gazing at the reflection in +the large glass before her. She saw herself as Artemis--á la Madame de +Longueville--in a hunting-dress of white silk, descending to the ankles, +embroidered from top to toe in crescents of seed pearls and silver, and +held at the waist by a silver girdle. Her throat was covered with +magnificent pearls, a Tranmore family possession, lent by Lady Tranmore +for the occasion. The slim ankles and feet were cased in white silk, +cross-gartered with silver and shod with silver sandals. Her belt held +her quiver of white-winged arrows; her bow of ivory inlaid with silver +was slung at her shoulder, while across her breast, the only note of +color in the general harmony of white, fell a scarf of apple-green +holding the horn, also of ivory and silver, which, like the belt and +bow, had been designed for her in Madame de Longueville's Paris. + +But neither she nor her model would have been finally content with an +adornment so delicately fanciful and minute. Both Kitty and the goddess +of the Fronde knew that they must hold their own in a crowd. For this +there must be diamonds. The sleeves, therefore, on the white arms fell +back from diamond clasps; the ivory spear in her right hand was topped +by a small genius with glittering wings; and in the masses of her fair +hair, bound with pearl fillets, shone the large diamond crescent that +Lady Tranmore had foreseen, with one small attendant star at either +side. + +[Illustration: THE FINISHING TOUCHES] + +"Well, upon my word, Kitty!" said a voice from her husband's +dressing-room. + +Kitty turned impetuously. + +"Do you like it?" she cried. Ashe approached. She lifted her horn to her +mouth and stood tiptoe. The movement was enchanting; it had in it the +youth and freshness of spring woods; it suggested mountain distances and +the solitudes of high valleys. Intoxication spoke in Ashe's pulses; he +wished the maids had been far away that he might have taken the goddess +in his very human arms. Instead of which he stood lazily smiling. + +"What Endymion are you calling?" he asked her. "Kitty, you are a dream!" + +Kitty pirouetted, then suddenly stopped short and held out a foot. + +"Look at those silk things, sir. Nobody but Fanchette could have made +them look anything but a botch. But they spoil the dress. And all to +please mother and Mrs. Grundy!" + +"I like them. I suppose--the nearest you could get to buskins? You would +have preferred ankles _au naturel_? I don't think you'd have been +admitted, Kitty." + +"Shouldn't I? And so few people have feet they can show!" sighed Kitty, +regretfully. + +Ashe's eyes met those of the maid, who was trying to hide her smiles, +and he and she both laughed. + +"What do you think about it, eh, Blanche?" + +"I think her ladyship is much better as she is," said the maid, +decidedly. "She'd have felt very strange when she got there." + +Kitty turned upon her like a whirlwind. "Go to bed!" she said, putting +both hands on the shoulders of the maid. "Go to bed at once! Esther can +give me my cloak. Do you know, William, she was awake all last night +thinking of her brother?" + +"The brother who has had an operation? But I thought there was good +news?" said Ashe, kindly. + +"He's much better," put in Kitty. "She heard this afternoon. She won't +be such a goose as to lie awake, I Should hope, to-night. Don't let me +catch you here when I get back!" she said, releasing the girl, whose +eyes had filled with tears. "Mr. Ashe will help me, and if he pulls the +strings into knots, I shall just cut them--so there! Go away, get your +supper, and go to bed. Such a life as I've led them all to-day!" She +threw up her hands in a perfunctory penitence. + +The maid was forced to go, and the housemaid also returned to the hall +with Kitty's Opera-cloak and fan, till it should please her mistress to +descend. Both of them were dead tired, but they took a genuine +disinterested pleasure in Kitty's beauty and her fine frocks. She was +not by any means always considerate of them; but still, with that +wonderful generosity that the poor show every day to the rich, they +liked her; and to Ashe every servant in the house was devoted. + +Kitty meanwhile had driven Ashe to his own toilette, and was walking +about the room, now studying herself in the glass, and now chattering to +him through the open door. + +"Have you heard anything more about Tuesday?" she asked him, presently. + +"Oh yes!--compliments by the dozen. Old Parham overtook me as I was +walking away from the House, and said all manner of civil things." + +"And I met Lady Parham in Marshall's," said Kitty. "She does thank so +badly! I should like to show her how to do it. Dear me!" Kitty sighed. +"Am I henceforth to live and die on Lady Parham's ample breast?" + +She sat with one foot beating the floor, deep in meditation. + +"And shall I tell you what mother said?" shouted Ashe through the door. + +"Yes." + +He repeated--so far as dressing would let him a number of the charming +and considered phrases in which Lady Tranmore, full of relief, pleasure, +and a secret self-reproach, had expressed to him the effect produced +upon herself and a select public by Kitty's performance at the Parhams'. +Kitty had indeed behaved like an angel--an angel _en toilette de bal_, +reciting a scene from Alfred de Musset. Such politeness to Lady Parham, +such smiles, sometimes a shade malicious, for the Prime Minister, who on +his side did his best to efface all memory of his speech of the week +before from the mind of his fascinating guest; smiles from the Princess, +applause from the audience; an evening, in fact, all froth and +sweetstuff, from which Lady Parham emerged grimly content, conscious at +the same time that she was henceforward very decidedly, and rather +disagreeably, in the Ashes' debt; while Elizabeth Tranmore went home in +a tremor of delight, happily persuaded that Ashe's path was now clear. + +Kitty listened, sometimes pleased, sometimes inclined to be critical or +scornful of her mother-in-law's praise. But she did love Lady Tranmore, +and on the whole she smiled. Smiles, indeed, had been Kitty's portion +since that evening of strange emotion, when she had found herself +sobbing in William's arms for reasons quite beyond her own defining. It +was as if, like the prince in the fairy tale, some iron band round her +heart had given way. She seemed to dance through the house; she devoured +her child with kisses; and she was even willing sometimes to let William +tell her what his mother suspected of the progress of Mary's affair with +Geoffrey Cliffe, though she carefully avoided speaking directly to Lady +Tranmore about it. As to Cliffe himself, she seemed to have dropped him +out of her thoughts. She never mentioned him, and Ashe could only +suppose she had found him disenchanting. + +"Well, darling! I hope I have made a sufficient fool of myself to please +you!" + +Ashe had thrown the door wide, and stood on the threshold, arrayed in +the brocade and fur of a Venetian noble. He was a somewhat magnificent +apparition, and Kitty, who had coaxed or driven him into the dress, gave +a scream of delight. She saw him before her own glass, and the crimson +senator made eyes at the white goddess as they posed triumphantly +together. + +"You're a very rococo sort of goddess, you know, Kitty!" said Ashe. "Not +much Greek about you!" + +"Quite as much as I want, thank you," said Kitty, courtesying to her own +reflection in the glass. "Fanchette could have taught them a thing or +two! Now come along! Ah! Wait!" + +And, gathering up her possessions, she left the room. Ashe, following +her, saw that she was going to the nursery, a large room on the back +staircase. At the threshold she turned back and put her finger to her +lip. Then she slipped in, reappearing a moment afterwards to say, in a +whisper, "Nurse is not in bed. You may come in." Nurse, indeed, knew +much better than to be in bed. She had been sitting up to see her +ladyship's splendors, and she rose smiling as Ashe entered the room. + +"A parcel of idiots, nurse, aren't we?" he said, as he, too, displayed +himself, and then he followed Kitty to the child's bedside. She bent +over the baby, removed a corner of the cot-blanket that might tease his +cheek, touched the mottled hand softly, removed a light that seemed to +her too near--and still stood looking. + +"We must go, Kitty." + +"I wish he were a little older," she said, discontentedly, under her +breath, "that he might wake up and see us both! I should like him to +remember me like this." + +"Queen and huntress, come away!" said Ashe, drawing her by the hand. + +Outside the landing was dimly lighted. The servants were all waiting in +the hall below. + +"Kitty," said Ashe, passionately, "give me one kiss. You're so sweet +to-night--so sweet!" + +She turned. + +"Take care of my dress!" she smiled, and then she held out her face +under its sparkling crescent, held it with a dainty deliberation, and +let her lips cling to his. + + * * * * * + +Ashe and Kitty were soon wedged into one of the interminable lines of +carriages that blocked all the approaches to St. James's Square. The +ball had been long expected, and there was a crowd in the streets, kept +back by the police. The brougham went at a foot's pace, and there was +ample time either for reverie or conversation. Kitty looked out +incessantly, exclaiming when she caught sight of a costume or an +acquaintance. Ashe had time to think over the latest phase of the +negotiations with America, and to go over in his mind the sentences of a +letter he had addressed to the _Times_ in answer to one of great +violence from Geoffrey Cliffe. His own letter had appeared that morning. +Ashe was proud of it. He made bold to think that it exposed Cliffe's +exaggerations and insincerities neatly, and perhaps decisively. At any +rate, he hummed a cheerful tune as he thought of it. + +Then suddenly and incongruously a recollection occurred to him. + +"Kitty, do you know that I had a letter from your mother, this morning?" + +"Had you?" said Kitty, turning to him with reluctance. "I suppose she +wanted some money." + +"She did. She says she is very hard up. If I cared to use it, I have an +easy reply." + +"What do you mean?" + +"I might say,' D---n it, we are, too!'" + +Kitty laughed uneasily. + +"Don't begin to talk money matters now, William, _please_." + +"No, dear, I won't. But we shall really have to draw in." + +"You _will_ pay so many debts!" said Kitty, frowning. + +Ashe went into a fit of laughter. + +"That's my extravagance, isn't it? I assure you I go on the most +approved principles. I divide our available money among the greatest +number of hungry claimants it will stretch to. But, after all, it goes a +beggarly short way." + +"I know mother will think my diamond crescent a horrible extravagance," +said Kitty, pouting. "But you are the only son, William, and we must +behave like other people." + +"Dear, don't trouble your little head," he said; "I'll manage it, +somehow." + +Indeed, he knew very well that he could never bring his own indolent and +easy-going temper in such matters to face any real struggle with Kitty +over money. He must go to his mother, who now--his father being a +hopeless invalid--managed the estates with his own and the agent's help. +It was, of course, right that she should preach to Kitty a little; but +she would be sensible and help them out. After all, there was plenty of +money. Why shouldn't Kitty spend it? + +Any one who knew him well might have observed a curious contrast between +his private laxity in these matters and the strictness of his public +practice. He was scruple and delicacy itself in all financial matters +that touched his public life--directorships, investments, and the like, +no less than in all that concerned interest and patronage. He would have +been a bold man who had dared to propose to William Ashe any expedient +whatever by which his public place might serve his private gain. His +proud and fastidious integrity, indeed, was one of the sources of his +growing power. But as to private debts--and the tradesmen to whom they +were owed--his standards were still essentially those of the Whigs from +whom he descended, of Fox, the all-indebted, or of Melbourne, who has +left an amusing disquisition on the art of dividing a few loaves and +fishes in the shape of bank-notes among a multitude of creditors. + +Not that affairs were as yet very bad. Far from it. But there was little +to spare for Madame d'Estrées, who ought, indeed, to want nothing; and +Ashe was vaguely meditating his reply to that lady when a face in a +carriage near them, which was trying to enter the line, caught his +attention. + +"Mary!" he said, "à la Sir Joshua--and mother. They don't see us. Query, +will Cliffe take the leap to-night? Mother reports a decided increase of +ardor on his part. Sorry you don't approve of it, darling!" + +"It's just like lighting a lamp to put it out--that's all!" said Kitty, +with vivacity. "The man who marries Mary is done for." + +"Not at all. Mary's money will give him the pedestal he wants, and trust +Cliffe to take care of his own individuality afterwards! Now, if you'll +transfer your alarms to _Mary_, I'm with you!" + +"Oh! of _course_ he'll be unkind to her. She may lay her account for +that. But it's the _marrying_ her!" And Kitty's upper-lip curled under a +slow disdain. + +William laughed out. + +"Kitty, really!--you remind me, please, of Miss Jane Taylor: + + "'I did not think there could be found--a little heart so hard!' + +Mary is thirty; she would like to be married. And why not? She'll give +quite as good as she gets." + +"Well, she won't get--anything. Geoffrey Cliffe thinks of no one but +himself." + +Ashe's eyebrows went up. + +"Oh, well, all men are selfish--and the women don't mind." + +"It depends on how it's done," said Kitty. + +Ashe declared that Cliffe was just an ordinary person, "l'homme sensuel +moyen"--with a touch of genius. Except for that, no better and no worse +than other people. What then?--the world was not made up of persons of +enormous virtue like Lord Althorp and Mr. Gladstone. If Mary wanted him +for a husband, and could capture him, both, in his opinion, would have +pretty nearly got their deserts. + +Kitty, however, fell into a reverie, after which she let him see a face +of the same startling sweetness as she had several times shown him of +late. + +"Do you want me to be nice to her?" She nestled up to him. + +"Bind her to your chariot wheels, madam! You can!" said Ashe, slipping a +hand round hers. + +Kitty pondered. + +"Well, then, I won't tell her that I _know_ he's still in love with the +Frenchwoman. But it's on the tip of my tongue." + +"Heavens!" cried Ashe. "The Vicomtesse D---, the lady of the poems? But +she's dead! I thought that was over long ago." + +Kitty was silent for a moment, then said, with low-voiced emphasis: + +"That any one could write those poems, and then _think_ of Mary!" + +"Yes, the poems were fine," said Ashe, "but make-believe!" + +Kitty protested indignantly. Ashe bantered her a little on being one of +the women who were the making of Cliffe. + +"Say what you like!" she said, drawing a quick breath. "But, often and +often, he says divine things--divinely! I feel them there!" And she +lifted both hands to her breast with an impulsive gesture. + +"Goddess!" said Ashe, kissing her hand because enthusiasm became her so +well. "And to think that I should have dared to roast the divine one in +a _Times_ letter this morning!" + + * * * * * + +The hall and staircase of Yorkshire House were already filled with a +motley and magnificent crowd when Ashe and Kitty arrived. Kitty, still +shrouded in her cloak, pushed her way through, exchanging greetings with +friends, shrieking a little now and then for the safety of her bow and +quiver, her face flushed with pleasure and excitement. Then she +disappeared into the cloak-room, and Ashe was left to wonder how he was +going to endure his robes through the heat of the evening, and to +exchange a laughing remark or two with the Parliamentary Secretary to +the Admiralty, into whose company he had fallen. + +"What are we doing it for?" he asked the young man, whose thin person +was well set off by a Tudor dress. + +"Oh, don't be superior!" said the other. "I'm going to enjoy myself like +a school-boy!" + +And that, indeed, seemed to be the attitude of most of the people +present. And not only of the younger members of the dazzling company. +What struck Ashe particularly, as he mingled with the crowd, was the +alacrity of the elder men. Here was a famous lawyer already nearing the +seventies, in the Lord Chancellor's garb of a great ancestor; here an +ex-Viceroy of Ireland with a son in the government, magnificent in an +Elizabethan dress, his fair bushy hair and reddish beard shining above a +doublet on which glittered a jewel given to the founder of his house by +Elizabeth's own hand; next to him, a white-haired judge in the robes of +Judge Gascoyne; a peer, no younger, at his side, in the red and blue of +Mazarin: and showing each and all in their gay complacent looks a clear +revival of that former masculine delight in splendid clothes which came +so strangely to an end with that older world on the ruins of which +Napoleon rose. So with the elder women. For this night they were young +again. They had been free to choose from all the ages a dress that +suited them; and the result of this renewal of a long-relinquished +eagerness had been in many cases to call back a bygone self, and the +tones and gestures of those years when beauty is its own chief care. + +As for the young men, the young women, and the girls, the zest and +pleasure of the show shone in their eyes and movements, and spread +through the hall and up the crowded staircase, like a warm, contagious +atmosphere. At all times, indeed, and in all countries, an aristocracy +has been capable of this sheer delight in its own splendor, wealth, good +looks, and accumulated treasure; whether in the Venice that Petrarch +visited; or in the Rome of the Renaissance popes; in the Versailles of +the Grand Monarque; or in the Florence of to-day, which still at moments +of _festa_ reproduces in its midst all the costumes of the Cinque-cento. + +In this English case there was less dignity than there would have been +in a Latin country, and more personal beauty; less grace, perhaps, and +yet a something richer and more romantic. + +At the top of the stairs stood a marquis in a dress of the Italian +Renaissance, a Gonzaga who had sat for Titian; beside him a fair-haired +wife in the white satin and pearls of Henrietta Maria; while up the +marble stairs, watched by a laughing multitude above, streamed +Gainsborough girls and Reynolds women, women from the courts of +Elizabeth, or Henri Quatre, of Maria Theresa, or Marie Antoinette, the +figures of Holbein and Vandyck, Florentines of the Renaissance, the +youths of Carpaccio, the beauties of Titian and Veronese. + +"Kitty, make haste!" cried a voice in front, as Kitty began to mount the +stairs. "Your quadrille is just called." + +Kitty smiled and nodded, but did not hurry her pace by a second. The +staircase was not so full as it had been, and she knew well as she +mounted it, her slender figure drawn to its full height, her eyes +flashing greeting and challenge to those in the gallery, the diamond +genius on her spear glittering above her, that she held the stage, and +that the play would not begin without her. + +And indeed her dress, her brilliance, and her beauty let loose a hum of +conversation--not always friendly. + +"What is she?" "Oh, something mythological! She's in the next +quadrille." "My dear, she's Diana! Look at her bow and quiver, and the +moon in her hair." "Very incorrect!--she ought to have the towered +crown!" "Absurd, such a little thing to attempt Diana! I'd back Actæon!" + +The latter remark was spoken in the ear of Louis Harman, who stood in +the gallery looking down. But Harman shook his head. + +"You don't understand. She's not Greek, of course; but she's fairyland. +A child of the Renaissance, dreaming in a wood, would have seen Artemis +so--dressed up and glittering, and fantastic--as the Florentines saw +Venus. Small, too, like the fairies!--slipping through the leaves; small +hounds, with jewelled collars, following her!" + +He smiled at his own fancy, still watching Kitty with his painter's +eyes. + +"She has seen a French print somewhere," said Cliffe, who stood close +by. "More Versailles in it than fairyland, I think!" + +"It is _she_ that is fairyland," said Harman, still fascinated. + +Cliffe's expression showed the sarcasm of his thought. Fairy, +perhaps!--with the touch of malice and inhuman mischief that all +tradition attributes to the little people. Why, after that first +meeting, when the conversation of a few minutes had almost swept them +into the deepest waters of intimacy, had she slighted him so, in other +drawing-rooms and on other occasions? She had actually neglected and +avoided him--after having dared to speak to him of his secret! And now +Ashe's letter of the morning had kindled afresh his sense of rancor +against a pair of people, too prosperous and too arrogant. The stroke +in the _Times_ had, he knew, gone home; his vanity writhed under it, and +the wish to strike back tormented him, as he watched Ashe mounting +behind his wife, so handsome, careless, and urbane, his jewelled cap +dangling in his hand. + + * * * * * + +The quadrille of gods and goddesses was over. Kitty had been dancing +with a fine clumsy Mars, in ordinary life an honest soldier and +deer-stalker, the heir to a Scotch dukedom; having as her _vis-à-vis_ +Madeleine Alcot--as the Flora of Botticelli's "Spring"--and slim as +Mercury in fantastic Renaissance armor. All the divinities of the +Pantheon, indeed, were there, but in Gallicized or Italianate form; +scarcely a touch of the true antique, save in the case of one beautiful +girl who wore a Juno dress of white whereof the clinging folds had been +arranged for her by a young Netherlands painter, Mr. Alma Tadema, then +newly settled in this country. Kitty at first envied her; then decided +that she herself could have made no effect in such a gown, and threw her +the praises of indifference. + +When, to Kitty's sharp regret, the music stopped and the glittering crew +of immortals melted into the crowd, she found behind her a row of +dancers waiting for the quadrille which was to follow. This was to +consist entirely of English pictures revived--Reynolds, Gainsborough, +and Romney--and to be danced by those for whose families they had been +originally painted. As she drew back, looking eagerly to right and left, +she came across Mary Lyster. Mary wore her hair high and powdered--a +black silk scarf over white satin, and a blue sash. + +"Awfully becoming!" said Kitty, nodding to her. "Who are you?" + +"My great-great aunt!" said Mary, courtesying. "You, I see, go even +farther back." + +"Isn't it fun?" said Kitty, pausing beside her. "Have you seen William? +Poor dear! he's so hot. How do you do?" This last careless greeting was +addressed to Cliffe, whom she now perceived standing behind Mary. + +Cliffe bowed stiffly. + +"Excuse me. I did not see you. I was absorbed in your dress. You are +Artemis, I see--with additions." + +"Oh! I am an 'article de Paris,'" said Kitty. "But it seems odd that +some people should take me for Joan of Arc." Then she turned to Mary. "I +think your dress is quite lovely!" she said, in that warm, shy voice she +rarely used except for a few intimates, and had never yet been known to +waste on Mary. "Don't you admire it enormously, Mr. Cliffe?" + +"Enormously," said Cliffe, pulling at his mustache. "But by now my +compliments are stale." + +"Is he cross about William's letter?" thought Kitty. "Well, let's leave +them to themselves." + +Then, as she passed him, something in the silent personality of the man +arrested her. She could not forbear a look at him over her shoulder. +"Are you--Oh! of course, I remember--" for she had recognized the dress +and cap of the Spanish grandee. + +Cliffe did not reply for a moment, but the harsh significance of his +face revived in her the excitable interest she had felt in him on the +day of his luncheon in Hill Street; an interest since effaced and +dispersed, under the influence of that serenity and home peace which +had shone upon her since that very day. + +"I should apologize, no doubt, for not taking your advice," he said, +looking her in the eyes. Their expression, half bitter, half insolent, +reminded her. + +"Did I give you any advice?" Kitty wrinkled up her white brows. "I don't +recollect." + +Mary looked at her sharply, suspiciously. Kitty, quite conscious of the +look, was straightway pricked by an elfish curiosity. Could she carry +him off--trouble Mary's possession there and then? She believed she +could. She was well aware of a certain relation between herself and +Cliffe, if, at least, she chose to develop it. Should she? Her vanity +insisted that Mary could not prevent it. + +However, she restrained herself and moved on. Presently looking back, +she saw them still together, Cliffe leaning against the pedestal of a +bust, Mary beside him. There was an animation in her eyes, a rose of +pleasure on her cheek which stirred in Kitty a queer, sudden sympathy. +"I _am_ a little beast!" she said to herself. "Why shouldn't she be +happy?" + +Then, perceiving Lady Tranmore at the end of the ballroom, she made her +way thither surrounded by a motley crowd of friends. She walked as +though on air, "raining influence." And as Lady Tranmore caught the +glitter of the diamond crescent, and beheld the small divinity beneath +it, she, too, smiled with pleasure, like the other spectators on Kitty's +march. The dress was monstrously costly. She knew that. But she forgot +the inroad on William's pocket, and remembered only to be proud of +William's wife. Since the Parhams' party, indeed, the unlooked-for +submission of Kitty, and the clearing of William's prospects, Lady +Tranmore had been sweetness itself to her daughter-in-law. + +But her fine face and brow were none the less inclined to frown. She +herself as Katharine of Aragon would have shed a dignity on any scene, +but she was in no sympathy with what she beheld. + +"We shall soon all of us be ashamed of this kind of thing," she declared +to Kitty. "Just as people now are beginning to be ashamed of enormous +houses and troops of servants." + +"No, please! Only bored with them!" said Kitty. "There are so many other +ways now of amusing yourself--that's all." + +"Well, this way will die out," said Lady Tranmore. "The cost of it is +too scandalous--people's consciences prick them." + +Kitty vowed she did not believe there was a conscience in the room; and +then, as the music struck up, she carried off her companion to some +steps overlooking the great marble gallery, where they had a better view +of the two lines of dancers. + +It is said that as a nation the English have no gift for pageants. Yet +every now and then--as no doubt in the Elizabethan mask--they show a +strange felicity in the art. Certainly the dance that followed would +have been difficult to surpass even in the ripe days and motherlands of +pageantry. To the left, a long line, consisting mainly of young girls in +their first bloom, dressed as Gainsborough and his great contemporaries +delighted to paint these flowers of England--the folds of plain white +muslin crossed over the young breast, a black velvet at the throat, a +rose in the hair, the simple skirt showing the small pointed feet, and +sometimes a broad sash defining the slender waist. Here were Stanleys, +Howards, Percys, Villierses, Butlers, Osbornes--soft slips of girls +bearing the names of England's rough and turbulent youth, bearing +themselves to-night with a shy or laughing dignity, as though the touch +of history and romance were on them. And facing them, the youths of the +same families, no less handsome than their sisters and brides--in +Romney's blue coats, or the splendid red of Reynolds and Gainsborough. + +To and fro swayed the dancers, under the innumerable candles that filled +the arched roof and upper walls of the ballroom; and each time the lines +parted they disclosed at the farther end another pageant, to which that +of the dance was in truth subordinate--a dais hung with blue and silver, +and upon it a royal lady whose beauty, then in its first bloom, has been +a national possession, since as, the "sea-king's daughter" she brought +it in dowry to her adopted country. To-night she blazed in jewels as a +Valois queen, with her court around her, and as the dancers receded, +each youth and maiden seemed instinctively to turn towards her as roses +to the sun. + +"Oh, beautiful, beautiful world!" said Kitty to herself, in an ecstasy, +pressing her small hands together; "how I love you!--_love_ you!" + + * * * * * + +Meanwhile Darrell and Harman stood side by side near the doorway of the +ballroom, looking in when the crowd allowed. + +"A strange sight," said Harman. "Perhaps they take it too seriously." + +"Ah! that is our English upper class," said Darrell, with a sneer. "Is +there anything they take lightly?--_par exemple!_ It seems to me they +carry off this amusement better than most. They may be stupid, but they +are good-looking. I say, Ashe"--he turned towards the new-comer who had +just sauntered up to them--"on this exceptional occasion, is it allowed +to congratulate you on Lady Kitty's gown?" + +For Kitty, raised upon her step, was at the moment in full view. + +Ashe made some slight reply, the slightest of which indeed annoyed the +thin-skinned and morbid Darrell, always on the lookout for affronts. But +Louis Harman, who happened to observe the Under-Secretary's glance at +his wife, said to himself, "By George! that queer marriage is turning +out well, after all." + + * * * * * + +The Tudor and Marie Antoinette quadrilles had been danced. There was a +rumor of supper in the air. + +"William!" said Kitty, in his ear, as she came across him in one of the +drawing-rooms, "Lord Hubert takes me in to supper. Poor me!" She made an +extravagant face of self-pity and swept on. Lord Hubert was one of the +sons of the house, a stupid and inarticulate guardsman, Kitty's butt and +detestation. Ashe smiled to himself over her fate, and went back to the +ballroom in search of his own lady. + +Meanwhile Kitty paused in the next drawing-room, and dismissed her +following. + +"I promised to wait here for Lord Hubert," she said. "You go on, or +you'll get no tables." + +And she waved them peremptorily away. The drawing-room, one of a suite +which looked on the garden, thinned temporarily. In a happy fatigue, +Kitty leaned dreamily over the ledge of one of the open windows, looking +at the illuminated space below her. Amid the colored lights, figures of +dream and fantasy walked up and down. In the midst flashed a +flame-colored fountain. The sounds of a Strauss waltz floated in the +air. And beyond the garden and its trees rose the dull roar of London. + +A silk curtain floated out into the room under the westerly breeze, +then, returning, sheathed Kitty in its folds. She stood there hidden, +amusing herself like a child with the thought of startling that great +heavy goose, Lord Hubert. + +Suddenly a pair of voices that she knew caught her ear. Two persons, +passing through, lingered, without perceiving her. Kitty, after a first +movement of self-disclosure, caught her own name and stood motionless. + +"Well, of course you've heard that we got through," said Lady Parham. +"For once Lady Kitty behaved herself!" + +"You were lucky!" said Mary Lyster. "Lady Tranmore was dreadfully +anxious--" + +"Lest she should cut us at the last?" cried Lady Parham. "Well, of +course, Lady Kitty is 'capable de tout.'" She laughed. "But perhaps as +you are a cousin I oughtn't to say these things." + +"Oh, say what you like," said Mary. "I am no friend of Kitty's, and +never pretended to be." + +Lady Parham came closer, apparently, and said, confidentially: "What on +earth made that man marry her? He might have married anybody. She had +no money, and worse than no position." + +"She worked upon his pity, of course, a good deal. I saw them in the +early days at Grosville Park. She played her cards very cleverly. And +then, it was just the right moment. Lady Tranmore had been urging him to +marry." + +"Well, of course," said Lady Parham, "there's no denying the beauty." + +"You think so?" said Mary, as though in wonder. "Well, I never could see +it. And now she has so much gone off." + +"I don't agree with you. Many people think her the star to-night. Mr. +Cliffe, I am told, admires her." + +Kitty could not see how the eyes of the speaker, under a Sir Joshua +turban, studied the countenance of Miss Lyster, as she threw out the +words. + +Mary laughed. + +"Poor Kitty! She tried to flirt with him long ago--just after she +arrived in London, fresh out of the convent. It was so funny! He told me +afterwards he never was so embarrassed in his life--this baby making +eyes at him! And now--oh no!" + +"Why not now? Lady Kitty's very much the rage, and Mr. Cliffe likes +notoriety." + +"But a notoriety with--well, with some style, some distinction! Kitty's +sort is so cheap and silly." + +"Ah, well, she's not to be despised," said Lady Parham. "She's as clever +as she can be. But her husband will have to keep her in order." + +"Can he?" said Mary. "Won't she always be in his way?" + +"Always, I should think. But he must have known what he was about. Why +didn't his mother interfere? Such a family!--such a history!" + +"She did interfere," said Mary. "We all did our best"--she dropped her +voice--"I know I did. But it was no use. If men like spoiled children +they must have them, I suppose. Let's hope he'll learn how to manage +her. Shall we go on? I promised to meet my supper-partner in the +library." + +They moved away. + + * * * * * + +For some minutes Kitty stood looking out, motionless, but the beating of +her heart choked her. Strange ancestral things--things of evil--things +of passion--had suddenly awoke, as it were, from sleep in the depths of +her being, and rushed upon the citadel of her life. A change had passed +over her from head to foot. Her veins ran fire. + +At that moment, turning round, she saw Geoffrey Cliffe enter the room in +which she stood. With an impetuous movement she approached him. + +"Take me down to supper, Mr. Cliffe. I can't wait for Lord Hubert any +more, I'm _so_ hungry!" + +"Enchanted!" said Cliffe, the color leaping into his tanned face as he +looked down upon the goddess. "But I came to find--" + +"Miss Lyster? Oh, she is gone in with Mr. Darrell. Come with me. I have +a ticket for the reserved tent. We shall have a delicious corner to +ourselves." + +And she took from her glove the little coveted paste-board, +which--handed about in secret to a few intimates of the house--gave +access to the sanctum sanctorum of the evening. + +Cliffe wavered. Then his vanity succumbed. A few minutes later the +supper guests in the tent of the _élite_ saw the entrance of a darkly +splendid Duke of Alva, with a little sandalled goddess. All compact, it +seemed, of ivory and fire, on his arm. + + + + +XI + + +The spring freshness of London, had long since departed. A crowded +season; much animation in Parliament, where the government, to its own +amazement, had rather gained than lost ground; industrial trouble at +home, and foreign complications abroad; and in London the steady growth +of a new plutocracy, the result, so far, of American wealth and American +brides. In the first week of July, the outward things of the moment +might have been thus summed up by any careful observer. + +On a certain Tuesday night, the debate on a private member's bill +unexpectedly collapsed, and the House rose early. Ashe left the House +with his secretary, but parted from him at the corner of Birdcage Walk, +and crossed the park alone. He meant to join Kitty at a party in +Piccadilly; there was just time to go home and dress; and he walked at a +quick pace. + +Two members sitting on the same side of the House with himself were also +going home. One of them noticed the Under-Secretary. + +"A very ineffective statement Ashe made to-night--don't you think so?" +he said to his companion. + +"Very! Really, if the government can't take up a stronger line, the +general public will begin to think there's something in it." + +"Oh, if you only shriek long enough and sharp enough in England +something's sure to come of it. Cliffe and his group have been playing a +very shrewd game. The government will get their agreement approved all +right, but Cliffe has certainly made some people on our side uneasy. +However--" + +"However, what?" said the other, after a moment. + +"I wish I thought that were the only reason for Ashe's change of tone," +said the first speaker, slowly. + +"What do you mean?" + +The two were intimate personal friends, belonging, moreover, to a group +of evangelical families well known in English life; but even so, the +answer came with reluctance: + +"Well, you see, it's not very easy to grapple in public with the man +whose name all smart London happens to be coupling with that of your +wife!" + +"I say"--the other stood still, in genuine consternation and +distress--"you don't mean to say that there's that in it!" + +"You notice that the difference is not in _what_ Ashe says, but in _how_ +he says it. He avoids all personal collision with Cliffe. The government +stick to their case, but Ashe mentions everybody but Cliffe, and +confutes all arguments but his. And meanwhile, of course, the truth is +that Cliffe is the head and front of the campaign, and if he threw up +to-morrow, everything would quiet down." + +"And Lady Kitty is flirting with him at this particular moment? Damned +bad taste and bad feeling, to say the least of it!" + +"You won't find one of the Bristol lot consider that kind of thing when +their blood is up!" said the other. "You remember the tales of old Lord +Blackwater?" + +"But is there really any truth in it? Or is it mere gossip?" + +"Well, I hear that the behavior of both of them at Grosville Park last +week was such that Lady Grosville vows she will never ask either of them +again. And at Ascot, at Lord's, the opera, Lady Kitty sits with him, +talks with him, walks with him, the whole time, and won't look at any +one else. They must be asked together or neither will come--and +'society,' as far as I can make out, thinks it a good joke and is always +making plans to throw them together." + +"Can't Lady Tranmore do anything?" + +"I don't know. They say she is very unhappy about it. Certainly she +looks ill and depressed." + +"And Ashe?" + +His companion hesitated. "I don't like to say it, but, of course, you +know there are many people who will tell you that Ashe doesn't care +twopence what his wife does so long as she is nice to him, and he can +read his books and carry on his politics as he pleases!" + +"Ashe always strikes me as the soul of honor," said the other, +indignantly. + +"Of course--for himself. But a more fatalist believer in liberty than +Ashe doesn't exist--liberty especially to damn yourself--if you must and +will." + +"It would be hard to extend that doctrine to a wife," said the other, +with a grave, uncomfortable laugh. + + * * * * * + +Meanwhile the man whose affairs they had been discussing walked home, +wrapped in solitary and disagreeable thought. As he neared the +Marlborough House corner a carriage passed him. It was delayed a moment +by other carriages, and as it halted beside him Ashe recognized Lady +M----, the hostess of the fancy ball, and a very old friend of his +parents. He took off his hat. The lady within recognized him and +inclined slightly--very slightly and stiffly. Ashe started a little and +walked on. + +The meeting vividly recalled the ball, the _terminus a quo_ indeed from +which the meditation in which he had been plunged since entering the +park had started. Between six and seven weeks ago, was it? It might have +been a century. He thought of Kitty as she was that night--Kitty +pirouetting in her glittering dress, or bending over the boy, or holding +her face to his as he kissed her on the stairs. Never since had she +shown him the smallest glimpse of such a mood. What was wrong with her +and with himself? Something, since May, had turned their life +topsy-turvy, and it seemed to Ashe that in the general unprofitable rush +of futile engagements he had never yet had time to stop and ask himself +what it might be. + +Why, at any rate, was _he_ in this chafing irritation and discomfort? +Why could he not deal with that fellow Cliffe as he deserved? And what +in Heaven's name was the reason why old friends like Lady M---- were +beginning to look at him coldly, and avoid his conversation? + +His mother, too! He gathered that quite lately there had been some +disagreeable scene between her and Kitty. Kitty had resented some +remonstrance of hers, and for some days now they had not met. Nor had +Ashe seen his mother alone. Did she also avoid him, shrink from speaking +out her real mind to him? + +Well, it was all monstrously absurd!--a great coil about nothing, as far +as the main facts were concerned, although the annoyance and worry of +the thing were indeed becoming serious. Kitty had no doubt taken a wild +liking to Geoffrey Cliffe-- + +"And, by George!" said Ashe, pausing in his walk, "she warned me." + +And there rose in his memory the formal garden at Grosville Park, the +little figure at his side, and Kitty's franknesses--"I shall take mad +fancies for people. I sha'n't be able to help it. I have one now, for +Geoffrey Cliffe." + +He smiled. There was the difficulty! If only the people whose envious +tongues were now wagging could see Kitty as she was, could understand +what a gulf lay between her and the ordinary "fast" woman, there would +be an end of this silly, ill-natured talk. Other women might be of the +earth earthy. Kitty was a sprite, with all the irresponsibility of such +incalculable creatures. The men and women--women especially--who +gossiped and lied about her, who sent abominable paragraphs to +scurrilous papers--he had one now in his pocket which had reached him at +the House from an anonymous correspondent--spoke out of their own vile +experience, judged her by their own standards. His mother, at any +rate--he proudly thought--ought to know better than to be misled by them +for a moment. + +At the same time, something must be done. It could not be denied that +Kitty had been behaving like a romantic, excitable child with this +unscrupulous man, whose record with regard to women was probably wholly +unknown to her, however foolishly she might idealize the _liaison_ +commemorated in his poems. What had Kitty, indeed, been doing with +herself this six weeks? Ashe tried to recall them in detail. Ascot, +Lord's, innumerable parties in London and in the country, to some of +which he had not been able to accompany her, owing to the stress of +Parliamentary and official work. Grosville Park, for instance--he had +been stopped at the last moment from going down there by the arrival of +some important foreign news, and Kitty had gone alone. She had +reappeared on the Monday, pale and furious, saying that she and her aunt +had quarrelled, and that she would never go near the Grosvilles either +in town or country again. She had not volunteered any further +explanation, and Ashe had refrained from inquiry. There were in him +certain disgusts and disdains, belonging to his general epicurean +conception of existence, which not even his love for Kitty could +overcome. One was a disdain for the quarrels of women. He supposed they +were inevitable; he saw, by-the-way, that Kitty and Lady Parham were +once more at daggers drawn; and Kitty seemed to enjoy it. Well, it was +her own affair; but while there was a Greek play, or a Shakespeare +sonnet, or even a Blue Book to read, who could expect him to listen? + +What had old Lady Grosville been about? He understood that Cliffe had +been of the party. And Kitty must have done something to bring down upon +her the wrath of the Puritanical mistress of the house. + +Well, what was he to do? It was now July. The session would last +certainly till the middle of August, and though the American business +would be disposed of directly, there was fresh trouble in the Balkan +Peninsula, and an anxious situation in Egypt. Impossible that he should +think of leaving his post. And as for the chance of a dissolution, the +government was now a good deal stronger than it had been before +Easter--worse luck! + +Of course he ought to take Kitty away. But short of resignation how was +it to be done? And what, even, would resignation do--supposing, _per +impossibile_, it could be thought of--but give to gnawing gossip a +bigger bone, and probably irritate Kitty to the point of rebellion? Yet +how induce her to go with any one else? Lady Tranmore was out of the +question. Margaret French, perhaps? + +Then, suddenly, Ashe was assailed by an inner laughter, hollow and +discomfortable. Things were come to a pretty pass when he must even +dream of resigning because a man whom he despised would haunt his house, +and absorb the company of his wife; when, moreover, he could not even +think of a remedy for such a state of things without falling back +dismayed from the certainty of Kitty's temper--Kitty's wild and furious +temper. + +For during the last fortnight, as it seemed to Ashe, all the winds of +tempest had been blowing through his house. Himself, the servants, even +Margaret, even the child, had all suffered. He also had lost his temper +several times--such a thing had scarcely happened to him since his +childhood. He thought of it as of a kind of physical stain or weakness. +To keep an even and stoical mind, to laugh where one could not +conquer--this had always seemed to him the first condition of decent +existence. And now to be wrangling over an expenditure, an engagement, a +letter, the merest nothing--whether it was a fine day or it +wasn't--could anything be more petty, degrading, intolerable? + +He vowed that this should stop. Whatever happened, he and Kitty should +not degenerate into a pair of scolds--besmirch their life with quarrels +as ugly as they were silly. He would wrestle with her, his beloved, +unreasonable, foolish Kitty; he ought, of course, to have done so +before. But it was only within the last week or so that the horizon had +suddenly darkened--the thing grown serious. And now this beastly +paragraph! But, after all, what did such garbage matter? It would of +course be a comfort to thrash the editor. But our modern life breeds +such creatures, and they have to be borne. + + * * * * * + +He let himself into a silent house. His letters lay on the hall-table. +Among them was a handwriting which arrested him. He remembered, yet +could not put a name to it. Then he turned the envelope. "H'm. Lady +Grosville!" He read it, standing there, then thrust it into his pocket, +thinking angrily that there seemed to be a good many fools in this world +who occupied themselves with other people's business. Exaggeration, of +course, damnable _parti pris_! When did she ever see Kitty except with a +jaundiced eye? "I wonder Kitty condescends to go to the woman's house! +She must know that everything she does is seen there _en noir_. +Pharisaical, narrow-minded Philistines!" + +The letter acted as a tonic. Ashe was positively grateful to the "old +gorgon" who wrote it. He ran up-stairs, his pulses tingling in defence +of Kitty. He would show Lady Grosville that she could not write to him, +at any rate, in that strain, with impunity. + +He took a candle from the landing, and opened his wife's door in order +to pass through her room to his own. As he did so, he ran against +Kitty's maid, Blanche, who was coming out. She shrank back as she saw +him, but not before the light of his candle had shone full upon her. Her +face was disfigured with tears, which were, indeed, still running down +her cheeks. + +"Why, Blanche!" he said, standing still--then in the kind voice which +endeared him to the servants--"I am afraid your brother is worse?" + +For the poor brother in hospital had passed through many vicissitudes +since his operation, and the little maid's spirits had fluctuated +accordingly. + +"Oh no, sir--no, sir!" said Blanche, drying her eyes and retreating into +the shadows of the room, where only a faint flame of gas was burning. +"It's not that, sir, thank you. I was just putting away her ladyship's +things," she said, inconsequently, looking round the room. + +"That was hardly what caused the tears, was it?" said Ashe, smiling. "Is +there anything in which Lady Kitty or I could help you?" + +The girl, who had always seemed to him on excellent terms with Kitty, +gave a sudden sob. + +"Thank you, sir; I've just given her ladyship warning." + +"Indeed!" said Ashe, gravely. "I'm sorry for that. I thought you got on +here very well." + +"I used to, sir, but this last few weeks there's nothing pleases her +ladyship; you can't do anything right. I'm sure I've worked my hands +off. But I can't do any more. Perhaps her ladyship will find some one +else to suit her better." + +"Didn't her ladyship try to persuade you to stay?" + +"Yes--but--I gave warning once before, and then I stayed. And it's no +good. It seems as if you must do wrong. And I don't sleep, sir. It gets +on your nerves so. But I didn't mean to complain. Good-night, sir." + +"Good-night. Don't sit up for your mistress. You look tired out. I'll +help her." + +"Thank you, sir," said the maid, in a depressed voice, and went. + + * * * * * + +Half an hour later, Ashe mounted the staircase of a well-known house in +Piccadilly. The evening party was beginning to thin, but in a side +drawing-room a fine Austrian band was playing Strauss, and some of the +intimates of the house were dancing. + +Ashe at once perceived his wife. She was dancing with a clever Cambridge +lad, a cousin of Madeleine Alcot's, who had long been one of her +adorers. And so charming was the spectacle, so exhilarating were the +youth and beauty of the pair, that Ashe presently suspected what was +indeed the truth, that most of the persons gathering in the room were +there to watch Kitty dance, rather than to dance themselves. He himself +watched her, though he professed to be talking to his hostess, a woman +of middle age, with honest eyes and a brow of command. + +"It is a delight to see Lady Kitty dance," she said to him, smiling. +"But she is tired. I am sure she wants the country." + +"Like my boy," said Ashe. "I wish to goodness they'd both go." + +"Oh, I know it's hard to leave the husband toiling in town!" said his +companion, who, as the daughter, wife, and mother of politicians, had +had a long experience of official life. + +Ashe glanced at her--at her face moulded by kind and scrupulous +living--with a sudden relief from tension. Clearly no gossip had reached +her. He lingered beside her, for the sheer pleasure of talking to her. +But their _tête-à-tête_ was soon interrupted by the approach of Lady +Parham, with a daughter--a slim and silent girl, to whom, it was +whispered, her mother was giving "a last chance" this season, before +sending her into the country as a failure, and bringing out her younger +sister. + +Lady Parham greeted the hostess with effusion. It was a rich house, and +these small, informal dances were said to be more helpful to matrimonial +development than larger affairs. Then she perceived Ashe, and her whole +manner changed. There was a very evident bristling, and she gave him a +greeting deliberately careless. + +"Confound the woman!" thought Ashe, and his own pride rose. + +"Working as hard as usual, Lady Parham?" he asked her, with a smile. + +"If you like to put it so," was the stiff reply. "There is, of course, a +good deal of going out." + +"I hope, if I may say so, you don't allow Lord Parham to do too much of +it." + +"Lord Parham never was better in his life," said Lord Parham's spouse, +with the air of putting down an impertinence. + +"That's good news. I must say when I saw him this afternoon I thought he +seemed to be feeling his work a good deal." + +"Oh, he's worried," said Lady Parham, sharply. "Worried about a good +many things." She turned suddenly, and looked at her companion--an +insolent and deliberate look. + +"Ah, that's where the wives come in!" replied Ashe, unperturbed. "Look +at Mrs. Loraine. She has the art to perfection--hasn't she? The way she +cushions Loraine is something wonderful to see." + +Lady Parham flushed angrily. The suggested comparison between herself, +and that incessant rattle and blare of social event through which she +dragged her husband--conducting thereby a vulgar campaign of her own, as +arduous as his and far more ambitious--and the ways and character of +gentle Mrs. Loraine, absorbed in the man she adored, scatter-brained and +absent-minded towards the rest of the world, but for him all eyes and +ears, an angel of shelter and protection--this did not now reach the +Prime Minister's wife for the first time. But she had no opportunity to +launch a retort, even supposing she had one ready, for the music ceased, +and the tide of dancers surged towards the doors. It brought Kitty +abruptly face to face with Lady Parham. + +"Oh! how d'you do?" said Kitty, in a tone that was already an offence, +and she held out a small hand with an indescribably regal air. + +Lady Parham just touched it, glanced at the owner from top to toe, and +walked away. Kitty slipped in beside Ashe for a moment, with her back to +the wall, laughing and breathless. + +"I say, Kitty," said Ashe, bending over her and speaking in her small +ear, "I thought Lady Parham was eternally obliged to us. What's wrong +with her?" + +"Only that I can't stand her," said Kitty. "What's the good of trying?" +She looked up, a flame of mutiny in her cheeks. + +"What, indeed?" said Ashe, feeling as reckless as she. "Her manners are +beyond the bounds. But look here, Kitty, don't you think you'll come +home? You know you do look uncommonly tired." + +Kitty frowned. + +"Home? Why, I'm only just beginning to enjoy myself! Take me into the +cool, please," she said to the boy who had been dancing with her, and +who still hovered near, in case his divinity might allow him yet a few +more minutes. But as she put out her hand to take his arm, Ashe saw her +waver and look suddenly across the room. + +A group parted that had been clustering round a farther door, and Ashe +perceived Cliffe, leaning against the doorway with his arms crossed. He +was surrounded by pretty women, with whom he seemed to be carrying on a +bantering warfare. Involuntarily Ashe watched for the recognition +between him and Kitty. Did Kitty's lips move? Was there a signal? If so, +it passed like a flash; Kitty hurried away, and Ashe was left, haughtily +furious with himself that, for the first time in his life, he had played +the spy. + +He turned in his discomfort to leave the dancing-room. He himself +enjoyed society frankly enough. Especially since his marriage had he +found the companionship of agreeable women delightful. He went +instinctively to seek it, and drive out this nonsense from his mind. +Just inside the larger drawing-room, however, he came across Mary +Lyster, sitting in a corner apparently alone. Mary greeted him, but +with an evident coldness. Her manner brought back all the preoccupations +of his walk from the House. In spite of her small cordiality, he sat +down beside her, wondering with a vicarious compunction at what point +her fortunes might be, and how Kitty's proceedings might have already +affected them. But he had not yet succeeded in thawing her when a voice +behind him said: + +"This is my dance, I think, Miss Lyster. Where shall we sit it out?" + +Ashe moved at once. Mary looked up, hesitated visibly, then rose and +took Geoffrey Cliffe's arm. + +"Just read your remarks this evening," said Cliffe to Ashe. "Well, now, +I suppose to-morrow will see your ship in port?" + +For it was reasonably expected that the morrow would see the American +agreement ratified by a substantial ministerial majority. + +"Certainly. But you may at least reflect that you have lost us a deal of +time." + +"And now you slay us," said Cliffe. "Ah, well--'_dulce et decorum est_,' +etcetera." + +"Don't imagine that you'll get many of the honors of martyrdom," laughed +Ashe--in Cliffe's eyes an offensive and triumphant figure, as he leaned +carelessly upon a marble pedestal that carried a bust of Horace Walpole. + +"Why?" Cliffe's hand had gone instinctively to his mustache. Mary had +dropped his arm, and now stood quietly beside him, pale and somewhat +jaded, her fine eyes travelling between the speakers. + +"Why? Because the heresies have no martyrs. The halo is for the true +Church!" + +"H'm!" said Cliffe, with a reflective sneer. "I suppose you mean for the +successful?" + +"Do I?" said Ashe, with nonchalance. "Aren't the true Church the people +who are justified by the event?" + +"The orthodox like to think so," said Cliffe. "But the heretics have a +way of coming out top." + +"Does that mean you chaps are going to win at the next election? I +devoutly hope you may--_we_'re all as stale as ditch-water--and as for +places, anybody's welcome to mine!" And so saying, Ashe lounged away, +attracted by the bow and smile of a pretty Frenchwoman, with whom it was +always agreeable to chat. + +"Ashe trifles it as usual," said Cliffe, as he and Mary forced a passage +into one of the smaller rooms. "Is there anything in the world that he +really cares about?" + +Mary looked at him with a start. It was almost on her lips to say, "Yes! +his wife." She only just succeeded in driving the words back. + +"His not caring is a pretence," she said. "At least, Lady Tranmore +thinks so. She believes that he is becoming absorbed in politics--much +more ambitious than she ever thought he would be." + +"That's the way of mothers," said Cliffe, with a sarcastic lip. "They +have got to make the best of their sons. Tell me what you are going to +do this summer." + +He had thrown one arm round the back of a chair, and sat looking down +upon her, his colorless fair hair falling thick upon his brow, and +giving by contrast a strange inhuman force to the dark and singular eyes +beneath. He had a way of commanding a woman's attention by flashes of +brusquerie, melting when he chose into a homage that had in it the note +of an older world, a world that had still leisure for, passion and its +refinements, a world still within sight of that other which had produced +the _Carte du tendre_. Perhaps it was this, combined with the +virilities, not to be questioned, of his aspect, the signs of hard +physical endurance in the face burned by desert suns, and the +suggestions of a frame too lean and gaunt for drawing-rooms, that gave +him his spell and preserved it. + +Mary's conversation with him consisted at first of much cool fencing on +her part, which gradually slipped back, as he intended it should, into +some of the tones of intimacy. Each meanwhile was conscious of a secret +range of thoughts--hers concerned with the effort and struggle, the +bitter disappointments and disillusions of the past six weeks; and his +with the schemes he had cherished in the East and on the way home, of +marrying Mary Lyster, or more correctly, Mary Lyster's money, and so +resigning himself to the inevitable boredoms of an English existence. +For her the mental horizon was full of Kitty--Kitty insolent, +Kitty triumphant. For him, too, Kitty made the background of +thought--environed, however, with clouds of indecision and resistance +that would have raised happiness in Mary could she have divined them. + +For he was now not easy to capture. There had been enough and more than +enough of women in his life. The game of politics must somehow replace +them henceforth, if, indeed, anything were still worth while, except the +long day in the saddle and the dawn of new mornings in untrodden lands. + +Mingled, all these, with hot dislike of Ashe, with the fascination of +Kitty, and a kind of venomous pleasure in the commotion produced by his +pursuit of her; inter penetrated, moreover, through and through with the +memory of his one true feeling, and of the woman who had died, alienated +from and despising him. He and Mary passed a profitless half-hour. He +would have liked to propitiate her, but he had no notion what he should +do with the propitiation, if it were reached. He wanted her money, but +he was beginning to feel with restlessness that he could not pay the +cost. The poet in him was still strong, crossed though it were by the +adventurer. + +He took her back to the dancing-room. Mary walked beside him with a +dull, fierce sense of wrong. It was Kitty, of course, who had done +it--Kitty who had taken him away from her. + +"That's finished," said Cliffe to himself, with a long breath of relief, +as he delivered her into the hands of her partner. "Now for the other!" + + * * * * * + +Thenceforward, no one saw Kitty and no one danced with her. She spent +her time in beflowered corners, or remote drawing-rooms, with Geoffrey +Cliffe. Ashe heard her voice in the distance once or twice, answering a +voice he detested; he looked into the supper-room with a lady on his +arm, and across it he saw Kitty, with her white elbow on the table and +her hand propping a face that was turned--half mocking and yet wholly +absorbed--to Cliffe. He saw her flitting across vistas or disappearing +through far doorways, but always with that sinister figure in +attendance. + +His mind was divided between a secret fury--roused in him by the pride +of a man of high birth and position, who has always had the world at +command, and now sees an impertinence offered him which he does not know +how to punish--and a mood of irony. Cliffe's persecution of Kitty was a +piece of confounded bad manners. But to look at it with the round, +hypocritical eyes some of these people were bringing to bear on it was +really too much! Let them look to their own affairs--they needed it. + +At last the party broke up. Kitty touched him on the shoulder as he was +standing on the stairs, apparently absorbed in a teasing skirmish with a +charming child in her first season, who thought him the most delightful +of men. + +"I'm ready, William." + +He turned sharply, and saw that she was alone. + +"Come along, then! In five minutes more I should have been asleep on the +stairs." + +They descended. Kitty went for her cloak. Ashe sent for the carriage. As +he was standing on the steps Cliffe pushed past him and called for a +hansom. It came in the rear of two or three carriages already under the +portico. He ran along the pavement and jumped in. The doors were just +being shut by the linkman when a little figure in a white cloak flew +down the steps of the house and held up a hand to the driver of the +hansom. + +"Do you see that?" said Lady Parham, in a voice of suppressed but +contemptuous amazement, as she turned to Mary Lyster, who was driving +home with her. "Call my carriage, please!" she said, imperiously, to one +of the footmen at the door. Her carriage, as it happened, was +immediately behind the hansom; but the hansom could not move because of +the small lady who had jumped upon the step and was leaning eagerly +forward. + +There was a clamor of shouting voices: "Move on, cabby! Move on!" "Stand +clear, ma'am, please," said the driver, while Cliffe opened the door of +the cab, and seemed about to jump down again. + +"Who is it?" said an impatient judge behind Lady Parham. "What's the +matter?" + +Lady Parham shrugged her shoulders. + +"It's Lady Kitty Ashe," whispered the _débutante_, who was the judge's +daughter, "talking to Mr. Cliffe. Isn't she pretty?" + +A sudden silence fell upon the group in the porch. Kitty's high, clear +laugh seemed to ring back into the house. Then Ashe ran down the steps. + +"Kitty, don't stop the way." He peremptorily drew her back. + +Cliffe raised his hat, fell back into the hansom, and the man whipped up +his horse. + +Kitty came back to the outer hall with Ashe. Her cheeks had a rose +flush, her wild eyes laughed at the crowd on the steps, without really +seeing them. + +"Are you going with Lady Parham?" she said, absently, to Mary Lyster. + +"Yes." + +Kitty looked up and Ashe saw the two faces as she and Mary confronted +each other--the contempt in Mary's, the startled wrath in Kitty's. + +"Come, Miss Lyster!" said Lady Parham, and pushing past the Ashes +without a good-night, she hurried to her carriage, drawing up the glass +with a hasty hand, though the night was balmy. + +For a few moments none of those left on the steps spoke, except to fret +in undertones for an absent carriage. Then Ashe saw his own groom, and +stormed at him for delay. In another minute he and Kitty were in the +carriage, and the figures under the porch dropped out of sight. + + * * * * * + +"Better not do that again, Kitty, I think," said Ashe. + +Kitty glanced at him. But both voice and manner were as usual. "Why +shouldn't I?" she said, haughtily; he saw that she had grown very white. +"I was telling Geoffrey where to find me at Lord's." + +Ashe winced at the "Archangelism" of the Christian name. + +"You kept Lady Parham waiting." + +"What does that matter?" said Kitty, with an angry laugh. + +"And you did Cliffe too much honor," said Ashe. "It's the men who should +stand on the steps--not the women!" + +Kitty sat erect. "What do you mean?" she said, in a low, menacing voice. + +"Just what I say," was the laughing reply. + +Kitty threw herself back in her corner, and could not be induced to open +her lips or look at her companion till they reached home. + +On the landing, however, outside her bedroom, she turned and said: +"Don't, please, say impertinent things to me again!" And drawn up to her +full height, the most childish and obstinate of tragedy queens, she +swept into her room. + +Ashe went into his dressing-room. And almost immediately afterwards he +heard the key turn in the lock which separated his room from Kitty's. + +For the first time since their marriage! He threw himself on his bed, +and passed some sleepless hours. Then fatigue had its way. When he +awoke, there was a gray dawn in the room, and he was conscious of +something pressing against his bed. Half asleep, he raised himself and +saw Kitty, in a long white dressing-gown, sitting curled up on the +floor, or rather on a pillow, her head resting on the edge of the bed. +In a glass opposite he saw the languid grace of her slight form and the +cloud of her hair. + +"Kitty"--he tried to shake himself into full consciousness--"do go to +bed!" + +"Lie down," said Kitty, lifting her arm and pressing him down, "and +don't say anything. I shall go to sleep." + +He lay down obediently. Presently he felt that her cheek was resting on +one of his hands, and in his semi-consciousness he laid the other on her +hair. Then they both fell asleep. + +His dreams were a medley of the fancy ball and of some pageant scene in +which Iris and Ceres appeared, and there was a rustic dance of maidens +and shepherds. Then a murmur as of thunder ran through the scene, +followed by darkness. He half woke, in a hot distress, but the soft +cheek was still there, his hand still felt the silky curls, and sleep +recaptured him. + + + + +XII + + +When Ashe woke up in earnest he was alone. He sprang up in bed and +looked round the darkened room, ashamed of his long sleep; but there was +no sign of Kitty. + +After dressing, he knocked, as usual, at Kitty's door. + +"Oh, come in," cried Kitty's lightest voice. "Margaret's here; but if +you don't mind her, she won't mind you." + +Ashe entered. Kitty, as was her wont four days out of the seven, was +breakfasting in bed. Margaret French was beside her with a batch of +notes, mostly bills and unanswered invitations, with which she was +trying to make Kitty cope. + +"Excuse me, Mr. Ashe," Margaret lifted a smiling face. "I had to be out +on business for my brother all day, so I thought I'd come early and +remind Kitty of some of these tiresome things while there was still a +chance of finding her." + +"I don't know why guardian angels excuse themselves," said Ashe, as they +shook hands. + +"Oh, dear, what a lot of them there are!" said Kitty, tossing over the +notes with a bored air. "Refuse them all, Margaret; I'm tired to death +of dining out." + +"Not all, I think," pleaded Margaret. "Here's that nice woman--you +remember--who wanted to thank Mr. Ashe for what he'd done for her son. +You promised to dine with her." + +"Did I?" Kitty wriggled with annoyance. "Well, then, I suppose we must. +What did William do for her? When I ask him to do something for the +nicest boys in the world, he won't lift a finger." + +"I gave him some introductions in Berlin," laughed Ashe. "What you +generally want me to do, Kitty, is to stuff the public service with +good-looking idiots. And there I really can't oblige you." + +"Every one knows that corruption gets the best men," said Kitty. "Hullo, +what's that?" and she lifted a dinner-card, and looked at it strangely. + +"My dear Kitty! when did it come?" exclaimed Margaret French, in dismay. + +It was a dinner-card, whereby Lord and Lady Parham requested the honor +of Mr. and Lady Kitty Ashe's company at dinner, on a date somewhere +within the first week of July. + +Ashe bent over to look at it. + +"I think that came ten days ago," he said, quietly. "I imagined Kitty +accepted it." + +"I never thought of it from that day to this," said Kitty, who had +clasped her hands behind her head and was staring at the ceiling. "Say, +please, that"--she spaced out the words deliberately--"Mr. and Lady +Kitty Ashe--are unable to accept--Lord and Lady Parham's +invitation--etc.--" + +"Kitty!" said Margaret, firmly, "there must be a 'regret' and a 'kind.' +Think! Ten days! The party is next week!" + +"No 'regret,' and no 'kind'!" said Kitty, still staring overhead. "It's +my affair, please, Margaret, altogether. And I'll see the note before it +goes, or you'll be putting in civilities." + +Margaret, in despair, looked entreatingly at Ashe. He and she had often +conspired before this to soften down Kitty's enormities. But he said +nothing--made not the smallest sign. + +With difficulty Margaret got a few more directions out of Kitty, over +whom a shade of sombre taciturnity had now fallen. Then, saying she +would write the notes down-stairs and come back, she gathered up her +basketful of letters and departed. + +As soon as she was alone with Ashe, Kitty took up a novel beside her, +and pretended to be absorbed in it. + +He hesitated a moment, then he stooped over her and took her hand. + +"Why did you come in to visit me, Kitty?" he said, in a low voice. + +"I don't know," was her indifferent reply, and her hand pulled itself +away, though not with violence. + +"I wish I could understand you, Kitty." His tone was not quite steady. + +"Well, I don't understand myself!" said Kitty, shortly, reaching out for +a bunch of roses that Margaret had just brought her, and burying her +face among them. + +"Perhaps, if you submitted the problem to me," said Ashe, laughing, "we +might be able to thresh it out together!" + +He folded his arms and leaned against the foot of the bed, delighting +his eyes with the vision of her amid the folds of muslin and lace, and +all the costly refinements of pillow and coverlet with which she liked +to surround herself at that hour of the morning. She might have been a +French princess of the old regime, receiving her court. + +Kitty shook her head. The roses fell idly from her hands, and made +bright patches of blush pink about her. Ashe went on: + +"Anyway, dear, don't give silly tongues _too_ good a handle!" + +He threw her a gay comrade's look, as though to say that they both knew +the folly of the world, but he perhaps the better, as he was the elder. + +"You mean," said Kitty, calmly, "that I am not to talk so much to +Geoffrey Cliffe?" + +"Is he worth it?" said Ashe. "That's what I want to know--worth the fuss +that some people make?" + +"It's the fuss and the people that drive one on," said Kitty, under her +breath. + +"You flatter them too much, darling! Do you think you were quite kind to +me last night?--let's put it that way. I looked a precious fool, you +know, standing on those steps, while you were keeping old Mother Parham +and the whole show waiting!" + +She looked at him a moment in silence, at his heightened color and +insistent eyes. + +"I can't think what made you marry me," she said, slowly. + +Ashe laughed, and came nearer. + +"And I can't think," he said, in a lower voice, "what made you come--if +you weren't a little bit sorry--and lean your dear head against me like +that, last night." + +"I wasn't sorry--I couldn't sleep," was her quick reply, while her eyes +strove to keep up their war with his. + +A knock was heard at the door. Ashe moved hastily away. Kitty's maid +entered. + +"I was to tell you, sir, that your breakfast was ready. And Lady +Tranmore's servant has brought this note." + +Ashe took it and thrust it into his pocket. + +"Get my things ready, please," said Kitty to her maid. Ashe felt himself +dismissed and went. + +As soon as he was gone, Kitty sprang out of bed, threw on a +dressing-gown, and ran across to Blanche, who was bending over a chest +of drawers. "Why did you say those foolish things to me yesterday?" she +demanded, taking the girl impetuously by the arm, and so startling her +that she nearly dropped the clothes she held. + +"They weren't foolish, my lady," said Blanche, sullenly, with averted +eyes. + +"They were!" cried Kitty. "Of course, I'm a vixen--I always was. But you +know, Blanche, I'm not always as bad as I have been lately. Very soon I +shall be quite charming again--you'll see!" + +"I dare say, my lady." Blanche went on sorting and arranging the +_lingerie_ she had taken out of the drawer. + +Kitty sat down beside her, nursing a bare foot which was crossed over +the other. + +"You know how I abused you about my hair, Blanche? Well, Mrs. Alcot +said, that very night, she never saw it so well done. She thought it +must be Pierrefitte's best man. Wasn't it hellish of me? I knew quite +well you'd done it beautifully." + +The maid said nothing, but a tear fell on one of Kitty's night-dresses. + +"And you remember the green garibaldi--last week? I just loathed +it--because you'd forgotten that little black rosette." + +"No!" said Blanche, looking up; "your ladyship had never ordered it." + +"I did--I did! But never mind. Two of my friends have wanted to copy it, +Blanche. They wouldn't believe it was done by a maid. They said it had +such style. One of them would engage you to-morrow if you really want to +go--" + +A silence. + +"But you won't go, Blanchie, will you?" said Kitty's silver voice. "I'm +a horrid fiend, but I did get Mr. Ashe to help your young man--and I did +care about your poor brother--and--and--" she stroked the girl's arm--"I +do look rather nice when I'm dressed, don't I? You wouldn't like a great +gawk to dress, would you?" + +"I'm sure I don't want to leave your ladyship," said the girl, choking. +"But I can't have no more--" + +"No more ructions?" said Kitty, meditating. "H'm, of course that's +serious, because I'm made so. Well, now, look here, Blanchie, you won't +give me warning again for a fortnight, whatever I do, mind. And if by +then I'm past praying for, you may. And I'll import a Russian--or a +Choctaw--who won't understand when I call her names. Is that a bargain, +Blanchie?" + +The maid hesitated. + +"Just a fortnight!" said Kitty, in her most seductive tones. + +"Very well, my lady." + +Kitty jumped up, waltzed round the room, the white silk skirts of her +dressing-gown floating far and wide, then thrust her feet into her +slippers, and began to dress as though nothing had happened. + + * * * * * + +But when her toilette was accomplished, Kitty having dismissed her maid, +sat for some time in front of her mirror in a brown study. + +"What _is_ the matter with me?" she thought. "William is an angel, and I +love him. And I can't do what he wants--I _can't_!" She drew a long, +troubled breath. The lips of the face reflected in the glass were dry +and colorless, the eyes had a strange, shrinking expression. "People +_are_ possessed--I know they are. They can't help themselves. I began +this to punish Mary--and now--when I don't see Geoffrey, everything is +odious and dreary. I can't care for anything. Of course, I ought to care +for William's politics. I expect I've done him harm--I know I have. +What's wrong with me?" + +But suddenly, in the very midst of her self-examination, the emotion and +excitement that she had felt of late in her long conversations with +Cliffe returned upon her, filling her at once with poignant memory and a +keen expectation to which she yielded herself as a wild sea-bird to the +rocking of the sea. They had started--those conversations--from her +attempt to penetrate the secret history of the man whose poems had +filled her with a thrilling sense of feelings and passions beyond her +ken--untrodden regions, full, no doubt, of shadow and of poison, but +infinitely alluring to one whose nature was best summed up in the two +words, curiosity and daring. She had not found it quite easy. Cliffe, as +we know, had resented the levity of her first attempt. But when she +renewed it, more seriously and sweetly, combining with it a number of +subtle flatteries, the flattery of her beauty and her position, of the +private interest she could not help showing in the man who was her +husband's public antagonist, and of an admiration for his poems which +was not so much mere praise as an actual covetous sharing in them, a +making their ideas and their music her own--Cliffe could not in the end +resist her. After all, so far, she only asked him to talk of himself, +and for a man of his type the process is the very breath of his being, +the stimulus and liberation of all his powers. + +So that before they knew they were in the midst of the most burning +subjects of human discussion--at first in a manner comparatively veiled +and general, then with the sharpest personal reference to Cliffe's own +story, as the intimacy between them grew. Jealousy, suffering, the "hard +cases" of passion--why men are selfish and exacting, why women mislead +and torment--the ugly waste and crudity of death--it was among these +great themes they found themselves. Death above all--it was to a thought +of death that Cliffe's harsh face owed its chief spell perhaps in +Kitty's eyes. A woman had died for love of him, crushed by his jealousy +and her own self-scorn. So Kitty had been told; and Cliffe's tortured +vanity would not deny it. How could she have cared so much? That was the +puzzle. + +But this vicarious relation had now passed into a relation of her own. +Cliffe was to Kitty a problem--and a problem which, beyond a certain +point, defied her. The element of sex, of course, entered in, but only +as intensifying the contrasts and mysteries of imagination. And he made +her feel these contrasts and mysteries as she had never yet felt them; +and so he enlarged the world for her, he plunged her, if only by +contact with his own bitter and irritable genius, into new regions of +sentiment and feeling. For in spite of the vulgar elements in him there +were also elements of genius. The man was a poet and a thinker, though +he were at the same time, in some sense, an adventurer. His mind was +stored with eloquent and beautiful imagery, the poetry of others, and +poetry of his own. He could pursue the meanest personal objects in an +unscrupulous way; but he had none the less passed through a wealth of +tragic circumstance; he had been face to face with his own soul in the +wilds of the earth; he had met every sort of physical danger with +contempt; and his arrogant, imperious temper was of the kind which +attracts many women, especially, perhaps, women physically small and +intellectually fearless, like Kitty, who feel in it a challenge to their +power and their charm. + +His society, then, had in these six weeks become, for Kitty, a +passion--a passion of the imagination. For the man himself, she would +probably have said that she felt more repulsion than anything else. But +it was a repulsion that held her, because of the constant sense of +reaction, of on-rushing life, which it excited in herself. + +Add to these the elements of mischief and defiance in the situation, the +snatching him from Mary, her enemy and slanderer, the defiance of Lady +Grosville and all other hypocritical tyrants, the pride of dragging at +her chariot wheels a man whom most people courted even when they loathed +him, who enjoyed, moreover, an astonishing reputation abroad, especially +in that France which Kitty adored, as a kind of modern Byron, the only +Englishman who could still display in public the "pageant of a bleeding +heart," without making himself ridiculous, and perhaps enough has been +heaped together to explain the infatuation that now, like a wild spring +gust on a shining lake, was threatening to bring Kitty's light bark into +dangerous waters. + +"I don't care for him," she said to herself, as she sat thinking alone, +"but I must see him--I _will_! And I will talk to him as I please, and +where I please!" + +Her small frame stiffened under the obstinacy of her resolution. Kitty's +will at a moment of this kind was a fatality--so strong was it, and so +irrational. + + * * * * * + +Meanwhile, down-stairs, Ashe himself was wrestling with another phase of +the same situation. Lady Tranmore's note had said: "I shall be with you +almost immediately after you receive this, as I want to catch you before +you go to the Foreign Office." + +Accordingly, they were in the library, Ashe on the defensive, Lady +Tranmore nervous, embarrassed, and starting at a sound. Both of them +watched the door. Both looked for and dreaded the advent of Kitty. + +"Dear William," said his mother at last, stretching her hand across a +small table which stood between them and laying it on her son's, "you'll +forgive me, won't you?--even if I do seem to you prudish and absurd. But +I am afraid you _ought_ to tell Kitty some of the unkind things people +are saying! You know I've tried, and she wouldn't listen to me. And you +ought to beg her--yes, William, indeed you ought!--not to give any +further occasion for them." + +She looked at him anxiously, full Of that timidity which haunts the +deepest and tenderest affections. She had just given him to read a +letter from Lady Grosville to herself. Ashe ran through it, then laid it +down with a gesture of scorn. + +"Kitty apparently enjoyed a moonlight walk with Cliffe. Why shouldn't +she? Lady Grosville thinks the moon was made to sleep by--other people +don't." + +"But, William!--at night--when everybody had gone to bed--escaping from +the house--they two alone!" + +Lady Tranmore looked at him entreatingly, as though driven to protest, +and yet hating the sound of her own words. + +Ashe laughed. He was smoking with an air so nonchalant that his mother's +heart sank. For she divined that criticism in the society around her +which she was never allowed to hear. Was it true, indeed, that his +natural indolence could not rouse itself even to the defence of a young +wife's reputation? + +"All the fault of the Grosvilles," said Ashe, after a moment, lighting +another cigarette, "in shutting up their great heavy house, and drawing +their great heavy curtains on a May night, when all reasonable people +want to be out-of-doors. My dear mother, what's the good of paying any +attention to what people like Lady Grosville say of people like Kitty? +You might as well expect Deborah to hit it off with Ariel!" + +"William, don't laugh!" said his mother, in distress. "Geoffrey Cliffe +is not a man to be trusted. You and I know that of old. He is a boaster, +and--" + +"And a liar!" said Ashe, quietly. "Oh! I know that." + +"And yet he has this power over women--one ought to look it in the +face. William, dearest William!" she leaned over and clasped his hand +close in both hers, "do persuade Kitty to go away from London now--at +once!" + +"Kitty won't go," said Ashe, quietly, "I am sorry, dear mother. I hate +that you should be worried. But there's the fact. Kitty won't go!" + +"Then use your authority," said Lady Tranmore. + +"I have none." + +"William!" Ashe rose from his seat, and began to walk up and down. His +aspect of competence and dignity, as of a man already accustomed to +command and destined to a high experience, had never been more marked +than at the very moment of this helpless utterance. His mother looked at +him with mingled admiration and amazement. + +Presently he paused beside her. + +"I should like you to understand me, mother. I cannot fight with Kitty. +Before I asked her to marry me, I made up my mind to that. I knew then +and I know now that nothing but disaster could come of it. She must be +free, and I shall not attempt to coerce her." + +"Or to protect her!" cried his mother. + +"As to that, I shall do what I can. But I clearly foresaw when we +married that we should scandalize a good many of the weaker brethren." + +He smiled, but, as it seemed to his mother, with some effort. + +"William! as a public man--" + +He interrupted her. + +"If I can be both Kitty's husband and a public man, well and good. If +not, then I shall be--" + +"Kitty's husband?" cried Lady Tranmore, with an accent of bitterness, +almost of sarcasm, of which she instantly repented her. She changed her +tone. + +"It is, of course, Kitty, first and foremost, who is concerned in your +public position," she said, more gently. "Dearest William--she is so +young still--she probably doesn't quite understand, in spite of her +great cleverness. But she _does_ care--she _must_ care--and she ought to +know what slight things may sometimes affect a man's prospects and +future in this country." + +Ashe said nothing. He turned on his heel and resumed his pacing. Lady +Tranmore looked at him in perplexity. + +"William, I heard a rumor last night--" + +He held his cigarette suspended. + +"Lord Crashaw told me that the resignations would certainly be in the +papers this week, and that the ministry would go on--after a +rearrangement of posts. Is it true?" + +Ashe resumed his cigarette. + +"True--as to the facts--so far as I know. As to the date, Lord Crashaw +knows, I think, no more than I do. It may be this week, it may be next +month." + +"Then I hear--thank goodness I never see her," Elizabeth went on, +reluctantly--"that that dreadful woman, Lady Parham, is more infuriated +than ever--" + +"With Kitty? Let her be! It really doesn't matter an old shoe, either to +Kitty or me." + +"She can be a most bitter enemy, William. And she certainly influences +Lord Parham." + +Ashe smoked and smiled. Lady Tranmore saw that his pride, too, had been +aroused, and that here he was likely to prove as obstinate as Kitty. + +"I wish I could get her out of my mind!" she sighed. + +Ashe glanced at her kindly. + +"I daresay we shall hold our own. Xanthippe is not beloved, and I don't +believe Parham will let her interfere with what he thinks best for the +party. Will it pay to put me in the cabinet or not?--that's what he'll +ask. I shall be strongly backed, too, by most of our papers." + +A number of thoughts ran through Lady Tranmore's brain. With her long +experience of London, she knew well what the sudden lowering of a man's +"consideration"--to use a French word--at a critical moment may mean. A +cooling of the general regard--a breath of detraction coming no one +knows whence--and how soon new claims emerge, and the indispensable of +yesterday becomes the negligible of to-day! + +But even if she could have brought herself to put any of these anxieties +into words, she had no opportunity. Kitty's voice was in the hall; the +handle turned, and she ran in. + +"William! Ah!--I didn't know mother was here." + +She went up to Elizabeth, and lightly kissed that lady's cheek. + +"Good-morning. William, I just came to tell you that I may be late for +dinner, so perhaps you had better dine at the House. I am going on the +river." + +"Are you?" said Ashe, gathering up his papers. "Wish I was." + +"Are you going with the Crashaw's party?" asked Elizabeth. "I know they +have one." + +"Oh, dear, no!" said Kitty. "I hate a crowd on the river. I am going +with Geoffrey Cliffe." + +Ashe bent over his desk. Lady Tranmore's eyebrows went up, and she could +not restrain the word: + +"Alone?" + +"_Naturellement_!" laughed Kitty. "He reads me French poetry, and we +talk French. We let Madeleine Alcot come once, but her accent was so +shocking that Geoffrey wouldn't have her again!" + +Lady Tranmore flushed deeply. The "Geoffrey" seemed to her intolerable. +Kitty, arrayed in the freshest of white gowns, walked away to the +farther end of the library to consult a _Bradshaw_. Elizabeth, looking +up, caught her son's eyes--and the mingled humor and vexation in them, +wherewith he appealed to her, as it were, to see the whole silly +business as he himself did. Lady Tranmore felt a moment's strong +reaction. Had she indeed been making a foolish fuss about nothing? + +Yet the impression left by the miserable meditations of her night was +still deep enough to make her say--with just a signal from eye and lips, +so that Kitty neither saw nor heard--"Don't let her go!" + +Ashe shook his head. He moved towards the door, and stood there +despatch-box in hand, throwing a last look at his wife. + +"Don't be late, Kitty--or I shall be nervous. I don't trust Cliffe on +the river. And please make it a rule that, in locks, he stops quoting +French poetry." + +Kitty turned round, startled and apparently annoyed by his tone. + +"He is an excellent oar," she said, shortly. + +"Is he? At Oxford we tried him for the Torpids--" Ashe's shrug completed +his remark. Then, still disregarding another imploring look from Lady +Tranmore, he left the room. + +Kitty had flushed angrily. The belittling, malicious note in Ashe's +manner had been clear enough. She braced herself against it, and Lady +Tranmore's chance was lost. For when, summoning all her courage, and +quite uncertain whether her son would approve or blame her, Elizabeth +approached her daughter-in-law affectionately, trying in timid and +apologetic words to unburden her own heart and reach Kitty's, Kitty met +her with one of those outbursts of temper that women like Elizabeth +Tranmore cannot cope with. Their moral recoil is too great. It is the +recoil of the spiritual aristocrat; and between them and the children of +passion the links are few, the antagonism eternal. + +She left the house, pale, dignified, the tears in her eyes. Kitty ran +up-stairs, humming an air from "Faust," as though she would tear it to +pieces, put on a flame-colored hat that gave a still further note of +extravagance to her costume, ordered a hansom, and drove away. + + * * * * * + +Whether Kitty got much joy out of the three weeks which followed must +remain uncertain. She had certainly routed Mary Lyster, if there were +any final satisfaction in that. Mary had left town early, and was now in +Somersetshire helping her father to entertain, in order, said the +malicious, to put the best face possible on a defeat which this time had +been serious. And instead of devoting himself to the wooing of a +northern constituency where he had been adopted as the candidate of a +new Tory group, Cliffe lingered obstinately in town, endangering his +chances and angering his supporters. Kitty's influence over his actions +was, indeed, patent and undenied, whatever might be the general opinion +as to her effect upon his heart. Some of Kitty's intimates at any rate +were convinced that his absorption in the matter was by now, to say the +least, no less eager and persistent than hers. At this point it was by +no means still a relation of flattery on Kitty's side and a pleased +self-love on his. It had become a duel of two personalities, or rather +two imaginations. In fact, as Kitty, learning the ways of his character, +became more proudly mistress of herself and him, his interest in her +visibly increased. It might almost be said that she was beginning to +hold back, and he for the first time pursued. + +Once or twice he had the grace to ask himself where it was all to end. +Was he in love with her? An absurd question! He had paid his heavy +tribute to passion if any man ever had, and had already hung up his +votive tablet and his garments wet from shipwreck in the temple of the +god. But it seemed that, after all said and done, the society of a +woman, young, beautiful, and capricious, was still the best thing which +the day--the London day, at all events--had to bring. At Kitty's +suggestion he was collecting and revising a new volume of his poems. He +and she quarrelled over them perpetually. Sometimes there was not a line +which pleased her; and then, again, she would delight him with the +homage of sudden tears in her brown eyes, and a praise so ardent and so +refined that it almost compared--as Kitty meant it should--with that of +the dead. In the shaded drawing-room, where every detail pleased his +taste, Cliffe's harsh voice thundered or murmured verse which was +beyond dispute the verse of a poet, and thereby sensuous and +passionate. Ostensibly the verse concerned another woman; in truth, the +slight and lovely figure sitting on the farther side of the flowered +hearth, the delicate head bent, the finger-tips lightly joined, entered +day by day more directly into the consciousness of the poet. What harm? +All he asked was intelligence and response. As to her heart, he made no +claim upon it whatever. Ashe, by-the-way, was clearly not jealous--a +sensible attitude, considering Lady Kitty's strength of will. + +Into Cliffe's feeling towards Ashe there entered, indeed, a number of +evil things, determined by quite other relations between the two +men--the relation of the man who wants to the man who has, of the man +beaten by the restlessness of ambition to the man who possesses all that +the other desires, and affects to care nothing about it--of the +combatant who fights with rage to the combatant who fights with a smile. +Cliffe could often lash himself into fury by the mere thought of Ashe's +opportunities and Ashe's future, combined with the belief that Ashe's +mood towards himself was either contemptuous or condescending. And it +was at such moments that he would fling himself with most resource into +the establishing of his ascendency over Kitty. + +The two men met when they did meet--which was but seldom--on perfectly +civil terms. If Ashe arrived unexpectedly from the House in the late +afternoon to find Cliffe in the drawing-room reading aloud to Kitty, the +politics of the moment provided talk enough till Cliffe could decently +take his departure. He never dined with them alone, Kitty having no mind +whatever for the discomforts of such a party; and in the evenings when +he and Kitty met at a small number of houses, where the flirtation was +watched nightly with a growing excitement, Ashe's duties kept him at +Westminster, and there was nothing to hinder that flow of small and yet +significant incident by which situations of this kind are developed. + +Ashe set his teeth. He had made up his mind finally that it was a plague +and a tyranny which would pass, and could only be magnified by +opposition. But his temper suffered. There were many small quarrels +during these weeks between himself and Kitty, quarrels which betrayed +the tension produced in him by what was--in essentials--an iron +self-control. But they made daily life a sordid, unlovely thing, and +they gave Kitty an excuse for saying that William was as violent as +herself, and for seeking refuge in the exaltations of feeling or of +fancy provided by Cliffe's companionship. + +Perhaps of all the persons in the drama, Lady Tranmore was the most to +be pitied. She sat at home, having no heart to go to Hill Street, and +more tied indeed than usual by the helpless illness of her husband. +Never, in all these days, did Ashe miss his daily visit to his father. +He would come in, apparently his handsome, good-humored self, ready to +read aloud for twenty minutes, or merely to sit in silence by the sick +man, his eyes making affectionate answer every now and then to the dumb +looks of Lord Tranmore. Only his mother sought and found that slight +habitual contraction of the brow which bore witness to some equally +persistent disquiet of the mind. But he kept her at arm's-length on the +subject of Kitty. She dared not tell him any of the gossip which +reached her. + +Meanwhile these weeks meant for her not only the dread of disgrace, but +the disappointment of a just ambition, the humiliation of her mother's +pride. The political crisis approached rapidly, and Ashe's name was less +and less to the front. Lady Parham was said to be taking an active part +in the consultations and intrigues that surrounded her husband, and it +was well known by now to the inner circle that her hostility to the +Ashes, and her insistence on the fact that cabinet ministers must be +beyond reproach, and their wives persons to whose houses the party can +go without demeaning themselves, were likely to be of importance. +Moreover, Ashe's success in the House of Commons was no longer what it +had been earlier in the session. The party papers had cooled. Elizabeth +Tranmore felt a blight in the air. Yet William, with his position in the +country, his high ability, and the social weight belonging to the heir +of the Tranmore peerage and estates, was surely not a person to be +lightly ignored! Would Lord Parham venture it? + + * * * * * + +At last the resignations of the two ministers were in the _Times_; there +were communications between the Queen and the Premier, and London +plunged with such ardor as is possible in late July into the throes of +cabinet-making. Kitty insisted petulantly that of course all would be +well; William's services were far too great to be ignored; though Lord +Parham would no doubt slight him if he dared. But the party and the +public would see to that. The days were gone by when vulgar old women +like Lady Parham could have any real influence on political +appointments. Otherwise, who would condescend to politics? + +Ashe brought her amusing reports from the House or the clubs of the +various intrigues going on, and, as to his own chances, refused to +discuss them seriously. Once or twice when Kitty, in his presence, +insisted on speaking of them to some political intimate, only to provoke +an evident embarrassment, Ashe suffered the tortures which proud men +know. But he never lost his tone of light detachment, and the conclusion +of his friends was that, as usual, "Ashe didn't care a button." + +The hours passed, however, and no sign came from the Prime Minister. +Everything was still uncertain; but Ashe had realized that at least he +was not to be taken into the inner counsels of the party. The hopes and +fears, the heartburnings and rivalries of such a state of things are +proverbial. Ashe wondered impatiently when the beastly business would be +over, and he could get off to Scotland for the air and sport of which he +was badly in need. + + * * * * * + +It was a Friday, in the first week of August. Ashe was leaving the +Athenæum with another member of the House when a newspaper boy rushing +along with a fresh bundle of papers passed them with the cry, "New +cabinet complete! Official list!" They caught him up, snatched a paper, +and read. Two men of middle age, conspicuous in Parliament, but not +hitherto in office, one of them of great importance as a lawyer, the +other as a military critic, were appointed, the one to the Home Office, +the other to the Ministry of War; there had been some shuffling in the +minor offices, and a new Privy Seal had dawned upon the world. For the +rest, all was as before, and in the formal list the name of the +Honorable William Travers Ashe still remained attached to the +Under-Secretaryship for Foreign Affairs. + +Ashe's friend shrugged his shoulders, and avoided looking at his +companion. "A bomb-shell, to begin with," he said; "otherwise the +flattest thing out." + +"On the contrary," laughed Ashe. "Parham has shown a wonderful amount of +originality. If you and I are taken by surprise, what will the public +be? And they'll like him all the better--you'll see. He has shown +courage and gone for new men--that's what they'll say. _Vive_ Parham! +Well, good-bye. Now, please the Lord, we shall get off--and I may be +among the grouse this day week." + +He stopped on his way out of the club to discuss the list with the men +coming in. He was conscious that some would have avoided him. But he had +no mind to be avoided, and his caustic, good-humored talk carried off +the situation. Presently he was walking homeward, swinging his stick +with the gayety of a school-boy expecting the holidays. + +As he mounted St. James's Street a carriage descended. Ashe mechanically +took off his hat to the half-recognized face within, and as he did so +perceived the icy bow and triumphant eyes of Lady Parham. + +He hurried along, fighting a curious sensation, as of a physical +bruising and beating. The streets were full of the news, and he was +stopped many times by mere acquaintances to talk of it. In Savile Row he +turned into a small literary club of which he was a member, and wrote a +letter to his mother. In very affectionate and amusing terms it begged +her not to take the disappointment too seriously. "I think I won't come +round to-night. But expect me first thing to-morrow." + +He sent the note by messenger and walked home. When he reached Hill +Street it was close on eight. Outside the house he suddenly asked +himself what line he was going to take with Kitty. + +Kitty, however, was not at home. As far as he could remember she had +gone coaching with the Alcots into Surrey, Geoffrey Cliffe, of course, +being of the party. Presently, indeed, he discovered a hasty line from +her on his study table, to say that they were to dine at Richmond, and +"Madeleine" supposed they would get home between ten and eleven. Not a +word more. Like all strong men, Ashe despised the meditations of +self-pity. But the involuntary reflection that on this evening of +humiliation Kitty was not with him--did not apparently care enough about +his affairs and his ambitions to be with him--brought with it a soreness +which had to be endured. + +The next moment, he was inclined to be glad of her absence. Such things, +especially in the first shock of them, are best faced alone. If, indeed, +there were any shock in the matter. He had for some time had his own +shrewd previsions, and he was aware of a strong inner belief that his +defeat was but temporary. + +Probably, when she had time to remember such trifles, Kitty would feel +the shock more than he did. Lady Parham had certainly won this round of +the rubber! + +He settled to his solitary dinner, but in the middle of it put down +Kitty's Aberdeen terrier, which, for want of other company, he was +stuffing atrociously, and ran up to the nursery. The nurse was at her +supper, and Harry lay fast asleep, a pretty little fellow, flushed into +a semblance of health, and with a strong look of Kitty. + +Ashe bent down and put his whiskered cheek to the boy's. "Never mind, +old man!" he murmured, "better luck next time!" + +Then raising himself with a smile, he looked affectionately at the +child, noticed with satisfaction his bright color and even breathing, +and stole away. + +He ran through the comments of the evening papers on the new cabinet +list, finding in only two or three any reference to himself, then threw +them aside, and seized upon a pile of books and reviews that were lying +on his table. He carried them up to the drawing-room, hesitated between +a theological review and a new edition of Horace, and finally plunged +with avidity into the theological review. + +For some two hours he sat enthralled by an able summary of the chief +Tübingen positions; then suddenly threw himself back with a stretch and +a laugh. + +"Wonder what the chap's doing that's got my post! Not reading theology, +I'll be bound." + +The reflection followed that were he at that moment Home Secretary and +in the cabinet, he would not probably be reading it either--nor left to +a solitary evening. Friends would be dropping in to congratulate--the +modern equivalent of the old "turba clientium." + +As his thoughts wandered, the drawing-room clock struck eleven. He rose, +astonished and impatient. Where was Kitty? + +By midnight she had not arrived. Ashe heard the butler moving in the +hall and summoned him. + +"There may have been some mishap to the coach, Wilson. Perhaps they have +stayed at Richmond. Anyway, go to bed. I'll wait for her ladyship." + +He returned to his arm-chair and his books, but soon drew Kitty's +_couvre-pied_ over him and went to sleep. + +When he awoke, daylight was in the room. "What has happened to them?" he +asked himself, in a sudden anxiety. + +And amid the silence of the dawn he paced up and down, a prey for the +first time to black depression. He was besieged by memories of the last +two months, their anxieties and quarrels--the waste of time and +opportunity--the stabs to feeling and self-respect. Once he found +himself groaning aloud, "Kitty! Kitty!" + +When this huge, distracting London was left behind, when he had her to +himself amid the Scotch heather and birch, should he find her +again--conquer her again--as in the exquisite days after their marriage? +He thought of Cliffe with a kind of proud torment, disdaining to be +jealous or afraid. Kitty had amused herself--had tested her freedom, his +patience, to the utmost. Might she now be content, and reward him a +little for a self-control, a philosophy, which had not been easy! + +A French novel on Kitty's little table drew his attention. He thought +not without a discomfortable humor of what a French husband would have +made of a similar situation--recalling the remark of a French +acquaintance on some case illustrating the freedom of English wives. "Il +y a un élément turc dans le mari français, qui nous rendrait ces +moeurs-là impossibles!" + +_À la bonne heure_! Let the Frenchman keep up his seraglio +standards as he pleased. An Englishman trusts both his wife and his +daughter--scorns, indeed, to consider whether he trusts them or no! And +who comes worst off? Not the Englishman--if, at least, we are to believe +the French novel on the French _ménage!_ + +He paced thus up and down for an hour, defying his unseen critics--his +mother--his own heart. + + * * * * * + +Then he went to bed and slept a little. But with the post next morning +there was no letter from Kitty. There might be a hundred explanations of +that. Yet he felt a sudden need of caution. + +"Her ladyship comes up this morning by train," he said to Wilson, as +though reading from a note. "There seems to have been a mishap." + +Then he took a hansom and drove to the Alcots. + +"Is Mrs. Alcot at home?" he asked the butler. "Can I have an answer to +this note?" + +"Mrs. Alcot has been in her room since yesterday morning, sir. She was +taken ill just before the coach was coming round, and the horses had to +be sent back. But the doctor last night hoped it would be nothing +serious." + +Ashe turned and went home. Then Kitty was not with Madeleine Alcot--not +on the coach! Where was she, and with whom? + +He shut himself into his library and fell to wondering, in bewilderment, +what he had better do. A tide of rage and agony was mounting within him. +How to master it--and keep his brain clear! + +He was sitting in front of his writing-table staring at the floor, his +hands hanging before him, when the door opened and shut. He turned. +There, with her back to the door, stood Kitty. Her aspect startled him +to his feet. She looked at him, trembling--her little face haggard and +white, with a touch of something in it which had blurred its youth. + +"William!" She put both her hands to her breast, as though to support +herself. Then she flew forward. "William! I have done nothing +wrong--nothing--nothing! William--look at me!" + +He sternly put out his hand, protecting himself. + +"Where have you been?" he said, in a low voice--"and with whom?" + +Kitty fell into a chair and burst into wild tears. + + + + +XIII + + +There was silence for a few moments except for Kitty's crying. Ashe +still stood beside his writing-table, his hand resting upon it, his eyes +on Kitty. Once or twice he began to speak, and stopped. At last he said, +with obvious difficulty: + +"It's cruel to keep me waiting, Kitty." + +"I sent you a telegram first thing this morning." The voice was choked +and passionate. + +"I never got it." + +"Horrid little fiend!" cried Kitty, sitting up and dashing back her hair +from her tear-stained cheeks. "I gave a boy half a crown this morning to +be at the station with it by eight o'clock. And I couldn't possibly +either write or telegraph last night--it was too late." + +"Where were you?" said Ashe, slowly. "I went to the Alcots' this +morning, and--" + +"--the butler told you Madeleine was in bed? So she is. She was ill +yesterday morning. There was no coach and no party. I went with +Geoffrey." + +Kitty held herself erect; her eyes, from which the tears were +involuntarily dropping, were fixed on her husband. + +"Of course I guessed that," said Ashe. + +"It was Geoffrey brought me the news--here, just as I was starting to go +to the Alcots'. Then he said he had something to read me--and it would +be delicious to go to Pangbourne--spend the day on the river--and come +back from Windsor--at night--by train. And I had a horrid headache--and +it was so hot--and you were at the office"--her lip quivered--"and I +wanted to hear Geoffrey's poems--and so--" + +She interrupted herself, and once more broke down--hiding her face +against the chair. But the next moment she felt herself roughly drawn +forward, as Ashe knelt beside her. + +"Kitty!--look at me! That man behaved to you like a villain?" + +She looked up--she saw the handsome, good-humored face transformed--and +wrenched herself away. + +"He did," she said, bitterly--"like a villain." She began to twist and +torment her handkerchief as Ashe had seen her do once before, the small +white teeth pressed upon the lower lip--then suddenly she turned upon +him-- + +"I suppose you want me to tell you the story?" + +All Kitty in the words! Her frankness, her daring, and the impatient, +realistic tone she was apt to impose upon emotion--they were all there. + +Ashe rose and began to walk up and down. + +"Tell me your part in it," he said, at last--"and as little of that +fellow as may be." + +Kitty was silent. Ashe, looking at her, saw a curious shade of reverie, +a kind of dreamy excitement steal over her face. + +"Go on, Kitty!" he said, sharply. Then, restraining himself, he added, +with all his natural courtesy--"I beg your pardon, Kitty, but the sooner +we get through with this the better." + +The mist in which her expression had been for a moment wrapped fell +away. She flushed deeply. + +"I told you I had done nothing vile!" she said, passionately. "Did you +believe me?" + +Their eyes met in a shock of challenge and reply. + +"Those things are not to be asked between you and me," he said, with +vehemence, and he held out his hand. She just touched it--proudly. Then +she drew a long breath. + +"The day was--just like other days. He read me his poems--in a cool +place we found under the bank. I thought he was rather absurd now and +then--and different from what he had been. He talked of our going +away--and his not seeing me--and how lonely he was. And of course I was +awfully sorry for him. But it was all right till--" + +She paused and looked at Ashe. + +"You remember the inn near Hamel Weir--a few miles from Windsor--that +lonely little place." + +Ashe nodded. + +"We dined there. Afterwards we were to row to Windsor and come home by a +train about ten. We finished dinner early. By-the-way, there were two +other people there--Lady Edith Manley and her boy. They had rowed down +from somewhere--" + +"Did Lady Edith--" + +"Yes--she spoke to me. She was going back to town--to the Holland House +party--" + +"Where she probably met mother?" + +"She did meet her!" cried Kitty. She pointed to a letter which she had +thrown down as she entered. "Your mother sent round this note to me this +morning--to ask when I should be at home. And Wilson sent word--There! +Of course I know she thinks I'm capable of anything." + +She looked at him, defiant, but very miserable and pale. + +"Go on, please," said Ashe. + +"We finished dinner early. There was a field behind the inn, and then a +wood. We strolled into the wood, and then Geoffrey--well, he went mad! +He--" + +She bit her lip fiercely, struggling for composure--and words. + +"He proposed to you to throw me over?" said Ashe, as white as she. + +With a sudden gesture she held out her arms--like a piteous child. + +"Oh! don't stand there--and look at me like that--I can't bear it." + +Ashe came--unwillingly. She perceived the reluctance, and with a flaming +face she motioned him back, while she controlled herself enough to pour +out her story. Presently Ashe was able to reconstruct with tolerable +clearness what had occurred. Cliffe, intoxicated by the long day of +intimacy and of solitude, by Kitty's beauty and Kitty's folly, aware +that parting was near at hand, and trusting to the wildness of Kitty's +temperament, had suddenly assumed the language of the lover--and a lover +by no means uncertain of his ultimate answer. So long as they understood +each other--that, indeed, for the present, was all he asked. But she +must know that she had broken off his marriage with Mary Lyster, and +reopened in his nature all the old founts of passion and of storm. It +had been her sovereign will that he should love her; it had been +achieved. For her sake--knowing himself for the seared and criminal +being that he was--for Ashe's sake--he had tried to resist her spell. In +vain. A fatal fusion of their two natures--imaginations--sympathies--had +come about. Each was interpenetrated by the other; and retreat was +impossible. + +A kind of sombre power, indeed--the power of the poet and the +dreamer--seemed to have spoken from Cliffe's strange wooing. He had +taken no particular pains to flatter her, or to conceal his original +hesitation. He put her own action in a hard, almost a brutal light. It +was plain that he thought she had treated her husband badly; that he +warned her of a future of treachery and remorse. At the same time he let +her see that he could not doubt but that she would face it. They still +had the last justifying cards in their hands--passion, and the courage +to go where passion leads. When those were played, they might look each +other and the world in the face. Till then they were but triflers--mean +souls--fit neither for heaven nor for hell. + +Ashe's whole being was soon in a tumult of rage under the sting of this +report, as he was able to piece it out from Kitty. But he kept his +self-command, and by dint of it he presently arrived at some notion of +her own share in the scene. Horror, recoil, disavowal--a wild resentment +of the charges heaped upon her, of the pitiless interpretation of her +behavior which broke from those harsh lips, of the incredulity passing +into something like contempt with which Cliffe had endured her wrath and +received her protestations--then a blind flight through the fields to +the little wayside station, where she hoped to catch the last train; +the arrival and departure of the train while she was still half a mile +from the line, and her shelter at a cottage for the night; these things +stood out plainly, whatever else remained in obscurity. How far she had +provoked her own fate, and how far even now she was delivered from the +morbid spell of Cliffe's personality, Ashe would not allow himself to +ask. As she neared the end of her story, it was as though the great +tempest wave in which she had been struggling died down, and with a +merciful rush bore him to a shore of deliverance. She was there beside +him; and she was still his own. + +He had been leaning over the side of a chair, his chin on his hand, his +eyes fixed upon her, while she told her tale. It ended in a burst of +self-pity, as she remembered her collapse in the cottage, the +impossibility of finding any carriage in the small hamlet of which it +made part, the faint weariness of the night-- + +"I never slept," she said, piteously. "I got up at eight for the first +train, and now I feel"--she fell back in her chair, and whispered +desolately with shut eyes--"as if I should like to die!" + +Ashe knelt down beside her. + +"It's my fault, too, Kitty. I ought to have held you with a stronger +hand. I hated quarrelling with you. But--oh, my dear, my dear--" + +She met the cry in silence, the tears running over her cheeks. Roughly, +impetuously, he gathered her in his arms and kissed her, as though he +would once more re-knit and reconsecrate the bond between them. She lay +passively against him, the tangle of her fair hair spread over his +shoulder--too frail and too exhausted for response. + +"This won't do," he said, presently, disengaging himself; "you must have +some food and rest. Then we'll think what shall be done." + +She roused herself suddenly as he went to the door. + +"Why aren't you at the Foreign Office?" + +"I sent a message early. Lawson came"--Lawson was his private +secretary--"but I must go down in an hour." + +"William!" + +Kitty had raised herself, and her eyes shone large and startled in the +small, tear-stained face. + +"Yes." He paused a moment. + +"William, is the list out?" + +"Yes." + +Kitty tottered to her feet. + +"Is it all right?" + +"I suppose so," he said, slowly. "It doesn't affect me." + +And then, without waiting, he went into the hall and closed the door +behind him. He wrote a note to the Foreign Office to say that he should +not be at the office till the afternoon, and that important papers were +to be sent up to him. Then he told Wilson to bring wine and sandwiches +into the library for Lady Kitty, who had been detained by an accident on +the river the night before, and was much exhausted. No visitors were to +be admitted, except, of course, Lady Tranmore or Miss French. + +When he returned to the library he found Kitty with crimson cheeks, her +hands locked behind her, walking up and down. As soon as she saw him she +motioned to him imperiously. + +[Illustration: "HE GATHERED HER IN HIS ARMS"] + +"Shut the door, William. I have something very important to say to you." + +He obeyed her, and she walked up to him deliberately. He saw the +fluttering of her heart beneath her white dress--the crushed, bedraggled +dress, which still in its soft elegance, its small originalities, spoke +Kitty from head to foot. But her manner was quite calm and collected. + +"William, we must separate! You must send me away." + +He started. + +"What do you mean?" + +"What I say. It is--it is intolerable--that I should ruin your life like +this." + +"Don't, please, exaggerate, Kitty! There is no question of ruin. I shall +make my way when the time comes, and Lady Parham will have nothing to +say to it!" + +"No! Nothing will ever go well--while I'm there--like a millstone round +your neck. William"--she came closer to him--"take my advice--do it! I +Warned you when you married me. And now you see--it was true." + +"You foolish child," he answered, slowly, "do you think I could forget +you for an hour, wherever you were?" + +"Oh yes," she said, steadily, "I know you would forget me--- if I wasn't +here. I'm sure of it. You're very ambitious, William--more than you +know. You'll soon care--" + +"More for politics than for you? Another of your delusions, Kitty. +Nothing of the sort. Moreover, if you will only let me advise you--trust +your husband a little--think both for him and yourself. I see nothing +either in politics or in our life together that cannot be retrieved." + +He spoke with manly kindness and reasonableness. Not a trace of his +habitual indolence or indifference. Kitty, listening, was conscious of +the most tempestuous medley of feelings--love, remorse, shame, and a +strange gnawing desolation. What else, what better _could_ she have +asked of him? And yet, as she looked at him, she thought suddenly of the +moonlit garden at Grosville Park, and of that young, headlong chivalry +with which he had thrown himself at her feet. This man before her, so +much older and maturer, counting the cost of his marriage with her in +the light of experience, and magnanimously, resolutely paying it--Kitty, +in a flash, realized his personality as she had never yet done, his +moral independence of her, his separateness as a human being. Her +passionate self-love instinctively, unconsciously, had made of his life +the appendage of hers. And now--? His devotion had never been so plain, +so attested; and all the while bitter, terrifying voices rang upon the +inner ear, voices of fate, vague and irrevocable. + +She dropped into a chair beside his table, trembling and white. + +"No, no," she said, drawing her handkerchief across her eyes, with a +gesture of childish misery, "it's all been a--a horrid mistake. Your +mother was quite right. Of course she hated your marrying me--and +now--now she'll see what I've done. I guess perfectly what she's +thinking about me to-day! And I can't help it--I shall go on--if you let +me stay with you. There's a twist--a black drop in me. I'm not like +other people." + +Her voice, which was very quiet, gave Ashe intolerable pain. + +"You poor, tired, starved child," he said, kneeling down beside her. +"Put your arms round my neck. Let me carry you up-stairs." + +With a sob she did as she was told. Ashe's library a comparatively late +addition to the rambling, old-fashioned house, communicated by a small +staircase at the back with his dressing-room above. He lifted the small +figure with ease, and half-way up-stairs he impetuously kissed the +delicate cheek. + +"I'm glad you're not Polly Lyster, darling!" + +Kitty laughed through her tears. Presently he deposited her on the large +sofa in her own room, and stood beside her, panting a little. + +"It's all very well," said Kitty, as she nestled down among the pillows, +"but we're _none_ of us feathers!" + +Her eyes were beginning to recover a little of their sparkle. She looked +at him with attention. + +"You look horribly tired. What--what did you do--last night?" She turned +away from him. + +"I sat up reading--then went to sleep down-stairs. I thought the coach +had come to grief, and you were somewhere with the Alcots." + +"If I had known that," she murmured, "_I_ might have gone to sleep. Oh, +it was so horrible--the little stuffy room, and the dirty blankets." She +gave a shiver of disgust. "There was a poor baby, too, with +whooping-cough. Lucky I had some money. I gave the woman a sovereign. +But she wasn't at all nice--she never smiled once. I know she thought I +was a bad lot." + +Then she sprang up. + +"Sit there!" She pointed to the foot of the sofa. Ashe obeyed her. + +"When did you know?" + +"About the ministry? Between six and seven. I saw Lady Parham afterwards +driving in St. James's Street. She never enjoyed anything so much in her +life as the bow she gave me.'" + +Kitty groaned, and subsided again, a little crumpled form among her +cushions. + +"Tell me the names." + +Ashe gave her the list of the ministry. She made one or two shrewd or +bitter comments upon it. He fully understood that in her inmost mind she +was registering a vow of vengeance against the Parhams; but she made no +spoken threat. Meanwhile, in the background of each mind there lay that +darker and more humiliating fact, to which both shrank from returning, +while yet both knew that it must be faced. + +There was a knock at the door, and Blanche appeared with the tray which +had been ordered down-stairs. She glanced in astonishment at her +mistress. + +"We had an accident on the river last night, Blanche," said Kitty. "Come +back in half an hour. I'm too tired to change just yet." + +She kept her face hidden from the maid, but when Blanche had departed, +Ashe saw that her cheeks were flaming. + +"I hate lying!" she said, with a kind of physical disgust--"and now I +suppose it will be my chief occupation for weeks." + +It was true that she hated lying, and Ashe was well aware of it. Of such +a battle-stroke, indeed, as she had played at the ball, when her prompt +falsehood snatched Cliffe from Mary Lyster, she was always capable. But +in general her pride, her very egotism and quick temper kept her true. + +Perhaps the fact represented one of those deep sources whence the well +of Ashe's tenderness was fed. At any rate, consciously or not, it was at +this moment one of his chief motives for not finding the past +intolerable or the future without hope. He took some wine and a sandwich +from the tray, and began to feed her. In the middle, she pushed his +hands away, and her eyes brimmed again with tears. + +"Put it down," she commanded. And when he had done so, she raised his +hands deliberately, one after the other, and kissed them, crying: + +"William!--I have been a horrible wife to you!" + +"Don't be a goose, Kitty. You know very well that--till this last +business--And don't imagine that I feel myself a model, either!" + +"No," she said, with a long sigh. "Of course, you ought to have beaten +me." + +He smiled, with an unsteady lip. + +"Perhaps I might still try it." + +She shook her head. + +"Too late. I am not a child any more." + +Then throwing her soft arms round his neck, she clung to him, saying the +most adorable and poignant things, dissolved, indeed, in a murmuring +anguish of remorse; until, with the same unexpectedness as before, she +again disengaged herself--urging, insisting that he should send her +away. + +"Let me go and live at Haggart, baby and I." (Haggart was one of the +Tranmore "places," recently handed over to the young people.) "You can +come and see me sometimes. I'll garden--and write books. Half the smart +women I know write stories--or plays. Why shouldn't I?" + +"Why, indeed? Meanwhile, madam, I take you to Scotland--next week." + +"Scotland?" She pressed her hands over her eyes. +"'Anywhere--anywhere--out of the world!'" + +"Kitty!" Startled by the abandonment of her words, Ashe caught her hands +and held them. "Kitty!--- you regret--" + +"That man? Do I?" She opened her eyes, frowning. "I loathe him! When I +think of yesterday, I could drown myself. If I could pile the whole +world between him and me--I would. But"--she shivered--"but yet--if he +were sitting there--" + +"You would be once more under the spell?" said Ashe, bitterly. + +"Spell!" she repeated, with scorn. Then snatching her hands from his, +she threw back the hair from her temples with a wild gesture. "I warned +you," she said--"I warned you." + +"A man doesn't pay much attention to those warnings, Kitty." + +"Then it is not my fault. I don't know what's wrong with me," she said, +sombrely; "but I remember saying to you that sometimes my brain was on +fire. I seem to be always in a hurry--in a desperate, desperate +hurry!--to know or to feel something--while there is still time--before +one dies. There is always a passion--always an effort. More life--_more +life_!--even if it lead to pain--and agony--and tears." + +She raised her strange, beautiful eyes, which had at the moment almost a +look of delirium, and fixed them on his face. But Ashe's impression was +that she did not see him. + +He was conscious of the same pang, the same sudden terror that he had +felt on that never-to-be-forgotten evening when she had talked to him of +the mask in the "Tempest." He thought of the Blackwater stories he had +heard from Lord Grosville. "_Mad, my dear fellow, mad!_"--the old man's +frequent comment ran through his memory. Was there, indeed, some unsound +spot in Kitty? + +He sat dumb and paralyzed for a moment; then, recovering himself, he +said, as he recaptured the cold little hands: + +"'More _light_,' Kitty, was what Goethe said, in dying. A better prayer, +don't you think?" + +There was a strong, even a stern insistence in his manner which quieted +Kitty. Her face as it came back to full consciousness was exquisitely +sweet and mournful. + +"That's the prayer of the _calm_," she said, in a whisper, "and my +nature is hunger and storm. And Geoffrey Cliffe is the same. That's why +I couldn't help being--" + +She sprang up. + +"William, don't let's talk nonsense. I can't ever see that man again. +How's it to be done?" + +She moved up and down--all practical energy and impatience--her mood +wholly altered. His own adapted itself to hers. + +"For the present, fear nothing," he said, dryly. "For his own sake +Cliffe will hold his tongue and leave London. And as to the future--I +can get some message conveyed to him--by a man he won't disregard. Leave +it to me." + +"You can't write to him, William!" cried Kitty, passionately. + +"Leave it to me," he repeated. "Then suppose you take the boy--and +Margaret French--to Haggart till I can join you?" + +"And your mother?" she said, timidly, coming to stand beside him and +laying a hand on each shoulder. + +"Leave that also to me." + +"How she'll hate the sight of me," she said, under her breath. Then, +with another tone of voice--"How long, William, do you give the +government?" + +"Six months, perhaps--perhaps less. I don't see how they can last beyond +February." + +"And then--we'll _fight_!" said Kitty, with a long breath, smoothing +back the hair from his brow. + +"Allow me, please, to command the forces! Well, now then, I must be +off!" He tried to rise, but she still held him. + +"Did you have any breakfast, William?" + +"I don't remember." + +"Sit still and eat one of my sandwiches." She divided one into strips, +and standing over him began to feed him. A knock at the door arrested +her. + +"Don't move!" she said, peremptorily, before she ran to open the door. + +"Please, my lady," said Blanche, "Lady Tranmore would like to see you." + +Kitty started and flushed. She looked round uncertainly at Ashe. + +"Ask her ladyship to come up," said Ashe, quietly. + +The maid departed. + +"Feed me if you want to, Kitty," said Ashe, still seated. + +Kitty returned, her breath hurried, her step wavering. She looked +doubtfully at Ashe--then her eyes sparkled--as she understood. She +dropped on her knees beside him, kissing the sleeve of his coat, against +which her cheek was pressed--in a passion of repentance. + +He bent towards her, touching her hair, murmuring over her. His mind +meanwhile was torn with feelings which, so to speak, observed each +other. This thing which had happened was horribly serious--important. It +might easily have wrecked two lives. Had he dealt with it as he +ought--made Kitty feel the gravity of it? + +Then the optimist in him asked impatiently what was "the good of +exaggerating the damned business"? That fellow has got his lesson--could +be driven headlong out of his life and Kitty's henceforward. And how +could _he_ doubt the love shown in this clinging penitence, these soft +kisses? How would the Turk theory of marriage, please, have done any +better? Kitty had had her own wild way. No fiat from without had bound +her; but love had brought her to his feet. There was something in him +which triumphed alike in her revolt and her submission. + + * * * * * + +Meanwhile, in the cool drawing-room to which the green _persiennes_ gave +a pleasant foreign look, Lady Tranmore had been waiting for the maid's +return. She shrank from every sound in the house; from her own +reflection in Kitty's French mirrors; from her own thoughts most of all. + +Lady Edith Manley--at Holland House--had been the most innocent of +gossips. A little lady who did no wrong herself--and thought no wrong of +others; as white-minded and unsuspicious as a convent child. "Poor Lady +Kitty! Something seemed to have gone wrong with the Alcots' coach, and +they were somehow divided from all their party. I can't remember exactly +what it was they said, but Mr. Cliffe was confident they would catch +their train. Though my boy--you remember my boy? they've just put him in +the eight!--thought they were running it _rather_ fine." + +Then, five minutes later, in the supper-room, Lady Tranmore had run +across Madeleine Alcot's husband, who had given her in passing the whole +story of the frustrated expedition--Mrs. Alcot's chill, and the despatch +of Cliffe to Hill Street. "Horrid bore to have to put it off! Hope he +got there in time to stop Lady Kitty getting ready. Oh, thanks, +Madeleine's all right." + +And then no more, as the rush of the crowd swept them apart. + +After that, sleep had wholly deserted Lady Tranmore--if, indeed, after +the publication of the cabinet list in the afternoon, and William's +letter following upon it, any had been still possible. And in the early +morning she had sent her note to Kitty--a _ballon d'essai_, despatched +in a horror of great fear. + +"Her ladyship has not yet returned." The message from Hill Street, +delivered by the footman's indifferent mouth, struck Lady Tranmore with +trembling. + +"Where is William?" she said to herself, in anguish. "I must find +him--but--what shall I say to him?" Then she went up-stairs, and, +without calling for her maid, put on her walking things with shaking +hands. + +She slipped out unobserved by her household, and took a hansom from the +corner of Grosvenor Street. In the hansom she carefully drew down her +veil, with the shrinking of one on whom disgrace--the long pursuing, +long expected--has seized at last. All the various facts, statements, +indications as to Kitty's behavior, which through the most diverse +channels had been flowing steadily towards her for weeks past, were now +surging through her mind and memory--a grievous, damning host. And every +now and then, as she caught the placards in the streets, her heart +contracted anew. Her son, her William, in what should have been the +heyday of his gifts and powers, baffled, tripped up, defeated!--by his +own wife, the selfish, ungrateful, reckless child on whom he had +lavished the undeserved treasures of the most generous and untiring +love. And had she not only checked or ruined his career--was he to be +also dishonored, struck to the heart? + +She could scarcely stand as she rang the bell at Hill Street, and it was +only with a great effort that she could ask her question: + +"Is Mr. Ashe at home?" + +"Mr. Ashe, my lady, is, I believe, just going out," said Wilson. "Her +ladyship arrived just about an hour ago, and that detained him." + +Elizabeth betrayed nothing. The training of her class held good. + +"Are they in the library?" she asked--"or up-stairs?" + +Wilson replied that he believed her ladyship was in her room, and Mr. +Ashe with her. + +"Please ask Mr. Ashe if I can see him for a few minutes." + +Wilson disappeared, and Lady Tranmore stood motionless, looking round at +William's books and tables. She loved everything that his hand had +touched, every sign of his character--the prize books of his college +days, the pictures on the wall, many of which had descended from his +Eton study, the photographs of his favorite hunter, the drawing she +herself had made for him of his first pony. + +On his writing-table lay a despatch-box from the Foreign Office. Lady +Tranmore turned away from it. It reminded her intolerably of the shock +and defeat of the day before. During the past six months she had become +more rejoicingly conscious than ever before of his secret, deepening +ambition, and her own heart burned with the smart of his disappointment. +No one else, however, should guess at it through her. No sooner had she +received his letter from the club than, after many weeks of withdrawal +from society, she had forced herself to go to the Holland House party, +that no one might say she hid herself, that no one might for an instant +suppose that any hostile act of such a man as Lord Parham, or any malice +of that low-minded woman, could humiliate her son or herself. + +Suddenly she saw Kitty's gloves--Kitty's torn and soiled gloves--lying +on the floor. She clasped her trembling hands, trying to steady herself. +Husband and wife were together. What tragedy was passing between them? + +Of course there _might_ have been an accident; her thoughts might be all +mistake and illusion. But Lady Tranmore hardly allowed herself to +encourage the alternative of hope. It was like Kitty's audacity to have +come back. Incredible!--unfathomable!--like all she did. + +"Her ladyship says, my lady, would you please go up to her room?" + +The message was given in Blanche's timid voice. Lady Tranmore started, +looked at the girl, longed to question her, and had not the courage. She +followed mechanically, and in silence. Could she, must she face it? +Yes--for her son's sake. She prayed inwardly that she might meet the +ordeal before her with Christian strength and courage. + + * * * * * + +The door opened. She saw two figures in the pretty, bright-colored room, +William sat astride upon a chair in front of Kitty, who, like some small +mother-bird, hovered above him, holding what seemed to be a tiny strip +of bread-and-butter, which she was dropping with dainty deliberation +into his mouth. Her face, in spite of the red and swollen eyes, was +alive with fun, and Ashe's laugh reflected hers. The domesticity, the +intimate affection of the scene--before these things Elizabeth Tranmore +stood gasping. + +"Dearest mother!" cried Ashe, starting up. + +Kitty turned. At sight of Lady Tranmore she hung back; her smiles +departed; her lip quivered. + +"William!"--she pursued him and touched him on the shoulder. "I--I +can't--I'm afraid. If mother ever means to speak to me again--come and +tell me." + +And, hiding her face, Kitty escaped like a whirlwind. The dressing-room +door closed behind her, and mother and son were left alone. + +"Mother!" said Ashe, coming up to her gayly, both hands out-stretched. +"Ask me nothing, dear. Kitty has been a silly child--but things will go +better now. And as for the Parhams--what does it matter?--come and help +me send them to the deuce!" + +Lady Tranmore recoiled. For once the good-humor of that handsome +face--pale as the face was--seemed to her an offence--nay, a disgrace. +That what had happened had been no mere _contretemps_, no mere accident +of trains and coaches, was plain enough from Kitty's eyes--from all that +William did _not_ say, no less than from what he said. And still this +levity!--this inconceivable levity! Was it true, as she knew was said, +that William had no high sense of honor, that he failed in delicacy and +dignity? + +In reality, it was the same cry as the Dean's--upon another and smaller +occasion. But in this case it was unspoken. Lady Tranmore dropped into a +chair, one hand abandoned to her son, the other hiding her face. He +talked fast and tenderly, asking her help--neither of them quite knew +for what--her advice as to the move to Haggart--and so forth. Lady +Tranmore said little. But it was a bitter silence; and if Ashe himself +failed in indignation, his mother's protesting heart supplied it amply. + + + + +PART III + +DEVELOPMENT + + +"Es bildet ein Talent sich in der Stille, Sich ein Character in dem +Strom, der Welt." + + + + +XIV + + +"What does Lady Kitty do with herself here?" said Darrell, looking round +him. He had just arrived from town on a visit to the Ashes, to find the +Haggart house and garden completely deserted, save for Mrs. Alcot, who +was lounging in solitude, with a cigarette and a novel, on the wide lawn +which surrounded the house on three sides. + +As he spoke he lifted a chair and placed it beside her, under one of the +cedars which made deep shade upon the grass. + +"She plays at Lady Bountiful," said Mrs. Alcot. "She doesn't do it well, +but--" + +"--The wonder is, in Johnsonian phrase, that she should do it at all. +Anything else?" + +"I understand--she is writing a book--a novel." + +Darrell threw back his head and laughed long and silently. + +"Il ne manquait que cela," he said--"that Lady Kitty should take to +literature!" + +Mrs. Alcot looked at him rather sharply. + +"Why not? We frivolous people are a good deal cleverer than you think." + +The languid arrogance of the lady's manner was not at all unbecoming. +Darrell made an inclination. + +"No need to remind me, madam!" A recent exhibition at an artistic club +of Mrs. Alcot's sketches had made a considerable mark. "Very soon you +will leave us poor professionals no room to live." + +The slight disrespect of his smile annoyed his companion, but the day +was hot and she had no repartee ready. She only murmured as she threw +away her cigarette: + +"Kitty is much disappointed in the village." + +"They are greater brutes than she thought?" + +"Quite the contrary. There are no poachers--and no murders. The girls +prefer to be married, and the Tranmores give so much away that no one +has the smallest excuse for starvation. Kitty gets nothing out of them +whatever." + +"In the way of literary material?" + +Mrs. Alcot nodded. + +"Last week she was so discouraged that she was inclined to give up +fiction and take to journalism." + +"Heavens! Political?" + +"Oh, _la haute politique_, of course." + +"H'm. The wives of cabinet ministers have often inspired articles. I +don't remember an instance of their writing them." + +"Well, Kitty is inclined to try." + +"With Ashe's sanction?" + +"Goodness, no! But Kitty, as you are aware"--Mrs. Alcot threw a prudent +glance to right and left--"goes her own way. She believes she can be of +great service to her husband's policy." + +Darrell's lip twitched. + +"If you were in Ashe's position, would you rather your wife neglected or +supported your political interests?" + +Mrs. Alcot shrugged her shoulders. + +"Kitty made a considerable mess of them last year." + +"No doubt. She forgot they existed. But I think if I were Ashe, I should +be more afraid of her remembering. By-the-way--the glass here seems to +be at 'Set Fair'?" + +His interrogative smile was not wholly good-natured. But mere +benevolence was not what the world asked of Philip Darrell--even in the +case of his old friends. + +"Astonishing!" said Mrs. Alcot, with lifted brows. "Kitty is immensely +proud of him--and immensely ambitious. That, of course, accounts for +Lord Parham's visit." + +"Lord Parham!" cried Darrell, bounding on his seat. "Lord +Parham!--coming here?" + +"He arrives to-morrow. On his way from Scotland--to Windsor." + +Mrs. Alcot enjoyed the effect of her communication on her companion. He +sat open-mouthed, evidently startled out of all self-command. + +"Why, I thought that Lady Kitty--" + +"Had vowed vengeance? So, in a sense, she has. It is understood that she +and Lady Parham don't meet, except--" + +"On formal occasions, and to take in the groundlings," said Darrell, too +impatient to let her finish her sentence. "Yes, that I gathered. But you +mean that _Lord_ Parham is to be allowed to make his peace?" + +Madeleine Alcot lay back and laughed. + +"Kitty wishes to try her hand at managing him." + +Darrell joined her in mirth. The notion of the white-haired, +bullet-headed, shrewd, and masterful man who at that moment held the +Premiership of England managed by Kitty, or any other daughter of +Eve--always excepting his wife--must needs strike those who had the +slightest acquaintance with Lord Parham as a delicious absurdity. + +Suddenly Darrell checked himself, and bent forward. + +"Where--if I may ask--is the poet?" + +"Geoffrey? Somewhere in the Balkans, isn't he?--making a revolution." + +Darrell nodded. + +"I remember. They say he is with the revolutionary committee at +Marinitza. Meanwhile there is a new volume of poems out--to-day," said +Darrell, glancing at a newspaper thrown down beside him. + +"I have seen it. The 'portrait' at the end--" + +"Is Lady Kitty." They spoke under their breaths. + +"Unmistakable, I think," said Kitty's best friend. "As poetry, it seems +to me the best thing in the book, but the audacity of it!" She raised +her eyebrows in a half-unwilling, half-contemptuous admiration. + +"Has she seen it?" + +Mrs. Alcot replied that she had not noticed any copy in the house, and +that Kitty had not spoken of it, which, given the Kitty-nature, she +probably would have done, had it reached her. + +Then they both fell into reverie, from which Darrell emerged with the +remark: + +"I gather that last year some very important person interfered?" + +This opened another line of gossip, in which, however, Mrs. Alcot showed +herself equally well informed. It was commonly reported, at any rate, +that the old Duke of Morecambe, the head of Lady Eleanor Cliffe's +family, the great Tory evangelical of the north, who was a sort of +patriarch in English political and aristocratic life, had been induced +by some undefined pressure to speak very plainly to his kinsman on the +subject of Lady Kitty Ashe. Cliffe had expectations from the duke which +were not to be trifled with. He had, accordingly, swallowed the lecture, +and, after the loss of his election, had again left England with an +important newspaper commission to watch events in the Balkans. + +"May he stay there!" said Darrell. "Of course, the whole thing was +absurdly exaggerated." + +"Was it?" said Mrs. Alcot, coolly. "Kitty richly deserved most of what +was said." Then--on his start--"Don't misunderstand me, of course. If +twenty actions for divorce were given against Kitty, I should believe +nothing--_nothing_!" The words were as emphatic as voice and gesture +could make them. "But as for the tales that people who hate her tell of +her, and will go on telling of her--" + +"They are merely the harvest of what she has sown?" + +"Naturally. Poor Kitty!" + +Madeleine Alcot rested her thin cheek on a still frailer hand and looked +pensively out into the darkness of the cedars. Her tone was neither +patronizing nor unkind; rather, the shade of ironic tenderness which it +expressed suited the subject, and that curious intimacy which had of +late sprung up between herself and Darrell. She had begun, as we have +seen, by treating him _de haut en bas_. He had repaid her with manner of +the same type; in this respect he was a match for any Archangel. Then +some accident--perhaps the publication by the man of a volume of essays +which expressed to perfection his acid and embittered talent--perhaps a +casual meeting at a northern country-house, where the lady had found the +man of letters her only resource amid a crowd of uncongenial +nonentities--had shown them their natural compatibility. Both were in a +secret revolt against circumstance and their own lives; but whereas the +reasons for the man's attitude--his jealousies, defeats, and +ambitions--were fairly well understood by the woman, he was almost as +much in the dark about her as when their friendship began. + +He knew her husband slightly--an eager, gifted fellow, of late years a +strong High Churchman, and well known in a certain group as the friend +of Mrs. Armagh, that muse--fragile, austere, and beautiful--of several +great men, and great Christians, among the older generation. Mrs. Alcot +had her own intimates, generally men; but she tired of them and changed +them often. Mr. Alcot spent part of every year within reach of the +Cornish home of Mrs. Armagh; and during that time his wife made her +round of visits. + +Meanwhile her thin lips were sealed as to her own affairs. Certainly she +made the impression of an unhappy woman, and Darrell was convinced of +some tragic complication. But neither he nor any one of whom he had yet +inquired had any idea what it might be. + +"By-the-way--where is Lady Kitty?--and are there many people here?" + +Darrell turned, as he spoke, to scrutinize the house and its approaches. +Haggart Hall was a large and commonplace mansion, standing in the midst +of spreading "grounds" and dull plantations, beyond which could be +sometimes seen the tall chimneys of neighboring coal-mines. It wore an +air of middle-class Tory comfort which brought a smile to Darrell's +countenance as he surveyed it. + +"Kitty is at the Agricultural Show--with a party." + +"Playing the great lady? _What_ a house!" + +"Yes. Kitty abhors it. But it will do very well for the party +to-morrow." + +"Half the county--that kind of thing?" + +"_All_ the county--some royalties--and Lord Parham." + +"Lord Parham being the end and aim? I thought I heard wheels." + +Mrs. Alcot rose, and they strolled back towards the house. + +"And the party?" resumed Darrell. + +"Not particularly thrilling. Lord Grosville--" + +"Also, I presume, _en garçon_." + +Mrs. Alcot smiled. + +"--the Manleys, Lady Tranmore, Miss French, the Dean of Milford and his +wife, Eddie Helston--" + +"That, I understand, is Lady Kitty's undergraduate adorer?" + +"It's no use talking to you--you know all the gossip. And some county +big-wigs, whose names I can't remember--come to dinner to-night." Mrs. +Alcot stifled a yawn. + +"I am very curious to see how Ashe takes his triumph," said Darrell, as +they paused half-way. + +"He is just the same. No!" said Madeleine Alcot, correcting +herself--"no--not quite. He _meant_ to triumph, and he _knows_ that he +has done so." + +"My dear lady!" cried Darrell--"a quite _enormous_ difference! Ashe +never took stock of himself or his prospects in his life before." + +"Well, now--you will find he takes stock of a good many things." + +"Including Lady Kitty?" + +His companion smiled. + +"He won't let her interfere again." + +"_L'homme propose_," said Darrell. "You mean he has grown ambitious?" + +Mrs. Alcot seemed to find it difficult to cope with these high things. +Fanning herself, she languidly supposed that the English political +passion, so strong and unspent still in the aristocratic families, had +laid serious hold at last on William Ashe. He had great schemes of +reform, and, do what he might to conceal it, his heart was in them. His +wife, therefore, was no longer his occupation, but-- + +Mrs. Alcot hesitated for a word. + +"Scarcely his repose?" laughed Darrell. + +"I really won't discuss Kitty any more," said Mrs. Alcot, impatiently. +"Here they are! Hullo! What has Kitty got hold of now?" + +Three carriages were driving up the long approach, one behind the other. +In the first sat Kitty, a figure beside her in the dress of a nurse, and +opposite to them both an indistinguishable bundle, which presently +revealed a head. The carriage drew up at the steps. Kitty jumped down, +and she and the nurse lifted the bundle out. Footmen appeared; some +guests from the next carriage went to help; there was a general movement +and agitation, in the midst of which Kitty and her companions +disappeared into the house. + +Lady Edith Manley and Lord Grosville began to cross the lawn. + +"What is the matter?" asked Mrs. Alcot, as they converged. + +"Kitty ran over a boy," said Lord Grosville, in evident annoyance. "The +rascal hadn't a scratch, but Kitty must needs pick him up and drive him +home with a nurse. 'I ain't hurt, mum,' says the boy. 'Oh! but you must +be,' said Kitty. I offered to take him to his mother and give him half a +crown. 'It's my duty to look after him,' says Kitty. And she lifted him +up herself--dirty little vagabond!--and put him in the carriage. There +were some laborers and grooms standing near, and one of them sang out, +'Three cheers for Lady Kitty Ashe!' Such a ridiculous scene as you never +saw!" + +The old man shrugged his shoulders contemptuously. + +"Lady Kitty is always so kind," said the amicable Lady Edith. "But her +pretty dress--I _was_ sorry!" + +"Oh no--only an excuse for a new one," said Mrs. Alcot. + +The Dean and Lady Tranmore approached--behind them again Ashe and Mrs. +Winston. + +"Well, old fellow!" said Ashe, clapping a hand on Darrell's shoulder. +"Uncommonly glad to see you. You look as though that damned London had +been squeezing the life out of you. Come for a stroll before dinner?" + +The two men accordingly left the talkers on the lawn, and struck into +the park. Ashe, in a straw hat and light suit, made his usual impression +of strength and good-humor. He was gay, friendly, amusing as ever. But +Darrell was not long in discovering or imagining signs of change. Any +one else would have thought Ashe's talk frankness--nay, +indiscretion--itself. Darrell at once divined or imagined in it shades +of official reserve, tracts of reticence, such as an old friend had a +right to resent. + +"One can see what a personage he feels himself!" + +Yet Darrell would have been the first to own that Ashe had some right to +feel himself a personage. The sudden revelation of his full intellectual +power, and of his influence in the country, for which the general +election of the preceding winter had provided the opportunity, was still +an exciting memory among journalists and politicians. He had gone into +the election a man slightly discredited, on whose future nobody took +much trouble to speculate. He had emerged from it--after a series of +speeches laying down the principles and vindicating the action of his +party--one of the most important men in England, with whom Lord Parham +himself must henceforth treat on quasi-equal terms. Ashe was now Home +Secretary, and, if Lord Parham's gout should take an evil turn, there +was no saying to what height fortune might not soon conduct him. + +The will--the iron purpose--with which it had all been done--that was +the amazing part of it. The complete independence, moreover. Darrell +imagined that Lord Parham must often have regretted the small intrigue +by which Ashe's promotion had been barred in the crisis of the summer. +It had roused an indolent man to action, and freed him from any +particular obligation towards the leader who had ill-treated him. Ashe's +campaign had not been in all respects convenient; but Lord Parham had +had to put up with it. + +The summer evening broadened as the two men sauntered on through the +park, beside a small stream fringed with yellow flags. Even the dingy +Midland landscape, with its smoke-blackened woods and lifeless grass, +assumed a glory of great light; the soft, interlacing clouds parted +before the dying sun; the water received the golden flood, and each coot +and water-hen shone jet and glossy in the blaze. A few cries of birds, +the distant shouts of harvesters, the rustling of the water-flags along +the stream, these were the only sounds--traditional sounds of English +peace. + +"Jolly, isn't it?" said Ashe, looking round him--"even this spoiled +country! Why did we go and stifle in that beastly show!" + +The sensuous pleasure and relaxation of his mood communicated itself to +Darrell. They talked more intimately, more freely than they had done for +months. Darrell's gnawing consciousness of his own meaner fortunes, as +contrasted with the brilliant and expanding career of his school-friend, +softened and relaxed. He almost forgave Ashe the successes of the +winter, and that subtly heightened tone of authority and self-confidence +which here and there bore witness to them in the manner or talk of the +minister. They scarcely touched on politics, however. Both were tired, +and their talk drifted into the characteristic male gossip--"What's ---- +doing now?" "Do you ever see So-and-so?" "You remember that fellow at +Univ.?"--and the like, to the agreeable accompaniment of Ashe's best +cigars. + +So pleasant was the half-hour, so strongly had the old college intimacy +reasserted itself, that suddenly a thought struck upward in Darrell's +mind. He had not come to Haggart bent merely on idle holiday--far from +it. At the moment he was weary of literature as a profession, and +sharply conscious that the time for vague ambitions had gone by. A post +had presented itself, a post of importance, in the gift of the Home +Office. It meant, no doubt, the abandonment of more brilliant things; +Darrell was content to abandon them. His determination to apply for it +seemed, indeed, to himself an act of modesty--almost of sacrifice. As to +the technical qualifications required, he was well aware there might be +other men better equipped than himself. But, after all, to what may not +general ability aspire--general ability properly stiffened with +interest? + +And as to interest, when was it ever to serve him if not now--through +his old friendship with Ashe? Chivalry towards a much-solicited mortal, +also your friend--even the subtler self-love--might have counselled +silence--or at least approaches more gradual. It had been far from his +purpose, indeed, to speak so promptly. But here were the hour and the +man! And there, in a distant country town, a woman--whereof the mere +existence was unsuspected by Darrell's country-house acquaintance--sat +waiting, in whose eyes the post in question loomed as a +condition--perhaps indispensable. Darrell's secret eagerness could not +withstand the temptation. + +So, with a nervous beginning--"By-the-way, I wished to consult you about +a personal matter. Of course, answer or not, as you like. Naturally, I +understand the difficulties!"--the plunge was taken, and the petitioner +soon in full career. + +After a first start--a lifted brow of astonishment--Ashe was +uncomfortably silent--till suddenly, in a pause of Darrell's eloquence, +his face changed, and with a burst of his old, careless freedom and +affection, he flung an arm along Darrell's shoulder, with an impetuous-- + +"I say, old fellow--don't--don't be a damned fool!" + +An ashen white overspread the countenance of the man thus addressed. His +lips twitched. He walked on in silence. Ashe looked at him--stammered: + +"Why, my dear Philip, it would be the extinguishing of you!" + +Darrell said nothing. Ashe, still holding his friend captive, descanted +hurriedly on the disadvantages of the post "for a man of your gifts," +then--more cautiously--on its special requirements, not one of which did +Darrell possess--hinted at the men applying for it, at the scientific +and professional influences then playing upon himself, at his strong +sense of responsibility--"Too bad, isn't it, that a duffer like me +should have to decide these things"--and so on. + +In vain. Darrell laughed, recovered himself, changed the subject; but as +they walked quickly back to the house, Ashe knew, perchance, that he had +lost a friend; and Darrell's smarting soul had scored another reckoning +against a day to come. + + * * * * * + +As they neared the house they found a large group still lingering on the +lawn, and Kitty just emerging from a garden door. She came out +accompanied by the handsome Cambridge lad who had been her partner at +Lady Crashaw's dance. He was evidently absorbed in her society, and they +approached in high spirits, laughing and teasing each other. + +"Well, Kitty, how's the bruised one?" said Ashe, as he sank into a chair +beside Mrs. Alcot. + +"Doing finely," said Kitty. "I shall send him home to-night." + +"Meanwhile, have you put him up in my dressing-room? I only ask for +information." + +"There wasn't another corner," said Kitty. + +"There!" Ashe appealed to gods and men. "How do you expect me to dress +for dinner?" + +"Oh, now, William, don't be tiresome!" said Kitty, impatiently. "He was +bruised black and blue"--("Serve him right for getting in the way," +grumbled Lord Grosville)--"and nurse and I have done him up in arnica." + +She came to stand by Ashe, talking in an undertone and as fast as +possible. The little Dean, who never could help watching her, thought +her more beautiful--and wilder--than ever. Her eyes--it was hardly +enough to say they shone--they glittered--in her delicate face; her +gestures were more extravagant than he remembered them; her movements +restlessness itself. + +Ashe listened with patience--then said: + +"I can't help it, Kitty--you really must have him removed." + +"Impossible!" she said, her cheek flaming. + +"I'll go and talk to Wilson; he'll manage it," said Ashe, getting up. + +Kitty pursued him, arguing incessantly. + +He lounged along, turning every now and then to look at her, smiling and +demurring, his hat on the back of his head. + +"You see the difference," said Mrs. Alcot, in Darrell's ear. "Last year +Kitty would have got her way. This year she won't." + +Darrell shrugged his shoulders. + +"These domesticities should be kept out of sight, don't you think?" + +Madeleine Alcot looked at him curiously. + +"Did you have a pleasant walk?" she said. + +Darrell made a little face. + +"The great man was condescending." + +Madeleine Alcot's face was still interrogative. + +"A touch of the _folie des grandeurs?_" + +"Well, who escapes it?" said Darrell, bitterly. + + * * * * * + +Most of the party had dispersed. Only Lady Tranmore and Margaret French +were on the lawn. Margaret was writing some household notes for Kitty; +Lady Tranmore sat in meditation, with a book before her which she was +not reading. Miss French glanced at her from time to time. Ashe's mother +was beginning to show the weight of years far more plainly than she had +yet done. In these last three years the face had perceptibly altered; so +had the hair. The long strain of nursing, and that pathetic change which +makes of the husband who has been a woman's pride and shelter her +half-conscious dependent, had, no doubt, left deep marks upon a beauty +which had so long resisted time. And yet Margaret French believed it was +rather with her son than with her husband that the constant and wearing +anxiety of Lady Tranmore's life should be connected. All the ambition, +the pride of race and history which had been disappointed in her husband +had poured themselves into her devotion to her son. She lived now for +his happiness and success. And both were constantly threatened by the +personality and the presence of Kitty. + +Such, at least, as Margaret French well knew, was the inmost +persuasion--fast becoming a fanaticism--of Ashe's mother. William might, +indeed, for the moment have triumphed over the consequences of Kitty's +bygone behavior. But the reckless, untamed character was there still at +his side, preparing Heaven knew what pitfalls and catastrophes. Lady +Tranmore lived in fear. And under the outward sweetness and dignity of +her manner was there not developing something worse than fear--that +hatred which is one of the strange births of love? + +If so, was it just? There were many moments when Margaret would have +indignantly denied it. + +It was true, indeed, that Kitty's eccentricity seemed to develop with +every month that passed. The preceding winter had been marked, first by +a mad folly of table-turning--involving the pursuit of a particular +medium whose proceedings had ultimately landed him in the dock; then by +a headlong passion for hunting, accompanied by a series of new +flirtations, each more unseemly than its predecessor, as it seemed to +Lady Tranmore. Afterwards--during the general election--a political +phase! Kitty had most unfortunately discovered that she could speak in +public, and had fallen in love with the sound of her own voice. In +Ashe's own contest, her sallies and indiscretions had already begun to +do mischief when Lady Tranmore had succeeded in enticing her to London +by the bait of a French _clairvoyante_, with whom Kitty nightly tempted +the gods who keep watch over the secrets of fate--till William's poll +had been declared. + +All this was deplorably true. And yet no one could say that Kitty in +this checkered year had done her husband much harm. Ashe was no longer +her blind slave; and his career had carried him to heights with which +even his mother might have been satisfied. Sometimes Margaret was +inclined to think that Kitty had now less influence with him and his +mother more than was the just due of each. She--the younger woman--felt +the tragedy of Ashe's new and growing emancipation. Secretly--often--she +sided with Kitty! + + * * * * * + +"Margaret!" + +The voice was Kitty's. She came running out, her pale-pink skirts flying +round her. "Have you seen the babe?" + +Margaret replied that he and his nurse were just in sight. + +Kitty fled over the lawn to meet the child's perambulator. She lifted +him out, and carried him in her arms towards Margaret and Lady Tranmore. + +"Isn't it piteous?" said Margaret, under her breath, as the mother and +child approached. Lady Tranmore gave her a sad, assenting look. + +For during the last six months the child had shown signs of brain +mischief--a curious apathy, broken now and then by fits of temper. The +doctors were not encouraging. And Kitty varied between the most +passionate attempts to rouse the child's failing intelligence and +days--even weeks--when she could hardly bring herself to see him at all. + +She brought him now to a seat beside Lady Tranmore. She had been trying +to make him take notice of a new toy. But the child looked at her with +blank and glassy eyes, and the toy fell from his hand. + +"He hardly knows me," said Kitty, in a low voice of misery, as she +clasped her hands round the baby of three, and looked into his face, as +though she would drag from it some sign of mind and recognition. + +But the blue eyes betrayed no glimmer of response, till suddenly, with a +gesture as of infinite fatigue, the child threw itself back against her, +laying its fair head upon her breast with a long sigh. + +Kitty gave a sob, and bent over him, kissing--and kissing him. + +"Dear Kitty!" said Lady Tranmore, much moved. "I think--partly--he is +tired with the heat." + +Kitty shook her head. + +"Take him!" she said to the nurse--"take him! I can't bear it." + +The nurse took him from her, and Kitty dried her tears with a kind of +fierceness. + +"There is the post!" she said, springing up, as though determined to +throw off her grief as quickly as possible, while the nurse carried the +child away. + +The footman brought the letters across the lawn. There were some for +Lady Tranmore and for Margaret French. In the general opening and +reading that ensued, neither lady noticed Kitty for a while. Suddenly +Margaret French looked up. She saw Kitty sitting motionless with a book +on her lap, a book of which the wrapper lay on the grass beside her. Her +finger kept a page; her eyes, full of excitement, were fixed on the +distant horizon of the park; the hurried breathing was plainly +noticeable under the thin bodice. + +"Kitty--time to dress!" said Margaret, touching her. + +Kitty rose, without a word to either of them, and walked quickly away, +her hands, still holding the book, dropped in front of her, her eyes on +the ground. + +"Oh, Kitty!" cried Margaret, in laughing protest, as she stooped to pick +up the litter of Kitty's letters, some of them still unopened, which lay +scattered on the grass, as they had fallen unheeded from her lap. + +But the little figure in the trailing skirts was already out of hearing. + + * * * * * + +At dinner Kitty was in her wildest spirits--a sparkling vision of +diamonds and lace, much beyond--so it seemed to Lord Grosville--what the +occasion required. "Dressed out like a comedy queen at a fair!" was his +inward comment, and he already rolled the phrases in which he should +describe the whole party to his wife. Like the expected Lord Parham, he +was there in sign of semi-reconciliation. Nothing would have induced +Kitty to invite her aunt; the memory of a certain Sunday was too strong. +On her side, Lady Grosville averred that nothing would have induced her +to sit at Kitty's board. As to this, her husband cherished a certain +scepticism. However, her resolution was not tried. It was Ashe, in fact, +who had invited Lord Grosville, and Lord Grosville, who was master in +his own house, and had no mind to break with William Ashe just as that +gentleman's company became even better worth having than usual, had +accepted the invitation. + +But his patience was sorely tried by Kitty. After dinner she insisted on +table-turning, and Lord Grosville was dragged breathless through the +drawing-room window, in pursuit of a table that broke a chair and +finally danced upon a flower-bed. His theology was harassed by these +proceedings and his digestion upset. The Dean took it with smiles; but +then the Dean was a Latitudinarian. + +Afterwards Kitty and the Cambridge boy--Eddie Helston--performed a +duologue in French for the amusement of the company. Whatever could be +understood in it had better not have been understood--such at least was +Lord Grosville's impression. He wondered how Ashe--who laughed +immoderately--could allow his wife to do such things; and his only +consolation was that, for once, the Dean--whose fancy for Kitty was +ridiculous!--seemed to be disturbed. He had at any rate walked away to +the library in the middle of the piece. Kitty was, of course, making a +fool of the boy all through. Any one could see that he was head over +ears in love with her. And she seemed to have all sorts of mysterious +understandings with him. Lord Grosville was certain they passed each +other notes, and made assignations. And one night, on going up himself +to bed very late, he had actually come upon the pair pacing up and down +the long passage after midnight!--Kitty in such a _negligée_ as only an +actress should wear, with her hair about her ears--and the boy out of +his wits and off his balance, as any one could see. Kitty, indeed, had +been quite unabashed--trying even to draw _him_ into their unseemly talk +about some theatrical nonsense or other; and such blushes as there were +had been entirely left to the boy. + +He supposed there was no harm in it. The lad was not a Geoffrey Cliffe, +and it was no doubt Kitty's mad love of excitement which impelled her +to these defiances of convention. But Ashe should put his foot down; +there was no knowing with a creature so wild and so lovely where these +things might end. And after the scandal of last year-- + +As to that scandal, Lord Grosville, as a man of the world, by no means +endorsed the lurid imaginations of his wife. Kitty and Cliffe had +certainly behaved badly at Grosville Park--that is to say, judged by any +ordinary standards. And the gossip of the season had apparently gathered +and culminated round some incident of a graver character than the +rest--though nobody precisely knew what it might be. But it seemed that +Ashe had at last asserted himself; and if in Kitty's abrupt departure to +the country, and the sudden dissolution of the intimacy between herself +and Cliffe, those who loved her not had read what dark things they +pleased, her uncle by marriage was quite content to see in it a mere +disciplinary act on the part of the husband. + +Lord Grosville believed that some rumors as to Cliffe's private +character had entered into the decisive defeat--in a constituency +largely Nonconformist--which had befallen that gentleman at the polls. +Poor Lady Tranmore! He saw her anxieties in her face, and was truly +sorry for her. At the same time, inveterate gossip that he was, he +regarded her with a kind of hunger. If she only _would_ talk things over +with him! So far, however, she had given him very little opening. If she +ever did, he would certainly advise her to press something like a +temporary separation on her son. Why should not Lady Kitty be left at +Haggart when the next session began? Lord Grosville, who had been a +friend of Melbourne's, recalled the early history of that great man. +When Lady Caroline Lamb had become too troublesome to a political +husband, she had been sent to Brocket. And then Mr. Lamb was only Irish +Secretary--without a seat in the cabinet. How was it possible to take an +important share in steering the ship of state, and to look after a giddy +wife at the same time? + + * * * * * + +Ashe and his guests lingered late below-stairs. When, somewhere about +one o'clock, he entered his dressing-room, he was suddenly alarmed by a +smell of burning. It seemed to come from Kitty's room. He knocked +hastily at her door. + +"Kitty!" + +No answer. He opened the door, and stood arrested. + +The room was in complete darkness save for some weird object in the +centre of it, on which a fire was burning, sending up a smoke which hung +about the room. Ashe recognized an old Spanish brazier of beaten copper, +standing on iron feet, which had been a purchase of his own in days when +he trifled with _bric-à-brac_. Upon it, a heap of some light material, +which fluttered and crackled as it burned, was blazing and smoking away, +while beside it--her profile set and waxen amid the drifts of smoke, her +fair hair blanched to whiteness by the strange illumination from below, +and all her slight form, checkered with the light and shade of the fire, +drawn into a curve of watchfulness, vindictive and intent--stood Kitty. + +"What in the name of fortune are you doing, Kitty?" cried Ashe. + +She made no answer, and he approached. Then he saw that in the centre +of the pile, and propped up against some small pieces of wood, a +photograph of Geoffrey Cliffe was consuming slow and dismally. The fire +had just sent a line across his cheek. The lower limbs were already +charred, and the right hand was shrivelling. + +All around were letters, mostly consumed; while at the top of the pile +above the culprit's head, stuck in a cleft stick, and just beginning to +be licked by the flames, was what seemed to be a leaf torn out of a +book. The book from which it had apparently been wrenched lay open on a +chair near. + +Kitty drew a long breath as Ashe came near her. + +"Keep off!" she said--"don't touch it!" + +"You little goose!" cried Ashe--"what are you about?" + +"Burning a coward in effigy," said Kitty, between her teeth. + +Ashe thrust his hands into his pockets. + +"I wish to God you'd forget the creature, instead of flattering him with +these attentions!" + +Kitty made no reply, but as she drew the fire together Ashe captured her +hand. + +"What's he been doing now, Kitty?" + +"There are his poems," said Kitty, pointing to the chair. "The last one +is about me." + +"May I be allowed to see it?" + +"It isn't there." + +"Ah! I see. You've topped the pile with it. With your leave, I'll delay +its doom." He snatched the leaf from its stick, and bending down read it +by the light of the burning paper. Kitty watched him, frowning, her hand +on her hip, the white wrap she wore over her night-dress twining round +her in close folds a slender, brooding sorceress, some Canidia or +Simaetha, interrupted in her ritual of hate. + +But Ashe was in no mood for literary reminiscence. His lip was +contemptuous, his brow angry as he replaced the leaf in its cleft stick, +whither the flames immediately pursued it. + +"Wretched stuff, and damned impertinence!--that's all there is to say. +For Heaven's sake, Kitty, don't let any one suppose you mind the +thing--for an instant!" + +She looked at him with strange eyes. "But if I do mind it?" + +His face darkened to the shade of hers. "Does that mean--that you still +think of him--still wish to see him?" + +"I don't know," said Kitty, slowly. The fire had died away. Nothing but +a few charred remnants remained in the brazier. Ashe lit the gas, and +disclosed a tragic Kitty, flushed by the audacity of her last remark. He +took her masterfully in his arms. + +"That was bravado," he said, kissing her. "You love _me_! And I may be a +poor stick, but I'm worth a good many Cliffes. Defy me--and I'll write +you a better poem, too!" + +The color leaped afresh in Kitty's cheek. She pushed him away, and, +holding him, perused his handsome, scornful face, and all the manly +strength of form and attitude. Her own lids wavered. + +"What a silly scene!" she said, and fell--a little, soft, yielding +form--into his arms. + + + + +XV + + +The church clock of Haggart village had just struck half-past six. A +white, sunny mist enwrapped the park and garden. Voices and shouts rang +through the mist; little could yet be seen, but the lawns and the park +seemed to be pervaded with bustle and preparation, and every now and +then as the mist drifted groups of workmen could be distinguished, +marquees emerged, flags floated, and carts laden with benches and +trestle-tables rumbled slowly over the roads and tracks of the park. + +The house itself was full of gardeners, arranging banks of magnificent +flowers in the hall and drawing-rooms, and superintended by the head +gardener, a person of much greater dignity than Ashe himself, who swore +at any underling making a noise, as though the slumbers of the "quality" +in the big house overhead and the danger of disturbing them were the +dearest interests of a burdened life. + +As to the mistress of the house, at any rate, there was no need for +caution. The clocks of the house had barely followed the church clock in +striking the half-hour when the workmen on the ground floor saw Lady +Kitty come down-stairs and go through the drawing-room window into the +garden. There she gave her opinion on the preparations, pushing on +afterwards into the park, where she astounded the various contractors +and their workmen by her appearance at such an hour, and by the vigor +and decision of her orders. Finally she left the park behind, just as +its broad, scorched surfaces began everywhere to shake off the mist, and +entered one of the bordering woods. + +She had a basket on her arm, and, when she had found for herself a mossy +seat amid the roots of a great oak, she unpacked it. It contained a mass +of written pages, some fresh scribbling-paper, ink and pens, and a small +portfolio. When they were all lying on the moss beside her, Kitty turned +over the sheets with a loving hand, reading here and there. + +"It is good!" she said to herself. "I vow it is!" + +Dipping her pen in the ink, she began upon corrections. The sun filtered +through the thick leafage overhead, touching her white dress, her small +shoes, and the masses of her hair. She wore a Leghorn garden-hat, tied +with pink ribbons under her chin, and in her morning freshness and +daintiness she looked about seventeen. The hours of sleep had calmed the +restlessness of the wide, brown eyes; they were full now of gentleness +and mirth. + +"I wonder if he'll come?" + +She looked up and listened. And as she did so, her eyes and sense were +seized with the beauty of the wood. The mystery of early solitary hours +seemed to be still upon it; both in the sunlight and the shadow there +was a magic unknown to the later day. In a clearing before her spread a +lake of willow-herb, of a pure bright pink, hemmed in by a golden shore +of ragwort. The splash of color gave Kitty a passionate delight. + +"Dear, dear world!" She stretched out her hands to it in a childish +greeting. + +Then the joy died sharply from her eyes. "How many years left--to enjoy +it in--before one dies--or one's heart dies?" + +Invariably, now, her moments of sensuous pleasure ended in this dread of +something beyond--of a sudden drowning of beauty and delight--of a +future unknown and cruel, coming to meet her, like some armed assassin +in a narrow path. + +William! When it came could William save her? "William is a _darling_!" +she said to herself, her face full of yearning. + +As for that other--it gave her an intense pleasure to think of the +flames creeping up the form and face of the photograph. Should she hear, +perhaps, in a week or two that he had been seized with some mysterious +illness, like the witch-victims of old? A shiver ran through her, a +thrill of repentance--till the bitter lines of the poem came back to +memory--lines describing a woman with neither the courage for sin nor +the strength for virtue, a "light woman" indeed, whom the great passions +passed eternally by, whom it was a humiliation to court and a mere +weakness to regret. Then she laughed, and began again with passionate +zest upon the sheets before her. + +A sound of approaching footsteps on the wood-path. She half rose, +smiling. + +The branches parted, and Darrell appeared. He paused to survey the oread +vision of Lady Kitty. + +"Am I not to the minute?" He held up his watch in front of her. + +"So you got my note?" + +"Certainly. I was immensely flattered." He threw himself down on the +moss beside her, his sallow, long-chinned face and dark eyes toned to a +morning cheerfulness, his dress much fresher and more exact than usual. +"But he is one of the men who look so much better in their old clothes!" +thought Kitty. + +"Well, what can I do for you, Lady Kitty?" he resumed, smiling. + +"I wanted your advice," said Kitty--not altogether sure, now that he was +there beside her, that she did want it. + +"About your literary work?" + +She threw him a quick glance. + +"Do you know? How do you know? I have been writing a book!" + +"So I imagined--" + +"And--and--" She broke now into eagerness, bending forward, "I want you +to help me get it published. It is a deadly secret. Nobody knows--" + +"Not even William?" + +"No one," she repeated. "And I can't tell you about it, or show you a +line of it, unless you vow and swear to me--" + +"Oh! I swear," said Darrell, tranquilly--"I swear." + +Kitty looked at him doubtfully a moment--then resumed: + +"I have written it at all sorts of times--when William was away--in the +middle of the night--out in the woods. _Nobody_ knows. You see"--her +little fingers plucked at the moss--"I have a good many advantages. If +people want 'Society' with a big S, I can give it them!" + +"Naturally," said Darrell. + +"And it always amuses people--doesn't it?" + +Kitty clasped her hands round her knees and looked at him with candor. + +"Does it?" said Darrell. "It has been done a good deal." + +"Oh, of course," said Kitty, impatiently, "mine's not the proper thing. +You don't imagine I should try and write like Thackeray, do you? Mine's +_real_ people--_real_ things that happened--with just the names +altered." + +"Ah!" said Darrell, sitting up--"that sounds exciting. Is it libellous?" + +"Well, that's just what I want to know," said Kitty, slowly. "Of course, +I've made a kind of story out of it. But you'd have to be a great fool +not to guess. I've put myself in, and--" + +"And Ashe?" + +Kitty nodded. "All the novels that are written about politics +nowadays--except Dizzy's--are such nonsense, aren't they? I just wanted +to describe--from the inside--how a real statesman"--she threw up her +head proudly--"lives, and what he does." + +"Excellent subject," said Darrell. "Well--anybody else?" + +Kitty flushed. "You'll see," she said, uncertainly. + +Darrell's involuntary smile was hidden by a bunch of honeysuckle at +which he was sniffing. "May I look?" he asked, stretching out a hand for +the sheets. + +She pushed them towards him, half unwilling, half eager, and he began to +turn them over. Apparently it had a thread of story--both slender and +extravagant. And on the thread--Hullo!--here was the fancy ball; he +pounced upon it. A portrait of Lady Parham--Ye powers! he chuckled as he +read. On the next page the Chancellor of the Exchequer--snub-nosed +_parvenu_ and Puritan--admirably caught. Further on a speech of Ashe's +in the House--with caricature to right and caricature to left ... Ah! the +poet!--at last! He bent over the page till Kitty coughed and fidgeted, +and he thought it best to hurry on. But it was war, he perceived--open, +undignified, feminine war. On the next page, the Archbishop of +Canterbury--with Lady Kitty's views on the Athanasian Creed! Heavens! +what a book! Next, Royalty itself, not too respectfully handled. Then +Ashe again--Ashe glorified, Ashe explained, Ashe intrigued against, and +Ashe triumphant--everywhere the centre of the stage, and everywhere, of +course, all unknown to the author, the fool of the piece. Political +indiscretions also, of the most startling kind, as coming from the wife +of a cabinet minister. Allusions, besides, scattered broadcast, to the +scandals of the day--material as far as he could see for a dozen libel +actions. And with it all, much fantastic ability, flashes of wit and +romance, enough to give the book wings beyond its first personal +audience--enough, in fact, to secure to all its scandalous matter the +widest possible chance of fame. + +"Well!" + +He rolled over on his elbows, and lay staring at the sheets before +him--dumb. What was he to say? + +A thought struck him. As far as he could perceive, there was an empty +niche. + +"And Lord Parham?" + +A smile of mischief broadened on Kitty's lips. + +"That'll come," she said--and checked herself. Darrell bowed his face on +his hands and laughed, unseen. To what sacrificial rite was the +unconscious victim hurrying--at that very moment--in the express train +which was to land him at Haggart Station that afternoon? + +"Well!" said Kitty, impatiently--"what do you think? Can you help me?" + +Darrell looked up. + +"You know, Lady Kitty, that book can't be published like that. Nobody +would risk it." + +"Well, I suppose they'll tell me what to cut out." + +"Yes," said Darrell, slowly, caught by many reflections--"no doubt some +clever fellow will know how near the wind it's possible to sail. But, +anyway, trim it as you like, the book will make a scandal." + +"Will it?" Kitty's eyes flashed. She sat up radiant, her breath quick +and defiant. + +"I don't see," he resumed, "how you can publish it without consulting +Ashe." + +Kitty gave a cry of protest. + +"No, no, _no_! Of course he'd disapprove. But then--he soon forgives a +thing, if he thinks it clever. And it is clever, isn't it?--some of it. +He'd laugh--and then it would be all right. _He'd_ never pay out his +enemies, but he couldn't help enjoying it if some one else did--could +he?" She pleaded like a child. + +"'No need to forgive them,'" murmured Darrell, as he rolled over on his +back and put his hat over his eyes--"for you would have 'shot them +all.'" + +Under the shelter of his hat he tried to think himself clear. What +_really_ were her motives? Partly, no doubt, a childish love of +excitement--partly revenge? The animus against the Parhams was clear in +every page. Cliffe, too, came badly out of it--a fantastic Byronic +mixture of libertine and cad. Lady Kitty had better beware! As far as +he knew, Cliffe had never yet been struck, with impunity to the striker. + +If these precious sheets ever appeared, Ashe's position would certainly +be shaken. Poor wretch!--endeavoring to pursue a serious existence, +yoked to such an impish sprite as this! His own fault, after all. That +first night, at Madame d'Estrées', was not her madness written in her +eyes? + +"Now tell me, Lady Kitty"--he roused himself to look at her with some +attention--"what do you want me to do?" + +"To find me a publisher, and"--she stooped towards him with a laughing +shyness--"to get me some money." + +"Money!" + +"I've been so awfully extravagant lately," said Kitty, frankly. +"Something really will have to be done. And the book's worth some money, +isn't it?" + +"A good deal," said Darrell. Then he added, with emphasis--"I really +can't be responsible for it in any way, Lady Kitty." + +"Of course not. I will never, _never_ say I told you! But, you see, I'm +not literary--I don't know in the least how to set about it. If you +would just put me in communication?" + +Darrell pondered. None of the well-known publishers, of course, would +look at it. But there were plenty of people who would--and give Lady +Kitty a large sum of money for it, too. + +What part, however, could he--Darrell--play in such a transaction? + +"I am bound to warn you," he said, at last, looking up, "that your +husband will probably strongly disapprove this book, and that it may do +him harm." + +Kitty bit her lip. + +"But if I tell nobody who wrote it--and you tell nobody?" + +"Ashe would know at once. Everybody would know." + +"William would know," his companion admitted, unwillingly. "But I don't +see why anybody else should. You see, I've put myself in--I've said the +most shocking things!" + +Darrell replied that she would not find that device of much service to +her. + +"However--I can no doubt get an opinion for you." + +Kitty, all delight, thanked him profusely. + +"You shall have the whole of it before you go--Friday, isn't it?" she +said, eagerly gathering it up. + +Darrell was certainly conscious of no desire to burden himself with the +horrid thing. But he was rarely able to refuse the request of a pretty +and fashionable woman, and it flattered his conceit to be the sole +recipient of what might very well turn out to be a political secret of +some importance. Not that he meant to lay himself open to any just +reproach whatever in the matter. He would show it to some fitting +person--to pacify Lady Kitty--write a letter of strong protest to her +afterwards--and wash his hands of it. What might happen then was not his +business. + +Meanwhile his inner mind was full of an acrid debate which turned +entirely upon his interview with Ashe of the day before. No doubt, as an +old friend, aware of Lady Kitty's excitable character, he might have +felt it his duty to go straight to Ashe, _coûte que coûte_, and warn +him of what was going on. But what encouragement had been given him to +play so Quixotic a part? Why should he take any particular thought for +Ashe's domestic peace, or Ashe's public place? What consideration had +Ashe shown for _him_? "Tu l'as voulu, Georges Dandin!" + +So it ended in his promising to take the MS. to London with him, and let +Lady Kitty know the result of his inquiries. Kitty's dancing step as +they returned to the house betrayed the height of her spirits. + + * * * * * + +A rumor flew round the house towards the middle of the day that Harry, +the little heir, was worse. Kitty did not appear at luncheon, and the +doctor was sent for. Before he came, it was known only to Margaret +French that Kitty had escaped by herself from the house and could not be +found. Ashe and Lady Tranmore saw the doctor, who prescribed, and would +not admit that there was any cause for alarm. The heat had tried the +child, and Lady Kitty--he looked round the nursery for her in some +perplexity--might be quite reassured. + +Margaret found her, wandering in the park--very wild and pale--told her +the doctor's verdict, and brought her home. Kitty said little or +nothing, and was presently persuaded to change her dress for Lord +Parham's arrival. By the time the operation was over she was full as +usual of smiles and chatter, with no trace apparently of the mood which +had gone before. + +Lord Parham found the house-party assembled on the lawn, with Kitty in a +three-cornered hat, fantastically garnished at the side with a great +plume of white cock's feathers, presiding at the tea-table. + +"Ah!" thought the Premier, as he approached--"now for the tare in Ashe's +wheat!" + +Nothing, however, could have been more gracious than Kitty's reception +of him, or more effusive than his response. He took his seat beside her, +a solid and impressive figure, no less closely observed by such of the +habitual guests of the political country-houses as happened to be +present, than by the sprinkling of local clergy and country neighbors to +whom Kitty was giving tea. Lord Parham, though now in the fourth year of +his Premiership, was still something of a mystery to his countrymen; +while for the inner circle it was an amusement and an event that he +should be seen without his wife. + +For some time all went well. Kitty's manners and topics were alike +beyond reproach. When presently she inquired politely as to the success +of his Scottish tour, Lord Parham hoped he had not altogether disgraced +himself. But, thank Heaven, it was done. Meanwhile Ashe, he supposed, +had been enjoying the pursuits of a scholar and a gentleman?--lucky +fellow! + +"He has been reading the Bible," said Kitty, carelessly, as she handed +cake. "Just now he's in the Acts. That's why, I suppose, he didn't hear +the carriage. John!" She called a footman. "Tell Mr. Ashe that Lord +Parham has arrived!" + +The Premier opened astonished eyes. + +"Does Ashe generally study the Scriptures of an afternoon?" + +Kitty nodded--with her most confiding smile. "When he can. He says"--she +dropped her voice to a theatrical whisper--"the Bible is such a 'd----d +interesting' book!" + +Lord Parham started in his seat. Ashe and some of his friends still +faintly recalled, in their too familiar and public use of this +particular naughty word, the lurid vocabulary of the Peel and Melbourne +generation. But in a lady's mouth the effect was prodigious. Lord +Grosville frowned sternly and walked away; Eddie Helston smothered a +burst of laughter; the Dean, startled, broke off a conversation with a +group of archaeological clergymen and came to see what he could do to +keep Lady Kitty in order; while Lady Tranmore flushed deeply, and began +a hasty conversation with Lady Edith Manley. Meanwhile Kitty, +quite unconscious, "went on cutting"--or rather, dispensing +"bread-and-butter"; and Lord Parham changed the subject. + +"What a charming house!" he said, unwarily, waving his hand towards the +Haggart mansion. He was short-sighted, and, in truth, saw only that it +was big. + +Kitty looked at him in wonder--a friendly and amiable wonder. She said +it was very kind of him to try and spare her feelings, but, really, +anybody might say what they liked of Haggart. She and William weren't +responsible. + +Lord Parham, rather nettled, put on his eye-glass, and, being an +obstinate man, still maintained that he saw no reason at all to be +dissatisfied with Haggart, from the æsthetic point of view. Kitty said +nothing, but for the first time a gleam of mockery showed itself in her +changing look. + +Lady Tranmore, always nervously on the watch, moved forward at this +point, and Lord Parham, with marked and pompous suavity, transferred his +conversation to her. + +Thus assured, as he thought, of a good listener, and delivered from his +uncomfortable hostess, Lord Parham crossed his legs and began to talk at +his ease. The guests round the various tea-tables converged, some +standing and some sitting, and made a circle about the great man. About +Kitty, too, who sat, equally conspicuous, dipping a biscuit in milk, and +teasing her small dog with it. Lord Parham meanwhile described to Lady +Tranmore--at wearisome length--the demonstrations which had attended his +journey south, the railway-station crowds, addresses, and so forth. He +handled the topic in a tone of jocular humility, which but slightly +concealed the vast complacency beneath. Kitty's lip twitched; she fed +Ponto hastily with all possible cakes. + +"No one, of course, can keep any count of what he says on these +occasions," resumed Lord Parham, with a gracious smile. "I hope I talked +some sense--" + +"Oh, but why?" said Kitty, looking up, her large fawn's eyes bent on the +speaker. + +"Why?" repeated Lord Parham, suddenly stiffening. "I don't follow you, +Lady Kitty." + +"Anybody can talk sense!" said Kitty, throwing a big bit of muffin at +Ponto's nose. "It's the other thing that's hard--isn't it?" + +"Lady Kitty," said the Dean, lifting a finger, "you are plagiarizing +from Mr. Pitt." + +"Am I?" said Kitty. "I didn't know." + +"I imagine that Mr. Pitt talked sense sometimes," said Lord Parham, +shortly. + +"Ah, that was when he was drunk!" said Kitty. "Then he wasn't +responsible." + +Lord Parham and the circle laughed--though the Premier's laugh was a +little dry and perfunctory. + +"So you worship nonsense, Lady Kitty?" + +Kitty nodded sweetly. + +"And so does William. Ah, here he is!" + +For Ashe appeared, hurrying over the lawn, and Lord Parham rose to greet +his host. + +"Upon my word, Ashe, how well you look! _You_ have had some holiday!" + +"Which is more than can be said of yourself," said Ashe, with smiling +sympathy. "Well!--how have the speeches gone? Is there anything left of +you? Edinburgh was magnificent!" + +He wore his most radiant aspect as he sat down beside his guest; and +Kitty watching him, and already conscious of a renewed and excitable +dislike for her guest, thought William was overdoing it absurdly, and +grew still more restive. + +The Premier brought the tips of his fingers lightly together, as he +resumed his seat. + +"Oh! my dear fellow, people were very kind--too much so! Yes--I think it +did good--it did good. I should now rest and be thankful--if it weren't +for the Bishops!" + +"The Bishops!" said the Rector of the parish standing near. "What have +the Bishops been doing, my lord?" + +"Dying," said Kitty, as she fell into an attitude which commanded both +William and Lord Parham. "They do it on purpose." + +"Another this morning!" said Ashe, throwing up his hands. + +"Oh! they die to plague me," said the Prime Minister, with the air of +one on whom the universe weighs heavy. "There never was such a +conspiracy!" + +"You should let William appoint them," said Kitty, leaning her chin upon +her hands and studying Lord Parham with eyes all the more brilliant for +the dark circles which fatigue, or something else, had drawn round them. + +"Ah, to be sure!" said Lord Parham, affably. "I had forgotten that Ashe +was our theologian. Take me a walk before dinner!" he added, addressing +his host. + +"But you won't take his advice," said Kitty, smiling. + +The Premier turned rather sharply. + +"How do you know that, Lady Kitty?" + +Kitty hesitated--then said, with the prettiest, slightest laugh: + +"Lady Parham has such strong views--hasn't she?--on Church questions!" + +Lord Parham's feeling was that a more insidiously impertinent question +had never been put to him. He drew himself up. + +"If she has, Lady Kitty, I can only say I know very little about them! +She very wisely keeps them to herself." + +"Ah!" said Kitty, as her lovely eyebrows lifted, "that shows how little +people know." + +"I don't quite understand," said Lord Parham. "To what do you allude, +Lady Kitty?" + +Kitty laughed. She raised her eyes to the Rector, a spare High +Churchman, who had retreated uncomfortably behind Lady Tranmore. + +"Some one--said to me last week--that Lady Parham had saved the +Church!" + +The Prime Minister rose. "I must have a little exercise before dinner. +Your gardens, Ashe--is there time?" + +Ashe, scarlet with discomfort and annoyance, carried his visitor off. As +he did so, he passed his wife. Kitty turned her little head, looked at +him half shyly, half defiantly. The Dean saw the look; saw also that +Ashe deliberately avoided it. + +The party presently began to disperse. The Dean found himself beside his +hostess--strolling over the lawn towards the house. He observed her +attentively--vexed with her, and vexed for her! Surely she was thinner +than he had ever seen her. A little more, and her beauty would suffer +seriously. Coming he knew not whence, there lit upon him the sudden and +painful impression of something undermined, something consumed from +within. + +"Lady Kitty, do you ever rest?" he asked her, unexpectedly. + +"Rest!" she laughed. "Why should I?" + +"Because you are wearing yourself out." + +She shrugged her shoulders. + +"Do you ever lie down--alone--and read a book?" persisted the Dean. + +"Yes. I have just finished Renan's _Vie de Jésus_!" + +Her glance, even with him, kept its note of audacity, but much softened +by a kind of wistfulness. + +"Ah! my dear Lady Kitty, let Renan alone," cried the Dean--then with a +change of tone--"but are you speaking truth--or naughtiness?" + +"Truth," said Kitty. "But--of course--I am in a temper." + +The Dean laughed. + +"I see Lord Parham is not a favorite of yours." + +Kitty compressed her small lips. + +"To think that William should have to take his orders from that man!" +she said, under her breath. + +"Bear it--for William's sake," said the Dean, softly, "and, +meanwhile--take my advice--and don't read any more Renan!" + +Kitty looked at him curiously. + +"I prefer to see things as they are." + +The Dean sighed. + +"That none of us can do, my dear Lady Kitty. No one can satisfy his +_intelligence_. But religion speaks to the _will_--and it is the only +thing between us and the void. Don't tamper with it! It is soon gone." + +A satirical expression passed over the face of his companion. + +"Mine was gone before we had been a month married. William killed it." + +The Dean exclaimed: + +"I hear always of his interest in religious matters!" + +"He cares for nothing so much--and he doesn't believe one single word of +anything! I was brought up in a convent, you know--but William laughed +it all out of me." + +"Dear Lady Kitty!" + +Kitty nodded. "And now, of course, I know there's nothing in it. Oh! I +_do_ beg your pardon!" she said, eagerly. "I never meant to say anything +rude to _you._ And I must go!" She looked up at an open window on the +second floor of the house. The Dean supposed it was the nursery, and +began to ask after the boy. But before he could frame his question she +was gone, flying over the grass with a foot that scarcely seemed to +touch it. + +"Poor child, poor child!" murmured the Dean, in a most genuine distress. +But it was not the boy he was thinking of. + +Presently, however, he was overtaken by Miss French, of whom he inquired +how the baby was. + +Margaret hesitated. "He seems to lose strength," she said, sadly. "The +doctor declares there is no danger, unless--" + +"Unless what?" + +"Oh! but it's so unlikely!" was her hasty reply. "Don't let's think of +it." + + * * * * * + +Kitty was just giving a last look at herself in the large mirror which +lined half one of the sides of her room when Ashe invaded her. She +glanced at him askance a little, and when the maid had gone Kitty +hurriedly gathered up gloves and fan and prepared to follow her. + +"Kitty--one word!" + +He caught her in his arm, and held her while he looked down upon her +sparkling dress and half-reluctant face. "Kitty, do be nice to that old +fellow to-night! It's only for two nights. Take him in the right way, +and make a conquest of him--for good. He's been very decent to me in our +walk--though you did say such extraordinary things to him this +afternoon. I believe he really wants to make amends." + +"I do hate his white eyelashes so," said Kitty, slowly. + +"What does it matter," cried Ashe, angrily, "whether he were a +blue-faced baboon!--for two nights? Just listen to him a little, +Kitty--that's all he wants. And--don't be offended!--but hold your own +small tongue--just a little!" + +Kitty pulled herself away. + +"I believe I shall do something dreadful," she said, quietly. + +A sternness to which Ashe's good-humored face was almost wholly strange +showed itself in his expression. + +"Why should you do anything dreadful, please? Lord Parham is your guest, +and my political chief. Is there any woman in England who would not do +her best to be civil to him under the circumstances?" + +"I suppose not," said Kitty, with deliberation. "No, I don't think there +can be." + +"Kitty!" + +For the first time Ashe was conscious of real exasperation. What was to +be done with a temperament and a disposition like this? + +"Do you never think that you have it in your power to help me or to ruin +me?" he said, with vehemence. + +"Oh yes--often. I mean--to help you--in my own way." + +Ashe's laugh was a sound of pure annoyance. + +"But please understand, it would be _infinitely_ better if you would +help me, in _my_ way--in the natural, accepted way--the way that +everybody understands." + +"The way Lord Parham recommends?" Kitty looked at him quietly. "Never +mind, William. I _am_ trying to help you." + +Her eyes shone with the strangest glitter. Ashe was conscious of another +of those sudden stabs of anxiety about her which he had felt at +intervals through the preceding year. His face softened. + +"Dear, don't let's talk nonsense! Just look at me sometimes at dinner, +and say to yourself, 'William asks me--for his sake--to be nice to Lord +Parham.'" + +He again drew her to him, but she repulsed him almost with violence. + +"Why is he here? Why have we people dining? We ought to be alone--in the +dark!" + +Her face had become a white mask. Her breast rose and fell, as though +she fought with sobs. + +"Kitty--what do you mean?" He recoiled in dismay. + +"Harry!"--she just breathed the word between her closed lips. + +"My darling!" cried Ashe, "I saw Dr. Rotherham myself this afternoon. He +gave the most satisfactory account, and Margaret told me she had +repeated everything to you. The child will soon be himself again." + +"He is _dying_!" said Kitty, in the same low, remote voice, her gaze +still fixed on Ashe. + +"Kitty! Don't say such things--don't think them!" Ashe had himself grown +pale. "At any rate"--he turned on her reproachfully--"tell me _why_ you +think them. Confide in me, Kitty. Come and talk to me about the boy. But +three-fourths of the time you behave as though there were nothing the +matter with him--you won't even see the doctor--and then you say a thing +like this!" + +She was silent a moment; then with a wild gesture of the head and +shoulders, as of one shaking off a weight, she moved away--drew on her +long gloves--and going to the dressing-table, gave a touch of rouge to +her cheeks. + +"Kitty, why did you say that?" Ashe followed her entreatingly. + +"I don't know. At least, I couldn't explain. Now, shall we go down?" + +Ashe drew a long breath. His frail son held the inmost depths of his +heart. + +"You have made the party an abomination to me!" he said, with energy. + +"Don't believe me, then--believe the doctor," said Kitty, her face +changing. "And as for Lord Parham, I'll try, William--I'll try." + +She passed him--the loveliest of visions--flung him a hand to kiss--and +was gone. + + + + +XVI + + +There could be no question that in all external matters Lord Parham was +that evening magnificently entertained by the Home Secretary and Lady +Kitty Ashe. The chef was extravagantly good; the wines, flowers, and +service lavish to a degree which made both Ashe and Lady Tranmore +secretly uncomfortable. Lady Tranmore in particular detested "show," +influenced as much by aristocratic instinct as by moral qualms; and +there was to her mind a touch of vulgarity in the entertaining at +Haggart, which might be tolerated in the case of financiers and +_nouveaux riches_, while, as connected with her William and his wife, +who had no need whatever to bribe society, it was unbecoming and +undignified. Moreover, the winter had been marked by a financial crisis +caused entirely by Kitty's extravagance. A large sum of money had had to +be raised from the Tranmore estates; times were not good for the landed +interest, and the head agent had begun to look grave. + +If only William would control his wife! But Haggart contained one of +those fine, slowly gathered libraries which make the distinction of so +many English country-houses; and in the intervals of his official work, +which even in holiday time was considerable, Ashe could not be beguiled +from the beloved company of his books to help Kitty sign checks, or +scold her about expenditure. + +So Kitty signed and signed; and the smaller was Ashe's balance, the +more, it seemed, did Kitty spend. Then, of course, every few months, +there were deficits which had to be made good. And as to the debts which +accumulated, Lady Tranmore preferred not to think about them. It all +meant future trouble and clipping of wings for William; and it all +entered into that deep and hidden resentment, half anxious love, half +alien temperament, which Elizabeth Tranmore felt towards Ashe's wife. + +However--to repeat--Lord Parham, as far as the fleshpots went, was +finely treated. Kitty was in full force, glittering in a spangled dress, +her dazzling face and neck, and the piled masses of her hair, thrown out +in relief against the panelled walls of the dining-room with a +brilliance which might have tempted a modern Rembrandt to paint an +English Saskia. Eddie Helston, on her left, could not take his eyes from +her. And even Lord Parham, much as he disliked her, acknowledged, during +the early courses, that she was handsome, and in her own way--thank God! +it was not the way of any womankind belonging to him--good company. + +He saw, too, or thought he saw, that she was anxious to make him amends +for her behavior of the afternoon. She restrained herself, and talked +politics. And within the lines he always observed when talking to women, +lines dictated by a contempt innate and ineradicable, Lord Parham was +quite ready to talk politics too. Then--it suddenly struck him that she +was pumping him, and with great adroitness. Ashe, he knew, wanted an +early place in the session for a particular measure in which he was +interested. Lord Parham had no mind to give him the precedence that he +wanted; was, in fact, determined on something quite different. But he +was well aware by now that Ashe was a person to be reckoned with; and he +had so far taken refuge in vagueness--an amiable vagueness, by which +Ashe, on their walk before dinner, had been much taken in, misled no +doubt by the strength of his own wishes. + +And now here was Lady Kitty--whom, by-the-way, it was not at all easy to +take in--trying to "manage" him, to pin him to details, to wheedle him +out of a pledge! + +Lord Parham, presently, looked at her with cold, smiling eyes. + +"Ah! you are interested in these things, Lady Kitty? Well--tell me your +views. You women have such an instinct--" + +--whereby the moth was kept hovering round the flame. Till, in a flash, +Kitty awoke to the fact that while she had been listening happily to her +own voice, taking no notice whatever of the signals which William +endeavored to send her from the other end of the table--while she had +been tripping gayly through one indiscretion after another, betraying +innumerable things as to William's opinions and William's plans that she +had infinitely better not have betrayed--Lord Parham had said nothing, +betrayed nothing, promised nothing. A quiet smile--a courteous nod--and +presently a shade of mockery in the lips--the meaning of them, all in a +moment, burst on Kitty. + +Her face flamed. Thenceforward it would be difficult to describe the +dinner. Conversationally, at Kitty's end it became an uproar. She +started the wildest topics, and Lord Parham had afterwards a bruised +recollection as of one who has been dragged or driven, Caliban-like, +through brake and thicket, pinched and teased and pelted by elfish +fingers, without one single uncivil speech or act of overt offence to +which an angry guest could point. With each later course, the Prime +Minister grew stiffer and more silent. Endurance was written in every +line of his fighting head and round, ungraceful shoulders, in his veiled +eyes and stolid mouth. Lady Tranmore gave a gasp of relief when at last +Kitty rose from her seat. + + * * * * * + +The evening went no better. Lord Parham was set down to cards with +Kitty, Eddie Helston, and Lord Grosville. Lord Grosville, his partner, +played, to the Premier's thinking, like an idiot, and Lady Kitty and the +young man chattered and sparred, so that all reasonable play became +impossible. Lord Parham lost more than he at all liked to lose, and at +half-past ten he pleaded fatigue, refused to smoke, and went to his +room. + +Ashe was perfectly aware of the failure of the evening, and the +discomfort of his guest. But he said nothing, and Kitty avoided his +neighborhood. Meanwhile, between him and his mother a certain tacit +understanding began to make itself felt. They talked quietly, in +corners, of the arrangements for the speech and fête of the morrow. So +far, they had been too much left to Kitty. Ashe promised his mother to +look into them. He and she combined for the protection of Lord Parham. + +When about one o'clock Ashe went to bed, Kitty either was or pretended +to be fast asleep. The room was in darkness save for the faint +illumination of a night-light, which just revealed to Ashe the delicate +figure of his wife, lying high on her pillows, her cheek and brow hidden +in the confusion of her hair. + +One window was wide open to the night, and once more Ashe stood lost in +"recollection" beside it, as on that night in Hill Street, more than a +year before. But the thoughts which on that former occasion had been +still as tragic and unfamiliar guests in a mind that repelled them had +now, alack, lost their strangeness; they entered habitually, +unannounced--frequent, irritating, deplorable. + +Had the relation between himself and Kitty ever, in truth, recovered the +shock of that incident on the river--of his night of restlessness, his +morning of agonized alarm, and the story to which he listened on her +return? It had been like some physical blow or wound, easily healed or +conquered for the moment, which then, as time goes on, reveals a hidden +series of consequences. + +Consequences, in this case, connected above all with Kitty's own nature +and temperament. The excitement of Cliffe's declaration, of her own +resistance and dramatic position, as between her husband and her lover, +had worked ever since, as a poison in Kitty's mind--Ashe was becoming +dismally certain of it. The absurd incident of the night before with the +photograph had been enough to prove it. + +Well, the thing, he supposed, would right itself in time. Meanwhile, +Cliffe had been dismissed, and this foolish young fellow Eddie Helston +must soon follow him. Ashe had viewed the affair so far with an amused +tolerance; if Kitty liked to flirt with babes it was her affair, not +his. But he perceived that his mother was once more becoming restless, +under the general _inconvenance_ of it; and he had noticed distress and +disapproval in the little Dean, Kitty's stanchest friend. + +Luckily, no difficulty there! The lad was almost as devoted to +him--Ashe--as he was to Kitty. He was absurd, affected, vain; but there +was no vice in him, and a word of remonstrance would probably reduce him +to abject regret and self-reproach. Ashe intended that his mother should +speak it, and as he made up his mind to ask her help, he felt for the +second time the sharp humiliation of the husband who cannot secure his +own domestic peace, but must depend on the aid of others. Yet how could +he himself go to young Helston? Some men no doubt could have handled +such an incident with dignity. Ashe, with his critical sense for ever +playing on himself and others; with the touch of moral shirking that +belonged to his inmost nature; and, above all, with his half-humorous, +half-bitter consciousness that whoever else might be a hero, he was +none: Ashe, at least, could and would do nothing of the sort. That he +should begin now to play the tyrannous or jealous husband would make him +ridiculous both in his own eyes and other people's. + +And yet Kitty must somehow be protected from herself!... Then--as to +politics? Once, in talking with his mother, he had said to her that he +was Kitty's husband first, and a public man afterwards. Was he prepared +now to make the statement with the same simplicity, the same +whole-heartedness? + +Involuntarily he moved closer to the bed and looked down on Kitty. +Little, delicate face!--always with something mournful and fretful in +repose. + +He loved her surely as much as ever--ah! yes, he loved her. His whole +nature yearned over her, as the wife of his youth, the mother of his +poor boy. Yet, as he remembered the mood in which he had proposed to +her, that defiance of the world and life which had possessed him when he +had made her marry him, he felt himself--almost with bitterness--another +and a meaner man. No!--he was _not_ prepared to lose the world for +her--the world of high influence and ambition upon which he had now +entered as a conqueror. She _must_ so control herself that she did not +ruin all his hopes--which, after all, were hers--and the work he might +do for his country. + +What incredible perversity and caprice she had shown towards Lord +Parham! How was he to deal with it--he, William Ashe, with his ironic +temper and his easy standards? What could he say to her but "Love me, +Kitty!--love yourself!--and don't be a little fool! Life might be so +amusing if you would only bridle your fancies and play the game!" + +As for loftier things, "self-reverence, self-knowledge, +self-control"--duty--and the passion of high ideals--who was he to prate +about them? The little Dean, perhaps!--most spiritual of worldlings. +Ashe knew himself to be neither spiritual nor a hypocrite. A certain +measure, a certain order and harmony in life--laughter and good-humor +and affection--and, for the fight that makes and welds a man, those +great political and social interests in the midst of which he found +himself--he asked no more, and with these he would have been abundantly +content. + +He sighed and frowned, his muscles stiffening unconsciously. Yes, for +both their sakes he must try and play the master with Kitty, ridiculous +as it seemed. + +... He turned away, remembering his sick child--and went noiselessly to +the nursery. There, along the darkened passages, he found a night-nurse, +sitting working beside a shaded lamp. The child was sleeping, and the +report was good. Ashe stole on tiptoe to look at him, holding his +breath, then returned to his dressing-room. But a faint call from Kitty +pursued him. He opened the door, and saw her sitting up in bed. + +"How is he?" + +She was hardly awake, but her expression struck him as very wild and +piteous. He went to her and took her in his arms. + +"Sleeping quietly, darling--so must you!" + +She sank back on her pillows, his arm still round her. + +"I was there an hour ago," she murmured. "I shall soon wake up--" + +But for the moment she was asleep again, her fair head lying against his +shoulder. He sat down beside her, supporting her. Suddenly, as he looked +down upon her with mingled passion, tenderness, and pain, a sharp +perception assailed him. How thin she was--a mere feather's weight! The +face was smaller than ever--the hands skin and bone! Margaret French had +once or twice bade him notice this, had spoken with anxiety. He bent +over his wife and observed her attentively. It was merely the effect of +a hot summer, surely, and of a constant nervous fatigue? He would take +her abroad for a fortnight in September, if his official work would let +him, and perhaps leave her in north Italy, or Switzerland, with Margaret +French. + + * * * * * + +The great day was half-way through, and the throng in Haggart Park and +grounds was at its height. A flower-show in the morning; then a tenants' +dinner with a speech from Ashe; and now, in a marquee erected for the +occasion, Lord Parham was addressing his supporters in the county. +Around him on the platform sat the Whig gentry, the Radical +manufacturers, the town wire-pullers and local agents on whom a great +party depended; in front of him stretched a crowded meeting drawn in +almost equal parts from the coal-mining districts to the north of +Haggart and from the agricultural districts to the south.... + +The August air was stifling; perspiration shone on the broad brows and +cheeks of the farmers sitting in the front half of the audience; Lord +Parham's gray face was almost white; his harsh voice labored against the +acoustic difficulties of the tent; effort and heat, discomfort and ennui +breathed from the packed benches, and from the short-necked, +large-headed figure of the Premier. + +Ashe sat to the speaker's right, outwardly attentive, inwardly ashamed +of his party and his chief. He himself belonged to a new generation, for +whom formulæ that had satisfied their fathers were empty and dead. But +with these formulas Lord Parham was stuffed. A man of average intriguing +ability, he had been raised, at a moment of transition, to the place he +held, by a consummate command of all the meaner arts of compromise and +management, no less than by an invaluable power of playing to the +gallery. He led a party who despised him--and he complacently imagined +that he was the party. His speech on this occasion bristled with +himself, and had, in truth, no other substance; the I's swarmed out upon +the audience like wasps. + +Ashe groaned in spirit, "We have the ideas," he thought, "but they are +damned little good to us--it is the Tories who have the men! Ye gods! +must we all talk like this at last?"... + +Suddenly, on the other side of the platform, behind Lord Parham, he +noticed that Kitty and Eddie Helston were exchanging signs. Kitty drew +out a tablet, wrote upon it, and, leaning over some white-frocked +children of the Lord Lieutenant who sat behind her, handed the torn leaf +to Helston. But from some clumsiness he let it drop; at the moment a +door opened at the back of the platform, and the leaf, caught by the +draught, was blown back across the bench where Kitty and the house-party +were sitting, and fluttered down to a resting-place on the piece of red +baize wheron Lord Parham was standing--close beside his left foot. + +Ashe saw Kitty's start of dismay, her scarlet flush, her involuntary +movement. But Lord Parham had started on his peroration. The rustics +gaped, the gentry sat expressionless, the reporters toiled after the +great man. Kitty all the time kept her eyes fixed on the little white +paper; Ashe no less. Between him and Lord Parham there was first the +Lord Lieutenant, a portly man, very blind and extremely deaf--then a +table with a Liberal peer behind it for chairman. + +Lord Parham had resumed his seat. The tent was shaken with cheers, and +the smiling chairman had risen. + +"Can you ask Lord Parham to hand me on that paper on the floor," said +Ashe, in the ear of the Lord Lieutenant, "it seems to have dropped from +my portfolio." + +The Lord Lieutenant, bending backward behind the chairman as the next +speaker rose, tried to attract Lord Parham's attention. Eddie Helston +was, at the same time, endeavoring to make his way forward through the +crowded seats behind the Prime Minister. + +Meanwhile Lord Parham had perceived the paper, raised it, and adjusted +his spectacles. He thought it was a communication from the audience--a +question, perhaps, that he was expected to answer. + +"Lord Parham!" cried the Lord Lieutenant again, "would you--" + +"Silence, please! Speak up!"--from the audience, who had so far failed +to catch a word of what the new speaker was saying. + +"What _is_ the matter? You really can't get through here!" said a +gray-haired dowager crossly to Eddie Helston. + +Lord Parham looked at the paper in mystification. It contained these +words: + +"Hope you've been counting the 'I's.' I make it fifty-seven.--K." + +And in the corner of the paper a thumb-nail sketch of himself, +perorating, with a garland of capital I's round his neck. + +The Premier's face became brick-red, then gray again. He folded up the +paper and put it in his waistcoat-pocket. + +The meeting had broken up. For the common herd, it was to be followed by +sports in the park and refreshments in big tents. For the gentry, Lady +Kitty had a garden-party to which Royalty was coming. And as her guests +streamed out of the marquee, Lord Parham approached his hostess. + +"I think this belongs to you, Lady Kitty." And taking from his pocket a +folded slip of paper he offered it to her. + +Kitty looked at him. Her color was high, her eyes sparkled. + +"Nothing to do with me!" she said, gayly, as she glanced at it. "But +I'll look for the owner." + +"Sorry to give you the trouble," said Lord Parham, with a ceremonious +inclination. Then, turning to Ashe, he remarked that he was extremely +tired--worn out, in fact--and would ask his host's leave to desert the +garden-party while he attended to some most important letters. Ashe +offered to escort him to the house. "On the contrary, look after your +guests," said the Premier, dryly, and, beckoning to the Liberal peer who +had been his chairman, he engaged him in conversation, and the two +presently vanished through a window open to the terrace. + +Kitty had been joined meanwhile by Eddie Helston, and the two stood +talking together, a flushed, excited pair. Ashe overtook them. + +"May I speak to you a moment, Kitty?" + +Eddie Helston glanced at the fine form and stiffened bearing of his +host, understood that his presence counted for something in the +annoyance of Ashe's expression, and departed abashed. + +"I should like to see that paper, Kitty, if you don't mind." + +His frown and straightened lip brought fresh wildness into Kitty's +expression. + +"It is my property." She kept one hand behind her. + +"I heard you just disavow that." + +Kitty laughed angrily. + +"Yes--that's the worst of Lord Parham--one has to tell so many lies for +his _beaux yeux_!" + +"You must give it me, please," said Ashe, quietly. "I ought to know +where I am with Lord Parham. He is clearly bitterly offended--by +something, and I shall have to apologize." + +Kitty breathed fast. + +"Well, don't let's quarrel before the county!" she said, as she turned +aside into a shrubbery walk edged by clipped yews and hidden from the +big lawn. There she paused and confronted him. "How did you know I wrote +it?" + +"I saw you write it and throw it." + +He stretched out his hand. Kitty hesitated, then slowly unclosed her +own, and held out the small, white palm on which lay the crumpled slip. + +Ashe read it and tore it up. + +"That game, Kitty, was hardly worth the candle!" + +"It was a perfectly harmless remark--and only meant for Eddie! Any one +else than Lord Parham would have laughed. _Then_ I might have begged his +pardon." + +"It is what you ought to do now," said Ashe. "A little note from you, +Kitty--you could write it to perfection--" + +"Certainly not," said Kitty, hastily, locking her hands behind her. + +"You prefer to have failed in hospitality and manners," he said, +bitterly. "Well, I'm afraid if you don't feel any disgrace in it I do. +Lord Parham in our _guest_!" + +And Ashe turned on his heel and would have left her, when Kitty caught +him by the arm. + +"William!" + +She had grown very pale. + +"Yes." + +"You've never spoken to me like that before, William--never! But--as I +told you long ago, you can stop it all if you like--in a moment." + +"I don't know what you mean, Kitty--but we mustn't stay arguing here any +longer--" + +"No!--but--don't you remember? I told you, you can always send me away. +Then I shouldn't be putting spokes in your wheel." + +"I don't deny," said Ashe, slowly, "it might be wisest if, next spring, +you stayed here, for part at least of the session--or abroad. It is +certainly difficult carrying on politics under these conditions. I +could, of course, come backward and forward--" + +Kitty's brown eyes that were fixed upon his face wavered a little, and +she grew even whiter. + +"Very well. That would be a kind of separation, wouldn't it?" + +"There would be no need to call it by any such name. Oh! Kitty!" cried +Ashe, "why can't you behave like a reasonable woman?" + +"Separation," she repeated, steadily. "I know that's what your mother +wants." + +A wave of sound reached them amid the green shadow of the yews. The +cheers that heralded Royalty had begun. + +"Come!" said Kitty. + +And she flew across the grass, reaching her place by the central tent +just as the Royalties drove up. + +The Prime Minister sulked in-doors; and Kitty, with the most engaging +smiles, made his apologies. The heat--the fatigue of the speech--a +crushing headache, and a doctor's order!--he begged their Royal +Highnesses to excuse him. The Royal Highnesses were at first astonished, +inclined, perhaps, to take offence. But the party was so agreeable, and +Lady Kitty so charming a hostess, that the Premier's absence was soon +forgotten, and as the day cooled to a delicious evening, and the most +costly bands from town discoursed a melting music, as garlanded boats +appeared upon the river inviting passengers, and, with the dusk, +fireworks began to ascend from a little hill; as the trees shone green +and silver and rose-color in the Bengal lights, and amid the sweeping +clouds of smoke the wide stretches of the park, the close-packed groups +of human beings, appeared and vanished like the country and creatures of +a dream--the success of Lady Kitty's fête, the fame of her gayety and +her beauty, filled the air. She flashed hither and thither, in a dress +embroidered with wild roses and a hat festooned with them--attended +always by Eddie Helston, by various curates who cherished a hopeless +attachment to her, and by a fat German grand-duke, who had come in the +wake of the Royalties. + +Her cleverness, her resource, her organizing power were lauded to the +skies, Royalty was gracious, and the grand-duke resentfully asked an +aide-de-camp on the way home why he had not been informed that such a +pretty person awaited him. + +"I should den haf looked beforehand--as vel as tinking behind," said the +grand-duke, as he wrapped himself sentimentally in his military cloak, +to meditate on Lady Kitty's brown eyes. + +Meanwhile Lord Parham remained closeted in his sitting-room with his +secretary. Ashe tried to gain admittance, but in vain. Lord Parham +pleaded great fatigue and his letters; and asked for a _Bradshaw_. + +"His lordship has inquired if there is a train to-night," said the +little secretary, evidently much flustered. + +Ashe protested. And, indeed, as it turned out, there was no train worth +the taking. Then Lord Parham sent a message that he hoped to appear at +dinner. + +Kitty locked her door while she was dressing, and Ashe, whose mind was a +confusion of many feelings--anger, compunction, and that fascination +which in her brilliant moods she exercised over him no less than over +others--could get no speech with her. + +They met on the threshold of the child's room, she coming out, he going +in. But she wrenched herself from him and would say nothing. The report +of the little boy was good; he smiled at his father, and Ashe felt a +cooling balm in the touch of his soft hands and lips. He descended--in a +more philosophical mind; inclined, at any rate, to "damn" Lord Parham. +What a fool the man must be! Why couldn't he have taken it with a laugh, +and so turned the tables on Kitty? + +Was there any good to be got out of apologizing? Ashe supposed he must +attempt it some time that night. A precious awkward business! But +relations had got to be restored somehow. + +Lady Tranmore overtook him on the way down-stairs. In the press of the +afternoon they had hardly seen each other. + +"What is really wrong with Lord Parham, William?" she asked him, +anxiously. Ashe hesitated, then whispered a word or two in her ear, +begging her to keep the great man in play for the evening. He was to +take her in, while Kitty would fall to the Bishop of the diocese. + +"She gets on perfectly with the clergy," said Lady Tranmore, with an +involuntary sigh. Then, as the sense of humor was strong in both, they +laughed. But it was a chilly and perfunctory laughter. + +They had no sooner passed into the main hall than Kitty came running +down-stairs, with a large packet in her hand. + +"Mr. Darrell!" + +"At your service!" said Darrell, emerging from the shadows of one of the +broad corridors of the ground-floor. + +"Take it, please!" said Kitty, panting a little, as she gave the packet +into his hands. "If I look at it any more, I _might_ burn it!" + +"Suppose you do!" + +"No, no!" said Kitty, pushing the bundle away, as he laughingly tendered +it. "I must see what happens!" + +"Is the gap filled?" + +She laid her finger on her lips. Her eyes danced. Then she hurried on to +the drawing-room. + +Whether it were the soothing presence of the clergy or no, certainly +Kitty was no less triumphant at dinner than she had been in the +afternoon. The chorus of fun and pleasure that surrounded her, while he +himself sat, tired and bored, between Lady Edith Manley and Lady +Tranmore, did but make her offence the greater in the eyes of Lord +Parham. He had so far buried it in a complete and magnificent silence. +The meeting between him and his hostess before dinner had been marked by +a strict conformity to all the rules. Kitty had inquired after his +headache; Lord Parham expressed his regrets that he had missed so +brilliant a party; and Kitty, flirting her fan, invented messages from +the Royalties which, as most of those present knew, the Royalties had +been far too well amused to think of. Then after this _pas seul_, in the +presence of the crowded drawing-room, had been duly executed, Kitty +retired to her Bishop, and Lord Parham led forth Lady Tranmore. + + * * * * * + +"What a lovely moon!" said Lady Edith Manley to the Dean. "It makes even +this house look romantic." + +They were walking outside the drawing-room windows, on a terrace which +was, indeed, the only feature of the Haggart façade which possessed some +architectural interest. A low balustrade of terra-cotta, copied from a +famous Italian villa, ran round it, broken by large terra-cotta pots now +filled with orange-trees. Here and there between the orange-trees were +statues transported from Naples in the late eighteenth century by a +former Lord Tranmore. There was a Ceres and a Diana, a Vestal Virgin, an +Athlete, and an Antinous, now brought into strange companionship under +the windows of this ugly English house. Chipped and blackened as they +were, and, to begin with, of a mere decorative importance, they still +breathed into the English evening a note of Italy or Greece, of things +lovely and immortal. The lamps in the sitting-rooms streamed out through +the widely opened windows upon the terrace, checkering the marble +figures, which now emerged sharply in the light, and now withdrew in the +gloom; while at one point they shone plainly upon an empty pedestal +before which the Dean and his companion paused. + +The Dean looked at the inscription. "What a pity! This once held a +statue of Hebe holding a torch. It was struck by lightning fifty years +ago." + +"Lady Kitty might stand for her to-night," said Edith Manley. + +For Kitty, the capricious, had appeared at dinner in a _quasi_-Greek +dress, white, soft, and flowing, without an ornament. The Dean +acquiesced, but rather sadly. + +"I wish she had the bloom of Hebe! My dear Lady Edith, our hostess looks +_ill_!" + +"Does she? I can't tell--I admire her so!" said the woman beside him, +upon whose charming eyes some fairy had breathed kindness and optimism +from her cradle. + +"_Ouf!_" cried Kitty, as she sprang across the sill of the window behind +them. "They're _all_ gone! The Bishop wishes me to become a +vice-president of the Women's Diocesan Association. And I've promised +three curates to open bazaars. _Ah, mon Dieu!_" She raised her white +arms with a wild gesture, and then beckoned to Eddie Helston, who was +close beside her. + +"Shall we try our dance?" + +The young men of the house, a group of young guardsmen and diplomats, +gathered round, laughing and clapping. Kitty's dancing had become famous +during the winter as one of her many extravagances. She no longer +recited; literature bored her; motion was the only poetry. So she had +been carefully instructed by a _danseuse_ from the Opera, and in many +points, so the enthusiasts declared, had bettered her instructions. She +was now in love with a tempestuous Spanish dance, taught her by a gypsy +_señorita_ who had been one of the sensations of the London season. It +required a partner, and she had been practising it with young Helston, +for several mornings past, in the empty ballroom. Helston had spread its +praises abroad; and all Haggart desired to see it. + +"There!" said Kitty, pointing her partner to a particular spot on the +terrace. "I think that will do. Where are the castanets, I wonder?" + +"Kitty!" said a voice behind her. Ashe emerged from the drawing-room. + +"Kitty, please! It is nearly midnight. Everybody is tired--and you +yourself must be worn out! Say good-night, and let us all go to bed." + +She turned. Willam's voice was low, but peremptory. She shook back her +hair from her temples and neck, with the gesture he had learned to +dread. + +"Nobody's tired--and nobody wants to go to bed. Please stand out of the +way, William. I want plenty of room for my steps." + +And she began pirouetting, as though to try the capacities of the space, +humming to herself. + +"Helston--this must be, please, for another night," said Ashe, +resolutely, in the young man's ear. "Lady Kitty is much too tired." +Then to Lady Edith, and the Dean--"Lady Edith, it would be very kind of +you to persuade my wife to go to bed. She never knows when she is done!" + +Lady Edith warmly acquiesced, and, hurrying up to Kitty, she tried to +persuade her in soft, caressing phrases. + +"I stand on my rights!" said the Dean, following her. "If my hostess is +used up to-night, there'll be no hostess for me to-morrow." + +Kitty looked at them all, silent--her head bending forward, a curious +_méchant_ look in the eyes that shone beneath the slightly frowning +brows. Meanwhile, by her previous order, a footman had brought out two +silver lamps and placed them on a small table a little way behind her. +Whether it was from some instinctive sense of the beauty of the small +figure in the slender, floating dress under the deep blue of the night +sky and amid the romantic shadows and lights of the terrace--or from +some divination of things significant and hidden--it would be hard to +say; but the group of spectators had fallen back a little from Kitty, so +that she stood alone, a picture lit from the left by the lamps just +brought in. + +The Dean looked at her--troubled by her wild aspect and the evident +conflict between her and Ashe. Then an idea flashed into his mind, +filled always, like that of an innocent child, with the images of poetry +and romance. + +"One moment!" he said, raising his hand. "Lady Kitty, you spoil us! +After amusing us all day, now you would dance for us all night. But your +guests won't let you! We love you too well, and we want a bit of you +left for to-morrow. Never mind! You offered us a dance--you bring us a +vision--and a poem!--Friends!" + +He turned to those crowding round him, his white hair glistening in the +lamplight, his delicate face, so old and yet so eager, the smile on his +kind lips, and all the details of his Dean's dress--apron and +knee-breeches, slender legs and silver buckles--thrown out in sharp +relief upon the dark.... + +"Friends! you see this pedestal. Once Hebe, the cup-bearer of the gods, +stood there. Then--ungrateful Zeus smote her, and she fell! But the +Hours and the Graces bore her safe away, into a golden land, and now +they bring her back again. Behold her!--Hebe reborn!" + +He bowed, his courtly hand upon his breast, and a wave of laughter and +applause ran through the young group round him as their eyes turned from +the speaker to the exquisite figure of Kitty. Lady Edith smiled kindly, +clapping her soft hands. Mrs. Winston, the Dean's wife, had eyes only +for the Dean. In the background Lady Tranmore watched every phase of +Kitty's looks, and Lord Grosville walked back into the dining-room, +growling unutterable things to Darrell as he passed. + +Kitty raised her head to reply. But the Dean checked her. Advancing a +step or two, he saluted her again--profoundly. + +"Dear Lady Kitty!--dear bringer of light and ambrosia!--rest, and +good-night! Your guests thank you by me, with all their hearts. You have +been the life of their day, the spirit of their mirth. Good-night to +Hebe!--and three cheers for Lady Kitty!" + +Eddie Helston led them, and they rang against the old house. Kitty with +a fluttering smile kissed her hand for thanks, and the Dean saw her look +round--dart a swift glance at Ashe. He stood against the window-frame, +in shadow, motionless, his arms folded. + +Then suddenly Kitty sprang forward. + +"Give me that lamp!" she said to the young footman behind her. + +And in a second she had leaped upon the low wall of the terrace and on +the vacant pedestal. The lad to whom she had spoken lost his head and +obeyed her. He raised the lamp. She stooped and took it. Ashe, who was +now standing in the open window with his back to the terrace, turned +round, saw, and rushed forward. + +"Kitty!--put it down!" + +"Lady Kitty!" cried the Dean, in dismay, while all behind him held their +breath. + +"Stand back!" said Kitty, "or I shall drop it!" She held up the lamp, +straight and steady. Ashe paused--in an agony of doubt what to do, his +whole soul concentrated on the slender arm and on the brightly burning +lamp. + +"If you make me speeches," said Kitty, "I must reply, mustn't I? (Keep +back, William!--I'm all right.) Hebe thanks you, please--_mille fois_! +She herself hasn't been happy--and she's afraid she hasn't been good! +_N'importe!_ It's all done--and finished. The play's over!--and the +lights go out!" + +She waved the lamp above her head. + +"Kitty! for God's sake!" cried Ashe, rushing to her. + +"She is mad!" said Lord Parham, standing at the back. "I always knew +it!" + +The other spectators passed through a second of anguish. The bright +figure on the pedestal wavered; one moment, and it seemed as though the +lamp must descend crashing upon the head and neck and the white dress +beneath it; the next, it had fallen from Kitty's hand--fallen away from +her--wide and safe--into the depths of the garden below. A flash of wild +light rose from the burning oil and from the dry shrubs amid which it +fell. Kitty, meanwhile, swayed--and dropped--heavily--unconscious--into +William Ashe's arms. + + * * * * * + +Kitty barely recovered life and sense during the night that followed. +And while she was still unconscious her boy passed away. The poor babe, +all ignorant of the straits in which his mother lay, was seized with +convulsions in the dawn, and gave up his frail life gathered to his +father's breast. + +Some ten weeks later, towards the end of October, society knew that the +Home Secretary and Lady Kitty had started for Italy--bound first of all +for Venice. It was said that Lady Kitty was a wreck, and that it was +doubtful whether she would ever recover the sudden and tragic death of +her only child. + + + + +PART IV + +STORM + + "Myself, arch-traitor to myself; + My hollowest friend, my deadliest foe, + My clog whatever road I go." + + + + +XVII + + +"'Among the numerous daubs with which Tintoret, to his everlasting +shame, has covered this church--'" + +"Good Heavens!--what does the man mean?--or is he talking of another +church?" said Ashe, raising his head and looking in bewilderment, first +at the magnificent Tintoret in front of him, and then at the lines he +had just been reading. + +"William!" cried Kitty, "_do_ put that fool down and come here; one sees +it splendidly!" + +She was standing in one of the choir-stalls of San Giorgio Maggiore, +somewhat raised above the point where Ashe had been studying his German +hand-book. + +"My dear, if this man doesn't know, who does!" cried Ashe, flourishing +his volume in front of him as he obeyed her. + +"'Dans le royaume des aveugles,'" said Kitty, contemptuously. "As if any +German could even begin to understand Tintoret! But--don't talk!" + +And clasping both hands round Ashe's arm, she stood leaning heavily upon +him, her whole soul gazing from the eyes she turned upon the picture, +her lips quivering, as though, from some physical weakness, she could +only just hold back the tears with which, indeed, the face was charged. + +She and Ashe were looking at that "Last Supper" of Tintoret's which +hangs in the choir of San Giorgio Maggiore at Venice. + +It is a picture dear to all lovers of Tintoret, breathing in every line +and group the passionate and mystical fancy of the master. + +The scene passes, it will be remembered, in what seems to be the +spacious guest-chamber of an inn. The Lord and His disciples are +gathered round the last sacred meal of the Old Covenant, the first of +the New. On the left, a long table stretches from the spectator into the +depths of the picture; the disciples are ranged along one side of it; +and on the other sits Judas, solitary and accursed. The young Christ has +risen; He holds the bread in His lifted hands and is about to give it to +the beloved disciple, while Peter beyond, rising from his seat in his +eagerness, presses forward to claim his own part in the Lord's body. + +The action of the Christ has in it a very ecstasy of giving; the bending +form, indeed, is love itself, yearning and triumphant. This is further +expressed in the light which streams from the head of the Lord, playing +upon the long line of faces, illuminating the vehement gesture of Peter, +the adoring and radiant silence of St. John--and striking even to the +farthest corners of the room, upon a woman, a child, a playing dog. +Meanwhile, from the hanging lamps above the supper-party there glows +another and more earthly light, mingled with fumes of smoke which darken +the upper air. But such is the power of the divine figure that from this +very darkness breaks adoration. The smoke-wreaths change under the +gazer's eye into hovering angels, who float round the head of the +Saviour, and look down with awe upon the first Eucharist; while the +lamp-light, interpenetrated by the glory which issues from the Lord, +searches every face and fold and surface, displays the figures of the +serving men and women in the background, shines on the household stuff, +the vases and plates, the black and white of the marble floor, the beams +of the old Venetian ceiling. Everywhere the double ray, the two-fold +magic! Steeped in these "majesties of light," the immortal scene lives +upon the quiet wall. Year after year the slender, thought-worn Christ +raises His hands of blessing; the disciples strain towards Him; the +angels issue from the darkness; the friendly domestic life, happy, +natural, unconscious, frames the divine mystery. And among those who +come to look there are, from time to time, men and women who draw from +it that restlessness of vague emotion which Kitty felt as she hung now, +gazing, on Ashe's arm. + +For there is in it an appeal which torments them--like the winding of a +mystic horn, on purple heights, by some approaching and unseen +messenger. Ineffable beauty, offering itself--and in the human soul, the +eternal human discord: what else makes the poignancy of art--the passion +of poetry? + + * * * * * + +"That's enough!" said Kitty, at last, turning abruptly away. + +"You like it?" said Ashe, softly, detaining her, while he pressed the +little hand upon his arm. His heart was filled with a great pity for his +wife in these days. + +"Oh, I don't know!" was Kitty's impatient reply. + +"It haunts me. There's still another to see--in a chapel. The +sacristan's making signs to us." + +"Is there?" Ashe stifled a yawn. He asked Margaret French, who had come +up with them, whether Kitty had not had quite enough sight-seeing. He +himself must go to the Piazza, and get the news before dinner. As an +English cabinet minister, he had been admitted to the best club of the +Venice residents. Telegrams were to be seen there; and there was anxious +news from the Balkans. + +Kitty merely insisted that she could not and would not go without her +remaining Tintoret, and the others yielded to her at once, with that +indulgent tenderness one shows to the wilfulness of a sick child. She +and Margaret followed the sacristan. Ashe lingered behind in a passage +of the church, surreptitiously reading an Italian newspaper. He had the +ordinary cultivated pleasure in pictures; but this ardor which Kitty was +throwing into her pursuit of Tintoret--the Wagner of painting--left him +cold. He did not attempt to keep up with her. + +Two ladies were already in the cloister chapel, with a gentleman. As +Kitty and her friend entered, these persons had just finished their +inspection of the damaged but most beautiful "Pietà" which hangs over +the altar, and their faces were towards the entrance. + +"Maman!" cried Kitty, in amazement. + +The lady addressed started, put up a gold-rimmed eye-glass, exclaimed, +and hurried forward. + +Kitty and she embraced, amid a torrent of laughter and interjections +from the elder lady, and then Kitty, whose pale cheeks had put on +scarlet, turned to Margaret French. + +"Margaret!--my mother, Madame d'Estrées." + +Miss French, who found herself greeted with effusion by the strange +lady, saw before her a woman of fifty, marvellously preserved. Madame +d'Estrées had grown stout; so much time had claimed; but the elegant +gray dress with its floating chiffon and lace skilfully concealed the +fact; and for the rest, complexion, eyes, lips were still defiant of the +years. If it were art that had achieved it, nature still took the +credit; it was so finely done, the spectator could only lend himself and +admire. Under the pretty hat of gray tulle, whereof the strings were +tied bonnet-fashion under the plump chin, there looked out, indeed, a +face gay, happy, unconcerned, proof one might have thought of an +innocent past and a good conscience. + +Kitty, who had drawn back a little, eyed her mother oddly. + +"I thought you were in Paris. Your letter said you wouldn't be able to +move for weeks--" + +"_Ma chère!_--_un miracle!_" cried Madame d'Estrées, blushing, however, +under her thin white veil. "When I wrote to you, I was at death's +door--wasn't I?" She appealed to her companion, without waiting for an +answer. "Then some one told me of a new doctor, and in ten days, _me +voici_! They insisted on my going away--this dear woman--Donna Laura +Vercelli--my daughter, Lady Kitty Ashe!--knew of an apartment here +belonging to some relations of hers. And here we are--charmingly +_installées_!--and really _nothing_ to pay!"--Madame d'Estrées +whispered, smiling, in Kitty's ear--"nothing, compared to the hotels. +I'm economizing splendidly. Laura looks after every sou. Ah! my dear +William!" + +For Ashe, puzzled by the voices within, had entered the chapel, and +stood in his turn, open-mouthed. + +"Why, we thought you were an invalid." + +For, some three weeks before, a letter had reached him at Haggart, so +full of melancholy details as to Madame d'Estrées' health and +circumstances that even Kitty had been moved. Money had been sent; +inquiries had been made by telegraph; and but for a hasty message of a +more cheerful character, received just before they started, the Ashes, +instead of journeying by Brussels and Cologne, would have gone by Paris +that Kitty might see her mother. They had intended to stop there on +their way back. Ashe was not minded that Kitty should see more of Madame +d'Estrées than necessity demanded; but on this occasion he would have +felt it positively brutal to make difficulties. + +And now here was this moribund lady, this forsaken of gods and men, +disporting herself at Venice, evidently in the pink of health and +attired in the freshest of Paris toilettes! As he coldly shook hands, +Ashe registered an inner vow that Madame d'Estrées' letters henceforward +should receive the attention they deserved. + +And beside her was her somewhat mysterious friend of London days, the +Colonel Warington who had been so familiar a figure in the gatherings of +St. James's Place--grown much older, almost white-haired, and as +gentlemanly as ever. Who was the lady? Ashe was introduced, was aware of +a somewhat dark and Jewish cast of face, noticed some fine jewels, and +could only suppose that his mother-in-law had picked up some one to +finance her, and provide her with creature comforts in return for the +social talents that Madame d'Estrées still possessed in some abundance. +He had more than once noticed her skill in similar devices; but, indeed, +they were indispensable, for while he allowed Madame d'Estrées one +thousand a year, she was, it seemed, firmly determined to spend a +minimum of three. + +He and Warington looked at each other with curiosity. The bronzed face +and honest eyes of the soldier betrayed nothing. "Are you going to marry +her at last?" thought Ashe. "Poor devil!" + +Meanwhile Madame d'Estrées chattered away as though nothing could be +more natural than their meeting, or more perfect than the relations +between herself and her daughter and son-in-law. + +As they all strolled down the church she looked keenly at Kitty. + +"My dear child, how ill you look!--and your mourning! Ah, yes, of +course!"--she bit her lip--"I remember--the poor, poor boy--" + +"Thank you!" said Kitty, hastily. "I got your letter--thank you very +much. Where are you staying? We've got rooms on the Grand Canal." + +"Oh, but, Kitty!" cried Madame d'Estrées--"I was so sorry for you!" + +"Were you?" said Kitty, under her breath. "Then, please, never speak of +him to me again!" + +Startled and offended, Madame d'Estrées looked at her daughter. But what +she saw disarmed her. For once even she felt something like the pang of +a mother. "You're _dreadfully_ thin, Kitty!" + +Kitty frowned with annoyance. + +"It's not my fault," she said, pettishly. "I live on cream, and it's no +good. Of course, I know I'm an object and a scarecrow; but I'd rather +people didn't tell me." + +"What nonsense, _chére enfant!_ You're much prettier than you ever +were." + +A wild and fugitive radiance swept across the face beside her. + +"Am I?" said Kitty, smiling. "That's all right! If I had died it +wouldn't matter, of course. But--" + +"Died! What do you mean, Kitty?" said Madame d'Estrées, in bewilderment. +"When William wrote to me I thought he meant you had overtired +yourself." + +"Oh, well, the doctors said it was touch and go," said Kitty, +indifferently. "But, of course, it wasn't. I'm much too tough. And then +they fussed about one's heart. And that's all nonsense, too. I couldn't +die if I tried." + +But Madame d'Estrées pondered--the bright, intermittent color, the +emaciation, the hollowness of the eyes. The effect, so far, was to add +to Kitty's natural distinction, to give, rather, a touch of pathos to a +face which even in its wildest mirth had in it something alien and +remote. But she, too, reflected that a little more, a very little more, +and--in a night--the face would have dropped its beauty, as a rose its +petals. + +The group stood talking awhile on the steps outside the church. Kitty +and her mother exchanged addresses, Donna Laura opened her mouth once or +twice, and produced a few contorted smiles for Kitty's benefit, while +Colonel Warington tipped the sacristan, found the gondolier, and studied +the guide-book. + +As Madame d'Estrées stepped into her gondola, assisted by him, she +tapped him on the arm. + +"Are you coming, Markham?" + +The low voice was pitched in a very intimate note. Kitty turned with a +start. + + * * * * * + +"A casa!" said Madame d'Estrées, and she and her friend made for one of +the canals that pierce the Zattere, while Colonel Warington went off for +a walk along the Giudecca. + +Kitty and Ashe bade their gondoliers take them to the Piazzetta, and +presently they were gliding across waters of flame and silver, where the +white front and red campanile of San Giorgio--now blazing under the +sunset--mirrored themselves in the lagoon. The autumn evening was fresh +and gay. A light breeze was on the water; lights that only Venice knows +shone on the tawny sails of fishing-boats making for the Lido, on the +white sides of an English yacht, on the burnished prows of the gondolas, +on the warm reddish-white of the Ducal Palace. The air blowing from the +Adriatic breathed into their faces the strength of the sea; and in the +far distance, above that line of buildings where lies the heart of +Venice, the high ghosts of the Friulian Alps glimmered amid the sweeping +regiments and purple shadows of the land-hurrying clouds. + +"This does you good, darling!" said Ashe, stooping down to look into his +wife's face, as she nestled beside him on the soft cushions of the +gondola. + +Kitty gave him a slight smile, then said, with a furrowed brow: + +"Who could ever have thought we should find maman here!" + +"Don't have her on your mind!" said Ashe, with some sharpness. "I can't +have anything worrying you." + +She slipped her hand into his. + +"Is that man going to marry her--at last? She called him 'Markham.' +That's new." + +"Looks rather like it," said Ashe. "Then _he'll_ have to look after the +debts!" + +They began to piece together what they knew of Colonel Warington and his +relation to Madame d'Estrées. It was not much. But Ashe believed that +originally Warington had not been in love with her at all. There had +been a love-affair between her and Warington's younger brother, a smart +artillery officer, when she was the widowed Lady Blackwater. She had +behaved with more heart and scruple than she had generally been known to +do in these matters, and the young officer adored her--hoped, indeed, to +marry her. But he was called on--in Paris--to fight a duel on her +account, and was killed. Before fighting, he had commended Lady +Blackwater to the care of his much older brother, also a soldier, +between whom and himself there existed a rare and passionate devotion; +and ever since the poor lad's death, Markham Warington had been the +friend and quasi-guardian of the lady--through her second marriage, +through the checkered years of her existence in London, and now through +the later years of her residence on the Continent, a residence forced +upon her by her agreement with the Tranmores. Again and again he had +saved her from bankruptcy, or from some worse scandal which would have +wrecked the last remnants of her fame. + +But, all the time, he was himself bound by strong ties of gratitude and +affection to an elder sister who had brought him up, with whom he lived +in Scotland during half the year. And this stout Puritan lady detested +the very name of Madame d'Estrées. + +"But she's dead," said Ashe. "I remember noticing her death in the +_Times_ some three months ago. That, of course, explains it. Now he's +free to marry." + +"And so maman will settle down, and be happy ever afterwards!" said +Kitty, with a sarcastic lifting of the brow. "Why should anybody be +good?" + +The bitterness of her look struck Ashe disagreeably. That any child +should speak so of a mother was a tragic and sinister thing. But he was +well aware of the causes. + +"Were you very unhappy when you were a child, Kitty?" He pressed the +hand he held. + +"No," said Kitty, shortly. "I'm too like maman. I suppose, really, at +bottom, I liked all the debts, and the excitement, and the shady +people!" + +"That wasn't the impression you gave me, in the first days of our +acquaintance!" said Ashe, laughing. + +"Oh, then I was grown up--and there were drawbacks. But I'm made of the +same stuff as maman," she said, obstinately--"except that I can't tell +so many fibs. That's really why we didn't get on." + +Her brown eyes held him with that strange, unspoken defiance it seemed +so often beyond her power to hide. It was like the fluttering of some +caged thing hungering for it knows not what. Then, as they scanned the +patient good-temper of his face, they melted; and her little fingers +squeezed his; while Margaret French kept her eyes fixed on the two +columns of the Piazzetta. + +"How strange to find her here!" said Kitty, under her breath. "Now, if +it had been Alice--my sister Alice!" + +William nodded. It had been known to them for some time that Lady Alice +Wensleydale, to whom Italy had become a second country, had settled in a +villa near Treviso, where she occupied herself with a lace school for +women and girls. + +The mention of her sister threw Kitty into what seemed to be a +disagreeable reverie. The flush brought by the sea-wind faded. Ashe +looked at her with anxiety. + +"You have done too much, Kitty--as usual!" + +His voice was almost angry. + +She shrugged her shoulders. + +"What does it matter? You know very well it would be much better for you +if--" + +"If what?" + +"If I followed Harry." The words were just breathed, and her eyes shrank +from meeting his. Ashe, on the other hand, turned and looked at her +steadily. + +"Are you quite determined I sha'n't get _any_ joy out of my holiday?" + +She shook her head uncertainly. Then, almost immediately, she began to +chatter to Margaret French about the sights of the lagoon, with her +natural trenchancy and fun. But her hand, hidden under the folds of her +black cloak, still clung to William's. + +"It is her illness," he said to himself, "and the loss of the child." + +And at the remembrance of his little son, a wave of sore yearning filled +his own heart. Deep under the occupations and interests of the mind lay +this passionate regret, and at any moment of pause or silence its +"buried life" arose and seized him. But he was a busy politician, +absorbed even in these days of holiday by the questions and problems of +the hour. And Kitty was a delicate woman--with no defence against the +torture of grief. + +He thought of those first days after the child's death, when in spite of +the urgency of the doctors it had been impossible to keep the news from +Kitty; of the ghastly effect of it upon nerves and brain already +imperilled by causes only half intelligible; of those sudden flights +from her nurses, when the days of convalescence began, to the child's +room, and, later, to his grave. There was stinging pain in these +recollections. Nor was he, in truth, much reassured by his wife's more +recent state. It was impossible, indeed, that he should give it the same +constant thought as a woman might--or a man of another and more +emotional type. At this moment, perhaps, he had literally no _time_ for +the subtleties of introspective feeling, even had his temperament +inclined him to them, which was, in truth, not the case. He knew that +Kitty had suddenly and resolutely ceased to talk about the boy, had +thrown herself with the old energy into new pursuits, and, since she +came to Venice in particular, had shown a feverish desire to fill every +hour with movement and sight-seeing. + +But was she, in truth, much better--in body or soul?--poor child! The +doctors had explained her illness as nervous collapse, pointing back to +a long preceding period of overstrain and excitement. There had been +suspicions of tubercular mischief, but no precise test was then at +command; and as Kitty had improved with rest and feeding the idea had +been abandoned. But Ashe was still haunted by it, though quite +ready--being a natural optimist--to escape from it, and all other +incurable anxieties, as soon as Kitty herself should give the signal. + +As to the moral difficulties and worries of those months at Haggart, +Ashe remembered them as little as might be. Kitty's illness, indeed, had +shown itself in more directions than one, as an amending and appeasing +fact. Even Lord Parham had been moved to compassion and kindness by the +immediate results of that horrible scene on the terrace. His +leave-taking from Ashe on the morning afterwards had been almost +cordial--almost intimate. And as to Lady Tranmore, whenever she had been +able to leave her paralyzed husband she had been with Kitty, nursing her +with affectionate wisdom night and day. While on the other members of +the Haggart party the sheer pity of Kitty's condition had worked with +surprising force. Lord Grosville had actually made his wife offer +Grosville Park for Kitty's convalescence--Kitty got her first laugh out +of the proposal. The Dean had journeyed several times from his distant +cathedral town, to see and sit with Kitty; Eddie Helston's flowers had +been almost a nuisance; Mrs. Alcot had shown herself quite soft and +human. + +The effect, indeed, of this general sympathy on Lord Parham's relations +to the chief member of his cabinet had been but small and passing. Ashe +disliked and distrusted him more than ever; and whatever might have +happened to the Premier's resentment of a particular offence, there +could be no doubt that a visit from which Ashe had hoped much had ended +in complete failure, that Parham was disposed to cross his powerful +henchman where he could, and that intrigue was busy in the cabinet +itself against the reforming party of which Ashe was the head Ashe, +indeed, felt his own official position, outwardly so strong, by no means +secure. But the game of politics was none the less exhilarating for +that. + +As to Kitty's relation to himself--and life's most intimate and tender +things--in these days, did he probe his own consciousness much +concerning them? Probably not. Was he aware that, when all was said and +done, in spite of her misdoings, in spite of his passion of anxiety +during her illness, in spite of the pity and affection of his daily +attitude, Kitty occupied, in truth, much less of his mind than she had +ever yet occupied?--that a certain magic--primal, incommunicable--had +ceased to clothe her image in his thoughts? + +Again--probably not. For these slow changes in a man's inmost +personality are like the ebb and flow of summer tides over estuary +sands. Silent, the main creeps in, or out; and while we dream, the great +basin fills, and the fishing-boats come in--or the gentle, pitiless +waters draw back into the bosom of ocean, and the sea-birds run over the +wide, untenanted flats. + + * * * * * + +They landed at the Piazzetta as the lamps were being lit. The soft +October darkness was falling fast, and on the ledges of St. Mark's and +the Ducal Palace the pigeons had begun to roost. An animated crowd was +walking up and down in the Piazza where a band was playing; and on the +golden horses of St. Mark's there shone a pale and mystical light, the +last reflection from the western sky. Under the colonnades the jewellers +and glass-shops blazed and sparkled, and the warm sea-wind fluttered +the Italian flags on the great flag-staffs that but so recently had +borne the Austrian eagle. + +Ashe walked with his head thrown back, thinking absently, in this centre +of Venice, of English politics, and of a phrase of Metternich's he had +come across in a volume of memoirs he had been lately reading on the +journey: + +"Le jour qui court n'a aucune valeur pour moi, excepté comme la veille +du lendemain. C'est toujours avec le lendemain que mon esprit lutte." + +The phrase pleased him particularly. + +He, too, was wrestling with the morrow, though in another sense than +Metternich's. His mind was alive with projects; an exultant +consciousness both of capacity and opportunity possessed him. + +"Why, you've passed the club, William!" said Kitty. + +Ashe awoke with a start, smiled at her, and with a wave of the hand +disappeared in a stairway to the right. + +Margaret French lingered in a bead-shop to make some purchases. Kitty +walked home alone, and Margaret, whose watchful affection never failed, +knew that she preferred it, and let her go her way. + +The Ashes had rooms on the first bend of the Grand Canal looking south. +To reach them by land from the Piazza, Kitty had to pass through a +series of narrow streets, or _calles_, broken by _campos_, or small +squares, in which stood churches. As she passed one of these churches +she was attracted by the sound of gay music and by the crowd about the +entrance. Pushing aside the leathern curtain over the door, she found +herself in a great rococo nave, which blazed with lights and +decorations. Lines of huge wax candles were fixed in temporary holders +along the floor. The pillars were swathed in rose-colored damask, and +the choir was ablaze with flowers, and even more brilliantly lit, if +possible, than the rest of the church. + +Kitty's Catholic training told her that an exposition of the Blessed +Sacrament was going on. Mechanically she dipped her fingers into the +holy water, she made her genuflection to the altar, and knelt down in +one of the back rows. + +How rich and sparkling it was--the lights, the bright colors, the +dancing music! "_Dolce Sacramento! Santo Sacramento!_" these words of an +Italian hymn or litany recurred again and again, with endless iteration. +Kitty's sensuous, excitable nature was stirred with delight. Then, +suddenly, she remembered her child, and the little face she had seen for +the last time in the coffin. She began to cry softly, hiding her face in +her black veil. An unbearable longing possessed her. "I shall never have +another child," she thought. "_That's_ all over." + +Then her thoughts wandered back to the party at Haggart, to the scene on +the terrace, and to that rush of excitement which had mastered her, she +scarcely knew how or why. She could still hear the Dean's voice--see the +lamp wavering above her head. "What possessed me! I didn't care a straw +whether the lamp set me on fire--whether I lived or died. I wanted to +die." + +Was it because of that short conversation with William in the +afternoon?--because of the calmness with which he had taken that word +"separation," which she had thrown at him merely as a child boasts and +threatens, never expecting for one moment to be taken at its word? She +had proposed it to him before, after the night at Hamel Weir; she had +been serious then, it had been an impulse of remorse, and he had laughed +at her. But at Haggart it had been an impulse of temper, and he had +taken it seriously. How the wound had rankled, all the afternoon, while +she was chattering to the Royalties! And as she jumped on the pedestal, +and saw his face of horror, there was the typical womanish triumph that +she had made him _feel_--would make him feel yet more. + +How good, how tender he had been to her in her illness! And yet--yet? + +"He cares for politics, for his plans--not for me. He will never trust +me again--as he did once. He'll never ask me to help him--he'll find +ways not to--though he'll be very sweet to me all the time." + +And the thought of her nullity with him in the future, her +insignificance in his life, tortured her. + +Why had she treated Lord Parham so? "I can be a lady when I choose," she +said, mockingly, to herself. "I wasn't even a lady." + +Then suddenly there flashed on her memory a little picture of Lord +Parham, standing spectacled and bewildered, peering into her slip of +paper. She bent her head on her hands and laughed, a stifled, hysterical +laugh, which scandalized the woman kneeling beside her. + +But the laugh was soon quenched again in restless pain. William's +affection had been her only refuge in those weeks of moral and physical +misery she had just passed through. + +"But it's only because he's so terribly sorry for me. It's all quite +different. And I can't ever make him love me again in the old way.... It +wasn't my fault. It's something born in me--that catches me by the +throat." + +And she had the actual physical sense of some one strangled by a +possessing force. + +"_Dolce Sacramento! Santo Sacramento!_"... The music swayed and echoed +through the church. Kitty uncovered her eyes and felt a sudden +exhilaration in the blaze of light. It reminded her of the bending +Christ in the picture of San Giorgio. Awe and beauty flowed in upon her, +in spite of the poor music and the tawdry church. What if she tried +religion?--recalled what she had been taught in the convent?--gave +herself up to a director? + +She shivered and recoiled. How would she ever maintain her faith against +William--William, who knew so much more than she? + +Then, into the emptiness of her heart there stole the inevitable +temptations of memory. Where was Geoffrey? She knew well that he was a +violent and selfish man; but he understood much in her that William +would never understand. With a morbid eagerness she recalled the play of +feeling between them, before that mad evening at Hamel Weir. What +perpetual excitement--no time to think--or regret! + +During her weeks of illness she had lost all count of his movements. Had +he been still writing during the summer for the newspaper which had sent +him out? Had there not been rumors of his being wounded--or attacked by +fever? Her memory, still vague and weak, struggled painfully with +memories it could not recapture. + +The Italian paper of that morning--she had spelled it out for herself at +breakfast--had spoken of a defeat of the insurrectionary forces, and of +their withdrawal into the highlands of Bosnia. There would be a lull in +the fighting. Would he come home? And all this time had he been the mere +spectator and reporter, or fighting, himself? Her pulses leaped as she +thought of him leading down-trodden peasants against the Turk. + +But she knew nothing. Surely during the last few months he had purposely +made a mystery of his doings and his whereabouts. The only sign of him +which seemed to have reached England had been that volume of poems--with +those hateful lines! Her lip quivered. She was like a weak child--unable +to bear the thought of anything hostile and unkind. + +If he had already turned homeward? Perhaps he would come through Venice! +Anyway, he was not far off. The day before she and Margaret had made +their first visit to the Lido. And as Kitty stood fronting the Adriatic +waves, she had dreamed that somewhere, beyond the farther coast, were +those Bosnian mountains in which Geoffrey had passed the winter. + +Then she started at her own thoughts, rose--loathing herself--drew down +her veil, and moved towards the door. + + * * * * * + +As she reached the leathern curtain which hung over the doorway, a lady +in front who was passing through held the curtain aside that Kitty might +follow. Kitty stepped into the street and looked up to say a mechanical +"Thank you." + +But the word died on her lips. She gave a stifled cry, which was echoed +by the woman before her. + +Both stood motionless, staring at each other. + +Kitty recovered herself first. + +"It's not my fault that we've met," she said, panting a little. "Don't +look at me so--so unkindly. I know you don't want to see me. Why--why +should we speak at all? I'm going away." And she turned with a gesture +of farewell. + +Alice Wensleydale laid a detaining hand on Kitty's arm. + +"No! stay a moment. You are in black. You look ill." + +Kitty turned towards her. They had moved on instinctively into the +shelter of one of the narrow streets. + +"My boy died--two months ago," she said, holding herself proudly aloof. + +Lady Alice started. + +"I hadn't heard. I'm very sorry for you. How old was he?" + +"Three years old." + +"Poor baby!" The words were very low and soft. "My boy--was fourteen. +But you have other children?" + +"No--and I don't want them. They might die, too." + +Lady Alice paused. She still held her half-sister by the arm, towering +above her. She was quite as thin as Kitty, but much taller and more +largely built; and, beside the elaborate elegance of Kitty's mourning, +Alice's black veil and dress had a severe, conventual air. They were +almost the dress of a religious. + +"How are you?" she said, gently. "I often think of you. Are you happy in +your marriage?" + +Kitty laughed. + +"We're such a happy lot, aren't we? We understand it so well. Oh, don't +trouble about me. You know you said you couldn't have anything to do +with me. Are you staying in Venice?" + +"I came in from Treviso for a day or two, to see a friend--" + +"You had better not stay," said Kitty, hastily. "Maman is here. At +least, if you don't want to run across her." + +Lady Alice let go her hold. + +"I shall go home to-morrow morning." + +They moved on a few steps in silence, then Alice paused. Kitty's +delicate face and cloud of hair made a pale, luminous spot in the +darkness of the _calle_. Alice looked at her with emotion. + +"I want to say something to you." + +"Yes?" + +"If you are ever in trouble--if you ever want me, send for me. Address +Treviso, and it will always find me." + +Kitty made no reply. They had reached a bridge over a side canal, and +she stopped, leaning on the parapet. + +"Did you hear what I said?" asked her companion. + +"Yes. I'll remember. I suppose you think it your duty. What do you do +with yourself?" + +"I have two orphan children I bring up. And there is my lace-school. It +doesn't get on much; but it occupies me." + +"Are you a Catholic?" + +"Yes." + +"Wish I was!" said Kitty. She hung over the marble balustrade in +silence, looking at the crescent moon that was just peering over the +eastern palaces of the canal. "My husband is in politics, you know. He's +Home Secretary." + +"Yes, I heard. Do you help him?" + +"No--just the other thing." + +Kitty lifted up a pebble and let it drop into the water. + +"I don't know what you mean by that," said Alice Wensleydale, coldly. +"If you don't help him you'll be sorry--when it's too late to be sorry." + +"Oh, I know!" said Kitty. Then she moved restlessly. "I must go in. +Good-night." She held out her hand. + +Lady Alice took it. + +"Good-night. And remember!" + +"I sha'n't want anybody," said Kitty. "_Addio!_" She waved her hand, and +Alice Wensleydale, whose way lay towards the Piazza, saw her disappear, +a small tripping shadow, between the high, close-piled houses. + +Kitty was in so much excitement after this conversation that when she +reached the Campo San Maurizio, where she should have turned abruptly to +the left, she wandered awhile up and down the campo, looking at the +gondolas on the Traghetto between it and the Accademia, at the Church of +San Maurizio, at the rising moon, and the bright lights in some of the +shop windows of the small streets to the north. The sea-wind was still +warm and gusty, and the waves in the Grand Canal beat against the marble +feet of its palaces. + +At last she found her way through narrow passages, past hidden and +historic buildings, to the back of the palace on the Grand Canal in +which their rooms were. A door in a small court opened to her ring. She +found herself in a dark ground-floor--empty except for the _felze_ or +black top of a gondola--of which the farther doors opened on the canal. +A cheerful Italian servant brought lights, and on the marble stairs was +her maid waiting for her. In a few minutes she was on her sofa by a +bright wood fire, while Blanche hovered round her with many small +attentions. + +"Have you seen your letters, my lady?" and Blanche handed her a pile. +Upon a parcel lying uppermost Kitty pounced at once with avidity. She +tore it open--pausing once, with scarlet cheeks, to look round her at +the door, as though she were afraid of being seen. + +A book--fresh and new--emerged. _Politics and the Country Houses_; so +ran the title on the back. Kitty looked at it frowning. "He might have +found a better name!" Then she opened it--looked at a page here and a +page there--laughed, shivered--and at last bethought her to read the +note from the publisher which accompanied it. + +"'Much pleasure--the first printed copy--three more to follow--sure to +make a sensation'--hateful wretch!--'if your ladyship will let us +know how many presentation copies--' Goodness!--not _one_! +Oh--well!--Madeleine, perhaps--and, of course, Mr. Darrell." + +She opened a little despatch-box in which she kept her letters, and +slipped the book in. + +"I won't show it to William to-night--not--not till next week." The book +was to be out on the 20th, a week ahead--three months from the day when +she had given the MS. into Darrell's hands. She had been spared all the +trouble of correcting proofs, which had been done for her by the +publisher's reader, on the plea of her illness. She had received and +destroyed various letters from him--almost without reading them--during +a short absence of William's in the north. + +Suddenly a start of terror ran through her. "No, no!" she said, +wrestling with herself--"he'll scold me, perhaps--at first; of course I +know he'll do that. And then, I'll make him laugh! He can't--he can't +help laughing. I _know_ it'll amuse him. He'll see how I meant it, too. +And nobody need ever find out." + +She heard his step outside, hastily locked her despatch-box, threw a +shawl over it, and lay back languidly on her pillows, awaiting him. + + + + +XVIII + + +The following morning, early, a note was brought to Kitty from Madame +d'Estrées: + + "Darling Kitty,--Will you join us to-night in an expedition? You + know that Princess Margherita is staying on the Grand Canal?--in + one of the Mocenigo palaces. There is to be a serenata in her honor + to-night--not one of those vulgar affairs which the hotels get up, + but really good music and fine voices--money to be given to some + hospital or other. Do come with us. I suppose you have your own + gondola, as we have. The gondolas who wish to follow meet at the + Piazzetta, weather permitting, eight o'clock. I know, of course, + that you are not going out. But this is _only_ music!--and for a + charity. One just sits in one's gondola, and follows the music up + the canal. Send word by bearer. Your fond mother, + + "Marguerite d'Estrées." + +Kitty tossed the note over to Ashe. "Aren't you dining out somewhere +to-night?" + +Her voice was listless. And as Ashe lifted his head from the cabinet +papers which had just reached him by special messenger, his attention +was disagreeably recalled from high matters of state to the very evident +delicacy of his wife. He replied that he had promised to dine with +Prince S---- at Danieli's, in order to talk Italian politics. "But I can +throw it over in a moment, if you want me. I came to Venice for _you_, +darling," he said, as he rose and joined her on the balcony which +commanded a fine stretch of the canal. + +"No, no! Go and dine with your prince. I'll go with maman--Margaret and +I. At least, Margaret must, of course, please herself!" + +She shrugged her shoulders, and then added, "Maman's probably in the +pink of society here. Venice doesn't take its cue from people like Aunt +Lina!" + +Ashe smiled uncomfortably. He was in truth by this time infinitely +better acquainted with the incidents of Madame d'Estrées's past career +than Kitty was. He had no mind whatever that Kitty should become less +ignorant, but his knowledge sometimes made conversation difficult. + +Kitty was perfectly aware of his embarrassment. + +"You never tell me--" she said, abruptly. "Did she really do such +dreadful things?" + +"My dear Kitty!--why talk about it?" + +Kitty flushed, then threw a flower into the water below with a defiant +gesture. + +"What does it matter? It's all so long ago. I have nothing to do with +what I did ten years ago--nothing!" + +"A convenient doctrine!" laughed Ashe. "But it cuts both ways. You get +neither the good of your good nor the bad of your bad." + +"I have no good," said Kitty, bitterly. + +"What's the matter with you, miladi?" said Ashe, half scolding, half +tender. "You growl over my remarks as though you were your own small dog +with a bone. Come here and let me tell you the news." + +And drawing the sofa up to the open window which commanded the +marvellous waterway outside, with its rows of palaces on either hand, he +made her lie down while he read her extracts from his letters. + +Margaret French, who was writing at the farther side of the room, +glanced at them furtively from time to time. She saw that Ashe was +trying to charm away the languor of his companion by that talk of his, +shrewd, humorous, vehement, well informed, which made him so welcome to +the men of his own class and mode of life. And when he talked to a woman +as he was accustomed to talk to men, that woman felt it a compliment. +Under the stimulus of it, Kitty woke up, laughed, argued, teased, with +something of her natural animation. + +Presently, indeed, the voices had sunk so much and the heads had drawn +so close together that Margaret French slipped away, under the +impression that they were discussing matters to which she was not meant +to listen. + +She had hardly closed the door when Kitty drew herself away from Ashe, +and holding his arm with both hands looked strangely into his eyes. + +"You're awfully good to me, William. But, you know--you don't tell me +secrets!" + +"What do you mean, darling?" + +"You don't tell me the real secrets--what Lord Palmerston used to tell +to Lady Palmerston!" + +"How do you know what he used to tell her?" said Ashe, with a laugh. But +his forehead had reddened. + +"One hears--and one guesses--from the letters that have been published. +Oh, I understand quite well! You can't trust me!" + +Ashe turned aside and began to gather up his papers. + +"Of course," said Kitty, a little hoarsely, "I know it's my own fault, +because you used to tell me much more. I suppose it was the way I +behaved to Lord Parham?" + +She looked at him rather tremulously. It was the first time since her +illness began that she had referred to the incidents at Haggart. + +"Look here!" said Ashe, in a tone of decision; "I shall _really_ give up +talking politics to you if it only reminds you of disagreeable things." + +She took no notice. + +"Is Lord Parham behaving well to you--now--William?" + +Ashe colored hotly. As a matter of fact, in his own opinion, Lord Parham +was behaving vilely. A measure of first-rate importance for which he was +responsible was already in danger of being practically shelved, simply, +as it seemed to him, from a lack of elementary trustworthiness in Lord +Parham. But as to this he had naturally kept his own counsel with Kitty. + +"He is not the most agreeable of customers," he said, gayly. "But I +shall get through. Pegging away does it." + +"And then to see how our papers flatter him!" cried Kitty. "How little +people know, who think they know! It would be amusing to show the world +the real Lord Parham." + +She looked at her husband with an expression that struck him +disagreeably. He threw away his cigarette, and his face changed. + +"What we have to do, my dear Kitty, is simply to hold our tongues." + +Kitty sat up in some excitement. + +"That man never hears the truth!" + +Ashe shrugged his shoulders. It seemed to him incredible that she should +pursue this particular topic, after the incidents at Haggart. + +"That's not the purpose for which Prime Ministers exist. Anyway, _we_ +can't tell it him." + +Undaunted, however, by his tone, and with what seemed to him +extraordinary excitability of manner, Kitty reminded him of an incident +in the life of a bygone administration, when the near relative of an +English statesman, staying at the time in the statesman's house, had +sent a communication to one of the quarterlies attacking his policy and +belittling his character, by means of information obtained in the +intimacy of a country-house party. + +"One of the most treacherous things ever done!" said Ashe, indignantly. +"Fair fight, if you like! But if that kind of thing were to spread, I +for one should throw up politics to-morrow." + +"Every one said it did a vast deal of good," persisted Kitty. + +"A precious sort of good! Yes--I believe Parham in particular profited +by it--more shame to him! If anybody ever tried to help me in that sort +of way--anybody, that is, for whom I felt the smallest responsibility--I +know what I should do." + +"What?" Kitty fell back on her cushions, but her eye still held him. + +"Send in my resignation by the next post--and damn the fellow that did +it! Look here, Kitty!" He came to stand over her--a fine formidable +figure, his hands in his pockets. "Don't you ever try that kind of +thing--there's a darling." + +"Would you damn me?" + +She smiled at him--with a tremor of the lip. + +He caught up her hand and kissed it. "Blow out my own brains, more +like," he said, laughing. Then he turned away. "What on earth have we +got into this beastly conversation for? Let's get out of it. The Parhams +are there--male and female--aren't they?--and we've got to put up with +them. Well, I'm going to the Piazza. Any commissions? Oh, +by-the-way"--he looked back at a letter in his hands--"mother says Polly +Lyster will probably be here before we go--she seems to be touring +around with her father." + +"Charming prospect!" said Kitty. "Does mother expect me to chaperon +her?" + +Ashe laughed and went. As soon as he was gone, Kitty sprang from the +sofa, and walked up and down the room in a passionate preoccupation. A +tremor of great fear was invading her; an agony of unavailing regret. + +"What can I do?" she said to herself, as her upper lip twisted and +tortured the lower one. + +Presently she caught up her purse, went to her room, where she put on +her walking things without summoning Blanche, and stealing down the +stairs, so as to be unheard by Margaret, she made her way to the back +gate of the Palazzo, and so to the streets leading to the Piazza. +William had taken the gondola to the Piazzetta, so she felt herself +safe. + +She entered the telegraphic office at the western end of the Piazza, and +sent a telegram to England that nearly emptied her purse of francs. When +she came out she was as pale as she had been flushed before--a little, +terror-stricken figure, passing in a miserable abstraction through the +intricate backways which took her home. + +"It won't be published for ten days. There's time. It's only a question +of money," she said to herself, feverishly--"only a question of money!" + + * * * * * + +All the rest of the day, Kitty was at once so restless and so languid +that to amuse her was difficult. Ashe was quite grateful to his amazing +mother-in-law for the plan of the evening. + +As night fell, Kitty started at every sound in the old Palazzo. Once or +twice she went half-way to the door--eagerly--with hand +out-stretched--as though she expected a letter. + +"No other English post to-night, Kitty!" said Ashe, at last, raising his +head from the finely printed _Poetæ Minores_ he had just purchased at +Ongania's. "You don't mean to say you're not thankful!" + + * * * * * + +The evening arrived--clear and mild, but moonless. Ashe went off to dine +with his prince, in the ordinary gondola of commerce, hired at the +Traghetto; while Margaret and Kitty followed a little later in one which +had already drawn the attention of Venice, owing to the two handsome +gondoliers, habited in black from head to foot, who were attached to it. +They turned towards the Piazzetta, where they were to meet with Madame +d'Estrées' party. + +Kitty, in her deep mourning, sank listlessly into the black cushions of +the gondola. Yet almost as they started, as the first strokes carried +them past the famous palace which is now the Prefecture, the spell of +Venice began to work. + +City of rest!--as it seems to our modern senses--how is it possible that +so busy, so pitiless, and covetous a life as history shows us should +have gone to the making and the fashioning of Venice! The easy passage +of the gondola through the soft, imprisoned wave; the silence of wheel +and hoof, of all that hurries and clatters; the tide that comes and +goes, noiseless, indispensable, bringing in the freshness of the sea, +carrying away the defilements of the land; the narrow winding ways, now +firm earth, now shifting sea, that bind the city into one social whole, +where the industrial and the noble alike are housed in palaces, equal +often in beauty as in decay; the marvellous quiet of the nights, save +when the northeast wind, Hadria's stormy leader, drives the furious +waves against the palace fronts in the darkness, with the clamor of an +attacking host; the languor of the hot afternoons, when life is a dream +of light and green water, when the play of mirage drowns the foundations +of the _lidi_ in the lagoon, so that trees and buildings rise out of the +sea as though some strong Amphion-music were but that moment calling +them from the deep; and when day departs, that magic of the swiftly +falling dusk, and that white foam and flower of St. Mark's upon the +purple intensity of the sky!--through each phase of the hours and the +seasons, _rest_ is still the message of Venice, rest enriched with +endless images, impressions, sensations, that cost no trouble and breed +no pain. + +It was this spell of rest that descended for a while on Kitty as they +glided downward to the Piazzetta. The terror of the day relaxed. Her +telegram would be in time; or, if not, she would throw herself into +William's arms, and he _must_ forgive her!--because she was so foolish +and weak, so tired and sad. She slipped her hand into Margaret's; they +talked in low voices of the child, and Kitty was all appealing +melancholy and charm. + +At the Piazzetta there was already a crowd of gondolas, and at their +head the _barca_, which carried the musicians. + +"You are late, Kitty!" cried Madame d'Estrées, waving to them. "Shall we +draw out and come to you?--or will you just join on where you are?" + +For the Vercelli gondola was already wedged into a serried line of boats +in the wake of the _barca_. + +"Never mind us," said Kitty. "We'll tack on somehow." + +And inwardly she was delighted to be thus separated from her mother and +the chattering crowd by which Madame d'Estrées seemed to be surrounded. +Kitty and Margaret bade their men fall in, and they presently found +themselves on the Salute side of the floating audience, their prow +pointing to the canal. + +The _barca_ began to move, and the mass of gondolas followed. Round +them, and behind them, other boats were passing and repassing, each with +its slim black body, its swanlike motion, its poised oarsman, and its +twinkling light. The lagoon towards the Guidecca was alive with these +lights; and a magnificent white steamer adorned with flags and +lanterns--the yacht, indeed, of a German prince--shone in the +mid-channel. + +On they floated. Here were the hotels, with other illuminated boats in +front of their steps, whence spoiled voices shouted, "Santa Lucia," till +even Venice and the Grand Canal became a vulgarity and a weariness. +These were the "serenate publiche," common and commercial affairs, which +the private serenata left behind in contempt, steering past their +flaring lights for the dark waters of romance which lay beyond. + +Suddenly Kitty's sadness gave way; her starved senses clamored; she woke +to poetry and pleasure. All round her, stretching almost across the +canal, the noiseless flock of gondolas--dark, leaning figures impelling +them from behind, and in front the high prows and glow-worm lights; in +the boats, a multitude of dim, shrouded figures, with not a face +visible; and in their midst the _barca_, temple of light and music, +built up of flowers, and fluttering scarves, and many-colored lanterns, +a sparkling fantasy of color, rose and gold and green, shining on the +bosom of the night. To either side, the long, dark lines of +thrice-historic palaces; scarcely a poor light here and there at their +water-gates; and now and then the lamps of the Traghetti.... Otherwise, +darkness, soundless motion, and, overhead, dim stars. + +"Margaret! Look!" + +Kitty caught her companion's arm in a mad delight. + +Some one for the amusement of the guests of Venice was experimenting on +the top of the campanile of St. Mark's with those electric lights which +were then the toys of science, and are now the eyes and tools of war. A +search-light was playing on the basin of St. Mark's and on the mouth of +the canal. Suddenly it caught the Church of the Salute--and the whole +vast building, from the Queen of Heaven on its topmost dome down to the +water's brim, the figures of saints and prophets and apostles which +crowd its steps and ledges, the white whorls, like huge sea-shells, that +make its buttresses, the curves and volutes of its cornices and +doorways, rushed upon the eye in a white and blinding splendor, making +the very darkness out of which the vision sprang alive and rich. Not a +Christian church, surely, but a palace of Poseidon! The bewildered gazer +saw naiads and bearded sea-gods in place of angels and saints, and must +needs imagine the champing of Poseidon's horses at the marble steps, +straining towards the sea. + +The vision wavered, faded, reappeared, and finally died upon the night. +Then the wild beams began to play on the canal, following the serenata, +lighting up now the palaces on either hand, now some single gondola, +revealing every figure and gesture of the laughing English or Americans +who filled it, in a hard white flash. + +"Oh! listen, Kitty!" said Margaret. "Some one is going to sing 'Ché +faro.'" + +Miss French was very musical, and she turned in a trance of pleasure +towards the _barca_ whence came the first bars of the accompaniment. + +She did not see meanwhile that Kitty had made a hurried movement, and +was now leaning over the side of the gondola, peering with arrested +breath into the scattered group of boats on their left hand. The +search-light flashed here and there among them. A gondola at the very +edge of the serenata contained one figure beside the gondolier, a man in +a large cloak and slouch hat, sitting very still with folded arms. As +Kitty looked, hearing the beating of her heart, their own boat was +suddenly lit up. The light passed in a second, and while it lasted those +in the flash could see nothing outside it. When it withdrew all was in +darkness. The black mass of boats floated on, soundless again, save for +an occasional plash of water or the hoarse cry of a gondolier--and in +the distance the wail for Eurydice. + +Kitty fell back in her seat. An excitement, from which she shrank in a +kind of terror, possessed her. Her thoughts were wholly absorbed by the +gondola and the figure she could no longer distinguish--for which, +whenever a group of lamps threw their reflections on the water, she +searched the canal in vain. If what she madly dreamed were true, had she +herself been seen--and recognized? + +The serenata in honor of Italy's beautiful princess duly made its way to +the Grand Canal. The princess came to her balcony, while the "Jewel +Song" in "Faust" was being sung below, and there was a demonstration +which echoed from palace to palace and died away under the arch of the +Rialto. Then the gondolas dispersed. That of Lady Kitty Ashe had some +difficulty in making its way home against a force of wind and tide +coming from the lagoon. + + * * * * * + +Kitty was apparently asleep when Ashe returned. He had sat late with his +hosts--men prominent in the Risorgimento and in the politics of the new +kingdom--discussing the latest intricacies of the Roman situation and +the prospects of Italian finance. His mind was all alert and vigorous, +ranging over great questions and delighting in its own strength. To come +in contact with these able foreigners, not as the mere traveller but as +an important member of an English government, beginning to be spoken of +by the world as one of the two or three men of the future--this was a +new experience and a most agreeable one. Doors hitherto closed had +opened before him; information no casual Englishman could have commanded +had been freely poured out for him; last, but not least, he had at +length made himself talk French with some fluency, and he looked back on +his performance of the evening with a boy's complacency. + +For the rest, Venice was a mere trial of his patience! As his gondola +brought him home, struggling with wind and wave, Ashe had no eye +whatever for the beauty of this Venice in storm. His mind was in +England, in London, wrestling with a hundred difficulties and +possibilities. The old literary and speculative habit was fast +disappearing in the stress of action and success. His well-worn Plato or +Horace still lay beside his bedside; but when he woke early, and lit a +candle carefully shaded from Kitty, it was not to the poets and +philosophers that he turned; it was to a heap of official documents and +reports, to the letters of political friends, or an unfinished letter of +his own, the phrases of which had perhaps been running through his +dreams. The measures for which he was wrestling against the intrigues of +Lord Parham and Lord Parham's clique filled all his mind with a lively +ardor of battle. They were the children--the darlings--of his thoughts. + +Nevertheless, as he entered his wife's dim-lit room the eager arguments +and considerations that were running through his head died away. He +stood beside her, overwhelmed by a rush of feeling, alive through all +his being to the appeal of her frail sweetness, the helplessness of her +sleep, the dumb significance of the thin, blue-veined hand--eloquent at +once of character and of physical weakness--which lay beside her. Her +face was hidden, but the beautiful hair with its childish curls and +ripples drew him to her--touched all the springs of tenderness. + +It was a loveliness so full, it seemed, of meaning and of promise. Hand, +brow, mouth--they were the signs of no mere empty and insipid beauty. +There was not a movement, not a feature, that did not speak of +intelligence and mind. + +And yet, were he to wake her now and talk to her of the experience of +his evening, how little joy would either get out of it. + +Was it because she had no intellectual disinterestedness? Well, what +woman had! But other women, even if they saw everything in terms of +personality, had the power of pursuing an aim, steadily, persistently, +for the sake of a person. He thought of Lady Palmerston--of Princess +Lieven fighting Guizot's battles--and sighed. + +By Jove! the women could do most things, if they chose. He recalled +Kitty's triumph in the great party gathered to welcome Lord Parham, +contrasting it with her wilful and absurd behavior to the man himself. +There was something bewildering in such power--combined with such folly. +In a sense, it was perfectly true that she had insulted her husband's +chief, and jeopardized her husband's policy, because she could not put +up with Lord Parham's white eyelashes. + +Well, let him make his account with it! How to love her, tend her, make +her happy--and yet carry on himself the life of high office--there was +the problem! Meanwhile he recognized, fully and humorously, that she had +married a political sceptic--and that it was hard for her to know what +to do with the enthusiast who had taken his place. + +Poor, pretty, incalculable darling! He would coax her to stay abroad +part of the Parliamentary season--and then, perhaps, lure her into the +country, with the rebuilding and refurnishing of Haggart. She must be +managed and kept from harm--and afterwards indulged and spoiled and +_fêted_ to her heart's content. + +If only the fates would give them another child!--a child brilliant and +lovely like herself, then surely this melancholy which overshadowed her +would disperse. That look--that tragic look--she had given him on the +day of the _fête_, when she spoke of "separation"! The wild adventure +with the lamp had been her revenge--her despair. He shuddered as he +thought of it. + +He fell asleep, still pondering restlessly over her future and his own. +Amid all his anxieties he never stooped to recollect the man who had +endangered her name and peace. His optimism, his pride, the sanguine +perfunctoriness of much of his character were all shown in the omission. + + * * * * * + +Kitty, however, was not asleep while Ashe was beside her. And she slept +but little through the hours that followed. Between three and four she +was finally roused by the sounds of storm in the canal. It was as though +a fleet of gigantic steamers--in days when Venice knew but the +gondola--were passing outside, sending a mountainous "wash" against the +walls of the old palace in which they lodged. In this languid autumnal +Venice the sudden noise and crash were startling. Kitty sprang softly +out of bed, flung on a dressing-gown and fur cloak, and slipped through +the open window to the balcony. + +A strange sight! Beneath, livid waves, lashing the marble walls; above, +a pale moonlight, obscured by scudding clouds. Not a sign of life on +the water or in the dark palaces opposite. Venice looked precisely as +she might have looked on some wild sixteenth-century night in the years +of her glorious decay, when her palaces were still building and her +state tottering. Opposite, at the Traghetto of the Accademia, there were +lamps, and a few lights in the gondolas; and through the storm-noises +one could hear the tossed boats grinding on their posts. + +The riot of the air was not cold; there was still a recollection of +summer in the gusts that beat on Kitty's fair hair and wrestled with her +cloak. As she clung to the balcony she pictured to herself the tumbling +waves on the Lido; the piled storm-clouds parting like a curtain above a +dead Venice; and behind, the gleaming eternal Alps, sending their +challenge to the sea--the forces that make the land, to the forces that +engulf it. + +Her wild fancy went out to meet the tumult of blast and wave. She felt +herself, as it were, anchored a moment at sea, in the midst of a war of +elements, physical and moral. + +Yes, yes!--it was Geoffrey. Once, under the skipping light, she had seen +the face distinctly. Paler than of old--gaunt, unhappy, absent. It was +the face of one who had suffered--in body and mind. But--she trembled +through all her slight frame!--the old harsh power was there unchanged. + +Had he seen and recognized her--slipping away afterwards into the mouth +of a side canal, or dropping behind in the darkness? Was he ashamed to +face her--or angered by the reminder of her existence? No doubt it +seemed to him now a monstrous absurdity that he should ever have said he +loved her! He despised her--thought her a base and coward soul. Very +likely he would make it up with Mary Lyster now, accept her nursing and +her money. + +Her lip curled in scorn. No, _that_ she didn't believe! Well, then, what +would be his future? His name had been but little in the newspapers +during the preceding year; the big public seemed to have forgotten him. +A cloud had hung for months over the struggle of races and of faiths now +passing in the Balkans. Obscure fighting in obscure mountains; massacre +here, revolt there; and for some months now hardly an accredited voice +from Turk or Christian to tell the world what was going on. + +But Geoffrey had now emerged--and at a moment when Europe was beginning +perforce to take notice of what she had so far wilfully ignored. _À lui +la parole!_ No doubt he was preparing it, the bloody, exciting story +which would bring him before the foot-lights again, and make him once +more the lion of a day. More social flatteries, more doubtful +love-affairs! Fools like herself would feel his spell, would cherish and +caress him, only to be stung and scathed as she had been. The bitter +lines of his "portrait" rung in her ears--blackening and discrowning her +in her own eyes. + +She abhorred him!--but the thought that he was in Venice burned deep +into senses and imagination. Should she tell William she had seen him? +No, no! She would stand by herself, protect herself! + +So she stole back to bed, and lay there wakeful, starting guiltily at +William's every movement. If he knew what had happened!--what she was +thinking of! Why on earth should he? It would be monstrous to harass +him on his holiday--with all these political affairs on his mind. + +Then suddenly--by an association of ideas--she sat up shivering, her +hands pressed to her breast. The telegram--the book! Oh, but _of course_ +she had been in time!--_of course_! Why, she had offered the man two +hundred pounds! She lay down laughing at herself--forcing herself to try +and sleep. + + + + +XIX + + +Sir Richard Lyster unfolded his _Times_ with a jerk. + +"A beastly rheumatic hole I call this," he said, looking angrily at the +window of his hotel sitting-room, which showed drops from a light shower +then passing across the lagoon. "And the dilatoriness of these Italian +posts is, upon my soul, beyond bearing! This _Times_ is _three_ days +old." + +Mary Lyster looked up from the letter she was writing. + +"Why don't you read the French papers, papa? I saw a _Figaro_ of +yesterday in the Piazza this morning." + +"Because I can't!" was the indignant reply. "There wasn't the same +amount of money squandered on _my_ education, my dear, that there has +been on yours." + +Mary smiled a little, unseen. Her father had been, of course, at Eton. +She had been educated by a succession of small and hunted governesses, +mostly Swiss, whose remuneration had certainly counted among the +frugalities rather than the extravagances of the family budget. + +Sir Richard read his _Times_ for a while. Mary continued to write checks +for the board wages of the servants left at home, and to give directions +for the beating of carpets and cleaning of curtains. It was dull work, +and she detested it. + +Presently Sir Richard rose, with a stretch. He was a tall old man, with +a shock of white hair and very black eyes. A victim to certain obscure +forms of gout, he was in character neither stupid nor inhuman, but he +suffered from the usual drawbacks of his class--too much money and too +few ideas. He came abroad every year, reluctantly. He did not choose to +be left behind by county neighbors whose wives talked nonsense about +Botticelli. And Mary would have it. But Sir Richard's tours were +generally one prolonged course of battle between himself and all foreign +institutions; and if it was Mary who drove him forth, it was Mary also +who generally hurried him home. + +"Who was it you saw last night in that ridiculous singing affair?" he +asked, as he put the fire together. + +"Kitty Ashe--and her mother," said Mary--after a moment--still writing. + +"Her mother!--what, that disreputable woman?" + +"They weren't in the same gondola." + +"Ashe will be a great fool if he lets his wife see much of that woman! +By all accounts Lady Kitty is quite enough of a handful already. +By-the-way, have you found out where they are?" + +"On the Grand Canal. Shall we call this afternoon?" + +"I don't mind. Of course, I think Ashe is doing an immense amount of +harm." + +"Well, you can tell him so," said Mary. + +Sir Richard frowned. His daughter's manners seemed to him at times +abrupt. + +"Why do you see so little now of Elizabeth Tranmore?" he asked her, with +a sharp look. "You used to be always there. And I don't believe you even +write to her much now." + +"Does she see much of anybody?" + +"Because, you mean, of Tranmore's condition? What good can she be to him +now? He knows nobody." + +"She doesn't seem to ask the question," said Mary, dryly. + +A queer, soft look came over Sir Richard's old face. + +"No, the women don't," he said, half to himself, and fell into a little +reverie. He emerged from it with the remark--accompanied by a smile, a +little sly but not unkind: + +"I always used to hope, Polly, that you and Ashe would have made it up!" + +"I'm sure I don't know why," said Mary, fastening up her envelopes. As +she did so it crossed her father's mind that she was still very +good-looking. Her dress of dark-blue cloth, the plain fashion of her +brown hair, her oval face and well-marked features, her plump and pretty +hands, were all pleasant to look upon. She had rather a hard way with +her, though, at times. The servants were always giving warning. And, +personally, he was much fonder of his younger daughter, whom Mary +considered foolish and improvident. But he was well aware that Mary made +his life easy. + +"Well, you were always on excellent terms," he said, in answer to her +last remark. "I remember his saying to me once that you were very good +company. The Bishop, too, used to notice how he liked to talk to you." + +When Mary and her father were together, "the Bishop" was Sir Richard's +property. He only fell to Mary's share in the old man's absence. + +Mary colored slightly. + +"Oh yes, we got on," she said, counting her letters the while with a +quick hand. + +"Well, I hope that young woman whom he _did_ marry is now behaving +herself. It was that fellow Cliffe with whom the scandal was last year, +wasn't it?" + +"There was a good deal of talk," said Mary. + +"A rum fellow, that Cliffe! A man at the club told me last week it is +believed he has been fighting for these Bosnian rebels for months. +Shocking bad form I call it. If the Turks catch him, they'll string him +up. And quite right, too. What's he got to do with other people's +quarrels?" + +"If the Turks will be such brutes--" + +"Nonsense, my dear! Don't you believe any of this radical stuff. The +Turks are awfully fine fellows--fight like bull-dogs. And as for the +'atrocities,' they make them up in London. Oh, of course, what Cliffe +wants is notoriety--we all know that. Well, I'm going out to see if I +can find another English paper. Beastly climate!" + +But as Sir Richard turned again to the window, he was met by a burst of +sunshine, which hit him gayly in the face like a child's impertinence. +He grumbled something unintelligible as Mary put him into his Inverness +cape, took hat and stick, and departed. + +Mary sat still beside the writing-table, her hands crossed on her lap, +her eyes absently bent upon them. + +She was thinking of the serenata. She had followed it with an +acquaintance from the hotel, and she had seen not only Kitty and Madame +d'Estrées, but also--the solitary man in the heavy cloak. She knew quite +well that Cliffe was in Venice; though, true to her secretive temper, +she had not mentioned the fact to her father. + +Of course he was in Venice on Kitty's account. It would be too absurd to +suppose that he was here by mere coincidence. Mary believed that nothing +but the intervention of Cliffe's mighty kinsman from the north had saved +the situation the year before. Kitty would certainly have betrayed her +husband but for the _force majeure_ arrayed against her. And now the +magnate who had played Providence slumbered in the family vault. He had +passed away in the spring, full of years and honors, leaving Cliffe some +money. The path was clear. As for the escapade in the Balkans, Geoffrey +was, of course, tired of it. A sensational book, hurried out to meet the +public appetite for horrors--and the pursuance of his intrigue with Lady +Kitty Ashe--Mary was calmly certain that these were now his objects. He +was, no doubt, writing his book and meeting Kitty where he could. Ashe +would soon have to go home. And then! As if that girl Margaret French +could stop it! + +Well, William had only got his deserts! But as her thoughts passed from +Kitty or Cliffe to William Ashe, their quality changed. Hatred and +bitterness, scorn or wounded vanity, passed into something gentler. She +fell into recollections of Ashe as he had appeared on that bygone +afternoon in May when he came back triumphant from his election, with +the world before him. If he had never seen Kitty Bristol!-- + +"I should have made him a good wife," she said to herself. "_I_ should +have known how to be proud of him." + +And there emerged also the tragic consciousness that if the fates had +given him to her she might have been another woman--taught by happiness, +by love, by motherhood. + +It was that little, heartless creature who had snatched them both from +her--William and Geoffrey Cliffe--the higher and the lower--the man who +might have ennobled her--and the man, half charlatan, half genius, whom +she might have served and raised, by her fortune and her abilities. Her +life might have been so full, so interesting! And it was Kitty that had +made it flat, and cold, and futureless. + +Poor William! Had he really liked her, in those boy-and-girl days? She +dreamed over their old cousinly relations--over the presents he had +sometimes given her. + +Then a thought, like a burning arrow, pierced her. Her hands locked, +straining one against the other. If this intrigue were indeed +renewed--if Geoffrey succeeded in tempting Kitty from her husband--why +then--then-- + +She shivered before the images that were passing through her mind, and, +rising, she put away her letters and rang for the waiter, to order +dinner. + +"Where shall we go?" said Kitty, languidly, putting down the French +novel she was reading. + + * * * * * + +"Mr. Ashe suggested San Lazzaro." Margaret looked up from her writing as +Kitty moved towards her. "The rain seems to have all cleared off." + +"Well, I'm sure it doesn't matter where," said Kitty, and was turning +away; but Margaret caught her hand and caressed it. + +"Naughty Kitty! why this sea air can't put some more color into your +cheeks I don't understand." + +"I'm _not_ pale!" cried Kitty, pouting. "Margaret, you do croak about me +so! If you say any more I'll go and rouge till you'll be ashamed to go +out with me--there! Where's William?" + +William opened the door as she spoke, the _Gazetta di Venezia_ in one +hand and a telegram in the other. + +"Something for you, darling," he said, holding it out to Kitty. "Shall I +open it?" + +"Oh no!" said Kitty, hastily. "Give it me. It's from my Paris woman." + +"Ah--ha!" laughed Ashe. "Some extravagance you want to keep to yourself, +I'll be bound. I've a good mind to see!" + +And he teasingly held it up above her head. But she gave a little jump, +caught it, and ran off with it to her room. + + "Much regret impossible stop publication. Fifty copies distributed + already. Writing." + +She dropped speechless on the edge of her bed, the crumpled telegram in +her hand. The minutes passed. + +"When will you be ready?" said Ashe, tapping at the door. + +"Is the gondola there?" + +"Waiting at the steps." + +"Five minutes!" Ashe departed. She rose, tore the telegram into little +bits, and began with deliberation to put on her mantle and hat. + +"You've got to go through with it," she said to the white face in the +glass, and she straightened her small shoulders defiantly. + + * * * * * + +They were bound for the Armenian convent. It was a misty day, with +shafts of light on the lagoon. The storm had passed, but the water was +still rough, and the clouds seemed to be withdrawing their forces only +to marshal them again with the darkness. A day of sudden bursts of +watery light, of bands of purple distance struck into enchanting beauty +by the red or orange of a sail, of a wild salt breath in air that seemed +to be still suffused with spray. The Alps were hidden; but what sun +there was played faintly on the Euganean hills. + +"I say, Margaret, at last she does us some credit!" said Ashe, pointing +to his wife. + +Margaret started. Was it rouge?--or was it the strong air? Kitty's +languor had entirely disappeared; she was more cheerful and more +talkative than she had been at any time since their arrival. She +chattered about the current scandals of Venice--the mysterious contessa +who lived in the palace opposite their own, and only went out, in deep +mourning, at night, because she had been the love of a Russian +grand-duke, and the grand-duke was dead; of the Carlist pretender and +his wife, who had been very popular in Venice until they took it into +their heads to require royal honors, and Venice, taking time to think, +had lazily decided the game was not worth the candle--so now the sulky +pair went about alone in a fine gondola, turning glassy eyes on their +former acquaintance; of the needy marchese who had sold a Titian to the +Louvre, and had then found himself boycotted by all his kinsfolk in +Venice who were not needy and had no Titians to sell--all these tales +Kitty reeled out at length till the handsome gondoliers marvelled at the +little lady's vivacity and the queer brightness of her eyes. + +"Gracious, Kitty, where do you get all these stories from?" cried Ashe, +when the chatter paused for a moment. + +He looked at her with delight, rejoicing in her gayety, the slight +touches of white which to-day for the first time relieved the sombreness +of her dress, the return of her color. And Margaret wondered again how +much of it was rouge. + +At the Armenian convent a handsome young monk took charge of them. As +George Sand and Lamennais had done before them, they looked at the +printing-press, the garden, the cloister, the church; they marvelled +lazily at the cleanliness and brightness of the place; and finally they +climbed to the library and museum, and the room close by where Byron +played at grammar-making. In this room Ashe fell suddenly into a +political talk with the young monk, who was an ardent and patriotic son +of the most unfortunate of nations, and they passed out and down the +stairs, followed by Margaret French, not noticing that Kitty had +lingered behind. + +Kitty stood idly by the window of Byron's room, thinking restlessly of +verses that were not Byron's, though there was in them, clothed in forms +of the new age, the spirit of Byronic passion, and more than a touch of +Byronic affectation--thinking also of the morning's telegram. Supposing +Darrell's prophecy, which had seemed to her so absurd, came true, that +the book did William harm, not good--that he ceased to love her--that he +cast her off?... + +... A plash of water outside, and a voice giving directions. From the +lagoon towards Malamocco a gondola approached. A gentleman and lady were +seated in it. The lady--a very handsome Italian, with a loud laugh and +brilliant eyes--carried a scarlet parasol. Kitty gave a stifled cry as +she drew back. She fled out of the room and overtook the other two. + +"May we go back into the garden a little?" she said, hurriedly, to the +monk who was talking to William. "I should like to see the view towards +Venice." + +William held up a watch, to show that there was but just time to get +back to the Piazza, for lunch. Kitty persisted, and the monk, +understanding what the impetuous young lady wished, good-naturedly +turned to obey her. + +"We must be _very_ quick!" said Kitty. "Take us please, to the edge, +beyond the trees." + +And she herself hurried through the garden to its farther side, where it +was bounded by the lagoon. + +The others followed her, rather puzzled by her caprice. + +"Not much to be seen, darling!" said Ashe, as they reached the +water--"and I think this good man wants to get rid of us!" + +And, indeed, the monk was looking backward across the intervening trees +at a party which had just entered the garden. + +"Ah, they have found another brother!" he said, politely, and he began +to point out to Kitty the various landmarks visible, the arsenal, the +two asylums, San Pietro di Castello. + +The new-comers just glanced at the garden apparently, as the Ashes had +done on arrival, and promptly followed their guide back into the +convent. + +Kitty asked a few more questions, then led the way in a hasty return to +the garden door, the entrance-hall, and the steps where their gondola +was waiting. Nothing was to be seen of the second party. They had passed +on into the cloisters. + + * * * * * + +Animation, oddity, inconsequence, all these things Margaret observed in +Kitty during luncheon in a restaurant of the Merceria, and various +incidents connected with it; animation above all. The Ashes fell in with +acquaintance--a fashionable and harassed mother, on the fringe of the +Archangels, accompanied by two daughters, one pretty and one plain, and +sore pressed by their demands, real or supposed. The parents were not +rich, but the girls had to be dressed, taken abroad, produced at +country-houses, at Ascot, and the opera, like all other girls. The +eldest girl, a considerable beauty, was an accomplished egotist at +nineteen, and regarded her mother as a rather inefficient _dame de +compagnie_. Kitty understood this young lady perfectly, and after +luncheon, over her cigarette, her little, sharp, probing questions gave +the beauty twenty minutes' annoyance. Then appeared a young man, +ill-dressed, red-haired, and shy. Carelessly as he greeted the mother +and daughters, his entrance, however, transformed them. The mother +forgot fatigue; the beauty ceased to yawn; the younger girl, who had +been making surreptitious notes of Kitty's costume in the last leaf of +her guide-book, developed a charming gush. He was the owner of the +Magellan estates and the historic Magellan Castle; a professed hater of +"absurd womankind," and, in general, a hunted and self-conscious person. +Kitty gave him one finger, looked him up and down, asked him whether he +was yet engaged, and when he laughed an embarrassed "No," told him that +he would certainly die in the arms of the Magellan housekeeper. + +This got a smile out of him. He sat down beside her, and the two laughed +and talked with a freedom which presently drew the attention of the +neighboring tables, and made Ashe uncomfortable. He rose, paid the bill, +and succeeded in carrying the whole party off to the Piazza, in search +of coffee. But here again Kitty's extravagances, the provocation of her +light loveliness, as she sat toying with a fresh cigarette and +"chaffing" Lord Magellan, drew a disagreeable amount of notice from the +Italians passing by. + +"Mother, let's go!" said the angry beauty, imperiously, in her mother's +ear. "I don't like to be seen with Lady Kitty! She's impossible!" + +And with cold farewells the three ladies departed. Then Kitty sprang up +and threw away her cigarette. + +"How those girls bully their mother!" she said, with scorn. "However, it +serves her right. I'm sure she bullied hers. Well, now we must go and do +something. Ta-ta!" + +Lord Magellan, to whom she offered another casual finger, wanted to know +why he was dismissed. If they were going sight-seeing, might he not come +with them?" + +"Oh no!" said Kitty, calmly. "Sight--seeing with people you don't really +know is too trying to the temper. Even with one's best friend it's +risky." + +"Where are you? May I call?" said the young man. + +"We're always out," was Kitty's careless reply. "But--" + +She considered-- + +"Would you like to see the Palazzo Vercelli?" + +"That magnificent place on the Grand Canal? Very much." + +"Meet me there to-morrow afternoon," said Kitty. "Four o'clock." + +"Delighted!" said Lord Magellan, making a note on his shirt-cuff. "And +who lives there?" + +"My mother," said Kitty, abruptly, and walked away. + +Ashe followed her in discomfort. This young man was the son of a certain +Lady Magellan, an intimate friend of Lady Tranmore's--one of the noblest +women of her generation, pure, high-minded, spiritual, to whom neither +an ugly word nor thought was possible. It annoyed him that either he or +Kitty should be introducing _her_ son to Madame d'Estrées. + +It was really tiresome of Kitty! Rich young men with characters yet +indeterminate were not to be lightly brought in contact with Madame +d'Estrées. Kitty could not be ignorant of it--poor child! It had been +one of her reckless strokes, and Ashe was conscious of a sharp +annoyance. + +However, he said nothing. He followed his companions from church to +church, till pictures became an abomination to him. Then he pleaded +letters, and went to the club. + +"Will you call on maman to-morrow?" said Kitty, as he turned away, +looking at him a little askance. + +She knew that he had disapproved of her invitation to Lord Magellan. Why +had she given it? She didn't know. There seemed to be a kind of revived +mischief and fever in the blood, driving her to these foolish and +ill-considered things. + +Ashe met her question with a shake of the head and the remark, in a +decided tone, that he should be too busy. + +Privately he thought it a piece of impertinence that Madame d'Estrées +should expect either Kitty or himself to appear in her drawing-room at +all. That this implied a complete transformation of his earlier attitude +he was well aware; he accepted it with a curious philosophy. When he and +Kitty first met he had never troubled his head about such things. If a +woman amused or interested him in society, so long as his taste was +satisfied she might have as much or as little character as she pleased. +It stirred his mocking sense of English hypocrisy that the point should +be even raised. But now--how can any individual, he asked himself, with +political work to do, affect to despise the opinions and prejudices of +society? A politician with great reforms to put through will make no +friction round him that he can avoid--unless he is a fool. It weighed +sorely, therefore, on his present mind that Madame d'Estrées was in +Venice--that she was a person of blemished repute--that he must be and +was ashamed of her. It would have been altogether out of consonance with +his character to put any obstacle in the way of Kitty's seeing her +mother. But he chafed as he had never yet chafed under the humiliation +of his relationship to the notorious Margaret Fitzgerald of the forties, +who had been old Blackwater's _chère amie_ before she married him, and, +as Lady Blackwater, had sacrificed her innocent and defenceless +step-daughter to one of her own lovers, in order to secure for him the +step-daughter's fortune--black and dastardly deed! + +Was it all part of the general growth and concentration that any shrewd +observer might have read in William Ashe?--the pressure--enormous, +unseen--of the traditional English ideals, English standards, asserting +itself at last in a brilliant and paradoxical nature? It had been +so--conspicuously--in the case of one of his political predecessors. +Lord Melbourne had begun his career as a person of idle habits and +imprudent adventures, much given to coarse conversation, and unable to +say the simplest thing without an oath. He ended it as the man of +scrupulous dignity, tact, and delicacy, who moulded the innocent youth +of a girl-queen, to his own lasting honor and England's gratitude. In +ways less striking, the same influence of vast responsibilities was +perhaps acting upon William Ashe. It had already made him a sterner, +tougher, and--no doubt--a greater man. + +The defection of William only left Kitty, it seemed, still more greedy +of things to see and do. Innumerable sacristans opened all possible +doors and unveiled all possible pictures. Bellini succeeded Tintoret, +and Carpaccio Bellini. The two sable gondoliers wore themselves out in +Kitty's service, and Margaret's kind, round face grew more and more +puzzled and distressed. And whence this strange impression that the +whole experience was a _flight_ on Kitty's part?--or, rather, that +throughout it she was always eagerly expecting, or eagerly escaping from +some unknown, unseen pursuer? A glance behind her--a start--a sudden +shivering gesture in the shadows of dark churches--these things +suggested it, till Margaret herself was caught by the same suppressed +excitement that seemed to be alive in Kitty. Did it all point merely to +some mental state--to the nervous effects of her illness and her loss? + +When they reached home about five o'clock, Kitty was naturally tired +out. Margaret put her on the sofa, gave her tea, and tended her, hoping +that she might drop asleep before dinner. But just as tea was over, and +Kitty was lying curled up, silent and white, with that brooding look +which kept Margaret's anxiety about her constantly alive, there was a +sudden sound of voices in the anteroom outside. + +"Margaret!" cried Kitty, starting up in dismay--"say I'm not at home." + +Too late! Their smiling Italian housemaid threw the door open, with the +air of one bringing good-fortune. And behind her appeared a tall lady, +and an old gentleman hat in hand. + +"May we come in, Kitty?" said Mary Lyster, advancing. "Cousin Elizabeth +told us you were here." + +Kitty had sprung up. The disorder of her fair hair, her white cheeks, +and the ghostly thinness of her small, black-robed form drew the curious +eyes of Sir Richard. And the oddness of her manner as she greeted them +only confirmed the old man's prejudice against her. + +However, greeted they were, in some sort of fashion; and Miss French +gave them tea. She kept Sir Richard entertained, while Kitty and Mary +conversed. They talked perfunctorily of ordinary topics--Venice, its +sights, its hotels, and the people staying in them--of Lady Tranmore and +various Ashe relations. Meanwhile the inmost thought of each was busy +with the other. + +Kitty studied the lines of Mary's face and the fashion of her dress. + +"She looks much older. And she's not enjoying her life a bit. That's my +fault. I spoiled all her chances with Geoffrey--and she knows it. She +_hates_ me. Quite right, too." + +"Oh, you mean that nonsensical thing last night?" Sir Richard was saying +to Margaret French. "Oh no, I didn't go. But Mary, of course, thought +she must go. Somebody invited her." + +Kitty started. + +"You were at the serenata?" she said to Mary. + +"Yes, I went with a party from the hotel." + +Kitty looked at her. A sudden flush had touched her pale cheeks, and she +could not conceal the trembling of her hands. + +"That was marvellous, that light on the Salute, wasn't it?" + +"Wonderful!--and on the water, too. I saw two or three people I +knew--just caught their faces for a second." + +"Did you?" said Kitty. And thoughts ran fast through her head. "Did she +see Geoffrey?--and does she mean me to understand that she did? How she +detests me! If she did see him, of course she supposes that I know all +about it, and that he's here for me. Why don't I ask her, straight out, +whether she saw him, and make her understand that I don't care +twopence?--that she's welcome to him--as far as I'm concerned?" + +But some hidden feeling tied her tongue. Mary continued to talk about +the serenata, and Kitty was presently conscious that her every word and +gesture in reply was closely watched. "Yes, yes, she saw him. Perhaps +she'll tell William--or write home to mother?" + +And in her excitement she began to chatter fast and loudly, mostly to +Sir Richard--repeating some of the Venice tales she had told in the +gondola--with much inconsequence and extravagance. The old man listened, +his hands on his stick, his eyes on the ground, the expression on his +strong mouth hostile or sarcastic. It was a relief to everybody when +Ashe's step was heard stumbling up the dark stairs, and the door opened +on his friendly and courteous presence. + +"Why, Polly!--and Cousin Richard! I wondered where you had hidden +yourselves." + +Mary's bright, involuntary smile transformed her. Ashe sat down beside +her, and they were soon deep in all sorts of gossip--relations, +acquaintance, politics, and what not. All Mary's stiffness disappeared. +She became the elegant, agreeable woman, of whom dinner-parties were +glad. Ashe plunged into the pleasant malice of her talk, which ranged +through the good and evil fortunes--mostly the latter--of half his +acquaintance; discussed the debts, the love-affairs, and the follies of +his political colleagues or Parliamentary foes; how the Foreign +Secretary had been getting on at Balmoral--how so-and-so had been ruined +at the Derby and restored to sanity and solvency by the Oaks--how Lady +Parham, at Hatfield, had been made to know her place by the French +Ambassador--and the like; passing thereby a charming half-hour. + +Meanwhile Kitty, Margaret French, and Sir Richard kept up intermittent +remarks, pausing at every other phrase to gather the crumbs that fell +from the table of the other two. + +Kitty was very weary, and a dead weight had fallen on her spirits. If +Sir Richard had thought her bad form ten minutes before, his unspoken +mind now declared her stupid. Meanwhile Kitty was saying to herself, as +she watched her husband and Mary: + +"I used to amuse William just as well--last year!" + +When the door closed on them, Kitty fell back on her cushions with an +"ouf!" of relief. William came back in a few minutes from showing the +visitors the back way to their hotel, and stood beside his wife with an +anxious face. + +"They were too much for you, darling. They stayed too long." + +"How you and Mary chattered!" said Kitty, with a little pout. But at the +same moment she slipped an appealing hand into his. + +Ashe clasped the hand, and laughed. + +"I always told you she was an excellent gossip." + + * * * * * + +Sir Richard and Mary pursued their way through the narrow _calles_ that +led to the Piazza. Sir Richard was expatiating on Ashe's folly in +marrying such a wife. + +"She looks like an actress!--and as to her conversation, she began by +telling me outrageous stories and ended by not having a word to say +about anything. The bad blood of the Bristols, it seems to me, without +their brains." + +"Oh no, papa! Kitty is very clever. You haven't heard her recite. She +was tired to-night." + +"Well, I don't want to flatter you, my dear!" said the old man, +testily, "but I thought it was pathetic--the way in which Ashe enjoyed +your conversation. It showed he didn't get much of it at home." + +Mary smiled uncertainly. Her whole nature was still aglow from that +contact with Ashe's delightful personality. After months of depression +and humiliation, her success with him had somehow restored those +illusions on which cheerfulness depends. + +How ill Kitty looked--and how conscious! Mary was impetuously certain +that Kitty had betrayed her knowledge of Cliffe's presence in Venice; +and equally certain that William knew nothing. Poor William! + +Well, what can you expect of such a temperament--such a race? Mary's +thoughts travelled confusedly towards--and through--some big and +dreadful catastrophe. + +And then? After it? + +It seemed to her that she was once more in the Park Lane drawing-room; +the familiar Morris papers and Burne-Jones drawings surrounded her; and +she and Elizabeth Tranmore sat, hand in hand, talking of William--a +William once more free, after much folly and suffering, to reconstruct +his life.... + +"Here we are," said Sir Richard Lyster, moving down a dark passage +towards the brightly lit doorway of their hotel. + +With a start--as of one taken red-handed--Mary awoke from her dream. + + + + +XX + + +Madame d'Estrées and her friend, Donna Laura, occupied the _mezzanin_ of +the vast Vercelli palace. The palace itself belonged to the head of the +Vercelli family. It was a magnificent erection of the late seventeenth +century, at this moment half furnished, dilapidated, and forsaken. But +the _entresol_ on the eastern side of the _cortile_ was in good +condition, and comfortably fitted up for the occasional use of the +Principe. As he was wintering in Paris, he had let his rooms at an +ordinary commercial rent to his kinswoman, Donna Laura. She, a soured +and melancholy woman, unmarried in a Latin society which has small use +or kindness for spinsters, had seized on Marguerite d'Estrées--whose +acquaintance she had made in a Mont d'Or hotel--and was now keeping her +like a caged canary that sings for its food. + +Madame d'Estrées was quite willing. So long as she had a sofa on which +to sit enthroned, a sufficiency of new gowns, a maid, cigarettes, +breakfast in bed, and a supply of French novels, she appeared the most +harmless and engaging of mortals. Her youth had been cruel, disorderly, +and vicious. It had lasted long; but now, when middle age stood at last +confessed, she was lapsing, it seemed, into amiability and good +behavior. She was, indeed, fast forgetting her own history, and soon the +recital of it would surprise no one so much as herself. + +It was five o'clock. Madame d'Estrées had just established herself in +the silk-panelled drawing-room of Donna Laura's apartment, expectant of +visitors, and, in particular, of her daughter. + +In begging Kitty to come on this particular afternoon, she had not +thought fit to mention that it would be Donna Laura's "day." Had she +done so, Kitty, in consideration of her mourning, would perhaps have +cried off. Whereas, really--poor, dear child!--what she wanted was +distraction and amusement. + +And what Madame d'Estrées wanted was the presence beside her, in public, +of Lady Kitty Ashe. Kitty had already visited her mother privately, and +had explored the antiquities of the Vercelli palace. But Madame +d'Estrées was now intent on something more and different. + +For in the four years which had now elapsed since the Ashe's marriage +this lively lady had known adversity. She had been forced to leave +London, as we have seen, by the pressure of certain facts in her past +history so ancient and far removed when their true punishment began that +she no doubt felt it highly unjust that she should be punished for them +at all. Her London debts had swallowed up what then remained to her of +fortune; and, afterwards, the allowance from the Ashes was all she had +to depend on. Banished to Paris, she fell into a lower stratum of life, +at a moment when her faithful and mysterious friend, Markham Warington, +was held in Scotland by the first painful symptoms of his sister's last +illness, and could do but little for her. She had, in fact, known the +sordid shifts and straits of poverty, though the smallest moral effort +would have saved her from them. She had kept disreputable company, she +had been miserable, and base; and although shame is not easy to persons +of her temperament, it may perhaps be said that she was ashamed of this +period of her existence. Appeals to the Ashes yielded less and less, and +Warington seemed to have forsaken her. She awoke at last to a +panic-stricken fear of darker possibilities and more real suffering than +any she had yet known, and under the stress of this fear she collapsed +physically, writing both to Warington and to the Ashes in a tone of +mingled reproach and despair. + +The Ashes sent money, and, though Kitty was at the moment not fit to +travel, prepared to come. Warington, who had just closed the eyes of his +sister, went at once. He was now the last of his family, without any +ties that he could not lawfully break. Within two days of his arrival in +Paris, Madame d'Estrées had promised to marry him in three months, to +break off all her Paris associations, and to give her life henceforward +into his somewhat stern hands. The visit to Venice was part of the price +that he had had to pay for her decision. Marguerite pleaded, with a +shudder, that she must have a little amusement before she went to live +in Dumfriesshire; and he had been obliged to acquiesce in her +arrangement with Donna Laura--stipulating only that he should be their +escort and guardian. + +What had moved him to such an act? His reasons can only be guessed at. +Warington was a man of religion, a Calvinist by education and +inheritance, and of a silent and dreamy temperament. He had been +intimate with very few women in his life. His sister had been a second +mother to him, and both of them had been the guardians of their younger +brother. When this adored brother fell shot through the lungs in the +hopeless defence of Lady Blackwater's reputation, it would have been +natural enough that Markham should hate the woman who had been the +occasion of such a calamity. The sister, a pious and devoted Christian, +had indeed hated her, properly and duly, thenceforward. Markham, on the +contrary, accepted his brother's last commission without reluctance. In +this matter at least Lady Blackwater had not been directly to blame; his +mind acquitted her; and her soft, distressed beauty touched his heart. +Before he knew where he was she had made an impression upon him that was +to be life-long. + +Then gradually he awoke to a full knowledge of her character. He +suffered, but otherwise it made no difference. Finding it was then +impossible to persuade her to marry him, he watched over her as best he +could for some years, passing through phases of alternate hope and +disgust. His sister's affection for him was clouded by his strange +relation to the Jezebel who in her opinion had destroyed their brother. +He could not help it; he could only do his best to meet both claims upon +him. During her lingering passage to the grave, his sister had nearly +severed him from Marguerite d'Estrées. She died, however, just in time, +and now here he was in Venice, passing through what seemed to him one of +the ante-rooms of life, leading to no very radiant beyond. But, radiant +or no, his path lay thither. And at the same time he saw that although +Marguerite felt him to be her only refuge from poverty and disgrace, she +was painfully afraid of him, and afraid of the life into which he was +leading her. + + * * * * * + +The first guest of the afternoon proved to be Louis Harman, the painter +and dilettante, who had been in former days one of the _habitués_ of the +house in St. James's Place. This perfectly correct yet tolerant +gentleman was wintering in Venice in order to copy the Carpaccios in San +Giorgio dei Schiavoni. His copies were not good, but they were all +promised to artistic fair ladies, and the days which the painter spent +upon them were happy and harmless. + +He came in gayly, delighted to see Madame d'Estrées in flourishing +circumstances again, delivered apparently from the abyss into which he +had found her sliding on the occasion of various chance visits of his +own to Paris. Warington's doing, apparently--queer fellow! + +"Well!--I saw Lady Kitty in the Piazza this afternoon," he said, as he +sat down beside his hostess. Donna Laura had not yet appeared. "Very +thin and fragile! But, by Jove! how these English beauties hold their +own." + +"Irish, if you please," said Madame d'Estrées, smiling. + +Harman bowed to her correction, admiring at the same time both the +toilette and the good looks of his companion. Dropping his voice, he +asked, with a gingerly and sympathetic air, whether all was now well +with the Ashe ménage. He had been sorry to hear certain gossip of the +year before. + +Madame d'Estrées laughed. Yes, she understood that Kitty had behaved +like a little goose with that _poseur_ Cliffe. But that was all +over--long ago. + +"Why, the silly child has everything she wants! William is devoted to +her--and it can't be long before he succeeds." + +"No need to go trifling with poets," said Harman, smiling. "By-the-way, +do you know that Geoffrey Cliffe is in Venice?" + +Madame d'Estrées opened her eyes. "Est-il possible? Oh! but Kitty has +forgotten all about him." + +"Of course," said Harman. "I am told he has been seen with the Ricci." + +Madame d'Estrées raised her shoulders this time in addition to her eyes. +Then her face clouded. + +"I believe," she said, slowly, "that woman may come here this +afternoon." + +"Is she a friend of yours?" Harman's tone expressed his surprise. + +"I knew her in Paris," said Madame d'Estrées, with some hesitation, +"when she was a student at the Conservatoire. She and I had some common +acquaintance. And now--frankly, I daren't offend her. She has the most +appalling temper!--and she sticks at nothing." + +Harman wondered what the exact truth of this might be, but did not +inquire. And as guests--including Colonel Warington--began to arrive, +and Donna Laura appeared and began to dispense tea, the _tête-à-tête_ +was interrupted. + +Donna Laura's _salon_ was soon well filled, and Harman watched the +gathering with curiosity. As far as it concerned Madame d'Estrées--and +she was clearly the main attraction which had brought it together--it +represented, he saw, a phase of social recovery. A few prominent +Englishmen, passing through Venice, came in without their wives, making +perfunctory excuse for the absence of these ladies. But the +cosmopolitans of all kinds, who crowded in--Anglo-Italians, foreign +diplomats, travellers of many sorts, and a few restless Venetians, +bearing the great names of old, to whom their own Venice was little more +than a place of occasional sojourn--made satisfactory amends for these +persons of too long memories. In all these travellers' towns, Venice, +Rome, and Florence, there is indeed a society, and a very agreeable +society, which is wholly irresponsible, and asks few or no questions. +The elements of it meet as strangers, and as strangers they mostly part. +But between the meeting and the parting there lies a moment, all the +gayer, perhaps, because of its social uncertainty and freedom. + +Madame d'Estrées was profiting by it to the full. She was in excellent +spirits and talk; bright-rose carnations shone in the bosom of her +dress; one white arm, bared to the elbow, lay stretched carelessly on +the fine cut-velvet which covered the gilt sofa--part of a suite of +Venetian Louis Quinze, clumsily gorgeous--on which she sat; the other +hand pulled the ears of a toy spaniel. On the ceiling above her, Tiepolo +had painted a headlong group of sensuous forms, alive with vulgar +movement and passion; the _putti_ and the goddesses, peering through +aërial balustrades, looked down complacently on Madame d'Estrées. + +Meanwhile there stood behind her--a silent, distinguished figure--the +man of whom Harman saw that she was always nervously and sometimes +timidly conscious. Harman had been reading Molière's _Don Juan_. The +sentinel figure of Warington mingled in his imagination with the statue +of the Commander. + +Or, again, he was tickled by a vision of Madame d'Estrées grown old, +living in a Scotch house, turreted and severe, tended by servants of the +"Auld Licht," or shivering under a faithful minister on Sundays. Had she +any idea of the sort of fold towards which Warington--at once Covenanter +and man of the world--was carrying his lost sheep? + +The sheep, however, was still gambolling at large. Occasionally a guest +appeared who proved it. For instance, at a certain tumultuous entrance, +billowing skirts, vast hat, and high-pitched voice all combining in the +effect, Madame d'Estrées flushed violently, and Warington's stiffness +redoubled. On the threshold stood the young actress, Mademoiselle Ricci, +a Marseillaise, half French, half Italian, who was at the moment the +talk of Venice. Why, would take too long to tell. It was by no means +mostly due to her talent, which, however, was displayed at the Apollo +theatre two or three times a week, and was no doubt considerable. She +was a flamboyant lady, with astonishing black eyes, a too transparent +white dress, over which was slung a small black mantilla, a scarlet hat +and parasol, and a startling fan of the same color. Both before and +after her greeting of Madame d'Estrées--whom she called her "chérie" and +her "belle Marguerite"--she created a whirlwind in the _salon_. She was +noisy, rude, and false; it could only be said on the other side that she +was handsome--for those who admired the kind of thing; and famous--more +or less. The intimacy of the party was broken up by her, for wherever +she was she brought uproar, and it was impossible to forget her. And +this uneasy attention which she compelled was at its height when the +door was once more thrown open for the entrance of Lady Kitty Ashe. + +"Ah, my darling Kitty!" cried Madame d'Estrées, rising in a soft +enthusiasm. + +Kitty came in slowly, holding herself very erect, a delicate and +distinguished figure, in her deep mourning. She frowned as she saw the +crowd in the room. + +"I'll come another time!" she said, hastily, to her mother, beginning to +retreat. + +"Oh, Kitty!" cried Madame d'Estrées, in distress, holding her fast. + +At that moment Harman, who was watching them both with keenness, saw +that Kitty had perceived Mademoiselle Ricci. The actress had paused in +her chatter to stare at the new-comer. She sat fronting the entrance, +her head insolently thrown back, knees crossed, a cigarette poised in +the plump and dimpled hand. + +A start ran through Kitty's small person. She allowed her mother to lead +her in and introduce her to Donna Laura. + +"Ah-ha, my lady!" said Harman, to himself. "Are you, perhaps, interested +in the Ricci? Is it possible even that you have seen her before?" + +Kitty, however, betrayed herself to no one else. To other people it was +only evident that she did not mean to be introduced to the actress. She +pointedly and sharply avoided it. This was interpreted as aristocratic +_hauteur_, and did her no harm. On the contrary, she was soon chattering +French with a group of diplomats, and the centre of the most animated +group in the room. All the new-comers who could attached themselves to +it, and the actress found herself presently almost deserted. She put up +her eye-glass, studied Kitty impertinently, and asked a man sitting near +her for the name of the strange lady. + +"Isn't she lovely, my little Kitty!" said Madame d'Estrées, in the ears +of a Bavarian baron, who was also much occupied in staring at the small +beauty in black. "I may say it, though I am her mother. And my +son-in-law, too. Have you seen him? Such a handsome fellow!--and _such_ +a dear!--so kind to me. They _say_, you know, that he will be Prime +Minister." + +The baron bowed, ironically, and inquired who the gentleman might be. He +had not caught Kitty's name, and Madame d'Estrées had been for some time +labelled in his mind as something very near to an adventuress. + +Madame d'Estrées eagerly explained, and he bowed again, with a +difference. He was a man of great intelligence, acquainted with English +politics. So that was _really_ the wife of the man to whose personality +and future the London correspondent of the _Allgemeine Zeitung_ had +within the preceding week devoted a particularly interesting article, +which he had read with attention. His estimate of Madame d'Estrées' +place in the world altered at once. Yet it was strange that she--or, +rather, Donna Laura--should admit such a person as Mademoiselle Ricci to +their _salon_. + +The mother, indeed, that afternoon had much reason to be socially +grateful to the daughter. Curious contrast with the days when Kitty had +been the mere troublesome appendage of her mother's life! It was clear +to Marguerite d'Estrées now that if she was to accept restraint and +virtuous living, if she was to submit to this marriage she dreaded, yet +saw no way to escape, her best link with the gay world in the future +might well be through the Ashes. Kitty could do a great deal for her; +let her cultivate Kitty; and begin, perhaps, by convincing William Ashe +on this present occasion that for once she was not going to ask him for +money. + +In the height of the party, Lord Magellan appeared. Madame d'Estrées at +first looked at him with bewilderment, till Kitty, shaking herself free, +came hastily forward to introduce him. At the name the mother's face +flashed into smiles. The ramifications of two or three aristocracies +represented the only subject she might be said to know. Dear Kitty! + +Lord Magellan, after Madame d'Estrées had talked to him about his family +in a few light and skilful phrases, which suggested knowledge, while +avoiding flattery, was introduced to the Bavarian baron and a French +naval officer. But he was not interesting to them, nor they to him; +Kitty was surrounded and unapproachable; and a flood of new arrivals +distracted Madame d'Estrées' attention. The Ricci, who had noticed the +restrained _empressement_ of his reception, pounced on the young man, +taming her ways and gestures to what she supposed to be his English +prudery, and produced an immediate effect upon him. Lord Magellan, who +was only dumb with English marriageable girls, allowed himself to be +amused, and threw himself into a low chair by the actress--a capture +apparently for the afternoon. + +Louis Harman was sitting behind Kitty, a little to her right. He saw her +watching the actress and her companion; noticed a compression of the +lip, a flash in the eye. She sprang up, said she must go home, and +practically dissolved the party. + +Mademoiselle Ricci, who had also risen, proposed to Lord Magellan that +she should take him in her gondola to the shop of a famous dealer on the +Canal. + +"Thank you very much," said Lord Magellan, irresolute, and he looked at +Kitty. The look apparently decided him, for he immediately added that he +had unfortunately an engagement in the opposite direction. The actress +angrily drew herself up, and proposed a later appointment. Then Kitty +carelessly intervened. + +"Do you remember that you promised to see me home?" she said to the +young man. "Don't if it bores you!" + +Lord Magellan eagerly protested. Kitty moved away, and he followed her. + +"Chère madame, will you present me to your daughter?" said the Ricci, in +an unnecessarily loud voice. + +Madame d'Estrées, with a flurried gesture, touched Kitty on the arm. + +"Kitty, Mademoiselle Ricci." + +Kitty took no notice. Madame d'Estrées said, quickly, in a low, +imploring voice: + +"Please, dear Kitty. I'll explain." + +Kitty turned abruptly, looked at her mother, and at the woman to whom +she was to be introduced. + +"Ah! comme elle est charmante!" cried the actress, with an inflection of +irony in her strident voice. "Miladi, il faut absolument que nous nous +connaissions. Je connais votre chère mère depuis si longtemps! À Paris, +l'hiver passé c'était une amitié des plus tendres!" + +The nasal drag she gave to the words was partly natural, partly +insolent. Madame d'Estrées bit her lip. + +"Oui?" said Kitty, indifferently. "Je n'en avais jamais entendu parler." + +Her brilliant eyes studied the woman before her. "She has some hold on +maman," she said to herself, in disgust. "She knows of something shady +that maman has done." Then another thought stung her; and with the most +indifferent bow, triumphing in the evident offence that she was giving, +she turned to Lord Magellan. + +"You'd like to see the Palazzo?" + +Warington at once offered himself as a guide. + +But Kitty declared she knew the way, would just show Lord Magellan the +_piano nobile_, dismiss him at the grand staircase, and return. Lord +Magellan made his farewells. + +As Kitty passed through the door of the _salon_, while the young man +held back the velvet _portière_ which hung over it, she was aware that +Mademoiselle Ricci was watching her. The Marseillaise was leaning +heavily on a _fauteuil_, supported by a hand behind her. A slow, +disdainful smile played about her lips, some evil threatening thought +expressed itself through every feature of her rounded, coarsened beauty. +Kitty's sharp look met hers, and the curtain dropped. + + * * * * * + +"Don't, please, let that woman take you anywhere--to see anything!" said +Kitty, with energy, to her companion, as they walked through the rooms +of the _mezzanino_. + +Lord Magellan laughed. "What's the matter with her?" + +"Oh, nothing!" said Kitty, impatiently, "except that she's wicked--and +common--and a snake--and your mother would have a fit if she knew you +had anything to do with her." + +The red-haired youth looked grave. + +"Thank you, Lady Kitty," he said, quietly. "I'll take your advice." + +"Oh, I say, what a nice boy you are!" cried Kitty, impulsively, laying a +hand a moment on his shoulder. And then, as though his filial instinct +had awakened hers, she added, with hasty falsehood: "Maman, of course, +knows nothing about her. That was just bluff what she said. But Donna +Laura oughtn't to ask such people. There--that's the way." + +And she pointed to a small staircase in the wall, whereof the trap-door +at the top was open. They climbed it, and found themselves at once in +one of the great rooms of the _piano nobile_, to which this quick and +easy access from the inhabited _entresol_ had been but recently +contrived. + +"What a marvellous place!" cried Lord Magellan, looking round him. + +They were in the principal apartment of the famous Vercelli palace, a +legacy from one of those classical architects whose work may be seen in +the late seventeenth-century buildings of Venice. The rooms, enormously +high, panelled here and there in tattered velvets and brocades, or +frescoed in fast-fading scenes of old Venetian life, stretched in +bewildering succession on either side of a central passage or broad +corridor, all of them leading at last on the northern side to a vast +hall painted in architectural perspective by the pupils of Tiepolo, and +overarched by a ceiling in which the master himself had massed a +multitude of forms equal to Rubens in variety and facility of design, +expressed in a thin trenchancy of style. Figures recalling the ancient +triumphs and possessions of Venice, in days when she sat dishonored and +despoiled, crowded the coved roof, the painted cornices and pediments. +Gayly colored birds hovered in blue skies; philosophers and poets in +grisaille made a strange background for large-limbed beauties couched on +roses, or young warriors amid trophies of shining arms; and while all +this garrulous commonplace lived and breathed above, the walls below, +cold in color and academic in treatment, maintained as best they could +the dignity of the vast place, thus given up to one of the greatest of +artists and emptiest of minds. + +On the floor of this magnificent hall stood a few old and broken chairs. +But the candelabra of glass and ormolu, hanging from the ceiling, were +very nearly of the date of the palace, and superb. Meanwhile, through a +faded taffeta of a golden-brown shade, the afternoon light from the high +windows to the southwest poured into the stately room. + +"How it dwarfs us!" said Lord Magellan, looking at his companion. "One +feels the merest pygmy! From the age of decadence indeed!" He glanced at +the guide-book in his hand. "Good Heavens!--if this was their decay, +what was their bloom?" + +"Yes--it's big--and jolly. I like it," said Kitty, absently. Then she +recollected herself. "This is your way out. Federigo!" she called to an +old man, the _custode_ of the palace, who appeared at the magnificent +door leading to the grand staircase. + +"Commanda, eccellenza!" The old man, bent and feeble, approached. He +carried a watering-pot wherewith he was about to minister to some +straggling flowers in the windows fronting the Grand Canal. A thin cat +rubbed itself against his legs. As he stood in his shabbiness under the +high, carved door, the only permanent denizen of the building, he seemed +an embodiment of the old shrunken Venetian life, still haunting a city +it was no longer strong enough to use. + +"Will you show this signor the way out?" said Kitty, in tourists' +Italian. "Are you soon shutting up?" + +For the main palazzo, which during the day was often shown to +sightseers, was locked at half-past five, only the two _entresols_--one +tenanted by Donna Laura, the other by the _custode_--remaining +accessible. + +The old man murmured something which Kitty did not understand, pointing +at the same time to a door leading to the interior of the _piano +nobile_. Kitty thought that he asked her to be quick, if she wished +still to go round the palace. She tried to explain that he might lock up +if he pleased; her way of retreat to the _mezzanino_, down the small +staircase, was always open. Federigo looked puzzled, again said +something in unintelligible Venetian, and led the way to the grand +staircase followed by Lord Magellan. + + * * * * * + +A heavy door clanged below. Kitty was alone. She looked round her, at +the stretches of marble floor, and the streaks of pale sunshine that lay +upon its black and white, at the lofty walls painted with a dim superb +architecture, at the crowded ceiling, the gorgeous candelabra. With its +costly decoration, the great room suggested a rich and festal life; +thronging groups below answering to the Tiepolo groups above; beauties +patched and masked; gallants in brocaded coats; splendid senators, robed +like William at the fancy ball. + +Suddenly she caught sight of herself in one of the high and narrow +mirrors that filled the spaces between the windows. In her mourning +dress, with the light behind her, she made a tiny spectre in the immense +hall. The image of her present self--frail, black-robed--recalled the +two figures in the glass of her Hill Street room--the sparkling white of +her goddess dress, and William's smiling face above hers, his arm round +her waist. + +How happy she had been that night! Even her wild fury with Mary Lyster +seemed to her now a kind of happiness. How gladly would she have +exchanged for it either of the two terrors that now possessed her! + +With a shiver she crossed the hall, and pushed her way into the suite of +rooms on the northern side. She felt herself in absolute possession of +the palace. Federigo no doubt had locked up; her mother and a few guests +were still talking in the _salon_ of the _mezzanine_, expecting her to +return. She would return--soon; but the solitariness and wildness of +this deserted place drew her on. + +Room after room opened before her--bare, save for a few worm-eaten +chairs, a fragment of tapestry on the wall, or some tattered portraits +in the Longhi manner, indifferent to begin with, and long since ruined +by neglect. Yet here and there a young face looked out, roses in the +hair and at the breast; or a Doge's cap--and beneath it phantom features +still breathing even in the last decay of canvas and paint the violence +and intrigue of the living man--the ghost of character held there by +the ghost of art. Or a lad in slashed brocade, for whom even in this +silent palace, and in spite of the gaping crack across his face, life +was still young; a cardinal; a nun; a man of letters in clerical dress, +the Abbé Prévost of his day.... + +Presently she found herself in a wide corridor, before a high, closed +door. She tried it, and saw a staircase mounting and descending. A +passion of curiosity that was half romance, half restlessness, drove her +on. She began to ascend the marble steps, hearing only the echo of her +own movements, a little afraid of the cold spaces of the vast house, and +yet delighting in the fancies that crowded upon her. At the top of the +flight she found, of course, another apartment, on the same plan as the +one below, but smaller and less stately. The central hall entered from a +door supported by marble caryatids, was flagged in yellow marble, and +frescoed freely with faded eighteenth-century scenes--cardinals walking +in stiff gardens, a pope alighting from his coach, surrounded by +peasants on their knees, and behind him fountains and obelisk and the +towering façade of St. Peter's. At the moment, thanks to a last glow of +light coming in through a west window at the farther end, it was a place +beautiful though forlorn. But the rooms into which she looked on either +side were wreck and desolation itself, crowded with broken furniture, +many of them shuttered and dark. + +As she closed the last door, her attention was caught by a strange bust +placed on a pedestal above the entrance. What was wrong with it? An +accident? An injury? She went nearer, straining her eyes to see. +No!--there was no injury. The face indeed was gone. Or, rather, where +the face should have been there now descended a marble veil from brow to +breast, of the most singular and sinister effect. Otherwise the bust was +that of a young and beautiful woman. A pleasing horror seized on Kitty +as she looked. Her fancy hunted for the clew. A faithless wife, blotted +from her place?--made infamous forever by the veil which hid from human +eye the beauty she had dishonored? Or a beloved mistress, on whom the +mourning lover could no longer bear to look--the veil an emblem of +undying and irremediable grief? + +Kitty stood enthralled, striving to pierce the ghastly meaning of the +bust, when a sound--a distant sound--a shock through her. She heard a +step overhead, in the topmost apartment, or _mansarde_ of the palace, a +step that presently traversed the whole length of the floor immediately +above her head and began to descend the stair. + +Strange! Federigo must have shut the great gates by this time--as she +had bade him? He himself inhabited the smaller _entresol_ on the farther +side of the palace, far away. Other inhabitants there were none; so +Donna Laura had assured her. + +The step approached, resonant in the silence. Kitty, seized with nervous +fright, turned and ran down the broad staircase by which she had come, +through the series of deserted rooms in the _piano nobile_, till she +reached the great hall. + +There she paused, panting, curiosity and daring once more getting the +upperhand. The door she had just passed through, which gave access to +the staircase, opened again and shut. The stranger who had entered came +leisurely towards the hall, lingering apparently now and then to look at +objects on the way. Presently a voice--an exclamation. + +Kitty retreated, caught at the arm of a chair for support, clung to it +trembling. A man entered, holding his hat in one hand and a small white +glove in the other. + +At sight of the lady in black, standing on the other side of the hall, +he started violently--and stopped. Then, just as Kitty, who had so far +made neither sound nor movement, took the first hurried step towards the +staircase by which she had entered, Geoffrey Cliffe came forward. + +"How do you do, Lady Kitty? Do not, I beg of you, let me disturb you. I +had half an hour to spare, and I gave the old man down-stairs a franc or +two, that he might let me wander over this magnificent old place by +myself for a bit. I have always had a fancy for deserted houses. You, I +gather, have it, too. I will not interfere with you for a moment. Before +I go, however, let me return what I believe to be your property." + +He came nearer, with a studied, deliberate air, and held out the white +glove. She saw it was her own and accepted it. + +"Thank you." + +She bowed with all the haughtiness she could muster, though her limbs +shook under her. Then as she walked quickly towards the door of exit, +Cliffe, who was nearer to it than she, also moved towards it, and threw +it open for her. As she approached him he said, quietly: + +"This is not the first time we have met in Venice, Lady Kitty." + +She wavered, could not avoid looking at him, and stood arrested. That +almost white head!--that furrowed brow!--those haggard eyes! A slight, +involuntary cry broke from her lips. + +Cliffe smiled. Then he straightened his tall figure. + +"You see, perhaps, that I have not grown younger. You are quite right. I +have left my youth--what remained of it--among those splendid fellows +whom the Turks have been harrying and torturing. Well!--they were worth +it. I would give it them again." + +There was a short silence. + +The eyes of each perused the other's face. Kitty began some words, and +left them unfinished. Cliffe resumed--in another tone--while the door he +held swung gently backward, his hand following it. + +"I spent last winter, as perhaps you know, with the Bosnian insurgents +in the mountains. It was a tough business--hardships I should never have +had the pluck to face if I had known what was before me. Then, in July, +I got fever. I had to come away, to find a doctor, and I was a long time +at Cattaro pulling round. And, meanwhile, the Turks--God blast +them!--have been at their fiends' work. Half my particular friends, with +whom I spent the winter, have been hacked to pieces since I left them." + +She wavered, held by his look, by the coercion of that mingled passion +and indifference with which he spoke. There was in his manner no +suggestion whatever of things behind, no reference to herself or to the +past between them. His passion, it seemed, was for his comrades; his +indifference for her. What had he to do with her any more? He had been +among the realities of battle and death, while she had been mincing and +ambling along the usual feminine path. That was the utterance, it +seemed, of the man's whole manner and personality, and nothing could +have more effectually recalled Kitty's wild nature to the lure. + +"Are you going back?" She had turned from him and was pulling at the +fingers of the glove he had picked up. + +"Of course! I am only kicking my heels here till I can collect the money +and stores--ay, and the _men_--I want. I give my orders in London, and I +must be here to see to the transshipment of stores and the embarkation +of my small force! Not meant for the newspapers, you see, Lady +Kitty--these little details!" + +He drew himself up smiling, his worn aspect expressing just that +mingling of dare-devil adventure with subtler and more self-conscious +things which gave edge and power to his personality. + +"I heard you were wounded," said Kitty, abruptly. + +"So I was--badly. We were defending a _polje_--one of their high +mountain valleys, against a Beg and his troops. My left arm"--he pointed +to the black sling in which it was still held--"was nearly cut to +pieces. However, it is practically well." + +He took it out of the sling and showed that he could use it. Then his +expression changed. He stepped back to the door, and opened it +ceremoniously. + +"Don't, however, let me delay you, Lady Kitty--by my chatter." + +Kitty's cheeks were crimson. Her momentary yielding vanished in a +passion of scorn. What!--he knew that she had seen him before, seen him +with that woman--and he dared to play the mere shattered hero, kept in +Venice by these crusader's reasons! + +"Have you another volume on the way?" she asked him, as she advanced. "I +read your last." + +Her smile was the smile of an enemy. He eyed her strangely. + +"Did you? That was waste of time." + +"I think you intended I should read it." + +He hesitated. + +"Lady Kitty, those things are very far away. I can't defend myself--for +they seem wiped out." He had crossed his arms, and was leaning back +against the open door, a fine, rugged figure, by no means repentant. + +Kitty laughed. + +"You overstate the difference!" + +"Between the past and the present? What does that mean?" + +She dropped her eyes a moment, then raised them. + +"Do you often go to San Lazzaro?" + +He bowed. + +"I had a suspicion that the vision at the window--though it was there +only an instant--was you! So you saw Mademoiselle Ricci?" + +His tone was assurance itself. Kitty disdained to answer. Her slight +gesture bade him let her pass through; but he ignored it. + +"I find her kind, Lady Kitty. She listens to me--I get sympathy from +her." + +"And you want sympathy?" + +Her tone stung him. "As a hungry man wants food --as an artist wants +beauty. But I know where I shall _not_ get it." + +"That is always a gain!" said Kitty, throwing back her little head. "Mr. +Cliffe, pray let me bid you good-bye." + +He suddenly made a step forward. "Lady Kitty!"--his deep-set, imperious +eyes searched her face--"I can't restrain myself. Your look--your +expression--go to my heart. Laugh at me if you like. It's true. What +have you been doing with yourself?" + +He bent towards her, scrutinizing every delicate feature, and, as it +seemed, shaken with agitation. She breathed fast. + +"Mr. Cliffe, you must know that any sympathy from you to me--is an +insult! Kindly let me pass." + +He, too, flushed deeply. + +"Insult is a hard word, Lady Kitty. I regret that poem." + +She swept forward in silence, but he still stood in the way. + +"I wrote it--almost in delirium. Ah, well"--he shook his head +impatiently--"if you don't believe me, let it be. I am not the man I +was. The perspective of things is altered for me." His voice fell. +"Women and children in their blood--heroic trust--and brute hate--the +stars for candles--the high peaks for friends--those things have come +between me and the past. But you are right; we had better not talk any +more. I hear old Federigo coming up the stairs. Good-night, Lady +Kitty--good-night!" + +He opened the door. She passed him, and, to her own intense annoyance, a +bunch of pale roses she carried at her belt brushed against the +doorway, so that one broke and fell. She turned to pick it up, but it +was already in Cliffe's hand. She held out hers, threateningly. + +"I think not." He put it in his pocket. "Here is Federigo. Good-night." + +It was quite dark when Kitty reached home. She groped her way up-stairs +and opened the door of the _salon_. So weary was she that she dropped +into the first chair, not seeing at first that any one was in the room. +Then she caught sight of a brown-paper parcel, apparently just +unfastened, on the table, and within it three books, of similar shape +and size. A movement startled her. + +"William!" + +Ashe rose slowly from the deep chair in which he had been sitting. His +aspect seemed to her terrified eyes utterly and wholly changed. In his +hand he held a book like those on the table, and a paper-cutter. His +face expressed the remote abstraction of a man who has been wrestling +his way through some hard contest of the mind. + +She ran to him. She wound her arms round him. + +"William, William! I didn't mean any harm! I didn't! Oh, I have been so +miserable! I tried to stop it--I did all I could. I have hardly slept at +all--since we talked--you remember? Oh, William, look at me! Don't be +angry with me!" + +Ashe disengaged himself. + +"I have asked Blanche to pack for me to-night, Kitty. I go home by the +early train to-morrow." + +"Home!" + +She stood petrified; then a light flashed into her face. + +"You'll buy it all up? You'll stop it, William?" + +Ashe drew himself together. + +"I am going home," he said, with slow decision, "to place my resignation +in the hands of Lord Parham." + + + + +XXI + + +Kitty fell back in silence, staring at William. She loosened her mantle +and threw it off, then she sat down in a chair near the wood fire, and +bent over it, shivering. + +"Of course you didn't mean that, William?" she said, at last. + +Ashe turned. + +"I should not have said it unless I had meant every word of it. It is, +of course, the only thing to be done." + +Kitty looked at him miserably. "But you _can't_ mean that--that you'll +resign because of that book?" + +She pulled it towards her and turned over the pages with a hand that +trembled. "That would be too foolish!" + +Ashe made no reply. He was standing before the fire, with his hands in +his pockets, and a face half absent, half ironical, as though his mind +followed the sequences of a far distant future. + +"William!" She caught the sleeve of his coat with a little cry. "I wrote +that book because I thought it would help you." + +His attention came back to her. + +"Yes, Kitty, I believe you did." + +She gulped down a sob. His tone was so odd, so remote. + +"Many people have done such things. I know they have. Why--why, it was +only meant--as a skit--to make people laugh! There's _no_ harm in it, +William." + +Ashe, without speaking, took up the book and looked back at certain +pages, which he seemed to have marked. Kitty's feeling as she watched +him was the feeling of the condemned culprit, held dumb and strangled in +the grip of his own sense of justice, and yet passionately conscious how +much more he could say for himself than anybody is ever likely to say +for him. + +"When did you have the first idea of this book, Kitty?" + +"About a year ago," she said, in a low voice. + +"In October? At Haggart?" + +Kitty nodded. + +Ashe thought. Her admission took him back to the autumn weeks at +Haggart, after the Cliffe crisis and the rearrangement of the ministry +in the July of that year. He well remembered that those weeks had been +weeks of special happiness for both of them. Afterwards, the winter had +brought many renewed qualms and vexations. But in that period, between +the storms of the session and Kitty's escapades in the hunting-field, +memory recalled a tender, melting time--a time rich in hidden and +exquisite hours, when with Kitty on his breast, lip to lip and heart to +heart, he had reaped, as it seemed to him, the fruits of that indulgence +which, as he knew, his mother scorned. And at that very moment, behind +his back, out of his sight, she had begun this atrocious thing. + +He looked at her again--the bitterness almost at his lips, almost beyond +his control. + +"I wish I knew what could have been your possible object in writing +it?" + +She sat up and confronted him. The color flamed back again into her pale +cheeks. + +"You know I told you--when we had that talk in London--that I wanted to +write. I thought it would be good for me--would take my thoughts +off--well, what had happened. And I began to write this--and it amused +me to find I could do it--and I suppose I got carried away. I loved +describing you, and glorifying you--and I loved making caricatures of +Lady Parham--and all the people I hated. I used to work at it whenever +you were away--or I was dull and there was nothing to do. + +"Did it never occur to you," said Ashe, interrupting, "that it might get +you--get us both--into trouble, and that you ought to tell me?" + +She wavered. + +"No!" she said, at last. "I never did mean to tell you, while I was +writing it. You know I don't tell lies, William! The real fact is, I was +afraid you'd stop it." + +"Good God!" He threw up his hands with a sound of amazement, then thrust +them again into his pockets and began to pace up and down. + +"But then"--she resumed--"I thought you'd soon get over it, and that it +was funny--and everybody would laugh--and you'd laugh--and there would +be an end of it." + +He turned and stared at her. "Frankly, Kitty--I don't understand what +you can be made of! You imagined that that sketch of Lord Parham"--he +struck the open page--"a sketch written by _my wife_, describing my +official chief--when he was my guest--under my own roof--with all sorts +of details of the most intimate and offensive kind--mocking his +speech--his manners--his little personal ways--charging him with being +the corrupt tool of Lady Parham, disloyal to his colleagues, a man not +to be trusted--and justifying all this by a sort of evidence that you +could only have got as my wife and Lord Parham's hostess--you actually +supposed that you could write and publish _that!_--without in the first +place its being plain to every Tom, Dick, and Harry that you had written +it--and in the next, without making it impossible for your husband to +remain a colleague of the man you had treated in such a way? Kitty!--you +are not a stupid woman! Do you really mean to say that you could write +and publish this book without _knowing_ that you were doing a wrong +action--which, so far from serving me, could only damage my career +irreparably? Did nothing--did no one warn you--if you were determined to +keep such a secret from your husband, whom it most concerned?" + +He had come to stand beside her, both hands on the back of a +chair--stooping forward to emphasize his words--the lines of his fine +face and noble brow contracted by anger and pain. + +"Mr. Darrell warned me," said Kitty, in a low voice, as though those +imperious eyes compelled the truth from her--"but of course I didn't +believe him." + +"Darrell!" cried Ashe, in amazement--"Darrell! You confided in him?" + +"I told him all about it. It was he who took it to a publisher." + +"Hound!" said Ashe, between his teeth. "So that was his revenge." + +"Oh, you needn't blame him too much," said Kitty, proudly, not +understanding the remark. "He wrote to me not long ago to say it was +horribly unwise--and that he washed his hands of it." + +"Ay--when he'd done the deed! When did you show it him?" said Ashe, +impetuously. + +"At Haggart--in August." + +"_Et tu, Brute!_" said Ashe, turning away. "Well, that's done with. Now +the only thing to do is to face the music. I go home. Whatever can be +done to withdraw the book from circulation I shall, of course, do; but I +gather from this precious letter"--he held up the note which had been +enclosed in the parcel--"that some thousands of copies have already been +ordered by the booksellers, and a few distributed to 'persons in high +places.'" + +"William," she said, in despair, catching his arm again--"listen! I +offered the man two hundred pounds only yesterday to stop it." + +Ashe laughed. + +"What did he reply?" + +"He said it was impossible. Fifty copies had been already issued." + +"The review copies, no doubt. By next week there will be, I should say, +five thousand in the shops. Your man understands his business, Kitty. +This is the kind of puff preliminary he has been scattering about." + +And with sparkling eyes he handed to her a printed slip containing an +outline of the book for the information of the booksellers. + +It drew attention to the extraordinary interest of the production as a +painting of the upper class by the hand of one belonging to its inmost +circle. "People of the highest social and political importance will be +recognized at once; the writer handles cabinet ministers and their wives +with equal freedom, and with a touch betraying the closest and most +intimate knowledge. Details hitherto quite unknown to the public of +ministerial combinations and intrigues--especially of the feminine +influences involved--will be found here in their lightest and most +amusing form. A certain famous fancy ball will be identified without +difficulty. Scathing as some of the portraits are, the writer is by no +means merely cynical. The central figure of the book is a young and +rising statesman, whose aim and hopes are touched with a loving +hand--the charm of the portrait being only equalled by the venom with +which the writer assails those who have thwarted or injured his hero. +But our advice is simply--'Buy and Read!' Conjecture will run wild about +the writer. All we can say is that the most romantic or interesting +surmise that can possibly be formed will fall far short of the reality." + +"The beast is a shrewd beast!" said Ashe, as he raised himself from the +stooping position in which he had been following the sentences over +Kitty's shoulder. "He knows that the public will rush for his wares! How +much money did he offer you, Kitty?" + +He turned sharply on his heel to wait for her reply. + +"A hundred pounds," said Kitty, almost inaudibly--"and a hundred more if +five thousand sold." She had returned again to her crouching attitude +over the fire. + +"Generous!--upon my word!" said Ashe, scornfully turning over the two +thick-leaved, loosely printed Mudie volumes. "A guinea to the public, I +suppose--fifteen shillings to the trade. Darrell didn't exactly advise +you to advantage, Kitty." + +Kitty kept silence. The sarcastic violence of his tone fell on her like +a blow. She seemed to shrink together; while Ashe resumed his walk to +and fro. + +Presently, however, she looked up, to ask, in a voice that tried for +steadiness: + +"What do you mean to do--exactly--William?" + +"I shall, of course, buy up all I can; I shall employ some lawyer +fellow, and appeal to the good feelings of the newspapers. There will be +no trouble with the respectable ones. But some copies will get out, and +some of the Opposition newspapers will make capital out of them. +Naturally!--they'd be precious fools if they didn't." + +A momentary hope sprang up in Kitty. + +"But if you buy it up--and stop all the papers that matter," she +faltered--"why should you resign, William? There won't be--such great +harm done." + +For answer he opened the book, and without speaking pointed to two +passages--the first, an account full of point and malice of the +negotiations between himself and Lord Parham at the time when he entered +the cabinet, the conditions he himself had made, and the confidential +comments of the Premier on the men and affairs of the moment. + +"Do you remember the night when I told you those things, Kitty?" + +Yes, Kitty remembered well. It was a night of intimate talk between man +and wife, a night when she had shown him her sweetest, tenderest mood, +and he--incorrigible optimist!--had persuaded himself that she was +growing as wise as she was lovely. + +Her lip trembled. Then he pointed to the second--to the pitiless picture +of Lord Parham at Haggart. + +"You wrote that--when he was under our roof--there by our pressing +invitation! You couldn't have written it--unless he had so put himself +in your power. A wandering Arab, Kitty, will do no harm to the man who +has eaten and drunk in his tent!" + +She looked up, and as she read his face she understood at last how what +she had done had outraged in him all the natural and all the inherited +instincts of a generous and fastidious nature. The "great gentleman," so +strong in him as in all the best of English statesmen, whether they +spring from the classes or the masses, was up in arms. + +She sprang to her feet with a cry. "William, you can't give up politics! +It would make you miserable." + +"That can't be helped. And I couldn't go on like this, Kitty--even if +this affair of the book could be patched up. The strain's too great." + +They were but a yard apart, and yet she seemed to be looking at him +across a gulf. + +"You have been so happy in your work!" This time the sob escaped her. + +"Oh, don't let's talk about that," he said, abruptly, as he walked away. +"There'll be a certain relief in giving up the impossible. I'll go back +to my books. We can travel, I suppose, and put politics out of our +heads." + +"But--you won't resign your seat?" + +"No," he said, after a pause--"no. As far as I can see at present, I +sha'n't resign my seat, though my constituents, of course, will be very +sick. But I doubt whether I shall stand again." + +Every phrase fell as though with a thud on Kitty's ear. It was the wreck +of a man's life, and she had done it. + +"Shall you--shall you go and see Lord Parham?" she asked, after a pause. + +"I shall write to him first. I imagine"--he pointed to the letter lying +on the table--"that creature has already sent him the book. Then later I +daresay I shall see him." + +She looked up. + +"If I wrote and told him it was all my doing, William?--if I grovelled +to him?" + +"The responsibility is mine," he said, sternly. "I had no business to +tell even you the things printed there. I told them at my own risk. If +anything I say has any weight with you, Kitty, you will write nothing." + +She spread out her hands to the fire again, and he heard her say, as +though to herself: + +"The thing is--the awful thing is, that I'm mad--I must be mad. I never +thought of all this when I was writing it. I wrote it in a kind of +dream. In the first place, I wanted to glorify you--" + +He broke into an exclamation. + +"Your _taste_, Kitty!--where was your taste? That a wife should praise a +husband in public! You could only make us both laughing-stocks." + +His handsome features quivered a little. He felt this part of it the +most galling, the most humiliating of all; and she understood. In his +eyes she had shown herself not only reckless and treacherous, but +indelicate, vulgar, capable of besmirching the most sacred and intimate +of relations. + +She rose from her seat. + +"I must go and take my things off," she said, in "a vague voice," and as +she moved she tottered a little. He turned to look at her. Amid his own +crushing sense of defeat and catastrophe, his natural and righteous +indignation, he remembered that she had been ill--he remembered their +child. But whether from the excitement, first of the meeting in the +Vercelli palace, and now of this scene--or merely from the heat of the +fire over which she had been hanging, her cheeks were flushed, her eyes +blazed. Her beauty had never been more evident; but it made little +appeal to him; it was the wild, ungovernable beauty from which he had +suffered. He saw that she was excited, but there was an air also of +returning physical vigor; and the nascent feeling which might have been +strengthened by pallor and prostration died away. + +Kitty moved as though to pass him and go to her room, which opened out +of the _salon_. But as she neared him she suddenly caught him by the +arm. + +"William!--William! don't do it!--don't resign! Let me apologize!" + +He was angered by her persistence, and merely said, coldly: + +"I have given you my reasons, Kitty, why such a course is impossible." + +"And--and you start to-morrow morning?" + +"By the early train. Please let me go, Kitty. There are many things to +arrange. I must order the gondola, and see if the people here can cash +me a check." + +"You mean--to leave me alone?" The words had a curious emphasis. + +"I had a few words with Miss French before you came in. The packet +arrived by the evening post, and seeing that it was books--for you--I +opened it. After about an hour"--he turned and walked away again--"I saw +my bearings. Then I called Miss French, told her I should have to go +to-morrow, and asked her how long she could stay with you." + +"William!" cried Kitty again, leaning heavily on the table beside +her--"don't go!--don't leave me!" + +His face darkened. + +"So you would prevent me from taking the only honorable, the only decent +way out of this thing that remains to me?" + +She made no immediate reply. She stood--wrapped apparently in painful +abstraction--a creature lovely and distraught. The masses of her fair +hair loosened by the breeze on the canal had fallen about her cheeks and +shoulders; her black hat framed the white brow and large, feverish eyes; +and the sable cape she had worn in the gondola had slipped down over the +thin, sloping shoulders, revealing the young figure and the slender +waist. She might have been a child of seventeen, grieving over the death +of her goldfinch. + +Ashe gathered together his official letters and papers, found his +check-book, and began to write. While he wrote he explained that Miss +French could keep her company at least another fortnight, that he could +leave with them four or five circular notes for immediate expenses, and +would send more from home directly he arrived. + +In the middle of his directions Kitty once more appealed to him in a +passionate, muffled voice not to go. This time he lost his temper, and +without answering her he hastily left the room to arrange his packing +with his valet. + + * * * * * + +When he returned to the _salon_ Kitty was not there. He and Miss +French--who knew only that something tragic had happened in which Kitty +was concerned--kept up a fragmentary conversation till dinner was +announced and Kitty entered. She had evidently been weeping, but with +powder and rouge she had tried to conceal the traces of her tears; and +at dinner she sat silent, hardly answering when Margaret French spoke to +her. + +After dinner Ashe went out with his cigar towards the Piazza. He was in +a smarting, dazed state, beginning, however, to realize the blow more +than he had done at first. He believed that Parham himself would not be +at all sorry to be rid of him. He and his friends formed a powerful +group both in the cabinet and out of it. But they were forcing the pace, +and the elements of resistance and reaction were strong. He pictured the +dismay of his friends, the possible breakdown of the reforming party. Of +course they might so stand by him--and the suppression of the book might +be so complete-- + +At this moment he caught sight of a newspaper contents bill displayed at +the door of the only shop in the Piazza which sold English newspapers. +One of the lines ran, "Anonymous attack on the Premier." He started, +went in and bought the paper. There, in the "London Topics" column, was +the following paragraph: + +"A string of extracts from a forthcoming book, accompanied by a somewhat +startling publisher's statement, has lately been sent round to the +press. We are asked not to print them before the day of publication, but +they have already roused much attention, if not excitement. They +certainly contain a very gross attack on the Prime Minister, based +apparently on first-hand information, and involving indiscretions +personal and political of an unusually serious character. The wife of a +cabinet minister is freely named as the writer, and even if no violation +of cabinet secrecy is concerned, it is clear that the book outrages the +confidential relations which ought to subsist between a Premier and his +colleagues, if government on our English system is to be satisfactorily +carried on. The statements it makes with every appearance of authority +both as to the relations between Lord Parham and some of the most +important members of his cabinet, and as to the Premier's intentions +with regard to one or two of the most vital questions now before the +country, are calculated seriously to embarrass the government. We fear +the book will have a veritable _succès de scandale_." + +"That fellow at least has done his best to kick the ball, damn him!" +thought Ashe, with contempt, as he thrust the paper into his pocket. + +It was no more than he expected; but it put an end to all thoughts of a +more hopeful kind. He walked up and down the _Piazza_ smoking, till +midnight, counting the hours till he could reach London, and revolving +the phrases of a telegram to be sent to his solicitor before starting. + +Kitty made no sign or sound when he entered her room. Her fair head was +turned away from him, and all was dark. He could hardly believe that she +was asleep; but it was a relief to him to accept her pretence of it, and +to escape all further conversation. He himself slept but little. The +mere profundity of the Venetian silence teased him; it reminded him how +far he was from home. + +Two images pursued him--of Kitty writing the book, while he was away +electioneering or toiling at his new office--and then, of his returns to +Haggart--tired or triumphant--on many a winter evening, of her glad rush +into his arms, her sparkling face on his breast. + +Or again, he conjured up the scene when the MS. had been shown to +Darrell--his pretence of disapproval, his sham warnings, and the smile +on his sallow face as he walked off with it. Ashe looked back to the +early days of his friendship with Darrell, when he, Ashe, was one of the +leaders at Eton, popular with the masters in spite of his incorrigible +idleness, and popular with the boys because of his bodily prowess, and +Darrell had been a small, sickly, bullied colleger. Scene after scene +recurred to him, from their later relations at Oxford also. There was a +kind of deliberation in the way in which he forced his thoughts into +this channel; it made an outlet for a fierce bitterness of spirit, which +some imperious instinct forbade him to spend on Kitty. + +He dozed in the later hours of the night, and was roused by something +touching his hand, which lay outside the bedclothes. Again the little +head!--and the soft curls. Kitty was there--crouched beside +him--weeping. There flashed into his mind an image of the night in +London when she had come to him thus; and unwelcome as the whole +remembrance was, he was conscious of a sudden swelling wave of pity and +passion. What if he sprang up, caught her in his arms, forgave her, and +bade the world go hang! + +No! The impulse passed, and in his turn he feigned sleep. The thought of +her long deceit, of the selfish wilfulness wherewith she had requited +deep love and easy trust, was too much; it seared his heart. And there +was another and a subtler influence. To have forgiven so easily would +have seemed treachery to those high ambitions and ideals from which--as +he thought, only too certainly--she had now cut him off. It was part of +his surviving youth that the catastrophe seemed to him so absolute. Any +thought of the fresh efforts which would be necessary for the +reconquering of his position was no less sickening to him than that of +the immediate discomforts and humiliations to be undergone. He would go +back to books and amusement; and in the idling of the future there would +be plenty of time for love-making. + + * * * * * + +In the morning, when all preparations were made, the gondoliers waiting +below, Ashe's telegram sent, and the circular notes handed over to +Margaret French, who had discreetly left the room, William approached +his wife. + +"Good-bye!" said Kitty, and gave him her hand, with a strange look and +smile. + +Ashe, however, drew her to him and kissed her--against her will. "I'll +do my best, Kitty," he said, in a would-be cheery voice--"to pull us +through. Perhaps--I don't know!--things may turn out better than I +think. Good-bye. Take care of yourself. I'll write, of course. Don't +hurry home. You'll want a fortnight or three weeks yet." + +Kitty said not a word, and in another minute he was gone. The Italian +servants congregated below at the water-gate sent laughing "A +rivederlas" after the handsome, good-tempered Englishman, whom they +liked and regretted; the gondola moved off; Kitty heard the plash of the +water. But she held back from the window. + +Half-way to the bend of the canal beyond the Accademia, Ashe turned and +gave a long look at the balcony. No one was there. But just as the +gondola was passing out of sight, Kitty slipped onto the balcony. She +could see only the figure of Piero, the gondolier, and in another second +the boat was gone. She stayed there for many minutes, clinging to the +balustrade and staring, as it seemed, at the sparkle of autumnal sun +which danced on the green water and on the red palace to her right. + + * * * * * + +All the morning Kitty on her sofa pretended to write letters. Margaret +French, working or reading behind her, knew that she scarcely got +through a single note, that her pen lay idle on the paper, while her +eyes absently watched the palace windows on the other side of the canal. +Miss French was quite certain that some tragic cause of difference +between the husband and wife had arisen. Kitty, the indiscreet, had for +once kept her own counsel about the book, and Ashe had with his own +hands packed away the volumes which had arrived the night before; so +that she could only guess, and from that delicacy of feeling restrained +her as much as possible. + +Once or twice Kitty seemed on the point of unburdening herself. Then +overmastering tears would threaten; she would break off and begin to +write. At luncheon her look alarmed Miss French, so white was the little +face, so large and restless the eyes. Ought Mr. Ashe to have left her, +and left her apparently in anger? No doubt he thought her much better. +But Margaret remembered the worst days of her illness, the anxious looks +of the doctors, and the anguish that Kitty had suffered in the first +weeks after her child's death. She seemed now, indeed, to have forgotten +little Harry, so far as outward expression went; but who could tell what +was passing in her strange, unstable mind? And it often seemed to +Margaret that the signs of the past summer were stamped on her +indelibly, for those who had eyes to see. + +Was it the perception of this pity beside her that drove Kitty to +solitude and flight? At any rate, she said after luncheon that she would +go to Madame d'Estrées, and did not ask Miss French to accompany her. + +She set out accordingly with the two gondoliers. But she had hardly +passed the Accademia before she bid her men take a cross-cut to the +Giudecca. On these wide waters, with their fresher air and fuller +sunshine, a certain physical comfort seemed to breathe upon her. + +"Piero, it is not rough! Can we go to the Lido?" she asked the gondolier +behind her. + +Piero, who was all smiles and complaisance, as well he might be with a +lady who scattered _lire_ as freely as Kitty did, turned the boat at +once for that channel "Del Orfano" where the bones of the vanquished +dead lie deep amid the ooze. + +They passed San Giorgio, and were soon among the piles and sand-banks of +the lagoon. Kitty sat in a dream which blotted the sunshine from the +water. It seemed to her that she was a dead creature, floating in a dead +world. William had ceased to love her. She had wrecked his career and +destroyed her own happiness. Her child had been taken from her. Lady +Tranmore's affection had been long since alienated. Her own mother was +nothing to her; and her friends in society, like Madeleine Alcot, would +only laugh and gloat over the scandal of the book. + +No--everything was finished! As her fingers hanging over the side of the +gondola felt the touch of the water, her morbid fancy, incredibly quick +and keen, fancied herself drowned, or poisoned--lying somehow white and +cold on a bed where William might see and forgive her. + +Then with a start of memory which brought the blood rushing to her face, +she thought of Cliffe standing beside the door of the great hall in the +Vercelli palace--she seemed to be looking again into those deep, +expressive eyes, held by the irony and the passion with which they were +infused. Had the passion any reference to her?--or was it merely part of +the man's nature, as inseparable from it as flame from the volcano? If +William had cast her off, was there still one man--wild and bad, indeed, +like herself, but poet and hero nevertheless--who loved her? + +She did not much believe it; but still the possibility of it lured her, +like some dark gulf that promised her oblivion from this pain--pain +which tortured one so impatient of distress, so hungry for pleasure and +praise. + + * * * * * + +In those days the Lido was still a noble and solitary shore, without the +degradations of to-day. + +Kitty walked fast and furiously across the sandy road, and over the +shingles, turning, when she reached the firm sand, southward towards +Malamocco. It was between four and five, and the autumn afternoon was +fast declining. A fresh breeze was on the sea, and the short waves, +intensely blue under a wide, clear heaven, broke in dazzling foam on the +red-brown sand. + +She seemed to be alone between sea and sky, save for two figures +approaching from the south--a fisher-boy with a shrimping-net and a man +walking bareheaded. She noticed them idly. A mirage of sun was between +her and them, and the agony of remorse and despair which held her +blunted all perceptions. + +Thus it was that not till she was close upon him did her dazzled sight +recognize Geoffrey Cliffe. + +He saw her first, and stopped in motionless astonishment on the edge of +the sand. She almost ran against him, when his voice arrested her. + +"Lady Kitty!" + +She put her hand to her breast, wavered, and came to a stand-still. He +saw a little figure in black between him and those "gorgeous towers and +cloud-capped palaces" of Alpine snow, which dimly closed in the north; +and beneath the drooping hat a face even more changed and tragic than +that which had haunted him since their meeting of the day before. + +[Illustration: "SHE THOUGHT OF CLIFFE STANDING BESIDE THE DOOR OF THE +GREAT HALL."] + +"How do you do?" she said, mechanically, and would have passed him. +But he stood in her path. As he stared at her an impulse of rage ran +through him, resenting the wreck of anything so beautiful--rage against +Ashe, who must surely be somehow responsible. + +"Aren't you wandering too far, Lady Kitty?" His voice shook under the +restraint he put upon it. "You seem tired--very tired--and you are +perhaps farther from your gondola than you think." + +"I am not tired." + +He hesitated. + +"Might I walk with you a little, or do you forbid me?" + +She said nothing, but walked on. He turned and accompanied her. One or +two questions that he put to her--Had she companions?--Where had she +left her gondola?--remained unanswered. He studied her face, and at last +he laid a strong hand upon her arm. + +"Sit down. You are not fit for any more walking." + +He drew her towards some logs of driftwood on the upper sand, and she +sank down upon them. He found a place beside her. + +"What is the matter with you?" he said, abruptly, with a harsh +authority. "You are in trouble." + +A tremor shook her--as of the prisoner who feels on his limbs the first +touch of the fetter. + +"No, no!" she said, trying to rise; "it is nothing. I--I didn't know it +was so far. I must go home." + +His hand held her. + +"Kitty!" + +"Yes." Her voice was scarcely audible. + +"Tell me what hurts you! Tell me why you are here, alone, with a face +like that! Don't be afraid of me! Could I lift a finger to harm a +mother that has lost her child? Give me your hands." He gathered both +hers into the warm shelter of his own. "Look at me--trust me! My heart +has grown, Kitty, since you knew me last. It has taken into itself so +many griefs--so many deaths. Tell me your griefs, poor child!--tell me!" + +He stooped and kissed her hands--most tenderly, most gravely. + +Tears rushed into her eyes. The wild emotions that were her being were +roused beyond control. Bending towards him she began to pour out, first +brokenly, then in a torrent, the wretched, incoherent story, of which +the mere telling, in such an ear, meant new treachery to William and new +ruin for herself. + + + + +XXII + + +On a certain cloudy afternoon, some ten days later, a fishing-boat, with +a patched orange sail, might have been seen scudding under a light +northwesterly breeze through the channels which connect the island of +San Francesco with the more easterly stretches of the Venetian lagoon. +The boat presently neared the shore of one of the cultivated +_lidi_--islands formed out of the silt of many rivers by the travail of +centuries, some of them still mere sand or mud banks, others covered by +vineyards and fruit orchards--which, with the _murazzi_ or sea-walls of +Venice, stand sentinel between the city and the sea. On the _lido_ along +which the boat was coasting, the vintage was long since over and the +fruit gathered; the last yellow and purple leaves in the orchards, "a +pestilent-stricken multitude," were to-day falling fast to earth, under +the sighing, importunate wind. The air was warm; November was at its +mildest. But all color and light were drowned in floating mists, and +darkness lay over the distant city. It was one of those drear and +ghostly days which may well have breathed into the soul of Shelley that +superb vision of the dead generations of Venice, rising, a phantom host +from the bosom of the sunset, and sweeping in "a rapid mask of death" +over the shadowed waters that saw the birth and may yet furnish the tomb +of so vast a fame. + +Two persons were in the boat--Kitty, wrapped in sables, her straying +hair held close by a cap of the same fur--and Geoffrey Cliffe. They had +been wandering in the lagoons all day, in order to escape from Venice +and observers--first at Torcello, then at San Francesco, and now they +were ostensibly coming home in a wide sweep along the northern _lidi_ +and _murazzi_, that Cliffe might show his companion, from near by, the +Porto del Lido, that exit from the lagoons where the salt lakes grow +into the sea. + +A certain wildness and exaltation, drawn from the solitudes around them +and from their _tête-à-tête_, could be read in both the man and the +woman. Cliffe watched his companion incessantly. As he lay against the +side of the boat at her feet, he saw her framed in the curving sides of +the stern, and could read her changing expressions. Not a happy +face!--that he knew! A face haunted by shadows from an underworld of +thought--pursuing furies of remorse and fear. Not the less did he +triumph that he had it _there_, in his power; nor had the flashes of +terror and wavering will which he discerned in any way diminished its +beauty. + +"How long have you known--that woman?" Kitty asked him, suddenly, after +a pause broken only by the playing of the wind with the sail. + +Cliffe laughed. + +"The Ricci? Why do you want to know, madame?" + +She made a contemptuous lip. + +"I knew her first," said Cliffe, "some years ago in Milan. She was then +at La Scala--walking on--paid for her good looks. Then somebody sent her +to Paris to the Conservatoire, which she only left this spring. This is +her first Italian engagement. Her people are shopkeepers here--in the +Merceria--which helped her. She is as vain as a peacock and as dangerous +as a pet panther." + +"Dangerous!" Kitty's scorn had passed into her voice. + +"Well, Italy is still the country of the knife," said Cliffe, +lightly--"and I could still hire a bravo or two--in Venice--if I wanted +them." + +"Does the Ricci hire them?" + +Cliffe shrugged his shoulders. + +"She'd do it without winking, if it suited her." Then, after a +pause--"Do you still wonder why I should have chosen her society?" + +"Oh no," said Kitty, hastily. "You told me." + +"As much as a _friend_ cares to know?" + +She nodded, flushing, and dropped the subject. + +Cliffe's mouth still smiled, but his eyes studied her with a veiled and +sinister intensity. + +"I have not seen the lady for a week," he resumed. "She pesters me with +notes. I promised to go and see her in a new play to-morrow night, +but--" + +"Oh, go!" said Kitty--"by all means go!" + +"'Ruy Blas' in Italian? I think not. Ah! did you see that gleam on the +Campanile?--marvellous!... Miladi, I have a question to ask you." + +"_Dites!_" said Kitty. + +"Did you put me into your book?" + +"Certainly." + +"What kind of things did you say?" + +"The worst I could!" + +"Ah! How shall I get a copy?" said Cliffe, musing. + +She made no answer, but she was conscious of a sudden movement--was it +of terror? At the bottom of her soul was she, indeed, afraid of the man +beside her? + +"By-the-way," he resumed, "you promised to tell me your news of this +morning. But you haven't told me a word!" + +She turned away. She had gathered her furs around her, and her face was +almost hidden by them. + +"Nothing is settled," she said, in a cold, reluctant voice. + +"Which means that you won't tell me anything more?" + +She was silent. Her lip had a proud line which piqued him. + +"You think I am not worthy to know?" + +Her eye gleamed. + +"What does it matter to you?" + +"Oh, nothing! I should have been glad to hear that all was well, and +Ashe's mind at rest about his prospects." + +"His prospects!" she repeated, with a scorn which stung. "How _dare_ we +mention his name here at all?" + +Cliffe reddened. + +"I dare," he said, calmly. + +Kitty looked at him--a quivering defiance in face and frame; then bent +forward. + +"Would you like to know--who is the best--the noblest--the +handsomest--the most generous--the most delightful man I have ever met?" + +Each word came out winged and charged with a strange intensity of +passion. + +"Do I?" said Cliffe, raising his eyebrows--"do I want to know?" + +Her look held him. + +"My husband, William Ashe!" + +And she fell back, flushed and breathless, like one who throws out a +rebel and challenging flag. + +Cliffe was silent a moment, observing her. + +"Strange!" he said, at last. "It is only when you are miserable you are +kind. I could wish you miserable again, _chérie_." + +Tone and look broke into a sombre wildness before which she shrank. Her +own violence passed away. She leaned over the side of the boat, +struggling with tears. + +"Then you have your wish," was her muffled answer. + +The three bronzed Venetians, a father and two sons, who were working the +_bragozzo_ glanced curiously at the pair. They were persuaded that these +charterers of their boat were lovers flying from observation, and the +unknown tongue did but stimulate guessing. + +Cliffe raised himself impatiently. + +They were nearing a point where the line of _murazzi_ they had been +following--low breakwaters of great strength--swept away from them +outward and eastward towards a distant opening. On the other side of the +channel was a low line of shore, broadening into the Lido proper, with +its scattered houses and churches, and soon lost in the mist as it +stretched towards the south. + +"Ecco!--il Porto del Lido!" said the older boatman, pointing far away to +a line of deeper color beneath a dark and lowering sky. + +Kitty bent over the side of the boat staring towards the dim spot he +showed her--where was the mouth of the sea. + +"Kitty!" said Cliffe's voice beside her, hoarse and hurried--"one word, +and I tell these fellows to set their helm for Trieste. This boat will +carry us well--and the wind is with us." + +She turned and looked him in the face. + +"And then?" + +"Then? We'll think it out together, Kitty--together!" He bent his lips +to her hand, bending so as to conceal the action from the sailors. But +she drew her hand away. + +"You and I," she said, fiercely--"would tire of each other in a week!" + +"Have the courage to try! No!--you should not tire of me in a week! I +would find ways to keep you mine, Kitty--cradled, and comforted, and +happy." + +"Happy!" Her slight laugh was the forlornest thing. "Take me out to +sea--and drop me there--with a stone round my neck. That might be worth +doing--perhaps." + +He surveyed her unmoved. + +"Listen, Kitty! This kind of thing can't go on forever." + +"What are you waiting for?" she said, tauntingly. "You ought to have +gone last week." + +"I am not going," he said, raising himself by a sudden movement--"till +you come with me!" + +Kitty started, her eyes riveted to his. + +"And yet go I will! Not even you shall stop me, Kitty. I'll take the +help I've gathered back to those poor devils--if I die for it. But +you'll come with me--you'll come!" + +She drew back--trembling under an impression she strove to conceal. + +"If you will talk such madness, I can't help it," she said, with +shortened breath. + +"Yes--you'll come!" he said, nodding. "What have you to do with Ashe, +Kitty, any longer? You and he are already divided. You have tried life +together and what have you made of it? You're not fit for this mincing, +tripping London life--nor am I? And as for morals--- I'll tell you a +strange thing, Kitty." He bent forward and grasped her hands with a +force which hurt--from which she could not release herself. "I +believe--yes, by God, I believe!--that I am a better man than I was +before I started on this adventure. It's been like drinking at last at +the very source of life--living, not talking about it. One bitter night +last February, for instance, I helped a man--one of the insurgents--who +had taken to the mountains with his wife and children--to carry his +wife, a dying woman, over a mountain-pass to the only place where she +could possibly get help and shelter. We carried her on a litter, six men +taking turns. The cold and the fatigue were such that I shudder now when +I think of it. Yet at the end I seemed to myself a man reborn. I was +happier than I had ever been in my life. Some mystic virtue had flowed +into me. Among those men and women, instead of being the selfish beast +I've been all these years, I can forget myself. Death seems +nothing--brotherhood--liberty!--everything! And yet--" + +His face relaxed, became ironical, reflective. But he held the hands +close, his grasp of them hidden by the folds of fur which hung about +her. + +"And _yet_--I can say to you without a qualm--put this marriage which +has already come to naught behind you--and come with me! Ashe cramps +you. He blames you--you blame yourself. What _reality_ has all that? It +makes you miserable--it wastes life. _I_ accept your nature--I don't ask +you to be anything else than yourself--your wild, vain, adorable self! +Ashe asks you to put restraint on yourself--to make painful efforts--to +be good for his sake--the sake of something outside. _I_ say--come and +look at the elemental things--death and battle--hatred, solitude, love. +_They'll_ sweep us out of ourselves!--no need to strive and cry for +it--into the great current of the world's being--bring us close to the +forces at the root of things--the forces which create--and destroy. Dip +your heart in that stream, Kitty, and feel it grow in your breast. Take +a nurse's dress--put your hand in mine--and come! I can't promise you +luxuries or ease. You've had enough of those. Come and open another door +in the House of Life! Take starving women and hunted children into your +arms--- feel with them--weep with them--look with them into the face of +death! Make friends with nature--with rocks, forests, torrents--with +night and dawn, which you've never seen, Kitty! They'll love +you--they'll support you--the rough people--and the dark forests. +They'll draw nature's glamour round you--they'll pour her balm into your +soul. And I shall be with you--beside you!--your guardian--your +lover--your _lover_, Kitty--till death do us part." + +He looked at her with the smile which was his only but sufficient +beauty; the violent, exciting words flowed in her ear, amid the sound of +rising waves and the distant talk of the fishermen. His hand crushed +hers; his mad, imploring eyes repelled and constrained her. The wild +hungers and curiosities of her being rushed to meet him; she heard the +echo of her own words to Ashe: "More life--more _life_!--even though it +lead to pain--and agony--and tears!" + +Then she wrenched herself away--suddenly, contemptuously. + +"Of course, that's all nonsense--romantic nonsense. You've perhaps +forgotten that I am one of the women who don't stir without their maid." + +Cliffe's expression changed. He thrust his hands into his pockets. + +"Oh, well, if you must have a maid," he said, dryly, "that settles it. A +maid would be the deuce. And yet--I think I could find you a Bosnian +girl--strong and faithful--" + +Their eyes met--his already full of a kind of ownership, tender, +confident, humorous even--hers alive with passionate anger and +resistance. + +"_Without a qualm_!" she repeated, in a low voice--"without a qualm! Mon +Dieu!" + +She turned and looked towards the Adriatic. + +"Where are we?" she said, imperiously. + +For a gesture of command on Cliffe's part, unseen by her, had sent the +boat eastward, spinning before the wind. The lagoon was no longer +tranquil. It was covered with small waves; and the roar of the outer +sea, though still far off, was already in their ears. The mist lifting +showed white, distant crests of foam on a tumbling field of water, and +to the north, clothed in tempestuous purple, the dim shapes of +mountains. + +Kitty raised herself, and beckoned towards the captain of the +_bragozzo_. + +"Giuseppe!" + +"Commanda, Eccellenza!" + +The man came forward. + +With a voice sharp and clear, she gave the order to return at once to +Venice. Cliffe watched her, the veins on his forehead swelling. She knew +that he debated with himself whether he should give a counter-order or +no. + +"A Venezia!" said Kitty, waving her hand towards the sailors, her eyes +shining under the tangle of her hair. + +The helm was put round, and beneath a tacking sail the boat swept +southward. + +With an awkward laugh Cliffe fell back into his seat, stretching his +long limbs across the boat. He had spoken under a strong and genuine +impulse. His passion for her had made enormous strides in these few wild +days beside her. And yet the fantastic poet's sense responded at a touch +to the new impression. He shook off the heroic mood as he had doffed his +Bosnian cloak. In a few minutes, though the heightened color remained, +he was chatting and laughing as though nothing had happened. + + * * * * * + +She, exhausted physically and morally by her conflict with him, hardly +spoke on the way home. He entertained her, watching her all the time--a +hundred speculations about her passing through his brain. He understood +perfectly how the insight which she had allowed him into her grief and +her remorse had broken down the barriers between them. Her incapacity +for silence, and reticence, had undone her. Was he a villain to have +taken advantage of it? + +Why? With a strange, half-cynical clearness he saw her, as the obstacle +that she was, in Ashe's life and career. For Ashe--supposing he, Cliffe, +persuaded her--there would be no doubt a first shock of wrath and +pain--then a sense of deliverance. For her, too, deliverance! It excited +his artist's sense to think of all the further developments through +which he might carry that eager, plastic nature. There would be a new +Kitty, with new capacities and powers. Wasn't that justification enough? +He felt himself a sculptor in the very substance of life, moulding a +living creature afresh, disengaging it from harsh and hindering +conditions. What was there vile in that? + +The argument pursued itself. + +"The modern judges for himself--makes his own laws, as a god, knowing +good and evil. No doubt in time a new social law will emerge--with new +sanctions. Meanwhile, here we are, in a moment of transition, +manufacturing new types, exploring new combinations--by which let those +who come after profit!" + +Little delicate, distinguished thing!--every aspect of her, angry or +sweet, sad or wilful, delighted his taste and sense. Moreover, she was +_his_ deliverance, too--from an ugly and vulgar entanglement of which he +was ashamed. He shrank impatiently from memories which every now and +then pursued him of the Ricci's coarse beauty and exacting ways. Kitty +had just appeared in time! He felt himself rehabilitated in his own +eyes. Love may trifle as it pleases with what people call "law"; but +there are certain æsthetic limits not to be transgressed. + +The Ricci, of course, was wild and thirsting for revenge. Let her! +Anxieties far more pressing disturbed him. What if he tempted Kitty to +this escapade--and the rough life killed her? He saw clearly how frail +she was. + +But it was the artificiality of her life, the innumerable burdens of +civilization, which had brought her to this! Women were not the +weaklings they seemed, or believed themselves to be. For many of them, +probably for Kitty, a rude and simple life would mean not only fresh +mental but fresh physical strength. He had seen what women could endure, +for love's or patriotism's sake! Make but appeal to the spirit--the +proud and tameless spirit--and how the flesh answered! He knew that his +power with Kitty came largely from a certain stoicism, a certain +hardness, mingled, as he would prove to her, with a boundless devotion. +Let him carry it through--without fears--and so enlarge her being and +his own! And as to responsibilities beyond, as to their later lives--let +time take care of its own births. For the modern determinist of Cliffe's +type there _is_ no responsibility. He waits on life, following where it +leads, rejoicing in each new feeling, each fresh reaction of +consciousness on experience, and so links his fatalist belief to that +Nietzsche doctrine of self-development at all costs, and the coming man, +in which Cliffe's thought anticipated the years. + + * * * * * + +Kitty meanwhile listened to his intermittent talk of Venice, or Bosnia, +with all its suggestions of new worlds and far horizons, and scarcely +said a word. + +But through the background of the brain there floated with her, as with +him, a procession of unspoken thoughts. She had received three letters +from William. Immediately on his arrival he had tendered his +resignation. Lord Parham had asked him to suspend the matter for ten +days. Only the pressure of his friends, it seemed, and the consternation +of his party had wrung from Ashe a reluctant consent. Meanwhile, all +copies of the book had been bought up; the important newspapers had +readily lent themselves to the suppression of the affair; private wraths +had been dealt with by conciliatory lawyers; and in general a far more +complete hushing-up had been attained than Ashe had ever imagined +possible. There was no doubt infinite gossip in the country-houses. But +sympathy for Kitty in her grief, for Ashe himself, and Lady Tranmore, +had done much to keep it within bounds. The little Dean especially, +beloved of all the world, had been incessantly active on behalf of peace +and oblivion. + +All this Kitty read or guessed from William's letters. After all, then, +the harm had not been so great! Why such a panic!--such a hurry to leave +her!--when she was ill--and sorry? And now how curtly, how measuredly he +wrote! Behind the hopefulness of his tone she read the humiliation and +soreness of his mind--and said to herself, with a more headlong +conviction than ever, that he would never forgive her. + +No, _never!_--and especially now that she had added a thousandfold to +the original offence. She had never written to him since his departure. +Margaret French, too, was angry with her--had almost broken with her. + + * * * * * + +They left their boat on the Riva, and walked to the _Piazza_, through +the now starry dusk. As they passed the great door of St. Mark's, two +persons came out of the church. Kitty recognized Mary Lyster and Sir +Richard. She bowed slightly; Sir Richard put his hand to his hat in a +flurried way; but Mary, looking them both in the face, passed without +the smallest sign, unless the scorn in face and bearing might pass for +recognition. + +Kitty gasped. + +"She cut me!" she said, in a shaking voice. + +"Oh no!" said Cliffe. "She didn't see you in the dark." + +Kitty made no reply. She hurried along the northern side of the Piazza, +avoiding the groups which were gathered in the sunset light round the +flocks of feeding pigeons, brushing past the tables in front of the +cafe's, still well filled on this mild evening. + +"Take care!" said Cliffe, suddenly, in a low, imperative voice. + +Kitty looked up. In her abstraction she saw that she had nearly come +into collision with a woman sitting at a café table and surrounded by a +noisy group of men. + +With a painful start Kitty perceived the mocking eyes of Mademoiselle +Ricci. The Ricci said something in Italian, staring the while at the +English lady; and the men near her laughed, some furtively, some loudly. + +Cliffe's face set. "Walk quickly!" he said in her ear, hurrying her +past. + +When they had reached one of the narrow streets behind the Piazza, Kitty +looked at him--white and haughtily tremulous. "What did that mean?" + +"Why should you deign to ask?" was Cliffe's impatient reply. "I have +ceased to go and see her. I suppose she guesses why." + +"I will have no rivalry with Mademoiselle Ricci!" cried Kitty. + +"You can't help it," said Cliffe, calmly. "The powers of light are +always in rivalry with the powers of darkness." + +And without further pleading or excuse he stalked on, his gaunt form and +striking head towering above the crowded pavement. Kitty followed him +with difficulty, conscious of a magnetism and a force against which she +struggled in vain. + + * * * * * + +About a week afterwards Kitty shut herself up one evening in her room to +write to Ashe. She had just passed through an agitating conversation +with Margaret French, who had announced her intention of returning to +England at once, alone, if Kitty would not accompany her. Kitty's hands +were trembling as she began to write. + + * * * * * + +"I am glad--oh! so glad, William--that you _have_ withdrawn your +resignation--that people have come forward so splendidly, and _made_ you +withdraw it--that Lord Parham is behaving decently--and that you have +been able to get hold of all those copies of the book. I always hoped it +would not be quite so bad as you thought. But I know you must have gone +through an awful time--and I'm _sorry_. + +"William, I want to tell you something--for I can't go on lying to +you--or even just hiding the truth. I met Geoffrey Cliffe here--before +you left--and I never told you. I saw him first in a gondola the night +of the serenata--and then at the Armenian convent. Do you remember my +hurrying you and Margaret into the garden? That was to escape meeting +him. And that same afternoon when I was in the unused rooms of the +Palazzo Vercelli--the rooms they show to tourists--he suddenly +appeared--and somehow I spoke to him, though I had never meant to do so +again. + +"Then when you left me I met him again--that afternoon--and he found out +I was very miserable and made me tell him everything. I know I had no +right to do so--they were your secrets as well as mine. But you know how +little I can control myself--it's wretched, but it's true. + +"William, I don't know what will happen. I can't make out from Margaret +whether she has written to you or not--she won't tell me. If she has, +this letter will not be much news to you. But, mind, I write it of my +own free will, and not because Margaret may have forced my hand. I +should have written it anyway. Poor old darling!--she thinks me mad and +bad, and to-night she tells me she can't take the responsibility of +looking after me any longer. Women like her can never understand +creatures like me--and I don't want her to. She's a dear saint, and as +true as steel--not like your Mary Lysters! I could go on my knees to +her. But she can't control or save me. Not even you could, William. +You've tried your best, and in spite of you I'm going to perdition, and +I can't stop myself. + +"For, William, there's something broken forever between you and me. I +know it was I who did the wrong, and that you had no choice but to leave +me when you did. But yet you _did_ leave me, though I implored you not. +And I know very well that you don't love me as you used to--why should +you?--and that you never can love me in the same way again. Every letter +you write tells me that. And though I have deserved it all, I can't +bear it. When I think of coming home to England, and how you would try +to be nice to me--how good and dear and magnanimous you would be, and +what a beast I should feel--I want to drown myself and have done. + +"It all seems to me so hopeless. It is my own nature--- the stuff out of +which I am cut--that's all wrong. I may promise my breath away that I +will be discreet and gentle and well behaved, that I'll behave properly +to people like Lady Parham, that I'll keep secrets, and not make absurd +friendships with absurd people, that I'll try and keep out of debt, and +so on. But what's the use? It's the _will_ in me--the something that +drives, or ought to drive--that won't work. And nobody ever taught me or +showed me, that I can remember, till I met you. In Paris at the Place +Vendôme, half the time I used to live with maman and papa, be hideously +spoiled, dressed absurdly, eat off silver plate, and make myself sick +with rich things--and then for days together maman would go out or away, +forget all about me, and I used to storm the kitchen for food. She +either neglected me or made a show of me; she was my worst enemy, and I +hated and fought her--till I went to the convent at ten. When I was +fourteen maman asked a doctor about me. He said I should probably go +mad--and at the convent they thought the same. Maman used to throw this +at me when she was cross with me. + +"Well, I don't repeat this to make you excuse me and think better of +me--- it's all too late for that--but because I am such a puzzle to +myself, and I try to explain things. I _did_ love you, William--I +believe I do still--but when I think of our living together again, my +arms drop by my side and I feel like a dead creature. Your life is too +great a thing for me. Why should I spoil or hamper it? If you loved me, +as you did once--if you still thought _everything_ worth while, then, if +I had a spark of decency left, I might kill myself to free you, but I +should never do--what I may do now. But, William, you'll forget me soon. +You'll pass great laws, and make great speeches, and the years when I +tormented you--and all my wretched ways--will seem such a small, small +thing. + +"Geoffrey says he loves me. And I think he does, though how long it will +last, or may be worth, no one can tell. As for me, I don't know whether +I love him. I have no illusion about him. But there are moments when he +absolutely holds me--when my will is like wax in his hands. It is +because, I think, of a certain grandness--_grandeur_ seems too +strong--in his character. It was always there; because no one could +write such poems as his without it. But now it's more marked, though I +don't know that it makes him a better man. He thinks it does; but we all +deceive ourselves. At any rate, he is often superb, and I feel that I +could die, if not for him, at least with him. And he is not unlikely to +die in some heroic way. He went out as you know simply as correspondent +and to distribute relief, but lately he has been fighting for these +people--of course he has!--and when he goes back he is to be one of +their regular leaders. When he talks of it he is noble, transformed. It +reminds me of Byron--his wicked life here--and then his death at +Missolonghi. Geoffrey can do such base, cruel things--and yet-- + +"But I haven't yet told you. He asks me to go with him, back to the +fighting-lines in upper Bosnia. There seems to be a great deal that +women can do. I shall wear a nurse's uniform, and probably nurse at a +little hospital he founded--high up in one of the mountain valleys. I +know this will almost make you laugh. You will think of me, not knowing +how to put on a button without Blanche--and wanting to be waited on +every moment. But you'll see; there'll be nothing of that sort. I wonder +whether it's hardship I've been thirsting for all my life--even when I +seemed such a selfish, luxurious little ape? + +"At the same time, I think it will kill me--and that would be the best +end of all. To have some great, heroic experience, and then--'cease upon +the midnight with no pain!...' + +"Oh, if I thought you'd care very, _very_ much, I should have +pain--horrible pain. But I know you won't. Politics have taken my place. +Think of me sometimes, as I was when we were first married--and of +Harry--my little, little fellow! + +"--Maman and I have had a ghastly scene. She came to scold me for my +behavior--to say I was the talk of Venice. _She!_ Of course I know what +she means. She thinks if I am divorced she will lose her allowance--and +she can't bear the thought of that, though Markham Warington is quite +rich. My heart just _boiled_ within me. I told her it is the poison of +her life that works in me, and that whatever I do, _she_ has no right to +reproach me. Then she cried--and I was like ice--and at last she went. +Warington, good fellow, has written to me, and asked to see me. But what +is the use? + +"I know you'll leave me the £500 a year that was settled on me. It'll be +so good for me to be poor--and dressed in serge--and trying to do +something else with these useless hands than writing books that break +your heart. I am giving away all my smart clothes. Blanche is going +home. Oh, William, William! I'm going to shut this, and it's like the +good-bye of death--a mean and ugly--_death_. + +"... Later. They have just brought me a note from Danieli's. So Margaret +did write to you, and your mother has come. Why did you send her, +William? She doesn't love me--and I shall only stab and hurt her. Though +I'll try not--for your sake." + +Two days later Ashe received almost by the same post which brought him +the letter from Kitty, just quoted, the following letter from his +mother: + + "My DEAREST WILLIAM,--I have seen Kitty. With some difficulty she + consented to let me go and see her yesterday evening about nine + o'clock. + + "I arrived between six and seven, having travelled straight through + without a break, except for an hour or two at Milan, and + immediately on arriving I sent a note to Margaret French. She came + in great distress, having just had a fresh scene with Kitty. Oh, my + dear William, her report could not well be worse. Since she wrote + to us Kitty seems to have thrown over all precautions. They used to + meet in churches or galleries, and go out for long days in the + gondola or a fishing-boat together, and Kitty would come home alone + and lie on the sofa through the evening, almost without speaking + or moving. But lately he comes in with her, and stays hours, + reading to her, or holding her hand, or talking to her in a low + voice, and Margaret cannot stop it. + + "Yet she has done her best, poor girl! Knowing what we all knew + last year, it filled her with terror when she first discovered that + he was in Venice and that they had met. But it was not till it had + gone on about a week, with the strangest results on Kitty's spirits + and nerves, that she felt she must interfere. She not only spoke to + Kitty, but she spoke and wrote to him in a very firm, dignified + way. Kitty took no notice--only became very silent and secretive. + And he treated poor Margaret with a kind of courteous irony which + made her blood boil, and against which she could do nothing. She + says that Kitty seems to her sometimes like a person moving in + sleep--only half conscious of what she is doing; and at others she + is wildly excitable, irritable with everybody, and only calming + down and becoming reasonable when this man appears. + + "There is much talk in Venice. They seem to have been seen together + by various London friends who knew--about the difficulties last + year. And then, of course, everybody is aware that you are not + here--and the whole story of the book goes from mouth to mouth--and + people say that a separation has been arranged--and so on. These + are the kind of rumors that Margaret hears, especially from Mary + Lyster, who is staying in this hotel with her father, and seems to + have a good many friends here. + + "Dearest William--I have been lingering on these things because it + is so hard to have to tell you what passed between me and Kitty. + Oh! my dear, dear son, take courage. Even now everything is not + lost. Her conscience may awaken at the last moment; this bad man + may abandon his pursuit of her; I may still succeed in bringing her + back to you. But I am in terrible fear--and I must tell you the + whole truth. + + "Kitty received me alone. The room was very dark--only one lamp + that gave a bad light--so that I saw her very indistinctly. She was + in black, and, as far as I could see, extremely pale and weary. And + what struck me painfully was her haggard, careless look. All the + little details of her dress and hair seemed so neglected. Blanche + says she is far too irritable and impatient in the mornings to let + her hair be done as usual. She just rolls it into one big knot + herself and puts a comb in it. She wears the simplest clothes, and + changes as little as possible. She says she is soon going to have + done with all that kind of thing, and she must get used to it. My + own impression is that she is going through great agony of + mind--above all, that she is ill--ill in body and soul. + + "She told me quite calmly, however, that she had made up her mind + to leave you; she said that she had written to you to tell you so. + I asked her if it was because she had ceased to love you. After a + pause she said 'No.' Was it because some one else had come between + you? She threw up her head proudly, and said it was best to be + quite plain and frank. She had met Geoffrey Cliffe again, and she + meant henceforward to share his life. Then she went into the + wildest dreams about going back with him to the Balkans, and + nursing in a hospital, and dying--she hopes!--of hard work and + privations. And all this in a torrent of words--and her eyes + blazing, with that look in them as though she saw nothing but the + scenes of her own imagination. She talked of devotion--and of + forgetting herself in other people. I could only tell her, of + course, that all this sounded to me the most grotesque sophistry + and perversion. She was forgetting her first duty, breaking her + marriage vow, and tearing your life asunder. She shook her head, + and said you would soon forget her. 'If he had loved me he would + never have left me!' she said, again and again, with a passion I + shall never forget. + + "Of course that made me very angry, and I described what the + situation had been when you reached London--Lord Parham's state of + mind--and the consternation caused everywhere by the wretched book. + I tried to make her understand what there was at stake--the hopes + of all who follow you in the House and the country--the great + reforms of which you are the life and soul--your personal and + political honor. I impressed on her the endless trouble and + correspondence in which you had been involved--and how meanwhile + all your Home Office and cabinet work had to be carried on as + usual, till it was decided whether your resignation should be + withdrawn or no. She listened with her head on her hands. I think + with regard to the book she is most genuinely ashamed and + miserable. And yet all the time there is this unreasonable, this + monstrous feeling that you should not have left her! + + "As to the scandalous references to private persons, she said that + Madeleine Alcot had written to her about the country-house gossip. + That wretched being, Mr. Darrell, seems also to have written to + her, trying to save himself through her. And the only time I saw + her laugh was when she spoke of having had a furious letter from + Lady Grosville about the references to Grosville Park. It was like + the laugh of a mischievous, unhappy child. + + "Then we came back to the main matter, and I implored her to let me + take her home. First I gave her your letter. She read it, flushed + up, and threw it away from her. 'He commands me!' she said, + fiercely. 'But I am no one's chattel.' I replied that you had only + summoned her back to her duty and her home, and I asked her if she + could really mean to repay your unfailing love by bringing anguish + and dishonor upon you? She sat dumb, and her stubbornness moved me + so that I fear I lost my self-control and said more, much more--in + denunciation of her conduct--than I had meant to do. She heard me + out, and then she got up and looked at me very bitterly and + strangely. I had never loved her, she said, and so I could not + judge her. Always from the beginning I had thought her unfit to be + your wife, and she had known it, and my dislike of her, especially + during the past year, had made her hard and reckless. It had seemed + no use trying. I just wanted her dead, that you might marry a wife + who would be a help and not a stumbling-block. Well, I should have + my wish, for she would soon be as good as dead, both to you and to + me. + + "All this hurt me deeply, and I could not restrain myself from + crying. I felt so helpless, and so doubtful whether I had not done + more harm than good. Then she softened a little, and asked me to + let her go to bed--she would think it all over and write to me in + the morning.... + + "So, my dear William, I can only pray and wait. I am afraid there + is but little hope, but God is merciful and strong. He may yet save + us all. + + "But whatever happens, remember that you have nothing to reproach + yourself with--that you have done all that man could do. I should + telegraph to you in the morning to say, 'Come, at all hazards,' but + that I feel sure all will be settled to-morrow one way or the + other. Either Kitty will start with me--or she will go with + Geoffrey Cliffe. You could do nothing--absolutely nothing. God help + us! She seems to have some money, and she told me that she counted + on retaining her jointure." + + * * * * * + +On the night following her interview with Lady Tranmore, Kitty went from +one restless, tormented dream into another, but towards morning she fell +into one of a different kind. She dreamed she was in a country of great +mountains. The peaks were snow-crowned, vast glaciers filled the chasms +on their flanks, forests of pines clothed the lower sides of the hills, +and the fields below were full of spring flowers. She saw a little +Alpine village, and a church with an old and slender campanile. A plain +stone building stood by--it seemed to be an inn of the old-fashioned +sort--and she entered it. The dinner-table was ready in the low-roofed +_salle-à-manger_, and as she sat down to eat she saw that two other +guests were at the same table. She glanced at them, and perceived that +one was William and the other her child, Harry, grown older--and +transfigured. Instead of the dull and clouded look which had wrung her +heart in the old days, against which she had striven, patiently and +impatiently, in vain, the blue eyes were alive with mind and affection. +It was as if the child beheld his mother for the first time and she him. +As he recognized her he gave a cry of joy, waving one hand towards her +while with the other he touched his father on the arm. William raised +his head. But when he saw his wife his face changed. He rose from his +seat, and drawing the little boy into his arms he walked away. Kitty saw +them disappear into a long passage, indeterminate and dark. The child's +face over his father's shoulder was turned in longing towards his +mother, and as he was carried away he stretched out his little hands to +her in lamentation. + +Kitty woke up bathed in tears. She sprang out of bed and threw the +window nearest to her open to the night. The winter night was mild, and +a full moon sailed the southern sky. Not a sound on the water, not a +light in the palaces; a city of ebony and silver, Venice slept in the +moonlight. Kitty gathered a cloak and some shawls round her, and sank +into a low chair, still crying and half conscious. At his inn, some few +hundred yards away, between her and the Piazzetta, was Geoffrey Cliffe +waking too?--making his last preparations? She knew that all his stores +were ready, and that he proposed to ship them and the twenty young +fellows, Italians and Dalmatians, who were going with him to join the +insurgents, that morning, by a boat leaving for Cattaro. He himself was +to follow twenty-four hours later, and it was his firm and confident +expectation that Kitty would go with him--passing as his wife. And, +indeed, Kitty's own arrangements were almost complete, her money in her +purse, the clothes she meant to take with her packed in one small trunk, +some of the Tranmore jewels which she had been recently wearing ready +to be returned on the morrow to Lady Tranmore's keeping, other jewels, +which she regarded as her own, together with the remainder of her +clothes, put aside, in order to be left in the custody of the landlord +of the apartment till Kitty should claim them again. + +One more day--which would probably see the departure of Margaret +French--one more wrestle with Lady Tranmore, and all the links with the +old life would be torn away. A bare, stripped soul, dependent henceforth +on Geoffrey Cliffe for every crumb of happiness, treading in unknown +paths, suffering unknown things, probing unknown passions and +excitements--it was so she saw herself; not without that corroding +double consciousness of the modern, that it was all very interesting, +and as such to be forgiven and admired. + +Notwithstanding what she had said to Ashe, she did believe--with a +clinging and desperate faith--that Cliffe loved her. Had she really +doubted it, her conduct would have been inexplicable, even to herself, +and he must have seemed a madman. What else could have induced him to +burden himself with a woman on such an errand and at such a time? She +had promised, indeed, to be his lieutenant and comrade--and to return to +Venice if her health should be unequal to the common task. But in spite +of the sternness with which he put that task first--a sternness which +was one of his chief attractions for Kitty--she knew well that her +coming threw a glamour round it which it had never yet possessed, that +the passion she had aroused in him, and the triumph of binding her to +his fate, possessed him--for the moment at any rate--heart and soul. He +had the poet's resources, too, and a mind wherewith to organize and +govern. She shrank from him still, but she already envisaged the time +when her being would sink into and fuse with his, and like two colliding +stars they would flame together to one fiery death. + +Thoughts like these ran in her mind. Yet all the time she saw the high +mountains of her dream, the old inn, the receding face of her child on +William's shoulder; and the tears ran down her cheeks. The letter from +William that Lady Tranmore had given her lay on a table near. She took +it up, and lit a candle to read it. + + * * * * * + +"Kitty--I bid you come home. I should have started for Venice an hour +ago, after reading Miss French's letter, but that honor and public duty +keep me here. But mother is going, and I implore and command you, as +your husband, to return with her. Oh, Kitty, have I ever failed +you?--have I ever been hard with you?--that you should betray our love +like this? Was I hard when we parted--a month ago? If I was, forgive me, +I was sore pressed. Come home, you poor child, and you shall hear no +reproaches from me. I think I have nearly succeeded in undoing your rash +work. But what good will that be to me if you are to use my absence for +that purpose to bring us both to ruin? Kitty, the grass is not yet green +on our child's grave. I was at Haggart last Sunday, and I went over in +the dusk to put some flowers upon it. I thought of you without a +moment's bitterness, and prayed for us both, if such as I may pray. Then +next morning came Miss French's letter. Kitty, have you no heart--and no +conscience? Will you bring disgrace on that little grave? Will you dig +between us the gulf which is irreparable, across which your hand and +mine can never touch each other any more? I cannot and I will not +believe it. Come back to me--come back!" + + * * * * * + +She reread it with a melting heart--with deep, shaking sobs. When she +first glanced through it the word "command" had burned into her proud +sense; the rest passed almost unnoticed. Now the very strangeness in it +as coming from William--the strangeness of its grave and deep +emotion--held and grappled with her. + +Suddenly--some tension of the whole being seemed to give way. Her head +sank back on the chair, she felt herself weak and trembling, yet happy +as a soul new-born into a world of light. Waking dreams passed through +her brain in a feverish succession, reversing the dream of the +night--images of peace and goodness and reunion. + +Minutes--hours--passed. With the first light she got up feebly, found +ink and paper, and began to write. + + * * * * * + +_From Lady Tranmore to William Ashe_: + + +"Oh! my dearest William--at last a gleam of hope. + +"No letter this morning. I was in despair. Margaret reported that Kitty +refused to see any one--had locked her door, and was writing. Yet no +letter came. I made an attempt to see Geoffrey Cliffe, who is staying at +the 'Germania,' but he refused. He wrote me the most audacious letter to +say that an interview could only be very painful, that he and Kitty must +decide for themselves, that he was waiting every hour for a final word +from Kitty. It rested with her, and with her only. Coercion in these +matters was no longer possible, and he did not suppose that either you +or I would attempt it. + +"And now comes this blessed note--a respite at least! '_I am going to +Verona to-night with Blanche. Please let no one attempt to follow me. I +wish to have two days alone--absolutely alone. Wait here. I will write. +K_.' + +"... Margaret French, too, has just been here. She was almost hysterical +with relief and joy--and you know what a calm, self-controlled person +she is. But her dear, round face has grown white, and her eyes behind +her spectacles look as though she had not slept for nights. She says +that Kitty will not see her. She sent her a note by Blanche to ask her +to settle all the accounts, and told her that she should not say +good-bye--it would be too agitating for them both. In two days she +should hear. Meanwhile the maid Blanche is certainly going with Kitty; +and the gondola is ordered for the Milan train this evening. + +"Two P.M. There is one thing that troubles me, and I must confess it. I +did not see that across Kitty's letter in the corner was written 'Tell +_nobody_ about this letter.' And Polly Lyster happened to be with me +when it came. She has been _au courant_ of the whole affair for the last +fortnight--that is, as an on-looker. She and Kitty have only met once or +twice since Mary reached Venice; but in one way or another she has been +extraordinarily well informed. And, as I told you, she came to see me +directly I arrived and told me all she knew. You know her old friendship +for us, William? She has many weaknesses, and of late I have thought her +much changed, grown very hard and bitter. But she is always _very_ +loyal to you and me--and I could not help betraying my feeling when +Kitty's note reached me. Mary came and put her arms round me, and I said +to her, 'Oh, Mary, thank God!--she's broken with him! She's going to +Verona to-night on the way home!' And she kissed me and seemed so glad. +And I was very grateful to her for her sympathy, for I am beginning to +feel my age, and this has been rather a strain. But I oughtn't to have +told her!--or anybody! I see, of course, what Kitty meant. It is +incredible that Mary should breathe a word--or if she did that it should +reach that man. But I have just sent her a note to Danieli's to warn her +in the strongest way. + +"Beloved son--if, indeed, we save her--we will be very good to her, you +and I. We will remember her bringing up and her inheritance. I will be +more loving--more like Christ. I hope He will forgive me for my +harshness in the past.... My William!--I love you so! God be merciful to +you and to your poor Kitty!" + + * * * * * + +"Will the signora have her dinner outside or in the _salle-à-manger?"_ + +The question was addressed to Kitty by a little Italian waiter belonging +to the Albergo San Zeno at Verona, who stood bent before her, his white +napkin under his arm. + +"Out here, please--and for my maid also." + +The speaker moved wearily towards the low wall which bounded the foaming +Adige, and looked across the river. Far away the Alps that look down on +Garda glistened under the stars; the citadel on its hill, the houses +across the river were alive with lights; to the left the great mediæval +bridge rose, a dark, ponderous mass, above the torrents of the Adige. +Overhead, the little outside restaurant was roofed with twining +vine-stems from which the leaves had fallen; colored lights twinkled +among them and on the white tables underneath. The night was mild and +still, and a veiled moon was just rising over the town of Juliet. + +"Blanche!" + +"Yes, my lady?" + +"Bring a chair, Blanchie, and come and sit by me." + +The little maid did as she was told, and Kitty slipped her hand into +hers with a long sigh. + +"Are you very tired, my lady?" + +"Yes--but don't talk!" + +The two sat silent, clinging to each other. + +A step on the cobble-stones disturbed them. Blanche looked up, and saw a +gentleman issuing from a lane which connected the narrow quay whereon +stood the old Albergo San Zeno with one of the main streets of Verona. + +There was a cry from Kitty. The stranger paused--looked--advanced. The +little maid rose, half fierce, half frightened. + +"Go, Blanche, go!" said Kitty, panting; "go back into the hotel." + +"Not unless your ladyship wishes me to leave you," said the girl, +firmly. + +"Go at once!" Kitty repeated, with a peremptory gesture. She herself +rose from her seat, and with one hand resting on the table awaited the +new-comer. Blanche looked at her--hesitated--and went. + +Geoffrey Cliffe came to Kitty's side. As he approached her his eyes +fastened on the loveliness of her attitude, her fair head. In his own +expression there was a visionary, fantastic joy; it was the look of the +dreamer who, for once, finds in circumstance and the real, poetry +adequate and overflowing. + +"Kitty!--why did you do this?" he said to her, passionately, as he +caught her hand. + +Kitty snatched it away, trembling under his look. She began the answer +she had devised while he was crossing the flagged quay towards her. But +Cliffe paid no heed. He laid a hand on her shoulder, and she sank back +powerless into her chair as he bent over her. + +"Cruel--cruel child, to play with me so! Did you mean to put me to a +last test?--or did your hard little heart misgive you at the last +moment? I cross-examined your landlady--I bribed the servants--the +gondoliers. Not a word! They were loyal--or you had paid them better. I +went back to my hotel in black despair. Oh, you artist!--you plotter! +Kitty--you shall pay me this some day! And there--there on my table--all +the time--lay your little crumpled note!" + +"What note?" she gasped--"what note?" + +"Actress!" he said, with an amused laugh. + +And cautiously, playfully, lest she should snatch it from him, he +unfolded it before her. + +Without signature and without date, the soiled half-sheet contained this +message, written in Italian and in a disguised handwriting: + + * * * * * + +"Too many spectators. Come to Verona to-night. + "K." + +Kitty looked at it, and then at the face beside her--infused with a +triumphant power and passion. She seemed to shrink upon herself, and her +head fell back against one of the supports of the _pergola_. One of the +blue lights from above fell with ghastly effect upon the delicate tilted +face and closed eyes. Cliffe bent over her in a sharp alarm, and saw +that she had fainted away. + + + + +PART V + +REQUIESCAT + + + "Pluck, pluck cypress, O pale maidens, + Dusk the hall with yew!" + + + + +XXIII + + +"How strange!" thought the Dean, as he once more stepped back into the +street to look at the front of the Home Secretary's house in Hill +Street. "He is certainly in town." + +For, according to the _Times_, William Ashe the night before had been +hotly engaged in the House of Commons fighting an important bill, of +which he was in charge, through committee. Yet the blinds of the house +in Hill Street were all drawn, and the Dean had not yet succeeded in +getting any one to answer the bell. + +He returned to the attack, and this time a charwoman appeared. At sight +of the Dean's legs and apron, she dropped a courtesy, or something like +one, informing him that they had workmen in the house and Mr. Ashe was +"staying with her ladyship." + +The Dean took the Tranmores' number in Park Lane and departed thither, +not without a sad glance at the desolate hall behind the charwoman and +at the darkened windows of the drawing-room overhead. He thought of that +May day two years before when he had dropped in to lunch with Lady +Kitty; his memory, equally effective whether it summoned the detail of +an English chronicle or the features of a face once seen, placed firm +and clear before him the long-chinned fellow at Lady Kitty's left, to +whose villany that empty and forsaken house bore cruel witness. And the +little lady herself--what a radiant and ethereal beauty! Ah me! ah me! + +He walked on in meditation, his hands behind his back. Even in this May +London the little Dean was capable of an abstracted spirit, and he had +still much to think over. He had his appointment with Ashe. But Ashe had +written--evidently in a press of business--from the House, and had +omitted to mention his temporary change of address. The Dean regretted +it. He would rather have done his errand with Lady Kitty's injured +husband on some neutral ground, and not in Lady Tranmore's house. + +At Park Lane, however, he was immediately admitted. + +"Mr. Ashe will be down directly, sir," said the butler, as he ushered +the visitor into the commodious library on the ground-floor, which had +witnessed for so long the death-in-life of Lord Tranmore. But now Lord +Tranmore was bedridden up-stairs, with two nurses to look after him, and +to judge from the aspect of the tables piled with letters and books, and +from the armful of papers which a private secretary carried off with him +as he disappeared before the Dean, Ashe was now fully at home in the +room which had been his father's. + +There was still a fire in the grate, and the small Dean, who was a +chilly mortal, stood on the rug looking nervously about him. Lord +Tranmore had been in office himself, and the room, with its bookshelves +filled with volumes in worn calf bindings, its solid writing-tables and +leather sofas, its candlesticks and inkstands of old silver, slender and +simple in pattern, its well-worn Turkey carpet, and its political +portraits--"the Duke," Johnny Russell, Lord Althorp, Peel, +Melbourne--seemed, to the observer on the rug, steeped in the typical +habit and reminiscence of English public life. + +Well, if the father, poor fellow, had been distinguished in his day, the +son had gone far beyond him. The Dean ruminated on a conversation +wherewith he had just beguiled his cup of tea at the Athenæum--a +conversation with one of the shrewdest members of Lord Parham's cabinet, +a "new man," and an enthusiastic follower of Ashe. + +"Ashe is magnificent! At last our side has found its leader. Oh! Parham +will disappear with the next appeal to the country. He is getting too +infirm! Above all, his eyes are nearly gone; his oculist, I hear, gives +him no more than six months' sight, unless he throws up. Then Ashe will +take his proper place, and if he doesn't make his mark on English +history, I'm a Dutchman. Oh! of course that affair last year was an +awful business--the two affairs! When Parliament opened in February +there were some of us who thought that Ashe would never get through the +session. A man so changed, so struck down, I have seldom seen. You +remember what a handsome boy he was, up to last year even! Now he's a +middle-aged man. All the same, he held on, and the House gave him that +quiet sympathy and support that it can give when it likes a fellow. And +gradually you could see the life come back into him--and the ambition. +By George! he did well in that trade-union business before Easter; and +the bill that's on now--it's masterly, the way in which he's piloting it +through! The House positively likes to be managed by him; it's a sight +worthy of our best political traditions. Oh yes, Ashe will go far; and, +thank God, that wretched little woman--what has become of her, +by-the-way?--has neither crushed his energy nor robbed England of his +services. But it was touch and go." + +To all of which the Dean had replied little or nothing. But his heart +had sunk within him; and the doubtfulness of a certain enterprise in +which he was engaged had appeared to him in even more startling colors +than before. + +However, here he was. And suddenly, as he stood before the fire, he +bowed his white head, and said to himself a couple of verses from one of +the Psalms for the day: + + "Who will lead me into the strong city: who will bring me into Edom? + Oh, be thou our help in trouble: for vain is the help of man." + +The door opened, and the Dean straightened himself impetuously, every +nerve tightening to its work. + + * * * * * + +"How do you do, my dear Dean?" said Ashe, enclosing the frail, ascetic +hand in both his own. "I trust I have not kept you waiting. My mother +was with me. Sit there, please; you will have the light behind you." + +"Thank you. I prefer standing a little, if you don't mind--and I like +the fire." + +Ashe threw himself into a chair and shaded his eyes with his hand. The +Dean noticed the strains of gray in his curly hair, and that aspect, as +of something withered and wayworn, which had invaded the man's whole +personality, balanced, indeed, by an intellectual dignity and +distinction which had never been so commanding. It was as though the +stern and constant wrestle of the mind had burned away all lesser +things--the old, easy grace, the old, careless pleasure in life. + +"I think you know," began the Dean, clearing his throat, "why I asked +you to see me?" + +"You wished, I think, to speak to me--about my wife," said Ashe, with +difficulty. + +Under his sheltering hand, his eyes looked straight before him into the +fire. + +The Dean fidgeted a moment, lifted a small Greek vase on the +mantel-piece, and set it down--then turned round. + +"I heard from her ten days ago--the most piteous letter. As you know, I +had always a great regard for her. The news of last year was a sharp +sorrow to me--as though she had been a daughter. I felt I must see her. +So I put myself into the train and went to Venice." + +Ashe started a little, but said nothing. + +"Or, rather, to Treviso, for, as I think you know, she is there with +Lady Alice." + +"Yes, that I had heard." + +The Dean paused again, then moved a little nearer to Ashe, looking down +upon him. + +"May I ask--stop me if I seem impertinent--how much you know of the +history of the winter?" + +"Very little!" said Ashe, in a low voice. "My mother got some +information from the English consul at Trieste, who is a friend of +hers--to whom, it seems, Lady Kitty applied; but it did not amount to +much." + +The Dean drew a small note-book from a breast-pocket and looked at some +entries in it. + +"They seem to have reached Marinitza in November If I understood aright, +Lady Kitty had no maid with her?" + +"No. The maid Blanche was sent home from Verona." + +"How Lady Kitty ever got through the journey!--or the winter!" said the +Dean, throwing up his hands. "Her health, of course, is irreparably +injured. But that she did not die a dozen times over, of hardship and +misery, is the most astonishing thing! They were in a wretched village, +nearly four thousand feet up, a village of wooden huts, with a wooden +hospital. All the winter nearly they were deep in snow, and Lady Kitty +worked as a nurse. Cliffe seems to have been away fighting, very often, +and at other times came back to rest and see to supplies." + +"I understand she passed as his wife?" said Ashe. + +The Dean made a sign of reluctant assent. + +"They lived in a little house near the hospital. She tells me that after +the first two months she began to loathe him, and she moved into the +hospital to escape him. He tried at first to melt and propitiate her; +but when he found that it was no use, and that she was practically lost +to him, he changed his temper, and he might have behaved to her like the +tyrant he is but that her hold over the people among whom they were +living, both on the fighting-men and the women, had become by this time +greater than his own. They adored her, and Cliffe dared not ill-treat +her. And so it went on through the winter. Sometimes they were on more +friendly terms than at others. I gather that when he showed his +dare-devil, heroic side she would relent to him, and talk as though she +loved him. But she would never go back--to live with him; and that after +a time alienated him completely. He was away more and more; and at last +she tells me there was a handsome Bosnian girl, and--well, you can +imagine the rest. Lady Kitty was so ill in March that they thought her +dying, but she managed to write to this consul you spoke of at Trieste, +and he sent up a doctor and a nurse. But this you probably know?" + +"Yes," said Ashe, hoarsely. "I heard that she was apparently very ill +when she reached Treviso, but that she had rallied under Alice's +nursing. Lady Alice wrote to my mother." + +"Did she tell Lady Tranmore anything of Lady Kitty's state of mind?" +said the Dean, after a pause. + +Ashe also was slow in answering. At last he said: + +"I understand there has been great regret for the past." + +"Regret!" cried the Dean. "If ever there was a terrible case of the +dealings of God with a human soul--" + +He began to walk up and down impetuously, wrestling with emotion. + +"Did she give you any explanation," said Ashe, presently, in a voice +scarcely audible--"of their meeting at Verona? You know my mother +believed--that she had broken with him--that all was saved. Then came a +letter from the maid, written at Kitty's direction, to say that she had +left her mistress--and they had started for Bosnia." + +"No; I tried. But she seemed to shrink with horror from everything to do +with Verona. I have always supposed that fellow in some way got the +information he wanted--bought it no doubt--and pursued her. But that +she honestly meant to break with him I have no doubt at all." + +Ashe said nothing. + +"Think," said the Dean, "of the effect of that man's sudden +appearance--of his romantic and powerful personality--your wife alone, +miserable--doubting your love for her--" + +Ashe raised his hand with a gesture of passion. + +"If she had had the smallest love left for me she could have protected +herself! I had written to her--she knew--" + +His voice broke. The Dean's face quivered. + +"My dear fellow--God knows--" He broke off. When he recovered composure +he said: + +"Let us go back to Lady Kitty. Regret is no word to express what I saw. +She is consumed by remorse night and day. She is also still--as far as +my eyes can judge--desperately ill. There is probably lung trouble +caused by the privations of the winter. And the whole nervous system is +shattered." + +Ashe looked up. His aspect showed the effect of the words. + +"Every provision shall be made for her," he said, in a voice muffled and +difficult. "Lady Alice has been told already to spare no expense--to do +everything that can be done." + +"There is only one thing that can be done for her," said the Dean. + +Ashe did not speak. + +"There is only one thing that you or any one else could do for her," the +Dean repeated, slowly, "and that is to love--and forgive her!" His +voice trembled. + +"Was it her wish that you should come to me?" said Ashe, after a moment. + +"Yes. I found her at first very despairing--and extremely difficult to +manage. She regretted she had written to me, and neither Lady Alice nor +I could get her to talk. But one day"--the old man turned away, looking +into the fire, with his back to Ashe, and with difficulty pursued his +story--"one day, whether it was, the sight of a paralyzed child that +used to come to Lady Alice's lace-class, or some impression from the +service of the mass to which she often goes in the early mornings with +her sister, I don't know, but she sent for me--and--and broke down +entirely. She implored me to see you, and to ask you if she might live +at Haggart, near the child's grave. She told me that according to every +doctor she has seen she is doomed, physically. But I don't think she +wants to work upon your pity. She herself declares that she has much +more vitality than people think, and that the doctors may be all wrong. +So that you are not to take that into account. But if you will so far +forgive her as to let her live at Haggart, and occasionally to go and +see her, that would be the only happiness to which she could now look +forward, and she promises that she will follow your wishes in every +respect, and will not hinder or persecute you in any way." + +Ashe threw up his hands in a melancholy gesture. The Dean understood it +to mean a disbelief in the ability of the person promising to keep such +an engagement. His face flushed--he looked uncertainly at Ashe. + +"For my part," he said, quickly, "I am not going to advise you for a +moment to trust to any such promise." + +Rising from his seat, Ashe began to pace the room. The Dean followed him +with his eyes, which kindled more and more. + +"But," he resumed, "I none the less urge and implore you to grant Lady +Kitty's prayer." + +Ashe slightly shook his head. The little Dean drew himself together. + +"May I speak to you--with a full frankness? I have known and loved you +from a boy. And"--he stopped a moment, then said, simply--"I am a +Christian minister." + +Ashe, with a sad and charming courtesy, laid his hand on the old man's +arm. + +"I can only be grateful to you," he said, and stood waiting. + +"At least you will understand me," said the Dean. "You are not one of +the small souls. Well--here it is! Lady Kitty has been an unfaithful +wife. She does not attempt to deny or cover it. But in my belief she +loves you still, and has always loved you. And when you married her, you +must, I think, have realized that you were running no ordinary risks. +The position and antecedents of her mother--the bringing up of the poor +child herself--the wildness of her temperament, and the absence of +anything like self-discipline and self-control, must surely have made +you anxious? I certainly remember that Lady Tranmore was full of fears." + +He looked for a reply. + +"Yes," said Ashe, "I was anxious. Or, rather, I saw the risks clearly. +But I was in love, and I thought that love could do everything." + +The Dean looked at him curiously--hesitated--and at last said: + +"Forgive me. Did you take your task seriously enough?--did you give Lady +Kitty all the help you might?" + +The blue eyes scanned Ashe's face. Ashe turned away, as though the words +had touched a sore. + +"I know very well," he said, unsteadily, "that I seemed to you and +others a weak and self-indulgent fool. All I can say is, it was not in +me to play the tutor and master to my wife." + +"She was so young, so undisciplined," said the Dean, earnestly. "Did you +guard her as you might?" + +A touch of impatience appeared in Ashe. + +"Do you really think, my dear Dean," he said, as he resumed his walk up +and down, "that one human being has, ultimately, any decisive power over +another? If so, I am more of a believer in--fate--or liberty--I am not +sure which--than you." + +The Dean sighed. + +"That you were infinitely good and loving to her we all know." + +"'Good'--'loving'?" said Ashe, under his breath, with a note of scorn. +"I--" + +He restrained himself, hiding his face as he hung over the fire. + +There was a silence, till the Dean once more placed himself in Ashe's +path. "My dear friend--you saw the risks, and yet you took them! You +made the vow 'for better, for worse.' My friend, you have, so to speak, +lost your venture! But let me urge on you that the obligation remains!" + +"What obligation?" + +"The obligation to the life you took into your own hands--to the soul +you vowed to cherish," said the Dean, with an apostolic and passionate +earnestness. + +Ashe stood before him, pale, and charged with resolution. + +"That obligation--has been cancelled--by the laws of your own Christian +faith, no less than by the ordinary laws of society." + +"I do not so read it!" cried the Dean, with vivacity. "Men say so, 'for +the hardness of their hearts.' But the divine pity which transformed +men's idea of marriage could never have meant to lay it down that in +marriage alone there was to be no forgiveness." + +"You forget your text," said Ashe, steadily. "Saving for the cause--'" +His voice failed him. + +"Permissive!" was the Dean's eager reply--"permissive only. There are +cases, I grant you--cases of impenitent wickedness--where the higher law +is suspended, finds no chance to act--where relief from the bond is +itself mercy and justice. But the higher law is always there. You know +the formula--'It was said by them of old time. But _I_ say unto you--' +And then follows the new law of a new society. And so in marriage. If +love has the smallest room to work--if forgiveness can find the +narrowest foothold--love and forgiveness are imposed on--demanded +of--the Christian!--here as everywhere else. Love and forgiveness--_not_ +penalty and hate!" + +"There is no question of hate--and--I doubt whether I am a Christian," +said Ashe, quietly, turning away. + +The Dean looked at him a little askance--breathing fast. + +"But you are a _heart_, William!" he said, using the privilege, of his +white hairs, speaking as he might have spoken to the Eton boy of twenty +years before--"ay, and one of the noblest. You gathered that poor thing +into your arms--knowing what were the temptations of her nature, and she +became the mother of your child. Now--alas! those temptations have +conquered her. But she still turns to you--she still clings to you--and +she has no one else. And if you reject her she will go down unforgiven +and despairing to the grave." + +For the first time Ashe's lips trembled. But his speech was very quiet +and collected. + +"I must try and explain myself," he said. "Why should we talk of +forgiveness? It is not a word that I much understand, or that means much +to men of my type and generation. I see what has happened in this way. +Kitty's conduct last year hit me desperately hard. It destroyed my +private happiness, and but for the generosity of the best friends ever +man had it would have driven me out of public life. I warned her that +the consequences of the Cliffe matter would be irreparable, and she +still carried it through. She left me for that man--and at a time when +by her own action it was impossible for me to defend either her or +myself. What course of action remained to me? I _did_ remember her +temperament, her antecedents, and the certainty that this man, whatever +might be his moments of heroism, was a selfish and incorrigible brute in +his dealings with women. So I wrote to her, through this same consul at +Trieste. I let her know that if she wished it, and if there were any +chance of his marrying her, I would begin divorce proceedings at once. +She had only to say the word. If she did not wish it, I would spare her +and myself the shame and scandal of publicity. And if she left him, I +would make additional provision for her which would insure her every +comfort. She never sent a word of reply, and I have taken no steps. But +as soon as I heard she was at Treviso, I wrote again--or, rather, this +time my lawyers wrote, suggesting that the time had come for the extra +provision I had spoken of, which I was most ready and anxious to make." + +He paused. + +"And this," said the Dean, "is all? This is, in fact, your answer to +me?" + +Ashe made a sign of assent. + +"Except," he added, with emotion, "that I have heard, only to-day, that +if Kitty wishes it, her old friend Miss French will go out to her at +once, nurse her, and travel with her as long as she pleases. Miss +French's brother has just married, and she is at liberty. She is most +deeply attached to Kitty, and as soon as she heard Lady Alice's +report of her state she forgot everything else. Can you not +persuade--Kitty"--he looked up urgently--"to accept her offer?" + +"I doubt it," said the Dean, sadly. "There is only one thing she pines +for, and without it she will be a sick child crossed. Ah! well--well! So +to allow her to share your life again--however humbly and +intermittently--is impossible?" + +It seemed to the Dean that a shudder passed through the man beside him. + +"Impossible," said Ashe, sharply. "But not only for private reasons." + +"You mean your public duty stands in the way?" + +"Kitty left me of her own free will. I have put my hand to the plough +again--and I cannot turn back. You can see for yourself that I am not at +my own disposal--I belong to my party, to the men with whom I act, who +have behaved to me with the utmost generosity." + +"Of course Lady Kitty could no longer share your public life. But at +Haggart--in seclusion?" + +"You know what her personality is--how absorbing--how impossible to +forget! No--if she returned to me, on any terms whatever, all the old +conditions would begin again. I should inevitably have to leave +politics." + +"And that--you are not prepared to do?" + +The Dean wondered at his own audacity, and a touch of proud surprise +expressed itself in Ashe. + +"I should have preferred to put it that I have accepted great tasks and +heavy responsibilities--and that I am not my own master." + +The Dean watched him closely. Across the field of imagination there +passed the figure of one who "went away sorrowful, having +great possessions," and his heart--the heart of a child or a +knight-errant--burned within him. + +But before he could speak again the door of the room opened and a lady +in black entered. Ashe turned towards her. + +"Do you forbid me, William?" she said, quietly--"or may I join your +conversation?" + +Ashe held out his hand and drew her to him. Lady Tranmore greeted her +old friend the Dean, and he looked at her overcome with emotion and +doubt. + +"You have come to us at a critical moment," he said--"and I am afraid +you are against me." + +She asked what they had been discussing, though, indeed, as she said, +she partly guessed. And the Dean, beginning to be shaken in his own +cause, repeated his pleadings with a sinking heart. They sounded to him +stranger and less persuasive than before. In doing what he had done he +had been influenced by an instinctive feeling that Ashe would not treat +the wrong done him as other men might treat it; that, to put it at the +least, he would be able to handle it with an ethical originality, to +separate himself in dealing with it from the mere weight of social +tradition. Yet now as he saw the faces of mother and son together--the +mother leaning on the son's arm--and realized all the strength of the +social ideas which they represented, even though, in Ashe's case, there +had been a certain individual flouting of them, futile and powerless in +the end--the Dean gave way. + +"There--there!" he said, as he finished his plea, and Lady Tranmore's +sad gravity remained untouched. "I see you both think me a dreamer of +dreams!" + +"Nay, dear friend!" said Lady Tranmore, with the melancholy smile which +lent still further beauty to the refined austerity of her face; "these +things seem possible to you, because you are the soul of goodness--" + +"And a pious old fool to boot!" said the Dean, impatiently. "But I am +willing--like St. Paul and my betters--to be a fool for Christ's sake. +Lady Tranmore, are you or are you not a Christian?" + +"I hope so," she said, with composure, while her cheek flushed. "But our +Lord did not ask impossibilities. He knew there were limits to human +endurance--and human pardon--though there might be none to God's." + +"'Be ye perfect, as your Father which is in heaven is perfect,'" cried +the Dean. "Where are the limits there?" + +"There are other duties in life besides that to a wife who has betrayed +her husband," she said, steadily. "You ask of William what he has not +the strength to give. His life was wrecked, and he has pieced it +together again. And now he has given it to his country. That poor, +guilty child has no claim upon it." + +"But understand," said Ashe, interposing, with an energy that seemed to +express the whole man--"while I live, _everything_--short of what you +ask--that can be done to protect or ease her, shall be done. Tell her +that." + +His features worked painfully. The Dean took up his hat and stick. + +"And may I tell her, too," he said, pausing--"that you forgive her?" + +Ashe hesitated. + +"I do not believe," he said, at last, "that she would attach any more +meaning to that word than I do. She would think it unreal. What's done +is done." + +The Dean's heart leaped up in the typical Christian challenge to the +fatal and the irrevocable. While life lasts the lost sheep can always be +sought and found; and love, the mystical wine, can always be poured into +the wounds of the soul, healing and recreating! But he said no more. He +felt himself humiliated and defeated. + +Ashe and Lady Tranmore took leave of him with an extreme gentleness and +affection. He would almost rather they had treated him ill. Yes, he was +an optimist and a dreamer!--one who had, indeed, never grappled in his +own person with the worst poisons and corrosions of the soul. Yet still, +as he passed along the London streets--marked here and there by the +newspaper placards which announced Ashe's committee triumphs of the +night before--he was haunted anew by the immortal words: + +"One thing thou lackest," ... and "Come, follow me!" + + * * * * * + +Ah!--could he have done such a thing himself? or was he merely the +scribe carelessly binding on other men's shoulders things grievous to be +borne? The answering passion of his faith mounted within him--joined +with a scorn for the easy conditions and happy, scholarly pursuits of +his own life, and a thirst which in the early days of Christendom would +have been a thirst for witness and for martyrdom. + + * * * * * + +Three days later the Dean--a somewhat shrunken and diminished figure, in +ordinary clerical dress, without the buckles and silk stockings that +typically belonged to him--stood once more at the entrance of a small +villa outside the Venetian town of Treviso. + +He was very weary, and as he sought disconsolately through all his +pockets for the wherewithal to pay his fly, while the spring rain +pattered on his wide-awake, he produced an impression as of some +delicate, draggled thing, which would certainly have gone to the heart +of his adoring wife could she have beheld it. The Dean's ways were not +sybaritic. He pecked at food and drink like a bird; his clothes never +caused him a moment's thought; and it seemed to him a waste of the night +to use it for sleeping. But none the less did he go through life finely +looked after. Mrs. Winston dressed him, took his tickets and paid his +cabs, and without her it was an arduous matter for the Dean to arrive at +any destination whatever. As it was, in the journey from Paris he had +lost one of the two bags which Mrs. Winston had packed for him, and he +looked remorsefully at the survivor as it was deposited on the steps +beside him. + +It did not, however, remain on the steps. For when Lady Alice's +maid-housekeeper appeared, she informed the Dean, with a certain flurry +of manner, that the ladies were not at home. They had gone off that +morning--suddenly--to Venice, leaving a letter for him, should he +arrive. + +"_Fermate!_" cried the Dean, turning towards the cab, which was trailing +away, and the man, who had been scandalously overpaid, came back with +alacrity, while the Dean stepped in to read the letter. + +When he came out again he was very pale and in a great haste. He bade +the man replace the bag and drive him at once to the railway-station. + +On the way thither he murmured to himself, "Horrible!--horrible!"--and +both the letter and a newspaper which had been enclosed in it shook in +his hands. + +He had half an hour to wait before the advent of the evening train for +Venice, and he spent it in a quiet corner poring over the newspaper. And +not that newspaper only, for he presently became aware that all the +small, ill-printed sheets offered him by an old newsvender in the +station were full of the same news, and some with later detail--nay, +that the people walking up and down in the station were eagerly talking +of it. + +An Englishman had been assassinated in Venice. It seemed that a body had +been discovered early on the preceding morning floating in one of the +small canals connecting the Fondamente Nuove with the Grand Canal. It +had been stabbed in three places; two of the wounds must have been +fatal. The papers in the pocket identified the murdered man as the +famous English traveller, poet, and journalist, Mr. Geoffrey Cliffe. Mr. +Cliffe had just returned from an arduous winter in the Balkans, where he +had rendered superb service to the cause of the Bosnian insurgents. He +was well known in Venice, and the terrible event had caused a profound +sensation there. No clew to the outrage had yet been obtained. But Mr. +Cliffe's purse and watch had not been removed. + +The Dean arrived in Venice by the midnight train, and went to the hotel +on the Riva whither Lady Alice had directed him. She was still up, +waiting to see him, and in the dark passage outside Kitty's door she +told him what she knew of the murder. It appeared that late that night a +startling arrest had been made--of no less a person than the Signorina +Ricci, the well-known actress of the Apollo Theatre, and of two men +supposed to have been hired by her for the deed. This news was still +unknown to Kitty--she was in bed, and her companion had kept it from +her. + +"How is she?" asked the Dean. + +"Frightfully excited--or else dumb. She let me give her something to +make her sleep. Strangely enough, she said to me this morning on the +way from Treviso: 'It is a woman--and I know her!'" + +The following day, when the Dean entered the dingy hotel sitting-room, a +thin figure in black came hurriedly out of the bedroom beside it, and +Kitty caught him by the hand. + +"Isn't it horrible?" she said, staring at him with her changed, +dark-rimmed eyes. "She tried once, in Bosnia. One of the Italians who +came out with us--she had got hold of him. Do you think--he suffered?" + +Her voice was quite quiet. The Dean shuddered. + +"One of the stabs was in the heart," he said. "But try and put it from +you, Lady Kitty. Sit down." He touched her gently on the shoulder. + +Kitty nodded. + +"Ah, then," she said--"_then_ he couldn't have suffered--could he? I'm +glad." + +She let the Dean put her in a chair, and, clasping her hands round her +knees, she seemed to pursue her own thoughts. + +Her aspect affected him almost beyond bearing. Ashe's brilliant +wife?--London's spoiled child?--this withered, tragic little creature, +of whom it was impossible to believe that, in years, she was not yet +twenty-four? So bewildered in mind, so broken in nerve was she, that it +was not till he had sat with her some time, now entering perforce into +the cloud of horror that brooded over her, now striving to drag her from +it, that she asked him about his visit to England. + +He told her in a faltering voice. + +She received it very quietly, even with a little, queer, twisting +laugh. + +"I thought he wouldn't. Was Lady Tranmore there?" + +The Dean replied that Lady Tranmore had been there. + +"Ah, then, of course there was no chance," said Kitty. "When one is as +good as that, one never forgives." + +She looked up quickly. "Did William say he forgave me?" + +The Dean hesitated. + +"He said a great deal that was kind and generous." + +A slight spasm passed over Kitty's face. + +"I suppose he thought it ridiculous to talk of forgiving. So did +I--once." + +She covered her eyes with her hands--removing them to say, impatiently: + +"One can't go on being sorry every moment of the day. No, one can't! Why +are we made so? William would agree with me there." + +"Dear Lady Kitty!" said the Dean, tenderly--"God forgives--and with Him +there is always hope, and fresh beginning." + +Kitty shook her head. + +"I don't know what that means," she said. "I wonder whether"--she looked +at him with a certain piteous and yet affectionate malice--"if you'd +been as deep as I, whether _you_'d know." + +The Dean flushed. The hidden wound stung again. Had he, then, no right +to speak? He felt himself the elder son of the parable--and hated +himself anew. + +But he was a Christian, on his Master's business. He must obey orders, +even though he could feel no satisfaction, or belief in himself--though +he seem to himself such a shallow and perfunctory person. So he did his +tender best for Kitty. He spent his loving, enthusiastic, pitiful soul +upon her; and while he talked to her she sat with her hands crossed on +her lap, and her eyes wandering through the open window to the forests +of masts outside and the dancing wavelets of the lagoon. When at last he +spoke of the further provision Ashe wished to make for her, when he +implored her to summon Margaret French, she shook her head. "I must +think what I shall do," she said, quietly; and a minute afterwards, with +a flash of her old revolt--"He cannot prevent my going to Harry's +grave!" + + * * * * * + +Early the following morning the murdered man was carried to the cemetery +at San Michele. In spite of some attempt on the part of the police to +keep the hour secret, half Venice followed the black-draped barca, which +bore that flawed poet and dubious hero to his rest. + +It was a morning of exceeding beauty. On the mean and solitary front of +the Casa dei Spiriti there shone a splendor of light; the lagoon was +azure and gold; the main-land a mist of trees in their spring leaf; +while far away the cypresses of San Francesco, the slender tower of +Torcello, and the long line of Murano--and farther still the majestic +wall of silver Alps--greeted the eyes that loved them, as the ear is +soothed by the notes of a glorious and yet familiar music. + +Amid the crowd of gondolas that covered the shallow stretch of lagoon +between the northernmost houses of Venice and the island graveyard, +there was one which held two ladies. Alice Wensleydale was there against +her will, and her pinched and tragic face showed her repulsion and +irritation. She had endeavored in vain to dissuade Kitty from coming; +but in the end she had insisted on accompanying her. Possibly, as the +boat glided over the water amid a crowd of laughing, chattering +Italians, the silent Englishwoman was asking herself what was to be the +future of the trust she had taken on herself. Kitty in her extremity had +remembered her half-sister's promise, and had thrown herself upon it. +But a few weeks' experience had shown that they were strange and +uncongenial to each other. There was no true affection between +them--only a certain haunting instinct of kindred. And even this was +weakened or embittered by those memories in Alice's mind which Kitty +could never approach and Alice never forget. What was she to do with her +half-sister, stranded and dishonored as she was?--How content or comfort +her?--How live her own life beside her? + +Kitty sat silent, her eyes fixed upon the barca which held the coffin +under its pall. Her mind was the scene of an infinite number of floating +and fragmentary recollections; of the day when she and Cliffe had +followed the _murazzi_ towards the open sea; of the meeting at Verona; +of the long winter, with its hardship and its horror; and that hatred +and contempt which had sprung up between them. Could she love no one, +cling faithfully to no one? And now the restless brain, the vast +projects, the mixed nature, the half-greatness of the man had been +silenced--crushed--in a moment, by the stroke of a knife. He had been +killed by a jealous woman--because of his supposed love for another +woman, whose abhorrence, in truth, he had earned in a few short weeks. +There was something absurd mingled with the horror--as though one +watched the prank of a demon. + +Her sensuous nature was tormented by the thought of the last moment. Had +he had time to feel despair--the thirst for life? She prayed not. She +thought of the Sunday afternoon at Grosville Park when they had tried to +play billiards, and Lord Grosville had come down on them; or she saw him +sitting opposite to her, at supper, on the night of the fancy ball, in +the splendid Titian dress, while she gloated over the thoughts of the +trick she had played on Mary Lyster--or bending over her when she woke +from her swoon at Verona. Had she ever really loved him for one +hour?--and if not, what possible excuse, before gods or men, was there +for this ugly, self-woven tragedy into which she had brought herself and +him, merely because her vanity could not bear that William had not been +able to love her, for long, far above all her deserts? + +William! Her heart leaped in her breast. He was thirty-six--and she not +twenty-four. A strange and desolate wonder overtook her as the thought +seized her of the years they might still spend on the same +earth--members of the same country, breathing the same air--and yet +forever separate. Never to see him--or speak to him again!--the thought +stirred her imagination, as it were, while it tortured her; there was in +it a certain luxury and romance of pain. + +Thus, as she followed Cliffe to his last blood-stained rest, did her +mind sink in dreams of Ashe--and in the dismal reckoning up of all that +she had so lightly and inconceivably lost. Sometimes she found herself +absorbed in a kind of angry marvelling at the strength of the old moral +commonplaces. + +It had been so easy and so exciting to defy them. Stones which the +builders of life reject--do they still avenge themselves in the old way? +There was a kind of rage in the thought. + +On the way home Kitty expressed a wish to go into St. Mark's alone. Lady +Alice left her there, and in the shadow of the atrium Kitty looked at +her strangely, and kissed her. + +An hour after Lady Alice had reached the hotel a letter was brought to +her. In it Kitty bade her--and the Dean--farewell, and asked that no +effort should be made to track her. "I am going to friends--where I +shall be safe and at peace. Thank you both with all my heart. Let no one +think about me any more." + +Of course they disobeyed her. They made what search in Venice they +could, without rousing a scandal, and Ashe rushed out to join it, using +the special means at a minister's disposal. But it was fruitless. Kitty +vanished like a wraith in the dawn; and the living world of action and +affairs knew her no more. + + + + +XXIV + + +"Well, I must have a carriage!" said William Ashe to the landlord of one +of the coaching inns of Domo Dossola--"and if you can't give me one for +less, I suppose I shall have to pay this most ridiculous charge. Tell +the man to put to at once." + +The landlord who owned the carriages, and would be sitting snugly at +home while the peasant on the box faced the elements in consideration of +a large number of extra francs to his master, retired with a deferential +smile, and told Emilio to bring the horses. + +Meanwhile Ashe finished an indifferent dinner, paid a large bill, and +went out to survey the preparations for departure, so far as the pelting +rain in the court-yard would let him. He was going over the Simplon, +starting rather late in the day, and the weather was abominable. His +valet, Richard Dell, kept watch over the luggage and encouraged the +ostlers, with a fairly stoical countenance. He was an old traveller, and +though he would have preferred not to travel in a deluge, he disliked +Italy, as a country of sour wine, and would be glad to find himself +across the Alps. Moreover, he knew the decision of his master's +character, and, being a man of some ability and education, he took a +pride in the loftiness of the affairs on which Ashe was generally +engaged. If Mr. Ashe said that he _must_ get to Geneva the following +morning, and to London the morning after, on important business--why, he +_must_, and it was no good talking about weather. + +They rattled off through the streets of Domo Dossola, Dell in front with +the driver, under a waterproof hood and apron, Ashe in the closed landau +behind, with a plentiful supply of books, newspapers, and cigars to +while away the time. + +At Isella, the frontier village, he took advantage of the custom-house +formalities and of a certain lull in the storm to stroll a little in +front of the inn. On the Italian side, looking east, there was a certain +wild lifting of the clouds, above the lower course of the stream +descending from the Gondo ravine; upon the distant meadows and mountain +slopes that marked the opening of the Tosa valley, storm-lights came and +went, like phantom deer chased by the storm-clouds; beside him the +swollen river thundered past, seeking a thirsty Italy; and behind, over +the famous Gondo cleft, lay darkness, and a pelting tumult of rain. + +Ashe turned back to the carriage, bidding a silent farewell to a country +he did not love--a country mainly significant to him of memories which +rose like a harsh barrier between his present self and a time when he, +too, fleeted life carelessly, like other men, and found every hour +delightful. Never, as long as he lived, should he come willingly to +Italy. But his mother this year had fallen into such an exhaustion of +body and mind, caused by his father's long agony, that he had persuaded +her to let him carry her over the Alps to Stresa--a place she had known +as a girl and of which she often spoke--for a Whitsuntide holiday. He +himself was no longer in office. A coalition between the Tories and +certain dissident Liberals had turned out Lord Parham's government in +the course of a stormy autumn session, some eight months before. It had +been succeeded by a weak administration, resting on two or three loosely +knit groups--with Ashe as leader of the Opposition. Hence his +comparative freedom, and the chance to be his mother's escort. + +But at Stresa he had been overtaken by some startling political +news--news which seemed to foreshadow an almost immediate change of +ministry; and urgent telegrams bade him return at once. The coalition on +which the government relied had broken down; the resignation of its +chief, a "transient and embarrassed phantom," was imminent; and it was +practically certain, in the singular dearth of older men on his own +side, since the retirement of Lord Parham, that within a few weeks, if +not days, Ashe would be called upon to form an administration.... + +The carriage was soon on its way again, and presently, in the darkness +of the superb ravine that stretches west and north from Gondo, the +tumult of wind and water was such that even Ashe's slackened pulses felt +the excitement of it. He left the carriage, and, wrapped in a waterproof +cape, breasted the wind along the water's edge. Wordsworth's magnificent +lines in the "Prelude," dedicated to this very spot, came back to him, +as to one who in these later months had been able to renew some of the +literary habits and recollections of earlier years + + "--Tumult and peace, the darkness and the light!" + +But here on this wild night were only tumult and darkness; and if Nature +in this aspect were still to be held, as Wordsworth makes her, the Voice +and Apocalypse of God, she breathed a power pitiless and terrible to +man. The fierce stream below, the tiny speck made by the carriage and +horses straining against the hurricane of wind, the forests on the +farther bank climbing to endless heights of rain, the flowers in the +rock crannies lashed and torn, the gloom and chill which had thus +blotted out a June evening: all these impressions were impressions of +war, of struggle and attack, of forces unfriendly and overwhelming. + +A certain restless and melancholy joy in the challenge of the storm, +indeed, Ashe felt, as many another strong man has felt before him, in a +similar emptiness of heart. But it was because of the mere provocation +of physical energy which it involved; not, as it would have been with +him in youth, because of the infinitude and vastness of nature, +breathing power and expectation into man: + + "Effort, and expectation and desire-- + And something evermore about to be!" + +He flung the words upon the wind, which scattered them as soon as they +were uttered, merely that he might give them a bitter denial, reject for +himself, now and always, the temper they expressed. He had known it +well, none better!--gone to bed, and risen up with it--the mere joy in +the "mere living." It had seasoned everything, twined round everything, +great and small--a day's trout-fishing or deer-stalking; a new book, a +friend, a famous place; then politics, and the joys of power. + +Gone! Here he was, hurrying back to England, to take perhaps in his +still young hand the helm of her vast fortunes; and of all the old +"expectation and desire," the old passion of hope, the old sense of the +magic that lies in things unknown and ways untrodden, he seemed to +himself now incapable. He would do his best, and without the political +wrestle life would be too trifling to be borne; but the relish and the +savor were gone, and all was gray. + + * * * * * + +Ah!--he remembered one or two storm-walks with Kitty in their engaged or +early married days--in Scotland chiefly. As he trudged up this Swiss +pass he could see stretches of Scotch heather under drifting mist, and +feel a little figure in its tweed dress flung suddenly by the wind and +its own soft will against his arm. And then, the sudden embrace, and the +wet, fragrant cheek, and her Voice--mocking and sweet! + +Oh, God! where was she now? The shock of her disappearance from Venice +had left in some ways a deeper mark upon him than even the original +catastrophe. For who that had known her could think of such a being, +alone, in a world of strangers, without a peculiar dread and anguish? +That she was alive he knew, for her five hundred a year--and she had +never accepted another penny from him since her flight--was still drawn +on her behalf by a banking firm in Paris. His solicitors, since the +failure of their first efforts to trace her after Cliffe's death, had +made repeated inquiries; Ashe had himself gone to Paris to see the +bankers in question. But he was met by their solemn promise to Kitty to +keep her secret inviolate. Madame d'Estrées supplied him with the name +of the convent in which Kitty had been brought up; but the mother +superior denied all knowledge of her. Meanwhile no course of action on +Kitty's part could have restored her so effectually to her place in +Ashe's imagination. She haunted his days and nights. So also did his +memory of the Dean's petition. Insensibly, without argument, the whole +attitude of his mind thereto had broken down; since he had been out of +office, and his days and nights were no longer absorbed in the detail of +administration and Parliamentary leadership, he had been the defenceless +prey of grief; yearning and pity and agonized regret, rising from the +deep subconscious self, had overpowered his first recoil and +determination; and in the absence of all other passionate hope, the one +desire and dream which still lived warm and throbbing at his heart was +the dream that still in some crowd, or loneliness, he might again, +before it was too late, see Kitty's face and the wildness of Kitty's +eyes. + +And he believed much the same process had taken place in his mother's +feeling. She rarely spoke of Kitty; but when she did the doubt and +soreness of her mind were plain. Her own life had grown very solitary. +And in particular the old friendship between her and Polly Lyster had +entirely ceased to be. Lady Tranmore shivered when she was named, and +would never herself speak of her if she could help it. Ashe had tried in +vain to make her explain herself. Surely it was incredible that she +could in any way blame Mary for the incident at Verona? Ashe, of course, +remembered the passage in his mother's letter from Venice, and they had +the maid Blanche's report to Lady Tranmore, of Kitty's intentions when +she left Venice, of her terror when Cliffe appeared--of her swoon. But +he believed with the Dean that any treacherous servant could have +brought about the catastrophe. Vincenzo, one of the gondoliers who took +Kitty to the station, had seen the luggage labelled for Verona; no doubt +Cliffe had bribed him; and this explanation was, indeed, suggested to +Lady Tranmore by the maid. His mother's suspicion--if indeed she +entertained it--was so hideous that Ashe, finding it impossible to make +his own mind harbor it for an instant, was harrowed by the mere +possibility of its existence; as though it represented some hidden sore +of consciousness that refused either to be probed or healed. + +As he labored on against the storm all thought of his present life and +activities dropped away from him; he lived entirely in the past. "What +is it in me," he thought, "that has made the difference between my life +and that of other men I know--that weakened me so with Kitty?" He +canvassed his own character, as a third person might have done. + +The Christian, no doubt, would say that his married life had failed +because God had been absent from it, because there had been in it no +consciousness of higher law, of compelling grace. + +Ashe pondered what such things might mean. "The Christian--in +speculative belief--fails under the challenge of life as often as other +men. Surely it depends on something infinitely more primitive and +fundamental than Christianity?--something out of which Christianity +itself springs? But this something--does it really exist--or am I only +cheating myself by fancying it? Is it, as all the sages have said, the +pursuit of some eternal good, the identification of the self with +it--the 'dying to live'? And is this the real meaning at the heart of +Christianity?--at the heart of all religion?--the everlasting meaning, +let science play what havoc it please with outward forms and +statements?" + +Had he, perhaps, _doubted the soul?_ + +He groaned aloud. "O my God, what matter that I should grow wise--if +Kitty is lost and desolate?" + +And he trampled on his own thoughts--feeling them a mere hypocrisy and +offence. + +As they left the Gondo ravine and began to climb the zigzag road to the +Simplon inn, the storm grew still wilder, and the driver, with set lips +and dripping face, urged his patient beasts against a deluge. The road +ran rivers; each torrent, carefully channelled, that passed beneath it +brought down wood and soil in choking abundance; and Ashe watched the +downward push of the rain on the high, exposed banks above the carriage. +Once they passed a fragment of road which had been washed away; the +driver pointing to it said something sulkily about "_frane"_ on the +"other side." + +This bad moment, however, proved to be the last and worst, and when they +emerged upon the high valley in which stands the village of Simplon, the +rain was already lessening and the clouds rolling up the great sides and +peaks of the Fletschhorn. Ashe promised himself a comparatively fine +evening and a rapid run down to Brieg. + +Outside the old Simplon posting-house, however, they presently came upon +a crowd of vehicles of every description, of which the drivers were +standing in groups with dripping rugs across their shoulders--shouting +and gesticulating. + +And as they drove up the news was thundered at them in every possible +tongue. Between the hospice and Bérizal two hundred metres of road had +been completely washed away. The afternoon diligence had just got +through by a miracle an hour before the accident occurred; before +anything else could pass it would take at least ten or twelve hours' +hard work, through the night, before the laborers now being +requisitioned by the commune could possibly provide even a temporary +passage. + +Ashe in despair went into the inn to speak with the landlord, and found +that unless he was prepared to abandon books and papers, and make a push +for it over mountain paths covered deep in fresh snow, there was no +possible escape from the dilemma. He must stay the night. The navvies +were already on their way; and as soon as ever the road was passable he +should know. For not even a future Prime Minister of England could Herr +Ludwig do more. + +He and Dell went gloomily up the narrow stone stairs of the inn to look +at the bedrooms, which were low-roofed and primitive, penetrated +everywhere by the roar of a stream which came down close behind the inn. +Through the open door of one of the rooms Ashe saw the foaming mass, +framed as it were in a window, and almost in the house. + +He chose two small rooms looking on the street, and bade Dell get a fire +lit in one of them, a bed moved out, an arm-chair moved in, and as large +a table set for him as the inn could provide, while he took a stroll +before dinner. He had some important letters to answer, and he pointed +out to Dell the bag which contained them. + +Then he stepped out into the muddy street, which was still a confusion +of horses, vehicles, and men, and, turning up a path behind the inn, was +soon in solitude. An evening of splendor! Nature was still in a tragic, +declamatory mood--sending piled thunder-clouds of dazzling white across +a sky extravagantly blue, and throwing on the high snow-fields and +craggy tops a fierce, flame-colored light. The valley was resonant with +angry sound, and the village, now in shadow, with its slender, crumbling +campanile, seemed like a cowering thing over which the eagle has passed. + +The grandeur and the freshness, the free, elemental play of stream and +sky and mountain, seized upon a man in whom the main impulses of life +were already weary, and filled him with an involuntary physical delight. +He noticed the flowers at his feet, in the drenched grass which was +already lifting up its battered stalks, and along the margins of the +streams--deep blue colombines, white lilies, and yellow anemones. +Incomparable beauty lived and breathed in each foot of pasture; and when +he raised his eyes from the grass they fed on visionary splendors of +snow and rock, stretching into the heavens. + +No life visible--except a line of homing cattle, led by a little girl +with tucked-up skirt and bare feet. And--in the distance--the slender +figure of a woman walking--stopping often to gather a flower--or to +rest? Not a woman of the valley, clearly. No doubt a traveller, +weather-bound like himself at the inn. He watched the figure a little, +for some vague grace of movement that seemed to enter into and make a +part of that high beauty in which the scene was steeped; but it +disappeared behind a fold of pasture, and he did not see it again. + +In spite of the multitude of vehicles gathered about the inn there were +not so many guests in the _salle-à-manger_, when Ashe entered it, as he +had expected. He supposed that a majority of these vehicles must be +return carriages from Brieg. Still there was much clatter of talk and +plates, and German seemed to be the prevailing tongue. Except for a +couple whom Ashe took to be a Genevese professor and his wife, there was +no lady in the room. + +He lingered somewhat late at table, toying with his orange, and reading +a _Journal de Genève_, captured from a neighbor, which contained an +excellent "London letter." The room emptied. The two Swiss handmaidens +came in to clear away soiled linen and arrange the tables for the +morning's coffee. Only, at a farther table, a _couvert_ for one person, +set by itself, remained still untouched. + +He happened to be alone in the room when the door again opened and a +lady entered. She did not see him behind his newspaper, and she walked +languidly to the farther table and sat down. As she did so she was +seized with a fit of coughing, and when it was over she leaned her head +on her hands, gasping. + +Ashe had half risen--the newspaper was crushed in his hand--when the +Swiss waitress whom the men of the inn called Fräulein Anna--who was, +indeed, the daughter of the landlord--came back. + +"How are you, madame?" she said, with a smile, and in a slow English of +which she was evidently proud. + +"I'm better to-day," said the other, hastily. "I shall start to-morrow. +What a noise there is to-night!" she added, in a tone both fretful and +weary. + +"We are so full--it is the accident to the road, madame. Will madame +have a _thé complet_ as before?" + +The lady nodded, and Frãulein Anna, who evidently knew her ways, brought +in the tea at once, stayed chatting beside her for a minute, and then +departed, with a long, disapproving look at the gentleman in the corner +who was so long over his coffee and would not let her clear away. + +Ashe made a fierce effort to still the thumping in his breast and decide +what he should do. For the guests there was only one door of entrance or +exit, and to reach it he must pass close beside the new-comer. + +He laid down his newspaper. She heard the rustling, and involuntarily +looked round. + +There was a slight sound--an exclamation. She rose. He heard and saw her +coming, and sat tranced and motionless, his eyes bent upon her. She came +tottering, clinging to the chairs, her hand on her side, till she +reached the corner where he was. + +"William!" she said, with a little, glad sob, under her +breath--"William!" + +He himself could not speak. He stood there gazing at her, his lips +moving without sound. It seemed to him that she turned her head a +moment, as though to look for some one beside him--with an exquisite +tremor of the mouth. + +"Isn't it strange?" she said, in the same guarded voice. "I had a dream +once--a valley--and mountains--and an inn. You sat here--just like +this--and--" + +She put up her hands to her eyes a moment, shivered, and withdrew them. +From her expression she seemed to be waiting for him to speak. He moved +and stood beside her. + +"Where can we talk?" he said, with difficulty. She shook her head +vaguely, looking round her with that slight frown, complaining and yet +sweet, which was like a touch of fire on memory. + +The waitress came back into the room. + +"It _is_ odd to have met you here!" said Kitty, in a laughing voice. +"Let us go into the _salon de lecture_. The maids want to clear away. +Please bring your newspaper." + +Fräulein Anna looked at them with a momentary curiosity, and went on +with her work. They passed into the passage-way outside, which was full +of smokers overflowing from the crowded room beyond, where the humbler +frequenters of the inn ate and drank. + +Kitty glanced round her in bewilderment. "The _salon de lecture_ will be +full, too. Where shall we go?" she said, looking up. + +Ashe's hand clinched as it hung beside him. The old gesture--and the +drawn, emaciated face--they pierced the heart. + +"I told my servant to arrange me a sitting-room up-stairs," he said, +hurriedly, in her ear. "Will you go up first?--number ten." + +She nodded, and began slowly to mount the stairs, coughing as she went. +The man whom Ashe had taken for a Genevese professor looked after her, +glanced at his neighbor, and shrugged his shoulders. "Phthisique," he +said, with a note of pity. The other nodded. "Et d'un type très avancé!" + +They moved towards the door and stood looking into the night, which was +dark with intermittent rain. Ashe studied a map of the commune which +hung on the wall beside him, till at a moment when the passage had +become comparatively clear he turned and went up-stairs. + +The door of his improvised _salon_ was ajar. Beyond it his valet was +coming out of his bedroom with wet clothes over his arm. Ashe hesitated. +But the man had been with him through the greater part of his married +life, and was a good heart. He beckoned him back into the room he was +leaving, and the two stepped inside. + +"Dell, my good fellow, I want your help. I have just met my wife +here--Lady Kitty. You understand. Neither of us, of course, +had any idea. Lady Kitty is very ill. We wish to have a +conversation--uninterrupted. I trust you to keep guard." + +The young man, son of one of the Haggart gardeners, started and flushed, +then gave his master a look of sympathy. + +"I'll do my best, sir." + +Ashe nodded and went back to the next room. He closed the door behind +him. Kitty, who was sitting by the fire, half rose. Their eyes met. Then +with a stifled cry he flung himself down, kneeling beside her, and she +sank into his arms. His tears fell on her face, anguish and pity +overwhelmed him. + +"You may!" she said, brokenly, putting up her hand to his cheek, and +kissing him--"you may! I'm not mad or wicked now--and I'm dying!" + +Agonized murmurs of love, pardon, self-abasement passed between them. It +was as though a great stream bore them on its breast; an awful and +majestic power enwrapped them, and made each word, each kiss, wonderful, +sacramental. He drew himself away at last, holding her hair back from +her brow and temples, studying her features, his own face convulsed. + +"Where have you been? Why did you hide from me?" + +"You forbade me," she said, stroking his hair. "And it was quite right. +The dear Dean told me--and I quite understood. If I'd gone to Haggart +then there'd have been more trouble. I should have tried to get my old +place back. And now it's all over. You can give me all I want, because I +can't live. It's only a question of months, perhaps weeks. Nobody could +blame you, could they? People don't laugh when--it's death. It +simplifies things so--doesn't it?" + +She smiled, and nestled to him again. + +"What do you mean?" he said, almost violently. "Why are you so ill?" + +"It was Bosnia first, and then--being miserable--I suppose. And Poitiers +was very cold--and the nuns very stuffy, bless them--they wouldn't let +me have air enough." + +He groaned aloud while he remembered his winter in London, in the +forlorn luxury of the Park Lane house. + +"Where have you been?" he repeated. + +"Oh! I went to the Soeurs Blanches--you remember?--where I used to be. +You went there, didn't you?"--he made a sign of miserable assent--"but I +made them promise not to tell! There was an old mistress of novices +there still who used to be very fond of me. She got one of the houses of +the Sacré Coeur to take me in--at Poitiers. They thought they were +gathering a stray sheep back into the fold, you understand, as I was +brought up a Catholic--of sorts. And I didn't mind!" The familiar +intonation, soft, complacent, humorous, rose like a ghost between them. +"I used to like going to mass. But this Easter they wanted to make me +'go to my duties'--you know what it means?--and I wouldn't. I wanted to +confess." She shuddered and drew his face down to hers again--"but only +once--to--you--and then, well then, to die, and have done with it. You +see, I knew one can't get on long with three-quarters of a lung. And +they were rather tiresome--they didn't understand. So three weeks ago I +drew some money out and said good-bye to them. Oh! they were very kind, +and very sorry for me. They wanted me to take a maid, and I meant to. +But the one they found wouldn't come with me when she saw how ill I +was--and it all lingered on--so one day I just walked out to the +railway-station and went to Paris. But Paris was rainy--and I felt I +must see the sun again. So I stayed two nights at a little hotel maman +used to go to--horrid place!--and each night I read your speeches in the +reading-room--and then I got my things from Poitiers, and started--" + +A fit of coughing stopped her, coughing so terrible and destructive that +he almost rushed for help. But she restrained him. She made him +understand that she wanted certain remedies from her own room across the +corridor. He went for them. The door of this room had been shut by the +observant Dell, who was watching the passage from his own bedroom +farther on. When Ashe had opened it he found himself face to face as it +were with the foaming stream outside. The window, as he had seen it +before, was wide open to the water-fall just beyond it, and the +temperature was piercingly cold and damp. The furniture was of the +roughest, and a few of Kitty's clothes lay scattered about. As he +fumbled for a light, there hovered before his eyes the remembrance of +their room in Hill Street, strewn with chiffons and all the elegant and +costly trifles that made the natural setting of its mistress. + +He found the medicines and hurried back. She feebly gave him directions. +"Now the strychnine!--and some brandy." + +He did all he could. He drew some chairs together before the fire, and +made a couch for her with pillows and rugs. She thanked him with smiles, +and her eyes followed his every movement. + +"Tell your man to get some milk! And listen"--she caught his hand. "Lock +my door. That nice woman down-stairs will come to look after me, and +she'll think I'm asleep." + +It was done as she wished. Ashe took in the milk from Dell's hands, and +a fresh supply of wood. Then he turned the key in his own door and came +back to her. She was lying quiet, and seemed revived. + +"How cosey!" she said, with a childish pleasure, looking round her at +the bare white walls and scoured boards warmed with the fire-light. The +bitter tears swam in Ashe's eyes. He fell into a chair on the other side +of the fire, and stared--seeing nothing--at the burning logs. + +"You needn't suppose that I don't get people to look after me!" she went +on, smiling at him again, one shadowy hand propping her cheek. And she +prattled on about the kindness of the chambermaids at Vevey and Brieg, +and how one of them had wanted to come with her as her maid. "Oh! I +shall find one at Florence if I get there--or a nurse. But just for +these few days I wanted to be free! In the winter there were so many +people about--so many eyes! I just pined to cheat them--get quit of +them. A maid would have bothered me to stay in bed and see doctors--and +you know, William, with this illness of mine you're so _restless_!" + +"Where were you going to?" he said, without looking up. + +"Oh! to Italy somewhere--just to see some flowers again--and the sun. +Only not to Venice!" + +There was a silence, which she broke by a sudden cry as she drew him +down to her. + +"William! you know--I was coming home to you, when that man--found me." + +"I know. If it had only been I who killed him!" + +"I'm just--_Kitty_!" she said, choking--"as bad as bad can be. But I +couldn't have done what Mary Lyster did." + +"Kitty--for God's sake!" + +"Oh, I know it," she said, almost with triumph--"now I _know_ it. I +determined to know--and I got people in Venice to find out. She sent the +message--that told him where I was--and I know the man who took it. I +suppose it would be pathetic if I sent her word that I had forgiven her. +But I _haven't_!" + +Ashe cried out that it was wholly and utterly inconceivable. + +[Illustration: "HE DREW SOME CHAIRS TOGETHER BEFORE THE FIRE"] + +"Oh no!--she hated me because I had robbed her of Geoffrey. I had killed +her life, I suppose--she killed mine. It was what I deserved, of +course; only just at that moment--If there is a God, William, how could +He have let it happen so?" + +The tears choked her. He left his seat, and, kneeling beside her, he +raised her in his arms, while she murmured broken and anguished +confessions. + +"I was so weak--and frightened. And _he_ said, it was no good trying to +go back to you. Everybody knew I had gone to Verona--and he had followed +me--No one would ever believe--And he wouldn't go--wouldn't leave me. It +would be mere cruelty and desertion, he said. My real life was--with +him. And I seemed--paralyzed. Who _had_ sent that message? It never +occurred to me--I felt as if some demon held me--and I couldn't +escape--" + +And again the sighs and tears, which wrung his heart--with which his own +mingled. He tried to comfort her; but what comfort could there be? They +had been the victims of a crime as hideous as any murder; and +yet--behind the crime--there stretched back into the past the +preparations and antecedents by which they themselves, alack, had +contributed to their own undoing. Had they not both trifled with the +mysterious test of life--he no less than she? And out of the dark had +come the axe-stroke that ends weakness, and crushes the unsteeled, +inconstant will. + + * * * * * + +After long silence, she began to talk in a rambling, delirious way of +her months in Bosnia. She spoke of the _cold_--of the high mountain +loneliness--of the terrible sights she had seen--till he drew her, +shuddering, closer into his arms. And yet there was that in her talk +which amazed him; flashes of insight, of profound and passionate +experience, which seemed to fashion her anew before his eyes. The hard +peasant life, in contact with the soil and natural forces; the elemental +facts of birth and motherhood, of daily toil and suffering; what it +means to fight oppressors for freedom, and see your dearest--son, lover, +wife, betrothed--die horribly amid the clash of arms; into this caldron +of human fate had Kitty plunged her light soul; and in some ways Ashe +scarcely knew her again. + +She recurred often to the story of a youth, handsome and beardless, who +had been wounded by a stray Turkish shot in the course of the long climb +to the village where she nursed. He had managed to gain the height, and +then, killed by the march as much as by the shot, he had sunk down to +die on the ground-floor of the house where Kitty lived. + +"He was a stranger--no one knew him in the village--no one cared. They +had their own griefs. I dressed his wound--and gave him water. He +thought I was his mother, and asked me to kiss him. I kissed him, +William--and he smiled once--before the last hemorrhage. If you had seen +the cold, dismal room--and his poor face!" + +Ashe gathered her to his breast. And after a while she said, with closed +eyes: + +"Oh, what pain there is in the world, William!--what _pain_! That's +what--I never knew." + + * * * * * + +The evening wore on. All the noises ceased down-stairs. One by one the +guests came up the stone stairs and along the creaking corridor. Boots +were thrown out; the doors closed. The strokes of eleven o'clock rang +out from the village campanile; and amid the quiet of the now drizzling +rain the echoes of the bell lingered on the ear. Last of all a woman's +step passed the door--stopped at the door of Kitty's room, as though +some one listened, and then gently returned. "Fräulein Anna!" said +Kitty--"she's a good soul." + +Soon nothing was heard but the roar of the flooded stream on one side of +the old narrow building and the dripping of rain on the other. Their low +voices were amply covered by these sounds. The night lay before them, +safe and undisturbed. Candles burned on the mantel-piece, and on a table +behind Kitty's head was a paraffine lamp. She seemed to have a craving +for light. + +"Kitty!" said Ashe, suddenly bending over her--"understand! I shall +never leave you again." + +She started, her head fell back on his arm, and her brown eyes +considered him: + +"William! I saw the _Standard_ at Geneva. Aren't you going home--because +of politics?" + +"A few telegrams will settle that. I shall take you to Geneva to-morrow. +We shall get doctors there." + +A little smile played about her mouth--a smile which did not seem to +have any reference to his words or to her next question. + +"Nobody thinks of the book now, do they, William?" + +"No, Kitty, no! It's all forgotten, dear." + +"Oh, it was abominable!" She drew a long breath. "But I can't help it--I +did get a horrid pleasure out of writing it--till Venice--till you left +off loving me. Oh, William! William!--what a good thing it is I'm +dying!" + +"Hush, Kitty--hush." + +"It gives one such an unfair advantage, though, doesn't it? You can't +ever be angry with me again. There won't be time. William, dear!--I +haven't had a brain like other people. I know it. It's only since I've +been so ill--that I've been sane! It's a strange feeling--as though one +had been _bled_--and some poison had drained away. But it would never do +for me to take a turn and live! Oh no!--people like me are better safely +under the grass. Oh, my beloved! my beloved! I just want to say that all +the time, and nothing else--I've hungered so to say it!" + +He answered her with all the anguish, all the passionate, fruitless +tenderness and vain comfortings that rise from the human heart in such a +strait. But when he asked her pardon for his hardness towards the Dean's +petition, when he said that his conscience had tormented him +thenceforward, she would scarcely hear a word. + +"You did quite right," she said, peremptorily--"quite right." + +Then she raised herself on her arm and looked at him. + +"William!" she said, with a strange, kindled expression. "I--I don't +think I can live any more! I think--I'm dying--here--now!" + +She fell back on her pillows, and he sprang to his feet, crying that he +must go for Fräulein Anna and a doctor. But she held him feebly, +motioning towards the brandy and strychnine. "That's all--you can do." + +He gave them to her, and again she revived and smiled at him. + +"Don't be frightened. It was a sudden feeling--it came over me--that +this dear little room--and your arms--would be the end. Oh, how much +best! There!--that was foolish!--I'm better. It isn't only the lungs, +you see; they say the heart's worst. I nearly went at Vevey, one night. +It was such a long faint." + +Then she lay quiet, with her hand in his, in a dreamy, peaceful +state, and his panic subsided. Once she sent messages to Lady +Tranmore--messages full of sorrow, touched also--by a word here, a look +there--by the charm of the old Kitty. + +"I don't deserve to die like this," she said, once, with a +half-impatient gesture. "Nothing can prevent it's being beautiful--and +touching--you know; our meeting like this--and your goodness to me. Oh, +I'm glad! But I don't want to glorify--what I've done. _Shame! Shame!"_ + +And again her face contracted with the old habitual agony, only to be +soothed away gradually by his tone and presence, the spending of his +whole being in the broken words of love. + +Towards the morning, when, as it seemed to him, she had been sleeping +for a time, and he had been, if not sleeping, at least dreaming awake +beside her, he heard a little, low laugh, and looked round. Her brown +eyes were wide open, till they seemed to fill the small, blighted face; +and they were fixed on an empty chair the other side of the fire. + +"It's so strange--in this illness," she whispered--"that it makes one +dream--and generally kind dreams. It's fever--but it's nice." She turned +and looked at him. "Harry was there, William--sitting in that chair. Not +a baby any more--but a little fellow--and so lively, and strong, and +quick. I had you both--_both_." + +Looking back afterwards, also, he remembered that she spoke several +times of religious hopes and beliefs--especially of the hope in another +life--and that they seemed to sustain her. Most keenly did he recollect +the delicacy with which she had refrained from asking his opinion upon +them, lest it should trouble him not to be able to uphold or agree with +her; while, at the same time, she wished him to have the comfort of +remembering that she had drawn strength and calm, in these last hours, +from religious thoughts. + + * * * * * + +For they proved, indeed, to be the last hours. About three the morning +began to dawn, clear and rosy, with rich lights striking on the snow. +Suddenly Kitty sat up, disengaged herself from her wraps, and tottered +to her feet. + +"I'll go back to my room," she said, in bewilderment. "I'd rather." + +And as she clung to him, with a startled yet half-considering look, she +gazed round her, at the bright fire, the morning light, the chair from +which he had risen--his face. + +He tried to dissuade her. But she would go. Her aspect, however, was +deathlike, and as he softly undid the doors, and half-helped, +half-carried her across the passage, he said to her that he must go and +waken Fräulein Anna and find a doctor. + +"No--no." She grasped him with all her remaining strength; "stay with +me." + +They entered the little room, which seemed to be in a glory of light, +for the sun striking across the low roof of the inn had caught the foamy +water-fall beyond, and the reflection of it on the white walls and +ceiling was dazzling. + +Beside the bed she swayed and nearly fell. + +"I won't undress," she murmured--"I'll just lie down." + +She lay down with his help, turning her face to make a fond, hardly +articulate sound, and press her cheek against his. In a few minutes it +seemed to him that she was sleeping again. He softly went out of the +room and down-stairs. There, early as it was, he found Fräulein Anna, +who looked at him with amazement. + +"Where can I find a doctor?" he asked her; and they talked for a few +minutes, after which she went up-stairs beside him, trembling and +flushed. + +They found Kitty lying on her side, her face hidden entirely in the +curls which had fallen across it, and one arm hanging. There was that in +her aspect which made them both recoil. Then Ashe rushed to her with a +cry, and as he passionately kissed her cold cheek he heard the clamor of +the frightened girl behind him. "Ach, Gott!--Ach Gott!"--and the voices +of others, men and women, who began to crowd into the narrow room. + + +THE END + + + + + +End of Project Gutenberg's The Marriage of William Ashe, by Mrs. Humphry Ward + +*** END OF THE PROJECT GUTENBERG EBOOK 14126 *** |
