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You may copy it, give it away or +re-use it under the terms of the Project Gutenberg License included +with this eBook or online at www.gutenberg.org + + +Title: Through stained glass + +Author: George Agnew Chamberlain + +Release Date: November 14, 2004 [EBook #14039] + +Language: English + +Character set encoding: ISO-8859-1 + +*** START OF THIS PROJECT GUTENBERG EBOOK THROUGH STAINED GLASS *** + + + + +Produced by Audrey Longhurst, Dorota Sidor and the Online Distributed +Proofreading Team. + + + + + + + + +THROUGH STAINED GLASS + + +A novel by + + +GEORGE AGNEW CHAMBERLAIN + +Author of "Home" + + +New York Grosset & Dunlap Publishers + + +Copyright, 1915, by + +GEORGE AGNEW CHAMBERLAIN + +Published March, 1915 + + + + +CHAPTER I + + +In 1866 the American minister at Rio de Janeiro turned from the reality +of a few incongruous and trouble-breeding Kentucky colonels, +slouched-hatted and frock-coated, wandering through the unfamiliar +streets of the great South American capital, and saw a nightmare. There +is a touch of panic in the despatch which he sent to Mr. Seward at a +time when both secretary and public were held too closely in the throes +of reconstruction to take alarm at so distant a chimera. Agents of the +Southern States, wrote the minister, claimed that not thousands of +families, but a hundred thousand families, would come to Brazil. + +As a matter of fact, this exodus, when it took place, was so small that +it failed to raise a ripple on the social pool of the Western +Hemisphere. But to the self-chosen few who suffered shipwreck and +privation, financial loss from their already depleted store, disaster to +their Utopian dreams, and a great void in their hearts where once had +been love of country, it became a tragedy--the tragedy of existence. + +The ardor that led a small band of irreconcilables to gather their +households and their household goods about them and flee from a personal +oppression, as had their ancestors before them, was destined to be short +lived. From the first, fate frowned upon their enterprise. They looked +for calm seas and favorable winds, but they found storms and shipwreck. +Their scanty resources were calculated to meet the needs of only the +crudest life, but upon the threshold of their goal they fell into the +red-tape trammels of a civilization older than their own. Where they +looked for a free country, a wilderness flowing with milk and honey, +which in their ignorance they imagined unpeopled, they found the +squatter had been intrenched since the Jesuit fathers and their +following explored the continent four centuries before. Finally, they +believed themselves to be the vanguard of a horde, but, once in the +breach, they found there was no following host. + +Most of those who had the means reversed their flight. Others, with +nothing left but their broken pride, sought aid from the government they +abhorred, and were given a free passage back in returning men-of-war. +But when the reflux had waned and died, there was still a residue of +half a hundred families, most of whom were so destitute that they could +not reach the coast. With them stayed a very few who were held by their +premature investments or by a deeper loyalty or a greater pride. Among +the latter was the head of the divided house of Leighton. + +The Reverend Orme Leighton was one of those to whom the war had brought +a double portion of bitterness, for the Leightons of Leighton, Virginia, +had fought not alone against the North, but against the North and the +Leightons of Leighton, Massachusetts. + +To the Reverend Orme Leighton, a schism in the church would have meant +nothing unless it came to the point of cracking heads; but a schism in +governmental policy, which placed the right to govern one's self and own +black chattel in the balance, found him taking sides from the first, +thundering out from the pulpit, supported by text and verse, the divine +right of personal dominion by purchase, and in superb contradiction +voicing the constitutional right to self-government. When the day of +words was past, he did not wait for the desperate cry of the South in +her later need. Abandoning gown and pulpit for charger and saber, he was +of the first to rally, of the last to muster out. Nor at the end of the +long struggle did he find solace in the knowledge that he had fought a +good fight. To him more than the South had fallen. God had withheld his +hand from the just cause, and Leighton had fought against Leighton! + +It was characteristic of the Reverend Orme Leighton that the rancor +which came with defeat was not visited upon those members of his clan +who had fought against him. But for that very reason it was all the more +poignantly directed against that vague entity, the North. Never, while +life lasted, would he bow to the dominion of a tyranny, much more, of a +tyranny which, by dividing the Leightons, had in a measure forced +neutrality upon the gods. + +Leighton House, Virginia, found a ready and fitting purchaser in one of +the Leightons of Massachusetts. With the funds thus provided, the +Reverend Orme Leighton moved, lock, stock, and barrel, six thousand +miles to the south. He settled at San Paulo, where he bought for a song +a considerable property on the outskirts of the city. He rented, +besides, a large building in the center of the town, and established +therein the Leighton Academy. Here he labored single handed until his +worth as an instructor became known; then the sudden prosperity of the +venture drove him to engage an ever-increasing staff. The academy +developed rapidly into a recognized local institution. The first +material revenue from the successful school was applied to building a +fitting home on the property bought for a song. + +The character of this new Leighton House, which was never known as +Leighton House, but acquired the name of Consolation Cottage by analogy +with the Street of the Consolation near which it stood, was as different +as could well be both from the prevailing local style of architecture +and from the stately colonial type dear to the heart of every Virginian. +The building was long and low, with sloping roofs of flat French tiles. +A broad veranda bordered it on three sides. The symmetry of the whole +was saved from ugliness by a large central gable the overhanging porch +of which cast a deep and friendly shadow over the great front door and +over the wide flights of steps that led down to the curving driveway. + +In that luxuriant clime the new house did not long remain bare. A +clambering wistaria, tree-like geraniums, a giant fuchsia and trellised +rose-vines soon embowered the verandas, while, on the south side, +English ivy was gradually coaxed up the bare brick wall. This medley of +leaf and bloom gave to the whole house that air of friendliness and +homeliness that marks the shrine of the Anglo-Saxon's household gods the +world over. + +Such was the nest that the Reverend Orme built by the sweat of his brow +to harbor his little family, which, at the beginning of this history, +consisted of himself; Ann Leighton, his wife; and Mammy, black as the +ace of spades without, white within. + + + + +CHAPTER II + + +Ann Sutherland Leighton was one of those rare religionists that +occasionally bloom in a most unaccountable manner on a family tree +having its roots in the turf rather than clinging to Plymouth Rock. +Isaac Sutherland, her father, had been knowing in horse-flesh, and would +have looked askance on the Reverend Orme Leighton as a suitor had he not +also been knowing in men. The truth was that in Leighton the man was +bigger than the parson, and to the conceded fact that all the world +loves a lover he added the prestige of the less-bandied truth that all +the world loves a fighter. He, also, knew horse-flesh. He finally won +Ann's father over on the day when Ike Sutherland learned to his cost +that the Reverend Orme could discern through the back of his head that +distension of the capsular ligament of the hock commonly termed a bog +spavin. + +Ann did not share her husband's extreme views. It was a personal loyalty +that had brought her uncomplaining to a far country, unbuoyed by the +Reverend Orme's dreams of a new state, but seeking with an inward +fervidness some scene of lasting peace wherewith to blot out the memory +of long years of turmoil and wholesale bereavement. + +To her those first years in Consolation Cottage were long--long with the +weight of six thousand miles from home. Then, with the suddeness of +answered prayer, a light came into her darkness. He was named Shenton. +Mammy's broad, homesick face broke into an undying smile. "Sho is mo' +lak ole times, Mis' Ann, havin' a young Marster abeout." And when, two +years later, on a Christmas day, Natalie was born, Mammy mixed smiles +with tears and sobbed, "Oh, Mis' Ann, sho is mo' an' _mo'_ lak ole +times." + +She, too, had her clinging memories of halls, now empty, that echoed +once to the cries and gurgling laughter of a race in full flower. + +As Ann sat one evening on the embowered veranda looking away to the +north, a child within the circle of each arm, the old aching in her +breast was stilled. The restless Leighton paused in his stride to gaze +through fiery, but gloomy, eyes upon his fair-haired baby daughter and +his son, pale, crowned with dark curls, and cried, with a toss of his +own dark mane: "As arrows are in the hand of a mighty man, so are +children of the youth. Happy is the man that hath his quiver full of +them!" + +This realization of the preciousness of children in adversity paved the +way for the reception of one who was to come to them from under the +shadow of a family cloud, a certain mysterious personage of tender +years, Lewis Leighton, by name. + +For weeks the name of Lewis Leighton had been whispered about the house, +first by the grown-ups and finally, when the Reverend Orme and his wife +had come to the great decision, by the children. The children knew +nothing of the great decision nor did they know the sources of their +sudden joy. Their spirits were reaching out to clasp this new thread in +life at an age when all new threads are golden. + +On the appointed day the Reverend Orme went to the nearest seaport to +meet the youthful voyager and convoy him home. As evening drew near, +great was the excitement at Consolation Cottage. To Natalie and to +Shenton, the sudden arrival of an entirely new brother, not in +swaddling-clothes, but handed down ready-made from the shelf, was an +event that loomed to unusual proportions. At last the great gate swung +open, and a cab rattled its leisurely way up the drive. + +In an instant the children were on their feet, jumping up and down and +clapping their hands. "Mother," shouted Shenton, "they're coming!" +Little Natalie clambered in stumbling haste up the steps and clutched +Mrs. Leighton's skirts. "Muvver," she cried, in an agony of ecstasy, +"they're _coming!_" + +"Yes, yes, dear; I see. Oh, look how you've rumpled your dress! What +will Lewis say to that? Come, Shenton, give mother your hand." Slowly +she led them down the steps, her eyes fixed on the approaching cab. + +The Reverend Orme sprang out and up to meet them. He kissed his wife and +children. Shenton clung to his arm. + +"O Dad," he cried, "didn't you bring him?" + +"Bring him? I should say I did. Here, step out, young man." + +A chubby face above a blouse, a short kilt and fat legs, appeared from +the shadows of the cab. Grave eyes passed fearlessly over the group on +the steps until they settled on the broad black face of Mammy. + +"Bad nigger!" + +Mrs. Leighton gasped and arrested herself in the very movement of +welcome. Mammy's genial face assumed a terrible scowl, her white eyes +bulged, and her vast arms went suddenly akimbo. + +"Wha' 's that yo' say, yo' young Marster?" she thundered. + +"Go--go--_good_ nigger," stuttered the chubby face and smiled. With that +he was swept from the cab into Mrs. Leighton's arms, and Mammy, grinning +from ear to ear, caught him by one fat leg and demanded in soft negro +tones: + +"Wha' fo' you call yo' mammy 'bad niggah,' young Marster? Ho! ho! +'Go--go--_good_ niggah!' Did yo' hea' him, Mis' Ann?" + +Shenton and Natalie jumped up and down, with, cries of "Please, Mother," +and "Muvver, oh, _please!_" Mrs. Leighton set Lewis on his feet between +them. Shenton held out his hand. "How d' ye." + +"How do do," replied Lewis, gravely. Natalie was plucking at his arm. He +turned to her. They were almost of a size, but to Natalie he towered an +inch above her. She held up her lips, and he kissed them. Then they +stood and stared at each other. Natalie's short forefinger found its way +to her mouth. + +"My dwess is wumpled," she said. + +"I got a dog at home," declared Lewis--"a _big_ dog." + + + + +CHAPTER III + + +To Natalie, Shenton, and Lewis the scant twenty acres that surrounded +Consolation Cottage was a vast demesne. Even on a full holiday one could +choose one's excursions within its limits. From the high-plumed wall of +bamboos that lined Consolation Street, through the orange-grove, across +the hollow where were stable and horses, cows and calves, then up again +to the wood on the other hillside--ah, that was a journey indeed, never +attempted in a single day. They chose their playground. To-day the +bamboos held them, to-morrow the distant grove, where were pungent +fruits, birds'-nests, fantastic insects, and elusive butterflies and +moths. + +Then there was the brier-patch, with its secret chamber. By dint of long +hours of toil and a purloined kitchen-knife they had tunneled into a +clearing in the center of the thicket. Of all their retreats, this one +alone had foiled their watchful overseers. Here was held, undetected, +many an orgy over stolen fruit. + +Nor did they have to seek far for a realm of terror. Behind the +brier-patch was the priest's wall. Over it was wafted the fragrance of +unknown flowers and of strange fruits--and the barking of a fierce dog. +With the same kitchen-knife they pried loose a brick and slipped it out. +They took turns at peeking through this tiny window on a strange world. +What ecstasy when first they glimpsed the flat-hatted, black-robed +figure strolling in the wondrous garden! Then terror seized them, for +the quick-eyed priest had seen the hole, and before they could flee his +toe was in it, and his frowning face, surmounted by the flaring hat, +popped above the wall and glared down upon them. + +"Do you hear my dog?" whispered the priest. + +It was Natalie, trembling with fright, who answered, feeling a certain +kinship for anything in skirts. + +"Yeth, I do." + +"Well," whispered the priest, his face twitching in the effort to look +stern, "he eats little children." With that he dropped from view. + +Lewis and Shenton stared at each other. Natalie began to cry. Lewis +picked up the brick and slipped it back into place. Shenton helped him +wedge it in with twigs; then all three stole away, to break into giggles +and laughter when distance gave them courage. + +Natalie and Lewis had another terror, unshared by Shenton. Manoel, the +Portuguese gardener, who lived in a little two-room house in the hollow, +had nothing but scowls for them. They feared him with the instinctive +fear of children, but Shenton was his friend. Did any little tiff arise, +Shenton was off to see Manoel. He knew the others were afraid to follow. +Sometimes Manoel took him to his little house. + +To Lewis this strange friendship was the one cloud in childhood's happy +sky. He could not have defined what he felt. It was jealousy mixed with +hurt pride--jealousy of the hated Manoel, hurt pride at the thought that +Shenton went where he could not follow. + +One day Shenton had been gone an hour. Lewis had seen him with Manoel. +He knew he was in Manoel's house. What were they doing? Lewis turned to +Natalie. + +"I am going to Manoel's house. Stay here." + +Natalie stared at him with wide eyes. + +"O, Lewis," she cried after him, "aren't you _'fraid_?" + +Lewis crawled stealthily to a back window. He stood on tiptoe and tried +to look in. His eyes were just below the level of the window-sill. He +dragged a log of wood beneath the window and climbed upon it. For a long +time he kept his face glued against one of the little square panes of +glass. + +He forgot fear. In the room which the window commanded was a broad, +rough table, and Manoel was seated on a bench before it, leaning +forward, his long arms outstretched along its edge. The table was pushed +almost against the wall, and in its center stood Shenton, laughing till +the tears ran down his cheeks. His curly hair was damp and clung to his +white forehead. His blouse was soiled, his kilt awry. One short stocking +had fallen down over his shoe. Manoel was also laughing, but silently. + +Lewis did not have to wait long to divine the source of mirth, for +Shenton soon essayed to walk the length of the table. Lifting his arm, +he pointed along a crack, and swung one leg around to take a first step. +But he seemed unable to place his foot as he wished. He reeled and fell +in a giggling ball, which Manoel saved from rolling to the floor. + +Shrieks of laughter, deadened by the closed window, came from the child, +and Manoel's broad shoulders shook with enjoyment. He stood Shenton on +his feet, and held him till he got his balance; then the play began +again. Now Lewis felt fear steal over him, yet he could not go away. +There was something inexpressibly comical in the scene, but it was not +this that held him. A strange terror had seized him. Something was the +matter with Shenton. Lewis did not know what it was. + +Suddenly Shenton's mood changed to sullen stupor, and Manoel, whose gait +was also unsteady, picked him up and carried him to a spigot, where he +carefully unbuttoned the child's waist and soaked his head in cold +water. The charm was broken. Lewis fled. + + + + +CHAPTER IV + + +Routine is the murderer of time. Held by the daily recurring duties of +her household, Ann Leighton awoke with a gasp to the day that Natalie's +hair went into pigtails and the boys shed kilts for trousers. At the +evening hour she gathered the children to her with an increased +tenderness. Natalie, plump and still rosy, sat in her lap; Shenton, a +mere wisp of a boy, his face pale with a pallor beyond the pallor of the +tropics, pressed his dark, curly head against her heart. Her other arm +encircled Lewis and held him tight, for he was prone to fidget. + +They sat on the west veranda and watched the sun plunge to the horizon +from behind a bank of monster clouds. Before them stretched a valley, +for Consolation Cottage was set upon a hill. Beyond the valley, and far +away, rose a line of hills. Suddenly that line became a line of night. +Black night seized upon all the earth; but beyond there arose into the +heavens a light that was more glorious than the light of day. A long sea +of gold seemed to slope away ever so gently, up and up, until it lost +itself beneath the slumberous mass of clouds that curtained its farther +shore. Here and there within the sea hung islets of cloud, as still as +rocks in a waveless ocean. + +Natalie stretched out her hand, with chubby fingers outspread, and +squinted between the black bars they made against the light. + +"Mother, what's all that?" + +Mrs. Leighton was silent for a moment. The children looked up +expectantly into her face, but she was not looking down at them. Her +gaze was fixed upon the afterglow. + +"Why," she said at last, "it's a painting of heaven and earth. You see +the black plain that stretches away and away? That's our world, so dark, +so full of ruts, so ugly; but it is the rough plain we all must travel +to reach the shore of light. When life is over, we come to the end of +night--over there. Then we sail out on the golden sea." + +"Are those islands?" asked Lewis, pointing to the suspended cloudlets. + +"Yes, islands." + +"D'you see that biggest one--the one with a castle and smoke and +trees?" continued Lewis. "That's the one _I'm_ going to sail to." + +"Me, too," said Natalie. + +"No, Natalie, you can't. Not to that one, because you're littlest. You +must sail to that littlest one 'way, 'way over there." Lewis pointed far +to the south. + +Natalie shook her head solemnly. + +"No. I'll sail to the big island, too." + +"And you, dear?" said Mrs. Leighton to Shenton, looking down at his +motionless head. Shenton did not answer. He was held by a sudden, still, +unhealthy sleep. + +Mrs. Leighton let Lewis go, pushed Natalie gently from her lap, and +gathered her first-born in her arms. + +"Run to mammy, children," she said. + +Holding the sleeping Shenton close to her, she turned a troubled face +toward the afterglow. The golden sea was gone. There was a last glimmer +of amber in the heavens, but it faded suddenly, as though somewhere +beyond the edge of the world some one had put out the light. Night had +fallen. + +Mrs. Leighton carried her boy into the house. She stopped at her +husband's study door. + +"Orme, are you there?" she called. "Please come." + +There was the sound of a chair scraping back. The door was flung open. +Leighton looked from Ann's face to her burden, and his own face paled. + +"Again?" he asked. + +"O, Orme," cried Ann, "I'm frightened. What is it, Orme? Dr. MacDonald +must come. Send for him. We _must_ know!" + +The Reverend Orme took the boy from her arms and carried him into a +spare bedroom. He laid him down. Shenton's head fell limply to one side +upon the pillow. The pillow was white, but not whiter than the boy's +face. + +MacDonald's gruff voice was soon heard in the hall. + +"Not one of the bairns, Mammy? Young Shenton, eh?" He came into the room +and sat down beside the boy. He felt his pulse, undid his waist, +listened to his heart and lungs. The doctor shook his head and frowned. +"Nothing extra-ordinary--nothing." Then he brought his face close to the +boy's mouth, closer and closer. + +The doctor sank back in his chair. His shrewd eyes darted from boy to +father, then to the mother. + +"Do not be alarmed," he said to Mrs. Leighton; "the lad is pheesically +sound. He will awake anon." The doctor arose, and stretched his arms. +"Eh, but I've had a hard day. Will ye be sae gude as to give me a glass +of wine, Mistress Leighton?" + +Ann started as though from a trance. + +"Wine, Doctor?" she stammered. "I'm sorry. We have no wine in the +house." + +"Not even a drop of whisky?" + +Ann shook her head. + +"Nae whisky in the medicine-chest, nae cooking sherry in the pantry? +Weel, weel, I must be gaeing." And without a look at Ann's rising color +or the Reverend Orme's twitching face the doctor was gone. + +The Reverend Orme fixed his eyes upon his wife. + +"When the boy awakes," he said, "not a word to him. Send him to my +study." Ann nodded. As the door closed, she fell upon her knees beside +the bed. + +An hour later the study door opened. Shenton entered. His father was +seated, his nervous hands gripping the arms of his chair. On the desk +beside him lay a thin cane. He motioned to his son to stand before him. + +"My boy," he said, "tell me each thing you have done to-day." + +There was a slight pause. + +"I have forgotten what I did to-day," answered Shenton, his eyes fixed +on his father's face. + +"That is a falsehood," breathed Leighton, tensely, "I am going to thrash +you until you remember." + +Leighton saw his boy's frail body shrink, he saw a flush leap to his +cheeks and fade, leaving them dead-white again. Then he looked into his +son's eyes, and the hand with which he was groping for the cane stopped, +poised in air. In those eyes there was something that no man could +thrash. Scorn, anguish, pride, the knowledge of ages, gazed out from a +child's eyes upon Leighton, and struck terror to his soul. His boy's +frail body was the abiding-place of a power that laughed at the strength +of man's hands. + +"My boy, O, my boy!" groaned Leighton. + +"Father!" cried Shenton, with the cry of a bursting heart, and hurled +himself into his father's arms. + + + + +CHAPTER V + + +The next day was the first of the long vacation, and with it came an +addition to the Leighton household. Mammy was given a temporary helper, +a shrewd little maid, with a head thirty years old on shoulders of +twelve. Lalia was her name. The Reverend Orme had chosen her from among +his charity pupils. He himself gave her his instructions--never to leave +Shenton except to run and report the moment he escaped from her charge. + +Lalia was accepted without suspicion by the children not as a nurse, but +as a playmate. Weeks passed. The four played together with a greater +harmony than the three had ever attained. Day after day the Reverend +Orme sat waiting in his study and brooding. The dreaded call never came. +He began to distrust his messenger. + +Then one stifling afternoon as he sat dozing in his chair a sharp rap on +the study door awakened him with a start. + +"Master! Master!" called Lalia's voice. + +"Yes, yes," cried Leighton; "come in." + +As he rose from his chair Lalia entered. She was breathless with +running. + +"Master," she said, "Shenton did quarrel with us. He has gone to +Manoel--to his house." + +"Manoel!" cried Leighton, "Manoel!" and strode hatless out into the +glaring sun, across the lawn, and down the loquat avenue. + +Lewis, standing with Natalie in the orange-orchard, stared, wondering, +at that hurrying figure. Never had he seen the Reverend Orme walk like +that, hatless, head hanging and swinging from side to side, fists +clenched. Where could he he going? Suddenly he knew. The Reverend Orme +was going to Manoel's house. Shenton was there. Lalia came running to +them. "Hold Natalie!" Lewis cried to her, and sped away to warn Shenton +of danger. He ran with all the speed of his eight years, but from the +first he felt he was too late. The low-hanging branches of the +orange-trees hindered him. + +When he burst through the last of them, he saw the Reverend Orme's tall +figure, motionless now, standing at the soiled, small-paned window of +Manoel's house. As he stared, the tall figure crouched and stole out of +sight, around the corner toward the door. Lewis rushed to the window and +looked in. It seemed to him only a day since he had had to drag a log to +stand on to see through this same window. + +Shenton was sitting on the bench beside the table, his black, curly head +hanging to one side. Beyond him sat Manoel, leering and jabbering. +Between them was a bottle. Lewis's lips were opening for a cry of +warning when the door was flung wide, and the Reverend Orme stepped into +the room. Lewis could not see Shenton's face, but he saw his slight form +suddenly straighten. + +Then he realized with a great relief that the Reverend Orme was not +looking at Shenton; his gaze was fastened on Manoel. Lewis, too, turned +his eyes on Manoel. Cold sweat came out over him as he saw the terror in +Manoel's face. The leer was still there, frozen. Over it and through it, +like a double exposure on a single negative, hung the film of terror. +The Reverend Orme, his hands half outstretched, walked slowly toward +Manoel. + +Suddenly the Portuguese crouched as though to spring. As quick as the +gleam of a viper's tongue, Leighton's long arms shot out. Straight for +the man's throat went his hands. They closed, the long, white fingers +around a swarthy neck, thumbs doubled in, their knuckles sinking into +the throat. Lewis felt as though it were his own eyes that started from +their sockets. With a scream, he turned and ran. + +He cast himself beneath the shelter of the first low-hanging +orange-tree. He saw the Reverend Orme stalk by, bearing Shenton in his +arms. For the first time in his life Lewis heard the sobs of a grown +man, and instinctively knew himself the possessor of a secret thing--a +thing that must never be told. + +At the house, alarmed by Natalie's incoherent, excited chatter and +Lalia's stubborn silence, Mrs. Leighton waited in suspense. Leighton +entered with his burden and laid it down. Then he turned. She saw his +face. + +"Orme!" she cried, "_Orme!_" and started toward him, groping as though +she had been blinded. + +"Touch me not, Ann," spoke Leighton, with a strange calmness. "Thank +God! the mark of Cain is on my brow." + + + + +CHAPTER VI + + +That very night Leighton sought out his friend, the chief of police. He +told him his story from the first creeping fear for his boy to the +moment of terrible vengeance. + +"So you killed him, eh?" said the chief, tossing his cigarette from him +and thoughtfully lighting another. "Too bad. You ought to have come to +me first, my friend, turned him over to us for a beating. It would have +come to the same thing in the end and saved you a world of trouble. But +what's done, is done. Now we must think. What do you suggest?" + +Amazement dawned in Leighton's haggard face. + +"What do _I_ suggest?" he answered. "What does the _law_ suggest, sir? +Are there no courts and prison-bars In this country for--for----" + +"There, there," interrupted the chief. "As you say, there are courts, of +course, gaols, too; but our accommodations for criminals are not +suitable for gentlemen." + +"It is not for me to choose my accommodation, sir. I am here to pay the +penalty of my crime. I have come to be arrested." + +"Arrested?" repeated the chief, staring at Leighton. "Are you not my +friend? Are you not the friend of all of us that count?" + +"But--but----" stammered Leighton. + +"Yes, sir," repeated the chief, "my friend." + +"What do you mean?" cried Leighton. "Do you mean you will leave my +punishment to my conscience--to my God?" + +The chief looked at him quizzically. + +"Your punishment? Why, certainly. To your God, if you like. But let us +get down to business. You are nervous. Quite natural. When I was an +irresponsible student, I killed a servant for waking me on the morning +after a spree. I remember I was nervous for weeks. Now sit still. Calm +yourself. Let me think for you. In fact, while we've been chatting, I +_have_ thought for you." + +The chief leaned back in his chair and placed his finger-tips together. + +"Listen. When it becomes necessary, I shall block all roads--all exits +from the city--by telegraph. There is one highway--the road into the +interior--without telegraph as yet. We should never think of blocking +that. + +"Now, as to time available. Let us be on the safe side. You must get +away to-morrow. You have horses, a wagon, stable-hands. Have you a tent? +I will lend you one--a large bell tent. + +"Now, as to affairs--your property in this town. You will sign papers +making your friend Lawyer Lima. Rodolpho and me joint trustees. He is my +bitterest enemy, and I am his. In this way you can rest assured that +neither of us will rob you." + +Leighton made a deprecating gesture. The chief raised his hand and +smiled. + +"Ah," he said, "do not rob me of that thought. It was a stroke of +genius. Between us," he continued, "we will advance you all the money +you will need for a year. By that time we can send you more." He rose, +and held out his hand. "Now, my friend, go, and God go with you!" + +Leighton took the chief's hand. + +"Good-by. I--I thank you." + +"Not at all," said the chief, with a hearty grip. "To-morrow, eh? Get +away to-morrow." + +Leighton walked out and home in a daze. The remembrance of the agony in +which he had resigned himself to the abandonment of his family, to +notoriety, disgrace, and retribution, clung to him. What had seemed a +nightmare, with an awakening bound to come, now became a waking dream, +more terrible, because no dawn could give it end. + +But the chief had been wise. He had left Leighton no time for disastrous +introspection. Action, work, that sovereign antidote for troubled minds, +seized upon him. He told Mrs. Leighton in as few words as possible what +had happened. + +She, too, was dazed by the chief's philosophy of friendship. + +"But, Orme----" she began. + +"I know, I know, Ann," he interrupted. "Only, we haven't time to think +now, nor time to talk. Call mammy. Remember, we have but the one wagon. +Pack carefully." + +He himself hurried off to arouse the stable-hand. The stable-hand had +not been to Manoel's house. He knew nothing of what had happened. He +worked most of the night cheerfully, preparing for the welcome +camping-trip. + +By noon on the following day, when streets and country roads lay +deserted under the tropic sun, the cavalcade was off. The wagon, drawn +by two mules in charge of the stable-hand, led the way. It was laden +with tent, baggage, and the women-folk, Ann, Natalie, and mammy. Behind +followed Leighton on his favorite horse and Shenton and Lewis on their +ponies. By sundown they reached the banks of the Tieté. It took men and +boys an hour to set the big bell tent. + + + + +CHAPTER VII + + +Because the road led north, they traveled north. Week after week, month +after month, sometimes by hard, long stretches where water was scarce, +sometimes lingering where pasturage was good, sometimes halting to let a +fever run its course, they pushed northward. The farther they went, the +more barren became the wilderness. The feudal mansions of the wealthy +coffee-planters gave way to the miserable abodes of a land of drought. +But houses were never far between, and wherever there were houses, there +was cane rum. It was so cheap it was often given away for a smile. + +Twice in the long months Shenton had eluded his watchful father, once by +slipping his saddle-cloth and going back to pick it up, and once by +riding ahead on a misty morning. Each time he stole back with hanging +and drooping shoulders. The look of utter despondency and gloomy despair +in his eyes wrung his parents' hearts, held back his father's hand from +wrath. + +Of them all, Shenton suffered most from fever. There came a time when he +could no longer ride. Natalie, grown pale and thin, but strong withal, +took his place on the pony and he hers on the wagon. There he lay long +hours in his mother's arms. + +When all the storms of life had swept over her, Ann Leighton looked back +upon those days as the abiding-place of her dearest memories. Safe +within the circle of her arms lay her boy. There no evil could reach +him, no gnawing temptation ravage his child's will. Her watchful love +warded off the gloomy hour. His prattle of childish things warmed her +heart until it swelled to an exquisite agony of content. + +One day they awoke to a new presence on the flat horizon. Far, far away +rose a mountain from the plain. It was wonderfully symmetrical, rising +to a single peak. All day long they traveled toward it. All day long +Shenton kept his somber eyes fixed upon it. Toward evening he raised his +face to his mother's. She leaned over him. + +"Mother," he whispered, "I should like to reach the mountain." + +Tears welled from her eyes and trickled down her cheeks. She held +Shenton's curly head against her face so that he could not see. She +stifled a sob and whispered back: + +"My boy, you will reach the mountain." + +The next day a man of the country joined them. He was dressed in a suit +and hat of deerskin. On his feet were sandals. Across one shoulder he +carried a stick from which dangled a bundle. His quick, springy stride +carried him easily beside the cavalcade. + +"The blessing of God be upon your Mercies," was his greeting. "Whence do +you come and whither do you go? Tell him who so rudely asks, I beg you. +I am John, the Courier." + +Ann and the Reverend Orme looked vaguely at each other. They had no +answer. But Shenton spoke. + +"Friend," he said, "we come from the South. We journey to yonder +mountain. What is it called? + +"It is called the Sorcerer." + +"The Sorcerer?" cried Shenton. "That is a strange-name." + +"It is called the Sorcerer," said the man, "because it deceives. It is a +landmark in the wilderness, but it shows no man the way. So equal are +its sides, that it points neither east nor west nor south nor north. +Upon, its summit is a single tree, planted by no human hands." + +"I see the tree," said Shenton. "Mother, do you see the tree? It is like +the steeple on a church." Then he turned to the courier. "Friend, the +mountain points upward." + +They camped at the foot of the mountain, for fever had laid its final +grip upon Shenton. He was too weak to stand the jolting of the wagon. +One night, while lying in his mother's arms, he slipped away from life. + +Leighton looked upon his boy's face, still alight with content at having +reached the mountain, upon his white, blue-veined body, so pitifully +frail, and marveled that a frame so weak, so tender, so peaceful, had +been only now a mighty battle-field. + +He gathered up the body in his arms, and calling roughly to Lewis to +bring an ax, he started up the barren mountainside. + +Ann, dumb and tearless, stood before the tent, and watched him with +unseeing eyes. Natalie, crying, clutched her skirt. At her feet sat +mammy, her face upturned, tears flowing, her body swaying to her sobs. + +Up and up climbed Leighton with Lewis panting behind him. They reached +the towering summit of the mountain. + +A great rock stood at the foot of the lonely tree. Beneath it Leighton +dug with ax and hands. He tore branches from the tree and spread them +within. Upon the fresh, green couch he laid the body of his boy. He fell +upon his knees before it and tried to pray, but could not. + +"O, Death," he groaned, "to this young soul hast thou been kind." Then +with many stones they closed the tomb. + +Leighton looked wistfully about him. He was seized by the primitive +desire of man to leave some visible sign of overwhelming grief. His eyes +rose above the rock to the lonely tree. Grasping the ax, he climbed the +tree. High above the mountain-top he cut its stem. Then limb after limb +fell crashing to the earth until only two were left. Out one and then +the other he clambered and cut them off. The lonely tree was no more; in +its place stood a mighty cross. + +From far away across the plain, John, the Courier, looked back. His keen +eyes fell upon the mountain. He stopped and stared. + +"Ah, Sorcerer," he murmured, "hast thou now a heart? What power has +crowned thy brow with the holy cross? Behold! one arm points to the +rising sun and one to its setting. I shall no longer call thee Sorcerer, +for thou art become the Guide." + +At the edge of the plain stretched a line of hills. Within them was a +little valley that looked toward the distant mountain. Leighton +purchased the valley from its owner, Dom Francisco, who prized it +lightly beside his vast herds of cattle. + +At the top of the valley, and facing the mountain, Leighton built his +new abode, four walls and a roof of homemade tiles. When it was +finished, he looked upon its ugliness and said, "The Lord hath crushed +my heart to infinite depths. Let us call this place Nadir." + + + + +CHAPTER VIII + + +The Leightons, who settled at Nadir after a long year of pilgrimage, +looked, back upon the happy years at Consolation Cottage as the dead +might look back upon existence. They were changed indeed. Ann's skin had +lost the pale pink of transplanted Northern blood. Her sweet face had +almost lost the dignity of sorrow. It was lined, weather-beaten, at +times almost vacant. The Reverend Orme's black mane had suddenly turned +white in streaks. A perpetual scowl knitted his brows. To mammy's broad +countenance, built for vast smiles, had come a look of plaintive +despair. + +Natalie and Lewis were at the weedy age of nine. It was natural that +they should have changed, but their change had gone beyond nature. Upon +them, as upon their elders, had settled the silences and the vaguely +wondering expression of those who live in lands of drought and hardship, +who look upon fate daily. + +Both of the children had become thin and hard; but to Lewis had come a +greater change. His brown hair and eyes had darkened almost to black, +his skin taken on an olive tinge. His face, with its eager eyes +sometimes shining like the high lights in a deep pool or suddenly grown +slumberous with dreams, began to proclaim him a Leighton of the +Leightons. So evident became the badge of lineage that Ann and the +Reverend Orme both noticed it. To Ann it meant nothing, but in the +Reverend Orme it aroused bitter memories of his own boy. He began to +avert his eyes from Lewis. + +It was about this time that Natalie and Lewis cut their names to Lew and +Nat. The two were inseparable. Each had a pony, and they roved at will +until the sad day when a school was first opened in that wilderness. + +It happened that Dom Francisco, the cattle king from whom Leighton had +purchased Nadir, was a widower twice over and the father of twenty +children, many of them still of tender years. When he learned that +Leighton had been a schoolmaster, he did not rest until he had persuaded +him to undertake the instruction of such of his children as were not +already of use on the ranch. The Reverend Orme consented from necessity. +His cash from the sale of Leighton Academy was gone; the rents from +Consolation Cottage were small and reached him at long intervals. + +Once more routine fell upon the Leighton household; once more the years +stole by. + +Lewis's school days were short. The Reverend Orme found that he could +not stand the constant sight of the boy's face. To save himself from the +shame of an outburst, he had bought a flock of goats and put Lewis in +charge. Sometimes on his pony, sometimes on foot, Lewis wandered with +his flock over the low hills. When the rains had been kind and the +wilderness was a riot of leaf and bloom above long reaches of verdant +young grass, his journeys were short. But when the grass was dry, the +endless thorn-trees leafless, and the whole earth, stripped of Nature's +awnings, weltered under a brazen sky, the hardy goats carried him far in +their search for sustenance. + +When he was near, Natalie joined him as soon as school and household +duties would let her. Those were happy, quiet hours. Sometimes she +brought cookies, hot from mammy's oven, sometimes the richer roly-poly, +redolent of cinnamon and spice, a confection prized to this day, openly +by the young, secretly by the old. Nor did Lewis receive her with empty +hands. One day a monster guava, kept cool under moist leaves, greeted +her eyes; the next, a brimming hatful of the tart imbu. If fruit failed, +there was some wondrous toy of fingered clay or carved wood, or, +perhaps, merely a glimpse of some furry little animal drawn to Lewis's +knee by the power of vast stillness. + +Lewis could not have told what it was he felt for Natalie. She was not +beautiful, as children of the world go. Her little nose was saddled with +freckles. Her eyes were brown, with a tinge of gold, but they were too +big for her pale face. She was thin and lanky. Her hair, which matched +the color of her eyes, might have been beautiful, but hair done in hard, +tight braids has no chance to show itself. Lewis only knew that even +when most grave Natalie's note was a note of joy--the only note of joy +in all Nadir. To hear her cry, panting from her haste, "What is it +to-day, Lew? A guava? O, Lew, what a _beauty_!" was ample reward for the +longest search. + +But there were days when Lewis and his goats were too far afield for +Natalie to come. On those days Lewis carried with him sometimes a book, +but more often a lump of clay, wrapped in a wet cloth. He would capture +some frolicking kid and handle him for an hour, gently, but deeply, +seeking out bone and muscle with his thin, nervous fingers. Then he +would mold a tiny and clumsy image of the kid in clay. No sooner was it +done than idleness would pall upon him. Back would go the clay into the +wet cloth, to be kneaded into a shapeless mass from which a new creation +might spring forth, a full-grown goat, his pony, any live thing upon +which he could first lay his hands. + +Even so, those days were long. The books he had read many, many times. +Sometimes the clay would turn brittle under the morning sun, sometimes +his fingers forgot what cunning they had, sometimes black thought fell +upon him and held him till he felt a vague despair. He stood within the +threshold of manhood. Who was he? What was life? Was this life? + +About him men married and begat children, goats begat goats, cattle +begat cattle, one day begat another. Lewis sat with hands locked about +his knees and stared across the low hills out into the wide plain. "The +Bible is wrong," he breathed to himself. "The world will never, never +end." + +Little do we know when our present world will end. A day came when Dom +Francisco, the cattle king, whose herds by popular account were as the +sands of the desert, asked in marriage the hand of Natalie. + +As, toward evening, Lewis headed his flock for home, he saw in the +distance a pillar of dust. It came rapidly to him. From it emerged +Natalie on her pony. She jumped down, slipped the reins over her arm, +and joined him. + +"You have come far and fast," he said, glancing at the sweating pony. +"Is anything the matter?" + +"No," said Natalie, hesitatingly, and then repeated--"no. I've just come +to talk to you." + +For some time they walked in silence behind the great herd of nervous +goats, which occasionally stopped to pasture, but more often scampered +ahead till a call from Lewis checked them. Natalie laid her hand on the +sleeve of Lewis's leather coat, a gesture with which she was wont to +claim his close attention. + +"Lew," she said, "what is marriage?" + +Lewis turned and looked down at her. They were both seventeen, but his +inch start of her had grown to half a foot. + +"Marriage? Why, marriage----" He stopped. A faint color flared in his +cheeks. He looked away from her. Then he said calmly: "Marriage, Nat, is +just mating--like birds mate. First you see them flying about anyhow; +then two fly together. They build a nest; they mate; they have little +birds. The little birds grow up and do the whole thing over again. +That's--that's marriage." + +"So?" said Natalie. A little frown came to her brows. Was that marriage, +indeed? Then she shook the frown from her. "Lew," she said gravely, but +placidly, "they tell me I'm to marry Dom Francisco. Isn't it--isn't it +_funny_?" + +Lewis stopped in his tracks and shook her hand from his arm. His eyes +flared. + +"What did you say? They tell you--_who_ told you?" + +"Why, Lew!" cried Natalie, tears in her eyes and her lips twitching. + +"There, there, Nat," said Lewis, softly. He laid his arm across her +shoulders in an awkward gesture of affection. "Tell me, Nat. Who was it +told you--told you that?" + +"Father," sobbed Natalie. + +Before she knew what he was doing, Lew had leaped upon her pony and was +off at a gallop. + +"Lew!" cried Natalie, "Lew! Shall I bring in the goats?" + +He did not heed her. + + + + +CHAPTER IX + + +Lewis stopped at Nadir only long enough to learn that the Reverend Orme +had remained at the school-house as had been his wont of late. He found +him there, idle, sitting at the rough table that served as his desk, and +brooding. Lewis walked half the length of the room before Leighton saw +him. + +"What are you doing here?" + +"What have you been telling Nat?" + +The questions were almost simultaneous. + +"What have I been telling Natalie?" repeated the Reverend Orme. "Well, +what _have_ I been telling her?" + +Lewis fixed his eyes on Leighton's face. + +"Are you really going to marry Nat to that--to that old man?" + +The Reverend Orme shifted in his chair. + +"Lewis," he said, "I don't know that it's any of your business, but it +is probable that Natalie will marry Dom Francisco." + +Lewis moved awkwardly from one foot to the other, but his eyes never +shifted. + +"Does Mother--Mrs. Leighton know about this? Does mammy? Do they +_agree_?" + +"Young man," answered Leighton, angrily, "they know that, as this world +goes, Natalie is a lucky girl. Dom Francisco is the wealthiest man in +the province. Look around you, sir. Whom would you have her marry if not +Dom Francisco? Some pauper, I suppose. Some foundling." + +Lewis's cheeks burned red. + +"You need not go so far as to marry her to a foundling," he answered, +"but you might be kinder to her than to marry her to--to that old man. +You might choke her to death." + +The Reverend Orme leaped from his chair. + +"Choke _her_ to death, you--you interloper!" He strode toward Lewis, his +trembling hands held before him. + +"Hold on!" cried Lewis, his eyes flaming. "I'm no drunkard--no cowardly +Manoel." + +The Reverend Orme stopped in his stride. A ghastly pallor came over his +face. + +"Manoel!" he whispered. "What do _you_ know about Manoel?" + +Lewis's heart sank low within him. His unbroken silence of years had +been instinctive. Now, when it was too late, he suddenly realized that +it had been the thread that held him to Nadir. He had broken it. Never +more could he and the Reverend Orme sleep beneath the same roof, eat at +the same table. He saw it in the Reverend Orme's face. + +Leighton had staggered back to his chair and sat staring vacantly at the +floor. Lewis looked at his head, streaked with white, at his brow, +terribly lined, and at his vacant, staring eyes. He felt a sudden great +pity for his foster-father, but pity had come too late. + +"Sir," he said, "I am going away. I shall need some money." He felt no +shame at asking for money. For seven years he had tended Leighton's +goats--tended them so well that in seven years they had increased +sevenfold. + +Leighton unlocked the drawer of his table and took out a small roll of +bank-notes. He tossed it on the table. Lewis picked out two notes from +the roll, and pushed the rest back. He started toward the door. Half-way +he paused and turned to his foster-father. + +"Good-by, sir. I'm sorry I let you know that--that I knew." + +Leighton did not look up. + +"Good-by, Lewis," he said quietly. + +Lewis hurried to his little room. He took out all his boyish treasures +and laid them on the bed. How silly they looked, how childish! He swept +them away, and spread a large red handkerchief in their place. He heard +Natalie come in and call for him, but he did not answer. In the +handkerchief he packed his scanty wardrobe. As he knotted the corners +together he heard Mrs. Leighton and mammy chatting lightly with Natalie, +helping her to dress. + +Lewis, heavy-hearted, looked about his ugly little room, so bare, but as +friendly as a plain face endeared by years of kindness. From among his +discarded treasures he chose the model in clay of a kid, jumping, the +best he had ever made. He tucked it into his bundle; then he picked up +the bundle, and walked out into the great room, kitchen, sitting and +dining room combined. + +Mrs. Leighton and mammy were seated at the table. Beside them stood +Natalie. They turned and looked at Lewis, surprised. Lewis stared at +Natalie. She wore a dress he had seen but twice before and then on great +occasions. It had been a birthday present from her parents. It was a +red, pleated dress. Accordion silk, the women called it. + +About Natalie's shoulders was a white, filmy scarf. For the first time +in her life her hair was loosely piled upon her head. Through it and +over it ran a bright ribbon. The gloss of the satin ribbon was as naught +beside the gloss of her shining hair. Her neck, and her arms from the +elbows, were bare. Her neck was very thin. One could almost see the +bones. + +"Where are you going, Lewis?" said Mrs. Leighton, listlessly. + +Lewis felt the tears rise to his eyes. He was ashamed of them. + +"Do not speak to me," he said roughly. "You are a wicked woman. You have +sold Natalie." Then he turned fiercely on mammy. "And you," he +said--"you have dressed her for the market. You are a bad nigger." + +Mrs. Leighton gasped and then began to cry softly. Mammy's eyes stared +at Lewis. + +"Bad niggah, young Marster?" she mumbled vaguely. + +Natalie grasped the table and leaned forward. "Lew!" she cried. "Why, +_Lew_!" + +Lewis struck a tear from his cheek, turned, and fled. He went to the +rough lean-to that served as a stable and began to saddle his pony. + +In all the heavens there was not a cloud. It was what the natives, too +often scourged by drought, called an ugly night. The full moon rose +visibly into the pale bowl of blue. Above her tropic glare the satellite +stars shone wanly and far away. + +As Lewis was about to mount, Natalie came running from the house. She +held her new dress above her knees. Her white scarf streamed out like +two wings behind her. + +"Lew!" she called. "Wait! What are you doing?" + +Lewis waited for her. She came close to him and laid her hand upon his +arm. Her brown eyes, shot with gold, were bigger than ever. They looked +their question into his face. + +"Nat," he said, "I've quarreled with your dad. There's nothing to talk +about. I must go." + +"Go, Lew? Go where?" + +Lewis shrugged his shoulders. + +"I don't know," he said. "Just go." + +Natalie laid her head against him. Her two hands gripped his shoulders. +She sobbed as though her heart would break. Lewis put his arm about her. +He felt the twitching bones of her thin, warm body. His face was in her +hair. + +"Ah, Natalie," he murmured, brokenly, "don't cry! don't cry!" + +They were children. They did not think to kiss. + + + + +CHAPTER X + + +Lewis traveled toward the ancient town of Oeiras. He had cast about in +his mind for some means of livelihood and had decided to become a +goatskin-buyer. He was hoping to come to an arrangement with some +merchant in Oeiras. + +One morning as he jogged along, his eyes on the ground, his thoughts far +away, he heard the patter of many hoofs on the hard clay trail. A +pack-train was coming toward him. At its head rode a guide. The guide +stopped upon meeting Lewis, and immediately every mule behind him +stopped, too. + +"The blessing of God be upon you, friend!" he drawled. "Whence do you +come and whither do you go?" + +"God's blessing be praised," answered Lewis. "I come from the hills. I +go to Oeiras." + +"To Oeiras? We come thence. It is a long road, Oeiras." + +"I go to seek a merchant who will start me as a goat-skin-buyer. Do you +know of any such?" + +"A goatskin-buyer? Friend, for almost every goat there is a +goatskin-buyer. My brother is one, my father-in-law another. I myself +shall become one after this trip is over. You would do well to choose +some other occupation." + +Lewis did not smile at the man's guile, though it had not escaped him. +He was gazing open-mouthed at a horseman who was forcing his way past +the laden mules. From some distance the horseman yelled in English: + +"What the devil's the matter now? Ye gods and little fishes! what are +you stopping for now?" + +The guide shrugged his shoulders and tapped his head. + +"Mad," he said; "an idiot. Imagine! He thinks those are words!" + +The horseman drew up beside them, wrath in his face. + +"Sir," said Lewis, "your guide stopped to greet me. It is the custom of +the country." + +Lewis and Natalie spoke English with the precision of the adults from +whom they had learned it. They had never heard the argot of American +childhood, but from mammy and from the tongue of their adopted land they +had acquired a soft slurring of speech which gave a certain quaintness +to their diction. + +It was the turn of the stranger to stare open-mouthed. Lewis wore the +uniform of the local cow-boy: a thick, wide-brimmed leather hat, +fastened under the chin with a thong; a loose deerskin jumper and +deerskin breeches that fitted tightly to the leg and ended in a long +flap over the instep. On his feet were sandals and grotesque, +handwrought spurs. His red bundle was tied to the cantle of his saddle. +At hearing precise English from such a source, the stranger felt an +astonishment almost equal to Balaam's surprise on hearing his ass speak. + +No less was Lewis's wonder at the stranger's raiment. A pith helmet, +Norfolk jacket, moleskin riding-breeches, leather puttees, and stout, +pigskin footwear--these were strange apparel. + +The stranger was not old. One would have placed him at forty-five. As a +matter of fact, he was only forty. He was the first to recover poise. He +peered keenly into Lewis's face. + +"May I ask your name?" + +"My name is Lewis Leighton. And yours?" + +The stranger waved his hand impatiently. + +"Where are you going?" + +"I am on my way to Oeiras to seek employment," said Lewis. + +"To seek employment, eh?" said the stranger, thoughtfully. "Will you +tell this misbegotten guide that I wish to return to the water we passed +a little while ago? I should like to talk to you, if you don't mind." + +Lewis translated the order. + +"So they are words, after all," said the guide. He shook his head from +side to side, as one who suspects witchcraft. + +When the pack-train was headed back on the road it had come, Lewis +turned to the guide. + +"Whither was your master bound?" he asked. + +"Him?" said the guide, with a shrug of his shoulder. "Who knows? No +sooner does he reach one town than he is off for another. It is his +life, the madman, to bore a hole through this world of Christ. Just now +we were headed for the ranch of Dom Francisco. After that, who knows? +But he pays, friend. Gold oozes from him like matter from a sore." + +They came to a spring. The stranger ordered up the fly of a tent. From +his baggage he took two wonderful folding-chairs and a folding-table, +opened them, and placed them under the fly. "Sit down," he said to +Lewis. + +The stranger took off his helmet and tossed it on the ground. Lewis +pulled off his hat hurriedly and laid it aside. The stranger looked at +him long and earnestly. + +"Are you hungry?" + +Lewis shrugged his shoulders. + +"One can always eat," he said. + +"Good," said the stranger. "Please tell these loafers to off-load the +mules and set camp. And call that one here--the black fellow with a +necklace of chickens." + +Lewis did as he was bidden. The man with the chickens stood before the +stranger and grinned. + +The stranger raised his eyes on high. + +"Ah, God," he said, "I give Thee thanks that at last I can talk to this +low-browed, brutal son of a degenerate race of cooks." He turned to +Lewis. "Tell him," he continued--"tell him that I never want to see +anything boiled again unless it's his live carcass boiling in oil. Tell +him that I hate the smell, the sight, and the sound of garlic. Tell him +that jerked beef is a fitting sustenance for maggots, but not for +hungering man. Tell him there is a place in the culinary art for red +peppers, but not by the handful. Tell him, may he burn hereafter as I +have burned within and lap up with joy the tears that I have shed in +pain. Tell him--tell him that." + +For the first time in the presence of the stranger Lewis smiled. His +smile was rare and, as is often the case with a rare smile, it held +accumulated charm. + +"Sir," he said, "let me cook a meal for you." + +While Lewis cooked, the stranger laid the table for two. In less than an +hour the meal was ready. A young fowl, spitchcocked, nestled in a snowy +bed of rice, each grain of which was a world unto itself. The fowl was +basted with the sovereign gravy of the South; thick, but beaten smooth, +dusted with pepper and salt, breathing an essence of pork. Beside the +laden platter was a plate of crisp bread--bread that had been soaked +into freshness in a wet cloth and then toasted lightly. Beside the bread +lay a pat of fresh butter on a saucer. It was butter from the tin, but +washed white in the cool water of the spring, and then sprinkled with +salt. + +The stranger nodded approval as he started to eat. + +"A simple meal, my accomplished friend," he said to Lewis, "but I know +the mouths of the gods are watering." + +When nothing was left of the food, the stranger, through Lewis, ordered +the table cleared, then he turned to his guest. + +"You have already had occasion to see how useful you would be to me," he +said. "I propose that you seek employment no further. Join me not as +cook, but as interpreter, companion, friend in very present trouble. I +will pay you a living wage." + +Lewis's eyes lighted up. What wage should he demand for accompanying +this strange man, who drew him as Lewis himself drew shy, wild creatures +to his knee? No wage. No wage but service. "I will go with you," he +said. + +"Good!" said the stranger. "Now--where shall we go?" + +"Where shall we go?" repeated Lewis, puzzled. + +"Yes. Where shall we go?" + +"That is for you to say," said Lewis, gravely, fearing a joke. + +"Not at all," said the stranger. "To me it is a matter of complete +indifference. Of all the spots on the face of the earth, this is the +last; no game, no water, no scenery, no women, no food. And having seen +the last spot on earth, direction no longer interests me. What would +_you_ like to see?" + +Lewis felt himself inside a book of fairy-tales. + +"I?" he said, smiling shyly. "I should like to see the sea again." + +"Right you are!" said the stranger. "Tell the guide to start for the +sea." + + + + +CHAPTER XI + + +The stranger was accompanied by two muleteers, a cook, a wash-boy, and +the guide. Not one of these was a menial, for menials do not breed in +open country. When the stranger shouted for one of them, they all +gathered round him and stood at ease, smiling at his gestures, guessing +genially at what he was trying to say, and in the end calmly doing +things their own way. + +When Lewis called the guide, they all came, as was their custom. + +"Your master," said Lewis to the guide, "wishes to go to the sea. He +bids you start for the sea." + +The guide stared at Lewis, then at the stranger. + +"The sea! What is the sea?" + +"The sea," said Lewis, gravely, "is the ocean, the great water where +ships sail." + +"Bah!" said the guide. "More madness. How shall I guide him to the sea +if I know not where it is? Tell him there is no sea." + +One of the muleteers broke in. + +"Indeed, there is a sea, but it is far, far away. It is thirty days +away." + +"And how do you go?" asked Lewis. + +"I do not know. I only know that one must go to Joazeiro, and from there +they say there is a road of iron that leads one to the sea." + +"Joazeiro!" exclaimed the guide. "Ah, that is some sense. Joazeiro is a +place. It is on the river. Petrolina is on this side, Joazeiro on that. +As for this road of iron, hah!" He turned on the muleteer. "Thou, too, +art mad." + +The stranger listened to what Lewis had to say, then he drew out a map +from his pocket, unfolded it, and spread it on the table. "A road of +iron, eh? Well, let's see." + +The guide grinned at Lewis. + +"It is a picture of the world," he said. "He stares at it daily." + +"Yes," said the stranger, "here we are--Joazeiro." + +Lewis leaned over his shoulder. He saw the word "Joazeiro." From it a +straight red line ran eastward to the edge of the map. + +The stranger measured distances with a pencil. "We can make Joazeiro in +fifteen days," he said. "Tell the men we will rest to-day and to-night. +To-morrow we start." + +The marvels of that camp were a revelation to Lewis. He kept his mouth +shut, but his eyes were open. One battered thing after another revealed +its mystery to him. He turned to the stranger. + +"You are a great traveler," he said. + +The stranger started. He had been day-dreaming. + +"A great traveler? Yes. I have been a wanderer on all the faces of the +earth. I have lived seven lives. I'll give them to you, if you like." + +Lewis smiled, puzzled, but somehow pleased. + +"Give them to me--your seven lives?" + +The stranger did not answer. Gloom had settled on the face that Lewis +had seen only alight. Lewis, too, was silent. His life with Ann and the +Reverend Orme had taught him much. He recognized the dwelling-place of +sorrow. + +Presently the stranger shook his mood from him. + +"Come," he said, "let us begin." From one of his bags he took a pack of +cards. He sat at the table and shuffled them. "There are many games of +patience," he continued. "They are all founded on averages and thousands +of combinations, so intricate that the law of recurrence can be +determined only by months of figuring. However, one can learn a patience +without bothering with the law of recurrence. I shall now teach you a +game called Canfield." + +Time after time the cards were laid out, played, and reshuffled. + +"Now," said the stranger, "do you think you know the game?" + +"Yes," said Lewis, "I think so." + +He played, with some success. + +"You have got out fourteen cards," said the stranger. "You have beaten +the game." + +"How can that be?" asked Lewis. + +"It can be," said the stranger, "because this is one of the few games of +patience that has been reduced to a scientific gambling basis. The odds, +allowing for the usual advantage to the banker, have been determined at +five to one. Say I'm the banker. I sell you the pack for fifty-two +pennies, and I pay you five pennies for every card you get out. Five to +one. Do you see that?" + +Lewis nodded. + +"Well," said the stranger. "You got out fourteen cards. If you had paid +a penny a card for the pack, how much would you have gained over what +you spent?" + +"Eighteen pennies," said Lewis, after a moment. "If I had got them all +out," he added, "it would have been two hundred and eight pennies." + +"Right!" said the stranger. "You have a head for figures. Now, have you +any money?" + +Lewis colored slightly. + +"Yes," he said. He fished out his two bank-notes and laid them on the +table. + +The stranger picked them up. + +"All right," he said. "I'll sell you the pack for one of these. Now, go +ahead." + +All afternoon Lewis played against the bank with varying fortune. When +he was ahead, some instinct made him ashamed to call off; when he was +behind, a fever seized him--a fever to hold his own, to win. His eyes +began to ache. Toward evening three successive bad hands suddenly wiped +out his store of money. A feeling of despair came over him. + +"Don't worry," said the stranger. He pushed the two notes and another +toward Lewis. "I'll give you those for your pony. Now, at it you go. Win +him back." + +Lewis played feverishly. In an hour he had lost the three notes. + +"Never mind," said the stranger; "I'll give you another chance." He +pushed one of the notes toward Lewis. "That for your bundle in the red +handkerchief. You may win the whole lot back in one hand." + +Lewis played and lost. Despair seized upon him now with no uncertain +hand. His money, his pony, even his little bundle gone! This was +calamity. He suffered as only the young can suffer. His world had +suddenly become a blank. Through bloodshot eyes he looked upon the +stranger and tried to hate him, but could not. + +"Come," said the stranger, rising and lighting a lantern. "I'm going to +make you a foolish offer of big odds against me. I'll wager all I've won +from you against one year's service that you can't beat the game in one +hand. Eleven cards out of the fifty-two beats the game." + +What was a year's service? thought Lewis. He had been willing to give +that for nothing. He played and lost. Suddenly shame was added to his +despair. To give service is noble, but to have it bought from you, won +from you! Lewis fought back his tears desperately. What a fool, what a +fool this man, this stranger, had made of him! + +The stranger took out his watch and looked at it. + +"In seven hours and seven minutes," he remarked, "I have given you one +of my seven lives that it took almost seven years to live. Seven, by the +way, is one of the mystic numbers." + +At his first words Lewis felt a wave of relief--the relief of the diver +in deep waters who feels himself rising to the surface. Perhaps all was +not lost. Perhaps this man could restore their imperiled friendship, so +sudden, already so dear. + +The stranger went on: + +"Ashamed to stop when you're ahead, too keen to stop when you're behind, +you've lost all you possessed, jarred your trust in your fellow-man, and +bartered freedom for slavery--mortgaged a year of your life. You've +climbed the cliff of greed, got one whiff of sordid elation at the top, +and tumbled down the precipice of despair. In short, you've lived the +whole life of a gambler--all in seven hours." + +He picked up Lewis's two notes and stuffed them into his own well-filled +wallet. "They say," he continued, "that only experience teaches. You may +gamble all the rest of your life, but take it from me, my friend, +gambling holds no emotion you haven't gone through today." + +Their eyes met. Lewis's gaze was puzzled, but intent. The stranger's +eyes were almost twinkling. + +"By the way," he said, "what's in the bundle? Let's see." + +Lewis brought his sorry little bundle and laid it on the table. He +untied the knots with trembling fingers. The stranger poked around the +contents with his finger. He picked out the little kid of clay, already +minus a leg. + +"Hallo! What's this?" + +"A toy," said Lewis, coloring. + +"Who made it?" + +"I did." + +"You did, eh? Well, I'll keep it." The stranger fingered around until he +found the missing leg. "You can take the rest of your things away. I'll +lend 'em to you, and your pony. Now let's eat." + +That night Lewis, too excited to sleep, lay awake for hours smiling at +the moon. He was smiling because he felt that somehow, out of the wreck, +friendship had been saved. + + + + +CHAPTER XII + + +The country through which they traveled was familiar to Lewis, tedious +to the stranger. Sand, sparse grass, and thorn-trees; thorn-trees and +sand, was their daily portion. The sun beat down and up. They traveled +long hours by night, less and less by day. They talked little, for night +has a way of sealing the lips of those who journey under her wing. + +Water was scarce. The day before that on which they hoped to make the +river, a forced march brought them to a certain water-hole. The +stranger, Lewis, and the guide arrived at it far ahead of the +pack-train. The water-hole was dry. They were thirsty. They pushed on to +a little mud house a short way off the trail. The stranger looked up as +they approached it. + +"Do you think it will stand till we get there?" he asked. + +Lewis smiled. The house was leaning in three directions. The weight of +its tiled roof threatened at any moment to crush the long-suffering +walls to the ground. At one corner stood a great earthen jar, and beside +the jar an old hag. She held a gourd to her lips. On some straw in the +shade of the eaves was a setting hen. + +"Auntie," called Lewis, "we thirst. Give us water." + +The old woman turned and stared at them. Her face, all but her eyes, was +as dilapidated as her house. Her black eyes, brilliant and piercing, +shone out of the ruin. + +"I have no water for thee to drink, my pretty son," she answered. + +"Shameless one!" cried Lewis. "Dost thou drink thyself and deny the +traveler?" + +"Eh, eh!" cackled the old woman. "Thou wouldst share my gourd? Then +drink, for thy tongue is not so pretty as thy face." She held up the +gourd to Lewis in both her hands. He took it from her and passed it to +the stranger. + +The stranger made a grimace, but sipped the water. Then he flung gourd +and water to the ground with; half an oath. + +"Bah!" he said to Lewis. "It is salt." + +"Salt!" cried Lewis. "But she drank of it. I saw her drink." + +"Yes," said the stranger; "she's got an alkalified stomach. Let those +who hanker after immortality look upon this woman. She will never die." + +The old hag laughed. + +"Ah, shameless one, eh?" she mumbled. "'Tis the young one should have +tasted, but no matter, for the son is the spit of the father." + +"Auntie," said Lewis, smiling, "give us of thy shade." + +"Willingly, my pretty son, for thou hast smiled." + +They dismounted. The stranger and Lewis entered the house. + +"Here," cried the old woman, "sit here; for when the house falls, the +weight will go yonder." + +Lewis explained to the stranger. He glanced at the old woman. + +"Old Immortality has brains," he said. "Might have known it, with those +eyes." + +They sat on the floor of beaten earth. The old woman went out. Through +the gaps in the walls Lewis saw her build a fire and put a pot of the +brackish water on to boil. Then he saw her drag the setting hen from her +nest and wring its neck. He jumped up and rushed out. + +"What are you doing?" he cried. "Why kill a setting hen?" + +"Aye," said the old woman, "it is a pity, for she is the last chicken in +the world." + +Lewis and the stranger were hungry. Night was falling. There was no sign +of their belated pack-train. When boiling had done its utmost, they ate +the last chicken on earth. Before they had finished, a child, pitifully +thin, came in, bearing on her head a small jar of water. + +"Now drink," said the old woman, "for this water came from the river, +twelve miles away." + +They drank, then the stranger set his helmet on the floor for a pillow, +laid his head upon it, and slept. Lewis sat beside him. The child had +curled up in a corner. The guide was snoring outside. In the doorway the +old woman crouched and crooned. + +Presently she turned and peered into the house. She beckoned to Lewis. +He rose and followed her. She led him around the house, through a +thicket of thorn-trees, and up the slope of a small sand-dune. Toward +the west sand-dunes rose and fell in monotonous succession. + +At the top of the dune the old woman crouched on her heels and motioned +to Lewis to sit. + +"My son," she said, "thou hast taken my carcass for the common clay of +these parts. I cannot blame thee, but had I the water to wash this +cursed dust from my face and hands, I would show thee a skin that was +stained at birth with the olive and veins whose blood flows unmixed +through generations without end. These wrinkled feet have flattened the +face of the earth bit by bit. Bear witness those who left me here behind +to die! My eyes have looked upon things seen and unseen. I am old. To +youth is given folly; to the old, wisdom. To-night my wisdom shall +suckle thy folly, for the heavens have shown me a sign." + +Lewis stared at the old woman with wondering eyes. He had never seen a +Gipsy. What was she? he asked himself. No native. The native's mind was +keen with knowledge of horses, cattle, and goats, but stolid, almost +stupid, when it came to words and thoughts. There was an exception--the +mad. The mad prattled and sometimes said extraordinary things. Perhaps +this woman was mad. He turned half toward her. + +"Look up," she commanded. "Dost thou see no sign?" + +Lewis lay on his back and gazed into the sky. "I see the moon and the +stars, Auntie--a young moon and very old stars--but no sign. Not even a +cloud to remind the world of rain." + +The old woman leaned forward and touched his arm. He started. + +"Look over there!" She pointed to the west and south. "See how the young +moon is held within the claws of Scorpion. His back is arched across the +quarter. His tail points to the south. The Cross that some call Holy +hangs like a pendent upon its tip. Look up. Upon his arched back he +bears the circlet--the seven worlds of women." + +"I see the Scorpion, Auntie," said Lewis, humoring her. "I see the +circlet too, but it is far above his back. It is like a crown. Read me +the sign of the seven worlds of women." + +Lewis propped his head on one elbow. Before him squatted the old woman. +Her hands were locked about her legs. Her chin rested on her knees. Her +beady eyes shone like two black stars. + +"And shall I not read thee a sign?" she continued, swaying from side to +side. "Child of love art thou. At thy birth was thy mother rent asunder, +for thou wert conceived too near the heart. Thy path through the world +is blazed as one blazes a path in the forest. He who is at thy side is +before thee and after thee. Thou travelest in darkness, but thou art +cursed and blessed with the gift of sight. The worlds of women are +seven: spirit, weed, flower, the blind, the visioned, libertine, and +saint. None of these is for thee. For each child of love there is a +woman that holds the seven worlds within a single breast. Hold fast to +thy birthright, even though thou journey with thy back unto the light. I +have spoken." + +A long silence fell upon the sand-dune. Lewis felt held, oppressed. He +was tired. He wished to sleep, but the woman's words rang in his brain +like shouts echoing in an empty hall. + +Presently came sounds from the mud hut beyond the thorn-thicket. Men +were calling. There was the patter and scrape of mules' hoofs, the +whistle of those that urged them on. Lewis and the old hag hurried down. +The guide, the muleteers, and the stranger were having a wordy struggle. + +"Hallo," said the stranger, "where have you been? What are they trying +to say? I need you even in my sleep." + +"They say," said Lewis, "that there is no help for it; we must push on +to the river now. The mules must have water." + +"Right you are," said the stranger. He pointed to one heavily laden +mule. "We don't need those provisions. Give them to Old Immortality. +They'll last her a hundred years." + + + + +CHAPTER XIII + + +They arrived in Petrolina at dawn. Before them swept the vast river. +Beyond it could be seen the dazzling walls and restful, brown-tiled +roofs of Joazeiro. The distant whistle of a shunting locomotive jarred +on the morning stillness. + +For the first time Lewis saw the stranger in action. Off came the loads. +They were sorted rapidly. Tent, outfit, and baggage were piled into one +of the ponderous ferry-canoes that lined the shore. All that was left +was handed over to the guide for equal division among the men. + +"Now," cried the stranger, "there's always a marketplace. Tell them to +take this worn-out bunch along and find the cattle corner." He waved at +the ponies and mules. + +The market was in full swing. Rubber, goatskins, hides, and orchids from +the interior; grain, tobacco, sugar, and rum from the river valley, met, +mingled, and passed at this crossways of commerce. The stranger stood +beside his mules. The dome of his pith helmet rose above the average +level of heads. People gazed upon it in mild wonder, and began to crowd +around. + +"Now," said the stranger, poking Lewis's thin pony in the ribs, "offer +this jack-rabbit for sale, cash and delivery on the minute." + +"Offer my--my pony----" stammered Lewis. + +The stranger eyed him grimly. + +"_Your_ pony?" + +Suddenly Lewis remembered. He threw up his head and called out as he was +bidden. People nudged one another, but no man spoke. Then a wag on the +outskirts of the crowd shouted: + +"I'll give thee a penny for what's left of that horse, brother." + +There was a ripple of laughter. Lewis colored, and his eyes grew moist. + +"He says he will give a penny," he said. + +"A penny?" said the stranger, gravely. "Take it. Cash, mind you. Cash on +delivery." + +The sale was made amid general consternation. As the dazed wag led his +purchase away, he trembled as though from a first stroke of paralysis. +The marketplace began to buzz, to hum, and then to shout, "A stranger +sells horses for a penny, cash on delivery!" They laughed and crowded +nearer. Merchants forgot their dignity, and came running from the +streets of the town. + +"Now, boy, this one," said the stranger, poking a mule; "but be careful. +Be careful to wait for the highest bid." + +The stranger's warning came just in time. No sooner had Lewis called the +mule for sale than bids rained on him from every side. One after the +other, in rapid succession, the animals were sold; but no more went for +a penny. + +His pockets stuffed with notes and silver, the stranger pushed his way +through the crowd, suddenly grown silent. On the way to the river he +paid off his men. He climbed into the canoe, and Lewis followed. The +boatmen shoved off. + +The wag, leading Lewis's pony, had followed them to the river-bank. + +"Show me thy hoof, partner," he shouted, laughing, to the stranger. +"Thou shouldst deal in souls, not in horses. I would I had shaken thy +hand. God go with thee!" + +The stranger calmly counted his money. + +"Boy," he said, "I have just given you a five-year life in five minutes. +Write this down in your mind. In high finance he who knows figures +starves on two dollars a day; success comes to him who knows men." + +During the long hours in the dirty train that jerked them toward the +coat and civilization the stranger began to grow nervous. Lewis looked +up more than once to find himself the object of a troubled gaze. They +were the only passengers. There were moments when the road-bed permitted +snatches of conversation, but it was during a long stop on a side-track +that the stranger unburdened himself. + +"Boy," he said, "the time is coming when I must tell you my name." + +"I know your name," said Lewis. + +"What!" cried the stranger. + +"I know your name," repeated Lewis; "it is Leighton." + +"How? How do you know?" The stranger was frowning. + +"No," said Lewis, quietly; "I haven't been looking through your things. +One day my--my foster-father and my foster-mother were talking. They did +not know I was near. I didn't realize they were talking about me until +mammy spoke up. Mammy is--well, you know, she's just a mammy----" + +"Yes," said the stranger. "What did mammy say?" + +"She said," continued Lewis, coloring slightly, "that a Leighton didn't +have to have his name written in a family Bible because God never +forgets to write it in his face." + +"Good for mammy!" said the stranger. "So that's what they were talking +about." For a moment he sat silent and thoughtful; then he said: "Boy, +don't you worry about any family Bible business. Your name's written in +the family Bible all right. Take it from me; I know. I'm Glendenning +Leighton--your father." His eyes glistened. + +"I'm glad about the name," said Lewis, his face alight. "I'm glad you're +my dad, too. But I knew that." + +"Knew it? How did you know it?" + +"The old woman--Old Immortality. Don't you remember? She said, 'The son +is the spit of the father.'" + +"Did she?" said Leighton. "Do you believe everything as easily as that?" + +"The heart believes easily," said Lewis. + +"Eh? Where'd you get that?" + +"I suppose I read it somewhere. I think it is true. She told me my +fortune." + +"Told you your fortune, did she? I thought I was missing something when +I snored the hours away instead of talking to that bright old lady. +Fortunes are silly things. Do you remember what she told you?" + +"Yes," said Lewis, "I think I remember every word. She said, 'Child of +love art thou. At thy birth was thy mother rent asunder, for thou wert +conceived too near the heart----'" + +"Stop!" + +Lewis looked up. His father's face was livid. His breast heaved as +though he gasped for air. Then he clenched his fists. Lewis saw the +veins on his forehead swell as he fought for self-mastery. He calmed +himself deliberately; then slowly he dropped his face in his hands. + +"Some day," he said in a voice so low that Lewis could hardly hear the +words, "I shall tell you of your mother. Not now." + +Gloom, like a tangible presence, filled the car. It pressed down upon +Lewis. He felt it, but in his heart he knew that for him the day was a +glad day. The train started. He leaned far out of a window. The evening +breeze was blowing from the east. To his keen nostrils came a faint +breath of the sea. When he drew his head in again, the twinkle he had +already learned to watch for was back in his father's eyes. + +"What do you smell, boy?" + +"I smell the sea," said Lewis. + +"How do you know? How old were you when you made your first voyage?" + +"Don't you know?" + +Leighton shook his head. + +Lewis, looking at his father with wondering eyes, regretted the spoken +question. + +"I was three years old. I suppose I remember the smell of the sea, +though it seems as if I couldn't possibly. I remember the funnel of the +steamer, though." + +"Seems like looking back on a quite separate life, doesn't it?" + +"Yes," said Lewis, nodding, "it does." + +"Of course it does, and in that fact you've got the germ of an +individual philosophy. Every man who goes through the stress of life has +need of an individual philosophy." + +"What's yours, sir?" + +"I was going to tell you. Life, to me, is like this train, a lot of +sections and a lot of couplings. When you're through with a car, +side-track it and--yank out the coupling. Like all philosophies, this +one has its flaw. Once in a while your soul looks out of the window and +sees some long-forgotten, side-tracked car beckoning to be coupled on +again. If you try to go back and pick it up, you're done. Never look +back, boy; never look back. Live ahead even if you're only living a +compensation." + +"What's a compensation?" asked Lewis. + +"A compensation," said Leighton thoughtfully, "is a thing that doesn't +quite compensate." + +Above the rattle of the train sounded the deep bellow of a steamer's +throttle. Lewis turned to the window. Night had fallen. + +"Oh, look, sir!" he cried. "We're almost there!" + +Leighton joined him. Before them were spangled, in a great crescent, a +hundred thousand lights. Along the water-front the lights clustered +thickly. They climbed a cliff in long zigzags. At the top they clustered +again. Out on the bay they swayed from halyards, their reflections +glimmering back from the rippling water like so many agitated moons. + +"Right you are--Bahia," said Leighton. "We're almost there, and it's no +fishing-hamlet, either." + + + + +CHAPTER XIV + + +The next morning, as they were sitting, after their coffee and rolls, at +a little iron table on the esplanade of the Sul Americano, Leighton +said: "It takes a man five years to learn how to travel in a hurry and +fifteen more to learn how not to hurry. You may consider that you've +been a traveler for twenty years." He stretched and yawned. "Let's take +a walk, slowly." + +They started down the broad incline which, in long, descending zigzags, +cut the cliff that divided lower town from upper. The closely laid +cobblestones were slippery with age. + +"It took a thousand slaves a century to pave these streets," said +Leighton. "Do you know anything about this town, Bahia?" + +"It was once the capital of the empire," said Lewis. + +"Yes," said Leighton. "Capital of the empire, seat of learning, citadel +of the church, last and greatest of the great slave-marts. That's a +history. Never bother your mind about a man, a woman, or a town that +hasn't got a history. They may be happy, but they're stupid." + +The principal street of the lower town was swarming with a strange +mixture of humanity. Here and there hurried a foreigner in whites, his +flushed cheeks and nose flying the banner of John Barleycorn. + +Along the sidewalks passed leisurely the doctorated product of the +universities--doctors of law, doctors of medicine, embryo doctors still +in the making--each swinging a light cane. Their black hats and cutaway +coats, in the fashion of a temperate clime, would have looked exotic +were it not for the serene dignity with which they were worn. With them, +merchants lazed along, making a deal as they walked. Clerks, under their +masters' eyes, hurried hither and thither. + +These were all white or near-white. The middle of the street, which held +the great throng, was black. Slaves with nothing on but a loin-cloth +staggered under two bags of coffee or under a single monster sack of +cocoa. Their sweating torsos gleamed where the slanting sun struck them. +Other slaves bore other burdens: a basket of chickens or a bundle of +sugar-cane on the way to market; a case of goods headed for the stores +of some importer; now and then a sedan-chair, with curtains drawn; and +finally a piano, unboxed, on a pilgrimage. + +The piano came up the middle of the street borne on the heads of six +singing negroes. For a hundred yards they would carry it at a shuffling +trot, their bare feet keeping time to their music, then they would set +it down and, clapping their hands and still singing, do a shuffle dance +about it. This was the shanty of piano-movers. No other slave dared sing +it. It was the badge of a guild. + +"D'you hear that?" asked Leighton, nodding his head. "That's a shanty. +They're singing to keep step." + +In shady nooks and corners and in the cool, wide doorways sat still +other slaves: porters waiting for a stray job; grayheads, too old for +burdens, plaiting baskets; or a fat mammy behind her pot of couscous. + +Three porters sat on little benches on the top step of a church porch. +Leighton approached one of them. + +"Brother," he said, "give me your stool." + +The slave rose, and straightened to a great height. He held up his hands +for a blessing. He grinned when Leighton sat down on his bench. Then he +looked keenly at Lewis's face, and promptly dragged the black at his +side to his feet. + +"Give thy bench to the young master, thou toad." + +Leighton nodded his head. + +"No fool, the old boy, eh? The son's the spit of the father." His eyes +swept the swarming street. "What men! What men!" He was looking at the +blacks. "Boy, did you ever hear of a general uprising among the slaves +at home, in the States?" + +"No," said Lewis; "there never was one." + +"Exactly," said Leighton. "There never was one because in the early days +our planters found out what not to buy in the way of black meat. They +weren't looking for the indomitable spirit. They weren't looking for +men, but for slaves, and the black-birders soon learned that if they +didn't want to carry their cargo farther than New Orleans they had to +load up with members of the gentlest tribes. Now, there have been +terrible uprisings of blacks in the West Indies, in Demerara and here. +Ask this old chap of what race he is." + +Lewis turned and asked the question. The tall black straightened, his +face grew stern, his eyes moist. + +"Tito, my name. I am of the tribe of Minas. In the time of thy +grandfather I was traded as ransom for a king." + +"Hm--m, I can believe it," said Leighton. "Now ask the next one, the +copper-colored giant." + +"And thou?" said Lewis. + +"I? I am a Fulah of the Fulahs. Before blacks were, or whites, we were +thus, the color of both." + +"You see?" said Leighton. "Pride. He was afraid you'd take him for a +mulatto. Now the other fellow, there." + +"And thou?" said Lewis. + +The third black had remained seated. He turned his eyes slowly to Lewis. + +"I am no slave," he began. "I am of the tribe of Houssa. To my master's +wealth. I added fifteen of my sons. In the great rebellion they fell, +one and all." + +"The great rebellion," said Leighton. "He means the last Houssa +uprising. Thirty thousand of 'em, and they fought and fell to a man. The +Government was glad of the chance to wipe 'em out. Ask him how he +escaped." + +"Escaped?" The black's eyes gleamed. "Child, I did not escape. My +master's son was a babe in arms. My master bade me bear him to safety. +When I came back, alone I bore my master to the grave. Then it was too +late. They would not kill me. Now the babe is grown. He tells me I am a +free man. It is written on paper." + +While Leighton and Lewis watched the crowd, they themselves did not +remain unnoticed. A small group of the leisurely class began to block +the pavement before them. Father and son were a strange pair. Lewis was +still in his leather cow-boy clothes. Alone, he would not have attracted +more notice than a man with a beard and a carpet-bag on Broadway; but +the juxtaposition of pith helmet, a thing unknown in those parts, and +countryman's flat leather hat, and the fact of their wearers usurping +the seats of two black carriers was too much for one native son, dressed +in the latest Paris fashion. + +"Thou, porter," he called to Leighton, "an errand for thee. Go fetch my +father. He would not miss this sight." + +"What does he say?" asked Leighton. + +Lewis blushed as people stopped and added their sparkling eyes to those +of the crowd already gathered. + +"He calls you a porter, and bids you fetch his father to see the sight." + +"Ask him," said Leighton, calmly, "shall I know him who he thinks is his +father by his horns?" + +Lewis translated innocently enough. The crowd gasped, and then roared +with laughter. The youth in Paris clothes turned purple with rage, shook +his little cane at Leighton, and burst into abusive language. + +"Why," cried Lewis--"why, what's the matter with him?" + +"I'm sure I don't know," said Leighton, pensively. "And just now he was +so dignified!" + +A private sedan-chair, borne by four splendid blacks, swung by at a run. +As it passed, one of its silk curtains was drawn aside and the face of a +woman, curious to see the reason of the crowd, looked out. The face was +clear white, blue-veined, red-lipped; under the black eyes were shadows. +A slight smile curved the red lips as the shadowy eyes fell upon +Leighton and Lewis. + +Leighton went tense, like a hound in leash. + +"Look, boy!" he cried. "A patrician passes!" + +The lady heard, understood. The smile, that was half-disdain, deepened. +She bowed slightly, but graciously. The curtain fell. + +"Come, boy," said Leighton, "we can't stand that. Let's go find a +tailor." + +"Dad," said Lewis, "do you know her? She bowed." + +"She did, God bless her!" said Leighton. "No, I don't know her; but +let's think kindly of her, for she has added a charming memory to life." + + + + +CHAPTER XV + + +Four days later Lewis sat beside his bed, piled high with all the +paraphernalia that go to make up a gentleman's wardrobe and toilet. He +was very nervous--so nervous that he had passed an hour striding from +one side of the small bedroom to the other, making up his mind to try to +carry out his father's instructions, which were simply to go to his room +and dress. Lewis had never in his life put on a collar or knotted a tie. + +He answered a knock on the door with a cry of dismay. Leighton strode +into the room. + +"Well, what's the matter?" + +Lewis looked ruefully from his father's face to the things on the bed +and back again. He felt himself flushing painfully. He opened his mouth +to speak and then closed it. + +Suddenly Leighton's face lit up. He laughed. + +"Well, well," he cried, "this is splendid! You've given me a new +sensation." He yanked a bath-robe from the bed. "Here, you savage, shed +those leather togs, but don't lose them. You'll want to take them out +and look at them some stuffy day. Now put this on and run to your bath." + +When Lewis came back to the room he found most of his things had been +packed away in the big, new trunk. On the bed certain garments were laid +out. They were laid out in correct order. + +Leighton stood beside the bed in a deferential attitude. His face was a +blank. "Will you be wearing the white flannels to-night, sir, or the +dinner-jacket? If you will allow me, I would suggest the flannels. +Sultry evening, and Mr. Leighton will be dining on the terrace." + +"Yes, I'll wear the flannels," stammered Lewis. + +"Your singlet, sir," said Leighton, picking up the undershirt from the +bed. Article after article he handed to his son in allotted order. Lewis +put each thing on as fast as his nervous hands would let him. He tried +to keep his eyes from wandering to the head of the line, where lay +collar and tie. The collar had been buttoned to the back of the shirt, +but when it came to fastening it in front, Lewis's fingers fumbled +hopelessly. + +"Allow me, sir," said Leighton. He fastened the collar deftly. "I see +you don't like that tie with the flannels, sir. My mistake." + +He threw open the trunk, and took out a brown cravat of soft silk. "Your +brown scarf, sir. It goes well with the flannels. Will you watch in the +glass, sir?" He placed the cravat, measured it carefully, knotted it, +and drew it up. + +Lewis did not watch in the mirror. His eyes were fixed on his father's +mask of a face. He knew that, inside, his father was bubbling with fun; +but no ripple showed in his face, no disrespectful twinkle in his eye. +Leighton was playing the game. Suddenly, for no reason that he could +name, Lewis began to adore his father. + +"Will that do, sir?" + +"Certainly," stammered Lewis. "Very nicely, thank you" + +"Thank _you_, sir," said Leighton. He handed Lewis the flannel trousers +and then the coat. + +As Lewis finished putting them on, Leighton whirled on his heel. + +"Ready, my boy?" The mask was gone. + +Lewis laughed back into his father's twinkling eyes. + +"Yes, I'm ready," he said rather breathlessly. He followed his father +out of the room. The new clothes gripped him in awkward places, but as +he glanced down at the well-pressed flannels, he felt glorified. + +That night, while strolling in a back street of the lower town, they +discovered a tunnel running into the cliff. At its mouth was a +turnstile. + +"Shades of Avernus! What's this?" asked Leighton. + +Lewis inquired of the gateman. + +"It's an elevator to the upper town," he said. + +They paid their fare and walked into the long tunnel. At its end they +found a prehistoric elevator and a terrific stench. Leighton clapped his +handkerchief to his nose and dived into the waiting car. Lewis followed +him. An attendant started the car, and slowly they crept up and up, two +hundred feet, to the crest of the cliff. As they emerged, Leighton let +go a mighty breath. + +"Holy mackerel!" he said, "and what was that? Ugh! it's here yet!" + +The attendant explained. At the bottom of the shaft was a pit into which +sank the great chains of the car. The pit was full of crude castor-oil, +cheapest and best of lubricants. + +"My boy," said Leighton, as he led the way at a rapid stride toward the +hotel, "never confuse the picturesque with the ugly. I can stand a bit +of local color in the way of smells, but there's such a thing as going +too far, and that went it. We'll prepare at once to leave this town. +Would you like to go north or south?" + +"I don't know, sir," said Lewis. + +"Well, we'll just climb on board that big double-funnel that came in +to-day and leave it to her. What do you say?" + +They went south. Four days later, in the early morning, Lewis was +wakened by a bath-robe hurled at his head. + +"Put that on and come up on deck quick!" commanded his father. + +Lewis gasped when he reached the deck. They were just entering the +harbor. On the left, so close that it seemed to threaten them, loomed +the Sugar-Loaf. On the right, the wash of the steamer creamed on the +rocks of Santa Cruz. Before them opened the mighty bay, dotted with a +hundred islands, some crowned with foliage, others with gleaming, white +walls, and one with an aspiring minaret. Between water and sky stretched +the city. There was no horizon, for the jagged wall of the Organ +Mountains towered in a circle into the misty blue. Heaven and earth were +one. + +A white line of surf-foam ran along all the edge of the bay. Languorous +Aphrodite of the cities of the world, Rio de Janeiro lay naked beyond +that line, and gloried. Like a dream of fair woman, her feet plunged in +foam, her body reclining against the heights, her arms outstretched, +green hills for her pillows, her diadem the shining mountain-peaks, +queen of the cities of the earth by the gift of Almighty God, she +gleamed beneath the kiss of dawn. + +Leighton drew a long, long breath. + +"It will take a lot of bad smells to blot the memory of _that_," he +said. + +They came to the bad smells in about an hour and a quarter. An hour +later they left the custom-house. Then, each in a rocketing tilbury, +driven by a yelling Jehu, they shot through the narrow and filthy +streets of the Rio of that far day and drew up, still trembling with +fright, at the doors of the Hotel dos Estrangeiros. + +"You got here, too!" cried Leighton as Lewis tumbled out of his cab. "We +had both wheels on the ground at once three separate times. How about +you?" + +"I really don't know anything about what happened, sir," said Lewis, +grinning. "I was holding on." + +"What were they yelling? Did you make anything out of that?" asked +Leighton, when they had surveyed their rooms and were washing. + +"They were shouting at the people in the way," said Lewis. "My driver +yelled only two things. When a colored person was in the way, it was, +'Melt chocolate-drop!' and when he shouted at a white man, it was: +'Clear the way to hell! a foreigner rides with me.'" + +"Boy," said Leighton, speaking through several folds of towel and the +open connecting-door, "if you ever find your brains running to seed, get +a job as a cabman. There's something about a cab, the world over, that +breeds wit." + + + + +CHAPTER XVI + + +The Rio of 1888 was seething at the vortex of the wordy battle for +emancipation. The Ouvidor, the smart street of the town, so narrow that +carriages were not allowed upon it, was the center of the maelstrom. +Here crowded politician and planter; lawyers, journalists, and students; +conservative and emancipationist. + +At each end of the Ouvidor were squares where daily meetings were held +the emotional surge of which threatened to lap over into revolution at +any moment. + +The emotion was real. Youths of twenty blossomed into verse never +equaled before or since in the writings of their prolific race. An +orator, maddened by the limits of verbal expression, shot himself +through the heart to add a fitting period to a thundered phrase. Women +forgot their own bondage, and stripped themselves of jewels for the +cause. + +Leighton and his son, wandering through these scenes, felt like ghosts. +They had the certainty that all this had happened before. Their lonely, +calm faces drew upon them hostile, wondering stares. + +"Got a clean tablet in your mind?" asked Leighton one day as they +emerged from an unusually excited scene. "Write this down: Nothing bores +one like somebody else's belated emotions. When you've had some woman +insist on kissing you after you're tired of her, you'll understand me +better. In the meantime, this is bad enough. I can think of only one +cure for what we've been through here, and that is a Sunday in London. +Let us start." + +"London!" breathed Lewis. "Are we going to London?" + +"Yes, we are. It's a peculiar fact, well known and long cursed among +travelers, that all the steamers in the world arrive in England on +Saturday afternoon. We'll get to London for Sunday." + +During the long voyage, for the first time since the day on which he met +the stranger, and which already seemed of long ago, Lewis had time to +think. A sadness settled on him. What were they doing at Nadir on this +starry night? Were the goats corraled? Who had brought them in? Was +mammy crooning songs of low-swinging chariots and golden stairs? Was +Mrs. Leighton still patiently sewing? The Reverend Orme, was he still +sitting scowling and staring and staring? And Natalie? Was she there, or +was she gone, married? He drew a great, quivering sigh. + +Leighton looked around. + +"Trying to pick up a side-tracked car?" + +Lewis smiled faintly, but understandingly. + +"It's not quite side-tracked--yet," he said. + +"Ah, boy, never look back," said Leighton. "But, no; do. Do look back. +You're young yet. Tell me about it." + +Then for a long time Lewis talked of Nadir: of the life there, of the +Reverend Orme, grown morose through unnamed troubles; of Mrs. Leighton, +withered away till naught but patience was left; of happy mammy, grown +sad; of Natalie, friend, playmate, and sacrifice. + +"So they wanted to marry your little pal into motherhood twenty times +over, ready-made," said Leighton. "And you fought them, told 'em what +you thought of it. You were right, boy; you were right. The wilderness +must have turned their heads. But you ought to have stayed with it. Why +didn't you stay with it? You're no quitter." + +"There were things I said to the Reverend Orme," said Lewis, +slowly--"things I knew, that made it impossible for me to stay." + +"Things you knew? What things?" + +Lewis did not answer. + + * * * * * + +It was on a gray Sunday that they entered London. In a four-wheeler, the +roof of which groaned under a pyramid of baggage, they started out into +the mighty silence of deserted streets. The _plunk! plunk!_ of the +horse's shod hoofs crashed against the blank walls of the shuttered +houses and reverberated ahead of them until sound dribbled away down the +gorge of the all-embracing nothing. Gray, gray; heaven and earth and +life were gray. + +Lewis felt like crying, but Leighton came to the rescue. He was in high +spirits. + +"Boy, look out of the window. Is there anywhere in the world a youth +spouting verse on a street corner?" + +"No," said Lewis. + +"Or an orator shooting himself to give point to an impassioned speech?" + +"No." + +"Or women shaking their bangles into the melting-pot for the cause of +freedom?" + +"No." + +"I should say not. This is Sunday in London. Take off your hat. You are +in the graveyard of all the emotions of the earth." + +Up one flight of stairs, over a tobacconist's shop, Leighton raised and +dropped the massive bronze knocker on a deep-set door. He saw Lewis's +eyes fix on the ponderous knocker. + +"Strong door to stand it, eh? They don't make 'em that way any more." + +The door swung open. A man-servant in black bowed as Leighton entered. + +"Glad to welcome you back, sir. I hope you are well, sir." + +"Thanks, Nelton, I'm well as well. So is Master Lewis. Got his room +ready? Show him the bath." + +Lewis, looking upon Nelton, suddenly remembered a little room in the Sul +Americano at Bahia. He felt sure that when Nelton opened his mouth it +would be to say, "Will you be wearing the white flannels to-night, sir, +or the dinner-jacket?" + +By lunch-time Leighton's high spirits were on the decline, by four +o'clock they had struck bottom. He kept walking to the windows, only to +turn his back quickly on what he saw. At last he said: + +"D'you know what a 'hundred to one shot' is?" + +"No, sir," said Lewis. + +"Well," said Leighton, "watch me play one." He sat down, wrote a hurried +note, and sent it out by Nelton. "The chances, my boy, are one hundred +to one that the lady's out of town." + +When Nelton came back with an answer, Leighton scarcely stopped to open +it. + +"Come on, boy," he called, and was off. By the time Lewis reached the +street, his father was stepping into a cab. Lewis scrambled after him. + +"Doesn't seem proper, Dad, to rush through a graveyard this way." + +"Graveyard? It isn't a graveyard any more. I'll prove it to you in a +minute." + +It was more than a minute before they pulled up at a house that seemed +to belie Leighton's promise. Its door was under a massive portico the +columns of which rose above the second story. The portico was flanked by +a parapeted balcony, upon which faced, on each side, a row of French +windows, closed and curtained, but not shuttered. + + + + +CHAPTER XVII + + +Leighton rang. The door was opened by a man in livery. So pompous was he +that Lewis gazed at him open-mouthed. He could hardly tear his eyes from +him to follow his father, who was being conducted by a second footman +across the glassy, waxed hall into a vast drawing-room. + +The drawing-room might have been a tomb for kings, but Lewis felt more +awed by it than depressed. It was a room of distances. Upon its stately +walls hung only six paintings and a tapestry. Leighton did not tell his +son that the walls carried seven fortunes, because he happened to be one +of those who saw them only as seven things of joy. + +There were other things in the room besides the pictures: a few chairs, +the brocade of which matched the tapestry on the wall; an inlaid spinet; +three bronzes. Before one of the bronzes Lewis stopped involuntarily. +From its massive, columned base to the tip of the living figure it was +in one piece. Out of the pedestal itself writhed the tortured, reaching +figure--aspiring man held to earth. Lewis stretched out a reverent hand +as though he would touch it. + +The lackey had thrown open a door and stood waiting. Leighton turned and +called: + +"Come on, boy." + +Lewis followed them through a second drawing-room and into a library. +Here they were asked to sit. Never had Lewis dreamed of such a room. It +was all in oak--in oak to which a century of ripening had given a rare +flower. + +There was only one picture, and that was placed over the great +fireplace. It was the portrait of a beautiful woman--waves of gray hair +above a young face and bright black eyes. The face laughed at them and +at the rows upon rows of somber books that reached from floor to +ceiling. + +Before the fireplace were two leather chairs and a great leather couch. +At each end of the couch stood lighted lamps, shaded to a deep-amber +glow. + +The lackey returned. + +"Her ladyship waits for you in her room, sir." + +Leighton nodded, and led Lewis down a short hall. The library had been +dark, the hall was darker. Lewis felt depressed. He heard his father +knock on a door and then open it. Lewis caught his breath. + +The door had opened on a little realm of light. Fresh blue and white +cretonnes and chintzes met his unaccustomed eyes; straight chairs, +easy-chairs, and deep, low comfy chairs; airy tables, the preposterously +slender legs of which looked frail and were not; books, paper-backed, +and gay magazines; a wondrous, limpid cheval-glass. + +Across the farther side of the room was a very wide window. Through its +slender gothic panes one saw a walled lawn and a single elm. Beside the +window and half turned toward it, so that the light fell across her +face, sat the woman of the portrait. + +"How do!" she cried gaily to Leighton, and held out her hand. She did +not rise. + +"H lne," said Leighton, "your room's so cursedly feminine that it's +like an assault for a man to enter it." + +"I can't give you credit for that, Glen," said the lady, laughing. +"You've had a year to think it up. Where have you been? That's right. +Sit down, light up, and talk." + +Leighton nodded over his shoulder at Lewis. + +"Been fetching him." + +"So this is the boy, is it?" The bright eyes stopped smiling. For an +instant they became shrewd. They swept Lewis from head to foot and back +again. Lewis bowed, and then stood very straight. He felt the color +mounting in his cheeks. The smile came back to the lady's eyes. + +"Sit down, boy," she said. + +For an hour Lewis sat on the edge of a chair and listened to a stream of +questions and chatter. The chatter was Greek to him. It skimmed over the +surface of things like a swift skater over thin ice. It never broke into +deep waters, but somehow you knew the deep waters were there. + +At last Leighton arose. + +"Boy," he said, "come here. This lady is my pal. There are times when a +man has to tell things to a woman. That's what women are for. When you +feel you've got to tell things to a woman, you come and tell them to +H lne. Don't be afraid of that peacock of a doorman; push him over. +He's so stiff he'll topple easy." + +"Oh, please don't ever!" cried the lady, turning to Lewis. "I'll give +you money to tip him." She turned back to Leighton. "They're so hard to +get with legs, Glen." + +"Legs be hanged!" said Leighton. "Our age is trading civility for legs. +The face that welcomes you to a house should be benign----" + +"There you go," broke in the lady. "If you'd think a minute, you would +realize that we don't charter doormen to welcome people, but to keep +them out." She turned to Lewis. "But not you, boy. You may come any time +except between nine and ten. That's when I have my bath. What's your +name? I can't call you boy forever." + +"Lewis." + +"Well, Lew, you may call me H lne, like your father. It'll make me feel +even younger than I am." + +"H lne is a pretty name," said Lewis. + +"None of that, young man," said Leighton. "You'll call H lne my Lady." + +"That's a pretty name, too," said Lewis. + +"Yes," said the lady, rising and holding out her hand, "call me that--at +the door." + +"Dad," said Lewis as they walked back to the flat, "does she live all +alone in that big house?" + +Leighton came out of a reverie. + +"That lady, Lew, is Lady H lne Derl. She is the wife of Lord Derl. You +won't see much of Lord Derl, because he spends most of his time in a +sort of home for incurables. His hobby is faunal research. In other +words, he's a drunkard. Bah! We won't talk any more about _that_." + + + + +CHAPTER XVIII + + +A few months later, when Lewis had very much modified his ideas of +London, he was walking with his father in the park at the hour which the +general English fitness of things assigns to the initiated. A very +little breaking in and a great deal of tailoring had gone a long way +with Lewis. Men looked at father and son as though they thought they +ought to recognize them even if they didn't. Women turned kindly eyes +upon them. + +The morning after Lady Derl took Lewis into her carriage in the park she +received three separate notes from female friends demanding that she +"divvy up." Knowing women in general and the three in special, she +prepared to comply. Often Lewis and his father had been summoned by a +scribbled note for pot-luck with Lady Derl; but this time it was a +formal invitation, engraved. + +Lewis read his card casually. His face lighted up. Leighton read his +with deeper perception, and frowned. + +"Already!" he grunted. Then he said: "When you've finished breakfast, +come to my den. I want to talk to you." + +Lewis found his father sitting like a judge on the bench, behind a great +oak desk he rarely used. An envelope, addressed, lay before him. He rang +for Nelton and sent it out. + +"Sit down," he said to Lewis. "Where did you get your education? By +education I don't mean a knowledge of knives, forks, and fish-eaters. +That's from Ann Leighton, of course. Nor do I mean the power of adding +two to two or reciting A B C D, etc. By education a gentleman means +skill in handling life." + +"And have I got it?" asked Lewis, smiling. + +"You meet life with a calmness and deftness unusual in a boy," said +Leighton, gravely. + +"I--I don't know," began Lewis. "I've never been educated. By the time I +was nine I knew how to read and write and figure a little. After +that--you know--I just sat on the hills for years with the goats. I read +the Reverend Orme's books, of course." + +"What were the books?" + +"There weren't many," said Lewis. "There was the Bible, of course. There +was a little set of Shakspere in awfully fine print and a set of Walter +Scott." + +Leighton nodded. "The Bible is essential but not educative until you +learn to depolarize it. Shakspere--you'll begin to read Shakspere in +about ten years. Walter Scott. Scott--well--Scott is just a bright ax +for the neck of time. What else did you read?" + +"I read 'The City of God' but not very often." + +For a second Leighton stared; then he burst into laughter. He checked +himself suddenly. + +"Boy," he said, "don't misunderstand. I'm not laughing at the book; I'm +laughing at your reading St. Augustine even 'not very often!'" + +"Why shouldn't you laugh?" asked Lewis, simply. "I laughed sometimes. I +remember I always laughed at the heading to the twenty-first book." + +"Did you?" said Leighton, a look of wonder in his face. "What is it? I +don't quite recollect the headings that far." + +"'Of the eternal punishment of the wicked in hell, and of the various +objections urged against it,'" quoted Lewis, smiling. + +Leighton grinned his appreciation. + +"There is a flavor about unconscious humor," he said, "that's like the +bouquet to a fine wine: only the initiated catch it. I'm afraid you were +an educated person even before you read St. Augustine. Did he put up a +good case for torment? You see, you've found me out. I've never read +him." + +"His case was weak in spots," said Lewis. "His examples from nature, for +instance, proving that bodies may remain unconsumed and alive in fire." + +"Yes?" said Leighton. + +"He starts out, 'if, therefore the salamander lives in fire, as +naturalists have recorded----' I looked up salamander in the +dictionary." + +Lewis's eyes were laughing, but Leighton's grew suddenly grave. "Poor +old chap!" he said. "He didn't know that time rots the sanest argument. +'Oh... that mine adversary had written a book,' cried one who knew." + +Leighton sat thoughtful for a moment, then he threw up his head. + +"Well," he said, "we'll give up trying to find out how you got educated. +Let's change the subject. Has it occurred to you that at any moment you +may be called upon to support yourself?" + +"It did once," said Lewis, "when I started for Oeiras. Then I met you. +You haven't given me time or--or cause to think about it since. I'm--I'm +not ungrateful----" + +"That's enough," broke in Leighton. "Let's stick to the point. It's a +lucky thing for the progress of the world that riches often take to the +wing. It may happen to any of us at any time. The amount of stupidity +that sweating humanity applies to the task of making a living is +colossal. In about a million years we'll learn that making a living +consists in knowing how to do well any necessary thing. It's harder for +a gentleman to make a living than for a farm-hand. But--come with me." + +He took Lewis to a certain Mecca of mighty appetites in the Strand. +Before choosing a table, he made the round of the roasts, shoulders and +fowl. They were in great domed, silver salvers, each on a barrow, each +kept hot over lighted lamps. + +Leighton seated himself and ordered. + +"Now, boy, without staring take a good look at the man that does the +carving." + +One of the barrows was trundled to their table. An attendant lifted the +domed cover with a flourish. With astounding rapidity the carver took an +even cut from the mighty round of beef, then another. The cover was +clapped on again, and the barrow trundled away. + +"You saw him?" asked Leighton. + +Lewis nodded. + +"Well, that chap got through twenty thousand a year,--pounds, not +dollars,--capital and income, in just five years. After that he starved. +I know a man that lent him half a crown. The borrower said he'd live on +it for a week. Then he found out that, despite being a gentleman, there +was one little thing he could do well. He could make a roast duck fall +apart as though by magic, and he could handle a full-sized carving-knife +with the ease and the grace of a duchess handling a fan. Wow he's +getting eight hundred a year--pounds again--and all he can eat." + +From the eating-house Leighton took Lewis to his club. He sought out a +small room that is called the smoking-room to this day, relic of an age +when smokers were still a race apart. In the corner sat an old man +reading. He was neatly dressed in black. Beside him was a decanter of +port. + +Leighton led the way back to the lounge-room. + +"Well, did you see him?" + +"The old man?" said Lewis. "Yes, I saw him." + +"That's Old Ivory," said Leighton. "He's an honorable. He was cursed by +the premature birth--to him--of several brothers. In other words, he's +that saddest of British institutions, a younger son. His brothers, the +other younger sons, are still eating out of the hand of their eldest +brother, Lord Bellim. But not Old Ivory. He bought himself an annuity +ten years ago. How did he do it? Well, he had enough intelligence to +realize that he hadn't much. He decided he could learn to shoot well at +fifty yards. He did. Then he went after elephants, and got 'em, in a day +when they shipped ivory not by the tusk, but by the ton, and sold it at +fifteen shillings a pound." As they walked back to the flat, Leighton +said: "Now, take your time and think. Is there anything you know how to +do well?" + +"Nothing," stammered Lewis--"nothing except goats." + +"Ah, yes, goats," said Leighton, but his thoughts were not on goats. +Back in his den, he took from a drawer in the great oak desk the kid +that Lewis had molded in clay and its broken legs, for another had gone. +He looked at the fragments thoughtfully. "To my mind," he said, "there +is little doubt but that you could become efficient at terra-cotta +designing; you might even become a sculptor." + +"A sculptor!" repeated Lewis, as though he voiced a dream. + +Leighton paid no attention to the interruption. "I hesitate, however, to +give you a start toward art because you carry an air of success with +you. One predicts success for you too--too confidently. And success in +art is a formidable source of danger." + +"Success a source of danger, Dad?" + +"In art," corrected Leighton. + +"Yesterday," he continued, "you wanted to stop at a shop window, and I +wouldn't let you. The window contained an inane repetition display of +thirty horrible prints at two and six each of Lalan's 'Triumph.'" +Leighton sprang to his feet. "God! Poster lithographs at two and six! +Boy, Lalan's 'Triumph' _was_ a triumph once. He turned it into a mere +success. Before the paint was dry, he let them commercialize his +picture, not in sturdy, faithful prints, but in that--that rubbish." + +Leighton strode up and down the room, his arms behind him, his eyes on +the floor. + +"Taking art into the poor man's home, they call it. Bah! If you multiply +the greatest glory that the genius of man ever imprisoned, and put it +all over the walls of your house,--bath, kitchen and under the +bed,--you'll find the mean level of that glory is reduced to the terms +of the humblest of household utensils." + +A smile nickered in Lewis's eyes, but Leighton did not look up. + +"Art is never a constant," he continued. "It feeds on spirit, and spirit +is evanescent. A truly great picture should be seen by the comparative +few. What every one possesses is necessarily a commonplace. + +"And now, to get back. I have never talked seriously to you before; I +may never do it again. The essence, the distinctive finesse, of +breeding, lies in a trained gaiety and an implied sincerity. But what I +must say to you is this: Even in this leveling age there are a few of us +who look with terror upon an incipient socialism; who believe money as +money to be despicable and food and clothing, incidental; who abhor +equality, cherish sorrow and suffering and look uponeducation--knowledge +of living before God and man--as the ultimate and only source of +content. That's a creed. I'd like to have you think on it. I'd like to +have my boy join the Old Guard. Do you begin to see how success in art +may become a danger?" + +"Yes," said Lewis, "I think I do. I think you mean that--that in selling +art one is apt to sell one's self." + +"H--m--m!" said Leighton, "you are older than I am. I'll take you to +Paris to-morrow." + +Nelton knocked, and threw open the door without waiting for an answer. + +"Her ladyship," he announced. + +Lady Derl entered. She was looking very girlish in a close-fitting, +tailored walking-suit. The skirt was short--the first short skirt to +reach London. Beneath it could be seen her very pretty feet. They walked +excitedly. + +Lady Derl was angry. She held a large card in her hand. She tore it into +bits and tossed it at Leighton's feet. + +"Glen," she said, "don't you ever dare to send me one of your engraved +'regrets' again. Why--why you've been rude to me!" + +Leighton hung his head. For one second Lewis had the delightful +sensation of taking his father for a brother and in trouble. + +"H lne," said Leighton. "I apologize humbly and abjectly. I thought it +would amuse you." + +"Apologies are hateful," said Lady Derl. "They're so final. To see a +fine young quarrel, in the prime of life, die by lightning--sad! sad!" +She started drawing off her gloves. "Let's have tea." As she poured tea +for them she asked, "And what's the real reason you two aren't coming to +my dinner?" + +Leighton picked up the maimed kid and laid it on the tea-tray. He nodded +toward Lewis. + +"He made it, I'm going to gamble a bit on him." + +"Poor little thing!" said Lady Derl, poking the two-legged kid with her +finger. + +"I'm going to put him under Le Brux,--Saint Anthony,--if he'll take +him," continued Leighton. "We leave for Paris to-morrow." + +"Under Saint Anthony?" repeated Lady Derl. "H--m--m! Perhaps you are +right. But Blanche, Berthe, and Vi will hold it against me." + +When Lewis was alone with his father, he asked: "Does Lady Derl belong +to the Old Guard?" + +"You wouldn't think it, but she does," said Leighton,--"inside." + + + + +CHAPTER XIX + + +"My boy," said Leighton to Lewis two days later, as they were threading +a narrow street in the shadow of Montmartre, "you will meet in a few +moments Le Brux, the only living sculptor. You will call him _Maître_ +from the start. If he cuffs you or swears at you, call him _Mon Matre_. +That's all the French you will need for some months." + +Leighton dodged by a sleepy concierge with a grunted greeting and +climbed a broad stone stairway, then a narrower flight. He knocked on a +door and opened it. They passed into an enormous room, cluttered, if +such space could be said to be cluttered, with casts, molding-boards, +clay, dry and wet, a throne, a couch, a workman's bench, and some +dilapidated chairs. A man in a smock stood in the midst of the litter. + +When Lewis's eye fell upon him as he turned toward them, the room +suddenly became dwarfed. The man was a giant. A tremendous head, crowned +with a mass of grayish hair, surmounted a monster body. The voice, when +it came, did justice to such a frame. "My old one, my friend, Létonne! +Thou art well come. Thou art the saving grace to an idle hour." + +Once more Lewis sat for a long time listening to chatter that was quite +unintelligible. But he scarcely listened, for his eyes had robbed his +brain of action. They roamed and feasted upon one bit of sculpture after +another. Casts, discarded in corners, gleamed through layers of dust +that could not hide their wondrous contour. Others hung upon the wall. +Some were fragments. A monster group, half finished, held the center of +the floor. A ladder was beside it. + +Leighton got up and strolled around. "What's new?" he asked. His eyes +fell on the cast of an arm, a fragment. The arm was outstretched. It was +the arm of a woman. So lightly had it been molded that it seemed to +float. It seemed pillowed on invisible clouds. + +"_Matre"_, said Leighton, "I want that. How much?" + +Le Brux moved over beside the cast. As he approached it, Lewis stared at +his bulk, at his hairy chest, showing at the open neck of his smock, at +his great, nervous hands, and wondered if this could be the creator of +so soft a dream in clay. + +"Bah! That?" said Le Brux. "It is only a trifle. Take it. It is thine." + +"I'll tell you what we'll do," said Leighton. "You lend me the arm, and +I'll lend you a thousand francs." + +"Done!" cried Le Brux, with a laugh that shook heaven and earth. "Ah, +rascal, thou knowest that I never pay." + +As they went the rounds of the atelier, Lewis saw that his father was +growing nervous. Finally, Leighton drew from his pocket the little kid +and its two broken legs. He held the lot out to Le Brux. The fragments +seemed to dwindle to pin-points in Le Brux's vast hand. + +"Well," he asked, "what's this?" + +Leighton nodded toward Lewis, + +"My boy made that." + +Le Brux glanced down at his hand. A glint of interest lighted his eyes +and passed. Then a tremendous frown darkened his brow. + +"A pupil, eh? Bah!" With his thumb and forefinger he crushed the kid to +powder. "I'll take no pupil." + +Lewis gulped in dismay at seeing his kid demolished, but not so +Leighton. He had noted the glint of interest. He turned on Le Brux. + +"You'll take no pupil, eh? All right, don't. But you'll take my son. You +shall and you will." + +"I will not," growled Le Brux. + +"_Maître"_ began Leighton--"but whom am I calling _Matre_? What are +you? D'you know what you are?" He shook his finger in Le Brux's face. +"You think you're a creator, but you're not. You're nothing but a +palimpsest, the record of a single age. What are your works but one +man's thumb-print on the face of time? Here I am giving you a chance to +_be_ a creator, to breed a live human that will carry on the torch--that +will--" + +Le Brux had seated himself heavily on the couch. He held his massive +head between his hands and groaned. + +"Ah, Létonne," he interrupted, "our old friendship is dead--dead by +violence. Friends have said things to me before,--called me names,--and +I have stood it. But none of them ever dared call me a palimpsest. Thou +hast called me a palimpsest!" + +Leighton seemed not to hear. + +"Somebody," he continued, "that will carry on the mighty tradition of Le +Brux. I could take a pupil to any one of a lot of whipper-snappers that +fondle clay, but _my son_ I bring to you. Why? Because you are the +greatest living sculptor? No. No great sculptor ever made another. If my +boy's to be a sculptor, the only way you could stop him would be to +choke him to death." + +"I hadn't thought of that," broke in Le Brux, with a look of relief. "If +he bothers me, eh? It would be easy." + +In a flash Leighton was all smiles. + +"So," he said, "it is settled. Lewis you stay here. If he throws you +out, come back again." + +"Eh! eh!" cried Le Brux, "not so fast. Listen. This is the most I can +do. I'll let him stay here. I'll give him the room down the hall that I +rent to keep any one else out, and--and--I'll use him for a model." + +Leighton shrugged his shoulders. + +"So, let it be so," he said. "The boy will make his own way into your +big, hollow heart, and use it for a playroom. But just remember, +_Matre_, that he is a boy--_my_ boy. If he is to go in for all +this,"--Leighton waved his hand at the casts,--"I want him to start in +with a man who sees art and art only, a man who didn't turn beast the +first time he realized God didn't create woman with petticoats." + +Le Brux's eyes bulged with comprehension. He thumped his resounding +chest. + +"Me!" he cried--"me, a wet nurse!" He yanked open another button of his +smock. "Behold me! Have I the attributes?" + +Leighton turned his back on him. + +"Now you are ranting," he said. He picked up an old newspaper from the +floor and started to wrap up the cast he had bought. "Now listen, +_Maître_. Go and dress yourself for a change. The boy and I will spend a +few hours looking for a fiacre that will stand the weight. Then we'll +come back, and I'll take you out for a drive to a place where you can +remind yourself what a tree looks like. I'll also give you a dinner that +you couldn't order in an hour with Caręme holding your hand." + +"Ah, _mon enfant_," sighed Le Brux, folding his hands across his +stomach, "thou hast struck me below the belt. Thou knowest that my +memory is not so short but what I will dine with thee." + +When at seven o'clock the three sat down at a table which, like +everything else that came in contact with Le Brux, seemed a size too +small, Leighton said to his guest: + +"_Maître_, it has been my endeavor to provide to-night a single essence +from each of the five great epochs of modern cookery." + +"Yes, my child?" said Le Brux, gravely, but with an expectant gleam in +his eye. + +"In no branch of science," continued Leighton, "have progress and +innovation been so constantly associated as in gastronomy, and we shall +consequently abandon the rule of the savants of the last generation and +proceed from the light to the less light and then to the rich." + +"I agree," said Le Brux. + +Leighton nodded to the attendant. Soup was served. + +"_Cręme d'asperges ŕ la reine_," murmured Le Brux. "Friend, is it not a +source of regret that with the exception of the swallows'-nest +extravaganza and your American essence of turtle, no soup has yet been +invented the price of which is not within the reach of the common herd? +I predict that even this dream of a master will become a commonplace +within a generation." + +"I am sorry," said Leighton, "that the boy can't understand you. Your +remark caps an argument I had with him the other day on the evanescent +spirit in art." + +The fish arrived. + +"The only fish," remarked Leighton, "that can properly be served without +a sauce." + +"And why?" said Le Brux, helping himself to the young trout fried in +olive oil and simply garnished with lemon. "I will tell thee. Because +God himself hath half prepared the dish, giving to this dainty creature +a fragrance which assails the senses of man and adds to eating a vision +of purling brooks and overhanging boughs." Suddenly, with his fork +half-way to his mouth, he paused, and glared at Lewis, who was on the +point of helping himself. "_Sacrilčge_!" + +Leighton looked up. + +"My old one, you are perhaps right." He turned to Lewis. "Better skip +the fish." At the next dish he remarked, "Following the theory that a +dinner should progress as a child learning to walk, _Maître_, I have at +this point dared to introduce an entremets--_cčpes francs ŕ la tęte +noire_----" + +"_Ŕ la bordelaise_," completed Le Brux, his nose above the dish. He +helped Leighton to half of its contents and himself to the rest. + +"Have patience, my old one," cried Leighton, "the boy may have an +uneducated palate, but he is none the less possessed of a sublobular +void that demands filling at stated intervals." + +"Bah!" cried Le Brux, "order him a dish of tripe with onions--and _vin +ordinaire_. But he'll have to sit at another table." + +"No," said Leighton, "that won't do. We'll let him sit here and watch us +and when they come, we'll give him all the sweets and we'll watch him." + +"Agreed," said Le Brux. + + + + +CHAPTER XX + + +If events had been moving rapidly with Lewis, they had by no means been +at a standstill at Nadir since that troubled day on which he had +rebelled, quarreled, and fled, leaving behind him wrath and tears and +awakened hearts where all had been apathy and somnolence. + +Many happenings at Nadir were dated from the day that Lewis went away. +Late that night mammy and Mrs. Leighton, aided by trembling Natalie, had +had to carry the Reverend Orme from his chair in the school-room to his +bed. The left side of his face was drawn grotesquely out of line, but +despite the disfigurement, there was a look of peace in his ravaged +countenance, as of one who welcomes night joyfully and calmly after a +long battle. + +Perhaps it was this look of peace that made Ann Leighton regard this +latest as the lightest of all the calamities that had fallen upon her +frail shoulders. She felt that in a measure the catastrophe had brought +the Reverend Orme back--nearer to her heart. Her heart, which had seemed +to atrophy and shrivel from disuse since the poignant fullness of the +last days of Shenton, was suddenly revivified. Love, pity, tender +care,--all the discarded emotions,--returned to light up her withered +face and give it beauty. Night and day she stayed beside the Reverend +Orme, reading aright his slightest movement. + +To Natalie one need stood out above all others--the need for Lewis. At +first she waited for news of him, but none came; then she sought out Dom +Francisco. Word was passed to the cattlemen. They said Lewis had been +bound for Oeiras. A messenger was sent to Oeiras. He came back with the +news that Lewis had never arrived there. He had been traced half-way. +After that no one on the long straight trail had seen the boy. The +wilderness had swallowed him. + +Dom Francisco came almost daily to see the Reverend Orme. "Behold him!" +he cried at his first visit, aghast at the havoc the stroke had played +with the tall frame. "He is but a boy, he has fathered but two +children--and yet--behold him! He is broken!" The sight of the Reverend +Orme, suddenly grown pitifully old, seemed to work on the white-haired, +but sturdy, cattle-king by reflection. He, too, grew old suddenly. + +Natalie was the first to notice it. She began to nurse the old man as +she nursed her father,--to treat him as she would a child. When one day +he spoke almost tremulously of the marriage that was to be, she did not +even answer him, contenting herself with the smile with which one humors +extreme youth clamoring for the moon. Gradually, without any discussion +or open refusal on the part of Natalie, it became understood not only to +Dom Francisco, but to all the circle at Nadir, that she would never +marry the old cattle-king. + +The sudden departure of Lewis, the Reverend Orme's breakdown, with its +intimate worry displacing all lesser cares, the absorption of Ann +Leighton as her husband's constant attendant--these things made of +Natalie a woman in a night. She assumed direction of the house, and +calmly ordered mammy around in a way that warmed that old soul, born to +cheerful servitude. She hired a goatherd and rigidly oversaw his +handiwork. Then she approached Dom Francisco one evening as he sat at +her father's bedside and told him that he must find a purchaser for the +goats--all of them. + +The Reverend Orme, although he heard, took no interest in any temporal +affair. Mrs. Leighton looked up and asked mildly: + +"Why, dear?" + +"Because we need money," said Natalie. "No doctor would come here. We +must take father away." + +No one recoiled from the idea; but it was new to them all except +Natalie. It took days and days for it to sink in. It was on Dom +Francisco that Natalie most exerted herself. He had aged, and age had +made him weak. He fell a slow, but easy, prey to her youth, grown +sweetly dominant. He himself would arrange to buy the enormous herd of +goats, the greatest in the country-side. And, finally, with a great +shrinking from the definite implication, he agreed to buy back Nadir as +well. + +No mere argument could have led the old man to such a concession. It was +love--love for these strangers that he had cherished within his gates, +love for the gloomy man whom he had seen young and then old, love for +Ann and Natalie and mammy, with their quiet ways, love for the very way +of life of all of them--a way distantly above anything he had ever +dreamed before their coming, that drove him, almost against his will, to +speed their parting. He sent for money. He himself spent long, wistful +hours preparing the ox-wagon, the litter, and the horses that were to +bear them away. + +Then one night the Reverend Orme slept and awoke no more. In the morning +Natalie went into the room and found her mother sitting very still +beside the bed, one of the Reverend Orme's hands in both of hers. Tears +followed each other slowly down her cheeks. She did not brush them away. + +"Mother!" cried Natalie, in the first grip of premonition. + +"Hush, dear!" said Mrs. Leighton. "He is gone." + +They buried him at the very top of the valley, where the eye, guided by +the parallel hills, sought ever and again the great mountain thirty +miles away. In that clear air the distant mountain seemed very near. +There were those who said they could see the holy cross upon its brow. + +That night Mrs. Leighton and mammy sat idle and staring in the house. +Suddenly they had realized that for them the years of tears had passed. +They looked at each other and wondered by what long road calm had come +to them. Not so Natalie. Natalie was out in the night, out upon the +hills. + +She climbed the highest of them all. As she stumbled up the rise, she +lifted her eyes to the stars. The stars were very high, very far, very +cold. They struck at her sight like needles. + +Natalie covered her eyes. She stood on the crest of the hill. Her +glorious hair had fallen and wrapped her with its still mantle. Her +slight breast was heaving. She could hear her struggling heart pounding +at its cage. She drew a long breath. With all the strength: of her young +lungs she called: "Lew, where are you? O, Lew, you _must_ come! O, Lew, +I _need_ you!" + +The low hills gave back no echo. It was not silence that swallowed her +desperate cry, but distance, overwhelming distance. She stared wide-eyed +across the plain. Suddenly faith left her. She knew that Lewis, could +not hear. She knew that she was alone. She crumpled into a little heap +on the top of the highest hill, buried her face in her soft hair, and +sobbed. + +The conviction that their wilderness held Lewis no longer brought a +certain strength to Natalie's sudden womanhood. It was as though Fate +had cried to her, "The burden is all thine; take it up," and with the +same breath had given her the sure courage that comes with renunciation. +She answered Dom Francisco's wistful questioning before it could take +shape in words. + +"We cannot stay," she said. "We must go. You will still help us to go." + +Nature's long silences breed silence in man. Dom Francisco ceased to +question even with his eyes. He made all ready, delivered them into the +hands of trusted henchmen, and bade them God's speed. They struck out +for the sea, but not by the long road that Lewis and the stranger had +followed. There was a nearer Northern port. Toward it they set their +faces, Consolation Cottage their goal. + + + + +CHAPTER XXI + + +Three weeks to a day from the time he had left Lewis in Paris, as Nelton +was serving him with breakfast, Leighton received a telegram that gave +him no inconsiderable shock. The telegram was from Le Brux. + +"Come at once," it said; "your son has killed me." + +Leighton steadied himself with the thought that Le Brux was still alive +enough to wire before he said: + +"Nelton, I'm off for Paris at once. You have half an hour to pack and +get me to Charing Cross." + +Nine hours later he was taking the stairs at Le Brux's two steps at a +time. As he approached the atelier, he heard sighing groans. He threw +open the door without knocking. Stretched on the couch was the giant +frame, wallowing feebly like a harpooned whale at the last gasp. + +"_Matre!_" cried Leighton. + +The sculptor half raised himself, turned a worn face on Leighton, and +then burst into a tremendous laugh--one of those laughs that is so +violent as to be painful. + +"Ha! ha! ha! Ho! ho! ho!" he roared, and fell back upon his side. + +Leighton felt somebody pecking at his arm. He turned, to find the old +concierge beside him. + +"Oh, sir," she almost wept, "can't you do something? He has been like +that all day." + +"Go," he said, "bring me a pail of water." He stood watching Le Brux +until she returned. "Now," he said, "go out and close the door after +you." + +"Don't be rough with him," sighed the fat concierge as she waddled +toward the door, drying her hands on her apron. + +"Le Brux," said Leighton, "Le Brux!" + +"Yes, I hear," gasped the sculptor, his eyes tight shut. + +"Le Brux, where is your wound?" + +"My wound? Ha! my wound! He would know where is my wound! Here, here, my +old one, here!" He passed his two hands over his shaking ribs. + +"Well, then," said Leighton, "take that!" and he dashed the pail of +water over the prostrate giant. + +Le Brux gasped, gulped, and then sat up on the couch. He suddenly became +very grave. Water trickled off his chin upon his hairy chest. The soaked +smock clung to his arms and legs, accentuating the tremendous muscles. +"M'sieu' Létonne," he said, with alarming calm, "you have committed an +unpardonable impertinence. At the same time you have unwittingly saved +my life. You have heard of men, strong men, laughing themselves to +death?" + +Leighton, who had seated himself, bowed. + +"Well," continued Le Brux, "I can assure you that you and your pail of +slops arrived only in time to avert a tragedy. That fact entitles itself +to recognition, and I am consequently going to tell you all that has +happened before we part--definitely." + +Leighton bowed again. + +"As you prophesied, your boy won his way into my foolish heart. I used +him as a model frequently, and let him hang around me in my idle +moments. I even gave him clay to play with, and he played with it to +some effect, his great fault--and it is a very great one--being a +tendency to do things in miniature. I reproved him good-naturedly--for +me, and he so far improved as to model a horse--the size of the palm of +your hand." + +Leighton bowed once more in recognition of the pause. + +"One day," continued Le Brux, "the boy rushed in here without knocking. +He had something to show me. I did not have the hardihood to rebuke him, +but, remembering myself in the quality of wet nurse, I was dismayed, for +on this very couch lay Cellette--Cellette _simple_, without garnishings, +you understand. She was lying on her front, her chin in her hand, and +reading a book. I let her read a book, when I can, for my own peace. + +"Well, the boy showed me what he had to show, and that gave me time to +collect my wits. I saw him look at Cellette without a tremor, and just +as I was deciding to take the moment by the horns, he did it for me. +'Oh,' he said, 'are you working on her? _Mon matre_, please let me +watch!' A vile tongue, English, to understand, but it was easy to read +his eyes. I said, 'Watch away, my child,' and I continued to transmit +Cellette to the cloud up there in my big group. The boy stood around. +When I glanced at the model, his eyes followed. When I worked, he worked +with me. + +"My old one, you may believe it or not, but I felt that boy's fingers +itching all the time. Finally, I chucked a great lump of clay upon the +bench yonder, and I said, 'Here, go ahead; you model her, too.' +Then--then--he--he said----" Le Brux showed signs of choking. He +controlled himself, and continued--"he said, 'I can't model anything, +_Maître_, unless I feel it first'" + +"Létonne, I give you my word of honor that I kept my face. I not only +kept my face, but I said to Cellette--she hadn't so much as looked up +from her book--I said to her, 'Cellette, this young sculptor would like +to model you, but he says he must feel you first.' Cellette looked +around at that. You know those gamine eyes of hers that are always sure +they'll never see anything new in the world? But you don't. In years +Cellette is very young--long after your time. Well, she turned those +eyes around, looked the boy over, and said" 'Let the babe feel.' Then +she went back to her book. + +"I waved the boy to her, gravely, with a working of my fingers that was +as plain as French. It said, 'The lady says you may feel.' The boy steps +forward, and I pretend to go on with my work." + +Le Brux stopped. "Excuse me, my friend," he said nervously. "Will you +kindly send for another pail of water?" + +Leighton glanced into the pail. + +"There's enough left," he said impatiently. "Go on." + +"Ah, yes," sighed Le Brux, "go on. Just like that, go on. Well, your boy +went on. He felt her head, her arms, her shoulders; you could see his +fingers seeking things out. Cellette is a model born--and trained. She +stood it wonderfully until he came to the muscles of her back. You know +how we all like to have our backs scratched, just like dogs and cats? +Well, I don't suppose Cellette had ever happened on just that feeling +before. It touched the cat chord. She began to gurgle and--and wriggle. +'Keep still, please,' says the boy, very grave and earnest. And a minute +later, 'Keep still, will you?' Then he came to her ribs." + +Le Brux's cheeks puffed out, and he showed other signs of distress, but +he controlled himself. + +"After that," he continued, "things happened more or less at one and the +same time. Cellette giggled and squirmed. Then the boy got angry and +cried, 'Will you keep still? and grabbed her by the shoulders and shook +her! Shook Cellette till her little head went zig-zag-zigzag. It took +her the sixteenth part of a second to get to her feet, and when she +slapped him I myself saw stars. At the same time I saw her face, and I +yelled, 'Run, boy! Run!' For a second he stood paralyzed with +wonder,--just long enough for her to get in another slap,--and then, +just as she was curving her fingers, he--he ran. Her nails only took a +strip out of his jacket! Oh! oh!" + +"_Maître,"_ cried Leighton, tears crawling down his cheeks, "don't you +dare stop! Go on! Go _on_ Finish now while you have the strength." + +"Here they passed and there," groaned Le Brux, pointing at bits of ruin, +"then I yelled, 'Boy, don't go out of the door, whatever you do. She'll +follow sure, and we'll never hear the last of it.' Then the thought came +to me that he was the son of my friend. I lifted up the end of the +throne. He shot under it. I let it down quickly. I sat upon it. I +laughed--I----" + +Le Brux stopped and stared. Leighton, his feet outstretched, his head +thrown back, his arms hanging limp, was laughing as he had never laughed +before. As quick as a cat, Le Brux reached out for the pail and dashed +its remaining contents in Leighton's face. + +"I cannot bear an obligation," he said grimly as Leighton spluttered and +choked. "Thou savedst my life; I save thine. How is it you say in +English? 'One good turn deserves another!'" + +"_Matre,"_ said Leighton, drying his face and then his eyes, "where is +the boy now? He's--he's not still under the throne?" + +"I don't know where he is," said Le Brux. "He's not under the throne. I +remember, vaguely, it is true, but I remember letting him out. That was +this morning. Then I wired to you. Since then I have been laughing +myself to death." + +Leighton continued to wipe his eyes, but Le Brux had sobered down. + +"Talk about my mighty impersonality before the nude?" he cried. +"Impersonality! Bah! Mine? Let me tell you that for your boy the nude in +the human form doesn't _exist_ any more than a nude snake, fish, dog, +cat, or canary exists for you or me. He's the most natural, practical, +educated human being I ever came across, and there are several thousand +mothers in France that would do well to send their _jeunes filles_ to +the school that turned him out. In other words, my friend, your boy is +so fresh that I have no mind to be the one to watch him wither or wake +up or do any of the things that Paris leads to. I wired for you to take +him away." + +"We'll have to find him first," said Leighton. "Let's look in his room." + +Together they walked down the hall. Leighton opened the door without +knocking. He stood transfixed. Le Brux stared over his shoulder. Lewis, +with his back to them, was working feverishly at the wet clay piled on a +board laid across the backs of two chairs. On Lewis's little bed lay +Cellette, front down, her chin in her hand, and reading a book. + +"Holy name of ten thousand pigs!" murmured Le Brux. + +Lewis turned. + +"Why, Dad!" he cried, "I _am_ glad to see you!" + +Leighton's heart was in the grip he gave the boy's hand so frankly held +out. + +"_Maître_," remarked Cellette from the bed, "believe me if you can: he +is still a babe." + +"A babe!" cried Le Brux, catching Lewis with finger and thumb and +lifting him away from the board. "I should say he is. Here!" He caught +up chunks of wet clay and hurled them at Lewis's dainty model of +Cellette. He started molding with sweeps of his thumb. A gigantic, but +graceful, leg began to take form. He turned and caught Lewis again and +shook him till his head rolled. "Big!" he roared, thumping his chest. +"Make it big--like me!" + +Leighton returned to London alone. + + + + +CHAPTER XXII + + +Lewis's life in Paris fell into unusual, but not unhappy, lines. It was +true that when others were around, Le Brux treated him as though he were +a scullion or at least a poor relative living on his bounty, for the +great sculptor was in dread lest it be noised about that he had at last +taken a pupil. But when they were alone, he made up for all his +brutality by a certain tenderness which he was at great pains to +dissemble. He had but one phrase of commendation, and it harped back and +reminded them both of Leighton. When Le Brux was well pleased with +Lewis, he would say, "My son, I shall yet create thee." + +It could not be said that master and pupil lived together. Lewis had a +room down the hall and the freedom of the great atelier, but he never +ate with Le Brux and never accompanied him on his rare outings. From the +very first day he had learned that he must fend for himself. + +Curiosity in all that was new about him sustained the boy for a few +days, but as the fear of getting lost restricted him to the immediate +neighborhood of his abode,--a neighborhood where the sign "On parle +anglais" never appeared in the shop windows, and where a restaurateur +would not deign to speak English even if he knew it,--he gradually +became a prey to the most terrible of all lonelinesses--the loneliness +of an outsider in a vast, gay city. + +At first he did not dare go into a restaurant. When hunger forced him, +he would enter a _pâtisserie_, point at one thing and another, take +without question the change that was handed him, and return to his room +to eat. The neighborhood, however, was blessed with a series of +second-hand book-shops. One day his eyes fell on an English-French +phrase-book. He bought it. He learned the meaning of the cabalistic +sign, "Table d'hôte. Dîner, 2f." He began to dine out. + +In those lonely initiative weeks Lewis's mind sought out Nadir and dwelt +on it. He counted the months he had been away, and was astounded by +their number. Never had time seemed so long and so short. He longed to +talk to Natalie, to tell her the dream that had seized upon him and +gradually become real. At the little book-shop he bought ink, paper, and +pen, and began to write. + +It was an enormous letter, for one talked easily to Natalie, even on +paper. At the end he begged her to write to him, to tell him all that +had happened at Nadir, if, indeed, anything beyond her marriage had +occurred to mark the passing months. What about the goats? A whole +string of questions about the goats followed, and then, again, was she +really married? Was she happy? + +The intricacies of getting that letter weighed, properly stamped, and +posted were too much for Lewis. He sought aid not from Le Brux, but from +Cellette. It took him a long time to explain what he wanted. Cellette +stared at him. She seemed so stupid about it that Lewis felt like +shaking her again, an impulse that, assisted by memory, he easily +curbed. + +"But," cried Cellette at last, "it is so easy--so simple! You go to the +post, you say, 'Kindly weigh this letter,' you ask how much to put on +it, you buy the stamps, you affix them, you drop the letter in the slot. +_Voilŕ_!" She smiled and started off. + +Lewis reached out one arm and barred her way. + +"Yes, yes," he stammered, "_voilŕ_, of course." A vague recollection of +his father taming Le Brux with a dinner came to his aid. He explained to +Cellette that if she would post the letter for him, he would be pleased +to take her to dinner. + +Then Cellette understood in her own way. + +"Ah," she cried brightly, "you make excuses to ask me to dine, eh? That +is delicate. It is gallant. I am charmed. Let us go." + +She hung on his arm. She chatted. She never waited for an answer. +Together they went to the post. People glanced at them and smiled, some +nodded; but Cellette's face was upturned toward Lewis's. She saw no one +else. It was his evening. + +Gradually it dawned upon her that Lewis was really helpless and terribly +alone. In that moment she took charge of him as a duck takes charge of +an orphaned chick. On succeeding evenings she led him to the water, but +she did not try to make him swim. + +Parents still comfort themselves with the illusion that they can choose +safe guardians for their young. As a matter of fact, guardians of +innocence are allotted by Fate. When Fate is kind, she allots the +extremes, a guardian who has never felt a sensation or one who has tired +of all sensations. The latter adds wisdom to innocence, subtracts it +from bliss, and--becomes an ideal. + +Fate was kind to Lewis in handing him over to Cellette at the tragic +age. Nature had shown him much; Cellette showed him the rest. She took +him as a passenger through all the side-shows of life. She was tired of +payments in flesh and blood. She found her recompense in teaching him +how to talk, walk, eat, take pleasure in a penny ride on a river boat or +on top of a bus, and in spending his entire allowance to their best +joint profit. + +In return Lewis received many a boon. He was no longer alone. He was +introduced as an equal to the haunts of the gay world of embryonic +art--the only world that has ever solved the problem of being gay +without money. From the first he was assumed to belong to Cellette. How +much of the assault, the jeers, the buffoonery, the downright evil of +initiation, he was saved by this assumption he never knew. Cellette +knew, but her tongue was held by shame. All her training had taught her +to be ashamed of "being good." If ever the secret of their astounding +innocence had got out, professional pride would have forced her to ruin +Lewis, body and soul, without a moment's hesitation. + +Lewis also learned French--a French that rippled along mostly over +shallows, but that had deep pools of art technic, and occasionally flew +up and slapped you in the face with a fleck of well-aimed argot. + +Weeks, months, passed before Leighton appeared on the scene, summoned by +a scribbled note from Le Brux. When greetings were over, Leighton asked: + +"Well, what is it this time? How is the boy getting along? Is he going +to be a sculptor?" + +"You are wise to ask all your questions at once," said Le Brux. "You +know I shall talk just as I please. Your boy, just as you said he would, +has attacked me in the heart. He is a most entertaining babe. I am no +longer wet nurse. Somebody with the attributes has supplanted +me--Cellette." + +"H--m--m!" said Leighton. + +Le Brux held up a ponderous hand. + +"Not too fast," he said. "The lady assures me the babe is still on the +bottle. Such being the case, I sent for you. They are inseparable. They +have put off falling in love so long that, when they do, it will prove a +catastrophe for one of them. Take him away for a while. Distort his +concentrated point of view." + +"That's a good idea," said Leighton. "Perhaps I will." + +"As for his work--" Le Brux stepped to the door and locked it. "I +wouldn't have him catch us looking at it for anything." He lifted the +damp cloth from Lewis's latest bit of modeling, two tense hands, long +fingers curved like talons, thumbs bent in. They flashed to the eye the +impression of terrific action. + +Leighton gazed long at the hands. + +"So," he said, "somewhere the boy has seen a murder." + +"Ha!" cried Le Brux. "You see it? You see it? He has not troubled to put +the throat within that grip but it's there. Ah, it's there! I could see +it. You see it. Presto! everybody will see it." He replaced the cloth. + +"In a couple of years," he went on, "my work will be done. Let him show +nothing, know nothing, till, then." + + + + +CHAPTER XXIII + + +"If it's a fine day to-morrow," said Leighton that evening to Lewis, +"we'll spend it in the country. Ever been in the country around here?" + +Lewis shook his head. + +"I don't believe Cellette knows anything about the country. It would be +a great thing, Dad, if we could take her with us. She's shown me around +a lot. I'd--I'd like to." + +Leighton suppressed a grimace. + +"Why not?" he replied cheerfully. + +The next day was fine and hot. Leighton decided to take a chance on +innovation, and revisit a quiet stretch on the Marne. It was rather a +journey to get there, but from the moment the three were settled in +their third-class carriage time took to wing. As he listened to Lewis's +and Cellette's chatter, the years rolled back for Leighton. He became +suddenly young. Lewis felt it. For the second time he had the delightful +sensation of stumbling across a brother in his father. + +Cellette felt it, too. When they left the station and started down the +cool, damp road to the river, she linked a hand in the arm of each of +her laughing companions, urged them to a run, and then picked up her +little feet for mighty leaps of twenty yards at a time. "_Ah,_" she +cried, "_c'est joli, d'etre trois enfants!_" + +How strange the earth smelt! She insisted on stopping and snuffling at +every odor. New-mown grass; freshly turned loam; a stack of straw, +packed too wet and left to ruin; dry leaves burning under the hot sun +into a sort of dull incense--all had their message for her. Even of the +country Cellette had a dim memory tucked away in her store of +experience. + +They came to the river. From a farmer they hired a boat. Cellette wanted +to drift down with the stream, but Leighton shook his head. "No, my +dear, a day on the river is like life: one should leave the quiet, lazy +drifting till the end." + +Leighton rowed, and then Lewis. They held Cellette's hands on the oars +and she tried to row, but not for long. She said that by her faith it +was harder than washing somebody else's clothes. + +They chose the shade of a great beech for their picnic-ground. Cellette +ordered them to one side, and started to unpack the lunch-basket that +had come with Leighton from his hotel. As each item was revealed she +cast a sidelong glance at Leighton. + +"My old one," she said to him when all was properly laid out, "do not +play at youth and innocence any longer. It takes an old sinner to order +such a breakfast." + +It was a gay meal and a good one, and, like all good meals, led to +drowsiness. Cellette made a pillow of Lewis's coat and slept. The +afternoon was very hot. Leighton finished his second cigar, and then +tapped Lewis on the shoulder. They slipped beyond the screen of the +low-limbed beech, stripped, and stole into the river. + +At the first thoughtless splash Cellette sprang to her feet. + +"Ah!" she cried, her eyes lighting, "you bathe, _hein_?" She started +undoing her bodice. + +Leighton stared at her from the water. "What do you do?" he cried in +rapid French. "You cannot bathe. I won't allow it." + +Cellette paused in sheer amazement that any one should think there was +anything she could not do. Then deliberately she continued undoing +hooks. + +"Why can't I bathe?" she asked out of courtesy or merely because she +knew the value of keeping up a conversation. + +"You can't bathe," said Leighton, desperately, "because you are too +tender, too delicate. These waters are--miasmic. They are full of +snakes, too. It was just now that I stepped on one." + +"Snakes, eh?" said Cellette, pausing again. "I don't believe you. +But--snakes!" She shuddered, and then looked as though she were going to +cry with disappointment. + +"Don't you mind just this once, Cellette," cried Lewis, blowing like a +walrus as he held his place against the current. "We'll come alone some +time." + +Cellette dried the perspiration from her short upper lip with a little +cotton handkerchief. + +"_Mon dieu_, but men are selfish!" she remarked. + +Once they were in the boat again, drifting slowly down the shadowy +river, she forgot her pet, turned suddenly gay, and began to sing songs +that were as foreign to that still sunset scene as was Cellette herself +to a dairy. Lewis had heard them before. He looked upon them merely as +one of Cellette's moods, but they brought a twisted smile to Leighton's +lips. He glanced at the pompous, indignant setting sun and winked. The +sun did not wink back; he was surly. + +In the train, Cellette, tired and happy, went to sleep. Her head fell on +Leighton's shoulder. With dexterous fingers he took off her hat and laid +it aside, then he looked at Lewis shrewdly. But Lewis showed no signs, +of jealousy. He merely laughed silently and whispered, "Isn't she a +_funny?_" + +They began to talk. Leighton told Lewis he was glad that he had worked +steadily all these months, that Le Brux spoke well of his work, but +thought a rest would help it and him. + +"What do you say," he went on, "to a little trip all by ourselves +again?" + +"It would be splendid," said Lewis, eagerly. Then, after a pause: "It +would be fun if we could take Cellette along, too. She'd like it a lot, +I know." + +"Yes," said Leighton, dryly, "I don't doubt she would." He seemed to +ponder over the point. "No," he said finally, "it wouldn't do. What I +propose is a man's trip--good stiff walking. We could strike off through +Metz and Kaiserslautern, hit the Rhine valley somewhere about Dürkheim, +pass through Mannheim with our eyes shut, and get to Heidelberg and the +Neckar. Then we could float down the Rhine into Holland. That's the +toy-country of the world. Great place to make you smile." + +Lewis's eyes watered. + +"When--when shall we start?" + +"We'll start to start to-morrow," said Leighton. "We've got to outfit, +you know." + +Two days later they were ready. Cellette kissed them both good-by. +Leighton gave her a pretty trinket, a heavy gold locket on a chain. She +glanced up sidewise at him through half-closed eyes. + +"What's this?" she asked in the tone of the woman who knows she must +always pay. + +"Just a little nothing from Lewis," said Leighton. "Something to +remember him by." + +"So," said Cellette, gravely. "I understand. He will not come back. It +is well." + +Leighton patted her shoulder. + +"You are shrewd," he said. Then he added, with a smile: "Too shrewd. He +will be back in two months." + +A fiacre carried them beyond the fortifications. The cabman smiled at +the generous drink-money Leighton gave him, spit on it, and then sat and +watched father and son as they stepped lightly off up the broad highway. +"Eh!" he called, choking down the curses with which he usually parted +from his fares, "good luck! Follow the sun around the earth. It will +bring you back." + +Leighton half turned, and waved his arm. Then they settled down to the +business of walking. They dropped into their place as a familiar part of +the open road of only a very few years ago, for they were dressed in the +orthodox style: knickerbockers; woolen stockings; heavy footwear; short +jackets; packs, such as once the schoolboy used for books; and +double-peaked caps. + +Shades of a bygone day, where do you skulk? Have you been driven, + + + Up, up, the stony causeway to the mists above the glare, + Where the smell of browsing cattle drowns the petrol in the air? + + + + +CHAPTER XXIV + + +Just before they left Paris a letter had come for Lewis--a big, official +envelop, unstamped. He tore it open, full of curiosity and wonder. Out +fell a fat inclosure. Lewis picked it up and stared. It is always a +shock to see your own handwriting months after you have sent it off on a +long journey. Here was his own handwriting on a very soiled envelop, +plastered over with postmarks. How quaint was the superscription, how +eloquent the distant dates of the postmarks! "For Natalie. At the Ranch +of Dom Francisco, on the Road to Oeiras, in the Province of Ceara, +Brazil." + +The envelop had been cut open. Lewis took out the many sheets and +searched them for a sign. None was there. He looked again at the +envelop. Across it was stamped a notice of non-delivery on account of +deficient address. Then his eyes fell on faint writing in pencil under a +postmark. He recognized the halting handwriting of Dom Francisco's +eldest girl. "She is gone," she had written. Nothing more. + +"Gone?" questioned Lewis. "Gone where? Where could Natalie go?" He read +parts of his letter over, and blushed at his enthusiasms of almost a +year ago. Almost a year! Leighton called him. He tore up the letter and +threw it away. It was time to start. Then had come the good-by to +Cellette, and after that the wonders of the road had held his mind in a +constantly renewing grip. They still held it. + +Leighton was beyond being a guide. He was a companion. When he could, he +avoided big cities and monuments. He loved to stop for the night at +wayside inns where the accommodations were meager, but ample opportunity +was given for a friendly chat with the hostess cook. And if the inn was +one of those homely evening meeting-places for old folks, he would say: + +"Lew, no country wears its heart on its sleeve, but 'way inside. Let us +live here a little while and feel the pulse of France." + +When they crossed the border, he sat down under the first shade tree and +made Lewis sit facing him. + +"This," he said gravely, "is an eventful moment. You have just entered a +strange country where cooks have been known to fry a steak and live. +There are people that eat the steaks and live. It is a wonderful +country. Their cooks are also generally ignorant of the axiomatic +mission of a dripping-pan, as soggy fowls will prove to you. But what we +lose in pleasing alimentation, we make up in scenery and food for +thought. Collectively, this is the greatest people on earth; +individually, the smallest. Their national life is the most communal, +the best regulated, the nearest socialistic of any in the world, +and--they live it by the inch." + +One afternoon, after a long climb through an odorous forest of +red-stemmed pines, with green-black tops stretching for miles and miles +in an unbroken canopy, they came out upon a broad view that entranced +with its sense of illusion. Cities, like bunched cattle, dotted the vast +plain. Space and the wide, unhindered sweep of the eye reduced their +greatness to the dimensions of toy-land. + +Leighton and Lewis stood long in silence, then they started down the +road that clung to the steep incline. On the left it was overhung by the +forest; on the right, earth fell suddenly away in a wooded precipice. As +the highway clung to the mountain-side, so did quaint villages cling to +the highway. They came to an old _Gasthaus_, the hinder end of which was +buttressed over the brink of the valley. + +Here they stopped. Their big, square room, the only guest-chamber of the +little inn, hung in air high above the jumbled roofs of Dürkheim. To the +right, the valley split to form a niche for a beetling, ruined castle. +Far out on the plain the lights of Darmstadt and Mannheim began to +blink. Beyond and above them Heidelberg signaled faintly from the +opposing hills. + +The room shared its aery with a broad, square veranda, trellised and +vine-covered. Here were tables and chairs, and here Leighton and Lewis +dined. Before they had finished their meal, two groups had formed about +separate tables. One was of old men, white-haired, white-bearded, each +with his pipe and a long mug of beer. The other was of women. They, too, +were old, white-haired. Their faces were not hard, like the men's, but +filled with a withered motherliness. The men eyed the two foreigners +distrustfully as though they hung like a cloud over the accustomed peace +of that informal village gathering. + +"All old, eh?" said Leighton to Lewis with a nod. "And sour. Want to see +them wake up?" + +"Yes," said Lewis. + +The woman who served them was young by comparison with the rest. +Leighton had discovered that she was an Alsatian, and had profited +thereby in the ordering of his dinner. She was the daughter-in-law of +the old couple that owned the inn. He turned to her and said in French, +so that Lewis could understand: + +"Smile but once, dear lady. You serve us as though we were Britishers." + +The woman turned quickly. + +"And are you not Britishers?" + +"No," said Leighton; "Americans." + +"So!" cried the woman, her face brightening. She turned to the two +listening groups. "They are not English, after all," she called gaily. +"They are Americans--Americans of New York!" + +There was an instant change of the social atmosphere, a buzz of eager +talk. The old men and the old women drew near. Then came shy, but eager, +questions. Hans, Fritz, Anna were in New York. Could Leighton give any +news of them? Each had his little pathetically confident cry for news of +son or daughter, and Leighton's personal acquaintance, as an American, +was taken to range from Toronto to Buenos Aires. + +Leighton treated them like children; laughed at them, and then described +gravely in simple words the distances of the New World, the size and the +turmoil of its cities. + +"Your children are young and strong," he added, noting their wistful +eyes; "they can stand it. But you--you old folks--are much better off +here." + +"And yet," said an old woman, with longing in her pale eyes, "I have +stood many things." + +Leighton turned to Lewis. + +"All old, eh?" he repeated. "Young ones all gone. Do you remember what I +said about this being the best-regulated state on earth?" + +Lewis nodded. + +"Well," continued Leighton, "a perfectly regulated state is a fine +thing, a great thing for humanity. It has only one fault: nobody wants +to live in it." + +Two days later they reached Heidelberg and, on the day following, +climbed the mountain to the Königstuhl. They stood on the top of the +tower and gazed on such a sight as Lewis had never seen. Here were no +endless sands and thorn-trees, no lonely reaches, no tropic glare. All +was river and wooded glade, harvest and harvesters, spires above knotted +groups of houses, castle, and hovel. Here and there and everywhere, +still spirals of smoke hung above the abodes of men. It was like a +vision of peace and plenty from the Bible. + +Lewis was surprised to find that his father was not looking at the +scene. Leighton was bending over such a dial as no other spot on earth +could boast. Its radiating spokes of varying lengths pointed to a +hundred places, almost within the range of sight--names famous in song +and story, in peace and in war. Leighton read them out, name after name. +He glanced at Lewis's puzzled face. + +"They mean nothing to you?" he asked. + +Lewis shook his head. + +"So you're not quite educated, after all," said Leighton. + +They descended almost at a run to the gardens behind the Schloss. As +they reached them a long string of carriages drove up from the town. +They were full of tourists, many of whom wore the enameled flag of the +United States in their buttonholes. Some of the women carried little +red, white, and blue silk flags. + +Lewis saw his father wince. + +"Dad," he asked, "are they Americans?" + +"Yes, boy," said Leighton. "Do you remember what I told you about the +evanescent spirit in art?" + +Lewis nodded. + +"Well," said Leighton, "a beloved flag has an evanescent spirit, too. +One shouldn't finger carelessly the image one would adore. That's why I +winced just now. Collectively, we Americans have never lowered the Stars +and Stripes, but individually we do it pretty often." Then he threw up +his head and smiled. "After all, there's a bright side even to blatant +patriotism. A nation can put up with every form of devotion so long as +it gets it from all." + +"But, Dad," said Lewis, "I thought all American women were beautiful." + +"So they are," said Leighton, with a laugh. "When you stop believing +that, you stop being an American. All American women are beautiful--some +outside, and the rest inside." + +"Why don't you take me to the States?" asked Lewis. + +Leighton turned around. + +"How old are you?" + +"Twenty," said Lewis. + +"I'll take you," said Leighton, "when you are old enough to see the +States. It takes a certain amount of philosophy nowadays to understand +your country--and mine. Of all the nations in the world, we Americans +see ourselves least as others see us. We have a national vanity that +keeps us from studying a looking-glass. That's a paradox," said +Leighton, smiling at Lewis's puzzled look. "A paradox," he continued, +"is a verity the unpleasant truth of which is veiled." + +"Anyway, I should like to go to the States," said Lewis. + +"Just now," said Leighton, "our country is traveling the universal road +of commercialism, but it's traveling fast. When it gets to the end of +the road, it will be an interesting country." + + + + +CHAPTER XXV + + +Three years later, with the approval of Le Brux, Lewis exhibited the +"Startled Woman." He did not name it. It named itself. There was no +single remarkable trait in the handling of the life-size nude figure +beyond its triumph as a whole--its sure impression of alarm. + +Leighton came to Paris for his son's début. When he saw the statue, he +said: + +"It is not great. You are not old enough for that. But it will be a +success, probably a sensation. What else have you done?" + +All the modeling that Lewis had accumulated in the three years of his +apprenticeship was passed in review. Leighton scarcely looked at the +casts. He kept his eyes on Le Brux's face and measured his changing +expression. + +"Is that all?" he asked. + +"Yes," said Lewis. + +"Well," said Leighton, "I suggest we destroy the lot. What do you say, +Le Brux?" + +Le Brux raised his bushy eyebrows, shrugged his shoulders, and threw out +his hands. + +"Eh," he grunted, "it is for the boy to say. Has he the courage? They +are his offspring." + +The two men stood and looked at Lewis. His eyes passed from them to his +work and back again to Leighton's face. + +"You are my father," he said. + +"Come on," cried Leighton, without a moment's hesitation, "let us all +join in the slaughter. Just remember, boy, that it's no more cruel to +kill your young than to sell them into slavery." + +Three days later all of Paris that counts was talking of the "Startled +Woman." The name of Leighton _fils_ was in many mouths and in almost as +many printed paragraphs. + +"Leighton _fils_!" cried Lewis. Why _fils_?" + +"Paris has a long memory for art, my boy," said Leighton. "Before I +learned that I could never reach the heights, I raised a small monument +on a foot-hill. They haven't forgotten it, these critics who never die." + +Lewis was assailed by dealers. They offered him prices that seemed to +him fabulous. But Leighton listened calmly and said, "Wait." The longer +they waited, the higher climbed the rival dealers. At last came an +official envelop. "Ah," said Leighton, before Lewis had opened it, "it +has come." + +It was an offer from the state. It was lower than the least of the +dealers' bids. "That's the prize offer, boy," said Leighton. "Take it." + +They went back to London together. Leighton helped Lewis search for a +studio. They examined many places, pleasant and unpleasant. Finally +Lewis settled on a great, bare, loft-like room within a few minutes' +walk of the flat. "This will do," he said. + +"Why?" asked Leighton. + +"Space," said Lewis. "Le Brux taught me that. One must have space to see +big." + +While they were still busy fitting up the atelier a note came to Lewis +from Lady Derl. She told him to come and see her at once, to bring all +his clippings on the "Startled Woman," and a photograph that would do +the lady more justice than had the newspaper prints. + +When Lewis entered Lady Derl's room of light, it seemed to him that he +had not been away from London for a day. The room was unchanged. Lady +Derl was unchanged. She did not rise. She held out her hand, and Lewis +raised her fingers to his lips. + +"How well you do it, Lew!" she said. "Sit down." + +He sat down and showed her a photograph of his work. She looked at it +long. For an instant her worldliness dropped from her. She glanced +shrewdly at Lewis's face. He met her eyes frankly. Then she tossed the +picture aside. + +"You are a nice boy," she said lightly. "I think I'll give a little +dinner for you. This time your dad won't object." + +"I hope not," said Lewis, smiling. "I'm bigger than he is now." + +Both laughed, and then chatted until Leighton came in to join them at +tea. Lady Derl told him of the dinner. He shrugged his shoulders and +asked when it was to be. + +"Don't look so bored," said Lady Derl. "I'll get Old Ivory to come, if +you 're coming. You two always create an atmosphere within an atmosphere +where you can breathe the kind of air you like." + +Leighton smiled. + +"It's a funny thing," he said. "When Ivory and I meet casually, we +simply nod as though we'd never shared each other's tents; but when we +are both caught out in society, we fly together and hobnob like +long-lost brothers. We've made three trips together. Every one of 'em +was planned at some ultra dinner incrusted with hothouse flowers and +hothouse women." + +"Thanks," said Lady Derl. + +Lewis might have been bored by that first formal dinner if he had known +the difference between women grown under glass and women grown in the +open. But he didn't. With the exception of Ann Leighton, mammy, and +Natalie, who were not women at all so much as part and parcel of his own +fiber, women were just women. He treated them all alike, and with a +gallant nonchalance that astounded his two neighbors, Lady Blanche +Trevoy and the Hon. Violet Materlin, accustomed as they were to find +youths of his age stupidly callow or at best, in their innocence, mildly +exciting. Leighton, seated at H lne's left, watched Lewis curiously. + +"They've taken to him," said H lne. + +"Yes," said Leighton. "Nothing wins a woman of the world so quickly as +the unexpected. The unexpected adds to the ancient lure of curiosity the +touch of tartness that gives life to a jaded palate. Satiated women are +the most grateful for such a fillip, and once a woman's grateful, she's +generous. A generous man will give a beggar a copper, but a generous +woman will give away all her coppers, and throw in herself for good +measure." + +"When you have to try to be clever, Glen, you're a bore," remarked +H lne. + +"I'm not trying to be clever," said Leighton. "There's a battle going on +over there, and I was merely throwing light on it." + +The battle was worth watching. The two young women were as dissimilar as +beauty can be. Both had all the charms of well-nurtured and +well-cared-for flesh. Splendid necks and shoulders, plenty of their own +hair, lovely contour of face, practice in the use of the lot, were +theirs in common. But Vi was dark, still, and long of limb. Blanche was +blonde, vivacious, and compact without being in the least heavy. + +Vi spoke slowly. Even for an English woman she had a low voice. It was a +voice of peculiar power. One always waited for it to finish. Vi knew its +power. She tormented her opponents by drawling. Blanche also spoke +softly, but at will she could make her words scratch like the sharp +claws of a kitten. + +"And how did you ever get the model to take that startled pose?" Blanche +was asking Lewis. + +"That's where the luck came in," said Lewis, smiling; "and the luck is +what keeps the work from being great." + +"What do you mean?" + +"Well," said Lewis, "Le Brux says that luck often leads to success, +never to greatness." + +"And how did luck come in?" drawled Vi. + +Lewis smiled again. + +"I'll tell you," he said. "The model is an old pal of mine. One day we +were bathing in the Marne,--at least I was bathing, and she was just +going to,--when a farmer appeared on the scene and yelled at her. She +was startled and turning to make a run for it when I shouted, 'Hold that +pose, Cellette! She's a mighty well-trained model. For a second she held +the pose. That was enough. She remembered it ever after. + +"Does it take a lot of training to be a model?" asked Blanche. "How +would I do?" She turned her bare shoulders frankly to him. + +Lewis glanced at her. "Yours is not a beauty that can be held in stone," +he said. "You are too respectable for a bacchante, too vivacious for +anything else." He turned to Vi. "You would do better," he said as +though she too had asked. + +Vi said nothing, but her large, dark eyes suddenly looked away and +beyond the room. A flush rose slowly into her smooth, dusky cheek. +Blanche bit her under lip. + +"Vi has won out," said H lne to Leighton. + + + + +CHAPTER XXVI + + +Natalie and her mother were sitting on the west veranda of Consolation +Cottage at the evening hour. Just within the open door of the +dining-room mammy swayed to and fro in a vast rocking-chair that looked +too big for her. + +The years had not dealt kindly with the three. Years in the tropics +never do deal kindly with women. Mammy had grown old and thin. Her +clothes, frayed, but clean, hung loosely upon her. Her hair was turning +gray. She wore steel-rimmed glasses. Mrs. Leighton's face, while it had +not returned to the apathy of the years of sorrow at Nadir, was still +deeply lined and of the color and texture of old parchment. The blue of +her eyes had paled and paled until light seemed to have almost gone from +them. To Natalie had come age with youth. She gave the impression of a +freshly cut flower suddenly wilted by the sun. + +In Mrs. Leighton's lap lay two letters. One had brought the news that +Natalie had inherited from a Northern Leighton aunt an old property on a +New England hillside. The other contained the third offer from a +development company that had long coveted the grounds about Consolation +Cottage. + +"It's a great deal of money, dear," said Mrs. Leighton to Natalie. "What +shall we do?" + +For a moment Natalie did not reply, and when she spoke, it was not in +answer. She said: + +"Mother, where is Lew? I want him." Her low voice quivered with desire. + +Mrs. Leighton put her fingers into Natalie's soft hair and drew the +girl's head against her breast. A lump rose in her throat. She longed to +murmur comfort, but she had long since lost the habit of words. What was +life worth if she could not buy with it happiness for this her only +remaining love? + +"Darling," she whispered at last, "whatever you wish, whatever you say, +we'll do. Do you think--would you like to go back to--to Nadir--and look +for Lewis?" + +Natalie divined the sacrifice in those halting words. Her thin arms went +up around Ann Leighton's neck. She pressed her face hard against her +mother's shoulder. She wanted to cry, but could not. Without raising her +face, she shook her head and said: + +"No, no. I don't want ever to go back to Nadir. Lew is not there. That +night--that night after we buried father I went out on the hills and +called for Lew. He did not answer. Suddenly I just knew he wasn't there. +I knew that he was far, far away." + +Ann Leighton did not try to reason against instinct. She softly rocked +Natalie to and fro, her pale eyes fixed on the setting sun. Gradually +the sunset awoke in her mind a stabbing memory. Here on this bench she +had sat, Natalie, a baby, in her lap, and in the shelter of her arms +little Lewis and--and Shenton, her boy. By yonder rail she had stood +with her unconscious boy in her arms, and day had suddenly ceased as +though beyond the edge of the world somebody had put out the light +forever. Her pale eyes grew luminous. The unaccustomed tears welled up +in them and trickled down the cheeks that had known so long a drought. +They rained on Natalie's head. + +"Mother!" cried Natalie, looking up--"Mother!" Then she buried her face +again in Ann's bosom, and together they sobbed out all the oppressing +pain and grief of life's heavy moment. Not by strength alone, but also +by frailty, do mothers hold the hearts of their children. Natalie, +hearing and feeling her mother sob, passed beyond the bourn of +generations and knew Ann and herself as one in an indivisible, quivering +humanity. + +Mammy's chair stopped rocking. She listened; then she got up and came +out on the veranda. Her eyes fell upon mother and daughter huddled +together in the dusk. She hovered over them. Her loose clothes made her +seem ample, almost stolid. + +"Wha' fo' you chilun's crying?" she demanded. + +"We're _not_ crying," sobbed Natalie. + +"Huh!" snorted mammy. "Yo' jes come along outen this night air, bof of +yo', an' have yo' suppah. Come on along, Miss Ann. Come on along, yo' +young Miss Natalie." + +"Just a minute, mammy; in just a minute," gasped Natalie. "You go put +supper on the table." Then she rose to her feet, and drew her mother up +to her. "Kiss me," she said and smiled. She was suddenly strong again +with the strength of youth. + +Ann kissed her and she, too, almost smiled. + +"Well, dear?" she said. + +"We're going away," said Natalie, holding protecting arms around her +mother. "We're going to sell this place, and then we're just going away +into another world. This one's too rough for just women. We'll go see +that old house Aunt Jed left to me. I want to live just once in a house +that has had more than one life." + +Day after day the ship moved steadily northward on an even keel. Upon +mammy, Natalie, and Mrs. Leighton a miracle began to descend. Years fell +from their straightening shoulders. At the end of a week, Ann Leighton, +kneeling alone in her cabin, began her nightly devotions with a paean +that sounded strangely in her own ears: "Oh, Thou Who hast redeemed my +life from destruction, crowned me with loving-kindness and tender +mercies, Who hast satisfied my mouth with good things so that my youth +is renewed like the eagle's!" + + + + +CHAPTER XXVII + + +Among Leighton's many pet theories was one that he called the axiom of +the propitious moment. Any tyro at life could tell that a thing needed +saying; skill came in knowing how to wait to say it. At Lady Derl's +dinner Leighton had decided to go away for several months. He had +something to say to Lewis before he went, but he passed nervous days +waiting to say it. Then came the propitious moment. They were sitting +alone over a cheerful small fire that played a sort of joyful +accompaniment to the outdoor struggle of spring against the cold. + +"In every society," said Leighton, breaking a long silence, "where women +have been numerically predominant, the popular conception of morality +has been lowered. Your historical limitations are such that you'll have +to take my say-so for the truth of that generality." + +"Yes, sir," said Lewis. + +"Man's greatest illusion in regard to woman," continued Leighton, "is +that she's fastidious. Men are fastidious and vulgar; women are neither +fastidious nor vulgar. There's a reason. Women have been too intimately +connected through the ages with the slops of life to be fastidious. +That's driven them to look upon natural things with natural eyes. They +know that vulgarity isn't necessary, and they revolt from it. These are +all generalities, of course." + +"Yes, sir," said Lewis. + +"Women are very wonderful. They are an unconscious incarnation of +knowledge. Knowledge bears the same relation to the wise that liquor +does to the man who decided the world would be better without alcohol +and started to drink it all up. Man's premier temptation is to drink up +women. Lots of men start to do it, but that's as far as they get. One +woman can absorb a dozen men; a dozen men can't absorb one woman. +Women--any one woman--is without end. Am I boring you?" + +"No, sir," said Lewis. "You are giving me a perspective." + +"You've struck the exact word. Since we met, I've given you several of +my seven lives, but there's one life a man can't pass on to his son--his +life with relation to women. He can only give, as you said, a +perspective." + +Leighton chose a cigar carefully and lit it. + +"Formerly woman had but one mission," he went on. "She arrived at it +when she arrived at womanhood. The fashionable age for marriage was +fifteen. Civilization has pushed it along to twenty-five. Those ten +cumulative years have put a terrific strain on woman. On the whole, she +has stood it remarkably well. But as modernity has reduced our +animalism, it has increased our fundamental immorality and put a +substantial blot on woman's mission as a mission. Woman has had to learn +to dissemble charmingly, but in the bottom of her heart she has never +believed that her mission is intrinsically shameful. That's why every +woman feels her special case of sinning is right--until she gets caught. +Do you follow me?" + +"I think so," said Lewis. + +"Well, if you've followed me, you begin to realize why a superfluity of +women threatens conventional life. There are an awful lot of women in +this town, Lew." + +Leighton rose to his feet and started walking up and down, his hands +clasped behind him, his head dropped. + +"I haven't been feeding you on all these generalities just to kill time. +A generality would be worth nothing if it weren't for its exceptions. +Women are remarkable for the number of their exceptions. You are +crossing a threshold into a peculiarly lax section and age of woman. I +want you to believe and to remember that the world still breeds noble +and innocent women." + +Leighton stopped, threw up his head, and fixed Lewis with his eyes. + +"Do you know what innocence is? Ask the average clergyman to describe +innocence to you, and when he gets through, think a bit, take off the +tinsel words with which he has decked out his graven image, and you'll +find what? Ignorance enshrined. Every clergy the world has seen has +enshrined ignorance, and ignorance has no single virtue that a sound +turnip does not share." + +Leighton stopped and faced his son. + +"Now, my boy," he said, "here comes the end of the sermon. Beware of the +second-best in women. Many a man trades his soul not for the whole +world, but for a bed-fellow." He paused. "I believe," he continued, +flushing, "I still believe that for every man there is an all-embracing +woman to whom he is all-embracing. Thank God! I'm childish enough to +believe in her still, though I speak through soiled lips--the +all-embracing woman who alone can hold you and that you alone can hold." + +Lewis stared absently into the fire. + +"'The worlds of women are seven,'" he repeated, half to himself: +"'spirit, weed, flower, the blind, the visioned, libertine, and saint. +None of these is for thee. For each child of love there is a woman that +holds the seven worlds within a single breast. Hold fast to thy +birthright, even though thou journey with thy back unto the light.'" + +"What--where--what's that?" stammered Leighton, staring at his son. + +Lewis looked up and smiled. + +"Only Old Immortality. Do you remember her? The old woman who told my +fortune. She said that. D'you know, I think she must have been a +discarded Gipsy. I never thought of it before. I didn't know then what a +Gipsy was." + +"Gipsy or saint, take it from me, she was, and probably is, a wise +woman," said Leighton. "Somehow I'm still sure she can never die. Do you +remember all she said when she told you your fortune?" + +"Yes," said Lewis; "I think I do. Every once in a while I've said it +over to myself." + +"I wish you'd write down what she said and--and leave it on my table for +me. You'll have to do it tonight, for I'm off to-morrow. Old Ivory and I +have shot so much game we've grown squeamish about it, but it seems +there's a terrific drought and famine on in the game country of the East +Coast, and all the reserves have been thrown open. The idea is meat for +the natives and a thinning out of game in the overstocked country. We +are going out this time not as murderers, but as philanthropists." + +"I'd like to go, too," said Lewis, his eyes lighting. "Won't you let +me?" + +"Not this trip, my boy," said Leighton. "I hate to refuse you anything, +but don't think I'm robbing you. I'm not. I merely don't wish you to eat +life too fast. Times will come when you'll _need_ to go away. Just now +you've got things enough to hunt right here. One of them is art. You may +think you've arrived, but you haven't--not yet." + +"I know I haven't," said Lewis. + +Leighton nodded. + +"Ever heard this sort of thing? 'Art is giving something for nothing. +Art is the ensnaring of beauty in an invisible mesh. Art is the ideal of +common things. Art is a mirage stolen from the heavens and trapped on a +bit of canvas or on a sheet of paper or in a lump of clay.' And so on +and so on." + +Lewis smiled. + +"As a matter of fact," continued Leighton, "those things are merely the +progeny of art. Art itself is work, and its chief end is expression with +repression. Remember that--with repression. Many an artist has missed +greatness by mistaking license for originality and producing debauch. I +don't want you to do that. I want you to stay here by yourself for a +while and work; not with your hands, necessarily, but with your mind. +Get your perspective of life now. Most of the pathetic +'what-might-have-beens' in the lives of men and women are due to +misplaced proportions that made them struggle greatly for little +things." + +Lewis looked up and nodded. + +"Dad, you've got a knack of saying things that are true in a way that +makes them visible. When you talk, you make me feel as though some one +had drawn back the screen from the skylight." + +Leighton shrugged his shoulders. For a long moment he was silent; then +he said: + +"A life like mine has no justification if it can't let in light, even +though it be through stained glass." + +Lewis caught a wistful look in his father's eyes. He felt a sudden surge +of love such as had come to him long years before when he had first +sounded the depths of his father's tenderness. "There's no light in all +the world like cathedral light, Dad," he said with a slight tremble in +his voice, "and it shines through stained glass." + +"Thanks, boy, thanks," said Leighton; then he smiled, and threw up his +head. Lewis had learned to know well that gesture of dismissal to a +mood. + +"Just one more word," continued his father. "When you do get down to +working with your hands, don't forget repression. Classicism bears the +relation to art that religion does to the world's progress. It's a +drag-anchor--a sound measure of safety--despised when seas are calm, but +treasured against the hour of stress. Let's go and eat." + +Lewis rose and put his hand on his father's arm. + +"I'll not forget this talk, Dad," he said. + +"I hope you won't, boy," said Leighton. "It's harder for me to talk to +you than you think. I'm driven and held by the knowledge that there are +only two ways in which a father can lose his son. One is by talking too +much, the other's by not talking enough. The old trouble of the devil +and the deep, blue sea; the frying-pan and the fire. Come, we've been +bandying the sublime; let's get down to the level of stomachs and smile. +The greatest thing about man is the range of his octaves." + + + + +CHAPTER XXVIII + + +For a week Lewis missed his father very much. Every time he came into +the flat its emptiness struck him, robbed him of gaiety, and made him +feel as though he walked in a dead man's shoes. He was very lonely. + +"Helton," he said one night, "I wish things could talk--these old chairs +and the table and that big worn-out couch, for instance." + +"Lucky thing they can't, sir," mumbled Helton, holding the seam of the +table-cloth in his teeth while he folded it. + +"Why?" said Lewis. "Why should it be lucky they can't? Don't you suppose +if they had the power of talk, they'd have the power of discretion as +well, just as we have?" + +"I don't know about that, sir," said Helton. "Things is servants just +like us serving-men is. The more wooden a serving-man is in the matter +of talk, the easier it is for 'im to get a plice. If you ask me, sir, I +would s'y as chairs is wooden and walls stone an' brick for the comfort +of their betters, an' that they 'aven't any too much discretion as it +is, let alone talking." + +"Nelton," said Lewis, "I've been waiting to ask you something. I wonder +if you could tell me." + +"Can't s'y in the dark," said Nelton. + +"It's this," said Lewis. "Everybody here--all dad's friends except Lady +Derl--call him Grapes Leighton. Why? I've started to ask him two or +three times, but somehow something else seems to crop up in his mind, +and he doesn't give me a chance to finish." + +Nelton's lowered eyes flashed a shrewd look at Lewis's face. + +"The exercise of discretion ennobles the profession," he said, and +stopped, a dazed, pleased look in his face at hearing his own rhyme. He +laid the table-cloth down, took from his pocket the stub of a pencil, +and wrote the words on his cuff. Then he picked up the cloth, laid it +over his arm, and opened the door. As he went out he paused and said +over his shoulder: "Master Lewis, it would hurt the governor's feelin's +if you asked him or anybody else how he got the nime of Gripes." + +Let a man but feel lonely, and his mind immediately harks along the back +trail of the past. In his lonely week Lewis frequently found himself +thinking back. It was only by thinking back that he could stay in the +flat at all. Now for the first time he realized that he had been +stepping through life with seven-league boots. The future could not +possibly hold for him the tremendous distances of his past. How far he +had come since that first dim day at Consolation Cottage! + +To every grown-up there is a dim day that marks the beginning of things, +the first remembered day of childhood. Lewis could not fasten on any +memory older than the memory of a rickety cab, a tall, gloomy man, and +then a white-clad group on the steps of Consolation Cottage. Black +mammy, motherly Mrs. Leighton, curly-headed Shenton, and little Natalie, +with her 'wumpled' skirt, who had stood on tiptoe to put her lips to +his, appeared before him now as part of the dawn of life. + +As he looked back, he saw that the sun had risen hot on his day of life. +It had struck down Shenton, blasted the Reverend Orme, withered Ann +Leighton, and had turned plump little Natalie's body into a thin, wiry +home for hope. Natalie had always demanded joy even of little things. +Did she still demand it? Where was Natalie? Lewis asked himself the +question and felt a twinge of self-reproach. Life had been so full for +him that he had not stopped to think how empty it might be for Natalie, +his friend. + +How little he had done to trace her! Only the one letter. He decided to +write again, this time to Dom Francisco. If only he could talk to +Natalie, what long tours it would take to tell and to hear all! A faint +flush of anticipation was rising to his cheeks when a rap on the door +startled him. Before he could look around Nelton announced, "A lady to +see you, sir." + +Lewis leaped to his feet and stepped forward. Had one of the miracles he +had been taught to believe in come to pass? Had prayer been answered? +The lady raised her arms and started to take off her veil. Then she +turned her back to Lewis. + +"Do untie it for me," she drawled in the slow voice of Lady Violet +Manerlin. + +Lewis felt his face fall, and was glad she had her back to him. He undid +her veil with steady, leisurely fingers. + +"This is awfully good of you," he said. "How did you know I was alone?" + +"Telephoned Nelton, and told him not to say anything." + +Vi took off her hat and jacket as well as her veil, and tossed the lot +into a chair. Then she sat down in a corner of the big couch before the +fire, doubled one foot under her, tapped the floor with the other, and +yawned. Lewis offered her a cigarette, took one himself, and then shared +a match with her. + +"It's good of you to take it so calmly," said Vi. "Are you one of the +fools that must always have an explanation? I'll give you one, if you +like." + +"Don't bother," said Lewis, smiling. "You've been bored--horribly bored. +You looked out of the window, and saw the green things in the park, and +remembered that there was only one bit in your list of humanity as green +and fresh as they, and you headed straight for it." + +"Yes," drawled Vi, "like a cow making for the freshest tuft of grass in +the pasture. Thanks; but I'm almost sorry you told me why I came. That's +the disappointing thing to us women. When we think we're doing something +original, somebody with a brain comes along and reduces it to first +elements, and we find we've only been natural." + +Lewis straddled a chair, folded his arms on the back of it, and looked +Vi over with a professional eye. She was posed for a painter, not for a +sculptor, but even so he found her worth looking at. A woman can't sit +on one foot, tap the floor with the other, and lean back, without +showing the lines of her body. + +"Mere length," said Lewis, "is a great handicap to a woman, but add +proportion to length, and you have the essentials of beauty. Short and +pretty; long and beautiful. D'you get that? A short woman may be +beautiful as a table decoration, but let her stand up or lie down and, +presto! she's just pretty." + +Vi reached out one long arm toward the fire, and nicked off the ash from +her cigarette. She tried to hide the tremor that Lewis's words brought +to her limbs and the color that his frankly admiring eyes brought to the +pallor of her cheeks. She was a woman that quivered under admiration. + +"Have you never--don't you ever kiss women?" she asked, looking at him +with slanted eyes. + +Lewis shrugged his shoulders. + +"Oh, I suppose so. That is--well, to tell you the truth, I don't +remember." + +For a second Vi stared at him; then she laughed, and he laughed with +her. + +"Oh! oh!" she cried, "I believe you're telling the truth!" + +They sat and talked. Nelton brought in tea; then they sat and talked +some more. A distant bell boomed seven o'clock. Vi started, rose slowly +to her feet, and stretched. + +"Have you got your invitation for the Ruttle-Marter fancy-dress ball +next week?" she asked, stifling a yawn. + +"No," said Lewis; "don't know 'em." + +"That doesn't matter," said Vi. "I'll see that you get a card to-morrow. +I'd like you to come. Nobody is supposed to know it, but I'm going to +dance. Will you come?" + +"Oh, yes," said Lewis, rising; "I'll come. I've been a bit lonely since +dad went away." Then he smiled. "So I was wrong, after all." + +"Wrong?" said Vi, staring at him, "When, how?" + +"This is what you really came for--to ask me to see you dance," he said, +laughing. + +"Oh, was it?" said Vi. "I'm always wondering why I do things. Well, I +suppose I'd better go, but I hate to. I've been so comfy here. If you'd +only press me, I might stay for dinner." + +Lewis shook his head. + +"Better not." + +"Why?" + +"Well, you're married, aren't you?" + +"Yes," said Vi, grimly, her eyes narrowing. + +"Well," said Lewis, "you've heard dad talk. He says marriage is just an +insurance policy to the mind of woman." + +"Yes," said Vi, "and that the best place to keep it is away from the +fire. Your dad's insight is simply weird. But if you think you're going +to start on life where he left off, let me tell you you'll be chewing a +worn-out cud." + +Lewis laughed. + +"You would be right if I were to live life over on his lines. But I +won't. He doesn't want me to. He never said so, but I just know." + +Vi shrugged her shoulders. + +"You have a lot of sense," she said. "There's nothing women dislike +more. Good-by." She held out her hand and stepped toward him. She seemed +to misjudge the distance and half lose her balance. The full length of +her quivering body came up against Lewis. He felt her hot, sweet breath +almost on his mouth. He flushed. His arms started up from his sides and +then dropped again. + +"Touch and go!" he gasped. + +"Which?" drawled Vi, her mouth almost on his, her wide, gray eyes so +near that he closed his to save himself from blindness. + +"Better make it 'go,'" said Lewis, and grinned. + +"You've saved yourself," said Vi, with a laugh. "If you hadn't grinned, +I'd have kissed you." + + + + +CHAPTER XXIX + + +Lewis went to the Ruttle-Marter ball determined to be gay. He searched +for Vi, but did not find her. By twelve o'clock he had to admit that he +was more than bored, and said so to a neighbor. + +"That's impossible," said the neighbor, yawning. "Boredom is an +ultimate. There's nothing beyond it; consequently, you can't be more +than bored." + +"You're wrong," said Lady Derl from behind them. "For a man there's +always something beyond boredom: there's going home." + +"_Touché_," cried Lewis and then suddenly straightened. While they had +been chatting, the curtain of the improvised stage at one end of the +ball-room had gone up. In the center of the stage stood a figure that +Lewis would have recognized at once even if he had not been a +participant in the secret. + +The figure was that of a tall woman. Her dark hair--and there was plenty +of it--was done in the Greek style. So were her clothes, if such filmy +draperies could be justly termed clothes. They were caught up under her +breasts, and hung in airy loops to a little below her knees. They were +worn so skilfully that art did not appear. They fluttered about her +softly moving limbs, but never flew. The woman was apparently +blindfolded--with chiffon. The foamy bandage proved an efficient mask. +Chiffon and draperies were of that color known to connoisseurs as +_cuisse de nymphe_. + +A buzz of interested questioning swept over the company. Mrs. +Ruttle-Marter, who had been quite abandoned for over an hour, suddenly +found herself the center of a curious and eager group. + +"Who is she?" "What is she?" "Where did you get her?" + +The trembling hostess, flushed by the first successful moment in many +dreary seasons, was almost too gulpy to speak. But words came at last. + +"Really, my dear Duchess, I don't know who she is. I don't know where +she comes from or what she is. I only know her price and the name of her +dance. If I told the price, well, there wouldn't be any rush in this +crowd to engage her." So early did power lead the long-suffering Mrs. +Ruttle-Marter to lap at revenge! + +"Well, tell us the name of her dance, anyway," said a tall, soldierly +gray-head that was feeling something for the first time in twenty years. +"Do hurry! She's going to begin." + +"I can do that," said Mrs. Ruttle-Marter. "Her dance is called 'Love is +blind.'" + +"Love is blind," repeated Lewis to Lady Derl. "Let's see what she makes +of it." + +People did not note just when the music began. They suddenly realized +it. It was so with Vi's dance. So gradually did her body sway into +motion that somebody who had been staring at her from the moment she +appeared whispered, "Why, she's dancing!" only when the first movement +was nearing its close. + +The music was doubly masked. It was masked behind the wings and behind +the dance. It did not seem interwoven with movement, but appeared more +as a soft background of sound to motion. So it remained through all the +first part of the dance which followed unerringly all the traditions of +Greek classicism, depending for expression entirely on swaying arms and +body. + +"Who would have thought it!" whispered Lewis. "To do something well at a +range of two thousand years! That's more than art; it's genius." + +"It's not genius," whispered back Lady Derl; "it's just body. What's +more, I think I recognize the body." + +"Well," said Lewis, "what if you do? Play the game." + +"So I'm right, eh? Oh, I'll play the game, and hate her less into the +bargain." + +So suddenly that it startled, came a crashing chord. The dancer quivered +from head to foot, became very still, as though she listened to a call, +and then swirled into the rhythm of the music. The watchers caught their +breath and held it. The new movement was alien to anything the marbled +halls of Greece are supposed to have seen; yet it held a haunting +reminder, as though classicism had suddenly given birth to youth. + +The music swelled and mounted. So did the dance. Wave followed on +ripple, sea on wave, and on the sea the foaming, far-flung billow. Limb +after limb, the whole supple body of the blind dancer came into play; +yet there was no visible tension. Never dead, never hard, but limp,--as +limp as flowing, rushing water,--she whirled and swayed through all the +emotions until, at the highest pitch of the mounting music, she fell +prone, riven by a single, throbbing sob. Down came the curtain. The +music faded away in a long, descending sweep. + +Men shouted hoarsely, unaware of what they were crying out, and women +for once clapped to make a noise, and split their gloves. A youth, his +hair disordered and a hectic flush in his cheeks, rushed straight for +the stage, crying, "Who is she?" + +Lewis stuck out his foot and tripped him. Great was his fall, and the +commotion thereof switched the emotions of the throng back to sanity. +Conventional, dogged clapping and shouts of "_Bis! Bis_!" were relied on +to bring the curtain up again, and relied on in vain. Once more Mrs. +Ruttle-Marter was surrounded and beseeched to use her best efforts. As +she acceded, a servant handed Lewis a scribbled note. "Come and take me +out of this. Vi," he read. He slipped out behind the servant. + +In the cab they were silent for a long time. Lewis's eyes kept wandering +over Vi, conventional once more, and lazing in her corner. + +"Well," she drawled at last, "what did you think of it?" + +"Think of it?" said Lewis. "There were three times when I wanted to +shout, 'Hold that pose!' After that--well, after that my brain stopped +working." + +"Do you mean it?" asked Vi. + +"Mean what?" + +"About wanting me to hold a pose." + +"Yes," said Lewis; "of course. What of it?" + +"What of it? Why, I will. When?" + +"Do _you_ mean it?" asked Lewis. + +Vi nodded. + +"Name your own time." + +"To-morrow," said Vi, "at ten." + +The following morning Lewis was up early, putting his great, bare studio +in fitting order, and trying to amplify and secure the screened-in +corner which previous models had frequently damned as a purely tentative +dressing-room. Promptly at ten Vi appeared. + +"Where's your maid?" asked Lewis. "You've simply got to have a maid +along for this sort of thing." + +"You're wrong," said Vi. "It's just the sort of thing one doesn't have a +maid for. It's easier to trust two to keep quiet than to keep a maid +from vain imaginings. And--it's a lot less expensive." + +"Well," said Lewis, "where's your costume?" + +"Here," said Vi, "in my recticule." + +They laughed. Ten minutes later Vi appeared in her filmy costume. +Lewis's face no longer smiled. He was sitting on a bench at the farther +end of the room, solemnly smoking a pipe. He did not seem to notice that +Vi's whole body was suffused, nervous. + +"Dance," said Lewis. + +Vi hesitated a moment and then danced, at first a little stiffly. But +her mind gradually concentrated on her movements; she began to catch the +impersonal working atmosphere of a model. + +"Hold that!" cried Lewis, and, a second later: "No, that will never do. +You've stiffened. Try again." + +Over and over Vi tried to catch the pose and keep it until, without a +word, she crossed the room, threw herself on a couch, and began to cry +from pure exhaustion. When she had partly recovered, she suddenly awoke +to the fact that Lewis had not come to comfort her. She looked up. Lewis +was still sitting on the bench. He was filling a fresh pipe. + +"Blown over?" he asked casually. "Come on. At it again." + +At the end of another half-hour Vi gave up the struggle. She had caught +the pose twice, but she had been unable to hold it. + +"I give it up," she wailed. "I'll simply never be able to _stay_ that +way." + +"If you were a professional dancer," said Lewis, "I'd say 'nonsense' to +that. But you're not. I'm afraid it would take you weeks, perhaps +months, to get the stamina. Take it easy now while I make some tea." + +"Tea in the morning!" said Vi. "I can't stand it. I'd rather have a +glass of port or something like that." + +"I've no doubt you would, but you're not going to get it," said Lewis, +calmly, as he went about the business of brewing tea. + +Vi finished her first cup, and asked for a second. + +"It's quite a bracer, after all," she said. "I feel a lot better." She +rose and went to the model's throne at one side of the room. "Is this +where they stand?" she asked. + +Lewis nodded. + +Vi climbed the throne, and took a pose. Her face was turned from Lewis, +her right arm half outstretched, her left at her side. She was in the +act of stepping. Her long left thigh was salient, yet withdrawing. It +was the pose of one who leads the way. + +"This is the pose you will do me in," she said. + +For a moment Lewis was silent, then he said gravely: + +"No, you don't really want me to do you that way." + +"I do, and you will," said Vi, without looking around. + +For another long moment Lewis was silent. + +"All right," he said at last. "Come down. Dress yourself. You've had +enough for to-day." + + + + +CHAPTER XXX + + +Weeks passed. Lewis worked steadily at his figure of Vi. From the time +the wires had been set and the rough clay slapped on them, he had never +allowed her to see the figure. + +"It's no use asking," he said. "You're no master at this art. The +workman who shows unfinished stuff to anybody but a master is a fool." + +"Well, when, then?" asked Vi, impatiently, after weeks had lengthened to +months. + +"Almost any day now," said Lewis; but before 'any day' came around, +something happened that materially delayed the satisfaction of Vi's +curiosity. + +Lady Derl had frequently drafted Lewis into dinners that she thought +would be stupid for her without him. As a result, the inevitable in +London happened. It became a habit to invite Lewis when Lady Derl was +coming. He never took her in,--her rank and position made that +impossible,--but he was there, somewhere at the lower end of the table, +where she could watch him when she felt bored and occasionally read in +the astonished faces of his neighbors the devastation he had caused by +some remark; for Lewis, like his father, had a way of saying things. The +difference was that Leighton's _mots_ were natural and malicious, while +Lewis's were only natural. On the whole, Lewis created the greater +sensation. + +The night after Lewis had said "Almost any day now" to Vi, he found +himself at a semi-diplomatic dinner next to a young person who, like +himself, seemed to find the affair a bit heavy. + +"What did they invite you for?" asked Lewis. + +"They couldn't help it," replied the young person, stifling a yawn. "I'm +the wife of the charge of the Brazilian legation. And you?" + +"Oh, I'm here just to take Lady Derl home." + +The young person's eyes showed a gleam of interest as they glanced up +the table to where Lady Derl sat and reigned an easy queen in that +assembly. + +"Oh," she said, "are you? Why you?" + +"Well," said Lewis, "I suppose it's because I'm the only man in town +that always remembers Lady Derl's beauty and gray hair at the same +time." + +The young person smiled. + +"I believe I've heard of you. Leighton is your name, isn't it?" + +"It's only five minutes since I was introduced," said Lewis, smiling, +"and you made me say it over three times." + +"Ah, yes," said the lady, unperturbed, "but five minutes is a long +time--sometimes. Is Leighton a common name?" + +"Not as common as some," said Lewis. "Why?" + +"Nothing, only I know some Leightons in Brazil." + +Lady Derl saw Lewis start, and quickly lay down his fork. She watched in +vain through the rest of that dinner for a conversational sensation at +his end of the table. When they were in the carriage and on the way home +she asked: + +"Well, what was it?" + +"What was what?" said Lewis, out of a reverie. + +"What did that Senhora What's-her-name have to tell you that made you +forget to eat?" + +"She was telling me about an old pal of mine," said Lewis. "Did dad ever +tell you where he found me?" + +"Yes," said Lady Derl; "he said he found you in the geometrical center +of nowhere, surrounded by equal parts of wilderness." + +"That's what he thought," said Lewis; "but there was a home tucked into +the wilderness. It had been my home for a great many years. People had +been kind to me there--Mrs. Leighton; Natalie, my pal; an old darky +named just mammy; and, in a way, the Reverend Orme. After I'd been away +a year, I wrote back. They had gone. I've just found out where they are, +all but the Reverend Orme. I reckon he must be dead." + +"And you're going to write?" + +"Write?" said Lewis. "No, I'm not going to write. I'm just going." For a +moment they were silent, then he said, "There's something about hearing +of people what were kind to you that makes you feel awfully lonely." + +Lady Derl reached out and took his hand. Their hands lay together on his +knee. The drive came to an end, and they had said nothing more. As they +stood under the light of the outer hall Hélčne turned to Lewis. + +"When are you going?" + +"To-morrow." + +She held up her lips to him. + +"Kiss me good-by, Boy." + +He kissed her, and for a moment gripped her wrists. + +"Hélčne," he said, "you've been awfully good to me, too. I--I don't +forget." + +"You don't forget," repeated Lady Derl. "That's why I kissed you. Don't +be hard on your little pal when you find her. Remember, you've gone a +long way alone." + +As Lewis strode away rapidly toward the flat, the fragrance of Hélčne +clung to him. It clung to him so long that he forgot Vi--forgot even to +leave a note for her explaining his sudden departure. When he reached +Santos, three weeks later, it didn't seem worth while to cable. + +As Lewis stepped out of the station at San Paulo, he felt himself in a +dream. He crossed the street into the public gardens and looked back. He +had never seen a station like that. It was beautiful. It had the spirit +of a cathedral raised by some pagan as a shrine to the commercial age. +Had the railroad bred a dreamer? + +Several motor-cars for hire lined the curb. Lewis stepped up to one of +the drivers. + +"How did they come to build that?" he asked in Portuguese, with a nod +toward the station. + +The driver shrugged his shoulders. + +"Too much money," he said. "The charter limits them to twenty-five per +cent, profits. They had such a surplus, they told the architect he could +go as high as he liked. He went pretty high." The driver winked at his +own joke, but did not smile. + +"I want you by the hour," said Lewis. "Do you know Mrs. Leighton's +house--Street of the Consolation?" + +The driver shook his head. + +"There's no such house," he said. + +"Well, you know the Street of the Consolation? Drive there. Drive +slowly." + +On the way Lewis stared, unbelieving, at the things he saw. Gone were +the low, thick-walled buildings that memory had prepared him for; gone +the funny little street-cars drawn by galloping, jack-rabbit mules. In +their stead were high, imposing fronts, with shallow doorways and heavy +American electric trams. + +The car shot out upon a mighty viaduct. Lewis leaned out and looked +down. Here was something that he could remember--the valley that split +the city in two, and up and down the sides of which he had often toiled +as a boy. Suddenly they were across, and a monster building blotted all +else from his sight. He looked up at the massive pile. "What is it?" he +asked. + +"Theater built by the state," answered the driver, without looking +around. "Cost millions." + +"Reis?" asked Lewis, smiling. + +"Reis? Bah!" grunted the driver. "Pounds." + +The street left the level and started to climb. Lewis looked anxiously +to right and left. He saw a placard that read, "Street of the +Consolation." + +"Stop!" he cried. + +The driver drew up at the curb. + +"What's the matter?" he asked. + +"This isn't the Street of the Consolation," said Lewis, dismayed. +"Where's the big cotton-tree and the priest's house, and--and the +bamboos? Where are the bamboos?" + +The driver looked around curiously. + +"I remember them, the bamboos," he said, nodding. "They're gone." + +"Wait here," said Lewis. + +He stepped out of the car and started to walk slowly up the hill. He +felt a strange sinking of the heart. In his day there had been no +sidewalk, only a clay path, beaten hard by the feet of three children on +their way to school. In his day the blank row of houses had been a mud +_taipa_ wall, broken just here by the little gate of the priest's house. +In his day there had been that long, high-plumed bank of bamboos, +forever swaying and creaking, behind the screen of which had lain the +wonder realm of childhood. + +He came to the spot where the gate to Consolation Cottage had been. The +old wooden gate and the two friendly, square brick pillars on which it +had swung were gone; but in their stead rose a wondrous structure of +scrolled wrought iron between two splendid granite shafts. + +Lewis stood on tiptoe and gazed through the gate, up the driveway, to +where Consolation Cottage had once stood. Through the tepid haze of a +beautiful tropical garden he saw a high villa. It did not look back at +him. It seemed to be watching steadily from its hilltop the spread of +the mighty city in the valley below. + +Lewis was brought to himself with a start. Somebody behind him cried +out, "O-la!" He turned to find two impatient horses almost on top of +him. A footman was springing from his place beside the coachman to open +the gate. + +Lewis stepped aside. In the smart victoria sat a lady alone. She was +dressed in white, and wore a great, black picture-hat. Lewis glanced at +her face. He recognized the Anglo-Saxon pallor. Out of the dead-white +shone two dark eyes, unnaturally bright. He raised his hat. + +"I beg your pardon," he began in English. + +The gate had swung open. The horses were plunging on the taut reins. The +lady drew her skirts in at her side and nodded. Lewis stepped into the +carriage. The horses shot forward and up the drive. + + + + +CHAPTER XXXI + + +"It was the only way," said the lady as Lewis handed her out of the +carriage. "The horses wouldn't wait, once the gates were open. What did +you wish to say?" + +"I--I wanted to ask you about the Leightons," stammered Lewis. "They +used to live here. That is--" + +"I know," said the lady. "Come up on the veranda." + +That veranda made Consolation Cottage seem farther away than ever to +Lewis. Its floor was tiled. Its roof was cleverly arranged to give a +pergola effect. It was quite vine-covered. The vines hid the glass that +made it rain-proof. In one corner rugs were placed, wicker chairs, a +swinging book-rack, and a tea-table. The lady motioned to Lewis to sit +down. She sat down herself and started drawing off her long gloves. She +looked curiously at Lewis's face. + +"You're a Leighton yourself, aren't you? Some relative to Mrs. Leighton +and Natalie?" + +Lewis nodded. + +"A cousin in some Scotch degree to Natalie," he said; "I don't know just +what." Then he turned his eyes frankly on her. + +"Where are they--Mrs. Leighton and--and Natalie?" + +"They are gone," said the lady. "They sold out here almost a year ago +and went back to the States. I have the address somewhere. I'll get it +for you." She went, but was back in a moment. + +"Thanks," said Lewis. He did not look at her any more or around him. His +eyes fixed vaguely on distance, as one's eyes do when the mind tells +them they are not wanted. + +The lady sat perfectly still and silent. The silence grew and grew until +by its own weight it suddenly brought Lewis back to the present and +confusion. He colored. His lips were opening in apology when the lady +spoke. + +"Where have you been?" she asked. + +Lewis gave her a grateful look. + +"I've been playing about the old place," he said, smiling. "Not alone. +Natalie, Shenton, and I. We've been racing through the pineapple-patch, +lying on our backs under an orange-tree, visiting the stables, and--and +Manoel's little house, hiding in the bramble-patch, and peeking over the +priest's wall." Lewis waved his hand at the scene that made his words so +incongruous. "Sounds to you like rank nonsense, I suppose." + +The lady shook her head. + +"No," she said--"no, it doesn't sound like nonsense." + +Then he asked her about Natalie. She told him many little things. At the +end she said: + +"I feel that I've told you nothing. Natalie is one of those persons that +we generally call a 'queer girl' because we haven't the intelligence or +the expression to define them. Our local wit said that she was a girl +whom every man considered himself good enough for, but that considered +herself too good for any man. That was unjust, but it sounded true +because sooner or later all the eligibles lined up before Natalie--and +in vain." The lady frowned. "But she wasn't selfish or hard. She used to +let them hang on till they just dropped off. She was one of those women +that nothing surprises. Her train was made up of the ugly and the +handsome--bore, prude, wit, and libertine. She gave them all something; +you could feel it. I think she got tired of giving and never taking." + +"Is she so beautiful?" asked Lewis. + +"Beautiful? Oh, no," said the lady, and then suddenly stopped and +straightened. She laughed. "Now I look back on it all, it seems she must +be beautiful, but--but I know she isn't. Now _I'm_ talking nonsense." + +"No, you 're not," said Lewis. "There are women like that." He reached +out for his hat and stick. + +"You're not going?" said the lady. "You'll stay to tea?" + +Lewis shook his head. + +"You've been very kind," he said, "but I must be going." + +Without rising, she took the hand that he held out and then sat and +watched his erect figure swing down the drive to the gate. Suddenly she +remembered him. They had been together in school. She did not call him +back. Bores are people that misjudge the values of impressions. The lady +was not a bore; she was a wise woman. + +By traveling overland to Rio, Lewis caught the newest and finest of the +big steam-packets plying between Buenos Aires and Southampton. This old +world of his had been moving apace in more ways than one. The years +since, with his father, he had made this same trip were comparatively +few, but during them progress had more than taken a long stride; it had +crossed a line. + +He dressed for dinner at eight. As he stepped into the dining-room, he +paused and stared. It was like walking into some smart London restaurant +after the theater. Gone were the long ship-boards at which for +generations human beings had been lined up like cattle at a trough. In +their place were scattered small tables, round and square, of a capacity +varying from two to eight. + +Around the tables wealth rioted. There were wealthy coffee-planters, who +spent a yearly fortune on their annual trip to Paris, surrounded by +their wives and such of their offspring as were old enough to escape the +nursery table; planters, sheep- and cattle-men from the Argentine, some +of them married, all accompanied; and women. Lewis had never before seen +so many beautiful women at one time. It was _the_ boat of the season. +Over all hung an atmosphere of vintage wines. + +Lewis was shown to a seat at a table for two. His _vis-ŕ-vis_ was a +rare, lonely little man. The black studs in his shirt seemed to explain +him. He was sour and morose till he found Lewis could speak French, then +he bubbled over with information. It transpired that the room was alive +with situations. + +"This is a crowded boat, but see the lady over there?" + +Lewis's eyes followed the speaker's backward nod. He saw a remarkably +beautiful blonde in evening dress sitting alone at a table for four. She +kept her eyes steadily on her plate. + +"We call her the Duchess," continued the little man. "She belongs to De +la Valla, the sugar king. He's got his daughters with him, so she had to +sit at another table, and he paid four passages for her so she'd be kept +alone." + +Lewis nodded politely. + +"Now slant your eyes over my left shoulder," continued the little man. + +To Lewis's surprise, he saw another beautiful woman, a bright-eyed +brunette, sitting alone at a table for four. He turned, interested, to +his table companion for the explanation. + +"Ah-ha!" said the little man, "you begin to wake up. That, my friend, is +Mlle. Folly Delaires. She's been playing in Buenos Aires. When she saw +people staring at the Duchess, she stepped up to the purser's office and +laid down the cash for a table for four. At first we thought it was just +vanity and a challenge, but we know her better now. She's just the devil +of mischief and several other things in the flesh. We ought all to be +grateful for her." + +Lewis looked curiously at Mlle. Delaires. He watched to see her get up. +She passed close to him. She did not have the height that his training +had taught him was essential to beauty, but she had certain attributes +that made one suddenly class height with other bloodless statistics. +From her crown of brown hair to her tiny slippers she was alive. +Vitality did not radiate from her, but it seemed to lurk, like a +constant, in her whole body and in her every supple movement. Lewis did +not see it, but she was of the type that forever takes and never gives. + +As she passed close by him he felt an utterly new sensation, as though +he were standing in a garden of narcotics, and lassitude were stealing +through his limbs. When she had gone, a single memory clung to him--the +memory of the wonderful texture of her skin. He had read in a child's +book of physiology that our skin breathes. The affirmation had meant +nothing to him beyond mechanics; now, suddenly, it meant much. He had +seen, felt, this woman's skin breathe, and its breath had been like the +fragrance of a flower. + +For the first time in his life Lewis looked on woman with blind eyes. +During almost three weeks the years that he had lived in familiar +contact with women stood him in good stead. He never spoke to the +bright-eyed rival to the Duchess, but he watched her from afar. Men +swarmed about her. She stood them as long as they amused her, and then +would suddenly shake them all off. There were days when she would let no +one come near her. There was no day when any man could say he had been +favored above another. + +Then came an evening when Lewis had dressed unusually early and slipped +up to the boat-deck to cool off before dinner. He sat down on a bench +and half closed his eyes. When he opened them again he saw a woman--the +woman, Folly Delaires--standing with her back to him at the rail. He had +not heard or seen her come. Almost without volition he arose and stepped +to the rail. He leaned on it beside her. She did not move away. + +"I want to kiss you," said Lewis, and trembled as he heard his own +words. + +The woman did not start. She turned her face slowly toward his. + +"And I want you to," she said. + + + + +CHAPTER XXXII + + +Within two weeks of Lewis's departure for South America, Leighton +returned from his shooting-trip. Despite the fact that he had not +written telling Lewis he was coming, he felt a great chagrin at finding +the flat deserted except for the ever-faithful Nelton. + +"Where's the boy?" was Leighton's first question. Even as he stepped +across the threshold he felt that he stepped into an empty house. + +"South America," said Nelton, relieving his master of hat, stick, and +gloves. + +"South America!" cried Leighton, dismayed, and then smiled. "Well, he's +getting his dad's tricks early. What for?" + +"Don't know, sir. Mr. Lewis said as you'd get it from her ladyship." + +Lady Derl was out of town. Leighton followed her, stayed two days, +decided her momentary entourage was not to his taste, and returned to +London. He reached the flat in the afternoon, just in time to receive a +caller. The caller was Vi. + +"Hallo!" said Leighton as Nelton showed her in, "this is fortune. Take +off your things and stay." + +"I will--some of them," drawled Vi; "but not just yet." She sat down. + +"What on earth are you doing in town?" asked Leighton. + +"Well," said Vi, "up to three weeks ago I was here at the beck and call +of your son. Then he suddenly took French leave." She turned and faced +Leighton. "Where has he gone? It isn't like one of you to be rude in +little things." + +"I don't think Lew meant to be rude," said Leighton. "He's gone to South +America. He heard about some cousins he 'd lost track of, and he just +bolted the next morning." + +"Cousins!" said Vi. "I didn't know any one still went in for family ties +to the extent of South America, short of a fat death." + +"No," said Leighton, smiling; there's no money in this trip. Why were +you at his beck and call?" + +"Model," said Vi, coolly. "He's been doing me." + +"Doing _you_!" said Leighton, looking at her curiously. + +"There, there," said Vi, "don't let your imagination run away with you. +Not in the nude. By the way, can you let me have the key? I left +something in the studio, and I didn't like to go to Nelton." + +"Certainly," said Leighton. "I'll walk by there with you." + +Vi gave a shrug of protest, but Leighton's back was already turned. He +fetched the key, and together they walked over to Lewis's atelier. When +they had climbed the stairs and were at the door, Vi said a little +breathlessly and without a drawl: + +"Do you mind very much not coming in? I won't be but a minute." + +Leighton glanced at her, surprised. "Not at all," he said, and handed +her the key. He took out a cigarette and lit it as she opened the door +and closed it behind her. He started pacing up and down the bare hall. +Presently he grew impatient, and glanced at his watch; then he stopped +short in his tracks. From behind the closed door came unmistakably the +sound of a woman sobbing. + +Leighton did not hesitate. He threw open the door and walked in. Except +for Vi, curled up in a little heap on the couch, the atelier was very +still, vast, somber. In its center shone a patch of light. In the patch +of light, on a low working pedestal, stood a statue. On the floor were a +tumbled cloth and a fallen screen. Leighton stood stock-still and +stared. + +The sculptured figure was that of a woman veiled in draperies that were +merely suggested. Her face, from where Leighton stood, was turned away. +Her right arm was half outstretched, her left hung at her side, but it +was peculiarly turned, as though to draw the watcher on. Then there was +the left thigh. Once the eye fell on that, all else was forgotten. Into +this sinking sweep had gone all the artist's terrific force of +expression and suggestion. No live man would have thought of the figure +as "Woman Leading the Way," once his eyes had fallen on that thigh. To +such a one the statue named itself with a single flash to the brain, and +the name it spoke was "Invitation." + +Leighton's first impulse was one of unbounded admiration--the admiration +we give to unbounded power. Then realization and a frown began to come +slowly to his face. Vi, crumpled up on the couch, and sobbing hard, dry +sobs,--the sobs that bring age,---helped him to realization. Lewis, his +boy, had done a base thing. + +Without moving, Leighton glanced about the room till his eyes fell on +the mallet. Then he stepped quickly to it, picked it up, and crossed to +the statue. Beneath his quick blows the brittle clay fell from the +skeleton wires in great, jagged chunks. With his foot he crushed a few +of them to powder. He tossed the mallet aside, and glanced at Vi. She +was still crying, but she had half risen at the sound of his blows, and +was staring at him through wet eyes. + +Leighton started walking up and down, the frown still on his brow. +Finally he came to a stop before the couch. + +"Vi," he said--"Vi, listen! You must tell me something. It isn't a fair +question, but never mind that." + +She lifted a tear-stained face. + +"Vi," said Leighton, tensely, "did he follow?" + +Vi raised herself on her arms and stared at him for a moment before she +gasped: + +"You fool, do you suppose I would have cared if he had followed?" Then +shame gripped her, and she threw herself full-length again, face down. +Her shoulders shook, but she made no sound. + +Leighton waited half an hour. He spent the time walking up and down and +smoking cigarettes. He was no longer frowning. At the end of the +half-hour he caught Vi by the arms and lifted her to her feet. + +"Come on," he said. + +Vi stared at him as one half-awakened. + +"I don't want to go anywhere," she said. "I'm very well here." + +"Nonsense!" said Leighton, "you don't realize what you're doing to +yourself. On my word, you look positively puttyish." + +"Puttyish!" cried Vi, a flush of anger rising to her face. "Grapes, +you're brutal! Since when have you learned to trample on a woman?" + +"That's better," said Leighton, coolly. "I thought it would rouse you a +bit." + +Vi almost smiled at herself. She laid her hand on Leighton's arm and +turned him toward the door. + +"And they still say that no man knows women," she said. She paused and +looked back at the fragments of the statue. Her lips twisted. "Even +boys," she added, "pick out our naked souls and slap them in our faces." + +As they walked slowly toward the flat, Vi said: + +"I know why you had to ask that question. I'm glad you did. You were +misjudging Lew. But you can be sure of one thing: no one but us three +ever saw that statue; I know now that no one but just Lew and myself +were ever meant to see it. He didn't want to model me that way. When I +asked for it, he hesitated, then suddenly he gave in." She paused for a +moment, then she added, "I believe it's part of a man's job to know when +to trample on women." + + + + +CHAPTER XXXIII + + +It was night at the flat. There was just chill enough in the air to +justify a cozy little fire. Through the open windows came the low hum of +London, subdued by walls and distance to the pitch of a friendly +accompaniment to talk. In two great leathern chairs, half facing each +other, Vi and Leighton sat down, the fire between them. + +They had been silent for a long time. Vi had been twisting her fingers, +staring at them. Her lips were half open and mobile. She was even +flushed. Suddenly she locked her hands and leaned forward. + +"Grapes," she said without a drawl, "I have seen myself. It is terrible. +Nothing is left." + +Leighton rose and stepped into his den. He came back slowly with two +pictures in his hands. + +"Look at these," he said. "If you were ten years older, you'd only have +to glance at them, and they'd open a door to memory." + +Vi gazed at the pictures, small paintings of two famous Spanish dancers. +One was beautiful, languorous, carnal; the other was neither languorous +nor carnal despite her wonderful body, and she was certainly not +beautiful. Vi laid the second picture down and held the first. Then +almost unconsciously she reached out her hand for the discarded picture. +Gradually the face that was not beautiful drew her until attention grew +into absorption. The portrait of the languorous beauty fell to her lap +and then slipped to the floor, face down. Leighton laughed. + +Vi glanced up. + +"Why?" she asked. + +"Oh, nothing," said Leighton, "except that the effect those pictures had +on you is an exact parallel to the way the two originals influenced men. +For that----" Leighton waved a hand at the picture on the floor--"men +gave all they possessed in the way of worldly goods, and then Wondered +why they'd done it. But for her--the one you 're looking at----" + +He broke off. "You never heard of De Larade? De Larade spent all of his +short life looking for animate beauty, and worshiping it when he found +it. But he died leaning too far over a balcony to pick a flower for the +Woman you're staring at." + +"Why?" asked Vi again. "You knew her, of course. Tell me about her." + +"I'm going to," said Leighton. "The first time I saw her on the stage +she seemed to me merely an extra-graceful and extra-sensuous Spanish +dancer. Nothing to rave over, nothing to stimulate a jaded palate. I +could have met her; I decided I didn't want to. Later on I did meet her, +not in her dressing-room, but at a house where she was the last person I +expected to see." + +Leighton picked up a cigarette, lighted it, and sat down. + +"The place ought to have protected her," he continued, "but when you've +seen two thirds of a woman's body, it takes a lot of atmosphere to make +you forget it. We were in a corner by ourselves. I can't remember just +what I did. Probably laid my hand on her arm with intent. Well, Vi, she +didn't thrill the way your blood and mine has thrilled an occasion. She +just shrank. Then she frowned, and the frown made her look really ugly. +'Don't forget,' she whispered to me, 'that I'm a married woman. I never +forget it--not for one minute.'" + +Leighton blew a cloud of smoke at the fire. It twisted into wreaths and +whirled up the chimney. + +"Quite a facer, eh?" he went on. "But it didn't down me. It only woke me +up. 'Have you ever had a man sit down with you beside him and hold you +so,' I asked her, 'with your back to his knees, your head in his hands +and his eyes and his mouth close to yours--a man that wasn't trying to +get to a single goal, but was content to linger with you in the land of +dreams?' + +"Believe me, Vi, the soul of a pure woman that every man thinks he has a +right to make love to is the shyest of all souls. Such a woman sheds +innuendo and actions with the proverbial ease of a duck disposing of a +shower. But just words--the right words--will bring tears to her eyes. +Well, I'd stumbled on the right words." + +"'No,' she said, with a far-away look, 'I've never had a man hold me +like that. Why?'" + +"'Why?' I said, 'Because I will--some day.'" + +"'You!'" + +"I can't give you all the derision she put into that 'you!' Then her +face and her eyes went as hard as flint. 'Money?' she asked, and I +answered, 'No; love.'" + +Leighton looked at his cigarette end and flipped it into the fire. + +"She laughed, of course, and when she laughed she became to me the most +unattainable and consequently the most desirable of women. I was at that +age. + +"Well, to cut the story short, I went mad over her, but it wasn't the +madness that loses its head. It was just cunning--the cunning with a +touch of fanaticism that always reaches its goal. I laid seige to her by +day and by night, and at last, one day, she sent for me. She was alone; +I could see that she meant us to be alone. She made me sit down. She +stood in front of me. To my eyes she had become beautiful. I wanted her, +really wanted her. + +"What she said was this: 'I've sent for you because, if you keep on, +you're going to win. No, don't get up. Before you keep on, I want to +tell you something about myself--about what I believe with all my soul. +I don't have to tell you that I'm a good woman; you know it. The first +time you saw me dance you were rather disgusted, weren't you? I nodded. +'What do you think of my dancing now?" + +"I remember my answer to that. It was: 'You possess people gradually, +you hold them forever. It's more than personality with you, it's power.' + +"Her eyes were fastened on me. They drew mine. 'That's right,' she said; +'look at me. I want you to look at me. You see I'm an ugly woman.' I +cried out in protest, and I meant it. Her face went suddenly hard. 'You +fool,' she said, 'say that I'm pretty--say it now!' And I cried out at +her, 'Not when you look like that. But you can assume beauty. You know +it.' + +"She seemed to pause in her thoughts at that and smiled. 'Can I--for +you?' she asked in a way that made her divine. Then she jerked herself +back. 'I'm an ugly woman. My body is wonderful. Look!' She raised her +long arms, which were bare, gave a half-turn, and glanced at me over her +shoulder. An apparently simple movement, but it was consummate in grace +and display. 'You see?' she said, with a flashing smile. Then she turned +and stood stolidly. 'I didn't have a body worth speaking of once. What +I've got I made--every bit of it.' + +"She sat down sidewise on a chair, folded her arms on the back of it, +and looked at me over them. 'I have that power you were speaking of. Do +you know just in what consists a woman's power over a man? I'll tell +you: in keeping eternally just one thing that he wants.' + +"She paused a long time on that, then she went on: 'Some women hold +their own in the world and their men by beauty, others by wit, others by +culture, breeding, and occasionally there's a woman clever enough to +hold her place and her man by wealth. I've got none of these things. +I've got only one great gift of God by which I hold my power. When +that's gone, all is gone. Wise people have told me so. I know it is +true.' She rose slowly, came and stood close beside me. 'It's--it's +this--that I'm still my own. Do you want to--to rob me?" + +Leighton paused, staring into the fire. + +"That was the time," he said, "I went off on my longest shooting-trip. I +never saw her again." He looked up. Vi was very pale. + +"You have been cruel--cruel to me," she said. + +Leighton sprang to his feet and started walking up and down. + +"I have not," he said. "The trouble with you women is you're forever +wanting to have your cake and eat it, too. If you thought I was going to +comfort you with sophist assurances that there's a way out of paying the +price for the kind of life you've led, you were just wrong. What I'm +trying to do is to give you a prescription for an individual sick soul, +not a well one." + +He stopped and pointed at the picture lying on Vi's lap. + +"Don't you see where her philosophy helps you? You've got all the +elements of power that she lacked--beauty, wit, breeding, wealth, +and--yes--and mind. She had that, too, but she didn't know it. With all +that of your cargo left, can't you trade honestly with life? Can't you +make life worth while, not only just to yourself? You'll be trading in +compensations, it's true." + +Leighton started walking up and down again. + +"In one of my many brilliant moments," he went on, "I defined a +compensation to Lewis as something that doesn't quite compensate. There +you have the root of most of the sadness in life. But believe me, my +dear girl, almost all the live people you and I know are trading in +compensations, and this is what I want you to fasten on. Some of them do +it nobly." + +Leighton stood with folded arms, frowning at the floor. Vi looked up at +him but could not catch his eye. She rose, picked up her wraps, and then +came and stood before him. She laid her fingers on his arms. + +"Grapes," she said, still without a drawl, "you _have_ helped me--a lot. +Good night." She held up her lips. + +"No, Vi," said Leighton, gravely. "Just give up paying even for kindness +with a kiss." + +Vi nodded her head. + +"You're right; only--that kiss wouldn't have been as old as I." She +turned from him. "I don't think I'll call you 'Grapes' any more." + +"Yes, you will," said Leighton. "We're born into one name; we earn +another. We've got a right to the one we earn. You see, even a man can't +have his cake----" + +But, with a wave of her hand, Vi was gone. Leighton heard Nelton running +down the stairs to call a cab for her. + + + + +CHAPTER XXXIV + + +Mlle. Folly Delaires was not born within a stone's throw of the Paris +fortifications, as her manager would have liked you to believe, but in +an indefinite street in Cockneydom, so like its mates that, in the words +of Folly herself, she had to have the homing instinct of a pigeon to +find it at all. Folly's original name had been--but why give it away? +She was one of those women who are above and beyond a name--of a class, +or, rather, of a type that a relatively merciful world produces +sparingly. She was all body and no soul. + +From the moment that Lewis kissed Folly, and then kissed her several +times more, discovering with each essay depths in the art which even his +free and easy life had never given him occasion to dream of, he became +infatuated--so infatuated that the following dialogue passed over him +and did not wake him. + +"Why are you crying?" asked Lewis, whom tears had never before made +curious. + +"I'm crying," gasped Folly, stamping her little foot, "because it's +taken so _long_!" + +Lewis looked down at her brown head, buried against his shoulder, and +asked dreamily: + +"Are you spirit and flower, libertine and saint?" + +To which Folly replied: "Well, I was the flower-girl once in a great +hit, and I played 'The Nun' last season, you remember. As for spirits, I +had the refusal of one of the spirit parts in the first "Blue Bird" +show, but there were too many of them, so I turned it down. I'd have +felt as though I'd gone back to the chorus. Libertine," she mused +finally--"what _is_ a libertine?" + +Lewis's father could have looked at Folly from across the street and +given her a very complete and charming definition for a libertine in one +word. But Lewis had not yet reached that wisdom which tells us that man +learns to know himself last of all. He did not realize that your +true-born libertine never knows it. Whatever Folly's life may have been, +and he thought he had no illusions on that score, he seized upon her +question as proving that she still held the potential bloom of youth and +a measure of innocence. + +To do her justice, Folly was young, and also she had asked her question +in good faith. As to innocence--well, what has never consciously +existed, causes no lack. Folly's little world was exceedingly broad in +one way and as narrow in another, but, like few human worlds, it +contained a miracle. The miracle was that it absolutely satisfied her. +She dated happiness, content, and birth itself from the day she went +wrong. + +She had the appearance of being frank, open, and lovable, just as she +had that appearance of culture which every woman of her type gets from +the cultivated class of men they prey upon. Pet her, and she murmured +softly in the king's best English: scratch her, and, like the rock that +Moses struck, she burst forth in a surprising torrent. Without making +others merry, she was eternally merry. Without ever feeling the agony of +thirst, she instilled thirst. A thousand broken-hearted women might have +looked on her as an avenging sword, if the sword hadn't been two-edged. +She had a motto, a creed, a philosophy, packed into four words: "Be +loved; never love." + +If both parts of this creed had not been equally imperative, Lewis might +have escaped. His aloofness was what doomed him. Like all big-game +hunters, Folly loved the rare trophy, the thing that's hard to get. By +keeping his distance, Lewis pressed the spring that threw her into +action. Almost instinctively she concentrated on him all her forces of +attraction, and Folly's forces of attraction, once you pressed the +spring, were simply dynamic. Beneath that soft, breathing skin of hers +was such store of vitality, intensity, and singleness of purpose as only +the vividly monochromatic ever bring to bear on life. + +Lewis, unconsciously in very deep waters indeed, reached London in a +state of ineffable happiness. Not so Folly. Lewis had awakened in her +desire. With her, desire was merely the prelude to a natural +consummation. Folly was worried because one of the first and last things +Lewis had said to her was, "Darling, when will you marry me?" To which +she had replied, but without avail, "Let's think about that afterward." + +When Lewis reached the flat on a Saturday night, he did not have to tell +his father that something wonderful had happened. Leighton saw it in his +face--a face suddenly become more boyish than it had ever been before. +They rushed feverishly through dinner, for Lewis's mood was contagious. +Then they went into the living-room, and straight for the two big +leather chairs which, had they lacked that necessary measure of +discretion which Nelton had assigned to them, might have told of many a +battle of the mind with the things that are. + +"Well, Boy," said Leighton, "what is it?" + +"Dad," cried Lewis, with beaming face, "I've found the woman--the +all-embracing woman." + +Leighton's mind wandered back to the tales of Lewis's little pal +Natalie. + +"Tell me about her--again," he said genially. + +"Again!" cried Lewis. "But you've never heard of her--not from me, +anyway." + +"What's her name?" asked Leighton, half aroused. + +"Her name," said Lewis, smiling absently into the fire, "is Folly--Folly +Delaires." + +Leighton was a trained stalker of dangerous game. Surprise never +startled him into movement. It stilled him. Old Ivory had once said of +him that he could make his heart stop beating at the smell of elephant; +which is quite a different thing from having your heart stop beating on +its own hook. When Lewis said, "Folly--Folly Delaires," Leighton +suddenly became intensely still. He remained still for so long that +Lewis looked up. + +"Well, Dad, what Is it?" he asked, still smiling. "Have you heard of +her?" + +"Yes," said Leighton, quietly, "I've heard of her. I've even seen her. +She's a beautiful--she has a beautiful body. Tell me just how it +happened." + +Then Lewis talked, and Leighton appeared to listen. He knew all the +stages of that _via dolorosa_ too well to have to pay close attention to +Lewis's description, of the first emotional step of man toward man's +surest tribulation. + +There was no outburst from Leighton when Lewis finished. On the +contrary, he made an effort to hide his thoughts, and succeeded so well +that, had it not been for a touch of bitterness in his smile, Lewis +might have been led to think that with this active calm his father would +have received the announcement of his son's choice of any woman. + +"Dad," said Lewis, troubled, "why do you smile like that?" + +"I am smiling," said Leighton, "at the tragedy of philanthropy. Any man +can get; it takes a genius to give. There are things I've got that I'd +like to give you now--on the eve of your greatest trouble." Lewis threw +up his head in amazement. He would have protested but, with a +half-raised hand, Leighton stilled him. "No," he went on, "I don't +expect you to acquire prescience all in a moment, nor do I expect myself +to acquire the genius of giving to a sudden need in half an hour. Let's +let things stand this way. You love Folly Delaires; I don't. I don't +want to be converted, and you don't. But one of us has simply got to be, +because--well--because I like to think we've lived too long together in +spirit to take to two sides of a fence now." + +Lewis felt a sudden depression fall on him, all the more terible for the +exaltation that had preceded it. + +"Two sides of a fence, Dad?" he said. "That can never be. I--I've just +got to convert you. When you know her, she'll help me." + +The two rose to their feet on a common impulse. Leighton laid his hand +on Lewis's shoulder. + +"Boy," he said, "forgive me for making your very words my own. I have no +illusions as to the power of woman. She is at once the supreme source of +happiness and of poignant suffering. You think your woman will help you; +I think she'll help me. That neutralizes her a bit, doesn't it? It +reduces our battle to the terms of single combat--unless one of us is +right about Folly." + +"But, Dad," stammered Lewis, "I don't _want_ a battle." + +Leighton pressed his hand down. Unconsciously Lewis straightened under +the pressure. + +"Listen to this," said Leighton. "The battles of life aren't served up +like the courses at a dinner that you can skip at will. In life we have +to fight. Mostly we have to fight people we love for things we love +better. Sometimes we fight them for the very love we bear them. You and +I are going to fight each other because we can't help it. Let's fight +like gentlemen--to the finish--and smile. My boy, you don't know Folly." + +"It's you who don't know Folly, Dad," said Lewis, He tried to smile, but +his lips twitched treacherously. Not since Leighton had gambled with +him, and won all he possessed, had such a blow been dealt to his faith. + + + + +CHAPTER XXXV + + +Both Lewis and his father passed a miserable night, but not even Nelton +could have guessed it when the two met in the morning for a late Sunday +breakfast. Leighton felt a touch of pride in the bearing of his son. He +wondered if Lewis had taken to heart a saying of his: "To feel sullen is +human nature; to show it is ill breeding." He decided that he hadn't, on +the grounds that no single saying is ever more than a straw tossed on +the current of life. + +When they had finished breakfast in their accustomed cheerful silence, +Leighton settled down to a long cigar and his paper. + +"I suppose you're off to see your lady," he said casually. + +Lewis laughed. + +"Not yet. She isn't up until twelve ever." + +"Doesn't get up until twelve?" said Leighton. "You've found that out, +eh?" + +"I didn't say 'doesn't get up'; I said 'isn't.' She gets up early +enough, but it takes her hours. I've never even heard of a woman that +takes such care of herself." + +Leighton laid his paper aside. + +"By the way," he said, "I've a confession to make to you, one that has +worried me for some days. Your little affair drove it out of my mind +last night." + +"Well, Dad, go ahead," said Lewis. "I won't be hard on you." + +"Have you any recollection of what you were working on before you went +away?" + +For a moment Lewis's face looked blank, then suddenly it flushed. He +turned sharp eyes on his father. + +"I left the studio locked," he said. + +Leighton colored in his turn. + +"I forgive you that," he said quietly. "Just after I came back to town +Vi called and told me she had been posing for you. She said she had left +something in the studio that she wanted to fetch herself. She asked me +for the key." + +Lewis's hands were clenched. + +"Well?" he asked. + +"I went with her--to the door. She asked me to wait outside. She was +gone a long time. I heard her sobbing----" + +"Sobbing? Vi?" + +Leighton nodded. + +"So--so I went in." + +Father and son looked steadily at each other for a moment. Then Lewis +said: + +"You've forgiven me for my thought, Dad; now I beg your pardon for it. I +suppose you saw that that bit of modeling was never intended for the +Salon? It was meant for Vi--because--well, because I liked her enough +to----" + +"I know," interrupted Leighton. "Well, it worked. It worked as such +cures seldom do. While Vi was sobbing her heart out on the couch, I +smashed up the statue with a mallet. That's my confession." + +Lewis did not move. + +"Did you hear what I said?" asked Leighton. "I smashed up your model of +Vi." + +"I heard you, Dad," said Lewis. "But you mustn't expect me to get +excited over it, because it's what I should have done myself, once she +had seen it." + +"When I did it," continued Leighton, "I had no doubts; but since then +I've thought a lot. I want you to know that if that cast had gone into +marble or bronze, it would have had the eternal life of art itself." + +Lewis flushed with pleasure. He knew that such praise from his father +must have been weighed a thousand times before it gained utterance. Only +from one other man on earth could commendation bring such a thrill. As +the name of Le Brux came to his mind, it fell from his father's lips. + +"Le Brux has been giving me an awful talking to." + +"Le Brux!" cried Lewis. "Has he been here?" + +"Only in spirit," said Leighton, smiling. "And this is what he said in +his voice of thunder: 'If I had been here, I would have stood by that +figure with a mallet and smashed the head of any man that raised a +finger against it. What is the world coming to when a mere life weighs +more in the balance than the most trifling material expression of +eternity? + +"'But, Master,' I said, 'a gentleman must always remember the woman.' + +"To which he replied, 'What business has an artist to be anything so +small as a mere gentleman? It is not alone for fame and repute that we +great have our being. If by the loss of my single soul I can touch a +thousand other souls to life, bring sight to the blind and hearing to +ears that would not hear, what, then, is my soul? Nothing.'" + +Leighton stopped and leaned forward. + +"Then he said this, and the thunder was gone from his voice: 'When all +the trappings of the world's religions have rotted away, the vicarious +intention and example of Christ will still stand and bring a surge to +the hearts of unforgetful men. Thou child, believe me, what humanity has +gained of the best is founded solidly on sacrifice--on the individual +ruin of many men and women and little children.'" + +Leighton paused. Lewis was sitting with locked hands. He was trying to +detach his mind from personalities. + +"That's a great sophistry, isn't it?" he said. + +"Do you know the difference between a sophistry and a great sophistry?" +asked Leighton. "A sophistry is a lie; a great sophistry is merely +super-truth." + +"I can see," he went on, "that it's difficult for you to put yourself +outside sculpture. Let's switch off to literature, because literature, +next to music, is the supreme expression in art. I heard one of the +keenest men in London say the other day, 'The man who writes a book that +everybody agrees with is one of two things: a mere grocer of amusement +or a mental pander to cash.' + +"You've read Irving's tales of the Catskills and of the Alhambra. +Vignettes. I think I remember seeing you read Hawthorne's "Scarlet +Letter." I pick out two Americans because to-day our country supports +more literary grocers and panders than the rest of the world put +together. It isn't the writers' fault altogether. You can't turn a +nation from pap in a day any more than you can wean a baby on lobster _ŕ +la_ Newburg. + +"But to get back. You might say that Irving gives the lie to my keen +friend unless you admit, as I do, that Irving was not a writer of books +so much as a painter of landscapes. He painted the scenes that were dear +to his heart, and in his still blue skies he hung the soft mists of +fable, of legend, and of the pageant of a passing race. Hawthorne was +his antithesis--a painter of portraits of the souls of men and women. +That's the highest achievement known to any branch of art." Leighton +paused. "Do you know why those two men wrote as they did?" + +Lewis shook his head. + +"Because, to put it in unmistakable English, they had something on their +chest, and they had to get it off. Irving wrote to get away from life. +Hawthorne never wrote to get away from life,--he wrote himself into it +forever and forever." + +Leighton paused to get his cigar well alight. + +"And now," he went on, "we come to the eternal crux. Which is beauty? +Irving's placid pictures of light, or Hawthorne's dark portrayals of the +varying soul of man?" He turned to Lewis. "What's your idea of a prude?" + +"A prude," stammered Lewis--"why a prude's a person with an exaggerated +idea of modesty, isn't it?" + +"Bah!" said Leighton, "you are as flat as a dictionary. A prude is a far +more active evil than that. A prude, my boy, is one who has but a single +eye, and that in the back of his head, and who keeps his blind face set +toward nature. If he would be content to walk backward, the world would +get along more easily, and would like him better the farther he walked. +The reason the live world has always hated prudes is that it's forever +being stumbled on by them. Your prude clutches Irving to the small of +his back and cries, 'This alone is beauty!' But any man with two eyes +looks and answers, 'You are wrong; this is beauty alone.' + +"And now do you see where we've come out? To make a thing of beauty +alone is to bring a flash of joy to a hard-pressed world. But joy is +never a force, not even an achievement. It's merely an acquisition. It +isn't alive. The man who writes on paper or in stone one throbbing cry +of the soul has lifted the world by the power of his single arm. He +alone lives. And it is written that you shall know life above all the +creatures that are in sea and land and in the heavens above the earth by +this sign: sole among the things that are, life is its own source and +its own end." + +Leighton stopped. + +"You see now," he added, "why half of me is sorry that it let the other +half smash up that cast. What claim has a puny person against one +flicker of eternal truth?" + +"Yes," said Lewis, slowly, "I see. I can follow your logic to the very +end. I can't answer it. All I know is that I myself--I couldn't have +paid the price, nor--nor let Vi pay it." + +"And to tell you the truth," said Leighton with a smile, "I don't know +that I'm sorry." Lewis rose to his feet. + +"Well, Dad," he said, "it's about twelve o'clock." + +"Go ahead, my boy," said Leighton. "Bring the lady to lunch to-day or +any other day--if she'll come. Just telephone Nelton." + + + + +CHAPTER XXXVI + + +DURING the next few days Leighton saw little of his son and nothing of +Folly, but he learned quite casually that the lady was occupying an +apartment overlooking Hyde Park. From that it was easy for him to guess +her address, and one morning, without saying anything to Lewis of his +plans, he presented himself at Folly's door. A trim maid opened to his +ring. + +"Is Mlle. Delaires in, my dear?" asked Leighton. + +The maid stiffened, and peered intently at Leighton, who stood at ease +in the half-dusk of the hall. When she had quite made out his trim, +well-dressed figure, she decided not to be as haughty as she had at +first intended. + +"Miss Delaires," she said, without quite unbending, however, "is not in +to callers at half after ten; she's in her bath." + +"I am fortunate," remarked Leighton, coolly. "Will you take her my +card?" He weighted it with a sovereign. + +"Oh, sir," said the maid, "it's not fair for me to take it. She won't be +seeing you. I can promise." + +"Where shall I wait?" asked Leighton, stepping past her. + +"This way, sir." + +He was shown into a small, but dainty, sitting-room. The door beyond was +ajar, and before the maid closed it he caught a glimpse of a large +bedroom still in disarray. In the better light the maid glanced at his +face and then at his card. + +"What kin are you to Mr. Lewis Leighton, please, sir?" she asked. + +"I have every reason to believe that I'm his father," said Leighton, +smiling. + +"I should say you had, sir," answered the maid, with a laugh, "if looks +is a guaranty. But even so she won't see you, I'm afraid." + +"I don't mind much if she doesn't," said Leighton. "Just to have had +this chat with you makes it a charming morning." + +In saying that Miss Delaires was in her bath, the maid had committed an +anachronism. Folly was not in her bath. She had been in her bath over an +hour ago; now she was in her bandages. + +Folly's bath-room was not as large as her bedroom, but it was larger +than anything since Rome. To the casual glance, its tiled floor and +walls and its numerous immaculate fittings, nickel-trimmed and +glass-covered, gave the impression of a luxurious private-clinic +theater. Standing well away from one wall was, in fact, a glass +operating-table of the latest and choicest design. A more leisurely +inspection of the room, however, showed this operating-table to be the +only item--if a large-boned Swedish masseuse be omitted--directly +reminiscent of a surgery. All the other glittering appliances, including +an enormous porcelain tub, were subtly allied to the cult of healthy +flesh. + +At the moment when the maid entered with Leighton's card, Folly was +virtually indistinguishable. She could only be guessed at in the +mummy-like form extended, but not stretched, if you please, on the +operating-table. Her face, all but a central oval, was held in a thin +mask of kidskin, and her whole body, from neck to peeping pink toes, was +wrapped closely in bandages soaked with cold cream. The bath-tub was +still half-full of tepid water, from which rose faint exhalations of the +latest attar, so delicate that they attained deception, and made one +look around instinctively for flowers. + +Folly's big brown eyes seemed to be closed, but in reality they were +fixed on a little clock in plain, white porcelain, to match the room, +which stood on a glass shelf high on the wall in front of her. "I'm sure +that old clock has stopped," she cried petulantly to the masseuse. "Tell +me if it's ticking." + +"Ut's ticking," said the _masseuse_, patiently. Then she added, as +though she were reciting: "Be mindful. Youth is a fund that can be saved +up like pennies. The tenure of youth and beauty is determined by the +amount and the quality--" + +"Of relaxation," chanted Folly, breaking in. "It is not enough that the +body be relaxed; wrinkles come from the mind. Relax your mind even as +you relax your fingers and your toes. Tra-la-la, la-la!" Folly wriggled +the free tips of her pink toes. She felt the maid come in. "What do you +want, Marie?" + +"Nothing, Miss," said the maid; "only I think something must of +happened." + +"Nothing, only something's happened," mimicked Folly. "Well, what's +happened?" + +"It's Mr. Lewis's governor, Miss, please. He's here, and he says he just +must see you." + +"So you let him in, did you? At half-past ten in the morning? How much +did he give you?" + +"Oh, nothing at all, Miss." Marie paused. "He's that charming he didn't +have to give me anything." + +"H--m--m!" said Folly. "Well, go ask him what he wants." + +"He won't say, Miss. He's that troubled he just keeps his eyes on the +floor, an' says as he has something private he must tell you. Perhaps +Mr. Lewis has broke his leg. I'm sure I don't know." + +"Come on, Buggins," said Miss Delaires to the masseuse. "Don't you hear? +There's a gentleman waiting to see me." + +Buggins shook her head. + +"The hour ut is not finish," she said calmly. "Five minutes yet." And +for five long minutes Folly had to wait. Then the _masseuse_ went +swiftly into action. Off came the mask and the long, moist bandages. As +the bandages uncoiled, Marie rolled them up tightly and placed them, one +after the other, on the glass shelves of a metal sterilizer. Buggins +rolled up her white sleeves, and entered forthwith on the major rite. + +First she massaged Folly's full, round neck; then her swift, deep +fingers, passed down one arm and felt out every muscle, every joint, to +the tips of Folly's fingers. Back up the arm again, across the bosom, +and down the other arm. Back to the neck once more, and then down and +around the body to the very last joint of Folly's very last and very +little toe. + +Folly let go a great sigh, sprang from the table, and stood erect, young +and alive in every fiber, in the center of the blue and white bath-rug. +The film of cold cream was quite gone. But the _masseuse_ was not yet +content. She caught up a soft, scented towel and passed it deftly over +arms, body, and legs, not forgetting the last little toe. When she +finished, she was on her knees. She looked up and nodded to Folly's +inquiring glance. + +Folly gave a little laugh of pure delight, and stretched. She held her +doubled fists high above her head. Her whole body glowed in an even, +unblemished pink. Verily, it seemed to breathe; it breathed with the +breath of flowers. And no wonder! + +When she had finished stretching, Marie was holding ready a gown of +silk,--dark blue, with a foam of lace at the throat and on the broad +half-sleeves,--and Buggins had placed lamb's-wool slippers just before +her feet. But Folly was too full of animal to be even so softly +imprisoned just yet. With a chuckle of mischief, she gave them each a +quick push and darted across the room and out by the door. + +Maid and masseuse followed her into the bedroom with protesting cries. +The bedroom had been put in order. Only the bed itself, dressed merely +in a fresh white sheet and pillows, looked a little naked, for the +bedclothes proper had been carried out to air. In the center of the bed +was Folly, curled up like a kitten. Her hair had tumbled down into two +thick, loose braids. She submitted now to the gown, and wrapped herself +carefully in it. Propped high against the pillows, a braid of brown hair +falling forward over each shoulder, and her bare arms lying still at her +sides, she looked very demure indeed and very sweet. + +"Bring tea, Marie," she said softly, "and show in Daddy Leighton." + + + + +CHAPTER XXXVII + + +LEIGHTON'S first feeling on entering Folly's bedroom was one of despair. +All his knowledge of the highways and byways of the feminine mind was +only enough to make him recognize, as he glanced about the room, that he +was about to encounter more! than a personality, that he was face to +face with a force. + +The most illuminating thing that can be said about Folly's bedroom is +that Leighton saw the bedroom--the whole of it--before he consciously +saw Folly. The first impression that the room gave was one of fresh +air--the weighted air of a garden in bloom, however, rather than that of +some wind-swept plain. The next, was one of an even and almost stolid +tone, neither feminine nor masculine, in the furnishings. They were +masterfully impersonal. + +To Leighton, who had had the run of every grade of greasy, professional +dressing-room, chaotic and slovenly beyond description, and of boudoirs, +professional and otherwise, each in its appropriate measure a mirror of +the character of its occupant, the detachment of this big room came as a +shock. There were only eight pieces of furniture, of which four were +chairs, yet there was no sense of emptiness. The proportions of the +remaining objects would have dwarfed a far larger space. + +Along the whole length of one wall stood an enormous press in mahogany, +with sliding-doors. Two of the doors were slightly open, for Folly knew +that clothes, like people and flowers, need a lot of air. Leighton +caught a glimpse of filmy nothings hanging on racks; of other nothings, +mostly white, stacked on deep shelves; of a cluster of hats clinging +like orchids to invisible bumps; and last and least, of tiny slippers +all in a row. + +At right angles to the press, but well away from it, stood a +dressing-table surmounted by a wide, low swivel-mirror. The table was +covered with tapestry under glass. The dull gleam of the tapestry seemed +to tone down and control the glittering array of toilet articles in +monogrammed gold. Facing the press, stood a large trinity cheval-glass, +with swinging wings. In the center of the room was the bed. Behind the +bed and on each side of it were two high windows. They carried no +hangings, but were fitted with three shades, differing in weight and +color, and with adjustable porcelain Venetian blinds which could be made +to exclude light without excluding air. + +Folly's bed was a mighty structure. Like the rest of the furniture, it +was of mahogany. It was a four-poster, but posts would be a misleading +term applied to the four fluted pillars that carried the high canopy. +The canopy itself was trimmed with no tassels or hangings except for a +single band of thick tapestry brought just low enough to leave the +casual observer in doubt as to whether there really was a canopy at all. + +Having taken in all the surroundings at a glance, Leighton's eyes +finally fell upon Folly. She lay in a puzzling, soft glow of light. +Resting high on the pillows, she reached scarcely half-way down the +length of the great bed. For a second they looked at each other +solemnly. Then Leighton's glance passed from her face to the two braids +of hair, down the braids to her bare arms demurely still at her sides, +down her carefully wrapped figure, down, down to her pink toes. Folly +was watching that glance. As it reached her toes, she gave them a quick +wriggle. Leighton jumped as if some one had shot at him, and solemnity +made a bolt through the open windows, hotly pursued by a ripple and a +rumble of laughter. + +When Leighton had finished laughing, he sat down in a chair and sighed. +He was trying to figure out just what horse-power it would have taken to +drag him away from Folly at Lewis's age. Where was he going to find the +power? For the first time in many years he trembled before a situation. +He began to talk casually, trying to lead up to the object of his call. +Two things, however, distracted him. One was the puzzling glow of light +that bathed Folly and the bed, the other was Folly herself. + +Folly was very polite indeed as far as occasional friendly interjections +went, but as to genuine attention she was distinctly at fault. She did +not look at Leighton while he talked, but held her gaze dreamily on what +would have been the sky above her had not three floors of apartments, a +roof, and several other things intervened. + +Finally Leighton exclaimed in exasperation: + +"_What_ are you staring at?" + +Folly started as though she had just wakened, and turned her eyes on +him. + +"You're too far away," she said. "If you really want to talk to me, come +over here." She patted the bed at her side. + +Leighton crossed over, and sat on the edge of the bed. Something made +him look up. His jaw dropped. There was a canopy to Folly's bed. It +consisted of one solid sweep of French mirror so limpid that reflection +became reality. It was fringed with tiny veiled lights. + +Once more Folly's gay ripple of laughter rang out, but it was +unaccompanied this time. Leighton's fighting blood was up. He stared at +her stolidly. + +"Look here," he said, "I _do_ want to talk to you. Put out those cursed +little lights!" + +"Oh, dear!" gasped Folly as she switched off the lights, "you're such a +funny man! You make me laugh. Please don't do it any more." + +"I won't try any harder than I have so far," said Leighton, grimly. +"This is what I came to say to you. My boy wants to marry you. I don't +want him to. I might as well confess that during the last ten minutes +I've given up any ideas I had of buying you off. I'm not worth a +million." + +"You poor dear," said Folly, "don't worry any longer. I don't want to +marry Lew. Ask me something else." + +"I will," said Leighton. "It's just this. Chuck Lew over. Get rid of +him. It will hurt him, I know. I can understand that better now than I +did before. But I'd rather hurt him a bit that way than see him on the +rack." + +"Thanks," said Folly; "but, you see, I can't get rid of him. You can't +get rid of something you haven't got." She smiled. "Don't you see? I'll +have to get him before I can oblige you." + +"Don't bother," said Leighton. "A clever woman like you often gets rid +of something she hasn't got. Look here, you don't want to marry Lew, +and, what's more, you don't love him. You couldn't marry him if you +wanted to. You know it isn't in you to marry any man. But I tell you, +Folly, if it really was in you truly to marry Lew, I'd give in and bless +you. I wouldn't have yesterday, but I would to-day; because, my dear, +you are simply made up of charms. The only thing missing is a soul." + +"You talk better than Lew--not so silly," remarked Folly. "But what's +the use of all this palaver about marrying? I've told you I don't want +to marry him." + +"Well, what do you want, then?" + +"I want Lew," said Folly, smiling. She sat up, and drew her knees into +the circle of her arms. "He's an awfully nice boy. So like you, Marie +says. I just want him to have. _You_ know." + +"Yes," said Leighton, dryly. "Well, you can't have him." + +"Can't have him?" repeated Folly, straightening. "Why not?" + +"Because I don't want you to." + +"But why?" + +"Well," said Leighton, "I don't believe in that sort of thing." + +"Oh, oh!" cried Folly, "now you're trying to make me laugh again! By the +way, _are_ you Mr. Grapes Leighton?" + +"I am," said Leighton, flushing. + +Folly called the maid. + +"Marie," she said, "bring me my scrap-book--the oldest one." + +Leighton moved back to the chair and sat down with a resigned air. Marie +brought in a huge scrap-book, and placed it on a bracket tea-tray that +swung in over the bed. Folly opened the book and turned the leaves +slowly. "Here we are," she said at last, and read, mimicking each +speaker to a turn: + +"'Counsel:' 'Please, Mrs. Bing, just answer yes or no; did you or did +you not meet Mr. Leighton in the corridor at three o'clock in the +morning? + +"'Mrs. Bing:' 'Well, sir, yes; sir, that is, please your Honor [turning +to the judge], I _did_ meet Mr. Leighton in the collidoor, but 'e was +eating of a bunch of grapes that innercent you'd ha' knowed at once as +'_ee_ 'adn't been up to no mischief.' [Laughter.] + +"Order! Order!" boomed Folly, as she slammed the book. + +Leighton shrugged his shoulders. + +"That's neither here nor there. You'll find before you get through with +life what people with brains have known for several centuries. The son +that's worth anything at all is never like his father. Sons grow." + +"I don't care anything about that," said Folly, calmly. "I'm going to +have Lew because--well, just because I want him." + +"And I say you 're not." + +"So?" said Folly, her eyes narrowing. Then she smiled and added, +"There's only one way you can stop me" + +"How's that?" said Leighton. + +"By making me want somebody else more." + +Leighton looked at her keenly for a moment. + +"I shall never do that," he said. + +"Somehow," said Folly, still smiling, "you've made a fair start. It +isn't you exactly. It's that you are just Lew--the whole of Lew and a +lot of things added." + +"You are blind," said Leighton; "you don't know the difference between +addition and subtraction. Anyway, even if I could do it, I wouldn't. I +want to fight fair--fair with Lew, fair with you, if you're fair with +me, and fair with myself. But I want to fight, not play. Will you lunch +at our place to-morrow?" + +"Let's see. To-morrow," said Folly, tapping her lips to hide a tiny +yawn. "Well, we can't fight unless we get together, can we? Yes, I'll +come." + + + + +CHAPTER XXXVIII + + +Immediately upon leaving Folly, Leighton called on Lady Derl, by +appointment. He had already been to Hélčne with his trouble over Lewis. +It was she that had told him to see Folly. "In a case of even the +simplest subtraction," Hélčne had said, "you've got to know what you're +trying to subtract from." + +As usual, Leighton was shown into Hélčne's intimate room. He closed the +door after him quickly. + +"Hélčne," he said, "where's the key?" + +"The key? What key?" + +"The key to this door. I want to lock myself in here." + +"Poor frightened thing!" laughed Hélčne. "Turn around and let me look at +you. Is your face scratched?" + +Leighton pulled out a handkerchief and mopped his brow. He stared at +each familiar object in the room as though he were trying to recall a +truant mind. Finally his eyes came around to Hélčne, and with a quick +smile and the old toss of the head with which he was wont to throw off a +mood, he brought himself back to the present. + +"With time and patience," he said, as he sat down, "anybody can get a +grip on a personality, but a mighty impersonality is like the Deluge +or--or a steam-roller. Do I look flattened out?" + +"You do, rather, for you," said Hélčne. "Tell me about it from the +beginning." And Leighton did. It took him half an hour. When he got +through, she said, still smiling, "I'd like to meet this Folly person." + +"I see I've talked for nothing," said Leighton. "It isn't the Folly +person that flattened me out. It's what's around her, outside of her." + +"That's what you think," said Hélčne. "But, still, it's she I'd like to +see." + +"That's lucky," said Leighton, "because you 're going to." + +"When?" + +"To-morrow. Lunch." + +"What's the idea?" + +"The idea is this. I've been looking her up, viewing her cradle and her +mother's cradle and that sort of thing. I'd have liked to have viewed +her father's as well, but it's a case of _cherchez l'homme_." + +"Well?" + +"Well, the young lady's an emanation from sub-Cockneydom. My idea is +that that kind can't stand the table and _grande-dame_ test. I'll supply +the table, with fixtures, and you're going to be the _grande-dame_." +Leighton's face suddenly became boyishly pleading. "Will you, Hélčne? +It's more than an imposition to ask; it's an impertinence." + +For a moment Hélčne was serious and looked it. + +"Glen," she said, "you and I don't have to ask that sort of thing--not +with each other. We take it. Of course I'll come. I'll enjoy it. But--do +you think she's really raw enough to give herself away?" + +"I don't know," said Leighton, gloomily. "I couldn't think of anything +else. Lunch begins to look a bit thin for the job. At first I'd thought +of one of those green-eyed Barbadian cocktails, followed by that +pale-eyed Swiss wine of mine that Ivory calls the Amber Witch with the +hidden punch. But I've given them up. You see, I told her I'd play fair +if she did." + +"Yes, I see," said Hélčne. + +A psychologist would have liked an hour to study the lightning change +that came over Folly when, on the following day, she suddenly realized +Lady Derl. Folly had blown into the flat like a bit of gay thistledown. +For her, to lunch with one man was the stop this side of boredom; but to +lunch with two was a delight. If she was allowed to pick the other +woman, she could just put up with a _partie carrée_. But she hadn't +picked out Lady Derl. Lady Derl was something that had never touched her +world except from a box across the footlights on an occasional premičre. + +One flash of Folly's eyes took in Lady Derl, and then her long lashes +drooped before Lady Derl had time to take in Folly. Folly's whole self +drooped. She was still a bit of thistle-down, but its pal, the breeze, +was gone. She crossed the room, barely touched Hélčne's hand, and then +fluttered down to stillness on the edge of a big chair. + +At lunch Leighton made desperate efforts to start a breeze and failed. +Folly said "Yes" and Folly said "No,"--very softly, too,--and that was +all. Leighton stepped on Hélčne's foot several times, but to no avail. +Lady Derl was watching Folly. "Could she keep it up? Yes, she could." +Lady Derl couldn't talk; she wanted to laugh. + +Throughout that interminable lunch, Hélčne, Leighton, and Lewis saw +nothing, thought nothing, but Folly, and, for all any one of them could +see, Folly didn't know it. "Oh, you adorable _cat!_" thought Lady Derl. +"Oh, you _adorable!_" sighed Lewis to himself, and, inwardly, Leighton +groaned, "Oh, you _you!_" + +Within twenty minutes of leaving the table, Folly rose from the edge of +her chair and crossed to Lady Derl. + +"Good-by," she breathed shyly, holding out her hand. "I must go now." +Lewis sprang up to accompany her. They could see he was aching to get +away somewhere where he could put his arms around her. Leighton crossed +to the door and held it open. "Good-by," said Folly to him, holding out +her hand. "I've had _such_ a good time." + +At the word "such," Leighton winced and flushed. Then he grinned. + +"Good-by, Folly," he said. "I hope you'll come again when you're feeling +more like yourself." + +He closed the door and then rang for Nelton. Nelton came. + +"Bring me the iodine," said Leighton, as with his handkerchief he +stanched the blood from a bad scratch on his right wrist. + +"Heavens! Glen," cried Hélčne, "how did you get that? + +"Didn't you see me jump when she said '_such_'?" asked Leighton. Then +they sat down, and Hélčne laughed for a long time, while Leighton tried +not to. "Oh," he said at last, "I wish we didn't have to think of Lew!" + +"You may ask for my advice now," said Hélčne, a little breathlessly. +"I've got it ready." + +"Thank God!" said Leighton. "What is it?" + +"It's only a plan to gain time, after all," said Hélčne; "but that's +what you want--time for Lew to get his puppy eyes opened. You can +elaborate the idea. I'll just give you the skeleton." + +She did, and, soon after, Leighton saw her into a cab. He went back to +the flat and waited. He knew that Lewis would not be gone long. He would +be too keen to hear his father's and Lady Derl's verdict. + +Leighton had just settled down to a book and a second cigar when Lewis +came into the room like a breeze that had only a moment to stay. + +"Well, Dad," he cried, "what have you got to say now? What has Lady Derl +got to say?" + +Lewis flung himself into a chair, crossed his arms, and stretched his +legs straight out before him. His head hung to one side, and he was so +confident of his father's verdict that he was laughing at him out of +bright eyes. + +Leighton laid his book aside and took his cigar from his mouth. He +leaned toward his son, his elbows on his knees. + +"Every time I see Miss Delaires," he said slowly, "my opinion of her +charms and her accomplishments goes up with a leap." + +Lewis nodded, and scarcely refrained from saying, "I told you so." + +Leighton's face remained impassive. "She has a much larger repertoire +than I thought," he continued; "but there's one rôle she can't play." + +"What's that?" asked Lewis. + +"Marriage." + +"Why?" asked Lewis, his face setting. Then he blurted out: "I might as +Well tell you, she says she doesn't believe in marriage. She's too +advanced." + +"Too advanced!" exclaimed Leighton. "Why, my dear boy, she hasn't +advanced an inch from the time the strongest man with the biggest club +had a God-given right to the fairest woman in the tribe and exercised +it. That was the time for Folly to marry." + +"Go easy, Dad," warned Lewis. + +"I'm going to, Boy," said Leighton. "You hear a lot of talk to-day on +the shortcomings of marriage as an institution. The socialists and the +suffragists and a lot of other near-sighted people have got it into +their heads that we've outgrown marriage." Leighton puffed at his cigar. +"Once I was invited out to dinner, and had to eat cabbage because there +was nothing else. That night I had the most terrible dream of my life. I +dreamed that instead of growing up, I was growing down, and that by +morning I had grown down so far that, when I tried to put them on, I +only reached to the crotch of my trousers. I'll never forget those +flapping, empty legs." + +Lewis smiled. + +"You can smile," went on Leighton. "I can't, even now. That's what's +happened to this age. We've outgrown marriage downward. Your +near-sighted people talk of contractual agreements, parity of the sexes, +and of a lot of other drugged panaceas, with the enthusiasm of a hawker +selling tainted bloaters. They don't see that marriage is founded on a +rock set deeper than the laws of man. It's a rock upon which their +jerry-rigged ships of the married state are bound to strike as long as +there's any Old Guard left standing above the surge of leveled +humanity." + +"And what's the rock?" asked Lewis. + +"A woman's devotion," said Leighton, and paused. "Devotion," he went on, +"is an act of worship, and of prayer as well as of consecration, only, +with a woman, it isn't an act at all. Sometime perhaps H lne will talk +to you. If she does, you'll see in her eyes what I'm trying to tell you +in words." + +"And--Folly?" said Lewis. His own pause astounded him. + +"Yes, Folly," said Leighton. "Well, that's what Folly lacks--the key, +the rock, the foundation. The only person Folly has a right to marry is +herself, and she knows it." + +Lewis sighed with disappointment. He had been so sure. Leighton spoke +again. + +"One thing more. Don't forget that to-day you and I--and H lne, +received Folly here as one of us." + +Lewis looked up. Leighton rose, and laid one hand on his shoulder. + +"Boy," he said, "don't make a mistress out of anything that has touched +H lne. You owe that to me." + +"I won't, Dad," gulped Lewis. He snatched up his hat and stick and +hurried out into the open. + + + + +CHAPTER XXXIX + + +LEIGHTON'S heart ached for his boy as he watched him go, and during the +next few weeks Iris pity changed into an active anxiety. In setting that +trap--he could call it nothing else--for Lew, he and H lne had put +forces into conflict that were not amenable to any light control. Lewis +had passed his word. Leighton knew he would never go back on it. On the +other hand, for the first time in all her life Folly's primal instinct +was being balked by a denial she could comprehend only as having its +source in Leighton rather than in Lew. + +Folly was being eaten away by desire. She was growing desperate. So were +Marie and the _masseuse._ When a morning came that found Folly with +purple shadows under her eyes their despair became terror. + +"Madame," cried Marie, "why don't you marry him? You've got to stop it. +You've got to stop it. Anyway, all ways, you've got to stop it. It's +a-eating of you up. If you're a loving of him that much, why don't +cher?" + +"Loving of him!" sneered Folly. "I--I hate him. No, no, that's not true. +I don't hate Lew, poor dear. It's _them_ I hate. And I _won't_ be +beaten." She pounded her doubled knee with her fist. "I don't _want_ to +marry him; but if they push me, if they keep on pushing me----" + +It can be seen from the above that Lew was beginning to get on Folly's +nerves. She had long since begun to get on his. When they were with +others it was all right; Folly was her old self. But whenever they were +alone, the same wordy battle began and never ended. Lew grew morose, +heavy. He avoided his father, but he could do no work; so time hung on +his hands, and began to rot away his fiber as only too much time can. + +One day H lne sent for Leighton. + +"Glen," she said, "we've been playing with something bigger than merely +Folly. I saw her to-day, just a flash in Bond Street. I saw her face. If +Lew holds out another week, she's going to marry him, and yet, somehow, +I don't believe she loves him. Something tells me you weren't wrong when +you said she could love nothing but just herself." + +Leighton sighed. + +"I know I wasn't wrong," he said. "But you are right: she's going to +marry him. And I'll have to stand by and see him through. Watch her +break him up and throw him off. And I'll have to pick up the pieces and +stick them together. One doesn't like to have to do that sort of thing +twice. I did it with my own life. I don't want to do it with Lew's. +There are such a lot of patched lives. I wanted him--I wanted him--" + +H lne crossed the room quickly, and put her arms around Leighton, one +hand pressing his head to her. + +"Glen," she said softly, "why, Glen!" + +Leighton was not sobbing. He was simply quivering from head to +toe--quivering so that he could not speak. His teeth chattered. H lne +smoothed his brow and his crisp hair, shot with gray. She soothed him. + +"H lne," he said at last, "he's my boy." + +"Glen," said H lne, "if you love him--love him like that, she can't +break him up. Don't be frightened. Go and find him. Send him to me." + +Leighton did not have to look for Lew. He had scarcely reached the flat +when Lew came rushing in, a transformed Lew, radiant, throbbing with +happiness. + +"Dad," he cried, "she's said 'Yes.' She's going to marry me. Do you +hear, Dad?" + +"Yes, I hear," said Leighton, dully. Then he tossed back his head. He +would not blur Lew's happy hour. He held out his hand. "I hear," he +repeated, "and I'll--I'll see you through." + +Lewis gripped the extended hand with all his strength, then he sat down +and chatted eagerly for half an hour. He did not see that his father was +tired. + +"Go and tell H lne," he said when Lewis at last paused. "Telephone her +that you want to talk to her." + +H lne was on the point of going out. She told Lewis to come and see her +at ten the next morning. He went, and as he was standing just off the +hall, waiting to be announced, the knocker on the great front door was +raised, and fell with a resounding clang. Before the doorman could open, +it fell again. + +Lewis, startled, looked around. The door opened. A large man in evening +dress staggered in. His clothes were in disorder. His high hat had been +rubbed the wrong way in spots. But Lewis hardly noticed the clothes. His +eyes were fastened on the man's face. It was bloated, pouched, and +mottled with purple spots and veins. Fear filled it. Not a sudden fear, +but fear that was ingrown, that proclaimed that face its habitual +habitation. The man's eyes bulged and stared, yet saw nothing that was. +He blundered past the doorman. + +Lewis caught a glimpse of a tawdry woman peering out from a hansom at +the disappearing man. "Thank Gawd!" he heard her say as the cab drove +off. + +With one hand on the wall the man guided himself toward the stairs at +the end of the hall. On the first step he stumbled and would have fallen +had it not been for a quick footman. The man recovered his balance and +struck viciously at the servant. Then he clutched the baluster, and +stumbled his way up the stairs. + +Lewis was frightened. He turned and hurried through the great, silent +drawing-rooms, through the somber library, to the little passage to +H lne's room. He met the footman who had gone to announce him. He did +not stop to hear what he said. He pushed by him and knocked at H lne's +door. + +"Come in," she cried. + +Lewis stood before her. He was excited. + +"H lne," he said, "there's a man come in--a horrible man. He pushed by +the servants. He's gone upstairs. I think--well, I think he's not +himself. Do you want me to do anything?" + +H lne was standing. At Lewis's first words she had flushed; then she +turned pale, deathly pale, and steadied herself with one hand on the +back of a chair. She put the other hand to the side of her head and +pressed it there. + +"That's it," she said; "he's--he's not himself." Then she faced Lewis. +"Lew, that's my--that's Lord Derl that you saw." + +"H lne!" cried Lew, putting out quick hands toward her. "Oh, I'm +sorry--I'm sorry I said that!" + +His contrition was so deep, so true, that H lne smiled, to put him at +his ease. + +"It's all right, Lew; it's all right that you saw," she said evenly. +"Come here. Sit down here. Now, what have you got to tell me?" + +Lewis was still frowning. + +"It seemed," he said, "such a big thing. Now, somehow, it doesn't seem +so big. I just wanted to tell you that Folly has come around at last. +We're going to be married." + +For a long moment there was silence, then H lne said: "You love her, +Lew? You're sure you love her?" + +Lewis nodded his head vehemently. + +"And you're sure she loves you?" asked H lne. + +"Yes," said Lewis, not so positively. "In her way she does. She says +she's wanted me from the first day she saw me." + +H lne sat down. She held one knee in her locked hands. Her face was +half turned from Lewis. She was staring out through the narrow, Gothic +panes of the broad window. Her face was still pale and set. Lewis's eyes +swept over her. Her beauty struck him as never before. Something had +been added to it. H lne seemed to him a girl, a frail girl. How could +he ever have thought this Woman worldly! Her fragrance reached him. It +was a fragrance that had no weight, but it bound him--bound him hand and +foot in its gossamer web. He felt that he ought to struggle, but that he +did not wish to. He waited for H lne to speak. + +"Love," she said at last, "is a terrible thing. Young people don't know +what a terrible thing it is. We talk about the word 'love' being so +abused. We think we abuse it, but it's love that abuses itself. There +are so many kinds of love, and every big family is bound to include a +certain number of rotters. Love isn't terrible through the things we do +to it; it's terrible for the things it does to us." + +H lne paused. + +"I'm glad you saw what you did to-day because it will make it easier for +you to understand. Tour father loves me, and I love him. It's not the +love of youth. It's the love of sanity. The love of sanity is a fine, +stalwart love, but it hasn't the unnamable sweetness or the ineffaceable +bitterness of the love of youth. Years ago your father wanted to take me +away from--from what you saw. There did not seem to be any reason why we +should not go. He and I--we're not wedded to any place or to any time. +We have a World that's ours alone. We could take it with us wherever we +went." + +"H lne," whispered Lewis, "why didn't you go?" + +"H lne unlocked her hands, put them on the lounge at her sides, and +stayed herself on them. She stared at the floor. + +"We didn't go," she said, "because of the terrible things that +love--bitter love--had done to us." + +She turned luminous eyes toward Lewis. + +"You say you love Folly; you think she loves you. Lew, perhaps, she _is_ +your pal to-day. Will she be your pal always? You know what a pal is. +You've told me about that little girl Natalie. A pal is one who can't do +wrong, who can't go wrong, who can't grow wrong. Your pal is you--your +blood, your body, your soul. Is Folly your blood, your body, your soul? +If she is, she'll grow finer and finer and you will, too, and years and +time and place will fade away before the greatest battle-cry the world +has ever known--'We're partners.'" + +H lne turned her eyes away. + +"But if you're not really pals for always, the one that doesn't care +will grow coarse. If it's Folly, her past will seize upon her. She'll +run from your condemning eyes, but you--you can't run from your own +soul. + +"Lew, I know. I'm awake. Every woman has a right to an awakening, but +most of them by good fortune miss it. There's one in ten that doesn't. I +didn't. The tenth woman--that's what I'm coming to, and whether it's the +tenth woman or the tenth man, it's all the same in bitter love." + +H lne's eyes took on the far-away look that blots out the present +world, and clothes a distant vision in flesh and blood. + +"You saw what you saw to-day," she went on in a voice so low that Lewis +leaned forward to catch her words. "Remember that, and then listen. The +love that comes to youth is like the dawn of day. There is no +resplendent dawn without a sun, nor does the flower of a woman's soul +open to a lesser light. The tenth woman," she repeated, "the one woman. +To her awakening comes with a man, not through him. He is part of the +dawn of life, and though clouds may later hide his shining face, her +heart remembers forever the glory of the morning." + +The tears welled from her eyes unheeded. Lewis leaped forward with a +cry. + +"H lne! H lne!" + +She held him off. + +"Don't touch me!" she gasped. "I only wanted you to see the whole burden +of love. Now go, dear. Please go. I'm--I'm very tired." + + + + +CHAPTER XL + + +Lewis, walking rapidly toward the flat, was thinking over all that Lady +Derl had said and was trying to bring Folly into line with his thoughts. +He had never pictured Folly old. He tried now and failed. Folly and +youth were inseparable; Folly _was_ youth. Then he gave up thinking of +Folly. That moment did not belong to her. As once before, the fragrance +and the memory of H lne clung to him, held him. + +He passed slowly into the room where Leighton sat. He felt a dread lest +his father ask him what it was H lne had said. But he wronged his +father. Leighton merely glanced up, flashed a look into the eyes of his +son. He saw and knew the light that was there for the light that lingers +in the eyes of him who comes from looking upon holy inner places. + +For an hour neither spoke, then Leighton said: + +"Going out to lunch to-day?" + +"No," said Lewis; "I've told Nelton I'd be in." + +"About this marriage," said Leighton, smiling. "Let's look on it as a +settled thing that there's going to be a marriage. Have you thought +about the date and ways and means?" + +Lewis flushed. + +"Don't misunderstand me," said Leighton. "I might as well tell you that +I've decided to divide my income equally between us, marriage or no +marriage." + +"Dad!" cried Lewis, half protesting. + +"There, there," said Leighton, "you're not getting from me what you +think. What I mean is that I'm not making any sacrifice. I've lived on +half my income for some time. You'll need a lump-sum of money besides. +Your grandmother left you a big house in Albany. It won't bring much, +but I think you'd better sell it. It's on the wrong side of the town +now." + +"I'll do whatever you say, Dad," said Lewis. + +"I suggest that you fix your marriage for six months from now," went on +Leighton. "That will give us time to go over and untangle certain +affairs, including the house, on the other side. It isn't altogether on +account of the house I want to take you over." + +Lewis had winced at six months. Now he looked questioningly at his +father. + +"Keep your eyes open as you go through life," continued Leighton, "and +you'll see that marriage is a great divisor. All the sums of friendship +and relation are cut in two by marriage. You and I, we've been friends, +and before I surrender you I think it's only just that I should take you +over and introduce you to your inheritance." + +"My inheritance?" asked Lewis. + +"Yes," said Leighton, "your country." + +"You might think," continued Leighton, "that I'm an expatriate. +Externally I have been, but never in the heart. I've been +waiting--waiting for our country to catch up to me. Under certain +conditions a man has the right to pick out the stage of civilization +best adapted to his needs. There are two ways of doing that: either go +to it or make it come to you. If you're not tied, it's easier to go to +it, because sometimes it takes more than a generation to make it come to +you." + +"So you've gone to it," said Lewis. + +Leighton nodded. + +"Nations and individuals travel like the hands of a clock. You can't +always live in the midday of your life, but you can in the midday of a +nation. When you get an educated taste, you prefer pheasants, bananas, +Stilton, and nations when they're at one o'clock. The best flavor--I'm +not talking about emotions--the best flavor of anything, including life, +comes with one o'clock." + +"What time is it over there now?" asked Leighton. + +"About eleven," said Leighton, "top wave of success. Now, these are the +earmarks of success: a meticulous morality in trifles, ingrowing eyes, +crudity, enthusiasm, and a majority." + +"Heavens!" cried Lewis, "you told me once you were afraid I was going to +be successful. Am I earmarked like that?" + +"You will be," said Leighton, "the minute you're driven to sculpturing +for the populace--for what it will bring. That's why I'm giving you your +own income now, because, when you're married, you're going to be pretty +hard pressed. I don't want you to be able to justify the sale of your +soul. + +"I had an uncle once--he's dead now--that had an only son named Will. +Uncle Jim was a hard worker. He had a paper-mill, and he was worth a lot +of money. His son Will wasn't a worker. He didn't own the paper-mill, +but he never let you forget he was going to. He failed his way through +school, but he couldn't quite fail through college. Every time he failed +at anything, he used to say: 'It doesn't matter. Dad will give me a +start in life, won't you, Dad?' And his father would say, 'I certainly +will.' + +"Well, one morning a little after Will had been flunked out of college, +he was standing on the lawn whittling. I happened to be looking out of +the window. I saw Uncle Jim crawling across the grass under cover of a +rhododendron bush to a position just behind Will. He was carrying under +one arm an enormous fire-cracker, with the fuse lit. He rolled it out on +the grass behind Will, and when it went off, Will went, too. He landed +seventeen feet from the hole the cracker made. + +"When he'd turned around, but before he could get his jaw up, my uncle +said: 'Will, I've always promised I'd give you a start in life. Well, +I've given it to you--a damn good start, too, judging by the length of +that jump. Now you git! Not a word. You just git!' + +"Will didn't go very far away. He went to the rival town across the +river. He hadn't learned anything about making paper, but a New England +Leighton is just naturally born knowing how to make paper. In fifteen +years Will didn't have much soul left, but he had enough money to buy +his father out and make him sign an agreement to retire. They were both +as pleased as Punch. To the day of his death the old man would say, 'I +certainly gave you a start in life, Will,' and Will would answer with a +grin, 'Dad, you certainly did.' + +"The moral of that yarn is that we Leightons have proved over and over +that we could play the game of success when we thought it was worth +while. Will's generation and mine, generally speaking, thought it was +worth while. But your generation--the best of it--isn't going to think +so. That's why I'm giving you enough money so that you won't have to +think about it all the time." + +"I'm grateful, Dad," said Lewis. "It's easier to breathe that way." + +Leighton nodded. "Sometimes," He continued, "I feel guilty, as though it +were cowardly not to have lived where I was put. But--have you ever seen +a straw, caught on a snag, try to stop a river? To your sentimentalist +that straw looks heroic; to anybody that knows the difference between +bathos and pathos it simply looks silly. The river of life is bigger +than that of any nation. We can't stop it, but we can swell it by going +with it. Did you ever see a mule drink against the current?" + +"No," said Lewis, his eyes lighting with memory of a thing that he knew. + +"Did you ever see free cattle face a gale?" + +"No," said Lewis again. + +"Out of the mouths of the dumb come words of wisdom," said Leighton. "Go +with life, Boy. Don't get stranded on a snag. You'll only look silly. +I'm glad you've traveled around a bit, because the wider the range of +your legs the wider your range of vision, and, let me tell you, you'll +need a mighty broad field of sight to take in America and the Americans. + +"Your country and mine is a national paradox. It's the only country +where you can't buy little things for money. For instance, you can't buy +four seats that somebody else has a right to from a railway conductor +for sixty-two and a half cents. There isn't any price at which you can +get an American to say, 'Yes, sir, thank you, sir,' every time he does +anything for you." + +"Lunch is served, sir, thank you, sir," announced the impassive Nelton +from the doorway. + +Lewis smiled, and then laughed at his father's face. + +"Nelton," said Leighton, "did you hear what I was saying?" + +"I did, sir, thank----" + +"Yes, yes," broke in Leighton, "we know. Well, Nelton, your pay is +raised. Ten per cent." + +"Yes, sir," said Nelton, unmoved. "Thank _you,_ sir." + +"As I was saying," continued Leighton to Lewis, "a country where money +can't buy little things. A leveled country where there's less under dog +than anywhere else on the face of the earth. A people that's more +communal and less socialistic than any other commonwealth. A happy +nation, my boy--a happy nation of discontented units. Do you get that? +Of discontented units." + +"Yes, I think I do," said Lewis. + +"You don't, but you will in time," said Leighton. + + + + +CHAPTER XLI + + +WHEN Lewis burst upon Folly with the news that his father had given not +only consent to the marriage, but half his income to smooth the way to +it, Folly frowned. What was the game? she wondered. But the first thing +she asked was: + +"And how much is that?" + +Lewis stammered, and said really he didn't know, which made Folly laugh. +Then he told her about the six months and the trip to America. Whereupon +Folly nodded her head and said: + +"Oh, that's it, is it? Well, your governor is willing to pay pretty +thick for six months of you. All I want to know is, Will you come back +to me?" + +"Come back to you, Folly?" cried Lewis, "Of course I'll come back to +you. Why, that's just what I'm going for. To sell the house and fix +things so I _can_ come back to you." + +At the same hour Leighton was saying good-by to H lne. He had not +really come to say good-by. He had come to thank her for her sacrifice, +for the things he knew she had said to Lew. He did not try to thank her +in words. A boyish glance, an awkward movement, a laugh that +broke--these things said more to H lne than words. + +"So you've got six months' grace," said H lne, when Leighton had told +her how things stood. "Glen, do you remember this: 'All erotic love is a +progression. There is no amatory affection that can stand the strain of +a separation of six months in conjunction with six thousand miles. All +the standard tales of _grande passion_ and absence are--'" + +"'Legendary hypotheses based on a neurotic foundation,'" finished +Leighton. "Yes, I remember that theory of mine. I'm building on it." + +"I thought you were," said H lne. "Don't build too confidently. Lew has +a strain of constancy in him. It's quite unconscious, but it's there. +Just add my theory to yours." + +"What's your theory?" asked Leighton. + +"My theory," said H lne, "is that little girl Natalie. I don't suppose +she's little now." + +Leighton frowned. + +"Do you know where Natalie is living? She's _there_." His brow clouded +with thoughts of the scene of his bitter love. + +H lne understood. + +"I know. I thought so," she said. + +"I'll send Lewis to her." + +"No, Glen," said H lne softly, "you'll take him to her." + +When all was ready for the start, Nelton appeared before Leighton. + +"Please, sir," he said, "I've taken the liberty of packing my bags, too, +thank, you, sir. I thought, sir, since you're both going, the flat might +be locked up." + +"Well," said Leighton, "I suppose it might for once. Where are you off +to?" + +"Why, with you, sir. If you don't mind, sir, I'd like to see this +America." + +Leighton smiled. + +"Come along, by all means, Nelton," he said. "Go ahead with the baggage, +and see that Master Lewis and I get a compartment to ourselves. Here's +half a crown." + +Leighton and Lewis were not traveling with the rush of the traffic. It +was too early in the year. While the boat was not crowded, it was by no +means deserted. It had just that number of passengers on board which an +old traveler would like to stipulate for on buying his ticket; enough to +keep the saloons from hollow echoes, and not enough to block even a +single deck. + +"Are these all Americans?" asked Lewis on their third day out. + +Leighton glanced rapidly up and down the deck. + +"No," he said, "there's hardly a typical American in the lot. Wrong time +of year. You see there are more men than women. That's a sure sign this +isn't an American pleasure-boat. There are a good many English on board, +the traveling kind. They're going over to 'do' America before the heat +comes on. What Americans you see are tainted." + +"What's a tainted American?" asked Lewis. + +"I'm a tainted American, and you are," said Leighton. "A tainted +American is one who has lived so long abroad that he goes to America on +business." + + + + +CHAPTER XLII + + +The house that Aunt Jed had left to Natalie stood on the lip of a vast +basin. From its veranda one looked down into a peaceful cup of life. The +variegated green of the valley proclaimed to the wandering eye, + + + "All sorts are here that all the earth yields! + Variety without end." + + +There was a patchwork of fields bordered with gray stone walls, of stray +bits of pasture, of fallow meadow and glint of running water, of +woodland, orchard, and the habitations of man made still by distance. + +Aunt Jed's house was not on the highway. The highway was miles off, and +cut the far side of the basin in a long, straight slant. On that gash of +white one could see occasional tiny motor-cars hurrying up and down like +toys on a taut string. Only one motor, a pioneer car, had struggled up +the road that led past Natalie's door, and immediately after, that +detour had been marked as impassable on all the best maps. + +In fact, the road up to Aunt Jed's looked more like a river-bed than a +road. It had a gully and many "thank-you-ma'ams." It was plentifully +sown with pebbles as big as your head and hard as flint, which gave tit +for tat to every wheel that struck them. Every time Mrs. Leighton +ventured in Natalie's cart--and it was seldom indeed except to go to +church--she would say, "We really must have this road fixed." + +But Natalie would only laugh and say, + +"Not a bit of it. I like it that way." + +Natalie had bought for a song a little mare named Gipsy. Nobody, man or +woman, could drive Gip; she just went. Whoever rode, held on and prayed +for her to stop. Gip hated that road down into the valley. If she could +have gone from top to bottom in one jump, she would have done it. As it +was, she did the next best thing. What made you love Gip was that she +came up the hill almost as fast as she went down. + +Soon after Gip became Natalie's, she awoke to find herself famous from +an attempt to pass over and through a stalled motor-car. After that the +farmers used to keep an eye out for her, especially on Sundays, and give +her the whole road when they saw her coming. Ann Leighton said it was +undignified to go to church like that, to which Natalie replied: + +"Think what it's doing for your color, Mother. Besides, think of church. +You must admit that church here has gone a bit tough. I really couldn't +stand it except sandwiched between two slices of Gip." + +Aunt Jed's house--nobody ever called it anything else--was typical of +the old New England style, except that a broad veranda had been added to +the length of the front by the generation that had outraged custom and +reduced the best parlor and the front door to everyday uses. This must +have happened many years before Natalie's advent, for a monster climbing +rose of hardy disposition had more than half covered the veranda before +she came. + +The house itself was of clapboards painted white, and stood four square; +its small-paned windows, flanked with green shutters, blinking toward +the west. It had a very prim air, said to have been absorbed from Aunt +Jed, and seemed to be eternally trying to draw back its skirts from +contact with the interloping veranda and the rose-tree, which, toward +the end of the flowering season, certainly gave it a mussed appearance. +At such times, if the great front door was left open on a warm day, the +house took on a look of open-mouthed horror, which immediately relapsed +to primness once the door was closed. + +Natalie was the discoverer of this evidence of personality. Sitting +under the two giant elms that were the sole ornament of the soft old +lawn, she suddenly caught the look on the face of the house, and called +out: + +"Mother, come here! Come quickly!" as though the look couldn't possibly +last through Mrs. Leighton's leisurely approach. + +"What is it, dear?" asked Mrs. Leighton. + +"Why, the house!" said Natalie. "Look at it. It's horrified at +something. I think it must be the mess the roses have made. Can't you +see what it's saying? It's saying, 'Well, I never!'" + +Mrs. Leighton laughed. + +"It does look sort of funny," she said. + +Just then old mammy put her gray head out of the door to hear what the +talk was about. She wore glasses, as becoming to her age, but peered +over them when she wanted to see anything. + +"What youans larffin' abeout?" she demanded. + +"We're laughing at the house," cried Natalie. "It's got its mouth open +and the funniest look on its face. Come and see." + +"Mo' nonsense," grunted mammy and slammed the door. + +Then it was that the house seemed to withdraw suddenly into the primness +of virginal white paint. + +"That's what it wanted," cried Natalie, excitedly--"just to get its +mouth shut. O Mother, isn't it an old _dear_?" + +Stub Hollow had looked upon the new arrivals at Aunt Jed's as summer +people until they began to frequent Stub Hollow's first and only +Presbyterian church. Natalie, who like all people of charm, was many +years younger inside than she was out, immediately perceived that the +introduction of mammy in her best Sunday turban into that congregation +would do a great deal toward destroying its comatose atmosphere. Like +many another New England village church, Stub Hollow's needed a jar and +needed it badly. But it wasn't the church that got the jar. + +Upon the introduction of Gip into the family circle, it was conceded +that there was no longer any reason why mammy should resign the benefits +of communal worship. Consequently, with many a grunt,--for good food and +better air had well nigh doubled her proportions,--mammy climbed from +the veranda to the back seat of the cart and filled it. For a moment it +seemed doubtful whether mammy or Gip would hold the ground, but Gip +finally won out by clawing rapidly at the pebbly road and getting the +advantage of the down grade. + +Neither Natalie nor Mrs. Leighton ever knew just where it was they lost +mammy, but it couldn't have been far from the gate; for just as they +were dipping into the wood half-way down the hill, Mrs. Leighton +happened to glance back, missed mammy, and saw her stocky form waddling +across the lawn toward the back of the house. Mrs. Leighton was also +young inside. She said nothing. + +When finally they drew up, with the assistance of three broad-shouldered +swains, at the church, Natalie looked back and gasped, + +"Mammy! Mother, where's mammy?" + +"You don't suppose she could have got off to pick flowers, do you?" +asked Mrs. Leighton, softly. + +"Why, _Mother_!" cried Natalie. "Do you know that mammy may be _killed_? +We'll have to go straight back." + +"No, we won't," said Mrs. Leighton, flushing at her levity before the +very portals of the church. "She's all right. I looked back, and saw her +crossing the lawn." + +"Even so," said Natalie, severely, "I'm surprised at _you_." Then she +laughed. + +Church seemed very long that day, but at last they were out in the +sunshine again and Gip was given her full head. No sooner had Zeke, the +hired man, seized the bit than Natalie sprang from the cart and rushed +to the kitchen. She found mammy going placidly about her business. + +"Doan' yo' talk to me, chile," she burst out at sight of Natalie. "Doan' +yo' dast talk to me!" + +Natalie threw her arms about her. + +"You poor mammy," she murmured. "Aren't you hurt?" + +"Hurt!" snorted mammy. "Yo' mammy mought 'a' been killed ef she didn' +carry her cushions along wif 'er pu'sson." + + + + +CHAPTER XLIII + + +Six miles away from Aunt Jed's, on the top of a hill overlooking the +Housatonic Valley, stood the Leighton homestead, a fine old-fashioned +house, now unoccupied save for a care-taking farmer and his wife, who +farmed the Leighton acres on shares. The homestead belonged to Lewis's +father, and in the natural course of events was destined to become +Lewis's property. + +Great was the excitement at Homestead Farm when a telegram arrived +announcing the imminent arrival of owner and son. + +"Land sakes! William," gasped Mrs. Tuck, "in two days! You'll hev to +send 'em a telegram tellin' 'em it can't be done nohow. I told you my +conscience was a-prickin' me over the spring cleanin'. Seems like +Providence was a-jostlin' my elbow all these days, and I was jest too +ornery to pay heed." + +"In two days, it says," repeated William; "and we can't send no telegram +because there ain't no address." + +Tuck and his wife had no children. They occupied the kitchen for a +living-room and the big bedroom over it at night. The main part of the +house was shut up. The hired hands occupied rooms in the barn that had +once been the quarters of a numerous stable force, for the Leightons had +always gone in for horses, as two or three long-standing trotting +records at neighboring county fairs gave evidence. + +Mrs. Tuck was not long in facing the inevitable. First of all she +commandeered all the labor on the farm; then she sent a call for aid to +a couple of neighbors. Within an hour all the green shutters had swung +wide on their creaking hinges, and the window-sashes were up. Out of the +open windows poured some dust and a great deal of commotion. Before +night the big house was spick and span from garret to cellar. + +"Does seem to me," said Mrs. Tuck, as she placed a very scrappy supper +before William, "like dust is as human as guinea pigs. Where you say it +can't get in, it jest breeds." + +"Now you sit down and take it easy, Mrs. Tuck," said William, who had +married late in life and never got on familiar terms with his wife. "I +reckon them men-folks ain't so took with reddin' up as you think they +be." + +"Oh, I know," said the tired, but by no means exhausted, Mrs. Tuck, "I +ain't forgettin' their innards, ef thet's what you're thinkin' of. You +just tell Silas to kill four broilers, an' I'll clean 'em to-night. +Thet'll give me a start, and to-morow I c'n do a few dozen pies. I _hev_ +got some mince-meat, thank goodness! an' you c'n get me in some of them +early apples in the morning. Seems like I'm not going to sleep a wink +for thinkin'." + +Lewis and Leighton did not motor from New York to the Homestead Farm, as +ten years later they might have done. Motors, while common, were still +in that stage of development which made them a frequent source of +revenue to the farmer with a stout team of horses. Consequently it was +by train that they arrived at Leighton's home station--a station that +had grown out of all recognition since last he had seen it. + +However, he himself had not grown out of recognition. A lank figure of a +man, red-cheeked, white-bearded, slouch-hatted, and in his +shirt-sleeves, stepped forward and held out a horny hand. + +"Well, Glen, how be ye? Sure am glad to see ye back." + +"Me, too," said Leighton, grinning and flushing with pleasure. "Come +here, Lew. Shake hands with Mr. Tuck." + +"Well, I swan!" chuckled William as he crushed Lewis's knuckles. "Guess +you don't recollec' ridin' on my knee, young feller?" + +"No, I don't," said Lewis, and smiled into the old man's moist blue +eyes. + +"And who he this?" asked William, turning toward Nelton. + +"That? Oh, that's Nelton," said Lewis. + +"Glad to meet ye, Mr. Nelton. Put it thar!" said William, holding out a +vast hand. + +For an instant Nelton paused, then, with set teeth and the air of one +who comes to grips with an electric battery, he laid his fingers in Mr. +Tuck's grasp. "Huh!" remarked William, "ye ain't got much grip. Wait +tell we've stuffed ye with buttermilk 'n' pies 'n' victuals 'n' things." + +Nelton said not a word, but cast an agonized look at Leighton, who came +to his aid. + +"Now, William, what have you brought down?" + +"Well, Glen, there's me an' the kerryall for the folks, an' Silas here +with the spring-wagon for the trunks." + +"Good," said Leighton. "Here, Silas, take these checks and look after +Mr. Nelton. Lew and I will go in the carryall." + +"Fancy your governor a-pullin' of my leg!" murmured Nelton, presumably +to Lewis, but apparently to space. "Why don't 'e tell this old josser as +I'm a menial, and be done with it." + +Old William started, stared at Nelton, then at Leighton. He walked off +toward the carryall, scratching his head. + +"What is it?" he asked Lewis, in a loud whisper. + +"That's dad's valet," said Lewis, grinning. + +"Valley, is it?" said William, glancing over one shoulder. "Nice, lush +bit o' green, to look at him. What does he do?" + +"Looks after dad. Waits on him, helps him dress, and packs his bags for +him." + +William stopped in his tracks and turned on Leighton. + +"Glen," he said, "I don't know ez you c'n stand to ride in the old +kerryall. I ain't brought no sofy pillows, ner even a fire-screen to +keep the sun from sp'ilin' yer complexion." + +Leighton smiled, but said nothing. They had reached the carryall, an old +hickory structure sadly in need of paint. Hitched to it were two rangy +bays. The harness was a piece of ingenious patchwork, fitted with hames +instead of collars. Leighton stepped into the back seat, and Lewis +followed. William unhitched the horses and climbed into the cramped +front seat. When he had settled down, his knees seemed to be peering +over the dash-board. "Gid ap!" he cried, and the bays started off slowly +across the bridge. + +The road to the homestead followed down the river for three miles before +it took to the hills. No sooner had the carryall made the turn into the +River Road than the bays sprang forward so suddenly that Lewis's hat +flew off backward, and for a moment he thought his head had followed. + +"Heh!" he called, "I've lost my hat!" + +"Never mind your hat, Son," shouted William. "Silas'll pick it up." + +The bays evidently thought he was shouting at them. They let their +enormous stride out another link. The carryall plowed through the dust, +rattled over pebbles, and, where the road ran damp under overhanging +trees, shot four streams of mud from its flying wheels. Old William +chewed steadily at the cud of tobacco he had kept tucked in his cheek +during the interview at the station. His long arms were stretched full +length along the taut reins. If he had only had hand-holds on them, he +would have been quite content. As it was, he was grinning. + +"Gee, Dad!" gasped Lewis, "d'you know those horses are still +_trotting_!" + +Leighton leaned forward. + +"Got a match, William?" he shouted above the creak and rattle of the +carryall. + +"Heh?" yelled William. + +The bays let out another link. + +"Got a match?" repeated Leighton. "I want to smoke." + +William waved his beard at his left-hand pocket. + +As they struck a bit of quiet, soft road, Leighton called: + +"Why don't you let 'em out? You've gone and left your whip at home. How +are we going to get up the hill?" + +The grin faded from Old William's face. "_Gid ap!_" he roared, and then +the bays showed what they could really do in the way of hurrying for +the doctor. The old carryall leaped a thank-you-ma'am clean. When it +struck, the hickory wheels bent to the storm, but did not break. +Instead, they shot their load into the air. A low-hanging branch swooped +down and swept the canopy, supports and all, off the carryall. William +never looked back. + +Lewis clung to the back of the front seat. + +"D-d-dad," he stuttered, "p-please don't say anything more to him! D-d'you +know they're _still_ trotting?" + +At last the bays swung off upon the steep Hill Road, and slowed down to +a fast, pulling walk. Old William dropped the reins on the dash-board, +made a telling shot with tobacco juice at a sunflower three yards off, +and turned to have a chat. + +"Glen," he said, "I reckon, after all, there's times when you c'n do +without sofy pillows." + +"Why, William," said Leighton, still pale with fright, "If I'd had a +pillow, I'd have gone fast asleep." Then he smiled. "Some of the old +stock?" + +William nodded. + +"I don't mind tellin' you I ain't drove like thet sence the day me'n +you--" + +"Never mind since when, William," broke in Leighton, sharply. "How's +Mrs. Tuck?" + + + + +CHAPTER XLIV + + +"Is that the house?" asked Lewis, as they mounted the brow of the hill. + +Leighton nodded. + +Across a wide expanse of green that was hardly smooth enough to be +called a lawn gleamed the stately homestead. It was of deep-red brick, +trimmed with white. It stood amid a grove of giant sugar-maples. The +maples blended with the green shutters of the house, and made it seem +part and parcel of the grove. Upon its front no veranda had dared +encroach, but at one side could be seen a vine-covered stoop that might +have been called a veranda had it not been dwarfed to insignificance by +the size of the house. The front door, which alone in that country-side +boasted two leaves, was wide open, and on the steps leading up to it, +resplendent in fresh gingham, stood Mrs. Tuck. + +With some difficulty William persuaded the bays to turn into the +long-unused drive that swept up to the front door. Leighton sprang out. + +"Hallo, Mrs. Tuck!" he cried. "How are you?" + +"How do you do? I'm very pleased to see you back, Mr. Leighton," said +Mrs. Tuck, who read the best ten-cent literature and could talk "real +perlite" for five minutes at a stretch. "Come right along in. You'll +find all the rooms redded up--I mean--" + +"Yes, yes," laughed Leighton, "I know what you mean all right. I haven't +even forgotten the smell of hot mince pies. Lew, don't you notice a sort +of culinary incense----' + +"Land sakes! them pies is a-_burnin'_!" shrieked Mrs. Tuck as she turned +and ran. + +William offered to show the way to the bedrooms, but Leighton refused. + +"No," he said, "we'll come around and help you put up the team. No use +washing up till we get our things." + +Silas, with the spring-wagon, duly appeared. On top of the baggage, legs +in air, was the discarded canopy of the carryall. Beside Silas sat +Nelton. He was trembling all over. In his lap he held Lewis's hat. His +bulging eyes were fastened on it. + +"There they be," grunted Silas. "Told you they was all right. William be +a keerful driver." + +Nelton raised his eyes slowly. They lit, with wonder. + +"Mr. Leighton," he cried, "Master Lewis, are you safe?' + +"Quite safe, Nelton," said Leighton. "Why?" + +Nelton mutely held out Lew's hat and jerked his head back at the wrecked +canopy. + +"Oh, yes," said Leighton, nodding; "we dropped those. Thank you for +picking them up. Take the bags up-stairs." + +"Lew," said Leighton, as they were washing, "did you use to have dinner +at night at Nadir or supper?" + +"Supper," said Lewis. + +"Well," said Leighton, "that's what you'll get today--at six o'clock, +and don't you be frightened when you see it. It has been said of the +Scotch that the most wonderful thing about them is that they can live on +oats. The mystery of the brawn and muscle of New England is no less +wrapped up in pies. But don't hesitate. Pitch in. There's something +about this air that turns a nightly mixture of mince-pies, pumpkin-pies, +custard-pies, lemon-pies, and apple-pies, with cheese, into a substance +as heavenly light as fresh-fallen manna. It is a tradition, wisely +fostered by the farmers, that the only thing that can bring nightmare +and the colic to a stomach in New England are green apples and stolen +melons." + +Lewis was in good appetite, as was Leighton. They ate heartily of many +things besides pies, went to bed at nine, and would have slept the round +of the clock had not a great gong--a bit of steel rail hung on a +wire--and all the multitudinous noises of farm headquarters broken out +in one simultaneous chorus at half-past five in a glorious morning. + +Noisy geese and noisier cocks, whinnying horses and lowing cattle, the +rattle of milk-tins, the squeak of the well-boom, the clank of +mowing-machines, the swish of a passing brush-harrow, and, finally, the +clamoring gong, were too much for Nelton. Lewis, on his way to look for +a bath, caught him stuffing what he called "cotton an' wool" into his +ears. + +"Tork about the streets of Lunnon, Master Lewis," he said. "I calls this +country life _deafenin'_." + +Lewis had wanted to telegraph to Natalie, but Leighton had stopped him. + +"You've waited too long for that," he had said. "You have apparently +neglected Natalie and Mrs. Leighton. When people think they've been +neglected, never give them a chance to think up what they're going to +say to you. Just fall on them." + +As soon as they had breakfasted, Leighton took Lewis to the top of the +hill at the back of the homestead. It was a high hill. It commanded a +long stretch of the Housatonic Valley to the east, and toward the west +and north it overlooked two ridges, with the dips between, before the +eye came up against the barrier of the Berkshire range. + +Lewis drew a long breath of the cold, morning air. + +"It's beautiful, Dad," he said. + +"Beautiful!" repeated Leighton, his eyes sweeping slowly and wistfully +across the scene. "Boy, God has made no lovelier land." + +Then he turned to the west and pointed across to the second ridge. "Do +you see that gleam of white that stands quite alone?" + +"Yes, I think I see what you mean," said Lewis. "'Way down, just below +it, you can see the tip of a church steeple." + +"So you can," said Leighton. "Well, that gleam of white is Aunt Jed's. +Make for it. That's where you'll find Natalie." + +"Is it?" said Lewis, straightening, and with a flush of excitement in +his cheeks. "Aren't you coming, too?" + +"No," said Leighton; "not to-day. We won't expect you back before +supper. Tell Mrs. Leighton that I'll be over soon to see her and thank +her." + +Lewis started off with an eager stride, only to learn that Aunt Jed's +was farther away than it looked. He found a road and followed it through +the valley and up the first ridge, then seeing that the road meandered +off to the right into a village, he struck off across the fields +straight for the distant house. + +He had passed through the moist bottoms and come upon a tract of +rock-strewn pasture land when he saw before him the figure of a girl. +Her back was to him. A great, rough straw hat hid her head. She wore a +white blouse and a close-fitting blue skirt. She was tall and supple, +but she walked slowly, with her eyes on the ground. In one hand she +carried a little tin pail. + +Lewis came up behind her. + +"What are you looking for?" he asked. + +The girl started and turned. Lewis stepped forward. They stood and +stared at each other. The little tin pail slipped from the girl's hand. + +"Strawberries," she stammered. "I was looking for strawberries." Then +she added so low that he scarcely heard her, "Lew?" + +"Nat!" cried Lewis. "It _is_ Nat!" + +Natalie swayed toward him. He caught her by the arms. She looked at him +and tried to smile, but instead she crumpled into a heap on a rock and +cried--cried as though her heart would break. + +Lewis sat down beside her and put one arm around her. + +"Why, Nat, aren't you glad to see me? Nat, don't cry! Aren't you glad +I've come?" + +Natalie nodded her head hard, but did not try to speak. Not till she had +quite finished crying did she look up. Then her tear-stained face broke +into a radiant smile. + +"That's--that's why I'm crying," she gasped; "because I'm so glad." + +So there they sat together and talked about what? About strawberries. +Lewis said that he had walked miles across the fields, and seen heaps of +blossoms but no berries. He didn't think the wild ones had berries. +Which, Natalie said, was nonsense. Of course they had berries, only it +was too early. She had found three that were pinkish. She pointed to +them where they had rolled from the little tin pail. Lewis picked one up +and examined it. + +"You're right," he said gravely, "it's a strawberry." + +Then silence fell upon them--a long silence, and at the end Lewis said: + +"Nat, do you remember at Nadir the guavas--when, you'd come out to where +I was with the goats?" + +Natalie nodded, a starry look in her far-away eyes. + +"Nat," said Lew, "tell me about it--about Nadir--about--about +everything. About how you went back to Consolation Cottage." + +Natalie flashed a look at him. + +"How did you know we had been back to Consolation Cottage?" + +"Why, I went there," said Lewis. "It isn't three months since I went +there." + +"Did you, Lew?" said Natalie, her face brightening. "Did you go just to +look for us?" + +"Of course," said Lewis. "Now tell me." + +"No," said Natalie, with a shake of her head, "you first." + + + + +CHAPTER XLV + + +In the innocence of that first hour Lewis told Natalie all. He even told +her of Folly, as though Folly, like all else, was something they could +share between them. Natalie did not wince. There are blows that just +sting--the sharp, quick blows that make us cry out, and then wonder why +we cried, so quickly does the pain pass. They are nothing beside the +blows that slowly fall and crush and keep their pain back till the +overwhelming last. + +People wonder at the cruel punishment a battered man can take and never +cry out, at the calm that fills the moment of life after the mortal +wound, and at the steady, quiet gaze of big game stricken unto death. +They do not know that when the blood of man or beast is up, when the +heart thunders fast in conflict or in the chase, there is no pain. A man +can get so excited over some trifle that a bullet will plow through his +flesh without his noticing it. Pain comes afterward. Pain is always an +awakening. + +Natalie was excited at the sudden presence of Lew and at the wonder of +his tale. In that galaxy of words that painted to her a climbing fairy +movement of growth and achievement the single fact of Folly shot through +her and away, but the wound stayed. For the moment she did not know that +she was stricken, nor did Lewis guess. And so it happened that that +whole day passed like a flash of happy light. + +Natalie, in her wisdom, had gone ahead to warn Mrs. Leighton and mammy +of Lewis's coming. Even so, when the two women took him into their long +embrace, he knew by the throbbing of their hearts how deeply joy can +shake foundations that have stood firm against the heaviest shocks of +grief. + +Gip and the cart, with Natalie at the helm, whisked Lewis back to the +homestead. What memories of galloping ponies and a far, wide world that +ride awakened they did not speak in words, but the light that was in +their faces when at the homestead gate they said good night was the +light that shines for children walking hand in hand in the morning land +of faith. + +Natalie could not eat that night. She slipped away early to bed--to the +little, old-fashioned bed that had been Aunt Jed's. It, too, was a +four-poster; but so pompous a name overweighted its daintiness. So light +were its trimmings in white, so snowy the mounds of its pillows and the +narrow reach of its counterpane, that it seemed more like a +nesting-place for untainted dreams than the sensible, stocky little bed +it was. + +Natalie went to bed and to sleep, but scarcely had the last gleam faded +from the western sky when she awoke. A sudden terror seized her. The +pillow beneath her cheek was wet. Upon her heart a great weight pressed +down and down. For a moment she rebelled. She had gone to sleep in the +lap of her happiest day. How could she wake to grief? A single word +tapped at her brain: Folly, Folly. And then she knew--she knew the wound +her happy day had left; and wide-eyed, fighting for breath, her arms +outstretched, she felt the slow birth of the pain that lives and lives +and grows with life. + +Natalie cried easily for happiness, and so the tears that she could +spare to grief were few. Not for nothing had she been born to the note +of joy. Through all her life, so troubled, so thinly spread with +pleasures, she had clung to her inheritance. Often had her mind +questioned her heart: "What is there in this empty day? Why do you +laugh? Why do you sing?" And ever her heart had answered, "I laugh and +sing because, if not to-day, then to-morrow, the full day cometh." + +But to-night her inheritance seemed a little and a cruel thing. +Wide-eyed she prayed for the tears that would not come. Dry were her +eyes, dry was her throat, and dry the pressing weight upon her heart. +Hours passed, and then she put forth her strength. She slipped from the +bed and walked with groping hands toward the open window. In the +semi-darkness she moved like a tall, pale light. Down her back and +across her bosom her hair fell like a caressing shadow. Her white feet +made no sound. + +She reached the window and knelt, her arms folded upon the low sill. She +tossed the hair from before her face and looked out upon the still +night. How far were the stars to-night--as cold and far as on that night +of long ago when she had stood on the top of the highest hill and called +to the desert for Lew! + +She stayed at the window for a long time, and found meager comfort at +last in the thought that Lewis could not have guessed. How could he have +guessed what she herself had not known? She arose and went back to bed. +Then she lay thinking and planning a course that should keep not only +Lewis but also Mrs. Leighton and mammy blind to the wound she bore. And +while she was in the midst of planning, sleep came and made good its +ancient right to lock hands with tired youth. + +Leighton was crestfallen to see in what high spirits Lew had come back +from his first day with Natalie. He lost faith at once in H lne's cure. +Then, as they went to bed, he clutched at a straw. + +"Lew," he asked, "did you tell your pal everything?" + +"Everything I could think of in the time," said Lewis, smiling. "One day +isn't much when you've got half of two lives to go over. Of course there +were things we forgot. We'll have them to tell to-morrow." + +"Was Folly one of the things you forgot?" + +"No," answered Lewis and paused, a puzzled look on his brow. He was +wondering why he had remembered Folly. To-night she seemed very far +away. Then he threw back his head and looked at his father. "Why did you +ask that?" + +Leighton did not answer for a moment. Finally he said: + +"Because it's the one thing you hadn't a right to keep to yourself. I'm +glad you saw that. Always start square with a woman. If you +do,--afterward,--she'll forgive you anything." + +Lewis went to bed with the puzzled look still on his face. It was not +because he had _seen_ anything that he had told of Folly. He had told of +her simply as a part of chronology--something that couldn't be skipped +without leaving a gap. Now he wondered, if he had had time to think, +would he have told? He had scarcely put the question to himself when +sleep blotted out thought. + +On the next day Leighton had the bays hitched to what was left of the +carryall, and with Silas and Lewis drove over to Aunt Jed's to pay his +respects to Mrs. Leighton. Natalie and Lew went off for a ramble in the +hills. Mammy bustled about her kitchen dreaming out a dream of an early +dinner for the company, and murmuring instructions to Ephy, a pale +little slip of a woman whom the household, seeking to help, had +installed as helper. Mrs. Leighton stayed with Leighton out under the +elms. They talked little, but they said much. + +It was still early in the day when Leighton said: + +"I shall call you Ann. You must call me Glen." + +"Of course," answered Mrs. Leighton, and then wondered why it was "of +course." "I suppose," she said aloud, "it's 'of course' because of Lew. +I feel as though I were sitting here years ahead, talking to Lew when +his head will be turning gray." + +"Don't!" cried Leighton. "Don't say that! Lew travels a different road." + +Mrs. Leighton looked up, surprised at his tone. + +"Perhaps you don't see what we can see. Perhaps you don't know what you +have done for Lew." + +"I have done nothing for Lew," said Leighton, quickly. "If anything has +been done for Lew, it was done in the years when I was far from him in +body, in mind, and in spirit. Lew would have been himself without me. It +is doubtful whether he would have been himself without you. I--I don't +forget that." + + + + +CHAPTER XLVI + + +At four o'clock Leighton sent for Silas. + +"Take the team home, Silas," he said. "We're going to walk. Come along, +Lew." + +"It's awfully early, Dad," said Lew, with a protesting glance at the +high sun. + +"The next to the last thing a man learns in social finesse," said +Leighton, "and the very last rule that reaches the brain of woman, is to +say good-by while it's still a shock to one's hosts." + +"And it's still a shock to-day," said Mrs. Leighton, smiling. "But you +mustn't quarrel with what your father's said, Lew," she added. "He's +given you the key to the heart of 'Come again!'" + +"As if Lew would ever need that!" cried Natalie. + +Soon after leaving the house, Leighton struck off to the right and up. +His step was not springy. His head hung low on his breast, and his +fingers gripped nervously at the light stick he carried. He did not +speak, and Lewis knew enough not to break that silence. They crossed a +field, Leighton walking slightly ahead. He did not have to look up to +lead the way. + +Presently they came into a lane. It dipped off to the left, into the +valley. It was bordered by low, gray stone walls. On its right hung a +thick wood of second-growth trees--a New England wood, various beyond +the variety of any other forest on earth. It breathed a mingled essence +of faint odors. The fronds of the trees reached over and embowered the +lane. + +On the left the view was open to the valley by reason of a pasture. The +low stone wall was topped by a snaky fence of split rails. They were so +old, so gray, that they, too, seemed of stone. Beyond them sloped the +meager pasture-land; brown, almost barren even in the youth of the year. +It was strewn with flat, outcropping rocks. Here and there rose a mighty +oak. A splotch of green marked a spring. Below the spring one saw the +pale blush of laurel in early June. + +Leighton stopped and prodded the road with his stick. Lewis looked down. +He saw that his father's hand was trembling. His eyes wandered to a big +stone that peeped from the loam in the very track of any passing wheel. +The stone was covered with moss--old moss. It was a long time since +wheels had passed that way. + +Leighton walked on a few steps, and then paused again, his eyes fixed on +a spot at the right of the lane where the old wall had tumbled and +brought with it a tangled mass of fox-grape vine. He left the roadway +and sat on the lower wall, his back against a rail. He motioned to Lewis +to sit down too. + +"I have brought you here," said Leighton and stopped. His voice had been +so low that Lewis had understood not a word. "I have brought you here," +said Leighton again, and this time clearly, "to tell you about your +mother." + +Lewis restrained himself from looking at his father's face. + +"Your mother's name," went on Leighton, "was Jeanette O'Reilly. She was +a milk-maid. That is, she didn't have to milk the cows, but she took +charge of the milk when it came into the creamery and did to and with it +all the things that women do with milk. I only knew your mother when she +was seventeen. No one seemed to know where Jeanette came from. Perhaps +Aunt Jed knew. I think she did, but she never told. I never asked. To me +Jeanette came straight from the hand of God. + +"I have known many beautiful women, but since Jeanette, the beauty of +women has not spoken to the soul of me. There is a beauty--and it was +hers--that cries out, just as a still and glorious morning cries out, to +the open windows of the soul. To me Jeanette was all sighing, sobbing +beauty. Beauty did not rest upon her; it glowed through her. She alone +was the prism through which my eyes could look upon the Promised Land. I +knew it, and so--I told my father. + +"I was only a boy, not yet of age. My father never hesitated. All the +power that law and tradition allowed he brought to bear. He forbade me +to visit Aunt Jed's or to see Jeanette again. He gave me to understand +that the years held no hope for me--that on the day I broke his command +I would cut myself off from him and home. To clinch things, he sent me +away to college a month early, and put me under a tutor. + +"There is a love that forgets all else--that forgets honor. I forged a +letter to the authorities and signed my father's name to it. It told +them to send me back at once--that my mother was ill. I came back to +these hills, but not home. Far back in the woods here William Tuck had a +hut. He was a wood-cutter. He lived alone. He owed nothing to any man. +Many a time we had shot and fished together. I came back to William. + +"This lane doesn't lead to Aunt Jed's. This land never belonged to her. +Here we used to meet, Jeanette and I. You see the mass of fox-grape over +yonder? In that day the wall hadn't tumbled. It stood straight and firm. +The fox-grape sprang from it and climbed in a great veil over the young +trees. Behind that wall, in the cool dusk of the grapevine, we used to +sit and laugh inside when a rare buggy or a wagon went by." + +Leighton drew a long breath. + +"I used to lie with my head in Jeanette's lap because it was the only +way I could see her eyes. Her lashes were so long that when she raised +them it was like the slow flutter of the wings of a butterfly at rest. +She did not raise them often. She kept them down--almost against the +soft round of her cheek--because--because, she said, she could dream +better that way. + +"How shall I tell you about her hair? I used to reach up and pull at it +until it tumbled. And then, because Jeanette's hair never laughed except +when it was the playmate of light, I used to drag her to her feet, +across the wall, across the lane, down there to the flat rock just above +the spring. + +"There we would sit, side by side, and every once in a while look +fearfully around, so public seemed that open space. But all we ever saw +for our pains was a squirrel or perhaps a woodchuck looking around +fearfully, too. Jeanette would sit with her hands braced behind her, her +tumbled hair splashing down over her shoulders and down her back. The +setting sun would come skipping over the hills and play in her hair, and +Jeanette's hair would laugh--laugh out loud. And I--I would bury my face +in it, as you bury your face in flowers, and wonder at the unshed tears +that smarted in my eyes." + +Leighton stopped to sigh. It was a quivering sigh that made Lewis want +to put out his hand and touch his father, but he was afraid to move. +Leighton went on. + +"Look well about you, boy. No wheel has jarred this silence for many a +year--not since I bought the land you see and closed the road. Man +seldom comes here now,--only children in the fall of the year when the +chestnuts are ripe. Jeanette liked children. She was never anything but +a child herself. Look well about you, I say, for these still woods and +fields, with God's free air blowing over them,--they were your cradle, +the cradle of your being. + +"It was Jeanette that made me go back to college when college opened, +but months later it was William that sent for me when Jeanette was too +weak to stop him. The term was almost over. Through all the winter I had +never mentioned Jeanette to the folks at home, hoping that my father +would let me come home for the summer and wander these hills unwatched. +Now William wrote. I couldn't make out each individual word, but the sum +of what he tried to tell flew to my heart. + +"Jeanette had disappeared from Aunt Jed's three months before. They had +not found her, for they had watched for her only where I was. She had +gone to William's little house. She had been hidden away there. While +she was well enough, she had not let him send for me. There was panic in +William's letter, for he wrote that he would meet the first train by +which I could come, and every other train thereafter. + +"You heard William say the other day that he had never driven like that +since--and there I stopped him. It was since the day I came back to +Jeanette he was going to say. We didn't mind the horses breaking that +day. Where the going was good, they ran because they felt like it; where +it was bad, they ran because I made them. I asked William if he had a +doctor, and he said he had. He had done more than that: he had married +Mrs. Tuck to look after Jeanette. + +"We stopped in the village for the parson. I was going to blurt out the +truth to him, but William was wiser. He told him that some one was +dying. So we got the old man between us, and I drove while William held +him. He would have jumped out. He thought we were mad." + + + + +CHAPTER XLVII + + +Leighton paused as he thought grimly over that ride. Then he went on: + +"The last thing my father paid for out of his own pocket on my account +was that team of horses from the livery stable. They got to William's +all right, but they were broken--broken past repair. Poor beasts! Even +so we were only just in time. The old parson married me to Jeanette. I +would have killed him if he had hesitated. I didn't have to tell him so; +he saw it. + +"For one blessed moment Jeanette forgot pain and locked her arms about +my neck. Then they pushed me out, and William and the parson with me. +Mrs. Tuck and the doctor stayed in there. You were born." Leighton +gripped his hands hard on his stick. "What--what was it the old +Woman--the fortune-teller--said?" + +"'Child of love art thou,'" repeated Lewis, in a voice lower than his +father's. "'At thy birth was thy mother rent asunder, for thou wert +conceived too near the heart.'" + +Leighton trembled as though with the ague. He nodded his head, already +low sunk upon his breast. + +"It was that--just that," he whispered. "They called us in, the old +preacher and me. Jeanette stayed just for a moment, her hand in mine, +her eyes in mine, and then--she was gone. The old parson cried like a +child. I wondered why he cried. Suddenly I knew, and my curses rose +above his prayers. I sprang for William's rifle in the corner, and +before they could stop me, I shot you. + +"Boy, I shot to kill; but the best shot at a hundred yards will miss +every time at a hundred inches. The bullet just grazed your shoulder, +and at the sting of it you began to gasp and presently to cry. Tears +afterward the doctor told me you would never have lived to draw a single +breath if it hadn't been for that shot. The shock of it was what started +your heart, your lungs. They had tried slapping, and it hadn't done any +good." + +Leighton paused again, before he went on in a dull voice. + +"After that I can tell you what happened only from hearsay. Aunt Jed +came and took you and what was left of Jeanette, your mother. Sometime +you must stop in the churchyard down yonder under the steeple and look +for a little slab that tells nothing--nothing except that Jeanette died +a wife before the law and--and much beloved before God. + +"They kept me at William's for days until I was in my right mind. The +day they took me home was the day father paid for the horses--the day he +died. I don't know if he would have forgiven me if he had lived. I never +saw him again alive, after he knew. I've often wondered. I would give a +lot to know, even to-day, that he would have forgiven. But life is like +that. Death strikes and leaves us blind--blind to some vital spring of +love, could we but find it and touch it." + +Lewis was young. Just to hear the burden that had lain so long upon his +father's heart was too much for him. Not for nothing had Leighton lived +beside his boy. There, under the still trees, their souls reached out +and touched. Lewis dropped his head and arms upon his father's knees and +sobbed. He felt as though his whole heart was welling up in tears. + +Leighton's hand fell caressingly upon him. He did not speak until his +boy had finished crying, then he said: + +"I've told you all this because you alone in all the world have a right +to know, a right to know your full inheritance--the inheritance of a +child of love." + +Leighton paused. + +"I never saw you again," he went on, "until that day when we met down +there at the ends of the earth. Aunt Jed had sent you down there to hide +you from me. Before she died she told me where you were and sent me to +you. She needn't have told me to go after you. + +"As you go on and meet a wider world, you will hear strange things of +your father. Believe them all, and then, if you can, still remember. +Don't waste love. That's a prayer and a charge. I've wasted a lot of +life and self, but never a jot of love. Now go, boy. Tell them I've +stayed behind for supper." + +Lewis did not hurry. When he reached the homestead, it was already late. +Mrs. Tuck had kept their supper hot for them. When she saw Lewis come in +alone, she rushed up to him with eager questions of his father. Lewis +looked with new eyes upon her kindly anxious face. + +"It's all right," he said. "Dad stayed behind. He doesn't want any +supper." + +Mrs. Tuck looked shrewdly at him, and then turned away. + +"It ain't never all right," she said half to herself, "when a man +full-grown don't want his supper." + +Lewis saw nothing more of his father that night. He tried to keep awake, +but it was long after sleep had conquered him that Leighton came in. And +during the days that followed he saw less and less of his father. Early +in the morning Leighton would be up. He would eat, and then wander about +the place listlessly with his cigar. His head hanging, he would wander +farther and farther from the house until, almost without volition, he +would suddenly strike off in a straight line across the hills. + +Lewis would have noticed the desertion more had it not been for Natalie. +Natalie claimed and held all his days. Together they walked and drove +till Lewis had learned all the highways and byways that Natalie had long +since discovered. She liked the byways best, and twice she drove through +crowding brush to the foot of the lane that was barred. + +"I've often come here," she said, "and I've even tried to pull those +bars down, but they're solider than they look. I'm not strong enough. +Will you help me some day? I want to follow that dear old mossy lane to +its end, if it has one. It looks as if it led straight into the land of +dreams." + +"It probably does," said Lewis. "I'll never help you pull down those +bars, because, if you've got any heart, you can look at them and see +that whoever put them up owns that land of dreams, and there's no land +of dreams with room for more than two people, and they must be holding +hands." + +"You've made me not want to go in there," said Natalie as she turned Gip +around. "How could you see it like that? You're not a woman." + +Lewis did not answer, but when, two days later, they were out after +strawberries, and Natalie led him through a wood in the valley to the +foot of the pasture with the oaks and the spring, Lewis stopped her. + +"Don't let's go up there, Nan," he said. "That's part of somebody else's +land of dreams. Dad's tip there somewhere, I'm sure." + +Natalie looked at him, and he saw in her eyes that she knew all that he +had not told in words. + + + + +CHAPTER XLVIII + + +Leighton and Lewis made two business trips away from the homestead, and +on both occasions, as soon as affairs permitted, hurried back with equal +eagerness. Leighton tried to read significance into the fact that Lewis +was not chafing at his absence from Folly, but he could not because +Lewis wrote to Folly every week, and seemed to revel in telling her +everything. Folly's answers were few and far between. + +Leighton would have given much to see one of Folly's letters. He +wondered if her maid wrote them for her. He used to watch Lewis reading +them. They were invariably short--mere notes. Lewis would read each one +several times to make it seem like a letter. He seemed to feel that his +father would like to see one of the letters, and one day, to keep +himself from calling himself coward, he impulsively handed one over. + +Leighton read the scant three pages slowly. It was as though Folly had +reached across the sea to scratch him again, for the note was well +written in a bold, round hand. It was short because Folly combined the +wisdom of the serpent with the voice of a dove. She knew the limits of +her shibboleth of culture, and never passed them. She said only the +things she had learned to write correctly. They were few. + +The few weeks at the homestead had changed Leighton. A single mood held +him--a mood that he never threw off with a toss of his head. He seemed +to have lost his philosophy of cheerfulness at the word of command. +Lewis was too absorbed in his long days with Natalie to notice it, but +Nelton took it upon himself to open his eyes. + +"Larst month," he said, "you and the governor was brothers. Now persons +don't have to ask me is he your father. It's written in his fyce. It's +this country life as has done it. Noisy, I calls it. No rest." + +Lewis felt penitent. He suggested to Leighton a day together, a tramp +and a picnic, but Leighton shook his head. + +"I don't want to have to talk," he said bluntly. + +"Dad," said Lewis, "let's go away." + +Leighton started as though the words were something he had too long +waited for. + +"Go away?" he repeated. How often had he said, "To go away is the +sovereign cure." "Yes," he went on, "I believe you are right. I think +it's high time--past time--for me to clear. Will you come or stay?" + +"I'll come if it's London," said Lewis, smiling. + +"London first, of course," said Leighton, gravely. "To-day is Tuesday. +Say we start on Thursday. That gives us a day to go over and say +good-by." + +"One day isn't enough," said Lewis. "Make it two." + +"All right," agreed Leighton. + +For that afternoon Lewis and Natalie had planned a long tramp, but +before they had gone a mile from Aunt Jed's a purling brook in the +depths of a still wood raised before them an impassable barrier of +beauty. By a common, unspoken consent they sat down beside the gurgling +water. They talked much and were silent much. + +For the first time Lewis had something in mind which he was afraid to +tell to Natalie. He was not afraid for her. It was a selfish fear. He +was afraid for himself--afraid to tell her that two short days would +close the door for them on childhood. He wondered that mere years had +been powerless to close that door. He looked on Natalie, and knew that +renunciation would be hard. + +Natalie had tossed aside her hat. She sat leaning against the crisp +trunk of a silver birch. Her hands were in her lap. Her dress was +crumpled up, displaying her crossed feet and the tantalizing line of her +slim ankles. Against the copper green of the tree trunk the mass of her +hair was pressed, gold upon the shadow of gold. Her moist lips were half +open. Her eyes were away, playing with memory. + +"Bet you can't tell me the first thing you ever said to me," said Lewis. + +"My dwess is wumpled," said Natalie, promptly, a single dimple coming +and going with her sudden smile. Then she looked down and blushed. She +straightened out her skirt, and patted it in place. They looked at each +other and laughed. + +"Do you remember what came after that?" said Lewis, teasingly. "We +kissed each other." + +Natalie nodded. + +"Nat," said Lewis, "do you remember any kiss after that one?" + +"No," said Natalie. + +"Funny," said Lewis. "I don't either. Do you want me to kiss you when it +comes to saying good-by?" + +Natalie turned a wide and questioning look on him. + +"No," she said in a tone he had never heard from her before, + +Lewis sank back upon one elbow. He had been on the point of telling her +that good-by was only two days off. Her tone stopped him. "Do you +remember the night of the sunset?" he asked, instead. + +Natalie nodded. + +"I said I was going to sail to the biggest island. You said you were, +too, and I said you couldn't because you were littlest. Do you +remember?" + +Natalie sank her head slowly in assent. Her lower lip trembled. Suddenly +she laughed and sprang to her feet. + +"Come on," she cried, "or we'll be late for supper. I'll beat you to the +fence." She was off with a rush, but Lewis got to the fence first. He +helped her over with mock ceremony. When they came to a wall farther on +he helped her over again. This helping Natalie over obstacles was +something new. It gave him faint twinges of pleasure. + +They came to the foot of the pasture at the back of the house and to the +last wall of all. "Come on," said Lewis, smiling and holding out his +hand. + +"Not this time, silly," said Natalie. "Don't you see the bars are down?" + +"Yes, I see," said Lewis, springing into the open gap in the wall, "but +you're not coming through here. You're going over." + +"Am I?" said Natalie, and rushed at him. With one arm he caught her +around the waist and threw her back. She landed on all fours, like a +cat. Then, laughing, she sprang up and came at him again, only to be +hurled back once more. Lewis was laughing, too, laughing at this last +romp in the name of childhood. Natalie was so strong, so stipple, that +he handled her roughly without fear of hurting her. They both felt the +joy of strength and battle and exulted. Four times Natalie stormed the +breach, and four times was she hurled back. Then she stood, panting, and +holding her sides, the blood rioting in her cheeks, and fire in her +eyes. + +"Give up?" asked Lewis. + +Natalie shook her head. + +"We'll be late for supper." + +"I don't care," said Natalie. "I'll never give up; only I'm cold." She +shivered. + +"Cold, Nat?" cried Lewis. "Here." He started to take off his thick tweed +coat. At the exact moment when his arms were imprisoned in the sleeves, +Natalie shot by him. She held her skirts above her knees and ran. + +Long was the chase before Lewis caught her. He threw his arms around her +and held her. Natalie did not struggle. + +"You can't carry me back," she gasped. "It's too far." Then suddenly +from her eyes a woman looked out--a woman Lewis did not know. His arms +dropped to his sides. He felt the blood pumping in his heart--his heart +that had been pressed but now against the breast of this strange +unknown. By one impulse they turned from each other and walked silently +to the house. They were strangers, + + + + +CHAPTER XLIX + + +That evening when Natalie was driving him home Lewis told her that +to-morrow was good-by. Gip, as usual, was holding Natalie's attention so +that she could scarcely pay heed to what Lewis was saying. But the +central fact that he and Leighton were going hung in her mind and sank +in slowly, so that when they got to the homestead she could say quite +evenly: + +"Shall we see you again?" + +"Of course," said Lewis, "Dad and I will come over to say good-by." + +"Come for supper," said Natalie. "I won't be home in the morning. Good +night." + +Lewis walked slowly to the house, Natalie had not given him time to ask +why she would not be at home in the morning. He grudged giving that +morning to any foreign interest. He wondered what he could do to kill +all that time alone. + +The next afternoon he and Leighton drove over to Aunt Jed's in state. +Leighton was still held by his mood--a mood that was not morose so much +as distant. Lewis himself was in no good humor. The morning had palled +on him even more than he had feared. Now he felt himself chilled when he +longed to be warmed. Where his spirit cried out for sunshine, his +father's mood threw only shadow. How tangible and real a thing was that +shadow he never realized until they reached Aunt Jed's and found that it +had got there before them. + +Despite mammy's art, the supper was a sad affair. It was not the sadness +of close-knitted hearts about to part that seized upon the company. Love +can thrive on the bitter-sweet of that pain. It was a deeper +sadness--the sadness that in evil hours seizes upon the individual soul +and says: "You stand alone. From this desert place of the mind you can +flee by the road of any trifling distraction, but into it no companion +ever enters. You stand alone." "I myself," cries the soul of man, and +recoils from that brink of infinite distance. Such was the mood that +Leighton had imposed on those he touched that day, for, while he could +take no company into his desert place, by simply going there he could +drive the rest each to his far wilderness. + +After supper they sat long in a silence without communion. It became +unbearable. In such an hour bodily nearness becomes a repulsion. Lewis +rebelled. He looked indignantly at Natalie. She too was young. Why did +not her youth revolt? But Natalie wasn't feeling young that night. She +did not answer his look. + +"Dad," said Lewis, "I think we'd better go. We have to make an early +start." + +"All right," said Leighton, listlessly. "Tell Silas." + +Lewis rose and turned to Natalie. + +"Aren't you coming?" he asked. + +Natalie got up slowly, and drew a filmy white scarf--a cloud, she called +it--about her shoulders. There seemed an alien chill in the air. + +As they walked toward the barn, a memory that had been playing +hide-and-seek with Lewis's mind throughout the evening suddenly met him +full in the face of thought. He stopped and stared at Natalie. She was +dressed in red. What was it they had called that birthday dress of long +ago? Accordion silk. The breeze caught Natalie's skirt and played with +it, opening out the soft pleats and closing them again. The breeze +seized upon the ends of the cloud and lifted them fitfully as though +they were wings too tired for full flight. + +"Nat," whispered Lewis, "You remember the night I left Nadir. Is it the +same dress?" + +"Silly," said Natalie, smiling faintly. "I've grown ten inches since +then." + +Lewis reached out slowly and took her hands. How he remembered that +good-by, every bit of it! Natalie's hands gripping his shoulders, his +arms about her twitching, warm body, his face buried in her fragrant +hair! But to-night her hands were cold and trembling to withdrawal. He +felt withdrawal in her whole body, so close to him, so far away. Why was +she so far away? Suddenly he remembered yesterday--the moment when the +stranger woman had looked out at him from Natalie's eyes. She was far +away because they two had traveled far from childhood. + +His own hands were hot. They were eager to seize Natalie, to drag +himself back, and her with him, into childhood's land of faith. But he +knew he had not the strength for that. He had only the strength to drop +her cold hands and to turn and shout for Silas. + +On the way home Lewis plunged rebelliously against his father's mood. + +"Dad," he said, "do you think Natalie belongs to the Old Guard?" + +"The Old Guard?" repeated Leighton, vacantly. Then a gleam of-light +dawned in his eyes. "Your little pal--the Old Guard. No, she doesn't +belong in the way of a recruit; she hasn't joined the ranks. Do you want +to know why? Because, boy, your little pal and women like her are the +foundation, the life's blood, of the Old Guard. She doesn't have to +join. She is, was, and always will be the Old Guard itself. In her +single heart she holds the seven worlds of women." + +"But, Dad," said Lewis, half turning in his seat, "you don't know +Natalie. You've never once talked to her." + +Leighton shrugged his shoulders. + +"I've met lots of men that know God; I've never seen one that could +prove him. I know Natalie better--better----" Then suddenly his mind +trailed off to its desert place. He would speak no more that night. + +The next day they were off. Action and movement brought a measure of +relief from the very start. Leighton glanced almost eagerly from the +windows of the hurrying train, watching for the sudden turn and the new +view. There remained in his eyes, however, a desperate question. Was +"going away" still the sovereign cure? + +At New York a cable awaited him. He opened it, read it, and turned +bruskly to Lewis. + +"I'm not going to London," he said. "I'm going to Naples direct. Old +Ivory will wait for me there. You'll be going to London, I suppose." + +For the first time Lewis felt far away from his father. He flushed. He +felt like crying, because it came upon him suddenly that he was far away +from his father, that they had been traveling different roads for many +days. Pride came to his aid. + +"Yes," he said, steadily, "I shall go to London." + +Leighton nodded and turned to Nelton. He gave him a string of rapid +orders, to which Nelton answered with his frequent and unfailing: "Yes, +sir. Thank you, sir." + +"Wait here," said Leighton. "I'm going to answer this." + +He hurried away, and Lewis, feeling unaccountably tired, sat down on a +divan. Nelton remained on guard beside the bags, repulsing the attacks +of too anxious bell-boys. To him came a large, heavy-faced person, +pensively plying a toothpick. + +"Say, young feller," he said, "how much do you get?" + +Nelton stared, dumfounded, at the stranger. + +"How much do I get?" he stammered. + +"Yep, just that," said the stranger. "What's your pay?" + +Helton's face turned a brick red. He glared steadily into the stranger's +eyes, but said nothing. + +"Well, well, never mind the figure if you're ashamed of it," said the +stranger, calmly. "This is my offer. If you'll shake your boss and come +to me, I'll double your pay every year so long as you stick to that +'Yes, sir, thank you, sir,' talk and manner. What do you say? Is it a +deal?" + +"What do I s'y?" repeated Nelton, licking his lips. Lewis, grinning on +the lounge, was eavesdropping with all his ears. + +"H--m--m," said the stranger, "double your pay every year _if you keep +it up_." + +"I s'y this," said Nelton, a slight tremble in his voice, "I've been +serving gentlemen so long that I don't think we'd hit it off together, +thank you." + +The stranger's shrewd eyes twinkled, but he was otherwise unmoved. + +"Perhaps you're right," he mumbled, still plying his toothpick. "Anyway, +I'm glad you're not a worm." He drew a large business card from his +pocket and held it out. "Come to me if you ever want a man's job." + +Nelton took the card and held it out as though he had been petrified in +the act. His bulging eyes watched the stranger as he sauntered leisurely +back to his seat, then they turned to Lewis. + +"What do you think of that?" they asked. + +Lewis held out his hand for the card and glanced at the name. + +"Nelton," he said, "you've made a mistake. Better go over and tell the +old boy you've reconsidered his proposition. I'll fix it up with dad. +You'll be able to retire in three years." + +"Master Lewis," said Nelton, gravely, "there's lots of people besides +you and the governor that thinks we serving-men says 'Yes, sir, thank +you, sir,' to any one for the syke of a guinea a week and keep. Now you +and the stout party eating the toothpick over yonder knows better." + + + + +CHAPTER L + + +On the following day, while Leighton and Lewis were sorting out their +things and Nelton was packing, Leighton said: + +"Nelton, you'd better go back to London with Mr. Lewis." + +"Beg your pardon, sir," said Nelton from the depths of a trunk, "but I'd +like to go with you, sir." + +"Where to?" asked Leighton, surprised. "Africa?" + +"Yes, sir, Africa, sir." + +Leighton paused for a moment before he said: + +"Nelton, you can't go to Africa, not as a serving-man. You wouldn't be +useful and you wouldn't be comfortable. Africa's a queer place, the +cradle of slavery and the land of the free. A place," he continued, half +to himself, "where masters become men. They are freed from their +servants by the law that says white shall not serve white while the +black looks on lest he be amazed that the gods should wait upon each +other." + +He turned back to Nelton and added with a smile that was kindly: + +"What would you do in a land where just to be white spells kingship--a +kingship held by the power to stand up to your thirty miles a day, to +bear hunger and thirst without whimpering, to stand steady in danger, +and to shoot straight and keep clean always? It's a land where all the +whites sit down to the same table, but it isn't every white that can get +to the table. You mustn't think I'm picking on you, Nelton. The man +that's going with me is always hard up, but I heard him refuse an offer +of Lord Dubbley's of all expenses and a thousand pounds down to take him +on a trip." + +"Lord Dubbley!" repeated Nelton, impressed. "Is there anything w'at a +lord can't 'ave?" + +"Yes," said Leighton. "There are still tables you can't sit down at for +just money or name, but they are getting further and further away." + +"Mr. Lewis Leighton and servant" attracted considerable attention on the +_Laurentia_, but let it be said to Lewis's credit, or, rather, to the +credit of his abstraction, that he did not notice it. Never before had +Lewis had so much to think about. His parting with his father ought to +have been more than a formality. Why had it been a mere incident--an +incident scarcely salient among the happenings of a busy day? As he +looked back, Lewis began to see that it was not yesterday or the day +before that he had parted from his father. When was it, then? Suddenly +it came upon him that their real farewell had been said in that still, +deserted lane overlooking his father's land of dreams. + +The realization depressed him. He did not know why. He did not know that +the physical partings in this world are as nothing compared with those +divisions of the spirit that come to us unawares, that are never seen in +anticipation, but are known all too poignantly when, missing from beside +us some long familiar soul, we look back and see the parting of the +ways. + +Then there was another matter that had come to puzzle his inexperience. +He knew nothing of his father's theory that there is no erotic affection +that can stand a separation of six months in conjunction with six +thousand miles. To youth erotic affection is nonexistent; all emotional +impulse is love. Along this road the race would have come to utter +marital disaster long ago were it not for the fact that youth takes in a +new impulse with every breath. + +In certain aspects Lewis had the maturity of his age. People who looked +at him saw a man, not a boy. But there was a shy and hidden side of him +that was very young indeed. He was one of those men in whom youth is +inherent, a legion that cling long to dreams and are ever ready to stand +and fall by some chosen illusion. Reason can not rob them of God, nor +women rob them of woman. + +To Lewis's youth had come a new impulse so entangled with contact with +H lne, with Leighton, and with Natalie that he could not quite define +it. He only knew that it had pushed Folly back in his vision--so far +back that his mind could not fasten upon and hold her in the place to +which he had given her a right. The realization troubled him. He worried +over it, but comforted himself with the thought that once his eyes could +feast again upon her living self, she would blot out, as before, all +else in life. + +He should have arrived in London on Saturday night, but a heavy fog held +the steamer to the open sea over night, and it was only late on Sunday +morning that he disembarked at Plymouth. Well on in the afternoon he +reached town and rushed to the flat for a wash and a change before +seeking Folly. + +Eager to taste the pleasures of surprising the lady of his choice, he +had sent her no word of his coming, and as a consequence he found her +apartment empty--empty for him, for Folly was not in. Marie opened the +door, and after a few gasping words of welcome told him that Folly had +just gone out, that she was driving in the park; but wouldn't he come in +and wait? + +At first he said "Yes," but his impatience did not let him even cross +the threshold. It drove him out to the park with the assurance that it +was better to hunt for a needle in a haystack than to sit down and wait +for the needle to crawl out to him. For a while he stood at a point of +vantage and watched the long procession of private motor-cars and +carriages, but he watched in vain. Depressed, he started to walk, and +his mood carried him away from the throng. + +He was walking head down when a lonely carriage standing by the curb +drew his eye. At first he thought desire had deceived his senses. The +equipage looked very like Folly's smart little victoria, but it was +empty, and the man on the box was a stranger. Lewis approached him +doubtfully. "Is this Miss Delaires's carriage?" he asked. + +The man looked him over before he answered: + +"Yes, sir." + +"Where is Miss Delaires?" asked Lewis, his face brightening. + +"Doin' 'er mile," replied the coachman. + +Lewis waved his hand toward a path to the right questioningly. The man +nodded. Feeling suddenly young again, Lewis hurried along the path with +a long and eager stride. He had not gone far when he saw a dainty +figure, grotesquely accompanied by a ragamuffin, coming toward him. He +did not have to ask himself twice if the dainty figure was Folly's. If +he had been blind, the singing of the blood in his veins would have +spelled her name. + +He stepped behind a screening bush and waited to spring out at her. His +eyes fastened curiously upon the ragamuffin. He could see that he was +speaking to Folly, and that she was paying no regard to him. Presently +Lewis could hear what he was saying: + +"Aw, naow, lydy, give us a penny, won't cher?" + +"I won't," replied Folly, sharply. "I said I wouldn't, and I won't. I'll +give you up to the first officer we come to, though, if you don't +clear." + +"Ah, ga-am!" said the youth, whose head scarcely reached to Folly's +waist. "Course you won't give me no penny. _You_ ain't no lydy." + +Folly stopped in her tracks. Her face went suddenly livid with rage. + +"No lydy!" she cried in the most directly expressive of all idioms. "If +I wasn't a _perfect_ lydy, I'd slap your blankety blank little blank." + +At each word of the virile repartee of Cockneydom coming so +incongruously from those soft lips, Lewis's heart went down and down in +big, jolting bumps. Scarcely aware of what he was doing, he stepped out +into the path. Folly looked up and saw him. The look of amazement in his +face, eyes staring and mouth open and gulping, struck and held her for a +second before she realized who it was that stood before her. + +For just the fraction of a moment longer she was frightened and puzzled +by Lewis's dumfounded mien; then her mind harked back for the clue and +got it. No one had to tell her that the game was up so far as Lewis was +concerned. She knew it. Her face suddenly crinkled up with mirth. With a +peal of laughter, she dodged him and ran improperly for her very proper +little turnout. He did not follow except with his eyes. + +"Larfin' at _us_, governor," jibed the diminutive cockney, putting a +rail between himself and Lewis. "The 'uzzy! The minute I lays my heye on +that marm, I says, 'Blime yer, _you_ ain't no lydy'! I say, governor, +give us a penny." + +Lewis turned away and took a few steps gropingly, head down, as though +he walked in a trance. Presently he stopped and came back, feeling with +finger and thumb in his waistcoat pocket. He drew out a gold coin, +looked at it gravely, and flipped it across the rail at the ragamuffin. +Then he turned and walked off with a rapid stride. + +The little cockney snatched at the coin, and popped it into his mouth. +Too overwhelmed to speak his gratitude, he stood on his head until Lewis +was out of sight. It was the first time in his life that he had handled, +much less possessed, a "thick un." + + + + +CHAPTER LI + + +The expert surgeon, operating for blindness on the membranes of the eye, +is denied the bulwark of an anesthetic. Such a one will tell you that +the moment of success is the moment most pregnant with disaster. To the +patient who has known only the fraction of life that lies in darkness, +the sudden coming of light is a miracle beyond mere resurrection from +the dead. But he is warned he must avoid any spasm of joy. Should he cry +out and start at the coming of the dawn, in that moment he bids farewell +forever to the light of day. + +Something of this shock of sudden sight had come to Lewis, but it came +to him with no spasm of joy. A man who has been drugged does not awake +to joy, but to pain. Liberation and suffering too often walk hand in +hand. Lewis had felt no bondage; consequently his freedom was as +terrible as it was sudden. It plunged him into depths of depression he +had never before sounded. + +From the park he went mechanically to the flat, and sat for hours by the +window looking out upon the dead Sunday gray of London. Darkness came, +and with it Nelton and lights. Nelton remarked that there was nothing to +eat in the house. + +"I know," said Lewis, and sat on, too abject to dress and go out for +dinner. In his depression his thoughts turned naturally to his father. +He thought of joining him, and searched time-tables and sailings, only +to find that he could not catch up with the expedition. Besides, as he +looked back on their last days in America, he doubted whether his father +would have welcomed his coming. + +The next few days were terrible indeed, for Lady Derl, as he had feared, +was out of town. He wrote to her, begging her to let him know where she +was and when she would come to London. For three days he waited for an +answer, and then the emptiness of the whole world, the despair of +isolation, drove him to his studio and to work. + +He had had an impulse to write to Natalie, even to go to her; but there +was a fineness in his nature that stopped him, a shame born of the +realization of his blindness and of the pity in which H lne and +Leighton and perhaps even Natalie must have held him. + +Suddenly the full import of H lne's intimate sacrifice in the disrobing +of the palpitating sorrow of her life and of his father's immolation of +his land of dreams struck him. They had done these things to make him +see, and he had remained blind. They had struck the golden chords of the +paean of mighty love, and he had clung, smiling and unhearing, to his +penny whistle. + +For the first time, and with Folly farther away than ever before, he saw +her as she was. Once he had thought that she and youth were inseparable, +that Folly _was_ youth. Now, in the power of sudden vision, he saw as +his father had seen all along, that Folly was as old as woman, that she +had never been young. + +These things did not come to Lewis in a single day, but in long hours of +work spread over many weeks. He was laboring at a frieze, a commission +that had come to him through Le Brux, and upon which he had done +considerable work before going to America. What he had done had not been +altogether pleasing to his father. Lewis had felt it, though Leighton +had said little beyond damning it to success. + +Now Lewis saw the beginning he had made through his father's eyes. He +saw the facile riot and exaggerations of youth, and contrasted their +quick appeal to a hurried age with the modesty of the art that hides +behind the vision and reveals itself not to an age or to ages, but in +the long, slow measure of life everlasting. He undid all but the +skeleton of what he had done, and on the bare frame built the +progression of repressed beauty which was to escape the glancing eye +only to find a long abiding-place in the hearts of those who worship +seldom, but worship long. + +At last he got word from H lne. Has letter had followed her to the +Continent and from there to Egypt. She wrote that she was tired of +travel, and was coming home. In a postscript she mentioned a glimpse of +Leighton at Port Said. Lewis was impatient to see her. He had begun to +know his liberation. + +The revelation that had come to him in the park was not destined to +stand alone. Between such women as Folly and their victims exists an +almost invariable camaraderie that forbids the spoiling of sport. The +inculcation of this questionable loyalty is considered by some the last +attribute of the finished adventuress, and by others it is said to be +due to the fact that such women draw and are drawn by men whose major +rule is to "play fair." Both conclusions are erroneous, as any victim +can testify. + +The news that Lewis no longer followed in Folly's train permeated his +world with a rapidity that has no parallel outside of London except in +the mental telegraphy of aboriginal Africa. Men soon began to talk to +him, to tell him things. He turned upon the first with an indignant +question, "Why didn't you tell me this before?" and the informer stared +at him and smiled until Lewis found the answer for himself and flushed. +Ten thousand pointing fingers cannot show the sunrise to the blind. + +By the time H lne came back, Lewis not only knew his liberation, but +had begun to bless Folly as we bless the stroke of lightning that +strikes at us and just misses. He complied with H lne's summons +promptly, but with a deliberation that surprised him, for it was not +until he was on the way to her house that he realized that he had no +troubles to pour out to her ear. + +Nevertheless, a sense of peace fell upon him as he entered the familiar +room of cheerful blue chintzes and light. H lne was as he had ever +known her. She gave him a slow, measuring welcome, and then sat back and +let him talk. Woman's judgment may err in clinging to the last word, but +never is her finesse at fault in ceding the first. + +H lne heard Lewis's tale from start to finish with only one +interruption. It took her five minutes to find out just what it was +Folly had said in her own tongue to the little cockney in his, and even +at that there were one or two words she had to guess. When she thought +she had them all, she sat up straight and laughed. + +Lewis stared at her. + +"Do you think it's funny?" he demanded. + +"Oh, no, of course not," gasped Lady Derl, trying to gulp down her +mirth. "Not at all." And then she laughed again. + +Lewis waited solemnly for her to finish, then he told her of some of the +things he had heard at the club. + +"H lne," he finished, "I want you to know that I don't only see what a +fool I was. I see more than that. I see what you and dad sacrificed to +my blindness. I want you to know that you didn't do it in vain. Six +months ago, if I had found Folly out, I would have gone to the dogs, +taken her on her own terms, and said good-by to honor and my word to +dad. It's--it's from that that you have saved me." + +H lne waved her hand deprecatingly. + +"I did little enough for you, Lew. Not half what I would willingly have +done. But--but your dad--I wrote you I'd seen him just for an hour at +Port Said. Your dad, Lew, he's given you all he had." + +"What do you mean?" asked Lewis, troubled. + +"Nothing," said H lne, her thoughts wandering; "nothing that telling +will show you." She turned back to him and smiled. "Let's talk about +your pal Natalie. We're great friends." + +"Friends?" said Lewis. "Have you been writing to her?" + +"Oh, no," said H lne. "Women don't have to know each other to be +friends." + +"Why, there's nothing more to tell about Natalie," said Lewis. + +H lne looked him squarely in the eyes. + +"Tell me honestly," she said; "haven't you wanted to go back to +Natalie?" + +Lewis flushed. He rose and picked up his hat and stick. + +"'You can give a new hat to a king, but it isn't everybody that will +take your cast-off clothes,' That's one of dad's, of course." + + + + +CHAPTER LII + + +Through that winter Lewis worked steadily forward to a goal that he knew +his father could not cavil at. He knew it instinctively. His grasp +steadied to expression with repression, or, as one of his envious, but +honest, competitors put it, genius had bowed to sanity. + +It is usual to credit these rebirths in individual art to some great +grief, but no great grief had come to Lewis. His work fulfilled its +promise in just such measure as he had fulfilled himself. In as much as +he had matured, in so much had his art. Man is not ripened by a shock, +but by those elements that develop him to the point of feeling and +knowing the shock when it comes to him. In a drab world, drab would have +been Lewis's end; but, little as he realized it, his world had not been +drab. + +Three steady, but varying, lights had shone upon him. The influence of +Natalie, as soft and still as reflected light; of H lne, worldly before +the world, but big of heart; and of Leighton, who had been judged in all +things that he might judge, had drawn Lewis up above his self-chosen +level, given sight to his eyes, and reduced Folly to the proportions of +a little final period to the paragraph of irresponsible youth. + +To maturity Lewis had added a gravity that had come to him with the +realization that in distancing himself from youth he had also +unwittingly drawn away from the hearts that had done most toward +bringing him emancipation. He had no psychological turn of mind. He +could not penetrate the sudden reserve that had fallen upon his father +or the apparent increasing distraction with which H lne met his visits. +He did not know that it is in youth and in age that hearts attain their +closest contact and that the soul that finds itself, generally does so +in solitude. + +He was hurt by the long silence of his father--a silence unbroken now in +months, and by H lne's withdrawal, which was marked enough to make him +prolong the intervals between his visits to her, and baffled him on +those rare occasions when they met. + +His life became somber and, as lightning comes only to clouds, so to his +clouded skies came the flash and the blow of a letter from Africa. It +was not from his father, but from Old Ivory. He found it on the +breakfast table and started to open it, but some premonition arrested +him. He laid it aside, tried to finish his meal, and failed. A thickness +in his throat would not let him eat. He left the table and went into the +living-room, closing the door behind him. + +He opened the letter and read the first few words, then he sat and +stared for many a long minute into the fire, the half-crumpled sheets +held tightly in his hand. + +Nelton opened the door. + +"Excuse me, sir," he said; "you have an engagement at ten." + +"Break it by telephone," said Lewis. "Don't come in again unless I ring. +I'm out if anybody calls." + +When Nelton had closed the door, Lewis spread the letter on his knee and +read: + + + Dear Lew: + + All is well with your dad at last. I'm a poor hand to talk and a + poorer to write, for my finger is crooked to hold a trigger, not a + pen. But he gave me it to do. Don't take it too hard that a man with + only plain words is blunt. Your father is gone. + + I don't have to tell you that in the last few weeks before he left + you your dad grew old. He's grown old before, but never as old as + that. The other times, the mere sight and smell of Africa started + his blood again. But this time he stayed old--until to-day. + + To-day we were out after elephant, and your dad had won the toss for + first shot. We hadn't gone a mile from camp when a lone bull buffalo + crossed the trail, and your dad tried for him--a long, quick shot. + The bullet only plowed his rump. The bull charged up the wind + straight for us, and before the thunder of him got near enough to + drown a shout, your dad yelled out "He's mine, Ive! He's mine!" I + held my fire, God help me; so did your dad--held it till the bull + had passed the death-line. You know with charging buffalo there's + more to stop than just life. There's weight and momentum and there's + a rage that no other, man or beast, can equal. + + Your dad got him--got him with the perfect shot,--but not before the + bull had passed the death-line. And so, dear boy, they broke even, a + life for a life. And your dad was glad. With the bones of his body + crushed to a pulp, he could smile as I've never seen him smile + before. He pulled me down close to him and he said: "Bury me + here--right here, Ive, and tell my boy I stopped to take on a + side-tracked car. That's a part of our language. He'll understand." + + + +Lewis's eyes went blind over his father's words, his father's message. +"Tell my boy I stopped to take on a side-tracked car." Half across the +world those words carried him back and back over half of life to a +rattling train, a boy, and the wondrous stranger, speaking: "Every man +who goes through the stress of life has need of an individual +philosophy... Life to me is like this train; a lot of sections and a lot +of couplings... Once in a while your soul looks out of the window and +sees some long-forgotten, side-tracked car beckoning to be coupled on +again. If you try to go back and pick it up, you're done." + +Not in Africa had his father stopped to take on a side-tracked car, but +on a day that was already months ago when, standing in a still, deserted +lane, he turned to face forever that moment of his life that had nearest +touched divinity. + +Lewis sat pondering for hours. It was not grief he was feeling so much +as an immeasurable loss. One grieves at death when it seems futile, when +it robs youth or racks old age, when it devastates hopes or wrecks a +vision. But death had not come so to his father. It had come as a +fulfilment. Lewis knew instinctively that thus and thus only would his +father have wished to strike into the royal road. + +But the loss seized upon his heart and made it ache. He thought +despondently, as which one of us has not, face to face with the fact of +death, of things undone and of words unsaid. How cruel seemed their last +hurried farewell, how hard that his father could not have known that his +sacrifice had told for his boy's liberty, that his wisdom had rightly +seen the path his art must follow to its land of promise! "Hard for +you--only for you," whispered the voice of his new-found maturity. + +It was natural that with reaction should come to Lewis a desire to talk, +to seek comfort and sympathy, and it was natural that he should turn to +H lne. He walked slowly to her house. The doorman turned from him to +pick up a note from the hall table. He handed it to Lewis. + +"Her ladyship is not in, sir, to-day. Her ladyship told me to give you +the note when you called." + +Lewis took the note and walked out. He opened it absently and read: + + + Lew darling, I have heard. They will tell you that I am out. I'm not + out, but I am broken. I cannot let you see me. Dear, I have given + you all that I had to give. + + + +He stood stock-still and read the words again, then he raised his eyes +and looked slowly about him. Street, faces, trees, walls, and towers +faded from his view. He stood in the midst of an illimitable void. A +terror of loneliness fell upon him. He felt as though his full heart +must speak or break, but in all his present world there was no ear to +hear. Suddenly the impulse of a lifetime, often felt, seldom answered, +came to him with an insistence that would not be denied. Go to Natalie. +Tell Natalie. + + + + +CHAPTER LIII + + +Spring was in the very act of birth when Lewis found himself once more +in the old carryall threading the River Road. This time he sat beside +Old William, and the horses plodded along slowly, tamed by the slack +reins lying neglected on their backs. Old William was not driving. His +hands, loosely holding the lines, lay on his knees. Down his pink cheeks +and into his white beard crawled tears from his wide blue eyes. + +"Glen dead! Little Glen Leighton dead!" he said aloud from time to time, +and Lewis knew himself forgotten. He forgave the old man for the sake of +the picture he conjured--a picture of that other boyhood when "little +Glen Leighton" and the wood-cutter had hunted and fished and roamed +these crowding hills together. + +The next day was one of pouring showers. Twice Lewis left the house, +only to be turned back by the rain. He was not afraid of getting wet, +but he was afraid of having to talk to Natalie indoors. He could not +remember ever having talked to her hemmed in by four walls. + +But on the morrow he awoke to clean-washed skies and a fuzzy pale-green +carpet that spread across the fields and rose in bumps and mounds over +trees and budding shrubs. He left the homestead early, and struck out +for Aunt Jed's. As he approached the house, a strange diffidence fell +upon him. He was afraid to go in. For an hour he sat on the top rail of +a fence and watched. + +At last Natalie came out. She started to walk toward him, but presently +turned to the right. Lewis followed her. At first she walked fast, but +soon she began to pause beside some burst of green or tempting downy +mass of pussy-willow, as though she were in two minds whether to fill +her arms and rush back, carrying spring into the house or to go on. She +went on slowly until she reached the barrier of rails that closed the +entrance to Leighton's land of dreams. Here Lewis came up with her. + +"Nat," he said, "shall I help you over?" + +Natalie whirled round at the sound of his voice. Just for a second there +was fright in her eyes; then color mounted swiftly into her pale cheeks, +and her lips opened to speak, but she said nothing. There was something +in Lewis's face that stopped her--a look of age and of hunger. She +wanted to ask him why he had come back, but her heart was beating so +fast that she dared not trust her voice. + +Lewis was frightened, too. He was frightened lest he should find the +strange woman when he needed just the oldest pal he had in the world. + +"Nat," he blurted out, "dad is dead." + +When a man thinks he is being clumsy and tactless with a woman, he is +generally making a master stroke. At Lewis's words, so simple, so +child-like, the conscious flush died from Natalie's cheeks, her heart +steadied down, and her eyes filled with the sudden tears of sympathy. + +"Dead, Lew? Your dad dead?" + +She put her arms around him and kissed him softly; then she drew him to +a low rock. They sat down side by side. + +"Tell Natalie," she said. + +Lewis could never remember that hour with Natalie except as a whole. +Between the bursting of a dam and the moment when the pent-up waters +stretch to their utmost level and peace there is no division of time. He +knew only that it was like that with him. He had come in oppression, he +had found peace. + +Then he looked up into Natalie's speaking face and knew that he had +found more. He had found again his old pal. "A pal is one who can't do +wrong who can't go wrong, who can't grow wrong." Who had said that? +H lne--H lne, who, never having seen Natalie save with the inner +vision, knew her for a friend. To Folly his body had cried, "Let us stay +young together!" To Natalie his blood, his body, and his soul were ready +to cry out, "Let us grow old together!" + +Natalie had not followed the turn of his emotion. She broke in upon his +thought and brought him back. + +"I never talked to your dad, but--we knew each other, we liked each +other." + +Lewis started. + +"That's funny," he said. + +"Is it?" said Natalie. "I suppose it sounds odd, but--" + +"No," interrupted Lewis, "that's not what I mean. It's odd because +H lne said just the same thing about you. She said you were great +friends--that women didn't have to know each other to be friends." + +"They don't have to know men to be friends, either," said Natalie, +"unless--" + +"Unless what?" + +"Unless they love them. If they love them, they've got to know them +through and through to be friends. Love twists a woman's vision. Lots of +women are ruined because they can't wait to see through and through." + +"Why, Nat," said Lewis, "you're talking like dad. Dad never +talks--talked--without turning on the light." + +"Doesn't he?" said Natalie. + +Lewis nodded. + +"There are people that think of dad as a bad man. He has told me so. But +he wasn't bad to me or to H lne or Nelton or Old William, and we're the +ones that knew him best." + +For a time they were silent, then Natalie said: "Lew, you're older than +you ever were before. Is it just losing your dad?" + +Lewis shook his head. + +"No," he said, "it wasn't that. I finished growing up just after I got +back to London. I'm not the only thing that has grown. My work--sometime +I'll show you my work before and after. I wish I could have shown it to +dad,--I wish I could have told him that I've said good-by to Folly." + +"Good-by to Folly?" cried Natalie, with a leap of the heart. Then her +heart sank back. "You mean you've said good-by to foolishness, to +childish things?" + +"Both," said Lewis. "Folly Delaires and childish things." + +"Why?" asked Natalie, shortly. + +"Because," said Lewis, "it was given me to see her through and through." + +"And now?" breathed Natalie, drawing slightly away from him lest he hear +the thumping of her heart. + +Lewis turned his head and looked at her. The flush was back in her +cheeks, her eyes were wide and staring far away, her moist lips were +half open, and her bosom rose and fell in the long, halting swell of +tremulous breath. + +There is a beauty that transcends the fixed bounds of flesh, that leaps +to the eye of love when all the world is blind. The flower that opens +slowly, the face grown dear through half of life, needs no tenure in +memory. It lives. Tears can not dim its beauty nor age destroy its +grace, for the vision is part of him who sees. + +The vision came to Lewis. His arms trembled to grip Natalie, to outrage +her trust, and seize too lightly the promise of the years. + +"Now, Nat?" he said hoarsely. He raised his hands slowly, took off her +hat, and tossed it aside. Then with trembling fingers he let down her +hair. It tumbled about her shoulders in a gold and copper glory of light +and shade. Natalie did not stir. Lewis caught up a handful of her hair +and held it against his cheek. "Now," he said, "I stay here. Since long +before the day you said that you and I would sail together to the +biggest island you've held my hand, and I've held yours. Sometimes I've +forgotten, but--but I've never really let go. I'll not let go now. I'll +cling to you, walk beside you, live with you, hand in hand, until the +day you know me through and through. + +"And then?" whispered Natalie. + +"Then I'll love you," said Lewis, gravely. "For me you hold all the +seven worlds of women. I've--I've been walking with my back to the +light." + +Natalie laughed--the soft laughter with which women choke back tears. +She put up her hands and drew Lewis's head against her breast. + + + + +THE END + + + + + +JOHN FOX, JR'S. + +STORIES OF THE KENTUCKY MOUNTAINS + ++May be had wherever books are sold. Ask for Grosset and Dunlap's list.+ + + * * * * * + +THE TRAIL OF THE LONESOME PINE. Illustrated by F. C. Yohn. + +[Illustration] + +The "lonesome pine" from which the story takes its name was a tall tree +that stood in solitary splendor on a mountain top. The fame of the pine +lured a young engineer through Kentucky to catch the trail, and when he +finally climbed to its shelter he found not only the pine but the +_footprints of a girl_. 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