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diff --git a/13932-0.txt b/13932-0.txt new file mode 100644 index 0000000..230cd79 --- /dev/null +++ b/13932-0.txt @@ -0,0 +1,11051 @@ +*** START OF THE PROJECT GUTENBERG EBOOK 13932 *** + +WHOSOEVER SHALL OFFEND + +by + +F. MARION CRAWFORD + +Author of _Saracinesca_, _The Heart Of Rome_, etc, etc. + +With Eight Illustrations Drawn in Rome with the Author's Suggestions + +by Horace T. Carpenter + +1905 + + + + + + + +"Whosoever shall offend one of these little ones which believe in Me, +it were better for him that a mill stone were hanged about his neck, and +that he were drowned in the depth of the sea" + + + + +[Illustration: "SUDDENLY HE HEARD AN ITALIAN VOICE VERY NEAR TO HIM, +CALLING HIM BY NAME, IN A TONE OF SURPRISE"] + + + + + +ILLUSTRATIONS + + +"Suddenly he heard an Italian voice very near to him, calling him by +name, in a tone of surprise" + +"'I call it the sleeping death,' answered the Professor" + +"He flushed again, very angry this time, and he moved away to leave her, +without another word" + +" ... the door was darkened, and the girl stood there with a large copper +'conca' ..." + +"He moved a step towards the bed, and then another, forcing himself to +go on" + +"Ercole left his home after sunset that evening" + +"Regina made a steady effort, lifting fully half Aurora's weight with +her" + +"She sat there like a figure of grief outlined in black against the +moonlight on the great wall" + + + + + +CHAPTER I + + +When the widow of Martino Consalvi married young Corbario, people shook +their heads and said that she was making a great mistake. Consalvi had +been dead a good many years, but as yet no one had thought it was time +to say that his widow was no longer young and beautiful, as she had +always been. Many rich widows remain young and beautiful as much as a +quarter of a century, or even longer, and the Signora Consalvi was very +rich indeed. As soon as she was married to Folco Corbario every one knew +that she was thirty-five years old and he was barely twenty-six, and +that such a difference of ages on the wrong side was ridiculous if it +was not positively immoral. No well-regulated young man had a right to +marry a rich widow nine years older than himself, and who had a son only +eleven years younger than he. + +A few philosophers who said that if the widow was satisfied the matter +was nobody's business were treated with the contempt they deserved. +Those who, on the contrary, observed that young Corbario had married for +money and nothing else were heard with favour, until the man who knew +everything pointed out that as the greater part of the fortune would be +handed over to Marcello when he came of age, six years hence, Corbario +had not made a good bargain and might have done better. It was true that +Marcello Consalvi had inherited a delicate constitution of body, it had +even been hinted that he was consumptive. Corbario would have done +better to wait another year or two to see what happened, said a cynic, +for young people often died of consumption between fifteen and twenty. +The cynic was answered by a practical woman of the world, who said that +Corbario had six years of luxury and extravagance before him, and that +many men would have sold themselves to the devil for less. After the six +years the deluge might come if it must; it was much pleasanter to drown +in the end than never to have had the chance of swimming in the big +stream at all, and bumping sides with the really big fish, and feeling +oneself as good as any of them. Besides, Marcello was pale and thin, and +had been heard to cough; he might die before he came of age. The only +objection to this theory was that it was based on a fiction; for the +whole fortune had been left to the Signora by a childless relation. + +These amiable and interesting views were expressed with variations by +people who knew the three persons concerned, and with such a keen sense +of appropriate time and place as made it quite sure that none of the +three should ever know what was said of them. The caution of an old fox +is rash temerity compared with the circumspection of a first-rate +gossip; and when the gossips were tired of discussing Folco Corbario and +his wife and her son, they talked about other matters, but they had a +vague suspicion that they had been cheated out of something. A cat that +has clawed all the feathers off a stuffed canary might feel just what +they did. + +For nothing happened. Corbario did not launch into wild extravagance +after all, but behaved himself with the faultless dulness of a model +middle-aged husband. His wife loved him and was perfectly happy, and +happiness finally stole her superfluous years away, and they evaporated +in the sunshine, and she forgot all about them. Marcello Consalvi, who +had lost his father when he was a mere child, found a friend in his +mother's husband, and became very fond of him, and thought him a good +man to imitate; and in return Corbario made a companion of the +fair-haired boy, and taught him to ride and shoot in his holidays, and +all went well. + +Moreover, Marcello's mother, who was a good woman, told him that the +world was very wicked; and with the blind desire for her son's lasting +innocence, which is the most touching instinct of loving motherhood, she +entreated him to lead a spotless life. When Marcello, in the excusable +curiosity of budding youth, asked his stepfather what that awful +wickedness was against which he was so often warned, Corbario told him +true stories of men who had betrayed their country and their friends, +and of all sorts of treachery and meanness, to which misdeeds the boy +did not feel himself at all inclined; so that he wondered why his mother +seemed so very anxious lest he should go astray. Then he repeated to her +what Corbario had told him, and she smiled sweetly and said nothing, and +trusted her husband all the more. She felt that he understood her, and +was doing his best to help her in making Marcello what she wished him to +be. + +The boy was brought up at home; in Rome in the winter, and in summer on +the great estate in the south, which his father had bought and which was +to be a part of his inheritance. + +He was taught by masters who came to the house to give their lessons and +went away as soon as the task was over. He had no tutor, for his mother +had not found a layman whom she could trust in that capacity, and yet +she understood that it was not good for a boy to be followed everywhere +by a priest. Besides, Corbario gave so much of his time to his stepson +that a tutor was hardly needed; he walked with him and rode with him, or +spent hours with him at home when the weather was bad. There had never +been a cross word between the two since they had met. It was an ideal +existence. Even the gossips stopped talking at last, and there was not +one, not even the most ingeniously evil-tongued of all, that prophesied +evil. + +They raised their eyebrows, and the more primitive among them shrugged +their shoulders a little, and smiled. If Providence really insisted upon +making people so perfect, what was to be done? It was distressing, but +there was nothing to be said; they must just lead their lives, and the +gossips must bear it. No doubt Corbario had married for money, since he +had nothing in particular and his wife had millions, but if ever a man +had married for money and then behaved like an angel, that man was Folco +Corbario and no other. He was everything to his wife, and all things to +his stepson--husband, father, man of business, tutor, companion, and +nurse; for when either his wife or Marcello was ill, he rarely left the +sick-room, and no one could smooth a pillow as he could, or hold a glass +so coaxingly to the feverish lips, or read aloud so untiringly in such a +gentle and soothing voice. + +No ascendency of one human being over another is more complete than that +of a full-grown man over a boy of sixteen, who venerates his elder as an +ideal. To find a model, to believe it perfection, and to copy it +energetically, is either a great piece of good fortune, or a misfortune +even greater; in whatever follows in life, there is the same difference +between such development and the normally slow growth of a boy's mind as +that which lies between enthusiasm and indifference. It is true that +where there has been no enthusiastic belief there can be no despairing +disillusionment when the light goes out; but it is truer still that hope +and happiness are the children of faith by the ideal. + +A boy's admiration for his hero is not always well founded; sometimes it +is little short of ridiculous, and it is by no means always harmless. +But no one found fault with Marcello for admiring his stepfather, and +the attachment was a source of constant satisfaction to his mother. In +her opinion Corbario was the handsomest, bravest, cleverest, and best of +men, and after watching him for some time even the disappointed gossips +were obliged to admit, though without superlatives, that he was a +good-looking fellow, a good sportsman, sufficiently well gifted, and of +excellent behaviour. There was the more merit in the admission, they +maintained, because they had been inclined to doubt the man, and had +accused him of marrying out of pure love of money. A keen judge of men +might have thought that his handsome features were almost too still and +too much like a mask, that his manner was so quiet as to be almost +expressionless, and that the soft intonation of his speech was almost +too monotonous to be natural. But all this was just what his wife +admired, and she encouraged her son to imitate it. His father had been a +man of quick impulses, weak to-day, strong to-morrow, restless, of +uncertain temper, easily enthusiastic and easily cast down, capable of +sudden emotions, and never able to conceal what he felt if he had cared +to do so. Marcello had inherited his father's character and his mother's +face, as often happens; but his unquiet disposition was tempered as yet +by a certain almost girlish docility, which had clung to him from +childhood as the result of being brought up almost entirely by the +mother he worshipped. And now, for the first time, comparing him with +her second husband, she realised the boy's girlishness, and wished him +to outgrow it. Her own ideal of what even a young man should be was as +unpractical as that of many thoroughly good and thoroughly unworldly +mothers. She wished her son to be a man at all points, and yet she +dreamed that he might remain a sort of glorified young girl; she desired +him to be well prepared to face the world when he grew up, and yet it +was her dearest wish that he might never know anything of the world's +wickedness. Corbario seemed to understand her better in this than she +understood herself, and devoted his excellent gifts and his almost +superhuman patience to the task of forming a modern Galahad. Her +confidence in her husband increased month by month, and year by year. + +"I wish to make a new will," she said to her lawyer in the third year of +her marriage. "I shall leave my husband a life-interest in a part of my +fortune, and the reversion of the whole in case anything should happen +to my son." + +The lawyer was a middle-aged man, with hard black eyes. While he was +listening to a client, he had a habit of folding his arms tightly across +his chest and crossing one leg over the other. When the Signora Corbario +had finished speaking he sat quite still for a moment, and then +noiselessly reversed the crossing of his legs and the folding of his +arms, and looked into her face. It was very gentle, fair, and +thoughtful. + +"I presume," answered the lawyer, "that the clause providing for a +reversion is only intended as an expression of your confidence in your +husband?" + +"Affection," answered the Signora, "includes confidence." + +The lawyer raised one eyebrow almost imperceptibly, and changed his +position a little. + +"Heaven forbid," he said, "that any accident should befall your son!" + +"Heaven forbid it!" replied the Signora. "He is very strong," she +continued, in the tone people use who are anxious to convince themselves +of something doubtful. "Yet I wish my husband to know that, after my +son, he should have the first right." + +"Shall you inform him of the nature of your will, Signora?" inquired the +lawyer. + +"I have already informed him of what I mean to do," replied Signora +Corbario. + +Again the lawyer's eyebrow moved a little nervously, but he said +nothing. It was not his place to express any doubt as to the wisdom of +the disposition. He was not an old family adviser, who might have taken +such a liberty. There had been such a man, indeed, but he was dead. It +was the duty of the rich woman's legal adviser to hinder her from +committing any positive legal mistake, but it was not his place to +criticise her judgment of the man she had chosen to marry. The lawyer +made a few notes without offering any comment, and on the following day +he brought the will for the Signora to sign. By it, at her death, +Marcello, her son, was to inherit her great fortune. Her husband, Folco +Corbario, was constituted Marcello's sole guardian, and was to enjoy a +life-interest in one-third of the inheritance. If Marcello died, the +whole fortune was to go to Corbario, without any condition or +reservation whatsoever. + +When the will was executed, the Signora told her husband that she had +done what she intended. + +"My dear," said Corbario, gently, "I thank you for the true meaning of +it. But as for the will itself, shall we talk of it thirty years hence, +when Marcello's children's children are at your knee?" + +He kissed her hand tenderly. + + + + +CHAPTER II + + +Marcello stood at an open window listening to the musical spring rain +and watching the changing lights on the city below him, as the +dove-coloured cloud that floated over Rome like thin gauze was drawn up +into the sunshine. Then there were sudden reflections from distant +windows and wet domes, that blazed like white fires for a little while, +till the raindrops dried and the waves of changing hues that had surged +up under the rain, rising, breaking, falling, and spreading, subsided +into a restful sea of harmonious colour. + +After that, the sweet smell of the wet earth came up to Marcello's +nostrils. A light breeze stirred the dripping emerald leaves, and the +little birds fluttered down and hopped along the garden walks and over +the leaves, picking up the small unwary worms that had been enjoying a +bath while their enemies tried to keep dry under the ilex boughs. + +Marcello half closed his eyes and drank the fragrant air with parted +lips, his slim white hands resting on the marble sill. The sunshine made +his pale face luminous, and gilded his short fair hair, casting the +shadow of the brown lashes upon his delicate cheeks. There was something +angel-like in his expression--the look of the frescoed angels of Melozzo +da Forli in the Sacristy of St. Peter's. They are all that is left of +something very beautiful, brought thither broken from the Church of the +Holy Apostles; and so, too, one might have fancied that Marcello, +standing at the window in the morning sunshine, belonged to a world that +had long passed away--fit for a life that was, fit for a life to come +hereafter, perhaps, but not fit for the life that is. There are rare and +beautiful beings in the world who belong to it so little that it seems +cruelty and injustice to require of them what is demanded of us all. +They are born ages too late, or ages too soon; they should not have been +born now. Their very existence calls forth our tenderest sympathy, as we +should pity a fawn facing its death among wolves. + +But Marcello Consalvi had no idea that he could deserve pity, and life +looked very bright to him, very easy, and very peaceful. He could hardly +have thought of anything at all likely to happen which could darken the +future, or even give him reasonable cause for anxiety. There was no +imaginative sadness in his nature, no morbid dread of undefined evil, no +melancholy to dye the days black; for melancholy is more often an +affliction of the very strong in body or mind than of the weak, or of +average men and women. Marcello was delicate, but not degenerate; he +seemed gentle, cheerful, and ready to believe the world a very good +place, as indeed it is for people who are not too unlike their +neighbours to enjoy it, or too unlucky to get some of its good things, +or too weak to work, fight, and love, or too clever to be as satisfied +with themselves as most men are. For plain, common, everyday happiness +and contentment belong to plain, average people, who do what others do +and have a cheerfully good opinion of themselves. Can a man make a good +fight of it if he does not believe himself to be about as good as his +adversary? + +It had never occurred to Marcello that he might have to fight for +anything, and if some one had told him on that spring morning that he +was on the very verge of a desperate struggle for existence against +overwhelming odds, he would have turned his bright eyes wonderingly to +the prophet of evil, asking whence danger could come, and trying to +think what it might be like. + +At the first appearance of it he would have been startled into fear, +too, as many a grown man has been before now, when suddenly brought face +to face with an unknown peril, being quite untried: and small shame to +him. He who has been waked from a peaceful sleep and pleasant dreams to +find death at his throat, for the first time in his life, knows the +meaning of that. Samson was a tried warrior when Delilah first roused +him with her cry, "The Philistines are upon thee!" + +Marcello was no youthful Samson, yet he was not an unmanly boy, for all +his bringing up. So far as his strength would allow he had been +accustomed to the exercises and sports of men: he could ride fearlessly, +if not untiringly; he was a fair shot; he had hunted wild boar with his +stepfather in the marshy lands by the sea; he had been taught to fence +and was not clumsy with weapons, though he had not yet any great skill. +He had always been told that he was delicate and must be careful, and he +knew that he was not strong; but there was one good sign in that his +weakness irritated him and bred at least the desire for strength, +instead of the poor-spirited indolence that bears bodily infirmity as +something inevitable, and is ready to accept pity if not to ask for it. + +The smell of the damp earth was gone, and as the sun shone out the air +was filled with the scent of warm roses and the faintly sweet odour of +wistaria. Marcello heard a light footstep close to him, and met his +mother's eyes as he turned. + +Even to him, she looked very young just then, as she stood in the light, +smiling at him. A piece of lace was drawn half over her fair hair, and +the ends went round her throat like a scarf and fell behind her. Its +creamy tints heightened the rare transparency of her complexion by faint +contrast. She was a slight woman and very graceful. + +"I have looked for you everywhere," she said, and she still smiled, as +if with real pleasure at having found him. + +"I have been watching the shower" Marcello answered, drawing her to the +window. "And then the earth and the roses smelt so sweet that I stayed +here. Did you want me, mother?" + +"I always like to know where you are." + +She passed her arm through his with a loving pressure, and looked out +of the window with him. The villa stood on the slope of the Janiculum, +close to the Corsini gardens. + +"Do I run after you too much?" the mother asked presently, as if she +knew the answer. "Now that you are growing up, do I make you feel as if +you were still a little boy? You are nearly nineteen, you know! I +suppose I ought to treat you like a man." + +Marcello laughed, and his hand slipped into hers with an almost childish +and nestling movement. + +"You have made a man of me," he answered. + +Had she? A shadow of doubt crossed her thoughtful face as she glanced at +his. He was so different from other young men of his age, so delicately +nurtured, so very gentle; there was the radiance of maidenly innocence +in his look, and she was afraid that he might be more like a girl than a +man almost grown. + +"I have done my best," she said. "I hope I have done right." + +He scarcely understood what she meant, and his expression did not +change. + +"You could not do anything that was not right," he answered. + +Perhaps such a being as Marcello would be an impossibility anywhere but +in Italy. Modern life tears privacy to tatters, and privacy is the veil +of the temple of home, within which every extreme of human development +is possible, good and bad. Take privacy away and all the strangely +compound fractions of humanity are soon reduced to a common +denomination. In Italy life has more privacy than anywhere else west of +Asia. The Englishman is fond of calling his home his castle, but it is a +thoroughfare, a market-place, a club, a hotel, a glass house, compared +with that of an average Italian. An Englishman goes home to escape +restraint: an Italian goes out. But the northern man, who lives much in +public, learns as a child to conceal what he feels, to be silent, to +wear an indifferent look; whereas the man of the south, who hides +nothing when the doors of his house are shut, can hide but little when +he meets his enemy in the way. He laughs when he is pleased, and scowls +when he is not, threatens when he is angry, and sheds tears when he is +hurt, with a simplicity that too often excites the contempt of men +accustomed to suffer or enjoy without moving a muscle. + +Privacy favours the growth of individual types, differing widely from +each other; the destruction of it makes people very much alike. +Marcello's mother asked herself whether she had done well in rearing him +as a being apart from those amongst whom he must spend his life. + +And yet, as she looked at him, he seemed to be so nearly the ideal of +which she had dreamt throughout long years of loving care that she was +comforted, and the shadow passed away from her sweet face. He had +answered that she could do nothing that was not right; she prayed that +his words might be near the truth, and in her heart she was willing to +believe that they were almost true. Had she not followed every good +impulse of her own good heart? Had she not tried to realize literally +for him the most beautiful possibilities of the Christian faith? That, +at least, was true, and she could tell herself so without any mistaken +pride. How, then, had she made any mistake? The boy had the face of a +young saint. + +"Are you ready, my dear?" she asked suddenly, as a far-off clock struck. + +"Yes, mother, quite ready." + +"I am not," she answered with a little laugh. "And Folco is waiting, and +I hear the carriage driving up." + +She slipped from Marcello's side and left the room quickly, for they +were going to drive down to the sea, to a little shooting-lodge that +belonged to them near Nettuno, a mere cottage among the trees by the +Roman shore, habitable only in April and May, and useful only then, when +the quail migrate along the coast and the malarious fever is not yet to +be feared. It was there that Marcello had first learned to handle a gun, +spending a week at a time there with his stepfather; and his mother used +to come down now and then for a day or two on a visit, sometimes +bringing her friend the Contessa dell' Armi. The latter had been very +unhappy in her youth, and had been left a widow with one beautiful girl +and a rather exiguous fortune. Some people thought that it was odd that +the Signora Corbario, who was a saint if ever there was one, should have +grown so fond of the Contessa, for the latter had seen stormy days in +years gone by; and of course the ill-disposed gossips made up their +minds that the Contessa was trying to catch Marcello for her daughter +Aurora, though the child was barely seventeen. + +This was mere gossip, for she was quite incapable of any such scheme. +What the gossips did not know was something which would have interested +them much more, namely, that the Contessa was the only person in Rome +who distrusted Folco Corbario, and that she was in constant fear lest +she should turn out to be right, and lest her friend's paradise should +be suddenly changed into a purgatory. But she held her tongue, and her +quiet face never betrayed her thoughts. She only watched, and noted from +month to month certain small signs which seemed to prove her right; and +she should be ready, whenever the time should come, by day or night, to +help her friend, or comfort her, or fight for her. + +If Corbario guessed that the Contessa did not trust him, he never showed +it. He had found her installed as his wife's friend, and had accepted +her, treating her with much courtesy and a sort of vicarious affection; +but though he tried his best he could not succeed in reaching anything +like intimacy with her, and while she seemed to conceal nothing, he felt +that she was hiding her real self from him. Whether she did so out of +pride, or distrust, or jealousy, he could never be sure. He was secretly +irritated and humiliated by her power to oppose him and keep him at a +distance without ever seeming to do so; but, on the other hand, he was +very patient, very tenacious of his purpose, and very skilful. He knew +something of the Contessa's past, but he recognised in her the nature +that has known the world's worst side and has done with it for ever, and +is lifted above it, and he knew the immense influence which the +spectacle of a blameless life exercises upon the opinion of a good woman +who has not always been blameless herself. Whatever he had been before +he met his wife, whatever strange plans had been maturing in his brain +since he had married her, his life had seemed as spotless from that day +as the existence of the best man living. His wife believed in him, and +the Contessa did not; but even she must in time accept the evidence of +her senses. Then she, too, would trust him. Why it was essential that +she should, he alone knew, unless he was merely piqued by her quiet +reserve, as a child is when it cannot fix the attention of a grown-up +person. + +The Contessa and her daughter were to be of the party that day, and the +carriage stopped where they lived, near the Forum of Trajan. They +appeared almost directly, the Contessa in grey with a grey veil and +Aurora dressed in a lighter shade, the thick plaits of her auburn hair +tied up short below her round straw hat, on the theory that she was +still a school-girl, whose skirt must not quite touch the ground, who +ought not to wear a veil, and whose mind was supposed to be a sensitive +blank, particularly apt to receive bad impressions rather than good +ones. In less than a year she would be dancing all night with men she +had scarcely heard of before, listening to compliments of which she had +never dreamt--of course not--and to declarations which no right-minded +girl one day under eighteen could under any circumstances be thought to +expect. Such miracles as these are wrought by the eighteenth birthday. + +Corbario's eyes looked from the mother to the daughter, as he and +Marcello stood on the pavement to let them get in. The Contessa touched +his outstretched hand without restraint but without cordiality, smiling +just as much as was civil, and less readily than would have been +friendly. Aurora glanced at him and laughed prettily without any +apparent reason, which is the privilege of very young girls, because +their minds are supposed to be a blank. Also because her skirt must not +quite touch the ground, one very perfect black silk ankle was distinctly +visible for a moment as she stepped into the carriage. Note that from +the eve of her eighteenth birthday till she is old enough to be really +wicked no well-regulated young woman shows her ankles. This also is one +of the miracles of time. + +Marcello blushed faintly as he sat down beside Aurora. There were now +five in the big carriage, so that she was between the two men; and +though there was enough room Marcello felt the slight pressure of her +arm against his. His mother saw his colour change, and looked away and +smiled. The idea of marrying the two in a few years had often crossed +her mind, and she was pleased whenever she saw that Marcello felt a +little thrill of emotion in the girl's presence. As for Aurora, she +looked straight before her, between the heads of the two elder women, +and for a long time after they had started she seemed absorbed in +watching the receding walls of the city and the long straight road that +led back to it. The Contessa and her friend talked quietly, happy to be +together for a whole day. Corbario now and then looked from one to the +other, as if to assure himself that they were quite comfortable, and his +still face wore an unchanging look of contented calm as his eyes turned +again to the sunlit sweep of the low Campagna. Marcello looked steadily +away from Aurora, happily and yet almost painfully aware that her arm +could not help pressing against his. The horses' hoofs beat rhythmically +on the hard high road, with the steady, cheerful energy which would tell +a blind man that a team is well fed, fresh from rest, and altogether fit +for a long day's work. The grey-haired coachman sat on his box like an +old dragoon in the saddle; the young groom sat bolt upright beside him +with folded arms, as if he could never tire of sitting straight. The +whole party looked prosperous, harmonious, healthy, and perfectly happy, +as if nothing in the least unpleasant could possibly happen to them, +still less anything terrible, that could suddenly change all their +lives. + +One of fate's favourite tricks is to make life look particularly gay and +enjoyable, and full of sunshine and flowers, at the very moment when +terror wakes from sleep and steps out of the shadow to stalk abroad. + +The cottage where the party were going to spend the next few days +together was built like an Indian bungalow, consisting of a single story +surrounded by a broad, covered verandah, and having a bit of lawn in +front. It was sheltered by trees, and between it and the beach a bank +of sand from ten to fifteen feet high ran along the shore, the work of +the southwest gales during many ages. In many places this bank was +covered with scrub and brushwood on the landward side. + +A little stream meandered down to the sea on the north side of the +cottage, ending in a pool full of tall reeds, amongst which one could +get about in a punt. The seashore itself is very shelving at that place, +and there is a bar about a cable's length out, over which the sea breaks +with a tremendous roar during westerly storms. Two hundred yards from +the cottage, a large hut had been built for the men-servants and for the +kitchen; near by it there was a rough coach-house and a stable with room +for a dozen horses. The carriage usually went back to Rome on the day +after every one had arrived, and was sent for when wanted; but there +were a number of rough Campagna horses in the stable, such as are ridden +by the cattle herders about Rome, tough little beasts of fairly good +temper and up to a much heavier weight than might be guessed by a +stranger in the country. In the morning the men of the party usually +went shooting, if the wind was fair, for where quail are concerned much +depends on that. Dinner was in the middle of the day, and every one was +supposed to go to sleep after it. In the late afternoon the horses were +saddled, and the whole party went for a gallop on the sands, or up to +classic Ardea, or across the half-cultivated country, coming back to +supper when it was dark. A particularly fat and quiet pony was kept for +Marcello's mother, who was no great rider, but the Contessa and Aurora +rode anything that was brought them, as the men did. To tell the truth, +the Campagna horse is rarely vicious, and, even when only half broken, +can be ridden by a lady if she be an average horsewoman. + +Everything happened as usual. The party reached the cottage in time for +a late luncheon, rested afterwards, and then rode out. But the Signora +Corbario would not go. + +"Your pony looks fatter and quieter than ever," said Maddalena dell' +Armi with a smile. "If you do not ride him, he will turn into a +fixture." + +"He is already a very solid piece of furniture," observed Folco, looking +at the sleek animal. + +"He is very like the square piano I practise on," said Aurora. "He has +such a flat back and such straight thick legs." + +"More like an organ," put in Marcello, gravely. "He has a curious, +half-musical wheeze when he tries to move, like the organ in the church +at San Domenico, when the bellows begin to work." + +"It is a shame to make fun of my horse," answered the Signora, smiling. +"But really I am not afraid of him. I have a little headache from the +drive, that is all." + +"Take some phenacetine," said Corbario with concern. "Let me make you +quite comfortable before we start." + +He arranged a long straw chair for her in a sheltered corner of the +verandah, with cushions and a rug and a small table beside it, on which +Marcello placed a couple of new books that had been brought down. Then +Folco went in and got a little glass bottle of tablets from his wife's +travelling-bag and gave her one. She was subject to headaches and always +had the medicine with her. It was the only remedy she ever carried or +needed, and she had such confidence in it that she felt better almost as +soon as she had swallowed the tablet her husband gave her. + +"Let me stay and read to you," he said. "Perhaps you would go to sleep." + +"You are not vain of your reading, my dear," she answered with a smile. +"No, please go with the others." + +Then the Contessa offered to stay, and the good Signora had to use a +good deal of persuasion to make them all understand that she would much +rather be left alone. They mounted and rode away through the trees +towards the beach, whence the sound of the small waves, breaking gently +under the afternoon breeze, came echoing softly up to the cottage. + +The two young people rode in front, in silence; Corbario and the +Contessa followed at a little distance. + +"How good you are to my wife!" Folco exclaimed presently, as they +emerged upon the sand. "You are like a sister to her!" + +Maddalena glanced at him through her veil. She had small and classic +features, rather hard and proud, and her eyes were of a dark violet +colour, which is very unusual, especially in Italy. But she came from +the north. Corbario could not see her expression, and she knew it. + +"You are good to her, too," she said presently, being anxious to be +just. "You are very thoughtful and kind." + +Corbario thought it wiser to say nothing, and merely bent his head a +little in acknowledgment of what he instinctively felt to be an +admission on the part of a secret adversary. Maddalena had never said so +much before. + +"If you were not, I should never forgive you," she added, thinking +aloud. + +"I don't think you have quite forgiven me as it is," Folco answered more +lightly. + +"For what?" + +"For marrying your best friend." + +The little speech was well spoken, so utterly without complaint, or +rancour, or suggestion of earnestness, that the Contessa could only +smile. + +"And yet you admit that I am not a bad husband," continued Folco. +"Should you accept me, or, say, my exact counterpart, for Aurora, in a +year or two?" + +"I doubt whether you have any exact counterpart," Maddalena answered, +checking the sharp denial that rose to her lips. + +"Myself, then, just for the sake of argument?" + +"What an absurd question! Do you mind tightening the girth for me a +little? My saddle is slipping." + +She drew rein, and he was obliged to submit to the check. As he +dismounted he glanced at Aurora's graceful figure, a hundred yards +ahead, and for one instant he drew his eyelids together with a very +strange expression. He knew that the Contessa could not see his face. + +Marcello and Aurora had been companions since they were children, and +just now they were talking familiarly of the place, which they had not +seen since the previous year. All sorts of details struck them. Here, +there was more sand than usual; there, a large piece of timber had been +washed ashore in the winter gales; at another place there was a new +sand-drift that had quite buried the scrub on the top of the bank; the +keeper of the San Lorenzo tower had painted his shutters brown, though +they had always been green; here was the spot where Aurora had tumbled +off her pony when she was only twelve years old--so long ago! And +here--they looked at each other and then quickly at the sea, for it was +here that Marcello, in a fit of boyish admiration, had once suddenly +kissed her cheek, telling her that she was perfectly beautiful. Even +now, he blushed when he thought of it, and yet he longed to do it again, +and wondered inwardly what would happen if he did. + +As for Aurora, though she looked at the sea for a moment, she seemed +quite self-possessed. It is a strange thing that if a boy and a girl are +brought up in just the same way, by women, and without many companions, +the boy should generally be by far the more shy of the two when +childhood is just past. + +"You are very fond of your stepfather, are you not?" asked Aurora, so +suddenly that Marcello started a little and hesitated slightly before he +answered. + +"Yes," he said, almost directly, "of course I am! Don't you like him, +too?" + +"I used to," answered Aurora in a low voice, "but now his eyes frighten +me--sometimes. For instance, though he is a good way behind, I am sure +he is looking at me now, just in that way." + +Marcello turned his head instinctively, and saw that Folco had just +dismounted to tighten the girth of the Contessa's saddle. It was exactly +while Aurora was speaking that he had drawn his eyelids together with +such a strange expression--a mere coincidence, no doubt, but one that +would have startled the girl if she could have suddenly seen his face. + +They rode on without waiting for the others, at an even canter over the +sand. + +"I never saw anything in Folco's eyes that could frighten anybody," +Marcello said presently. + +"No," answered Aurora. "Very likely not." + +Marcello had always called Corbario by his first name, and as he grew up +it seemed more and more natural to do so. Folco was so young, and he +looked even younger than he was. + +"It must be your imagination," Marcello said. + +"Women," said Aurora, as if she were as near thirty as any young woman +would acknowledge herself, "women have no imagination. That is why we +have so much sense," she added thoughtfully. + +Marcello was so completely puzzled by this extraordinary statement that +he could find nothing to say for a few moments. Then he felt that she +had attacked his idol, and that Folco must be defended. + +"If you could find a single thing, however small, to bring against him, +it would not be so silly to say that his eyes frighten you." + +"There!" laughed Aurora. "You might as well say that because at this +moment there is only that one little cloud near the sun, there is no +cloud at all!" + +"How ridiculous!" Marcello expressed his contempt of such girlish +reasoning by putting his rough little horse to a gallop. + +"Men always say that," retorted Aurora, with exasperating calm. "I'll +race you to the tower for the first choice of oranges at dessert. They +are not very good this year, you know, and you like them." + +"Don't be silly!" Marcello immediately reined his horse back to a walk, +and looked very dignified. + +"It is impossible to please you," observed Aurora, slackening her pace +at once. + +"It is impossible, if you abuse Folco." + +"I am sure I did not mean to abuse him," Aurora answered meekly. "I +never abuse anybody." + +"Women never do, I suppose," retorted Marcello, with a little snort of +dissatisfaction. + +They were little more than children yet, and for pretty nearly five +minutes neither spoke a word, as their horses walked side by side. + +"The keeper of the tower has more chickens this year," observed Aurora. +"I can see them running about." + +This remark was evidently intended as an overture of reconciliation. It +acted like magic upon Marcello, who hated quarrelling, and was moreover +much more in love with the girl than he knew. Instinctively he put out +his left hand to take her right. They always made peace by taking hands. + +But Aurora's did not move, and she did not even turn her head towards +him. + +"Take care!" she said quickly, in a low tone. "They are watching us." + +Marcello looked round and saw that the others were nearer than he had +supposed, and he blushed foolishly. + +"Well, what harm would there be if you gave me your hand?" he asked. "I +only meant--" + +"Yes, I understand," Aurora answered, in the same tone as before. "And I +am glad you like me, Marcello--if you really do." + +"If I do!" His tone was full of youthful and righteous indignation. + +"I did not mean to doubt it," she said quickly. "But it is getting to be +different now, you know. We are older, and somehow everything means +more, even the little things." + +"Oh!" ejaculated Marcello. "I begin to see. I suppose," he added, with +what seemed to him reckless brutality, "that if I kissed you now you +would be furious." + +He glanced uneasily at Aurora's face to note the effect of this +terrible speech. The result was not exactly what he had expected. A +faint colour rose in her cheeks, and then she laughed. + +"When you do," she said, "I would rather it should not be before +people." + +"I shall try to remember that," answered Marcello, considerably +emboldened. + +"Yes, do! It would be so humiliating if I boxed your ears in the +presence of witnesses." + +"You would not dare," laughed Marcello. + +From a distance, as Aurora had guessed, Folco was watching them while he +quietly talked to the Contessa; and as he watched, he understood what a +change had taken place since last year, when he had seen Marcello and +Aurora riding over the same stretch of sand on the same little horses. +He ventured a reflection, to see what his companion would answer. + +"I daresay many people would say that those two young people were made +for each other." + +Maddalena looked at him inquiringly and then glanced at her daughter. + +"And what do you say?" she asked, with some curiosity. + +"I say 'no.' And you?" + +"I agree with you. Aurora is like me--like what I was. Marcello would +bore her to death in six months, and Aurora would drive him quite mad." + +Corbario smiled. + +"I had hoped," he said, "that women with marriageable daughters would +think Marcello a model husband. But of course I am prejudiced. I have +had a good deal to do with his bringing up during the last four years." + +"No one can say that you have not done your duty by him," Maddalena +answered. "I wish I could feel that I had done as well by Aurora--indeed +I do!" + +"You have, but you had quite a different nature to deal with." + +"I should think so! It is my own." + +Corbario heard the little sigh as she turned her head away, and being a +wise man he said nothing in answer. He was not a Roman, if indeed he +were really an Italian at all, but he had vaguely heard the Contessa's +story. She had been married very young to a parliamentary high-light, +who had made much noise in his day, had spent more than half of her +fortune after getting rid of his own, and had been forgotten on the +morrow of his premature death. It was said that she had loved another +man with all her heart, but Corbario had never known who it was. + +The sun was almost setting when they turned homeward, and it was dark +when they reached the cottage. They found an unexpected arrival +installed beside the Signora in the doorway of the sitting-room. + +"Professor Kalmon is here," said the Signora's voice out of the gloom. +"I have asked him to stay till to-morrow." + +The Professor rose up in the shadow and came forward, just as a servant +brought a lamp. He was celebrated as a traveller, and occupied the chair +of comparative physiology in the University of Milan. He belonged to +the modern type of scientific man, which has replaced the one of fifty +years ago, who lived in a dressing-gown and slippers, smoked a long +pipe, and was always losing his belongings through absence of mind. The +modern professor is very like other human beings in dress and +appearance, and has even been known to pride himself on the fit of his +coat, just like the common people. + +There were mutual greetings, for the Professor knew all the party, and +everybody liked him. He was a big man, with a well-kept brown beard, a +very clear complexion, and bright brown eyes that looked as if they +would never need spectacles. + +"And where have you been since we last saw you?" asked Corbario. + +"Are your pockets full of snakes this time?" asked Aurora. + +The Professor looked at her and smiled, realising that she was no longer +the child she had been when he had seen her last, and that she was very +good to look at. His brown eyes beamed upon her benevolently. + +"Ah, my dear young lady, I see it is all over," he said. "You will never +pull my beard again and turn my pockets inside out for specimens when I +come back from my walks on the beach." + +"Do you think I am afraid of you or your specimens?" laughed Aurora. + +"I have got a terrible thing in my waistcoat pocket," the Professor +answered. "Something you might very well be afraid of." + +"What is it? It must be very small to be in your waistcoat pocket." + +"It is a new form of death." + +He beamed on everybody with increasing benevolence; but somehow nobody +smiled, and the Signora Corbario shivered and drew her light cloak more +closely round her, as the first gust of the night breeze came up from +the rustling reeds that grew in the pool below. + +"It is time to get ready for supper," said Folco. "I hope you are not +hungry, Kalmon, for you will not get anything very elaborate to eat!" + +"Bread and cheese will do, my dear fellow." + +When Italians go to the country they take nothing of the city with them. +They like the contrast to be complete; they love the total absence of +restraint; they think it delightful to dine in their shooting-coats and +to eat coarse fare. If they had to dress for dinner it would not be the +country at all, nor if dinner had to begin with soup and end with sweets +just as it does in town. They eat extraordinary messes that would make a +Frenchman turn pale and a German look grave. They make portentous +pasties, rich with everything under the sun; they eat fat boiled beef, +and raw fennel, and green almonds, and vast quantities of cream cheese, +and they drink sour wine like water; and it all agrees with them +perfectly, so that they come back to the city refreshed and rested after +a gastronomic treatment which would bring any other European to death's +door. + +The table was set out on the verandah that evening, as usual in spring, +and little by little the Professor absorbed the conversation, for they +all asked him questions, few of which could be answered shortly. He was +one of those profoundly cultivated Italians who are often to be met +nowadays, but whose gifts it is not easy to appreciate except in a +certain degree of intimacy. They are singularly modest men as a rule, +and are by no means those about whom there is the most talk in the +world. + +The party sat in their places when supper was over, with cloaks and +coats thrown over them against the night air, while Kalmon talked of all +sorts of things that seemed to have the least possible connection with +each other, but which somehow came up quite naturally. He went from the +last book on Dante to a new discovery in chemistry, thence to Japanese +monks and their beliefs, and came back smiling to the latest development +of politics, which led him quite naturally to the newest play, labour +and capital, the German Emperor, and the immortality of the soul. + +"I believe you know everything!" exclaimed Marcello, with an admiring +look. "Or else I know nothing, which is really more probable!" The boy +laughed. + +"You have not told us about the new form of death yet," said Aurora, +leaning on her elbows and burying her young hands in her auburn hair as +she looked across the table at Kalmon. + +"You will never sleep again if I tell you about it," answered the +Professor, opening his brown eyes very wide and trying to look terrible, +which was quite impossible, because he had such a kindly face. "You do +not look frightened at all," he added, pretending to be disappointed. + +"Let me see the thing," Aurora said. "Perhaps we shall all be +frightened." + +"It looks very innocent," Kalmon answered. "Here it is." + +He took a small leather case from his pocket, opened it, and drew out a +short blue glass tube, with a screw top. It contained half a dozen white +tablets, apparently just like those in common use for five-grain doses +of quinine. + +A little murmur of disappointment went around the table. The new form of +death looked very commonplace. Corbario was the only one who showed any +interest. + +"May I see?" he asked, holding out his hand to take the tube. + +Kalmon would not give it to him, but held the tube before his eyes under +the bright light of the lamp. + +"Excuse me," he said, "but I make it a rule never to let it go out of my +hands. You understand, don't you? If it were passed round, some one +might lay it down, it might be forgotten, somebody might take it for +something else." + +"Of course," said Folco, looking intently at the tube, as though he +could understand something about the contents by mere inspection. "You +are quite right. You should take no risks with such things--especially +as they look so innocent!" + +He leaned back in his chair again, as if satisfied, and his eyes met the +Contessa's at the same moment. There was no reason why she should not +have looked at him just then, but he rested one elbow on the table and +shaded his eyes from the light. + +"It is strange to reflect," said Kalmon, looking at the tube +thoughtfully, "that one of those little things would be enough to put a +Hercules out of misery, without leaving the slightest trace which +science could discover." + +Corbario was still shading his eyes from the light. + +"How would one die if one took it?" asked Aurora. "Very suddenly?" + +"I call it the sleeping death," answered the Professor. "The poisoned +person sinks into a sweet sleep in a few minutes, smiling as if enjoying +the most delightful dreams." + +"And one never wakes up?" inquired Marcello. + +"Never. It is impossible, I believe. I have made experiments on animals, +and have not succeeded in waking them by any known means." + +"I suppose it congests the brain, like opium," observed Corbario, +quietly. + +"Not at all, not at all!" answered Kalmon, looking benevolently at the +little tube which contained his discovery. "I tell you it leaves no +trace whatever, not even as much as is left by death from an electric +current. And it has no taste, no smell,--it seems the most innocent +stuff in the world." + +Corbario's hand again lay on the table and he was gazing out into the +night, as if he were curious about the weather. The moon was just +rising, being past the full. + +"Is that all you have of the poison?" he asked in an idle tone. + +"Oh, no! This is only a small supply which I carry with me for +experiments. I have made enough to send all our thirty-three millions of +Italians to sleep for ever!" + +Kalmon laughed pleasantly. + +"If this could be properly used, civilisation would make a gigantic +stride," he added. "In war, for instance, how infinitely pleasanter and +more Êsthetic it would be to send the enemy to sleep, with the most +delightful dreams, never to wake again, than to tear people to pieces +with artillery and rifle bullets, and to blow up ships with hundreds of +poor devils on board, who are torn limb from limb by the explosion." + +"The difficulty," observed the Contessa, "would be to induce the enemy +to take your poison quietly. What if the enemy objected?" + +"I should put it into their water supply," said Kalmon. + +"Poison the water!" cried the Signora Corbario. "How barbarous!" + +"Much less barbarous than shedding oceans of blood. Only think--they +would all go to sleep. That would be all." + +[Illustration: "'I CALL IT THE SLEEPING DEATH,' ANSWERED THE PROFESSOR"] + +"I thought," said Corbario, almost carelessly, "that there was no longer +any such thing as a poison that left no traces or signs. Can you not +generally detect vegetable poisons by the mode of death?" + +"Yes," answered the Professor, returning the glass tube to its case and +the latter to his pocket. "But please to remember that although we can +prove to our own satisfaction that some things really exist, we cannot +prove that any imaginable thing outside our experience cannot possibly +exist. Imagine the wildest impossibility you can think of; you will not +induce a modern man of science to admit the impossibility of it as +absolute. Impossibility is now a merely relative term, my dear Corbario, +and only means great improbability. Now, to illustrate what I mean, it +is altogether improbable that a devil with horns and hoofs and a fiery +tail should suddenly appear, pick me up out of this delightful circle, +and fly away with me. But you cannot induce me to deny the possibility +of such a thing." + +"I am so glad to hear you say that," said the Signora, who was a +religious woman. + +Kalmon looked at her a moment and then broke into a peal of laughter +that was taken up by the rest, and in which the good lady joined. + +"You brought it on yourself," she said at last. + +"Yes," Kalmon answered. "I did. From your point of view it is better to +admit the possibility of a mediÊval devil with horns than to have no +religion at all. Half a loaf is better than no bread." + +"Is that stuff of yours animal, vegetable, or mineral?" asked Corbario +as the laughter subsided. + +"I don't know," replied the Professor. "Animal, vegetable, mineral? +Those are antiquated distinctions, like the four elements of the +alchemists." + +"Well--but what is the thing, then?" asked Corbario, almost impatiently. +"What should you call it in scientific language?" + +Kalmon closed his eyes for a moment, as if to collect his thoughts. + +"In scientific language," he began, "it is probably H three C seven, +parenthesis, H two C plus C four O five, close parenthesis, HC three O." + +Corbario laughed carelessly. + +"I am no wiser than before," he said. + +"Nor I," answered the Professor. "Not a bit." + +"It is much simpler to call it 'the sleeping death,' is it not?" +suggested the Contessa. + +"Much simpler, for that is precisely what it is." + +It was growing late, according to country ideas, and the party rose from +the table and began to move about a little before going to bed. The moon +had risen high by this time. + +Marcello and Aurora, unheeded by the rest, went round the verandah to +the other side of the house and stood still a moment, looking out at the +trees and listening to the sounds of the night. Down by the pool a frog +croaked now and then; from a distance came the plaintive, often +repeated cry of a solitary owlet; the night breeze sighed through the +long grass and the low shrubbery. + +The boy and girl turned to each other, put out their hands and then +their arms, and clasped each other silently, and kissed. Then they +walked demurely back to their elders, without exchanging a word. + +"We have had to give you the little room at the end of the cottage," +Corbario was saying to Kalmon. "It is the only one left while the +Contessa is here." + +"I should sleep soundly on bare boards to-night," Kalmon answered. "I +have been walking all day." + +Corbario went with him, carrying a candle, and shielding the flame from +the breeze with his hand. The room was furnished with the barest +necessities, like most country rooms in Italy. There were wooden pegs on +which to hang clothes instead of a wardrobe, an iron bedstead, a deal +wash-stand, a small deal table, a rush-bottomed chair. The room had only +one window, which was also the only door, opening to the floor upon the +verandah. + +"You can bolt the window, if you like," said Corbario when he had bidden +the Professor good-night, "but there are no thieves about." + +"I always sleep with my windows open," Kalmon answered, "and I have no +valuables." + +"No? Good-night again." + +"Good-night." + +Corbario went out, leaving him the candle, and turned the corner of the +verandah. Then he stood still a long time, leaning against one of the +wooden pillars and looking out. Perhaps the moonlight falling through +the stiff little trees upon the long grass and shrubbery reminded him of +some scene familiar long ago. He smiled quietly to himself as he stood +there. + +Three hours later he was there again, in almost exactly the same +attitude. He must have been cold, for the night breeze was stronger, and +he wore only his light sleeping clothes and his feet were bare. He +shivered a little from time to time, and his face looked very white, for +the moon was now high in the heavens and the light fell full upon him. +His right hand was tightly closed, as if it held some small object fast, +and he was listening intently, first to the right, whence he had come, +then to the left, and then he turned his ear towards the trees, through +which the path led away towards the hut where the men slept. But there +was no sound except the sighing of the wind. The frog by the pool had +stopped croaking, and the melancholy cry of the owlet had ceased. + +Corbario went softly on, trying the floor of the verandah with his bare +feet at each step, lest the boards should creak a little under his +weight. He reached the window door of his own room, and slipped into the +darkness without noise. + +Kalmon cared little for quail-shooting, and as the carriage was going +back to Rome he took advantage of it to reach the city, and took his +departure about nine o'clock in the morning. + +"By the way, how did you sleep?" asked Corbario as he shook hands at +parting. "I forgot to ask you." + +"Soundly, thank you," answered the Professor. + +And he drove away, waving his felt hat to his hosts. + + + + +CHAPTER III + + +Marcello coughed a little as he and Corbario trudged home through the +sand under the hot May sun. It was sultry, though there were few clouds, +and everything that grew looked suddenly languid; each flower and shrub +gave out its own peculiar scent abundantly, the smell of last year's +rotting leaves and twigs all at once returned and mingled with the +odours of green things and of the earth itself, and the heavy air was +over-rich with it all, and hard to breathe. By and by the clouds would +pile themselves up into vast grey and black fortresses, far away beyond +Rome, between the Alban and the Samnite hills, and the lightning would +dart at them and tear them to pieces in spite, while the thunder roared +out at each home-thrust that it was well done; and then the spring rain +would sweep the Campagna, by its length and breadth, from the mountains +to the sea, and the world would be refreshed. But now it was near noon +and a heavy weariness lay upon the earth. + +"You are tired," said Corbario, as they reached the shade of some trees, +less than half a mile from the cottage. "Let us sit down for a while." + +They sat down, where they could see the sea. It was dull and glassy +under the high sun; here and there, far out, the sluggish currents made +dark, irregular streaks. + +Corbario produced cigarettes and offered one to Marcello, but the boy +would not smoke; he said that it made him cough. + +"I should smoke all the time, if I were quite well," he said, with a +smile. + +"And do many other things that young men do, I daresay," laughed +Corbario. "Ride steeplechases, play cards all night, and drink champagne +at breakfast." + +"Perhaps." Marcello was amused at the picture. "I wonder whether I ever +shall," he added. + +Corbario glanced at him curiously. There was the faintest accent of +longing in the tone, which was quite new. + +"Why not?" Folco asked, still smiling. "It is merely a question of +health, my dear boy. There is no harm in steeplechases if you do not +break your neck, nor in playing cards if you do not play high, nor in +drinking a glass of champagne now and then--no harm at all, that I can +see. But, of course, so long as your lungs are delicate, you must be +careful." + +"Confound my lungs!" exclaimed Marcello with unusual energy. "I believe +that I am much stronger than any of you think." + +"I am sometimes inclined to believe it too," Corbario answered +encouragingly. + +"And I am quite sure that it would do me good to forget all about them +and live as if there were nothing the matter with me. Don't you think so +yourself?" + +Corbario made a gesture of doubt, as if it were possible after all. + +"Of course I don't mean dissipation," Marcello went on to say, suddenly +assuming the manner of an elderly censor of morals, simply because he +did not know what he was talking about. "I don't mean reckless +dissipation." + +"Of course not," Folco answered gravely. "You see, there are two sorts +of dissipation. You must not forget that. The one kind means dissipating +your fortune and your health; the other merely means dissipating +melancholy, getting rid of care now and then, and of everything that +bores one. That is the harmless sort." + +"What they call 'harmless excitement'--yes, that is what I should like +sometimes. There are days when I feel that I must have it. It is as if +the blood went to my head, and my nerves are all on edge, and I wish +something would happen, I don't know what, but something, something!" + +"I know exactly what you mean, my dear boy," said Corbario in a tone of +sympathy. "You see I am not very old myself, after all--barely +thirty--not quite, in fact. I could call myself twenty-nine if it were +not so much more respectable to be older." + +"Yes. But do you mean to say that you feel just what I do now and then?" +Marcello asked the question in considerable surprise. "Do you really +know that sensation? That burning restlessness--that something like what +the earth must feel before a thunderstorm--like the air at this moment?" + +Not a muscle of Folco's still face moved. + +"Yes," he answered quietly. "I know it very well. It is nothing but the +sudden wish for a little harmless excitement, nothing else in the world, +my dear boy, and it is certainly nothing to be ashamed of. It does not +follow that it is at all convenient to yield to it, but we feel it +because we lead such a very quiet life." + +"But surely, we are perfectly happy," observed Marcello. + +"Perfectly, absolutely happy. I do not believe that there are any +happier people in the world than we three, your mother, you, and I. We +have not a wish unfulfilled." + +"No, except that one, when it comes." + +"And that does not count in my case," answered Folco. "You see I have +had a good deal of--'harmless excitement' in my life, and I know just +what it is like, and that it is quite possible to be perfectly happy +without it. In fact, I am. But you have never had any at all, and it is +as absurd to suppose that young birds will not try to fly as that young +men will not want amusement, now and then." + +"I suppose that women cannot always understand that," said Marcello, +after a moment. + +"Women," replied Folco, unmoved, "do not always distinguish quite +closely between excitement that is harmless for a man and excitement +which is not. To tell the truth," he added, with a laugh, "they hardly +ever distinguish at all, and it is quite useless to talk to them about +it." + +"But surely, there are exceptions?" + +"Not many. That is the reason why there is a sort of freemasonry among +men of the world, a kind of tacit agreement that women need not be told +what goes on at the clubs, and at men's dinners, and late at night when +old friends have spent an evening together. Not that there is any harm +in it all; but women would not understand. They have their innocent +little mysteries which they keep from us, and we have harmless little +secrets which we do not let them know." + +Folco laughed softly at his own way of putting it, and perhaps because +Marcello so easily accepted his point of view. + +"I see," said the boy. "I wonder whether my mother would not understand +that. It seems so simple!" + +"She will, when the time comes, no doubt," answered Corbario. "Your +mother is a great exception, my dear boy. On the other hand, she is so +anxious about your health just now, that, if I were you, I would not say +anything about feeling the want of a little excitement. Of course your +life is monotonous. I know it. But there is nothing more monotonous than +getting well, is there? The best part of it is the looking forward to +what one will do when one is quite strong. You and I can talk of that, +sometimes, and build castles in the air; but it is of no use to give +your mother the idea that you are beating your wings against the bars of +your cage, is it?" + +Folco was quite lyric that day, but the words made exactly the +impression he wished. + +"You are right," Marcello said. "You always are. There is nobody like +you, Folco. You are an elder brother to me, and yet you don't preach. I +often tell my mother so." + +This was true, and what Marcello told her added to her happiness, if +anything could do that, and she encouraged the two to go off together as +much as possible. She even suggested that they should go down to San +Domenico for a fortnight, to look after the great Calabrian estate. + +They rose and began to walk toward the cottage. The shooting had been +good that morning, as quail-shooting goes, and the man who acted as +keeper, loader, gardener, and general factotum, and who went out with +any one who wanted to shoot, had gone on to the cottage with the bag, +the two guns, and the animal which he called his dog. The man's name was +Ercole, that is to say, Hercules; and though he was not a giant, he +certainly bore a closer resemblance to the hero than his dog did to dogs +in general. + +"He was born in my house," Ercole said, when any one asked questions. +"Find a better one if you can. His name? I call him Nino, short for +John, because he barks so well at night. You don't understand? It is the +'voice of one crying in the wilderness.' Did you never go to Sunday +school? Or do you call this place a garden, a park, a public promenade? +I call it a desert. There are not even cats." + +When an Italian countryman says of a place that even cats will not stay +in it, he considers that he has evoked a picture of ultimate desolation +that cannot be surpassed. It had always been Ercole's dream to live in +the city, though he did not look like a man naturally intended for town +life. He was short and skinny, though he was as wiry as a monkey; his +face was slightly pitted with the smallpox, and the malaria of many +summers had left him with a complexion of the colour of cheap leather; +he had eyes like a hawk, matted black hair, and jagged white teeth. He +and his fustian clothes smelt of earth, burnt gunpowder, goat's cheese, +garlic, and bad tobacco. He was no great talker, but his language was +picturesque and to the point; and he feared neither man nor beast, +neither tramp nor horned cattle, nor yet wild boar. He was no respecter +of persons at all. The land where the cottage was had belonged to a +great Roman family, now ruined, and when, the land had been sold, he had +apparently been part of the bargain, and had come into the possession of +the Signora Corbario with it. In his lonely conversations with Nino, he +had expressed his opinion of each member of the family with frankness. + +"You are a good dog, Nino," he would say. "You are the consolation of my +soul. But you do not understand these things. Corbario is an assassin. +Money, money, money! That is all he thinks of from morning till night. I +know it, because he never speaks of it, and yet he never gives away +anything. It is all for himself, the Signora's millions, the boy's +millions, everything. When I look at his face, a chill seizes me, and I +tremble as when I have the fever. You never had the malaria fever, +Nino. Dogs don't have it, do they?" + +At the question Nino turned his monstrous head to one side and looked +along his muzzle at his master. If he had possessed a tail he would have +wagged it, or thumped the hard ground with it a few times; but he had +none. He had probably lost it in some wild battle of his stormy youth, +fought almost to death against the huge Campagna sheep-dogs; or perhaps +a wolf had got it, or perhaps he had never had a tail at all. Ercole had +probably forgotten, and it did not really matter much. + +"Corbario is an assassin," he said. "Remember that, Nino. As for his +poor lady, she is a little lacking, or she would never have married him. +But she is a saint, and what do saints want with cleverness? They go to +paradise. Does that need much sense? We should all go if we could. Why +do you cock your head on one side and look at me like a Christian? Are +you trying to make me think you have a soul? You are made of nothing but +corn meal and water, and a little wool, poor beast! But you have more +sense than the Signora, and you are not an assassin, like her husband." + +At this, Nino threw himself upon his back with his four legs in the air +and squirmed with sheer delight, showing his jagged teeth and the roof +of a very terrible mouth, and emitting a series of wolfish snorts; after +which he suddenly rolled over upon his feet again, shook himself till +his shaggy coat bristled all over his body, walked sedately to the open +door of the hut, and sat down to look at the weather. + +"He is almost a Christian," Ercole remarked under his breath, as if he +were afraid the dog might hear the compliment and grow too vain. + +For Ercole was a reticent man, and though he told Nino what he thought +about people, he never told any one else. Marcello was the only person +to whom he ever showed any inclination to attach himself. He regarded +even the Contessa with suspicion, perhaps merely because she was a +woman; and as for Aurora, girls did not count at all in his cosmogony. + +"God made all the other animals before making women," he observed +contemptuously one day, when he had gone out alone with Marcello. + +"I like them," laughed the boy. + +"So did Adam," retorted Ercole, "and you see what came of it." + +No answer to this argument occurred to Marcello just then, so he said +nothing; and he thought of Aurora, and his mother, and the sad-eyed +Contessa, and wondered vaguely whether they were very unlike other +women, as Ercole implied. + +"When you know women," the man vouchsafed to add presently, "you will +wish you were dead. The Lord sent them into the world for an affliction +and for the punishment of our sins." + +"You were never married, were you?" asked Marcello, still smiling. + +Ercole stopped short in the sand, amongst the sea-thistles that grew +there, and Nino trotted up and looked at him, to be ready if anything +happened. Marcello knew the man's queer ways, and waited for him to +speak. + +"Married?" he snorted. "Married? You have said it!" + +This seemed enigmatical, but Marcello understood the words to convey an +affirmation. + +"Well?" he asked, expecting more. + +"Well? Well, what?" growled Ercole. "This is a bad world. A man falls in +love with a pretty little caterpillar; he wakes up and finds himself +married to a butterfly. Oh, this is a very bad world!" + +Marcello was struck by the simile, but he reflected that Aurora looked +much more like a butterfly than a caterpillar, a fact which, if it meant +anything, should signify that he knew the worst beforehand. Ercole +declined to enter into any account of his conjugal experiences, and +merely shrugged his shoulders and went on through the sand. + +With such fitting and warning as this to keep him out of trouble, +Marcello was to face life: with his saintly mother's timid allusions to +its wickedness, with Corbario's tempting suggestions of harmless +dissipation, with an unlettered peasant's sour reflections on the world +in general and women in particular. + +In the other scale of the balance fate set his delicate and high-strung +nature, his burning desire for the great unknown something, the stinging +impatience of bodily weakness, and the large element of recklessness he +inherited from his father, besides a fine admixture of latent boyish +vanity for women to play upon, and all the ordinary weaknesses of human +nature in about the same proportion as every one has them. + +Given a large fortune and ordinary liberty, it might be foreseen that +the boy would not reach the haven of maturity without meeting a storm, +even if the outward circumstances of chance were all in his favour, even +if no one had an interest in ruining him, even if Folco Corbario did not +want all for himself, as poor Ercole told his dog that he did in the +solitude of his hut. + +Marcello had a bad chance at the start, and Maddalena dell' Armi, who +knew the world well in all its moods, and had suffered by it and sinned +for it, and had shed many tears in secret before becoming what she was +now, foresaw danger, and hoped that her daughter's fate might not be +bound up with that of her friend's son, much as she herself liked the +gentle-hearted boy. She wondered how long any one would call him gentle +after he got his first taste of pleasure and pain. + + + + +CHAPTER IV + + + +It was very early morning, and there was no shooting, for a +southwesterly gale had been blowing all night, and the birds passed far +inland. All along the beach, for twenty-five miles in an unbroken line, +the surf thundered in, with a double roar, breaking on the bar, then +gathering strength again, rising grey and curling green and crashing +down upon the sand. Then the water opened out in vast sheets of crawling +foam that ran up to the very foot of the bank where the scrub began to +grow, and ran regretfully back again, tracing myriads of tiny channels +where the sand was loose; but just as it had almost subsided, another +wave curled and uncurled itself, and trembled a moment, and flung its +whole volume forwards through a cloud of unresisting spray. + +It had rained a little, too, and it would rain again. The sky was of an +even leaden grey, and as the sun rose unseen, a wicked glare came into +it, as if the lead were melting; and the wind howled unceasingly, the +soft, wet, southwest wind of the great spring storms. + +Less than a mile from the shore a small brigantine, stripped to a lower +topsail, storm-jib, and balance-reefed mainsail, was trying to claw off +shore. She had small chance, unless the gale shifted or moderated, for +she evidently could not carry enough sail to make any way against the +huge sea, and to heave to would be sure destruction within two hours. + +The scrub and brushwood were dripping with raindrops, and the salt spray +was blown up the bank with the loose sand. Everything was wet, grey, and +dreary, as only the Roman shore can be at such times, with that +unnatural dreariness of the south which comes down on nature suddenly +like a bad dream, and is a thousand times more oppressive than the stern +desolation of any northern sea-coast. + +Marcello and Aurora watched the storm from a break in the bank which +made a little lee. The girl was wrapped in a grey military cloak, of +which she had drawn the hood over her loose hair. Her delicate nostrils +dilated with pleasure to breathe the salt wind, and her eyelids drooped +as she watched the poor little vessel in the distance. + +"You like it, don't you?" asked Marcello, as he looked at her. + +"I love it!" she answered enthusiastically. "And I may never see it all +again," she added after a little pause. + +"Never?" Marcello started a little. "Are you going away?" + +"We are going to Rome to-day. But that is not what I mean. We have +always come down every year for ever so long. How long is it, Marcello? +We were quite small the first time." + +"It must be five years. Four or five--ever since my mother bought the +land here." + +"We were mere children," said Aurora, with the dignity of a grown +person. "That is all over." + +"I wish it were not!" Marcello sighed. + +"How silly you are!" observed Aurora, throwing back her beautiful head. +"But then, I am sure I am much more grown up than you are, though you +are nineteen, and I am not quite eighteen." + +"You are seventeen," said Marcello firmly. + +"I shall be eighteen on my next birthday!" retorted Aurora with warmth. +"Then we shall see who is the more grown up. I shall be in society, and +you--why, you will not even be out of the University." + +She said this with the contempt which Marcello's extreme youth deserved. + +"I am not going to the University." + +"Then you will be a boy all your life. I always tell you so. Unless you +do what other people do, you will never grow up at all. You ought to be +among men by this time, instead of everlastingly at home, clinging to +your mother's skirts!" + +A bright flush rose in Marcello's cheeks. He felt that he wanted to box +her ears, and for an instant he wished himself small again that he might +do it, though he remembered what a terrible fighter Aurora had been +when she was a little girl, and had preserved a vivid recollection of +her well-aimed slaps. + +"Don't talk about my mother in that way," he said angrily. + +"I'm not talking of her at all. She is a saint, and I love her very +much. But that is no reason why you should always be with her, as if +you were a girl! I don't suppose you mean to begin life as a saint +yourself, do you? You are rather young for that, you know." + +"No," Marcello answered, feeling that he was not saying just the right +thing, but not knowing what to say. "And I am sure my mother does not +expect it of me, either," he added. "But that is no reason why you +should be so disagreeable." + +He felt that he had been weak, and that he ought to say something sharp. +He knew very well that his mother believed it quite possible for a boy +to develop into saintship without passing through the intermediate state +of sinning manhood; and though his nature told him that he was not of +the temper that attains sanctity all at once, he felt that he owed to +his mother's hopes for him a sort of loyalty in which Aurora had made +him fail. The reasonings of innocent sentiment are more tortuous than +the wiles of the devil himself, and have amazing power to torment the +unfledged conscience of a boy brought up like Marcello. + +Aurora's way of thinking was much more direct. + +"If you think I am disagreeable, you can go away," she said, with a +scornful laugh. + +"Thank you. You are very kind." He tried to speak sarcastically, but it +was a decided failure. + +To his surprise, Aurora turned and looked at him very quietly. + +"I wonder whether I shall like you, when you are a man," she said in a +tone of profound reflection. "I am rather ashamed of liking you now, +because you are such a baby." + +He flushed again, very angry this time, and he moved away to leave her, +without another word. + +She turned her face to the storm and took no notice of him. She thought +that he would come back, but there was just the least doubt about it, +which introduced an element of chance and was perfectly delightful while +it lasted. Was there ever a woman, since the world began, who did not +know that sensation, either by experience or by wishing she might try +it? What pleasure would there be in angling if the fish did not try to +get off the hook, but stupidly swallowed it, fly and all? It might as +well crawl out of the stream at once and lay itself meekly down in the +basket. + +And Marcello came back, before he had taken four steps. + +"Is that what you meant when you said that you might never come here +again?" he asked, and there was something rough in his tone that pleased +her. + +"No," she answered, as if nothing had happened. "Mamma talked to me a +long time last night." + +"What did she say?" + +"Do you want to know?" + +"Yes." + +"There is no reason why I should not tell you. She says that we must not +come here after I go into society, because people will think that she is +trying to marry me to you." + +She looked at him boldly for a moment, and then turned her eyes to the +sea. + +"Why should she care what people think?" he asked. + +"Because it would prevent me from marrying any one else," answered +Aurora, with the awful cynicism of youth. "If every one thought I was +engaged to you, or going to be, no other man could ask for me. It's +simple enough, I'm sure!" + +"And you wish other men to ask you to marry them, I suppose?" + +Marcello was a little pale, but he tried to throw all the contempt he +could command into his tone. Aurora smiled sweetly. + +"Naturally," she said. "I'm only a woman." + +"Which means that I'm a fool to care for you!" + +"You are, if you think I'm not worth caring for." The girl laughed. + +This was so very hard to understand that Marcello knit his smooth young +brow and looked very angry, but could find nothing to say on the spur of +the moment. All women are born with the power to put a man into such a +position that he must either contradict himself, hold his tongue, or fly +into a senseless rage. They do this so easily, that even after the +experience of a life-time we never suspect the trap until they pull the +string and we are caught. Then, if we contradict ourselves, woman utters +an inhuman cry of triumph and jeers at our unstable purpose; if we lose +our tempers instead, she bursts into tears and calls us brutes; and +finally, if we say nothing, she declares, with a show of reason, that we +have nothing to say. + +[Illustration: "HE FLUSHED AGAIN, VERY ANGRY THIS TIME, AND HE MOVED +AWAY TO LEAVE HER, WITHOUT ANOTHER WORD."] + + +Marcello lost his temper. + +"You are quite right," he said angrily. "You are not worth caring for. +You are a mere child, and you are a miserable little flirt already, and +you will be a detestable woman when you grow up! You will lead men on, +and play with them, and then laugh at them. But you shall not laugh at +me again. You shall not have that satisfaction! You shall wish me back, +but I will not come, not if you break your silly little heart!" + +With this terrific threat the boy strode away, leaving her to watch the +storm alone in the lee of the sandbank. Aurora knew that he really meant +to go this time, and at first she was rather glad of it, since he was in +such a very bad temper. She felt that he had insulted her, and if he had +stayed any longer she would doubtless have called him a brute, that +being the woman's retort under the circumstances. She had not the +slightest doubt of being quite reconciled with him before luncheon, of +course, but in her heart she wished that she had not made him angry. It +had been very pleasant to watch the storm together, and when they had +come to the place, she had felt a strong presentiment that he would kiss +her, and that the contrast between the kiss and the howling gale would +be very delightful. + +The presentiment had certainly not come true, and now that Marcello was +gone it was not very amusing to feel the spray and the sand on her +face, or to watch the tumbling breakers and listen to the wind. Besides, +she had been there some time, and she had not even had her little +breakfast of coffee and rolls before coming down to the shore. She +suddenly felt hungry and cold and absurdly inclined to cry, and she +became aware that the sand had got into her russet shoes, and that it +would be very uncomfortable to sit down in such a place to take them off +and shake it out; and that, altogether, misfortunes never come singly. + +After standing still three or four minutes longer, she turned away with +a discontented look in her face, all rosy with the wind and spray. She +started as she saw Corbario standing before her, for she had not heard +his footsteps in the gale. He wore his shooting-coat and heavy leathern +gaiters, but he had no gun. She thought he looked pale, and that there +was a shade of anxiety in his usually expressionless face. + +"We wondered where you were," he said. "There is coffee in the verandah, +and your mother is out already." + +"I came down to look at the storm," Aurora answered. "I forgot all about +breakfast." + +They made a few steps in the direction of the cottage. Aurora felt that +Corbario was looking sideways at her as they walked. + +"Have you seen Marcello?" he asked presently. + +"Did you not meet him?" Aurora was surprised. "It is not five minutes +since he left me." + +"No. I did not meet him." + +"That is strange." + +They went on in silence for a few moments. + +"I cannot understand why you did not meet Marcello," Aurora said +suddenly, as if she had thought it over. "Did you come this way?" + +"Yes." + +"Perhaps he got back before you started. He walks very fast." + +"Perhaps," Corbario said, "but I did not see him. I came to look for you +both." + +"Expecting to find us together, of course!" Aurora threw up her head a +little disdainfully, for Marcello had offended her. + +"He is generally somewhere near you, poor boy," answered Corbario in a +tone of pity. + +"Why do you say 'poor boy' in that tone? Do you think he is so much to +be pitied?" + +"A little, certainly." Corbario smiled. + +"I don't see why." + +"Women never do, when a man is in love!" + +"Women"--the flattery was subtle and Aurora's face cleared. Corbario was +a man of the world, without doubt, and he had called her a woman, in a +most natural way, as if she had been at least twenty years old. It did +not occur to her to ask herself whether Folco had any object in wishing +to please her just then, but she knew well enough that he did wish to do +so. Even a girl's instinct is unerring in that; and Corbario further +pleased her by not pursuing the subject, for what he had said seemed all +the more spontaneous because it led to nothing. + +"If Marcello is not in the cottage," he observed, as they came near, +"he must have gone off for a walk after he left you. Did you not see +which way he turned?" + +"How could I from the place where I stood?" asked Aurora in reply. "As +soon as he had turned behind the bank it was impossible to say which way +he had gone." + +"Of course," assented Folco. "I understand that." + +Marcello had not come home, and Aurora was sorry that she had teased him +into a temper and had then allowed him to go away. It was not good for +him, delicate as he was, to go for a long walk in such weather without +any breakfast, and she felt distinctly contrite as she ate her roll in +silence and drank her coffee, on the sheltered side of the cottage, +under the verandah. The Signora Corbario had not appeared yet, but the +Contessa was already out. As a rule the Signora preferred to have her +coffee in her room, as if she were in town. For some time no one spoke. + +"Had we not better send Ercole to find Marcello?" the Contessa asked at +last. + +"I had to send Ercole to Porto d'Anzio this morning," Corbario answered. +"I took the opportunity, because I knew there would be no quail with +this wind." + +"Marcello will come in when he is hungry," said Aurora, rather sharply, +because she really felt sorry. + +But Marcello did not come in. + +Soon after eight o'clock his mother appeared on the verandah. Folco +dropped his newspaper and hastened to make her comfortable in her +favourite chair. Though she was not strong, she was not an invalid, but +she was one of those women whom it seems natural to help, to whom men +bring cushions, and with whom other women are always ready to +sympathise. If one of Fra Angelico's saints should walk into a modern +drawing-room all the men would fall over each other in the scramble to +make her comfortable, and all the women would offer her tea and ask her +if she felt the draught. + +The Signora looked about, expecting to see her son. + +"Marcello has not come in," said Folco, understanding. "He seems to have +gone for a long walk." + +"I hope he has put on his thick boots," answered the Signora, in a +thoughtful tone. "It is very wet." + +She asked why Folco was not with him shooting, and was told that there +were no birds in such weather. She had never understood the winds, nor +the points of the compass, nor why one should see the new moon in the +west instead of in the east. Very few women do, but those who live much +with men generally end by picking up a few useful expressions, a little +phrase-book of jargon terms with which men are quite satisfied. They +find out that a fox has no tail, a wild boar no teeth, a boat no prow, +and a yacht no staircase; and this knowledge is better than none. + +The Signora accepted the fact that there were no birds that morning, and +began to talk to Maddalena. Aurora got a book and pretended to read, but +she was really listening for Marcello's footsteps, and wondering +whether he would smile at her, or would still be cross when he came in. +Corbario finished his paper and went off to look at the weather from the +other side of the house, and the two women talked in broken sentences as +old friends do, with long intervals of silence. + +The wind had moderated a good deal, but as the sun rose higher the glare +in the sky grew more yellow, the air was much warmer, and the trees and +shrubs and long grass began to steam as if they had been half boiled. +All manner of tiny flies and gnats chased each other in the lurid light. + +"It feels as if there were going to be an earthquake," said Maddalena, +throwing back the lace from her grey hair as if even its light weight +oppressed her. + +"Yes." + +The women sat in silence, uneasy, their lips a little parted. Not that +an earthquake would have disturbed them much, for slight ones are common +enough in Italy, and could do no harm at all to a wooden cottage; it was +a mere physical breathlessness that they felt, as the gale suddenly +dropped and the heavy air became quite still on the sheltered side of +the cottage. + +Aurora threw aside her book impatiently and rose from her chair. + +"I am going to look for Marcello," she said, and she went off without +turning her head. + +On the other side of the cottage, as she went round, she found Folco +sitting on the steps of the verandah, his elbows on his knees and his +chin resting on his folded hands, apparently in deep thought. He had a +cigar between his teeth, but it had gone out. + +"I am going to look for Marcello," said Aurora, as she passed close +beside him. + +He said nothing, and hardly moved his head. Aurora turned and looked at +him as she stepped upon the path. + +"What is the matter?" she asked, as she saw his face. "Is anything +wrong?" + +Corbario looked up quickly, as if he had been in a reverie. + +"Anything the matter? No. Where did you say you were going?" + +"To find Marcello. He has not come in yet." + +"He has gone for a walk, I suppose. He often walks alone on off days. He +will be back before luncheon, and you are not going to town till the +afternoon." + +"Will you come with me?" Aurora asked, for she was in a good humour with +Folco. + +He rose at once. + +"I'll go with you for a stroll," he said, "but I don't think it is of +any use to look for Marcello near the house." + +"It can do no harm." + +"And it will do us good to walk a bit." + +They went down the path and through the trees towards the break in the +bank. + +"The sand was very wet this morning, even inside the bank," Aurora +said. "I daresay we shall find his footsteps and be able to guess which +way he went." + +"Very likely," Folco answered. + +He pushed back his tweed cap a little and passed his handkerchief across +his smooth brow. Aurora noticed the action, because he did not usually +get warm so easily. + +"Are you hot?" she asked carelessly. + +"A little," he answered. "The air is so heavy this morning." + +"Perhaps you are not quite well," said Aurora. "You are a little pale." + +Apparently something in her youthfully patronising tone came as near +irritating him as anything ever could. + +"What does it matter, whether I am hot or not?" he asked, almost +impatiently, and again he passed his handkerchief over his forehead. + +"I did not mean to annoy you," Aurora answered with uncommon meekness. + +They came near the break in the bank, and she looked at the sand on each +side of her. She thought it seemed smoother than usual, and that there +were not so many little depressions in it, where there had been +footsteps on previous days, half obliterated by wind and rain. + +"I cannot see where you and I passed an hour ago," she said, in some +surprise. + +"The wind draws through the gap with tremendous strength," Folco +explained. "Just before the gale moderated there was a heavy squall with +rain." + +"Was there? I did not notice that--but I was on the lee side of the +house. The wind must have smoothed the sand, just like a flat-iron!" + +"Yes." Corbario answered indifferently and gazed out to sea. + +Aurora left his side and looked about, going to a little distance from +the gap, first on one side and then on the other. + +"It is as if the wind had done it on purpose!" she cried impatiently. +"It is as smooth as if it had all been swept with a gardener's broom." + +Corbario turned, lighted his extinguished cigar, and watched her, as she +moved about, stooping now and then to examine the sand. + +"I don't believe it is of any use to look here," he said. "Besides, he +will be back in time for luncheon." + +"I suppose so," answered Aurora. "Why do you look at me in that way?" +she asked, standing upright and meeting his eyes suddenly. + +He laughed softly and took his cigar from his mouth. + +"I was watching you. You are very graceful when you move." + +She did not like his expression. + +"I wish you would think less about me and more about finding Marcello," +she said rather sharply. + +"You talk as if he were lost. I tell you he will surely come back before +long." + +"I hope so." + +But Marcello did not come back, and after Aurora had returned to the +cottage and was seated in her chair again, with her book, she grew +restless, and went over in her memory what had passed in the morning. It +was not possible that Marcello should really mean to carry out his +threat, to go away without a word, to leave her, to leave his mother; +and yet, he was gone. A settled conviction came over her that he was +really gone, just as he was, most probably back to Rome. She had teased +him, and he had been very angry, absurdly angry; and yet she was perhaps +responsible, in a way, for his disappearance. Presently his mother would +grow anxious and would ask questions, and then it would all come out. It +would be better to be brave and to say at once that he had been angry +with her; she could confess the truth to her mother, to the Signora, if +necessary, or even to both together, for they were women and would +understand. But she could not tell the story before Corbario. That would +be out of the question; and yet, anything would be better than to let +them all think that something dreadful had happened to Marcello. He had +gone to Rome, of course; or perhaps only to Porto d'Anzio, in which case +he would meet Ercole coming back. + +The hours wore on to midday, and Signora Corbario's uneasiness grew into +real anxiety. The Contessa did her best to soothe her, but was anxious +herself, and still Aurora said nothing. Folco was grave, but assured +every one that the boy would soon return, though the Signora would not +believe it. + +"He will never come back! Something dreadful has happened to him!" And +therewith she broke down completely and burst into tears. + +"You must go and look for him," said Maddalena quietly to Corbario. + +"I think you are right," he answered. "I am going to find him," he said +softly, bending down to his wife as she lay in her chair, trying to +control her sobs. "I will send some of the men towards Porto d'Anzio and +will go towards Nettuno myself." + +She loved him and believed in him, and she was comforted when she saw +him go away and heard him calling the men from their hut. + +Aurora was left alone with the two women. + +"I am afraid Marcello is gone to Rome," she said, with an effort. + +The Signora raised herself in her long chair and stared hard at the +girl. The Contessa looked at her in surprise. + +"What do you know about it?" cried the Signora. "Why have you not +spoken, if you know anything? Don't you see that I am half mad with +anxiety?" + +Aurora had never seen the good lady in such a state, and was almost +frightened; but there was nothing to be done now, except to go on. She +told her little story timidly, but truthfully, looking from her mother +to the Signora while she spoke, and wondering what would happen when she +had finished. + +"He said, 'You shall wish me back, but I will not come.' I think those +were his last words." + +"You have broken my boy's heart!" cried the Signora Corbario, turning +her face away. + +Maddalena, whose heart had really been broken long ago, could not help +smiling. + +"I am sure I did not mean to," cried Aurora, contritely. "And after all, +though I daresay it was my fault, he called me a miserable little flirt, +and I only called him a baby." + +Maddalena would have laughed if her friend had not been in such real +distress. As for Aurora, she did not know whether she would have laughed +or cried if she had not felt that her girl's dignity was at stake. As it +was, she grew preternaturally calm. + +"You have driven him away," moaned the Signora piteously. "You have +driven away my boy! Was he not good enough for you?" + +She asked the question suddenly and vehemently, turning upon poor Aurora +with something like fury. She was quite beside herself, and the Contessa +motioned the girl away. Aurora rose and disappeared round the corner of +the house. + +Alone with her friend, Maddalena did her best to comfort her. There were +arguments enough: it was barely noon, and Marcello had not been gone +four hours; he was used to taking long walks, he had probably gone as +far as the tower, and had rested there before coming back; or he had +gone to meet Ercole on the road to Porto d'Anzio; or he had gone off +towards the Nettuno woods to get over his anger in solitude; it was +natural enough; and after all, if he had gone to Rome as Aurora +thought, no harm could come to him, for he would go home, and would +surely send a telegram before evening. It was unlike him, yes; but just +at his age boys often did foolish things. + +"Marcello is not foolish!" objected the Signora indignantly. + +She could by no means listen to reason, and was angry because her friend +tried to argue with her. She rose with an energy she seldom displayed, +and began to walk up and down the verandah. Her face was very pale, her +lip quivered when she spoke, and there was an unnatural light in her +eyes. There was room for much moderate affection in her gentle nature; +she had loved her first husband; she loved Corbario dearly; but the +passion of her life was her son, and at the first presentiment of real +danger to him the dominant preoccupation of her heart took violent +possession of everything else in her, regardless of reason, friendship, +consideration for others, or common sense. + +Maddalena walked up and down beside her, putting one arm affectionately +round her waist, and doing the best she could to allay the tempest. + +It subsided suddenly, and was followed by a stony silence that +frightened the Contessa. It was time for luncheon, and Aurora came back, +hoping to find that she had been forgiven during her absence, but the +Signora only looked at her coldly once or twice and would not speak. +None of the three even pretended to have an appetite. + +"I shall not go back to Rome to-day," said the Contessa. "I cannot +leave you in such anxiety." + +"Folco will take care of me," answered the Signora in a dull tone. "Do +not change your plans on my account. The carriage is ordered at three +o'clock." + +She spoke so coldly that Maddalena felt a little pardonable resentment, +though she knew that her friend was not at all herself. + +"Very well," she answered quietly. "If you had rather that I should not +stay with you we will go back this afternoon." + +"It will be much better." + +When the carriage appeared neither Folco nor any of the men had +returned. The Signora made an evident attempt to show a little of her +habitual cordiality at parting, and she even kissed Aurora coldly on the +forehead, and embraced Maddalena with something like her usual +affection. The two looked back as they drove away, calling out a last +good-bye, but they saw that the Signora was not even looking after them; +she was leaning against one of the wooden supports of the verandah, +gazing towards the trees, and pressing one hand to her forehead. + +"Do you think it was my fault, mamma?" asked Aurora, when they were out +of sight of the cottage. + +"No, dear," answered Maddalena. "Something has happened, I wish I knew +what!" + +"I only told him he was a baby," said Aurora, settling herself in the +corner of the carriage, and arranging her parasol behind her so that it +rested on the open hood; for the weather had cleared and the sun was +shining brightly after the storm. + +So she and her mother went back to Rome that afternoon. But when the +Signora was alone, she was sorry that her friend was gone, and was all +at once aware that her head was aching terribly. Every movement she made +sent an agonizing thrill through her brain, and her hand trembled from +the pain, as she pressed her palm to her forehead. + +She meant to go down to the beach alone, for she was sure that she could +find Marcello, and at least she would meet the men who were searching +for him, and have news sooner than if she stayed in the cottage. But she +could not have walked fifty steps without fainting while her headache +lasted. She would take five grains of phenacetine, and in a little while +she would be better. + +She found the glass tube with the screw cap, and swallowed one of the +tablets with a little water. Then she sat down on the edge of her long +chair in the verandah to wait for the pain to pass. She was very tired, +and presently, she scarcely knew how it was, she was lying at full +length in her chair, her head resting comfortably against the cushion. + +The sunlight fell slanting across her feet. Amongst the trees two or +three birds were twittering softly; it was warm, it was dreamy, she was +forgetting Marcello. She tried to rouse herself as the thought of him +crossed her mind, and she fancied that she almost rose from the chair; +but she had hardly lifted one hand. Then she saw his face close before +her, her lips relaxed, the pain was gone, she smiled happily, and she +was asleep. + +Half an hour later her maid came quietly out to ask whether she needed +anything, and seeing that she was sleeping peacefully spread a light +shawl over her feet, placed the silver handbell within easy reach on the +table, and went away again. + +Towards evening Folco came back and then the men, straggling in on their +tired little horses, for they had ridden far and fast. Marcello was not +with them. + +Corbario came in alone, and saw his wife lying in her chair in the +evening light. He stood still a moment, and then came over and bent near +her, looking earnestly into her quiet face. + +"Already," he said aloud, but in a very low voice. + +His hand shook as he laid it on her heart, bending low. Then he started +violently and stood bolt upright, as an unearthly howl rent the air. + +Nino, Ercole's queer dog, was close beside him, his forepaws planted on +the upper step of the verandah, his head thrown up, his half-open jaws +showing his jagged teeth, his rough coat bristling like spikes of +bearded barley. + +And Ercole, still a hundred yards away amongst the trees, shook his head +and hurried forward as he heard the long-drawn note of brute terror. + +"Somebody is dead," he said to himself. + + + + +CHAPTER V + + +For a few weeks all Italy was profoundly interested in the story of +Marcello Corbario's disappearance and of his mother's almost +unaccountable death. It was spoken of as the "double tragedy of the +Campagna," and the newspapers were full of it. + +The gates of the beautiful villa on the Janiculum were constantly +assailed by reporters; the servants who came out from time to time were +bribed, flattered, and tempted away to eat sumptuous meals and drink the +oldest wine in quiet gardens behind old inns in Trastevere, in the hope +that they might have some information to sell. But no one gained +admittance to the villa except the agents of the police, who came daily +to report the fruitless search; and the servants had nothing to tell +beyond the bare truth. The young gentleman had gone for a walk near the +sea, down at the cottage by the Roman shore, and he had never been heard +of again. His mother had been suffering from a bad headache, had lain +down to rest in a cane chair on the verandah, and had been found dead, +with a smile on her face, by her husband, when he came back from his +first attempt to find Marcello. The groom who always went down with the +carriage could describe with greatest accuracy the spot where the +Signorina Aurora had last seen him; the house servants gave the most +minute details about the cane chair, the verandah, and the position in +which the poor lady had been found; but that was all, and it was not at +all what the reporters wanted. They had all been down to the cottage, +each with his camera and note-book, and had photographed everything in +sight, including Nino, Ercole's dog. What they wanted was a clue, a +story, a scandal if possible, and they found nothing of the sort. + +Folco Corbario's mourning was unostentatious and quiet, but none of the +few persons who saw him, whether detectives or servants, could doubt +that he was profoundly affected. He grew paler and thinner every day, +until his own man even began to fear that his health was failing. He had +done, and continued to do, everything that was humanly possible. He had +brought his wife's body to Rome, and had summoned the very highest +authorities in the medical profession to discover, if possible, the +cause of her death. They had come, old men of science, full of the +experience of years, young men of the future, brimming with theories, +experts in chemistry, experts in snake poisons; for Folco had even +suggested that she might have been bitten by a viper or stung by a +venomous spider, or accidentally poisoned by some medicine or something +she had eaten. + +But the scientific gentlemen were soon agreed that no such thing had +happened. Considerably disappointed, and with an unanimity which is so +unusual in the confraternity as to be thought absolutely conclusive when +it is observed, they decided that the Signora Corbario had died of +collapse after intense excitement caused by the disappearance of her +son. Thereafter she was buried out at San Lorenzo, with the secret, if +there were any; masses were said, the verdict of the doctors was +published, with the signatures of the most eminent practitioners and +specialists in Italy; and the interest of the public concentrated itself +upon the problem of Marcello's mysterious removal, or abduction, or +subduction, or recession, or flight, from the very bosom of his family. + +This problem had the merit of defying solution. In a comparatively open +country, within a space of time which could certainly be limited to five +minutes, at a place whence he should have been clearly seen by Folco +Corbario as soon as Aurora dell' Armi could no longer see him, the boy +had been spirited away, leaving not even the trace of his footsteps in +the sand. It was one of the most unaccountable disappearances on record, +as Folco insisted in his conversations with the Chief of Police, who +went down with him to the cottage and examined the spot most carefully, +with several expert detectives. Folco showed him exactly where Aurora +had stood, and precisely the direction he himself had followed in +approaching the gap, and he declared it to be almost a physical +impossibility that Marcello should have become suddenly invisible just +then. + +The official thought so too, and shook his head. He looked at the +detectives, and they shook their heads, also. And then they all looked +at Corbario and expressed the opinion that there was some mistake about +the length of time supposed by Aurora to have elapsed between the +moment when Marcello left her and the instant of Folco's appearance +before her. She had not looked at her watch; in fact, she had not +carried a watch. The whole story therefore depended upon her more or +less accurate judgment of time. It might have been a quarter of an hour +instead of five minutes, in which case Corbario had not yet left the +cottage, and Marcello would have had ample leisure to disappear in any +direction he pleased. Ercole had been away at Porto d'Anzio, the men had +been all at the hut; if Folco had not been on the path precisely at the +time guessed by Aurora, everything could be accounted for. + +"Very well," Corbario answered. "Let us suppose that my stepson had time +to get away. In that case he can be found, alive or dead. Italy is not +China, nor Siberia, and I can place unlimited funds at your disposal. +Find him for me; that is all I ask." + +"We shall find him, never fear!" answered the Chief of Police with a +confidence he did not feel. + +"We shall find him!" echoed the three detectives in chorus. + +Ercole watched the proceedings and listened to what was said, for he +considered it his duty to attend on such an occasion, his dog at his +heels, his gun slung over his shoulder. He listened and looked from one +to the other with his deep eyes and inscrutable parchment face, +shrivelled by the malarious fever. But he said nothing. The Chief of +Police turned to him at last. + +"Now what do you think about it?" asked the official. "You know the +country. Had there been any suspicious characters about, fellows who +could have carried off the boy?" + +"Such people would ask a ransom," answered Ercole. "You would soon hear +from them. But I saw no one. There have been no brigands about Rome for +more than twenty years. Do you dream that you are in Sicily? Praise be +to Heaven, this is the Roman Campagna; we are Christians and we live +under King Victor! Where are the brigands? They have melted. Or else +they are making straw hats in the galleys. Do I know where they are? +They are not here. That is enough." + +"Quite right, my friend," answered the Chief of Police. "There are no +brigands. But I am sorry to say that there are thieves in the Campagna, +as there are near every great city." + +Ercole shrugged his angular shoulders contemptuously. + +"Thieves would not carry a man away," he answered. "You know that, you +who are of the profession, as they say. Such ruffians would have knocked +the young gentleman on the head to keep him quiet, and would have made +off. And besides, we should have found their tracks in the sand, and +Nino would have smelt them." + +Nino pricked up one ragged ear at the sound of his name. + +"He does not look very intelligent," observed the official. "A clever +dog might have been used to track the boy." + +"How?" inquired Ercole with scorn. "The footsteps of the young gentleman +were everywhere, with those of all the family, who were always coming +and going about here. How could he track them, or any of us? But he +would have smelt a stranger, even if it had rained. I know this dog. He +is the head dog on the Roman shore. There is no other dog like him." + +"I daresay not," assented the Chief of Police, looking at Nino. "In +fact, he is not like any animal I ever saw." + +The detectives laughed at this. + +"There is no other," said Ercole without a smile. "He is the only son of +a widowed mother. I am his family, and he is my family, and we live in +good understanding in this desert. If there were no fever we should be +like the saints in paradise--eating our corn meal together. And I will +tell you another thing. If the young gentleman had been wounded anywhere +near here, Nino would have found the blood even after three days. As for +a dead man, he would make a point for him and howl half a mile off, +unless the wind was the wrong way." + +"Would he really?" asked Corbario with a little interest. + +Ercole looked at him and nodded, but said no more, and presently the +whole party of men went back to Rome, leaving him to the loneliness of +the sand-banks and the sea. + +Then Ercole came back to the gap and stood still a little while, and +his dog sat bolt upright beside him. + +"Nino," he said at last, in a rather regretful tone, "I gave you a good +character. What could I say before those gentlemen? But I tell you this, +you are growing old. And don't answer that I am getting old too, for +that is my business. If your nose were what it was once, we should know +the truth by this time. Smell that!" + +Ercole produced a small green morocco pocket-book, of the sort made to +hold a few visiting cards and a little paper money, and held it to +Nino's muzzle. + +Nino smelt it, looked up to his master's face inquiringly, smelt it +again, and then, as if to explain that it did not interest him, lay down +in the sand with his head on his forepaws. + +"You see!" growled Ercole. "You cannot even tell whether it belonged to +the boy or to Corbario. An apoplexy on you! You understand nothing! Ill +befall the souls of your dead, you ignorant beast!" + +Nino growled, but did not lift his head. + +"You understand that," said Ercole, discontentedly. "If you were a +Christian you would stick a knife into me for insulting your dead! Yet +you cannot tell whose pocket-book this is! And if I knew, I should know +something worth knowing." + +The pocket-book disappeared in the interior recesses of Ercole's +waistcoat. It was empty and bore no initial, and he could not remember +to have seen it in Corbario's or Marcello's hands, but he was quite +sure that it belonged to one of them. He was equally sure that if he +showed it to Corbario the latter would at once say that it was +Marcello's, and would take it away from him, so he said nothing about +it. He had found it in the sand, a little way up the bank, during his +first search after Marcello's disappearance. + +Ercole's confidence in the good intentions of his fellow-men was not +great; he was quite lacking in the sort of charity which believeth all +things, and had a large capacity for suspicion of everybody and +everything; he held all men to be liars and most women to be something +worse. + +"Men are at least Christians," he would say to Nino, "but a female is +always a female." + +If he took a liking for any one, as for Marcello, he excused himself for +the weakness on the ground that he was only human after all, and in his +heart he respected his dog for snarling at everybody without +discrimination. There was no doubt, however, that he felt a sort of +attachment for the boy, and he admitted the failing while he deplored +it. Besides, he detested Corbario, and had felt that his own common +sense was insulted by the fact that Folco seemed devoted to Marcello. +The suspicion that Folco had got rid of his stepson in order to get his +fortune was therefore positively delightful, accompanied as it was by +the conviction that he should one day prove his enemy a murderer. +Perhaps if he could have known what Folco Corbario was suffering, he +might have been almost satisfied, but he had no means of guessing that. +In his opinion the man knew what had become of Marcello, and could be +made to tell if proper means were used. At night Ercole put himself to +sleep by devising the most horrible tortures for his master, such as no +fortitude could resist, and by trying to guess what the wretched man +would say when his agony forced him to confess the truth. + +He was almost sure by this time that Marcello was dead, though how Folco +could have killed him, carried off his body to a great distance and +buried him, without ever absenting himself from the cottage, was more +than Ercole could imagine. He paid Corbario's skill the compliment of +believing that he had not employed any accomplice, but had done the deed +alone. + +How? That was the question. Ercole knew his dog well enough, and was +perfectly sure that if the body had been concealed anywhere within a +mile of the cottage Nino would have found it out, for the dog and his +master had quartered every foot of the ground within three days after +Marcello had been lost. It was utterly, entirely impossible that Folco, +without help, could have dragged the dead boy farther. When he had gone +on his pretended search he had not been alone; one of the men had ridden +with him, and had never lost sight of him, as Ercole easily ascertained +without seeming to ask questions. Ercole had obtained a pretty fair +knowledge of Corbario's movements on that day, and it appeared that he +had not been absent from the cottage more than half an hour at any time +before he went to look for Marcello. + +"If Corbario himself had disappeared in that way," said Ercole to +himself and Nino, "it would be easy to understand. We should know that +the devil had carried him off." + +But no such supernatural intervention of the infernal powers could be +supposed in Marcello's case, and Ercole racked his brains to no purpose, +and pondered mad schemes for carrying Corbario off out of Rome to a +quiet place where he would extract the truth from him, and he growled at +the impossibility of such a thing, and fell to guessing again. + +In the magnificent library of the villa on the Janiculum, Folco was +guessing, too, and with no better result. But because he could not guess +right, and could get no news of Marcello, his eyes were growing hollow +and his cheeks wan. + +The lawyers came and talked about the will, and explained to him that +all the great property was his, unless Marcello came back, and that in +any case he was to administer it. They said that if no news of the boy +were obtained within a limited time, the law must take it for granted +that he had perished in some unaccountable way. Folco shook his head. + +"He must be found," he said. "I have good nerves, but if I do not find +out what has become of him I shall go mad." + +The lawyers spoke of courage and patience, but a sickly smile twisted +Folco's lips. + +"Put yourself in my place, if you can," he answered. + +The lawyers, who knew the value of the property to a farthing, wished +they could, though if they had known also what was passing in his mind +they might have hesitated to exchange their lot for his. + +"He was like your own son," they said sympathetically. "A wife and a son +gone on the same day! It is a tragedy. It is more than a man can bear." + +"It is indeed!" answered Corbario in a low voice and looking away. + +Almost the same phrases were exchanged each time that the two men came +to the villa about the business, and when they left they never failed to +look at each other gravely and to remark that Folco was a person of the +deepest feeling, to whom such an awful trial was almost worse than +death; and the elder lawyer, who was of a religious turn of mind, said +that if such a calamity befell him he would retire from the world, but +the younger answered that, for his part, he would travel and see the +world and try to divert his thoughts. In their different ways they were +hard-headed, experienced men; yet neither of them suspected for a moment +that there was anything wrong. Both were honestly convinced that Folco +had been a model husband to his dead wife, and a model father to her +lost son. What they could not understand was that he should not find +consolation in possessing their millions, and they could only account +for the fact by calling him a person of the deepest feeling--a feeling, +indeed, quite past their comprehension. + +Even the Contessa dell' Armi was impressed by the unmistakable signs of +suffering in his face. She went twice to see him within three weeks +after her friend's death, and she came away convinced that she had +misjudged him. Aurora did not go with her, and Corbario barely asked +after her. He led Maddalena to his dead wife's room and begged her to +take some object that had belonged to the Signora, in memory of their +long friendship. He pressed her to accept a necklace, or a bracelet, or +some other valuable ornament, but Maddalena would only take a simple +little gold chain which she herself had given long ago. + +Her own sorrow for her friend was profound but undemonstrative, as her +nature had grown to be. Aurora saw it, and never referred to it, +speaking only now and then of Marcello, to ask if there were any news of +him. + +"He is not dead," the girl said one day. "I know he will come back. He +went away because I called him a baby." + +Her mother smiled sadly and shook her head. + +"Did you love him, dear?" she asked softly. + +"We were children then," Aurora answered. "How do I know? I shall know +when he comes back." + +It was true that the girl had changed within a few weeks, and her mother +saw it. Her smile was not the same, and her eyes were deeper. She had +begun to gather her hair in a knot, closer to her head, and that altered +her expression a little and made her look much older; but there was more +than that, there was something very hard to describe, something one +might call conviction--the conviction that the world is real, which +comes upon girlhood as suddenly as waking on sleep, or sleep on waking. +She had crossed the narrow borderland between play and earnest, and she +had crossed it very soon. + +"He will come back," she said. "He went away on that little ship that +was tossing in the storm. I know it, though I cannot tell how he got out +to it through the breaking waves." + +"That is perfectly impossible, child," said Maddalena with certainty. + +"Never mind. If we knew what ship that was, and where she is now, we +could find Marcello. I am as sure of it as I am sure of seeing you at +this moment. You know you often say that my presentiments come true. As +soon as we knew he was gone I thought of the little ship." + +It was natural, perhaps. The picture of the small brigantine, fighting +for existence, had graved itself in her memory. With its crew so near +death, it had been the only thing within sight that suggested human life +after Marcello was gone. The utter impossibility of a man's swimming out +through the raging sea that broke upon the bar was nothing compared with +Aurora's inward conviction that the little vessel had borne away the +secret of his disappearance. And she had not been wrecked: Aurora knew +that, for a wreck anywhere on the Roman shore would have been spoken of +at once. They are unfortunately common enough, and since her childhood +Aurora had more than once seen a schooner's masts sticking up out of +the treacherous water a cable's length from the shore. The brigantine +had got away, for the gale had moderated very suddenly, as spring gales +do in the Mediterranean, just when the captain was making up his mind to +let go both anchors and make a desperate attempt to save his vessel by +riding out the storm--a forlorn hope with such ground tackle as he had +in his chain lockers. And then he had stood out, and had sailed away, +one danger more behind him in his hard life, and one less ahead. He had +sailed away--whither? No one could tell. Those little vessels, built in +the south of Italy, often enough take salt to South America, and are +sold there, cargo and all; and some of the crew stay there, and some get +other ships, but almost all are dispersed. The keeper of the San Lorenzo +tower, who had been a deep-water man, had told Aurora about it. He +himself had once gone out in a Sicilian brigantine from Trapani, and had +stayed away three years, knocking about the world in all sorts of craft. + +Yet this one might have been on a coastwise trip to Genoa and +Marseilles. That was quite possible. If one could only find out her +name. And yet, if she had put into a near port Marcello would have come +back; for Aurora was quite sure that he had got on board her somehow. It +was all a mystery, all but the certainty she felt that he was still +alive, and which nothing could shake, even when every one else had given +him up. Aurora begged her mother to speak to Corbario about it. With his +experience and knowledge of things he would know what to do; he could +find some way of tracing the vessel, wherever she might be. + +The Contessa was convinced that the girl's theory was utterly untenable, +and it was only to please her that she promised to speak of it if she +saw Corbario again. Soon afterward she decided to leave Rome for the +summer, and before going away she went once more to the villa. It was +now late in June, and she found Folco in the garden late in the +afternoon. + +He looked ill and tired, but she thought him a little less thin than +when she had seen him last. He said that he, too, meant to leave Rome +within a few days, that he intended to go northward first to see an old +friend of his who had recently returned from South America, and that he +should afterwards go down to Calabria, to San Domenico, and spend the +autumn there. He had no news of Marcello. He looked thoughtfully down at +his hands as he said this in a tone of profound sorrow. + +"Aurora has a fixed idea," said Maddalena. "While she was talking with +Marcello at the gap in the bank there was a small ship tossing about not +far from the shore." + +"Well?" asked Corbario. "What of it?" + +As he looked up from the contemplation of his hands Maddalena was struck +by his extreme pallor and the terrible hollowness of his eyes. + +"How ill you look!" she exclaimed, almost involuntarily. "The sooner you +go away the better." + +"What did Aurora say about the brigantine?" he asked earnestly, by way +of answer. + +Maddalena knew too little about the sea to understand that he must have +noticed the vessel's rig to name it correctly, as he did, and without +hesitation. + +"She is convinced that Marcello got on board of her," she answered. + +Corbario's face relaxed a little, and he laughed harshly. + +"That is utterly absurd!" he answered. "No swimmer that ever lived could +have got to her, nor any boat either! There was a terrific surf on the +bar." + +"Of course not," assented Maddalena. "But you saw the ship, too?" + +"Yes. Aurora was looking at her when I reached the gap. That is why I +noticed the vessel," Corbario added, as if by an afterthought. "She was +a Sicilian brigantine, and was carrying hardly any sail. If the gale had +lasted she would probably have been driven ashore. Her only chance would +have been to drop anchor." + +"You know all about ships and the sea, don't you?" asked Maddalena, with +a very little curiosity, but without any particular intention. + +"Oh, no!" cried Corbario, as if he were protesting against something. "I +have made several long voyages, and I have a knack of remembering the +names of things, nothing more." + +"I did not mean to suggest that you had been a sailor," Maddalena +answered. + +"What an idea! I, a sailor!" + +He seemed vaguely amused at the idea. The Contessa took leave of him, +after giving him her address in the north of Italy, and begging him to +write if he found any clue to Marcello's disappearance. He promised +this, and they parted, not expecting to meet again until the autumn. + +In a few days they had left Rome for different destinations. The little +apartment near the Forum of Trajan where the Contessa and her daughter +lived was shut up, and at the great villa on the Janiculum the solemn +porter put off his mourning livery and dressed himself in brown linen, +and smoked endless pipes within the closed gates when it was not too hot +to be out of doors. The horses were turned out to grass, and the +coachman and grooms departed to the country. The servants opened the +windows in the early morning, shut them at ten o'clock against the heat, +and dozed the rest of the time, or went down into the city to gossip +with their friends in the afternoon. It was high summer, and Rome went +to sleep. + + + + +CHAPTER VI + + +"What do we eat to-day?" asked Paoluccio, the innkeeper on the Frascati +road, as he came in from the glare and the dust and sat down in his own +black kitchen. + +"Beans and oil," answered his wife. + +"An apoplexy take you!" observed the man, by way of mild comment. + +"It is Friday," said the woman, unmoved, though she was of a distinctly +apoplectic habit. + +The kitchen was also the eating-room where meals were served to the +wine-carters on their way to Rome and back. The beams and walls were +black with the smoke of thirty years, for no whitewash had come near +them since the innkeeper had married Nanna. It was a rich, crusty black, +lightened here and there to chocolate brown, and shaded off again to the +tint of strong coffee. High overhead three hams and half a dozen huge +sausages hung slowly curing in the acrid wood smoke. There was an open +hearth, waist high, for roasting, and having three square holes sunk in +it for cooking with charcoal. An enormous bunch of green ferns had been +hung by a long string from the highest beam to attract the flies, which +swarmed on it like bees on a branch. The floor was of beaten cement, +well swept and watered. Along three of the walls there were heavy +tables of rough-hewn oak, with benches, polished by long and constant +use. A trap-door covered the steps that led down to the deep cellar, +which was nothing but a branch of those unexplored catacombs that +undermine the Campagna in all directions. The place was dim, smoky, and +old, but it was not really dirty, for in his primitive way the Roman +wine-carter is fastidious. It is not long since he used to bring his own +solid silver spoon and fork with him, and he will generally rinse a +glass out two or three times before he will drink out of it. + +The kitchen of the inn was cool compared with the road outside, and +though it smelt chiefly of the stale smoke of green wood, this was +pervaded and tempered by odours of fern, fresh cabbages, goats'-milk +cheese, and sour red wine. The brown earthen pot simmered over one of +the holes in the hearth, emitting little clouds of steam; but boiling +beans have no particular smell, as everybody knows. + +Paoluccio had pushed his weather-beaten soft hat back on his head, and +sat drumming on the oak table with his knotty fingers. He was a strong +man, thickset and healthy, with grizzled hair and an intensely black +beard. His wife was fat, and purple about the jaws and under the ears. +She stood with her back to the hearth, looking at him, with a wooden +spoon in her hand. + +"Beans," she said slowly, and she looked up at the rafters and down +again at her husband. + +"You have told me so," he growled, "and may the devil fly away with +you!" + +"Beans are not good for people who have the fever," observed Nanna. + +"Beans are rather heavy food," assented the innkeeper, apparently +understanding. "Bread and water are better. Pour a little oil on the +bread." + +"A man who has the fever may die of eating beans," said Nanna +thoughtfully. "This is also to be considered." + +"It is true." Paoluccio looked at his wife in silence for a moment. "But +a person who is dead must be buried," he continued, as if he had +discovered something. "When a person is dead, he is dead, whether he +dies of eating beans or--" + +He broke off significantly, and his right hand, as it lay before him, +straightened itself and made a very slight vibrating motion, with the +fingers all close together. It is the gesture that means the knife among +the southern people. Nanna instantly looked round, to be sure that no +one else was in the room. + +"When you have given that medicine, you cannot send for the doctor," she +observed, lowering her voice. "But if he eats, and dies, what can any +one say? We have fed him for charity; it is Friday and we have given him +beans. What can we know? Are not beans good food? We have nothing else, +and it is for charity, and we give what we have. I don't think they +could expect us to give him chickens and French wine, could they?" + +Paoluccio growled approval. + +"It is forty-seven days," continued Nanna. "You can make the account. +Chickens and milk and fresh meat for forty-seven days! Even the bread +comes to something in that time, at least two soldi a day--two forties +eighty, two sevens fourteen, ninety-four--nearly five francs. Who will +give us the five francs? Are we princes?" + +"There is the cow," observed Paoluccio with a grin. + +"Imbecile," retorted his wife. "It has been a good year; we bought the +wine cheap, we sell it dear, without counting what we get for nothing +from the carters; we buy a cow with our earnings, and where is the +miracle?" + +The innkeeper looked towards the door and the small window suspiciously +before he answered in a low voice. + +"If I had not been sure that he would die, I would not have sold the +watch and chain," he said. "In the house of my father we have always +been honest people." + +"He will die," answered Nanna, confidently and with emphasis. "The girl +says he is hungry to-day. He shall eat beans. They are white beans, too, +and the white are much heavier than the brown." + +She lifted the tin cover off the earthen pot and stirred the contents. + +"White beans!" grumbled Paoluccio. "And the weather is hot. Do you wish +to kill me?" + +"No," answered Nanna quietly. "Not you." + +"Do you know what I say?" Paoluccio planted a huge finger on the oaken +board. "That sick butterfly upstairs is tougher than I am. Forty-seven +days of fever, and nothing but bread and water! Think of that, my Nanna! +Think of it! You or I would be consumed, one would not even see our +shadows on the floor! But he lives." + +"If he eats the white beans he has finished living," remarked Nanna. + +A short silence followed, during which Paoluccio seemed to be +meditating, and Nanna began to ladle the beans out into four deep +earthenware bowls, roughly glazed and decorated with green and brown +stripes. + +"You are a jewel; you are the joy of my heart," he observed +thoughtfully, as Nanna placed his portion before him, covered it with +oil, and scattered some chopped basil on the surface. + +"Eat, my love," she said, and she cut a huge piece from a coarse loaf +and placed it beside him on a folded napkin that looked remarkably clean +in such surroundings, and emitted a pleasant odour of dried lavender +blossoms. + +"Where is the girl?" asked Paoluccio, stirring the mess and blowing upon +it. + +As he spoke, the door was darkened, and the girl stood there with a +large copper "conca," the water-jar of the Roman province, balanced on +her head--one of the most magnificent human beings on whom the sun of +the Campagna ever shone. She was tall, and she bent her knees without +moving her neck, in order to enter the door without first setting down +the heavy vessel. + +[Illustration: " ... THE DOOR WAS DARKENED, AND THE GIRL STOOD THERE +WITH A LARGE COPPER 'CONCA' ..."] + +Her thick dark hair grew low on her forehead, almost black, save for +the reddish chestnut lights where a few tiny ringlets curled themselves +about her small and classic ears. Straight black eyebrows outlined the +snow-white forehead, and long brown lashes shaded the fearless eyes, +that looked black too. She smiled a little, quite unconsciously, as she +lowered herself with the weight and gracefully rose to her height again +after she had entered. One shapely brown hand steadied the conca above, +the other gathered her coarse skirt; then she stood still, lifted the +load from her head with both hands and without any apparent effort, and +set it down in its place on a stone slab near the hearth. Most women +need a little help to do that. + +She laid aside the twisted cloth on which the conca had rested while she +carried it, and she smoothed her hair carelessly. + +"There are beans," said Nanna, giving the girl one of the bowls. "There +is the bread. While they are cooling take the other portion upstairs." + +The girl looked at the bowl, and at Nanna, and then at Paoluccio, and +stood stock still. + +"Hey, there!" the man cried, with a rough laugh. "Hey! Reginella! Are +you going to sleep, or are you turning into a statue?" + +"Am I to give him the beans to eat?" asked Regina, looking hard at the +innkeeper. + +"You said he was hungry. That is what there is for dinner. We give him +what we have." + +Regina's dark eyes lightened; her upper lip rose in a curve and showed +her closed teeth, strong and white as those of a young animal. + +"Do as you are told," added Paoluccio. "This is charity. When you +examine your conscience at Easter you can say, 'I have fed the hungry +and cared for the sick.' The beans are mine, of course, but that makes +no difference. I make you a present of them." + +"Thank you!" + +"Welcome," answered Paoluccio, with his mouth, full. + +Regina took the fourth bowl and a piece of bread and went out. The steps +to the upper part of the house were on the outside, as is common in the +houses of the Campagna. + +"How old is she?" Paoluccio asked when she was gone. + +"She must be twenty," answered Nanna. "It must be ten years since her +mother died, and her mother said she was ten years old. She has eaten +many loaves in this house." + +"She has worked for her food," said the innkeeper. "And she is an honest +girl." + +"What did you expect? That I should let her be idle, or make eyes at the +carters? But you always defend her, because she is pretty, you ugly +scamp!" + +Nanna uttered her taunt in a good-natured tone, but she glanced +furtively at her husband to see the effect of her words, for it was not +always safe to joke with Paoluccio. + +"If I did not defend her," he answered, "you would beat the life out of +her." + +"I daresay," replied Nanna, and filled her mouth with beans. + +"But now," said Paoluccio, swallowing, "if you are not careful she will +break all your bones. She has the health of a horse." + +So the couple discussed matters amiably, while Regina was out of the +way. + +In a garret that had a small unglazed window looking to the north, the +girl was bending over a wretched trestle-bed, which was literally the +only piece of furniture in the room; and on the coarse mattress, stuffed +with the husks and leaves of maize, lay all that the fever had left of +Marcello Consalvi, shivering under a tattered brown blanket. There was +little more than the shadow of the boy, and his blue eyes stared dully +up at the girl's face. But there was life in him still, thanks to her, +and though there was no expression in his gaze, his lips smiled faintly, +and faint words came from them. + +"Thank you," he said, "I am better to-day. Yes, I could eat something." + +Regina bent lower, smiling happily, and she kissed the boy's face three +times; she kissed his eyes and dry lips. And he, too, smiled again. + +Then she left the bedside and went to a dark corner, where she +cautiously moved aside a loose board. From the recess she took a common +tumbler and a bottle of old wine and a battered iron spoon. She crouched +upon the floor, because there was no table; she took two fresh eggs out +of the folds of the big red and yellow cotton handkerchief that covered +her shoulders and was crossed over her bosom, and she broke them into +the glass, and hid the empty shells carefully in the folds again, so +that they should not be found in the room. For she had stolen these for +Marcello, as usual, as well as the old wine. She poured a little of the +latter into the glass and stirred the eggs quickly and softly, making +hardly any noise. From the recess in the wall she got a little sugar, +which was wrapped up in a bit of newspaper brown with age and smoke, and +she sweetened the eggs and wine and stirred again; and at last she came +and fed Marcello with the battered spoon. She had put off her coarse +slippers and walked about in her thick brown woollen stockings, lest she +should be heard below. She was very quiet and skilful, and she had +strangely small and gentle hands for a peasant girl. Marcello's head was +propped up by her left arm while she fed him. + +She had kept him alive six weeks, and she had saved his life. She had +found him lying against the door of the inn at dawn, convulsed with ague +and almost unconscious, and had carried him into the house like a child, +though he had been much heavier then. Of course the innkeeper had taken +his watch and chain, and his jacket and sleeve-links and studs, to keep +them safe, he said. Regina knew what that meant, but Paoluccio had +ordered her to take care of him, and she had done her best. Paoluccio +felt that if the boy died it would be the will of heaven, and that he +probably would not live long with such care and such nourishment as he +would get up there in the attic. When he was dead, it would be time +enough to tell the carabineers who passed the house twice every +twenty-four hours on their beat; they would see that a sick boy had been +taken in, and that he had died of the fever, and as they need never know +how long he had been in the inn, the whole affair would redound to +Paoluccio's credit with them and with customers. But as long as he was +alive it was quite unnecessary that any one should know of his +existence, especially as the watch and chain had been converted into +money, and the money into a fine young cow. That Marcello could get well +on bread and water never entered Paoluccio's head. + +But he had counted without Regina; that is to say that he had overlooked +the love and devotion of an intensely vital creature, younger, quicker, +and far cleverer that he, who would watch the sick boy day and night, +steal food and wine for him, lose sleep for him, risk blows for him, and +breathe her strong life into his weak body; to whom the joy of saving +him from death would be so much greater than all fatigue, that there +would be no shadow under her eyes, no pallor in her cheek, no weariness +in her elastic gait to tell of sleepless nights spent by his bedside in +soothing his ravings, or in listening for the beat of his heart when he +lay still and exhausted, his tired head resting on her strong white arm. +And when he seemed better and at ease she often fell asleep beside him, +half sitting, half lying, on the pallet bed, her cheek on the straw +pillow, her breath mingling with his in the dark. + +He was better now, and she felt the returning life in him, almost before +he was sure of it himself; and while her heart was almost bursting with +happiness, so that she smiled to herself throughout her rough work all +day long, she knew that he could not stay where he was. Paoluccio +expected him to die, and was beginning to be tired of waiting, and so +was Nanna. If he recovered, he would ask for his watch and other things; +he was evidently a fine young gentleman to whom some strange accident +had happened, and he must have friends somewhere. Half delirious, he had +spoken of them and of his mother, and of some one called Aurora, whom +Regina already hated with all her heart and soul. The innkeeper and his +wife had never come near him since the former had helped the girl to +carry him upstairs, but if they suspected that he was recovering she +would not be able to prevent them from seeing him; and if they did, she +knew what would happen. They would send her on an errand, and when she +came back Marcello would be dead. She might refuse to go, but they were +strong people and would be two to one. Brave as Regina was, she did not +dare to wait for the carabineers when they came by on their beat and to +tell them the truth, for she had the Italian peasant's horror and dread +of the law and its visible authority; and moreover she was quite sure +that Paoluccio would murder her if she told the secret. + +"If I could only take you to Rome!" she whispered, bending over him +when he had swallowed the contents of the glass. "You could tell me +where your friends are." + +"Rome?" he repeated, with a vacant questioning. + +She nodded and smiled, and then sighed. She had long been sure that the +fever had affected his memory, and she had tried many times to awaken +it. + +She loved him because he had the face of an angel, and was fair-haired, +and seemed so gentle and patient, and smiled so sweetly when she kissed +him. That was all. He could thank her; he could tell her that he was +better or worse; he could speak of what he saw; he could even tell her +that she was beautiful, and that was much. He was Marcello, he had told +her that, but when she asked what other name he had, he looked at her +blankly at first, and then an expression of painful effort came over his +face, and she would not disturb him any more. He could not remember. He +did not know how he had come to the inn door; he had been walking in the +Campagna alone and had felt tired. He knew no more. + +If only she could get him to Rome. It was not more than seven or eight +miles to the city, and Regina had often been there with Nanna. She had +been to Saint John Lateran's at midsummer for the great festival, and +she knew where the hospital was, in which famous professors cured every +ill under the sun. If she could bring Marcello to them, he would get +well; if he stayed much longer at the inn, Paoluccio would kill him; +being a woman, and a loving one, Regina only regarded as possible what +she wished, where the man she loved was concerned. + +She made up her mind that if it could not be done by any other means she +would carry Marcello all the way. During his illness she had often +lifted him from his bed like a little child, for he was slightly built +by nature and was worn to a shadow by the fever. Even Aurora could have +raised him, and he was a featherweight in the arms of such a creature as +Regina. But it would be another matter to carry such an awkward burden +for miles along the highroad; and besides, she would meet the +carabineers, and as she would have to go at night, they would probably +arrest her and put her in prison, and Marcello would die. She must find +some other way. + +She laid his head tenderly on the pillow and left him, promising to come +back as soon as she could. For safety she had brought the dish of beans +with her, lest Nanna should follow her, and she took it with her, just +as it was; but at the foot of the outer stairs she ran along the back of +the house to the pig-sty, and emptied the mess into the trough, +carefully scraping the bowl with the spoon so that it looked as if some +one had eaten the contents. Then she went back to the kitchen. + +"Has he eaten?" inquired Nanna, and Paoluccio looked up, too. + +"You see," answered Regina, showing the empty bowl. + +"Health to him!" answered Paoluccio. "He has a good appetite." + +"Eat your own," said Nanna to the girl. + +She suspected that Regina might have eaten the beans meant for Marcello, +but her doubt vanished as she saw how the hungry young thing devoured +her own portion. + +"Are there any more left?" Regina asked when she had finished, for she +understood perfectly what was going on in the minds of the other two. + +She looked into the earthen cooking-pot which now stood on the corner of +the hearth. + +"Not even the smell of any more," answered Nanna. "There is bread." + +Regina's white teeth crushed the hard brown crust as if she had not +eaten for a week. There could be no doubt but that the sick boy had +eaten the beans; and beans, especially white ones, are not good for +people who have the fever, as Nanna had justly observed. + +"On Sunday he shall have a dish of liver and cabbage," she said, in a +cheerful tone. "There is much strength in liver, and cabbage is good for +the blood. I shall take it to him myself, for it will be a pleasure to +see him eat." + +"The beans were soon finished," said Regina, with perfect truth. + +"I told you how it would be," Paoluccio answered. + +But Regina knew that the time had come to get Marcello away from the inn +if he ever was to leave it alive, and in the afternoon, when Nanna was +dozing in her chair in the kitchen and Paoluccio was snoring upstairs, +and when she had smoothed Marcello's pillow, she went out and sat down +in front of the house, where there was shade at that hour, though the +glare from the dusty road would have blinded weaker eyes than hers. She +sat on the stone seat that ran along the house, and leaned against the +rough wall, thinking and scheming, and quite sure that she should find a +way. + +At first she looked about, while she thought, from the well-known +mountains that bounded her world to the familiar arches of the distant +aqueduct, from the dry ditch opposite to the burning sky above and the +greyish green hillocks below Tivoli. But by and by she looked straight +before her, with a steady, concentrated stare, as if she saw something +happening and was watching to see how it would end. + +She had found what she wanted, and was quite sure of it; only a few +details remained to be settled, such as what was to become of her after +she left the inn where she had grown up. But that did not trouble her +much. + +She was not delicately nurtured that she should dread the great world of +which she knew nothing, nor had Nanna's conversation during ten years +done much to strengthen her in the paths of virtue. Her pride had done +much more and might save her wherever she went, but she was very well +aware of life's evil truths. And what would her pride be compared with +Marcello, the first and only being she had ever loved? To begin with, +she knew that the handsome people from the country earned money by +serving as models for painters and sculptors, and she had not the +slightest illusion about her own looks. Since she had been a child +people who came to the inn had told her that she was beautiful; and not +the rough wine-carters only, for the fox-hunters sometimes came that +way, riding slowly homeward after a long run, and many a fine gentleman +in pink had said things to her which she had answered sharply, but which +she remembered well. She had not the slightest doubt but that she was +one of the handsomest girls in Italy, and the absolute certainty of the +conviction saved her from having any small vanity about her looks. She +knew that she had only to show herself and that every one would stand +and look at her, only to beckon and she would be followed. She did not +crave admiration; a great beauty rarely does. She simply defied +competition, and was ready to laugh at it in a rather good-natured way, +for she knew what she had, and was satisfied. + +As for the rest, she was merely clever and fearless, and her moral +inheritance was not all that might be desired; for her father had left +her mother in a fit of pardonable jealousy, after nearly killing her and +quite killing his rival, and her mother had not redeemed her character +after his abrupt departure. On the contrary, if an accident had not +carried her off suddenly, Regina's virtuous parent would probably have +sold the girl into slavery. Poor people are not all honest, any more +than other kinds of people are. Regina did not mourn her mother, and +hardly remembered her father at all, and she never thought of either. + +She owed Paoluccio and Nanna nothing, in her opinion. They had fed her +sufficiently, and clothed her decently for the good of the house; she +had done the work of two women in return, because she was strong, and +she had been honest, because she was proud. Even the innkeeper and his +wife would not have pretended that she owed them much gratitude; they +were much too natural for that, and besides, the girl was too handsome, +and there might be some scandal about her any day which would injure the +credit of the inn. Nanna thought Paoluccio much too fond of watching +her, as it was, and reflected that if she went to the city she would be +well out of the way, and might go to the devil if she pleased. + +Regina's plan for taking Marcello was simple, like most plans which +succeed, and only depended for its success on being carried out +fearlessly. + +The wine-carters usually came to the inn from the hills between nine and +eleven o'clock at night, and the carts, heavy-laden with wine casks, +stood in a line along the road, while the men went into the kitchen to +eat and drink. They generally paid for what they consumed by giving a +measure or two of wine from the casks they were bringing, and which they +filled up with water, a very simple plan which seems to have been in use +for ages. It has several advantages; the owner of the wine does not +suffer by it, since he gets his full price in town; the man who buys the +wine in Rome does not suffer, because he adds so much water to the wine +before selling it that a little more or less makes no difference; the +public does not suffer, as it is well known that wine is much better for +the health when drunk with plenty of water; and the carters do not +suffer, because nobody would think of interfering with them. Moreover, +they get food and drink for nothing. + +While the men were having supper in the inn, their carts were guarded by +their little woolly dogs, black, white, or brown, and always terribly +wide-awake and uncommonly fierce in spite of their small size. + +Now, just at this time, there was one carter who had none, and Regina +knew it, for he was one of her chief admirers. He was the +hardest-drinking ruffian of all the men who came and went on the +Frascati road, and he had been quite willing to sell his dog in the +street to a gentleman who admired it and offered him fifty francs for +it, though that is a small price for a handsome "lupetto." But Mommo +happened to be deeper in debt than usual, took the money, and cast about +to steal another dog that might serve him. So far he had not seen one to +his liking. + +It is the custom of the wine-carters, when they have had plenty to eat +and drink, to climb to their seats under the fan-like goat-skin hoods of +their carts, and to go to sleep, wrapped in their huge cloaks. Their +mules plod along and keep out of the way of other vehicles without any +guidance, and their dogs protect them from thieves, who might steal +their money; for they always carry the sum necessary to pay the octroi +duty at the city gates, where every cart is stopped. As they are on the +road most of their lives, winter and summer, they would not get much +sleep if they tried to keep awake all night; and they drink a good deal, +partly because wine is really a protection against the dangerous fever, +and partly because their drink costs them nothing. Some of them drank +their employers' wine at supper, others exchanged what they brought for +Paoluccio's, which they liked better. + +They usually got away about midnight, and Mommo was often the last to +go. It was a part of Regina's work to go down to the cellar and draw the +wine that was wanted from the hogsheads when the host was too lazy to go +down himself, and being quite unwatched she could draw a measure from +the oldest and strongest if she chose. Mommo could easily be made a +little sleepier than usual, after being tempted to outstay the others. + +And so it turned out that night. After the necessary operation of +tapping one of his casks and filling it up with water, he lingered on +before a measure of the best, while Nanna and Paoluccio dozed in their +chairs; and at last all three were asleep. + +Then Regina went out softly into the dark summer night, and climbed the +stairs to the attic. + +"I am going to take you to Rome to-night," she whispered in Marcello's +ear. + +"Rome?" he repeated vaguely, half asleep. + +She wrapped him in the tattered blanket as he was, and lifted him +lightly in her arms. Down the stairs she bore him, and then lifted him +upon the tail of the cart, propping him up as best she could, and +passing round him the end of one of the ropes that held the casks in +place. He breathed more freely in the open air, and she had fed him +again before the carters came to supper. + +"And you?" he asked faintly. + +"I shall walk," she whispered. "Now wait, and make no noise, or they +will kill you. Are you comfortable?" + +She could see that he nodded his head. + +"We shall start presently," she said. + +She went into the kitchen, waked Mommo, and made him swallow the rest of +his wine. He was easily persuaded that he had slept too long, and must +be on the road. The innkeeper and Nanna grumbled a good-night as he went +out rather unsteadily, followed by Regina. A moment later the mules' +bells jingled, the cart creaked, and Mommo was off. + +Paoluccio and his wife made their way to the outer stairs and to bed, +leaving Regina to put out the lights and lock up the kitchen. She lost +no time in doing this, ran up the steps in the dark, hung the key on its +nail in the entry, and went to her attic, making a loud noise with her +loose slippers, so that the couple might hear her. She came down again +in her stockings almost at once, carrying the slippers and a small +bundle containing her belongings. She made no noise now, though it was +almost quite dark, and in another instant she was out on the road to +Rome. It had all been done so quickly that she could still hear the +jingling of Mommo's mule bells in the distance. She had only a few +hundred yards to run, and she was walking at the tail of the cart with +one hand resting on Marcello's knee as he lay there wrapped up in the +ragged blanket. + + + + +CHAPTER VII + + +It was clear dawn, and there was confusion at the Porta San Giovanni. +Mommo had wakened, red-eyed and cross as usual, a little while before +reaching the gate, and had uttered several strange noises to quicken the +pace of his mules. After that, everything had happened as usual, for a +little while; he had stopped inside the walls before the guard-house of +the city customs, had nodded to the octroi inspectors, and had got his +money ready while the printed receipt was being filled out. Then the +excitement had begun. + +"You have a passenger," said one, and Mommo stared at him, not +understanding. + +"You have a dead man on behind!" yelled a small boy, standing at safe +distance. + +Mommo began to swear, but one of the inspectors stopped him. + +"Get down," said the man. "The carabineers are coming." + +Mommo finished his swearing internally, but with increased fervour. The +small boy was joined by others, and they began to jeer in chorus, and +perform war-dances. + +"There is a tax on dead men!" they screamed. "You must pay!" + +"May you all be butchered!" shouted Mommo, in a voice of thunder. "May +your insides be fried!" + +"Brute beast, without education!" hooted the biggest boy, +contemptuously. + +"I'll give you the education, and the instruction too," retorted the +carter, making at them with his long whip. + +They scattered in all directions, like a flock of cawing jackdaws that +fly a little way in tremendous haste, and then settle again at a +distance and caw louder than before. + +"Animal!" they yelled. "Animal! Animal and beast!" + +By this time a crowd had collected round the cart, and two carabineers +had come up to see what was the matter, quiet, sensible men in +extraordinary cocked hats and well-fitting swallow-tailed uniforms of +the fashion of 1810. The carabineers are quite the finest corps in the +Italian service, and there are a good many valid reasons why their +antiquated dress should not be changed. Their presence means law and +order without unnecessary violence. + +Mommo was surly, but respectful enough. Yes, it was his cart, and he was +a regular carter on the Frascati road. Yes, this was undoubtedly a sick +man, who had climbed upon the cart while Mommo was asleep. Of course he +had slept on the road, all carters did, and he had no dog, else no one +would have dared to take liberties with his cart. No, he had never seen +the sick man. The carabineers might send him to penal servitude for +life, tear out his tongue, cut off his ears and nose, load him with +chains, and otherwise annoy him, but he had never seen the sick man. If +he had seen him, he would have pulled him off, and kicked him all the +way to the hospital, where he ought to be. What right had such brigands +as sick men to tamper with the carts of honest people? If the fellow had +legs to jump upon the cart, he had legs to walk. Had Mommo ever done +anything wrong in his life, that this should be done to him? Had he +stolen, or killed anybody, or tried to evade the octroi duty? No. Then +why should an ugly thief of a sick man climb upon his cart? The wretch +had hardly clothes enough to cover him decently--a torn shirt and a pair +of old trousers that he must have stolen, for they were much too short +for him! And so on, and so forth, to the crowd, for the carabineers paid +no more attention to him after he had answered their first questions; +but the crowd listened with interest, the small boys drew near again, +the octroi inspectors looked on, and Mommo had a sympathetic audience. +It was the general opinion that he had been outrageously put upon, and +that some one had murdered the sick man, and had tied the body to the +cart in order that Mommo should be accused of the crime, it being highly +likely that a murderer should take so much unnecessary trouble to carry +his victim and the evidence of his crime about with him in such a very +public manner. + +"If he were dead, now," observed an old peasant, who had trudged in with +a bundle on his back, "you would immediately be sent to the galleys." + +This was so evident that the crowd felt very sorry for Mommo. + +"Of course I should," he answered. "By this time to-morrow I should have +chains on my legs, and be breaking stones! What is the law for, I should +like to know?" + +Meanwhile, the carabineers had lifted Marcello very gently from the cart +and had carried him into the octroi guard-house, where they set him in a +chair, wrapped the ragged blanket round his knees and waist, and poured +a little wine down his throat. Seeing that he was very weak, and having +ascertained that he had nothing whatever about him by which he could be +identified, they sent for the municipal doctor of that quarter of the +city. + +While they were busy within, one of the inspectors chanced to look at +the closed window, and saw the face of a handsome girl pressed against +the pane outside, and a pair of dark eyes anxiously watching what was +going on. The girl was so very uncommonly handsome that the inspector +went out to look at her, but she saw him coming and moved away, drawing +her cotton kerchief half across her face. Regina's only fear was that +Mommo might recognise her, in which case she would inevitably be +questioned by the carabineers. It was characteristic of the class in +which she had been brought up, that while she entertained a holy dread +of being cross-questioned by them, she felt the most complete conviction +that Marcello was safe in their hands. She had meant that he should +somehow be taken off the cart at the gate, probably by the inspectors, +and conveyed at once to the great hospital near by. She knew nothing +about hospitals, and supposed that when he was once there, she might be +allowed to come and take care of him. It would be easy, she thought, to +invent some story to account for her interest in him. But she could do +nothing until Mommo was gone, and he might recognise her figure even if +he could not see her face. + +Finding that nothing more was wanted of him, and that he was in no +immediate danger of penal servitude for having been found with a sick +man on his cart, Mommo started his mules up the paved hill towards the +church, walking beside them, as the carters mostly do within the city. +The crowd dispersed, the small boys went off in search of fresh matter +for contemptuous comment, and Regina went boldly to the door of the +guard-house. + +"Can I be of any use with the sick man?" she asked of the inspector who +had seen her through the window. + +The inspector prided himself on his gallantry and good education. + +"Signorina," he said, lifting his round hat with a magnificent gesture, +"if you were to look only once at a dying man, he would revive and live +a thousand years." + +He made eyes at her in a manner he considered irresistible, and replaced +his hat on his head, a little on one side. Regina had never been called +"Signorina" before, and she was well aware that no woman who wears a +kerchief out of doors, instead of a hat, is entitled to be addressed as +a lady in Rome; but she was not at all offended by the rank flattery of +the speech, and she saw that the inspector was a good-natured young +coxcomb. + +"You are too kind," she answered politely. "Do you think I can be of any +use?" + +"There are the carabineers," objected the inspector, as if that were a +sufficient answer. "But you may look in through the door and see the +sick man." + +"I have seen him through the window. He looks very ill." + +"Ah, Signorina," sighed the youth, "if I were ill, I should pray the +saints to send you--" + +He was interrupted by the arrival of the doctor, who asked him what was +the matter, and was at once led in by him. Regina withdrew to a little +distance in the direction of the church and waited. The doctor had come +in a cab, and in a few moments she saw Marcello carried out and placed +in it. Then she walked as fast as she could towards the church, quite +sure that the cab would stop at the door of the hospital, and anxious to +be within sight of it. Everything had turned out well, even beyond her +expectations. The cab passed her at a brisk pace before she reached the +top of the hill, and though she walked as fast as she could, it was no +longer there when she had gone far enough to see the door. The doctor, +who was a busy man, had handed Marcello over to the men on duty at the +entrance, with an order he had pencilled on his card while driving up, +and had gone on at once. But Regina was convinced that Marcello was +there, as she hurried forward. + +A man in blue linen clothes and a laced cap stopped her on the steps and +asked what she wanted. + +"A young man has just been brought here, very ill," she explained, "and +I want to see him." + +"A very young man? Fair? Thin? From the Campagna? In rags?" + +"Yes. I want to see him." + +"You can see him to-morrow, if he is alive," answered the orderly in a +business-like tone. + +"To-morrow?" repeated Regina, in a tone of profound disappointment. + +"To-morrow is Sunday. Friends and relatives can visit patients on +Sundays between nine and four." + +"But he has no other friends," pleaded Regina. "Please, please let me go +to him!" + +"To-morrow between nine and four." + +"No, no--to-day--now--he knows me--my name is Regina." + +"Not if you were the Queen of the world," answered the orderly, jesting +with perfect calm. "You must have a written order from the +Superintendent." + +"Yes, yes! Let me see him!" + +"You can see him on Mondays between ten and twelve." + +"The day after to-morrow?" cried Regina in despair. + +"Yes, between ten and twelve, the day after to-morrow." + +"But I may come to-morrow without an order?" + +"Yes. Friends and relatives can visit patients on Sundays between nine +and four." + +The man's imperturbability was exasperating, and Regina, who was not +patient, felt that if she stayed any longer she should try to take him +by the collar, shake him, and force her way in. But she was much too +sensible to do anything so rash. There was no choice but to go away. + +"Thank you," she said, as she turned to go down the steps. + +"You are welcome," the man answered very civilly, for he was watching +her and was reflecting that he had never seen such a face and figure +before. + +Some hours later, when the police communicated with the Superintendent, +and when he found that a woman had come to the door who said that she +knew the waif, and had been sent away, he called the orderly who had +been on duty several hard names in his heart for having followed the +rule of the hospital so scrupulously. He was an antediluvian, he was a +case of arrested mental development, he was an ichthyosaurus, he was a +new kind of idiot, he was a monumental fool, he was the mammoth ass +reported to have been seen by a mediÊval traveller in the desert, that +was forty cubits high, and whose braying was like the blast of ten +thousand trumpets. The Superintendent wished he had time to select more +choice epithets for that excellent orderly, but the police seemed so +particularly curious about the new patient that he had no leisure for +thinking out what he wanted. + +Nevertheless, the man had done his duty and nothing more nor less +according to the rules, and Regina was forced to go away discomfited. + +She walked a hundred yards or more down the hill, towards San Clemente, +and then stood still to think. The sun had risen, and Marcello was safe, +though she could not see him. That was something. She stood there, +young, strong, beautiful, and absolutely penniless; and Rome was before +her. + +For the first time since the previous evening she asked herself what was +to become of her, and how she was to find bread for that day and for the +next, and for all the days afterwards. She would have robbed a church to +feed Marcello, but she would sooner have lost her right hand than steal +so much as a crust for herself. As for begging, she was too proud, and +besides, no one would have given her anything, for she was the picture +of health, her rough clothes were whole and clean, she had tiny gold +earrings in her ears, and the red and yellow cotton kerchief on her head +was as good as new. Nobody would believe that she was hungry. + +Meanwhile Marcello was made comfortable in one of the narrow white beds +of an airy ward in the San Giovanni hospital. The institution is +intended for women only, but there is now a ward for male patients, who +are admitted when too ill to be taken farther. The doctor on duty had +written him down as much reduced by malarious fever and wandering in his +mind, but added that he might live and get well. It was wonderful, the +doctor reflected for the thousandth time in his short experience, that +humanity should bear so much as it daily did. + +The visiting physician, who was a man of learning and reputation, came +three hours later and examined Marcello with interest. The boy had not +suffered much by sleeping on the tail of the cart in the warm summer's +night, and was now greatly refreshed by the cleanliness and comparative +luxury of his new surroundings. He had no fever now and had slept +quietly for two hours, but when he tried to remember what had happened +to him, where he had been, and how he had come to the place where he +was, it all grew vague and intricate by turns, and his memories faded +away like the dreams we try to recall when we can only just recollect +that we have had a dream of some sort. He knew that he was called +Marcello, but the rest was gone; he knew that a beautiful creature had +taken care of him, and that her name was Regina. How long? How many days +and nights had he lain in the attic, hot by day and cold at night? He +could not guess, and it tired him to try. + +The doctor asked two or three questions while he examined him, and then +stood quite still for a few seconds, watching him intently. The two +young house surgeons who accompanied the great man kept a respectful +silence, waiting for his opinion. When he found an interesting case he +sometimes delivered a little lecture on it, in a quiet monotonous tone +that did not disturb the other patients. But to-day he did not seem +inclined to talk. + +"Convalescent," he said, "at least of the fever. He needs good food +more than anything else. In two days he will be walking about." + +He passed on, but in his own mind he was wondering what was the matter +with the young man, why he had lost his memory, and what accident had +brought him alone and friendless to one of the city hospitals. For the +present it would be better to let him alone rather than tire him by a +thorough examination of his head. There was probably a small fracture +somewhere at the back of the skull, the doctor thought, and it would be +easy enough to find it when the patient was strong enough to sit up. + +The doctor had not been long gone when an elderly man with a grizzled +moustache and thoughtful eyes was led to Marcello's bedside by the +Superintendent himself. The appearance of the latter at an unusual hour +was always an event in the ward, and the nurses watched him with +curiosity. They would have been still more curious had they known that +the elderly gentleman was the Chief of the Police himself. The +Superintendent raised his hand to motion them away. + +"What is your name, sir?" asked the Chief, bending down and speaking in +a low voice. + +"Marcello." + +"Yes," replied the other, almost in a whisper, "you are Marcello. But +what else? What is your family name? It is very important. Will you tell +me?" + +The vague look came into Marcello's eyes, and then the look of pain, and +he shook his head rather feebly. + +"I cannot remember," he answered at last. "It hurts me to remember." + +"Is it Consalvi?" asked the officer, smiling encouragement. + +"Consalvi?" Marcello's eyes wandered, as he tried to think. "I cannot +remember," he said again after an interval. + +The Chief of Police was not discouraged yet. + +"You were knocked down and robbed by thieves, just after you had been +talking with Aurora," he said, inventing what he believed to have +happened. + +A faint light came into Marcello's eyes. + +"Aurora?" He repeated the name almost eagerly. + +"Yes. You had been talking to Signorina Aurora dell' Armi. You remember +that?" + +The light faded suddenly. + +"I thought I remembered something," answered Marcello. "Aurora? Aurora? +No, it is gone. I was dreaming again. I want to sleep now." + +The Chief stood upright and looked at the Superintendent, who looked at +him, and both shook their heads. Then they asked what the visiting +doctor had said, and what directions he had given about Marcello's +treatment. + +"I am sure it is he," said the Chief of Police when they were closeted +in the Superintendent's office, five minutes later. "I have studied his +photograph every day for nearly three months. Look at it." + +He produced a good-sized photograph of Marcello which had been taken +about a year earlier, but was the most recent. The Superintendent +looked at it critically, and said it was not much like the patient. The +official objected that a man who was half dead of fever and had lain +starving for weeks, heaven only knew where, could hardly be quite +himself in appearance. The Superintendent pointed out that this was +precisely the difficulty; the photograph was not like the sick man. But +the Chief politely insisted that it was. They differed altogether on +this point, but quarrelled over it in the most urbane manner possible. + +The Superintendent suggested that it would be easy to identify Marcello +Consalvi, by bringing people who knew him to his bedside, servants and +others. The official answered that he should prefer to be sure of +everything before calling in any one else. The patient had evidently +lost his memory by some accident, and if he could not recall his own +name it was not likely that he could recognise a face. Servants would +swear that it was he, or not he, just as their interest suggested. Most +of the people of his own class who knew him were out of town at the +present season; and besides, the upper classes were not, in the Chief's +opinion, a whit more intelligent or trustworthy than those that served +them. The world, said the Chief, was an exceedingly bad place. That this +was true, the Superintendent could not doubt, and he admitted the fact; +but he was not sure how the Chief was applying the statement of it in +his own reasoning. Perhaps he thought that some persons might have an +interest in recognising Marcello. + +"In the meantime," said the Chief, rising to go away, "we will put him +in a private room, where we shall not be watched by everybody when we +come to see him. I have funds from Corbario to pay any possible expenses +in the case." + +"Who is that man?" asked the Superintendent. "There has been a great +deal of talk about him in the papers since his stepson was lost. What +was he before he married the rich widow?" + +The Chief of Police did not reply at once, but lit a cigarette +preparatory to going away, smoothed his hat on his arm, and flicked a +tiny speck of dust from the lapel of his well-made coat. Then he smiled +pleasantly and gave his answer. + +"I suppose that before he married Consalvi's widow he was a gentleman of +small means, like many others. Why should you think that he was ever +anything else?" + +To this direct question the Superintendent had no answer ready, nor, in +fact, had the man who asked it, though he had looked so very wise. Then +they glanced at each other and both laughed a little, and they parted. + +Half an hour later, Marcello was carried to an airy room with green +blinds, and was made even more comfortable than he had been before. He +slept, and awoke, and ate and slept again. Twice during the afternoon +people were brought to see him. They were servants from the villa on the +Janiculum, but he looked at them dully and said that he could not +remember them. + +"We do not think it is he," they said, when questioned. "Why does he +not know us, if it is he? We are old servants in the house. We carried +the young gentleman in our arms when he was small. But this youth does +not know us, nor our names. It is not he." + +They were dismissed, and afterwards they met and talked up at the villa. + +"The master has been sent for by telegraph," they said one to another. +"We shall do what he says. If he tells us that it is the young gentleman +we will also say that it is; but if he says it is not he, we will also +deny it. This is the only way." + +Having decided upon this diplomatic course as the one most likely to +prove advantageous to them, they went back to their several occupations +and amusements. But at the very first they said what they really +thought; none of them really believed the sick youth at the hospital to +be Marcello. An illness of nearly seven weeks and a long course of +privation can make a terrible difference in the looks of a very young +person, and when the memory is gone, too, the chances of his being +recognised are slight. + +But the Chief of Police was not disturbed in his belief, and after he +had smoked several cigarettes very thoughtfully in his private office, +he wrote a telegram to Corbario, advising him to come back to Rome at +once. He was surprised to receive an answer from Folco late that night, +inquiring why he was wanted. To this he replied in a second telegram of +more length, which explained matters clearly. The next morning Corbario +telegraphed that he was starting. + +The visiting physician came early and examined Marcello's head with the +greatest minuteness. After much trouble he found what he was looking +for--a very slight depression in the skull. There was no sign of a wound +that had healed, and it was clear that the injury must have been either +the result of a fall, in which case the scalp had been protected by a +stiff hat, or else of a blow dealt with something like a sandbag, which +had fractured the bone without leaving any mark beyond a bruise, now no +longer visible. + +"It is my opinion," said the doctor, "that as soon as the pressure is +removed the man's memory will come back exactly as it was before. We +will operate next week, when he has gained a little more strength. Feed +him and give him plenty of air, for he is very weak." + +So he went away for the day. But presently Regina came and demanded +admittance according to the promise she had received, and she was +immediately brought to the Superintendent's office, for he had given +very clear instructions to this effect in case the girl came again. He +had not told the Chief of Police about her, for he thought it would be +amusing to do a little detective work on his own account, and he +anticipated the triumph of finding out Marcello's story alone, and of +then laying the facts before the authorities, just to show what ordinary +common sense could do without the intervention of the law. + +Regina was ushered into the high cool room where the Superintendent sat +alone, and the heavy door closed behind her. He was a large man with +close-cropped hair and a short brown beard, and he had kind brown eyes. +Regina came forward a few steps and then stood still, looking at him, +and waiting for him to speak. He was astonished at her beauty, and at +once decided that she had a romantic attachment for Marcello, and +probably knew all about him. He leaned back in his chair, and pointed to +a seat near him. + +"Pray sit down," he said. "I wish to have a little talk with you before +you go upstairs to see Marcello." + +"How is he?" asked Regina, eagerly. "Is he worse?" + +"He is much better. But sit down, if you please. You shall stay with him +as long as you like, or as long as it is good for him. You may come +every day if you wish it." + +"Every day?" cried Regina in delight. "They told me that I could only +come on Sunday." + +"Yes. That is the rule, my dear child. But I can give you permission to +come every day, and as the poor young man seems to have no friends, it +is very fortunate for him that you can be with him. You will cheer him +and help him to get well." + +"Thank you, thank you!" answered the girl fervently, as she sat down. + +A great lady of Rome had been to see the Superintendent about a patient +on the previous afternoon; he did not remember that she moved with more +dignity than this peasant girl, or with nearly as much grace. Regina +swept the folds of her short coarse skirt forward and sideways a little, +so that they hid her brown woollen ankles as she took her seat, and with +the other hand she threw back the end of the kerchief from her face. + +"You do not mind telling me your name?" said the Superintendent in a +questioning tone. + +"Spalletta Regina," answered the girl promptly, putting her family name +first, according to Italian custom. "I am of Rocca di Papa." + +"Thank you. I shall remember that. And you say that you know this poor +young man. Now, what is his name, if you please? He does not seem able +to remember anything about himself." + +"I have always called him Marcello," answered Regina. + +"Indeed? You call him Marcello? Yes, yes. Thank you. But, you know, we +like to write down the full name of each patient in our books. Marcello, +and then? What else?" + +By this time Regina felt quite at her ease with the pleasant-spoken +gentleman, but in a flash it occurred to her that he would think it very +strange if she could not answer such a simple question about a young man +she professed to know very well. + +"His name is Botti," she said, with no apparent hesitation, and giving +the first name that occurred to her. + +"Thank you. I shall enter him in the books as 'Botti Marcello.'" + +"Yes. That is the name." She watched the Superintendent's pen, though +she could not read writing very well. + +"Thank you," he said, as he stuck the pen into a little pot of +small-shot before him, and then looked at his watch. "The nurse is +probably just making him comfortable after the doctor's morning visit, +so you had better wait five minutes, if you do not mind. Besides, it +will help us a good deal if you will tell me something about his +illness. I suppose you have taken care of him." + +"As well as I could," Regina answered. + +"Where? At Rocca di Papa? The air is good there." + +"No, it was not in the village." The girl hesitated a moment, quickly +making up her mind how much of the truth to tell. "You see," she +continued presently, "I was only the servant girl there, and I saw that +the people meant to let him die, because he was a burden on them. So I +wrapped him in a blanket and carried him downstairs in the night." + +"You carried him down?" The Superintendent look at her in admiration. + +"Oh, yes," answered Regina quietly. "I could carry you up and down +stairs easily. Do you wish to see?" + +The Superintendent laughed, for she actually made a movement as if she +were going to leave her seat and pick him up. + +"Thank you," he said. "I quite believe you. What a nurse you would make! +You say that you carried him down in the night--and then? What did you +do?" + +"I laid him on the tail of a cart. The carter was asleep. I walked +behind to the gate, for I was sure that when he was found he would be +brought here, and that he would have care, and would get well." + +"Was it far to walk?" inquired the Superintendent, delighted with the +result of his efforts as a detective. "You must have been very tired!" + +"What is it to walk all night, if one carries no load on one's head?" +asked Regina with some scorn. "I walk as I breathe." + +"You walked all night, then? That was Friday night. I do not wish to +keep you, my dear child, but if you would tell me how long Botti has +been ill--" he waited. + +"This is the forty-ninth day," Regina answered at once. + +"Dear me! Poor boy! That is a long time!" + +"I stole eggs and wine to keep him alive," the girl explained. "They +tried to make me give him white beans and oil. They wanted him to die, +because he was an expense to them." + +"Who were those people?" asked the Superintendent, putting the question +suddenly. + +But Regina had gained time to prepare her story. + +"Why should I tell you who they are?" she asked. "They did no harm, +after all, and they let him lie in their house. At first they hoped he +would get well, but you know how it is in the country. When sick people +linger on, every one wishes them to die, because they are in the way, +and cost money. That is how it is." + +"But you wished him to live," said the Superintendent in an encouraging +tone. + +Regina shrugged her shoulders and smiled, without the slightest +affectation or shyness. + +"What could I do?" she asked. "A passion for him had taken me, the first +time that I saw him. So I stole for him, and sat up with him, and did +what was possible. He lay in an attic with only one blanket, and my +heart spoke. What could I do? If he had died I should have thrown myself +into the water below the mill." + +Now there had been no mill within many miles of the inn on the Frascati +road, in which there could be water in summer. Regina was perfectly +sincere in describing her love for Marcello, but as she was a clever +woman she knew that it was precisely when she was speaking with the +greatest sincerity about one thing, that she could most easily throw a +man off the scent with regard to another. The Superintendent mentally +noted the allusion to the mill for future use; it had created an image +in his mind; it meant that the place where Marcello had lain ill had +been in the hills and probably near Tivoli, where there is much water +and mills are plentiful. + +"I suppose he was a poor relation of the people," said the +Superintendent thoughtfully, after a little pause. "That is why they +wished to get rid of him." + +Regina made a gesture of indifferent assent, and told something like +the truth. + +"He had not been there since I had been servant to them," she answered. +"It must have been a long time since they had seen him. We found him +early in the morning, lying unconscious against the door of the house, +and we took him in. That is the whole story. Why should I tell you who +the people are? I have eaten their bread, I have left them, I wish them +no harm. They knew their business." + +"Certainly, my dear, certainly. I suppose I may say that Marcello Botti +comes from Rocca di Papa?" + +"Oh, yes," answered Regina readily. "You may say that, if you like." + +As a matter of fact she did not care what he wrote in his big book, and +he might as well write one name as another, so far as she was concerned. + +"But I never saw him there," she added by an afterthought. "There are +many people of that name in our village, but I never saw him. Perhaps +you had better say that he came from Albano." + +"Why from Albano?" asked the Superintendent, surprised. + +"It is a bigger place," explained Regina quite naturally. + +"Then I might as well write 'Rome' at once?" + +"Yes. Why not? If you must put down the name of a town in the book, you +had better write a big one. You will be less likely to be found out if +you have made a mistake." + +"I see," said the Superintendent, smiling. "I am much obliged for your +advice. And now, if you will come with me, you shall see Botti. He has a +room by himself and is very well cared for." + +The orderlies and nurses who came and went about the hospital glanced +with a little discreet surprise at the handsome peasant girl who +followed the Superintendent, but she paid no attention to them and +looked straight before her, at the back of his head; for her heart was +beating faster than if she had run a mile uphill. + +Marcello put out his arms when he saw her enter, and returning life sent +a faint colour to his emaciated cheeks. + +"Regina--at last!" he cried in a stronger and clearer tone than she had +ever heard him use. + +A splendid blush of pleasure glowed in her own face as she ran forward +and leaned over him, smoothing the smooth pillow unconsciously, and +looking down into his eyes. + +The Superintendent observed that Marcello certainly had no difficulty in +recalling the girl's name, whatever might have become of his own during +his illness. What Regina answered was not audible, but she kissed +Marcello's eyes, and then stood upright beside the bed, and laughed a +little. + +"What can I do?" she asked. "It is a passion! When I see him, I see +nothing else. And then, I saved his life. Are you glad that Regina saved +your life?" She bent down again, and her gentle hand played with +Marcello's waving fair hair. "What should you have done without Regina?" + +"I should have died," Marcello answered happily. + +With much more strength than she had been used to find in him, he threw +his arms round her neck and drew her face down to his. + +The Superintendent spoke to the nurse in a low tone, by the door, and +both went out, leaving the two together. He was a sensible man, and a +kind-hearted one; and though he was no doctor, he guessed that the +peasant girl's glorious vitality would do as much for the sick man as +any medicine. + + + + +CHAPTER VIII + + +Corbario reached Rome in the afternoon, and the footman who stood +waiting for him on the platform was struck by the change in his +appearance. His eyes were hollow and bright, his cheeks were sunken, his +lips looked dry; moreover, he moved a little nervously and his foot +slipped as he got out of the carriage, so that he nearly fell. In the +crowd, the footman asked his valet questions. Was he ill? What had +happened to him? Was he consuming himself with grief? No, the valet +thought not. He had been much better in Paris and had seen some old +friends there. What harm was there in that? A bereaved man needed +diversion. The change had come suddenly, when he had decided to return +to Rome, and he had eaten nothing for thirty-six hours. The valet asked +if the youth at the hospital, of whom Corbario had told him, were really +Marcello. The footman answered that none of the servants thought so, +after they had all been taken to see him. + +Having exchanged these confidences in the half-dumb language which +servants command, they reached the gate. The footman rushed out to call +the carriage, the valet delivered the tickets and followed the footman +more slowly, carrying Corbario's bag and coat, and Corbario lighted a +cigar and followed his man at a leisurely pace, absorbed in thought. + +Until the moment of passing the gate he had meant to drive directly to +the hospital, which is at some distance from the station in a direction +almost opposite to that of the Janiculum. He could have driven there in +ten minutes, whereas he must lose more than an hour by going home first +and then coming back. But his courage failed him, he felt faint and +sick, and quite unable to bear any great emotion until he had rested and +refreshed himself a little. A long railway journey stupefies some men, +but makes others nervous and inclined to exaggerate danger or trouble. +During the last twelve hours Corbario had been forcing himself to decide +that he would go to the hospital and know the worst at once, but now +that the moment was come he could not do it. + +He was walking slowly through the outer hall of the station when a large +man came up with him and greeted him quietly. It was Professor Kalmon. +Corbario started at the sound of his voice. They had not met since +Kalmon had been at the cottage. + +"I wish I had known that you were in the train," the Professor said. + +"So do I," answered Corbario without enthusiasm. "Not that I am very +good company," he added, looking sideways at the other's face and +meeting a scrutinising glance. + +"You look ill," Kalmon replied. "I don't wonder." + +"I sometimes wish I had one of those tablets of yours that send people +to sleep for ever," said Corbario, making a great effort to speak +steadily. + +But his voice shook, and a sudden terror seized him, the abject fright +that takes hold of a man who has been accustomed to do something very +dangerous and who suddenly finds that his nerve is gone at the very +moment of doing it again. + +The cold sweat stood on Folco's forehead under his hat; he stopped where +he was and tried to draw a long breath, but something choked him. +Kalmon's voice seemed to reach him from a great distance. Then he felt +the Professor's strong arm under his own, supporting him and making him +move forward. + +"The weather is hot," Kalmon said, "and you are ill and tired. Come +outside." + +"It is nothing," Corbario tried to say. "I was dizzy for a moment." + +Kalmon and the footman helped him into his low carriage, and raised the +hood, for the afternoon sun was still very hot. + +"Shall I go home with you?" Kalmon asked. + +"No, no!" cried Corbario nervously. "You are very kind. I am quite well +now. Good-bye. Home!" he added to the footman, as he settled himself +back under the hood, quite out of sight. + +The Professor stood still in the glaring heat, looking after the +carriage, his travelling-bag in his hand, while the crowd poured out of +the station, making for the cabs and omnibuses that were drawn up in +rows, or crossing the burning pavement on foot to take the tram. + +When the carriage was out of sight, Kalmon looked up at the hot sky and +down at the flagstones, and then made up his mind what to do. + +"To the hospital of San Giovanni," he said, as he got into a cab. + +He seemed to be well informed, for he inquired at the door about a +certain Marcello Botti, who was in a private room; and when he gave his +name he was admitted without even asking permission of the +Superintendent, and was at once led upstairs. + +"Are you a friend of his, sir?" asked Regina, when he had looked a long +time at the patient, who did not recognise him in the least. + +"Are you?" Kalmon looked at her quietly across the bed. + +"You see," she answered. "If I were not, why should I be here?" + +"She has saved my life," said Marcello suddenly, and he caught her hand +in his and held it fast. "As soon as I am quite well we shall be +married." + +"Certainly, my dear boy, certainly," replied Kalmon, as if it were quite +a matter of course. "You must make haste and get well as soon as +possible." + +He glanced at Regina's face, and as her eyes met his she shook her head +almost imperceptibly, and smiled. Kalmon was not quite sure what she +meant. He made a sign to her to go with him to the window, which was at +some distance from the bed. + +"It may be long before he is well," he whispered. "There must be an +operation." + +She nodded, for she knew that. + +"And do you expect to marry him when he is recovered?" + +She shook her head and laughed, glancing at Marcello. + +"He is a gentleman," she whispered, close to Kalmon's ear. "How could he +marry me?" + +"You love him," Kalmon answered. + +Again she nodded, and laughed too. + +"What would you do for him?" asked Kalmon, looking at her keenly. + +"Die for him!" + +She meant it, and he saw that she did. Her eyes shone as she spoke, and +then the lids drooped a little and she looked at him almost fiercely. He +turned from her and his fingers softly tapped the marble window-sill. He +was asking himself whether he could swear to Marcello's identity, in +case he should be called upon to give evidence. On what could he base +his certainty? Was he himself certain, or was he merely moved by the +strong resemblance he saw, in spite of long illness and consequent +emaciation? Was the visiting surgeon right in believing that the little +depression in the skull had caused a suspension of memory? Such things +happened, no doubt, but it also happened that doctors were mistaken and +that nothing came of such operations. Who could prove the truth? The boy +and girl might have a secret to keep; she might have arranged to get him +into the hospital because it was his only chance, but the rest of the +story, such as it was, might be a pure invention; and when Marcello was +discharged cured, they would disappear together. There was the +coincidence of the baptismal name, but men of science know how deceptive +coincidences can be. Besides, the girl was very intelligent. She might +easily have heard about the real Marcello's disappearance, and she was +clever enough to have given her lover the name in the hope that he might +be taken for the lost boy at least long enough to ensure him a great +deal more comfort and consideration in the hospital than he otherwise +would have got; she was clever enough to have seen that it would be a +mistake to say outright that he was Marcello Consalvi, if she was +practising a deception. Kalmon did not know what to think, and he wished +the operation could be performed before Corbario came; but that was +impossible. + +Regina stood beside him, waiting for him to speak again. + +"Do you need money?" he asked abruptly, with a sharp look at her face. + +"No, thank you, sir," she answered. "He has everything here." + +"But for yourself?" He kept his eyes on her. + +"I thank you, sir, I want nothing." Her look met his almost coldly as +she spoke. + +"But when he is well again, how shall you live?" + +"I shall work for him, if it turns out that he has no friends. We shall +soon know, for his memory will come back after the operation. The +doctors say so. They know." + +"And if he has friends after all? If he is really the man I think he +is, what then? What will become of you?" + +"I do not know. I am his. He can do what he likes with me." + +The Professor did not remember to have met any one who took quite such +an elementary view of life, but he could not help feeling a sort of +sympathy for the girl's total indifference to consequences. + +"I shall come to see him again," he said presently, turning back towards +the bed and approaching Marcello. "Are you quite sure that you never saw +me before?" he asked, taking the young man's hand. + +"I don't remember," answered Marcello, wearily. "They all want me to +remember," he added almost peevishly. "I would if I could, if it were +only to please them!" + +Kalmon went away, for he saw that his presence tired the patient. When +he was gone Regina sat down beside the bed and stroked Marcello's hand, +and talked soothingly to him, promising that no one should tease him to +remember things. By and by, as she sat, she laid her head on the pillow +beside him, and her sweet breath fanned his face, while a strange light +played in her half-closed eyes. + +"Heart of my heart," she sighed happily. "Love of my soul! Do you know +that I am all yours, soul and body, and earrings too?" And she laughed +low. + +"You are the most beautiful woman in the world," Marcello answered. "I +love you!" + +She laughed again, and kissed him. + +"You love me better than Aurora," she said suddenly. + +"Aurora?" + +"Yes, for you have forgotten her. But you will not forget Regina now, +not even when you are very, very old, and your golden hair is all grey. +You will never forget Regina, now!" + +"Never!" echoed Marcello, like a child. "Never, never, never!" + +"Not even when your friends try to take me away from you, love, not even +if they try to kill me, because they want you to marry Aurora, who is a +rich girl, all dressed with silk and covered with jewels, like the image +of the Madonna at Genazzano. I am sure Aurora has yellow hair and blue +eyes!" + +"I don't want any one but you," answered Marcello, drawing her face +nearer. + +So the time passed, and it was to them as if there were no time. Then +the door opened again, and a very pale man in deep mourning was brought +in by the Superintendent himself. Regina rose and drew back a little, so +that the shadow should not fall across Marcello's face, and she fixed +her eyes on the gentleman in black. + +"This is the patient," said the Superintendent in a low voice. + +Corbario laid his hand nervously on his companion's arm, and stood still +for a moment, holding his breath and leaning forward a little, his gaze +riveted on Marcello's face. Regina had never before seen a man +transfixed with fear. + +He moved a step towards the bed, and then another, forcing himself to go +on. Then Marcello turned his head and looked at him vacantly. Regina +heard the long breath Corbario drew, and saw his body straighten, as if +relieved from a great burden. He stood beside the bed, and put out his +hand to take Marcello's. + +"Do you know me?" he asked; but even then his voice was unsteady. + +Instead of answering, Marcello turned away to Regina. + +"You promised that they should not tease me any more," he said +querulously. "Make them go away! I want to sleep." + +Regina came to his side at once, and faced the two men across the bed. + +"What is all this for?" she asked, with a little indignation. "You know +that he cannot remember you, even if he ever saw you before. Cannot you +leave him in peace? Come back after the operation. Then he will remember +you, if you really know him." + +"Who is this girl?" asked Corbario of the Superintendent. + +"She took care of him when he had the fever, and she managed to get him +here. She has undoubtedly saved his life." + +At the words a beautiful blush coloured Regina's cheeks, and her eyes +were full of triumphant light; but at the same words Corbario's still +face darkened, and as if it had been a mask that suddenly became +transparent, the girl saw another face through it, drawn into an +expression of malignant and devilish hatred. + +[Illustration: "HE MOVED A STEP TOWARDS THE BED, AND THEN ANOTHER, +FORCING HIMSELF TO GO ON."] + +The vision only lasted a moment, and the impenetrable pale features were +there once more, showing neither hate nor fear, nor any feeling or +emotion whatever. Corbario was himself again, and turned quietly to the +Superintendent. + +"She is quite right," he said. "His memory is gone, and we shall only +disturb him. You tell me that the doctors have found a very slight +depression in his head, as if from a blow. Do you think--but it will +annoy him--I had better not." + +"What do you mean?" asked the other, as he hesitated. + +"It is such a strange case that I should like to see just where it is, +out of pure curiosity." + +"It is here," said Regina, answering, and setting the tip of one +straight finger against her own head to point out the place. + +"Oh, at the back, on the right side? I see--yes--thank you. A little on +one side, you say?" + +"Here," repeated Regina, turning so that Corbario could see exactly +where the end of her finger touched her hair. + +"To think that so slight an injury may have permanently affected the +young man's memory!" Corbario appeared much impressed. "Well," he +continued, speaking to Regina, "if we ever find out who he is, his +relations owe you a debt of gratitude quite beyond all payment." + +"Do you think I want to be paid?" asked Regina, and in her indignation +she turned away and walked to the window. + +But Marcello called her back. + +"Please, Regina--please tell them to go away!" he pleaded. + +Corbario nodded to the Superintendent, and they left the room. + +"There is certainly a strong resemblance," said Folco, when they were +outside, "but it really cannot be my poor Marcello. I was almost too +much affected by the thought of seeing him again to control myself when +we first entered, but when I came near I felt nothing. It is not he, I +am sure. I loved him as if he were my own son; I brought him up; we were +always together. It is not possible that I should be mistaken." + +"No," replied the Superintendent, "I should hardly think it possible. +Besides, from what the girl has told me, I am quite sure that he lay ill +near Tivoli. How is it possible that he should have got there, all the +way from the Roman shore?" + +"And with a fractured skull! It is absurd!" Corbario was glad to find +that the Superintendent held such a strong opinion. "It is not Marcello. +The nose is not the same, and the expression of the mouth is quite +different." + +He said these things with conviction, but he was not deceived. He knew +that Marcello Consalvi was living and that he had seen him, risen from +the dead, and apparently likely to remain among the living for some +time. The first awful moment of anxiety was past, it was true, and +Folco was able to think more connectedly than he had since he had +received the telegram recalling him from Paris; but there was to be +another. The doctors said that his memory would return--what would he +remember? It would come back, beginning, most probably, at the very +moment in which it had been interrupted. For one instant he would fancy +that he saw again what he had seen then. What had he seen? That was the +question. Had he seen anything but the sand, the scrubby bushes, and the +trees round the cottage in the distance? Had he heard anything but the +howling of the southwest gale and the thundering of the big surf over +the bar and up the beach? The injury was at the back of his head, but it +was a little on one side. Had he been in the act of turning? Had he +turned far enough to see before the blow had extinguished memory? How +far was the sudden going out of thought really instantaneous? What +fraction of a second intervened between full life and what was so like +death? How long did it take a man to look round quickly? Much less than +a second, surely! Without effort or hurry a man could turn his head all +the way from left to right, so as to look over each shoulder +alternately, while a second pendulum swung once. A second was a much +longer time than most people realised. Instruments made for scientific +photography could be made to expose the plate not more than +one-thousandth of a second. Corbario knew that, and wondered whether a +man's eye could receive any impression in so short a time. He shuddered +when he thought that it might be possible. + +The question was to be answered sooner than he expected. The doctors had +reported that a week must pass before Marcello would be strong enough to +undergo the operation, but he improved so quickly after he reached the +hospital that it seemed useless to wait. It was not considered to be a +very dangerous operation, nor one which weakened the patient much. + +Regina was not allowed to be present, and when Marcello had been wheeled +out of his room, already under ether, she went and stood before the +window, pressing down her clasped hands upon the marble sill with all +her might, and resting her forehead against the green slats of the +blind. She did not move from this position while the nurse made +Marcello's bed ready to receive him on his return. It was long to wait. +The great clock in the square struck eleven some time after he had been +taken away, then the quarter, then half-past. + +Regina felt the blood slowly sinking to her heart. She would have given +anything to move now, but she could not stir hand or foot; she was cold, +yet somehow she could not even shiver; that would have been a relief; +any motion, any shock, any violent pain would have been a thousand times +better than the marble stillness that was like a spell. + +Far away on the Janiculum Folco Corbario sat in his splendid library +alone, with strained eyes, waiting for the call of the telephone that +stood on the polished table at his elbow. He, too, was motionless, and +longed for release as he had never thought he could long for anything. A +still unlighted cigar was almost bitten through by his sharp front +teeth; every faculty was tense; and yet it was as if his brain had +stopped thinking at the point where expectation had begun. He could not +think now, he could only suffer. If the operation were successful there +would be more suffering, doubt still more torturing, suspense more +agonising still. + +The great clock over the stables struck eleven, then the quarter, then +half-past. The familiar chimes floated in through the open windows. + +A wild hope came with the sound. Marcello, weak as he was, had died +under ether, and that was the end. Corbario trembled from head to foot. +The clock struck the third quarter, but no other sound broke the +stillness of the near noon-tide. Yes, Marcello must be dead. + +Suddenly, in the silence, came the sharp buzz of the instrument. He +leapt in his seat as if something had struck him unawares, and then, +instantly controlling himself, he grasped the receiver and held it to +his ear. + +"Signor Corbario?" came the question. + +"Yes, himself." + +"The hospital. The operation has been successful. Do you hear?" + +"Yes. Go on." + +"The patient has come to himself. He remembers everything." + +"Everything!" Corbario's voice shook. + +"He is Marcello Consalvi. He asks for his mother, and for you." + +"How--in what way does he ask for me? Will my presence do him good--or +excite him?" + +The moment had come, and Folco's nerve was restored with the sense of +danger. His face grew cold and expressionless as he waited for the +answer. + +"He speaks most affectionately of you. But you had better not come until +this afternoon, and then you must not stay long. The doctors say he must +rest quietly." + +"I will come at four o'clock. Thank you. Good-bye." + +"Good-bye." + +The click of the instrument, as Folco hung the receiver on the hook, and +it was over. He shut his eyes and leaned back in his chair, his arms +hanging by his sides as if there were no strength in them, and his head +falling forward till his chin rested on his chest. He remained so for a +long time without moving. + +But in the room at the hospital Marcello lay in bed with his head bound +up, his cheek on the pillow, and his eyes fixed on Regina's face, as she +knelt beside him and fanned him slowly, for it was hot. + +"Sleep, heart of my heart," she said softly. "Sleep and rest!" + +There was a sort of peaceful wonder in his look now. Nothing vacant, +nothing that lacked meaning or understanding. But he did not answer her, +he only gazed into her face, and gazed and gazed till his eyelids +drooped and he fell asleep with a smile on his lips. + + + + +CHAPTER IX + + +Two years had passed since Marcello had been brought home from the +hospital, very feeble still, but himself again and master of his memory +and thoughts. + +In his recollection, however, there was a blank. He had left Aurora +standing in the gap, where the storm swept inland from the sea; then the +light had gone out suddenly, in something violent which he could not +understand, and after that he could remember nothing except that he had +wandered in lonely places, trying to find out which way he was going, +and terrified by the certainty that he had lost all sense of direction; +so he had wandered on by day and night, as in a dark dream, and had at +last fallen asleep, to wake in the wretched garret of the inn on the +Frascati road, with Regina kneeling beside him and moistening his lips +from a glass of water. + +He remembered that and other things, which came back to him uncertainly, +like the little incidents of his early childhood, like the first words +he could remember hearing and answering, like the sensation of being on +his mother's knee and resting his head upon her shoulder, like the smell +of the roses and the bitter-orange blossoms in the villa, like the first +sensation of being set upon a pony's back in San Domenico, while +Corbario held him up in the saddle, and tried to make his little hands +hold the bridle. The inn was quite as far away as all that, and but for +Regina he might have forgotten it altogether. + +She was "Consalvi's Regina" now; half Rome called her that, and she was +famous. Naples and Florence and Milan had heard of her; she had been +seen at Monte Carlo, and even in Paris and London her name was not +unknown in places where young men congregate to discuss the wicked +world, and where young women meet to compare husbands, over the secret +and sacrificial teapot which represents virtue, or the less sacred +bridge-table which represents vice. Smart young dandies who had never +exchanged a word with her spoke of her familiarly as "Regina "; smarter +and older men, who knew her a little, talked of her as "the Spalletta," +not without a certain respect; their mothers branded her as "that +creature," and their wives, who envied her, called her "Consalvi's +Regina." + +When people remonstrated with Folco Corbario for allowing his stepson +too much liberty, he shook his head gravely and answered that he did +what he could to keep Marcello in the right way, but that the boy's +intellect had been shaken by the terrible accident, and that he had +undoubtedly developed vicious tendencies--probably atavistic, Folco +added. Why did Folco allow him to have so much money? The answer was +that he was of age and the fortune was his. But why had Folco let him +have it before he was twenty-one, ever since he was found and brought +home? He had not had much, was the reply; at least it had not been much +compared with the whole income he now enjoyed one could not bring up the +heir of a great estate like a pauper, could one? So the questioners +desisted from questioning, but they said among themselves that, although +Folco had been an admirable husband and stepfather while his wife had +lived, he had not shown as much good sense after her death as they had +been led to expect. Meanwhile, no one had any right to interfere, and +Marcello did as he pleased. + +Children instinctively attach themselves to whichever of their parents +gives them the most liberty. It is sheer nonsense to deny it. Marcello +had loved his mother dearly, but she had always been the one to hinder +him from doing what he wished to do, because she had been excessively +anxious about his bodily health, and over-desirous of bringing him up to +manhood in a state of ideal moral perfection. Folco, on the other hand, +had been associated with all the boy's sports and pleasures, and had +always encouraged him to amuse himself, giving as a reason that there +was no medicine like healthy happiness for a boy of delicate +constitution. Corbario, like Satan, knew the uses of truth, which are +numerous and not all good. Though Marcello would not have acknowledged +it to himself, his stepfather had been nearer to him, and more necessary +to him, than his mother, during several years; and besides, it was less +hard to bear the loss of which he learned when he recovered, because it +had befallen him during that dark and uncertain period of his illness +that now seemed as if it had lasted for years, and whereby everything +that had been before it belonged to a remote past. + +Moreover, there was Regina, and there was youth, and there was liberty; +and Corbario was at hand, always ready to encourage and satisfy his +slightest whim, on the plea that a convalescent must be humoured at any +cost, and that there would be time enough to consider what should be +done with Regina after Marcello was completely recovered. After all, +Corbario told him, the girl had saved his life, and it was only right to +be grateful, and she should be amply rewarded for all the trouble she +had taken. It would have been sheer cruelty to have sent her away to the +country; and what was the cost of a quiet lodging for her in Trastevere, +and of a few decent clothes, and of a respectable middle-aged +woman-servant to take care of her? Nothing at all; only a few francs, +and Marcello was so rich! Regina, also, was so very unusually +well-behaved, and so perfectly docile, so long as she was allowed to see +Marcello every day! She did not care for dress at all, and was quite +contented to wear black, with just a touch of some tender colour. +Corbario made it all very easy, and saw to everything, and he seemed to +know just how such things were arranged. He was so fortunate as to find +a little house that had a quiet garden with an entrance on another +street, all in very good condition because it had lately been used by a +famous foreign painter who preferred to live in Trastevere, away from +the interruptions and distractions of the growing city; and by a very +simple transaction the house became the property of the minor, Marcello +Consalvi, to do with as he thought fit. This was much more convenient +than paying rent to a tiresome landlord who might at any time turn his +tenant out. Corbario thought of everything. Twice a week a gardener +came, early in the morning, and soon the garden was really pretty; and +the respectable woman-servant watered the flowers every evening just +before sunset. There was a comfortable Calcutta chair for Marcello in a +shady corner, the very first time he came there, and Regina had learned +how to make tea for him; for the respectable woman-servant knew how to +do all sorts of things belonging to civilised life. She was so intensely +respectable and quiet that Marcello was almost afraid of her, until it +occurred to him that as she took so much trouble, he ought to give her a +present of money; and when he had done this twice, he somehow became +aware that she was his devoted slave--middle-aged and excessively +respectable. Folco was really a very good judge of character, Marcello +thought, since he could at once pick out such a person from the great +horde of the unemployed. + +Her name was Settimia, and it was wonderful to see how she quietly +transformed Regina into a civilised creature, who must attract attention +by her beauty and carriage, but who might have belonged to a +middle-class Roman family so far as manners and dress were concerned. It +is true that the girl possessed by nature the innate dignity of the +Roman peasant, with such a figure and such grace as any aristocrat might +have envied, and that she spoke with the Roman accent which almost all +other Italians admire; but though her manners had a certain repose, they +were often of an extremely unexpected nature, and she had an +astonishingly simple way of calling things by their names which +sometimes disconcerted Marcello and sometimes amused him. Settimia +civilised her, almost without letting her know it, for she was quick to +learn, like all naturally clever people who have had no education, and +she was imitative, as all womanly women are when they are obliged to +adapt themselves quickly to new surroundings. She was stimulated, too, +by the wish to appear well before Marcello, lest he should ever be +ashamed of her. That was all. She never had the least illusion about +herself, nor any hope of raising herself to his social level. She was +far too much the real peasant girl for that, the descendant of thirty or +more generations of serfs, the offspring of men and women who had felt +that they belonged body and soul to the feudal lord of the land on which +they were born, and had never been disturbed by tempting dreams of +liberty, equality, fraternity, and the violent destruction of ladies and +gentlemen. + +So she lived, and so she learned many things of Settimia, and looked +upon herself as the absolute property of the man she loved and had +saved; and she was perfectly happy, if not perfectly good. + +"When I am of age," Marcello used to say, "I shall buy a beautiful +little palace near the Tiber, and you shall live in it." + +"Why?" she always asked. "Are we not happy here? Is it not cool in +summer, and sunny in winter? Have we not all we want? When you marry, +your wife will live in the splendid villa on the Janiculum, and when you +are tired of her, you will come and see Regina here. I hope you will +always be tired of her. Then I shall be happy." + +Marcello would laugh a little, and then he would look grave and +thoughtful, for he had not forgotten Aurora, and sometimes wondered what +she was doing, as a young man does who is losing his hold upon himself, +and on the things in which he has always believed. He who has never +lived through such times and outlived them, knows neither the world nor +himself. + +Marcello wondered whether Aurora would ever meet Regina face to face, +and what would happen if he were called upon to choose between the two. +He would choose Regina, he said to himself, when he was going down the +steep way from the villa to the little house, eager for her touch, her +voice, her breath, and feeling in his pocket the key that opened the +garden gate. But when the hours had passed, and he slowly walked up the +road under the great plane-trees, in the cool of the late evening, +glancing at the distant lights of Rome beyond the Tiber, and dimly +conscious that something was still unsatisfied, then he hesitated and he +remembered his boyish love, and fancied that if he met Aurora in the way +they would stand still, each finding the other in the other's eyes, and +silently kiss, as they had kissed long ago. Yet, with the thought, he +felt shame, and he blushed, alone there under the plane-trees. + +But Aurora had never come back to Rome, and the small apartment that +overlooked the Forum of Trajan had other tenants. It was strange that +the Contessa and her daughter should not have returned, and sometimes +Marcello felt a great longing to see them. He said "them" to himself at +such times, but he knew what he meant. + +So time went on. Corbario said that he himself must really go to San +Domenico, to look after the Calabrian property, but added that it would +be quite useless for Marcello to go with him. Marcello could stay in +Rome and amuse himself as he pleased, or he might make a little journey +to the north, to Switzerland, to the Tyrol--there were so many places. +Settimia would take care of Regina, and perhaps Regina herself had +better make a little trip for a change. Yes, Settimia had travelled a +good deal; she even knew enough French to travel in a foreign country, +if necessary. Corbario said that he did not know where she had learned +French, but he was quite sure she knew it tolerably well. Regina would +be safe under her care, in some quiet place where the air would do her +good. + +Thereupon Corbario went off to the south, leaving Marcello plentifully +supplied with money and promising to write to him. They parted +affectionately. + +"If you wish to go away," Corbario said, as he was leaving, "it might be +as well to leave your next address, so that you may get letters. But +please don't fancy that I want to know everything you do, my dear boy. +You are quite old enough to take care of yourself, and quite sensible +enough, too. The only thing you had better avoid for a few years is +marriage!" + +Folco laughed softly as he delivered this piece of advice, and lit a +cigar. Then he looked critically at Marcello. + +"You are still very pale," he observed thoughtfully. "You have not got +back all your strength yet. Drink plenty of champagne at luncheon and +dinner. There is nothing like it when a man is run down. And don't sit +up all night smoking cigarettes more than three times a week!" + +He laughed again as he shook hands and got into the carriage, and +Marcello was glad when he was gone, though he was so fond of him. It was +a bore to be told that he was not strong, because it certainly was true, +and, besides, even Folco was sometimes a little in the way. + +In a week Marcello and Regina were in Venice; a month later they were in +Paris. The invaluable Settimia knew her way about, and spoke French with +a fluency that amazed Marcello; she even taught Regina a few of those +phrases which are particularly useful at a dressmaker's and quite +incomprehensible anywhere else. Marcello told her to see that Regina was +perfectly dressed, and Settimia carried out his instructions with taste +and wisdom. Regina had arrived in Paris with one box of modest +dimensions; she left with four more, of a size that made the railway +porters stagger. + +One day Marcello brought home a string of pearls in his pocket, and +tried to fasten it round her throat; but she would not let him do it. +She was angry. + +"Keep those things for your wife!" she said, with flashing eyes and +standing back from him. "I will wear the clothes you buy for me, because +you like me to be pretty and I don't want you to be ashamed of me. But I +will not take jewels, for jewels are money, just as gold is! You can buy +a wife with that stuff, not a woman who loves you!" + +Her brows were level and stern, her face grew whiter as she spoke, and +Marcello was suddenly aware, for the first time in his life, that he did +not understand women. That knowledge comes sooner or later to almost +every man, but many are spared it until they are much older than he was. + +"I did not mean to offend you," he said, in a rather injured tone, as he +slipped the pearls into his pocket. + +"Of course not," she answered. "But you do not understand. If I thought +you did, I would go back to the inn and never see you again. I should +die, but it would not matter, for I should still respect myself!" + +"I only wished to please you," said Marcello apologetically. + +"You wish to please me? Love me! That is what I want. Love me as much as +you can, it will always be less than I love you, and as long as you can, +it will always be less long than I shall love you, for that will be +always. And when you are tired of me, tell me so, heart of my heart, and +I will go away, for that is better than to hang like a chain on a young +man's neck. I will go away, and God will forgive me, for to love you is +all I know." + +His kisses closed her flashing eyes, and her lips parted in a faint, +expectant smile, that was not disappointed. + +So time passed, and Marcello heard occasionally from Corbario, and wrote +to him once or twice, when he needed money. Folco never alluded to +Regina, and Marcello wondered whether he guessed that she had left Rome. +He was never quite sure how much Folco knew of his life, and Folco was +careful never to ask questions. + +But the existence Marcello was leading was not calculated to restore his +strength, which had never been great, even before his illness. Though +Regina did not understand the language, she grew very fond of the +theatre, for Marcello translated and explained everything; and it was +such a pleasure to give her pleasure, that he forgot the stifling air +and the late hours. Moreover, he met in Paris a couple of acquaintances +a little older than himself, who were only too glad to see something of +the beautiful Regina, so that there were often supper-parties after the +play, and trips in motorcars in the morning, horse races in the +afternoon, and all manner of amusements, with a general tendency to look +upon sleep as a disease to be avoided and the wish to rest as a foolish +weakness. It was true that Marcello never coughed, but he was very thin, +and his delicate face had grown perfectly colourless, though he +followed Corbario's advice and drank a good deal of champagne, not to +mention other less harmless things, because the quick stimulant was as +pleasant as a nap and did not involve such a waste of time. + +As for Regina, the life suited her, at least for a while, and her beauty +was refined rather than marred by a little bodily weariness. The +splendid blush of pleasure rarely rose in her cheeks now, but the clear +pallor of her matchless complexion was quite as lovely. The constitution +of a healthy Roman peasant girl does not break down easily under a +course of pleasure and amusement, and it might never have occurred to +Regina that Marcello was almost exhausted already, if her eyes had not +been opened to his condition by some one else. + +They were leaving the ThÈ‚tre FranÁais one evening, intending to go home +on foot as the night was fine and warm. They had seen _Hernani_, and +Regina had naturally found it hard to understand the story, even with +Marcello's explanations; the more so as he himself had never seen the +play before, and had come to the theatre quite sure that it must be +easily comprehensible from the opera founded on it, which he had heard. +Regina's arm was passed through his, and as they made their way through +the crowd, under the not very brilliant lights in the portico, Marcello +was doing his best to make the plot of the piece clear, and Regina was +looking earnestly into his face, trying to follow what he said. Suddenly +he heard an Italian voice very near to him, calling him by name, in a +tone of surprise. + +"Marcello!" + +He started, straightened himself, turned his head, and faced the +Contessa dell' Armi. Close beside her was Aurora, leaning forward a +little, with an expression of cold curiosity; she had already seen +Regina, who did not withdraw her hand from Marcello's arm. + +"You here?" he cried, recovering himself quickly. + +As he spoke, the Contessa realised the situation, and at the same moment +Marcello met Aurora's eyes. Regina felt his arm drop by his side, as if +he were disowning her in the presence of these two smart women who were +friends of his. She forgave him, for she was strangely humble in some +ways, but she hated them forthwith. + +The Contessa, who was a woman of the world, nodded quietly and smiled as +if she had seen nothing, but she at once began to steer her daughter in +a divergent direction. + +"You are looking very ill," she said, turning her head back as she moved +away. "Come and see us." + +"Where?" asked Marcello, making half a step to follow, and looking at +the back of Aurora's head and at the pretty hat she wore. + +The Contessa named a quiet hotel in the Rue Saint HonorÈ, and was gone +in the crowd. Marcello stood quite still for a moment, staring after the +two. Then he felt Regina's hand slipping through his arm. + +"Come," she said softly, and she led him away to the left. + +He did not speak for a long time. They turned under the arches into the +Palais Royal, and followed the long portico in silence, out to the Rue +Vivienne and the narrow Rue des Petits Champs. Still Marcello did not +speak, and without a word they reached the Avenue de l'OpÈra. The light +was very bright there, and Regina looked long at Marcello's face, and +saw how white it was. + +"She said you were looking very ill," said she, in a voice that shook a +little. + +"Nonsense!" cried Marcello, rousing himself. "Shall we have supper at +Henry's or at the CafÈ de Paris? We are near both." + +"We will go home," Regina answered. "I do not want any supper to-night." + +They reached their hotel. Regina tossed her hat upon a chair in the +sitting-room and drew Marcello to the light, holding him before her, and +scrutinising his face with extraordinary intensity. Suddenly her hands +dropped from his shoulders. + +"She was right; you are ill. Who is this lady that knows your face +better than I?" + +She asked the question in a tone of bitterness and self-reproach. + +"The Contessa dell' Armi," Marcello answered, with a shade of +reluctance. + +"And the girl?" asked Regina, in a flash of intuition. + +"Her daughter Aurora." He turned away, lit a cigarette, and rang the +bell. + +Regina bit her lip until it hurt her, for she remembered how often he +had pronounced that name in his delirium, many months ago. She could +not speak for a moment. A waiter came in answer to the bell, and +Marcello ordered something, and then sat down. Regina went to her room +and did not return until the servant had come back and was gone again, +leaving a tray on the table. + +"What is the matter?" asked Marcello in surprise, as he caught sight of +her face. + +She sat down at a little distance, her eyes fixed on him. + +"I am a very wicked woman," she said, in a dull voice. + +"You?" Marcello laughed and filled the glasses. + +"I am letting you kill yourself to amuse me," Regina said. "I am a very, +very wicked woman. But you shall not do it any more. We will go away at +once." + +"I am perfectly well," Marcello answered, holding out a glass to her; +but she would not take it. + +"I do not want wine to-night," she said. "It is good when one has a +light heart, but my heart is as heavy as a stone. What am I good for? +Kill me. It will be better. Then you will live." + +"I should have died without you long ago. You saved my life." + +"To take it again! To let you consume yourself, so that I may see the +world! What do I care for the world, if you are not well? Let us go away +quickly." + +"Next week, if you like." + +"No! To-morrow!" + +"Without waiting to hear Melba?" + +"Yes--to-morrow!" + +"Or Sarah Bernhardt in Sardou's new play?" + +"To-morrow! To-morrow morning, early! What is anything compared with +your getting well?" + +"And your new summer costume that Doucet has not finished? How about +that?" + +Marcello laughed gaily and emptied his glass. But Regina rose and knelt +down beside him, laying her hands on his. + +"We must go to-morrow," she said. "You shall say where, for you know +what countries are near Paris, and where there are hills, and trees, and +waterfalls, and birds that sing, where the earth smells sweet when it +rains, and it is quiet when the sun is high. We will go there, but you +know where it is, and how far." + +"I have no doubt Settimia knows," laughed Marcello. "She knows +everything." + +But Regina's face was grave, and she shook her head slowly. + +"What is the use of laughing?" she asked. "You cannot deceive me, you +know you cannot! I deceived myself and was blind, but my eyes are open +now, and I can only see the truth. Do you love me, Marcello?" + +His eyes looked tired a moment ago, even when he laughed, but the light +came into them now. He breathed a little faster and bent forward to kiss +her. She could feel the rising pulse in his thin hands. But she leaned +back as she knelt, and pressed her lips together tightly. + +"Not that," she said, after they had both been motionless ten seconds. +"I don't mean that! Love is not all kisses. There is more. There are +tears, but there is more too. There is pain, there is doubting, there is +jealousy, and more than that! There is avarice also, for a woman who +loves is a miser, counting her treasure when others sleep. And she would +kill any one who robbed her, and that is murder. Yet there is more, +there are all the mortal sins in love, and even then there is worse. For +there is this. She will not count her own soul for him she loves, no, +not if the saints in Paradise came down weeping and begging her to think +of her salvation. And that is a great sin, I suppose." + +Marcello looked at her, thinking that she was beautiful, and he said +nothing. + +"But perhaps a man cannot love like that," she added presently. "So what +is the use of my asking you whether you love me? You love Aurora too, I +daresay! Such as your man's love is, and of its kind, you have enough +for two!" + +Marcello smiled. + +"I do not love Aurora now," he said. + +"But you have, for you talked to her in your fever, and perhaps you will +again, or perhaps you wish to marry her. How can I tell what you think? +She is prettier than I, for she has fair hair. I knew she had. I hate +fair women, but they are prettier than we dark things ever are. All men +think so. What does it matter? It was I that saved your life when you +were dying, and the people meant you to die. I shall always have that +satisfaction, even when you are tired of me." + +"Say never, then!" + +"Never? Yes, if I let you stay here, you will not have time to be tired +of me, for you will grow thinner and whiter, and one day you will be +breathing, and not breathing, and breathing a little again, and then not +breathing at all, and you will be lying dead with your head on my arm. I +can see how it will be, for I thought more than once that you were dead, +just like that, when you had the fever. No! If I let that happen you +will never be tired of me while you are alive, and when you are dead +Aurora cannot have you. Perhaps that would be better. I would almost +rather have it so." + +"Then why should we go away?" asked Marcello, smiling a little. + +"Because to let you die would be a great sin, much worse than losing my +soul for you, or killing some one to keep you. Don't you see that?" + +"Why would it be worse?" + +"I do not know, but I am sure it would. Perhaps because it would be +losing your soul instead of mine. Who knows? It is not in the catechism. +The catechism has nothing about love, and I never learned anything else. +But I know things that I never learned. Every woman does. How? The heart +says them, and they are true. Where shall we go to-morrow?" + +"Do you really want to leave Paris?" + +To impress upon him that she was in earnest Regina squeezed his hands +together in hers with such energy that she really hurt him. + +"What else have I been saying for half an hour?" she asked impatiently. +"Do you think I am playing a comedy?" She laughed. "Remember that I +have carried you up and down stairs in my arms," she added, "and I could +do it again!" + +"If you insist on going away, I will walk," Marcello answered with a +laugh. + +She laughed too, as she rose to her feet. He put out his hand to fill +his glass again, but she stopped him. + +"No," she said, "the wine keeps you awake, and makes you think you are +stronger than you are. You shall sleep to-night, and to-morrow we will +go. I am so glad it is settled!" + +She could do what she would with him, and so it turned out that Marcello +left Paris without going to see the Contessa and Aurora; and when he was +fairly away he felt that it was a relief not to be able to see them, +since it would have been his duty to do so if he had stayed another day. +Maddalena dell' Armi had not believed that he would come, but she +stopped at home that afternoon on the bare possibility. Aurora made up +her mind that if he came she would shut herself up in her own room. She +expected that he would certainly call before the evening, and was +strangely disappointed because he did not. + +"Who was that lady with him last night?" she asked of her mother. + +"I do not know that--lady," answered the Contessa, with a very slight +hesitation before pronouncing the last word. + +But they had both heard of Regina already. + + + + +CHAPTER X + + +The Contessa wrote to Corbario two days later, addressing her letter to +Rome, as she did not know where he was. It was not like her to meddle in +the affairs of other people, or to give advice, but this was a special +case, and she felt that something must be done to save Marcello; for she +was a woman of the world, with much experience and few illusions, and +she understood at a glance what was happening to her dead friend's son. +She wrote to Folco, telling him of the accidental meeting in the portico +of the ThÈ‚tre FranÁais, describing Marcello's looks, and saying pretty +clearly what she thought of the extremely handsome young woman who was +with him. + +Now Paris is a big city, and it chanced that Corbario himself was there +at that very time. Possibly he had kept out of Marcello's way for some +reason of his own, but he had really not known that the Contessa was +there. Her letter was forwarded from Rome and reached him four days +after it was written. He read it carefully, tore it into several dozen +little bits, looked at his watch, and went at once to the quiet hotel in +the Rue Saint HonorÈ. The Contessa was alone, Aurora having gone out +with her mother's maid. + +Maddalena was glad to see him, not because she liked him, for she did +not, but because it would be so much easier to talk of what was on her +mind than to write about it. + +"I suppose you are surprised to see me," said Folco, after the first +conventional greeting. + +"No, for one may meet any one in Paris, at any time of the year. When I +wrote, I thought Marcello must be alone here--I mean, without you," she +added. + +"I did not know he had been here, until I heard that he was gone. He +left three or four days ago. I fancy that when you wrote your letter he +was already gone." + +"Do you let him wander about Europe as he pleases?" asked the Contessa. + +"He is old enough to take care of himself," answered Corbario. "There is +nothing worse for young men than running after them and prying into +their affairs. I say, give a young fellow his independence as soon as +possible. If he has been brought up in a manly way, with a feeling of +self-respect, it can only do him good to travel alone. That is the +English way, you know, and always succeeds." + +"Not always, and besides, we are not English. It is not 'succeeding,' as +you call it, in Marcello's case. He will not live long, if you let him +lead such a life." + +"Oh, he is stronger than he looks! He is no more threatened with +consumption than I am, and a boy who can live through what happened to +him two years ago can live through anything." + +Not a muscle of his face quivered as he looked quietly into the +Contessa's eyes. He was quite sure that she did not suspect him of +having been in any way concerned in Marcello's temporary disappearance. + +"Suppose him to be as strong as the strongest," Maddalena answered. "Put +aside the question of his health. There is something else that seems to +me quite as important." + +"The moral side?" Corbario smiled gravely. "My dear lady, you and I know +the world, don't we? We do not expect young men to be saints!" + +Maddalena, who had not always been a saint, returned his look coldly. + +"Let us leave the saints out of the discussion," she said, "unless we +speak of Marcello's mother. She was one, if any one ever was. I believe +you loved her, and I know that I did, and I do still, for she is very +real to me, even now. Don't you owe something to her memory? Don't you +know how she would have felt if she could have met her son the other +night, as I met him, looking as he looked? Don't you know that it would +have hurt her as nothing else could? Think a moment!" + +She paused, waiting for his answer and watching his impenetrable face, +that did not change even when he laughed, that could not change, she +thought; but she had not seen him by Marcello's bedside at the hospital, +when the mask had been gone for a few seconds. It was there now, in all +its calm stillness. + +"You may be right," he answered, almost meekly, after a little pause. +"I had not looked at it in that light. You see, I am not a very +sensitive man, and I was brought up rather roughly. My dear wife went to +the other extreme, of course. No one could really be what she wished to +make Marcello. He felt that himself, though I honestly did all I could +to make him act according to his mother's wishes. But now that she is +gone--" he broke off, and was silent a moment. "You may be right," he +repeated, shaking his head thoughtfully. "You are a very good woman, and +you ought to know." + +She leaned back in her chair, and looked at him in silence, wondering +whether she was not perhaps doing him a great injustice; yet his voice +rang false to her ear, and the old conviction that he had never loved +his wife came back with increased force and with the certainty that he +had been playing a part for years without once breaking down. + +"I will join Marcello, and see what I can do," he said. + +"Do you know where he is?" + +"Oh, yes! He keeps me informed of his movements; he is very good about +writing. You know how fond of each other we are, too, and I am sure he +will be glad to see me. He is back in Italy by this time. He was going +to Siena. We were to have met in Rome in about a month, to go down to +San Domenico together, but I will join him at once." + +"If you find that--that young person with him, what shall you do?" + +"Send her about her business, of course," answered Folco promptly. + +"Suppose that she will not go, what then?" + +"It can only be a question of money, my dear lady. Leave that to me. +Marcello is not the first young fellow who has been in a scrape!" + +Still Maddalena did not trust him, and she merely nodded with an air of +doubt. + +"Shall I not see Aurora?" he asked suddenly. + +"She is out," answered the Contessa. "I will tell her that you asked +after her." + +"Is she as beautiful as ever?" inquired Folco. + +"She is a very pretty girl." + +"She is beautiful," Folco said, with conviction. "I have never seen such +a beautiful girl as she was, even when she was not quite grown up. No +one ever had such hair and such eyes, and such a complexion!" + +"Dear me!" exclaimed Maddalena with a little surprise. "I had no idea +that you thought her so good-looking!" + +"I always did. As for Marcello, we used to think he would never have +eyes for any one else." + +"Young people who have known each other well as children rarely fall in +love when they grow up," answered Maddalena. + +"So much the better," Folco said. "Aurora and Marcello are not at all +suited to one another." + +"That is true," answered the Contessa. + +"And besides, he is much too young for her. They are nearly of the same +age." + +"I never thought of their marrying," replied Maddalena, with a little +emphasis, "and I should certainly not choose this time to think of it!" + +"I fancy few men can look at your daughter without wishing that they +might marry her, my dear lady," said Corbario, rising to go away. "Pray +present my homage to her, and tell her how very sorry I am not to have +seen her." + +He smiled as if he were only half in earnest, and he took his leave. He +was scarcely gone when Aurora entered the sitting-room by another door. + +"Was it Marcello?" she asked quietly enough, though her voice sounded a +little dull. + +"No, dear," answered her mother. "It was Folco Corbario. I wrote to him +some days ago and he came to see me. Marcello has left Paris. I did not +know you had come home." + +Aurora sat down rather wearily, pulled out her hatpins, and laid her hat +on her knee. Then she slowly turned it round and round, examining every +inch of it with profound attention, as women do. They see things in hats +which we do not. + +"Mamma--" Aurora got no further, and went on turning the hat round. + +"Yes? What were you going to say?" + +"Nothing--I have forgotten." The hat revolved steadily. "Are we going to +stay here long?" + +"No. Paris is too expensive. When we have got the few things we want we +will go back to Italy--next week, I should think." + +"I wish we were rich," observed Aurora. + +"I never heard you say that before," answered her mother. "But after +all, wishing does no harm, and I am silly enough to wish we were rich +too." + +"If I married Marcello, I should be very rich," said Aurora, ceasing to +turn the hat, but still contemplating it critically. + +Maddalena looked at her daughter in some surprise. The girl's face was +quite grave. + +"You had better think of getting rich in some other way, my dear," said +the Contessa presently, with an asperity that did not escape Aurora, but +produced no impression on her. + +"I was only supposing," she said. "But if it comes to that, it would be +much better for him to marry me than that good-looking peasant girl he +has picked up." + +The Contessa sat up straight and stared at her in astonishment. There +was a coolness in the speech that positively horrified her. + +"My dear child!" she cried. "What in the world are you talking about?" + +"Regina," answered Aurora, looking up, and throwing the hat upon the +table. "I am talking about Marcello's Regina. Did you suppose I had +never heard of her, and that I did not guess that it was she, the other +night? I had a good look at her. I hate her, but she is handsome. You +cannot deny that." + +"I do not deny it, I'm sure!" The Contessa hardly knew what to say. + +"Very well. Would it not be much better for Marcello if he married me +than if he let Regina marry him, as she will!" + +"I--possibly--you put it so strangely! But I am sure Marcello will never +think of marrying her." + +"Then why does he go about with her, and what is it all for?" Aurora +gazed innocently at her mother, waiting for an answer which did not +come. "Besides," she added, "the girl will marry him, of course." + +"Perhaps. I daresay you are right, and after all, she may be in love +with him. Why should you care, child?" + +"Because he used to be my best friend," Aurora answered demurely. "Is it +wrong to take an interest in one's friends? And I still think of him as +my friend, though I have never had a chance to speak to him since that +day by the Roman shore, when he went off in a rage because I laughed at +him. I wonder whether he has forgotten that! They say he lost his memory +during his illness." + +"What a strange girl you are! You have hardly ever spoken of him in all +this time, and now"--the Contessa laughed as if she thought the idea +absurd--"and now you talk of marrying him!" + +"I have seen Regina," Aurora replied, as if that explained everything. + +The Contessa returned no answer, and she was rather unusually silent and +preoccupied during the rest of that day. She was reflecting that if +Aurora had not chanced to meet Marcello just when Regina was with him +the girl might never have thought of him again, except with a +half-amused recollection of the little romantic tenderness she had once +felt for the friend and playfellow of her childhood. Maddalena was a +wise woman now, and did not underestimate the influence of little things +when great ones were not far off. That is a very important part of +worldly wisdom, which is the science of estimating chances in a game of +which love, hate, marriage, fortune, and social life and death may be +the stakes. + +Her impulse was to prevent Aurora from seeing Marcello for a long time, +for the thought of a possible marriage had never attracted her, and +since the appearance of Regina on the scene every instinct of her nature +was against it. Her pride revolted at the idea that her daughter might +be the rival of a peasant girl, quite as much as at the possibility of +its being said that she had captured her old friend's son for the sake +of his money. But she remembered her own younger years and she judged +Aurora by herself. There had been more in that little romantic +tenderness for Marcello than any one had guessed, much of it had +remained, it had perhaps grown instead of dying out, and the sight of +Regina had awakened it to something much stronger than a girlish fancy. + +Maddalena remembered little incidents now, of which the importance had +escaped her the more easily because the loss of her dearest friend had +made her dull and listless at the time. Aurora had scarcely asked about +Marcello during the weeks that followed his disappearance, but she had +often looked pale and almost ill just then. She had been better after +the news had come that he had been found, though she had barely said +that she was glad to hear of him. Then she had grown more restless than +she used to be, and there had sometimes been a dash of hardness in the +things she said; and her mother was now quite sure that Aurora had +intentionally avoided all mention of Marcello. To-day, she had suddenly +made that rather startling remark about marrying him. All this proved +clearly enough that he had been continually in her thoughts. When very +young people take unusual pains to ignore a certain subject, and then +unexpectedly blurt out some very rough observation about it, the chances +are that they have been thinking of nothing else for a long time. + +A good deal had happened on that afternoon, for what Corbario had said +about Aurora, half playfully and half in earnest, had left Maddalena +under the impression that he had been trying a little experiment on his +own account, to feel his way. Aurora had more than once said in the +preceding years that she did not like his eyes and a certain way he had +of looking at her. He had admired her, even then, and now that he was a +widower it was not at all unlikely that he should think of marrying her. +He was not much more than thirty years old, and he had a singularly +youthful face. There was no objection on the score of his age. He was +rich, at least for his life-time. He had always been called a model +husband while his wife had been alive, and was said to have behaved +with propriety since. Maddalena tried to look at the matter coolly and +dispassionately, as if she did not instinctively dislike him. Why should +he not wish to marry Aurora? No one of the Contessa's acquaintances +would be at all surprised if he did, and most people would say that it +was a very good match, and that Aurora was fortunate to get such a +husband. + +This was precisely what Folco thought; and as it was his nature to think +slowly and act quickly, it is not impossible that he may have revolved +the plan in his mind for a year or two while Aurora was growing up. The +final decision had perhaps been reached on that evening down by the +Roman shore, when Professor Kalmon had held up to his eyes the sure +means of taking the first step towards its accomplishment; and it had +been before him late on the same night when he had stood still in the +verandah holding the precious and terrible little tablet in the hollow +of his hand; and the next morning when he had suddenly seen Marcello +close before him, unconscious of his presence and defenceless. He had +run a great risk in vain that day, since Marcello was still alive, a +risk more awful than he cared to remember now; but it had been safely +passed, and he must never do anything so dangerous again. There was a +far safer and surer way of gaining his end than clumsy murder, and from +what the Contessa had told him of the impression she had received the +accomplishment was not far off. She had said that Marcello had looked +half dead; his delicate constitution could not bear such a life much +longer, and he would soon be dead in earnest. + +Marcello did not write as regularly as Folco pretended, but the latter +had trustworthy and regular news of him from some one else. Twice a +week, wherever he might be, a square envelope came by the post addressed +in a rather cramped feminine hand, the almost unmistakable writing of a +woman who had seen better days and had been put to many shifts in order +to keep up some sort of outward respectability. The information conveyed +was tolerably well expressed, in grammatical Italian; the only names +contained in the letters were those of towns, and hotels, and the like, +and Marcello was invariably spoken of as "our dear patient," and Regina +as "that admirable woman" or "that ideal companion." The writer usually +said that the dear patient seemed less strong than a month ago, or a +week ago, and expressed a fear that he was slowly losing ground. +Sometimes he was better, and the news was accompanied by a conventional +word or two of satisfaction. Again, there would be a detailed account of +his doings, showing that he had slept uncommonly little and had no +appetite, and mentioning with a show of regret the sad fact that he +lived principally on cigarettes, black coffee, and dry champagne. The +ideal companion seemed to be always perfectly well, showed no tendency +to be extravagant, and gave proof of the most constant devotion. The +writer always concluded by promising that Corbario's instructions with +regard to the dear patient should be faithfully carried out in future as +they had been in the past. + +This was very reassuring, and Folco often congratulated himself on the +wisdom he had shown in the selection of Settimia as a maid for Regina. +The woman not only did what was required of her with the utmost +exactitude; she took an evident pleasure in her work, and looked forward +to the fatal result at no very distant time with all the satisfaction +which Corbario could desire. So far everything had gone smoothly. + + + + +CHAPTER XI + + +It was high summer again, and the Roman shore was feverish. In the hot +afternoon Ercole had tramped along the shore with his dog at his heels +as far as Torre San Lorenzo to have a chat with the watchman. They sat +in the shade of the tower, smoking little red clay pipes with long +wooden stems. The chickens walked about slowly, evidently oppressed by +the heat and by a general lack of interest in life, since not a single +grain of maize from the morning feed remained to be discovered on the +disused brick threshing-floor or in the sand that surrounded it. From +some dark recess came the occasional grunt of the pig, attending in +solitude to the business of getting fat before October. Now and then the +watchman's wife moved a chair in the lower room of the tower, or made a +little clatter with some kitchen utensils, and the sounds came out to +the solitude sharply and distinctly. + +There had been a flat calm for several days. Forty yards below the tower +the sea lay along the sandy beach like a strip of glistening white +glass, beyond which was a broader band of greenish blue that did not +glitter; and beyond that, the oily water stretched out to westward in an +unending expanse of neutral tints, arabesqued with current streaks and +struck right across by the dazzling dirty-white blaze of the August sun. + +Swarms of flies chased each other where the two men sat, settled on +their backs and dusty black hats, tried to settle on their faces and +were brushed away, crawled on the ground, on the walls, even on the +chickens, and on the rough coat of Nino, the dog. He followed the +motions of those he saw before him with one bloodshot eye; the other +seemed to be fast asleep. + +From time to time the men exchanged a few words. Ercole had apparently +come over to enjoy the novelty of seeing a human being, and Padre +Francesco, the watchman, was glad to talk with some one besides his +wife. He enjoyed the title of "Padre," because he had once been master +of a small martingane that traded between Civit‡ Vecchia and the south. +In still earlier days he had been in deep water and had been boatswain +of a square-rigger, yet there was nothing about his appearance now to +show that he had been a sailor man. It was ten years since he had left +the sea, and he had turned into a peasant. + +Ercole had told Padre Francesco that the second hay crop had been half +spoilt by thunderstorms; also that the price of wine in Ardea had gone +up, while the price of polenta had remained the same; also that a wild +boar had broken out of the king's preserves near Nettuno and was +supposed to be wandering in the brush not far away; also that if Ercole +and Nino found him they would kill him, and that there would be a feast. +Padre Francesco observed that his wife understood the cooking of wild +boar with vinegar, sugar, pine-nuts, and sweet herbs, and that he +himself knew how to salt the hams; he had also salted the flesh of +porpoises at sea, more than once, and had eaten pickled dog-fish, which +he considered to be nothing but young sharks, in the West Indies. This +did not interest Ercole much, as he had heard it before, and he smoked +in silence for a while. So did Padre Francesco; and both brushed away +the flies. Nino rolled one bloodshot eye at his master, every time the +latter moved; and it grew excessively hot, and the air smelt of +chickens, rotten seaweed, and the pig. Yet both men were enjoying +themselves after a fashion, though Ercole distrusted Padre Francesco, as +he distrusted all human beings, and Padre Francesco looked upon Ercole +as a person having no knowledge of the world, because he had never eaten +pickled dog-fish in the West Indies. + +After a time, Padre Francesco remembered a piece of news which he had +not yet told, cleared his throat, stirred the contents of his pipe with +the point of a dangerous-looking knife, and looked at his companion for +a full minute. + +"Speak," said Ercole, who understood these premonitory signs. + +"There has been one here who asked after you," Padre Francesco began. + +"What species of Christian?" inquired Ercole. + +"He was at the cottage when the blessed soul of the Signora departed, or +just before that. It is a big gentleman with a brown beard and bright +eyes. He looks for things in the sand and in the bushes and amongst the +seaweed. Who knows what he looks for? Perhaps he looks for gold." + +"Or the souls of his dead," suggested Ercole with fine irony. "But I +know this Signore who was at the cottage, with the brown beard and the +bright eyes. He sometimes came to shoot quail. He also killed some. He +is a professor of wisdom." + +"He asked if I knew you, but of course I said I did not. Why should he +ask? How could I know what he wanted of you. I said that I had never +heard of you." + +"You did well. Those who have business with me know where to find me. +What else did he say?" + +"He asked if I had seen the young gentleman this year, and he told me +that he had not seen him since the night before he was lost. So then I +knew that he was a gentleman of some kind, since he had been at the +cottage. I also asked if your masters were never coming to the Roman +shore again." + +"What did he answer?" inquired Ercole, with an air of utter +indifference. + +"He said an evil thing. He said that your young gentleman had gone off +to foreign countries with a pretty peasant from Frascati, whose name was +Regina; that it was she who had nursed him when he was ill, in some inn, +and that out of gratitude, and because she was very pretty, he had +given her much money, and silk dresses and earrings. That is what he +said." + +Ercole gazed down at Nino's bloodshot eye, which was turned to him just +then. + +"A girl called Regina," Ercole grumbled, in a tone even harsher than +usual. + +"That is what he said. Why should he tell me one thing for another? He +said that your young gentleman would perhaps come back when he was tired +of Regina. And he laughed. That is all." + +A low growl from Nino interrupted the conversation. It was very low and +long and then rose quickly and ended in a short bark, as the dog +gathered his powerful hindquarters suddenly and raised himself, +bristling all over and thrusting his sinewy forepaws out before him. +Then the growl began again, but Ercole touched him lightly with the toe +of his hob-nailed boot, and the dog was instantly silent. Both men +looked about, but no one was to be seen. + +"There is a boat on the beach," said Padre Francesco, who had caught the +faint soft sound of the keel running upon the sand. + +They both rose, Ercole picking up his gun as he did so; Nino, seeing +that his master was on the alert, slunk to his heels without growling +any more. A moment later a man's voice was heard calling on the other +side of the tower. + +"Hi! Watchman of the tower! A favour! Watchman of the tower! Hi!" + +Padre Francesco turned the corner, followed by Ercole. A sailor in +scanty ragged clothes and the remains of a rush hat was standing +barefoot in the burning sand, with an earthen jug in his hand. A +battered boat, from which all traces of paint had long since +disappeared, was lying with her nose buried in the sand, not moving in +the oily water. Another man was in her, very much like the first in +looks. + +On seeing Nino at Ercole's heels, the man who was ashore drew back with +an exclamation, as if he were going to run away, but Ercole spoke in a +reassuring tone. + +"Be not afraid," he said. "This dog does not eat Christians. He gets +enough to eat at home. He is not a dog, he is a lamb, and most +affectionate." + +"It is an evil beast," observed the sailor, looking at Nino. "I am +afraid." + +"What do you desire?" inquired Padre Francesco politely. "Is it water +that you wish?" + +"As a favour," answered the man, seeing that the dog did not fly at him. +"A little water to drink. We have been pulling all day; it is hot, and +we have drunk what we had." + +"Come with me," said Padre Francesco. "Where is your vessel?" + +"At Fiumicino. The master sent us on an errand to Porto d'Anzio last +night and we are going back." + +"It is a long pull," observed the watchman. "Tell the other man to come +ashore and rest in the shade. I also have been to sea. The water is not +very good here, but what there is you shall have." + +"Thank you," said the man gratefully, and giving Nino a very wide berth +as he followed Padre Francesco. "We could have got some water at the +Incastro creek, but it would have been the same as drinking the fever." + +"May the Madonna never will that you drink of it," said Padre Francesco, +as they reached the shady side of the tower. "I see that you know the +Roman shore." + +"It is our business," replied the man, taking off his ragged rush hat, +and rubbing his still more ragged blue cotton sleeve over his wet +forehead. "We are people of the sea, bringing wine and lemons to Civit‡ +Vecchia and taking charcoal back. Evil befall this calm weather." + +"And when it blows from the west-southwest we say, evil befall this time +of storm," said Padre Francesco, nodding wisely. "Be seated in the +shade. I will fetch water." + +"And also let us drink here, so that we may take the jug away full." + +"You shall also drink here." The old watchman went into the tower. + +"The last time I passed this way, it was in a west-southwest gale," said +the man, addressing Ercole, who had sat down in his old place with his +dog at his feet. + +"It is an evil shore," Ercole answered. "Many vessels have been lost +here." + +"We were saved by a miracle that time," said the sailor, who seemed +inclined to talk. "I was with a brigantine with wine for Marseilles. +That vessel was like a rock in the sea, she would not move with less +than seven points of the wind in fair weather. We afterwards went to Rio +Janeiro, and it was two years before we got back." + +"So it was two years ago that you passed?" inquired Ercole. + +"Two years ago May or the beginning of June. She was so low in the water +that she would have swamped if we had tried to carry on sail, and with +the sail she could carry she could make no headway; so there we were, +hove to under lower topsail and balance-reefed mainsail and storm-jib, +with a lee shore less than a mile away. We recommended ourselves to the +saints and the souls of purgatory, and our captain said to us, 'My fine +sons, unless the wind shifts in half an hour we must run her ashore and +save the cargo!' That is what he said. But I said that I knew this Roman +shore from a boy, and that sometimes there was no bar at the mouth of +the Incastro, so that a vessel might just slip into the pool where the +reeds grow. You certainly know the place." + +"I know it well," said Ercole. + +"Yes. So I pointed out the spot to our captain, standing beside him, and +he took his glasses and looked to see whether the sea was breaking on +the bar." + +"The bar has not been open since I came here," said Padre Francesco, +returning with water. "And that is ten years." + +The men drank eagerly, one after the other, and there was silence. The +one who had been speaking wiped his mouth with the back of his hand and +drew a long breath of satisfaction. + +"No, I daresay not," he said at last. "The captain looked all along the +shore for a better place. Then he saw a bad thing with his glasses; for +they were fine glasses, and though he was old, he had good sight. And I +stood beside him, and he told me what he saw while he was looking." + +"What did he see?" asked Ercole, watching the man. + +"What did he see? I tell you it was a bad sight! Health to us all, as +many as are here, he saw one man kill another and drag his body into +some bushes." + +"Apoplexy!" observed Ercole, glancing at Padre Francesco. "Are there +brigands here?" + +"I tell you what the captain said. 'There are two men,' said he, 'and +they are like gentlemen by their dress.' 'They shoot quail,' said I, +knowing the shore. 'They have no guns,' said he. Then he cried out, +keeping his glasses to his eyes and steadying himself by the weather +vang. 'God be blessed,' he cried--for he never said an evil word, that +captain,--'one of those gentlemen has struck the other on the back of +the head and killed him! And now he drags his body away towards the +bushes.' And he saw nothing more, but he showed me the place, where +there is a gap in the high bank. Afterwards he said he thought he had +seen a woman too, and that it must have been an affair of jealousy." + +Ercole and Padre Francesco looked at each other in silence for a moment. + +"Did you hear of no murder at that time?" asked the sailor, taking up +the earthen jar full of water. + +"We heard nothing," said Ercole promptly. + +"Nothing," echoed Padre Francesco. "The captain was dreaming. He saw +trees moving in the wind." + +"Don Antonino had good eyes," answered the sailor incredulously. + +"What was the name of your vessel?" asked Padre Francesco. + +"The _Papa_" replied the sailor without a smile. "She was called +_Papa_." + +Ercole stared at him a moment and then laughed; and he laughed so rarely +that it distorted the yellow parchment of his face as if it must crack +it. The sound of his laughter was something like the creaking of a cart +imitated by a ventriloquist. But Padre Francesco knit his bushy brows, +for he thought the sailor was making game of him, who had been boatswain +on a square-rigger. + +"I went to sea for thirty years," he said, "but I never heard of a +vessel called the _Papa_. You have said a silly thing. I have given you +water to drink, and filled your jar. It is not courtesy to jest at men +older than you." + +"Excuse me," answered the man politely. "May it never be that I should +jest at such a respectable man as you seem to be; and, moreover, you +have filled the jar with your own hands. The brigantine was called as I +say. And if you wish to know why, I will tell you. She was built by two +rich brothers of Torre Annunziata, who wished much good to their papa +when he was old and no longer went to sea. Therefore, to honour him, +they called the vessel the _Papa_. This is the truth." + +Lest this should seem extravagantly unlikely to the readers of this +tale, I shall interrupt the conversation to say that I knew the _Papa_ +well, that "she" was built and christened as the sailor said, and that +her name still stood on the register of Italian shipping a few years +ago. She was not a brigantine, however, but a larger vessel, and she was +bark-rigged; and she was ultimately lost in port, during a hurricane. + +"We have learned something to-day," observed Ercole, when the man had +finished speaking. + +"It is true," the man said. "And the name of the captain was Don +Antonino Maresca. He was of Vico." + +"Where is Vico?" inquired Ercole, idly scratching his dog's back with +the stock of his gun. + +"Near Castellamare," answered Padre Francesco, willing to show his +knowledge. + +"One sees that you are a man of the sea," said the sailor, meaning to +please him. "And so we thank you, and we go." + +Ercole and the old watchman saw the two ragged sailors put off in the +battered boat and pull away over the bar; then they went back to the +shade of the tower and sat down again and refilled their pipes, and were +silent for a long time. Padre Francesco's old wife, who had not shown +herself yet, came and stood in the doorway, nodded to Ercole, fanned +herself with her apron, counted the chickens in sight, and observed that +the weather was hot. Then she went in again. + +"It is easy to remember the name of that ship," said Ercole at last, +without glancing at his companion. + +"And the master was Antonino Maresca of Vico," said Padre Francesco. + +"But the truth is that it is none of our business," said Ercole. + +"The captain was mistaken," said Padre Francesco. + +"He saw trees moving in the wind," said Ercole. + +Then they looked at each other and nodded. + +"Perhaps the Professor was mistaken about the girl, and the silk dress +and the gold earrings," suggested Padre Francesco, turning his eyes +away. + +"He was certainly mistaken," asserted Ercole, watching him closely. "And +moreover it is none of our business." + +"None whatever." + +They talked of other things, making remarks at longer and longer +intervals, till the sun sank near the oily sea, and Ercole took his +departure, much wiser in regard to Marcello's disappearance than when he +had come. He followed the long beach for an hour till he came to the gap +in the bank. There he stopped, and proceeded to examine the place +carefully, going well inside it, and then turning to ascertain exactly +where Marcello must have been when he was struck, since at that moment +he must have been distinctly visible from the brigantine. The gap was so +narrow that it was not hard to fix upon the spot where the deed had been +done, especially as the captain had seen Marcello dragged quickly away +towards the bushes. Every word of the sailor's story was stamped with +truth; and so it came about that when Corbario believed himself at last +quite safe, a man in his own pay suddenly discovered the whole truth +about the attempted crime, even to the name of the principal witness. + +It was only in the quail season, when there were poachers about, during +April, May, and early June, that Ercole lived in his straw hut, a little +way from the cottage. He spent the rest of the year in a small stone +house that stood on a knoll in sight of Ardea, high enough to be +tolerably safe from the deadly Campagna fever. Every other day an old +woman from the village brought him a copper conca full of water; once a +month she came and washed for him. When he needed supplies he went to +Ardea for them himself. His dwelling was of elementary simplicity, +consisting of two rooms, one above the other, with grated windows and +heavy shutters. In the lower one he cooked and ate, in the upper chamber +he slept and kept his few belongings, which included a plentiful supply +of ammunition, his Sunday clothes, his linen, and his papers. The latter +consisted of a copy of his certificate of birth, his old military +pass-book, showing that he had served his time in an infantry regiment, +had been called in for six weeks' drill in the reserve, had been a +number of years in the second reserve, and had finally been discharged +from all military service. This booklet serves an Italian throughout +life as a certificate of identity, and is necessary in order to obtain a +passport to leave the country. Ercole kept his, with two or three other +yellow papers, tied up in an old red cotton handkerchief in the bottom +of the chest that held his clothes. + +When he got home after his visit to Padre Francesco he took the package +out, untied the handkerchief, and looked through all the papers, one by +one, sitting by the grated window in the twilight. He could read, and +had once been able to write more or less intelligibly, and he knew by +heart the contents of the paper he wanted, though he had not unfolded it +for years. He now read it carefully, and held it some time open in his +hand before he put it back with the rest. He held it so long, while he +looked out of his grated window, that at last he could see the little +lights twinkling here and there in the windows of Ardea, and it was +almost dark in the room. Nino grew restless, and laid his grim head on +Ercole's knee, and his bloodshot eyes began to glow in the dark like +coals. Then Ercole moved at last. + +"Ugly animal, do you wish me well?" he asked, rubbing the dog's head +with his knotty hand. "If you are good, you shall go on a journey with +me." + +Nino's body moved in a way which showed that he would have wagged his +tail if he had possessed one, and he uttered a strange gurgling growl of +satisfaction. + +The next morning, the old woman came before sunrise with water. + +"You need not bring any more, till I let you know," Ercole said. "I am +going away on business for a few days, and I shall shut up the house." + +"For anything that is in it, you might leave the door open," grumbled +the hag, who was of a sour temper. "Give me my pay before you go." + +"You fear that I am going to America," retorted Ercole, producing an old +sheepskin purse from the inside of his waistcoat. "Here is your money. +Four trips, four pennies. Count them and go in peace." + +He gave her the coppers, and she carefully tied them up in a corner of +her ragged kerchief. + +"And the bread?" she asked anxiously. + +Ercole went to the blackened cupboard, took out the remains of a stale +loaf, drew a big clasp-knife from his pocket, and cut off a moderate +slice. + +"Eat," he said, as he gave it to her. + +She went away grumbling, and Nino growled after her, standing on the +door-step. When she was a hundred yards from the house, he lay down with +his jaw on his forepaws and continued to watch her till she was out of +sight; then he gave a snort of satisfaction and immediately went to +sleep. + +Ercole left his home after sunset that evening. He locked both the upper +and lower doors and immediately dropped the huge key into a crevice in +the stone steps, from which one might have supposed that it would not +be easy to recover it; but he doubtless knew what he was about. He might +have had one of the little horses from the farm if he had wanted one, +for he was a privileged person, but he preferred to walk. To a man of +his wiry frame thirty or forty miles on foot were nothing, and he could +easily have covered the distance in a night; but he was not going so +far, by any means, and a horse would only have been in the way. He +carried his gun, from force of habit, and he had his gun-licence in his +pocket, with his other papers, tied up in the old red handkerchief. +There was all that was left of the stale loaf, with the remains of some +cheese, in a canvas bag, he had slung over his shoulder, and he had +plenty of money; for his wages were good, and he never spent more than +half of what he received, merely because he had no wants, and no +friends. + +Under the starlight he walked at a steady pace by familiar paths and +byways, so as to avoid the village and strike the highroad at some +distance beyond it. Nino followed close at his heels and perfectly +silent, and the pair might have been dangerous to any one inclined to +quarrel with them. + +When Ercole was in sight of Porta San Sebastiano it was past midnight, +and he stood still to fill and light his little clay pipe. Then he went +on; but instead of entering the gate he took the road to the right +again, along the Via Appia Nuova. Any one might have supposed that he +would have struck across to that highroad some time before reaching the +city, but it was very long since Ercole had gone in that direction; +many new roads had been opened and some old ones had been closed, and he +was simply afraid of losing his way in a part of the Campagna no longer +familiar to him. + +[Illustration: "ERCOLE LEFT HIS HOME AFTER SUNSET THAT EVENING"] + +A short distance from the gate, where the inn stands that goes by the +name of Baldinotti, he took the turning to the left, which is the +Frascati road; and after that he walked more slowly, often stopping and +peering into the gloom to right and left, as if he were trying to +recognise objects in the Campagna. + + + + +CHAPTER XII + + +Corbario was not pleased with the account given by Settimia in the +letter she wrote him after reaching Pontresina with Regina and Marcello, +who had chosen the Engadine as the coolest place he could think of in +which to spend the hot months, and had preferred Pontresina to Saint +Moritz as being quieter and less fashionable. Settimia wrote that the +dear patient had looked better the very day after arriving; that the +admirable companion was making him drink milk and go to bed at ten +o'clock; that the two spent most of the day in the pine-woods, and that +Marcello already talked of an excursion up the glacier and of climbing +some of the smaller peaks. If the improvement continued, Settimia wrote, +it was extremely likely that the dear patient would soon be better than +he had ever been in his life. + +Folco destroyed the letter, lit a cigarette, and thought the matter +over. He had deemed it wise to pretend assent when the Contessa had +urged him to join Marcello at once, but he had not had the least +intention of doing so, and had come back to Paris as soon as he was sure +that the Contessa was gone. But he had made a mistake in his +calculations. He had counted on Regina for the love of excitement, +display, and inane dissipation which women in her position very often +develop when they find that a man will give them anything they like; and +he had counted very little on her love for Marcello. Folco was still +young enough to fall into one of the most common errors of youth, which +is to believe most people worse than they are. Villains, as they grow +older, learn that unselfish devotion is more common than they had +thought, and that many persons habitually speak the truth, for +conscience' sake; finding this out, villains have been known to turn +into good men in their riper years, and have sometimes been almost +saints in their old age. Corbario smoked his cigarette and mentally +registered his mistake, and it is to be feared that the humiliation he +felt at having made it was much more painful than the recollection of +having dropped one deadly tablet into a little bottle that contained +many harmless ones. He compared it in his mind to the keen +disappointment he had felt when he had gone down to hide Marcello's +body, and had discovered that he had failed to kill him. It is true that +what he had felt then had been accompanied by the most awful terror he +could imagine, but he distinguished clearly between the one sensation +and the other. There was nothing to fear now; he had simply lost time, +but that was bad enough, since it was due to his own stupidity. + +He thought over the situation carefully and considered how much it would +be wise to risk. Another year of the life Marcello had been leading in +Paris would have killed him to a certainty; perhaps six months would +have done it. But a summer spent at Pontresina, living as it was clear +that Regina meant him to live, would give the boy strength enough to +last much longer, and might perhaps bring him out of all danger. + +Corbario considered what might be done, went over many plans in his +mind, compared many schemes, for the execution of some of which he might +have paid dearly; and in the end he was dissatisfied with all, and began +over again. Still he reached no conclusion, and he attributed the fault +to his own dulness, and his dulness to the life he had been leading of +late, which was very much that which he wished Marcello to lead. But he +had always trusted his nerves, his ingenuity, and his constitution; if +one of the three were to fail him, now that he was rich, it was better +that it should be his ingenuity. + +He made up his mind to go to the Engadine and see for himself how +matters looked. He could stay at Saint Moritz, or even Samaden, so as +not to disturb Marcello's idyl, and Marcello could come down alone to +see him. He should probably meet acquaintances, and would give them to +understand that he had come in order to get rid of Regina and save his +stepson from certain destruction. Society was very lenient to young men +as rich as Marcello, he reflected, but was inclined to lay all the blame +of their doings on their natural guardians. There was no reason why +Corbario should expose himself to such criticism, and he was sure that +the Contessa had only said what many people clearly thought, namely, +that he was allowing Marcello far too much liberty. The world should see +that he was doing his duty by the boy. + +He left Paris with regret, as he always did, after writing to Marcello +twenty-four hours beforehand. He wrote at the same time to Settimia. + +"Folco will be here to-morrow," Marcello said, as he and Regina sat +under the pine-trees beyond the stream, a little way above the town. + +Regina sat leaning against the trunk of a tree, and Marcello lay on his +side, resting on his elbow and looking up to her. He saw her face +change. + +"Why should he come here?" she asked. "We are so happy!" + +"He will not disturb us," Marcello answered. "He will stop at Saint +Moritz. I shall go down to see him there. I am very fond of him, you +know, and we have not seen each other for at least two months. I shall +be very glad to see him." + +The colour was sinking in Regina's face, and her eyelids were almost +closed. + +"You are the master," she said quietly enough. "You will do as you +will." + +He was surprised, and he felt a little resentment at her tone. He liked +her better when she dominated him, as on that night in Paris when she +had made him promise to come away, and had refused to let him drink more +wine, and had sent him to bed like a child. Now she spoke as her +forefathers, serfs born to the plough and bound to the soil, must have +spoken to their lords and owners. There was no ancient aristocratic +blood in his own veins; he was simply a middle-class Italian gentleman +who chanced to be counted with the higher class because he had been born +very rich, had been brought up by a lady, and had been more or less well +educated. That was all. It did not seem natural to him that she should +call him "the master" in that tone. He knew that she was not his equal, +but somehow it was a little humiliating to have to own it, and he often +wished that she were. Often, not always; for he had never been sure that +he should have cared to make her his wife, had she been ever so well +born. He scarcely knew what he really wanted now, for he had lost his +hold on himself, and was content with mere enjoyment from day to day. He +could no longer imagine living without her, and while he was conscious +that the present state of things could not last very long, he could not +face the problem of the future. + +He did not answer at once, and she sat quite still, almost closing her +eyes. + +"Why should you be displeased because I am going to see Folco?" he asked +after a while. + +"He comes to take you away from me," she answered, without moving. + +"That is absurd!" cried Marcello, annoyed by her tone. + +"No. It is true. I know it." + +"You are unreasonable. He is the best friend I have in the world. Do you +expect me to promise that I will never see him again?" + +"You are the master." + +She repeated the words in the same dull tone, and her expression did not +change in the least. Marcello moved and sat up opposite to her, clasping +his hands round his knees. He was very thin, but the colour was already +coming back to his face, and his eyes did not look tired. + +"Listen to me," he said. "You must put this idea out of your head. It +was Folco who found the little house in Trastevere for you. He arranged +everything. It was he who got you Settimia. He did everything to make +you comfortable, and he has never disturbed us once when we have been +together. He never so much as asked where I was going when I used to go +down to see you every afternoon. No friend could have done more." + +"I know it," Regina answered; but still there was something in her tone +which he could not understand. + +"Then why do you say that he means to separate us?" + +Regina did not reply, but she opened her eyes and looked into Marcello's +long and lovingly. She knew something that he did not know, and which +had haunted her long. When Folco had come to the bedside in the +hospital, she had seen the abject terror in his face, the paralysing +fear in his attitude, the trembling limbs and the cramped fingers. It +had only lasted a moment, but she could never forget it. A child would +have remembered how Folco looked then, and Regina knew that there was a +mystery there which she could not understand, but which frightened her +when she thought of it. Folco had not looked as men do who see one they +love called back from almost certain death. + +"What are you thinking?" Marcello asked, for her deep look stirred his +blood, and he forgot Folco and everything in the world except the +beautiful creature that sat there, within his reach, in the lonely +pine-woods. + +She understood, and turned her eyes to the distance; and she saw the +quiet room in the hospital, the iron bedstead painted white, the smooth +pillow, Marcello's emaciated head, and Corbario's face. + +"I was thinking how you looked when you were ill," she answered simply. + +The words and the tone broke the soft little spell that had been weaving +itself out of her dark eyes. Marcello drew a short, impatient breath and +threw himself on his side again, supporting his head on his hand and +looking down at the brown pine-needles. + +"You do not know Folco," he said discontentedly. "I don't know why you +should dislike him." + +"I will tell you something," Regina answered. "When you are tired of me, +you shall send me away. You shall throw me away like an old coat." + +"You are always saying that!" returned Marcello, displeased. "You know +very well that I shall never be tired of you. Why do you say it?" + +"Because I shall not complain. I shall not cry, and throw myself on my +knees, and say, 'For the love of heaven, take me back!' I am not made +like that. I shall go, without any noise, and what must be will be. +That is all. Because I want nothing of you but love, I shall go when you +have no more love. Why should I ask you for what you have not? That +would be like asking charity of the poor. It would be foolish. But I +shall tell you something else." + +"What?" asked Marcello, looking up to her face again, when she had +finished her long speech. + +"If any one tries to make me go before you are tired of me, it shall be +an evil day for him. He shall wish that he had not been born into this +world." + +"You need not fear," Marcello said. "No one shall come between us." + +"Well, I have spoken. It does not matter whether I fear Signor Corbario +or not, but if you like I will tell him what I have told you, when he +comes. In that way he will know." + +She spoke quietly, and there was no murderous light in her eyes, nor any +dramatic gesture with the words; but she was a little paler than before, +and there was an odd fixedness in her expression, and Marcello knew that +she was deeply moved, by the way she fell back into her primitive +peasant's speech, not ungrammatical, but oddly rough and forcible +compared with the language of educated society which she had now learned +tolerably well from him. + +After that she was silent for a while, and then they talked as usual, +and the day went by as other days had gone. + +On the next afternoon Folco Corbario reached Saint Moritz and sent a +note up to Marcello asking him to come down on the following morning. + +Regina was left alone for a few hours, and she went out with the idea of +taking a long walk by herself. It would be a relief and almost a +pleasure to walk ten miles in the clear air, breathing the perfume of +the pines and listening to the roar of the torrent. Marcello could not +walk far without being tired, and she never thought of herself when he +was with her; but when she was alone a great longing sometimes came over +her to feel the weight of a conca full of water on her head, to roll up +her sleeves and scrub the floors, to carry burdens and work with her +hands all day long, as she had done ever since she was a child, with the +certainty of being tired and hungry and sleepy afterwards. Her hands had +grown smooth and white in a year, and her feet were tender, and she had +almost forgotten what bodily weariness meant. + +But she was alone this morning, and she was full of gloomy +presentiments. To stay indoors, or even to go and sit in the accustomed +place under the pine-trees, would be unbearable. She felt quite sure +that when Marcello came back he would be changed, that his expression +would be less frank and natural, that he would avoid her eyes, and that +by and by he would tell her something that would hurt her very much. +Folco had come to take him away, she was quite sure, and it would be +intolerable to sit still and think of it. + +She walked fast along the road that leads to the Rosegg glacier, not +even glancing at the few people she met, though most of them stared at +her, for almost every one in Pontresina knew who she was. The reputation +of a great beauty is soon made, and Regina had been seen often enough in +Paris alone with Marcello in a box at the theatre, or dining with him +and two or three other young men at Ritz's or the CafÈ Anglais, to be an +object of interest to the clever Parisian "chroniclers." The papers had +duly announced the fact that the beauty had arrived at Pontresina, and +the dwellers in the hotel were delighted to catch a glimpse of her, +while those at Saint Moritz wished that she and Marcello had taken up +their quarters there instead of in the higher village. Old maids with +shawls and camp-stools glared at her round the edge of their parasols. +English girls looked at her in frank admiration, till they were reproved +by their mothers, who looked at her with furtive interest. Young +Englishmen pretended not to see her at all, as they strode along with +their pipes in their mouths; but they had an odd habit of being about +when she passed. An occasional party of German students, who are the +only real Bohemians left to the world in these days of progress, went +sentimentally mad about her for twenty-four hours, and planned serenades +in her honour which did not come off. A fashionable Italian composer +dedicated a song to her, and Marcello asked him to dinner, for which he +was more envied by the summer colony than for his undeniable talent. The +Anglican clergyman declared that he would preach a sermon against her +wickedness, but the hotel-keepers heard of his intention and +unanimously requested him to let her alone, which, he did, reluctantly +yielding to arguments which shall remain a secret. A certain Archduchess +who was at Saint Moritz and was curious to see her adopted the simple +plan of asking her to tea without knowing her, at which Marcello was +furious; a semi-imperial Russian personage unblushingly scraped +acquaintance with Marcello and was extremely bland for a few days, in +the hope of being introduced to Regina. When he found that this was +impossible, he went away, not in the least disconcerted, and he was +heard to say that the girl "would go far." + +Regina would have been blind if she had not been aware that she +attracted all this attention, and as she was probably not intended by +nature for a saint, she would have been pleased by it if there had been +room in her thoughts for any one but Marcello--even for herself. + +She walked far up the road, and after the first mile or two she met no +one. At that hour the people who made excursions were already far away, +and those who meant to do nothing stayed nearer to Pontresina. She grew +tired of the road after a time. It led straight to the foot of the +glacier, and she was not attracted by snow and ice as northern people +are; there was something repellent to her in the thought of the +bleakness and cold, and the sunshine itself looked as hard as the +distant peaks on which it fell. But on the right there were rocky spurs +of the mountains, half covered with short trees and brilliant with wild +flowers that grew in little natural gardens here and there, not far +below the level of perpetual snow. She left the road, and began to climb +where there was no path. The air was delicious with the scent of flowers +and shrubs; there were alp-roses everywhere, and purple gentian, and the +little iva blossom that has an aromatic smell, and on tiny moss ledges +the cold white stars of the edelweiss seemed to be keeping themselves as +far above reach as they could. But she climbed as lightly as a savage +woman, and picked them and sat down to look at them in the sunshine. +Just beyond where she rested, the rock narrowed suddenly to a steep +pass, within which were dark shadows. People who do not attempt anything +in the way of ascending peaks often wander in that direction in search +of edelweiss, but Regina fancied that she was sure to be alone as long +as she pleased to stay. + +If she had not been sure of that she would not have taken off her left +shoe to shake out some tiny thing that had got into it and that annoyed +her. It turned out to be a bit of pine-needle. It was pleasant to feel +her foot freed from the hot leather and resting on the thick moss, and +so the other shoe came off too, and was turned upside down and shaken, +as an excuse, for there was nothing in it, and both feet rested in the +moss, side by side. She wished she could take off her stockings, and if +there had been a stream she would have done it, so sure was she that no +one would disturb her, up there amongst the rocks and ever so far from +Pontresina. It would have been delightful to paddle in the cold running +water, for it was much hotter than she had ever supposed that it could +be in such a place. + +She took off her straw hat, and fanned herself gently with it, letting +the sunshine fall full upon her thick black hair. She had never owned a +hat in her life till she had been installed in the little house in +Trastevere, and she hated the inconvenient things. What was her hair +for, if it could not protect her head? But a straw hat made a very good +fan. The air was hot and still, and there were none of those thousand +little sounds which she would have heard in the chestnut woods above +Frascati. + +A little cry broke the silence, and she turned her head in the direction +whence it came. Then she dropped her hat, sprang to her feet, and ran +forwards, forgetting that she had no shoes on. She saw a figure clinging +to the rocks, where they suddenly narrowed, and she heard the cry again, +desperate with fear and weak with effort. A young girl had evidently +been trying to climb down, when she had lost her footing, and had only +been saved from a bad fall because her grey woollen frock had caught her +upon a projecting point of granite, giving her time to snatch at the +strong twigs of some alp-roses, and to find a very slight projection on +which she could rest the toe of one shoe. She was hanging there with her +face to the rock, eight or ten feet from the ground, which was strewn +with big stones, and she was in such a position that she seemed unable +to turn her head in order to look down. + +In ten seconds Regina was standing directly below the terrified girl, +raising herself on tiptoe, and trying to reach her feet with her hands, +to guide them to a hold; but she could not. + +"Don't be frightened," Regina said in Italian, which was the only +language she knew. + +"I cannot hold on!" answered the girl, trying to look down, but feeling +that her foot would slip if she turned her head far enough. + +"Yes, you can," Regina replied, too much roused to be surprised that the +answer had come in her own language. "Your dress will hold you, even if +you let go with your hands. It is new and it is strong, and it is fairly +caught on the rock. I can see that." + +"But I can't hang here until you go and get help," cried the girl, not +much reassured. + +"I am going to climb to the top by an easier way and pull you up again," +Regina answered. "Then we can get down together." + +While Regina was speaking she had already begun the ascent, which was +easy enough for her, at the point she had chosen, though many an Alpine +climber might have envied the quickness and sureness of her hold with +feet and hands. She realised that she had forgotten her shoes now, and +was glad that she had taken them off. + +"One minute more!" she cried in an encouraging tone, when she had almost +reached the top. + +"Quick!" came the imploring answer. + +Then Regina was lying flat on the ledge above the girl, stretching both +hands down and catching the slender white wrists with a hold like +steel. And then, feeling herself held and safe to move, the girl looked +up, and Regina was looking into Aurora's face below her. For one instant +the two did not recognise each other, for they had only seen each other +once, by night, under the portico of the ThÈ‚tre FranÁais. But an +instant later a flush of anger rose to Aurora's forehead, and the dark +woman turned pale, and her brows were suddenly level and stern. They +hated each other, as the one hung there held by the other's hands, and +the black eyes gazed savagely into the angry blue ones. Aurora was not +frightened any longer; she was angry because she was in Regina's power. +The strong woman could save her if she would, and Aurora would despise +herself ever afterwards for having been saved by her. Or the strong +woman could let her fall, and she would probably be maimed for life if +she were not killed outright. That seemed almost better. She had never +understood before what it could mean to be altogether in the power of an +enemy. + +Regina meant to save her; that was clear. With quick, commanding words +she told her what to do. + +"Set your knees against the rock and pull yourself up a little by my +hands. So! I can pull you higher now. Get one knee well on that ledge. +Now I will hold your left hand with both mine while you disentangle your +frock from the point. Now put your right hand round my neck while I +raise myself a little. Yes, that way. Now, hold on tight!" + +Regina made a steady effort, lifting fully half Aurora's weight with +her, as she got first upon one knee and then upon both. + +[Illustration: "REGINA MADE A STEADY EFFORT, LIFTING FULLY HALF AURORA'S +WEIGHT WITH HER."] + +"There! Take breath and then scramble over the edge," she said. + +A few seconds, another effort, and Aurora sank exhausted beside Regina, +half sitting, half lying, and resting on one hand. + +She looked up sideways at the dark woman's face; for Regina stood +upright, gazing down into the valley. Aurora turned her eyes away, and +then looked up again; she had recovered her breath now. + +"Thank you," she said, with an effort. + +"It is nothing," Regina answered in an indifferent tone, and without so +much as moving her head; she was no more out of breath than if she had +been sitting still. + +The fair girl hated her at that moment as she had never hated any one in +her short life, nor had ever dreamed of hating. The flush of anger rose +again and again to her forehead, to the very roots of her auburn hair, +and lingered a second and sank again. Regina stood perfectly motionless, +her face as unchanging as marble. + +Aurora rose to her feet, and leaned against the rock. She had suddenly +felt herself at a disadvantage in remaining seated on the ground while +her adversary was standing. It was the instinct of the animal that +expects to be attacked. When two people who hate each other or love each +other very much meet without warning in a very lonely place, the fierce +old passions of the stone age may take hold of them and sway them, even +nowadays. + +For a time that seemed long, there was silence; without words each knew +that the other had recognised her. The peasant woman spoke first, though +with an evident effort, and without turning her eyes. + +"When you are rested, we will go down," she said. + +Aurora moved a step towards the side on which Regina had climbed up. + +"I think I can get down alone," she answered coldly. + +Regina looked at her and laughed with a little contempt. + +"You will break your neck if you try," she said. "You cannot climb at +all!" + +"I think I can get down," Aurora repeated. + +She went to the edge and was going to begin the attempt when Regina +seized her by the wrist and dragged her back in spite of her resistance. + +"I have something to tell you first," Regina said. "Afterwards I will +take you down, and you shall not fall. You shall reach the bottom safely +and go home alone, or I will show you the way, as you please." + +"Let go of my wrist!" Aurora spoke angrily, for the strong grasp hurt +her and humiliated her. + +"Listen to me," continued Regina, loosing her hold at once. "I am +Regina. You are Aurora. We have heard of each other, and we have met. +Let us talk. This is a good place and we are alone, and the day is +long, and we may not meet again soon. We will say what we have to say +now, and then we will part." + +"What is there to be said?" Aurora asked coldly and drawing back a +little. + +"We two love the same man," Regina said. "Is that nothing? You know it +is true. If we were not Christians we should try to kill each other +here, where it is quiet. I could easily have killed you just now, and I +wished to." + +"I wonder why you did not!" exclaimed Aurora, rather scornfully. + +"I thought with myself thus: 'If I kill her, I shall always have the +satisfaction of it as long as I live. This is the truth. But I shall go +to prison for many years and shall not see him again, therefore I will +not do it. Besides, it will not please him. If it would make him happy I +would kill her, even if I were to go to the galleys for it. But it would +not. He would be very angry.' This is what I thought; and I pulled you +up. And now, I will not let you hurt yourself in getting down, because +he would be angry with me if he knew that it was my fault." + +Aurora listened to this extraordinary argument in silent surprise. She +was not in the least frightened, but she saw at a glance that Regina was +quite in earnest, and she knew her own people, and that the Roman +peasants are not the gentlest of the Italians. + +"He would be very angry," Regina repeated. "I am sure he would!" + +"Why should he be angry?" Aurora asked, in a tone half contemptuous and +yet half sad. + +"I know he would, because when he raved in his fever he used to call for +you." + +Aurora started and fixed her eyes on Regina's. + +"Yes," Regina said, answering the look. "He often called you by name. He +loved you once." + +She pronounced the words with an accent of pity, drawing herself up to +her full height; and there was triumph in the light of her eyes. It is +not every woman that has a chance of saying so much to her rival. + +"We were children then," Aurora said, in the very words she had used to +her mother more than two years earlier. + +She was almost as pale as Regina now, for the thrust had been straight +and sure, and right at her heart. But she was prouder than the peasant +woman who had wounded her. + +"I have heard that you saved his life," she said presently. "And he +loves you. You are happy!" + +"I should always be happy if he and I were alone in the world," Regina +answered, for she was a little softened by the girl's tone. "But even +now they are trying to part us." + +"To part you?" Again Aurora looked up suddenly. "Who is trying to do +that? A woman?" + +Regina laughed a little. + +"You are jealous," she said. "That shows that you love him still. No. It +is not a woman." + +"Corbario?" The name rose instinctively to Aurora's lips. + +"Yes," Regina answered. "That is why I am left alone this morning. +Signor Corbario is at Saint Moritz and Marcello is gone down to see him. +I know he is trying to separate us. You did not know that he was so +near?" + +"We only came yesterday afternoon," Aurora answered. "We did not know +that--that Signor Consalvi was here, or we should not have come at all." + +It had stung her to hear Regina speak of him quite naturally by his +first name. Regina felt the rebuke. + +"I am truly sorry that I should have accidentally found myself in your +path," she said, emphasising the rather grand phrase, and holding her +handsome head very high. + +Aurora almost smiled at this sudden manifestation of the peasant's +nature, and wondered whether Regina ever said such things to Marcello, +and whether, if she did, they jarred on him very much. The speech had +the very curious effect of restoring Aurora's sense of superiority, and +she answered more kindly. + +"You need not be sorry," she said. "If you had not chanced to be here I +should probably be lying amongst the rocks down there with several +broken bones." + +"If it were not by my fault I should not care," Regina retorted, with +elementary frankness. + +"But I should!" Aurora laughed, in spite of herself, and liking this +phase of Regina's character better than any she had yet seen. "Come," +she said, with a sudden generous impulse, and holding out her hand, +"let us stop quarrelling. You saved me from a bad accident, and I was +too ungenerous to be grateful. I thank you now, with all my heart." + +Regina was surprised and stared hard at her for a moment, and then +glanced at her outstretched hand. + +"You would not take my hand if there were any one here to see." + +"Why not?" + +"Because they have told you that I am a wicked woman," Regina answered, +a slight blush rising in her cheeks. "And perhaps it is true. But it was +for him." + +"I would take your hand anywhere, because you saved his life," said +Aurora, and her voice shook a little as she said the last words. "And +besides, no one has told me that you are wicked. Come, what is the use +of hating each other?" + +Regina took her hand reluctantly, but not suspiciously, and held it a +moment. + +"It does not mean that I shall not hate you if he ever loves you again," +she said. "If I made you think that it would be treachery, and that is +the worst sin." + +"It only means that I thank you now, quite honestly," Aurora answered, +and their hands parted. + +"Very well." Regina seemed satisfied. "And I thank you for taking my +hand," she added, with something oddly like real gratitude, "and because +you said you would do it anywhere, even before other women. I know what +I am, and what people call me. But it was for him. Let us not talk of +it any more. I will help you down, and you shall go home alone." + +"My mother is waiting for me far down, towards the village," Aurora +said. + +"All the better. A young lady like you should not go about without any +one. It is not proper." + +Aurora suppressed a smile at the thought of being reproved concerning +the proprieties by "Marcello's Regina," and she began the descent. +Regina went down first, facing the rock, and planting the young girl's +feet in the best stepping places, one after the other, with constant +warnings and instructions as to holding on with her hands. They reached +the bottom in safety, and came to the place where Regina had left her +hat and shoes. She sat down where she had been sitting when she had +first heard the cry, and began to put them on. + +"I had taken them off for coolness as I sat here," she explained. "You +see, until I was fourteen I only wore them on Sundays." + +"And yet you have such beautiful feet," Aurora said. + +"Have I?" Regina asked indifferently. "I thought all feet were alike. +But I have torn my stocking--it is hard to get the shoe on." + +"Let me help you." Aurora knelt down quickly, and began to loosen the +lacing further, but Regina protested, flushing deeply and trying to draw +her foot back. + +"No, no!" she cried. "You are a lady!" + +"What difference does that make?" asked Aurora, laughing and insisting. + +"This is not right!" Regina still protested, and the blush had not left +her cheeks. + +But Aurora smoothed the torn stocking under the sole of each foot, and +slipped on the shoes, which were by no means tight, and tied the lacing +fast. + +"Thank you, Signorina," Regina said, much confused. "You are too good!" + +She picked up her hat and put it on, but she was not clever with the +pin, for she was used to having Settimia do everything for her which she +had not learned to do for herself before she had come to Rome. + +"I can never manage it without Settimia," she said, as if excusing +herself for her awkwardness, as she again submitted to Aurora's help. + +"Settimia?" repeated the young girl, as she put the hat on and thrust a +long pin through it. "Who is Settimia?" + +"Our--I mean my maid," Regina explained. "Thank you. You are too good!" + +"It is an uncommon name," Aurora said, looking critically at the hat. +"But I think I have heard it before." + +"She is a wonderful woman. She knows French. She knows everything!" + +Aurora said nothing to this, but seemed to be trying to recall something +she had long forgotten. Regina was very busy in her turn, pulling down +the girl's frock all round, and brushing it with her hand as well as +she could, and picking off bits of dry grass and thistles that clung to +the grey woollen. Aurora thanked her. + +"The way down is very easy now," Regina said. "A few steps farther on we +can see the road." + +"After all, why should you not come with me till we find my mother?" +Aurora asked. + +"No," Regina answered with quiet decision. "I am what I am. You must not +be seen with Regina. Do not tell your mother that you have been with me, +and I shall not tell Marcello--I mean, Signor Consalvi." + +"Why not?" + +"Neither of them would be pleased. Trust me. I know the world. Good-bye, +and the Madonna accompany you; and remember what I said when I took your +hand." + +So they parted, and Regina stood up a long time, and watched the slender +grey figure descending to the road in the valley. + + + + +CHAPTER XIII + + +"Variety, my dear Marcello, variety! There is nothing like it. If I were +you, I would make some change, for your life must be growing monotonous, +and besides, though I have not the least intention of reading you a +lecture, you have really made your doings unnecessarily conspicuous of +late. The Paris chroniclers have talked about you enough for the +present. Don't you think so? Yes, finish the bottle. I always told you +that champagne was good for you." + +Marcello filled his glass and sipped the wine before he answered. It had +not gone to his head, but there was colour in his lean cheeks, his eyes +were brighter than usual, and he felt the familiar exhilaration which he +had missed of late. + +"I have been drinking milk for ten days," he said with a smile, as he +set down the glass. + +"Good in its way, no doubt," Corbario answered genially, "but a little +tiresome. One should often change from simple things to complicated +ones. It is the science of enjoyment. Besides, it is bad for the +digestion to live always on bread and milk." + +"I don't live on that altogether," laughed Marcello. + +"I mean it metaphorically, my dear boy. There is such a thing as +simplifying one's existence too much. That sometimes ends in getting +stuck. Now you cannot possibly allow yourself to get stuck in your +present position. You know what I mean. Oh, I don't blame you! If I were +your age I should probably do the same thing, especially if I had your +luck. Blame you? No! Not in the least. The cigarettes are there. You've +not given up smoking too? No, that's right. A man without a small vice +is as uninteresting as a woman without a past or a landscape without +shadows. Cigarettes never hurt anybody. Look at me! I used to smoke +fifty a day when I was your age." + +Marcello blew a cloud of smoke, stirred his coffee, and leaned back. He +had scarcely heard what Corbario said, but the elder man's careless +chatter had put him at his ease. + +"Folco," he said quietly, "I want to ask you a question, and I want you +to answer me seriously. Will you?" + +"As well as I can," answered Corbario, instantly changing his tone and +growing earnest. + +"Don't be surprised," Marcello said, half apologetically, as if he were +already weakening. "I shall never do anything without your advice. Of +course you know how I feel about all this, that I am leading a +disorderly life, and--well, you understand!" + +"Perfectly, my dear boy. I only wish to help you out of it as soon as +possible, if you want to be helped. I'm quite sure that you will pull +through in time. I have always believed in you." + +"Thank you. I know you have. Well, I'll ask you my question. You know +well enough that I shall never care for society much, don't you?" + +"Society will care for you," answered Folco. "What is the question?" + +"I'm coming to it, but I want to explain, or it will not be quite clear. +You see, it is not as if I were a personage in the world." + +"What sort of personage? Please explain." + +"I mean, if I were the head of a great house, with a great title and +hereditary estate." + +"What has that to do with it?" Folco was mystified. + +"If I were, it would make a difference, I suppose. But I'm not. I'm +plain Marcello Consalvi, no better than any one else." + +"But vastly richer," Folco suggested. + +"I wish I were not. I wish I were a poor clerk, working for my living." + +"The air of this place is not good for you, my boy." Folco laughed +gaily. + +"No, don't laugh! I'm in earnest. If I were a poor man, nobody would +think it at all strange if--" Marcello hesitated. + +"If what?" + +"If I married Regina," said Marcello rather desperately. + +Folco's expression changed instantly. + +"Was that the question you were going to ask me?" he inquired. + +"Yes." + +Marcello grew very red and smoked so fast that he choked himself. + +"Is there any earthly reason why you should marry her?" asked Folco very +quietly. + +"It would be right," Marcello answered, gaining courage. + +"Yes, yes, undoubtedly," Folco hastened to admit. "In principle it would +undoubtedly be right. But it is a very serious matter, my dear boy. It +means your whole life and future. Have you"--he hesitated, with an +affectation of delicacy--"have you said anything to her about it?" + +"I used to, at first, but she would not hear of it. You have no idea how +simple she is, and how little she expects anything of the sort. She +always tells me that I am to send her away when I am tired of her, to +throw her away like an old coat, as she says herself. But I could never +do that, you know. Could I?" + +Marcello blushed again, hardly knowing why. Corbario seemed deeply +interested. + +"She must be a very unusual sort of girl," he observed thoughtfully. +"There are not many like her, I fancy." + +"There is nobody like her," Marcello answered with conviction. "That is +why I want to marry her. I owe it to her. You must admit that. I owe her +my life, for I certainly should have died if she had not taken care of +me. And then, there is the rest. She has given me all she has, and that +is herself, and she asks nothing in return. She is very proud, too. I +tried to make her accept a string of pearls in Paris, just because I +thought they would be becoming to her, but she absolutely refused." + +"Really? I suppose you gave the pearls back to the jeweller?" + +"No, I kept them. Perhaps I shall get her to wear them some day." + +Folco smiled. + +"You may just as well encourage her simple tastes," he said. "Women +always end by learning how to spend money, unless it is their own." + +Having delivered himself of this piece of wisdom Folco chose a cigar, +nipped off the end of it neatly with a gold cutter, lit it and snuffed +the rich smoke up his nose in a deliberate manner. + +"Regina is a very remarkable woman," he said at last. "If she had been +well educated, she would make an admirable wife; and she loves you +devotedly, Marcello. Now, the real question is--at least, it seems to me +so--you don't mind my talking to you just as I would to myself, do you? +Very well. If I were in your position, I should ask myself, as a man of +honour, whether I really loved her as much as she loved me, or whether I +had only been taken off my feet by her beauty. Don't misunderstand me, +my boy! I should feel that if I were not quite sure of that, I ought not +to marry her, because it would be much worse for her in the end than if +we parted. Have you ever asked yourself that question, Marcello?" + +"Yes, I have." + +Marcello spoke in a low voice, and bent his head, as if he were not +sure of the answer. Corbario, satisfied with the immediate effect of his +satanic speech, waited a moment, sighed, looked down at his cigar, and +then went on in gentle tones. + +"That is so often the way," he said. "A man marries a woman out of a +sense of duty, and then makes her miserably unhappy, quite in spite of +himself. Of course, in such a case as yours, you feel that you owe a +woman amends--you cannot call it compensation, as if it were a matter of +law! She has given everything, and you have given nothing. You owe her +happiness, if you can bestow it upon her, don't you?" + +"Indeed I do!" assented Marcello. + +"Yes. The question is, whether the way to make her happy is to marry +her, when you have a reasonable doubt as to whether you can be a good +husband to her. That is the real problem, it seems to me. Do you love +her enough to give up the life to which you were born, and for which you +were educated? You would have to do that, you know. Our friends--your +dear mother's friends, my boy--would never receive her, least of all +after what has happened." + +"I know it." + +"You would have to wander about Europe, or live in San Domenico, for you +could not bear to live in Rome, meeting women who would not bow to your +wife. I know you. You could not possibly bear it." + +"I should think not!" + +"No. Therefore, since you have the doubt, since you are not absolutely +sure of yourself, I think the only thing to do is to find out what you +really feel, before taking an irreparable step." + +"Yes," said Marcello, who had fallen into the trap laid for him. "I know +that. But how am I to make sure of myself?" + +"There is only one way," Folco answered. "I know it is not easy, and if +I were not sure that you are perfectly sincere I should be afraid to +propose it to you." + +"What is it? Tell me. You are the only friend I have in the world, +Folco, and I want to do what is right. God knows, I am in earnest! There +are moments when I cannot imagine living without Regina--it seemed hard +to leave her this morning, even for these few hours, and I long to be +back at Pontresina already! Yet you know how fond I am of you, and how I +like to be with you, for we have always been more like brothers than +anything else." + +"Indeed we have!" Folco assented fervently. "You were saying that there +were moments--yes?" + +"Sometimes she jars upon me dreadfully," Marcello said in a low voice, +as if he were ashamed of owning it. "Then I want to get away." + +"Exactly. You want to get away, not to leave her, but to be alone for a +few hours, or a few days. That would be the very best thing you could +do--to separate for a little while. You would very soon find out whether +you could live without her or not; and believe me, if you feel that you +can live without her, that means that you could not live with her for +your whole life." + +"I should go back to her in twenty-four hours. I am sure I should." + +"Perhaps you would, if you went, say, from here to Paris alone, with +nothing to distract your attention. But suppose that you and I should go +together, to some place where we should meet our friends, all amusing +themselves, where you could talk to other women, and meet men of your +own age, and lead the life people expect you to lead, just for a few +weeks. You know that society will be only too glad to see something of +you, whenever you choose to go near it. You are what is called a good +match, and all the mothers with marriageable daughters would run after +you." + +"Disgusting!" exclaimed Marcello, with contempt. + +"No doubt, but it would be a wholesome change and a good test. When a +young girl is determined to be a nun, she is generally made to spend a +year in society, in order to make acquaintance with what she intends to +give up. I don't see much difference between that and your case. Before +you say good-bye for ever to your own world, find out what it is like. +At the same time, you will settle for ever any doubts you have about +really loving Regina." + +"Perhaps you are right. It would only be for a few days." + +"And besides," Folco continued, "if you have not yet found it dull at +Pontresina, you certainly will before long. There is no reason why you +should lead the life of an invalid, for you are quite strong now." + +"Oh, quite. I always tell Regina so, but she insists that I am too thin, +and it amuses her to take care of me." + +"Naturally. That is how you first made acquaintance. A woman who has +once taken care of a man she loves wants him to be ever afterwards an +invalid, for ever getting better! A man gets tired of that in time. It +was a great pity you left Paris just when I came, for there are many +things we could have enjoyed together there." + +"I daresay," Marcello answered, not paying much attention to the other's +words. + +"Take my advice, my dear boy," said Folco. "Come away with me for a few +days. I will wait here till you are quite ready, for of course you +cannot be sure of getting off at once. You will have to prepare Regina +for this." + +"Of course. I am not sure that it is possible at all." + +Folco laughed gaily. + +"Anything is possible that you really wish to do," he said. + +"Regina may insist upon coming with me." + +"Nonsense. Women always submit in the end, and they never die of it. +Assert yourself, Marcello! Be a man! You cannot be ordered about like a +child by any woman, not even if she has saved your life, not even if +she loves you to distraction. You have a right to a will of your own." + +"I know. And yet--oh, I wish I knew what I ought to do!" + +"Think over all I have said, and you will see that I am right," said +Folco, rising from the table. "And if you take my advice, you will be +doing what is fair and honest by Regina as well as by yourself. Your own +conscience must tell you that." + +Poor Marcello was not very sure what had become of his own conscience +during the past year, and Folco's arguments swayed him as he groped for +something definite to follow, and found nothing but what Corbario chose +to thrust into his hand. + +As they stood by the table, a servant brought a note on a little salver, +holding it out to them as if he were not sure which of them was to +receive it. Both glanced at the address; it was for Corbario, who took +it quickly and put it into his pocket; but Marcello had recognised the +handwriting--that rather cramped feminine hand of a woman who has seen +better days, in which Settimia kept accounts for Regina. The latter +insisted that an account should be kept of the money which Marcello gave +her, and that he should see it from time to time. At the first moment, +being absorbed with other matters, and inwardly much engaged in the +pursuit of his own conscience, which eluded him at every turn like a +figure in a dream, he paid no attention to what he had seen; but the +writing had impressed itself on his memory. + +They had been lunching in Folco's sitting-room, and Corbario made an +excuse to go into his bedroom for a moment, saying that he wanted +certain cigars that his man had put away. Marcello stood at the window +gazing down the broad valley. Scarcely a minute elapsed before Folco +came back with a handful of Havanas which he dropped on a writing-table. + +"By the bye," he said carelessly, "there is another reason why you may +not care to stay long in Pontresina. The Contessa and Aurora are there." + +"Are they?" Marcello turned sharply as he asked the question. + +He was surprised, and at the same instant it flashed upon him that Folco +had just received the information from Settimia in the note that had +been brought. + +"Yes," Folco answered with a smile. "And Pontresina is such a small +place that you can hardly help meeting them. I thought I might as well +tell you." + +"Thank you. Yes, it would be awkward, and unpleasant for them." + +"Precisely. The Contessa wrote me that she and Aurora had come upon you +two unexpectedly in leaving a theatre, and that she had felt very +uncomfortable." + +"Oh! I suppose she suggested that I should mend my ways?" + +"As a matter of fact, she did." Corbario smiled. "You know what a very +proper person she is!" + +"She is quite right," answered Marcello gravely. + +"It certainly cannot have been pleasant for her, on account of Aurora." + +Folco looked at him thoughtfully, for his tone had suddenly changed. + +"If you don't mind," Folco said, "I think I will drive up with you and +call on them this afternoon. You can drop me at their hotel, and I shall +find my way back alone." + +"Certainly." + +"Are you sure you don't mind?" Folco affected to speak anxiously. + +"Why should I?" + +"You see," Folco said, without heeding the question, "they let me know +that they were there, and as we are such old friends it would be strange +if I did not go to see them." + +"Of course it would," answered Marcello in an absent tone. + +He already connected Folco's knowledge of the Contessa's arrival in +Pontresina so closely with Settimia's note that Folco's last statement +had taken him by surprise, and a multitude of confused questions +presented themselves to his mind. If Settimia had not written about the +Contessa, why had she written at all? How did she know where Corbario +was stopping in Saint Moritz? Was she in the habit of writing to him? +Corbario had found her for Regina; was Settimia helping Corbario to +exercise a sort of paternal vigilance over him? Somehow Marcello did not +like that idea at all. So far as he knew, Folco had always been +singularly frank with him, and had never deceived him in the smallest +thing, even "for his own good." Marcello could only attribute good +motives to him, but the mere idea of being watched was excessively +disagreeable. He wondered whether Settimia had influenced Regina to get +him away from Paris, acting under directions from Corbario. Was Regina +deceiving him too, "for his own good"? If there is anything a man cannot +bear from those he loves best, it is that they should take counsel +together secretly to direct him "for his own good." + +Marcello tried to put the thought out of his mind; but it had dawned +upon him for the first time that Folco could tell even a pious +falsehood. Yet he had no proof whatever that he had guessed right; it +was a sudden impression and nothing more. He was much more silent during +the rest of the afternoon as he drove up to Pontresina with Folco, and +it seemed to him that he had at last touched something definite; which +was strange enough, considering that it was all a matter of guess-work +and doubt. + +And now fate awoke again and did one of those little things that decide +men's lives. If Folco and Marcello had stopped at the door of the +Contessa's hotel two minutes earlier, or thirty seconds later, than they +did, they would not have chanced upon the Contessa and Aurora just +coming in from a walk. But fate brought the four together precisely at +that moment. As the carriage stopped, the two ladies had come from the +opposite direction and were on the door-step. + +"What a surprise!" exclaimed the Contessa, giving her hand graciously +to Folco and then to Marcello. + +The latter had got hold of a thread. Since the Contessa was surprised to +see Folco, she could not possibly have already let him know that she was +in Pontresina. + +"I came as soon as I knew that you were here," said Corbario quickly. + +Marcello heard the words, though he was at that moment shaking hands +with Aurora, and their eyes had met. She was perfectly calm and +collected, none the worse for her adventure in the morning, and +considerably the wiser. + +"Will you come in?" asked the Contessa, leading the way, as if expecting +both men to follow. + +Corbario went at once. Marcello hesitated, and flushed a little, and +Aurora seemed to be waiting for him. + +"Shall I come, too?" he asked. + +"Just as you please," she answered. "My mother will think it strange if +you don't." + +Marcello bent his head, and the two followed the others towards the +stairs at a little distance. + +"Did your mother send word to Folco that you were here?" asked Marcello +quickly, in a low tone. + +"Not that I know. Why?" + +"It is no matter. I wanted to be sure. Thank you." + +They went upstairs side by side, not even glancing at each other, much +more anxious to seem perfectly indifferent than to realise what they +felt now that they had met at last. + +Marcello stayed ten minutes in the small sitting-room, talking as well +as he could. He had no wish to be alone with Aurora or her mother, and +since the visit had been pressed upon him he was glad that Folco was +present. But he got away as soon as he could, leaving Corbario to his +own devices. The Contessa gave him her hand quietly, as if she had not +expected him to stay, and she did not ask him to come again. Aurora +merely nodded to him, and he saw that just as he went out she left the +room by another door, after glancing at him once more with apparent +coldness. + +He walked quickly through the village until he came near to his own +hotel, and then his pace slackened by degrees. He knew that he had felt +a strong emotion in seeing Aurora again, and he was already wishing that +he had not come away so soon. The room had been small, and it had been +uncomfortable to be there, feeling himself judged and condemned by the +Contessa and distrusted by Aurora; but he had been in an atmosphere that +recalled all his youth, with people whose mere presence together brought +back the memory of his dead mother as nothing else had done since his +illness. He was just in that state of mind in which he would have broken +away and freed himself within the hour, at any cost, if he had been +involved in a common intrigue. + +At the same time he had become convinced that Folco had deceived him, +for some reason or other which he could not guess, and the knowledge was +the first serious disillusionment of his life. The deception had been +small, and perhaps intended in some mysterious way to be "for his own +good"; but it had been a distinct deception and no better than a lie. He +was sure of that. + +He went upstairs slowly and Regina met him at the door of their rooms, +and took his hat and stick without a word, for she saw that something +had happened, and she felt suddenly cold. He was quite unlike himself. +The careless look was gone from his face, his young lips were tightly +closed, and he looked straight before him, quite unconscious that his +manner was hurting her desperately. + +"Has Settimia been out to-day?" he asked, looking at her quickly. + +"I don't know," she answered, surprised. "I went for a long walk this +morning. She probably went out into the village. I cannot tell. Why do +you ask?" + +"I wish to know whether she sent a note to Saint Moritz by a messenger. +Can you find out, without asking her a direct question? I am very +anxious to know." + +"I will try, but it will not be easy," said Regina, watching him. + +She had made up her mind that the blow was coming, and that Marcello was +only putting off the moment when she must be told that he meant to leave +her. She was very quiet, and waited for him to speak again, for she was +too proud to ask him questions. His inquiry about Settimia was in some +way connected with what was to come. He sat down by the table, and +drummed upon it absently with his fingers for a moment. Then he looked +up suddenly and met her eyes; his look of troubled preoccupation faded +all at once, and he smiled and held out one hand to draw her nearer. + +"Forgive me," he said. "All sorts of things have happened to-day. I have +been annoyed." + +She came and bent over him, turning his face up to hers with her hands, +very gently. His eyes lightened slowly, and his lips parted a little. + +"You are not tired of Regina yet," she said. + +"No!" he laughed. "But you were right," he added, almost immediately. + +"I knew I was," she answered, but not as she had expected to say the +words when she had seen him come in. + +She dared not hope to keep him always, but she had not lost him yet, and +that was enough for the moment. The weight had fallen from her heart, +and the pain was gone. + +"Was it what I thought?" she asked softly. "Does your stepfather wish to +separate us?" + +"For a little while," Marcello answered. "He says we ought to part for a +few weeks, so that I may find out whether I love you enough to marry +you!" + +"And he almost persuaded you that he was right," said Regina. "Is that +what happened?" + +"That--and something else." + +"Will you tell me, heart of my heart?" + +In the falling twilight he told her all that had passed through his +mind, from the moment when he had seen Settimia's handwriting on the +note. Then Regina's lips moved. + +"He shall pay!" she was saying under her breath. "He shall pay!" + +"What are you saying?" Marcello asked. + +"An Ave Maria," she answered. "It is almost dark." + + + + +CHAPTER XIV + + +The little house in Trastevere was shut up, but the gardener had the +keys, and came twice a week to air the rooms and sweep the paths and +water the shrubs. He was to be informed by Settimia of Regina's return +in time to have everything ready, but he did not expect any news before +the end of September; and if he came regularly, on Tuesday and Saturday, +and did his work, it was because he was a conscientious person in his +way, elderly, neat, and systematic, a good sort of Roman of the old +breed. But if he came on other days, as he often did, not to air the +rooms, but to water and tend certain plants, and to do the many +incomprehensible things which gardeners do with flower-pots, earth, and +seeds, that was his own affair, and would bring a little money in the +autumn when the small florists opened their shops and stands again, and +the tide of foreigners set once more towards Rome. Also, if he had made +friends with the gardeners at the beautiful villa on the Janiculum, that +was not Corbario's business; and they gave him cuttings, and odds and +ends, such as can be spared from a great garden where money is spent +generously, but which mean a great deal to a poor man who is anxious to +turn an honest penny by hard work. + +The immediate result of this little traffic was that the gardeners at +the villa knew all about the little house in Trastevere; and what the +gardeners knew was known also by the porter, and by the other servants, +and through them by the servants of other people, and the confidential +valet told his master, and the maid told her mistress; and so everybody +had learned where "Consalvi's Regina" lived, and it was likely that +everybody would know when she came back to Rome, and whether Marcello +came with her or not. + +He had not taken Folco's advice, much to the latter's disappointment and +annoyance. On the contrary, he and Regina had left the Engadine very +suddenly, without so much as letting Corbario guess that they were going +away; and Regina had managed to keep Settimia so very busy and so +constantly under her eye that the maid had not been able to send Folco a +word, warning him of the anticipated move. Almost for the first time +Marcello had made up his mind for himself, and had acted upon his +decision; and it seemed as if the exercise of his will had made a change +in his character. + +They wandered from place to place; they went to Venice in the hottest +season, when no one was there, and they came down to Florence and drove +up to Vallombrosa, where they stumbled upon society, and were stared at +accordingly. They went down to Siena, they stopped in Orvieto, and drove +across to Assisi and Perugia; but they were perpetually drawn towards +Rome, and knew that they longed to be there again. + +Marcello had plenty of time to think, and there was little to disturb +his meditations on the past and future; for Regina was not talkative, +and was content to be silent for hours, provided that she could see his +face. He never knew whether she felt her ignorance about all they saw, +and his own knowledge was by no means great. He told her what he knew +and read about places they visited, and she remembered what he said, and +sometimes asked simple questions which he could answer easily enough. +For instance, she wished to know whether America were a city or an +island, and who the Jews were, and if the sun rose in the west on the +other side of the world, since Marcello assured her that the world was +round. + +He was neither shocked nor amused; Ercole had asked him similar +questions when he had been a boy; so had the peasants in Calabria, and +there was no reason why Regina should know more than they did. Besides, +she possessed wonderful tact, and now spoke her own language so well +that she could pass for a person of average education, so long as she +avoided speaking of anything that is learned from books. She was very +quick to understand everything connected with the people she heard of, +and she never forgot anything that Marcello told her. She was grateful +to him for never laughing at her, but in reality he was indifferent. If +she had known everything within bounds of knowledge, she would not have +been a whit more beautiful, or more loving, or more womanly. + +But he himself was beginning to think, now that his faith in Folco had +been shaken, and he began to realise that he had been strangely torpid +and morally listless during the past years. The shock his whole system +had received, the long interval during which his memory had been quite +gone, the physical languor that had lasted some time after his recovery +from the fever, had all combined to make the near past seem infinitely +remote, to cloud his judgment of reality, and to destroy the healthy +tension of his natural will. A good deal of what Corbario had called +"harmless dissipation" had made matters worse, and when Regina had +persuaded him to leave Paris he had really been in that dangerous moral, +intellectual, and physical condition in which it takes very little to +send a man to the bad altogether, and not much more to kill him +outright, if he be of a delicate constitution and still very young. +Corbario had almost succeeded in his work of destruction. + +He would not succeed now, for the worst danger was past, and Marcello +had found his feet after being almost lost in the quicksand through +which he had been led. + +He had not at first accused Folco of anything worse than that one little +deception about the arrival of the Contessa, and of having caused him to +be too closely watched by Settimia. Little by little, however, other +possibilities had shaped themselves and had grown into certainties at an +alarming rate. He understood all at once how Folco himself had been +spending his time, while society had supposed him to be a broken +hearted widower. A few hints which he had let fall about the things he +would have shown Marcello in Paris suggested a great deal; his looks and +manner told the rest, now that Marcello had guessed the main truth. He +had not waited three months after his wife's death to profit by his +liberty and the wealth she had left him. Marcello remembered the +addresses he had given from time to time--Monte Carlo, Hombourg, Pau, +and Paris very often. He had spoken of business in his letters, as an +excuse for moving about so much, but "business" did not always take a +man to places of amusement, and Folco seemed to have visited no others. +Men whom Marcello had met had seen Corbario, and what they said about +him was by no means indefinite. He had been amusing himself, and not +alone, and the young men had laughed at his attempts to cloak his doings +under an appearance of sorrowing respectability. + +As all this became clear to Marcello he suffered acutely at times, and +he reproached himself bitterly for having been so long blind and +indifferent. It was bad enough that he should have been leading a wild +life with Regina in Paris within a few months of his mother's death, but +even in the depths of his self-reproach he saw how much worse it was +that Folco should have forgotten her so soon. It was worse than a slight +upon his mother's memory, it was an insult. The good woman who was gone +would have shed hot tears if she could have come to life and seen how +her son was living; but she would have died again, could she have seen +the husband she adored in the places where many had seen him since her +death. It was no wonder that Marcello's anger rose at the mere thought. + +Moreover, as Marcello's understanding awoke, he realised that Folco had +encouraged him in all he had done, and had not seemed pleased when he +had begun to live more quietly. Folco would have made him his companion +in pleasure, if he could, and the idea was horrible to Marcello as soon +as it presented itself. + +It was the discovery that he had been mistaken in Corbario that most +directly helped him to regain his foothold in life and his free will. +There was more in the Spartan method than we are always ready to admit, +for it is easier to disgust most men by the sight of human degradation +than to strengthen them against temptation by preaching, or by the +lessons of example which are so very peculiarly disagreeable to the +normal man. + +"I am virtuous, I am sober, I resist temptation, imitate me!" cries the +preacher. You say that you are virtuous, and you are apparently sober, +my friend; and perhaps you are a very good man, though you need not +scream out the statement at the top of your voice. But how are we to +know that you have any temptations to resist? Or that your temptations +are the same as ours, even supposing that you have any? Or that you are +speaking the truth about yourself, since what you say is so extremely +flattering to your vanity? Wherever there is preaching, those who are +preached at are expected to accept a good deal on the mere word of the +preacher, quite aside from anything they have been brought to believe +elsewhere. + +"Temptation?" said a certain great lady who was not strong in theology. +"That is what one yields to, isn't it?" + +She probably knew what she was talking about, for she had lived in the +world a good while, as we have. But the preacher is not very often one +of us, and he knows little of our ways and next to nothing of our real +feelings; yet he exhorts us to be like him. It would be very odd if we +succeeded. The world would probably stand still if we did, and most of +us are so well aware of the fact that we do not even try; and the sermon +simply has no effect at all, which need not prevent the preacher from +being richly remunerated for delivering it. + +"Vice is very attractive, of course," he says, "but you must avoid it +because it is sinful." + +And every time vice is mentioned we think how attractive it must be, +since it is necessary to preach against it so much; and the more +attractive it seems, the greater the temptation. + +"Should you like to try a vice or two?" said the Spartan, "Very well. +Come with me, my boy, and you shall see what vice is; and after that, if +you care to try it, please yourself, for I shall have nothing more to +say!" + +And forthwith he played upon the string of disgust, which is the most +sensitive of all the strings that vibrate in the great human instrument; +and the boy's stomach rose, and he sickened and turned away, and +remembered for ever, though he might try ever so hard to forget. + +Marcello at last saw Folco as he was, though still without understanding +the worst, and with no suspicion that Folco wished him out of the world, +and had deliberately set to work to kill him by dissipation; and the +disgust he felt was the most horrible sensation that he could remember. +At the same time he saw himself and his whole life, and the perplexity +of his position frightened him. + +It seemed impossible to go back and live under the same roof with +Corbario now. He flushed with shame when he remembered the luncheon at +Saint Moritz, and how he had been almost persuaded to leave poor Regina +suddenly, and to go back to Paris with his stepfather. He saw through +the devilish cleverness of the man's arguments, and when he remembered +that his dead mother's name had been spoken, a thrill of real pain ran +through his body and he clenched his teeth and his hands. + +He asked himself how he could meet Folco after that, and the only answer +was that if they met they must quarrel and part, not to meet again. + +He told Regina that he would not go back to the villa after they reached +Rome, but would live in the little house in Trastevere. To his surprise, +she looked grave and shook her head. She had never asked him what was +making him so silent and thoughtful, but she had guessed much of the +truth from little things; she herself had never trusted Corbario since +she had first seen his face at the hospital, and she had long foreseen +the coming struggle. + +"Why do you shake your head?" he asked. "Do you not want me at the +little house?" + +"The villa is yours, not his," she said. "He will be glad if you will +leave him there, for he will be the master. Then he will marry again, +and live there, and it will be hard to turn him out." + +"What makes you think he wishes to marry again?" + +"He would be married already, if the girl would have him," answered +Regina. + +"How do you know?" + +"You told me to watch, to find out. I have obeyed you. I know +everything." + +Marcello was surprised, and did not quite understand. He only remembered +that he had asked her to ascertain whether Settimia had sent a note to +Folco at Saint Moritz. After a day or two she told him that she was +quite sure of it. That was all, and Regina had scarcely ever spoken of +Folco since then. Marcello reminded her of this, and asked her what she +had done. + +"I can read," she said. "I can read writing, and that is very hard, you +know. I made Settimia teach me. I said with myself, if he should be away +and should write to me, what should I do? I could not let Settimia read +his letters, and I am too well dressed to go to a public letter-writer +in the street, as the peasants do. He would think me an ignorant person, +and the people in the street would laugh. That would not help me. I +should have to go to the priest, to my confessor." + +"Your confessor? Do you go to confession?" + +"Do you take me for a Turk?" Regina asked, laughing. "I go to confession +at Christmas and Easter. I tell the priest that I am very bad, and am +sorry, but that it is for you and that I cannot help it. Then he asks me +if I will promise to leave you and be good. And I say no, that I will +not promise that. And he tells me to go away and come back when I am +ready to promise, and that he will give me absolution then. It is always +the same. He shakes his head and frowns when he sees me coming, and I +smile. We know each other quite well now. I have told him that when you +are tired of me, then I will be good. Is not that enough? What can I do? +I should like to be good, of course, but I like still better to be with +you. So it is." + +"You are better than the priest knows," said Marcello thoughtfully, "and +I am worse." + +"It is not true. But if I had a letter from you, I would not take it to +the priest to read for me. He would be angry, and tear it up, and send +me away. I understood this at the beginning, so I made Settimia teach me +how to read the writing, and I also learned to write myself, not very +well, but one can understand it." + +"I know. I have seen you writing copies. But how has that helped you to +find out what Folco is doing?" + +"I read all Settimia's letters," Regina answered, with perfect +simplicity. + +"Eh?" Marcello thought he had misunderstood her. + +"I read all the letters she gets," Regina replied, unmoved. "When she +was teaching me to read I saw where she kept all her letters. It is +always the same place. There is a pocket inside a little black bag she +has, which opens easily, though she locks it. She puts the letters +there, and when she has read them over she burns them. You see, she has +no idea that I read them. But I always do, ever since you asked me about +that note. When I know that she has had a letter, I send her out on an +errand. Then I read. It is so easy!" + +Regina laughed, but Marcello looked displeased. + +"It is not honest to do such things," he said. + +"Not honest?" Regina stared at him in amazement. "How does honesty enter +into the question? Is Settimia honest? Then honest people should all be +in the galleys! And if you knew how he writes to her! Oh, yes! You are +the 'dear patient,' and I am the 'admirable companion.' They have known +each other long, those two. They have a language between them, but I +have learned it. They have no more secrets that I do not know. +Everything the admirable companion does that makes the dear patient +better is wrong, and everything that used to make him worse was right. +They were killing you in Paris, they wanted you to stay there until you +were dead. Do you know who saved your life? It was the Contessa, when I +heard her say that you were looking ill! If you ever see her again, +thank her, for I was blind and she opened my eyes. The devil had blinded +me, and the pleasure, and I could not see. I see now, thanks to heaven, +and I know all, and they shall not hurt you. But they shall pay!" + +She was not laughing now, as she said the last words under her breath, +and her beautiful lips just showed her white teeth, set savagely tight +as though they had bitten through something that could be killed. Folco +Corbario was not timid, but if he had seen her then, and known that the +imaginary bite was meant for his life, he would have taken special care +of his bodily safety whenever she was in his neighbourhood. + +Marcello had listened in profound surprise, for what she said threw new +light on all he had thought out for himself of late. + +"And you say that Folco is thinking of marrying again," he said, almost +ashamed to profit by information obtained as Regina had got it. + +"Yes, he is in love with a young girl, and wishes to marry her." + +Marcello said nothing. + +"Should you like to know her name?" asked Regina. + +Still Marcello was silent, as if refusing to answer, and yet wishing +that she should go on. + +"I will tell you," Regina said. "Her name is Aurora dell' Armi." + +Marcello started, and looked into her face, doubting her word for the +first time. He changed colour, too, flushing and then turning pale. + +"It is not true!" he cried, rather hoarsely. "It cannot be true!" + +"It is true," Regina answered, "but she will not have him. She would not +marry him, even if her mother would allow it." + +"Thank God!" exclaimed Marcello fervently. + +Regina sighed, and turned away. + + + + +CHAPTER XV + + +Ercole sat on the stone seat that ran along the wall of the inn, facing +the dusty road. He was waiting in the cool dawn until it should please +the innkeeper to open the door, and Nino crouched beside him, his head +resting on his forepaws. + +A great many years had passed since Ercole had sat there the last time, +but nothing had changed, so far as he could see. He had been young, and +the women had called him handsome; his face had not been shrivelled to +parchment by the fever, and there had been no grey threads in his thick +black hair. Nino had not been born then, and now Nino seemed to be a +part of himself. Nino's grandam had lain in almost the same spot then, +wolfish and hungry as her descendant was now, and only a trifle less +uncannily hideous. It was all very much the same, but between that time +and this there lay all Ercole's life by the Roman shore. + +When he had heard, as every one had, how Marcello had been brought to +Rome on the tail of a wine-cart, he had been sure that the boy had been +laid upon it while the cart was standing before Paoluccio's inn in the +night. He knew the road well, and the ways of the carters, and that they +rarely stopped anywhere else between Frascati and Rome. Again and again +he had been on the point of tramping up from the seashore to the place, +to see whether he could not find some clue to Marcello's accident there, +but something had prevented him, some old dislike of returning to the +neighbourhood after such a long absence. He knew why he had not gone, +but he had not confided the reason even to Nino, who was told most +things. He had, moreover, been tolerably sure that nothing short of +thumb-screws would extract any information from Paoluccio or his wife, +for he knew his own people. The only thing that surprised him was that +the boy should ever have left the inn alive after being robbed of +everything he had about him that was worth taking. + +Moreover, since Marcello had been found, and was alive and well, it was +of very little use to try and discover exactly what had happened to him +after he had been last seen by the shore. But the aspect of things had +changed since Ercole had heard the sailor's story, and his wish to see +the place where the boy had been hidden so long overcame any repugnance +he felt to visiting a neighbourhood which had unpleasant associations +with his younger years. + +He sat and waited at the door, and before the sun rose a young woman +came round the house with the big key and opened the place, just as +Regina had done in old days. She looked at Ercole, and he looked at her, +and neither said anything as she went about her work, sprinkling the +floor with water and then sweeping it, and noisily pulling the heavy +benches about. When this operation was finished, Ercole rose and went +in, and sat down at the end of a table. He took some bread and cheese +from his canvas bag and began to eat, using his clasp-knife. + +"If you wish wine," said the woman, "you will have to wait till the +master comes down." + +Ercole only answered by raising his head and throwing out his chin, +which means "no" in gesture language. He threw pieces of the bread and +the rind of the cheese to his dog. Nino caught each fragment in the air +with a snap that would have lamed a horse for a month. The woman glanced +nervously at the animal, each time she heard his jagged teeth close. + +Paoluccio appeared in due time, without coat or waistcoat, and with his +sleeves rolled up above the elbows, as if he had been washing. If he +had, the operation had succeeded very imperfectly. He glanced at Ercole +as he passed in. + +"Good-morning," he said, for he made it a point to be polite to +customers, even when they brought their own food. + +"Good-morning," answered Ercole, looking at him curiously. + +Possibly there was something unusual in the tone of Ercole's voice, for +Nino suddenly sat up beside his master's knee, forgetting all about the +bread, and watched Paoluccio too, as if he expected something. But +nothing happened. Paoluccio opened a cupboard in the wall with a key he +carried, took out a bottle of the coarse aniseed spirits which the Roman +peasants drink, and filled himself a small glass of the stuff, which he +tossed off with evident pleasure. Then he filled his pipe, lit it +carefully, and went to the door again. By this time, though he had +apparently not bestowed the least attention on Ercole, he had made up +his mind about him, and was not mistaken. Ercole belonged to the better +class of customers. + +"You come from the Roman shore?" he said, with an interrogation. + +"To serve you," Ercole assented, with evident willingness to enter into +conversation. "I am a keeper and watchman on the lands of Signor +Corbario." + +Paoluccio took his pipe from his mouth and nodded twice. + +"That is a very rich gentleman, I have heard," he observed. "He owns +much land." + +"It all belongs to his stepson, now that the young gentleman is of age," +Ercole answered. "But as it was his mother's, and she married Signor +Corbario, we have the habit of the name." + +"What is the name of the stepson?" asked Paoluccio. + +"Consalvi," Ercole replied. + +Paoluccio said nothing to this, but lit his pipe again with a sulphur +match. + +"Evil befall the soul of our government!" he grumbled presently, with +insufficient logic, but meaning that the government sold bad tobacco. + +"You must have heard of the young gentleman," Ercole said. "His name is +Marcello Consalvi. They say that he lay ill for a long time at an inn on +this road--" + +"For the love of heaven, don't talk to me about Marcello Consalvi!" +cried Paoluccio, suddenly in a fury. "Blood of a dog! If you had not the +face of an honest man I should think you were another of those newspaper +men in disguise, pigs and animals that they are and sons of evil +mothers, and ill befall their wicked dead, and their little dead ones, +and those that shall be born to them!" + +Paoluccio's eyes were bloodshot and he spat furiously, half across the +road. Nino watched him and hitched the side of his upper lip on one of +his lower fangs, which produced the effect of a terrific smile. Ercole +was unmoved. + +"I suppose," he observed, "that they said it happened in your inn." + +"And why should it happen in my inn, rather than in any other inn?" +inquired Paoluccio angrily. + +"Indeed," said Ercole, "I cannot imagine why they should say that it +did! Some one must have put the story about. A servant, perhaps, whom +you sent away." + +"We did not send Regina away," answered Paoluccio, still furious. "She +ran away in the night, about that time. But, as you say, she may have +invented the story and sent the newspaper men here to worry our lives +with their questions, out of mere spite." + +"Who was this Regina?" Ercole asked. "What has she to do with it?" + +"Regina? She was the servant girl we had before this one. We took her +out of charity." + +"The daughter of some relation, no doubt," Ercole suggested. + +"May that never be, if it please the Madonna!" cried Paoluccio. "A +relation? Thank God we have always been honest people in my father's +house! No, it was not a relation. She came of a crooked race. Her mother +took a lover, and her father killed him, here on the Frascati road, and +almost killed her too; but the law gave him the right and he went free." + +"And then, what did he do?" asked Ercole, slowly putting the remains of +his bread into his canvas bag. + +"What did he do? He went away and never came back. What should he do?" + +"Quite right. And the woman, what became of her?" + +"She took other men, for she had no shame. And at last one of them was +jealous, and struck her on the head with a paving stone, not meaning to +kill her; but she died." + +"Oh, she died, did she?" + +"She died. For she was always spiteful. And so that poor man went to the +galleys, merely for hitting her on the head, and not meaning to kill +her." + +"And you took the girl for your servant?" + +"Yes. She was old enough to work, and very strong, so we took her for +charity. But for my part, I was glad when she ran away, for she grew up +handsome, and with that blood there surely would have been a scandal +some day." + +"One sees that you are a very charitable person," Ercole observed +thoughtfully. "The girl must have been very ungrateful if she told +untrue stories about your inn, after all you had done for her. You had +nourished a viper in your house." + +"That is what my wife says," Paoluccio answered, now quite calm. "Those +are my wife's very words. As for believing that the young man was ever +in this house, I tell you that the story is a wicked lie. Where should +we have put him? In the cellar with the hogsheads, or in the attic with +the maid? or in our own room? Tell me where we could have put him! Or +perhaps they will say that he slept on the ceiling, like the flies? They +will say anything, chattering, chattering, and coming here with their +questions and their photographing machines, and their bicycles, and the +souls of their dead! If you do not believe me, you can see the place +where they say that he lay! I tell you there is not room for a cat in +this house. Believe me if you like!" + +"How can I not believe such a respectable person as you seem to be?" +inquired Ercole gravely. + +"I thank you. And since it happens that you are in the service of the +young gentleman himself, I hope you will tell him that if he fancies he +was in my house, he is mistaken." + +"Surely," said Ercole. + +"Besides," exclaimed Paoluccio, "how could he know where he was? Are not +all inns on these roads alike? He was in another, that is all. And what +had I to do with that?" + +"Nothing," assented Ercole. "I thank you for your conversation. I will +take a glass of the aniseed before I go, if you please." + +"Are you going already?" asked Paoluccio, as he went to fetch the bottle +and the little cast glass from which he himself had drunk. + +"Yes," Ercole answered. "I go to Rome. I stopped to refresh myself." + +"It will be hot on the road," said Paoluccio, setting the full glass +down on the table. "Two sous," he added, as Ercole produced his old +sheepskin purse. "Thank you." + +"Thank you," Ercole answered, and tipped the spirits down his throat. +"Yes, it will be hot, but what can one do? We are used to it, my dog and +I. We are not of wax to melt in the sun." + +"It is true that this dog does not look as if he were wax," Paoluccio +remarked, for the qualities of Nino had not escaped him. + +"No. He is not of wax. He is of sugar, all sugar! He has a very sweet +nature." + +"One would not say so," answered Paoluccio doubtfully. "If you go to the +city you must muzzle him, or they will make you pay a fine. Otherwise +they will kill him for you." + +"Do you think any one would try to catch him if I let him run loose?" +asked Ercole, as if in doubt. "He killed a full-grown wolf before he was +two years old, and not long ago he worried a sheepdog of the Campagna as +if it had been nothing but a lamb. Do you think any one would try to +catch him?" + +"If it fell to me, I should go to confession first," said Paoluccio. + +So Ercole left the inn and trudged along the road to Rome with Nino at +his heels, without once looking behind him; past the Baldinotti houses +and into the Via Appia Nuova, and on into the city through the gate of +San Giovanni, where the octroi men stopped him and made him show them +what he had in his canvas bag. When they saw that there was no cheese +left and but little bread, they let him go by without paying anything. + +He went up to the left and sat down on the ground under the trees that +are there, and he filled his little clay pipe and smoked a while, +without even speaking to his dog. It was quiet, for it was long past the +hour when the carts come in, and the small boys were all gone to school, +and the great paved slope between the steps of the basilica and the gate +was quite deserted, and very white and hot. + +Ercole was not very tired, though he had walked all night and a good +part of the morning. He could have gone on walking till sunset if he had +chosen, all the way to his little stone house near Ardea, stopping by +the way to get a meal; and then he would not have slept much longer than +usual. A Roman peasant in his native Campagna, with enough to eat and a +little wine, is hard to beat at walking. Ercole had not stopped to rest, +but to think. + +When he had thought some time, he looked about to see if any one were +looking at him, and he saw that the only people in sight were a long way +off. He took his big clasp-knife out of his pocket and opened it. As the +clasp clicked at the back of the blade Nino woke and sat up, for the +noise generally meant food. + +The blade was straight and clean, and tolerably sharp. Ercole looked at +it critically, drew the edge over his coarse thumb-nail to find if there +were any nick in the steel, and then scratched the same thumb-nail with +it, as one erases ink with a knife, to see how sharp it was. The point +was like a needle, but he considered that the edge was dull, and he drew +it up and down one of the brown barrels of his gun, as carefully as he +would have sharpened a razor on a whetstone. After that he stropped it +on the tough leathern strap by which he slung the gun over his shoulder +when he walked; when he was quite satisfied, he shut the knife again and +put it back into his pocket, and fell to thinking once more. + +Nino watched the whole operation with bloodshot eyes, his tongue hanging +out and quivering rhythmically as he panted in the heat to cool himself. +When the knife disappeared, and the chance of a crust with it, the dog +got up, deliberately turned his back to his master, and sat down again +to look at the view. + +"You see," said Ercole to himself and Nino, "this is an affair which +needs thought. One must be just. It is one thing to kill a person's +body, but it is quite another thing to kill a person's soul. That would +be a great sin, and besides, it is not necessary. Do I wish harm to any +one? No. It is justice. Perhaps I shall go to the galleys. Well, I shall +always have the satisfaction, and it will be greater if I can say that +this person is in Paradise. For I do not wish harm to any one." + +Having said this in a tone which Nino could hear, Ercole sat thinking +for some time longer, and then he rose and slung his gun over his +shoulder, and went out from under the trees into the glaring heat, as if +he were going into the city. But instead of turning to the left, up the +hill, he went on by the broad road that follows the walls, till he came +to the ancient church of Santa Croce. He went up the low steps to the +deep porch and on to the entrance at the left. Nino followed him very +quietly. + +Ercole dipped his finger into the holy water and crossed himself, and +then went up the nave, making as little noise as he could with his +hob-nailed boots. An old monk in white was kneeling at a broad +praying-stool before an altar on the left. Ercole stood still near him, +waiting for him to rise, and slowly turning his soft hat in his hands, +as if it were a rosary. He kept his eyes on the monk's face, studying +the aged features. Presently the old man had finished his prayer and got +upon his feet slowly, and looked at Ercole and then at Nino. Ercole +moved forward a step, and stood still in an attitude of respect. + +"What do you desire, my son?" asked the monk, very quietly. "Do you wish +to confess?" + +"No, father, not to-day," answered Ercole. "I come to pray you to say +three masses for the soul of a person who died suddenly. I have also +brought the money. Only tell me how much it will be, and I will pay." + +"You shall give what you will, my son," the monk said, "and I will say +the masses myself." + +Ercole got out his sheepskin purse, untied the strings, and looked into +it, weighing it in his hand. Then he seemed to hesitate. The monk looked +on quietly. + +"It is of your own free will," he said. "What you choose to give is for +the community, and for this church, and for the chapel of Saint Helen. +It is better that you know." + +Ercole drew the mouth of the purse together again and returned it to the +inside of his waistcoat, from which he produced a large old leathern +pocket-book. + +"I will give five francs," he said, "for I know that if you say the +masses yourself, they will be all good ones." + +A very faint and gentle smile flitted over the aged face. Ercole held +out the small note, and the monk took it. + +"Thank you," he said. "Shall I say the masses for a man or a woman?" + +"As it pleases you, father," Ercole answered. + +"Eh?" The old monk looked surprised. + +"It does not matter," Ercole explained. "Is not a mass for a man good +for a woman also?" + +"We say 'his' soul or 'her' soul, as the case may be, my son." + +"Is that written in the book of the mass?" inquired Ercole +distrustfully. + +"Yes. Also, most people tell us the baptismal name of the dead person." + +"Must I do that too?" Ercole asked, by no means pleased. + +"Not unless you like," the monk answered, looking at him with some +curiosity. + +"But it is in the book of the mass that you must say 'his' or 'her' +soul?" + +"Yes." + +"Then the masses will not be good unless you say the right word." Ercole +paused a moment in deep thought, and looked down at his hat. "It will be +better to say the masses for a female," he said at length, without +meeting the monk's eyes. + +"Very well," the latter answered. "I will say the first mass to-morrow." + +"Thank you," said Ercole. "My respects!" + +He made a sort of bow and hurried away, followed by Nino. The old monk +watched him thoughtfully, and shook his head once or twice, for he +guessed something of the truth, though by no means all. + + + + +CHAPTER XVI + + +"One might almost think that you wished to marry Aurora yourself," said +Corbario, with a sneer. + +He was standing with his back to the fire in the great library of the +villa, for it was late autumn again; it was raining hard and the air was +raw and chilly. + +"You may think what you please," Marcello answered, leaning back in his +deep leathern chair and taking up a book. "I am not going to argue with +you." + +"Insufferable puppy," growled Folco, almost under his teeth; but +Marcello heard. + +He rose instantly and faced the elder man without the slightest fear or +hesitation. + +"If this were not my house, and you my guest, I would have you put out +of doors by the servants," he said, in a tone Corbario had never heard +before. "As it is, I only advise you to go before I lose my temper +altogether." + +Corbario backed till his heels were against the fender, and tried to +smile. + +"My dear Marcello!" he protested. "What nonsense is this? You know I am +not in earnest!" + +"I am," said Marcello quietly enough, but not moving. + +The half-invalid boy was not a boy any longer, nor an invalid either, +and he had found his hold on things, since the days when Folco had been +used to lead him as easily as if he had no will of his own. No one would +have judged him to be a weak man now, physically or mentally. His frame +was spare and graceful still, but there was energy and directness in his +movements, his shoulders were square and he held his head high; yet it +was his face that had changed most, though in a way very hard to define. +A strong manhood sometimes follows a weak boyhood, very much to the +surprise of those who have long been used to find feebleness where +strength has suddenly developed. Marcello Consalvi had never been +cowardly, or even timid; he had only been weak in will as in body, an +easy prey to the man who had tried to ruin him, body and soul, in the +hope of sending him to his grave. + +"I really cannot understand you, my dear boy," Corbario said very +sweetly. "You used to be so gentle! But now you fly into a passion for +the merest thing." + +"I told you that I would not argue with you," Marcello said, keeping his +temper. "This is my house, and I choose that you should leave it at +once. Go your way, and leave me to go mine. You are amply provided for, +as long as you live, and you do not need my hospitality any longer, +since you are no longer my guardian. Live where you please. You shall +not stay here." + +"I certainly don't care to stay here if you don't want me," Folco +answered. "But this is really too absurd! You must be going mad, to take +such a tone with me!" + +"It is the only one which any honourable man who knows you would be +inclined to take." + +"Take care! You are going too far." + +"Because you are under my roof? Yes, perhaps. As my guest, if I have +been hasty, I apologise for expressing my opinion of you. I am going out +now. I hope you will find it convenient to have left before I come in." + +Thereupon Marcello turned his back on Corbario, crossed the great +library deliberately, and went out without looking round. + +Folco was left alone, and his still face did not even express surprise +or annoyance. He had indeed foreseen the coming break, ever since he had +returned to the villa three weeks earlier, when Marcello had received +him with evident coldness, not even explaining where he had been since +they had last parted. But Folco had not expected that the rupture would +come so suddenly, still less that he was literally to be turned out of +the house which he still regarded as his own, and in which he had spent +so many prosperous years. There had, indeed, been some coldly angry +words between the two men. Marcello had told Folco quite plainly that he +meant to be the master, and that he was of age, and should regulate his +own life as he pleased, and he had expressed considerable disgust at the +existence Folco had been leading in Paris and elsewhere; and Folco had +always tried to laugh it off, calling Marcello prudish and +hypersensitive in matters of morality, which he certainly was not. Once +he had attempted an appeal to Marcello's former affection, recalling +his mother's love for them both, but a look had come into the young +man's eyes just then which even Corbario did not care to face again, and +the relations between the two had become more strained from that time +on. + +It might seem almost incredible that a man capable of the crimes +Corbario had committed in cold blood, for a settled purpose, should show +so little power of following the purpose to its accomplishment after +clearing the way to it by a murder; but every one who has had to do with +criminals is aware that after any great exertion of destructive energy +they are peculiarly subject to a long reaction of weakness which very +often leads to their own destruction. If this were not a natural law, if +criminals could exert continually the same energy and command the same +superhuman cunning which momentarily helped them to perpetrate a crime, +the world would be in danger of being possessed and ruled by them, +instead of being mercifully, and perhaps too much, inclined to treat +them as degenerates and madmen. Their conduct after committing a murder, +for instance, seems to depend much more on their nerves than on their +intelligence, and the time almost invariably comes when their nerves +break down. It is upon the moment when this collapse of the will sets in +that the really experienced detective counts, knowing that it may be +hastened or retarded by circumstances quite beyond the murderer's +control. The life of a murderer, after the deed, is one long fight with +such circumstances, and if he once loses his coolness he is himself +almost as surely lost as a man who is carried away by his temper in a +duel with swords. + +After Folco had killed his wife and had just failed to kill Marcello, he +had behaved with wonderful calm and propriety for a little while; but +before long the old wild longing for excitement and dissipation, so long +kept down during his married life, had come upon him with irresistible +force, and he had yielded to it. Then, in hours of reaction, in the +awful depression that comes with the grey dawn after a night of wine and +pleasure and play, terrible little incidents had come back to his +memory. He had recalled Kalmon's face and quiet words, and his own +weakness when he had first come to see Marcello in the hospital--that +abject terror which both Regina and the doctor must have noticed--and +his first impression that Marcello no longer trusted him as formerly, +and many other things; and each time he had been thus disturbed, he had +plunged deeper into the dissipation which alone could cloud such +memories and keep them out of sight for a time; till at last he had come +to live in a continual transition from recklessness to fear and from +fear to recklessness, and he had grown to detest the very sight of +Marcello so heartily that an open quarrel was almost a relief. + +If he had been his former self, he would undoubtedly have returned to +his original purpose of killing Marcello outright, since he had not +succeeded in killing him by dissipation. But his nerve was not what it +had been, and the circumstances were not in his favour. Moreover, +Marcello was now of age, and had probably made a will, unknown to +Corbario, in which case the fortune would no longer revert to the +latter. The risk was too great, since it would no longer be undertaken +for a certainty amounting to millions. It was better to be satisfied +with the life-interest in one-third of the property, which he already +enjoyed, and which supplied him with abundant means for amusing himself. + +It was humiliating to be turned out of the house by a mere boy, as he +still called Marcello, but he was not excessively sensitive to +humiliation, and he promised himself some sort of satisfactory vengeance +before long. What surprised him most was that the first quarrel should +have been about Aurora. He had more than once said in conversation that +he meant to marry the girl, and Marcello had chosen to say nothing in +answer to the statement; but when Folco had gone so far as to hint that +Aurora was in love with him and was about to accept him, Marcello had as +good as given him the lie direct, and a few more words had led to the +outbreak recorded at the beginning of this chapter. + +As a matter of fact Corbario understood what had led to it better than +Marcello himself, who had no very positive reason for entirely +disbelieving his stepfather's words. The Contessa and her daughter had +returned to Rome, and Corbario often went to see them, whereas Marcello +had not been even once. When Marcello had last seen Folco in the +Engadine, he had left him sitting in their little room at the hotel. +Folco was not at all too old to marry Aurora; he was rich, at least for +life, and Aurora was poor; he was good-looking, accomplished, and ready +with his tongue. It was by no means impossible that he might make an +impression on the girl and ultimately win her. Besides, Marcello felt +that odd little resentment against Aurora which very young men sometimes +feel against young girls, whom they have thought they loved, or are +really about to love, or are afraid of loving, which makes them rude, or +unjust, or both, towards those perhaps quite unconscious maidens, and +which no woman can ever understand. + +"My dear Harry, why will you be so disagreeable to Mary?" asks the +wondering mother. "She is such a charming girl, and only the other day +she was saying that you are such a nice boy!" + +"Humph!" snorts Harry rudely, and forthwith lights his pipe and goes off +to the stables to growl in peace, or across country, or to his boat, or +to any other heavenly place not infested by women. + +There had been moments when, in his heart, Marcello had almost said that +it would serve Aurora right to be married to Corbario; yet at the first +hint from the latter that she was at all in danger of such a fate, +Marcello had broken out as if the girl's good name had been attacked, +and had turned his stepfather out of the house in a very summary +fashion. + +Having done so, he left the villa on foot, though it was raining hard, +and walked quickly past San Pietro in Montorio and down the hill towards +Trastevere. The southwest wind blew the rain under his umbrella; it was +chilly as well as wet, and a few big leaves were beginning to fall from +the plane-trees. + +He was not going to the little house, where Regina sat by the window +looking at the rain and wishing that he would come soon. When he was +down in the streets he hailed the first cab he saw, gave the man an +address in the Forum of Trajan, and climbed in under the hood, behind +the dripping leathern apron, taking his umbrella with him and getting +thoroughly wet, as is inevitable when one takes a Roman cab in the rain. + +The Contessa was out, in spite of the weather, but Marcello asked if +Aurora would see him, and presently he was admitted to the drawing-room, +where she was sitting beside a rather dreary little fire, cutting a new +book. She threw it down and rose to meet him, as little outwardly +disturbed as if they had seen each other constantly during the past two +years. She gave him her hand quietly, and they sat down and looked at +the fire. + +"It won't burn," Aurora said, rather disconsolately. "It never did burn +very well, but those horrid people who have had the apartment for two +years have spoilt the fireplace altogether." + +"I remember that it used to smoke," Marcello answered, going down on his +knees and beginning to move the little logs into a better position. + +"Thank you," Aurora said, watching him. "You won't succeed, but it's +good of you to try." + +Marcello said nothing, and presently he took the queer little Roman +bellows, and set to work to blow upon the smouldering spots where the +logs touched each other. In a few seconds a small flame appeared, and +soon the fire was burning tolerably. + +"How clever you are!" Aurora laughed quietly. + +Marcello rose and sat upon a low chair, instead of on the sofa beside +her. For a while neither spoke, and he looked about him rather +awkwardly, while Aurora watched the flames. It was long since he had +been in the room, and it looked shabby after the rather excessive +magnificence of the villa on the Janiculum, for which Corbario's taste +had been largely responsible. It was just a little shabby, too, compared +with the dainty simplicity of the small house in Trastevere. The +furniture, the carpets, and the curtains were two years older than when +he had seen them last, and had been unkindly used by the tenants to whom +the Contessa had sub-let the apartment in order to save the rent. +Marcello missed certain pretty things that he had been used to see +formerly, some bits of old Saxe, a little panel by an early master, a +chiselled silver cup in which there always used to be flowers. He +wondered where these things were, and felt that the room looked rather +bare without them. + +"It burns very well now," said Aurora, still watching the fire. + +"What has become of the old silver cup," Marcello asked, "and all the +little things that used to be about?" + +"We took them away with us when we let the apartment, and they are not +unpacked yet, though we have been here two months." + +"Two months?" + +"Yes. I was wondering whether you were ever coming to see us again!" + +"Were you? I fancied that you would not care very much to see me now." + +Aurora said nothing to this, and they both looked at the fire for some +time. The gentle sound of the little flames was cheerful, and gave them +both the impression of a third person, talking quietly. + +"I should not have come to-day," Marcello said at last, "except that +something has happened." + +"Nothing bad, I hope!" Aurora looked up with a sudden anxiety that +surprised him. + +"Bad? No. At least, I think not. Why are you startled?" + +"I have had a headache," Aurora explained. "I am a little nervous, I +fancy. What is it that has happened?" + +Marcello glanced at her doubtfully before he answered. Her quick +interest in whatever chanced to him took him back to the old times in an +instant. The place was familiar and quiet; her voice was like forgotten +music, once delightful, and now suddenly recalled; her face had only +changed to grow more womanly. + +"You never thought of marrying Folco, did you?" he asked, all at once, +and a little surprised at the sound of his own words. + +"I?" Aurora started again, but not with anxiety. "How can you think such +a thing?" + +"I don't think it; but an hour ago, at the villa, he told me in almost +so many words that you loved him and meant to accept him." + +A blush of honest anger rose in the girl's fair face, and subsided +instantly. + +"And what did you say?" she asked, with a scarcely perceptible tremor in +her tone. + +"I turned him out of the house," Marcello answered quietly. + +"Turned him out?" Aurora seemed amazed. "You turned him out because he +told you that?" + +"That and other things. But that was the beginning of it. I told him +that he was lying, and he called me names, and then I told him to go. He +will be gone when I reach home." + +To Marcello's surprise, Aurora got up suddenly, crossed the room and +went to one of the windows. Marcello rose, too, and stood still. She +seemed to be looking out at the rain, but she had grasped one of the +curtains tightly, and it looked as if she were pressing the other hand +to her left side. For a second her head bent forward a little and her +graceful shoulders moved nervously, as though she were trying to swallow +something hard. Marcello watched her a moment, and then crossed the room +and stood beside her. + +"What is it?" he asked in a low voice, and laying his hand gently on +hers that held the curtain. + +She drew her own away quietly and turned her head. Her eyes were dry and +bright, but there were deep bistre shadows under them that had not been +there before, and the lower lids were swollen. + +"It is nothing," she answered, and then laughed nervously. "I am glad +you have made your stepfather go away. It was time! I was afraid you +were as good friends as ever." + +"We have not been on good terms since we parted in Pontresina. Do you +remember when I left him in your sitting-room at the hotel? He had been +trying to persuade me to go back to Paris with him at once. In fact--" +he hesitated. + +"You intended to go," Aurora said, completing the sentence. "And then +you changed your mind." + +"Yes. I could not do it. I cannot explain everything." + +"I understand without any explanation. I think you did right." + +She went back to the fireplace and sat down in the corner of the sofa, +leaning far back and stretching out one foot to the fender in an +unconscious attitude of perfect grace. In the grey afternoon the +firelight began to play in her auburn hair. Now and then she glanced at +Marcello with half-closed lids, and there was a suggestion of a smile on +her lips. Marcello saw that in her way she was as beautiful as Regina, +and he remembered how they had kissed, without a word, when the moon's +rays quivered through the trees by the Roman shore, more than two years +ago. They had been children then. All at once he felt a great longing to +kneel down beside the sofa and throw his arms round her waist and kiss +her once again; but at almost the same instant he thought of Regina, +waiting for him by the window over there in Trastevere, and he felt the +shame rising to his face; and he leaned back in his low chair, clasping +his hands tightly over one knee, as if to keep himself from moving. + +"Marcello," Aurora began presently, but she got no further. + +"Yes?" Still he did not move. + +"I have something on my conscience." She laughed low. "No, it is +serious!" she went on, as if reproving herself. "I have always felt that +everything that has happened to you since we parted that morning by the +shore has been my fault." + +"Why?" Marcello seemed surprised. + +"Because I called you a baby," she said. "If you had not been angry at +that, if you had not turned away and left me suddenly--you were quite +right, you know--you would not have been knocked down, you would not +have wandered away and lost yourself. You would not have lost your +memory, or been ill in a strange place, or--or all the rest! So it is +all my fault, you see, from beginning to end." + +"How absurd!" Marcello looked at her and smiled. + +"No. I think it is true. But you have changed very much, Marcello. You +are not a boy any longer. You have a will of your own now; you are a +man. Do you mind my telling you that?" + +"Certainly not!" He smiled again. + +"I remember very well what you answered. You said that I should not +laugh at you again. And that has come true. You said a good many other +things. Do you remember?" + +"No. I was angry. What did I say? Everything that happened before I was +hurt seems very far off." + +"It does not matter," Aurora answered softly. "I am glad you have +forgotten, for though I was angry too, and did not care at the time, the +things you said have hurt me since." + +"I am sorry," Marcello said gently, "very, very sorry. Forgive me." + +"It was all my fault, for I was teasing you for the mere fun of the +thing. I was nothing but a silly school-girl then." + +"Yes. You have changed, too." + +"Am I at all what you expected I should be?" Aurora asked, after a +moment's silence. + +Marcello glanced at her, and clasped his hands over his knee more +tightly than ever. + +"I wish you were not," he answered in a low voice. + +"Don't wish that." Her tone was even lower than his. + +Neither spoke again for some time, and they did not look at each other. +But the flames flickering in the small fireplace seemed to be talking, +like a third person in the room. Aurora moved at last, and changed her +position. + +"I am glad that you have quarrelled with your stepfather," she said. "He +meant to do you all the harm he could. He meant you to die of the life +you were leading." + +"You know that?" Marcello looked up quickly. + +"Yes. I have heard my mother and Professor Kalmon talking about it when +they thought I was not listening. I always pretend that I am not +listening when anybody talks about you." She laughed a little. "It is so +much simpler," she added, as if to explain. "The Professor said that +your stepfather was killing you by inches. Those were his words." + +"The Professor never liked him. But he was right. Have you seen him +often?" + +"Yes." Aurora laughed again. "He always turns up wherever we are, +pretending that it is the most unexpected meeting in the world. He is +just like a boy!" + +"What do you mean? Is he in love with you?" + +"With me? No! He is madly in love with my mother! Fancy such a thing! +When he found that we were coming back to Rome he gave up his +professorship in Milan, and he has come to live here so as to be able to +see her. So I hear them talking a great deal, and he seems to have found +out a great many things about your stepfather which nobody ever knew. He +takes an extraordinary interest in him for some reason or other." + +"What has he found out?" asked Marcello. + +"Enough to hang him, if people could be hanged in Italy," Aurora +answered. + +"I should have thought Folco too clever to do anything really against +the law," said Marcello, who did not seem much surprised at what she +said. + +"The Professor believes that it was he that tried to kill you." + +"How is that possible?" Marcello asked, in great astonishment. "You +would have seen him!" + +"I did. You had not been gone three minutes when he came round to the +gap in the bank where I was standing. He came from the side towards +which I had seen you go. It was perfectly impossible that he should not +have met you. The Professor says he must have known that you were there, +looking at the storm, but that he did not know that I was with you, and +that he was lying in wait for you to strike you from behind. If we had +gone back together he would not have shown himself, that's all, and he +would have waited for a better chance. If I had only followed you I +should have seen what happened." + +"That is the trouble," said Marcello thoughtfully. "No one ever saw what +happened, and I remember nothing but that I fell forward, feeling that I +had been struck on the back of the head. Did you not hear any sound?" + +"How could I, in such a gale as was blowing? It all looks dreadfully +likely and quite possible, and the Professor is convinced that your +stepfather has done some worse things." + +"Worse?" + +"Yes, because he did not fail in doing them, as he did when he tried to +kill you." + +"But what must such a man be?" cried Marcello, suddenly breaking out in +anger. "What must his life have been in all the years before my mother +married him?" + +"He was a kind of adventurer in South America. I don't quite know what +he did there, but Professor Kalmon has found out a great deal about him +from the Argentine Republic, where he lived until he killed somebody and +had to escape to Europe. If I were you I would go and see the Professor, +since he is in Rome. He lives at No. 16, Via Sicilia. He will tell you a +great deal about that man when he knows that you have parted for good." + +"I'll go and see him. Thank you. I cannot imagine that he could tell me +anything worse than I have already heard." + +"Perhaps he may," Aurora answered very gravely. + +Then she was silent, and Marcello could not help looking at her as she +leaned back in the corner of the sofa. Of all things, at that moment, he +dreaded lest he should lose command of himself under the unexpected +influence of her beauty, of old memories, of the failing light, of the +tender shadows that still lingered under her eyes, of that exquisite +small hand that lay idly on the sofa beside her, just within his reach. +He rose abruptly, no longer trusting himself. + +"I must be going," he said. + +"Already? Why?" She looked up at him and their eyes met. + +"Because I cannot be alone with you any longer. I do not trust myself." + +"Yes, you do. You are a man now, and I trust you." + +He had spoken roughly and harshly in his momentary self-contempt, but +her words were clear and quiet, and rang true. He stood still in silence +for a moment. + +"And besides," she added softly, "she trusts you too." + +There was a little emphasis on the word "she" and in her tone that was a +reproach, and he looked at her in wonder. + +"We cannot talk of her, you and I," she said, turning her eyes to the +fire, "but you know what I mean, Marcello. It is not enough to be kind. +We women do not think so much of that as you men fancy. You must be true +as well." + +"I know it," Marcello answered, bending his head a little. "Good-bye, +Aurora." + +"No. Not good-bye, for you will come again soon, and then again, and +often." + +"Shall I?" + +"Yes, because we can trust each other, though we are fond of each other. +We are not children any longer, as we used to be." + +"Then I will come sometimes." + +He took her hand, trying not to feel that it was in his, and he left her +sitting by the rather dreary little fire, in the rather shabby room, in +the grey twilight. + +As he drove through the wet streets, he went over all she had said, went +over it again and again, till he knew her words by heart. But he did not +try, or dare to try, to examine what he felt, and was going to feel. The +manliness that had at last come to its full growth in him clung to the +word "true" as she had meant it. + +But she, being left alone, leaned forward, resting her elbows on her +knees and clasping her hands as she gazed at the smouldering remains of +the fire. She had known well enough that she had loved him before he had +come; she had known it too well when he had told her how he had driven +Folco out of his house for having spoken of her too carelessly. Then the +blood had rushed to her throat, beating hard, and if she had not gone +quickly to the window she felt that she must have cried for joy. She was +far too proud to let him guess that, but she was not too proud to love +him, in spite of everything, though it meant that she compared herself +with the peasant girl, and envied her, and in all maiden innocence would +have changed places with her if she could. + + + + +CHAPTER XVII + + +It was late in the evening when Marcello reached the villa, and was told +that his stepfather had left suddenly with his valet, before sunset, +taking a good deal of luggage with him. The coachman had driven him to +the station and had seen no more of him. He had not left any message or +note for Marcello. This was as it should be, and Marcello did not care +to know whither he had gone, since he was out of the house. He was glad, +however, that he had left Rome at once instead of going to an hotel, +which would have made an interesting topic of conversation for gossips. + +Marcello vaguely wondered why Folco had told a perfectly gratuitous +falsehood about Aurora, and whether he could possibly have lied merely +for the sake of hurting him. If so, he had got his deserts. It mattered +very little now, and it was a waste of thought to think of him at all. + +The young man had a big fire built in the library, and sat down in his +favourite leathern chair under the shaded light. He was tired, but not +sleepy, and he was glad to be alone at last, for he had felt Corbario's +evil presence in the house, though they had met little of late, and it +was a great relief to know that he would never return. + +He was glad to be alone, and yet he felt lonely, for the one condition +did not make the other impossible. He was glad to be able to think in +peace, but when he did think, he longed for some companionship in his +thoughts, and he found that he was wishing himself back in the room that +looked down upon the Forum of Trajan, with Aurora, and that she was +telling him again that she could trust him; and yet the very thought +seemed to mean that he was not to be trusted. + +Psychological problems are only interesting when they concern other +people than ourselves, for there can be no problem where there is not a +difficulty, and where the inner self is concerned there can be no +difficulty that does not demand immediate solution if we are to find +peace. Some men of very strong and thoughtful character are conscious of +a sort of second self within themselves, to which they appeal in trouble +as Socrates to his DÊmon; but most men, in trouble and alone, would turn +to a friend if there were one at hand. + +Marcello had none, and he felt horribly lonely in his great house, as +the faces of two women rose before him, on the right and left. + +But he was a man now, and as he sat there he determined to face the +problem bravely and to solve it once and for ever by doing what was +right, wheresoever he could convince himself that right lay, and without +any regard for his own inclinations. + +He told himself that this must be possible, because where right and +wrong were concerned it was never possible to hesitate long. A man is +never so convinced that right is easy to distinguish and to do as when +he has lately made up his mind to reform. Indeed, the weakness as well +as the strength of all reformers lies in their blind conviction that +whatever strikes them as right must be done immediately, with a haste +that strongly resembles hurry, and with no regard for consequences. You +might as well try, when an express train is running at full speed on the +wrong track, to heave it over to the right one without stopping it and +without killing the passengers. Yet most reformers of themselves and +others, from the smallest to the greatest, seem to believe that this can +be done, ought to be done, and must be done at once. + +Marcello was just then a reformer of this sort. He had become aware in +the course of that afternoon that something was seriously wrong, and as +his own will and character had served him well of late, he trusted both +beforehand and set to work to find out the right track, with the +distinct intention of violently transferring the train of his existence +to it as soon as it had been discovered. He was very sure of the result. + +Besides, he had been brought up by a very religious woman, and a strong +foundation of belief remained in him, and was really the basis of all +his thinking about himself. He had been careless, thoughtless, reckless, +since his mother had died, but he had never lost that something to which +a man may best go back in trouble. Sometimes it hurt him, sometimes it +comforted him vaguely, but he was always conscious that it was there, +and had been there through all his wildest days. It was not a very +reasoning belief, for he was not an intellectual man, but it was +unchangeable and solid still in spite of all his past weakness. It bade +him do right, blindly, and only because right was right; but it did not +open his eyes to the terrible truth that whereas right is right, the +Supreme Power, which is always in the right, does not take human life +into consideration at all, and that a man is under all circumstances +bound to consider the value of life to others, and sometimes its value +to himself, when others depend upon him for their happiness, or safety, +or welfare. + +Animated by the most sincere wish to find the right direction and follow +it--perhaps because Aurora had said that she trusted him--yet blind to +the dangers that beset his path, there is no knowing how many lives +Marcello might not have wrecked by acting on the resolutions he +certainly would have made if he had been left to himself another hour. + +He was deep in thought, his feet stretched out to the fire, his head +leaning back against the leathern cushion of his chair, his eyes half +closed, feeling that he was quite alone and beyond the reach of every +one, if he chose to sit there until morning wrestling with his +psychological problem. + +He was roused by the sharp buzz of the telephone instrument which stood +on the writing-table. It was very annoying, and he wished he had turned +it off before he had sat down, but since some one was calling he got up +reluctantly to learn who wanted him at that hour. He glanced at the +clock, and saw that it was nearly half-past ten. The instrument buzzed +again as he reached the table. + +"I want to see Signor Consalvi at once; is it too late?" asked a man's +voice anxiously. + +"I am Consalvi. Who are you, please?" asked Marcello. + +"Kalmon. Is it true that Corbario has left the villa?" + +"Yes. He left this afternoon." + +"Where is he now?" + +"He drove to the railway station. I don't know where he is gone. He left +no address." + +"--railway station--no address--" Marcello heard the words as Kalmon +spoke to some other person at his elbow, wherever he was. + +"May I come at once?" Kalmon asked. + +"Yes. I am alone. I'll have the lower gate opened." + +"Thanks. I shall be at the gate in twenty minutes. Good-bye." + +"Good-bye." + +Marcello hung up the receiver, rang the bell, and gave the order for the +gate, adding that the gentleman who came was to be shown in at once. +Then he sat down and waited. + +It was clear that Kalmon had learned of Corbario's departure from +Aurora, perhaps through her mother. He had probably dined with them, for +he was intimate at the house, and Aurora had spoken of Marcello's visit. +There was no reason why she should not have done so, and yet Marcello +wished that she had kept it to herself a little longer. It had meant so +much to him, and it suddenly seemed as if it had meant nothing at all to +her. She had perhaps repeated to her mother everything that had been +said, or almost everything, for she was very fond of her. + +Marcello told himself roughly that since he had no right to love her, +and was determined not to, he had no claim upon such little delicacies +of discretion and silence on her part; and his problem stuck up its head +again out of the deep water in which it lived, and glared at him, and +shot out all sorts of questions like the wriggling tentacles of an +octopus, inviting him to wrestle with them, if only to see how useless +all wrestling must be. He rose again impatiently, took a cigar from a +big mahogany box on the table, lit it and smoked savagely, walking up +and down. + +It was half finished when the door opened and Kalmon was ushered in. He +held out his hand as he came forward, with the air of a man who has no +time to lose. + +"I am glad to see you," Marcello said. + +"And I am exceedingly glad that you were at home when I called you up," +Kalmon answered. "Have you really no idea where Corbario is?" + +"Not the slightest. I am only too glad to get rid of him. I suppose the +Contessa told you--" + +"Yes. I was dining there. But she only told me half an hour ago, just as +I was coming away, and I rushed home to get at the telephone." + +It occurred to Marcello that Kalmon need not have driven all the way to +Via Sicilia from the Forum of Trajan merely for the sake of telephoning. + +"But what is the hurry?" asked Marcello. "Do sit down and explain! I +heard this afternoon that you had strong suspicions as to Folco's part +in what happened to me." + +"Something more than suspicions now," Kalmon answered, settling his big +frame in a deep chair before the tire; "but I am afraid he has escaped." + +"Escaped? He has not the slightest idea that he is suspected!" + +"How do you know? Don't you see that as he is guilty, he must have soon +begun to think that the change in your manner toward him was due to the +fact that you suspected him, and that you turned him out because you +guessed the truth, though you could not prove it?" + +"Perhaps," Marcello admitted, in a rather preoccupied tone. "The young +lady seems to have repeated to her mother everything I said this +afternoon," he added with evident annoyance. "Did the Contessa tell you +why I quarrelled with Folco to-day?" + +"No. She merely said that there had been angry words and that you had +asked him to leave the house. She herself was surprised, she said, and +wondered what could have brought matters to a crisis at last." + +Marcello's face cleared instantly. Aurora had not told any one that he +had quarrelled with his stepfather about her; that was quite evident, +for there were not two more truthful people in the world than the +Contessa and Kalmon, whose bright brown eyes were at that moment quietly +studying his face. + +"Not that the fact matters in the least," said the Professor, resting +his feet on the fender and exposing the broad soles of his wet +walking-boots to the flame. "The important fact is that the man has +escaped, and we must catch him." + +"But how are you so sure that it was he that attacked me? You cannot +arrest a man on suspicion, without going through a great many +formalities. You cannot possibly have got an eye-witness to the fact, +and so it must be a matter of suspicion after all, founded on a certain +amount of rather weak circumstantial evidence. Now, if it was he that +tried to kill me, he failed, for I am alive, and perfectly well. Why not +let him alone, since I have got rid of him?" + +"For a very good reason, which I think I had better not tell you." + +"Why not?" + +"I am not sure what you would do if you were told it suddenly. Are your +nerves pretty good? You used to be a delicate boy, though I confess that +you look much stronger now." + +"You need not fear for my nerves," Marcello answered with a short laugh. +"If they are sound after what I have been through in the last two years +they will stand anything!" + +"Yes. Perhaps you had better know, though I warn you that what I am +going to say will be a shock to you, of which you do not dream." + +"You must be exaggerating!" Marcello smiled incredulously. "You had +better tell me at once, or I shall imagine it is much worse than it is." + +"It could not be," Kalmon answered. "It is hard even to tell, and not +only because what happened was in a distant way my fault." + +"Your fault? For heaven's sake tell me what the matter is, and let us be +done with it!" + +"Corbario wanted to get possession of your whole fortune. That is why he +tried to kill you." + +"Yes. Is that all? You have made me understand that already." + +"He had conceived the plan before your mother's death," said Kalmon. + +"That would not surprise me either. But how do you know it?" + +"Do you remember that discovery of mine, that I called 'the sleeping +death'?" + +"Yes. What has that to do with it?" Marcello's expression changed. + +"Corbario stole one of the tablets from the tube in my pocket, while I +was asleep that night." + +"What?" Marcello began to grow pale. + +"Your mother died asleep," said Kalmon in a very low voice. + +Marcello was transfixed with horror, and grasped the arms of his chair. +His face was livid. Kalmon watched him, and continued. + +"Yes. Corbario did it. Your mother used to take phenacetine tablets when +she had headaches. They were very like the tablets of my poison in size +and shape. Corbario stole into my room when I was sound asleep, took one +of mine, and dropped in one of hers. Then he put mine amongst the +phenacetine ones. She took it, slept, and died." + +Marcello gasped for breath, his eyes starting from his head. + +"You see," Kalmon went on, "it was long before I found that my tablets +had been tampered with. There had been seven in the tube. I knew that, +and when I glanced at the tube next day there were seven still. The tube +was of rather thick blue glass, if you remember, so that the very small +difference between the one tablet and the rest could not be seen through +it. I went to Milan almost immediately, and when I got home I locked up +the tube in a strong-box. It was not until long afterwards, when I +wanted to make an experiment, that I opened the tube and emptied the +contents into a glass dish. Then I saw that one tablet was unlike the +rest. I saw that it had been made by a chemist and not by myself. I +analysed it and found five grains of phenacetine." + +Marcello leaned back, listening intently, and still deadly pale. + +"You did not know that I was trying to find out how you had been hurt, +that I was in communication with the police from the first, that I came +to Rome and visited you in the hospital before you recovered your +memory. The Contessa was very anxious to know the truth about her old +friend's son, and I did what I could. That was natural. Something told +me that Corbario had tried to kill you, and I suspected him, but it is +only lately that I have got all the evidence we need. There is not a +link lacking. Well, when I came to Rome that time, it chanced that I met +Corbario at the station. He had come by the same train, and was looking +dreadfully ill. That increased my suspicion, for I knew that his anxiety +must be frightful, since you might have seen him when he struck you, and +might recognise him, and accuse him. Yet he could not possibly avoid +meeting you. Imagine what that man must have felt. He tried to smile +when he saw me, and said he wished he had one of those sleeping tablets +of mine. You understand. He thought I had already missed the one he had +taken, though I had not, and that he had better disarm any possible +suspicion by speaking of the poison carelessly. Then his face turned +almost yellow, and he nearly fainted. He said it was the heat, and I +helped him to his carriage. He looked like a man terrified out of his +senses, and I remembered the fact afterwards, when I found that one +tablet had been stolen; but at the time I attributed it all to his fear +of facing you. Now we know the truth. He tried to murder you, and on the +same day he poisoned your mother." + +Kalmon sat quite still when he had finished, and for a long time +Marcello did not move, and made no sound. At last he spoke in a dull +voice. + +"I want to kill him myself." + +The Professor glanced at him and nodded slowly, as if he understood the +simple instinct of justice that moved him. + +"If I see him, I shall kill him," Marcello said slowly. "I am sure I +shall." + +"I am afraid that he has escaped," Kalmon answered. "Of course there is +a possibility that he may have had some object in deceiving your +coachman by driving to the railway station, but it is not at all likely. +He probably took the first train to the north." + +"But he can be stopped at the frontier!" + +"Do you think Corbario is the man to let himself be trapped easily if he +knows that he is pursued?" asked Kalmon incredulously. "I do not." + +He rose from his chair and began to walk up and down, his hands behind +him and his head bent. + +Marcello paid no attention to him and was silent for a long time, +sitting quite motionless and scarcely seeming to breathe. What he felt +he never could have told afterwards; he only knew that he suffered in +every fibre of his brain and body, with every nerve of his heart and in +every secret recess of his soul. His mother seemed to have been dead so +long, beyond the break in his memory. The dreadful truth he had just +heard made her die again before his eyes, by the hand of the man whom he +and she had trusted. + +"Kalmon," he said at last, and the Professor stopped short in his walk. +"Kalmon, do you think she knows?" + +It was like the cry of a child, but it came from a man who was already +strong. Kalmon could only shake his head gravely; he could find nothing +to say in answer to such a question, and yet he was too human and kind +and simple-hearted not to understand the words that rose to Marcello's +lips. + +"Then she was happy to the end--then she still believes in him." + +Kalmon turned his clear eyes thoughtfully towards Marcello's face. + +"She is gone," he answered. "She knows the great secret now. The rest is +nothing to the dead. But we are living and it is much to us. The man +must be brought to justice, and you must help me to bring him down, if +we have to hunt him round the world." + +"By God, I will!" said Marcello, in the tone of one who takes a solemn +obligation. + +He rose and stood upright, as if he were ready, and though he was still +pale there was no look of weak horror left in his face, nor any weakness +at all. + +"Good!" exclaimed Kalmon. "I would rather see you so. Now listen to me, +and collect your thoughts, Marcello. Ercole is in Rome. You remember +Ercole, your keeper at the cottage by the shore? Yes. I got the last +link in the evidence about Corbario's attack on you from him to-day. He +is a strange fellow. He has known it since last summer and has kept it +to himself. But he is one of those diabolically clever peasants that one +meets in the Campagna, and he must have his reasons. I told him to sleep +at my house to-night, and when I went home he was sitting up in the +entry with his dog. I have sent him to the station to find out whether +Corbario really left or not. You don't think he will succeed? I tell you +there are few detectives to be compared with one of those fellows when +they are on the track of a man they hate. I told him to come here, no +matter how late it might be, since he is your man. I suppose he can get +in?" + +"Of course. There is a night-bell for the porter. Ercole knows that. +Besides, the porter will not go to bed as long as you are here. While we +are waiting for him, tell me what Ercole has found out." + +They sat down again, and Kalmon told Marcello the sailor's story of what +his captain had seen from the deck of the brigantine. Marcello listened +gravely. + +"I remember that there was a small vessel very far in," he said. "Aurora +will remember it, too, for she watched it and spoke of it. We thought it +must run aground on the bar, it was so very near." + +"Yes. She remembers it, too. The evidence is complete." + +There was silence again. Marcello threw another log upon the fire, and +they waited. Kalmon smoked thoughtfully, but Marcello leaned back in his +chair, covering his eyes with one hand. The pain had not begun to be +dulled yet, and he could only sit still and bear it. + +At last the door opened, and a servant said that Ercole was waiting, and +had been ordered to come, no matter how late it was. A moment later he +appeared, and for once without his dog. + +He stood before the door as it closed behind him waiting to be told to +come forward. Marcello spoke kindly to him. + +"Come here," he said. "It is a long time since we saw each other, and +now we are in a hurry." + +Ercole's heavy boots rang on the polished floor as he obeyed and came up +to the table. He looked gloomily and suspiciously at both men. + +"Well?" said Kalmon, encouraging him to speak. + +"He is still in Rome," Ercole answered. "How do I know it? I began to +ask the porters and the under station-masters who wear red caps, and the +woman who sells newspapers and cigars at the stand, and the man who +clips the tickets at the doors of the waiting-rooms. 'Did you see a +gentleman, so and so, with a servant, so and so, and much luggage, going +away by the train? For I am his keeper from the Roman shore, and he told +me to be here when he went away, to give him a certain answer.' So I +said, going from one to another, and weeping to show that it was a very +urgent matter. And many shook their heads and laughed at me. But at last +a porter heard, and asked if the gentleman were so and so. And I said +yes, that he was so and so, and his servant was so and so, and that the +gentleman was a rich gentleman. And the porter said, 'See what a +combination! That is the gentleman who had all his luggage brought in +this afternoon, to be weighed; but it was not weighed, for he came back +after a quarter of an hour, and took some small things and had them put +upon a cab, but the other boxes were left in deposit.' Then I took out +four sous and showed them to the porter, and he led me to a certain +hall, and showed me the luggage, which is that of the man we seek, and +it is marked 'F.C.' So when I had seen, I made a show of being joyful, +and gave the porter five sous instead of four. And he was very +contented. This is the truth. So I say, he is still in Rome." + +"I told you so," said Kalmon, looking at Marcello. + +"Excuse me, but what did you tell the young gentleman?" asked Ercole +suspiciously. + +"That you would surely find out," Kalmon answered. + +"I have found out many things," said Ercole gloomily. + +His voice was very harsh just then, as if speaking so much had made him +hoarse. + +"He took some of his things away because he meant to spend the night in +Rome," Kalmon said thoughtfully. "He means to leave to-morrow, perhaps +by an early train. If we do not find him to-night, we shall not catch +him in Rome at all." + +"Surely," said Ercole, "but Rome is very big, and it is late." + + + + +CHAPTER XVIII + + +It was still raining when the three men left the villa, and the night +was very dark, for the young moon had already set. The wind howled round +San Pietro in Montorio and the Spanish Academy, and whistled through the +branches of the plane-trees along the winding descent, and furiously +tore the withering leaves. They struck Ercole's weather-beaten face as +he sat beside the coachman with bent head, with his soft hat pulled down +over his eyes, and the rain dripped from his coarse moustache. Kalmon +and Marcello leaned as far back as they could, under the deep hood and +behind the high leathern apron. + +"There is some animal following us," the cabman said to Ercole as they +turned a corner. + +"It is my dog," Ercole answered. + +"It sounds like a calf," said the cabman, turning his head to listen +through the storm. + +"It is not a calf," answered Ercole gruffly. "It is my dog. Or if you +wish it to be the were-wolf, it will be the were-wolf." + +The cabman glanced uneasily at his companion on the box, for the +were-wolf is a thing of terror to Romans. But he could not see the +countryman's features in the gloom, and he hastened his horse's pace +down the hill, for he did not like the sound of those galloping feet +behind his cab, in that lonely road, in the dark and the rain. + +"Where am I to go?" he asked, as he came near the place where a turn to +the right leads out of the Via Garibaldi down to the Via Luciano Manara. + +But Kalmon knew where they were, even better than Marcello, to whom the +road was familiar by day and night, in all weathers. + +"We must leave that message first," said the Professor to Marcello. "We +are coming to the turning." + +"To Santa Cecilia," Marcello called out to the cabman, thrusting his +head forward into the rain, "then I will tell you where to go." + +"Santa Cecilia," echoed the cabman. + +Ercole growled something quite unintelligible, to which his companion +paid no attention, and the cab rattled on through the rain down the long +paved street. It made such a noise that the dog's feet could not be +heard any more. There were more lamps, too, and it seemed less gloomy +than up there under the plane-trees, though there were no lights in the +windows at that late hour. + +"Now to the right," said Ercole, as they reached the back of Saint +Cecilia's at the Via Anicia. + +"To the right!" Marcello called out a second later from under the hood. + +"You seem to know the way," said the cabman to Ercole. "Why don't you +give me the address of the house at once and be done with it?" + +"I know the house, but not the street, nor the number." + +"I understand. Does your dog also know the house?" + +To this question Ercole made no answer, for he considered that it was +none of the cabman's business, and, moreover, he regretted having shown +that he knew where his master was going. Marcello now gave the final +direction to the cabman, who drew up before a door in a wall, in a +narrow lane, where the walls were high and the doors were few. It was +the garden entrance to the little house in Trastevere. + +Marcello got out, opened the door with the key he carried, and went in. +It was raining hard, and he disappeared into the darkness, shutting the +door behind him. It had a small modern lock with a spring latch that +clicked sharply as it shut. The cab had stopped with the door on the +left, and therefore on the side on which Ercole was sitting. Nino, the +dog, came up from behind, with his tongue hanging out, blood-red in the +feeble light of the cab's lamp; he put his head up above the low front +wheel to have a look at Ercole. Being satisfied, he at once lay down on +the wet stones, with his muzzle towards the door. + +Two or three minutes passed thus, in total silence. The cab-horse hung +his head patiently under the driving rain, but neither stamped on the +paving stones nor shook himself, nor panted audibly, for he was a pretty +good horse, as cab-horses go, and was not tired. + +Suddenly Nino growled without moving, the ominous low growl of a dog +that can kill, and Ercole growled at him in turn, making a sound +intended to impose silence. There was no reason why Nino should growl at +Marcello. But Nino rose slowly upon his quarters, as if he were about to +spring at the door, and his rough coat bristled along his back. Then +Ercole distinctly heard the latch click as it had done when Marcello +went in, and Nino put his muzzle to the crack of the closed door and +sniffed up and down it, and then along the stone step. To Ercole it was +clear that some person within had opened the door noiselessly a little +way and had shut it again rather hurriedly, on hearing the dog and +seeing the cab. Whoever it was had wished to see if there were any one +outside, without being seen, or perhaps had meant to slip out without +being heard by any one in the house. + +Kalmon, leaning back inside, had not heard the sound of the latch, and +paid no attention to Nino's growl. It was natural that such an animal +should growl and snarl for nothing, he thought, especially on a rainy +night, when the lamps of a cab throw strange patches of light on the +glistening pavement. + +There was some reason why Ercole, who had heard, did not get down and +tell the Professor, who had noticed nothing. One reason, and a good +enough one, was that whoever it was that had opened the door so +cautiously, it certainly was not the man they were all hunting that +night. Yet since Ercole knew the little house, and probably knew who +lived there, and that it belonged to Marcello, it might have been +supposed that he would have told the latter, whose footsteps were heard +on the gravel a few moments afterwards. But though Marcello stood a +moment by the wheel close to Ercole, and spoke across him to the cabman, +Ercole said nothing. Nino had not growled at Marcello, even before the +latter had appeared, for Nino had a good memory, for a dog, and +doubtless remembered long days spent by the Roman shore, and copious +leavings thrown to him from luxurious luncheons. Before they had left +the villa he had sniffed at Marcello's clothes and hands in a manner +that was meant to be uncommonly friendly, though it might not have +seemed reassuring to a stranger; and Marcello had patted his huge head, +and called him by name. + +The young man had given the cabman the address of the office of the +Chief of Police, and when he had got in and hooked up the leathern +apron, the cab rolled away over the stones through the dark streets, +towards the bridge of Saint Bartholomew. + +Within the house Regina sat alone, as Marcello had found her, her chin +resting on the back of her closed hand, her elbow on her knee, her eyes +gazing at the bright little fire that blazed on the polished hearth. Her +hair was knotted for the night, low down on her neck, and the loose +dressing-gown of dove-coloured silk plush was unfastened at the neck, +where a little lace fell about her strong white throat. + +She had sprung to her feet in happy surprise when Marcello had entered +the room, though it was not two hours since he had left her, and she +could still smell the smoke of his last cigarette. She had felt a +sudden chill when she had seen his face, for she never saw him look +grave and preoccupied without believing that he had grown suddenly tired +of her, and that the end had come. But then she had seen his eyes +lighten for her, and she had known that he was not tired of her, but +only very much in earnest and very much in a hurry. + +He had bidden her find out from Settimia where Corbario was, if the +woman knew it; he had told her to find out at any cost, and had put a +great deal of emphasis on the last words. In answer to the one question +she asked, he told her that Corbario was a murderer, and was trying to +escape. He had not time to explain more fully, but he knew that he could +count on her. She did not love Folco Corbario, and she came of a race +that could hate, for it was the race of the Roman hill peasants. So he +left her quickly and went on. + +But when he was gone, Regina sat quite still for some time, looking at +the fire. Settimia was safe in her own room, and was probably asleep. It +would be soon enough to wake her when Regina had considered what she +should say in order to get the information Marcello wanted. Settimia +would deny having had any communication with Corbario, or that she knew +anything of his whereabouts. The next step would probably be to tempt +her with money or other presents. If this failed, what was to be done? +Somehow Regina guessed that a bribe would not have much effect on the +woman. + +Marcello had wished to send her away long ago, but Regina had persuaded +him to let her stay. It was part of her hatred of Corbario to accumulate +proofs against him, and they were not lacking in the letters he wrote to +Settimia. Regina could not understand the relation in which they stood +to each other, but now and then she had found passages in the letters +which referred neither to herself nor Marcello, but to things that had +happened a good many years ago in another country. She was convinced +that the two had once been companions in some nefarious business, of +which they had escaped the consequences. It was her intention to find +out exactly what the deed had been, and then to bring Corbario to ruin +by exposing it. It was a simple scheme, but it seemed a sure one, and +Regina was very patient. Corbario had tried to separate her from +Marcello, and she had sworn that he should pay her for that; and +besides, he had wished to kill Marcello in order to get his money. That +was bad, undoubtedly--very bad; but to her peasant mind it was not +unnatural. She had heard all her life of crimes committed for the sake +of an inheritance; and so have most of us, and in countries that fondly +believe themselves much more civilised than Italy. That was extremely +wicked, but the attempt had failed, and it sank into insignificance in +comparison with the heinous crime of trying to separate two lovers by +treachery. That was what Regina would not forgive Corbario. + +Nor would she pardon Settimia, who had been Corbario's instrument and +helper; and as she meant to include the woman in her vengeance, she +would not let her go, but kept her, and treated her so generously and +unsuspiciously that Settimia was glad to stay, since Corbario still +wished it. + +Regina looked at the little travelling-clock that stood on the low table +at her elbow, and saw that it was half-past eleven. Behind the drawn +curtains she could hear the rain beating furiously against the shutters, +but all was quiet within the house. Regina listened, for Settimia's room +was overhead, and when she moved about her footsteps could be heard in +the sitting-room. Regina had heard her just before Marcello had come in, +but there was no sound now; she had probably gone to bed. Regina lit a +candle and went into her own room. + +On a shelf near the little toilet-table there was a box, covered with +old velvet, in which she kept the few simple pins and almost necessary +bits of jewellery which she had been willing to accept from Marcello. +She took it down, set it upon the toilet-table and opened it. A small +silver-mounted revolver lay amongst the other things, for Marcello had +insisted that she should have a weapon of some kind, because the house +seemed lonely to him. He had shown her how to use it, but she had +forgotten. She took it out, and turned it over and over in her hands, +with a puzzled look. She did not even know whether it was loaded or not, +and did not remember how to open the chamber. She wondered how the thing +worked, and felt rather afraid of it. Besides, if she had to use it, it +would make a dreadful noise; so she put it back carefully amongst the +things. + +There were the cheap little earrings she had worn ever since she had +been a child, till Marcello had made her take them out and wear none at +all. There was a miserable little brooch of tarnished silver which she +had bought with her own money at a country fair, and which had once +seemed very fine to her. She had not the slightest sentiment about such +trifles, for Italian peasants are altogether the least sentimental +people in the world; the things were not even good enough to give to +Settimia, and yet it seemed wrong to throw them away, so she had always +kept them, with a vague idea of giving them to some poor little girl, to +whom they would represent happiness. With them lay the long pin she used +to stick through her hair on Sundays when she went to church. + +It had been her mother's, and it was the only thing she possessed which +had belonged to the murdered woman who had given her birth. It was +rather a fine specimen of the pins worn by the hill peasant women, and +was made like a little cross-hilted sword, with a blade of fire-gilt +steel about eight inches long. A little gilt ball was screwed upon the +point, intended to keep the pin from coming out after it was thrust +through the hair. Regina took the ball off and felt the point, which was +as sharp as that of a pen-knife; and she tried the blade with her hands +and found that it did not bend easily. It was strong enough for what she +wanted of it. She stuck it through the heavy knot of her hair, rather +low down at the back of her neck, where she could easily reach it with +her right hand; but she did not screw on the ball. It was not likely +that the pin would fall out. She was very deliberate in all she did; she +even put up her hand two or three times, without looking at herself in +the mirror, to be quite sure where to find the hilt of the pin if she +should need it. Marcello had told her to get the information he wanted +"at any cost." + +Then she went back, with her candle, through the cheerful sitting-room, +and out through a small vestibule that was now dark, and up the narrow +staircase to find Settimia. + +She knocked, and the woman opened, and Regina was a little surprised to +see that she was still dressed. She was pale, and looked very anxious as +she faced her mistress in the doorway. + +"What is the matter?" she asked, rather nervously. + +"Nothing," Regina answered in a reassuring tone. "I had forgotten to +tell you about a little change I want in the trimming of that hat, and +as I heard you moving about, I came up before going to bed." + +Settimia had taken off her shoes more than half an hour earlier in order +to make no noise, and her suspicions and her fears were instantly +aroused. She drew her lids together a little and looked over Regina's +shoulder through the open door towards the dark staircase. She was not a +tall woman, and was slightly made, but she was energetic and could be +quick when she chose, as Regina knew. Regina quietly shut the door +behind her and came forward into the room, carrying her candle-stick, +which she set down upon the table near the lamp. + +"Where is that hat?" she asked, so naturally that the woman began to +think nothing was wrong after all. + +Settimia turned to cross the room, in order to get the hat in question +from a pasteboard bandbox that stood on the floor. Regina followed her, +and stood beside her as she bent down. + +Then without the slightest warning Regina caught her arms from behind +and threw her to her knees, so that she was forced to crouch down, her +head almost touching the floor. She was no more than a child in the +peasant woman's hands as soon as she was fairly caught. But she did not +scream, and she seemed to be keeping her senses about her. + +"What do you want of me?" she asked, speaking with difficulty. + +Policemen know that ninety-nine out of a hundred criminals ask that +question when they are taken. + +"I want to know several things," Regina answered. + +"Let me go, and I will tell you what I can." + +"No, you won't," Regina replied, looking about her for something with +which to tie the woman's hands, for she had forgotten that this might be +necessary. "I shall not let you go until I know everything." + +She felt that Settimia's thin hands were cautiously trying the strength +of her own and turning a very little in her grasp. She threw her weight +upon the woman's shoulders to keep her down, grasped both wrists in one +hand, and with the other tore off the long silk cord that tied her own +dressing-gown at the waist. It was new and strong. + +"You had better not struggle," she said, as she got the first turn +round Settimia's wrists and began to pull it tight. "You are in my power +now. It is of no use to scream either, for nobody will hear you." + +"I know it," the woman replied. "What are you going to do with me?" + +"I shall ask questions. If you answer them, I shall not hurt you. If you +do not, I shall hurt you until you do, or until you die. Now I am going +to tie your wrists to your heels, so that you cannot move. Then I will +put a pillow under your head, so that you can be pretty comfortable +while we talk a little." + +She spoke in a matter-of-fact tone, which terrified Settimia much more +than any dramatic display of anger or hatred could have done. In a few +moments the woman was bound hand and foot. Regina turned her upon her +side, and arranged a pillow under her head as she had promised to do. +Then she sat down upon the floor beside the pillow and looked at her +calmly. + +"In this way we can talk," she said. + +Settimia's rather stony eyes were wide with fear now, as she lay on her +side, watching Regina's face. + +"I have always served you faithfully," she said. "I cannot understand +why you treat me so cruelly." + +"Yes," Regina answered, unmoved, "you have been an excellent maid, and I +am sorry that I am obliged to tie you up like the calves that are taken +to the city on carts. Now tell me, where is Signor Corbario?" + +"How should I know?" whined Settimia, evidently more frightened. "I +know nothing about Signor Corbario. I swear that I have hardly ever seen +him. How can I possibly know where he is? He is probably at his house, +at this hour." + +"No. You know very well that he has left the villa. It will not serve to +tell lies, nor to say that you know nothing about him, for I am sure you +do. Now listen. I wish to persuade you with good words. You and Signor +Corbario were in South America together." + +Settimia's face expressed abject terror. + +"Never!" she cried, rocking her bound body sideways in an instinctive +attempt to emphasise her words by a gesture. "I swear before heaven, and +the saints, and the holy--" + +"It is useless," Regina interrupted. "You have not forgotten what you +and he did in Salta ten years ago. You remember how suddenly Padilla +died, when 'Doctor' Corbario was attending him, and you were his nurse, +don't you?" + +She fixed her eyes sternly on Settimia's, and the woman turned livid, +and ground her teeth. + +"You are the devil!" she said hoarsely. "But it is all a lie!" she +cried, suddenly trying denial again. "I was never in South America, +never, never, never!" + +"This is a lie," observed Regina, with perfect calm. "If you do not tell +me where Signor Corbario is to-night, I shall go to the police to-morrow +and tell all I know about you." + +"You know nothing. What is all this that you are inventing? You are a +wicked woman!" + +"Take care! Perhaps I am a wicked woman. Who knows! I am not a saint, +but you are not my confessor. It is the contrary, perhaps; and perhaps +you will have to confess to me this night, before going to the other +world, if you confess at all. Where is Signor Corbario?" + +As she asked the question, she quietly took the long pin from her hair +and began to play with the point. + +"Are you going to murder me?" groaned the wretched woman, watching the +terrible little weapon. + +"I should not call it murder to kill you. This point is sharp. Should +you like to feel it? You shall. In this way you will perhaps be +persuaded to speak." + +She gently pressed the point against Settimia's cheek. + +"Don't move, or you will scratch yourself," she said, as the woman tried +to draw back her face. "Now, will you tell me where Signor Corbario is? +I want to know." + +Settimia must have feared Corbario more than she feared Regina and the +sharp pin at that moment, for she shook her head and set her teeth. +Perhaps she believed that Regina was only threatening her, and did not +mean to do her any real bodily hurt; but in this she was misled by +Regina's very quiet manner. + +"I shall wait a little while," said Regina, almost indifferently, "and +then, if you do not tell me, I shall begin to kill you. It may take a +long time, and you will scream a good deal, but nobody will hear you. +Now think a little, and decide what you will do." + +Regina laid the pin upon the floor beside her, drew up her knees, and +clasped her hands together over them, as the hill women often sit for +hours when they are waiting for anything. + +Her face hardened slowly until it had an expression which Marcello had +never seen. It was not a look of cruelty, nor of fierce anticipated +satisfaction in what she meant to do; it was simply cold and relentless, +and Settimia gazed with terror on the splendid marble profile, so +fearfully distinct against the dark wall in the bright light of the +lamp. The strength of the woman, quietly waiting to kill, seemed to fill +the room; her figure seemed to grow gigantic in the terrified eyes of +her prisoner; the slow, regular heave of her bosom as she breathed was +telling the seconds and minutes of fate, that would never reach an hour. + +It is bad to see death very near when one is tied hand and foot and +cannot fight for life. Most people cannot bear the sight quietly for a +quarter of an hour; they break down altogether, or struggle furiously, +like animals, though they know it is perfectly useless and that they +have no chance. Anything is easier than to lie still, watching the knife +and wondering when and where it is going to enter into the flesh. + +Regina sat thinking and ready. She wished that she had Corbario himself +in her power, but it was something to have the woman who had helped +him. She was very glad that she had insisted on keeping Settimia in +spite of Marcello's remonstrances. It had made it possible to obtain the +information he wanted, and which, she felt sure, was to lead to +Corbario's destruction. She was to find out "at any cost"; those had +been Marcello's words, and she supposed he knew that she would obey him +to the letter. For she said to herself that he was the master, and that +if she did not obey him in such a matter, when he seemed so much in +earnest, he would be disappointed, and angry, and would then grow +quickly tired of her, and so the end would come. "At any cost," as he +had said it in his haste, meant to Regina at the cost of blood, and +life, and limb, if need were. Corbario was the enemy of the man she +loved; it was her lover's pleasure to find out his enemy and to be +revenged at last; what sort of woman must she be if she did not help +him? what was her love worth if she did not obey him? He had been always +kind to her, and more than kind; but it would have been quite the same +if he had treated her worse than a dog, provided he did not send her +away from him. She belonged to him, and he was the master, to do as he +pleased. If he sent her away, she would go; but if not, he might have +beaten her and she would never have complained. Now that he had given a +simple command, she was not going to disobey him. She had pride, but it +was not for him, and in her veins the blood of sixty generations of +slaves and serfs had come down to her through two thousand years, the +blood of men who had killed when they were bidden to kill by their +masters, whose masters had killed them like sheep in war and often in +peace, of women who had been reckoned as goods and as chattels with the +land on which their mothers had borne them--of men and women too often +familiar with murder and sudden death from their cradles to their +graves. + +The minutes passed and Settimia's terror grew till the room swam with +her, and she lost hold upon herself, and did not know whether she +screamed or was silent, as her parched lips opened wide upon her parted +teeth. But she had made no sound, and Regina did not even look at her. +Death had not come yet; there was a respite of seconds, perhaps of +minutes. + +At last Regina unclasped her hands and took up the pin again. The +miserable woman fancied that she already felt the little blade creeping +through her flesh and blood on its way to her heart. For Regina had said +she would take a long time to kill her. It must have been a strong +reason that could keep her silent still, if she knew the answer to the +question. + +Regina turned her head very slowly and looked coldly down at the +agonised face. + +"I am tired," she said. "I cannot wait any longer." + +Settimia's eyes seemed to be starting from her head, and her dry lips +were stretched till they cracked, and she thought she had screamed +again; but she had not, for her throat was paralysed with fear. Regina +rose upon her knees beside the pillow, with the pin in her right hand. + +"Where is Corbario?" she asked, looking down. "If you will not tell I +shall hurt you." + +Settimia's lips moved, as if she were trying to speak, but no words came +from them. Regina got up from the floor, went to the washstand and +poured some water into the glass, for she thought it possible that the +woman was really unable to utter a sound because her throat was parched +with fear. But she could speak a little as soon as Regina left her side, +and the last peril seemed a few seconds less near. + +"For the love of God, don't kill me yet," she moaned. "Let me speak +first!" + +Regina came back, knelt down, and set the glass on the floor, beside the +pin. + +"That is all I want," she said quietly, "that you should speak." + +"Water," moaned Settimia, turning her eyes to the glass. + +Regina held up her head a little and set the tumbler to her lips, and +she drank eagerly. The fear of death is more parching than wound-fever +or passion. + +"Now you can surely talk a little," Regina said. + +"Why do you wish to know where he is?" Settimia asked in a weak voice. +"Are the police looking for him? What has he done? Why do you want me to +betray him?" + +"These are too many questions," Regina answered. "I have been told to +make you tell where he is, and I will. That is enough." + +"I do not know where he is." + +In an instant the point of the sharp little blade was pressing against +the woman's throat, harder and harder; one second more and it would +pierce the skin and draw blood. + +"Stop," she screamed, with a convulsion of her whole body. "He is in the +house!" + + + + +CHAPTER XIX + + +With a single movement Regina was on her feet, for she had been taken by +surprise, and her first instinct was to be ready for some new and +unsuspected danger. In a flash it seemed to her that since Corbario was +in the house, he might very possibly enter suddenly and take Settimia's +defence. Regina was not afraid of him, but she was only a woman after +all, and Corbario was not a man to stop at trifles. He was very likely +armed, and would perhaps shoot her, in order to make good his escape +with Settimia, unless, as was quite probable, he killed his old +accomplice too, before leaving the room. + +Regina stood still a moment, reflecting on the dangerous situation. It +certainly would not be safe to release Settimia yet; for if Corbario +were really in the house, the two together could easily overpower one +woman, though she was strong. + +"I am sorry that I cannot untie you yet," Regina said, and with a glance +at the prostrate figure she took up her candle-stick, stuck her pin +through her hair before the mirror, and went to the door. + +She took the key from the lock, put it back on the outside, and turned +it, and put it into her pocket when she had shut the door after her. +Then she slowly descended the stairs, stopping now and then to listen, +and shading her candle with her hand so that she could see over it, for +she expected to be attacked at any moment. At the slightest sound she +would have snatched her pin from her hair again, but she heard nothing, +and went cautiously down till she reached the vestibule outside the +sitting-room. She entered the latter and sat down to think. + +Should she boldly search the house? Settimia could hardly have had any +object in lying. If she had meant to frighten Regina, she would have +spoken very differently. She would have made out that Corbario was +almost within hearing, waiting in a dark corner with a loaded revolver. +But her words had been the cry of truth, uttered to save her life at the +moment when death was actually upon her. She would have screamed out the +truth just as certainly if Corbario had already left Rome, or if he were +in some hotel for the night--or even if she had really known nothing. In +the last case Regina would have believed her, and would have let her go. +There is no mistaking the accent of mortal terror, whether one has ever +heard it or not. + +Corbario was somewhere in the house, Marcello's enemy, and the man she +herself had long hated. A wild longing came over her to have him in her +power, bound hand and foot like Settimia, and then to torment him at her +pleasure until he died. She felt the strength of half a dozen men in +her, and the courage of an army, as she rose to her feet once more. She +had seen him. He was not a big man. If she could catch him from behind, +as she had caught the woman, she might perhaps overpower him. With the +thought of near revenge the last ray of caution disappeared, and from +being fearless Regina became suddenly reckless. + +But as she rose, she heard a sound overhead, and it was the unmistakable +sound of footsteps. She started in surprise. It was simply impossible +that Settimia should have loosed the cord that bound her. Regina had +been brought up in the low hill country and in the Campagna, and she +could tie some of the knots used by Roman muleteers and carters, which +hold as well as those men learn at sea. She had tied Settimia very +firmly, and short of a miracle the woman could not have freed herself. +Yet the footsteps had been distinctly audible for a moment. Since +Settimia was not walking about, Corbario must have got into the room. +Yet Regina had locked the door, and had the key in her pocket. It was +perfectly incomprehensible. She left the sitting-room again, carrying +her candle as before; but at the door she turned back, and set the +candle-stick upon the table. She would be safer in the dark, and would +have a better chance of taking Corbario by surprise. + +Poor Regina had not grown up amongst people who had a high standard of +honour, and her own ideas about right and wrong were primitive, to speak +charitably. But if she had dreamt of the deed that was being done +upstairs, her heart would have stood still, and she would have felt sick +at the mere thought of such villainy. + +She had left the room and locked the door, and while her footsteps had +been audible on the stairs no other sound had broken the stillness. But +a few seconds later a whispered question came from some person out of +sight. + +"Is she gone?" the whisper asked. + +"Yes," answered Settimia in a very low voice, which she knew Regina +could not hear. + +Corbario's pale face cautiously emerged from the closet in which he had +been hidden, and he looked round the room before he stepped out. +Settimia could not turn over to see him, but she heard him coming +towards her. + +"Cut this cord," she said in an undertone. "Make haste! We can be out of +the house in less than half a minute." + +Corbario knelt beside her, and took out a handsome English clasp-knife. +But he did not cut the cord. He looked down into Settimia's face, and +she understood. + +"I could not help it," she answered. "She would have killed me!" + +Corbario laid his left hand upon her throat. + +"If you try to scream I shall strangle you," he said in a whisper. "You +have betrayed me, and I cannot afford to trust you again. Do you know +what I am going to do?" + +She tried to turn her head, but his hand was heavy on her throat. She +strained frightfully to move, and her stony eyes lit up with a dying +glare of terror. + +"Do it quickly!" she gasped. + +"Hush!" His hand tightened on her throat. "If you were in Salta, you +should die by tenths of inches, if it took all night! That would be too +good for you." + +He spat in her face as she writhed under his grasp. He looked into her +living eyes once more with all the cowardly hate that possessed him, he +struck deep and sure, he saw the light break in the pupils, and heard +the awful rattle of her last breath. + +In an instant he was at the window, and had thrown it wide open. He got +out quickly, let himself down with his hands, and pushed himself away +from the wall with his feet as he jumped down backwards, well knowing +that there was grass below him, and that the earth was as soft as sponge +with the long rain. He was sure that he could not hurt himself. Yet +before his feet touched the ground he had uttered a low cry of fear. + +He was on his legs now and trying to run, but it was too late. There was +the flash of a lantern in the wet garden, and between him and the light, +and just below it, he saw two points of greenish fire coming at him; for +he saw everything then; and he heard the rush of a heavy beast's feet, +tearing up the earth with iron claws, and the savage breath, and the +loud hiss of a man setting the creature on; for he heard every sound +then; and he knew that the thing of terror would leap up with resistless +strength and hurl its weight upon him, and bury its jagged fangs in his +throat and tear him, in an instant that would seem like an hour of +agony, and that the pain and the fear would be as if he were hung up by +all the nerves of his body, drawn out and twisted; for he knew +everything then; and in that immeasurable time which is nothing, and yet +is infinite, he remembered his evil life, his robberies, his murders, +and his betrayals, one by one, but he remembered with most frightful +clearness how he had tried to kill Marcello, how he had corrupted him +from his childhood, with bad counsels very cunningly, and prepared him +to go astray, how he had thrust evil in his path and laughed away the +good, and had led him on, and poisoned him, and would have brought him +to his death and damnation surely, but for one sinning devoted woman +that loved him; for he remembered everything then; and from very far +away, out of memories of his youth, there came a voice that had once +been gentle and kind, but that rang in his ears now, like the blast of +the trumpet of the last judgment. + +"Whosoever shall offend one of these little ones which believe in Me, it +were better for him that a millstone were hanged about his neck, and +that he were drowned in the depth of the sea." + +Far better, indeed, for it all came, when the immeasurable second's +length was past, and he was thrown down against the wall, and torn, and +shaken like a rat; it all came just as he had felt that it was coming, +and it lasted long, a long, long time, while he tried to howl, and the +blood only gurgled in his throat. And then, just as many strong hands +dragged away the thing of terror, and the light of a lantern and of a +lamp flashed in his eyes, he fell asleep in the wet grass. + +For they had caught him fairly and brought him, down. Kalmon had +watched him long, and had told some of his suspicions to the Chief of +Police, and the latter, unknown to Kalmon, had caused him to be watched +from time to time. But he, who had been watched before and had once +already escaped for his life, had sometimes seen faces near him that he +did not trust, and when he had turned back from the station that +afternoon he had seen one of those faces; so he had driven away quickly +in a cab, by winding ways, so as not to be followed. Yet Kalmon and +Marcello, talking as they drove, grew more and more sure that he would +wish to see Settimia before he left Rome, the more certainly if he +believed himself pursued, as seemed likely from his changing his mind at +the station. So they had stopped their cab before they had reached their +destination, and had sent Ercole back to Trastevere with the key of the +garden gate, bidding him watch, as it was most probable that Corbario +would try to get out through the garden; and before long they had come +back to the door of the house that opened upon the street, and had let +themselves in quietly, just in time to hear the noise of the struggle as +the dog threw Corbario to the ground. For the other entrance to the +little vestibule opened upon the garden within, at the very spot where +Corbario alighted when he jumped from the window. + +And now they stood there in the rain round the wounded man, while +Marcello held the lantern to his face, and Regina thrust a lamp out of +the lower window which she had thrown open. + +"Is he dead?" she asked, in the silence that followed when Ercole had +got control of the dog again. + +At the sound of her voice Ercole started strangely and looked up to her +face that was not far above his own, and his eyes fixed themselves upon +her so intently that she looked down at him, while she still held out +her lamp. She could not remember that she had ever seen him; but he had +seen her many times since he had made his visit to the inn on the +Frascati road. + +"Is he dead?" she repeated, putting the question directly to him as he +was nearest. + +Still he looked at her in silence, with his deep-set, unwinking eyes. +Marcello and Kalmon were bending over Corbario, Marcello holding the +lantern, while the Professor listened for the beating of the heart and +felt the pulse. They paid no attention to Regina for the moment. + +"Why don't you speak?" she asked, surprised by Ercole's silent stare. + +"You don't know me," he said slowly, "but I know you." + +The rain was beating upon her lamp, and at that moment the shade cracked +under the cold drops and fell to pieces, and the wind instantly +extinguished the flame of the flaring wick. Regina withdrew into the +room to get another light, and Ercole stared after her into the gloom. + +"He is alive," said Kalmon, looking up to see why the light had gone +out. "We must get him inside at once, or he will die here. Come, +Ercole! Make that dog lie down and keep quiet." + +Between them they carried Corbario into the house. Nino watched on the +step in the rain, but when the door was shut behind him, he crawled down +to the wet grass and lapped the blood and water in the dark. They +carried Corbario upstairs to an empty room there was, and as they went +Regina tried to tell Marcello what she had done. They opened Settimia's +door, which was still locked, and they found her quite dead, and the +window was wide open; then Regina understood that Corbario had been +hidden within hearing, and had killed the woman because she had +confessed. + +The men who had been sent from the central police station at Kalmon's +request arrived a few minutes later. One was at once sent for a surgeon +and for more men; the other remained. Soon the little house was full of +officials, in uniform and in plain clothes. They examined everything, +they wrote rapidly on big sheets of stamped paper; their chief took the +first deposition of Regina, and of the three men, and of the surgeon. At +dawn a man came with a rough pine coffin. Officials came and went, and +were gravely busy. One man spoke of coffee when it was day, and went and +made some in the little kitchen, for the two young women who cooked and +did the work of the house did not sleep there, and would not come till +past seven o'clock. + +During the long hours, when Regina and Marcello were not wanted, they +were together in the sitting-room downstairs. Regina told Marcello in +detail everything she knew about the events of the night, and much which +she had found out earlier about Settimia but had never told him. Kalmon +came in from time to time and told them what was going on, and that +Corbario was still alive; but they saw no more of Ercole. He had made +his first deposition, to the effect that he had been set to watch the +house, that the murderer had jumped from an upper window, and that the +dog had pulled him down. The officials looked nervously at the dog, +produced by Ercole in evidence, and were glad when the beast was out of +their sight. There were dark stains about the bristles on his jaws, and +his eyes were bloodshot; but Ercole laid one hand on his uncouth head, +and he was very quiet, and did not even snarl at the policemen. + +Regina and Marcello sat side by side, talking in a low voice, and +looking at each other now and then. The little house in which they had +been happy was turned to a place of death and horror, and both knew that +some change was coming to themselves. + +"You cannot live here any more," Marcello said at dawn, "not even till +to-night." + +"Where could I go?" Regina asked. "Why should I not stay here? Do you +think I am afraid of the dead woman?" + +"No," Marcello answered, "but you cannot stay here." + +He guessed what talking and gossiping there would be when the newspapers +told what had happened in the little house, how the reporters would +hang about the street for a week to come, and how fashionable people +would go out of their way to see the place where a murder had been +committed by such a well-known person as Corbario, and where he had been +taken almost in the very act, and himself nearly killed. Besides all +that, there would be the public curiosity about Regina, who had been so +intimately concerned in a part of the tragedy, and whose name was +everywhere associated with his own. + +He would have taken her away from Rome at once, if he could have done +so. But he knew that they would both be called upon during the next few +days to repeat in court the evidence they had already given in their +first deposition. There was sure to be the most frightful publicity +about the whole affair, of which reports would be published not only in +Rome but throughout Italy, and all over the world. In real life the +consequences of events generally have the importance which fiction is +obliged to give the events themselves; which is the reason why the +things that happen to real people rarely come to any precise conclusion, +like those reached by a play or a novel. The "conclusion" lies in the +lives of the people, after the tragedy, or the drama, or the comedy has +violently upset their existences. + +"You cannot stay here," Marcello repeated with conviction. + +"You will go on living at your villa," Regina answered. "Why should I +not go on living in this house? For a few days I will not go out, that +is all. Is it the end of the world because a person has been killed who +ought to have died in the galleys? Or because the man who tried to kill +you was caught in a place that belongs to you? Tell me that." + +"You cannot stay here," Marcello repeated a third time. + +For a while Regina was silent. They were both very white and heavy-eyed +in the cold daylight, though they could not have slept. At last she +looked at him thoughtfully. + +"If we were married, we should go on living in our own house," she said. +"Is it true, or not? It is because there will be talking that you are +ashamed to let me stay where I am, and would like to get me away. This +is the truth. I know it." + +Marcello knew it too and did not answer at once, for it was not easy to +decide what he ought to do. The problem that had seemed so hard to solve +a few hours earlier was fast getting altogether beyond solution. There +was only one thing to be done in the first present difficulty; he must +take Regina to some other place at once. No doubt this was easy enough. +He would take an apartment for her elsewhere, as far as possible from +the scene of the tragedy, and in a few hours she could be installed +there out of the way of annoyance. He could buy a house for her if he +chose, for he was very rich. Possibly some house already belonging to +him was vacant; his lawyer would know. + +But after that, what was to come? If Corbario lived, there would be a +sensational trial in which he and Regina would be witnesses together, +and Kalmon too, and very surely Aurora and her mother. For Aurora would +be called upon to tell what she knew of Marcello's movements on the +morning when he had been knocked down near the gap. + +Every moment of his past life would be publicly examined, to prove +Corbario's guilt. Worse than that, there would be a long inquiry to show +that Corbario had murdered his mother. Skilled surgeons were tending the +man's wounds and reviving him by every means that science could suggest. +Kalmon said that he might live. He was being kept alive in order to be +condemned to the expiation of his crimes in penal servitude, since +Italian law could not make him pay for them with his life. The man would +be watched by day and night, lest he should try to commit suicide, for +he was to suffer, if he lived. He was to suffer horribly, without doubt, +and it was right and just that he should. But Marcello would suffer too. +That was not just. The name of his saintly mother would be in the mouths +of all kinds of witnesses, in the columns of all sorts of newspapers. +Lawyers would make speeches about her to excite the pity of the jury and +to turn the whole tide of feeling against Corbario. Marcello would +himself be held up to public commiseration, as one of Corbario's +victims. There would be allusions covert and open to Regina and to the +position in which she stood to Marcello. There would be talk about +Aurora. People would suddenly remember her mother's sad story and +gossip about her; people would certainly say that there had been talk +about marrying Aurora to Marcello, and that Regina had come between +them. Yes, there would be much talk about Aurora; that was certain. + +All this was coming, and was not far off, if Corbario lived; and even if +he died there would be a vast amount said and written about all the +people concerned. + +And Regina was there, beside him, telling him that if they were married +they could go on living in the little house, just as if nothing had +happened. It was not true, but he could not find heart to tell her so. +It was the first time that any suggestion of marriage had come from her, +who had always told him that marriage was impossible. If she wished it +now, could he refuse? + +Suddenly he knew that he had reached one of the great cross-roads in his +life, and that fate had dragged him violently to it within the last few +hours, to make him choose his way. The full-grown character of the man +rebelled against being forced to a decision in spite of himself, but +revolted at the thought of fearing to do what was right and honourable. +He was not hesitating as he sat still in silence after Regina had +spoken. He was thinking, with the firm determination to act as soon as +he had reached a decision. When a man can do that, his weakness is past. + +Regina did not interrupt the current of his thoughts, and as she watched +him she forgot all about the present; and they were just together, where +they had so often been happy, and she loved him with all her heart. That +was her strength. It had nothing to do with right or wrong, honour or +dishonour, credit or discredit, or any choice of ways. She had no +choice. She loved. It was a very simple thing. + +He looked up at last. She was still wearing the loose dressing-gown she +had worn all night. + +"Could you sleep now?" he asked. + +"No." + +"Then you must dress," he said. "While you are dressing I will walk up +to the villa and give some orders. Then I will come and get you in a +closed carriage. Put together what you may need for the day, and I will +have all your things moved before night." + +"Are you really going to take me away from here?" Regina asked, +regretfully. + +"Yes. I must. It will be easy to find a place that will please you +better. Will you do as I have said?" + +"Why do you ask? I go." + +She rose and stood beside him a moment while he sat still, and her hand +caressed his short fair hair. She bent down and kissed the close waves +of it, near his forehead. + +"We have been very happy here," she said quietly. + +She slipped away as he rose to his feet, with the sudden conviction that +something had happened. + +"What is it?" he asked quickly, and making a step after her. + +"I am going to dress," she answered. + +She turned her head and smiled, but there was a touch of sadness in the +look, as if she was saying good-bye. He partly understood, and her +expression was reflected in his own face. They had been so happy in the +little house in Trastevere. + +When the door had closed Marcello went to find Kalmon. He met him at the +foot of the stairs. + +"The fellow is alive, and will probably recover," said the Professor, in +answer to the unasked question in Marcello's eyes. + +"It would simplify matters if he died," said Marcello. "Will you walk up +to the villa with me and have coffee? We cannot get a cab at this hour +on this side of the Tiber." + +"Thank you," Kalmon answered, "but I must go home. The house is in +charge of the police, and there is nothing more to be done here. They +have already taken the woman's body to San Spirito, and they will move +Corbario in a few hours. He is badly mauled, but no big arteries are +torn. I must go home and write a letter. The Contessa must not hear what +has happened through the newspapers." + +"No. Certainly not. As for me, I am going to take Regina away at once. I +shall bring my own carriage down from the villa." + +"By the bye," Kalmon said, "I had thought of that. The house in which I +live is divided into many small apartments. There is a very good one to +let, decently furnished. I thought of taking it myself, and I looked at +it yesterday. You might put the young lady there until you can find what +you may prefer. She can move in at once." + +"Nothing could be better. If you are going home, will you say that I +take the place and will be there in an hour? No. 16, Via Sicilia, is it +not?" + +"Yes. I'll see to it. Shall I take the lease in your name?" + +"No. Any name will do better. The reporters would find her at once under +mine." + +"I'll use my own," said the Professor. "I'll say that she is a lady who +has arrived to consult me--I daresay she will--and that I'm responsible +for her." + +"Thank you," answered Marcello gratefully. "And thank you for all that +you have done to help me." + +"My dear Marcello," Kalmon said, smiling cheerfully, "in the first +place, I have done nothing to help you, and secondly, through excess of +zeal, I have got you into a very unpleasant situation, by indirectly +causing a woman to be murdered in your house, and the murderer almost +mauled to death by that very singular wild beast which your man calls a +dog, and which I had often noticed in old times at the cottage. So there +is nothing at all to thank me for, though I am most heartily at your +service." + +The Professor was positively in high spirits just then, and Marcello +envied him as they parted and took opposite directions. + +Though the Via Sicilia was a long way from the Janiculum, Marcello had +been only too glad to accept Kalmon's suggestion at such a moment. +Regina would feel that she was protected by Marcello's friend, and +though she might rarely see him, it would be better for her than to be +lodged in a house where she knew no one. Kalmon was a bachelor and a +man of assured position, and it had cost him nothing to undertake to +give Regina his protection; but Marcello was deeply grateful. He had +already made up his mind as to what he would do next. + +It had stopped raining at last, and the wind had fallen to a soft breeze +that bore the morning mist gently away towards the sea, and hardly +stirred the wet leaves that strewed the road all the way up to San +Pietro in Montorio. Marcello found the gate of the villa already open, +for it was nearly eight o'clock by the time he got there. + +He summoned the servants to the library, told them briefly what had +happened, and warned them that they might be summoned as witnesses at +the coming trial, as most of them had been in his mother's service. In +the days before Corbario had lost his head, and when he had controlled +the household, it had been a part of his policy to have really +respectable servants about him, and though some of them had never quite +trusted him, they had all been devoted to the Signora and to Marcello. +They listened in respectful silence now, and waited till he was out of +the house before meeting to discuss the tragedy and to decide that +Corbario had got his deserts at last. + +In a few hours Regina was installed in her new lodging with such +belongings as she needed immediately. Kalmon, having finished writing +his letter to the Contessa, left nothing undone which could contribute +to the comfort of the "lady who had arrived to consult him." He had a +respectable old woman servant, who had been with him for years, and who +came from his native town. He took her into his confidence to some +extent, and placed her in charge of Regina. As she thought that +everything he did must be right, she accepted his statement that the +young gentleman who would often come to see the young lady was deeply +interested in the latter's welfare, and that, as the poor young lady had +no relations, he, the Professor, had taken her under his protection +while she remained in Rome. + +The old servant's name was Teresa, and she belonged to a certain type of +elderly old maids who take a very kindly interest in the love affairs of +the young. She smiled, shook her head in a very mild disapprobation, and +did much more than Kalmon had asked of her; for she took the very first +opportunity of informing Regina that the Professor was the greatest, +wisest, best, and kindest of mankind; and Regina recognised in her a +loyal soul, and forthwith liked her very much. + +It was late in the November afternoon when Marcello ascended the stairs +and stopped before the door of the little apartment. He realised that he +had no key to it, and that he must ring the bell as if he were a mere +visitor. It was strange that such a little thing should affect him at +all, but he was conscious of a sort of chill, as he pulled the metal +handle and heard the tinkling of one of those cheap little bells that +feebly imitate their electric betters by means of a rachet and a small +weighted wheel. It was all so different from the little house in +Trastevere with its bright varnished doors, its patent locks, its smart +windows, and its lovely old garden. He wished he had not brought Regina +to Via Sicilia, though Kalmon's advice had seemed so good. To Kalmon, +who was used to no great luxury in his own life, the place doubtless +seemed very well suited for a young person like Regina, who had been +brought up a poor child in the hills. But the mere anticipation of the +dark and narrow entry, and the sordid little sitting-room beyond, awoke +in Marcello a sense of shame, whether for himself or for the woman who +loved him he hardly knew. + +Old Teresa had gone out for something, and Regina opened the door +herself. + + + + +CHAPTER XX + + +"I have come to see if you need anything," Marcello said, when they were +in the sitting-room. "I am sorry to have been obliged to bring you to +such a wretched place, but it seemed a good thing that you should be so +near Kalmon." + +"It is not a wretched place," Regina answered. "It is clean, and the +things are new, and the curtains have been washed. It is not wretched. +We have been in worse lodgings when we have travelled and stopped in +small towns. Professor Kalmon has been very kind. It was wise to bring +me here." + +He wished she had seemed discontented. + +"Have you rested a little?" he asked. + +"I have slept two or three hours. And you? You look tired." + +"I have had no time to sleep. I shall sleep to-night." + +He leaned back in the small green arm-chair and rested his head against +a coarse netted antimacassar. His eyes caught Regina's, but she was +looking down thoughtfully at her hands, which lay in her lap together +but not clasped. Peasant women often do that; their hands are resting +then, after hard work, and they are thinking of nothing. + +"Look at me," Marcello said after a long time. + +Her glance was sad and almost dull, and there was no light in her face. +She had made up her mind that something dreadful was going to happen to +her, and that the end was coming soon. She could not have told why she +felt it, and that made it worse. Her eyes had the indescribable look +that one sees in those of a beautiful sick animal, the painful +expression of an unintelligent suffering which the creature cannot +understand. Regina, roused to act and face to face with danger, was +brave, clever, and quick, but under the mysterious oppression of her +forebodings she was the Roman hill woman, apathetic, hopeless, +unconsciously fatalistic and sleepily miserable. + +"What is the matter?" Marcello asked. "What has happened?" + +"I shall know when you have told me," Regina answered, slowly shaking +her head; and again she looked down at her hands. + +"What I have come to tell you will not make you sad," Marcello replied. + +"Speak, heart of my heart. I listen." + +Marcello leaned forward and laid his hand upon hers. She looked up +quietly, for it was a familiar action of his. + +"I am going to marry you," he said, watching her, and speaking +earnestly. + +She kept her eyes on his, but she shook her head again, slowly, from +side to side, and her lips were pressed together. + +"Yes, I am," said Marcello, with a little pressure of his hand to +emphasise the words. + +But she withdrew hers, and leaned far back from him. + +"Never," she said. "I have told you so, many times." + +"Not if I tell you that nothing else will make me happy?" he asked. + +"If I still made you happy, you would not talk of marriage," Regina +answered. + +For the first time since she had loved him he heard a ring of bitterness +in her voice. They had reached that first node of misunderstanding in +the love relations of men and women, which lies where the one begins to +think and act upon a principle while the other still feels and acts from +the heart. + +"That is not reasonable," Marcello said. + +"It is truth," she answered. + +"But how?" + +"How! I feel it, here!" + +Her hands sprang to life and pressed her bosom, her voice rang deep and +her eyes flashed, as if she were impatient of his misunderstanding. + +He tried to laugh gently. + +"But if I want to marry you, it is because I mean never to part from +you," he said. + +"No!" she cried. "It is because you are afraid that you will leave me, +unless you are bound to me." + +"Regina!" Marcello protested, by his tone. + +"It is as I say. It is because you are honourable. It is because you +wish to be faithful. It is because you want to be true. But what do I +care for honour, or faith, or truth, if I can only have them of you +because you are tied to me? I only want love. That is everything. I want +it, but I have never asked it of you, and never shall. Is love money, +that you can take it out of your purse and give it? Is love a string, +that the priest and the mayor can tie the ends so that they can never +come undone? I do not know what it is, but it is not that!" + +She laughed scornfully, as if she were angry at the thought. But +Marcello had made up his mind, and was obstinate. + +"We must be married at once," he said quietly, and fully believing that +he could impose his will upon hers. "If I had not been weak and foolish, +we should have been married long ago. But for a long time after my +illness I had no will of my own. I am sorry. It was my fault." + +"It was not your fault, it was the illness, and it was my will. If I had +said, any day in those first two years, 'Make me your wife, for I wish +to be a real signora,' would you not have done it?" + +"You know I would." + +"But I would not, and I will not now. I am not a real signora. I am +beautiful--yes, I see that. Am I blind when I look into my glass? I am +very beautiful. We have not often met any woman in our travels as +beautiful as I am. Am I blind? I have black hair, like the common +people, but my hair is not coarse, like a mule's tail. It is as fine as +silk. My eyes are black, and that is common too; but my eyes are not +like those of the buffaloes in the Campagna, as the other women's are +where I was born. And I am not dark-skinned; I am as white as the snow +on Monte Cavo, as white as the milk in the pan. Also I have been told +that I have beautiful feet, though I cannot tell why. They are small, +this is the truth, and my hands are like those of a signora. But I am +not a real signora, though I have all this. How can you marry me? None +of your friends would speak to me, because I have not even been an +honest girl. That was for you, but they do not count love. Your servants +at the villa would laugh at you behind your back, and say, 'The master +has married one of us!' Do you think I could bear that? Tell me what you +think! Am I of stone, to bear that people should laugh at you?" + +She took breath at last and leaned back again, folding her arms and +fixing her splendid eyes on his face, and challenging him to answer her. + +"We will go and live in Calabria, at San Domenico, for a while," he +said. "We need not live in Rome at all, unless we please, for we have +the whole world before us." + +"We saw the world together without being married," Regina answered +obstinately. "What difference would there be, if we were husband and +wife? Do you wish to know what difference there would be? I will tell +you. There would be this difference. One day I should see no light in +your eyes, and your lips would be like stone. Then I should say, 'Heart +of my heart, you are tired of me, and I go.' But you would answer, 'You +cannot go, for you are my wife.' What would that be? That would be the +difference. Do you understand, or do you not understand? If you do not +understand, I can do nothing. But I will not marry you. Have you ever +seen a mule go down to the ford in spring, too heavily laden, when there +is freshet? He drowns, if he is driven in, because the burden is too +heavy. I will not be the burden; but I should be, if I were your wife, +because I am not a real signora. Now you know what I think." + +"Yes," Marcello answered, "but I do not think in the same way." + +He was not sure how to answer her arguments, and he lit a cigarette to +gain time. He was quietly determined to have his own way, but in order +to succeed he knew that he must persuade her till she agreed with him. +He could not drag her to the altar against her will. + +Before he had thrown away the match, Regina had risen from her chair. +She leaned against the little marble mantelpiece, looking down at him. + +"There are things that you do not know," she said. "If you knew them you +would not want to marry me. In all the time we have been together, you +have hardly ever spoken to me of your mother." + +Marcello started a little and looked up, unconsciously showing that he +was displeased. + +"No," he answered. "Why should I?" + +"You were right. Your mother is now one of the saints in Paradise. How +do I know it? Even Settimia knew it. I am not going to talk of her now. +I am not fit to speak her name in your hearing. Very well. Do you know +what my mother was?" + +"She is dead," Marcello replied, meaning that Regina should let her +memory alone. + +"Or my father?" she asked, going on. "They were bad people. I come of a +bad race. Perhaps that is why I do wrong easily, for you. My father +killed a man and left us, though he was allowed to go free, and I never +saw him again. He had reason to kill the man. I was a little girl, but I +remember. My mother took other men. They came and went; sometimes they +were drunk and they beat us. When I was twelve years old one of them +looked upon me with bad eyes. Then my mother cursed him, and he took up +a stone and struck her on the head, and she died. They sent him to the +galleys, and me to work at the inn, because I had no friends. This is +the family of Regina. It is a race of assassins and wicked women. If I +were your wife, that would be the family of your wife. If God sent +children, that would be the blood they would have of me, to mix with +that of your mother, who is one of the saints in heaven. This is the +truth. If you think I am telling you one thing for another, let us go to +the inn on the Frascati road. Paoluccio and Nanna know. They would laugh +if they could see me dressed like a real signora, and they would say, +'This girl is her mother's daughter!' And so I am." + +She ceased speaking, and again waited for his answer, but he had none +ready, and there was silence. She had put the ugly truth too plainly +before him, and he could not shut up his understanding against it; he +could not deny what she said, he could never teach himself to believe +that it did not matter. And yet, he did not mean to draw back, or give +up his purpose, even then. Men of good birth had married peasant women +before now. They had given up the society of their old friends, they had +lived in remote places, they had become half peasants themselves, their +sons had grown up to be rough farmers, and had done obligatory military +service in the ranks for years, because they could not pass an easy +examination. But was all that so very terrible after all, in the light +of the duty that faced him? + +The woman had saved his life, had carried him in her arms, had tended +him like a child, had stolen food to keep him alive, had faced +starvation for him when she had got him to the hospital, had nursed +him--had loved him, had given him all she had, and she would have died +for him, if there had been need. Now, she was giving him something more, +for she was refusing to be his wife because she was sure that sooner or +later she must be a burden to him, and that her birth would be a +reproach to his children. No woman could do more for a man than she had +done. She had been his salvation and his good angel; when she had found +out that the life in Paris that amused her was killing him, she had +brought him back to himself, she had made him at last fit and able to +face those who would have destroyed him. She had loved him like a +woman, she had obeyed him and served him like a devoted servant, she had +watched over him like a faithful dog; and he had given her nothing in +return for all that, not one thing that deserved to be counted. Perhaps +he had not even really loved her; most surely his love had been far less +large and true and devoted than hers, and he felt that it was so. The +reparation he was determined to make was not really for her honesty's +sake; it was to be an attempt at repaying a debt that was weighing upon +his conscience like a debt of honour. + +That was it. He felt that unless he could in some way repay her for what +she had done, his man's honour would not be satisfied. That was very +well, in its way, but it was not love. It was as if he had said to +himself, "I cannot love her as she loves me, but I can at least marry +her; and that is better than nothing, and has the merit of being morally +right." + +She had told him that if she still made him happy he would not talk of +marriage. The brutal truth shamed him, now that he knew it from her own +lips. It was not the whole truth, but it was a great part of it. If he +was happy with her now, when there was nothing to disturb them, it was +by force of habit, it was because her beauty appealed to him, it was +because her touch was dearer to him than her heart's devotion. Now that +he was a grown man, he knew well enough that he craved something else +which poor Regina could never give him. + +For he felt the want of companionship. Those who have lost what is most +worth having, whether by death or by their own fault, or by the other's, +miss the companionship of love more than anything else, when the pain of +the first wrench is dulled and the heart's blood is staunched, and the +dreadful bodily loneliness comes only in dreams. Then the longing for +the old sweet intercourse of thought and word makes itself felt and is +very hard to bear, though it is not sharp like the first wound; and it +comes again and again for years, and perhaps for ever. + +But where there is no true companionship while love lasts, there is +something lacking, and such love cannot live long. Men seem to want it +more than women do; and women, seeing that men want something, often +fancy they want flattery, and natter the men they love till they disgust +them; and then the end comes suddenly, much to the astonishment of those +women. + +Regina was too womanly not to feel that Marcello was in real need of +something which she had not, and could never have. She had known it from +the first, and had almost told him so. She gave what was hers to give, +as long as he wanted it; when he wanted it no more, she meant to leave +him, and it would make no difference what became of her afterwards. + +When she had finished speaking, Marcello was very miserable, because he +could find no answer to what she had said, and he felt that she had no +right to say it at all. His head ached now, from excitement and want of +sleep, and he almost wished that he had put off speaking to Regina about +her marriage. He rested his head in his hand as he sat thinking, and she +came and stood beside him as she had done in the morning in the little +house in Trastevere. But it was not the same now. She hoped that he +would put up his other hand to find hers, without looking at her, as he +often did, but it gripped his knee as if he did not mean to move it, and +he did not raise his head. + +She looked up from his bent figure to the window and saw that the light +was reddening with the first tinge of sunset. It would soon be night, +Marcello would go away, and she would be dreadfully lonely. It was not +like being in the little house, knowing that he was near her, in the +great villa on top of the hill, hidden from her only by trees. She was +in a strange place now, and he would be far away, across the Tiber, and +the great dark city would be between her and him. + +For an instant her lip quivered, and she thought she was going to cry, +though she had never cried in her life, except for rage and when she had +been a little girl. She shook her handsome head impatiently at the mere +sensation, and held it higher than ever. Then Marcello looked up at +last. + +As their eyes met they heard the tinkle of the little bell. Regina at +once left his side to go and open the door. It was not till she had left +the room that Marcello rose, asking himself suddenly why it had not +occurred to him to go himself. He realised that he had always allowed +her to wait on him without question. Yet if she were his wife, he would +not think of letting her do what she was doing now. He would even open +the door of the room for her to go out. + +He knew why he had never treated her in that way. She was a peasant +girl, she had been a servant in an inn; it was natural that she should +serve him too. She often brought him his shoes when he was going out, +and she would have put them on for him and laced them if he would have +let her do it. It seemed natural that she should answer the bell and +open the door, as it seemed unnatural that she should ever be his wife. +The thought stung him, and again, he was ashamed. + +While these things were passing in his mind, he heard a familiar voice +in the dark entry. + +"Signora, you will excuse me," Ercole was saying. "I asked the Professor +and he told me. I beg the favour of a few words." + +"Come in," Regina answered, and a moment later they both entered the +sitting-room. + +Ercole stood still when he saw Marcello, and began to turn his hat in +his hands, as if it were a rosary, which he generally did when he was +embarrassed. Marcello wondered what the man wanted. + +"Were you looking for me?" he asked. "Come in! What is it? Has anything +happened?" + +"No, sir, nothing new has happened," answered Ercole. + +"What is it, then? Why did you come here?" + +Ercole had dressed himself for the occasion in his best clothes. He had +on a snowy shirt and a new keeper's jacket, and his boots were blacked. +Furthermore, he had just been shaved, and his shaggy hair had been cut +rather close. He did not carry his gun about with him in the streets of +Rome, though he felt that it was slightly derogatory to his dignity to +be seen without it, and Nino was not with him, having been temporarily +chained to the wall in the court of the stables at the villa. + +He stood still, and looked from Marcello to Regina, and back to Marcello +again. + +"It cannot be done," he said suddenly. "It is useless. It cannot be +done." + +Without another word he turned abruptly and was going to leave the room, +when Marcello stopped him authoritatively. + +"Come here, Ercole!" he cried, as the man was disappearing into the +entry. + +"Did you speak to me, sir?" Ercole inquired, stopping in the doorway. + +"Yes. Shut the door and come here." Ercole obeyed with evident +reluctance. "Now, then," Marcello continued, "come here and tell me what +you want, and what it is that cannot be done." + +"I desire a few words with this lady, and I did not know that you were +here, sir. Therefore I said, it cannot be done. I mean that while you +are here, sir, I cannot speak alone with this lady." + +"That is clear," Marcello answered. "You cannot be alone with this lady +while I am in the room. That certainly cannot be done. Why do you wish +to be alone with her? You can speak before me." + +"It will not be so easy, sir. I will come at another time." + +"No," Marcello answered, not liking his manner. "You will say what you +have to say now, or you will say nothing, for you will not come at +another time. The lady will not let you in, if you come again. Now +speak." + +"It will be a little difficult, sir. I would rather speak to the lady +alone." + +Regina had stood listening in silence, and looking intently at Ercole's +face. + +"Let me speak to him," she said to Marcello. "What is your full name?" +she asked, turning to Ercole again. + +"Spalletta Ercole, to serve you," was the prompt answer. + +"Spalletta?" Marcello asked in surprise, for strange as it may seem to +any but Italians, it was quite natural that he should never have known +Ercole's family name. "Spalletta? That is your own name, Regina! What a +strange coincidence!" + +"Yes," Ercole said. "I know that the young lady's name is Spalletta. It +is for this reason that I desire the favour of a few words with her +alone." + +"There is no need," Regina answered. "Since we have the same name, there +is no doubt. I remember your face now, though until last night I had not +seen you since I was a little child. Yes. I know what you have come to +say, and it is quite true." + +"What?" asked Marcello with some anxiety. + +"This man is my father," Regina said, very quietly. + +"Your father!" Marcello made half a step backwards in his surprise. + +"Yes. I have told you what he did." She turned to Ercole. "What do you +want of me? Is it money that you want, perhaps?" + +Ercole stiffened himself and seemed to grow taller. His black eyes +flashed dangerously, and his heavy eyebrows were suddenly stern and +level, as Regina's were. + +"You are your mother's daughter," he said slowly. "Did I take money from +her? I took blood, and when I was tried for it, I was set free. I was +told that it was my right under our law. I do not want money. I have +brought you money. There it is. It will buy you some bread when your +lover turns you into the street!" + +He took out his old sheepskin purse with a quick movement, and laughed +harshly as he tossed it at her. Marcello sprang forward and caught him +by the collar, to thrust him out of the room; but Ercole was tough and +wiry, and resisted. + +"Will you hinder me from giving money to my daughter?" he asked +fiercely. "It was yours, for you paid it to me; but when I knew, I saved +my wages to give them back, for I will not take your money, sir! Take +your hands from me, sir! I have a right to be here and to speak. Let me +go, I tell you! I am not in your service any longer. I do not eat your +cursed bread. I am this woman's father, and I shall say what I will." + +Marcello withdrew his hands and pointed to the door. + +"Go!" he said, in a voice of command. + +Ercole backed away a little, and then stood still again. + +"I have to tell you that I have spent five francs of that money," he +said, speaking to Regina. "But it was spent for you. I found a good +monk, and I gave him the five francs to say three masses for your soul. +The masses were said in August, and now it is November, and you are +still alive!" + +"Go!" cried Marcello, understanding, and advancing upon him once more. + +"I go," answered Ercole hoarsely. "Let her live, till you are tired of +her, and she dies in a ditch! I told the monk to say the masses for a +female. They will do for the woman who was killed last night. One female +is worth another, and evil befall them all, as many as they are! Why did +the Eternal Father ever create them?" + +He had turned before he spoke the last words, and he went out +deliberately, shutting the door behind him. They heard him go out upon +the landing, and they were alone again. Regina leaned back against the +mantelpiece, but Marcello began to walk up and down the room. + +"You have seen," she said, in a rather unsteady voice. "Now you know of +what blood I am, and that what I said was true. The son of your mother +cannot marry the daughter of that man." + +"What have you to do with him?" Marcello asked sharply, stopping in his +walk. + +But Regina only shook her head, and turned away. She knew that she was +right, and that he knew it too, or would know it soon. + +"You will never see him again," he said. "Forget that you have seen him +at all!" + +Again she shook her head, not looking at him. + +"You will not forget," she answered, "and I shall always remember. He +should have killed me, as he meant to do. It would have been the end. It +would have been better, and quicker." + +"God forbid!" + +"Why? Would it not have been better?" + +She came close to him and laid one hand upon his shoulder and gazed into +his eyes. They were full of trouble and pain, and they did not lighten +for her; his brow did not relax and his lips did not part. After a +little while she turned again and went back to the fireplace. + +"It would have been better," she said in a low voice. "I knew it this +morning." + +There was silence in the room for a while. Marcello stood beside her, +holding her hand in his, and trying to see her face. He was very tender +with her, but there was no thrill in his touch. Something was gone that +would never come back. + +"When all this trouble is over," he said at last, "you shall go back to +the little house in Trastevere, and it will be just as it was before." + +She raised her head rather proudly, as she answered. + +"If that could be, it would be now. You would have taken me in your arms +when he was gone, and you would have kissed my eyes and my hair, and we +should have been happy, just as it was before. But instead, you want to +comfort me, you want to be kind to me, you want to be just to me, +instead of loving me!" + +"Regina! I do love you! I do indeed!" + +He would have put his arms round her to draw her closer to him, in the +sudden longing to make her think that there was no change in his love, +but she quietly resisted him. + +"You have been very good to me, dear," she said, "and I know you will +always be that, whatever comes. And I am always yours, dear, and you are +the master, whenever you choose to come and see me. For I care for +nothing that God has made, except you. But it will never be just as it +used to be." + +"It shall!" Marcello tried to put conviction into the words. "It shall! +It shall!" + +"It cannot, my heart," she answered. "I used to say that when this came, +I would go away. But I will not do that, unless you bid me to, for I +think you would be sorry, and I should be giving you more pain, and you +have enough. Only leave me a little while alone, dear, for I am very +tired, and it is growing late." + +He took her hands and kissed them one after the other, and looked into +her face. His own was very weary. + +"Promise me that I shall find you here to-morrow," he said. + +"You shall find me," she answered softly. + +They parted so, and he left her alone, in the dark, for the glow of the +sunset had faded and the early November evening was closing in. + +Old Teresa came and brought a lamp, and drew the curtains, and gave her +a message from Kalmon. If she needed anything she was to send for him, +and he would come at once. She thanked Teresa. It was very kind of the +Professor, but she needed nothing. Not even a fire; no, she hardly ever +felt cold. Teresa brought something to eat, and set the little table for +her. She was not hungry, and she was glad when the good soul was gone. + +She could open the windows when she was alone, and look out into the +silent street. There was moonlight now, and it fell across the walls and +trees of the Villa Aurora upon her face. It was a young moon, that would +set before midnight, but it was very clear and bright, and the sky was +infinitely deep and very clear behind it. Regina fancied that if there +were really angels in heaven, she should be able to see them on such a +night. + +If she had been in Trastevere she would have gone out to walk up and +down the old paved paths of the little garden, for she could not sleep, +though she was so tired. The lamp disturbed her and she put it out, and +sat down by the window again. + +It was very quiet now, for it was past nine o'clock. She heard a step, +and it almost surprised her. A man with a big dog was walking in the +shadow on the other side of the street, and when he was opposite the +house he stood still and looked up at her window. He did not move for +some time, but the dog came out into the moonlight in a leisurely way, +and lay down on the paving stones. All dogs think it is warmer in the +light than in the shadow. + +Regina rose, got a long black cloak and a dark veil without lighting a +candle, and put them on. Then she went out. + + + + +CHAPTER XXI + + +Ercole walked on when he saw some one come out of No. 16, for he did not +recognise Regina. She followed him at a distance. Even if he should pass +where there might be many people, she would not lose sight of him easily +because he had his dog with him. She noticed that his canvas bag was +hung over one shoulder and that it seemed to be full, and his gun was +slung over the other. He meant to leave Rome that night on foot. He +walked fast through the new streets in the upper quarter, turned to the +right when he reached the Via Venti Settembre, and went straight on, +past the top of the hill, and along the Quirinal Palace; then down and +on, down and on, through moonlight and shadow, winding streets and +straight, till the Colosseum was in sight. He was going towards the +Porta San Sebastiano to take the road to Ardea. + +The air was very clear, and the moonlight made the broad space as bright +as if there were daylight. Regina walked fast, and began to overtake her +father, and the dog turned his head and growled at the tall woman in +black. She came up with Ercole by the ruin of the ancient fountain, and +the dog snarled at her. Ercole stopped and looked at her sharply, and +she raised her veil. + +"I have followed you," she said. "We are alone here. We can talk in +peace." + +"And what am I to say to you?" Ercole asked, in a low and surly voice. + +"What you will, little or much, as you please. You shall speak, and I +will listen. But we can walk on under the trees there. Then nobody can +see us." + +Ercole began to go on, and Regina walked on his left side. The dog +sniffed at the hem of her long black cloak. They came under the shade of +the trees, and Ercole stopped again, and turned, facing the reflection +of the moonlight on the vast curve of the Colosseum. + +"What do you want of me?" he asked. "Why do you follow me in the night?" + +"When you saw that the Signore was with me to-day, you said, 'It cannot +be done.' He is not here now." + +She stood quite still, looking at him. + +"I understand nothing," he said, in the same surly tone as before. + +"You wished to kill me to-day," she answered. "I am here. This is a good +place." + +Ercole looked about him instinctively, peering into the shadows under +the trees. + +"There is no one," Regina said. "This is a good place." + +She had not lifted her veil, but she threw back the collar of her cloak, +and with quick fingers undid the fastenings of her dress, opening it +wide. Rays of moonlight fell through the trees upon her bosom, and it +gleamed like fine ivory newly cut. + +"I wait," she said. + +She stood motionless before him, expecting the knife, but her father's +hands did not move. His eyes were fixed on hers, though he could not see +them through the veil. + +"So he has left you?" he said slowly. + +"No. I am waiting." + +Not a fold of her cloak stirred as she stood there to die. It seemed a +long time, but his hands did not move. Then he heard the sound of her +voice, very low and sweet, repeating a little prayer, but he only heard +the last words distinctly. + +"--now, and in the hour of our death!" + +His right hand moved slowly and found something in his pocket, and then +there was the sharp click of a strong spring, and a ray of moonlight +fell upon steel, and her voice was heard again. + +"--in the hour of our death. Amen!" + +An unearthly sound rent the stillness. The huge dog sat upright on his +haunches, his head thrown up and back, his terrible lower jaw trembling +as he howled, and howled again, waking great echoes where the roar of +wild lions had rung long ago. + +Regina started, though she did not move a step; but an unreasoning fear +fell upon Ercole. He could not see her face, as the dark veil hung down. +She was so motionless and fearless; only the dead could be as fearless +of death and as still as she. Her breast was so white; her hands were +like marble hands, parting a black shroud upon it. She was something +risen from the grave to haunt him in that lonely place and drive him +mad; and the appalling howl of the great dog robe deafeningly on the +silence and trembled and died away, and began again. + +Ercole's hand relaxed, and the knife fell gleaming at his feet. One +instant more and he turned and fled through the trees, towards San +Gregorio, his dog galloping heavily after him. + +Regina's hands fell by her sides, and the folds of her cloak closed +together and hung straight down. She stared into the shadowy distance a +moment after her father, and saw his figure twice in the light where the +trees were wider apart, before he disappeared altogether. She looked +down and saw the knife at her feet, and she picked it up and felt the +point. It was as sharp as a needle, for Ercole had whetted it often +since he had sat by the gate in the early morning last August. It was +wet, for the grass under the trees had not dried since the rain. + +She felt the point and edge with her hand, and sighed. It would have +been better to have felt it in her breast, but she would not take her +own life. She was not afraid to do it, and her young hand would have +been strong enough and sure enough to do it quickly. It was not the +thought of the pain that made her close the knife; it was the fear of +hell. Nothing she had done in her life seemed very bad to her, because +it had all been for Marcello. If Ercole had killed her, she thought that +God would have forgiven her after a time. But if she killed herself she +would instantly be seized by devils and thrust into real flames, to +burn for ever, without the slightest chance of forgiveness. She had been +taught that, and she believed it, and the thought of the fire made her +shut the clasp-knife and slip it into her dress with a sigh. It would be +a pity to throw it away, for it seemed to be a good knife, and her +father could not have had it very long. + +She fastened her frock under her mantle and went a few steps down the +little slope towards the Colosseum. To go on meant to go home, and she +stopped again. The place was very lonely and peaceful, and the light on +the great walls was quiet and good to see. Though she had stood so +still, waiting to die, and had said her little prayer so calmly, her +brave heart had been beating slow and hard as if it were counting the +seconds before it was to stop; and now it beat fast and softly, and +fluttered a little, so that she felt faint, as even brave people do +after a great danger is past. I have seen hundreds of men together, just +escaped from destruction by earthquake, moving about listlessly with +veiled eyes, yawning as if they were dropping with sleep, and saying +childish things when they spoke at all. Man's body is the part of +himself which he least understands, unless he has spent half his life in +studying its ways. Its many portions can only telegraph to the brain two +words, 'pain' and 'pleasure,' with different degrees of energy; but that +is all. The rest of their language belongs to science. + +Regina felt faint and sat down, because there was no reason for making +any effort to go home. Perhaps a cab would pass, returning from some +outlying part of the city, and she would take it. From the place where +she sat she could see one far off, if any came. + +She sank down on the wet ground, and drew up her knees and pulled her +cloak round her; and gradually her head bent forward and rested upon her +hands, till she sat there like a figure of grief outlined in black +against the moonlight on the great wall. She had forgotten where she +was, and that there was any time in the world. + +Half an hour passed, and the moon sank low, and an hour, and the deadly +white mist began to rise in the shadow round the base of the Colosseum, +and crept up under the trees; and if any one had come upon her then, he +would have seen its dull whiteness crawling round her feet and body, a +hand-breadth above the wet ground. But she did not know; she had +forgotten everything. + +Nothing was real any more. She could have believed that her father had +killed her and left her corpse there, strangely sitting, though quite +dead. + +Then she knew that the light had gone out; and suddenly she felt her +teeth chatter, and a chill ran through her bones that was bad to feel. +She raised her head and saw that the great walls were dark against the +starry sky, and she rose with an effort, as if her limbs had suddenly +become lead. But she could walk, though it was like walking in sleep. + +She did not afterwards remember how she got home, but she had a vague +recollection of having lost her way, and of finding a cab at last, and +then of letting herself into the little apartment in the dark. + +When she was next aware of anything it was broad daylight, and she was +lying on her bed, still dressed and wearing her cloak; and Kalmon was +bending over her, his eyes on hers and his fingers on her pulse, while +old Teresa watched her anxiously from the foot of the bed. + +"I'm afraid it is a 'perniciosa,'" he said. "Put her to bed while I call +a regular doctor." + +Regina looked up at him. + +"I have fever, have I not?" she asked quite quietly. + +"Yes. You have a little fever," he answered, but his big brown eyes were +very grave. + +When Marcello came, an hour later, she did not know him. She stared at +him with wide, unwinking eyes, and there were bright patches of colour +in her cheeks. Already there were hollows in them, too, and at her +temples, for the perniciosa fever is frightfully quick to waste the +body. In the Campagna, where it is worst, men have died of it in less +than four hours after first feeling it upon them. Great men have +discovered wonderful remedies for it, but still it kills. + +Kalmon got one of the great men, who was his friend, and they did what +they could. A nursing sister came and was installed. Marcello was +summoned away soon after noon by an official person, who brought a +carriage and said that Corbario was now conscious and able to speak, and +that it was absolutely necessary that Marcello should be confronted +with him, as he might not live another day. It was easier to go than it +would have been if Regina had been conscious, but even so it was very +hard. The nun and Teresa stayed with her. + +[Illustration: "SHE SAT THERE LIKE A FIGURE OF GRIEF OUTLINED IN BLACK +AGAINST THE MOONLIGHT ON THE GREAT WALL."] + +She said little in her delirium, and nothing that had any meaning for +either of the women. Twice she tried to tear away the linen and lace +from her throat. + +"I wait!" she cried each time, and her eyes fixed themselves on the +ceiling, while she held her breath. + +The women could not tell what she was waiting for, and they soothed her +as best they could. She seemed to doze after that, and when Marcello +came back she knew him, and took his hand. He sent away the nurses and +sat by the bedside, and she spoke to him in short sentences, faintly. He +bent forward, near the pillow, to catch the words. + +She was telling him what she had done last night. + +"But you promised that I should find you here to-day!" Marcello said, +with gentle reproach. + +"Yes. I did not mean to break my word. But I thought he would do it. It +seemed so easy." + +Her voice was weak with the fever, and sank almost to a whisper. He +stroked her hand affectionately, hoping that she would go to sleep; and +so a long time passed. Then Kalmon came in with his friend the great +doctor. They saw that she was not yet any better; the doctor ordered +several things to be done and went away. Kalmon drew Marcello out of the +room. + +"You can do nothing," he said. "She has good care, and she is very +strong. Go home and come back in the morning." + +"I must stay here," Marcello answered. + +"That is out of the question, on account of the Sister of Charity. But +you can send for your things and camp in my rooms downstairs. There is a +good sofa. You can telephone to the villa for what you want." + +"Thank you." Marcello's voice dropped and shook. "Will she live?" he +asked. + +"I hope so. She is very strong, and it may be only fever." + +"What else could it be?" + +"Pneumonia." + +Marcello bit his lip and closed his eyes as if he were in bodily pain, +and a moment later he turned away and went down to Kalmon's apartment. + +The Professor went back to Regina's side, and stood quietly watching +her, with a very sad look in his eyes. She opened hers and saw him, and +she brought one hand to her chest. + +"It burns," she said, almost in a whisper, but with a strange sort of +eagerness, as if she were glad. + +"I wish I could bear it for you, my poor child," Kalmon answered. + +She shook her head, and turned uneasily on the pillow. He did not +understand. + +"What is it?" he asked gently. "What can I do for you? Tell me." + +"I want to see some one very much. How long shall I live?" + +"You will get quite well," said Kalmon, in a reassuring tone. "But you +must be very quiet." Again she moved her burning cheek on the pillow. + +"Do you want to see a priest?" asked the Professor, thinking he had +guessed. "Is that it?" + +"Yes--there is time for that--some one else--could you? Will you?" + +"Yes." Kalmon bent down quickly, for he thought the delirium was coming +again. "Who is it?" he asked. + +"Aurora--I mean, the Signorina--can you? Oh, do you think you could?" + +"I'll try," Kalmon answered in great surprise. + +But now the hoarseness was suddenly gone, and her sweet voice was softly +humming an old song of the hills, forgotten many years, and the +Professor saw that she did not know him any more. He nodded to Teresa, +who was in the room, and went out. + +He wondered much at the request, but he remembered that it had been made +in the full belief that he would say nothing of it to Marcello. If she +had been willing that Marcello should know, she would have spoken to +him, rather than to Kalmon. He had seen little enough of Regina, but he +was sure that she could have no bad motive in wishing to see the young +girl. Yet, from a social point of view, it was not exactly an easy thing +to propose, and the Contessa would have a right to be offended at the +mere suggestion that her daughter should speak to "Consalvi's Regina"; +and there could not be anything clandestine in the meeting, if Aurora +consented to it. Kalmon was too deeply attached to the Contessa herself +to be willing to risk her displeasure, or, indeed, to do anything of +which she would not approve. + +He went to her house by the Forum of Trajan, and he found her at home. +It was late in the afternoon, and the lamp was lighted in the little +drawing-room, which did not seem at all shabby to Kalmon's accustomed +eyes and not very exigent taste. The Contessa was reading an evening +paper before the fire. She put out her hand to the Professor. + +"It is a bad business," she said, glancing at the newspaper, which had a +long account of Corbario's arrest and of the murder of his old +accomplice. "Poor Marcello!" + +"Poor Marcello! Yes, indeed! I'm sorry for him. There is something more +than is in the papers, and more than I have written to you and told you. +Regina has the perniciosa fever, complicated with pneumonia, and is not +likely to live." + +"I am sorry," the Contessa answered. "I am very sorry for her. But after +all, compared with what Marcello has learned about his mother's +death--and other things Corbario did--" + +She stopped, implying by her tone that even if Regina died, that would +not be the greatest of Marcello's misfortunes. Besides, she had long +foreseen that the relations of the two could not last, and the simplest +solution, and the happiest one for the poor devoted girl, was that she +should die before her heart was broken. Maddalena dell' Armi had often +wished that her own fate had been as merciful. + +"Yes," Kalmon answered. "You are right in that. But Regina has made a +rather strange request. It was very unexpected, and perhaps I did wrong +to tell her that I would do my best to satisfy her. I don't think she +will live, and I felt sorry for her. That is why I came to you. It +concerns Aurora." + +"Aurora?" The Contessa was surprised. + +"Yes. The girl knows she is dying, and wishes very much to see Aurora +for a moment. I suppose it was weak of me to give her any hope." + +The Contessa dropped her newspaper and looked into the fire thoughtfully +before she answered. + +"You and I are very good friends," she said. "You would not ask me to do +anything you would not do yourself, would you? If you had a daughter of +Aurora's age, should you let her go and see this poor woman, unless it +were an act of real charity?" + +"No," Kalmon answered reluctantly. "I don't think I should." + +"Thank you for being so honest," Maddalena answered, and looked at the +fire again. + +Some time passed before she spoke again, still watching the flames. +Kalmon sighed, for he was very sorry for Regina. + +"On the other hand," the Contessa said at last, "it may be a real +charity. Have you any idea why she wishes to see Aurora?" + +"No. I cannot guess." + +"I can. At least, I think I can." She paused again. "You know +everything about me," she continued presently. "In the course of years I +have told you all my story. Do you think I am a better woman than +Regina?" + +"My dear friend!" cried Kalmon, almost angrily. "How can you suggest--" + +She turned her clear, sad eyes to him, and her look cut short his +speech. + +"What has her sin been?" she asked gently. "She has loved Marcello. What +was mine? That I loved one man too well. Which is the better woman? She, +the peasant, who knew no better, who found her first love dying, and +saved him, and loved him--knowing no better, and braving the world? Or +I, well born, carefully brought up, a woman of the world, and +married--no matter how--not braving the world at all, but miserably +trying to deceive it, and my husband, and my child? Do you think I was +so much better than poor Regina? Would my own daughter think so if she +could know and understand?" + +"If you were not a very good woman now," Kalmon said earnestly, "you +could not say what you are saying." + +"Never mind what I am now. I am not as good as you choose to think. If I +were, there would not be a bitter thought left. I should have forgiven +all. Leave out of the question what I am now. Compare me as I was with +Regina as she is. That is how I put it, and I am right." + +"Even if you were," Kalmon answered doubtfully, "the situation would be +the same, so far as Aurora is concerned." + +"But suppose that this poor woman cannot die in peace unless she has +asked Aurora's pardon and obtained her forgiveness, what then?" + +"Her forgiveness? For what?" + +"For coming between her and Marcello. Say that, so far as Regina knows, +my daughter is the only human being she has ever injured, what then?" + +"Does Aurora love Marcello?" asked Kalmon, instead of answering the +question. + +"I think she does. I am almost sure of it." + +Kalmon was silent for a while. + +"But Marcello," he said at last, "what of him?" + +"He has always loved Aurora," the Contessa answered. "Do you blame him +so much for what he has done? Why do you blame some people so easily, my +dear friend, and others not at all? Do you realise what happened to him? +He was virtually taken out of the life he was leading, by a blow that +practically destroyed his memory, and of which the consequences +altogether destroyed his will for some time. He found himself saved and +at the same time loved--no, worshipped--by one of the most beautiful +women in the world. Never mind her birth! She has never looked at any +other man, before or since, and from what I have heard, she never will. +Ah, if all women were like her! Marcello, weak from illness, allowed +himself to be worshipped, and Corbario did the rest. I understand it +all. Do you blame him very much? I don't. With all your strength of +character, you would have done the same at his age! And having taken +what she offered, what could he do, when he grew up and came to himself, +and felt his will again? Could he cast her off, after all she had done +for him?" + +"He could marry her," observed Kalmon. "I don't see why he should not, +after all." + +"Marriage!" There was a little scornful sadness in Maddalena's voice. +"Marriage is always the solution! No, no, he is right not to marry her, +if he has ever thought of it. They would only make each other miserable +for the rest of their lives. Miserable, and perhaps faithless too. That +is what happens when men and women are not saints. Look at me!" + +"You were never in that position. Others were to blame, who made you +marry when you were too young to have any will of your own." + +"Blame no one," said the Contessa gravely. "I shall give Aurora Regina's +message, and if she is willing to go and see her, I shall bring her +to-morrow morning--to-night, if there is no time to be lost. The world +need never know. Go and tell Regina what I have said. It may comfort her +a little, poor thing." + +"Indeed it will!" + +Kalmon's brown eyes beamed with pleasure at the thought of taking the +kindly message to the dying girl. He rose to his feet at once. + +"There is no one like you," he said, as he took her hand. + +"It is nothing. It is what Marcello's mother would have done, and she +was my best friend. All I do is to take the responsibility upon myself, +however Aurora may choose to act. I will send you word, in either case. +If Aurora will not go, I will come myself, if I can be of any use, if it +would make Regina feel happier. I will come, and I will tell her what I +have told you. Good-night, dear friend." + +Kalmon was not an emotional man, but as he went out he felt a little +lump in his throat, as if he could not swallow. + +He had not doubted his friend's kindness, but he had doubted whether she +would feel that she had a right to "expose her daughter," as the world +would say, to meeting such a "person," as the world called +Regina--"Consalvi's Regina." + + + + +CHAPTER XXII + + +All that night and the following day Regina recognised no one; and it +was night again, and her strength began to fail, but her understanding +returned. Marcello saw the change, and made a sign to the nurse, who +went out to tell Kalmon. + +It was about nine o'clock when he entered the room, and Regina knew him +and looked at him anxiously. He, in turn, glanced at Marcello, and she +understood. She begged Marcello to go and get some rest. Her voice was +very weak, as if she were suffocating, and she coughed painfully. He did +not like to go away, but Kalmon promised to call him at midnight; he had +been in the room six hours, scarcely moving from his seat. He lingered +at the door, looked back, and at last went out. + +"Will she come?" asked Regina, when he was gone. + +"In half an hour. I have sent a messenger, for they have no telephone." + +A bright smile lighted up the wasted face. + +"Heaven will reward you," she said, as the poor say in Rome when they +receive a charity. + +Then she seemed to be resting, for her hands lay still, and she closed +her eyes. But presently she opened them, looking up gratefully into the +big man's kind face. + +"Shall I be alone with her a little?" she asked. + +"Yes, my dear. You shall be alone with her." + +Again she smiled, and he left the nurse with her and went and waited +downstairs at the street door, till the Contessa and Aurora should come, +in order to take them up to the little apartment. He knew that Marcello +must have fallen asleep at once, for he had not rested at all for +twenty-four hours, and very little during several days past. Kalmon was +beginning to fear that he would break down, though he was so much +stronger than formerly. + +Marcello had always been grateful to Regina, even when he had convinced +himself that he loved her. Love is not very compatible with gratitude. +Two people who love each other very much expect everything because they +are always ready to give everything, not in return or by way of any +exchange, but as if the two were one in giving and taking. A man cannot +be grateful to himself. But Marcello had never felt that dear illusion +with Regina, because there had been no real companionship; and so he had +always been grateful to her, and now that she was perhaps dying, he was +possessed by the horribly painful certainty that he could never repay +her what he owed, and that this debt of honour must remain unpaid for +ever, if she died. There was much more than that in what he felt, of +course, for there was his very real affection, tormented by the +foreboding of the coming wrench, and there was the profound sympathy of +a very kind man for a suffering woman. But all that together was not +love like hers for him; it was not love at all. + +Kalmon waited, and smoked a little, reflecting on these things, which +he understood tolerably well. The quiet man of science had watched +Marcello thoughtfully, and could not help asking himself what look there +would be in his own eyes, if Maddalena dell' Armi were dying and he were +standing by her bedside. It would not be Marcello's look. + +A closed cab stopped before the entrance, and almost before he could +throw away his cigarette, the Contessa and Aurora were standing beside +him on the pavement. + +"She is very weak," he said, "but she will not be delirious again for +some time--if at all." + +Neither of the ladies spoke, and they followed him in silence up the +ill-lighted staircase. + +"That is where I live," he said, as he passed his own door on the second +landing. "Marcello is camping there. He is probably asleep now." + +"Asleep!" It was Aurora that uttered the single word, in a puzzled tone. + +"He did not go to bed last night," Kalmon explained, going on. + +"Oh!" Again the Professor was struck by the young girl's tone. + +They reached the third landing, and Kalmon pushed the door, which he had +left ajar; he shut it when they had all entered, and he ushered the +mother and daughter into the small sitting-room. There they waited a +moment while he went to tell Regina that Aurora had come. + +The young girl dropped her cloak upon a chair and stood waiting, her +eyes fixed on the door. She was a little pale, not knowing what was to +come, yet feeling somehow that it was to make a great difference to her +ever afterwards. She glanced at her mother, and the Contessa smiled +gently, as much as to say that she was doing right, but neither spoke. + +Presently Kalmon came out with the Sister of Charity, who bent her head +gravely to the two ladies. + +"She wishes to see you alone," Kalmon said, in explanation, while he +held the door open for Aurora to pass in. + +He closed it after her, and the two were together. + +When Aurora entered, Regina's eyes were fixed upon her face as if they +had already found her and seen her while she had been in the other room. +She came straight to the bedside and took the hand that was stretched +out to meet hers. It was thin and hot now, and the arm was already +wasted. Aurora remembered how strongly it had lifted her to the edge of +the rock, far away by Pontresina. + +"You are very kind, Signorina," said the faint voice. "You see how I +am." + +Aurora saw indeed, and kept the hand in hers as she sat down in the +chair that stood where Marcello had left it. + +"I am very, very sorry," she said, leaning forward a little and looking +into the worn face, colourless now that the fever had subsided for a +while. + +The same bright smile that Kalmon had seen lighted up Regina's features. + +"But I am glad!" she answered. "They do not understand that I am glad." + +"No, no!" cried Aurora softly. "Don't say you are glad!" + +The smile faded, and a very earnest look came into the hollow dark eyes. + +"But I have not done it on purpose," Regina said. "I did not know there +was fever in that place, or I would not have sat down there. You believe +me, Signorina, don't you?" + +"Yes, indeed!" + +The smile returned very gradually, and the anxious pressure of the hand +relaxed. + +"You must not think that I was looking for the fever. But since it came, +and I am going from here, I am glad. I shall not be in the way any more. +That hindrance will be taken out of his life." + +"He would not like to hear you speak like this," Aurora said, with great +gentleness. + +"There is no time for anything except the truth, now. And you are good, +so good! No, there is no time. To-morrow, I shall be gone. Signorina, if +I could kneel at your feet, I would kneel. But you see how I am. You +must think I am kneeling at your feet." + +"But why?" asked Aurora, with a little distress. + +"To ask you to forgive me for being a hindrance. I want pardon before I +go. But I found him half dead on the door-step. What could I do? When I +had seen him, I loved him. I knew that he thought of you. That was all +he remembered--just your name, and I hated it, because he had forgotten +all other names, even his own, and his mother, and everything. He was +like a little child that learns, to-day this, to-morrow that, one thing +at a time. What could I do? I taught him. I also taught him to love +Regina. But when the memory came back, I knew how it had been before." + +Her voice broke and she coughed, and raised one hand to her chest. +Aurora supported her tenderly until it was over, and when the weary head +sank back at last it lay upon the young girl's willing arm. + +"You are tiring yourself," Aurora said. "If it was to ask my forgiveness +that you wished me to come, I forgave you long ago, if there was +anything to forgive. I forgave you when we met, and I saw what you were, +and that you loved him for himself, just as I do." + +"Is it true? Really true?" + +"So may God help me, it is quite true. But if I had thought it was not +for himself--" + +"Oh, yes, it was," Regina answered. "It was, and it is, to the end. Will +you see? I will show you. For what the eyes see the heart believes more +easily. Signorina, will you bring the little box covered with old +velvet? It is there, on the table, and it is open." + +Aurora rose, humouring her, and brought the thing she asked for, and sat +down again, setting it on the edge of the bed. Regina turned her head to +see it, and raised the lid with one hand. + +"This is my little box," she said. "What he has given me is all in it. I +have no other. Will you see? Here is what I have taken from him. You +shall look everywhere, if you do not believe." + +"But I do believe you!" Aurora cried, feeling that tears were coming to +her eyes. + +"But you must see," Regina insisted. "Or perhaps when I am gone you will +say to yourself, 'There may have been diamonds and pearls in the little +box, after all!' You shall know that it was all for himself." + +To please her Aurora took up some of the simple trinkets, simpler and +cheaper even than what she had herself. + +"There are dresses, yes, many more than I wanted. But I could not let +him be ashamed of me when we went out together, and travelled. Do you +forgive me the dresses, Signorina? I wore them to please him. Please +forgive me that also!" + +Aurora dropped the things into the open box and laid both her hands on +Regina's, bending down her radiant head and looking very earnestly into +the anxious eyes. + +"Forgiveness is not all from me to you, Regina," she said. "I want yours +too." + +"Mine?" The eyes grew wide and wondering. + +"Don't you see that but for me he would have married you, and that I +have been the cause of a great wrong to you?" + +For one instant Regina's face darkened, her brows straightened +themselves, and her lip curled. She remembered how, only two days ago, +in the very next room, Marcello had insisted that she should he his +wife. But as she looked into Aurora's innocent eyes she understood, and +the cloud passed from her own, and the bright smile came back. Aurora +had spoken in the simplicity of her true heart, sure that it was only +the memory of his love for her that had withheld Marcello from first to +last; and Regina well knew that it had always been present with him, in +spite of his brave struggle to put it away. That memory of another, +which Regina had seen slowly reviving in him, had been for something in +her refusal to marry him. + +With the mysterious sure vision of those who are near death, she felt +that it would hurt Aurora to know the truth, except from Marcello +himself. + +"If you have ever stood between us," she said, "you had the right. He +loved you first. There is nothing to forgive in that. Afterwards he +loved me a little. No one can take that from me, no one! It is mine, and +it is all I have, and though I am going, and though I know that he is +tired of me, it is still more than the world. To have it, as I have it, +I would do again what I did, from the first." + +The voice was weak and muffled, but the words were distinct, and they +were the confession of poor Regina's life. + +"If he were here," she said, after a moment, "I would lay your hand in +his. Only let me take that memory with me!" + +The young girl rose and bent over her as she answered. + +"It is yours, to keep for ever." + +She stooped a little lower and kissed the dying woman's forehead. + + * * * * * + +Under the May moon a little brigantine came sailing up to a low island +just within sight of Italy; when she was within half a mile of the reefs +Don Antonino Maresca put her about, for he was a prudent man, and he +knew that there are just a few more rocks in the sea than are in the +charts. It was a quiet night, and he was beating up against a gentle +northerly breeze. + +When the head yards were swung, and braced sharp up for the other tack, +and the little vessel had gathered way again, the mate came aft and +stood by the captain, watching the light on the island. + +"Are there still convicts on this island, Don Antonino?" the young man +asked. + +"Yes, there are the convicts. And there is one among them whom I helped +to put there. He is an assassin that killed many when he was at liberty. +But now he sits for seven years in a little cell alone, and sees no +Christian, and it will be thirty years before he is free." + +"Madonna!" ejaculated the mate. "When he has been there thirty years he +will perhaps understand." + +"It is as I say," rejoined the captain. "The world is made so. There are +the good and the bad. The Eternal Father has created things thus. Get a +little more on the main sheet, and then flatten in those jibs." + +Under the May moon, in the small shaft of white light that fell through +the narrow grated window, a man sat on the edge of his pallet bed. His +face was ghastly, and there were strange scars on his bare throat. His +cell was seven feet by six, and the air was hard to breathe, because the +wind was not from the south. But the moon was kinder than the sun. He +heard the ripple of the cool sea, and he tried to dream that a great +stone was hung to his neck, and that he had been thrown into a deep +place. Perhaps, some day, the gaoler would forget to take away the +coarse towel which was brought with the water in the morning. With a +towel he could hang himself. + + * * * * * + +Under the May moon a small marble cross cast its shadow upon young roses +and violets and growing myrtle. In the sweet earth below a very loyal +heart was at rest for ever. But the flowers were planted and still +tended by a woman with radiant hair; and sometimes, when she stooped to +train the young roses, bright drops fell quietly upon their bloom. Also, +on certain days, a man came there alone and knelt upon the marble border +within which the flowers grew. But the man and the woman never came +together; and he gave the gardener of that place money, praising him for +the care of the flowers. + + * * * * * + +Under the May moon the man and the woman went down from the cottage by +the Roman shore to the break in the high bank, and stood still a while, +looking out at the peaceful sea and the moon's broad path. Presently +they turned to each other, put out their hands, and then their arms, and +clasped each other silently, and kissed. + +*** END OF THE PROJECT GUTENBERG EBOOK 13932 *** |
