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+The Project Gutenberg EBook of Sara Crewe, by Frances Hodgson Burnett
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+Title: Sara Crewe
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+Author: Frances Hodgson Burnett
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+Release Date: March 8, 2006 [EBook #137]
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+
+ <p>
+ <br /> <br />
+ </p>
+ <h1>
+ SARA CREWE <br /> OR <br /> WHAT HAPPENED AT MISS MINCHIN'S
+ </h1>
+ <p>
+ <br /> <br />
+ </p>
+ <h2>
+ BY FRANCES HODGSON BURNETT
+ </h2>
+ <p>
+ <br /> <br /> <br /> <br /> <br />
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ In the first place, Miss Minchin lived in London. Her home was a large,
+ dull, tall one, in a large, dull square, where all the houses were alike,
+ and all the sparrows were alike, and where all the door-knockers made the
+ same heavy sound, and on still days&mdash;and nearly all the days were
+ still&mdash;seemed to resound through the entire row in which the knock
+ was knocked. On Miss Minchin's door there was a brass plate. On the brass
+ plate there was inscribed in black letters,
+ </p>
+ <h3>
+ MISS MINCHIN'S<br /> SELECT SEMINARY FOR YOUNG LADIES
+ </h3>
+ <p>
+ Little Sara Crewe never went in or out of the house without reading that
+ door-plate and reflecting upon it. By the time she was twelve, she had
+ decided that all her trouble arose because, in the first place, she was
+ not &ldquo;Select,&rdquo; and in the second she was not a &ldquo;Young Lady.&rdquo; When she was
+ eight years old, she had been brought to Miss Minchin as a pupil, and left
+ with her. Her papa had brought her all the way from India. Her mamma had
+ died when she was a baby, and her papa had kept her with him as long as he
+ could. And then, finding the hot climate was making her very delicate, he
+ had brought her to England and left her with Miss Minchin, to be part of
+ the Select Seminary for Young Ladies. Sara, who had always been a sharp
+ little child, who remembered things, recollected hearing him say that he
+ had not a relative in the world whom he knew of, and so he was obliged to
+ place her at a boarding-school, and he had heard Miss Minchin's
+ establishment spoken of very highly. The same day, he took Sara out and
+ bought her a great many beautiful clothes&mdash;clothes so grand and rich
+ that only a very young and inexperienced man would have bought them for a
+ mite of a child who was to be brought up in a boarding-school. But the
+ fact was that he was a rash, innocent young man, and very sad at the
+ thought of parting with his little girl, who was all he had left to remind
+ him of her beautiful mother, whom he had dearly loved. And he wished her
+ to have everything the most fortunate little girl could have; and so, when
+ the polite saleswomen in the shops said, &ldquo;Here is our very latest thing in
+ hats, the plumes are exactly the same as those we sold to Lady Diana
+ Sinclair yesterday,&rdquo; he immediately bought what was offered to him, and
+ paid whatever was asked. The consequence was that Sara had a most
+ extraordinary wardrobe. Her dresses were silk and velvet and India
+ cashmere, her hats and bonnets were covered with bows and plumes, her
+ small undergarments were adorned with real lace, and she returned in the
+ cab to Miss Minchin's with a doll almost as large as herself, dressed
+ quite as grandly as herself, too.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ Then her papa gave Miss Minchin some money and went away, and for several
+ days Sara would neither touch the doll, nor her breakfast, nor her dinner,
+ nor her tea, and would do nothing but crouch in a small corner by the
+ window and cry. She cried so much, indeed, that she made herself ill. She
+ was a queer little child, with old-fashioned ways and strong feelings, and
+ she had adored her papa, and could not be made to think that India and an
+ interesting bungalow were not better for her than London and Miss
+ Minchin's Select Seminary. The instant she had entered the house, she had
+ begun promptly to hate Miss Minchin, and to think little of Miss Amelia
+ Minchin, who was smooth and dumpy, and lisped, and was evidently afraid of
+ her older sister. Miss Minchin was tall, and had large, cold, fishy eyes,
+ and large, cold hands, which seemed fishy, too, because they were damp and
+ made chills run down Sara's back when they touched her, as Miss Minchin
+ pushed her hair off her forehead and said:
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ &ldquo;A most beautiful and promising little girl, Captain Crewe. She will be a
+ favorite pupil; quite a favorite pupil, I see.&rdquo;
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ For the first year she was a favorite pupil; at least she was indulged a
+ great deal more than was good for her. And when the Select Seminary went
+ walking, two by two, she was always decked out in her grandest clothes,
+ and led by the hand at the head of the genteel procession, by Miss Minchin
+ herself. And when the parents of any of the pupils came, she was always
+ dressed and called into the parlor with her doll; and she used to hear
+ Miss Minchin say that her father was a distinguished Indian officer, and
+ she would be heiress to a great fortune. That her father had inherited a
+ great deal of money, Sara had heard before; and also that some day it
+ would be hers, and that he would not remain long in the army, but would
+ come to live in London. And every time a letter came, she hoped it would
+ say he was coming, and they were to live together again.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ But about the middle of the third year a letter came bringing very
+ different news. Because he was not a business man himself, her papa had
+ given his affairs into the hands of a friend he trusted. The friend had
+ deceived and robbed him. All the money was gone, no one knew exactly
+ where, and the shock was so great to the poor, rash young officer, that,
+ being attacked by jungle fever shortly afterward, he had no strength to
+ rally, and so died, leaving Sara, with no one to take care of her.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ Miss Minchin's cold and fishy eyes had never looked so cold and fishy as
+ they did when Sara went into the parlor, on being sent for, a few days
+ after the letter was received.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ No one had said anything to the child about mourning, so, in her
+ old-fashioned way, she had decided to find a black dress for herself, and
+ had picked out a black velvet she had outgrown, and came into the room in
+ it, looking the queerest little figure in the world, and a sad little
+ figure too. The dress was too short and too tight, her face was white, her
+ eyes had dark rings around them, and her doll, wrapped in a piece of old
+ black crape, was held under her arm. She was not a pretty child. She was
+ thin, and had a weird, interesting little face, short black hair, and very
+ large, green-gray eyes fringed all around with heavy black lashes.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ &ldquo;I am the ugliest child in the school,&rdquo; she had said once, after staring
+ at herself in the glass for some minutes.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ But there had been a clever, good-natured little French teacher who had
+ said to the music-master:
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ &ldquo;Zat leetle Crewe. Vat a child! A so ogly beauty! Ze so large eyes! ze so
+ little spirituelle face. Waid till she grow up. You shall see!&rdquo;
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ This morning, however, in the tight, small black frock, she looked thinner
+ and odder than ever, and her eyes were fixed on Miss Minchin with a queer
+ steadiness as she slowly advanced into the parlor, clutching her doll.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ &ldquo;Put your doll down!&rdquo; said Miss Minchin.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ &ldquo;No,&rdquo; said the child, &ldquo;I won't put her down; I want her with me. She is
+ all I have. She has stayed with me all the time since my papa died.&rdquo;
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ She had never been an obedient child. She had had her own way ever since
+ she was born, and there was about her an air of silent determination under
+ which Miss Minchin had always felt secretly uncomfortable. And that lady
+ felt even now that perhaps it would be as well not to insist on her point.
+ So she looked at her as severely as possible.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ &ldquo;You will have no time for dolls in future,&rdquo; she said; &ldquo;you will have to
+ work and improve yourself, and make yourself useful.&rdquo;
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ Sara kept the big odd eyes fixed on her teacher and said nothing.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ &ldquo;Everything will be very different now,&rdquo; Miss Minchin went on. &ldquo;I sent for
+ you to talk to you and make you understand. Your father is dead. You have
+ no friends. You have no money. You have no home and no one to take care of
+ you.&rdquo;
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ The little pale olive face twitched nervously, but the green-gray eyes did
+ not move from Miss Minchin's, and still Sara said nothing.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ &ldquo;What are you staring at?&rdquo; demanded Miss Minchin sharply. &ldquo;Are you so
+ stupid you don't understand what I mean? I tell you that you are quite
+ alone in the world, and have no one to do anything for you, unless I
+ choose to keep you here.&rdquo;
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ The truth was, Miss Minchin was in her worst mood. To be suddenly deprived
+ of a large sum of money yearly and a show pupil, and to find herself with
+ a little beggar on her hands, was more than she could bear with any degree
+ of calmness.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ &ldquo;Now listen to me,&rdquo; she went on, &ldquo;and remember what I say. If you work
+ hard and prepare to make yourself useful in a few years, I shall let you
+ stay here. You are only a child, but you are a sharp child, and you pick
+ up things almost without being taught. You speak French very well, and in
+ a year or so you can begin to help with the younger pupils. By the time
+ you are fifteen you ought to be able to do that much at least.&rdquo;
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ &ldquo;I can speak French better than you, now,&rdquo; said Sara; &ldquo;I always spoke it
+ with my papa in India.&rdquo; Which was not at all polite, but was painfully
+ true; because Miss Minchin could not speak French at all, and, indeed, was
+ not in the least a clever person. But she was a hard, grasping business
+ woman; and, after the first shock of disappointment, had seen that at very
+ little expense to herself she might prepare this clever, determined child
+ to be very useful to her and save her the necessity of paying large
+ salaries to teachers of languages.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ &ldquo;Don't be impudent, or you will be punished,&rdquo; she said. &ldquo;You will have to
+ improve your manners if you expect to earn your bread. You are not a
+ parlor boarder now. Remember that if you don't please me, and I send you
+ away, you have no home but the street. You can go now.&rdquo;
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ Sara turned away.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ &ldquo;Stay,&rdquo; commanded Miss Minchin, &ldquo;don't you intend to thank me?&rdquo;
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ Sara turned toward her. The nervous twitch was to be seen again in her
+ face, and she seemed to be trying to control it.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ &ldquo;What for?&rdquo; she said.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ &ldquo;For my kindness to you,&rdquo; replied Miss Minchin. &ldquo;For my kindness in giving
+ you a home.&rdquo;
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ Sara went two or three steps nearer to her. Her thin little chest was
+ heaving up and down, and she spoke in a strange, unchildish voice.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ &ldquo;You are not kind,&rdquo; she said. &ldquo;You are not kind.&rdquo; And she turned again and
+ went out of the room, leaving Miss Minchin staring after her strange,
+ small figure in stony anger.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ The child walked up the staircase, holding tightly to her doll; she meant
+ to go to her bedroom, but at the door she was met by Miss Amelia.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ &ldquo;You are not to go in there,&rdquo; she said. &ldquo;That is not your room now.&rdquo;
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ &ldquo;Where is my room?&rdquo; asked Sara.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ &ldquo;You are to sleep in the attic next to the cook.&rdquo;
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ Sara walked on. She mounted two flights more, and reached the door of the
+ attic room, opened it and went in, shutting it behind her. She stood
+ against it and looked about her. The room was slanting-roofed and
+ whitewashed; there was a rusty grate, an iron bedstead, and some odd
+ articles of furniture, sent up from better rooms below, where they had
+ been used until they were considered to be worn out. Under the skylight in
+ the roof, which showed nothing but an oblong piece of dull gray sky, there
+ was a battered old red footstool.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ Sara went to it and sat down. She was a queer child, as I have said
+ before, and quite unlike other children. She seldom cried. She did not cry
+ now. She laid her doll, Emily, across her knees, and put her face down
+ upon her, and her arms around her, and sat there, her little black head
+ resting on the black crape, not saying one word, not making one sound.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ From that day her life changed entirely. Sometimes she used to feel as if
+ it must be another life altogether, the life of some other child. She was
+ a little drudge and outcast; she was given her lessons at odd times and
+ expected to learn without being taught; she was sent on errands by Miss
+ Minchin, Miss Amelia and the cook. Nobody took any notice of her except
+ when they ordered her about. She was often kept busy all day and then sent
+ into the deserted school-room with a pile of books to learn her lessons or
+ practise at night. She had never been intimate with the other pupils, and
+ soon she became so shabby that, taking her queer clothes together with her
+ queer little ways, they began to look upon her as a being of another world
+ than their own. The fact was that, as a rule, Miss Minchin's pupils were
+ rather dull, matter-of-fact young people, accustomed to being rich and
+ comfortable; and Sara, with her elfish cleverness, her desolate life, and
+ her odd habit of fixing her eyes upon them and staring them out of
+ countenance, was too much for them.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ &ldquo;She always looks as if she was finding you out,&rdquo; said one girl, who was
+ sly and given to making mischief. &ldquo;I am,&rdquo; said Sara promptly, when she
+ heard of it. &ldquo;That's what I look at them for. I like to know about people.
+ I think them over afterward.&rdquo;
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ She never made any mischief herself or interfered with any one. She talked
+ very little, did as she was told, and thought a great deal. Nobody knew,
+ and in fact nobody cared, whether she was unhappy or happy, unless,
+ perhaps, it was Emily, who lived in the attic and slept on the iron
+ bedstead at night. Sara thought Emily understood her feelings, though she
+ was only wax and had a habit of staring herself. Sara used to talk to her
+ at night.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ &ldquo;You are the only friend I have in the world,&rdquo; she would say to her. &ldquo;Why
+ don't you say something? Why don't you speak? Sometimes I am sure you
+ could, if you would try. It ought to make you try, to know you are the
+ only thing I have. If I were you, I should try. Why don't you try?&rdquo;
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ It really was a very strange feeling she had about Emily. It arose from
+ her being so desolate. She did not like to own to herself that her only
+ friend, her only companion, could feel and hear nothing. She wanted to
+ believe, or to pretend to believe, that Emily understood and sympathized
+ with her, that she heard her even though she did not speak in answer. She
+ used to put her in a chair sometimes and sit opposite to her on the old
+ red footstool, and stare at her and think and pretend about her until her
+ own eyes would grow large with something which was almost like fear,
+ particularly at night, when the garret was so still, when the only sound
+ that was to be heard was the occasional squeak and scurry of rats in the
+ wainscot. There were rat-holes in the garret, and Sara detested rats, and
+ was always glad Emily was with her when she heard their hateful squeak and
+ rush and scratching. One of her &ldquo;pretends&rdquo; was that Emily was a kind of
+ good witch and could protect her. Poor little Sara! everything was
+ &ldquo;pretend&rdquo; with her. She had a strong imagination; there was almost more
+ imagination than there was Sara, and her whole forlorn, uncared-for
+ child-life was made up of imaginings. She imagined and pretended things
+ until she almost believed them, and she would scarcely have been surprised
+ at any remarkable thing that could have happened. So she insisted to
+ herself that Emily understood all about her troubles and was really her
+ friend.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ &ldquo;As to answering,&rdquo; she used to say, &ldquo;I don't answer very often. I never
+ answer when I can help it. When people are insulting you, there is nothing
+ so good for them as not to say a word&mdash;just to look at them and
+ think. Miss Minchin turns pale with rage when I do it. Miss Amelia looks
+ frightened, so do the girls. They know you are stronger than they are,
+ because you are strong enough to hold in your rage and they are not, and
+ they say stupid things they wish they hadn't said afterward. There's
+ nothing so strong as rage, except what makes you hold it in&mdash;that's
+ stronger. It's a good thing not to answer your enemies. I scarcely ever
+ do. Perhaps Emily is more like me than I am like myself. Perhaps she would
+ rather not answer her friends, even. She keeps it all in her heart.&rdquo;
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ But though she tried to satisfy herself with these arguments, Sara did not
+ find it easy. When, after a long, hard day, in which she had been sent
+ here and there, sometimes on long errands, through wind and cold and rain;
+ and, when she came in wet and hungry, had been sent out again because
+ nobody chose to remember that she was only a child, and that her thin
+ little legs might be tired, and her small body, clad in its forlorn, too
+ small finery, all too short and too tight, might be chilled; when she had
+ been given only harsh words and cold, slighting looks for thanks, when the
+ cook had been vulgar and insolent; when Miss Minchin had been in her worst
+ moods, and when she had seen the girls sneering at her among themselves
+ and making fun of her poor, outgrown clothes&mdash;then Sara did not find
+ Emily quite all that her sore, proud, desolate little heart needed as the
+ doll sat in her little old chair and stared.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ One of these nights, when she came up to the garret cold, hungry, tired,
+ and with a tempest raging in her small breast, Emily's stare seemed so
+ vacant, her sawdust legs and arms so limp and inexpressive, that Sara lost
+ all control over herself.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ &ldquo;I shall die presently!&rdquo; she said at first.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ Emily stared.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ &ldquo;I can't bear this!&rdquo; said the poor child, trembling. &ldquo;I know I shall die.
+ I'm cold, I'm wet, I'm starving to death. I've walked a thousand miles
+ to-day, and they have done nothing but scold me from morning until night.
+ And because I could not find that last thing they sent me for, they would
+ not give me any supper. Some men laughed at me because my old shoes made
+ me slip down in the mud. I'm covered with mud now. And they laughed! Do
+ you hear!&rdquo;
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ She looked at the staring glass eyes and complacent wax face, and suddenly
+ a sort of heartbroken rage seized her. She lifted her little savage hand
+ and knocked Emily off the chair, bursting into a passion of sobbing.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ &ldquo;You are nothing but a doll!&rdquo; she cried.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ &ldquo;Nothing but a doll-doll-doll! You care for nothing. You are stuffed with
+ sawdust. You never had a heart. Nothing could ever make you feel. You are
+ a doll!&rdquo;
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ Emily lay upon the floor, with her legs ignominiously doubled up over her
+ head, and a new flat place on the end of her nose; but she was still calm,
+ even dignified.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ Sara hid her face on her arms and sobbed. Some rats in the wall began to
+ fight and bite each other, and squeak and scramble. But, as I have already
+ intimated, Sara was not in the habit of crying. After a while she stopped,
+ and when she stopped she looked at Emily, who seemed to be gazing at her
+ around the side of one ankle, and actually with a kind of glassy-eyed
+ sympathy. Sara bent and picked her up. Remorse overtook her.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ &ldquo;You can't help being a doll,&rdquo; she said, with a resigned sigh, &ldquo;any more
+ than those girls downstairs can help not having any sense. We are not all
+ alike. Perhaps you do your sawdust best.&rdquo;
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ None of Miss Minchin's young ladies were very remarkable for being
+ brilliant; they were select, but some of them were very dull, and some of
+ them were fond of applying themselves to their lessons. Sara, who snatched
+ her lessons at all sorts of untimely hours from tattered and discarded
+ books, and who had a hungry craving for everything readable, was often
+ severe upon them in her small mind. They had books they never read; she
+ had no books at all. If she had always had something to read, she would
+ not have been so lonely. She liked romances and history and poetry; she
+ would read anything. There was a sentimental housemaid in the
+ establishment who bought the weekly penny papers, and subscribed to a
+ circulating library, from which she got greasy volumes containing stories
+ of marquises and dukes who invariably fell in love with orange-girls and
+ gypsies and servant-maids, and made them the proud brides of coronets; and
+ Sara often did parts of this maid's work so that she might earn the
+ privilege of reading these romantic histories. There was also a fat, dull
+ pupil, whose name was Ermengarde St. John, who was one of her resources.
+ Ermengarde had an intellectual father, who, in his despairing desire to
+ encourage his daughter, constantly sent her valuable and interesting
+ books, which were a continual source of grief to her. Sara had once
+ actually found her crying over a big package of them.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ &ldquo;What is the matter with you?&rdquo; she asked her, perhaps rather disdainfully.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ And it is just possible she would not have spoken to her, if she had not
+ seen the books. The sight of books always gave Sara a hungry feeling, and
+ she could not help drawing near to them if only to read their titles.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ &ldquo;What is the matter with you?&rdquo; she asked.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ &ldquo;My papa has sent me some more books,&rdquo; answered Ermengarde woefully, &ldquo;and
+ he expects me to read them.&rdquo;
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ &ldquo;Don't you like reading?&rdquo; said Sara.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ &ldquo;I hate it!&rdquo; replied Miss Ermengarde St. John. &ldquo;And he will ask me
+ questions when he sees me: he will want to know how much I remember; how
+ would you like to have to read all those?&rdquo;
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ &ldquo;I'd like it better than anything else in the world,&rdquo; said Sara.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ Ermengarde wiped her eyes to look at such a prodigy.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ &ldquo;Oh, gracious!&rdquo; she exclaimed.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ Sara returned the look with interest. A sudden plan formed itself in her
+ sharp mind.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ &ldquo;Look here!&rdquo; she said. &ldquo;If you'll lend me those books, I'll read them and
+ tell you everything that's in them afterward, and I'll tell it to you so
+ that you will remember it. I know I can. The A B C children always
+ remember what I tell them.&rdquo;
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ &ldquo;Oh, goodness!&rdquo; said Ermengarde. &ldquo;Do you think you could?&rdquo;
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ &ldquo;I know I could,&rdquo; answered Sara. &ldquo;I like to read, and I always remember.
+ I'll take care of the books, too; they will look just as new as they do
+ now, when I give them back to you.&rdquo;
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ Ermengarde put her handkerchief in her pocket.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ &ldquo;If you'll do that,&rdquo; she said, &ldquo;and if you'll make me remember, I'll give
+ you&mdash;I'll give you some money.&rdquo;
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ &ldquo;I don't want your money,&rdquo; said Sara. &ldquo;I want your books&mdash;I want
+ them.&rdquo; And her eyes grew big and queer, and her chest heaved once.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ &ldquo;Take them, then,&rdquo; said Ermengarde; &ldquo;I wish I wanted them, but I am not
+ clever, and my father is, and he thinks I ought to be.&rdquo;
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ Sara picked up the books and marched off with them. But when she was at
+ the door, she stopped and turned around.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ &ldquo;What are you going to tell your father?&rdquo; she asked.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ &ldquo;Oh,&rdquo; said Ermengarde, &ldquo;he needn't know; he'll think I've read them.&rdquo;
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ Sara looked down at the books; her heart really began to beat fast.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ &ldquo;I won't do it,&rdquo; she said rather slowly, &ldquo;if you are going to tell him
+ lies about it&mdash;I don't like lies. Why can't you tell him I read them
+ and then told you about them?&rdquo;
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ &ldquo;But he wants me to read them,&rdquo; said Ermengarde.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ &ldquo;He wants you to know what is in them,&rdquo; said Sara; &ldquo;and if I can tell it
+ to you in an easy way and make you remember, I should think he would like
+ that.&rdquo;
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ &ldquo;He would like it better if I read them myself,&rdquo; replied Ermengarde.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ &ldquo;He will like it, I dare say, if you learn anything in any way,&rdquo; said
+ Sara. &ldquo;I should, if I were your father.&rdquo;
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ And though this was not a flattering way of stating the case, Ermengarde
+ was obliged to admit it was true, and, after a little more argument, gave
+ in. And so she used afterward always to hand over her books to Sara, and
+ Sara would carry them to her garret and devour them; and after she had
+ read each volume, she would return it and tell Ermengarde about it in a
+ way of her own. She had a gift for making things interesting. Her
+ imagination helped her to make everything rather like a story, and she
+ managed this matter so well that Miss St. John gained more information
+ from her books than she would have gained if she had read them three times
+ over by her poor stupid little self. When Sara sat down by her and began
+ to tell some story of travel or history, she made the travellers and
+ historical people seem real; and Ermengarde used to sit and regard her
+ dramatic gesticulations, her thin little flushed cheeks, and her shining,
+ odd eyes with amazement.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ &ldquo;It sounds nicer than it seems in the book,&rdquo; she would say. &ldquo;I never cared
+ about Mary, Queen of Scots, before, and I always hated the French
+ Revolution, but you make it seem like a story.&rdquo;
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ &ldquo;It is a story,&rdquo; Sara would answer. &ldquo;They are all stories. Everything is a
+ story&mdash;everything in this world. You are a story&mdash;I am a story&mdash;Miss
+ Minchin is a story. You can make a story out of anything.&rdquo;
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ &ldquo;I can't,&rdquo; said Ermengarde.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ Sara stared at her a minute reflectively.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ &ldquo;No,&rdquo; she said at last. &ldquo;I suppose you couldn't. You are a little like
+ Emily.&rdquo;
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ &ldquo;Who is Emily?&rdquo;
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ Sara recollected herself. She knew she was sometimes rather impolite in
+ the candor of her remarks, and she did not want to be impolite to a girl
+ who was not unkind&mdash;only stupid. Notwithstanding all her sharp little
+ ways she had the sense to wish to be just to everybody. In the hours she
+ spent alone, she used to argue out a great many curious questions with
+ herself. One thing she had decided upon was, that a person who was clever
+ ought to be clever enough not to be unjust or deliberately unkind to any
+ one. Miss Minchin was unjust and cruel, Miss Amelia was unkind and
+ spiteful, the cook was malicious and hasty-tempered&mdash;they all were
+ stupid, and made her despise them, and she desired to be as unlike them as
+ possible. So she would be as polite as she could to people who in the
+ least deserved politeness.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ &ldquo;Emily is&mdash;a person&mdash;I know,&rdquo; she replied.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ &ldquo;Do you like her?&rdquo; asked Ermengarde.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ &ldquo;Yes, I do,&rdquo; said Sara.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ Ermengarde examined her queer little face and figure again. She did look
+ odd. She had on, that day, a faded blue plush skirt, which barely covered
+ her knees, a brown Cloth sacque, and a pair of olive-green stockings which
+ Miss Minchin had made her piece out with black ones, so that they would be
+ long enough to be kept on. And yet Ermengarde was beginning slowly to
+ admire her. Such a forlorn, thin, neglected little thing as that, who
+ could read and read and remember and tell you things so that they did not
+ tire you all out! A child who could speak French, and who had learned
+ German, no one knew how! One could not help staring at her and feeling
+ interested, particularly one to whom the simplest lesson was a trouble and
+ a woe.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ &ldquo;Do you like me?&rdquo; said Ermengarde, finally, at the end of her scrutiny.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ Sara hesitated one second, then she answered:
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ &ldquo;I like you because you are not ill-natured&mdash;I like you for letting
+ me read your books&mdash;I like you because you don't make spiteful fun of
+ me for what I can't help. It's not your fault that&mdash;&rdquo;
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ She pulled herself up quickly. She had been going to say, &ldquo;that you are
+ stupid.&rdquo;
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ &ldquo;That what?&rdquo; asked Ermengarde.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ &ldquo;That you can't learn things quickly. If you can't, you can't. If I can,
+ why, I can&mdash;that's all.&rdquo; She paused a minute, looking at the plump
+ face before her, and then, rather slowly, one of her wise, old-fashioned
+ thoughts came to her.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ &ldquo;Perhaps,&rdquo; she said, &ldquo;to be able to learn things quickly isn't everything.
+ To be kind is worth a good deal to other people. If Miss Minchin knew
+ everything on earth, which she doesn't, and if she was like what she is
+ now, she'd still be a detestable thing, and everybody would hate her. Lots
+ of clever people have done harm and been wicked. Look at Robespierre&mdash;&rdquo;
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ She stopped again and examined her companion's countenance.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ &ldquo;Do you remember about him?&rdquo; she demanded. &ldquo;I believe you've forgotten.&rdquo;
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ &ldquo;Well, I don't remember all of it,&rdquo; admitted Ermengarde.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ &ldquo;Well,&rdquo; said Sara, with courage and determination, &ldquo;I'll tell it to you
+ over again.&rdquo;
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ And she plunged once more into the gory records of the French Revolution,
+ and told such stories of it, and made such vivid pictures of its horrors,
+ that Miss St. John was afraid to go to bed afterward, and hid her head
+ under the blankets when she did go, and shivered until she fell asleep.
+ But afterward she preserved lively recollections of the character of
+ Robespierre, and did not even forget Marie Antoinette and the Princess de
+ Lamballe.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ &ldquo;You know they put her head on a pike and danced around it,&rdquo; Sara had
+ said; &ldquo;and she had beautiful blonde hair; and when I think of her, I never
+ see her head on her body, but always on a pike, with those furious people
+ dancing and howling.&rdquo;
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ Yes, it was true; to this imaginative child everything was a story; and
+ the more books she read, the more imaginative she became. One of her chief
+ entertainments was to sit in her garret, or walk about it, and &ldquo;suppose&rdquo;
+ things. On a cold night, when she had not had enough to eat, she would
+ draw the red footstool up before the empty grate, and say in the most
+ intense voice:
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ &ldquo;Suppose there was a grate, wide steel grate here, and a great glowing
+ fire&mdash;a glowing fire&mdash;with beds of red-hot coal and lots of
+ little dancing, flickering flames. Suppose there was a soft, deep rug, and
+ this was a comfortable chair, all cushions and crimson velvet; and suppose
+ I had a crimson velvet frock on, and a deep lace collar, like a child in a
+ picture; and suppose all the rest of the room was furnished in lovely
+ colors, and there were book-shelves full of books, which changed by magic
+ as soon as you had read them; and suppose there was a little table here,
+ with a snow-white cover on it, and little silver dishes, and in one there
+ was hot, hot soup, and in another a roast chicken, and in another some
+ raspberry-jam tarts with crisscross on them, and in another some grapes;
+ and suppose Emily could speak, and we could sit and eat our supper, and
+ then talk and read; and then suppose there was a soft, warm bed in the
+ corner, and when we were tired we could go to sleep, and sleep as long as
+ we liked.&rdquo;
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ Sometimes, after she had supposed things like these for half an hour, she
+ would feel almost warm, and would creep into bed with Emily and fall
+ asleep with a smile on her face.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ &ldquo;What large, downy pillows!&rdquo; she would whisper. &ldquo;What white sheets and
+ fleecy blankets!&rdquo; And she almost forgot that her real pillows had scarcely
+ any feathers in them at all, and smelled musty, and that her blankets and
+ coverlid were thin and full of holes.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ At another time she would &ldquo;suppose&rdquo; she was a princess, and then she would
+ go about the house with an expression on her face which was a source of
+ great secret annoyance to Miss Minchin, because it seemed as if the child
+ scarcely heard the spiteful, insulting things said to her, or, if she
+ heard them, did not care for them at all. Sometimes, while she was in the
+ midst of some harsh and cruel speech, Miss Minchin would find the odd,
+ unchildish eyes fixed upon her with something like a proud smile in them.
+ At such times she did not know that Sara was saying to herself:
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ &ldquo;You don't know that you are saying these things to a princess, and that
+ if I chose I could wave my hand and order you to execution. I only spare
+ you because I am a princess, and you are a poor, stupid, old, vulgar
+ thing, and don't know any better.&rdquo;
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ This used to please and amuse her more than anything else; and queer and
+ fanciful as it was, she found comfort in it, and it was not a bad thing
+ for her. It really kept her from being made rude and malicious by the
+ rudeness and malice of those about her.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ &ldquo;A princess must be polite,&rdquo; she said to herself. And so when the
+ servants, who took their tone from their mistress, were insolent and
+ ordered her about, she would hold her head erect, and reply to them
+ sometimes in a way which made them stare at her, it was so quaintly civil.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ &ldquo;I am a princess in rags and tatters,&rdquo; she would think, &ldquo;but I am a
+ princess, inside. It would be easy to be a princess if I were dressed in
+ cloth-of-gold; it is a great deal more of a triumph to be one all the time
+ when no one knows it. There was Marie Antoinette; when she was in prison,
+ and her throne was gone, and she had only a black gown on, and her hair
+ was white, and they insulted her and called her the Widow Capet,&mdash;she
+ was a great deal more like a queen then than when she was so gay and had
+ everything grand. I like her best then. Those howling mobs of people did
+ not frighten her. She was stronger than they were even when they cut her
+ head off.&rdquo;
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ Once when such thoughts were passing through her mind the look in her eyes
+ so enraged Miss Minchin that she flew at Sara and boxed her ears.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ Sara awakened from her dream, started a little, and then broke into a
+ laugh.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ &ldquo;What are you laughing at, you bold, impudent child!&rdquo; exclaimed Miss
+ Minchin.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ It took Sara a few seconds to remember she was a princess. Her cheeks were
+ red and smarting from the blows she had received.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ &ldquo;I was thinking,&rdquo; she said.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ &ldquo;Beg my pardon immediately,&rdquo; said Miss Minchin.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ &ldquo;I will beg your pardon for laughing, if it was rude,&rdquo; said Sara; &ldquo;but I
+ won't beg your pardon for thinking.&rdquo;
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ &ldquo;What were you thinking?&rdquo; demanded Miss Minchin. &ldquo;How dare you think? What
+ were you thinking?&rdquo;
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ This occurred in the school-room, and all the girls looked up from their
+ books to listen. It always interested them when Miss Minchin flew at Sara,
+ because Sara always said something queer, and never seemed in the least
+ frightened. She was not in the least frightened now, though her boxed ears
+ were scarlet, and her eyes were as bright as stars.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ &ldquo;I was thinking,&rdquo; she answered gravely and quite politely, &ldquo;that you did
+ not know what you were doing.&rdquo;
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ &ldquo;That I did not know what I was doing!&rdquo; Miss Minchin fairly gasped.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ &ldquo;Yes,&rdquo; said Sara, &ldquo;and I was thinking what would happen, if I were a
+ princess and you boxed my ears&mdash;what I should do to you. And I was
+ thinking that if I were one, you would never dare to do it, whatever I
+ said or did. And I was thinking how surprised and frightened you would be
+ if you suddenly found out&mdash;&rdquo;
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ She had the imagined picture so clearly before her eyes, that she spoke in
+ a manner which had an effect even on Miss Minchin. It almost seemed for
+ the moment to her narrow, unimaginative mind that there must be some real
+ power behind this candid daring.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ &ldquo;What!&rdquo; she exclaimed, &ldquo;found out what?&rdquo;
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ &ldquo;That I really was a princess,&rdquo; said Sara, &ldquo;and could do anything&mdash;anything
+ I liked.&rdquo;
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ &ldquo;Go to your room,&rdquo; cried Miss Minchin breathlessly, &ldquo;this instant. Leave
+ the school-room. Attend to your lessons, young ladies.&rdquo;
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ Sara made a little bow.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ &ldquo;Excuse me for laughing, if it was impolite,&rdquo; she said, and walked out of
+ the room, leaving Miss Minchin in a rage and the girls whispering over
+ their books.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ &ldquo;I shouldn't be at all surprised if she did turn out to be something,&rdquo;
+ said one of them. &ldquo;Suppose she should!&rdquo;
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ That very afternoon Sara had an opportunity of proving to herself whether
+ she was really a princess or not. It was a dreadful afternoon. For several
+ days it had rained continuously, the streets were chilly and sloppy; there
+ was mud everywhere&mdash;sticky London mud&mdash;and over everything a
+ pall of fog and drizzle. Of course there were several long and tiresome
+ errands to be done,&mdash;there always were on days like this,&mdash;and
+ Sara was sent out again and again, until her shabby clothes were damp
+ through. The absurd old feathers on her forlorn hat were more draggled and
+ absurd than ever, and her down-trodden shoes were so wet they could not
+ hold any more water. Added to this, she had been deprived of her dinner,
+ because Miss Minchin wished to punish her. She was very hungry. She was so
+ cold and hungry and tired that her little face had a pinched look, and now
+ and then some kind-hearted person passing her in the crowded street
+ glanced at her with sympathy. But she did not know that. She hurried on,
+ trying to comfort herself in that queer way of hers by pretending and
+ &ldquo;supposing,&rdquo;&mdash;but really this time it was harder than she had ever
+ found it, and once or twice she thought it almost made her more cold and
+ hungry instead of less so. But she persevered obstinately. &ldquo;Suppose I had
+ dry clothes on,&rdquo; she thought. &ldquo;Suppose I had good shoes and a long, thick
+ coat and merino stockings and a whole umbrella. And suppose&mdash;suppose,
+ just when I was near a baker's where they sold hot buns, I should find
+ sixpence&mdash;which belonged to nobody. Suppose, if I did, I should go
+ into the shop and buy six of the hottest buns, and should eat them all
+ without stopping.&rdquo;
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ Some very odd things happen in this world sometimes. It certainly was an
+ odd thing which happened to Sara. She had to cross the street just as she
+ was saying this to herself&mdash;the mud was dreadful&mdash;she almost had
+ to wade. She picked her way as carefully as she could, but she could not
+ save herself much, only, in picking her way she had to look down at her
+ feet and the mud, and in looking down&mdash;just as she reached the
+ pavement&mdash;she saw something shining in the gutter. A piece of silver&mdash;a
+ tiny piece trodden upon by many feet, but still with spirit enough to
+ shine a little. Not quite a sixpence, but the next thing to it&mdash;a
+ four-penny piece! In one second it was in her cold, little red and blue
+ hand. &ldquo;Oh!&rdquo; she gasped. &ldquo;It is true!&rdquo;
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ And then, if you will believe me, she looked straight before her at the
+ shop directly facing her. And it was a baker's, and a cheerful, stout,
+ motherly woman, with rosy cheeks, was just putting into the window a tray
+ of delicious hot buns,&mdash;large, plump, shiny buns, with currants in
+ them.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ It almost made Sara feel faint for a few seconds&mdash;the shock and the
+ sight of the buns and the delightful odors of warm bread floating up
+ through the baker's cellar-window.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ She knew that she need not hesitate to use the little piece of money. It
+ had evidently been lying in the mud for some time, and its owner was
+ completely lost in the streams of passing people who crowded and jostled
+ each other all through the day.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ &ldquo;But I'll go and ask the baker's woman if she has lost a piece of money,&rdquo;
+ she said to herself, rather faintly.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ So she crossed the pavement and put her wet foot on the step of the shop;
+ and as she did so she saw something which made her stop.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ It was a little figure more forlorn than her own&mdash;a little figure
+ which was not much more than a bundle of rags, from which small, bare, red
+ and muddy feet peeped out&mdash;only because the rags with which the
+ wearer was trying to cover them were not long enough. Above the rags
+ appeared a shock head of tangled hair and a dirty face, with big, hollow,
+ hungry eyes.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ Sara knew they were hungry eyes the moment she saw them, and she felt a
+ sudden sympathy.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ &ldquo;This,&rdquo; she said to herself, with a little sigh, &ldquo;is one of the Populace&mdash;and
+ she is hungrier than I am.&rdquo;
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ The child&mdash;this &ldquo;one of the Populace&rdquo;&mdash;stared up at Sara, and
+ shuffled herself aside a little, so as to give her more room. She was used
+ to being made to give room to everybody. She knew that if a policeman
+ chanced to see her, he would tell her to &ldquo;move on.&rdquo;
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ Sara clutched her little four-penny piece, and hesitated a few seconds.
+ Then she spoke to her.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ &ldquo;Are you hungry?&rdquo; she asked.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ The child shuffled herself and her rags a little more.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ &ldquo;Ain't I jist!&rdquo; she said, in a hoarse voice. &ldquo;Jist ain't I!&rdquo;
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ &ldquo;Haven't you had any dinner?&rdquo; said Sara.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ &ldquo;No dinner,&rdquo; more hoarsely still and with more shuffling, &ldquo;nor yet no
+ bre'fast&mdash;nor yet no supper&mdash;nor nothin'.&rdquo;
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ &ldquo;Since when?&rdquo; asked Sara.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ &ldquo;Dun'no. Never got nothin' to-day&mdash;nowhere. I've axed and axed.&rdquo;
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ Just to look at her made Sara more hungry and faint. But those queer
+ little thoughts were at work in her brain, and she was talking to herself
+ though she was sick at heart.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ &ldquo;If I'm a princess,&rdquo; she was saying&mdash;&ldquo;if I'm a princess&mdash;! When
+ they were poor and driven from their thrones&mdash;they always shared&mdash;with
+ the Populace&mdash;if they met one poorer and hungrier. They always
+ shared. Buns are a penny each. If it had been sixpence! I could have eaten
+ six. It won't be enough for either of us&mdash;but it will be better than
+ nothing.&rdquo;
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ &ldquo;Wait a minute,&rdquo; she said to the beggar-child. She went into the shop. It
+ was warm and smelled delightfully. The woman was just going to put more
+ hot buns in the window.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ &ldquo;If you please,&rdquo; said Sara, &ldquo;have you lost fourpence&mdash;a silver
+ fourpence?&rdquo; And she held the forlorn little piece of money out to her.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ The woman looked at it and at her&mdash;at her intense little face and
+ draggled, once-fine clothes.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ &ldquo;Bless us&mdash;no,&rdquo; she answered. &ldquo;Did you find it?&rdquo;
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ &ldquo;In the gutter,&rdquo; said Sara.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ &ldquo;Keep it, then,&rdquo; said the woman. &ldquo;It may have been there a week, and
+ goodness knows who lost it. You could never find out.&rdquo;
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ &ldquo;I know that,&rdquo; said Sara, &ldquo;but I thought I'd ask you.&rdquo;
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ &ldquo;Not many would,&rdquo; said the woman, looking puzzled and interested and
+ good-natured all at once. &ldquo;Do you want to buy something?&rdquo; she added, as
+ she saw Sara glance toward the buns.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ &ldquo;Four buns, if you please,&rdquo; said Sara; &ldquo;those at a penny each.&rdquo;
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ The woman went to the window and put some in a paper bag. Sara noticed
+ that she put in six.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ &ldquo;I said four, if you please,&rdquo; she explained. &ldquo;I have only the fourpence.&rdquo;
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ &ldquo;I'll throw in two for make-weight,&rdquo; said the woman, with her good-natured
+ look. &ldquo;I dare say you can eat them some time. Aren't you hungry?&rdquo;
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ A mist rose before Sara's eyes.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ &ldquo;Yes,&rdquo; she answered. &ldquo;I am very hungry, and I am much obliged to you for
+ your kindness, and,&rdquo; she was going to add, &ldquo;there is a child outside who
+ is hungrier than I am.&rdquo; But just at that moment two or three customers
+ came in at once and each one seemed in a hurry, so she could only thank
+ the woman again and go out.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ The child was still huddled up on the corner of the steps. She looked
+ frightful in her wet and dirty rags. She was staring with a stupid look of
+ suffering straight before her, and Sara saw her suddenly draw the back of
+ her roughened, black hand across her eyes to rub away the tears which
+ seemed to have surprised her by forcing their way from under her lids. She
+ was muttering to herself.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ Sara opened the paper bag and took out one of the hot buns, which had
+ already warmed her cold hands a little.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ &ldquo;See,&rdquo; she said, putting the bun on the ragged lap, &ldquo;that is nice and hot.
+ Eat it, and you will not be so hungry.&rdquo;
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ The child started and stared up at her; then she snatched up the bun and
+ began to cram it into her mouth with great wolfish bites.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ &ldquo;Oh, my! Oh, my!&rdquo; Sara heard her say hoarsely, in wild delight.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ &ldquo;Oh, my!&rdquo;
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ Sara took out three more buns and put them down.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ &ldquo;She is hungrier than I am,&rdquo; she said to herself. &ldquo;She's starving.&rdquo; But
+ her hand trembled when she put down the fourth bun. &ldquo;I'm not starving,&rdquo;
+ she said&mdash;and she put down the fifth.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ The little starving London savage was still snatching and devouring when
+ she turned away. She was too ravenous to give any thanks, even if she had
+ been taught politeness&mdash;which she had not. She was only a poor little
+ wild animal.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ &ldquo;Good-bye,&rdquo; said Sara.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ When she reached the other side of the street she looked back. The child
+ had a bun in both hands, and had stopped in the middle of a bite to watch
+ her. Sara gave her a little nod, and the child, after another stare,&mdash;a
+ curious, longing stare,&mdash;jerked her shaggy head in response, and
+ until Sara was out of sight she did not take another bite or even finish
+ the one she had begun.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ At that moment the baker-woman glanced out of her shop-window.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ &ldquo;Well, I never!&rdquo; she exclaimed. &ldquo;If that young'un hasn't given her buns to
+ a beggar-child! It wasn't because she didn't want them, either&mdash;well,
+ well, she looked hungry enough. I'd give something to know what she did it
+ for.&rdquo; She stood behind her window for a few moments and pondered. Then her
+ curiosity got the better of her. She went to the door and spoke to the
+ beggar-child.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ &ldquo;Who gave you those buns?&rdquo; she asked her.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ The child nodded her head toward Sara's vanishing figure.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ &ldquo;What did she say?&rdquo; inquired the woman.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ &ldquo;Axed me if I was 'ungry,&rdquo; replied the hoarse voice.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ &ldquo;What did you say?&rdquo;
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ &ldquo;Said I was jist!&rdquo;
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ &ldquo;And then she came in and got buns and came out and gave them to you, did
+ she?&rdquo;
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ The child nodded.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ &ldquo;How many?&rdquo;
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ &ldquo;Five.&rdquo;
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ The woman thought it over. &ldquo;Left just one for herself,&rdquo; she said, in a low
+ voice. &ldquo;And she could have eaten the whole six&mdash;I saw it in her
+ eyes.&rdquo;
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ She looked after the little, draggled, far-away figure, and felt more
+ disturbed in her usually comfortable mind than she had felt for many a
+ day.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ &ldquo;I wish she hadn't gone so quick,&rdquo; she said. &ldquo;I'm blest if she shouldn't
+ have had a dozen.&rdquo;
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ Then she turned to the child.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ &ldquo;Are you hungry, yet?&rdquo; she asked.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ &ldquo;I'm allus 'ungry,&rdquo; was the answer; &ldquo;but 'tain't so bad as it was.&rdquo;
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ &ldquo;Come in here,&rdquo; said the woman, and she held open the shop-door.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ The child got up and shuffled in. To be invited into a warm place full of
+ bread seemed an incredible thing. She did not know what was going to
+ happen; she did not care, even.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ &ldquo;Get yourself warm,&rdquo; said the woman, pointing to a fire in a tiny back
+ room. &ldquo;And, look here,&mdash;when you're hard up for a bite of bread, you
+ can come here and ask for it. I'm blest if I won't give it to you for that
+ young un's sake.&rdquo;
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ Sara found some comfort in her remaining bun. It was hot; and it was a
+ great deal better than nothing. She broke off small pieces and ate them
+ slowly to make it last longer.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ &ldquo;Suppose it was a magic bun,&rdquo; she said, &ldquo;and a bite was as much as a whole
+ dinner. I should be over-eating myself if I went on like this.&rdquo;
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ It was dark when she reached the square in which Miss Minchin's Select
+ Seminary was situated; the lamps were lighted, and in most of the windows
+ gleams of light were to be seen. It always interested Sara to catch
+ glimpses of the rooms before the shutters were closed. She liked to
+ imagine things about people who sat before the fires in the houses, or who
+ bent over books at the tables. There was, for instance, the Large Family
+ opposite. She called these people the Large Family&mdash;not because they
+ were large, for indeed most of them were little,&mdash;but because there
+ were so many of them. There were eight children in the Large Family, and a
+ stout, rosy mother, and a stout, rosy father, and a stout, rosy
+ grand-mamma, and any number of servants. The eight children were always
+ either being taken out to walk, or to ride in perambulators, by
+ comfortable nurses; or they were going to drive with their mamma; or they
+ were flying to the door in the evening to kiss their papa and dance around
+ him and drag off his overcoat and look for packages in the pockets of it;
+ or they were crowding about the nursery windows and looking out and
+ pushing each other and laughing,&mdash;in fact they were always doing
+ something which seemed enjoyable and suited to the tastes of a large
+ family. Sara was quite attached to them, and had given them all names out
+ of books. She called them the Montmorencys, when she did not call them the
+ Large Family. The fat, fair baby with the lace cap was Ethelberta
+ Beauchamp Montmorency; the next baby was Violet Cholmondely Montmorency;
+ the little boy who could just stagger, and who had such round legs, was
+ Sydney Cecil Vivian Montmorency; and then came Lilian Evangeline, Guy
+ Clarence, Maud Marian, Rosalind Gladys, Veronica Eustacia, and Claude
+ Harold Hector.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ Next door to the Large Family lived the Maiden Lady, who had a companion,
+ and two parrots, and a King Charles spaniel; but Sara was not so very fond
+ of her, because she did nothing in particular but talk to the parrots and
+ drive out with the spaniel. The most interesting person of all lived next
+ door to Miss Minchin herself. Sara called him the Indian Gentleman. He was
+ an elderly gentleman who was said to have lived in the East Indies, and to
+ be immensely rich and to have something the matter with his liver,&mdash;in
+ fact, it had been rumored that he had no liver at all, and was much
+ inconvenienced by the fact. At any rate, he was very yellow and he did not
+ look happy; and when he went out to his carriage, he was almost always
+ wrapped up in shawls and overcoats, as if he were cold. He had a native
+ servant who looked even colder than himself, and he had a monkey who
+ looked colder than the native servant. Sara had seen the monkey sitting on
+ a table, in the sun, in the parlor window, and he always wore such a
+ mournful expression that she sympathized with him deeply.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ &ldquo;I dare say,&rdquo; she used sometimes to remark to herself, &ldquo;he is thinking all
+ the time of cocoanut trees and of swinging by his tail under a tropical
+ sun. He might have had a family dependent on him too, poor thing!&rdquo;
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ The native servant, whom she called the Lascar, looked mournful too, but
+ he was evidently very faithful to his master.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ &ldquo;Perhaps he saved his master's life in the Sepoy rebellion,&rdquo; she thought.
+ &ldquo;They look as if they might have had all sorts of adventures. I wish I
+ could speak to the Lascar. I remember a little Hindustani.&rdquo;
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ And one day she actually did speak to him, and his start at the sound of
+ his own language expressed a great deal of surprise and delight. He was
+ waiting for his master to come out to the carriage, and Sara, who was
+ going on an errand as usual, stopped and spoke a few words. She had a
+ special gift for languages and had remembered enough Hindustani to make
+ herself understood by him. When his master came out, the Lascar spoke to
+ him quickly, and the Indian Gentleman turned and looked at her curiously.
+ And afterward the Lascar always greeted her with salaams of the most
+ profound description. And occasionally they exchanged a few words. She
+ learned that it was true that the Sahib was very rich&mdash;that he was
+ ill&mdash;and also that he had no wife nor children, and that England did
+ not agree with the monkey.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ &ldquo;He must be as lonely as I am,&rdquo; thought Sara. &ldquo;Being rich does not seem to
+ make him happy.&rdquo;
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ That evening, as she passed the windows, the Lascar was closing the
+ shutters, and she caught a glimpse of the room inside. There was a bright
+ fire glowing in the grate, and the Indian Gentleman was sitting before it,
+ in a luxurious chair. The room was richly furnished, and looked
+ delightfully comfortable, but the Indian Gentleman sat with his head
+ resting on his hand, and looked as lonely and unhappy as ever.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ &ldquo;Poor man!&rdquo; said Sara; &ldquo;I wonder what you are `supposing'?&rdquo;
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ When she went into the house she met Miss Minchin in the hall.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ &ldquo;Where have you wasted your time?&rdquo; said Miss Minchin. &ldquo;You have been out
+ for hours!&rdquo;
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ &ldquo;It was so wet and muddy,&rdquo; Sara answered. &ldquo;It was hard to walk, because my
+ shoes were so bad and slipped about so.&rdquo;
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ &ldquo;Make no excuses,&rdquo; said Miss Minchin, &ldquo;and tell no falsehoods.&rdquo;
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ Sara went downstairs to the kitchen.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ &ldquo;Why didn't you stay all night?&rdquo; said the cook.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ &ldquo;Here are the things,&rdquo; said Sara, and laid her purchases on the table.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ The cook looked over them, grumbling. She was in a very bad temper indeed.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ &ldquo;May I have something to eat?&rdquo; Sara asked rather faintly.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ &ldquo;Tea's over and done with,&rdquo; was the answer. &ldquo;Did you expect me to keep it
+ hot for you?&rdquo;
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ Sara was silent a second.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ &ldquo;I had no dinner,&rdquo; she said, and her voice was quite low. She made it low,
+ because she was afraid it would tremble.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ &ldquo;There's some bread in the pantry,&rdquo; said the cook. &ldquo;That's all you'll get
+ at this time of day.&rdquo;
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ Sara went and found the bread. It was old and hard and dry. The cook was
+ in too bad a humor to give her anything to eat with it. She had just been
+ scolded by Miss Minchin, and it was always safe and easy to vent her own
+ spite on Sara.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ Really it was hard for the child to climb the three long flights of stairs
+ leading to her garret. She often found them long and steep when she was
+ tired, but to-night it seemed as if she would never reach the top. Several
+ times a lump rose in her throat and she was obliged to stop to rest.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ &ldquo;I can't pretend anything more to-night,&rdquo; she said wearily to herself.
+ &ldquo;I'm sure I can't. I'll eat my bread and drink some water and then go to
+ sleep, and perhaps a dream will come and pretend for me. I wonder what
+ dreams are.&rdquo;
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ Yes, when she reached the top landing there were tears in her eyes, and
+ she did not feel like a princess&mdash;only like a tired, hungry, lonely,
+ lonely child.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ &ldquo;If my papa had lived,&rdquo; she said, &ldquo;they would not have treated me like
+ this. If my papa had lived, he would have taken care of me.&rdquo;
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ Then she turned the handle and opened the garret-door.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ Can you imagine it&mdash;can you believe it? I find it hard to believe it
+ myself. And Sara found it impossible; for the first few moments she
+ thought something strange had happened to her eyes&mdash;to her mind&mdash;that
+ the dream had come before she had had time to fall asleep.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ &ldquo;Oh!&rdquo; she exclaimed breathlessly. &ldquo;Oh! it isn't true! I know, I know it
+ isn't true!&rdquo; And she slipped into the room and closed the door and locked
+ it, and stood with her back against it, staring straight before her.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ Do you wonder? In the grate, which had been empty and rusty and cold when
+ she left it, but which now was blackened and polished up quite
+ respectably, there was a glowing, blazing fire. On the hob was a little
+ brass kettle, hissing and boiling; spread upon the floor was a warm, thick
+ rug; before the fire was a folding-chair, unfolded and with cushions on
+ it; by the chair was a small folding-table, unfolded, covered with a white
+ cloth, and upon it were spread small covered dishes, a cup and saucer, and
+ a tea-pot; on the bed were new, warm coverings, a curious wadded silk
+ robe, and some books. The little, cold, miserable room seemed changed into
+ Fairyland. It was actually warm and glowing.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ &ldquo;It is bewitched!&rdquo; said Sara. &ldquo;Or I am bewitched. I only think I see it
+ all; but if I can only keep on thinking it, I don't care&mdash;I don't
+ care&mdash;if I can only keep it up!&rdquo;
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ She was afraid to move, for fear it would melt away. She stood with her
+ back against the door and looked and looked. But soon she began to feel
+ warm, and then she moved forward.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ &ldquo;A fire that I only thought I saw surely wouldn't feel warm,&rdquo; she said.
+ &ldquo;It feels real&mdash;real.&rdquo;
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ She went to it and knelt before it. She touched the chair, the table; she
+ lifted the cover of one of the dishes. There was something hot and savory
+ in it&mdash;something delicious. The tea-pot had tea in it, ready for the
+ boiling water from the little kettle; one plate had toast on it, another,
+ muffins.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ &ldquo;It is real,&rdquo; said Sara. &ldquo;The fire is real enough to warm me; I can sit in
+ the chair; the things are real enough to eat.&rdquo;
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ It was like a fairy story come true&mdash;it was heavenly. She went to the
+ bed and touched the blankets and the wrap. They were real too. She opened
+ one book, and on the title-page was written in a strange hand, &ldquo;The little
+ girl in the attic.&rdquo;
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ Suddenly&mdash;was it a strange thing for her to do?&mdash;Sara put her
+ face down on the queer, foreign looking quilted robe and burst into tears.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ &ldquo;I don't know who it is,&rdquo; she said, &ldquo;but somebody cares about me a little&mdash;somebody
+ is my friend.&rdquo;
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ Somehow that thought warmed her more than the fire. She had never had a
+ friend since those happy, luxurious days when she had had everything; and
+ those days had seemed such a long way off&mdash;so far away as to be only
+ like dreams&mdash;during these last years at Miss Minchin's.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ She really cried more at this strange thought of having a friend&mdash;even
+ though an unknown one&mdash;than she had cried over many of her worst
+ troubles.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ But these tears seemed different from the others, for when she had wiped
+ them away they did not seem to leave her eyes and her heart hot and
+ smarting.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ And then imagine, if you can, what the rest of the evening was like. The
+ delicious comfort of taking off the damp clothes and putting on the soft,
+ warm, quilted robe before the glowing fire&mdash;of slipping her cold feet
+ into the luscious little wool-lined slippers she found near her chair. And
+ then the hot tea and savory dishes, the cushioned chair and the books!
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ It was just like Sara, that, once having found the things real, she should
+ give herself up to the enjoyment of them to the very utmost. She had lived
+ such a life of imagining, and had found her pleasure so long in
+ improbabilities, that she was quite equal to accepting any wonderful thing
+ that happened. After she was quite warm and had eaten her supper and
+ enjoyed herself for an hour or so, it had almost ceased to be surprising
+ to her that such magical surroundings should be hers. As to finding out
+ who had done all this, she knew that it was out of the question. She did
+ not know a human soul by whom it could seem in the least degree probable
+ that it could have been done.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ &ldquo;There is nobody,&rdquo; she said to herself, &ldquo;nobody.&rdquo; She discussed the matter
+ with Emily, it is true, but more because it was delightful to talk about
+ it than with a view to making any discoveries.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ &ldquo;But we have a friend, Emily,&rdquo; she said; &ldquo;we have a friend.&rdquo;
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ Sara could not even imagine a being charming enough to fill her grand
+ ideal of her mysterious benefactor. If she tried to make in her mind a
+ picture of him or her, it ended by being something glittering and strange&mdash;not
+ at all like a real person, but bearing resemblance to a sort of Eastern
+ magician, with long robes and a wand. And when she fell asleep, beneath
+ the soft white blanket, she dreamed all night of this magnificent
+ personage, and talked to him in Hindustani, and made salaams to him.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ Upon one thing she was determined. She would not speak to any one of her
+ good fortune&mdash;it should be her own secret; in fact, she was rather
+ inclined to think that if Miss Minchin knew, she would take her treasures
+ from her or in some way spoil her pleasure. So, when she went down the
+ next morning, she shut her door very tight and did her best to look as if
+ nothing unusual had occurred. And yet this was rather hard, because she
+ could not help remembering, every now and then, with a sort of start, and
+ her heart would beat quickly every time she repeated to herself, &ldquo;I have a
+ friend!&rdquo;
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ It was a friend who evidently meant to continue to be kind, for when she
+ went to her garret the next night&mdash;and she opened the door, it must
+ be confessed, with rather an excited feeling&mdash;she found that the same
+ hands had been again at work, and had done even more than before. The fire
+ and the supper were again there, and beside them a number of other things
+ which so altered the look of the garret that Sara quite lost her breath. A
+ piece of bright, strange, heavy cloth covered the battered mantel, and on
+ it some ornaments had been placed. All the bare, ugly things which could
+ be covered with draperies had been concealed and made to look quite
+ pretty. Some odd materials in rich colors had been fastened against the
+ walls with sharp, fine tacks&mdash;so sharp that they could be pressed
+ into the wood without hammering. Some brilliant fans were pinned up, and
+ there were several large cushions. A long, old wooden box was covered with
+ a rug, and some cushions lay on it, so that it wore quite the air of a
+ sofa.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ Sara simply sat down, and looked, and looked again.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ &ldquo;It is exactly like something fairy come true,&rdquo; she said; &ldquo;there isn't the
+ least difference. I feel as if I might wish for anything&mdash;diamonds
+ and bags of gold&mdash;and they would appear! That couldn't be any
+ stranger than this. Is this my garret? Am I the same cold, ragged, damp
+ Sara? And to think how I used to pretend, and pretend, and wish there were
+ fairies! The one thing I always wanted was to see a fairy story come true.
+ I am living in a fairy story! I feel as if I might be a fairy myself, and
+ be able to turn things into anything else!&rdquo;
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ It was like a fairy story, and, what was best of all, it continued. Almost
+ every day something new was done to the garret. Some new comfort or
+ ornament appeared in it when Sara opened her door at night, until
+ actually, in a short time it was a bright little room, full of all sorts
+ of odd and luxurious things. And the magician had taken care that the
+ child should not be hungry, and that she should have as many books as she
+ could read. When she left the room in the morning, the remains of her
+ supper were on the table, and when she returned in the evening, the
+ magician had removed them, and left another nice little meal. Downstairs
+ Miss Minchin was as cruel and insulting as ever, Miss Amelia was as
+ peevish, and the servants were as vulgar. Sara was sent on errands, and
+ scolded, and driven hither and thither, but somehow it seemed as if she
+ could bear it all. The delightful sense of romance and mystery lifted her
+ above the cook's temper and malice. The comfort she enjoyed and could
+ always look forward to was making her stronger. If she came home from her
+ errands wet and tired, she knew she would soon be warm, after she had
+ climbed the stairs. In a few weeks she began to look less thin. A little
+ color came into her cheeks, and her eyes did not seem much too big for her
+ face.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ It was just when this was beginning to be so apparent that Miss Minchin
+ sometimes stared at her questioningly, that another wonderful thing
+ happened. A man came to the door and left several parcels. All were
+ addressed (in large letters) to &ldquo;the little girl in the attic.&rdquo; Sara
+ herself was sent to open the door, and she took them in. She laid the two
+ largest parcels down on the hall-table and was looking at the address,
+ when Miss Minchin came down the stairs.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ &ldquo;Take the things upstairs to the young lady to whom they belong,&rdquo; she
+ said. &ldquo;Don't stand there staring at them.&rdquo;
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ &ldquo;They belong to me,&rdquo; answered Sara, quietly.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ &ldquo;To you!&rdquo; exclaimed Miss Minchin. &ldquo;What do you mean?&rdquo;
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ &ldquo;I don't know where they came from,&rdquo; said Sara, &ldquo;but they're addressed to
+ me.&rdquo;
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ Miss Minchin came to her side and looked at them with an excited
+ expression.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ &ldquo;What is in them?&rdquo; she demanded.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ &ldquo;I don't know,&rdquo; said Sara.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ &ldquo;Open them!&rdquo; she demanded, still more excitedly.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ Sara did as she was told. They contained pretty and comfortable clothing,&mdash;clothing
+ of different kinds; shoes and stockings and gloves, a warm coat, and even
+ an umbrella. On the pocket of the coat was pinned a paper on which was
+ written, &ldquo;To be worn every day&mdash;will be replaced by others when
+ necessary.&rdquo;
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ Miss Minchin was quite agitated. This was an incident which suggested
+ strange things to her sordid mind. Could it be that she had made a mistake
+ after all, and that the child so neglected and so unkindly treated by her
+ had some powerful friend in the background? It would not be very pleasant
+ if there should be such a friend, and he or she should learn all the truth
+ about the thin, shabby clothes, the scant food, the hard work. She felt
+ queer indeed and uncertain, and she gave a side-glance at Sara.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ &ldquo;Well,&rdquo; she said, in a voice such as she had never used since the day the
+ child lost her father&mdash;&ldquo;well, some one is very kind to you. As you
+ have the things and are to have new ones when they are worn out, you may
+ as well go and put them on and look respectable; and after you are
+ dressed, you may come downstairs and learn your lessons in the
+ school-room.&rdquo;
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ So it happened that, about half an hour afterward, Sara struck the entire
+ school-room of pupils dumb with amazement, by making her appearance in a
+ costume such as she had never worn since the change of fortune whereby she
+ ceased to be a show-pupil and a parlor-boarder. She scarcely seemed to be
+ the same Sara. She was neatly dressed in a pretty gown of warm browns and
+ reds, and even her stockings and slippers were nice and dainty.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ &ldquo;Perhaps some one has left her a fortune,&rdquo; one of the girls whispered. &ldquo;I
+ always thought something would happen to her, she is so queer.&rdquo;
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ That night when Sara went to her room she carried out a plan she had been
+ devising for some time. She wrote a note to her unknown friend. It ran as
+ follows:
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ &ldquo;I hope you will not think it is not polite that I should write this note
+ to you when you wish to keep yourself a secret, but I do not mean to be
+ impolite, or to try to find out at all, only I want to thank you for being
+ so kind to me&mdash;so beautiful kind, and making everything like a fairy
+ story. I am so grateful to you and I am so happy! I used to be so lonely
+ and cold and, hungry, and now, oh, just think what you have done for me!
+ Please let me say just these words. It seems as if I ought to say them.
+ Thank you&mdash;thank you&mdash;thank you!
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ &ldquo;THE LITTLE GIRL IN THE ATTIC.&rdquo;
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ The next morning she left this on the little table, and it was taken away
+ with the other things; so she felt sure the magician had received it, and
+ she was happier for the thought.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ A few nights later a very odd thing happened. She found something in the
+ room which she certainly would never have expected. When she came in as
+ usual she saw something small and dark in her chair,&mdash;an odd, tiny
+ figure, which turned toward her a little, weird-looking, wistful face.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ &ldquo;Why, it's the monkey!&rdquo; she cried. &ldquo;It is the Indian Gentleman's monkey!
+ Where can he have come from?&rdquo;
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ It was the monkey, sitting up and looking so like a mite of a child that
+ it really was quite pathetic; and very soon Sara found out how he happened
+ to be in her room. The skylight was open, and it was easy to guess that he
+ had crept out of his master's garret-window, which was only a few feet
+ away and perfectly easy to get in and out of, even for a climber less
+ agile than a monkey. He had probably climbed to the garret on a tour of
+ investigation, and getting out upon the roof, and being attracted by the
+ light in Sara's attic, had crept in. At all events this seemed quite
+ reasonable, and there he was; and when Sara went to him, he actually put
+ out his queer, elfish little hands, caught her dress, and jumped into her
+ arms.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ &ldquo;Oh, you queer, poor, ugly, foreign little thing!&rdquo; said Sara, caressing
+ him. &ldquo;I can't help liking you. You look like a sort of baby, but I am so
+ glad you are not, because your mother could not be proud of you, and
+ nobody would dare to say you were like any of your relations. But I do
+ like you; you have such a forlorn little look in your face. Perhaps you
+ are sorry you are so ugly, and it's always on your mind. I wonder if you
+ have a mind?&rdquo;
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ The monkey sat and looked at her while she talked, and seemed much
+ interested in her remarks, if one could judge by his eyes and his
+ forehead, and the way he moved his head up and down, and held it sideways
+ and scratched it with his little hand. He examined Sara quite seriously,
+ and anxiously, too. He felt the stuff of her dress, touched her hands,
+ climbed up and examined her ears, and then sat on her shoulder holding a
+ lock of her hair, looking mournful but not at all agitated. Upon the
+ whole, he seemed pleased with Sara.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ &ldquo;But I must take you back,&rdquo; she said to him, &ldquo;though I'm sorry to have to
+ do it. Oh, the company you would be to a person!&rdquo;
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ She lifted him from her shoulder, set him on her knee, and gave him a bit
+ of cake. He sat and nibbled it, and then put his head on one side, looked
+ at her, wrinkled his forehead, and then nibbled again, in the most
+ companionable manner.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ &ldquo;But you must go home,&rdquo; said Sara at last; and she took him in her arms to
+ carry him downstairs. Evidently he did not want to leave the room, for as
+ they reached the door he clung to her neck and gave a little scream of
+ anger.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ &ldquo;You mustn't be an ungrateful monkey,&rdquo; said Sara. &ldquo;You ought to be fondest
+ of your own family. I am sure the Lascar is good to you.&rdquo;
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ Nobody saw her on her way out, and very soon she was standing on the
+ Indian Gentleman's front steps, and the Lascar had opened the door for
+ her.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ &ldquo;I found your monkey in my room,&rdquo; she said in Hindustani. &ldquo;I think he got
+ in through the window.&rdquo;
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ The man began a rapid outpouring of thanks; but, just as he was in the
+ midst of them, a fretful, hollow voice was heard through the open door of
+ the nearest room. The instant he heard it the Lascar disappeared, and left
+ Sara still holding the monkey.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ It was not many moments, however, before he came back bringing a message.
+ His master had told him to bring Missy into the library. The Sahib was
+ very ill, but he wished to see Missy.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ Sara thought this odd, but she remembered reading stories of Indian
+ gentlemen who, having no constitutions, were extremely cross and full of
+ whims, and who must have their own way. So she followed the Lascar.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ When she entered the room the Indian Gentleman was lying on an easy chair,
+ propped up with pillows. He looked frightfully ill. His yellow face was
+ thin, and his eyes were hollow. He gave Sara a rather curious look&mdash;it
+ was as if she wakened in him some anxious interest.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ &ldquo;You live next door?&rdquo; he said.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ &ldquo;Yes,&rdquo; answered Sara. &ldquo;I live at Miss Minchin's.&rdquo;
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ &ldquo;She keeps a boarding-school?&rdquo;
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ &ldquo;Yes,&rdquo; said Sara.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ &ldquo;And you are one of her pupils?&rdquo;
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ Sara hesitated a moment.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ &ldquo;I don't know exactly what I am,&rdquo; she replied.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ &ldquo;Why not?&rdquo; asked the Indian Gentleman.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ The monkey gave a tiny squeak, and Sara stroked him.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ &ldquo;At first,&rdquo; she said, &ldquo;I was a pupil and a parlor boarder; but now&mdash;&rdquo;
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ &ldquo;What do you mean by `at first'?&rdquo; asked the Indian Gentleman.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ &ldquo;When I was first taken there by my papa.&rdquo;
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ &ldquo;Well, what has happened since then?&rdquo; said the invalid, staring at her and
+ knitting his brows with a puzzled expression.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ &ldquo;My papa died,&rdquo; said Sara. &ldquo;He lost all his money, and there was none left
+ for me&mdash;and there was no one to take care of me or pay Miss Minchin,
+ so&mdash;&rdquo;
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ &ldquo;So you were sent up into the garret and neglected, and made into a
+ half-starved little drudge!&rdquo; put in the Indian Gentleman. &ldquo;That is about
+ it, isn't it?&rdquo;
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ The color deepened on Sara's cheeks.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ &ldquo;There was no one to take care of me, and no money,&rdquo; she said. &ldquo;I belong
+ to nobody.&rdquo;
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ &ldquo;What did your father mean by losing his money?&rdquo; said the gentleman,
+ fretfully.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ The red in Sara's cheeks grew deeper, and she fixed her odd eyes on the
+ yellow face.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ &ldquo;He did not lose it himself,&rdquo; she said. &ldquo;He had a friend he was fond of,
+ and it was his friend, who took his money. I don't know how. I don't
+ understand. He trusted his friend too much.&rdquo;
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ She saw the invalid start&mdash;the strangest start&mdash;as if he had
+ been suddenly frightened. Then he spoke nervously and excitedly:
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ &ldquo;That's an old story,&rdquo; he said. &ldquo;It happens every day; but sometimes those
+ who are blamed&mdash;those who do the wrong&mdash;don't intend it, and are
+ not so bad. It may happen through a mistake&mdash;a miscalculation; they
+ may not be so bad.&rdquo;
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ &ldquo;No,&rdquo; said Sara, &ldquo;but the suffering is just as bad for the others. It
+ killed my papa.&rdquo;
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ The Indian Gentleman pushed aside some of the gorgeous wraps that covered
+ him.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ &ldquo;Come a little nearer, and let me look at you,&rdquo; he said.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ His voice sounded very strange; it had a more nervous and excited tone
+ than before. Sara had an odd fancy that he was half afraid to look at her.
+ She came and stood nearer, the monkey clinging to her and watching his
+ master anxiously over his shoulder.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ The Indian Gentleman's hollow, restless eyes fixed themselves on her.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ &ldquo;Yes,&rdquo; he said at last. &ldquo;Yes; I can see it. Tell me your father's name.&rdquo;
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ &ldquo;His name was Ralph Crewe,&rdquo; said Sara. &ldquo;Captain Crewe. Perhaps,&rdquo;&mdash;a
+ sudden thought flashing upon her,&mdash;&ldquo;perhaps you may have heard of
+ him? He died in India.&rdquo;
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ The Indian Gentleman sank back upon his pillows. He looked very weak, and
+ seemed out of breath.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ &ldquo;Yes,&rdquo; he said, &ldquo;I knew him. I was his friend. I meant no harm. If he had
+ only lived he would have known. It turned out well after all. He was a
+ fine young fellow. I was fond of him. I will make it right. Call&mdash;call
+ the man.&rdquo;
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ Sara thought he was going to die. But there was no need to call the
+ Lascar. He must have been waiting at the door. He was in the room and by
+ his master's side in an instant. He seemed to know what to do. He lifted
+ the drooping head, and gave the invalid something in a small glass. The
+ Indian Gentleman lay panting for a few minutes, and then he spoke in an
+ exhausted but eager voice, addressing the Lascar in Hindustani:
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ &ldquo;Go for Carmichael,&rdquo; he said. &ldquo;Tell him to come here at once. Tell him I
+ have found the child!&rdquo;
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ When Mr. Carmichael arrived (which occurred in a very few minutes, for it
+ turned out that he was no other than the father of the Large Family across
+ the street), Sara went home, and was allowed to take the monkey with her.
+ She certainly did not sleep very much that night, though the monkey
+ behaved beautifully, and did not disturb her in the least. It was not the
+ monkey that kept her awake&mdash;it was her thoughts, and her wonders as
+ to what the Indian Gentleman had meant when he said, &ldquo;Tell him I have
+ found the child.&rdquo; &ldquo;What child?&rdquo; Sara kept asking herself.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ &ldquo;I was the only child there; but how had he found me, and why did he want
+ to find me? And what is he going to do, now I am found? Is it something
+ about my papa? Do I belong to somebody? Is he one of my relations? Is
+ something going to happen?&rdquo;
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ But she found out the very next day, in the morning; and it seemed that
+ she had been living in a story even more than she had imagined. First, Mr.
+ Carmichael came and had an interview with Miss Minchin. And it appeared
+ that Mr. Carmichael, besides occupying the important situation of father
+ to the Large Family was a lawyer, and had charge of the affairs of Mr.
+ Carrisford&mdash;which was the real name of the Indian Gentleman&mdash;and,
+ as Mr. Carrisford's lawyer, Mr. Carmichael had come to explain something
+ curious to Miss Minchin regarding Sara. But, being the father of the Large
+ Family, he had a very kind and fatherly feeling for children; and so,
+ after seeing Miss Minchin alone, what did he do but go and bring across
+ the square his rosy, motherly, warm-hearted wife, so that she herself
+ might talk to the little lonely girl, and tell her everything in the best
+ and most motherly way.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ And then Sara learned that she was to be a poor little drudge and outcast
+ no more, and that a great change had come in her fortunes; for all the
+ lost fortune had come back to her, and a great deal had even been added to
+ it. It was Mr. Carrisford who had been her father's friend, and who had
+ made the investments which had caused him the apparent loss of his money;
+ but it had so happened that after poor young Captain Crewe's death one of
+ the investments which had seemed at the time the very worst had taken a
+ sudden turn, and proved to be such a success that it had been a mine of
+ wealth, and had more than doubled the Captain's lost fortune, as well as
+ making a fortune for Mr. Carrisford himself. But Mr. Carrisford had been
+ very unhappy. He had truly loved his poor, handsome, generous young
+ friend, and the knowledge that he had caused his death had weighed upon
+ him always, and broken both his health and spirit. The worst of it had
+ been that, when first he thought himself and Captain Crewe ruined, he had
+ lost courage and gone away because he was not brave enough to face the
+ consequences of what he had done, and so he had not even known where the
+ young soldier's little girl had been placed. When he wanted to find her,
+ and make restitution, he could discover no trace of her; and the certainty
+ that she was poor and friendless somewhere had made him more miserable
+ than ever. When he had taken the house next to Miss Minchin's he had been
+ so ill and wretched that he had for the time given up the search. His
+ troubles and the Indian climate had brought him almost to death's door&mdash;indeed,
+ he had not expected to live more than a few months. And then one day the
+ Lascar had told him about Sara's speaking Hindustani, and gradually he had
+ begun to take a sort of interest in the forlorn child, though he had only
+ caught a glimpse of her once or twice and he had not connected her with
+ the child of his friend, perhaps because he was too languid to think much
+ about anything. But the Lascar had found out something of Sara's unhappy
+ little life, and about the garret. One evening he had actually crept out
+ of his own garret-window and looked into hers, which was a very easy
+ matter, because, as I have said, it was only a few feet away&mdash;and he
+ had told his master what he had seen, and in a moment of compassion the
+ Indian Gentleman had told him to take into the wretched little room such
+ comforts as he could carry from the one window to the other. And the
+ Lascar, who had developed an interest in, and an odd fondness for, the
+ child who had spoken to him in his own tongue, had been pleased with the
+ work; and, having the silent swiftness and agile movements of many of his
+ race, he had made his evening journeys across the few feet of roof from
+ garret-window to garret-window, without any trouble at all. He had watched
+ Sara's movements until he knew exactly when she was absent from her room
+ and when she returned to it, and so he had been able to calculate the best
+ times for his work. Generally he had made them in the dusk of the evening;
+ but once or twice, when he had seen her go out on errands, he had dared to
+ go over in the daytime, being quite sure that the garret was never entered
+ by any one but herself. His pleasure in the work and his reports of the
+ results had added to the invalid's interest in it, and sometimes the
+ master had found the planning gave him something to think of, which made
+ him almost forget his weariness and pain. And at last, when Sara brought
+ home the truant monkey, he had felt a wish to see her, and then her
+ likeness to her father had done the rest.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ &ldquo;And now, my dear,&rdquo; said good Mrs. Carmichael, patting Sara's hand, &ldquo;all
+ your troubles are over, I am sure, and you are to come home with me and be
+ taken care of as if you were one of my own little girls; and we are so
+ pleased to think of having you with us until everything is settled, and
+ Mr. Carrisford is better. The excitement of last night has made him very
+ weak, but we really think he will get well, now that such a load is taken
+ from his mind. And when he is stronger, I am sure he will be as kind to
+ you as your own papa would have been. He has a very good heart, and he is
+ fond of children&mdash;and he has no family at all. But we must make you
+ happy and rosy, and you must learn to play and run about, as my little
+ girls do&mdash;&rdquo;
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ &ldquo;As your little girls do?&rdquo; said Sara. &ldquo;I wonder if I could. I used to
+ watch them and wonder what it was like. Shall I feel as if I belonged to
+ somebody?&rdquo;
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ &ldquo;Ah, my love, yes!&mdash;yes!&rdquo; said Mrs. Carmichael; &ldquo;dear me, yes!&rdquo; And
+ her motherly blue eyes grew quite moist, and she suddenly took Sara in her
+ arms and kissed her. That very night, before she went to sleep, Sara had
+ made the acquaintance of the entire Large Family, and such excitement as
+ she and the monkey had caused in that joyous circle could hardly be
+ described. There was not a child in the nursery, from the Eton boy who was
+ the eldest, to the baby who was the youngest, who had not laid some
+ offering on her shrine. All the older ones knew something of her wonderful
+ story. She had been born in India; she had been poor and lonely and
+ unhappy, and had lived in a garret and been treated unkindly; and now she
+ was to be rich and happy, and be taken care of. They were so sorry for
+ her, and so delighted and curious about her, all at once. The girls wished
+ to be with her constantly, and the little boys wished to be told about
+ India; the second baby, with the short round legs, simply sat and stared
+ at her and the monkey, possibly wondering why she had not brought a
+ hand-organ with her.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ &ldquo;I shall certainly wake up presently,&rdquo; Sara kept saying to herself. &ldquo;This
+ one must be a dream. The other one turned out to be real; but this
+ couldn't be. But, oh! how happy it is!&rdquo;
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ And even when she went to bed, in the bright, pretty room not far from
+ Mrs. Carmichael's own, and Mrs. Carmichael came and kissed her and patted
+ her and tucked her in cozily, she was not sure that she would not wake up
+ in the garret in the morning.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ &ldquo;And oh, Charles, dear,&rdquo; Mrs. Carmichael said to her husband, when she
+ went downstairs to him, &ldquo;We must get that lonely look out of her eyes! It
+ isn't a child's look at all. I couldn't bear to see it in one of my own
+ children. What the poor little love must have had to bear in that dreadful
+ woman's house! But, surely, she will forget it in time.&rdquo;
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ But though the lonely look passed away from Sara's face, she never quite
+ forgot the garret at Miss Minchin's; and, indeed, she always liked to
+ remember the wonderful night when the tired princess crept upstairs, cold
+ and wet, and opening the door found fairy-land waiting for her. And there
+ was no one of the many stories she was always being called upon to tell in
+ the nursery of the Large Family which was more popular than that
+ particular one; and there was no one of whom the Large Family were so fond
+ as of Sara. Mr. Carrisford did not die, but recovered, and Sara went to
+ live with him; and no real princess could have been better taken care of
+ than she was. It seemed that the Indian Gentleman could not do enough to
+ make her happy, and to repay her for the past; and the Lascar was her
+ devoted slave. As her odd little face grew brighter, it grew so pretty and
+ interesting that Mr. Carrisford used to sit and watch it many an evening,
+ as they sat by the fire together.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ They became great friends, and they used to spend hours reading and
+ talking together; and, in a very short time, there was no pleasanter sight
+ to the Indian Gentleman than Sara sitting in her big chair on the opposite
+ side of the hearth, with a book on her knee and her soft, dark hair
+ tumbling over her warm cheeks. She had a pretty habit of looking up at him
+ suddenly, with a bright smile, and then he would often say to her:
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ &ldquo;Are you happy, Sara?&rdquo;
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ And then she would answer:
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ &ldquo;I feel like a real princess, Uncle Tom.&rdquo;
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ He had told her to call him Uncle Tom.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ &ldquo;There doesn't seem to be anything left to `suppose,'&rdquo; she added.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ There was a little joke between them that he was a magician, and so could
+ do anything he liked; and it was one of his pleasures to invent plans to
+ surprise her with enjoyments she had not thought of. Scarcely a day passed
+ in which he did not do something new for her. Sometimes she found new
+ flowers in her room; sometimes a fanciful little gift tucked into some odd
+ corner, sometimes a new book on her pillow;&mdash;once as they sat
+ together in the evening they heard the scratch of a heavy paw on the door
+ of the room, and when Sara went to find out what it was, there stood a
+ great dog&mdash;a splendid Russian boar-hound with a grand silver and gold
+ collar. Stooping to read the inscription upon the collar, Sara was
+ delighted to read the words: &ldquo;I am Boris; I serve the Princess Sara.&rdquo;
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ Then there was a sort of fairy nursery arranged for the entertainment of
+ the juvenile members of the Large Family, who were always coming to see
+ Sara and the Lascar and the monkey. Sara was as fond of the Large Family
+ as they were of her. She soon felt as if she were a member of it, and the
+ companionship of the healthy, happy children was very good for her. All
+ the children rather looked up to her and regarded her as the cleverest and
+ most brilliant of creatures&mdash;particularly after it was discovered
+ that she not only knew stories of every kind, and could invent new ones at
+ a moment's notice, but that she could help with lessons, and speak French
+ and German, and discourse with the Lascar in Hindustani.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ It was rather a painful experience for Miss Minchin to watch her
+ ex-pupil's fortunes, as she had the daily opportunity to do, and to feel
+ that she had made a serious mistake, from a business point of view. She
+ had even tried to retrieve it by suggesting that Sara's education should
+ be continued under her care, and had gone to the length of making an
+ appeal to the child herself.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ &ldquo;I have always been very fond of you,&rdquo; she said.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ Then Sara fixed her eyes upon her and gave her one of her odd looks.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ &ldquo;Have you?&rdquo; she answered.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ &ldquo;Yes,&rdquo; said Miss Minchin. &ldquo;Amelia and I have always said you were the
+ cleverest child we had with us, and I am sure we could make you happy&mdash;as
+ a parlor boarder.&rdquo;
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ Sara thought of the garret and the day her ears were boxed,&mdash;and of
+ that other day, that dreadful, desolate day when she had been told that
+ she belonged to nobody; that she had no home and no friends,&mdash;and she
+ kept her eyes fixed on Miss Minchin's face.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ &ldquo;You know why I would not stay with you,&rdquo; she said.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ And it seems probable that Miss Minchin did, for after that simple answer
+ she had not the boldness to pursue the subject. She merely sent in a bill
+ for the expense of Sara's education and support, and she made it quite
+ large enough. And because Mr. Carrisford thought Sara would wish it paid,
+ it was paid. When Mr. Carmichael paid it he had a brief interview with
+ Miss Minchin in which he expressed his opinion with much clearness and
+ force; and it is quite certain that Miss Minchin did not enjoy the
+ conversation.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ Sara had been about a month with Mr. Carrisford, and had begun to realize
+ that her happiness was not a dream, when one night the Indian Gentleman
+ saw that she sat a long time with her cheek on her hand looking at the
+ fire.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ &ldquo;What are you `supposing,' Sara?&rdquo; he asked. Sara looked up with a bright
+ color on her cheeks.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ &ldquo;I was `supposing,'&rdquo; she said; &ldquo;I was remembering that hungry day, and a
+ child I saw.&rdquo;
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ &ldquo;But there were a great many hungry days,&rdquo; said the Indian Gentleman, with
+ a rather sad tone in his voice. &ldquo;Which hungry day was it?&rdquo;
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ &ldquo;I forgot you didn't know,&rdquo; said Sara. &ldquo;It was the day I found the things
+ in my garret.&rdquo;
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ And then she told him the story of the bun-shop, and the fourpence, and
+ the child who was hungrier than herself; and somehow as she told it,
+ though she told it very simply indeed, the Indian Gentleman found it
+ necessary to shade his eyes with his hand and look down at the floor.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ &ldquo;And I was `supposing' a kind of plan,&rdquo; said Sara, when she had finished;
+ &ldquo;I was thinking I would like to do something.&rdquo;
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ &ldquo;What is it?&rdquo; said her guardian in a low tone. &ldquo;You may do anything you
+ like to do, Princess.&rdquo;
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ &ldquo;I was wondering,&rdquo; said Sara,&mdash;&ldquo;you know you say I have a great deal
+ of money&mdash;and I was wondering if I could go and see the bun-woman and
+ tell her that if, when hungry children&mdash;particularly on those
+ dreadful days&mdash;come and sit on the steps or look in at the window,
+ she would just call them in and give them something to eat, she might send
+ the bills to me and I would pay them&mdash;could I do that?&rdquo;
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ &ldquo;You shall do it to-morrow morning,&rdquo; said the Indian Gentleman.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ &ldquo;Thank you,&rdquo; said Sara; &ldquo;you see I know what it is to be hungry, and it is
+ very hard when one can't even pretend it away.&rdquo;
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ &ldquo;Yes, yes, my dear,&rdquo; said the Indian Gentleman. &ldquo;Yes, it must be. Try to
+ forget it. Come and sit on this footstool near my knee, and only remember
+ you are a princess.&rdquo;
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ &ldquo;Yes,&rdquo; said Sara, &ldquo;and I can give buns and bread to the Populace.&rdquo; And she
+ went and sat on the stool, and the Indian Gentleman (he used to like her
+ to call him that, too, sometimes,&mdash;in fact very often) drew her
+ small, dark head down upon his knee and stroked her hair.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ The next morning a carriage drew up before the door of the baker's shop,
+ and a gentleman and a little girl got out,&mdash;oddly enough, just as the
+ bun-woman was putting a tray of smoking hotbuns into the window. When Sara
+ entered the shop the woman turned and looked at her and, leaving the buns,
+ came and stood behind the counter. For a moment she looked at Sara very
+ hard indeed, and then her good-natured face lighted up.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ &ldquo;I'm that sure I remember you, miss,&rdquo; she said. &ldquo;And yet&mdash;&rdquo;
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ &ldquo;Yes,&rdquo; said Sara, &ldquo;once you gave me six buns for fourpence, and&mdash;&rdquo;
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ &ldquo;And you gave five of 'em to a beggar-child,&rdquo; said the woman. &ldquo;I've always
+ remembered it. I couldn't make it out at first. I beg pardon, sir, but
+ there's not many young people that notices a hungry face in that way, and
+ I've thought of it many a time. Excuse the liberty, miss, but you look
+ rosier and better than you did that day.&rdquo;
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ &ldquo;I am better, thank you,&rdquo; said Sara, &ldquo;and&mdash;and I am happier, and I
+ have come to ask you to do something for me.&rdquo;
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ &ldquo;Me, miss!&rdquo; exclaimed the woman, &ldquo;why, bless you, yes, miss! What can I
+ do?&rdquo;
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ And then Sara made her little proposal, and the woman listened to it with
+ an astonished face.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ &ldquo;Why, bless me!&rdquo; she said, when she had heard it all. &ldquo;Yes, miss, it'll be
+ a pleasure to me to do it. I am a working woman, myself, and can't afford
+ to do much on my own account, and there's sights of trouble on every side;
+ but if you'll excuse me, I'm bound to say I've given many a bit of bread
+ away since that wet afternoon, just along o' thinkin' of you. An' how wet
+ an' cold you was, an' how you looked,&mdash;an' yet you give away your hot
+ buns as if you was a princess.&rdquo;
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ The Indian Gentleman smiled involuntarily, and Sara smiled a little too.
+ &ldquo;She looked so hungry,&rdquo; she said. &ldquo;She was hungrier than I was.&rdquo;
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ &ldquo;She was starving,&rdquo; said the woman. &ldquo;Many's the time she's told me of it
+ since&mdash;how she sat there in the wet, and felt as if a wolf was
+ a-tearing at her poor young insides.&rdquo;
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ &ldquo;Oh, have you seen her since then?&rdquo; exclaimed Sara. &ldquo;Do you know where she
+ is?&rdquo;
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ &ldquo;I know!&rdquo; said the woman. &ldquo;Why, she's in that there back room now, miss,
+ an' has been for a month, an' a decent, well-meaning girl she's going to
+ turn out, an' such a help to me in the day shop, an' in the kitchen, as
+ you'd scarce believe, knowing how she's lived.&rdquo;
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ She stepped to the door of the little back parlor and spoke; and the next
+ minute a girl came out and followed her behind the counter. And actually
+ it was the beggar-child, clean and neatly clothed, and looking as if she
+ had not been hungry for a long time. She looked shy, but she had a nice
+ face, now that she was no longer a savage; and the wild look had gone from
+ her eyes. And she knew Sara in an instant, and stood and looked at her as
+ if she could never look enough.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ &ldquo;You see,&rdquo; said the woman, &ldquo;I told her to come here when she was hungry,
+ and when she'd come I'd give her odd jobs to do, an' I found she was
+ willing, an' somehow I got to like her; an' the end of it was I've given
+ her a place an' a home, an' she helps me, an' behaves as well, an' is as
+ thankful as a girl can be. Her name's Anne&mdash;she has no other.&rdquo;
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ The two children stood and looked at each other a few moments. In Sara's
+ eyes a new thought was growing.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ &ldquo;I'm glad you have such a good home,&rdquo; she said. &ldquo;Perhaps Mrs. Brown will
+ let you give the buns and bread to the children&mdash;perhaps you would
+ like to do it&mdash;because you know what it is to be hungry, too.&rdquo;
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ &ldquo;Yes, miss,&rdquo; said the girl.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ And somehow Sara felt as if she understood her, though the girl said
+ nothing more, and only stood still and looked, and looked after her as she
+ went out of the shop and got into the carriage and drove away.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ <br /> <br />
+ </p>
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