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+PAZ
+by Honore de Balzac (transl. Katharine Prescott Wormeley)
+
+Etext prepared by John Bickers, jbickers@templar.actrix.gen.nz
+and Dagny, dagnyj@hotmail.com
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+PAZ
+
+BY
+
+HONORE DE BALZAC
+
+
+
+
+Translated By
+Katharine Prescott Wormeley
+
+
+
+
+DEDICATION
+
+Dedicated to the Comtesse Clara Maffei.
+
+
+
+
+PAZ
+(LA FAUSSE MAITRESSE)
+
+
+
+I
+
+In September, 1835, one of the richest heiresses of the faubourg
+Saint-Germain, Mademoiselle du Rouvre, the only daughter of the
+Marquis du Rouvre, married Comte Adam Mitgislas Laginski, a young
+Polish exile.
+
+We ask permission to write these Polish names as they are pronounced,
+to spare our readers the aspect of the fortifications of consonants by
+which the Slave language protects its vowels,--probably not to lose
+them, considering how few there are.
+
+The Marquis du Rouvre had squandered nearly the whole of a princely
+fortune, which he obtained originally through his marriage with a
+Demoiselle de Ronquerolles. Therefore, on her mother's side Clementine
+du Rouvre had the Marquis de Ronquerolles for uncle, and Madame de
+Serizy for aunt. On her father's side she had another uncle in the
+eccentric person of the Chevalier du Rouvre, a younger son of the
+house, an old bachelor who had become very rich by speculating in
+lands and houses. The Marquis de Ronquerolles had the misfortune to
+lose both his children at the time of the cholera, and the only son of
+Madame de Serizy, a young soldier of great promise, perished in Africa
+in the affair of the Makta. In these days rich families stand between
+the danger of impoverishing their children if they have too many, or
+of extinguishing their names if they have too few,--a singular result
+of the Code which Napoleon never thought of. By a curious turn of
+fortune Clementine became, in spite of her father having squandered
+his substance on Florine (one of the most charming actresses in
+Paris), a great heiress. The Marquis de Ronquerolles, a clever
+diplomatist under the new dynasty, his sister, Madame de Serizy, and
+the Chevalier du Rouvre agreed, in order to save their fortunes from
+the dissipations of the marquis, to settle them on their niece, to
+whom, moreover, they each pledged themselves to pay ten thousand
+francs a year from the day of her marriage.
+
+It is quite unnecessary to say that the Polish count, though an exile,
+was no expense to the French government. Comte Adam Laginski belonged
+to one of the oldest and most illustrious families in Poland, which
+was allied to many of the princely houses of Germany,--Sapieha,
+Radziwill, Mniszech, Rzewuski, Czartoryski, Leczinski, Lubormirski,
+and all the other great Sarmatian SKIS. But heraldic knowledge is not
+the most distinguishing feature of the French nation under Louis-
+Philippe, and Polish nobility was no great recommendation to the
+bourgeoisie who were lording it in those days. Besides, when Adam
+first made his appearance, in 1833, on the boulevard des Italiens, at
+Frascati, and at the Jockey-Club, he was leading the life of a young
+man who, having lost his political prospects, was taking his pleasure
+in Parisian dissipation. At first he was thought to be a student.
+
+The Polish nationality had at this period fallen as low in French
+estimation, thanks to a shameful governmental reaction, as the
+republicans had sought to raise it. The singular struggle of the
+Movement against Resistance (two words which will be inexplicable
+thirty years hence) made sport of what ought to have been truly
+respected,--the name of a conquered nation to whom the French had
+offered hospitality, for whom fetes had been given (with songs and
+dances by subscription), above all, a nation which in the Napoleonic
+struggle between France and Europe had given us six thousand men, and
+what men!
+
+Do not infer from this that either side is taken here; either that of
+the Emperor Nicholas against Poland, or that of Poland against the
+Emperor. It would be a foolish thing to slip political discussion into
+tales that are intended to amuse or interest. Besides, Russia and
+Poland were both right,--one to wish the unity of its empire, the
+other to desire its liberty. Let us say in passing that Poland might
+have conquered Russia by the influence of her morals instead of
+fighting her with weapons; she should have imitated China which, in
+the end, Chinesed the Tartars, and will, it is to be hoped, Chinese
+the English. Poland ought to have Polonized Russia. Poniatowski tried
+to do so in the least favorable portion of the empire; but as a king
+he was little understood,--because, possibly, he did not fully
+understand himself.
+
+But how could the Parisians avoid disliking an unfortunate people who
+were the cause of that shameful falsehood enacted during the famous
+review at which all Paris declared its will to succor Poland? The
+Poles were held up to them as the allies of the republican party, and
+they never once remembered that Poland was a republic of aristocrats.
+From that day forth the bourgeoisie treated with base contempt the
+exiles of the nation it had worshipped a few days earlier. The wind of
+a riot is always enough to veer the Parisians from north to south
+under any regime. It is necessary to remember these sudden
+fluctuations of feeling in order to understand why it was that in 1835
+the word "Pole" conveyed a derisive meaning to a people who consider
+themselves the wittiest and most courteous nation on earth, and their
+city of Paris the focus of enlightenment, with the sceptre of arts and
+literature within its grasp.
+
+There are, alas! two sorts of Polish exiles,--the republican Poles,
+sons of Lelewel, and the noble Poles, at the head of whom is Prince
+Adam Czartoryski. The two classes are like fire and water; but why
+complain of that? Such divisions are always to be found among exiles,
+no matter of what nation they may be, or in what countries they take
+refuge. They carry their countries and their hatreds with them. Two
+French priests, who had emigrated to Brussels during the Revolution,
+showed the utmost horror of each other, and when one of them was asked
+why, he replied with a glance at his companion in misery: "Why?
+because he's a Jansenist!" Dante would gladly have stabbed a Guelf had
+he met him in exile. This explains the virulent attacks of the French
+against the venerable Prince Adam Czartoryski, and the dislike shown
+to the better class of Polish exiles by the shopkeeping Caesars and
+the licensed Alexanders of Paris.
+
+In 1834, therefore, Adam Mitgislas Laginski was something of a butt
+for Parisian pleasantry.
+
+"He is rather nice, though he is a Pole," said Rastignac.
+
+"All these Poles pretend to be great lords," said Maxime de Trailles,
+"but this one does pay his gambling debts, and I begin to think he
+must have property."
+
+Without wishing to offend these banished men, it may be allowable to
+remark that the light-hearted, careless inconsistency of the Sarmatian
+character does justify in some degree the satire of the Parisians,
+who, by the bye, would behave in like circumstances exactly as the
+Poles do. The French aristocracy, so nobly succored during the
+Revolution by the Polish lords, certainly did not return the kindness
+in 1832. Let us have the melancholy courage to admit this, and to say
+that the faubourg Saint-Germain is still the debtor of Poland.
+
+Was Comte Adam rich, or was he poor, or was he an adventurer? This
+problem was long unsolved. The diplomatic salons, faithful to
+instructions, imitated the silence of the Emperor Nicholas, who held
+that all Polish exiles were virtually dead and buried. The court of
+the Tuileries, and all who took their cue from it, gave striking proof
+of the political quality which was then dignified by the name of
+sagacity. They turned their backs on a Russian prince with whom they
+had all been on intimate terms during the Emigration, merely because
+it was said that the Emperor Nicholas gave him the cold shoulder.
+Between the caution of the court and the prudence of the diplomates,
+the Polish exiles of distinction lived in Paris in the Biblical
+solitude of "super flumina Babylonis," or else they haunted a few
+salons which were the neutral ground of all opinions. In a city of
+pleasure, like Paris, where amusements abound on all sides, the
+heedless gayety of a Pole finds twice as many encouragements as it
+needs to a life of dissipation.
+
+It must be said, however, that Adam had two points against him,--his
+appearance, and his mental equipment. There are two species of Pole,
+as there are two species of Englishwoman. When an Englishwoman is not
+very handsome she is horribly ugly. Comte Adam belonged in the second
+category of human beings. His small face, rather sharp in expression,
+looked as if it had been pressed in a vise. His short nose, and fair
+hair, and reddish beard and moustache made him look all the more like
+a goat because he was small and thin, and his tarnished yellow eyes
+caught you with that oblique look which Virgil celebrates. How came
+he, in spite of such obvious disadvantages, to possess really
+exquisite manners and a distinguished air? The problem is solved
+partly by the care and elegance of his dress, and partly by the
+training given him by his mother, a Radziwill. His courage amounted to
+daring, but his mind was not more than was needed for the ephemeral
+talk and pleasantry of Parisian conversation. And yet it would have
+been difficult to find among the young men of fashion in Paris a
+single one who was his superior. Young men talk a great deal too much
+in these days of horses, money, taxes, deputies; French CONVERSATION
+is no longer what it was. Brilliancy of mind needs leisure and certain
+social inequalities to bring it out. There is, probably, more real
+conversation in Vienna or St. Petersburg than in Paris. Equals do not
+need to employ delicacy or shrewdness in speech; they blurt out things
+as they are. Consequently the dandies of Paris did not discover the
+great seigneur in the rather heedless young fellow who, in their
+talks, would flit from one subject to another, all the more intent
+upon amusement because he had just escaped from a great peril, and,
+finding himself in a city where his family was unknown, felt at
+liberty to lead a loose life without the risk of disgracing his name.
+
+But one fine day in 1834 Adam suddenly bought a house in the rue de la
+Pepiniere. Six months later his style of living was second to none in
+Paris. About the time when he thus began to take himself seriously he
+had seen Clementine du Rouvre at the Opera and had fallen in love with
+her. A year later the marriage took place. The salon of Madame
+d'Espard was the first to sound his praises. Mothers of daughters then
+learned too late that as far back as the year 900 the family of the
+Laginski was among the most illustrious of the North. By an act of
+prudence which was very unPolish, the mother of the young count had
+mortgaged her entire property on the breaking out of the insurrection
+for an immense sum lent by two Jewish bankers in Paris. Comte Adam was
+now in possession of eighty thousand francs a year. When this was
+discovered society ceased to be surprised at the imprudence which had
+been laid to the charge of Madame de Serizy, the Marquis de
+Ronquerolles, and the Chevalier du Rouvre in yielding to the foolish
+passion of their niece. People jumped, as usual, from one extreme of
+judgment to the other.
+
+During the winter of 1836 Comte Adam was the fashion, and Clementine
+Laginska one of the queens of Paris. Madame Laginska is now a member
+of that charming circle of young women represented by Mesdames de
+Lestorade, de Portenduere, Marie de Vandenesse, du Guenic, and de
+Maufrigneuse, the flowers of our present Paris, who live at such
+immeasurable distance from the parvenus, the vulgarians, and the
+speculators of the new regime.
+
+This preamble is necessary to show the sphere in which was done one of
+those noble actions, less rare than the calumniators of our time
+admit,--actions which, like pearls, the fruit of pain and suffering,
+are hidden within rough shells, lost in the gulf, the sea, the tossing
+waves of what we call society, the century, Paris, London, St.
+Petersburg,--or what you will.
+
+If the axiom that architecture is the expression of manner and morals
+was ever proved, it was certainly after the insurrection of 1830,
+during the present reign of the house of Orleans. As all the old
+fortunes are diminishing in France, the majestic mansions of our
+ancestors are constantly being demolished and replaced by species of
+phalansteries, in which the peers of July occupy the third floor above
+some newly enriched empirics on the lower floors. A mixture of styles
+is confusedly employed. As there is no longer a real court or nobility
+to give the tone, there is no harmony in the production of art. Never,
+on the other hand, has architecture discovered so many economical ways
+of imitating the real and the solid, or displayed more resources, more
+talent, in distributing them. Propose to an architect to build upon
+the garden at the back of an old mansion, and he will run you up a
+little Louvre overloaded with ornament. He will manage to get in a
+courtyard, stables, and if you care for it, a garden. Inside the house
+he will accommodate a quantity of little rooms and passages. He is so
+clever in deceiving the eye that you think you will have plenty of
+space; but it is only a nest of small rooms, after all, in which a
+ducal family has to turn itself about in the space that its own
+bakehouse formerly occupied.
+
+The hotel of the Comtesse Laginska, rue de la Pepiniere, is one of
+these creations, and stands between court and garden. On the right, in
+the court, are the kitchens and offices; to the left the coachhouse
+and stables. The porter's lodge is between two charming portes-
+cocheres. The chief luxury of the house is a delightful greenhouse
+contrived at the end of a boudoir on the ground-floor which opens upon
+an admirable suite of reception rooms. An English philanthropist had
+built this architectural bijou, designed the garden, added the
+greenhouse, polished the doors, bricked the courtyard, painted the
+window-frames green, and realized, in short, a dream which resembled
+(proportions excepted) George the Fourth's Pavilion at Brighton. The
+inventive and industrious Parisian workmen had moulded the doors and
+window-frames; the ceilings were imitated from the middle-ages or
+those of a Venetian palace; marble veneering abounded on the outer
+walls. Steinbock and Francois Souchet had designed the mantel-pieces
+and the panels above the doors; Schinner had painted the ceilings in
+his masterly manner. The beauties of the staircase, white as a woman's
+arm, defied those of the hotel Rothschild. On account of the riots and
+the unsettled times, the cost of this folly was only about eleven
+hundred thousand francs,--to an Englishman a mere nothing. All this
+luxury, called princely by persons who do not know what real princes
+are, was built in the garden of the house of a purveyor made a Croesus
+by the Revolution, who had escaped to Brussels and died there after
+going into bankruptcy. The Englishman died in Paris, of Paris; for to
+many persons Paris is a disease,--sometimes several diseases. His
+widow, a Methodist, had a horror of the little nabob establishment,
+and ordered it to be sold. Comte Adam bought it at a bargain; and how
+he came to do so shall presently be made known, for bargains were not
+at all in his line as a grand seigneur.
+
+Behind the house lay the verdant velvet of an English lawn shaded at
+the lower end by a clump of exotic trees, in the midst of which stood
+a Chinese pagoda with soundless belfries and motionless golden eggs.
+The greenhouse concealed the garden wall on the northern side, the
+opposite wall was covered with climbing plants trained upon poles
+painted green and connected with crossway trellises. This lawn, this
+world of flowers, the gravelled paths, the simulated forest, the
+verdant palisades, were contained within the space of five and twenty
+square rods, which are worth to-day four hundred thousand francs,--the
+value of an actual forest. Here, in this solitude in the middle of
+Paris, the birds sang, thrushes, nightingales, warblers, bulfinches,
+and sparrows. The greenhouse was like an immense jardiniere, filling
+the air with perfume in winter as in summer. The means by which its
+atmosphere was made to order, torrid as in China or temperate as in
+Italy, were cleverly concealed. Pipes in which hot water circulated,
+or steam, were either hidden under ground or festooned with plants
+overhead. The boudoir was a large room. The miracle of the modern
+Parisian fairy named Architecture is to get all these many and great
+things out of a limited bit of ground.
+
+The boudoir of the young countess was arranged to suit the taste of
+the artist to whom Comte Adam entrusted the decoration of the house.
+It is too full of pretty nothings to be a place for repose; one scarce
+knows where to sit down among carved Chinese work-tables with their
+myriads of fantastic figures inlaid in ivory, cups of yellow topaz
+mounted on filagree, mosaics which inspire theft, Dutch pictures in
+the style which Schinner has adopted, angels such as Steinbock
+conceived but often could not execute, statuettes modelled by genius
+pursued by creditors (the real explanation of the Arabian myth),
+superb sketches by our best artists, lids of chests made into panels
+alternating with fluted draperies of Italian silk, portieres hanging
+from rods of old oak in tapestried masses on which the figures of some
+hunting scene are swarming, pieces of furniture worthy to have
+belonged to Madame de Pompadour, Persian rugs, et cetera. For a last
+graceful touch, all these elegant things were subdued by the half-
+light which filtered through embroidered curtains and added to their
+charm. On a table between the windows, among various curiosities, lay
+a whip, the handle designed by Mademoiselle de Fauveau, which proved
+that the countess rode on horseback.
+
+Such is a lady's boudoir in 1837,--an exhibition of the contents of
+many shops, which amuse the eye, as if ennui were the one thing to be
+dreaded by the social world of the liveliest and most stirring capital
+in Europe. Why is there nothing of an inner life? nothing which leads
+to revery, nothing reposeful? Why indeed? Because no one in our day is
+sure of the future; we are living our lives like prodigal annuitants.
+
+One morning Clementine appeared to be thinking of something. She was
+lying at full length on one of those marvellous couches from which it
+is almost impossible to rise, the upholsterer having invented them for
+lovers of the "far niente" and its attendant joys of laziness to sink
+into. The doors of the greenhouse were open, letting the odors of
+vegetation and the perfume of the tropics pervade the room. The young
+wife was looking at her husband who was smoking a narghile, the only
+form of pipe she would have suffered in that room. The portieres, held
+back by cords, gave a vista through two elegant salons, one white and
+gold, comparable only to that of the hotel Forbin-Janson, the other in
+the style of the Renaissance. The dining-room, which had no rival in
+Paris except that of the Baron de Nucingen, was at the end of a short
+gallery decorated in the manner of the middle-ages. This gallery
+opened on the side of the courtyard upon a large antechamber, through
+which could be seen the beauties of the staircase.
+
+The count and countess had just finished breakfast; the sky was a
+sheet of azure without a cloud, April was nearly over. They had been
+married two years, and Clementine had just discovered for the first
+time that there was something resembling a secret or a mystery in her
+household. The Pole, let us say it to his honor, is usually helpless
+before a woman; he is so full of tenderness for her that in Poland he
+becomes her inferior, though Polish women make admirable wives. Now a
+Pole is still more easily vanquished by a Parisian woman. Consequently
+Comte Adam, pressed by questions, did not even attempt the innocent
+roguery of selling the suspected secret. It is always wise with a
+woman to get some good out of a mystery; she will like you the better
+for it, as a swindler respects an honest man the more when he finds he
+cannot swindle him. Brave in heart but not in speech, Comte Adam
+merely stipulated that he should not be compelled to answer until he
+had finished his narghile.
+
+"If any difficulty occurred when we were travelling," said Clementine,
+"you always dismissed it by saying, 'Paz will settle that.' You never
+wrote to any one but Paz. When we returned here everybody kept saying,
+'the captain, the captain.' If I want the carriage--'the captain.' Is
+there a bill to pay--'the captain.' If my horse is not properly
+bitted, they must speak to Captain Paz. In short, it is like a game of
+dominoes--Paz is everywhere. I hear of nothing but Paz, but I never
+see Paz. Who and what is Paz? Why don't you bring forth your Paz?"
+
+"Isn't everything going on right?" asked the count, taking the
+"bocchettino" of his narghile from his lips.
+
+"Everything is going on so right that other people with an income of
+two hundred thousand francs would ruin themselves by going at our
+pace, and we have only one hundred and ten thousand."
+
+So saying she pulled the bell-cord (an exquisite bit of needlework). A
+footman entered, dressed like a minister.
+
+"Tell Captain Paz that I wish to see him."
+
+"If you think you are going to find out anything that way--" said
+Comte Adam, laughing.
+
+It is well to mention that Adam and Clementine, married in December,
+1835, had gone soon after the wedding to Italy, Switzerland, and
+Germany, where they spent the greater part of two years. Returning to
+Paris in November, 1837, the countess entered society for the first
+time as a married woman during the winter which had just ended, and
+she then became aware of the existence, half-suppressed and wholly
+dumb but very useful, of a species of factotum who was personally
+invisible, named Paz,--spelt thus, but pronounced "Patz."
+
+"Monsieur le capitaine Paz begs Madame la comtesse to excuse him,"
+said the footman, returning. "He is at the stables; as soon as he has
+changed his dress Comte Paz will present himself to Madame."
+
+"What was he doing at the stables?"
+
+"He was showing them how to groom Madame's horse," said the man. "He
+was not pleased with the way Constantin did it."
+
+The countess looked at the footman. He was perfectly serious and did
+not add to his words the sort of smile by which servants usually
+comment on the actions of a superior who seems to them to derogate
+from his position.
+
+"Ah! he was grooming Cora."
+
+"Madame la comtesse intends to ride out this morning?" said the
+footman, leaving the room without further answer.
+
+"Is Paz a Pole?" asked Clementine, turning to her husband, who nodded
+by way of affirmation.
+
+Madame Laginska was silent, examining Adam. With her feet extended
+upon a cushion and her head poised like that of a bird on the edge of
+its nest listening to the noises in a grove, she would have seemed
+enchanting even to a blase man. Fair and slender, and wearing her hair
+in curls, she was not unlike those semi-romantic pictures in the
+Keepsakes, especially when dressed, as she was this morning, in a
+breakfast gown of Persian silk, the folds of which could not disguise
+the beauty of her figure or the slimness of her waist. The silk with
+its brilliant colors being crossed upon the bosom showed the spring of
+the neck,--its whiteness contrasting delightfully against the tones of
+a guipure lace which lay upon her shoulders. Her eyes and their long
+black lashes added at this moment to the expression of curiosity which
+puckered her pretty mouth. On the forehead, which was well modelled,
+an observer would have noticed a roundness characteristic of the true
+Parisian woman,--self-willed, merry, well-informed, but inaccessible
+to vulgar seductions. Her hands, which were almost transparent, were
+hanging down at the end of each arm of her chair; the tapering
+fingers, slightly turned up at their points, showed nails like
+almonds, which caught the light. Adam smiled at his wife's impatience,
+and looked at her with a glance which two years of married life had
+not yet chilled. Already the little countess had made herself mistress
+of the situation, for she scarcely paid attention to her husband's
+admiration. In fact, in the look which she occasionally cast at him,
+there seemed to be the consciousness of a Frenchwoman's ascendancy
+over the puny, volatile, and red-haired Pole.
+
+"Here comes Paz," said the count, hearing a step which echoed through
+the gallery.
+
+The countess beheld a tall and handsome man, well-made, and bearing on
+his face the signs of pain which come of inward strength and secret
+endurance of sorrow. He wore one of those tight, frogged overcoats
+which were then called "polonaise." Thick, black hair, rather unkempt,
+covered his square head, and Clementine noticed his broad forehead
+shining like a block of white marble, for Paz held his visored cap in
+his hand. The hand itself was like that of the Infant Hercules. Robust
+health flourished on his face, which was divided by a large Roman nose
+and reminded Clementine of some handsome Transteverino. A black silk
+cravat added to the martial appearance of this six-foot mystery, with
+eyes of jet and Italian fervor. The amplitude of his pleated trousers,
+which allowed only the tips of his boots to be seen, revealed his
+faithfulness to the fashions of his own land. There was something
+really burlesque to a romantic woman in the striking contrast no one
+could fail to remark between the captain and the count, the little
+Pole with his pinched face and the stalwart soldier.
+
+"Good morning, Adam," he said familiarly. Then he bowed courteously as
+he asked Clementine what he could do for her.
+
+"You are Laginski's friend!" exclaimed the countess.
+
+"For life and death," answered Paz, to whom the count threw a smile of
+affection as he drew a last puff from his perfumed pipe.
+
+"Then why don't you take your meals with us? why did you not accompany
+us to Italy and Switzerland? why do you hide yourself in such a way
+that I am unable to thank you for the constant services that you do
+for us?" said the countess, with much vivacity of manner but no
+feeling.
+
+In fact, she thought she perceived in Paz a sort of voluntary
+servitude. Such an idea carried with it in her mind a certain contempt
+for a social amphibian, a being half-secretary, half-bailiff, and yet
+neither the one nor the other, a poor relation, an embarrassing
+friend.
+
+"Because, countess," he answered with perfect ease of manner, "there
+are no thanks due. I am Adam's friend, and it gives me pleasure to
+take care of his interests."
+
+"And you remain standing for your pleasure, too," remarked Comte Adam.
+
+Paz sat down on a chair near the door.
+
+"I remember seeing you about the time I was married, and afterwards in
+the courtyard," said Clementine. "But why do you put yourself in a
+position of inferiority,--you, Adam's friend?"
+
+"I am perfectly indifferent to the opinion of the Parisians," he
+replied. "I live for myself, or, if you like, for you two."
+
+"But the opinion of the world as to a friend of my husband is not
+indifferent to me--"
+
+"Ah, madame, the world will be satisfied if you tell them I am 'an
+original.'"
+
+After a moment's silence he added, "Are you going out to-day?"
+
+"Will you come with us to the Bois?"
+
+"Certainly."
+
+So saying, Paz bowed and withdrew.
+
+"What a good soul he is!" said Adam. "He has all the simplicity of a
+child."
+
+"Now tell me all about your relations with him," said Clementine.
+
+"Paz, my dear," said Laginski, "belongs to a noble family as old and
+illustrious as our own. One of the Pazzi of Florence, at the time of
+their disasters, fled to Poland, where he settled with some of his
+property and founded the Paz family, to which the title of count was
+granted. This family, which distinguished itself greatly in the
+glorious days of our royal republic, became rich. The graft from the
+tree that was felled in Italy flourished so vigorously in Poland that
+there are several branches of the family still there. I need not tell
+you that some are rich and some are poor. Our Paz is the scion of a
+poor branch. He was an orphan, without other fortune than his sword,
+when he served in the regiment of the Grand Duke Constantine at the
+time of our revolution. Joining the Polish cause, he fought like a
+Pole, like a patriot, like a man who has nothing,--three good reasons
+for fighting well. In his last affair, thinking he was followed by his
+men, he dashed upon a Russian battery and was taken prisoner. I was
+there. His brave act roused me. 'Let us go and get him!' I said to my
+troop, and we charged the battery like a lot of foragers. I got Paz--I
+was the seventh man; we started twenty and came back eight, counting
+Paz. After Warsaw was sold we were forced to escape those Russians. By
+a curious chance, Paz and I happened to come together again, at the
+same hour and the same place, on the other side of the Vistula. I saw
+the poor captain arrested by some Prussians, who made themselves the
+blood-hounds of the Russians. When we have fished a man out of the
+Styx we cling to him. This new danger for poor Paz made me so unhappy
+that I let myself be taken too, thinking I could help him. Two men can
+get away where one will perish. Thanks to my name and some family
+connections in Prussia, the authorities shut their eyes to my escape.
+I got my dear captain through as a man of no consequence, a family
+servant, and we reached Dantzic. There we got on board a Dutch vessel
+and went to London. It took us two months to get there. My mother was
+ill in England, and expecting me. Paz and I took care of her till her
+death, which the Polish troubles hastened. Then we left London and
+came to France. Men who go through such adversities become like
+brothers. When I reached Paris, at twenty-two years of age, and found
+I had an income of over sixty thousand francs a year, without counting
+the proceeds of the diamonds and the pictures sold by my mother, I
+wanted to secure the future of my dear Paz before I launched into
+dissipation. I had often noticed the sadness in his eyes--sometimes
+tears were in them. I had had good reason to understand his soul,
+which is noble, grand, and generous to the core. I thought he might
+not like to be bound by benefits to a friend who was six years younger
+than himself, unless he could repay them. I was careless and
+frivolous, just as a young fellow is, and I knew I was certain to ruin
+myself at play, or get inveigled by some woman, and Paz and I might
+then be parted; and though I had every intention of always looking out
+for him, I knew I might sometime or other forget to provide for him.
+In short, my dear angel, I wanted to spare him the pain and
+mortification of having to ask me for money, or of having to hunt me
+up if he got into distress. SO, one morning, after breakfast, when we
+were sitting with our feet on the andirons smoking pipes, I produced,
+--with the utmost precaution, for I saw him look at me uneasily,--a
+certificate of the Funds payable to bearer for a certain sum of money
+a year."
+
+Clementine jumped up and went and seated herself on Adam's knee, put
+her arms round his neck, and kissed him. "Dear treasure!" she said,
+"how handsome he is! Well, what did Paz do?"
+
+"Thaddeus turned pale," said the count, "but he didn't say a word."
+
+"Oh! his name is Thaddeus, is it?"
+
+"Yes; Thaddeus folded the paper and gave it back to me, and then he
+said: 'I thought, Adam, that we were one for life or death, and that
+we should never part. Do you want to be rid of me?' 'Oh!' I said, 'if
+you take it that way, Thaddeus, don't let us say another word about
+it. If I ruin myself you shall be ruined too.' 'You haven't fortune
+enough to live as a Laginski should,' he said, 'and you need a friend
+who will take care of your affairs, and be a father and a brother and
+a trusty confidant.' My dear child, as Paz said that he had in his
+look and voice, calm as they were, a maternal emotion, and also the
+gratitude of an Arab, the fidelity of a dog, the friendship of a
+savage,--not displayed, but ever ready. Faith! I seized him, as we
+Poles do, with a hand on each shoulder, and I kissed him on the lips.
+'For life and death, then! all that I have is yours--do what you will
+with it.' It was he who found me this house and bought it for next to
+nothing. He sold my Funds high and bought in low, and we have paid for
+this barrack with the profits. He knows horses, and he manages to buy
+and sell at such advantage that my stable really costs very little;
+and yet I have the finest horses and the most elegant equipages in all
+Paris. Our servants, brave Polish soldiers chosen by him, would go
+through fire and water for us. I seem, as you say, to be ruining
+myself; and yet Paz keeps the house with such method and economy that
+he has even repaired some of my foolish losses at play,--the
+thoughtless folly of a young man. My dear, Thaddeus is as shrewd as
+two Genoese, as eager for gain as a Polish Jew, and provident as a
+good housekeeper. I never could force him to live as I did when I was
+a bachelor. Sometimes I had to use a sort of friendly coercion to make
+him go to the theatre with me when I was alone, or to the jovial
+little dinners I used to give at a tavern. He doesn't like social
+life."
+
+"What does he like, then?" asked Clementine.
+
+"Poland; he loves Poland and pines for it. His only spendings are sums
+he gives, more in my name than in his own, to some of our poor
+brother-exiles."
+
+"Well, I shall love him, the fine fellow!" said the countess, "he
+looks to me as simple-hearted as he is grand."
+
+"All these pretty things you have about you," continued Adam, who
+praised his friend in the noblest sincerity, "he picked up; he bought
+them at auction, or as bargains from the dealers. Oh! he's keener than
+they are themselves. If you see him rubbing his hands in the
+courtyard, you may be sure he has traded away one good horse for a
+better. He lives for me; his happiness is to see me elegant, in a
+perfectly appointed equipage. The duties he takes upon himself are all
+accomplished without fuss or emphasis. One evening I lost twenty
+thousand francs at whist. 'What will Paz say?' thought I as I walked
+home. Paz paid them to me, not without a sigh; but he never reproached
+me, even by a look. But that sigh of his restrained me more than the
+remonstrances of uncles, mothers, or wives could have done. 'Do you
+regret the money?' I said to him. 'Not for you or me, no,' he replied;
+'but I was thinking that twenty poor Poles could have lived a year on
+that sum.' You must understand that the Pazzi are fully the equal of
+the Laginski, so I couldn't regard my dear Paz as an inferior. I never
+went out or came in without going first to Paz, as I would to my
+father. My fortune is his; and Thaddeus knows that if danger
+threatened him I would fling myself into it and drag him out, as I
+have done before."
+
+"And that is saying a good deal, my dear friend," said the countess.
+"Devotion is like a flash of lightning. Men devote themselves in
+battle, but they no longer have the heart for it in Paris."
+
+"Well," replied Adam, "I am always ready, as in battle, to devote
+myself to Paz. Our two characters have kept their natural asperities
+and defects, but the mutual comprehension of our souls has tightened
+the bond already close between us. It is quite possible to save a
+man's life and kill him afterwards if we find him a bad fellow; but
+Paz and I know THAT of each other which makes our friendship
+indissoluble. There's a constant exchange of happy thoughts and
+impressions between us; and really, perhaps, such a friendship as ours
+is richer than love."
+
+A pretty hand closed the count's mouth so promptly that the action was
+somewhat like a blow.
+
+"Yes," he said, "friendship, my dear angel, knows nothing of bankrupt
+sentiments and collapsed joys. Love, after giving more than it has,
+ends by giving less than it receives."
+
+"One side as well as the other," remarked Clementine laughing.
+
+"Yes," continued Adam, "whereas friendship only increases. You need
+not pucker up your lips at that, for we are, you and I, as much
+friends as lovers; we have, at least I hope so, combined the two
+sentiments in our happy marriage."
+
+"I'll explain to you what it is that has made you and Thaddeus such
+good friends," said Clementine. "The difference in the lives you lead
+comes from your tastes and from necessity; from your likings, not your
+positions. As far as one can judge from merely seeing a man once, and
+also from what you tell me, there are times when the subaltern might
+become the superior."
+
+"Oh, Paz is truly my superior," said Adam, naively; "I have no
+advantage over him except mere luck."
+
+His wife kissed him for the generosity of those words.
+
+"The extreme care with which he hides the grandeur of his feelings is
+one form of his superiority," continued the count. "I said to him
+once: 'You are a sly one; you have in your heart a vast domain within
+which you live and think.' He has a right to the title of count; but
+in Paris he won't be called anything but captain."
+
+"The fact is that the Florentine of the middle-ages has reappeared in
+our century," said the countess. "Dante and Michael Angelo are in
+him."
+
+"That's the very truth," cried Adam. "He is a poet in soul."
+
+"So here I am, married to two Poles," said the young countess, with a
+gesture worthy of some genius of the stage.
+
+"Dear child!" said Adam, pressing her to him, "it would have made me
+very unhappy if my friend did not please you. We were both rather
+afraid of it, he and I, though he was delighted at my marriage. You
+will make him very happy if you tell him that you love him,--yes, as
+an old friend."
+
+"I'll go and dress, the day is so fine; and we will all three ride
+together," said Clementine, ringing for her maid.
+
+
+
+II
+
+Paz was leading so subterranean a life that the fashionable world of
+Paris asked who he was when the Comtesse Laginska was seen in the Bois
+de Boulogne riding between her husband and a stranger. During the ride
+Clementine insisted that Thaddeus should dine with them. This caprice
+of the sovereign lady compelled Paz to make an evening toilet.
+Clementine dressed for the occasion with a certain coquetry, in a
+style that impressed even Adam himself when she entered the salon
+where the two friends awaited her.
+
+"Comte Paz," she said, "you must go with us to the Opera."
+
+This was said in the tone which, coming from a woman means: "If you
+refuse we shall quarrel."
+
+"Willingly, madame," replied the captain. "But as I have not the
+fortune of a count, have the kindness to call me captain."
+
+"Very good, captain; give me your arm," she said,--taking it and
+leading the way to the dining-room with the flattering familiarity
+which enchants all lovers.
+
+The countess placed the captain beside her; his behavior was that of a
+poor sub-lieutenant dining at his general's table. He let Clementine
+talk, listened deferentially as to a superior, did not differ with her
+in anything, and waited to be questioned before he spoke at all. He
+seemed actually stupid to the countess, whose coquettish little ways
+missed their mark in presence of such frigid gravity and conventional
+respect. In vain Adam kept saying: "Do be lively, Thaddeus; one would
+really suppose you were not at home. You must have made a wager to
+disconcert Clementine." Thaddeus continued heavy and half asleep. When
+the servants left the room at the end of the dessert the captain
+explained that his habits were diametrically opposite to those of
+society,--he went to bed at eight o'clock and got up very early in the
+morning; and he excused his dulness on the ground of being sleepy.
+
+"My intention in taking you to the Opera was to amuse you, captain;
+but do as you prefer," said Clementine, rather piqued.
+
+"I will go," said Paz.
+
+"Duprez sings 'Guillaume Tell,'" remarked Adam. "But perhaps you would
+rather go to the 'Varietes'?"
+
+The captain smiled and rang the bell. "Tell Constantin," he said to
+the footman, "to put the horses to the carriage instead of the coupe.
+We should be rather squeezed otherwise," he said to the count.
+
+"A Frenchman would have forgotten that," remarked Clementine, smiling.
+
+"Ah! but we are Florentines transplanted to the North," answered
+Thaddeus with a refinement of accent and a look in his eyes which made
+his conduct at table seem assumed for the occasion. There was too
+evident a contrast between his involuntary self-revelation in this
+speech and his behavior during dinner. Clementine examined the captain
+with a few of those covert glances which show a woman's surprise and
+also her capacity for observation.
+
+It resulted from this little incident that silence reigned in the
+salon while the three took their coffee, a silence rather annoying to
+Adam, who was incapable of imagining the cause of it. Clementine no
+longer tried to draw out Thaddeus. The captain, on the other hand,
+retreated within his military stiffness and came out of it no more,
+neither on the way to the Opera nor in the box, where he seemed to be
+asleep.
+
+"You see, madame, that I am a very stupid man," he said during the
+dance in the last act of "Guillaume Tell." "Am I not right to keep, as
+the saying is, to my own specialty?"
+
+"In truth, my dear captain, you are neither a talker nor a man of the
+world, but you are perhaps Polish."
+
+"Therefore leave me to look after your pleasures, your property, your
+household--it is all I am good for."
+
+"Tartufe! pooh!" cried Adam, laughing. "My dear, he is full of ardor;
+he is thoroughly educated; he can, if he chooses, hold his own in any
+salon. Clementine, don't believe his modesty."
+
+"Adieu, comtesse; I have obeyed your wishes so far; and now I will
+take the carriage and go home to bed and send it back for you."
+
+Clementine bowed her head and let him go without replying.
+
+"What a bear!" she said to the count. "You are a great deal nicer."
+
+Adam pressed her hand when no one was looking.
+
+"Poor, dear Thaddeus," he said, "he is trying to make himself
+disagreeable where most men would try to seem more amiable than I."
+
+"Oh!" she said, "I am not sure but what there is some CALCULATION in
+his behavior; he would have taken in an ordinary woman."
+
+Half an hour later, when the chasseur, Boleslas, called out "Gate!"
+and the carriage was waiting for it to swing back, Clementine said to
+her husband, "Where does the captain perch?"
+
+"Why, there!" replied Adam, pointing to a floor above the porte-
+cochere which had one window looking on the street. "His apartments
+are over the coachhouse."
+
+"Who lives on the other side?" asked the countess.
+
+"No one as yet," said Adam; "I mean that apartment for our children
+and their instructors."
+
+"He didn't go to bed," said the countess, observing lights in
+Thaddeus's rooms when the carriage had passed under the portico
+supported by columns copied from those of the Tuileries, which
+replaced a vulgar zinc awning painted in stripes like cloth.
+
+The captain, in his dressing-gown with a pipe in his mouth, was
+watching Clementine as she entered the vestibule. The day had been a
+hard one for him. And here is the reason why: A great and terrible
+emotion had taken possession of his heart on the day when Adam made
+him go to the Opera to see and give his opinion on Mademoiselle du
+Rouvre; and again when he saw her on the occasion of her marriage, and
+recognized in her the woman whom a man is forced to love exclusively.
+For this reason Paz strongly advised and promoted the long journey to
+Italy and elsewhere after the marriage. At peace so long as Clementine
+was away, his trial was renewed on the return of the happy household.
+As he sat at his window on this memorable night, smoking his latakia
+in a pipe of wild-cherry wood six feet long, given to him by Adam,
+these are the thoughts that were passing through his mind:--
+
+"I, and God, who will reward me for suffering in silence, alone know
+how I love her! But how shall I manage to have neither her love nor
+her dislike?"
+
+And his thoughts travelled far on this strange theme.
+
+It must not be supposed that Thaddeus was living without pleasure, in
+the midst of his sufferings. The deceptions of this day, for instance,
+were a source of inward joy to him. Since the return of the count and
+countess he had daily felt ineffable satisfactions in knowing himself
+necessary to a household which, without his devotion to its interests,
+would infallibly have gone to ruin. What fortune can bear the strain
+of reckless prodigality? Clementine, brought up by a spendthrift
+father, knew nothing of the management of a household which the women
+of the present day, however rich or noble they are, are often
+compelled to undertake themselves. How few, in these days, keep a
+steward. Adam, on the other hand, son of one of the great Polish lords
+who let themselves be preyed on by the Jews, and are wholly incapable
+of managing even the wreck of their vast fortunes (for fortunes are
+vast in Poland), was not of a nature to check his own fancies or those
+of his wife. Left to himself he would probably have been ruined before
+his marriage. Paz had prevented him from gambling at the Bourse, and
+that says all.
+
+Under these circumstances, Thaddeus, feeling that he loved Clementine
+in spite of himself, had not the resource of leaving the house and
+travelling in other lands to forget his passion. Gratitude, the key-
+note of his life, held him bound to that household where he alone
+could look after the affairs of the heedless owners. The long absence
+of Adam and Clementine had given him peace. But the countess had
+returned more lovely than ever, enjoying the freedom which marriage
+brings to a Parisian woman, displaying the graces of a young wife and
+the nameless attraction she gains from the happiness, or the
+independence, bestowed upon her by a young man as trustful, as
+chivalric, and as much in love as Adam. To know that he was the pivot
+on which the splendor the household depended, to see Clementine when
+she got out of her carriage on returning from some fete, or got into
+it in the morning when she took her drive, to meet her on the
+boulevards in her pretty equipage, looking like a flower in a whorl of
+leaves, inspired poor Thaddeus with mysterious delights, which glowed
+in the depths of his heart but gave no signs upon his face.
+
+How happened it that for five whole months the countess had never
+perceived the captain? Because he hid himself from her knowledge, and
+carefully concealed the pains he took to avoid her. Nothing so
+resembles the Divine love as hopeless human love. A man must have
+great depth of heart to devote himself in silence and obscurity to a
+woman. In such a heart is the worship of love for love's sake only--
+sublime avarice, sublime because ever generous and founded on the
+mysterious existence of the principles of creation. EFFECT is nature,
+and nature is enchanting; it belongs to man, to the poet, the painter,
+the lover. But CAUSE, to a few privileged souls and to certain mighty
+thinkers, is superior to nature. Cause is God. In the sphere of causes
+live the Newtons and all such thinkers as Laplace, Kepler, Descartes,
+Malebranche, Spinoza, Buffon; also the true poets and solitarys of the
+second Christian century, and the Saint Teresas of Spain, and such
+sublime ecstatics. All human sentiments bear analogy to these
+conditions whenever the mind abandons Effect for Cause. Thaddeus had
+reached this height, at which all things change their relative aspect.
+Filled with the joys unutterable of a creator he had attained in his
+love to all that genius has revealed to us of grandeur.
+
+"No," he was thinking to himself as he watched the curling smoke of
+his pipe, "she was not entirely deceived. She might break up my
+friendship with Adam if she took a dislike to me; but if she coquetted
+with me to amuse herself, what would become of me?"
+
+The conceit of this last supposition was so foreign to the modest
+nature and Teutonic timidity of the captain that he scolded himself
+for admitting it, and went to bed, resolved to await events before
+deciding on a course.
+
+The next day Clementine breakfasted very contentedly without Paz, and
+without even noticing his disobedience to her orders. It happened to
+be her reception day, when the house was thrown open with a splendor
+that was semi-royal. She paid no attention to the absence of Comte
+Paz, on whom all the burden of these parade days fell.
+
+"Good!" thought he, as he heard the last carriages driving away at two
+in the morning; "it was only the caprice or the curiosity of a
+Parisian woman that made her want to see me."
+
+After that the captain went back to his ordinary habits and ways,
+which had been somewhat upset by this incident. Diverted by her
+Parisian occupations, Clementine appeared to have forgotten Paz. It
+must not be thought an easy matter to reign a queen over fickle Paris.
+Does any one suppose that fortunes alone are risked in the great game?
+The winters are to fashionable women what a campaign once was to the
+soldiers of the Empire. What works of art and genius are expended on a
+gown or a garland in which to make a sensation! A fragile, delicate
+creature will wear her stiff and brilliant harness of flowers and
+diamonds, silk and steel, from nine at night till two and often three
+o'clock in the morning. She eats little, to attract remark to her
+slender waist; she satisfied her hunger with debilitating tea, sugared
+cakes, ices which heat her, or slices of heavy pastry. The stomach is
+made to yield to the orders of coquetry. The awakening comes too late.
+A fashionable woman's whole life is in contradiction to the laws of
+nature, and nature is pitiless. She has no sooner risen than she makes
+an elaborate morning toilet, and thinks of the one which she means to
+wear in the afternoon. The moment she is dressed she has to receive
+and make visits, and go to the Bois either on horseback or in a
+carriage. She must practise the art of smiling, and must keep her mind
+on the stretch to invent new compliments which shall seem neither
+common nor far-fetched. All women do not succeed in this. It is no
+surprise, therefore, to find a young woman who entered fashionable
+society fresh and healthy, faded and worn out at the end of three
+years. Six months spent in the country will hardly heal the wounds of
+the winter. We hear continually, in these days, of mysterious
+ailments,--gastritis, and so forth,--ills unknown to women when they
+busied themselves about their households. In the olden time women only
+appeared in the world at intervals; now they are always on the scene.
+Clementine found she had to struggle for her supremacy. She was cited,
+and that alone brought jealousies; and the care and watchfulness
+exacted by this contest with her rivals left little time even to love
+her husband. Paz might well be forgotten. Nevertheless, in the month
+of May, as she drove home from the Bois, just before she left Paris
+for Ronquerolles, her uncle's estate in Burgundy, she noticed
+Thaddeus, elegantly dressed, sauntering on one of the side-paths of
+the Champs-Elysees, in the seventh heaven of delight at seeing his
+beautiful countess in her elegant carriage with its spirited horses
+and sparkling liveries,--in short, his beloved family the admired of
+all.
+
+"There's the captain," she said to her husband.
+
+"He's happy!" said Adam. "This is his delight. He knows there's no
+equipage more elegant than ours, and he is rejoicing to think that
+some people envy it. Have you only just noticed him? I see him there
+nearly every day."
+
+"I wonder what he is thinking about now," said Clementine.
+
+"He is thinking that this winter has cost a good deal, and that it is
+time we went to economize with your old uncle Ronquerolles," replied
+Adam.
+
+The countess stopped the carriage near Paz, and bade him take the seat
+beside her. Thaddeus grew as red as a cherry.
+
+"I shall poison you," he said; "I have been smoking."
+
+"Doesn't Adam poison me?" she said.
+
+"Yes, but he is Adam," returned the captain.
+
+"And why can't Thaddeus have the same privileges?" asked the countess,
+smiling.
+
+That divine smile had a power which triumphed over the heroic
+resolutions of poor Paz; he looked at Clementine with all the fire of
+his soul in his eyes, though, even so, its flame was tempered by the
+angelic gratitude of the man whose life was based upon that virtue.
+The countess folded her arms in her shawl, lay back pensively on her
+cushions, ruffling the feathers of her pretty bonnet, and looked at
+the people who passed her. That flash of a great and hitherto resigned
+soul reached her sensibilities. What was Adam's merit in her eyes? It
+was natural enough to have courage and generosity. But Thaddeus--
+surely Thaddeus possessed, or seemed to possess, some great
+superiority over Adam. They were dangerous thoughts which took
+possession of the countess's mind as she again noticed the contrast of
+the fine presence that distinguished Thaddeus, and the puny frame in
+which Adam showed the degenerating effects of intermarriage among the
+Polish aristocratic families. The devil alone knew the thoughts that
+were in Clementine's head, for she sat still, with thoughtful, dreamy
+eyes, and without saying a word until they reached home.
+
+"You will dine with us; I shall be angry if you disobey me," she said
+as the carriage turned in. "You are Thaddeus to me, as you are to
+Adam. I know your obligations to him, but I also know those we are
+under to you. Both generosities are natural--but you are generous
+every day and all day. My father dines here to-day, also my uncle
+Ronquerolles and my aunt Madame de Serizy. Dress yourself therefore,"
+she said, taking the hand he offered to assist her from the carriage.
+
+Thaddeus went to his own room to dress with a joyful heart, though
+shaken by an inward dread. He went down at the last moment and behaved
+through dinner as he had done on the first occasion, that is, like a
+soldier fit only for his duties as a steward. But this time Clementine
+was not his dupe; his glance had enlightened her. The Marquis de
+Ronquerolles, one of the ablest diplomates after Talleyrand, who had
+served with de Marsay during his short ministry, had been informed by
+his niece of the real worth and character of Comte Paz, and knew how
+modestly he made himself the steward of his friend Laginski.
+
+"And why is this the first time I have the pleasure of seeing Comte
+Paz?" asked the marquis.
+
+"Because he is so shy and retiring," replied Clementine with a look at
+Paz telling him to change his behavior.
+
+Alas! that we should have to avow it, at the risk of rendering the
+captain less interesting, but Paz, though superior to his friend Adam,
+was not a man of parts. His apparent superiority was due to his
+misfortunes. In his lonely and poverty-stricken life in Warsaw he had
+read and taught himself a good deal; he had compared and meditated.
+But the gift of original thought which makes a great man he did not
+possess, and it can never be acquired. Paz, great in heart only,
+approached in heart to the sublime; but in the sphere of sentiments,
+being more a man of action than of thought, he kept his thoughts to
+himself; and they only served therefore to eat his heart out. What,
+after all, is a thought unexpressed?
+
+After Clementine's little speech, the Marquis de Ronquerolles and his
+sister exchanged a singular glance, embracing their niece, Comte Adam,
+and Paz. It was one of those rapid scenes which take place only in
+France and Italy,--the two regions of the world (all courts excepted)
+where eyes can say everything. To communicate to the eye the full
+power of the soul, to give it the value of speech, needs either the
+pressure of extreme servitude, or complete liberty. Adam, the Marquis
+du Rouvre, and Clementine did not observe this luminous by-play of the
+old coquette and the old diplomatist, but Paz, the faithful watchdog,
+understood its meaning. It was, we must remark, an affair of two
+seconds; but to describe the tempest it roused in the captain's soul
+would take far too much space in this brief history.
+
+"What!" he said to himself, "do the aunt and uncle think I might be
+loved? Then my happiness only depends on my own audacity! But Adam--"
+
+Ideal love and desire clashed with gratitude and friendship, all
+equally powerful, and, for a moment, love prevailed. The lover would
+have his day. Paz became brilliant, he tried to please, he told the
+story of the Polish insurrection in noble words, being questioned
+about it by the diplomatist. By the end of dinner Paz saw Clementine
+hanging upon his lips and regarding him as a hero, forgetting that
+Adam too, after sacrificing a third of his vast fortune, had been an
+exile. At nine o'clock, after coffee had been served, Madame de Serizy
+kissed her niece on the forehead, pressed her hand, and went away,
+taking Adam with her and leaving the Marquis de Ronquerolles and the
+Marquis du Rouvre, who soon followed. Paz and Clementine were alone
+together.
+
+"I will leave you now, madame," said Thaddeus. "You will of course
+rejoin them at the Opera?"
+
+"No," she answered, "I don't like dancing, and they give an odious
+ballet to-night 'La Revolte au Serail.'"
+
+There was a moment's silence.
+
+"Two years ago Adam would not have gone to the Opera without me," said
+Clementine, not looking at Paz.
+
+"He loves you madly," replied Thaddeus.
+
+"Yes, and because he loves me madly he is all the more likely not to
+love me to-morrow," said the countess.
+
+"How inexplicable Parisian women are!" exclaimed Thaddeus. "When they
+are loved to madness they want to be loved reasonably: and when they
+are loved reasonably they reproach a man for not loving them at all."
+
+"And they are quite right. Thaddeus," she went on, smiling, "I know
+Adam well; I am not angry with him; he is volatile and above all grand
+seigneur. He will always be content to have me as his wife and he will
+never oppose any of my tastes, but--"
+
+"Where is the marriage in which there are no 'buts'?" said Thaddeus,
+gently, trying to give another direction to Clementine's mind.
+
+The least presuming of men might well have had the thought which came
+near rendering this poor lover beside himself; it was this: "If I do
+not tell her now that I love her I am a fool," he kept saying to
+himself.
+
+Neither spoke; and there came between the pair one of those deep
+silences that are crowded with thoughts. The countess examined Paz
+covertly, and Paz observed her in a mirror. Buried in an armchair like
+a man digesting his dinner, the image of a husband or an indifferent
+old man, Paz crossed his hands upon his stomach and twirled his thumbs
+mechanically, looking stupidly at them.
+
+"Why don't you tell me something good of Adam?" cried Clementine
+suddenly. "Tell me that he is not volatile, you who know him so well."
+
+The cry was fine.
+
+"Now is the time," thought poor Paz, "to put an insurmountable barrier
+between us. Tell you good of Adam?" he said aloud. "I love him; you
+would not believe me; and I am incapable of telling you harm. My
+position is very difficult between you."
+
+Clementine lowered her head and looked down at the tips of his
+varnished boots.
+
+"You Northern men have nothing but physical courage," she said
+complainingly; "you have no constancy in your opinions."
+
+"How will you amuse yourself alone, madame?" said Paz, assuming a
+careless air.
+
+"Are not you going to keep me company?"
+
+"Excuse me for leaving you."
+
+"What do you mean? Where are you going?"
+
+The thought of a heroic falsehood had come into his head.
+
+"I--I am going to the Circus in the Champs Elysees; it opens to-night,
+and I can't miss it."
+
+"Why not?" said Clementine, questioning him by a look that was half-
+anger.
+
+"Must I tell you why?" he said, coloring; "must I confide to you what
+I hide from Adam, who thinks my only love is Poland."
+
+"Ah! a secret in our noble captain?"
+
+"A disgraceful one--which you will perhaps understand, and pity."
+
+"You, disgraced?"
+
+"Yes, I, Comte Paz; I am madly in love with a girl who travels all
+over France with the Bouthor family,--people who have the rival circus
+to Franconi; but they play only at fairs. I have made the director at
+the Cirque-Olympique engage her."
+
+"Is she handsome?"
+
+"To my thinking," said Paz, in a melancholy tone. "Malaga (that's her
+stage name) is strong, active, and supple. Why do I prefer her to all
+other women in the world?--well, I can't tell you. When I look at her,
+with her black hair tied with a blue satin ribbon, floating on her
+bare and olive-colored shoulders, and when she is dressed in a white
+tunic with a gold edge, and a knitted silk bodice that makes her look
+like a living Greek statue, and when I see her carrying those flags in
+her hand to the sound of martial music, and jumping through the paper
+hoops which tear as she goes through, and lighting so gracefully on
+the galloping horse to such applause,--no hired clapping,--well, all
+that moves me."
+
+"More than a handsome woman in a ballroom?" asked Clementine, with
+amazement and curiosity.
+
+"Yes," answered Paz, in a choking voice. "Such agility, such grace
+under constant danger seems to me the height of triumph for a woman.
+Yes, madame, Cinti and Malibran, Grisi and Taglioni, Pasta and
+Ellsler, all who reign or have reigned on the stage, can't be
+compared, to my mind, with Malaga, who can jump on or off a horse at
+full gallop, or stand on the point of one foot and fall easily into
+the saddle, and knit stockings, break eggs, and make an omelette with
+the horse at full speed, to the admiration of the people,--the real
+people, peasants and soldiers. Malaga, madame, is dexterity
+personified; her little wrist or her little foot can rid her of three
+or four men. She is the goddess of gymnastics."
+
+"She must be stupid--"
+
+"Oh, no," said Paz, "I find her as amusing as the heroine of 'Peveril
+of the Peak.' Thoughtless as a Bohemian, she says everything that
+comes into her head; she thinks no more about the future than you do
+of the sous you fling to the poor. She says grand things sometimes.
+You couldn't make her believe that an old diplomatist was a handsome
+young man, not if you offered her a million of francs. Such love as
+hers is perpetual flattery to a man. Her health is positively
+insolent, and she has thirty-two oriental pearls in lips of coral. Her
+muzzle--that's what she calls the lower part of her face--has, as
+Shakespeare expresses it, the savor of a heifer's nose. She can make a
+man unhappy. She likes handsome men, strong men, Alexanders, gymnasts,
+clowns. Her trainer, a horrible brute, used to beat her to make her
+supple, and graceful, and intrepid--"
+
+"You are positively intoxicated with Malaga."
+
+"Oh, she is called Malaga only on the posters," said Paz, with a
+piqued air. "She lives in the rue Saint-Lazare, in a pretty apartment
+on the third story, all velvet and silk, like a princess. She has two
+lives, her circus life and the life of a pretty woman."
+
+"Does she love you?"
+
+"She loves me--now you will laugh--solely because I'm a Pole. She saw
+an engraving of Poles rushing with Poniatowski into the Elster,--for
+all France persists in thinking that the Elster, where it is
+impossible to get drowned, is an impetuous flood, in which Poniatowski
+and his followers were engulfed. But in the midst of all this I am
+very unhappy, madame."
+
+A tear of rage fell from his eyes and affected the countess.
+
+"You men have such a passion for singularity."
+
+"And you?" said Thaddeus.
+
+"I know Adam so well that I am certain he could forget me for some
+mountebank like your Malaga. Where did you first see her?"
+
+"At Saint-Cloud, last September, on the fete-day. She was at a corner
+of a booth covered with flags, where the shows are given. Her
+comrades, all in Polish costumes, were making a horrible racket. I
+watched her standing there, silent and dumb, and I thought I saw a
+melancholy expression in her face; in truth there was enough about her
+to sadden a girl of twenty. That touched me."
+
+The countess was sitting in a delicious attitude, pensive and rather
+melancholy.
+
+"Poor, poor Thaddeus!" she exclaimed. Then, with the kindliness of a
+true great lady she added, not without a malicious smile, "Well go, go
+to your Circus."
+
+Thaddeus took her hand, kissed it, leaving a hot tear upon it, and
+went out.
+
+Having invented this passion for a circus-rider, he bethought him that
+he must give it some reality. The only truth in his tale was the
+momentary attention he had given to Malaga at Saint-Cloud; and he had
+since seen her name on the posters of the Circus, where the clown, for
+a tip of five francs, had told him that the girl was a foundling,
+stolen perhaps. Thaddeus now went to the Circus and saw her again. For
+ten francs one of the grooms (who take the place in circuses of the
+dressers at a theatre) informed him that Malaga was named Marguerite
+Turquet, and lived on the fifth story of a house in the rue des
+Fosses-du-Temple.
+
+The following day Paz went to the faubourg du Temple, found the house,
+and asked to see Mademoiselle Turquet, who during the summer was
+substituting for the leading horsewoman at the Cirque-Olympique, and a
+supernumerary at a boulevard theatre in winter.
+
+"Malaga!" cried the portress, rushing into the attic, "there's a fine
+gentleman wanting you. He is getting information from Chapuzot, who is
+playing him off to give me time to tell you."
+
+"Thank you, M'ame Chapuzot; but what will he think of me if he finds
+me ironing my gown?"
+
+"Pooh! when a man's in love he loves everything about us."
+
+"Is he an Englishman? they are fond of horses."
+
+"No, he looks to me Spanish."
+
+"That's a pity; they say Spaniards are always poor. Stay here with me,
+M'ame Chapuzot; I don't want him to think I'm deserted."
+
+"Who is it you are looking for, monsieur?" asked Madame Chapuzot,
+opening the door for Thaddeus, who had now come upstairs.
+
+"Mademoiselle Turquet."
+
+"My dear," said the portress, with an air of importance, "here is some
+one to see you."
+
+A line on which the clothes were drying caught the captain's hat and
+knocked it off.
+
+"What is it you wish, monsieur?" said Malaga, picking up the hat and
+giving it to him.
+
+"I saw you at the Circus," said Thaddeus, "and you reminded me of a
+daughter whom I have lost, mademoiselle; and out of affection for my
+Heloise, whom you resemble in a most striking manner, I should like to
+be of some service to you, if you will permit me."
+
+"Why, certainly; pray sit down, general," said Madame Chapuzot;
+"nothing could be more straightforward, more gallant."
+
+"But I am not gallant, my good lady," exclaimed Paz. "I am an
+unfortunate father who tries to deceive himself by a resemblance."
+
+"Then am I to pass for your daughter?" said Malaga, slyly, and not in
+the least suspecting the perfect sincerity of his proposal.
+
+"Yes," said Paz, "and I'll come and see you sometimes. But you shall
+be lodged in better rooms, comfortably furnished."
+
+"I shall have furniture!" cried Malaga, looking at Madame Chapuzot.
+
+"And servants," said Paz, "and all you want."
+
+Malaga looked at the stranger suspiciously.
+
+"What countryman is monsieur?"
+
+"I am a Pole."
+
+"Oh! then I accept," she said.
+
+Paz departed, promising to return.
+
+"Well, that's a stiff one!" said Marguerite Turquet, looking at Madame
+Chapuzot; "I'm half afraid he is wheedling me, to carry out some fancy
+of his own--Pooh! I'll risk it."
+
+A month after this eccentric interview the circus-rider was living in
+a comfortable apartment furnished by Comte Adam's own upholsterer, Paz
+having judged it desirable to have his folly talked about at the hotel
+Laginski. Malaga, to whom this adventure was like a leaf out of the
+Arabian Nights, was served by Monsieur and Madame Chapuzot in the
+double capacity of friends and servants. The Chapuzots and Marguerite
+were constantly expecting some result of all this; but at the end of
+three months none of them were able to make out the meaning of the
+Polish count's caprice. Paz arrived duly and passed about an hour
+there once a week, during which time he sat in the salon, and never
+went into Malaga's boudoir nor into her bedroom, in spite of the
+clever manoeuvring of the Chapuzots and Malaga to get him there. The
+count would ask questions as to the small events of Marguerite's life,
+and each time that he came he left two gold pieces of forty francs
+each on the mantel-piece.
+
+"He looks as if he didn't care to be here," said Madame Chapuzot.
+
+"Yes," said Malaga, "the man's as cold as an icicle."
+
+"But he's a good fellow all the same," cried Chapuzot, who was happy
+in a new suit of clothes made of blue cloth, in which he looked like
+the servant of some minister.
+
+The sum which Paz deposited weekly on the mantel-piece, joined to
+Malaga's meagre salary, gave her the means of sumptuous living
+compared with her former poverty. Wonderful stories went the rounds of
+the Circus about Malaga's good-luck. Her vanity increased the six
+thousand francs which Paz had spent on her furniture to sixty
+thousand. According to the clowns and the supers, Malaga was
+squandering money; and she now appeared at the Circus wearing burnous
+and shawls and elegant scarfs. The Pole, it was agreed on all sides,
+was the best sort of man a circus-rider had ever encountered, not
+fault-finding nor jealous, and willing to let Malaga do just what she
+liked.
+
+"Some women have the luck of it," said Malaga's rival, "and I'm not
+one of them,--though I do draw a third of the receipts."
+
+Malaga wore pretty things, and occasionally "showed her head" (a term
+in the lexicon of such characters) in the Bois, where the fashionable
+young men of the day began to remark her. In fact, before long Malaga
+was very much talked about in the questionable world of equivocal
+women, who presently attacked her good fortune by calumnies. They said
+she was a somnambulist, and the Pole was a magnetizer who was using
+her to discover the philosopher's stone. Some even more envenomed
+scandals drove her to a curiosity that was greater than Psyche's. She
+reported them in tears to Paz.
+
+"When I want to injure a woman," she said in conclusion, "I don't
+calumniate her; I don't declare that some one magnetizes her to get
+stones out of her, but I say plainly that she is humpbacked, and I
+prove it. Why do you compromise me in this way?"
+
+Paz maintained a cruel silence. Madame Chapuzot was not long in
+discovering the name and title of Comte Paz; then she heard certain
+positive facts at the hotel Laginski: for instance, that Paz was a
+bachelor, and had never been known to have a daughter, alive or dead,
+in Poland or in France. After that Malaga could not control a feeling
+of terror.
+
+"My dear child," Madame Chapuzot would say, "that monster--" (a man
+who contented himself with only looking, in a sly way,--not daring to
+come out and say things,--and such a beautiful creature too, as
+Malaga,--of course such a man was a monster, according to Madame
+Chapuzot's ideas) "--that monster is trying to get a hold upon you,
+and make you do something illegal and criminal. Holy Father, if you
+should get into the police-courts! it makes me tremble from head to
+foot; suppose they should put you in the newspapers! I'll tell you
+what I should do in your place; I'd warn the police."
+
+One particular day, after many foolish notions had fermented for some
+time in Malaga's mind, Paz having laid his money as usual on the
+mantel-piece, she seized the bits of gold and flung them in his face,
+crying out, "I don't want stolen money!"
+
+The captain gave the gold to Chapuzot, went away without a word, and
+did not return.
+
+Clementine was at this time at her uncle's place in Burgundy.
+
+When the Circus troop discovered that Malaga had lost her Polish
+count, much excitement was produced among them. Malaga's display of
+honor was considered folly by some, and shrewdness by others. The
+conduct of the Pole, however, even when discussed by the cleverest of
+women, seemed inexplicable. Thaddeus received in the course of the
+next week thirty-seven letters from women of their kind. Happily for
+him, his astonishing reserve did not excite the curiosity of the
+fashionable world, and was only discussed in the demi-mondaine
+regions.
+
+Two weeks later the handsome circus-rider, crippled by debt, wrote the
+following letter to Comte Paz, which, having fallen into the hands of
+Comte Adam, was read by several of the dandies of the day, who
+pronounced it a masterpiece:--
+
+ "You, whom I still dare to call my friend, will you not pity me
+ after all that has passed,--which you have so ill understood? My
+ heart disavows whatever may have wounded your feelings. If I was
+ fortunate enough to charm you and keep you beside me in the past,
+ return to me; otherwise, I shall fall into despair. Poverty has
+ overtaken me, and you do not know what HORRID THINGS it brings
+ with it. Yesterday I lived on a herring at two sous, and one sou
+ of bread. Is that a breakfast for the woman you loved? The
+ Chapuzots have left me, though they seemed so devoted. Your
+ desertion has caused me to see to the bottom of all human
+ attachments. The dog we feed does not leave us, but the Chapuzots
+ have gone. A sheriff has seized everything on behalf of the
+ landlord, who has no heart, and the jeweller, who refused to wait
+ even ten days,--for when we lose the confidence of such as you,
+ credit goes too. What a position for women who have nothing to
+ reproach themselves with but the happiness they have given! My
+ friend, I have taken all I have of any value to MY UNCLE'S; I have
+ nothing but the memory of you left, and here is the winter coming
+ on. I shall be fireless when it turns cold; for the boulevards are
+ to play only melodramas, in which I have nothing but little bits
+ of parts which don't POSE a woman. How could you misunderstand the
+ nobleness of my feelings for you?--for there are two ways of
+ expressing gratitude. You who seemed so happy in seeing me well-
+ off, how can you leave me in poverty? Oh, my sole friend on earth,
+ before I go back to the country fairs with Bouthor's circus, where
+ I can at least make a living, forgive me if I wish to know whether
+ I have lost you forever. If I were to let myself think of you when
+ I jump through the hoops, I should be sure to break my legs by
+ losing A TIME. Whatever may be the result, I am yours for life.
+
+"Marguerite Turquet."
+
+
+"That letter," thought Thaddeus, shouting with laughter, "is worth the
+ten thousand francs I have spent upon her."
+
+
+
+III
+
+Clementine came home the next day, and the day after that Paz beheld
+her again, more beautiful and graceful than ever. After dinner, during
+which the countess treated Paz with an air of perfect indifference, a
+little scene took place in the salon between the count and his wife
+when Thaddeus had left them. On pretence of asking Adam's advice,
+Thaddeus had left Malaga's letter with him, as if by mistake.
+
+"Poor Thaddeus!" said Adam, as Paz disappeared, "what a misfortune for
+a man of his distinction to be the plaything of the lowest kind of
+circus-rider. He will lose everything, and get lower and lower, and
+won't be recognizable before long. Here, read that," added the count,
+giving Malaga's letter to his wife.
+
+Clementine read the letter, which smelt of tobacco, and threw it from
+her with a look of disgust.
+
+"Thick as the bandage is over his eyes," continued Adam, "he must have
+found out something; Malaga tricked him, no doubt."
+
+"But he goes back to her," said Clementine, "and he will forgive her!
+It is for such horrible women as that that you men have indulgence."
+
+"Well, they need it," said Adam.
+
+"Thaddeus used to show some decency--in living apart from us," she
+remarked. "He had better go altogether."
+
+"Oh, my dear angel, that's going too far," said the count, who did not
+want the death of the sinner.
+
+Paz, who knew Adam thoroughly, had enjoined him to secrecy, pretending
+to excuse his dissipations, and had asked his friend to lend him a few
+thousand francs for Malaga.
+
+"He is a very firm fellow," said Adam.
+
+"How so?" asked Clementine.
+
+"Why, for having spent no more than ten thousand francs on her, and
+letting her send him that letter before he would ask me for enough to
+pay her debts. For a Pole, I call that firm."
+
+"He will ruin you," said Clementine, in the sharp tone of a Parisian
+woman, when she shows her feline distrusts.
+
+"Oh, I know him," said Adam; "he will sacrifice Malaga, if I ask him."
+
+"We shall see," remarked the countess.
+
+"If it is best for his own happiness, I sha'n't hesitate to ask him to
+leave her. Constantin says that since Paz has been with her he, sober
+as he is, has sometimes come home quite excited. If he takes to
+intoxication I shall be just as grieved as if he were my own son."
+
+"Don't tell me anything more about it," cried the countess, with a
+gesture of disgust.
+
+Two days later the captain perceived in the manner, the tones of
+voice, but, above all, in the eyes of the countess, the terrible
+results of Adam's confidences. Contempt had opened a gulf between the
+beloved woman and himself. He was suddenly plunged into the deepest
+distress of mind, for the thought gnawed him, "I have myself made her
+despise me!" His own folly stared him in the face. Life then became a
+burden to him, the very sun turned gray. And yet, amid all these
+bitter thoughts, he found again some moments of pure joy. There were
+times when he could give himself up wholly to his admiration for his
+mistress, who paid not the slightest attention to him. Hanging about
+in corners at her parties and receptions, silent, all heart and eyes,
+he never lost one of her attitudes, nor a tone of her voice when she
+sang. He lived in her life; he groomed the horse which SHE rode, he
+studied the ways and means of that splendid establishment, to the
+interests of which he was now more devoted than ever. These silent
+pleasures were buried in his heart like those of a mother, whose heart
+a child never knows; for is it knowing anything unless we know it all?
+His love was more perfect than the love of Petrarch for Laura, which
+found its ultimate reward in the treasures of fame, the triumph of the
+poem which she had inspired. Surely the emotion that the Chevalier
+d'Assas felt in dying must have been to him a lifetime of joy. Such
+emotions as these Paz enjoyed daily,--without dying, but also without
+the guerdon of immortality.
+
+But what is Love, that, in spite of all these ineffable delights, Paz
+should still have been unhappy? The Catholic religion has so magnified
+Love that she has wedded it indissolubly to respect and nobility of
+spirit. Love is therefore attended by those sentiments and qualities
+of which mankind is proud; it is rare to find true Love existing where
+contempt is felt. Thaddeus was suffering from the wounds his own hand
+had given him. The trial of his former life, when he lived beside his
+mistress, unknown, unappreciated, but generously working for her, was
+better than this. Yes, he wanted the reward of his virtue, her
+respect, and he had lost it. He grew thin and yellow, and so ill with
+constant low fever that during the month of January he was obliged to
+keep his bed, though he refused to see a doctor. Comte Adam became
+very uneasy about him; but the countess had the cruelty to remark:
+"Let him alone; don't you see it is only some Olympian trouble?" This
+remark, being repeated to Thaddeus, gave him the courage of despair;
+he left his bed, went out, tried a few amusements, and recovered his
+health.
+
+About the end of February Adam lost a large sum of money at the
+Jockey-Club, and as he was afraid of his wife, he begged Thaddeus to
+let the sum appear in the accounts as if he had spent it on Malaga.
+
+"There's nothing surprising in your spending that sum on the girl; but
+if the countess finds out that I have lost it at cards I shall be
+lowered in her opinion, and she will always be suspicious in future."
+
+"Ha! this, too!" exclaimed Thaddeus, with a sigh.
+
+"Now, Thaddeus, if you will do me this service we shall be forever
+quits,--though, indeed, I am your debtor now."
+
+"Adam, you will have children; don't gamble any more," said Paz.
+
+"So Malaga has cost us another twenty thousand francs," cried the
+countess, some time later, when she discovered this new generosity to
+Paz. "First, ten thousand, now twenty more,--thirty thousand! the
+income of which is fifteen hundred! the cost of my box at the Opera,
+and the whole fortune of many a bourgeois. Oh, you Poles!" she said,
+gathering some flowers in her greenhouse; "you are really
+incomprehensible. Why are you not furious with him?"
+
+"Poor Paz is--"
+
+"Poor Paz, poor Paz, indeed!" she cried, interrupting him, "what good
+does he do us? I shall take the management of the household myself.
+You can give him the allowance he refused, and let him settle it as he
+likes with his Circus."
+
+"He is very useful to us, Clementine. He has certainly saved over
+forty thousand francs this last year. And besides, my dear angel, he
+has managed to put a hundred thousand with Nucingen, which a steward
+would have pocketed."
+
+Clementine softened down; but she was none the less hard in her
+feelings to Thaddeus. A few days later, she requested him to come to
+that boudoir where, one year earlier, she had been surprised into
+comparing him with her husband. This time she received him alone,
+without perceiving the slightest danger in so doing.
+
+"My dear Paz," she said, with the condescending familiarity of the
+great to their inferiors, "if you love Adam as you say you do, you
+will do a thing which he will not ask of you, but which I, his wife,
+do not hesitate to exact."
+
+"About Malaga?" said Thaddeus, with bitterness in his heart.
+
+"Well, yes," she said; "if you wish to end your days in this house and
+continue good friends with us, you must give her up. How an old
+soldier--"
+
+"I am only thirty-five, and haven't a white hair."
+
+"You look old," she said, "and that's the same thing. How so careful a
+manager, so distinguished a--"
+
+The horrible part of all this was her evident intention to rouse a
+sense of honor in his soul which she thought extinct.
+
+"--so distinguished a man as you are, Thaddeus," she resumed after a
+momentary pause which a gesture of his hand had led her to make, "can
+allow yourself to be caught like a boy! Your proceedings have made
+that woman celebrated. My uncle wanted to see her, and he did see her.
+My uncle is not the only one; Malaga receives a great many gentlemen.
+I did think you such a noble soul. For shame! Will she be such a loss
+that you can't replace her?"
+
+"Madame, if I knew any sacrifice I could make to recover your esteem I
+would make it; but to give up Malaga is not one--"
+
+"In your position, that is what I should say myself, if I were a man,"
+replied Clementine. "Well, if I accept it as a great sacrifice there
+can be no ill-will between us."
+
+Paz left the room, fearing he might commit some great folly, and
+feeling that wild ideas were getting the better of him. He went to
+walk in the open air, lightly dressed in spite of the cold, but
+without being able to cool the fire in his cheeks or on his brow.
+
+"I thought you had a noble soul,"--the words still rang in his ears.
+
+"A year ago," he said to himself, "she thought me a hero who could
+fight the Russians single-handed!"
+
+He thought of leaving the hotel Laginski, and taking service with the
+spahis and getting killed in Africa, but the same great fear checked
+him. "Without me," he thought, "what would become of them? they would
+soon be ruined. Poor countess! what a horrible life it would be for
+her if she were reduced to even thirty thousand francs a year. No,
+since all is lost for me in this world,--courage! I will keep on as I
+am."
+
+Every one knows that since 1830 the carnival in Paris has undergone a
+transformation which has made it European, and far more burlesque and
+otherwise lively than the late Carnival of Venice. Is it that the
+diminishing fortunes of the present time have led Parisians to invent
+a way of amusing themselves collectively, as for instance at their
+clubs, where they hold salons without hostesses and without manners,
+but very cheaply? However this may be, the month of March was prodigal
+of balls, at which dancing, joking, coarse fun, excitement, grotesque
+figures, and the sharp satire of Parisian wit, produced extravagant
+effects. These carnival follies had their special Pandemonium in the
+rue Saint-Honore and their Napoleon in Musard, a small man born
+expressly to lead an orchestra as noisy as the disorderly audience,
+and to set the time for the galop, that witches' dance, which was one
+of Auber's triumphs, for it did not really take form or poesy till the
+grand galop in "Gustave" was given to the world. That tremendous
+finale might serve as the symbol of an epoch in which for the last
+fifty years all things have hurried by with the rapidity of a dream.
+
+Now, it happened that the grave Thaddeus, with one divine and
+immaculate image in his heart, proposed to Malaga, the queen of the
+carnival dances, to spend an evening at the Musard ball; because he
+knew the countess, disguised to the teeth, intended to come there with
+two friends, all three accompanied by their husbands, and look on at
+the curious spectacle of one of these crowded balls.
+
+On Shrove Tuesday, of the year 1838, at four o'clock in the morning,
+the countess, wrapped in a black domino and sitting on the lower step
+of the platform in the Babylonian hall, where Valentino has since then
+given his concerts, beheld Thaddeus, as Robert Macaire, threading the
+galop with Malaga in the dress of a savage, her head garnished with
+plumes like the horse of a hearse, and bounding through the crowd like
+a will-o-the-wisp.
+
+"Ah!" said Clementine to her husband, "you Poles have no honor at all!
+I did believe in Thaddeus. He gave me his word that he would leave
+that woman; he did not know that I should be here, seeing all unseen."
+
+A few days later she requested Paz to dine with them. After dinner
+Adam left them alone together, and Clementine reproved Paz and let him
+know very plainly that she did not wish him to live in her house any
+longer.
+
+"Yes, madame," said Paz, humbly, "you are right; I am a wretch; I did
+give you my word. But you see how it is; I put off leaving Malaga till
+after the carnival. Besides, that woman exerts an influence over me
+which--"
+
+"An influence!--a woman who ought to be turned out of Musard's by the
+police for such dancing!"
+
+"I agree to all that; I accept the condemnation and I'll leave your
+house. But you know Adam. If I give up the management of your property
+you must show energy yourself. I may have been to blame about Malaga,
+but I have taken the whole charge of your affairs, managed your
+servants, and looked after the very least details. I cannot leave you
+until I see you prepared to continue my management. You have now been
+married three years, and you are safe from the temptations to
+extravagance which come with the honeymoon. I see that Parisian women,
+and even titled ones, do manage both their fortunes and their
+households. Well, as soon as I am certain not so much of your capacity
+as of your perseverance I shall leave Paris."
+
+"It is Thaddeus of Warsaw, and not that Circus Thaddeus who speaks
+now," said Clementine. "Go, and come back cured."
+
+"Cured! never," said Paz, his eyes lowered and fixed on Clementine's
+pretty feet. "You do not know, countess, what charm, what unexpected
+piquancy of mind she has." Then, feeling his courage fail him, he
+added hastily, "There is not a woman in society, with her mincing
+airs, that is worth the honest nature of that young animal."
+
+"At any rate, I wish nothing of the animal about me," said the
+countess, with a glance like that of an angry viper.
+
+After that evening Comte Paz showed Clementine the exact state of her
+affairs; he made himself her tutor, taught her the methods and
+difficulties of the management of property, the proper prices to pay
+for things, and how to avoid being cheated by her servants. He told
+her she could rely on Constantin and make him her major-domo. Thaddeus
+had trained the man thoroughly. By the end of May he thought the
+countess fully competent to carry on her affairs alone; for Clementine
+was one of those far-sighted women, full of instinct, who have an
+innate genius as mistress of a household.
+
+This position of affairs, which Thaddeus had led up to naturally, did
+not end without further cruel trials; his sufferings were fated not to
+be as sweet and tender as he was trying to make them. The poor lover
+forgot to reckon on the hazard of events. Adam fell seriously ill, and
+Thaddeus, instead of leaving the house, stayed to nurse his friend.
+His devotion was unwearied. A woman who had any interest in employing
+her perspicacity might have seen in this devotion a sort of punishment
+imposed by a noble soul to repress an involuntary evil thought; but
+women see all, or see nothing, according to the condition of their
+souls--love is their sole illuminator.
+
+During forty-five days Paz watched and tended Adam without appearing
+to think of Malaga, for the very good reason that he never did think of
+her. Clementine, feeling that Adam was at the point of death though he
+did not die, sent for all the leading doctors of Paris in
+consultation.
+
+"If he comes safely out of this," said the most distinguished of them
+all, "it will only be by an effort of nature. It is for those who
+nurse him to watch for the moment when they must second nature. The
+count's life is in the hands of his nurses."
+
+Thaddeus went to find Clementine and tell her this result of the
+consultation. He found her sitting in the Chinese pavilion, as much
+for a little rest as to leave the field to the doctors and not
+embarrass them. As he walked along the winding gravelled path which
+led to the pavilion, Thaddeus seemed to himself in the depths of an
+abyss described by Dante. The unfortunate man had never dreamed that
+the possibility might arise of becoming Clementine's husband, and now
+he had drowned himself in a ditch of mud. His face was convulsed, when
+he reached the kiosk, with an agony of grief; his head, like Medusa's,
+conveyed despair.
+
+"Is he dead?" said Clementine.
+
+"They have given him up; that is, they leave him to nature. Do not go
+in; they are still there, and Bianchon is changing the dressings."
+
+"Poor Adam! I ask myself if I have not sometimes pained him," she
+said.
+
+"You have made him very happy," said Thaddeus; "you ought to be easy
+on that score, for you have shown every indulgence for him."
+
+"My loss would be irreparable."
+
+"But, dear, you judged him justly."
+
+"I was never blind to his faults," she said, "but I loved him as a
+wife should love her husband."
+
+"Then you ought, in case you lose him," said Thaddeus, in a voice
+which Clementine had never heard him use, "to grieve for him less than
+if you lost a man who was your pride, your love, and all your life,--
+as some men are to you women. Surely you can be frank at this moment
+with a friend like me. I shall grieve, too; long before your marriage
+I had made him my child, I had sacrificed my life to him. If he dies I
+shall be without an interest on earth; but life is still beautiful to
+a widow of twenty-four."
+
+"Ah! but you know that I love no one," she said, with the impatience
+of grief.
+
+"You don't yet know what it is to love," said Thaddeus.
+
+"Oh, as husbands are, I have sense enough to prefer a child like my
+poor Adam to a superior man. It is now over a month that we have been
+saying to each other, 'Will he live?' and these alternations have
+prepared me, as they have you, for this loss. I can be frank with you.
+Well, I would give my life to save Adam. What is a woman's
+independence in Paris? the freedom to let herself be taken in by
+ruined or dissipated men who pretend to love her. I pray to God to
+leave me this husband who is so kind, so obliging, so little fault-
+finding, and who is beginning to stand in awe of me."
+
+"You are honest, and I love you the better for it," said Thaddeus,
+taking her hand which she yielded to him, and kissing it. "In solemn
+moments like these there is unspeakable satisfaction in finding a
+woman without hypocrisy. It is possible to converse with you. Let us
+look to the future. Suppose that God does not grant your prayer,--and
+no one cries to him more than I do, 'Leave me my friend!' Yes, these
+fifty nights have not weakened me; if thirty more days and nights are
+needed I can give them while you sleep,--yes, I will tear him from
+death if, as the doctors say, nursing can save him. But suppose that
+in spite of you and me, the count dies,--well, then, if you were
+loved, oh, adored, by a man of a heart and soul that are worthy of
+you--"
+
+"I may have wished for such love, foolishly, but I have never met with
+it."
+
+"Perhaps you are mistaken--"
+
+Clementine looked fixedly at Thaddeus, imagining that there was less
+of love than of cupidity in his thoughts; her eyes measured him from
+head to foot and poured contempt upon him; then she crushed him with
+the words, "Poor Malaga!" uttered in tones which a great lady alone
+can find to give expression to her disdain. She rose, leaving Thaddeus
+half unconscious behind her, slowly re-entered her boudoir, and went
+back to Adam's chamber.
+
+An hour later Paz returned to the sick-room, and began anew, with
+death in his heart, his care of the count. From that moment he said
+nothing. He was forced to struggle with the patient, whom he managed
+in a way that excited the admiration of the doctors. At all hours his
+watchful eyes were like lamps always lighted. He showed no resentment
+to Clementine, and listened to her thanks without accepting them; he
+seemed both dumb and deaf. To himself he was saying, "She shall owe
+his life to me," and he wrote the thought as it were in letters of
+fire on the walls of Adam's room. On the fifteenth day Clementine was
+forced to give up the nursing, lest she should utterly break down. Paz
+was unwearied. At last, towards the end of August, Bianchon, the
+family physician, told Clementine that Adam was out of danger.
+
+"Ah, madame, you are under no obligation to me," he said; "without his
+friend, Comte Paz, we could not have saved him."
+
+The day after the meeting of Paz and Clementine in the kiosk, the
+Marquis de Ronquerolles came to see his nephew. He was on the eve of
+starting for Russia on a secret diplomatic mission. Paz took occasion
+to say a few words to him. The first day that Adam was able to drive
+out with his wife and Thaddeus, a gentleman entered the courtyard as
+the carriage was about to leave it, and asked for Comte Paz. Thaddeus,
+who was sitting on the front seat of the caleche, turned to take a
+letter which bore the stamp of the ministry of Foreign affairs. Having
+read it, he put it into his pocket in a manner which prevented
+Clementine or Adam from speaking of it. Nevertheless, by the time they
+reached the porte Maillot, Adam, full of curiosity, used the privilege
+of a sick man whose caprices are to be gratified, and said to
+Thaddeus: "There's no indiscretion between brothers who love each
+other,--tell me what there is in that despatch; I'm in a fever of
+curiosity."
+
+Clementine glanced at Thaddeus with a vexed air, and remarked to her
+husband: "He has been so sulky with me for the last two months that I
+shall never ask him anything again."
+
+"Oh, as for that," replied Paz, "I can't keep it out of the
+newspapers, so I may as well tell you at once. The Emperor Nicholas
+has had the grace to appoint me captain in a regiment which is to take
+part in the expedition to Khiva."
+
+"You are not going?" cried Adam.
+
+"Yes, I shall go, my dear fellow. Captain I came, and captain I
+return. We shall dine together to-morrow for the last time. If I don't
+start at once for St. Petersburg I shall have to make the journey by
+land, and I am not rich, and I must leave Malaga a little
+independence. I ought to think of the only woman who has been able to
+understand me; she thinks me grand, superior. I dare say she is
+faithless, but she would jump--"
+
+"Through the hoop, for your sake and come down safely on the back of
+her horse," said Clementine sharply.
+
+"Oh, you don't know Malaga," said the captain, bitterly, with a
+sarcastic look in his eyes which made Clementine thoughtful and
+uneasy.
+
+"Good-by to the young trees of this beautiful Bois, which you
+Parisians love, and the exiles who find a home here love too," he
+said, presently. "My eyes will never again see the evergreens of the
+avenue de Mademoiselle, nor the acacias nor the cedars of the rond-
+points. On the borders of Asia, fighting for the Emperor, promoted to
+the command, perhaps, by force of courage and by risking my life, it
+may happen that I shall regret these Champs-Elysees where I have
+driven beside you, and where you pass. Yes, I shall grieve for
+Malaga's hardness--the Malaga of whom I am now speaking."
+
+This was said in a manner that made Clementine tremble.
+
+"Then you do love Malaga very much?" she asked.
+
+"I have sacrificed for her the honor that no man should ever
+sacrifice."
+
+"What honor?"
+
+"That which we desire to keep at any cost in the eyes of our idol."
+
+After that reply Thaddeus said no more; he was silent until, as they
+passed a wooden building on the Champs Elysees, he said, pointing to
+it, "That is the Circus."
+
+He went to the Russian Embassy before dinner, and thence to the
+Foreign office, and the next morning he had started for Havre before
+the count and countess were up.
+
+"I have lost a friend," said Adam, with tears in his eyes, when he
+heard that Paz had gone,--"a friend in the true meaning of the word. I
+don't know what has made him abandon me as if a pestilence were in my
+house. We are not friends to quarrel about a woman," he said, looking
+intently at Clementine. "You heard what he said yesterday about
+Malaga. Well, he has never so much as touched the little finger of
+that girl."
+
+"How do you know that?" said Clementine.
+
+"I had the natural curiosity to go and see Mademoiselle Turquet, and
+the poor girl can't explain even to herself the absolute reserve which
+Thad--"
+
+"Enough!" said the countess, retreating into her bedroom. "Can it be
+that I am the victim of some noble mystification?" she asked herself.
+The thought had hardly crossed her mind when Constantin brought her
+the following letter written by Thaddeus during the night:--
+
+ "Countess,--To seek death in the Caucasus and carry with me your
+ contempt is more than I can bear. A man should die untainted. When
+ I saw you for the first time I loved you as we love a woman whom
+ we shall love forever, even though she be unfaithful to us. I
+ loved you thus,--I, the friend of the man you had chosen and were
+ about to marry; I, poor; I, the steward,--a voluntary service, but
+ still the steward of your household.
+
+ "In this immense misfortune I found a happy life. To be to you an
+ indispensable machine, to know myself useful to your comfort, your
+ luxury, has been the source of deep enjoyments. If these
+ enjoyments were great when I thought only of Adam, think what they
+ were to my soul when the woman I loved was the mainspring of all I
+ did. I have known the pleasures of maternity in my love. I
+ accepted life thus. Like the paupers who live along the great
+ highways, I built myself a hut on the borders of your beautiful
+ domain, though I never sought to approach you. Poor and lonely,
+ struck blind by Adam's good fortune, I was, nevertheless, the
+ giver. Yes, you were surrounded by a love as pure as a guardian-
+ angel's; it waked while you slept; it caressed you with a look as
+ you passed; it was happy in its own existence,--you were the sun
+ of my native land to me, poor exile, who now writes to you with
+ tears in his eyes as he thinks of the happiness of those first
+ days.
+
+ "When I was eighteen years old, having no one to love, I took for
+ my ideal mistress a charming woman in Warsaw, to whom I confided
+ all my thoughts, my wishes; I made her the queen of my nights and
+ days. She knew nothing of all this; why should she? I loved my
+ love.
+
+ "You can fancy from this incident of my youth how happy I was
+ merely to live in the sphere of your existence, to groom your
+ horse, to find the new-coined gold for your purse, to prepare the
+ splendor of your dinners and your balls, to see you eclipsing the
+ elegance of those whose fortunes were greater than yours, and all
+ by my own good management. Ah! with what ardor I have ransacked
+ Paris when Adam would say to me, 'SHE wants this or that.' It was
+ a joy such as I can never express to you. You wished for a trifle
+ at one time which kept me seven hours in a cab scouring the city;
+ and what delight it was to weary myself for you. Ah! when I saw
+ you, unseen by you, smiling among your flowers, I could forget
+ that no one loved me. On certain days, when my happiness turned my
+ head, I went at night and kissed the spot where, to me, your feet
+ had left their luminous traces. The air you had breathed was
+ balmy; in it I breathed in more of life; I inhaled, as they say
+ persons do in the tropics, a vapor laden with creative principles.
+
+ "I MUST tell you these things to explain the strange presumption
+ of my involuntary thoughts,--I would have died rather than avow it
+ until now.
+
+ "You will remember those few days of curiosity when you wished to
+ know the man who performed the household miracles you had
+ sometimes noticed. I thought,--forgive me, madame,--I believed you
+ might love me. Your good-will, your glances interpreted by me, a
+ lover, seemed to me so dangerous--for me--that I invented that
+ story of Malaga, knowing it was the sort of liaison which women
+ cannot forgive. I did it in a moment when I felt that my love
+ would be communicated, fatally, to you. Despise me, crush me with
+ the contempt you have so often cast upon me when I did not deserve
+ it; and yet I am certain that, if, on that evening when your aunt
+ took Adam away from you, I had said what I have now written to
+ you, I should, like the tamed tiger that sets his teeth once more
+ in living flesh, and scents the blood, and--
+
+ "Midnight.
+
+ "I could not go on; the memory of that hour is still too living.
+ Yes, I was maddened. Was there hope for me in your eyes? then
+ victory with its scarlet banners would have flamed in mine and
+ fascinated yours. My crime has been to think all this; perhaps
+ wrongly. You alone can judge of that dreadful scene when I drove
+ back love, desire, all the most invincible forces of our manhood,
+ with the cold hand of gratitude,--gratitude which must be eternal.
+
+ "Your terrible contempt has been my punishment. You have shown me
+ there is no return from loathing or disdain. I love you madly. I
+ should have gone had Adam died; all the more must I go because he
+ lives. A man does not tear his friend from the arms of death to
+ betray him. Besides, my going is my punishment for the thought
+ that came to me that I would let him die, when the doctors said
+ that his life depended on his nursing.
+
+ "Adieu, madame; in leaving Paris I lose all, but you lose nothing
+ now in my being no longer near you.
+
+"Your devoted
+"Thaddeus Paz."
+
+
+"If my poor Adam says he has lost a friend, what have I lost?" thought
+Clementine, sinking into a chair with her eyes fixed on the carpet.
+
+The following letter Constantin had orders to give privately to the
+count:--
+
+ "My dear Adam,--Malaga has told me all. In the name of all your
+ future happiness, never let a word escape you to Clementine about
+ your visits to that girl; let her think that Malaga has cost me a
+ hundred thousand francs. I know Clementine's character; she will
+ never forgive you either your losses at cards or your visits to
+ Malaga.
+
+ "I am not going to Khiva, but to the Caucasus. I have the spleen;
+ and at the pace at which I mean to go I shall be either Prince Paz
+ in three years, or dead. Good-by; though I have taken sixty-
+ thousand francs from Nucingen, our accounts are even.
+
+"Thaddeus."
+
+
+"Idiot that I was," thought Adam; "I came near to cutting my throat
+just now, talking about Malaga."
+
+It is now three years since Paz went away. The newspapers have as yet
+said nothing about any Prince Paz. The Comtesse Laginska is immensely
+interested in the expeditions of the Emperor Nicholas; she is Russian
+to the core, and reads with a sort of avidity all the news that comes
+from that distant land. Once or twice every winter she says to the
+Russian ambassador, with an air of indifference, "Do you know what has
+become of our poor Comte Paz?"
+
+Alas! most Parisian women, those beings who think themselves so clever
+and clear-sighted, pass and repass beside a Paz and never recognize
+him. Yes, many a Paz is unknown and misconceived, but--horrible to
+think of!--some are misconceived even though they are loved. The
+simplest women in society exact a certain amount of conventional sham
+from the greatest men. A noble love signifies nothing to them if rough
+and unpolished; it needs the cutting and setting of a jeweller to give
+it value in their eyes.
+
+In January, 1842, the Comtesse Laginska, with her charm of gentle
+melancholy, inspired a violent passion in the Comte de La Palferine,
+one of the most daring and presumptuous lions of the day. La Palferine
+was well aware that the conquest of a woman so guarded by reserve as
+the Comtesse Laginska was difficult, but he thought he could inveigle
+this charming creature into committing herself if he took her
+unawares, by the assistance of a certain friend of her own, a woman
+already jealous of her.
+
+Quite incapable, in spite of her intelligence, of suspecting such
+treachery, the Comtesse Laginska committed the imprudence of going
+with her so-called friend to a masked ball at the Opera. About three
+in the morning, led away by the excitement of the scene, Clementine,
+on whom La Palferine had expended his seductions, consented to accept
+a supper, and was about to enter the carriage of her faithless friend.
+At this critical moment her arm was grasped by a powerful hand, and
+she was taken, in spite of her struggles, to her own carriage, the
+door of which stood open, though she did not know it was there.
+
+"He has never left Paris!" she exclaimed to herself as she recognized
+Thaddeus, who disappeared when the carriage drove away.
+
+Did any woman ever have a like romance in her life? Clementine is
+constantly hoping she may again see Paz.
+
+
+
+ADDENDUM
+
+The following personages appear in other stories of the Human Comedy.
+
+Bianchon, Horace
+ Father Goriot
+ The Atheist's Mass
+ Cesar Birotteau
+ The Commission in Lunacy
+ Lost Illusions
+ A Distinguished Provincial at Paris
+ A Bachelor's Establishment
+ The Secrets of a Princess
+ The Government Clerks
+ Pierrette
+ A Study of Woman
+ Scenes from a Courtesan's Life
+ Honorine
+ The Seamy Side of History
+ The Magic Skin
+ A Second Home
+ A Prince of Bohemia
+ Letters of Two Brides
+ The Muse of the Department
+ The Middle Classes
+ Cousin Betty
+ The Country Parson
+In addition, M. Bianchon narrated the following:
+ Another Study of Woman
+ La Grande Breteche
+
+Laginski, Comte Adam Mitgislas
+ Another Study of Woman
+ Cousin Betty
+
+La Palferine, Comte de
+ A Prince of Bohemia
+ A Man of Business
+ Cousin Betty
+ Beatrix
+
+Lelewel
+ The Seamy Side of History
+
+Nathan, Madame Raoul
+ The Muse of the Department
+ Lost Illusions
+ A Distinguished Provincial at Paris
+ Scenes from a Courtesan's Life
+ The Government Clerks
+ A Bachelor's Establishment
+ Ursule Mirouet
+ Eugenie Grandet
+ A Prince of Bohemia
+ A Daughter of Eve
+ The Unconscious Humorists
+
+Paz, Thaddee
+ Cousin Betty
+
+Ronquerolles, Marquis de
+ The Peasantry
+ Ursule Mirouet
+ A Woman of Thirty
+ Another Study of Woman
+ The Thirteen
+ The Member for Arcis
+
+Rouvre, Marquis du
+ A Start in Life
+ Ursule Mirouet
+
+Rouvre, Chevalier du
+ Ursule Mirouet
+
+Schinner, Hippolyte
+ The Purse
+ A Bachelor's Establishment
+ Pierre Grassou
+ A Start in Life
+ Albert Savarus
+ The Government Clerks
+ Modeste Mignon
+ The Unconscious Humorists
+
+Serizy, Comtesse de
+ A Start in Life
+ The Thirteen
+ Ursule Mirouet
+ A Woman of Thirty
+ Scenes from a Courtesan's Life
+ Another Study of Woman
+
+Serizy, Vicomte de
+ A Start in Life
+ Modeste Mignon
+
+Souchet, Francois
+ The Purse
+ A Daughter of Eve
+
+Steinbock, Count Wenceslas
+ Cousin Betty
+
+Turquet, Marguerite
+ The Muse of the Department
+ A Man of Business
+ Cousin Betty
+
+
+
+
+
+End of The Project Gutenberg Etext of Paz, by Honore de Balzac
+