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diff --git a/old/13573.txt b/old/13573.txt new file mode 100644 index 0000000..0507d71 --- /dev/null +++ b/old/13573.txt @@ -0,0 +1,11342 @@ +The Project Gutenberg eBook, Elizabeth's Campaign, by Mrs. Humphrey Ward, +Illustrated by C. Allan Gilbert + + +This eBook is for the use of anyone anywhere at no cost and with +almost no restrictions whatsoever. You may copy it, give it away or +re-use it under the terms of the Project Gutenberg License included +with this eBook or online at www.gutenberg.org + + + + + +Title: Elizabeth's Campaign + +Author: Mrs. Humphrey Ward + +Release Date: October 1, 2004 [eBook #13573] + +Language: English + +Character set encoding: ISO-646-US (US-ASCII) + + +***START OF THE PROJECT GUTENBERG EBOOK ELIZABETH'S CAMPAIGN*** + + +E-text prepared by Janet Kegg and the Project Gutenberg Online Distributed +Proofreading Team + + + +ELIZABETH'S CAMPAIGN + +by + +MRS. HUMPHRY WARD + +Author of _Lady Rose's Daughter_, _Missing_, etc. + +Frontispiece in Color by C. Allan Gilbert + +1918 + + + + + + + +[Illustration: ELIZABETH] + + + + + TO THE DEAR AND GALLANT + MEMORY + OF + T. S. A. + PASSCHENDAELE, OCTOBER 11, 1917 + + + + +FOREWORD + +This book was finished in April 1918, and represents +the mood of a supremely critical moment in the war. + +M. A. W. + + + + +ELIZABETH'S CAMPAIGN + + + + +CHAPTER I + + +'Remember, Slater, if I am detained, that I am expecting the two +gentlemen from the War Agricultural Committee at six, and Captain +Mills of the Red Cross is coming to dine and sleep. Ask Lady +Chicksands to look after him in case I am late--and put those +Tribunal papers in order for me, by the way. I really must go +properly into that Quaker man's case--horrid nuisance! I hope to be +back in a couple of hours, but I can't be sure. Hullo, Beryl! I +thought you were out.' + +The speaker, Sir Henry Chicksands, already mounted on his cob +outside his own front door, turned from his secretary, to whom he +had been giving these directions, to see his only daughter hurrying +through the inner hall with the evident intention of catching her +father before he rode off. + +She ran down the steps, but instead of speaking at once she began to +stroke and pat his horse's neck, as though doubtful how to put what +she had to say. + +'Well, Beryl, what's the matter?' said her father impatiently. The +girl, who was slender and delicate in build, raised her face to his. + +'Are you--are you really going to Mannering, father?' + +'I am--worse luck!' + +'You'll handle him gently, won't you?' There was anxiety in the +girl's voice. 'But of course you will--I know you will.' + +Chicksands shrugged his shoulders. + +'I shall do my best. But you know as well as I do that he's a queer +customer when it comes to anything connected with the war.' + +The girl looked behind her to make sure that the old butler of the +house had retired discreetly out of earshot. + +'But he can't quarrel with _you_, father!' + +'I hope not--for your sake.' + +'Must you really tackle him?' + +'Well, I thought I was the person to do it. It's quite certain +nobody else could make anything of it.' + +Privately Beryl disagreed, but she made no comment. + +'Aubrey seems to be pretty worried,' she said, in a depressed tone, +as she turned away. + +'I don't wonder. He should have brought up his father better. Well, +good-bye, dear. Don't bother too much.' + +She waved her hand to him as he made off, and stood watching him +from the steps--a gentle, attaching figure, her fair hair and the +pale oval of her face standing out against the panelled hall behind +her. + +Her father went his way down a long winding hill beyond his own +grounds, along a country road lined with magnificent oaks, through a +village where his practised eye noted several bad cottages with +disapproval, till presently he slackened his horse's pace, as he +passed an ill-looking farm about half a mile beyond the village. + +'Not a decent gate in the whole place!' he said to himself with +disgust. 'And the farm buildings only fit for a bonfire. High time +indeed that we made Mannering sit up!' + +He paused also to look over the neighbouring hedge at some fields +literally choked with weeds. + +'And as for Gregson--lazy, drunken fellow! Why didn't he set some +village women on? Just see what they've done on my place! Hullo, +here he is! Now I'm in for it!' For he saw a slouching man coming +rapidly towards him from the farmyard, with the evident intention +of waylaying him. The man's shabby, untidy dress and blotched +complexion did not escape Sir Henry's quick eye. 'Seems to have +been making a night of it,' was his inward comment. + +'Good-day, Sir Henry,' said the farmer, laying a hand on Chicksands' +bridle, 'I wanted a word with you, sir. I give you fair warning, you +and your Committee, you'll not turn me out without a fight! I was +never given no proper notice--and there are plenty as 'll stand by +me.' + +The voice was thick and angry, and the hand shook. Sir Henry drew +his horse away, and the man's hold dropped. + +'Of course you had every notice,' said Sir Henry drily. + +'I hadn't,' the man persisted. 'If the letters as they talk of were +sent, I never saw 'em. And when the Committee came I was out--on +business. Can't a man be out on his lawful business, Sir Henry, +instead of dancin' attendance on men as know no better than he? The +way this Government is doing things--you might as well live under +the Czar of Russia as in this country. It's no country this for +free men now, Sir Henry.' + +'The Czar of Russia has come to grief, my man, for the same reason +that you have,' said Sir Henry, gathering up the reins, 'for +shirking his duty. All very well before the war, but now we can't +afford this kind of thing.' + +'And so you've told the Squire to turn me out?' said the man +fiercely, his hands on his sides. + +'You've had no notice from Mr. Mannering yet?' + +'Not a word.' + +'But you've heard from the Inspection Committee?' + +The man nodded. + +'But it's not they as can turn me out, if the Squire don't agree.' + +There was a note of surly defiance in his voice. + +'I don't know about that,' said Sir Henry, whose horse was getting +restive. 'My advice to you, Gregson, is to take it quietly, pull +yourself together, and get some other work. There's plenty going +nowadays.' + +'Thank you for nothing, Sir Henry. I've got plenty to advise +me--people as I set more store by. I've got a wife and children, +sir, and I shan't give in without a fuss--you may be sure of that. +Good-day to you.' + +Sir Henry nodded to him and rode off. + +'He'll go, of course,' reflected the rider. 'Our powers are quite +enough. But if I can't get Mannering to send the notice, it'll be a +deal more trouble. Hullo, here's some one else! This is another pair +of boots!' + +He had scarcely turned the corner beyond the farm when another man +came running down the sloping field, calling to him. Sir Henry +pulled up his horse again. But his aspect had changed, and his voice +took another note. + +'Did you want to speak to me, Adam? A nice day, isn't it?' + +'I saw you, Sir Henry, from the top of the field, talking to Gregson +in the road, and I thought perhaps you'd let me have a few words +with you. You know, sir, this is awfully hard lines.' + +Sir Henry looked impatient, but the man who had spoken to him was a +fine specimen of young manhood--broad-shouldered, clear-eyed, with a +natural dignity of manner, not at all a person to be brushed aside. + +'I'm sure you can't defend Gregson, Adam,' said Sir Henry, 'you--one +of the best farmers in the district! I wish they had put you on the +Inspection Committee.' + +'Well, they didn't,' said the other, perhaps with a slight emphasis. +'And there's many of us feel, I can assure you, as I do. Gregson's a +poor creature, but he hasn't had quite fair play, Sir Henry--that's +what we feel. And he's been fifteen years on his place.' The man +spoke hesitatingly, but strongly. There was a queer, suppressed +hostility in his pleasant blue eyes. + +'Fifteen years too long,' interrupted Sir Henry. 'I tell you, Adam, +we can't afford now to let men like Gregson spoil good land while +the country's likely to go hungry! The old happy-go-lucky days are +done with. I wonder whether even you recognize that we're fighting +for our lives?' + +'I know we are, Sir Henry. But if the war makes slaves of us what +good will it do if we do win it?' + +Sir Henry laughed. 'Well, Adam, you were always a Radical and I was +always a Conservative. And I don't like being managed any more than +you do. But look at the way I'm managed in my business!--harried up +and down by a parcel of young fellows from the Ministry that often +seem to me fools! But we've all got to come in. And this country's +worth it!' + +'You know I'm with you there, sir. But why don't you get at the +Squire himself? What good have he or his agent ever been to anybody? +You're a landlord worth living under; but--' + +'Ah! don't be in too great a hurry, Adam, and you'll see what you +will see!' And with a pleasant salute, his handsome face twitching +between frowns and smiles, Sir Henry rode on. 'What trade unionists +we all are--high and low! That man's as good a farmer as Gregson's a +vile one. But he stands by his like, as I stand by mine.' + +Then his thoughts took a different turn. He was entering a park, +evidently of wide extent, and finely wooded. The road through it had +long fallen out of repair, and was largely grass-grown. A few sheep +were pasturing on it, and a few estate cottages showed here and +there. Sir Henry looked about him with quick eyes. He understood +that the Inspection Sub-Committee, constituted under the Corn +Production Act, and on the look-out for grass-land to put under the +plough, had recommended the ploughing up of all this further end of +Mannering Park. It carried very few sheep under its present +management; and the herd of Jersey cattle that used to graze it had +long since died out. As for the game, it had almost gone--before the +war. No use, either for business or play! + +Then--on this early autumn day of 1917--Sir Henry fell to musing on +the vast changes coming over England in consequence of the war. 'Who +would ever have believed that we--_we_ should put ourselves to +school as we have done? Military service, rations, food-prices, all +our businesses "controlled," and now our land looked after! How much +of it has come to stay? Well, it won't affect me much! Ah! is that +the Rector?' + +For a hundred yards ahead of him he perceived a clerical figure, +spare and tall, in a wideawake hat, swinging towards him. The +September sun was westering, and behind the approaching man lay +broad stretches of wood, just showing here and there the first +bronze and purple signs of autumn. + +The Rector, recognizing the solitary rider, waved his hand in +welcome, and Sir Henry pulled up. The two men, who were evidently +personal friends, exchanged greetings. + +'You're going to the Hall, Sir Henry?' said the Rector. + +Sir Henry described his business. + +The Rector shook his head reflectively. + +'You haven't announced yourself, I hope?' + +'No, I took that simple precaution. I suppose he's already pretty +savage?' + +'With whom? The Committee? Yes, you won't find him easy to deal +with. But just at present there's a distraction. His new secretary +arrived some weeks ago, and he now spends his whole time, from +morning till night, dictating to her and showing her his things.' + +'Secretary? A woman? Good heavens! Who is she?' + +'A great swell, I understand. Oxford First Class in Mods, Second in +Greats. I've only just seen her. A striking-looking person.' + +'Why isn't she in France, or doing munition work?' growled Sir +Henry. + +'I don't know. I suppose she has her reasons. She seems patriotic +enough. But I've only exchanged a few words with her, at a very +hurried luncheon, at which, by the way, there was a great deal too +much to eat. She and Pamela disappeared directly afterwards.' + +'Oh, so Pamela's at home? What's the name of the new woman? I +suppose she's to chaperon Pamela?' + +'I shouldn't wonder. Her name is Miss Bremerton.' + +'Beryl declares that Pamela is going to be a beauty--and clever +besides. She used to be a jolly child. But then they go to school +and grow up quite different. I've hardly seen her for a year and a +half.' + +'Well, you'll judge for yourself. Good luck to you! I don't envy you +your job.' + +'Good Lord, no! But you see I'm Chairman of this blessed show, and +they all fixed on me to bell the cat. We want a hundred acres of the +Park, a new agent, notices for three farmers, etcetera!' + +The Rector whistled. 'I shall wait, on tiptoe, to see what happens! +What are your powers?' + +'Oh, tremendous!' + +'So you have him? Well, good-day.' + +And the Rector was passing on. But Sir Henry stooped over his +horse's neck--'As you know, perhaps, it would be very inconvenient +to my poor little Beryl if Mannering were to make a quarrel of it +with me.' + +'Ah, I gathered that she and Aubrey were engaged,' said the Rector +cordially. 'Best congratulations! Has the Squire behaved well?' + +'Moderately. He declares he has no money to give them.' + +'And yet he spent eighteen hundred pounds last week at that Christie +sale!' said the Rector with a laugh. 'And now I suppose the new +secretary will add fuel to the flame. I saw Pamela for a minute +alone, and she said Miss Bremerton was "just as much gone on Greek +things as father," and they were like a pair of lunatics when the +new vases came down.' + +'Oh, blow the secretary!' said Sir Henry with exasperation. 'And +meanwhile his daughters can't get a penny out of him for any war +purpose whatever! Well, I must go on.' + +They parted, and Sir Henry put his cob into a sharp trot which +soon brought him in sight of a distant building--low and +irregular--surrounded by trees, and by the wide undulating slopes +of the park. + +'Dreadfully ugly place,' he said to himself, as the house grew +plainer; 'rebuilt at the worst time, by a man with no more taste +than a broomstick. Still, he was the sixteenth owner, from father to +son. That's something.' + +And he fell to thinking, with that half-ironic depreciation which he +allowed to himself, and would have stood from no one else, of his +own brand-new Georgian house, built from the plans of a famous +American architect, ten years before the war, out of the profits of +an abnormally successful year, and furnished in what he believed to +be faultless taste by the best professional decorator he could find. + +'Yet compared to a Mannering, what do I mean to the people here? +You scarcely begin to take root in this blessed country under half a +century. Mannering is exceedingly unpopular; the people think him a +selfish idler; but if he chose he could whistle them back with a +hundredth part of the trouble it would take me! And if Aubrey wanted +to go into Parliament, he'd probably have his pick of the county +divisions. Curious fellow, Aubrey! I wonder exactly what Beryl sees +in him?' + +His daughter's prospects were not indeed very clear to a mind that +liked everything cut and dried. Aubrey Mannering was the Squire's +eldest son; but the Squire was not rich, and had been for years past +wasting his money on Greek antiquities, which seemed to his +neighbours, including Sir Henry Chicksands, a very dubious +investment. If Aubrey should want to sell, who was going to buy such +things at high prices after the war? No doubt prices at +Christie's--for good stuff--had been keeping up very well. That was +because of war profits. People were throwing money about now. But +when the war industries came to an end? and the national bills had +to be paid? + +'The only thing that can't go down is land,' thought Sir Henry, with +the cheerful consciousness of a man who had steadily year by year +increased what had originally been a very modest property to +something like a large estate. + +Mannering had plenty of that commodity. But how far had he dipped +the estate? It must be heavily mortgaged. By decent management +anybody, no doubt, might still bring it round. 'But Aubrey's not the +man. And since he joined up at the beginning of the war the Squire +won't let him have a voice in anything. And now Desmond--by George, +the twins are nineteen this month!--Desmond'll be off directly. And +then his father will be madder than ever.' + +By this time the ugly house was near at hand, and the thick woods +which surrounded it had closed about the horse and rider. + +'Splendid timber,' thought Sir Henry, as he rode through it, +measuring it with a commercial eye, 'but all past its prime, and +abominably neglected.... Hullo! that looks like Pamela, and the new +woman--the secretary!' + +For two ladies were coming down the drive towards him, with a big +white and tan collie jumping round them. One of them, very tall and +erect, was dressed in a dark coat and skirt, reasonably short, a +small black toque, and brown boots and leggings. The close-fitting +coat showed a shapely but quite substantial figure. She carried a +stick, and walked with a peculiarly rapid and certain step. The +young girl beside her seemed by comparison a child. She wore a white +dress, in keeping with the warm September day, and with it a dark +blue sports coat, and a shady hat. Her dress only just passed her +knees, and beneath it the slender legs and high heels drew Sir +Henry's disapproving eye. He hated extravagance in anything. Beryl +managed to look fashionable, without looking _outre_, as Pamela did. +But he reined up to greet her with ready smiles. + +'Well, Pamela, jolly to see you at home again! My word, you've +grown! Shall I find your father in?' + +'Yes, we left him in the library. May I introduce Miss +Bremerton--Sir Henry Chicksands.' The girl spoke with hurried +shyness, the quick colour in her cheeks. The lady beside her bowed, +and Sir Henry took off his hat. Each surveyed the other. 'A +strong-minded female!' thought Sir Henry, who was by no means +advanced in his views of the other sex. + +'The strong-minded female,' however, was not, it seemed, of the +talkative kind. She remained quite silent while Pamela and Sir Henry +exchanged some family gossip, with her ungloved hand caressing the +nose of the collie, who was pressing against her with intrusive +friendliness. But her easy self-possession as contrasted with +Pamela's nervousness was all the time making an impression on Sir +Henry, as was also the fact of her general good looks. Not a +beauty--not at all; but, as the Rector had said, 'striking.' + +As for Pamela, what was the matter with the child? Until Beryl's +name was mentioned, there was not a smile to be got out of her. And +it was a very fleeting one when it came. Desmond's name fared a +little better. At that the girl did at last raise her beautiful +eyes, which till then she had hardly allowed to be seen, and there +was a ray in them. + +'He's here on leave,' she said; 'a few days. He's just got his +Commission and been accepted for the artillery. He goes into camp +next week. He thinks he'll be out by January.' + +'We must certainly manage to see him before he goes,' said Sir Henry +heartily. Then turning to Miss Bremerton with the slightly +over-emphatic civility of a man who prides himself on his manners in +all contingencies, he asked her if she was already acquainted with +the Mannering neighbourhood. + +Miss Bremerton replied that it was quite unknown to her. 'You'll +admire our trees,' said Sir Henry. 'They're very fine.' + +'Are they?' said the lady rather absently, giving a perfunctory +glance to the woods sloping away on her right towards a little +stream winding in the hollow. Sir Henry felt a slight annoyance. He +was a good fellow, and no more touchy as to personal dignity than +the majority of men of his age and class. But he was accustomed to +be treated with a certain deference, and in Miss Bremerton's manner +there was none whatever. + +'Well, good-bye, Pamela. I mustn't miss your father. When are you +coming over to see Beryl?' + +'How am I to get there?' said the girl with a sudden laugh. + +'Oh, I see, you've got no petrol allowance?' + +'How should we? Nobody's doing any war work here.' + +There was an odd note in the speaker's voice. + +'Why don't you join Beryl in her canteen work?' said Sir Henry +abruptly. + +'I don't know.' + +'She wants help badly. She passes your gate on her way to Fallerton. +She could pick you up, and bring you back.' + +'Yes,' said Pamela. There was a pause. + +'Well, good-bye, dear,' said Sir Henry again, and with a ceremonious +bow to Pamela's companion, he rode on--meditating on many things. + + * * * * * + +'The Squire's in, Sir Henry, but--well, he's very busy.' + +'Never mind, Forest. I must see him. Can you find some one to take +my horse round?' + +The grey-haired butler looked perplexed. + +'I've only got my own small boy, Sir Henry. There's two more of our +men gone this morning. I don't know if you'll trust him. He's a good +boy.' + +'Send him along, Forest. My beast's a lamb--you know him. But look +here, Forest'--Sir Henry dismounted, bridle in hand. 'Don't give the +Squire notice that I'm here, if you can help it, till you announce +me.' + +The butler, who, in spite of his grey hair, was a square-set, +vigorous-looking fellow, might be said, in reply, to have given the +Squire's visitor a wink. At any rate a look of understanding passed +between the two. The butler went quickly back into the house, and +re-emerged with a boy, who was the small image of his father, to +whom Sir Henry cheerfully gave up his cob. But as Forest led the way +through the outer hall he stopped to say: + +'The Squire's not alone, sir. There was a gentleman arrived just as +Miss Pamela went out. But I don't think he'll stay long.' + +'Who is he?' + +'Can't say, sir. He's lodging in the village, and comes to see the +Squire's collections sometimes.' + +They were now in a long passage running along the eastern front of +the house to a large room which had been added to its southern end, +in order to hold the Squire's library and collections. Midway the +butler turned. + +'You've heard, Sir Henry, about Mr. Desmond?' + +'Yes, Miss Pamela told me.' + +'Mr. Desmond says he'll be in France by January. He's as pleased as +possible, but it's a deal sooner than Mr. Mannering hoped.' + +'Well, we've all got to take our chance in this war,' said Sir Henry +gravely. 'And the artillery is a bit safer than the infantry. You +know my son Arthur's a gunner.' + +'I hope he's all right, sir?' + +'Well, he's still on light work. He comes home this week for a bit. +He was gassed at Ypres a year and a half ago, and had a bullet taken +out of his chest about two months since. But he is nearly fit +again.' + +The butler expressed his sympathy with a complete absence of shyness +or servility, then threw open a door at the end of the passage, +announcing, 'Sir Henry Chicksands, sir.' + +'_D-mn_!' said a voice loudly within. + +Sir Henry gave an involuntary start. Another look passed between +him and Forest, amused or interrogative on the visitor's part, +non-committal on the butler's. + + * * * * * + +The library of Mannering Hall as Sir Henry Chicksands entered it +presented a curious spectacle. It was a long, barn-like room, +partly lined with books, and partly with glass cases, in which +Greek vases, Tanagra figures, and other Greek and Etruscan +antiquities, all carefully marked and labelled, were displayed. A +few large tables stood at intervals on the shabby carpet, also +laden with books and specimens. They conveyed an impression of +dust and disorder, as though no housemaid had been allowed to +touch them for weeks--with one exception. A table, smaller than +the rest, but arranged with scrupulous neatness, stood at one side +of the room, with a typewriter upon it, certain books, and a rack +for stationery. A folded duster lay at one corner. Pens, pencils, +a box of clips, and a gum-pot stood where a careful hand had +placed them. And at a corner corresponding to the duster was a +small vase of flowers--autumnal roses--the only flowers in the +room. + +But the various untidy accumulations, most of which seemed to be of +old standing, had been evidently just added to by some recent +arrivals. Four large packing-cases, newly opened, took up much of +what free space was left on the floor. The straw, paper, and +cottonwool, in which their contents had been packed, had been tossed +out with a careless or impatient hand, and littered the carpet. +Among the litter stood here and there some Greek vases of different +sizes; in particular, a superb pair, covered with figures; beside +which stood the owner of Mannering, talking to an apparently young +man with an eye-glass, who was sitting on the floor closely +examining the vases. The Squire turned a furrowed brow towards his +approaching visitor, and putting down a small bronze he had been +holding raised a warning hand. + +'How do you do, Chicksands? Very sorry, but I'm much too filthy to +touch. And I'm horribly busy! These things arrived last night, and +Mr. Levasseur has kindly come over to help me unpack them. Don't +know if you've met him. Mr. Levasseur--Sir Henry Chicksands.' + +The man on the floor looked up carelessly, just acknowledging Sir +Henry's slight inclination. Sir Henry's inner mind decided against +him--at once--instinctively. What was a stout fellow, who at any +rate _looked_ as though he were still of military age, doing with +nonsense of this sort, at four o'clock in the day, when England +wanted every able-bodied man she possessed, either to fight for her +or to work for her? At the same time the reflection passed rapidly +through his mind that neither the man nor the name had come up--so +far as he could remember--before the County Tribunal of which he was +Chairman. + +'Well, Chicksands, what do you want with me?' said the Squire +abruptly. 'Will you take a chair?' And he pointed to one from which +he hastily removed a coat. + +'I have some confidential business to talk to you about,' said Sir +Henry, with a look at the dusty gentleman among the straw. + +'Something you want me to do that I'll be bound I shan't want to do! +Is that it?' said Mannering with vivacity. + +He stood with his hands on a table behind him, his long spare frame +in a nervous fidget, his eyes bright and hostile, and a spot of red +on either thin cheek. Beside Chicksands, who was of middle height, +solidly built, and moderately stout, with mental and physical +competence written all over him, the Squire of Mannering seemed but +the snippet of a man. He was singularly thin, with a slender neck, +and a small head covered with thick hair, prematurely white, which +tumbled over his forehead and eyes. He had the complexion of a girl, +disproportionately large nose, very sharply and delicately cut as to +bridge and nostril, and a mouth and chin which seemed to be in +perpetual movement. He looked older than Sir Henry, who was verging +on sixty, but he was in fact just over fifty. + +Sir Henry smiled a little at the tone of the Squire's question, but +he answered good-humouredly. + +'I believe, when we've talked it over, you won't think it +unreasonable. But I've come to explain.' + +'I know, you want me to give Gregson notice. But I warn you I'm not +the least inclined to do anything of the kind.' And the speaker +crossed his arms, which were very long and thin, over a narrow +chest, while his eyes restlessly countered those of Sir Henry. + +Chicksands paused a moment before replying. + +'I have a good many papers here to show you,' he said at last, +mildly, drawing a large envelope half-way from the inner pocket of +his coat to illustrate his words, and then putting it back again. +'But I really can't discuss them except with yourself.' + +The Squire's eyes shot battle. + +'It's the war, of course,' he said with emphasis; 'it's all the war. +I'm told to do things I don't want to do, which affect my personal +freedom, and other people's, because of a war I don't believe in, +never asked for, and don't approve of. Here's Levasseur now, a +clever fellow, cleverer than either you or me, Chicksands, and he's +no more patriotic than I am. You talk to him!' + +'Thank you, I'm too busy,' said Sir Henry sharply, his face +stiffening. 'Where can you see me, Mannering? I'm rather pressed for +time. Is the smoking-room free?' And with a marked avoidance of any +concern with the gentleman on the floor, who had by now risen to his +feet, Sir Henry made an impatient movement towards a door at the +further end of the library which stood ajar. + +Levasseur looked amused. He was a strongly-built, smooth-shaven +fellow, with rather long hair, and the sallow look of the +cigarette-smoker. His eyes were sleepy, his expression indolent or +good-natured. + +'Oh, I'll make myself scarce with the greatest pleasure,' he said +civilly. 'I can stroll about the park till you're ready for me +again,' he added, turning to the Squire. 'Lovely day--I'll take a +book and some cigarettes.' And diving into an open box which stood +near he filled his cigarette-case from it, and then looked round him +for a book. 'Where's that copy of the _Anthology_? That'll do +nicely.' + +The Squire burst into a laugh, observing Sir Henry. + +'He's over military age, Chicksands.' + +'I suppose so,' said Sir Henry stiffly. + +'But only by six months, when the Act passed. So he's _just_ escaped +you.' + +'I've really no concern whatever with Mr. Levasseur's affairs.' Sir +Henry had flushed angrily. 'Is it to be here, or the smoking-room?' + +'Ta-ta! See you again presently,' said Levasseur. 'Ah, there's the +book!' And diving to the floor for a hat and a book lying beside it, +he made off, lighting a cigarette, with a laughing backward glance +towards the Squire and his companion. + +'Well, now, what is it?' said Mannering, throwing himself with an +air of resignation into a low arm-chair, and taking out a pipe. +'Won't you smoke, Chicksands?' + +'Thank you, I've had my morning's allowance. Hullo! Who did that? +What an awfully fine thing!' + +For suddenly, behind the Squire's head, Chicksands had become aware +of an easel, and on it a charcoal sketch, life-size, of a boy, who +seemed about eighteen or nineteen, in cricketing dress. + +The Squire looked round. + +'What, that sketch of Desmond? Haven't you seen it? Yes, it's jolly +good. I got Orpen to do it in July.' + +Now that Sir Henry had once perceived the drawing it seemed to him +to light up the whole place. The dress was the dress of the Eton +Eleven; there was just a suggestion of pale blue in the sash round +the waist. But the whole impression was Greek in its manly freedom +and beauty; above all in its sacrifice of all useless detail to one +broad and simple effect. Youth, eager, strong, self-confident, with +its innocent parted lips, and its steadfast eyes looking out over +the future--the drawing stood there as the quintessence, the +embodiment, of a whole generation. So might the young Odysseus have +looked when he left his mother on his first journey to hunt the boar +with his kinsfolk on Mount Parnassus. And with such an air had +hundreds of thousands of English boys gone out on a deadlier venture +since the great war began, with a like intensity of will, a like +merry scorn of fate. + +Sir Henry was conscious of a lump in his throat. He had lost his +youngest son in the retreat from Mons, and two nephews on the Somme. + +'It's wonderful,' he said, not very clearly. 'I envy you such a +possession.' + +The Squire made no reply. He sat with his long body hunched up in +the deep chair, a pair of brooding eyes fixed on his visitor. + +'Well, what is it?' he said again, in a voice that was barely civil. + + + + +CHAPTER II + + +Sir Henry had been talking some time. The Squire had not interrupted +him much, but the papers which Sir Henry had presented to him from +time to time--Government communications, Committee reports, and the +like--were mostly lying on the floor, where, after a perfunctory +glance at them, he had very quickly dropped them. + +'Well, that's our case,' said Sir Henry at last, thrusting his hands +into his pockets and leaning back in his chair, 'and I assure you +we've taken a great deal of trouble about it. We shouldn't ask you +or anybody else to do these things if it wasn't vitally necessary +for the food-supply of the country. But we're going to have a narrow +squeak for it next spring and summer, and we _must_ get more food +out of the land.' + +Whereupon, in a manner rather provokingly reminiscent of a public +meeting, Sir Henry fell into a discourse on submarines, tonnage, the +food needs of our Allies, and the absolute necessity for undoing and +repairing the havoc of Cobdenism--matters of which the newspapers of +the day were commonly full. That the sound of his own voice was +agreeable to him might have been suspected. + +Mr. Mannering roughly broke in upon him. + +'What was that you said about ploughing up the park?' + +'We ask you to break up fifty acres of it near the Fallerton end, +and perhaps some other bits elsewhere. This first bit is so far +from the house you'll never notice it; and the land ought to do very +well if it's properly broken and trampled down.' + +The Squire sat up and began to tick things off on the fingers of his +left hand. + +'Let me understand. You want me to give three of my farmers notice +to quit--Gregson first of all--for bad farming; you ask me to plough +up fifty acres of my park; and you have the goodness to suggest that +I should cut some of my woods.' + +Sir Henry realized that possibly a strain on his temper was coming, +but he felt sure he could stand it. + +'That is what we suggest--for your own advantage and the country's.' + +'And pray who are "_we_"? I don't yet understand that clearly.' + +'"We,"' said Sir Henry patiently, 'are the County War Agricultural +Committee, formed for the express purpose of getting more food out +of the land, and so making these islands self-supporting.' + +'And if I refuse, what can you do?' + +'Well, I'm afraid,' said Sir Henry, smiling uncomfortably, 'we can +act without you.' + +'You can turn out my farmers, and plough my land, as you please?' + +'Our powers are very wide.' + +'Under--what do you call the beastly thing?--"Dora"--the Defence of +the Realm Act?' + +Sir Henry nodded. + +The Squire rose and began to pace up and down, his hands under his +coat-tails, his long spider legs and small feet picking their way in +and out of the piles and boxes on the floor. At last he turned +impetuously. + +'Look here, Chicksands, I shall not give that man warning!' + +Sir Henry surveyed the lanky figure standing opposite to him. + +'I should be very sorry, Mannering, to see you take that course,' he +said, smiling and amiable as before. 'In some ways, of course, I am +no more in love with some of the Government's proceedings than you +are. We landlords may have to defend ourselves. I want, if I may say +so, to keep your influence intact for the things that really matter. +You and I, and all the other Brookshire landlords, may have, at some +point, to act together. But we shall resist unreasonable demands +much more easily if we accept the reasonable ones.' + +The Squire shook his head. The suave tone of the speaker had clearly +begun to rasp his nerves. + +'No! You and I have really nothing in common. You may take it from +me that I shall not give these men notice. What happens then?' + +'The Government steps in,' said Sir Henry quietly. + +'And turns them out? Very well, let them. And the park?' + +'We are, of course, most anxious to consult you.' + +'Excuse me, that's nonsense! I refuse--that's flat.' + +Sir Henry shrugged his shoulders. His tone became a trifle colder. + +'I can't believe that you will refuse. You can't deny--no sensible +man could--that we've simply got to grow more food at home. The +submarines have settled that for us.' + +'Who brought the submarines upon us? The politicians! No +politicians, no war! If it hadn't been for a pack of idiots called +diplomats making mischief abroad, and a pack of incompetents called +politicians unable to keep their heads at home, there'd have been no +war. It's Russia's war--France's war! Who asked the country whether +it wanted a war? Who asked _me_?' The Squire, standing opposite to +Sir Henry, tapped his chest vehemently. + +'The country is behind the war,' said Chicksands firmly. + +'How do we know? How do you know? I've as much right to an opinion +as you, and I tell you the country is sick and tired of the war. We +are all dying of the war! We shall all be paupers because of the +war! What is France to me, or Belgium? We shall have lost men, +money, security--half the things that make life worth living--for +what?' + +'Honour!' said Sir Henry sharply, as he got on his feet. + +'_Honour_!' sneered Mannering--'what's honour? It means one thing to +me and another to you. Aubrey bangs me over the head with it. But +I'm like the Doctor in the Punch and Judy show--he thinks he's +knocked me flat. He hasn't. I've a new argument every time he comes. +And as for my daughters, they think me a lunatic--a stingy lunatic +besides--because I won't give to their Red Cross shows and bazaars. +I've nothing to give. The income tax gentlemen have taken care of +that.' + +'Yet you spend on this kind of thing!' Sir Henry pointed to the +vases. He had grown a little white. + +'Of course I can. That's permanent. That's something to mend the +holes that the soldiers and the politicians are making. When the +war's become a nightmare that nobody wants to remember, those little +things'--he pointed to a group of Greek bronzes and terra-cottas on +a table near--'will still be the treasures of the world!' + +In the yeasty deep of Sir Henry's honest mind emotions were rising +which he knew now he should not long be able to control. He took up +his hat and stick. + +'I'm sorry, Mannering, that I have not been able to convince you. +I'm sorry for your point of view--and I'm sorry for your sons.' + +The words slipped out of his mouth before he knew. + +The Squire bounded. + +'My sons! The one's a fire-eater, with whom you can't argue. The +other's a child--a babe--whom the Government proposes to murder +before he has begun to live.' + +Sir Henry looked at the speaker, who had been violently flushed a +minute earlier, and was now as pale as himself, and then at the +sketch of Desmond, just behind the Squire. His eyes dropped; the +hurry in his blood subsided. + +'Well, good-bye, Mannering. I'll--I'll do what I can to make things +easy for you.' + +The Squire laughed angrily. + +'You'll put on the screws politely? Thank you? But still it will be +_you_ who'll be putting the screw on, who'll be turning out my +farmers, and ploughing up my land, and cutting down my trees. +Doesn't it strike you that--well, that--under the circumstances--it +will be rather difficult for Aubrey and Beryl to keep up their +engagement?' + +The Squire was sitting on the edge of the table, his thin legs +crossed, his thumbs in his waistcoat pockets. Sir Henry coloured +hotly. + +'You gave your consent to their engagement, Mannering.' + +'Yes, but I propose to withdraw it,' said the Squire coolly. + +Sir Henry's indignation kept him cool also. + +'You can't play ducks and drakes with young people's lives like +that. Even you can't do that.' + +'I can. I can withdraw my consent.' + +'Because you mean to fight the County War Committee, of which I am +Chairman?' + +'Precisely. The situation is too difficult,' said the Squire with +sparkling eyes. 'The young people will no doubt see it for +themselves.' + +'Pshaw! Nonsense!' cried Sir Henry, finally losing his temper. +'Aubrey is long since of age and his own master.' + +'Perhaps, but he is an extravagant fellow, who likes money and +spends it. And if he is his own master, I am the master of the +estate; there is no entail.' + +Chicksands laughed aloud. + +'So because I come on a mission to try and save you friction and +trouble, you are going to avenge yourself on your son and my +daughter?' + +'I merely point out the properties,' said the Squire provokingly, +his legs dangling. + +There was a pause. Sir Henry broke it with dignity, as he turned +away. + +'I think we had better break off this discussion. I cannot--I do +not--believe you will carry out what you say. But if you do, I shall +stand by the young people.' + +'No doubt!' said the Squire, who seemed to bristle from head to +foot. 'Well, good-bye, Sir Henry. Sorry your visit has not been more +agreeable. Forest will look after you.' And ringing the bell +vehemently as he passed the fireplace, the Squire walked rapidly to +the door and threw it open. + +Chicksands passed through it, speechless with indignation and, if +the truth were told, bewilderment. + + * * * * * + +The Squire shut the door upon his adversary, and then, with his +hands on his sides, exploded in a fit of laughter. + +'I always knew I must be rude to the old boy some time,' he said, +with the glee of a mischievous child. 'But, ye gods, how his +feathers drooped! He looked like a plucked cockatoo as he went out.' + +He stood thinking a moment, and then with a look of sudden +determination he went to his writing-table and sat down to it. +Drawing a writing-pad towards him, he wrote as follows: + + 'MY DEAR AUBREY--Your future father-in-law has just been + insulting and harrying me in ways which no civilized State had + ever heard of before the war. He is the Chairman of a + ridiculous body that calls itself the County War Agricultural + Committee, that lays absurd eggs in the shape of sub-Committees + to vex landlords. They have been going about among my farmers + and want me to turn out three of them. I decline, so I suppose + they'll do it for me. And they're going to plough up a lot of + the park--without my leave. And Chicksands is the head and + front of the whole business. He came here to-day to try and + coax me into submission. But I would neither be coaxed nor + bullied. I've broken with him; and if my children stand by me + properly, they'll break with him too. I really don't see how + you're going to marry Beryl after this. At least, I shall + certainly not help you to do it, and if you defy me you must + take the consequences. The whole world's gone mad. My only + consolation is that I have just got some new Greek things, and + that Levasseur's helping me unpack them. However, it's no good + talking to you about them. You wasted all your time at + Cambridge, and I doubt whether you could construe a bit of + Euripides to save your life. + + 'Of course if you want to talk this over, you had better run + down. I have got a new secretary--came here six weeks ago--a + topping young woman--who reads Greek like a bird. But her + quantities are not always what they should be. Good-bye.--Your + affectionate father, + + 'EDMUND MANNERING.' + +Having finished the epistle he read it over with a complacent +countenance, put it up and stamped it. Then he looked at his watch. + +'What a long time that young woman's been away! I told her to take +two hours off, but of course I didn't mean it. That was just my +excessive politeness. D-mn my politeness. It's always getting in my +way. I forget that women are naturally lazy. I daresay she was a bit +fagged. But if she's interested in her work, what does that matter? +I wonder whether she's looked out all these references?' + +And walking over to the one neat table In the room he surveyed it. +There were some sheets lying on it mostly covered with an excellent +Greek script, which he turned over. Suddenly he swooped on one of +them. + +'Hullo! That line's wrong. Won't scan. Trusted to her memory, I +suppose. Didn't look it up. And yesterday I caught her out in her +accents. Women play the devil with accents. But she writes a pretty +Greek. Eh? What?' For he had become aware of the re-entry of +Levasseur, who was standing at his elbow. + +''Fraid I can't stay now,' said that person. 'I've promised to pick +up some wounded at the station to-night.' + +'You--wounded!--what do you mean?' said the Squire, turning upon +him. + +Levasseur's large, thin-lipped mouth showed what seemed an habitual +grin. + +'I'd been getting so unpopular, it was becoming a nuisance. Line of +least resistance, you understand. Now everybody's quite civil again. +And I like chauffing.' + +'A mere bit of weakness!' grumbled the Squire. 'Either you keep out +of the war, or you go into it. You'd better go off to a camp now, +and get trained--and shot--as quickly as possible--get done with +it.' + +'Oh no,' laughed the other. 'I'm all for middle courses. If they'll +let me go on with my book, I don't mind driving a few poor fellows +now and then!' + +The Squire looked at him critically. + +'The fact is you're too well fed, Levasseur, or you look it. That +annoys people. Now I might gorge for a month, and shouldn't put on a +pound.' + +'I suppose your household is rationed?' + +'Not it! We eat what we want. Just like the labourers. I found an +old labourer eating his dinner under a hedge yesterday. Half a pound +of bread at the very least, and he gets as much for his supper, and +nearly as much for his breakfast. "I shall eat it, Squire, as long +as I can get it. There's nowt else _packs_ ye like bread." And quite +right too. Good word "pack."' + +'What'll he do when he can't get it?' laughed Levasseur, taking up +his hat. + +'Stuff! This food business is all one big _blague_. Anyway the +Government got us into the war; they're jolly well bound to feed us +through it. They will, for their own necks' sake. Well, good-night.' + +Levasseur nodded in response, with the same silent, aimless grin, +and disappeared through the garden door of the library. + +'Queer fellow!' thought the Squire. 'But he's useful. I shall get +him to help catalogue these things as he did the others. Ah, there +you are!' + +He turned with a reproachful air as the door opened. + +The westerly sun was coming strongly into the library, and shone +full on the face and figure of the Squire's new secretary as she +stood in the door-way. He expected an apology for an absence just +five minutes over the two hours; but she offered none. + +'Pamela asked me to tell you, Mr. Mannering, that tea was ready +under the verandah.' + +'Afternoon tea is an abominable waste of time!' said the Squire +discontentedly, facing her with a Greek pot under each arm. + +'Do you think so? To me it's always the pleasantest meal in the +day.' + +The voice was musical and attractive, but its complete +self-possession produced a vague irritation in the Squire. With his +two former secretaries, a Cambridge man and a spectacled maiden +with a London University degree, he had been accustomed to play the +tyrant as must as he pleased. Something had told him from the very +beginning that he would not be able to tyrannize over this newcomer. + +But his quick masterful temper was already trying to devise ways of +putting her down. He beckoned her towards the table where she had +left her work, and she went obediently. + +'You've got that line wrong.' He pointed to a quotation from the +_Odyssey_. 'Read it, please!' + +She read it. He stopped her triumphantly. + +'No, no, you can't make that long!' He pointed to one of the Greek +words. + +Her fair skin flushed. + +'But indeed you can!' she said eagerly. 'Merry quotes three parallel +passages. I have them in one of my notebooks.' And she began to +search her table. Mannering stopped her ungraciously. + +'Of course there's always some learned fool behind every bad +reading. Anyway, what do you say to those accents?' He pointed +severely to another line of her Greek. This time Miss Bremerton's +countenance changed. + +'Oh dear, what a blunder!' she said in distress, as she bent over +her pages. 'I assure you I don't often do anything as bad as that.' + +Mannering was secretly delighted. His manner became at once all +politeness. + +'Don't worry yourself, please. We all make mistakes.... You have a +beautiful Greek handwriting.' + +Miss Bremerton took the compliment calmly--did not indeed seem to +hear it. She was already scratching out the offending words with a +sharp penknife, and daintily rewriting them. Then she looked up. + +'Pamela asked me to go back to her. And I was to say, will you come, +or shall she send tea here?' + +'Oh, I'll come, I'll come. I've got something to say to Pamela,' +said the Squire, frowning. And he stalked in front of her along the +library passage, his brilliant white hair gleaming in its shadows. +It was well perhaps that he did not see the amusement which played +round Elizabeth Bremerton's handsome mouth as she pursued him. + + * * * * * + +Tea was laid on a flagged walk under a glazed pergola running along +part of the southern wall of the house. Here Pamela was sitting +waiting, with a basket of knitting on her knee which she put out of +sight as soon as she heard her father's step. She had taken off her +hat, and her plentiful brown hair was drawn in a soft wave across +her forehead, and thickly coiled behind a shapely head. She was very +young, and very pretty. Perhaps the impression of youth +predominated, youth uncertain of itself, conscious rather of its own +richness and force than of any definite aims or desires. Her +expression was extremely reserved. A veil seemed to lie over her +deep, heavy-lidded eyes, and over features that had now delicacy and +bloom, but promised much more--something far beyond any mere girlish +prettiness. She was tall and finely made, and for the school +tableaux in which she had frequently helped she had been generally +cast for such parts as 'Nausicaa among her maidens,' 'Athene +lighting the way for Odysseus and Telemachus,' 'Dante's Beatrice,' +or any other personage requiring dignity, even a touch of majesty. +Flowing skirts, indeed, at once made a queen of her. It was evident +that she was not at her ease with her father; nor, as yet, with her +father's new secretary. + +The contrast between this lady and Pamela Mannering was obvious at +once. If Pamela suggested romance, Elizabeth Bremerton suggested +efficiency, cheerfulness, and the practical life. Her grandmother +had been Dutch, and in Elizabeth the fair skin and yellow-gold hair +(Rembrandt's 'Saskia' shows the type) of many Dutch forebears had +reappeared. She was a trifle plump; her hair curled prettily round +her temples; her firm dimpled chin and the fair complexion of her +face and neck were set off, evidently with intention, by the plain +blouse of black silky stuff, open at the neck, and showing a modest +string of small but real pearls. The Squire, who had a wide +knowledge of jewels, had noticed these pearls at once. It seemed to +him--vaguely--that lady secretaries should not possess real pearls; +or if they did possess them, should carefully keep them to +themselves. + +He accepted a cup of tea from his daughter, and drank it absently +before he asked: + +'Where's Desmond?' + +'He went to lunch at Fallerton--at the camp. Captain Byles asked +him. I think afterwards he was going to play in a match.' + +The same thought passed through the minds of both father and +daughter. 'This day week, Desmond will be gone.' In Pamela it +brought back the dull pain of which she was now habitually +conscious--the pain of expected parting. In her father it aroused an +equally habitual antagonism--the temper, indeed, of ironic +exasperation in which all his thinking and doing were at the moment +steeped. He looked up suddenly. + +'Pamela, I have got something disagreeable to say to you.' + +His daughter turned a startled face. + +'I have had a quarrel with Sir Henry Chicksands, and I do not wish +you, or Desmond, or any of my children, to have any communication +henceforth with him, or with any of his family!' + +'Father, what _do_ you mean?' + +The girl's incredulous dismay only increased the Squire's +irritation. + +'I mean what I say. Of course your married sisters and Aubrey will +do what they please, though I have warned Aubrey how I shall view it +if he takes sides against me. But you and Desmond are under my +control--you, at any rate. I forbid you to go to Chetworth, and your +friendship with Beryl must be given up.' + +'Father!' cried his daughter passionately, 'she is my best friend, +and she is engaged to Aubrey.' + +'If they are wise, they will break it off. Family quarrels are +awkward things. And if Aubrey has any feeling for his father, he +will be as angry as I am.' + +'What _has_ Sir Henry been doing, father?' + +'Taking my own property out of my hands, my dear, giving notice to +my farmers, and proposing to plough up my park, without my consent. +That's all--just a trifle. But it's a trifle I shall fight!' + +The Squire struck the arm of his chair with a long and bony hand. + +'Why, it's only because they _must_!' said the girl half scornfully, +her breath fluttering. 'Think what other people put up with, +father. And what they do! And we do _nothing_!' + +Every word was said with difficulty, torn out of her by the shock of +her father's statement. The Squire stared at her threateningly a +little, then quieted down. He did not want a wrangle with Pamela, to +whom in general he was not unkind, while keeping a strict rule over +her. + +'Do nothing? What should we do? As if the war did not bleed us at +every turn already. I warn you all I shan't be able to pay the +income tax next year. Mannering will be sold up.' And thrusting his +hands again into his pockets, he looked gloomily before him, over a +piece of ill-kept garden, to the sloping park and blue interlacing +hills that filled the distance. + +Elizabeth Bremerton put down her teacup, glanced at the father and +daughter, and went discreetly away, back to the library and her +work. + +Pamela hesitated a little, but at last moved nearer to him, and put +a hand on his arm. + +'Father! I dreadfully want you to let me do something!' + +'Eh, what?' said Mannering, rousing himself. 'Don't try and coax me, +child. It doesn't answer.' + +'I don't want to coax you,' said the girl proudly withdrawing her +hand. 'It's a very simple thing. Will you let me go and do day work +at the new Hospital, just across the park? They want some help in +the housework. There are fifty wounded men there.' + +'Certainly not,' said Mannering firmly. 'You are too young. You have +your education to think of. I told you I engaged Miss Bremerton to +give you two hours' classics a day. When we've arranged these pots, +she'll be free. You must also keep up your music. You have no time +for housemaiding. And I don't approve of housemaiding for my +daughter.' + +'The nicest girls I know are doing _anything_--scrubbing, washing +up, polishing bath-taps, making swabs, covering splints,' said +Pamela in a low voice. 'There are two of the Joyce girls at this +hospital, just my age. Of course they don't let you do any +nursing--for months.' + +'Lord Entwhistle may do what he likes with his girls. I propose to +do what I think best with mine,' said Mannering as he rose. + +Then the girl's passion broke out. + +'It's _horrible_, father, that you won't do anything for the war, or +let me do anything. Oh, I'm _glad_'--she clenched her hands as she +stood opposite him, her beautiful head thrown back--'I'm thankful, +that you can't stop Desmond!' + +Mannering looked at her, frowned, turned abruptly, and went away +whistling. + +Pamela was left alone in the September evening. She betook herself +to an old grass-grown walk between yew hedges at the bottom of the +Dutch garden, and paced it in a tumult of revolt and pain. Not to go +to Chetworth again! not to see Beryl, or any of them! How cruel! how +monstrously unjust! + +'I shan't obey!--why should I? Beryl and I must manage to see each +other--of course we shall! Girls aren't the slaves they used to be. +If a thing is unjust, we can fight it--we ought to fight +it!--somehow. Poor, poor Beryl! Of course Aubrey will stick to her, +whatever father does. He would be a cur if he didn't. Desmond and I +would never speak to him again!... Beryl'll have Arthur to help +her, directly. Oh, I _wish_ I had a brother like Arthur!' Her face +softened and quivered as she stood still a moment, sending her +ardent look towards the sunset. 'I think I shall ask him to advise +me.... I don't suppose he will.... How provoking he used to be! but +awfully kind too. He'll think I ought to do what father tells me. +How can I! It's wrong--it's abominable! Everybody despises us. And +Desmond's dying to be off--to get away from it all--like Aubrey. He +hates it so--he almost hates coming home! It's _humiliating_, and +it's not our fault!' + +Such cries and thoughts ran through her as she walked impetuously up +and down, in rebellion against her father, unhappy for her girl +friend, and smarting under the coercion put upon her patriotism and +her conscience. For she had only two months before left a school +where the influence of a remarkable head-mistress had been directed +towards awakening in a group of elder girls, to which Pamela +belonged, a vivid consciousness of the perils and sufferings of the +war--of the sacredness of the cause for which England was fighting, +of the glory of England, and the joy and privilege of English +citizenship. In these young creatures the elder woman had kindled a +flame of feeling which, when they parted from her and their school +life--so she told them--was to take practical effect in work for +their country, given with a proud and glad devotion. + +But Pamela, leaving school at the end of July for the last time, +after a surfeit of examinations, had been pronounced 'tired out' by +an old aunt, a certain Lady Cassiobury, who came for long periodical +visits to Mannering, and made a show of looking after her +motherless niece. Accordingly she had been packed off to Scotland +for August to stay with a school friend, one of a large family in a +large country house in the Highlands. And there, roaming amid lochs +and heather, with a band of young people, the majority of the men, +of course, in the Army--young officers on short leave, or +temporarily invalided, or boys of eighteen just starting their cadet +training--she had spent a month full of emotions, not often +expressed. For generally she was shy and rather speechless, though +none the less liked by her companions for that. But many things sank +deep with her; the beauty of mountain and stream; the character +of some of the boys she walked and fished with--unnoticed +sub-lieutenants, who had come home to get cured of one wound, and +were going out again to the immediate chance of another, or worse; +the tales of heroism and death of which the Scotch countryside was +full. Her own mood was tuned thereby to an ever higher and more +tragic key. Nobody indeed of the party was the least tragic. +Everybody walked, fished, flirted, and laughed from morning till +night. Yet every newspaper, every post, brought news of some death +that affected one or other of the large group; and amid all the +sheer physical joy of the long days in the open, bathed in sun and +wind, there was a sense in all of them--or almost all of them--that +no summer now is as the summers of the past, that behind and around +the laughter and the picnicking there lay the Shadow that darkens +the world. + +One gorgeous evening of gold and purple she was sitting by a +highland stream with a lad of twenty, throwing ducks and drakes into +the water. She was not at all in love with him; but, immature as she +was, she could not help seeing that he was a good deal in love with +her. He had been in uproarious spirits all the afternoon, and then +somehow he had contrived to find this moment alone with her. + +'Well, it'll be good-bye to-morrow, or perhaps to-night,' he had +said, as he flung yet another stone into the river, and she clapped +her hands as she counted no less than six skips along the smooth +water. + +'And then no leave for a long time?' + +'Well, I'd been ten months without any before.' + +'Perhaps we'll meet here again--next year.' + +'I don't expect it,' he said quietly. + +Her startled eyes met his full. + +'It'll be worse fighting this winter than last--it'll go on getting +worse till the end. I don't look to coming back.' + +His tone was so cheerful and matter-of-fact that it confused her. + +'Oh, Basil, don't talk like that!' was all she could find to say. + +'Why not? Of course it's better not to talk about it. Nobody does. +But just this afternoon--when it's been so jolly--here with you, I +thought I'd like to say a word. Perhaps you'll remember--' + +He threw another stone, and on the moor beyond the stream she heard +the grouse calling. + +'Remember what?' + +'That I was quite willing,' he said simply. 'That's all. It's worth +it.' + +She could say nothing, but presently her hand dropped its pebble and +found its way into his, and he had held it without saying a word for +a little while. Then after dinner, with no good-bye to her, he had +disappeared by the night train to the south. + +And that had been the spirit of all of them, those jolly, rampagious +lads, plain or handsome, clever or slow. Two of them were dead +already. But the one who had thrown ducks and drakes was still, so +far as she knew, somewhere in the Ypres salient, unscathed. + +And after that she had come home to the atmosphere created by her +father's life and character, in this old house where she was born, +and in the estate round about it. It was as though she had only just +realized--begun to realize--her father's strangeness. His +eccentricities and unpopularity had meant little to her before. Her +own real interests had lain elsewhere; and her mind had been too +slow in developing to let her appreciate his fundamental difference +from other people. + +At any rate her father's unpopularity had been lately acute, and +Pamela herself felt it bitterly, and shrank from her neighbours and +the cottage people. When Desmond came home with a D.S.O., or a +Victoria Cross, as of course he would, she supposed it would be all +right. But meanwhile not a single thing done for the war!--not a +_sou_ to the Red Cross, or to any war funds! And hundreds spent on +antiquities--thousands perhaps--getting them deeper and deeper into +debt. For she was quite aware that they were in debt; and her own +allowance was of the smallest. Two hundred and fifty a year, too, +for Miss Bremerton!--when they could barely afford to keep up the +garden decently, or repair the house. She knew it was two hundred +and fifty pounds. Her father was never reticent about such things, +and had named the figure at once. + +'Why wasn't Miss Bremerton doing something for the war? _Greek_ +indeed! when there was this fearful thing going on!' And in the +evening air, as the girl turned her face towards the moonrise, she +seemed to hear the booming of the Flanders guns. + +And now Miss Bremerton was to do the housekeeping, and to play tutor +and chaperon to her. Pamela resented both. If she was not to be +allowed to scrub in a hospital, she might at least have learnt some +housekeeping at home, for future use. As for the Greek lessons, it +was not easy for her to be positively rude to any one, but she +promised herself a good deal of passive resistance on that side. For +if nothing else was possible, she could always sew and knit for the +soldiers. Pamela was not very good at either, but they did something +to lessen the moral thirst in her. + +Ah, there was the library door. Miss Bremerton coming out--perhaps +to propose a lesson! Pamela took to flight--noiseless and +rapid--among the bosky corners and walks of the old garden. + +Elizabeth emerged, clearly perceiving a gleam of vanishing white in +the far distance. She sighed, but not at all sentimentally. 'It's +silly how she dislikes me,' she thought. 'I wonder what I can do!' + +Then her eye was caught by the tea-table still standing out in the +golden dusk, which had now turned damp and chilly. Careless of +Pamela not to have sent it away! Elizabeth examined it. Far too many +cakes--too much sugar, too much butter, too much everything! And all +because the Squire, who seemed to have as great a need of economy as +anybody else, if not more, to judge from what she was beginning to +know about his affairs, was determined to flout the Food +Controller, and public opinion! What about the servants? she +wondered. + +Perceiving a little silver bell on the table she rang it and waited. +Within a couple of minutes Forest emerged from the house. Elizabeth +hesitated, then plunged. + +'Take away the tea, please, Forest. And--and I should like to +consult you. Do you think anybody wants as much tea and cakes in +war-time?' She pointed to the table. + +Forest paused as he was lifting the silver tray, and put it down +again. He looked at the table; then he looked at the lady opposite. + +'We servants, Miss, have never been asked what _we_ think. Mr. +Mannering--that's not his way.' + +'But I may ask it, mayn't I, Forest?' + +Forest's intelligent face flamed. + +'Well, if we've really to speak out what we think, Miss--that's Cook +and me--why, of course, the feeding here--well, it's a scandal! +that's what it is. The Master will have it. No change, he says, from +what it used to be. And the waste--well, you ask Cook! _She_ can't +help it!' + +'Has she been here long, Forest?' + +'Fifteen years.' + +'And you?' + +'Twenty-two, Miss.' + +'Well, Forest,' Miss Bremerton approached him confidingly, 'don't +you think that you, and Cook, and I--you know Mr. Mannering wishes +me to do the housekeeping--well, that between us we could do +something?' + +Forest considered it. + +'I don't see why not, Miss,' he said at last, with caution. 'You can +reckon on me, that's certain, and on Cook, that's certain too. As +for the young uns, we can get round them! They'll eat what they're +given. But you'll have to go careful with the Squire.' + +Miss Bremerton smiled and nodded. They stood colloguing in the +twilight for ten minutes more. + + + + +CHAPTER III + + +'I say, Pamela, who _is_ this female, and why has she descended on +us?' + +The speaker was Desmond Mannering. He was sitting on the edge of a +much dilapidated arm-chair in the room which had been the twins' +"den" from their childhood, in which Pamela's governess even, before +the girl's school years, was allowed only on occasional and +precarious footing. Here Pamela dabbed in photography, made +triumphant piles of the socks and mittens she kept from her father's +eye, read history, novels, and poetry, and wrote to her school +friends and the boys she had met in Scotland. Ranged along the +mantelpiece were numbers of snapshots--groups and single +figures--taken by her, with results that showed her no great +performer. + +At the moment, however, Pamela was engaged in marking Desmond's +socks. She was very jealous of her sisterly prerogative in the +matter of Desmond's kit, and personal affairs generally. Forest was +the only person she would allow to advise her, and one or two +innocent suggestions made that morning by her new chaperon had +produced a good deal of irritation. + +Pamela looked up with a flushed countenance. + +'I believe father did it specially that he might be able to tell +Alice and Margaret that he hadn't a farthing for their war +charities.' + +'You mean because she costs so much?' + +'Two hundred and fifty,' said Pamela drily. + +'My hat!--and her keep! I call that mean of father,' said Desmond +indignantly. 'You can't go tick with a secretary. It means cash. +There'll never be anything for you, Pam, and nothing for the garden. +The two old fellows that were here last week have been turned off, +Forest tells me?' + +'Father expects me to do the garden,' said Pamela, with rather +pinched lips. + +'Well, jolly good thing,' laughed her brother. 'Do you a lot of +good, Pam. You never get half enough exercise.' + +'I wouldn't mind if I were paid wages and could spend the money as I +liked.' + +'Poor old Pam! It is hard lines. I heard father tell the Rector he'd +spent eighteen hundred at that sale.' + +'And I'm ashamed to face any of the tradesmen,' said Pamela +fiercely. 'Why they go on trusting us I don't know.' + +Desmond looked out of the window with a puckered brow--a slim figure +in his cadet's uniform. To judge from a picture on the wall behind +his head, an enlarged photograph of the late Mrs. Mannering taken a +year before the birth of the twins--an event which had cost the +mother her life--Desmond resembled her rather than his father. In +both faces there was the same smiling youthfulness, combined--as +indeed also in Pamela--with something that entirely banished any +suggestion of insipidity--something that seemed to say, 'There is a +soul here--and a brain.' It had sometimes occurred, in a dreamy way +to Pamela, to connect that smile on her mother's face with a line in +a poem of Browning's, which she had learnt for recitation at +school: + + This grew; I gave commands; + Then all smiles stopped together. + +Had her mother been happy? That her children could never know. + +Desmond's countenance, however, soon cleared. It was impossible for +him to frown for long on any subject. He was very sorry for 'old +Pam.' His father's opinions and behaviour were too queer for words. +He would be jolly worried if he had to stay long at home, like +Pamela. But then he wasn't going to be long at home. He was going +off to his artillery camp in two days, and the thought filled him +with a restless and impatient delight. At the same time he was more +tolerant of his father than Pamela was, though he could not have +told why. + +'Desmond, give me your foot,' Pamela presently commanded. + +The boy bared his foot obediently, and held it out while Pamela +tried on a sock she had just finished knitting on a new pattern. + +'I'm not very good at it,' sighed Pamela. 'Are you sure you can wear +them, Dezzy?' + +'Wear them? Ripping!' said the boy, surveying his foot at different +angles. 'But you know, Pam, I can't take half the things you want me +to take. What on earth did you get me a Gieve waistcoat for?' + +'How do you know you won't be going to Mesopotamia?' + +'Well, I don't know; but I don't somehow think it's very likely. +They get their drafts from Egypt, and there's lots of artillery +there.' + +Pamela remembered with annoyance that Miss Bremerton had gently +hinted the same thing when the Gieve waistcoat had been unpacked in +her presence. It was true, of course, that she had a brother +fighting under General Maude. That, no doubt, did give her a modest +right to speak. + +'How old do you think she is?' said Desmond, nodding in the +direction of the library. + +'Well, she's over thirty.' + +'She doesn't look it.' + +'Oh, Desmond, she does!' + +'Let's call her the New Broom--Broomie for short,' said Desmond. +'Look here, Pam, I wish you'd try and like her. I shall have a +dreadful hump when I get to camp if I think she's going to make you +miserable.' + +'Oh, I'll try,' said the girl with dreary resignation. 'You know I'm +not to see Beryl again?' She looked up. + +Her brother laughed. + +'Don't I see you keeping to that! If Aubrey's any good he'll marry +her straight away. And then how can father boycott her after that?' + +'He will,' said Pamela decisively. + +'And if father thinks I'm going to give up Arthur, he's jolly well +mistaken,' said the boy with energy. 'Arthur's the best fellow I +know, and he's been just ripping to me.' + +The young face softened and glowed as though under the stress of +some guarded memory. Pamela, looking up, caught her brother's +expression and glowed too. + +'Beryl says he isn't a bit strong yet. But he's moving heaven and +earth to get back to the front.' + +'Well, if they don't give him enough to do he'll be pretty sick. +He's no good at loafing.' + +There was silence a little. Outside a misty sunshine lay on the +garden and the park and in it the changing trees were beginning to +assume the individuality and separateness of autumn after the +levelling promiscuity of the summer. The scene was very English and +peaceful; and between it and the two young creatures looking out +upon it there were a thousand links of memory and association. +Suddenly Desmond said: + +'Do you remember that bother I got into at Eton, Pam?' + +Pamela nodded. Didn't she remember it? A long feud with another +boy--ending in a highly organized fight--absolute defiance of tutor +and housemaster on Desmond's part--and threatened expulsion. The +Squire's irritable pride had made him side ostentatiously with his +son, and Pamela could only be miserable and expect the worst. Then +suddenly the whole convulsion had quieted down, and Desmond's last +year at Eton had been a very happy one. Why? What had happened? +Pamela had never known. + +'Well, Arthur heard of it from "my tutor." He and Arthur were at +Trinity together. And Arthur came over from Cambridge and had me out +for a walk, and jawed me, jawed "my tutor," jawed the Head, jawed +everybody. Oh, well no good going into the rotten thing,' said +Desmond, flushing, 'but Arthur was awfully decent anyway.' + +Pamela assented mutely. She did not want to talk about Arthur +Chicksands. There was in her a queer foreboding sense about him. She +did not in the least expect him to fall in love with her; yet there +was a dim, intermittent fear in her lest he might become too +important to her, together with a sharp shrinking from the news, +which of course might come any day, that he was going to be married. +She had known him from her childhood, had romped and sparred with +him. He was the gayest, most charming companion; yet he carried with +him, quite unconsciously, something that made it delightful to be +smiled at or praised by him, and a distress when you did not get on +with him, and were quite certain that he thought you silly or +selfish. There was a rumour which reached Mannering after the second +battle of Ypres that he had been killed. The Chicksands' household +believed it for twenty-four hours. + +Then he was discovered--gassed and stunned--in a shell-hole, and +there had been a long illness and convalescence. During the +twenty-four hours when he was believed to be dead, Pamela had spent +the April daylight in the depths of the Mannering woods, in tangled +hiding-places that only she knew. It was in the Easter holidays. She +was alone at Mannering with an old governess, while her father was +in London. The little wrinkled Frenchwoman watched her in silence, +whenever she was allowed to see her. Then when on the second morning +there came a telegram from Chetworth, and Pamela tore it open, +flying with it before she read it to the secrecy of her own room, +the Frenchwoman smiled and sighed. 'Ca, c'est l'amour!' she said to +herself, 'assurement c'est l'amour!' And when Pamela came down +again, radiant as a young seraph, and ready to kiss the apple-red +cheek of the Frenchwoman--the rarest concession!--Madame Guerin did +not need to be told that Arthur Chicksands was safe and likely to be +sound. + +But the Frenchwoman's inference was premature. During the two years +she had been at school, Pamela had thought very little of Arthur +Chicksands. She was absorbed in one of those devotions to a +woman--her schoolmistress--very common among girls of strong +character, and sometimes disastrous. In her case it had worked well. +And now the period of extravagant devotion was over, and the girl's +mind and heart set free. She thought she had forgotten Arthur +Chicksands, and was certain he must have forgotten her. As it +happened they had never met since his return to the front in the +autumn of 1915--Pamela was then seventeen and a schoolgirl--or, as +she now put it, a baby. She remembered the child who had hidden +herself in the woods as something very far away. + +And yet she did not want to talk about 'Arthur,' as she had always +called him, and there was a certain tremor and excitement in her +mind about him. The idea of being prevented from seeing him was +absurd--intolerable. She was already devising ways and means of +doing it. It was really not to be expected that filial obedience +should reign at Mannering. + + * * * * * + +The twins had long left the subject of the embargo on Chetworth, and +were wrangling and chaffing over the details of Desmond's packing, +when there was a knock at the door. + +Pamela stiffened at once. + +'Come in!' + +Miss Bremerton entered. + +'Are you very busy?' + +'Not at all!' said Desmond politely, scurrying with his best Eton +manners to find a chair for the newcomer. 'It's an awful muddle, but +that's Pamela!' + +Pamela aimed a sponge-bag at him, which he dodged, and Elizabeth +Bremerton sat down. + +'I want to hold a council with you,' she said, turning a face just +touched with laughter from one to the other. 'Do you mind?' + +'Certainly not,' said Desmond, sitting on the floor with his hands +round his knees. 'What's it about?' And he gave Pamela's right foot +a nudge with his left by way of conveying to her that he thought her +behaviour ungracious. Pamela hurriedly murmured, 'Delighted.' + +'I want to tell you about the servants,' said Elizabeth. 'I can't do +anything unless you help me.' + +'Help you in what?' said Desmond, wondering. + +'Well, you know, it's simply scandalous what you're all eating in +this house!' exclaimed Elizabeth, with sudden energy. 'You ought to +be fined.' She frowned, and her fair Dutch complexion became a +bright pink. + +'It's quite true,' said Pamela, startled. 'I told father, and he +laughed at me.' + +'But now even the servants are on strike,' said Elizabeth. 'It's +Forest that's been preaching to them. He and Cook have been drawing +up a week's _menu_, according to the proper scale. But--' + +'Father won't have it,' said Pamela decidedly. + +'An idea has occurred to me,' was Elizabeth's apologetic reply. +'Your father doesn't come in to lunch?' + +'Happy thought!' cried Desmond. 'Send him in a Ritz luncheon, while +the rest of you starve. Easy enough for me to say as I'm off--and +soldiers aren't rationed! We may be as greedy pigs as we like.' + +'What do you say?' Elizabeth looked at Pamela. The girl was +flattered by the deference shown her, and gradually threw herself +into the little plot. How to set up a meatless day for the +household, minus the Squire, and not be found out; how to restrict +the bread and porridge allowance, while apparently outrunning +it--knotty problems! into which the twins plunged with much laughter +and ingenuity. At the end of the discussion, Elizabeth said with +hesitation, 'I don't like not telling Mr. Mannering, but--' + +'Oh no, you can't tell him' said Pamela, in her most resolute tone. +'Besides, it's for the country!' + +'Yes, it's the country!' echoed Elizabeth. 'Oh, I'm so glad you +agree with me. Forest's splendid!' + +'I say, Broomie's not bad,' thought Desmond. Aloud he said, +'Forest's a regular Turk in the servants' hall--rules them all with +a rod of iron.' + +Elizabeth laughed. 'He tells me there was a joint of cold beef last +night for supper, and he carried it away bodily back into the +larder. And they all supped on fried potatoes, cheese, oatcake and +jam! So then I asked him whether anybody minded, and he said the +little kitchen-maid cried a bit, and said she "was used to her +vittles and her mother would be dreadfully put out." "'_Mother_!' +says I, 'haven't you got _a young man_!' And then I give her a real +talking to about the war. 'You back your young man,' I said, 'and +there's only one way as females can do it--barring them as is in +munitions. Every bit of bread you don't eat is helping to kill +Boches. And what else is your young man doin'? Where do you say he +is? Wipers? You ask him. He'll tell you!' So then we were all nice +and comfortable--and you needn't bother about us downstairs. _We're_ +all right!"' + +'Good old Forest!' laughed Desmond, delighted. 'I always knew he was +the real boss here. Father thinks he is, but he can't do without +Forest, and the old boy knows it.' + +'Well, so that's agreed,' said Elizabeth demurely, as she rose. 'I +naturally couldn't do anything without you, but so long as your +father gets everything that he's accustomed to--' + +'I don't see quite what you're going to do about dinner--late +dinner, I mean?' said Pamela pensively. + +Elizabeth beamed at her. + +'Well, I became a vegetarian last week, except for very occasional +break-outs. Fish is a vegetable!' + +'I see,' reflected Pamela. 'We can break out now and then at dinner, +when father's got his eye on us--' + +'And be pure patriots at lunch,' laughed Miss Bremerton, as she +opened the door. 'Au revoir! I must go back to work.' + +She vanished. The brother and sister looked at each other. + +Desmond gave his opinion. + +'I believe she's a good sort!' + +'"Wait and see,"' said Pamela pompously, and returned to her +packing. + + * * * * * + +The preceding conversation took place during a break in Elizabeth's +morning occupations. She had been busily occupied in collecting and +copying out some references from Pausanias, under the Squire's +direction. He meanwhile had been cataloguing and noting his new +possessions, which, thanks to the aid of his henchman Levasseur, had +been already arranged. And they made indeed a marvellous addition to +the Mannering library and its collections. At the end of the room +stood now a huge archaic Nike, with outstretched peplum and soaring +wings. To her left was the small figure, archaic also, of a +charioteer, from the excavations at Delphi, amazingly full of life +in spite of hieratic and traditional execution. But the most +conspicuous thing of all was a mutilated Eros, by a late Rhodian +artist--subtle, thievish, lovely, breathing an evil and daemonic +charm. It stood opposite the Nike, 'on tiptoe for a flight.' And +there was that in it which seemed at moments to disorganize the +room, and lay violent and exclusive hold on the spectator. + +Elizabeth on returning to her table found the library empty. The +Squire had been called away by his agent and one of the new +officials of the county, and had not yet returned. She expected him +to return in a bad--possibly an outrageous temper. For she gathered +that the summons had something to do with the decree of the County +War Agricultural Committee that fifty acres, at least, of Mannering +Park were to be given back to the plough, which, indeed, had only +ceased to possess them some sixty years before. The Squire had gone +out pale with fury, and she looked anxiously at her work, to see +what there might be in it to form an excuse for a hurricane. + +She could find nothing, however, likely to displease a sane man. And +as she was at a standstill till he came back, she slipped an +unfinished letter out of her notebook, and went on with it. It was +to a person whom she addressed as 'my darling Dick.' + + 'I have now been rather more than a month here. You can't + imagine what a queer place it is, nor what a queer employer I + have struck. There might be no war--as far as Mannering is + concerned. The Squire is always engaged in mopping it out, like + Mrs. Partington. He takes no newspaper, except a rag called the + _Lanchester Mail_, which attacks the Government, the Army--as + far as it dare--and "secret diplomacy." It comes out about once + a week with a black page, because the Censor has been sitting on + it. Desmond Mannering--that's the gunner-son who came on leave a + week ago and is just going off to an artillery camp--and I, + conspire through the butler--who is a dear, and a patriot--to + get the _Times_; but the Squire never sees it. Desmond reads it + in bed in the morning, I read it in bed in the evening, and + Pamela Mannering, Mr. Desmond's twin, comes in last thing, in + her dressing-gown, and steals it. + + 'I seem indeed to be living in the heart of a whirlwind, for the + Squire is fighting everybody all round, and as he is the least + reticent of men, and I have to write his letters, I naturally, + even by now, know a good deal about him. Shortly put, he is in a + great mess. The estate is riddled with mortgages, which it would + be quite easy to reduce. For instance, there are masses of + timber, crying to be cut. He consults me often in the naivest + way. You remember that I trained for six months as an + accountant. I assure you that it comes in extremely useful now! + I can see my way a little where he can't see it at all. He + glories in the fact that he was never any good at arithmetic or + figures of any kind, and never looked at either after "Smalls." + The estate of course used to be looked after in the good + old-fashioned way by the family lawyers. But a few years ago + the Squire quarrelled with these gentlemen, recovered all his + papers, which no doubt went back to King Alfred, and resolved to + deal with things himself. There is an office here, and a small + attorney from Fallerton comes over twice or three times a week. + But the Squire bosses it. And you never saw anything like his + accounts! I have been trying to put some of them straight--just + those that concern the house and garden--after six weeks' + acquaintance! Odd, isn't it? He is like an irritable child with + them. And his agent, who is seventy, and bronchitic, is the + greatest fool I ever saw. He neglects everything. _His_ accounts + too, as far as I have inspected them, are disgraceful. He does + nothing for the farmers, and the farmers do exactly as they + please with the land. + + 'Or did! For now comes the rub. Government is interfering, + through the County Committee. They are turning out three of Mr. + Mannering's farmers by force, because he won't do it himself, + and ploughing up the park. I believe the steam tractor comes + next week. The Squire has been employing some new lawyers to + find out if he can't stop it somehow. And each time he sees them + he comes home madder than before. + + 'Of course it all comes from a passionate antagonism to the war. + He is not a pacifist exactly--he is not a conscientious + objector. He is just an individualist gone mad--an egotistical, + hot-tempered man, with all the ideas of the old _regime_, who + thinks he can fight the world. I am often really sorry for + him--he is so preposterous. But the muddle and waste of it all + drives me crazy--you know I always was a managing creature. + + 'But one thing is certain--that he is a most excellent scholar. + I knew I had got rusty, but I didn't know how rusty till I came + to work for him. He has a wonderful memory--seems to know every + Greek author by heart--and a most delicate and unerring taste. I + thought I should find a mere dabbler--an amateur. And it takes + all I know to do the drudgery work he gives me. And then he is + always coming down upon me. It delights him to find me out in a + howler--makes him, in fact, quite good-tempered for twenty + minutes. + + 'As to the rest of the family, there is a charming boy and + girl--twins of nineteen, the boy just off to an artillery camp + after his cadet training; the girl extremely pretty and + distinguished, and so far inclined to think me an intruder and a + nuisance. How to get round her I don't exactly know, but I + daresay I shall manage it somehow. If she would only set up a + love-affair I could soon get the whip-hand of her! + + 'Then there is the priceless butler, with whom I have already + made friends. I seem to have a taste for butlers, though I've + never lived with one. He is fifty-two and a volunteer, in stark + opposition to the Squire, who jeers at him perpetually. Forest + takes it calmly, seems even in a queer way to be attached to his + queer master. But he never misses a drill for anybody or any + weather, and when he's out, the under-housemaid "buttles" for + him like a lamb. The fact is, of course, that he's been here for + twenty years, and the Squire couldn't get on for a day without + him, or thinks he couldn't. So that his position is, as you may + say, strongly entrenched, and counter-attacks are useless. + + 'The married daughters--Mrs. Gaddesden, who, I think, is an + Honourable, and Mrs. Strang--are coming to-morrow to see their + brother before he goes into camp. The Squire doesn't want them + at all. Ah, there he comes! I'll finish later...' + + * * * * * + +The Squire came in--to use one of the Homeric similes of which he +was so fond--'like a lion fresh from a slain bull, bespattered with +blood and mire.' He had gone out pale, he returned crimson, rubbing +his hands and in great excitement. And it was evident that he had by +now formed the habit of talking freely to his secretary. For he went +up to her at once. + +'Well, now they know what to expect!' he said, his eyes glittering, +and all his thick hair on his small peaked head standing up in a +high ridge, like the crest of a battle-helmet. + +'Who are "they"?' asked Elizabeth, smiling, as she quietly pushed +her letter a little further under the blotting-paper. + +'The County Council idiots--no, the Inspector fellow they're sending +round.' + +'And what did you tell him?' + +'That I should resist their entry. The gates of the park will be +locked. And my lawyers are already preparing a case for the High +Court. Well--eh!--what?'--the speaker wound up impatiently, as +though waiting for an immediate and applauding response. + +Elizabeth was silent. She bent over the Greek book in front of her, +as though looking for her place. + +'You didn't think I was going to take it lying down!' asked the +Squire, in a raised voice. Her silence suggested to him afresh all +the odious and tyrannical forces by which he felt himself +surrounded. + +Elizabeth turned to him with a cheerful countenance. + +'I don't quite understand what "it" means,' she said politely. + +'Nonsense, you do!' was the angry reply. 'That's so like a woman. +They always want to catch you out; they never see things simply and +broadly. You'd like to make yourself out a fool--[Greek: nepia]--and +you're not a fool!' + +And with his hands in his pockets he made two or three long strides +up to the Nike, at the further end of the room, and back, pulling up +beside her again, as though challenging her reply. + +'I assure you, sir, I wasn't trying to catch you out,' Elizabeth +began in her gentlest voice. + +'Don't call me "sir." I won't have it!' cried the Squire, almost +stamping. + +Then Elizabeth laughed outright. + +'I'm sorry, but when I was working in the War Trade Department I +always called the head of my room "sir."' + +'That's because women _like_ kow-towing--[Greek: doulosunen +anechesthai]!' said the Squire. Then he threw himself into a chair. +'Now let's talk sense a little.' + +Elizabeth's attentive look, and lips quivering with amusement which +she tried in vain to suppress, and he was determined not to see, +showed her more than willing. + +'I suppose you think--like that fellow I've just routed--that it's +a uestion of food production. It isn't! It's a question of +_liberty_--_versus_ bondage. If we can only survive as slaves, then +wipe us out! That's my view.' + +'Wasn't there a bishop once who said he would rather have England +free than sober?' asked Elizabeth. + +'And a very sensible man,' growled the Squire, 'though in general +I've no use for bishops. Now you understand, I hope? This is going +to be a test case. I'll make England ring.' + +'Are you sure they can't settle it at once, under the Defence of the +Realm Act?' + +'Not they!' said the Squire triumphantly. 'Of course, I'm not +putting up a frontal defence. I'm outflanking them. I'm proving that +this is the worst land they could possibly choose. I'm offering them +something else that they don't want. Meanwhile the gates shall be +locked, and if any one or anything breaks them down--my lawyers are +ready--we apply for an injunction at once.' + +'And you're not--well, nervous?' asked Miss Bremerton, with a +charming air of presenting something that might have been +overlooked. + +'Nervous of what?' + +'Isn't the law--the new law--rather dreadfully strong?' + +'Oh, you think I shall end in the county gaol?' said the Squire +abruptly. 'Well, of course'--he took a reflective turn up and +down--'I've no particular wish just now for the county gaol. It +would be an infernal nuisance--in the middle of this book. But I +mean to give them as much trouble as I can. I'm all right so far.' + +He looked up suddenly, and caught an expression on his secretary's +face which called him to order at once, though he was not meant to +see it. Contempt?--cold contempt? Something like it. + +The Squire drew himself up. + +'You've made the arrangements, I suppose, for to-morrow?' + +He spoke curtly, as the master of the house to a dependent. + +Elizabeth meekly replied that she had done everything according to +his directions. Mrs. Gaddesden was to have the South rooms. + +'I said the East rooms!' + +'But I thought--' Elizabeth began, in consternation. + +'You thought wrong,' said the Squire cuttingly. 'Do not trouble +yourself. I will tell Forest' + +Elizabeth coloured crimson, and went on with her work. The Squire +rang the bell. But before Forest could answer it, there was a quick +step in the passage, and Desmond came bursting in. + +'Pater, I say! it's too fine! You can't frowst all day at this +nonsense. Come out, and let's shoot those roots of Milsom's. He told +me yesterday there were five or six coveys in his big field alone. +Of course everybody's been poaching for all they're worth. But +there's some left. Forest'll get us some sandwiches. He says he'll +come and load for you. His boy and the garden boy'll do for +beaters.' + +The Squire stood glumly hesitating, but with his eye on his son. + +'Look here,' said Desmond, 'I've only got two days!' + +Elizabeth could not help watching the boy--his look at his father, +the physical beauty and perfection of him. The great Victory at the +end of the room with her outstretched wings seemed to be hovering +above him. + +'Well, I don't mind,' said the Squire slowly. + +Desmond gave a laugh of triumph, twined his arm in that of his +father, and dragged him away. + + * * * * * + + 'DEAR BELOVED DICK--I must just finish this before dinner. Oh, + how I like to think of you at Baghdad, with trees and shade, + and civilized quarters again, after all you've gone through. + Have you got my letters, and those gauze things I sent you for + the hot weather? They tell me here they're right. But how's one + to know? Meanwhile, my dear, here are your mother and sister on + their knees to you, just to be told what you want. Try and want + something!--there's a dear. + + 'Mother's fairly well--I mean as well as we can expect after + such an illness. My salary here enables me to give her a proper + trained nurse, and to send Jean to school. As to the rest, + don't trouble about me, old man. Sometimes I think it was my + pride more than anything else that was hurt a year ago. Anyway + I find in myself a tremendous appetite for work. In spite of + his oddities, Mr. Mannering is a most stimulating critic and + companion. My work is interesting, and I find myself steeped + once more in the most fascinating, the most wonderful of all + literatures! What remains unsatisfied in me is the passion + which you know I have always had for setting things + straight--organizing, tidying up! Not to speak of other + passions--for work directly connected with the war, for + instance--which have had to be scrapped for a time. I can't + bear the muddle and waste of this place. It gets on my nerves. + Perhaps, if I stay, I may get a chance. I have made a small + beginning--with the food. But I won't bother you with it. + + 'Above all, I must try and make friends with the twins. + Desmond would be easy, but he's going. Pamela will be more + difficult. However, I shall do my best. As I have already said, + if she would only set up a flirtation--a nice one--that I could + aid and abet! + + 'What will the married sisters be like? Desmond and Pamela say + very little. All I know is that Alice--that's Mrs. + Gaddesden--is to have a fire in her room all day, though the + weather now is like July. To judge from her photographs, she is + fair, rather pretty, stout and lethargic. Whereas Margaret is + as thin almost as her father, and head-over-ears in war + charities. She lives, says Pamela, on arrowroot and oatcake, to + set an example, and her servants leave her regularly every + month. + + 'Well, we shall see. I run on like this, because you say you + like to be gossipped to; and I am just a little lonely + here--sometimes. Good-night, and good-bye.--Your devoted + sister, + + 'ELIZABETH.' + + + + +CHAPTER IV + + +'Come in!' said Alice Gaddesden in a languid tone. From the knock, +sharp and loud, on her bedroom door, she guessed that it was her +sister Margaret who wished to see her. She did not wish, however, to +see Margaret at all. Margaret, who was slightly the elder, tired and +coerced her. But she had no choice. + +Mrs. Strang entered briskly. + +'My dear Alice! what a time of day to be in bed! Are you really +ill?' + +Mrs. Gaddesden grew red with annoyance. + +'I thought I had told you, Margaret, that Dr. Crother advised me +more than a year ago not to come down till the middle of the +morning. It rests my heart.' + +Mrs. Strang, who had come up to the bedside, looked down upon her +sister with amused eyes. She herself was curiously like the Squire, +even as to her hair, which was thick and fair, and already +whitening, though she was not yet thirty. Human thinness could +hardly have been carried further than she and the Squire achieved +it. She had her father's nose also. But the rest of her features +were delicately regular, and her quick blue eyes were those of a +woman who told no falsehoods herself, and had little patience with +other people's. + +'My dear Alice, why do you believe doctors? They always tell you +what you want to hear. I am sure you told Dr. Crother exactly what +to say,' said Margaret, laughing, as she placed a chair by the +bedside. + +'Oh, of course I know you think everybody's a sham who isn't as +strong as yourself!' said Mrs. Gaddesden, sinking back on her +pillows with a soft sigh of resignation. 'Though I think you _might_ +have remembered the horribly hard work I've been doing lately.' + +'Have you?' Mrs. Strang wrinkled her brow, as though in an effort to +recollect. 'Oh, yes, I know. I have always been getting notices +lately with your name on them, at the end of a long tail beginning +with a Duchess, and stuffed with Countesses. And I always +think--there's Alice doing the work, and the Countesses getting the +glory. Do you really do the work?' + +And Margaret, who did not often see her sister, and was of a +genuinely inquiring turn of mind, turned upon her a penetrating +look. + +'Well, of course,' said Mrs. Gaddesden, a little confused, 'there +are always the secretaries.' + +'Ah-ha!' Mrs. Strang laughed--one might almost say crowed. 'Yes, +indeed, if it weren't for the secretaries! By the way, what do you +think about the specimen here?' + +Mrs. Gaddesden lost her languid air at once. She sat up among her +pillows, a reasonably pretty woman, not without some likeness to +Pamela, in points that did not matter. + +'My dear Margaret,' she said, with emphasis, 'this has got to be +watched!--_watched_, I tell you.' + +Mrs. Strang opened her eyes wide. + +'What on earth do you mean?' + +Alice Gaddesden smiled. + +'Well, of course, you're much cleverer than I am, but I really do +see further in practical matters than you do. Haven't you noticed,' +she bent forward, looking mysterious and intent, 'how _already_ +father depends upon her, how she's beginning to run the whole +show--and she hasn't been here much more than six weeks? My dear +Margaret, with a secretary like that you _never_ can tell!' + +'Well,' said Mrs. Strang coolly, 'and what then?' + +'Oh, well, of course, if you're prepared to see a person like +that--in our mother's place!' + +'"A person like that"--how dreadfully old-fashioned you are, Alice! +She's a lady; she's much more highly educated than you or I, and if +she gets her way, she'll perhaps keep father out of some of the +scrapes he seems bent on. You know this business of the park is +perfectly mad!' + +For the first time in this conversation Margaret Strang's face was +grave. And when it was grave, some people would have called it fine. + +'And just think what it'll cost,' said Mrs. Gaddesden despondently, +'even if he had a case--which he probably hasn't--and if he were to +win it. There'll be no money left for Aubrey or any of us soon.' + +'But of course he hasn't a case, and of course he can't win!' cried +Margaret Strang. 'It's not that I care about--or the money--it's the +disgrace!' + +'Yes,' murmured Alice doubtfully. + +'When you think--' + +Mrs. Strang paused; her bright blue eyes, alive with thoughts, were +fixed absently on her sister. She seemed to see a number of shabby +streets, where she was accustomed to work, with little shabby shops, +and placards on them--'No butter,' 'No milk,' and apples marked 4d. +each. + +'Think what?' said Alice. + +Mrs. Strang's mind returned to Alice, and Alice's very elaborate and +becoming _negligee_. + +'Only that, in my opinion, it's the duty of every landowner to +produce every ounce of food he can, and to do what he's told! And +father not only sets a shocking example, but he picks this absurd +quarrel with the Chicksands. What on earth is Aubrey to do? Or poor +Beryl?' + +'Well, he comes to-night,' said Alice, 'so I suppose we shall hear. +I can't make Aubrey out,' she added reflectively. + +'Nobody can. I was talking to a brother-officer of his last week, a +man who's awfully fond of him. He told me Aubrey did his work very +well. He was complimented by Headquarters on his School only last +month. But he's like an automaton. Nobody really knows him, nobody +gets any forwarder with him. He hardly speaks to anybody except on +business. The mess regard him as a wet blanket, and his men don't +care about him, though he's a capital officer. Isn't it strange, +when one thinks of what Aubrey used to be five years ago?' + +Alice agreed. Perhaps he was still suffering from the effects of his +wound in 1915. + +'Anyway he can't give Beryl up,' said Margaret with energy, 'if he's +a man of honour!' + +Alice shrugged her shoulders. + +'Then he'll give up the estate, according to father.' + +'Desmond would give it back to him, if there's anything left of it, +or if he wants it.' + +'Margaret!' + +'You think I don't care about the family--that there should always +be a Mannering of Mannering? Yes, I do care, but there are so many +other things now to care about,' added Mrs. Strang slowly. + +'Who's making me late now?' said Alice, looking at her watch. + +Margaret took the hint and departed. + + * * * * * + +That same evening, in the September dusk, a dog-cart arrived at the +Hall, bringing Major Mannering and a Gladstone bag. + +Pamela and Desmond rushed out to meet him. Their elder sisters were +dressing for dinner, and the Squire was in the library with +Elizabeth. The twins dragged the newcomer into their own den, and +shut the door upon him. There Desmond gave him a breathless survey +of the situation, while Pamela sat on a stool at his feet, and put +in explanatory words at intervals. Their father's extraordinary +preparations for waging war against the County Committee; his +violence on the subject of the Chicksands; Beryl's despairing +letters to Pamela; a letter from Arthur Chicksands to Desmond,--all +these various items were poured out on the newcomer, with an +eagerness and heat which showed the extreme interest which the twins +took in the situation. + +Meanwhile Aubrey Mannering sat listening almost in silence. He was a +delicately built, distinguished-looking man, who carried a large +scar on his forehead, and had lost a finger of the left hand. The +ribbons on his breast showed that he was both an M.C. and a +D.S.O.--distinctions won at the second battle of Ypres and on the +Somme. While the twins talked, his eyes travelled from one to the +other, attentive, but curiously aloof. + +He was saying to himself that Pamela was extremely pretty, and +Desmond a splendid fellow. Then--in a moment--while he looked at his +young brother, a vision, insistent, terrible, passed ghost-like +between him and the boy. Again and again he tried to shake it off, +and again and again it interposed. + +'Oh, Aubrey, what will you do?' said Pamela despairingly, leaning +her head against her brother's knee. + +Her voice recalled him. He laid his hand upon her beautiful hair. + +'Well, dear, there's only one thing, of course, for me to do--to +stick to Beryl and let father do his worst.' + +'Hurrah!' said Desmond. 'That's all right. And of course you know, +Aubrey, that if father tries any hankey-pankey with the estate, and +leaves it to me, I shall give it back to you next day.' + +Aubrey smiled. 'Father'll live another twenty years, old man. Will +there be any England then, or any law, or any estates to leave?' + +The twins looked at him in amazement. Again he recovered himself +quickly. + +'I only meant that, in times like these, it's no good planning +anything twenty years ahead. We've got to win the war, haven't +we?--that's the first thing. Well, now, I must go and clean up. +Who's here?' + +'Alice and Margaret,' said Pamela. 'And father's new secretary.' + +'You never told me about him,' said Aubrey indifferently, as he +rose. + +'"Him" indeed!' laughed Desmond. 'Nothing of the sort!' + +Aubrey turned a puzzled look upon him. + +'What! a lady?' + +Desmond grinned. + +'First Class in Mods, and an awful swell. Father can't let her out +of his sight. Says he never had anybody so good.' + +'And she'll end by bossing us all,' put in Pamela. 'She's begun it +already. Now you really must go and dress.' + + * * * * * + +When the eldest son of the house entered the drawing-room, he found +everybody gathered there but his father and the Rector, who was +coming to dine. He was at once seized on by his married sisters, who +saw him very rarely. Then Pamela led him up to a tall lady in pale +blue. + +'My eldest brother--Miss Bremerton.' + +He looked at her with curiosity, and was glad when, after the +arrival of his father and the Rector, it fell to him to take the new +secretary in to dinner. His father's greeting to him had been +decidedly cool--the greeting of a man who sees a fight impending and +wishes to give away nothing to his opponent. In fact the two men had +never been on really cordial terms since August 1914, when Aubrey +had thrown up his post in the Foreign Office to apply for one of the +first temporary commissions in the New Army. The news came at a +moment when the Squire was smarting under the breakdown of a +long-cherished scheme of exploration in the Greek islands, which was +to have been realized that very autumn--a scheme towards which his +whole narrow impetuous mind had been turned for years. No more +Hellenic or Asia Minor excavations! no more cosmopolitan +_Wissenschaft_! On that fatal August 4 a whole world went down +submerged beneath the waves of war, and the Squire cared for no +other. His personal chagrin showed itself in abuse of the bungling +diplomats and 'swashbuckler' politicians who, according to him, had +brought us into war. So that when Aubrey applied for a commission, +the Squire, mainly to relieve his own general irritation, had +quarrelled with him for some months, and was only outwardly +reconciled when his son came home invalided in 1915. + +During the summer of 1917, Aubrey, after spending three days' leave +at Mannering, had gone on to stay at Chetworth with the Chicksands +for a week. The result of that visit was a letter to his father in +which he announced his engagement to Beryl. The Squire could make +then no open opposition, since he was still on friendly terms with +Sir Henry, who had indeed done him more than one good turn. But in +reply to his son's letter, he stood entirely on the defensive, lest +any claim should be made upon him which might further interfere with +the passion of his life. He was not, he said, in a position to +increase Aubrey's allowance--the Government robbers had seen to +that--and unless Beryl was prepared to be a poor man's wife he +advised them to wait till after the war. Then Sir Henry had ridden +over to Mannering with a statement of what he was prepared to do for +his daughter, and the Squire had given ungracious consent to a +marriage in the spring. Chicksands knew his man too well to take +offence at the Squire's manners, and Beryl was for a time too +timidly and blissfully happy to be troubled by them. + +'You have been here a few weeks,' said the newcomer to Elizabeth, +when the party had settled down at table. + +'About six weeks. It seems longer!' smiled Elizabeth. + +'You are doing some work for my father?' + +Elizabeth explained herself. Major Mannering listened attentively. + +'So what you do for him is literary--and historical?' + +'Oh no--I do accounts, and write letters too.' + +'Accounts? I thought there was a housekeeper?' + +'She went a month ago to the W.A.A.C.'s. Please!--do you mind?' And +to his amazement, as he was putting out his hand automatically to a +piece of bread lying on his left, Miss Bremerton's hand holding a +fork neatly intercepted him, and moved the bread away. + +'It's our "Self-denying Ordinance,"' explained the lady, colouring a +little. 'The bread appears because--because your father doesn't +think rations necessary. But no one touches it, and Forest collects +it afterwards--for breakfast.' + +A smile broke on Aubrey's grave and pensive face. + +'I see. Mayn't I really have any?' + +Elizabeth hesitated. + +'Well, perhaps, as a guest, and a soldier. Yes, I think you may.' +And she would have restored her prey had not her neighbour stopped +her. + +'Not at all. As a soldier I obey orders. My hat! how you've drilled +them all!' For, looking round the table, he saw that not a single +guest had touched the bread lying to their left. + +'That's Pamela and Mr. Desmond! They've given everybody a _menu_ for +three days.' + +'Good heavens--not my father!' + +'Oh no, _no_! We don't think he suspects anything, and he has +everything he likes.' + +'And my married sisters?' Elizabeth hesitated again. + +'Well, Mrs. Gaddesden is rather afraid of being starved. Mrs. +Strang, on the other hand, thinks we're wickedly extravagant!' + +Her neighbour was so much amused that conversation flowed on easily +thenceforward; and Desmond opposite whispered to Pamela: + +'Just look at Broomie! She's actually making Aubrey talk.' + +The Major's role, however, was on the whole that of listener. For +Elizabeth meant to talk--meant to explain herself to the son and +heir, and, if she could, to drive him to an interest in the family +affairs. To her trained, practical mind the whole clan seemed by now +criminally careless and happy-go-lucky. The gardens were neglected; +so was the house; so was the estate. The gardens ought to have been +made self-supporting; there were at least a third too many servants +in the house; and as for the estate, instead of being a +profit-making and food-producing concern, as it should have been, it +was a bye-word for bad management and neglected land. She did not +pretend to know much about it yet; but what she did know roused her. +England was at grips with a brutal foe. The only weapon that could +defeat her was famine--the sloth and waste of her own sons. This +woman, able, energetic, a lover of her country, could not conceal +her scorn for such a fatal incompetence. Naturally, in talking to +the eldest son, she made the agent her scapegoat for the sins of the +owner. The Squire's responsibility was carefully masked. But Aubrey +Mannering perfectly understood what she would be at. She was a +clever woman who wanted things improved. Well, let her improve +them. It did not matter to him. + +But she appeared to him as a somewhat special type of the modern +woman, with her advanced education and her clear brain; and for a +time he observed her curiously. The graceful dress, pale blue with +touches of black, which exactly became her fair skin, the bright +gold of her hair, and the pleasant homeliness of her face--her +general aspect indeed--attracted him greatly. She might know Greek; +at heart, he believed, she was a good housewife; and when she +incidentally mentioned Dutch relations, he seemed to see her with a +background of bright pots and pans, mopping tiled floors. + +But presently he ceased to pay much attention to her. His dreamy +sense became aware of the scene as a whole; the long table; his +father's fantastic figure at the head of it; Alice Gaddesden +elaborately dressed and much made up on the one side, his sister +Margaret in a high black gown, erect and honest, on the other; +Desmond and Pamela together, chatting and chaffing with the Rector. +It was the room so familiar to his childhood and youth, with the +family pictures, the Gainsborough full-length of his very plain +great-grandmother in white satin at the end, two or three Vandyck +school-portraits of seventeenth-century Mannerings, and the +beautiful Hogarth head--their best possession--that was so like +Pamela. The furniture of the room was of many different +dates--incongruous, shabby, and on the whole ugly. The Mannerings of +the past had not been an artistic lot. + +Nor had the room--the house indeed--many tender associations for +him. His childhood had not been very happy. He had never got on with +his father, and his mother, who had been the victim of various long +illnesses during his boyhood, had never, unluckily, meant much to +him. He knew that he was of a very old stock, which had played a +long and considerable part in the world; but the fact brought him no +thrill. 'That kind of thing is played out,' he thought. Let his +father disinherit him--he was quite indifferent. + +Then, as he fell silent beside his father's new secretary, the table +vanished. He saw instead the wide Picardy flats, a group of poplars, +a distant wood, and in front a certain hollow strewn with dead and +dying men--one figure, in front of the rest, lying face downwards. +The queer twisted forms, the blasted trees, the inexorable +horror--the whole vision swept over him again, as it had done in the +schoolroom. His nerves shrank and trembled under it. + +Beryl--poor little Beryl! What a wretch he had been to propose to +her--in a moment of moral and physical weakness, when it had seemed +a simple thing to accept her affection and to pledge his own! But if +she stood by him, he must stand by her. And he had had the kindest +letter from Sir Henry, and some sweet tremulous words from her. +Suppose she offered to release him? His heart leapt guiltily at the +thought. What, indeed, had a man so haunted and paralysed to give to +a girl like Beryl? It was an outrage--it ought to cease. + +But as to his father, that was simple enough. + +The Squire and his eldest son retreated to the library after dinner, +and all the rest of the party waited uneasily to see what would +happen. Elizabeth did her best to keep things going. It might have +been noticed--it was noticed by at least two of the persons +present--that quite unobtrusively, she was already the mistress of +the house. She found a stool and a fire-screen for Mrs. Gaddesden; +she held some wool for Mrs. Strang to wind; and a backgammon board +was made ready for the Squire, in case he returned. + +But he did not return. Aubrey came back alone, and found them all +hanging on his entrance. Pamela put down her knitting and looked at +him anxiously; so did the elder sisters. He went up absently to the +chimney-piece, and stood leaning against it. + +'Well?' said Pamela in a low voice, as she came to sit on a stool +near him. + +He smiled, but she saw that he was pale. + +'Can you take me over to Chetworth to-morrow--early--in the +pony-cart?' + +'Yes, certainly.' + +'Half-past ten?' + +'Right you are.' + +No more was said. Aubrey turned at once to Alice Gaddesden and +proposed a round game. He played it with much more spirit than +usual, and Desmond's antics in 'Animal Grab' put all serious notions +to flight. + +But when the game was over, and Forest brought in the candles, +Margaret tried to get some information. + +'You found the father reasonable?' she said to her brother in an +undertone, as they stood together by the fire. + +'Oh, yes,' was the indifferent answer, 'from his own point of view.' + +And when he had lit their candles for his sisters, he excused +himself at once on the ground of being dog-tired after a long day. +The door closed upon him. + +The family gathered together in a group, while the Rector and +Elizabeth talked about the village at the further end of the room. + +'They've quarrelled!' said Margaret decisively. + +Alice Gaddesden, because it was Margaret's opinion, disagreed. There +was nothing to show it, she said. Aubrey had been quite calm. +Desmond broke out, 'Did you ever see Aubrey anything else?' Pamela +said nothing, but she slipped out to tell Forest about the +pony-cart. + +Meanwhile the Rector had looked at his watch, and came up to take +his leave. + +'Has the Squire gone to bed?' he said cheerfully. 'I daresay. He +works so hard. Give him my fare-wells.' + +And he went off, quite aware, both from his knowledge of the family +and of the Squire's recent actions, that there were storms brewing +in the old house, but on the whole thinking more of the new +secretary than of his old friends. A charming woman!--most capable! +For the first time he might get some attention paid to the village +people. That child with the shocking bow-legs. Poor little Pamela +had tried to do her best. But this woman would see to it; she knew +how to get things done. + +Meanwhile, as the rest of the party dispersed, Forest brought a +message to Elizabeth. 'The Squire would be glad if you would spare +him a few minutes, Miss, in the library. He won't keep you long.' + +Elizabeth went unwillingly. + + * * * * * + +The library was in darkness, except for one small lamp at the +further end, and the Squire was walking up and down. He stopped +abruptly as he saw his secretary. + +'I won't keep you, Miss Bremerton, but do you happen to know at all +where my will is?' + +'Your will, Mr. Mannering?' said Elizabeth in amazement. 'No, +indeed! I have never seen it.' + +'Well, it's somewhere here,' said the Squire impatiently. 'I should +have thought in all your rummagings lately you must have come across +it. I took it away from those robbers, my old solicitors, and I +wasn't going to give it to the new man--don't trust him particularly +not to talk. So I locked it up here--somewhere. And I can't find +it.' And he began restlessly to open drawer after drawer, which +already contained piles of letters and documents, neatly and +systematically arranged, with the proper dockets and sub-headings, +by Elizabeth. + +'Oh, it can't be there!' cried Elizabeth. 'I know everything in +those drawers. Surely it must be in the office?' By which she meant +the small and hideously untidy room on the ground floor into which +masses of papers of all dates, still unsorted, had been carted down +from London. + +'It isn't in the office!' He was, she saw, on the brink of an +outburst. 'I put it somewhere in this room my own self! And I should +have thought by now you knew the geography of this place as well as +I do!' + +Elizabeth raised her eyebrows, but said nothing. The big room indeed +was still full to her of unexplored territory, with _caches_ of all +kinds in it, new and ancient, waiting to be discovered. She looked +round her in perplexity, not knowing where to begin. A large part of +the room was walled with glass cases, holding vases, bronzes, and +other small antiquities, down to about a yard from the floor, and +the space below being filled by cupboards and drawers. Elizabeth +made a vague movement towards a particular set of cupboards which +she knew she had not yet touched, but the Squire irritably stopped +her. + +'It's certainly not there. That bit of the room hasn't been +disturbed since the Flood! Now those drawers'--he pointed--'might be +worth looking at.' + +She hurried towards them. But the Squire, instead of helping her in +her search, resumed his walk up and down, muttering to himself. As +for her, she was on the verge of laughter, the laughter that comes +from nerves and fatigue; for she had had a long day's work and was +really tired. The first drawer she opened was packed with papers, a +few arranged in something like order by her predecessor, the London +University B.A., but the greater part of them in confusion. They +mostly related to a violent controversy between the Squire and +various archaeological experts with regard to some finds in the Troad +a year or two before the war, in which the Squire had only just +escaped a serious libel suit, whereof indeed all the preliminaries +were in the drawer. + +On the very top of the drawer, however, was a conveyance of a small +outlying portion of the Mannering estate, which the Squire had sold +to a neighbour only a year before this date. Hopeless! If that was +there, anything might be anywhere! + +Was she to spend the night searching for the needle in this bottle +of hay? Elizabeth's face began to twitch with uncomfortable +merriment. Should she go and knock up the housekeeper and instal her +as chaperon, or take a stand, and insist on going to bed like a +reasonable woman? + +She hunted through three drawers. The Squire meanwhile paced +incessantly, sometimes muttering to himself. Every time he came +within the circle of lamplight his face was visible to Elizabeth, +wrinkled and set, with angry eyes; and she saw him as a person +possessed by a stubborn demon of self-will. Once, as he passed her, +she heard him say to himself, 'Of course I can write another at +once--half a sheet will do.' + +She replaced the third drawer. Was the Squire to have a monopoly of +stubbornness? She thought not. Waves of indefinite but strong +indignation were beginning to sweep through her. Why was the Squire +hunting for his will? What had he been saying to his son--his son +who bore on his breast and on his body the marks of his country's +service? + +She rose to her feet. + +'I can't find anything, Mr. Mannering. And I think, if you will +allow me, I will go to bed.' + +He looked at her darkly. + +'I see. You are a person who stickles for your hours--you won't do +anything extra for me.' There was a sneer in his tone. + +Elizabeth felt her cheeks suddenly burn. In the dim light she looked +amazingly tall, as she stood straightened to her full height, +confronting this man who really seemed to her to be only half sane. + +'I think I have done a great deal for you, Mr. Mannering. But if you +don't think so we had better end my engagement!' + +His countenance changed at once. He eagerly apologized. He was +perfectly aware of her extraordinary merits, and should be entirely +lost without her help. The fact was he had had a painful scene, and +was overdone. + +Elizabeth received his explanation very coldly, only repeating, 'May +I go to bed?' + +The Squire drew his hand across his eyes. + +'It is not very late--not yet eleven.' He pointed to the grandfather +clock opposite. 'If you will only wait while I write something?'--he +pointed to a chair. 'Just take a book there, and give me a quarter +of an hour, no more--I want your signature, that's all. We won't +look any further for the will. I can do all I want by a fresh +document. I have been thinking it over, and can write it in ten +minutes. I know as much about it as the lawyers--more. Now do oblige +me. I am ashamed of my discourtesy. I need not say that I regard you +as indispensable--and--I think I have been able to do something for +your Greek.' + +He smiled--a smile that was like a foam-flake on a stormy sea. But +he could put on the grand manner when he chose, and Elizabeth was to +some extent propitiated. After all he and his ways were no longer +strange to her. Very unwillingly she seated herself again, and he +went rapidly to his writing-table. + +Then silence fell, except for the scratching of the Squire's pen. +Elizabeth sat pretending to read, but in truth becoming every moment +the prey of increasing disquiet. What was he going to ask her to +sign? She knew nothing of his threat to his eldest son--nothing, +that is, clear or direct, either from himself or from the others; +but she guessed a good deal. It was impossible to live even for a +few weeks in close contact with the Squire without guessing at most +things. + +In the silence she became aware of the soft autumn wind--October +had just begun--playing with a blind on a distant window. And +through the window came another sound--Desmond and Pamela, no doubt, +still laughing and talking in the schoolroom. + +The Squire rose from his seat. + +'I shall be much obliged,' he said formally, 'if you will kindly +come here. We shall want another witness, of course. I will call +Forest.' + +Elizabeth approached, but paused a yard or two from him. He saw her +in the light--her gold hair and brilliant dress illuminated against +the dark and splendid background of the Nike in shadow. + +She spoke with hesitation. + +'I confess I should like to know, Mr. Mannering, what it is you are +asking me to sign.' + +'That doesn't matter to a witness. It is nothing which will in any +way compromise you.' + +'No--but'--she drew herself up--'I should blame myself if I made it +easier for you to do something you would afterwards regret.' + +'What do you mean?' + +She summoned all her courage. + +'Of course I must know something. You have not kept your affairs +very secret. I guess that you are angry with your son, with Major +Mannering. If this thing you ask me to sign is to hurt--to injure +him--if it is--well, then--I refuse to sign it!' + +And with a sudden movement she threw both her hands behind her back +and clasped them there. + +'You refuse?' + +'If you admit my description of that paper.' She motioned towards it +as it lay on the writing-table. + +'I have no objection whatever to your knowing what it is--as you +seem determined to know,' he said sarcastically. 'It is a codicil +revoking my will in favour of my eldest son, and leaving all the +property of which I die possessed, and which is in my power to +bequeath, to my younger son Desmond. What have you to do with that? +What possible responsibility can you have?' + +Elizabeth wavered, but held her ground, though in evident distress. + +'Only that--if I don't sign it--you would have time to consider it +again. Mr. Mannering--isn't it--isn't it--very unjust?' + +The Squire laughed. + +'How do you know that in refusing you are not unjust to Desmond?' + +'Oh no!' she said fervently. 'Mr. Desmond would never wish to +supplant his brother--and for such a reason. And especially--' she +paused. + +There were tears rising in her throat. + +'Especially--what? Upon my word, you claim a rather remarkable +knowledge of my family--in six weeks!' + +'I do know something of Desmond!' Her voice showed her agitation. +'He is the dearest, the most generous boy. In a few months he will +be going out--he will be saying good-bye to you all.' + +'And then?' + +'Is this a time to make him unhappy--to send him out with something +on his mind?--something that might even--' + +'Well, go on!' + +'Might even make him wish'--her voice dropped--'not to come back.' + +There was silence. Then the Squire violently threw down the pen he +was holding on the table beside him. + +'Thank you, Miss Bremerton. That will do. I bid you good-night!' + +Elizabeth did not wait to be told twice. She turned and fled down +the whole length of the library. The door at the further end closed +upon her. + +'A masterful young woman!' said the Squire after a moment, drawing a +long breath. Then he took up the codicil, thrust it into a drawer of +his writing-table, lit a cigarette, and walked up and down smoking +it. After which he went to bed and slept remarkably well. + +Elizabeth cried herself to sleep. No comforting sprite whispered to +her that she had won the first round in an arduous campaign. On the +contrary, she fully expected dismissal on the morrow. + + + + +CHAPTER V + + +It was a misty but warm October day, and a pleasant veiled light lay +on the pillared front of Chetworth House, designed in the best taste +of a fastidious school. The surroundings of the house, too, were as +perfect as those of Mannering were slatternly and neglected. All the +young men had long since gone from the gardens, but the old +labourers and the girls in overalls who had taken their places, +under the eye of a white-haired gardener, had been wonderfully +efficient so far. Sir Henry supposed he ought to have let the lawns +stand for hay, and the hedges go unclipped; but as a matter of fact +the lawns had never been smoother, or the creepers and yew hedges +more beautifully in order, so that even the greatest patriot fails +somewhere. + +Beryl Chicksands was walking along a stone-flagged path under a yew +hedge, from which she commanded the drive and a bit of the road +outside. Every now and then she stopped to peer into the sunlit haze +that marked the lower slopes of the park, and the delicate hand that +shaded her eyes shook a little. + +Aubrey was coming--and she was going seriously to offer to give him +up--to try to persuade him indeed to break it off. Since her first +agitated letter to him begging him not to think of her, but to +decide only what was best for his own future, she had received a few +words from him. + + 'DEAREST BERYL--Nothing has happened to interfere with what we + promised each other last summer--nothing at all! My poor father + seems to be half out of his mind under the stress of war. If he + does what he threatens, it will matter very little to me; but + of course _you_ must consider it carefully, for I shall have + uncommonly little in the worldly way to offer you. Your father + has written very kindly, and your dear little note is just like + you. But you must consider. + + 'I sometimes doubt whether my father _will_ do what he + threatens, but we should have to take the risk. Anyway we shall + meet directly, and I am always, and unalterably, your devoted + + 'AUBREY.' + +That had been followed by a boyish note from Desmond--dear, jolly +fellow! + + 'My father's clean daft! Don't bother, my dear Beryl. If he + tries to leave me this funny old place, instead of Aubrey, + well, there are two can play at that game. I wouldn't touch it + with a barge-pole. You and A. have only got to stick it a + little, and it'll be all right. + + 'I've given him a bit of my mind about the park and the farm. + He stands it from me and only chaffs. That's because he always + treats me like a baby. + + 'Very sorry I can't come on Tuesday with Aubrey, but there's + some good-bye calls I must pay. Hope Arthur will be about. I + want awfully to see him. Hard luck his being hit like that, + after all the rest. Snipers are beasts! + + '_P.S._--You can't think what a brainy young woman father's got + for his new secretary. And she's not half bad either. Pamela's + rather silly about her, but she'll come round.' + +Beryl paid small attention to the postscript. She had heard a good +deal from Pamela about the newcomer, but it did not concern her. As +to the business aspect of the Squire's behaviour, Beryl was well +aware that she was an heiress. Aubrey would lose nothing financially +by giving up the Mannering estate to marry her. Personally she cared +nothing about Mannering, and she had enough for both. But still +there was the old name and place. How much did he care about it? how +much would he regret it? Supposing his extraordinary father really +cut him off? + +Beryl felt she did not know. And therewith came the recurrent +pang--how little she really knew about the man to whom she was +engaged! She adored him. Every fibre in her slight sensitive body +still remembered the moment when he first kissed her, when she first +felt his arm about her. But since--how often there had been moments +when she had been conscious of a great distance between them--of +something that did not fit--that jarred! + +For herself, she could never remember a time since she was seventeen +when Aubrey Mannering had not meant more to her than any one else in +the world. On his first departure to France, she had said good-bye +to him with secret agonies of spirit, which no one guessed but her +mother, a colourless, silent woman, who had a way of knowing +unexpectedly much of the people about her. Then when he was badly +wounded in some fighting near Festubert, in May 1915, and came home +for two months' leave, he seemed like a stranger, and Beryl had not +known what to be at with him. She was told that he had suffered +very much--it had been a severe thigh wound implicating the sciatic +nerve--and that he had been once, at least, very near to death. But +when she tried to express sympathy with what he had gone through, or +timidly to question him about it, her courage fled, her voice died +in her throat. There was something unapproachable in her old +playfellow, something that held her, and indeed every one else, at +bay. + +He was always courteous, and mostly cheerful. But his face in repose +had an absent, haunted look, the eyes alert but fixed on vacancy, +the brow overcast and frowning. In the old days Aubrey's smile had +been his best natural gift. To win a smile from him in her +childhood, Beryl would have done anything--have gone on her knees up +the drive, or offered up the only doll she cared for, or gone +without jam for a week. Now when he came home invalided, she had the +same craving; but what she craved for came her way very rarely. He +would laugh and talk with her as with other people. But that +exquisite brightness of eye and lip, which seemed to be for one +person only, and, when it came, to lift that person to the seventh +heaven, she waited for in vain. + +Then he went back to France, and in due course came the Somme. +Aubrey Mannering went through the whole five months without a +scratch. He came back with a D.S.O. and a Staff appointment for a +short Christmas leave, everybody, except his father, turning out to +welcome him as the local hero. Then, for a time, he went to +Aldershot as the head of an Officers' School there, and was able to +come down occasionally to Chetworth or Mannering. + +During that first Christmas leave he paid several visits to +Chetworth, and evidently felt at home there. To Lady Chicksands, +whom most people regarded as a tiresome nonentity, he was +particularly kind and courteous. It seemed to give him positive +pleasure to listen to her garrulous housekeeping talk, or to hold +her wool for her while she wound it. And as she, poor lady, was not +accustomed to such attention from brilliant young men, his three +days' visit was to her a red-letter time. With Sir Henry also he was +on excellent terms, and made just as good a listener to the details +of country business as to Lady Chicksands' domestic tales. + +And yet to Beryl he was in some ways more of a riddle than ever. He +talked curiously little about the war--at least to her. He had a way +of finding out, both at Chicksands and Mannering, men who had lost +sons in France, and when he and Beryl took a walk, it seemed to +Beryl as though they were constantly followed by friendly furtive +looks from old labourers who passed them on the road, and nodded as +they went by. But when the daily war news was being discussed he had +a way of sitting quite silent, unless his opinion was definitely +asked. When it was, he would answer, generally in a rather +pessimistic spirit, and escape the conversation as soon as he could. +And the one thing that roused him and put him out of temper was the +easy complacent talk of people who were sure of speedy victory and +talked of 'knock-out' blows. + +Then six months later, after the capture of the Messines Ridge, in +which he took part, he reappeared, and finding his father, +apparently, almost intolerable, and Pamela and Desmond away, he +migrated to Chetworth. And there he and Beryl were constantly +thrown together. He never talked to her with much intimacy; he +certainly never made love to her. But suddenly she became aware that +she had grown very necessary to him, that he missed her when she was +away, that his eyes lit up when she came back. A special relation +was growing up between them. Her father perceived it; so did her +brother Arthur; and they had both done their best to help it on. +They were both very fond of Aubrey; and nothing could be more +natural than that she should marry one who had been her neighbour +and playmate from childhood. + +The thing drifted on, and one day, in the depths of a summer +beechwood, some look in the girl's eyes, some note of tremulous and +passionate sweetness, beyond her control, in her deep quiet voice, +touched something irrepressible in him, and he turned to her with a +face of intense, almost hungry yearning, and caught her +hands--'Dear--dearest Beryl, could you--?' + +The words broke off, but her eyes spoke in reply to his, and her +sudden whiteness. He drew her to him, and folded her close. + +'I don't think I ought'--the faltering, broken voice startled +her--'I don't know whether I can make you happy. Dear, dear little +Beryl!' + +At that she put up her mouth instinctively, only to shrink back +under the energy of his kiss. Then they had walked on together, hand +in hand; but she remembered that, even before they left the wood, +something seemed to have dimmed the extraordinary bliss of the first +moment--some restlessness in him--some touch of absent-mindedness, +as though he grudged himself his own happiness. + +And so it had been ever since. He had resumed his work at +Aldershot, and owing to certain consequences of the wound in 1915 +was not likely, in spite of desperate efforts on his own part, to be +sent back to the front. His letters varied just as his presence did. +Something always seemed to be kept back from her--was always beyond +her reach. Sometimes she supposed she was not clever enough, that he +found her inadequate and irresponsive. Sometimes, with a sudden, +half-guilty sense of disloyalty to him, she vaguely wondered whether +there was some secret in his life--some past of which she knew +nothing. How could there be? A man of stainless and brilliant +reputation--modest, able, foolhardily brave, of whom all men spoke +warmly; of a sensitive refinement too, which made it impossible to +think of any ordinary vulgar skeleton in the background of his life. + +Yet her misgivings had grown and grown upon her, till now they were +morbidly strong. She did not satisfy him; she was not making him +happy; it would be better for her to set him free. This action of +his father's offered the opportunity. But as she thought of doing +it--_how_ she would do it, and how he might possibly accept it--she +was torn with misery. + +She and her girl-friend Pamela were very different. She was the +elder by a couple of years, and much more mature. But Pamela's +undeveloped powers, the flashes of daring, of romance, in the +awkward reserved girl, the suggestion in her of a big and splendid +flowering, fascinated Beryl, and in her humility she never dreamt +that she, with her delicate pensiveness, the mingled subtlety and +purity of her nature, was no less exceptional. She had been brought +up very much alone. Her mother was no companion for her, and the +brother nearest her own age and nearest her heart had been killed at +the opening of the war. Arthur and she were very good friends, but +not altogether congenial. She was rather afraid of him--of his +critical temper, and his abrupt intolerant way, with people or +opinions he disliked. Beryl was quite aware of his effect on Pamela +Mannering, and it made her anxious. For she saw little chance for +Pamela. Before the war, Arthur in London had been very much sought +after, in a world where women are generally good-looking, and +skilled besides in all the arts of pursuit. His standards were +ridiculously high. His women friends were many and of the best. Why +should he be attracted by anything so young and immature as Pamela? + + * * * * * + +At last! A pony-cart coming up from the lodge, with two figures in +it--Aubrey and Pamela. So poor Pam had at last got hold of something +in the nature of an animal! + +Beryl gripped the balustrading which bordered one side of the path, +and stood watching intently--a slender creature, in a broad purple +hat, shading her small, distinguished face. + +Presently, as the visitors approached the house, she waved to them, +and they to her. They disappeared from view for a minute. Then a +man's figure emerged alone from a garden door opening on the flagged +path. + +He came towards her with outstretched hands, looked round him +smiling to see that no one was in sight, and then kissed her. Beryl +knew she ought to have resisted the kiss; she had meant to do it; +but all the same she submitted. + +'Your father met us at the door. Arthur has carried Pamela off +somewhere. Very sporting of them, wasn't it? So I've got you alone! +How nice you look! And what a jolly place this is!' + +He first looked her up and down with admiring eyes, and then made a +gesture towards the beautiful modern house, and the equally +beautiful and modern gardens in which it stood, with their still +unspoilt autumn flowers, their cunning devices in steps and +fountains and pergolas. + +'How on earth do you keep it so trim?' He put a hand through her +arm, and drew her on towards the wood-walk which opened beyond the +formal garden and the lawn. + +'With two or three old men, and two girls from the village,' said +Beryl. 'Father doesn't mind what he gives up so long as it isn't the +garden.' + +'It's his pet vice!' laughed Aubrey--'his public-house, like my +father's Greek pots. I say--you've heard of the secretary?' + +It seemed to Beryl that he was fencing with her--delaying their real +talk. But she accepted his lead. + +'Yes, Desmond seems to like her. I don't gather that Pamela cares +very much about her.' + +'Oh, Pamela takes time. But what do you think the secretary did last +night?' + +'What?' They had paused under a group of limes clad in a glory of +yellow leaf, and she was looking up in surprise at the unusual +animation playing over the features of the man beside her. + +'She refused to sign a codicil to my father's will, disinheriting +me, and came to tell me so this morning! You should have heard her! +Very formal and ceremonious--very much on her dignity! But such a +brick!' + +Mannering's deep-set eyes under his lined thinker's brow shone with +amusement. Beryl, with the instinctive jealousy of a girl in love, +was conscious of a sudden annoyance that Miss Bremerton should have +been mixed up in Aubrey's personal affairs. + +'What _do_ you mean?' + +Aubrey put an arm round her shoulder. She knew she ought to shake it +off, but the pressure of it was too welcome. They strolled on. + +'I had my talk with father last night. I told him he was absurd, and +I was my own master. That you were perfectly free to give me +up--that I had begged you to consider it--but I didn't think you +would,' he smiled down upon her, but more gravely; 'and failing +dismissal from you, we should be married as soon as it was +reasonably possible. Was that right, darling?' + +She evaded the question. + +'Well--and then?' + +'Then he broke out. Sir Henry of course was the _bete noire_. You +can imagine the kind of things he said, I needn't repeat them. He is +in a mood of perfectly mad opposition to all this war legislation, +and it is not the least good arguing with him. Finally he told me +that my allowance would be stopped, and Mannering would be left to +Desmond, if we married. "All right!" I said, "I daresay, if he and I +survive you, Desmond will let me look round sometimes." Not very +respectful, perhaps, but by that time I was fed up. So then I wished +him good-night, and went back to the drawing-room. In a few minutes +he sent for Miss Bremerton--nobody knew why. I was dog-tired, and +went to bed, and didn't I sleep!--nine good hours. Then this +morning, just after breakfast, when I was strolling in the garden +with a cigarette waiting for Pamela, who should come out but Miss +Bremerton! Have you seen her?' + +'Only in the distance.' + +'Well, she's really a very fine creature, not pretty exactly--oh, +not pretty at all--but wonderfully well set up, with beautiful hair, +and a general look of--what shall I say?--dignity, refinement, +knowing her own mind. You feel she would set you down in a moment if +you took the smallest liberty. I could not think what she wanted. +But she came up to me--of course we had made acquaintance the night +before--"May I speak to you, Major Mannering? I wish to say +something private. Shall we walk down to the kitchen garden?" So we +walked down to the kitchen garden, and then she told me what had +happened after dinner, when my father sent for her. She told it very +stiffly, rather curtly in fact, as though she were annoyed to have +to bother about such unprofessional things, and hated to waste her +time. "But I don't wish, I don't intend," she said, "to have the +smallest responsibility in the matter. So after thinking it over, I +decided to inform you--and Mr. Desmond too, if you will kindly tell +him--as to what I had done. That is all I have to say," with her +chin very much in the air! "I did it, of course, because I did not +care to be mixed up in _any_ private or family affairs. That is not +my business." I was taken aback, as you can imagine! But, of course, +I thanked her--' + +'Why, she couldn't have done anything else!' said Beryl with +vivacity. + +'I don't know that. Anybody may witness anything. But she seems to +have guessed. Of course my father never keeps anything to himself. +Anyway she didn't like being thanked at all. She turned back to the +house at once. So then I asked her if she knew what had happened to +the precious codicil. And she flushed up and said, with the manner +of an icicle, "Mr. Mannering sent me to the drawer this morning, +where he had put it away. It was lying on the top, and I saw it." +"Signed?" I said. "No, not signed." Then she began to hurry, and I +thought I had offended her in some way. But it dawned upon me, +presently, that she was really torn between her feeling of chivalry +towards me--she seems to have a kindness for soldiers! her brother +is fighting somewhere--and her professional obligations towards my +father. Wasn't it odd? She hated to be indiscreet, to give him away, +and yet she could not help it! I believe she had been awake half the +night. Her eyes looked like it. I must say I liked her very much. A +woman of a great deal of character! I expect she has a rough time of +it!' + +'But of course,' said Beryl, 'it may be all signed and witnessed by +now!' + +'Most probably!' The Major laughed. 'But _she_ did her best anyway, +and I shan't ask her any more questions. We had better take it for +granted. My father is as obstinate as they make 'em. Well now, dear +Beryl, have you--have you thought it over?' + +He pointed to a seat, and sat down by her. The brightness of his +look had passed away. The thin, intellectual face and lined brow had +resumed the expression that was familiar to Beryl. It was an +expression of fatigue--not physical now, for he had clearly +recovered his health, but moral; as though the man behind it were +worn out by some hidden debate with his own mind, into which he fell +perpetually, when left to himself. It was the look which divided him +from her. + +'Yes,' she said slowly, 'I've been thinking a great deal.' She +stopped; then lifting her eyes, which were grey and fringed with +dark lashes--beautiful eyes, timid yet passionately honest--she +said, 'You'd better give me up, Aubrey!' + +He made a restless movement, then took her hands and raised them to +his lips. + +'I don't feel like it!' he said, smiling. 'Tell me what you mean.' + +She looked down, plucking at the fringed belt of her sports coat. +Her lips trembled a little. + +'I don't think, Aubrey, I can make you happy! I've been feeling +often--that I don't seem to make much difference to you. And now +this is very serious--giving up Mannering. _You_ may mind it much +more than you think. And if--' + +'If what? Go on!' + +She raised her eyes again and looked at him straight. + +'If I can't make up?' + +The colour flooded into his face, as though, far within, something +stirred 'like a guilty thing surprised.' But he said tenderly: + +'I don't care _that_, Beryl'--he snapped his fingers--'for Mannering +in comparison with you.' + +Her breath fluttered a little, but she went on resolutely. 'But I +must say it--I must tell you what I feel. It seems the right +opportunity. So often, Aubrey, I don't seem to understand you! I say +the wrong thing. I'm not clever. I haven't any deep thoughts--like +you or Arthur. It would be terrible if you married me, and then--I +felt you were disappointed.' + +He moved a little away from her and, propping his chin on his hands, +looked gravely through the thinning branches of the wood. + +'I wonder why you say that--I wonder what I've done!' + +'Oh, you've done nothing!' cried Beryl. 'It's only I +feel--sometimes--that--that you don't let me know things--share +things. You seem sometimes so sad--and I can't be any help--you +won't let me! That's what I mind so much--so dreadfully!' + +He was silent a moment. Then without any attempt at caresses, he +said, 'I wonder, Beryl, whether you--whether you--ever realize--what +we soldiers have _seen_? No!--thank God!--you don't--you can't.' + +She pressed her hands to her eyes, and shuddered. + +'No, of course I can't--of course I can't!' she said passionately. + +Then, while her eyes were still hidden, there passed through +his worn features a sharp spasm, as of some uncontrollable +anguish--passed and was gone. + +He turned towards her, and she looked up. If ever love, all-giving, +self-forgetting, was written on a girl's face, it was written on +Beryl's then. Her wild-rose colour came and went; her eyes were full +of tears. She had honestly made her attempt, but she could not carry +it through, and he saw it. Some vague hope--of which he was +ashamed--died away. Profoundly touched, he put out his arms, and +making nothing of her slight resistance, gathered her close to him. + +'Did you ever read _Sintram_, Beryl?' + +'Yes, years ago.' + +'Do you remember his black fits--how they came upon him +unexpectedly--and only Verena could help him? It's like that with me +sometimes. Things I've seen--horrible sufferings and death--come +back on me. I can't get over it--at least not yet. But I'll never +let it come really between us. And perhaps--some day'--he hesitated +and his voice dropped--'you shall help me--like Verena!' + +She clung to him, not knowing what he meant, but fascinated by his +deep voice, and the warm shelter of his arms. He bent down to kiss +her, in the most passionate embrace he had ever given her. + +Then he released her, and they both looked at each other with a new +shyness. + +'So that's all right!' he said, smiling. 'You see you can't drop me +as easily as you think. I stick! Well, now, you take me as a +pauper--not exactly a pauper--but still--I've got to settle things +with your father, though!' + +Beryl proposed that they should go and look for the others. + +They went hand in hand. + + * * * * * + +Sir Henry meanwhile was engaged in the congenial occupation of +inspecting and showing his kitchen gardens. His son Arthur and +Pamela Mannering were following him round the greenhouses, finding +more amusement in the perplexities of Sir Henry's conscience than +interest in the show itself. + +'You see they've brought in the chrysanthemums. Just in time! There +was a frost last night,' said Sir Henry, throwing open a door, and +disclosing a greenhouse packed with chrysanthemums in bud. + +'My hat--what a show!' said his son. + +'Not at all, Arthur, not at all,' said his father, annoyed. 'Not a +third of what we had last year.' + +Arthur raised his eyebrows, and behind his father's back he and +Pamela exchanged smiles. The next house showed a couple of elderly +men at work pruning roses intended to flower in February and March. + +'This is almost my favourite house,' exclaimed Sir Henry. 'Such a +wonderful result for so little labour!' He strolled on complacently. + +'How long does this take you, Grimes?' Arthur inquired discreetly of +one of the gardeners. + +'Oh, a good while, Mr. Arthur--what with the pruning, and the +syringing, and the manuring,' said the man addressed, stopping to +wipe his brow, for the day was mild. + +Arthur's look darkened a little. He fell into a reverie, while +Pamela was conscious at every step of his tall commanding presence, +of the Military Cross on his khaki breast, and the pleasant, +penetrating eyes under his staff cap. Arthur, she thought, must be +now over thirty. Before his recent wound he had been doing some +special artillery work on the Staff of an Army Corps, and was a very +rising soldier. He was now chafing hotly against the ruling of his +Medical Board, who were insisting that he was not yet fit to go back +to France. + +Pamela meanwhile was going through moments of disillusion. After +these two years she had looked forward to the meeting with such +eagerness, such hidden emotion! And now--what was there to have been +eager about? They seemed to be talking almost as strangers. The +soreness of it bewildered her. + +Presently, as they were walking back to the house, leaving Sir +Henry in anxious consultation over the mushroom-house with the +grey-haired head gardener, her companion turned to her abruptly. + +'I suppose _that's_ all right!' He pointed to some distant figures +on the fringe of a wood. + +'Beryl and Aubrey? Yes--if Aubrey can make her see that she isn't +doing him any harm by letting him go on.' + +'Good heavens! how could she do him any harm?' + +'Well, there's Mannering. As if that mattered!' said the girl +scornfully. 'And then--Beryl's too dreadfully humble!' + +'Humble! About what? No girl ought to be humble--ever!' + +Pamela's eyes recovered their natural brilliance under his +peremptory look. And he, who had begun the walk with no particular +consciousness at all about his companion, except that she was a +nice, good-looking child, whom he had known from a baby, with equal +suddenness became aware of her in a new way. + +'Why shouldn't we be humble, please?' she said, with a laugh. + +'Because it's monstrous that you should. Leave that to us!' + +'There wouldn't be much of it about, if we did!' The red danced in +her cheek. + +'Much humility? Oh, you're quite mistaken. Men are much more humble +than you think. But we're human, of course. If you tempt us, you +soon put the starch into us.' + +'Well, you must starch Beryl!' said Pamela, with emphasis. 'She will +think and say that she's not worthy of Aubrey, that she knows +she'll disappoint him, that she wouldn't mind his giving up +Mannering if only she were sure she could make him happy--and heaps +of things like that! I'm sure she's saying them now!' + +'I never heard such nonsense in my life!' The masculine face beside +her was all impatience. 'One can't exactly boast about one's sister, +but you and I know very well what Beryl is worth!' + +Pamela agreed fervently. 'Besides, Desmond would give it back.' + +'Hm--' her companion demurred. 'Giving back isn't always easy. As to +pounds, shillings, and pence, if one must talk of them, it's lucky +that Beryl has her "bit." But I shouldn't wonder if your father +thought better of it after all.' + +Pamela flushed indignantly. + +'He all but signed a codicil to his will last night! He's in a +tearing hurry about it. He called in Miss Bremerton and wanted her +to witness it. And she refused. So father threw it into a drawer, +and nobody knows what has happened.' + +'Miss Bremerton? The new secretary?' The tone expressed both +amusement and curiosity. 'Ah! I hear all sorts of interesting things +about her.' + +Pamela straightened her shoulders defiantly. + +'Of course she's interesting. She's terribly clever and up to date, +and all the rest of it. She's beginning to boss father, and very +soon she'll boss all the rest of us.' + +'Perhaps you wanted it!' said Captain Chicksands, smiling. + +'Perhaps we did,' Pamela admitted. 'But one needn't like it all the +same. Well, she's rationed us--that's one good thing--and father +really doesn't guess! And now she's begun to take an interest in +the farms! I believe she's walked over to the Holme Wood farm +to-day, to see for herself what state it's in. Father's in town. And +she's trying hard to keep father out of a horrible row with the +County Committee.' + +'About ploughing up the park?' + +Pamela nodded. + +'Plucky woman!' said Arthur Chicksands heartily. 'I'm sure you help +her, Pamela, all you can?' + +'I don't like being managed,' said the girl stubbornly, rather +resenting his tone. + +A slight shade of sternness crossed the soldier's face. + +'You know it's no good playing with this war,' he said drily. 'It's +as much to be won here as it is over seas. _Food_!--that'll be the +last word for everybody. And it's women's work as much as men's.' + +She saw that she had jarred on him. But an odd jealousy--or perhaps +her hidden disappointment--drove her on. + +'Yes, but one doesn't like strangers interfering,' she said +childishly. + +The soldier threw her a side-glance, while his lip twitched a +little. So this was Pamela--grown-up. She seemed to him rather +foolish--and very lovely. There was no doubt about that! She was +going to be a beauty, and of a remarkable type. He himself was a +strong, high-minded, capable fellow, with an instinctive interest in +women, and a natural aptitude for making friends with them. He was +inclined, always, to try and set them in the right way; to help them +to some of the mental training which men got in a hundred ways, and +women, as it seemed to him, were often so deplorably without. But +this schoolmaster function only attracted him when there was +opposition. He had been quite sincere in denouncing humility in +women. It never failed to warn him off. + +'Do you think she really wants to interfere?' he asked, smiling. 'I +expect it's only that she's got a bit of an organizing gift--like +the women who have been doing such fine things in the war.' + +'There's no chance for me to do fine things in the war,' said Pamela +bitterly. + +'Take up the land, and see! Suppose you and Miss Bremerton could +pull the estate together!' + +Pamela's eyes scoffed. + +'Father would never let me. No, I think sometimes I shall run away!' + +He lifted his eyebrows, and she was annoyed with him for taking her +remark as mere bluff. + +'You'll see,' she insisted. 'I shall do something desperate.' + +'I wouldn't,' he said, quietly. 'Make friends with Miss Bremerton +and help her.' + +'I don't like her enough,' she said, drawing quick breath. + +He saw now she was in a mood to quarrel with him outright. But he +didn't mean to let her. With those eyes--in such a fire--she was +really splendid. How she had come on! + +'I'm sorry,' he said mildly. 'Because, you know--if you don't mind +my saying so--it'll really take the two of you to keep your father +out of gaol. The Government's absolutely determined about this +thing--they can't afford to be anything else. _We're_ being +hammered, and gassed, and blown to pieces over there'--he pointed +eastward. 'It's the least the people over here can do--to play +up--isn't it?' Then he laughed. 'But I mustn't be setting you +against your father. I didn't mean to.' + +Pamela shrugged her shoulders, in silence. She really longed to ask +him about his wound, his staff work, a thousand things; but they +didn't seem, somehow, to be intimate enough, to be hitting it off +enough. This meeting, which had been to her a point of romance +in the distance, was turning out to be just nothing--only +disappointment. She was glad to see how quickly the other pair were +coming towards them, and at the same time bitterly vexed that her +_tete-a-tete_ with Arthur was at an end. + + + + +CHAPTER VI + + +Meanwhile Elizabeth Bremerton was sitting pensive on a hill-side +about mid-way between Mannering and Chetworth. She had a bunch of +autumn berries in her hands. Her tweed skirt and country boots +showed traces of mud much deeper than anything on the high road; her +dress was covered with bits of bramble, dead leaves, and +thistledown; and her bright gold hair had been pulled here and there +out of its neat coils, as though she had been pushing through hedges +or groping through woods. + +'It's perfectly _monstrous_!' she was thinking. 'It oughtn't to be +allowed. And when we're properly civilized, it won't be allowed. No +one ought to be free to ruin his land as he pleases! It concerns the +_State_. "Manage your land decently--produce a proper amount of +food--or out you go!" And I wouldn't have waited for war to say it! +Ugh! that place!' + +And she thought with disgust of the choked and derelict fields, the +ruined gates and fences, the deserted buildings she had just been +wandering through. After the death of an old miser, who, according +to the tale she had heard in a neighbouring village, had lived there +for forty years, with a decrepit wife, both of them horribly +neglected and dirty, and making latterly no attempt to work the +farm, a new tenant had appeared who would have taken the place, if +the Squire would have rebuilt the house and steadings, and allowed a +reasonable sum for the cleansing and recovering of the land. But +the Squire would do nothing of the kind. He 'hadn't a farthing to +spend on expensive repairs,' and if the new tenant wouldn't take the +farm on the old terms, well, he might leave it alone. + +The place had just been investigated by the County Committee, and a +peremptory order had been issued. What was the Squire going to do? + +Elizabeth fell to thinking what _ought_ to be done with the Squire's +twelve thousand acres, if the Squire were a reasonable man. It was +exasperating to her practical sense to see a piece of business in +such a muddle. As a child and growing girl she had spent long +summers in the country with a Dorsetshire uncle who farmed his own +land, and there had sprung up in her an instinctive sympathy with +the rich old earth and its kindly powers, with the animals and the +crops, with the labourers and their rural arts, with all the +interwoven country life, and its deep rooting in the soil of history +and poetry. + +Country life is, above all, steeped in common sense--the old, +ancestral, simple wisdom of primitive men. And Elizabeth, in spite +of her classical degree, and her passion for Greek pots, believed +herself to be, before everything, a person of common sense. She had +always managed her own family's affairs. She had also been the paid +secretary of an important learned society in her twenties not long +after she left college, and knew well that she had been a +conspicuous success. She had a great love, indeed, for any sort of +organizing, large and small, for putting things straight, and +running them. She was burning to put Mannering straight--and run it. +She knew she could. Organizing means not doing things yourself, but +finding the right people to do them. And she had always been good +at finding the right people--putting the round pegs into the round +holes. + +All very well, however, to talk of running the Squire's estate! What +was to be done with the Squire? + +Take the codicil business. First thing that morning he had sent her +to that very drawer to look for something, and there lay the +precious document--unsigned and unwitnessed--for any one to see. He +made no comment, nor of course did she. He would probably forget it +till the date of his son's marriage was announced, and then complete +it in a hurry. + +Take the farms and the park. As to the farms there were two +summonses now pending against him with regard to 'farms in +hand'--Holme Wood and another--besides the action in the case of the +three incompetent men, Gregson at their head, who were being turned +out. With regard to ploughing up the park, all his attempts so far +to put legal difficulties in the way of the County Committee had +been quite futile. The steam plough was coming in a week. Meanwhile +the gates were to be locked, and two old park-keepers, who were +dithering in their shoes, had been told to defend them. + +At bottom, Elizabeth was tolerably convinced that the Squire would +not land himself in gaol, cut off from his books and his bronzes, +and reduced to the company of people who had never heard of +Pausanias. But she was alarmed lest he should 'try it on' a little +too far, in these days when the needs of war and the revolutionary +currents abroad make the setting down of squires especially +agreeable to the plebeians who sit on juries or county committees. +Of course he must--he certainly would--climb down. + +But somebody would have to go through the process of persuading +him! That was due to his silly dignity! She supposed that somebody +would be herself. How absurd! She, who had just been six weeks on +the scene! But neither of the married daughters had the smallest +influence with him; Sir Henry Chicksands had been sent about his +business; Major Mannering was out of favour, and Desmond and Pamela +were but babes. + +Then a recollection flashed across the contriving mind of Elizabeth +which brought a decided flush to her fair skin--a flush which was +half amusement, half wrath. That morning a rather curious incident +had happened. After her talk with Major Mannering, and because the +morning was fine and the Squire was away, she had dragged a small +table out into the garden, in front of the library, and set to work +there on a part of the new catalogue of the collections, which she +and Mr. Levasseur were making. She did not, however, like Mr. +Levasseur. Something in her, indeed, disapproved of him strongly. +She had already managed to dislodge him a good deal from his former +intimacy with the Squire. Luckily she was a much better scholar than +he, though she admitted that his artistic judgment was worth having. + +As a shelter from a rather cold north wind, she was sitting in full +sun under the protection of a yew hedge of ancient growth, which ran +out at right angles to the library, and made one side of a +quadrangular rose-garden, planted by Mrs. Mannering long ago, and +now, like everything else, in confusion and neglect. + +Presently she heard voices on the other side of the hedge--Mrs. +Strang, no doubt, and Mrs. Gaddesden. She did not take much to +either lady. Mrs. Strang seemed to her full of good intentions, but +without practical ability to fit them. For Mrs. Gaddesden's type she +had an instinctive contempt, the contempt of the clever woman of +small means who has had to earn her own living, and to watch in +silence the poses and pretences of rich women playing at +philanthropy. But, all the same, she and the servants between them +had made Mrs. Gaddesden extremely comfortable, while at the same +time rationing her strictly. 'I really can be civil to anybody!' +thought Elizabeth complacently. + +Suddenly, her own name, and a rush of remarks on the other side of +this impenetrable hedge, made her raise her head, startled, from her +work, eyes and mouth wide open. + +It was Mrs. Gaddesden speaking. + +'Yes, she's gone out. I went into the library just now to ask her to +look out a train for me. She's wonderfully good at Bradshaw. Oh, of +course, I admit she's a very clever woman! But she wasn't there. +Forest thinks she's gone over to Holme Wood, to get father some +information he wants. She asked Forest how to get this this morning. +My dear Margaret,' with great emphasis, 'there's no question about +it! If she chooses, she'll be mistress here before long. She's +steadily getting father into her hands. She was never engaged, was +she, to look after accounts and farms? and yet here she is, taking +everything on. He'll grow more and more dependent upon her, and +you'll see!--I believe he's been inclined for some time to marry +again. He wants somebody to look after Pamela, and set him free for +his hobbies. He'll very soon find out that this woman fills the +part, and that, if he marries her, he'll get a classical secretary +besides.' + +Mrs. Strang's voice--a deep husky voice--interposed. + +'Miss Bremerton's not a woman to be married against her will, that +you may be sure of, Alice.' + +'No, but, my dear,' said the other impatiently, 'every woman over +thirty wants a home--and a husband. She'd get that here anyway, +however bad father's affairs may be. And, of course, a _position_.' + +The voices passed on out of hearing. Elizabeth remained transfixed. +Then with a contemptuous shake of the head, and a bright colour, she +returned to her work. + +But now, as she sat meditating on the hill-side, this absurd +conversation recurred to her. Absurd, and not absurd! 'Most women of +my sort can do what they have a mind to do,' she thought to herself, +with perfect _sang-froid_. 'If I thought it worth while to marry +this elderly lunatic--he's an interesting lunatic, though!--I +suppose I could do it. But it isn't worth while--not the least. I've +done with being a woman! What interests me is the bit of +_work_--national work! Men find that kind of thing enough--a great +many of them. I mean to find it enough. A fig for marrying!' + +All the same, as she returned to her schemes both for regenerating +the estate and managing the Squire--schemes which were beginning to +fascinate her, both by their difficulty and their scale--she found +her thoughts oddly interfered with, first by recollections of the +past--bitter, ineffaceable memories--and then by reflections on the +recent course of her relations with the Squire. + +He had greeted her that morning without a single reference to the +incidents of the night before, had seemed in excellent spirits, and +before going up to town had given her in twenty minutes, _a propos_ +of some difficulty in her work, one of the most brilliant lectures +on certain points of Homeric archaeology she had ever heard--and she +was a connoisseur in lectures. + +Intellectually, as a scholar, she both admired and looked upon +him--with reverence, even with enthusiasm. She was eager for his +praise, distressed by his censure. Practically and morally, +patriotically, above all, she despised him, thought him 'a worm and +no man'! There was the paradox of the situation and as full of +tingling challenge and entertainment as paradoxes generally are. + +At this point she became aware of a group on the high road far to +her right. A pony-cart--a girl driving it--a man in khaki beside +her; with a second girl-figure and another khaki-clad warrior, +walking near. + +She presently thought she recognized Pamela's pony and Pamela +herself. Desmond, who was going off that very evening to his +artillery camp, had told her that 'Pam' was driving Aubrey over to +Chetworth, and that he, Desmond, was 'jolly well going to see to it +that neither old Aubrey nor Beryl were bullied out of their lives by +father,' if he could help it. So no doubt the second girl-figure was +that of Beryl Chicksands, and the other gentleman in khaki was +probably Captain Chicksands, for whom Desmond seemed to cherish a +boyish hero-worship. They had been all lunching together at +Chetworth, she supposed. + +She watched them coming, with a curious mingling of interest in them +and detachment from them. She was to them merely the Squire's paid +secretary. Were they anything to her? A puckish thought crossed her +mind, sending a flash of slightly cynical laughter through her quiet +eyes. If Mrs. Gaddesden's terrors--for she supposed they were +terrors--were suddenly translated into fact, why, all these people +would become in a moment related to her!--their lives would be mixed +up with hers--she and they would matter intimately to each other! + +She sat smiling and dreaming a few more minutes, the dimples playing +about her firm mouth and chin. Then, as the sound of wheels drew +nearer, she rose and went towards the party. + + * * * * * + +The party from Chetworth soon perceived Elizabeth's approach. 'So +this is the learned lady?' said the Captain in Pamela's ear. She had +brought him in her pony-carriage so far, as he was not yet able for +much physical exertion, and he and Beryl were to walk back from +Holme Wood Hill. + +He put up his eye-glass, and examined the figure as it came nearer. + +'She's just come up, I suppose, from the farm,' said Pamela, +pointing to some red roofs among the trees, in the wide hollow below +the hill. + +'"Athene Ageleie"!' murmured the Major, who had been proxime for the +Ireland, and a Balliol man. 'She holds herself well--beautiful +hair!' + +'Beryl, this is Miss Bremerton,' said Aubrey Mannering, with a +cordial ring in his voice, as he introduced his fiancee to +Elizabeth. The two shook hands, and Elizabeth thought the girl's +manner a little stand-off, and wondered why. + +The pony had soon been tied up, and the party spread themselves on +the grass of the hill-side; for Holme Wood Hill was a famous point +of view, and the sunny peace of the afternoon invited loitering. +For miles to the eastward spread an undulating chalk plain, its +pale grey or purplish soil showing in the arable fields where the +stubbles were just in process of ploughing, its monotony broken by a +vast wood of oak and beech into which the hill-side ran down--a wood +of historic fame, which had been there when Senlac was fought, had +furnished ship-timber for the Armada, and sheltered many a cavalier +fugitive of the Civil Wars. + +The wood indeed, which belonged to the Squire, was a fragment of +things primeval. For generations the trees in it had sprung up, +flourished, and fallen as they pleased. There were corners of it +where the north-west wind sweeping over the bare down above it had +made pathways of death and ruin; sinister places where the fallen or +broken trunks of the great beech trees, as they had crashed +down-hill upon and against each other, had assumed all sorts of +grotesque and phantasmal attitudes, as in a trampled melee of +giants; there were other parts where slender plumed trees, rising +branchless to a great height above open spaces, took the shape from +a distance of Italian stone palms, and gave a touch of southern or +romantic grace to the English midland scene; while at their feet, +the tops of the more crowded sections of the wood lay in close, +billowy masses of leaf, the oaks vividly green, the beeches already +aflame. + +'Who says there's a war?' said Captain Chicksands, sinking +luxuriously into a sunny bed of dry leaves, conveniently placed in +front of Elizabeth. 'Miss Bremerton, you and I were, I understand, +at the same University?' + +Elizabeth assented. + +'Is it your opinion that Universities are any good?--that after the +war there are going to be any Universities?' + +'Only those that please the Labour Party!' put in Mannering. + +'Oh, I'm not afraid of the Labour Party--awfully good fellows, many +of them. The sooner they make a Government the better. They've got +to learn their lessons like the rest of us. But I do want to know +whether Miss Bremerton thinks Oxford was any _use_--before the +war--and is going to be any use after the war? It's all right now, +of course, for the moment, with the Colleges full of cadets and +wounded men. But would you put the old Oxford back if you could?' + +He lay on his elbows looking up at her. Elizabeth's eyes sparkled a +little. She realized that an able man was experimenting on her, +putting her through her paces. She asked what he meant by 'the old +Oxford,' and an amusing dialogue sprang up between them as to their +respective recollections of the great University--the dons, the +lectures, the games, the Eights, 'Commem.' and the like. The Captain +presently declared that Elizabeth had had a much nicer Oxford than +he, and he wished he had been a female student. + +'Didn't you--didn't you,' he said, his keen eyes observing her, 'get +a prize once that somebody had given to the Women's Colleges for +some Greek iambics?' + +'Oh,' cried Elizabeth, 'how did you hear of that?' + +'I was rather a dab at them myself,' he said lazily, drawing his hat +over his eyes as he lay in the sun, 'and I perfectly remember +hearing of a young lady--yes, I believe it was you!--whose +translation of Browning's "Lost Leader" into Greek iambics was +better than mine. They set it in the Ireland. You admit it? Capital! +As to the superiority of yours, I was, of course, entirely +sceptical, though polite. Remind me, how did you translate "Just for +a ribbon to put on his coat"?' + +With a laughing mouth, Elizabeth at once quoted the Greek. + +The Captain made a wry face. + +'It sounds plausible, I agree,' he said slowly, 'but I don't believe +a Greek would have understood a word of it. You remember that in the +dim Victorian ages, when one great Latin scholar gave, as he +thought, the neatest possible translation of "The path of glory +leads but to the grave," another great Latin scholar declared that +all a Roman could have understood by it would have been "The path of +a public office leads to the jaws of the hillock"?' + +The old Oxford joke was new in the ears of this Georgian generation, +and when the laugh subsided, Elizabeth said mildly: + +'Now, please, may I have yours?' + +'What--my translation? Oh--horribly unfair!' said the Captain, +chewing a piece of grass. 'However, here it is!' + +He gave it out--with unction. + +Elizabeth fell upon it in a flash, dissected and quarrelled with +every word of it, turned it inside out in fact, while the Captain, +still chewing, followed her with eyes of growing enjoyment. + +'Well, I'll take a vote when I get back to the front,' he said, when +she came to an end. 'Several firsts in Mods on our staff. I'll send +you the result.' + +The talk dropped. The mention of the front reminded every one of the +war, and its bearing on their own personal lot. Desmond was going +into camp that evening. In a few months he would be a full-blown +gunner at the front. Beryl, watching Aubrey's thin face and nervous +frown, proved inwardly that the Aldershot appointment might go on. +And Elizabeth's thoughts had flown to her brother in Mesopotamia. + +Pamela, sitting apart, and deeply shaded by a great beech with +drooping branches that rose behind the group, was sharply unhappy, +and filled with a burning jealousy of Elizabeth, who queened it +there in the middle of them--so self-possessed, agreeable, and +competent. How well Arthur had been getting on with her! What a +tiresome, tactless idiot she, Pamela, must seem in comparison! The +memory of her talk with him made her cheeks hot. So few chances of +seeing him!--and when they came, she threw them away. She felt for +the moment as though she hated Elizabeth. Why had her father saddled +her upon them? Life was difficult enough before. Passionately she +began to think of her threat to Arthur. It had been the merest 'idle +word.' But why shouldn't she realize it--why not 'run away'? There +was work to be done, and money to be earned, by any able-bodied +girl. And perhaps then, when she was on her own, and had proved that +she was not a child any longer, Arthur would respect her more, take +more interest in her. + +'What do you prophesy?' said Elizabeth suddenly, addressing Arthur +Chicksands, who seemed to be asleep in the grass. 'Will it end--by +next summer?' + +'What, the war?' he said, waking up. 'Oh dear, no. Next year will be +the worst of any--the test of us all--especially of you civilians at +home. If we stick it, we shall save ourselves and the world. If we +don't--' + +He shrugged his shoulders. His voice was full and deep. It thrilled +the girl sitting in the shade--partly with fear. In three weeks or +so, the speaker would be back in the full inferno of the front, and +because of her father's behaviour she would probably not be able to +see him in the interval. Perhaps she might never see him again. +Perhaps this was the last time. And he would go away without giving +her a thought. Whereas, if she had played her cards differently, +this one last day, he might at least have asked her to write to him. +Many men did--even with girls they hardly knew at all. + +Just then she noticed a movement of Beryl's, and saw her friend's +small bare hand creep out and slip itself into Aubrey Mannering's, +as he sat beside her on the grass. The man's hand enfolded the +girl's--he turned round to smile at her in silence. A pang of +passionate envy swept through Pamela. It was just so she wished to +be enfolded--to be loved. + +It was Elizabeth--as the person who had business to do and hours to +keep--who gave the signal for the break-up of the party. She sprang +to her feet, with a light, decided movement, and all the others fell +into line. Arthur and Beryl still accompanied the Mannering +contingent a short distance, the Captain walking beside Elizabeth in +animated conversation. At last Beryl peremptorily recalled him to +the pony-carriage, and the group halted for good-byes. + +Pamela stood rather stiffly apart. The Captain went up to her. + +'Good-bye, Pamela. Do write to me sometimes! I shall be awfully +interested about the farms!' + +With vexation she felt the colour rush to her cheeks. + +'I shan't have much to say about them,' she said stiffly. + +'I'm sure you will! You'll get keen! But write about anything. It's +awfully jolly to get letters at the front!' + +His friendly, interrogating eyes were on her, as though she puzzled +him in this new phase, and he wanted to understand her. She said +hurriedly, 'If you like,' hating herself for the coolness in her +voice, and shook hands, only to hear him say, as he turned finally +to Elizabeth, 'Mind, you have promised me "The Battle of the +Plough"! I'm afraid you'll hardly have time to put it into iambics!' + +So he had asked Miss Bremerton to write to him too! Pamela vowed +inwardly that in that case she would not write him a line. And it +seemed to her unseemly that her father's secretary should be making +mock of her father's proceedings with a man who was a complete +stranger to her. She walked impetuously ahead of Aubrey and +Elizabeth. Towards the west the beautiful day was dying, and the +light streamed on the girl's lithe young figure and caught her +golden-brown hair. Clouds of gnats rose in the mild air; and a light +seemed to come back from the bronzed and purple hedgerows, making a +gorgeous atmosphere, in which the quiet hill-top and the thinning +trees swam transfigured. A green woodpecker was pecking +industriously among some hedgerow oaks, and Pamela, who loved birds +and watched them, caught every now and then the glitter of his +flight. The world was dropping towards sleep. But she was burningly +awake and alive. Had she ever been really alive before? + +Then--suddenly she remembered Desmond. He was to be home from some +farewell visits between five and six. She would be late; he might +want her for a hundred things. His last evening! Her heart smote +her. They had reached the park gates. Waving her hand to the two +behind, with the one word 'Desmond!' she began to run, and was soon +out of their sight. + + * * * * * + +Elizabeth and Aubrey were not long behind her. They found the house +indeed pervaded with Desmond, and Desmond's going. Aubrey also was +going up to town, but of him nobody took any notice. Pamela and +Forest were in attendance on the young warrior, who was himself in +the wildest spirits, shouting and whistling up and downstairs, +singing the newest and most shocking of camp songs, chaffing Forest, +and looking with mischievous eyes at the various knitted 'comforts' +to which his married sisters were hastily putting the last stitches. + +'I say, Pam--do you see me in mittens?' he said to her in the hall, +thrusting out his two splendid hands with a grin. 'And as for that +jersey of Alice's--why, I should stew to death in it. Oh, I know--I +can give it to my batman. The fellows tell me you can always get rid +of things to your batman. It's like sending your wedding-presents to +the pawn-shop. But where is father?' The boy looked discontentedly +at his watch. 'He vowed he'd be here by five. I must be off by a few +minutes after eight.' + +'The train's late. He'll be here directly,' said Pamela confidently; +'and I say--don't you hurt Alice's feelings, old man.' + +'Don't you preach, Pam!' said the boy, laughing. And a few minutes +afterwards Pamela, passing the open door of the drawing-room, heard +him handsomely thanking his elder sisters. He ran into her as he +emerged with his arms full of scarves, mittens, and the famous +jersey which had taken Alice Gaddesden a year to knit. + +'Stuff 'em in somewhere, Pam!' he said in her ear. 'They can go up +to London anyway.' And having shovelled them all off on to her, he +raced along the passage to the library in search of Elizabeth. + +'I say, Miss Bremerton, I want a book or two.' + +Elizabeth looked up smiling from her table. She was already of the +same mind as everybody outside and inside Mannering--that Desmond +did you a kindness when he asked you to do him one. + +'What kind of a book?' + +'Oh, I've got some novels, and some Nat Goulds, and Pamela's given +me some war-books. Don't know if I shall read 'em!--Well, I'd like a +small Horace, if you can find one. "My tutor" was an awfully good +hand at Horace. He really did make me like the old chap! And have +you got such a thing as a Greek Anthology that wouldn't take up much +room?' + +Elizabeth went to the shelves to look. Desmond as the possessor of +literary tastes was a novelty to her. But, after all, she understood +that he had been a half in the Sixth at Eton, before his cadet +training began. She found him two small pocket editions, and the boy +thanked her gratefully. He began to turn over the Anthology, as +though searching for something. + +'Can I help you to find anything?' she asked him. + +'No--it's something I remember,' he said absently, and presently +hit upon it, with a look of pleasure. + +'They did know a thing or two, didn't they? That's fine anyway?' He +handed her the book. 'But I forget some of the words. Do you mind +giving me a construe?' he said humbly. + +Elizabeth translated, feeling rather choky. + +'"On the Spartans at Thermopylae. + +'"Him--"' + +'That's Xerxes, of course,' put in Desmond. + +'"Him, who changed the paths of earth and sea, who sailed upon the +mainland, and walked upon the deep--him did Spartan valour hold +back, with just three hundred spears. Shame on you, mountains and +seas!"' + +'Well, that's all right, isn't it?' said the boy simply, looking up. +'Couldn't put it better if you tried, could you?' Then he said, +hesitating a little as he turned down the leaf, and put the book in +his pocket, 'Five of the fellows who were in the Sixth with me this +time last year are dead by now. It makes you think a bit, doesn't +it?--Hullo, there is father!' + +He turned joyously, his young figure finely caught in the light of +Elizabeth's lamp against the background of the Nike. + +'Well, father you have been a time! I thought you'd forgotten +altogether I was off to-night.' + +'The train was abominably late. Travelling is becoming a perfect +nuisance! I gave the station-master a piece of my mind,' said the +Squire angrily. + +'And I expect he said that you civilians jolly well have to wait for +the munition trains!' + +'He muttered some nonsense of that sort. I didn't listen to him.' +The Squire threw himself down in an arm-chair. Desmond perched on +the corner of a table near. Elizabeth discreetly took up her work +and disappeared. + +'How much time have you got?' asked the Squire abruptly. + +'Oh, a few minutes. Aubrey and I are to have some supper before I +go. But Forest'll come and tell me.' + +'Everything ready? Got money enough?' + +'Rather! I shan't want anything for an age. Why, I shall be buying +war-loan out of my pay!' + +He laughed happily. Then his face grew suddenly serious. + +'Look here, father--I want awfully to say something. Do you mind?' + +'If you want to say it, I suppose you will say it.' + +The Squire was sitting hunched up, looking old and tired, his thick +white hair piled fantastically above his eyes. + +Desmond straightened his shoulders with the air of one going over +the parapet. + +'Well, it's this, father. I do wish you'd give up that row about the +park!' + +The Squire sat up impatiently. + +'That's not your business, Desmond. It can't matter to you.' + +'Yes, but it _does_ matter to me!' said the boy with energy. 'It'll +be in all the papers--the fellows will gas about it at mess--it's +awfully hard lines on me. It makes me feel rotten!' + +The Squire laughed. He was reminded of a Fourth of June years +before, when Desmond had gone through agonies of shame because +his father was not, in his eyes, properly 'got-up' for the +occasion--how he had disappeared in the High Street, and only +joined his people again in the crowd at the fireworks. + +'I recommend you to stick it, Desmond. It won't last long. I've got +my part to play, and you've got yours. You fight because they make +you.' + +'I _don't!_' said the boy passionately. 'I fight because--' + +Then his words broke down. He descended from the table. + +'Well, all right, father. I suppose it's no good talking. Only if +you think I shan't mind if you get yourself put in quad, you're +jolly well mistaken. Hullo, Forest! I'm coming!' + +He hurried off, the Squire moving slowly after him. In the hour +before the boy departed he was the spoilt darling of his sisters and +the servants, who hung round him, and could not do enough for him. +He endured it, on the whole, patiently dashing out at the very end +to say good-bye to an old gardener, once a keeper, with whom he used +to go ferreting in the park. To his father alone his manner was not +quite as usual. It was the manner of one who had been hurt. The +Squire felt it. + +As to his elder son, he and Aubrey parted without any outward sign +of discord, and on the way to London Aubrey, with the dry detachment +that was natural to him in speaking of himself, told the story of +the preceding twenty-four hours to the eager Desmond's sympathetic +ears. 'Well done, Broomie!' was the boy's exultant comment on the +tale of the codicil. + +The house after Desmond's departure settled dreamily down. Pamela, +with red eyes, retreated to the schoolroom, and began to clear up +the debris left by the packing; Alice Gaddesden went to sleep in +the drawing-room; Mrs. Strang wrote urgent letters to registry +offices, who now seldom answered her; the Squire was in the library, +and Elizabeth retreated early to her own room. She spent a good deal +of time in writing up a locked diary, and finishing up a letter to +her mother. Then she saw to her astonishment that it was nearly one +o'clock, and began to feel sleepy. + +The night was warm, and before undressing she put out her light, and +threw up her window. There was a moon nearly at the full outside, +and across the misty stretches of the park the owls were calling. + +Suddenly she heard a distant footstep, and drew back from the +window. A man was pacing slowly up and down an avenue of pollarded +limes which divided the rose-garden from the park. His figure could +only be intermittently seen; but it was certainly the Squire. + +She drew the curtains again without shutting the window; and for +long after she was in bed she still heard the footstep. It awakened +many trains of thought in her--of her own position in this household +where she seemed to have become already mistress and indispensable; +of Desmond's last words with her; of the relations between father +and son; of Captain Chicksands and his most agreeable company; of +Pamela's evident dislike of her, and what she could do to mend it. + +As to Pamela, Elizabeth's thoughts went oddly astray. She was vexed +with the girl for what had seemed to the elder woman her young +rudeness to a gallant and distinguished man. Why, she had scarcely +spoken a word to him during the sitting on the hill! In some way, +Elizabeth supposed, Captain Chicksands had offended her--had not +made enough of her perhaps? But girls must learn now to accept +simpler and blunter manners from their men friends. She guessed that +Pamela was in that self-conscious, _exalte_ mood of first youth +which she remembered so well in herself--fretting too, no doubt, +poor child! over the parting from Desmond. Anyway she seemed to have +no particular interest in Arthur Chicksands, nor he in her, though +his tone in speaking to her had been, naturally, familiar and +intimate. But probably he was one of those able men who have little +to say to the young girl, and keep their real minds for the older +and experienced woman. + +At any rate, Elizabeth dismissed from her mind whatever vague notion +or curiosity as to a possible love-affair for Pamela in that +direction might have been lurking in it. And that being so, she +promptly, and without _arriere pensee_ of any sort, allowed herself +the pleasant recollection of half an hour's conversation which had +put her intellectually on her mettle, and quickened those infant +ambitions of a practical and patriotic kind which were beginning to +rise in her. + +But the Squire's coming escapade! How to stop it?--for Desmond's +sake chiefly. + +Dear boy! It was on a tender, almost maternal thought of him that +she at last turned to sleep. But the footstep pursued her ear. What +was the meaning of this long nocturnal pacing? Had the Squire, after +all, a heart, or some fragment of one? Was it the parting from +Desmond that thus kept him from his bed? She would have liked to +think it--but did not quite succeed! + + + + +CHAPTER VII + + +A week or two had passed. + +The Squire was on his way to inspect his main preparations for the +battle at the park gates, which he expected on the morrow. He had +been out before breakfast that morning, on horseback, with one of +the gardeners, to see that all the gates on the estate, except the +Chetworth gate, were locked and padlocked. For the Chetworth gate, +which adjoined the land to be attacked, more serious defences were +in progress. + +All his attempts to embarrass the action of the Committee had been +so far vain. The alternatives he had proposed had been refused. +Fifty acres at the Chetworth end of Mannering Park, besides goodly +slices elsewhere, the County Committee meant to have. As the Squire +would not plough them himself, and as the season was advancing, he +had been peremptorily informed that the motor plough belonging to +the County Committee would be sent over on such a day, with so many +men, to do the work; the land had been surveyed; no damage would be +done to the normal state of the property that could be avoided; et +cetera. + +So the crisis was at hand. The Squire felt battle in his blood. + +As he walked along through his domain, exhilarated by the bright +frosty morning, and swinging his stick like a boy, he was in the +true Quixotic mood, ready to tilt at any wind-mill in his path. The +state of the country, the state of the war, the state of his own +affairs, had produced in him a final ferment of resentment and +disgust which might explode in any folly. + +Why not go to prison? He thought he could bear it. A man must stand +by his opinions--even through sacrifice. It would startle the public +into attention. Such outrages on the freedom, on the ancient rights +of Englishmen, must not pass without protest. Yes--he felt it in him +to be a martyr! They would hardly refuse him a pocket Homer in +prison. + +What, a month? Three weeks, in actual practice. Luckily he cared +nothing at all about food--though he refused to be rationed by a +despotic Government. On a handful of dates and a bit of coarse bread +he had passed many a day of hard work when he was excavating in the +East. One can always starve--for a purpose! The Squire conceived +himself as out for Magna Charta--the root principles of British +liberty. As for those chattering fellows of the Labour Party, let +them conquer England if they could. While the Government ploughed up +his land without leave, the Socialists would strip him of it +altogether. Well, nothing for it but to _fight_! If one went down, +one went down--but at least honourably. + +In the _Times_ that morning there was a report of a case in the +north, a landowner fined L100, for letting a farm go to waste for +the game's sake. And Miss Bremerton had been holding up the like +fate to him that morning--because of Holme Wood. A woman of parts +that!--too clever!--a disputatious creature, whom a man would like +to put down. But it wasn't easy; she slipped out of your grip--gave +you unexpected tits for tats. One would have thought after that +business with the will, she would be anxious to make up--to show +docility. In such a relation one expected docility. But not a bit of +it! She grew bolder. The Squire admitted uncomfortably that it was +his own fault--only, in fact, what he deserved for making a +land-agent, accountant, and legal adviser out of a poor lady who had +merely engaged herself to be his private secretary for classical +purposes. + +All the same he confessed that she had never yet neglected the +classical side of her duties. His thoughts contrasted the library +and the collections as they were now, with what they had been a +couple of months before. Now he knew where books could be found; now +one could see the precious things he possessed. Her taste--her +neatness--her diligence--nothing could beat them. And she moved so +quietly--had so light a foot--and always a pleasant voice and smile. +Oh yes, she had been a great catch--an astonishing catch--no doubt +of that. All the same he was not going to be entirely governed by +her! And again he thought complacently of the weak places in her +scholarship--the very limited extent of her reading--compared to +his. 'By Zeus!--[Greek: ei pot' estin]--if it weren't for that, I +should never keep the whip-hand of her at all!' + +She had made a forlorn attempt again, that morning, to dissuade him +from the park adventure. But there he drew the line. For there +really was a line, though he admitted it might be difficult to see, +considering all that he was shovelling upon her. He had been very +short--perhaps she would say, very rude--with her. Well, it couldn't +be helped! When she saw what he was really prepared to face, she +would at least respect him. And if he was shut up, she could get on +with the catalogue, and keep things going. + +Altogether the Squire was above himself. The tonic air and scents +of the autumn, the crisp leaves underfoot, the slight frost on the +ruts, helped his general intoxication. He, the supposed scholar and +recluse, was about to play a part--a rattling part. The eye of +England would be upon him! He already tasted the prison fare, and +found it quite tolerable. + +As to Desmond-- + +But the thought of him no sooner crossed the Squire's mind than he +dismissed it. Or rather it survived far within, as a volcanic force, +from which the outer froth and ferment drew half its strength. He +was being forcibly dispossessed of Desmond, just as he was being +forcibly dispossessed of his farms and his park; or of his money, +swallowed up in monstrous income tax. + +Ah, there were Dodge and Perley, the two park-keepers, one of whom +lived in the White Lodge, now only a hundred yards away. Another man +who was standing by them, near the park wall, looked to the Squire +like Gregson, his ejected farmer. And who was that black-coated +fellow coming through the small wicket-gate beside the big one? What +the devil was he doing in the park? There was a permanent grievance +in the Squire's mind against the various rights-of-way through his +estate. Why shouldn't he be at liberty to shut out that man if he +wanted to? Of course by the mere locking and barricading of the +gates, as they would be locked and barricaded on the morrow, he was +flouting the law. But that was a trifle. The _gates_ were his own +anyway. + +The black-coated man, however, instead of proceeding along the road, +had now approached the group of men standing under the wall, and +was talking with them. They themselves did not seem to be doing +anything, although a large coil of barbed wire and a number of +hurdles lay near them. + +'Hullo, Dodge!' + +At the Squire's voice the black-coated man withdrew a little +distance to the roadway, where he stood watching. Of the three +others the two old fellows, ex-keepers both of them, stood +sheepishly silent, as the Squire neared them. + +'Well, my men, good-morning! What have you done?' said the Squire +peremptorily. + +Dodge looked up. + +'We've put a bit of wire on the gate, Squoire, an' fastened the +latch of it up--and we've put a length or two along the top of the +wall,' said the old man slowly--'an' then--' He paused. + +'Then what?--what about the hurdles? I expected to find them all up +by now!' + +Dodge looked at Perley. And Perley, a gaunt, ugly fellow, who had +been a famous hunter and trapper in his day, took off his hat and +mopped his brow, before he said, in a small, cautious voice, +entirely out of keeping with the rest of him: + +'The treuth on it is, Squoire, we don't loike the job. We be afeard +of their havin' the law on us.' + +'Oh, you're afraid, are you?' said the Squire angrily. '_You_ won't +stand up for your rights, anyway!' + +Perley looked at his employer a little askance. + +'They're not _our_ rights, if you please, Muster Mannering. We don't +have nothing to say to 'un.' + +'They are your rights, you foolish fellow! If this abominable +Government tramples on me to-day, it'll trample on you to-morrow.' + +'Mebbe, Squoire, mebbe,' said Perley mildly. 'But Dodge and I don't +feel loike standing up to 'un. We was engaged to mind the roads an' +the leaves, an' a bit rabbitin', an' sich like. But this sort of job +is somethin' out o' the common, Muster Mannering. We don't hold wi' +it. The County they've got a powerful big road-engine, Squoire. +They'll charge them gates to-morrow--there 'll be a terr'ble to do. +My wife, she's frightened to death. She's got a cart from Laycocks, +and she's takin' all our bit things over to her mother's. She won't +stay, she says, to be blowed up, not for no one. Them Governments is +terr'ble powerful, Squoire. If they was to loose a bit o' gas on +us--or some o' they stuffs they put into shells? Noa, Noa, +Squoire'--Perley shook his head resolutely, imitated exactly by +Dodge--'we'll do our dooty in them things we was engaged to do. But +we're not foightin' men!' + +'You needn't tell me that!' said the Squire, exasperated. 'The look +of you's enough. So you refuse to barricade those gates?' + +'Well, we do, Squoire,' said Perley, in a tone of forced +cheerfulness. + +'Yes, we do,' said Dodge slowly, copying the manner of his leader. + +All this time Gregson had been standing a little apart from the +rest. His face showed traces of recent drinking, his hands wandered +restlessly from his coat-collar to his pockets, his clothes were +shabby and torn. But when the Squire looked round him, as though +invoking some one or something to aid him against these deserters, +Gregson came forward. + +'If you want any help, Mr. Mannering, I'm your man. I suppose these +fellows'll lend a hand with carrying these things up to the gates. +They'll not risk their precious skins much by doing that!' + +Perley and Dodge replied with alacrity that so far they would gladly +oblige the Squire, and they began to shoulder the hurdles. + +It was at that moment that the Squire caught the eye of the +black-coated man, who had been observing the whole proceedings from +about ten yards off. The expression of the eye roused in Mannering +an itching desire to lay immediate hands on its possessor. He strode +up to him. + +'I don't know, sir, why you stand there, looking on at things that +are no business of yours,' he said angrily. 'If you want to know +your way anywhere, one of my men here will show you.' + +'Oh, thank you,' said the other tranquilly. 'I know my way +perfectly.' He held up an ordnance map, which he carried in his +hand. 'I'm an engineer. I come from London, and I'm bound for a job +at Crewe. But I'm very fond of country walking when the weather's +good. I've walked about a good bit of England, in my time, but this +part is a bit I don't know. So, as I had two days' holiday, I +thought I'd have a look at your place on the road. And as you are +aware, Mr. Mannering'--he pointed to the map--'this is a +right-of-way, and you can't turn me out.' + +'All the same, sir, you are on my property,' said the Squire hotly, +'and a right-of-way only means a right of passing through. I should +be much obliged if you would hurry yourself a little.' + +The other laughed. He was a slim fellow, apparently about thirty, in +a fresh, well-cut, serge suit. A book was sticking out of one +pocket; he returned the map to the other. He had the sallow look of +one who has spent years in hot workshops, and a slight curvature of +the spine; but his eyes were singularly, audaciously bright, and all +his movements alert and decided. + +'It's not often one sees such a typical bit of feudalism as this,' +he said, without the smallest embarrassment, pointing to the old +men, the gates, the hurdles, which Gregson was now placing in +position, and finally the Squire himself. 'I wouldn't have missed it +for worlds. It's as good as a play. You're fighting the County +Agricultural War Committee, I understand from these old fellows, +because they want a bit of your park to grow more food?' + +'Well, sir, and how does it matter to you?' + +'Oh, it matters a great deal,' said the other, smiling. 'I want to +be able to tell my grandchildren--when I get 'em--that I once saw +this kind of thing. They'll never believe me. For in their day, you +see, there'll be no squires, and no parks. The land 'll be the +people's, and all this kind of thing--_your_ gates, _your_ servants, +_your_ fine house, _your_ game-coverts, and all the rest of it--will +be like a bit of history out of Noah's Ark.' + +The Squire looked at him attentively. + +'You're a queer kind of chap,' he said, half contemptuously. 'I +suppose you're one of those revolutionary fellows the papers talk +about?' + +'That's it. Only there are a good many of us. When the time comes,' +he nodded pleasantly, 'we shall know how to deal with you.' + +'It'll take a good deal longer than you think,' said the Squire +coolly; 'unless indeed you borrow the chap from Russia who's +invented the machine for cutting off five hundred heads at once, by +electricity. That might hasten matters a little!' + +He had by now entirely recovered his chaffing, reckless temper, and +was half enjoying the encounter. + +'Oh, not so long,' said the other. 'You're just passing a Franchise +Bill that will astonish you when you see the results! You perhaps +may just live it out--yes, you may die peaceably in that house +yonder. But your son, if you have one--that'll be another pair of +boots!' + +'You and your pals would be much better employed in stopping this +accursed war than in talking revolutionary drivel like that,' said +the Squire, with energy. + +'Oh ho! so you want to stop the war?' said the other, lifting his +eyebrows. 'I should like to know why.' + +The Squire went off at once into one of his usual tirades as to +'slavery' and 'liberty.' 'You're made to work, or fight! +willy-nilly. That man's turned out of his farm--willy-nilly. I'm +made to turn him out--willy-nilly. The common law of England's +trampled under foot. What's worth it? Nothing!' + +The Squire's thin countenance glowed fanatically. With his arms +akimbo he stood towering over the younger man, his white hair +glistening in the sun. + +The other smiled, as he looked his assailant up and down. + +'Who's the revolutionist now?' he said quietly. 'What's the war cost +_you_, Mr. Mannering, compared to what it's cost me and my pals? +This is the first holiday I've had for three years. Twice I've +dropped like dead in the shop--strained heart, says the doctor. No +time to eat!--no time to sleep!--come out for an hour, wolf some +brandy down and go back again, and then they tell you you're a +drunken brute! "Shells and guns!" says the Government--"more +shells!--more guns!--deliver the goods!" And we've delivered 'em. My +two brothers are dead in France. I shall be "combed" out directly, +and a "sniper" will get me, perhaps, three days after I get to the +trenches, as he did my young brother. What then? Oh, I know, there's +some of us--the young lads mostly--who've got out of hand, and 'll +give the Government trouble perhaps before they've done. Who can +wonder, when you see the beastly towns they come out of, and the +life they were reared in! And _none of us_ are going to stand +profiteering, and broken pledges, and that kind of thing!'--a sudden +note of passion rushed into the man's voice. 'But after all, when +all's said and done, this is _England_!' he turned with a fine, +unconscious gesture to the woods and green spaces behind him, and +the blue distances of plain--'and we're _Englishmen_--and it's touch +and go whether England's going to come out or go under; and if we +can't pay the Huns for what they've done in Belgium--what they've +done in France!--what they've done to our men on the sea!--well, +it's a devil's world!--and I'd sooner be quit of it, it don't matter +how!' + +The man's slight frame shook under the force of his testimony. His +eyes held the Squire, who was for the moment silenced. Then the +engineer turned on his heel with a laugh: + +'Well, good-day to you, Mr. Mannering. Go and fasten up your gates! +If I'm for minding D.O.R.A. and winning the war, I'm a good +Socialist all the same. I shall be for making short work with you, +when our day comes.' And touching his hat, he walked rapidly away. + +The Squire straightened his shoulders, and looked round to see +whether they had been overheard. But the labourers carrying the +hurdles, and Gregson burdened with the coil of wire, had not been +listening. They stood now in a group close to the main gate waiting +for their leader. The Squire walked up to them, picking his way +among various articles of furniture, a cradle, some bedding, a trunk +or two, which lay scattered in the road in front of the white +casemented lodge. The wife of old Perley, the lodge-keeper, was +standing on her doorstep. + +'Well, no offence, Muster Mannering, but Perley and me's going over +to my sister's at Wood End to-night, afore the milingtary come.' The +black-browed elderly woman spoke respectfully but firmly. + +'What silly nonsense have you got into your heads?' shouted the +Squire. 'You know very well all that's going to happen is that the +County Council are going to send their motor-plough over, and +they'll have to break down the gates to get in, so that the law can +settle it. What's come to you that you're all scuttling like a pack +of rabbits? It's not your skins that'll pay for it--it's mine!' + +'We're told--Perley an' me--as there'll be miling_tary_,' said Mrs. +Perley, unmoved. 'Leastways, they'll bring a road-engine, Perley +says, as'll make short work o' them gates. And folks do say as they +might even bring a tank along; you know, sir, as there's plenty of +'em, and not fur off.' She nodded mysteriously towards a quarter, +never mentioned in the neighbourhood, where these Behemoths of war +had a training-ground. 'And Perley and me, we can't have nowt to do +wi' such things. We wasn't brought up to 'em.' + +'Well, if you go, you don't come back!' said the Squire, shaking a +threatening hand. + +'Thank you, sir. But there's work for all on us nowadays,' said the +woman placidly. + +Then the Squire, with Gregson's help, set himself fiercely to the +business. In little more than an hour, and with the help of some +pieces of rope, the gate had been firmly barricaded with hurdles and +barbed wire, wicket-gate and all, and the Squire, taking a poster in +large letters from his pocket, affixed it to the outside of the +gate. It signified to all and sundry that the Chetworth gate of +Mannering Park could now only be opened by violence, and that those +offering such violence would be proceeded against according to law. + +When it was done, the Squire first addressed a few scathing words to +the pair of park-keepers, who smoked imperturbably through them, and +then transferred a pound-note to the ready palm of Gregson, who was, +it seemed, on the point of accepting work as a stock-keeper from +another of the Squire's farmers--a brother culprit, only less +'hustled' than himself by the formidable County Committee, which was +rapidly putting the fear of God into every bad husbandman throughout +Brookshire. Then the Squire hurried off homewards. + +His chief thought now was--what would that most opinionated young +woman at home say to him? He was at once burning to have it out with +her, and--though he would have scorned to confess it--nervous as to +how he might get through the encounter. + + * * * * * + +Fate, however, ordained that his thoughts about the person who had +now grown so important to his household should be affected, before +he saw her again, from a new quarter. The Rector, Mr. Pennington, +quite unaware of the doughty deeds that had been done at the +Chetworth gate, and coming from his own house which stood within the +park enclosure, ran into the Squire at a cross-road. + +The Squire looked at him askance, and kept his own counsel. The +Rector was a man of peace, and had once or twice tried to dissuade +the Squire from his proposed acts of war. The Squire, therefore, did +not mean to discuss them with him. But, in general, he and the +Rector were good friends. The Rector was a bit of a man of the +world, and never attempted to put a quart into a pint-pot. He took +the Squire as he found him, and would have missed the hospitalities +of the Hall--or rather the conversation they implied--if he had been +obliged to forgo them. The Squire on his side had observed with +approval that the Rector was a fair scholar, and a bad beggar. He +could take up quotations from Horace, and he was content with such +parish subscriptions as the Squire had given for twenty years, and +was firmly minded not to increase. + +But here also the arrival of Elizabeth had stirred the waters. For +the Rector was actually on his way to try and get a new subscription +out of the Squire; and it was Elizabeth's doing. + +'You remember that child of old Leonard the blacksmith?' said the +Rector eagerly; 'a shocking case of bow-legs, one of the worst I +ever saw. But Miss Bremerton's taken endless trouble. And now we've +got an admission for him to the Orthopaedic hospital. But there's a +few pounds to be raised for his maintenance--it will be a question +of months. I was just coming over to see if you would give me a +little,' he wound up, in a tone of apology. + +The Squire, with a brow all clouds, observed that when children +were bow-legged it was entirely the fault of their mothers. + +'Ah, yes,' said the Rector, with a sigh. 'Mrs. Leonard is a +slatternly woman--no doubt of that. But when you've said that you +haven't cured the child.' + +The Squire ungraciously said he would consider it; and the Rector, +knowing well that he would get no more at a first assault, let the +child alone, and concentrated on the topic of Elizabeth. + +'An extraordinarily capable creature,' he said warmly, 'and a good +heart besides. You were indeed lucky to find her, and you are very +wise to give her her head. The village folk can't say enough about +her.' + +The Squire felt his mouth twitching. With some horses, is there any +choice--but Hobson's--as to 'giving' them their head? + +'Yes, she's clever,' he said grudgingly. + +'And it was only to-day,' pursued the Rector, 'that I heard her +story from a lady, a friend of my wife's, who's been spending Sunday +with us. She seems to have met Miss Bremerton and her family at +Richmond a year or so ago, where everybody who knew them had a great +respect for them. The mother was a nice, gentle body, but this elder +daughter had most of the wits--though there's a boy in a Worcester +regiment they're all very fond and proud of--and she always looked +after the others, since the father--who was a Civil servant--died, +six years ago. Then two years since, she engaged herself to a young +Yeomanry officer--' + +'Eh--what?--what do you say?--a Yeomanry officer?' said the Squire, +looking round. + +'Precisely--a Yeomanry officer. They were engaged and apparently +very happy. He was a handsome, upstanding fellow, very popular with +women. Then he went out to Egypt with his regiment, and it was +intended they should marry when he got his first leave. But +presently his letters began to change. Then they only came at long +intervals. And at last they stopped. He had complained once of an +attack of sunstroke, and she was wretched, thinking he was ill. At +last a letter reached her from a brother officer, who seems to have +behaved very kindly--with the explanation. Her fiance had got into +the clutches--no one exactly knew how--of a Greek family living in +Alexandria, and had compromised himself so badly with one of the +daughters, that the father, a cunning old Greek merchant, had +compelled him to marry her. Threats of exposure, and all the rest! +The brother officer hinted at a plot--that the poor fellow had been +trapped, and was more sinned against than sinning. However, there it +was. He was married to the Greek girl; Miss Bremerton's letters +were returned; and the thing was at an end. Our friend says she +behaved splendidly. She went on with her work in the War Trade +Department--shirked nothing and no one--till suddenly, about six +months ago, she had a bad breakdown--' + +'What do you mean?' said the Squire abruptly. 'She was ill?' + +'A combination of overwork and influenza, I should think; but no +doubt the tragedy had a good deal to do with it. She went down to +stay for a couple of months with an uncle in Dorsetshire, and got +better. Then the family lost some money, through a solicitor's +mismanagement--enough anyway to make a great deal of difference. The +mother too broke down in health. Miss Bremerton came home at once, +and took everything on her own shoulders. You remember, she heard of +your secretaryship from that Balliol man you wrote to--who had been +a tutor of hers when she was at Somerville? She determined to apply +for it. It was more money than she was getting in London, and she +had to provide for her mother and to educate her young sister. +Plucky woman! All this interested me very much, I confess. I have +formed such a high opinion of her! And I thought it would interest +you.' + +'I don't know what we any of us have to do with it,' grumbled the +Squire. + +The Rector drew himself up a little, resenting the implied rebuke. + +'I hope I don't seem to you to be carrying gossip for gossip's +sake,' he said, rather indignantly. 'Nothing was further from my +intention. I like and admire Miss Bremerton a great deal too much.' + +'Well, I don't know what we can do,' said the Squire testily. 'We +can't unmarry the man.' + +The Rector pulled up short, and offered a chilly good-bye. As he +hurried on towards the village--little knowing the obstacles he +would encounter in his path--he said to himself that the Squire's +manners were really past endurance. One could hardly imagine that +Miss Bremerton would be long able to put up with them. + + * * * * * + +The Squire meanwhile pursued the rest of his way, wrapped in rather +disagreeable reflections. He was not at all grateful to the Rector +for telling him the story--quite the reverse. It altered his mental +attitude towards his secretary; introduced disturbing ideas, which +he had no use for. He had taken for granted that she was one of +those single women of the present day whose intellectual interests +are enough for them, who have never really felt the call of passion, +and can be trusted to look at life sensibly without taking love and +marriage into account. To think of Miss Bremerton as having suffered +severely from a love-affair--broken her heart, and injured her +health over it--was most distracting. If it had happened once--why, +of course, it might happen again. She was not immune; in spite of +all her gifts, she was susceptible, and it was a horrid nuisance. + +He went home all on edge, what with the adventure of the gates, the +encounter with the engineer fellow, and now the revelations of the +Rector. + +As he approached the house, he saw from the old clock in the gable +of the northern front that it was two o'clock. He was half-an-hour +late for lunch. Luncheon, in fact, must be over. And indeed, as he +passed along the library windows, he saw Elizabeth's figure at her +desk. It annoyed him that she should have gone back to work so soon +after her meal. He had constantly made it plain to her that she was +not expected to begin work of an afternoon till four o'clock. She +would overdo it: and then she would break down again as she had done +before. In his selfishness, his growing dependence on her +companionship and her help, he began to dread the mere chance. + +How agreeable, and how fruitful, their days of work had been lately! +He had been, of course, annoyed sometimes by her preoccupation with +the war news of the morning. Actually, this Caporetto business, the +Italian disaster, had played the mischief with her for a day or +two--and the news from Russia. Any bad news, indeed, seemed to haunt +her; her colour faded away; and if he dictated notes to her, they +would be occasionally inaccurate. But that was seldom. In general, +he felt that he had made great strides during the preceding weeks; +that, thanks to her, the book he was attempting was actually coming +into shape. She had suggested so much--sometimes by her knowledge, +sometimes by her ignorance. And always so modest--so teachable--so +docile. + +_Docile_? The word passing through his mind again, as it had in the +morning, roused in him mingled laughter and uneasiness. For outside +their classical work together, nothing indeed could be less docile +than Miss Bremerton. How she had withstood him in the matter of the +codicil! He could see her still, as she stood there with her hands +behind her, defying him. And that morning also, when she had spoken +her mind on the project of the gates. + +Well, now, he had to go in and tell her that the deed was done, and +the park was closed. + +He crept round to a side door, nervous lest she should perceive him +from the library, and made Forest get him some lunch. Then he hung +about the hall smoking. It was ridiculous--nonsensical--but he +admitted to himself that he shrank from facing her. + +At last a third cigarette put the requisite courage into him, and he +walked slowly to the library. As he entered the room, Elizabeth rose +from her chair. + +She stood there waiting for his orders, or his report--her quiet +eyes upon him. + +He told himself not to be a fool, and throwing away his cigarette, +he walked up to her, and said in a tone of bravado: + +'Well, the barricades are up!' + + + + +CHAPTER VIII + + +The Squire having shot his bolt, looked anxiously for the effect of +it. + +Elizabeth, apparently, took it calmly. She was standing with one +hand on the table behind her, and the autumn sun streaming in +through the western windows caught the little golden curls on her +temples, and the one or two small adornments that she habitually +wore, especially a Greek coin--a gold stater--hanging on a slender +chain round her neck. In the Squire's eyes, the stately figure in +plain black, with the brilliant head and hands, had in some way +gathered into itself the significance of the library. All the +background of books, with its pale and yet rich harmony of tone, the +glass cases with their bronzes and terra-cottas, the statues, the +papers on the table, the few flowers that were never wanting to +Elizabeth's corner, the taste with which the furniture had been +re-arranged, the general elegance and refinement of the big room in +fact, since Elizabeth had reduced it from chaos to order, were now +related to her rather than to him. He could not now think of the +room without her. She had become in this short time so markedly its +presiding spirit. 'Let there be order and beauty!' she had said, +instead of dirt and confusion; and the order and beauty were there. + +But the presiding spirit was now surveying him, with eyes that +seemed to have been watchfully withdrawn, under puckered brows. + +'I don't understand,' said Elizabeth. 'You have fastened up the +gates?' + +'I have,' said the Squire jocularly. 'Mrs. Perley believes the +Committee will bring a tank! That would be a sight worth seeing.' + +'You really want to stop them from ploughing up that land?' + +'I do. I have offered them other land.' + +Elizabeth hesitated. + +'Don't you believe what the Government say, Mr. Mannering?' + +'What do they say?' + +'That everything depends upon whether we shall have food enough to +hold out? That we can't win the war unless we can grow more food +ourselves?' + +'That's the Government's affair.' The Squire sat down at his own +table and began to look out a pen. + +'Well now, Miss Bremerton, I don't think we need spend any more time +over this tiresome business. I've already lost the morning. Suppose +we get on with the work we were doing yesterday?' + +He turned an amicable countenance towards her. She on her side moved +a little towards a window near her table, and looked out of it, as +though reflecting. After a minute or two he asked himself with a +vague anxiety what was wrong with her. Her manner was certainly +unusual. + +Suddenly she turned, and came half across the room towards him. + +'May I speak to you, please, Mr. Mannering?' + +'By all means. Is there anything amiss?' + +'I think we agreed on a month's notice, on either side. I should be +glad if you would kindly accept my notice as from to-day.' + +The Squire rose violently, and thrust back his chair. + +'So that's what you have been cogitating in my absence?' + +'Not at all,' said Elizabeth mildly. 'I have made a complete list of +the passages you asked for.' + +She pointed to her table. + +'Yet all the time you were planning this move--you were making up +your mind what to do?' + +She hesitated. + +'I was often afraid it would have to be done,' she said at last. + +'And pray may I ask your reasons?' The Squire's tone was sarcastic. +'I should like to know in what I have failed to satisfy you. I +suppose you thought I was rude to you this morning?' + +'Oh, that didn't matter,' she said hastily. 'The fact is, Mr. +Mannering,' she crossed her hands quietly in front of her, 'you put +responsibilities on me that I am not prepared to carry. I feel I +must give them up.' + +'I thought you liked responsibility.' + +Elizabeth coloured. + +'It--it depends what sort. I begin to see now that my +principles--and opinions--are so different from yours that, if we go +further, I shall either be disappointing you or--doing what I think +wrong.' + +'You can't conceive ever giving up your opinion to mine?' + +'No!' Elizabeth shook her head with decision. 'No! that I really +can't conceive!' + +'Upon my word!' said the Squire, fairly taken aback. They confronted +each other. Elizabeth began to look disturbed. Her eyelids flickered +once or twice. + +'I think we ought to be quite serious,' she said hurriedly. 'I +don't want you to misunderstand me. If you knew how I valued this +opportunity of doing this classical work with you! It is +_wonderful_'--her voice wavered a little, or the Squire fancied +it--'what you have taught me even in this short time. I am proud to +have been your secretary--and your pupil. If it were only that'--she +paused--'but you have also been so kind as to--to take me into your +confidence--to let me do things for you, outside of what you engaged +me for. I see plainly that--if I go on with this--I shall become +your secretary--your agent in fact--for a great many things besides +Greek.' + +Then she made an impetuous step forward. + +'Mr. Mannering!--the atmosphere of this house chokes me!' + +The Squire dropped back into his chair, watching her with eyes in +which he tried--not very successfully--to keep dignity alive. + +'Your reasons?' + +'I am with the _country_!' she said, not without signs of agitation; +'and you seem to me to care nothing about the country!' + +Disputation was never unwelcome to the Squire. He riposted. + +'Of course, we mean entirely different things by the word.' + +She threw back her head slightly, with a gesture of scorn. + +'We might argue that, if it were peace-time. But this is _war_! Your +country--my country--has the German grip at her throat. A few +months--and we are saved--or broken!--the country that gave us +birth--all we have--all we are!' Her words came short and thick, +and she had turned very white. 'And in this house there is never, in +your presence, a word of the war!--of the men who are dying by land +and sea--_dying_, that you and I may sit here in peace--that you may +talk to me about Greek poetry, and put spokes in the wheels of those +who are trying to feed us--and defend us--and beat off Germany. +Nothing for the wounded!--nothing for the hospitals! And you won't +let Pamela do anything! Not a farthing for the Red Cross! You made +me write a letter last week refusing a subscription. And then, +when they only ask you to let your land grow food--that the +German pirates and murderers mayn't starve us into a horrible +submission--_then_ you bar your gates--you make endless trouble, +when the country wants every hour of every man's time--you, in your +position, give the lead to every shirker and coward! No! I can't +bear it any more! I must go. I have had happy times here--I love the +work--I am very glad to earn the money, for my people want it. But I +must go. My heart--my conscience won't let me stay!' + +She turned from him, with an unconscious gesture which seemed to the +Squire to be somewhat mingled with that of the great Victory +towering behind her, and went quickly back to her table, where she +began with trembling hands to put her papers together. + +The Squire tried to laugh it off. + +'And all this,' he said with a sneer, 'because I tied up a few +gates!' + +She made no reply. He was conscious of mingled dismay and fury. + +'You will stay your month?' he inquired at last, coldly. 'You don't +propose, I imagine, to leave me at a moment's notice?' + +She was bending over her table, and did not look up. + +'Oh yes, I will stay my month.' + +He sat speechless, watching her. She very quickly finished what she +was doing, and taking up her note-book, and some half-written +letters, she left the room. + +'A pretty state of things!' said the Squire, and thrusting his long +hands into his pockets he began to pace the library, in the kind of +temper that may be imagined--given the man and the circumstances. + +The difference, however, between this occasion and others lay in the +fact that the penalties of temper had grown so unjustly heavy. The +Squire felt himself hideously aggrieved. Abominable!--that he should +be hindered in his just rights and opinions by this indirect +pressure from a woman, whom he couldn't wrestle with and floor, as +he would a man, because of her sex. That was always the way with +women. No real equality--no give and take--in spite of all the +suffrage talk. Their weakness was their tyranny. Weakness indeed! +They were much stronger than men. God help England when they got the +vote! The Greeks said it--Euripides said it. But, of course, the +Greeks have said everything! Hecuba to Agamemnon, for instance, when +she is planning the murder of the Thracian King: + +'Leave it to me!--and my Trojan women!' + +And Agamemnon's scoffing reply--poor idiot!--'How can _women_ get +the better of men?' + +And Hecuba's ghastly low-voiced 'In a _crowd_ we are +terrible!'--[Greek: deinon to plethos]--as she and her women turn +upon the Thracian, put out his eyes, and tear his children limb from +limb. + +But _one_ woman might be quite enough to upset a quiet man's way of +living! The moral pressure of it was so iniquitous! Your convictions +or your life! It was the language of a footpad. + +To pull down the hurdles, and tamely let in Chicksands and his +minions--how odious! To part with Elizabeth Bremerton and to be +reduced again to the old chaos and helplessness--how still more +odious! As to the war--so like a woman to suppose that any war was +ever fought with unanimity by any country! Look at the Crimea!--the +Boer War!--the Napoleonic Wars themselves, if it came to that! Why +was Fox a patriot, and he a traitor? Let her answer that! + +And all the time, Elizabeth's light touch upon his will was like the +curb on a stubborn horse. Once as he passed her table angry +curiosity took him to look at some finished work that was lying +there. Perfection! Intelligence, accuracy, the clearest of scripts! +All his hints taken--and bettered in the taking. Beside it lay some +slovenly manuscripts of Levasseur's. He could see the corners of +Miss Bremerton's mouth go up as she looked it through. Well, now he +was to be left to Levasseur's tender mercies--after all he had +taught her! And the accounts, and the estate, and these infernal +rations, that no human being could understand! + +The Squire's self-pity rose upon him like a flood. Just at the +worst, he heard a knock at the library door. Before he could say +'Come in,' it was hurriedly opened, and his two married daughters +confronted him--Pamela, too, behind them. + +'Father!' cried Mrs. Gaddesden, 'you must please let us come and +speak to you!' + +What on earth was wrong with them? Alice--for whom her father had +more contempt than affection--looked merely frightened; but +Margaret's eyes were angry, and Pamela's reproachful. The Squire +braced himself to endurance. + +'What do you want with me?' + +'_Father_!--we never thought you meant it seriously! And now Forest +says all the gates are closed, and that the village is up in arms. +The labourers declare that if the County plough is turned back +to-morrow, they'll break them down themselves. And when we're all +likely to be starving in six months!' + +'You really can't expect working-folk to stand quietly by and see +such a thing!' said Margaret in her intensest voice. 'Do, father, +let me send Forest at once to tell the gardeners to open all the +gates.' + +The Squire defied her to do any such thing. What was all the silly +fuss about? The County people could open the gates in half-an-hour +if they wanted. It was a demonstration--a protest--a case to go to +the Courts on. He had principles--if no one else had. And if they +weren't other people's principles, what did it matter? He was ready +to stand by them, to go to prison for them. He folded his arms +magnificently. + +Pamela laughed excitedly, and shook her head. + +'Oh, no, father, you won't be a hero--only a laughing-stock! That's +what Desmond minds so much. They won't send you to prison. Some +tiresome old Judge will give you a talking-to in Court, and you +won't be able to answer him back. And then they'll fine you--and we +shall be a little more boycotted than we were before! That's all +that'll happen!' + +'"Boycotted"?--what do you mean?' said the Squire haughtily. + +'Oh, father, can't you _feel_ it?' cried Pamela. + +'As if one man could pit himself against a nation!' said Mrs. +Strang, in that manner of controlled emotion which the Squire +detested. He rarely felt emotion, but when he did, he let it go. + +Peremptorily he turned them all out, giving strict orders that +nothing he had done should be interfered with. Then he attempted to +go on with some work of his own, but he could not bring his mind to +bear. Finally he seized his hat and went out into the park to see if +the populace were really rising. It was a cold October evening, with +a waxing moon, and a wind that was rapidly bringing the dead leaves +to earth. Not a soul was to be seen! Only once the Squire thought he +heard the sound of distant guns; and two aeroplanes crossed rapidly +overhead sailing into the western sky. Everywhere the war!--the +cursed, cursed obsession of it! + +For the first time there was a breach in the Squire's defences, +which for three years he had kept up almost intact. He had put +literature, and art, and the joys of the connoisseur between himself +and the measureless human ill around him. It had spoilt his personal +life, had interfered with his travels, his diggings, his friendships +with foreign scholars. Well, then, as far as he could he would take +no account of it, would shut it out, and rail at the men and the +forces that made it. He barely looked at the newspapers; he never +touched a book dealing with the war. It seemed to him a triumph of +mind and intelligence when he succeeded in shutting out the +hurly-burly altogether. Only, when in the name of the war his +private freedom and property were interfered with, he had flamed out +into hysterical revolt. Old aristocratic instincts came to the aid +of passionate will, and, perhaps, of an uneasy conscience. + +And now in the man's vain but not ignoble soul there stirred a first +passing terror of what the war might do with him, if he were +_forced_ to feel it--to let it in. He saw it as a veiled Presence at +the Door--and struggled with it blindly. + +He was just turning back to the house, when he saw a figure +approaching in the distance which he recognized. It was that of a +man, once a farmer of his, and a decent fellow--oh, that he +confessed!--with whom he had had a long quarrel over a miserable sum +of money, claimed by the tenant when he left his farm, and disputed +by the landlord. + +The dispute had gone on for two years. The Squire's law-costs had +long since swallowed up the original money in dispute. + +Then Miss Bremerton, to whom the Squire had dictated some letters in +connection with the squabble, had quietly made a suggestion--had +asked leave to write a letter on approval. For sheer boredom with +the whole business, the Squire had approved and sent the letter. + +Then, this very morning, a reply from the farmer. Grateful +astonishment! 'Of course I am ready to meet you, sir--I always have +been. I will get my solicitor to put what you proposed in your +letter of this morning into shape immediately, and will leave it +signed at your door to-night. I trust this trouble is now over. It +has been a great grief to me.' + +And now there was the man bringing the letter. One worry done with! +How many more the same patient hand might have dealt with, if its +exacting owner hadn't thrown up her work--so preposterously! + +The Squire gave an angry sigh, slipped out of the visitor's way +through a shrubbery, and returned to his library. Fires had begun, +and the glow of the burning logs shone through the room. The return +to this home of his chief studies and pursuits during many +delightful years was always, at any hour of the day or year, a +moment of pleasure to the Squire. Here was shelter, here was +escape--both from the troubles he had brought upon himself, and from +the world tumult outside, the work of crazy politicians and +incompetent diplomats. But if there was any season when the long +crowded room was more attractive than at any other, it was in these +autumn evenings when firelight and twilight mingled, and the natural +'homing' instinct of the Northerner, accustomed through long ages to +spend long winters mostly indoors, stirred in his blood. + +His books, too, spoke to him; and the beautiful dim forms of bronzes +and terra-cottas, with all their suggestions of high poetry and +consummate art, breathing from the youth of the world. He +understood--passionately--the jealous and exclusive temper of the +artist. It was his own temper--though he was no practising +artist--and accounted largely for his actions. What are politics--or +social reform--or religion--or morals--compared to _art_? The true +artist, it has been pleaded again and again, has no country. He +follows Beauty wherever she pitches her tent--'an hourly neighbour.' +Woe to the interests that conflict with this interest! He simply +drives them out of doors, and turns the key upon them! + +This, in fact, was the Squire's defence of himself, whenever he +troubled to defend himself. As to the pettinesses of a domineering +and irritable temper, cherished through long years, and flying out +on the smallest occasions--the Squire conveniently forgot them, in +those rare moments of self-vision which were all the gods allowed +him. Of course he was master in his own house and estate--why not? +Of course he fought those who would interfere with him, war or no +war--why not? + +He sat down to his table, very sorry for himself, and hotly +indignant with an unreasonable woman. The absence of her figure from +the table on the further side of the room worked upon his nerves. +She had promised at least to stay her month. These were working +hours. What was she doing? She could hardly be packing already! + +He tried to give his attention to the notes he had been working at +the day before. Presently he wanted a reference--a line from the +_Philoctetes_. 'The Lemnian fire'--where on earth was the passage? +He lifted his head instinctively. If only she had been there--it was +_monstrous_ that she wasn't there!--he would just have thrown the +question across the room, and got an answer. Her verbal memory was +astonishing--much better than his. + +He must, of course, get up and look out the reference for himself. +And the same with others. In an hour's time he had accomplished +scarcely anything, and a settled gloom descended upon him. That was +the worst of accustoming yourself to crutches and helps. When they +were unscrupulously and unjustly taken away, a man was worse off +than if he had never had them. + +The evening post came in. The Squire looked through it with disgust. +He perceived that several letters were answers to some he had +allowed his secretary to draft and send in his name--generally in +reply to exasperated correspondents who had been kept waiting for +months, and trampled on to boot. + +_Now_ he supposed she would refuse to have anything to do with this +kind of thing! She would keep to the letter of her bargain, for the +few weeks that remained. Greek he might expect from her--but not +business. + +He opened one or two. Yes, there was no doubt she was a clever +woman--unpardonably and detestably clever. Affairs which had been +mountains for years had suddenly become mole-hills. In this new +phase he felt himself more helpless than ever to deal with them. +She, on the contrary, might have put everything straight--she might +have done anything with him--almost--that she pleased. He would have +got rid of his old fool of an agent and put in another, that she +approved of, if she had wished. + +But no!--she must try and dictate to him in public--on a matter of +public action. She must have _everything_ her own way. Opinionated, +self-conceited creature! + +When tea-time came he rang for Forest, and demanded that a cup of +tea should be brought him to the library. But as the butler was +leaving the room, he recalled him. + +'And tell Miss Bremerton that I shall be glad of her company when +she has finished her tea.' + +Forest hesitated. + +'I think, sir, Miss Bremerton is out.' + +Out!--was she? Her own mistress already! + +'Send Miss Pamela here at once,' he commanded. + +In a minute or two a girl's quick step was heard, and Pamela ran in. + +'Yes, father?' + +'Where is Miss Bremerton?' The Squire was standing in front of the +fire, angrily erect. He had delivered his question in the tone of an +ultimatum. + +'Why, father, you've forgotten! She arranged with you that she was +to go to tea at the Rectory, and I've just got a note from Mrs. +Pennington to ask if they may keep her for the evening. They'll send +her home.' + +'I remember no such arrangement,' said the Squire, in a fury. + +'Oh, father--why, I heard her speak to you! And I'm sure she wanted +a little break. She's been looking dead-tired lately, and she said +she had a headache at lunch.' + +'Very well. That'll do,' said the Squire, and Pamela departed, +virtuously conscious of having stood by Elizabeth, though she +disliked her. + +The Squire felt himself generally cornered. No doubt she was now +telling her story to the Penningtons, who, of course, would +disapprove the gates affair, in any case. The long hours before +dinner passed away. The Squire thought them interminable. Dinner was +a gloomy and embarrassed function. His daughters were afraid of +rousing a fresh whirlwind of temper, if the gates were mentioned; +and nothing else was interesting. The meal was short and spare, and +the Squire noticed for the first time that while meat was offered to +him, the others fed on fish and vegetables. All to put him in the +wrong, of course! + +After dinner he went back to the library. Work was impossible. He +hung over the fire smoking, or turning over the pages of a fresh +section of the catalogue which Elizabeth had placed--complete--on +his desk that morning. + +It seemed to him that all the powers of mischief had risen against +him. The recent investigation of his affairs made by Elizabeth at +his express wish, slight and preliminary though it was, had shown +him what he had long and obstinately refused to see--that the estate +had seriously gone down in value during the preceding five years; +that he had a dozen scraps and disputes on his hands, more than +enough to rasp the nerves of any ordinary man--and as far as nerves +were concerned, he knew very well that he was not an ordinary man; +that, in short, he was impoverished and embarrassed; his agent was a +scandal and must be dismissed, and his new lawyers, a grasping, +incompetent crew. For a moment, indeed, he had had a glimpse of a +clear sky. A woman, who seemed to have the same kind of business +faculty that many Frenchwomen possess, had laid hands on his skein +of troubles, and might have unravelled them. But she had thrown him +over. In a little while he would have to let Mannering--for who +would buy an estate in such a pickle?--sell his collections, and go +and live in a flat in West Kensington. Then he hoped his +enemies--Chicksands in particular--would be satisfied. + +But these, to do him justice, were not the chief thoughts, not the +considerations in his mind that smarted most. Another woman +secretary or woman accountant--for, after all, clever women with +business training are now as thick as blackberries--might have +helped him to put his affairs straight; but she would not have been +a Miss Bremerton, with her scholarship, her taste, her love of the +beautiful things that he loved. He seemed to see her fair skin +flushing with pleasure as they went through a Greek chorus together, +or to watch her tenderly handling a bronze, or holding a Tanagra +figure to the light. + +Of course some stupid creatures might think he was falling in love +with her--wanting to marry her. He laughed the charge to scorn. No! +but he confessed her comradeship, her friendship, had begun to mean +a good deal to him. For twenty years he had lived in loneliness. +Now, it seemed, he had found a friend, in these days when the new +independence of women opens a thousand fresh possibilities not only +to them, but to men also. + +Well, well, it was all over! Better make up his mind to it. + +He went to the window, as it was nearing ten o'clock, and looked +out. It was foggy still, the moon and stars scarcely visible. He +hoped they would have at least the sense at the Rectory to provide +her with a lantern, for under the trees the road was very dark. + +Oh, far in the distance, a twinkling light! Good! The Squire hastily +shut the window, and resumed his pacing. Presently he thought he +heard the house door open and shut, and a little while after the +library clock struck ten. + +Now it would be only the natural thing to go and say good-night to +his daughters, and, possibly, to inquire after a headache. + +The Squire accordingly emerged. In the hall he found his three +daughters engaged in lighting their candles at the Chippendale +table, where for about a hundred and fifty years the ladies of +Mannering had been accustomed to perform that rite. + +The master of the house inquired coldly whether Miss Bremerton had +returned safely. 'Oh yes,' said his daughter Margaret, 'but she went +up to bed at once. She hasn't got rid of her headache.' + +Mrs. Strang's stiff manner, and the silence of the others showed the +Squire that he was deep in his daughters' black books. Was he also +charged with Miss Bremerton's headache? Did any of them guess what +had happened? He fancied from the puzzled look in Pamela's eyes as +she said good-night to him that she guessed something. + +Well, he wasn't going to tell them anything. He went back to the +library, and presently Pamela, in her room upstairs, heard first the +library bell, then the steps of Forest crossing the hall, and +finally a conversation between the Squire and the butler which +seemed to last some time. + + * * * * * + +It was in the very early morning--between four and five--that +Elizabeth was wakened, first by vague movements in the house, and +then by what seemed to be cautious voices outside. She drew a +curtain back and looked out--a misty morning, between darkness and +dawn, and trees standing on the grass in dim robes of amethyst and +gold. Two men in the middle distance were going away from the house. +She craned her neck. Yes--no doubt of it! The Squire and Forest. +What could they be about at that hour of the morning? They were +going, no doubt, to inspect the barricades! Yet Forest himself had +told her that nothing would induce _him_ to take a hand in the +'row.' + +It was strange; but she was too weary and depressed to give it much +thought. What was she going to do now? The world seemed emptily open +before her once more, chill and lonely as the autumn morning. + + + + +CHAPTER IX + + +On the following morning the breakfast at Mannering was a very tame +and silent affair. Forest was not in attendance, and the under +housemaid, who commonly replaced him when absent, could not explain +his non-appearance. He and his wife lived in a cottage beyond the +stables, and all that could be said was that he 'had not come in.' + +The Squire also was absent. But as his breakfast habits were +erratic, owing to the fact that he slept badly and was often up and +working at strange seasons of the night, neither of his daughters +took any notice. Elizabeth did not feel inclined to say anything of +her own observations in the small hours. If the Squire and Forest +had been working at the barricade together, they were perhaps +sleeping off their exertions. Or the Squire was already on the spot, +waiting for the fray? Meanwhile, out of doors, a thick grey mist +spread over the park. + +So she sat silent like the other two--(Mrs. Gaddesden was of course +in bed)--wondering from time to time when and how she should +announce her departure. + +Pamela meanwhile was thinking of the letter she would have to write +to Desmond about the day's proceedings, and was impatient to be off +as soon as possible for the scene of action. Once or twice it +occurred to her to notice that Miss Bremerton was looking rather +pale and depressed. But the fact only made Pamela feel prickly. 'If +father does get into a row, what does it really matter to her. +She's not responsible!--she's not one of us!' + +Immediately after breakfast, Pamela disappeared. She made her way +quietly through the park, where the dank mist still clung to the +trees from which the leaf was dropping silently, continuously. The +grass was all cobwebs. Every now and then the head of a deer would +emerge from the dripping fern only to be swallowed up again in the +fog. + +Could a motor-plough work in a fog? + +Presently, she who knew every inch of the ground and every tree upon +it, became aware that she was close to the Chetworth gate. Suddenly +the rattle of an engine and some men's voices caught her ear. The +plough, sure enough! The sound of it was becoming common in the +country-side. Then as the mist thinned and drifted she saw the thing +plain--the puffing engine, one man driving and another following, +while in their wake ran the black glistening furrow, where the grass +had been. + +And here was the gate. Pamela stood open-mouthed. Where were the +elaborate defences and barricades of which rumour had been full the +night before? The big gate swung idly on its hinges. And in front of +it stood two men placidly smoking, in company with the village +policeman. Not a trace of any obstruction--no hurdles, no barbed +wire, only a few ends of rope lying in the road. + +Then, looking round, she perceived old Perley, with a bag of ferrets +in his hand, emerging from the mist, and she ran up to him +breathlessly. + +'So they've come, Perley! Was it they forced the gate?' + +Perley scratched his head with his free hand. + +'Well, it's an uncommon queer thing, Miss--but I can't tell yer who +opened them gates! I come along here about seven o'clock this +mornin', and the fog was so thick yo couldn't see nothin' beyond a +yard or two. But when I got up to the gates, there they were open, +just as you see 'em now. At first I thought there was summat +wrong--that my eyes wasn't what they used to was. But they was all +right.' + +'And you saw the gates shut last night?' + +'Barred up, so as you couldn't move 'em, Miss!--not without a +crowbar or two, an' a couple of men. I thowt it was perhaps some +village chaps larkin' as had done it. But it ain't none o' them. It +beats me!' + +Pamela looked at the two men smoking by the gate--representatives, +very likely, of the Inspection Sub-Committee. Should she go up and +question them? But some inherited instinct deterred her. She was +glad the country should have the land and the corn. She had no +sympathy with her father. And yet all the same when she actually saw +Demos the outsider forcibly in possession of Mannering land, the +Mannering spirit kicked a little. She would find out what had +happened from some of their own people. + +So after watching the County Council plough for a while as it clove +its way up and down the park under the struggling sun which was +gradually scattering the fog--her young intelligence quite aware all +the time of the significance of the sight--she turned back towards +the house. And presently, advancing to meet her, she perceived the +figure of Elizabeth Bremerton--coming, no doubt, to get picturesque +details on the spot for the letter she had promised to write to a +certain artillery officer. A quick flame of jealousy ran through +the girl's mind. + +Miss Bremerton quickened her step. + +'So they're open!' she said eagerly, as she and Pamela met. 'And +there's nothing broken, or--or lying about!' + +She looked in bewilderment at the unlittered road and swinging gate. + +'They were open, Perley says, first thing this morning. He came by +about seven.' + +'Before the plough arrived?' + +'Yes.' + +They stood still, trying to puzzle it out. Then a sudden laugh +crossed Elizabeth's face. + +'Perhaps there were no barricades! Perhaps your father was taking us +all in!' + +'Not at all,' said Pamela drily. 'Perley saw the gates firmly barred +with hurdles and barbed wire, and all tied up with rope, when he and +his wife left the Lodge late last night.' + +Elizabeth suddenly coloured brightly. Why, Pamela could not imagine. +Her fair skin made it impossible for a flush to pass unnoticed. But +why should she flush? + +Elizabeth walked on rapidly, her eyes on the ground. When she raised +them it was to look rather steadily at her companion. + +'I think perhaps I had better tell you at once--I am very +sorry!--but I shall be leaving you in a month. I told your father so +last night.' + +Pamela looked the astonishment she felt. For the moment she was +tongue-tied. Was she glad or sorry? She did not know. But the +instinct of good manners came to her aid. + +'Can't you stand us?' she said bluntly. 'I expect you can't.' + +Elizabeth laughed uncomfortably. + +'Why, you've all been so kind to me. But I think perhaps'--she +paused, trying to find her words--'I didn't quite understand--when I +came--how much I still wanted to be doing things for the war--' + +'Why, you might do heaps of things!' cried Pamela. 'You have been +doing them. Taking an interest in the farms, I mean--and all that.' + +'Well, but--' Elizabeth's brow puckered. + +Then she broke into a frank laugh--'After all, that wasn't what I +was engaged for, was it?' + +'No--but you seemed to like to do it. And it's war-work,' said +Pamela, inexorably. + +Elizabeth was dismally conscious of her own apparent +inconsistencies. It seemed best to be frank. + +'The fact is--I think I'd better tell you--I tried yesterday to get +your father to give up his plans about the gates. And when he +wouldn't, and it seemed likely that there might be legal proceedings +and--and a great fuss--in which naturally he would want his +secretary to help him--' + +'You just felt you couldn't? Well, of course I understand that,' +said Pamela fervently. 'But then, you see,' she laughed, 'there +isn't going to be a fuss. The plough just walked in, and the fifty +acres will be done in no time.' + +Elizabeth looked as she felt--worried. + +'It's very puzzling. I wonder what happened? But I am afraid there +will be other things where your father and I shall disagree--if, +that is, he wants me to do so much else for him than the Greek +work--' + +'But you might say that you wouldn't do anything else but the Greek +work?' + +'Yes, I might,' said Elizabeth smiling, 'but once I've begun--' + +'You couldn't keep to it?--father couldn't keep to it?' + +Elizabeth shook her head decidedly. A little smile played about her +lips, as much as to say, 'I am a managing woman and you must take me +at that. "Il ne faut pas sortir de son caractere."' Pamela, looking +at her, admired her for the first time. And now that there was to be +no more question--apparently--of correspondence with Arthur +Chicksands, her mood changed impulsively. + +'Well, I'm very sorry!' she said--and then, sincerely, 'I don't know +how the place will get on.' + +'Thank you,' said Elizabeth. Her look twinkled a little. 'But you +don't know what I might be after if I stayed!' + +Pamela laughed out, and the two walked home, better friends than +they had been yet, Elizabeth asking that the news of her resignation +of her post might be regarded as confidential for a few days. + +When they reached the house, Pamela went into the morning-room to +tell her sisters of the tame ending to all their alarms, while +Elizabeth hurried to the library. She was due there at half-past +ten, and she was only just in time. Would the Squire be there? She +remembered that she had to apologize for her absence of the day +before. + +She felt her pulse thumping a little as she opened the library +door. There was undoubtedly something about the Squire--some +queer magnetism--born perhaps of his very restlessness and +unexpectedness--that made life in his neighbourhood seldom less +than interesting. His temper this morning would probably be of the +worst. Something, or some one, had defeated all his schemes for a +magnificent assertion of the rights of man. His park was in the +hands of the invaders. The public plough was impudently at work. +And at the same moment his secretary had given warning, and the +new catalogue--the darling of his heart--would be thrown on his +hands. It would not be surprising to find him rampant. Elizabeth +entered almost on tip-toe, prepared to be all that was meek and +conciliating, so far as was compatible with her month's notice. + + * * * * * + +A tall figure rose from the Squire's table and made her a formal +bow. + +'Good-morning, Miss Bremerton. I expected your assistance yesterday +afternoon, but you had, I understand, made an engagement?' + +'I asked you--a few days ago,' said Elizabeth, mildly confronting +him. 'I am sorry if it inconvenienced you.' + +'Oh, all right--all right,' said the Squire hastily. 'I had +forgotten all about it. Well, anyway, we have lost a great deal of +time.' His voice conveyed reproach. His greenish eyes were fierily +bent upon her. + +Elizabeth sat down at her table without reply, and chose a pen. The +morning's work generally consisted of descriptions of vases and +bronzes in the Mannering collection, dictated by the Squire, and +illustrated often by a number of references to classical writers, +given both in Greek and English. The labour of looking out and +verifying the references was considerable, and the Squire's testy +temper was never more testy than when it was quarrelling with the +difficulties of translation. + +'Kindly take down,' he said peremptorily. + +Elizabeth began: + +'"No. 190. Greek vase, from a tomb excavated at Mitylene in 1902. +Fine work of the fifth century B.C. Subject: Penelope's Web. +Penelope is seated at the loom. Beside her are the figures of a +young man and two females--probably Telemachus and two hand-maidens. +The three male figures in the background may represent the suitors. +Size, 23 inches high; diameter, 11 inches. Perfect, except for a +restoration in one of the handles." + +'Have you got that?' + +'Yes.' + +'Go on please. "This vase is of course an illustration of the +well-known passage in the _Odyssey_, Book 21. 103. I take Mr. Samuel +Butler's translation, which is lively and modern and much to be +preferred to the heavy archaisms of the other fellows."' + +Elizabeth gave a slight cough. The Squire looked at her sharply. + +'Oh, you think that's not dignified? Well, have it as you like.' + +Elizabeth altered the phrase to 'other translators.' The Squire +resumed. '"Antinous, one of the suitors, is speaking: 'We could see +her working on her great web all day long, but at night she would +unpick the stitches again by torchlight. She fooled us in this way +for three years, and we never found her out, but as time wore on, +and she was now in her fourth year, one of her maids, who knew what +she was doing, told us, and we caught her in the act of undoing her +work, so she had to finish it, whether she would or no....' I tell +you, we never heard of such a woman; we know all about Tyro, +Alcmena, Mycene, and the famous women of old, but they were nothing +to your mother--any one of them."--And yet she was only undoing her +own work!--she was not forcing a grown man to undo his!' said the +Squire, with a sudden rush of voice and speech. + +Elizabeth looked up astonished. + +'Am I to put that down?' + +The Squire threw away the book he was holding. His shining white +hair seemed positively to bristle on his head, his long legs twined +and untwined themselves. + +'Don't pretend, please, that you don't know what part you've been +playing in this affair!' he said with sarcasm. 'It took Forest and +me three good hours this morning to take down as fine a barricade as +ever I saw put up. I'm stiff with it still. British liberties have +been thrown to the dogs--[Greek: gynaikos houneka]--all because of a +woman! And there you sit, as though nothing had happened! Yet I +chanced to see you just now, coming back with Pamela!' + +Elizabeth's flush this time dyed her all crimson. She sat, pen in +hand, staring at her employer. + +'I don't understand what you mean, Mr. Mannering.' At which her +conscience whispered to her sharply, 'You guessed it already--in the +park!' + +The Squire jumped to his feet, and came to stand excitedly in front +of her, his hands thrust into the high pockets of his waistcoat. + +'I am _extremely_ sorry!' he said, with that _grand seigneur_ +politeness he could put on when he chose--'but I am not able to +credit that statement. You make it honestly, of course, but that a +person of your intelligence, when you saw those gates, failed to put +two and two together, well!'--the Squire shook his head, and +shrugged his shoulders, became, in fact, one protesting gesture--'if +you ask me to believe it,' he continued, witheringly, 'I suppose I +must, but--' + +'Mr. Mannering!' said Elizabeth earnestly, 'it would really be kind +of you to explain.' + +Her blush had died away. She had fallen back in her chair, and was +meeting his attack with the steady, candid look that betrayed her +character. She was now entirely self-possessed--neither nervous nor +angry. + +The Squire changed his tone. Folding his arms, he leant against a +pedestal which supported a bust of a Roman emperor. + +'Very well, then--I _will_ explain. I told you yesterday of a step I +proposed to take by way of testing how far the invasion of personal +freedom had gone in this country. I was perfectly justified in +taking it. I was prepared to suffer for my action. I had thought it +all out. Then _you_ came in--and by _force majeure_ compelled me to +give it all up!' + +Elizabeth could not help laughing. + +'I never heard any account of an incident which fitted less with the +facts!' she said with vivacity. + +'It exactly fits them!' the Squire insisted. 'When I told you what I +meant to do, instead of sympathy--instead of simple acquiescence, +for how the deuce were you responsible!--you threatened to throw up +the work I cannot now possibly accomplish without you--' + +'Mr. Levasseur?' suggested Elizabeth. + +'Levasseur be hanged!' said the Squire, taking an angry pace up and +down. 'Don't please interrupt me. I have given you a perfectly free +hand, and you have organized the work--your share of it--as you +please. Nobody else is the least likely to do it in the same way. +When you go, it drops. And when your share drops, mine drops. +That's what comes of employing a woman of ability, and trusting to +her--as I have trusted to you!' + +Was there ever any attack so grotesque, so unfair? Elizabeth was for +one moment inclined to be angry--and the next, she was conscious of +yieldings and compunctions that were extremely embarrassing. + +'You rate my help a great deal too high,' she said after a moment. +'It is you yourself who have taught me how to work in your way. I +don't think you will have any real difficulty with another +secretary. You are'--she ventured a smile--'you are a born teacher.' + +Never was any compliment less successful. The Squire looked sombrely +down upon her. + +'So you _still_ intend to leave us,' he said slowly, 'after what I +have done?' + +'What have you done?' said Elizabeth faintly. + +'Made myself a laughing-stock to the whole country-side!--and thrown +all my principles overboard--to content you--and save my book!' The +reply was given with an angry energy that shook her. 'I have humbled +myself to the dust to meet your sentimental ideas--and there you +sit--as stony and inaccessible as this fellow here!'--he brought his +hand down with vehemence on the Roman emperor's shoulder. 'Not a +word of gratitude--or concession--or sympathy! I was indeed a fool +to take any trouble to please you!' + +Elizabeth was silent. They surveyed each other. 'No agitation!' said +Elizabeth's inner mind; 'keep cool!' + +At last she withdrew her own eyes from the angry tension of +his--dropped them to the table where her right hand was +mechanically drawing nonsense figures on her blotting-paper. + +'Did you really yourself take down that barricade?' she said gently. + +'I did! And it was an infernal piece of work!' + +'I'm awfully glad!' Her voice was very soft. + +'I daresay you are. It suits your principles, and your ideas, of +course--not mine! And now, having driven me to it--having publicly +discredited and disgraced me--you can still sit there and talk of +throwing up your work.' + +The growing passion in the irascible gentleman towering above her +warned her that it was time to bring the scene to an end. + +'I am glad,' she repeated steadily, 'very glad--especially--for Mr. +Desmond.' + +'Oh, Desmond!' the Squire threw out impatiently, beginning again to +walk up and down. + +'He would have minded so dreadfully,' she said, still in a lower +key. 'It was really him I was thinking of. Of course I had no right +to interfere with your affairs--' + +The Squire turned, the tyrant in him reviving fast. + +'Well, you did interfere--and to some purpose! Now then--yes or +no--is your notice withdrawn?' + +Elizabeth hesitated. + +'I would willingly stay with you,' she said, 'if--' + +'If what?' + +She looked up with a sudden flash of laughter. + +'If we can really get on!' + +'Name your terms!' He returned, frowning and excited, to the +neighbourhood of the Roman emperor. + +'Oh no--I have no terms,' she said hurriedly. 'Only--if you +ask me to help you with the land, I should want to obey the +Government--and--and do the best for the war.' + +'Condition No. 1,' said the Squire grimly, checking it off. 'Go on!' + +'And--I should--perhaps--beg you to let Pamela do some V.A.D. work, +if she wants to.' + +'Pamela is your affair!' said the Squire impatiently. 'If you stay +here, you are her chaperon, and, for the present, head of the +household.' + +'Only just for the present--till Pamela can do it!' put in Elizabeth +hastily. 'But she's nineteen--she ought to take a part.' + +'Well, don't bother me about that. You are responsible. I wash my +hands of her. Anything else?' + +It did not do to think of Pamela's feelings, should she ever become +aware of how she was being handed over. But the mention of her, on a +sudden impulse, had been pure sympathy on Elizabeth's part; a wish +to strike on the girl's behalf while the iron was so very hot. She +looked up quietly. + +'No, indeed there is nothing else--except indeed--that you won't +expect me to hide what I feel about the war--and the little we at +home can do to help--' + +Her voice failed a little. The Squire said nothing. She went on, +with a clearing countenance. + +'So--if you really wish it--I will stay, Mr. Mannering--and try to +help you all I can. It was splendid of you--to give up your plans. +I'm sure you won't regret it.' + +'I'm not sure at all--but it's done. Now, then, let us understand. +You take over my estate correspondence. You'll want a clerk--I'll +find one. You can appoint a new agent if you like. You can do what +you like, in fact. I was never meant to be a landowner, and I hate +the whole business. You can harry the farmers as you please--I +shan't interfere.' + +'Allow me to point out,' said Elizabeth firmly, 'that at college I +was not trained in land-agency--but in Greek!' + +'What does that matter? If women can build Dreadnoughts, as they say +they can, they can manage estates. Now, then, as to my conditions. +Do what you like--but my book and the catalogue come _first_!' He +looked at her with an exacting eye. + +'Certainly,' said Elizabeth. + +'But I know what you'll do--you'll go and break down! You are _not_ +to break down.' + +'Certainly!' said Elizabeth. + +'But you have once broken down.' + +Her start was perceptible, but she answered quietly. + +'I was ill a year ago--partly from overwork. But I am normally quite +strong.' + +The Squire observed her. It was very pleasant to him to see her +sitting there, in her trim serge dress, with its broad white collar +and cuffs--the sheen of her hair against the dark wall--her shapely +hands ready for work upon his table. He felt as if he had with +enormous difficulty captured--recaptured--something of exceptional +value; like one of those women 'skilled in beautiful arts' whom the +Greek slave-raiders used to carry off from a conquered city, and +sell for large sums to the wives of wealthy Greek chieftains. Till +now he had scarcely thought of her as a woman, but rather as a +fine-edged but most serviceable tool which he had had the +extraordinary good luck to find. Now, with his mere selfish feeling +of relief there mingled something rather warmer and more human. If +only she would stay, he would honestly try and make life agreeable +to her. + +'Well now, that's settled,' he said, drawing a long +breath--'Oh--except one thing--you will of course want a larger +salary?' + +'Not at all,' said Elizabeth decidedly. 'You pay me quite enough.' + +'You are not offended with me for asking?' His tone had become +astonishingly deferential. + +'Not the least. I am a business woman. If I thought myself entitled +to more I should say so. But it is extremely doubtful whether I can +really be of any use whatever to you.' + +'All right,' said the Squire, returning to his own table. 'Now, +then, let us go on with No. 190.' + +'Is it necessary now to put in--well, _quite_ so much about +Penelope?' asked Elizabeth, as she took up her pen. + +'What do you think?' + +'It seems a little long and dragged in.' Elizabeth looked critically +at the paragraph. + +'And we have now unravelled the web?--we can do without her? +Yes--let her go!' said the Squire, in a tone of excessive +complaisance. + + * * * * * + +When the morning's work was done, and luncheon over, Elizabeth +carried off Pamela to her room. When Pamela emerged, she went in +search of Forest, interviewed him in the gun-room, and then shutting +herself up in the 'den' she wrote to Desmond. + + 'MY DEAR DEZZY--There are such queer things going on in this + queer house! Yesterday Broomie gave warning, and father + barricaded the park gates, and was perfectly mad, and + determined not to listen to anybody. In the middle of the night + he and Forest took the barricade down, and to-day, Broomie is + to be not only secretary, but land-agent, and anything else she + pleases--queen, in fact, of all she surveys--including me. But + I am bound to say she had been very decent to me over it all. + She _wants_ me to do some of the housekeeping--and she has + actually made father consent to my helping at the hospital + every afternoon. Of course I am awfully glad about that. I + shall bicycle over. + + 'But all the same it is very odd, and perhaps you and I had + better consider what it _may_ mean. I know from Broomie herself + that she gave notice yesterday--and now she is going to stay. + And I know from Forest that father called him up when it was + quite dark, between three and four in the morning--Mrs. Forest + thought the Germans had come when she heard the knocking--and + asked him to come with him and undo the gates. Forest told me + that _he_ would have had nothing whatever to do with closing + them, nor with anything 'agin the Government! He's a staunch + old soul, is Forest. So when father told him what he wanted, he + didn't know what to make of it. However, they both groped their + way through the fog, which was thick on the other side of the + park, and set to at the gates. Forest says it was an awful + business to get everything cleared away. Father and Gregson had + made an uncommonly good job of it. If Gregson had put in work + like that on his own hedges and gates, Forest says he mightn't + have been kicked out! It took them ages getting the barbed + wire cleared away, because they hadn't any proper nippers. + Father took off his coat, and worked like a navvy, and Forest + hoisted him up to get at the wire along the wall. Forest says + he was determined to leave nothing! "And I believe, Miss, the + Squire was very glad of the fog--because there couldn't be any + one prying around." + + 'For it seems to be really true that the village has been in a + state of ferment, and that they had determined to free the + gates and let in the Council plough. Perley was seen talking to + a lot of men on the green last night. I met him myself this + morning after breakfast near the gates, and he confessed he had + been there already--early. I expect he came to reconnoitre and + take back the news. Rather calm, for one of father's own men! + But that's the new spirit, Dezzy. We're not going to be allowed + to have it all our own way any more. Well, thank goodness, I + don't mind. At least, there is something in me that minds. I + suppose it's one's forbears. But the greater part of me wants a + _lot_ of change--and there are often and often times when I + wish I'd been born in the working-class and was just struggling + upwards with them, and sharing all their hopes and dreams for + "after the war." Well, why shouldn't I? I'm going to set + Broomie on to some of the cottages in the village--not that + she'll want setting on--but after all, it's I who know the + people. + + 'But that's by the way. The point is why did father give in? + Evidently because Broomie gave notice, and he couldn't bear the + idea of parting with her. Of course Alice--and Margaret too, to + some extent--are convinced it all means that father wants to + marry her. Only Alice thinks that Miss Bremerton has been + intriguing for it since the first week she set foot in the + house; while Margaret is certain that she wouldn't marry father + if he asked her. She thinks that Miss B. is just the new woman, + who wants to _do_ things, and isn't always thinking about + getting married. Well, Dezzy, old boy--_I_ don't know what to + think. I'll keep my eyes open, and report to you. I + _don't--altogether--like her_. No, I don't--that's flat. I + wish, on the whole, she'd taken her departure! And yet I feel + rather a toad for saying so. She is splendid in some + things--yes, she is! And the Rectory people take the most + rose-coloured view of her--it's too late to tell you why, for + the postman is just coming. + + 'Good-bye, Dezzy--dear Dezzy! I know how glad you'll be about + the gates. Write to me as often as you can. By the way, Miss + Bremerton has got a brother in the war--with General Maude. + That ought to make me like her. But why did she leave us to + find it out through the Rectory? She never says anything about + herself that she can help. Do you think you'll really get to + France in January? Ever your loving + + 'PAM.' + + + + +CHAPTER X + + +It was a bright January day. Lunch was just over at Mannering, and +the luncheon-party had dispersed--attracted to the garden and the +park by the lure of the sunshine after dark days of storm and wind. +Mrs. Gaddesden alone was left sitting by the fire in the hall. There +was a cold wind, and she did not feel equal to facing it. She was +one of those women, rare in these days, who, though still young, +prefer to be prematurely old; in whom their great-grandmothers, and +the 'elegant' lackadaisical ways of a generation that knew nothing +of exercise, thick boots and short skirts, seem to become once more +incarnate. Though Mannering was not ill-warmed, Alice moved about it +in winter wrapped in a picturesque coat of black velvet trimmed with +chinchilla, her head wreathed in white lace. From this rather +pompous setting her fair hair, small person, and pinched pale face +looked out perhaps with greater dignity than they could have +achieved unadorned. Her chilliness, her small self-indulgences, +including an inordinate love of cakes and all sweet things, were the +standing joke of the twins when they discussed the family freely +behind the closed doors of the 'Den.' But no one disliked Alice +Gaddesden, though it was hard to be actively fond of her. She and +her husband were quite good friends; but they were no longer of any +real importance to each other. He was a good deal older than she; +and was often away from London on 'war work' in the Midlands. On +these occasions Alice generally invited herself to Mannering. She +thus got rid of housekeeping, which in these days of rations worried +her to death. Moreover, food at Mannering was much more plentiful +than food in town--especially since the advent of Elizabeth +Bremerton. + +It was of Elizabeth that Mrs. Gaddesden was thinking as she sat +alone in the hall. From her seat she could perceive a shrubbery walk +in the garden outside, along which two figures were pacing--Miss +Bremerton and the new agent. Beyond, at some distance, she was aware +of another group disappearing among the trees of the park--Pamela +with Captain Chicksands and Beryl. + +This was the first time that any member of the Chicksands family had +been a guest at Mannering since the quarrel in the autumn. The +Squire had not yet brought himself to shake hands with Sir Henry. +But Beryl on the one side, and Pamela on the other--aided and +abetted always by Elizabeth Bremerton--had been gradually breaking +down the embargo; and when, hearing from Beryl that her brother +Arthur was with them for a few days, Pamela had openly proposed in +her father's presence to ask them both to luncheon, the Squire had +pretended not to hear, but had at any rate raised no objection. And +when the brother and sister arrived, he had received them as though +nothing had happened. His manners were always brusque and +ungracious, except in the case of persons who specially mattered to +his own pursuits, such as archaeologists and Greek professors. But +the Chetworth family were almost as well acquainted with his ways as +his own, and his visitors took them philosophically. Arthur +Chicksands had kept the table alive at luncheon with soldier +stories, and the Squire's sulky or sarcastic silence had passed +unnoticed. + +Mrs. Gaddesden's mind was very full of the Captain's good looks and +distinction. He was now in London, at the War Office, it seemed, for +a short time, on a special mission; hence his occasional weekends +with his family. When the mission was over--so Beryl told Pamela--he +was probably going out to an important appointment in the +Intelligence Department at G.H.Q. 'Arthur's a great swell,' said +Beryl, 'though as to what he's done, or what people think of him, +you have to dig it out of him--if you can!' + +Mrs. Gaddesden did not very much like him. His brusque sincerity +made people of her sort uncomfortable. But she would have liked very +much to know whether there was anything up between him and Pamela. +Really, Miss Bremerton's discretion about such things was too +tiresome--ridiculous--almost rude! It was no good trying, even, to +discuss them with her. + +As to the disinheriting of Aubrey, no more had been heard of it. +Miss Bremerton had told Aubrey when he was at home for twenty-four +hours at Christmas that, as far as she knew, the codicil was still +unsigned. But Aubrey didn't seem to care the least whether it was or +no. If Beryl wished him to raise the question again with his father, +of course he would; otherwise he greatly preferred to leave it +alone. And as Beryl had no will or wishes but his, and was, in +Alice's opinion, only too absurdly and dependently in love, the +sleeping dogs were very much asleep; and the secret of Mannering's +future disposal lay hid impenetrably in the Squire's own breast. + +At the same time, Mrs. Gaddesden was firmly persuaded that whatever +Elizabeth Bremerton wished or advised would ultimately be done. + +What an extraordinary position that young woman now held among them! +Nearly three months had now elapsed since Mrs. Gaddesden's autumn +visit--since Desmond had gone into training at his artillery +camp--since a third of the park had been ploughed up, and since +Elizabeth Bremerton had thrown up her post only to come back next +day as dictator. + +Yes--_dictator_! Mrs. Gaddesden was never tired of thinking about +it, and was excitedly conscious that all the neighbourhood, and all +their friends and kinsfolk were thinking and speculating with her. +At the beginning of November, before she and Margaret Strang went +back to town, the Squire had announced to all of them that Miss +Bremerton had become his 'business secretary,' as well as his +classical assistant. And now, after three months, the meaning of +this notice was becoming very clear. The old agent, Mr. Hull, had +been dismissed, and moderately--very moderately--pensioned. It was +said that Miss Bremerton, on looking into his accounts, saw no +reason at all for any special indulgence. For, in addition to +everything else, she turned out to be a trained accountant!--and +money matters connected with the estate were being probed to the +bottom that had never been probed before. Mrs. Gaddesden's own +allowance--for the Squire had always obstinately declined to settle +any capital on his married daughters--had been, for the first time, +paid at the proper date--by Elizabeth Bremerton! At least, if the +Squire had signed it, she had written the cheque. And she might +perfectly well have signed it. For, as Pamela had long since +reported to her sisters, Elizabeth paid all the house and estate +accounts over her own signature, and seemed to have much more +accurate knowledge than the Squire himself of the state of his bank +balance, and his money affairs generally. + +Not that she ever paraded these things in the least. But neither did +she make any unnecessary mystery about it with the Squire's family. +And indeed they were quite evident to any one living in the house. +At times she would make little, laughing, apologetic remarks to one +of the daughters--'I hope you don't mind!--the Squire wants me to +get things straight.' But in general, her authority by now had +become a matter of course. + +Her position in the Mannering household, however, was as nothing to +her position in the estate and the neighbourhood. That was the +amazing thing which had by now begun to set all tongues wagging. Sir +Henry Chicksands, meeting Mrs. Gaddesden at the station, had poured +himself out to her. 'That extraordinary young woman your father has +got hold of, is simply transforming the whole place. The farmers on +the whole like her very much. But if they don't like her, they're +_afraid of her_! For Heaven's sake don't let her kill herself with +over-work. She'll soon be leading the county.' + +Yes. Work indeed! How on earth did she get through it? In +the mornings there she was in the library, absorbed in the +catalogue, writing to the Squire's dictation, transcribing or +translating Greek--his docile and obedient slave. Then in the +afternoon--bicycling all over the estate, and from dark onwards, +till late at night, busy with correspondence and office work, except +just for dinner and an hour afterwards. + + * * * * * + +The door of the outer hall opened and shut. Elizabeth and a young +man--the new agent--entered the inner hall, where Mrs. Gaddesden was +sitting, Elizabeth acknowledging her presence with a pleasant nod +and smile. But they passed quickly through to the room at the +further end of the hall, which was now an estate office where +Elizabeth spent the latter part of her day. It was connected both +with the main living-rooms of the house, and with a side entrance +from the park, by which visitors on estate matters were admitted. + +A man was sitting waiting for Miss Bremerton. He was the new tenant +of the derelict farm, on the Holme Wood side of the estate, and he +had come to report on the progress which had been made in clearing +and ploughing the land, and repairing the farm-buildings. He was a +youngish man, a sergeant in a Warwickshire regiment, who had been +twice wounded in the war, and was now discharged. As the son of an +intelligent farmer, he had had a good agricultural training, and it +was evident that his enthusiasms and those of the Squire's new +'business-secretary' were running in harness. + +The new agent, Captain Dell, also a discharged Territorial, who had +lost an arm in the war, watched the scene between the incoming +tenant and Elizabeth, with a shrewd pair of eyes, through which +there passed occasional gleams of amusement or surprise. He was +every day making further acquaintance with the lady who was +apparently to be his chief, but he was well aware that he was only +at the beginning of his lesson. Astonishing, to see a woman taking +this kind of lead!--asking these technical questions--as to land, +crops, repairs, food production, and the rest--looking every now and +then at the note-book beside her, full of her own notes made on the +spot, or again, setting down with a quick hand something that was +said to her. And all through he was struck with her tone of quiet +authority--without a touch of boasting or 'side,' but also without a +touch of any mere feminine deference to the male. She was there in +the Squire's place, and she never let it be forgotten. Heavens, +women had come on during this war! Through the young man's mind +there ran a vague and whirling sense of change. + +'Well, Mr. Denman, that all sounds splendid!' said Elizabeth, at +last, as she rose from her table. 'The country won't starve, if you +can help it! I shall tell the County Committee all about you on +Tuesday. You don't want another tractor?' + +'Oh, no, thank you! The two at work are enough. I hope you'll be +over soon. I should like to show you what we've been after.' The +man's tone was one of eager good will. + +'Oh yes, I shall be over before long,' said Elizabeth cheerfully. +'It's so tremendously interesting what you're doing. And if you want +anything I can help you in, you can always telephone.' + +And she pointed smiling to the instrument on the table--the first +that had ever been allowed within the walls of Mannering. And that +the Squire might not be teased with it, Elizabeth had long since +fitted an extra inner door, covered with green baize, to the door of +the office. + +The new tenant departed, and Elizabeth turned to the agent. + +'I really think we've caught a good man there,' she said, with a +smile. 'Now will you tell me, please, about those timber proposals? +I hope to get a few words with the Squire to-night.' + +And leaning back in her chair, she listened intently while Captain +Dell, bringing a roll of papers out of his pocket, read her the +draft proposals of a well-known firm of timber merchants, for the +purchase of some of the Squire's outlying woods of oak and beech. +Lights had been brought in, and Elizabeth sat shading her eyes from +the lamp before her,--a strong and yet agreeable figure. Was it the +consciousness of successful work--of opening horizons, and satisfied +ambitions, that had made a physical presence, always attractive, so +much more attractive than before--that had given it a magnetism and +fire it had never yet possessed? Pamela, who was developing fast, +and was acutely conscious of Elizabeth, asked herself the question, +or something like it, about once a week. And during a short +Christmas visit that Elizabeth had paid her own people, her gentle +mother, much puzzled and a little dazzled by her daughter, had +necessarily pondered the why and wherefore of a change she felt, but +could not analyse. One thing the mother's insight had been clear +about. Elizabeth was not in love. On the contrary, the one +love-affair of her life seemed to be at last forgotten and put +aside. Elizabeth was now in love with _efficiency_; with a great +task given into her hand. As to the Squire, the owner of Mannering, +who had provided her with the task, Mrs. Bremerton could not +imagine him or envisage him at all. Elizabeth's accounts of him +were so reticent and so contradictory.... 'Well, that's very +interesting'--said Elizabeth thoughtfully, when Captain Dell laid +down his papers--'I wonder what Mr. Mannering will say to it? As you +know, I got his express permission for you to make these enquiries. +But he hates cutting down a single tree, and this will mean a wide +clearance!' + +'So it will--but the country wants every stick of it. And as to not +cutting, one sees that from the woods--the tragedy of the +woods!'--said the young man with emphasis. 'There has been no decent +forestry on this estate for half a century. I hope you will be able +to persuade him, Miss Bremerton. I expect, indeed, it's Hobson's +choice.' + +'You mean the timber will be commandeered?' + +'Probably. The Government have just come down on some of Lord +Radley's woods just beyond our borders--with scarcely a week's +warning. No "With your leave" or "By your leave"! The price fixed, +Canadians sent down to cut, and a light railway built from the woods +to the station to carry the timber, before you could say "Jack +Robinson."' + +'You think the price these people offer is a fair one?' She pointed +to the draft contract. + +'Excellent! The Squire won't get nearly as much from the +Government.' + +'What one might do with some of it for the estate!' said Elizabeth, +looking up, her blue eyes dancing in the lamplight. + +'Rebuild half the cottages?' said the other, smiling, as he rose. 'A +village club-house, a communal kitchen, a small holdings scheme--all +the things we've talked about? Oh yes, you could do all that and +more. The Squire doesn't know what he possesses.' + +'Well, I'll take the papers to him,' said Elizabeth, holding out her +hands for them. 'I may perhaps catch him to-night' + +A little more business talk, and the agent departed. Then Elizabeth +dreamily--still cogitating a hundred things--touched an electric +bell. A girl typist, who acted as her clerk, came in from an +adjoining room. Elizabeth rapidly dictated a number of letters, +stayed for a little friendly gossip with the girl about her father +in the Army Service Corps, who had been in hospital at Rouen, and +had just finished, when the gong rang for afternoon tea. + + * * * * * + +When Elizabeth entered, the hall was crowded. It was the principal +sitting-room of the house, now that for reasons of economy fires +were seldom lit in the drawing-rooms. Before Elizabeth's advent it +had been a dingy, uncomfortable place, but she and Pamela had +entirely transformed it. As in the estate so in the house, the +Squire did not know what he possessed. In all old houses with a +continuous life, there are accumulations of furniture and stores, +discarded by the generation of one day, and brought back by the +fashion of the next. A little routing in attics and forgotten +cupboards and chests had produced astonishing results. Chippendale +chairs and settees had been brought down from the servants' +bedrooms; two fine Dutch cabinets had been discovered amid a mass of +lumber in an outhouse; a tall Japanese screen, dating from the end +of the eighteenth century, and many pairs of linen curtains +embroidered about the same time in branching oriental patterns by +the hands of Mannering ladies, had been unearthed, and Pamela--for +Elizabeth having started the search had interfered very little with +its results--had spent some of her now scanty leisure in making the +best of the finds. The hall was now a charming place, scented, +moreover, on this January evening by the freesias and narcissus that +Elizabeth had managed to rear in the house itself, and Pamela, who +had always been ashamed of her own ill-kept and out-at-elbows home, +as compared with the perfections of Chetworth, had been showing +Arthur and Beryl Chicksands what had been done to renovate the old +house since they were last in it--'and all without spending a +penny!'--with a girlish pleasure which in the Captain's opinion +became her greatly. Pamela needed indeed a good deal of animation to +be as handsome as she deserved to be! A very critical observer took +note that her stock of it was rapidly rising. It was the same with +the letters, too, which for a month or so past, she had condescended +to write him, after treating him most uncivilly in the autumn, and +never answering a long screed--'and a jolly good one!'--which he had +written her from Paris in November. + +As Elizabeth came in, Pamela was reading aloud a telegram just +received, and Miss Bremerton was greeted with the news--'Desmond's +coming to-night, instead of to-morrow! They've given him forty-eight +hours' leave, and he goes to France on Thursday.' + +'That's very short!' said Elizabeth, as she took her place beside +Pamela, who was making tea. 'Does your father know?' + +Forest, it appeared, had gone to tell him. Meanwhile Captain +Chicksands was watching with a keen eye the relation between Miss +Bremerton and Pamela. He saw that the Squire's secretary was +scrupulously careful to give Pamela her place as daughter of the +house; but Pamela's manner hardly showed any real intimacy between +them. And it was easy to see where the real authority lay. As for +himself he had lately begun to ask himself seriously how much he was +interested in Pamela. For in truth, though he was no coxcomb, he +could not help seeing--all the more because of Pamela's variable +moods towards him--that she was at least incipiently interested in +him. If so, was it fair to her that they should correspond?--and +that he should come to Mannering whenever he was asked and military +duty allowed, now that the Squire's embargo was at least partially +removed? + +He confessed to himself that he was glad to come, that Pamela +attracted him. At the same time there was in him a stern sense that +the time was no time for love-making. The German hosts were +gathering; the vast breakdown in Russia was freeing more and more of +them for the Western assault. He himself was for the moment doing +some important intelligence work, in close contact with the High +Command. No one outside a very small circle knew better than he what +lay in front of England--the fierce death-struggle over a thousand +miles of front. And were men and women to be kissing and marrying +while these storm-clouds of war--this rain of blood--were gathering +overhead? + +Involuntarily he moved further from Pamela. His fine face with the +rather high cheek-bones, strong mouth, and lined brow, seemed to put +softness away. He approached Elizabeth. + +'What is the Squire doing about his wood, Miss Bremerton? The +Government's desperately in want of ash!' + +He spoke almost as one official might speak to another--comrade to +comrade. What he had heard about her doings from his father had +filled his soldier's mind with an eager admiration for her. That was +how women should bear themselves in this war--as the practical +helpers of men. + +He fell into the chair beside her, and Elizabeth was soon deep in +conversation with him, a conversation that any one might overhear +who would. It turned partly on the armies abroad--partly on the +effort at home. There was warmth--even passion--in it, studiously +restrained. But it was the passion of two patriots, conscious +through every pulse of their country's strait. + +The others listened. Pamela became silent and pale. All the old +jealousy and misery of the autumn were alive in her once more. She +had looked forward for weeks to this meeting with Arthur Chicksands. +And for the first part of his visit she had been happy--before +Elizabeth came on the scene. Why should Elizabeth have all the +homage and the attention? She, too, was doing her best! She was +drudging every day as a V.A.D., washing crockery and scrubbing +floors; and this was the first afternoon off she had had for weeks. +Her limbs were dog-tired. But Arthur Chicksands never talked to +_her_--Pamela--in this tone of freedom and equality--with the whole +and not the half of his mind. 'I could hold my own,' she thought +bitterly, 'but he never gives me the chance! I suppose he despises +girls.' + +As the hall clock struck half-past five, however, Elizabeth rose +from her seat, gathering up the papers she had brought in from the +office, and disappeared. + +Arthur Chicksands looked at his watch. Beryl exclaimed: + +'Oh, no, Arthur, not yet! Let's wait for Desmond!' + +Pamela said perfunctorily--'No, please don't go! He'll be here +directly.' + +But as they gathered round the fire, expecting the young gunner, she +hardly opened her lips again. Arthur Chicksands was quite conscious +that he had wounded her. She appeared to him, as she sat there in +the firelight, in all the first fairness and freshness of her youth, +as an embodied temptation. Again he said to himself that other men +might love and marry on the threshold of battle; he could not bring +himself to think it justifiable--whether for the woman or the man. +In a few weeks' time he would be back in France and in the very +thick, perhaps, of the final struggle--of its preparatory stages, at +any rate. Could one make love to a beautiful creature like that at +such a moment, and then leave her, with a whole mind?--the mind and +the nerve that were the country's due? + +All the same he had never been so aware of her before. And +simultaneously his mind was invaded by the mute, haunting certainty +that her life was reaching out towards his, and that he was +repelling and hurting her. + +Suddenly--into the midst of them, while Mrs. Gaddesden was talking +endlessly in her small plaintive voice about rations and +queues--there dropped the sound of a car passing the windows, and a +boy's clear voice. + +'Desmond!' cried Pamela, with almost a sob of relief, and like one +escaping from a nightmare she sprang up and ran to greet her +brother. + + * * * * * + +Meanwhile Elizabeth had found the Squire waiting for her, and, as +she saw at once, in a state of tension. + +'What was that you were saying to me about timber last week?' he +demanded imperiously as she entered, without giving her time to +speak. 'I hear this intolerable Government are behaving like +madmen, cutting down everything they can lay hands on. They shan't +have my trees--I would burn them first!' + +Elizabeth paused in some dismay. + +'You remember--' she began. + +'Remember what?' It was long since she had heard so snappish a tone. + +'That you authorized me--' + +'Oh, I daresay, I gave myself away--I'm always doing so. I don't +mean half I say. You're too full of business--you take me up too +quick. What are those papers you've got there?' + +Elizabeth's red cheeks showed her taken aback. It was the first time +for weeks that her employer had turned upon her so. She had grown so +accustomed to managing him, to taming the irritable temper that no +one else but she could cope with, and, unconsciously, so proud of +her success, that she was not prepared for this attack. She met it +meekly. + +'I have a proposal here to submit to you, from ---- & Co.' (she +named a firm of timber-merchants famous throughout the Midlands). +'There is nothing in it--Captain Dell is certain--that would injure +the estate. You have such masses of timber! And, if you don't sell, +you may find it commandeered. You know what's happened to Lord +Radley?' + +The Squire sulkily demanded to be informed. Elizabeth told the +story, standing at his desk, like a clerk making a report. It seemed +to enrage her auditor. + +'This _accursed_ war!' he broke out, when she had finished--'it +makes slaves and idiots of us all. It must--it shall end!' And +marching tempestuously up and down, he went off into one of the +pessimist and pacifist harangues to which she was more or less +accustomed. Who would rid the country of a Government that could +neither make peace nor make war?--that foresaw nothing--that was +making life unbearable at home, by a network of senseless +restrictions, while it wasted millions abroad, and in the military +camps! The Labour Party were the only people with a grain of sense. +They at least would try to make peace. Only, when they had made it, +to be governed by them would be even worse than to be governed by +Lloyd George. There was no possible life anywhere for decent quiet +people. And as for the ravaging and ruin of the woods that was going +on all over England-- + +'The submarine return is worse this week,' said Elizabeth in a low +voice. + +She had gone to her own table and was sitting there till the +hurricane should pass over. There was in her a fresh and chafing +sense of the obstacles laid in her path--the path of the scientific +and successful organizer--by the Squire's perversities. It was not +as though he were a pacifist by conviction, religious or other. She +had seen him rout and trample on not a few genuine professors of the +faith. His whole opposition to the war rested on the limitations +and discomforts inflicted on his own life. It reminded her of +certain fragments of dialogue she had overheard in the winter, where +she had chanced to find herself alone in a railway carriage full of +a group of disaffected workmen returning from a strike meeting at +Leicester. 'If there are many like these, is the country worth +saving?' she was saying to herself all the time, in a dumb passion. + +Yet, after all, those men had done months and years of labour for +the country. Saying 'I will not go!' they had yet gone. Without a +spark of high feeling or conscious self-sacrifice to ease their +toil, they had yet, week by week, made the guns and the shells which +had saved the armies of England. When this temporary outbreak was +over they would go back and make them again. And they were tired +men--sallow-faced, and bowed before their time. + +But what had this whimsical, accomplished man before her ever done +for his country that he should rail like this? It was difficult +after a tiring day to keep scorn and dissent concealed. They +probably showed in her expression, for the Squire turned upon her as +she made her remark about the submarines, examining her with a pair +of keen eyes. + +'Oh, I know very well what you and that fellow Chicksands think +about persons like me who endeavour to see things _as they +are_!'--he smote a chair before him--'and not as you and our +war-party _wish_ them to be. Well, well--now then to business. Who +wants to cut my woods--and what do they offer for them?' + +Elizabeth put the papers in front of him. He turned them over. + +'H'm--they want the Cross Wood--one of the most beautiful woods in +England. I have spent days there when I was young drawing the trees. +And who's the idiot'--he pointed to some marginal notes--'who is +always carping and girding? "Good forestry" would have done this and +not done that. "Mismanagement"--"neglect"! Upon my word, who made +this man a judge over me?' + +And flushed with wrath, the Squire looked angrily at his secretary. +'Heavens!'--thought Elizabeth--'why didn't I edit the papers before +I showed them?' But aloud she said with her good-tempered smile-- + +'I am afraid I took all those remarks as applying to Mr. Hull. He +was responsible for the woods, wasn't he? He told me he was.' + +'Nothing of the kind! In the end the owner is responsible. This +fellow is attacking _me_!' + +Elizabeth said nothing. She could only wait in hope to see how the +large sums mentioned in the contract might work. + +'"Maximum price"! What's this?--"Had Mr. Mannering been willing to +enter into negotiations with us last year,"'--the Squire began to +read a letter accompanying the draft contract--'"when we approached +him, we should probably have been able to offer him a better price. +But under the scale of prices now fixed by the Government--"' + +The owner of Mannering bounded out of his seat. + +'And you actually mean to say that I may not only be forced to sell +my woods--but whether I am forced or not, I can only sell them at +the Government price? Intolerable!--absolutely _intolerable_! Every +day that Englishmen put up with these tyrannies is a disgrace to the +country!' + +'The country must have artillery waggons and aeroplanes,' said +Elizabeth, softly. 'Where are we to get the wood? There are not +ships enough to bring it overseas?' + +'And suppose I grant you that--why am I not to get my fair +price--like anybody else? Just tell me that!' + +'Why, everybody's "controlled"!' cried Elizabeth. + +'Pshaw! I am sorry to be uncivil'--a sarcastic bow in her +direction--'but I really must point out that you talk nonsense. +Look at the money in the banks--look at the shops and the +advertisements--look at the money that people pay for pictures, and +old books, and autographs. _Somebody's_ making profits--that's +clear. But a wretched landowner--with a few woods to sell--it is +easy to victimize him!' + +'It comes to a large sum,' said Elizabeth, looking down. At last she +was conscious of a real exasperation with the Squire. For four +months now she had been wrestling with him--for his own good and the +country's, and everything had always to be begun again. Suddenly her +spirits drooped. + +The Squire observed her furtively out of the corners of his eyes. +Then he turned to the last page of the contract, with its final +figures. His eyebrows went up. + +'The man's a _fool_!' he said vehemently. 'I know the value of my +own timber a great deal better than he. They're not worth a third of +what they put them at.' + +'Even at the Government price?' Elizabeth ventured slyly. 'He'll be +very glad to give it!' + +'Then it's blackmailing the country,' said the Squire obstinately. +'I loathe the war, but I'm not a profiteer.' + +Elizabeth was silent. If the Squire persisted in rejecting this +deal, which he had himself invited in another mood, half her dreams +for the future, the dreams of a woman just beginning to feel the +intoxication of power, or, to put it better, the creative passion of +the reformer, were undone. She had already saved the Squire much +money. When all reasonable provision had been made for investment, +replanting, and the rest, this sale would still leave enough to +transform the estate and scores of human lives upon it. Her will +chafed hotly under the curb imposed upon it by the caprices of a +master for whom--save only as a Greek scholar--she had little +respect. After a while, as the Squire was still turning over the +contract with occasional grunts and mutterings, she asked-- + +'Will you please tell me what I am to reply?' + +Her voice was cold and measured. + +The Squire threw up his white head. + +'What hurry is there?' he said testily. + +'Oh, none--if you wish it delayed. Only--' she hesitated--'Captain +Dell tells me the Government inspectors are already in the +neighbourhood. He expects them here before long.' + +'And if I make a stand--if I oppose you--well--it'll be the gates +over again?' She shrugged her shoulders. + +'We must try to find the money some other way. It is badly wanted. I +thought--' + +'You thought I had authorized this--and you've given all your work +for nothing? You think I'm an impossible person?' + +Suddenly she found him sitting beside her. Perforce she looked him +in the face. + +'Don't give notice again!' he said, almost with passion. + +'It's not so easy now,' she said, with a rather uncertain voice. + +'Because you've done so much for me?--because you've slaved and put +your heart into it? That's true. Well now, look here. We'll put that +beastly thing away to-night--perhaps I shall be in a better temper +in a few days.' + +There was a note in his voice he seemed unable to keep out of it. +Elizabeth looking up caught the fire light on the sketch of Desmond. +Had the Squire's eyes been on it too? Impossible to say--for he had +already turned away. + +'Oh, yes,--put it away!' she said hurriedly. + +'And I'll go over the woods with you on--Friday,' said the Squire +after a pause. 'Oh, I don't deny that the money is tempting. I'm not +such a pauper as I once was, thanks to you. I seem to have some +money in the bank--astonishing situation! And--there's a jolly good +sale at Christie's coming on.' + +He looked at her half-shamefaced, half-ready to resent it if she +laughed at him. + +Her eyes laughed. + +'I thought you'd forgotten that. I saw you mark the catalogue.' + +'Beech and oak between two and three hundred years old--in exchange +for Greek gems, between two and three thousand. Well--I'll consider +it. Now then, are you feeling better?' + +And to her amazement he approached her with an outstretched hand. +Elizabeth mechanically placed her own in it. + +'I know what you want,' he said impetuously. 'You've got a head full +of dreams. They're not my dreams--but you've a right to them--so +long as you're kind to mine.' + +'I try to be,' she said with a rather tremulous lip. + +At that moment the library door opened. Neither perceived it. +Desmond came in softly, lest his father should be at work. A carved +oak screen round the door hid his entrance, and as he emerged into +the light his eyes caught the two distant figures standing hand in +hand. + +Instinctively he stepped back a few paces and noisily opened the +door. The Squire walked away. + +'Why, Desmond!' said his father, as the boy emerged into the light, +'your train's punctual for once. Thank you, Miss Bremerton--that'll +do. Kindly write to those people and say that I am considering the +matter. I needn't keep you any longer....' + +That night a demon came to Elizabeth and offered her a Faust-like +bargain. Ambition--noble ambition on the one side--an 'elderly +lunatic' on the other. And she began to consider it! + + + + +CHAPTER XI + + +Everybody in Mannering had gone to bed but Desmond and Pamela. It +was not certain indeed that the Squire had gone to bed, but as there +was a staircase beside one of the doors of the library leading +direct to his room, it was not likely that he would cross the hall +again. The twins felt themselves alone. + +'I daresay there'll be a raid to-night,' said Desmond, 'it's so +bright and still. Put down that lamp a moment, Pamela.' + +She obeyed, and he threw away his cigarette, went to one of the +windows, and drew up the blinds. + +'Listen!' he said, holding up his hand. Pamela came to his side, and +they both heard through the stillness that sound of distant guns +which no English ear had heard--till now--since the Civil War. + +'And there are the searchlights!' + +For over London, some forty miles away behind a low range of hills, +faint fingers of light were searching the sky. + +'At this very moment, perhaps,'--said the boy between his +teeth--'those demons are blowing women and children to pieces--over +there!' + +Pamela shivered and laid her cheek against his shoulder. But both he +and she were aware of that strange numbness which in the fourth year +of the war has been creeping over all the belligerent nations, so +that horror has lost its first edge, and the minds, whether of +soldiers in the field, or of civilians at home, have become hardened +to facts or ideas which would once have stirred in them wild +ferments of rage and terror. + +'Shall we win, this year, Desmond?' said Pamela, as they stood +gazing out into the park, where, above a light silvery mist a young +moon was riding in a clear blue. Not a branch stirred in the great +leafless trees; only an owl's plaintive cry seemed to keep in rhythm +with that sinister murmur on the horizon. + +'Win?--this year?' said the boy, with a shrug. 'Don't reckon on it, +Pam. Those Russian fools have dished it all for months!' + +'But the Americans will make up?' + +Desmond assented eagerly. And in the minds of the English boy and +girl there rose a kind of vague vision of an endless procession of +great ships, on a boundless ocean, carrying men, and men, and more +men--guns, and aeroplanes, and shining piles of shells--bringing the +New World to the help of the Old. + +Desmond turned to his sister. + +'Look here, Pam, this time next week I shall be in the line. Well, I +daresay I shan't be at the actual front for a week or two--but it +won't be long. We shall want every battery we've got. Now--suppose I +don't come back?' + +'Desmond!' + +'For goodness' sake, don't be silly, old girl. We've got to look at +it, you know. The death-rate of men of my age' (_men!--Desmond, a +man_!) 'has gone up to about four times what it was before the war. +I saw that in one of the papers this morning. I've only got a +precious small chance. And if I don't come back, I want to know what +you're going to do with yourself.' + +'I don't care what happens to me if you don't come back!' said the +girl passionately. She was leaning with folded arms against the side +of the window, the moonlight, or something else, blanching the face +and her fair hair. + +Desmond looked at her with a troubled expression. For two or three +years past he had felt a special responsibility towards this +twin-sister of his. Who was there to look after her but he? He saw +that his father never gave her a serious thought, and as to +Aubrey--well, he too seemed to have no room in his mind for +Pam--poor old Pam! + +'How are you getting on with Broomie?' he asked suddenly. + +'I don't like her!' said Pamela fiercely. 'I shall never like her!' + +'Well, that's awkward,'--said the boy slowly, 'because--' + +'Because what?' + +'Because I believe she means to marry father!' + +Pamela laughed angrily. + +'Ah, you've found that out too!' + +Desmond pulled down the blind again, and they went back to the fire, +sitting on the floor beside it, with their arms round each other, as +they had been used to do as children. And then in a low voice, lest +any ears in the sleeping house should be, after all, on the alert, +he told her what he had seen in the library. He was rather ashamed +of telling her; only there was this queer sense of last words--of +responsibility--for his sister, which excused it. + +Pamela listened despondently. + +'Perhaps they're engaged already! Well,--I can tell you this--if +father does marry her, she'll rule him, and me--if I give her the +chance--and everybody on the place, with a rod of iron.' + +Desmond at first remonstrated. He had been taken aback by the sudden +vision in the library; and Pamela's letters for some time past had +tended to alter his first liking for 'Broomie' into a feeling more +distrustful and uncertain. But, after all, Broomie's record must be +remembered. 'She wouldn't sign that codicil thing--she made father +climb down about the gates--and Sir Henry says she's begun to pull +the estate together like anything, and if father will only let her +alone for a year or two she'll make him a rich man.' + +'Oh, I know,' said Pamela gloomily, 'she's paid most of the bills +already. When I go into Fallerton now--everybody--all the tradesmen +are as sweet as sugar.' + +'Well, that's something to the good, isn't it? Don't be unfair!' + +'I'm not unfair!' cried Pamela. 'Don't you see how she just swallows +up everybody's attention--how nobody else matters when she's +there! How, can you expect _me_ to like that--if she were an +archangel--which she isn't!' + +'But has she done anything nasty--anything to bother you?' + +'Well, of course, I'm just a cypher when she's there. I'm afraid I +oughtn't to mind--but I do!' + +And Pamela, with her hands round her knees, stared into the fire in +bitterness of spirit. She couldn't explain, even to Desmond, that +the inward eye all the time was tormented by two kindred +visions--Arthur in the hall that afternoon, talking war work with +Elizabeth with such warm and eager deference, and Arthur on Holme +Hill, stretched at Elizabeth's feet, and bandying classical chaff +with her. And there was a third, still more poignant, of a future in +which Elizabeth would be always there, the centre of the picture, +mistress of the house, the clever and charming woman, beside whom +girls in their teens had no chance. + +She was startled out of these reflections by a remark from Desmond. + +'You know, Pam, you ought to get married soon.' + +The boy spoke shyly--but gravely and decidedly. Pam thought with a +sudden anguish--'He would never have said that, unless--' + +She laid her head on his shoulder, clinging to him. + +'I shan't get married, old boy.' + +'Oh, that's nonsense! Look here, Pam--you mustn't mind my poking +my nose into things where I've no business. You see, it's +because--Well, I've sometimes thought--punch my head, if you +like!--that you had a fancy for Arthur Chicksands.' + +Pamela laughed. + +'Well, as he hasn't got any fancy for me, you needn't take that into +your dear old head!' + +'Why, he was always very fond of you, Pam.' + +'Oh, yes, he liked ragging me when I was a child. I'm not good +enough for him now.' + +'What do you mean--not good enough?' + +'Not clever enough, you silly old boy. He'll marry somebody much +older than me.' + +Desmond ruminated. + +'He seemed to be getting on with Broomie this afternoon?' + +'Magnificently. He always does. She's his sort. She writes to him.' + +'Oh, does she?' The boy's voice was dry and hostile. He began to +understand, or thought he did. Miss Bremerton was not only plotting +to marry his father--had perhaps been plotting for it from the +beginning--but was besides playing an unfair game with Pam--spoiling +Pam's chances--cutting in where she wasn't wanted--grabbing, in +fact. Anger was mounting in him. Why should his father be mopped up +like this?--and Pamela made unhappy? + +'I'd jolly well like to stop it all!' he said, under his breath. + +'Stop what? You dear, foolish old man! You can't stop it, Dezzy.' + +'Well, if she'll only make him happy--!' + +'Oh, she'll be quite decent to him,' said Pamela, with a shrug, 'but +she'll despise him!' + +'What the deuce do you mean, Pam?' + +Whereupon, quite conscious that she was obeying an evil and feverish +impulse, but unable to control it, Pamela went into a long and +passionate justification of what she had said. A number of small +incidents--trifling acts and sayings of Elizabeth's--misinterpreted +and twisted by the girl's jealous pain, were poured into Desmond's +ears. + +'All the servants know that she treats father like a baby. She and +Forest manage him in little things--in the house--just as she runs +the estate. For instance, she does just what she likes with the +fruit and the flowers--' + +'Why, _you_ ought to do all that, Pam!' + +'I tried when I came home from school. Father wouldn't let me do a +thing. But _she_ does just what she pleases. You can hear her and +Forest laughing over it. Oh, it's all right, of course. She sends +things to hospitals every week.' + +'That was what you used to want.' + +'I do want it--but--' + +'You ought to have the doing of it?' + +'Oh, I don't know. I'm away all day. But she might at least +_pretend_ to refer to him--or me--sometimes. It's the same in +everything. She twists father round her little finger; and you can +see all the time what she thinks--that there never was such a bad +landlord, or such a miserable, feckless crew as the rest of us, +before she came to put us straight!' + +Desmond listened--partly resisting--but finally carried away. By the +time their talk was over he felt that he too hated Elizabeth +Bremerton, and that it was horrid to have to leave Pamela with her. + +When they said good-night Pamela threw herself on her bed face +downwards, more wretched than she had ever been--wretched because +Desmond was going, and might be killed, wretched, too, because her +conscience told her that she had spoilt his last evening, and made +him exceedingly unhappy, by a lot of exaggerated complaints. She was +degenerating--she knew it. 'I am a little beast, compared to what I +was when I left school,' she confessed to herself with tears, and +did not know how to get rid of this fiery plague that was eating at +her heart. She seemed to look back to a time--only yesterday!--when +poetry and high ideals, friendships and religion filled her mind; +and now nothing--nothing!--was of any importance, but the look, the +voice, the touch of a man. + +The next day, Desmond's last day at home, for he was due in London +by the evening, was gloomy and embarrassed for all concerned. +Elizabeth, pre-occupied and shrinking from her own thoughts, could +not imagine what had happened. She had put off all her engagements +for the day, that she might help in any last arrangements that might +have to be made for Desmond. + +But Desmond declined to be helped, not rudely, but with a decision, +which took Elizabeth aback. + +'Mayn't I look out some books for you? I have found some more pocket +classics,' she had said to him with a smile, remembering his +application to her in the autumn. + +'No, thank you. I shall have no time.' And with that, a prompt +retreat to Pamela and the Den. Elizabeth, indeed, who was all +eagerness to serve him, found herself rebuffed at every turn. + +Nor were matters any better with Pamela, who had cried off her +hospital work in order to pack for Desmond. Elizabeth, seeing her +come downstairs with an armful of khaki shirts to be marked, offered +assistance--almost timidly. But Pamela's 'Thank you, but I'd rather +not trouble you--I can do it quite well'--was so frosty that +Elizabeth could only retire--bewildered--to the library, where she +and the Squire gave a morning's work to the catalogue, and never +said a word of farm or timber. + +But the Squire worked irritably, finding fault with a number of +small matters, and often wandering away into the house to see what +Desmond was doing. During these intervals Elizabeth would sit, pen +in hand, staring absently into the dripping garden and the park +beaten by a cold rain. The future began to seem to her big with +events and perplexity. + +Then with the evening came the boy's leave-taking; full of affection +towards his father and sister, and markedly chilly in the case of +Elizabeth. When the station taxi had driven off, Elizabeth--with +that cold touch of the boy's fingers still tingling on her +hand--turned from the front door to see Pamela disappearing to the +schoolroom, and the Squire fidgeting with an evening paper which the +taxi had brought him from the station. + +Elizabeth suddenly noticed the shaking of the paper, over which only +the crest of white hair showed. Too bad of Pamela to have gone off +without a word to her father! Was it sympathy with the Squire, or +resentment on her own account, that made Elizabeth go up to +him?--though at a respectful distance. + +'Shall we finish the bit of translation we began this morning, if +you're not busy?' she said gently. It was very rarely now that she +was able to do any classical work after the mornings. + +The Squire threw down the newspaper, and strode on before her to the +library without a word. Elizabeth followed. Rain and darkness had +been shut out. The wood fire glowed on the hearth, and its ruddy +light was on the face of the Nike, and its solemn outstretched +wings. All the apparatus of their common work was ready, the work +that both loved. Elizabeth felt a sudden, passionate drawing towards +this man twenty years older than herself, which seemed to correspond +to the new and smarting sense of alienation from the twins and their +raw, unjust youth. What had been the reason for their behaviour to +her that day?--what had she done? She was conscious of long weeks of +effort, in Pamela's case,--trying to please and win her; and of a +constant tender interest in Desmond, which had never missed an +opportunity of doing or suggesting something he might like--all for +this! She must have offended them she supposed in some way; how, +she could not imagine. But her mood was sore; and, self-controlled +as she was, her pulse raced. + +Here, however, she was welcome, she was needed; she could distract +and soothe a bitterness of soul best measured by the Squire's most +unusual taciturnity. No railing at the Government or the war, +not a fling even at the 'd----d pedant, Chicksands!' or 'The +Bubbly-jocks,' as he liked to call the members of the County War +Committee. Elizabeth put a text of Aristophanes--the _Pax_--into his +hands, and drew her table near to him, waiting his pleasure. There +was a lamp behind him which fell on her broad, white brow, her +waiting eyes and hand, and all the friendly intelligence of her +face. The Squire began haltingly, lost his place, almost threw the +book away; but she cheered him on, admired this phrase, delicately +amended that, till the latent passion had gripped him, and he was +soon in full swing, revelling in all the jests and topicalities of +the play, where the strikers and pacifists, the profiteers, the +soldiers and munition workers of two thousand odd years ago, fight +and toil, prate and wrangle and scheme, as eager and as alive as +their descendants of to-day. Soon his high, tempestuous laugh rang +out; Elizabeth's gentler mirth answering. Sometimes there was a +dispute about a word or a rendering; she would put up her own view, +with obstinacy, so that he might have the pleasure of knocking it +down. And all through there was the growing sense of comradeship, of +mutual understanding, which, in their classical work at least, had +been always present for Elizabeth, since her first acquaintance with +her strange employer. + +When she rose, reluctantly, at the sound of the dressing-bell, the +Squire paced up and down while she put her books and papers away. +Then as she was going, he turned abruptly-- + +'I told Forest to order the _Times_--will you see he does it?' + +'Certainly.' + +'I loathe all newspapers,' he said sombrely. 'If we must go to the +devil, I don't want to know too much about it. But still--' + +She waited a moment, but as nothing more came she was leaving the +room, when he added-- + +'And don't forget the timber business to-morrow afternoon. Tell Dell +to meet us in Cross Wood.' + + * * * * * + +When she had gone, the Squire still continued pacing, absorbed +in meeting the attack of new and strange ideas. He had +always been a man with a singularly small reflective gift. +Self-examination--introspection of any sort--were odious to him. He +lived on stimulus from outside, attracted or repelled, amused or +interested, bored or angry, as the succession of events or impressions +might dictate. To collect beautiful things was a passion with him, and +he was proud of the natural taste and instinct, which generally led +him right. But for 'aesthetics'--the philosophy of art--he had nothing +but contempt. The volatile, restless mind escaped at once from the +concentration asked of it; and fell back on what the Buddhist calls +'Maia,' the gay and changing appearances of things, which were all he +wanted. And it was because the war had interfered with this pleasant +and perpetual challenge to the senses of the outer world, because +it forced a man back on general ideas that he did not want to +consider--God, Country, Citizenship--that the Squire had hated the +war. + +But this woman who had become an inmate of his house, while she +ministered to all the tastes that the Squire had built up as a +screen between himself and either the tragic facts of contemporary +life, or any troublesome philosophizing about them, was yet +gradually, imperceptibly, drawing the screen aside. Her humanity was +developing the feeble shoots of sympathy and conscience in himself. +What she felt, he was beginning to feel; and when she hated anything +he must at least uncomfortably consider why. + +But all this she did and achieved through her mere fitness and +delightfulness as a companion. He had never imagined that life would +bring him anybody--least of all a woman--who would both give him so +much, and save him so much. Selfish, exacting, irritable--he knew +very well that he was all three. But it had not prevented this +capable, kind, clever creature from devoting herself to him, from +doing her utmost, not only to save his estate and his income, but to +make his life once more agreeable to him, in spite of the war and +all the rancour and resentments it had stirred up in him. + +How patient she had been with these last! He was actually beginning +to be ashamed of some of them. And now to-night--what made her come +and give him the extra pleasure of her company these two hours? +Sympathy, he supposed, about Desmond. + +Well, he was grateful; and for the first time his heart reached out +for pity--almost humbled itself--accepted the human lot. If Desmond +were killed, he would never choose to go on living. Did she know +that? Was it because she guessed at the feelings he had always done +his best to hide that she had been so good to him that evening? + +What as to that love-story of hers--her family?--her brother in +Mesopotamia? He began to feel a hundred curiosities about her, and a +strong wish to make life easy for her, as she had been making it +easy for him. But she was excessively proud and scrupulous--that he +had long since found out. No use offering to double her salary, now +that she had saved him all this money! His first advance in that +direction had merely offended her. The Squire thought vaguely of the +brother--no doubt a young lieutenant. Could interest be made for +him?--with some of the bigwigs. Then his--very intermittent--sense +of humour asserted itself. He to make interest with anybody--for +anybody--in connection with the war! He, who had broken with every +soldier-friend he ever had, because of his opinions about the +war!--and was anathema throughout the country for the same reason. +Like all members of old families in this country he had a number of +aristocratic and wealthy kinsfolk, the result of Mannering marriages +in the past. But he had never cared for any of them, except to a +mild degree for his sister, Lady Cassiobury, who was ten years older +than himself, and still paid long visits to Mannering, which bored +him hugely. On the last occasion, he was quite aware that he had +behaved badly, and was now in her black-books. + +No--there was nothing to be done, except to let this wonderful woman +have her own way! If she wanted to cut down the woods, let her!--if +she wanted to amuse herself by rebuilding the village, and could +find the money out of the estate, let her!--it would occupy her, +attach her to the place, and do him no harm. + +Yes, attach her to the place; bind her! hold her!--that was what he +wanted. Otherwise, how hideously uncertain it all was! She might go +at any time. Her mother might be ill--old ladies have a way of being +ill. Her brother might be wounded--or killed. Either of those events +would carry her off--out of his ken. But if she were engaged deeply +enough in the estate affairs she would surely come back. He knew +her!--she hated to leave things unfinished. He was eager now to heap +all kinds of responsibilities upon her. He would be meek and +pliable; he would put no sort of obstacles in her way. She would +have no excuse for giving him notice again. He would put up with all +her silly Jingoism--if only she would stay! + +But at this point the Squire suddenly pulled up short in his pacing +and excitedly asked himself the question, which half the people +about him were already beginning to ask. + +'Why shouldn't I marry her?' + +He stood transfixed--the colour rising in his thin cheeks. + +Hitherto the notion, if it had ever knocked at the outer door of the +brain, had been chased away with mockery. And he had no sooner +admitted it now than he drove it out again. He was simply afraid of +it--in terror lest any suspicion of it should reach Elizabeth. Her +loyalty, her single-mindedness, her freedom from the smallest taint +of intrigue--he would have answered for them with all he possessed. +If, for a moment, she chose to think that he had misinterpreted her +kindness, her services in any vile and vulgar way, why, he might +lose her on the instant! Let him walk warily--do nothing at least to +destroy the friend in her, before he grasped at anything more. + +Besides, how could she put up with him? 'I am the dried husk of a +man!' thought the Squire, with vehemence. 'I couldn't learn her ways +now, nor she mine. No; let us be as we are--only more so!' + +But he was shaken through and through; first by that vanishing of +his boy into the furnace of the war, which had brought him at last +within the grip of the common grief, the common fear, and now by +this strange thought which had invaded him. + + * * * * * + +After dinner, Elizabeth, who was rather pale, but as cheerful and +self-possessed as usual, put Mrs. Gaddesden's knitting to rights at +least three times, and held the wool for that lady to wind till her +arm ached. Then Mrs. Gaddesden retired to bed; the Squire, who with +only occasional mutterings and mumblings had been deep in +Elizabeth's copy of the _Times_, which she had at last ventured to +produce in public, went off to the library, and Elizabeth and Pamela +were left in the hall alone. + +Elizabeth lingered over the fire; while Pamela wondered impatiently +why she did not go to her office work as she generally did about +nine o'clock. Pamela's mood was more thorny than ever. Had she not +seen a letter in Elizabeth's handwriting lying that very afternoon +on the hall-table for post--addressed to Captain Chicksands, D.S.O., +War Office, Whitehall? Common sense told her that it probably +contained nothing but an answer to some questions Arthur had put to +the Squire's 'business secretary' as to the amount of ash in the +Squire's woods--Arthur's Intelligence appointment having something +to do with the Air Board. But the mere fact that Elizabeth should be +writing to him stirred intolerable resentment in the girl's +passionate heart. She knew very well that it was foolish, +unreasonable, but could no more help it than a love-smitten maiden +of old Sicily. It was her hour of possession, and she was struggling +with it blindly. + +And Elizabeth, the shrewd and clever Elizabeth, saw nothing, and +knew nothing. If she had ever for a passing moment suspected the +possibility of 'an affair' between Arthur Chicksands and Pamela, she +had ceased to think of it. The eager projects with which her own +thoughts were teeming, had driven out the ordinary preoccupations of +womankind. Derelict farms, the food-production of the county, +timber, village reconstruction, war-work of various kinds, what time +was there left?--what room?--in a mind wrestling with a hundred new +experiences, for the guessing of a girl's riddle? + +Yet all the same she remained her just and kindly self. She was +troubled--much troubled--by the twins' behaviour. She must somehow +get to the bottom of it. + +So that when only she and Pamela were left in the hall she went up +to the girl, not without agitation. + +'Pamela--won't you tell me?--have I done anything to offend you and +Desmond?' + +She spoke very quietly, but her tone showed her wounded. Pamela +started and looked up. + +'I don't know what you mean,' she said coldly. 'Did you think we had +been rude to you?' + +It was the first hostile word they had ever exchanged. + +Elizabeth grew pale. + +'I didn't say anything about your being rude. I asked you if you +were cross with me.' + +'Oh--cross!' said Pamela, suddenly conscious of a suffocating +excitement. 'What's the good of being cross? It's you who are +mistress here.' + +Elizabeth fell back a step in dismay. + +'I do think you ought to explain,' she said after a moment. 'If I +had done anything you didn't like--anything you thought unkind, I +should be very very sorry.' + +Pamela rose from her seat. Elizabeth's tone seemed to her pure +hypocrisy. All the bitter, poisonous stuff she had poured out to +Desmond the night before was let loose again. Stammering and +panting, she broke into the vaguest and falsest accusations. + +She was ignored--she was a nobody in her own home--everybody knew +it and talked of it. She wasn't jealous--oh no!--she was simply +miserable! 'Oh, I daresay you can no more help it than I can. You, +of course, are twenty times more use here than I am. I don't +dispute that. But I am the daughter of the house after all, and it +is a little hard to be so shelved--so absolutely put in the +background!--as I am--' + +'Don't I consult you whenever I can? haven't I done my best to--' +interrupted Elizabeth, only to be interrupted in her turn. + +--'to persuade father to let me do things? Yes, that's just +it!--_you_ persuade father, you manage everything. It's just that +that's intolerable!' + +And flushed with passion, extraordinarily handsome, Pamela stood +tremulously silent, her eyes fixed on Elizabeth. Elizabeth, too, was +silent for a moment. Then she said with steady emphasis: + +'Of course there can only be one end to this. I can't possibly stay +here.' + +'Oh, very well, go!' cried Pamela. 'Go, and tell father that I've +made you. But if you do, neither you nor he will see me again for a +good while.' + +'What do you mean?' + +'What I say. If you suppose that _I'm_ going to stay on here to bear +the brunt of father's temper after he knows that I've made you throw +up, you're entirely mistaken.' + +'Then what do you propose?' + +'I don't know what I propose,' said Pamela, shaking from head to +foot, 'but if you say a word to father about it I shall simply +disappear. I shall be able to earn my own living somehow.' + +The two confronted each other. + +'And you really think I can go on after this as if nothing had +happened?' said Elizabeth, in a low voice. + +Pangs of remorse were seizing on Pamela, but she stifled them. + +'There's a way out!' she said presently, her colour coming and +going. 'I'll go and stay with Margaret in town for a bit. Why should +there be any fuss? She's asked me often to help with her +war-workroom and the canteen. Father won't mind. He doesn't care in +the least what I do! And nobody will think it a bit odd--if you and +I don't talk.' + +Elizabeth turned away. The touch of scorn in her bearing was not +lost on Pamela. + +'And if I refuse to stay on, without saying or doing anything--to +put myself right--you threaten to run away?' + +'I do--I mean it,' said Pamela firmly. She had not only hardened +again under the sting of that contempt she detected in Elizabeth, +but there was rising up in her a sudden and rapturous vision of +London:--Arthur at the War Office--herself on open ground--no longer +interfered with and over-shadowed. He would come to see her--take +her out, perhaps, sometimes to an exhibition, or for a walk. The +suggestion of going to Margaret had been made on the spur of the +moment without after-thought. She was now wedded to it, divining in +it a hundred possibilities. + +At the same moment she became more cautious, and more ashamed of +herself. It would be better to apologize. But before she could speak +Elizabeth said: + +'Does Desmond agree with what you have been saying?' + +Pamela staring at her adversary was a little frightened. She rushed +into a falsehood. + +'Desmond knows nothing about it! I don't want him dragged in.' + +Elizabeth's eyes, with their bitter, wounded look; seemed to search +the girl's inmost mind. Then she moved away. + +'We had better go to bed. We shall both want to think it over. +Good-night.' + +And from the darkness of the hall, where fire and lamp were dying, +Pamela half spell-bound, watched the tall figure of Elizabeth slowly +mounting the broad staircase at the further end, the candle-light +flickering on her bright hair, and on a bunch of snowdrops in her +breast. + +Then, for an hour, while the house sank into silence, Pamela sat +crouched and shivering by the only log left in the grate. 'A little +while ago,' she was thinking miserably, 'I had good feelings and +ideas--I never hated anybody. I never told lies. I suppose--I shall +get worse and worse.' + +And when she had gone wearily to bed, it was to cry herself to +sleep. + +The following morning, an urgent telegram from her younger sister +recalled Elizabeth Bremerton to London, where her mother's invalid +condition had suddenly taken a disastrous turn for the worse. + + + + +CHAPTER XII + + +'Hullo, Aubrey! what brings you here?' And with the words Arthur +Chicksands, just emerging from the War Office, stopped to greet a +brother officer, who was just entering it. + +'Nothing much. I shan't be long. Can you wait a bit?' + +'Right you are. I've got to leave a note at the Ministry of +Munitions, but I'll be back in a few minutes.' + +Arthur Chicksands went his way to Whitehall Gardens, while Major +Mannering disappeared into the inner regions of that vast building +where dwell the men on whom hang the fortunes of an Empire. Arthur +walking fast up Whitehall was very little aware of the scene about +him. His mind was occupied with the details of the interview in +which he had just been engaged. His promotion had lately been rapid, +and his work of extraordinary interest. He had been travelling a +great deal, backwards and forwards between London and Versailles, +charged with several special enquiries in which he had shown both +steadiness and _flair_. Things were known to him that he could not +share even with a friend so old and 'safe' as Aubrey Mannering. The +grip of the coming crisis was upon him, and he seemed 'to carry the +world in his breast' + +'Next year--next February--where shall we all be?' The question was +automatically suggested to him by the sight of the green buds of the +lilac trees In front of Whitehall Terrace. + +'Oh, my dear Susan!--do look at those trees!' + +Chicksands, startled from his own meditations, looked up to see two +old ladies gazing with an eager interest at a couple of plane trees, +which had just shed a profusion of bark and stood white and almost +naked in the grey London air. They were dear old ladies from some +distant country-side, with bonnets and fronts, and reticules, as +though they had just walked out of _Cranford_, and after gazing with +close attention at the plane trees near them they turned and looked +at all the other plane trees in Whitehall, which presented an +equally plucked and peeled appearance. + +Then the one addressed as Susan laughed out--a happy, chuckling +laugh. + +'Oh, I see! My dear Ellen, how clever people are now! They're +_camouflaged_--that's what it is--can't you see?--all the way down, +because of the raids!' + +The admiring fervour of the voice was too much for Chicksands. He +hurried past them, head down, and ran up the steps of the Ministry +of Munitions. From that point of vantage he turned, shaken with +amusement, to see the pair advancing slowly towards Westminster, +their old-fashioned skirts floating round them, still pointing +eagerly at the barkless trees. Had they come from some piny region +where the plane is not? Anyway the tension of the day was less. + +He repeated the tale to Aubrey Mannering a few minutes later, when +they had turned together into Birdcage Walk. But Aubrey scarcely +gave it the ghost of a smile. As to his old friend's enquiries about +his own work and plans, he answered them quite readily, but shortly, +without any expansion; with the manner, indeed, of one for whom +talk about himself had no sort of attraction. And as they passed +along the front of the barracks, where a few men were drilling, +Chicksands, struck by his companion's silence, turned a sudden look +upon him. Mannering's eyes were absently and yet intently fixed on +the small squads of drilling men. And it was sharply borne in on +Chicksands that he was walking beside the mere image or phantom of a +man, a man whose mind was far away--'voyaging through strange seas +of thought alone.' Mannering's eyes were wide open; but they made +the weird impression on the spectator of a double seeing--of some +object of vision beyond and behind the actual scene of the barracks +and the recruits, and that an object producing terror or pain. +Chicksands made a remark and it was not answered. + +It was not the first time that Arthur had observed this trance-like +state in the man who was to be his brother-in-law, and had been his +'chum' from childhood. Others had noticed it, and he had reason to +think that Beryl was often distressed by it. He had never himself +seen any signs of strangeness or depression in Aubrey before the +Easter of 1915, when they met in Paris, for the first time after the +battle of Neuve Chapelle, in which Mannering had lost his dearest +friend, one Freddy Vivian, of the Worcesters. During the winter they +had met fairly often in the neighbourhood of Ypres, and Aubrey was +then the same eager, impulsive fellow that Chicksands had known at +Eton and Cambridge, bubbling over with the exploits of his +battalion, and adored by his own men. In April, in a raid near +Festubert, Mannering was badly wounded. But the change in him was +already evident when they were in Paris together. Chicksands could +only suppose it represented the mental and nervous depression caused +by Vivian's death, and would pass away. On the contrary, it had +proved to be something permanent. + +Yet it had never interfered with his efficiency as a soldier, nor +his record for a dare-devil courage. There were many tales current +of his exploits on the Somme, in which again and again he had singed +the beard of Death, with an absolute recklessness of his own +personal life, combined with the most anxious care for that of his +men. Since the battle of Messines he had been the head of a +remarkable Officers' School at Aldershot, mainly organized by +himself. But now, it seemed, he was moving heaven and earth to get +back to France and the front. Chicksands did not think he would +achieve it. He was invaluable where he was, and his superiors, to +Mannering's indignation, were inclined to regard him as a man who +was physically fit rather for home service than the front. + +When they reached the Buckingham Palace end of the Walk, Mannering +paused. + +'Where are you lunching?' + +'At Brooks', with my father.' + +'Oh, then I'll walk there with you.' + +They struck across the park, and talk fell on a recent small +set-back which had happened to a regiment with which they were both +well acquainted. + +Chicksands shrugged his shoulders. + +'I've heard some details at the War Office. Just ten minutes' rot! +The Colonel stopped it with his revolver. Most of them splendid +fellows. Two young subs gave way under a terrific shelling and their +men with them. And in ten minutes they were all rushing forward +again, straight through the barrage--and the two lieutenants were +killed.' + +'My God!--lucky fellows!' cried Mannering, under his breath, with a +passion and suddenness that struck astonishment into his companion. + +'Well, yes,' said Arthur, 'in a sense--but--nothing would have +happened to them. They had wiped it out.' + +Mannering shook his head. Then with a great and evident effort he +changed the conversation. + +'You know Pamela's in town?' + +'Yes, with Margaret Strang. I'm going to dine there to-night. How's +the new agent getting on?' + +Aubrey smiled. + +'Which?--the man--or the lady?' + +'Miss Bremerton, of course. I got a most interesting letter from her +a fortnight ago. Do you know that she herself has discovered nearly +a thousand ash in the Squire's woods, after that old idiot Hull had +told her she wouldn't find half-a-dozen? A thousand ash is not to be +sneezed at in these days! I happen to know that the Air Board wrote +the Squire a very civil letter.' + +'"All along of Eliza!"' mused Mannering. 'She's been away from +Mannering just lately. Her invalid mother became very seriously ill +about three weeks ago, and she had to go home for a time. My father, +of course, has been fussing and fuming to get her back.' + +'Poor Squire! But how could Pamela be spared too?' + +Mannering hesitated. + +'Well, the fact is she and my father seem to have had a good +old-fashioned row. She tried to fill Miss Bremerton's place, and of +course it didn't answer. She's too young, and my father too +exacting. Then when it broke down, and he took things out of her +hands again, comparing her, of course, enormously to her +disadvantage with Miss Bremerton, Pamela lost her temper and said +foolish things of Miss Bremerton. Whereupon fury on my father's +part--and sudden departure on Pamela's. She actually bicycled off to +the railway station, sent a telegram for her things, and came up to +Margaret. Alice Gaddesden is looking after father. But of course he +and she don't get on a bit.' + +The Captain looked much concerned. + +'It's a pity Pamela takes that line--don't you think? I really don't +see the conspirator in Miss Bremerton. I hoped when I saw her first +she would make just all the difference to Pamela.' + +'Yes, it's puzzling. I ran down to see my father, who was in a rabid +state of mind, not knowing what to do with all the schemes and +business this clever woman started--perfectly lost without her.' + +'Ah, that's the worst of your Indispensable!' laughed Chicksands. + +Mannering threw him a quick, scrutinizing look. Various items of +information picked up at Mannering, mostly from his sister Alice, +had made him wonder whether some jealousy of a more vital and +intimate kind than appeared might not be at the root of Pamela's +behaviour. He was not observant at this period of his life, except +of things relating to his engagement to Beryl, his work, or those +inner pre-occupations which held him. But it had once or twice +crossed his mind that Pamela might be interested in Arthur; and +there had been certain hints from Beryl, who was, however, he was +certain, scarcely better informed than he was. Pamela was a most +secretive and independent young woman. He doubted whether even +Desmond, whom she adored, knew much about her. + +Well, supposing she was jealous--jealous of her father's secretary, +and on account of Arthur, was there the smallest cause for it? He +understood that Arthur and Miss Bremerton had met occasionally, and +he had himself heard Chicksands express the warmest admiration for +her as the right sort of new woman, 'as straight as you make +'em'--and with 'a brain like a man'--which, from one who was always +rather a critical spectator than a courtier of women, was high +praise. But as for any spark of sex in it--Mannering laughed at the +notion. No. If that really was Pamela's delusion, something must be +done to rid his little sister of it if possible. He would talk to +Beryl. + +But--as always when any new responsibility presented itself to +him--a deep inner weariness rebelled. In small things as in great, +he was mentally like a man walking and working with a broken limb. + + * * * * * + +Arthur Chicksands stood some time that evening waiting on the +doorstep of Mrs. Strang's small house, in one of the old streets of +Westminster. 'No servants, I suppose,' he said to himself with +resignation. But it was bitterly cold, and he was relieved to hear +at last the sound of a voice and a girl's laugh inside. Pamela +opened the door to him, pulling down the sleeves of a thin black +dress over her shapely arms. + +'Oh, come in. Margaret's cooking the dinner, and I've laid the +table. Bernard's just bringing up some coals, and then we're ready.' + +Mr. Bernard Strang, a distinguished Home Office official, appeared +at that moment in his shirt-sleeves at the head of the kitchen +stairs, bearing a scuttle of coal in each hand. + +'Gracious! Give me one of them!' said the Captain, hurrying to the +rescue. + +But Mr. Strang, putting down the right-hand scuttle, to take breath, +warned him off. + +'Thank you, Chicksands--but no brass hats need apply! Many +thanks--but you're too smart!' He pointed, panting, to the red tabs +and to the bit of variegated ribbon on Chicksands' broad chest. 'Go +and help Pamela bring in the dinner.' + +The Captain obeyed with alacrity. + +'All the servants left on Monday,' said Pamela. 'We had a charwoman +this morning, but she's gone to-night, because there's a new moon.' + +'What--raids?' + +Pamela nodded as she gave him the soup, with instructions to carry +it carefully and put it by the fire. She seemed to be in her gayest +mood, and Chicksands' eyes followed her perpetually as she went +backwards and forwards on her household tasks. Presently Mrs. Strang +appeared, crimson from the fire, bearing the fishpie and vegetables +that were to provide the rationed meal. + +'To think,' said Mr. Strang, when they were at last at table, 'that +there was a time when we were proud of our "little dinners," and +that I never made myself unpleasant unless Margaret spent more than +five pounds on the food alone. Shall I ever eat a good dinner +again?' + +He looked wistfully at the bare table. + +'Will you ever want to?' said Arthur, quietly. + +A momentary silence fell upon the little party. Bernard Strang had +lost two brothers in the war, and Chicksands had no sooner spoken +than he reproached himself for a tactless brute. But, suddenly, the +bells of the Abbey rang: out above their heads, playing with every +stroke on the nerves of the listeners. For the voice of England was +in them, speaking to that under-consciousness which the war has +developed in us all. + +'Any news?' said Strang, looking at Arthur. + +'No. The Eastern business gets a little worse every day.' + +'And the "Offensive"? + +'Let them! Our men want nothing better.' + +On which the dinner resolved itself into a device for making the +Captain talk. The War Office crisis, the men gathered in conclave at +Versailles, and that perpetual friction between the politician and +the soldier, which every war, big or little, brings to the front, +and which will only end when war ends--those were the topics of it, +with other talk such as women like to listen to of men about +individual men, shrewd, careless, critical, strangely damning here, +strangely indulgent there, constant only in one quality--that it is +the talk of men and even if one heard it behind a curtain and +strained through distance, could never by any chance be mistaken for +the talk of women. + +At intervals Pamela got up to change the plates and the dishes, +quieting with a peremptory gesture the two males, who would spring +to their feet. 'Haven't I done parlour-work for six months?--no +amateurs, please!' And again, even while he talked on, Arthur's eyes +would stray after the young full figure, the white neck and throat, +the head with the soft hair folded close around it in wavy bands +that followed all its lines--as it might have been the head of one +of those terra-cottas that her father had stolen from the Greek +tombs in his youth. + +But unfortunately, after dinner, in a corner of the dark +drawing-room, he must needs try and play the schoolmaster a little, +for her good of course; and then all went to pieces. + +'I hear you ran away!' + +The voice that threw out this sudden challenge was half ironical, +half affectionate; the grey eyes under their strong black brows +looked at her with amusement. + +Pamela flushed at once. + +'Aubrey told you, I suppose? What was the good of staying? I +couldn't do anything right. I was only making things worse.' + +'I can hardly believe that! Couldn't you just have kept Miss +Bremerton's work going till she came back?' + +'I tried,' said Pamela stiffly, 'and it didn't do.' + +'Perhaps she attempts too much. But she seemed to me to be very +sensible and human. And--did you hear about the ash trees?' + +'No,' said Pamela shortly, her foot nervously beating the ground. +'It doesn't matter. Of course I know she's the cleverest person +going. But I can't get on with her--that's all! I'm going to take up +nursing--properly. I'm making enquiries about the London Hospital. I +want to be a real Army nurse.' + +'Will your father consent?' + +'Fathers can't stop their daughters from doing things--as they used +to do!' said Pamela, with her chin in the air. + +She had moved away from him; her soft gaiety had disappeared; he +felt her all thorns. Yet some perversity made him try to argue with +her. The war--pray the Lord!--might be over before her training as +an Army nurse was half done. Meanwhile, her V.A.D. work at Mannering +was just what was wanted at the moment from girls of her age--hadn't +she seen the appeals for V.A.D.'s? And also, if by anything she did +at home--or set others free for doing--she could help Captain Dell +and Miss Bremerton to pull the estate round, and get the maximum +amount of food out of it, she would be serving the country in the +best way possible. + +'The last ounce of food, mind!--that's what it depends on,' he said, +smiling at her, 'which can stick it longest--they or we. You belong +to the land--ought you desert it?' + +Pamela sat unmoved. She knew nothing about the land. Her father had +the new agent--and Miss Bremerton. + +'Your sister there,' said Chicksands, nodding towards the front +drawing-room, where Strang and his wife were sitting Darby and Joan +over the fire discussing rations and food prices, 'thinks Miss +Bremerton already overdone.' + +'I never saw the least sign of it!' + +'But think!--your father never slackens his Greek work--and there is +all the rest.' + +'I suppose if it's too much for her she'll give it up,' said Pamela +in her most obstinate voice. + +But even then a normally tactful man still held on. + +Never was anything more maladroit. It was the stupidity of a clever +fellow, deluding himself with the notion that having refused the +role of lover, he could at least play that of guardian and adviser; +whose conscience, moreover, was so absolutely clear on the subject +of Elizabeth Bremerton that he did not even begin to suspect what +was rankling In the girl's morbid sense. + +The relation between them accordingly went from bad to worse; and +when Pamela rose and sharply put an end to their private +conversation, the evening would have practically ended in a quarrel +but for some final saving instinct on Chicksands' part, which made +him mention Desmond as he bade her good-night. + +'I could tell you where he is,' he said gravely. 'Only I mustn't. I +had a note from him yesterday--the dear old boy! He wrote in the +highest spirits. His colonel was "ripping," and his men, of course, +the best in the whole battery.' + +'If you get any news--ever--before we do,' said Pamela, suddenly +choking, 'you'll tell us at once?' + +'Trust me. He's never out of my mind.' + +On that her good-night was less cold than it would have been five +minutes before. But he walked home through the moonlit streets both +puzzled and distressed--till he reached his club in Pall Mall, where +the news coming through on the tape quickly drove everything out of +his soldier's mind but the war. + + * * * * * + +Mrs. Gaddesden was sitting as usual in the hall at Mannering. A mild +February was nearly out. It would be the first of March on the +morrow. + +Every moment she expected to hear the Fallerton taxi draw up at the +front door--bringing Elizabeth Bremerton back to Mannering. She had +been away more than a month. Mrs. Gaddesden went back in thought to +the morning when it had been announced to the Squire by his pale and +anxious secretary that she had had bad news of her invalid mother, +and must go home at once. The Squire--his daughter could not deny +it--had behaved abominably. But of all of his fume and fret, his +unreasonable complaints and selfish attempts to make her fix the +very day and hour of her return, Elizabeth had taken no notice. Go +she would, at once; and she would make no promises as to the exact +date of her return. But on the morning before she went she had +worked superhumanly to put things in order, whether for her typist, +or Captain Dell, or Pamela, who must at least take over the +housekeeping. The relations between her and Miss Bremerton that +morning had struck Mrs. Gaddesden as odd--certainly not cordial. But +there was nothing to complain of in Pamela's conduct. She would do +her best, she said, and sat listening while Elizabeth gave her +instructions about food cards, and servants, and the rest. + +Then, when the taxi had driven away with the Dictator, what temper +on the Squire's part! Mrs. Gaddesden had very nearly gone home to +London--but for the fact of raids, and the fact that two of her most +necessary servants had joined the W.A.A.C.'s. Pamela, on the other +hand, had gone singing about the house. And really the child had +done her best. But how could any one expect her to manage her father +and the house, especially on the scraps of time left her by her +V.A.D. work? The Squire had been like a fractious child over the +compulsory rations. Nobody was less of a glutton--he pecked like a +bird; but the proper food to peck at must be always there, or his +temper was unbearable. Pamela made various blunders; the household +knew hunger for the first time; and the servants began to give +warning. Captain Dell could do nothing with his employer, and the +timber business was hung up. + +Then came Pamela's outbreak after a tirade from the Squire bitterly +contrasting his lost secretary's performances, in every particular, +with those of his daughter. The child had disappeared, and a message +from the station was all that remained of her. Well, who could +wonder? Mrs. Gaddesden reflected, with some complacency, that even +she had spoken her mind to her father that night, conveniently +forgetting some annoying retorts of his about herself, and the +custom she had developed of sitting for hours over the fire +pretending to knit, but really doing nothing. After her enormous +exertions in the cause of the war--she was accustomed to say--of the +year before, she was in need of a rest. She was certainly taking it. +Since Pamela left, indeed, she had been obliged to do the +housekeeping, and considered it very hard work. She had never yet +been able to calculate the food coupons correctly. + +So she, like all the rest, was looking eagerly for Elizabeth. + +Yes!--that was the cracked horn of the village taxi. Mrs. Gaddesden +poked the fire with energy and rang for Forest. But his quick ears +had heard the signal before hers, and he was already hurrying +through the hall to the front door. + +And there was the library door opening, so her father too had been +on the watch. Voices in the vestibule, and as the outer door of the +hall opened, the Squire appeared at the further end. Alice Gaddesden +had an odd feeling that something important--decisive--was going to +happen. + +Yet nothing could have been more unassuming than Elizabeth's entry. +It was evident, indeed, that Forest was overjoyed to see her. He +shouldered her modest boxes and bags with a will, and a housemaid, +all smiles, came running half way downstairs to take some of his +burden from him. Elizabeth followed the butler and took Mrs. +Gaddesden's hand. + +'My train was late. I hope you've not waited tea?' + +'Why, of course we have,' said the Squire's voice. 'Forest!--tea at +once.' + +Elizabeth, not having perceived his approach in the dimness of the +February twilight, turned with a start to greet the Squire. He +looked, to her eyes, lankier and thinner and queerer than ever. But +it was a distinguished queerness. Elizabeth had forgotten that the +brow and eyes were so fine, and the hair so glistening white. The +large nose and small captious chin passed unnoticed. She was +astonished at her own throb of pleasure in seeing her employer +again. + +His pleasure was boisterously evident, though presently he showed it +in his usual way by attacking her. But first Mrs. Gaddesden made the +proper enquiries after Elizabeth's invalid mother. + +Elizabeth, looking extremely tired as she sat by the fire, in the +chair which the Squire--most unwonted attention!--had drawn up for +her, said that her mother was better, and volunteered nothing +further. The Squire, meanwhile, had observed her looks, and was +chafing inwardly against invalid relations who made unjust claims +upon their kith and kin and monstrously insisted on being nursed by +them. But he had the sense to hold his tongue, and even to profess a +decent sympathy. + +Then, without any further preamble, he plunged into his own affairs. + +'Everything's gone to rack and ruin since you left,' he said +vehemently. 'Of course you knew it would!' + +Elizabeth's eyebrows lifted. The look, half tolerant, half amused, +with which she greeted sallies of this kind was one of her +attractions for the Squire. + +'What's Captain Dell been doing?' she inquired. + +'Marking time!' was the testy reply. 'He's been no good by +himself--I knew he wouldn't be--no more use than old Hull.' + +Elizabeth's expression showed her sceptical. + +'And the timber?' + +'Just where you left it. The rascally fellows want all sorts of +conditions. You may accept them if you like--I won't. But I told +them we'd meet them in the woods to-morrow--you, and Dell and I. And +Chicksands, who likes poking his nose into everything, is coming +too.' + +'Sir Henry?' asked Elizabeth in astonishment. + +'Well, I thought you might like the old boy's opinion, so I rang him +up on that horrid thing you've put into the office. I don't care +about his opinion in the least!' + +A treat arranged for her return! Elizabeth felt as if she were being +offered Sir Henry's head on a charger. + +'That will be a great help!' she said with rather artificial +enthusiasm, at which the Squire only shrugged his shoulders. 'Has +Sir Henry been over here--' + +'While you've been away? Nothing of the sort. He's not crossed the +threshold since I turned him out six months ago. But he's coming all +the same--as mild as milk.' + +'Very good of him!' said Elizabeth with spirit. + +'That's as you choose to look at it. And as to everything else--' + +'The catalogue?' + +'Gone to the crows!' said the Squire gloomily. 'Levasseur took some +references to look out last week, and made twenty mistakes in as +many lines. He's off!' + +Elizabeth removed her hat and pressed her hands to her eyes, half +laughing, half aghast. Never had anything been more welcome to the +Squire than the sheen of her hair in the semi-darkness. Mrs. +Gaddesden had once annoyed him by calling it red. + +'And the farms?' + +'Oh, that I leave you to find out. I shovelled all the letters on to +your table, just as Pamela left them.' + +'Pamela!' said Elizabeth, looking up. 'But where is she?' + +The Squire held his peace. Mrs. Gaddesden drily observed that she +was staying with Mrs. Strang in town. A bright colour spread in +Elizabeth's cheeks and she fell silent, staring into the fire. + +'Hadn't you better take your things off?' said Mrs. Gaddesden. + +Elizabeth rose. As she passed the Squire, he said gruffly: + +'Of course you're not ready for any Greek before dinner?' + +She smiled. 'But of course I am. I'll be down directly.' + +In a few more minutes she was standing alone in her room. The +housemaid, of her own accord, had lit a fire, and had gathered some +snowdrops for the dressing table. Elizabeth's bags had been already +unpacked, and all her small possessions had been arranged just as +she liked them. + +'They spoil me,' she thought, half pleased, half shrinking. 'But why +am I here? Why have I come back? And what do I mean to do?' + + + + +CHAPTER XIII + + +These questions--'Why did I come back?--What am I going to do?' were +still ringing through Elizabeth's mind when, on the evening of her +return, she entered the library to find the Squire eagerly waiting +for her. + +But the spectacle presented by the room quickly drove out other +matters. She stood aghast at the disorder which three weeks of the +Squire's management had brought about. Books on the floor and piled +on the chairs--a dusty confusion of papers everywhere--drawers open +and untidy--her reign of law seemed to have been wiped out. + +'Oh, what a _dreadful_ muddle!' + +The Squire looked about him--abashed. + +'Yes, it's awful--it's all that fellow Levasseur. I ought to have +turned him out sooner. He's the most helpless, incompetent idiot. +But it won't take you very long to get straight? I'll do anything +you tell me.' + +He watched her face appealingly, like a boy in a scrape. Elizabeth +shook her head. + +'It'll take me a full day. But never mind; we need not begin +to-night.' + +'No, we won't begin to-night!' said the Squire emphatically. +'There!--I've found a chair for you. Is that fire as you like it?' + +What astonishing amiability! The attack of nerves which had assailed +Elizabeth upstairs began to disappear. She took the chair the Squire +offered her, cleared a small table, and produced from the +despatch-box she had brought into the room with her a writing-block +and a fountain-pen. + +'Do you want to dictate anything?' + +'Not at all!' said the Squire. 'I've got nothing ready for +dictating. The work I have done during your absence I shall probably +tear up.' + +'But I thought--' + +'Well, I daresay--but can't a man change his mind? Greek be hanged!' +thundered the impatient voice. 'I want some conversation with +you--if you will allow me?' + +The last words slipped awkwardly into another note. It was as though +a man should exchange the trombone for the flute. Elizabeth held her +peace; but her pulse was beginning to quicken. + +'The fact is,' said the Squire, 'I have been thinking over a good +many things--in the last hour.' Then he turned upon her abruptly. +'What was that you were saying to Alice in the hall just now, about +moving your mother into better rooms?' + +Elizabeth's parted lips showed her surprise. + +'We do want better rooms for her,' she said hesitatingly, after a +moment. 'My sister Joan, who is at home just now, is looking out. +But they are not easy to find.' + +'Don't look out!' said the Squire impetuously. 'I have a better plan +to propose to you. In these horrible days people must co-operate and +combine. I know many instances of families sharing a house--and +servants. Beastly, I admit, in the case of a small house. One runs +up against people--and then one hates them. I do! But in the case of +a large house it is different. Now, what do you say to this? Bring +your mother here!' + +'Bring--my mother--here?' repeated Elizabeth stupidly. 'I don't +understand.' + +'It's very simple.' The Squire stood over her, his thumbs in his +waistcoat pockets, his eyes all vivacity. 'This is a big house--an +old barn, if you like, but big enough. Your mother might have the +whole of the east wing--which looks south--if she pleased; and +neither she nor I need ever come in each other's way, any more than +people who have flats in the same building. I heard you say she had +a nurse. Well, there would be the nurse--and another servant +perhaps. And the housekeeping could be in common. Now do consider +it. Be reasonable! Don't mock at it, because it isn't your own +plan,' said the Squire severely, perceiving the smile, which she +could not repress, spreading over Elizabeth's countenance. + +'It's awfully good of you!' she began warmly--'but--' + +'But what?' + +Then Elizabeth's smile vanished, and instead he saw a dimness in the +clear blue eyes. + +'My poor little mother is too ill--much too ill--' she said in a low +voice. 'She may live a good while yet; but her mind is no longer +clear.' + +The Squire was checked. This possible aspect of the case had not +occurred to him. But he was not to be defeated. + +'If you can move her from one house to another, surely you could +move her here--in an invalid motor? It would only take an hour and a +half.' + +Elizabeth shook her head quietly, but decidedly. + +'Thank you, but I am afraid it is impossible. She couldn't take the +journey, and--no, indeed, it is out of the question!' + +'Will you ask your doctor?' said the Squire obstinately. + +'I know what he would say. Please don't think of it, Mr. Mannering. +It's very, very good of you.' + +'It's not the least good,' said the Squire roughly. 'It's sheer, +naked self-interest. If you're not at ease about your mother, you'll +be throwing up your work here again some day, for good, and that'll +be death and damnation!' + +He turned frowning away, and threw himself into a chair by the fire. + +So the murder was out. Elizabeth must needs laugh. But this clumsy +way of showing her that she was indispensable not only touched her +feeling, but roused up the swarm of perplexities which had buzzed +around her ever since her summons to her mother's bedside on the +morning after her scene with Pamela. And again she asked herself, +'Why did I come back? And what am I going to do?' + +She looked in doubt at the fuming gentleman by the fire, and +suddenly conscience bade her be frank. + +'I would like to stay here, Mr. Mannering, and go on with my work. I +have told you so before. I will stay--as long as I can. But I +mustn't burn my boats. I mustn't stay indefinitely. I have come to +see that would not be fair--' + +'To whom?' cried the Squire, raising himself--'to whom?' + +'To Pamela,' said Elizabeth firmly. + +'Pamela!' The Squire leapt from his seat. 'What on earth has Pamela +got to do with it!' + +'A very great deal. She is the natural head of your house, and it +would be very difficult for me to go on living here--after--perhaps--I +have just put a few things straight for you, and catalogued the +pots--without getting in her way, and infringing her rights!' + +Elizabeth was sitting very erect and bright-eyed. It seemed to her +that some subliminal self for which she was hardly responsible had +suddenly got the better of a hair-splitting casuistical self, which +had lately been in command of her, and that the subliminal self had +spoken words of truth and soberness. + +But instead of storming, the Squire laughed contemptuously. + +'Pamela's rights? Well, I'll discuss them when she remembers her +duties! I remonstrated with her one morning when the servants were +all giving warning--and there was nothing to eat--and she had made a +hideous mess of some instructions of mine about a letter to the +County Council--and I pointed out to her that none of these things +would have happened if you had been here.' + +'Oh, poor Pamela!' exclaimed Elizabeth--'but still more, poor me!' + +'"Poor me"?' said the Squire. 'What does that mean?' + +'You see, I have a weakness for being liked!' said Elizabeth after a +moment. 'And how can Pamela like anybody that is being thrown at her +head like that?' She looked at her companion reproachfully. But the +Squire was not to be put down. + +'Besides,' he continued, without noticing her interruption, 'Pamela +writes to me this morning that she wants my consent to her training +as an Army nurse.' + +'Oh no,' cried Elizabeth--'not yet. She is too young!' + +Her face showed her distress. So she was really driving this poor +child, whom she would so easily have loved had it been allowed her, +out of her home! No doubt Pamela had seized on the pretext of her +'row' with her father to carry out her threat to Elizabeth of +'running away,' and before Elizabeth's return to Mannering, so that +neither the Squire nor any one else should guess at the real reason. +But how could Elizabeth acquiesce? + +Yet if she revealed the story of Pamela's attack upon her to the +Squire, what would happen? Only a widening of the breach between him +and his daughter. Elizabeth, of course, might depart, but Pamela +would be none the more likely to return to face her father's wrath. +And again for the hundredth time Elizabeth said to herself, in +mingled pain and exasperation--'What _did_ she mean?--and what have +I ever done that she should behave so?' + +Then she raised her eyes. Something impelled her--as it were a +strong telepathic influence. The Squire was gazing at her. His +expression was extraordinarily animated. It seemed to her that words +were already on his lips, and that at all costs she must stop them +there. + +But fortune favoured her. There was a knock at the library door. The +Squire irritably said, 'Come in!' and Forest announced, 'Captain +Dell.' The Squire, with some muttered remark, walked across to his +own table. + +The agent entered with a beaming countenance. All that he knew was +that the only competent person in a rather crazy household had +returned to it, and that business was now likely to go forward. He +had brought some important letters, and he laid them nominally +before his employer, but really before Elizabeth. He and she talked; +the Squire smoked and listened, morosely aloof. Yet by the end of +the agent's visit a grudging but definite consent had been given to +the great timber deal; and Elizabeth hurried off as Captain Dell +departed--thankful for the distant sound of the first bell for +dinner. + + * * * * * + +Sitting up in bed that night, with her hands behind her head, while +a westerly wind blew about the house, Elizabeth again did her best +to examine both her conscience and her situation. + +The summons which had taken her home had been a peremptory one. Her +mother, who had been ill for a good many months, had suddenly +suffered some brain injury, which had reduced her to a childish +helplessness. She did not recognize Elizabeth, and though she was +very soon out of physical danger, the mental disaster remained. A +good nurse was now more to her than the daughter to whom she had +been devoted. A good nurse was in charge, and Elizabeth had +persuaded an elderly cousin, living on a small annuity, to come and +share her mother's rooms. Now what was more necessary than ever +was--money! Elizabeth's salary was indispensable. + +Was she to allow fine feelings about Pamela to drive her out of her +post and her earnings--to the jeopardy not only of her mother's +comfort, but of the good--the national--work open to her at +Mannering? + +But there was a much more agitating question behind. She had only +trifled with it till now. But on the night of her return it pressed. +And as a reasonable woman, thirty years of age, she proceeded to +look it in the face. + +When Captain Dell so opportunely--or inconveniently--knocked at the +library door, Mr. Mannering was on the point of asking his secretary +to marry him. Of that Elizabeth was sure. + +She had just escaped, but the siege would be renewed. How was she +going to meet it? + +Why shouldn't she marry the Squire? She was poor, but she had +qualities much more valuable to the Squire than money. She could +rescue him from debt, put his estate on a paying footing, restore +Mannering, rebuild the village, and all the time keep him happy by +her sympathy with and understanding of his classical studies and +hobbies. + +And thereby she would be doing not only a private but a public +service. The Mannering estate and its owner had been an offence to +the patriotism of a whole neighbourhood. Elizabeth could and would +put an end to that. She had already done much to modify it. In her +Greek scholarship, and her ready wits, she possessed all the spells +that were wanted for the taming of the Squire. + +As to the Squire himself? She examined the matter dispassionately. +He was fifty-two--sound in wind and limb--a gentleman in spite of +all his oddities and tempers--and one of the best Greek scholars of +his day. She could make her own terms. 'I would take his name--give +him my time, my brains, my friendship--in time, no doubt, my +affection.' He would not ask for more. The modern woman, no longer +young, an intellectual, with a man's work to do, can make of +marriage what she pleases. The possibilities of the relations +between men and women in the future are many, and the psychology of +them unexplored. Elizabeth was beginning to think her own case out, +when, suddenly, she felt the tears running over her cheeks. + +She was back in past days. Mannering had vanished. Oh--for +love!--for youth!--for the broken faith and the wounded trust!--for +the first fresh wine of life that, once dashed from the lips, the +gods offer no more! She found herself sobbing helplessly, not for +her actual lost lover, who had passed out of her life, but for those +beautiful ghosts at whose skirts she seemed to be clutching--youth +itself, love itself. + +Had she done with them for good and all? That was what marrying the +Squire meant. + +A business marriage--on her side, for an income, a home, a career; +on his, for a companion, a secretary, an agent. Well, she said to +herself as she calmed down, that she could face; but supposing, +after all, that the Squire was putting more into the scales than +she? A sudden fear grew strong in her--fear lest this man should +have more heart, more romance in him than she had imagined +possible--that while she was thinking of a business partnership, the +Squire was expecting, was about to offer, something quite different. + +The thought scared and repelled her. If that were indeed the case, +she would bid Mannering a long and final farewell. + +But no!--she reassured herself; she recalled the Squire's passionate +absorption in his archaeological pursuits; how his dependence upon +her, his gratitude to her, his surprising fits of docility, were all +due to the fact that she helped him to pursue them--that his mind +sharpened itself against hers--that her hand and brain were the +slaves of his restless intelligence. + +That was all--that must, that should be all. She thought vigorously +of the intellectual comradeships of history--beginning with Michael +Angelo and Vittoria Colonna. They were not certainly quite on all +fours with her own situation--but give modern life and the new woman +time! + +Suppose, then, these anxieties set at rest, and that immediately, +within twenty-four hours, or a week, the Squire were to ask her to +marry him and were ready to understand the matter as she did--what +else stood in the way? + +Then, slowly, in the darkness of the room, there rose before her the +young figures of the twins, with their arms round each other's +necks, as she had often seen them--Desmond and Pamela. And they +looked at her with hostile eyes! + +'Cuckoo!--intriguer!--we don't want you!--we won't accept you!' + +But after all, as Elizabeth reflected not without a natural +exasperation, she was _not_--consciously--a cuckoo; she was not an +intriguer; there was nothing of the Becky Sharp about her at all; it +would have been so very much simpler if there had been! To swallow +the Squire and Mannering at one gulp, to turn out the twins, to put +Mrs. Gaddesden--who, as Elizabeth had already discovered, was +constantly making rather greedy demands upon her father--on rations +according to her behaviour, to bring in her own poor mother and all +her needy relations--to reign supreme, in fact, over Mannering and +the county--nothing would be easier. + +The only thing that stood in the way was that the Squire's secretary +happened to be a nice woman--and not an adventuress. Elizabeth's +sense of humour showed her the kind of lurid drama that Pamela no +doubt was concocting about her--perhaps with the help of Beryl--the +two little innocents! Elizabeth recalled the intriguing French +'companion' in _War and Peace_ who inveigles the old Squire. And as +for the mean and mercenary stepmothers of fiction, they can be +collected by the score. That, no doubt, was how Pamela thought of +her. So that, after her involuntary tears, Elizabeth ended in a +laughter that was half angry, half affectionate. + +Poor children! She was not going to turn them out of their home. She +had written to Pamela during her absence with her mother, asking +again for an explanation of the wild and whirling things that Pamela +had said to her that night in the hall, and in return not a single +frank or penitent word!--only a few perfunctory enquiries after Mrs. +Bremerton, and half a page about an air-raid. It left Elizabeth +sorer and more puzzled than before. + +Desmond too! She had written to him also from London a long chat +about all the things he cared about at Mannering--the animals, +Pamela's pony, the old keeper, the few pheasants still left in the +woods, and what Perley said of the promise of a fair partridge +season. And the boy had replied immediately. Desmond's Eton manners +were rarely caught napping; but the polite little note--stiff and +frosty--might have been written to a complete stranger. + +What _was_ in their minds? How could she put it right? Well, anyhow, +Desmond could not at that moment be wasting time or thought on home +worries, or her own supposed misdemeanours. Where was the radiant +boy now? In some artillery camp, she supposed, behind the lines, +waiting for his ordeal of blood and fire. Waiting with the whole +Army--the whole Empire--for that leap of the German monster which +must be met and parried and struck down before England could breathe +again. And as she thought of him, her woman's soul, winged by its +passion of patriotism, seemed to pass out into the night across the +sea, till it stood beside the English hosts. + +'Forces and Powers of the Universe, be with them!--strengthen the +strong, uphold the weak, comfort the dying!--for in them lies the +hope of the world.' + +Her life hung on the prayer. The irresponsive quiet of the night +over the Mannering woods and park, with nothing but the wind for +voice, seemed to her unbearable. And it only answered to the apathy +within doors. Why, the Squire had scarcely mentioned the war since +her return! Neither he nor Mrs. Gaddesden had asked her for an +evening paper, though there had been a bad London raid the night +before. She had seen a letter 'on active service,' and addressed, +she thought, in Desmond's handwriting, lying on the library table; +and it seemed to her there was a French ordnance map near it. But in +answer to her enquiries about the boy, the Squire had vouchsafed +only a few irritable words, 'Well--he's not killed yet! The devil's +business over there seems to be working up to a greater hell than +ever!' Nothing more. + +Well, she would see to that! Mannering should feel the war, if she +were to live in it. She straightened her shoulders, her will +stiffening to its task. + +Yes, and while that dear boy was out there, in that grim fighting +line, no action of hers, if she could help it, should cause him a +moment's anger or trouble. Her resolution was taken. If the Squire +did mean to ask her to marry him she would try and stop him in +mid-career. If she couldn't stop him, well, then, she would give him +his choice--either to keep her, as secretary and friend, and hold +his peace, or to lose her. She felt certain of her power to contain +the Squire's 'offensive,' if it were really threatened. + +But, on the other hand, she was not going to give up her post +because the twins had taken some unjust prejudice against her! +Nothing of the kind. She had those ash trees to look after! She was +tolerably sure that a thorough search would comb out a good many +more for the Air Board from the Squire's woods than had yet been +discovered. The Fallerton hospital wanted more accommodation. There +was an empty house belonging to the Squire, which she had already +begun, before her absence, with his grudging permission, to get +ready for the purpose. _That_ had to be finished. The war workroom +in the village, which she had started, must have another +Superintendent, the first having turned out a useless chatterbox. +Elizabeth had her successor already in mind. There were three or +four applications waiting for the two other neglected farms. Captain +Dell was hurrying on the repairs; but there was more money +wanted--she must get it out of the Squire. Then as to labour--German +prisoners?--or women? + +Her brain began to teem with a score of projects. But after lying +awake another hour, she pulled herself up. 'This won't do. I must +have six hours' sleep.' And she resolutely set herself to repeat one +of the nursery poems of her childhood, till, wooed by its silly +monotony, sleep came. + +It was a bright March day in the Mannering woods, where the Squire, +Elizabeth, and Captain Dell were hanging about waiting for Sir Henry +Chicksands. The astonishing warmth and sunshine of the month had +brought out a shimmer of spring everywhere, reddened the great heads +of the oaks, and set the sycamore buds shining like jewels in the +pale blue. There was an endless chatter and whirr of wood-pigeons in +the high tree-tops, and underfoot the anemones and violets were busy +pushing their gentle way through the dead leaves of autumn. The +Squire's beechwoods were famous in the neighbourhood, and he was +still proud of them; though for many years past they had gone +unnoticed to decay, and were in some places badly diseased. + +To Elizabeth, in an artistic mood--the mood which took her in town +to see exhibitions of Brabazon or Steer--the woods were fairyland. +The high slender oak of the middle wood, the spreading oak that +lived on its borders, the tall columnar beech feathering into the +sky, its grey stem shining as though by some magic property in the +beautiful forest twilight--the gleams and the shadows, the sounds +and scents of the woodland world--she could talk or write about +these things as poetically, and as sincerely, as any other educated +person when put to it; but on this occasion, it has to be said +frankly, she was thinking of nothing but aeroplanes and artillery +waggons. And she had by now developed a kind of _flair_ in the +woods, which was the astonishment of Captain Dell, himself no mean +forester. As far as ash was concerned, she was a hunter on the +trail. She could distinguish an ash tree yards ahead through a mixed +or tangled wood, and track it unerringly. The thousand ash that she, +and the old park-keepers set on by her, had already found for the +Government, were nothing to what she meant to find. The Squire's +woods, some of which she had not yet explored at all, were as mines +to her in which she dug for treasure--for the timber that might save +her country. + +Captain Dell delighted in her. He had already taught her a great +deal, and was now drilling her in the skilled arts of measurement +and valuation. The Squire, in stupefaction, watched her at work with +pole and tape, measuring, noting, comparing. Had it been any one +else he would have been bored and contemptuous. But the novelty of +the thing and the curious fact that the lady who looked up his Greek +references was also the lady who was measuring the trees, kept him a +half-unwilling but still fascinated spectator of her proceedings. + +In the midst of them Sir Henry Chicksands appeared, making his way +through the thick undergrowth. Elizabeth threw a hasty look at the +Squire. This was the first time the two neighbours had met since the +quarrel. The Squire had actually written first--and to please her. +Very touching, and very embarrassing! She hoped for the best. + +Sir Henry Chicksands advanced as though nothing had happened--solid, +ruddy, benevolent, and well dressed, as usual. + +He bowed with marked deference to Elizabeth, and then offered a hand +to the Squire, which was limply accepted. + +'Well, Mannering, very glad to see you. Like every one else, you +seem to be selling your woods.' + +'Under threat of being shot if I don't!' said the Squire grimly. + +'What? They're commandeered?' + +'The Government spies are all about. I preferred to anticipate them. +Well, what about your ploughed-up grass-lands, Chicksands? I hear +they are full of wire-worms, and the crops a very poor show.' + +'Ah, it was an enemy said that,' laughed Sir Henry, submitting with +a good grace to some more remarks of the same kind, and escaping +from them as soon as he could. + +'I heard of your haul of ash,' he said. 'A man in the Air Board told +me. Magnificent!' + +'You may thank her.' The Squire indicated his secretary. 'I knew +nothing about it.' + +'And you're still hunting?' Sir Henry turned to Elizabeth. 'May I +join your walk if you're going through the woods?' Captain Dell was +introduced. 'You want my opinion on your deal? Well, I'm an old +forester, and I'll give it you with pleasure. I used to shoot here, +year after year, with the Squire, in our young days--isn't that so, +Mannering? I know this bit of country by heart, and I think I could +help you to bag a few more ash.' + +Elizabeth's blue eyes appealed with all proper deference to the +Squire. + +'Won't you come?' + +He shook his head. + +'I'm tired of timber. Do what you like. I'll sit here and read till +you come back.' + +Sir Henry's shrug was perceptible, but he held his peace, and the +three walked away. The Squire, finding a seat on a fallen tree, took +a book out of his pocket and pretended to read it. + +'Nobody can be as important as Chicksands looks!' he said to himself +angrily. Even the smiling manner which ignored their six months' +quarrel had annoyed him hugely. It was a piece of condescension--an +impertinence. Oh, of course Chicksands was the popular man, the +greatest power in the county, looked up to, and listened to by +everybody. The Squire knew very well that he himself was ostracized, +even hated; that there had been general chuckling in the +neighbourhood over his rough handling by the County Committee, and +that it would please a good many people to see all his woods +commandeered and 'cut clean.' + +Six months before, his inborn pugnacity would only have amused +itself with the situation. He was a rebel and a litigant by nature. +Smooth waters had never attracted him. + +Yet now--though he would never have admitted it--he was often +conscious of a flagging will and a depressed spirit. The loneliness +of his life, due entirely to himself, had, during Elizabeth +Bremerton's absence, begun sharply to find him out. He had no true +fatherly relation with any of his children. Desmond loved him--why, +he didn't know. He didn't believe any of the others cared anything +at all about him. Why should they? + +The Squire's eyes followed the three distant walkers, Elizabeth, +graceful and vigorous, between the other two. And the conviction +gripped him that all the pleasure, the _liveableness_ of life--such +as still remained possible--depended for him on that central figure. +He looked back on his existence before her arrival at Mannering, and +on what it had been since. Why, she had transformed it! + +How could he cage and keep her?--the clever, gracious creature! For +the first time in his life he was desperately, tremulously humble. +He placed no dependence at all on his name or his possessions. +Elizabeth was not to be bought. + +But management--power--for the things she believed in--_they_ might +tempt her. He would give them to her with both hands, if only she +would settle down beside him, take a freehold of that chair and +table in the library, for life! + +He looked back gloomily to his clumsy proposal about her mother, and +to her remarks about Pamela. It would be indeed intolerable if his +children got in his way! The very notion put him in a fever. + +If that tiresome fellow, Dell, had not interrupted them the night +before, what would have happened? + +He had all the consciousness of a man still in the prime of life, in +spite of his white hair; for he had married at twenty-one, and had +never--since they grew up--seemed to himself very much older than +his elder children. He had but a very dim memory of his wife. +Sometimes he felt as if, notwithstanding the heat of boyish passion +which had led him to marry her, he had never really known her. There +were moments when he had an uncomfortable suspicion that for some +years before her death she had silently but irrevocably passed +judgment upon him, and had withdrawn her inner life from him. +Friends of hers had written to him after her death of beautiful +traits and qualities in her of which he himself had known nothing. +In any case they were not traits and qualities which appealed in the +long run to a man of his pursuits and temperament. He was told that +Pamela had inherited some of them. + +A light rustling sound in the wood. He looked up to see Elizabeth +coming back towards him unaccompanied. Captain Dell and Sir Henry +seemed to have left her. + +A thrill of excitement ran through him. They were alone in the +depths of the spring woodland. What better opportunity would he ever +have? + + + + +CHAPTER XIV + + +Elizabeth was coming back in that flushed mood when an able man or +woman who begins to feel the tide of success or power rising beneath +them also begins to remind himself or herself of all the old +commonplaces about Fate or Chance. Elizabeth's Greek reading had +steeped her in them. 'Count no man happy till his death'; 'Count +nothing finished till the end'; tags of this kind were running +through her mind, while she smiled a little over the compliments +that Sir Henry had been paying her. + +He could not express, he said, the relief with which he had heard of +her return to Mannering. 'Don't, please, go away again!' Everybody +in the county who was at all responsible for its war-work felt the +same. Her example, during the winter, had been invaluable, and the +skill with which she had brought the Squire into line, and set the +Squire's neglected estate on the road to food-production, had +been--in Sir Henry's view--nothing short of a miracle. + +'Yes, a miracle, my dear lady!' repeated Sir Henry warmly. 'I know +the prickliness of our good friend there! I speak to you +confidentially, because I realize that you could not possibly have +done what you have done unless you had won the Squire's +confidence--his complete confidence. Well, that's an achievement, I +can tell you--as bad as storming a redoubt. Go on--don't let go! +What you are doing here--the kind of work you are doing--is of +national importance. God only knows what lies before us in the next +few months!' + +And therewith a sudden sobering of the ruddy countenance and +self-important manner. For a few seconds, from his mind and +Elizabeth's there vanished all consciousness of the English woodland +scene, and they were looking over a flayed and ravaged country where +millions of men stood ranged for battle. + +Sir Henry sighed. + +'Thank God, Arthur is still at home--doing some splendid work, they +tell me, at the War Office, but, of course, pining to be off to +France again. I hear from him that Desmond is somewhere near +Armentieres. Well, good-bye--I tied my horse to the gate, and must +get home. Stick to it! Say good-bye to the Squire for me--I shall be +over again before long. If there is anything I can do for you--count +upon me. But _we_ count upon you!' + +Astonishing effusion!--from an elderly gentleman who, at the +beginning of things, had regarded her as elderly gentlemen of great +local position do regard young women secretaries who are earning +their own living. Sir Henry's tone was now the tone of one potentate +to another; and, as we have seen, it caused Elizabeth to tame her +soul with Greek, as she walked back through the wood to rejoin the +Squire. + +When she perceived him waiting for her, she wished with some fervour +that she were not alone. She had tried to keep Captain Dell with +her, but he had pleaded an urgent engagement at a village near the +farther end of the wood. And then Sir Henry had deserted her. It was +annoying--and unforeseen. + +The Squire observed her as she came up--the light, springing step, +the bunch of primroses in her belt. He closed the book, of which he +had not in truth read a word. + +'You have been a long time?' + +'But I assure you it was well worth while!' She paused in front of +him, a little out of breath, leaning on her measuring-pole. 'We +found ten or twelve more ash--some exactly of the size they want.' + +'Who are "they"?' + +'The Air Board,' said Elizabeth, smiling. + +'The fellows that wrote me that letter? I didn't want their thanks.' + +Elizabeth took no notice. She resumed-- + +'And Sir Henry went into the figures of that contract with Captain +Dell. He thinks the Captain has done very well, and that the prices +are very fair--very good, in fact.' + +'All the same, I don't mean to accept their blessed contract.' + +'Oh, but I thought it was settled!' cried Elizabeth in distress. She +sat down on a dry stump a little way off, and the Squire actually +enjoyed the sight of her discomfiture. + +'Why on earth should I allow these people, not only to make a +hideous mess of my woods, and murder my trees, but to take three +years--_three years_--over the disgusting business, before they get +it all done and clear up the mess? One year is the utmost I will +allow.' + +Elizabeth looked consternation. + +'But think of the labour difficulties,' she pleaded. 'The contractor +can't get the men. Of course, he _wants_ to cut and move the trees +as soon as he can, so as to get his money back.' + +'That's his affair,' said the Squire obstinately. 'I want to get my +woods in a decent state again, so that I mayn't be for ever reminded +that I sold them--betrayed them--for filthy lucre.' + +'No!' said Elizabeth firmly, her colour rising, 'for the Army!' + +The Squire shrugged his shoulders. + +'So they say. Meanwhile the timber-man makes an unholy profit.' + +There was silence for a moment, then Elizabeth said, + +'Do you really mean to stick to that condition?' + +'I should be glad if Dell would see to it.' + +'Then'--said Elizabeth slowly--'the contract will drop. I understand +they cannot possibly pledge themselves to removal within the time +named.' + +'Well, there are other timber-merchants.' + +'The difficulty of labour is the same for everybody. And Captain +Dell thinks no one else would give the price--certainly not the +Government. You will remember that some of the money was to be spent +immediately.' Her tone was cold and restrained, but he thought it +trembled a little. + +'I know,' he interrupted, 'on cottages and the hospital. Money oozes +away at every pore! I shall be a bare beggar after the war. Have you +the contract there? Or did Dell take it?' + +Elizabeth drew a roll of blue paper out of her pocket. Her +indignation made her speechless. All the endless negotiations, +Captain Dell's work, her work--to go for nothing! What was the use +of trying to serve--to work with such a man? + +The Squire took the roll from her and searched his pockets for a +fountain-pen. + +'I will make some notes on it now for Dell's guidance. I might +forget it to-night.' + +Elizabeth said nothing. He turned away, spread out the papers on the +smooth trunk of the fallen tree, and began to write. + +Elizabeth sat very erect, her mouth proudly set, her eyes wandering +into the distance of the wood. What was she to do? The affront to +herself was gross--for the Squire had definitely promised her the +night before that the bargain should go through. And she felt hotly +for the hard-working agent. Should she put up with it? Her +meditations of the night recurred to her--and she seemed to herself +a very foolish woman! + +'There you are!' said the Squire, as he handed the roll back to her. + +She looked at it unwillingly. Then her face changed. She +stooped over the contract. Below the signature of the firm of +timber-merchants stood large and full that of 'Edmund Mannering.' + +The Squire smiled. + +'Now are you satisfied?' + +She returned the contract to its envelope, and both to her pocket. +Then she looked at him uncertainly. + +'May I ask what that meant?' + +Her voice was still strained, and her eyes by no means meek. + +'I am sorry,' said the Squire hurriedly. 'I don't know--it was a +whim. I wanted to have the pleasure--' + +'Of seeing how a person looks under a sudden disappointment?' said +Elizabeth, with rather pinched lips. + +'Not at all. It was a childish thing--I wanted to see you smile +when I gave you the thing back. There--that's the truth. It was you +disappointed me!' + +Elizabeth's wrath vanished. She hid her face in her hands and +laughed. But there was agitation behind the laughter. These were not +the normal ways of a reasonable man. + +When she looked up, the Squire had moved to a log close beside her. +The March sun was pouring down upon them, and there was a robin +singing, quite undisturbed by their presence, in a holly-bush near. +The Squire's wilful countenance had never seemed to Elizabeth more +full of an uncanny and even threatening energy. Involuntarily she +withdrew her seat. + +'I wish to be allowed to make a very serious proposition to you,' he +said eagerly, 'one that I have been considering for weeks.' + +Elizabeth--rather weakly--put up a protesting hand. + +'I am afraid I must point out to you, Mr. Mannering, that Mrs. +Gaddesden will be waiting lunch.' + +'If I know Alice, she will not wait lunch! And anyway there are +things more important than lunch. May I take it for granted, Miss +Bremerton, that you have not been altogether dissatisfied with your +life here during this six months?' + +Elizabeth looked him gravely in the face. It was clear there was to +be no escape. + +'How could I have been, Mr. Mannering? You have taught me a great, +great deal--and given me wonderful opportunities.' + +The Squire nodded, with a look of satisfaction. + +'I meant to. Of course Chicksands would say that it was only my +own laziness--that I have given you the work I ought to have done +myself. My reply would be that it was not my work. If a man +happens to be born to a job he is not in the least fitted for, +that's the affair of Providence. Providence bungled it when he, +she, or it--take which pronoun you like--[Greek: tyche], as you +and I know, is feminine--made me a landowner. My proper job was to +dig up and decipher what is left of the Greeks. And if any one +says that the two jobs are not _tanti_, and the landowning job is +more important than the other, I disagree with him entirely, and +it would be impossible for him to prove it. But there was a +vacuum--that I quite admit--and Nature--or Providence--disliked +it. So she sent you along, my dear lady!'--he turned upon her a +glowing countenance--'and you fitted it exactly. You laid hands on +what has proved to be your job, and Chicksands, I expect, has been +telling you how marvellously you're doing it, and begging you +not to let this duffer'--the Squire pointed to his leather +waistcoat--'get hold of it again. Hasn't he?' + +He smiled triumphantly, as Elizabeth's sudden flush showed that his +shaft had hit. But he would not let her speak. + +'No--please don't interrupt me! Of course Chicksands took that view. +Any sensible man would--not that Henry is really a sensible man. +Well, now, then--I want to ask you this. Don't these facts point to +a rather--remarkable--combination? You assist me in the job that I +was born for. I have been fortunate enough to be able to put into +your hands the job that you apparently were born for. And you will +forgive me for saying that it might have been difficult for you to +find it without my aid. Nature--that is--seems to have endowed you +not only with a remarkable head for Greek, but also with the +capacity for dealing with the kind of people who drive me +distracted--agents and timber-merchants, and stuck-up county +officials, whom I want to slay. And you combine your job with an +idealism--just as I do mine. You say "it's for the country" or "for +the army," as you did just now. And I scribble and collect--for +art's sake--for beauty's sake--for the honour of human genius--what +you like! What then could be more reasonable--more natural'--the +Squire drew himself up gravely--'than that you and I should join +forces--permanently? That I should serve your ideas--and you should +serve mine?' + +The Squire broke off, observing her. Elizabeth had listened to this +extraordinary speech with growing bewilderment. She had dreaded lest +the Squire--in proposing to marry her--should make love to her. But +the coolness of the bargain actually suggested to her, the apparent +absence from it of any touch of sentiment, took her completely +aback. She was asked, in fact, to become his slave--his bailiff and +secretary for life--and the price was offered. + +Her face spoke for her, before she could express her feeling in +words. The Squire, watching her, hurriedly resumed. + +'I put it like an idiot! What I meant was this. If I could induce +you to marry me--and put up with me--I believe both our lives might +be much more interesting and agreeable!' + +The intensity of the demand expressed in his pale hazel eyes and +frowning brow struck full upon her. + +But Elizabeth slowly shook her head. + +'I am very grateful to you, Mr. Mannering, but'--a rather ironical +smile showed itself--'I think you hardly understand me. We should +never get on.' + +'Why?' + +'Because our temperaments--our characters--are so different.' + +'You can't forgive me about the war?' + +'Well, that hurts me,' she said, after a moment, 'but I leave that +to Mr. Desmond. No! I am thinking of myself and you. What you +propose does not attract me at all. Marriage--in my view--wants +something--deeper--to build on than you suggest.' + +'Inconsistent woman!' cried the inner voice, but Elizabeth silenced +it. She was not inconsistent. She would have resented love-making, +but _feeling_--something to gild the chain!--that she had certainly +expected. The absence of it humiliated her. + +The Squire's countenance fell. + +'Deeper?' he said, with a puzzled look. 'I wonder what you mean? I +haven't anything "deeper." There isn't anything "deep" about me.' + +Was it true? Elizabeth suddenly recalled those midnight steps on the +night of Desmond's departure. + +'You know,' he resumed, 'for you have worked with me now for six +months--you know at least what kind of a man I am. I assure you it's +at any rate no worse than that! And if I ever annoyed you too much, +why you could always keep me in order--by the mere threat of going +away! I could have cut my throat any day with pleasure during those +weeks you were absent!' + +Again Elizabeth hid her face in her hands and laughed--rather +hysterically. There _was_ something in this last appeal that touched +her--some note of 'the imperishable child,' which indeed she had +always recognized in the Squire's strange personality. + +The Squire waited--frowning. When she looked up at last she spoke in +her natural friendly voice. + +'I don't think, Mr. Mannering, we had better go on talking like +this. I can't accept what you offer me--' + +'Again I can't think why,' he interrupted vehemently; 'you have +given me no sort of explanation. Why must you refuse?' + +'Because I don't feel like it,' she said, smiling. 'That's all I +need say. Please don't think me ungrateful. You've offered me now a +position and a home--and you've given me my head all this time. I +shall never forget it. But I'm afraid--' + +'That now I've made such an ass of myself you'll have to go?' + +She thought a moment. + +'I don't know that I need say that--if--if I could be sure--' + +'Of what? Name your conditions!' + +His face suddenly lightened again. And again a quick compunction +struck her. + +She looked at him gently. + +'It's only--that I couldn't stay here--you will see of course that I +couldn't--unless I were quite sure that this was dead and buried +between us--that you would forget it entirely--and let me forget +it!' + +Was it fancy, or did the long Don Quixotish countenance quiver a +little? + +'Very well. I will never speak of it again. Will that do?' There was +a long pause. The Squire's stick attacked a root of primroses +closely, prized it out of the damp ground, and left it there. Then +he turned to his companion with a changed aspect. 'Well, now, +then--we are as we were--and'--with a long half-indignant +breath--'remember I have signed that contract!' + +He rose from his seat as he spoke. + +They walked home together through the great wood, and across the +park. They were mostly silent. The Squire's words 'we are as we +were' echoed in the ears of both. And yet both were secretly aware +that something irrevocable had happened. + +Then, suddenly, beating down all the personal trouble and disquiet +in Elizabeth's mind, there rushed upon her afresh, as she walked +beside the Squire, that which seemed to shame all personal +feeling--the renewed consciousness of England's death-grapple with +her enemy--the horror of its approaching crisis. How could this +strange being at her elbow be still deaf and blind to it! + + * * * * * + +They parted in the hall. + +'Shall I expect you at six?' said the Squire formally. 'I have some +geographical notes I should like you to take down.' + +She assented. He went to his study, and shut himself in. For a long +time he paced up and down, flinging himself finally into a chair in +front of Desmond's portrait. There his thoughts took shape. + +'Well, my boy, I thought I'd won some trenches--but the +counter-attack has swept me out. Where are you? Are you still alive? +If not, I shan't be long after you. I'm getting old, my boy--and +this world, as the devil has made it, is not meant for me.' + +He remained there for some time, his hands on his knees, staring +into the bright face of his son. + +Elizabeth too went to her room. On her table lay the _Times_. She +took it up and read the telegrams again. Raid and counter-raid all +along the front--and in every letter and telegram the shudder of the +nearing event, ghastly hints of that incredible battlefield to come, +that hideous hurricane of death in which Europe was to see once more +her noblest and her youngest perish. + +'Oh, why, why am I a woman?' she clasped her hands above her head in +a passion of revolt. 'What does one's own life matter? Why waste a +thought--an hour upon it!' + +In a second she was at her table putting together the notes she had +made that morning in the wood. About a hundred and fifty more ash +marked in that wood alone!--thanks to Sir Henry. She rang up Captain +Dell, and made sure that they would be offered that night direct to +the Government timber department--the Squire's ash, for greater +haste, having been now expressly exempted from the general contract. +Canadians were coming down to fell them at once. They must be +housed. One of the vacant farms, not yet let, was to be got ready +for them. She made preliminary arrangements by telephone. Then, +after a hasty lunch, at which the Squire did not appear, and Mrs. +Gaddesden was more than usually languid and selfish, Elizabeth +rushed off to the village on her bicycle. The hospital Commandant +was waiting for her, with such workpeople as could be found, and the +preparation of the empty house for fifty more beds was well begun. +Elizabeth was frugal, but resolute, with the Squire's money. She had +leave to spend. But she would not abuse her power; and all through +her work she was conscious of a queer remorseful gratitude towards +the man in whose name she was acting. + +Then she bicycled to the School, where a group of girls whom she +had captured for the land were waiting to see her. Their uniforms +were lying ready on one of the schoolroom tables. She helped the +girls to put them on, laughing, chatting, admiring--ready besides +with a dozen homely hints on how to keep well--how to fend for +themselves, perhaps in a lonely cottage--how to get on with the +farmer--above all, how to get on with the farmer's wife. Her +sympathy made everything worth while--put colour and pleasure into +this new and strange adventure, of women going out to break up and +plough and sow the ancient land of our fathers, which the fighting +men had handed over to them. Elizabeth decked the task with honour, +so that the girls in their khaki stood round her at last glowing, +though dumb!--and felt themselves--as she bade them feel--the +comrades-in-arms of their sweethearts and their brothers. + +Then with the March twilight she was again at Mannering. She changed +her bicycling dress, and six o'clock found her at her desk, +obediently writing from the Squire's dictation. + +He put her through a stiff series of geographical notes, including a +number of quotations from Homer and Herodotus, bearing on the spread +of Greek culture in the Aegean. During the course of them he broke +out once or twice into his characteristic sayings and illustrations, +racy or poetic, as usual, and Elizabeth would lift her blue eyes, +with the responsive look in them, on which he had begun to think all +his real power of work depended. But not a word passed between them +on any other subject; and when it was over she rose, said a quiet +good-night, and went away. After she had gone, the Squire sat over +the fire, brooding and motionless, for most of the evening. + +One March afternoon, a few days later, the following letter reached +Pamela, who was still with her sister. It was addressed in Desmond +Mannering's large and boyish handwriting. + + 'B.E.F., _March_. + + 'MY DEAR PAMELA--I am kicking my heels here at an engineer's + store, waiting for an engineer officer who is wanted to plan + some new dug-outs for our battery, and as there is no one to + talk to inside except the most inarticulate Hielander I ever + struck, I shall at last make use of one of your little + oddments, my dear, which are mostly too good to use out + here--and write you a letter on a brand new pocket-pad, with a + brand new stylo. + + 'I expect you know from Arthur about where we are. It's a + pretty nasty bit of the line. The snipers here are the + cleverest beasts out. There isn't a night they don't get some + of us, though our fellows are as sharp as needles too. I went + over a sniping school last week with a jolly fellow who used to + hunt lions in Africa. My hat!--we have learnt a thing or two + from the Huns since we started. But you have to keep a steady + look-out, I can tell you. There was a man here last night in a + sniper's post, shooting through a trench loophole, you + understand, which had an iron panel. Well, he actually went to + sleep with his rifle in his hand, having had a dog's life for + two or three nights. But for a mercy, he had pulled down his + panel--didn't know he had!--and the next thing he knew was a + bullet spattering on it--just where his eye should have been. + He was jolly quick in backing out and into a dug-out, and an + hour later he got the man. + + 'But there was an awful thing here last night. An officer was + directing one of our snipers--stooping down just behind him, + when a Hun got him--right in the eyes. I was down at the + dressing-station visiting one of our men who had been knocked + over--and I saw him led in. He was quite blind,--and as calm as + anything--telling people what to do, and dictating a post card + to the padre, who was much more cut up than he was. I can tell + you, Pamela, our Army is _fine_! Well, thank God, I'm in + it--and not a year too late. That's what I keep saying to + myself. And the great show can't be far off now. I wouldn't + miss it for anything, so I don't give the Hun any more chances + of knocking me over than I can help. + + 'You always want to know what things look like, old Pam, so + I'll try and tell you. In the first place, it's just a glorious + spring day. At the back of the cranky bit of a ruined farm + where we have our diggings (by the way, you may always go back + at night and find half your bedroom shot away--that happened to + me the other night--there was a tunic of mine still hanging on + the door, and when you opened the door, nothing but a hole ten + feet deep full of rubble--jolly luck, it didn't happen at + night-time!) there are actually some lilac trees, and the buds + on them are quite big. And somehow or other the birds manage to + sing in spite of the hell the Huns have made of things. + + 'I'm looking out now due east. There's a tangled mass of + trenches not far off, where there's been some hot raiding + lately. I see an engineer officer with a fatigue party working + away at them--he's showing the men how to lay down a new + trench with tapes and pegs. Just to my left some men are + filling up a crater. Then there's a lorry full of bits of an + old corduroy road they're going to lay down somewhere over a + marshy place. There are two sausage balloons sitting up aloft, + and some aeroplanes coming and going. Our front line is not + more than a mile away, and the German line is about a mile and + a quarter. Far off to my right I can just see a field with + tanks in it. Ah--there goes a shell on the Hun line--another! + Can't think why we're tuning up at this time of day. We shall + be getting some of their heavy stuff over directly, if we don't + look out. It's rot! + + 'And the sun is shining like blazes on it all. As I came up I + saw some of our men resting on the grass by the wayside. They + were going up to the trenches--but it was too early--the sun + was too high--they don't send them in till dusk. Awfully good + fellows they looked! And I passed a company of Bantams, little + Welsh chaps, as fit as mustard. Also a poor mad woman, with a + basket of cakes and chocolate. She used to live in the village + where I'm sitting now--on a few bricks of it, I mean. Then her + farm was shelled to bits and her old husband and her daughter + killed. And nothing will persuade her to go. Our people have + moved her away several times--but she always comes back--and + now they let her alone. Our soldiers indeed are awfully good to + her, and she looks after the graves in the little cemetery. But + when you speak to her, she never seems to understand, and her + eyes--well, they haunt one. + + 'I'm beginning to get quite used to the life--and lately I have + been doing some observation work with an F.O.O. (that means + Forward Observation Officer), which is awfully exciting. Your + business on these occasions is to get as close to the Germans + as you can, without being seen, and you take a telephonist with + you to send back word to the guns, and, by Jove, we do get + close sometimes! + + 'Well, dear old Pam, there's my engineer coming across the + fields, and I must shut up. Mind--if I don't come back to + you--you're just to think, as I told you before, that it's _all + right_. Nothing matters--_nothing_--but seeing this thing + through. Any day we may be in the thick of such a fight as I + suppose was never seen in the world before. Or any night--hard + luck! one may be killed in a beastly little raid that nobody + will ever hear of again. But anyway it's all one. It's worth + it. + + '_Your_ letters don't sound to me as though you were + particularly enjoying life. Why don't you ever give me news of + Arthur? He writes me awfully jolly letters, and always says + something nice about you. Father has written to me _three_ + times--decent, I call it,--though he always abuses Lloyd + George, and generally puts some Greek in I can't read. I wonder + if we were quite right about Broomie? You never say anything + about her either. But I got a letter from Beryl the other day, + and what Miss B. seems to be doing with Father and the estate + is pretty marvellous. + + 'All the same I don't hear any gossip as to what you and I were + afraid of. I wonder if I was a brute to answer her as I + did--and after her nice letter to me? Anyway, it's no wonder + she doesn't write to me any more. And she _did_ tell me such a + lot of news. + + 'Good-bye. Your writing-pad is really ripping. Likewise pen. + Hullo, there go some more shells. I really must get back and + see what's up.--Your loving + + 'DESMOND.' + +Meanwhile in the seething world of London, where the war-effort of +an Empire was gathered up into one mighty organism, the hush of +expectancy grew ever deeper. Only a few weeks or days could now +divide us from the German rush on Paris and the coast. Behind the +German lines all was movement and vast preparation. Any day England +might rise to find the last fight begun. + +Yet morning after morning all the news that came was of raids, +endless raids, on both sides--a perpetual mosquito fight, buzzing +now here, now there, as information was wanted by the different +Commands. Many lives were lost day by day, many deeds of battle +done. But it all seemed as nothing--less than nothing--to those +whose minds were fixed on the clash to come. + +Then one evening, early in the second week in March, a telegram +reached Aubrey Mannering at Aldershot. He rushed up to town, and +went first to the War Office, where Chicksands was at work. + +Chicksands sprang up to meet him. + +'You've heard? I've just got this. I made his Colonel promise to +wire me if--' + +He pointed to an open telegram on his table: + +"Desmond badly hit in raid last night. Tell his people. Authorities +will probably give permission to come. Well looked after." + +The two men stared at each other. + +'I have wired to my father,' said Mannering, 'and am now going to +meet him at King's Cross. Can you go and tell Pamela to get +ready--or Margaret? But he'll want Pamela!' + +Neither was able to speak for a moment, till Mannering said, 'I'll +bring my father to Margaret's, and then I'll go and see after the +permits.' + +He lingered a moment. + +'I--I think it means the worst.' + +Chicksands' gesture was one of despair. + +Then they hurried away from the War Office together. + + + + +CHAPTER XV + + +It was afternoon at Mannering. + +Elizabeth was walking home from the village through the park. Still +the same dry east-wind weather--very cold in the wind, very warm in +the sun. If the German offensive began while these fine days held, +they would have the luck of weather as we had never had it. Think of +the drenching rains and winds of the Passchendaele attack! In the +popular mind the notion of 'a German God' was taking actual concrete +shape. A huge and monstrous form, sitting on a German hill, plotting +with the Kaiser, and ordering the weather precisely as the Kaiser +wished--it was thus that English superstition, aided by Imperial +speeches and telegrams, began to be haunted. + +Yet the world was still beautiful--the silvery stems of the trees, +the flitting of the birds, the violet carpets underfoot. On the +fighting line itself there was probably a new crop of poets, hymning +the Spring with Death for listener, as Julian Grenfell and Rupert +Brooke had hymned it, in that first year of the war that seems now +an eternity behind us. + +Moving along a path converging on her own, Elizabeth perceived the +Squire. For the first time that morning he had put off their joint +session, and she had not seen him all day. Her mind was now always +uneasily aware of him--aware, too, of some change in him, for which +in some painful way she felt herself responsible. He had grown +strangely tame and placable, and it was generally noticed that he +looked older. Yet he was more absorbed than ever in the details of +Greek research and the labour of his catalogue. Only, of an evening, +he read the _Times_ for a couple of hours, generally in complete +silence, while Elizabeth and Mrs. Gaddesden talked and knitted. + +An extraordinary softness--an extraordinary compassion--was steadily +invading Elizabeth's mind in regard to him. Something suggested to +her that he had come into life maimed of some essential element of +being, possessed by his fellow-men, and that he was now conscious of +the lack, as a Greek Faun might be conscious of the difference +between his life and that of struggling and suffering men. Nothing, +indeed, could less suggest the blithe nature-life which Greek +imagination embodied in the Faun, than the bizarre and restless +aspect of the Squire. This spare white-haired man, with his tempers +and irritations, was far indeed from Greek joyousness. And yet the +Greek sense of beauty, half intellectual, half sensuous, had always +seemed to her the strongest force in him. Was it now besieged by +something else?--was the Faun in him, at last, after these three +years, beginning to feel the bitter grip of humanity? + +'"Deeper"? I don't know what you mean. There is nothing "deep" in +me!' She often recalled that saying of his, and the look of +perplexity which had accompanied it. + +To herself of late he had been always courteous and indulgent; she +had hardly had an uncivil word from him! But it seemed to her that +he had also begun to avoid her, and the suspicion hurt her +amazingly. If indeed it were true, then leave Mannering she must. + +He came up with her at a cross-road, and threw her a look of +enquiry. + +'You have been to the village?' + +'To the hospital. Thirty fresh wounded arrived last night.' + +'I have just seen Chicksands,' said the Squire abruptly. 'Arthur +tells him the German attack must be launched in a week or two, and +may come any day. A million men, probably, thrown against us.' + +'So--the next few months will decide,' said Elizabeth, shuddering. + +'My God!--why did we ever go into this war!' cried the man beside +her suddenly, in a low, stifled voice. She glanced at him in +astonishment. The new excuses, the new tenderness for him in her +heart made themselves heard. + +'It was for honour,' she breathed--'for freedom!' + +'Words--just words. They don't stop bombs!' + +But there was nothing truculent in the tone. + +'You had a line from Mr. Desmond this morning?' + +'Yes--a post card. He was all right.' + +Silence dropped between them. They walked on through the beautiful +wooded park. Carpets of primroses ran beside them, and masses of +wild cherry blossoms were beginning to show amid the beeches. +Elizabeth was vaguely conscious of beauty, of warm air, of heavenly +sun. But the veil upon the face of all nations was upon her eyes +also. + +When they reached the house, the Squire said, + +'I looked up the passage in the _Persae_ that occurred to me +yesterday. Will you come and take it down?' + +They went into the library together. On a special table in front of +the Squire's desk there stood a magnificent Greek vase of the early +fifth century B.C. A king--Persian, from his dress--was sitting in a +chair of state, and before him stood a small man apparently +delivering a message. [Greek: Aggelos] was roughly written over his +head. + +The Squire walked up and down with a text of the _Persae_ in his +hand. + +'"This vase," he dictated, "may be compared with one signed by +Xenophantos, in the Paris collection, the subject of which is the +Persian king, hunting. Here we have a Persian king, identified by +his dress, apparently receiving a message from his army. We may +illustrate it by the passage in the _Persae_ of AEschylus, where +Atossa receives from a messenger the account of the battle of +Salamis--a passage which contains the famous lines describing the +Greek onslaught on the Persian fleet: + +'"'Then might you hear a mighty shout arise-- + +'"'Go, ye sons of Hellas!--free your fathers, free your children and +your wives, the temples of your gods, and the tombs of your +ancestors. For now is all at stake!...' + +'"We may recall also the final summing-up by the [Greek: aggelos] of +the Persian defeat-- + +'"'_Never, on a single day, was there so great a slaying of men._'"' + +Elizabeth took down the words, first in Greek and then in English. +They rang in her ears, long after she had transcribed them. The +Squire moved up and down in silence, absorbed apparently in the play +which he went on reading. + +Outside the light was failing. It was close on six o'clock, and +summer time had not yet begun. + +Suddenly the Squire raised his head. + +'That, I think, was the telephone?' + +Elizabeth rose-- + +'May I go? It is probably Captain Dell.' + +She hurried away to her office-room, where the call-bell was +insistently ringing. + +'Yes--who is that?' + +'A telegram please--for Mr. Mannering--from London.' + +'Wait a moment--I will tell Mr. Mannering.' + +But as she turned to go back to the library she saw the Squire had +followed her, and was standing at the door. He came forward at once +and took up the receiver. + +Elizabeth watched him with a fast beating pulse. He heard the +message, took out a pencil and wrote it down on a piece of paper +lying near, put up the receiver, and turned to her. + +'It is from Aubrey. "Desmond is severely wounded. Please come at +once. Permission will be given to you and Pamela to go to France. I +hope to go with you. Will meet you King's Cross 8.40. Aubrey."' + +He steadied himself a moment by a hand on Elizabeth's table. She +went up to him, and took his other hand, which closed an instant on +hers. + +'I thought so,' he said, under his breath. 'I knew it.... Telephone, +please, to Fallerton for the taxi, while I go and speak to Forest.' + +She gave the order and then hastened into the hall where Mrs. +Gaddesden was busy trimming a hat. The Squire's eldest daughter +sprang up at sight of Elizabeth. + +'Oh, what is it? I know it's bad news--it's Desmond!' + +Elizabeth repeated the telegram. 'Your father is going off at once. +I have telephoned for the car.' + +'Oh, but I must go too--of course I must!' said Alice, weeping. +'Where is my maid?' + +Elizabeth pointed out gently that, in speaking of the permits for +France, Major Mannering had only referred to the Squire and Pamela. + +'Oh, but he must have meant me too--of course he must! Where is my +maid?' She rang the upstairs' bell violently. 'Oh, father, how +_awful_!'--the Squire had just entered the hall--'of course I'm +going with you?' + +'What does she mean?' said the Squire impatiently to Elizabeth. +'Tell her I'm going alone.' + +'But, father, you must take me!' cried Alice, running forward with +clasped hands. 'He is my brother! I must see him again!' + +'He asks for Pamela,' said the Squire grimly. 'Aubrey shall wire to +you. You'd better stay here--if Miss Bremerton will look after you.' + +'I don't want to be looked after--I want to look after Desmond and +you,' said Alice, with sobs. + +The Squire's eyes travelled over the soft elaboration of her dress +and hair--all her perfumed and fashionable person. + +'It is impossible,' he said sharply. Then turning to Elizabeth he +gave her a few directions about his letters. 'I shall get money in +town. I will wire directly we arrive.' + +Alice was silenced, and sat half sulky, half sobbing, by the fire, +while the preparations for departure went forward. She offered help +hysterically once or twice, but it was not needed. + +The little car from the village arrived in half an hour. The Squire +stood at the hall door waiting for it. He had not spoken since the +news arrived except to give the most necessary orders. But as he saw +the car nearing the house, he turned to Elizabeth. + +'I expect we shall cross to-night. I shall wire you to-morrow.' Then +to Forest-- + +'Do your best to help Miss Bremerton. She is in charge of +everything.' + +'Aye, sir. You'll give our duty to Mr. Desmond, sir. I trust you'll +bring him home.' + +The Squire made no reply. He stood motionless till the car arrived, +stepped into it, and was gone. + +Elizabeth went back into the house, and to Alice Gaddesden, still +sobbing by the fire. At sight of Elizabeth she broke out into +complaints of her father's unkindness, mixed presently, to +Elizabeth's dismay, with jealousy of her father's secretary. + +'I don't know why father didn't let me help him with his packing, +and it's I who should have been left in charge! I'm his eldest +daughter--it is natural that I should be. I can tell you it's very +hard--to see somebody--who's not a relation--doing--doing everything +for him!--so that he won't let anybody else advise him--or do +anything! It is very--very--wounding for us all. Pamela feels it--I +know she does--and Desmond too.' + +Elizabeth, very white and distressed, knelt down by her and tried to +calm her. But the flood of angry self-pity could not be stayed. + +'Oh, I daresay you don't mean it, but you have--yes, you have a way +of getting everybody's attention. Of course you're awfully +clever--much cleverer than I am--or Pamela. But still it--it isn't +pleasant. I know Pamela felt it dreadfully--being cut out with +people she likes--people she cares about--and who--who might +care for her--like Arthur Chicksands. I believe--yes, I do +believe--though she never told me--that's why she went to London.' + +Elizabeth rose from her knees. For a moment she was struck dumb. And +when at last she spoke it was only to repeat the name Mrs. Gaddesden +had mentioned in utter bewilderment. + +'Captain Chicksands! What can you mean?' + +'Why, of course girls can't hold their own with older women when the +older women are so charming and clever--and all that'--cried Mrs. +Gaddesden, trying desperately to justify herself--'but I've been +awfully sorry for Pamela! Very likely it's not your fault--you +couldn't know, I daresay!' + +'No, indeed, I didn't know!' said Elizabeth, in a low voice, 'and I +can't understand now what you mean.' + +'Don't you remember the day Arthur Chicksands spent here just before +Desmond went? Don't you remember how he talked to you all the +afternoon about the woods? Well, _I_ saw Pamela's face as she was +sitting behind you.' + +Mrs. Gaddesden raised a triumphant though tear-stained countenance. +She was avenging not only her father's latest slight, but a long +series of grievances--small and great--connected with Elizabeth's +position in the house. And the Squire's farewell to her had turned +even her grief to gall. + +'If Pamela was hurt, I was a most innocent cause!' said Elizabeth at +last, indignantly. 'And if you or any one else had given me the +smallest hint--' + +'How could we?' was the rather sulky reply. 'Pamela, of course, +never said a word--to me. But I rather think she did say something +to Desmond.' + +'Desmond!' cried Elizabeth under her breath. She turned slowly, and +went away, leaving Mrs. Gaddesden panting and a little scared at +what she had done. + +Elizabeth went back to the library, where there was much to put in +order. She forced herself to tidy the Squire's table, and to write a +business letter or two. But when that was done she dropped her face +in her hands, and shed a few very bitter tears. + +She seemed to herself to have failed miserably. In truth, her heart +clung to all these people. She soon attached herself to those with +whom she lived, and was but little critical of them. The warm, +maternal temper which went with her shrewd brain seemed to need +perpetually objects on which to spend itself. She could have loved +the twins dearly had they let her, and day by day, in the absence of +the mother, she had been accustomed to nurse, she had even +positively enjoyed 'petting' Mrs. Gaddesden, holding her wool for +her, seeing to her hot-water bottles, and her breakfast in bed. + +Pamela in love with Arthur Chicksands! And she remembered that a +faint idea of it had once crossed her mind, only to be entirely +dismissed and forgotten. + +'But I ought to have seen--I ought to have known! Am I really a +vampire?' + +And she remembered how she, in her first youth, had suffered from +the dominance and the accomplishment of older women; women who gave +a girl no chance, who must have all the admiration, and all the +opportunities, who would coolly and cruelly snatch a girl's lover +from her. + +'And that's how I've appeared to Pamela!' thought Elizabeth between +laughing and crying. 'Yet all I did was to talk about ash for +aeroplanes! Oh, you poor child--you poor child!' + +She seemed to feel Pamela's pain in her own heart--she who had had +love and lost it. + +'Am I just an odious, clever woman?' She sat down and hated herself. +All the passing vanity that had been stirred in her by Sir Henry's +compliments, all the natural pleasure she had taken in the success +of her great adventure as a business woman, in the ease with which +she, the Squire's paid secretary, had lately begun to lead the +patriotic effort of an English county--how petty, how despicable +even, it seemed, in presence of a boy who had given his all!--even +beside a girl in love! + +And the Squire--'Was I hard to him too?' + +The night came down. All the strange or beautiful shapes in the +library wavered and flickered under the firelight--the glorious +Nike--the Eros--the noble sketch of the boy in his cricketing +dress.... + + * * * * * + +The following morning came a telegram from Aubrey Mannering to Mrs. +Gaddesden. Elizabeth had done her best to propitiate her but she +remained cold and thorny, and when the telegram came she was pleased +that the news came to her first, and--tragic as it was--that +Elizabeth had to ask her for it! + +'Terrible wounds. Fear no hope. We shall bring him home as soon as +possible.' + +But an hour later arrived another--from the Squire to Elizabeth. + +'Have a bed got ready in the library. Desmond's wish. Also +accommodation near for surgeon and nurses. May be able to cross +to-morrow. Will wire.' + +But it was nearly two days before the final message arrived--from +Pamela to her sister. 'Expect us 7.20 to-night.' + +By that time the ground-floor of the west wing had been transformed +into a temporary ward with its adjuncts, under the direction of a +Fallerton doctor, who had brought Desmond into the world and pulled +him through his childish illnesses. Elizabeth had moved most of the +statues, transferred the Sargent sketch to the drawing-room, and put +all the small archaeological litter out of sight. But the Nike was +too big and heavy to be moved, and Elizabeth remembered that Desmond +had always admired 'the jolly old thing' with its eager outstretched +wings and splendid brow. Doctor Renshaw shook his head over the +library as a hospital ward, and ordered a vast amount of meticulous +cleaning and disinfection. + +'No hope?' he said, frowning. 'How do we know? Anyway there shall be +no poison I can help.' But the boy's wish was law. + +On the afternoon before the arrival, Elizabeth was seized with +restlessness. When there was nothing more to be done in the way of +hospital provision (for which a list of everything needed had been +sent ahead to Doctor Renshaw)--of flowers, of fair linen--and when, +in spite of the spring sun shining in through all the open windows +on the bare spotless boards, she could hardly bear the sight and +meaning of the transformation which had come over the room, she +found herself aimlessly wandering about the big house, filled with a +ghostly sense of past and future. What was to be the real meaning of +her life at Mannering? She could not have deserted the Squire in the +present crisis. She had indeed no false modesty as to what her help +would mean, practically, to this household under the shadow of +death. At least she could run the cook and the servants, wrestle +with the food difficulties, and keep the Squire's most essential +business going. + +But afterwards? She shivered at the word. Yes, afterwards she would +go! And Pamela should reign. + +Suddenly, in a back passage, leading from her office to the +housekeeper's room, she came upon a boy of fourteen, Forest's +hall-boy, really a drudge-of-all-work, on whom essential things +depended. He was sitting on a chair beside the luggage lift absorbed +in some work, over which his head was bent, while an eager tip of +tongue showed through his tightened lips. + +'What are you doing, Jim?' Elizabeth paused beside the boy, who had +always appeared to her as a simple, docile creature, not very likely +to make much way in a jostling world. + +'Please, Miss, I'm knitting,' said Jim, raising a flushed face. + +'Knitting! Knitting what?' + +'Knitting a sock for my big brother. He's in France, Miss. Mother +learnt me.' + +Elizabeth was silent a moment, watching the clumsy fingers as they +struggled with the needles. + +'Are you very fond of your brother, Jim?' she asked at last. + +'Yes, Miss,' said the boy, stooping a little lower over his work. +Then he added, 'There's only him and me--and mother. Father was +killed last year.' + +'Do you know where he is?' + +'No, Miss. But Mr. Desmond told me when he was here he might perhaps +see him. And I had a letter from Mr. Desmond ten days ago. He'd come +across Bob, and he wrote me a letter.' + +And out of his pocket he pulled a grimy envelope, and put it into +Elizabeth's hands. + +'Do you want me to read it, Jim?' + +'Please, Miss.' But she was hardly able to read the letters for the +dimness in her eyes. Just a boyish letter--from a boy to a boy. But +it had in it, quite unconsciously, the sacred touch that 'makes us +men.' + +A little later she was in the village, where a woman she knew--one +Mary Wilson--was dying, a woman who had been used to come up to do +charing work at the Hall, before the last illness of a bed-ridden +father kept her at home. Mary was still under fifty, plain, clumsy, +and the hardest worker in the village. She lived at the outbreak of +war with her father and mother. Her brother had been killed at +Passchendaele, and Mary's interest in life had vanished with him. +But all through the winter she had nursed her father night and day +through a horrible illness. Often, as Elizabeth had now discovered, +in the bitterest cold of the winter, she had had no bed but the +flagstones of the kitchen. Not a word of complaint--and a few +shillings for both of them to live upon! + +At last the father died. And the night he died Mary staggered across +to the wretched cottage of a couple of old-age pensioners opposite. +'I must rest a bit,' she said, and sitting down in a chair by the +fire she fainted. Influenza had been on her for some days, and now +pneumonia had set in. The old people would not hear of her being +taken back to her deserted cottage. They gave up their own room to +her; they did everything for her their feeble strength allowed. But +the fierce disease beat down her small remaining strength. +Elizabeth, since the story came to her knowledge, had done her best +to help. But it was too late. + +She went now to kneel at the beside of the dying woman. Mary's weary +eyes lifted, and she smiled faintly at the lady who had been kind to +her. Then unconsciousness returned, and the village nurse gave it as +her opinion that the end was near. + +Elizabeth looked round the room. Thank God the cottage did not +belong to the Squire! The bedroom was about ten feet by seven, with +a sloping thatched roof, supported by beams three centuries old. The +one window was about two feet square. The nurse pointed to it. + +'The doctor said no pneumonia case could possibly recover in a room +like this. And there are dozens of them, Miss, in this village. Oh, +Mary is glad to go. She nursed her mother for years, and then her +father for years. She never had a day's pleasure, and she was as +good as gold.' + +Elizabeth held the clammy, misshapen hand, pressing her lips to it +when she rose to go, as to the garment of a saint. + +Then she walked quickly back through the fading spring day, her +heart torn with prayer and remorse--remorse that such a life as Mary +Wilson's should have been possible within reach of her own life and +she not know it; and passionate praying for a better world, through +and after the long anguish of the war. + +'Else for what will these boys have given their lives!--what meaning +in the suffering and the agony!--or in the world which permits and +begets them?' + +Then, at last, it was past seven o'clock. The dusk had fallen, and +the stars were coming out in a pure pale blue, over the leafless +trees. Elizabeth and Alice Gaddesden stood waiting at the open door +of the hall. A motor ambulance was meeting the train. They would +soon be here now. + +Elizabeth turned to Mrs. Gaddesden. + +'Won't you give a last look and see if it is all right?' + +Alice's weak, pretty face cleared, as she went off to give a final +survey to Desmond's room. She admitted that Elizabeth had been +'nice' that day, and all the days before. Perhaps she had been +hasty. + +Lights among the distant trees! Elizabeth thought of the boy who had +gone out from that door, two months before, in the charm and beauty +of his young manhood. What wreck was it they were bringing back? + +Then the remembrance stabbed her of that curt note from France--of +what Mrs. Gaddesden had said. She withdrew into the background. With +all the rest to help, she would not be wanted. Yes, she had been too +masterful, too prominent. + +Two motors appeared, the ambulance motor behind another. They drew +up at the side door leading direct through a small lobby to the +library, and the Squire, his eldest son, and Captain Chicksands +stepped out--then Pamela. + +Pamela ran up to her sister. The girl's eyes were red with crying, +but she was composed. + +'On the whole, he has borne the journey well. Where is Miss +Bremerton?' + +Elizabeth, hearing her name, emerged from the shadow in which she +was standing. To her astonishment Pamela threw an arm round her neck +and kissed her. + +'Is everything ready?' + +'Everything. Will you come and see?' + +'Yes. They won't want us here.' + +For the lobby was small; and surgeon and nurses were already +standing beside the open door of the ambulance, the surgeon giving +directions to the stretcher-bearers of the estate who had been +waiting. + +Pamela looked at the bed, the nurses' table, the bare boards, the +flowers. Her face worked pitifully. She turned to Elizabeth, who +caught her in her arms. + +'Oh, I am glad you have put the picture away!' + +One deep sob, and she recovered herself. + +'He's not much disfigured,' she murmured, 'only a cut on the +forehead. Most of the journey he has been quite cheerful. That was +the morphia. But he's tired now. They're coming in.' + +But it was the Squire who entered--asking peremptorily for Miss +Bremerton. + +The well-known voice struck some profound response in Elizabeth. She +turned to him. How changed, how haggard, was the aspect! + +'Martin--that's the surgeon we've brought with us--wants something +from Fallerton at once. Renshaw's here, but he can't be spared for +telephoning. Come, please!' + +But before she could pass through the door, it was filled by a +procession. The stretcher came through, followed by the surgeon and +nurses who had come from France. Elizabeth caught a glimpse of a +white face and closed eyes. It was as though something royal and +sacred entered the hushed room. She could have fallen on her knees, +as in a Breton 'pardon' when the Host goes by. + + + + +CHAPTER XVI + + +The bustle of the arrival was over. The doctors had given their +orders, the nurses were at their posts for the night, and, under +morphia, Desmond was sleeping. In the shaded library there were only +hushed voices and movements. By the light of the one lamp, which was +screened from the bed, one saw dimly the fantastic shapes in the +glass cases which lined the walls--the little Tanagra figures with +their sun-hats and flowing dress--bronzes of Apollo or Hermes--a +bronze bull--an ibex--a cup wreathed with acanthus. And in the +shadow at the far end rose the great Nike. She seemed to be asking +what the white bed and the shrouded figure upon it might +mean--protesting that these were not her symbols, or a language that +she knew. + +Yet at times, as the light varied, she seemed to take another +aspect. To Aubrey, sitting beside his brother, the Nike more than +once suggested the recollection of a broken Virgin hanging from a +fragment of a ruined church which he remembered on a bit of road +near Mametz, at which he had seen passing soldiers look stealthily +and long. Her piteous arms, empty of the babe, suggested motherhood +to boys fresh from home; and there were moments when this hovering +Nike seemed to breathe a mysterious tenderness like hers--became a +proud and splendid angel of consolation--only, indeed, to resume, +with some fresh change in the shadows, its pagan indifference, its +exultant loneliness. + +The Squire sat by the fire, staring into the redness of the logs. +Occasionally nurse or doctor would come and whisper to him. He +scarcely seemed to hear them. What was the good of talking? He +knew that Desmond was doomed--that his boy's noble body was +shattered--and the end could only be a question of days--possibly +a week. During the first nights of Desmond's sufferings, the +Squire had lived through what had seemed an eternity of torment. +Now there was no more agony. Morphia could be freely given--and +would be given till all was over. The boy's young strength was +resisting splendidly, a vitality so superb was hard to beat; but +beaten it would be, by the brutality of the bullet which had +inflicted an internal injury past repair, against which the energy +of the boy's youth might hold out for a few days--not more. That +was why he had been allowed to bring his son home--to die. If +there had been a ray, a possibility of hope, every resource of +science would have been brought to bear on saving him, there in +that casualty clearing-station, itself a large hospital, where the +Squire had found him. + +All the scenes, incidents, persons of the preceding days were +flowing in one continuous medley through the Squire's mind--the +great spectacle of the back of the Army, with all its endless +movement, its crowded roads and marching men, the hovering +aeroplanes, the _camouflaged_ guns, the long trains of artillery +waggons and motor-lorries, strange faces of Kaffir boys and Chinese, +grey lines of German prisoners. And then, the hospital. Nothing very +much doing, so he was told. Yet hour after hour the wounded came in, +men shattered by bomb and shell and rifle-bullet, in the daily raids +that went on throughout the line. And scarcely a moan, scarcely a +word of complaint!--men giving up their turn with the surgeon to a +comrade--'Never mind me, sir--he's worse nor me!'--or the elder +cheering the younger--'Stick it, young'un--this'll get you to +Blighty right enough!'--or, in the midst of mortal pain, signing a +field postcard for the people at home, or giving a message to a +_padre_ for mother or wife. Like some monstrous hand, the grip of +the war had finally closed upon the Squire's volatile, recalcitrant +soul. It was now crushing the moral and intellectual energy in +himself, as it had crushed the physical life of his son. For it was +as though he were crouching on some bare space, naked and alone, +like a wounded man left behind in a shell-hole by his comrades' +advance. He was aware, indeed, of a mysterious current of spiritual +force--patriotism, or religion, or both in one--which seemed to be +the support of other men. He had seen incredible, superhuman proofs +of it in those few hospital days. But it was of no use to him. + +There was only one dim glimmer in his mind--towards which at +intervals he seemed to be reaching out. A woman's face--a woman's +voice--in which there seemed to be some offer of help or comfort. He +had seen her--she was somewhere in the house. But there seemed to be +insuperable barriers--closed doors, impassable spaces--between +himself and her. It was a nightmare, partly the result of fatigue +and want of sleep. + +When he had first seen his son, Desmond was unconscious, and the end +was hourly expected. He remembered telegraphing to a famous surgeon +at home to come over; he recalled the faces of the consultants round +Desmond's bed, and the bald man with the keen eyes, who had brought +him the final verdict: + +'Awfully sorry!--but we can do nothing! He may live a little +while--and he has been begging and praying us to send him home. +Better take him--the authorities will give leave. I'll see to +that--it can't do much harm. The morphia will keep down the +pain--and the poor lad will die happy.' And then there was much talk +of plaster bandages, and some new mechanical appliance to prevent +jolting--of the surgeon going home on leave who would take charge of +the journey--of the nurses to be sent--and other matters of which he +only retained a blurred remembrance. + +The journey had been one long and bitter endurance. And now Desmond +was here--his son Desmond--lying for a few days in that white +bed--under the old roof. And afterwards a fresh grave in Fallerton +churchyard--a flood of letters which would be burnt unread--and a +world without Desmond. + +Meanwhile, in a corner of the hall, Chicksands and Pamela were +sitting together--hand in hand. From the moment when he had gone +down to Folkestone to meet them, and had seen Pamela's piteous and +beautiful face, as she followed the stretcher on which Desmond lay, +across the landing-stage of the boat, Chicksands' mind had been +suddenly clear. No words, indeed, except about the journey and +Desmond had passed between them. But she had seen in his dark eyes a +sweetness, a passion of protection and help which had thawed all the +ice in her heart, and freed the waters of life. She was ashamed of +herself, but only for a little while! For in Desmond's presence all +that concerned herself passed clean out of sight and mind. It was +not till she saw Elizabeth that remorse lifted its head again; and +whatever was delicate and sensitive in the girl's nature revived, +like scorched grass after rain. + +Since the hurried, miserable meal, in which Elizabeth had watched +over them all, Pamela had followed Elizabeth about, humbly trying to +help her in the various household tasks. Then when at last Elizabeth +had gone off to telephone some final orders to Captain Dell at +Fallerton for the morning Pamela and Arthur were left alone. + +He came over to where she sat, and drew a chair beside her. + +'Poor child!' he said, under his breath--'poor child!' + +She lifted her eyes, swimming in tears. + +'Isn't it marvellous, how she's thought of everything--done +everything?' + +Elizabeth had not been in his mind, but he understood the _amende_ +offered and was deeply touched. + +'Yes, she's a wonderful creature. Let her care for you, Pamela, dear +Pamela!' + +He lifted her hand to his lips, and put his arm round her. She leant +against him, and he gently kissed her cheek. So Love came to them, +but in its most tragic dress, veiled and dumb, with haggard eyes of +grief. + +Then Pamela tried to tell him all that she herself had understood of +the gallant deed, the bit of 'observation work' in the course of +which Desmond had received his wound. He had gone out with another +subaltern, a sergeant, and a telephonist, creeping by night over No +Man's Land to a large shell-hole, close upon an old crater where a +German outpost of some thirty men had found shelter. They had +remained there for forty-eight hours--unrelieved--listening and +telephoning. Then having given all necessary information to the +artillery Headquarters which had sent them out, they started on the +return journey. But they were seen and fired on. Desmond might have +escaped but for his determined endeavours to bring in the Sergeant, +who was the first of them to fall. A German sniper hidden in a +fragment of ruin caught the boy just outside the British line; he +fell actually upon the trench. + +Desmond had been the leader all through, said Pamela; his Colonel +said he was 'the pluckiest, dearest fellow'--he failed 'in nothing +you ever asked him for.' + +Just such a story as comes home, night after night, and week after +week, from the fighting line! Nothing remarkable in it, except, +perhaps, the personal quality of the boy who had sacrificed his +life. Arthur Chicksands, with three years of the war behind him, +felt that he knew it by heart--could have repeated it, almost in his +sleep, and each time with a different name. + +'The other lieutenant who was with him,' said Pamela, 'told us he +was in splendid spirits the day before; and then at night, just +before they started, Desmond was very quiet, and they said to each +other that whatever happened that night they never expected to see +England again; and each promised the other that the one who +survived, if either did, would take messages home. Desmond told him +he was to tell me, if he was killed--that he'd "had a splendid +life"--and lived it "_all out_." "She's not to think of it as cut +short. I've had it _all_. One lives here a year in a day." And he'd +only been seven weeks at the front! He said it was the things he'd +seen--not the horrible things--but the glorious things that made +him feel like that. Now he did believe there was a God--and I must +believe it too.' + +The tears ran down her face. Arthur held the quivering hands close +in his; and through his soldier's mind, alive with the latest and +innermost knowledge of the war, there flashed a terrible pre-vision +of the weeks to come, the weeks of the great offensive, the storm of +which might break any day--was certain, indeed, to break soon, and +would leave behind it, trampled like leaves into a mire of blood, +thousands of lives like Desmond's--Britain's best and rarest. + + * * * * * + +An hour later the hall was deserted, except for Elizabeth, who, +after seeing Pamela to bed, came down to write some household +letters by the only fire. Presently the surgeon who was sitting up +with Desmond appeared, looking worried. His countenance brightened +at sight of Elizabeth, with whom he had already had much practical +consultation. + +'Could you persuade Mr. Mannering to go to bed?' + +Elizabeth rose with some hesitation and followed him into the +library. The great room, once so familiar, now so strange, the +nurses in their white uniforms, moving silently, one standing by the +bed, watch in hand--Major Mannering on the farther side, +motionless--the smell of antiseptics, the table by the bed with all +its paraphernalia of bandages, cups, glasses, medicine bottles--the +stillness of brooding death which held it all--seemed to dash from +her any last, blind, unreasonable hope that she might have +cherished. + +The Squire standing by the fire, where he had been opposing a +silent but impatient opposition to the attempt of doctor and nurses +to make him take some rest, saw Elizabeth enter. His eyes clung to +her as she approached him. So she _was_ near him--and he was not cut +off from her. + +Then the surgeon watched with astonishment the sudden docility of a +man who had already seemed to him one of the most unmanageable of +persons. What spell had this woman exercised? At any rate, after a +few whispered words from her, the Squire bowed his white head and +followed her out of the room. + +In the hall Elizabeth offered him a candle, and begged him to go to +bed. He shook his head, and pointed to a chair by the dying fire. + +'That will do. Then I shall hear--' + +He threw himself into it. She brought him a rug, for the night was +chilly, and he submitted. + +Then she was going away, for it was past midnight, but something in +his fixed look, his dull suffering, checked her. She took an old +stool and sat down near him. Neither spoke, but his eyes gradually +turned to hers, and a strange communion arose between them. Though +there were no words, he seemed to be saying to her--'My boy!--my +boy!'--over and over again--and then--'Stay there!--for God's sake, +stay!' + +And she stayed. The failing lamp showed her upturned face, with its +silent intensity of pity, her hands clasped round her knees, and the +brightness of her hair. The long minutes passed. Then suddenly the +Squire's eyelids fell, and he slept the sleep of a man physically +and mentally undone. + +Aubrey Mannering sat by his brother all night. With the first dawn +Desmond awoke, and there was an awful interval of pain. But a fresh +morphia injection eased it, and Aubrey presently saw a smile--a look +of the old Desmond. The nurse washed the boy's hands and face, +brought him a cup of tea, took pulse and temperature. + +'He's no worse,' she said in a whisper to Aubrey, as she passed him. + +Aubrey went up to the bed. + +'Aubrey, old chap!' said the boy, and smiled at him. Then--'It's +daylight. Can't I look out?' + +The nurse and Mannering wheeled his bed to the window, which opened +to the ground. A white frost was on the grass, and there was a clear +sky through which the sunrise was fast mounting. Along an eastern +wood ran a fiery rose of dawn, the fine leaf-work of the beeches +showing sharply upon it. There was a thrush singing, and a robin +came close to the window, hopped on the ledge, and looked in. + +'Ripping!' said Desmond softly. 'There were jolly mornings in France +too.' Then his clear brow contracted. Aubrey stooped to him. + +'Any news?' said the blanched lips. + +'None yet, old man. We shan't get the papers till eight.' + +'What's the date?' + +'March 18th.' + +Desmond gave a long sigh. + +'I would have liked to be in it!' + +'In the big battle?' Aubrey's lip trembled. 'You have done your bit, +old man.' + +'But how is it going to _end_?' said the boy, moving his head +restlessly. 'Shall we win?--or they? I shall live as long as ever I +can--just to know. I feel quite jolly now--isn't it strange?--and +yet I made the doctors tell me--' + +He turned a bright look on his brother, and his voice grew +stronger. 'I had such a queer dream last night, Aubrey,--about +you--and that friend of yours--do you remember?--you used to bring +him down--to stay here--when Pam and I were little--Freddy Vivian--' + +The boy looking out into the woods and the morning did not see the +change--the spasm--in his brother's face. He continued--'We kids +liked him awfully. Well, I saw him! I actually did. He stood +there--by you. He was talking a lot--I didn't understand--but--' + +A sudden movement. Aubrey fell on his knees beside the bed. His deep +haggard eyes stared at his brother. There was in them an anguish, an +eagerness, scarcely human. + +'Desmond!--can't you remember?' + +The words were just breathed--panted. + +Desmond, whose eyes had closed again, smiled faintly. + +'Why, of course I can't remember. He had his hand on your shoulder. +I just thought he was cheering you up--about something.' + +'Desmond!--it was I that killed him--I could have saved him!' + +The boy opened his eyes. His startled look expressed the question he +had not strength to put. + +Aubrey bent over the bed, speaking hurriedly--under possession. 'It +was at Neuve Chapelle. I had gone back for help--he and ten or +twelve others who had moved on too fast were waiting in a bit of +shelter till I could get some more men from the Colonel. The Germans +were coming on thick. And I went back. There was a barrage on--and +on the way--I shirked--my nerve went. I sat down for twenty minutes +by my watch--I hid--in a shell-hole. Then I went to the Colonel, and +he gave me the men. And when we got up to the post, I was just a +quarter of an hour too late. Vivian was lying there dead--and the +others had been mopped up--prisoners--by a German bombing party. It +was I who killed Vivian. No one knows.' + +Aubrey's eyes searched those of the boy. + +The next moment Mannering was torn with poignant remorse that, under +the sudden shock of that name, he should have spoken at last--after +three years--to this dying lad. Crime added to crime! + +'Don't think of it any more, Desmond,' he said hurriedly, raising +himself and laying his hand on his brother's. 'I oughtn't to have +told you.' + +But Desmond showed no answering agitation. + +'I did see him!' he whispered. 'He stood there--' His eyes turned +towards the window. He seemed to be trying to remember--but soon +gave up the effort. 'Poor old Aubrey!' His feeble hand gave a faint +pressure to his brother's. 'Why, it wasn't you, old fellow!--it was +your body.' + +Aubrey could not reply. He hid his face in his hands. The effort of +his own words had shaken him from top to toe. To no human being had +he ever breathed what he had just told his young brother. Life +seemed broken--disorganized. + +Desmond was apparently watching the passage of a flock of white +south-westerly clouds across the morning sky. But his brain was +working, and he said presently-- + +'After I was struck, I hated my body. I'd--I'd like to commit my +spirit to God--but not my body!' + +Then again--very faintly-- + +'It was only your body, Aubrey--not your soul. Poor old Aubrey!' +Then he dozed off again, with intervals of pain. + +At eight o'clock Pamela came in--a vision of girlish beauty in spite +of watching and tears, in her white dressing-gown, the masses of her +hair loosely tied. + +She sat down by him, and the nurse allowed her to give him milk and +brandy. Paralysis in the lower limbs was increasing, but the brain +was clear, and the suffering less. + +He smiled at her, after the painful swallowing was over. + +'Why!--you're so like mother, Pamela!' + +He was thinking of the picture in the 'den.' She raised his hand, +and kissed it--determined to be brave, not to break down. + +'Where's Broomie?' he whispered. + +'She'd like to come and see you, Dezzy. Dezzy, darling!--I was all +wrong. She's been so good--good to father--good to all of us.' + +The boy's eyes shone. + +'I thought so!' he said triumphantly. 'Is she up?' + +'Long ago. Shall I tell her? I'll ask Nurse.' + +And in a few more minutes Elizabeth was there. + +Desmond had been raised a little on his pillows, and flushed at +sight of her. Timidly, he moved his hand, and she laid hers on it. +Then, stirred by an impulse that seemed outside her will, she +stooped over him, and kissed his forehead. + +'That was nice!' he murmured, smiling, and lay for a little with his +eyes shut. When he opened them again, he said-- + +'May I call you Elizabeth?' + +Elizabeth's tender look and gesture answered. He gazed at her in +silence, gathering strength for some effort that was evidently on +his mind. + +'Father minds awfully,' he said at last, his look clouding. 'And +there's no one--to--to cheer him up.' + +'He loves you so,' said Elizabeth, with difficulty, 'he always has +loved you so.' + +The furrow on his brow grew a little deeper. + +'But that doesn't matter now--nothing matters but--' + +After a minute he resumed, in a rather stronger voice--'Tell me +about the woods--and the ash trees. I did laugh over that--old Hull +telling you there were none--and you--Why, I could have shown him +scores.' + +She told him all the story of the woods, holding his hot hand in her +cool ones, damping his brow with the eau-de-cologne the nurses gave +her, and smiling at him. Her voice soothed him. It was so clear and +yet soft, like a song,--not a song of romance or passion, but like +the cheerful crooning songs that mothers sing. And her face reminded +him even more of his mother than Pamela's. She was not the least +like his mother, but there was something in her expression that +first youth cannot have--something comforting, profound, sustaining. + +He wanted her always to sit there. But his mind wandered from what +she was saying after a little, and returned to his father. + +'Is father there?' he asked, trying to turn his head, and failing. + +'Not yet.' + +'Poor father! Elizabeth!' he spoke the name with a boyish shyness. + +'Yes!' She stooped over him. + +'You won't go away?' + +Elizabeth hesitated a moment, and he looked distressed. + +'From Mannering, I mean. Do stay, Broomie!'--the name slipped out, +and in his weakness he did not notice it--'Pamela knows--that she +was horrid!' + +'Dear Desmond, I will do everything I can for Pamela.' + +'And for father?' + +'Yes, indeed--I will be all the help I can,' repeated Elizabeth. + +Desmond relapsed into silence and apparent sleep. But Elizabeth's +heart smote her. She felt she had not satisfied him. + + * * * * * + +But before long by the mere natural force of her personality, she +seemed to be the leading spirit in the sick-room. Only she could +lead or influence the Squire, whose state of sullen despair +terrified the household. The nurses and doctors depended on her for +all those lesser aids that intelligence and love can bring to +hospital service. The servants of the house would have worked all +night and all day for her and Mr. Desmond. Yet all this was scarcely +seen--it was only felt--'a life, a presence like the air.' Most of +us have known the same experience--how, when human beings come to +the testing, the values of a house change, and how men and women, +who have been in it as those who serve, become naturally and +noiselessly its rulers, and those who once ruled, their dependents. +It was so at Mannering. A tender, unconscious sovereignty +established itself; and both the weak and the strong grouped +themselves round it. + +Especially did Elizabeth seem to understand the tragic fact that as +death drew nearer the boy struggled more painfully to live, that he +might know what was happening on the battlefield. He would have the +telegrams read to him night and morning. And he would lie brooding +over them for long afterwards. The Rector came to see him, and +Desmond accepted gratefully his readings and his prayers. But they +were scarcely done before he would turn to Elizabeth, and his eager +feverish look would send her to the telephone to ask Arthur +Chicksands at the War Office if Haig's mid-day telegram was in--or +any fresh news. + +On the 20th of March, Chicksands, who had been obliged to go back to +his work, came down again for the night. Desmond lay waiting for +him, and Arthur saw at once that death was much nearer. But the boy +had himself insisted on strychnine and morphia before the visit, and +talked a great deal. + +The military news, however, that Chicksands brought him disappointed +him greatly. + +'Not _yet_?'--he said miserably--'_not yet_?'--breathing his life +into the words, when Chicksands read him a letter from a staff +officer in the Intelligence Department describing the enormous +German preparations for the offensive, but expressing the view--'It +may be some days more before they risk it!' + +'I shall be gone before they begin!' he said, and lay sombre and +frowning on his pillows, till Chicksands had beguiled him by some +letters from men in Desmond's own division which he had taken +special trouble to collect for him. + +And when the boy's mood and look were calmer, Arthur bent over him +and gave him, with a voice that must shake, the news of his Military +Cross--for 'brilliant leadership and conspicuous courage' in the +bit of 'observation work' that had cost him his life. + +Desmond listened with utter incredulity and astonishment. + +'It's not me!'--he protested faintly--'it's a mistake!' + +Chicksands produced the General's letter--the Cross itself. Desmond +looked at it with unwilling eyes. + +'I call it silly--perfectly silly! Why, there were fellows that +deserved it ten times more than I did!' + +And he asked that it should be put away, and did not speak of it +again. + +In all his talk with him that night, the elder officer was +tragically struck by the boy's growth in intelligence. Just as death +was claiming it, the young mind had broadened and deepened--had +become the mind of a man. And in the vigil which he kept during part +of that night with Martin, the able young surgeon who had brought +Desmond home, and was spending his own hard-earned leave in easing +the boy's death, Chicksands found that Martin's impression was the +same as his own. + +'It's wonderful how he's grown and _thought_ since he's been out +there. But do we ever consider--do we ever realize--enough!--what a +marvellous thing it is that young men--boys--like Desmond--should be +able to live, day after day, face to face with death--consciously +and voluntarily--and get quite used to it? Which of us before +the war had ever been in real physical danger--danger of +violent death?--and that not for a few minutes--but for days, +hours, weeks? It seems to make men over again--to create a +new type--by the hundred thousand. And to some men it is an +extraordinary intoxication--this conscious and deliberate +acceptance--defiance!--of death--for a cause--for their country. It +sets them free from themselves. It matures them, all in a moment--as +though the bud and the flower came together. Oh, of course, there +are those it brutalizes--and there are those it stuns. But Desmond +was one of the chosen.' + +The night passed. The Squire came in after midnight, and took his +place by the bed. + +Desmond was then restless and suffering, and the nurse in charge +whispered to the Squire that the pulse was growing weaker. But the +boy opened his eyes on his father, and tried to smile. The Squire +sat bowed and bent beside him, and nurses and doctors withdrew from +them a little--out of sight and hearing. + +'Desmond!' said the Squire in a low voice. + +'Yes.' + +'Is there anything I could do--to please you?' It was a humble and a +piteous prayer. Desmond's eyes travelled over his father's face. + +'Only--love me!' he said, with difficulty. The Squire grew very +white. Kneeling down he kissed his son--for the first time since +Desmond was a child. + +Desmond's beautiful mouth smiled a little. + +'Thank you,' he said, so feebly that it could scarcely be heard. +When the light began to come in he moved impatiently, asking for the +newspapers. Elizabeth told him that old Perley had gone to meet them +at the morning train at Fallerton, and would be out with them at the +earliest possible moment. + +But when they came the boy turned almost angrily from them. 'The +Shipping Problem--Attacks on British Ports--Raids on the French +Front--Bombardment of German Towns--Curfew Regulations'--Pamela's +faltering voice read out the headings. + +'Oh, what rot!' he said wearily--'what rot!' + +After that his strength ebbed visibly through the morning. + +Chicksands, who must return to town in the afternoon, sat with him, +Pamela and Elizabeth opposite--Alice and Margaret not far away. The +two doctors watched their patient, and Martin whispered to Aubrey +Mannering, who had come down by a night train, that the struggle for +life could not last much longer. + +Presently about one o'clock, Aubrey, who had been called out of the +room, came back and whispered something to Chicksands, who at once +went away. Elizabeth, looking up, saw agitation and expectancy in +the Major's look. But he said nothing. + +In a few minutes Chicksands reappeared. He went straight to Desmond, +and knelt down by him. + +'Desmond!' he said in a clear voice, 'the offensive's begun. The +Chief in my room at the War Office has just been telephoning me. It +began at eight this morning--on a front of fifty miles. Can you hear +me?' The boy opened his eyes--straining them on Arthur. + +'It's begun!' he said eagerly--'begun! What have they done?' + +'The bombardment opened at dawn--about five--the German infantry +attacked about eight. It's been going on the whole morning--and down +the whole front from Arras to the Scarpe.' + +'And we've held?--we've _held_?' + +'So far magnificently. Our outpost troops have been withdrawn to the +battle-zone--that's all. The line has held everywhere. The Germans +have lost heavily.' + +'Outpost troops!' whispered the boy--'why, that's nothing! We always +expected--to lose the first line. Good old Army!' + +A pause, and then--so faintly breathed as to be scarcely audible, +and yet in ecstasy--'England!--England!' + +His joy was wonderful--heart-breaking--while all those around him +wept. + +He lay murmuring to himself a little while, his hand in Pamela's. +Then for a last time he looked at his father, but was now too weak +to speak. His eyes, intently fixed on the Squire, kept their +marvellous brightness--no one knew how long. Then gently, as though +an unseen hand put out a light, the brilliance died away--the lids +fell--and with a few breaths Desmond's young life was past. + + + + +CHAPTER XVII + + +It was three weeks after Desmond's death. Pamela was sitting in the +'den' writing a letter to Arthur Chicksands at Versailles. The first +onslaught on Amiens was over. The struggle between Bethune and Ypres +was in full swing. + + 'DEAREST--This house is so strange--the world is so strange! + Oh, if I hadn't my work to do!--how could one bear it? It seems + wrong and hateful even, to let one's mind dwell on the + wonderful, wonderful thing, that you love me! The British Army + retreating--_retreating_--after these glorious years--that is + what burns into me hour after hour! Thank God Desmond didn't + know! And if I feel like this, who am just an ignorant, + inexperienced girl, what must it be for you who are working + there, at the very centre, the news streaming in on you all the + time?--you who know how much there is to fear--but also how + much there is to be certain of--to be confident of--that we + can't know. Our splendid, _splendid_ men! Every day I watch for + the names I know in the death list--and some of them seem to be + always there. The boy--the other sub-lieutenant--who was with + Desmond when he was wounded, was in the list yesterday. + Forest's boy is badly wounded. The old gardener has lost + another son. Perley's boy is "missing," and so is the poor + Pennington boy. They are heroic--the Penningtons--but whenever + I see them I want to cry.... Oh, I can't write this any more. + I have been writing letters of sympathy all day. + + 'Dearest, you would be astonished if you could see me at this + moment. I am to-day a full blown group leader. Do you know what + that means? I have had a long round among some of our farms + to-day--bargaining with the farmers for the land-girls in my + group, and looking after their billets. Yesterday I spent half + the day in "docking" with six or eight village women to give + them a "send off." I don't believe you know what docking means. + It is pretty hard work, and at night I have a nightmare--of + roots that never come to an end, and won't pull out! + + 'You were quite right--it _is_ my work. I was born in the + country. I know and love it. The farmers are very nice to + me. They see I don't try to boss them as the Squire's + daughter--that I'm just working as they are. And I can say a + good deal to them about the war, because of Desmond. They all + knew him and loved him. Some of them tell me stories about his + pluck out hunting as a little chap, and though he had been such + a short time out in France he had written to two or three of + them about their sons in the Brookshires. He had a heavenly + disposition--oh, I wish I had! + + 'At the present moment I am in knee-breeches, gaiters, and + tunic, and I have just come in. Six o'clock to five, please + sir, with half-an-hour for breakfast and an hour for dinner (I + eat it out of a red handkerchief under a hedge). It was wet and + nasty, and I am pretty tired. But one does not want to + stop--because when one stops one begins to think. And my + thoughts, except for that shining centre where you are, are so + dark and full of sorrow. I miss Desmond every hour, and some + great monstrous demon seems to be clutching at me--at you--at + England--everything one loves and would die for--all day long. + But don't imagine that I ever _doubt_ for one moment. Not + I-- + + For right is right, since God is God, + And right the day must win; + To doubt would be disloyalty, + To falter would be sin. + + I know that's not good poetry. But I just love it--because it's + plain and commonplace, and expresses just what ordinary people + feel and think. + + 'Oh, why was I such a fool about Elizabeth! Now that you are at + a safe distance--and of course on the understanding that you + never, never say a word to me about it--I positively will and + must confess that I was jealous of her about you--yes, about + you, Arthur--because you talked to her about Greek--and about + ash for aeroplanes--and I couldn't talk about them. There's a + nice nature for you! Hadn't you better get rid of me while you + can? But the thing that torments me is that I can never have it + quite out with Desmond. I told him lies, simply. I didn't know + they were lies, I suppose; but I was too angry and too unjust + to care whether they were or not. On the journey from France I + said a few little words to him--just enough, thank Heaven! He + was so sweet to her in those last days--and she to him. You + know one side of her _is_ the managing woman--and the other + (I've only found it out since Desmond's death)--well, she seems + to be just asking you to creep under her wings and be mothered! + She mothered him, and she has mothered me since he shut his + dear eyes for ever. Oh, why won't she mother us all--for good + and all!--father first and foremost. + + 'I told you something about him last time I wrote, but there is + a great deal more to tell. The horrible thing is that he seems + not to care any more for any of his old hobbies. He sits there + in the library day after day, or walks about it for hours and + hours, without ever opening a book or looking at a thing. Or + else he walks about the woods--sometimes quite late at night. + Forest believes he sleeps very little. I told you he never came + to Desmond's funeral. All business he hands over to Elizabeth, + and what she asks him he generally does. But we all have vague, + black fears about him. I know Elizabeth has. Yet she is quite + clear she can't stay here much longer. Dear Arthur, I don't + know exactly what happened, but I _think_ father asked her to + marry him, and she said no. And I am tolerably sure that I + counted for a good deal in it--horrid wretch that I am!--that + she thought it would make me unhappy. + + 'Well, I am properly punished. For if or when she goes + away--and you and I are married--if there is to be any marrying + any more in this awful world!--what will become of my father? + He has been a terrifying mystery to me all my life. Now it is + not that any longer. I know at least that he worshipped + Desmond. But I know also that I mean nothing to him. I don't + honestly think it was much my fault--and it can't be helped. + And nobody else in the family matters. The only person who does + matter is Elizabeth. And I quite see that she can't stay here + indefinitely. She told me she promised Desmond she would stay + as long as she could. Just at present, of course, she is the + mainspring of everything on the estate. And they have actually + made her this last week Vice-Chairman of the County War + Agricultural Committee. She refused, but they _made_ her. Think + of that--a woman--with all those wise men! She asked father's + leave. He just looked at her, and I saw the tears come into her + eyes. + + 'As to Beryl and Aubrey, he was here last Sunday, and she spent + the day with us. He seems to lean upon her in a new way--and + she looks different somehow--happier, I think. He told me, the + day after Desmond died, that Dezzy had said something to him + that had given him courage--"courage to go on," I think he + said. I didn't ask him what he meant, and he didn't tell me. + But I am sure he has told Beryl, and either that--or something + else--has made her more confident in herself--and about him. + They are to be married quite soon. Last week father sent him, + without a word, a copy of his will. Aubrey says it is very + fair. Mannering goes to him, of course. You know that Elizabeth + refused to witness the codicil father wrote last October + disinheriting Aubrey, when he was so mad with Sir Henry? It was + the first thing that made father take real notice of her. She + had only been six weeks here! + + 'Good-night, my dearest, dearest Arthur! Don't be too much + disappointed in me. I shall grow up some day.' + +A few days later the Squire came back from Fallerton to find nobody +in the house, apparently, but himself. He went through the empty +hall and the library, and shut himself up there. He carried an +evening paper crumpled in his hand. It contained a detailed report +of the breaking of the Portuguese centre near Richebourg St. Vaast +on April 10, and the consequent retreat, over some seven miles, +since that day of the British line, together with the more recent +news of the capture of Armentieres and Merville. Sitting down at his +own table he read the telegrams again, and then in the stop-press +Sir Douglas Haig's Order of the Day-- + +'_There is no other course open to us but to fight it out. Every +position must be held to the last man: there must be no retirement. +With our backs to the wall, and believing in the justice of our +cause, each one of us must fight to the end. The safety of our homes +and the freedom of mankind depend alike upon the conduct of each one +of us at this critical moment._' + +The Squire read and re-read the words. He was sitting close to the +tall French window where through some fine spring days Desmond had +lain, his half-veiled eyes wandering over the woods and green spaces +which had been his childhood's companions. There--submissive for +himself, but, for England's sake, and so that his mind might receive +as long as possible the impress of her fate, an ardent wrestler with +Death through each disputed hour--he had waited; and there, with the +word _England_ on his lips, he had died. The Squire could still see +the marks made on the polished floor by the rolling backward of the +bed at night. And on the wall near there was a brown mark on the +wall-paper. He remembered that it had been made by a splash from a +bowl of disinfectant, and that he had stared at it one morning in a +dumb torment which seemed endless, because Desmond had woke in pain +and the morphia was slow to act. + +_England_! His boy was dead--and his country had its back to the +wall. And he--what had he done for England, all these years of her +struggle? His carelessness, his indifference returned upon him--his +mad and selfish refusal, day by day, to give his mind, or his body, +or his goods, to the motherland that bore him. + +'_Is it nothing to you, all ye that pass by?_' + +No--it had been nothing to him. But Desmond, his boy, had given +everything. And the death-struggle was still going on. '_Each one of +us must fight on to the end._' Before his eyes there passed the +spectacle of the Army, as he had actually seen it--a division, for +instance, on the march near the Salient, rank after rank of young +faces, the brown cheeks and smiling eyes, the swing of the lithe +bodies. And while he sat there in the quiet of the April evening, +thousands of boys like Desmond were offering those same lithe bodies +to the Kaiser's guns without murmur or revolt because England asked +it. Now he knew what it meant--_now he knew_! + +There was a knock at the door, and the sound of something heavy +descending. The Squire gave a dull 'Come in.' Forest entered, +dragging a large bale behind him. He looked nervously at his master. + +'These things have just come from France, sir.' + +The Squire started. He walked over in silence to look while Forest +opened the case. Desmond's kit, his clothes, his few books, a +stained uniform, a writing-case, with a number of other +miscellaneous things. + +Forest spread them out on the floor, his lips trembling. On several +nights before the end Desmond had asked for him, and he had shared +the Squire's watch. + +'That'll do,' said the Squire presently; 'I'll look over them +myself!' + +Forest went away. After shutting the door he saw Elizabeth coming +along the library passage, and stopped to speak to her. + +'The things have just come from France, Miss,' he said in a low +voice. + +Elizabeth hesitated, and was turning back, when the library door +opened and the Squire called her. + +'Yes, Mr. Mannering.' + +'Will you come here, please, a moment?' + +She entered the room, and the Squire closed the door behind her, +pointing mutely to the things on the floor. + +The tears sprang to her eyes. She knelt down to look at them. + +'Do you remember anything about this?' he said, holding out a little +book. It was the pocket Anthology she had found for Desmond on the +day of his going into camp. As she looked through it she saw a +turned-down leaf, and seemed still to hear the boy's voice, as he +hung over her shoulder translating the epigram-- + +'_Shame on you, mountains and seas!_' + +With a swelling throat she told the story. The Squire listened, and +when afterwards she offered the book to him again, he put it back +into her hand, with some muttered words which she interpreted as +bidding her keep it. + +She put it away in the drawer of her writing-table, which had been +brought back to its old place only that morning. The Squire himself +went to his own desk. + +'Will you sit there?' He pointed to her chair. 'I want to speak to +you.' + +Then after a pause he added slowly, 'Will you tell me--what you +think I can now do with my time?' + +His voice had a curious monotony--unlike its usual tone. But +Elizabeth divined a coming crisis. She went very white. + +'Dear Mr. Mannering--I don't know what to say--except that the +country seems to want everything that each one of us can do.' + +'Have you read Haig's Order of the Day?' + +'Yes, I have just read it.' + +The Squire's eyes, fixed upon her, had a strange intensity. + +'You and I have never known--never dreamt--of anything like this.' + +'No--never. But England has had her back to the wall before!' + +She sat proudly erect, her hands quietly crossed. But he seemed to +hear the beating of her heart. + +'You mean when Pitt said, "Roll up the map of Europe"? Yes--that too +was vital. But the people at home scarcely knew it--and it was not a +war of machines.' + +'No matter! England will never yield.' + +'Till Germany is on her knees?' His long bony face, more lined, more +emaciated than ever, seemed to catch a sombre glow from hers. + +'Yes--though it last ten years! But the Americans are hurrying.' + +'Are all women like you?' + +Her mouth trembled into scorn. + +'Oh, think of the women whose shoe-strings I am not worthy to +unloose!--the nurses, the French peasant-women, the women who have +given their husbands--their sons.' + +His look showed his agitation. + +'So we are to be saved--by boys like Desmond--and women like you?' + +'Oh, I am a cypher--a nothing!' There was a passionate humiliation +in her voice. 'I should be nursing in France--' + +'If it weren't for your mother and your sister?' + +She nodded. There was a pause. Then the Squire said, in a different +tone, + +'But you have not answered my question. I should be obliged if you +would answer it. How am I, being I--how is a man of my kind to fill +his time--and live his life? If the country is in deadly peril--if +the ground is shaking beneath our feet--if we are to go on fighting +for years, with "our backs to the wall," even I can't go on +cataloguing Greek vases. I acknowledge that now. So much I grant +you. But what else am I good for?' + +The colour flushed in her fair skin, and her eyes filled again with +tears. + +'Come and help!' she said simply. 'There is so much to do. And for +you--a large landowner--there is everything to do.' + +His face darkened. + +'Yes, if I had the courage for it. But morally I am a weakling--you +know it. Do you remember that I once said to you if Desmond fell, I +should go with him--or after him?' + +She waited a moment before replying, and then said with energy, +'That would be just desertion!--_he_ would tell you so.' + +Their eyes met, and the passion in hers subdued him. It was a +strange dialogue, as though between two souls bared and stripped of +everything but the realities of feeling. + +'Would it be? That might be argued. But anyway I should have done +it--the very night Desmond died--but for you!' + +'For me?' she said, shading her eyes with a hand that trembled. 'No, +Mr. Mannering, you could not have done such a thing!--for your +honour's sake--for your children's sake.' + +'Neither would have restrained me. I was held to life by one +thread--one hope only--' + +She was silent. + +'--the hope that if I was to put my whole life to school again--to +burn what I had adored, and adore what I had burned--the one human +being in the world who could teach me such a lesson--who had begun +to teach it me--would stand by me--would put her hand in mine--and +lead me.' + +His voice broke down. Elizabeth, shaken from head to foot, could +only hide her face and wait. Even the strength to protest--'Not +now!--not yet!' seemed to have gone from her. He went on vehemently: + +'Oh, don't imagine that I am making you an ordinary proposal--or +that I am going to repeat to you the things I said to you--like a +fool--in Cross Wood. Then I offered you a bargain--and I see now +that you despised me as a huckster! You were to help my hobby; I was +to help yours. That was all I could find to say. I didn't know how +to tell you that all the happiness of my life depended on your +staying at Mannering. I was unwilling to acknowledge it even to +myself. I have been accustomed to put sentiment aside--to try and +ignore it. To _feel_ as I did was itself so strange a thing to me, +that I struggled to express it as prosaically as possible. Well, +then, you were astonished--and repelled. That I saw--I realized it +indeed more and more. I saw that I had perhaps done a fatal thing, +and I spent much time brooding and thinking. I felt an acute +distress, such as I had never felt in my life before--so much so +that I began even to avoid you, because I used to say to +myself--"She will go away some day--perhaps soon--and I must +accustom myself to it." And yet--' + +He lifted the hand that shaded his eyes, and gave her a long +touching look. + +'Yet I felt sometimes that you knew what was happening in me--and +were sorry for me. Then came the news of Desmond. Of those days +while he lay here--of the days since--I seem to know now hardly +anything in detail. One of the officers at the front said to me that +on the Somme he often lost all count of time, of the days of the +week, of the sequence of things. It seemed to be all one +present--one awful and torturing _now_. So it is with me. Desmond is +always here'--he pointed to the vacant space by the window--'and you +are always sitting by him. And I know that if you go away--and I am +left alone with my poor boy--though I shall never cease to hear the +things he said to me--the things he asked me to do--I shall have no +strength to do them. I cannot rise and walk--unless you help me.' + +Elizabeth could hardly speak. She was in presence of that tremendous +thing in human experience--the emergence of a man's inmost self. +That the Squire could speak so--could feel so--that the man whose +pupil and bond-slave she had been in those early weeks should be +making this piteous claim upon her, throwing upon her the weight of +his whole future life, of his sorrow, of his reaction against +himself, overwhelmed her. It appealed to that instinctive, that +boundless tenderness which lies so deep in the true woman. + +But her will seemed paralysed. She did not know how to act--she +could find no words that pleased her. The Squire saw it, and began +to speak again in the same low measured voice, as though he groped +his way along, from point to point. He sat with his eyes on the +floor, his hands loosely clasped before him. + +'I don't, of course, dare to ask you to say--at once--if you will be +my wife. I dread to ask it--for I am tolerably certain that you +would still say no. But if only now you would say, "I will go on +with my work here--I will help a man who is weak where I am +strong--I will show him new points of view--give him new reasons for +living--"' + +Elizabeth could only just check the sobs in her throat. The sad +humility of the words pierced her heart. + +The Squire raised himself a little, and spoke more firmly. + +'Why should there be any change yet awhile? Only stay with us. Use +my land--use me and all I possess--for the country--for what Desmond +would have helped in--and done. Show me what to do. I shall do it +ill. But what matter? Every little helps. "We have our backs to the +wall." I have the power to give _you_ power. Teach me.' + +Then reaching out, he took her hand in his. His voice deepened and +strengthened. + +'Elizabeth!--be my friend--my children's friend. Bring your poor +mother here--and your sister--till Pamela goes. Then tell me--what +you decide. You shall give me no pledge--no promise. You shall be +absolutely free. But together let us do a bit of work, a bit of +service.' + +She looked up. The emotion, the sweetness in her face dazzled him. + +'Yes,' she said gravely--'I will stay.' + +He drew a long breath, and stooping over the hands she had given +him, he kissed them. + +Then he released her and, rising, walked away. The portrait of +Desmond had been brought back, but it stood with its face to the +wall. He went to it and turned it. It shone out into the room, under +the westering sun. He looked at it a little--while Elizabeth with +trembling fingers began to re-arrange her table in the old way. + +Then he returned to her, speaking in the dry, slightly peremptory +voice she knew well. + +'I hear the new buildings at the Holme Hill Farm are nearly ready. +Come and look at them to-morrow. And there are some woods over there +that would be worth examining. The Air Board is still clamouring for +more ash.' + +Elizabeth agreed. Her smile was a gleam through the mist. + +'And, on the way back, Pamela and I must go and talk to the +village--about pigs and potatoes!' + +'Do you really know anything about either?' he asked, incredulously. + +'Come and hear us!' + +There was silence. The Squire threw the window open to the April +sunset. The low light was shining through the woods, and on the +reddening tops of the beeches. There was a sparkle of leaf here and +there, and already a 'livelier emerald' showed in the grass. +Suddenly a low booming sound--repeated--and repeated. + +'Guns?' said the Squire, listening. + +Elizabeth reminded him of the new artillery camp beyond Fallerton. + +But the sounds had transformed the April evening. The woods, the +grass, the wood-pigeons in the park had disappeared. The thoughts of +both the on-lookers had gone across the sea to that hell of smoke +and fire, in which their race--in which England!--stood at bay. A +few days--or weeks--or months, would decide. + +The vastness of the issue, as it came flooding in upon the soul of +Elizabeth, seemed to strain her very life--to make suspense +unbearable. + +An anguish seized her, and unconsciously her lips framed the +passionate words of an older patriotism-- + +'Oh! pray--_pray for the peace of Jerusalem! They shall prosper that +love thee!_' + + + +***END OF THE PROJECT GUTENBERG EBOOK ELIZABETH'S CAMPAIGN*** + + +******* This file should be named 13573.txt or 13573.zip ******* + + +This and all associated files of various formats will be found in: +https://www.gutenberg.org/dirs/1/3/5/7/13573 + + + +Updated editions will replace the previous one--the old editions +will be renamed. + +Creating the works from public domain print editions means that no +one owns a United States copyright in these works, so the Foundation +(and you!) can copy and distribute it in the United States without +permission and without paying copyright royalties. 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