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+The Project Gutenberg EBook of In Bohemia with Du Maurier, by Felix Moscheles
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+Title: In Bohemia with Du Maurier
+ The First Of A Series Of Reminiscences
+
+Author: Felix Moscheles
+
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+
+IN BOHEMIA WITH DU MAURIER
+
+_THE FIRST OF A SERIES OF REMINISCENCES_
+
+BY
+
+FELIX MOSCHELES
+
+WITH 63 ORIGINAL DRAWINGS
+
+BY
+
+G. DU MAURIER
+
+_ILLUSTRATING THE ARTIST'S LIFE IN THE FIFTIES_
+
+LONDON T. FISHER UNWIN
+
+ * * * * *
+
+
+
+
+The few introductory words to this volume were written, and the last
+proofs posted, shortly before the fatal news overtook me in lovely
+Venice. My world, resplendent with sunshine, was suddenly lost in
+darkness. The most lovable of men, whose presence alone sufficed to
+make life worth living to all those near and dear to him, was gone
+from amongst us. His hand was no longer to hold those pens--the
+finely-pointed one that drew, the freely-flowing one that wrote. His
+well-earned rest was not to be enjoyed on earth.
+
+Now that all is changed, the joyous note of these pages jars upon me.
+How differently would I attune the story of our student days, were I
+to write it to-day in loving memory of my friend!
+
+But as it stands, so it must go forth. The book, cordially endorsed
+by him, is printed and all but issued; he would not let me recall
+it, I know. He himself, in his kindly, simple way, had enjoyed my
+resuscitation of our early recollections, and had here and there lent
+a helpful hand even to the correcting of the proofs.
+
+To write of him and of his qualities of heart and mind as I would
+now venture to record them, I must wait till the heavier clouds have
+cleared away and left the picture, I would draw once more to stand out
+brightly in the background of Time.
+
+FELIX MOSCHELES.
+
+October, 1896.
+
+ * * * * *
+
+
+
+
+IN BOHEMIA WITH DU MAURIER
+
+
+
+
+PREFACE.
+
+
+"You'll see that I've used up all your Mesmerism and a trifle more in
+my new book," said du Maurier to me, some time before he published his
+"Trilby"; and that remark started us talking of the good old times in
+Antwerp, and overhauling the numerous drawings and sketches in which
+he so vividly depicted the incidents of our Bohemian days. It seemed
+to me that some of those drawings should be published, if only to
+show how my now so popular friend commenced his artistic career. In
+order that they should not go forth without explanation, I wrote the
+following pages.
+
+The Bohemia I have sought to coerce into book shape, is not the wild
+country, peopled by the delightfully unconventional savages, so often
+described, but a little cultivated corner of the land, as I found it
+in Antwerp, a mere background to the incidents I had to relate. Such
+as it is, it may perhaps serve here and there to point to the original
+soil from which were eventually to spring some of the figures so
+familiar to us to-day.
+
+To me it was a source of enjoyment to evoke these memories, and if
+I publish them, it is because I strongly feel that pleasures shared
+are pleasures doubled. Sociably inclined as I always was, I am truly
+glad to have the opportunity of giving a hearty welcome to those
+who may care to join my friend and myself in our ramblings and our
+"tumblings."
+
+ * * * * *
+
+
+
+
+CONTENTS.
+
+
+PART I. 17
+
+PART II. 69
+
+ * * * * *
+
+
+
+
+
+LIST OF ILLUSTRATIONS.
+
+ "FOR EVER AND A DAY" _Frontispiece_
+
+ THE ATELIER GLEYRE 18
+
+ MY BLOUSE 20
+ (_From an oil-sketch by Matthew Maris._)
+
+ PEGGY AND DU MAURIER AT THE RAILWAY STATION IN MALINES 27
+
+ FROM DU MAURIER'S PAINTING 30
+
+ MOSCHELES ET MOI SI NOUS AVIONS ETE DU BEAU SEXE 32
+
+ SI NOUS AVIONS ETE BEAUX 32
+
+ MOSCHELES ET MOI SI NOUS N'AVIONS PAS ETE ARTISTES #33
+
+ SI NOUS AVIONS ETE CHEVAUX 33
+
+ F. S'IL ETAIT CHEVAL 33
+
+ SI NOUS AVIONS ETE MILITAIRES 34
+
+ "CE SACRE VESICATOIRE" 35
+
+ ISABEL DU MAURIER 35
+
+ MOSCHELES, OR MEPHISTOPHELES?--WHICH 40
+
+ "INSPIRATION PAPILLOTIQUE" 42
+
+ DU MAURIER IMPROVISING 43
+
+ HOW RAG TRIES TO DESILLUSIONER CARRY ON BOBTAIL, AND BOBTAIL TRIES
+ TO DITTO DITTO ON RAG 44
+
+ THE INGENIOUS USE WHICH RAG MAKES OF BOBTAIL'S PLIABLE HAT 46
+
+ "BESHREW THEE, NOBLE SIR RAGGE! LET US TO THE FAIR TOBACCONISTE" 49
+
+ "SALUT A LA GENTE ET ACCORTE PUCELLE" 50
+
+ A MESMERIC SEANCE IN MRS. L.'S BACK PARLOUR 57
+
+ THE MIDNIGHT PRESENCE OF THE UNCANNY 60
+
+ FELIX LOOKS VERY SEEDY AFTER HIS BIRTHDAY 64
+
+ "RACHEL" AND FRIENDS CELEBRATE BOBTAIL'S BIRTHDAY 65
+
+ RAG 72
+
+ BOBTAIL 72
+
+ "WHAT THE DEUCE AM I TO DO WITH THIS CONFOUNDED ROPE? HANG MYSELF, I
+ WONDER." 76
+
+ COFFEE AND BRASSIN IN BOBTAIL'S ROOMS 80
+
+ CLARA MOSCHELES 83
+
+ "HERR RAG SCHICKT ZU FRAeULEIN MOSCHELES SEIN EMPFEHLUNG UND IHREN
+ BRUDER." 87
+
+ CHER LIX 88
+
+ "AN INDISCREET FELLOW LOOKING OVER MY ----" 89
+
+ DU MAURIER AT WORK AGAIN 90
+
+ "CLAUDIUS FELIX ET PUBLIUS BUSSO, CUM CENTURIONE GUIDORUM, AUDIENTES
+ JUVENES CONSERVATORIONI" 91
+
+ DOUBLE-BEDDED ROOM IN BRUSSELS 93
+
+ THE HEIGHT OF ENJOYMENT 95
+
+ YE CELEBRATED RAG TREATETH HIMSELF TO A PRIVATE PERFORMANCE OF YE
+ PADRE FURIOSO E FIGLIA INFELICE 97
+
+ AT THE HOFRATH'S DOOR 99
+
+ "I SAY, GOVERNOR, MIND YOU DON'T GASH HIS THROAT AS YOU DID THAT
+ POOR OLD SPANIARD'S" 100
+
+ MR KENNEDY, WHO IS QUITE BLIND, DISCREETLY INFORMS THE PROFESSOR
+ THAT CAPTAIN MARIUS BLUEBLAST "IS NA BUT A SINFU' BLACKGUARD" 101
+
+ MEETING IN DUeSSELDORF 103
+
+ SCENE FROM MACPHERSON'S OSSIAN 106
+
+ PORTRAIT OF PICCIOLA 115
+
+ "ON THEIR HONEYMOON" 116
+
+ _Also Illustration on pages_ 37, 88, 98, 102, 108, 109, 110, 112,
+ 114, 119, 123, 135, 144, 145.
+
+ * * * * *
+
+
+
+
+I.
+
+"TUMBLINGS"
+
+_WITH DU MAURIER AND FRIENDS._
+
+
+"I well remember" my first meeting with du Maurier in the class-rooms
+of the famous Antwerp Academy.
+
+I was painting and blagueing, as one paints and blagues in the storm
+and stress period of one's artistic development.
+
+It had been my good fortune to commence my studies in Paris; it was
+there, in the atelier Gleyre, I had cultivated, I think I may say,
+very successfully, the essentially French art of chaffing, known by
+the name of "La blague parisienne," and I now was able to give my
+less lively Flemish friends and fellow-students the full benefit of my
+experience. Many pleasant recollections bound me to Paris; so, when
+I heard one day that a "Nouveau" had arrived, straight from my old
+atelier Gleyre, I was not a little impatient to make his acquaintance.
+
+[Illustration: THE ATELIER GLEYRE.]
+
+The new-comer was du Maurier. I sought him out, and, taking it for
+granted that he was a Frenchman, I addressed him in French; we were
+soon engaged in lively conversation, asking and answering questions
+about the comrades in Paris, and sorting the threads that associated
+us both with the same place. "Did you know 'un nomme Pointer'?" he
+asked, exquisitely Frenchy-fying the name for my benefit. I mentally
+translated this into equally exquisite English, my version naturally
+being: "A man called Poynter."
+
+Later on an American came up, with whom I exchanged a few words in
+his and my native tongue. "What the D. are you--English?" broke in du
+Maurier. "And what the D. are you?" I rejoined. I forget whether D.
+stood for Dickens or for the other one; probably it was the latter. At
+any rate, whether more or less emphatic in our utterances, we then and
+there made friends on a sound international basis.
+
+It seemed to me that at this our first meeting du Maurier took me in
+at a glance--the eager, hungry glance of the caricaturist. He seemed
+struck with my appearance, as well he might be. I wore a workman's
+blouse that had gradually taken its colour from its surroundings. To
+protect myself from the indiscretions of my comrades I had painted
+various warnings on my back, as, for instance, "Bill stickers beware,"
+"It is forbidden to shoot rubbish here," and the like. My very black
+hair, ever inclined to run riot, was encircled by a craftily conceived
+band of crochet-work, such as only a fond mother's hand could devise,
+and I was doubtless colouring some meerschaum of eccentric design.
+My fellow-student, the now famous Matthew Maris, immortalised that
+blouse and that piece of crochet-work in the admirable oil-sketch here
+reproduced.
+
+[Illustration: MY BLOUSE.
+
+(_From an oil-sketch by Matthew Maris._)]
+
+It has always been a source of legitimate pride to me to think that
+I should have been the tool selected by Providence to sharpen du
+Maurier's pencil; there must have been something in my "Verfluchte
+Physiognomie," as a very handsome young German, whom I used to chaff
+unmercifully, called it, to reveal to du Maurier hidden possibilities
+and to awaken in him those dormant capacities which had betrayed
+themselves in the eager glance above named.
+
+This was, I believe, in 1857; not feeling over sure as regards that
+date, I refer to a bundle of du Maurier's letters before me, but they
+offer me no assistance; there is but one dated, and that one merely
+headed: "Dusseldorf, 19th Cent." Well, in 1857, then, let us take it,
+the Antwerp Academy was under the direction of De Keyser, that most
+urbane of men and painters. Van Lerius, well known to many American
+and English lovers of art, her Majesty included, was professor of the
+Painting Class, and amongst the students there were many who rapidly
+made themselves a name, as Tadema, M. Maris, Neuhuys, Heyermans, and
+the armless artist, whose foot-painted copies after the Masters at
+the Antwerp Gallery are well known to every tourist. The teaching was
+of a sound, practical nature, strongly imbued with the tendencies of
+the colourist school. Antwerp ever sought to uphold the traditions
+of a great Past; in the atelier Gleyre you might have studied form
+and learnt to fill it with colour, but here you would be taught
+to manipulate colour, and to limit it by form. A peculiar kind of
+artistic kicks and cuffs were administered to the student by Van
+Lerius as he went his rounds. "That is a charming bit of colour you
+have painted in that forehead," he said to me on one occasion--"so
+delicate and refined. Do it again," he added, as he took up my palette
+knife and scraped off the "delicate bit." "Ah, you see, _savez vous_,
+you can't do it again; you got it by fluke, some stray tints off your
+palette, _savez vous_," and, taking the biggest brush I had, he swept
+over that palette and produced enough of the desired tints to have
+covered a dozen foreheads.
+
+The comrade without arms was a most assiduous worker; it was amusing
+to watch his mittened feet step out of their shoes and at the shortest
+notice proceed to do duty as hands; his nimble toes would screw and
+unscrew the tops of the colour tubes or handle the brush as steadily
+as the best and deftest of fingers could have done. Very much unlike
+any of us, he was most punctilious in the care he bestowed on his
+paint box, as also on his personal appearance. Maris, Neuhuys,
+Heyermans, and one or two others equally gifted, but whose thread of
+life was soon to be cut short, were painting splendid studies, some
+of which I was fortunate enough to rescue from destruction and have
+happily preserved.
+
+Quite worthy to be placed next to these are Van-der-something's
+studies. That (or something like that) was the name of a wiry, active
+little man who in those days painted in a garret; there everything
+was disarranged chaotically, mostly on the floor, for there was no
+furniture that I can recollect beyond a stool, an easel, and a fine
+old looking-glass. He had a house, though, and a wife, in marked
+contrast with his appearance and the garret. The house was not badly
+appointed, and she was lavishly endowed with an exuberance of charms
+and graces characteristic of a Rubens model.
+
+A fellow-student of mine was their lodger, a handsome young German,
+brimful of talent, but sadly deficient in health. He had always held
+most rigid principles on questions of morality, but unfortunately
+they failed one day in their application, owing to the less settled
+views entertained by Madame Van-der-something on such subjects. She
+certainly gave him much affection on the one hand, but on the other
+she so audaciously appropriated those of his goods and chattels that
+could be turned into money, that the police had to intervene, and she
+eventually found herself before a judge and jury. There, however, she
+managed so well to cast all responsibility on her husband, who, to
+this day, I believe was quite innocent, that--"cherchez la femme"--she
+got off, and he was sentenced to a term of imprisonment.
+
+Now if Van Ostade or Teniers had risen to prosecute him for forging
+their signatures, and he had been found guilty and condemned to severe
+punishment, it would have served him right. He was a perfect gem of
+a forger. He picked up a stock of those dirty old pictures painted on
+worm-eaten panels that used to abound in the sale-rooms of Antwerp.
+On these he would paint what might be called replicas with variations,
+cribbing left and right from old mildewed prints that were scattered
+all about the floor. He would scrape and scumble, brighten and deaden
+with oils and varnishes; he would dodge and manipulate till his
+picture, after a given time spent in a damp cellar, would emerge as a
+genuine old master. I once asked a dealer whom I knew to be a regular
+customer of his, at what price he sold one of those productions. "I
+really can't say," he answered; "I only do wholesale business. I buy
+for exportation to England and America." If any of my friends here
+or over there possess some work of Van-der-something's, I sincerely
+congratulate them, for the little man was a genius in his way.
+
+Of my friend the German I have only to say that, poor fellow, he spent
+but a short life of pleasure and of pain. What became of his Circe
+I never sought to know. It was a clear case of "Ne cherchez pas la
+femme!"
+
+The first friend I made on my arrival in Antwerp was Jean Heyermans
+(detto il Pegghi), and a very useful one he proved himself, for he at
+once took me in hand, helped me to find home and hearth, and generally
+gave me the correct tip, so valuable to the stranger. He lost no time
+in teaching me some of those full-flavoured Flemish idioms which from
+the first enabled me to emphasise my meaning when I wished to express
+it in unmistakable language.
+
+He himself was a remarkable linguist, speaking English, French, and
+German fluently, in addition to his native language, Dutch; so he soon
+chummed with du Maurier and me in several languages, and became one of
+our set. He was always ready to follow us in our digressions from the
+conventional course, and we felt that many of our best international
+jokes would have been lost had it not been for his comprehension and
+appreciation. His father, too, was a kind friend to us, inviting us to
+his house to hear Music and talk Art, to ply knives and forks, and to
+empty glasses of various dimensions. That gentleman's corpulence had
+reached a degree which clearly showed that he must have "lost sight
+of his knees" some years back, but he was none the less strong and
+active. There were two daughters, one pathetically blind, the other
+sympathetically musical.
+
+How our friend came by the name of Peggy none of us know, but he
+figures as such in many of du Maurier's drawings.
+
+"If Peggy," he says, in a letter from Malines, "doesn't come on
+Sunday, may the vengeance of the gods overtake him! Tell him so. I'll
+meet him at the train." And then he sketches the meeting and greeting
+of the two, and the railway guard starting his train with the
+old-fashioned horn-signal on the G.E.C. then in use.
+
+My friend Jean soon started on his career as a regular exhibitor in
+Belgium and Holland, besides which he developed a remarkable taste and
+talent for teaching.
+
+[Illustration: PEGGY AND DU MAURIER AT THE RAILWAY STATION IN
+MALINES.]
+
+"What would you advise about Pen's studies?" said Robert Browning
+one afternoon as we sat in my little studio, talking about his son's
+talents and prospects. (This was a few years after my final return to
+England.) "Send him to Antwerp," I said, "to Heyermans; he is the best
+man I know of to start him."
+
+Pen went, and soon made surprising progress, painting a picture
+after little more than a twelve-month that at once found an eager
+purchaser. The poet took great pride in his son's success, and lost no
+opportunity of speaking in the most grateful and appreciative terms
+of the teacher. Millais and Tadema endorsed his praise, and Heyermans'
+reputation was established. A few years ago he migrated to London,
+where he continues his work, pluckily upholding the traditions of the
+Past, whilst readily encouraging the wholesome aspirations of a rising
+generation.
+
+Another man destined to find a permanent home in England was Alma
+Tadema. He was not much in the Painting Class in my time, but had
+previously been hard at work there. I mostly saw him in the room
+adjoining it, and he always seemed to me exclusively interested in the
+study of costume and history. The incident that led to his leaving
+the academy rather abruptly is characteristic. An uncle of his having
+given him a commission for a picture, Tadema applied to de Keyser for
+authorisation to make the necessary break in his studies. The Director
+accorded him three weeks, but, as Tadema put it when lately recalling
+the circumstance, "I couldn't paint a picture in three weeks then, and
+I cannot now."
+
+I little thought that from his studies of costume and history, the
+comrade of my Antwerp days would evolve a long and uninterrupted
+series of masterpieces, resuscitating the Past and presenting it with
+the erudition of the Student and the genius of the Artist. Nor did
+anything foreshadow that my genial Dutch friend, to whom the English
+language was a dead letter, was destined in a not too distant Future
+to become a shining light of England's Royal Academy.
+
+Du Maurier was soon installed in the Painting Class, and made a
+vigorous start. Of the things he painted, I particularly recollect
+a life-size, three-quarter group of an old woman and a boy--a
+pen-and-ink drawing of which is in my father's album--that showed
+talent enough and to spare, but his artistic aspirations were soon to
+meet with a serious check. His eyesight suddenly gave him trouble, and
+before long put a stop to his studies at atelier or academy. He was
+not to become a painter, as he had fondly hoped, but as we now know,
+he was to work out his destiny in another direction. With the simplest
+of means he was to delineate character, and everyday drops of ink,
+when filtered through his pen, were to emerge in quaint or graceful
+shapes, wit, satire, and sentiment taking their turns to prompt and
+guide that pen.
+
+[Illustration: _From du Maurier's painting._]
+
+
+In those days we called all that caricaturing, and caricature he
+certainly did; mainly me and himself. From the first he imagined he
+saw a marked contrast between us. His nose was supposed to be turned
+up, and mine down, whereas really neither his nor mine much deviated
+from the ordinary run of noses; my lower lip certainly does project,
+but his does not particularly recede, and so on. But the imaginary
+contrast inspired him in the earliest days of our acquaintance,
+and started him on the warpath of pen-and-inking. He drew us in all
+conceivable and in some inconceivable situations. "Moscheles and
+I," he says on one page, "had we not been artists, or had we been
+artistically beautiful; then again, if we were of the fair sex,
+or soldiers, or, by way of showing our versatility, if we were
+horses." In that page he seems to have focussed the essence of our
+characteristics, whilst appearing only to delineate our human and
+equine possibilities. Poor F., one of our German friends, fares badly,
+a donkey's head portraying him "s'il etait cheval."
+
+[Illustration: MOSCHELES ET MOI SI NOUS AVIONS ETE DU BEAU SEXE.]
+
+[Illustration: SI NOUS AVIONS ETE BEAUX.]
+
+In consequence of the growing trouble with his eyes, du Maurier left
+Antwerp for Malines, to place himself under the care of an eminent
+oculist who resided within easy reach of that city. That blessed
+blister--"ce sacre vesicatoire," as he calls it, is one of the
+doctor's remedies.
+
+[Illustration: MOSCHELES ET MOI SI NOUS N'AVIONS PAS ETE ARTISTES.]
+
+[Illustration: SI NOUS AVIONS ETE CHEVAUX.]
+
+[Illustration: F. S'IL ETAIT CHEVAL.]
+
+The sketch shows how it is being applied by a devoted Sister of Mercy.
+
+[Illustration: SI NOUS AVIONS ETE MILITAIRES.]
+
+In those days railway travelling was not as rapid as it is now, but
+one could get from Antwerp to Malines in about an hour, a circumstance
+which I frequently turned to account. Du Maurier's mother had come to
+live with him, his sister joining them for a short time, and the home
+in quiet old Malines soon became a sort of haven of rest. I spent many
+a happy day and night there, on which occasions I am bound to say that
+the piano, requisitioned by me for some special purposes of musical
+caricature, detracted somewhat from the restfulness of the haven.
+However that may have been, such intrusion was never resented; my
+Swedish prima donna, or my qualifications as a basso profondo, or a
+brass-bandsman, were always treated with the greatest indulgence by
+the ladies, and my high soprano flourished and positively reached
+unknown altitudes under the beneficent sunshine of their applause.
+(For all that I never attempted Chopin's "Impromptu.")
+
+[Illustration: "CE SACRE VESICATOIRE."]
+
+[Illustration: ISABEL DU MAURIER.]
+
+Then du Maurier would sing the French "romance" or the English song,
+or he would "dire la chansonnette," and what with his sympathetic
+tenor and his intuitive knowledge of music, he seemed to be able
+to express more than many who had had the advantage of a musical
+training. A few old letters of his remind me that we were audacious
+enough to write verses and music, he doing the former, I the latter.
+
+"Here's something I particularly want you to do," he writes. "Take
+strong coffee, inspire yourself, think of your 'Ideal,' and compose
+some very pretty music to the enclosed words, with which Rag's ideal
+flame has inspired Rag--_surtout_, let it be as good as possible, with
+accompaniment _a l'avenant_. An alteration in the music of each stanza
+would render the gradation of energy expressed in the words, 'Je
+compte sur toi.'" (How du Maurier came by the name of "Rag" I must
+tell later on.) Then follow the words:--
+
+CHANSON.
+
+_D'apres un barde Britannique_.[1]
+
+ Les sources vont a la riviere
+ Et la riviere a l'ocean;
+ Les monts embrassent la lumiere,
+ Le vent du ciel se mele au vent;
+ Contre le flot, le flot se presse;
+ Rien ne vit seul--tout semble, ici,
+ Se fondre en la commune ivresse....
+ Et pourquoi pas nous deux aussi?
+ Vois le soleil etreint la terre,
+ Qui rougit d'aise a son coucher--
+ La lune etreint les flots, qu'eclaire
+ Son rayon doux comme un baiser;
+ Les moindres fleurs ont des tendresses
+ Pour leurs pareilles d'ici-bas
+ Que valent toutes ces caresses
+ Si tu ne me caresses pas?[2]
+
+[Footnote 1: See Shelley's "Love's Philosophy."]
+
+[Footnote 2: Pour bien apprecier la valeur artistique de cette
+romance, il faut l'entendre chanter par Rag en tenant les yeux fixes
+sur le profit de Bobtail.]
+
+Two slight sketches of "L'auteur de profil" and "Le compositeur de
+face" head the page.
+
+[Illustration]
+
+Soon afterwards he sends me another poetical effusion and writes:
+
+"DEAR BOBTAIL,--I send you the Serenade composed 'tant bien que mal'
+last night, not 'entre la poire et le fromage,' but between the tea
+and the pears. I am afraid you will not find it as dramatic as you
+wished; but I don't feel it otherwise, and as Mahomet can't write
+words to the mountain's music, the mountain must try and adapt its
+music to the verses of Mahomet.
+
+SERENADE APRES LA SIESTE.
+
+ "Berthe aux grands yeux d'azur, ouvre done ta paupiere,
+ Chasse les reves d'or de ton leger sommeil--
+ Ils sont la, nos amis; cede a notre priere
+ Le trone prepare n'attend que ton reveil;
+ Le soleil a cesse de regner sur la terre,
+ Viens regner sur la fete et sois notre soleil.
+ Reponds a nos accords par tes accents plus doux
+ Au jardin des amours, viens o viens avec nous.
+
+ Au jardin des amours ta place est reservee,
+ Parmi des feux de joie et des lilas en fleurs.
+ Viens reveiller en nous de nouvelles ardeurs--
+ Descends avec la nuit, ainsi que la rosee--
+ Tant que l'astre d'argent sourit a la vallee,
+ Toi, bel astre d'amour, viens sourire a nos coeurs!
+ Reponds a nos accords par tes accents plus doux,
+ Au jardin des amours, Berthe, viens avec nous.
+
+ Viens avec ta couronne, et viens avec ta lyre,
+ Tes chants pour nos amis, tes doux regards pour moi!
+ Deja j'entends les jeux de la foule en emoi
+ Sur des gazons fleuris ... oh le joyeux delire!
+ Si tu ne descends pas, helas! on pourra dire:
+ 'Berthe aux grands yeux d'azur, on a chante sans toi!'
+ Reponds a nos accords par tes accents plus doux,
+ Berthe aux grands yeux d'azur, viens o viens avec nous!
+
+"You see I have indulged in poetic license; for instance, the first
+tenor says he hears the folks doing the light fantastic toe. One might
+suppose they danced in sabots--mere poetic license, and besides, a
+first tenor ought to have very good ears.... So now, my lad, inspire
+yourself."
+
+What the result of his appeal to my inspiration may have been, I do
+not remember, but I find this is what he writes on the subject--
+
+"CARISSIMO,--In vain have I taxed Rag's inventive powers to alter the
+last stanza; we must e'en stick to 'Ce baiser-la.' The lines I have
+underlined mean that I don't quite approve the part of the music
+that comes just there, as in the musical phrase you have set to it I
+fancy there is a want of tenderness. All the rest is stunning; the
+more I hums it the more I likes it, but I can't exactly come your
+accompaniment."
+
+[Illustration: Moscheles, or Mephistopheles? which]
+
+No wonder, for my accompaniments were usually rather indefinite
+quantities, subject to the mood of the moment. "Moscheles or
+Mephistopheles, which?" he asks, as he depicts me at the piano,
+perhaps evolving some such accompaniment from the depths of "untrained
+inner consciousness." "Eureka" he might have put under that other
+sketch, where his own hands have at last found some long-sought
+harmony or chord on the piano. Another drawing there is of a somewhat
+later period which he calls "Inspiration papillotique." Again I am at
+the piano, my eyes raised to the "She" in papillottes, who floats as a
+vision in the clouds, issuing from my ever-puffing cigar, whilst at my
+feet is stretched the meditative form of my friend, and under them is
+crushed some work of our immortal colleague Beethoven.
+
+[Illustration: "INSPIRATION PAPILLOTIQUE."]
+
+[Illustration: DU MAURIER IMPROVISING.]
+
+And who was "She" thus to inspire us? On the supposition that most
+people are, like myself, interested in the "Shes" that can inspire,
+I may permit myself to say something about the attractive young lady
+who was able to lead us by easy stages from the vague "inspiration
+papillotique" to an admiration which might be said to culminate in
+flirtation. I don't remember either of us ever trying to cut the other
+out, as the accompanying sketch seems to imply, where "Rag and Bobtail
+fight a duel for Carry, using their noses as double-barrelled pistols.
+Shows the way in which Rag tries to _desillusioner_ Carry on Bobtail,
+and in which Bobtail tries to ditto ditto on Rag Carry being on this
+side of the rivals is not represented."
+
+[Illustration: HOW RAG TRIES TO DESILLUSIONER CARRY ON BOBTAIL, AND
+BOBTAIL TRIES TO DITTO DITTO ON RAG.]
+
+The truth of the matter is that we shared fraternally in the enjoyment
+of her good graces, he having the pull of me the greater part of
+the week, and only suspending operations in my favour when I came to
+Malines on a Saturday to Monday visit. These occasions were productive
+of a great number of drawings and sketches, illustrating our little
+adventures, and all plainly showing that the incidents recorded
+occurred to us at that pleasant time of life, when bright illusions
+and buoyant spirits lead the way, and when sorrow itself has more of
+the rose colour than many a rose of a later day.
+
+Malines was, and perhaps is still, a dull, deserted city, at best up
+to the date of last century, beating the record for dry-as-dustiness
+and growing dear little blades of grass between its cobble stones. It
+boasts of a great many churches and of a very great many more priests.
+(_Vide_: The ingenious use which Rag makes of Bobtail's pliable hat.)
+In addition to these attractions, there was, however, a factor of
+paramount interest to us. Then and there, just as now and elsewhere,
+there were pretty girls about, and I need not say that, as both of
+us were studying art and devoting our best energies to the cult of
+the beautiful, we considered it our duty to take special notice of
+these pretty girls wherever we came across them. It is probably the
+conscientious performance of his duty in that direction which enabled
+du Maurier to evolve those ever-attractive and sympathetic types of
+female beauty we are all so familiar with. Nor would it have been
+becoming in me, who had everything to learn, to lag behind, or to show
+less ardour in the pursuit of my studies.
+
+[Illustration: THE INGENIOUS USE WHICH RAG MAKES OF BOBTAIL'S PLIABLE
+HAT.]
+
+Thus, whilst du Maurier's facile pen was throwing off black and white
+sketches of Miss Carry, it was reserved for me to paint her portrait
+in oils. Her real name was Octavie, not Carry; that appellation we had
+most unceremoniously and unpoetically derived from "Cigar." All else
+about her we invested, if not with ceremony with a full amount of
+poetry. And certainly there was a subtle quality in Carry, well worthy
+of appreciation, a faculty of charming and being charmed, of giving
+and taking, of free and easiness, coupled with ladylike reserve. She
+seemed to be born with the intuitive knowledge that there was only one
+life worth living, that of the Bohemian, and to be at the same time
+well protected by a pretty reluctance to admit as much. In fact, to
+give a correct idea of her I need but say her soul was steeped in the
+very essence of Trilbyism. Having got to Carry's soul, it may not be
+inappropriate to say something also about her looks; but to describe
+good looks is, as we all know, deliberately to court failure; far
+better request every man to conjure up his own type of beauty and he
+will be sure to be interested in the picture he evolves. That man will
+be nearest the truth whose young lady has a rich crop of brown curly
+hair, very blue inquisitive eyes, and a figure of peculiar elasticity.
+
+Octavie L., dite Carry, was the daughter of an organist who had held
+a good position at one of the principal churches of Malines. When he
+died he left but a small inheritance to his widow; with what she could
+realise, she purchased the goodwill of a small tobacconist's store
+and set up in business. Neither the mother nor the daughter had much
+previous knowledge of the concern they had started, and they were
+consequently not very discriminating in the selection of their brands;
+but what was lacking in connoisseurship was fully made up for by
+Mrs. L.'s obliging manners and by Octavie's blue eyes. These had
+been steadily gaining in expression since she first opened them
+about seventeen years back. Customers soon came in, and for a time
+the little business was as flourishing as anything could well be in
+Malines. The average citizen of so ecclesiastically conservative, and
+hereditarily stationary a city could hardly be expected to encourage
+a new venture of the kind. Still even there there were some young men
+about town, a sort of "jeunesse dore", not of 18-carat gold perhaps,
+but a "jeunesse" quite equal to the pleasant task of buzzing around
+the fair tobacconist. Mrs. L. did her share of chaperoning; du Maurier
+and I supplied the rest, and watched over her with chivalrous, if not
+quite disinterested devotion. We differed in every respect from the
+type of the young man of the period above mentioned; so naturally we
+were bright stars in Carry's firmament; she looked upon us as superior
+beings, and, granting her points of comparison, not without cause;
+du Maurier could draw and I could paint; he could sing and I could
+mesmerise, and couldn't we just both talk beautifully! We neither of
+us encourage hero-worship now, but then we were "bons princes," and
+graciously accepted Carry's homage as due to our superior merits.
+
+[Illustration: "BESHREW THEE, NOBLE SIR RAGGE! LET US TO THE FAIR
+TOBACCONISTE!"]
+
+There are two drawings illustrative of that chivalrous devotion of
+ours. We are galloping along on our noble steeds, richly attired, as
+true knights and good should be when they go to pay homage to beauty.
+
+"Beshrew thee, noble Sir Ragge! let us to the fair tobacconiste!"
+
+[Illustration: "SALUT A LA GENTE ET ACCORTE PUCELLE!"]
+
+"Aye! Gentle Sir Bobtaile! By my halidome, she's passing fair."
+
+The second drawing shows our "Salut a la Gente et accorte pucelle!"
+and the winning smile with which Carry would receive us.
+
+Mesmerism, or, as the fashion of to-day calls it, Hypnotism, formed
+so frequent a topic of conversation and speculation between du Maurier
+and myself, that it takes a very prominent place in my recollections.
+
+In Paris I had had opportunities of attending some most interesting
+seances, in consequence of which I soon proceeded to investigate the
+mesmeric phenomena on my own account. Now I have not touched the fluid
+for some thirty years; I swore off because it was taking too much
+out of me; but I look back with pleasure on my earlier experiments,
+successes I may say, for I was fortunate enough to come across several
+exceptional subjects. Du Maurier was particularly interested in one of
+these, Virginie Marsaudon, and had a way of putting puzzling questions
+concerning her faculties and my mesmeric influence. Virginie was
+a "femme de menage" of the true Parisian type, a devoted elderly
+creature, a sort of cross between a charwoman and a housekeeper. I was
+not yet eighteen when I first went to Paris, to study under my cousin,
+the eminent painter, Henri Lehmann. At his studio I found Virginie
+installed as the presiding genius of the establishment, using in
+turn broom or tub, needle, grill or frying-pan as the occasion might
+require; the wide range of her powers I further extended by making a
+truly remarkable mesmeric subject of her. My debut in Paris was that
+of the somewhat bewildered foreigner, speaking but very indifferent
+French, and she had from the first done what she could to make me feel
+at home in the strange city, treating me with truly motherly care
+and devotion. How completely she took possession of me, is shown by a
+passage in a letter she wrote when I was ill in Leipsic, where I had
+gone on a visit to my parents. After expressing her anxiety and her
+regret at not being there to nurse me, she emphatically says:--"Je
+rends Madame, votre mere, responsable de votre sante" (I make Madame,
+your mother, responsible for your health). It needed but little to
+lead her on from a state of docile and genial dependence to one of
+unconscious mesmeric subjection, and so, a few passes shaping her
+course, I willed her across the boundary line that separates us from
+the unknown, a line which, thanks to science, is daily being extended.
+Madame veuve Marsaudon was herself an incorrigible disbeliever in the
+phenomena of mesmerism, but as a subject her faculties were such as to
+surprise and convert many a scoffer.
+
+At the seances, to which I invited my friends and a few scientific
+outsiders, I always courted the fullest investigation, taking it as
+the first duty of the mesmerist to show cause why he should not be
+put down as a charlatan. So we had tests and counter-tests, evidence
+and counter-evidence; there were doctors to feel the pulse and to
+scrutinise the rigidity of the muscles, experts to propound scientific
+ifs and buts, and wiseacres generally to put spokes in the wheel of
+progress, as is their playful way, wherever they find that wheel
+in motion. It was doubly satisfactory, then, that the good faith of
+subject and mesmerist could be conclusively proved.
+
+One of these seances led to a rather amusing incident. One night I
+was awakened from first slumbers by a sharp ring at my bell, and when,
+after some parleying, I opened the door, I found myself confronted
+by two individuals. One I recognised as an "inquirer" who had been
+brought to my rooms some time previously; the other was a lad I
+had not seen before. The inquirer, I ascertained, having carefully
+watched my _modus operandi_ on the occasion of his visit, had next
+tried experiments of his own. In this instance he had succeeded in
+mesmerising a lad, but had found it impossible to recall him to his
+normal condition. So, securing him by a leather strap fastened round
+his waist, he led him through the streets of Paris to my rooms.
+There we both tried our powers upon him, the result being very
+unsatisfactory. The youth, feeling himself freed from one operator and
+not subjected by the other, refused allegiance to either, and, being
+of a pugnacious temperament, he squared up and commenced striking
+out at both of us. It was not without considerable difficulty that I
+re-mesmerised him completely, and then, having previously prepared his
+mind to account naturally for his presence in my rooms, I succeeded in
+awakening him, and all ended happily. The inquirer was duly grateful,
+the youth went home strapless and none the worse for the adventure,
+and I proceeded to do some very sound sleeping on my own account.
+
+I would say more of my seances and all the recollections they evoke,
+were I not impatient to get back to du Maurier and to Malines. Once on
+the experiences of those days, I have much to relate--pros and cons,
+if you please, for that subtle magnetic fluid, which, without physical
+contact, one human being can transmit to another, is a ticklish one
+to handle. I cannot pack my pen, though, and take train of thought to
+the Belgian city without mentioning my friend Allonge, the well-known
+French artist, then a fellow-student of mine at the Ecole des Beaux
+Arts. A chance contact of our knees as we sat closely packed with some
+sixty other students put me on the track of a new subject, perhaps the
+most interesting one it was ever my good fortune to come across. But
+of him another time.
+
+Using the privilege of a mesmerist, I elect to will the reader--that
+is, if natural slumber has not ere this put him beyond my
+control--across the frontier, into the back parlour of Mrs. L.'s
+tobacco store. There I am operating on a boy--such a stupid little
+Flemish boy that no amount of fluid could ever make him clever. How I
+came to treat him to passes I don't remember; probably I used him as
+an object-lesson to amuse Carry. All I recollect is that I gave him
+a key to hold, and made him believe that it was red-hot and burnt
+his fingers, or that it was a piece of pudding to be eaten presently,
+thereby making him howl and grin alternately.
+
+In the middle of our seance Carry is called away by a customer, one
+of the swells of Malines much addicted to a poetical expression of his
+admiration for the fair sex in general and for Carry in particular.
+Greatly to our edification, she was pleased to improve the occasion by
+leading him on, within our hearing, to make what is commonly called a
+fool of himself. The pleasant incident is recorded in the accompanying
+sketch.
+
+But mesmerism meant more than incidental amusement or even scientific
+experiment to us in those Antwerp and Malines days. When one stands
+on the threshold of a world of mysteries one cannot but long to bridge
+over the chasm that separates one from the gods, the fairies, or
+the fiends. To be sure, we should have been glad if we could have
+got "light, more light" thrown on our steps, but, failing that, we
+tried to find our way as best we could in the mist. We loved that
+never-attainable Will-o'-the-Wisp, "Truth," for its own dear Bohemian
+sake; so, guided by Fancy and Fantasy, we made frequent inroads into
+the boundless land where unknown forces pick up our poor dear little
+conception of the Impossible, and use it as the starting-point of
+never-to-be-exhausted possibilities.
+
+[Illustration: A MESMERIC SEANCE IN MRS. L.'S BACK PARLOUR.]
+
+Such a land was particularly well suited to the state of our
+outward-bound minds and our excelsior appetites. It was on one or
+the other of these excursions, I feel confident, that du Maurier
+was inoculated with the germs that were eventually to develop into
+Trilbyism and Svengalism. No wonder, then, if in more than one of
+his letters and sketches the future delineator of those characters
+embodies bold dreams and fancies, or if on one occasion he depicts
+himself, with fixed gaze and hair erect, sitting bolt upright on my
+hospitable sofa, thrilled and overawed by the midnight presence of the
+uncanny, which I had evoked for his benefit.
+
+"Yes, governor, it's all very well to ask a nervous fellow to Antwerp
+and amuse him and make him ever so jolly and comfortable--But why,
+when the bleak November wind sobs against the lattice and disturbs the
+dead ashes in the grate, when everything is damned queer and dark,
+and that sort of thing, you know--why should you make nervous fellows'
+flesh creep by talk about mesmerism, and dead fellows coming to see
+live fellows before dying, and the Lord knows what else? Why, Gad!
+it's horrid!"
+
+[Illustration: THE MIDNIGHT PRESENCE OF THE UNCANNY.]
+
+My rooms in Antwerp were the scene of many a festive gathering. We
+always spoke of them in the plural; it sounded better, but in reality
+there was only one room with two small alcoves. Studies and sketches
+covered the walls or littered the floor, and the genial figure of a
+skeleton, in very perfect condition, stood in the corner by the piano.
+At first it came with a view to instructing me in the Science of
+Anatomy, but soon, putting aside any didactic pretensions, my bony
+professor became quite a companion and friend; it was thus natural
+that on those occasions when guests had been convened to my rooms,
+he would take a leading part, generally appearing gracefully draped
+and appropriately illuminated, and thus forming a fitting background
+to the gay proceedings of the evening. We had music, recitation,
+and acting, mostly of an improvised, homemade character. The sounds
+thereof were not confined, however, to the narrow limits of home, but
+spread far beyond it, a fact which the neighbours, I am sure, would
+have been at any time ready most emphatically to attest.
+
+In justice to myself I may say that I was primarily answerable for the
+magnitude of the sound waves, but I am bound to add that my example
+was followed and even improved upon by the more lung-gifted of
+my companions. Amongst the milder forms of entertainment was my
+impersonation of Rachel. That grand actress I had often seen in Paris,
+and had, more than once, shivered in my shoes as she annihilated the
+Tyrant, pouring forth the vials of her wrath and indignation in the
+classical language of Racine and Corneille. With those accents still
+ringing in my ears I came to Antwerp, and there, when surrounded by
+sympathetic friends, the spirit would sometimes move me, and I would
+feel--excuse the conceit of youth--as if I too could have been a
+great female Tragedian, had Fate not otherwise disposed of me. In
+such moments I would seize the blade of the paper-knife, and use the
+blood of the beet-root, drape myself in the classical folds of the
+bed-sheet, and go for the Tyrant, hissing fearful hexameters of scorn
+and vituperation into his ears, and usually winding up with a pose so
+magnificently triumphant that it would bring down any house which was
+not of the most solid construction.
+
+Another time the cushion yonder would be my child--the orthodox
+long-lost one--"It is!--It is not!--It is!--Let me clasp it to my
+other cushion!" "Toi mon fils cheri. Ange de mon enfer, douleur de mes
+loisirs!"
+
+[Illustration: FELIX LOOKS VERY SEEDY AFTER HIS BIRTHDAY.]
+
+The celebration of one of my birthdays was an event rescued from
+oblivion by du Maurier's pencil. He illustrates our lively doings
+on that day and my appearance the next morning. "Felix's mamma," he
+says, "had worked a very pretty cap for Felix, and Felix had it on the
+morning after his birthday, and Felix found that though the cap was
+very pretty, it made him look very seedy."
+
+[Illustration: "RACHEL" AND FRIENDS CELEBRATE BOBTAIL'S BIRTHDAY.]
+
+In the other drawing he gives striking likenesses of the friends
+assembled to celebrate the festive occasion. They had come together
+in the evening, much in the same spirit that had led them under my
+windows in the morning, with a brass band and an enormous bouquet of
+cabbages, carrots, and cauliflowers. There, on the left, is Van Lerius
+with his hands in his pockets, next to him du Maurier; then Heyermans,
+Bource, and all the other chums, and, though last not least, the proud
+bearer of the steaming punch-bowl. What a set of jolly good fellows!
+It is quite a pleasure to pore over the sketch and contemplate du
+Maurier's phiz, expressing his unbounded capacity of enjoyment. I can
+see him taking points that fell flat with the other fellows. Quite
+a pleasure, too, to think of Huysmans' big nose and Van Lerius' bald
+head, of the tall and the short, of spindle shanks and chubby face.
+
+Where are they all now? Some thirty-five years have elapsed, and
+the whirligig of time has been revolving with unfailing regularity,
+dropping us here and there, as caprice dictated, some to stand, some
+to fall. What has become of the threads of friendship, picked up at
+the studio or the cafe, perhaps whilst puzzling over the chess-board,
+or when harmonising in four-part song? Golden threads; some destined
+to be spun out and to become solidly intertwined; others to be
+hopelessly entangled or cruelly snapped asunder by the inexorable
+Fates. Where shall I find them now, those friends and boon companions
+of my Bohemian days? Here, there, and everywhere--perhaps nowhere!
+Some I see trotting briskly along the high-road of life, others
+dragging wearily through its tangled bypaths. Yet again others resting
+under a big, cold stone that bears an inscription and a couple of
+dates, fixed just above their heads.
+
+
+
+
+II.
+
+
+I well remember a certain "barriere" that protected the level crossing
+just outside the Malines Station. It was but an ordinary piece of
+hinged timber, but we, that is, du Maurier and I, can never forget it;
+for, as we stood by its side we vowed that come what might, we would
+never travel along that line and past the old gate without recalling
+that summer evening and re-thinking the thoughts of our early days.
+
+It was also there, one evening, that we adopted our
+never-to-be-forgotten aliases--Rag and Bobtail. We had chanced upon a
+chum of ours named Sprenk lounging across that old barriere, and some
+fortuitous circumstance having revealed the fact that his initials
+were T.A.G., we forthwith dubbed him Tag. Out of that very naturally
+grew the further development: Rag, Tag, and Bobtail.
+
+T.A.G. was an Englishman, strong and hearty and considerably taller
+than either of us. That alone would have sufficed to secure him
+the friendship of du Maurier, who ever worshipped at the shrine
+of physical greatness. He loved to look up to the man of
+six-foot-something, or to sit in the shadow of the woman of commanding
+presence, his appreciation of size culminating in the love of "Chang,"
+that dog of dogs, whom we have all learnt to admire, as we followed
+his career through the volumes of the immortal Weekly, presided over
+by Toby and his master.
+
+I somehow associate Tag with whisky and water; not that he took it
+much or often, but he gave one the impression that whatever others
+might do when amongst the benighted foreigner, he, for one, would not
+let a good old English custom drop into disuse. Looking at Tag one
+intuitively felt that his father before him had taken his moderate
+glass of W. and W., and that, if he married and had sons, they would
+do likewise. I do not think that he was particularly fond of art
+or artists, unless inasmuch as they were brother Bohemians. He was
+engaged, or, at least, he was generally just about to be engaged, in
+some business, and whilst waiting for the opportune moment to commence
+operations, he would settle down to an expectant present. The golden
+opportunity he was looking for was plainly visible on his horizon, but
+it had a way of remaining stationary, and as it was contrary to Tag's
+nature to move unless under great pressure, the two never met.
+
+In the meanwhile Tag was one of our trio of chums; he was a good deal
+with us when we were out and about, bent on storming the world, or
+climbing Parnassus; we did the climbing, he the looking on, the parts
+thus being distributed to our mutual satisfaction. He was always
+pleasantly acquiescent, and had the rare gift of making himself
+useless agreeably; a common bond of interest we had in the Colorado
+claro and oscuro, whether the fair or dark, applied to the friendly
+weed or the still more friendly fair sex.
+
+He describes himself pretty correctly in a letter he wrote to us from
+Paris, when he says:--
+
+ "Since my arrival here my notes of what I have to do represent
+ what I have not done, and if it be true that the infernal
+ regions are paved with good intentions, I shall be received
+ on my arrival by a deputation of souls to thank me for my
+ contribution to the pavement."
+
+[Illustration: RAG.]
+
+[Illustration: BOBTAIL.]
+
+There are sketches in which Tag's eloquence is confined to one
+exclamation, "Matilda!" But whether that name was coupled with present
+felicity or future hopes I do not recollect. But du Maurier's lines
+describe him and our chumship much better than any words of mine could
+do. He says:--
+
+"To BOBTAIL.
+
+ Oh, fortunatos nimium, sua si bona norint
+ All lazy beggars like me--"
+
+ "In the sunshine of April, the April of life,
+ You and I and our Tag make three;
+ And few will deny that for such close chums
+ A queer set of fellows are we.
+
+ For I walk slowly, and you walk fast,
+ And Tag lies down (not to fall);
+ _You_ think of the Present, _I_ think of the Past,
+ And Tag thinks of nothing at all.
+
+ Yet who shall be lucky, and who shall be rich?
+ Whether both, neither, one, or all three;
+ Is a mystery which, Dame Fortune, the witch,
+ Tells neither Tag, Bobtail, or me!
+
+(RAG)."
+
+The portraits of Rag and Bobtail head the page. A space was left for
+Tag's, but never filled.
+
+_Apropos_ of plans and prospects on Tag's distant horizon, I find a
+passage in one of his letters, dated November, 1857, which is well
+worth recording. I quote it to give myself and my fellow Europeans an
+opportunity of rejoicing that Tag's scheme belonged to those that were
+not to be realised. It runs thus:--
+
+ "As du Maurier's eye, though better, will, most probably,
+ not allow him to resume his profession as a painter, we have
+ determined to try our fortune together in Australia, and
+ mean to start from here early in February. He hopes to obtain
+ employment by drawing sketches, caricatures, &c., for the
+ Melbourne _Punch_, and other illustrated papers. You know how
+ eminently suited he is for that kind of work, and we hear that
+ an artist of talent of that description is much wanted out
+ there, and would be sure to do exceedingly well. I, of course,
+ do not intend to start in that line, but hope to be able to
+ support myself for the first few years, after which I shall
+ establish myself in business on my own account, and I trust,
+ with luck, I may return home in the course of from ten to
+ fifteen years, if not with immense riches, at all events with
+ enough to enable me to pass the remainder of my 'old age' in
+ peace and comfort."
+
+[Illustration: "WHAT THE DEUCE AM I TO DO WITH THIS CONFOUNDED ROPE?
+HANG MYSELF, I WONDER."]
+
+Did Tag ever go, I wonder? Did he come back, and has he perhaps
+been enjoying his "old age" somewhere over here for the last thirty
+years?--I wish you would say what _has_ become of you, my dear Tag.
+I'm sure we should be chums again, if you're anything like the dear
+old stick-in-the-mud of former days! Don't you recollect that sketch
+of Rag's? I had nearly forgotten to mention it, the one with the three
+ropes of life. I am climbing ahead with fiendish energy. Rag follows,
+steadily ascending, weighted as he is with a treasure, a box marked
+"Mrs. Rag, with care," and your noble form is squatting on the floor,
+a glass of the best blend at your feet, and a cigar you are enjoying
+from which rises the legend that makes you say, "What the deuce am I
+to do with this confounded rope? Hang myself, I wonder?" Nonsense, to
+be sure; but do come and tell me what you _have_ done with the rope,
+or say where I can find you still squatting.
+
+That music of a certain spontaneous kind, the music within us which we
+were ever longing to bring to the surface, was a bond of union between
+du Maurier and myself, I have already mentioned; but that bond was to
+be greatly strengthened by the music that great musicians on more than
+one occasion lavished on us. First came Louis Brassin, the pianist. He
+had studied under Moscheles at the Conservatorio of Leipsic, the city
+of Bach and Mendelssohn fame; and there, from the days of his boyhood,
+he had belonged to the little circle of intimates who frequently
+gathered around the master at his house.
+
+When, a few years later, he came to Belgium on a concert tour, he and
+I found no difficulty in taking up the old friendship contracted in my
+father's house, just where we had left it. The boy had become the man,
+the student had developed into the artist and thorough musician. He
+was the boonest of boon companions, and his jokes were so broad that
+they often reminded one, in their crudeness and their rudeness, of
+certain passages in Mozart's early letters. To say that he spoke
+French with a German accent a la Svengali would be putting it very
+mildly; Teutonic gutturals would most unceremoniously invade the
+sister language; d's and t's, b's and p's would ever change places, as
+they are made to do in some parts of the Fatherland. With all that,
+he rejoiced in a delightful fluency of speech, conveying quaint and
+original thought. There was something decidedly interesting about
+Brassin's looks, but his figure gave one the impression of having been
+very carelessly put together; when he walked his head went back on his
+shoulders, and his hat went back on his head; his long arms dangled,
+pendulum-like, by his sides, while his lanky legs, dragging along
+anyhow, were ever lagging behind one another. But when he opened the
+piano and put hands and feet to keys and pedal, he was not the same
+individual. He would turn on nerve and muscle-power, and would hurl
+avalanches of music and torrents of notes at his audience till he, in
+his turn, was overwhelmed with thunders of applause. And those were
+the days, we must remember, when but few men could play at a greater
+rate than twenty to twenty-five miles an hour; when grand pianos were
+not yet ironclad and armour-plated, or had learnt proudly to display
+the maker's name on their broadside when they went forth to do battle
+on the concert field.
+
+[Illustration: COFFEE AND BRASSIN IN BOBTAIL'S ROOMS.]
+
+Brassin used to draw inane caricatures of himself, which he would
+present to us with a triumphant laugh of immoderate calibre. I have
+preserved some of these, but decidedly prefer du Maurier's rendering
+of our common friend. In the accompanying drawing he shows him at the
+piano, entertaining us on "A rainy day."
+
+"Ah! Felix, amico mio," he says, "may thy room be always as jolly,
+thy coffee be ever so sweet, as on that happy morning! May Brassin's
+fingers be ever as brilliant and inspired! May Tag be ever as lazy,
+and with equal satisfaction to himself, and may I never be blinder!
+Amen."
+
+That sketch admirably pourtrays the lankiness and flabbiness of
+Brassin's figure, contrasting as it did with the strength of the wrist
+and the grip of the fingers. He was certainly a fine subject for du
+Maurier, whom I always looked upon as a sort of vivisector of music
+and musicians, of their methods and their moods. A brilliant career
+awaited Louis Brassin, but it was to be suddenly and unexpectedly cut
+off. He died some ten years ago at the age of forty-four.
+
+In 1858 my father came on a visit to Antwerp with my mother and my
+youngest sister, Clara. Wherever my father took up his abode, even
+temporarily, a grand piano would in the natural course of events
+gravitate towards him, and a select circle of art lovers would soon be
+grouped around it. Amongst the friends in the Antwerp circle were--Van
+Lerius, Tadema, Baron Leys, Heyermans, and Bource. My sister at that
+time was a bright and happy creature, not long out of her teens,
+full of hopes--alas! never to be realised, and of talents never to be
+matured. The large dark eyes--they seemed the gift of her godmother,
+the famous Malibran--reflected the artist's soul, and a grand soprano
+voice spoke its powerful language. Du Maurier and she were soon on a
+brother and sisterly footing, and they ever remained so.
+
+[Illustration: CLARA MOSCHELES.]
+
+Of the pleasant evenings we of the circle spent together I recall one
+in particular. My sister had been singing one song after another;
+my father was engaged in an animated conversation with Stefani,
+the pianist, on the relative merits of Mendelssohn and Schumann. Du
+Maurier and I had been sitting at the farther end of the room, talking
+of his eyes. At that time one doctor held out hopes; another, a great
+authority, had considered it his painful duty not to conceal the
+truth from his patient, and had, with much unction and the necessary
+complement of professional phraseology, prepared him for the worst.
+The sight of one eye had gone, that of the other would follow. Those
+were anxious days, both for him and for his friends; but, whatever
+he felt, he could talk about his trouble with perfect equanimity,
+and I often wondered how quietly he took it, and how cheerfully he
+would tell me that he was "fearfully depressed." That evening I had
+been putting the chances of a speedy recovery before him, and making
+predictions based, I am bound to admit, on nothing more substantial
+than my ardent hopes. But du Maurier was too much of a philosopher to
+be satisfied with such encouragement as I could give, and said: "No, I
+had better face the enemy and be prepared for the worst. If it comes,
+you see, my dear fellow, there is Nature's law of compensation, and
+I firmly believe that one cannot lose one faculty without being
+compensated by some great gain elsewhere. I suppose one gets to see
+more inside as things grow darker outside. If one can't paint, one
+must do something else--write perhaps; that is, as long as one can,
+and then, if the steam accumulates, and one wants a safety valve to
+let it off, dictate." Happily, to this day he writes, and need not
+have recourse to dictation.
+
+When we joined our friends we found Van Lerius and Heyermans had been
+pressed into the service, and were making sketches for my sister's
+album. Du Maurier took up a pencil, and, with a few characteristic
+touches, drew that sister's eyes. "Quand je les vois," he wrote
+underneath, "j'oublie les miens. (Reflexion d'un futur aveugle.) When
+I see them I forget my own. (Reflections of a man going blind.)"
+
+Soon the main business of the evening was resumed. Was it Beethoven's
+sonata for piano and violin, or a mighty improvisation on classical
+themes that came first? I do not recollect; but I remember that du
+Maurier's rendering of Balfe's "When other lips and other hearts,"
+with my scratch accompaniment, was warmly greeted by all lips and
+hearts present.
+
+When these pleasant evenings had come to an end, the friendly
+intercourse was not allowed to drop, and so a number of sketches by
+her new friends found their way into Miss Clara's album.
+
+In the following winter, when I left on a short visit to Leipsic, he
+sent her a few lines through me. I quote from his letter because
+the wording is peculiar, and illustrates his capacity for expressing
+himself in a language that he had to evolve from his inner
+consciousness:--
+
+"Herr Rag schickt zu Fraeulein Moscheles _sein_ empfehlung und _ihren_
+bruder; es wird hoeflicht gebeten das sie wird die sach reciprokiren,
+und in fuenftzen daegen _ihr_ empfehlung und _seinen_ freund zuruck
+schicken."
+
+For the benefit of those whose inner consciousness is not in touch
+with the above, I give the English version:--
+
+"Mr. Rag sends _his_ greeting and _her_ brother to Miss Moscheles, and
+kindly requests her to reciprocate the proceeding in a fortnight by
+returning _her_ greeting and _his_ friend."
+
+[Illustration: "HERR RAG SCHICKT ZU FRAeULEIN MOSCHELES SEIN EMPFEHLUNG
+UND IHREN BRUDER."]
+
+[Illustration: LIX.]
+
+When I think how easily and spontaneously such sketches dropped from
+his pen, I am reminded of a passage in one of Mendelssohn's letters to
+my mother; he sends her the _Mailied_ and says: "This morning a song
+came to me. I really must write it down for you." So, too, from the
+first the pen-and-ink compositions came to du Maurier. His talent
+manifested itself not only in a desire to illustrate this or that
+incident or adventure, but also in his inexhaustible capacity for
+making something out of nothing, and as the nothing was never lacking,
+he might well say: "Dear Bobtail, I will never write without sending
+my compliments to thine album." His rendering of "Cher Lix," for
+instance, takes the shape of a graceful monogram, or diplogram, or
+whatever I ought to call a combination of our two profiles and my
+name.
+
+[Illustration]
+
+He starts a short missive with a sketch of himself seated in his
+trunk, pipe in mouth, and says: "Dear Bobtail, I write to you out of
+sheer idleness, so as to have an excuse not to pack up for the next
+half-hour." Or he draws himself looking over my shoulder whilst I am
+writing to my sister and puts the supposed context of my letter:--
+
+[Illustration: AN INDISCREET FELLOW LOOKING OVER MY ----]
+
+"Bobtail writes (in German of course):
+
+"I won't write any more, for there's an indiscreet fellow looking over
+my ----"
+
+"_Rag_. It's not true, I swear. (For Miss Clara.)"
+
+[Illustration: DU MAURIER AT WORK AGAIN.]
+
+Another time he wants me to send him some brushes and various other
+painting materials he enumerates: "Oh, and a little thing like this
+for oil to do the thing cheesy." He depicts himself quite elated; his
+eyes seemed so much better that he had once more resumed work in the
+studio of his friend Goyers. "Gruss from maternal and self," he ends;
+"ganz hertzlich; come soon, or write soon, or do something soon, hang
+it.--Thy RAG, jusqu' a la mort."
+
+[Illustration: "CLAUDIUS FELIX ET PUBLIUS BUSSO, CUM CENTURIONE
+GUIDORUM, AUDIENTES JUVENES CONSERVATORIONI."]
+
+Monsieur Staps, Sous-Chef of the "Guides," the best military band in
+Brussels, was a friend of ours. He had invited us to one of the famous
+Concerts du Conservatoire, a treat in anticipation of which du Maurier
+at once takes to the pen, and shows us in classical garments and
+dignified attitudes listening to the "young men of the Conservatorio."
+"Sketch represents," he says "Claudius Felix et Publius Busso, cum
+centurione Guidorum, audientes juvenes Conservatorioni, A.D. CCLVIII."
+The "Busso" derived from his full name--George Louis Palmella Busson
+du Maurier.
+
+In striking contrast with the last drawing is the next. Here we are
+decidedly anything but conventional in our attire, as he depicts us
+in "Double-bedded room, Brussels. Time 11 a.m. (train starts 11.20).
+Bobtail's face being rather smutty, he washes it, and Rag's boots
+being rather tight, he puts them on at leisure, during which process
+he has time to smoke three pipes. _Bobtail_. Bub-bub-bub-bub ... whew
+... pouf!... _Rag_. How many?"
+
+[Illustration]
+
+A favourite theme of his was his supposed inability to shine on
+occasions when I had introduced him to friends of mine, and was
+particularly anxious to show him off to advantage, and then, again,
+the unrelenting fate that would swiftly overtake him if he ventured
+to put himself forward. I need not say that the inability and the
+discomfiture existed only in his imagination, for in all circles he
+was ever appreciated and admired. But he would have it otherwise, and
+pourtrays us side by side with the legend--
+
+[Illustration: "The height of enjoyment. Rag thinking of his eyes, in
+a pair of tight boots, with Bobtail whispering: 'Say something clever,
+you stupid muff!'"]
+
+Another drawing shows what happened when for once in a way he presumed
+to accept the homages of the fair.
+
+"One fine morninge, earlie, at ye Cafe de la Plage, Blankenberghe, ye
+celebrated Rag, deeming himself alone, treateth himself to a private
+performance of ye Padre furioso e figlia infelice, in imitatione of
+his illustrious friende, Felix Bobtailo. Presentlie a voice exclaimeth
+behind him, 'Monsieur, permettez moi de vous feliciter,' and a ladie
+politelie maketh him complimente on his talente. Rag replieth that
+she must not be surprised thereat, as hys life has been spent among
+ye great musicians, and that therefore he can scarcelie helpe being a
+consummate musician himselfe. Shortly after as he lighteth hys cigarre
+at ye barre, he enquireth bumptiously, 'Who might that good ladie be?'
+'She is the prima-donna of the Munich Opera, Monsieur.' Whereupon ye
+soul of ye humiliated Rag sinketh into hys bootes, and he retireth for
+ever under a perpetual extinguisher.
+
+"Ye hero of ye above unfortunate adventure presenteth hys compliments
+to Miss Clara Moscheles, and beggeth she will deigne to accepte
+ye sketche in acknowledgment of ye last box of 'acidulated
+lemon-flavoured droppes' entrusted to her brother's care (need he
+remark that they have not yet reached their destination).
+
+"Miss Clara is invited to observe how cunninglie ye profile of Rag is
+made to imitate that of her talented brother."
+
+[Illustration: YE CELEBRATED RAG TREATETH HIMSELF TO A PRIVATE
+PERFORMANCE OF YE PADRE FURIOSO E FIGLIA INFELICE.]
+
+Du Maurier's stay in Blankenberghe was but short. He soon went to
+Duesseldorf to put himself under the treatment of a famous oculist,
+Hofrath de Leeuwe, who resided not far from there at Graefrath. He
+wrote, in high spirits: "Spent yesterday in Graefrath; jolly place,
+lots of beauties, plenty of singing and sketching and that sort of
+thing, you know. Long walks in beautiful valleys, most delightful. The
+fact is, I'm so beastly merry since I've been here that I don't think
+I'm quite sane, and altogether only want your periodical visits and
+permission to have my fling on Saturday nights to be in heaven. Doctor
+says he'll do me good; have to go to Graefrath once a week. Ca me bote
+joliment. Good-bye, my old. Thine ever
+
+[Illustration]
+
+He had met some old acquaintances and fraternised with some English
+and American artists, had got into the swim of Graefrath society, such
+as it was, and was soon placed on a pedestal, whilst sundry beauties
+sat at his feet and, to the best of my belief, sighed. "They all want
+me to make etchings of the little can-cans and lick-spittlings going
+on here. Splendid study; shall think about it. Carry novel, of course,
+adjourned _sine die_; haven't got time just now--you know what a
+fellow I am. Just got her letter; very naive and amusing--but don't
+tell her so, or else she will pose for that and spoil it. Here is a
+little drawing for you. Do all honour to it, since it has met with a
+little ovation here."
+
+[Illustration: AT THE HOFRATH'S DOOR.
+
+"SHE. REALLY I DON'T SEE THE SLIGHTEST MOTE IN YOUR EYES."
+
+"HE. NO, BUT I CAN SEE THE BEAMS IN YOURS."]
+
+He calls it "a new adaptation from the New Testament." He and a
+charming "she" sit waiting their turn at the Hofrath's door. _He_
+is looking into her eyes and _she_ into his. "Really I don't see the
+slightest mote in your eyes," says she. "No, but I can see the beams
+in yours," he replies.
+
+[Illustration: "I SAY, GOVERNOR, MIND YOU DON'T GASH HIS THROAT AS YOU
+DID THAT POOR OLD SPANIARD'S!"]
+
+Did du Maurier ever attempt to shave anybody, I wonder? According
+to one of the sketches he sent me from Duesseldorf he did, and was so
+engaged on a blind man Kennedy, when a Captain Marius comes on the
+scene and says, in discreet whisper and with much concern, "I say,
+governor, mind you don't gash his throat as you did that poor old
+Spaniard's! (_Out loud_) How d'ye do, Kennedy?"
+
+The same Mr. Kennedy figures once more, when, unaware of the presence
+of the captain, he discreetly informs the professor that Captain
+Marius Blueblast "is na' but a sinfu' blackguard."
+
+[Illustration: MR. KENNEDY, WHO IS QUITE BLIND, DISCREETLY INFORMS
+THE PROFESSOR THAT CAPTAIN MARIUS BLUEBLAST "IS NA BUT A SINFU'
+BLACKGUARD."]
+
+[Illustration]
+
+A portrait he drew of the doctor was a great success. "I have done the
+old cock's portrait stunningly," he says; "nine crosses of the Legion
+of Honour, &c. Not a sou into my pocket; all for poor-box. Fancy a
+fellow like me making presents to the poor-box (_vide_ sketch)! But as
+the portrait will be very much spilt about (_repandu_), I may fish a
+stray order or two. I have followed your advice for a whole week and
+done a magnificent Framboisy. Shall not attempt to go on until you
+are here to give me another stirring-up. Am going to Antwerp next week
+(always am). Shall you be moving too? Journey together--great fun.
+Take care of my purse and passport, and see my trunks are locked."
+
+[Illustration: MEETING IN DUeSSELDORF. WE SAT INTO THE SMALL HOURS OF
+THE MORNING, TALKING OF THE PAST, PRESENT, AND FUTURE.]
+
+[Illustration: SCENE FROM MACPHERSON'S OSSIAN:--
+
+ "Dark was the sun! Heavy the clouds on the cliffs of Oithona--when
+ the fair-headed son of the Maurialva crossed his claymore with
+ the stern dark-browed Bobthailva and swore friendship on the names
+ of Carry and Damask."]
+
+I was moving, and as du Maurier kept on being about to go to Antwerp,
+I went to pay him a flying visit at Duesseldorf on my way to Paris. We
+sat into the small hours of the morning (as he depicts us), talking
+of the past, present, and future, a long-necked Rhine-wine bottle and
+two green glasses beside us, our hopes and aspirations rising with
+the cloud that curled from my ever-glowing cigar. We talked till
+his fertile imagination took us across the sea, and "Ragmar of the
+Maurialva and Bobthailva, the son of Moscheles, swore eternal amity on
+their native heath."
+
+Damask was another beauty whom we appreciated, perhaps all the more
+because we knew she was dying of consumption.
+
+ * * * * *
+
+In Paris I was probably absorbed in some work I had in hand and must
+have neglected du Maurier, for he writes urging me to answer by return
+of post and give an account of myself. He had been visited, he says,
+by an alarming nightmare, which he forthwith sketches for my benefit.
+Carry, the Circe, had captured the lion. The noble beast--that was
+me--had succumbed to the wiles of the enchantress, and submitted
+tamely to being combed and brushed and to having his claws clipped
+by her hand. Like birds of a feather, so do lions of a name,
+flock together. And so another noble beast--that was he--is seen
+approaching, presumably to claim his share of the combing and clipping
+and of whatever other favours may be forthcoming.
+
+[Illustration]
+
+[Illustration]
+
+Another time when, I suppose, I was again letting him wait for an
+answer, he writes from Duesseldorf: "DEAR BOBTAIL,--Est-ce que tu
+te donnes le genre de m'oublier par hazard? I have been expecting a
+letter from you every day, running thus: 'DEAR RAG,--Come to Paris
+_immediately_, to illustrate thirty-six periodical papers which I have
+got for you. In haste, Bobtail.' My old pal, Tom Armstrong, is here,
+working hard; eyes the same as ever. Write soon and tell all about
+that portrait. Duesseldorf rencontre was jolly." The letter is headed
+by a drawing representing me soaring heavenwards, whilst he, chained
+to the spot, is philosophically consulting the cards on his prospects
+of release.
+
+[Illustration] Then comes a postscript: "Going in for this sort of
+thing."
+
+[Illustration]
+
+"Will you come old fellow and be
+
+[Illustration]
+
+I suppose I answered saying that I only put off writing till I had
+mustered the full complement of periodicals. If I was in a prophetic
+mood I may have added that it was all right, and that very shortly
+thirty-six editors would be clamouring for his work, and perhaps
+thirty-six States hallooing for him to come over _immediately_. Hoping
+to be punch'd at an early date, I probably remained his, &c., &c.
+
+The early date came, for, before his final return to England, we met
+once more in Antwerp and Malines. And that takes me back to Carry.
+She was changed to her advantage, so, at least, the world of Malines
+thought. We were not quite so sure that the change would prove
+altogether to her advantage. She had been quite pretty enough before,
+and we thought she could well have done without developing further
+physical attractions. She had always known how to use her eyes, not
+unfrequently shedding their beneficent light on two persons at the
+same time, and we considered that that number should not be exceeded.
+But now their activity seemed daily increasing, and it was not without
+concern that we noticed in her a certain restlessness and a growing
+tendency to discuss with the serpent questions relating to the
+acquisition of prohibited apples. After a while, and perhaps in
+consequence of the good advice we gave her, she sobered down and
+surprised us by her docility; but at best her moods were uncertain and
+she puzzled us much.
+
+[Illustration]
+
+"Now, Bobtail," said Rag, as we walked along the sober old streets
+of Malines, discussing the state of Carry's mind and heart. (He has
+omitted the streets, but has put us into our very best mediaeval suit.)
+"Now, Bobtail, what do you think? Is she in love? And if so, with
+whom?"
+
+"She may be, or she may be not," said Bobtail, with oracular
+discretion; "but, if she is, it can only be with one of us. She would
+not waste her sentiment on a native whilst we were within reach."
+
+"But which of us is it?" asked Rag, somewhat alarmed.
+
+"I know not; but I hope neither," answered the oracle thus appealed
+to; "but the state of her mind, I believe, is this: If she were to
+marry you, she would fall in love with me; and if she were to marry
+me, she would fall in love with you."
+
+This dictum must have impressed du Maurier, for it started him on
+a series of drawings, with accompanying text in illustration of it.
+There were to be two volumes. The first, in which I figure as the
+husband, was rapidly produced; the second, in which he was to be the
+husband, never saw the light of day. It was shelved _sine die_, a
+proceeding I always thought particularly unfair, as he never gave _me_
+a chance of being loved. I am compensated, however, by the possession
+of the first volume of the "Noces de Picciola," or "Cari-catures," as
+they are called. On the title-page Bobtail is made to say:--
+
+[Illustration]
+
+ "If Carry were to marry one of us,
+ I'd give thee any odds she would be safe,
+ O Rag, to love the other--"
+
+ (_Shakespere_. "_Two Swells of Antwerp_.")
+
+"Varium et mutabile semper femina," he adds, and his story illustrates
+the truth of the poet's words. His points will be so much better
+understood later on, when some of the problems connected with our
+matrimonial laws have been solved, that it would be a pity to publish
+them prematurely. Suffice it to show how Felix and Georges produced
+the portrait of Picciola. "Felix put all his talent and Georges all
+his good will into it, for, once completed, Picciola was to select
+a husband from the two suitors. After much cogitation she decides
+for Felix, whilst offering her friendship to Georges, who seems but
+moderately satisfied with this arrangement; and then, when husband and
+wife leave for distant countries, Georges, who cannot bear the thought
+of being parted from his dear Picciola, enters the service of the
+young couple and accompanies them on their honeymoon." This mythical
+journey gives the author opportunities for the subtle psychological
+analysis of a young lady's heart, strongly inclined to revolt against
+some of the conventions laid down by Society for its regulation.
+
+[Illustration: PORTRAIT OF PICCIOLA.]
+
+We had fondly hoped we might escort and protect her on the thorny
+path of life, as pertinently shown in the drawing,[3] where we are
+all three going along, our arms and hands fraternally intertwined and
+linked together in perfect symmetry, as if therewith to tie the knot
+of friendship and make it fast for ever and a day.
+
+[Footnote 3: See Frontispiece.]
+
+[Illustration: "ON THEIR HONEYMOON."]
+
+But it was not to be. A big wave intervened to separate us, and swept
+away all traces of the road before us. Poor Carry! Yes, she had a
+story. Sad. Bright. Then sad again. First she gave to Amor what was
+Amor's, and then to Hymen what was Hymen's. She tasted of the apple
+her friend the serpent had told her so much about. Then--"la femme
+a une chute est rare comme le Niagara"--and there are more apples
+than one in the Garden of Eden--she tried another; such a bad one
+unfortunately. It was a wonder it didn't poison her, body and soul,
+but it didn't. There was a moment when the Angel with the flaming
+sword threatened to cast her adrift, and it would have fared badly
+with her had not a helping hand come to save her. But sound as she
+was at the core, and true, she rallied and rose again to new life and
+unhoped-for happiness. It was a young doctor who came to the rescue;
+a mere boy he seemed to look at; but a man he was in deed and word. He
+worked hard and walked fast; he defied convention and challenged fate.
+With a stout heart he laboured to raise Carry to the level of his
+affections, and with a strong hand he tightened his hold upon her. He
+loved her passionately, devotedly, and she, clinging to him as to the
+instrument of her salvation, gradually regained her better self, and,
+slowly but surely, learnt to find in her own heart the greatest of
+treasures that woman can bestow upon man. But he was a Southerner of
+the French meridional type, excitable and impulsive, and, so, alas!
+he was jealous of Carry's northern friends and snapped the thread
+asunder that bound her to them. We only knew, and that we learnt in
+a roundabout way, that she was the happiest little wife in Paris.
+Once, and only once, she wrote to us, to tell us how complete was
+her happiness. A crowning glory had come; a little glory to nurse
+and fondle, to cry over--tears of joy; to smile to--the prettiest,
+foolishest of mother's smiles; to pray for and to worship from the
+bottom of her little blossoming soul. It was not till three years
+later that I was in Paris and succeeded in picking up the thread of
+Carry's story. Hale and hearty, overflowing with health and happiness,
+the young doctor had gone to his work at the hospital. He came
+home blood-poisoned, to die in his wife's arms. It was a case of
+self-sacrifice in the cause of science, of heroic devotion to a
+fellow-creature. And the young widow was left alone again, with none
+to weep over (tears of anguish this time) but the little glory, who,
+poor thing, could only wonder, but not soothe. What can have become
+of Carry once more cast adrift in Paris to fight the battle of life in
+this hard ever love-making world?
+
+We never knew.
+
+Back to England. The time had come when--
+
+ "Who was to be lucky and who to be rich,
+ Who'd get to the top of the tree;
+ Was a mystery which
+ Dame Fortune, the witch,
+ _Was_ to tell du Maurier and me."
+
+[Illustration]
+
+What with the boxing-gloves and one thing and another, he had been
+"getting English again by degrees." In a drawing he shows us how he
+is going through the process arm-in-arm with his old friend, Tom
+Armstrong, now the Art-Director of that very English institution, the
+South Kensington Museum. Armstrong and T.R. Lamont, the man who to
+this day bears such a striking resemblance to our friend the Laird,
+had presented du Maurier with a complete edition of Edgar Allan Poe's
+works. His appreciation of that author is expressed in a letter which
+he addressed to Armstrong, and it needs not much reading between the
+lines to gather what was the literary diet best suited to his taste.
+It is amusing, too, to notice the little shadows cast here and there
+by coming events.
+
+(Billy Barlow was, I really don't know why, for the time being,
+synonymous with George du Maurier.)
+
+ "Gulielmus Barlow, Thomasino Armstrong,
+ Whom we hope is 'gaillardement' getting along
+ And salubrious, ave!
+
+ You'll wonder, I ween,
+ At Barlow's turning topsy-tur--poet I mean.
+ I take odds you'll exclaim, 'twixt a grunt and a stare,
+ 'Gottferdummi' the beggar's gone mad, I declare,
+ And his wits must have followed his 'peeper'--not so;
+ He will give you the wherefore, will William Barlow--
+ Viz: he's so seedy and blue, he's so deucedly triste,
+ He's so d----d out of sorts, he's so d----d out of tune,
+ That for mere consolation he cannot resist
+ The temptation of holding with Tommy commune.
+ Then that _he_ should be bothered alone, isn't fair,
+ So he'll just bother _you_ a bit, pour se distraire,
+ This will partly account for the milk--then the fact is
+ That some heavy swell says that it's deuced good practice,
+ And then it's a natural consequence, too,
+ Of the classical culture he's just been put through.
+ I'll explain: T'other day the maternal did say,
+ 'You are sadly deficient in reading, Bill; nay
+ Do not wrinkle your forehead and turn up your nose
+ (That elegant feature of William Barlow's!)
+ You've read Thackeray, Dickens, I know; but it's fit
+ You should study the _classical_ authors a bit.
+ Heaven knows when your sight will be valid again,
+ You may throw down the pencil and take up the pen,
+ And you cannot have too many strings to your bow.'
+ --'A-a-amen!' says young William to Mrs. Barlow.
+
+ So we're treated (our feelings we needn't define)
+ To a beastly slow book called the 'Fall and Decline'
+ By a fellow called Gibbon, be d----d to him; then
+ Comes the 'Esprit des lois et des moeurs,' from the pen
+ Of a chap hight _Voltaire_--un pedant--qui je crois
+ Ne se fichait pas mal et des moeurs et des lois.
+ After which just to vary the pleasures, _Rousseau_
+ By Emile--no: Emile by _Rousseau_? Gad! I know
+ That which ever it be it's infernally slow,
+ And I'm glad Billy's neither Emile nor Rousseau--
+ Such my fate is to listen to, longing to slope--
+ Then come horrid long epics of Dryden and Pope,
+ Which I mentally swear a big oath I'll confine
+ To the tombs of the Capulets, every line--
+ Not but what the old beggars may do in their way,
+ Gad! Uncommonly fine soporifics are they;
+ But they seem after Tennyson, Shelley, and Poe
+ Just a trifle _too_ Rosy for Billy Barlow--
+ Oh, dear Raggedy, oh!
+ Ulalume and AEnone for William Barlow.
+
+ Erst, they're short. Then they breathe in their mystical tone
+ An essence, a spirit, a draught which alone
+ Can content Billy's lust, for the weird and unknown
+ (Billy's out of his depth) they've an undefined sense
+ Of the infinite 'mersed in their sorrow intense
+ (Billy's sinking! A rope! Some one quick! Damn it! hence
+ That mystical feeling so sweetly profound
+ Which weaves round the senses a spell (Billy's drowned)
+ (Here run for the drags of the Royal Humane!)
+ A mystical feeling, half rapture, half pain,
+ Such as moves in sweet melodies, such as entrances
+ In Chopin's 'Etudes,' and in Schubert's 'Romances.'
+
+ Ah! Chopin's 'Impromptu'! Schubert's 'Serenade'!
+ Have you ever heard these pretty decently played?
+ If you haven't, old fellow, I'll merely observe
+ That a treat most delicious you have in reserve.
+ Lord! How Billy's soul grazes in diggins of clover,
+ While Stefani rapidly fingers them over,
+ Feelingly, fervidly fingers them over.
+ Illusion that enervates! Feverish dream
+ Of excitement magnetic, inspired, supreme,
+ Or despairing dejection, alternate, extreme!
+ Gad! These opium-benumbing performances seem,
+ In their sad wild unresting irregular flow
+ Just expressly concocted for William Barlow.
+ Oh! dear Raggedy, oh!
+ Why, they ravish the heart, sir, of Billy Barlow."
+
+Du Maurier's stay on the Continent had come to a close some time
+before mine, and to that circumstance I owe several letters in which
+he speaks of his first experiences in London. He revelled in the
+metamorphosis he was going through, and illustrated the past and the
+present for my better comprehension. There on one side of the Channel
+he shows the dejected old lion of Malines gnawing his tobaccoless clay
+pipe, and then on the other the noble beast stalking along jauntily
+with tail erect and havannah alight. He wrote in high spirits:--
+
+[Illustration]
+
+ "DEAR BOBTAIL,--I need not tell you how very jolly it was to
+ get your letter and to hear good news of you. My reason for
+ not writing was that I intended to make my position before
+ giving of my news to anybody. I was just funky and blue about
+ it at first, but fortunately I was twigged almost immediately,
+ and, barring my blessed idleness, am getting on splendaciously
+ just now. Lots of my things have been out. I'm going in for
+ becoming a swell.
+
+ "How strange to think of such a change. I'm leading the
+ merriest of lives, and only hope it will last. Living with
+ Henley, No. 85, Newman Street; very jolly and comfortable.
+ Chumming with all the old Paris fellows again, all of them
+ going ahead. There's Whistler is already one of the great
+ celebrities here--Poynter getting on. This is a very jolly
+ little village, and I wish you were over here. They do make
+ such a fuss with an agreeable fellow like you or me, for
+ instance. But I suppose Paris is just as jolly in its way.
+ My ideas of Paris are all Boheme, quartier latin, &c., et si
+ c'etait a recommencer, ma foi je crois que je dirais 'zut.'
+ This is a hurried and absurd letter to write to an old pal
+ like you, but I hardly ever have time for a line--out late
+ every night and make use of what little daylight there is in
+ Newman Street to draw. 'S'il faisait au moins clair de Lune
+ pendant le jour dans ce sacre pays.' I daresay I shall treat
+ myself to a trip over to Paris as soon as the weather is
+ jollier. I intend to go abroad this summer to do some etchings
+ 'qui seront aux pommes.' Is there any chance whatever of your
+ coming over here before? You mustn't form your opinion of my
+ performances by what you may happen to see, as half of what I
+ do is spoiled by bad engraving (that's why I intend to etch),
+ and what I have done, bar one or two things, are merely little
+ chic sketches for money. I have many plans; among others I
+ intend to bring out a series in _Punch_, with which I shall
+ take peculiar care--something quite original. I think you
+ would precious soon get more portraits than you could paint
+ here, but if you are getting on so well in Paris, of course it
+ would be madness to leave. But I do not like the idea of your
+ not being one of us--such a band of brothers full of jolly
+ faults that dovetail beautifully. It was quite a freak of mine
+ coming over here; I did it against everybody's advice--came
+ over with a ten-pound note and made the rest. 'Your friend
+ Bobtail seems to be the only man who had no doubt of your
+ talent,' writes my mother. 'Enfin c'est prouve que je suis au
+ moins bon a quelque chose.' Do you go much into the world?
+ I go knocking about as happily as possible, singing and
+ smoking cigars everywhere. Jimmy Whistler and I go 'tumbling'
+ together, as Thackeray says. Would you were here to tumble
+ with us! Enfin, mon bon, ecris moi vite."
+
+When at last I too returned to London I was privileged to take my
+humble share in the "tumbling," as also in the steady process that was
+gradually to wean us from Bohemia. We tumbled pretty regularly into
+the Pamphilon, a restaurant within a stone's throw of Oxford Circus,
+of the familiar type that exhibits outside its door a bill of fare
+with prices appended, to be studied by those who count their shillings
+and pence as we did. We had got beyond the days when no wines are sour
+and when tough meat passes muster, if there is only plenty of it; we
+wanted a sound dinner, and we got it at the Pamphilon; to wind up we
+adjourned to the coffee-room and talked and read and smoked.
+
+Stacey Marks, Poynter, Jimmy Whistler, and Charles Keene were among
+the crew, and others not so well known to fame. Pleasant hours those
+and gemuethliche, as the Germans say; how different the after-dinner
+clay pipe or cheap weed of those times to the post-prandial havannah
+we now complacently whiff at our friend's Maecenas' hospitable table!
+Yes, things have changed, my dear Rag, since the day we were paying
+our bill, and you addressed the waiter with superb affability: "Here,
+Charles, is a penny for you. I know it isn't much, but I can't afford
+more."
+
+It is hard to fancy anything less like Bohemia than Regent Street,
+but a little incident that occurred as I walked down that busy
+thoroughfare one afternoon recalls the best traditions of the land in
+which practical jokes abound. I was going along without any definite
+aim, killing time and gathering wool, flaneing, in fact; perhaps there
+was a touch of the foreigner about me, for I had only lately returned
+from abroad; anyway I suddenly found myself singled out as a fit
+subject to be victimised. I felt a hand stealthily sliding into my
+pocket; on the spur of the moment I grasped that hand in as much of an
+iron grip as I could muster. Then--I hardly know why--I waited quite
+a number of seconds before I turned round. When I did, it was du
+Maurier's face that I beheld, blanched with terror. Those seconds
+had been ages to him. Good heavens! had he made a mistake? Was it not
+Bobtail's but another man's hand that was clutching his wrist? Thank
+Heaven, it was Bobtail's!
+
+There never was an occasion, before or after, I feel absolutely sure,
+when du Maurier was more truly glad to see me. His colour rapidly
+returned, and he swore that of all the bonnes blagues this was the
+best; but for all that, one thing is certain--he has never since
+attempted to pick pockets in Regent Street.
+
+A delightful compromise between Bohemia and the land where
+well-regulated Society rules supreme, was the ground on which stood
+Moray Lodge, the residence of Arthur Lewis, the head of the well-known
+firm of Lewis and Allenby.
+
+We have read of him before:--
+
+ "Sir Lewis Cornelys, as everybody knows, lives in a palace on
+ Campden Hill, a house of many windows, and, whichever window
+ he looks out of, he sees his own garden and very little else.
+ There was no pleasanter or more festive house than his in
+ London, winter or summer."
+
+I quote this, as probably it may not be known to everybody that Sir
+Lewis was knighted on the memorable occasion of Trilby's birthday,
+when she was presented at the drawing--and every other--room. With
+much kindly fore-thought his friend and biographer allows him to be
+eighty years old in the early sixties, thereby enabling him to have
+attained to-day the ripe old age of one hundred and fourteen.
+
+Well, he was one of du Maurier's earliest friends, and when Taffy
+the Laird, and Little Billie, "a-smokin' their pipes and cigyars,"
+told the cabby to drive to Mechelen Lodge, I found my way to what I
+called Moray Lodge, and met them there. And there too, to be sure,
+was Glorioli, "the tall, good-looking swarthy foreigner from whose
+scarcely parted, moist, thick, bearded lips issued the most ravishing
+sounds that had ever been heard from throat of man or woman or boy."
+
+As we now empty one or the other of the million bottles that are
+about, marked "De Soria, Bordeaux," we often think with gratitude of
+the great wine-grower and still greater singer, so correctly described
+as "singing best for love or glory in the studios of his friends."
+
+To return to Arthur Lewis:--
+
+He occupied an exceptional position, inasmuch as he had made his house
+a centre towards which intellectual London gravitated. When he had
+done this, that, and the other to make his bachelor days memorable to
+a host of friends, he wound up by marrying one of England's fairest
+women, our great actress, Kate Terry. It was in those early days that
+Ellen, the debutante, was introduced to the dramatic world as "Kate
+Terry's sister." Since then Kate, having elected to rest on her
+laurels, is proud to be referred to by the younger generation as
+"Ellen Terry's sister."
+
+In early life Lewis had various roads open to him. Born, as he was,
+with the capacity of a man of business, the means and opportunities of
+a man of leisure, and the talents of an artist, he managed to follow
+the three roads at the same time, and they all led to well-deserved
+success. He was to be found at his desk in Regent Street, at his easel
+in the studio, or on the threshold of that big billiard and reception
+room which he had built to entertain his friends. Himself an artist,
+and for many years a regular exhibitor at the Royal Academy, he was on
+terms of close friendship with the men who had made their mark in the
+art-world, and with many who were destined to become famous. He was
+a Maecenas of the right sort, knowing a good thing when he came across
+it, and frequently acquiring it before the sleepy world awoke to its
+merits.
+
+I well recollect the enthusiasm with which he welcomed the first
+pictures Joseph Israels exhibited in England in 1862. Neither in
+the English nor in the Dutch department of the Exhibition could he
+ascertain whether these two pictures, "The Drowned Fisherman" and
+"Washing the Cradle," were for sale. But luck would have it that he
+was introduced to Israels at the Academy _soiree_, and the artist,
+assuring him that the pictures were "certainly for sale," Lewis
+secured the coveted works, and was thus the first to establish
+Israels' fame in England.
+
+The gatherings in Moray Lodge were unique in their way. It was
+characteristic of the master and the house that they made everybody
+feel at home, from the titled aristocrat in the dress-suit to the
+free-and-easy brother-brush or pen, and the sometimes out-at-elbow
+friend Bohemian.
+
+There was the Duke of Sutherland, the Marquis of Lorne, Lord Dufferin,
+Mr. Frederic Leighton, Associate of the Royal Academy, Fred Walker,
+who sang tenor in the choir, of which more presently, and who on
+several occasions designed the cards of invitation for Lewis.
+There was Lord Houghton, Charles Dickens, Wilkie Collins, Rossetti,
+Landseer, Daubigny, Gustave Dore, Arthur Sullivan, Leech, Keene,
+Tenniel, &c., &c. It is as hard to pass those names over without
+comment as it must have been to run the gauntlet of Scylla and
+Charybdis, for every one of them brings back some recollection, and
+calls upon the pen to start a paragraph with an "I well remember."
+
+But that would lead me away from Moray Lodge and the famous Saturday
+evenings, and I never was, and am not now, in a hurry to get away from
+that hospitable mansion.
+
+The billiard-table was boxed over on the gala nights and transformed
+into a buffet. It was covered with bottles and glasses, pipes and
+cigars, and towards the close of the evening with mountains of
+oysters. The amount we consumed on one occasion was 278 dozen, as I
+happen to know. But the great attraction at these gatherings was the
+part-singing of the twenty-five "Moray Minstrels." John Foster was the
+conductor, and led them to such perfection that the severest critic of
+the day, dear old crabbed Henry F. Chorley, proclaimed them the best
+representatives of the English school of glee-singing.
+
+Another no less interesting feature was the performance of small
+theatrical pieces. Du Maurier and Harold Power had given us charming
+musical duologues, like "Les Deux Aveugles," by Offenbach, and "Les
+Deux Gilles," with great success, and that led to further developments
+and far-reaching consequences. A small party of friends were dining
+with Lewis. "What shall we get up next?" was the question raised.
+"Something new and original," suggested the host. "Now, Sullivan, you
+should write us something." "All right," said Sullivan, "but how about
+the words? Where's the libretto?" "Oh, I'll write that," said Burnand.
+And thus those two were started. "Cox and Box," a travesty of "Box
+and Cox," was read and rehearsed a fortnight afterwards at Burnand's
+house, and the following Saturday it was performed at Moray Lodge.
+Du Maurier was "Box," Harold Power "Cox," and John Foster "Sergeant
+Bouncer." Du Maurier's rendering of "Hush-a-by, Bacon," was so
+sympathetic and tender that one's heart went out to the contents of
+the frying-pan, wishing them pleasant dreams.
+
+Then there was his famous duet with "Box," reciting their marriage to
+one and the same lady, and the long recitative in which the printer
+describes his elaborate preparations for suicide.
+
+How he solemnly walked to the cliff and heard the seagulls' mournful
+cry--and looked all around--there was nobody nigh. Then (disposing his
+bundle on the brink)--"Away to the opposite side I walked." ("Away"
+on the high A, that Sullivan put in on purpose for du Maurier, who
+possessed that chest-note in great fulness.)
+
+I must skip a few years and speak of a drawing that appeared in
+_Punch_ in 1875,[4] and which has a special interest for me; it brings
+back to my mind a happy thought of du Maurier's, which is closely
+connected with a particularly happy thought of my own, that took root
+then and has flourished ever since.
+
+[Footnote 4: Published by kind permission of the proprietors of
+_Punch_.]
+
+I must explain that there was a time when I had to console myself
+with the reflection that the course of true love never runs smooth. A
+lady whom in my mind I had selected as a mother-in-law, by no means
+reciprocated my feelings of respect and goodwill. But the young lady,
+her daughter, fortunately sided with me, and had, in fact, given her
+very willing consent to the change in her mother's position which I
+had suggested. I was naturally anxious to assure that young lady as
+frequently and as emphatically as possible how much I appreciated
+her assistance, and how determined I was never to have any other
+mother-in-law but the one of my choice; nor could there be anything
+obscure in such a declaration, as of three sisters in the family that
+particular one was the only unmarried one. But neither in obscure nor
+in explicit language was I allowed to approach her; a blockade was
+declared and rigorously enforced, and we were soon separated by a
+distance of some few hundred miles.
+
+[Illustration]
+
+I can look back complacently on the troubles of those days now that
+twenty years have elapsed since I emerged victorious from the contest;
+but then the future looked blank and bleak, and I felt nonplussed and
+down-hearted. Knowing, however, what a faint heart is said never to
+win, I was anxious to keep mine up to the mark, and with a view to
+stimulating its buoyancy I went to make a friendly call on du Maurier.
+He would, I felt sure, be sympathetic, and, whatever else might be
+wanting in that troublesome eye of his, there would be a certain
+vivifying twinkle in it that could always set me up.
+
+It was as I expected, and I had the full benefit of the eye, and of an
+ear, too, that he lent willingly as I told him how matters stood.
+
+"Well," he said, "if you can't smuggle in a letter, let's smuggle in
+your portrait. It will be rather a joke if she comes across you in
+_Punch_. I've just got a subject in which I can use you."
+
+To be sure, I jumped at the idea, only beseeching him to make me
+as handsome as he possibly could, without losing sight of the main
+object, viz., that the young lady should be able to recognise me. Her
+mother too, I felt sure, would not fail to be duly impressed, for to
+figure in _Punch_ would raise me in her estimation as a person of no
+small importance.
+
+The drawing was made and published, and the scheme worked well;
+coupled, perhaps, with a few millions of other influences, and with
+the assistance of the Fates, it achieved the desired result, and
+before a year had elapsed the original drawing could be presented
+by du Maurier to the young lady, now become a bride, as a memento of
+bygone troubles.
+
+One more digression suggested by the name of Arthur Sullivan; it
+shall be the last. I am not going back to the time when we were boys
+together in Leipsic, but will only mention him in connection with
+Carry; this time Carry in another form.
+
+[Illustration]
+
+
+Shortly after that big wave intervened that separated her from us a
+happy chance put me in possession of a dog, the most affectionate and
+lovable of Skye terriers.
+
+I named him Carry.
+
+That dog, his qualities and virtues, and especially his musical gifts,
+deserve more than a passing mention; but, trusting that he, like every
+dog, will have his day, I will here only transcribe a letter of his
+that he wrote with the assistance of his friend, Arthur Sullivan, who,
+attracted perhaps by the gifts above named, had kindly taken charge of
+him during my temporary absence on the Continent. Poor dog! He is dead
+now; so that there can be no indiscretion in publishing his bark and
+its translation. The former is best given in its original setting.
+The latter, purporting to be a "Translation of the foregoing by A.S.,"
+runs as follows:--
+
+ "MY DEAR AND ESTEEMED MASTER,--My kind friend, Mr. Sullivan,
+ who pretends to be as fond of me as you are, has taken me away
+ from the enjoyment of a delicious mutton bone, in order to
+ answer your letter; and as I cannot find a pen to suit me
+ well, he is writing whilst I dictate. I was very low-spirited
+ the other day after leaving you, and appeared to feel the
+ parting very much, but it soon wore off under the influence
+ of biscuit, bones, and kindness; indeed, I must do Sully and
+ his family the justice to say that they try to do the utmost
+ to make me happy and comfortable, although they don't always
+ succeed, for sometimes I appear dissatisfied (hoping,
+ _entre-nous_, by that means to get more out of them).
+
+ "I have several idiosyncrasies and failings, of which my
+ master (_pro tem._) is trying to correct me, but finds it
+ rather hard work, for I am not so easily brought out of them.
+ I have a will of my own, but Sully says: 'Train up a dog in
+ the way it should go, and he will not depart, &c., &c.'--and
+ Sully is right.
+
+ "Don't you think it is a bad plan to wash me with soap? I
+ think it deters me from licking my skin, and consequently
+ from having those ideas of cleanliness engendered within me
+ which are so necessary to every well-bred dog moving in good
+ society!
+
+ "I want to get back to my bone, but Sully says I must first
+ deliver a message from him. You are to give his love to your
+ dear parents (in which I heartily join), and tell them how
+ grieved he was that he did not see them to wish them 'God
+ speed' before they left England, and how it hurt him to think
+ that a long, long time would perhaps elapse before he should
+ see them again.
+
+ "And now, my dear master, I must say 'Good-bye.' Much love in
+ few words, in which Sully joins me.
+
+ "Believe me, ever your
+
+ "Attached and faithful dog,
+
+ [Illustration: Carry
+
+ X
+
+ his mark]
+
+ "F. MOSCHELES, Esq."
+
+ * * * * *
+
+And now I come to du Maurier's last letter--the best, as I am sure
+every right-minded person will admit. I have kept it "pour la bonne
+bouche" (excuse my quoting French. "Will me not of it," as our
+neighbours say; there are unassailable precedents for such quoting,
+you know--or ought to know). The letter in question speaks of an event
+so momentous, that of all events it is the one most worthy to "be
+marked with a white, white stone"; and marked it was, if not with a
+stone, with satins and laces and a veil and white orange blossoms.
+
+"Come and be introduced to the future Mrs. Kicky," it said. "She
+intends to celebrate her 21st birthday by a small dance. There will
+be friends and pretty girls, 'en veux tu, en viola.' So rek-lect,
+olf'lah, Tuesday, at half-past seven."
+
+[Illustration]
+
+The drawing shows how I was introduced, and how graciously I was
+received.
+
+The letter needs a word of explanation, as it speaks of the "future
+Mrs. 'Kicky,'" and I have not yet mentioned that Kicky was but another
+name for du Maurier. He got it at an early period of his life. Just
+as any other baby less favoured by "Dame Fortune the witch" would have
+done, he gave himself his nickname. He picked it up in Brussels when
+he was two years old, and under the care of Flemish servants. They
+called him "Mannekin" (little man), and that he converted into
+"Kicky." I append one of the numerous varieties of his signature.
+
+[Illustration: Kick]
+
+ * * * * *
+
+The Rag, Tag, and Bobtail had its day, and was shelved soon after
+we bid adieu to Bohemia; but the Kicky survived and flourished, and
+to-day not only his old chums, but those nearest and dearest to him,
+feel that they could not do without that particular appellation,
+associated as it is with a thousand and one happy memories.
+
+And having arrived at that busiest of stations, the Matrimonial
+Junction, where the converted bachelor alights and changes for Better
+or for Worse, this chapter fitly comes to a close, meant as it was
+only to sketch some of the pleasant recollections that I, in common
+with so many of his friends, have of du Maurier's bachelor days.
+
+ * * * * *
+
+
+
+
+
+
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