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diff --git a/13437-0.txt b/13437-0.txt new file mode 100644 index 0000000..acbe302 --- /dev/null +++ b/13437-0.txt @@ -0,0 +1,11035 @@ +*** START OF THE PROJECT GUTENBERG EBOOK 13437 *** + +[Illustration: ANTON P. CHEKHOV, RUSSIA'S GREATEST SHORT-STORY WRITER] + + +BEST RUSSIAN SHORT STORIES + + +Compiled and Edited by THOMAS SELTZER + + + + +CONTENTS + + + +INTRODUCTION + +THE QUEEN OF SPADES _A.S. Pushkin_ + +THE CLOAK _N.V. Gogol_ + +THE DISTRICT DOCTOR _I.S. Turgenev_ + +THE CHRISTMAS TREE AND THE WEDDING _F.M. Dostoyevsky_ + +GOD SEES THE TRUTH, BUT WAITS _L.N. Tolstoy_ + +HOW A MUZHIK FED TWO OFFICIALS _M.Y. Saltykov_ + +THE SHADES, A PHANTASY _V.G. Korolenko_ + +THE SIGNAL _V.N. Garshin_ + +THE DARLING _A.P. Chekhov_ + +THE BET _A.P. Chekhov_ + +VANKA _A.P. Chekhov_ + +HIDE AND SEEK _F.K. Sologub_ + +DETHRONED _I.N. Potapenko_ + +THE SERVANT _S.T. Semyonov_ + +ONE AUTUMN NIGHT _M. Gorky_ + +HER LOVER _M. Gorky_ + +LAZARUS _L.N. Andreyev_ + +THE REVOLUTIONIST _M.P. Artzybashev_ + +THE OUTRAGE _A.I. Kuprin_ + + + + +INTRODUCTION + + +Conceive the joy of a lover of nature who, leaving the art galleries, +wanders out among the trees and wild flowers and birds that the +pictures of the galleries have sentimentalised. It is some such joy +that the man who truly loves the noblest in letters feels when tasting +for the first time the simple delights of Russian literature. French +and English and German authors, too, occasionally, offer works of +lofty, simple naturalness; but the very keynote to the whole of +Russian literature is simplicity, naturalness, veraciousness. + +Another essentially Russian trait is the quite unaffected conception +that the lowly are on a plane of equality with the so-called upper +classes. When the Englishman Dickens wrote with his profound pity and +understanding of the poor, there was yet a bit; of remoteness, +perhaps, even, a bit of caricature, in his treatment of them. He +showed their sufferings to the rest of the world with a "Behold how +the other half lives!" The Russian writes of the poor, as it were, +from within, as one of them, with no eye to theatrical effect upon the +well-to-do. There is no insistence upon peculiar virtues or vices. The +poor are portrayed just as they are, as human beings like the rest of +us. A democratic spirit is reflected, breathing a broad humanity, a +true universality, an unstudied generosity that proceed not from the +intellectual conviction that to understand all is to forgive all, but +from an instinctive feeling that no man has the right to set himself +up as a judge over another, that one can only observe and record. + +In 1834 two short stories appeared, _The Queen of Spades_, by Pushkin, +and _The Cloak_, by Gogol. The first was a finishing-off of the old, +outgoing style of romanticism, the other was the beginning of the new, +the characteristically Russian style. We read Pushkin's _Queen of +Spades_, the first story in the volume, and the likelihood is we shall +enjoy it greatly. "But why is it Russian?" we ask. The answer is, "It +is not Russian." It might have been printed in an American magazine +over the name of John Brown. But, now, take the very next story in the +volume, _The Cloak_. "Ah," you exclaim, "a genuine Russian story, +Surely. You cannot palm it off on me over the name of Jones or Smith." +Why? Because _The Cloak_ for the first time strikes that truly Russian +note of deep sympathy with the disinherited. It is not yet wholly free +from artificiality, and so is not yet typical of the purely realistic +fiction that reached its perfected development in Turgenev and +Tolstoy. + +Though Pushkin heads the list of those writers who made the literature +of their country world-famous, he was still a romanticist, in the +universal literary fashion of his day. However, he already gave strong +indication of the peculiarly Russian genius for naturalness or +realism, and was a true Russian in his simplicity of style. In no +sense an innovator, but taking the cue for his poetry from Byron and +for his prose from the romanticism current at that period, he was not +in advance of his age. He had a revolutionary streak in his nature, as +his _Ode to Liberty_ and other bits of verse and his intimacy with the +Decembrist rebels show. But his youthful fire soon died down, and he +found it possible to accommodate himself to the life of a Russian high +functionary and courtier under the severe despot Nicholas I, though, +to be sure, he always hated that life. For all his flirting with +revolutionarism, he never displayed great originality or depth of +thought. He was simply an extraordinarily gifted author, a perfect +versifier, a wondrous lyrist, and a delicious raconteur, endowed with +a grace, ease and power of expression that delighted even the exacting +artistic sense of Turgenev. To him aptly applies the dictum of +Socrates: "Not by wisdom do the poets write poetry, but by a sort of +genius and inspiration." I do not mean to convey that as a thinker +Pushkin is to be despised. Nevertheless, it is true that he would +occupy a lower position in literature did his reputation depend upon +his contributions to thought and not upon his value as an artist. + +"We are all descended from Gogol's _Cloak_," said a Russian writer. +And Dostoyevsky's novel, _Poor People_, which appeared ten years +later, is, in a way, merely an extension of Gogol's shorter tale. In +Dostoyevsky, indeed, the passion for the common people and the +all-embracing, all-penetrating pity for suffering humanity reach their +climax. He was a profound psychologist and delved deeply into the +human soul, especially in its abnormal and diseased aspects. Between +scenes of heart-rending, abject poverty, injustice, and wrong, and the +torments of mental pathology, he managed almost to exhaust the whole +range of human woe. And he analysed this misery with an intensity of +feeling and a painstaking regard for the most harrowing details that +are quite upsetting to normally constituted nerves. Yet all the +horrors must be forgiven him because of the motive inspiring them--an +overpowering love and the desire to induce an equal love in others. It +is not horror for horror's sake, not a literary _tour de force_, as in +Poe, but horror for a high purpose, for purification through +suffering, which was one of the articles of Dostoyevsky's faith. + +Following as a corollary from the love and pity for mankind that make +a leading element in Russian literature, is a passionate search for +the means of improving the lot of humanity, a fervent attachment to +social ideas and ideals. A Russian author is more ardently devoted to +a cause than an American short-story writer to a plot. This, in turn, +is but a reflection of the spirit of the Russian people, especially of +the intellectuals. The Russians take literature perhaps more seriously +than any other nation. To them books are not a mere diversion. They +demand that fiction and poetry be a true mirror of life and be of +service to life. A Russian author, to achieve the highest recognition, +must be a thinker also. He need not necessarily be a finished artist. +Everything is subordinated to two main requirements--humanitarian +ideals and fidelity to life. This is the secret of the marvellous +simplicity of Russian-literary art. Before the supreme function of +literature, the Russian writer stands awed and humbled. He knows he +cannot cover up poverty of thought, poverty of spirit and lack of +sincerity by rhetorical tricks or verbal cleverness. And if he +possesses the two essential requirements, the simplest language will +suffice. + +These qualities are exemplified at their best by Turgenev and Tolstoy. +They both had a strong social consciousness; they both grappled with +the problems of human welfare; they were both artists in the larger +sense, that is, in their truthful representation of life. Turgenev was +an artist also in the narrower sense--in a keen appreciation Of form. +Thoroughly Occidental in his tastes, he sought the regeneration of +Russia in radical progress along the lines of European democracy. +Tolstoy, on the other hand, sought the salvation of mankind in a +return to the primitive life and primitive Christian religion. + +The very first work of importance by Turgenev, _A Sportsman's +Sketches_, dealt with the question of serfdom, and it wielded +tremendous influence in bringing about its abolition. Almost every +succeeding book of his, from _Rudin_ through _Fathers and Sons_ to +_Virgin Soil_, presented vivid pictures of contemporary Russian +society, with its problems, the clash of ideas between the old and the +new generations, and the struggles, the aspirations and the thoughts +that engrossed the advanced youth of Russia; so that his collected +works form a remarkable literary record of the successive movements of +Russian society in a period of preparation, fraught with epochal +significance, which culminated in the overthrow of Czarism and the +inauguration of a new and true democracy, marking the beginning, +perhaps, of a radical transformation the world over. + +"The greatest writer of Russia." That is Turgenev's estimate of +Tolstoy. "A second Shakespeare!" was Flaubert's enthusiastic outburst. +The Frenchman's comparison is not wholly illuminating. The one point +of resemblance between the two authors is simply in the tremendous +magnitude of their genius. Each is a Colossus. Each creates a whole +world of characters, from kings and princes and ladies to servants and +maids and peasants. But how vastly divergent the angle of approach! +Anna Karenina may have all the subtle womanly charm of an Olivia or a +Portia, but how different her trials. Shakespeare could not have +treated Anna's problems at all. Anna could not have appeared in his +pages except as a sinning Gertrude, the mother of Hamlet. Shakespeare +had all the prejudices of his age. He accepted the world as it is with +its absurd moralities, its conventions and institutions and social +classes. A gravedigger is naturally inferior to a lord, and if he is +to be presented at all, he must come on as a clown. The people are +always a mob, the rabble. Tolstoy, is the revolutionist, the +iconoclast. He has the completest independence of mind. He utterly +refuses to accept established opinions just because they are +established. He probes into the right and wrong of things. His is a +broad, generous universal democracy, his is a comprehensive sympathy, +his an absolute incapacity to evaluate human beings according to +station, rank or profession, or any standard but that of spiritual +worth. In all this he was a complete contrast to Shakespeare. Each of +the two men was like a creature of a higher world, possessed of +supernatural endowments. Their omniscience of all things human, their +insight into the hiddenmost springs of men's actions appear +miraculous. But Shakespeare makes the impression of detachment from +his works. The works do not reveal the man; while in Tolstoy the +greatness of the man blends with the greatness of the genius. Tolstoy +was no mere oracle uttering profundities he wot not of. As the social, +religious and moral tracts that he wrote in the latter period of his +life are instinct with a literary beauty of which he never could +divest himself, and which gave an artistic value even to his sermons, +so his earlier novels show a profound concern for the welfare of +society, a broad, humanitarian spirit, a bigness of soul that included +prince and pauper alike. + +Is this extravagant praise? Then let me echo William Dean Howells: "I +know very well that I do not speak of Tolstoy's books in measured +terms; I cannot." + +The Russian writers so far considered have made valuable contributions +to the short story; but, with the exception of Pushkin, whose +reputation rests chiefly upon his poetry, their best work, generally, +was in the field of the long novel. It was the novel that gave Russian +literature its pre-eminence. It could not have been otherwise, since +Russia is young as a literary nation, and did not come of age until +the period at which the novel was almost the only form of literature +that counted. If, therefore, Russia was to gain distinction in the +world of letters, it could be only through the novel. Of the measure +of her success there is perhaps no better testimony than the words of +Matthew Arnold, a critic certainly not given to overstatement. "The +Russian novel," he wrote in 1887, "has now the vogue, and deserves to +have it... The Russian novelist is master of a spell to which the +secret of human nature--both what is external and internal, gesture +and manner no less than thought and feeling--willingly make themselves +known... In that form of imaginative literature, which in our day is +the most popular and the most possible, the Russians at the present +moment seem to me to hold the field." + +With the strict censorship imposed on Russian writers, many of them +who might perhaps have contented themselves with expressing their +opinions in essays, were driven to conceal their meaning under the +guise of satire or allegory; which gave rise to a peculiar genre of +literature, a sort of editorial or essay done into fiction, in which +the satirist Saltykov, a contemporary of Turgenev and Dostoyevsky, who +wrote under the pseudonym of Shchedrin, achieved the greatest success +and popularity. + +It was not however, until the concluding quarter of the last century +that writers like Korolenko and Garshin arose, who devoted themselves +chiefly to the cultivation of the short story. With Anton Chekhov the +short story assumed a position of importance alongside the larger +works of the great Russian masters. Gorky and Andreyev made the short +story do the same service for the active revolutionary period in the +last decade of the nineteenth century down to its temporary defeat in +1906 that Turgenev rendered in his series of larger novels for the +period of preparation. But very different was the voice of Gorky, the +man sprung from the people, the embodiment of all the accumulated +wrath and indignation of centuries of social wrong and oppression, +from the gentlemanly tones of the cultured artist Turgenev. Like a +mighty hammer his blows fell upon the decaying fabric of the old +society. His was no longer a feeble, despairing protest. With the +strength and confidence of victory he made onslaught upon onslaught on +the old institutions until they shook and almost tumbled. And when +reaction celebrated its short-lived triumph and gloom settled again +upon his country and most of his co-fighters withdrew from the battle +in despair, some returning to the old-time Russian mood of +hopelessness, passivity and apathy, and some even backsliding into +wild orgies of literary debauchery, Gorky never wavered, never lost +his faith and hope, never for a moment was untrue to his principles. +Now, with the revolution victorious, he has come into his right, one +of the most respected, beloved and picturesque figures in the Russian +democracy. + +Kuprin, the most facile and talented short-story writer next to +Chekhov, has, on the whole, kept well to the best literary traditions +of Russia, though he has frequently wandered off to extravagant sex +themes, for which he seems to display as great a fondness as +Artzybashev. Semyonov is a unique character in Russian literature, a +peasant who had scarcely mastered the most elementary mechanics of +writing when he penned his first story. But that story pleased +Tolstoy, who befriended and encouraged him. His tales deal altogether +with peasant life in country and city, and have a lifelikeness, an +artlessness, a simplicity striking even in a Russian author. + +There is a small group of writers detached from the main current of +Russian literature who worship at the shrine of beauty and mysticism. +Of these Sologub has attained the highest reputation. + +Rich as Russia has become in the short story, Anton Chekhov still +stands out as the supreme master, one of the greatest short-story +writers of the world. He was born in Taganarok, in the Ukraine, in +1860, the son of a peasant serf who succeeded in buying his freedom. +Anton Chekhov studied medicine, but devoted himself largely to +writing, in which, he acknowledged, his scientific training was of +great service. Though he lived only forty-four years, dying of +tuberculosis in 1904, his collected works consist of sixteen +fair-sized volumes of short stories, and several dramas besides. A few +volumes of his works have already appeared in English translation. + +Critics, among them Tolstoy, have often compared Chekhov to +Maupassant. I find it hard to discover the resemblance. Maupassant +holds a supreme position as a short-story writer; so does Chekhov. But +there, it seems to me, the likeness ends. + +The chill wind that blows from the atmosphere created by the +Frenchman's objective artistry is by the Russian commingled with the +warm breath of a great human sympathy. Maupassant never tells where +his sympathies lie, and you don't know; you only guess. Chekhov does +not tell you where his sympathies lie, either, but you know all the +same; you don't have to guess. And yet Chekhov is as objective as +Maupassant. In the chronicling of facts, conditions, and situations, +in the reproduction of characters, he is scrupulously true, hard, and +inexorable. But without obtruding his personality, he somehow manages +to let you know that he is always present, always at hand. If you +laugh, he is there to laugh with you; if you cry, he is there to shed +a tear with you; if you are horrified, he is horrified, too. It is a +subtle art by which he contrives to make one feel the nearness of +himself for all his objectiveness, so subtle that it defies analysis. +And yet it constitutes one of the great charms of his tales. + +Chekhov's works show an astounding resourcefulness and versatility. +There is no monotony, no repetition. Neither in incident nor in +character are any two stories alike. The range of Chekhov's knowledge +of men and things seems to be unlimited, and he is extravagant in the +use of it. Some great idea which many a writer would consider +sufficient to expand into a whole novel he disposes of in a story of a +few pages. Take, for example, _Vanka_, apparently but a mere episode +in the childhood of a nine-year-old boy; while it is really the +tragedy of a whole life in its tempting glimpses into a past +environment and ominous forebodings of the future--all contracted into +the space of four or five pages. Chekhov is lavish with his +inventiveness. Apparently, it cost him no effort to invent. + +I have used the word inventiveness for lack of a better name. It +expresses but lamely the peculiar faculty that distinguishes Chekhov. +Chekhov does not really invent. He reveals. He reveals things that no +author before him has revealed. It is as though he possessed a special +organ which enabled him to see, hear and feel things of which we other +mortals did not even dream the existence. Yet when he lays them bare +we know that they are not fictitious, not invented, but as real as the +ordinary familiar facts of life. This faculty of his playing on all +conceivable objects, all conceivable emotions, no matter how +microscopic, endows them with life and a soul. By virtue of this power +_The Steppe_, an uneventful record of peasants travelling day after +day through flat, monotonous fields, becomes instinct with dramatic +interest, and its 125 pages seem all too short. And by virtue of the +same attribute we follow with breathless suspense the minute +description of the declining days of a great scientist, who feels his +physical and mental faculties gradually ebbing away. _A Tiresome +Story_, Chekhov calls it; and so it would be without the vitality +conjured into it by the magic touch of this strange genius. + +Divination is perhaps a better term than invention. Chekhov divines +the most secret impulses of the soul, scents out what is buried in the +subconscious, and brings it up to the surface. Most writers are +specialists. They know certain strata of society, and when they +venture beyond, their step becomes uncertain. Chekhov's material is +only delimited by humanity. He is equally at home everywhere. The +peasant, the labourer, the merchant, the priest, the professional man, +the scholar, the military officer, and the government functionary, +Gentile or Jew, man, woman, or child--Chekhov is intimate with all of +them. His characters are sharply defined individuals, not types. In +almost all his stories, however short, the men and women and children +who play a part in them come out as clear, distinct personalities. +Ariadne is as vivid a character as Lilly, the heroine of Sudermann's +_Song of Songs_; yet _Ariadne_ is but a single story in a volume of +stories. Who that has read _The Darling_ can ever forget her--the +woman who had no separate existence of her own, but thought the +thoughts, felt the feelings, and spoke the words of the men she loved? +And when there was no man to love any more, she was utterly crushed +until she found a child to take care of and to love; and then she sank +her personality in the boy as she had sunk it before in her husbands +and lover, became a mere reflection of him, and was happy again. + +In the compilation of this volume I have been guided by the desire to +give the largest possible representation to the prominent authors of +the Russian short story, and to present specimens characteristic of +each. At the same time the element of interest has been kept in mind; +and in a few instances, as in the case of Korolenko, the selection of +the story was made with a view to its intrinsic merit and striking +qualities rather than as typifying the writer's art. It was, of +course, impossible in the space of one book to exhaust all that is +best. But to my knowledge, the present volume is the most +comprehensive anthology of the Russian short story in the English +language, and gives a fair notion of the achievement in that field. +All who enjoy good reading, I have no reason to doubt, will get +pleasure from it, and if, in addition, it will prove of assistance to +American students of Russian literature, I shall feel that the task +has been doubly worth the while. + +Korolenko's _Shades_ and Andreyev's _Lazarus_ first appeared in +_Current Opinion_, and Artzybashev's _The Revolutionist_ in the +_Metropolitan Magazine_. I take pleasure in thanking Mr. Edward J. +Wheeler, editor of _Current Opinion_, and Mr. Carl Hovey, editor of +the _Metropolitan Magazine_, for permission to reprint them. + +[Signature: Thomas Seltzer] + + + +"Everything is subordinated to two main requirements--humanitarian +ideals and fidelity to life. This is the secret of the marvellous +simplicity of Russian literary art."--THOMAS SELTZER. + + + + +BEST RUSSIAN SHORT STORIES + + + + +THE QUEEN OF SPADES + + +BY ALEXSANDR S. PUSHKIN + + + +I + + +There was a card party at the rooms of Narumov of the Horse Guards. +The long winter night passed away imperceptibly, and it was five +o'clock in the morning before the company sat down to supper. Those +who had won, ate with a good appetite; the others sat staring absently +at their empty plates. When the champagne appeared, however, the +conversation became more animated, and all took a part in it. + +"And how did you fare, Surin?" asked the host. + +"Oh, I lost, as usual. I must confess that I am unlucky: I play +mirandole, I always keep cool, I never allow anything to put me out, +and yet I always lose!" + +"And you did not once allow yourself to be tempted to back the red?... +Your firmness astonishes me." + +"But what do you think of Hermann?" said one of the guests, pointing +to a young Engineer: "he has never had a card in his hand in his life, +he has never in his life laid a wager, and yet he sits here till five +o'clock in the morning watching our play." + +"Play interests me very much," said Hermann: "but I am not in the +position to sacrifice the necessary in the hope of winning the +superfluous." + +"Hermann is a German: he is economical--that is all!" observed Tomsky. +"But if there is one person that I cannot understand, it is my +grandmother, the Countess Anna Fedotovna." + +"How so?" inquired the guests. + +"I cannot understand," continued Tomsky, "how it is that my +grandmother does not punt." + +"What is there remarkable about an old lady of eighty not punting?" +said Narumov. + +"Then you do not know the reason why?" + +"No, really; haven't the faintest idea." + +"Oh! then listen. About sixty years ago, my grandmother went to Paris, +where she created quite a sensation. People used to run after her to +catch a glimpse of the 'Muscovite Venus.' Richelieu made love to her, +and my grandmother maintains that he almost blew out his brains in +consequence of her cruelty. At that time ladies used to play at faro. +On one occasion at the Court, she lost a very considerable sum to the +Duke of Orleans. On returning home, my grandmother removed the patches +from her face, took off her hoops, informed my grandfather of her loss +at the gaming-table, and ordered him to pay the money. My deceased +grandfather, as far as I remember, was a sort of house-steward to my +grandmother. He dreaded her like fire; but, on hearing of such a heavy +loss, he almost went out of his mind; he calculated the various sums +she had lost, and pointed out to her that in six months she had spent +half a million francs, that neither their Moscow nor Saratov estates +were in Paris, and finally refused point blank to pay the debt. My +grandmother gave him a box on the ear and slept by herself as a sign +of her displeasure. The next day she sent for her husband, hoping that +this domestic punishment had produced an effect upon him, but she +found him inflexible. For the first time in her life, she entered into +reasonings and explanations with him, thinking to be able to convince +him by pointing out to him that there are debts and debts, and that +there is a great difference between a Prince and a coachmaker. But it +was all in vain, my grandfather still remained obdurate. But the +matter did not rest there. My grandmother did not know what to do. She +had shortly before become acquainted with a very remarkable man. You +have heard of Count St. Germain, about whom so many marvellous stories +are told. You know that he represented himself as the Wandering Jew, +as the discoverer of the elixir of life, of the philosopher's stone, +and so forth. Some laughed at him as a charlatan; but Casanova, in his +memoirs, says that he was a spy. But be that as it may, St. Germain, +in spite of the mystery surrounding him, was a very fascinating +person, and was much sought after in the best circles of society. Even +to this day my grandmother retains an affectionate recollection of +him, and becomes quite angry if any one speaks disrespectfully of him. +My grandmother knew that St. Germain had large sums of money at his +disposal. She resolved to have recourse to him, and she wrote a letter +to him asking him to come to her without delay. The queer old man +immediately waited upon her and found her overwhelmed with grief. She +described to him in the blackest colours the barbarity of her husband, +and ended by declaring that her whole hope depended upon his +friendship and amiability. + +"St. Germain reflected. + +"'I could advance you the sum you want,' said he; 'but I know that you +would not rest easy until you had paid me back, and I should not like +to bring fresh troubles upon you. But there is another way of getting +out of your difficulty: you can win back your money.' + +"'But, my dear Count,' replied my grandmother, 'I tell you that I +haven't any money left.' + +"'Money is not necessary,' replied St. Germain: 'be pleased to listen +to me.' + +"Then he revealed to her a secret, for which each of us would give a +good deal..." + +The young officers listened with increased attention. Tomsky lit his +pipe, puffed away for a moment and then continued: + +"That same evening my grandmother went to Versailles to the _jeu de la +reine_. The Duke of Orleans kept the bank; my grandmother excused +herself in an off-hand manner for not having yet paid her debt, by +inventing some little story, and then began to play against him. She +chose three cards and played them one after the other: all three won +_sonika_, [Said of a card when it wins or loses in the quickest +possible time.] and my grandmother recovered every farthing that she +had lost." + +"Mere chance!" said one of the guests. + +"A tale!" observed Hermann. + +"Perhaps they were marked cards!" said a third. + +"I do not think so," replied Tomsky gravely. + +"What!" said Narumov, "you have a grandmother who knows how to hit +upon three lucky cards in succession, and you have never yet succeeded +in getting the secret of it out of her?" + +"That's the deuce of it!" replied Tomsky: "she had four sons, one of +whom was my father; all four were determined gamblers, and yet not to +one of them did she ever reveal her secret, although it would not have +been a bad thing either for them or for me. But this is what I heard +from my uncle, Count Ivan Ilyich, and he assured me, on his honour, +that it was true. The late Chaplitzky--the same who died in poverty +after having squandered millions--once lost, in his youth, about three +hundred thousand roubles--to Zorich, if I remember rightly. He was in +despair. My grandmother, who was always very severe upon the +extravagance of young men, took pity, however, upon Chaplitzky. She +gave him three cards, telling him to play them one after the other, at +the same time exacting from him a solemn promise that he would never +play at cards again as long as he lived. Chaplitzky then went to his +victorious opponent, and they began a fresh game. On the first card he +staked fifty thousand rubles and won _sonika_; he doubled the stake +and won again, till at last, by pursuing the same tactics, he won back +more than he had lost ... + +"But it is time to go to bed: it is a quarter to six already." + +And indeed it was already beginning to dawn: the young men emptied +their glasses and then took leave of each other. + + + +II + + +The old Countess A---- was seated in her dressing-room in front of her +looking-glass. Three waiting maids stood around her. One held a small +pot of rouge, another a box of hair-pins, and the third a tall can +with bright red ribbons. The Countess had no longer the slightest +pretensions to beauty, but she still preserved the habits of her +youth, dressed in strict accordance with the fashion of seventy years +before, and made as long and as careful a toilette as she would have +done sixty years previously. Near the window, at an embroidery frame, +sat a young lady, her ward. + +"Good morning, grandmamma," said a young officer, entering the room. +"_Bonjour, Mademoiselle Lise_. Grandmamma, I want to ask you +something." + +"What is it, Paul?" + +"I want you to let me introduce one of my friends to you, and to allow +me to bring him to the ball on Friday." + +"Bring him direct to the ball and introduce him to me there. Were you +at B----'s yesterday?" + +"Yes; everything went off very pleasantly, and dancing was kept up +until five o'clock. How charming Yeletzkaya was!" + +"But, my dear, what is there charming about her? Isn't she like her +grandmother, the Princess Daria Petrovna? By the way, she must be very +old, the Princess Daria Petrovna." + +"How do you mean, old?" cried Tomsky thoughtlessly; "she died seven +years ago." + +The young lady raised her head and made a sign to the young officer. +He then remembered that the old Countess was never to be informed of +the death of any of her contemporaries, and he bit his lips. But the +old Countess heard the news with the greatest indifference. + +"Dead!" said she; "and I did not know it. We were appointed maids of +honour at the same time, and when we were presented to the Empress..." + +And the Countess for the hundredth time related to her grandson one of +her anecdotes. + +"Come, Paul," said she, when she had finished her story, "help me to +get up. Lizanka, where is my snuff-box?" + +And the Countess with her three maids went behind a screen to finish +her toilette. Tomsky was left alone with the young lady. + +"Who is the gentleman you wish to introduce to the Countess?" asked +Lizaveta Ivanovna in a whisper. + +"Narumov. Do you know him?" + +"No. Is he a soldier or a civilian?" + +"A soldier." + +"Is he in the Engineers?" + +"No, in the Cavalry. What made you think that he was in the +Engineers?" + +The young lady smiled, but made no reply. + +"Paul," cried the Countess from behind the screen, "send me some new +novel, only pray don't let it be one of the present day style." + +"What do you mean, grandmother?" + +"That is, a novel, in which the hero strangles neither his father nor +his mother, and in which there are no drowned bodies. I have a great +horror of drowned persons." + +"There are no such novels nowadays. Would you like a Russian one?" + +"Are there any Russian novels? Send me one, my dear, pray send me +one!" + +"Good-bye, grandmother: I am in a hurry... Good-bye, Lizaveta +Ivanovna. What made you think that Narumov was in the Engineers?" + +And Tomsky left the boudoir. + +Lizaveta Ivanovna was left alone: she laid aside her work and began to +look out of the window. A few moments afterwards, at a corner house on +the other side of the street, a young officer appeared. A deep blush +covered her cheeks; she took up her work again and bent her head down +over the frame. At the same moment the Countess returned completely +dressed. + +"Order the carriage, Lizaveta," said she; "we will go out for a +drive." + +Lizaveta arose from the frame and began to arrange her work. + +"What is the matter with you, my child, are you deaf?" cried the +Countess. "Order the carriage to be got ready at once." + +"I will do so this moment," replied the young lady, hastening into the +ante-room. + +A servant entered and gave the Countess some books from Prince Paul +Aleksandrovich. + +"Tell him that I am much obliged to him," said the Countess. +"Lizaveta! Lizaveta! Where are you running to?" + +"I am going to dress." + +"There is plenty of time, my dear. Sit down here. Open the first +volume and read to me aloud." + +Her companion took the book and read a few lines. + +"Louder," said the Countess. "What is the matter with you, my child? +Have you lost your voice? Wait--give me that footstool--a little +nearer--that will do." + +Lizaveta read two more pages. The Countess yawned. + +"Put the book down," said she: "what a lot of nonsense! Send it back +to Prince Paul with my thanks... But where is the carriage?" + +"The carriage is ready," said Lizaveta, looking out into the street. + +"How is it that you are not dressed?" said the Countess: "I must +always wait for you. It is intolerable, my dear!" + +Liza hastened to her room. She had not been there two minutes, before +the Countess began to ring with all her might. The three waiting-maids +came running in at one door and the valet at another. + +"How is it that you cannot hear me when I ring for you?" said the +Countess. "Tell Lizaveta Ivanovna that I am waiting for her." + +Lizaveta returned with her hat and cloak on. + +"At last you are here!" said the Countess. "But why such an elaborate +toilette? Whom do you intend to captivate? What sort of weather is it? +It seems rather windy." + +"No, your Ladyship, it is very calm," replied the valet. + +"You never think of what you are talking about. Open the window. So it +is: windy and bitterly cold. Unharness the horses. Lizaveta, we won't +go out--there was no need for you to deck yourself like that." + +"What a life is mine!" thought Lizaveta Ivanovna. + +And, in truth, Lizaveta Ivanovna was a very unfortunate creature. "The +bread of the stranger is bitter," says Dante, "and his staircase hard +to climb." But who can know what the bitterness of dependence is so +well as the poor companion of an old lady of quality? The Countess +A---- had by no means a bad heart, but she was capricious, like a +woman who had been spoilt by the world, as well as being avaricious +and egotistical, like all old people who have seen their best days, +and whose thoughts are with the past and not the present. She +participated in all the vanities of the great world, went to balls, +where she sat in a corner, painted and dressed in old-fashioned style, +like a deformed but indispensable ornament of the ball-room; all the +guests on entering approached her and made a profound bow, as if in +accordance with a set ceremony, but after that nobody took any further +notice of her. She received the whole town at her house, and observed +the strictest etiquette, although she could no longer recognise the +faces of people. Her numerous domestics, growing fat and old in her +ante-chamber and servants' hall, did just as they liked, and vied with +each other in robbing the aged Countess in the most bare-faced manner. +Lizaveta Ivanovna was the martyr of the household. She made tea, and +was reproached with using too much sugar; she read novels aloud to the +Countess, and the faults of the author were visited upon her head; she +accompanied the Countess in her walks, and was held answerable for the +weather or the state of the pavement. A salary was attached to the +post, but she very rarely received it, although she was expected to +dress like everybody else, that is to say, like very few indeed. In +society she played the most pitiable role. Everybody knew her, and +nobody paid her any attention. At balls she danced only when a partner +was wanted, and ladies would only take hold of her arm when it was +necessary to lead her out of the room to attend to their dresses. She +was very self-conscious, and felt her position keenly, and she looked +about her with impatience for a deliverer to come to her rescue; but +the young men, calculating in their giddiness, honoured her with but +very little attention, although Lizaveta Ivanovna was a hundred times +prettier than the bare-faced and cold-hearted marriageable girls +around whom they hovered. Many a time did she quietly slink away from +the glittering but wearisome drawing-room, to go and cry in her own +poor little room, in which stood a screen, a chest of drawers, a +looking-glass and a painted bedstead, and where a tallow candle burnt +feebly in a copper candle-stick. + +One morning--this was about two days after the evening party described +at the beginning of this story, and a week previous to the scene at +which we have just assisted--Lizaveta Ivanovna was seated near the +window at her embroidery frame, when, happening to look out into the +street, she caught sight of a young Engineer officer, standing +motionless with his eyes fixed upon her window. She lowered her head +and went on again with her work. About five minutes afterwards she +looked out again--the young officer was still standing in the same +place. Not being in the habit of coquetting with passing officers, she +did not continue to gaze out into the street, but went on sewing for a +couple of hours, without raising her head. Dinner was announced. She +rose up and began to put her embroidery away, but glancing casually +out of the window, she perceived the officer again. This seemed to her +very strange. After dinner she went to the window with a certain +feeling of uneasiness, but the officer was no longer there--and she +thought no more about him. + +A couple of days afterwards, just as she was stepping into the +carriage with the Countess, she saw him again. He was standing close +behind the door, with his face half-concealed by his fur collar, but +his dark eyes sparkled beneath his cap. Lizaveta felt alarmed, though +she knew not why, and she trembled as she seated herself in the +carriage. + +On returning home, she hastened to the window--the officer was +standing in his accustomed place, with his eyes fixed upon her. She +drew back, a prey to curiosity and agitated by a feeling which was +quite new to her. + +From that time forward not a day passed without the young officer +making his appearance under the window at the customary hour, and +between him and her there was established a sort of mute acquaintance. +Sitting in her place at work, she used to feel his approach; and +raising her head, she would look at him longer and longer each day. +The young man seemed to be very grateful to her: she saw with the +sharp eye of youth, how a sudden flush covered his pale cheeks each +time that their glances met. After about a week she commenced to smile +at him... + +When Tomsky asked permission of his grandmother the Countess to +present one of his friends to her, the young girl's heart beat +violently. But hearing that Narumov was not an Engineer, she regretted +that by her thoughtless question, she had betrayed her secret to the +volatile Tomsky. + +Hermann was the son of a German who had become a naturalised Russian, +and from whom he had inherited a small capital. Being firmly convinced +of the necessity of preserving his independence, Hermann did not touch +his private income, but lived on his pay, without allowing himself the +slightest luxury. Moreover, he was reserved and ambitious, and his +companions rarely had an opportunity of making merry at the expense of +his extreme parsimony. He had strong passions and an ardent +imagination, but his firmness of disposition preserved him from the +ordinary errors of young men. Thus, though a gamester at heart, he +never touched a card, for he considered his position did not allow +him--as he said--"to risk the necessary in the hope of winning the +superfluous," yet he would sit for nights together at the card table +and follow with feverish anxiety the different turns of the game. + +The story of the three cards had produced a powerful impression upon +his imagination, and all night long he could think of nothing else. +"If," he thought to himself the following evening, as he walked along +the streets of St. Petersburg, "if the old Countess would but reveal +her secret to me! if she would only tell me the names of the three +winning cards. Why should I not try my fortune? I must get introduced +to her and win her favour--become her lover... But all that will take +time, and she is eighty-seven years old: she might be dead in a week, +in a couple of days even!... But the story itself: can it really be +true?... No! Economy, temperance and industry: those are my three +winning cards; by means of them I shall be able to double my +capital--increase it sevenfold, and procure for myself ease and +independence." + +Musing in this manner, he walked on until he found himself in one of +the principal streets of St. Petersburg, in front of a house of +antiquated architecture. The street was blocked with equipages; +carriages one after the other drew up in front of the brilliantly +illuminated doorway. At one moment there stepped out on to the +pavement the well-shaped little foot of some young beauty, at another +the heavy boot of a cavalry officer, and then the silk stockings and +shoes of a member of the diplomatic world. Furs and cloaks passed in +rapid succession before the gigantic porter at the entrance. + +Hermann stopped. "Whose house is this?" he asked of the watchman at +the corner. + +"The Countess A----'s," replied the watchman. + +Hermann started. The strange story of the three cards again presented +itself to his imagination. He began walking up and down before the +house, thinking of its owner and her strange secret. Returning late to +his modest lodging, he could not go to sleep for a long time, and when +at last he did doze off, he could dream of nothing but cards, green +tables, piles of banknotes and heaps of ducats. He played one card +after the other, winning uninterruptedly, and then he gathered up the +gold and filled his pockets with the notes. When he woke up late the +next morning, he sighed over the loss of his imaginary wealth, and +then sallying out into the town, he found himself once more in front +of the Countess's residence. Some unknown power seemed to have +attracted him thither. He stopped and looked up at the windows. At one +of these he saw a head with luxuriant black hair, which was bent down +probably over some book or an embroidery frame. The head was raised. +Hermann saw a fresh complexion and a pair of dark eyes. That moment +decided his fate. + + + +III + + +Lizaveta Ivanovna had scarcely taken off her hat and cloak, when the +Countess sent for her and again ordered her to get the carriage ready. +The vehicle drew up before the door, and they prepared to take their +seats. Just at the moment when two footmen were assisting the old lady +to enter the carriage, Lizaveta saw her Engineer standing close beside +the wheel; he grasped her hand; alarm caused her to lose her presence +of mind, and the young man disappeared--but not before he had left a +letter between her fingers. She concealed it in her glove, and during +the whole of the drive she neither saw nor heard anything. It was the +custom of the Countess, when out for an airing in her carriage, to be +constantly asking such questions as: "Who was that person that met us +just now? What is the name of this bridge? What is written on that +signboard?" On this occasion, however, Lizaveta returned such vague +and absurd answers, that the Countess became angry with her. + +"What is the matter with you, my dear?" she exclaimed. "Have you taken +leave of your senses, or what is it? Do you not hear me or understand +what I say?... Heaven be thanked, I am still in my right mind and +speak plainly enough!" + +Lizaveta Ivanovna did not hear her. On returning home she ran to her +room, and drew the letter out of her glove: it was not sealed. +Lizaveta read it. The letter contained a declaration of love; it was +tender, respectful, and copied word for word from a German novel. But +Lizaveta did not know anything of the German language, and she was +quite delighted. + +For all that, the letter caused her to feel exceedingly uneasy. For +the first time in her life she was entering into secret and +confidential relations with a young man. His boldness alarmed her. She +reproached herself for her imprudent behaviour, and knew not what to +do. Should she cease to sit at the window and, by assuming an +appearance of indifference towards him, put a check upon the young +officer's desire for further acquaintance with her? Should she send +his letter back to him, or should she answer him in a cold and decided +manner? There was nobody to whom she could turn in her perplexity, for +she had neither female friend nor adviser... At length she resolved to +reply to him. + +She sat down at her little writing-table, took pen and paper, and +began to think. Several times she began her letter, and then tore it +up: the way she had expressed herself seemed to her either too +inviting or too cold and decisive. At last she succeeded in writing a +few lines with which she felt satisfied. + +"I am convinced," she wrote, "that your intentions are honourable, and +that you do not wish to offend me by any imprudent behaviour, but our +acquaintance must not begin in such a manner. I return you your +letter, and I hope that I shall never have any cause to complain of +this undeserved slight." + +The next day, as soon as Hermann made his appearance, Lizaveta rose +from her embroidery, went into the drawing-room, opened the ventilator +and threw the letter into the street, trusting that the young officer +would have the perception to pick it up. + +Hermann hastened forward, picked it up and then repaired to a +confectioner's shop. Breaking the seal of the envelope, he found +inside it his own letter and Lizaveta's reply. He had expected this, +and he returned home, his mind deeply occupied with his intrigue. + +Three days afterwards, a bright-eyed young girl from a milliner's +establishment brought Lizaveta a letter. Lizaveta opened it with great +uneasiness, fearing that it was a demand for money, when suddenly she +recognised Hermann's hand-writing. + +"You have made a mistake, my dear," said she: "this letter is not for +me." + +"Oh, yes, it is for you," replied the girl, smiling very knowingly. +"Have the goodness to read it." + +Lizaveta glanced at the letter. Hermann requested an interview. + +"It cannot be," she cried, alarmed at the audacious request, and the +manner in which it was made. "This letter is certainly not for me." + +And she tore it into fragments. + +"If the letter was not for you, why have you torn it up?" said the +girl. "I should have given it back to the person who sent it." + +"Be good enough, my dear," said Lizaveta, disconcerted by this remark, +"not to bring me any more letters for the future, and tell the person +who sent you that he ought to be ashamed..." + +But Hermann was not the man to be thus put off. Every day Lizaveta +received from him a letter, sent now in this way, now in that. They +were no longer translated from the German. Hermann wrote them under +the inspiration of passion, and spoke in his own language, and they +bore full testimony to the inflexibility of his desire and the +disordered condition of his uncontrollable imagination. Lizaveta no +longer thought of sending them back to him: she became intoxicated +with them and began to reply to them, and little by little her answers +became longer and more affectionate. At last she threw out of the +window to him the following letter: + +"This evening there is going to be a ball at the Embassy. The Countess +will be there. We shall remain until two o'clock. You have now an +opportunity of seeing me alone. As soon as the Countess is gone, the +servants will very probably go out, and there will be nobody left but +the Swiss, but he usually goes to sleep in his lodge. Come about +half-past eleven. Walk straight upstairs. If you meet anybody in the +ante-room, ask if the Countess is at home. You will be told 'No,' in +which case there will be nothing left for you to do but to go away +again. But it is most probable that you will meet nobody. The +maidservants will all be together in one room. On leaving the +ante-room, turn to the left, and walk straight on until you reach the +Countess's bedroom. In the bedroom, behind a screen, you will find two +doors: the one on the right leads to a cabinet, which the Countess +never enters; the one on the left leads to a corridor, at the end of +which is a little winding staircase; this leads to my room." + +Hermann trembled like a tiger, as he waited for the appointed time to +arrive. At ten o'clock in the evening he was already in front of the +Countess's house. The weather was terrible; the wind blew with great +violence; the sleety snow fell in large flakes; the lamps emitted a +feeble light, the streets were deserted; from time to time a sledge, +drawn by a sorry-looking hack, passed by, on the look-out for a +belated passenger. Hermann was enveloped in a thick overcoat, and felt +neither wind nor snow. + +At last the Countess's carriage drew up. Hermann saw two footmen carry +out in their arms the bent form of the old lady, wrapped in sable fur, +and immediately behind her, clad in a warm mantle, and with her head +ornamented with a wreath of fresh flowers, followed Lizaveta. The door +was closed. The carriage rolled away heavily through the yielding +snow. The porter shut the street-door; the windows became dark. + +Hermann began walking up and down near the deserted house; at length +he stopped under a lamp, and glanced at his watch: it was twenty +minutes past eleven. He remained standing under the lamp, his eyes +fixed upon the watch, impatiently waiting for the remaining minutes to +pass. At half-past eleven precisely, Hermann ascended the steps of the +house, and made his way into the brightly-illuminated vestibule. The +porter was not there. Hermann hastily ascended the staircase, opened +the door of the ante-room and saw a footman sitting asleep in an +antique chair by the side of a lamp. With a light firm step Hermann +passed by him. The drawing-room and dining-room were in darkness, but +a feeble reflection penetrated thither from the lamp in the ante-room. + +Hermann reached the Countess's bedroom. Before a shrine, which was +full of old images, a golden lamp was burning. Faded stuffed chairs +and divans with soft cushions stood in melancholy symmetry around the +room, the walls of which were hung with China silk. On one side of the +room hung two portraits painted in Paris by Madame Lebrun. One of +these represented a stout, red-faced man of about forty years of age +in a bright-green uniform and with a star upon his breast; the +other--a beautiful young woman, with an aquiline nose, forehead curls +and a rose in her powdered hair. In the corners stood porcelain +shepherds and shepherdesses, dining-room clocks from the workshop of +the celebrated Lefroy, bandboxes, roulettes, fans and the various +playthings for the amusement of ladies that were in vogue at the end +of the last century, when Montgolfier's balloons and Mesmer's +magnetism were the rage. Hermann stepped behind the screen. At the +back of it stood a little iron bedstead; on the right was the door +which led to the cabinet; on the left--the other which led to the +corridor. He opened the latter, and saw the little winding staircase +which led to the room of the poor companion... But he retraced his +steps and entered the dark cabinet. + +The time passed slowly. All was still. The clock in the drawing-room +struck twelve; the strokes echoed through the room one after the +other, and everything was quiet again. Hermann stood leaning against +the cold stove. He was calm; his heart beat regularly, like that of a +man resolved upon a dangerous but inevitable undertaking. One o'clock +in the morning struck; then two; and he heard the distant noise of +carriage-wheels. An involuntary agitation took possession of him. The +carriage drew near and stopped. He heard the sound of the +carriage-steps being let down. All was bustle within the house. The +servants were running hither and thither, there was a confusion of +voices, and the rooms were lit up. Three antiquated chamber-maids +entered the bedroom, and they were shortly afterwards followed by the +Countess who, more dead than alive, sank into a Voltaire armchair. +Hermann peeped through a chink. Lizaveta Ivanovna passed close by him, +and he heard her hurried steps as she hastened up the little spiral +staircase. For a moment his heart was assailed by something like a +pricking of conscience, but the emotion was only transitory, and his +heart became petrified as before. + +The Countess began to undress before her looking-glass. Her +rose-bedecked cap was taken off, and then her powdered wig was removed +from off her white and closely-cut hair. Hairpins fell in showers +around her. Her yellow satin dress, brocaded with silver, fell down at +her swollen feet. + +Hermann was a witness of the repugnant mysteries of her toilette; at +last the Countess was in her night-cap and dressing-gown, and in this +costume, more suitable to her age, she appeared less hideous and +deformed. + +Like all old people in general, the Countess suffered from +sleeplessness. Having undressed, she seated herself at the window in a +Voltaire armchair and dismissed her maids. The candles were taken +away, and once more the room was left with only one lamp burning in +it. The Countess sat there looking quite yellow, mumbling with her +flaccid lips and swaying to and fro. Her dull eyes expressed complete +vacancy of mind, and, looking at her, one would have thought that the +rocking of her body was not a voluntary action of her own, but was +produced by the action of some concealed galvanic mechanism. + +Suddenly the death-like face assumed an inexplicable expression. The +lips ceased to tremble, the eyes became animated: before the Countess +stood an unknown man. + +"Do not be alarmed, for Heaven's sake, do not be alarmed!" said he in +a low but distinct voice. "I have no intention of doing you any harm, +I have only come to ask a favour of you." + +The old woman looked at him in silence, as if she had not heard what +he had said. Hermann thought that she was deaf, and bending down +towards her ear, he repeated what he had said. The aged Countess +remained silent as before. + +"You can insure the happiness of my life," continued Hermann, "and it +will cost you nothing. I know that you can name three cards in +order--" + +Hermann stopped. The Countess appeared now to understand what he +wanted; she seemed as if seeking for words to reply. + +"It was a joke," she replied at last: "I assure you it was only a +joke." + +"There is no joking about the matter," replied Hermann angrily. +"Remember Chaplitzky, whom you helped to win." + +The Countess became visibly uneasy. Her features expressed strong +emotion, but they quickly resumed their former immobility. + +"Can you not name me these three winning cards?" continued Hermann. + +The Countess remained silent; Hermann continued: + +"For whom are you preserving your secret? For your grandsons? They are +rich enough without it; they do not know the worth of money. Your +cards would be of no use to a spendthrift. He who cannot preserve his +paternal inheritance, will die in want, even though he had a demon at +his service. I am not a man of that sort; I know the value of money. +Your three cards will not be thrown away upon me. Come!"... + +He paused and tremblingly awaited her reply. The Countess remained +silent; Hermann fell upon his knees. + +"If your heart has ever known the feeling of love," said he, "if you +remember its rapture, if you have ever smiled at the cry of your +new-born child, if any human feeling has ever entered into your +breast, I entreat you by the feelings of a wife, a lover, a mother, by +all that is most sacred in life, not to reject my prayer. Reveal to me +your secret. Of what use is it to you?... May be it is connected with +some terrible sin with the loss of eternal salvation, with some +bargain with the devil... Reflect,--you are old; you have not long to +live--I am ready to take your sins upon my soul. Only reveal to me +your secret. Remember that the happiness of a man is in your hands, +that not only I, but my children, and grandchildren will bless your +memory and reverence you as a saint..." + +The old Countess answered not a word. + +Hermann rose to his feet. + +"You old hag!" he exclaimed, grinding his teeth, "then I will make you +answer!" + +With these words he drew a pistol from his pocket. + +At the sight of the pistol, the Countess for the second time exhibited +strong emotion. She shook her head and raised her hands as if to +protect herself from the shot... then she fell backwards and remained +motionless. + +"Come, an end to this childish nonsense!" said Hermann, taking hold of +her hand. "I ask you for the last time: will you tell me the names of +your three cards, or will you not?" + +The Countess made no reply. Hermann perceived that she was dead! + + + +IV + + +Lizaveta Ivanovna was sitting in her room, still in her ball dress, +lost in deep thought. On returning home, she had hastily dismissed the +chambermaid who very reluctantly came forward to assist her, saying +that she would undress herself, and with a trembling heart had gone up +to her own room, expecting to find Hermann there, but yet hoping not +to find him. At the first glance she convinced herself that he was not +there, and she thanked her fate for having prevented him keeping the +appointment. She sat down without undressing, and began to recall to +mind all the circumstances which in so short a time had carried her so +far. It was not three weeks since the time when she first saw the +young officer from the window--and yet she was already in +correspondence with him, and he had succeeded in inducing her to grant +him a nocturnal interview! She knew his name only through his having +written it at the bottom of some of his letters; she had never spoken +to him, had never heard his voice, and had never heard him spoken of +until that evening. But, strange to say, that very evening at the +ball, Tomsky, being piqued with the young Princess Pauline N----, who, +contrary to her usual custom, did not flirt with him, wished to +revenge himself by assuming an air of indifference: he therefore +engaged Lizaveta Ivanovna and danced an endless mazurka with her. +During the whole of the time he kept teasing her about her partiality +for Engineer officers; he assured her that he knew far more than she +imagined, and some of his jests were so happily aimed, that Lizaveta +thought several times that her secret was known to him. + +"From whom have you learnt all this?" she asked, smiling. + +"From a friend of a person very well known to you," replied Tomsky, +"from a very distinguished man." + +"And who is this distinguished man?" + +"His name is Hermann." + +Lizaveta made no reply; but her hands and feet lost all sense of +feeling. + +"This Hermann," continued Tomsky, "is a man of romantic personality. +He has the profile of a Napoleon, and the soul of a Mephistopheles. I +believe that he has at least three crimes upon his conscience... How +pale you have become!" + +"I have a headache... But what did this Hermann--or whatever his name +is--tell you?" + +"Hermann is very much dissatisfied with his friend: he says that in +his place he would act very differently... I even think that Hermann +himself has designs upon you; at least, he listens very attentively to +all that his friend has to say about you." + +"And where has he seen me?" + +"In church, perhaps; or on the parade--God alone knows where. It may +have been in your room, while you were asleep, for there is nothing +that he--" + +Three ladies approaching him with the question: "_oubli ou regret_?" +interrupted the conversation, which had become so tantalisingly +interesting to Lizaveta. + +The lady chosen by Tomsky was the Princess Pauline herself. She +succeeded in effecting a reconciliation with him during the numerous +turns of the dance, after which he conducted her to her chair. On +returning to his place, Tomsky thought no more either of Hermann or +Lizaveta. She longed to renew the interrupted conversation, but the +mazurka came to an end, and shortly afterwards the old Countess took +her departure. + +Tomsky's words were nothing more than the customary small talk of the +dance, but they sank deep into the soul of the young dreamer. The +portrait, sketched by Tomsky, coincided with the picture she had +formed within her own mind, and thanks to the latest romances, the +ordinary countenance of her admirer became invested with attributes +capable of alarming her and fascinating her imagination at the same +time. She was now sitting with her bare arms crossed and with her +head, still adorned with flowers, sunk upon her uncovered bosom. +Suddenly the door opened and Hermann entered. She shuddered. + +"Where were you?" she asked in a terrified whisper. + +"In the old Countess's bedroom," replied Hermann: "I have just left +her. The Countess is dead." + +"My God! What do you say?" + +"And I am afraid," added Hermann, "that I am the cause of her death." + +Lizaveta looked at him, and Tomsky's words found an echo in her soul: +"This man has at least three crimes upon his conscience!" Hermann sat +down by the window near her, and related all that had happened. + +Lizaveta listened to him in terror. So all those passionate letters, +those ardent desires, this bold obstinate pursuit--all this was not +love! Money--that was what his soul yearned for! She could not satisfy +his desire and make him happy! The poor girl had been nothing but +the blind tool of a robber, of the murderer of her aged +benefactress!... She wept bitter tears of agonised repentance. Hermann +gazed at her in silence: his heart, too, was a prey to violent +emotion, but neither the tears of the poor girl, nor the wonderful +charm of her beauty, enhanced by her grief, could produce any +impression upon his hardened soul. He felt no pricking of conscience +at the thought of the dead old woman. One thing only grieved him: the +irreparable loss of the secret from which he had expected to obtain +great wealth. + +"You are a monster!" said Lizaveta at last. + +"I did not wish for her death," replied Hermann: "my pistol was not +loaded." + +Both remained silent. + +The day began to dawn. Lizaveta extinguished her candle: a pale light +illumined her room. She wiped her tear-stained eyes and raised them +towards Hermann: he was sitting near the window, with his arms crossed +and with a fierce frown upon his forehead. In this attitude he bore a +striking resemblance to the portrait of Napoleon. This resemblance +struck Lizaveta even. + +"How shall I get you out of the house?" said she at last. "I thought +of conducting you down the secret staircase, but in that case it would +be necessary to go through the Countess's bedroom, and I am afraid." + +"Tell me how to find this secret staircase--I will go alone." + +Lizaveta arose, took from her drawer a key, handed it to Hermann and +gave him the necessary instructions. Hermann pressed her cold, limp +hand, kissed her bowed head, and left the room. + +He descended the winding staircase, and once more entered the +Countess's bedroom. The dead old lady sat as if petrified; her face +expressed profound tranquillity. Hermann stopped before her, and gazed +long and earnestly at her, as if he wished to convince himself of the +terrible reality; at last he entered the cabinet, felt behind the +tapestry for the door, and then began to descend the dark staircase, +filled with strange emotions. "Down this very staircase," thought he, +"perhaps coming from the very same room, and at this very same hour +sixty years ago, there may have glided, in an embroidered coat, with +his hair dressed _à l'oiseau royal_ and pressing to his heart his +three-cornered hat, some young gallant, who has long been mouldering +in the grave, but the heart of his aged mistress has only to-day +ceased to beat..." + +At the bottom of the staircase Hermann found a door, which he opened +with a key, and then traversed a corridor which conducted him into the +street. + + + +V + + +Three days after the fatal night, at nine o'clock in the morning, +Hermann repaired to the Convent of ----, where the last honours were +to be paid to the mortal remains of the old Countess. Although feeling +no remorse, he could not altogether stifle the voice of conscience, +which said to him: "You are the murderer of the old woman!" In spite +of his entertaining very little religious belief, he was exceedingly +superstitious; and believing that the dead Countess might exercise an +evil influence on his life, he resolved to be present at her obsequies +in order to implore her pardon. + +The church was full. It was with difficulty that Hermann made his way +through the crowd of people. The coffin was placed upon a rich +catafalque beneath a velvet baldachin. The deceased Countess lay +within it, with her hands crossed upon her breast, with a lace cap +upon her head and dressed in a white satin robe. Around the catafalque +stood the members of her household: the servants in black _caftans_, +with armorial ribbons upon their shoulders, and candles in their +hands; the relatives--children, grandchildren, and +great-grandchildren--in deep mourning. + +Nobody wept; tears would have been _une affectation_. The Countess was +so old, that her death could have surprised nobody, and her relatives +had long looked upon her as being out of the world. A famous preacher +pronounced the funeral sermon. In simple and touching words he +described the peaceful passing away of the righteous, who had passed +long years in calm preparation for a Christian end. "The angel of +death found her," said the orator, "engaged in pious meditation and +waiting for the midnight bridegroom." + +The service concluded amidst profound silence. The relatives went +forward first to take farewell of the corpse. Then followed the +numerous guests, who had come to render the last homage to her who for +so many years had been a participator in their frivolous amusements. +After these followed the members of the Countess's household. The last +of these was an old woman of the same age as the deceased. Two young +women led her forward by the hand. She had not strength enough to bow +down to the ground--she merely shed a few tears and kissed the cold +hand of her mistress. + +Hermann now resolved to approach the coffin. He knelt down upon the +cold stones and remained in that position for some minutes; at last he +arose, as pale as the deceased Countess herself; he ascended the steps +of the catafalque and bent over the corpse... At that moment it seemed +to him that the dead woman darted a mocking look at him and winked +with one eye. Hermann started back, took a false step and fell to the +ground. Several persons hurried forward and raised him up. At the same +moment Lizaveta Ivanovna was borne fainting into the porch of the +church. This episode disturbed for some minutes the solemnity of the +gloomy ceremony. Among the congregation arose a deep murmur, and a +tall thin chamberlain, a near relative of the deceased, whispered in +the ear of an Englishman who was standing near him, that the young +officer was a natural son of the Countess, to which the Englishman +coldly replied: "Oh!" + +During the whole of that day, Hermann was strangely excited. Repairing +to an out-of-the-way restaurant to dine, he drank a great deal of +wine, contrary to his usual custom, in the hope of deadening his +inward agitation. But the wine only served to excite his imagination +still more. On returning home, he threw himself upon his bed without +undressing, and fell into a deep sleep. + +When he woke up it was already night, and the moon was shining into +the room. He looked at his watch: it was a quarter to three. Sleep had +left him; he sat down upon his bed and thought of the funeral of the +old Countess. + +At that moment somebody in the street looked in at his window, and +immediately passed on again. Hermann paid no attention to this +incident. A few moments afterwards he heard the door of his ante-room +open. Hermann thought that it was his orderly, drunk as usual, +returning from some nocturnal expedition, but presently he heard +footsteps that were unknown to him: somebody was walking softly over +the floor in slippers. The door opened, and a woman dressed in white, +entered the room. Hermann mistook her for his old nurse, and wondered +what could bring her there at that hour of the night. But the white +woman glided rapidly across the room and stood before him--and Hermann +recognised the Countess! + +"I have come to you against my wish," she said in a firm voice: "but I +have been ordered to grant your request. Three, seven, ace, will win +for you if played in succession, but only on these conditions: that +you do not play more than one card in twenty-four hours, and that you +never play again during the rest of your life. I forgive you my death, +on condition that you marry my companion, Lizaveta Ivanovna." + +With these words she turned round very quietly, walked with a +shuffling gait towards the door and disappeared. Hermann heard the +street-door open and shut, and again he saw some one look in at him +through the window. + +For a long time Hermann could not recover himself. He then rose up and +entered the next room. His orderly was lying asleep upon the floor, +and he had much difficulty in waking him. The orderly was drunk as +usual, and no information could be obtained from him. The street-door +was locked. Hermann returned to his room, lit his candle, and wrote +down all the details of his vision. + + + +VI + + +Two fixed ideas can no more exist together in the moral world than two +bodies can occupy one and the same place in the physical world. +"Three, seven, ace," soon drove out of Hermann's mind the thought of +the dead Countess. "Three, seven, ace," were perpetually running +through his head and continually being repeated by his lips. If he saw +a young girl, he would say: "How slender she is! quite like the three +of hearts." If anybody asked: "What is the time?" he would reply: +"Five minutes to seven." Every stout man that he saw reminded him of +the ace. "Three, seven, ace" haunted him in his sleep, and assumed all +possible shapes. The threes bloomed before him in the forms of +magnificent flowers, the sevens were represented by Gothic portals, +and the aces became transformed into gigantic spiders. One thought +alone occupied his whole mind--to make a profitable use of the secret +which he had purchased so dearly. He thought of applying for a +furlough so as to travel abroad. He wanted to go to Paris and tempt +fortune in some of the public gambling-houses that abounded there. +Chance spared him all this trouble. + +There was in Moscow a society of rich gamesters, presided over by the +celebrated Chekalinsky, who had passed all his life at the card-table +and had amassed millions, accepting bills of exchange for his winnings +and paying his losses in ready money. His long experience secured for +him the confidence of his companions, and his open house, his famous +cook, and his agreeable and fascinating manners gained for him the +respect of the public. He came to St. Petersburg. The young men of the +capital flocked to his rooms, forgetting balls for cards, and +preferring the emotions of faro to the seductions of flirting. Narumov +conducted Hermann to Chekalinsky's residence. + +They passed through a suite of magnificent rooms, filled with +attentive domestics. The place was crowded. Generals and Privy +Counsellors were playing at whist; young men were lolling carelessly +upon the velvet-covered sofas, eating ices and smoking pipes. In the +drawing-room, at the head of a long table, around which were assembled +about a score of players, sat the master of the house keeping the +bank. He was a man of about sixty years of age, of a very dignified +appearance; his head was covered with silvery-white hair; his full, +florid countenance expressed good-nature, and his eyes twinkled with a +perpetual smile. Narumov introduced Hermann to him. Chekalinsky shook +him by the hand in a friendly manner, requested him not to stand on +ceremony, and then went on dealing. + +The game occupied some time. On the table lay more than thirty cards. +Chekalinsky paused after each throw, in order to give the players time +to arrange their cards and note down their losses, listened politely +to their requests, and more politely still, put straight the corners +of cards that some player's hand had chanced to bend. At last the game +was finished. Chekalinsky shuffled the cards and prepared to deal +again. + +"Will you allow me to take a card?" said Hermann, stretching out his +hand from behind a stout gentleman who was punting. + +Chekalinsky smiled and bowed silently, as a sign of acquiescence. +Narumov laughingly congratulated Hermann on his abjuration of that +abstention from cards which he had practised for so long a period, and +wished him a lucky beginning. + +"Stake!" said Hermann, writing some figures with chalk on the back of +his card. + +"How much?" asked the banker, contracting the muscles of his eyes; +"excuse me, I cannot see quite clearly." + +"Forty-seven thousand rubles," replied Hermann. + +At these words every head in the room turned suddenly round, and all +eyes were fixed upon Hermann. + +"He has taken leave of his senses!" thought Narumov. + +"Allow me to inform you," said Chekalinsky, with his eternal smile, +"that you are playing very high; nobody here has ever staked more than +two hundred and seventy-five rubles at once." + +"Very well," replied Hermann; "but do you accept my card or not?" + +Chekalinsky bowed in token of consent. + +"I only wish to observe," said he, "that although I have the greatest +confidence in my friends, I can only play against ready money. For my +own part, I am quite convinced that your word is sufficient, but for +the sake of the order of the game, and to facilitate the reckoning up, +I must ask you to put the money on your card." + +Hermann drew from his pocket a bank-note and handed it to Chekalinsky, +who, after examining it in a cursory manner, placed it on Hermann's +card. + +He began to deal. On the right a nine turned up, and on the left a +three. + +"I have won!" said Hermann, showing his card. + +A murmur of astonishment arose among the players. Chekalinsky frowned, +but the smile quickly returned to his face. + +"Do you wish me to settle with you?" he said to Hermann. + +"If you please," replied the latter. + +Chekalinsky drew from his pocket a number of banknotes and paid at +once. Hermann took up his money and left the table. Narumov could not +recover from his astonishment. Hermann drank a glass of lemonade and +returned home. + +The next evening he again repaired to Chekalinsky's. The host was +dealing. Hermann walked up to the table; the punters immediately made +room for him. Chekalinsky greeted him with a gracious bow. + +Hermann waited for the next deal, took a card and placed upon it his +forty-seven thousand roubles, together with his winnings of the +previous evening. + +Chekalinsky began to deal. A knave turned up on the right, a seven on +the left. + +Hermann showed his seven. + +There was a general exclamation. Chekalinsky was evidently ill at +ease, but he counted out the ninety-four thousand rubles and handed +them over to Hermann, who pocketed them in the coolest manner possible +and immediately left the house. + +The next evening Hermann appeared again at the table. Every one was +expecting him. The generals and Privy Counsellors left their whist in +order to watch such extraordinary play. The young officers quitted +their sofas, and even the servants crowded into the room. All pressed +round Hermann. The other players left off punting, impatient to see +how it would end. Hermann stood at the table and prepared to play +alone against the pale, but still smiling Chekalinsky. Each opened a +pack of cards. Chekalinsky shuffled. Hermann took a card and covered +it with a pile of bank-notes. It was like a duel. Deep silence reigned +around. + +Chekalinsky began to deal; his hands trembled. On the right a queen +turned up, and on the left an ace. + +"Ace has won!" cried Hermann, showing his card. + +"Your queen has lost," said Chekalinsky, politely. + +Hermann started; instead of an ace, there lay before him the queen of +spades! He could not believe his eyes, nor could he understand how he +had made such a mistake. + +At that moment it seemed to him that the queen of spades smiled +ironically and winked her eye at him. He was struck by her remarkable +resemblance... + +"The old Countess!" he exclaimed, seized with terror. + +Chekalinsky gathered up his winnings. For some time, Hermann remained +perfectly motionless. When at last he left the table, there was a +general commotion in the room. + +"Splendidly punted!" said the players. Chekalinsky shuffled the cards +afresh, and the game went on as usual. + + * * * * * + +Hermann went out of his mind, and is now confined in room Number 17 of +the Obukhov Hospital. He never answers any questions, but he +constantly mutters with unusual rapidity: "Three, seven, ace!" "Three, +seven, queen!" + +Lizaveta Ivanovna has married a very amiable young man, a son of the +former steward of the old Countess. He is in the service of the State +somewhere, and is in receipt of a good income. Lizaveta is also +supporting a poor relative. + +Tomsky has been promoted to the rank of captain, and has become the +husband of the Princess Pauline. + + + + +THE CLOAK + + + +BY NIKOLAY V. GOGOL + + +In the department of----, but it is better not to mention the +department. The touchiest things in the world are departments, +regiments, courts of justice, in a word, all branches of public +service. Each individual nowadays thinks all society insulted in his +person. Quite recently, a complaint was received from a district chief +of police in which he plainly demonstrated that all the imperial +institutions were going to the dogs, and that the Czar's sacred name +was being taken in vain; and in proof he appended to the complaint a +romance, in which the district chief of police is made to appear about +once in every ten pages, and sometimes in a downright drunken +condition. Therefore, in order to avoid all unpleasantness, it will be +better to designate the department in question, as a certain +department. + +So, in a certain department there was a certain official--not a very +notable one, it must be allowed--short of stature, somewhat +pock-marked, red-haired, and mole-eyed, with a bald forehead, wrinkled +cheeks, and a complexion of the kind known as sanguine. The St. +Petersburg climate was responsible for this. As for his official +rank--with us Russians the rank comes first--he was what is called a +perpetual titular councillor, over which, as is well known, some +writers make merry and crack their jokes, obeying the praiseworthy +custom of attacking those who cannot bite back. + +His family name was Bashmachkin. This name is evidently derived from +bashmak (shoe); but, when, at what time, and in what manner, is not +known. His father and grandfather, and all the Bashmachkins, always +wore boots, which were resoled two or three times a year. His name was +Akaky Akakiyevich. It may strike the reader as rather singular and +far-fetched; but he may rest assured that it was by no means +far-fetched, and that the circumstances were such that it would have +been impossible to give him any other. + +This was how it came about. + +Akaky Akakiyevich was born, if my memory fails me not, in the evening +on the 23rd of March. His mother, the wife of a Government official, +and a very fine woman, made all due arrangements for having the child +baptised. She was lying on the bed opposite the door; on her right +stood the godfather, Ivan Ivanovich Eroshkin, a most estimable man, +who served as the head clerk of the senate; and the godmother, Arina +Semyonovna Bielobrinshkova, the wife of an officer of the quarter, and +a woman of rare virtues. They offered the mother her choice of three +names, Mokiya, Sossiya, or that the child should be called after the +martyr Khozdazat. "No," said the good woman, "all those names are +poor." In order to please her, they opened the calendar at another +place; three more names appeared, Triphily, Dula, and Varakhasy. "This +is awful," said the old woman. "What names! I truly never heard the +like. I might have put up with Varadat or Varukh, but not Triphily and +Varakhasy!" They turned to another page and found Pavsikakhy and +Vakhtisy. "Now I see," said the old woman, "that it is plainly fate. +And since such is the case, it will be better to name him after his +father. His father's name was Akaky, so let his son's name be Akaky +too." In this manner he became Akaky Akakiyevich. They christened the +child, whereat he wept, and made a grimace, as though he foresaw that +he was to be a titular councillor. + +In this manner did it all come about. We have mentioned it in order +that the reader might see for himself that it was a case of necessity, +and that it was utterly impossible to give him any other name. + +When and how he entered the department, and who appointed him, no one +could remember. However much the directors and chiefs of all kinds +were changed, he was always to be seen in the same place, the same +attitude, the same occupation--always the letter-copying clerk--so +that it was afterwards affirmed that he had been born in uniform with +a bald head. No respect was shown him in the department. The porter +not only did not rise from his seat when he passed, but never even +glanced at him, any more than if a fly had flown through the +reception-room. His superiors treated him in coolly despotic fashion. +Some insignificant assistant to the head clerk would thrust a paper +under his nose without so much as saying, "Copy," or, "Here's an +interesting little case," or anything else agreeable, as is customary +amongst well-bred officials. And he took it, looking only at the +paper, and not observing who handed it to him, or whether he had the +right to do so; simply took it, and set about copying it. + +The young officials laughed at and made fun of him, so far as their +official wit permitted; told in his presence various stories concocted +about him, and about his landlady, an old woman of seventy; declared +that she beat him; asked when the wedding was to be; and strewed bits +of paper over his head, calling them snow. But Akaky Akakiyevich +answered not a word, any more than if there had been no one there +besides himself. It even had no effect upon his work. Amid all these +annoyances he never made a single mistake in a letter. But if the +joking became wholly unbearable, as when they jogged his head, and +prevented his attending to his work, he would exclaim: + +"Leave me alone! Why do you insult me?" + +And there was something strange in the words and the voice in which +they were uttered. There was in it something which moved to pity; so +much so that one young man, a newcomer, who, taking pattern by the +others, had permitted himself to make sport of Akaky, suddenly stopped +short, as though all about him had undergone a transformation, and +presented itself in a different aspect. Some unseen force repelled him +from the comrades whose acquaintance he had made, on the supposition +that they were decent, well-bred men. Long afterwards, in his gayest +moments, there recurred to his mind the little official with the bald +forehead, with his heart-rending words, "Leave me alone! Why do you +insult me?" In these moving words, other words resounded--"I am thy +brother." And the young man covered his face with his hand; and many a +time afterwards, in the course of his life, shuddered at seeing how +much inhumanity there is in man, how much savage coarseness is +concealed beneath refined, cultured, worldly refinement, and even, O +God! in that man whom the world acknowledges as honourable and +upright. + +It would be difficult to find another man who lived so entirely for +his duties. It is not enough to say that Akaky laboured with zeal; no, +he laboured with love. In his copying, he found a varied and agreeable +employment. Enjoyment was written on his face; some letters were even +favourites with him; and when he encountered these, he smiled, winked, +and worked with his lips, till it seemed as though each letter might +be read in his face, as his pen traced it. If his pay had been in +proportion to his zeal, he would, perhaps, to his great surprise, have +been made even a councillor of state. But he worked, as his +companions, the wits, put it, like a horse in a mill. + +However, it would be untrue to say that no attention was paid to him. +One director being a kindly man, and desirous of rewarding him for his +long service, ordered him to be given something more important than +mere copying. So he was ordered to make a report of an already +concluded affair, to another department; the duty consisting simply in +changing the heading and altering a few words from the first to the +third person. This caused him so much toil, that he broke into a +perspiration, rubbed his forehead, and finally said, "No, give me +rather something to copy." After that they let him copy on forever. + +Outside this copying, it appeared that nothing existed for him. He +gave no thought to his clothes. His uniform was not green, but a sort +of rusty-meal colour. The collar was low, so that his neck, in spite +of the fact that it was not long, seemed inordinately so as it emerged +from it, like the necks of the plaster cats which pedlars carry about +on their heads. And something was always sticking to his uniform, +either a bit of hay or some trifle. Moreover, he had a peculiar knack, +as he walked along the street, of arriving beneath a window just as +all sorts of rubbish was being flung out of it; hence he always bore +about on his hat scraps of melon rinds, and other such articles. Never +once in his life did he give heed to what was going on every day to +the street; while it is well known that his young brother officials +trained the range of their glances till they could see when any one's +trouser-straps came undone upon the opposite sidewalk, which always +brought a malicious smile to their faces. But Akaky Akakiyevich saw in +all things the clean, even strokes of his written lines; and only when +a horse thrust his nose, from some unknown quarter, over his shoulder, +and sent a whole gust of wind down his neck from his nostrils, did he +observe that he was not in the middle of a line, but in the middle of +the street. + +On reaching home, he sat down at once at the table, sipped his +cabbage-soup up quickly, and swallowed a bit of beef with onions, +never noticing their taste, and gulping down everything with flies and +anything else which the Lord happened to send at the moment. When he +saw that his stomach was beginning to swell, he rose from the table, +and copied papers which he had brought home. If there happened to be +none, he took copies for himself, for his own gratification, +especially if the document was noteworthy, not on account of its +style, but of its being addressed to some distinguished person. + +Even at the hour when the grey St. Petersburg sky had quite +disappeared, and all the official world had eaten or dined, each as he +could, in accordance with the salary he received and his own fancy; +when, all were resting from the department jar of pens, running to and +fro, for their own and other people's indispensable occupations, and +from all the work that an uneasy man makes willingly for himself, +rather than what is necessary; when, officials hasten to dedicate to +pleasure the time which is left to them, one bolder than the rest, +going to the theatre; another; into the street looking under the +bonnets; another, wasting his evening in compliments to some pretty +girl, the star of a small official circle; another--and this is the +common case of all--visiting his comrades on the third or fourth +floor, in two small rooms with an ante-room or kitchen, and some +pretensions to fashion, such as a lamp or some other trifle which has +cost many a sacrifice of dinner or pleasure trip; in a word, at the +hour when all officials disperse among the contracted quarters of +their friends, to play whist, as they sip their tea from glasses with +a kopek's worth of sugar, smoke long pipes, relate at time some bits +of gossip which a Russian man can never, under any circumstances, +refrain from, and when there is nothing else to talk of, repeat +eternal anecdotes about the commandant to whom they had sent word that +the tails of the horses on the Falconet Monument had been cut off; +when all strive to divert themselves, Akaky Akakiyevich indulged in no +kind of diversion. No one could even say that he had seen him at any +kind of evening party. Having written to his heart's content, he lay +down to sleep, smiling at the thought of the coming day--of what God +might send him to copy on the morrow. + +Thus flowed on the peaceful life of the man, who, with a salary of +four hundred rubles, understood how to be content with his lot; and +thus it would have continued to flow on, perhaps, to extreme old age, +were it not that there are various ills strewn along the path of life +for titular councillors as well as for private, actual, court, and +every other species of councillor, even to those who never give any +advice or take any themselves. + +There exists in St. Petersburg a powerful foe of all who receive a +salary of four hundred rubles a year, or there-abouts. This foe is no +other than the Northern cold, although it is said to be very healthy. +At nine o'clock in the morning, at the very hour when the streets are +filled with men bound for the various official departments, it begins +to bestow such powerful and piercing nips on all noses impartially, +that the poor officials really do not know what to do with them. At an +hour, when the foreheads of even those who occupy exalted positions +ache with the cold, and tears start to their eyes, the poor titular +councillors are sometimes quite unprotected. Their only salvation lies +in traversing as quickly as possible, in their thin little cloaks, +five or six streets, and then warming their feet in the porter's room, +and so thawing all their talents and qualifications for official +service, which had become frozen on the way. + +Akaky Akakiyevich had felt for some time that his back and shoulders +were paining with peculiar poignancy, in spite of the fact that he +tried to traverse the distance with all possible speed. He began +finally to wonder whether the fault did not lie in his cloak. He +examined it thoroughly at home, and discovered that in two places, +namely, on the back and shoulders, it had become thin as gauze. The +cloth was worn to such a degree that he could see through it, and the +lining had fallen into pieces. You must know that Akaky Akakiyevich's +cloak served as an object of ridicule to the officials. They even +refused it the noble name of cloak, and called it a cape. In fact, it +was of singular make, its collar diminishing year by year to serve to +patch its other parts. The patching did not exhibit great skill on the +part of the tailor, and was, in fact, baggy and ugly. Seeing how the +matter stood, Akaky Akakiyevich decided that it would be necessary to +take the cloak to Petrovich, the tailor, who lived somewhere on the +fourth floor up a dark staircase, and who, in spite of his having but +one eye and pock-marks all over his face, busied himself with +considerable success in repairing the trousers and coats of officials +and others; that is to say, when he was sober and not nursing some +other scheme in his head. + +It is not necessary to say much about this tailor, but as it is the +custom to have the character of each personage in a novel clearly +defined there is no help for it, so here is Petrovich the tailor. At +first he was called only Grigory, and was some gentleman's serf. He +commenced calling himself Petrovich from the time when he received his +free papers, and further began to drink heavily on all holidays, at +first on the great ones, and then on all church festivals without +discrimination, wherever a cross stood in the calendar. On this point +he was faithful to ancestral custom; and when quarrelling with his +wife, he called her a low female and a German. As we have mentioned +his wife, it will be necessary to say a word or two about her. +Unfortunately, little is known of her beyond the fact that Petrovich +had a wife, who wore a cap and a dress, but could not lay claim to +beauty, at least, no one but the soldiers of the guard even looked +under her cap when they met her. + +Ascending the staircase which led to Petrovich's room--which staircase +was all soaked with dish-water and reeked with the smell of spirits +which affects the eyes, and is an inevitable adjunct to all dark +stairways in St. Petersburg houses--ascending the stairs, Akaky +Akakiyevich pondered how much Petrovich would ask, and mentally +resolved not to give more than two rubles. The door was open, for the +mistress, in cooking some fish, had raised such a smoke in the kitchen +that not even the beetles were visible. Akaky Akakiyevich passed +through the kitchen unperceived, even by the housewife, and at length +reached a room where he beheld Petrovich seated on a large unpainted +table, with his legs tucked under him like a Turkish pasha. His feet +were bare, after the fashion of tailors as they sit at work; and the +first thing which caught the eye was his thumb, with a deformed nail +thick and strong as a turtle's shell. About Petrovich's neck hung a +skein of silk and thread, and upon his knees lay some old garment. He +had been trying unsuccessfully for three minutes to thread his needle, +and was enraged at the darkness and even at the thread, growling in a +low voice, "It won't go through, the barbarian! you pricked me, you +rascal!" + +Akaky Akakiyevich was vexed at arriving at the precise moment when +Petrovich was angry. He liked to order something of Petrovich when he +was a little downhearted, or, as his wife expressed it, "when he had +settled himself with brandy, the one-eyed devil!" Under such +circumstances Petrovich generally came down in his price very readily, +and even bowed and returned thanks. Afterwards, to be sure, his wife +would come, complaining that her husband had been drunk, and so had +fixed the price too low; but, if only a ten-kopek piece were added +then the matter would be settled. But now it appeared that Petrovich +was in a sober condition, and therefore rough, taciturn, and inclined +to demand, Satan only knows what price. Akaky Akakiyevich felt this, +and would gladly have beat a retreat, but he was in for it. Petrovich +screwed up his one eye very intently at him, and Akaky Akakiyevich +involuntarily said, "How do you do, Petrovich?" + +"I wish you a good morning, sir," said Petrovich squinting at Akaky +Akakiyevich's hands, to see what sort of booty he had brought. + +"Ah! I--to you, Petrovich, this--" It must be known that Akaky +Akakiyevich expressed himself chiefly by prepositions, adverbs, and +scraps of phrases which had no meaning whatever. If the matter was a +very difficult one, he had a habit of never completing his sentences, +so that frequently, having begun a phrase with the words, "This, in +fact, is quite--" he forgot to go on, thinking he had already finished +it. + +"What is it?" asked Petrovich, and with his one eye scanned Akaky +Akakiyevich's whole uniform from the collar down to the cuffs, the +back, the tails and the button-holes, all of which were well known to +him, since they were his own handiwork. Such is the habit of tailors; +it is the first thing they do on meeting one. + +"But I, here, this--Petrovich--a cloak, cloth--here you see, +everywhere, in different places, it is quite strong--it is a little +dusty and looks old, but it is new, only here in one place it is a +little--on the back, and here on one of the shoulders, it is a little +worn, yes, here on this shoulder it is a little--do you see? That is +all. And a little work--" + +Petrovich took the cloak, spread it out, to begin with, on the table, +looked at it hard, shook his head, reached out his hand to the +window-sill for his snuff-box, adorned with the portrait of some +general, though what general is unknown, for the place where the face +should have been had been rubbed through by the finger and a square +bit of paper had been pasted over it. Having taken a pinch of snuff, +Petrovich held up the cloak, and inspected it against the light, and +again shook his head. Then he turned it, lining upwards, and shook his +head once more. After which he again lifted the general-adorned lid +with its bit of pasted paper, and having stuffed his nose with snuff, +dosed and put away the snuff-box, and said finally, "No, it is +impossible to mend it. It is a wretched garment!" + +Akaky Akakiyevich's heart sank at these words. + +"Why is it impossible, Petrovich?" he said, almost in the pleading +voice of a child. "All that ails it is, that it is worn on the +shoulders. You must have some pieces--" + +"Yes, patches could be found, patches are easily found," said +Petrovich, "but there's nothing to sew them to. The thing is +completely rotten. If you put a needle to it--see, it will give way." + +"Let it give way, and you can put on another patch at once." + +"But there is nothing to put the patches on to. There's no use in +strengthening it. It is too far gone. It's lucky that it's cloth, for, +if the wind were to blow, it would fly away." + +"Well, strengthen it again. How this, in fact--" + +"No," said Petrovich decisively, "there is nothing to be done with it. +It's a thoroughly bad job. You'd better, when the cold winter weather +comes on, make yourself some gaiters out of it, because stockings are +not warm. The Germans invented them in order to make more money." +Petrovich loved on all occasions to have a fling at the Germans. "But +it is plain you must have a new cloak." + +At the word "new" all grew dark before Akaky Akakiyevich's eyes, and +everything in the room began to whirl round. The only thing he saw +clearly was the general with the paper face on the lid of Petrovich's +snuff-box. "A new one?" said he, as if still in a dream. "Why, I have +no money for that." + +"Yes, a new one," said Petrovich, with barbarous composure. + +"Well, if it came to a new one, how--it--" + +"You mean how much would it cost?" + +"Yes." + +"Well, you would have to lay out a hundred and fifty or more," said +Petrovich, and pursed up his lips significantly. He liked to produce +powerful effects, liked to stun utterly and suddenly, and then to +glance sideways to see what face the stunned person would put on the +matter. + +"A hundred and fifty rubles for a cloak!" shrieked poor Akaky +Akakiyevich, perhaps for the first time in his life, for his voice had +always been distinguished for softness. + +"Yes, sir," said Petrovich, "for any kind of cloak. If you have a +marten fur on the collar, or a silk-lined hood, it will mount up to +two hundred." + +"Petrovich, please," said Akaky Akakiyevich in a beseeching tone, not +hearing, and not trying to hear, Petrovich's words, and disregarding +all his "effects," "some repairs, in order that it may wear yet a +little longer." + +"No, it would only be a waste of time and money," said Petrovich. And +Akaky Akakiyevich went away after these words, utterly discouraged. +But Petrovich stood for some time after his departure, with +significantly compressed lips, and without betaking himself to his +work, satisfied that he would not be dropped, and an artistic tailor +employed. + +Akaky Akakiyevich went out into the street as if in a dream. "Such an +affair!" he said to himself. "I did not think it had come to--" and +then after a pause, he added, "Well, so it is! see what it has come to +at last! and I never imagined that it was so!" Then followed a long +silence, after which he exclaimed, "Well, so it is! see what +already--nothing unexpected that--it would be nothing--what a strange +circumstance!" So saying, instead of going home, he went in exactly +the opposite direction without suspecting it. On the way, a +chimney-sweep bumped up against him, and blackened his shoulder, and a +whole hatful of rubbish landed on him from the top of a house which +was building. He did not notice it, and only when he ran against a +watchman, who, having planted his halberd beside him, was shaking some +snuff from his box into his horny hand, did he recover himself a +little, and that because the watchman said, "Why are you poking +yourself into a man's very face? Haven't you the pavement?" This +caused him to look about him, and turn towards home. + +There only, he finally began to collect his thoughts, and to survey +his position in its clear and actual light, and to argue with himself, +sensibly and frankly, as with a reasonable friend, with whom one can +discuss private and personal matters. "No," said Akaky Akakiyevich, +"it is impossible to reason with Petrovich now. He is that--evidently, +his wife has been beating him. I'd better go to him on Sunday morning. +After Saturday night he will be a little cross-eyed and sleepy, for he +will want to get drunk, and his wife won't give him any money, and at +such a time, a ten-kopek piece in his hand will--he will become more +fit to reason with, and then the cloak and that--" Thus argued Akaky +Akakiyevich with himself regained his courage, and waited until the +first Sunday, when, seeing from afar that Petrovich's wife had left +the house, he went straight to him. + +Petrovich's eye was indeed very much askew after Saturday. His head +drooped, and he was very sleepy; but for all that, as soon as he knew +what it was a question of, it seemed as though Satan jogged his +memory. "Impossible," said he. "Please to order a new one." Thereupon +Akaky Akakiyevich handed over the ten-kopek piece. "Thank you, sir. I +will drink your good health," said Petrovich. "But as for the cloak, +don't trouble yourself about it; it is good for nothing. I will make +you a capital new one, so let us settle about it now." + +Akaky Akakiyevich was still for mending it, but Petrovich would not +hear of it, and said, "I shall certainly have to make you a new one, +and you may depend upon it that I shall do my best. It may even be, as +the fashion goes, that the collar can be fastened by silver hooks +under a flap." + +Then Akaky Akakiyevich saw that it was impossible to get along without +a new cloak, and his spirit sank utterly. How, in fact, was it to be +done? Where was the money to come from? He must have some new +trousers, and pay a debt of long standing to the shoemaker for putting +new tops to his old boots, and he must order three shirts from the +seamstress, and a couple of pieces of linen. In short, all his money +must be spent. And even if the director should be so kind as to order +him to receive forty-five or even fifty rubles instead of forty, it +would be a mere nothing, a mere drop in the ocean towards the funds +necessary for a cloak, although he knew that Petrovich was often +wrong-headed enough to blurt out some outrageous price, so that even +his own wife could not refrain from exclaiming, "Have you lost your +senses, you fool?" At one time he would not work at any price, and now +it was quite likely that he had named a higher sum than the cloak +would cost. + +But although he knew that Petrovich would undertake to make a cloak +for eighty rubles, still, where was he to get the eighty rubles from? +He might possibly manage half. Yes, half might be procured, but where +was the other half to come from? But the reader must first be told +where the first half came from. + +Akaky Akakiyevich had a habit of putting, for every ruble he spent, a +groschen into a small box, fastened with lock and key, and with a slit +in the top for the reception of money. At the end of every half-year +he counted over the heap of coppers, and changed it for silver. This +he had done for a long time, and in the course of years, the sum had +mounted up to over forty rubles. Thus he had one half on hand. But +where was he to find the other half? Where was he to get another forty +rubles from? Akaky Akakiyevich thought and thought, and decided that +it would be necessary to curtail his ordinary expenses, for the space +of one year at least, to dispense with tea in the evening, to burn no +candles, and, if there was anything which he must do, to go into his +landlady's room, and work by her light. When he went into the street, +he must walk as lightly as he could, and as cautiously, upon the +stones, almost upon tiptoe, in order not to wear his heels down in too +short a time. He must give the laundress as little to wash as +possible; and, in order not to wear out his clothes, he must take them +off as soon as he got home, and wear only his cotton dressing-gown, +which had been long and carefully saved. + +To tell the truth, it was a little hard for him at first to accustom +himself to these deprivations. But he got used to them at length, +after a fashion, and all went smoothly. He even got used to being +hungry in the evening, but he made up for it by treating himself, so +to say, in spirit, by bearing ever in mind the idea of his future +cloak. From that time forth, his existence seemed to become, in some +way, fuller, as if he were married, or as if some other man lived in +him, as if, in fact, he were not alone, and some pleasant friend had +consented to travel along life's path with him, the friend being no +other than the cloak, with thick wadding and a strong lining incapable +of wearing out. He became more lively, and even his character grew +firmer, like that of a man who has made up his mind, and set himself a +goal. From his face and gait, doubt and indecision, all hesitating and +wavering disappeared of themselves. Fire gleamed in his eyes, and +occasionally the boldest and most daring ideas flitted through his +mind. Why not, for instance, have marten fur on the collar? The +thought of this almost made him absent-minded. Once, in copying a +letter, he nearly made a mistake, so that he exclaimed almost aloud, +"Ugh!" and crossed himself. Once, in the course of every month, he had +a conference with Petrovich on the subject of the cloak, where it +would be better to buy the cloth, and the colour, and the price. He +always returned home satisfied, though troubled, reflecting that the +time would come at last when it could all be bought, and then the +cloak made. + +The affair progressed more briskly than he had expected. For beyond +all his hopes, the director awarded neither forty nor forty-five +rubles for Akaky Akakiyevich's share, but sixty. Whether he suspected +that Akaky Akakiyevich needed a cloak, or whether it was merely +chance, at all events, twenty extra rubles were by this means +provided. This circumstance hastened matters. Two or three months more +of hunger and Akaky Akakiyevich had accumulated about eighty rubles. +His heart, generally so quiet, began to throb. On the first possible +day, he went shopping in company with Petrovich. They bought some very +good cloth, and at a reasonable rate too, for they had been +considering the matter for six months, and rarely let a month pass +without their visiting the shops to enquire prices. Petrovich himself +said that no better cloth could be had. For lining, they selected a +cotton stuff, but so firm and thick, that Petrovich declared it to be +better than silk, and even prettier and more glossy. They did not buy +the marten fur, because it was, in fact, dear, but in its stead, they +picked out the very best of cat-skin which could be found in the shop, +and which might, indeed, be taken for marten at a distance. + +Petrovich worked at the cloak two whole weeks, for there was a great +deal of quilting; otherwise it would have been finished sooner. He +charged twelve rubles for the job, it could not possibly have been +done for less. It was all sewed with silk, in small, double seams, and +Petrovich went over each seam afterwards with his own teeth, stamping +in various patterns. + +It was--it is difficult to say precisely on what day, but probably the +most glorious one in Akaky Akakiyevich's life, when Petrovich at +length brought home the cloak. He brought it in the morning, before +the hour when it was necessary to start for the department. Never did +a cloak arrive so exactly in the nick of time, for the severe cold had +set in, and it seemed to threaten to increase. Petrovich brought the +cloak himself as befits a good tailor. On his countenance was a +significant expression, such as Akaky Akakiyevich had never beheld +there. He seemed fully sensible that he had done no small deed, and +crossed a gulf separating tailors who put in linings, and execute +repairs, from those who make new things. He took the cloak out of the +pocket-handkerchief in which he had brought it. The handkerchief was +fresh from the laundress, and he put it in his pocket for use. Taking +out the cloak, he gazed proudly at it, held it up with both hands, and +flung it skilfully over the shoulders of Akaky Akakiyevich. Then he +pulled it and fitted it down behind with his hand, and he draped it +around Akaky Akakiyevich without buttoning it. Akaky Akakiyevich, like +an experienced man, wished to try the sleeves. Petrovich helped him on +with them, and it turned out that the sleeves were satisfactory also. +In short, the cloak appeared to be perfect, and most seasonable. +Petrovich did not neglect to observe that it was only because he lived +in a narrow street, and had no signboard, and had known Akaky +Akakiyevich so long, that he had made it so cheaply; but that if he +had been in business on the Nevsky Prospect, he would have charged +seventy-five rubles for the making alone. Akaky Akakiyevich did not +care to argue this point with Petrovich. He paid him, thanked him, and +set out at once in his new cloak for the department. Petrovich +followed him, and pausing in the street, gazed long at the cloak in +the distance, after which he went to one side expressly to run through +a crooked alley, and emerge again into the street beyond to gaze once +more upon the cloak from another point, namely, directly in front. + +Meantime Akaky Akakiyevich went on in holiday mood. He was conscious +every second of the time that he had a new cloak on his shoulders, and +several times he laughed with internal satisfaction. In fact, there +were two advantages, one was its warmth, the other its beauty. He saw +nothing of the road, but suddenly found himself at the department. He +took off his cloak in the ante-room, looked it over carefully, and +confided it to the special care of the attendant. It is impossible to +say precisely how it was that every one in the department knew at once +that Akaky Akakiyevich had a new cloak, and that the "cape" no longer +existed. All rushed at the same moment into the ante-room to inspect +it. They congratulated him, and said pleasant things to him, so that +he began at first to smile, and then to grow ashamed. When all +surrounded him, and said that the new cloak must be "christened," and +that he must at least give them all a party, Akaky Akakiyevich lost +his head completely, and did not know where he stood, what to answer, +or how to get out of it. He stood blushing all over for several +minutes, trying to assure them with great simplicity that it was not a +new cloak, that it was in fact the old "cape." + +At length one of the officials, assistant to the head clerk, in order +to show that he was not at all proud, and on good terms with his +inferiors, said: + +"So be it, only I will give the party instead of Akaky Akakiyevich; I +invite you all to tea with me to-night. It just happens to be my +name-day too." + +The officials naturally at once offered the assistant clerk their +congratulations, and accepted the invitation with pleasure. Akaky +Akakiyevich would have declined; but all declared that it was +discourteous, that it was simply a sin and a shame, and that he could +not possibly refuse. Besides, the notion became pleasant to him when +he recollected that he should thereby have a chance of wearing his new +cloak in the evening also. + +That whole day was truly a most triumphant festival for Akaky +Akakiyevich. He returned home in the most happy frame of mind, took +off his cloak, and hung it carefully on the wall, admiring afresh the +cloth and the lining. Then he brought out his old, worn-out cloak, for +comparison. He looked at it, and laughed, so vast was the difference. +And long after dinner he laughed again when the condition of the +"cape" recurred to his mind. He dined cheerfully, and after dinner +wrote nothing, but took his ease for a while on the bed, until it got +dark. Then he dressed himself leisurely, put on his cloak, and stepped +out into the street. + +Where the host lived, unfortunately we cannot say. Our memory begins +to fail us badly. The houses and streets in St. Petersburg have become +so mixed up in our head that it is very difficult to get anything out +of it again in proper form. This much is certain, that the official +lived in the best part of the city; and therefore it must have been +anything but near to Akaky Akakiyevich's residence. Akaky Akakiyevich +was first obliged to traverse a kind of wilderness of deserted, +dimly-lighted streets. But in proportion as he approached the +official's quarter of the city, the streets became more lively, more +populous, and more brilliantly illuminated. Pedestrians began to +appear; handsomely dressed ladies were more frequently encountered; +the men had otter skin collars to their coats; shabby sleigh-men with +their wooden, railed sledges stuck over with brass-headed nails, +became rarer; whilst on the other hand, more and more drivers in red +velvet caps, lacquered sledges and bear-skin coats began to appear, +and carriages with rich hammer-cloths flew swiftly through the +streets, their wheels scrunching the snow. + +Akaky Akakiyevich gazed upon all this as upon a novel sight. He had +not been in the streets during the evening for years. He halted out of +curiosity before a shop-window, to look at a picture representing a +handsome woman, who had thrown off her shoe, thereby baring her whole +foot in a very pretty way; whilst behind her the head of a man with +whiskers and a handsome moustache peeped through the doorway of +another room. Akaky Akakiyevich shook his head, and laughed, and then +went on his way. Why did he laugh? Either because he had met with a +thing utterly unknown, but for which every one cherishes, +nevertheless, some sort of feeling, or else he thought, like many +officials, "Well, those French! What is to be said? If they do go in +for anything of that sort, why--" But possibly he did not think at +all. + +Akaky Akakiyevich at length reached the house in which the head +clerk's assistant lodged. He lived in fine style. The staircase was +lit by a lamp, his apartment being on the second floor. On entering +the vestibule, Akaky Akakiyevich beheld a whole row of goloshes on the +floor. Among them, in the centre of the room, stood a samovar, humming +and emitting clouds of steam. On the walls hung all sorts of coats and +cloaks, among which there were even some with beaver collars, or +velvet facings. Beyond, the buzz of conversation was audible, and +became clear and loud, when the servant came out with a trayful of +empty glasses, cream-jugs and sugar-bowls. It was evident that the +officials had arrived long before, and had already finished their +first glass of tea. + +Akaky Akakiyevich, having hung up his own cloak, entered the inner +room. Before him all at once appeared lights, officials, pipes, and +card-tables, and he was bewildered by a sound of rapid conversation +rising from all the tables, and the noise of moving chairs. He halted +very awkwardly in the middle of the room, wondering what he ought to +do. But they had seen him. They received him with a shout, and all +thronged at once into the ante-room, and there took another look at +his cloak. Akaky Akakiyevich, although somewhat confused, was +frank-hearted, and could not refrain from rejoicing when he saw how +they praised his cloak. Then, of course, they all dropped him and his +cloak, and returned, as was proper, to the tables set out for whist. + +All this, the noise, the talk, and the throng of people, was rather +overwhelming to Akaky Akakiyevich. He simply did not know where he +stood, or where to put his hands, his feet, and his whole body. +Finally he sat down by the players, looked at the cards, gazed at the +face of one and another, and after a while began to gape, and to feel +that it was wearisome, the more so, as the hour was already long past +when he usually went to bed. He wanted to take leave of the host, but +they would not let him go, saying that he must not fail to drink a +glass of champagne, in honour of his new garment. In the course of an +hour, supper, consisting of vegetable salad, cold veal, pastry, +confectioner's pies, and champagne, was served. They made Akaky +Akakiyevich drink two glasses of champagne, after which he felt things +grow livelier. + +Still, he could not forget that it was twelve o'clock, and that he +should have been at home long ago. In order that the host might not +think of some excuse for detaining him, he stole out of the room +quickly, sought out, in the ante-room, his cloak, which, to his +sorrow, he found lying on the floor, brushed it, picked off every +speck upon it, put it on his shoulders, and descended the stairs to +the street. + +In the street all was still bright. Some petty shops, those permanent +clubs of servants and all sorts of folks, were open. Others were shut, +but, nevertheless, showed a streak of light the whole length of the +door-crack, indicating that they were not yet free of company, and +that probably some domestics, male and female, were finishing their +stories and conversations, whilst leaving their masters in complete +ignorance as to their whereabouts. Akaky Akakiyevich went on in a +happy frame of mind. He even started to run, without knowing why, +after some lady, who flew past like a flash of lightning. But he +stopped short, and went on very quietly as before, wondering why he +had quickened his pace. Soon there spread before him these deserted +streets which are not cheerful in the daytime, to say nothing of the +evening. Now they were even more dim and lonely. The lanterns began to +grow rarer, oil, evidently, had been less liberally supplied. Then +came wooden houses and fences. Not a soul anywhere; only the snow +sparkled in the streets, and mournfully veiled the low-roofed cabins +with their closed shutters. He approached the spot where the street +crossed a vast square with houses barely visible on its farther side, +a square which seemed a fearful desert. + +Afar, a tiny spark glimmered from some watchman's-box, which seemed to +stand on the edge of the world. Akaky Akakiyevich's cheerfulness +diminished at this point in a marked degree. He entered the square, +not without an involuntary sensation of fear, as though his heart +warned him of some evil. He glanced back, and on both sides it was +like a sea about him. "No, it is better not to look," he thought, and +went on, closing his eyes. When he opened them, to see whether he was +near the end of the square, he suddenly beheld, standing just before +his very nose, some bearded individuals of precisely what sort, he +could not make out. All grew dark before his eyes, and his heart +throbbed. + +"Of course, the cloak is mine!" said one of them in a loud voice, +seizing hold of his collar. Akaky Akakiyevich was about to shout +"Help!" when the second man thrust a fist, about the size of an +official's head, at his very mouth, muttering, "Just you dare to +scream!" + +Akaky Akakiyevich felt them strip off his cloak, and give him a kick. +He fell headlong upon the snow, and felt no more. + +In a few minutes he recovered consciousness, and rose to his feet, but +no one was there. He felt that it was cold in the square, and that his +cloak was gone. He began to shout, but his voice did not appear to +reach the outskirts of the square. In despair, but without ceasing to +shout, he started at a run across the square, straight towards the +watch-box, beside which stood the watchman, leaning on his halberd, +and apparently curious to know what kind of a customer was running +towards him shouting. Akaky Akakiyevich ran up to him, and began in a +sobbing voice to shout that he was asleep, and attended to nothing, +and did not see when a man was robbed. The watchman replied that he +had seen two men stop him in the middle of the square, but supposed +that they were friends of his, and that, instead of scolding vainly, +he had better go to the police on the morrow, so that they might make +a search for whoever had stolen the cloak. + +Akaky Akakiyevich ran home and arrived in a state of complete +disorder, his hair which grew very thinly upon his temples and the +back of his head all tousled, his body, arms and legs, covered with +snow. The old woman, who was mistress of his lodgings, on hearing a +terrible knocking, sprang hastily from her bed, and, with only one +shoe on, ran to open the door, pressing the sleeve of her chemise to +her bosom out of modesty. But when she had opened it, she fell back on +beholding Akaky Akakiyevich in such a condition. When he told her +about the affair, she clasped her hands, and said that he must go +straight to the district chief of police, for his subordinate would +turn up his nose, promise well, and drop the matter there. The very +best thing to do, therefore, would be to go to the district chief, +whom she knew, because Finnish Anna, her former cook, was now nurse at +his house. She often saw him passing the house, and he was at church +every Sunday, praying, but at the same time gazing cheerfully at +everybody; so that he must be a good man, judging from all +appearances. Having listened to this opinion, Akaky Akakiyevich betook +himself sadly to his room. And how he spent the night there, any one +who can put himself in another's place may readily imagine. + +Early in the morning, he presented himself at the district chief's, +but was told the official was asleep. He went again at ten and was +again informed that he was asleep. At eleven, and they said, "The +superintendent is not at home." At dinner time, and the clerks in the +ante-room would not admit him on any terms, and insisted upon knowing +his business. So that at last, for once in his life, Akaky Akakiyevich +felt an inclination to show some spirit, and said curtly that he must +see the chief in person, that they ought not to presume to refuse him +entrance, that he came from the department of justice, and that when +he complained of them, they would see. + +The clerks dared make no reply to this, and one of them went to call +the chief, who listened to the strange story of the theft of the coat. +Instead of directing his attention to the principal points of the +matter, he began to question Akaky Akakiyevich. Why was he going home +so late? Was he in the habit of doing so, or had he been to some +disorderly house? So that Akaky Akakiyevich got thoroughly confused, +and left him, without knowing whether the affair of his cloak was in +proper train or not. + +All that day, for the first time in his life, he never went near the +department. The next day he made his appearance, very pale, and in his +old cape, which had become even more shabby. The news of the robbery +of the cloak touched many, although there were some officials present +who never lost an opportunity, even such a one as the present, of +ridiculing Akaky Akakiyevich. They decided to make a collection for +him on the spot, but the officials had already spent a great deal in +subscribing for the director's portrait, and for some book, at the +suggestion of the head of that division, who was a friend of the +author; and so the sum was trifling. + +One of them, moved by pity, resolved to help Akaky Akakiyevich with +some good advice, at least, and told him that he ought not to go to +the police, for although it might happen that a police-officer, +wishing to win the approval of his superiors, might hunt up the cloak +by some means, still, his cloak would remain in the possession of the +police if he did not offer legal proof that it belonged to him. The +best thing for him, therefore, would be to apply to a certain +prominent personage; since this prominent personage, by entering into +relation with the proper persons, could greatly expedite the matter. + +As there was nothing else to be done, Akaky Akakiyevich decided to go +to the prominent personage. What was the exact official position of +the prominent personage, remains unknown to this day. The reader must +know that the prominent personage had but recently become a prominent +personage, having up to that time been only an insignificant person. +Moreover, his present position was not considered prominent in +comparison with others still more so. But there is always a circle of +people to whom what is insignificant in the eyes of others, is +important enough. Moreover, he strove to increase his importance by +sundry devices. For instance, he managed to have the inferior +officials meet him on the staircase when he entered upon his service; +no one was to presume to come directly to him, but the strictest +etiquette must be observed; the collegiate recorder must make a report +to the government secretary, the government secretary to the titular +councillor, or whatever other man was proper, and all business must +come before him in this manner. In Holy Russia, all is thus +contaminated with the love of imitation; every man imitates and copies +his superior. They even say that a certain titular councillor, when +promoted to the head of some small separate office, immediately +partitioned off a private room for himself, called it the audience +chamber, and posted at the door a lackey with red collar and braid, +who grasped the handle of the door, and opened to all comers, though +the audience chamber would hardly hold an ordinary writing table. + +The manners and customs of the prominent personage were grand and +imposing, but rather exaggerated. The main foundation of his system +was strictness. "Strictness, strictness, and always strictness!" he +generally said; and at the last word he looked significantly into the +face of the person to whom he spoke. But there was no necessity for +this, for the halfscore of subordinates, who formed the entire force +of the office, were properly afraid. On catching sight of him afar +off, they left their work, and waited, drawn up in line, until he had +passed through the room. His ordinary converse with his inferiors +smacked of sternness, and consisted chiefly of three phrases: "How +dare you?" "Do you know whom you are speaking to?" "Do you realise who +is standing before you?" + +Otherwise he was a very kind-hearted man, good to his comrades, and +ready to oblige. But the rank of general threw him completely off his +balance. On receiving any one of that rank, he became confused, lost +his way, as it were, and never knew what to do. If he chanced to be +amongst his equals, he was still a very nice kind of man, a very good +fellow in many respects, and not stupid, but the very moment that he +found himself in the society of people but one rank lower than +himself, he became silent. And his situation aroused sympathy, the +more so, as he felt himself that he might have been making an +incomparably better use of his time. In his eyes, there was sometimes +visible a desire to join some interesting conversation or group, but +he was kept back by the thought, "Would it not be a very great +condescension on his part? Would it not be familiar? And would he not +thereby lose his importance?" And in consequence of such reflections, +he always remained in the same dumb state, uttering from time to time +a few monosyllabic sounds, and thereby earning the name of the most +wearisome of men. + +To this prominent personage Akaky Akakiyevich presented himself, and +this at the most unfavourable time for himself, though opportune for +the prominent personage. The prominent personage was in his cabinet, +conversing very gaily with an old acquaintance and companion of his +childhood, whom he had not seen for several years, and who had just +arrived, when it was announced to him that a person named Bashmachkin +had come. He asked abruptly, "Who is he?"--"Some official," he was +informed. "Ah, he can wait! This is no time for him to call," said the +important man. + +It must be remarked here that the important man lied outrageously. He +had said all he had to say to his friend long before, and the +conversation had been interspersed for some time with very long +pauses, during which they merely slapped each other on the leg, and +said, "You think so, Ivan Abramovich!" "Just so, Stepan Varlamovich!" +Nevertheless, he ordered that the official should be kept waiting, in +order to show his friend, a man who had not been in the service for a +long time, but had lived at home in the country, how long officials +had to wait in his ante-room. + +At length, having talked himself completely out, and more than that, +having had his fill of pauses, and smoked a cigar in a very +comfortable arm-chair with reclining back, he suddenly seemed to +recollect, and said to the secretary, who stood by the door with +papers of reports, "So it seems that there is an official waiting to +see me. Tell him that he may come in." On perceiving Akaky +Akakiyevich's modest mien and his worn uniform, he turned abruptly to +him, and said, "What do you want?" in a curt hard voice, which he had +practised in his room in private, and before the looking-glass, for a +whole week before being raised to his present rank. + +Akaky Akakiyevich, who was already imbued with a due amount of fear, +became somewhat confused, and as well as his tongue would permit, +explained, with a rather more frequent addition than usual of the word +"that" that his cloak was quite new, and had been stolen in the most +inhuman manner; that he had applied to him, in order that he might, in +some way, by his intermediation--that he might enter into +correspondence with the chief of police, and find the cloak. + +For some inexplicable reason, this conduct seemed familiar to the +prominent personage. + +"What, my dear sir!" he said abruptly, "are you not acquainted with +etiquette? To whom have you come? Don't you know how such matters are +managed? You should first have presented a petition to the office. It +would have gone to the head of the department, then to the chief of +the division, then it would have been handed over to the secretary, +and the secretary would have given it to me." + +"But, your excellency," said Akaky Akakiyevich, trying to collect his +small handful of wits, and conscious at the same time that he was +perspiring terribly, "I, your excellency, presumed to trouble you +because secretaries--are an untrustworthy race." + +"What, what, what!" said the important personage. "Where did you get +such courage? Where did you get such ideas? What impudence towards +their chiefs and superiors has spread among the young generation!" The +prominent personage apparently had not observed that Akaky Akakiyevich +was already in the neighbourhood of fifty. If he could be called a +young man, it must have been in comparison with some one who was +seventy. "Do you know to whom you are speaking? Do you realise who is +standing before you? Do you realise it? Do you realise it, I ask you!" +Then he stamped his foot, and raised his voice to such a pitch that it +would have frightened even a different man from Akaky Akakiyevich. + +Akaky Akakiyevich's senses failed him. He staggered, trembled in every +limb, and, if the porters had not run in to support him, would have +fallen to the floor. They carried him out insensible. But the +prominent personage, gratified that the effect should have surpassed +his expectations, and quite intoxicated with the thought that his word +could even deprive a man of his senses, glanced sideways at his friend +in order to see how he looked upon this, and perceived, not without +satisfaction, that his friend was in a most uneasy frame of mind, and +even beginning on his part, to feel a trifle frightened. + +Akaky Akakiyevich could not remember how he descended the stairs, and +got into the street. He felt neither his hands nor feet. Never in his +life had he been so rated by any high official, let alone a strange +one. He went staggering on through the snow-storm, which was blowing +in the streets, with his mouth wide open. The wind, in St. Petersburg +fashion, darted upon him from all quarters, and down every +cross-street. In a twinkling it had blown a quinsy into his throat, +and he reached home unable to utter a word. His throat was swollen, +and he lay down on his bed. So powerful is sometimes a good scolding! + +The next day a violent fever developed. Thanks to the generous +assistance of the St. Petersburg climate, the malady progressed more +rapidly than could have been expected, and when the doctor arrived, he +found, on feeling the sick man's pulse, that there was nothing to be +done, except to prescribe a poultice, so that the patient might not be +left entirely without the beneficent aid of medicine. But at the same +time, he predicted his end in thirty-six hours. After this he turned +to the landlady, and said, "And as for you, don't waste your time on +him. Order his pine coffin now, for an oak one will be too expensive +for him." + +Did Akaky Akakiyevich hear these fatal words? And if he heard them, +did they produce any overwhelming effect upon him? Did he lament the +bitterness of his life?--We know not, for he continued in a delirious +condition. Visions incessantly appeared to him, each stranger than the +other. Now he saw Petrovich, and ordered him to make a cloak, with +some traps for robbers, who seemed to him to be always under the bed; +and he cried every moment to the landlady to pull one of them from +under his coverlet. Then he inquired why his old mantle hung before +him when he had a new cloak. Next he fancied that he was standing +before the prominent person, listening to a thorough setting-down and +saying, "Forgive me, your excellency!" but at last he began to curse, +uttering the most horrible words, so that his aged landlady crossed +herself, never in her life having heard anything of the kind from him, +and more so as these words followed directly after the words "your +excellency." Later on he talked utter nonsense, of which nothing could +be made, all that was evident being that these incoherent words and +thoughts hovered ever about one thing, his cloak. + +At length poor Akaky Akakiyevich breathed his last. They sealed up +neither his room nor his effects, because, in the first place, there +were no heirs, and, in the second, there was very little to inherit +beyond a bundle of goose-quills, a quire of white official paper, +three pairs of socks, two or three buttons which had burst off his +trousers, and the mantle already known to the reader. To whom all this +fell, God knows. I confess that the person who told me this tale took +no interest in the matter. They carried Akaky Akakiyevich out, and +buried him. + +And St. Petersburg was left without Akaky Akakiyevich, as though he +had never lived there. A being disappeared, who was protected by none, +dear to none, interesting to none, and who never even attracted to +himself the attention of those students of human nature who omit no +opportunity of thrusting a pin through a common fly and examining it +under the microscope. A being who bore meekly the jibes of the +department, and went to his grave without having done one unusual +deed, but to whom, nevertheless, at the close of his life, appeared a +bright visitant in the form of a cloak, which momentarily cheered his +poor life, and upon him, thereafter, an intolerable misfortune +descended, just as it descends upon the heads of the mighty of this +world! + +Several days after his death, the porter was sent from the department +to his lodgings, with an order for him to present himself there +immediately, the chief commanding it. But the porter had to return +unsuccessful, with the answer that he could not come; and to the +question, "Why?" replied, "Well, because he is dead! he was buried +four days ago." In this manner did they hear of Akaky Akakiyevich's +death at the department. And the next day a new official sat in his +place, with a handwriting by no means so upright, but more inclined +and slanting. + +But who could have imagined that this was not really the end of Akaky +Akakiyevich, that he was destined to raise a commotion after death, as +if in compensation for his utterly insignificant life? But so it +happened, and our poor story unexpectedly gains a fantastic ending. + +A rumour suddenly spread through St. Petersburg, that a dead man had +taken to appearing on the Kalinkin Bridge, and its vicinity, at night +in the form of an official seeking a stolen cloak, and that, under the +pretext of its being the stolen cloak, he dragged, without regard to +rank or calling, every one's cloak from his shoulders, be it cat-skin, +beaver, fox, bear, sable, in a word, every sort of fur and skin which +men adopted for their covering. One of the department officials saw +the dead man with his own eyes, and immediately recognised in him +Akaky Akakiyevich. This, however, inspired him with such terror, that +he ran off with all his might, and therefore did not scan the dead man +closely, but only saw how the latter threatened him from afar with his +finger. Constant complaints poured in from all quarters, that the +backs and shoulders, not only of titular but even of court +councillors, were exposed to the danger of a cold, on account of the +frequent dragging off of their cloaks. + +Arrangements were made by the police to catch the corpse, alive or +dead, at any cost, and punish him as an example to others, in the most +severe manner. In this they nearly succeeded, for a watchman, on guard +in Kirinshkin Lane, caught the corpse by the collar on the very scene +of his evil deeds, when attempting to pull off the frieze cloak of a +retired musician. Having seized him by the collar, he summoned, with a +shout, two of his comrades, whom he enjoined to hold him fast, while +he himself felt for a moment in his boot, in order to draw out his +snuff-box, and refresh his frozen nose. But the snuff was of a sort +which even a corpse could not endure. The watchman having closed his +right nostril with his finger, had no sooner succeeded in holding half +a handful up to the left, than the corpse sneezed so violently that he +completely filled the eyes of all three. While they raised their hands +to wipe them, the dead man vanished completely, so that they +positively did not know whether they had actually had him in their +grip at all. Thereafter the watchmen conceived such a terror of dead +men that they were afraid even to seize the living, and only screamed +from a distance. "Hey, there! go your way!" So the dead official began +to appear even beyond the Kalinkin Bridge, causing no little terror to +all timid people. + +But we have totally neglected that certain prominent personage who may +really be considered as the cause of the fantastic turn taken by this +true history. First of all, justice compels us to say, that after the +departure of poor, annihilated Akaky Akakiyevich, he felt something +like remorse. Suffering was unpleasant to him, for his heart was +accessible to many good impulses, in spite of the fact that his rank +often prevented his showing his true self. As soon as his friend had +left his cabinet, he began to think about poor Akaky Akakiyevich. And +from that day forth, poor Akaky Akakiyevich, who could not bear up +under an official reprimand, recurred to his mind almost every day. +The thought troubled him to such an extent, that a week later he even +resolved to send an official to him, to learn whether he really could +assist him. And when it was reported to him that Akaky Akakiyevich had +died suddenly of fever, he was startled, hearkened to the reproaches +of his conscience, and was out of sorts for the whole day. + +Wishing to divert his mind in some way and drive away the disagreeable +impression, he set out that evening for one of his friends' houses, +where he found quite a large party assembled. What was better, nearly +every one was of the same rank as himself, so that he need not feel in +the least constrained. This had a marvellous effect upon his mental +state. He grew expansive, made himself agreeable in conversation, in +short, he passed a delightful evening. After supper he drank a couple +of glasses of champagne--not a bad recipe for cheerfulness, as every +one knows. The champagne inclined him to various adventures, and he +determined not to return home, but to go and see a certain well-known +lady, of German extraction, Karolina Ivanovna, a lady, it appears, +with whom he was on a very friendly footing. + +It must be mentioned that the prominent personage was no longer a +young man, but a good husband and respected father of a family. Two +sons, one of whom was already in the service, and a good-looking, +sixteen-year-old daughter, with a slightly arched but pretty little +nose, came every morning to kiss his hand and say, "_Bon jour_, papa." +His wife, a still fresh and good-looking woman, first gave him her +hand to kiss, and then, reversing the procedure, kissed his. But the +prominent personage, though perfectly satisfied in his domestic +relations, considered it stylish to have a friend in another quarter +of the city. This friend was scarcely prettier or younger than his +wife; but there are such puzzles in the world, and it is not our place +to judge them. So the important personage descended the stairs, +stepped into his sledge, said to the coachman, "To Karolina +Ivanovna's," and, wrapping himself luxuriously in his warm cloak, +found himself in that delightful frame of mind than which a Russian +can conceive nothing better, namely, when you think of nothing +yourself, yet when the thoughts creep into your mind of their own +accord, each more agreeable than the other, giving you no trouble +either to drive them away, or seek them. Fully satisfied, he recalled +all the gay features of the evening just passed and all the mots which +had made the little circle laugh. Many of them he repeated in a low +voice, and found them quite as funny as before; so it is not +surprising that he should laugh heartily at them. Occasionally, +however, he was interrupted by gusts of wind, which, coming suddenly, +God knows whence or why, cut his face, drove masses of snow into it, +filled out his cloak-collar like a sail, or suddenly blew it over his +head with supernatural force, and thus caused him constant trouble to +disentangle himself. + +Suddenly the important personage felt some one clutch him firmly by +the collar. Turning round, he perceived a man of short stature, in an +old, worn uniform, and recognised, not without terror, Akaky +Akakiyevich. The official's face was white as snow, and looked just +like a corpse's. But the horror of the important personage transcended +all bounds when he saw the dead man's mouth open, and heard it utter +the following remarks, while it breathed upon him the terrible odour +of the grave: "Ah, here you are at last! I have you, that--by the +collar! I need your cloak. You took no trouble about mine, but +reprimanded me. So now give up your own." + +The pallid prominent personage almost died of fright. Brave as he was +in the office and in the presence of inferiors generally, and +although, at the sight of his manly form and appearance, every one +said, "Ugh! how much character he has!" at this crisis, he, like many +possessed of an heroic exterior, experienced such terror, that, not +without cause, he began to fear an attack of illness. He flung his +cloak hastily from his shoulders and shouted to his coachman in an +unnatural voice, "Home at full speed!" The coachman, hearing the tone +which is generally employed at critical moments, and even accompanied +by something much more tangible, drew his head down between his +shoulders in case of an emergency, flourished his whip, and flew on +like an arrow. In a little more than six minutes the prominent +personage was at the entrance of his own house. Pale, thoroughly +scared, and cloakless, he went home instead of to Karolina Ivanovna's, +reached his room somehow or other, and passed the night in the direst +distress; so that the next morning over their tea, his daughter said, +"You are very pale to-day, papa." But papa remained silent, and said +not a word to any one of what had happened to him, where he had been, +or where he had intended to go. + +This occurrence made a deep impression upon him. He even began to say, +"How dare you? Do you realise who is standing before you?" less +frequently to the under-officials, and, if he did utter the words, it +was only after first having learned the bearings of the matter. But +the most noteworthy point was, that from that day forward the +apparition of the dead official ceased to be seen. Evidently the +prominent personage's cloak just fitted his shoulders. At all events, +no more instances of his dragging cloaks from people's shoulders were +heard of. But many active and solicitous persons could by no means +reassure themselves, and asserted that the dead official still showed +himself in distant parts of the city. + +In fact, one watchman in Kolomen saw with his own eyes the apparition +come from behind a house. But the watchman was not a strong man, so he +was afraid to arrest him, and followed him in the dark, until, at +length, the apparition looked round, paused, and inquired, "What do +you want?" at the same time showing such a fist as is never seen on +living men. The watchman said, "Nothing," and turned back instantly. +But the apparition was much too tall, wore huge moustaches, and, +directing its steps apparently towards the Obukhov Bridge, disappeared +in the darkness of the night. + + + + +THE DISTRICT DOCTOR + + + +BY IVAN S. TURGENEV + + +One day in autumn on my way back from a remote part of the country I +caught cold and fell ill. Fortunately the fever attacked me in the +district town at the inn; I sent for the doctor. In half-an-hour the +district doctor appeared, a thin, dark-haired man of middle height. He +prescribed me the usual sudorific, ordered a mustard-plaster to be put +on, very deftly slid a five-ruble note up his sleeve, coughing drily +and looking away as he did so, and then was getting up to go home, but +somehow fell into talk and remained. I was exhausted with +feverishness; I foresaw a sleepless night, and was glad of a little +chat with a pleasant companion. Tea was served. My doctor began to +converse freely. He was a sensible fellow, and expressed himself with +vigour and some humour. Queer things happen in the world: you may live +a long while with some people, and be on friendly terms with them, and +never once speak openly with them from your soul; with others you have +scarcely time to get acquainted, and all at once you are pouring out +to him--or he to you--all your secrets, as though you were at +confession. I don't know how I gained the confidence of my new +friend--anyway, with nothing to lead up to it, he told me a rather +curious incident; and here I will report his tale for the information +of the indulgent reader. I will try to tell it in the doctor's own +words. + +"You don't happen to know," he began in a weak and quavering voice +(the common result of the use of unmixed Berezov snuff); "you don't +happen to know the judge here, Mylov, Pavel Lukich?... You don't know +him?... Well, it's all the same." (He cleared his throat and rubbed +his eyes.) "Well, you see, the thing happened, to tell you exactly +without mistake, in Lent, at the very time of the thaws. I was sitting +at his house--our judge's, you know--playing preference. Our judge is +a good fellow, and fond of playing preference. Suddenly" (the doctor +made frequent use of this word, suddenly) "they tell me, 'There's a +servant asking for you.' I say, 'What does he want?' They say, He has +brought a note--it must be from a patient.' 'Give me the note,' I say. +So it is from a patient--well and good--you understand--it's our bread +and butter... But this is how it was: a lady, a widow, writes to me; +she says, 'My daughter is dying. Come, for God's sake!' she says, 'and +the horses have been sent for you.'... Well, that's all right. But she +was twenty miles from the town, and it was midnight out of doors, and +the roads in such a state, my word! And as she was poor herself, one +could not expect more than two silver rubles, and even that +problematic; and perhaps it might only be a matter of a roll of linen +and a sack of oatmeal in _payment_. However, duty, you know, before +everything: a fellow-creature may be dying. I hand over my cards at +once to Kalliopin, the member of the provincial commission, and return +home. I look; a wretched little trap was standing at the steps, with +peasant's horses, fat--too fat--and their coat as shaggy as felt; and +the coachman sitting with his cap off out of respect. Well, I think to +myself, 'It's clear, my friend, these patients aren't rolling in +riches.'... You smile; but I tell you, a poor man like me has to take +everything into consideration... If the coachman sits like a prince, +and doesn't touch his cap, and even sneers at you behind his beard, +and flicks his whip--then you may bet on six rubles. But this case, I +saw, had a very different air. However, I think there's no help for +it; duty before everything. I snatch up the most necessary drugs, and +set off. Will you believe it? I only just managed to get there at all. +The road was infernal: streams, snow, watercourses, and the dyke had +suddenly burst there--that was the worst of it! However, I arrived at +last. It was a little thatched house. There was a light in the +windows; that meant they expected me. I was met by an old lady, very +venerable, in a cap. 'Save her!' she says; 'she is dying.' I say, +'Pray don't distress yourself--Where is the invalid?' 'Come this way.' +I see a clean little room, a lamp in the corner; on the bed a girl of +twenty, unconscious. She was in a burning heat, and breathing +heavily--it was fever. There were two other girls, her sisters, scared +and in tears. 'Yesterday,' they tell me, 'she was perfectly well and +had a good appetite; this morning she complained of her head, and this +evening, suddenly, you see, like this.' I say again: 'Pray don't be +uneasy.' It's a doctor's duty, you know--and I went up to her and bled +her, told them to put on a mustard-plaster, and prescribed a mixture. +Meantime I looked at her; I looked at her, you know--there, by God! I +had never seen such a face!--she was a beauty, in a word! I felt quite +shaken with pity. Such lovely features; such eyes!... But, thank God! +she became easier; she fell into a perspiration, seemed to come to her +senses, looked round, smiled, and passed her hand over her face... Her +sisters bent over her. They ask, 'How are you?' 'All right,' she says, +and turns away. I looked at her; she had fallen asleep. 'Well,' I say, +'now the patient should be left alone.' So we all went out on tiptoe; +only a maid remained, in case she was wanted. In the parlour there was +a samovar standing on the table, and a bottle of rum; in our +profession one can't get on without it. They gave me tea; asked me to +stop the night... I consented: where could I go, indeed, at that time +of night? The old lady kept groaning. 'What is it?' I say; 'she will +live; don't worry yourself; you had better take a little rest +yourself; it is about two o'clock.' 'But will you send to wake me if +anything happens?' 'Yes, yes.' The old lady went away, and the girls +too went to their own room; they made up a bed for me in the parlour. +Well, I went to bed--but I could not get to sleep, for a wonder! for +in reality I was very tired. I could not get my patient out of my +head. At last I could not put up with it any longer; I got up +suddenly; I think to myself, 'I will go and see how the patient is +getting on.' Her bedroom was next to the parlour. Well, I got up, and +gently opened the door--how my heart beat! I looked in: the servant +was asleep, her mouth wide open, and even snoring, the wretch! but the +patient lay with her face towards me and her arms flung wide apart, +poor girl! I went up to her ... when suddenly she opened her eyes and +stared at me! 'Who is it? who is it?' I was in confusion. 'Don't be +alarmed, madam,' I say; 'I am the doctor; I have come to see how you +feel.' 'You the doctor?' 'Yes, the doctor; your mother sent for me +from the town; we have bled you, madam; now pray go to sleep, and in a +day or two, please God! we will set you on your feet again.' 'Ah, yes, +yes, doctor, don't let me die... please, please.' 'Why do you talk +like that? God bless you!' She is in a fever again, I think to myself; +I felt her pulse; yes, she was feverish. She looked at me, and then +took me by the hand. 'I will tell you why I don't want to die: I will +tell you... Now we are alone; and only, please don't you ... not to +any one ... Listen...' I bent down; she moved her lips quite to my +ear; she touched my cheek with her hair--I confess my head went +round--and began to whisper... I could make out nothing of it... Ah, +she was delirious! ... She whispered and whispered, but so quickly, +and as if it were not in Russian; at last she finished, and shivering +dropped her head on the pillow, and threatened me with her finger: +'Remember, doctor, to no one.' I calmed her somehow, gave her +something to drink, waked the servant, and went away." + +At this point the doctor again took snuff with exasperated energy, and +for a moment seemed stupefied by its effects. + +"However," he continued, "the next day, contrary to my expectations, +the patient was no better. I thought and thought, and suddenly decided +to remain there, even though my other patients were expecting me... +And you know one can't afford to disregard that; one's practice +suffers if one does. But, in the first place, the patient was really +in danger; and secondly, to tell the truth, I felt strongly drawn to +her. Besides, I liked the whole family. Though they were really badly +off, they were singularly, I may say, cultivated people... Their +father had been a learned man, an author; he died, of course, in +poverty, but he had managed before he died to give his children an +excellent education; he left a lot of books too. Either because I +looked after the invalid very carefully, or for some other reason; +anyway, I can venture to say all the household loved me as if I were +one of the family... Meantime the roads were in a worse state than +ever; all communications, so to say, were cut off completely; even +medicine could with difficulty be got from the town... The sick girl +was not getting better... Day after day, and day after day ... but ... +here..." (The doctor made a brief pause.) "I declare I don't know how +to tell you."... (He again took snuff, coughed, and swallowed a little +tea.) "I will tell you without beating about the bush. My patient ... +how should I say?... Well she had fallen in love with me ... or, no, +it was not that she was in love ... however ... really, how should one +say?" (The doctor looked down and grew red.) "No," he went on quickly, +"in love, indeed! A man should not over-estimate himself. She was an +educated girl, clever and well-read, and I had even forgotten my +Latin, one may say, completely. As to appearance" (the doctor looked +himself over with a smile) "I am nothing to boast of there either. But +God Almighty did not make me a fool; I don't take black for white; I +know a thing or two; I could see very clearly, for instance that +Aleksandra Andreyevna--that was her name--did not feel love for me, +but had a friendly, so to say, inclination--a respect or something for +me. Though she herself perhaps mistook this sentiment, anyway this was +her attitude; you may form your own judgment of it. But," added the +doctor, who had brought out all these disconnected sentences without +taking breath, and with obvious embarrassment, "I seem to be wandering +rather--you won't understand anything like this ... There, with your +leave, I will relate it all in order." + +He drank off a glass of tea, and began in a calmer voice. + +"Well, then. My patient kept getting worse and worse. You are not a +doctor, my good sir; you cannot understand what passes in a poor +fellow's heart, especially at first, when he begins to suspect that +the disease is getting the upper hand of him. What becomes of his +belief in himself? You suddenly grow so timid; it's indescribable. You +fancy then that you have forgotten everything you knew, and that the +patient has no faith in you, and that other people begin to notice how +distracted you are, and tell you the symptoms with reluctance; that +they are looking at you suspiciously, whispering... Ah! it's horrid! +There must be a remedy, you think, for this disease, if one could find +it. Isn't this it? You try--no, that's not it! You don't allow the +medicine the necessary time to do good... You clutch at one thing, +then at another. Sometimes you take up a book of medical +prescriptions--here it is, you think! Sometimes, by Jove, you pick one +out by chance, thinking to leave it to fate... But meantime a +fellow-creature's dying, and another doctor would have saved him. 'We +must have a consultation,' you say; 'I will not take the +responsibility on myself.' And what a fool you look at such times! +Well, in time you learn to bear it; it's nothing to you. A man has +died--but it's not your fault; you treated him by the rules. But +what's still more torture to you is to see blind faith in you, and to +feel yourself that you are not able to be of use. Well, it was just +this blind faith that the whole of Aleksandra Andreyevna's family had +in me; they had forgotten to think that their daughter was in danger. +I, too, on my side assure them that it's nothing, but meantime my +heart sinks into my boots. To add to our troubles, the roads were in +such a state that the coachman was gone for whole days together to get +medicine. And I never left the patient's room; I could not tear myself +away; I tell her amusing stories, you know, and play cards with her. I +watch by her side at night. The old mother thanks me with tears in her +eyes; but I think to myself, 'I don't deserve your gratitude.' I +frankly confess to you--there is no object in concealing it now--I was +in love with my patient. And Aleksandra Andreyevna had grown fond of +me; she would not sometimes let any one be in her room but me. She +began to talk to me, to ask me questions; where I had studied, how I +lived, who are my people, whom I go to see. I feel that she ought not +to talk; but to forbid her to--to forbid her resolutely, you know--I +could not. Sometimes I held my head in my hands, and asked myself, +"What are you doing, villain?"... And she would take my hand and hold +it, give me a long, long look, and turn away, sigh, and say, 'How good +you are!' Her hands were so feverish, her eyes so large and languid... +'Yes,' she says, 'you are a good, kind man; you are not like our +neighbours... No, you are not like that... Why did I not know you till +now!' 'Aleksandra Andreyevna, calm yourself,' I say... 'I feel, +believe me, I don't know how I have gained ... but there, calm +yourself... All will be right; you will be well again.' And meanwhile +I must tell you," continued the doctor, bending forward and raising +his eyebrows, "that they associated very little with the neighbours, +because the smaller people were not on their level, and pride hindered +them from being friendly with the rich. I tell you, they were an +exceptionally cultivated family; so you know it was gratifying for me. +She would only take her medicine from my hands ... she would lift +herself up, poor girl, with my aid, take it, and gaze at me... My +heart felt as if it were bursting. And meanwhile she was growing worse +and worse, worse and worse, all the time; she will die, I think to +myself; she must die. Believe me, I would sooner have gone to the +grave myself; and here were her mother and sisters watching me, +looking into my eyes ... and their faith in me was wearing away. +'Well? how is she?' 'Oh, all right, all right!' All right, indeed! My +mind was failing me. Well, I was sitting one night alone again by my +patient. The maid was sitting there too, and snoring away in full +swing; I can't find fault with the poor girl, though; she was worn out +too. Aleksandra Andreyevna had felt very unwell all the evening; she +was very feverish. Until midnight she kept tossing about; at last she +seemed to fall asleep; at least, she lay still without stirring. The +lamp was burning in the corner before the holy image. I sat there, you +know, with my head bent; I even dozed a little. Suddenly it seemed as +though some one touched me in the side; I turned round... Good God! +Aleksandra Andreyevna was gazing with intent eyes at me ... her lips +parted, her cheeks seemed burning. 'What is it?' 'Doctor, shall I +die?' 'Merciful Heavens!' 'No, doctor, no; please don't tell me I +shall live ... don't say so... If you knew... Listen! for God's sake +don't conceal my real position,' and her breath came so fast. 'If I +can know for certain that I must die ... then I will tell you all-- +all!' 'Aleksandra Andreyevna, I beg!' 'Listen; I have not been asleep +at all ... I have been looking at you a long while... For God's +sake!... I believe in you; you are a good man, an honest man; I +entreat you by all that is sacred in the world--tell me the truth! If +you knew how important it is for me... Doctor, for God's sake tell +me... Am I in danger?' 'What can I tell you, Aleksandra Andreyevna, +pray?' 'For God's sake, I beseech you!' 'I can't disguise from you,' I +say, 'Aleksandra Andreyevna; you are certainly in danger; but God is +merciful.' 'I shall die, I shall die.' And it seemed as though she +were pleased; her face grew so bright; I was alarmed. 'Don't be +afraid, don't be afraid! I am not frightened of death at all.' She +suddenly sat up and leaned on her elbow. 'Now ... yes, now I can tell +you that I thank you with my whole heart ... that you are kind and +good--that I love you!' I stare at her, like one possessed; it was +terrible for me, you know. 'Do you hear, I love you!' 'Aleksandra +Andreyevna, how have I deserved--' 'No, no, you don't--you don't +understand me.'... And suddenly she stretched out her arms, and taking +my head in her hands, she kissed it... Believe me, I almost screamed +aloud... I threw myself on my knees, and buried my head in the pillow. +She did not speak; her fingers trembled in my hair; I listen; she is +weeping. I began to soothe her, to assure her... I really don't know +what I did say to her. 'You will wake up the girl,' I say to her; +'Aleksandra Andreyevna, I thank you ... believe me ... calm yourself.' +'Enough, enough!' she persisted; 'never mind all of them; let them +wake, then; let them come in--it does not matter; I am dying, you +see... And what do you fear? why are you afraid? Lift up your head... +Or, perhaps, you don't love me; perhaps I am wrong... In that case, +forgive me.' 'Aleksandra Andreyevna, what are you saying!... I love +you, Aleksandra Andreyevna.' She looked straight into my eyes, and +opened her arms wide. 'Then take me in your arms.' I tell you frankly, +I don't know how it was I did not go mad that night. I feel that my +patient is killing herself; I see that she is not fully herself; I +understand, too, that if she did not consider herself on the point of +death, she would never have thought of me; and, indeed, say what you +will, it's hard to die at twenty without having known love; this was +what was torturing her; this was why, in despair, she caught at +me--do you understand now? But she held me in her arms, and would not +let me go. 'Have pity on me, Aleksandra Andreyevna, and have pity on +yourself,' I say. 'Why,' she says; 'what is there to think of? You +know I must die.' ... This she repeated incessantly ... 'If I knew +that I should return to life, and be a proper young lady again, I +should be ashamed ... of course, ashamed ... but why now?' 'But who +has said you will die?' 'Oh, no, leave off! you will not deceive me; +you don't know how to lie--look at your face.' ... 'You shall live, +Aleksandra Andreyevna; I will cure you; we will ask your mother's +blessing ... we will be united--we will be happy.' 'No, no, I have +your word; I must die ... you have promised me ... you have told me.' +... It was cruel for me--cruel for many reasons. And see what trifling +things can do sometimes; it seems nothing at all, but it's painful. It +occurred to her to ask me, what is my name; not my surname, but my +first name. I must needs be so unlucky as to be called Trifon. Yes, +indeed; Trifon Ivanich. Every one in the house called me doctor. +However, there's no help for it. I say, 'Trifon, madam.' She frowned, +shook her head, and muttered something in French--ah, something +unpleasant, of course!--and then she laughed--disagreeably too. Well, +I spent the whole night with her in this way. Before morning I went +away, feeling as though I were mad. When I went again into her room it +was daytime, after morning tea. Good God! I could scarcely recognise +her; people are laid in their grave looking better than that. I swear +to you, on my honour, I don't understand--I absolutely don't +understand--now, how I lived through that experience. Three days and +nights my patient still lingered on. And what nights! What things she +said to me! And on the last night--only imagine to yourself--I was +sitting near her, and kept praying to God for one thing only: 'Take +her,' I said, 'quickly, and me with her.' Suddenly the old mother +comes unexpectedly into the room. I had already the evening before +told her---the mother--there was little hope, and it would be well to +send for a priest. When the sick girl saw her mother she said: 'It's +very well you have come; look at us, we love one another--we have +given each other our word.' 'What does she say, doctor? what does she +say?' I turned livid. 'She _is_ wandering,' I say; 'the fever.' But +she: 'Hush, hush; you told me something quite different just now, and +have taken my ring. Why do you pretend? My mother is good--she will +forgive--she will understand--and I am dying. ... I have no need to +tell lies; give me your hand.' I jumped up and ran out of the room. +The old lady, of course, guessed how it was. + +"I will not, however, weary you any longer, and to me too, of course, +it's painful to recall all this. My patient passed away the next day. +God rest her soul!" the doctor added, speaking quickly and with a +sigh. "Before her death she asked her family to go out and leave me +alone with her." + +"'Forgive me,' she said; 'I am perhaps to blame towards you ... my +illness ... but believe me, I have loved no one more than you ... do +not forget me ... keep my ring.'" + +The doctor turned away; I took his hand. + +"Ah!" he said, "let us talk of something else, or would you care to +play preference for a small stake? It is not for people like me to +give way to exalted emotions. There's only one thing for me to think +of; how to keep the children from crying and the wife from scolding. +Since then, you know, I have had time to enter into lawful wedlock, as +they say... Oh ... I took a merchant's daughter--seven thousand for +her dowry. Her name's Akulina; it goes well with Trifon. She is an +ill-tempered woman, I must tell you, but luckily she's asleep all +day... Well, shall it be preference?" + +We sat down to preference for halfpenny points. Trifon Ivanich won two +rubles and a half from me, and went home late, well pleased with his +success. + + + + +THE CHRISTMAS TREE AND THE WEDDING + + + +BY FIODOR M. DOSTOYEVSKY + + +The other day I saw a wedding... But no! I would rather tell you about +a Christmas tree. The wedding was superb. I liked it immensely. But +the other incident was still finer. I don't know why it is that the +sight of the wedding reminded me of the Christmas tree. This is the +way it happened: + +Exactly five years ago, on New Year's Eve, I was invited to a +children's ball by a man high up in the business world, who had his +connections, his circle of acquaintances, and his intrigues. So it +seemed as though the children's ball was merely a pretext for the +parents to come together and discuss matters of interest to +themselves, quite innocently and casually. + +I was an outsider, and, as I had no special matters to air, I was able +to spend the evening independently of the others. There was another +gentleman present who like myself had just stumbled upon this affair +of domestic bliss. He was the first to attract my attention. His +appearance was not that of a man of birth or high family. He was tall, +rather thin, very serious, and well dressed. Apparently he had no +heart for the family festivities. The instant he went off into a +corner by himself the smile disappeared from his face, and his thick +dark brows knitted into a frown. He knew no one except the host and +showed every sign of being bored to death, though bravely sustaining +the role of thorough enjoyment to the end. Later I learned that he was +a provincial, had come to the capital on some important, brain-racking +business, had brought a letter of recommendation to our host, and our +host had taken him under his protection, not at all _con amore_. It +was merely out of politeness that he had invited him to the children's +ball. + +They did not play cards with him, they did not offer him cigars. No +one entered into conversation with him. Possibly they recognised the +bird by its feathers from a distance. Thus, my gentleman, not knowing +what to do with his hands, was compelled to spend the evening stroking +his whiskers. His whiskers were really fine, but he stroked them so +assiduously that one got the feeling that the whiskers had come into +the world first and afterwards the man in order to stroke them. + +There was another guest who interested me. But he was of quite a +different order. He was a personage. They called him Julian +Mastakovich. At first glance one could tell he was an honoured guest +and stood in the same relation to the host as the host to the +gentleman of the whiskers. The host and hostess said no end of amiable +things to him, were most attentive, wining him, hovering over him, +bringing guests up to be introduced, but never leading him to any one +else. I noticed tears glisten in our host's eyes when Julian +Mastakovich remarked that he had rarely spent such a pleasant evening. +Somehow I began to feel uncomfortable in this personage's presence. +So, after amusing myself with the children, five of whom, remarkably +well-fed young persons, were our host's, I went into a little +sitting-room, entirely unoccupied, and seated myself at the end that +was a conservatory and took up almost half the room. + +The children were charming. They absolutely refused to resemble their +elders, notwithstanding the efforts of mothers and governesses. In a +jiffy they had denuded the Christmas tree down to the very last sweet +and had already succeeded in breaking half of their playthings before +they even found out which belonged to whom. + +One of them was a particularly handsome little lad, dark-eyed, +curly-haired, who stubbornly persisted in aiming at me with his wooden +gun. But the child that attracted the greatest attention was his +sister, a girl of about eleven, lovely as a Cupid. She was quiet and +thoughtful, with large, full, dreamy eyes. The children had somehow +offended her, and she left them and walked into the same room that I +had withdrawn into. There she seated herself with her doll in a +corner. + +"Her father is an immensely wealthy business man," the guests informed +each other in tones of awe. "Three hundred thousand rubles set aside +for her dowry already." + +As I turned to look at the group from which I heard this news item +issuing, my glance met Julian Mastakovich's. He stood listening to the +insipid chatter in an attitude of concentrated attention, with his +hands behind his back and his head inclined to one side. + +All the while I was quite lost in admiration of the shrewdness our +host displayed in the dispensing of the gifts. The little maid of the +many-rubied dowry received the handsomest doll, and the rest of the +gifts were graded in value according to the diminishing scale of the +parents' stations in life. The last child, a tiny chap of ten, thin, +red-haired, freckled, came into possession of a small book of nature +stories without illustrations or even head and tail pieces. He was the +governess's child. She was a poor widow, and her little boy, clad in a +sorry-looking little nankeen jacket, looked thoroughly crushed and +intimidated. He took the book of nature stories and circled slowly +about the children's toys. He would have given anything to play with +them. But he did not dare to. You could tell he already knew his +place. + +I like to observe children. It is fascinating to watch the +individuality in them struggling for self-assertion. I could see that +the other children's things had tremendous charm for the red-haired +boy, especially a toy theatre, in which he was so anxious to take a +part that he resolved to fawn upon the other children. He smiled and +began to play with them. His one and only apple he handed over to a +puffy urchin whose pockets were already crammed with sweets, and he +even carried another youngster pickaback--all simply that he might be +allowed to stay with the theatre. + +But in a few moments an impudent young person fell on him and gave him +a pummelling. He did not dare even to cry. The governess came and told +him to leave off interfering with the other children's games, and he +crept away to the same room the little girl and I were in. She let him +sit down beside her, and the two set themselves busily dressing the +expensive doll. + +Almost half an hour passed, and I was nearly dozing off, as I sat +there in the conservatory half listening to the chatter of the +red-haired boy and the dowered beauty, when Julian Mastakovich entered +suddenly. He had slipped out of the drawing-room under cover of a +noisy scene among the children. From my secluded corner it had not +escaped my notice that a few moments before he had been eagerly +conversing with the rich girl's father, to whom he had only just been +introduced. + +He stood still for a while reflecting and mumbling to himself, as if +counting something on his fingers. + +"Three hundred--three hundred--eleven--twelve--thirteen--sixteen--in +five years! Let's say four per cent--five times twelve--sixty, and on +these sixty----. Let us assume that in five years it will amount +to--well, four hundred. Hm--hm! But the shrewd old fox isn't likely to +be satisfied with four per cent. He gets eight or even ten, perhaps. +Let's suppose five hundred, five hundred thousand, at least, that's +sure. Anything above that for pocket money--hm--" + +He blew his nose and was about to leave the room when he spied the +girl and stood still. I, behind the plants, escaped his notice. He +seemed to me to be quivering with excitement. It must have been his +calculations that upset him so. He rubbed his hands and danced from +place to place, and kept getting more and more excited. Finally, +however, he conquered his emotions and came to a standstill. He cast a +determined look at the future bride and wanted to move toward her, but +glanced about first. Then, as if with a guilty conscience, he stepped +over to the child on tip-toe, smiling, and bent down and kissed her +head. + +His coming was so unexpected that she uttered a shriek of alarm. + +"What are you doing here, dear child?" he whispered, looking around +and pinching her cheek. + +"We're playing." + +"What, with him?" said Julian Mastakovich with a look askance at the +governess's child. "You should go into the drawing-room, my lad," he +said to him. + +The boy remained silent and looked up at the man with wide-open eyes. +Julian Mastakovich glanced round again cautiously and bent down over +the girl. + +"What have you got, a doll, my dear?" + +"Yes, sir." The child quailed a little, and her brow wrinkled. + +"A doll? And do you know, my dear, what dolls are made of?" + +"No, sir," she said weakly, and lowered her head. + +"Out of rags, my dear. You, boy, you go back to the drawing-room, to +the children," said Julian Mastakovich looking at the boy sternly. + +The two children frowned. They caught hold of each other and would not +part. + +"And do you know why they gave you the doll?" asked Julian +Mastakovich, dropping his voice lower and lower. + +"No." + +"Because you were a good, very good little girl the whole week." + +Saying which, Julian Mastakovich was seized with a paroxysm of +agitation. He looked round and said in a tone faint, almost inaudible +with excitement and impatience: + +"If I come to visit your parents will you love me, my dear?" + +He tried to kiss the sweet little creature, but the red-haired boy saw +that she was on the verge of tears, and he caught her hand and sobbed +out loud in sympathy. That enraged the man. + +"Go away! Go away! Go back to the other room, to your playmates." + +"I don't want him to. I don't want him to! You go away!" cried the +girl. "Let him alone! Let him alone!" She was almost weeping. + +There was a sound of footsteps in the doorway. Julian Mastakovich +started and straightened up his respectable body. The red-haired boy +was even more alarmed. He let go the girl's hand, sidled along the +wall, and escaped through the drawing-room into the dining-room. + +Not to attract attention, Julian Mastakovich also made for the +dining-room. He was red as a lobster. The sight of himself in a mirror +seemed to embarrass him. Presumably he was annoyed at his own ardour +and impatience. Without due respect to his importance and dignity, his +calculations had lured and pricked him to the greedy eagerness of a +boy, who makes straight for his object--though this was not as yet an +object; it only would be so in five years' time. I followed the worthy +man into the dining-room, where I witnessed a remarkable play. + +Julian Mastakovich, all flushed with vexation, venom in his look, +began to threaten the red-haired boy. The red-haired boy retreated +farther and farther until there was no place left for him to retreat +to, and he did not know where to turn in his fright. + +"Get out of here! What are you doing here? Get out, I say, you +good-for-nothing! Stealing fruit, are you? Oh, so, stealing fruit! Get +out, you freckle face, go to your likes!" + +The frightened child, as a last desperate resort, crawled quickly +under the table. His persecutor, completely infuriated, pulled out his +large linen handkerchief and used it as a lash to drive the boy out of +his position. + +Here I must remark that Julian Mastakovich was a somewhat corpulent +man, heavy, well-fed, puffy-cheeked, with a paunch and ankles as round +as nuts. He perspired and puffed and panted. So strong was his dislike +(or was it jealousy?) of the child that he actually began to carry on +like a madman. + +I laughed heartily. Julian Mastakovich turned. He was utterly confused +and for a moment, apparently, quite oblivious of his immense +importance. At that moment our host appeared in the doorway opposite. +The boy crawled out from under the table and wiped his knees and +elbows. Julian Mastakovich hastened to carry his handkerchief, which +he had been dangling by the corner, to his nose. Our host looked at +the three of us rather suspiciously. But, like a man who knows the +world and can readily adjust himself, he seized upon the opportunity +to lay hold of his very valuable guest and get what he wanted out of +him. + +"Here's the boy I was talking to you about," he said, indicating the +red-haired child. "I took the liberty of presuming on your goodness in +his behalf." + +"Oh," replied Julian Mastakovich, still not quite master of himself. + +"He's my governess's son," our host continued in a beseeching tone. +"She's a poor creature, the widow of an honest official. That's why, +if it were possible for you--" + +"Impossible, impossible!" Julian Mastakovich cried hastily. "You must +excuse me, Philip Alexeyevich, I really cannot. I've made inquiries. +There are no vacancies, and there is a waiting list of ten who have a +greater right--I'm sorry." + +"Too bad," said our host. "He's a quiet, unobtrusive child." + +"A very naughty little rascal, I should say," said Julian Mastakovich, +wryly. "Go away, boy. Why are you here still? Be off with you to the +other children." + +Unable to control himself, he gave me a sidelong glance. Nor could I +control myself. I laughed straight in his face. He turned away and +asked our host, in tones quite audible to me, who that odd young +fellow was. They whispered to each other and left the room, +disregarding me. + +I shook with laughter. Then I, too, went to the drawing-room. There +the great man, already surrounded by the fathers and mothers and the +host and the hostess, had begun to talk eagerly with a lady to whom he +had just been introduced. The lady held the rich little girl's hand. +Julian Mastakovich went into fulsome praise of her. He waxed ecstatic +over the dear child's beauty, her talents, her grace, her excellent +breeding, plainly laying himself out to flatter the mother, who +listened scarcely able to restrain tears of joy, while the father +showed his delight by a gratified smile. + +The joy was contagious. Everybody shared in it. Even the children were +obliged to stop playing so as not to disturb the conversation. The +atmosphere was surcharged with awe. I heard the mother of the +important little girl, touched to her profoundest depths, ask Julian +Mastakovich in the choicest language of courtesy, whether he would +honour them by coming to see them. I heard Julian Mastakovich accept +the invitation with unfeigned enthusiasm. Then the guests scattered +decorously to different parts of the room, and I heard them, with +veneration in their tones, extol the business man, the business man's +wife, the business man's daughter, and, especially, Julian +Mastakovich. + +"Is he married?" I asked out loud of an acquaintance of mine standing +beside Julian Mastakovich. + +Julian Mastakovich gave me a venomous look. + +"No," answered my acquaintance, profoundly shocked by +my--intentional--indiscretion. + + * * * * * + +Not long ago I passed the Church of----. I was struck by the concourse +of people gathered there to witness a wedding. It was a dreary day. A +drizzling rain was beginning to come down. I made my way through the +throng into the church. The bridegroom was a round, well-fed, +pot-bellied little man, very much dressed up. He ran and fussed about +and gave orders and arranged things. Finally word was passed that the +bride was coming. I pushed through the crowd, and I beheld a +marvellous beauty whose first spring was scarcely commencing. But the +beauty was pale and sad. She looked distracted. It seemed to me even +that her eyes were red from recent weeping. The classic severity of +every line of her face imparted a peculiar significance and solemnity +to her beauty. But through that severity and solemnity, through the +sadness, shone the innocence of a child. There was something +inexpressibly naïve, unsettled and young in her features, which, +without words, seemed to plead for mercy. + +They said she was just sixteen years old. I looked at the bridegroom +carefully. Suddenly I recognised Julian Mastakovich, whom I had not +seen again in all those five years. Then I looked at the bride +again.--Good God! I made my way, as quickly as I could, out of the +church. I heard gossiping in the crowd about the bride's wealth--about +her dowry of five hundred thousand rubles--so and so much for pocket +money. + +"Then his calculations were correct," I thought, as I pressed out into +the street. + + + + +GOD SEES THE TRUTH, BUT WAITS + + + +BY LEO N. TOLSTOY + + +In the town of Vladimir lived a young merchant named Ivan Dmitrich +Aksionov. He had two shops and a house of his own. + +Aksionov was a handsome, fair-haired, curly-headed fellow, full of +fun, and very fond of singing. When quite a young man he had been +given to drink, and was riotous when he had had too much; but after he +married he gave up drinking, except now and then. + +One summer Aksionov was going to the Nizhny Fair, and as he bade +good-bye to his family, his wife said to him, "Ivan Dmitrich, do not +start to-day; I have had a bad dream about you." + +Aksionov laughed, and said, "You are afraid that when I get to the +fair I shall go on a spree." + +His wife replied: "I do not know what I am afraid of; all I know is +that I had a bad dream. I dreamt you returned from the town, and when +you took off your cap I saw that your hair was quite grey." + +Aksionov laughed. "That's a lucky sign," said he. "See if I don't sell +out all my goods, and bring you some presents from the fair." + +So he said good-bye to his family, and drove away. + +When he had travelled half-way, he met a merchant whom he knew, and +they put up at the same inn for the night. They had some tea together, +and then went to bed in adjoining rooms. + +It was not Aksionov's habit to sleep late, and, wishing to travel +while it was still cool, he aroused his driver before dawn, and told +him to put in the horses. + +Then he made his way across to the landlord of the inn (who lived in a +cottage at the back), paid his bill, and continued his journey. + +When he had gone about twenty-five miles, he stopped for the horses to +be fed. Aksionov rested awhile in the passage of the inn, then he +stepped out into the porch, and, ordering a samovar to be heated, got +out his guitar and began to play. + +Suddenly a troika drove up with tinkling bells and an official +alighted, followed by two soldiers. He came to Aksionov and began to +question him, asking him who he was and whence he came. Aksionov +answered him fully, and said, "Won't you have some tea with me?" But +the official went on cross-questioning him and asking him. "Where did +you spend last night? Were you alone, or with a fellow-merchant? Did +you see the other merchant this morning? Why did you leave the inn +before dawn?" + +Aksionov wondered why he was asked all these questions, but he +described all that had happened, and then added, "Why do you +cross-question me as if I were a thief or a robber? I am travelling on +business of my own, and there is no need to question me." + +Then the official, calling the soldiers, said, "I am the +police-officer of this district, and I question you because the +merchant with whom you spent last night has been found with his throat +cut. We must search your things." + +They entered the house. The soldiers and the police-officer unstrapped +Aksionov's luggage and searched it. Suddenly the officer drew a knife +out of a bag, crying, "Whose knife is this?" + +Aksionov looked, and seeing a blood-stained knife taken from his bag, +he was frightened. + +"How is it there is blood on this knife?" + +Aksionov tried to answer, but could hardly utter a word, and only +stammered: "I--don't know--not mine." Then the police-officer said: +"This morning the merchant was found in bed with his throat cut. You +are the only person who could have done it. The house was locked from +inside, and no one else was there. Here is this blood-stained knife in +your bag and your face and manner betray you! Tell me how you killed +him, and how much money you stole?" + +Aksionov swore he had not done it; that he had not seen the merchant +after they had had tea together; that he had no money except eight +thousand rubles of his own, and that the knife was not his. But his +voice was broken, his face pale, and he trembled with fear as though +he went guilty. + +The police-officer ordered the soldiers to bind Aksionov and to put +him in the cart. As they tied his feet together and flung him into the +cart, Aksionov crossed himself and wept. His money and goods were +taken from him, and he was sent to the nearest town and imprisoned +there. Enquiries as to his character were made in Vladimir. The +merchants and other inhabitants of that town said that in former days +he used to drink and waste his time, but that he was a good man. Then +the trial came on: he was charged with murdering a merchant from +Ryazan, and robbing him of twenty thousand rubles. + +His wife was in despair, and did not know what to believe. Her +children were all quite small; one was a baby at her breast. Taking +them all with her, she went to the town where her husband was in jail. +At first she was not allowed to see him; but after much begging, she +obtained permission from the officials, and was taken to him. When she +saw her husband in prison-dress and in chains, shut up with thieves +and criminals, she fell down, and did not come to her senses for a +long time. Then she drew her children to her, and sat down near him. +She told him of things at home, and asked about what had happened to +him. He told her all, and she asked, "What can we do now?" + +"We must petition the Czar not to let an innocent man perish." + +His wife told him that she had sent a petition to the Czar, but it had +not been accepted. + +Aksionov did not reply, but only looked downcast. + +Then his wife said, "It was not for nothing I dreamt your hair had +turned grey. You remember? You should not have started that day." And +passing her fingers through his hair, she said: "Vanya dearest, tell +your wife the truth; was it not you who did it?" + +"So you, too, suspect me!" said Aksionov, and, hiding his face in his +hands, he began to weep. Then a soldier came to say that the wife and +children must go away; and Aksionov said good-bye to his family for +the last time. + +When they were gone, Aksionov recalled what had been said, and when he +remembered that his wife also had suspected him, he said to himself, +"It seems that only God can know the truth; it is to Him alone we must +appeal, and from Him alone expect mercy." + +And Aksionov wrote no more petitions; gave up all hope, and only +prayed to God. + +Aksionov was condemned to be flogged and sent to the mines. So he was +flogged with a knot, and when the wounds made by the knot were healed, +he was driven to Siberia with other convicts. + +For twenty-six years Aksionov lived as a convict in Siberia. His hair +turned white as snow, and his beard grew long, thin, and grey. All his +mirth went; he stooped; he walked slowly, spoke little, and never +laughed, but he often prayed. + +In prison Aksionov learnt to make boots, and earned a little money, +with which he bought _The Lives of the Saints_. He read this book when +there was light enough in the prison; and on Sundays in the +prison-church he read the lessons and sang in the choir; for his voice +was still good. + +The prison authorities liked Aksionov for his meekness, and his +fellow-prisoners respected him: they called him "Grandfather," and +"The Saint." When they wanted to petition the prison authorities about +anything, they always made Aksionov their spokesman, and when there +were quarrels among the prisoners they came to him to put things +right, and to judge the matter. + +No news reached Aksionov from his home, and he did not even know if +his wife and children were still alive. + +One day a fresh gang of convicts came to the prison. In the evening +the old prisoners collected round the new ones and asked them what +towns or villages they came from, and what they were sentenced for. +Among the rest Aksionov sat down near the newcomers, and listened with +downcast air to what was said. + +One of the new convicts, a tall, strong man of sixty, with a +closely-cropped grey beard, was telling the others what be had been +arrested for. + +"Well, friends," he said, "I only took a horse that was tied to a +sledge, and I was arrested and accused of stealing. I said I had only +taken it to get home quicker, and had then let it go; besides, the +driver was a personal friend of mine. So I said, 'It's all right.' +'No,' said they, 'you stole it.' But how or where I stole it they +could not say. I once really did something wrong, and ought by rights +to have come here long ago, but that time I was not found out. Now I +have been sent here for nothing at all... Eh, but it's lies I'm +telling you; I've been to Siberia before, but I did not stay long." + +"Where are you from?" asked some one. + +"From Vladimir. My family are of that town. My name is Makar, and they +also call me Semyonich." + +Aksionov raised his head and said: "Tell me, Semyonich, do you know +anything of the merchants Aksionov of Vladimir? Are they still alive?" + +"Know them? Of course I do. The Aksionovs are rich, though their +father is in Siberia: a sinner like ourselves, it seems! As for you, +Gran'dad, how did you come here?" + +Aksionov did not like to speak of his misfortune. He only sighed, and +said, "For my sins I have been in prison these twenty-six years." + +"What sins?" asked Makar Semyonich. + +But Aksionov only said, "Well, well--I must have deserved it!" He +would have said no more, but his companions told the newcomers how +Aksionov came to be in Siberia; how some one had killed a merchant, +and had put the knife among Aksionov's things, and Aksionov had been +unjustly condemned. + +When Makar Semyonich heard this, he looked at Aksionov, slapped his +_own_ knee, and exclaimed, "Well, this is wonderful! Really wonderful! +But how old you've grown, Gran'dad!" + +The others asked him why he was so surprised, and where he had seen +Aksionov before; but Makar Semyonich did not reply. He only said: +"It's wonderful that we should meet here, lads!" + +These words made Aksionov wonder whether this man knew who had killed +the merchant; so he said, "Perhaps, Semyonich, you have heard of that +affair, or maybe you've seen me before?" + +"How could I help hearing? The world's full of rumours. But it's a +long time ago, and I've forgotten what I heard." + +"Perhaps you heard who killed the merchant?" asked Aksionov. + +Makar Semyonich laughed, and replied: "It must have been him in whose +bag the knife was found! If some one else hid the knife there, 'He's +not a thief till he's caught,' as the saying is. How could any one put +a knife into your bag while it was under your head? It would surely +have woke you up." + +When Aksionov heard these words, he felt sure this was the man who had +killed the merchant. He rose and went away. All that night Aksionov +lay awake. He felt terribly unhappy, and all sorts of images rose in +his mind. There was the image of his wife as she was when he parted +from her to go to the fair. He saw her as if she were present; her +face and her eyes rose before him; he heard her speak and laugh. Then +he saw his children, quite little, as they were at that time: one +with a little cloak on, another at his mother's breast. And then he +remembered himself as he used to be-young and merry. He remembered how +he sat playing the guitar in the porch of the inn where he was +arrested, and how free from care he had been. He saw, in his mind, the +place where he was flogged, the executioner, and the people standing +around; the chains, the convicts, all the twenty-six years of his +prison life, and his premature old age. The thought of it all made him +so wretched that he was ready to kill himself. + +"And it's all that villain's doing!" thought Aksionov. And his anger +was so great against Makar Semyonich that he longed for vengeance, +even if he himself should perish for it. He kept repeating prayers all +night, but could get no peace. During the day he did not go near Makar +Semyonich, nor even look at him. + +A fortnight passed in this way. Aksionov could not sleep at night, and +was so miserable that he did not know what to do. + +One night as he was walking about the prison he noticed some earth +that came rolling out from under one of the shelves on which the +prisoners slept. He stopped to see what it was. Suddenly Makar +Semyonich crept out from under the shelf, and looked up at Aksionov +with frightened face. Aksionov tried to pass without looking at him, +but Makar seized his hand and told him that he had dug a hole under +the wall, getting rid of the earth by putting it into his high-boots, +and emptying it out every day on the road when the prisoners were +driven to their work. + +"Just you keep quiet, old man, and you shall get out too. If you blab, +they'll flog the life out of me, but I will kill you first." + +Aksionov trembled with anger as he looked at his enemy. He drew his +hand away, saying, "I have no wish to escape, and you have no need to +kill me; you killed me long ago! As to telling of you--I may do so or +not, as God shall direct." + +Next day, when the convicts were led out to work, the convoy soldiers +noticed that one or other of the prisoners emptied some earth out of +his boots. The prison was searched and the tunnel found. The Governor +came and questioned all the prisoners to find out who had dug the +hole. They all denied any knowledge of it. Those who knew would not +betray Makar Semyonich, knowing he would be flogged almost to death. +At last the Governor turned to Aksionov whom he knew to be a just man, +and said: + +"You are a truthful old man; tell me, before God, who dug the hole?" + +Makar Semyonich stood as if he were quite unconcerned, looking at the +Governor and not so much as glancing at Aksionov. Aksionov's lips and +hands trembled, and for a long time he could not utter a word. He +thought, "Why should I screen him who ruined my life? Let him pay for +what I have suffered. But if I tell, they will probably flog the life +out of him, and maybe I suspect him wrongly. And, after all, what good +would it be to me?" + +"Well, old man," repeated the Governor, "tell me the truth: who has +been digging under the wall?" + +Aksionov glanced at Makar Semyonich, and said, "I cannot say, your +honour. It is not God's will that I should tell! Do what you like with +me; I am in your hands." + +However much the Governor tried, Aksionov would say no more, and so +the matter had to be left. + +That night, when Aksionov was lying on his bed and just beginning to +doze, some one came quietly and sat down on his bed. He peered through +the darkness and recognised Makar. + +"What more do you want of me?" asked Aksionov. "Why have you come +here?" + +Makar Semyonich was silent. So Aksionov sat up and said, "What do you +want? Go away, or I will call the guard!" + +Makar Semyonich bent close over Aksionov, and whispered, "Ivan +Dmitrich, forgive me!" + +"What for?" asked Aksionov. + +"It was I who killed the merchant and hid the knife among your things. +I meant to kill you too, but I heard a noise outside, so I hid the +knife in your bag and escaped out of the window." + +Aksionov was silent, and did not know what to say. Makar Semyonich +slid off the bed-shelf and knelt upon the ground. "Ivan Dmitrich," +said he, "forgive me! For the love of God, forgive me! I will confess +that it was I who killed the merchant, and you will be released and +can go to your home." + +"It is easy for you to talk," said Aksionov, "but I have suffered for +you these twenty-six years. Where could I go to now?... My wife is +dead, and my children have forgotten me. I have nowhere to go..." + +Makar Semyonich did not rise, but beat his head on the floor. "Ivan +Dmitrich, forgive me!" he cried. "When they flogged me with the knot +it was not so hard to bear as it is to see you now ... yet you had +pity on me, and did not tell. For Christ's sake forgive me, wretch +that I am!" And he began to sob. + +When Aksionov heard him sobbing he, too, began to weep. "God will +forgive you!" said he. "Maybe I am a hundred times worse than you." +And at these words his heart grew light, and the longing for home left +him. He no longer had any desire to leave the prison, but only hoped +for his last hour to come. + +In spite of what Aksionov had said, Makar Semyonich confessed his +guilt. But when the order for his release came, Aksionov was already +dead. + + + + +HOW A MUZHIK FED TWO OFFICIALS + + + +BY M.Y. SALTYKOV [_N.Shchedrin_] + + +Once upon a time there were two Officials. They were both +empty-headed, and so they found themselves one day suddenly +transported to an uninhabited isle, as if on a magic carpet. + +They had passed their whole life in a Government Department, where +records were kept; had been born there, bred there, grown old there, +and consequently hadn't the least understanding for anything outside +of the Department; and the only words they knew were: "With assurances +of the highest esteem, I am your humble servant." + +But the Department was abolished, and as the services of the two +Officials were no longer needed, they were given their freedom. So the +retired Officials migrated to Podyacheskaya Street in St. Petersburg. +Each had his own home, his own cook and his pension. + +Waking up on the uninhabited isle, they found themselves lying under +the same cover. At first, of course, they couldn't understand what had +happened to them, and they spoke as if nothing extraordinary had taken +place. + +"What a peculiar dream I had last night, your Excellency," said the +one Official. "It seemed to me as if I were on an uninhabited isle." + +Scarcely had he uttered the words, when he jumped to his feet. The +other Official also jumped up. + +"Good Lord, what does this mean! Where are we?" they cried out in +astonishment. + +They felt each other to make sure that they were no longer dreaming, +and finally convinced themselves of the sad reality. + +Before them stretched the ocean, and behind them was a little spot of +earth, beyond which the ocean stretched again. They began to cry--the +first time since their Department had been shut down. + +They looked at each other, and each noticed that the other was clad in +nothing but his night shirt with his order hanging about his neck. + +"We really should be having our coffee now," observed the one +Official. Then he bethought himself again of the strange situation he +was in and a second time fell to weeping. + +"What are we going to do now?" he sobbed. "Even supposing we were to +draw up a report, what good would that do?" + +"You know what, your Excellency," replied the other Official, "you go +to the east and I will go to the west. Toward evening we will come +back here again and, perhaps, we shall have found something." + +They started to ascertain which was the east and which was the west. +They recalled that the head of their Department had once said to them, +"If you want to know where the east is, then turn your face to the +north, and the east will be on your right." But when they tried to +find out which was the north, they turned to the right and to the left +and looked around on all sides. Having spent their whole life in the +Department of Records, their efforts were all in vain. + +"To my mind, your Excellency, the best thing to do would be for you to +go to the right and me to go to the left," said one Official, who had +served not only in the Department of Records, but had also been +teacher of handwriting in the School for Reserves, and so was a little +bit cleverer. + +So said, so done. The one Official went to the right. He came upon +trees, bearing all sorts of fruits. Gladly would he have plucked an +apple, but they all hung so high that he would have been obliged to +climb up. He tried to climb up in vain. All he succeeded in doing was +tearing his night shirt. Then he struck upon a brook. It was swarming +with fish. + +"Wouldn't it be wonderful if we had all this fish in Podyacheskaya +Street!" he thought, and his mouth watered. Then he entered woods and +found partridges, grouse and hares. + +"Good Lord, what an abundance of food!" he cried. His hunger was going +up tremendously. + +But he had to return to the appointed spot with empty hands. He found +the other Official waiting for him. + +"Well, Your Excellency, how went it? Did you find anything?" + +"Nothing but an old number of the _Moscow Gazette_, not another +thing." + +The Officials lay down to sleep again, but their empty stomachs gave +them no rest They were partly robbed of their sleep by the thought of +who was now enjoying their pension, and partly by the recollection of +the fruit, fishes, partridges, grouse and hares that they had seen +during the day. + +"The human pabulum in its original form flies, swims and grows on +trees. Who would have thought it your Excellency?" said the one +Official. + +"To be sure," rejoined the other Official. "I, too, must admit that I +had imagined that our breakfast rolls, came into the world just as +they appear on the table." + +"From which it is to be deduced that if we want to eat a pheasant, we +must catch it first, kill it, pull its feathers and roast it. But +how's that to be done?" + +"Yes, how's that to be done?" repeated the other Official. + +They turned silent and tried again to fall asleep, but their hunger +scared sleep away. Before their eyes swarmed flocks of pheasants and +ducks, herds of porklings, and they were all so juicy, done so +tenderly and garnished so deliciously with olives, capers and pickles. + +"I believe I could devour my own boots now," said the one Official. + +"Gloves, are not bad either, especially if they have been born quite +mellow," said the other Official. + +The two Officials stared at each other fixedly. In their glances +gleamed an evil-boding fire, their teeth chattered and a dull groaning +issued from their breasts. Slowly they crept upon each other and +suddenly they burst into a fearful frenzy. There was a yelling and +groaning, the rags flew about, and the Official who had been teacher +of handwriting bit off his colleague's order and swallowed it. +However, the sight of blood brought them both back to their senses. + +"God help us!" they cried at the same time. "We certainly don't mean +to eat each other up. How could we have come to such a pass as this? +What evil genius is making sport of us?" + +"We must, by all means, entertain each other to pass the time away, +otherwise there will be murder and death," said the one Official. + +"You begin," said the other. + +"Can you explain why it is that the sun first rises and then sets? Why +isn't it the reverse?" + +"Aren't you a funny man, your Excellency? You get up first, then you +go to your office and work there, and at night you lie down to sleep." + +"But why can't one assume the opposite, that is, that one goes to +bed, sees all sorts of dream figures, and then gets up?" + +"Well, yes, certainly. But when I was still an Official, I always +thought this way: 'Now it is dawn, then it will be day, then will +come supper, and finally will come the time to go to bed.'" + +The word "supper" recalled that incident in the day's doings, and the +thought of it made both Officials melancholy, so that the conversation +came to a halt. + +"A doctor once told me that human beings can sustain themselves for a +long time on their own juices," the one Official began again. + +"What does that mean?" + +"It is quite simple. You see, one's own juices generate other juices, +and these in their turn still other juices, and so it goes on until +finally all the juices are consumed." + +"And then what happens?" + +"Then food has to be taken into the system again." + +"The devil!" + +No matter what topic the Officials chose, the conversation invariably +reverted to the subject of eating; which only increased their appetite +more and more. So they decided to give up talking altogether, and, +recollecting the _Moscow Gazette_ that the one of them had found, they +picked it up and began to read eagerly. + + +BANQUET GIVEN BY THE MAYOR + +"The table was set for one hundred persons. The magnificence of it +exceeded all expectations. The remotest provinces were represented at +this feast of the gods by the costliest gifts. The golden sturgeon +from Sheksna and the silver pheasant from the Caucasian woods held a +rendezvous with strawberries so seldom to be had in our latitude in +winter..." + +"The devil! For God's sake, stop reading, your Excellency. Couldn't +you find something else to read about?" cried the other Official in +sheer desperation. He snatched the paper from his colleague's hands, +and started to read something else. + +"Our correspondent in Tula informs us that yesterday a sturgeon was +found in the Upa (an event which even the oldest inhabitants cannot +recall, and all the more remarkable since they recognised the former +police captain in this sturgeon). This was made the occasion for +giving a banquet in the club. The prime cause of the banquet was +served in a large wooden platter garnished with vinegar pickles. A +bunch of parsley stuck out of its mouth. Doctor P---- who acted as +toast-master saw to it that everybody present got a piece of the +sturgeon. The sauces to go with it were unusually varied and +delicate--" + +"Permit me, your Excellency, it seems to me you are not so careful +either in the selection of reading matter," interrupted the first +Official, who secured the _Gazette_ again and started to read: + +"One of the oldest inhabitants of Viatka has discovered a new and +highly original recipe for fish soup; A live codfish (_lota vulgaris_) +is taken and beaten with a rod until its liver swells up with +anger..." + +The Officials' heads drooped. Whatever their eyes fell upon had +something to do with eating. Even their own thoughts were fatal. No +matter how much they tried to keep their minds off beefsteak and the +like, it was all in vain; their fancy returned invariably, with +irresistible force, back to that for which they were so painfully +yearning. + +Suddenly an inspiration came to the Official who had once taught +handwriting. + +"I have it!" he cried delightedly. "What do you say to this, your +Excellency? What do you say to our finding a muzhik?" + +"A muzhik, your Excellency? What sort of a muzhik?" + +"Why a plain ordinary muzhik. A muzhik like all other muzhiks. He +would get the breakfast rolls for us right away, and he could also +catch partridges and fish for us." + +"Hm, a muzhik. But where are we to fetch one from, if there is no +muzhik here?" + +"Why shouldn't there be a muzhik here? There are muzhiks everywhere. +All one has to do is hunt for them. There certainly must be a muzhik +hiding here somewhere so as to get out of working." + +This thought so cheered the Officials that they instantly jumped up to +go in search of a muzhik. + +For a long while they wandered about on the island without the desired +result, until finally a concentrated smell of black bread and old +sheep skin assailed their nostrils and guided them in the right +direction. There under a tree was a colossal muzhik lying fast asleep +with his hands under his head. It was clear that to escape his duty to +work he had impudently withdrawn to this island. The indignation of +the Officials knew no bounds. + +"What, lying asleep here you lazy-bones you!" they raged at him, "It +is nothing to you that there are two Officials here who are fairly +perishing of hunger. Up, forward, march, work." + +The Muzhik rose and looked at the two severe gentlemen standing in +front of him. His first thought was to make his escape, but the +Officials held him fast. + +He had to submit to his fate. He had to work. + +First he climbed up on a tree and plucked several dozen of the finest +apples for the Officials. He kept a rotten one for himself. Then he +turned up the earth and dug out some potatoes. Next he started a fire +with two bits of wood that he rubbed against each other. Out of his +own hair he made a snare and caught partridges. Over the fire, by this +time burning brightly, he cooked so many kinds of food that the +question arose in the Officials' minds whether they shouldn't give +some to this idler. + +Beholding the efforts of the Muzhik, they rejoiced in their hearts. +They had already forgotten how the day before they had nearly been +perishing of hunger, and all they thought of now was: "What a good +thing it is to be an Official. Nothing bad can ever happen to an +Official." + +"Are you satisfied, gentlemen?" the lazy Muzhik asked. + +"Yes, we appreciate your industry," replied the Officials. + +"Then you will permit me to rest a little?" + +"Go take a little rest, but first make a good strong cord." + +The Muzhik gathered wild hemp stalks, laid them in water, beat them +and broke them, and toward evening a good stout cord was ready. The +Officials took the cord and bound the Muzhik to a tree, so that he +should not run away. Then they laid themselves to sleep. + +Thus day after day passed, and the Muzhik became so skilful that he +could actually cook soup for the Officials in his bare hands. The +Officials had become round and well-fed and happy. It rejoiced them +that here they needn't spend any money and that in the meanwhile their +pensions were accumulating in St. Petersburg. + +"What is your opinion, your Excellency," one said to the other after +breakfast one day, "is the Story of the Tower of Babel true? Don't you +think it is simply an allegory?" + +"By no means, your Excellency, I think it was something that really +happened. What other explanation is there for the existence of so many +different languages on earth?" + +"Then the Flood must really have taken place, too?" + +"Certainly, else; how would you explain the existence of Antediluvian +animals? Besides, the _Moscow Gazette_ says----" + +They made search for the old number of the _Moscow Gazette_, seated +themselves in the shade, and read the whole sheet from beginning to +end. They read of festivities in Moscow, Tula, Penza and Riazan, and +strangely enough felt no discomfort at the description of the +delicacies served. + +There is no saying how long this life might have lasted. Finally, +however, it began to bore the Officials. They often thought of their +cooks in St. Petersburg, and even shed a few tears in secret. + +"I wonder how it looks in Podyacheskaya Street now, your Excellency," +one of them said to the other. + +"Oh, don't remind me of it, your Excellency. I am pining away with +homesickness." + +"It is very nice here. There is really no fault to be found with this +place, but the lamb longs for its mother sheep. And it is a pity, too, +for the beautiful uniforms." + +"Yes, indeed, a uniform of the fourth class is no joke. The gold +embroidery alone is enough to make one dizzy." + +Now they began to importune the Muzhik to find some way of getting +them back to Podyacheskaya Street, and strange to say, the Muzhik even +knew where Podyacheskaya Street was. He had once drunk beer and mead +there, and as the saying goes, everything had run down his beard, +alas, but nothing into his mouth. The Officials rejoiced and said: "We +are Officials from Podyacheskaya Street." + +"And I am one of those men--do you remember?--who sit on a scaffolding +hung by ropes from the roofs and paint the outside walls. I am one of +those who crawl about on the roofs like flies. That is what I am," +replied the Muzhik. + +The Muzhik now pondered long and heavily on how to give great pleasure +to his Officials, who had been so gracious to him, the lazy-bones, and +had not scorned his work. And he actually succeeded in constructing a +ship. It was not really a ship, but still it was a vessel, that would +carry them across the ocean close to Podyacheskaya Street. + +"Now, take care, you dog, that you don't drown us," said the +Officials, when they saw the raft rising and falling on the waves. + +"Don't be afraid. We muzhiks are used to this," said the Muzhik, +making all the preparations for the journey. He gathered swan's-down +and made a couch for his two Officials, then he crossed himself and +rowed off from shore. + +How frightened the Officials were on the way, how seasick they were +during the storms, how they scolded the coarse Muzhik for his +idleness, can neither be told nor described. The Muzhik, however, just +kept rowing on and fed his Officials on herring. At last, they caught +sight of dear old Mother Neva. Soon they were in the glorious +Catherine Canal, and then, oh joy! they struck the grand Podyacheskaya +Street. When the cooks saw their Officials so well-fed, round and so +happy, they rejoiced immensely. The Officials drank coffee and rolls, +then put on their uniforms and drove to the Pension Bureau. How much +money they collected there is another thing that can neither be told +nor described. Nor was the Muzhik forgotten. The Officials sent a +glass of whiskey out to him and five kopeks. Now, Muzhik, rejoice. + + + + +THE SHADES, A PHANTASY + + + +BY VLADIMIR G. KORLENKO + + +I + +A month and two days had elapsed since the judges, amid the loud +acclaim of the Athenian people, had pronounced the death sentence +against the philosopher Socrates because he had sought to destroy +faith in the gods. What the gadfly is to the horse Socrates was to +Athens. The gadfly stings the horse in order to prevent it from dozing +off and to keep it moving briskly on its course. The philosopher said +to the people of Athens: + +"I am your gadfly. My sting pricks your conscience and arouses you +when you are caught napping. Sleep not, sleep not, people of Athens; +awake and seek the truth!" + +The people arose in their exasperation and cruelly demanded to be rid +of their gadfly. + +"Perchance both of his accusers, Meletus and Anytus, are wrong," said +the citizens, on leaving the court after sentence had been pronounced. + +"But after all whither do his doctrines tend? What would he do? He has +wrought confusion, he overthrows beliefs that have existed since the +beginning, he speaks of new virtues which must be recognised and +sought for, he speaks of a Divinity hitherto unknown to us. The +blasphemer, he deems himself wiser than the gods! No, 'twere better we +remain true to the old gods whom we know. They may not always be just, +sometimes they may flare up in unjust wrath, and they may also be +seized with a wanton lust for the wives of mortals; but did not our +ancestors live with them in the peace of their souls, did not our +forefathers accomplish their heroic deeds with the help of these very +gods? And now the faces of the Olympians have paled and the old virtue +is out of joint. What does it all lead to? Should not an end be put to +this impious wisdom once for all?" + +Thus the citizens of Athens spoke to one another as they left the +place, and the blue twilight was falling. They had determined to kill +the restless gadfly in the hope that the countenances of the gods +would shine again. And yet--before their souls arose the mild figure +of the singular philosopher. There were some citizens who recalled how +courageously he had shared their troubles and dangers at Potidæa; how +he alone had prevented them from committing the sin of unjustly +executing the generals after the victory over the Arginusæe; how he +alone had dared to raise his voice against the tyrants who had had +fifteen hundred people put to death, speaking to the people on the +market-place concerning shepherds and their sheep. + +"Is not he a good shepherd," he asked, "who guards his flock and +watches over its increase? Or is it the work of the good shepherd to +reduce the number of his sheep and disperse them, and of the good +ruler to do the same with his people? Men of Athens, let us +investigate this question!" + +And at this question of the solitary, undefended philosopher, the +faces of the tyrants paled, while the eyes of the youths kindled with +the fire of just wrath and indignation. + +Thus, when on dispersing after the sentence the Athenians recalled all +these things of Socrates, their hearts were oppressed with heavy +doubt. + +"Have we not done a cruel wrong to the son of Sophroniscus?" + +But then the good Athenians looked upon the harbour and the sea, and +in the red glow of the dying day they saw the purple sails of the +sharp-keeled ship, sent to the Delian festival, shimmering in the +distance on the blue Pontus. The ship would not return until the +expiration of a month, and the Athenians recollected that during this +time no blood might be shed in Athens, whether the blood of the +innocent or the guilty. A month, moreover, has many days and still +more hours. Supposing the son of Sophroniscus had been unjustly +condemned, who would hinder his escaping from the prison, especially +since he had numerous friends to help him? Was it so difficult for the +rich Plato, for Æschines and others to bribe the guards? Then the +restless gadfly would flee from Athens to the barbarians in Thessaly, +or to the Peloponnesus, or, still farther, to Egypt; Athens would no +longer hear his blasphemous speeches; his death would not weigh upon +the conscience of the worthy citizens, and so everything would end for +the best of all. + +Thus said many to themselves that evening, while aloud they praised +the wisdom of the demos and the heliasts. In secret, however, they +cherished the hope that the restless philosopher would leave Athens, +fly from the hemlock to the barbarians, and so free the Athenians of +his troublesome presence and of the pangs of consciences that smote +them for inflicting death upon an innocent man. + +Two and thirty times since that evening had the sun risen from the +ocean and dipped down into it again. The ship had returned from Delos +and lay in the harbour with sadly drooping sails, as if ashamed of its +native city. The moon did not shine in the heavens, the sea heaved +under a heavy fog, and on the hills lights peered through the +obscurity like the eyes of men gripped by a sense of guilt. + +The stubborn Socrates did not spare the conscience of the good +Athenians. + +"We part! You go home and I go to death," he said to the judges after +the sentence had been pronounced. "I know not, my friends, which of us +chooses the better lot!" + +As the time had approached for the return of the ship, many of the +citizens had begun to feel uneasy. Must that obstinate fellow really +die? And they began to appeal to the consciences of Æschines, Phædo, +and other pupils of Socrates, trying to urge them on to further +efforts for their master. + +"Will you permit your teacher to die?" they asked reproachfully in +biting tones. "Or do you grudge the few coins it would take to bribe +the guard?" + +In vain Crito besought Socrates to take to flight, and complained that +the public, was upbraiding his disciples with lack of friendship and +with avarice. The self-willed philosopher refused to gratify his +pupils or the good people of Athens. + +"Let us investigate." he said. "If it turns out that I must flee, I +will flee; but if I must die, I will die. Let us remember what we once +said--the wise man need not fear death, he need fear nothing but +falsehood. Is it right to abide by the laws we ourselves have made so +long as they are agreeable to us, and refuse to obey those which are +disagreeable? If my memory does not deceive me I believe we once spoke +of these things, did we not?" + +"Yes, we did," answered his pupil. + +"And I think all were agreed as to the answer?" + +"Yes." + +"But perhaps what is true for others is not true for us?" + +"No, truth is alike for all, including ourselves." + +"But perhaps when _we_ must die and not some one else, truth becomes +untruth?" + +"No, Socrates, truth remains the truth under all circumstances." + +After his pupil had thus agreed to each premise of Socrates in turn, +he smiled and drew his conclusion. + +"If that is so, my friend, mustn't I die? Or has my head already +become so weak that I am no longer in a condition to draw a logical +conclusion? Then correct me, my friend and show my erring brain the +right way." + +His pupil covered his face with his mantle and turned aside. + +"Yes," he said, "now I see you must die." + +And on that evening when the sea tossed hither and thither and roared +dully under the load of fog, and the whimsical wind in mournful +astonishment gently stirred the sails of the ships; when the citizens +meeting on the streets asked one another: "Is he dead?" and their +voices timidly betrayed the hope that he was not dead; when the first +breath of awakened conscience, touched the hearts of the Athenians +like the first messenger of the storm; and when, it seemed the very +faces of the gods were darkened with shame--on that evening at the +sinking of the sun the self-willed man drank the cup of death! + +The wind increased in violence and shrouded the city more closely in +the veil of mist, angrily tugging at the sails of the vessels delayed +in the harbour. And the Erinyes sang their gloomy songs to the hearts +of the citizens and whipped up in their breasts that tempest which was +later, to overwhelm the denouncers of Socrates. + +But in that hour the first stirrings of regret were still uncertain +and confused. The citizens found more fault with Socrates than ever +because he had not given them the satisfaction of fleeing to Thessaly; +they were annoyed with his pupils because in the last days they had +walked about in sombre mourning attire, a living reproach to the +Athenians; they were vexed with the judges because they had not had +the sense and the courage to resist the blind rage of the excited +people; they bore even the gods resentment. + +"To you, ye gods, have we brought this sacrifice," spoke many. +"Rejoice, ye unsatiable!" + +"I know not which of us chooses the better lot!" + +Those words of Socrates came back to their memory, those his last +words to the judges and to the people gathered in the court. Now he +lay in the prison quiet and motionless under his cloak, while over the +city hovered mourning, horror, and shame. + +Again he became the tormentor of the city, he who was himself no +longer accessible to torment. The gadfly had been killed, but it stung +the people more sharply than ever--sleep not, sleep not this night, O +men of Athens! Sleep not! You have committed an injustice, a cruel +injustice, which can never be erased! + + + +II + + +During those sad days Xenophon, the general, a pupil of Socrates, was +marching with his Ten Thousand in a distant land, amid dangers, +seeking a way of return to his beloved fatherland. + +Æschines, Crito, Critobulus, Phædo, and Apollodorus were now occupied +with the preparations for the modest funeral. + +Plato was burning his lamp and bending over a parchment; the best +disciple of the philosopher was busy inscribing the deeds, words, and +teachings that marked the end of the sage's life. A thought is never +lost, and the truth discovered by a great intellect illumines the way +for future generations like a torch in the dark. + +There was one other disciple of Socrates. Not long before, the +impetuous Ctesippus had been one of the most frivolous and +pleasure-seeking of the Athenian youths. He had set up beauty as his +sole god, and had bowed before Clinias as its highest exemplar. But +since he had become acquainted with Socrates, all desire for pleasure +and all light-mindedness had gone from him. He looked on indifferently +while others took his place with Clinias. The grace of thought and the +harmony of spirit that he found in Socrates seemed a hundred times +more attractive than the graceful form and the harmonious features of +Clinias. With all the intensity of his stormy temperament he hung on +the man who had disturbed the serenity of his virginal soul, which for +the first time opened to doubts as the bud of a young oak opens to the +fresh winds of spring. + +Now that the master was dead, he could find peace neither at his own +hearth nor in the oppressive stillness of the streets nor among his +friends and fellow-disciples. The gods of hearth and home and the gods +of the people inspired him with repugnance. + +"I know not," he said, "whether ye are the best of all the gods to +whom numerous generations have burned incense and brought offerings; +all I know is that for your sake the blind mob extinguished the clear +torch of truth, and for your sake sacrificed the greatest and best of +mortals!" + +It almost seemed to Ctesippus as though the streets and market-places +still echoed with the shrieking of that unjust sentence. And he +remembered how it was here that the people clamoured for the execution +of the generals who had led them to victory against the Argunisæ, and +how Socrates alone had opposed the savage sentence of the judges and +the blind rage of the mob. But when Socrates himself needed a +champion, no one had been found to defend him with equal strength. +Ctesippus blamed himself and his friends, and for that reason he +wanted to avoid everybody--even himself, if possible. + +That evening he went to the sea. But his grief grew only the more +violent. It seemed to him that the mourning daughters of Nereus were +tossing hither and thither on the shore bewailing the death of the +best of the Athenians and the folly of the frenzied city. The waves +broke on the rocky coast with a growl of lament. Their booming sounded +like a funeral dirge. + +He turned away, left the shore, and went on further without looking +before him. He forgot time and space and his own ego, filled only with +the afflicting thought of Socrates! + +"Yesterday he still was, yesterday his mild words still could be +heard. How is it possible that to-day he no longer is? O night, O +giant mountain shrouded in mist, O heaving sea moved by your own life, +O restless winds that carry the breath of an immeasurable world on +your wings, O starry vault flecked with flying clouds--take me to you, +disclose to me the mystery of this death, if it is revealed to you! +And if ye know not, then grant my ignorant soul your own lofty +indifference. Remove from me these torturing questions. I no longer +have strength to carry them in my bosom without an answer, without +even the hope of an answer. For who shall answer them, now that the +lips of Socrates are sealed in eternal silence, and eternal darkness +is laid upon his lids?" + +Thus Ctesippus cried out to the sea and the mountains, and to the dark +night, which followed its invariable course, ceaselessly, invisibly, +over the slumbering world. Many hours passed before Ctesippus glanced +up and saw whither his steps had unconsciously led him. A dark horror +seized his soul as he looked about him. + + + +III + + +It seemed as if the unknown gods of eternal night had heard his +impious prayer. Ctesippus looked about, without being able to +recognise the place where he was. The lights of the city had long been +extinguished by the darkness. The roaring of the sea had died away in +the distance; his anxious soul had even lost the recollection of +having heard it. No single sound--no mournful cry of nocturnal bird, +nor whirr of wings, nor rustling of trees, nor murmur of a merry +stream--broke the deep silence. Only the blind will-o'-the-wisps +flickered here and there over rocks, and sheet-lightning, +unaccompanied by any sound, flared up and died down against +crag-peaks. This brief illumination merely emphasised the darkness; +and the dead light disclosed the outlines of dead deserts crossed by +gorges like crawling serpents, and rising into rocky heights in a wild +chaos. + +All the joyous gods that haunt green groves, purling brooks, and +mountain valleys seemed to have fled forever from these deserts. Pan +alone, the great and mysterious Pan, was hiding somewhere nearby in +the chaos of nature, and with mocking glance seemed to be pursuing the +tiny ant that a short time before had blasphemously asked to know the +secret of the world and of death. Dark, senseless horror overwhelmed +the soul of Ctesippus. It is thus that the sea in stormy floodtide +overwhelms a rock on the shore. + +Was it a dream, was it reality, or was it the revelation of the +unknown divinity? Ctesippus felt that in an instant he would step +across the threshold of life, and that his soul would melt into an +ocean of unending, inconceivable horror like a drop of rain in the +waves of the grey sea on a dark and stormy night. But at this moment +he suddenly heard voices that seemed familiar to him, and in the glare +of the sheet-lightning his eyes recognised human figures. + + + +IV + + +On a rocky slope sat a man in deep despair. He had thrown a cloak over +his head and was bowed to the ground. Another figure approached him +softly, cautiously climbing upward and carefully feeling every step. +The first man uncovered his face and exclaimed: + +"Is that you I just now saw, my good Socrates? Is that you passing by +me in this cheerless place? I have already spent many hours here +without knowing when day will relieve the night. I have been waiting +in vain for the dawn." + +"Yes, I am Socrates, my friend, and you, are you not Elpidias who died +three days before me?" + +"Yes, I am Elpidias, formerly the richest tanner in Athens, now the +most miserable of slaves. For the first time I understand the words of +the poet: 'Better to be a slave in this world than a ruler in gloomy +Hades.'" + +"My friend, if it is disagreeable for you where you are, why don't you +move to another spot?" + +"O Socrates, I marvel at you--how dare you wander about in this +cheerless gloom? I--I sit here overcome with grief and bemoan the joys +of a fleeting life." + +"Friend Elpidias, like you, I, too, was plunged in this gloom when the +light of earthly life was removed from my eyes. But an inner voice +told me: 'Tread this new path without hesitation', and I went." + +"But whither do you go, O son of Sophroniscus? Here there is no way, +no path, not even a ray of light; nothing but a chaos of rocks, mist, +and gloom." + +"True. But, my Elpidias, since you are aware of this sad truth, have +you not asked yourself what is the most distressing thing in your +present situation?" + +"Undoubtedly the dismal darkness." + +"Then one should seek for light. Perchance you will find here the +great law--that mortals must in darkness seek the source of life. Do +you not think it is better so to seek than to remain sitting in one +spot? _I_ think it is, therefore I keep walking. Farewell!" + +"Oh, good Socrates, abandon me not! You go with sure steps through the +pathless chaos in Hades. Hold out to me but a fold of your mantle--" + +"If you think it is better for you, too, then follow me, friend +Elpidias." + +And the two shades walked on, while the soul of Ctesippus, released by +sleep from its mortal envelop, flew after them, greedily absorbing the +tones of the clear Socratic speech. + +"Are you here, good Socrates?" the voice of the Athenian again was +heard. "Why are you silent? Converse shortens the way, and I swear, by +Hercules, never did I have to traverse such a horrid way." + +"Put questions, friend Elpidias! The question of one who seeks +knowledge brings forth answers and produces conversation." + +Elpidias maintained silence for a moment, and then, after he had +collected his thoughts, asked: + +"Yes, this is what I wanted to say--tell me, my poor Socrates, did +they at least give you a good burial?" + +"I must confess, friend Elpidias, I cannot satisfy your curiosity." + +"I understand, my poor Socrates, it doesn't help you cut a figure. Now +with me it was so different! Oh, how they buried me, how magnificently +they buried me, my poor fellow-Wanderer! I still think with great +pleasure of those lovely moments after my death. First they washed me +and sprinkled me with well-smelling balsam. Then my faithful Larissa +dressed me in garments of the finest weave. The best mourning-women of +the city tore their hair from their heads because they had been +promised good pay, and in the family vault they placed an amphora--a +crater with beautiful, decorated handles of bronze, and, besides, a +vial.--" + +"Stay, friend Elpidias. I am convinced that the faithful Larissa +converted her love into several minas. Yet--" + +"Exactly ten minas and four drachmas, not counting the drinks for the +guests. I hardly think that the richest tanner can come before the +souls of his ancestors and boast of such respect on the part of the +living." + +"Friend Elpidias, don't you think that money would have been of more +use to the poor people who are still alive in Athens than to you at +this moment?" + +"Admit, Socrates, you are speaking in envy," responded Elpidias, +pained. "I am sorry for you, unfortunate Socrates, although, between +ourselves, you really deserved your fate. I myself in the family +circle said more than once that an end ought to be put to your impious +doings, because--" + +"Stay, friend, I thought you wanted to draw a conclusion, and I fear +you are straying from the straight path. Tell me, my good friend, +whither does your wavering thought tend?" + +"I wanted to say that in my goodness I am sorry for you. A month ago I +myself spoke against you in the assembly, but truly none of us who +shouted so loud wanted such a great ill to befall you. Believe me, now +I am all the sorrier for you, unhappy philosopher!" + +"I thank you. But tell me, my friend, do you perceive a brightness +before your eyes?" + +"No, on the contrary such darkness lies before me that I must ask +myself whether this is not the misty region of Orcus." + +"This way, therefore, is just as dark for you as for me?" + +"Quite right." + +"If I am not mistaken, you are even holding on to the folds of my +cloak?" + +"Also true." + +"Then we are in the same position? You see your ancestors are not +hastening to rejoice in the tale of your pompous burial. Where is the +difference between us, my good friend?" + +"But, Socrates, have the gods enveloped your reason in such obscurity +that the difference is not clear to you?" + +"Friend, if your situation is clearer to you, then give me your hand +and lead me, for I swear, by the dog, you let me go ahead in this +darkness." + +"Cease your scoffing, Socrates! Do not make sport, and do not compare +yourself, your godless self, with a man who died in his own bed----". + +"Ah, I believe I am beginning to understand you. But tell me, +Elpidias, do you hope ever again to rejoice in your bed?" + +"Oh, I think not." + +"And was there ever a time when you did not sleep in it?" + +"Yes. That was before I bought goods from Agesilaus at half their +value. You see, that Agesilaus is really a deep-dyed rogue----" + +"Ah, never mind about Agesilaus! Perhaps he is getting them back, from +your widow at a quarter their value. Then wasn't I right when I said +that you were in possession of your bed only part of the time?" + +"Yes, you were right." + +"Well, and I, too, was in possession of the bed in which I died part +of the time. Proteus, the good guard of the prison, lent it to me for +a period." + +"Oh, if I had known what you were aiming at with your talk, I wouldn't +have answered your wily questions. By Hercules, such profanation is +unheard of--he compares himself with me! Why, I could put an end to +you with two words, if it came to it----" + +"Say them, Elpidias, without fear. Words can scarcely be more +destructive to me than the hemlock." + +"Well, then, that is just what I wanted to say. You unfortunate man, +you died by the sentence of the court and had to drink hemlock!" + +"But I have known that since the day of my death, even long before. +And you, unfortunate Elpidias, tell me what caused your death?" + +"Oh, with me, it was different, entirely different! You see I got the +dropsy in my abdomen. An expensive physician from Corinth was called +who promised to cure me for two minas, and he was given half that +amount in advance. I am afraid that Larissa in her lack of experience +in such things gave him the other half, too----" + +"Then the physician did not keep his promise?" + +"That's it." + +"And you died from dropsy?" + +"Ah, Socrates, believe me, three times it wanted to vanquish me, and +finally it quenched the flame of my life!" + +"Then tell me--did death by dropsy give you great pleasure?" + +"Oh, wicked Socrates, don't make sport of me. I told you it wanted to +vanquish me three times. I bellowed like a steer under the knife of +the slaughterer, and begged the Parcæ to cut the thread of my life as +quickly as possible." + +"That doesn't surprise me. But from what do you conclude that the +dropsy was pleasanter to you than the hemlock to me? The hemlock made +an end of me in a moment." + +"I see, I fell into your snare again, you crafty sinner! I won't +enrage the gods still more by speaking with you, you destroyer of +sacred customs." + +Both were silent, and quiet reigned. But in a short while Elpidias was +again the first to begin a conversation. + +"Why are you silent, good Socrates?" + +"My friend; didn't you yourself ask for silence?" + +"I am not proud, and I can treat men who are worse than I am +considerately. Don't let us quarrel." + +"I did not quarrel with you, friend Elpidias, and did not wish to say +anything to insult you. I am merely accustomed to get at the truth of +things by comparisons. My situation is not clear to me. You consider +your situation better, and I should be glad to learn why. On the other +hand, it would not hurt you to learn the truth, whatever shape it may +take." + +"Well, no more of this." + +"Tell me, are you afraid? I don't think that the feeling I now have +can be called fear." + +"I am afraid, although I have less cause than you to be at odds with +the gods. But don't you think that the gods, in abandoning us to +ourselves here in this chaos, have cheated us of our hopes?" + +"That depends upon what sort of hopes they were. What did you expect +from the gods, Elpidias?" + +"Well, well, what did I expect from the gods! What curious questions +you ask, Socrates! If a man throughout life brings offerings, and at +his death passes away with a pious heart and with all that custom +demands, the gods might at least send some one to meet him, at least +one of the inferior gods, to show a man the way. ... But that reminds +me. Many a time when I begged for good luck in traffic in hides, I +promised Hermes calves----" + +"And you didn't have luck?" + +"Oh, yes, I had luck, good Socrates, but----". + +"I understand, you had no calf." + +"Bah! Socrates, a rich tanner and not have calves?" + +"Now I understand. You had luck, had calves, but you kept them for +yourself, and Hermes received nothing." + +"You're a clever man. I've often said so. I kept only three of my ten +oaths, and I didn't deal differently with the other gods. If the same +is the case with you, isn't that the reason, possibly, why we are now +abandoned by the gods? To be sure, I ordered Larissa to sacrifice a +whole hecatomb after my death." + +"But that is Larissa's affair, whereas it was you, friend Elpidias, +who made the promises." + +"That's true, that's true. But you, good Socrates, could you, godless +as you are, deal better with the gods than I who was a god-fearing +tanner?" + +"My friend, I know not whether I dealt better or worse. At first I +brought offerings without having made vows. Later I offered neither +calves nor vows." + +"What, not a single calf, you unfortunate man?" + +"Yes, friend, if Hermes had had to live by my gifts, I am afraid he +would have grown very thin." + +"I understand. You did not traffic in cattle, so you offered articles +of some other trade--probably a mina or so of what the pupils paid +you." + +"You know, my friend, I didn't ask pay of my pupils, and my trade +scarcely sufficed to support me. If the gods reckoned on the sorry +remnants of my meals they miscalculated." + +"Oh, blasphemer, in comparison with you I can be proud of my piety. Ye +gods, look upon this man! I did deceive you at times, but now and then +I shared with you the surplus of some fortunate deal. He who gives at +all gives much in comparison with a blasphemer who gives nothing. +Socrates, I think you had better go on alone! I fear that your +company, godless one, damages me in the eyes of the gods." + +"As you will, good Elpidias. I swear by the dog no one shall force his +company on another. Unhand the fold of my mantle, and farewell. I will +go on alone." + +And Socrates walked forward with a sure tread, feeling the ground, +however, at every step. + +But Elpidias behind him instantly cried out: + +"Wait, wait, my good fellow-citizen, do not leave an Athenian alone in +this horrible place! I was only making fun. Take what I said as a +joke, and don't go so quickly. I marvel how you can see a thing in +this hellish darkness." + +"Friend, I have accustomed my eyes to it." + +"That's good. Still I, can't approve of your not having brought +sacrifices to the gods. No, I can't, poor Socrates, I can't. The +honourable Sophroniscus certainly taught you better in your youth, and +you yourself used to take part in the prayers. I saw you." + +"Yes. But I am accustomed to examine all our motives and to accept +only those that after investigation prove to be reasonable. And so a +day came on which I said to myself: 'Socrates, here you are praying to +the Olympians. Why are you praying to them?'" + +Elpidias laughed. + +"Really you philosophers sometimes don't know how to answer the +simplest questions. I'm a plain tanner who never in my life studied +sophistry, yet I know why I must honour the Olympians." + +"Tell me quickly, so that I, too, may know why." + +"Why? Ha! Ha! It's too simple, you wise Socrates." + +"So much the better if it's simple. But don't keep your wisdom from +me. Tell me--why must one honour the gods?" + +"Why. Because everybody does it." + +"Friend, you know very well that not every one honours the gods. +Wouldn't it be more correct to say 'many'?" + +"Very well, many." + +"But tell me, don't more men deal wickedly than righteously?" + +"I think so. You find more wicked people than good people." + +"Therefore, if you follow the majority, you ought to deal wickedly and +not righteously?" + +"What are you saying?" + +"_I'm_ not saying it, _you_ are. But I think the reason that men +reverence the Olympians is not because the majority worship them. We +must find another, more rational ground. Perhaps you mean they deserve +reverence?" + +"Yes, very right." + +"Good. But then arises a new question: Why do they deserve reverence?" + +"Because of their greatness." + +"Ah, that's more like it. Perhaps I will soon be agreeing with you. It +only remains for you to tell me wherein their greatness consists. +That's a difficult question, isn't it? Let us seek the answer +together. Homer says that the impetuous Ares, when stretched flat on +the ground by a stone thrown by Pallas Athene, covered with his body +the space that can be travelled in seven mornings. You see what an +enormous space." + +"Is that wherein greatness consists?" + +"There you have me, my friend. That raises another question. Do you +remember the athlete Theophantes? He towered over the people a whole +head's length, whereas Pericles was no larger than you. But whom do we +call great, Pericles or Theophantes?" + +"I see that greatness does not consist in size of body. In that you're +right. I am glad we agree. Perhaps greatness consists in virtue?" + +"Certainly." + +"I think so, too." + +"Well, then, who must bow to whom? The small before the large, or +those who are great in virtues before the wicked?" + +"The answer is clear." + +"I think so, too. Now we will look further into this matter. Tell me +truly, did you ever kill other people's children with arrows?" + +"It goes without saying, never! Do you think so ill of me?" + +"Nor have you, I trust, ever seduced the wives of other men?" + +"I was an upright tanner and a good husband. Don't forget that, +Socrates, I beg of you!" + +"You never became a brute, nor by your lustfulness gave your faithful +Larissa occasion to revenge herself on women whom you had ruined and +on their innocent children?" + +"You anger me, really, Socrates." + +"But perhaps you snatched your inheritance from your father and threw +him into prison?" + +"Never! Why these insulting questions?" + +"Wait, my friend. Perhaps we will both reach a conclusion. Tell me, +would you have considered a man great who had done all these things of +which I have spoken?" + +"No, no, no! I should have called such a man a scoundrel, and lodged +public complaint against him with the judges in the market-place." + +"Well, Elpidias, why did you not complain in the market-place against +Zeus and the Olympians? The son of Cronos carried on war with his own +father, and was seized with brutal lust for the daughters of men, +while Hera took vengeance upon innocent virgins. Did not both of them +convert the unhappy daughter of Inachos into a common cow? Did not +Apollo kill all the children of Niobe with his arrows? Did not +Callenius steal bulls? Well, then, Elpidias, if it is true that he who +has less virtue must do honour to him who has more, then you should +not build altars to the Olympians, but they to you." + +"Blaspheme not, impious Socrates! Keep quiet! How dare you judge the +acts of the gods?" + +"Friend, a higher power has judged them. Let us investigate the +question. What is the mark of divinity? I think you said, Greatness, +which consists in virtue. Now is not this greatness the one divine +spark in man? But if we test the greatness of the gods by our small +human virtues, and it turns out that that which measures is greater +than that which is measured, then it follows that the divine principle +itself condemns the Olympians. But, then--" + +"What, then?" + +"Then, friend Elpidias, they are no gods, but deceptive phantoms, +creations of a dream. Is it not so?" + +"Ah, that's whither your talk leads, you bare-footed philosopher! Now +I see what they said of you is true. You are like that fish that takes +men captive with its look. So you took me captive in order to confound +my believing soul and awaken doubt in it. It was already beginning to +waver in its reverence for Zeus. Speak alone. I won't answer any +more." + +"Be not wrathful, Elpidias! I don't wish to inflict any evil upon you. +But if you are tired of following my arguments to their logical +conclusions, permit me to relate to you an allegory of a Milesian +youth. Allegories rest the mind, and the relaxation is not +unprofitable." + +"Speak, if your story is not too long and its purpose is good." + +"Its purpose is truth, friend Elpidias, and I will be brief. Once, you +know, in ancient times, Miletus was exposed to the attacks of the +barbarians. Among the youth who were seized was a son of the wisest +and best of all the citizens in the land. His precious child was +overtaken by a severe illness and became unconscious. He was abandoned +and allowed to lie like worthless booty. In the dead of night he came +to his senses. High above him glimmered the stars. Round about +stretched the desert; and in the distance he heard the howl of beasts +of prey. He was alone. + +"He was entirely alone, and, besides that, the gods had taken from him +the recollection of his former life. In vain he racked his brain--it +was as dark and empty as the inhospitable desert in which he found +himself. But somewhere, far away, behind the misty and obscure figures +conjured up by his reason, loomed the thought of his lost home, and a +vague realisation of the figure of the best of all men; and in his +heart resounded the word 'father.' Doesn't it seem to you that the +fate of this youth resembles the fate of all humanity?" + +"How so?" + +"Do we not all awake to life on earth with a hazy recollection of +another home? And does not the figure of the great unknown hover +before our souls?" + +"Continue, Socrates, I am listening." + +"The youth revived, arose, and walked cautiously, seeking to avoid all +dangers. When after long wanderings his strength was nearly gone, he +discerned a fire in the misty distance which illumined the darkness +and banished the cold. A faint hope crept into his weary soul, and the +recollections of his father's house again awoke within him. The youth +walked toward the light, and cried: 'It is you, my father, it is you!' + +"And was it his father's house?" + +"No, it was merely a night lodging of wild nomads. So for many years +he led the miserable life of a captive slave, and only in his dreams +saw the distant home and rested on his father's bosom. Sometimes with +weak hand he endeavoured to lure from dead clay or wood or stone the +face and form that ever hovered before him. There even came moments +when he grew weary and embraced his own handiwork and prayed to it and +wet it with his tears. But the stone remained cold stone. And as he +waxed in years the youth destroyed his creations, which already seemed +to him a vile defamation of his ever-present dreams. At last fate +brought him to a good barbarian, who asked him for the cause of his +constant mourning. When the youth, confided to him the hopes and +longings of his soul, the barbarian, a wise man, said: + +"'The world would be better did such a man and such a country exist as +that of which you speak. But by what mark would you recognise your +father?' + +"'In my country,' answered the youth, 'they reverenced wisdom and +virtue and looked up to my father as to the master.' + +"'Well and good,' answered the barbarian. 'I must assume that a kernel +of your father's teaching resides in you. Therefore take up the +wanderer's staff, and proceed on your way. Seek perfect wisdom and +truth, and when you have found them, cast aside your staff--there will +be your home and your father.' + +"And the youth went on his way at break of day--" + +"Did he find the one whom he sought?" + +"He is still seeking. Many countries, cities and men has he seen. He +has come to know all the ways by land; he has traversed the stormy +seas; he has searched the courses of the stars in heaven by which a +pilgrim can direct his course in the limitless deserts. And each time +that on his wearisome way an inviting fire lighted up the darkness +before his eyes, his heart beat faster and hope crept into his soul. +'That is my father's hospitable house,' he thought. + +"And when a hospitable host would greet the tired traveller and offer +him the peace and blessing of his hearth, the youth would fall at his +feet and say with emotion: 'I thank you, my father! Do you not +recognise your son?' + +"And many were prepared to take him as their son, for at that time +children were frequently kidnapped. But after the first glow of +enthusiasm, the youth would detect traces of imperfection, sometimes +even of wickedness. Then he would begin to investigate and to test his +host with questions concerning justice and injustice. And soon he +would be driven forth again upon the cold wearisome way. More than +once he said to himself: 'I will remain at this last hearth, I will +preserve my last belief. It shall be the home of my father.'" + +"Do you know, Socrates, perhaps that would have been the most sensible +thing to do." + +"So he thought sometimes. But the habit of investigating, the confused +dream of a father, gave him no peace. Again and again he shook the +dust from his feet; again and again he grasped his staff. Not a few +stormy nights found him shelterless. Doesn't it seem to you that the +fate of this youth resembles the fate of mankind?" + +"Why?" + +"Does not the race of man make trial of its childish belief and doubt +it while seeking the unknown? Doesn't it fashion the form of its +father in wood, stone, custom, and tradition? And then man finds the +form imperfect, destroys it, and again goes on his wanderings in the +desert of doubt. Always for the purpose of seeking something better--" + +"Oh, you cunning sage, now I understand the purpose of your allegory! +And I will tell you to your face that if only a ray of light were to +penetrate this gloom, I would not put the Lord on trial with +unnecessary questions--" + +"Friend, the light is already shining," answered Socrates. + + + +V + + +It seemed as if the words of the philosopher had taken effect. High up +in the distance a beam of light penetrated a vapoury envelop and +disappeared in the mountains. It was followed by a second and a third. +There beyond the darkness luminous genii seemed to be hovering, and a +great mystery seemed about to be revealed, as if the breath of life +were blowing, as if some great ceremony were in process. But it was +still very remote. The shades descended thicker and thicker; foggy +clouds rolled into masses, separated, and chased one another +endlessly, ceaselessly. + +A blue light from a distant peak fell upon a deep ravine; the clouds +rose and covered the heavens to the zenith. + +The rays disappeared and withdrew to a greater and greater distance, +as if fleeing from this vale of shades and horrors. Socrates stood and +looked after them sadly. Elpidias peered up at the peak full of dread. + +"Look, Socrates! What do you see there on the mountain?" + +"Friend," answered; the philosopher, "let us investigate our +situation. Since we are in motion, we must arrive somewhere, and since +earthly existence must have a limit, I believe that this limit is to +be found at the parting of two beginnings. In the struggle of light +with darkness we attain the crown of our endeavours. Since the ability +to think has not been taken from us, I believe that it is the will of +the divine being who called our power of thinking into existence that +we should investigate the goal of our endeavours ourselves. Therefore, +Elpidias, let us in dignified manner go to meet the dawn that lies +beyond those clouds." + +"Oh, my friend! If that is the dawn, I would rather the long cheerless +night had endured forever, for it was quiet and peaceful. Don't you +think our time passed tolerably well in instructive converse? And now +my soul trembles before the tempest drawing nigh. Say what you will, +but there before us are no ordinary shades of the dead night." + +Zeus hurled a bolt into the bottomless gulf. + +Ctesippus looked up to the peak, and his soul was frozen with horror. +Huge sombre figures of the Olympian gods crowded on the mountain in a +circle. A last ray shot through the region of clouds and mists, and +died away like a faint memory. A storm was approaching now, and the +powers of night were once more in the ascendant. Dark figures covered +the heavens. In the centre Ctesippus could discern the all-powerful +son of Cronos surrounded by a halo. The sombre figures of the older +gods encircled him in wrathful excitement. Like flocks of birds +winging their way in the twilight, like eddies of dust driven by a +hurricane, like autumn leaves lashed by Boreas, numerous minor gods +hovered in long clouds and occupied the spaces. + +When the clouds gradually lifted from the peak and sent down dismal +horror to embrace the earth, Ctesippus fell upon his knees. Later, he +admitted that in this dreadful moment he forgot all his master's +deductions and conclusions. His courage failed him; and terror took +possession of his soul. + +He merely listened. + +Two voices resounded there where before had been silence, the one the +mighty and threatening voice of the Godhead, the other the weak voice +of a mortal which the wind carried from the mountain slope to the spot +where Ctesippus had left Socrates. + +"Are you," thus spake the voice from the clouds, "are you the +blasphemous Socrates who strives with the gods of heaven and earth? +Once there were none so joyous, so immortal, as we. Now, for long we +have passed our days in darkness because of the unbelief and doubt +that have come upon earth. Never has the mist closed in on us so +heavily as since the time your voice resounded in Athens, the city we +once so dearly loved. Why did you not follow the commands of your +father, Sophroniscus? The good man permitted himself a few little +sins, especially in his youth, yet by way of recompense, we frequently +enjoyed the smell of his offerings--" + +"Stay, son of Cronos, and solve my doubts! Do I understand that you +prefer cowardly hypocrisy to searchings for the truth?" + +At this question the crags trembled with the shock of a thundering +peal. The first breath of the tempest scattered in the distant gorges. +But the mountains still trembled, for he who was enthroned upon them +still trembled. And in the anxious quiet of the night only distant +sighs could be heard. + +In the very bowels of the earth the chained Titans seemed to be +groaning under the blow of the son of Cronos. + +"Where are you now, you impious questioner?" suddenly came the mocking +voice of the Olympian. + +"I am here, son of Cronos, on the same spot. Nothing but your answer +can move me from it. I am waiting." + +Thunder bellowed in the clouds like a wild animal amazed at the daring +of a Lybian tamer's fearless approach. At the end of a few moments the +Voice again rolled over the spaces: + +"Son of Sophroniscus! Is it not enough that you bred so much +scepticism on earth that the clouds of your doubt reached even to +Olympus? Indeed, many a time when you were carrying on your discourse +in the market-places or in the academies or on the promenades, it +seemed to me as if you had already destroyed all the altars on earth, +and the dust were rising from them up to us here on the mountain. Even +that is not enough! Here before my very face you will not recognise +the power of the immortals--" + +"Zeus, thou art wrathful. Tell me, who gave me the 'Daemon' which +spoke to my soul throughout my life and forced me to seek the truth +without resting?" + +Mysterious silence reigned in the clouds. + +"Was it not you? You are silent? Then I will investigate the matter. +Either this divine beginning emanates from you or from some one else. +If from you, I bring it to you as an offering. I offer you the ripe +fruit of my life, the flame of the spark of your own kindling! See, +son of Cronos, I preserved my gift; in my deepest heart grew the seed +that you sowed. It is the very fire of my soul. It burned in those +crises when with my own hand I tore the thread of life. Why will you +not accept it? Would you have me regard you as a poor master whose age +prevents him from seeing that his own pupil obediently follows out his +commands? Who are you that would command me to stifle the flame that +has illuminated my whole life, ever since it was penetrated by the +first ray of sacred thought? The sun says not to the stars: 'Be +extinguished that I may rise.' The sun rises and the weak glimmer of +the stars is quenched by its far, far stronger light. The day says not +to the torch: 'Be extinguished; you interfere with me.' The day +breaks, and the torch smokes, but no longer shines. The divinity that +I am questing is not you who are afraid of doubt. That divinity is +like the day, like the sun, and shines without extinguishing other +lights. The god I seek is the god who would say to me: 'Wanderer, give +me your torch, you no longer need it, for I am the source of all +light. Searcher for truth, set upon my altar the little gift of your +doubt, because in me is its solution.' If you are that god, harken to +my questions. No one kills his own child, and my doubts are a branch +of the eternal spirit whose name is truth." + +Round about, the fires of heaven tore the dark clouds, and out of the +howling storm again resounded the powerful voice: + +"Whither did your doubts tend, you arrogant sage, who renounce +humility, the most beautiful adornment of earthly virtues? You +abandoned the friendly shelter of credulous simplicity to wander in +the desert of doubt. You have seen this dead space from which the +living gods have departed. Will you traverse it, you insignificant +worm, who crawl in the dust of your pitiful profanation of the gods? +Will you vivify the world? Will you conceive the unknown divinity to +whom you do not dare to pray? You miserable digger of dung, soiled by +the smut of ruined altars, are you perchance the architect who shall +build the new temple? Upon what do you base your hopes, you who +disavow the old gods and have no new gods to take their place? The +eternal night of doubts unsolved, the dead desert, deprived of the +living spirit--_this_ is your world, you pitiful worm, who gnawed at +the living belief which was a refuge for simple hearts, who converted +the world into a dead chaos. Now, then, where are you, you +insignificant, blasphemous sage?" + +Nothing was heard but the mighty storm roaring through the spaces. +Then the thunder died away, the wind folded its pinions, and torrents +of rain streamed through the darkness, like incessant floods of tears +which threatened to devour the earth and drown it in a deluge of +unquenchable grief. + +It seemed to Ctesippus that the master was overcome, and that the +fearless, restless, questioning voice had been silenced forever. But a +few moments later it issued again from the same spot. + +"Your words, son of Cronos, hit the mark better than your +thunderbolts. The thoughts you have cast into my terrified soul have +haunted me often, and it has sometimes seemed as if my heart would +break under the burden of their unendurable anguish. Yes, I abandoned +the friendly shelter of credulous simplicity. Yes, I have seen the +spaces from which the living gods have departed enveloped in the night +of eternal doubt. But I walked without fear, for my 'Daemon' lighted +the way, the divine beginning of all life. Let us investigate the +question. Are not offerings of incense burnt on your altars in the +name of Him who gives life? You are stealing what belongs to another! +Not you, but that other, is served by credulous simplicity. Yes, you +are right, I am no architect. I am not the builder of a new temple. +Not to me was it given to raise from the earth to the heavens the +glorious structure of the coming faith. I am one who digs dung, soiled +by the smut of destruction. But my conscience tells me, son of Cronos, +that the work of one who digs dung is also necessary for the future +temple. When the time comes for the proud and stately edifice to stand +on the purified place, and for the living divinity of the new belief +to erect his throne upon it, I, the modest digger of dung, will go to +him and say: 'Here am I who restlessly crawled in the dust of +disavowal. When surrounded by fog and soot, I had no time to raise my +eyes from the ground; my head had only a vague conception of the +future building. Will you reject me, you just one, Just, and True, and +Great?'" + +Silence and astonishment reigned in the spaces. Then Socrates raised +his voice, and continued: + +"The sunbeam falls upon the filthy puddle, and light vapour, leaving +heavy mud behind, rises to the sun, melts, and dissolves in the ether. +With your sunbeam you touched my dust-laden soul and it aspired to +you, Unknown One, whose name is mystery! I sought for you, because you +are Truth; I strove to attain to you, because you are Justice; I loved +you, because you are Love; I died for you, because you are the Source +of Life. Will you reject me, O Unknown? My torturing doubts, my +passionate search for truth, my difficult life, my voluntary +death--accept them as a bloodless offering, as a prayer, as a sigh! +Absorb them as the immeasurable ether absorbs the evaporating mists! +Take them, you whose name I do not know, let not the ghosts of the +night I have traversed bar the way to you, to eternal light! Give way, +you shades who dim the light of the dawn! I tell you, gods of my +people, you are unjust, and where there is no justice there can be no +truth, but only phantoms, creations of a dream. To this conclusion +have I come, I, Socrates, who sought to fathom all things. Rise, dead +mists, I go my way to Him whom I have sought all my life long!" + +The thunder burst again--a short, abrupt peal, as if the egis had +fallen from the weakened hand of the thunderer. Storm-voices trembled +from the mountains, sounding dully in the gorges, and died away in the +clefts. In their place resounded other, marvellous tones. + +When Ctesippus looked up in astonishment, a spectacle presented itself +such as no mortal eyes had ever seen. + +The night vanished. The clouds lifted, and godly figures floated in +the azure like golden ornaments on the hem of a festive robe. Heroic +forms glimmered over the remote crags and ravines, and Elpidias, whose +little figure was seen standing at the edge of a cleft in the rocks, +stretched his hands toward them, as if beseeching the vanishing gods +for a solution of his fate. + +A mountain-peak now stood out clearly above the mysterious mist, +gleaming like a torch over dark blue valleys. The son of Cronos, the +thunderer, was no longer enthroned upon it, and the other Olympians +too were gone. + +Socrates stood alone in the light of the sun under the high heavens. + +Ctesippus was distinctly conscious of the pulse-beat of a mysterious +life quivering throughout nature, stirring even the tiniest blade of +grass. + +A breath seemed to be stirring the balmy air, a voice to be sounding +in wonderful harmony, an invisible tread to be heard--the tread of the +radiant Dawn! + +And on the illumined peak a man still stood, stretching out his arms +in mute ecstasy, moved by a mighty impulse. + +A moment, and all disappeared, and the light of an ordinary day shone +upon the awakened soul of Ctesippus. It was like dismal twilight after +the revelation of nature that had blown upon him the breath of an +unknown life. + + * * * * * + +In deep silence the pupils of the philosopher listened to the +marvellous recital of Ctesippus. Plato broke the silence. + +"Let us investigate the dream and its significance," he said. + +"Let us investigate it," responded the others. + + + + +THE SIGNAL + + + +BY VSEVOLOD M. GARSHIN. + + +Semyon Ivanov was a track-walker. His hut was ten versts away from a +railroad station in one direction and twelve versts away in the other. +About four versts away there was a cotton mill that had opened the +year before, and its tall chimney rose up darkly from behind the +forest. The only dwellings around were the distant huts of the other +track-walkers. + +Semyon Ivanov's health had been completely shattered. Nine years +before he had served right through the war as servant to an officer. +The sun had roasted him, the cold frozen him, and hunger famished him +on the forced marches of forty and fifty versts a day in the heat and +the cold and the rain and the shine. The bullets had whizzed about +him, but, thank God! none had struck him. + +Semyon's regiment had once been on the firing line. For a whole week +there had been skirmishing with the Turks, only a deep ravine +separating the two hostile armies; and from morn till eve there had +been a steady cross-fire. Thrice daily Semyon carried a steaming +samovar and his officer's meals from the camp kitchen to the ravine. +The bullets hummed about him and rattled viciously against the rocks. +Semyon was terrified and cried sometimes, but still he kept right on. +The officers were pleased with him, because he always had hot tea +ready for them. + +He returned from the campaign with limbs unbroken but crippled with +rheumatism. He had experienced no little sorrow since then. He arrived +home to find that his father, an old man, and his little four-year-old +son had died. Semyon remained alone with his wife. They could not do +much. It was difficult to plough with rheumatic arms and legs. They +could no longer stay in their village, so they started off to seek +their fortune in new places. They stayed for a short time on the line, +in Kherson and Donshchina, but nowhere found luck. Then the wife went +out to service, and Semyon continued to travel about. Once he happened +to ride on an engine, and at one of the stations the face of the +station-master seemed familiar to him. Semyon looked at the +station-master and the station-master looked at Semyon, and they +recognised each other. He had been an officer in Semyon's regiment. + +"You are Ivanov?" he said. + +"Yes, your Excellency." + +"How do you come to be here?" + +Semyon told him all. + +"Where are you off to?" + +"I cannot tell you, sir." + +"Idiot! What do you mean by 'cannot tell you?'" + +"I mean what I say, your Excellency. There is nowhere for me to go to. +I must hunt for work, sir." + +The station-master looked at him, thought a bit, and said: "See here, +friend, stay here a while at the station. You are married, I think. +Where is your wife?" + +"Yes, your Excellency, I am married. My wife is at Kursk, in service +with a merchant." + +"Well, write to your wife to come here. I will give you a free pass +for her. There is a position as track-walker open. I will speak to the +Chief on your behalf." + +"I shall be very grateful to you, your Excellency," replied Semyon. + +He stayed at the station, helped in the kitchen, cut firewood, kept +the yard clean, and swept the platform. In a fortnight's time his wife +arrived, and Semyon went on a hand-trolley to his hut. The hut was a +new one and warm, with as much wood as he wanted. There was a little +vegetable garden, the legacy of former track-walkers, and there was +about half a dessiatin of ploughed land on either side of the railway +embankment. Semyon was rejoiced. He began to think of doing some +farming, of purchasing a cow and a horse. + +He was given all necessary stores--a green flag, a red flag, lanterns, +a horn, hammer, screw-wrench for the nuts, a crow-bar, spade, broom, +bolts, and nails; they gave him two books of regulations and a +time-table of the train. At first Semyon could not sleep at night, and +learnt the whole time-table by heart. Two hours before a train was due +he would go over his section, sit on the bench at his hut, and look +and listen whether the rails were trembling or the rumble of the train +could be heard. He even learned the regulations by heart, although he +could only read by spelling out each word. + +It was summer; the work was not heavy; there was no snow to clear +away, and the trains on that line were infrequent. Semyon used to go +over his verst twice a day, examine and screw up nuts here and there, +keep the bed level, look at the water-pipes, and then go home to his +own affairs. There was only one drawback--he always had to get the +inspector's permission for the least little thing he wanted to do. +Semyon and his wife were even beginning to be bored. + +Two months passed, and Semyon commenced to make the acquaintance of +his neighbours, the track-walkers on either side of him. One was a +very old man, whom the authorities were always meaning to relieve. He +scarcely moved out of his hut. His wife used to do all his work. The +other track-walker, nearer the station, was a young man, thin, but +muscular. He and Semyon met for the first time on the line midway +between the huts. Semyon took off his hat and bowed. "Good health to +you, neighbour," he said. + +The neighbour glanced askance at him. "How do you do?" he replied; +then turned around and made off. + +Later the wives met. Semyon's wife passed the time of day with her +neighbour, but neither did she say much. + +On one occasion Semyon said to her: "Young woman, your husband is not +very talkative." + +The woman said nothing at first, then replied: "But what is there for +him to talk about? Every one has his own business. Go your way, and +God be with you." + +However, after another month or so they became acquainted. Semyon +would go with Vasily along the line, sit on the edge of a pipe, smoke, +and talk of life. Vasily, for the most part, kept silent, but Semyon +talked of his village, and of the campaign through which he had +passed. + +"I have had no little sorrow in my day," he would say; "and goodness +knows I have not lived long. God has not given me happiness, but what +He may give, so will it be. That's so, friend Vasily Stepanych." + +Vasily Stepanych knocked the ashes out of his pipe against a rail, +stood up, and said: "It is not luck which follows us in life, but +human beings. There is no crueller beast on this earth than man. Wolf +does not eat wolf, but man will readily devour man." + +"Come, friend, don't say that; a wolf eats wolf." + +"The words came into my mind and I said it. All the same, there is +nothing crueller than man. If it were not for his wickedness and +greed, it would be possible to live. Everybody tries to sting you to +the quick, to bite and eat you up." + +Semyon pondered a bit. "I don't know, brother," he said; "perhaps it +is as you say, and perhaps it is God's will." + +"And perhaps," said Vasily, "it is waste of time for me to talk to +you. To put everything unpleasant on God, and sit and suffer, means, +brother, being not a man but an animal. That's what I have to say." +And he turned and went off without saying good-bye. + +Semyon also got up. "Neighbour," he called, "why do you lose your +temper?" But his neighbour did not look round, and kept on his way. + +Semyon gazed after him until he was lost to sight in the cutting at +the turn. He went home and said to his wife: "Arina, our neighbour is +a wicked person, not a man." + +However, they did not quarrel. They met again and discussed the same +topics. + +"All, mend, if it were not for men we should not be poking in these +huts," said Vasily, on one occasion. + +"And what if we are poking in these huts? It's not so bad. You can +live in them." + +"Live in them, indeed! Bah, you!... You have lived long and learned +little, looked at much and seen little. What sort of life is there for +a poor man in a hut here or there? The cannibals are devouring you. +They are sucking up all your life-blood, and when you become old, they +will throw you out just as they do husks to feed the pigs on. What pay +do you get?" + +"Not much, Vasily Stepanych--twelve rubles." + +"And I, thirteen and a half rubles. Why? By the regulations the +company should give us fifteen rubles a month with firing and +lighting. Who decides that you should have twelve rubles, or I +thirteen and a half? Ask yourself! And you say a man can live on that? +You understand it is not a question of one and a half rubles or three +rubles--even if they paid us each the whole fifteen rubles. I was at +the station last month. The director passed through. I saw him. I had +that honour. He had a separate coach. He came out and stood on the +platform... I shall not stay here long; I shall go somewhere, +anywhere, follow my nose." + +"But where will you go, Stepanych? Leave well enough alone. Here you +have a house, warmth, a little piece of land. Your wife is a worker." + +"Land! You should look at my piece of land. Not a twig on it--nothing. +I planted some cabbages in the spring, just when the inspector came +along. He said: 'What is this? Why have you not reported this? Why +have you done this without permission? Dig them up, roots and all.' He +was drunk. Another time he would not have said a word, but this time +it struck him. Three rubles fine!..." + +Vasily kept silent for a while, pulling at his pipe, then added +quietly: "A little more and I should have done for him." + +"You are hot-tempered." + +"No, I am not hot-tempered, but I tell the truth and think. Yes, he +will still get a bloody nose from me. I will complain to the Chief. We +will see then!" And Vasily did complain to the Chief. + +Once the Chief came to inspect the line. Three days later important +personages were coming from St. Petersburg and would pass over the +line. They were conducting an inquiry, so that previous to their +journey it was necessary to put everything in order. Ballast was laid +down, the bed was levelled, the sleepers carefully examined, spikes +driven in a bit, nuts screwed up, posts painted, and orders given for +yellow sand to be sprinkled at the level crossings. The woman at the +neighbouring hut turned her old man out to weed. Semyon worked for a +whole week. He put everything in order, mended his kaftan, cleaned and +polished his brass plate until it fairly shone. Vasily also worked +hard. The Chief arrived on a trolley, four men working the handles and +the levers making the six wheels hum. The trolley travelled at twenty +versts an hour, but the wheels squeaked. It reached Semyon's hut, and +he ran out and reported in soldierly fashion. All appeared to be in +repair. + +"Have you been here long?" inquired the Chief. + +"Since the second of May, your Excellency." + +"All right. Thank you. And who is at hut No. 164?" + +The traffic inspector (he was travelling with the Chief on the +trolley) replied: "Vasily Spiridov." + +"Spiridov, Spiridov... Ah! is he the man against whom you made a note +last year?" + +"He is." + +"Well, we will see Vasily Spiridov. Go on!" The workmen laid to the +handles, and the trolley got under way. Semyon watched it, and +thought, "There will be trouble between them and my neighbour." + +About two hours later he started on his round. He saw some one coming +along the line from the cutting. Something white showed on his head. +Semyon began to look more attentively. It was Vasily. He had a stick +in his hand, a small bundle on his shoulder, and his cheek was bound +up in a handkerchief. + +"Where are you off to?" cried Semyon. + +Vasily came quite close. He was very pale, white as chalk, and his +eyes had a wild look. Almost choking, he muttered: "To town--to +Moscow--to the head office." + +"Head office? Ah, you are going to complain, I suppose. Give it up! +Vasily Stepanych, forget it." + +"No, mate, I will not forget. It is too late. See! He struck me in the +face, drew blood. So long as I live I will not forget. I will not +leave it like this!" + +Semyon took his hand. "Give it up, Stepanych. I am giving you good +advice. You will not better things..." + +"Better things! I know myself I shan't better things. You were right +about Fate. It would be better for me not to do it, but one must stand +up for the right." + +"But tell me, how did it happen?" + +"How? He examined everything, got down from the trolley, looked into +the hut. I knew beforehand that he would be strict, and so I had put +everything into proper order. He was just going when I made my +complaint. He immediately cried out: 'Here is a Government inquiry +coming, and you make a complaint about a vegetable garden. Here are +privy councillors coming, and you annoy me with cabbages!' I lost +patience and said something--not very much, but it offended him, and +he struck me in the face. I stood still; I did nothing, just as if +what he did was perfectly all right. They went off; I came to myself, +washed my face, and left." + +"And what about the hut?" + +"My wife is staying there. She will look after things. Never mind +about their roads." + +Vasily got up and collected himself. "Good-bye, Ivanov. I do not know +whether I shall get any one at the office to listen to me." + +"Surely you are not going to walk?" + +"At the station I will try to get on a freight train, and to-morrow I +shall be in Moscow." + +The neighbours bade each other farewell. Vasily was absent for some +time. His wife worked for him night and day. She never slept, and wore +herself out waiting for her husband. On the third day the commission +arrived. An engine, luggage-van, and two first-class saloons; but +Vasily was still away. Semyon saw his wife on the fourth day. Her face +was swollen from crying and her eyes were red. + +"Has your husband returned?" he asked. But the woman only made a +gesture with her hands, and without saying a word went her way. + +Semyon had learnt when still a lad to make flutes out of a kind of +reed. He used to burn out the heart of the stalk, make holes where +necessary, drill them, fix a mouthpiece at one end, and tune them so +well that it was possible to play almost any air on them. He made a +number of them in his spare time, and sent them by his friends amongst +the freight brakemen to the bazaar in the town. He got two kopeks +apiece for them. On the day following the visit of the commission he +left his wife at home to meet the six o'clock train, and started off +to the forest to cut some sticks. He went to the end of his +section--at this point the line made a sharp turn--descended the +embankment, and struck into the wood at the foot of the mountain. +About half a verst away there was a big marsh, around which splendid +reeds for his flutes grew. He cut a whole bundle of stalks and started +back home. The sun was already dropping low, and in the dead stillness +only the twittering of the birds was audible, and the crackle of the +dead wood under his feet. As he walked along rapidly, he fancied he +heard the clang of iron striking iron, and he redoubled his pace. +There was no repair going on in his section. What did it mean? He +emerged from the woods, the railway embankment stood high before him; +on the top a man was squatting on the bed of the line busily engaged +in something. Semyon commenced quietly to crawl up towards him. He +thought it was some one after the nuts which secure the rails. He +watched, and the man got up, holding a crow-bar in his hand. He had +loosened a rail, so that it would move to one side. A mist swam before +Semyon's eyes; he wanted to cry out, but could not. It was Vasily! +Semyon scrambled up the bank, as Vasily with crow-bar and wrench slid +headlong down the other side. + +"Vasily Stepanych! My dear friend, come back! Give me the crow-bar. We +will put the rail back; no one will know. Come back! Save your soul +from sin!" + +Vasily did not look back, but disappeared into the woods. + +Semyon stood before the rail which had been torn up. He threw down his +bundle of sticks. A train was due; not a freight, but a +passenger-train. And he had nothing with which to stop it, no flag. He +could not replace the rail and could not drive in the spikes with his +bare hands. It was necessary to run, absolutely necessary to run to +the hut for some tools. "God help me!" he murmured. + +Semyon started running towards his hut. He was out of breath, but +still ran, falling every now and then. He had cleared the forest; he +was only a few hundred feet from his hut, not more, when he heard the +distant hooter of the factory sound--six o'clock! In two minutes' time +No. 7 train was due. "Oh, Lord! Have pity on innocent souls!" In his +mind Semyon saw the engine strike against the loosened rail with its +left wheel, shiver, careen, tear up and splinter the sleepers--and +just there, there was a curve and the embankment seventy feet high, +down which the engine would topple--and the third-class carriages +would be packed ... little children... All sitting in the train now, +never dreaming of danger. "Oh, Lord! Tell me what to do!... No, it is +impossible to run to the hut and get back in time." + +Semyon did not run on to the hut, but turned back and ran faster than +before. He was running almost mechanically, blindly; he did not know +himself what was to happen. He ran as far as the rail which had been +pulled up; his sticks were lying in a heap. He bent down, seized one +without knowing why, and ran on farther. It seemed to him the train +was already coming. He heard the distant whistle; he heard the quiet, +even tremor of the rails; but his strength was exhausted, he could run +no farther, and came to a halt about six hundred feet from the awful +spot. Then an idea came into his head, literally like a ray of light. +Pulling off his cap, he took out of it a cotton scarf, drew his knife +out of the upper part of his boot, and crossed himself, muttering, +"God bless me!" + +He buried the knife in his left arm above the elbow; the blood spurted +out, flowing in a hot stream. In this he soaked his scarf, smoothed it +out, tied it to the stick and hung out his red flag. + +He stood waving his flag. The train was already in sight. The driver +would not see him--would come close up, and a heavy train cannot be +pulled up in six hundred feet. + +And the blood kept on flowing. Semyon pressed the sides of the wound +together so as to close it, but the blood did not diminish. Evidently +he had cut his arm very deep. His head commenced to swim, black spots +began to dance before his eyes, and then it became dark. There was a +ringing in his ears. He could not see the train or hear the noise. +Only one thought possessed him. "I shall not be able to keep standing +up. I shall fall and drop the flag; the train will pass over me. Help +me, oh Lord!" + +All turned black before him, his mind became a blank, and he dropped +the flag; but the blood-stained banner did not fall to the ground. A +hand seized it and held it high to meet the approaching train. The +engineer saw it, shut the regulator, and reversed steam. The train +came to a standstill. + +People jumped out of the carriages and collected in a crowd. They saw +a man lying senseless on the footway, drenched in blood, and another +man standing beside him with a blood-stained rag on a stick. + +Vasily looked around at all. Then, lowering his head, he said: "Bind +me. I tore up a rail!" + + + + +THE DARLING + + + +BY ANTON P. CHEKOV + + +Olenka, the daughter of the retired collegiate assessor Plemyanikov, +was sitting on the back-door steps of her house doing nothing. It was +hot, the flies were nagging and teasing, and it was pleasant to think +that it would soon be evening. Dark rain clouds were gathering from +the east, wafting a breath of moisture every now and then. + +Kukin, who roomed in the wing of the same house, was standing in the +yard looking up at the sky. He was the manager of the Tivoli, an +open-air theatre. + +"Again," he said despairingly. "Rain again. Rain, rain, rain! Every +day rain! As though to spite me. I might as well stick my head into a +noose and be done with it. It's ruining me. Heavy losses every day!" +He wrung his hands, and continued, addressing Olenka: "What a life, +Olga Semyonovna! It's enough to make a man weep. He works, he does his +best, his very best, he tortures himself, he passes sleepless nights, +he thinks and thinks and thinks how to do everything just right. And +what's the result? He gives the public the best operetta, the very +best pantomime, excellent artists. But do they want it? Have they the +least appreciation of it? The public is rude. The public is a great +boor. The public wants a circus, a lot of nonsense, a lot of stuff. +And there's the weather. Look! Rain almost every evening. It began to +rain on the tenth of May, and it's kept it up through the whole of +June. It's simply awful. I can't get any audiences, and don't I have +to pay rent? Don't I have to pay the actors?" + +The next day towards evening the clouds gathered again, and Kukin said +with an hysterical laugh: + +"Oh, I don't care. Let it do its worst. Let it drown the whole +theatre, and me, too. All right, no luck for me in this world or the +next. Let the actors bring suit against me and drag me to court. +What's the court? Why not Siberia at hard labour, or even the +scaffold? Ha, ha, ha!" + +It was the same on the third day. + +Olenka listened to Kukin seriously, in silence. Sometimes tears would +rise to her eyes. At last Kukin's misfortune touched her. She fell in +love with him. He was short, gaunt, with a yellow face, and curly hair +combed back from his forehead, and a thin tenor voice. His features +puckered all up when he spoke. Despair was ever inscribed on his face. +And yet he awakened in Olenka a sincere, deep feeling. + +She was always loving somebody. She couldn't get on without loving +somebody. She had loved her sick father, who sat the whole time in his +armchair in a darkened room, breathing heavily. She had loved her +aunt, who came from Brianska once or twice a year to visit them. And +before that, when a pupil at the progymnasium, she had loved her +French teacher. She was a quiet, kind-hearted, compassionate girl, +with a soft gentle way about her. And she made a very healthy, +wholesome impression. Looking at her full, rosy cheeks, at her soft +white neck with the black mole, and at the good naïve smile that +always played on her face when something pleasant was said, the men +would think, "Not so bad," and would smile too; and the lady visitors, +in the middle of the conversation, would suddenly grasp her hand and +exclaim, "You darling!" in a burst of delight. + +The house, hers by inheritance, in which she had lived from birth, was +located at the outskirts of the city on the Gypsy Road, not far from +the Tivoli. From early evening till late at night she could hear the +music in the theatre and the bursting of the rockets; and it seemed to +her that Kukin was roaring and battling with his fate and taking his +chief enemy, the indifferent public, by assault. Her heart melted +softly, she felt no desire to sleep, and when Kukin returned home +towards morning, she tapped on her window-pane, and through the +curtains he saw her face and one shoulder and the kind smile she gave +him. + +He proposed to her, and they were married. And when he had a good look +of her neck and her full vigorous shoulders, he clapped his hands and +said: + +"You darling!" + +He was happy. But it rained on their wedding-day, and the expression +of despair never left his face. + +They got along well together. She sat in the cashier's box, kept the +theatre in order, wrote down the expenses, and paid out the salaries. +Her rosy cheeks, her kind naïve smile, like a halo around her face, +could be seen at the cashier's window, behind the scenes, and in the +café. She began to tell her friends that the theatre was the greatest, +the most important, the most essential thing in the world, that it was +the only place to obtain true enjoyment in and become humanised and +educated. + +"But do you suppose the public appreciates it?" she asked. "What the +public wants is the circus. Yesterday Vanichka and I gave _Faust +Burlesqued_, and almost all the boxes were empty. If we had given some +silly nonsense, I assure you, the theatre would have been overcrowded. +To-morrow we'll put _Orpheus in Hades_ on. Do come." + +Whatever Kukin said about the theatre and the actors, she repeated. +She spoke, as he did, with contempt of the public, of its indifference +to art, of its boorishness. She meddled in the rehearsals, corrected +the actors, watched the conduct of the musicians; and when an +unfavourable criticism appeared in the local paper, she wept and went +to the editor to argue with him. + +The actors were fond of her and called her "Vanichka and I" and "the +darling." She was sorry for them and lent them small sums. When they +bilked her, she never complained to her husband; at the utmost she +shed a few tears. + +In winter, too, they got along nicely together. They leased a theatre +in the town for the whole winter and sublet it for short periods to a +Little Russian theatrical company, to a conjuror and to the local +amateur players. + +Olenka grew fuller and was always beaming with contentment; while +Kukin grew thinner and yellower and complained of his terrible losses, +though he did fairly well the whole winter. At night he coughed, and +she gave him raspberry syrup and lime water, rubbed him with eau de +Cologne, and wrapped him up in soft coverings. + +"You are my precious sweet," she said with perfect sincerity, stroking +his hair. "You are such a dear." + +At Lent he went to Moscow to get his company together, and, while +without him, Olenka was unable to sleep. She sat at the window the +whole time, gazing at the stars. She likened herself to the hens that +are also uneasy and unable to sleep when their rooster is out of the +coop. Kukin was detained in Moscow. He wrote he would be back during +Easter Week, and in his letters discussed arrangements already for the +Tivoli. But late one night, before Easter Monday, there was an +ill-omened knocking at the wicket-gate. It was like a knocking on a +barrel--boom, boom, boom! The sleepy cook ran barefooted, plashing +through the puddles, to open the gate. + +"Open the gate, please," said some one in a hollow bass voice. "I have +a telegram for you." + +Olenka had received telegrams from her husband before; but this time, +somehow, she was numbed with terror. She opened the telegram with +trembling hands and read: + +"Ivan Petrovich died suddenly to-day. Awaiting propt orders for +wuneral Tuesday." + +That was the way the telegram was written--"wuneral"--and another +unintelligible word--"propt." The telegram was signed by the manager +of the opera company. + +"My dearest!" Olenka burst out sobbing. "Vanichka, my dearest, my +sweetheart. Why did I ever meet you? Why did I ever get to know you +and love you? To whom have you abandoned your poor Olenka, your poor, +unhappy Olenka?" + +Kukin was buried on Tuesday in the Vagankov Cemetery in Moscow. Olenka +returned home on Wednesday; and as soon as she entered her house she +threw herself on her bed and broke into such loud sobbing that she +could be heard in the street and in the neighbouring yards. + +"The darling!" said the neighbours, crossing themselves. "How Olga +Semyonovna, the poor darling, is grieving!" + +Three months afterwards Olenka was returning home from mass, +downhearted and in deep mourning. Beside her walked a man also +returning from church, Vasily Pustovalov, the manager of the merchant +Babakayev's lumber-yard. He was wearing a straw hat, a white vest with +a gold chain, and looked more like a landowner than a business man. + +"Everything has its ordained course, Olga Semyonovna," he said +sedately, with sympathy in his voice. "And if any one near and dear to +us dies, then it means it was God's will and we should remember that +and bear it with submission." + +He took her to the wicket-gate, said good-bye and went away. After +that she heard his sedate voice the whole day; and on closing her eyes +she instantly had a vision of his dark beard. She took a great liking +to him. And evidently he had been impressed by her, too; for, not long +after, an elderly woman, a distant acquaintance, came in to have a cup +of coffee with her. As soon as the woman was seated at table she began +to speak about Pustovalov--how good he was, what a steady man, and any +woman could be glad to get him as a husband. Three days later +Pustovalov himself paid Olenka a visit. He stayed only about ten +minutes, and spoke little, but Olenka fell in love with him, fell in +love so desperately that she did not sleep the whole night and burned +as with fever. In the morning she sent for the elderly woman. Soon +after, Olenka and Pustovalov were engaged, and the wedding followed. + +Pustovalov and Olenka lived happily together. He usually stayed in the +lumber-yard until dinner, then went out on business. In his absence +Olenka took his place in the office until evening, attending to the +book-keeping and despatching the orders. + +"Lumber rises twenty per cent every year nowadays," she told her +customers and acquaintances. "Imagine, we used to buy wood from our +forests here. Now Vasichka has to go every year to the government of +Mogilev to get wood. And what a tax!" she exclaimed, covering her +cheeks with her hands in terror. "What a tax!" + +She felt as if she had been dealing in lumber for ever so long, that +the most important and essential thing in life was lumber. There was +something touching and endearing in the way she pronounced the words, +"beam," "joist," "plank," "stave," "lath," "gun-carriage," "clamp." At +night she dreamed of whole mountains of boards and planks, long, +endless rows of wagons conveying the wood somewhere, far, far from the +city. She dreamed that a whole regiment of beams, 36 ft. x 5 in., were +advancing in an upright position to do battle against the lumber-yard; +that the beams and joists and clamps were knocking against each other, +emitting the sharp crackling reports of dry wood, that they were all +falling and then rising again, piling on top of each other. Olenka +cried out in her sleep, and Pustovalov said to her gently: + +"Olenka my dear, what is the matter? Cross yourself." + +Her husband's opinions were all hers. If he thought the room was too +hot, she thought so too. If he thought business was dull, she thought +business was dull. Pustovalov was not fond of amusements and stayed +home on holidays; she did the same. + +"You are always either at home or in the office," said her friends. +"Why don't you go to the theatre or to the circus, darling?" + +"Vasichka and I never go to the theatre," she answered sedately. "We +have work to do, we have no time for nonsense. What does one get out +of going to theatre?" + +On Saturdays she and Pustovalov went to vespers, and on holidays to +early mass. On returning home they walked side by side with rapt +faces, an agreeable smell emanating from both of them and her silk +dress rustling pleasantly. At home they drank tea with milk-bread and +various jams, and then ate pie. Every day at noontime there was an +appetising odour in the yard and outside the gate of cabbage soup, +roast mutton, or duck; and, on fast days, of fish. You couldn't pass +the gate without being seized by an acute desire to eat. The samovar +was always boiling on the office table, and customers were treated to +tea and biscuits. Once a week the married couple went to the baths and +returned with red faces, walking side by side. + +"We are getting along very well, thank God," said Olenka to her +friends. "God grant that all should live as well as Vasichka and I." + +When Pustovalov went to the government of Mogilev to buy wood, she was +dreadfully homesick for him, did not sleep nights, and cried. +Sometimes the veterinary surgeon of the regiment, Smirnov, a young man +who lodged in the wing of her house, came to see her evenings. He +related incidents, or they played cards together. This distracted her. +The most interesting of his stories were those of his own life. He was +married and had a son; but he had separated from his wife because she +had deceived him, and now he hated her and sent her forty rubles a +month for his son's support. Olenka sighed, shook her head, and was +sorry for him. + +"Well, the Lord keep you," she said, as she saw him off to the door by +candlelight. "Thank you for coming to kill time with me. May God give +you health. Mother in Heaven!" She spoke very sedately, very +judiciously, imitating her husband. The veterinary surgeon had +disappeared behind the door when she called out after him: "Do you +know, Vladimir Platonych, you ought to make up with your wife. Forgive +her, if only for the sake of your son. The child understands +everything, you may be sure." + +When Pustovalov returned, she told him in a low voice about the +veterinary surgeon and his unhappy family life; and they sighed and +shook their heads, and talked about the boy who must be homesick for +his father. Then, by a strange association of ideas, they both stopped +before the sacred images, made genuflections, and prayed to God to +send them children. + +And so the Pustovalovs lived for full six years, quietly and +peaceably, in perfect love and harmony. But once in the winter Vasily +Andreyich, after drinking some hot tea, went out into the lumber-yard +without a hat on his head, caught a cold and took sick. He was treated +by the best physicians, but the malady progressed, and he died after +an illness of four months. Olenka was again left a widow. + +"To whom have you left me, my darling?" she wailed after the funeral. +"How shall I live now without you, wretched creature that I am. Pity +me, good people, pity me, fatherless and motherless, all alone in the +world!" + +She went about dressed in black and weepers, and she gave up wearing +hats and gloves for good. She hardly left the house except to go to +church and to visit her husband's grave. She almost led the life of a +nun. + +It was not until six months had passed that she took off the weepers +and opened her shutters. She began to go out occasionally in the +morning to market with her cook. But how she lived at home and what +went on there, could only be surmised. It could be surmised from the +fact that she was seen in her little garden drinking tea with the +veterinarian while he read the paper out loud to her, and also from +the fact that once on meeting an acquaintance at the post-office, she +said to her: + +"There is no proper veterinary inspection in our town. That is why +there is so much disease. You constantly hear of people getting sick +from the milk and becoming infected by the horses and cows. The health +of domestic animals ought really to be looked after as much as that of +human beings." + +She repeated the veterinarian's words and held the same opinions as he +about everything. It was plain that she could not exist a single year +without an attachment, and she found her new happiness in the wing of +her house. In any one else this would have been condemned; but no one +could think ill of Olenka. Everything in her life was so transparent. +She and the veterinary surgeon never spoke about the change in their +relations. They tried, in fact, to conceal it, but unsuccessfully; for +Olenka could have no secrets. When the surgeon's colleagues from the +regiment came to see him, she poured tea, and served the supper, and +talked to them about the cattle plague, the foot and mouth disease, +and the municipal slaughter houses. The surgeon was dreadfully +embarrassed, and after the visitors had left, he caught her hand and +hissed angrily: + +"Didn't I ask you not to talk about what you don't understand? When we +doctors discuss things, please don't mix in. It's getting to be a +nuisance." + +She looked at him in astonishment and alarm, and asked: + +"But, Volodichka, what _am_ I to talk about?" + +And she threw her arms round his neck, with tears in her eyes, and +begged him not to be angry. And they were both happy. + +But their happiness was of short duration. The veterinary surgeon went +away with his regiment to be gone for good, when it was transferred to +some distant place almost as far as Siberia, and Olenka was left +alone. + +Now she was completely alone. Her father had long been dead, and his +armchair lay in the attic covered with dust and minus one leg. She got +thin and homely, and the people who met her on the street no longer +looked at her as they had used to, nor smiled at her. Evidently her +best years were over, past and gone, and a new, dubious life was to +begin which it were better not to think about. + +In the evening Olenka sat on the steps and heard the music playing and +the rockets bursting in the Tivoli; but it no longer aroused any +response in her. She looked listlessly into the yard, thought of +nothing, wanted nothing, and when night came on, she went to bed and +dreamed of nothing but the empty yard. She ate and drank as though by +compulsion. + +And what was worst of all, she no longer held any opinions. She saw +and understood everything that went on around her, but she could not +form an opinion about it. She knew of nothing to talk about. And how +dreadful not to have opinions! For instance, you see a bottle, or you +see that it is raining, or you see a muzhik riding by in a wagon. But +what the bottle or the rain or the muzhik are for, or what the sense +of them all is, you cannot tell--you cannot tell, not for a thousand +rubles. In the days of Kukin and Pustovalov and then of the veterinary +surgeon, Olenka had had an explanation for everything, and would have +given her opinion freely no matter about what. But now there was the +same emptiness in her heart and brain as in her yard. It was as +galling and bitter as a taste of wormwood. + +Gradually the town grew up all around. The Gypsy Road had become a +street, and where the Tivoli and the lumber-yard had been, there were +now houses and a row of side streets. How quickly time flies! Olenka's +house turned gloomy, the roof rusty, the shed slanting. Dock and +thistles overgrew the yard. Olenka herself had aged and grown homely. +In the summer she sat on the steps, and her soul was empty and dreary +and bitter. When she caught the breath of spring, or when the wind +wafted the chime of the cathedral bells, a sudden flood of memories +would pour over her, her heart would expand with a tender warmth, and +the tears would stream down her cheeks. But that lasted only a moment. +Then would come emptiness again, and the feeling, What is the use of +living? The black kitten Bryska rubbed up against her and purred +softly, but the little creature's caresses left Olenka untouched. That +was not what she needed. What she needed was a love that would absorb +her whole being, her reason, her whole soul, that would give her +ideas, an object in life, that would warm her aging blood. And she +shook the black kitten off her skirt angrily, saying: + +"Go away! What are you doing here?" + +And so day after day, year after year not a single joy, not a single +opinion. Whatever Marva, the cook, said was all right. + +One hot day in July, towards evening, as the town cattle were being +driven by, and the whole yard was filled with clouds of dust, there +was suddenly a knocking at the gate. Olenka herself went to open it, +and was dumbfounded to behold the veterinarian Smirnov. He had turned +grey and was dressed as a civilian. All the old memories flooded into +her soul, she could not restrain herself, she burst out crying, and +laid her head on Smirnov's breast without saying a word. So overcome +was she that she was totally unconscious of how they walked into the +house and seated themselves to drink tea. + +"My darling!" she murmured, trembling with joy. "Vladimir Platonych, +from where has God sent you?" + +"I want to settle here for good," he told her. "I have resigned my +position and have come here to try my fortune as a free man and lead a +settled life. Besides, it's time to send my boy to the gymnasium. He +is grown up now. You know, my wife and I have become reconciled." + +"Where is she?" asked Olenka. + +"At the hotel with the boy. I am looking for lodgings." + +"Good gracious, bless you, take my house. Why won't my house do? Oh, +dear! Why, I won't ask any rent of you," Olenka burst out in the +greatest excitement, and began to cry again. "You live here, and the +wing will be enough for me. Oh, Heavens, what a joy!" + +The very next day the roof was being painted and the walls +whitewashed, and Olenka, arms akimbo, was going about the yard +superintending. Her face brightened with her old smile. Her whole +being revived and freshened, as though she had awakened from a long +sleep. The veterinarian's wife and child arrived. She was a thin, +plain woman, with a crabbed expression. The boy Sasha, small for his +ten years of age, was a chubby child, with clear blue eyes and dimples +in his cheeks. He made for the kitten the instant he entered the yard, +and the place rang with his happy laughter. + +"Is that your cat, auntie?" he asked Olenka. "When she has little +kitties, please give me one. Mamma is awfully afraid of mice." + +Olenka chatted with him, gave him tea, and there was a sudden warmth +in her bosom and a soft gripping at her heart, as though the boy were +her own son. + +In the evening, when he sat in the dining-room studying his lessons, +she looked at him tenderly and whispered to herself: + +"My darling, my pretty. You are such a clever child, so good to look +at." + +"An island is a tract of land entirely surrounded by water," he +recited. + +"An island is a tract of land," she repeated--the first idea +asseverated with conviction after so many years of silence and mental +emptiness. + +She now had her opinions, and at supper discussed with Sasha's parents +how difficult the studies had become for the children at the +gymnasium, but how, after all, a classical education was better than a +commercial course, because when you graduated from the gymnasium then +the road was open to you for any career at all. If you chose to, you +could become a doctor, or, if you wanted to, you could become an +engineer. + +Sasha began to go to the gymnasium. His mother left on a visit to her +sister in Kharkov and never came back. The father was away every day +inspecting cattle, and sometimes was gone three whole days at a time, +so that Sasha, it seemed to Olenka, was utterly abandoned, was treated +as if he were quite superfluous, and must be dying of hunger. So she +transferred him into the wing along with herself and fixed up a little +room for him there. + +Every morning Olenka would come into his room and find him sound +asleep with his hand tucked under his cheek, so quiet that he seemed +not to be breathing. What a shame to have to wake him, she thought. + +"Sashenka," she said sorrowingly, "get up, darling. It's time to go to +the gymnasium." + +He got up, dressed, said his prayers, then sat down to drink tea. He +drank three glasses of tea, ate two large cracknels and half a +buttered roll. The sleep was not yet out of him, so he was a little +cross. + +"You don't know your fable as you should, Sashenka," said Olenka, +looking at him as though he were departing on a long journey. "What a +lot of trouble you are. You must try hard and learn, dear, and mind +your teachers." + +"Oh, let me alone, please," said Sasha. + +Then he went down the street to the gymnasium, a little fellow wearing +a large cap and carrying a satchel on his back. Olenka followed him +noiselessly. + +"Sashenka," she called. + +He looked round and she shoved a date or a caramel into his hand. When +he reached the street of the gymnasium, he turned around and said, +ashamed of being followed by a tall, stout woman: + +"You had better go home, aunt. I can go the rest of the way myself." + +She stopped and stared after him until he had disappeared into the +school entrance. + +Oh, how she loved him! Not one of her other ties had been so deep. +Never before had she given herself so completely, so disinterestedly, +so cheerfully as now that her maternal instincts were all aroused. For +this boy, who was not hers, for the dimples in his cheeks and for his +big cap, she would have given her life, given it with joy and with +tears of rapture. Why? Ah, indeed, why? + +When she had seen Sasha off to the gymnasium, she returned home +quietly, content, serene, overflowing with love. Her face, which had +grown younger in the last half year, smiled and beamed. People who met +her were pleased as they looked at her. + +"How are you, Olga Semyonovna, darling? How are you getting on, +darling?" + +"The gymnasium course is very hard nowadays," she told at the market. +"It's no joke. Yesterday the first class had a fable to learn by +heart, a Latin translation, and a problem. How is a little fellow to +do all that?" + +And she spoke of the teacher and the lessons and the text-books, +repeating exactly what Sasha said about them. + +At three o'clock they had dinner. In the evening they prepared the +lessons together, and Olenka wept with Sasha over the difficulties. +When she put him to bed, she lingered a long time making the sign of +the cross over him and muttering a prayer. And when she lay in bed, +she dreamed of the far-away, misty future when Sasha would finish his +studies and become a doctor or an engineer, have a large house of his +own, with horses and a carriage, marry and have children. She would +fall asleep still thinking of the same things, and tears would roll +down her cheeks from her closed eyes. And the black cat would lie at +her side purring: "Mrr, mrr, mrr." + +Suddenly there was a loud knocking at the gate. Olenka woke up +breathless with fright, her heart beating violently. Half a minute +later there was another knock. + +"A telegram from Kharkov," she thought, her whole body in a tremble. +"His mother wants Sasha to come to her in Kharkov. Oh, great God!" + +She was in despair. Her head, her feet, her hands turned cold. There +was no unhappier creature in the world, she felt. But another minute +passed, she heard voices. It was the veterinarian coming home from the +club. + +"Thank God," she thought. The load gradually fell from her heart, she +was at ease again. And she went back to bed, thinking of Sasha who lay +fast asleep in the next room and sometimes cried out in his sleep: + +"I'll give it to you! Get away! Quit your scrapping!" + + + + +THE BET + + + +BY ANTON P. CHEKHOV + + +I + + +It was a dark autumn night. The old banker was pacing from corner to +corner of his study, recalling to his mind the party he gave in the +autumn fifteen years before. There were many clever people at the +party and much interesting conversation. They talked among other +things of capital punishment. The guests, among them not a few +scholars and journalists, for the most part disapproved of capital +punishment. They found it obsolete as a means of punishment, unfitted +to a Christian State and immoral. Some of them thought that capital +punishment should be replaced universally by life-imprisonment. + +"I don't agree with you," said the host. "I myself have experienced +neither capital punishment nor life-imprisonment, but if one may judge +_a priori_, then in my opinion capital punishment is more moral and +more humane than imprisonment. Execution kills instantly, +life-imprisonment kills by degrees. Who is the more humane +executioner, one who kills you in a few seconds or one who draws the +life out of you incessantly, for years?" + +"They're both equally immoral," remarked one of the guests, "because +their purpose is the same, to take away life. The State is not God. It +has no right to take away that which it cannot give back, if it should +so desire." + +Among the company was a lawyer, a young man of about twenty-five. On +being asked his opinion, he said: + +"Capital punishment and life-imprisonment are equally immoral; but if +I were offered the choice between them, I would certainly choose the +second. It's better to live somehow than not to live at all." + +There ensued a lively discussion. The banker who was then younger and +more nervous suddenly lost his temper, banged his fist on the table, +and turning to the young lawyer, cried out: + +"It's a lie. I bet you two millions you wouldn't stick in a cell even +for five years." + +"If you mean it seriously," replied the lawyer, "then I bet I'll stay +not five but fifteen." + +"Fifteen! Done!" cried the banker. "Gentlemen, I stake two millions." + +"Agreed. You stake two millions, I my freedom," said the lawyer. + +So this wild, ridiculous bet came to pass. The banker, who at that +time had too many millions to count, spoiled and capricious, was +beside himself with rapture. During supper he said to the lawyer +jokingly: + +"Come to your senses, young roan, before it's too late. Two millions +are nothing to me, but you stand to lose three or four of the best +years of your life. I say three or four, because you'll never stick it +out any longer. Don't forget either, you unhappy man, that voluntary +is much heavier than enforced imprisonment. The idea that you have the +right to free yourself at any moment will poison the whole of your +life in the cell. I pity you." + +And now the banker, pacing from corner to corner, recalled all this +and asked himself: + +"Why did I make this bet? What's the good? The lawyer loses fifteen +years of his life and I throw away two millions. Will it convince +people that capital punishment is worse or better than imprisonment +for life? No, no! all stuff and rubbish. On my part, it was the +caprice of a well-fed man; on the lawyer's pure greed of gold." + +He recollected further what happened after the evening party. It was +decided that the lawyer must undergo his imprisonment under the +strictest observation, in a garden wing of the banker's house. It was +agreed that during the period he would be deprived of the right to +cross the threshold, to see living people, to hear human voices, and +to receive letters and newspapers. He was permitted to have a musical +instrument, to read books, to write letters, to drink wine and smoke +tobacco. By the agreement he could communicate, but only in silence, +with the outside world through a little window specially constructed +for this purpose. Everything necessary, books, music, wine, he could +receive in any quantity by sending a note through the window. The +agreement provided for all the minutest details, which made the +confinement strictly solitary, and it obliged the lawyer to remain +exactly fifteen years from twelve o'clock of November 14th, 1870, to +twelve o'clock of November 14th, 1885. The least attempt on his part +to violate the conditions, to escape if only for two minutes before +the time freed the banker from the obligation to pay him the two +millions. + +During the first year of imprisonment, the lawyer, as far as it was +possible to judge from his short notes, suffered terribly from +loneliness and boredom. From his wing day and night came the sound of +the piano. He rejected wine and tobacco. "Wine," he wrote, "excites +desires, and desires are the chief foes of a prisoner; besides, +nothing is more boring than to drink good wine alone," and tobacco +spoils the air in his room. During the first year the lawyer was sent +books of a light character; novels with a complicated love interest, +stories of crime and fantasy, comedies, and so on. + +In the second year the piano was heard no longer and the lawyer asked +only for classics. In the fifth year, music was heard again, and the +prisoner asked for wine. Those who watched him said that during the +whole of that year he was only eating, drinking, and lying on his bed. +He yawned often and talked angrily to himself. Books he did not read. +Sometimes at nights he would sit down to write. He would write for a +long time and tear it all up in the morning. More than once he was +heard to weep. + +In the second half of the sixth year, the prisoner began zealously to +study languages, philosophy, and history. He fell on these subjects so +hungrily that the banker hardly had time to get books enough for him. +In the space of four years about six hundred volumes were bought at +his request. It was while that passion lasted that the banker received +the following letter from the prisoner: "My dear gaoler, I am writing +these lines in six languages. Show them to experts. Let them read +them. If they do not find one single mistake, I beg you to give orders +to have a gun fired off in the garden. By the noise I shall know that +my efforts have not been in vain. The geniuses of all ages and +countries speak in different languages; but in them all burns the same +flame. Oh, if you knew my heavenly happiness now that I can understand +them!" The prisoner's desire was fulfilled. Two shots were fired in +the garden by the banker's order. + +Later on, after the tenth year, the lawyer sat immovable before his +table and read only the New Testament. The banker found it strange +that a man who in four years had mastered six hundred erudite volumes, +should have spent nearly a year in reading one book, easy to +understand and by no means thick. The New Testament was then replaced +by the history of religions and theology. + +During the last two years of his confinement the prisoner read an +extraordinary amount, quite haphazard. Now he would apply himself to +the natural sciences, then he would read Byron or Shakespeare. Notes +used to come from him in which he asked to be sent at the same time a +book on chemistry, a text-book of medicine, a novel, and some treatise +on philosophy or theology. He read as though he were swimming in the +sea among broken pieces of wreckage, and in his desire to save his +life was eagerly grasping one piece after another. + + + +II + + +The banker recalled all this, and thought: + +"To-morrow at twelve o'clock he receives his freedom. Under the +agreement, I shall have to pay him two millions. If I pay, it's all +over with me. I am ruined for ever ..." + +Fifteen years before he had too many millions to count, but now he was +afraid to ask himself which he had more of, money or debts. Gambling +on the Stock-Exchange, risky speculation, and the recklessness of +which he could not rid himself even in old age, had gradually brought +his business to decay; and the fearless, self-confident, proud man of +business had become an ordinary banker, trembling at every rise and +fall in the market. + +"That cursed bet," murmured the old man clutching his head in +despair... "Why didn't the man die? He's only forty years old. He will +take away my last farthing, marry, enjoy life, gamble on the Exchange, +and I will look on like an envious beggar and hear the same words from +him every day: 'I'm obliged to you for the happiness of my life. Let +me help you.' No, it's too much! The only escape from bankruptcy and +disgrace--is that the man should die." + +The clock had just struck three. The banker was listening. In the +house every one was asleep, and one could hear only the frozen trees +whining outside the windows. Trying to make no sound, he took out of +his safe the key of the door which had not been opened for fifteen +years, put on his overcoat, and went out of the house. The garden was +dark and cold. It was raining. A damp, penetrating wind howled in the +garden and gave the trees no rest. Though he strained his eyes, the +banker could see neither the ground, nor the white statues, nor the +garden wing, nor the trees. Approaching the garden wing, he called the +watchman twice. There was no answer. Evidently the watchman had taken +shelter from the bad weather and was now asleep somewhere in the +kitchen or the greenhouse. + +"If I have the courage to fulfil my intention," thought the old man, +"the suspicion will fall on the watchman first of all." + +In the darkness he groped for the steps and the door and entered the +hall of the garden-wing, then poked his way into a narrow passage and +struck a match. Not a soul was there. Some one's bed, with no +bedclothes on it, stood there, and an iron stove loomed dark in the +corner. The seals on the door that led into the prisoner's room were +unbroken. + +When the match went out, the old man, trembling from agitation, peeped +into the little window. + +In the prisoner's room a candle was burning dimly. The prisoner +himself sat by the table. Only his back, the hair on his head and his +hands were visible. Open books were strewn about on the table, the two +chairs, and on the carpet near the table. + +Five minutes passed and the prisoner never once stirred. Fifteen +years' confinement had taught him to sit motionless. The banker tapped +on the window with his finger, but the prisoner made no movement in +reply. Then the banker cautiously tore the seals from the door and put +the key into the lock. The rusty lock gave a hoarse groan and the door +creaked. The banker expected instantly to hear a cry of surprise and +the sound of steps. Three minutes passed and it was as quiet inside as +it had been before. He made up his mind to enter. + +Before the table sat a man, unlike an ordinary human being. It was a +skeleton, with tight-drawn skin, with long curly hair like a woman's, +and a shaggy beard. The colour of his face was yellow, of an earthy +shade; the cheeks were sunken, the back long and narrow, and the hand +upon which he leaned his hairy head was so lean and skinny that it was +painful to look upon. His hair was already silvering with grey, and no +one who glanced at the senile emaciation of the face would have +believed that he was only forty years old. On the table, before his +bended head, lay a sheet of paper on which something was written in a +tiny hand. + +"Poor devil," thought the banker, "he's asleep and probably seeing +millions in his dreams. I have only to take and throw this half-dead +thing on the bed, smother him a moment with the pillow, and the most +careful examination will find no trace of unnatural death. But, first, +let us read what he has written here." + +The banker took the sheet from the table and read: + +"To-morrow at twelve o'clock midnight, I shall obtain my freedom and +the right to mix with people. But before I leave this room and see the +sun I think it necessary to say a few words to you. On my own clear +conscience and before God who sees me I declare to you that I despise +freedom, life, health, and all that your books call the blessings of +the world. + +"For fifteen years I have diligently studied earthly life. True, I saw +neither the earth nor the people, but in your books I drank fragrant +wine, sang songs, hunted deer and wild boar in the forests, loved +women... And beautiful women, like clouds ethereal, created by the +magic of your poets' genius, visited me by night and whispered to me +wonderful tales, which made my head drunken. In your books I climbed +the summits of Elbruz and Mont Blanc and saw from there how the sun +rose in the morning, and in the evening suffused the sky, the ocean +and the mountain ridges with a purple gold. I saw from there how above +me lightnings glimmered cleaving the clouds; I saw green forests, +fields, rivers, lakes, cities; I heard syrens singing, and the playing +of the pipes of Pan; I touched the wings of beautiful devils who came +flying to me to speak of God... In your books I cast myself into +bottomless abysses, worked miracles, burned cities to the ground, +preached new religions, conquered whole countries... + +"Your books gave me wisdom. All that unwearying human thought created +in the centuries is compressed to a little lump in my skull. I know +that I am cleverer than you all. + +"And I despise your books, despise all worldly blessings and wisdom. +Everything is void, frail, visionary and delusive as a mirage. Though +you be proud and wise and beautiful, yet will death wipe you from the +face of the earth like the mice underground; and your posterity, your +history, and the immortality of your men of genius will be as frozen +slag, burnt down together with the terrestrial globe. + +"You are mad, and gone the wrong way. You take falsehood for truth and +ugliness for beauty. You would marvel if suddenly apple and orange +trees should bear frogs and lizards instead of fruit, and if roses +should begin to breathe the odour of a sweating horse. So do I marvel +at you, who have bartered heaven for earth. I do not want to +understand you. + +"That I may show you in deed my contempt for that by which you live, I +waive the two millions of which I once dreamed as of paradise, and +which I now despise. That I may deprive myself of my right to them, I +shall come out from here five minutes before the stipulated term, and +thus shall violate the agreement." + +When he had read, the banker put the sheet on the table, kissed the +head of the strange man, and began to weep. He went out of the wing. +Never at any other time, not even after his terrible losses on the +Exchange, had he felt such contempt for himself as now. Coming home, +he lay down on his bed, but agitation and tears kept him a long time +from sleeping... + +The next morning the poor watchman came running to him and told him +that they had seen the man who lived in the wing climb through the +window into the garden. He had gone to the gate and disappeared. The +banker instantly went with his servants to the wing and established +the escape of his prisoner. To avoid unnecessary rumours he took the +paper with the renunciation from the table and, on his return, locked +it in his safe. + + + + +VANKA + + + +BY ANTON P. CHEKHOV + + +Nine-year-old Vanka Zhukov, who had been apprentice to the shoemaker +Aliakhin for three months, did not go to bed the night before +Christmas. He waited till the master and mistress and the assistants +had gone out to an early church-service, to procure from his +employer's cupboard a small phial of ink and a penholder with a rusty +nib; then, spreading a crumpled sheet of paper in front of him, he +began to write. + +Before, however, deciding to make the first letter, he looked +furtively at the door and at the window, glanced several times at the +sombre ikon, on either side of which stretched shelves full of lasts, +and heaved a heart-rending sigh. The sheet of paper was spread on a +bench, and he himself was on his knees in front of it. + +"Dear Grandfather Konstantin Makarych," he wrote, "I am writing you a +letter. I wish you a Happy Christmas and all God's holy best. I have +no mamma or papa, you are all I have." + +Vanka gave a look towards the window in which shone the reflection of +his candle, and vividly pictured to himself his grandfather, +Konstantin Makarych, who was night-watchman at Messrs. Zhivarev. He +was a small, lean, unusually lively and active old man of sixty-five, +always smiling and blear-eyed. All day he slept in the servants' +kitchen or trifled with the cooks. At night, enveloped in an ample +sheep-skin coat, he strayed round the domain tapping with his cudgel. +Behind him, each hanging its head, walked the old bitch Kashtanka, and +the dog Viun, so named because of his black coat and long body and his +resemblance to a loach. Viun was an unusually civil and friendly dog, +looking as kindly at a stranger as at his masters, but he was not to +be trusted. Beneath his deference and humbleness was hid the most +inquisitorial maliciousness. No one knew better than he how to sneak +up and take a bite at a leg, or slip into the larder or steal a +muzhik's chicken. More than once they had nearly broken his hind-legs, +twice he had been hung up, every week he was nearly flogged to death, +but he always recovered. + +At this moment, for certain, Vanka's grandfather must be standing at +the gate, blinking his eyes at the bright red windows of the village +church, stamping his feet in their high-felt boots, and jesting with +the people in the yard; his cudgel will be hanging from his belt, he +will be hugging himself with cold, giving a little dry, old man's +cough, and at times pinching a servant-girl or a cook. + +"Won't we take some snuff?" he asks, holding out his snuff-box to the +women. The women take a pinch of snuff, and sneeze. + +The old man goes into indescribable ecstasies, breaks into loud +laughter, and cries: + +"Off with it, it will freeze to your nose!" + +He gives his snuff to the dogs, too. Kashtanka sneezes, twitches her +nose, and walks away offended. Viun deferentially refuses to sniff and +wags his tail. It is glorious weather, not a breath of wind, clear, +and frosty; it is a dark night, but the whole village, its white roofs +and streaks of smoke from the chimneys, the trees silvered with +hoar-frost, and the snowdrifts, you can see it all. The sky +scintillates with bright twinkling stars, and the Milky Way stands out +so clearly that it looks as if it had been polished and rubbed over +with snow for the holidays... + +Vanka sighs, dips his pen in the ink, and continues to write: + +"Last night I got a thrashing, my master dragged me by my hair into +the yard, and belaboured me with a shoe-maker's stirrup, because, +while I was rocking his brat in its cradle, I unfortunately fell +asleep. And during the week, my mistress told me to clean a herring, +and I began by its tail, so she took the herring and stuck its snout +into my face. The assistants tease me, send me to the tavern for +vodka, make me steal the master's cucumbers, and the master beats me +with whatever is handy. Food there is none; in the morning it's bread, +at dinner gruel, and in the evening bread again. As for tea or +sour-cabbage soup, the master and the mistress themselves guzzle that. +They make me sleep in the vestibule, and when their brat cries, I +don't sleep at all, but have to rock the cradle. Dear Grandpapa, for +Heaven's sake, take me away from here, home to our village, I can't +bear this any more... I bow to the ground to you, and will pray to God +for ever and ever, take me from here or I shall die..." + +The corners of Vanka's mouth went down, he rubbed his eyes with his +dirty fist, and sobbed. + +"I'll grate your tobacco for you," he continued, "I'll pray to God for +you, and if there is anything wrong, then flog me like the grey goat. +And if you really think I shan't find work, then I'll ask the manager, +for Christ's sake, to let me clean the boots, or I'll go instead of +Fedya as underherdsman. Dear Grandpapa, I can't bear this any more, +it'll kill me... I wanted to run away to our village, but I have no +boots, and I was afraid of the frost, and when I grow up I'll look +after you, no one shall harm you, and when you die I'll pray for the +repose of your soul, just like I do for mamma Pelagueya. + +"As for Moscow, it is a large town, there are all gentlemen's houses, +lots of horses, no sheep, and the dogs are not vicious. The children +don't come round at Christmas with a star, no one is allowed to sing +in the choir, and once I saw in a shop window hooks on a line and +fishing rods, all for sale, and for every kind of fish, awfully +convenient. And there was one hook which would catch a sheat-fish +weighing a pound. And there are shops with guns, like the master's, +and I am sure they must cost 100 rubles each. And in the meat-shops +there are woodcocks, partridges, and hares, but who shot them or where +they come from, the shopman won't say. + +"Dear Grandpapa, and when the masters give a Christmas tree, take a +golden walnut and hide it in my green box. Ask the young lady, Olga +Ignatyevna, for it, say it's for Vanka." + +Vanka sighed convulsively, and again stared at the window. He +remembered that his grandfather always went to the forest for the +Christmas tree, and took his grandson with him. What happy times! The +frost crackled, his grandfather crackled, and as they both did, Vanka +did the same. Then before cutting down the Christmas tree his +grandfather smoked his pipe, took a long pinch of snuff, and made fun +of poor frozen little Vanka... The young fir trees, wrapt in +hoar-frost, stood motionless, waiting for which of them would die. +Suddenly a hare springing from somewhere would dart over the +snowdrift... His grandfather could not help shouting: + +"Catch it, catch it, catch it! Ah, short-tailed devil!" + +When the tree was down, his grandfather dragged it to the master's +house, and there they set about decorating it. The young lady, Olga +Ignatyevna, Vanka's great friend, busied herself most about it. When +little Vanka's mother, Pelagueya, was still alive, and was +servant-woman in the house, Olga Ignatyevna used to stuff him with +sugar-candy, and, having nothing to do, taught him to read, write, +count up to one hundred, and even to dance the quadrille. When +Pelagueya died, they placed the orphan Vanka in the kitchen with his +grandfather, and from the kitchen he was sent to Moscow to Aliakhin, +the shoemaker. + +"Come quick, dear Grandpapa," continued Vanka, "I beseech you for +Christ's sake take me from here. Have pity on a poor orphan, for here +they beat me, and I am frightfully hungry, and so sad that I can't +tell you, I cry all the time. The other day the master hit me on the +head with a last; I fell to the ground, and only just returned to +life. My life is a misfortune, worse than any dog's... I send +greetings to Aliona, to one-eyed Tegor, and the coachman, and don't +let any one have my mouth-organ. I remain, your grandson, Ivan Zhukov, +dear Grandpapa, do come." + +Vanka folded his sheet of paper in four, and put it into an envelope +purchased the night before for a kopek. He thought a little, dipped +the pen into the ink, and wrote the address: + +"The village, to my grandfather." He then scratched his head, thought +again, and added: "Konstantin Makarych." Pleased at not having been +interfered with in his writing, he put on his cap, and, without +putting on his sheep-skin coat, ran out in his shirt-sleeves into the +street. + +The shopman at the poulterer's, from whom he had inquired the night +before, had told him that letters were to be put into post-boxes, and +from there they were conveyed over the whole earth in mail troikas by +drunken post-boys and to the sound of bells. Vanka ran to the first +post-box and slipped his precious letter into the slit. + +An hour afterwards, lulled by hope, he was sleeping soundly. In his +dreams he saw a stove, by the stove his grandfather sitting with his +legs dangling down, barefooted, and reading a letter to the cooks, and +Viun walking round the stove wagging his tail. + + + + +HIDE AND SEEK + + + +BY FIODOR SOLOGUB + + +Everything in Lelechka's nursery was bright, pretty, and cheerful. +Lelechka's sweet voice charmed her mother. Lelechka was a delightful +child. There was no other such child, there never had been, and there +never would be. Lelechka's mother, Serafima Aleksandrovna, was sure of +that. Lelechka's eyes were dark and large, her cheeks were rosy, her +lips were made for kisses and for laughter. But it was not these +charms in Lelechka that gave her mother the keenest joy. Lelechka was +her mother's only child. That was why every movement of Lelechka's +bewitched her mother. It was great bliss to hold Lelechka on her knees +and to fondle her; to feel the little girl in her arms--a thing as +lively and as bright as a little bird. + +To tell the truth, Serafima Aleksandrovna felt happy only in the +nursery. She felt cold with her husband. + +Perhaps it was because he himself loved the cold--he loved to drink +cold water, and to breathe cold air. He was always fresh and cool, +with a frigid smile, and wherever he passed cold currents seemed to +move in the air. + +The Nesletyevs, Sergey Modestovich and Serafima Aleksandrovna, had +married without love or calculation, because it was the accepted +thing. He was a young man of thirty-five, she a young woman of +twenty-five; both were of the same circle and well brought up; he was +expected to take a wife, and the time had come for her to take a +husband. + +It even seemed to Serafima Aleksandrovna that she was in love with her +future husband, and this made her happy. He looked handsome and +well-bred; his intelligent grey eyes always preserved a dignified +expression; and he fulfilled his obligations of a fiancé with +irreproachable gentleness. + +The bride was also good-looking; she was a tall, dark-eyed, +dark-haired girl, somewhat timid but very tactful. He was not after +her dowry, though it pleased him to know that she had something. He +had connexions, and his wife came of good, influential people. This +might, at the proper opportunity, prove useful. Always irreproachable +and tactful, Nesletyev got on in his position not so fast that any one +should envy him, nor yet so slow that he should envy any one +else--everything came in the proper measure and at the proper time. + +After their marriage there was nothing in the manner of Sergey +Modestovich to suggest anything wrong to his wife. Later, however, +when his wife was about to have a child, Sergey Modestovich +established connexions elsewhere of a light and temporary nature. +Serafima Aleksandrovna found this out, and, to her own astonishment, +was not particularly hurt; she awaited her infant with a restless +anticipation that swallowed every other feeling. + +A little girl was born; Serafima Aleksandrovna gave herself up to her. +At the beginning she used to tell her husband, with rapture, of all +the joyous details of Lelechka's existence. But she soon found that he +listened to her without the slightest interest, and only from the +habit of politeness. Serafima Aleksandrovna drifted farther and +farther away from him. She loved her little girl with the ungratified +passion that other women, deceived in their husbands, show their +chance young lovers. + +"_Mamochka_, let's play _priatki_" (hide and seek), cried Lelechka, +pronouncing the _r_ like the _l_, so that the word sounded "pliatki." + +This charming inability to speak always made Serafima Aleksandrovna +smile with tender rapture. Lelechka then ran away, stamping with her +plump little legs over the carpets, and hid herself behind the +curtains near her bed. + +"_Tiu-tiu, mamochka!_" she cried out in her sweet, laughing voice, as +she looked out with a single roguish eye. + +"Where is my baby girl?" the mother asked, as she looked for Lelechka +and made believe that she did not see her. + +And Lelechka poured out her rippling laughter in her hiding place. +Then she came out a little farther, and her mother, as though she had +only just caught sight of her, seized her by her little shoulders and +exclaimed joyously: "Here she is, my Lelechka!" + +Lelechka laughed long and merrily, her head close to her mother's +knees, and all of her cuddled up between her mother's white hands. Her +mother's eyes glowed with passionate emotion. + +"Now, _mamochka_, you hide," said Lelechka, as she ceased laughing. + +Her mother went to hide. Lelechka turned away as though not to see, +but watched her _mamochka_ stealthily all the time. Mamma hid behind +the cupboard, and exclaimed: "_Tiu-tiu_, baby girl!" + +Lelechka ran round the room and looked into all the corners, making +believe, as her mother had done before, that she was seeking--though +she really knew all the time where her _mamochka_ was standing. + +"Where's my _mamochka_?" asked Lelechka. "She's not here, and she's +not here," she kept on repeating, as she ran from corner to corner. + +Her mother stood, with suppressed breathing, her head pressed against +the wall, her hair somewhat disarranged. A smile of absolute bliss +played on her red lips. + +The nurse, Fedosya, a good-natured and fine-looking, if somewhat +stupid woman, smiled as she looked at her mistress with her +characteristic expression, which seemed to say that it was not for her +to object to gentlewomen's caprices. She thought to herself: "The +mother is like a little child herself--look how excited she is." + +Lelechka was getting nearer her mother's corner. Her mother was +growing more absorbed every moment by her interest in the game; her +heart beat with short quick strokes, and she pressed even closer to +the wall, disarranging her hair still more. Lelechka suddenly glanced +toward her mother's corner and screamed with joy. + +"I've found 'oo," she cried out loudly and joyously, mispronouncing +her words in a way that again made her mother happy. + +She pulled her mother by her hands to the middle of the room, they +were merry and they laughed; and Lelechka again hid her head against +her mother's knees, and went on lisping and lisping, without end, her +sweet little words, so fascinating yet so awkward. + +Sergey Modestovich was coming at this moment toward the nursery. +Through the half-closed doors he heard the laughter, the joyous +outcries, the sound of romping. He entered the nursery, smiling his +genial cold smile; he was irreproachably dressed, and he looked fresh +and erect, and he spread round him an atmosphere of cleanliness, +freshness and coldness. He entered in the midst of the lively game, +and he confused them all by his radiant coldness. Even Fedosya felt +abashed, now for her mistress, now for herself. Serafima Aleksandrovna +at once became calm and apparently cold--and this mood communicated +itself to the little girl, who ceased to laugh, but looked instead, +silently and intently, at her father. + +Sergey Modestovich gave a swift glance round the room. He liked coming +here, where everything was beautifully arranged; this was done by +Serafima Aleksandrovna, who wished to surround her little girl, from +her very infancy, only with the loveliest things. Serafima +Aleksandrovna dressed herself tastefully; this, too, she did for +Lelechka, with the same end in view. One thing Sergey Modestovich had +not become reconciled to, and this was his wife's almost continuous +presence in the nursery. + +"It's just as I thought... I knew that I'd find you here," he said +with a derisive and condescending smile. + +They left the nursery together. As he followed his wife through the +door Sergey Modestovich said rather indifferently, in an incidental +way, laying no stress on his words: "Don't you think that it would be +well for the little girl if she were sometimes without your company? +Merely, you see, that the child should feel its own individuality," he +explained in answer to Serafima Aleksandrovna's puzzled glance. + +"She's still so little," said Serafima Aleksandrovna. + +"In any case, this is but my humble opinion. I don't insist. It's your +kingdom there." + +"I'll think it over," his wife answered, smiling, as he did, coldly +but genially. + +Then they began to talk of something else. + + + +II + + +Nurse Fedosya, sitting in the kitchen that evening, was telling the +silent housemaid Darya and the talkative old cook Agathya about the +young lady of the house, and how the child loved to play _priatki_ +with her mother--"She hides her little face, and cries '_tiutiu_'!" + +"And the mistress herself is like a little one," added Fedosya, +smiling. + +Agathya listened and shook her head ominously; while her face became +grave and reproachful. + +"That the mistress does it, well, that's one thing; but that the young +lady does it, that's bad." + +"Why?" asked Fedosya with curiosity. + +This expression of curiosity gave her face the look of a wooden, +roughly-painted doll. + +"Yes, that's bad," repeated Agathya with conviction. "Terribly bad!" + +"Well?" said Fedosya, the ludicrous expression of curiosity on her +face becoming more emphatic. + +"She'll hide, and hide, and hide away," said Agathya, in a mysterious +whisper, as she looked cautiously toward the door. + +"What are you saying?" exclaimed Fedosya, frightened. + +"It's the truth I'm saying, remember my words," Agathya went on with +the same assurance and secrecy. "It's the surest sign." + +The old woman had invented this sign, quite suddenly, herself; and she +was evidently very proud of it. + + + +III + + +Lelechka was asleep, and Serafima Aleksandrovna was sitting in her own +room, thinking with joy and tenderness of Lelechka. Lelechka was in +her thoughts, first a sweet, tiny girl, then a sweet, big girl, then +again a delightful little girl; and so until the end she remained +mamma's little Lelechka. + +Serafima Aleksandrovna did not even notice that Fedosya came up to her +and paused before her. Fedosya had a worried, frightened look. + +"Madam, madam," she said quietly, in a trembling voice. + +Serafima Aleksandrovna gave a start. Fedosya's face made her anxious. + +"What is it, Fedosya?" she asked with great concern. "Is there +anything wrong with Lelechka?" + +"No, madam," said Fedosya, as she gesticulated with her hands to +reassure her mistress and to make her sit down. "Lelechka is asleep, +may God be with her! Only I'd like to say something--you see--Lelechka +is always hiding herself--that's not good." + +Fedosya looked at her mistress with fixed eyes, which had grown round +from fright. + +"Why not good?" asked Serafima Aleksandrovna, with vexation, +succumbing involuntarily to vague fears. + +"I can't tell you how bad it is," said Fedosya, and her face expressed +the most decided confidence. + +"Please speak in a sensible way," observed Serafima Aleksandrovna +dryly. "I understand nothing of what you are saying." + +"You see, madam, it's a kind of omen," explained Fedosya abruptly, in +a shamefaced way. + +"Nonsense!" said Serafima Aleksandrovna. + +She did not wish to hear any further as to the sort of omen it was, +and what it foreboded. But, somehow, a sense of fear and of sadness +crept into her mood, and it was humiliating to feel that an absurd +tale should disturb her beloved fancies, and should agitate her so +deeply. + +"Of course I know that gentlefolk don't believe in omens, but it's a +bad omen, madam," Fedosya went on in a doleful voice, "the young lady +will hide, and hide..." + +Suddenly she burst into tears, sobbing out loudly: "She'll hide, and +hide, and hide away, angelic little soul, in a damp grave," she +continued, as she wiped her tears with her apron and blew her nose. + +"Who told you all this?" asked Serafima Aleksandrovna in an austere +low voice. + +"Agathya says so, madam," answered Fedosya; "it's she that knows." + +"Knows!" exclaimed Serafima Aleksandrovna in irritation, as though she +wished to protect herself somehow from this sudden anxiety. "What +nonsense! Please don't come to me with any such notions in the future. +Now you may go." + +Fedosya, dejected, her feelings hurt, left her mistress. + +"What nonsense! As though Lelechka could die!" thought Serafima +Aleksandrovna to herself, trying to conquer the feeling of coldness +and fear which took possession, of her at the thought of the possible +death of Lelechka. Serafima Aleksandrovna, upon reflection, attributed +these women's beliefs in omens to ignorance. She saw clearly that +there could be no possible connexion between a child's quite ordinary +diversion and the continuation of the child's life. She made a special +effort that evening to occupy her mind with other matters, but her +thoughts returned involuntarily to the fact that Lelechka loved to +hide herself. + +When Lelechka was still quite small, and had learned to distinguish +between her mother and her nurse, she sometimes, sitting in her +nurse's arms, made a sudden roguish grimace, and hid her laughing face +in the nurse's shoulder. Then she would look out with a sly glance. + +Of late, in those rare moments of the mistress' absence from the +nursery, Fedosya had again taught Lelechka to hide; and when +Lelechka's mother, on coming in, saw how lovely the child looked when +she was hiding, she herself began to play hide and seek with her tiny +daughter. + + + +IV + + +The next day Serafima Aleksandrovna, absorbed in her joyous cares for +Lelechka, had forgotten Fedosya's words of the day before. + +But when she returned to the nursery, after having ordered the dinner, +and she heard Lelechka suddenly cry _"Tiu-tiu!"_ from under the table, +a feeling of fear suddenly took hold of her. Though she reproached +herself at once for this unfounded, superstitious dread, nevertheless +she could not enter wholeheartedly into the spirit of Lelechka's +favourite game, and she tried to divert Lelechka's attention to +something else. + +Lelechka was a lovely and obedient child. She eagerly complied with +her mother's new wishes. But as she had got into the habit of hiding +from her mother in some corner, and of crying out _"Tiu-tiu!"_ so even +that day she returned more than once to the game. + +Serafima Aleksandrovna tried desperately to amuse Lelechka. This was +not so easy because restless, threatening thoughts obtruded themselves +constantly. + +"Why does Lelechka keep on recalling the _tiu-tiu_? Why does she not +get tired of the same thing--of eternally closing her eyes, and of +hiding her face? Perhaps," thought Serafima Aleksandrovna, "she is not +as strongly drawn to the world as other children, who are attracted by +many things. If this is so, is it not a sign of organic weakness? Is +it not a germ of the unconscious non-desire to live?" + +Serafima Aleksandrovna was tormented by presentiments. She felt +ashamed of herself for ceasing to play hide and seek with Lelechka +before Fedosya. But this game had become agonising to her, all the +more agonising because she had a real desire to play it, and because +something drew her very strongly to hide herself from Lelechka and to +seek out the hiding child. Serafima Aleksandrovna herself began the +game once or twice, though she played it with a heavy heart. She +suffered as though committing an evil deed with full consciousness. + +It was a sad day for Serafima Aleksandrovna. + + + + +V + + +Lelechka was about to fall asleep. No sooner had she climbed into her +little bed, protected by a network on all sides, than her eyes began +to close from fatigue. Her mother covered her with a blue blanket. +Lelechka drew her sweet little hands from under the blanket and +stretched them out to embrace her mother. Her mother bent down. +Lelechka, with a tender expression on her sleepy face, kissed her +mother and let her head fall on the pillow. As her hands hid +themselves under the blanket Lelechka whispered: "The hands +_tiu-tiu!_" + +The mother's heart seemed to stop--Lelechka lay there so small, so +frail, so quiet. Lelechka smiled gently, closed her eyes and said +quietly: "The eyes _tiu-tiu!_" + +Then even more quietly: "Lelechka _tiu-tiu!_" + +With these words she fell asleep, her face pressing the pillow. She +seemed so small and so frail under the blanket that covered her. Her +mother looked at her with sad eyes. + +Serafima Aleksandrovna remained standing over Lelechka's bed a long +while, and she kept looking at Lelechka with tenderness and fear. + +"I'm a mother: is it possible that I shouldn't be able to protect +her?" she thought, as she imagined the various ills that might befall +Lelechka. + +She prayed long that night, but the prayer did not relieve her +sadness. + + + +VI + + +Several days passed. Lelechka caught cold. The fever came upon her at +night. When Serafima Aleksandrovna, awakened by Fedosya, came to +Lelechka and saw her looking so hot, so restless, and so tormented, +she instantly recalled the evil omen, and a hopeless despair took +possession of her from the first moments. + +A doctor was called, and everything was done that is usual on such +occasions--but the inevitable happened. Serafima Aleksandrovna tried +to console herself with the hope that Lelechka would get well, and +would again laugh and play--yet this seemed to her an unthinkable +happiness! And Lelechka grew feebler from hour to hour. + +All simulated tranquillity, so as not to frighten Serafima +Aleksandrovna, but their masked faces only made her sad. + +Nothing made her so unhappy as the reiterations of Fedosya, uttered +between sobs: "She hid herself and hid herself, our Lelechka!" + +But the thoughts of Serafima Aleksandrovna were confused, and she +could not quite grasp what was happening. + +Fever was consuming Lelechka, and there were times when she lost +consciousness and spoke in delirium. But when she returned to herself +she bore her pain and her fatigue with gentle good nature; she smiled +feebly at her _mamochka_, so that her _mamochka_ should not see how +much she suffered. Three days passed, torturing like a nightmare. +Lelechka grew quite feeble. She did not know that she was dying. + +She glanced at her mother with her dimmed eyes, and lisped in a +scarcely audible, hoarse voice: "_Tiu-tiu, mamochka!_ Make _tiu-tiu, +mamochka!_" + +Serafima Aleksandrovna hid her face behind the curtains near +Lelechka's bed. How tragic! + +"_Mamochka!_" called Lelechka in an almost inaudible voice. + +Lelechka's mother bent over her, and Lelechka, her vision grown still +more dim, saw her mother's pale, despairing face for the last time. + +"A white _mamochka_!" whispered Lelechka. + +_Mamochka's_ white face became blurred, and everything grew dark +before Lelechka. She caught the edge of the bed-cover feebly with her +hands and whispered: "_Tiu-tiu!_" + +Something rattled in her throat; Lelechka opened and again closed her +rapidly paling lips, and died. + +Serafima Aleksandrovna was in dumb despair as she left Lelechka, and +went out of the room. She met her husband. + +"Lelechka is dead," she said in a quiet, dull voice. + +Sergey Modestovich looked anxiously at her pale face. He was struck by +the strange stupor in her formerly animated handsome features. + + + +VII + + + +Lelechka was dressed, placed in a little coffin, and carried into the +parlour. Serafima Aleksandrovna was standing by the coffin and looking +dully at her dead child. Sergey Modestovich went to his wife and, +consoling her with cold, empty words, tried to draw her away from the +coffin. Serafima Aleksandrovna smiled. + +"Go away," she said quietly. "Lelechka is playing. She'll be up in a +minute." + +"Sima, my dear, don't agitate yourself," said Sergey Modestovich in a +whisper. "You must resign yourself to your fate." + +"She'll be up in a minute," persisted Serafima Aleksandrovna, her eyes +fixed on the dead little girl. + +Sergey Modestovich looked round him cautiously: he was afraid of the +unseemly and of the ridiculous. + +"Sima, don't agitate yourself," he repeated. "This would be a miracle, +and miracles do not happen in the nineteenth century." + +No sooner had he said these words than Sergey Modestovich felt their +irrelevance to what had happened. He was confused and annoyed. + +He took his wife by the arm, and cautiously led her away from the +coffin. She did not oppose him. + +Her face seemed tranquil and her eyes were dry. She went into the +nursery and began to walk round the room, looking into those places +where Lelechka used to hide herself. She walked all about the room, +and bent now and then to look under the table or under the bed, and +kept on repeating cheerfully: "Where is my little one? Where is my +Lelechka?" + +After she had walked round the room once she began to make her quest +anew. Fedosya, motionless, with dejected face, sat in a corner, and +looked frightened at her mistress; then she suddenly burst out +sobbing, and she wailed loudly: + +"She hid herself, and hid herself, our Lelechka, our angelic little +soul!" + +Serafima Aleksandrovna trembled, paused, cast a perplexed look at +Fedosya, began to weep, and left the nursery quietly. + + + +VIII + + + +Sergey Modestovich hurried the funeral. He saw that Serafima +Aleksandrovna was terribly shocked by her sudden misfortune, and as +he feared for her reason he thought she would more readily be diverted +and consoled when Lelechka was buried. + +Next morning Serafima Aleksandrovna dressed with particular care--for +Lelechka. When she entered the parlour there were several people +between her and Lelechka. The priest and deacon paced up and down the +room; clouds of blue smoke drifted in the air, and there was a smell +of incense. There was an oppressive feeling of heaviness in Serafima +Aleksandrovna's head as she approached Lelechka. Lelechka lay there +still and pale, and smiled pathetically. Serafima Aleksandrovna laid +her cheek upon the edge of Lelechka's coffin, and whispered: +"_Tiu-tiu_, little one!" + +The little one did not reply. Then there was some kind of stir and +confusion around Serafima Aleksandrovna; strange, unnecessary faces +bent over her, some one held her--and Lelechka was carried away +somewhere. + +Serafima Aleksandrovna stood up erect, sighed in a lost way, smiled, +and called loudly: "Lelechka!" + +Lelechka was being carried out. The mother threw herself after the +coffin with despairing sobs, but she was held back. She sprang behind +the door, through which Lelechka had passed, sat down there on the +floor, and as she looked through the crevice, she cried out: +"Lelechka, _tiu-tiu!_" + +Then she put her head out from behind the door, and began to laugh. + +Lelechka was quickly carried away from her mother, and those who +carried her seemed to run rather than to walk. + + + + +DETHRONED + + + +BY I.N. POTAPENKO + + +"Well?" Captain Zarubkin's wife called out impatiently to her husband, +rising from the sofa and turning to face him as he entered. + +"He doesn't know anything about it," he replied indifferently, as if +the matter were of no interest to him. Then he asked in a businesslike +tone: "Nothing for me from the office?" + +"Why should I know? Am I your errand boy?" + +"How they dilly-dally! If only the package doesn't come too late. It's +so important!" + +"Idiot!" + +"Who's an idiot?" + +"You, with your indifference, your stupid egoism." + +The captain said nothing. He was neither surprised nor insulted. On +the contrary, the smile on his face was as though he had received a +compliment. These wifely animadversions, probably oft-heard, by no +means interfered with his domestic peace. + +"It can't be that the man doesn't know when his wife is coming back +home," Mrs. Zarubkin continued excitedly. "She's written to him every +day of the four months that she's been away. The postmaster told me +so." + +"Semyonov! Ho, Semyonov! Has any one from the office been here?" + +"I don't know, your Excellency," came in a loud, clear voice from back +of the room. + +"Why don't you know? Where have you been?" + +"I went to Abramka, your Excellency." + +"The tailor again?" + +"Yes, your Excellency, the tailor Abramka." + +The captain spat in annoyance. + +"And where is Krynka?" + +"He went to market, your Excellency." + +"Was he told to go to market?" + +"Yes, your Excellency." + +The captain spat again. + +"Why do you keep spitting? Such vulgar manners!" his wife cried +angrily. "You behave at home like a drunken subaltern. You haven't the +least consideration for your wife. You are so coarse in your behaviour +towards me! Do, please, go to your office." + +"Semyonov." + +"Your Excellency?" + +"If the package comes, please have it sent back to the office and say +I've gone there. And listen! Some one must always be here. I won't +have everybody out of the house at the same time. Do you hear?" + +"Yes, your Excellency." + +The captain put on his cap to go. In the doorway he turned and +addressed his wife. + +"Please, Tasya, please don't send all the servants on your errands at +the same time. Something important may turn up, and then there's +nobody here to attend to it." + +He went out, and his wife remained reclining in the sofa corner as if +his plea were no concern of hers. But scarcely had he left the house, +when she called out: + +"Semyonov, come here. Quick!" + +A bare-footed unshaven man in dark blue pantaloons and cotton shirt +presented himself. His stocky figure and red face made a wholesome +appearance. He was the Captain's orderly. + +"At your service, your Excellency." + +"Listen, Semyonov, you don't seem to be stupid." + +"I don't know, your Excellency." + +"For goodness' sake, drop 'your Excellency.' I am not your superior +officer." + +"Yes, your Excel--" + +"Idiot!" + +But the lady's manner toward the servant was far friendlier than +toward her husband. Semyonov had it in his power to perform important +services for her, while the captain had not come up to her +expectations. + +"Listen, Semyonov, how do you and the doctor's men get along together? +Are you friendly?" + +"Yes, your Excellency." + +"Intolerable!" cried the lady, jumping up. "Stop using that silly +title. Can't you speak like a sensible man?" + +Semyonov had been standing in the stiff attitude of attention, with +the palms of his hands at the seams of his trousers. Now he suddenly +relaxed, and even wiped his nose with his fist. + +"That's the way we are taught to do," he said carelessly, with a +clownish grin. "The gentlemen, the officers, insist on it." + +"Now, tell me, you are on good terms with the doctor's men?" + +"You mean Podmar and Shuchok? Of course, we're friends." + +"Very well, then go straight to them and try to find out when Mrs. +Shaldin is expected back. They ought to know. They must be getting +things ready against her return--cleaning her bedroom and fixing it +up. Do you understand? But be careful to find out right. And also be +very careful not to let on for whom you are finding it out. Do you +understand?' + +"Of course, I understand." + +"Well, then, go. But one more thing. Since you're going out, you may +as well stop at Abramka's again and tell him to come here right away. +You understand?" + +"But his Excellency gave me orders to stay at home," said Semyonov, +scratching himself behind his ears. + +"Please don't answer back. Just do as I tell you. Go on, now." + +"At your service." And the orderly, impressed by the lady's severe +military tone, left the room. + +Mrs. Zarubkin remained reclining on the sofa for a while. Then she +rose and walked up and down the room and finally went to her bedroom, +where her two little daughters were playing in their nurse's care. She +scolded them a bit and returned to her former place on the couch. Her +every movement betrayed great excitement. + + * * * * * + +Tatyana Grigoryevna Zarubkin was one of the most looked-up to ladies +of the S---- Regiment and even of the whole town of Chmyrsk, where the +regiment was quartered. To be sure, you hardly could say that, outside +the regiment, the town could boast any ladies at all. There were very +respectable women, decent wives, mothers, daughters and widows of +honourable citizens; but they all dressed in cotton and flannel, and +on high holidays made a show of cheap Cashmere gowns over which they +wore gay shawls with borders of wonderful arabesques. Their hats and +other headgear gave not the faintest evidence of good taste. So they +could scarcely be dubbed "ladies." They were satisfied to be called +"women." Each one of them, almost, had the name of her husband's trade +or position tacked to her name--Mrs. Grocer so-and-so, Mrs. Mayor +so-and-so, Mrs. Milliner so-and-so, etc. Genuine _ladies_ in the +Russian society sense had never come to the town before the +S---- Regiment had taken up its quarters there; and it goes without +saying that the ladies of the regiment had nothing in common, and +therefore no intercourse with, the women of the town. They were so +dissimilar that they were like creatures of a different species. + +There is no disputing that Tatyana Grigoryevna Zarubkin was one of the +most looked-up-to of the ladies. She invariably played the most +important part at all the regimental affairs--the amateur theatricals, +the social evenings, the afternoon teas. If the captain's wife was not +to be present, it was a foregone conclusion that the affair would not +be a success. + +The most important point was that Mrs. Zarubkin had the untarnished +reputation of being the best-dressed of all the ladies. She was always +the most distinguished looking at the annual ball. Her gown for the +occasion, ordered from Moscow, was always chosen with the greatest +regard for her charms and defects, and it was always exquisitely +beautiful. A new fashion could not gain admittance to the other ladies +of the regiment except by way of the captain's wife. Thanks to her +good taste in dressing, the stately blonde was queen at all the balls +and in all the salons of Chmyrsk. Another advantage of hers was that +although she was nearly forty she still looked fresh and youthful, so +that the young officers were constantly hovering about her and paying +her homage. + +November was a very lively month in the regiment's calendar. It was on +the tenth of November that the annual ball took place. The ladies, of +course, spent their best efforts in preparation for this event. +Needless to say that in these arduous activities, Abramka Stiftik, the +ladies' tailor, played a prominent role. He was the one man in Chmyrsk +who had any understanding at all for the subtle art of the feminine +toilet. Preparations had begun in his shop in August already. Within +the last weeks his modest parlour--furnished with six shabby chairs +placed about a round table, and a fly-specked mirror on the wall--the +atmosphere heavy with a smell of onions and herring, had been filled +from early morning to the evening hours with the most charming and +elegant of the fairer sex. There was trying-on and discussion of +styles and selection of material. It was all very nerve-racking for +the ladies. + +The only one who had never appeared in this parlour was the captain's +wife. That had been a thorn in Abramka's flesh. He had spent days and +nights going over in his mind how he could rid this lady of the, in +his opinion, wretched habit of ordering her clothes from Moscow. For +this ball, however, as she herself had told him, she had not ordered a +dress but only material from out of town, from which he deduced that +he was to make the gown for her. But there was only one week left +before the ball, and still she had not come to him. Abramka was in a +state of feverishness. He longed once to make a dress for Mrs. +Zarubkin. It would add to his glory. He wanted to prove that he +understood his trade just as well as any tailor in Moscow, and that it +was quite superfluous for her to order her gowns outside of Chmyrsk. +He would come out the triumphant competitor of Moscow. + +As each day passed and Mrs. Zarubkin did not appear in his shop, his +nervousness increased. Finally she ordered a dressing-jacket from +him--but not a word said of a ball gown. What was he to think of it? + +So, when Semyonov told him that Mrs. Zarubkin was expecting him at her +home, it goes without saying that he instantly removed the dozen pins +in his mouth, as he was trying on a customer's dress, told one of his +assistants to continue with the fitting, and instantly set off to call +on the captain's wife. In this case, it was not a question of a mere +ball gown, but of the acquisition of the best customer in town. + +Although Abramka wore a silk hat and a suit in keeping with the silk +hat, still he was careful not to ring at the front entrance, but +always knocked at the back door. At another time when the captain's +orderly was not in the house--for the captain's orderly also performed +the duties of the captain's cook--he might have knocked long and loud. +On other occasions a cannon might have been shot off right next to +Tatyana Grigoryevna's ears and she would not have lifted her fingers +to open the door. But now she instantly caught the sound of the modest +knocking and opened the back door herself for Abramka. + +"Oh!" she cried delightedly. "You, Abramka!" + +She really wanted to address him less familiarly, as was more +befitting so dignified a man in a silk hat; but everybody called him +"Abramka," and he would have been very much surprised had he been +honoured with his full name, Abram Srulevich Stiftik. So she thought +it best to address him as the others did. + +Mr. "Abramka" was tall and thin. There was always a melancholy +expression in his pale face. He had a little stoop, a long and very +heavy greyish beard. He had been practising his profession for thirty +years. Ever since his apprenticeship he had been called "Abramka," +which did not strike him as at all derogatory or unfitting. Even his +shingle read: "Ladies' Tailor: Abramka Stiftik"--the most valid proof +that he deemed his name immaterial, but that the chief thing to him +was his art. As a matter of fact, he had attained, if not perfection +in tailoring, yet remarkable skill. To this all the ladies of the +S---- Regiment could attest with conviction. + +Abramka removed his silk hat, stepped into the kitchen, and said +gravely, with profound feeling: + +"Mrs. Zarubkin, I am entirely at your service." + +"Come into the reception room. I have something very important to +speak to you about." + +Abramka followed in silence. He stepped softly on tiptoe, as if afraid +of waking some one. + +"Sit down, Abramka, listen--but give me your word of honour, you won't +tell any one?" Tatyana Grigoryevna began, reddening a bit. She was +ashamed to have to let the tailor Abramka into her secret, but since +there was no getting around it, she quieted herself and in an instant +had regained her ease. + +"I don't know what you are speaking of, Mrs. Zarubkin," Abramka +rejoined. He assumed a somewhat injured manner. "Have you ever heard +of Abramka ever babbling anything out? You certainly know that in my +profession--you know everybody has some secret to be kept." + +"Oh, you must have misunderstood me, Abramka. What sort of secrets do +you mean?" + +"Well, one lady is a little bit one-sided, another lady"--he pointed +to his breast--"is not quite full enough, another lady has scrawny +arms--such things as that have to be covered up or filled out or laced +in, so as to look better. That is where our art comes in. But we are +in duty bound not to say anything about it." + +Tatyana Grigoryevna smiled. + +"Well, I can assure you I am all right that way. There is nothing +about me that needs to be covered up or filled out." + +"Oh, as if I didn't know that! Everybody knows that Mrs. Zarubkin's +figure is perfect," Abramka cried, trying to flatter his new customer. + +Mrs. Zarubkin laughed and made up her mind to remember "Everybody +knows that Mrs. Zarubkin's figure is perfect." Then she said: + +"You know that the ball is to take place in a week." + +"Yes, indeed, Mrs. Zarubkin, in only one week; unfortunately, only one +week," replied Abramka, sighing. + +"But you remember your promise to make my dress for me for the ball +this time?" + +"Mrs. Zarubkin," Abramka cried, laying his hand on his heart. "Have I +said that I was not willing to make it? No, indeed, I said it must be +made and made right--for Mrs. Zarubkin, it must be better than for any +one else. That's the way I feel about it." + +"Splendid! Just what I wanted to know." + +"But why don't you show me your material? Why don't you say to me, +'Here, Abramka, here is the stuff, make a dress?' Abramka would work +on it day and night." + +"Ahem, that's just it--I can't order it. That is where the trouble +comes in. Tell me, Abramka, what is the shortest time you need for +making the dress? Listen, the very shortest?" + +Abramka shrugged his shoulders. + +"Well, is a week too much for a ball dress such as you will want? It's +got to be sewed, it can't be pasted together, You, yourself, know +that, Mrs. Zarubkin." + +"But supposing I order it only three days before the ball?" + +Abramka started. + +"Only three days before the ball? A ball dress? Am I a god, Mrs. +Zarubkin? I am nothing but the ladies' tailor, Abramka Stiftik." + +"Well, then you are a nice tailor!" said Tatyana Grigoryevna, +scornfully. "In Moscow they made a ball dress for me in two days." + +Abramka jumped up as if at a shot, and beat his breast. + +"Is that so? Then I say, Mrs. Zarubkin," he cried pathetically, "if +they made a ball gown for you in Moscow in two days, very well, then I +will make a ball gown for you, if I must, in one day. I will neither +eat nor sleep, and I won't let my help off either for one minute. How +does that suit you?" + +"Sit down, Abramka, thank you very much. I hope I shall not have to +put such a strain on you. It really does not depend upon me, otherwise +I should have ordered the dress from you long ago." + +"It doesn't depend upon you? Then upon whom does it depend?" + +"Ahem, it depends upon--but now, Abramka, remember this is just +between you and me--it depends upon Mrs. Shaldin." + +"Upon Mrs. Shaldin, the doctor's wife? Why she isn't even here." + +"That's just it. That is why I have to wait. How is it that a clever +man like you, Abramka, doesn't grasp the situation?" + +"Hm, hm! Let me see." Abramka racked his brains for a solution of the +riddle. How could it be that Mrs. Shaldin, who was away, should have +anything to do with Mrs. Zarubkin's order for a gown? No, that passed +his comprehension. + +"She certainly will get back in time for the ball," said Mrs. +Zarubkin, to give him a cue. + +"Well, yes." + +"And certainly will bring a dress back with her." + +"Certainly!" + +"A dress from abroad, something we have never seen here--something +highly original." + +"Mrs. Zarubkin!" Abramka cried, as if a truth of tremendous import had +been revealed to him. "Mrs. Zarubkin, I understand. Why certainly! +Yes, but that will be pretty hard." + +"That's just it." + +Abramka reflected a moment, then said: + +"I assure you, Mrs. Zarubkin, you need not be a bit uneasy. I will +make a dress for you that will be just as grand as the one from +abroad. I assure you, your dress will be the most elegant one at the +ball, just as it always has been. I tell you, my name won't be Abramka +Stiftik if--" + +His eager asseverations seemed not quite to satisfy the captain's +wife. Her mind was not quite set at ease. She interrupted him. + +"But the style, Abramka, the style! You can't possibly guess what the +latest fashion is abroad." + +"Why shouldn't I know what the latest fashion is, Mrs. Zarubkin? In +Kiev I have a friend who publishes fashion-plates. I will telegraph to +him, and he will immediately send me pictures of the latest French +models. The telegram will cost only eighty cents, Mrs. Zarubkin, and I +swear to you I will copy any dress he sends. Mrs. Shaldin can't +possibly have a dress like that." + +"All very well and good, and that's what we'll do. Still we must wait +until Mrs. Shaldin comes back. Don't you see, Abramka, I must have +exactly the same style that she has? Can't you see, so that nobody can +say that she is in the latest fashion?" + +At this point Semyonov entered the room cautiously. He was wearing the +oddest-looking jacket and the captain's old boots. His hair was +rumpled, and his eyes were shining suspiciously. There was every sign +that he had used the renewal of friendship with the doctor's men as a +pretext for a booze. + +"I had to stand them some brandy, your Excellency," he said saucily, +but catching his mistress's threatening look, he lowered his head +guiltily. + +"Idiot," she yelled at him, "face about. Be off with you to the +kitchen." + +In his befuddlement, Semyonov had not noticed Abramka's presence. Now +he became aware of him, faced about and retired to the kitchen +sheepishly. + +"What an impolite fellow," said Abramka reproachfully. + +"Oh, you wouldn't believe--" said the captain's wife, but instantly +followed Semyonov into the kitchen. + +Semyonov aware of his awful misdemeanour, tried to stand up straight +and give a report. + +"She will come back, your Excellency, day after to-morrow toward +evening. She sent a telegram." + +"Is that true now?" + +"I swear it's true. Shuchok saw it himself." + +"All right, very good. You will get something for this." + +"Yes, your Excellency." + +"Silence, you goose. Go on, set the table." + +Abramka remained about ten minutes longer with the captain's wife, and +on leaving said: + +"Let me assure you once again, Mrs. Zarubkin, you needn't worry; just +select the style, and I will make a gown for you that the best tailor +in Paris can't beat." He pressed his hand to his heart in token of his +intention to do everything in his power for Mrs. Zarubkin. + + * * * * * + +It was seven o'clock in the evening. Mrs. Shaldin and her trunk had +arrived hardly half an hour before, yet the captain's wife was already +there paying visit; which was a sign of the warm friendship that +existed between the two women. They kissed each other and fell to +talking. The doctor, a tall man of forty-five, seemed discomfited by +the visit, and passed unfriendly side glances at his guest. He had +hoped to spend that evening undisturbed with his wife, and he well +knew that when the ladies of the regiment came to call upon each other +"for only a second," it meant a whole evening of listening to idle +talk. + +"You wouldn't believe me, dear, how bored I was the whole time you +were away, how I longed for you, Natalie Semyonovna. But you probably +never gave us a thought." + +"Oh, how can you say anything like that. I was thinking of you every +minute, every second. If I hadn't been obliged to finish the cure, I +should have returned long ago. No matter how beautiful it may be away +from home, still the only place to live is among those that are near +and dear to you." + +These were only the preliminary soundings. They lasted with variations +for a quarter of an hour. First Mrs. Shaldin narrated a few incidents +of the trip, then Mrs. Zarubkin gave a report of some of the chief +happenings in the life of the regiment. When the conversation was in +full swing, and the samovar was singing on the table, and the pancakes +were spreading their appetising odour, the captain's wife suddenly +cried: + +"I wonder what the fashions are abroad now. I say, you must have +feasted your eyes on them!" + +Mrs. Shaldin simply replied with a scornful gesture. + +"Other people may like them, but I don't care for them one bit. I am +glad we here don't get to see them until a year later. You know, +Tatyana Grigoryevna, you sometimes see the ugliest styles." + +"Really?" asked the captain's wife eagerly, her eyes gleaming with +curiosity. The great moment of complete revelation seemed to have +arrived. + +"Perfectly hideous, I tell you. Just imagine, you know how nice the +plain skirts were. Then why change them? But no, to be in style now, +the skirts have to be draped. Why? It is just a sign of complete lack +of imagination. And in Lyons they got out a new kind of silk--but that +is still a French secret." + +"Why a secret? The silk is certainly being worn already?" + +"Yes, one does see it being worn already, but when it was first +manufactured, the greatest secret was made of it. They were afraid the +Germans would imitate. You understand?" + +"Oh, but what is the latest style?" + +"I really can't explain it to you. All I know is, it is something +awful." + +"She can't explain! That means she doesn't want to explain. Oh, the +cunning one. What a sly look she has in her eyes." So thought the +captain's wife. From the very beginning of the conversation, the two +warm friends, it need scarcely be said, were mutually distrustful. +Each had the conviction that everything the other said was to be taken +in the very opposite sense. They were of about the same age, Mrs. +Shaldin possibly one or two years younger than Mrs. Zarubkin. Mrs. +Zarubkin was rather plump, and had heavy light hair. Her appearance +was blooming. Mrs. Shaldin was slim, though well proportioned. She was +a brunette with a pale complexion and large dark eyes. They were two +types of beauty very likely to divide the gentlemen of the regiment +into two camps of admirers. But women are never content with halves. +Mrs. Zarubkin wanted to see all the officers of the regiment at her +feet, and so did Mrs. Shaldin. It naturally led to great rivalry +between the two women, of which they were both conscious, though they +always had the friendliest smiles for each other. + +Mrs. Shaldin tried to give a different turn to the conversation. + +"Do you think the ball will be interesting this year?" + +"Why should it be interesting?" rejoined the captain's wife +scornfully. "Always the same people, the same old humdrum jog-trot." + +"I suppose the ladies have been besieging our poor Abramka?" + +"I really can't tell you. So far as I am concerned, I have scarcely +looked at what he made for me." + +"Hm, how's that? Didn't you order your dress from Moscow again?" + +"No, it really does not pay. I am sick of the bother of it all. Why +all that trouble? For whom? Our officers don't care a bit how one +dresses. They haven't the least taste." + +"Hm, there's something back of that," thought Mrs. Shaldin. + +The captain's wife continued with apparent indifference: + +"I can guess what a gorgeous dress you had made abroad. Certainly in +the latest fashion?" + +"I?" Mrs. Shaldin laughed innocently. "How could I get the time during +my cure to think of a dress? As a matter of fact, I completely forgot +the ball, thought of it at the last moment, and bought the first piece +of goods I laid my hands on." + +"Pink?" + +"Oh, no. How can you say pink!" + +"Light blue, then?" + +"You can't call it exactly light blue. It is a very undefined sort of +colour. I really wouldn't know what to call it." + +"But it certainly must have some sort of a shade?" + +"You may believe me or not if you choose, but really I don't know. +It's a very indefinite shade." + +"Is it Sura silk?" + +"No, I can't bear Sura. It doesn't keep the folds well." + +"I suppose it is crêpe de Chine?" + +"Heavens, no! Crêpe de Chine is much too expensive for me." + +"Then what can it be?" + +"Oh, wait a minute, what _is_ the name of that goods? You know there +are so many funny new names now. They don't make any sense." + +"Then show me your dress, dearest. Do please show me your dress." + +Mrs. Shaldin seemed to be highly embarrassed. + +"I am so sorry I can't. It is way down at the bottom of the trunk. +There is the trunk. You see yourself I couldn't unpack it now." + +The trunk, close to the wall, was covered with oil cloth and tied +tight with heavy cords. The captain's wife devoured it with her eyes. +She would have liked to see through and through it. She had nothing to +say in reply, because it certainly was impossible to ask her friend, +tired out from her recent journey, to begin to unpack right away and +take out all her things just to show her her new dress. Yet she could +not tear her eyes away from the trunk. There was a magic in it that +held her enthralled. Had she been alone she would have begun to unpack +it herself, nor even have asked the help of a servant to undo the +knots. Now there was nothing left for her but to turn her eyes +sorrowfully away from the fascinating object and take up another topic +of conversation to which she would be utterly indifferent. But she +couldn't think of anything else to talk about. Mrs. Shaldin must have +prepared herself beforehand. She must have suspected something. So now +Mrs. Zarubkin pinned her last hope to Abramka's inventiveness. She +glanced at the clock. + +"Dear me," she exclaimed, as if surprised at the lateness of the hour. +"I must be going. I don't want to disturb you any longer either, +dearest. You must be very tired. I hope you rest well." + +She shook hands with Mrs. Shaldin, kissed her and left. + + * * * * * + +Abramka Stiftik had just taken off his coat and was doing some ironing +in his shirt sleeves, when a peculiar figure appeared in his shop. It +was that of a stocky orderly in a well-worn uniform without buttons +and old galoshes instead of boots. His face was gloomy-looking and was +covered with a heavy growth of hair. Abramka knew this figure well. It +seemed always just to have been awakened from the deepest sleep. + +"Ah, Shuchok, what do you want?" + +"Mrs. Shaldin would like you to call upon her," said Shuchok. He +behaved as if he had come on a terribly serious mission. + +"Ah, that's so, your lady has come back. I heard about it. You see I +am very busy. Still you may tell her I am coming right away. I just +want to finish ironing Mrs. Konopotkin's dress." + +Abramka simply wanted to keep up appearances, as always when he was +sent for. But his joy at the summons to Mrs. Shaldin was so great that +to the astonishment of his helpers and Shuchok he left immediately. + +He found Mrs. Shaldin alone. She had not slept well the two nights +before and had risen late that morning. Her husband had left long +before for the Military Hospital. She was sitting beside her open +trunk taking her things out very carefully. + +"How do you do, Mrs. Shaldin? Welcome back to Chmyrsk. I congratulate +you on your happy arrival." + +"Oh, how do you do, Abramka?" said Mrs. Shaldin delightedly; "we +haven't seen each other for a long time, have we? I was rather +homesick for you." + +"Oh, Mrs. Shaldin, you must have had a very good time abroad. But what +do you need me for? You certainly brought a dress back with you?" + +"Abramka always comes in handy," said Mrs. Shaldin jestingly. "We +ladies of the regiment are quite helpless without Abramka. Take a +seat." + +Abramka seated himself. He felt much more at ease in Mrs. Shaldin's +home than in Mrs. Zarubkin's. Mrs. Shaldin did not order her clothes +from Moscow. She was a steady customer of his. In this room he had +many a time circled about the doctor's wife with a yard measure, pins, +chalk and scissors, had kneeled down beside her, raised himself to his +feet, bent over again and stood puzzling over some difficult problem +of dressmaking--how low to cut the dress out at the neck, how long to +make the train, how wide the hem, and so on. None of the ladies of the +regiment ordered as much from him as Mrs. Shaldin. Her grandmother +would send her material from Kiev or the doctor would go on a +professional trip to Chernigov and always bring some goods back with +him; or sometimes her aunt in Voronesh would make her a gift of some +silk. + +"Abramka is always ready to serve Mrs. Shaldin first," said the +tailor, though seized with a little pang, as if bitten by a guilty +conscience. + +"Are you sure you are telling the truth? Is Abramka always to be +depended upon? Eh, is he?" She looked at him searchingly from beneath +drooping lids. + +"What a question," rejoined Abramka. His face quivered slightly. His +feeling of discomfort was waxing. "Has Abramka ever--" + +"Oh, things can happen. But, all right, never mind. I brought a dress +along with me. I had to have it made in a great hurry, and there is +just a little more to be done on it. Now if I give you this dress to +finish, can I be sure that you positively won't tell another soul how +it is made?" + +"Mrs. Shaldin, oh, Mrs. Shaldin," said Abramka reproachfully. +Nevertheless, the expression of his face was not so reassuring as +usual. + +"You give me your word of honour?" + +"Certainly! My name isn't Abramka Stiftik if I--" + +"Well, all right, I will trust you. But be careful. You know of whom +you must be careful?" + +"Who is that, Mrs. Shaldin?" + +"Oh, you know very well whom I mean. No, you needn't put your hand on +your heart. She was here to see me yesterday and tried in every way +she could to find out how my dress is made. But she couldn't get it +out of me." Abramka sighed. Mrs. Shaldin seemed to suspect his +betrayal. "I am right, am I not? She has not had her dress made yet, +has she? She waited to see my dress, didn't she? And she told you to +copy the style, didn't she?" Mrs, Shaldin asked with honest naïveté. +"But I warn you, Abramka, if you give away the least little thing +about my dress, then all is over between you and me. Remember that." + +Abramka's hand went to his heart again, and the gesture carried the +same sense of conviction as of old. + +"Mrs. Shaldin, how can you speak like that?" + +"Wait a moment." + +Mrs. Shaldin left the room. About ten minutes passed during which +Abramka had plenty of time to reflect. How could he have given the +captain's wife a promise like that so lightly? What was the captain's +wife to him as compared with the doctor's wife? Mrs. Zarubkin had +never given him a really decent order--just a few things for the house +and some mending. Supposing he were now to perform this great service +for her, would that mean that he could depend upon her for the future? +Was any woman to be depended upon? She would wear this dress out and +go back to ordering her clothes from Moscow again. But _Mrs. Shaldin_, +she was very different. He could forgive her having brought this one +dress along from abroad. What woman in Russia would have refrained, +when abroad, from buying a new dress? Mrs. Shaldin would continue to +be his steady customer all the same. + +The door opened. Abramka rose involuntarily, and clasped his hands in +astonishment. + +"Well," he exclaimed rapturously, "that is a dress, that is--My, my!" +He was so stunned he could find nothing more to say. And how charming +Mrs. Shaldin looked in her wonderful gown! Her tall slim figure seemed +to have been made for it. What simple yet elegant lines. At first +glance you would think it was nothing more than an ordinary +house-gown, but only at first glance. If you looked at it again, you +could tell right away that it met all the requirements of a fancy +ball-gown. What struck Abramka most was that it had no waist line, +that it did not consist of bodice and skirt. That was strange. It was +just caught lightly together under the bosom, which it brought out in +relief. Draped over the whole was a sort of upper garment of exquisite +old-rose lace embroidered with large silk flowers, which fell from the +shoulders and broadened out in bold superb lines. The dress was cut +low and edged with a narrow strip of black down around the bosom, +around the bottom of the lace drapery, and around the hem of the +skirt. A wonderful fan of feathers to match the down edging gave the +finishing touch. + +"Well, how do you like it, Abramka!" asked Mrs. Shaldin with a +triumphant smile. + +"Glorious, glorious! I haven't the words at my command. What a dress! +No, I couldn't make a dress like that. And how beautifully it fits +you, as if you had been born in it, Mrs. Shaldin. What do you call the +style?" + +"Empire." + +"Ampeer?" he queried. "Is that a new style? Well, well, what people +don't think of. Tailors like us might just as well throw our needles +and scissors away." + +"Now, listen, Abramka, I wouldn't have shown it to you if there were +not this sewing to be done on it. You are the only one who will have +seen it before the ball. I am not even letting my husband look at it." + +"Oh, Mrs. Shaldin, you can rely upon me as upon a rock. But after the +ball may I copy it?" + +"Oh, yes, after the ball copy it as much as you please, but not now, +not for anything in the world." + +There were no doubts in Abramka's mind when he left the doctor's +house. He had arrived at his decision. That superb creation had +conquered him. It would be a piece of audacity on his part, he felt, +even to think of imitating such a gown. Why, it was not a gown. It was +a dream, a fantastic vision--without a bodice, without puffs or frills +or tawdry trimmings of any sort. Simplicity itself and yet so chic. + +Back in his shop he opened the package of fashion-plates that had just +arrived from Kiev. He turned the pages and stared in astonishment. +What was that? Could he trust his eyes? An Empire gown. There it was, +with the broad voluptuous drapery of lace hanging from the shoulders +and the edging of down. Almost exactly the same thing as Mrs. +Shaldin's. + +He glanced up and saw Semyonov outside the window. He had certainly +come to fetch him to the captain's wife, who must have ordered him to +watch the tailor's movements, and must have learned that he had just +been at Mrs. Shaldin's. Semyonov entered and told him his mistress +wanted to see him right away. + +Abramka slammed the fashion magazine shut as if afraid that Semyonov +might catch a glimpse of the new Empire fashion and give the secret +away. + +"I will come immediately," he said crossly. + +He picked up his fashion plates, put the yard measure in his pocket, +rammed his silk hat sorrowfully on his head and set off for the +captain's house. He found Mrs. Zarubkin pacing the room excitedly, +greeted her, but carefully avoided meeting her eyes. + +"Well, what did you find out?" + +"Nothing, Mrs. Zarubkin," said Abramka dejectedly. "Unfortunately I +couldn't find out a thing." + +"Idiot! I have no patience with you. Where are the fashion plates?" + +"Here, Mrs. Zarubkin." + +She turned the pages, looked at one picture after the other, and +suddenly her eyes shone and her cheeks reddened. + +"Oh, Empire! The very thing. Empire is the very latest. Make this one +for me," she cried commandingly. + +Abramka turned pale. + +"Ampeer, Mrs. Zarubkin? I can't make that Ampeer dress for you," he +murmured. + +"Why not?" asked the captain's wife, giving him a searching look. + +"Because--because--I can't." + +"Oh--h--h, you can't? You know why you can't. Because that is the +style of Mrs. Shaldin's dress. So that is the reliability you boast so +about? Great!" + +"Mrs. Zarubkin, I will make any other dress you choose, but it is +absolutely impossible for me to make this one." + +"I don't need your fashion plates, do you hear me? Get out of here, +and don't ever show your face again." + +"Mrs. Zarubkin, I--" + +"Get out of here," repeated the captain's wife, quite beside herself. + +The poor tailor stuck his yard measure, which he had already taken +out, back into his pocket and left. + +Half an hour later the captain's wife was entering a train for Kiev, +carrying a large package which contained material for a dress. The +captain had accompanied her to the station with a pucker in his +forehead. That was five days before the ball. + + * * * * * + +At the ball two expensive Empire gowns stood out conspicuously from +among the more or less elegant gowns which had been finished in the +shop of Abramka Stiftik, Ladies' Tailor. The one gown adorned Mrs. +Shaldin's figure, the other the figure of the captain's wife. + +Mrs. Zarubkin had bought her gown ready made at Kiev, and had returned +only two hours before the beginning of the ball. She had scarcely had +time to dress. Perhaps it would have been better had she not appeared +at this one of the annual balls, had she not taken that fateful trip +to Kiev. For in comparison with the make and style of Mrs. Shaldin's +dress, which had been brought abroad, hers was like the botched +imitation of an amateur. + +That was evident to everybody, though the captain's wife had her +little group of partisans, who maintained with exaggerated eagerness +that she looked extraordinarily fascinating in her dress and Mrs. +Shaldin still could not rival her. But there was no mistaking it, +there was little justice in this contention. Everybody knew better; +what was worst of all, Mrs. Zarubkin herself knew better. Mrs. +Shaldin's triumph was complete. + +The two ladies gave each other the same friendly smiles as always, but +one of them was experiencing the fine disdain and the derision of the +conqueror, while the other was burning inside with the furious +resentment of a dethroned goddess--goddess of the annual ball. + +From that time on Abramka cautiously avoided passing the captain's +house. + + + + +THE SERVANT + + + +BY S.T. SEMYONOV + + + +I + + +Gerasim returned to Moscow just at a time when it was hardest to find +work, a short while before Christmas, when a man sticks even to a poor +job in the expectation of a present. For three weeks the peasant lad +had been going about in vain seeking a position. + +He stayed with relatives and friends from his village, and although he +had not yet suffered great want, it disheartened him that he, a strong +young man, should go without work. + +Gerasim had lived in Moscow from early boyhood. When still a mere +child, he had gone to work in a brewery as bottle-washer, and later as +a lower servant in a house. In the last two years he had been in a +merchant's employ, and would still have held that position, had he not +been summoned back to his village for military duty. However, he had +not been drafted. It seemed dull to him in the village, he was not +used to the country life, so he decided he would rather count the +stones in Moscow than stay there. + +Every minute it was getting to be more and more irksome for him to be +tramping the streets in idleness. Not a stone did he leave unturned in +his efforts to secure any sort of work. He plagued all of his +acquaintances, he even held up people on the street and asked them if +they knew of a situation--all in vain. + +Finally Gerasim could no longer bear being a burden on his people. +Some of them were annoyed by his coming to them; and others had +suffered unpleasantness from their masters on his account. He was +altogether at a loss what to do. Sometimes he would go a whole day +without eating. + + + +II + + +One day Gerasim betook himself to a friend from his village, who lived +at the extreme outer edge of Moscow, near Sokolnik. The man was +coachman to a merchant by the name of Sharov, in whose service he had +been for many years. He had ingratiated himself with his master, so +that Sharov trusted him absolutely and gave every sign of holding him +in high favour. It was the man's glib tongue, chiefly, that had gained +him his master's confidence. He told on all the servants, and Sharov +valued him for it. + +Gerasim approached and greeted him. The coachman gave his guest a +proper reception, served him with tea and something to eat, and asked +him how he was doing. + +"Very badly, Yegor Danilych," said Gerasim. "I've been without a job +for weeks." + +"Didn't you ask your old employer to take you back?" + +"I did." + +"He wouldn't take you again?" + +"The position was filled already." + +"That's it. That's the way you young fellows are. You serve your +employers so-so, and when you leave your jobs, you usually have +muddied up the way back to them. You ought to serve your masters so +that they will think a lot of you, and when you come again, they will +not refuse you, but rather dismiss the man who has taken your place." + +"How can a man do that? In these days there aren't any employers like +that, and we aren't exactly angels, either." + +"What's the use of wasting words? I just want to tell you about +myself. If for some reason or other I should ever have to leave this +place and go home, not only would Mr. Sharov, if I came back, take me +on again without a word, but he would be glad to, too." + +Gerasim sat there downcast. He saw his friend was boasting, and it +occurred to him to gratify him. + +"I know it," he said. "But it's hard to find men like you, Yegor +Danilych. If you were a poor worker, your master would not have kept +you twelve years." + +Yegor smiled. He liked the praise. + +"That's it," he said. "If you were to live and serve as I do, you +wouldn't be out of work for months and months." + +Gerasim made no reply. + +Yegor was summoned to his master. + +"Wait a moment," he said to Gerasim. "I'll be right back." + +"Very well." + + + +III + + +Yegor came back and reported that inside of half an hour he would have +to have the horses harnessed, ready to drive his master to town. He +lighted his pipe and took several turns in the room. Then he came to a +halt in front of Gerasim. + +"Listen, my boy," he said, "if you want, I'll ask my master to take +you as a servant here." + +"Does he need a man?" + +"We have one, but he's not much good. He's getting old, and it's very +hard for him to do the work. It's lucky for us that the neighbourhood +isn't a lively one and the police don't make a fuss about things being +kept just so, else the old man couldn't manage to keep the place clean +enough for them." + +"Oh, if you can, then please do say a word for me, Yegor Danilych. +I'll pray for you all my life. I can't stand being without work any +longer." + +"All right, I'll speak for you. Come again to-morrow, and in the +meantime take this ten-kopek piece. It may come in handy." + +"Thanks, Yegor Danilych. Then you _will_ try for me? Please do me the +favour." + +"All right. I'll try for you." + +Gerasim left, and Yegor harnessed up his horses. Then he put on his +coachman's habit, and drove up to the front door. Mr. Sharov stepped +out of the house, seated himself in the sleigh, and the horses +galloped off. He attended to his business in town and returned home. +Yegor, observing that his master was in a good humour, said to him: + +"Yegor Fiodorych, I have a favour to ask of you." + +"What is it?" + +"There's a young man from my village here, a good boy. He's without a +job." + +"Well?" + +"Wouldn't you take him?" + +"What do I want him for?" + +"Use him as man of all work round the place." + +"How about Polikarpych?" + +"What good is he? It's about time you dismissed him." + +"That wouldn't be fair. He has been with me so many years. I can't let +him go just so, without any cause." + +"Supposing he _has_ worked for you for years. He didn't work for +nothing. He got paid for it. He's certainly saved up a few dollars for +his old age." + +"Saved up! How could he? From what? He's not alone in the world. He +has a wife to support, and she has to eat and drink also." + +"His wife earns money, too, at day's work as charwoman." + +"A lot she could have made! Enough for _kvas_." + +"Why should you care about Polikarpych and his wife? To tell you the +truth, he's a very poor servant. Why should you throw your money away +on him? He never shovels the snow away on time, or does anything +right. And when it comes his turn to be night watchman, he slips away +at least ten times a night. It's too cold for him. You'll see, some +day, because of him, you will have trouble with the police. The +quarterly inspector will descend on us, and it won't be so agreeable +for you to be responsible for Polikarpych." + +"Still, it's pretty rough. He's been with me fifteen years. And to +treat him that way in his old age--it would be a sin." + +"A sin! Why, what harm would you be doing him? He won't starve. He'll +go to the almshouse. It will be better for him, too, to be quiet in +his old age." + +Sharov reflected. + +"All right," he said finally. "Bring your friend here. I'll see what I +can do." + +"Do take him, sir. I'm so sorry for him. He's a good boy, and he's +been without work for such a long time. I know he'll do his work well +and serve you faithfully. On account of having to report for military +duty, he lost his last position. If it hadn't been for that, his +master would never have let him go." + + + + +IV + + +The next evening Gerasim came again and asked: + +"Well, could you do anything for me?" + +"Something, I believe. First let's have some tea. Then we'll go see my +master." + +Even tea had no allurements for Gerasim. He was eager for a decision; +but under the compulsion of politeness to his host, he gulped down two +glasses of tea, and then they betook themselves to Sharov. + +Sharov asked Gerasim where he had lived before and what work he could +do. Then he told him he was prepared to engage him as man of all work, +and he should come back the next day ready to take the place. + +Gerasim was fairly stunned by the great stroke of fortune. So +overwhelming was his joy that his legs would scarcely carry him. He +went to the coachman's room, and Yegor said to him: + +"Well, my lad, see to it that you do your work right, so that I shan't +have to be ashamed of you. You know what masters are like. If you go +wrong once, they'll be at you forever after with their fault-finding, +and never give you peace." + +"Don't worry about that, Yegor Danilych." + +"Well--well." + +Gerasim took leave, crossing the yard to go out by the gate. +Polikarpych's rooms gave on the yard, and a broad beam of light from +the window fell across Gerasim's way. He was curious to get a glimpse +of his future home, but the panes were all frosted over, and it was +impossible to peep through. However, he could hear what the people +inside were saying. + +"What will we do now?" was said in a woman's voice. + +"I don't know, I don't know," a man, undoubtedly Polikarpych, replied. +"Go begging, I suppose." + +"That's all we can do. There's nothing else left," said the woman. +"Oh, we poor people, what a miserable life we lead. We work and work +from early morning till late at night, day after day, and when we get +old, then it's, 'Away with you!'" + +"What can we do? Our master is not one of us. It wouldn't be worth the +while to say much to him about it. He cares only for his own +advantage." + +"All the masters are so mean. They don't think of any one but +themselves. It doesn't occur to them that we work for them honestly +and faithfully for years, and use up our best strength in their +service. They're afraid to keep us a year longer, even though we've +got all the strength we need to do their work. If we weren't strong +enough, we'd go of our own accord." + +"The master's not so much to blame as his coachman. Yegor Danilych +wants to get a good position for his friend." + +"Yes, he's a serpent. He knows how to wag his tongue. You wait, you +foul-mouthed beast, I'll get even with you. I'll go straight to the +master and tell him how the fellow deceives him, how he steals the hay +and fodder. I'll put it down in writing, and he can convince himself +how the fellow lies about us all." + +"Don't, old woman. Don't sin." + +"Sin? Isn't what I said all true? I know to a dot what I'm saying, and +I mean to tell it straight out to the master. He should see with his +own eyes. Why not? What can we do now anyhow? Where shall we go? He's +ruined us, ruined us." + +The old woman burst out sobbing. + +Gerasim heard all that, and it stabbed him like a dagger. He realised +what misfortune he would be bringing the old people, and it made him +sick at heart. He stood there a long while, saddened, lost in thought, +then he turned and went back into the coachman's room. + +"Ah, you forgot something?" + +"No, Yegor Danilych." Gerasim stammered out, "I've come--listen--I +want to thank you ever and ever so much--for the way you received +me--and--and all the trouble you took for me--but--I can't take the +place." + +"What! What does that mean?" + +"Nothing. I don't want the place. I will look for another one for +myself." + +Yegor flew into a rage. + +"Did you mean to make a fool of me, did you, you idiot? You come here +so meek--'Try for me, do try for me'--and then you refuse to take the +place. You rascal, you have disgraced me!" + +Gerasim found nothing to say in reply. He reddened, and lowered his +eyes. Yegor turned his back scornfully and said nothing more. + +Then Gerasim quietly picked up his cap and left the coachman's room. +He crossed the yard rapidly, went out by the gate, and hurried off +down the street. He felt happy and lighthearted. + + + + +ONE AUTUMN NIGHT + + + +BY MAXIM GORKY + + +Once in the autumn I happened to be in a very unpleasant and +inconvenient position. In the town where I had just arrived and where +I knew not a soul, I found myself without a farthing in my pocket and +without a night's lodging. + +Having sold during the first few days every part of my costume without +which it was still possible to go about, I passed from the town into +the quarter called "Yste," where were the steamship wharves--a quarter +which during the navigation season fermented with boisterous, +laborious life, but now was silent and deserted, for we were in the +last days of October. + +Dragging my feet along the moist sand, and obstinately scrutinising it +with the desire to discover in it any sort of fragment of food, I +wandered alone among the deserted buildings and warehouses, and +thought how good it would be to get a full meal. + +In our present state of culture hunger of the mind is more quickly +satisfied than hunger of the body. You wander about the streets, you +are surrounded by buildings not bad-looking from the outside and--you +may safely say it--not so badly furnished inside, and the sight of +them may excite within you stimulating ideas about architecture, +hygiene, and many other wise and high-flying subjects. You may meet +warmly and neatly dressed folks--all very polite, and turning away +from you tactfully, not wishing offensively to notice the lamentable +fact of your existence. Well, well, the mind of a hungry man is always +better nourished and healthier than the mind of the well-fed man; and +there you have a situation from which you may draw a very ingenious +conclusion in favour of the ill fed. + +The evening was approaching, the rain was falling, and the wind blew +violently from the north. It whistled in the empty booths and shops, +blew into the plastered window-panes of the taverns, and whipped into +foam the wavelets of the river which splashed noisily on the sandy +shore, casting high their white crests, racing one after another into +the dim distance, and leaping impetuously over one another's +shoulders. It seemed as if the river felt the proximity of winter, and +was running at random away from the fetters of ice which the north +wind might well have flung upon her that very night. The sky was heavy +and dark; down from it swept incessantly scarcely visible drops of +rain, and the melancholy elegy in nature all around me was emphasised +by a couple of battered and misshapen willow-trees and a boat, bottom +upwards, that was fastened to their roots. + +The overturned canoe with its battered keel and the miserable old +trees rifled by the cold wind--everything around me was bankrupt, +barren, and dead, and the sky flowed with undryable tears... +Everything around was waste and gloomy ... it seemed as if everything +were dead, leaving me alone among the living, and for me also a cold +death waited. + +I was then eighteen years old--a good time! + +I walked and walked along the cold wet sand, making my chattering +teeth warble in honour of cold and hunger, when suddenly, as I was +carefully searching for something to eat behind one of the empty +crates, I perceived behind it, crouching on the ground, a figure in +woman's clothes dank with the rain and clinging fast to her stooping +shoulders. Standing over her, I watched to see what she was doing. It +appeared that she was digging a trench in the sand with her +hands--digging away under one of the crates. + +"Why are you doing that?" I asked, crouching down on my heels quite +close to her. + +She gave a little scream and was quickly on her legs again. Now that +she stood there staring at me, with her wide-open grey eyes full of +terror, I perceived that it was a girl of my own age, with a very +pleasant face embellished unfortunately by three large blue marks. +This spoilt her, although these blue marks had been distributed with a +remarkable sense of proportion, one at a time, and all were of equal +size--two under the eyes, and one a little bigger on the forehead just +over the bridge of the nose. This symmetry was evidently the work of +an artist well inured to the business of spoiling the human +physiognomy. + +The girl looked at me, and the terror in her eyes gradually died +out... She shook the sand from her hands, adjusted her cotton +head-gear, cowered down, and said: + +"I suppose you too want something to eat? Dig away then! My hands are +tired. Over there"--she nodded her head in the direction of a +booth--"there is bread for certain ... and sausages too... That booth +is still carrying on business." + +I began to dig. She, after waiting a little and looking at me, sat +down beside me and began to help me. + +We worked in silence. I cannot say now whether I thought at that +moment of the criminal code, of morality, of proprietorship, and all +the other things about which, in the opinion of many experienced +persons, one ought to think every moment of one's life. Wishing to +keep as close to the truth as possible, I must confess that apparently +I was so deeply engaged in digging under the crate that I completely +forgot about everything else except this one thing: What could be +inside that crate? + +The evening drew on. The grey, mouldy, cold fog grew thicker and +thicker around us. The waves roared with a hollower sound than before, +and the rain pattered down on the boards of that crate more loudly and +more frequently. Somewhere or other the night-watchman began springing +his rattle. + +"Has it got a bottom or not?" softly inquired my assistant. I did not +understand what she was talking about, and I kept silence. + +"I say, has the crate got a bottom? If it has we shall try in vain to +break into it. Here we are digging a trench, and we may, after all, +come upon nothing but solid boards. How shall we take them off? Better +smash the lock; it is a wretched lock." + +Good ideas rarely visit the heads of women, but, as you see, they do +visit them sometimes. I have always valued good ideas, and have always +tried to utilise them as far as possible. + +Having found the lock, I tugged at it and wrenched off the whole +thing. My accomplice immediately stooped down and wriggled like a +serpent into the gaping-open, four cornered cover of the crate whence +she called to me approvingly, in a low tone: + +"You're a brick!" + +Nowadays a little crumb of praise from a woman is dearer to me than a +whole dithyramb from a man, even though he be more eloquent than all +the ancient and modern orators put together. Then, however, I was less +amiably disposed than I am now, and, paying no attention to the +compliment of my comrade, I asked her curtly and anxiously: + +"Is there anything?" + +In a monotonous tone she set about calculating our discoveries. + +"A basketful of bottles--thick furs--a sunshade--an iron pail." + +All this was uneatable. I felt that my hopes had vanished... But +suddenly she exclaimed vivaciously: + +"Aha! here it is!" + +"What?" + +"Bread ... a loaf ... it's only wet ... take it!" + +A loaf flew to my feet and after it herself, my valiant comrade. I had +already bitten off a morsel, stuffed it in my mouth, and was chewing +it... + +"Come, give me some too!... And we mustn't stay here... Where shall we +go?" she looked inquiringly about on all sides... It was dark, wet, +and boisterous. + +"Look! there's an upset canoe yonder ... let us go there." + +"Let us go then!" And off we set, demolishing our booty as we went, +and filling our mouths with large portions of it... The rain grew more +violent, the river roared; from somewhere or other resounded a +prolonged mocking whistle--just as if Someone great who feared nobody +was whistling down all earthly institutions and along with them this +horrid autumnal wind and us its heroes. This whistling made my heart +throb painfully, in spite of which I greedily went on eating, and in +this respect the girl, walking on my left hand, kept even pace with +me. + +"What do they call you?" I asked her--why I know not. + +"Natasha," she answered shortly, munching loudly. + +I stared at her. My heart ached within me; and then I stared into the +mist before me, and it seemed to me as if the inimical countenance of +my Destiny was smiling at me enigmatically and coldly. + + * * * * * + +The rain scourged the timbers of the skiff incessantly, and its soft +patter induced melancholy thoughts, and the wind whistled as it flew +down into the boat's battered bottom through a rift, where some loose +splinters of wood were rattling together--a disquieting and depressing +sound. The waves of the river were splashing on the shore, and sounded +so monotonous and hopeless, just as if they were telling something +unbearably dull and heavy, which was boring them into utter disgust, +something from which they wanted to run away and yet were obliged to +talk about all the same. The sound of the rain blended with their +splashing, and a long-drawn sigh seemed to be floating above the +overturned skiff--the endless, labouring sigh of the earth, injured +and exhausted by the eternal changes from the bright and warm summer +to the cold misty and damp autumn. The wind blew continually over the +desolate shore and the foaming river--blew and sang its melancholy +songs... + +Our position beneath the shelter of the skiff was utterly devoid of +comfort; it was narrow and damp, tiny cold drops of rain dribbled +through the damaged bottom; gusts of wind penetrated it. We sat in +silence and shivered with cold. I remembered that I wanted to go to +sleep. Natasha leaned her back against the hull of the boat and curled +herself up into a tiny ball. Embracing her knees with her hands, and +resting her chin upon them, she stared doggedly at the river with +wide-open eyes; on the pale patch of her face they seemed immense, +because of the blue marks below them. She never moved, and this +immobility and silence--I felt it--gradually produced within me a +terror of my neighbour. I wanted to talk to her, but I knew not how to +begin. + +It was she herself who spoke. + +"What a cursed thing life is!" she exclaimed plainly, abstractedly, +and in a tone of deep conviction. + +But this was no complaint. In these words there was too much of +indifference for a complaint. This simple soul thought according to +her understanding--thought and proceeded to form a certain conclusion +which she expressed aloud, and which I could not confute for fear of +contradicting myself. Therefore I was silent, and she, as if she had +not noticed me, continued to sit there immovable. + +"Even if we croaked ... what then...?" Natasha began again, this time +quietly and reflectively, and still there was not one note of +complaint in her words. It was plain that this person, in the course +of her reflections on life, was regarding her own case, and had +arrived at the conviction that in order to preserve herself from the +mockeries of life, she was not in a position to do anything else but +simply "croak"--to use her own expression. + +The clearness of this line of thought was inexpressibly sad and +painful to me, and I felt that if I kept silence any longer I was +really bound to weep... And it would have been shameful to have done +this before a woman, especially as she was not weeping herself. I +resolved to speak to her. + +"Who was it that knocked you about?" I asked. For the moment I could +not think of anything more sensible or more delicate. + +"Pashka did it all," she answered in a dull and level tone. + +"And who is he?" + +"My lover... He was a baker." + +"Did he beat you often?" + +"Whenever he was drunk he beat me... Often!" + +And suddenly, turning towards me, she began to talk about herself, +Pashka, and their mutual relations. He was a baker with red moustaches +and played very well on the banjo. He came to see her and greatly +pleased her, for he was a merry chap and wore nice clean clothes. He +had a vest which cost fifteen rubles and boots with dress tops. For +these reasons she had fallen in love with him, and he became her +"creditor." And when he became her creditor he made it his business to +take away from her the money which her other friends gave to her for +bonbons, and, getting drunk on this money, he would fall to beating +her; but that would have been nothing if he hadn't also begun to "run +after" other girls before her very eyes. + +"Now, wasn't that an insult? I am not worse than the others. Of course +that meant that he was laughing at me, the blackguard. The day before +yesterday I asked leave of my mistress to go out for a bit, went to +him, and there I found Dimka sitting beside him drunk. And he, too, +was half seas over. I said, 'You scoundrel, you!' And he gave me a +thorough hiding. He kicked me and dragged me by the hair. But that was +nothing to what came after. He spoiled everything I had on--left me +just as I am now! How could I appear before my mistress? He spoiled +everything ... my dress and my jacket too--it was quite a new one; I +gave a fiver for it ... and tore my kerchief from my head... Oh, Lord! +What will become of me now?" she suddenly whined in a lamentable +overstrained voice. + +The wind howled, and became ever colder and more boisterous... Again +my teeth began to dance up and down, and she, huddled up to avoid the +cold, pressed as closely to me as she could, so that I could see the +gleam of her eyes through the darkness. + +"What wretches all you men are! I'd burn you all in an oven; I'd cut +you in pieces. If any one of you was dying I'd spit in his mouth, and +not pity him a bit. Mean skunks! You wheedle and wheedle, you wag your +tails like cringing dogs, and we fools give ourselves up to you, and +it's all up with us! Immediately you trample us underfoot... Miserable +loafers" + +She cursed us up and down, but there was no vigour, no malice, no +hatred of these "miserable loafers" in her cursing that I could hear. +The tone of her language by no means corresponded with its +subject-matter, for it was calm enough, and the gamut of her voice was +terribly poor. + +Yet all this made a stronger impression on me than the most eloquent +and convincing pessimistic books and speeches, of which I had read a +good many and which I still read to this day. And this, you see, was +because the agony of a dying person is much more natural and violent +than the most minute and picturesque descriptions of death. + +I felt really wretched--more from cold than from the words of my +neighbour. I groaned softly and ground my teeth. + +Almost at the same moment I felt two little arms about me--one of them +touched my neck and the other lay upon my face--and at the same time +an anxious, gentle, friendly voice uttered the question: + +"What ails you?" + +I was ready to believe that some one else was asking me this and not +Natasha, who had just declared that all men were scoundrels, and +expressed a wish for their destruction. But she it was, and now she +began speaking quickly, hurriedly. + +"What ails you, eh? Are you cold? Are you frozen? Ah, what a one you +are, sitting there so silent like a little owl! Why, you should have +told me long ago that you were cold. Come ... lie on the ground ... +stretch yourself out and I will lie ... there! How's that? Now put +your arms round me?... tighter! How's that? You shall be warm very +soon now... And then we'll lie back to back... The night will pass so +quickly, see if it won't. I say ... have you too been drinking?... +Turned out of your place, eh?... It doesn't matter." + +And she comforted me... She encouraged me. + +May I be thrice accursed! What a world of irony was in this single +fact for me! Just imagine! Here was I, seriously occupied at this very +time with the destiny of humanity, thinking of the re-organisation of +the social system, of political revolutions, reading all sorts of +devilishly-wise books whose abysmal profundity was certainly +unfathomable by their very authors--at this very time, I say, I was +trying with all my might to make of myself "a potent active social +force." It even seemed to me that I had partially accomplished my +object; anyhow, at this time, in my ideas about myself, I had got so +far as to recognise that I had an exclusive right to exist, that I had +the necessary greatness to deserve to live my life, and that I was +fully competent to play a great historical part therein. And a woman +was now warming me with her body, a wretched, battered, hunted +creature, who had no place and no value in life, and whom I had never +thought of helping till she helped me herself, and whom I really would +not have known how to help in any way even if the thought of it had +occurred to me. + +Ah! I was ready to think that all this was happening to me in a +dream--in a disagreeable, an oppressive dream. + +But, ugh! it was impossible for me to think that, for cold drops of +rain were dripping down upon me, the woman was pressing close to me, +her warm breath was fanning my face, and--despite a slight odor of +vodka--it did me good. The wind howled and raged, the rain smote upon +the skiff, the waves splashed, and both of us, embracing each other +convulsively, nevertheless shivered with cold. All this was only too +real, and I am certain that nobody ever dreamed such an oppressive and +horrid dream as that reality. + +But Natasha was talking all the time of something or other, talking +kindly and sympathetically, as only women can talk. Beneath the +influence of her voice and kindly words a little fire began to burn up +within me, and something inside my heart thawed in consequence. + +Then tears poured from my eyes like a hailstorm, washing away from my +heart much that was evil, much that was stupid, much sorrow and dirt +which had fastened upon it before that night. Natasha comforted me. + +"Come, come, that will do, little one! Don't take on! That'll do! God +will give you another chance ... you will right yourself and stand in +your proper place again ... and it will be all right..." + +And she kept kissing me ... many kisses did she give me ... burning +kisses ... and all for nothing... + +Those were the first kisses from a woman that had ever been bestowed +upon me, and they were the best kisses too, for all the subsequent +kisses cost me frightfully dear, and really gave me nothing at all in +exchange. + +"Come, don't take on so, funny one! I'll manage for you to-morrow if +you cannot find a place." Her quiet persuasive whispering sounded in +my ears as if it came through a dream... + +There we lay till dawn... + +And when the dawn came, we crept from behind the skiff and went into +the town... Then we took friendly leave of each other and never met +again, although for half a year I searched in every hole and corner +for that kind Natasha, with whom I spent the autumn night just +described. + +If she be already dead--and well for her if it were so--may she rest +in peace! And if she be alive ... still I say "Peace to her soul!" And +may the consciousness of her fall never enter her soul ... for that +would be a superfluous and fruitless suffering if life is to be +lived... + + + + +HER LOVER + + + +BY MAXIM GORKY + + +An acquaintance of mine once told me the following story. + +When I was a student at Moscow I happened to live alongside one of +those ladies whose repute is questionable. She was a Pole, and they +called her Teresa. She was a tallish, powerfully-built brunette, with +black, bushy eyebrows and a large coarse face as if carved out by a +hatchet--the bestial gleam of her dark eyes, her thick bass voice, her +cabman-like gait and her immense muscular vigour, worthy of a +fishwife, inspired me with horror. I lived on the top flight and her +garret was opposite to mine. I never left my door open when I knew her +to be at home. But this, after all, was a very rare occurrence. +Sometimes I chanced to meet her on the staircase or in the yard, and +she would smile upon me with a smile which seemed to me to be sly and +cynical. Occasionally, I saw her drunk, with bleary eyes, tousled +hair, and a particularly hideous grin. On such occasions she would +speak to me. + +"How d'ye do, Mr. Student!" and her stupid laugh would still further +intensify my loathing of her. I should have liked to have changed my +quarters in order to have avoided such encounters and greetings; but +my little chamber was a nice one, and there was such a wide view from +the window, and it was always so quiet in the street below--so I +endured. + +And one morning I was sprawling on my couch, trying to find some sort +of excuse for not attending my class, when the door opened, and the +bass voice of Teresa the loathsome resounded from my threshold: + +"Good health to you, Mr. Student!" + +"What do you want?" I said. I saw that her face was confused and +supplicatory... It was a very unusual sort of face for her. + +"Sir! I want to beg a favour of you. Will you grant it me?" + +I lay there silent, and thought to myself: + +"Gracious!... Courage, my boy!" + +"I want to send a letter home, that's what it is," she said; her voice +was beseeching, soft, timid. + +"Deuce take you!" I thought; but up I jumped, sat down at my table, +took a sheet of paper, and said: + +"Come here, sit down, and dictate!" + +She came, sat down very gingerly on a chair, and looked at me with a +guilty look. + +"Well, to whom do you want to write?" + +"To Boleslav Kashput, at the town of Svieptziana, on the Warsaw +Road..." + +"Well, fire away!" + +"My dear Boles ... my darling ... my faithful lover. May the Mother of +God protect thee! Thou heart of gold, why hast thou not written for +such a long time to thy sorrowing little dove, Teresa?" + +I very nearly burst out laughing. "A sorrowing little dove!" more than +five feet high, with fists a stone and more in weight, and as black a +face as if the little dove had lived all its life in a chimney, and +had never once washed itself! Restraining myself somehow, I asked: + +"Who is this Bolest?" + +"Boles, Mr. Student," she said, as if offended with me for blundering +over the name, "he is Boles--my young man." + +"Young man!" + +"Why are you so surprised, sir? Cannot I, a girl, have a young man?" + +She? A girl? Well! + +"Oh, why not?" I said. "All things are possible. And has he been your +young man long?" + +"Six years." + +"Oh, ho!" I thought. "Well, let us write your letter..." + +And I tell you plainly that I would willingly have changed places with +this Boles if his fair correspondent had been not Teresa but something +less than she. + +"I thank you most heartily, sir, for your kind services," said Teresa +to me, with a curtsey. "Perhaps _I_ can show _you_ some service, eh?" + +"No, I most humbly thank you all the same." + +"Perhaps, sir, your shirts or your trousers may want a little +mending?" + +I felt that this mastodon in petticoats had made me grow quite red +with shame, and I told her pretty sharply that I had no need whatever +of her services. + +She departed. + +A week or two passed away. It was evening. I was sitting at my window +whistling and thinking of some expedient for enabling me to get away +from myself. I was bored; the weather was dirty. I didn't want to go +out, and out of sheer ennui I began a course of self-analysis and +reflection. This also was dull enough work, but I didn't care about +doing anything else. Then the door opened. Heaven be praised! Some one +came in. + +"Oh, Mr. Student, you have no pressing business, I hope?" + +It was Teresa. Humph! + +"No. What is it?" + +"I was going to ask you, sir, to write me another letter." + +"Very well! To Boles, eh?" + +"No, this time it is from him." + +"Wha-at?" + +"Stupid that I am! It is not for me, Mr. Student, I beg your pardon. +It is for a friend of mine, that is to say, not a friend but an +acquaintance--a man acquaintance. He has a sweetheart just like me +here, Teresa. That's how it is. Will you, sir, write a letter to this +Teresa?" + +I looked at her--her face was troubled, her fingers were trembling. I +was a bit fogged at first--and then I guessed how it was. + +"Look here, my lady," I said, "there are no Boleses or Teresas at all, +and you've been telling me a pack of lies. Don't you come sneaking +about me any longer. I have no wish whatever to cultivate your +acquaintance. Do you understand?" + +And suddenly she grew strangely terrified and distraught; she began to +shift from foot to foot without moving from the place, and spluttered +comically, as if she wanted to say something and couldn't. I waited to +see what would come of all this, and I saw and felt that, apparently, +I had made a great mistake in suspecting her of wishing to draw me +from the path of righteousness. It was evidently something very +different. + +"Mr. Student!" she began, and suddenly, waving her hand, she turned +abruptly towards the door and went out. I remained with a very +unpleasant feeling in my mind. I listened. Her door was flung +violently to--plainly the poor wench was very angry... I thought it +over, and resolved to go to her, and, inviting her to come in here, +write everything she wanted. + +I entered her apartment. I looked round. She was sitting at the table, +leaning on her elbows, with her head in her hands. + +"Listen to me," I said. + +Now, whenever I come to this point in my story, I always feel horribly +awkward and idiotic. Well, well! + +"Listen to me," I said. + +She leaped from her seat, came towards me with flashing eyes, and +laying her hands on my shoulders, began to whisper, or rather to hum +in her peculiar bass voice: + +"Look you, now! It's like this. There's no Boles at all, and there's +no Teresa either. But what's that to you? Is it a hard thing for you +to draw your pen over paper? Eh? Ah, and _you_, too! Still such a +little fair-haired boy! There's nobody at all, neither Boles, nor +Teresa, only me. There you have it, and much good may it do you!" + +"Pardon me!" said I, altogether flabbergasted by such a reception, +"what is it all about? There's no Boles, you say?" + +"No. So it is." + +"And no Teresa either?" + +"And no Teresa. I'm Teresa." + +I didn't understand it at all. I fixed my eyes upon her, and tried to +make out which of us was taking leave of his or her senses. But she +went again to the table, searched about for something, came back to +me, and said in an offended tone: + +"If it was so hard for you to write to Boles, look, there's your +letter, take it! Others will write for me." + +I looked. In her hand was my letter to Boles. Phew! + +"Listen, Teresa! What is the meaning of all this? Why must you get +others to write for you when I have already written it, and you +haven't sent it?" + +"Sent it where?" + +"Why, to this--Boles." + +"There's no such person." + +I absolutely did not understand it. There was nothing for me but to +spit and go. Then she explained. + +"What is it?" she said, still offended. "There's no such person, I +tell you," and she extended her arms as if she herself did not +understand why there should be no such person. "But I wanted him to +be... Am I then not a human creature like the rest of them? Yes, yes, +I know, I know, of course... Yet no harm was done to any one by my +writing to him that I can see..." + +"Pardon me--to whom?" + +"To Boles, of course." + +"But he doesn't exist." + +"Alas! alas! But what if he doesn't? He doesn't exist, but he _might!_ +I write to him, and it looks as if he did exist. And Teresa--that's +me, and he replies to me, and then I write to him again..." + +I understood at last. And I felt so sick, so miserable, so ashamed, +somehow. Alongside of me, not three yards away, lived a human creature +who had nobody in the world to treat her kindly, affectionately, and +this human being had invented a friend for herself! + +"Look, now! you wrote me a letter to Boles, and I gave it to some one +else to read it to me; and when they read it to me I listened and +fancied that Boles was there. And I asked you to write me a letter +from Boles to Teresa--that is to me. When they write such a letter for +me, and read it to me, I feel quite sure that Boles is there. And life +grows easier for me in consequence." + +"Deuce take you for a blockhead!" said I to myself when I heard this. + +And from thenceforth, regularly, twice a week, I wrote a letter to +Boles, and an answer from Boles to Teresa. I wrote those answers +well... She, of course, listened to them, and wept like anything, +roared, I should say, with her bass voice. And in return for my thus +moving her to tears by real letters from the imaginary Boles, she +began to mend the holes I had in my socks, shirts, and other articles +of clothing. Subsequently, about three months after this history +began, they put her in prison for something or other. No doubt by this +time she is dead. + +My acquaintance shook the ash from his cigarette, looked pensively up +at the sky, and thus concluded: + +Well, well, the more a human creature has tasted of bitter things the +more it hungers after the sweet things of life. And we, wrapped round +in the rags of our virtues, and regarding others through the mist of +our self-sufficiency, and persuaded of our universal impeccability, do +not understand this. + +And the whole thing turns out pretty stupidly--and very cruelly. The +fallen classes, we say. And who are the fallen classes, I should like +to know? They are, first of all, people with the same bones, flesh, +and blood and nerves as ourselves. We have been told this day after +day for ages. And we actually listen--and the devil only knows how +hideous the whole thing is. Or are we completely depraved by the loud +sermonising of humanism? In reality, we also are fallen folks, and, so +far as I can see, very deeply fallen into the abyss of +self-sufficiency and the conviction of our own superiority. But enough +of this. It is all as old as the hills--so old that it is a shame to +speak of it. Very old indeed--yes, that's what it is! + + + + +LAZARUS + + + +BY LEONID ANDREYEV + + + +I + + +When Lazarus rose from the grave, after three days and nights in the +mysterious thraldom of death, and returned alive to his home, it was a +long time before any one noticed the evil peculiarities in him that +were later to make his very name terrible. His friends and relatives +were jubilant that he had come back to life. They surrounded him with +tenderness, they were lavish of their eager attentions, spending the +greatest care upon his food and drink and the new garments they made +for him. They clad him gorgeously in the glowing colours of hope and +laughter, and when, arrayed like a bridegroom, he sat at table with +them again, ate again, and drank again, they wept fondly and summoned +the neighbours to look upon the man miraculously raised from the dead. + +The neighbours came and were moved with joy. Strangers arrived from +distant cities and villages to worship the miracle. They burst into +stormy exclamations, and buzzed around the house of Mary and Martha, +like so many bees. + +That which was new in Lazarus' face and gestures they explained +naturally, as the traces of his severe illness and the shock he had +passed through. It was evident that the disintegration of the body had +been halted by a miraculous power, but that the restoration had not +been complete; that death had left upon his face and body the effect +of an artist's unfinished sketch seen through a thin glass. On his +temples, under his eyes, and in the hollow of his cheek lay a thick, +earthy blue. His fingers were blue, too, and under his nails, which +had grown long in the grave, the blue had turned livid. Here and there +on his lips and body, the skin, blistered in the grave, had burst open +and left reddish glistening cracks, as if covered with a thin, glassy +slime. And he had grown exceedingly stout. His body was horribly +bloated and suggested the fetid, damp smell of putrefaction. But the +cadaverous, heavy odour that clung to his burial garments and, as it +seemed, to his very body, soon wore off, and after some time the blue +of his hands and face softened, and the reddish cracks of his skin +smoothed out, though they never disappeared completely. Such was the +aspect of Lazarus in his second life. It looked natural only to those +who had seen him buried. + +Not merely Lazarus' face, but his very character, it seemed, had +changed; though it astonished no one and did not attract the attention +it deserved. Before his death Lazarus had been cheerful and careless, +a lover of laughter and harmless jest. It was because of his good +humour, pleasant and equable, his freedom from meanness and gloom, +that he had been so beloved by the Master. Now he was grave and +silent; neither he himself jested nor did he laugh at the jests of +others; and the words he spoke occasionally were simple, ordinary and +necessary words--words as much devoid of sense and depth as are the +sounds with which an animal expresses pain and pleasure, thirst and +hunger. Such words a man may speak all his life and no one would ever +know the sorrows and joys that dwelt within him. + +Thus it was that Lazarus sat at the festive table among his friends +and relatives--his face the face of a corpse over which, for three +days, death had reigned in darkness, his garments gorgeous and +festive, glittering with gold, bloody-red and purple; his mien heavy +and silent. He was horribly changed and strange, but as yet +undiscovered. In high waves, now mild, now stormy, the festivities +went on around him. Warm glances of love caressed his face, still cold +with the touch of the grave; and a friend's warm hand patted his +bluish, heavy hand. And the music played joyous tunes mingled of the +sounds of the tympanum, the pipe, the zither and the dulcimer. It was +as if bees were humming, locusts buzzing and birds singing over the +happy home of Mary and Martha. + + + +II + + +Some one recklessly lifted the veil. By one breath of an uttered word +he destroyed the serene charm, and uncovered the truth in its ugly +nakedness. No thought was clearly defined in his mind, when his lips +smilingly asked: "Why do you not tell us, Lazarus, what was There?" +And all became silent, struck with the question. Only now it seemed to +have occurred to them that for three days Lazarus had been dead; and +they looked with curiosity, awaiting an answer. But Lazarus remained +silent. + +"You will not tell us?" wondered the inquirer. "Is it so terrible +There?" + +Again his thought lagged behind his words. Had it preceded them, he +would not have asked the question, for, at the very moment he uttered +it, his heart sank with a dread fear. All grew restless; they awaited +the words of Lazarus anxiously. But he was silent, cold and severe, +and his eyes were cast down. And now, as if for the first time, they +perceived the horrible bluishness of his face and the loathsome +corpulence of his body. On the table, as if forgotten by Lazarus, lay +his livid blue hand, and all eyes were riveted upon it, as though +expecting the desired answer from that hand. The musicians still +played; then silence fell upon them, too, and the gay sounds died +down, as scattered coals are extinguished by water. The pipe became +mute, and the ringing tympanum and the murmuring dulcimer; and as +though a chord were broken, as though song itself were dying, the +zither echoed a trembling broken sound. Then all was quiet. + +"You will not?" repeated the inquirer, unable to restrain his babbling +tongue. Silence reigned, and the livid blue hand lay motionless. It +moved slightly, and the company sighed with relief and raised their +eyes. Lazarus, risen from the dead, was looking straight at them, +embracing all with one glance, heavy and terrible. + +This was on the third day after Lazarus had arisen from the grave. +Since then many had felt that his gaze was the gaze of destruction, +but neither those who had been forever crushed by it, nor those who in +the prime of life (mysterious even as death) had found the will to +resist his glance, could ever explain the terror that lay immovable in +the depths of his black pupils. He looked quiet and simple. One felt +that he had no intention to hide anything, but also no intention to +tell anything. His look was cold, as of one who is entirely +indifferent to all that is alive. And many careless people who pressed +around him, and did not notice him, later learned with wonder and fear +the name of this stout, quiet man who brushed against them with his +sumptuous, gaudy garments. The sun did not stop shining when he +looked, neither did the fountain cease playing, and the Eastern sky +remained cloudless and blue as always; but the man who fell under his +inscrutable gaze could no longer feel the sun, nor hear the fountain, +nor recognise his native sky. Sometimes he would cry bitterly, +sometimes tear his hair in despair and madly call for help; but +generally it happened that the men thus stricken by the gaze of +Lazarus began to fade away listlessly and quietly and pass into a slow +death lasting many long years. They died in the presence of everybody, +colourless, haggard and gloomy, like trees withering on rocky ground. +Those who screamed in madness sometimes came back to life; but the +others, never. + +"So you will not tell us, Lazarus, what you saw There?" the inquirer +repeated for the third time. But now his voice was dull, and a dead, +grey weariness looked stupidly from out his eyes. The faces of all +present were also covered by the same dead grey weariness like a mist. +The guests stared at one another stupidly, not knowing why they had +come together or why they sat around this rich table. They stopped +talking, and vaguely felt it was time to leave; but they could not +overcome the lassitude that spread through their muscles. So they +continued to sit there, each one isolated, like little dim lights +scattered in the darkness of night. + +The musicians were paid to play, and they again took up the +instruments, and again played gay or mournful airs. But it was music +made to order, always the same tunes, and the guests listened +wonderingly. Why was this music necessary, they thought, why was it +necessary and what good did it do for people to pull at strings and +blow their cheeks into thin pipes, and produce varied and +strange-sounding noises? + +"How badly they play!" said some one. + +The musicians were insulted and left. Then the guests departed one by +one, for it was nearing night. And when the quiet darkness enveloped +them, and it became easier to breathe, the image of Lazarus suddenly +arose before each one in stern splendour. There he stood, with the +blue face of a corpse and the raiment of a bridegroom, sumptuous and +resplendent, in his eyes that cold stare in the depths of which lurked +_The Horrible!_ They stood still as if turned into stone. The darkness +surrounded them, and in the midst of this darkness flamed up the +horrible apparition, the supernatural vision, of the one who for three +days had lain under the measureless power of death. Three days he had +been dead. Thrice had the sun risen and set--and he had lain dead. The +children had played, the water had murmured as it streamed over the +rocks, the hot dust had clouded the highway--and he had been dead. And +now he was among men again--touched them--looked at them--_looked at +them!_ And through the black rings of his pupils, as through dark +glasses, the unfathomable _There_ gazed upon humanity. + + + +III + + +No one took care of Lazarus, and no friends or kindred remained with +him. Only the great desert, enfolding the Holy City, came close to the +threshold of his abode. It entered his home, and lay down on his couch +like a spouse, and put out all the fires. No one cared for Lazarus. +One after the other went away, even his sisters, Mary and Martha. For +a long while Martha did not want to leave him, for she knew not who +would nurse him or take care of him; and she cried and prayed. But one +night, when the wind was roaming about the desert, and the rustling +cypress trees were bending over the roof, she dressed herself quietly, +and quietly went away. Lazarus probably heard how the door was +slammed--it had not shut properly and the wind kept knocking it +continually against the post--but he did not rise, did not go out, did +not try to find out the reason. And the whole night until the morning +the cypress trees hissed over his head, and the door swung to and fro, +allowing the cold, greedily prowling desert to enter his dwelling. +Everybody shunned him as though he were a leper. They wanted to put a +bell on his neck to avoid meeting him. But some one, turning pale, +remarked it would be terrible if at night, under the windows, one +should happen to hear Lazarus' bell, and all grew pale and assented. + +Since he did nothing for himself, he would probably have starved had +not his neighbours, in trepidation, saved some food for him. Children +brought it to him. They did not fear him, neither did they laugh at +him in the innocent cruelty in which children often laugh at +unfortunates. They were indifferent to him, and Lazarus showed the +same indifference to them. He showed no desire to thank them for their +services; he did not try to pat the dark hands and look into the +simple shining little eyes. Abandoned to the ravages of time and the +desert, his house was falling to ruins, and his hungry, bleating goats +had long been scattered among his neighbours. His wedding garments had +grown old. He wore them without changing them, as he had donned them +on that happy day when the musicians played. He did not see the +difference between old and new, between torn and whole. The brilliant +colours were burnt and faded; the vicious dogs of the city and the +sharp thorns of the desert had rent the fine clothes to shreds. + +During the day, when the sun beat down mercilessly upon all living +things, and even the scorpions hid under the stones, convulsed with a +mad desire to sting, he sat motionless in the burning rays, lifting +high his blue face and shaggy wild beard. + +While yet the people were unafraid to speak to him, same one had asked +him: "Poor Lazarus! Do you find it pleasant to sit so, and look at the +sun?" And he answered: "Yes, it is pleasant." + +The thought suggested itself to people that the cold of the three days +in the grave had been so intense, its darkness so deep, that there was +not in all the earth enough heat or light to warm Lazarus and lighten +the gloom of his eyes; and inquirers turned away with a sigh. + +And when the setting sun, flat and purple-red, descended to earth, +Lazarus went into the desert and walked straight toward it, as though +intending to reach it. Always he walked directly toward the sun, and +those who tried to follow him and find out what he did at night in the +desert had indelibly imprinted upon their mind's vision the black +silhouette of a tall, stout man against the red background of an +immense disk. The horrors of the night drove them away, and so they +never found out what Lazarus did in the desert; but the image of the +black form against the red was burned forever into their brains. Like +an animal with a cinder in its eye which furiously rubs its muzzle +against its paws, they foolishly rubbed their eyes; but the impression +left by Lazarus was ineffaceable, forgotten only in death. + +There were people living far away who never saw Lazarus and only heard +of him. With an audacious curiosity which is stronger than fear and +feeds on fear, with a secret sneer in their hearts, some of them came +to him one day as he basked in the sun, and entered into conversation +with him. At that time his appearance had changed for the better and +was not so frightful. At first the visitors snapped their fingers and +thought disapprovingly of the foolish inhabitants of the Holy City. +But when the short talk came to an end and they went home, their +expression was such that the inhabitants of the Holy City at once knew +their errand and said: "Here go some more madmen at whom Lazarus has +looked." The speakers raised their hands in silent pity. + +Other visitors came, among them brave warriors in clinking armour, who +knew not fear, and happy youths who made merry with laughter and song. +Busy merchants, jingling their coins, ran in for awhile, and proud +attendants at the Temple placed their staffs at Lazarus' door. But no +one returned the same as he came. A frightful shadow fell upon their +souls, and gave a new appearance to the old familiar world. + +Those who felt any desire to speak, after they had been stricken by +the gaze of Lazarus, described the change that had come over them +somewhat like this: + +_All objects seen by the eye and palpable to the hand became empty, +light and transparent, as though they were light shadows in the +darkness; and this darkness enveloped the whole universe. It was +dispelled neither by the sun, nor by the moon, nor by the stars, but +embraced the earth like a mother, and clothed it in a boundless black +veil_. + +_Into all bodies it penetrated, even into iron and stone; and the +particles of the body lost their unity and became lonely. Even to the +heart of the particles it penetrated, and the particles of the +particles became lonely_. + +_The vast emptiness which surrounds the universe, was not filled with +things seen, with sun or moon or stars; it stretched boundless, +penetrating everywhere, disuniting everything, body from body, +particle from particle_. + +_In emptiness the trees spread their roots, themselves empty; in +emptiness rose phantom temples, palaces and houses--all empty; and in +the emptiness moved restless Man, himself empty and light, like a +shadow_. + +_There was no more a sense of time; the beginning of all things and +their end merged into one. In the very moment when a building was +being erected and one could hear the builders striking with their +hammers, one seemed already to see its ruins, and then emptiness where +the ruins were_. + +_A man was just born, and funeral candles were already lighted at his +head, and then were extinguished; and soon there was emptiness where +before had been the man and the candles._ + +_And surrounded by Darkness and Empty Waste, Man trembled hopelessly +before the dread of the Infinite_. + +So spoke those who had a desire to speak. But much more could probably +have been told by those who did not want to talk, and who died in +silence. + + + +IV + + +At that time there lived in Rome a celebrated sculptor by the name of +Aurelius. Out of clay, marble and bronze he created forms of gods and +men of such beauty that this beauty was proclaimed immortal. But he +himself was not satisfied, and said there was a supreme beauty that he +had never succeeded in expressing in marble or bronze. "I have not yet +gathered the radiance of the moon," he said; "I have not yet caught +the glare of the sun. There is no soul in my marble, there is no life +in my beautiful bronze." And when by moonlight he would slowly wander +along the roads, crossing the black shadows of the cypress-trees, his +white tunic flashing in the moonlight, those he met used to laugh +good-naturedly and say: "Is it moonlight that you are gathering, +Aurelius? Why did you not bring some baskets along?" + +And he, too, would laugh and point to his eyes and say: "Here are the +baskets in which I gather the light of the moon and the radiance of +the sun." + +And that was the truth. In his eyes shone moon and sun. But he could +not transmit the radiance to marble. Therein lay the greatest tragedy +of his life. He was a descendant of an ancient race of patricians, had +a good wife and children, and except in this one respect, lacked +nothing. + +When the dark rumour about Lazarus reached him, he consulted his wife +and friends and decided to make the long voyage to Judea, in order +that he might look upon the man miraculously raised from the dead. He +felt lonely in those days and hoped on the way to renew his jaded +energies. What they told him about Lazarus did not frighten him. He +had meditated much upon death. He did not like it, nor did he like +those who tried to harmonise it with life. On this side, beautiful +life; on the other, mysterious death, he reasoned, and no better lot +could befall a man than to live--to enjoy life and the beauty of +living. And he already had conceived a desire to convince Lazarus of +the truth of this view and to return his soul to life even as his body +had been returned. This task did not appear impossible, for the +reports about Lazarus, fearsome and strange as they were, did not tell +the whole truth about him, but only carried a vague warning against +something awful. + +Lazarus was getting up from a stone to follow in the path of the +setting sun, on the evening when the rich Roman, accompanied by an +armed slave, approached him, and in a ringing voice called to him: +"Lazarus!" + +Lazarus saw a proud and beautiful face, made radiant by fame, and +white garments and precious jewels shining in the sunlight. The ruddy +rays of the sun lent to the head and face a likeness to dimly shining +bronze--that was what Lazarus saw. He sank back to his seat +obediently, and wearily lowered his eyes. + +"It is true you are not beautiful, my poor Lazarus," said the Roman +quietly, playing with his gold chain. "You are even frightful, my poor +friend; and death was not lazy the day when you so carelessly fell +into its arms. But you are as fat as a barrel, and 'Fat people are not +bad,' as the great Cæsar said. I do not understand why people are so +afraid of you. You will permit me to stay with you over night? It is +already late, and I have no abode." + +Nobody had ever asked Lazarus to be allowed to pass the night with +him. + +"I have no bed," said he. + +"I am somewhat of a warrior and can sleep sitting," replied the Roman. +"We shall make a light." + +"I have no light." + +"Then we will converse in the darkness like two friends. I suppose you +have some wine?" + +"I have no wine." + +The Roman laughed. + +"Now I understand why you are so gloomy and why you do not like your +second life. No wine? Well, we shall do without. You know there are +words that go to one's head even as Falernian wine." + +With a motion of his head he dismissed the slave, and they were alone. +And again the sculptor spoke, but it seemed as though the sinking sun +had penetrated into his words. They faded, pale and empty, as if +trembling on weak feet, as if slipping and falling, drunk with the +wine of anguish and despair. And black chasms appeared between the two +men--like remote hints of vast emptiness and vast darkness. + +"Now I am your guest and you will not ill-treat me, Lazarus!" said the +Roman. "Hospitality is binding even upon those who have been three +days dead. Three days, I am told, you were in the grave. It must have +been cold there... and it is from there that you have brought this bad +habit of doing without light and wine. I like a light. It gets dark so +quickly here. Your eyebrows and forehead have an interesting line: +even as the ruins of castles covered with the ashes of an earthquake. +But why in such strange, ugly clothes? I have seen the bridegrooms of +your country, they wear clothes like that--such ridiculous +clothes--such awful garments... Are you a bridegroom?" + +Already the sun had disappeared. A gigantic black shadow was +approaching fast from the west, as if prodigious bare feet were +rustling over the sand. And the chill breezes stole up behind. + +"In the darkness you seem even bigger, Lazarus, as though you had +grown stouter in these few minutes. Do you feed on darkness, +perchance?... And I would like a light... just a small light... just a +small light. And I am cold. The nights here are so barbarously cold... +If it were not so dark, I should say you were looking at me, Lazarus. +Yes, it seems, you are looking. You are looking. _You are looking at +me!_... I feel it--now you are smiling." + +The night had come, and a heavy blackness filled the air. + +"How good it will be when the sun rises again to-morrow... You know I +am a great sculptor... so my friends call me. I create, yes, they say +I create, but for that daylight is necessary. I give life to cold +marble. I melt the ringing bronze in the fire, in a bright, hot fire. +Why did you touch me with your hand?" + +"Come," said Lazarus, "you are my guest." And they went into the +house. And the shadows of the long evening fell on the earth... + +The slave at last grew tired waiting for his master, and when the sun +stood high he came to the house. And he saw, directly under its +burning rays, Lazarus and his master sitting close together. They +looked straight up and were silent. + +The slave wept and cried aloud: "Master, what ails you, Master!" + +The same day Aurelius left for Rome. The whole way he was thoughtful +and silent, attentively examining everything, the people, the ship, +and the sea, as though endeavouring to recall something. On the sea a +great storm overtook them, and all the while Aurelius remained on deck +and gazed eagerly at the approaching and falling waves. When he +reached home his family were shocked at the terrible change in his +demeanour, but he calmed them with the words: "I have found it!" + +In the dusty clothes which he had worn during the entire journey and +had not changed, he began his work, and the marble ringingly responded +to the resounding blows of the hammer. Long and eagerly he worked, +admitting no one. At last, one morning, he announced that the work was +ready, and gave instructions that all his friends, and the severe +critics and judges of art, be called together. Then he donned gorgeous +garments, shining with gold, glowing with the purple of the byssin. + +"Here is what I have created," he said thoughtfully. + +His friends looked, and immediately the shadow of deep sorrow covered +their faces. It was a thing monstrous, possessing none of the forms +familiar to the eye, yet not devoid of a hint of some new unknown +form. On a thin tortuous little branch, or rather an ugly likeness of +one, lay crooked, strange, unsightly, shapeless heaps of something +turned outside in, or something turned inside out--wild fragments +which seemed to be feebly trying to get away from themselves. And, +accidentally, under one of the wild projections, they noticed a +wonderfully sculptured butterfly, with transparent wings, trembling as +though with a weak longing to fly. + +"Why that wonderful butterfly, Aurelius?" timidly asked some one. + +"I do not know," answered the sculptor. + +The truth had to be told, and one of his friends, the one who loved +Aurelius best, said: "This is ugly, my poor friend. It must be +destroyed. Give me the hammer." And with two blows he destroyed the +monstrous mass, leaving only the wonderfully sculptured butterfly. + +After that Aurelius created nothing. He looked with absolute +indifference at marble and at bronze and at his own divine creations, +in which dwelt immortal beauty. In the hope of breathing into him once +again the old flame of inspiration, with the idea of awakening his +dead soul, his friends led him to see the beautiful creations of +others, but he remained indifferent and no smile warmed his closed +lips. And only after they spoke to him much and long of beauty, he +would reply wearily: + +"But all this is--a lie." + +And in the daytime, when the sun was shining, he would go into his +rich and beautifully laid-out garden, and finding a place where there +was no shadow, would expose his bare head and his dull eyes to the +glitter and burning heat of the sun. Red and white butterflies +fluttered around; down into the marble cistern ran splashing water +from the crooked mouth of a blissfully drunken Satyr; but he sat +motionless, like a pale shadow of that other one who, in a far land, +at the very gates of the stony desert, also sat motionless under the +fiery sun. + + + +V + + +And it came about finally that Lazarus was summoned to Rome by the +great Augustus. + +They dressed him in gorgeous garments as though it had been ordained +that he was to remain a bridegroom to an unknown bride until the very +day of his death. It was as if an old coffin, rotten and falling +apart, were regilded over and over, and gay tassels were hung on it. +And solemnly they conducted him in gala attire, as though in truth it +were a bridal procession, the runners loudly sounding the trumpet that +the way be made for the ambassadors of the Emperor. But the roads +along which he passed were deserted. His entire native land cursed the +execrable name of Lazarus, the man miraculously brought to life, and +the people scattered at the mere report of his horrible approach. The +trumpeters blew lonely blasts, and only the desert answered with a +dying echo. + +Then they carried him across the sea on the saddest and most gorgeous +ship that was ever mirrored in the azure waves of the Mediterranean. +There were many people aboard, but the ship was silent and still as a +coffin, and the water seemed to moan as it parted before the short +curved prow. Lazarus sat lonely, baring his head to the sun, and +listening in silence to the splashing of the waters. Further away the +seamen and the ambassadors gathered like a crowd of distressed +shadows. If a thunderstorm had happened to burst upon them at that +time or the wind had overwhelmed the red sails, the ship would +probably have perished, for none of those who were on her had strength +or desire enough to fight for life. With supreme effort some went to +the side of the ship and eagerly gazed at the blue, transparent abyss. +Perhaps they imagined they saw a naiad flashing a pink shoulder +through the waves, or an insanely joyous and drunken centaur galloping +by, splashing up the water with his hoofs. But the sea was deserted +and mute, and so was the watery abyss. + +Listlessly Lazarus set foot on the streets of the Eternal City, as +though all its riches, all the majesty of its gigantic edifices, all +the lustre and beauty and music of refined life, were simply the echo +of the wind in the desert, or the misty images of hot running sand. +Chariots whirled by; the crowd of strong, beautiful, haughty men +passed on, builders of the Eternal City and proud partakers of its +life; songs rang out; fountains laughed; pearly laughter of women +filled the air, while the drunkard philosophised and the sober ones +smilingly listened; horseshoes rattled on the pavement. And surrounded +on all sides by glad sounds, a fat, heavy man moved through the centre +of the city like a cold spot of silence, sowing in his path grief, +anger and vague, carking distress. Who dared to be sad in Rome? +indignantly demanded frowning citizens; and in two days the +swift-tongued Rome knew of Lazarus, the man miraculously raised from +the grave, and timidly evaded him. + +There were many brave men ready to try their strength, and at their +senseless call Lazarus came obediently. The Emperor was so engrossed +with state affairs that he delayed receiving the visitor, and for +seven days Lazarus moved among the people. + +A jovial drunkard met him with a smile on his red lips. "Drink, +Lazarus, drink!" he cried, "Would not Augustus laugh to see you +drink!" And naked, besotted women laughed, and decked the blue hands +of Lazarus with rose-leaves. But the drunkard looked into the eyes of +Lazarus--and his joy ended forever. Thereafter he was always drunk. He +drank no more, but was drunk all the time, shadowed by fearful dreams, +instead of the joyous reveries that wine gives. Fearful dreams became +the food of his broken spirit. Fearful dreams held him day and night +in the mists of monstrous fantasy, and death itself was no more +fearful than the apparition of its fierce precursor. + +Lazarus came to a youth and his lass who loved each other and were +beautiful in their love. Proudly and strongly holding in his arms his +beloved one, the youth said, with gentle pity: "Look at us, Lazarus, +and rejoice with us. Is there anything stronger than love?" + +And Lazarus looked at them. And their whole life they continued to +love one another, but their love became mournful and gloomy, even as +those cypress trees over the tombs that feed their roots on the +putrescence of the grave, and strive in vain in the quiet evening hour +to touch the sky with their pointed tops. Hurled by fathomless +life-forces into each other's arms, they mingled their kisses with +tears, their joy with pain, and only succeeded in realising the more +vividly a sense of their slavery to the silent Nothing. Forever +united, forever parted, they flashed like sparks, and like sparks went +out in boundless darkness. + +Lazarus came to a proud sage, and the sage said to him: "I already +know all the horrors that you may tell me, Lazarus. With what else can +you terrify me?" + +Only a few moments passed before the sage realised that the knowledge +of the horrible is not the horrible, and that the sight of death is +not death. And he felt that in the eyes of the Infinite wisdom and +folly are the same, for the Infinite knows them not. And the +boundaries between knowledge and ignorance, between truth and +falsehood, between top and bottom, faded and his shapeless thought was +suspended in emptiness. Then he grasped his grey head in his hands and +cried out insanely: "I cannot think! I cannot think!" + +Thus it was that under the cool gaze of Lazarus, the man miraculously +raised from the dead, all that serves to affirm life, its sense and +its joys, perished. And people began to say it was dangerous to allow +him to see the Emperor; that it were better to kill him and bury him +secretly, and swear he had disappeared. Swords were sharpened and +youths devoted to the welfare of the people announced their readiness +to become assassins, when Augustus upset the cruel plans by demanding +that Lazarus appear before him. + +Even though Lazarus could not be kept away, it was felt that the heavy +impression conveyed by his face might be somewhat softened. With that +end in view expert painters, barbers and artists were secured who +worked the whole night on Lazarus' head. His beard was trimmed and +curled. The disagreeable and deadly bluishness of his hands and face +was covered up with paint; his hands were whitened, his cheeks rouged. +The disgusting wrinkles of suffering that ridged his old face were +patched up and painted, and on the smooth surface, wrinkles of +good-nature and laughter, and of pleasant, good-humoured cheeriness, +were laid on artistically with fine brushes. + +Lazarus submitted indifferently to all they did with him, and soon was +transformed into a stout, nice-looking old man, for all the world a +quiet and good-humoured grandfather of numerous grandchildren. He +looked as though the smile with which he told funny stories had not +left his lips, as though a quiet tenderness still lay hidden in the +corner of his eyes. But the wedding-dress they did not dare to take +off; and they could not change his eyes--the dark, terrible eyes from +out of which stared the incomprehensible _There_. + + + +VI + + +Lazarus was untouched by the magnificence of the imperial apartments. +He remained stolidly indifferent, as though he saw no contrast between +his ruined house at the edge of the desert and the solid, beautiful +palace of stone. Under his feet the hard marble of the floor took on +the semblance of the moving sands of the desert, and to his eyes the +throngs of gaily dressed, haughty men were as unreal as the emptiness +of the air. They looked not into his face as he passed by, fearing to +come under the awful bane of his eyes; but when the sound of his heavy +steps announced that he had passed, heads were lifted, and eyes +examined with timid curiosity the figure of the corpulent, tall, +slightly stooping old man, as he slowly passed into the heart of the +imperial palace. If death itself had appeared men would not have +feared it so much; for hitherto death had been known to the dead only, +and life to the living only, and between these two there had been no +bridge. But this strange being knew death, and that knowledge of his +was felt to be mysterious and cursed. "He will kill our great, divine +Augustus," men cried with horror, and they hurled curses after him. +Slowly and stolidly he passed them by, penetrating ever deeper into +the palace. + +Caesar knew already who Lazarus was, and was prepared to meet him. He +was a courageous man; he felt his power was invincible, and in the +fateful encounter with the man "wonderfully raised from the dead" he +refused to lean on other men's weak help. Man to man, face to face, he +met Lazarus. + +"Do not fix your gaze on me, Lazarus," he commanded. "I have heard +that your head is like the head of Medusa, and turns into stone all +upon whom you look. But I should like to have a close look at you, and +to talk to you before I turn into stone," he added in a spirit of +playfulness that concealed his real misgivings. + +Approaching him, he examined closely Lazarus' face and his strange +festive clothes. Though his eyes were sharp and keen, he was deceived +by the skilful counterfeit. + +"Well, your appearance is not terrible, venerable sir. But all the +worse for men, when the terrible takes on such a venerable and +pleasant appearance. Now let us talk." + +Augustus sat down, and as much by glance as by words began the +discussion. "Why did you not salute me when you entered?" + +Lazarus answered indifferently: "I did not know it was necessary." + +"You are a Christian?" + +"No." + +Augustus nodded approvingly. "That is good. I do not like the +Christians. They shake the tree of life, forbidding it to bear fruit, +and they scatter to the wind its fragrant blossoms. But who are you?" + +With some effort Lazarus answered: "I was dead." + +"I heard about that. But who are you now?" + +Lazarus' answer came slowly. Finally he said again, listlessly and +indistinctly: "I was dead." + +"Listen to me, stranger," said the Emperor sharply, giving expression +to what had been in his mind before. "My empire is an empire of the +living; my people are a people of the living and not of the dead. You +are superfluous here. I do not know who you are, I do not know what +you have seen There, but if you lie, I hate your lies, and if you tell +the truth, I hate your truth. In my heart I feel the pulse of life; in +my hands I feel power, and my proud thoughts, like eagles, fly through +space. Behind my back, under the protection of my authority, under the +shadow of the laws I have created, men live and labour and rejoice. Do +you hear this divine harmony of life? Do you hear the war cry that men +hurl into the face of the future, challenging it to strife?" + +Augustus extended his arms reverently and solemnly cried out: "Blessed +art thou, Great Divine Life!" + +But Lazarus was silent, and the Emperor continued more severely: "You +are not wanted here. Pitiful remnant, half devoured of death, you fill +men with distress and aversion to life. Like a caterpillar on the +fields, you are gnawing away at the full seed of joy, exuding the +slime of despair and sorrow. Your truth is like a rusted sword in the +hands of a night assassin, and I shall condemn you to death as an +assassin. But first I want to look into your eyes. Mayhap only cowards +fear them, and brave men are spurred on to struggle and victory. Then +will you merit not death but a reward. Look at me, Lazarus." + +At first it seemed to divine Augustus as if a friend were looking at +him, so soft, so alluring, so gently fascinating was the gaze of +Lazarus. It promised not horror but quiet rest, and the Infinite dwelt +there as a fond mistress, a compassionate sister, a mother. And ever +stronger grew its gentle embrace, until he felt, as it were, the +breath of a mouth hungry for kisses... Then it seemed as if iron bones +protruded in a ravenous grip, and closed upon him in an iron band; and +cold nails touched his heart, and slowly, slowly sank into it. + +"It pains me," said divine Augustus, growing pale; "but look, Lazarus, +look!" + +Ponderous gates, shutting off eternity, appeared to be slowly swinging +open, and through the growing aperture poured in, coldly and calmly, +the awful horror of the Infinite. Boundless Emptiness and Boundless +Gloom entered like two shadows, extinguishing the sun, removing the +ground from under the feet, and the cover from over the head. And the +pain in his icy heart ceased. + +"Look at me, look at me, Lazarus!" commanded Augustus, staggering... + +Time ceased and the beginning of things came perilously near to the +end. The throne of Augustus, so recently erected, fell to pieces, and +emptiness took the place of the throne and of Augustus. Rome fell +silently into ruins. A new city rose in its place, and it too was +erased by emptiness. Like phantom giants, cities, kingdoms, and +countries swiftly fell and disappeared into emptiness--swallowed up in +the black maw of the Infinite... + +"Cease," commanded the Emperor. Already the accent of indifference was +in his voice. His arms hung powerless, and his eagle eyes flashed and +were dimmed again, struggling against overwhelming darkness. + +"You have killed me, Lazarus," he said drowsily. + +These words of despair saved him. He thought of the people, whose +shield he was destined to be, and a sharp, redeeming pang pierced his +dull heart. He thought of them doomed to perish, and he was filled +with anguish. First they seemed bright shadows in the gloom of the +Infinite.--How terrible! Then they appeared as fragile vessels with +life-agitated blood, and hearts that knew both sorrow and great +joy.--And he thought of them with tenderness. + +And so thinking and feeling, inclining the scales now to the side of +life, now to the side of death, he slowly returned to life, to find in +its suffering and joy a refuge from the gloom, emptiness and fear of +the Infinite. + +"No, you did not kill me, Lazarus," said he firmly. "But I will kill +you. Go!" + +Evening came and divine Augustus partook of food and drink with great +joy. But there were moments when his raised arm would remain suspended +in the air, and the light of his shining, eager eyes was dimmed. It +seemed as if an icy wave of horror washed against his feet. He was +vanquished but not killed, and coldly awaited his doom, like a black +shadow. His nights were haunted by horror, but the bright days still +brought him the joys, as well as the sorrows, of life. + +Next day, by order of the Emperor, they burned out Lazarus' eyes with +hot irons and sent him home. Even Augustus dared not kill him. + + * * * * * + +Lazarus returned to the desert and the desert received him with the +breath of the hissing wind and the ardour of the glowing sun. Again he +sat on the stone with matted beard uplifted; and two black holes, +where the eyes had once been, looked dull and horrible at the sky. In +the distance the Holy City surged and roared restlessly, but near him +all was deserted and still. No one approached the place where Lazarus, +miraculously raised from the dead, passed his last days, for his +neighbours had long since abandoned their homes. His cursed knowledge, +driven by the hot irons from his eyes deep into the brain, lay there +in ambush; as if from ambush it might spring out upon men with a +thousand unseen eyes. No one dared to look at Lazarus. + +And in the evening, when the sun, swollen crimson and growing larger, +bent its way toward the west, blind Lazarus slowly groped after it. He +stumbled against stones and fell; corpulent and feeble, he rose +heavily and walked on; and against the red curtain of sunset his dark +form and outstretched arms gave him the semblance of a cross. + +It happened once that he went and never returned. Thus ended the +second life of Lazarus, who for three days had been in the mysterious +thraldom of death and then was miraculously raised from the dead. + + + + +THE REVOLUTIONIST + + + +BY MICHAÏL P. ARTZYBASHEV + + +I + + +Gabriel Andersen, the teacher, walked to the edge of the school +garden, where he paused, undecided what to do. Off in the distance, +two miles away, the woods hung like bluish lace over a field of pure +snow. It was a brilliant day. A hundred tints glistened on the white +ground and the iron bars of the garden railing. There was a lightness +and transparency in the air that only the days of early spring +possess. Gabriel Andersen turned his steps toward the fringe of blue +lace for a tramp in the woods. + +"Another spring in my life," he said, breathing deep and peering up at +the heavens through his spectacles. Andersen was rather given to +sentimental poetising. He walked with his hands folded behind him, +dangling his cane. + +He had gone but a few paces when he noticed a group of soldiers and +horses on the road beyond the garden rail. Their drab uniforms stood +out dully against the white of the snow, but their swords and horses' +coats tossed back the light. Their bowed cavalry legs moved awkwardly +on the snow. Andersen wondered what they were doing there. Suddenly the +nature of their business flashed upon him. It was an ugly errand they +were upon, an instinct rather that his reason told him. Something +unusual and terrible was to happen. And the same instinct told him he +must conceal himself from the soldiers. He turned to the left quickly, +dropped on his knees, and crawled on the soft, thawing, crackling snow +to a low haystack, from behind which, by craning his neck, he could +watch what the soldiers were doing. + +There were twelve of them, one a stocky young officer in a grey cloak +caught in prettily at the waist by a silver belt. His face was so red +that even at that distance Andersen caught the odd, whitish gleam of +his light protruding moustache and eyebrows against the vivid colour +of his skin. The broken tones of his raucous voice reached distinctly +to where the teacher, listening intently, lay hidden. + +"I know what I am about. I don't need anybody's advice," the officer +cried. He clapped his arms akimbo and looked down at some one among +the group of bustling soldiers. "I'll show you how to be a rebel, you +damned skunk." + +Andersen's heart beat fast. "Good heavens!" he thought. "Is it +possible?" His head grew chill as if struck by a cold wave. + +"Officer," a quiet, restrained, yet distinct voice came from among the +soldiers, "you have no right--It's for the court to decide--you aren't +a judge--it's plain murder, not--" "Silence!" thundered the officer, +his voice choking with rage. "I'll give you a court. Ivanov, go +ahead." + +He put the spurs to his horse and rode away. Gabriel Andersen +mechanically observed how carefully the horse picked its way, placing +its feet daintily as if for the steps of a minuet. Its ears were +pricked to catch every sound. There was momentary bustle and +excitement among the soldiers. Then they dispersed in different +directions, leaving three persons in black behind, two tall men and +one very short and frail. Andersen could see the hair of the short +one's head. It was very light. And he saw his rosy ears sticking out +on each side. + +Now he fully understood what was to happen. But it was a thing so out +of the ordinary, so horrible, that he fancied he was dreaming. + +"It's so bright, so beautiful--the snow, the field, the woods, the +sky. The breath of spring is upon everything. Yet people are going to +be killed. How can it be? Impossible!" So his thoughts ran in +confusion. He had the sensation of a man suddenly gone insane, who +finds he sees, hears and feels what he is not accustomed to, and ought +not hear, see and feel. + +The three men in black stood next to one another hard by the railing, +two quite close together, the short one some distance away. + +"Officer!" one of them cried in a desperate voice--Andersen could not +see which it was--"God sees us! Officer!" + +Eight soldiers dismounted quickly, their spurs and sabres catching +awkwardly. Evidently they were in a hurry, as if doing a thief's job. + +Several seconds passed in silence until the soldiers placed themselves +in a row a few feet from the black figures and levelled their guns. In +doing so one soldier knocked his cap from his head. He picked it up +and put it on again without brushing off the wet snow. + +The officer's mount still kept dancing on one spot with his ears +pricked, while the other horses, also with sharp ears erect to catch +every sound, stood motionless looking at the men in black, their long +wise heads inclined to one side. + +"Spare the boy at least!" another voice suddenly pierced the air. "Why +kill a child, damn you! What has the child done?" + +"Ivanov, do what I told you to do," thundered the officer, drowning +the other voice. His face turned as scarlet as a piece of red flannel. + +There followed a scene savage and repulsive in its gruesomeness. The +short figure in black, with the light hair and the rosy ears, uttered +a wild shriek in a shrill child's tones and reeled to one side. +Instantly it was caught up by two or three soldiers. But the boy began +to struggle, and two more soldiers ran up. + +"Ow-ow-ow-ow!" the boy cried. "Let me go, let me go! Ow-ow!" + +His shrill voice cut the air like the yell of a stuck porkling not +quite done to death. Suddenly he grew quiet. Some one must have struck +him. An unexpected, oppressive silence ensued. The boy was being +pushed forward. Then there came a deafening report. Andersen started +back all in a tremble. He saw distinctly, yet vaguely as in a dream, +the dropping of two dark bodies, the flash of pale sparks, and a light +smoke rising in the clean, bright atmosphere. He saw the soldiers +hastily mounting their horses without even glancing at the bodies. He +saw them galloping along the muddy road, their arms clanking, their +horses' hoofs clattering. + +He saw all this, himself now standing in the middle of the road, not +knowing when and why he had jumped from behind the haystack. He was +deathly pale. His face was covered with dank sweat, his body was +aquiver. A physical sadness smote and tortured him. He could not make +out the nature of the feeling. It was akin to extreme sickness, though +far more nauseating and terrible. + +After the soldiers had disappeared beyond the bend toward the woods, +people came hurrying to the spot of the shooting, though till then not +a soul had been in sight. + +The bodies lay at the roadside on the other side of the railing, where +the snow was clean, brittle and untrampled and glistened cheerfully in +the bright atmosphere. There were three dead bodies, two men and a +boy. The boy lay with his long soft neck stretched on the snow. The +face of the man next to the boy was invisible. He had fallen face +downward in a pool of blood. The third was a big man with a black +beard and huge, muscular arms. He lay stretched out to the full length +of his big body, his arms extended over a large area of blood-stained +snow. + +The three men who had been shot lay black against the white snow, +motionless. From afar no one could have told the terror that was in +their immobility as they lay there at the edge of the narrow road +crowded with people. + +That night Gabriel Andersen in his little room in the schoolhouse did +not write poems as usual. He stood at the window and looked at the +distant pale disk of the moon in the misty blue sky, and thought. And +his thoughts were confused, gloomy, and heavy as if a cloud had +descended upon his brain. + +Indistinctly outlined in the dull moonlight he saw the dark railing, +the trees, the empty garden. It seemed to him that he beheld them--the +three men who had been shot, two grown up, one a child. They were +lying there now at the roadside, in the empty, silent field, looking +at the far-off cold moon with their dead, white eyes as he with his +living eyes. + +"The time will come some day," he thought, "when the killing of people +by others will be an utter impossibility. The time will come when even +the soldiers and officers who killed these three men will realise what +they have done and will understand that what they killed them for is +just as necessary, important, and dear to them--to the officers and +soldiers--as to those whom they killed." + +"Yes," he said aloud and solemnly, his eyes moistening, "that time +will come. They will understand." And the pale disk of the moon was +blotted out by the moisture in his eyes. + +A large pity pierced his heart for the three victims whose eyes looked +at the moon, sad and unseeing. A feeling of rage cut him as with a +sharp knife and took possession of him. + +But Gabriel Andersen quieted his heart, whispering softly, "They know +not what they do." And this old and ready phrase gave him the strength +to stifle his rage and indignation. + + + +II + + +The day was as bright and white, but the spring was already advanced. +The wet soil smelt of spring. Clear cold water ran everywhere from +under the loose, thawing snow. The branches of the trees were springy +and elastic. For miles and miles around, the country opened up in +clear azure stretches. + +Yet the clearness and the joy of the spring day were not in the +village. They were somewhere outside the village, where there were no +people--in the fields, the woods and the mountains. In the village the +air was stifling, heavy and terrible as in a nightmare. + +Gabriel Andersen stood in the road near a crowd of dark, sad, +absent-minded people and craned his neck to see the preparations for +the flogging of seven peasants. + +They stood in the thawing snow, and Gabriel Andersen could not +persuade himself that they were people whom he had long known and +understood. By that which was about to happen to them, the shameful, +terrible, ineradicable thing that was to happen to them, they were +separated from all the rest of the world, and so were unable to feel +what he, Gabriel Andersen, felt, just as he was unable to feel what +they felt. Round them were the soldiers, confidently and beautifully +mounted on high upon their large steeds, who tossed their wise heads +and turned their dappled wooden faces slowly from side to side, +looking contemptuously at him, Gabriel Andersen, who was soon to +behold this horror, this disgrace, and would do nothing, would not +dare to do anything. So it seemed to Gabriel Andersen; and a sense of +cold, intolerable shame gripped him as between two clamps of ice +through which he could see everything without being able to move, cry +out or utter a groan. + +They took the first peasant. Gabriel Andersen saw his strange, +imploring, hopeless look. His lips moved, but no sound was heard, and +his eyes wandered. There was a bright gleam in them as in the eyes of +a madman. His mind, it was evident, was no longer able to comprehend +what was happening. + +And so terrible was that face, at once full of reason and of madness, +that Andersen felt relieved when they put him face downward on the +snow and, instead of the fiery eyes, he saw his bare back +glistening--a senseless, shameful, horrible sight. + +The large, red-faced soldier in a red cap pushed toward him, looked +down at his body with seeming delight, and then cried in a clear +voice: + +"Well, let her go, with God's blessing!" + +Andersen seemed not to see the soldiers, the sky, the horses or the +crowd. He did not feel the cold, the terror or the shame. He did not +hear the swish of the knout in the air or the savage howl of pain and +despair. He only saw the bare back of a man's body swelling up and +covered over evenly with white and purple stripes. Gradually the bare +back lost the semblance of human flesh. The blood oozed and squirted, +forming patches, drops and rivulets, which ran down on the white, +thawing snow. + +Terror gripped the soul of Gabriel Andersen as he thought of the +moment when the man would rise and face all the people who had seen +his body bared out in the open and reduced to a bloody pulp. He closed +his eyes. When he opened them, he saw four soldiers in uniform and red +hats forcing another man down on the snow, his back bared just as +shamefully, terribly and absurdly--a ludicrously tragic sight. + +Then came the third, the fourth, and so on, to the end. + +And Gabriel Andersen stood on the wet, thawing snow, craning his neck, +trembling and stuttering, though he did not say a word. Dank sweat +poured from his body. A sense of shame permeated his whole being. It +was a humiliating feeling, having to escape being noticed so that they +should not catch him and lay him there on the snow and strip him +bare--him, Gabriel Andersen. + +The soldiers pressed and crowded, the horses tossed their heads, the +knout swished in the air, and the bare, shamed human flesh swelled up, +tore, ran over with blood, and curled like a snake. Oaths, wild +shrieks rained upon the village through the clean white air of that +spring day. + +Andersen now saw five men's faces at the steps of the town hall, the +faces of those men who had already undergone their shame. He quickly +turned his eyes away. After seeing this a man must die, he thought. + + + +III + + +There were seventeen of them, fifteen soldiers, a subaltern and a +young beardless officer. The officer lay in front of the fire looking +intently into the flames. The soldiers were tinkering with the +firearms in the wagon. + +Their grey figures moved about quietly on the black thawing ground, +and occasionally stumbled across the logs sticking out from the +blazing fire. + +Gabriel Andersen, wearing an overcoat and carrying his cane behind his +back, approached them. The subaltern, a stout fellow with a moustache, +jumped up, turned from the fire, and looked at him. + +"Who are you? What do you want?" he asked excitedly. From his tone it +was evident that the soldiers feared everybody in that district, +through which they went scattering death, destruction and torture. + +"Officer," he said, "there is a man here I don't know." + +The officer looked at Andersen without speaking. + +"Officer," said Andersen in a thin, strained voice, "my name is +Michelson. I am a business man here, and I am going to the village on +business. I was afraid I might be mistaken for some one else--you +know." + +"Then what are you nosing about here for?" the officer said angrily, +and turned away. + +"A business man," sneered a soldier. "He ought to be searched, this +business man ought, so as not to be knocking about at night. A good +one in the jaw is what he needs." + +"He's a suspicious character, officer," said the subaltern. "Don't you +think we'd better arrest him, what?" + +"Don't," answered the officer lazily. "I'm sick of them, damn 'em." + +Gabriel Andersen stood there without saying anything. His eyes flashed +strangely in the dark by the firelight. And it was strange to see his +short, substantial, clean, neat figure in the field at night among the +soldiers, with his overcoat and cane and glasses glistening in the +firelight. + +The soldiers left him and walked away. Gabriel Andersen remained +standing for a while. Then he turned and left, rapidly disappearing in +the darkness. + +The night was drawing to a close. The air turned chilly, and the tops +of the bushes defined themselves more clearly in the dark. Gabriel +Andersen went again to the military post. But this time he hid, +crouching low as he made his way under the cover of the bushes. Behind +him people moved about quietly and carefully, bending the bushes, +silent as shadows. Next to Gabriel, on his right, walked a tall man +with a revolver in his hand. + +The figure of a soldier on the hill outlined itself strangely, +unexpectedly, not where they had been looking for it. It was faintly +illumined by the gleam from the dying fire. Gabriel Andersen +recognised the soldier. It was the one who had proposed that he should +be searched. Nothing stirred in Andersen's heart. His face was cold +and motionless, as of a man who is asleep. Round the fire the soldiers +lay stretched out sleeping, all except the subaltern, who sat with his +head drooping over his knees. + +The tall thin man on Andersen's right raised the revolver and pulled +the trigger. A momentary blinding flash, a deafening report. + +Andersen saw the guard lift his hands and then sit down on the ground +clasping his bosom. From all directions short, crackling sparks +flashed up which combined into one riving roar. The subaltern jumped +up and dropped straight into the fire. Grey soldiers' figures moved +about in all directions like apparitions, throwing up their hands and +falling and writhing on the black earth. The young officer ran past +Andersen, fluttering his hands like some strange, frightened bird. +Andersen, as if he were thinking of something else, raised his cane. +With all his strength he hit the officer on the head, each blow +descending with a dull, ugly thud. The officer reeled in a circle, +struck a bush, and sat down after the second blow, covering his head +with both hands, as children do. Some one ran up and discharged a +revolver as if from Andersen's own hand. The officer sank together in +a heap and lunged with great force head foremost on the ground. His +legs twitched for a while, then he curled up quietly. + +The shots ceased. Black men with white faces, ghostly grey in the +dark, moved about the dead bodies of the soldiers, taking away their +arms and ammunition. + +Andersen watched all this with a cold, attentive stare. When all was +over, he went up, took hold of the burned subaltern's legs, and tried +to remove the body from the fire. But it was too heavy for him, and he +let it go. + + + +IV + + +Andersen sat motionless on the steps of the town hall, and thought. He +thought of how he, Gabriel Andersen, with his spectacles, cane, +overcoat and poems, had lied and betrayed fifteen men. He thought it +was terrible, yet there was neither pity, shame nor regret in his +heart. Were he to be set free, he knew that he, Gabriel Andersen, with +the spectacles and poems, would go straightway and do it again. He +tried to examine himself, to see what was going on inside his soul. +But his thoughts were heavy and confused. For some reason it was more +painful for him to think of the three men lying on the snow, looking +at the pale disk of the far-off moon with their dead, unseeing eyes, +than of the murdered officer whom he had struck two dry, ugly blows on +the head. Of his own death he did not think. It seemed to him that he +had done with everything long, long ago. Something had died, had gone +out and left him empty, and he must not think about it. + +And when they grabbed him by the shoulder and he rose, and they +quickly led him through the garden where the cabbages raised their dry +heads, he could not formulate a single thought. + +He was conducted to the road and placed at the railing with his back +to one of the iron bars. He fixed his spectacles, put his hands behind +him, and stood there with his neat, stocky body, his head slightly +inclined to one side. + +At the last moment he looked in front of him and saw rifle barrels +pointing at his head, chest and stomach, and pale faces with trembling +lips. He distinctly saw how one barrel levelled at his forehead +suddenly dropped. + +Something strange and incomprehensible, as if no longer of this world, +no longer earthly, passed through Andersen's mind. He straightened +himself to the full height of his short body and threw back his head +in simple pride. A strange indistinct sense of cleanness, strength and +pride filled his soul, and everything--the sun and the sky and the +people and the field and death--seemed to him insignificant, remote +and useless. + +The bullets hit him in the chest, in the left eye, in the stomach, +went through his clean coat buttoned all the way up. His glasses +shivered into bits. He uttered a shriek, circled round, and fell with +his face against one of the iron bars, his one remaining eye wide +open. He clawed the ground with his outstretched hands as if trying to +support himself. + +The officer, who had turned green, rushed toward him, and senselessly +thrust the revolver against his neck, and fired twice. Andersen +stretched out on the ground. + +The soldiers left quickly. But Andersen remained pressed flat to the +ground. The index finger of his left hand continued to quiver for +about ten seconds. + + + + +THE OUTRAGE--A TRUE STORY + + + +BY ALEKSANDR I. KUPRIN + + +It was five o'clock on a July afternoon. The heat was terrible. The +whole of the huge stone-built town breathed out heat like a glowing +furnace. The glare of the white-walled house was insufferable. The +asphalt pavements grew soft and burned the feet. The shadows of the +acacias spread over the cobbled road, pitiful and weary. They too +seemed hot. The sea, pale in the sunlight, lay heavy and immobile as +one dead. Over the streets hung a white dust. + +In the foyer of one of the private theatres a small committee of local +barristers who had undertaken to conduct the cases of those who had +suffered in the last pogrom against the Jews was reaching the end of +its daily task. There were nineteen of them, all juniors, young, +progressive and conscientious men. The sitting was without formality, +and white suits of duck, flannel and alpaca were in the majority. They +sat anywhere, at little marble tables, and the chairman stood in front +of an empty counter where chocolates were sold in the winter. + +The barristers were quite exhausted by the heat which poured in +through the windows, with the dazzling sunlight and the noise of the +streets. The proceedings went lazily and with a certain irritation. + +A tall young man with a fair moustache and thin hair was in the chair. +He was dreaming voluptuously how he would be off in an instant on his +new-bought bicycle to the bungalow. He would undress quickly, and +without waiting to cool, still bathed in sweat, would fling himself +into the clear, cold, sweet-smelling sea. His whole body was enervated +and tense, thrilled by the thought. Impatiently moving the papers +before him, he spoke in a drowsy voice. + +"So, Joseph Moritzovich will conduct the case of Rubinchik... Perhaps +there is still a statement to be made on the order of the day?" + +His youngest colleague, a short, stout Karaite, very black and lively, +said in a whisper so that every one could hear: "On the order of the +day, the best thing would be iced _kvas_..." + +The chairman gave him a stern side-glance, but could not restrain a +smile. He sighed and put both his hands on the table to raise himself +and declare the meeting closed, when the doorkeeper, who stood at the +entrance to the theatre, suddenly moved forward and said: "There are +seven people outside, sir. They want to come in." + +The chairman looked impatiently round the company. + +"What is to be done, gentlemen?" + +Voices were heard. + +"Next time. _Basta!_" + +"Let 'em put it in writing." + +"If they'll get it over quickly... Decide it at once." + +"Let 'em go to the devil. Phew! It's like boiling pitch." + +"Let them in." The chairman gave a sign with his head, annoyed. "Then +bring me a Vichy, please. But it must be cold." + +The porter opened the door and called down the corridor: "Come in. +They say you may." + +Then seven of the most surprising and unexpected individuals filed +into the foyer. First appeared a full-grown, confident man in a smart +suit, of the colour of dry sea-sand, in a magnificent pink shirt with +white stripes and a crimson rose in his buttonhole. From the front his +head looked like an upright bean, from the side like a horizontal +bean. His face was adorned with a strong, bushy, martial moustache. He +wore dark blue pince-nez on his nose, on his hands straw-coloured +gloves. In his left hand he held a black walking-stick with a silver +mount, in his right a light blue handkerchief. + +The other six produced a strange, chaotic, incongruous impression, +exactly as though they had all hastily pooled not merely their +clothes, but their hands, feet and heads as well. There was a man with +the splendid profile of a Roman senator, dressed in rags and tatters. +Another wore an elegant dress waistcoat, from the deep opening of +which a dirty Little-Russian shirt leapt to the eye. Here were the +unbalanced faces of the criminal type, but looking with a confidence +that nothing could shake. All these men, in spite of their apparent +youth, evidently possessed a large experience of life, an easy manner, +a bold approach, and some hidden, suspicious cunning. + +The gentleman in the sandy suit bowed just his head, neatly and +easily, and said with a half-question in his voice: "Mr. Chairman?" + +"Yes. I am the chairman. What is your business?" + +"We--all whom you see before you," the gentleman began in a quiet +voice and turned round to indicate his companions, "we come as +delegates from the United Rostov-Kharkov-and-Odessa-Nikolayev +Association of Thieves." + +The barristers began to shift in their seats. + +The chairman flung himself back and opened his eyes wide. "Association +of _what_?" he said, perplexed. + +"The Association of Thieves," the gentleman in the sandy suit coolly +repeated. "As for myself, my comrades did me the signal honour of +electing me as the spokesman of the deputation." + +"Very ... pleased," the chairman said uncertainly. + +"Thank you. All seven of us are ordinary thieves--naturally of +different departments. The Association has authorised us to put before +your esteemed Committee"--the gentleman again made an elegant +bow--"our respectful demand for assistance." + +"I don't quite understand ... quite frankly ... what is the +connection..." The chairman waved his hands helplessly. "However, +please go on." + +"The matter about which we have the courage and the honour to apply to +you, gentlemen, is very clear, very simple, and very brief. It will +take only six or seven minutes. I consider it my duty to warn you of +this beforehand, in view of the late hour and the 115 degrees that +Fahrenheit marks in the shade." The orator expectorated slightly and +glanced at his superb gold watch. "You see, in the reports that have +lately appeared in the local papers of the melancholy and terrible +days of the last pogrom, there have very often been indications that +among the instigators of the pogrom who were paid and organised by the +police--the dregs of society, consisting of drunkards, tramps, +souteneurs, and hooligans from the slums--thieves were also to be +found. At first we were silent, but finally we considered ourselves +under the necessity of protesting against such an unjust and serious +accusation, before the face of the whole of intellectual society. I +know well that in the eye of the law we are offenders and enemies of +society. But imagine only for a moment, gentlemen, the situation of +this enemy of society when he is accused wholesale of an offence which +he not only never committed, but which he is ready to resist with the +whole strength of his soul. It goes without saying that he will feel +the outrage of such an injustice more keenly than a normal, average, +fortunate citizen. Now, we declare that the accusation brought against +us is utterly devoid of all basis, not merely of fact but even of +logic. I intend to prove this in a few words if the honourable +committee will kindly listen." + +"Proceed," said the chairman. + +"Please do ... Please ..." was heard from the barristers, now +animated. + +"I offer you my sincere thanks in the name of all my comrades. Believe +me, you will never repent your attention to the representatives of our +... well, let us say, slippery, but nevertheless difficult, +profession. 'So we begin,' as Giraldoni sings in the prologue to +_Pagliacci_. + +"But first I would ask your permission, Mr. Chairman, to quench my +thirst a little... Porter, bring me a lemonade and a glass of English +bitter, there's a good fellow. Gentlemen, I will not speak of the +moral aspect of our profession nor of its social importance. Doubtless +you know better than I the striking and brilliant paradox of Proudhon: +_La propriete c'est le vol_--a paradox if you like, but one that has +never yet been refuted by the sermons of cowardly bourgeois or fat +priests. For instance: a father accumulates a million by energetic and +clever exploitation, and leaves it to his son--a rickety, lazy, +ignorant, degenerate idiot, a brainless maggot, a true parasite. +Potentially a million rubles is a million working days, the absolutely +irrational right to labour, sweat, life, and blood of a terrible +number of men. Why? What is the ground of reason? Utterly unknown. +Then why not agree with the proposition, gentlemen, that our +profession is to some extent as it were a correction of the excessive +accumulation of values in the hands of individuals, and serves as a +protest against all the hardships, abominations, arbitrariness, +violence, and negligence of the human personality, against all the +monstrosities created by the bourgeois capitalistic organisation of +modern society? Sooner or later, this order of things will assuredly +be overturned by the social revolution. Property will pass away into +the limbo of melancholy memories and with it, alas! we will disappear +from the face of the earth, we, _les braves chevaliers d'industrie_." + +The orator paused to take the tray from the hands of the porter, and +placed it near to his hand on the table. + +"Excuse me, gentlemen... Here, my good man, take this,... and by the +way, when you go out shut the door close behind you." + +"Very good, your Excellency!" the porter bawled in jest. + +The orator drank off half a glass and continued: "However, let us +leave aside the philosophical, social, and economic aspects of the +question. I do not wish to fatigue your attention. I must nevertheless +point out that our profession very closely approaches the idea of that +which is called art. Into it enter all the elements which go to form +art--vocation, inspiration, fantasy, inventiveness, ambition, and a +long and arduous apprenticeship to the science. From it is absent +virtue alone, concerning which the great Karamzin wrote with such +stupendous and fiery fascination. Gentlemen, nothing is further from +my intention than to trifle with you and waste your precious time with +idle paradoxes; but I cannot avoid expounding my idea briefly. To an +outsider's ear it sounds absurdly wild and ridiculous to speak of the +vocation of a thief. However, I venture to assure you that this +vocation is a reality. There are men who possess a peculiarly strong +visual memory, sharpness and accuracy of eye, presence of mind, +dexterity of hand, and above all a subtle sense of touch, who are as +it were born into God's world for the sole and special purpose of +becoming distinguished card-sharpers. The pickpockets' profession +demands extraordinary nimbleness and agility, a terrific certainty of +movement, not to mention a ready wit, a talent for observation and +strained attention. Some have a positive vocation for breaking open +safes: from their tenderest childhood they are attracted by the +mysteries of every kind of complicated mechanism--bicycles, sewing +machines, clock-work toys and watches. Finally, gentlemen, there are +people with an hereditary animus against private property. You may +call this phenomenon degeneracy. But I tell you that you cannot entice +a true thief, and thief by vocation, into the prose of honest +vegetation by any gingerbread reward, or by the offer of a secure +position, or by the gift of money, or by a woman's love: because there +is here a permanent beauty of risk, a fascinating abyss of danger, the +delightful sinking of the heart, the impetuous pulsation of life, the +ecstasy! You are armed with the protection of the law, by locks, +revolvers, telephones, police and soldiery; but we only by our own +dexterity, cunning and fearlessness. We are the foxes, and society--is +a chicken-run guarded by dogs. Are you aware that the most artistic +and gifted natures in our villages become horse-thieves and poachers? +What would you have? Life is so meagre, so insipid, so intolerably +dull to eager and high-spirited souls! + +"I pass on to inspiration. Gentlemen, doubtless you have had to read +of thefts that were supernatural in design and execution. In the +headlines of the newspapers they are called 'An Amazing Robbery,' or +'An Ingenious Swindle,' or again 'A Clever Ruse of the Gangsters.' In +such cases our bourgeois paterfamilias waves his hands and exclaims: +'What a terrible thing! If only their abilities were turned to +good--their inventiveness, their amazing knowledge of human +psychology, their self-possession, their fearlessness, their +incomparable histrionic powers! What extraordinary benefits they would +bring to the country!' But it is well known that the bourgeois +paterfamilias was specially devised by Heaven to utter commonplaces +and trivialities. I myself sometimes--we thieves are sentimental +people, I confess--I myself sometimes admire a beautiful sunset in +Aleksandra Park or by the sea-shore. And I am always certain +beforehand that some one near me will say with infallible _aplomb_: +'Look at it. If it were put into picture no one would ever believe +it!' I turn round and naturally I see a self-satisfied, full-fed +paterfamilias, who delights in repeating some one else's silly +statement as though it were his own. As for our dear country, the +bourgeois paterfamilias looks upon it as though it were a roast +turkey. If you've managed to cut the best part of the bird for +yourself, eat it quietly in a comfortable corner and praise God. But +he's not really the important person. I was led away by my detestation +of vulgarity and I apologise for the digression. The real point is +that genius and inspiration, even when they are not devoted to the +service of the Orthodox Church, remain rare and beautiful things. +Progress is a law--and theft too has its creation. + +"Finally, our profession is by no means as easy and pleasant as it +seems to the first glance. It demands long experience, constant +practice, slow and painful apprenticeship. It comprises in itself +hundreds of supple, skilful processes that the cleverest juggler +cannot compass. That I may not give you only empty words, gentlemen, I +will perform a few experiments before you now. I ask you to have every +confidence in the demonstrators. We are all at present in the +enjoyment of legal freedom, and though we are usually watched, and +every one of us is known by face, and our photographs adorn the albums +of all detective departments, for the time being we are not under the +necessity of hiding ourselves from anybody. If any one of you should +recognise any of us in the future under different circumstances, we +ask you earnestly always to act in accordance with your professional +duties and your obligations as citizens. In grateful return for your +kind attention we have decided to declare your property inviolable, +and to invest it with a thieves' taboo. However, I proceed to +business." + +The orator turned round and gave an order: "Sesoi the Great, will you +come this way!" + +An enormous fellow with a stoop, whose hands reached to his knees, +without a forehead or a neck, like a big, fair Hercules, came forward. +He grinned stupidly and rubbed his left eyebrow in his confusion. + +"Can't do nothin' here," he said hoarsely. + +The gentleman in the sandy suit spoke for him, turning to the +committee. + +"Gentlemen, before you stands a respected member of our association. +His specialty is breaking open safes, iron strong boxes, and other +receptacles for monetary tokens. In his night work he sometimes avails +himself of the electric current of the lighting installation for +fusing metals. Unfortunately he has nothing on which he can +demonstrate the best items of his repertoire. He will open the most +elaborate lock irreproachably... By the way, this door here, it's +locked, is it not?" + +Every one turned to look at the door, on which a printed notice hung: +"Stage Door. Strictly Private." + +"Yes, the door's locked, evidently," the chairman agreed. + +"Admirable. Sesoi the Great, will you be so kind?" + +"'Tain't nothin' at all," said the giant leisurely. + +He went close to the door, shook it cautiously with his hand, took out +of his pocket a small bright instrument, bent down to the keyhole, +made some almost imperceptible movements with the tool, suddenly +straightened and flung the door wide in silence. The chairman had his +watch in his hands. The whole affair took only ten seconds. + +"Thank you, Sesoi the Great," said the gentleman in the sandy suit +politely. "You may go back to your seat." + +But the chairman interrupted in some alarm: "Excuse me. This is all +very interesting and instructive, but ... is it included in your +esteemed colleague's profession to be able to lock the door again?" + +"Ah, _mille pardons_." The gentleman bowed hurriedly. "It slipped my +mind. Sesoi the Great, would you oblige?" + +The door was locked with the same adroitness and the same silence. The +esteemed colleague waddled back to his friends, grinning. + +"Now I will have the honour to show you the skill of one of our +comrades who is in the line of picking pockets in theatres and +railway-stations," continued the orator. "He is still very young, but +you may to some extent judge from the delicacy of his present work of +the heights he will attain by diligence. Yasha!" A swarthy youth in a +blue silk blouse and long glacé boots, like a gipsy, came forward with +a swagger, fingering the tassels of his belt, and merrily screwing up +his big, impudent black eyes with yellow whites. + +"Gentlemen," said the gentleman in the sandy suit persuasively, "I +must ask if one of you would be kind enough to submit himself to a +little experiment. I assure you this will be an exhibition only, just +a game." + +He looked round over the seated company. + +The short plump Karaite, black as a beetle, came forward from his +table. + +"At your service," he said amusedly. + +"Yasha!" The orator signed with his head. + +Yasha came close to the solicitor. On his left arm, which was bent, +hung a bright-coloured, figured scarf. + +"Suppose yer in church or at the bar in one of the halls,--or watchin' +a circus," he began in a sugary, fluent voice. "I see straight +off--there's a toff... Excuse me, sir. Suppose you're the toff. +There's no offence--just means a rich gent, decent enough, but don't +know his way about. First--what's he likely to have about 'im? All +sorts. Mostly, a ticker and a chain. Whereabouts does he keep 'em? +Somewhere in his top vest pocket--here. Others have 'em in the bottom +pocket. Just here. Purse--most always in the trousers, except when a +greeny keeps it in his jacket. Cigar-case. Have a look first what it +is--gold, silver--with a monogram. Leather--what decent man'd soil his +hands? Cigar-case. Seven pockets: here, here, here, up there, there, +here and here again. That's right, ain't it? That's how you go to +work." + +As he spoke the young man smiled. His eyes shone straight into the +barrister's. With a quick, dexterous movement of his right hand he +pointed to various portions of his clothes. + +"Then again you might see a pin here in the tie. However we do not +appropriate. Such _gents_ nowadays--they hardly ever wear a real +stone. Then I comes up to him. I begin straight off to talk to him +like a gent: 'Sir, would you be so kind as to give me a light from +your cigarette'--or something of the sort. At any rate, I enter into +conversation. What's next? I look him straight in the peepers, just +like this. Only two of me fingers are at it--just this and this." +Yasha lifted two fingers of his right hand on a level with the +solicitor's face, the forefinger and the middle finger and moved them +about. + +"D' you see? With these two fingers I run over the whole pianner. +Nothin' wonderful in it: one, two, three--ready. Any man who wasn't +stupid could learn easily. That's all it is. Most ordinary business. I +thank you." + +The pickpocket swung on his heel as if to return to his seat. + +"Yasha!" The gentleman in the sandy suit said with meaning weight. +"Yasha!" he repeated sternly. + +Yasha stopped. His back was turned to the barrister, but be evidently +gave his representative an imploring look, because the latter frowned +and shook his head. + +"Yasha!" he said for the third time, in a threatening tone. + +"Huh!" The young thief grunted in vexation and turned to face the +solicitor. "Where's your little watch, sir?" he said in a piping +voice. + +"Oh!" the Karaite brought himself up sharp. + +"You see--now you say 'Oh!'" Yasha continued reproachfully. "All the +while you were admiring me right hand, I was operatin' yer watch with +my left. Just with these two little fingers, under the scarf. That's +why we carry a scarf. Since your chain's not worth anything--a present +from some _mamselle_ and the watch is a gold one, I've left you the +chain as a keepsake. Take it," he added with a sigh, holding out the +watch. + +"But ... That is clever," the barrister said in confusion. "I didn't +notice it at all." + +"That's our business," Yasha said with pride. + +He swaggered back to his comrades. Meantime the orator took a drink +from his glass and continued. + +"Now, gentlemen, our next collaborator will give you an exhibition of +some ordinary card tricks, which are worked at fairs, on steamboats +and railways. With three cards, for instance, an ace, a queen, and a +six, he can quite easily... But perhaps you are tired of these +demonstrations, gentlemen."... + +"Not at all. It's extremely interesting," the chairman answered +affably. "I should like to ask one question--that is if it is not too +indiscreet--what is your own specialty?" + +"Mine... H'm... No, how could it be an indiscretion?... I work the big +diamond shops ... and my other business is banks," answered the orator +with a modest smile. "Don't think this occupation is easier than +others. Enough that I know four European languages, German, French, +English, and Italian, not to mention Polish, Ukrainian and Yiddish. +But shall I show you some more experiments, Mr. Chairman?" + +The chairman looked at his watch. + +"Unfortunately the time is too short," he said. "Wouldn't it be better +to pass on to the substance of your business? Besides, the experiments +we have just seen have amply convinced us of the talent of your +esteemed associates... Am I not right, Isaac Abramovich?" + +"Yes, yes ... absolutely," the Karaite barrister readily confirmed. + +"Admirable," the gentleman in the sandy suit kindly agreed. "My dear +Count"--he turned to a blond, curly-haired man, with a face like a +billiard-maker on a bank-holiday--"put your instruments away. They +will not be wanted. I have only a few words more to say, gentlemen. +Now that you have convinced yourselves that our art, although it does +not enjoy the patronage of high-placed individuals, is nevertheless an +art; and you have probably come to my opinion that this art is one +which demands many personal qualities besides constant labour, danger, +and unpleasant misunderstandings--you will also, I hope, believe that +it is possible to become attached to its practice and to love and +esteem it, however strange that may appear at first sight. Picture to +yourselves that a famous poet of talent, whose tales and poems adorn +the pages of our best magazines, is suddenly offered the chance of +writing verses at a penny a line, signed into the bargain, as an +advertisement for 'Cigarettes Jasmine'--or that a slander was spread +about one of you distinguished barristers, accusing you of making a +business of concocting evidence for divorce cases, or of writing +petitions from the cabmen to the governor in public-houses! Certainly +your relatives, friends and acquaintances wouldn't believe it. But the +rumour has already done its poisonous work, and you have to live +through minutes of torture. Now picture to yourselves that such a +disgraceful and vexatious slander, started by God knows whom, begins +to threaten not only your good name and your quiet digestion, but your +freedom, your health, and even your life! + +"This is the position of us thieves, now being slandered by the +newspapers. I must explain. There is in existence a class of +scum--_passez-moi le mot_--whom we call their 'Mothers' Darlings.' +With these we are unfortunately confused. They have neither shame nor +conscience, a dissipated riff-raff, mothers' useless darlings, idle, +clumsy drones, shop assistants who commit unskilful thefts. He thinks +nothing of living on his mistress, a prostitute, like the male +mackerel, who always swims after the female and lives on her +excrements. He is capable of robbing a child with violence in a dark +alley, in order to get a penny; he will kill a man in his sleep and +torture an old woman. These men are the pests of our profession. For +them the beauties and the traditions of the art have no existence. +They watch us real, talented thieves like a pack of jackals after a +lion. Suppose I've managed to bring off an important job--we won't +mention the fact that I have to leave two-thirds of what I get to the +receivers who sell the goods and discount the notes, or the customary +subsidies to our incorruptible police--I still have to share out +something to each one of these parasites, who have got wind of my job, +by accident, hearsay, or a casual glance. + +"So we call them _Motients_, which means 'half,' a corruption of +_moitié_ ... Original etymology. I pay him only because he knows and +may inform against me. And it mostly happens that even when he's got +his share he runs off to the police in order to get another dollar. +We, honest thieves... Yes, you may laugh, gentlemen, but I repeat it: +we honest thieves detest these reptiles. We have another name for +them, a stigma of ignominy; but I dare not utter it here out of +respect for the place and for my audience. Oh, yes, they would gladly +accept an invitation to a pogrom. The thought that we may be confused +with them is a hundred times more insulting to us even than the +accusation of taking part in a pogrom. + +"Gentlemen! While I have been speaking I have often noticed smiles on +your faces. I understand you. Our presence here, our application for +your assistance, and above all the unexpectedness of such a phenomenon +as a systematic organisation of thieves, with delegates who are +thieves, and a leader of the deputation, also a thief by +profession--it is all so original that it must inevitably arouse a +smile. But now I will speak from the depth of my heart. Let us be rid +of our outward wrappings, gentlemen, let us speak as men to men. + +"Almost all of us are educated, and all love books. We don't only read +the adventures of Roqueambole, as the realistic writers say of us. Do +you think our hearts did not bleed and our cheeks did not burn from +shame, as though we had been slapped in the face, all the time that +this unfortunate, disgraceful, accursed, cowardly war lasted. Do you +really think that our souls do not flame with anger when our country +is lashed with Cossack-whips, and trodden under foot, shot and spit at +by mad, exasperated men? Will you not believe that we thieves meet +every step towards the liberation to come with a thrill of ecstasy? + +"We understand, every one of us--perhaps only a little less than you +barristers, gentlemen--the real sense of the pogroms. Every time that +some dastardly event or some ignominious failure has occurred, after +executing a martyr in a dark corner of a fortress, or after deceiving +public confidence, some one who is hidden and unapproachable gets +frightened of the people's anger and diverts its vicious element upon +the heads of innocent Jews. Whose diabolical mind invents these +pogroms--these titanic blood-lettings, these cannibal amusements for +the dark, bestial souls? + +"We all see with certain clearness that the last convulsions of the +bureaucracy are at hand. Forgive me if I present it imaginatively. +There was a people that had a chief temple, wherein dwelt a +bloodthirsty deity, behind a curtain, guarded by priests. Once +fearless hands tore the curtain away. Then all the people saw, instead +of a god, a huge, shaggy, voracious spider, like a loathsome +cuttlefish. They beat it and shoot at it: it is dismembered already; +but still in the frenzy of its final agony it stretches over all the +ancient temple its disgusting, clawing tentacles. And the priests, +themselves under sentence of death, push into the monster's grasp all +whom they can seize in their terrified, trembling fingers. + +"Forgive me. What I have said is probably wild and incoherent. But I +am somewhat agitated. Forgive me. I continue. We thieves by profession +know better than any one else how these pogroms were organised. We +wander everywhere: into public houses, markets, tea-shops, +doss-houses, public places, the harbour. We can swear before God and +man and posterity that we have seen how the police organise the +massacres, without shame and almost without concealment. We know them +all by face, in uniform or disguise. They invited many of us to take +part; but there was none so vile among us as to give even the outward +consent that fear might have extorted. + +"You know, of course, how the various strata of Russian society behave +towards the police? It is not even respected by those who avail +themselves of its dark services. But we despise and hate it three, ten +times more--not because many of us have been tortured in the detective +departments, which are just chambers of horror, beaten almost to +death, beaten with whips of ox-hide and of rubber in order to extort a +confession or to make us betray a comrade. Yes, we hate them for that +too. But we thieves, all of us who have been in prison, have a mad +passion for freedom. Therefore we despise our gaolers with all the +hatred that a human heart can feel. I will speak for myself. I have +been tortured three times by police detectives till I was half dead. +My lungs and liver have been shattered. In the mornings I spit blood +until I can breathe no more. But if I were told that I will be spared +a fourth flogging only by shaking hands with a chief of the detective +police, I would refuse to do it! + +"And then the newspapers say that we took from these hands +Judas-money, dripping with human blood. No, gentlemen, it is a slander +which stabs our very soul, and inflicts insufferable pain. Not money, +nor threats, nor promises will suffice to make us mercenary murderers +of our brethren, nor accomplices with them." + +"Never ... No ... No ... ," his comrades standing behind him began to +murmur. + +"I will say more," the thief continued. "Many of us protected the +victims during this pogrom. Our friend, called Sesoi the Great--you +have just seen him, gentlemen--was then lodging with a Jewish +braid-maker on the Moldavanka. With a poker in his hands he defended +his landlord from a great horde of assassins. It is true, Sesoi the +Great is a man of enormous physical strength, and this is well known +to many of the inhabitants of the Moldavanka. But you must agree, +gentlemen, that in these moments Sesoi the Great looked straight into +the face of death. Our comrade Martin the Miner--this gentleman here" +--the orator pointed to a pale, bearded man with beautiful eyes who +was holding himself in the background--"saved an old Jewess, whom he +had never seen before, who was being pursued by a crowd of these +_canaille_. They broke his head with a crowbar for his pains, smashed +his arm in two places and splintered a rib. He is only just out of +hospital. That is the way our most ardent and determined members +acted. The others trembled for anger and wept for their own impotence. + +"None of us will forget the horrors of those bloody days and bloody +nights lit up by the glare of fires, those sobbing women, those little +children's bodies torn to pieces and left lying in the street. But for +all that not one of us thinks that the police and the mob are the real +origin of the evil. These tiny, stupid, loathsome vermin are only a +senseless fist that is governed by a vile, calculating mind, moved by +a diabolical will. + +"Yes, gentlemen," the orator continued, "we thieves have nevertheless +merited your legal contempt. But when you, noble gentlemen, need the +help of clever, brave, obedient men at the barricades, men who will be +ready to meet death with a song and a jest on their lips for the most +glorious word in the world--Freedom--will you cast us off then and +order us away because of an inveterate revulsion? Damn it all, the +first victim in the French Revolution was a prostitute. She jumped up +on to a barricade, with her skirt caught elegantly up into her hand +and called out: 'Which of you soldiers will dare to shoot a woman?' +Yes, by God." The orator exclaimed aloud and brought down his fist on +to the marble table top: "They killed her, but her action was +magnificent, and the beauty of her words immortal. + +"If you should drive us away on the great day, we will turn to you and +say: 'You spotless Cherubim--if human thoughts had the power to wound, +kill, and rob man of honour and property, then which of you innocent +doves would not deserve the knout and imprisonment for life?' Then we +will go away from you and build our own gay, sporting, desperate +thieves' barricade, and will die with such united songs on our lips +that you will envy us, you who are whiter than snow! + +"But I have been once more carried away. Forgive me. I am at the end. +You now see, gentlemen, what feelings the newspaper slanders have +excited in us. Believe in our sincerity and do what you can to remove +the filthy stain which has so unjustly been cast upon us. I have +finished." + +He went away from the table and joined his comrades. The barristers +were whispering in an undertone, very much as the magistrates of the +bench at sessions. Then the chairman rose. + +"We trust you absolutely, and we will make every effort to clear your +association of this most grievous charge. At the same time my +colleagues have authorised me, gentlemen, to convey to you their deep +respect for your passionate feelings as citizens. And for my own part +I ask the leader of the deputation for permission to shake him by the +hand." + +The two men, both tall and serious, held each other's hands in a +strong, masculine grip. + +The barristers were leaving the theatre; but four of them hung back a +little beside the clothes rack in the hall. Isaac Abramovich could not +find his new, smart grey hat anywhere. In its place on the wooden peg +hung a cloth cap jauntily flattened in on either side. + +"Yasha!" The stern voice of the orator was suddenly heard from the +other side of the door. "Yasha! It's the last time I'll speak to you, +curse you! ... Do you hear?" The heavy door opened wide. The gentleman +in the sandy suit entered. In his hands he held Isaac Abramovich's +hat; on his face was a well-bred smile. + +"Gentlemen, for Heaven's sake forgive us--an odd little +misunderstanding. One of our comrades exchanged his hat by accident... +Oh, it is yours! A thousand pardons. Doorkeeper! Why don't you keep an +eye on things, my good fellow, eh? Just give me that cap, there. Once +more, I ask you to forgive me, gentlemen." + +With a pleasant bow and the same well-bred smile he made his way +quickly into the street. + + + + + +End of the Project Gutenberg EBook of Best Russian Short Stories, by Various + +*** END OF THE PROJECT GUTENBERG EBOOK 13437 *** |
