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You may copy it, give it away or +re-use it under the terms of the Project Gutenberg License included +with this eBook or online at www.gutenberg.org + + +Title: Every Soul Hath Its Song + +Author: Fannie Hurst + +Release Date: June 28, 2004 [EBook #12763] + +Language: English + +Character set encoding: ISO-8859-1 + +*** START OF THIS PROJECT GUTENBERG EBOOK EVERY SOUL HATH ITS SONG *** + + + + +Produced by PG Distributed Proofreaders + + + + +[Illustration: Fannie Hurst] + + + + +EVERY SOUL HATH ITS SONG + +BY + +FANNIE HURST + +AUTHOR OF + +_Just Around the Corner_ + +"_Oh, the melody in the simplest heart_" + + + + +BOOKS BY FANNIE HURST + +EVERY SOUL HATH ITS SONG + +JUST AROUND THE CORNER + + + + +Every Soul Hath Its Song + +1912, 1916 + + + + +TO + +J.S.D. + + + + +CONTENTS + + +SEA GULLIBLES + +ROLLING STOCK + +HOCHENHEIMER OF CINCINNATI + +IN MEMORIAM + +THE NTH COMMANDMENT + +T.B. + +SUMMER RESOURCES + +SOB SISTER + +THE NAME AND THE GAME + + + + +EVERY SOUL HATH ITS SONG + + + + +SEA GULLIBLES + + +In this age of prose, when men's hearts turn point-blank from blank +verse to the business of chaining two worlds by cable and of daring to +fly with birds; when scholars, ever busy with the dead, are suffering +crick in the neck from looking backward to the good old days when +Romance wore a tin helmet on his head or lace in his sleeves--in such +an age Simon Binswanger first beheld the high-flung torch of Goddess +Liberty from the fore of the steerage deck of a wooden ship, his small +body huddled in the sag of calico skirt between his mother's knees, and +the sky-line and clothes-lines of the lower East Side dawning upon his +uncomprehending eyes. + +Some decades later, and with an endurance stroke that far outclassed +classic Leander's, Simon Binswanger had swum the great Hellespont +that surged between the Lower East Side and the Upper West Side, and, +trolling his family after, landed them in one of those stucco-fronted, +elevator-service apartment-houses where home life is lived on the layer, +and the sins of the extension sole and the self-playing piano are +visited upon the neighbor below. Landed them four stories high and dry +in a strictly modern apartment of three dark, square bedrooms, a square +dining-room ventilated by an airshaft, and a square pocket of a kitchen +that looked out upon a zigzag of fire-escape. And last a square +front-room-de-resistance, with a bay of four windows overlooking a +distant segment of Hudson River, an imitation stucco mantelpiece, a +crystal chandelier, and an air of complete detachment from its curtailed +rear. + +But even among the false creations of exterior architects and interior +decorators, home can find a way. Despite the square dining-room with +the stag-and-tree wall-paper design above the plate-rack and a gilded +radiator that hissed loudest at mealtime, when Simon Binswanger and his +family relaxed round their after-dinner table, the invisible cricket on +the visible hearth fell to whirring. + +With the oldest gesture of the shod age Mrs. Binswanger dived into her +work-basket, withdrew with a sock, inserted her five fingers into the +foot, and fell to scanning it this way and that with a furrow between +her eyes. + +"Ray, go in and tell your sister she should come out of her room and +stop that crying nonsense. I tell you it's easier we should all go to +Europe, even if we have to swim across, than every evening we should +have spoilt for us." + +Ray Binswanger rose out of her shoulders, her eyes dazed with print, +then collapsed again to the pages of her book. + +"Let her cry, mamma." + +"It's not so nice, Ray, you should treat your sister like that." + +"Can I help it, mamma, that all of a sudden she gets Europe on the +brain? You never heard me even holler for Arverne, much less Europe, as +long as the boats were running for Brighton, did you, mom?" + +"She thinks, Ray, in Europe it's a finer education for you both. She +ain't all wrong the way she hates you should run to Brighton with them +little snips." + +"Just the same you never heard me nag for trips. The going's too good at +home. Did you, pop, ever hear me nag?" + +"Ja, it's a lot your papa worries about what's what! Look at him there +behind his paper, like it was a law he had to read every word! Ray, go +get me my glasses under the clock and call in your sister. Them novels +will keep. Mind me when I talk, Ray!" + +Miss Ray Binswanger rose reluctantly, placing the book face downward on +the blue-and-white table coverlet. It was as if seventeen Indian summers +had laid their golden blush upon her. Imperceptibly, too, the lanky, +prankish years were folding back like petals, revealing the first bloom +of her, a suddenly cleared complexion and eyes that had newly learned to +drop upon occasion. + +"Honest, mamma, do you think it would hurt Izzy to make a move once in a +while? He was the one made her cry, anyway, guying her about spaghetti +on the brain." + +"Sure I did. Wasn't she running down my profesh? She's got to go to +Europe for the summer, because the traveling salesmen she meets at home +ain't good enough for her. Well, of all the nerve!" + +"Just look at him, mamma, stretched out on the sofa there like he was a +king!" + +Full flung and from a tufted leather couch Isadore Binswanger turned on +his pillow, flashing his dark eyes and white teeth full upon her. + +"Go chase yourself, Blackey!" + +"Blackey! Let me just tell you, Mr. Smarty, that alongside of you I'm so +blond I'm dizzy." + +"Come and give your big brother a French kiss, Blackey." + +"Like fun I will!" + +"Do what I say or I'll--" + +Mrs. Binswanger rapped her darning-ball with a thimbled finger. + +"Izzy, stop teasing your sister." + +"You just ask me to press your white-flannel pants for you the next time +you want to play Palm Beach with yourself, and see if I do it or not. +You just ask me!" + +He made a great feint of lunging after her, and she dodged behind her +mother's rocking-chair, tilting it sharply. + +"Children!" + +"Mamma, don't you let him touch me!" + +"You--you little imp, you!" + +"Children!" + +"I tell you, ma, that kid's getting too fresh." + +"You spoil her, Izzy, more as any one." + +"It's those yellow novels, and that gang of drugstore snips you let her +run with will be her ruination. If she was my kid I bet I'd have kept +her in school another year." + +"You shut up, Izzy Binswanger, and mind your own business. You never +even went as long as me." + +"With a boy it's different." + +"You better lay pretty low, Izzy Binswanger, or I can tell a few tales. +I guess I didn't see you the night after you got in from your last trip, +in your white-flannel pants I pressed, dancing on the Brighton boat with +that peroxide queen alrighty." + +This time his face darkened with the blood of anger. + +"You little imp, I'll--" + +"Children! Stop it, do you hear! Ray, go right this minute and call +Miriam and bring me my glasses. Izzy, do you think it's so nice that a +grown man should tease his little sister?" + +"I'll be glad when he goes out on his Western trip next week." + +"Skidoo, you little imp!" + +She tossed her head in high-spirited distemper and flounced through the +doorway. He rose from his mound of pillows, jerking his daring waistcoat +into place, flinging each knee outward to adjust the knifelike trouser +creases, swept backward a black, pomaded forelock and straightened an +accurate and vivid cravat. + +"She's getting too fresh, I tell you, ma. If I catch her up round the +White Front drug-store with that fresh crowd of kids I'll slap her face +right there before them." + +"Ach, at her age, Izzy, Miriam was just the same way, and now look how +fine a boy has got to be before that girl will look at him. Too fine, I +say!" + +"Where's my hat, ma? I laid it here on the sewing-machine. Gee! the only +way for a fellow to keep his hat round this joint is to sit on it!" + +A quick frown sprang between Mrs. Binswanger's eyes and she glanced at +her husband, hidden behind his barricade of newspaper. Her brow knotted +and her wide, uncorseted figure half rose toward him. + +"Izzy, one night can't you stay at home and--" + +"I ain't gone yet, am I, ma? Don't holler before you're hurt. There's a +fellow going to call for me at eight and we're going to a show--a good +fellow for me to know, Irving Shapiro, city salesman for the Empire +Waist Company. I ain't still in bibs, ma, that I got to be bossed where +I go nights." + +"Ach, Izzy, for why can't you stay home this evening? Stay home and you +and Miriam and your friend sing songs together, and later I fix for you +some sandwiches--not, Izzy? A young man like Irving Shapiro I bet likes +it if you stay home with him once. Nice it will be for your sister, +too--eh, Izzy?" + +Mrs. Binswanger's face, slightly sagging at the mouth from the ravages +of two recently extracted molars, broke into an invitational smile. + +"Eh, Izzy?" + +He found and withdrew his hat from behind a newspaper-rack and cast a +quick glance toward the form of his father, whose nether half, ending +in a pair of carpet slippers dangling free from his balbriggan heels, +protruded from the barricade of newspaper. + +"That's right, just get the old man started on me, ma, too. When a +fellow travels six months out of the year in every two-by-four burg in +the Middle West, nagging like this is just what he needs when he gets +home." + +"You know, Izzy, I'm the last one to start something." + +"Then don't always ask a fellow where he's going, ma, and get pa started +too." + +"You know that not one thing that goes on does papa hear when he reads +his paper, Izzy. Never one word do I say to him how I feel when you go, +only I--I don't like you should run out nights so late, Izzy. Next week +again already you go out on your trip and--" + +"Now, ma, just--just you begin if you want to make me sore." + +"I tell you, Izzy, I worry enough that you should be on the road so +much. And ain't it natural, Izzy, when you ain't away I--I should like +it that you stay by home a lot? Sit down, anyway, awhile yet till the +Shapiro boy comes." + +"Sure I will, ma." + +"If I take a trip away from you this summer I worry, Izzy, and if I stay +home I worry. Anyway I fix it I worry." + +"Now, ma." + +"Only sometimes I feel if your papa feels like he wants to spend the +money--Well, anything is better as that girl should feel so bad that we +don't take her to Europe." + +He jingled a handful of loose coins from his pocket to his palm. +"Cheer up, ma; if the old man will raise my salary I'll blow you to a +wheelbarrow trip through Europe myself." + +"'Sh-h-h-h, Izzy! Here comes Miriam. I don't want you should tease her +one more word to make her mad. You hear?" + +In the frame of the doorway, quiescent as an odalisque and with the +golden tinge of a sunflower lighting her darkness, Miriam Binswanger +held the picture for a moment, her brother greeting her with bow and +banter. + +"Well, little red-eyes!" + +"Izzy, what did I just tell you!" + +His sister flashed him a dark glance, reflexly her hand darting upward +to her face. "You!" + +"Now, now, children! Why don't you and Miriam go in the parlor, Izzy, +and sing songs?" + +"What you all so cooped up in here for, mamma? Open the window, Ray; +it's as hot as summer outside." + +"Say, who was your maid this time last year, Miriam?" + +"Mamma, you going to let her talk that way to me?" + +"Ray, will it hurt you to put up the window like your sister asks?" + +"Well, I'm doing it, ain't I?" + +"Now, Miriam, you and Izzy go in the parlor and sing for mamma a +little." + +Miriam's small teeth met in a small click, her voice lay under careful +control and as if each nerve was twanging like a plucked violin string. + +"Please, mamma, please! I just can't sing to-night!" + +She was like a Jacque rose, dark and swaying, her little bosom beneath +the sheer blouse rising higher than its wont. + +"Please, mamma!" + +"Ach, now, Miriam!" + +"Where's those steamship pamphlets, mamma, I left laying here on the +table?" + +"Right here where you left them, Miriam." + +Mr. Isadore Binswanger executed a two-stride dash for the couch, +plunging into a nest of pillows and piling them high about his head and +ears. + +"Go-od night! The subject of Europe is again on the table for the +seventh evening this week. Nix for mine! Good night! Good night!" And he +fell to burrowing his head deeper among the pillows. + +"You don't need to listen, Izzy Binswanger. I wasn't talking to you, +anyways." + +"No, to your mother you was talking--always to me. I got to hear it." + +A sudden vibration darted through Mrs. Binswanger's body, straightening +it. "Always me! I tell you, Simon, with your family you 'ain't got no +troubles. I got 'em all. How he sits there behind his newspaper just +like a boarder and not in the family! I tell you more as once in my life +I have wished there was never a newspaper printed. Right under his nose +he sits with one glued every evening." + +"Na, na, old lady!" + +"That sweet talk don't make no neverminds with me. 'Na, na,' he says. I +tell you even when my children was babies how they could cry every night +right under his nose and never a hand would that man raise to help me. +I tell you my husband's a grand help to me. 'Such a grand husband,' the +ladies always say to me I got. I wish they should know what I know!" + +Mr. Binswanger tossed aside his newspaper and raised his spectacles to +his horseshoe expanse of bald head. His face radiated into a smile +that brought out the whole chirography of fine lines, and his eyes +disappeared in laughter like two raisins poked into dough. + +"Na, na, old lady, na, na!" He made to pinch her cheek where it bagged +toward a soft scallop of double chin, but she withdrew querulously. + +"I tell you what I been through this winter, with Izzy out in a Middle +West territory where only once in four months I can see him, and my Ray +and her going-ons with them little snips, and now Miriam with her Europe +on the brain. I tell you that if anybody in this family needs Europe +it's me for my health, better as Miriam for her singing and her style. +Such nagging I have got ringing in my ears about it I think it's easier +to go as to stay home with long faces." + +Erect on the edge of her chair Miriam inclined toward her parent. +"That's just what I been saying, mamma; all four of us need it. Not only +me and Ray, but--" + +"Leave me out, missy!" + +"Not only us two for our education, mamma, but a trip like that can make +you and papa ten years younger. Read what the booklet says. It--" + +"I'm an old woman and I don't want I should try to look young like on +the streets here up-town you can see the women. What comes natural to me +like gray hairs I don't got to try to hide." + +"Hurrah for ma! 'Down with the peroxide and the straight fronts,' she +says." + +"Izzy, that ain't so nice neither to talk such things before your +sisters." + +"Don't listen to him, mamma. Just let me ask you, mamma, just let me ask +you, papa--papa, listen: did you ever in your life have a real vacation? +What were those two weeks in Arverne for you last summer compared to on +board a ship? You--" + +"That's what I need yet--shipboard! I tell you I'm an old man and I'm +glad that I got a home where I can take off my shoes and sit in comfort +with my rheumatism." + +"Hannah Levin's father limped ten times worse than you, papa. Didn't he, +mamma? And since he took Hannah over last summer not one stroke has he +had since. And she--Well, you see what she did for herself." + +Mrs. Binswanger paused in her stitch. "That's so, Simon; Hannah Levin +should grab for herself a man like Albert Hamburger. She should fall +into the human-hair Hamburger family, a stick like her! At fish-market +when he lived down-town each Friday morning I used to meet old man +Levin, and I should say his knees were worse as yours, papa." + +"When my daughter marries a Albert Hamburger, then maybe too we can +afford to take a trip to Europe." + +Miss Binswanger raised her eyes, great dark pools glozed over with +tears. "All right then, I'll huck at home. But let me tell you, papa, +since you come right out and mention it, that's where she met Albert +Hamburger, if anybody should ask you, right on board the ship. Those +kind don't lie round Arverne with that cheap crowd of week-end +salesmen." + +"There she goes on my profesh again!" + +"That's where she met him, since you talk about such things, papa, right +on the steamer." + +"So!" Mrs. Binswanger let fall idle hands into her lap. "So!" + +"Sure. Didn't you know that, mamma? She was going over for just ten +weeks with her mother and father to take a few singing-lessons when they +got to Paris, just like I want to, and right on the ship going over she +met him and they got engaged." + +"So!" + +"Yes, mamma." + +Mr. Binswanger fell into the attitude of reading again, knees crossed +and one carpet slipper dangling. "I know plenty girls as get engaged on +dry land, Carrie; just get such ideas that they don't out of your head." + +"I don't say, Simon, I don't give you right, but after a winter like I +been through I feel like maybe it's better to go as to stay." + +"That's right, ma, loosen up and she'll get you yet." + +"It ain't nice, Izzy, you should use such talk to your mother. I tell +you it ain't so nice a son should tell his mother she should loosen up." + +"I only meant, ma--" + +"That's just how I feel, Simon, with the summer coming on I can't stand +no more long faces. Last year it was Arverne till a cottage we had to +take. Always in April already my troubles for the summer begin. One year +Miriam wants Arverne and Ray wants we should go to the mountains where +the Schimm girls go. This year, since she got in with them Lillianthal +girls, Miriam has to have Europe, and Ray wants to stay home so with +snips like Louie Ruah she can run with. I tell you when you got +daughters you don't know where--" + +"Give 'em both a brain test, ma." + +"Stop teasing your sister, Izzy. I always say with girls you got trouble +from the start and with boys it ain't no better. Between Arverne and--" + +"Arverne! None of the swell crowd goes there any more, mamma." + +"Swell! Let me tell you, Miriam, your papa and me never had time to be +swell when we was young. I remember the time when we couldn't afford +a trip to Coney Island, much less four weeks a cottage at +Arverne-next-to-the-sea. Ain't it, papa? I wish the word 'swell' I had +never heard. My son Isadore kicks to-night at supper because at hotels +on the road he gets fresh napkins with every meal. Now all of a sudden +my daughter gets such big notions in her head that nothing won't do for +her but Europe for a summer trip. I tell you, Simon, I don't wish a dog +to go through what I got to." + +Mr. Binswanger let fall his newspaper to his knee. + +"Na, na, mamma, for what you get excited? Ain't talk cheap enough for +you yet? Why shouldn't you let the children talk?" + +Miss Binswanger inclined to her father's knee, her throat arched and +flexed. "Papa dear, it's a cheap trip. For what four weeks in a cottage +at Arverne-by-the-sea would cost the four of us could take one of those +tourists' trips through Europe. The Lillianthals, papa, for four hundred +and fifty dollars apiece landed in Italy and went straight through to--" + +"The Lillianthals, Lillianthals," mimicked Mrs. Binswanger, sliding her +darning-egg down the length of a silken stocking. "I wish that name we +had never heard. All of a sudden now education like those girls you +think you got to have, music and--" + +"Oh, mamma, honest, you just don't care how dumb us girls are. Look at +Ray and me, we haven't even got a common education like--" + +"You can't say, Miriam Binswanger, that me or your papa ever held one +of our children back out of school. If they didn't want to go we +couldn't--" + +"Oh, mamma, I--I don't mean just school. How do you think I feel when +all the girls begin to talk about Europe and all, and I got to sit back +at sewing-club like a stick?" + +"Ain't it awful, Mabel!" + +"Izzy!" + +"Why do you think a fellow like Sol Blumenthal is all the time after +Lilly Lillianthal and Sophie Litz and those girls? He has been over +seventeen times, buying silks, and those girls don't have to sit back +like sticks when he talks about the shows in Paris and all." + +"I know girls, Miriam, what got as fine husbands as Sol Blumenthal and +didn't need to run to Europe for them." + +"I never said that, did I, mamma? Only it's a help to girls nowadays +if--if they've been to places and know a thing or two." + +"If a girl can cook a little and--" + +"Look there at Ray, nothing in her head but that novel she's reading, +and little snips that'll treat her to a soda-water if she hangs round +the White Front long enough, and ride her down to Brighton on one of +those dirty excursion boats if she--" + +"You shut up, Miriam Binswanger, and mind your own business!" + +"You let her talk to me that way, mamma?" + +"Go to it, sis." + +"You let her talk that way to me and Izzy eggs her on! No wonder she's +fresh, the way everybody round here lets her do what she wants, papa +worst of all!" + +Ray danced to her feet, tossing her hair backward in maenadic waves, +her hands outflung, her voice a taunt and a singsong. "I know! I know! +You're sore because you're four years older and you're afraid I'll get +engaged first. Engaged first! I know! I know!" + +"Go to it, sis!" + +"Sure, I got a Brighton date every Saturday night this summer, missy, +and with a slick little fellow that can take his father's car out every +Tuesday night without asking. Eddie Sollinger! I guess you call him a +snip, too, because he's a city salesman. I know! I know! Ha! I should +worry that the Lillianthals are going to Europe! I know! I know!" She +pirouetted to her father's side of the table. "Give me a dollar, pa?" + +Mrs. Binswanger held out a remonstrating hand. "Ach, Ray, you mustn't--" + +"It ain't even seven yet. Have a heart, ma! Gee! can't I walk up to the +corner with Bella Mosher for a soda? Do I have to stick round this fuss +nest? I'll be back in a half-hour, ma. Please?" + +"Don't let her go, ma." + +"You shut up, Izzy!" + +"Ach, Ray, I--" + +"Give me the dollar, pa, for voting against Europe. Don't let her +hypnotize you like she always does. Down with Europe! I say. We should +cross the ocean and get our feet wet, eh, pa?" + +He waggled a pinch of her flushed cheek between his thumb and forefinger +and dived into his pocket. + +"Baby-la, you!" he said, crossing her palm; and she was out and past +him, imprinting a kiss on the crest of the bald horseshoe and tossing a +glance as quick as Pierrette's over one shoulder. + +On the echo of the slamming door, her eyes shining with conviction and +her face suddenly old with prophecy, Miriam turned upon her mother. + +"You see, mamma, you see! Seventeen, and nothing in her head but +Brighton Beach and soda-water fountains and joy-riding. Just you watch; +some day she'll meet up with some dinky fakir or ribbon clerk at one of +those places, and the first thing you know for a son-in-law you'll have +a crook." + +"Miriam!" + +"Yes, you will! Those are the only chances a girl gets if she's not in +the swim." + +"Listen to her, ma, and then you blame me for not bringing any of the +fellows round here for her to meet. You don't catch me doing it, the way +she thinks she's better than they are and gives them the high hand. Not +muchy!" + +"I should worry for the kind you bring, Izzy." + +"As nice boys Izzy has brought home, Miriam, as ever in my life I would +want to meet." + +"Yes, but you see for yourself the way the society fellows, like Sol +Blumenthal and Laz Herzog, hang round the Lillianthal girls. I always +got to take a back seat, and maybe you think I don't know it." + +"I never heard that on ships young men was so plentiful." + +"She wants to land an Italian count and she'll just about land a +barber." + +Mr. Binswanger peered suddenly over the rim of his paper. "A no-count +yet is what we need in the family. Get right away such ideas out your +head. All my life I 'ain't worked so hard to spend my money on the old +country. In America I made it and in America I spend it. Now just stop +it, right away, too." + +"Go to it, pa!" + +Suddenly Miss Binswanger let fall her head into her cupped hands. Tears +trickled through. "I--I just wish that I--I hadn't been born! Why--did +you move up-town, then, where everybody does things, if--if--" + +Her father's reply came in a sudden avalanche. "For why? Because then, +just like now, you nagged me. You can take it from me, just so happy as +now was me and mamma down by Rivington Street. I'm a plain man and with +no time for nonsense. I tell you the shirtwaist business 'ain't been so +good that--" + +"You--you can't fool me with that poor talk, papa. Everybody knows you +get a bigger business each year. You can't fool me that way." + +Tears burst and flowed over her words, and her head burrowed deeper. +Across her prostrate form Simon Binswanger nodded to his wife in rising +perplexity. + +"Fine come-off, eh, Carrie?" + +"Miriam, ach, Miriam, come here to mamma." + +"Aw, take her, pa, if she's so crazy to go. It'll be slack time between +now and when I get back from my territory. Max has got pretty good run +of the office these days. Take her across, pa, and get it out of her +system. Quit your crying, kid." + +Mr. Binswanger waggled a crooked finger in close proximity to his son's +face. "Du! Du mit a big mouth! Is it because you sell for the house such +big bills I can afford to run me all over Europe! A few more accounts +like Einstein from Cleveland you can sell for me, and then we can go +bankrupt easier as to Europe. Du mit a big mouth!" + +"Pa, ain't you ever going to get that out of your system? My first bad +account and--" + +"You'm a dude! That's all I know, you'm a dude! Right on my back now I +got on your old shirts and dressed like a king I feel." + +"I'm done, pa! I'm done!" + +"Ach, Miriam, don't cry so. Here, look up at mamma. Maybe, Miriam, if +you ask your papa once more he will--" + +"I tell you, no. What Mark Lillianthal does and what my son can say so +easy makes nothing with me. I'm glad as I got a home to stay in." + +Above her daughter's bowed head Mrs. Binswanger regarded her husband +through watery eyes. "She ain't so wrong, Simon. I tell you I got the +first time to hear you come out and say to your family, 'Well, this year +we do something big.' The bigger you get in business the littler on the +outside you get, Simon. Always you been the last to do things." + +"And, papa, everybody--" + +"Everybody makes no difference with me. I don't work for the steamship +company. For two thousand dollars what such a trip costs I can do better +as Europe." + +"I--I just wish I hadn't ever been born." + +A sudden tear found its way down Mrs. Binswanger's billowy cheek. "You +hear, Simon, your own daughter has to wish she had never got born." + +She drew her daughter upward to her wide bosom, and through the loose +basque percolated the warm tears. + +"'Sh-h-h-h, Miriam, don't you cry." + +"Ach, now, Carrie--" + +"I tell you, Simon, I 'ain't been a wife that has made such demands on +you, but I guess you think it's a comfort that a mother should hear that +in society her daughter has to take a back seat." + +"When she 'ain't got a front seat she should take a second seat. I don't +need no seat. I know worse young men as Sollie Spitz and Eddie Greenbaum +what comes here to see her." + +"Just the same you--you said to me the other night, papa, that I never +seem to meet young men like Adolph Gans, fellows who are in business for +themselves." + +"Ja, but I--" + +"Well, where do you think Elsa Bergenthal met Adolph, but on the ship?" + +"You hear, Simon: Moe Bergenthal, who sells shirtwaists for you right +this minute, can afford to send his daughter to Europe." + +"Ja, I guess that's why he sells shirtwaists for me instead of for +himself." + +"See, papa, she--" + +"That's right, get him cornered, ma! Go to it, Miriam!" + +"Du, du good-for-nothings dude, du!" + +"Be a sport, pa!" + +"Ach, Simon--" + +"Ach, you women make me sick! In the old country, I tell you, I got no +business. All the Eyetalians what I want to see I can see down on Cherry +Street--for less as two thousand dollar too." + +"Why--why, that's no way to learn about 'em, papa. You just ought to see +me take a back seat when Lilly Lillianthal gets out her post-cards and +begins telling about the real ones." + +Mrs. Binswanger took on a private tone, peering close into her husband's +face. "You hear that, Simon? Mark Lillianthal, what failed regular like +clockwork before he moved up-town, his daughter can make our Miriam feel +small. You hear that, Simon?" + +His daughter's arms were soft about his neck, tight, tighter. "Papa, +please! For a couple of thousand we can take that beau-tiful trip I +showed you in the booklet. Card-rooms on the steamer, papa. Hannah told +me all summer her father played pinochle in Germany, father, right +outdoors where they drink beer and eat rye-bread sandwiches all day. In +Germany we can even stop at Dusseldorf where you were born, papa--just +think, papa, where you were born! In Italy we can make Ray look at the +pictures and statues, and all day you can sit outdoors and--and play +cards, papa. Just think, papa, by the time you have to buy us swell +clothes for Arverne I tell you it will cost you more. All Lilly +Lillianthal needed for Europe, mamma, was a new blue suit." + +"Go way--go way with such nonsense, I tell you!" "And how you and papa +can rest up, mamma." "She's right, Simon; such a trip won't hurt us. I +tell you we don't get younger each day." + +He regarded his wife with eyes rolled backward. "That's what I need yet, +Carrie, all of a sudden you take sides away from me. Always round your +little finger your children could always wind themselves." + +"Na, Simon, when I see a thing I see it. With Izzy out on his trip these +next two months it won't hurt us. So crazy for Europe you know I ain't, +but when you got children you got to make sacrifice for them." + +"I--" + +"For ten weeks, Simon, you can stand it, and me too." + +"I--" + +"For ten weeks, Simon, if we go on that boat she wants that sails away +on June twentieth--it's a fine boat, she says." + +"June twentieth I don't go. July twentieth I got to be back when my men +go out on the road--" + +"Then shoot 'em over this month, pa. Max can--" + +"There's a boat two weeks from to-day, pa, see here in the booklet, the +same boat, the _Roumania,_ only on this month's sailing. We can get +ready easy, papa, we--oh, we can get ready easy." + +"Ach, Miriam, in two weeks how can we get together our things for a trip +like that?" + +"Easy, mamma, I tell you I--I'll do all the shopping and packing and +everything." + +"'Sh-h-h-h, I 'ain't promised yet. I tell you if anybody would tell me +two days ago to Europe I got to go this month, right away I wouldn't +have believed 'em!" + +"Ach, Simon, you think yet it's a pleasure for me? You think for me it's +a pleasure to shut up my flat and leave it for two months? You think +it's easy to leave Izzy, even when he's 'way out West on his trip? You +think it's easy to leave that boy with the whole ocean between?" + +"Aw, ma, cut the comedy!" + +"Ten times, Simon, I rather stay right here in my flat, but--" + +"Then right away on the whole thing I put down my foot." + +"Papa!" + +"No, no, Simon, I want we should go. Girls nowadays, Simon, got to be +smart--not in the kitchen, but in the head." + +"Be a sport, pa." + +"It's enough I got a son what's a sport." + +"Only a little over two months, papa. Two weeks from to-day we can get a +booking. To-morrow I'll go down to the steamship offices and fix it all +up; I know all about it, papa; there isn't a booklet I haven't read." + +"Na, na, I--" + +"Simon, in all your life not one thing have you refused me. In all my +life, Simon, have I made on you one demand? Answer me, Simon, eh? Answer +your wife." She placed her thimbled hand across his knee, peering +through dim eyes up into his face. "Eh, Simon, in thirty years?" + +"Carrie-sha! Carrie-sha!" He smiled at her through eyes dimmer still, +then rose, waggling the bent forefinger. "But not one day over ten +weeks, so help me!" + +"Papa!" + +With a cry that broke on its highest note Miss Binswanger sprang to her +feet, her arms clasping about her father's neck. + +"Oh, papa! Papa! Mamma!" + +"'Sh-h-h-h! the door-bell! Go to the door, Izzy; I guess maybe that's +Ray back or your friend. Ach, such excitement! Already I feel like we're +on the boat." + +"Oh, mamma, mamma!" Her words came too rapidly for coherence and her +heart would dance against her breast. "I--I'm just as happy!" Kissing +her mother once on each eye, she danced across to her brother, tagging +him playfully. "Lazy! I'll go to the door. Lazy! Lazy! Tra-la-la, +tra-la-la!" and danced to the door, flinging it wide. + +Enter Mr. Irving Shapiro, his soft campus hat pressed against his +striped waistcoat in a slight bow, and a row of even teeth flashed +beneath a neat hedge of mustache. + +"Mr. Izzy Binswanger live here?" + +"Hello, Irv! That you? Come in!" + +She dropped a courtesy. "That sounds like he lives here, don't it? +That's him calling." + +And because her new exuberance sent the blood fizzing through her veins +with the bite and sparkle of Vichy, a smile danced across her face, now +in her eyes, now quick upon her lips. + +"Come right in the dining-room, Mr.--Mr.--" + +"Shapiro." + +"--Shapiro; he's expecting you." She drew back the portières, quirking +her head as he passed through. Isadore Binswanger rose from his couch, +pressing his friend's hand and passing him round the little circle. + +"Pa, meet Irving Shapiro, city man for the Empire Waist Company. Irv, +meet my father and mother and my sister." + +A round of handshaking. + +"We're as excited as a barnyard round here, Irv; the governor and the +family just decided to light out for Europe for two months." + +"Europe!" + +"Ja, my children they drag a old man like me where they want." + +Mrs. Binswanger leaned forward smiling in her chair. "You see, we want +papa should have a good rest, Mr. Shapiro. You know yourself I guess +shirtwaists ain't no easy business. We don't know yet if we can get +berths on the twentieth this month, but--" + +"State-rooms, mamma." + +"State-rooms, then. What's that boat we sail on, Miriam?" + +"_Roumania_, mamma." + +Mr. Shapiro sat suddenly forward in his chair, his eager face thrust +forward. "Say, I'm your man!" + +"You!" + +"Before you get your reservations let me steer you. I got a cousin works +down at the White Flag offices--Harry Mansbach. He'll fix you up if +there ain't a room left on the boat. He's the greatest little fixer you +ever seen." + +"Ach, Mr. Shapiro, how grand! To-morrow, Miriam, maybe when you get the +berths--" + +"State-rooms, mamma." + +"State-rooms, maybe Mr. Shapiro will--will go mit." + +"Aw, mamma, he--" + +"Will I! Well, I guess!" + +Across the table their eyes met and held. + + * * * * * + +Even into the granite cañon of lower Broadway spring can find a way. +In the fifty-first story of the latest triumph in skyscraping a +six-dollar-a-week stenographer filled her drinking-tumbler with water +and placed it, with two pansies floating atop, beside her typewriting +machine. In Wall Street an apple-woman with the most ancient face in the +world leaned out of her doorway with a new offering, forced but firm +strawberries that caught a backward glance from the passing tide of +finders and keepers, losers and weepers. Two sparrows hopped in and out +among the stone gargoyles of a municipal building. A dray-driver cursed +at the snarl of traffic and flecked the first sweat from his horse's +flanks. A gaily striped awning drooped across the front of the White +Flag steamship offices, and out from its entrance, spring in her face, +emerged Miss Miriam Binswanger; at her shoulder Irving Shapiro attended. + +"Honest, Mr. Shapiro, I--I just don't know what I would have done except +for you." + +"I told you Harry Mansbach would fix you up." + +She clasped her wrist-bag carefully over the bulk of a thick envelope +and turned her shining face full upon him. + +"On deck A, too, right with the best!" + +He steered her by a light pressure of her arm into the up-town flux of +the sidewalk. "If I was a right smart kind of a fellow I never would +have helped you to get those cabins." + +"Oh, Mr. Shapiro!" + +"But that's me every time, always working against myself." + +"Well, of all the nerve!" And her voice would belie that she knew his +delicate portent. + +"If not for me, maybe you couldn't have gotten those reservations and +you would have to stay at home. That's where I would come in, see?" + +"Well, of all things!" + +"But that's me every time. Meet a girl one day, take a fancy to her, and +off she sails for Europe the next." + +"Honest, Mr. Shapiro, you're just the limit!" She would have no more +hold of his arm, but at the next Subway hood paused in the act of +descending and held out her hand. "I'm just so much obliged, Mr. +Shapiro." + +He removed his hat, standing there holding it in the crook of his arm, +the bright sunlight on his wavy hair. "Aw, now, Miss Binswanger, is this +the way to leave a fellow?" + +"Sure, it is! Anyways, don't you have to go to work?" + +"I should let my work interfere with my pleasure! Anyway, that's the +beauty of my line--I work when I please, not when my boss pleases." + +"I got to go shopping and straight home, Mr. Shapiro. Just think, two +weeks from yesterday we sail, and we got enough sewing and packing to be +done at our house to keep a whole regiment busy." + +He withdrew her from the tangle of pedestrians and into the entrance +of a corner candy-shop. "Aw, now, what's your hurry?" he insisted, +regarding her with smiling, invitational eyes. + +"Well, of all the nerve!" She would not meet his gaze, and swung her +little leather wrist-bag back and forward by its strap. + +"I dare you to get on the Elevated with me and ride out with me to Bronx +Park for a sniff of the country." + +"I should say not! I got to go buy a steamer-trunk and a whole list of +things mamma gave me and then hurry home and help. Maybe--maybe some +other day." + +"Aw, have a heart, Miss Miriam! To-morrow I've got to go over to Newark +to sell a bill of goods. Maybe some other day will never come. Feel how +grand it is out. Just half a day. Come!" + +She was full of small emphasis and with no yielding note in her voice. +"No, no, I can't go." + +"Just a little while, Miss Miriam. All those things will keep until +to-morrow. I can get you a steamer-trunk wholesale, anyway. Look, it's +nearly two o'clock already! Come on and be game! Think of it--out in the +park a day like this! Grass growing, birds singing, and the zoo and all. +Aw, be game, Miss Miriam!" + +"If I thought Ray would help mamma; but she's got a grouch on and--" + +"Sure she will! Gee! what's the fun meeting a girl you think you're +going to like if she won't do one little thing for a fellow! You bet it +ain't every girl I'd beg like this. Whoops, I could just rip things open +to-day!" It was as if he felt his life in every limb. "Come on, Miss +Miriam, be a sport! Come on!" + +"I--I oughtn't to." + +"That's what makes it all the more fun." + +Her eyes were so dark, so like pools! They met his with a smile clear +through to their depths. "Well, maybe, but--but just for a little +while." + +"Just a little while." + +"I--I oughtn't." + +"You ought." + +"Well, just this once." + +"Sure, just this once." He linked his arm in hers. + +"I--I--" + +"Gee!" he said, "you're a girl after my own heart!" + +On the Elevated train the windows were lowered to the first inrush of +spring, and when they left the city behind them came the first green +smells of open field and bursting bud. + +"Now are you sorry you came, little Miss Miriam?" + +She bared her head to the rush of breeze and he held her hat on his lap. +"Well, I should say not!" + +"No crowds, just everything to ourselves." + +"M-m-m-m! Smells like lilacs." + +"We'll pick some." + +"I--I ought to be home." + +"Forget it!" + +"Now, Mr. Shap-iro!" But her eyes continued to laugh and the straight +line of her mouth would quiver. + +"Some eyes you've got, girlie! Some great big eyes! They nearly bowled +me over when you opened the door for me last night. Let me see your +eyes--what color are they, anyway?" + +"Green." + +They laughed without rhyme and without reason, and as if their hearts +were distilling joy. Then for a time they rode without speech and with +only the wind in their ears, and he watched the tendrils of her hair +blowing this way and that. + +"Just think," she said, finally, "we land in Naples just four weeks from +to-day!" + +"Hope the boat don't sail." + +"You don't." + +"Do!" + +"If you aren't just the limit!" + +"What'll I be doing while you're gallivanting round the country with +some Italian count?" + +"I should worry." + +"I better put a bee in Izzy's ear, and maybe he'll put another in your +father's, and the old gentleman will change his mind and won't go." + +"Yes--he--will--not! When papa promises he sticks." + +"Well, you don't know the nervy things I can do if I want. Nerve is my +middle name." + +"You sure are some nervy." + +"'Cheer up!' I always say to myself when a firm closes the front door on +me: 'Cheer up; there's always the back door and the fire-escape left.' +That's how I made my rep in shirtwaists--on nerve." He inclined to her +slightly across the car-seat. "You wouldn't close the front door on me, +would you, Miss Miriam?" + +"Look, we get off here!" + +"Would you?" + +"N-no, silly." + +Within the park new grass was soft as plush under their feet, and once +away from the winding asphalt of the main driveway the bosky heart of +a dell closed them in, and the green was suddenly dappled with shadow. +Here and there in the cool, damp spots violets lifted their heads and +pale wood-anemones, spring's firstlings. They sat on a rock spread first +with newspaper. Over their heads birds twitted. + +"Somehow, here so far away and all I--I just can't get it in my head +that I'm really going." + +"I can't, neither." + +"Naples--just think!" + +"Ain't it funny, Miss Miriam, but with some girls when you meet them +it's just like you had known them for always, and then again with others +somehow a fellow never gets anywheres." + +"That's the way with me. I take a fancy to a person or I don't." + +"That's me every time. Once let me get to liking a person, and good +night!" + +"Me, too." + +"Now take you, Miss Miriam. From the very minute last night when you +opened that door for me, with your cheeks so pink and your eyes so big +and bright, something just went--well, something just went sort of +lickety-clap inside of me. You seen for yourself how I wanted to back +out of going to the show with Izz?" + +"Yes." + +"It--it ain't many girls I'd want to stay home from a show for." + +"Say, just listen to the birds. If I could trill like that I wouldn't +have to take any lessons in Paris." + +"You sing, Miss Miriam?" + +"Oh, a little." + +"Gee! you are a girl after my own heart! There's nothing gets me like a +little girl with a voice." + +"My teacher says I'm a dramatic soprano." + +"When you going to sing for me, eh?" + +"I'll sing for you some time alrighty." + +"Soon?" + +"Yes." + +"How soon?" + +"Maybe after--after I've had some lessons in Paris." + +He was suddenly grave. "Aw, there you go on that old trip again! Gee! I +wish I could grab that bag out of your hand and throw it with tickets +and all in the lake!" + +"You know with me it's right funny too. The minute I get something I +want, then I don't want it any more. Before papa said yes I was so crazy +to go, and now that I got the tickets bought I'm not so anxious at all." + +"Then don't go, Miss Miriam." + +She withdrew her hand and danced to her feet, her incertitude vanishing +like a candle flame blown out. "Look over there, will you--a redbird!" + +"If it ain't!" and he followed her quickly, high-stepping between violet +patches. + +"Honest, it's hard to walk, the violets are so thick." + +"Here, let me pick you a bunch of them to take home, Miss Miriam. +Say, ain't they beauties! Look, great big purple ones, and black +and soft-looking toward the middle just like your eyes. Look what +beauties--they'll keep a long time when you get home, if you wrap them +in wet tissue-paper." + +They fell to plucking, now here, now there. + +The sun had got low when they retraced their steps to the train, and the +chill of evening long since had set in. + +"You--you ought to told me it was so late." + +"I didn't know it myself, Miss Miriam." + +"Let's hurry. Mamma won't know where--how--" + +"We'll make it back in thirty minutes." + +"Let's run for that train." + +"Give me your hand." + +They were off and against the wind, their faces thrust forward and +upward. Homeward in the coach they were strangely silent, this time his +hat in her lap. At the entrance to her apartment-house he left her with +reiterated farewells. + +"Then I can come to-morrow night, Miss Miriam?" + +"Y-yes." And she stepped into the elevator. He waved through the +trellis-work, as she moved upward, brandishing his hat. She answered +with a flourish of her bunch of violets. + +"Good-by!" + +At the threshold her mother met her, querulous and in the midst of +adjusting summer covers to furniture. + +"How late! I hope, Miriam, right away you had the steamer-trunk sent up. +Good berths--good state-rooms you got? What you got in that paper, that +aloes root I told you to get against seasickness? Gimme and right away I +boil it." + +"No, no, don't touch them! They--they're violets. Let me put them in +water with wet tissue-paper over them." + + * * * * * + +To the early clattering of that faithful chariot of daybreak, the +milk-wagon, and with the April dawn quivering and flushing over the +roofs of houses, Mrs. Binswanger rose from her restless couch and into a +black flannelette wrapper. + +"Simon, wake up! How a man can sleep like that the day what he starts +for Europe!" + +To her husband's continued and stentorian evidences of sleep she tiptoed +to the adjoining bedroom, slippered feet sloughing as she walked. + +"Girls!" + +Only their light breathing answered her. Atop the bed-coverlet her +younger daughter's hand lay upturned, the fingers curling toward the +palm. + +"Ray! Miriam!" + +Miriam stirred and burrowed deeper into her pillow, her hair darkly +spread against the white in a luxury of confusion. + +"Girls!" + +"What, mamma?" + +"Five o'clock, Miriam, and we ain't got the trunks strapped yet, or that +seasick medicine from Mrs. Berkovitz." + +"For Heaven's sake, mamma, the boat don't sail till three o'clock this +afternoon! There's plenty time. Go back to bed awhile, mamma." + +"When such a trip I got before me as twelve days on water, I don't lay +me in bed until the last minute. Ray, get up and help mamma. In a minute +the milkman comes, and I want you should tell him we don't take no more +for ten weeks. Get up, Ray, and help mamma see that all the windows is +locked tight." + +"M-m-m-m." + +"Miriam, get up! I want you should throw this quilt from your bed over +the brass table in the parlor so it don't get rust. Miriam, didn't you +say yourself last night you must get up early? Always only at night my +children got mouths about how early they get up." + +From the soft mound of her couch Miriam rose to the dawn with the +beautiful gesture of tossing backward her black hair. Sleep trembled on +her lashes and she yawned frankly with her arms outflung. + +"Oh-h-h-h-h dear!" + +"I tell you I got more gumption as my daughters. I want, Miriam, you +should go down by Berkovitz's for that prescription for your papa." + +"Aw, now, mamma, you've got six different kinds of--" + +"I tell you when I let your papa get seasick or any kind of sick on +this trip, with his going-on about hisself, right away my whole trip is +spoilt. Ray, if you don't get up and sew in them cuffs and collars on +your coat don't expect as I will do it for you. For my part you can +travel just like a rag-bag, Ray!" + +"M-m-m-m." + +Shivering and with her small ankles pressed together, Miriam peered out +into the pale light. + +"A grand day, mamma." + +"Miriam, I think if I sew all the express checks up in a bag and wear +them right here under my waist with the jewelry, they are better as in +papa's pockets. With his tobacco-bag, easy as anything he can pull them +out and lose them. That's what we need yet, to lose our express checks!" + +"Mamma, that's been on your mind for ten days. For goodness' sakes, +nobody's going to lose the express checks!" + +"What time they call for the trunks, Miriam?" + +"For goodness' sakes, mamma, didn't I tell you exactly ten times that's +all been attended to! Yesterday Irving went direct to the transfer +office with me." + +"I ain't so sure of nothing what I don't attend to myself. Ray, get up!" + +The sun rose over the roofs of the city, gilding them. At seven o'clock +the household was astir, strapping, nailing, folding, and unfolding. Mr. +Binswanger stooped with difficulty over his wicker traveling-bag. + +"So! Na!" + +In the act of adjusting her perky new hat Miriam flung out an +intercepting hand. "Oh, papa, you mustn't put in that old flannel +house-coat. That's not fit to wear anywhere but at home. And, papa, +papa, you just mustn't take along that old black skull-cap; you'll be +laughing-stock! Papa, please!" + +He flung her off. "In my house and out of my house what I want to wear I +wear. If in Naples them Eyetalians don't like what I wear, then--" + +"_Italians_, papa; how many times have I told you to say it _Italians_?" + +"When they don't like what I wear over there, right away they should +lump it." + +"Papa, please!" + +From the room adjoining Mrs. Binswanger leaned a crumpled coiffure +through the frame of the open door: "Simon, I got here that red woolen +undershirt. I want you should put it on before we start." + +"Na, na, mamma, I--" + +"Right away Mrs. Berkovitz says it will keep the salt air away from your +rheumatism. That's what I need yet, you should _grex_ from the start +with your backache. Ray, take this in to your papa. Fooling with that +new camera she stands all morning, when she should help a little. Look, +Miriam, you think that in here I got the express checks safe?" + +"Yes, mamma." + +At ten o'clock, with the last bolt sprung and the last baggage departed, +Mrs. Binswanger fell to the task of fitting gold links in her husband's +adjustable cuffs, polishing his various pairs of spectacles, inserting +various handkerchiefs in adjacent and expeditious pockets of his +clothing. + +"Simon, I want you should go in and dress now. All your things is laid +right out on the bed for you." + +"Mamma, you and papa don't need to begin to dress already. None of you +need to leave the house until about two, and it's only ten now. Just +think, from now until two o'clock you got to get ready in, mamma." + +"When I travel I don't take no chances." + +Miriam worked eager fingers into her new, dark-blue kid gloves. She was +dark and trig in a little belted jacket, a gold quill shimmering at a +cocky angle on the new blue-straw hat. + +"To be on the safe side, mamma, I'm going right now to meet Irving, so +we can sure have lunch and be at the boat by two." + +"Not one minute later, Miriam!" + +"Not one minute, mamma. Don't forget, Ray, you promised to bring my +field-glass for me. Be in the state-room all of you where Irving and +I can find you easy. There's always a big crowd at sailing. Don't get +excited, mamma. Ray, be sure and fix papa's cuffs so the red flannel +don't show. Good-by. Don't get excited, mamma!" + +"Miriam, you got on the asafetidy-bag?" + +"Yes, mamma." + +"Miriam, you don't be one minute later as two--" + +"No, mamma." + +"Miriam, you--" + +"Good-by!" + +Over a luncheon that lay cold and unrelished between them Irving Shapiro +leaned to Miriam Binswanger, his voice competing with the five-piece +orchestra and noonday blather of the Oriental Café. + +"I just can't get it in my head, somehow, Miriam, that to-morrow this +time you'll be out on the sea." + +"Me neither." + +"I just never had two weeks fly like these since we got acquainted." + +"Me--me neither." + +Music like great laughter rose over the slip-up in her voice. + +"You going to write to me, Miriam?" + +"Yes, Irving." + +"Often?" + +"Yes, Irving." + +"You're not going to forget me over there, are you, when you get to +meeting all those counts and big fellows?" + +"Oh, Irving!" + +"You're not going to clean forget me then, are you, Miriam, and the +great times we've had together, and the days in the woods, and the +singing, and--" + +"Oh, Irving, don't. I--Please--" + +She laid her fork across her untouched plate and turned her face from +him. Tears rose to choke her, and, tighten her throat against them as +she would, one rose to the surface and ricocheted down her cheek. + +"Why, Miriam!" + +"It's nothing, Irving, only--only let's get out of here. I don't want +any lunch, I just don't." + +"Miriam, that's the way I feel, too. I--I just can't bear to have you +go!" + +"You--We can't talk like that, Irving." + +"I tell you, Miriam, I just can't bear it!" + +"I--I--oh--" + +He leaned across the table for her hand, whispering, with an entire +flattening of tone, "Miriam, don't go!" + +"Irving, don't--talk so--so silly!" + +"Miriam, let's--let's you and me stay at home!" + +"Irving!" + +"Let's, Miriam!" + +"Irving, are you crazy?" But her voice yearned toward him. + +"Miriam, right at this table I've got an idea. We can do it, Miriam; we +can do it if you're game." + +"Do what?" + +He flashed out his watch. "We've got two hours and twenty minutes before +she sails." + +"Irving!" + +"We have, dear, to--to get a special license and the ring and do the +trick." + +"Why, I--" + +"Two hours and twenty minutes to make it all right for you to stay back +with me. Miriam, are you game, dear?" + +They regarded each other across the table as if each beheld in the other +a vision. + +"Irving, you--you must be crazy!" + +"I'm not, dear. I was never less crazy. What's the use of us having to +get apart after we just got each other? What's all those phony counts +and picture-galleries and high-sounding stunts compared to us staying +home and hitting it off together, Miriam? Just tell me that, Miriam." + +"Irving, I--we just couldn't! Look at mamma and papa and Ray, all down +at the boat maybe by now waiting for me, and none of them wanting to go +except me. For a whole year I had to beg them for this, Irving. They +wouldn't be going now if it wasn't for me. I--Irving, you must be +crazy!" + +He leaned closer and out of range of the waiter, his voice repressed to +a tight whisper. + +"None of those things count when a girl and a fellow fall in love like +you and me, Miriam." + +Even in her crisis her diffidence inclosed her like a sheath. "I never +said I--I was in love, did I?" + +"But you are! They'll go over there, Miriam, without you and have the +time of their lives. We'll stay home and keep the flat open for them so +your mother won't have to worry any more about burglars. After the +first surprise it won't be a trick at all. We got two hours and fifteen +minutes, dearie, and we can do the act and be down at the boat with +bells on to tell 'em good-by. Now ain't the time to think about the +little things and waste time, Miriam. We got to do it now or off you +go hiking, just like--like we had never met, a whole ocean between us, +Miriam!" + +"Irving, you--you mustn't." + +She pushed back from the table. He paid his check with a hand that +trembled, resuming, even as he crammed his bill-folder into a rear +pocket: + +"Be a sport, Miriam! I tell you we got the right to do it because we're +in love. We'll just tell them the truth, that at the last minute we--we +just couldn't let go. I'll do the talking, Miriam; I'll tell the old +folks." + +"Ray she--" + +"If you ain't afraid to start out on a hundred a month and commissions, +dear, we don't need to be scared of nothing. I'll tell them just the +plain truth, dear. Just think, if we do it now, when they come back in +ten weeks we can be down at the pier to meet them, eh, Miriam, just like +an--an old married couple--eh, Miriam--eh, Miriam, dear!" + +She rose. A red seepage of blood flooded her face; her bosom rose and +fell. + +"Are you game, Miriam? Are you, darling--eh, Miriam, eh?" + +"Yes, Irving." + + * * * * * + +Alongside her pier, white as a gull, new painted, new washed, cargoed +and stoked, the _Roumania_ reared three red smoke-stacks, and sat +proudly with the gang-plank flung out from her mighty hip and her nose +tapering toward the blue harbor and the blue billows beyond. + +Within the narrow confines of a first-deck stateroom, piled round with +luggage and its double-decker berths freshly made up, Mrs. Binswanger +applied an anxious eye to the port-hole, straining tiptoe for a wider +glimpse of deck. + +"I tell you this much, papa, in another five minutes when that child +don't come, right away off the boat I get and go home where I belong." + +In the act of browsing among the lower contents of his wicker hand-bag +Mr. Binswanger raised a perspiring face. + +"Na, na, mamma, thirty minutes' time yet she's got to get here. +Everybody don't got to come on four hours too soon like us." + +"Ja, you should worry about anything, so long as you got right in front +of you your newspapers and your tobacco. Right away for his tobacco he +has to dig when he sees so worried I am I can't see. Why don't our Ray +come back now if she can't find 'em and say she can't find 'em?" + +"I tell you, Carrie, if you let me go myself I can find 'em and--" + +"Right here you stay with me, Simon Binswanger! We don't get separated +no more as we can help. I ain't--Ach, look such a crowd, and no Miriam. +I--" + +"Na, na, Carrie!" + +"So easy-going he is! My daughter should keep me worried like this! +To lunch the day what she sails to Europe she has to go! Always she +complains that salesmen ain't good enough for her yet, and on the day +she sails she has to go to lunch with one. Why, I ask you, Simon, why +don't that Ray come back?" + +Mr. Binswanger packed his pipe tight and adjusted a small, close-fitting +black cap. "To travel with women, I tell you, it ain't no pleasure." + +"Ach, du Himmel! Right away off that cap comes, Simon! With my own hands +right away out of sight I hide it. Just once I want Miriam should see +you in that skull-hat! Right away off you take it, Simon!" + +"Ach, Carrie, on my own head I--" + +"I tell you already ten times I wish I was back in my flat. I guess you +think it's a good feeling I got to lock up my flat for Himmel knows +who to break in, and my son Isadore 'way out in Ohio and not even here +to--to say to his mother good-by. Already with such a smell on this boat +and my feelings I got a homesickness I don't wish on my worst enemy. My +boy should be left like this in America all alone!" + +"Ach, Carrie, for why--" + +Of a sudden Mrs. Binswanger's face fell into soft creases, her eyes +closed, and cold tears oozed through, zigzagging downward. "My boy out +West with--" + +"Na, na, Carrie! Don't you worry our Izzy don't take care of hisself +better as you. For what his expense accounts are--always a parlor car +he has to have--he can take care of hisself twice better as us, mamma. +Mamma, you should feel fine now we got started. I wish, mamma, you could +see such a card-room and such a dining-room they got up-stairs--gold +chairs like you never seen. We should go up on deck, Carrie, and--" + +"Ach, Simon, Simon, why don't that child come! So nearly crazy I never +was in my life. And now on top my Ray gone too. In a few minutes the +boat sails, and I don't know yet if I got a child on board. I tell you, +Simon, when Ray comes back I think it's better we carry off our trunks +and--" + +"Na, na, mamma, hear out in the hall. I told you so! Didn't I tell you +they come? You hear now Miriam's voice. Didn't I tell you, didn't I tell +you?" + +"Mamma, papa, here we are!" + +And in the doorway the hesitant form of erstwhile Miriam Binswanger, her +eyes dim as if obscured by a fog of tulle, over one shoulder the flushed +face of Mr. Irving Shapiro, and in turn over his the dark, quick +features of Ray, flashing their quick expressions. + +"I--I found 'em, mamma, just coming on board." + +A white flame of anger seemed suddenly to lick dry the two tears that +staggered down Mrs. Binswanger's plump cheeks. + +"I tell you, Miriam, you got a lots of regards for your parents." + +"But, mamma, we--" + +"A child what can worry her mother like this! Ten minutes before we sail +on board she comes just like nothing had happened. I should think, Mr. +Shapiro, that a young man what can hold a responsible position like you, +would see as a young girl what he invites out to lunch should have more +regards for her parents as you both." + +"Mamma, you--But just wait, mamma." + +Miriam stepped half resolutely into the room, peeling the glove from off +her left hand, and her glance here and there and everywhere with the +hither and thither of a wind-blown leaf. + +"Mamma, guess what--what we--we got to tell you? Mamma, we--Irving, +you--you tell," Her bared hand fell like a quivering wing and she shrank +back against his gray tweed coat-sleeve. "Irving, you tell!" + +"Miriam, nothing ain't wrong! Izzy, my--" + +"No, no, Mrs. Binswanger, nothing is wrong; what Miriam was trying to +say was that everything's right, wasn't it, Miriam?" + +"Yes, Irving." + +Mr. Binswanger threw two hands with the familiar upward gesture. "Come, +right away in a few minutes you got to get off, Shapiro. First I take +you up and show you the card-room and--" + +"'Sh-h-h-h, papa, let Irving--Go on, Irving." + +He cleared his throat, inserting two fingers within his tall collar. +"You see, Mr. Binswanger, you and Mrs. Binswanger, just at the last +minute we--we both seen we couldn't let go!" + +"Miriam!" + +"Now don't get excited, Mrs. Binswanger, only we--well, we just went and +got married, Mrs. Binswanger, when we seen we couldn't let go. From Dr. +Cann we just came. A half-hour on pins and needles, you can believe us +or not, we had to wait for him, and that's what made us so late. See, on +her hand she's got the ring and--" + +"See, mamma!" + +"And in my pocket I got the special license. We couldn't help it, Mr. +Binswanger, we--we just couldn't let go." + +"We couldn't, mamma, papa. We thought we ought to stay at home in the +flat--you're so worried, mamma, about burglars and nobody in America +with Izzy--and--and--Mamma? Papa? Haven't you got nothing to say to your +Miriam?" + +She extended empty and eloquent arms, a note of pleading rising above +the tears in her words. + +"Nothing? Mamma? Papa?" + +From without came voices; the grinding of chains lifting cargo; a +great basso from a smoke-stack; more voices. "All off! All off!" Feet +scurrying over wooden decks! "All off! All off!" A second steam-blast +that shot up like a rocket. + +"Mamma? Ray? Papa? Haven't any of you got anything to say?" + +"_Gott in Himmel_!" said Mrs. Binswanger. "_Gott in Himmel_!" + +"So!" said Mr. Binswanger, placing a hand with a loud pat on each knee. +"So!" + +"Oh, papa!" + +"A fine come-off! A fine come-off! Eh, mamma? To Europe we go to take +our daughter, and just so soon as we go no daughter we 'ain't got to +take!" + +"_Gott in Himmel! Gott in Himmel_!" + +"Ray, haven't you got nothing to say to Irving and me--Ray!" + +With a quick, fluid movement the younger sister slid close and her arms +wound tight. "Miriam, you--you little darling, you! Miriam! Irving! You +darlings!" + +Suddenly Mrs. Binswanger inclined, inclosing the two in a wide, moist +embrace. "Ach, my Miriam, what have you done! Not a stitch, not even a +right wedding! Irving, you bad boy, you, like I--I should ever dream you +had thoughts to be our son-in-law. Ach, my children, my children! Simon, +I tell you we can be thankful it's a young man what we know is all +right. Ach, I--I just don't know--I--just--don't know." + +"Papa, you ain't mad at us?" + +"What good it does me to be mad? I might just so well be glad as mad. My +little Miriam-sha, my little Miriam-sha!" And he fell to blinking as if +with gritty eyelids. + +"Simon--ach, Simon--you--ach, my husband, you--you ain't crying, you--" + +"Go 'way, Carrie, with such nonsense! You women don't know yet the +difference between a laff and a cry. Well, Shapiro, you play me a fine +trick, eh?" + +"It wasn't a trick, Mr. Binswanger--pa, it was--" + +"All off! All off!" And a third great blast sounded that set the +tumblers rattling in their stands. + +"I guess me--me and Irving's got to get off now, mamma--" + +Mrs. Binswanger grasped her husband's arm in sudden panic. "Simon, I--I +think as we should get off and go home with them. I--" + +"Now, now, mamma, don't get excited! No, no, you mustn't! We will keep +house fine for you until you come back. See, mamma! I have the key, and +everything's fixed. See, mamma! You got to go, mamma. Ray should see +Europe before she finds out there--there's just one thing that's better +than going to Europe. Please, mamma, don't get excited. I tell you we'll +have things fine when you come back. Won't we, Irving, won't we?" + +"Ach, nothing in the house, Miriam." + +"We got to get off now, Miriam dear, we got to. You can write us about +those things, Mrs. Binswanger--mamma. Come, Miriam!" + +"Yes, yes, Irving. Now don't cry, mamma, please! When everybody is so +happy it's a sin to cry." + +"Not a stitch on her wedding-day! All her clothes locked up here on the +boat! Let me open the top tray of the trunk, Miriam, and give you your +toothbrush and a few waists--Ach, nearly crazy I am! How I built for +that girl's wedding when it--" + +"Come, mamma, come--" + +They were jamming up the crowded stairway and out to the sun-washed +deck. Women in gay corsages and bright-colored veils strolled with an +air of immediate adjustment. Men already in steamer caps and tweeds +leaned against the railings. Travelers were rapidly separating +themselves from stay-at-homes. Already the near-side decks were lined +with faces, some wet-eyed and some smiling, and all with kerchiefs or +small flags ready for adieus. + +"All off! All off!" + +"Good-by, mamma darling. Don't worry!" + +"Irving, you be good to my Miriam. It's just like you got from me a +piece of my heart. Be good to my baby, Irving. Be good!" + +Ray tugged at her mother's skirts. "'Sh-h-h-h, mamma, the whole boat +don't need to know." + +"Be good to her, Irving!" + +"Like I--just like I could be anything else to her, mamma!" + +"Good-by, mamma darling. Don't cry so, I tell you! Let me go, please, +mamma, please! Good-by, papa darling, take good care of yourself +and--I--just love you, papa! Ray, have a grand time and don't miss none +of it. That's right, kiss Irving; he's your brother-in-law now. Don't +cry, mamma darling! Good-by! Good-by!" + +A tangle of adieus, more handkerchiefing, more tears and laughter, more +ear-splitting shrieks of steam and a black plume of smoke that rose in +a billow, and hand in hand Miriam and Irving Shapiro joggling down the +gang-plank to the pier. + +From the bow of the top deck the ship's orchestra let out a blare of +music designed to cover tears and heartaches. The gang-plank drew up and +in like a tongue, separating land from sea. From every deck faces were +peering down into the crowd below. + +Miriam grasped her husband's coat-sleeve, in her frenzy taking a fine +pinch of flesh with it. Tears rained down her cheeks. + +"There they are, Irving, all three of 'em on the second deck, waving +down at us! Good-by, mamma, papa, Ray! Oh, Irving, I just can't stand to +see 'em go! Papa, Ray, mamma darling!" + +"Now, now, Miriam, think what a grand time they're going to have and how +soon they're going to be home again." + +"Oh, my darlings!" + +Mrs. Binswanger sopped at her eyes, waving betimes the small black cap +rescued in the up-deck rush. + +Laughter crept with a tinge of hysteria into Miriam's voice. "Oh, +darlings, I--I just can't bear to have you go. They're--they're moving, +Irving! I--Oh, mamma, papa, darlings! They're moving, Irving!" + +Out into the bay where the sunlight hung between blue water and bluer +sky, a sea-gull swinging round her spar, the _Roumania_ steamed, +unconscious of her freight. + +"Good-by, mamma, good-by. Let's follow them to the end of the pier, +Irving. I--I want to watch them till they're out of sight." + +"Don't cry so, darling!" + +"Look! look, see that black speck; it's papa! Oh, I love him, Irving. +Good-by, my darlings! Good-by! They didn't want to go except for me, +and--Oh, my darlings!" + +"Come, dear, we can't see them any more. Come now, it's all over, dear." + +They picked their way through the dispersing crowd back toward the dock +gates. + +"See, dear, how grand everything is! You and me happy here and--" + +"Oh, Irving, I know, but--" + +"But nothing." + +"Pin my veil for me, dear, to--to hide my eyes. I bet I'm a sight!" + +"You're not a sight, you're a beauty!" + +"'Sh-h-h-h, I don't feel like making fun, Irving!" + +"It's a hot day, dear, so we got to celebrate some cool way. Let's take +a cab and--" + +"No, Irving dear, we can't afford another one." + +"To-day we can afford any old thing we want." + +"No, no, dear." + +"I got it, then! If we ride down to the Battery we can catch a boat for +Brighton. Then we can have a little boat-ride all our own, eh? You and +me, darling, on a boat-trip all our own." + +She turned her shining eyes full upon him. "That'll be just perfect, +Irving!" she said. + + + + +ROLLING STOCK + + +In the great human democracy, revolution cannot uncrown the builder of +bridges to place upon his throne the builder of pantry shelves. Gray +matter and blue blood and white pigment are not dynasties of man's +making. Accident of birth, and not primogeniture, makes master minds and +mulattoes, seamstresses and rich men's sons. Wharf-rats are more often +born than made. + +That is why, in this dynasty not of man's making, weavers gone blind +from the intricacies of their queen's coronation robe, can kneel at her +hem to kiss the cloth of gold that cursed them. A peasant can look on +at a poet with no thought to barter his black bread and lentils for +a single gossamer fancy. Backstair slaveys vie with each other whose +master is more mighty. And this is the story of Millie Moores who, with +no anarchy in her heart and no feud with the human democracy, could +design for women to whom befell the wine and pearl dog-collars of life, +frocks as sheer as web, and on her knees beside them, her mouth full of +pins and her sole necklace a tape-measure, thrill to see them garbed in +the glory of her labor. + +Indeed, when the iridescent bubble of reputation floated out from her +modest dressmaking rooms in East Twenty-third Street, Millie Moores, +whom youth had rushed past, because she had no leisure for it, felt her +heart open like a grateful flower when life brought her more chores to +do. And when one day a next-year's-model limousine drew up outside her +small doorway with the colored fashion sheet stuck in the glass panel, +and one day another, and then one spring day three of them in shining +procession along her curb, something cheeped in Millie Moores's heart +and she doubled her prices. + +And then because ladies long of purse and short of breath found the +three dark flights difficult, and because the first small fruit of +success burst in Millie Moores's mouth, releasing its taste of wine, +she withdrew her three-figure savings account from the Manhattan Trust +Company, rented an elevator-service, mauve-upholstered establishment on +middle Broadway, secured the managerial services of a slender young man +fresh from the Louis Quinze rooms of Madam Roth--Modes, Fifth Avenue, +tripled her prices, and emerged from the brown cocoon of Twenty-third +Street, Madam Moores, Modiste. + +Two years later, three perfect-thirty-six sibyls promenaded the mauve +display rooms, tempting those who waddle with sleeveless frocks that +might have been designed for the Venus of Milo warmed to life. + +The presiding young man, slim and full of the small ways that +ingratiate, and with a pomaded glory of tow hair rippling back in a +double wave that women's fingers itched to caress and men's hands itched +to thresh, pushed forward the mauve velvet chairs with a waiter's +servility, but none of his humility; officiated over the crowded pages +of the crowded appointment-book, jotted down measurements with an +imperturbability that grew for every inch the tape-line measured over +and above. + +Last, Madam Moores, her small figure full of nerves; two spots of red +high on her cheeks; her erstwhile graying hairs, a bit premature and +but a sprinkling of them, turned to the inward of a new and elaborate +coiffure; and meeting this high tide with a smile, newly enhanced by +bridge-work and properly restrained to that dimension of insolence +demanded by the rich of those who serve them well. + +In the springtime Fifth Avenue and Sixth Avenue turn lightly to thoughts +of Narragansett Pier and Bronx Park. Fifth Avenue sheds its furs and +Sixth Avenue its woolen underwear. At the dusk of one such day, when the +taste of summer was like poppy leaves crushed between the teeth, and +open streetcars and open shirtwaists blossomed forth even as the +distant larkspur in the distant field, Madam Moores beheld the +electric-protection door swing behind the last customer and relaxed +frankly against a table piled high with fabrics of a dozen sheens. + +"Whew! Thank heavens, she's gone!" + +To a symphony of six-o'clock whistles the rumble of machines from the +workrooms suddenly ceased. + +"Turn out the shower lights, Phonzie, and see that Van Nord's black lace +goes out in time for opera to-night. When she telephoned at noon I told +her it was on the way." + +Mr. Alphonse Michelson hurtled a mauve-colored footstool and hastened +rearward toward the swinging-door that led to the emptying workrooms. +The tallest of the perfect-thirty-sixes, stepping out of her beaded +slippers into sturdier footwear of the street, threw him a smile as +he passed that set her glittering earrings and metal-yellow ringlets +bobbing like bells in a breeze. + +"Hand me the shoe-buttoner, Phonzie. The doctor says stooping is bad for +my hair-pins." + +Their laughter, light as foam, met and mingled. + +"Oh, you nervy Gertie!" + +"What's your hurry, Phonzie dearie?" + +"I don't see you stopping me." + +"Fine chance, with her crouching over there, ready to spring." + +"Hang around, sweetness. Maybe I'm not on duty, and I'll take you +to supper if you've not got a date with one of your million-dollar +Charlies." + +"Soft pedal, Phonzie! You know I'd break a date with any one of 'em any +day in the week for a sixty-cent table d'hote with you!" + +"Hang around then, sweetness." + +"Hang around! Gawd, if I hang around you any more than I have been doing +in the last five years, following you from one establishment to the +other, they'll have to kill me to put me out of my misery." + +"You're all right, Gert. And when you haven't any of the greenback boys +around to fill in, you can always fall back on me." + +"You're a nice old boy, Phonzie, and I like the kink in your hair, +but--but sometimes when I get blue, like to-night, I--I just wish I had +never clapped eyes on you." + +"How she hates me." + +"I wish to God I did." + +"Cut the tragedy, Gert." + +"That's the trouble; I been cutting it for the mock comedy all my life." + +"You, the highest little flyer in the flock!" + +"Yeh, because I've never found anybody who even cares enough about me to +clip my wings." Her laughter was short and with a blunt edge. + +"Whew! Such a spill for you, Gert!" + +"It's the spring gets on my nerves, I guess. Blow me to a table d'hôte +to-night, Phonzie. I got a red-ink thirst on me and I'm as blue as +indigo." + +"Hang around, Gert, and if I'm not on duty I--" + +"Honest, you're the greatest kid to squirm when you think a girl is +going to pin you down. You let me get about as serious as a musical +comedy with you and then you put up the barbed wire." + +"Yes, I do not!" + +"Fine chance I've got of ever pinning you down! You care about as much +for me as--as anybody else does, and that ain't saying much." + +"Aw, Gert, you got the dumps--" + +"Look at her over there. I can see by her profile she's hanging around +to buy you your dinner to-night. Whatta you bet she springs the +appointment-book yarn on you and you fall for it?" + +A laugh flitted beneath Mr. Michelson's blond hedge of mustache. "Can I +help it that I got such hypnotizing, mesmerizing ways?" + +She smiled beneath her rouge, and wanly. "No, darling," she said. + +Across the room Madam Moores regarded them from beside the pile of +sheeny silks, her fingers plucking nervously at the fabrics. + +"Hurry up over there, Phonzie. I told her the black lace was on the +way." + +Miss Dobriner daubed at her red lips with a lacy fribble of +handkerchief, her voice sotto behind it. + +"Don't let her pin you, Phonzie. Have a heart and take me to supper when +I'm blue as indigo." + +He leaned to impale a pin upon his lapel. "She's so white to me, Gert, +how can I squirm if she asks me to go over the appointment-book with her +to-night?" + +"Tell her your grandmother's dead." + +He leaned for another pin. "Stick around down in Seligman's. If I dust +my hat with my handkerchief when I pass, I'm nailed for the evening. If +I can wriggle I'll blow you to Churchey's for supper." + +"I--" + +"'Sh-h-h-h." + +He retreated behind the mauve-colored swinging-door. The two remaining +sibyls, hatted and coated to crane the neck of the passer-by, hurried +arm-in-arm out into the spring evening. An errand girl, who had dropped +her skirt and put up her hair so that the eye of the law might wink at +her stigma of youth, hung the shimmering gowns away for another day's +display. Gertie Dobriner patted her ringed fingers against her mouth to +press back a yawn and trailed across the room, adjusting her hat before +a full-length mirror. In the light from a single electric bulb her hair +showed three colors--yellow gold, green gold, and, toward the roots, the +dark gold of old bronze. + +"You can go now, Gert." + +"Yes, madam." + +Miss Dobriner adjusted a spray of curls. Through the mirror she could +observe the mauve-colored swinging-door. + +"Did--did Du Gass order that fish-tail model, madam?" + +Madam Moores dallied with her appointment-book. Through the mirror she +could observe the mauve-colored swinging-door. + +"Yes, in green." + +"If I had her complexion I'd wear sandpaper to match it." + +"We haven't all of us got the looks, Gert, that'll get us four-carat +stones to wear down to a twenty-dollar-a-week job." + +Miss Dobriner's hand flew to her throat and the gem that gleamed there. +"I--I guess I can buy a stone on time for myself without--without any +insinuations." + +"You can wear the stone, all right, Gert, but you can't get past the +insinuations." + +"I--I ain't so stuck on this place, madam, that I got to stand for your +insinuations." + +"No, it ain't the _place_ you're stuck on that keeps you here, Gert." + +They regarded each other through eyes banked with the red fires of +anger, and beside the full-length mirror Miss Dobriner trembled as she +stood. + +"You can think what you please, madam. I--I'm hired by Phonzie and I'm +here to wear models and not to steer your thinking." + +Madam Moores sat so tense in her chair that her weight did not relax to +it. "You and me can't have no fusses, you know that, don't you? I give +Phonzie the run of my floor, and he's the one has to deal with--with +freshness." + +"You--you started it, madam. I--can get along with anybody. I don't have +to stay in a place where I'm not wanted; it's just because Phonzie--" + +"We won't fuss about it, Gertie. I'm the last one to fall out with my +help." + +Silence. + +"Did--did Laidlaw order that trotteur model in plaid, Gert?" + +"No; she's coming back to-morrow." + +"To-day's the day to land an order." + +"She says that pongee we made her last spring never fit her slick enough +between the shoulders. I felt like telling her we don't guarantee to fit +tubs." + +"You got to handle Laidlaw right, Gert. There'll be two trousseaux and +a ball in that family before June. The best way to lose a customer like +Laidlaw is to sell her what she ought to wear instead of what she wants +to wear." + +"Handle her right! I wore rubber gloves. Did I quiver an eyelash when +she ordered that pink organdie, and didn't Phonzie nearly double up when +he took down the order? You want to see her measurements. I'll get the +book and--" + +"No, no, Gert; you can go on. I got to stay and go over the appointments +with Phonzie." + +A quick red flowed up and under the rouged surface of Miss Dobriner's +cheeks. "Oh--excuse me!" + +"What!" + +"I--All right, I'm going." + +She readjusted her hat, a tiny winged chariot of pink straw and designed +after fashion's most epileptic caprice, coaxed her ringed fingers into +a pair of but slightly soiled white gloves, her eyes the while staring +past her slim reflection in the mirror and on to the mauve-colored +swinging-door. + +"Good night, Gert." + +Miss Dobriner bared her teeth to a smile and closed her lips again +before she spoke. "Good night--madam." + +Then she went out, clicking the door behind her. Through the +mauve-colored swinging-door and scarcely a clock-tick later entered Mr. +Alphonse Michelson, spick, light-footed, slim. + +"Charley's left with the black lace, madam." + +It was as if Madam Moores suddenly threw off the husk of the day. +"Tired, Phonzie?" + +He ran a hand across his silk hair and glanced about. "Everybody gone?" + +"Yes." + +He reached for his hat and cane and a pair of untried gray gloves atop +them. "I sent the yellow taffeta out on a C.O.D. That gold buckle she +wanted on the shoulder cost her just twenty bucks more." + +"Good!" + +He fitted on his hat carefully and snapped his gloves across his palm. +"Well, I'm off, madam." + +She adjusted her hat in a simulation of indifference. "Like to come up +to the flat for supper and--and go over the books, Phonzie?" + +"Huh?" + +"There's plenty for two and--and we could kind of go over things." + +He twirled his cane. "Oh, I--I'm running up there too often, sponging +off you." + +"Sponging! Like I'd ask you if I didn't want you!" + +"I been up there sponging off you three times this week. Anyways, I'm--" + +"Don't I always just give you pot luck?" + +"Yes, but you'll think afterwhile that I got you mixed up with my +meal-ticket." + +A sensitive seepage of blood rushed over Madam Moores's nervous face, +stinging it. "Of course, if you won't want to come!" + +"Don't want to come! A fellow that's never had a snap like your cozy +corner in his life--" + +"Of course if--if you got a date with one of--of the models or +something." + +"I never said that, did I?" + +"Well, get that sponging idea out of your head, Phonzie. There's always +plenty for two in my cupboard. Like I says the other night, what's the +use being able to afford my little flat if I can't get some pleasure out +of it?" + +"It sure looks good to this hall-room Johnnie." + +She gathered her gloves and her black silk handbag. "Then come, +Phonzie," she said, "I'm going to take you home." And her throat might +have been lined with fur. + +They went out together, locking the doors behind them, and into an +evening as soft as silk and full of stars. + +Along the wide up-town street the human tide flowed fast and as if thaw +had set in, releasing it from the bondage of winter. Girls in light +wraps and without hats loitered in the white flare of drugstore lights. +Here and there a brown stoop bloomed with a boarder or two. In front +of Seligman's florist shop, which occupied the ground floor of Madam +Moores's dressmaking establishment, Alphonse Michelson paused for a +moment in the flare of its decorative show-window and flecked at his +hatband with sheer untried handkerchief. + +"Come on, Phonzie." + +"Coming, madam." + +In the up-town Subway, bound for the up-town flat, he leaned to her with +his small blond mustache raised in a smile. + +"Where's the book, madam?" + +"Forgot it," she replied, without shame. + + * * * * * + +Out of three hundred and eighty dollars cash, a bit of black and gold +brocade flung adroitly over the imitation hearth, a cot masquerading +under a Mexican afghan of many colors, a canary in a cage, a potted +geranium, a shallow chair with a threadbare head-rest, a lamp, a rug, a +two-burner gas-stove, Madam Moores had evolved Home. + +And why not? The Petit Trianon was built that a queen might there find +rest from marble halls. The Borghese women in their palaces live behind +drawn shades, but Italian peasants sit in their low doorways and sing as +they rock and suckle. + +In Madam Moores's two-flights-up flat the windows were flung open to the +moist air of spring, which flowed in cool as water between crisp muslin +curtains, stirring them. In the sudden flare of electric light the +canary unfolded its head from a sheaf of wing, cheeped, and fell to +picking up seed from the bottom of its cage. + +Mr. Alphonse Michelson collapsed into the shallow chair beside the table +and relaxed his head against the threadbare dent in the upholstery. + +"Whoops! home never was like this!" + +"Is him tired?" + +"Dead." + +"Smoke?" + +"Yep." + +"There." + +"Ah!" + +"Now him all comfy and I go fix poor tired bad boy him din-din." + +More native than mother-tongue is Mother's tongue. Whom women love +they would first destroy with gibberish. To Mr. Michelson's linguistic +credit, however, he shifted in his chair in unease. + +"What did you say?" + +"What him want for din-din?" + +He slung one slim leg atop the other, slumping deeper to the luxury of +his chair. "Dinner?" + +"Yes, din-din." + +"Say, those were swell chicken livers smothered in onions you served the +other night, madam. Believe me, those were some livers!" + +No, reader, Romance is not dead. On the contrary, he has survived the +frock-coat and learned to chew a clove. + +A radiance as soft as the glow from a pink-shaded lamp flowed over Madam +Moores's face. + +"Livers him going to have and biscuits made in my own ittsie bittsie +oven. Eh?" + +"Swell." + +She divested herself of her wraps, fluffing her mahogany-colored hair +where the hat had restricted it, lighted a tiny stove off in the tiny +kitchenette and enveloped herself in a blue-bib-top apron. Her movements +were short and full of caprice, and when she set the table, brushing his +chair as she passed and repassed, lights came out in her eyes when she +dared raise her lids to show them. + +They dined by the concealed fireplace and from off a table that could +fold its legs under like Aladdin's. Fumes of well-made coffee rose as +ingratiating as the perfume of a love story. Mr. Michelson dropped a +lump of butter into the fluffy heart of a biscuit and clapped the halves +together. + +"Some biscuits!" + +"Bad boy, stop jollying." + +"Say, if I'd tell you the truth about what I think of these biscuits, +you'd say I was writing a streetcar advertisement for baking-powder. +Say, this is some cup custard!" + +"More?" + +"Full to my eyebrows." + +"Just a little bittsie?" + +"Nope." + +He lighted a cigarette and they settled back in after-dinner +completeness, their dessert-plates pushed well toward the center of the +table and their senses quiet. She pleated the edge of her napkin and +watched him blow leisurely spirals of smoke to the ceiling. + +"What you thinking about, Phonzie?" + +"Nothing." + +"Honest?" + +"If I was thinking at all I was just sizing it up as pretty soft for a +fellow like me to get this sort of stand-in with--with my boss. Gawd! me +and Roth used to love each other like snakes." + +"I--I ain't your boss, Phonzie. Don't I give you the run of +everything--hiring the models and all?" + +"Sure you're my boss, and it's pretty soft for me." + +"And I was just thinking, Phonzie, that it's pretty soft for me to have +found a fellow like you to manage things for me." + +"Shucks!" + +"Without you, so used to the ways of the Avenue and all that kind of +thing, where would I be now, trying to run in the right kind of bluff +with the trade?" + +"That's easy! After all, Fifth Avenue and Third Avenue is pretty much +alike in the end, madam. A spade may be a spade, but if you're a good +salesman, you can put it on black velvet and sell it for a dessert-spoon +any day in the week." + +"That's just what I'm saying, Phonzie, about you're knowing how. I +needed just a fellow like you to show me how the swell trade has got +to be blindfolded, and that the difference between a dressmaker and a +modiste is about a hundred and fifty dollars a gown." + +"You ought to see the way we handled them when I was on the floor for +Roth. Say, we wouldn't touch a peignoir in that establishment for under +two hundred and fifty, and--we had 'em coming in there like sheep. The +Riverside Drive trade is nothing, madam, compared to what we could do +down there with the Avenue business." + +"You sure know how to handle the lorgnette bunch, Phonzie." + +"Is it any wonder, being in the business twenty years?" + +"Twenty years! Why, Phonzie, you--you don't look much more than twenty +yourself." + +He laughed, shifting one knee to the other. "That's because you can't +see that my eye teeth are gold, madam." + +"You're so light on your feet, Phonzie, and slick." + +"To look twenty and feel your forty years ain't what it's cracked up to +be. If I had a home of my own, you know what I'd buy first--a pair of +carpet slippers and a patent rocker." + +"I bet you mean it, too, Phonzie." + +"Sure I mean it! How'd you like to go through life like me, trying to +keep the kink ironed in my hair and out of my back, or lose my job at +the only kind of work I'm good for? It's like having to live with a grin +frozen on your face so you can't close your mouth." + +"I--I just can't get over it, Phonzie, you _forty_! You five years older +than me and me afraid--thinking all along it was just the other way." + +"I had already shed my milk teeth before you were born, madam." + +"Whatta you know about that!" + +"Ask Gert. She's been following me around from place to place for years, +sticking to me because I say there ain't a model in the business can +show the clothes like she can." + +"Yes?" + +"Ask her; she's my age and we been on the job together for twenty years. +Long before live models was even known in the business, she and me were +showing goods in the old Cunningham place on Madison Avenue." + +"Even--even back there you was dead set on having good figures around +the place, wasn't you, Phonzie?" + +"I tell you it's economy in the end, madam, to have figures that can +show off the goods to advantage." + +"Oh, I'm not kicking, Phonzie, but I was just saying." + +"I have been in the business long enough, madam, to learn that the +greatest way in the world to show gowns is on live stock. A dame will +fall for any sort of a rag stuck on a figure like Gert's, and think the +waist-line and all is thrown in with the dress. You seen for yourself +Van Ness order five gowns right off Gert's back to-day. Would she have +fallen for them if we had shown them in the hand? Not much! She forgot +all about her own thirty-eight waist-line when she ordered that pink +organdie. She was seeing Gert's twenty-two inches." + +"But honest, Phonzie, take a girl like Gert, even with her figure, +she--Oh, I don't know, there's something about her!" + +"She may rub your fur the wrong way, madam, but under all her flip ways +they don't come no finer than Gert." + +"No, it ain't that, only she don't always get across. Take Lipton; +she won't even let her show her a gown; she's always calling for Dodo +instead. Sometimes I think the trade takes exceptions to a girl like +Gert, her all decked out in diamonds that--show how--how fly she must +be." + +"Gertie Dobriner's the best in the business, just the same, madam. She +ain't stuck on her way of living no more than I am, but she's a model +and she 'ain't got enough of anything else in her to make the world +treat her any different than a model." + +"I'm not saying she ain't a good thirty-six, Phonzie." + +"I got to hand it to her, madam, when it comes to a lot of things. She +may be a little skylarker, but take it from me, it ain't from choice, +and when she likes you--God! honest, I think that girl would pawn her +soul for you. When I was down with pneumonia--" + +"I ain't saying a thing against her." + +"She's no saint, maybe, but then God knows I'm not, either, and what I +don't know about her private life don't bother me." + +"Oh, I--I know you like her all right." + +"Say, I'll bet you any amount if that girl had memory enough to learn +the words of a song or the steps of a dance, she could have landed a +first-row job in any musical show on Broadway. She could do it now, for +that matter. Gad! did you see her to-day showing off that Queen Louise +cloth-of-gold model? Honest, she took my breath away, and I been on the +floor with her twenty years." + +"Y-yes." + +"Keep down your hips and waist-line, Gert, I always say to her, and you +are good in the business for ten years yet." + +"She should worry while the crop of four carats is good." + +"Yes, but just the same a girl like her don't know when her luck may +turn. A girl can lose her luck sometimes before she loses her figure." + +"Any old time she can lose her luck with you." + +"Me!" + +"Yes, you!" + +Madam Moores bent over the pleats in her napkin. Opposite her, his +cigarette held fastidiously aloft, he regarded her through its haze. + +"Well, of all things! So that--that's what you think?" + +"I--I know." + +"Know what?" + +"That she's dead strong for you." + +"Sure she is, but what's that got to do with it? That girl's like--well, +she's like a sister or--or a pal to me, but she's got about as much time +for a fellow of my pace, except when she gets blue, as--as the Queen of +Sheba has." + +"That's what you think, maybe, but everybody else knows she--she's been +after you for years, trying--" + +"Aw, cut the comedy, madam. Honest, you make me sore. She's nothing +to me off the floor but a darn good pal. Say, I can treat her to a +sixty-cent table d'hôte twice a week; but don't you think in the back +of my head, when it comes to a showdown, that I couldn't even buy silk +shoelaces for a girl of her kind. I ain't her pace and we both know it. +Bosh!" + +"You'd like to be, all right, if--if she didn't have so many rich ones +hanging around." + +"Just the same, many's the time she's told me if she could land a +regular fellow and do the regular thing and settle down on seventy-five +a month in a Harlem flat, why she'd drop all this skylarking of hers for +a family of youngsters, so quick it would make your head swim." + +"Sure, that's just what I say, she--" + +"Many's the time she--she's cried to me--just cried, because the kind of +life she has to live don't lead to anything, and she knows it." + +"I ain't blaming you for liking her, Phonzie; a girl with her figure can +make an old dub like me look like--well, I just guess after her I--I +must look like thirty cents to you." + +"You! Say, you got more real sense in your little finger than three of +Gert's kind put together." + +She colored like a wild rose. + +"Sense ain't what counts with the men nowadays; it's looks and--and +speed like Gert's." + +"Girls like Gert are all right, I tell you; but say, when it comes to +real brains like yours--nobody home." + +"Maybe not, but just the same it's the girls with sense get tired having +the men rave about their smartness and pass on, to go rushing after a +empty head completely smothered under yellow curls. That's how much +_real_ brains counts for with--with you men." + +He flung her a gesture, his cigarette trailing a design in smoke. +"Honest, madam, you got me wrong there. A fellow like me 'ain't got the +nerve to--to go after a woman like you. A girl like Dodo or Gert is my +size, but I'd be a swell dub trying to line up alongside of you, now +wouldn't I?" + +Tears that were distilled in her heart rose to her eyes, dimming them. +Her hand fluttered in among the plates and cups and saucers toward him. + +"Phonzie, I--I--" + +"You what?" + +"I--I--Aw, nothing." + +Her head fell suddenly forward in her arms, pushing the elaborate +coiffure awry, and beneath the blue-checked apron her shoulders heaved. + +He rose. "Madam! Why, madam, what--" + +"Don't--don't pay any attention to me, Phonzie. I--I just got a silly +fit on me. I'll be all right in a minute." + +"Aw, madam, I--I didn't mean to make you sore by anything I said." + +"You go now, Phonzie; the whole evening don't need to be spoiled for you +just because I went and got a silly fit of blues on. You--you go get +some live one like Gert and--and take her out skylarking." + +"You're sore about Gert, is that it, madam?" + +"No, no. Honest, Phonzie." + +"Madam, I--I just don't know what's got you. Is it something I said has +hurt your feelings?" + +"No, no." + +He advanced with an incertitude that muddled his movements, made to +cross to her side where she lay with her arms outstretched in the fuddle +of dishes, made to touch her black silk sleeve where it emerged from the +blue-checked apron, hesitated, sucking his lips in between his teeth, +swung on his heel, then around once more, and placed his hand lightly on +her shoulder. + +"Madam?" + +"You--you just go on, Phonzie. I--I guess I'm an old fool, anyways. It's +like trying to squeeze blood out of a turnip for me to try and squeeze +anything but work out of my life. I--I guess I'm just nothing but an old +fool." + +"But, madam, how can a fellow like me squeeze anything out of life for +you? Look at me! Why, I ain't worth your house room. I'm nothing but +a fellow who draws his salary off a woman, and has all his life. Why, +you--you earn as much in a week as I do in a month." + +"What's that got to do with it?" + +"Look, you with a home you made for yourself and a business you built up +out of your own brains, and what am I? A hall-room guy that can put a +bluff across with a lot of idiot women. Look at me, forty and doing a +chorus-man's work. You got me wrong, madam. I don't measure nowheres +near up to you. If I did, do you think I wouldn't be settled down long +ago like a regular--Aw, well, what's the use talking." He plucked at his +short mustache, pulling the hairs sharply. + +She raised her face and let him gaze at the ravages of her tears. +"Why--why don't you come right out and say it, that I 'ain't got the +looks and--the pep?" + +"Madam, can't you see I'm only--" + +"You--you can't run yourself down to me. You, and nobody else, has made +the establishment what it is. I never had a head for the _little_ things +that count. That's why I spent my best years down in Twenty-third +Street. What did I know about the _big_ little things!--the +carriage-call stunt and the sachet-bags in the lining and the blue and +gold labels, all _little_ things that get _big_ results. I never had a +head for the things that hold the rich trade, like the walking models, +or the French accent." + +"You got the head for the big things, and that's what counts." + +"That's why, when you say you can't line up alongside of me, it's no +excuse." + +"I--I mean it." + +"Just because I got a head for designing doesn't make me a nine days' +wonder. Why don't you--you come right out and say what you mean, +Phonzie?" + +"Why, I--I don't even know how to talk to a woman like you, madam. La-La +girls have always been my pace." + +"I know, Phonzie, and I--I ain't blaming you. A slick-looking fellow +like you can skylark around as he pleases and don't need to have time +for--the overworked, tired-out ones like me." + +"Madam, I never dreamed--" + +"Dreamed! Phonzie, I--I've got no shame if I tell you, but, God! how +many nights I--I've lain right here on this couch dreaming of--of--" + +"Well?" + +"Of you and me, Phonzie, hitting it off together." + +"Madam!" + +Her head burrowed deeper in her arms, her voice muffed in their depth. + +"Madam!" + +"How many times I've dreamed, Phonzie. You and me, real partners in the +business and--and in everything. Us in a little home together, one of +the five-room flats down on the next floor, with a life-size kitchen and +a life-size dining-room and--and a life-size--Aw, Phonzie, you--you'll +think I'm crazy." + +"Madam, why, madam, I just don't know." + +"Them's the dreams a silly old thing like me, that never had nothing +but work and--and nothing else in her life, can lay right here on this +couch, night after night, and--Gawd! I--I bet you think I--I'm just +crazy, Phonzie." + +For answer he leaned over and took her small figure in his arms, wiping +away with his sheer untried handkerchief the tears; but fresh ones +sashayed down her face and flowed over her words. + +"Phonzie, tell me, do you--do you--think--" + +He held her closer. "Sure, madam, I do." + + * * * * * + +On the wings of a twelvemonth, spring had come around again and the +taste of summer was like poppy-leaves between the teeth, and the +perennial open shirtwaists and open street-cars bloomed, even as the +distant larkspur in the distant field. At six o'clock with darkness +came a spattering of rain, heavy single drops that fell each with its +splotch, exuding from the asphalt the warming smell of thaw. Then came +wind, right high-tempered, too, slanting the rain and scudding it and +blowing pedestrians' skirts forward and their umbrellas inside outward. +Mr. Alphonse Michelson fitted his hand like a vizor over his eyes and +peered out into the wet dusk. Lights gleamed and were reflected in the +dark pool of rain-swept asphalt. Passers-by hurried for shelter and bent +into the wind. + +In Madam Moores's establishment, enlarged during the twelvemonth to +twice its floor space, the business day waned and died; in the workrooms +the whir of machines sank into the quiet maw of darkness; in the +showrooms the shower lights, all but a single cluster, blinked out. +Alphonse Michelson slid into a tan, rain-proof coat, turning up the +collar and buttoning across the flap, then fell to pacing the thick-nap +carpet. + +From a mauve-colored telephone-booth emerged Miss Gertie Dobriner, +flushed from bad service and from bad air. + +"Whew!" + +"Get her?" + +"Sure I got her. Is it such a stunt to get an address from a customer?" + +"Good!" + +"I says to her, I says, 'I seen it standing on the sidewalk next to your +French maid and I wanted to buy one like it for my little niece.'" + +"Can we get it to-night?" + +"Yes, proud papa! But listen; I wrote it down, 'Hinshaw, 2227 Casset +Street, Brooklyn.'" + +"Brooklyn!" + +"Yes, two blocks from the Bridge, and for a henpecked husband you got +a large fat job on your hands if you want to make another getaway +to-night. This man Hinshaw shows 'em right in his house." + +"Brooklyn, of all places!" + +"Right-oh!" + +He snapped his fingers in a series of rapid clicks. "Ain't that the +limit? If I'd only mentioned it to you this afternoon earlier, we could +have been over and back by now." + +"Wait until Monday then, Phonzie." + +"Yes, but you ought to have heard her this morning, Gert; it's not often +she gets her heart so set. To-morrow being Sunday, all of a sudden she +gets a-wishing for one of the glass-top ones like she's seen around in +the parks, to take him out in for the first time." + +"Oh, I'm game! I'll go, but can you beat it! A trip to Brooklyn when I +got a friend from Carson City waiting at his hotel to buy out Rector's +for me to-night." + +"You go on with him, Gert. What's the use you dragging over there, too, +now that you got the address for me. I would never have mentioned it to +you at all if I'd have known you couldn't just go buy the kind she wants +in any department store. I'll go over there alone, Gert." + +"Yes, and get stung on the shape and the hood and all. I bought just an +ordinary one for my little niece once, and you got to get them shallow. +Anyways, I'm going to chip in half on this. I want to get the little +devil something, anyways." + +"Aw no, Gert, this is my surprise." + +"I guess I can chip in on a present for the kid's month-old birthday." + +"Well, then, say I meet you in the Eighty-sixth Street Subway at seven, +so we can catch a Brooklyn express and make it over in thirty minutes." + +"Yes." + +"But it's raining, Gert. Look out. Honest, I don't like to ask you to +break your date to hike over there in the rain with me." + +"Raining! Aw, then let's cut it, Phonzie. I got a new marcel and a +cold on my chest that weighs a ton. She can't roll it on a wet Sunday, +nohow." + +"Paper says clear and warm to-morrow, Gert; but, honest, you don't need +to go." + +"You're a nice boy, Phonzie, and a proud father, but you can't spend my +money for me. What you bet I get ten per cent. off for cash? Subway at +seven. I'll be there." + +"I may be a bit late, Gert. She ain't so strong yet, and after last +night I don't want to get her nervous." + +"I told you she'd be sore at me for taking you to the Ritz ball +last night, and God knows it wasn't no pleasure in my life to go +model-hunting with you, when I might have been joy-riding with my friend +from Carson City." + +"It's just because she ain't herself yet. I'm off, Gert. Till seven in +the Subway!" + +"Yes, till seven!" + + * * * * * + +When Mr. Alphonse Michelson unlocked the door of his second-floor +five-room apartment, a lamp softly burning through a yellow silk +lamp-shade met him with the soft radiance of home. Beside the door he +divested himself of his rain-spotted mackintosh, inserted his dripping +umbrella in a tall china stand, shook a little rivulet from his hat and +hung it on a pair of wall antlers. + +"That you, Phonzie?" + +"Yes, hon, it's me." + +'"Sh-h-h-h!" + +He tiptoed down the aisle of hallway and into the soft-lighted front +room. From a mound of pillows and sleepy from their luxury Millie Moores +rose to his approach, her forefinger placed across her lips and a pale +mist of chiffon falling backward from her arms. + +What a masseuse is Love! The lines had faded from Millie's face and in +their place the grace of tenderness and a roundness where the chin had +softened. Years had folded back like petals, revealing the heart and the +unwithered bosom of her. + +He kissed her, pressing the finger of warning closer against her lips, +and she patted a place for him on the Mexican afghan beside her. + +"Phonzie!" + +"How you feelin', hon?" + +"Strong! If it ain't raining to-morrow, I'm going to take him out if +I have to carry him in my arms. Say, wouldn't I like to feel myself +rolling him in one of them white-enamel, glass-top things like Van Ness +has for her last one. Ida May tried three places to get one for us." + +"They're made special." + +"All my life I've wanted to feel myself wheeling him, Phonzie. I used to +dream myself doing it in the old place down on Twenty-third Street, +when I used to sit at the sewing-table from eight until eight. Gee! +I--honest, I just can't wait to see if the sun is shining to-morrow." + +He kissed her again on the back of each finger, and she let her hand, +pale and rather inert, rest on his hair. + +"Is my boy hungry for his din-din?" + +"Gee! yes! The noon appointments came so thick I had to send Eddie out +to bring me a bite." + +"What kind of a day?" + +"Everything smooth but the designing-room. Gert done her best, but they +don't take hold without you, hon. They can't even get in their heads +that gold charmeuse idea Gert and I swiped at the Ritz last night." + +"Did you tell them I'll be back on the job next week, Phonzie?" + +"Nothing doing. You're going to stay right here, snug in your rug, +another two weeks." + +"Rave on, hon, but I got the nurse engaged for Monday. How's the Van +Norder wedding-dress coming?" + +"Great! That box train you drew up will float down the aisle after her +like a white cobweb. It's a knock-out." + +"Say, won't I be glad to get back in harness!" + +"You got to take it slow, Mil." + +"And ain't you glad it's all over, Phonzie?" + +"Am I!" + +"Four weeks old to-morrow, and Ida May was over to-day and says she +never seen a kid so big for his age." + +"He takes after my grandfather--he was six feet two without shoes." + +"You ought to seen him to-day laying next to me, Phonzie. He looked up +and squinted, dear, for all the world like you." + +A bell tinkled. In the frame of a double doorway a seventeen-year-old +maid drew back the portières on brass rings that grated. In the room +adjoining and beneath a lighted dome of colored glass a table lay +spread, uncovered dishes exuding fragrant spirals of steam. + +"Supper! Say, ain't it great to have you back at the table again, Mil?" + +"Oh, I don't know, the way--the way you went hiking off last night +to--to a ball." + +"Aw, now, hon, 'ain't you got that out of your system yet? For a girlie +with all your good sense, if you ain't the greatest little one to get a +silly gix and work it to death." + +"I just made a civil remark." + +"What was the use wasting that ten-dollar pair of tickets the guy from +Carson City gave her, when we could use them and get some tips on some +of the imports the women wore?" + +"I never said to waste them." + +"You know it don't hurt to get around and see what's being worn, hon. +That's our business." + +Tears of weakness welled to her eyes and she stooped over her plate to +conceal them. + +"I'm not saying anything, am I? Only--only it's right lucky she can fill +my place so--so well while I--I got to be away awhile." + +Her barbed comment only pricked him to happy thought. He made a quick +foray into his side pocket. "I brought up one of these pink velvet roses +for you to look at, Mil. It's Gert's idea to festoon these underneath +the net tunic on McGrath's blue taffeta. See, like that. It's a neat +little idea, hon, and Gert had these roses made up in shaded effects +like this one. How you like it?" + +The tiny bud lay on the table between them, nor did she take it up. + +"All right." + +He leaned to pat her cheek. "These are swell potatoes, hon." + +Her lips warmed and opened. "I--I told her how to make 'em." + +"Give me some more." + +She in turn leaned to press his hand. "Such a hungry boy." + +"Can I take a peek at the kid before--" + +"Aw, Phonzie, and wake him up like you did last night. He'll sleep +straight through now till half past twelve; that's why I didn't even +tiptoe back in the bedroom myself. The doctor says the first half of the +night is his best sleep; let him sleep till half past twelve, dear." + +"Aw, just one peek before I go." + +"Before you what?" + +"I got to go out for a little while to-night, hon. On business." + +"Where?" + +"Slews. I got to meet him in the Subway at seven and go to Brooklyn +shops with him to look over those ventilators I'm having put in the +fitting-rooms." + +She laid down her fork. "I thought you said he was in St. Louis?" + +"He got back." + +"Oh!" + +"You lay down in the front room and read till I get back, hon, and +maybe--maybe I'll bring you a surprise." + +The meal continued in silence, but after a few seconds her throat seemed +to close and she discarded the pretense of eating. + +"Now don't you get sore, Mil; you never used to be like this. It's just +because you're not right strong yet." + +"I ain't--ain't sore." + +"You are. You got a foolish idea in your head, Mil." + +"Why should I have an idea? I guess I'm getting all that's coming to me +for--for forcing things." + +"Now, Mil, I bet anything you're still feeling sore about last night. +Aren't you?" + +"Sore? It ain't my business, Phonzie, if you can stay out till one +o'clock one night and the next want to begin the same thing over again." + +"We had to stick around last night, Mil. Gert was drawing off the models +under her handkerchief and on the dance program. That's how we got the +yellow charmeuse, just by keeping after it and drawing it line for +line." + +"I know, I know." + +"Then give me a kiss and when I come back maybe--maybe I'll bring you a +surprise up my sleeve, hon." + +She sat beside her cold meal, tears scratching her eyes like blown grit. +"It's like I told you this morning, Phonzie; when you get tired, all +you got to do is remember I got the new trunk standing right behind the +cretonne curtains, and I can pack my duds any day in the week and find a +welcome over at--at Ida May's." + +"Mil, ain't you ashamed!" + +"Why, I could pack up and--and find a welcome there right to-night, if +the kid wasn't too little for the night air." + +"Mil, honest, I--I just don't know what to make of you. I--I've just +lost my nerve about going now." + +"I'm not going to be the one to say stay." + +With his coat unhooked from the antlers and flung across his arm, he +stood contemplating, a furrow of perplexity between his eyes. + +"If I--I hadn't promised--" + +"You go. I guess it won't be the last evening I spend alone." + +"Yes it will, hon." + +"I know, I know." + +He buttoned his coat and stooped over her, the smell of damp exuding +from his clothes. + +"Just you lay down in the front room till I get back, Mil. Here, look at +some of these new fashion books I brought home. I'll be back early, hon, +and maybe wake you and the kid up with--with a surprise." + +"Quit!" + +"Just a French kiss, hon." + +She raised a cold face. He tilted her head backward and pressed his lips +to hers, then went out, closing the door lightly behind him. + +For a breathing space she remained where he had left her, with her lips +held in between her teeth and the sobbing breath fluttering in her +throat. The pink rose lay on the table, its beautiful silk-velvet leaves +concealing its cotton heart. She regarded it through a hot blur of tears +that stung her eyeballs. Her throat grew tighter. Suddenly she sprang to +her feet and to the hallway. A full-length coat hung from the antlers +and a filmy scarf, carelessly flung. She slid into the coat, cramming +the sleeves of her negligée in at the shoulders, wrapping the scarf +about her head and knotting it at the throat in a hysteria of sudden +decision. Then down the flight of stairs, her knees trembling as she +ran. When she reached the bubbly sidewalk, cool rain slanted in her +face. She gathered her strength and plunged against it. + +At the corner, in the white flare of an arc-light, chin sunk on his +chest against the onslaught of rain, and head leading, Alphonse +Michelson stepped across the shining sea of asphalt. She broke into +a run, the uneven careen of the weak, keeping to the shadow of the +buildings; doubling her pace. + +When he reached the hooded descent to the Subway, she was almost in his +shadow; then cautiously after him down the iron stairs, and when he +paused to buy his ticket, he might have touched her as she held herself +taut against the wall and out of his vision. A passer-by glanced back at +her twice. From the last landing of the stairway and leaning across the +balustrade, she could follow him now with her eyes, through the iron +gateway and on to the station platform. + +From behind a pillar, a hen pheasant's tail in her hat raising her above +the crowd, her shoulders rain-spotted and a dripping umbrella held well +away from her, emerged Gertie Dobriner, a reproach in her expression, +but meeting him with a pantomime of laughs and sallies. A tangle of +passengers closed them in. A train wild with speed tore into the +station, grinding to a stop on shrieking wheels. A second later it tore +out again, leaving the platform empty. + +Then Madam Moores turned her face to the rainswept street and retraced +her steps, except that a vertigo fuddled her progress and twice she +swayed. When she climbed the staircase to her apartment she was obliged +to rest midway, sitting huddled against the banister, her soaked scarf +fallen backward across her shoulders. She unlatched her door carefully, +to save the squeak and to avoid the small maid who sang over and above +the clatter of her dishes. The yellow lamp diffused its quiet light the +length of the hallway, and she tottered down and into the bedroom at the +far end. + +A night lamp burned beside a basinette that might have been lined with +the breast feathers of a dove, so downy was it. An imitation-ivory clock +ticked among a litter of imitation-ivory dresser fittings. On the edge +of the bed, and with no thought for its lacy coverlet, she sat down +heavily, her wet coat dragging it awry. An hour ticked past. The maid +completed her tasks, announced her departure, and tiptoed out to meet an +appointment with a gas-fitter's assistant in the lower rear hall. + +After a while Madam Moores fell to crying, but in long wheezes that came +from her throat dry. The child in the crib uncurled a small, pink fist +and opened his eyes, but with the gloss of sleep still across them and +not forfeiting his dream. Still another hour and she rose, groping +her way behind a chintz curtain at the far end of the room; fell to +scattering and reassembling the contents of a trunk, stacking together +her own garments and the tiny garments of a tiny white layette. + +Toward midnight she fell to crying again beside the crib, and in audible +jerks and moans that racked her. The child stirred. Cramming her +handkerchief against her lips, she faltered down the hallway. In the +front room and on the pillowed couch she collapsed weakly, eyes closed +and her grief-crumpled face turned toward the door. + +On the ground floor of a dim house in a dim street, which by the +contrivance of its occupants had been converted from its original +role of dark and sinister dining-room to wareroom for a dozen or more +perambulators on high, rubber-tired wheels, Alphonse Michelson and +Gertie Dobriner stood in conference with a dark-wrappered figure, her +blue-checked apron wound muff fashion about her hands. + +Miss Dobriner tapped a finger against her too red lips. "Seventy dollars +net for a baby-carriage!" + +"Yes'm, and a bargain at that. If he was home he'd show you the books +hisself and the prices we get." + +"Seventy dollars for a baby-carriage! For that, Phonzie, you can buy the +kid a taxi." + +In a sotto voice and with a flow of red suffusing his face, Alphonse +Michelson turned to Gertie Dobriner, his hand curved blinker fashion to +inclose his words. + +"For Gawd's sake, cut the haggling, Gert. If this here white enamel is +the carriage we want, let's take it and hike. I got to get home." + +Miss Dobriner drew up her back to a feline arch. "The gentleman says +we'll take it for sixty-five, spot cash." + +"My husband's great for one price, madam. We don't cater to none but +private trade and--" + +"Sure you don't. If we could have got one of these glass-top carriages +in a department store, we wouldn't be swimming over here to Brooklyn +just to try out our stroke." + +"Mrs. Nan Ness, who sent you here, knows the kind of goods we turn out. +She says she's going to give us an order for a twin buggy yet, some +of these days. If the Four Hundred believed in babies like the Four +Million, we'd have a plant all over Brooklyn. Only my husband won't +spread, he--he--" + +Mr. Michelson waved aside the impending recitation with a sweep of his +hand. "Is this the one you like, Gert?" + +"Yes, with the folding top. Say, don't I want to see madam's face when +she sees it. And say, won't the kid be a scream, Phonzie, all nestled up +in there like a honey bunch?" + +He slid his hand into his pocket, withdrawing a leather folder. "Here, +we'll take this one with the folding top, but get us a fresh one out of +stock." + +"We'll make you this carriage up, sir, just as you see it now." + +"Make it up! We've got to have it now. To-night!" + +"But, sir, we only got these samples made up to show." + +"Then we got to buy the sample." + +"No, no. My husband ain't home and I--I can't sell the sample. We--" + +"But I tell you we got to have it to-night. To-morrow's Sunday and the +lady who--" + +"No, no. With my husband not here, I can't let go no sample. As a +special favor, sir, we'll make you one up in a week." + +Miss Dobriner stooped forward, her eyes narrow as slits. "Seventy-five, +spot down." + +Indecision vanished as rags before Abracadabra. + +"We make it a rule not to sell our samples, but--" + +"That carriage has got to be delivered at my house to-night before ten." + +"Sir, that can't go out to-night. It's got to be packed special and sent +over on a flat-top dray. These carriages got to be packed like they was +babies themselves." + +"Can you beat that for luck?" He inserted two fingers in his tall collar +as if it choked him. "Can you beat that?" + +"The first thing Monday morning, sir, as a special favor, but that +carriage can't go out to-night. We got one man does nothing but pack +them for delivery." + +He plunged his hands into his pockets and paced the narrow aisle down +the center of the room. "We got to get that carriage over there to-night +if--if we have to wheel it over!" + +Miss Dobriner clapped her hands in an ecstasy of inspiration. "Good! +We'll wheel it home. We can make it by midnight. What you bet?" + +He turned upon her, but with a ray in his eyes. "Say, Gert, that ain't +such a worse idea, but--" + +"No buts. The night is young, and I know a fellow used to walk from the +Bronx to Brooklyn with his girl every Sunday." + +"Sure! What's an eight-mile walk on a spring night like this? It's all +cleared up and stopped raining. Only, gee! I--I hate to be getting home +all hours again." + +She flipped him a gesture. "Say, it's not my surprise party you're +giving." + +"It's not that, Gert, only I don't want to keep her waiting until she +gets sore enough to have the edge taken off the surprise when it does +come." + +"Say, suit yourself. It's not my kid I'm going to wheel out to-morrow. I +should worry." + +"I'll do it." + +"You're not doing me a favor. With my cold and my marcel, a three-hour +walk ain't the one thing in life I'm craving." + +"I'll roll it over the bridge and be home by twelve, easy. You take the +Subway, Gert; it's too big a trot for you." + +"Nix! I don't start anything I can't finish." + +She cocked her hat to a forward angle, so that the hen pheasant's tail +swung rakishly over her face, took an Hellenic stride through the aisle +of perambulators, flung her arms across her bosom in an attitude of +extravaganza, then tossed off a military salute. + +"Ready, march!" + +"You're a peach, Gert." + +"I've tried pretty near everything in my life. Why not wheel another +fellow's baby-carriage for another fellow's wife's baby across Brooklyn +Bridge at midnight? Whoops! why not!" + +"We're off, then, Gert." + +"Forward, march!" + +"Keep your eye on the steering-wheel, Phonzie, and remember, ten miles +is speed limit on the Bridge. One, two, three! Gawd! if my friend from +Carson City could only see me now!" + +Out on the drying sidewalk they leaned to each other, and the duet of +their merriment ran ahead of them down the meager street and found out +its dark corners. + +"Honest, Phonzie, won't the girls just bust when they hear this!" + +"And Mil, poor old girl, she's right weak and full of nerves now, but +she'll laugh loudest of all when she knows why I went with Slews." + +"Yes. She-can-laugh-loudest-of-all." + +"What?" + +"Come on, or we won't get home until morning." + +And on the crest of her insouciance she thrust out her arm, giving the +shining white perambulator a running push from the rear, so that it went +rolling lightly from her and with a perfect gear action down the slight +incline of sidewalk. They were after it at a bound, light-heeled and +full of laughter. + +"Whoops, my dear!" + +"Whoa!" + + * * * * * + +At a turn in the dark street the lights of the Bridge flashed suddenly +upon them, swung in high festoons across an infinitude of night. Above, +a few majestic stars, new coined, gleamed in a clear sky. + +"What do you bet that with me at the wheel we can clear the Bridge in +thirty minutes, Phonzie?" + +"Sure we can; but here, let me shove." + +She elbowed him aside, the banter gone suddenly from her voice. + +"No, let me." + +She fell to pushing it silently along. Stars came out in her eyes. He +advanced to her pace, matching his stride to hers, fancies like colored +beads slipping along the slender thread of his thoughts. + +"Swell sight, ain't it, Gert, the harbor lights so bright and the sky so +deep?" + +Silence. + +"Seeing so much sky all at once reminds me, Gert. You know about that +midnight--blue satin Hertz had the brass to dump back on us because the +skirt was too tight. Huh?" + +Her eyes were far and away. + +"Huh, whatta you know about that, Gert?" + +Her hands, gripped around the handle-bars, were full of nerves; she +could feel them jumping in her palm. + +"Huh, Gert?" + +"What you say, Phonzie?" + +"All right, don't answer. Moon all you like, for my part." And he fell +to whistling as he strode beside her, his eyes on the light-spangled +outline of the city. + + * * * * * + +At twelve o'clock the lights in the lower hall of the up-town +apartment-house had been extinguished. All but one, which burned like +a tired eye beneath the ornate staircase. The misty quiet of midnight, +which is as heavy as a veil, hung in the corridors. Miss Gertie Dobriner +entered first and, holding wide the door between them, Alphonse +Michelson at the front wheels, they tilted the white carriage up the +narrow staircase, their whispers floating through the gloom. + +"Easy there, Phonzie!" + +"There!" + +"Watch out!" + +"Whew! that was a close shave!" + +"Here, let me unlock the door. 'Sh-h-h!" + +"Don't go, Gert. Come on in, and after the big show I'll send you home +in a cab." + +"Nix! After a three-hour walk, a street-car will look good enough to +me." + +"Well, then, come on in, just a minute, Gert. I want you to see the fun. +What you bet she's asleep in the front room, sore as thunder, too? We'll +sneak back and dump the kid in and wheel him in on her." + +"Aw no! I--I got to go now, Phonzie." + +"Come on, Gert, don't be a quitter. Don't you want to see her face when +she knows that Slews has been all a fluke? Come on, Gert, I'll wake up +the kid if I try to dump him in alone." + +"Well, for just a minute. I--I don't want to butt in on your and--and +her fun." + +They entered with the stealthy espionage of thieves, and in the narrow +hallway she waited while he tiptoed to the bedroom and back again, his +lips pursed outward in a "'Sh-h-h." + +"She must be in the front room. The kid's in his crib. Come on, Gert. +'Sh-h-h!" + +He was pink-faced and full of caution, raising each foot in exaggerated +stealth. Between them they manoeuvered the carriage down the hallway. + +"'Sh-h-h. If she's awake, she can hear every word in the front room." + +From her wakeful couch Madam Moores raised herself on her elbow, cupping +her ear in her palm, and straining her glance down the long hallway. The +tears had dried on her cheeks. + +"Here, Gert, you dump in these things and let me lift the kid." + +"No, no; let me! Go 'way, Phonzie. You'll wake him! I just want her to +be too surprised to open her mouth when she sees him sleeping in it like +a top." + +She threw back the net drapery and leaned to the heart of the crib, and +the blood ran in a flash across her face. + +"Little darling--little Phonzie darling!" + +"Don't wake him, Gert." + +She was reluctant to withdraw herself. "His little darling fists, so +pink and curled up! Little Phonzie darling!" + +He hung over each process, proud and awkward. + +"Little darling--little darling--here, Phonzie help." + +They transferred the burden, the child not moving on his pillow. In the +shallow heart of the perambulator, the high froth of pillows about him, +he lay like a bud, his soft profile against the lace, and his skin like +the innermost petal of a rose. + +"Phonzie, ain't he--ain't he the softest little darling! Gawd! how--how +she'll love to--to be wheeling him!" + +His fingers fumbled with excitement and fell to strapping and buckling +with a great show and a great ineffectually. + +"Here, help me let down the glass top." + +"'Sh-h-h-h! Every word carries in this flat." + +"Now!" + +"Now!" + +"You wheel him down and in on her, Gert." + +She stiffened with a new diffidence. "No, no. It's your surprise." + +"You done all the work on the job as much as me, and it's half your +present, anyways. You roll him down the hall and stand next to her till +she wakes up. She's a tight little sleeper, but if she don't wake soon +I'll drop a book or something. Go on, Gert, roll it in." + +"No, no, Phonzie. You and her have your fun out alone. It's your fun, +anyways, not mine. This piece of rolling-stock will roll herself along +home now." + +"Aw, now--" + +"Anyways, I'm dead. Look what a rag I am! Look at the hem of this skirt! +The next time I do a crazy thing like walk from Brooklyn, I want to be +burned in oil." + +"Now, Gert, stick around and I'll send you home in a cab." + +But she was out and past him craning her neck backward through the +aperture of the open door. "Go to it, Phonzie! It's your fun, anyways. +Yours and hers. S'long!" + +He had already begun his triumphant passage down the hallway, and on her +couch among her pillows Madam Moores closed her eyes in a simulation of +sleep and against the tears that scalded her lids. + +In a south-bound car Gertie Dobriner found a seat well toward the front. +Across the aisle a day laborer on a night debauch threw her a watery +stare and a thick-tongued, thick-brogued remark. A char-woman with a +newspaper bundle hugged under one arm dozed in the seat alongside, her +head lolling from shoulder to shoulder. Raindrops had long since dried +on the window-pane. Gertie Dobriner cupped her chin in her palm and +gazed out at the quiet street and the shuttered shops hurtling past. + +Twice the conductor touched her shoulder, his hand outstretched for +fare. She sprang about, fumbling in her purse for a coin, but with +difficulty, because through the hot blur of her tears she could only +grope ineffectually. When she finally found a five-cent piece, a tear +had wiggle-waggled down her cheek and fell, splotching the back of her +glove. + +Across the aisle the day laborer leaned to her batting at the hen +pheasant's tail in her hat, and a cold, alcoholic tear dripping from the +corner of his own eye. + +"Cheer up, my gir-rl," he said, through a beard like old moss--"cheer up +and be a spor-r-rt!" + + + + +HOCHENHEIMER OF CINCINNATI + + +When Mound City began to experience the growing-pains of a Million Club, +a Louisiana Exposition, and a block-long Public Library, she spread +Westward Ho!--like a giant stretching and flinging out his great legs. + +When rooming-houses and shoe-factories began to shove and push into +richly curtained brown-stone-front Pine Street, reluctant papas, with +urgent wives and still more urgent daughters, sold at a loss and bought +white-stone fronts in restricted West End districts. + +Subdivisions sprang up overnight. Two-story, two-doored flat-buildings, +whole ranks and files of them, with square patches of front porch cut in +two by dividing railings, marched westward and skirted the restricted +districts with the formality of an army flanking. Grand Avenue, once the +city's limit, now girded its middle like a loin-cloth. The middle-aged +inhabitant who could remember it when it was a corn-field now +beheld full-blasted breweries, cinematograph theaters, ten-story +office-buildings, old mansions converted into piano-salesrooms and +millinery emporiums, business colleges, and more full-blasted breweries +up and down its length. + +At Cook Street, which runs into Grand Avenue like a small tributary, a +pall of smoke descended thick as a veil; and every morning, from off +her second-story window-sills, Mrs. Shongut swept tiny dancing balls +of soot; and one day Miss Rena Shongut's neat rim of tenderly tended +geraniums died of suffocation. + +Shortly after, the Adolph Shongut Produce Company signed a heavy note +and bought out the Mound City Fancy Sausage and Poultry Company at a +low figure. The spring following, large "To Let" signs appeared in the +second-story windows of the modest house on Cook Street. And, hard +pressed by the approaching first payment of the note and the great iron +voice of the Middle West Shoe Company, which backed up against the +woodshed; goaded by the no-less-insistent voice of Mrs. Shongut, whose +soot balls increased, and by Rena, who developed large pores; shamed by +the scorn of a son who had the finger-nails and trousers creases of a +bank clerk--Adolph Shongut joined the great pantechnicon procession +Westward Ho! and moved to a flat out on Wasserman Avenue--a +six-room-and-bath, sleeping-porch, hot-and-cold-water, +built-in-plate-rack, steam-heat, hardwood-floor, +decorated-to-suit-tenant flat neatly mounted behind a conservative +incline of a front terrace, with a square patch of rear lawn that backed +imminently into the white-stone garages of Kingston Place. + +Friedrichstrasse, Rue de la Paix, Fifth Avenue, Piccadilly, Princess +Street and Via Nazionale are the highways of the world. Trod in +literature, asterisked in guide-books, and pictured on postal cards, +their habits are celebrated. Who does not know that Fifth Avenue is the +most rococo boulevard in the world, and that it drinks its afternoon tea +from etched, thin-stemmed glasses? Who does not know that Rue de la Paix +runs through more novels than any other paved thoroughfare, and that +Piccadilly bobbies have wider chest expansion than the Swiss Guards? + +Wasserman Avenue has no such renown; but it has its routine, like the +history-hoary Via Nazionale, which daily closes its souvenir-shops to +seek siesta from two until four, the hours when American tourists are +rattling in sight-seeing automobiles along the Appian Way. + +At half past seven, six mornings in the week, a well-breakfasted +procession, morning papers protruding from sack-coat pockets and +toothpicks assiduous, hastens down the well-scrubbed front steps +of Wasserman Avenue and turns its face toward the sun and the +two-blocks-distant street-car. At half past seven, six days in the week, +the wives of Wasserman Avenue hold their wrappers close up about +their throats and poke uncoifed heads out of doors to Godspeed their +well-breakfasted spouses. + +Wasserman Avenue flutters farewell handkerchiefs to its husbands until +they turn the corner at Rindley's West End Meat and Vegetable Market. +At eventide Wasserman Avenue greets its husbands with kisses, frankly +delivered on its rows of front porches. + +Do not smile. Gautier wrote about the consolation of the arts; but, +after all, he has little enough to say of that cold moment when art +leaves off and heart turns to heart. + +Most of Wasserman Avenue had never read much of Gautier, but it knew the +greater truth of the consolation of the hearth. When Mrs. Shongut waved +farewell to her husband that greater truth lay mirrored in her eyes, +which followed him until Rindley's West End Meat and Vegetable Market +shunted him from view. + +"Mamma, come in and close the screen door--you look a sight in that +wrapper." + +Mrs. Shongut withdrew herself from the aperture and turned to the +sunshine-flooded, mahogany-and-green-velours sitting-room. + +"You think that papa seems so well, Renie? At breakfast this morning he +looked so bad underneath his eyes." + +Rena yawned in her rocking-chair and rustled the morning paper. The +horrific caprice of her pores had long since succumbed to the West End +balm of Wasserman Avenue. No rajah's seventh daughter of a seventh +daughter had cheeks more delicately golden--that fine tinge which is +like the glory of sunlight. + +"Now begin, mamma, to find something to worry about! For two months he +hasn't had a heart spell." + +Mrs. Shongut drew a thin-veined hand across her brow. Her narrow +shoulders, which were never held straight, dropped even lower, as though +from pressure. + +"He don't say much, but I know he worries enough about that second +payment coming due in July and only a month and a half off. I tell you +I knew what I was talking about when I never wanted him to buy out +the Mound City. I was the one who said we was doing better in little +business." + +"Now begin, mamma!" + +"I told him he couldn't count on Izzy to stay down in the business with +him. I told him Izzy wouldn't spoil his white hands by helping his papa +in business." + +"I suppose, mamma, you think Izzy should have stayed down with papa when +he could get that job with Uncle Isadore." + +"You know why your Uncle Isadore took Izzy? Because to a strange +bookkeeper he has to pay more. Your Uncle Isadore is my own brother, +Renie, but I tell you he 'ain't never acted like it." + +"That's what I say. What have we got rich relatives with a banking-house +for, if Izzy can't start there instead of in papa's little business?" + +"Ya, ya! What your Uncle Isadore does for Izzy wait and see. For his own +sister he never done nothing, and for his own sister's son he don't do +nothing, neither. You seen for yourself, if it was not for Aunt Becky +begging him nearly on her knees, how he would have treated us that time +with the mortgage. Better, I say, Izzy should stay with his papa in +business or get out West like he wants, and where he can't keep such +fine white hands to gamble with." + +Miss Shongut slanted deeper until her slim body was a direct hypotenuse +to the chair. "Honest, mamma, it's a shame the way you look for trouble, +and the way you and papa pick on that boy." + +"Pick! When a boy gambles the roulette and the cards and the horses +until--" + +"When a boy likes cards and horses and roulette it isn't so nice, I +know, mamma; but it don't need to mean he's a born gambler, does it? +Boys have got to sow their wild oats." + +"Ya, ya! Wild oats! A boy that gambles away his last cent when he knows +just the least bit of excitement his father can't stand! Izzy knows how +it goes against his father when he plays. Ya, ya! I don't need to look +for trouble; I got it. Your papa, with his heart trouble, is enough by +itself." + +"Well, we're all careful, ain't we, mamma? Did I even holler the other +night when I thought I heard a burglar in the dining-room?" + +"Ya! How I worry about the things you should know." Mrs. Shongut flung +wide the windows and pinned back the lace curtains, so that the spring +air, cool as water, flowed in. + +Her daughter sprang to her feet and drew her filmy wrapper closer about +her. "Mamma, the Solingers don't need to look right in on us from their +dining-room." + +"Say, I 'ain't got no time to be stylish for the neighbors. On wash-day +I got my housework to do. Honest, Renie, do you think, instead of laying +round, it would hurt you to go back and make the beds awhile? Do you +think a girl like you ought to got to be told, on wash-day and with +Lizzie in the laundry, to help a little with the housework? Do you +think, Renie, it's nice? I ask you." + +"It's early yet, mamma; the housework will keep." + +"Early yet, she says! On Monday, with my girl in the laundry and you +with five shirtwaists in the wash, it's early, she says! Your mother +ain't too lazy to start now, lemme tell you. Get them Kingston Place +ideas out of your head, Renie. Remember we don't do nothing but look out +on their fine white garages; remember business ain't so grand with your +papa, neither." + +"Now begin that, mamma! I know it all by heart." + +"I ain't beginning nothing, Renie; but, believe me, it ain't so nice for +a girl to have to be told everything. How that little Jeannie Lissman, +next door, helps her mother already, it's a pleasure to see. I--" + +"You've told me about her before, mamma." + +Mrs. Shongut flung a sheet across the upright piano. + +"Gimme the broom, mamma. I'll sweep." + +"Sweep I never said you need to do. It's bad enough I got to spoil my +hands. Go back and wake Izzy up and make the beds." + +"Aw, mamma, let him sleep. He don't have to be down until nine." + +"Nine o'clock nowadays young men have got to work! Up to five years ago +every morning at dark your papa was down-town to see the poultry come +in, and now at eight o'clock my son can't be woke up to go to work. +Honest, I tell you times is changed!" + +"Mamma, the way you pick on that boy!" + +Mrs. Shongut folded both hands atop her broom in a solemn and hieratic +gesture; her face was full of lines, as though time had autographed it +many times over in a fine hand. + +"Can you blame me? Can you blame me that I worry about that boy, with +his wild ways? That a boy like him should gamble away every cent of +his salary, except when he wins a little and buys us such nonsenses as +bracelets! That a boy who learnt bookkeeping in an expensive business +school, and knows that with his papa business ain't so good, shouldn't +offer to pay out of his salary a little board! I tell you, Renie, as he +goes now, it can't lead to no good; sometimes I would do almost anything +to get him out West. Not a cent does he offer to--" + +"He only makes--" + +"You know, Renie, how little I want his money; but that he shouldn't +offer to help out at home a little--that every cent on cards and clothes +he should spend! I ask you, is it any reason him and his papa got scenes +together until for the neighbors I'm ashamed, and for papa's heart so +afraid? That a fine boy like our Izzy should run so wild!" + +Tears lay close to the surface of her voice, and she created a sudden +flurry of dust, sweeping with short, swift strokes. + +"Izzy's not so worse! Give me a boy like Izzy any time, to a +mollycoddle. He's just throwing off steam now." + +"Just take up with your wild brother against your old parents! Your +papa's a young man, with no heart trouble and lots of money; he can +afford to have a card-playing son what has to have second breakfast +alone every morning! Just you side with your brother!" + +Miss Shongut side-stepped the furniture, which in the panicky confusion +of sweeping was huddled toward the center of the room, and through a +cloud of dust to the door. + +"Every time I open my mouth in this family I put my foot in it. I should +worry about what isn't my business!" + +"Well, one thing I can say, me and papa never need to reproach ourselves +that we 'ain't done the right thing by our children." + +"Clean sheets, mamma?" + +"Yes; and don't muss up the linen-shelfs." + +Her daughter flitted down a narrow aisle of hallway; from the shoulders +her thin, flowing sleeves floated backward, filmy, white. + +Mrs. Shongut flung open the screen door and swept a pile of webby dust +to the porch and then off on the patch of grass. + +Thin spring sunshine lay warm along the neat terraces of Wasserman +Avenue. Windows were flung wide to the fresh kiss of spring; pillows, +comforters, and rugs draped across their sills. Across the street a +negro, with an old gunny-sack tied apron-fashion about his loins, turned +a garden hose on a stretch of asphalt and swept away the flood with his +broom. A woman, whose hair caught the sunlight like copper, avoided the +flood and tilted a perambulator on its two rear wheels down the wooden +steps of her veranda. + +Across the dividing rail of the Shonguts' porch a child with a strap of +school-books flung over one shoulder ran down the soft terrace, and a +woman emerged after her to the topmost step of the veranda, holding her +checked apron up about her waist and shielding her eyes with one hand. + +"Jeannie! Jean-nie!" + +"Yes'm." + +"Watch out for the street-car crossing, Jeannie." + +"Yes'm." + +"Jean-nie!" + +"What?" + +"Be sure!" + +"Yeh." + +"Good morning, Mrs. Shongut." + +"Good morning, Mrs. Lissman. Looks like spring!" + +"Ain't it so? I say to Mr. Lissman this morning, before he went +down-town, that he should bring home some grass seed to-night." + +"Ya, ya! Before you know it now, we got hot summer after such a late +spring." + +"I say to my Roscoe that after school to-day he should bring up the +rubber-plant out of the cellar." + +"That's right; use 'em while they're young, Mrs. Lissman. When they grow +up it's different." + +"Mrs. Shongut, you should talk! Only last night I says to my husband, I +says, when I seen Miss Renie pass by, 'Such a pretty girl!' I tell you, +Mrs. Shongut, such a pretty girl and such a fine-looking boy you can be +proud of." + +"Ach, Mrs. Lissman, you think so?" + +"There ain't one on the street any prettier than Miss Renie. 'I tell +you, if my Roscoe was ten years older she could have him,' I says to my +husband." + +Mrs. Shongut leaned forward on her broom-handle. "If I say so myself, +Mrs. Lissman, I got good reasons to have pleasure out of my children. +I guess you heard, Mrs. Lissman, what a grand position my Izzy has got +with his uncle, of the Isadore Flexner Banking-house. Bookkeeping in a +banking-house, Mrs. Lissman, for a boy like Izzy!" + +"I tell you, Mrs. Shongut, if you got rich relations it's a help." + +"How grand my brother has done for himself, Mrs. Lissman! Such a house +he has built on Kingston Place! Such a home! You can see for yourself, +Mrs. Lissman, how his wife and daughters drive up sometimes in their +automobile." + +"I'm surprised they don't come more often, Mrs. Shongut; your Renie and +them girls, I guess, are grand friends." + +"Ya; and to be in that banking-house is a grand start for my boy. I +always say it can lead to almost anything. Only I tell him he shouldn't +let fine company make him wild." + +"Ach, boys will be boys, Mrs. Shongut. Even now it ain't so easy for +me to get make my Roscoe to come in off his roller-skates at night. My +Jeannie I can make mind; but I tell her when she is old enough to have +beaus, then our troubles begin with her." + +Mrs. Shongut's voice dropped into her throat in the guise of a whisper. +"Some time, Mrs. Lissman, when my Renie ain't home, I want you should +come over and I read you some of the letters that girl gets from young +men. So mad she always gets at me if she knows I talk about them." + +"Mrs. Shongut, you'll laugh when I tell you; but already in the school +my Jeannie gets little notes what the little boys write to her. Mad it +makes me like anything; but what can you do when you got a pretty girl?" + +"A young man in Peoria, Mrs. Lissman, such beautiful letters he writes +Renie, never in my life did I read. Such language, Mrs. Lissman; just +like out of a song-book! Not a time my Renie goes out that I don't go +right to her desk to read 'em--that's how beautiful he writes. In Green +Springs she met him." + +"Ain't it a pleasure, Mrs. Shongut, to have grand letters like that? +Even with my little Jeannie, though it makes me so mad, still I--" + +"But do you think my Renie will have any of them? 'Not,' she says, 'if +they was lined in gold.'" + +"I guess she got plenty beaus. Say, I ain't so blind that I don't see +Sollie Spitz on your porch every--" + +"Sollie Spitz! Ach, Mrs. Lissman, believe me, there's nothing to that! +My Renie since a little child likes reading and writing like he does. +I tell her papa we made a mistake not to keep her in school like she +wanted." + +"My Jeannie--" + +"She loves learning, that girl. Under her pillow yesterday I found a +book of verses about flowers. Where she gets such a mind, Mrs. Lissman, +I don't know. But Sollie Spitz! Say, we don't want no poets in the +family." + +"I should say not! But I guess she gets all the good chances she wants." + +"And more. A young man from Cincinnati--if I tell you his name, right +away you know him--twice her papa brought him out to supper after they +had business down-town together--only twice; and now every week he sends +her five pounds--" + +"Just think!" + +"And such roses, Mrs. Lissman! You seen for yourself when I sent you one +the other day. Right in his own hothouse he grows 'em, Mrs. Lissman." + +"Just think!" + +"If I tell you his name, Mrs. Lissman, right away you know his firm. In +Cincinnati they say he's got the finest house up on the hill--musical +chairs, that play when you sit on 'em. Twice every week he sends her--" + +"Grand!" + +"'I tell you,' I says to her papa, 'her cousins over in Kingston Place +got tickets to take the young men to theaters with and automobiles to +ride them round in; but, if I say so myself, not one of them has better +chances than my Renie, right here in our little flat.'" + +Mrs. Lissman folded her arms in a shelf across her bosom and leaned her +ample uncorseted figure against the railing. "I give you right, Mrs. +Shongut. Look at Jeannette Bamberger, over on Kingston; every night when +me and Mr. Lissman used to walk past last summer, right on her grand +front porch that girl sat alone, like she was glued." + +"I know." + +"Then look at Birdie Schimm, across the street. Her mother a poor widow +who keeps a roomer, and look how her girl did for herself! Down at +Rindley's this morning nothing was fine enough for that Birdie to buy +for her table. I tell you, Mrs. Shongut, money ain't everything in this +world." + +"I always tell Renie she can take her place with the best of them." + +"Washing?" + +"An hour already my Lizzie has been down in the laundry." + +"Half a day I take Addie to help with the ironing." + +"You should watch her, Mrs. Lissman; she steals soap." + +"They're all alike." + +"Ah, the mailman. Always in my family no one gets letters but my Renie. +Look, Mrs. Lissman! What did I tell you? Another one from Cincinnati. +Renie! Renie!" Mrs. Shongut bustled indoors, leaving her broom indolent +against the porch pillar. "Renie!" + +"Yes, mamma." + +"Letter!" Feet hurrying down the hall. "Letter from Cincinnati, Renie." + +"Mamma, do you have to read the postmarks off my letters? I can read my +own mail without any help." + +"How she sasses her mother! Say, for my part, I should worry if you +get letters or not. A girl that is afraid to give her mother a little +pleasure!" + +Mrs. Shongut made a great show of dragging the room's furniture back +into place; unpinning the lace curtains and draping them carefully +in their folds; drawing chairs across the carpet until the casters +squealed; uncovering the piano. At the business of dusting the +mantelpiece she lingered, stealing furtive glances through its mirror. + +Miss Shongut ripped open the letter with a hairpin and curled her supple +figure in a roomy curve of the divan. Her hair, unloosened, fell in a +thick, black cascade down her back. + +Mrs. Shongut redusted the mantel, raising each piece of bric-a-brac +carefully; ran her cloth across the piano keys, giving out a discord; +straightened the piano cover; repolished the mantelpiece mirror. + +Her daughter read, blew the envelope open at its ripped end and inserted +the letter. Her eyes, gray as dawn, met her mother's. + +"Well, Renie, is--is he well?" + +Silence. + +"You're afraid, I guess, it gives me a little pleasure if I know what he +has to say. A girl gets a letter from a man like Max Hochenheimer, of +Cincinnati, and sits like a funeral!" + +Rena unfolded herself from the divan and slid to her feet, slim as a +sibyl. + +"I knew it!" + +"Knew what?" + +"He's coming!" + +"Coming? What?" + +"He left Cincinnati last night and gets here this morning." + +"This morning!" + +"He comes on business, he says. And at five o'clock he stops in at the +store and comes home to supper with papa." + +"Supper--and a regular wash-day meal I got! Tongue sweet-sour, and red +cabbage! Renie, get on your things and--" + +"Honest, if it wasn't too late I would telegraph him I ain't home." + +"Get on your things, Renie, and go right down to Rindley's for a roast. +If you telephone they don't give you weight. This afternoon I go myself +for the vegetables." Excitement purred in Mrs. Shongut's voice. "Hurry, +Renie!" + +"I'll get Izzy to take me out to supper and to a show." + +"Get on your things, I say, Renie. I'll call Lizzie up-stairs too; we +don't need no wash-day, with company for supper. Honest, excited like a +chicken I get. Hurry, Renie!" + +Miss Shongut stood quiescent, however, gazing through the lace curtains +at the sun-lashed terrace, still soft from the ravages of winter and +only faintly green. A flush spread to the tips of her delicate ears. + +"Izzy's got to take me out to supper and a show. I won't stay home." + +"Renie, you lost your mind? You! A young man like Max Hochenheimer +begins to pay you attentions in earnest--a man that could have any girl +in this town he snaps his finger for--a young man what your stuck-up +cousins over on Kingston would grab at! You--you--Ach, to a man like Max +Hochenheimer, of Cincinnati, she wants to say she ain't home yet!" + +"Him! An old fatty like him! Izzy calls him Old Squash! Izzy says he's +the only live Cartoon in captivity." + +"Izzy--always Izzy! Believe me, your brother could do better than layin' +in bed at eight o'clock in the morning, to copy after Max Hochenheimer." + +"Always running down Izzy! Money ain't everything. I--I like other +things in a man besides money--always money." + +"Believe me, he has plenty besides money, has Max Hochenheimer. He +'ain't got no time maybe for silk socks and pressed pants, but for a +fine good man your papa says he 'ain't got no equal. Your brother Izzy, +I tell you, could do well to mock after Max Hochenheimer--a man what +made hisself; a man what built up for hisself in Cincinnati a business +in country sausages that is known all over the world." + +"Country sausages!" + +"No; he 'ain't got no time for rhymes like that long-haired Sollie +Spitz, that ain't worth his house-room and sits until by the nightshirt +I got to hold papa back from going out and telling him we 'ain't got no +hotel! Max Hochenheimer is a man what's in a legitimate business." + +"Please, mamma, keep quiet about him. I don't care if he--" + +"I tell you the poultry and the sausage business maybe ain't up to your +fine ideas; but believe me, the poultry business will keep you in shoes +and stockings when in the poetry business you can go barefoot." + +"All right, mamma; I won't argue." + +"Your papa has had enough business with Max Hochenheimer to know what +kind of a man he is and what kind of a firm. Such a grand man to deal +with, papa says. Plain as a old shoe--just like he was a salesman +instead of the president of his firm. A poor boy he started, and now +such a house they say he built for his mother in Avondale on the hill! +Squashy! I only wish for a month our Izzy had his income." + +"I wouldn't marry him if--" + +"Don't be so quick with yourself, missy. Just because he comes here on +a day's business and then comes out to supper with papa don't mean so +much." + +"Don't it? Well, then, if you know more about what's in this letter than +I do, I've got no more to say." + +Mrs. Shongut sat down as though the power to stand had suddenly deserted +her limbs. "What--what do you mean, Renie?" + +"I'm not so dumb that I--I don't know what a fellow means by a letter +like this." + +"Renie!" The lines seemed to fade out of Mrs. Shongut's face, softening +it. "Renie! My little Renie!" + +"You don't need to my-little-Renie me, mamma; I--" + +"Renie, I can't believe it--that such luck should come to us. A man +like Max Hochenheimer, of Cincinnati, who can give her the greatest +happiness, comes for our little girl--" + +"I--" + +"Always like me and papa had to struggle, Renie, in money matters you +won't have to. I tell you, Renie, nothing makes a woman old so soon. +Like a queen you can sit back in your automobile. Always a man what's +good to his mother, like Max Hochenheimer, makes, too, a grand husband. +I want, Renie, to see your Aunt Becky's and your cousins' faces at the +reception. Renie--I--" + +"Mamma, you talk like--Oh, you make me so mad." + +"Musical chairs they got in the house, Renie, what, as soon as you sit +on, begin to play. Mrs. Schwartz herself sat on one; and the harder you +sit, she says, the louder it plays. Automobiles; a elevator for his +mother! I--Ach, Renie, I--I feel like all our troubles are over. I-- +Ach, Renie, you should know how it feels to be a mother." + +Tears rained frankly down Mrs. Shongut's face and she smiled through +their mist, and her outstretched arms would tremble. + +"Renie, come to mamma!" + +Miss Shongut, quivering, drew herself beyond their reach. "Such talk! +Honest, mamma, you--you make me ashamed, and mad like anything, too. I +wouldn't marry a little old squashy fellow like him if he was worth the +mint." + +"Renie! Re-nie!" + +"An old fellow, just because he's got money and--" + +"Old! Max Hochenheimer ain't more than in his first thirties, and old +she calls him! When a man makes hisself by hard work he 'ain't got time +to keep young, with silk socks and creased pants, and hair-tonic what +smells up my house a hour after Izzy's been gone. It ain't the color of +a man's vest, Renie--it's the color of his heart, underneath it. When +papa was a young man, do you think, if I had looked at the cigar ashes +on his vest instead of at what was underneath, that I--" + +"That talk's no use with me, mamma." + +"Renie; you--you wouldn't do it--you wouldn't refuse him?" + +Her reply leaped out suddenly, full of fire: "It's not me or my feelings +you care anything about. Every one but me you think about first. What +about me? What about me? I'm the one that's got to do the marrying and +live with him. I'm the one you're trying to sell off like I was cattle. +I'm the one! I'm the one!" + +"Renie!" + +"Yes; sell me off--sell me off--like cattle!" + +Tears, blinding, scalding, searing, rushed down her cheeks, and her +smooth bosom, where the wrapper fell away to reveal it, heaved with the +storm beneath. + +"But you can't sell me--you can't! You can't keep nagging to get me +married off. I can get out, but I won't be married out! If I wasn't +afraid of papa, with his heart, I'd tell him so, too. I'd tell him so +now. I won't be married out--I won't be married out! I won't! I won't!" + +Mrs. Shongut clasped her cheeks in the vise of her two hands. "Married +out! She reproaches me yet--a mother that would go through fire for her +children's happiness!" + +"Always you're making me uncomfortable that I'm not married yet--not +papa or Izzy, but you--you! Never does one of the girls get engaged that +you don't look at me like I was wearing the welcome off the door-mat." + +"Listen to my own child talk to me! No wonder you cry so hard, Renie +Shongut, to talk to your mother like that--a girl that I've indulged +like you. To sass her mother like that! A man like Max Hochenheimer +comes along, a man where the goodness looks out of his face, a man what +can give her every comfort; and, because he ain't a fine talker like +that long-haired Sollie Spitz, she--" + +"You leave him out! Anyways, he's got fine feeling for something +besides--sausages." + +"Is it a crime, Renie, that I should want so much your happiness? Your +papa's getting a old man now, Renie; I won't always be here, neither." + +"For the love of Mike, what's the row? Can't a fellow get any beauty +sleep round this here shebang? What are you two cutting up about?" + +The portières parted to reveal Mr. Isadore Shongut, pressed, manicured, +groomed, shaved--something young about him; something conceited; his +magenta bow tied to a nicety, his plushlike hair brushed up and backward +after the manner of fashion's latest caprice, and smoothing a smooth +hand along his smooth jowl. + +"Morning, ma. What's the row, Renie? Gee! it's a swell joint round here +for a fellow with nerves! What's the row, kid?" + +Mr. Isadore Shongut made a cigarette and puffed it, curled himself in a +deep-seated chair, with his head low and his legs flung high. His sister +lay on the divan, with her tearful profile buried, _basso-rilievo_, +against a green velours cushion, her arms limp and dangling in +exhaustion. + +"What's the row, Renie?" + +"N-nothing." + +"Aw, come out with it--what's the row? What you sitting there for, ma, +like your luck had turned on you?" + +"Ask--ask your sister, Izzy; she can tell you." + +"'Smater, sis?" + +"N-nothing--only--only--old--old Hochenheimer's coming to--to supper +to-night, Izzy; and--" + +"Old Squash! Oh, Whillikens!" + +"Take me out, Izzy! Take me out anywhere--to a show or supper, or--or +anywhere; but take me out, Izzy. Take me out before he comes." + +"Sure I will! Old Squash! Whillikens!" + + * * * * * + +At five o'clock Wasserman Avenue emerged in dainty dimity and silk +sewing-bags. Rocking-chairs, tiptilted against veranda railings, were +swung round front-face. Greetings, light as rubber balls, bounded from +porch to porch. Fine needles flashed through dainty fabrics stretched +like drum parchment across embroidery hoops; young children, shrilling +and shouting in the heat of play, darted beneath maternal eyes; +long-legged girls in knee-high skirts strolled up and down the +sidewalks, arms intertwined. + +At five-thirty the sun had got so low that it found out Mrs. Schimm in +a shady corner of her porch, dazzled her eyes, and flashed teasingly on +her needle, so that she crammed her dainty fabric in her sewing-bag and +crossed the paved street. + +"You don't mind, Mrs. Lissman, if I come over on your porch for a while, +where it's shady?" + +"It's a pleasure, Mrs. Schimm. Come right up and have a rocker." + +"Just a few minutes I can stay." + +"That's a beautiful stitch, Mrs. Schimm. When I finish this centerpiece +I start me a dozen doilies too." + +"I can learn it to you in five minutes, Mrs. Lissman. All my Birdie's +trousseau napkins I did with this Battenberg stitch." + +"Grand!" + +"For a poor widow's daughter, Mrs. Lissman, that girl had a trousseau +she don't need to be ashamed of." + +"Look, will you? Mrs. Shapiro's coming down her front steps all diked +out in a summer silk. I guess she goes down to have supper with her +husband, since he keeps open evenings." + +"I don't want to say nothing; but I don't think it's so nice--do you, +Mrs. Lissman?--the first month what her mourning for her mother is up a +yellow bird of paradise as big as a fan she has to have on her hat." + +"Ain't it so!" + +"I wish you could see the bird of paradise my Birdie bought when her and +Simon was in Kansas City on their wedding-trip--you can believe me or +not, a yard long! How that man spends money on that girl, Mrs. Lissman!" + +"Say, when you got it to spend I always say it's right. He's in a good +business and makes good money." + +"You should know how good." + +"The rainy days come to them that save up for them, like us +old-fashioned ones, Mrs. Schimm." + +"I--Look, will you? Ain't that Izzy Shongut crossing the street? He +comes home from work this early! I tell you, Mrs. Lissman, I don't want +to say nothing; but I hear things ain't so good with the Shonguts." + +"So!" + +"Yes; I hear, since the old man bought out that sausage concern, they +got their troubles." + +"And such a nice woman! That's what she needs yet on top of his heart +trouble and her girl running round with Sollie Spitz; and, from what +she don't say, I can see that boy causes her enough worry with his wild +ways. That's what that poor woman needs yet!" + +"Look at Izzy, Mrs. Lissman. I bet that boy drinks or something. Look at +his face--like a sheet! I tell you that boy ain't walking up this street +straight. Look for yourself, Mrs. Lissman. Ach, his poor mother!" A +current like electricity that sets a wire humming ran in waves along +Mrs. Schimm's voice. "Look!" + +"Oh-oh! I say, ain't that a trouble for that poor woman? When you see +other people's trouble your own ain't so bad." + +"Ain't that awful? Just look at his face! Ain't that a trouble for you?" + +"She herself as much as told me not a thing does her swell brother over +on Kingston do for them. I guess such a job as that boy has got in his +banking-house he could get from a stranger too." + +"'Sh-h-h, Mrs. Lissman! Here he comes. Don't let on like we been talking +about him. Speak to him like always." + +"Good evening, Izzy." + +Isadora Shongut paused in the act of mounting the front steps and turned +a blood-driven face toward his neighbor. His under jaw sagged and +trembled, and his well-knit body seemed to have lost its power to stand +erect, so that his clothes bagged. + +"Good evening, Mrs.--Lissman." + +"You're home early to-night, Izzy?" + +"Y-yes." + +He fitted his key into the front-door lock, but his hand trembled so +that it would not turn; and for a racking moment he stood there vainly +pushing a weak knee against the panel, and his breath came out of his +throat in a wheeze. + +The maid-of-all-work, straggly and down at the heels, answered his +fumbling at the lock and opened the door to him. + +"You, Mr. Izzy!" + +He sprang in like a catamount, clicking the door quick as a flash behind +him. "'Sh-h-h! Where's ma?" + +"Your mamma ain't home; she went up to Rindley's. You ain't sick, are +you, Mr. Izzy?" + +A spasm of relief flashed over his face, and he snapped his dry fingers +in an agony of nervousness. "Where's Renie? Quick!" + +"She's in her room, layin' down. She ain't goin' to be home to the +supper-party to-night, Mr. Izzy; she--What's the matter, Mr. Izzy?" + +He was down the hallway in three running bounds and, without the +preliminary of knocking, into his sister's tiny, semi-darkened +bedroom, his breathing suddenly filling it. She sprang from her little +chintz-covered bed, where she had flung herself across its top, her face +and wrapper rumpled with sleep. + +"Izzy!" + +"'Sh-h-h!" + +"Izzy, what--where--Izzy, what is it?" + +"'Sh-h-h, for God's sake! 'Sh-h! Don't let 'em hear, Renie. Don't let +'em hear!" + +Her swimming senses suddenly seemed to clear. "What's happened, Izzy? +Quick! What's wrong?" + +He clicked the key in the lock, and in the agony of the same +dry-fingered nervousness rubbed his hand back and forth across his dry +lips. "Don't let 'em hear--the old man or ma--don't!" + +"Quick! What is it, Izzy?" She sat down on the edge of the bed, weak. +"Tell me, Izzy; something terrible is wrong. It--it isn't papa, Izzy? +Tell me it isn't papa. For God's sake, Izzy, he--he ain't--" + +"'Sh-h-h! N-no! No, it ain't. It--it ain't pa. It's me, Renie--it's +me!" He crumbled at her feet, his palms plastered over his eyes and his +fingers clutched deep in the high nap of his hair. "It's me! It's me!" + +"What? What?" + +"'Sh-h-h! For God's sake, Renie, you got to stand by me; you got to +stand by me this time if you ever did! Promise me, Renie! It's me, +Renie. I--Oh, my God! Oh, my God!" + +She stooped to his side, her voice and hands trembling beyond control. +"Izzy! Izzy, tell me--tell me! What is it?" + +"Oh, my God, why didn't I die? Why didn't I die?" + +"Izzy, what--what is it? Money? Haven't I always stood by you before? +Won't I now? Tell me, Izzy. Tell me, I say!" + +She tugged at his hands, prying them away from his eyes; but the terror +she saw there set her trembling again and thrice she opened her lips +before she found voice. + +"Izzy, if you don't tell me, mamma will be back soon, and then pa; +and--you better tell me quick. Your own sister will stand by you. Get +up, dearie." Tears trickled through his fingers and she could see the +curve of his back rise and fall to the retching of suppressed sobs. +"Izzy, you got to tell me quick--do you hear?" + +He raised his ravaged face at the sharp-edged incisiveness in her +voice. "I'm in trouble, Renie--such trouble. Oh, my God, such horrible +trouble!" + +"Tell me quick--do you hear? Quick, or mamma and papa--" + +"Renie--'sh-h-h! They mustn't know--the old man mustn't; she mustn't, +if--if I got to kill myself first. His heart--he--he mustn't, Renie--he +mustn't know." + +"Know what?" + +"It's all up, Renie. I've done something--the worst thing I ever done +in my life; but I didn't know while I was doing it, Renie, how--what it +was. I swear I didn't! It was like borrowing, I thought. I was sure +I could pay it back. I thought the system was a great one and--and I +couldn't lose." + +"Izzy--roulette again! You--you been losing at--at roulette again?" + +"No, no; but they found out at--at the bank, Renie. I--oh, my God! +Nothing won't save me!" + +"The bank, Izzy?" + +"They found out, Renie. Yesterday, when the bank was closed, he--Uncle +Isadore--put 'em on the books. Nothing won't save me now, Renie. He +won't; you--you know him--hard as nails! Nothing won't save me. It's +going to be stripes for me, Renie. Ma--the old man--stripes! I--I can't +let 'em do it. I--I'll kill myself first. I can't let 'em--I--can't--I +can't let 'em!" + +He burrowed his head in her lap to stifle his voice, which slipped up +and away from his control; and her icy hands and knees could feel his +entire body trembling. + +"'Sh-h-h, dearie! Try to tell me slow, dearie, for pa's and ma's sake, +so--so we can fix it up somehow." + +"We can't fix it up. The old man 'ain't got the money and--and he can't +stand it." + +"For God's sake, Izzy, tell me or I'll go mad! Slow, dearie, so Renie +can think and listen and help you. She's with you, darling, and nothing +can hurt you. Now begin, Izzy, and go slow. What did you start to tell +me about Uncle Isadore and the books? Slow, darling." + +Her voice was smooth and flowing, and the hand that stroked his hair was +slow and soothing; the great stream of his passion abated and he huddled +quietly at her feet. + +"Now begin, dearie. Uncle Isadore--what?" + +"This morning, when I got down to--to the office, two men had--my +books." + +"Yes." + +"O God! When I seen 'em, right away my heart just stopped." + +'"Sh-h-h! Yes--two men had the books." + +"And Uncle Isadore--Uncle Isadore--he was--he--" + +"Go on!" + +"He--he was in the cage, too; and--and you know how he looks when his +eyes get little." + +"Yes, yes, Izzy." + +"They were--expert accountants with him. All day yesterday, Sunday, they +were on my books; and--and they had me, Renie--they had me like a rat in +a trap." + +"Had you, Izzy?" + +He drew himself upward, clutching at her arms; and the sobs began to +tear him afresh. "They had me, Renie." + +"Oh, Izzy, why--" + +"I could have paid it back. I could have put it back if the old +skinflint hadn't got to sniffing round and sicked 'em on my books. I +could have won it all back in time, Renie. With my own uncle, my own +mother's brother, it--it wasn't like I was stealing it, was it, Renie? +Was it?" + +"Oh, my God, Izzy!" + +"It wasn't, Renie--my own uncle! I could have won it back if--if--" + +"Won back what, Izzy--won back what?" + +"I--I started with a hundred, Renie. I had to have it; I had to, I tell +you. You remember that night I--I wanted you to go over and ask Aunt +Beck for it? I had to have it. Pa--. I--I couldn't excite him any more +about it; and--and I had to have it, I tell you, Renie." + +"Yes; then what?" + +"And I--I borrowed it without asking. I--I fixed it on my books so--so +Uncle Isadore wouldn't--couldn't--. I--I fixed it on my books." + +"Oh-oh, Izzy! Oh--oh--oh!" + +"I was trying out a system--a new one--and it worked, Renie. I tried it +out on the new wheel down at Sharkey's and the seventeen system worked +like a trick. I won big the first and second nights, Renie--you remember +the night I brought you and ma the bracelets? I paid back the hundred +the first week, Renie; and no one knew--no one knew." + +"Oh-h-h-h!" + +"The next Friday my luck turned on me--I never ought to have played +on Friday--turned like a toad one unlucky Friday night. I got in deep +before I knew it, and deeper and deeper; and then--and then it just +seemed there wasn't no holding me, Renie. I got wild--got wild, I tell +you; and I--I wrote 'em checks I didn't have no right to write. I--I +went crazy, I tell you. Next day--you remember that morning I left the +house so early?--I had to fix it with the books and borrow what--what I +needed before the banks opened. I--I had to make good on them checks, +Renie. I fixed it with the books, and from that time on it worked." + +"Oh, Izzy--Izzy--Izzy!" + +"I kept losing, Renie; but I knew, if my luck just changed from that +unlucky Friday night, I could pay it back like the first time. All I +needed was a little time and a little luck and I could pay it back like +the first hundred; so I kept fixing my books, Renie, and--and borrowing +more--and more." + +"How much?" + +"O God, Renie! I could have paid it back with time; I--" + +"'Sh-h-h! How much, Izzy--how much?" + +"Somebody must have snitched on me, how I was losing every night. The +old skinflint, he--Oh, my God! They got me, Renie--they got me; and +it'll kill the old man!" + +"How much, Izzy--how much?" + +"Oh, my God! I could have paid it back if--if--" + +"How much? Tell me, I say!" + +"Four--thousand!" + +"Oh-h-h, Izzy--Izzy--Izzy!" She sprang back from him, blind with +scalding tears. "Izzy! Four thousand! Oh, my God! Four thousand!" + +"I could have paid it back, Renie; the system was all right, but--" + +"Four thousand! Four thousand!" + +"He--he was all for detaining me right away, Renie; sending for pa, +and--and sicking the law right on his--his own sister's son. On my knees +for three hours I had to beg, Renie--on my knees, for ma's sake and your +sake and pa's--just for a little time I begged. A little time was all +I begged. He don't care nothing for blood. I--I had to beg him, Renie, +till--till I fainted." + +"What shall we do, Izzy? What shall we do?" + +"I squeezed two weeks' time out of him, Renie. Two weeks to pay it back +or he puts the law on me--two weeks; and I got it from him like blood +from a turnip. Oh, my God, Renie, four thousand in two weeks--four +thousand in two weeks!" + +He fell in a half-swoon against her skirts. Out of her arms she made a +pillow of mercy and drew his head down to her bosom; and tears, bitter +with salt, mingled with his, and her heart's blood buzzed in her brain. + +"Izzy, Izzy! What have you done?" + +"I can't pay it back, Renie. Where could I get half that much? I can't +pay back four dollars, much less four thousand. I can't! I can't!" + +"Four thousand!" + +"We gotta keep it from the old man and ma, Renie. Let 'em kill me if +they want to; but we gotta keep it from him and ma." + +"Four thousand! Four thousand!" + +In the half-light of the room, with the late sunshine pressing warm +against the drawn green shades, the remote shouts of children coming to +them through the quiet, and the whir of a lawn-mower off somewhere, +they crouched, these two, as though they would shut their ears to the +flapping of vultures' wings. + +"They can't do anything to you, Izzy." + +"What'll we do, Renie? What'll we do?" + +"We got to find a way, Izzy." + +"They can't send me up for it, Renie--say they can't!" + +"No--no, dearie." + +"I ain't crooked like that! It was my own uncle. They can't send me up, +Renie. I'll kill myself first! I'll kill myself first!" + +"Izzy, ain't you ashamed?" But it was as though the odor of death found +its way to her nostrils, nauseating her. "Let me think. Let me think +just a minute. Let me think." She rammed the ends of her fists tight +against her eyes until Catherine wheels spun and spun against her lids. +"Let me think just a minute." + +"There's nobody, Renie--nobody--nobody--no way." + +"Four--thousand!" + +"No-body, I tell you, Renie. But I'll kill myself before I--" + +Renie stood up. "Izzy! I will!" + +He was whimpering frankly against her skirt. After a while she raised +her face. Jeanne d'Arc might have looked like that when she beheld the +vision. + +"Squash!" + +"What?" + +"Squash! It's like he was sent out of heaven!" + +"He--he ain't--" + +"He's coming to-night--to ask me, Izzy. You know what I mean? Don't you +see? Don't you see?" + +"I--" + +"Don't you see, Izzy? He's going to ask me, and--and I'm going to do +it!" + +"Oh, my God! Renie, you can't do that for me if--You can't do that for +me." + +"He's got it, Izzy. I can get ten thousand out of him if I got to." + +"But, Renie--" + +"I--I can rush it through and--do it before two weeks, Izzy; and we got +a way out, Izzy--we got a way. We got a way!" + +She threw herself in a passion of hysteria face downward on the bed and +a tornado of weeping swept over her. Rooted, he stood as though face to +face with an immense dawn, but with eyes that dared not see the light. + +"Renie, I--can't! I--Renie, I can't let you do that for me if--if--I +can't let you marry him for me if you don't--" + +"'Sh-h-h!" + +Mrs. Shongut's voice outside the door, querulous: "Renie!" + +Silence. + +"Re-nie!" + +"Yes, mamma." + +"Why you got your door locked?" + +Silence. + +"Huh?" + +"I--I--" + +"Come right away out in the dining-room. If you 'ain't got no more +regards for your parents than not to stay home for supper, anyways you +got to fix for the table the flowers what I brought home from market." + +"Yes, mamma." She darted to her feet, drying the tears on her cheeks +with the palm of her hand. "Coming, mamma." And she slipped through the +door of her room, scarcely opening it. + +In the dining-room, beside the white-spread table, Mrs. Shongut unwound +a paper toot of pink carnations; but the flavor of her spirit was bitter +and her thin, pressed-looking lips hung at the corners. + +"Maybe you can stop pouting long enough to help with things a little, +even if you won't be here. I tell you it's a pleasure when papa comes +home for supper with company, to have children like mine." + +"Listen, mamma. I--" + +"Sounds like somebody's going out of the house, Renie. Who--" + +"No, no. No one has been here, mamma. It's just the breeze." + +"I tell you it's a pleasure to have a daughter like mine! What excuses +to make to Max Hochenheimer, a young man what comes all the way from +Cincinnati to see her--" + +"Listen, mamma; I--I've only been fooling--honest, I have." + +"What?" + +"I--aw, mamma." + +Miss Shongut's face was suddenly buried in the neat lace yoke of her +mother's dimity blouse, and her arms crept up about her neck. + +"I've been only fooling about to-night, mamma. Don't you think I know it +is just like he was sent from heaven? I've only been fooling, mamma, so +that--so that you shouldn't know how happy I am." + +The soul peeped out suddenly in Mrs. Shongut's face, hallowing it. +"Renie! My little Renie!" + + * * * * * + +On Wasserman Avenue the hand that rocks the cradle oftener than not +carves the roast. Behind her platter, sovereign of all she surveyed, and +skilfully, so that beneath her steel the red, oozing slices curled and +fell into their pool of gravy, reigned Mrs. Shongut. And her suzerainty +rested on her as lightly as a tiara of seven stars. + +"Mr. Hochenheimer, you ain't eating a thing!" Mrs. Shongut craned her +neck round the centerpiece of pink carnations. "Not a thing on your +plate! Renie, pass Mr. Hochenheimer some more salad." + +"No, no, Mrs. Shongut; just don't you worry about me." + +"I hope you ain't bashful, Mr. Hochenheimer. We feel toward you just +like home folks." + +"Indeed, what I don't see I ask for, Mrs. Shongut." + +"Renie, pass Mr. Hochenheimer some more of that red cabbage." + +"No, no--please, Mrs. Shongut; I got plenty." + +"Ach, Mr. Hochenheimer, you eat so little you must be in love." + +"Mamma!" + +"Ach, Mr. Hochenheimer knows that I only fool. Renie, pass the +dumplings." + +"No, no--please! I--" + +"Mamma, don't force. You're not bashful, are you, Mr. Hochenheimer?" + +Miss Shongut inclined her head with a saucy, birdlike motion, and showed +him the full gleaming line of her teeth. He took a large mouthful of +ice-water to wash down the red of confusion that suddenly swam high in +his face, tingeing even his ears. + +"For more dumplings I ain't bashful, Miss Renie; but there--there's +other things--I am bashful to ask for." + +From his place at the far end of the table Mr. Shongut laughed deep, as +though a spiral spring was vibrating in the recesses of his throat. + +"Bashful with the girls--eh, Hochenheimer?" + +"I ain't much of a lady's man, Shongut." + +"Well, I wish you was just so bashful in business--believe me! I wish +you was." + +"Shongut, I never got the best of you yet in a deal." + +"With my girl he's bashful yet, mamma; but down to the last +sausage-casing I have to pay his fancy prices. Nun, look mamma, how red +she gets! What you get so red for, Renie--eh?" + +"Aw, papa!" + +"A little teasing from her old father she can't take. Look at her, +mamma! Look at both of them--red like beets. Neither of them can stand a +little teasing from an old man." + +"Adolph, you mustn't! All people don't like it when you make fun. Mr. +Hochenheimer, you must excuse my husband; a great one he is to tease and +make his little fun." + +Mr. Shongut's ancient-looking face, covered with a short, grizzled +growth of beard and pale as a prophet's beneath, broke into a smile, and +a minute network of lines sprang out from the corners of his eyes. + +"I was bashful in my life once, too--eh, mamma?" + +"Papa!" + +"Please, you must excuse my husband, Mr. Hochenheimer; he likes to have +his little jokes." + +Mr. Hochenheimer pushed away his plate in high embarrassment; nor would +his eyes meet Miss Shongut's, except to flash away under cover of +exaggerated imperturbability. + +"My husband's a great one to tease, Mr. Hochenheimer. My Izzy too, takes +after him. I'm sorry that boy ain't home, so you could meet him again. +We call him the dude of the family. Renie, pass Mr. Hochenheimer the +toothpicks." + +A pair of deep-lined brackets sprang out round Mr. Shongut's mouth. "Why +ain't that boy home for supper, where he belongs?" + +"Ach, now, Adolph, don't get excited right away. Always, Mr. +Hochenheimer, my husband gets excited over nothing, when he knows how it +hurts his heart. Like that boy ain't old enough to stay out to supper +when he wants, Adolph! 'Sh-h-h!" + +Mrs. Shongut smiled to conceal that her heart was faint, and the saga of +a mother might have been written round that smile. + +"Now, now, Adolph, don't you begin to worry." + +"I tell you, Shongut, it's a mistake to worry. I save all my excitement +for the good things in life." + +"See, Adolph; from a young man like Mr. Hochenheimer you can get +pointers." + +"I tell you, Shongut, over such a nice little home and such a nice +little family as you got I might get excited; but over the little things +that don't count for much I 'ain't got time." + +Mrs. Shongut waved a deprecatory hand. "It's a nice enough little home +for us, Mr. Hochenheimer, but with a grand house like I hear you built +for your mother up on the stylish hilltop in Cincinnati, I guess to you +it seems right plain." + +"That's where you're wrong, Mrs. Shongut. Like I says to Shongut coming +out on the street-car with him to-night, if it hadn't been that I +thought maybe my mother would like a little fanciness after a hard life +like hers, for my own part a little house and a big garden is all I ask +for." + +"Ach, Mr. Hochenheimer, with such a grand house like that is--sunk-in +baths Mrs. Schwartz says you got! To see a house like that, I tell you +it must be a treat." + +"It's a fine place, Mrs. Shongut, but too big for me and my mother. When +I got into the hands of architects, let me tell you, I feel I was lucky +to get off with only twenty-five rooms. Right now, Mrs. Shongut, we got +rooms we don't know how to pronounce." + +"Twenty-five rooms! Did you hear that, Adolph? Twenty-five rooms! I bet, +Mr. Hochenheimer, your mother is proud of such a son as can give her +twenty-five rooms." + +"We don't say much about it to each other, my mother and me; but--you +can believe me or not--in our big, stylish house up there on the hill, +with her servants to take away from her all the pleasure of work and her +market and old friends down on Richmond Street yet, and nothing but +gold furniture round her, she gets lonesome enough. If it wasn't for my +garden and the beautiful scenery from my terraces, I would wish myself +back in our little down-town house more than once, too. I tell you, Mrs. +Shongut, fineness ain't everything." + +"You should bring your mother some time to Mound City with you when you +come over on business, Mr. Hochenheimer. We would do our best to make it +pleasant for her." + +"She's an old woman, Mrs. Shongut, and in a train or an automobile I +can't get her. I guess it would be better, Mrs. Shongut, if I carry off +some of your family with me to Cincinnati." + +And, to belie that his words had any glittering import, he lay back in +his chair in a state of silent laughter, which set his soft-fleshed +cheeks aquiver; and his blue eyes, so ready yet so reluctant, +disappeared behind a tight squint. + +"Adolph, I guess Mr. Hochenheimer will excuse us--eh? Renie, you can +entertain Mr. Hochenheimer while me and papa go and spend the evening +over at Aunt Meena's. Mr. Shongut's sister, Mr. Hochenheimer, 'ain't +been so well. Anyways, I always say young folks 'ain't got no time for +old ones." + +"You go right ahead along, Mrs. Shongut. Don't treat me like company. I +hope Miss Renie don't mind if I spend the evening?" + +"I should say not." + +"Hochenheimer, a cigar?" + +"Thanks; I don't smoke." + +"My husband, with his heart trouble, shouldn't smoke, neither, Mr. +Hochenheimer; it worries me enough. What me and the doctors tell him +goes in one ear and out of the other." + +"See, Hochenheimer, when you get a wife how henpecked you get!" + +"A henpeck never drew much blood, Shongut." + +"Come, Adolph; it is a long car-ride to Meena's." + +They pushed back from the table, the four of them, smiling-lipped. With +his short-fingered, hairy-backed hands Mr. Hochenheimer dusted at his +coat lapels, then shook his bulging trousers knees into place. + +The lamp of inner sanctity burns in strange temples. A carpenter in +haircloth shirt first turned men's hearts outward. Who can know, who +does not first cross the plain of the guide with gold, that behind the +moldy panels at Ara Coeli reigns the jeweled bambino, robed in the +glittering gems of sacrifice? + +Who could know, as Mr. Hochenheimer stood there in the curtailed dignity +of his five feet five, that behind his speckled and slightly rotund +waistcoat a choir sang of love, and that the white flame of his spirit +burned high? + +"I tell you, Mrs. Shongut, it is a pleasure to be invited out to your +house. You should know how this old bachelor hates hotels." + +"And you should know how welcome you always are, Mr. Hochenheimer. +To-morrow night you take supper with us too. We don't take 'no'--eh, +Adolph? Renie?" + +"I appreciate that, Mrs. Shongut; but I--I don't know yet--if--if I stay +over." + +Mr. Shongut batted a playful hand and shuffled toward the door. "You +stay, Hochenheimer! I bet you a good cigar you stay. Ain't I right, +Renie, that he stays? Ain't I right?" + +Against the sideboard, fingering her white dress, Miss Shongut regarded +her parents, and her smile was as wan as moonlight. + +"Ain't I right, Renie?" + +"Yes, papa." + + * * * * * + +On the bit of porch, the hall light carefully lowered and cushions from +within spread at their feet, the dreamy quiet of evening and air as +soft as milk flowed round and closed in about Miss Shongut and Mr. +Hochenheimer. + +They drew their rocking-chairs arm to arm, so that, behind a bit of +climbing moonflower vine, they were as snug as in a bower. Stars shone +over the roofs of the houses opposite; the shouts of children had died +down; crickets whirred. + +"Is the light from that street lamp in your eyes, Renie?" + +"No, no." + +The wooden floor reverberated as they rocked. A little thrill of breeze +fluttered her filmy shoulder scarf against his hand. To his fermenting +fancy it was as though her spirit had flitted out of the flesh. + +"Ah, Miss Renie, I--I--" + +"What, Mr. Hochenheimer?" + +"Nothing. Your--your little shawl, it tickled my hand so." + +She leaned her elbow on the arm of her chair and cupped her chin in her +palm. Her eyes had a peculiar value--like a mill-pond, when the wheel is +still, reflects the stars in calm and unchurned quiet. + +"You look just like a little princess to-night, Miss Renie--that pretty +shawl and your eyes so bright." + +"A princess!" + +"Yes; if I had a tin suit and a sword to match I'd ride up on a horse +and carry you off to my castle in Cincinnati." + +"Say, wouldn't it be a treat for Wasserman Avenue to see me go loping +off like that!" + +"This is the first little visit we've ever had together all by +ourselves, ain't it, Miss Renie? Seems like, to a bashful fellow like +me, you was always slipping away from me." + +"The flowers and the candies you kept sending me were grand, Mr. +Hochenheimer--and the letter--to-day." + +"You read the letter, Miss Renie?" + +"Yes, I--I--You shouldn't keep spoiling me with such grand flowers and +candy, Mr. Hochenheimer." + +"If tell you that never in my life I sent flowers or candy, or wrote a +letter like I wrote you yesterday, to another young lady, I guess you +laugh at me--not, Miss Renie?" + +"You shouldn't begin, Mr. Hochenheimer, by spoiling me." + +"Ah, Miss Renie, if you knew how I like to spoil you, if you would let +me--Ach, what's the use? I--I can't say it like I want." She could hear +him breathing. "It--it's a grand night, Miss Renie." + +"Yes." + +"Grand!" + +"And look over those roofs! It seems like there's a million stars +shining, don't it?" + +"You're like me, Miss Renie; so many times I've noticed it. Nothing is +so grand to me as nature, neither." + +"Up at Green Springs, in the Ozarks, where we went for ten days last +summer, honest, Mr. Hochenheimer, I used to lie looking out the window +all night. The stars up there shone so close it seemed like you could +nearly touch them." + +"Ain't that wonderful, Miss Renie, you should be just like me again!" +She smiled in the dark. "When I was a boy always next to the attic +window I liked to sleep. When I built my house, Miss Renie, the +first thing after I designed my rose-garden I drew up for myself a +sleeping-garden on my roof. The architects fussed enough about spoiling +the roof-line, but that's one of the things I wanted which I stood pat +for and got--my sleeping-garden." + +"Sleeping-garden!" + +"Miss Renie, I just wish you could see it--all laid out in roses in +summer, and a screened-in pergola, where I sleep, right underneath the +stars and roses. I sleep so close to heaven I always say I can smell +it." + +She turned her little face, white as a spray of jasmine against a dark +background of night, toward him. "Underneath a pergola of roses! I guess +it's the roses you must smell. How grand!" + +"Sometimes when--if you come to Cincinnati I want to show you my place, +Miss Renie. If I say so myself, I got a wonderful garden; flowers I can +show you grown from clippings from every part of the world. If I do say +so, for a sausage-maker who never went to school two years in his life +it ain't so bad. I got a lily-pond, Miss Renie, they come from all over +to see. By myself I designed it." + +"It must be grand, Mr. Hochenheimer." + +"On Sunday, Miss Renie, I like for my boys and girls from the factory to +come up to my place and make themselves at home. You should see my old +mother how she fixes for them! I wish you could see them boys and girls, +and old men and women. In a sausage-factory they don't get much time to +listen to birds and water when it falls into a fountain. I wish, Miss +Renie, you could see them with the flowers. I--well, I don't know how to +say it; but I wish you could see them for yourself." + +"They like it?" + +"Like it! I tell you it's the greatest pleasure I get out of my place. I +wish, instead of my fine house, the city would let me build my factory +for them right in the garden." + +"On such a stylish street they wouldn't ever let you, Mr. Hochenheimer." + +"Me and my mother ain't much for style, Miss Renie. Honest, you'd be +surprised, but with my fine house I don't even keep an automobile. My +mother, she's old, Miss Renie, and won't go in one. Alone it ain't no +pleasure; and when I don't walk down to my factory the street-cars is +good enough." + +"You should take it easier, Mr. Hochenheimer." + +"All our lives, Miss Renie, we've been so busy, my mother and me, I tell +her we got to be learnt--like children got to be learnt to walk--how to +enjoy ourselves. We--we need somebody young--somebody like you in the +house, Miss Renie--young and so pretty, and full of life, and--and so +sweet." + +She gave a gauzy laugh. "Honest, it must seem like a dream to have a +rose-garden right on the place you live." + +"I wish you could see, Miss Renie, a new Killarney my gardener showed me +in the hothouse yesterday before I left--white-and-pink blend; he got +the clipping from Jamaica. It's a pale pink in the heart like the first +minute when the sun rises; and then it gets pinker and pinker toward +the outside petals, till it just bursts out as red as the sun when it's +ready to set." + +"And those beautiful little tan roses you sent me, Mr. Hochenheimer; +I--" + +"Ah, Miss Renie, the clipping from those sunset roses comes from Italy; +but now I call them Renie Roses, if--if you'll excuse me. I tell you, +Miss Renie, you look just enough like 'em to be related. Little satiny +gold-looking roses, with a pink blush on the inside of the petals and +a--a few little soft thorns on the stem." + +"Aw, Mr. Hochenheimer, I ain't got thorns." + +Out from the velvet shadows his face came closer. "It's thorns to me, +Miss Renie, because you're so pretty and sweet, and--and seem so far +away from a--plain fellow like me." + +"I--" + +"I'm a plain man, Miss Renie, and I don't know how to talk much about +the things I feel inside of me; but--but I _feel_, all-righty." + +"Looks ain't everything." + +"I tell you, Miss Renie, now since I can afford it, I just don't seem to +know how to do the things I got the feeling inside of me for. Even in my +grand house sometimes I feel like it--it's too late for me to live like +I feel." + +"Nothing's ever too late, Mr. Hochenheimer." + +"Just since I met you I can feel that way, Miss Renie, if you'll excuse +me for saying it--just since I met you." + +"Me?" + +"For the first time in my life, Miss Renie, I got the feeling from a +girl that, for me, life--maybe my life--is just beginning. Like a vine, +Miss Renie, you got yourself tangled round my feelings." + +"Oh, Mr. Hochenheimer!" + +"Like I told your papa to-night on the car, I 'ain't got much to offer a +beautiful young girl like you; money, I can see, don't count for so much +with a fine girl like you, and I--I don't need to be told that my face +and my ways ain't my fortune." + +"It's the heart that counts, Mr. Hochenheimer." + +"If--if you mean that, Miss Renie--if love, just love, can bring +happiness, I can make for you a life as beautiful as my rose-garden. For +the first time in my life, Miss Renie, I got the feeling I can do that +for a woman--and that woman is you. I--Will you--will you be my wife, +Miss Renie?" She could feel his breath now, scorching her cheek. "Will +you, Miss Renie?" + +And even as she leaned over to open her lips a figure, swift as a Greek, +dashed to the veranda--up the steps three at a bound. + +"Renie!" + +"Izzy!" She rose, pushing back her chair, and her hand flew to her +breast. + +"Just a minute. Inside I gotta see you quick, Renie. Howdy, +Hochenheimer? You excuse her a minute. I got to see her." + +His voice was like wine that sings in the pouring. + +"Yes, yes, Izzy; I'm coming." Hers was trembling and pizzicato. "Excuse +me a minute, Mr. Hochenheimer--a minute." + +Mr. Hochenheimer rose, mopping his brow. "It's all right, Miss Renie. I +wait out here on the porch till it pleases you." + +In her tiny bedroom, with the light turned up, she faced her brother; +and he grasped her shoulders so that, through the sheer texture of her +dress, his hands left red prints on the flesh. + +"Renie, you 'ain't done it, have you?" + +"No, no, Izzy; I've done nothing. Where you been?" + +He gave a great laugh and sank into a chair, limp. "You don't have to, +Renie. It's all right! I've fixed it. Everything is all right!" + +"What do you mean?" + +Then, as though the current of his returning vigor could know no bounds, +he scooped her in a one-armed embrace that fairly raised her from the +floor. + +"All of a sudden, when you went out, Renie, I remembered Aunt Becky. You +remember she was the one who made Uncle Isadore fork over to papa that +time about the mortgage?" + +"Yes, yes." + +"All of a sudden it came over me that she was the only one who could do +anything with him. I ran over to the house--all the way I ran, Renie. +She was up in her room, and--and it's all right, Renie. I told her, and +she's fixed it--fixed it!" + +"Oh, Izzy!" + +"She's fixed it. When he came home to supper we got him right away up +in her room before he had his hat off. Like a mother she begged for me, +Renie--like a mother. God! I--I tell you I couldn't go through it again; +but she got him, Renie--she got him!" + +"Go on, Izzy--go on!" + +"She told him I wouldn't face the shame; she told him I--I'd kill my own +father, and that the blood would be on his hands; she told him if he'd +let me go to the devil without another chance--me that had been named +after him--that a curse would roost on his chest. He didn't want to give +in to her--he didn't want to; but she scared him, and she's a woman and +she knew how to get inside of him--she knew how. They're going to send +me out to his mines, where I can start over, Renie. Out West, where +it'll make a new man of me; where I can begin over--start right, Renie. +Start right!" + +"Oh, Izzy darling!" + +"I can pay up when I earn the money like a man, Renie. It would have +killed me if you had sold yourself to him for me. I'd have gone to the +stripes first. But I got a man's chance now, Renie, and I don't have to +do that rotten thing to you and Squash. A man's chance, Renie, and--and +I'm going to take it." + +She sat down on the bed suddenly, as though the blood had flowed out of +her heart, weakening her. + +"A sister like you that would have stuck; and--and I'm going to make +good to a sister like you, Renie. I am, this time. Please believe me, +Renie. I am! I am!" + +Her hand lay pressed to his cheek and she could feel the warm course of +his tears. "Izzy, I knew you wasn't yellow; I--I knew you wasn't." + +Sobs shook him suddenly and he buried his face in the pillow beside her. + +"Why, Izzy! Why, Izzy darling, what--what is it, Izzy darling?" + +"It's nothing. You--you get out, Renie. I'm all right; only--only +it's--it's--Now that it's all over, I--I--Just let me alone a minute, +Renie. Go--you--please--please!" + +She closed the door behind her and fumbled through the gloom of the +hallway, her hand faltering as she groped ahead. + +From the recesses of the moonflower vine Mr. Hochenheimer rose to meet +her; and, because her limbs would tremble, she slid quickly into her +chair. + +"You--you must excuse me, Mr. Hochenheimer." + +"It's all right, Miss Renie. I take up where we left off. It ain't so +easy, Miss Renie, to begin all over again to say it, but--but will you +be my--will you be my--" + +She was suddenly in his arms, burrowing against the speckled waistcoat a +little resting-place for her head. + + + + +IN MEMORIAM + + +Toward the city Mother Earth turns a plate-glass eye and an asphalt +bosom. The rhythm of her heart-beats does not penetrate through paved +streets. That cadence is for those few of her billion children who have +stayed by to sleep with an ear to the mossy floor of her woodlands. The +prodigals, the future Tammany leaders, merchant princes, cotton kings, +and society queens march on, each to an urban destiny. + +Nor is the return of the prodigal to Mother Earth along a piked highway. +The road back to Nature is full of her own secrets, and few who have +trod the streets of the city remember the brambled return, or care. + +Men who know to the centime each fluctuation of the wheat-market have +no eye for the tawny beauty of a whole field of the precious product +fluctuating to a breeze. Women stayed by steel and convention into the +mold of form love the soft faces of flowers looking up at them from +expensive corsages, but care not for their nativity. Greeks, first of +men, perched their gods up on Olympus and wandered down to build cities. + +Because the city is as insidious as the sleeping-draught of an Indian +soothsayer, under its spell men go mad for gain and forget that to stand +on the brow of a mountain at night, arms outstretched in kinship to Vega +and Capella, is a golden moment of purer alloy than certified bonds. +What magnate remembers where the best tackle squirms, or the taste of +grass sucked in from the tender end of the blade? All progress is like +that. How immediately are the yesterdays metamorphosed into memories; +and memories, even the stanchest of them, mold and disintegrate. + +There were times when Mrs. Simon Meyerburg, who was threescore and ten +years removed from the days when her bare feet had run fleet across a +plushy meadow, would pause, hand on brow, when a memory, perhaps moving +as it crumpled, would pass before her in faded daguerreotype. A gallery +of events--so many pictures faded from her mental walls that the gaps +seemed, as it were, to separate her from herself, making of her and +that swift-footed girl back there vague strangers. And yet the vivid +canvases! A peasant child at a churn, switching her black braids this +way and that when they dangled too far over her shoulders; a linnet dead +in its cage outside a thatched doorway, and the taste of her first heart +tears; a hand-made crib in a dark corner and hardly ever empty of a +little new-comer. + +Then gaps, except here and there a faded bit. Then again large memories +close and full of color: Simon Meyerburg, with the years folded back +and youth on him, wooing her beside a stile that led off a South German +country road, his peasant cap fallen back off his strong black curls, +and even then a seer's light in his strong black eyes. Her own black +eyes more diffident now and the black braids looped up and bound in +a tight coronet round her head. The voice of the mother calling her +homeward through cupped hands and in the Low Dutch of the Lowlands. A +moonrise and the sweet, vivid smell of evening, and once more the youth +Simon Meyerburg wooing her there beside the roadside stile. + +The crowded steerage of a wooden ship, her first son suckling at her +breast. At the prow Simon Meyerburg again, his peasant cap pushed +backward and his black eyes, with the seer's light in them, gleaming +ahead for the first glimpse of the land of fulfilment. An unbelievable +city sucking them immediately into its slums. Filth. A quick descent +into squalor. A second son. A third. A fourth. A fifth. A girl child. +Mouths too eager for black bread. Always the struggle and the sour smell +of slums. Finally light. White light. The seer sees! + +Then, ever green in her mind, a sun-mottled kitchen with a black iron +range, and along the walls festoons of looped-up green peppers. White +bread now in abundance for small mouths not so hungry. At evening, Simon +Meyerburg, with rims of dirt under his nails, entering that kitchen +door, the girl child turning from her breast to leap forward.... + +Sometimes in her stately halls, caught, as it were, in passing from room +to room, Mrs. Simon Meyerburg would pause, assaulted by these memories +of days so remote that her mind could not always run back to meet them. +Then again the glittering present studded with the jewels of fulfilment +lay on her brow like the thin line of a headache, pressing out the past. + +In Mrs. Meyerburg's bedroom a great arched ceiling, after the narrative +manner of Paolo Veronese, lent such vastness to the apartment that +moving across it, or sitting in her great overstuffed armchair beside a +window, she hardly struck a note. Great wealth lay in canopied silence +over that room. A rug out of Persia, so large that countless extra years +and countless pairs of tired eyes and tired fingers had gone to make +it, let noises sink noiseless into its nap. Brocade and tufting ate up +sound. At every window more brocade shut out the incessant song of the +Avenue. + +In the overstuffed chair beside one of these windows sat Mrs. Meyerburg +with her hands idle and laid out along the chair sides. They were +ringless hands and full of years, with a great network of veins across +their backs and the aging fingers large at the knuckles. But where +the hands betrayed the eyes belied. Deep in Mrs. Meyerburg's soft and +scarcely flabby face her gaze was straight and very black. + +An hour by an inlaid ormolu clock she sat there, her feet in soft, +elastic-sided shoes, just lifted from the floor. Incongruous enough, on +a plain deal table beside her, a sheaf of blue-prints lay unrolled. She +fingered them occasionally and with a tenderness, as if they might +be sensitive to touch; even smiled and held the sheets one by one up +against the shrouded window so that the light pressing through them +might emphasize the labyrinth of lines. Dozed, with a smile printed on +her lips, and awoke when her head lopped too heavily sidewise. + +After an interval she slid out of her chair and crossed to the door; +even in action her broad, squat figure infinitesimal to the room's +proportions. When she opened the door the dignity of great halls lay in +waiting. She crossed the wide vista to a closed door, a replica of her +own, and knocked, waited, turned the crystal knob, knocked, waited. +Rapped again, this time in three staccatos. Silence. Then softly and +with her cheek laid against the imperturbable panel of the closed door: + +"Becky! Becky! Open! Open!" + +A muffled sound from within as if a sob had been let slip. + +Then again, rattling the knob this time: "Becky, it's mamma. Becky, you +should get up now; it's time for our drive. Let me in, Becky. Open!" +shaking the handle. + +When the door opened finally, Mrs. Meyerburg stepped quickly through the +slit, as if to ward off its too heavy closing. A French maid, in the +immemorial paraphernalia of French maids, stood by like a slim sentinel +on stilts, her tall, small heels clicked together. Perfume lay on the +artificial dusk of that room. + +"Therese, you can go down awhile. When Miss Becky wants she can ring." + +"Oui, madame." + +"I wish, Therese, when you go down you would tell Anna I don't want she +should put the real lace table-cloth from Miss Becky's party last night +in the linen-room. Twice I've told her after its use she should always +bring it right back to me." + +"Oui, madame." And Therese flashed out on the slim heels. + +In the crowded apartment, furnished after the most exuberant of the +various exuberant French periods, Miss Rebecca Meyerburg lay on a Louis +Seize bed, certified to have been lifted, down to the casters, from the +Grand Trianon of Marie Antoinette. In a great confusion of laces and +linens, disarrayed as if tossed by a fever patient, she lay there, her +round young arm flung up over her head and her face turned downward to +the curve of one elbow. + +"Ach, now, Becky, ain't it a shame you should take on so? Ain't it a +shame before the servants? Come, baby, in a half-hour it's time for our +drive. Come, baby!" + +Beneath the fine linen Miss Meyerburg dug with her toes into the +mattress, her head burrowing deeper and the black mane of her hair +rippling backward in maenadic waves. "If you don't let me alone, ma, if +you don't just let me lay here in peace, I'll scream. I'll faint. Faint, +I tell you," and smothered her words in the curve of her elbow. + +Mrs. Meyerburg breathed outward in a sigh and sat down hesitant on the +bed edge, her hand reaching out to the bare white shoulder and smoothing +its high luster. + +"Come, Becky, and get up like a good girl. Don't you want, baby, to come +over by mamma's room and see the plans for the Memorial?" + +"No! No! No!" + +"They got to be sent back to-day, Becky, before Goldfinger leaves for +Boston with them. I got to get right away busy if I want the boys should +have their surprise this time next year. To no one but my baby girl have +I said yet one word. Don't you want, Becky, to see them before they go +down by Goldfinger's office, so he can right away go ahead?" + +"No! No!" + +"Becky, ain't you ashamed, your own papa's Memorial?" + +"Please, mamma, please. If you only won't Becky me." + +"Betty." + +"If you only will go and--and leave me alone." + +"I ask you, Betty, should a girl what's got everything that should make +her happy just like an angel, a girl what has got for herself heaven on +earth, make herself right away sick the first time what things don't go +smooth with her?" + +"If I could only die! If I could die! Why don't I die to-day?" + +The throb of a sob lay on her voice, and she sat up suddenly, pushing +backward with both hands the thick rush of hair to her face. Grief had +blotched her cheeks, but she was as warm and as curving as Flora. It was +as if her deep-white flesh was deep-white plush and would sink to the +touch. The line and the sheen of her radiated through her fine garment. + +"Why don't I die?" repeating her vain question, and her eyes, darker +because she was so white, looking out and past her parent and streaming +their bitter tears. + +"You'm a bad girl, Becky, and it's a sin you should talk so. _Gott sei +dank_ your poor papa ain't alive to hear such bad words from his own +daughter's lips." + +"If pa was living things would be different--let me tell you that." + +In a flare of immediate anger Mrs. Meyerburg's head shot forward. "Du--" +she cried; "du--you--you bad girl--du--" + +"If he had lived they would!" + +Suddenly Mrs. Meyerburg's face, with the lines in it held tight, relaxed +to tears and she fell to rocking herself softly to and fro, her stiff +silk shushing as she swayed. + +"Ach, that I should live to hear from my own child that I 'ain't done by +her like her father would want that I should do. Every hour since I been +left alone, to do by my six children like he would want has been always +my only thought, and now--" + +"I mean it! I mean it! If he had lived he would have settled it on me +easy enough when he saw what I was doing for the family. Two million +if need be! He was the one in this family that made it big, because he +wasn't afraid of big things." + +Further rage trembled along Mrs. Meyerburg's voice, and the fingers she +waggled trembled, too, of that same wrath. "You'm a bad girl, Becky! +You'm a bad girl with thought only for yourself. Always your papa said +by each child we should do the same. Five hundred thousand dollars to +each son when he marries a fine, good girl. More as one night I can +tell you I laid awake when Felix picked out for himself Trixie, just +wondering what papa would want I should do it or not." + +"Can't you keep from picking on that girl, mamma? It's through her, if +you want to know it, that I first got in with--with the marquis and that +crowd." + +"Always by each child we should do the same, he said. Five hundred +thousand dollars to our girl when she marries a fine, good man. Even +back in days when he had not a cent to leave after him, always he said +alike you should all be treated. Always, you hear? Always." + +Fire had dried the tears in Mrs. Meyerburg's eyes and her face had +resumed its fixity of lines. Only her finger continued to tremble and +two near-the-surface nerves in her left temple. + +"But, mamma, you know yourself he never dreamt we could climb up to +this. That for a miserable five hundred thousand more we--" + +"A miserable five hundred thousand she calls it like it was five hundred +thousand cents!" + +"That for a miserable five hundred thousand dollars we could raise our +family up to the nobility. The Marquis Rosencrantz, ma, who--" + +"Becky, it ain't that I got a word to say against this young man +Rosencrantz--but--" + +"Marquis Rosencrantz, mamma." + +"All right then, Marquis Rosencrantz; but it's like your brother Ben +says--a marquis in a country where there ain't no more any of them made +could just as well be called a mister. Not a word I got to say against +this young Rosencrantz, but--" + +"Marquis, ma, please remember! M-a-r-q-u-i-s. Whether there are any more +of them or not in France, he still goes by the title over here, and +that's what he is, ma. Please remember!" + +"Marquis Rosencrantz. But when a young man, Becky, don't talk my own +language, it ain't so easy for me to know if I like him--" + +"Like him. Huh!" Sitting there upright in bed, her large, white arms +wrapped about her knees, Miss Meyerburg regarded her mother with dry +eyes, but through a blur of scorn. "She don't know if she likes him! Let +me tell you, ma, we can worry if he likes us, not if we like him." + +"I always say, Becky, about these fine people what you meet traveling in +Europe with your brother Felix and his wife with her gay ways, you--" + +"A marquis comes her way and she don't know whether she likes him or +not. That's rich!" + +"For the price what you say he hinted to you last night he's got to have +before he can get married, I guess _oser_ I can say if I like him or +not." + +"I should think, ma, if you had any pride for the family after the way +we've been spit on by a certain bunch in this town, you'd be glad to +grab a marquis to wave in their stuck-up faces." + +"For such things what make in life men like wild beasts fighting each +other I got no time. I ain't all for style. All what I want is to see my +little girl married to a fine, good--" + +"Yes, yes, ma. I know all that fine, good man stuff." + +"Ja, I say it again. To a fine, good man just like nearly all your +brothers married fine, good women." + +"The marquis, just let me tell you, ma, is a man of force--he is. Maybe +those foreigners don't always show up, but I've seen him on his own +ground. I've seen him in Paris and Monte Carlo and I--" + +"I 'ain't got a word to say against this young man what followed you all +the way home from Paris. What I don't know I can't talk about. Only I +ask you, Becky, ain't it always in the papers how from Europe they run +here thick after the girls what have got money?" + +"What are you always running down Europe for, ma? Where did you come +from, yourself, I'd like to know!" + +"I don't run it down, baby. I don't. You know how your papa loved the +old country and sent always money back home. But he always said, baby, +it's in America we had all our good luck and to America what gave us so +much we should give back too. Just because your brother Felix and his +wife what was on the stage like such doings over there is no reason--" + +"It's just those notions of yours, ma, that are keeping this family +down, let me tell you that--you and Ben and Roody and Izzy and all the +rest of them with their old-fogyness." + +"Your brothers, let me tell you, you bad girl, you, are as fine, steady +men as your papa before them." + +"We could have one of the biggest names in this town and get in on the +right kind of charities, if you and they didn't--" + +"Your papa, Becky, had his own ideas how to do charity and how we should +not give just where our name shows big in the papers. Your brothers are +like him, fine, good men, and that's why I want the Memorial should come +like a surprise, so they can have before them always that their father +was the finest--" + +Suddenly Miss Meyerburg flung herself back on her pillows, tears gushing +hot and full of salt. "Oh, what's the use? What's the use? She won't +understand." + +"Becky, baby, 'ain't you got everything what money can buy? A house on +Fifth Avenue what even the sight-seeing automobile hollers out about. +Automobiles of your own more as you can use. Brothers nearly all with +grand wives and families, and such a beautiful girl like you with a +grand fortune to--" + +"Mamma, mamma, can't you understand there's things that money can't +buy?" + +"Ja, I should say so; but them is the things, Becky, that money makes +you forget all about." + +"Try to understand, can't you, ma, that the Rosencrantzes are a great +old French family. You know for yourself how few of--of our people +got titles to their names. Jacob Rosencrantz, ma, the marquis's +great-grandfather back in the days when the family had big money, got +his title from the king, ma, for lending money when the--" + +"If all of his sons got, like this great-grandson of his asks, one +million dollars with their wives, I should say he could afford to lend +to the king. To two kings!" + +"Please, mamma, can't you understand? It don't hurt how things are +now--it's the way they used to be with those kinds of families that +count, ma. I was on their estate in France, ma, with Trixie and Felix. +She used to know him in Paris when she was singing there. You ought to +see, ma, an old, old place that you can ride on for a day and not come +to the end, and the house so moldy and ramshackly that any American girl +would be proud to marry into it. Those are the things, ma, that our +family needs and money can't buy." + +"You mean, Becky, that five hundred thousand dollars can't buy it! It +has got to be a million dollars yet! A million dollars my child asks for +just like it was five dollars!" + +"I'm not asking that, ma, I'm not. Five hundred thousand of it is mine +by rights. I'm only asking for half a million." + +"Gott in Himmel, child, much more as a million dollars I 'ain't got left +altogether. With my five sons married and their shares drawn, I tell +you, Becky, a million dollars to you now would leave me so low that--" + +"There you go. That's what you said that time Felix had to have the +hundred thousand in a hurry, but I notice you got it overnight without +even turning a finger. For him you can do, but--" + +"For a black sheep I got to--" + +"It's not all tease with the boys, let me tell you, ma, when they sing +that song at you about a whole stocking full you've got that none of us +know anything about." + +"Ja, you and your brothers can talk, but I know what's what. Don't +think, Becky, your brother Felix and his wife with their Monte Carlo all +the time and a yacht they got to have yet, and their debts, 'ain't eat a +piece out of the fortune your papa built up for you children out of his +own sweat." + +"Don't go back to ancient history, ma." + +"Those cut-uppings is for billionaires, Becky; not for one old lady as +'ain't got much more as a million left after her six dowries is paid." + +"Yes, I wish I had what you've got over and above that." + +"That young Rosencrantz is playing you high, Becky, because he sees how +high your brother and his wife can fly. Always when people get big like +us, right away the world takes us for even bigger as we are. He 'ain't +got no right to make such demands. Five hundred thousand dollars is more +as he ever saw in his life. I tell you, Becky, if I could speak to that +young man like you can in his own language, I would tell him what--" + +"He don't make demands in so many words, ma. There--there's a way those +things are done without just coming right out. I guess you think, when +Selma Bernheimer married her baron, he came right out in words and said +it had to be two millions. Like fun he did! But just the same, you don't +think she could have said yes to him, when he asked her, unless she knew +that she--she could fork over, do you?" + +"I tell you in such marriages the last thing what you hear talked about +is being in love." + +"Oh, that had nothing to do with this, ma. The love part is there all +right. You--you don't understand, ma!" + +"_Gott sei dank_ that I don't understand such!" + +Then Miss Meyerburg leaned forward, her large, white hand on her +parent's knee, her face close and full of fervor. "Ma dear, you got it +in your power sitting there to make me the happiest girl in the world. +I'll do more for the family in this marriage, ma dear, than all five of +the boys put together. I tell you, ma, it's the biggest minute in the +life of this family if you give--if you do this for me, ma. It is, +dear." + +"Ja, let me just tell you that your brothers and their wives will be the +first to put their foot down on that the youngest should get twice as +much as they." + +"What do you care? And, anyways, ma, they don't need to know. What they +don't know don't hurt them. Don't tell them, ma; just don't tell them. +Ain't I the only girl, and the baby too? Haven't I got the chance to, +raise them all up in society? Oh, ma dear, you've got so much! So much +more than you can ever use, and--and you--you're old now, ma, and I--I'm +so young, dear, so young!" + +"Ja, like you say, maybe I'm old, but I tell you, Becky, I 'ain't got +the money to throw away like--" + +"Let me let the marquis ask me when he comes to-night, ma. He's ready to +pop if--if I just dare to let him, ma." + +"_Gott in Himmel_, I tell you how things is done now'days between young +people. I should let him ask her yet, she says, like I had put on his +mouth a muzzle." + +"It's no use letting him ask me, ma dear, if I can't come across like I +know the girl he can marry has got to. Let me let him ask me to-night, +ma. And to-morrow at New-Year's dinner with all the family here, we'll +break it to 'em, ma. Mamma dearie! Let me ask the marquis here to +New-Year's dinner to-morrow to meet his new brothers. Ma dearie!" + +She was frankly pleading, her eyes twilit, with stars shining through, +her mouth so like red fruit and her beautiful brows raised. + +"So help me, Becky, if I give you the million like you ask and with the +Memorial yet to build, I am wiped out, Becky. Wiped out!" + +"Wiped out! With five sons with their finger in every good pie in town +and a daughter married into nobility?" + +"I 'ain't got one word to say against my children, Becky; luckier I been +as most mothers; but the day what I am dependent on one of them for my +living, that day I want I should be done with living." + +"You could live with us, ma dearie. Paris in season and the estate in +winter. You--you could run the big estate for us, ma, order and--" + +"You heard what I said, Becky." + +"Well, then, ma, why--why don't you get the Memorial out of your head, +dear? Pa built his own Memorial, ma. His memory lasts with everybody, +anyway." + +Aspen trembling laid hold of Mrs. Meyerburg, muddling her words. +"You--ach--from her dead father yet she would take away the marble to +his memory." + +"Ma!" + +"Ja, the marble to his memory! Bad girl, you! A man what lifted up with +his hands those that came after so that hardly on the ground they got to +put a foot. And now du--du what gives him no thanks! A Memorial to her +papa, a Home for the Old and Poor what he always dreamed of building, +she begrudges, she begrudges!" + +"No, no, mamma, you don't understand!" + +"A man what loved so the poor while he lived, shouldn't be able to do +for the poor after he is dead too. You go, you bad girl you, to your +grand nobleman what won't take you if you ain't worth every inch your +weight in gold, you--" + +"Mamma--mamma, if you don't stop your terrible talk I--I'll faint, I +tell you!" + +"You go and your brother Felix and his fine wife with you, for the +things what money can buy. You got such madness for money, sometimes +like wolfs you all feel to me breathing on my back, you go and--" + +"I tell you if--if you don't stop that terrible talk I--I'll faint, I +will! Oh, why don't I die--why--why--why?" + +"Since the day what he died every hour I've lived for the time when, +with my children provided for, I could spend the rest of my days +building to a man what deserved it such a monument as he should have. A +Home for the Old and Poor with a park all around, where they can sit all +day in the sun. All ready I got the plans in my room to send them down +by Goldfinger this afternoon he should go right ahead and--" + +"Mamma, mamma, please listen--" + +But the voice of Mrs. Meyerburg rose like a gale and her face was +slashed with tears. "If my last cent it takes and on the streets I go to +beg, up such a Memorial goes. All you children with your feet up on his +shoulders can turn away from his memory now he's gone, but up it goes if +on the day what I die I got to dig dirt with my finger-nails to pay yet +for my coffin." + +"Listen, ma; just be calm a minute--just a minute. I don't mean that. +Didn't I just say he was the grandest father in the world and--" + +"You said--" + +"'Sh-h-h, mamma! Quiet, quiet! There isn't one of the boys wouldn't +agree with me if they knew. We aren't big enough, I tell you, to sink a +million in an out-of-town charity like that. In any charity, for that +matter, no matter how big it shows up. You say yourself a million and a +half will cripple you. Well, your first duty is to us living and not to +him dead--To us living! It means my whole life, my whole life!" And she +beat the pillow with hard fists. + +"Ja, but--" + +"With that money you can buy my happiness living, and he don't want it +or need it dead." + +Within the quick vise of her two hands Mrs. Meyerburg clasped her face, +all quivering and racked with sobs. "I can't hear it. It's like she was +sticking knifes into me." + +"The marquis has the kind of blood we need to give this family a boost. +We can be big, ma. Big, I tell you. I can have a crest embroidered in +two colors in my linens. That inside clique that looks down on us now +can do some looking up then. The boys don't need to know about that +million, ma. Just let me have the marquis here to-morrow to meet his new +brothers, ma, like there was nothing unusual. I'll pay it back to you in +a million ways. The Memorial will come in time. Everything will come in +time. Make me the happiest girl in the world, ma. He'll ask me to-night +if I let him. Get the Memorial plans out of your head for a while, +anyway! Just for a while!" + +"Not so long as I got in me the strength to send down them plans to +Goldfinger's office this afternoon with my message to go ahead. I don't +invite no marquis here to-morrow for family dinner if I got to get him +here with a million dollars' worth of bait. I--" + +"Mamma!" + +"Go and tell him your stingy old mamma would rather build a Home for the +Old and Poor in memory of the grandest man what ever lived than give a +snip like him, what never did a lick of work in his life, a fortune so +he should have with it a good time at Monte Carlo. Just go tell him! +Tell him!" + +She was trembling now so that she could scarcely withdraw from the +bedside, but her voice had lost none of its gale-like quality. + +"Go tell him! Maybe it does him good he should hear." And in spite of +her ague she crossed the vast room, slamming the door so that a great +shudder ran over the room. + +On the bed that had been lifted bodily from the Grand Trianon of Marie +Antoinette, its laces upheaved about her like billows in anger, Rebecca +Meyerburg lay with her face to the ceiling, raw sobs distorting it. + +Steadying herself without that door, her hand laid between her breasts +and slightly to the left, as if there a sharp pain had cut her, Mrs. +Meyerburg leaned to the wall a moment, and, gaining quick composure, +proceeded steadily enough across the wide aisle of hall, her hand +following a balustrade. + +A servant intercepted her half-way. "Madam--" + +"Kemp, from here when I look down in the lower hall, all them ferns look +yellow on top. I want you should please cut them!" + +"Yes, madam. Mrs. Fischlowitz, madam, has been waiting down in the side +hall for you." + +"Mrs. Fischlowitz! For why you keep her waiting in the side hall?" + +"Therese said madam was occupied." + +"Bring her right up, Kemp, in the elevator. Her foot ain't so good. +Right away, Kemp." + +"Yes, madam." + +Into Mrs. Meyerburg's room of many periods, its vastness so emphasized +by the ceiling after Paolo Veronese, its fluted yellow-silk bed canopy +reaching up to that ceiling stately and theatric enough to shade +the sleep of a shah, limped Mrs. Fischlowitz timidly and with the +uncertainty with which the callous feet of the unsocialistic poor tread +velvet. + +"How-do, Mrs. Fischlowitz?" + +"Mrs. Meyerburg, I didn't want you to be disturbed except I want to +explain to you why I'm late again this month." + +"Sit down! I don't want you should even explain, Mrs. +Fischlowitz--that's how little I thought about it." + +Mrs. Meyerburg was full of small, pleased ways, drawing off her guest's +decent black cape, pulling at her five-fingered mittens, lifting the +nest-like bonnet. + +"So! And how's the foot?" + +"Not so good and not so bad. And how is the sciatica with you, Mrs. +Meyerburg?" + +"Like with you, Mrs. Fischlowitz. It could be better and it could be +worse. Sometimes I got a little touch yet up between my ribs." + +"If it ain't one thing, Mrs. Meyerburg, it's another. What you think why +I'm late again with the rent, Mrs. Meyerburg? If last week my Sollie +didn't fall off the delivery-wagon and sprain his back!" + +"You don't say so!" + +"That same job as you got him two years ago so good he's kept, and now +such a thing has to happen. _Gott sei dank_, he's up and out again, but +I tell you it was a scare!" + +"I should say so. And how is Tillie?" + +"Mrs. Meyerburg, you should just see for yourself how that girl has got +new color since that certified milk you send her every day. Like a +new girl so pretty all of a sudden she has grown. For to-morrow, Mrs. +Meyerburg, a girl what never before had a beau in her life, if Morris +Rinabauer, the young foreman where she works, 'ain't invited her out for +New-Year's Day." + +"You got great times down by Rivington Street this time of year. Not? I +remember how my children used to like it with their horns _oser_ like it +was their own holiday." + +"Ja, it's a great _gedinks_ like always. Sometimes I say it gets so +tough down there I hate my Tillie should come home from the factory +after dark, but now with Morris Rinabauer--" + +"Mrs. Fischlowitz, I guess you think it's a sin I should say so, but I +tell you, when I think of that dirty little street down there and your +flat what I lived in the seventeen happiest years of my life with my +husband and babies--when I think back on my years in that little flat +I--I can just feel myself tremble like all over. That's how happy we +were down there, Mrs. Fischlowitz." + +"I can tell you, Mrs. Meyerburg, when I got a place like this, at +Rivington Street I wouldn't want I should ever have to look again." + +"It's a feeling, Mrs. Fischlowitz, what you--you can't understand +until--until you live through so much like me. I--I just want some day +you should let me come down, Mrs. Fischlowitz, and visit by you in the +old place, eh?" + +"Ach, Mrs. Meyerburg, I can tell you the day what you visit on me down +there I am a proud woman. How little we got to offer you know, but if I +could fix for you Kaffeeklatsch some day and Kuchen and--" + +"In the kitchen you still got the noodle-board yet, Mrs. Fischlowitz, +where you can mix Kuchen too?" + +"I should say so. Always on it I mix my doughs." + +"He built it in for me himself, Mrs. Fischlowitz. On hinges so when I +was done, up against the wall out of the way I could fold it." + +"'Just think,' I say to my children, 'we eat noodles off a board what +Simon Meyerburg built with his own hands.' On the whole East Side it's a +curiosity." + +"Sometimes when I come down by your flat, Mrs. Fischlowitz, I show you +how I used to make them for him. Wide ones he liked." + +"Ach, Mrs. Meyerburg, like you could put your hands in dough now!" + +"'Mamma,' he used to say--standing in the kitchen door when he came home +nights and looking at me maybe rocking Becky there by the stove and +waiting supper for him--'Mamma,' he'd say, clapping his hands at me, +'open your eyes wide so I can see what's in 'em.'" + +"That such a big man should play like that!" + +"'Come in, darling,' I'd say; 'you can't guess from there what we got.'" + +"Just think, like just married you were together." + +"'Noodles!' he'd holler, and all the time right in back of me, spread +out on the board, he could see 'em. I can see him yet, Mrs. Fischlowitz, +standing there in the kitchen doorway, under the horseshoe what he found +when we first landed." + +"I can tell you, Mrs. Meyerburg, in that flat we 'ain't had nothing but +luck, neither, with you so good to us." + +"Ach, now, Mrs. Fischlowitz, for an old friend like you, what I lived +next door to so many years and more as once gave my babies to keep for +me when I must go out awhile, I shouldn't do a little yet." + +"'Little,' she calls it. With such low rent you give us I'm ashamed to +bring the money. Five weeks in the country and milk for my Tillie, until +it's back from the grave you snatched her. Even on my back now every +stitch what I got on I got to thank you for. Such comfort I got from +that black cape!" + +"I was just thinking, Mrs. Fischlowitz, with your rheumatism and on such +a cold day a cape ain't so good for you, neither. Right up under it the +wind can get." + +"Warm like toast it is, Mrs. Meyerburg." + +"I got a idea, Mrs. Fischlowitz! In that chest over there by the wall I +got yet a jacket from Rivington Street. Right away it got too tight for +me. Like new it is, with a warm beaver collar. At auction one day he got +it for me. Like a top it will fit you, Mrs. Fischlowitz." + +"No, no, please, Mrs. Meyerburg. It just looks like every time what +I come you got to give me something. Ashamed it makes me. Please you +shouldn't." + +But in the pleasant frenzy of sudden decision Mrs. Meyerburg was on her +knees beside a carved chest, burrowing her arm beneath folded garments, +the high smell of camphor exuding. + +"Only yesterday in my hand I had it. There! See! Just your size!" She +held the creased garment out from her by each shoulder, blowing the nap +of the beaver collar. + +"Please, no, Mrs. Meyerburg. Such a fine coat maybe you can wear it +yourself. No, I don't mean that, when you got such grander ones; but for +me, Mrs. Meyerburg, it's too fine to take. Please!" + +Standing there holding it thrust enthusiastically forward, a glaze +suddenly formed over Mrs. Meyerburg's eyes and she laid her cheek to the +brown fur collar, a tear dropping to it. + +"You'm right, Mrs. Fischlowitz, I--I can't give this up. I--he--a coat +he bought once for me at auction when--he _oser_ could afford it. I--you +must excuse me, Mrs. Fischlowitz." + +"That's right, Mrs. Meyerburg, for a remembrance you should keep it." + +Then brightening: "But I got in the next room, Mrs. Fischlowitz, a coat +better as this for you. Lined all in squirrel-skin they call it. One day +by myself I bought it, and how my Becky laughs and won't even let me +wear it in automobile. I ain't stylish enough, she says." + +With an inarticulate medley of sounds Mrs. Fischlowitz held up a hand of +remonstrance. "But--" + +"Na, na, just a minute." And on the very wings of her words Mrs. +Meyerburg was across the room, through the ornate door of an ornate +boudoir, and out presently with the garment flung across her arm. "Na, +here put it on." + +"Ach, such a beau-tiful coat!" + +"So! Let me help!" + +They leaned together, their faces, which the years had passed over +none too lightly, close and eager. Against the beaver collar Mrs. +Fischlowitz's hand lay fluttering. + +"Put your hands in the pockets, Mrs. Fischlowitz. Deep, eh?" + +"Finer you can believe me as I ever had in my life before. I can tell +you, Mrs. Meyerburg, a woman like you should get first place in heaven +and you should know how many on the East Side there is says the same. +I--I brought you your rent, Mrs. Meyerburg. You must excuse how late, +but my Sollie--" + +"Ja, ja." + +Eleven! Twelve! Twelve-fifty! Mrs. Fischlowitz counted it out carefully +from a small purse tucked in her palm, snapping it carefully shut over +the remaining coins. + +"Thank you, Mrs. Fischlowitz. You should never feel hurried. Mr. +Oppenheimer will mail you a receipt." + +"I guess now I must be going, Mrs. Meyerburg--to-night I promised my +Sollie we have cheese-Kuchen for supper." + +"Always I used to make it with a short crust for my Isadore. How he +loved it!" + +"Just again, Mrs. Meyerburg, I want you should let me say how--how this +is the finest present what I ever had in my life. I can tell you from +just how soft it is on me, I can tell how it must feel to ride in +automobile." + +A light flashed in brilliance up into Mrs. Meyerburg's face. "Mrs. +Fischlowitz!" + +"Ja, Mrs. Meyerburg?" + +"I tell you what! I--this afternoon my Becky, Mrs. Fischlowitz, she--she +ain't so well and like always can't take with me a ride in the Park. +Such--such a cold that girl has got. How I should like it, Mrs. +Fischlowitz, if you would be so kind to--to take with me my drive in--in +your new coat." + +"I--" + +"Ja, ja, I know, Mrs. Fischlowitz, cheese Kuchen should first get cold +before supper, but if you could just an hour ride by me a little? If you +would be so kind, Mrs. Fischlowitz!" + +Diffidence ran trembling along Mrs. Meyerburg's voice, as if she dared +not venture too far upon a day blessed with tasks. "I got always so--so +much time to myself now'days, Mrs. Fischlowitz, sometimes I--I get maybe +a--a little lonesome." + +"Ach, Mrs. Meyerburg, you don't want to be bothered with such--such a +person like me when you ride so grand through the Park." + +"Fit like a fiddle it will make you feel, Mrs. Fischlowitz. Button up +tight that collar and right away we start. Please, right next to you, +will you press that third button? That means we go right down and find +outside the car waiting for us." + +"But, Mrs. Meyerburg--" + +"See, just like you, I put on a coat on the inside fur. This way, Mrs. +Fischlowitz. Careful, your foot!" + +In the great lower hall full of Tudor gloom the carved stone arches +dropping in rococo stalactites from the ceiling, and a marble staircase +blue-veined as a delicate woman's hand winding up to an oriole window, +a man-servant swung back two sets of trellised doors; bowed them +noiselessly shut again. + +The quick cold of December bit them at the threshold. Opposite lay the +Park, its trees, in their smooth bark whipped bare, and gray as nuns, +the sunlight hard against their boles. More sunlight lay cold and +glittering down the length of the most façaded avenue in the world and +on the great up-and-down stream of motor-cars and their nickel-plated +snouts and plate-glass sides. + +Women, with heads too haughty to turn them right or left, moved past in +closed cars that were perfumed and upholstered like jewel-boxes; the +joggly smartness of hansom cabs, their fair fares seeing and being seen +behind the wooden aprons and their frozen laughter coming from their +lips in vapor! On the broad sidewalks women in low shoes that defied +the wind, and men in high hats that the wind defied; nursemaids trim as +deaconesses, and their charges the beautiful exotic children of pure +milk and pure sunshine! + +One of these deaconess-like nursemaids, walking out with a child whose +black curls lay in wide sprays on each shoulder, detached herself from +the up-town flow and crossed to the trellised threshold. + +"Good afternoon, Madam Meyerburg. Mademoiselle, _dites bonjour à madame +votre grand'maman_." + +"_Bonjour, grand'maman_." + +In the act of descending her steps, Mrs. Meyerburg's hands flew outward. +"Ach, du little Aileen. Come, Aileen, to grandma. Mrs. Fischlowitz, this +is Felix's little girl. You remember Felix--such a beautiful bad little +boy he was what always used to fight your Sollie underneath the sink." + +"_Gott in Himmel_, so this is Felix's little girl!" + +"Ja, this is already his second. Come, Aileen, to grandma and say good +afternoon to the lady." + +The maid guided the small figure forward by one shoulder. "_Dites +bonjour à madame, Mademoiselle Aileen_." + +"_Bonjour, madame_." + +"Not a word of English she can speak yet, Mrs. Fischlowitz. I tell you +already my grandchildren are so smart not even their language I can +understand. _Aber_ for why such a child should only talk so in her own +country she can't be understood, I don't know." + +"I guess, Mrs. Meyerburg, it's style now'days that you shouldn't know +your own language." + +"Come by grandma to-morrow, Aileen, and upstairs I got in the little box +sweet cakes like grandma always keeps for you. Eh, baby?" + +"Say thank you, grandmother." + +"_Merci bien, grand'maman_." + +And they were off into the stream again, the small white leggings at a +smart trot. + +At the curb a low-bodied, high-power car, with the top flung back and +the wind-shield up, lay sidled against the coping. + +"Get right in, Mrs. Fischlowitz. Burk, put under Mrs. Fischlowitz's both +feet a heater." + +A second man, in too-accentuated livery of mauve and astrakhan, flung +open the wide door. A glassed-in chauffeur, in more mauve and astrakhan, +threw in his clutch. The door slammed. Mrs. Fischlowitz breathed deep +and grasped the nickel-plated door handle. Mrs. Meyerburg leaned out, +her small plumes wagging. + +"Burk, since Miss Becky ain't along to-day, I don't want in front no +second man." + +"Yes, madam." + +"I want instead you should take the roadster and call after Mrs. +Weinstein. You know, down by Twenty-third Street, the fourth floor +back." + +"Yes, madam." + +"I want you should say, Burk, that Mrs. Meyerburg says her and her +daughter should take off from their work an hour for a drive wherever +they say you should take them. And tell her, Burk, she should make for +me five dozens more them paper carnations. Right away I want you should +go." + +"Yes, madam." + +They nosed slowly into the stream of the Avenue. + +"Always Becky likes there should be two men stuck up in front there. +I always say to look only at the backs of my servants I don't go out +riding for." + +Erect and as if to the fantastic requirements of the situation sat +Mrs. Fischlowitz, her face of a thousand lines screwed to maintain the +transiency of a great moment. + +"That I should live, Mrs. Meyerburg, to see such a sight like this! In +the thirty years I been in this country not but once have I walked up +Fifth Avenue--that time when my Tillie paraded in the shirtwaist strike. +I--I can tell you I'm proud to live to see it this way from automobile." + +"Lean back, Mrs. Fischlowitz, so you be more comfortable. That's all +right; you can't hurt them bottles. My Becky likes to have fancy touches +all over everything. Gold-tops bottles she has to have yet by her. I can +tell you, though, Mrs. Fischlowitz, if I do say it myself, when that +girl sits up in here like a picture she looks. How they stare you should +see." + +"Such a beau-ti-ful girl! I can tell you for her a prince ain't good +enough. Ach, what a pleasure it must be, Mrs. Meyerburg, for a mother to +know if her child wants heaven she can nearly get it for her. I can tell +you that must be the greatest pleasure of all for you, Mrs. Meyerburg, +to give to your daughter everything just like she wants it." + +"Ja, ja," said with little to indicate mental ferment. + +They were in the Park, with the wind scampering through the skeins of +bare tree branches. The lake lay locked in ice, skaters in the ecstasy +of motion lunging across it. Beneath the mink lap-robe Mrs. Fischlowitz +snuggled deeper and more lax. + +"_Gott in Himmel_, I tell you this is better as standing over my cheese +Kuchen." + +"Always I used to let my cheese drip first the night before. Right +through a cheese-cloth sack hung from a nail what my husband drove in +for me under the window-sill." + +"Right that same nail is there yet, Mrs. Meyerburg. _Oser_ we should +touch one thing!" + +"I can tell you it's a great comfort, Mrs. Fischlowitz, I got such a +tenant as you in there." + +"When you come to visit me, Mrs. Meyerburg, right to the last nail like +you left it you find it. Not even from the kitchen would I let my Sollie +take down the old clothes-line what you had stretched across one end." + +"Ach, how many times in rainy days I used that line. It's a good little +line I bet yet. Not?" + +"Ja." But with no corresponding kit of emotions in Mrs. Fischlowitz's +voice. She was still breathing deep the buoyant ether of the moment, and +beneath the ingratiating warmth of fur utterly soothed. "_Gott_," she +said, "I wish my sister-in-law, Hanna, with all her fine airs up where +she lives on One Hundred and Twenty-ninth Street, could see me now. +_Oser_ she could stare and stare, and bow and bow, and past her I would +roll like--like a rolling-pin." + +From the gold-topped bottle nearest her came a long insidious whiff of +frangipani. She dared to lean toward it, sniffing. + +"Such a beautiful smell." And let her eyes half close. + +"You market your meat yet on Fridays down by old Lavinsky's, Mrs. +Fischlowitz?" + +"Ja, just like always, only his liver ain't so good like it used to be. +I can tell you that's a beau-ti-ful smell." + +An hour they rode purringly over smooth highways and for a moment +alongside the river, but there the wind was edged with ice and they were +very presently back into the leisurely flow of the Avenue. From her +curves Mrs. Fischlowitz unbent herself slowly. + +"No, no, Mrs. Fischlowitz--you stay in." + +"Ach, I get out here at your house, too, and take the street-cars. I--" + +"No, no. James takes you all the way home, Mrs. Fischlowitz. I get out +because my Becky likes I should get home early and get dressed up for +dinner." + +"But Mrs. Meyerburg--" + +"No, no. Right in you stay. 'Sh-h-h, just don't mention it. Enough +pleasure you give me to ride by me. Take good care your foot. Good-by, +Mrs. Fischlowitz. All the way home you should take her, James." + +Once more within the gloom of her Tudor hall, Mrs. Meyerburg hurried +rearward and toward the elevator. But down the curving stairway the +small maid on stilts came, intercepting her. + +"Madame!" + +"Ja." + +"Madame will please come. Mademoiselle Betty this afternoon ees not so +well. Three spells of fainting, madame." + +"Therese!" + +"Oui, not serious, madame, but what I would call hysteeria and +mademoiselle will not have doctor. Eef madame will come--" + +With a great mustering of her strength Mrs. Meyerburg ran up the first +three of the marble steps, then quite as suddenly stopped, reaching out +for the balustrade. The seconds stalked past as she stood there, a fine +frown sketched on her brow, and the small maid anxious and attendant. + +"Madame?" + +When Mrs. Meyerburg spoke finally it was as if those seconds had been +years, sapping more than their share of life from her. "I--now I don't +go up, Therese. After a while I come, but--but not now. I want, though, +you should go right away up to Miss Becky with a message." + +"Oui, madame." + +"I want you should tell her for me, Therese, that--that to-morrow +New-Year's dinner with the family all here, I--I want she should invite +the Marquis Rosencrantz. That everything is all right. Right away I want +you should go and tell her, Therese!" + +"Oui, madame." + +Up in her bedroom and without pause Mrs. Meyerburg walked directly +to the small deal table there beside her bed and still littered with +half-curled blue-prints. These she gathered into a tight roll, snapping +a rubber band about it. She rang incisively the fourth of the row of +bells. A man-servant responded almost immediately with a light rap-a-tap +at the door. She was there and waiting. + +"Kemp, I want you should away take down this roll to Goldfinger's office +in the Syndicate Building. Just say Mrs. Meyerburg says everything is +all right--to go ahead." + +"Yes, madam." And he closed the door after him, holding the knob a +moment to save the click. + + * * * * * + +In a Tudor dining-hall, long as the banquet-room of a thane, faced in +thrice-weathered oak and designed by an architect too eminent to endure +interference--except when Miss Meyerburg had later and at her own +stealthy volition installed a Pompeian colored window above the high +Victorian fireplace--the wide light of a brilliant New-Year's day lay +against leaded window-panes, but shut out by thick hangings. + +Instead, the yellow light from a ceiling sown with starlike bulbs lay +over that room. At each end of the table, so that the gracious glow fell +full upon the small figure of Mrs. Meyerburg at one end and upon the +grizzled head of Mr. Ben Meyerburg at the other, two braces of candles +burned softly, crocheting a flickering design upon the damask. + +From the foot of that great table, his place by precedence of years, Mr. +Ben Meyerburg rose from his Voltairian chair, holding aloft a wineglass +like a torch. + +"_Masseltov_, ma," he said, "and just like we drank to the happy couple +who have told us the good news to-day, so now I drink to the grandest +little mother in the world. _Masseltov_, ma." And he drained his glass, +holding it with fine disregard back over one shoulder for refilling. + +Round that table Mrs. Meyerburg's four remaining sons, towering almost +twice her height, rose in a solemn chorus that was heavier than their +libations of wine. + +"_Masseltov_, ma." + +"Ach, boys, my sons, _ich--ich--danke_." She was quivering now in the +edge of tears and grasped tightly at the arms of her chair. + +"_Masseltov_, ma," said Rebecca Meyerburg, raising her glass and +her moist eyes shining above it. The five daughters-in-law followed +immediate suit. At Miss Meyerburg's left the Marquis Rosencrantz, with +pointed features and a silhouette sharp as a knife edge, raised his +glass and his waxed mustache and drank, but silently and over a deep +bow. + +"Mamma--mother dear, the marquis drinks to you." + +Mrs. Meyerburg turned upon him with a great mustering of amiability and +safely withdrawn now from her brink of tears. "I got now six sons what +can drink to my health--not, Marquis?" + +"She says, Marquis," translated Miss Meyerburg, ardently, to the sharp +profile, "that now she has six sons to drink to her health." + +_"Madame me fait trop d'honneur."_ + +"He says, mamma, that it is too great an honor to be your son." + +From her yesterday's couch of mental travail Miss Meyerburg had risen +with a great radiance turping out its ravages. She was Sheban in +elegance, the velvet of her gown taken from the color of the ruby on her +brow, and the deep-white flesh of her the quality of that same velvet +with the nap raised. + +"He wants to kiss your hand, ma. Give it to him. No, the right one, +dearie." + +"I--I'm much obliged, Marquis. I--well, for one little old woman like +me, I got now six sons and six daughters, each one big enough to carry +me off under his arm. Not?" + +She was met with immediate acclaim from a large blond daughter-in-law, +her soft, expansive bosom swathed in old lace caught up with a great +jeweled lizard. + +"Little old nothing, ma. I always say to Isadore you've got more energy +yet than the rest of the family put together." + +"Ach, Dora, always you children like to make me think I been young yet." + +But she was smilingly tremulous and pushed herself backward in her heavy +throne-like chair. A butler sprang, lifting it gently from her. + +Immediately the great, disheveled table, brilliantly littered with +crystal, frumpled napkins, and a great centerpiece of fruits and +flowers, was in the confusion of disorganization. + +Daughters-in-law and husbands moved up toward a pair of doors swung +heavily backward by two servants. + +Mrs. Isadore Meyerburg pushed her real-lace bodice into place and +adjusted the glittering lizard. "Believe me," she said, exuding a sigh +and patting her bosom on the swell of that deep breath, "I ate too much, +but if I can't break my diet for the last engagement in the family, and +to nobility at that, when will I do it?" + +"I should say so," replied Mrs. Rudolph Meyerburg, herself squirming to +rights in an elaborate bodice and wielding an unostentatious toothpick +behind the cup of her hand; "like I told Roody just now, if I take on a +pound to-day he can blame his sister." + +"Say, I wish you'd look at the marquis kissing ma's hand again, will +you?" + +"Look at ma get away with it too. You've got to hand it to them French, +they've got the manners all right. No wonder our swell Trixie tags after +them." + +"Say, Becky shouldn't get manners yet with her looks and five hundred +thousand thrown in. I bet, if the truth is known, and since ma is going +to live over there with them, that there's a few extra thousand tacked +on too." + +"Not if the court knows it! Like I told Roody this morning, she's +bringing a title into the family, but she's taking a big wad of the +Meyerburg money out of the country too." + +"It is so, ain't it?" + +Around her crowded Mrs. Meyerburg's five sons. + +"Come with us, ma. We got a children's party up in the ballroom for +Aileen this afternoon, and then Trixie and I are going to motor down to +Sheepshead for the indoor polo-match. Come, ma." + +"No, no, Felix. I want for myself rest this afternoon. All you children +go and have your good times. I got home more as I can do, and maybe +company, too." + +"Tell you what, ma, come with Dora and me and the kids. She wants to go +out to Hastings this afternoon to see her mother. Come with us, ma. The +drive will do you good." + +"No, no, Izzy. When I ride too much in the cold right away up in my ribs +comes the sciatica again." + +Miss Meyerburg bent radiant over her parent. "Mother," she whispered, +her throat lined with the fur of tenderness, "it's reception-day out at +that club, and all the cliques will be there, and I want--" + +"Sure, Becky, you and the marquis should drive out. Take the big car, +but tell James he shouldn't be so careless driving by them curves out +there by the golf-links." + +"But, ma dear, you come, too, and--" + +"No, no, Becky; to-day I got not time." + +"But, ma--ma, you ain't mad at me, dear? You can see now for yourself, +can't you, dear, what a big thing it is for the family and how you--" + +"Yes, yes, Becky. Look, go over by your young man. See how he stands +there and not one word what Ben is hollering so at him can he +understand." + +Across the room, alongside a buffet wrought out of the powerful Jacobean +period, Mr. Ben Meyerburg threw a violent contortion. + +"Want to go up in the Turkish room and smoke?" he shouted, the +apoplectic purple of exertion rushing into his face and round to the +roll of flesh overhanging the rear of his collar. + +_"Pardon?"_ + +"Smoke? Do you smoke? Smokez-vous? Cigarez-vous? See, like this. Fume. +Blow. Do you smoke? Smokez-vous?" + +_"Pardon?"_ said the marquis, bowing low. + + * * * * * + +In the heavy solitude of Mrs. Meyerburg's bedchamber, the buzz of +departures over, silence lay resumed, but with a singing quality to it +as if an echo or so still lingered. + +Before the plain deal table, and at her side two files bulging their +contents, Mrs. Meyerburg sat with her spatulate finger conning in among +a page of figures. After a while the finger ceased to move across the +page, but lay passive midway down a column. After another while she +slapped shut the book and took to roaming up and down the large room +as if she there found respite from the spirit of her which nagged and +carped. Peering out between the heavy curtains, she could see the tide +of the Avenue mincing, prancing, chugging past. Resuming her beat up and +down the vistas of the room, she could still hear its voice muffled and +not unlike the tune of quinine singing in the head. + +The ormolu clock struck, and from various parts of the house musical +repetitions. A French tinkle from her daughter's suite across the hall; +from somewhere more remote the deep, leisurely tones of a Nuremberg +floor clock. Finally Mrs. Meyerburg dropped into the overstuffed chair +beside her window, relaxing into the attitude her late years had brought +her, head back, hands stretched out along the chair sides, and full of +rest. An hour she sat half dozing, and half emerging every so often with +a start, then lay quietly looking into space, her eyes quiet and the +erstwhile brilliancy in them gone out like a light. + +Presently she sat forward suddenly, and with the quick light of +perception flooding up into her face; slid from her chair and padded +across the carpet. From the carved chest alongside the wall she withdrew +the short jacket with the beaver collar, worked her shoulders into it. +From the adjoining boudoir she emerged after a time in a small bonnet +grayish with age and the bow not perky. Her movements were brief and +full of decision. When she opened her door it was slyly and with a +quick, vulpine glance up and down the grave quiet of the halls. After a +cocked attitude of listening and with an incredible springiness almost +of youth, Mrs. Meyerburg was down a rear staircase, through a rear +hallway, and, unseen and unheard, out into the sudden splendor of a +winter's day, the side street quiet before her. + +"Gott!" said Mrs. Meyerburg, audibly, breathing deep and swinging into +a smart lope eastward. Two blocks along, with her head lifted and no +effort at concealment, she passed her pantry-boy walking out with a +Swedish girl whose cheeks were bursting with red. He eyed his mistress +casually and without recognition. + +At Third Avenue she boarded a down-town street-car, a bit winded from +the dive across cobbles, but smiling. Within, and after a preliminary +method of paying fare new and confusing to her, she sat back against the +rattly sides, her feet just lifted off the floor. She could hardly keep +back the ejaculations as old streets and old memories swam into view. + +"Look at the old lay-dee talking to her-sel-uph," sang an urchin across +the aisle. + +"Shut up," said the mother, slapping him sidewise. + +At one of the most terrific of these down-town streets Mrs. Meyerburg +descended. Beneath the clang and bang of the Elevated she stood confused +for the moment and then, with her sure stride regained, swung farther +eastward. + +Slitlike streets flowed with holiday copiousness, whole families abroad +on foot--mothers swayback with babies, and older children who ran ahead +shouting and jostling. Houses lean and evil-looking marched shoulder to +shoulder for blocks, no gaps except intersecting streets. Fire-escapes +ran zigzag down the meanest of them. Women shouted their neighborhood +jargon from windows flung momentarily open. Poverty scuttled along close +to the scant shelter of these houses. An old man, with a beard to his +chest, paused in a doorway to cough, and it was like the gripe-gripe of +a saw with its teeth in hard wood. A woman sold apples from a stoop, the +form of a child showing through her shawl. Yet Mrs. Meyerburg smiled as +she hurried. + +Midway in one of these blocks and without a pretense of hesitancy she +turned into a black mouth of an entrance and up two flights. On each +landing she paused more for tears than for breath. At a rear door +leading off the second landing she knocked softly, but with insistence. +It opened to a slight crack, then immediately swung back full span. + +"_Gott in Himmel_, Mrs. Meyerburg! Mrs. Meyerburg! _Kommen Sie herein_. +Mrs. Meyerburg, for why you didn't let me know? To think not one of my +children home and to-day a holiday, my place not in order--" + +"Now, now, Mrs. Fischlowitz, just so soon you go to one little bit of +trouble, right away I got no more pleasure. Please, Mrs. Fischlowitz. +Ach, if you 'ain't got on your pantry shelfs just the same paper edge +like my Roody used to cut out for me." + +"Come, come, Mrs. Meyerburg, in parlor where--" + +"Go way mit you. Ain't the kitchen where I spent seventeen years, the +best years in my life, good enough yet? Parlor yet she wants to take +me." + +An immediate negligée of manner enveloped her like an old wrapper. +A certain tulle of bewilderment had fallen. She was bold, even +dictatorial. + +"Don't fuss round me so much, Mrs. Fischlowitz. Just like old times +I want it should seem. Like maybe I just dropped in on you a lump of +butter to borrow. No, no, don't I know where to hang mine own bonnet in +mine own house? Ach, the same coat nails what he drove in himself!" + +"To think, Mrs. Meyerburg, all my children gone out for a good time this +afternoon, my Tillie with Morris Rinabauer, who can't keep his eyes off +her--" + +"How polished she keeps her stove, just like I used to." + +"Right when you knocked I was thinking, well, I clean up a bit. Please, +Mrs. Meyerburg, let me fix you right away a cup coffee--" + +"Right away, Mrs. Fischlowitz, just so soon you begin to make fuss over +me, I don't enjoy it no more. Please, Mrs. Fischlowitz, right here in +this old rocker-chair by the range let me, please, sit quiet a minute." + +In the wooden rocker beside the warm stove she sat down quietly, lapping +her hands over her waist-line. + +_"Gott in Himmel,"_ sitting well away from the chair-back and letting +her eyes travel slowly about the room, "just like it was yesterday; just +like yesterday." And fell to reciting the phrase softly. + +"Ja, ja," said Mrs. Fischlowitz, concealing an unwashed litter of dishes +beneath a hastily flung cloth. "I can tell you, Mrs. Meyerburg, my house +ain't always this dirty; only to-day not--" + +"Just like it was yesterday," said Mrs. Meyerburg, musing through a +tangle of memories. She fell to rocking. A narrow band of sunshine lay +across the bare floor, even glinted off a pan or two hung along the wall +over the sink. Along that same wall hung a festoon of red and green +peppers and a necklace of garlic. Toward the back of the range a pan +of hot water let off a lazy vapor. Beside the scuttle a cat purred and +fought off sleep. + +"Already I got the hot water, Mrs. Meyerburg, to make you a cup coffee +if--" + +"Please, Mrs. Fischlowitz, let me rest like this. In a minute I want you +should take me all through in the children's room and--" + +"If I had only known it how I could have cleaned for you." + +"Ach, my noodle-board over there! How grand and white you keep it." + +"Ja, I--" + +"Mrs. Fischlowitz!" + +"Yes, Mrs. Meyerburg?" + +"Mrs. Fischlowitz, if you want to--to give me a real treat I tell you +what. I tell you what!" + +"Ja, ja, Mrs. Meyerburg; anything what I can do I--" + +"I want you should let me mix you on that old board a mess noodles!" + +"Ach, Mrs. Meyerburg, your hands and that grand black-silk dress!" + +"For why not, Mrs. Fischlowitz? Wide ones, like he used to like. Just +for fun, please, Mrs. Fischlowitz. To-morrow I send you two barrels +flour for what I use up." + +"But, Mrs. Meyerburg, I should make for you noodles, not you for me--" + +"It's good I should learn, Mrs. Fischlowitz, to get back my hand in +such things. Maybe you don't believe me, but I ain't so rich like I was +yesterday when you seen me, Mrs. Fischlowitz. To-day I'm a poor woman, +Mrs. Fischlowitz, with--" + +Mrs. Fischlowitz threw out two hands in a liberal gesture. "Such a good +woman she is! In my house where I'm poor she wants, too, to play like +she's a poor woman. That any one should want to play such a game with +themselves! Noodles she wants to make for me, instead I should wait on +her like she was a queen." + +"It takes me back, Mrs. Fischlowitz, to old times. Please, Mrs. +Fischlowitz, to-morrow I send you two barrels." + +"Like you ain't welcome to everything what I got in the house. All +right, noodles you should make and always I keep 'em for remembrance. +Just let me run down to cellar and bring you up flour. No, no, you +set there and let me fold down the board for you. Rock there, Mrs. +Meyerburg, till I come up with the flour. Eggs plenty I got." + +"And a little butter, Mrs. Fischlowitz, the size of an egg, and always a +pinch of salt." + +"The neighbors should see this! Mrs. Simon Meyerburg making for me +noodles in my kitchen!" She was off and down a small rear stairway, a +ribbon of ejaculations trailing back over one shoulder. + +In her chair beside the warm range Mrs. Meyerburg sat quiescent, her +head back against the rest, eyes half closed, and slanting toward the +kitchen door. Against the creaking floor her chair swayed rhythmically. +Tears ran down to meet the corners of her mouth, but her lips were +looped up in a smile. + +The cat regarded her through green eyes slit down their middle. Toward +the rear of the stove the pan of water seethed. + +Suddenly Mrs. Meyerburg leaned forward with a great flash across her +face. "Simon," she cried, leaning to the door and stretching forward +quavering arms. "Simon, my darling!" She leaned further, the rims of her +eyes stretched wide. "Simon--come, my darling. Simon!" + +Into the opposite doorway, smirched with flour and a white pail of it +dangling, flashed Mrs. Fischlowitz, breathing hard from her climb. + +"What, Mrs. Meyerburg, you want something?" + +"Simon," cried Mrs. Meyerburg, her voice lifted in a paean of welcome; +"come, my darling, come in. Come!" And she tried to rise, but sat back, +quivering, her brow drenched in sudden sweat. + +Raucous terror tore through Mrs. Fischlowitz's voice, and she let fall +her pail, a white cloud rising from off the spill. "Mrs. Meyerburg, +there ain't nobody there. Mrs. Meyerburg, he ain't there. Mrs. +Meyerburg!" + +"Simon!" + +"Mrs. Meyerburg, he ain't there. Nobody's there! +Ach--help--doctor--Tillie!" + +Back against Mrs. Fischlowitz's frenzied arms lay Mrs. Meyerburg, very +gray, her hand against her left breast and down toward the ribs. + +"Gott! Gott! Please, Mrs. Meyerburg--Mrs. Meyerburg!" dragging back +one of the weary eyelids and crying out at what she saw there. "Help +doctor--Tillie--quick--quick--" + +She could not see, poor dear, that into those locked features was +crystallized the great ecstasy of reunion. + + + + +THE NTH COMMANDMENT + + +The Christmas ballad of the stoker, even though writ from the fiery +bowels of amidships and with a pen reeking with his own sweat, could +find no holiday sale; nor the story of the waiter who serves the wine he +dares only smell, and weary stands attendant into the joyous dawn. +Such social sores--the drayman, back bent to the Christmas box whose +mysteries he must never know; the salesgirl standing on her swollen feet +on into the midnight hour--such sores may run and fester, but not to +sicken public eyes. + +For the Christmas spirit is the white flame of love burning in men's +hearts and may not be defiled. Shop-windows, magazine covers, and +post-cards proclaim good-will to all men; bedtime stories crooned when +little heads are drowsy are of Peace on Earth; corporations whose +draymen's backs are bent and whose salesgirls' feet are swollen plaster +each outgoing parcel with a Good-Will-Toward-Men stamp, and remove the +stools from behind the counters to give space to more of the glittering +merchandise. + +In the Mammoth Store the stools have long since been removed and the +holiday hysteria of Peace on Earth rose to its Christmas Eve climax, as +a frenzied gale drives upward the sea into mountains of water, or scuds +through black-hearted forests, bending them double in wild salaam. + +Shoppers pushed through aisles so packed that the tide flowed back upon +itself. A narrow-chested woman, caught in the whorl of one such vortex, +fainted back against the bundle-laden arms that pressed her on. Above +the thin orchestra of musical toys, the tramp of feet like an army +marching, voices raucous from straining to be heard, a clock over the +grand central stairway boomed nine, and the crowd pulled at its strength +for a last hour of bartering, tearing, pushing, haggling, sweating. + +Behind the counters workers sobbed in their throats and shifted from one +swollen foot to the other. A cash-girl, her eyeballs glazed like +those of a wounded hare in the torture of the chase, found a pile of +pasteboard boxes behind a door, and with the indifference of exhaustion +dropped on to it asleep. The tide flowed on, and ever and again back +upon itself. A Santa Claus in a red canton-flannel coat lost his white +canton-flannel beard, nor troubled to recover it. A woman trembling with +the ague of terror drew an imitation bisque doll off a counter and into +the shallow recesses of her cape, and the cool hand of the law darted +after her and closed over her wrist and imitation bisque evidence. A +prayer, a moan, the crowd parting and closing again. + +The mammoth Christmas tree beneath the grand central stairway loped +ever so slightly of its own gorgeousness, and the gold star at its +apex titillated to the tramp-tramp of the army. Across the novelty +leather-goods counter Mr. Jimmie Fitzgibbons leaned the blue-shaven, +predacious face that head waiters and underfed salesgirls know best over +a hot bird and a cold bottle. Men's hands involuntarily close into tight +fists when his well-pressed sleeve accidentally brushes their wives or +sisters. Six-dollar-a-week salesgirls scrape their luscious rare birds +to the bone, drink thin gold wine from thin, gold-edged glasses, and +curse their God when the reckoning comes. + +Behind the novelty leather-goods counter Mrs. Violet Smith, whose eyes +were the woodland blue her name boasted, smiled back and leaned against +the stock-shelves, her face upturned and like a tired flower. + +"If the rush hadn't quit right this minute I--I couldn't have lasted it +out till closing, honest I couldn't." + +"Poor tired little filly!" + +"Even them ten minutes I got leave to go up to old Ingram's office +they made up for when I came back, and put another batch of them +fifty-nine-cent leatherette purses out in the bin." + +"Poor little filly! What you need is a little speed. I wanna blow you +to-night, Doll. You went once and you can make it twice. Come on, Doll, +it ain't every little girl I'd coax like this." + +"I--Jimmie--I--" + +"I wanna blow you to-night, Doll. A poor little blue-eyed queenie like +you, all froze up with nothing but a sick husband for a Christmas +tree--a poor little baby doll like you!" + +"The kid, too, Jimmie, I--oughtn't!" + +"Didn't you tell me yourself it sleeps through the night like a +whippersnapper? Don't be a quitter Doll, didn't you?" + +"Yes, but--" + +"A poor little baby doll like you! Why, there just ain't nothing too +good for you. Some little time I showed you last Tuesday night--eh, +Doll?" + +"Yes--Jimmie!" + +"Well, if you think that was some evening, you watch me to-night!" + +"I--can't--go, Jimmie, him layin' there, and the kid and all!" + +"Didn't I have to coax you last time just like to-night? And wasn't you +glad when you looked out and seen how blasted cold and icy it was that +you lemme blow you--wasn't you?" + +"Yes, Jimmie, but--" + +"Didn't I blow you to a bottle of bubble water to take home with you +even after the big show was over, and wouldn't I have blown you to +yellow instead of the red if you hadn't been a little cheap skate and +wanted the red? Didn't I pin a two-dollar bunch of hothouse grapes on +your hat right out of the fruit-bowl? Didn't I blow you for proper?" + +"It was swell, Jimmie!" + +"Well, I'm going to blow in my winnings on you to-night, Doll. It's +Christmas Eve and--" + +"Yes, it's Christmas Eve, Jimmie, and he--he had one of his bad +hemorrhages last night, and the kid, she--she's too little to know she's +getting cheated out of her Christmas, but, gee--a--a kid oughtta have +something--a tree or something." + +He leaned closer, hemmed in by the crowd. "It's _you_ oughtta have +something, Doll." + +"I--I never oughtta gone with you last Tuesday night, Jimmie. When I got +home, he--he was laying there like a rag." + +"I like you, Doll. I'm going to blow in the stack of my winnings on +you--that's how much I like you. There ain't nothing I wouldn't do for a +little filly like you." + +"Jimmie!" + +"There ain't!" + +"Aw!" + +"You wouldn't be in the hole you are now, Doll, if you hadn't sneaked +off two years ago and done it while I wasn't looking. Nearly two whole +years you lemme lose track of you! That ain't a nice way to treat a +fellow that likes you." + +"We went boarding right away, Jimmie, and I only came back to the +department two months ago, after he got so bad. 'Ain't I told you how +things just kinda happened?" + +"I liked you myself, Doll, but you fell for a pair of shoulders over in +the gents' furnishing that wasn't wide from nothing but padding. I could +have told you there was all cotton batting and no lungs there. I could +have told you." + +"Jimmie, ain't you ashamed! Jimmie!" + +"Aw, I was just kidding. But you ain't real on that true-blue stuff, +Doll. I can look into your eyes and see you're bustin' to lemme blow +you. That's what you get, sweetness, when you don't ask your Uncle +Fuller first. If you'd have asked me I could have told you he was weak +in the chest when you married him. I could have told you that you'd +be back here two years later selling leatherette vanity-cases and +supportin' a--" + +"You! Jimmie Fitzgibbons, you--" + +"Gad, Doll, go to it! When you color up like that you look like a +rose--a whole bouquet of them." + +"You--you don't know nothing about him. He--he never knew he had a lung +till a month after the kid came, and they moved the gents' furnishing +over by the Broadway door where the draught caught him." + +"Sure, he didn't, Doll; no harm meant. That's right, stand by him. I +like to see it. Why, a little queen across the counter from you tole me +you'd have married him if he'd had three bum lungs, that crazy you was!" + +"Like fun! If me or him had dreamt he wasn't sound we--I wouldn't be in +this mess, I--we--I wouldn't!" + +Her little face was pale as a spray of jessamine against a dark +background, and, try as she would to check them, tears sprang hot to her +eyes, dew trembled on her lashes. + +"Poor little filly!" + +More tears rushed to her eyes, as if he had touched the wellsprings of +her self-compassion. "You gotta excuse me, Jimmie. I ain't cryin', only +I'm dog tired from nursin' and drudgin', drudgin' and nursin'." + +"Hard luck, little un!" + +"Him layin' there and me tryin' to--to make things meet. You gotta +excuse me, Jimmie, I'm done up." + +"That's why I wanna blow you, sweetness. I can't bear to see a little +filly like you runnin' with the odds dead agin her." + +"You been swell to me, Jimmie." + +"The sky's my limit, Doll." + +"Maybe it wasn't right for me to go with you last Tuesday night, him +layin' there, and the kid and all, but a girl's gotta have something, +don't she, Jimmie? A girl that's got on her shoulders what I got has +gotta have something--a laugh now and then!" + +"That's the goods, Doll. A little filly like you has got to." + +"Honest, the way I laughed when you stuck them hothouse grapes on my +hat for trimming the other night, just like they didn't cost +nothing--honest, the way I laughed gimme enough strength for a whole +night's nursin'. Honest, I felt like in the old days before--before I +was married." + +"Gad! if you had treated me white in them days, Doll--if you hadn't +pulled that saint stuff on me and treated me cold storage--there ain't +nothing I wouldn't have done for you." + +"I--I didn't mean nothing, Jimmie." + +"I ain't sore, Doll. I like you and I like your style. I always did, +even in the days when you turned me down, you great big beautiful doll, +you!" + +"Aw--you!" + +"If you're the real little sport I think you are, you're going to lemme +blow you to the liveliest Christmas a little queen like you ever seen. +I didn't make that winnin' down in Atlanta for nothing. When I got the +telegram I says to myself: 'Here goes! I'm goin' to make last Tuesday +night look like a prayer-meeting, I am.' Eh, Doll?" + +"I--I can't, Jimmie. I--'S-s-s-s-h!" + +A tide flowed in about the counter, separating them, and she was +suddenly the center of a human whorl, a battle of shoulders and elbows +and voices pitched high with gluttony. Mr. Fitzgibbons skirted its edge, +patient. + +Outside a flake floated down out of the dark pocket of packed clouds, +then another and yet another, like timid kisses blown down upon the +clownish brow of Broadway. A motorman shielded his eyes from the right +merry whirl and swore in his throat. A fruit-cheeked girl paused in the +flare of a Mammoth Store show-window, looked up at her lover and the +flaky star that lit and died on his mustache, and laughed with the +musical glee of a bird. A beggar slid farther out from his doorway and +pushed his hat into the flux of the sidewalk. More flakes, dancing +upward like suds blown in merriment from the palm of a hand--light, +lighter, mad, madder, weaving a blanket from God's own loom, from God's +own fleece, whitening men's shoulders with the heavenly fabric. + +Mrs. Violet Smith cast startled eyes upon the powdered shoulders and +snow-clumped shoes passing down the aisleway, and her hand flew to her +throat as if to choke its gasp. + +"My! It ain't snowin', is it? It ain't snowin'?" + +Mr. Jimmie Fitzgibbons wormed back to the counter. His voice was sunk to +the golden mezzo of an amorous whisper. + +"Snowin' is right, Doll! A real dyed-in-the-wool white Christmas for you +and me!" + +"Snowin'!" + +"Don't you like snow, baby doll? Cheer up, I'm going to hire a taxicab +by the hour. I'm--" + +"Snowin'!" + +She breathed inward, shivering, stricken, and her mouth, no older than a +child's, trembled at the corners and would not be composed. + +"He--he can't stand no snow-storm. That's why the doctor said if--if +we could get him South before the first one, if we could get him South +before the first one--South, where the sun shines and he could feel it +clear through him, he--Oh, ain't I--ain't I in a mess!" + +"Poor little filly!" He focused his small eyes upon her plump and +throbbing throat. "Poor little filly, all winded!" + +"I--oh, I--" + +"There's the bell, Doll. Poor, tired little girlie, hurry and I'll buy +you a taxicab. Hear it--there's the closing bell! Merry Christmas, Doll! +Merry Christmas!" + +A convulsion tore through the store, like the violent asthma of a +thirty-thousand-ton ocean liner breathing the last breath of her voyage +and slipping alongside her pier. On that first stroke of ten a girl +behind the candy-counter collapsed frankly, rocking her left foot in her +lap, pressing its blains, and blubbering through her lips salty with her +own bitter tears. A child, qualified by legislation and his fourteen +years to brace his soft-boned shoulder against the flank of life, bent +his young spine double to the weight of two iron exit doors that swung +outward and open. A gale of snow and whistling air danced in. The crowd +turned about, faced, thinned, died. + +Mrs. Violet Smith turned a rose-white face to the flurry. "Snowin'!" + +"A real, made-to-order white Christmas for you and me, Doll. The kind +you read about." + +"It--it don't mean nothing to me, but--" + +"Sure, it does; I'm goin' to blow you right, Doll. Half the money is +yourn, anyways. You made that winning down in Atlanta yesterday as much +as me, girlie. If I hadn't named that filly after you she'd 'a' been +left at the post." + +"You--you never had the right to name one of your race-horses after me. +There ain't a girl ever went out with you that you 'ain't named one +after. You--you never had the right to!" + +"I took it, kiddo, 'cause I like you! Gad! I like you! Nix, it ain't +every little girl I'd name one of my stable after. 'Violet!'--some +little pony that, odds ag'in her and walks off with the money." + +"I--honest, I sometimes--I--just wish I was dead!" + +"No, you don't, Doll. You know you just wanna go to-night, but you +'ain't got the nerve. I wanna show you a Christmas Eve that'll leave any +Christmas Eve you ever spent at the post. Gad! look out there, will you? +I'm going to taxicab you right through the fuzz of that there snow-storm +if it costs every cent the filly won for us!" + +Mrs. Smith leaned back against the shelves limp, as if the blood had run +from her heart, weakening her, but her eyes the color of lake-water +when summer's moment is bluest. Her lips, that were meant to curve, +straightened in a line of decision. + +"I'll go, Jimmie." + +"That's the goods!" + +"A girl's just gotta have something to hold herself together, don't +she? It--it ain't like the kid and Harry was layin' awake for me--last +Tuesday they was both asleep when I got home. They don't let each other +get lonesome, and Harry--he--There ain't nothing much for me to do round +home." + +"Now you're talkin' the English language, Doll." + +"I'll go, Jimmie." + +He extended his cane at a sharper angle until it bent in upon itself, +threatening to snap, and flung one gray-spatted ankle across the other. + +"Sure, you're going! A poor little filly like you, sound-kneed, +sound-winded, and full of speed, and no thin' but trouble for your +Christmas stockin'. A poor little blue-eyed doll like you!" + +"A girl's gotta have something! You knew me before I was married, +Jimmie, and there never was a girl more full of life." + +"Sure I knew you. But you was a little cold-storage queen and turned me +down." + +"He--Harry, he never asks me nothing when I come in, and the kid's +asleep, anyways." + +"Color up there a little, Doll. Where I'm going to take you there ain't +nothing but live ones. I'm going to take you to a place where the color +scheme of your greenbacks has got to be yellow. Color up there, Doll. +You ain't going dead, are you?" + +She stretched open her eyes to wide, laughing pools, plowed through the +rear-counter debris of pasteboard boxes and tissue-paper, reached for +her jacket and tan, boyish hat. A blowy, corn-colored curl caught like a +tendril and curled round the brim. + +"Going dead! Say, my middle name is Speed! It's like Harry used to +tell me when we wasn't no farther along in the marriage game than his +sneaking over here from the gents' furnishing three times a day to price +bill-folders--he used to say that I was a live wire before Franklin flew +his kite." + +"Doll!" + +"I ain't tired, Jimmie. Not countin' the year and a half I was home +before Harry took sick, I been through the Christmas hell just six +times. The seventh don't mean nothing in my life. I've seen 'em behind +these very counters cursing Christmas with tears in their eyes and +spending their merry holiday in bed trying to get some of the soreness +out. It takes more than one Christmas to put me out of business." + +"Here, lemme tuck that curl in for you, Doll." + +"Quit!" + +"Doll!" + +"Quit, I say!" + +"Color up there, girlie. Look live!" + +She rubbed her palms briskly across her cheeks to generate a glow, and +they warmed to color as peaches blush to the kiss of the sun. + +"See!" + +"Pink as cherries!" + +"That's right, kid me along." + +"Tried to dodge me to-night, didn't you, kitten?" + +"I--I didn't think I ought to go to-night." + +"It's a good thing my feelings ain't hurt easy." + +"Honest, Jimmie, I didn't try to dodge you. I--I only thought, with +the girls here gabbling so much about last Tuesday night and all, it +wouldn't look right. And he had a spell last night again, and the doctor +said we--we ought to get him South before the first snow--South, where +the sun shines. But he's got as much chance of gettin' South as I have +of climbing the South Pole!" + +"A pretty little thing like you climbing the South Pole! I'd be there +with field-glasses all-righty!" + +"I--I went up and talked and begged and begged and talked to old Ingram +up at the Aid Society to-day, but the old skinflint says they can't do +nothing for an employee after he's been out of his department more'n +eight weeks, and--and Harry's been out twelve. He says the Society can't +do nothing no more, much less send him South. Just like a machine he +talked. I could have killed him!" + +"Poor little filly! I was that surprised when I seen you was back in the +store again! There ain't been a classy queen behind the counter since +you left." + +"Aw, Jimmie, no wonder the girls say you got your race-horses beat for +speed." + +"That's me!" + +Aisles thinned and the store relaxed into a bacchanalian chaos of +trampled débris, merchandise strewn as if a flock of vultures had left +their pickings--a battlefield strewn with gewgaws and the tinsel of +Christmastide, and reeking with foolish sweat. + +"Button up there, Doll, and come on; it's a swell night for Eskimos." + +Mr. Fitzgibbons folded over his own double-breasted coat, fitted his +flat-brimmed derby hat on his well-oiled hair, drew a pair of gray suede +gloves over his fingers, and hooked his slender cane to his arm. + +"Ready, Doll?" + +"The girls, Jimmie--look at 'em rubbering and gabbling like ducks! +It--it ain't like I could do any good at home, it ain't." + +"I'd be the first to ship you there if you could. You know me, Doll!" + +His words deadened her doubts like a soporific. She glanced about for +the moment at the Dionysian spectacle of the Mammoth Store ravished +to chaos by the holiday delirium; at the weary stream of shoppers and +workers bending into the storm as they reached the doors; at the swift +cancan of snowflakes dancing whitely and swiftly without; at Mr. Jimmie +Fitzgibbons standing attendant. Then she smiled. + +"Come on, Jimmie!" + +"Come on yourself, Doll!" + +Snow beat in their faces like shot as they emerged into the merry night. + +She shivered in her thin coat. "Gee! ain't it cold!" + +"Not so you can notice it. Watch me, Doll!" He hailed a passing cab with +a double flourish of cane and half lifted her in, his fingers closing +tight over her arm. "Little Doll, now I got you! And we understand one +another, don't we, Doll?" + +"Yes, Jimmie." + +She leaned back, quiescent, nor did his hold of her relax. A fairy +etching of snow whitened the windows and wind-shield, and behind their +security he leaned closer until she could feel the breath of his smile. + +"Doll, we sure understand each other, don't we, sweetness? Eh? Answer +me, sweetness, don't we? Eh? Eh?" + +"Yes, Jimmie." + +Over the city bells tolled of Christmas. + + * * * * * + +The gentle Hestia of Christmas Eve snug beside her hearth, with little +stockings dangling like a badly matched row of executed soldiers, +the fire sinking into embers to facilitate the epic descent from +the chimney, the breathing of dreaming children trembling for their +to-morrow--this gentle Hestia of a thousand, thousand Christmas Eves was +not on the pay-roll of Maxwell's thousand-dollar-a-week cabaret. + +A pandering management, with its finger ever on the thick wrist of its +public, substituted for the little gray lady of tradition the glittering +novelty of full-lipped bacchantes whose wreaths were grape, and +mistletoe commingling with the grape. + +An electric fountain shot upward its iridescent spray, now green, now +orange, now violet, and rained down again upon its own bosom and into a +gilt basin shaped like a grotto with the sea weeping round it. And out +of its foam, wraithlike, rose a marble Aphrodite, white limbed, bathed +in light. + +On the topmost of a flight of marble steps a woman sang of love who had +defiled it. At candle-shaded tables thick tongues wagged through thick +aromas and over thick foods, and as the drama was born rhythmic out of +the noisy dithyramb, so through these heavy discords rose the tink of +Venetian goblets, thin and pure--the reedy music of grinning Pan blowing +his pipes. + +Rose-colored light lay like a blush of pleasure over a shining table +spread beside the coping of the fount. A captain bowed with easy +recognition and drew out two chairs. A statue-like waiter, born but to +obey and, obeying, sweat, bowed less easy recognition and bent his spine +to the backaching, heartbreaking angle of servitude. And through the +gleaming maze of tables, light-footed as if her blood were foaming, Mrs. +Violet Smith, tossing the curling ribbon of a jest over one shoulder. +Following her Mr. Jimmie Fitzgibbons, smiling. + +"Here, sit on this side of the table, Doll, so you can see the big +show." + +"Gee!" + +"It's the best table in the room to see the staircase dancing." + +"Gee!" + +"Told you I was going to show you a classy time to-night, didn't I, +Doll?" + +"Yeh, but--but I ain't dressed for a splash like this, Jimmie, I--I +ain't." + +"Say, they know me round here, Doll. They know I'd fall for a pair of +eyes like yourn, if you was doing time on a rock-pile and I had to bring +you in stripes." + +"I'm--a--sight!" + +"If you wasn't such a little pepper-box I'd blow you to a feather or +two." + +"Ain't no pepper-box!" + +"You used to be, Doll. Two years back there wasn't a girl behind the +counter ever gimme the cold storage like you did. I liked your nerve, +too, durned if I didn't!" + +"I--I only thought you was guyin'." + +"I 'ain't forgot, Doll, the time I asked you out to dinner one night +when you was lookin' pretty blue round the gills, and you turned me down +so hard the whole department gimme the laugh. It's a good thing I 'ain't +got no hard feelings." + +"Honest, Jimmie, I--" + +"That was just before you stole the march on me with the Charley from +the gents' furnishing. I ain't holding it against you, Doll, but you +gotta be awful nice to me to make up for it, eh?" + +A shower of rose-colored rain from the fountain threw its soft blush +across her face. + +"Aw, Jimmie, don't rub it in! Ain't I tryin' hard enough to--to square +myself? I--I was crazy with the heat two years ago. I--aw, I--Now +it's different. I--It's like you say, Jimmie, you 'ain't got no hard +feelings." She swallowed a rising in her throat and took a sip of clear, +cold water. A light film of tears swam in her eyes. "You 'ain't, have +you, Jimmie?" + +He leaned across the table and out of the hearing of the attendant +waiter. "Not if we understand each other, Doll. You stick to me and +you'll wear diamonds. Gad! I bet if I had two more fillies like Violet +I'd run Diamond Pat Cassidy's string of favorites back to pasture, you +little queenie, you!" + +Her timid glance darted like the hither and thither of a wind-blown +leaf. "I ain't much of a looker for a Broadway palace like you've +brought me to, Jimmie. Look at 'em, all dolled up over there. Honest, +Jimmie, I--I feel ashamed." + +"Just you stick to me, peaches, and there ain't one at that table that's +got on anything you can't have twice over. I know that gang--the pink +queen and all. 'Longside of you they look like stacks o' bones tied up +in a rag o' satin." + +"Aw, Jimmie, look at 'em, so blond and all!" + +"They're a broken-winded bunch. Look at them bottles on their table! +We're going to have twice as many and only one color in our glasses, +kiddo. Yellow, the same yellow as your hair, the kinda yellow that's +mostly gold. That's the kind of bubble water we're going to buy, kiddo!" + +"Jimmie, such a spender!" + +"That's me!" + +"It's sure like the girls say--the sky's your limit." + +"Look, Doll, there's the swellest little dancer in this town--one +swell little pal and a good sport. Watch her, kiddo--watch her do that +staircase dance. Ain't she a lalapaloo!" + +A buxom nymph of the grove, whose draperies floated from her like +flesh-colored mist, spun to the wild passion of violins up the eight +marble steps of the marble flight. A spotlight turned the entire range +of the spectrum upon her. She was like a spinning tulip, her draperies +folding her in a cup of sheerest petals, her limbs shining through. + +"Classy, ain't she, Doll?" + +"Well, I guess!" + +"Wanna meet her? There ain't none of 'em that 'ain't sat at my table +many a time." + +"I like it better with just you, Jimmie." + +"Sweetness, don't you look at me like that or you'll get me so mixed up +I'll go out and buy the Metropolitan Tower for your Christmas present. +Whatta you want for Christmas--eh, Doll?" + +"Aw, Jimmie, I don't want nothing. I 'ain't got no right to take nothing +from you!" She played with the rich, unpronounceable foods on her plate +and took a swallow of golden liquid to wash down her fiery confusion. +"I--'ain't got no right." + +"When I get to likin' a little girl there ain't nothing she 'ain't got a +right to." + +"Aw, Jimmie, when you talk like that I feel so--so--" + +"So what, Doll?" + +"So--so--" + +"Gowann, Doll." + +"Aw, I can't say it. You'll think I'm fresh." + +But she regarded him with the nervous eyes of a gazelle and the red swam +high up into her hair, and he drained his glass down to the bottom of +its hollow stem and leaned his warming face closer. + +"You treat me white, sweetness, and understand me right, and you won't +be sorry for nothing you say. Drink, Doll, drink to you 'n' me--you 'n' +me." + +Their bubble-thin glasses met in a tink and a pledge and her ready +laughter rose in duet with his. She caught the lilt of a popular song +from, the tenpiece orchestra and sang upward with the tirralirra of +a lark, and the group at the adjoining table threw her a shout. Mr. +Fitzgibbons beat a knife-and-fork tattoo on his plate and pinched her +cheek lightly, gritting his teeth in a fine frenzy of delight. + +"That's the way to make 'em sit up and take notice, Doll, that's the way +I like 'em. Live! As live and frisky as colts!" + +An attendant placed a souvenir of the occasion beside her plate--a white +wool bear, upright and with bold bead eyes and a flare of pink bow +beneath its chin. + +"Oh-h-h!" + +"See, Doll, a Teddy bear! By Gad! a Teddy bear with his arms stretched +out to hug her! Gad! if I was that Teddy I'd hug the daylight out of +her, too! Gad! wouldn't I!" + +Mrs. Violet Smith wafted the bead-eyed toy a kiss, then slapped him +sharply sidewise, toppling him in a heap, and her easy laughter mingled +with her petulance. + +"I wanna big grizzly, Jimmie; a great big brown grizzly bear with a +grin. I wanna big brown grizzly." + +"'Ain't you got one, Doll? A little white one with a pink bow. Here, +let's give him a drink!" + +But the petulance grew upon her, nor would she be gainsaid. "I wanna big +brown grizzly--a great big brown one with a grin." + +"Aw, Doll, look at this little white one--a classy little white one. +Look at his nose, cutie, made out of a button. Look, ain't that some +nose! Look, ain't--" + +"A big brown one that I can dance with, Jimmie. I wanna dance. Gee! who +could dance with a little dinky devil like that! I wanna dance, Jimmie, +honest I could dance with a great big brown one if he was big enough. +I--Gee, I wanna dance. Jimmie, honest, I could dance with a great big +brown one if he was big enough. I--Gee! I wanna dance, Jimmie! Gee, I +wanna--" + +He whacked the table and flashed the twinkle of a wink to the waiter. +"Gad! Doll, if you look at me with them frisky eyes I--" + +"I wanna bear, Jimmie, a great big brown--" + +"Waiter!" + +"A great big brown one, Jimmie, with a grin. Tell him a great big brown +one!" + +"Waiter, that ain't no kind of a souvenir to bring a lady--a cheap bunch +o' wool like that. Bring her a great big brown one--" + +"A great big brown one with a grin, tell him, Jimmie." + +"We have no brown ones, sir; only the small white ones for the ladies." + +"Get one, then! Get out and buy the biggest one they got on Broadway. +Get out and get one then!" + +"But, sir, the--" + +"If the stores ain't open, bust 'em open! I ain't the best customer this +joint has got not to get service when my lady friend wants to dance with +a great big brown bear. If my lady friend can't get a great big brown +bear--" + +"With a grin, Jimmie." + +"--with a grin, there are other places where she can get two great big +brown bears if she wants 'em." + +"I'll see, sir. I'll see what I can do." + +Mr. Fitzgibbons brought a fist down upon the table so that the dishes +rattled and the wine lopped out of the glasses. "Sure you'll see, and +quick, too! A great big brown bear, d'you hear? My lady friend wants to +dance, don't you, Doll? You wanna dance, and nothing but a great big +brown bear won't do--eh, Doll?" + +"With a grin, Jimmie!" + +"With a grin, d'ye hear?" He whacked at her hand in delight and they +laughed in right merry duet. + +"Oh, Jimmie, you're killing!" + +"The sky's my limit!" + +She nibbled at a peach whose cheeks were pink as her own, and together +from the great overflowing bowl of fruits they must trim her hat with +its boyish brim. First, a heavy bunch of black hothouse grapes that she +pinned deftly to the crown, a cluster of cherries, a purple plum, a +tangerine stuck at a gay angle. They surveyed their foolish labor of +caprice with little rills of laughter that rose and fell, and when +she replaced her hat the cherries bobbed and kissed her cheek and the +adjoining group leaned to her in the kinship of merriment. + +"It's a sweller trimming than I gave it last Tuesday, Jimmie. Look how +tight it's all pinned on. Look at the cherries! I'm going to blow 'em +right off and then eat 'em--eat 'em! Pf-f-f-f!" + +She made as if to catch them with pursed lips, but they bobbed sidewise, +and he regarded her with a swelling pride, then glanced about the room, +pleased at the furor that followed her little antics. + +"Gad, Doll, you're a winner! I can pick 'em every time! You ain't dolled +up like the rest of 'em, but you're a winner!" + +"Oh-oh-oh!" + +"That's the ticket, waiter! I knew there wasn't nothing round here that +tin wouldn't buy. I guess that ain't some great big brown grizzly with a +grin for you, Doll!" + +"Oh-oh-oh!" + +"I guess they didn't rustle round when your Uncle Fuller began to get +sore, and get a great big brown one for you! Gad! the biggest I ever +seen--almost as big as you, Doll! That's the ticket! There ain't +anything in this town tin can't buy!" + +"Oh-oh-oh!" She lifted the huge toy off the silver tray held out to her +and buried her shining face in the soft, silky wool. "Ain't he a beauty? +Ain't he the softest, brownest beauty?" + +"Now, peaches, now cherries, now you little fancy-fruit stand, there +goes the music. Let's see that dance!" + +"Aw, Jimmie, I--I was only kiddin'!" + +"Kiddin' nothing! Come now, Doll, I blew me ten bucks if I blew me a +cent for that bunch of wool. Come now, let's see that dance you been +blowing about! Go as far as you like, Doll!" + +"I--honest, I was only guyin', Jimmie." + +"Don't be a quitter and make me sore, Doll! I wanna show 'em I pick the +live ones every time. There's the music!" + +"Aw, I--" + +"Go as far as you like, Doll. Here, gimme your hat! Go to it, sister. If +you land in the fountain by mistake I'll blow you to the swellest new +duds on the Avenue." + +"I don't know no dances no more, Jimmie. I--I can't dance with this big +old thing anyways. Look, he's almost as big as me!" + +"Go it alone, then, Doll; but get up and show 'em. Get up and show 'em +that I don't pick nothing but the livest! Get up and show 'em, Doll; get +up and show 'em!" + +She set down her glass suddenly and pirouetted to her feet. +"Here--I--go--Jimmie!" + +"Go to it, Doll!" + +She leaped forward in her narrow little skirt, laughing. Chairs scraped +back and a round of applause went with her. Knives and forks beat tattoo +on frail glasses; a tinsel ball flung from across the room fell at her +feet. She stooped to it, waved it, and pinned it to her bosom. Her hair, +rich as Australian gold, half escaped its chignon and lay across her +shoulders. She danced light as the breeze up the marble stairway, and at +its climax the spotlight focused on her, covering her with the sheen of +mica; then just as lightly down the steps again, so rapidly that her +hair was tossed outward in a fairy-like effect of spun gold. + +"Go to it, Doll. I'm here to back you!" + +"Dare me, Jimmie?" + +"Dare what?" + +"Dare me?" + +"Yeh, I dare you to do anything your little heart desires. Gad! +you--Gad! if she 'ain't!" + +Like a bird in flight she danced to the gold coping, paused like an +audacious Undine in a moment of thrilled silence, and then into the +purple and gold, violet and red rain of the electric fountain, her arms +outstretched in a radiant _tableau vivant_, water crowding in about her +knees, spray dancing on her upturned face. + +"Gad! the little daredevil! I didn't think she had it in her. Gad! the +little devil!" + +Clang! Clang! Tink! Tink! "Bravo, kiddo! Who-o-o-p!" + +Shaking the spray out of her eyes, her hair, she emerged to a grand +orchestral flare. The same obsequious hands that applauded her helped +her from the gold coping. Waiters dared to smile behind their trays. Up +to her knees her dark-cloth skirt clung dankly. Water glistened on her +shoulders, spotted her blouse. Mr. Jimmie Fitzgibbons lay back in his +chair, weak from merriment. + +"Gad! I didn't think she had it in her! Gad! I didn't!" + +"Bo-o-o-o!" She shook herself like a dainty spaniel, and he grasped the +table to steady himself against his laughter. + +"Gad! I didn't!" + +"Fine weather for ducks!" + +"Gad!" + +"I'm a nice girl and they treat me like a sponge." + +"Gad!" + +"April weather we're havin', ain't it?" + +"You ain't much wet, are you, Doll?" + +"Bo-o-o-o!" + +"Here, waiter, get the lady a coat or something. Gad! you're the hit +of the place, Doll! Aw, you ain't cold, hon? Look, you ain't even wet +through--what you shaking about?" + +She drew inward little breaths of shivery glee. "I ain't wet! Say, +whatta you think that fountain's spouting--gasoline? I--ain't--wet! +Looka my hair curling up like it does in a rain-storm! Feel my skirt +down here at the hem! Can you beat it? I ain't wet, he says!" + +"Here, drink this, Doll, and warm up." + +"No." + +She threw a dozen brilliant glances into the crowd, tossed an +invitational nod to the group adjoining, and clapped her hands for the +iridescent Christmas ball that dangled over their table. + +"Here, send 'er over--here, give you leave. I'm some little catcher +myself." + +It bounded to her light as air, and she caught it deftly, tossed it +ceilingward until it bounced against an incandescent bulb, tossed it +again, caught it lightly, nor troubled to heed the merry shouts for its +return. + +From across the room some one threw her a great trailing ribbon of gilt +paper. She bound it about her neck like a ruff. A Christmas star with +a fluted tissue-paper edge floated into her lap. She wore it like an +earring, waggling it slyly so that her curls were set a-bobbing. + +"Gimme my bear." + +She hugged the woolly image to her as if she would beg its warmth, her +teeth clicking the while with chill. + +"Take a little swallow or two to warm you up, Doll!" + +"Gee! I took your dare, Jimmie--and--and--br-r-r-r!" + +"A little swallow, Doll!" + +"I took your dare, Jimmie, and I--I can feel my skirt shrinking up +like it was rigging. I--I guess I'll have to go to work next week in a +sheet." + +"Didn't I tell you I was backing this toot, sister?" + +"I didn't have no right to dive in there and spoil my duds, Jimmie. I--" + +"Who had a better right?" + +"Ain't it just like a nut like me? But I 'ain't had a live time for so +long I--I lost my head. But I 'ain't got no right to spoil the only +duds I got to my back. Looka this waist; the color's running. I +ought to--I--Oh, like I wasn't in enough of a mess already +without--without--acting the crazy nut!" + +"Aw, Doll, cut the tragedy! Didn't I tell you I was going to blow you to +anything your little heart desires?" + +"But the only duds I got to my back, Jimmie! Oh, ain't I a nut when I +get started, Jimmie! Ain't I a nut!" + +She regarded him with tears in her eyes and the wraith of a smile on her +lips. A little drop escaped and she dashed it away and her smile broke +out into sunshine. + +"Ain't I a nut, though!" + +"You're a real, full-blooded little winner, that's what you are, and you +can't say I ain't one, neither, Doll. Here's your damages. Now go doll +yourself up like a Christmas tree!" + +He tossed a yellowback bill lightly into her lap, and she made a great +show of rejecting it, even pushing it toward him across the table and to +the floor. + +"I--Aw, what kind of a girl do you think I am? There, take your money. +I--honest, I--What kind of a girl do you think I am?" + +"Now, now, sister, don't we understand each other? Them's damages, +kiddo. Wasn't it me dared you? Ain't it my fault you doused your duds?" + +"Yes, but--" + +"Aw, come now, Doll, don't pull any of that stuff on me! You and me +understand each other--not?" + +"Yes, but--" + +"Take and forget it. You won it. That ain't even interest on the filly's +winnings. Take it. I never started nothing in my life I couldn't see +the finish to. Take it and forget it!" He crammed the bill into her +reluctant fingers, closed them over it, and sealed her little fist with +a grandiose pat. "Forget it, Doll!" + +But her lids fluttered and her confusion rose as if to choke her. +"I--honest, I--Aw, what kind of a girl do you think I am?" + +"I told you I think you're the sweetest, livest little queen I know." + +"Aw!" + +"Come on, little live wire. Put on your swell, hothouse-trimmed hat. I'm +going to take you to a place farther up the street where there are two +staircases and a fountain twice as big for you to puddle your little +footsies in. Waiter--here--check--get a cab! Here, little Doll, quit +your shivering and shaking and lemme help you on--lemme help you." + +She was suddenly pale, but tense-lipped like a woman who struggles +on the edge of a swoon. "Jimmie, honest, I--I'm shaking with chills! +Jimmie--I--I can't go in these duds, neither. I--I gotta go home now. +He'll be wakin' and I--I gotta go home now. I'm all shaking." In spite +of herself her lips quivered and an ague shot through her body. "I--I +gotta go home now, Jimmie. Look at me shivering, all shivering!" + +"Home now!" His eyes retreated behind a network of calculating wrinkles +and she paled as she sat. "Home now? Say, Doll, I thought--" + +"Honest, I wanna go to the other place, but I'm cold, Jimmie, and--wet +through. I gotta keep well, Jimmie, and I--I oughtta go home." + +"Pah!" he said, spluttering out the end of a bitten cigar. "If I'd 'a' +known you was a puny Doll like that!" + +"I ain't, Jimmie; I--" + +"If I'd 'a' known you was that puny! It's like I been sayin', Doll, it +ain't like you and me don't understand each other. I--" + +"Sure we do, Jimmie. Honest, I--To-morrow night I--I can fix it so +that--that the sky's my limit. I'll meet you at Hinkley's at eight, +cross my heart on a wishbone, Jimmie." + +"Cross it!" + +"There!" + +"To-night, Jimmie, I'm chilled--all in. Look at me in these duds, +Jimmie. I'm cold. Oh, Jimmie, get me a cab quick, please; I'm co-old!" + +She relaxed frankly into a chill that rumbled through her and jarred her +knees together. A little rivulet of water oozed from her hair, zigzagged +down her cheek and seeped into her blouse, but her blue-lipped smile +persisted. + +"Ain't I a nut, though! But wait till you see me dolled up to-morrow +night, Jimmie! Eight at Hinkley's. I didn't have a hunch how cold--how +cold that water was. Next time they gotta--heat it." + +"Got to heat it is good, Doll! All I got to do is ask once, and my +word's law round here. Here, take a swallow and warm up, hon. You don't +need to go home if you warm up right." + +But the glass tinked against her teeth. + +"I--I can't'" + +"Gowann, kiddo!" + +"I'll take some home with me to warm me up when I get in bed, Jimmie. +I--Not that kind, give it to me red like you did last Tuesday night, +without the sparkles. That's the kind to warm me up. Order a bottle of +red without the sparkles, Jimmie--without the sparkles. I--I can't stand +no more bubbles to-night." + +He helped her into her coat, and she leaned to him with a little +movement of exhaustion that tightened his hold of her. + +"Hurry a cab, waiter; the lady's sick!" + +"Ain't I a nut, though!" + +"Poor wet little Doll, I didn't think you was much more'n damp! You +gotta make up for this to-morrow night, Doll. Eight sharp, Doll, and no +funny business to-morrow night." + +"Eight sharp!" + +"Swell little sport you are, gettin' the chills! But we understand each +other, don't we, Doll?" + +"Sure, Jimmie!" + +"Come on, hon. Shakin' like a leaf, ain't you? Wait till I get you out +in the cab, I'll warm you up. You look just like a Christmas doll, all +rigged up in that hat and that star and all--just like a Christmas +doll." + +"My grizzly, my brown grizzly! Gee, I nearly forgot my grizzly!" + +And she packed the huge toy under her arm, along with the iridescent +ball and the gewgaws of her plunder, and out into the cab, where an +attendant tucked a bottle of the red warming wine between them. + +"Ready, Doll?" + +"Ready." + +The silent storm had continued its silent work, weaving its blanket +softer, deeper. The straggling pedestrians of early morning bent their +heads into it and drove first paths through the immaculate mantle. +The fronts of owl cars and cabs were coated with a sugary white rime. +Broadway lay in a white lethargy that is her nearest approach to sleep. + +Snow-plows were already abroad clearing tracks, dry snow-dust spinning +from under them. At Longacre Square the flakes blew upward in spiral +flurries, erratic, full of antics. The cab snorted, plunged, leaped +forward. Mr. Fitzgibbons inclined toward the little huddle beside him. + +"Sweetness, now I got you! You little sweetness you, now I got you, +sweetness!" + +"Jimmie! Quit! Quit! You--you old--you--you--" + +The breath of a forgotten perfume and associations webby with age stir +through the lethargy of years. Memories faded as flowers lift their +heads. The frail scent of mignonette roused with the dust of letters +half a century old, and eyes too dim and watery to show the glaze of +tears turn backward fifty years upon the mignonette-bowered scene of +love's young dream. A steel drawing-room car rolling through the clean +and heavy stench of cow pasture, and a steady-eyed, white-haired +capitalist, rolling on his rolling-stock, leans back against the +upholstery and gazes with eyes tight closed upon a steady-eyed, +brown-haired youngster herding in at eventide. The whiff of violets from +a vender's tray, and a young man dreams above his ledger. The reek of a +passing brewer's wagon, and white faces look after, suddenly famished. + +When the familiar pungency of her boarding-house flowed in and round +Mrs. Violet Smith, she paused for a moment and could not push through +the oppression. Then, with the associations of odor crowding in about +her, she stripped herself of her gewgaws, as if here even the tarnished +tinsel of pleasure could have no place, and tiptoed up the weary wind +of three unlighted flights and through the thick staleness of unaired +halls. + +At the third landing a broom and a dirty tangled debris of scrub-cloths +lay on the topmost stair, as if an aching slavey had not found the +strength to remove them. They caught the heel of her shoe, pitching her +forward so that she fell sharply against her own door. In the gloom +she paused for a palpitating moment, her hands pressing her breast, +listening; then deposited her laden hat, the little pile of tinsel and +the woolen bear on the floor outside the door. + +"Vi! Vi! That you, dear?" + +She pulled at her strength and opened the door suddenly, blowing in like +a gale. "It's me, darlin'." + +She was suddenly radiant as morning, and a figure on the bed in the far +corner of the dim-lit room raised to greet her with vague, white-sleeved +arms outstretched. She flew to their haven. + +"Darlin', darlin', how you feeling?" + +"Vi, poor tired little girl!" + +"Harry, how you feeling, darlin'? They worked the force all night--first +time ever. How you feeling, darlin'--how?" And she burrowed kisses on +the poor, white face, and then deep into the tiny crib and back again +into the vague white arms. "Oh, my babies, both of you! How you feeling, +darlin'? So worried I've been. And the kid! Oh, God, darlin', I--I been +so busy rightin' stock and all--all night they kept the force. I got +such news, darlin'. We should worry that it's snowing! Such news, +darlin'! The kid, Harry--did Mrs. Quigley bring her milk on time? How +you feeling, darlin'! You 'ain't coughed, have you?" + +He kissed her damp hair and turned her face up like a flower, so that +his deep-sunk eyes read into hers. "I 'ain't coughed once since noon, +darlin'. We should worry if it snows is right! A doctor's line of talk +can't knock me out. I can buck up without going South. I 'ain't coughed +once since noon, Vi; I--" + +A strangling paroxysm shook him in mockery of his words, and she +crouched low beside the bed, her face etched in the agony of bearing +each rack and pain with him. + +"Oh, my darlin'! Oh--oh--" + +"It's--all right now, Vi! It's all right! It's all right!" + +"Oh, my darlin', yes, yes, it's all right now! All right now!" + +She ran her hands over his face, as if to reassure herself of his very +features, nor would she let him read into her streaming eyes. + +"Lay quiet, Harry darlin'; it's all right! Oh, my darlin'!" + +"'S-s-s-s-h, Vi dear! Sure it's all right. 'S-s-s-s-h! Don't cry, Vi!" + +"I--I-oh--oh--" + +"'S-s-s-s-h, darlin'! Don't!" + +"I--oh, I can't help it; but I ain't cryin', Harry, I ain't!" + +"All worn out and cold and wet, that's what's a-hurtin' you. All worn +out and hysterical and all! Poor little Vi-dee!" + +"I--I ain't." + +"It's all over now, Vi. See, I'm all right! Everything's all right! Just +my luck to have the first one since noon right when you get home. It's +all over now, Vi. Everything's over, Christmas rush and all. Don't you +worry about the snow, neither, darlin'. I knew it would scare you up, +but it takes more than a doctor's line of talk to down-and-out me." + +"I--I ain't worryin', darlin'." + +"You're the one I been worryin' about, Vi. It's just like the kid was +worried too--cried when Mrs. Quigley sung her to sleep." + +"Oh, my baby! Oh, my baby!" + +"Don't worry, dear. She don't even know it's Christmas--a little thing +like her. And, anyways, look, Vi-dee, Mrs. Quigley brought her up that +little stuffed lamb there. But she don't even know it's Christmas, dear; +she don't even know. You poor, tired little kiddo!" + +"I ain't tired." + +"I been lying here all night, sweet, thinking and thinking--a little +doll like you hustling and a big hulk like me lying here." + +"'S-s-s-s-h! Honest, Harry, it's fun being back in the store again till +you get well--honest!" + +"I never ought to let you done it in the beginning, darlin'. Remember +that night, even when I was strong enough to move a ox team, I told you +there was bum lungs 'way back somewhere in my family? I never ought to +let you take a chance, Vi-dee--I never ought!" + +"'S-s-s-s-h! Didn't I say I'd marry you if you was playin' hookey from +the graveyard? Wasn't that the answer I give you even when you was +strong as a whole team?" + +"I didn't have no right to you, baby--the swellest little peach in the +store! I--I didn't have no right to you! Vi-dee, what's the matter? You +look like you got the horrors--the horrors, hon! Vi-dee!" + +"Oh, don't, Harry, don't. I--I can't stand it, hon. I--I'm tired, +darlin', darlin', but don't look like that, darlin'. I--got news--I got +news." + +'"S-s-s-s-h, baby, you're all hysterical from overwork and all tired out +from worry. There ain't no need to worry, baby. Quigley'll say it can go +over another week. She ain't dunning for board, she ain't, baby." + +"I--oh--I--" + +"Shaking all over, baby, just like you got the horrors! I bet you got +scared when you see the snow coming and tackled Ingram to-day, and +you're blue. What you got the horrors about, baby--Ingram?" + +"No! No!" + +"I told you not to ask the old skinflint. I told you they won't do +nothing after twelve weeks. I ain't bluffed off by snow-storm, Vi. I +don't need South no more'n you do, I don't, baby. I ain't a dead one by +a long shot yet! Vi, for God's sake, why you got the horrors?" + +She tried to find words and to smile at him through the hot rain of +her tears, and the deep-rooted sobs that racked her subsided and she +snuggled closer and burrowed into his pillow. + +"I--I can't keep it no longer, darlin'. I ain't cryin', I--I 'ain't got +the horrors. I'm laffin'. I--I seen him, Harry--Ingram--I seen him +just before closin', and--and--oh, Harry, you won't believe it, he +said--he--I--I'm laffin' for joy, Harry!" + +"What? What, Vi? What?" + +She fumbled into the bosom of her blouse and slid a small folded square +of yellowback bill into his hand. + +"What? What, Vi? What?" + +"A cool hundred, darlin'. Ingram--the Aid Society, because it's +Christmas, darlin'. They opened up--a cool hundred! We--we can light out +To-morrow, darlin'. A cool hundred! Old Ingram, the old skinflint, he +opened up like--like a oyster. South, all of us, to-morrow, darlin'; it +ain't nothing for me to get a job South. When I seen it was snowin' +I'd 'a' killed somebody to get it. I--I had to have it and we got it, +darlin', we--we got it--a cool hundred!" + +He lay back on the pillow, suddenly limp, the bill fluttering to the +coverlet, and she slid her arm beneath his head. + +"You could have knocked me down, too, darlin'. Easy, just like that he +forked over. 'What's a Aid Society for?' he kept sayin'. 'What's a Aid +Society for?'" + +"Vi, I--" + +"Don't cry, darlin', don't cry. I just can't stand it!" + +"I--" + +"'S-s-s-s-h! Easy, just like that he gimme it, darlin'." + +"And me lying here hatin' him for a skinflint and his store for a +bloodsucker and the Aid Society for a fake!" + +"Yes, yes, darlin'." + +"I feel new already, Vi. I can feel the sun already shining through me. +If he was here, I--I could just kiss his hand; that's how it feels for +a fellow to get his nerve back. I got my chance now, Vi; there ain't +nothing can keep me down. Just like he says--I'll be a new man out +there. Look, hon, just talking about it! Feel how I got some strength +back already. An hour ago I couldn't hold you like this." + +"Oh, my darlin'!" + +He sat up suddenly in bed and drew her into his arms and she laid her +cheek against his, and in the silence, from the trundle crib beside +them, the breathing of a child rose softly, fell softly. + +"I--I blew us to a real Christmas, darlin', us and the kid. I--I +couldn't help it. I couldn't bear to have her wake up without it, Harry, +her and you--and me." + +"A real Christmas, baby!" + +"Red wine for you, darlin', like I brought you last Tuesday night and +warmed you up so nice. The kind the doctor says is so grand for you, +darlin'--red wine without bubbles like he says you gotta have." + +"Red wine!" + +"Yeh, and black grapes like I brought you last Tuesday, and like he says +you oughtta have--black grapes and swell fruit that's good for you, +darlin'." + +"A real blow-out, Vi-dee." + +"A bear for the kid, Harry!" + +"Vi!" + +"Yeh, a real brown grizz, with the grin and all, like she cried for in +the window that Sunday--a real big brown one with the grin and all." + +"That cost a real bunch of money, sweet!" + +"Yeh, I blew me like sixty for it, hon, but she cried for it that Sunday +and she had to have a Christmas, didn't she, darlin', even if she is too +little. It--it would 'a' broke my heart to have her wake up to-morrow +without one." + +He regarded her through the glaze of tears. "My little kiddo!" + +'"S-s-s-s-h!" + +"It just don't seem fair for you to have to--" + +"'S-s-s-s-h! Everything's fair, darlin', in love and war. All the rules +for the game of living ain't written down--the Eleventh Commandment and +the Twelfth Commandment and the Ninth Commandment." + +"My little kiddo!" + +"To-morrow, Harry, to-morrow, Harry, we're going! South, darlin', where +he says the sun is going to warm you through and through. To-morrow, +darlin'!" + +"The next day, sweetness. You're all worn out and to-morrow's Christmas, +and--" + +But the shivering took hold of her again, and when she pressed her hand +over his mouth he could feel it trembling. + +"To-morrow, darlin', to-morrow before eight. Every day counts. Promise +me, darlin'. I--I just can't live if you don't. To-morrow before eight. +Promise me, darlin'! Oh, promise me, darlin'!" + +"Poor, tired little kiddo, to-morrow before eight, then, to-morrow +before eight we go." + +Her head relaxed. + +"You're tired out, darlin'. Get to bed, baby. We got a big day +to-morrow. We got a big day to-morrow, darlin'! Get to bed, Vi-dee." + +"I wanna spread out her Christmas first, Harry. I want her to see it +when she wakes up. I couldn't stand her not seem' it." + +She scurried to the hall and back again, and at the foot of the bed +she spread her gaudy wares: An iridescent rubber ball glowing with +six colors; a ribbon of gilt paper festooned to the crib; a gleaming +Christmas star that dangled and gave out radiance; a huge brown bear +standing upright, and with bead eyes and a grin. + + + + +T.B. + + +The figurative underworld of a great city has no ventilation, housing or +lighting problems. Rooks and crooks who live in the putrid air of crime +are not denied the light of day, even though they loathe it. Cadets, +social skunks, whose carnivorous eyes love darkness, walk in God's +sunshine and breathe God's air. Scarlet women turn over in wide beds and +draw closer velvet curtains to shut out the morning. Gamblers curse the +dawn. + +But what of the literal underworld of the great city? What of the babes +who cry in fetid cellars for the light and are denied it? What of the +Subway track-walker, purblind from gloom; the coal-stoker, whose fiery +tomb is the boiler-room of a skyscraper; sweatshop workers, a flight +below the sidewalk level, whose faces are the color of dead Chinese; +six-dollar-a-week salesgirls in the arc-lighted subcellars of +six-million-dollar corporations? + +This is the literal underworld of the great city, and its sunless +streets run literal blood--the blood of the babes who cried in vain; the +blood from the lungs of the sweatshop workers whose faces are the color +of dead Chinese; the blood from the cheeks of the six-dollar-a-week +salesgirls in the arc-lighted subcellars. But these are your problems +and my problems and the problems of the men who have found the strength +or the fear not to die rich. The babe's mother, who had never known +else, could not know that her cellar was fetid; she only cried out in +her anguish and hated vaguely in her heart. + +Sara Juke, in the bargain basement of the Titanic Department Store, did +not know that lint from white goods clogs the lungs, and that the air +she breathed was putrefied as from a noxious swamp. Sometimes a pain, +sharp as a hat-pin, entered between her shoulder-blades. But what of +that? When the heart is young the heart is bold, and Sara could laugh +upward with the musical glee of a bird. + +There were no seasons, except the spring and fall openings and +semiannual clearing-sales, in the bargain basement of the Titanic Store. +On a morning when the white-goods counter was placing long-sleeve, +high-necked nightgowns in its bargain bins, and knit underwear was +supplanting the reduced muslins, Sara Juke drew her little pink-knitted +jacket closer about her narrow shoulders and shivered--shivered, but +smiled. "Br-r-r! October never used to get under my skin like this." + +Hattie Krakow, room-mate and co-worker, shrugged her bony shoulders and +laughed; but not with the upward glee of a bird--downward, rather, until +it died in a croak in her throat. But then Hattie Krakow was ten years +older than Sara Juke; and ten years in the arc-lighted subcellar of the +Titanic Department Store can do much to muffle the ring in a laugh. + +"Gee! you're as funny as your own funeral, you are! You keep up the +express pace you're going and there won't be another October left on +your calendar." + +"That's right; cheer me up a bit, dearie. What's the latest style in +undertaking?" + +"You'll know sooner 'n me if--" + +"Aw, Hat, cut it! Wasn't I home in bed last night by eleven?" + +"I ain't much on higher mathematics." + +"Sure I was. I had to shove you over on your side of the bed; that's how +hard you was sleeping." + +"A girl can't gad round dancing and rough-housing every night and work +eight hours on her feet, and put her lunch money on her back, and not +pay up for it. I've seen too many blue-eyed dolls like you get broken. +I--" + +"Amen!" + +Sara Juke rolled her blue eyes upward, and they were full of points +of light, as though stars were shining in them; and always her lips +trembled to laugh. + +"There ain't nothing funny, Sara." + +"Oh, Hat, with you like a owl!" + +"If I was a girl and had a cough like I've seen enough in this basement +get; if I was a girl and my skirtband was getting two inches too big, +and I had to lie on my left side to breathe right, and my nightie was +all soaked round the neck when I got up in the morning--I wouldn't just +laugh and laugh. I'd cry a little--I would." + +"That's right, Hat; step on the joy bug like it was a spider. Squash +it!" + +"I wouldn't just laugh and laugh, and put my lunch money on my back +instead of eggs and milk inside of me, and run round all hours to +dance-halls with every sporty Charley-boy that comes along." + +"You leave him alone! You just cut that! Don't you begin on him!" + +"I wouldn't get overheated, and not sleep enough; and--" + +"For Pete's sake, Hat! Hire a hall!" + +"I should worry! It ain't my grave you're digging." + +"Aw, Hat!" + +"I 'ain't got your dolly face and your dolly ways with the boys; but I +got enough sense to live along decent." + +"You're right pretty, I think, Hat." + +"Oh, I could daub up, too, and gad with some of that fast gang if I +didn't know it don't lead nowheres. It ain't no cinch for a girl to keep +her health down here, even when she does live along decent like me, +eating regular and sleeping regular, and spending quiet evenings in the +room, washing out and mending and pressing and all. It ain't no cinch +even then, lemme tell you. Do you think I'd have ever asked a gay bird +like you to come over and room with me if I hadn't seen you begin to +fade like a piece of calico, just like my sister Lizzie did?" + +"I'm taking that iron-tonic stuff like you want and spoiling my teeth, +ain't I, Hat? I know you been swell to me and all." + +"You ain't going to let up until somebody whispers T.B. in your +shell-pink ear; and maybe them two letters will bring you to your +senses." + +"T.B.?" + +"Yes, T.B." + +"Who's he?" + +"Gee! you're as smart as a fish on a hook! You oughtta bought a velvet +dunce-cap with your lunch money instead of that brown poke-bonnet. T.B. +was what I said--T.B." + +"Honest, Hat, I dun'no'--" + +"For Heaven's sake! _Too Berculosis_ is the way the exhibits and the +newspapers say it. L-u-n-g-s is another way to spell it. T.B." + +"Too Berculosis!" Sara Juke's hand flew to her little breast. "Too +Berculosis! Hat, you--you don't--" + +"Sure I don't. I ain't saying it's that--only I wanna scare you up a +little. I ain't saying it's that; but a girl that lets a cold hang on +like you do and runs round half the night, and don't eat right, can make +friends with almost anything, from measles to T.B." + +Stars came out once more in Sara Juke's eyes, and her lips warmed and +curved to their smile. She moistened with her forefinger a yellow +spit--curl that lay like a caress on her cheek. "Gee! you oughtta be +writing scare heads for the _Evening Gazette!"_ + +Hattie Krakow ran her hand over her smooth salt-and-pepper hair and sold +a marked-down flannelette petticoat. + +"I can't throw no scare into you so long as you got him on your mind. +Oh, lud! There he starts now--that quickstep dance again!" + +A quick red ran up into Miss Juke's hair, and she inclined forward in +the attitude of listening. + +"The silly! Honest, ain't he the silly? He said he was going to play +that for me the first thing this morning. We dance it so swell together +and all. Aw, I thought he'd forget. Ain't he the silly--remembering me?" + +The red flowed persistently higher. + +"Silly ain't no name for him, with his square, Charley-boy face and +polished hair; and--" + +"You let him alone, Hattie Krakow! What's it to you if--" + +"Nothing--except I always say October is my unlucky month, because it +was just a year ago that they moved him and the sheet music down to the +basement. Honest, I'm going to buy me a pair of earmuffs! I'd hate to +tell you how unpopular popular music is with me." + +"Huh! You couldn't play on a side-comb, much less play on the piano like +Charley does. If I didn't have no more brains than some people--honest, +I'd go out and kill a calf for some!" + +"You oughtta talk! A girl that 'ain't got no more brains than to gad +round every night and every Sunday in foul-smelling, low-ceilinged +dance-halls, and wear paper-soled slippers when she oughtta be wearing +galoshes, and cheese-cloth waists that ain't even decent, instead of +wool undershirts! You oughtta talk about brains--you and Charley Chubb!" + +"Yes, I oughtta talk! If you don't like my doings, Hattie Krakow, there +ain't no law says we gotta room together. I been shifting for myself +ever since I was cash-girl down at Tracy's, and I ain't going to begin +being bossed now. If you don't like my keeping steady with Charley +Chubb--if you don't like his sheet-music playing--you gotta lump it! I'm +a good girl, I am; and if you got anything to in-sinuate; if--" + +"Sara Juke, ain't you ashamed!" + +"I'm a good girl, I am; and there ain't nobody can cast a reflection +on--on--" + +Tears trembled in her voice, and she coughed from the deep recesses of +her chest, and turned her head away, so that her profile was quivering +and her throat swelling with sobs. + +"I--I'm a good girl, I am." + +"Aw, Sara, don't I know it? Ain't that just where the rub comes? Don't I +know it? If you wasn't a good girl would I be caring?" + +"I'm a good girl, I am!" + +"It's your health, Sara, I'm kicking about. You're getting as pale and +skinny as a goop; and for a month already you've been coughing, and +never a single evening home to stick your feet in hot water and a +mustard plaster on your chest." + +"Didn't I take the iron tonic and spoil my teeth?" + +"My sister Lizzie--that's the way she started, Sara; right down here in +this basement. There never was a prettier little queen down here. Ask +any of the old girls. Like you in looks and all; full of vim, too. +That's the way she started, Sara. She wouldn't get out in the country on +Sundays or get any air in her lungs walking with me evenings. She was +all for dance-halls, too, Sara. She--she--'Ain't I told you about her +over and over again? 'Ain't I?" + +"'Sh-h-h! Don't cry, Hat. Yes, yes; I know. She was a swell little kid; +all the old girls say so. 'Sh-h-h!" + +"The--the night she died I--I died, too; I--" + +"'Sh-h-h, dearie!" + +"I ain't crying, only--only I can't help remembering." + +"Listen! That's the new hit Charley's playing--'Up to Snuff!' Say, +'ain't that got some little swing to it? Dum-dum-tum-tee-tum-m-m! Some +little quickstep, ain't it? How that boy reads off by sight! Looka, will +you? They got them left-over ribbed undervests we sold last season for +forty-nine cents out on the grab table for seventy-four. Looka the mob +fighting for 'em! Dum-dum-tum-tee-tum-m-m!" + +The day's tide came in. Slowly at first, but toward noon surging through +aisles and around bins, up-stairs and down-stairs--in, around, and out. +Voices straining to be heard; feet shuffling in an agglomeration of +discords--the indescribable roar of humanity, which is like an army +that approaches but never arrives. And above it all, insistent as a +bugle-note, reaching the basement's breadth, from hardware to candy, +from human hair to white goods, the tinny voice of the piano--gay, +rollicking. + +At five o'clock the patch of daylight above the red-lighted exit door +turned taupe, as though a gray curtain had been flung across it; and the +girls, with shooting pains in their limbs, braced themselves for the +last hour. Shoppers, their bags bulging and their shawls awry, fumbled +in bins for a last remnant; hatless, sway-backed women, carrying +children, fought for mill ends. Sara Juke stood first on one foot and +then on the other to alternate the strain; her hands were hot and dry as +flannel, but her cheeks were pink--very pink. + +At six o'clock Hattie Krakow untied her black alpaca apron, pinned a hat +as nondescript as a bird's nest at an unrakish angle, and slid into a +warm, gray jacket. + +"Ready, Sara?" + +"Yes, Hat." But her voice came vaguely, as through fog. + +"I'm going to fix us some stew to-night with them onions Lettie brought +up to the room when she moved--mutton stew, with a broth for you, Sara." + +"Yes, Hat." + +Sara's eyes darted out over the emptying aisles; and, even as she pinned +on her velveteen poke-bonnet at a too-swagger angle, and fluffed out a +few carefully provided curls across her brow, she kept watch and with +obvious subterfuge slid into her little unlined silk coat with a +deliberation not her own. + +"Coming, Sara?" + +"Wait, can't you? My--my hat ain't on right." + +"Come on; you're dolled up enough." + +"My--my gloves--I--I forgot 'em. You--you can go on, Hat." And she +burrowed back beneath the counter. + +Miss Krakow let out a snort, as fiery with scorn as though flames were +curling on her lips. "Hanging round to see whether he's coming, ain't +you? To think they shot Lincoln and let him live! Before I'd run after +any man living, much less the excuse of a man like him! A shiny-haired, +square-faced little rat like him!" + +"I ain't, neither, waiting. I guess I have a right to find my gloves. +I--I guess I gotta right. He's as good as you are, and better. I--I +guess I gotta right." But the raspberry red of confusion dyed her face. + +"No, you ain't waiting! No, no; you ain't waiting," mimicked Miss +Krakow, and her voice was like autumn leaves that crackle underfoot. +"Well, then, if you ain't waiting here he comes now. I dare you to come +on home with me now, like you ought to." + +"I--You go on! I gotta tell him something. I guess I'm my own boss. I +have to tell him something." + +Miss Krakow folded her well-worn hand-bag under one arm and fastened her +black cotton gloves. + +"Pf-f-f! What's the use of wasting breath?" + +She slipped into the flux of the aisle, and the tide swallowed her and +carried her out into the bigger tide of the street and the swifter tide +of the city--a flower on the current, her blush withered under the +arc-light substitution for sunlight, the petals of her youth thrown to +the muddy corners of the city streets. + +Sara Juke breathed inward, and under her cheaply pretentious lace blouse +a heart, as rebellious as the pink in her cheeks and the stars in her +eyes, beat a rapid fantasia; and, try as she would, her lips would +quiver into a smile. + +"Hello, Charley!" + +"Hello yourself, Sweetness!" And, draping himself across the white-goods +counter in an attitude as intricate as the letter S, behold Mr. Charley +Chubb! Sleek, soap-scented, slim--a satire on the satyr and the +haberdasher's latest dash. "Hello, Sweetness!" + +"How are you, Charley?" + +"Here, gimme your little hand. Shake." + +She placed her palm in his, quivering. + +You of the classes, peering through lorgnettes into the strange world +of the masses, spare that shrug. True, when Charley Chubb's hand closed +over Sara Juke's she experienced a flash of goose flesh; but, you of the +classes, what of the Van Ness ball last night? Your gown was low, so +that your neck rose out from it like white ivory. The conservatory, +where trained clematis vines met over your heads, was like a bower of +stars; music, his hand, the white glove off, over yours; the suffocating +sweetness of clematis blossoms; a fountain throwing fine spray; your +neck white as ivory, and--what of the Van Ness ball last night? + +Only Sara Juke played her poor little game frankly, and the cards of her +heart lay on the counter. + +"Charley!" Her voice lay in a veil. + +"Was you getting sore, Sweetness?" + +"All day you didn't come over." + +"Couldn't, Sweetness. Did you hear me let up on the new hit for a +minute?" + +"It's swell, though, Charley; all the girls was humming it. You play it +like lightning, too." + +"It must have been written for you, Sweetness. That's what you are, Up +to Snuff, eh, Queenie?" He leaned closer, and above his tall, narrow +collar dull red flowed beneath the sallow, and his long, white teeth and +slick-brushed hair shone in the arc-light. "Eh, Queenie?" + +"I gotta go now, Charley. Hattie's waiting home for me." She attempted +to pass him and to slip into the outgoing stream of the store, but with +a hesitation that belied her. "I--I gotta go, Charley." + +He laughed, clapped his hat slightly askew on his polished hair, and +slid his arm into hers. + +"Forget it! But I had you going, didn't I, sister? Thought I'd forgot +about to-night, didn't you, and didn't have the nerve to pipe up? Like +fun I forgot!" + +"I didn't know, Charley; you not coming over all day and all. I thought +maybe your friend didn't give you the tickets like he promised." + +"Didn't he? Look! See if he didn't!" + +He produced a square of pink cardboard from his waistcoat pocket and she +read it, with a sudden lightness underlying her voice: + + HIBERNIAN MASQUE AND HOP + SUPPER WARDROBE FREE + ADMIT GENT AND LADY FIFTY CENTS + +"Oh, gee, Charley! And me such a sight in this old waist and all. I +didn't know there was supper, too." + +"Sure! Hurry, Sweetness, and we'll catch a Sixth Avenue car. We wanna +get in on it while the tamales are hot." + +She grasped his arm closer, and straightening her velveteen poke-bonnet +so that the curls lay pat, together they wormed through the sidewalk +crush; once or twice she coughed, with the hollow resonance of a chain +drawn upward from a deep well. + +"Gee! I bet there'll be a jam!" + +"Sure! There's some live crowd down there." + +They were in the street-car, swaying, swinging, clutching; hemmed in by +frantic, home-going New York, nose to nose, eye to eye, tooth to tooth. +Around Sara Juke's slim waist lay Charley Chubb's saving arm, and with +each lurch they laughed immoderately, except when she coughed. + +"Gee! ain't it the limit? It's a wonder they wouldn't open a window in +this car!" + +"Nix on that. Whatta you wanna do--freeze a fellow out?" + +Her eyes would betray her. "Any old time I could freeze you, Charley." + +"Honest?" + +"You're the one that freezes me all the time. You're the one that keeps +me guessing and guessing where I stand with you." + +A sudden lurch and he caught her as she swayed. + +"Come, Sweetness, this is our corner. Quit your coughing, there, hon; +this ain't no T.B. hop we're going to." + +"No what?" + +"Come along; hurry! Look at the crowd already." + +"This ain't no--what did you say, Charley?" + +But they were pushing, shoving, worming into the great lighted entrance +of the hall. More lurching, crowding, jamming. + +"I'll meet you inside, kiddo, in five minutes. Pick out a red domino; +red's my color." + +"A red one? Gee! Looka; mine's got black pompons on it. Five minutes, +Charley five minutes!" + +Flags of all nations and all sizes made a galaxy of the Sixth Avenue +hall. An orchestra played beneath an arch of them. Supper, consisting +of three-inch-thick sandwiches, tamales, steaming and smelling in +their buckets, bottles of beer and soda-water, was spread on a long +picnic-table running the entire length of the balcony. + +The main floor, big as an armory, airless as a tomb, swarmed with +dancers. + +After supper a red sateen Pierrette, quivering, teeth flashing beneath a +sucy half-mask, bowed to a sateen Pierrot, whose face was as slim as a +satyr's and whose smile was as upturned as the eye-slits in his mask. + +"Gee! Charley, you look just like a devil in that costume--all red, and +your mouth squinted like that!" + +"And you look just like a little red cherry, ready to bust." + +And they were off in the whirl of the dance, except that the +close-packed dancers hemmed them in a swaying mob; and once she fell +back against his shoulder, faint. + +"Ain't there a--a up-stairs somewheres, Charley, where they got air? All +this jam and no windows open! Gee! ain't it hot? Let's go outside where +it's cool--let's." + +"There you go again! No wonder you got a cold on you--always wanting air +on you! Come, Sweetness; this ain't hot. Here, lemme show you the dip I +get the girls crazy with. One, two, three--dip! One, two, three--dip! +Ugh!" + +"Gee! ain't it a jam, though?" + +"One, two, three!" + +"That's swell, Charley! Quit! You mustn't squeeze me like that +till--till you've asked me to be engaged, Charley. We--we ain't engaged +yet, are we, Charley?" + +"Aw, what difference does that make? You girls make me sick--always +wanting to know that." + +"It--it makes a lot of difference, Charley." + +"There you go on that Amen talk again. All right, then; I won't squeeze +you no more, stingy!" + +Her step was suddenly less elastic and she lagged on his arm. "I--I +never said you couldn't, Charley. Gee! ain't you a great one to get mad +so quick! Touchy! I only said not till we're engaged." + +He skirted the crowd, guiding her skilfully. "Stingy! Stingy! I know 'em +that ain't so stingy as you." + +"Charley!" + +"What?" + +"Aw, I'm ashamed to say it." + +"Listen! They're playing the new one--'Up to Snuff!' Faster! Don't make +me drag you, kiddo. Faster!" + +They were suddenly in the center of the maze, as tight-packed as though +an army had conspired to close round them. She coughed, and in her +effort of repression, coughed again. + +"Charley, I--honest, I--I'm going to keel. I--I can't stand it packed +in here--like this." + +She leaned to him, with the color drained out of her face; and the crowd +of black and pink and red dominoes, gnomes gone mad, pressed, batted, +surged. + +"Look out, Sweetness! Don't give out in here! They'll crush us out. +'Ain't you got no nerve? Here; don't give out now! Gee! Watch out, +there! The lady's sick. Watch out! Here; now sit down a minute and get +your wind." + +He pressed her shoulders downward and she dropped whitely on a little +camp-chair hidden underneath the balcony. + +"I gotta get out, Charley; I gotta get out and get air. I feel like I'm +going to suffocate in here. It's this old cough takes the breath out of +me." + +In the foyer she revived a bit and drank gratefully of the water he +brought; but the color remained out of her cheeks and the cough would +rack her. + +"I guess I oughtta go home, Charley." + +"Aw, cut it! You ain't the only girl I've seen give out. Sit here and +rest a minute and you'll be all right. Great Scott! I came here to +dance." + +She rose to her feet a bit unsteadily, but smiling. "Fussy! Who said I +didn't?" + +"That's more like it." + +And they were off again to the lilt of the music, but, struggle as she +would, the coughing and the dizziness and the heat took hold of her, and +at the close of the dance she fainted quietly against his shoulder. + +When she finally caught at consciousness, as it passed and repassed +her befuddled mind, she was on the floor of the cloak-room, her head +pillowed on the skirt of a pink domino. + +"There, there, dearie; your young man's waiting outside to take you +home." + +"I--I'm all right!" + +"Certainly you are. The heat done it. Here; lemme help you out of your +domino." + +"It was the heat done it." + +"There; you're all right now. I gotta get back to my dance. You fainted +right up against him, dearie; and I seen you keel." + +"Gee! ain't I the limit!" + +"Here; lemme help on with your coat. Right there he is, waiting." + +In the foyer Sara Juke met Charley Chubb shamefacedly. "I spoilt +everything, didn't I?" + +"I guess you couldn't help it. All right?" + +"Yes, Charley." She met the air gratefully, worming her little hand into +the curve of his elbow. "Gee! I feel fine now." + +"Come; here's a car." + +"Let's walk up Sixth Avenue, Charley; the air feels fine." + +"All right." + +"You ain't sore, are you, Charley? It was so jammed dancing, anyway." + +"I ain't sore." + +"It was the heat done it." + +"Yeh." + +"Honest, it's grand to be outdoors, ain't it? The stars and--and +chilliness and--and--all!" + +"Listen to the garden stuff!" + +"Silly!" She squeezed his arm, and drew back, shamefaced. + +His spirits rose. "You're a right loving little thing when you wanna +be." + +They laughed in duet; and before the plate-glass window of a furniture +emporium they paused to regard a monthly-payment display, designed to +represent the $49.50 completely furnished sitting-room, parlor, +and dining-room of the home felicitous--a golden-oak room, with an +incandescent fire glowing right merrily in the grate; a lamp redly +diffusing the light of home; a plaster-of-Paris Cupid shooting a dart +from the mantelpiece; and last, two figures of connubial bliss, smiling +and waxen, in rocking-chairs, their waxen infant, block-building on the +floor, completing the picture. + +"Gee! it looks as snug as a bug in a rug! Looka what it says too: 'You +Get the Girl; We'll Do the Rest!' Some little advertisement, ain't it? I +got the girl all right--'ain't I, hon?" + +"Aw!" + +"Look at the papa--slippers and all! And the kid! Look at the kid, +Sweetness." + +Her confusion nearly choked her and her rapid breath clouded the +window-glass. "Yeh, Charley! Looka the little kid! Ain't he cute?" + +An Elevated train crashed over their heads, drowning out her words; but +her smile, which flickered like light over her face, persisted and her +arm crept back into his. At each shop window they lingered, but the glow +of the first one remained with her. + +"Look, Sweetness--'Red Swag, the Train King! Performance going on now.' +Wanna go in?" + +"Not to-night. Let's stay outside." + +"Anything your little heart de-sires." + +They bought hot chestnuts, city harbingers of autumn, from a vender, and +let fall the hulls as they walked. They drank strawberry ice-cream soda, +pink with foam. Her resuscitation was complete; his spirits did not +wane. + +"I gotta like a queen pretty much not to get sore at a busted evening +like this. It's a good thing the ticket didn't cost me nothing." + +"Ain't it, though?" + +"Look! What's in there--a exhibit?" + +They paused before a white-lighted store-front, and read, laboriously: + + FREE TUBERCULOSIS EXHIBIT + + TO EDUCATE THE PEOPLE HOW TO PREVENT CONSUMPTION + +"Oh!" She dragged at his arm. + +"Aw, come on, Sweetness; nothing but a lot of T.B.'s." + +"Let's--let's go in. See, it's free. Looka! it's all lit up and all; +see, pictures and all." + +"Say, ain't I enough of a dead one without dragging me in there? Free! I +bet they pinch you for something before you get out." + +"Come on, Charley. I never did see a place like this." + +"Aw, they're all over town." + +He followed her in surlily enough and then, with a morbid interest, +round a room hung with photographs of victims in various emaciated +stages of the white plague. + +"Oh! Oh! Ain't it awful? Ain't it awful? Read them symptoms. Almost with +nothing it--it begins. Night--sweats and losing weight and coughing, +and--oh--" + +"Look! Little kids and all! Thin as matches." + +"Aw, see, a poor little shaver like that! Look! It says sleeping in +that dirty room without a window gave it to him. Ugh! that old +man! Self-indulgence and intemperance.' Looka that girl in the +tobacco--factory. Oh! Oh! Ain't it awful! Dirty shops and stores, it +says; dirty saloons and dance-halls--weak lungs can't stand them." + +"Let's get out of here." + +"Aw, look! How pretty she is in this first picture; and look at her +here--nothing but a stack of bones on a stretcher. Aw! Aw!" + +"Come on!" + +"Courage is very important, it says. Consumptives can be helped and many +are cured. Courage is--" + +"Come on; let's get out of this dump. Say, it's a swell night for a +funeral." + +She grasped at his coat sleeve, pinching the flesh with it, and he drew +away half angrily. + +"Come on, I said." + +"All right!" + +A thin line filed past them, grim-faced, silent. At the far end of the +room, statistics in red inch-high type ran columnwise down the wall's +length. She read, with a gasp in her throat: + + 1. Ten thousand people died from tuberculosis in the city of New + York last year. + + 2. Two hundred thousand people died from tuberculosis in the United + States last year. + + 3. Records of the Health Department show 31,631 living cases of + tuberculosis in the city of New York. + + 4. Every three minutes some one in the United States dies from + consumption. + +"Oh, Charley, ain't it awful!" + +At a desk a young man, with skin as pink as though a strong wind had +whipped it into color, distributed pamphlets to the outgoing visitors--a +thin streamlet of them; some cautious, some curious, some afraid. + +"Come on; let's hurry out of here, Sweetness. My lung's hurting this +minute." + +They hurried past the desk; but the young man with the clear, pink skin +reached over the heads of an intervening group, waving a long printed +booklet toward the pair. + +"Circular, missy?" + +Sara Juke straightened, with every nerve in her body twanging like a +plucked violin-string, and her eyes met the clear eyes of the young +clerk. + +Like a doll automaton she accepted the booklet from him; like a doll +automaton she followed Charley Chubb out into the street, and her limbs +were trembling so she could scarcely stand. + +"Gotta hand it to you, Sweetness. Even made a hit on the fellow in the +lung-shop! He didn't hand me out no literachure. Some little hit!" + +"I gotta go home now, Charley." + +"It's only ten." + +"I better go, Charley. It ain't Saturday night." + +At the stoop of her rooming-house they lingered. A honey-colored moon +hung like a lantern over the block-long row of shabby-fronted houses. On +her steps and to her fermenting fancy the shadow of an ash-can sprawled +like a prostrate human being. + +"Charley!" She clutched his arm. + +"Whatcha scared about, Sweetness?" + +"Oh, Charley, I--I feel creepy to-night." + +"That visit to the morgue was enough to give anybody the blind +staggers." + +Her pamphlet was tight in her hand. "You ain't mad at me, Charley?" + +He stroked her arm, and the taste of tears found its way to her mouth. + +"I'm feeling so silly-like to-night, Charley." + +"You're all in, kiddo." In the shadow he kissed her. + +"Charley, you--you mustn't, unless we're--engaged." But she could +not find the strength to unfold herself from his arms. "You mustn't, +Charley!" + +"Great little girl you are, Sweetness--one great little girl!" + +"Aw, Charley!" + +"And, to show you that I like you, I'm going to make up for this +to-morrow night. A real little Saturday-night blow! And don't forget +Sunday afternoon--two o'clock for us, down at Crissey's Hall. Two +o'clock." + +"Two o'clock." + +"Good!" + +"Oh, Charley, I--" + +"What, Sweetness?" + +"Oh, nothing; I--I'm just silly to-night." + +Her hand lay on his arm, white in the moonlight and light as a leaf; and +he kissed her again, scorching her lips. + +"Good night, Sweetness." + +"Good night, Charley." + +Then up three flights of stairs, through musty halls and past closed +doors, their white china knobs showing through the darkness, and up to +the fourth-floor rear, and then on tiptoe into a long, narrow room, with +the moonlight flowing in. + +Clothing lay about in grotesque heaps--a woman's blouse was flung across +the back of a chair and hung limply; a pair of shoes stood beside the +bed in the attitude of walking--tired-looking shoes, run down at the +heels and skinned at the toes. And on the far side of the three-quarter +bed the hump of an outstretched figure, face turned from the light, with +sparse gray-and-black hair flowing over the pillow. + +Carefully, to save the slightest squeak, Sara Juke undressed, folded +her little mound of clothing across the room's second chair, groping +carefully by the stream of moonlight. Severe as a sibyl in her +straight-falling nightdress, her hair spreading over her shoulders, her +bare feet pattered on the cool matting. Then she slid into bed lightly, +scarcely raising the covers. From the mantelpiece the alarm-clock ticked +with emphasis. + +An hour she lay there. Once she coughed, and smothered it in her pillow. +Two hours. She slipped from under the covers and over to the littered +dresser. The pamphlet lay on top of her gloves; she carried it to the +window and, with her limbs trembling and sending ripples down her +nightrobe, read it. Then again, standing there by the window in the +moonlight, she quivered so that her knees bent under her. + +After a while she raised the window slowly and without a creak, and a +current of cool air rushed in and over her before she could reach the +bedside. + +On her pillow Hattie Krakow stirred reluctantly, her weary senses +battling with the pleasant lethargy of sleep; but a sudden nip in the +air stung her nose and found out the warm crevices of the bed. She +stirred and half opened her eyes. + +"For Gawd's sake, Sara, are you crazy? Put that window down! Tryin' to +freeze us out? Opening a window with her cough and all! Put it down! +Put--it--down!" + +Sara Juke rose and slammed it shut, slipping back into the cold bed with +teeth that clicked. After a while she slept; but lightly, with her +mouth open and her face upturned. And after a while she woke to full +consciousness all at once, and with a cough on her lips. Her gown at +the yoke was wet; and her neck, where she felt it, was damp with cold +perspiration. + +"Oh--oh--Hattie! Oh--oh!" + +She burrowed under her pillow to ease the trembling that seized her. The +moon had passed on, and darkness, which is allied to fear, closed her +in--the fear of unthinking youth who knows not that the grave is full of +peace; the fear of abundant life for senile death; the cold agony that +comes in the night-watches, when the business of the day is but a dream +and Reality visits the couch. + +Deeper burrowed Sara Juke, trembling with chill and night-sweat. + +Drowsily Hattie Krakow turned on her pillow, but her senses were too +weary to follow her mind's dictate. + +"Sara! 'Smatter, Sara? 'Smat-ter?" Hattie's tired hand crept toward her +friend; but her volition would not carry it across and it fell inert +across the coverlet. "'Smatter, dearie?" + +"N-nothing." + +"'Smat-ter, dear-ie?" + +"N-nothing." + + * * * * * + +In the watches of the night a towel flung across the bedpost becomes +a gorilla crouching to spring; a tree-branch tapping at the window an +armless hand, beckoning. In the watches of the night fear is a panther +across the chest, sucking the breath; but his eyes cannot bear the light +of day, and by dawn he has shrunk to cat size. The ghastly dreams of +Orestes perished with the light; phosphorus is yellowish and waxlike by +day. + +So Sara Juke found new courage with the day, and in the subbasement of +the Titanic Store, the morning following, her laughter was ready enough. +But when the midday hour arrived she slipped into her jacket, past the +importunities of Hattie Krakow, and out into the sun-lashed noonday +swarm of Sixth Avenue. + +Down one block--two, three; then a sudden pause before a narrow +store-front liberally placarded with invitatory signs to the public, and +with a red cross blazoning above the doorway. And Sara Juke, whose heart +was full of fear, faltered, entered. + +The same thin file passed round the room, halting, sauntering, like +grim visitors in a grim gallery. At a front desk a sleek young interne, +tiptilted in a swivel chair, read a pink sheet through horn-rimmed +glasses. + +Toward the rear the young man whose skin was the wind-lashed pink sorted +pamphlets and circulars in tall, even piles on his desk. + +Round and round the gallery walked Sara Juke; twice she read over the +list of symptoms printed in inch-high type; her heart lay within her as +though icy dead, and her eyes would blur over with tears. Once, when she +passed the rear desk, the young man paused in his stacking and regarded +her with a warming glance of recognition. + +"Hello!" he said. "You back?" + +"Yes." Her voice was the thin cry of quail. + +"You must like our little picture-gallery, eh?" + +"Oh! Oh!" She caught at the edge of his desk, and tears lay heavy in her +eyes. + +"Eh?" + +"Yes; I--I like it. I wanna buy it for my yacht." Her ghastly simulacrum +of a jest died in her throat; and he said, quickly, a big blush +suffusing his face: + +"I was only fooling, missy. You 'ain't got the scare, have you?" + +"The scare?" + +"Yes; the bug? You ain't afraid you've ate the germ, are you?" + +"I--I dun'no'." + +"Pshaw! There's a lot of 'em comes in here more scared than hurt, missy. +Never throw a scare till you've had a examination. For all you know, you +got hay fever, eh! Hay fever!" And he laughed as though to salve his +words. + +"I--I got all them things on the red-printed list, I tell you. I--I got +'em all, night-sweats and all. I--I got 'em." + +"Sure you got 'em, missy; but that don't need to mean nothing much." + +"I got 'em, I tell you." + +"Losing weight?" + +"Feel." + +He inserted two fingers in her waistband. "Huh!" + +"You a doctor?" + +He performed a great flourish. "I ain't in the profesh, missy. I'm only +chief clerk and bottle-washer round here; but--" + +"Where is the doctor? That him reading down there? Can I ask him? I--Oh! +Ain't I scared!" + +He placed his big, cool hand over her wrist and his face had none of its +smile. "I know you are, little missy. I seen it in you last night when +you and--and--" + +"My--my friend." + +"--your friend was in here. There's thousands come in here with the +scare on, and most of 'em with a reason; but I picked you out last night +from the gang. Funny thing, but right away I picked you. 'A pretty +little thing like her'--if you'll excuse me for saying it--'a pretty +little thing like her,' I says to myself. 'And I bet she 'ain't got +nobody to steer her!'" + +"Honest, did you?" + +"Gee! it ain't none of my put-in; but when I seen you last night--funny +thing--but when I seen you, why, you just kinda hit me in the eye; and, +with all that gang round me, I says to myself: 'Gee! a pretty little +thing like her, scared as a gazelle, and so pretty and all; and no one +to give her the right steer!'" + +"Aw, you seen me?" + +"Sure! Wasn't it me reached out the pamphlet to you? You had on that +there same cutey little hat and jacket and all." + +"Does it cost anything to talk to the doctor down there?" + +"Forget it! Go right down and he'll give you a card to the Victoria +Clinic. I know them all over there and they'll look you over right, +little missy, and steer you. Aw, don't be scared; there ain't nothing +much wrong with you--maybe a sore spot, that's all. That cough ain't a +double-lunger. You run over to the clinic." + +"I gotta go back to the store now." + +"After store, then?" + +"Free?" + +"Sure! Old Doc Strauss is on after five, too. If I ain't too nervy I'm +off after six myself. I could meet you after and we could talk over what +he tells you--if I ain't too nervy?" + +"I--" + +"Blaney's my name--Eddie Blaney. Ask anybody round here about me. I--I +could meet you, little missy, and--" + +"I can't to-night, Mr. Blaney. I gotta go somewheres." + +"Aw!" + +"I gotta." + +"To-morrow? To-morrow's Sunday, little missy. There's a swell lot of +country I bet you 'ain't never seen, and Old Doc Strauss is going to +tell you to get acquainted with it pretty soon." + +"Country?" + +"Yes. That's what you need--outdoors; that's what you need. You got a +color like all indoors--pretty, but putty." + +"You--you don't think there's nothing much the matter with me, do you, +Mr. Blaney?" + +"Sure I don't. Why, I got a bunch of Don'ts for you up my sleeve that'll +color you up like drug-store daub." + +Tears and laughter trembled in her voice. "You mean that the outdoor +stuff will do it, Mr. Blaney?" + +"That's the talk!" + +"But you--you ain't the doctor." + +"I ain't, but I 'ain't been deaf and dumb and blind round here for three +years. I can pick 'em every time. You're taking your stitch in time. You +'ain't even got a wheeze in you. Why, I bet you 'ain't never seen red!" + +"No!" she cried, with quick comprehension. + +"Sure you 'ain't!" + +More tears and laughter in her voice. "I'm going to-night, then--at six, +Mr. Blaney." + +"Good! And to-morrow? There's a lot of swell country and breathing-space +round here I'd like to introduce you to. I bet you don't know whether +Ingleside Woods is kindling or a breakfast food. Now do you?" + +"No." + +"Ever had a chigger on you?" + +"Huh?" + +"Ever sleep outdoors in a bag?" + +"Say, whatta you think I am?" + +"Ever seen the sun rise, or took the time to look up and see several +dozen or a couple of thousand or so stars glittering all at once?" + +"Aw, come off! We ain't doing team-work in vaudeville." + +"Gee! wouldn't I like to take you out and be the first one to make you +acquainted with a few of the things that are happening beyond Sixth +Avenue--if I ain't too nervy, little missy?" + +"I gotta go somewhere at two o'clock to-morrow afternoon, Mr.--Mr. +Blaney; but I can go in the morning--if it ain't going to look like I'm +a freshie." + +"In the morning! Swell! But where--who--" She scribbled on a slip of +paper and fluttered it into his hand. "Sara Juke! Some little name. Gee! +I know right where you live. I know a lot of cases that come from round +there. I used to live near there myself, round on Third Avenue. I'll +call round at nine, little missy. I'm going to introduce you to the +country, eh?" + +"They won't hurt at the clinic, will they, Mr. Blaney? I'm losing my +nerve again." + +"Shame on a pretty little thing like you losing her nerve! Gee! I've +seen 'em come in here all pale round the gills and with nothing but the +whooping-cough. There was a little girl in here last week who thought +she was ready for Arizona on a canvas bed; and it wasn't nothing but her +rubber skirtband had stretched. Shame on you, little missy! Don't you +get scared! Wait till you see what I'm going to show you out in the +country to-morrow--leaves turning red and all. We're going to have a +heart-to-heart talk out there--eh? A regular lung-to-lung talk!" + +"Aw, Mr. Blaney! Ain't you killing!" She hurried down the room, +laughing. + + * * * * * + +At Sharkey's on Saturday night the entire basement cafe and dance-hall +assumed a hebdomadal air of expectancy; extra marble-topped tables were +crowded about the polished square of dancing-space; the odor of hops and +sawdust and cookery hung in visible mists over the bar. + +Girls, with white faces and red lips and bare throats, sat alone at +tables or tête-à-tête with men too old or too young, and ate; but drank +with keener appetite. + +A self-playing piano performed beneath a large painting of an undraped +Psyche; a youth with yellow fingers sang of Love. A woman whose +shame was gone acquired a sudden hysteria at her lone table over her +milky-green drink, and a waiter hustled her out none too gently. + +In the foyer at seven o'clock Sara Juke met Charley Chubb, and he slid +up quite frankly behind her and kissed her on the lips. At Sharkey's a +miss is as good as her kiss! + +"You--you quit! You mustn't!" + +She sprang back, quivering, her face cold-looking and blue; and he +regarded her with his mouth quirking. + +"Huh! Hoity-toity, ain't you? Hoity-toity and white-faced and late, all +at once, ain't you? Say, them airs don't get across with me. Come on! +I'm hungry." + +"I didn't mean to yell, Charley--only you scared me. I thought maybe +it was one of them fresh guys that hang round here; all of 'em look so +dopey and all. I--You know I never was strong for this place, Charley." + +"Beginning to nag, are you?" + +"No, no, Charley. No, no!" + +They drew up at a small table. + +"No fancy keeling act to-night, kiddo. I ain't taking out a hospital +ward, you know. Gad! I like you, though, when you're white-looking like +this! Why'd you dodge me at noon to-day and to-night after closing? New +guy? I won't stand for it, you know, you little white-faced Sweetness, +you!" + +"I hadda go somewheres, Charley. I came near not coming to-night, +neither, Charley." + +"What'll you eat?" + +"I ain't hungry." + +"Thirsty, eh?" + +"No." + +He regarded her over the rim of the smirchy bill of fare. "What are you, +then, you little white-faced, big-eyed devil?" + +"Charley, I--I got something to--to tell you. I--" + +"Bring me a lamb stew and a beer, light. What'll you have, little +white-face?" + +"Some milk and--" + +"She means with suds on, waiter." + +"No--no; milk, I said--milk over toast. Milk toast--I gotta eat it. Why +don't you lemme talk, Charley? I gotta tell you." + +He was suddenly sober. "What's hurting you? One milk toast, waiter. Tell +them in the kitchen the lady's teeth hurt her. What's up, Sweetness?" +And he leaned across the table to imprint a fresh kiss on her lips. + +"Don't--don't--don't! For Gawd's sake, don't!" + +She covered her face with her hands; and such a trembling seized her +that they fell pitifully away again and showed her features, each +distorted. "You mustn't, Charley! Mustn't do that again, not--not for +three months--you--you mustn't." + +He leaned across the table; his voice was like sleet--cold, thin, +cutting: "What's the matter--going to quit?" + +"No--no--no!" + +"Got another guy you like better?" + +"Oh! Oh!" + +"A queenie can't quit me first and get away with it, kiddo. I may be a +soft-fingered sort of fellow, but a queenie can't quit me first and get +away with it. Ask 'em about me round here; they know me. If anybody in +this little duet is going to do the quitting act first it ain't going to +be you. What's the matter? Out with it!" + +"Charley, it ain't that--I swear it ain't that!" + +"What's hurting you, then?" + +"I gotta tell you. We gotta go easy for a little while. We gotta quit +doing the rounds for a while till--only for a little while. Three months +he said would fix me. A grand old doc he was! + +"I been to the clinic, Charley. I hadda go. The cough--the cough was +cutting me in two. It ain't like me to go keeling like I did. I never +said much about it; but, nights and all, the sweats and the cough and +the shooting pains was cutting me in two. We gotta go easy for a while, +Charley; just--" + +"You sick, Sara?" His fatty-white face lost a shade of its animation. +"Sick?" + +"But it ain't, Charley. On his word he promised it ain't! A grand old +doc, with whiskers--he promised me that. I--I am just beginning; but the +stitch was in time. It ain't a real case yet, Charley. I swear on my +mother's curl of hair it ain't." + +"Ain't what? Ain't what?" + +"It ain't! Air, he said, right living--early hours and all. I gotta get +out of the basement. He'll get me a job. A grand old man! Windows open; +right living. No--no dancing and all, for a while, Charley. Three months +only, Charley; and then--" + +"What, I say--" + +"It ain't, Charley! I swear it ain't. Just one--the left one--a little +sore down at the base--the bottom. Charley, quit looking at me like +that! It ain't a real case--it ain't; it ain't!" + +"It ain't what?" + +"The--the T.B. Just the left one; down at--" + +"You--you--" An oath as hot as a live coal dropped from his lips, and +he drew back, strangling. "You--you got it, and you're letting me down +easy. You got it, and it's catching as hell! You got it, you white +devil, and--and you're trying to lie out of it--you--you--" + +"Charley! Charley!" + +"You got it, and you been letting me eat it off your lips! You devil, +you! You devil, you! You devil, you!" + +"Charley, I--" + +"I could kill you! Lemme wash my mouth! You got it; and if you got it I +got it! I got it! I got it! I--I--" + +He rushed from the table, strangling, stuttering, staggering; and his +face was twisted with fear. + +For an hour she sat there, waiting, her hands folded in her lap and her +eyes growing larger in her face. The dish of stew took on a thin coating +of grease and the beer died in the glass. The waiter snickered. After a +while she paid for the meal out of her newly opened wage-envelope and +walked out into the air. + +Once on the street, she moaned audibly into her handkerchief. There is +relief in articulation. Her way lay through dark streets where figures +love to slink in the shadows. One threw a taunt at her and she ran. At +the stoop of her rooming-house she faltered, half fainting and breathing +deep from exhaustion, her head thrown back and her eyes gazing upward. + +Over the narrow street stars glittered, dozens and myriads of them. + + * * * * * + +Literature has little enough to say of the heartaches and the heartburns +of the Sara Jukes and the Hattie Krakows and the Eddie Blaneys. Medical +science concedes them a hollow organ for keeping up the circulation. Yet +Mrs. Van Ness's heartbreak over the death of her Chinese terrier, Wang, +claims a first-page column in the morning edition; her heartburn--a +complication of midnight terrapin and the strain of her most recent rôle +of corespondent--obtains her a _suite de luxe_ in a private sanitarium. + +Vivisectionists believe the dog is less sensitive to pain than man; so +the social vivisectionists, in problem plays and best sellers, are +more concerned with the heartaches and heartburns of the classes. But +analysis would show that the sediment of salt in Sara Juke's and Mrs. +Van Ness's tears is equal. + +Indeed, when Sara Juke stepped out of the streetcar on a golden Sunday +morning in October, her heart beat higher and more full of emotion than +Mrs. Van Ness could find at that breakfast hour, reclining on her fine +linen pillows, an electric massage and a four-dollars-an-hour masseuse +forcing her sluggish blood to flow. + +Eddie Blaney gently helped Sara to alight, cupping the point of her +elbow in his hand; and they stood huddled for a moment by the roadway +while the car whizzed past, leaving them in the yellow and ocher, +saffron and crimson, countryside. + +"Gee! Gee whiz!" + +"See! I told you. And you not wanting to come when I called for you this +morning--you trying to dodge me and the swellest Indian-summer Sunday on +the calendar!" + +"Looka!" + +"Wait! We 'ain't started yet, if you think this is swell." + +"Oh! Let's go over in them woods. Let's." Her lips were apart and pink +crept into her cheeks, effacing the dark rims of pain beneath her eyes. + +"Let's hurry." + +"Sure; that's where we're going--right over in there, where the woods +look like they're on fire; but, gee! this ain't nothing to the country +places I know round here. This ain't nothing. Wait!" + +The ardor of the inspired guide was his, and with each exclamation from +her the joy of his task doubled itself. + +"If you think this is great, wait--just you wait. Gee! if you like this, +what would you have said to the farm? Wait till we get to the top of the +hill." + +Fallen leaves, crisp as paper, crackled pleasantly under their feet; and +through the haze that is October's veil glowed a reddish sun, vague as +an opal. A footpath crawled like a serpent through the woods and they +followed it, kicking up the leaves before them, pausing, darting, +exclaiming. + +"I--Honest, Mr. Blaney, I--" + +"Eddie!" + +"Eddie, I--I never did feel so--I never was so--so--Aw, I can't say it." +Tears sprang to her eyes. + +"Sure you never was. I never was, neither, before--before--" + +"Before what?" + +"Before I had to." + +"Had to?" + +"Yeh; both of them. Bleeding all the time. Didn't see nothing but red +for 'leven months." + +"You!" + +"Yeh; three years ago. Looked like Arizona on a stretcher for me." + +"You--so big and strong and all!" + +He smiled at her and his teeth flashed. "Gad! little girl, if you got a +right to be scared, whatta you think I had? I seen your card over at the +clinic last night, and you 'ain't got no right to have that down-and-out +look on you had this morning. If you think you got something to be +scared at you looka my old card at the clinic some day; they keep it for +show. You oughtta seen me the day I quit the shipping-room, right over +at the Titanic, too, and then see whether you got something to be scared +at." + +"You--you used to work there?" + +"Six years." + +"I--I ain't scared no more, Eddie; honest, I ain't!" + +"Gee! I should say not! They ain't even sending you up to the farm." + +"No, no! They're going to get me a job. A regular outdoor, on-the-level +kind of a job. A grand old doc, with whiskers! I ain't a regular one, +Eddie; just the bottom of one lung don't make a regular one." + +"Well, I guess not, poor little missy. Well, I guess not." + +"Three months, he said, Eddie. Three months of right living like this, +and air and all, and I'll be as round as a peach, he said. Said it +hisself, without me asking--that's how scared I was. Round as a peach!" + +"You can't beat that gang over there at the clinic, little missy. They +took me out of the department when all the spring-water I knew about ran +out of a keg. Even when they got me out on the farm--a grown-up guy like +me--for a week I thought the crow in the rooster was a sidewalk faker. +You can't beat that, little missy." + +"He's a grand old man, with whiskers, that's going to get me the job. +Then in three months I--" + +"Three months nothing! That gang won't let you slip back after the three +months. They took a extra shine to me because I did the prize-pupil +stunt; but they won't let anybody slip back if they give 'em half a +chance. When they got me sound again, did they ship me back to the +shipping department in the subbasement? Not muchy! Looka me now, little +missy! Clerk in their biggest display; in three months a raise to +ninety dollars. Can you beat it? Ninety dollars would send all the +shipping-clerks of the world off in a faint." + +"Gee! it--it's swell!" + +"And--" + +"Look! Look!" + +"Persimmons!" A golden mound of them lay at the base of a tree, piled up +against the hole, bursting, brown. "Persimmons! Here; taste one. They're +fine." + +"Eat 'em?" + +"Sure!" + +She bit into one gently; then with appetite. "M-m-m! Good!" + +"Want another?" + +"M-m-m--my mouth! Ouch! My m-mouth!" + +"Gee! you cute little thing, you! See, my mouth's the same way, too. +Feels like a knot. Gee! you cute little thing, you--all puckered up and +all." + +And linking her arm in his they crunch-crunched over the brittle leaves +and up a hillside to a plateau of rock overlooking the flaming country; +and from the valley below smoke from burning mounds of leaves wound in +spirals, its pungency drifting to them. + +"See that tree there? It's a oak. Look; from a little acorn like this it +grew. See, this is a acorn, and in the start that tree wasn't no bigger +than this little thing." + +"Quit your kidding!" But she smiled and her lips were parted sweetly; +and always unformed tears would gloze her eyes. + +"Here, sit here, little lady. Wait till I spread this newspaper out. +Gee! Don't I wish you didn't have to go back to the city by two o'clock, +little lady! We could make a great day of it here, out in the country; +lunch at a farm and see the sun set and all. Some day of it we could +make if--" + +"I--I don't have to go back, Eddie." + +His face expanded into his widest smile. "Gee! that's great! That's just +great!" + +Silence. + +"What you thinking of, little lady, sitting there so pretty and all?" + +"N-nothing." + +"Nothing? Aw, surely something!" + +A tear formed and zigzagged down her cheek. "Nothing, honest; only I--I +feel right happy." + +"That's just how you oughtta feel, little lady." + +"In three months, if--Aw, ain't I the nut?" + +"It'll be a big Christmas, won't it, little missy, for both of us? A big +Christmas for both of us; you as sound and round as a peach again, and +me shooting up like a skyrocket on the pay-roll." + +A laugh bubbled to her lips before the tear was dry. "In three months I +won't be a T.B., not even a little bit." + +"'Sh-h-h! On the farm we wasn't allowed to say even that. We wasn't +supposed to even know what them letters mean." + +"Don't you know what they mean, Eddie?" + +"Sure I do!" He leaned toward her and placed his hand lightly over hers. +"T.B.--True Blue--that's what they mean, little lady." + +She could feel the veins in his palm throbbing. + + + + +SUMMER RESOURCES + + +At seven o'clock the Seaside Hotel struggled into full dress--ladies +emerged from siestas and curlpapers, dowagers wormed into straight +fronts and spread the spousal vestments of boiled shirt, U-shaped +waistcoat _et al_. across the bed. Slim young men in the swelter +of their inside two-fifty-a-day rooms carefully extracted their +braided-at-the-seams trousers from beneath the mattresses and removed +trees from patent-leather pumps. + +At seven-thirty young girls fluttered in and out from the dining-room +like brilliant night moths, the straight-front dowagers, U-vested +spouses, and slim young men in braided trousers seams crowded about the +desk for the influx of mail, and read their tailor and modiste duns with +the rapt and misleading expression that suggested a love rune rather +than a "Please remit." Interested mothers elbowed for the most desirable +veranda rockers; the blather of voices, the emph-umph-umph of the +three-nights-a-week orchestra and the remote pound of the ocean joined +in united effort. + +At eight o'clock Miss Myra Sternberger yawned in her wicker rocker and +raised two round and bare-to-the-elbow arms high above her head. + +"Gee!" she said. "This place is so slow it gets on my nerves--it does!" + +Mrs. Blondheim, who carried toast away from the breakfast-table +concealed beneath a napkin for her daughter who remained abed until +noon, paused in her Irish crochet, spread a lace wheel upon her ample +knee, and regarded it approvingly. + +"What you got to kick about, Miss Sternberger? Didn't I see you in the +surf this morning with that shirtwaist drummer from Cincinnati?" + +"Mr. Eckstein--oh, I been meetin' him down here in July for two years. +He's a nice fellow an' makes a good livin'--but he ain't my style." + +"Girls are too particular nowadays. Take my Bella--why, that girl's +had chances you wouldn't believe! But she always says to me, she says, +'Mamma, I ain't goin' to marry till Mr. Right comes along.'" + +"That's just the same way with me." + +"My Bella's had chances--not one, but six. You can ask anybody who knows +us in New York the chances that goil has had." + +"I ain't in a hurry to take the first man that asks me, neither." + +Mrs. Blondheim wrapped the forefinger of her left hand with mercerized +cotton thread, and her needle flashed deftly. + +"What about the little Baltimore fellow that went away yesterday? I seen +he was keepin' you pretty busy." + +"Aw, Mrs. Blondheim, can't a girl have a good time with a fellow without +gettin' serious?" + +But she giggled in pleased self-consciousness and pushed her combs into +place--Miss Sternberger wore her hair oval about her face like Mona +Lisa; her cheeks were pink-tinted, like the lining of a conch-shell. + +"My Bella always says a goil can't be too careful at these here summer +resorts--that's why she ain't out every night like some of these goils. +She won't go out with a young man till she knows he comes from nice +people." + +Miss Sternberger patted the back of her hand against her mouth and +stifled a yawn. + +"One thing I must say for my Bella--no matter where I take that goil, +everybody says what a nice, retirin' goil she is!" + +"Bella does retire rather early," agreed Miss Sternberger in tones +drippingly sweet. + +"I try to make her rest up in summer," pursued Mrs. Blondheim, +unpunctured. "You goils wear yourselves out--nothin' but beaus, beaus +all the time. There ain't a night in New York that my Bella ain't out +with some young man. I always say to her, 'Bella, the theayters ought to +give you a commission.'" + +Miss Sternberger rocked. + +"Where did you say you live in New York, Miss Sternberger?" + +"West One Hundred and Eleventh Street." + +"Oh yes--are you related to the Morris Sternbergers in the boys'-pants +business?" + +"I think--on my father's side." + +"Honest, now! Carrie Sternberger married my brother-in-law; and they're +doin' grand, too! He's built up a fine business there. Ain't this a +small woild after all!" + +"It is that," agreed Miss Sternberger. "Why, last summer I was eatin' +three meals a day next to my first cousin and didn't know it." + +"Look!" said Mrs. Blondheim. "There's those made-up Rosenstein goils +comin' out of the dinin'-room. Look at the agony they put on, would you! +I knew 'em when they were livin' over their hair-store on Twenty-thoid +Street. I wonder where my Bella is!" + +"That's a stylish messaline the second one's got on, all right. I think +them beaded tunics are swell." + +"If it hadn't been for the false-hair craze old man Rosenstein +wouldn't--" + +Mrs. Blondheim leaned forward in her chair; her little flowered-silk +work-bag dropped to the floor. "There's Bella now! Honest, that Mr. +Arnheim 'ain't left her once to-day, and he only got here this morning, +too! Such a fine young man, the clerk says; he's been abroad six months +and just landed yesterday--and been with her all day. When I think of +the chances that goil had. Why, Marcus Finberg, who was down here last +week, was crazy about her!" + +"Did you say that fellow's name was Arnheim?" + +"Yes. 'Ain't you heard of the Arnheim models? He's a grand boy, the +clerk says, and the swellest importer of ladies' wear in New York." + +Miss Sternberger leaned forward in her chair. "Is that Simon Arnheim?" + +"Sure. He's the one that introduced the hobble skoit. My Bella was one +of the foist to wear one. There ain't a fad that he don't go over to +Europe and get. He made a fortune off the hobble skoit alone." + +"Is that so?" + +"Believe me, if he wasn't all right my Bella wouldn't let him hang on +that way." + +"I've heard of him." + +"I wish you could see that Babette Dreyfous eying my Bella! She's just +green because Bella's got him." + +"Do you use the double stitch in your crochet, Mrs. Blondheim? That's a +pretty pattern you're workin' on." + +"Yes. I've just finished a set of doilies you'd pay twenty-five dollars +for anywhere." + +Miss Sternberger rose languidly to her feet. "Well," she said, "I guess +I'll take a stroll and go up to bed." + +"Don't be so fidgety, Miss Sternberger; sit down by me and talk." + +Miss Sternberger smiled. "I'll see you later, Mrs. Blondheim; and don't +forget that preparation I was tellin' you about--Sloand's Mosquito Skit. +Just rub the bottle stopper over your pillow and see if it don't work." + +She moved away with the dignity of an emperor moth, slim and +supple-hipped in a tight-wrapped gown. + +The Seaside Hotel lobby leaned forward in its chairs; young men moved +their feet from the veranda rail and gazed after her; pleasantries fell +in her pathway as roses before a queen. + +A splay-mouthed youth, his face and neck sunburnt to a beefy red, tugged +at her gold-colored scarf as she passed. + +"Oh, you Myra!" he sang. + +"Quit your kiddin', Izzy!" she parried back. "Who was that blonde I seen +you with down at the beach this mornin'?" + +A voluptuous brunette in a rose-pink dress and diamonds dragged her down +to the arm of her rocker. + +"I got a trade-last for you, Myra." + +"For me?" + +"Yes." + +"Give it to me, Clara." + +"No, I said a trade--and a dandy, too!" + +"Who from--man?" + +"Yes." + +"Well, I got one for you, too--Leon Eckstein says he thinks you're an +awfully sweet girl and will make some man a grand wife." + +Clara giggled and fingered the gold-fringe edging of Miss Sternberger's +sleeve. She spoke slowly and stressed each word alike. + +"Well, there's a fellow just got here from Paris yesterday--says you +sure know how to dress and that you got a swell figure." + +"Who said it?" + +"Guess." + +"I should know!" + +"That fellow over there with Bella Blondheim--the one with the smooth +face and grayish hair. I hear he's a swell New York fellow in the +importin' business." + +"How'd Bella grab him?" + +"She's been holdin' on to him like a crawfish all day. She won't let +anybody get near him--neither will her mother." + +"Here comes Izzy over here after me! If there's one fellow I can't stand +it's him." + +Miss Sternberger moved away with her chin tilted at a sharp angle. At a +turn in the veranda she came suddenly upon Miss Bella Blondheim and a +sleek, well-dressed young man with grayish hair. Miss Blondheim's hand +was hooked with a deadlock clutch to the arm of her companion. + +Miss Sternberger threw herself before them like a melodrama queen +flagging a train. "Hello, Bella!" she said in a voice as low as a +'cello. + +Miss Blondheim, who had once sold the greatest number of aprons at a +charity bazar, turned cold eyes upon the intruder. + +"Hello, Myra!" she said in cool tones of dismissal. + +There was a pause; the color swept up and surged over Miss Blondheim's +face. + +"Are you finished with _Love in a Cottage_, Bella? I promised it to Mrs. +Weiss when you're finished with it." + +"Yes," said Bella. "I'll bring it down to-night." + +There was another pause; the young man with the grayish hair coughed. + +"Mr. Arnheim, let me introduce you to my friend, Miss Sternberger." + +Miss Sternberger extended a highly groomed hand. "Pleased to meet you," +she said. + +"Howdy-do, Miss Sternberger?" His arm squirmed free from the deadlock +clutch. "Won't you join us?" + +"Thanks," said Myra, smiling until an amazing quantity of small white +teeth showed; "but I just stopped by to tell Bella that Mrs. Blondheim +was askin' for her." + +There was a third pause. + +"Won't you come along, Mr. Arnheim? Mamma's always so worried about me; +and I'd like for you to meet mamma," said Bella, anxiously. + +With a heroic jerk Mr. Arnheim managed to free himself entirely. +"Thanks," he said; "but I think I'll stay out and have a smoke." + +Miss Blondheim's lips drooped at the corners. She entered the bright, +gabbling lobby, threading her way to her mother's stronghold. The +maternal glance that greeted her was cold and withering. + +"I knew if I couldn't hold her she'd get him away. That's why I didn't +go and play lotto with the ladies." + +"Well, I couldn't help it, could I? You're always nosin' after me +so--anybody could say you want me and not be lyin'." + +"That's the thanks I get for tryin' to do the right thing by my +children. When I was your age I had more gumption in my little finger +than you got in your whole hand! I'd like to see a little piece like her +get ahead of me. No wonder you ain't got no luck!" + +Miss Blondheim sat down wearily beside her mother. "I wish I knew how +she does it." + +"Nerve! That's how. 'Ain't I been preachin' nerve to you since you could +talk? You'd be married to Marcus Finberg now if you'd 'a' worked it +right and listened to your mother." + +"Aw, maw, lemme alone. I couldn't make him pop, could I? I don't see +other girls' mothers always buttin' in." + +Out in the cool of the veranda Miss Sternberger strolled over to the +railing and leaned her back against a white wooden column. Her eyes, +upslanting and full of languor, looked out over the toiling, moiling +ocean. She was outlined as gently as a Rembrandt. + +"A penny for your thoughts, Miss Sternberger." + +Mr. Arnheim, the glowing end of a newly lighted cigar in one corner of +his mouth, peered his head over her shoulder. + +"Oh, Mr. Arnheim, how you scared me!" Miss Sternberger placed the +well-groomed left hand, with a seal ring on the third finger, upon the +thread-lace bosom of her gown. "How you frightened me!" + +"It's a nice night, Miss Sternberger. Want to walk on the beach?" + +"Don't mind if I do," she said. + +They strolled the length of the veranda, down the steps to the boardwalk +and the beach beyond. + +Mrs. Blondheim rolled her crochet into a tight ball and stuck her needle +upright. "Come on, Bella; let's go to bed." + +They trailed past the desk like birds with damp feathers. + +"Send up some ice-water to three-hundred-and-eighteen," said Miss Bella +over the counter, her eyes straining meanwhile past the veranda to the +beach below. + +Without, a moon low and heavy and red came out from the horizon; it cast +a copper-gold band across the water. + +"Let's go down to the edge, kiddo." + +Mr. Arnheim helped Miss Sternberger plow daintily through the sand. + +"If I get sand in my shoes I'll blame you, Mr. Arnheim." + +"Little slippers like yours can't hold much." + +She giggled. + +They seated themselves like small dunes on the white expanse of beach; +he drew his knees up under his chin and nursed them. + +In the eery light they might have been a fay and a faun in evening +dress. + +"Well," said Mr. Arnheim, exhaling loudly, "this is something like it." + +"Ain't that a grand moon, though, Mr. Arnheim?" + +"The moon 'ain't got a show when you're round, little one." + +"I'll bet you say that to every girl you meet." + +"Nix I do; but I know when a girl looks good to me." + +"I wish I knew if you was jollyin' me or not." + +He tossed his cigar into the surf that curled at their very feet, +leaving a rim of foam and scum. The red end died with a fizz. Then he +turned his dark eyes full upon her with a steady focus. + +"If you knew me better you'd know that I ain't that sort of a fellow. +When I say a thing I mean it." + +His hand lay outstretched; she poured rivulets of white sand between the +fingers. They watched the little mounds of sand which she patted into +shape. + +"I'll bet you're a New York girl." + +"Why?" + +"I can tell them every time--style and all." + +"I'll bet you're a New York fellow, too." + +"Little New York is good enough for me. I've been over in Paris four +months, now, and, believe me, it looked good yesterday to see the old +girlie holdin' her lamp over the harbor." + +Miss Sternberger ran her hand over the smooth sheen of her dress; her +gown was chaste, even stern, in its simplicity--the expensive simplicity +that is artful rather than artless. + +"That's a neat little model you're wearin'." + +"Aw, Mr. Arnheim, what do you know about clothes?" + +Mr. Arnheim threw back his head and laughed long and loud. "What do I +know about clothes? I only been in the biz for eight years. What I don't +know about ladies' wear ain't in the dictionary." + +"Well," said Miss Sternberger, "that's so; I did hear you was in the +business." + +"I'm in the importin' line, I am. Why, girl, I've put through every fad +that's taken hold in the last five years--brought them over myself, too, +I've dressed Broadway and Fifth Avenue in everything from rainy-day to +harem skirts." + +"Honest?" + +"Sure! I've imported more good sellers than any dealer in New York. I +got a new model now passin' customs that's to be a bigger hit than the +sheath was. Say, when I brought over the hobble every house on the +Avenue laughed in my face; and when I finally dumped a consignment on to +one of them, the firm was scared stiff and wanted to countermand; but I +had 'em and they couldn't jump me." + +"Just think!" + +"By Jove! it wasn't two weeks before that very model was the talk of New +York and Lillian Russell was wearin' one in the second act of her show; +and when she wears a model it's as good as made." + +"Gee!" she said. "I could just sit and listen to you talk and talk." + +He hunched close. "I sold the first dozen pannier dresses for a sum that +would give you the blind staggers. I was just as scared as she was, too, +but all you got to do with women is to get a few good-lookin' bell-sheep +to lead and the others will follow fast." + +She regarded him in the wan moonlight. "If there's anything I admire," +she said, "it's a smart man." + +"Oh, I don't know," he said. "I've just got a little better judgment +than the next fellow. Those things come natural, that's all. In my line +a fellow's got to know human nature. If I'd sprung the hobble on the +Avenue five years ago I'd gone broke on the gamble; but I sprung the +idea on 'em at just the right time." + +Her hand, long and slim, lay like a bit of carved ivory on the sand; he +leaned forward and covered it with his. + +"I want to see a great deal of you while I'm down here." + +She did not reply, but drew her hand away with a shy diffidence. + +"I'll bet I could show you some things that would warm you up all right. +I'm goin' into New York with the swellest bunch of French novelties you +ever seen. I've got a peach-colored Piquette model I've brought over +that's goin' to be the talk of the town." + +"A Piquette?" + +He laughed delightedly. "Sure! You never heard of the firm? Wait till +you see 'em on show at the openin'. It's got the new butterfly back; +and, believe me, it wasn't no cinch to grab that pattern, neither. I +laid low in Paris two months before I even got a smell at it." + +"You talk just like a story-book," she said. + +He stretched himself full length on the sand and looked up into her +face. "I'll show you a thing or two when we get back to New York, little +one." + +"You ain't like most of the boys I know, Mr. Arnheim. You got something +different about you." + +"And you got a face like the kind you see painted on fans--on the order +of a Japanese dame. I got some swell Japanese imports, too." + +"Everybody says that about me. I take after paw." + +"Say, little one, I want your telephone number when I get back to New +York." + +"I'll be pleased to have you call me up, Mr. Arnheim." + +"Will I call you up? Well, rather!" + +"I know some nice girls I'll introduce you to." + +He looked at her insinuatingly. "I know one nice girl, and that's +enough," he said. + +"Aw, Mr. Arnheim, of all the jolliers I ever knew you got 'em beat." She +rose to her feet like a gold-colored phoenix from a mound of white sand. +"When I meet a fellow I like I don't want him to tell me nothin' but the +truth." + +"That's just the way with me--when I meet a girl that looks good I want +to treat her white, and I want her to do the same by me." + +They strolled along the edge of the beach. Once the foaming surf +threatened to lap over her slippers; he caught her deftly and raised her +high above the swirl. + +"Oh," she cried, a little breathlessly, "ain't you strong!" Then she +laughed in a high-pitched voice. + +They dallied until the moon hardened from a soft, low ball to a +high, yellow disk and the night damp seeped into their clothes. Miss +Sternberger's yellow scarf lay like a limp rag on her shoulders. + +"You're a perfect thirty-six, ain't you, little one?" + +"That's what they say when I try on ready-mades," she replied, with +sweet reticence. + +"Gee!" he said. "Wouldn't I like you in some of my models! Maybe if you +ain't no snitch I'll show you the colored plates some day." + +"I ain't no snitch," she said. Her voice was like a far-away echo. + +They climbed the wooden steps to their hotel like glorified children who +had been caught in a silver weft of enchantment. + +The lobby was semi-dark; they asked for their keys in whispers and +exchanged good-nights in long-drawn undertones. + +"Until to-morrow, little one." + +"Until to-morrow." + +She entered the elevator with a smile on her lips and in her eyes. They +regarded each other through the iron framework until she shot from +sight. + +* * * * + +At breakfast next morning Mrs. Blondheim drew up before her "small +steak, French-fried potatoes, jelly omelet, buttered toast, buckwheat +cakes, and coffee." + +"Well, of all the nerve!" she exclaimed to her vis-à-vis, Mrs. Epstein. +"If there ain't Myra Sternberger eatin' breakfast with that Mr. +Arnheim!" + +Mrs. Epstein opened a steaming muffin, inserted a lump of butter, and +pressed the halves together. "I said to my husband last night," she +remarked, 'I'm glad we 'ain't got no daughters'; till they're married +off and all, it ain't no fun. With my Louie, now, it's different. When +he came out of the business school my husband put him in business, and +now I 'ain't got no worry." + +"My Bella 'ain't never given me a day's worry, neither. I ain't in no +hurry to marry her off. She always says to me, 'Mamma,' she says, 'I +ain't in no hurry to marry till Mr. Right comes along.'" + +"My Louie is comin' down to-day or to-morrow on his vacation if he can +get away from business. Louie's a good boy--if I do say so myself." + +"I don't want to talk--but I often say what my Bella gets when she +marries is enough to give any young man a fine start in a good +business." + +"I must have my Louie meet Miss Bella. The notes and letters Louie gets +from girls you wouldn't believe; he don't pay no attention to 'em. He's +an awful mamma-boy, Mrs. Blondheim." + +"It will be grand for them to meet," said Mrs. Blondheim. "If I do say +it, my Bella's had proposals you wouldn't believe! Look at Simon Arnheim +over there--he only met her yesterday, and do you think he would leave +her side all day? No, siree. Honest, it makes me mad sometimes. A grand +young man comes along and Bella introduces him to every one, but she +won't have nothin' to do with him." + +"Try some of this liver and onions, Mrs. Blondheim; it's delicious." + +Mrs. Blondheim partook and nibbled between her front teeth. "I got a +grand recipe for suss und sauer liver. When we're at home my Bella +always says, 'Mamma, let's have some liver and _gedämftes fleisch_ for +lunch.'" + +"Do you soak your liver first?" inquired Mrs. Epstein. "My Louie won't +eat nothin' suss und sauer. It makes me so mad. I got to cook different +for every one in my family. Louie won't eat this and his father won't +eat that!" + +"I'll give you the recipe when I give you the one for the noodles. Bella +says it's the best she ever ate. My husband gets so mad when I go down +in the kitchen--me with two grand girls and washerwoman two days a week! +But the girls can't cook to suit me." + +"Excuse me, too, from American cookin'." + +Mrs. Blondheim's interest and gaze wandered down the dining-hall. +"I wish you'd look at that Sternberger girl actin' up! Ain't it +disgusting?" + +"Please pass the salt, Mrs. Blondheim. That's the trouble with hotel +cooking--they don't season. At home we like plenty of it, too. I season +and season, and then at the table my husband has to have more." + +"She wouldn't have met him at all if it hadn't been for Bella," pursued +Mrs. Blondheim. + +The object of Mrs. Blondheim's solicitude, fresh as spring in crisp +white linen, turned her long eyes upon Mr. Arnheim. + +"You ought to feel flattered, Mr. Arnheim, that I let you come over to +my table." + +Mr. Arnheim regarded her through a mist of fragrant coffee steam. "You +betcher life I feel flattered. I'd get up earlier than this to have +breakfast with a little queen." + +"Ain't you ever goin' to quit jollyin'?" + +He leaned across the table. "That ain't a bad linen model you're +wearin'--it's domestic goods, too. Where'd you get it?" + +"At Lipman's." + +"I sold them a consignment last year; but, say, if you want to see real +classy white goods you ought to see some ratine cutaways I'm bringing +over. I've brought a model I'm goin' to call the Phoebe Snow. It's the +niftiest thing for early fall you ever saw." + +"Ratine?" + +"You never heard of it? That's where I get my work in--it's the new +lines, the novelty stuff, that gets the money." + +"Are you goin' in the surf this morning, Mr. Arnheim?" + +"I'm goin' where you go, little one." He dropped two lumps of sugar into +her coffee-cup. "Sweets to the sweet," he said. + +"Silly!" But she giggled under her breath. + +They pushed back their chairs and strolled down the aisle between the +tables. She smiled brightly to her right and left. + +"Good morning, Mrs. Blondheim. Is it warm enough for you?" + +"Good morning," replied Mrs. Blondheim, stabbing a bit of omelet with +vindictive fork. + +Mrs. Epstein looked after the pair with warming eyes. "She is a stylish +dresser, ain't she?" + +"I wish you'd see the white linen my Bella's got. It's got sixteen yards +of Cluny lace in the waist alone--and such Cluny, too! I paid a dollar +and a half a yard wholesale." + +"Just look at this waist I'm wearin', Mrs. Blondheim. You wouldn't think +I paid three and a half for the lace, would you?" + +"Oh yes; I can always tell good stuff when I see it, and I always say it +pays best in the end," said Mrs. Blondheim, feeling the heavy lace edge +of Mrs. Epstein's sleeve between discriminating thumb and forefinger. + +Suddenly Mrs. Epstein's eyes widened; she rose to her feet, drawing a +corner of the table-cloth awry. "If it ain't my Louie!" + +Mr. Louis Epstein, a faithful replica of his mother, with close black +hair that curled on his head like the nap of a Persian lamb, imprinted a +large, moist kiss upon the maternal lips. + +"Hello, maw! Didn't you expect me?" + +"Not till the ten-o'clock train, Louie. How's papa?" + +"He'th fine. I left him billing thom goods to Thpokane." + +"How's business, Louie?" + +"Not tho bad, but pa can't get away yet for a week. The fall goods ain't +all out yet." + +"Ain't it awful, the way that man is all for business, Mrs. Blondheim? +This is my son Louie." + +"Well, well, Mr. Epstein. I've heard a lot about you. I want you to meet +my daughter Bella. You ought to make friends." + +"Yeth'm," said Mr. Epstein. + + * * * * * + +Out on the clean-washed beach the sun glinted on the water and sent +points of light dancing on the wavelets like bits of glass. Children +in blue rompers burrowed and jangled their painted spades and pails; +nursemaids planted umbrellas in the sand and watched their charges romp; +parasols flashed past like gay-colored meteors. + +In the white-capped surf bathers bobbed and shouted, and all along the +shore-line the tide ran gently up the beach and down again, leaving a +smooth, damp stretch of sand which soughed and sucked beneath the steps +of the bathers. + +Far out, where the waters were highest and the whitecaps maddest, Mr. +Arnheim held Miss Sternberger about her slim waist and raised her high +over each rushing breaker. They caught the swells and lay back against +the heavy tow, letting the wavelets lap up to their chins. + +Mr. Arnheim, with little rivulets running down his cheeks, shook the +water out of his grayish hair and looked at her with salt-bitten, +red-rimmed eyes. + +"Gee!" he wheezed. "You're a spunky little devil! Excuse me from the +beach-walkers; I like 'em when they're game like you." + +She danced about like an Amphitrite. "Who would be afraid of the water +with a dandy swimmer like you?" + +"This ain't nothin'," said Mr. Arnheim. "You ought to see me in still +water. At Arverne last summer I was the talk of the place." + +They emerged from the water, dripping and heavy-footed. She wrung out +her brief little skirts and stamped her feet on the sand. Mr. Arnheim +hopped on one foot and then on the other, holding his head aslant. +Then they stretched out on the white, sunbaked beach. Miss Sternberger +loosened her hair and it showered about her. + +"Gee! 'Ain't you got a swell bunch of hair!" + +She shook and fluffed it. "You ought to seen it before I had typhoid. I +could sit on it then." + +"That Phoebe Snow model that I got in mind for Lillian Russell would +make you look like a queen, with that hair of yourn!" + +She buried his arm in the sand and patted the mound. "Now," she said, "I +got you, and you can't do anything without askin' me." + +"You got me, anyway," he said, with an expressive glance. + +"Yes," she purred, "that's what you say now; but when you get back to +New York you'll forget all about the little girl you met down at the +shore." + +"That's all you know about me. I don't take up with every girl." + +"I'm glad you don't," she said. + +"But I'll bet you got a different fellow for every day when you're in +New York." + +"Nothin' like that," she said; "but, anyway, there's always room for one +more." + +Two young men without hats passed. Miss Sternberger called out her +greeting. + +"Hello, Manny! Wasn't the water grand? What? Well, you tell Leo he don't +know nothin'. No, we don't want to have our pictures taken! Mr. +Arnheim, I want to introduce you to Mr. Landauer, a neckwear man out of +Baltimore, and Mr. Manny Sinai, also neckwear, out of New York." + +They posed, with the white sunlight in their eyes. + +"I hope we won't break the camera," said Arnheim. + +The remark was greeted with laughter. The little machine clicked, the +new-comers departed, and then Miss Sternberger and Mr. Arnheim turned to +each other again. + +"You ain't tired, are you--Myra?" + +"No--Simon"--she danced to her feet and tossed the hair back from her +face--"I ain't tired." + +They walked down the beach toward the bathhouse, humming softly to +themselves. + +"I'll be out in ten minutes," she said, pausing at the door of her +locker. + +"Me too," he said. + +When they met again they were regroomed and full of verve. She was as +cool as a rose. They laughed at their crinkly finger-tips--wrinkled by +the water like parchment; and his neck, where it rose above the soft +high collar, was branded by the sun a flaming red. + +"Gee!" she cried. "Ain't you sunburnt!" + +"I always tan red," he said. + +"And me, I always tan tan." + +They exchanged these pithy and inspired bits of autobiography in warm, +intimate tones. At their hotel steps she sighed with a delicious +weariness. + +"I wish I could do everything for you, little one--even walk up-stairs." + +"I ain't tired, Simon; only--only--Oh, I don't know." + +"Little one," he said, softly. + +In the lobby Miss Bella Blondheim leaned an elbow on the clerk's desk +and talked to a stout young man with a gold-mounted elk's tooth on his +watch-fob, and black hair that curled close to his head. + +They made a group of four for a moment, Miss Blondheim regarding the +arrivals with bright, triumphant eyes. + +"My friend, Mr. Louis Epstein," she said. + +The men shook hands. + +"Related to the Epstein & Son Millinery Company, Broadway and Spring?" + +"Thertainly am. I happen to be the thon mythelf." + +"Was you in the surf this mornin', Bella? It was grand!" + +"No, Myra," replied her friend. "Mr. Epstein and me took a trip to Ocean +View." + +"You missed the water this mornin'. It was fine and dandy!" volunteered +Mr. Arnheim. + +"Me and Mr. Epstein are goin' this afternoon--ain't we?" + +"We thertainly are," agreed Mr. Epstein, regarding Miss Blondheim with +small, admiring eyes. + +Miss Sternberger edged away. "Pleased to have met you, Mr. Epstein." + +Mr. Arnheim edged with her and they moved on their way toward the +dining-room. + +Mrs. Blondheim from her point of vantage--the wicker rocker--leaned +toward her sister-in-law. + +"Look, Hanna! that's Louie Epstein, of the Epstein & Son Millinery +Company, with Bella. He's a grand boy. I meet his mother at Doctor +Bergenthal's lecture every Saturday morning. Epstein & Son have got a +grand business, and Bella could do a whole lot worse." + +"Well, I wish her luck," said Mrs. Blondheim's sister-in-law. + +"I smell fried smelts. Let's go in to lunch." + +Mrs. Blondheim stabbed her crochet needle into her spool. "I usually dip +my smelts in bread crumbs. Have you ever tried them that way, Hanna?" + +"Julius don't eat smelts." + +They moved toward the dining-room. + +Late that afternoon Miss Sternberger and Mr. Arnheim returned from a +sail. Their faces were flushed and full of shy, sweet mystery. + +"I can't show you the models the way I'd like to, dearie, but I got 'em +in colors just like the real thing." + +"Oh, Simon, you're doin' a thing like this for me without me even askin' +you!" + +His hold of her arm tightened. "I wouldn't show these here to my own +sister before the twenty-fifth of the month. Now you know how you stand +with me, little one." + +"Oh," she cried, "I'm so excited! It's just like lookin' behind the +scenes in a theayter." + +He left her and returned a few moments later with a flat, red-covered +portfolio. They sought out an unmolested spot and snuggled in a corner +of a plush divan in one of the deserted parlors. He drew back the cover +and their heads bent low. + +At each turn of the pages she breathed her ecstasy and gave out shrills +and calls of admiration. + +"Oh, Simon, ain't that pink one a beauty! Ain't that skirt the swellest +thing you ever seen!" + +"That's the Piquette model, girlie. You and all New York will be buyin' +it in another month. Ain't it the selectest little thing ever?" + +Her face was rapt. "It's the swellest thing I've ever seen!" she +declared. + +He turned to another plate. + +"Oh-h-h-h-h!" she cried. + +"Ain't that a beauty! That there is going to be the biggest hit I've had +yet. Watch out for the Phoebe Snow! I've got the original model in my +trunks. That cutaway effect can't be beat." + +"Oh-h-h-h-h!" she repeated. + +They passed slowly over the gay-colored plates. + +"There's that flame-colored one I'd like to see you in." + +"Gee!" she said. "There's some class to that." + +After a while the book was laid aside and they talked in low, serious +tones; occasionally his hand stroked hers. + +The afternoon waned; the lobby thinned; the dowagers and their daughters +asked for room keys and disappeared for siestas and more mysterious +processes; children trailed off to rest; the hot land-breezes, dry and +listless, stirred the lace curtains of the parlor--but they remained on +the plush divan, rapt as might have been Paolo and Francesca in their +romance-imbued arbor. + +"How long will you be down here?" she asked. + +"As long as you," he replied, not taking his eyes from her face. + +"Honest?" + +"Sure. I don't have to go in to New York for a week or ten days yet. My +season ain't on yet." + +She leaned her head against the back of the divan. "All nice things must +end," she said, with the 'cello note in her voice. + +"Oh, I don't know!" he replied, with what might have been triple +significance. + +They finally walked toward the elevator, loath to part for the interim +of dressing. + +That evening they strolled together on the beach until the last lights +of the hotel were blinking out. Then they stole into the semi-dark lobby +like thieves--but soft-voiced, joyous thieves. A few straggling +couples like themselves came in with the same sheepish but bright-eyed +hesitancy. At the elevator Miss Blondheim and Mr. Epstein were lingering +over good-nights. + +The quartette rode up to their respective floors together--the girls +regarding each other with shy, happy eyes; the men covering up their +self-consciousness with sallies. + +"Ain't you ashamed to keep such late hours, Miss Blondheim?" said Mr. +Arnheim. + +"I don't see no early-to-bed-early-to-rise medals on none of us," she +said, diffidently. + +"These thummer rethorts sure ain't no plathe for a minither's thon," +said Mr. Epstein. + +Laughter. + +"Remember, Mr. Arnheim, whoever's up first wait in the leather chair +opposite the elevator." + +"Sure thing, Miss Sternberger." + +Her last glance, full of significance, was for Mr. Arnheim. The floor +above he also left the elevator, the smile still on his lips. + +Left alone, Mr. Epstein turned to Miss Blondheim. + +"Good night, dearie," he whispered. "Thweet dreamth." + +"Good night, Louie," she replied. "Same to you." + +Mr. Arnheim awoke to a scudding rain; his ocean-ward window-sill +dripping and a great patch of carpet beneath the window dark and soggy. +Downstairs the lobby buzzed with restrained energies; a few venturesome +ones in oils and turned-up collars paced the veranda without. + +Mr. Arnheim, in his invariable soft collar and shadow-checked suit, +skirted the edge of the crowd in matinal ill humor and deposited his +room key at the desk. The clerk gave him in return a folded newspaper +and his morning mail. + +Mr. Arnheim's morning aspect was undeniable. He suggested too generous +use of soap and bay rum, and his eyes had not lost the swollen heaviness +that comes with too much or too little sleep. He yawned and seated +himself in the heavy leather chair opposite the elevator. + +His first letter was unstamped and addressed to him on hotel stationery; +the handwriting was an unfamiliar backhand and the inclosure brief: + + DEAR MR. ARNHEIM: I am very sorry we could not keep our date, but I + got a message and I got to go in on the 7:10 train. Hope to see you + when I come back. + + Sincerely, MYRA STERNBERGER. + +Mr. Arnheim replaced the letter slowly in the envelope. There were two +remaining--a communication from a cloak-manufacturing firm and a check +from a banking-house. He read them and placed them in his inside coat +pocket. Then he settled the back of his neck against the rim of the +chair, crossed one leg over the other, rattled his newspaper open, and +turned to the stock-market reports. + +One week later Mr. Simon Arnheim, a red portfolio under one arm, walked +into the mahogany, green-carpeted, soft-lighted establishment of an +importing house on Fifth Avenue. + +Mrs. S.S. Schlimberg, senior member, greeted him in her third-floor +office behind the fitting-rooms. + +"Well, well! _Wie geht's_, Arnheim? I thought it was gettin' time for +you." + +Mr. Arnheim shook hands and settled himself in a chair beside the desk. +"You know you can always depend upon me, madame, to look you up the +minnit I get back. Don't I always give you first choice?" + +Mrs. Schlimberg weighed a crystal paper-weight up and down in her pudgy, +ringed hands. "None of your fancy prices for me this season, Arnheim. +There's too many good things lyin' loose. That's why I got my openin' +a month sooner. I got a designer came in special off her vacation with +some good things." + +Mr. Arnheim winked. "Schlim, I got some models here to show you that you +can't beat. When you see 'em you'll pay any price." + +"I can't pay your fancy prices no more. I paid you too much for that +plush fad last winter, and it never was a go." + +Mr. Arnheim chuckled. "When you see a couple of the designs I brought +over this trip you'll be willin' to pay me twice as much as for the +hobble. Come on--own up, Schlim; you can't beat my styles. Why, you can +copy them for your import-room and make ninety per cent, on any one of +'em!" + +"They won't pay the prices, I tell you. Some of my best customers have +gone over to other houses for the cheaper goods." + +"You can't put over domestic stuff on your trade, Schlim. You might as +well admit it. You gotta sting your class of trade in order to have 'em +appreciate you." + +"Now, just to show you that I know what I'm talking about, Arnheim, I +got the best lines of new models for this season I've had since I'm +in business--every one of them domestics too. I'm puttin' some +made-in-America models in the import-room to-day that will open your +eyes." + +Mr. Arnheim laughed and opened his portfolio. "I'll show you these till +my trunks come up," he said. + +"Just a minute, Arnheim. I want to show you some stuff--Miss +Sternberger!" Mrs. Schlimberg raised her voice slightly, "Miss +Sternberger!" + +Almost immediately a svelte, black-gowned figure appeared in the +doorway; she wore her hair oval about her face, like a Mona Lisa, and +her hands were long and the dusky white of ivory. + +"Mr. Arnheim, I want to introduce you to a designer we've got since you +went away. Mr. Arnheim--Miss Sternberger." + +The whir of sewing-machines from the workrooms cut the silence. + +"How do you do?" said Miss Sternberger. + +"How do you do?" said Mr. Arnheim. + +"Miss Sternberger is like you, Mr. Arnheim--she's always out after +novelties; and I will say for her she don't miss out! She put out a line +of uncut velvets last winter that was the best sellers we had." + +Mr. Arnheim bowed. Mrs. Schlimberg turned to Miss Sternberger. + +"Miss Sternberger, will you bring in some of those new models that are +going like hot cakes? Just on the forms will do." + +"Certainly." She disappeared from the doorway. + +Mrs. Schlimberg tapped her forefinger on the desk. "There's the finest +little designer we've ever had! I got her off a Philadelphia house, and +I 'ain't never regretted the money I'm payin' her. She's done more for +the house in eight months than Miss Isaacs did in ten years!" + +Miss Sternberger returned; a stock-boy wheeled in the new models on +wooden figures while Mrs. Schlimberg and her new designer arranged them +for display. Mrs. Schlimberg turned to Mr. Arnheim. + +"How's the wife and boys, Arnheim? I 'ain't seen 'em since you brought +'em all in to see the Labor Day parade from the store windows last fall. +Them's fine boys you got there, Arnheim!" + +"Thanks," said Arnheim. + +"Now, Arnheim, I'm here to ask you if you can beat these. Look at that +there peach-bloom Piquette--look! Can you beat it? That there's the new +butterfly skirt--just one year ahead of anything that's being shown this +season." Mrs. Schlimberg turned to a second model. "Look at this here +ratine cutaway. If the Phoebe Snow ain't the talk of New York +before next week, then I don't know my own name. Ain't it so, Miss +Sternberger?" + +Miss Sternberger ran her smooth hand over the lace shoulder of the gown. +"This is a great seller," she replied, smiling at Mr. Arnheim. "Lillian +Russell is going to wear it in the second act of her new play when she +opens to-morrow night." + +"I guess we're slow in here," chuckled Mrs. Schlimberg, nudging Mr. +Arnheim with the point of her elbow. + +Miss Sternberger spread the square train of a flame-colored robe full +length on the green carpet and drew back a corner of the hem to display +the lacy avalanche beneath. Then she bowed slightly and turned toward +the door. + +Mrs. Schlimberg laid a detaining hand on her sleeve. "Just a minute, +Miss Sternberger. Mr. Arnheim's brought in some models he wants us to +look at." + + + + +SOB SISTER + + +Physics can answer whence goes the candle-flame when it vanishes into +blackness and what becomes of sound when the great maw of silence +digests it. But what science can know the destiny of the pins and pins +and pins, and what is the oblivion which swallows that great army of +street-walking women whose cheeks are too pink and who dwell outside the +barbed-wire fence of respectability? + +Let the pins go, unless one lies on the sidewalk point toward you, and +let this be the story of Mae Munroe, herself one of the pink-cheeked +grenadiers of that great army whose destiny is as vague as the destiny +of pins, and who in more than one vain attempt to climb had snagged +her imitation French embroidery petticoats on the outward side of that +barbed-wire fence. + +Then, too, in the years that lead up to this moment Mae Munroe had taken +on weight--the fair, flabby flesh of lack of exercise and no lack of +chocolate bonbons. And a miss is as good as a mile, or a barbed-wire +fence, only so long as she keeps her figure down and her diet up. When +Mae Munroe ran for a street-car she breathed through her mouth for the +first six blocks after she caught it. The top button of her shoe was no +longer equal to the span. But her eyes were still blue, rather like sky +when you look straight up; her hair yellow to the roots; and who can +gainsay that a dimple in the chin is not worth two in the cheeks? + +In the florid disorder of a red velvet sitting-room cluttered with +morning sunshine and unframed, unsigned photographs of stage favorites, +empty bottles and dented-in cushions, Mae Munroe stirred on her high +mound of red sateen sofa-pillows; placed her paper-bound book face down +on the tabouret beside her; yawned; made a foray into an uncovered box +of chocolate bonbons; sank her small teeth into a creamy oozing heart +and dropped a particle of the sweet into the sniffling, upturned snout +of a white wool dog cuddled in the curve of her arm; yawned again. + +"No more tandy! Make ittsie Snookie Ookie sick! Make muvver's ittsie +bittsie bow-wow sick! No! No!" + +Each admonition she accompanied with a slight pat designed to intimidate +further display of appetite. The small bunch in her arms raised his head +and regarded her with pink, sick little eyes, his tongue darting this +way and that in an aftermath of relish; then fell to licking her bare +forearm with swift, dry strokes. + +"Muvver's ittsie bittsie Snookie! Him love him poor muvver! Him poor, +poor muvver!" + +A cold tear oozed through one of Miss Munroe's closed eyes, zigzagged +down her face, and she laid her cheek pat against the white wool. + +"Muvver just wishes she was dead, Snookie. God! don't she just!" + +An hour she lay so. The morning sunshine receded, leaving a certain +grayness in the cluttered room. From the rear of the flat came the +clatter of dishes and the harsh sing of water plunging from a faucet. +The book slid from its incline on the pillow to the floor and lay with +its leaves crumpled under. The dog fell to snoring. Another while ticked +past--loudly. And as if the ticking were against her brain like drops of +water, she rose to a half-sitting posture, reached for the small onyx +clock on the mantelpiece and smothered it beneath one of the red sateen +sofa-pillows. When she relaxed again two fresh tears waggled heavily +down her cream-colored cheeks. Then for a while she slept, with her +mouth ever so slightly open and revealing the white line of her teeth. +The tears slid off her cheeks to the mussed frills of her negligée and +dried there. + +The little dog emerged from his sleep gaping and stretching backward his +hind legs. Mae Munroe yawned, extending her arms at full length before +her; regarded her fair ringed fingers and the four dimples across the +back of each hand; reached for a cigarette and with the wry face of +nausea tossed it back into its box; swung to a sitting posture on the +side of the sofa, the dog springing from the curve of her arm to the +floor, shaking himself. + +Her blowsy hair, burned at the ends but the color of corn-silk, came +unloosed of its morning plait and she braided it over one shoulder, her +blue eyes fixed on space. Tears would come. + +Then she rose and crossed to the golden-oak piano between the windows, +her negligee open its full length and revealing her nightdress; crossed +with a slight limp and the dog yapping at the soiled and lacy train; +fell to manipulating the self-playing attachment, peddling out a +metallic avalanche of popular music. + +At its conclusion she swung around on the bench, her back drooping as if +under pressure of indolence; yawned; crossed to the window and between +the parted lace curtains stood regarding the street two stories beneath, +and, beyond the patches of intervening roofs, a limited view of the +Hudson River, a barge of coal passing leisurely up center stream, a tug +suckling at its side. + +From the hallway and in the act of mopping a margin of floor, a +maid-of-all-work swung back from all-fours and sat upright on her heels, +inserting a head of curl-papers through the open doorway. + +"Play that over again, Miss Mae. That Mustard Glide' sure does tickle my +soles." + +Miss Munroe turned to the room with the palm of her hand placed pat +against her brow. "God!" said she, "my head!" + +"Aw, Miss Mae, can't you get yourself in a humor? What's the matter with +you and me going to a movie this afternoon, eh?" + +"Movie! The way every damn thing gets on my nerves, I'd be a hit at a +movie, wouldn't I? I'd be a hit anywheres!" + +"I tell you, Miss Mae, all this worry ain't going to get you nowheres. +He'll come around again all right if you only give him time. And if he +don't, you should worry! I tell you there ain't one of 'em breathes is +worth more than his bank-book." + +"God! my head!" + +The figure on all-fours rose to full height, drying each forearm on her +apron. + +"Lay down, dearie, and just don't you worry. I've seen 'em get spells or +get holy and stay away for two months on a stretch, and the checks not +coming in regular as clockwork like yours, neither. Two months at a time +I've seen 'em stick away. Why, when I worked on the lower West Side they +used to stick away two and three months like that and then come loafing +in one night just like nothing hadn't happened. You ain't got no kick +coming, Miss Mae." + +A layer of tears rose immediately to Miss Munroe's eyes, dimming them. +She wiped them away with one of her sleeve frills. + +"Max ain't like that and you know it. You've seen for yourself how +he 'ain't missed his every other night in three years. You seen for +yourself." + +"They're all alike, I tell you, Miss Mae. The best way to handle 'em is +to leave 'em alone." + +"How he's been falling off. Loo, all--" + +"'Sh-h-h, now, Miss Mae, don't begin getting excited--all last night +while I was rubbing your head that's what you kept mumbling and mumbling +even after you fell asleep. That--don't help none." + +"All last month so irregular and now only once last week, and--and not +at all this week. Good heavens! I just wonder, I--just wonder." + +"Now, just whatta you bet he'll be up to supper to-night, Miss Mae? If +I was you, dearie, I wouldn't be scared, I'd just go right to the +telephone and--" + +"He gets so sore, Loo. You remember that time I telephoned him about +that case of wine he sent up and it came busted, and his mother--his old +woman was in the office. He raises hell if I try to telephone him during +business." + +"Just the same, I got a hunch he'll be up to supper to-night, and when I +get a hunch things happen." + +"It's his old woman, I tell you. It's his old woman is sniffing things +again. Say, if he'd ever let me clap eyes on that old hag, wouldn't I +learn her how to keep her nose out of his business alrighty. Wouldn't I +just learn her! God! my head!" + +"Lay down on the sofa, dearie, and rest up your red eyes. Take my tip +he'll be up to supper to-night. I'm going to order him a double sirloin +and a can of them imported--" + +"Ugh! For Pete's sake cut it, Loo! If anybody mentions bill of fare to +me I'll yell. Take them empty bottles out of here, Loo, and choke that +damn clock with another pillow. My head'll just bust if I don't get some +sleep." + +"There, there, dearie! Here, lemme pull down the shades. Just try to +remember there ain't one of them is worth more than his bank-book. I +ain't going down to the dance with Sharkey to-night; I'm going to stay +right here and--" + +"No, no, Loo. You go. You can have that blue silk waist I promised you +and wear them red satin roses he--he brought me that time from Hot +Springs. Wear 'em, but be careful of 'em." + +"Aw, Miss Mae, with you here like a wet rag, and if he comes who'll +fix--" + +"He--he ain't coming, Loo, and if he does I'm the one he likes to fix +his things, anyway. I wanna be alone, Loo. I--I just wanna be alone." + +"That's just it, Miss Mae, you're too much alone; you--" + +"For Pete's sake, Loo, cut it or I'll holler. Cut the conversation, +dearie!" + +"I'll fix the candied sweet-potatoes this morning, anyway, Miss Mae, so +if he does come--" + +"I tell you I'm going to yell, Loo, if you mention bill of fare to me. +Cover up my feet, like a good girl, and take them bottles out and lemme +sleep. My head'll bust if I don't get some sleep." + +"I tell you, Miss Mae, there ain't one of 'em is worth more than his +bank-book. You're always giving away everything you got, Miss Mae. +Honest, you'd give your best blue silk coat off your back if--" + +"If that's what you're hinting for, Loo, for pity's sake take it! I +don't want it. It's too tight for me in the arms. Take it, Loo. I don't +want it. I don't want anything but to be let alone." + +"Aw, now, Miss Mae, I didn't mean--" + +"Get out, I tell you! Get out!" + +"Yes, Miss Mae." With a final pat to the rug across Mae Munroe's feet +she scooped the litter of empty bottles under one arm and hurried out +smiling and closing the door softly behind her and tiptoeing down the +hallway to the kitchen. + +On the couch Mae Munroe lay huddled with her face to the wall, her +cheeks crumpled against the white wool of the dog in her arms, her lips +dry, each breath puffing them outward. Easy tears would flow, enhancing +her lacy disorder. Noon slipped into afternoon. + +The dusk of the city which is so immediately peppered with lights came +gradually to press against the drawn blinds. On the very crest of her +unrest, as if her mental travail had stimulated a cocaine courage, Mae +Munroe kicked aside the rug from her feet; rose and advanced to the wall +telephone; unhooked the receiver; hooked it up again; unhooked it this +time with a resolution that tightened and whitened her lips and sent the +color high into her face; placed her mouth close to the transmitter. + +"Broad three-six." And tapped with one foot as she stood. + +"Zincas Importing Company? I want to speak to Mr. Max Zincas." + +Wrinkles crawled about her uncertain lips. + +"This is his--his mother. Yes, Mrs. Zincas." + +She closed her eyes as she waited. + +"Hello, Max? That you, Max?" + +She grasped at the snout of the instrument, tiptoeing up to it. + +"It's me, dear. But--I had to get you to the 'phone somehow. I--I--No, +no, don't hang up, Max! Don't hang up, dear, I--I got to tell you +something; I got to, dear." + +She raised herself closer to the mouthpiece for a tighter clutch of it. + +"I'm sick, dearie. I--I'm dog sick, dearie. 'Ain't been about in a week. +The limp is bad and I'm sick all over. I am, dear. Come up to supper +to-night, dearie. You 'ain't been near for--for a week. I got to see you +about something. Just a quiet talk, dearie. I--I just got to see you, +Max. I--I'm sick, dog sick." + +Her voice slipped up and away for the moment, and she crammed her lacy +fribble of a handkerchief tight against her lips, tiptoeing closer to +the transmitter. + +"No, no, Max, I swear to God I won't! Just quiet and no rough stuff. For +my sake come home to supper to-night, dearie! I swear. It's my thigh, +and I got a fever, dearie, that's eating me. What? Eight! No, that +ain't too late. Any time you can come ain't too late. I'll wait. Sure? +Good-by, dearie. At eight sharp. Good-by, dearie." + +When she replaced the receiver on its hook, points of light had come +out in her eyes like water-lilies opening on a lake. The ashen sheaf of +anxiety folded back from her, color ran up into her face, and she flung +open the door, calling down the length of hallway. + +"Loo! Oh, Loo!" + +"Huh?" + +"Put a couple of bottles of everything on ice before you go, dearie; +order a double porterhouse; open a can of them imported sausages he sent +up last month, and peel some sweet-potatoes. Hurry, Loo, I wanna candy +'em myself. Hurry, dearie!" + +She snatched up her furry trifle of a dog, burying her warming face in +his fleece. + +"M-m-muvver loves her bow-bow. Muvver loves whole world. Muvver just +loves whole world. M-m-m-m, chocolate? Just one ittsie bittsie piece and +muvver eat half--m-m-m! La-la! Bow-wow! La! La!" + +Along that end of Riverside Drive which is so far up that rents begin to +come down, night takes on the aspect of an American Venetian carnival. +Steamboats outlined in electric lights pass like phosphorescent phantoms +up and down the Hudson River, which reflects with the blurry infidelity +of moving waters light for light, deck for deck. Running strings of +incandescent bulbs draped up into festoons every so often by equidistant +arc-lights follow the course of the well-oiled driveway, which in turn +follows the course of the river as truly as a path made by a canal +horse. A ledge of park, narrow as a terrace, slants to the water's edge, +and of summer nights lovers drag their benches into the shadow of trees +and turn their backs to the lampposts and to the world. + +From the far side of the river, against the night sky and like an +ablutionary message let slip from heaven, a soap-factory spells out +its product in terms of electric bulbs, and atop that same industrial +palisade rises the dim outline of stack and kiln. Street-cars, reduced +by distance to miniature, bob through the blackness. At nine o'clock of +October evenings the Knickerbocker River Queen, spangled with light and +full of pride, moves up-stream with her bow toward Albany. And from her +window and over the waves of intervening roofs Mae Munroe cupped her +hands blinker fashion about her eyes and followed its gay excursional +passage, even caught a drift of music from its decks. + +Motionless she stood there, bare-necked and bare-armed, against the cold +window-pane, inclosed from behind with lace curtains and watching +with large-pupiled eyes the steamer slip along into the night; the +black-topped trees swaying in the ledge of park which slanted to the +water's edge; the well-oiled driveway and its darting traffic of two +low-sliding lines of motor-cars with acetylene eyes. + +At five minutes past eight Max Zincas fitted his key into the door and +entered immediately into the front room. On that first click of the +lock Mae Munroe stepped out from between the lace curtains, her face +carefully powdered and bleached of all its morning inaccuracies, her +lips thrust upward and forward. + +"Max!" + +"Whew!" + +He tossed his black derby hat to the red velvet couch and dropped down +beside it, his knees far apart and straining his well-pressed trousers +to capacity; placed a hand on each well-spread knee, then ran five +fingers through his thinning hair; thrust his head well forward, +foreshortening his face, and regarded her. + +"Well, girl," he said, "here I am." + +"I--I--" + +"Lied to me, eh? Pretty spry for a sick one, eh? Pretty slick! I knew +you was lying, girl." + +"I been sick as a dog, Max. Loo can tell you." + +"What's got you? Thigh?" + +"God! I dun'no'! I dun'no'!" + +She paused in the center of the room, her lips trembling and the light +from the chandelier raining full upon her. High-hipped and full-busted +as Titian loved to paint them, she stood there in a black lace gown +draped loosely over a tight foundation of white silk, and trying to +compose her lips and her throat, which arched and flexed, revealing the +heart-beats of her and the shortness of her breath. + +"Is this the way to say hello to--to your Maizie, Max? Is--is this the +way?" Then she crossed and leaned to him, printing a kiss on his brow +between the eyes. "I been sick as a dog, Max. Ain't you going to--to +kiss me?" + +"Come, come, now, just cut that, Mae. Let's have supper and get down to +brass tacks. What's eating you?" + +"Max!" + +"Come, come, now, I'm tired, girl, and got to stop off at Lenox Avenue +to-night after I leave here. Where's your clock around here, anyways, so +a fellow knows where he's at?" + +"There it is under the pillow next to you, Max. I smothered it because +it gets on my nerves all day. Tick-tock, tick-tock, tick-tock, right +into my head like it was saying all the time: 'Oh-Mae! Oh-Mae! Oh-Mae!' +till I nearly go crazy, Max. Tick-tock--God! it--it just gets me!" + +He reached for the small onyx clock, placing it upright on the mantel, +and shrugged his shoulders loosely. + +"Gad!" he said, "you wimmin! Crazy as loons, all of you and your kind. +Come, come, get down to brass tacks, girl. I'm tired and gotta get +home." + +"Home, Max?" + +"Yes, home!" + +"Max, ain't--ain't this home no more, ain't it?" + +He leaned forward, an elbow on each knee and striking his left hand +solidly into his right palm. "Now if that's the line of talk you got me +up here for, girl, you can cut it and cut it quick!" + +"No, no, Max, it ain't my line of talk. Here, sit down, dearie, in your +own chair and I'll go and dish up." + +"Where's Loo?" + +"Her night off, poor girl. Four nights straight she's rubbed my head +and--" + +"Where's my--" + +"Right here, dearie, is your box of pills, underneath your napkin. +There, dearie! See? Just like always." + +She was full of small movements that were quick as grace notes: pinning +the black lace train up and about her hips; drawing out his chair; +darting with the scarcely perceptible limp down the narrow hall, back +with dishes that exuded aromatic steam; placing them with deft, sure +fingers. Once she paused in her haste, edged up to where he stood +with one arm resting on the mantelpiece, placed an arm on each of his +shoulders and let her hands dangle loose-wristed down his back. + +"Tired boy, to-night! Huh? Maizie's poor tired boy!" + +"Now, now!" + +He removed her hands, but gently, and strolled over to where the table +lay spread beside the cold, gilded radiator, a potted geranium in its +center, a liberal display of showy imitation pearl-handled cutlery +carefully laid out, and at each place a long-stemmed wineglass, +gold-edged and the color of amber. + +"Come," he said, "let's eat and get it over." + +She made no sign, but with the corners of her lips propped bravely +upward in her too red smile made a last hurried foray into the kitchen, +returning with a covered vegetable-dish held outright from her. + +"Guess!" she cried. + +"Can't," he said, and seated himself. + +"Gowan, guess like you used to, dearie." + +He fell immediately to sampling with short, quick stabs of his fork the +dish of carmine-red pickled beets beside his plate. + +"Aw, gowan, Max, give a guess. What did you used to pay for with six big +kisses every time I candied them for you? Guess, Max." + +"Sit down," he said, and with his foot shoved a small stool before her +chair. + +"Lordy!" she said, drawing up en tête-à-tête, unpinning and spreading +her lacy train in glory about her, "but you're some little sunbeam to +have around the house." + +"What these beets need is a little sugar." + +She passed him the bowl; elevated her left foot in its slightly soiled +white slipper to the footstool; fastened her napkin to her florid bosom +with one of her numerous display of breastpins; poured some opaque wine +into his glass, coming back to flood her own to the brim; smiled at him +across the red head of the potted geranium, as if when the heart bleeds +the heart grows light. + +"Here's _to_ you, Max!" + +He raised his glass and drank in through his rather heavy mustache, then +flecked it this way and that with his napkin "Ahh-h-h-h, that's the +stuff!" + +"S'more?" + +"Yah-h-h-h-h-h!" + +"Such a cotton mouth my bad boy brought home." + +"Aha! Fee, fie, fum! Aha!" + +"I broiled it under the single burner, Max, slow like you like. Here, +you carve it, dearie. Just like always, eh?" + +His fleshy, blue-shaved face took on the tenseness of concentrated +effort, and he cut deep into the oozing beef, the red juice running out +in quick streams. + +"Ah-h-h-h-h!" + +"No, no, you keep that, Max; it's your rare piece." + +"Gravy?" + +"Yes, dearie." + +The small dog shook himself and rose from sleep and the depths of a +pillow, nosing at her bare elbow. + +"Was muvver's ittsie Snookie Ookie such a hungry bow-wow?" + +He yapped shortly, pawing her. + +"Ask big bossie sitting over there carving his din-din if him got +chocolate tandy in him pocket like always for Snookie Ookie. No, no, bad +red meat no good for ittsie bittsie bow-wow. Go ask big bossie what +him got this time in him pocket for Snookie. Aw, look at him, Max; he +remembers how you used to bring him--" + +"Get down! Get down, I said! For God's sake get that little red-eyed, +mangy cur out of here while we're eating, can't you? Good gad! can't +a man eat a meal in this joint without having that dirty cur whining +around? Get him down off your dress there, Mae. Get out, you little cur! +G-e-t out!" + +"Max!" + +"Chocolate candy in my pocket. Chocolate arsenic, you mean! My damn-fool +days are over." + +"What's got you, Max? Didn't you buy him for me yourself that day at the +races five whole years ago? Wasn't the first things you asked for, when +you woke in the hospital with your burns, me and--and Snookie? What's +soured you, Max? What? What?" + +"I'm soured on seeing a strapping, healthy woman sniveling over a little +sick-eyed cur. Ain't that enough to sour any man? Why don't you get up +and out and exercise yourself like the right kind of wimmin do? Play +tennis or get something in you besides the rotten air of this flat, and +mewling over that sick-eyed cur. Get out! Scc-c-c-c-c!" + +The animal bellied to the door, tail down, and into the rear darkness of +the hallway. + +"Max, what's got you? What do I know about tennis or--things like that? +You--you never used to want--things like that." + +"Aw, what's the use of wasting breath?" + +He flecked at his mustache, inserting the napkin between the two top +buttons of his slight bay of waistcoat; carved a second helping of meat, +masticating with care and strength so that his temples, where the hair +thinned and grayed, contracted and expanded with the movements of his +jaws. + +"What's the use?" + +"Max, I--" + +"Thigh bother you?" + +"A--a little." + +"Didn't I tell you not to spare expense on trying new doctors if--" + +"That ain't my real trouble, Max; it--" + +"Been out to-day?" + +"No, Max, I been sick as a dog, I tell you." + +"No wonder you're sick, cooped up in this flat with nobody but a +servant-girl for company. Gad! ain't you ashamed to get so low that your +own servant-girl is your running-mate? Ain't you?" + +"Max, she--" + +"I know. I know." + +"I been so blue, Max. Loo can tell you how I been waiting and wondering. +I--Lord, I been so blue, Max. She's good to me, Max, and--and I been so +blue." + +"Never knew one of you wimmin that wasn't that way half her time. You're +a gang of sob sisters, every one of you--whining like you got your foot +caught in a machine and can't get it out." + +"How you mean, Max?" + +"Aw, you're all either in the blues or nagging. Why ain't you sports +enough to take the slice of life you get handed you? None of you ain't +healthy enough, anyways, I tell you, indoors, eating and sleeping and +mewling over poodle-dogs all the time. I'm damn sick of it all. Damn +sick, if you want to know it." + +"But, Max, what's put this new stuff into your head all of a sudden? You +never used to care if--" + +"And you got to quit writing me them long-winded letters, Mae, about +what's come over me. Sometimes a fellow just comes to his senses, that's +all." + +"Max!" + +"And you got to quit butting in my business hours on the telephone. I +don't want to get ugly, but you got to cut it out. Cut it out, Mae, is +what I said!" + +He quaffed his wine. + +"Max dear, if you'll only tell me what's hurting you I'll find a way to +make good. I--I can learn lawn-tennis, if that's what you want. I can +take off ten pounds in--" + +"Aw, I don't want nothing. Nothing, I tell you!" + +"If I only knew, Max, what's itching you. This way there's days when I +just feel like I can't go on living if you don't tell me what's got you. +I just feel like I can't go on living this way, Max." + +Tears hot and ever ready flowed over her words and she fumbled for her +handkerchief, sobs rumbling up through her. + +"I just can't, I--I just can't!" + +He pushed back from his half-completed meal, rising, but stooping to rap +his fist sharply against the table. + +"Now, lemme tell you this much right now, Mae, either you got to cut +this sob stuff and get down to brass tacks and tell me what you want, +or, by gad! I'll get out of here so quick it'll make your head swim. I +ain't going to be let in for no tragedy-queen stuff, and the sooner you +know it the better. Business! I'm a business man." + +She swallowed her tears, even smiling, and with her hand pat against her +bosom as if to suppress its heaving. + +"I'm all right now, Max. I'm so full up with worry it--it just slipped +out. I'm all right now, Max. Sit down. Sit down and finish, dearie." + +But he fell to pacing the red carpet in angry staccato strides. His +napkin dropped from his waistcoat to the floor and he kicked it out of +his path. + +"By gad! I didn't want to come, anyhow. I knew the sniveling I'd be let +in for. Gimme a healthy woman with some outdoors in her. Gimme--" + +"I ain't going to let out any more, Max; I swear to God I ain't. Sit +down, dear, and finish your supper. Looka, your coffee's all cold. Lemme +go out and heat it up for you. I--" + +"I'm done. I'm done before I begin. Now, Mae, if you can behave yourself +and hold in long enough, just say what you got me up here for, and for +God's sake let's have it over!" + +He planted himself before her, feet well apart, and she rose, pushing +back her chair, paling. + +"I--I 'ain't got much of anything to say, Max, except I--I thought maybe +you'd tell me what's eating you, dearie." + +"I--" + +"After all these years we been together, Max, so--so happy, all of a +sudden, dear, these last two months dropping off from every other night +to--to twice a week and then to--to once, and this last week--not at +all. I--I--heavens above, Max, I 'ain't got nothing to say except what's +got you. Tell me, dearie, is it anything I've done? Is it--" + +"You talk like a loon, Mae, honest you do. You 'ain't done nothing. +It's just that the--the time's come, that's all. You know it had to. It +always has to. If you don't know it, a woman like--like you ought to. +Gad! I used to think you was the kind would break as clean as a whistle +when the time came to break." + +"Break, Max?" + +"Yes, break. And don't gimme the baby-stare like that, neither. You know +what I mean alrighty. You wasn't born yesterday, old girl!" + +The blood ran from her face, blanching it. "You mean, Max--" + +"Aw, you know what I mean alrighty, Mae, only you ain't sport enough to +take things as they come. You knew all these years it had to come sooner +or later. I 'ain't never quizzed into your old life, but if you didn't +learn that, you--well you ought to. There never was a New Year came in, +Mae, that I didn't tell you that, if you got the chance, for you to go +out after better business. I never stood in your light or made no bones +about nothing!" + +"My God! Max, you--you're kidding!" + +"All these years I been preaching to you, even before I joined +Forest Park Club out there. 'Don't get soft, Mae. Keep down. Use the +dumb-bells. Hustle around and do a little housework even if I do give +you a servant. Walk in the park. Keep your looks, girl; you may need +'em,' I used to tell you." + +"Oh you--You!--" + +She clapped her hands over her mouth as if to stanch hysteria. + +"Another let-out like that, Mae, and, by gad! I'll take my hat and--" + +"No, no, Max, I--I didn't mean it. I'm all right. I--Only after all +these years you wouldn't do it, Max. You wouldn't. You wouldn't throw me +over and leave me cold, Max. What can I do after all these years? I--I +'ain't got a show in a chorus no more. You're kidding, Max. You're a +white man, Max, and--you--you wouldn't do it, Max. You wouldn't. You--" + +"Now, now, you can't say I 'ain't been as white as silk, girl, and I'm +going to be just as white as I've been, too. Don't worry, girl. For six +years there 'ain't been a better-stocked flat than this in town, has +there?" + +"No, Max." + +"The best none too good, eh?" + +"No, Max." + +"Just the same stuff comes here that I send up to my mother's flat, eh? +All the drinks and all the clothes you want and a servant in the house +as good as my mother's own, eh? No kick coming, eh, girl?" + +"You--you wouldn't, Max--you wouldn't ditch me. What could I do? +Nothing--nothing. I--I can't hire out as a scrubwoman, I--" + +"Come, come now, girl, you're pretty slick, but you--you don't quite +slide. What about that thirty-five hundred you got down in your +jeans--eh? Them thirty-five hundred in the Farmers' Savings Bank--eh? +Eh?" + +"Max!" + +"Hah! Knocked you off your pins that time, didn't I? I found your +bank-book one morning, kiddo--found it on the floor right next to the +dresser--" + +"Max, I--Out of my checks I--I saved--I--" + +"Sure! Gad! I ain't kicking about it, girl. Glad for you! Glad you got +it, girl, only don't try to tell me you can't take care of yourself in +this world alrighty, girl. Any old time you can't! Gad! thirty-five +hundred she snitches out of her allowance in six years, lives on the +fat of the land, too, and then tries to bamboozle me that she's flat. +Thirty-five hundred in six years. Gad! I got to hand it to you there, +kiddo; I got to hand it to you!" + +"You can have it back, Max. I--I was going to surprise you when I had +five thousand. I--" + +"Gad! I don't want your money, girl. It's yours. You're fixed for life +on it. I'm even going to hand you over a couple of thou extra to show +you that I'm no cheap sport. I won't have a woman breathing can say I +ain't white as silk with her." + +"Max, you--you're killing me! Killing me! Killing me!" + +"Now, now, Mae, if I was you I wouldn't show my hand so. I don't want to +hurt you, girl. It ain't like I got any but the finest feelings for you. +You're all right, you are. You are." + +"Then, Max, for God's sake--" + +"But what are you going to do about it? What the hell is anybody going +to do about it? You ain't no baby. You know what life is. And you know +that the seams has got to show on one of the two sides and it ain't your +fault you got turned on the under side. But you should worry, girl! +You're fixed. And I'm here to tell you I'm going to hand you on top of +the two thou this here little flat just as it stands, Mae. Just as it +stands, piano and all. I just guess you got a kick coming!" + +Her hands flew to her bosom as if the steel of his words had slipped +deep into the flesh. "You don't mean what you're saying, Max." + +"Sure, I do! Piano and all, girl." + +"No, no, you don't. You're just kidding me, Max, like you used to when +you wanted to tease me and throw a scare in me that your mother was wise +about the flat. Quit your kidding, Max, and take me in your arms and +sing me 'Maizie you're a Daisie' like you used to after--after we had a +little row. Lemme hear you call me 'Maizie,' dear, so I'll know you're +only kidding. I'm a bum sport, dearie. I--I never could stand for +guying. Cut the comedy, dear." + +She leaned to him with her lips twisted and dried in their frenzy to +belie his words, but with little else to indicate that her heart +lay ticking against her breast like a clock that makes its hour in +half-time. + +"Quit guying, Max, for God's sake! You--you got me feeling sick clear +down inside of me. Cut it, dear. Too much is enough." + +Her dress rustled with the faint swish of scything as she moved toward +him, and he withdrew, taking hold of the back of his chair. + +"Now, now, Mae; come, come! You're a sensible woman. I ain't stuck on +this business any more than you are. You ought to have let me stay away +and just let it die out instead of raking up things like this. Come, +buck up, old girl! Don't make it any harder than it's got to be. These +things happen every day. This is business. There, there! Now! Now!" + +The sudden bout of tenderness brought the tears stinging to her eyes +and she was for ingratiating herself into his embrace, but he withdrew, +edging toward the piano with an entire flattening of tone. + +"Now, now, Mae, I tell you that you got to cut it. It would have been +better if you had just let the old cat die, You oughtn't to tried that +gag to get me here to-night. You'll get a lot more out of me if you do +it dry, girl. A crying woman can drive me out of the house quicker 'n +plague, and you ought to know it by now." + +She sat down suddenly, feeling queasy. + +"Now, now, old girl, buck up! Be a sport!" + +"Gimme a drink, Max. I--Just a swallow. I--I'm all right." And she +squeezed her eyes tight shut to blink out the tears. + +He handed her a tumbler from the table, keeping his head averted, and +after a bit she fell to sobbing and choking and trembling. + +"It's her! It's your old woman. She's been chloroforming you with a lot +of dope talk about hitting the altar rail with a bunch of white satin +with a good fat wad sewed in the lining. It's your old--" + +"Cut that!" + +"It's your old woman. She--she don't know you like I do, Max. She--" + +"Now, now, Mae! You knew this had to come sooner or later, I 'ain't +never lied, have I? Right here in this room 'ain't you told me a dozen +times you'd let me go quietly when the time came? 'Ain't you?" + +"I never thought you meant it, Max. You don't mean it now. Don't let +your old woman upset you, dear. What she don't know won't hurt her. +Stick around her a little more if you think she's got a hunch about me +and the flat. But she 'ain't, dearie; there ain't a chance in the world +she's got a hunch about me. Don't let her make a mollycoddle out of you, +Max. That old woman don't know enough about life and things to--" + +"You cut that and cut it quick! I'm a decent fellow, I am. For six years +I been tipping you off to leave my mother's name out--out of your mouth. +There's a place for everything and, by gad! your mouth ain't the place +for her name! By gad! I ain't no saint, but I won't stand for that! By +gad! I--I won't!" + +"Oh-h-h-h-h! Oh-h-h-h! Oh-h-h!" + +She struck her breast twice with the flat of her hand, her voice so +tight and high that it carried with it the quality of strangulation. + +"Ain't fit to mention her name, ain't I? Ain't fit to mention her name? +My kind ain't fit to mention her name, eh?" + +"No, if you got to know it. Not--like that! My old mother's name. Not +like that!" + +"Not fit, eh? What are we fit for, then, us that only get the husks of +you men and nothing else?" + +"I--" + +"What am I fit for? Fit to run to when your decent friends won't stand +for you? Fit to run to when you get mixed up in rotten customs deals? +Fit to stand between you and hell when you got the law snapping at your +heels for--for smuggling? Who was fit to run to then? Her whose name I +ain't fit to mention? Her? Naw, you was afraid she'd turn on you. Naw, +not her! Me! Me! I'm the one whose mouth is too dirty to mention your +old lady's name--" + +"By gad! you got to cut that or--" + +"Just the same, who was it you hollered for when you woke up in the +hospital with your back like raw meat? Who was it you hollered for then? +Her whose name I ain't fit to mention? Naw, it wasn't! Me! Me! I was +good enough then. I was good enough to smuggle you out of town overnight +when you was dodging the law, and to sleep in my clothes for two weeks, +ready to give the signal." + +"That's right, dig up! Dig up! You might forget something." + +"I been good enough to give you free all these years what you wasn't man +enough to pay for. That's what we women are; we're the free lunch that +you men get with a glass of beer, and what the hell do you care which +garbage-pail what's left of us lands in after you're done with us!" + +"Cut that barroom talk around here if--" + +"Good enough for six years, wasn't I, to lay down like a door-mat for +you to walk on, eh? Good enough. Good enough when it came to giving up +chunks of my own flesh and blood when your burns was like hell's fire +on your back and all your old woman could do to help was throw a swoon +every time she looked at you. Good enough to--" + +"Gad! I knew it! I knew it! Knew you'd show your yellow streak." + +She fell to moaning in her hands. "No, no, Max, I--" + +"Bah! you can't throw that up to me, though. I never wanted it! I +could have bought it off any one of them poor devils that hang around +hospitals, as many inches off any one of 'em as I wanted. I never wanted +them to graft it on me off you. I told the doctor I didn't. I knew you'd +be throwing it up to me some day. If I'd bought it off a stranger I--I +wouldn't have that limp in front of me always to--to rub things in. I +knew you'd throw it up to me. I--Gad! I knew it! I knew it!" + +"No, no, Max, I didn't mean it. You--you just got me so crazy I don't +know what I'm saying. Sure, I--I made you take it off me. I wanted 'em +to cut it off me to graft on your burns because it--it was like finding +a new way of saying how--how I love you, Max. Every drop of blood was +like--like I could see for myself how--how I loved you, Max. I--" + +"Oh, my God!" he said, folded his arms atop the piano, and let his head +fall into them. "Oh, my God!" + +"That's how I love you, Max. That's how you--you're all in the world I +got, Max. That's why I--can't, just can't let you go, dear. Don't throw +me over, Max. Cut the comedy and come down to earth. You 'ain't had a +holy spell for two years now since the old woman sniffed me and wanted +to marry you off to that cloak-and-suit buyer with ten thou in the bank +and a rush of teeth to the front. You remember how we laffed, dearie, +that night we seen her at the show? Don't let your old lady--" + +"Cut that, I tell you!" + +"You'd be a swell gink hitting the altar trail with a bunch of white +satin, wouldn't you? At your time of life, forty and set in your ways, +you'd have a swell time landing a young frisky one and trying to learn +one of them mother's darlings how to rub in your hair-tonic and how to +rub your salad-plate with garlic? Gosh-golly! I bust right out laffing +when I even think about it! Come down to earth, Max! You'd be a swell +hit welded for life with a gold band, now, wouldn't you?" + +She was suddenly seized with immoderate laughter not untinctured with +hysteria, loud and full of emptiness, as if she were shouting for echoes +in a cave. + +"Like hell you would! _You_ tied to a bunch of satin and tending the +kids with the whooping-cough! Whoops la, la!" She fell to rocking +herself backward and forward, her rollicking laughter staining her face +dark red. + +"Whoops la, la! Whoops la, la!" + +Suddenly Max Zincas rose to his height, regarding her sprawling +uncontrolled pose with writhing lips of distaste, straightened his +waistcoat, cleared his throat twice, and, standing, drank the last of +his wine. But a pallor crept up, riding down the flush. + +"Funny, ain't it? Laff! Laff! But I'd wait till you hear something +funnier I got to tell you. Funny, ain't it? Laff! Laff!" + +She looked up with her lips still sagging from merriment, but the dark +red in her face darker. + +"Huh?" + +His bravado suddenly oozed and the clock ticked roundly into the silence +between them. + +"Huh?" she repeated, cocking her head. + +"You got to know it, Mae, and the sooner I get it out of me the better. +But, remember, if you wanna drive me out before I'm finished, if you +wanna get rid of me a damn sight quicker than any other way, throw me +some sob stuff and watch. You--Well--I--The sooner I get it out of me +the better, Mae." + +"Huh?" + +"She's a--a nice little thing, Mae. Her mother's a crony with my old +lady. Lives in a brownstone out on Lenox Avenue. Met her first at--at a +tennis-match she was winning at--at Forest Park Club." + +"Huh?" + +"Not a high-stepper or a looker like you in your day, Mae, none of--that +chorus pep you used to have. Neat, though. Great little kid for +outdoors. Nice little shape, too. Not in your class, but--but neat. Eyes +like yours, Mae, only not--not in your class. A--a little cast in one of +them, but all to the good, Mae. Nice clean little--girl, fifteen thou +with her, and her old man half owner in the Weeko Woolen Mills. I--I +need the money, Mae. The customs is digging up dirt again. It ain't +like I 'ain't been on the level with you, girl. You knew it had to come +sooner or later. Now, didn't you, Mae? Now there's the girl. Didn't +you?" + +Reassured, he crossed to where she sat silent, and placed a large, heavy +hand on her shoulder. + +"There's nothing needs to worry you, old girl. Thirty-five hundred in +your jeans and a couple of thou and the flat from me on top. Gad! it's a +cinch for you, old girl. I've seen 'em ready for the dump at your age, +and you--you're on the boom yet. Gad! you're the only one I ever knew +kept her looks and took on weight at the same time. You're all right, +Mae, and--and, gad! if I don't wish sometimes the world was different! +Gad! if--if I don't!" + +And, rather reassured, he tilted her chin and pinched her cold cheek and +touched the corner of his eyes with the back of his wrist." + +"Gad, if--if I don't!" + +It was as if the flood of her emotion had risen to a wave and at his +words frozen on its crest. She opened her lips to speak, but could only +regard him with eyes as hard as ice-fields. + +"Now, now, Mae, don't look thataway. You're a sensible woman and know +the world's just built thataway. I always told you it don't cost us men +nothing but loose change to show ourselves a good time. You girls gotta +pay up in different coin. If I hadn't come along some other fellow +would, so what's the use a fellow not showing himself a good time? +You girls know where you get off. Come, be a sport, old girl! With +thirty-five hundred in your jeans and me wanting to do the square +thing--the piano and all, lemme say to you that you 'ain't got a kick +coming. Just lemme say that to you--piano and all, Mae!" + +Sobs trembled up, thawing the edge of ice that incased her. A thin blur +of tears rose to her eyes like a premonitory ripple before the coming of +the wind. + +"You can't! You can't! You--you can't ditch me like that, I tell you. +You--" + +"By God! if you're going to begin to holler I'll get out of here so +quick it'll make your head swim!" + +"Oh no, you don't! Aw, no, you don't! You ain't going to quit so easy +for a squint-eyed little hank that--that your old woman found for you. +Max, you ain't! You wouldn't! Tell me you wouldn't, dear. Tell me! Tell +me!" + +"Get off your knees there and behave yourself, Mae! Looka your dress +there, all torn. This ain't no barroom. Get up and behave yourself! +Ain't you ashamed! Ain't you ashamed!" + +She was trembling so that her knees sent little ripples down the tight +white silk drop-skirt. + +"You can't ditch me like this and get away with it. You and me +can't--can't part peaceful. You can't throw me over after all these +years for a little squint-eyed hank and get away with it! By Heaven! you +can't!" + +He drew tight fists to his sides, his lower jaw shot forward. "You start +a row here and, by gad! if I don't--" + +"I ain't! I ain't! But don't throw me over, Max, after all these years! +Don't, Max! You need me. There ain't a woman on God's earth will do for +you what I will. I--I 'ain't got nobody but you, Max, to do for. I +tell you, Max, you--you need me. Think, dear, all them months when the +customs was after you. Them hot days when you couldn't show your face, +and I used to put you to bed and fan and fan you eight hours straight +till you forgot to be scared and fell asleep like a baby." + +"Now, now, Mae, I--" + +"Them nights we used to mix a few drinks when we came home from a show +or something and sit right here in this room and swill 'em off, laffing +and laffing till we got a little lit up. That time when we sneaked down +to Sheepshead and you lost your wad at the wheel and I won it back for +you. All them times, Max! That--that Christmas Eve you sneaked away from +your old woman! Remember? I tell you, Max, you can't throw me over after +what we been through together, and get away with it. You can't, not by a +damn sight! You can't!" + +In spite of herself her voice would slip up, raucous sobs tore through +her words, tears rained down her frankly distorted face, carrying their +bitter taste of salt to her lips. + +"You can't! You can't! I 'ain't got the strength! I 'ain't got a thing +in life that ain't wrapped around you. I can't go back to hit or miss +like--like I could ten years ago. I 'ain't got nothing saved out of it +all but you. Don't try to ditch me, Max! Don't! I--I'll walk on my knees +for you. I--" + +"For God's sake, Mae, I--" + +"If there's a way to raise two times fifteen thou for you, Max, I--I'll +raise it. I'll find a way, Max. I tell you I will! I'm lucky at the +wheel, Max. You watch and see. You just watch and see. I can work. Max, +I--" + +"Get up, Mae, get up. There's a good girl. Get up and--" + +"I'll work my fingers down, Max, only don't try to ditch me, don't try +to ditch me! I'll go out to the country where your old woman can't ever +sniff me. I--I'll fix it, Max, so you--so you just can't lose. Don't +ditch me, dear; take your Maizie back. Take me in your arms and call me +Maizie. Take me!" + +"Girl, 'ain't you--'ain't you got no shame!" + +"Just try me back for a month, Max. For a month, Max, and see if--if I +don't fix things so they come out right. Gimme a month, Max! Gimme, Max! +Gimme! Gimme!" + +And with her last remnant of restraint gone, she lay downright at his +feet, abandoned to virulent grief, and in her naked agony a shapeless +mass of frill and flounce, a horrible and not dramatic spectacle of +abandonment; decencies gone down before desire, the heart ruptured and +broken through its walls. In such a moment of soul dishabille and +her own dishabille of bosom bulging above the tight lacing of her +corset-line as she lay prone, her mouth sagging and wet with tears, her +lips blowing outward in bubbles, a picture, in fact, to gloss over, Mae +Munroe dragged herself closer, flinging her arms about the knees of Mr. +Zincas, sobbing through her raw throat. + +"Just a month, Max! Don't ditch me! Don't! Don't! Don't!" + +He looked away from the sorry spectacle of her bubbling lips and great, +swollen eyelids. + +"Leggo! Leggo my knees!" + +"Just a month, Max, just--" + +"Leggo! Leggo my knees! Leggo, girl! Ain't you ashamed!" + +"Just a month, Max, I--" + +"Gad! 'ain't you got no shame, girl! Get up! Leggo! I can't stand +this, I tell you. Be a sport and leggo me quiet, Mae. I--I'll send you +everything, a--a check that'll surprise you, old girl! Lemme go quiet! +Nothing can't change things. Quit your blubbering. It makes me sick, +I tell you. Quit your blubbering, old girl, and leggo. Leggo! Leg-go! +Leg-go, I say!" + +Suddenly he stooped and with a backward turn of her wrist unloosed +himself and, while the pain still staggered her, side-stepped the huddle +of her body, grasped his hat from the divan and lunged to the door, +tugging for a frantic moment with the lock. + +On her knees beside the piano, in quite the attitude he had flung her, +leaning forward on one palm and amid the lacy whirl of her train, Mae +Munroe listened to his retreating steps; heard the slam of a lower door. + +You who recede before the sight of raw emotions with every delicacy +shamed, do not turn from the spectacle of Mae Munroe prone there on the +floor, her bosom upheaved and her mouth too loose. When the heart is +torn the heart bleeds, whether under cover of culture and a boiled +shirt-front or without shame and the wound laid bare. And Mae Munroe, +who lay there, simple soul, only knew or cared that her heart lay +quivering like a hurt thing, and for the sobs that bubbled too frankly +to her lips had no concern. + +But after a while they ceased of exhaustion, and she rose to her feet, +her train threatening to throw her; walked toward the cold, cloyed +dinner, half-eaten and unappetizing on the table; and fell to scooping +some of the cold gravy up from its dish, letting it dripple from the +spoon back again. The powder had long since washed off her cheeks and +her face was cold as dough. The tears had dried around her mouth. + +Presently she pinned up the lacy train about her, opened a cupboard door +and slid into a dark, full-length coat, pinned on a hat with a feather +that dropped over one side as if limp with wet, dabbed at her face with +a pink powder-chamois and, wheezing ever so slightly, went out, tweaking +off two of the three electric lights after her--down two flights of +stairs through a quiet foyer and out into the fluid warmth of late +October. Stars were out, myriads of them. + +An hour she walked--down the cross-town street and a bit along the +wide, bright, lighted driveway, its traffic long since died down to an +occasional night-prowling cab, a skimming motor-car; then down a flight +of curving stone steps with her slightly perceptible limp, and into the +ledge of parkway where shadows took her into their velvet silence; down +a second flight, across a railroad track, and to the water's edge, where +a great coal-station ran a jut of pier out into the river. She could +walk its length, feeling it sway to the heavy tug of current. + +Out at the very edge the water washed up against the piles with a thick, +inarticulate lisp, as if what it had to say might only be understood +from the under side. + + + + +THE NAME AND THE GAME + + +At Christmas-tide men and women with soiled lives breathe alcoholic +sighs and dare to glance back into the dim corridors of their long agos. + +Cronies, snug in an age of steam heat, turn their warm backs upon +to-day, swap white-Christmas stories, and hanker with forefinger laid +alongside of nose for the base-burners and cold backs of the good old +days. + +Not least upon the busy magnate's table is his shopping-list. + +Evenings, six-dollar-a-week salesgirls sit in their five-dollar-a-week +hall-bedrooms, with their aching feet in a tub of hot water and their +aching fingers busy with baby-ribboned coat-hangers and silk needle-book +tokens of Yuletide affection. + +Even as it flowered in a manger the Christmas spirit, a perennial lily +upon the sooty face of the world, blooms out of the slack heap of men's +rife and strife. + +In the hearts of children it is a pod filled with their first happiness. + +Down from a sky the color of cold dish-water a cloak of swift snow fell +upon the city, muffling its voice like a hand held against its mouth. +Children who had never before beheld a white Christmas leaped with the +joy of it. A sudden army of men with blue faces and no overcoats sprang +full-grown and armed with shovels, from out the storm. City parks lay +etched in sudden finery. Men coming up out of the cañon of Wall Street +remembered that it was Christmas and felt for bauble money. + +At early dusk and through the white dance of the white storm the city +slid its four million packs off its four million backs and turned +homeward. Pedestrians with the shopper's light in their eyes bent into +the flurry and darted for surface cars and subways. Commuters, laden +with bundles and with tickets between their teeth, rushed for early +trains. + +Women with bearing-down bundles and babies wedged through the +crowd, fighting for trains and place. Boys in cadet uniforms and +boarding-school girls, homeward bound, thrust forward their shining +faces as if into the to-morrow. A tight tangle of business men passed +single file through a trellised gateway and on down to a lower level. A +messenger with a tipsy spray of holly stuck upright in his cap whacked +with a folded newspaper at a fellow-messenger's swift legs and darted in +and around the knees of the crowd. A prodigal hesitated, then bought a +second-class ticket for home. Two nuns hurried softly on missions of +Christmas. + +The low thunder of a thousand feet: tired feet, eager feet; flat feet; +shabby feet; young feet; callous feet; arched and archless feet. +Voices that rose like wind to a gale. A child dragged by the arm and +whimpering. A group of shawled strangers interchanging sharp jargon. + +Within the marble mausoleum of a waiting-room, its benches lined with +the kaleidoscopic faces of the traveling public, a train-announcer +bellowed a paean of tracks and stations. + +At the onyx-and-nickel-plated periodical stand men in passing snatched +their evening paper from off the stack of the counter, flopping down +their pennies as they ran. In the glow of a spray of red and white +electric bulbs, in a bower of the instant's pretty-girl periodical +covers, and herself the most vivid of them all, Miss Marjorie Clark +caught a hastily flung copper coin on the fly, her laughter mounting +with it. + +"Whoops, la-la!" + +"Good catch, kiddo." + +"Oh, you Charley-boy, who was you pitching for last season?" + +"The Reds, because that's your color." + +"Say, if you're going to catch that four-eighteen you've got to +break somebody's speed limit between here and track ten. Run along, +Charley-boy, and Merry Christmas." + +But Mr. Charles Scully swung to a halt, poured his armful of packages +into a wire basket of six-city-postcard-views for ten cents, swung +open his overcoat with a sprinkling of snow on its slick-napped velvet +collar, lifted his small black mustache in a smile. + +"Black-eyes, I'd miss three trains for you." + +"There's not another until the four-forty." + +"I should worry. Anyway, for all I know you've changed your mind and are +coming out with me to-night, little one." + +The quick blood ran up into her small face, dyeing it, and she withdrew +from his nearing features. + +"I have not! Gee! you're about as square as a doughnut, you are." + +"Jumping Juniper, can't a fellow miss his train just to wish a little +beauty like you a Merry Christmas? But on the level, I want to take you +out home with me to-night; honest I do, little spitfire." + +"Crank up there, Charley-boy; you got about thirty seconds to make that +train in." + +"Gets you sore every time I ask you out, don't it, black-eyes? Talk +about your little tin saints!" + +"Say, if you was any slicker you'd slide." + +"You can't scare me with those black eyes." + +"Can't I, my brave boy! Say, you'd want to quarantine the dictionary if +you found smallpox in it, that's how hard you are to scare." + +"Well, of all the lines of talk, if you 'ain't got the greatest. Cute is +no name for you." + +"And say, the place where you clerk must be a classy clothes-parlor, +Charley-boy." + +"Right-o, little one. If you ever pass by the Brown Haberdashery, on +Twenty-third Street, drop in, and I'll buy you a lunch." + +"Tra-la! Where did you get that checked suit? And I'll bet you flag the +train out at Glendale, where you live, with that tie. Oh, you Checkers!" + +"Some class to me, eh, kiddo?" + +"Oh, I wouldn't say that." + +He leaned closer. His smile had an uplift like a crescent and a slight +depression in his left cheek, too low for a dimple, twinkled when he +smiled, like an adjacent star. + +"Take it from me, Queenie, these glad rags are my stock in trade. In my +line I got to sport them. At home I'm all to the overalls. If my boss +was to see the old red wool smoking-jacket I wear around the house, he'd +fire me for burlesquing the business." + +"Well, of all the nerve! Let go my hand." + +"Didn't know I had it, little one." + +"And say, you give back that kodak picture you swiped off me yesterday. +I don't give my photographs out promiscuous." + +"That little snap-shot of you? Nix, I will! I took that home and hung it +in a mother-of-pearl frame right over the parlor table." + +"Sure! And above the family Bible, huh? I had a fellow once tell me he +was a bookmaker, and I was green enough then to beg him to take me out +and let me see him make 'em. But I've learnt a thing or two about you +and your kind since then, Charley-boy." + +"You come out to-night and I'll show it to you myself." + +"Haven't you got my number, yet, Cholly--haven't you?" + +"What is it, little one, number scared-cat?" + +She flung him a glance over the hump of one shoulder. Nineteen summers +had breezed lightly over her, and her lips were cherry-like, but +tilted slightly as if their fruit had been plucked from the tree of +sophistication. + +"You bet your life I'm scared." + +"Why, out there in Glendale, little one, you won't meet your own shadow, +if that's what's hurting you." + +"You bet your life I won't." + +"My old woman will fix you up all right." + +"Oh no, she won't!" + +"Aw, come on, kiddo. We're going to have a tree for the little brother, +and the old woman will be rigged up like a mast in her spotted silk. +Come on. Who'll be any the wiser?" + +Laughter and mockery rose to the surface of her eyes, bubbled to her +lips. + +"Huh! What's that only-son stuff you gave me yesterday? All about how +you had to land a job in the city and make good after your old man died, +eh? How about your yesterday's line of talk?" + +"I--" + +"All about how mother's wandering boy found himself all plastered +over with the mortgage and worked nights to get out from under. All +about--Aw, say, what's the use? But I always say to you fellows, 'Boys, +cultivate good memories; you need 'em.' Little brother! Ha, joke!" + +"I--aw--I--Little brother's what we call my sister Till's little +red-headed kid. Aw, what--what you want to put me in bad for, sister? +I'm not so easy to trip up as you think I am." + +"Little brother! And say, that's a bottle of malted milk there in your +pocket that you're taking out to him, ain't it? Sure it is." + +"This? Aw, this--Say, you haven't got those snappy black eyes of yours +for nothing, have you? This bottle here in my pocket, aw, this--this is +a--bottle of brandy for my old woman. First snow flurry and her left +foot begins to drag like a rag with rheumatism." + +Her laughter rose, and his confusion with it. + +"Sure," she cried. + +"Aw--aw, come on, Marjie." + +"Well, of all the nerve! My name's private property, it is." + +"It slipped. It said itself. But, gee! I like it. Marjie! Some little +name." + +"Well, of all the nerve!" + +"Come on, black-eyes. You're off at five and we'll catch the +five-eighteen. Who's going to be any the wiser? I got something out +there I want to tell you." + +"My hearing's all right in the city." + +"It's something I want to whisper right where I can get next to that +little ear of yours." + +"You got a swell chance at that little ear of mine, nix." + +"Stingy!" + +"You bet your life I'm stingy." + +"It's a white Christmas for sure out where I live. Come on out and let +me show you a good time, little one." + +"I wish you was half as white as this Christmas is. Honest, sometimes I +says to myself, I says, ain't there just none of you white? Has a girl +like me got to keep dodging all her life?" + +"Come, sister, let's catch the five-eighteen." + +"You better run along before you get me all rubbed the wrong way. At +five-eighteen I'll be buying my own meal ticket, let me tell you that." + +"Then buy your own meal ticket, if that's what's hurting you, little +touchy, and come out on the eight-eighteen. It's only a thirty-minute +run; and if you say the word I'll be at the station with bells on to +meet you. Come on. I'll show you the Christmas Eve of your life. Be a +sport, Marjie." + +"Yes, I always say, inviting a girl to be a sport is a slick way of +inviting her to Hades. I've seen where being a sport lands a girl, I +have. I ain't game, maybe, but, thank God, I ain't. Thank God, I ain't, +is what I always say to them." + +"Well, of all the funny little propositions." + +"Well, there's nothing funny about your proposition." + +"You're one funny little girl, but, gee! I like you." + +There was that in his glance and the white flash of his teeth and the +pomaded air of geniality about him that sent a quick network of thrills +darting through her; all her perceptions rose, and her color. + +"Come on, little girl." + +"Oh," she cried, clenching her small tan hand, and a tempest of fury +flashing across her face, "you--you fresh fellows up-town here think +just because you wear good clothes and can hold down a decent job, that +you--you can put up any kind of a proposition to a girl like me. Oh--oh, +just every one of you!" + +"Well, of all the little spitfires." + +"What do you think I am? What does every one of you, up and down town, +think I am? Do I look like I was born yesterday? Well, I wasn't, or +the day before or the day before that. Honest to God, if I was a +nice-appearing fellow like you I'd be ashamed, I would. I'd go out in +the garden and eat worms, I would." + +He retreated before her scorn, but smiling. "I'll get you yet, you +little vix," he said; "you pretty little black-eyed vix, you; I'll get +you yet.' + +"Like hell you will." + +"If you change your mind, come out on the eight-eighteen, girlie. Two +blocks to the left of the station; the corner house with a little +weather-cock over the porch. Can't miss it. I'll be drapin' the tree in +tin fringe and wishing you were there." + +"Oh," she cried, her voice cracked spang across with a sob, "I--I just +hate you!" + +"No, you don't," he said, smiling and gathering his parcels. + +"Do." + +"Don't." + +"Do." + +"What's that on your wrist?" + +"Where?" + +"There. I thought you said you threw it away." + +Her right hand flew to her left wrist as if a welt lay there. "This, +I--huh--I--I forgot I had it on. This--this little old bracelet you said +you found in the Subway. It--it's nothing but red celluloid, anyway. +I--I nearly did throw it away." + +"You look just like a little gipsy, you do, with that red comb in that +black hair of yours and that red bracelet on your little brown arm. I'll +swear if I didn't miss my train by ten minutes the first time I seen you +standing here at this counter with those big black eyes of yours shining +out." + +"You'll miss it again if you don't run away, Charley-boy." + +"Dare you to come along! I'll wait for the five-eighteen." + +"Don't hold your breath till I do." + +"Dare you to come out on the eight-eighteen! Say the word, and I'll be +at the station." + +"I'll see myself crazy with the blues first." + +"You might as well come, kiddo, because I'll get you yet." + +"Try the soft-pedal stuff about the kid and the Christmas tree on the +girl at the Glendale station. Maybe she hasn't cut her eye-teeth." + +A flush swept his face like quick wind. "You're a bum sport, all +righty." + +"And you! Gee! if I was to tell you what I think you are! If I was!" She +sank her teeth into her lower lip to keep it from trembling, but smiled. +"But I wouldn't take the trouble, Charley-boy--honest, I wouldn't take +the trouble." + +"I'll get you yet, you little vix," he insisted, his white smile +flashing, and retreating into the crowd. + +"You--oh--oh, you!" + +She stood looking after him, head backward and hip arched forward in the +pose of Carmen's immortal defiance. But behind her flashing attitude her +heart rose to her throat and a warm gush of blood to her face, betraying +it. + +When the illuminated hands of the illuminated tower clock swung to the +wide angle of five o'clock, Miss Marjorie Clark and Miss Minnie Bundt, +from the fancy-fruit stand opposite, cast off the brown cocoon of their +workaday for the trim street finery which the American shopgirl, to the +stupefaction of economists and theorists, can somehow evolve out of +eight dollars a week. + +In the locker-room they met, the placid sky-colored eyes of Miss Bundt +meeting Miss Clark's in the wavy square of mirror. + +"Snowing, ain't it?" + +"Yep." + +"Gee! that's a nifty little hat, Min! Where'd you get the pompon?" + +"Five-and-Ten." + +"If it 'ain't got the Avenue written all over it." + +Silence. + +"Want some my powder, Min? Pink." + +"Nope." + +"Want to--want to go to a movie to-night or--or bum around the stores? +It's Christmas Eve." + +"Can't." + +"Date?" + +"Yep." + +Silence. + +A flush rose to Miss Clark's face, darkening it. She adjusted her +dyed-fur tippet and a small imitation-fur cap at just the angle which +doubled its face value. Something seemed to leap out from her eyes and +then retreat behind a smile and a squint. + +"Say, Min, if my voice hurt me like yours does, I'd rub salve on it," +and went out, slamming the door behind her. But a tear lay on the edge +of her down-curved lashes, threatening to ricochet down her smoothly +powdered cheek. She winked it in again. The station swarm was close to +her, jostling, kicking her ankles in passing, buffeting. + +From out the swift tide a figure without an overcoat, and a cap vizor +pulled well down over his eyes, locked her arm from the rear, so that +she sprang about, releasing herself. + +"For God's sake, Blink, cut the pussy-foot tread, will you? I've jabbed +with a hat-pin for less than that." + +"Merry Christmas, Marj." + +"Yes, I'm merry as a crutch. What brought you around, Blink?" + +"Can't a fellow drop around to pick you up?" + +"Land that job?" + +"Not a chance. What they want down there is a rough-neck, not a +gentleman rubber-down. Say, take it from me; after a fellow has worked +in the high-class Turkish baths, Third Avenue joints ain't up to his +tone no more. I got to have class, kiddo. That's why I got such a lean +toward you." + +"Cut that." + +"Come down to-night, Marj?" + +"Where?" + +"Harry's." + +"Well, I guess not." + +"Buy you a dinner." + +"But you're flat as your hand." + +He set up a jingling in his left pocket. "I am, am I?" + +"Well, I'm not going." + +"When you going to cut this comedy, Marj?" + +"I'm not. I'm just beginning." + +"Breaking into high society, eh? Fine chance." + +"Yes, with the gang of you down there hanging on like the plague, I got +a swell chance, nix." + +"It's because we know you too well, Marj. Knew you when you had two +black pigtails and used to carry a bucket into the family entrance of +Harry's place, crying with madness every time your old man sent you. +Gad! I can see you yet, sweetness, with your big black eyes blacker than +ever, and steering home your old man from off a jamboree." + +"God! sometimes I wake up in the night just like him and ma was still +alive and me and her was sitting there listening to him creak up the +stairs on his bad nights. I wake up, I can tell you, in a sweat--right +in a sweat." + +"I knew you in them days, kiddo, just like you knew me. That's why you +can't pull nothing over on a fellow, kiddo, that's had as many pulls on +your all-day suckers as I have. You're a little quitter, you are, and +sometimes I think you're out for bigger game." + +"It don't mean because a girl was born in the mud she's got to stick +there, does it?" + +"No, but she can't pretend she don't know one of the old mud-turtles +when she sees one." + +"Mud-turtle is the right name." + +"The crowd has got your number, all right, kiddo; they know you're out +after bigger game. You're a little turncoat, that's what they say about +you." + +"Turncoat! Who wouldn't turn a coat they was ashamed of? I guess you all +don't remember how I used to say, even back in those years when I was +taking tickets down at Lute's old Fourteenth Street Amusement Parlors, +how when my little minute came I was going to breeze away from the gang +down there?" + +"I remember, all righty." + +"How I was going to get me a job up-town here, where I could get in with +a decent crowd of girls, and not be known for the kind down there that +you and all of 'em knew I--I wasn't." + +"Sure we knew." + +"Yes, but what good does that do me? Can a dirty little yellow-haired +snip over in the Fancy Fruits give me the once-over and a turn-down? +She can. And why? Because I ain't certified. I come from a counterfeit +crowd, and who's going to take the trouble to find my number and see if +it's real?" + +"Aw, now--" + +"Didn't a broken-down old granny over in the Thirty-fourth Street house +where I roomed give me notice last week, because Addie Lynch found me +out one night and came to see me, lit up like a Christmas tree?" + +"That's why I say, Marj, stick to the old ones who know you." + +"Like May Pope used to say, a girl might as well have the game as the +name." + +"If I was a free man, Marj, I'd--" + +"Where has the strait and narrow got me to, I'd like to know? Sometimes +I think it's nothing but a blind alley pushing me back." + +"If I was a free man, Marj--" + +"Let me meet a slick little up-stage fellow that doesn't have to look +two ways before he walks the wrong beat in daylight; let me meet a +fellow like that, and where does it get me?" + +"I'm no saint, Marj, but there ain't a beat in town I'd have to look two +ways on. Ask any cop--" + +"Does the slick little up-stage fellow get my number? He does not. I'd +like to see one of them ask that dirty little yellow-head over in the +Fancy Fruits to go home with him. A little Nobody-Home like her, just +because she was raised in an amen corner of the Bronx and has a six-foot +master-mechanic brother to call for her every time she works fifteen +minutes later, she can wear her hands crossed on her chest and a lily +stuck in 'em and get away with it, too." + +"You're right, kiddo; you got more sand than ten of such put together." + +"I'm as good as her and better. I'm not so sure by a long shot that any +of those baby faces would say no if they was ever invited to say yes. +Watch out there, that cab, Blink. Gee! your nerves are as steady as +gelatin." + +They were veering through the crowds and out into the soft flurry of the +storm. Flakes like pulled-out bits of cotton floated to their shoulders, +resting there. Seventh Avenue, for the instant before the eye left the +great Greek façade of the Pennsylvania Terminal, was like a dream of +Athens seen through the dapple of white shadows. Immediately the eye +veered, however, the great cosmopolis formed by street meeting avenue +tore down the illusion. Another block and second-hand clothing shops +nudged one another, their flapping wares for sale outside them like +clothes-wash on a line, empty arms and legs gallivanting in the wind. A +storm-car combed through the driven snow, scuttling it and clearing +the tracks. Down another block the hot, spicy smell of a Mexican dish +floated out between the swinging doors of an all-night bar. A man +lurched out, laughing and crying. + +Marjorie Clark's companion steered her past and turned toward her, his +twitching features suddenly, and even through their looseness, softened. + +"Poor kiddo!" he said. "Just send them to me for reference. I can do +some tall vouching for you." + +"The way I feel lately sometimes, honest, I think if I get to getting +the indigoes much deeper, there's no telling where they'll land me. The +game as well as the name ain't all poetry, let me tell you that." + +Through the fall of mild snow he could see her face shining out darkly, +and his bare, eager fingers moved toward her arm, and except when the +spasmodic twitch locked his features, his face, too, was thrust forward, +keen and close to hers. + +"I've been telling you that for five years, girl." + +"Now don't go getting me wrong, Blink." + +"If I was what the law calls a free man, Marj, you know what kind of +a proposition I would have put up to you five years ago when I had my +health and my looks and--" + +"If you want to make me sore, just tune up on that old song. You ain't +man enough to even get your own little kid out of the clutches of a +mother that's pulling her down to Hades with her. Take it from me, if +there wasn't something in me that's just sorry for you, I wouldn't walk +these here blocks with you. Sometimes when I look at you right hard, +Blink, honest, it looks to me like the coke's got you, Blink." + +"Now, Marjie--" + +"You wouldn't tell me if it had. But you got the twitches, all righty." + +"It's me nerves, Marj; me nerves and you." + +"Bah! you got about as much backbone as a jellyfish. Blaming things on a +girl." + +"You took the backbone out of me, I tell you." + +"Oh no, I didn't; it's been missing since your first birthday." + +"Eating out my heart and vitals for you and your confounded highfalutin +amen notions." + +"Before you ever clapped eyes on me you was more famous for your arm +muscle than your backbone. I guess I don't remember how your own mother +told me the very day before she died how she tried on her old knees to +keep you out of a marriage with that woman. All that happened way back +in the days when you had your muscles and was head rubber-down at +Herschey's. You knew her kind when you did it, and now why ain't you man +enough to blame yourself for what you are instead of blaming the girl? +Gee!" + +"I didn't mean it, Marj. It slipped. S'help me, I didn't. Sometimes I +just don't know what I'm saying, Marj; that's how my mind kinda gets +sometimes. All fuzzed over like." + +"What's the odds what you say, Blink? You're just not man-size, I +guess." + +She was a bleak little figure bowing into the wind, her tippet flapping +back over one shoulder. + +"I ain't, ain't I? I 'ain't gone through a living hell sitting on the +water-wagon for you, have I?" + +"Try to keep from twitching that way, Blink. You give me the horrors." + +"I 'ain't cut out playing stakes, have I? Gad! I can live from Sunday to +Sunday on a pick-up from a little gamble here and a little gamble there. +But when you hollered, I didn't cut it and begin to work up muscle to +get back on the job again, did I? I didn't, did I?" + +"You can't pump that into me, Blink." + +His voice narrowed to a nasal quality. "I didn't send her and the kid +a whole Christmas box like you wanted me to, did I? I didn't stick a +brand-new fiver in the black-silk-dress pattern, knowing all the while +she'd have it drunk up before she opened the creases out. I didn't, did +I?" + +They were approaching the intersection of a wide and white-lighted +cross-town street. The snowfall had lightened. Marjorie Clark let her +gaze rest for the moment upon her companion, and her voice seemed +suddenly to nestle deep in her throat. + +"Gee! Blink, if I thought any of the--the uplift stuff I've tried to +pump into you had seeped in. Gee! if I could think that, Blink!" + +Tears lay close to the surface of her words, and his lean face was +thrust farther forward in affirmation. + +"It has, Marj. All I got to do is to think of you and those big black +eyes of yours shining, and I could lead a water-wagon parade." + +"It's the habits, Blink, you got to watch most. For a minute to-night +you looked like coke and--and it scared me. Don't let the coke get you, +Blink. For God's sake, don't!" + +"I sent her a fiver, Marj, and a black silk, and a doll with real hair +for the kid. Y'oughtta seen, Marj, real hair on it." + +"That was fine, Blink. Fine!" + +"Where you going? Aw, come, Marj. For the love of Mike, you're not +going." + +"Yes, yes. I got to go. This is Twenty-second Street, my corner. That's +where I room; that fourth house to the right. That dark one. I got to +go." + +"Where?" + +"Where do you s'pose? Home." + +"What's doin' there?" + +"N-nothing." + +"Whatta you going to do Christmas Eve? Sit in your two-by-four and +twiddle your thumbs?" + +Immediate sobs rose in her throat. "Lord!" she said, "I dun'no'! I +dun'no'!" + +He set up the jangling again. "It's Christmas Eve, Marj." + +"That's right, rub it in," and looked away from him. + +"Come, Marj, don't leave me high and dry like this. Come, I'll blow you +to a little supper, kiddo. I got a couple of meal tickets coming to me +down at Harry's on some ivories I threw last night." + +"Dice! And after the line of talk you just tried to make me swallow. Did +I believe it? I did not!" + +"No stakes, Marj. Just for a couple of meal tickets we tossed. Come, +girl, you 'ain't been down to Harry's for months; you won't get your +halo mussed from one time. It's Christmas Eve, Marj." + +"I heard you the first time." + +"If I got to go it alone to-night, Marj, it'll be the wettest Christmas +I ever spent, it will. I'll pickle this Christmas Eve like it was never +pickled before, I will." + +"Aren't you no man at all, threatening like that? Just no man at all?" + +"I tell you if I got to go it alone to-night, I won't be. I'm crazy +enough to tear things wide open." + +"A line of talk like that will send me home quicker than anything, if +you want to know it." She turned her face away and toward the dark aisle +of the side street. + +"I didn't mean it, Marj." + +"I hate whining." + +"Don't go, girl. Don't. Don't give me the horrors and leave me alone +to-night, Marj." + +She moved slowly into the gloom of the cross-town street. Solemn rows of +blank-faced houses flanked it. Wind slewed as through a canon, whistling +in high pitch. + +"Gee!" + +"Fine little joy lane for your Christmas Eve, eh? Don't go, Marj. Have +a heart and be a sport. Let me blow you to a supper down at Harry's for +old times' sake. Didn't you promise my old woman to keep an eye on me? +Didn't you? For old times' sake, Marj. It's Christmas." + +She stood shivering and gazing down into the black throat of the street. + +"It'll be a merry evening in that two-by-four of yours, won't it? Look +at it down there. Cheerful, ain't it?" + +Tears formed in a glaze over her eyes. + +"Be a sport, Marj." + +"All right--Blink!" + + * * * * * + +At the family entrance to Harry's place, and just around the corner from +the main entrance of knee-high swinging doors and a broadside of frosted +plate-glass front, a bead of gas burned sullenly through a red globe, +winking, so to speak, at all who would enter there under cover of its +murk. + +Women with faces the fatty white of jade, and lips that might have +kissed blood, slipped from the dark tide of the side street into the +entrance. Furtive couples rose out of the night: the men, lean as laths, +collars turned up and caps drawn down; girls, some with red lights and +some with no lights in their eyes, and most of them with too red lips of +too few curves, and all of them with chalk-colored powder laid on over +the golden pollen of youth. + +Within Harry's place, Christmas found little enough berth except that +above the great soaped-over mirror at the far end of the room a +holly wreath dangled from the tarnished gilt frame and against the +clouded-over glass a forefinger had etched a careless Merry Christmas. + +At tables set so close that waiters side-stepped between them, the +habitués of Harry's place dined--wined, too, but mostly out of uncovered +steins or two-inch stemless glasses. And here and there at smaller +tables a solitary figure with a seer's light in his eyes sipped his +greenish milk! + +An electric piano, its shallow tones undigested by the crowded room, +played in response to whomsoever slipped a coin into its maw. Kicked-up +sawdust lay in the air like flakes. + +From her table near the door Miss Marjorie Clark pushed from her a +litter of half-tasted dishes and sent her dark glance out over the room. +A few pairs of too sinuous dancers circled a small clearing around the +electric piano. Waiters with fans of foam-drifting steins clutched +between fingers jostled them in passing. At a small table adjoining, a +girl slept in her arms. Two more entered, elbow in elbow, and directly +a youth in a wide-striped wool sweater muffled high to his teeth, and +features that in spite of himself would twitch and twitch again. + +"Hi, Blink," he said in passing. + +"Hi." + +Reader, your heart lifted up and glowing with Yuletide and good-will +toward men, turn not in warranted nausea from the reek of Harry's +place. Mere plants can love the light and turn to it, but have not the +beautiful mercy to share their loveliness with foul places. The human +heart is a finer work. It can, if it will, turn its white light upon +darkness, so that out of it even a single seed may take heart and grow. +A fastidious olfactory nerve has no right to dominion over the quality +of mercy. The heart should keep its thousand doors all open, each +heart-string a latch-string, and each latch-string out. + +Marjorie Clark met her companion's eyes above the rim of his stein. +"Looks more like hell on a busy day down here than like Christmas Eve, +don't it?" + +He was warmed, and the tight skin had softened as dried fruit expands in +water. "Ah-h-h, but I feel better, kiddo." + +"That's three steins you've had, Blink. And there's no telling what you +filled up on those three times you went out." + +"It's Christmas Eve, kiddo. What kind of a good time do you want for +your money? A Christmas tree trimmed in tin angels?" + +"Do I? You just bet your life I do." + +"Then let me get it for you, sugar-plum. You just stick to me to-night +and you can have any little thing your heart desires. Here, waiter." And +he jingled again in the depths of his pocket. + +"If you want to lose my company double quick, just you order another +stein. Just look at you seeing double already." + +"I'm all right, baby; never felt better in my life." + +"You caught me when I was down and blue, didn't you, and pumped me full +of a lot of Sunday-school talk, that's what you did. And I was fool +enough to get soft and come down here with you, I was! But I felt it in +my bones you was lying. I knew I was right about the coke. I seen you +throw a high sign to that twitching guy in the striped sweater. I knew I +was right. God, I--I just knew." + +He leaned for her hand. "Little bittsie, black-eyed baby, you got me +wrong." + +"Ugh-h! Quit! Let go!" + +He straightened, regarding her solemnly and controlling the slight +swaying of his figure. "I'm a gentleman." + +Her laugh was more of a cough. "There ain't no such animal." + +"There ain't? I seen you trying to rope one to-day, all righty. I seen +you." + +"You what?" + +"Sure I did. The slick guy in checks." + +"You--" + +"Sure I seen you. I was loafing around the station a whole hour before +you seen me to-day, baby doll. I seen the whole show. Grabbed the slick +little Checkers right out of the line, didn't you? Bowled him over with +those black eyes of yours. Went for him right like he was a stick of +candy and you was licking it, eh? Pretty slick to take in a big eyeful +like that, wasn't I? Some little Checkers, he was." + +Red leaped to her face. "Cut that!" + +"Gad! what you mad about, kiddo? Gentleman friend, eh?" + +"You just cut that talk, and double quick, too." + +"After bigger game, eh, kiddo?" + +"Fine chance." + +"Not good enough down here, eh?" + +"No, if you want to know it. No." + +"He liked you, kiddo." + +"Yes, he liked me. He liked me, all righty, like they all do. God! if +I'd ever run across a fellow that was on the level with me, I'd get the +hysterics right in his face, I would. Right in his face!" + +"I'm on the level, Marj, only--" + +"You try to begin that, now." + +"I am, and you know it." + +"You're about as straight as a horseshoe." + +"I may backslide now and then, sweetness, but--" + +"There's no backsliding for you any more, Blink. After that Gregory raid +business you slid back as far in my mind as a fellow can slide." + +He drained his glass, and this time caught his sway a bit too late. +"Forget that, kiddo." + +"I can't. It was that showed me plainer than all that went before how I +was wasting my time working over you." + +"'Ain't I got something on you, too, peaches? But you don't hear me +throwing it up to you, do you? 'Ain't I got Checkers on you?" + +"You--" + +"But I ain't blaming you. Come, Marj, let's swap our real names." + +"What?" + +"Sure, I ain't blaming you. Only be on the level, girl--be on the level. +If it's big fry you're after, and we don't measure up down here, say +so." + +"You--I think you're crazy, Blink." + +"I know life, kiddo. I've used up thirty years of my lease on it getting +wise to it. Come now, is it Checkers, queenie? What's your game?" + +She leaned forward, looking him evenly between the eyes, but her lips +seared as if from his hot insult. "You take that back." + +"What you green around the gills for, kiddo? Didn't you say yourself +that the name and the game come together in the same package? I ain't +arguing it with you." + +"You take it back, I said." + +He laughed and flecked his fingers for a waiter, flinging out his legs +at full length alongside the table. "You're a clever little girl, Marj, +and I've got to hand it to you. Another stein there, waiter, and one for +the girl; she needs it." + +"I'll spill it right out if it comes." + +"Lord! what you so sheety-looking for? White with temper and green at +the gills, eh? Gad! I like you that way. I like you for your temper, and +if you want to know it, I like you for every blamed thing about you." + +"You--quit! Let go! Let go, I say! Ug-gh!" Her lips, with the greenish +auro about them, would only move stiffly, and she pushed back from the +table only half articulate. "Let me pass--please." + +"Where you going, peaches?" He reached for her hand. "You mad, Marj? I +didn't mean to get you sore." + +"N-no, Blink." + +"You beauty, you." + +"'Sh-h-h!" + +"Gad! but I like you. Sit down, Marj, I got a new proposition to put to +you. I can talk big money, girl." + +"Don't--Blink." + +"Sit down, girl. Harry don't stand for no stage stuff in here no more." + +"I--" + +"I got a new proposition, girl. One that'll make Checkers look like +thirty cents. A white proposition, too, Marj. A baby could listen to +it." + +"Yes, yes, Blink, but not now. When you get lit up you--you oughtn't +begin to dream about those millionaire propositions, Blink. Try and keep +your wits." + +"A baby could listen to this here proposition, Marj. And big money, too, +Marj. It's diamonds for you." + +Somehow with her lips she smiled down at him, and did not tug for the +release of her hand. Dallied for the instant instead. + +"You're lit up, Blink." + +"Some big guns in Wall Street, Marj, are after me, Marj, with a +million-dollar proposition. I--" + +"Yes, yes, but wait a minute, Blink. I'll be back." She even lay a pat +on his shoulder and slid past him lightly. "In a minute, Blink." + +"Hurry," he said, his smile broken by a swift twitch of feature, and +raising his fresh stein. + +Once out of his vision, she veered sharply and in a bath of fear darted +toward the small hallway, with its red bead of gaslight burning on and +flickering against the two panels of colored glass in the dingy brown +door. + +Outside, the flakes had ceased and the sinister-looking side street lay +in a white hush, a single line of scraggly footsteps crunched into the +snow of the sidewalk. A clock from a sky-scraping tower rang out eight, +its echoes singing like anvils in the sharp, thin air. On the cross-town +street the shops were full of light and activity, crowds wedging in and +out. Marjorie Clark pulled at her strength and ran. + +At the Twenty-second Street corner she paused for the merest moment +for breath and for a quick glance into the dark lane of the diverging +street. The double row of stone houses, blank-faced and shouldering +one another like paper dolls cut from a folded newspaper, stood back +indistinctly against the night, most of the high stoops cushioned +in untrod snow, the fourth of them from the right, lean-looking and +undistinguished, except that the ash-can at its curb was a glorified urn +of snow. + +As she stood there the ache in Marjorie Clark's throat threatened to +become articulate. She took up her swift pace again, but onward. + +Ten minutes later, within the great heated mausoleum of the Pennsylvania +Terminal, she bought a ticket for Glendale. On track ten the +eight-eighteen had already made its first jerk outward as she made her +dash for it. + +In the spick swaddling clothes of new-laid snow, its roadways and garden +beds, macadamized streets and runty lanes all of one identity, Glendale +lay in a miniature valley beneath the railroad elevation; meandered down +a slight hillside and out toward the open country. + +Immediately removed from the steep flight of stairs leading down from +the gabled station, small houses with roofs that wore the snow like +coolies' hoods appeared in uncertain ranks forming uncertain streets. +Lights gleamed in frequent windows, throwing squares of gold-colored +light in the snow. + +Here and there where shades were drawn the grotesque shadow of a +fir-tree stood against the window; silhouettes moved past. Picket +fences marched crookedly along. At each intersection of streets a white +arc-light dangled, hissing and spreading its radiance to the very stoops +of adjoining houses. + +Two blocks from the left of the station Marjorie Clark paused in the +white shower of one of these arc-lights. The wind had hauled around to +the north and its raw breath galloped across the open country, stinging +her. + +Across the street, diagonal, a low house of too many angles, the snow +banked in a high drift across its north flank, stood well back in +shadow, except that on the peak of its small veranda, and clearly +defined by the arc-light, a weather-vane spun to the gale. + +Marjorie Clark ducked her head to the onslaught of wind and crossed the +street, kicking up a fine flurry of snow before her. A convoy of trees +stood in military precision down the quiet avenue, their bare branches +embracing her in immediate shadows. The gate creaked when she drew it +backward, scraping outward and upon the sidewalk a hill of loose snow. +Before that small house a garden lay tucked beneath its blanket, a +scrawny line of hedge fluted with snow inclosing it and a few stalks +that would presently flower. The hood of the dark veranda, surmounted +with its high ruche of snow, seemed to incline, invitational. + +Yet when Marjorie Clark pulled out the old-fashioned bell-handle her +face sickened as she stood and she was down the steps again, the +tightness squeezing her throat, her gloved hands fumbling the gate +latch, and her knee flung against it, pressing it outward. + +In the moment of her most frenzied attitude a golden patch of light from +an opened door streamed out and over her. In its radiance a woman's +wide-bosomed, wide-hipped silhouette, hand bent in a vizor over her +eyes, leaned forward, and, rushing past her and down the plushy steps, +the bareheaded figure of Mr. Charley Scully, a red and antiquated red +wool indoor jacket flying to the wind, and a forelock of his shiny hair +lifted. + +"Marjie!" + +She backed against the gate. + +"Marj! Marjie?" + +"I--No, no--I--I--" + +"Why, little one! Marjie! Marjie!" + +"I--No--no--" + +But her inertia was of no moment, and very presently, Charles Scully's +strong right arm propelling her, she was in the warm, bright-lighted +hallway, its door closing her in and the wide-bosomed, wide-hipped +figure in spotted silk fumbling the throat fastenings of her jacket, and +the stooped form of Charley Scully dragging off her thin rubber shoes. + +"Whew! they're soaking wet, ma. Get her a pair of Till's slippers or +something." + +"Don't jerk the child like that, son. Pull 'em off easy." + +Through glazed eyes Marjorie Clark, balancing herself first on one foot, +then the other, the spotted silk arm half sustaining her, could glimpse +the scene of an adjoining room: a fir-tree standing against a drawn +window-blind half hung in tinsel fringe, and abandoned in the very act +of being draped; a woman and a child stooping at its base. Above a +carved black-walnut table and from a mother-of-pearl frame, a small +amateur photograph of Marjorie Clark smiled out at herself. + +The figure in spotted silk dragged off the wet jacket and hurried with +it toward the rear of the hallway, her left foot dragging slightly. + +"Just a second, dearie-child, until I find dry things for you. Son, stop +fussing around the lamb until she gets rested." + +But on the first instant of the two of them standing alone there in +the little hallway, Charley Scully turned swiftly to Marjorie Clark, +catching up her small hand. His eyes carried the iridescence of bronze. + +"Marjie," he said, "to--why, to think you'd come! Why--why, little +Marjie!" + +"I--oh, Charley-boy, I--" + +"What, little one? What?" + +"I--I dun'no'." + +"What is it, hon? Ain't you as glad as I am?" + +"I dun'no', only I--I--I'm scared, Charley--scared, I guess." + +"Why, you just never was so safe, Marjie, as now--you just never was!" + +She could not meet the eloquence of his eyes, but his smile was so near +that the tightness at her throat seemed suddenly to thaw. + +"Charley-boy," she said. + +But at the sound of returning footsteps she sprang backward, clasping +her hands behind her. A copper-haired woman with a copper-haired child +in the curve of her arm moved through the lighted front room and toward +them. Her smile was upturned, with a dimple low in one cheek, like a +star in the cradle of a crescent moon. Charley Scully turned his vivid +face toward her. + +"Till," he cried, "she come, anyway. Looka, she's come!" + +"Yes, I--I've come," said Marjorie Clark. There was a layer of hysteria +in her voice. + + +THE END + + + + + +End of Project Gutenberg's Every Soul Hath Its Song, by Fannie Hurst + +*** END OF THIS PROJECT GUTENBERG EBOOK EVERY SOUL HATH ITS SONG *** + +***** This file should be named 12763-8.txt or 12763-8.zip ***** +This and all associated files of various formats will be found in: + https://www.gutenberg.org/1/2/7/6/12763/ + +Produced by PG Distributed Proofreaders + +Updated editions will replace the previous one--the old editions +will be renamed. + +Creating the works from public domain print editions means that no +one owns a United States copyright in these works, so the Foundation +(and you!) can copy and distribute it in the United States without +permission and without paying copyright royalties. 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